my revolution: the writings of one man against the world

8/14/2019 My Revolution: The Writings of One Man Against the World

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My RevolutionThe Writings of One Man

Against the World

By: BJ Murphyaka

The Vegan Anarchist


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Poetry Short Stories

Genocidal Denial pg. 4 Just My Luck pg. 31Poetic Catastrophe pg. 6 Tough Love pg. 33I Love You pg. 8 The Wrong Corner pg. 35You & Me. Not You & You pg. 10 The Note pg. 38R.I.P. pg. 11 The Perfect Crime pg. 42Untrue Destiny pg. 13 Operation Sheep pg. 45Unknown Soldier pg. 15False God pg. 16German Love pg. 18Apathy At Its Finest pg. 19 EssayWhat Dirty Mind You Have pg. 20Carpe Diem pg. 22 What A Let Down pg. 48Reverse Psychology pg. 231984 pg. 24What Happened to Billy? pg. 26A Pirates Life pg. 27 Movie ScriptSeize the Virgin pg. 28Hacked Justice pg. 29 Hells Tunnel pg. 50

Metaphoric Poetry

The World Is Crying pg. 66Live to Die. Die to Live pg. 67 Novus Ordo Seclorum pg. 68

Futile War pg. 69Can We? pg. 71

Criminalized Innocence pg. 72Mother Dear pg. 74

Pre-Packaged Salvation pg. 76Progressional Perception pg. 78

Other

Biblical Propaganda pg. 80Legalize Marijuana pg. 85


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Poetry


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The Genocidal Denial1/19/08

Throughout the history of all mankindThe government leaders leave us all blindAs tragedy strikes us...we think we can see

An attack on our so called democracy

But in reality you can not denyThe governments truth is all a lie

When genocide enters all of our mindsOur leaders speak with denial lines"We speak the truth" so they say

But no one will forget that fateful day

As genocide strikes throughout the nightThe americans and turks lie in plain sightAs governments lied...the innocent died

When the armenians were betrayed...A cover up was made

Our leaders deny to have formed that horrible dayBut our eyes see different from what they say

They say "NO! There was no genocide."But as they say it they run and hide

So I ask "Why can't you see?"That we are living in a failing democracy

We will take no more of this hypocrisyand no more of our political tyranny

The armenian genocide was not a myth...nor a lie


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Just another coverup that our governments deny

Yet they get away in such a fashionable styleWhen we can all see their Genocidal Denial

But in reality you can not denyThe governments truth...is all a lie.


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Poetic Catastrophe

2/2/08

The planes crashedThe buildings burned.

It was the first time in historythat my mind was overturned.

I wasn't sure on what I saw.But in the distance I could hear the law.

Hours upon hours I stared up at the sky.Waiting for another body to fall till they die.

I knew that a tragedy had happend today.I just wasn't sure on what to say.

But then something happendthat caught me by suprise.

The buildings started falling,straight from the skies.

I didn't know what to think after this tragic day.

I didn't think it was possiblefor the sky to turn so gray.

We were told by our presidentthat we were attacked by foreign enemy.But I knew there was something

that they weren't telling me.

The system thought that they have gotten away.


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It was like we were prisoners of guantanamo bay.

Untrue words I can see.I knew they were lying to me.

This was the beginning of their tyranny.The formation of poetic catastrophe.

And to this day,I march on the streets.Demanding the truth

in peaceful beats.

But sooner or later a new era will begin.And another drastic change

will happen again.

My fist will rise in the air.Striking a rebellious stare.

I hope this system is ready for me.

It is time for my own poetic catastrophe.Hear my words uncle sam...

I'm tired of your lies.Fuck all this shit...Get ready to die.


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I Love You

12/13/08

I love you.You love me.

Together forever.This is destiny.

By the house. By the tree.

By the bed & by the sea.Together we stare. Now look at me.

You once told me that2nd chances were always right.

I always believed you

from morning to night.Everything was perfect.

Utopia was our love.But then something happened.

Words cast down like the falling of black doves.

You talked of distraught.You asked for space.I obliged for change. Not lies to my face.

You took my hand


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& said it's all over.You said I'll find more.

Even though you're like no other.

I can't shake these feelings.I can't change the past.

These thoughts are forever.But the love was more vast.

I love you...You love me?

Together forever?So much for destiny...


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You & Me. Not You & You

12/16/08

Never have youE ver

Verified your existence.E ver since I met you

R age never made sence.

W ould you ever Isolate me through your L ove & through your

L ife?

I ask myself this

BecauseE ver since I met you

You wanted me to be you.O ne thing is certain though. I am

Useless without you. I just can't be you.


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R.I.P.

12/17/08

When we were kidsI remember the hatred.The hatred we shared.

Not a day went bythat we were happy.

Our lives almostseemed disfigured.

But how we became friendsthat's what I remember

the most.

You searched your heart

& you stood up for me.It was if you chastisedmy hatred with trust.

One day I know though.You were not there.

News came that someone died.Then & there I knew who.

People cried.So did I.

Not a moment went bythat I didn't think of you.


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Untrue Destiny

12/18/08

She's a stranger to the sea,the sea of tranquility.

Bound by the life of me,the life of morality.

Filled with disgust& raged by agony.

Never in my days have I suffered by the pretense of destiny.

Strangled by the lies but kept alive by the memories.

Never were my eyes opened by the truth that was kept unspoken.

Limitless liestold by the truthers.

My heart was stabbed.There she aimed for which she murders.

Fate...such an askewed word.

Forever will it illusion the mindsof the unchosen herd.

And so...the question I still wonder.

Never fallen & never died...Do I still love her?


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Chastising my conscience by the guilt never told to be.

But I do know...

that I wont let this build up inside of me.Maybe it was all just a metaphor.

Maybe it was just a lie.But either way,it can never die.

So do I love her?Maybe so...

There's still no telling. No way for me to know.

But still...I wont let this build up inside of me.

Never... Never again...

Will I let this build up inside of me.


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Unknown Soldier

1/5/09

Unknown Soldier Where may you be?

Unknown Soldier Are you lost under the sea?

Unknown Soldier Are you sinking in the sand?

Unknown Soldier Are you upon unknown land?

You fought for your countryThat'll never be taken away.

You died for us allYou brought light upon our day.

Never shall you be forgottenTogether we shall say amen.

We may not be able to see youBut you'll be lost forever never again.


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False God

1/5/09

Hello there God.Where have you been?I've always wondered,

have you committed a sin?

"Thou shall not lie"is that not what you said?When I was a young boy

I prayed to you by the bed.

But the days have grown longer and I have yet to see them.Your once great brightness

is now growing dim.

I had faith in you once.I thought I saw the light.

But the longer I thought about itI knew it couldn't be right.

Forget all the stories.Forget that the bible exists.

Where is your proof?How long is the list?

How could heaven exist whenyou say peace is everywhere.

When we all can see that,here on earth, peace is nowhere.


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I guess I lost faith.I see you as a fake.

Or maybe my eyes are now open.

I am now finally awake.You can't lie to me anymore.

Forever you've been a hypocrite.Religion is your propaganda.Forever lying on false shit.

Don't take this the wrong way.I know it's not fair.

I've just learned the truth...The truth that you're not there.


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German Love

1/7/09

Liebe.Was kann ich sagen?

Ist es haltbar fr immer,Oder gerade bis zum Ende des Tages?

Wenn Sie meine Augen untersuchen knnen

und sagen Sie wirklich, dass Sie mich lieben?Sind Sie wirklich derjenige,

oder gerade ein Knnen sein?

Was dafr sein kannIch hoffe, dass es dauert.

Weil Ewigkeit nicht lang ist.

Die Tage gehen schnell vorbei.So wirklich,

ist das liebt wirklich?Wenn so dann meine Hand Sie nehmen

und zusammen leben wir die weie Taube.


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Apathy At It's Finest

1/29/09

As the bittersweet sunswallows the sky,

the sounds of millions of mancan be heard by every step.

Though not a care is found

by the most intelligent of beasts.There the shallow animalsmove on without regret.

So there goes manwalking innocently on the road.

Then came the animal

running man over with a smile.But I guess that is life.

Apathy at it's finest.We'll always be the voiceless.And the animals never caring.

So how does it feel?


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What Dirty Mind You Have

1/29/09

(phone starts ringing)"Hello?

Hi!I heard you can

give a man whatever he wants.

(She chuckles)Ohhh...

Why yes I can.

Great!How fast can

you get here?Whenever you want.

Mmmmmmm....What is it that

you want me to do?

Well let's just say thatI have some nuts needed

to be handled & my pipe needs a fix up.

Oooo...


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I'll be right there."

20 minutes later

along with a door bell."Hey there sexy!

You ready to do this?

Yeah, I guess.There's the sink.I'll pay you once

the plumbing is fixed."

(You Pervert)


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Carpe Diem

1/30/09

Dear life, oh please, where have you gone?Can you tell me you will get through?You went so fast from dusk to dawn.

Your days are more, but mine are few.

Is this my cause, I live to die?

It's free to live, but death as slaves.The time I blink, the time goes by.Just like the sea. We go in waves.

I guess that's it. Brought in then done.I know it's sad, but life's not hard.It's not complex, so just have fun.

I will not fear. Nothing to guard.To all who do, it is okay.

Give life no chance. Just seize the day.


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Reverse Psychology

2/3/09

The winter night blowing.The summer time soaring.

The sun light roaring.The rainy season pouring.

Love is in the air.

While hate is down there.Friendship is out to share.

While enemies stay un-fair.

You see that it is either this or that, & not both with a lie.You told me if I did you a favor

that you'd love me forever always.I see now that your lie

has affected the most of me.I was forever scarred

by reverse psychology.


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1984

2/3/09

The world dysfunctionof the mass population.Controlled as slaves &

run by a one world nation.

Chemicals in the air.

Behold, the air that we choke.Chemicals in the water.Yet it's seen as a joke.

Everywhere we gothey track us by the mile.

Doesn't matter where we are.

They have our name & picture on file.Injecting us with poison.

Letting the babies suffer worse.Let's look at your new messiah,

bringing the youth brigade in by force.

Wake up sheeple!They'll kill you under their hoods.

If you don't believe methen search "Operation Northwoods".

The mainstream media is controlled.


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They keep us packed in the programmed herd.These people will deceive you.

Trademarked as the "Mockingbird".

Look up "Project Artichoke".Drugging us with LSD.

They control people's mind by using their slogan "It's Free!"

They attack us in the shadows.It's what we would call "False Flag".

9/11 was an inside job!Each person was marked.

Just look at their tag.

Do you actually believethat our voting counts?

It's not an election.

It's a selection.

Everything is being controlled.Just look around you.

It's the New World Order,& we're none of the chosen few.

The Elite won't stop here.They're thriving for more.Our rights are now gone.

Welcome to 1984.


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What Happened to Billy?

3/10/09

Billy,What have you done?You used to be fair.

But now you take my gun.

Billy,

Why can't you see?That the money you've taken

Is effecting me.

Billy,What are you doing?

You've become the reason

Of the house that I'm losing.Billy,

You're out of control.Our friendship is stumbling.

It's falling in a hole.

So Billy,Oh Billy,

Are you coming back?Good bye Billy.


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A Pirates Life

3/10/09

Avast ye mate.Let down the anchor.Our ship is in a need

To stop.

We are sinking rapidly

And the waters areGetting deeper.

We once roamed theSeven seas & felt

Nothing could go wrong.

But now we're disappearing.One by oneAs we walk on the plank.

So hear my words,We must now take our

Ship back.For we were born for this.

We are the Pirates of The sea.


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Seize the Virgin

3/11/09

Gather ye ivy while thy suffer,My time will not be short.

Thy is lazy & will have no other.I shall live while ye in underground fort.

You may go to heaven, good luck with that.

How fun, thy welcomed by grandma kisses.You race for love? Thy is ugly & fat.

Go ahead & "live". I'll take care of your misses.

My age is better, for it is longer.Your youth & blood will soon be cold.

You'll die at age younger.

While I shall die old.So go, go seize your day.

I'll laugh as I live my one.Me & your lover, in be we'll lay.

So die as thy virgin. Hope you'll have fun.

This was a parody that I did in my English 4 class.

In my true heart I will seize the day.


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Hacked Justice

3/11/09

The bastard sonOf Society.

Enraged by the rulesSuffering from the agony.

Beat downed & charged

With no reasons why.Just the color of his shirt.As black as the night sky.

Brought into courtWithout Habeas by his side.

Asking if he could speak But was treated with no respect.Asked why he's here.

They respond, "You're wearing black.What do you expect?"

They charged him by his looksBased under the Patriot Act.Innocence being threatened.

Justice has been hacked.


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Short-Stories


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Just My Luck

12/13/08

As the morning light flashes through the blinds & glide by my face, theclock that I have next to my king size bed turns to 6:00am & the over-volumed radio turns on. The sound of Murphy in the morning 107.5 pulsesinto my head as it askews my visualization of where the clock may be. Asmy hands finally grasp on the clock I pull in & throw without a thought or doubt in my mind. I get up from my bed & I walk to my mirror to see which

part of my face has been disfigured by the markings of my own hand that Islept on.

Just as I didn't think this morning could get anymore worse I turned aroundto take a step, disastor came as my foot smashes down on my already

beatened clock. Normally I'd jump up & down holding my foot hoping the pain would go away but there I just stood staring down at my now broken$50 clock hoping that a bullet would just go through my wall & hit mesquare in the head. But guess what...it didn't happen.

I go on & take my daily shower which, if you ask me, is the best time of the

day since I stay thankful that I don't have to worry about dropping the soap. Iusually sing to myself while washing up but I'm not that really in the moodto amuse myself.

I get dressed with whatever is around & whatever is clean. I start to getremotely happy of my day & as I open my front door to get out of thehouse...there I see the road frozen solid with 4 feet of snow on the ground. Istand there dumbstrucked staring out to the outside part of the world thatapparently I can't go out on this particular day. And as I stand there I ask myself "why is it that God allows every state global warming but when itcomes to mine he decides to get lazy?". I'm now at a point to where I hopethe garbage truck "accidentally" dumps all the garbage in the middle of theroad so that way our town would be so polluted that God would have to getoff his lazy ass & grant me my blazing hot beautiful sun. But instead, as thegarbage truck drives ever-so-slightly by, the garbage man smiles & waves atme. Right there & then I felt the urge to amuse myself. So I flipped him off and slammed the door shut.


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So now, not only do I not get to buy a new clock, I'm also stuck in my ownhouse. I walk to the tv hoping there would be something good to watch butthen when I turn on my tv it gives out blank stations. After thinking long &hard about it I came to the conclusion that my antenna for the tv is frozen.Clearly not suprised, I go look for a book to read. And out of the greatestluck I seem to have I end up finding one book in the whole house. After reading to the 30th page I became such a popcicle that I decided to use myone book as a fireplace heating item.

Night time finally came & I for one became very pleased that the day is nowover. I walk to my room & slide into my empty king size bed. As I lay there,my eyes start fluttering. Not as if I was hitting on someone but to showmyself I'm almost asleep. Before my eyes close for the final time that day I

smile & tell myself "at least it can't get any worse". As soon as my eyesclose I soon then re-awaken. There I realise that what I had witnessed wasonly a dream. I look to my side & there I see my un-broken clock. Happy ascould be I climb out of bed & walk to the mirror. As soon as my eyesconnected with the mirror I stood still & there I stared at the reflection of 80years worth of wrinkles on my face. Not only that but as I turn around I lock my eyes with my bed. There layed a woman with what seemed an 80 yearsworth of an appetite that made my king size bed look like a kiddy bed. Asthe last piece of my will to live passes through the window I say the onlything I could think of..."me & my big fucking mouth".


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Tough Love

12/14/09

It's an early morning & the sound of a crowded bus emerges as if I'm in aChildren of Bodom concert. They are both quite the same if you think aboutit. If you get too carried away then you are kicked out. The only difference isthat at the concert you're kicked out by muscular over-sized men that lookslike they could eat you for dinner & store the rest for winter. My bus though,I get kicked out by a man we call the principal that looks as if he already atea child & then some...fat ass.

If you wonder where the Children of Bodom came from then it's what I'mlistening to while the sounds of spoiled kids overlap the sounds of guitar ripping. A boy named Billy came up to me, jerked my headphones away &threw them out the window. Now, as for I am known to be the pacifist of myschool down in Riverfield High, my inner-self was telling me to stay calm,that everything will be fine. The only problem was that those headphonesthat went flying out the window were quite expensive. So from the bottom

of my heart I swung at him. The only problem is that I missed & accidentlyhit this girl named Susie. Within seconds her face turned as blue & as big asViolet from Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory. Though if you look atthe bright side of this situation, which I am, I don't have to deal with Billynow since he laughed his way to the back of the bus. Many would love tocall this incident a coincidence, but I myself saw it as a sign to sit my assdown & shut up.

As the bus reaches the school I start getting the feeling as if I'm on the deathtrain heading to the concentration camp Auschwitz. I guess that similaritydoesn't help the fact that I'm Jewish.

By the time 1st period started I was five steps away from the door & theteacher closes it. He walks to his desk. Picks up a piece of paper withwriting on it & some tape. He walks back to the door & tapes the paper tothe door's window. The paper read "Go get note or go home." But before Icould turn away from the door the teacher turned the piece of paper around.


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As I read it the comparison of this school to Auschwitz grew to where now Ifeel like I'm about to meet Hitler himself. "Oh & by the way the principalwants you in his office NOW." The problem about that was that now,whether I go home or go to the office, there would be no difference.

I head up the halls & then walk into the front office door. Before I took theleap of faith from office to Hell I decided to get the note to go back to class.That's if I survive what's coming up next. As I sit down in front of Hitler'sdesk the door behind me closes. I turn to look & there was the principalwaddling his fat ass to his desk. And then the nagging lecture begins. "So Ihear you like to hit girls huh?" After doing 3 years of high school I knew thathabeas corpus did not exist once you stepped into the principal's office. Youare officially guilty until proven innocent. So instead of answering him Idecided to keep my mouth shut. The lecture went on. "I'm guessing that you

not speaking means I'm right." See I told you. "Well despite what your personal story may be I'm going to have to call your mother to come pick you up. You're suspended for 3 days. Now get out of my office." How I gotsent to the office to make sure I don't go home & then get sent homeanyways isn't what bothers me. What bothers me is my last words..."Okaydad".


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The Wrong Corner

12/16/08

The roadside. So pleasent & so peaceful yet, like a story in a book, there's a beginning & an end. The only problem is that it's a never-ending story of endings.One speaks of laughter filled with friends that surround you. Another speaks of relaxation as you sit alone while casting out deep thoughts within your head. And the other one speaks of disaster. One that seems as if it just never dies

but gets stronger by the second of each day. One could only ask where they are

heading? Which story book ending will they partake? To be honest with you Idon't know. How could I know? I am not them. I don't live their lives. Or do I? I guess the question really is "am I me"? This is my story. My name is James.James Barker. Have you ever heard of the term "what you see is what you get"?Well that's exactly how I am. I am what you would call an emo kid. Oh how I hatethe term emo. So irrational & so abused. But what can I say about it? I'm usuallyalone. Not because I have no friends. I havemany friends that love me for who I am. You can't get many friends like that thesedays. But you see, that's the problem. That is why I choose to be alone. I hate whoI am. I hate being me & nothing else. And how my friends encourage it makes mehate it even more. Not only do I try to stay away from my friends &myself but also away from the rules. The rules that society tries to conform me to.I believe that rules are non-existent fairy tales that try to teach us to do the rightthing but in turn keep us from living.

Then there are the preps. When you look at them through their own perspectivethey are popular, wealthy, & cool. But really, if you were to once live their lifestyle, you would see them as pathetic, spoiled, & disgusting. How I got mixedin with them when I was younger is beyond me. I guess that was thetime when conformity blinded me. I kept hoping for happiness when all I got wasanger & stress. Hoping through faith. My faith was driven through my once

believed fate. Was I happy then? No! But am I happy now? No! So is there adifference on how I live? Not really.

Lines are made everyday & are crossed everyday. How far can a person go beforecrossing a line though? How can we tell? Where is the line? Is there a line? If thereis any then I already crossed it a long time ago.

But anyways, there I am sitting alone in the halls of my school. There are others


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around me. None that I would give the honor to glance at though, let alone hangwith them. And as I am sitting there I wonder to myself whether if I want to doanything this weekend or not. As I gather the rest of my thoughts upI pull myself together & get up to head down the hall. When I turned the corner there I saw my friends. All together like a family on Thanksgiving. Even thoughthere is nothing better I'd like to do than to spend at least a minute with my friends,despite my hatred towards their love for me, I tried to not make small talk & justsneak my way past them. So there I go walking in a slick way, thinking that no onenotices me, one of my friends named Tim stops me.

Tim : Hey James? Where you been?Me: Nowhere really. I was just on my way to class.Tim : Oh. Well the reason I stopped you is because me & the gang are wondering if you want to go party with us later tonight at my place?Me : Um....well...who all is going to be there?

Tim : Oh just me & the rest of our friends.Me : I don't know. I have to see if I have any plans for this weekend.Tim : Come on James. It'll be fun. Some drinking. Some smoking. Besides, youdon't want to to stay at your house all weekend now do you?Me : No, I guess not. Alright. I'll go.Tim : Great! Well see you then.

So there we split our ways & head to class. The whole time I was in school I keptthinking about the party I'm going to later that night. I was never big on the wholesmoking thing. I've smoked weed before but nothing happened so I didn'treally see the reason to waste your time smoking it. Drinking on the other hand I

get into. Nothing was better than a bottle of Smirnoff. Tequila & Margarita wasgreat too. I always dreamed of going to Mexico. I mean who wouldn't? DrinkingMargaritas banging senoritas. I knew that, as long as there was booze at the

party, I would be fine.

The last bell of the day finally goes off, & as I get up from my chair, I notice howeverbody is running to get out of the building like a bunch of storming elephants. Inever did get the reason why people are such in a hurry to get out when they haveto wait anyways for the buses to leave. Either way it didn't matter. I calmly letmyself out of the building & headed to my car. If there was anything I cherished itwas my car. I didn't know what type it was from the simple fact that I didn't care.It got me from place to place & that's all thatmatters. I could've just drove to my friends place now but I decided to just headhome for a little bit. So I head home & get undressed. I take a shower & then

brush my teeth. Even though there was no point to brushing my teeth since I wasgoing to go to a party & get drunk, I did it anyways because it's a habit I seem tohave. There was an hour left till I had to leave for the party so I decided to turn onmy xbox 360 I had in the den & play some Grand Theft Auto 4. Like always, after


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playing some video games, I lost track of time. My friend Tim calls my cell &right when it rang, not paying attention of course, I jump in the air scared shitless.I didn't even answer the phone because, right when I saw that it was Tim calling, Iknew what he was calling for. So I got my things together & drove off.

I noticed I was an hour late so I sped up hoping to get to the party sooner. As Ikept speeding up I started feeling like I was part of the game that I was playing nottoo long ago. One more corner & I'm on my friends road. Right when I turned thecorner an 18-wheeler comes out of nowhere & we hit head on. I could tell you if Ilived or died but I'm sure you know what the outcome was after something likethat. It's funny though. I was heading to a party to get drunk, yet I got killed sober.So much for not drinking while driving. So as you can see, the ending to my storywasn't the greatest of ones. I became that second in life where death came in myhonor. I wonder, if I was to not leave for another second, would I still be alive?Better yet, if I didn't take that corner at all would I still be alive? If I didn't take

that corner at school, where my friends asked me to go to the party, would I still bealive? You're probably wondering where I am now. The only light I ever saw wasthe headlights of the truck. So where am I? I don't know. I don't care. To me it's

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The Note

12/19/08

"Dear Julie.

Let me first start off by apologizing to you about the things I said on the phone last night. I was being an idiot & I deserve much worse than thedodging you've been doing to me at school today. I hope you'll forgive methough. Because I have a question for you. It's been..."

At that time the bell for second period to end went off. I didn't want to stopwriting but I was forced to do so. I was hoping that I'd get to see Julie before I

got third period but, as I walked past all the halls I realized that I was, onceagain, becoming the bullet that everybody dodged. Including Julie. But as I saidin the letter, I deserve much worse.

So there I go on to my third period class & as I'm about to sit down, therelays on my chair a note. I knew exactly who it was from since on it said " To:

David From: Julie". Not exactly a normal opening for a love letter. So I knewthat, what I was about to read, it was not going to be good. The note foldedneatly into 4 part, which wasn't so pleasant for me since each fold I unfolded Ikept thinking of what the note was going to say. Was she going to leave me?Was she wanting to make up with me? Is it bad or is it good? My heart was

pounding hard deep in my chest as I got to the last fold. Then, as my eyes struck to the writing, my heart slowly calmed down & my raging paranoid feelings

became obsolete.

"Meet me sometime after school okay?"

As stupid as I felt after having so many heart throbbing guesses on what thenote was going to say, my thoughts kept over throwing my mind. I mean nothingon the note gave me a hint on what she wanted or what she was feeling, besidesthe fact that she gave no love within the note whatsoever. But I guess, since I gota note from her, I was no longer the avoided lone bullet.

Time went by as each tick from the hand counted down. As I keep lookingup at the clock, I keep wondering waht she will tell me. Better yet, where willshe be at for me to find? These questions kept crowding me & the more Ithought about it the more I couldn't concentrate. I felt like I was a computer thatwas about to crash from having too much information coming in at once. Ithought system overload was going to happen, but then the bell for fourth period


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went off. Never in my life was I so happy to hear a school bell.

There I go walking to fourth period, when all of a sudden, I remember I haveto write the rest of my note to her. So there I rush into the classroom, not payingattention to the teacher at all, & I get to writing the rest of the note.

"It's been 3 years that we've been together & noone has ever made me ashappy as you have. Never in my life have I ever loved someone so much. I know we've had some rough times in our past but we always seem to makeup & go on with our happy lives together. I guess what I'm trying to ask is...will you marry me?

Love, David"

I fold the note up & then tape a box, with a 24 karrot gold ring with

diamonds on it, to the bottom of the note.As class is about to end, along with school, I get up to wait for the bell. But,as I get up, I heard something crackle on my seat. I look down & there I saw anote saying "To: David From: Julie". I pick up the note & unfold it.

"Meet me by your car okay?!

Julie"

I look up from the note & notice everyone leaving. I guess I didn't hear the bell go off this time for once. Doesn't suprise me since I didn't realize I wassitting on a note the whole class period. But it didn't matter I guess. I walked tomy car & there I saw Julie for the first time this whole day. In the distance Icould see her beautiful golden locked hair waving around with the wind. As I getcloser to her I could smell the perfume she wears everyday. Clive Christian. As Iget to the car, I unlock it with the button on my key, & there, me & Julie, stoodinfront of each other staring. But it seemed as if I was the only one smiling. Shesteps aside & gets into the car. Standing there like a fool, I get into the car aswell & drive off without a word out of my mouth.

Twenty minutes pass & not a word was spoken. I looked at her & she looks back. There was my moment. But before I could say anything Julie spoke.

"David look...I love you. Really, I do. But for the past year we've had problems together..."

As the selfish person that I am, I interrupt her.

"I know this Julie. But we've went through so many great times together. Don't those matter?"


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"They do! But...hmm...read this please."

She hands me another note.

"I will but first read my note."

There I hand her the note along with the box. She opens the box first & picks up the ring.

"Oh my god. This is beautiful. What's it for though?"

"Just read & you'll see."

So there she reads. And as I watch her read it I notice her starting to cry.Once she got to the end of the note she looks up, as if she's about to saysomething, then she screams...

" LOOK OUT!!!!! " All of a sudden, I black out.

Light slowly comes back to my eyes. I look around, but just barely, & noticethat I'm in a hospital. A doctor walks in doing his daily check up's.

"Oh I see you finally woke up. How are you feeling?"

"(Barely able to speak) I'm not sure. I can't feel much. What happened?"

"Well you were in a head on collision with another car. The other driver

didn't make it." "What about Julie? How is she doing?"

"Um...I'm sorry to have to tell you this but...Julie died on her way to thehospital. There was nothing we could've done. I'm deeply sorry."

After that I couldn't speak at all. All I could think of doing was to cry myeyes out.

"You're lucky to be alive though. The only thing keeping you alive is that machine beside you. So just rest for now & I'll be back to check up on you.Oh! And here's a note that was found beside you in the car."

I grab the note & read it.

"David.

Let me first say that I do love you, & will forever. But I'm afraid I'm going to have to leave you. I'm so sorry but we're just not working out


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anymore. Maybe someday we'll be together again. Who knows. But for now, I just can't be with you. Please forgive me. Goodbye for now.

Love, Julie"

As the tears ran down my face, a flash of the three years with Julie went by inmy head. My heart felt like it was about to explode. So I did the only thing that Ifelt was left for me to do. I looked at the machine that was keeping me alive &reached for the switch to turn it off. As the long constant beep goes on, my lifeslowly fades away.

"Julie...I hope you can hear me...I love you...here I come..."


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The Perfect Crime

1/5/09

As the night time's moon illuminates the neighborhood of Dobson, there Iwas driving along trying to find the loneliest house that I could find. What I'mabout to plan is, what I like to call, the perfect crime. Most cops will tend to saythat there is no such thing & never will be. But I think differently. Police say thatthere is no such thing as a perfect crime & I say that it's because no one hascommitted it yet. All it takes is some thinking. Which is the exact thing that mostkillers fail to do. The reason I'm looking for a lonely house is because, thelonelier it is, the better chance you have of not being spotted or heard.

Then, as I drove down a mile long empty road from nowhere, I looked to myright & there was the house I was looking for. A nice bricked house with twoacres of land. One in the front & one in the back. The great thing about it is thatit's the only house around for over a mile. It was perfect. Across the dirt road of the house was a red, broking down, barn. I saw that as my opportunity to park the car behind the barn & wait for the owner of the house to arrive.

I looked down at my watch to see what time it was. 10:03 pm it said, & yetno one has yet to show up. Being as impatient as I am today I decided to takethis time to head inside the house to look around. I'm not going to make the kill

tonight since I am nowhere near to being ready. As you may have figured it out,I don't know the person that lives here. Mainly to the simple fact that mostcrimes that are committed are solved based on how the crime had a motive to it.The best crimes of them all are ones with no motives behind it. To be thestranger's unexpected killer. But as I was saying, I ran across the road & to thehouse.

Now before I do anything, the main thing you need to remember, if you areto commit the perfect crime, is to not leave any fingerprints at the scene for thecops to trace back to you. So I made sure I had gloves .. I touchedanything. I pulled out a lock pick & unlocked the door. As I entered, I madesure to close & lock the door back to prevent any suspicion of a break in just incase the owner of the house gets here.

Lesson number four to committing the perfect crime. While looking aroundthe house, search for an item that you plan to use to kill the victim with. Do nottake this item with you since it would cause awareness that someone, besidesthe owner, was in the house. Just make sure you know where the item is. It isimportant to use a personal item of the victim instead of an item of yours so that


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the police can't link the weapon of choice to you. So there I was searchingthrough the house. It didn't take long though for me to find my personal item of choice. As I looked at the top of the owner's bookshelf I found a .357 Mag.Desert Eagle Mark XIX semi-automatic handgun. It had a good 10 inches to the

barrel. It was perfect to make a precise shot to the victim while at a distancefrom him/her. Now that I found what I was looking for I walked to the door &

put my hand to the knob. Then, all of sudden, the knob turned. I quickly, butquietly, jolted to the corner beside the door & hid within the shadows. As thedoor opens, the phone in the house began to ring. A woman ran inside the house& to the phone leaving the door wide open. As I paced myself to the door,hoping to get out unnoticed, a valuable piece of information came to me as Ioverheard the woman talking on the phone.

"(talking on the phone) Yeah I'm sorry we didn't talk any today...(pause)...wellI'm going to be gone most of the day tomorrow...(pause)...well I'll be home

around 9 pm tomorrow. You can call me then okay?...(pause)...Alright then. It'sa date. (she giggles)..."

Now knowing the time she'll be at home tomorrow I paced myself out of thehouse & then ran to my car. I waited for the woman to finally shut her door &then I drove off.

As the next day came about, waiting for night to come around, I sat alone bymyself thinking of what I needed to do. As I came up with my plan Iremembered that I need to bring a mask with me. Not some stuupid halloweenmask. I wasn't planning to scare her person. So I took a normal burglar's mask.

Enough to hide my face that way, if the woman was to survive somehow, shewont be able to identify me to the cops.

Night finally came. It was 7:30 pm. I drove to the house & parked the car behind the barn. Same as last night, I snuck into the house, took the handgun &hid by the corner. 9:00 came &, right on schedule, the woman came into thehouse. I decided to wait till after the phone call to make my move. As I watchedthe woman get undressed the phone rang. It took a good half an hour for her toget off the phone but the patience I had to go through was well worth it. As shecame walking by I took my move. I came up behind her & put the gun to her head.

"Don't move. Don't even speak. Now I want you to do what I tell you okay?Go get a piece of paper & a pen."

She walked slowly to her kitchen with me behind her still pointing the gun.She grabs what I asked of her & puts it on the kitchen counter.

"Now write what I tell you to write..."


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This way, when the police find the note, they can't match the hand writing tomine.

"I want you to write only this, Mutilation is the most sincere form of flattery."

My favorite song from Marilyn Manson. Here the police will suspect thisnote as a suicidal confession. Not to mention how it'll make the situation seemmore poetic. I told her to grab the gun & to point it to her head. When she did Igrabbed a hold of her hand & made her pull the trigger. After the blast there wassilence. There the woman layed dead as smoke came from the barrel of the gun.I left the gun with the body that way, when the cops search for fingerprints on it,they'll find hers. That, with the note left behind, it'll be the perfect suicidalevidence to every cop's eyes. The perfect crime was committed. Even if someone was to turn me in under suspicion, it wouldn't be enough to find meguilty. Evidence, which they would greatly lack of, would be needed to convictme. If I was to make it to court I would be found not guilty & then freed fromthe charge forever. Ahhh...the beauty of double jeopardy.


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Operation Sheep

1/18/09

It was a dark winter night, & of course, it was cold as hell. Thecity limits reeked of poverty, crime, & corruption. Does it surpriseyou though? Banking scandals emerged constantly. Ran by theMafia. Money swindling operations happening by every doorstep.Propaganda given to every person, by every dinner table. Everytime a crisis happens, our presidents & politicians always tend to tellus that they had nothing to do with it. Yet, when we find out thatthey did, they apologize for it or pretend that they knew nothingabout it. And, of course, they get away with it. They are the power.

I'm sure all of you are thinking that all of these things areseparate events that we will need to face one by one. But I know

better. I know that all of these events are connected to a muchlarger agenda. My name, well that doesn't matter as of right now.You can call me Richard Greene. At least that's the name that wasgiven to me. I was trained to be an American assassin. Us assassinsare, in your country that is, as the Central Intelligence Agency

(C.I.A.). I graduated, in full honors, at the Western HemisphereInstitute for Security Operation. A while back it was referred as theSchool of the Americas (SOA). I know it as the WHINSEC mainly

because my great grandfather went there back in the 50's. And sincethen, my grandfather & my father went there. They always referredto it as the School of the Americas, but by 2001 it was changed toWHINSEC. So now I refer to it as that.

You can locate it at Fort Benning near Columbus, Georgia. Butonce you get there, the most you'll get to see is the front of theschool. It's just like Area 51 or any of the other 120 secretiveunderground bases. If you try to infiltrate this building, you will bekilled. Inside, publicly known, Latin Americans are taught of humanrights. Yes, I'm a Latin American. But in secret, we are trained howto produce covert operations, assassinations, secret wars, violentacts, etc. Inside, you'll end up meeting the most dangerous people inthe world.


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Because of this school, it has trained people to form over 10,000operations to date that, mostly, were kept secret from the public. Alot of you are probably thinking that I'm lying to you. Well I've gotevidence to prove it. Go on your precious internet & go to google.Search "Operation Northwoods". Enough said.

Now you are probably wondering, "how have you kept all of this secret?". Well you can thank the mainstream media for thatone. Anything we are wanting to be kept secret, we pay the mediato do that for us. Most of the time it doesn't result to black mail, butthere have been times. I would like to thank Fox News to stayingloyal to the governments agenda after all these years.

By now, you are probably asking yourself whether to believe meor not. I'm not telling you to believe me. What I'm doing is gettingyou to start asking questions. Look up all this information & findout yourself. It's either that or you can run back to your herd likethe sheep you are. Oh, well you look at that. Mr. President,Barry Soetoro, is calling me. Yes, I said Barry Soetoro. Not Barack Obama, like all of you mindless sheep believe to be. I guess this iswhere we part ways. Good bye.

Greene: Hello Mr. President...(pause)...yes "Operation Gaza" isnow in control & "Operation WW3" is in effect...(pause)...yes Iknow. Oh! Hold on a second Mr. President.

By the way, my name is Roland. Roland Carnaby.


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What A Let Down

2/9/09

It was a late evening, & I had just gotten home after a long day of school. Iwas walking up my driveway, tired as can be, wondering if I got anything inthe mail today. As I reached to the door & went inside my grandfather cameup to me & said that I got something in the mail today. I was filled with joywith a slight hint of curiosity boiling through me. I asked him what it was &he replied back to me saying that it's on my bed. So I went to my room. As Ilooked, all I saw was a little piece of paper. I picked it up & read. "There's a

package at the post office waiting for you to pick it up. You can either pick itup yourself or we'll send it to your address the next day. Thank you." I wasso dumbstruck that I really had no idea what to say. So I handed the piece of

paper to my grandfather & he said that we'll go ahead & get it. So we droveoff to the post office. I went in & I saw a large box. I was thrilled. I waited toget home to open my present. When I got home I ran inside & went into theliving room. I placed the box down gently & then started unwrapping it likea mad man. As I pulled off the last pieces of tape I started getting thoughts inmy head, wondering what it might be. Finally, as I opened the box up, myheart felt like it had just stopped. It was an ugly sweater with a card that hadno money inside.


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Hell's Tunnel

12/22/08

Synopsis

On New York's only quiet road, there is a tunnel. A tunnel withno light & no sound. A tunnel where unimaginable horror reaksthrough it's black pit. Yet, people go through it like there's nothingthere. Some come out unharmed. The rest are never seen again.People have wondered where the boundary between Earth & Hellis. Well now they know. Welcome.....to Hell's Tunnel.

Scene 1

Black & white photos of missing people that has entered thetunnel are shown flashing one by one as the scene follows through.

Scene 2

On the road, a girl named Stacey & her friend Brenda weredriving along in different vehicles talking on their cells about their trip they're about to go on.

Stacey- I can't believe we're finally going on this trip.

Brenda- Yea I know. We just got one more tunnel to go throughthen we're home free.

Stacey- Well, the tunnel is right up there. We'll talk again when weget out of it.

Brenda- Okay!

As soon as their eyes glanced at the road, they entered thetunnel. Just a few seconds later, Brenda exits the tunnel. She looks

back & doesn't see Stacey exiting along with her. She waits for acouple minutes till she starts to worry. She tries calling her cell butall she gets is static. She'd go in but it was too dark to see


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anything. So she starts screaming her name.

Brenda- Stacey...Staceyy.....STACEEYYY!!!!

Then all of a sudden, Stacey's car flies out of the tunnel &

smashes into Brenda. She was killed instantly. The weird thingabout it is that Stacey was not found anywhere near her car. Infact, Stacey wasn't found at all.

Scene 3

For a week, police have searched around the area Staceydissappeared. Yet, nothing was found. Then one night, two policeofficers went in the tunnel with only flashlights to search for Stacey. So when they entered, they looked for doors or sewagedrains, but nothing was to be found. Then, as they look forward,they see someone or something exiting the tunnel. So they go after the unknown person, hoping to find answers about thedissappearance of the young girl Stacey, but right when they got tothe exit, they dissappear & screams fill the tunnel. Then all of asudden, it goes silent, & since then, no police officer dared to go inthe tunnel. But that all changed when a detective's group hears thestory & has a thirst to investigate this mysterious case.

Scene 4

At a detective agency, the chief starts picking out the group hewants to send to investigate the tunnel. After hours of lookingover, he picks out his team. Daniel, Tim, Jennifer, & suprisinglyOfficer Roberts joins them also, being that he's the only local

police officer willing to go into the tunnel. So after they got all their things together the team went to give their final goodbyes to their family & loved ones. Feeling as if they're ready for this case, theyhead towards the tunnel hoping to find the missing girl before theyend up being the ones missing.

Scene 5

They exit their cars & enter the tunnel. From how dangerous thisinvestigationwas the team ordered to equip themselves with some weaponry for safety.Unfortunately, since the team thought they were only dealing with a typical

psycotic murderer, they only equiped themselves with handguns &


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flashlights.Along with the equipment for the investigation. As they get their gns & turnontheir flashlights, they start looking around like the two missing policeofficers did.They tried looking for hidden doors or sewage drains &, like the two cops,theyfound nothing. One of the equipment they were using was a wireless colar microphone where they chief informed them that the two police officerswentmissing near the exit of the tunnel, & so, the team headed toward the exithopingto find new evidence or info.

Tim- Hey Daniel we've found nothing this god forsaken tunnel. What makesyouthink there's anything at the exit?

Daniel- Because that's where the girl & the two officers went missing. Theremight be some new evidence that'll lead us to the cause of all this.

Tim- Yea, & there might just be another empty road.

As they reach the tunnel, thinking they'll hit another road, they come uponlooking at an area o ruins where in the background are rocky hills blazed

withfire & smoke. The only sound you could hear were the screams of thousandsupon thousands of people being tortured & killed all at once. Not knowing,distracted from what they are seeing & hearing, their microphones end upgettingdisconnected.

Chief- Daniel? Can You hear me Daniel? Tim, Jennifer, is anybody there?Anybody?

Worried in fear of losing his team, the chief goes to the tunnel to look for them.

Scene 6

As the team look at the vast new world that they came upon, the chief islooking at the real world of fear, hoping to find out where his team's at. Asthe


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team head for the blazed mountains, hoping to find out where the hell they'reatalso, the chief arrives at the tunnel & enters it. The chief looks aroundhoping tonot find any bodies. As he hits the exit, he enters the hell hole, but as heenteredit, a demon like creature comes out from nowhere & slices the chief from toneck to waist. Curious from the nearby scream, the team look back & see thechief fall to the ground.

Officer Roberts- Nooooo, keep away from him you ugly son-of-a-bitch.

As he fires his gun at the creature, running toward it closer & closer, thecreature vanishes & pops up behind Officer Roberts. It wraps its clawsaroundhis neck & slices off his head.

Jennifer- Officer Roberts, noooo.

Daniel- Everybody get back!

As Daneil protects Tim & Jennifer, the chief uses his last bit of life & blaststhe creature, using Officer Robert's gun, in the head & kills it. Right whenthecreature falls in flames, the chief speaks his last words.

Chief- My job is done, God...here I come you bastard.

As soon as the chief spoke his last words, he dies in a slow painful death.

Scene 7

Still shocked in fear from the two tragedies that has happened, the team, for what's left of it, heads on toward the mountains. But as they walk on, Daniellooks back & notices that Officer Robert & the chief's bodies are missing &the

demon's body descentagrating. So naturally, not knowing this world verymuch,he thinks that the other bodies have descentagrated already. So he walks onwith others. As they enter the dark cave of the mountains, they start hearingscreams. Wondering on who it is, they keep moving. As they go forwardmore& more, they can feel heat pulsing down on them like an active volcano.


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Theycan smell the sulfur, which makes them feel sick to their stomach. Trying tomake it out without vaumating, they end up coming upon an open hole in theground of the cave. As they start looking down, the smell of sulfur getsdeeper & deeper like if the sulfur was being built up within that hole. When theylook down, they see a woman, covered in blood, pinned on a wall. As Daniel,Tim,& Jennifer climb down the hole, Jennifer notices who it is.

Jennifer- Hey, isn't that the missing girl? Stacey?

Daniel- Can't tell. But what I do know is that we need to get her off of thatwall& get her the hell out of here. Along with us.

Tim- Don't get near her. How do you know if she's actually that missing girl?You've seen what these monsters do to our kind. It could be a trap.

Daniel- You might be right, but real Stacey or not, we can't leave her likethis. Idon't know what to do.

Jennifer- Come on you guys. I can't believe that you are considering on

leavingher in this hell hole. I don't care who she is, I'm not leaving her here.

Daniel- I agree. Let's get her out of here.

And so, Jennifer walks toward the pinned up body, hoping that it is really themissing girl. As Jennifer gets her down, she takes a good look at the face &allthe features that they need to find out if she really is who they think she is.Shewakes up, smacks Jennifer out of the way, & jumps up in fright. Notknowingthat she has just startled the other three from her little awakening, she triesclimbing out of the hole, but fails misserably.

Jennifer- Hey, there's nothing to worry about. We're here to rescue you.

Daniel- Do you know how you got down here? Or who tied you up on this


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wall?

Stacey- All I remember is talking to my friend Brenda & then going throughthetunnel. That's when it all goes black. Brenda? What happened to my friendBrenda?

Daniel- I'm sorry to say this but unfortunately, some how, your car smashedintoyour friend right at the exit of the tunnel & killed her instantly. We barelycouldfind out who she was from how badly smashed up her body was.

As Stacey lays on the floor, crying & sorrowing about her friend's death,Jennifer & Daniel notice that Tim hasn't said a word in a while. When they

look back, they notice that Tim isn't there. Wondering where Tim is, they look back to maybe get some more info from Stacey. The only problem was that whenthey looked back, Stacey was missing also. Just seconds later, withoutknowing,something comes from behind & knocks out Jennifer & Daniel.

Scene 8

As a few hours pass by, Daniel starts awakening, wondering where he is &how he got there. As he looks around, he notices that Jennifer is on the other side of the cave hanging in shackels, gazing around the hole they're in. Hewantsto get to Jennifer to make sure she's alright but he can't from his arms beingchained & bolted into the walls. After screaming for life, knowing he's notgoingto get out of this hell alive, Stacey comes sneaking in the hole. Reliefed thatStacey made it out alive without being noticed, Stacey unlocks the chains off of Daniel & Jennifers arms. As Stacey unlocked Daniel & Jennifer from thewalls,Jennifer grabs a hold of Stacey & starts yelling at her wanting answers onwhereshe went & where Tim went.

Jennifer- Ok! I want answers & I want them now. Where the hell were you


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when me & Daniel were attacked by whatever put us in here? And where thehell is Tim?

Stacey- Ever since I've been here, I could smell the stinch of those creaturesthatwalk the bowels of Hell. When we were in that hole, I noticed that guy youaretalking about, that Tim guy, wasn't there anymore & then I started smellingthatfamilier stinch, & so I snuck out of the hole while you were looking aroundtosee if Tim was there & hid behind some rocks.

Daniel- Well if it wasn't for your quick thinking then you would be hangingonthese walls beside us & we'd probably not get out of here. At least not alivethatis.

Jennifer- We still need to get out of here & find Tim. So Stacey, if you helpusfind Tim, we'll help you get out of here alive. Deal?

Stacey- Deal!

And so, they climbed out of the hole & walked on hoping to find Tim & anexit out of this tormenting abyss alive.

Scene 9

Back in the human world, even though it only seems like the investigatorsspent a day in Hell, it's been weeks already & Daniel's wife, Jessica, has

beencalling the police over & over again to go & search for her husband. But the

problem is that everyone knows the story about the tunnel. The story thateveryone heard was that the tunnel was possessed, & that anyone thatenteredthe tunnel would dissappear forever, & so no one goes near the tunnel. Noteven the law enforcement will go near it anymore. But she keeps trying &tryingto find anyone that can help her or maybe even explain to her better onwhat's


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happened to her husband Daniel & his teammates.

Scene 10

It's been hours since Daniel, Jennifer, & Stacey have heard or seen any

sightsof Tim anywhere. But as they walk along, Stacey has been checking back &forth cautiously to make sure nothing is following them. While they werewalking, Stacey swore she heard something running around them the pastfewminutes, & so she looks back glaring at the talls rocks that surround them.But

before she could turn around to join back with Daniel & Jennifer, she saw afigure run from rock to rock stealthily that looked like her friend Brenda.Without thinking of it fully, Stacey runs towards the rocks screaming outBrenda's name hoping it was really her. Daniel & Jennifer notice what'shappening & so they run after Stacey hoping to catch her before whatever thatthing is captures her. Right when Stacey enters the rocky area, she circlesaround a huge rock & a scream fills the air. Worried on what happened,Daniel& Jennifer run to the area Stacey entered. They stop dead on their tracks &notice that there is, literally, nothing in sight. No mountains, no fire, noground,

nothing. Wondering where Stacey is, they hear her voice & look down &noticethat Stacey is hanging on a rock that is pointing out of the layers of groundmilesaway from the bottom of the deep dark pit. Reliefed that Stacey is not hurt,Daniel & Jennifer reach down & pick her back up to the top. As they look atStacey to make sure she is alright, they notice that she is crying over the factthatit wasn't her friend Brenda & that she'll never see her ever again. But as shecalms down, she starts thanking Daniel & Jennifer for saving her life onceagain.

Daniel- Are you alright? Are you hurt?

Stacey- I'm fine. Thank you for everything. I wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for you& Jennifer. But seeing that something imitated my friend Brenda just to get


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mekilled means that they know where we are & are playing with us as if this isagame.

Jennifer- Are you sure that you saw something cross those rocks?

Stacey- I'm positive.

Daniel- If those things know where we are, then there's nothing we can dohere.We must move on & try to find a way out of here & hopefully find Timalong theway.

So Daniel, Jennifer, & Stacey run off to the distance towards the mountains.But even while it looks like they are alone, they keep feeling like somethinghas

been watching them ever since they entered this hell hole.

Scene 11

Back at the real world, Jessica goes out searching for anyone that could possibly help her find out where Daniel is. She found no one. When shestartedfeeling that all hope was lost on finding her husband Daniel, she enters achurchto pray. But instead of a prayer, she gets stopped by a priest who suprisinglyknew Jessica's name, & starts telling her the dark history about the tunnel.

Priest- The year that tunnel was made was on the same year that I was born&ironically the same year & same day that my dad was killed. You see, on thesame day that tunnel was fully built & cars started going through it, aterribledisaster was about to happen. There was an aweful car wreck that happenedinthere. More than 20 cars crashed in that tunnel at the same time. The

problemwas that, out of nowhere, a fire errupted from one of the cars & blazed ontotheother cars, & since they were stuck in that tunnel, no one could get out. So


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the people trapped in there just watched as the cars blazed down on them, &then

before anyone knew it, the worst happened. Every car that was trapped in thetunnel blew up, along with all the people in it. I know this because my dadwasone of the people that was trapped in that tunnel.

Jessica- I'm really sorry about what happened to your father, but what doesallthat have to do with the missing occurences in that tunnel?

Priest- Well you see, it is said that so many deaths happened at once in thattunnel that it opened a gateway. A gateway to something that people, thathavereligious beliefs, have feared since the birth of time. A gateway to Hell. Andthestory goes that ever since the gateway was opened, people that entered thetunnel see horrible things go by them. Demonic creatures that walk throughthetunnel. That's all that ever happened for the past few days after the accident.Butthen the creatures that lurked the tunnel started breaking the limits &attacked

anyone that entered the tunnel. Some made it out without being harmed &othersdidn't. But it was that terrible accident that led to the reason why all thosedissappearances happen.

Jessica- Father! You don't expect me to believe that in the tunnel, Hell is beingreleased & its demons are attacking everyone that enters it do you? I wantthetruth about what happened to Daniel & I want it now.

Priest- I'm telling you the truth. Every word of it is the truth. There are dark forces beyond what anyone has ever faced. It wont be long till they startgoingout of the tunnel & start spreading through our world like a deadly virus.Youmust not go near that tunnel. No matter how long your husband Daniel has


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beenin there. It's up to him & whoever is with him to stop & destroy the gateway.But from how long he's been missing, he's probably already dead.

Feeling like she's lost all hope on what's happened, she smacks the priest &runs out of the church.

Scene 12

Hours have passed by for Daniel, Jessica, & Stacey as they keep walkingthrough their journey. Ever since they left the rocky area, they have alwaysfeltlike they've been watched. They've heard the sounds creaping about themlikesomething is fooling around with them. As they get near the mountain that

theyhave been longing to get to ever since they entered here, they start feelinglikesomething is wrong. Like something is about to happen, but they just don'tknowwhat. As they look forward, they see something coming towards them. Theycan't make it out on what it is, but they know it's really fast. They notice thatit issome spear shape object. So all three of them jump to dodge the object.Thinking that it was some trap, they try heading on towards their objective.Butthe spear comes back along with another one from behind. Without anyoneknowing, the spears stab through Stacey. One through her back & the other through her head. There layed the now dead corpse as the team stands thereinfear watching. But then the spears start to pull from the back of her head &fromher lower back towards the mountains in the air. Before Daniel could sayanything, he starts feeling weird. Like some poison is flowing through his

body,& before he knew it, he faints & falls flat on the ground.

Scene 13

Worried in fear on what has happened to her husband Daniel, Jessica grabsher keys & drives off in the night. Hoping to find the real answers she's beenwanting, she drives off towards the tunnel.


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Scene 14

After awakening from his unfortunate phase of fainting, he looks around &notices a fire in the middle & dead corpses hanging on upside down woodencrosses. The hangings are forming a circle around the fire & he notices thathe is

being hanged too. So there he thinks that he's about to become one of thosedead corpses sooner or later. Wondering where he's at, he looks around alittle

bit more but then notices something about one of the corpses. It is Tim. Soas helooks at the other corpses, hoping that none of them are Jessica, he hears avoice call out to him.

Jessica- Hello Daniel. You have a nice sleep?

Daniel- Jessica! Thank god you're alive. Quick, get me out of here beforesomething comes.

Jessica- I'm afraid that I can't do that. You see, this isn't the first time I've beenhere, & neither has it been for Officer Roberts. Has it sir?

And there, coming out of the shadows & towards the fire, was Officer Roberts.

Officer Roberts- Right you are Jessica. About a year before she took on withher investigative career, she was in the tunnel looking around at all thedamagesthat the huge accident caused. Which, coincidentally, led to the gates to beopened. She didn't believe in the full story of the tunnel though. So that'swhyshe wasn't afraid of entering the tunnel. She was in there looking because her grandmother was one of the people that was killed in that accident. But shewent

missing of course & I was sent to go find her. I was captured like everyoneelse& I found Jessica, but we were surrounded by demonic creatures. Then, allof asudden, we were confronted by the devil himself. Lucifer. He told us that wehad a choice. To either join him & live, or stay in Hell forever & die slowlyin a


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painful death. Me & Jessica, naturally, chose to live. So we joined up withhim.Lucifer is within another body right now though. One that we brought to himafew years ago. So yes, he is out in the human world taking form of another &there's nothing you can do about it.

Jessica- You have the same choice as we did. Join us or die. It's your choice, but choose it wisely.

Daniel- You don't know what you're doing. This is insane. I'll never join you. Never! Robert, what are you thinking huh? What about your wife & your kids?You really want to do this so that when your time is up, you'll never see your wife & kids again?

Jessica- Enough! You have chosen & now you will die.

Jessica points at the fire & Daniel notices that the spears, that killed Stacey,are covered in the fire. Officer Roberts grabs one of the flaming spears &walkstoward Daniel. He lifts the spear in the air but, before he did anything, hehesitates. Like he's thinking about something that he can't get his mind off of.

Jessica- Kill him damn it. KILL HIMMM!

Officer Roberts stares at Daniel for a few seconds. Then, when Daniel feelslike he's about to die, Robert turns & stabs the flaming spear through Julie'shead & kills her. He turns to Daniel & sets him free. Then, all of a sudden,demonic creatures start coming out of nowhere & lashes out toward Officer Roberts.

Officer Roberts- I'll hold them here. You go up that mountain & get yourself outof here you hear me? Go god damnit before I change my mind. GO!

Daniel runs towards the mountain & climbs up. As he looks down at whereOfficer Roberts is, he notices that Robert doesn't have a chance of surviving.But, without thinking about it twice, he climbs to the top & looks forward.All of a sudden, everything goes dark. The screams that filled the air goes silent.


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Thesmell of sulfur vanishes without a simple scent of it passing by.

Scene 15

Daniel wakes up & notices a car pulling up towards him. It stops & he see'safamilier face smile down on him. Jessica picks up Daniel & puts him in her car.As Daniel looks around, he notices that he woke up right infront of thetunnel.But he remembers everything that happened. Jessica takes Daniel down tothe

police station to let Daniel explain what happened. But Daniel didn't want tosaya word. He was too shocked on what happened to tell them the truth. All hetold them was that he doesn't remember what happened. After only an hour inthe station, Daniel & Jessica go home at last.

Final Scene

As Daniel looks at his mirror, thinking about all that happened to him, hestarts hearing voices. Frightened from them, he jumps & looks around tryingto

see who is making them, but no one was there. But the voice kept calling onhim.

~~~ Come to me...Come to meee Daniel...Your soul was mine the second you stepped in my territory...COME TO MEEEE.....

After Jessica gets out of the shower, she goes to her room. She looks down& notices Daniel laying on the floor. She bends down quickly to pick Danielup.He awakens from whatever happened to him & looks at Jessica.

Daniel- Let's go take a ride. I need it.

Jessica- Ok...um...just let me get my keys & we'll head off.

Daniel grabs the keys from Jessica & drives off with her. As they get more inthe night, Jessica notices the tunnel & turns to Daniel to see what he's doing.Daniel starts to smile & turns to Jessica.


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Daniel- Tell me Jessica...Have you ever wondered what Hell is like? Well,youare about to find out. WELCOME TO HELL...

Daniel speeds up the car & drives into the tunnel. At the other end of thetunnel you see nothing coming out. No car. Nothing. Then, all of a sudden,yousee someone come out slowly out of the tunnel looking down at a bible. ThePriest. He looks behind him at the tunnel & then faces forward. As he walksmore & more, he starts screaming out a demonic laughter. He slams the

book down & you notice his eyes turning pitch black. He stops laughing. Then,everything goes dark, & the air starts becoming filled with screams & thesmell

of sulfur. Hell has risen upon the world with darkness & torture.The End


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MetaphoricPoetry

What I want you to do here is to visualize the poetry. Tomake a meaning behind them. How can one understand life

if one doesnt get to make a meaning of his own life?


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The World Is Crying

3/6/09

Brace yourself,As we embark on a journeySurrounded by the dieties

Of One self.

Perplexed by illusions traced

Down through un-amnesticMemories.

Built from ground up.Grasping the complexity of our

Self designed benevolence.

The cries can be heardBeyond the saturated liesThat was once bewildered by

The sake of civil human rights.

Paralleled to the aging sunAs time dies out.

Embracing our self fulfillmentTo someday do righteousness.


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Live to Die. Die to Live

3/7/09

Filling the fillsSpilling the thrills

Gaining the gaps in onesConscience.

Bestowed through theViscera of life.

Facing the anguish basedOn one's pre-determined

Morality.

The transcendenceThat we keep hidden withinOur own heart will someday

Explode and shall releaseOur nightly visions.

The fear of deathIs to fear life.

So free your fearsFor you will surelyBe free.


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Novus Ordo Seclorum3/7/09

Preemptive warsBy the New World Kings.

Gazing upon the avarice of Apathetic power.

Questions fringed withRestraints.

As the ApologeticsOf top minds defer the

Answers of knownSecrets.

Sitting idly as theBitter truth slips away.Knowing once Mother

Earth was free.

Anticipate the desolateWorld.

For nothing else matters'Till the Kings are held

Accountable for.


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Futile War3/7/09

In a time of war The aroma of

Bellicosed soldiersMarch on the streets

Like waves.

The contiguous unityThey seem to grasp.

It's as if one canPossess such a

Diligent mind.

In a time of war The assemblance of such

Masochistic warriorsMarch on the sandsSearching for death.

The lurid screamsThat all come together To pervade those that

Deny.


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You see,In a time of war

Such a futile war,

Each fight for suchLatent Gods.And all come together

By the sounds of imminentDisaster.

What fucking useless wars...


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Can We?3/7/09

Can one grasp suchVivacious boundaries

Without the underminedTides sweeping over?

Can humanityFree themselves fromThe dogmatic apathyThat is gestured byLeaders of all kind?

Can prosperity gainItself in our economyWhere man is finally

Eminent in one'sSelf capabilities?

Can we?Should we?

One can only hope.


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Criminalized Innocence

3/7/09

Deep in theBowels of one'sConstant fight

For life.

Millions suffer theSlave based prisons

As many othersHave already throughAntiquitous history.

The law abiding manCan only perceive

One's thoughtsBy the point of a

Finger towards theGoats of society.

The silent call of Mumia Abu-JamalCan only be silent

For so longTill the criminalizedInnocence persevere


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For justice.

As each fist soars

And each voice roarsWe will expose thatAuthority is not truth.

For truth is our authority.


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Mother Dear

3/8/09

The calling soundsFor blatant ethnicities

Rumble the ancientGrounds of our

Falling gods for whichHas been stolen.

Devotion to life becameMisguided by

Our lost sense of Time

As the lonely starsOf our planetary existence

Died out.

Though our Harmonious efforts

To be heardBy the orchestra of

TimeCan still beSeen by our ancient

Mother.


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Where we goFrom here

Can only be determined

By our alacrity thatDwells deepIn the universeOf our hearts as

We conjure the beats of Life as one.


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Pre-Packaged Salvation

3/8/09

The economicDestitute of our

CivilizationHas grown in

Numbers for whichWe cannot attainAny longer.

The down sizingOf the necessities

Has avast our Free will

As a species in theSearch of ancient history.

The susceptibilities of Human nature has

Blown vastly out of Proportion to

Where the presenseOf the soul heartLies deep

In the long forgotten gardens.


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The strings that keep together All that we see

Will soon fall astray

As the melody of lifeShall become thePrenatal Melancholy

Of chaos.


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Progressional Perceptions

3/11/09

Progression to madness.When treated as something

less than human,is it a surprise to see the results?

Perceptions define usand our world,

but if we only exercise our earsand not our thoughts

the world is no longer ours.

If we shut off our senses,the world exists

even if we don't know it.

Lies can cover the truth,our eyes can uncover it

if we only search.


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ThingsNeeding to be

Known


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Biblical Propaganda12/25/08

As I am revealing these things throughout the bible for you, keep in mind on howwe, through our entire lives, have blamed "Satan" for these things that apparently"God" & "Jesus" have done themselves. Here are a few contradictions &

problems that can be found within the bible:

Luke 19: 29-35: 29--As they came to the towns of Bethphage & Bethany,on the Mount of Olives, he sent two disciples ahead, 30--withinstructions to go to the next village, & as they entered they were to look

for a donkey tied beside the road. It would be a colt, not yet broken for riding. "Untie him," Jesus said, "& bring him here. 31--& if anyoneasks you what you are doing, just say, "The Lord needs him". 32--They

found the colt as Jesus said, 33--& sure enough, as they were untying it,the owners demanded an explanation. "What are you doing? they asked."Why are you untying our colt?" 34--And the disciples simply replied,"The Lord needs him!" 35-- So they brought the colt to Jesus & threw

some of their clothing across its back for Jesus to sit on.

So here you see Jesus, who numerously tells us to not steal, DEMANDS hisdisciples to steal a donkey for him. And that IF they get caught to tell the truth.

Revelation 3: 11: 11-- Look, I am coming soon! Hold tightly to the little strength you have so that no one will take away your crown.

Here Jesus promised them & us that he will return soon. Now how many yearsago did this supposibly happen? I have yet to see him return, as have the rest of us. He lied to all of us & we are suffering it to this day.

Luke 19: 27: 27--"And now about these enemies of mine who revolted--

bring them in & execute them before me."

A simple WTF would suffice this scripture. Here you see JesusADVOCATING MURDER. What the fuck happen to "Thou shall not kill"?LIES, LIES, & MORE LIES.

Luke 9: 59-62: 59 --Another time, when he invited a man to come withhim & to be his disciple, the man agreed--but wanted to wait until his


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father's death. 60--Jesus replied, "Let those without eternal life concernthemselves with things like that. Your duty is to come & preach thecoming of the Kingdom of God to all the world." 61--Another said,"Yes, Lord, I will come, but first let me ask permission of those at home." 62--But Jesus told him, "Anyone who lets himself be distracted

from the work I plan for him is not fit for the Kingdom of God."Now if you don't see a problem here then let me point out the fact that, here,Jesus is demanding his disciple to DISHONOR his parents & family if he is tobe granted into the kingdom of heaven. Does anyone else see a problem here?

There are many contradictions within the bible & I ask for you to seek them out.Like it is said in the bible, "Seek the truth. For the truth will set you free.". So Iask of you to read the bible & see its lies that has been given to us our wholelives. Seek the REAL truth.

Now thousands of people have woken up to this fact. Their is a faction

within our world. Within our government, called the New World Order (NWO),who are here to create a world government and world slavery upon us. Yet, becaues of christianity's propaganda, we say that the NWO is worshipping satanfor these things. We automatically blame satan for this because the NWO

promote world control & slavery. Well if you are to read the bible then you willfind that, it is not Satan who promotes such things, it is God & Jesus who

promoted these things. I'll show you:

Matthew 5: 27-30: 27--"The Laws of Moses said, 'You shall not commit adultery.' 28--But I say: Anyone who even looks at a woman with lust inhis eye has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29--So if

your eye--even if it is your best eye!--causes you to lust, gouge it out &throw it away. Better for part of you to be destroyed than for all of you tobe cast into hell. 30--And if your hand--even your right hand--causes

you to sin, cut it off & throw it away. Better that than find yourself inhell."

Here you see that Jesus demands, for if you do wrong in his eyes, to hurtyourself till he is pleased. He has control of your body & what you do with it.Not to mention on how inhumane his demands are. Many today would blameSatan for these things if someone was to demand them.

Matthew 19: 9: 9--"And I tell you this, that anyone who divorces his

wife, except for fornication, & marries another, commits adultery."Now as you can s

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