Jeni:

I'm going to pour my out on this PowerPoint, and do my best to explain how much I really love you. This is how much you mean to me, this is how our love stands in my eyes.

I’ve got to say, its funny all the things you do that makes my heart beat fast. I'm attracted to your smiles, attracted to your giggles and your angry face. I'm attracted to your gentle touch and soothing voice…and how you can just make any storm cloud just vanish from my life.

First date, the thoughts I had

My god, she has grown both physically and mentally. She is so beautiful and I'm so under dressed it isn't even funny. I don’t think she will like me at all, but she is holding my hand and giving me small smile, I might have a chance at this, I might fall for her.

The moment I realized I was in love with this girl, the girl that turn this dark shell of a man into something worth looking at….was the first Halloween. The first time we made out in public under the street lights. I was no longer afraid of her..but I had a desire to always be around her.

Oh Jeni, if you really could see this heart of mine, and feel my emotions I have for you. My emotions I have built up from a crush….to being head over heels, crazy about you baby. I know you’ll never see your self in the mirror the way I see you…or believe me when I tell you you’re the most beautiful girl in the world. But you are to me, you’re my hidden treasure, my thunder to my passion, the beat to my heart <3

I'm going to marry you, I want to have kids with you, and live the American dream to the fullest. I wish to grow old with you, hold you through each and every thunder storm that frightens you. I want to see every smile, and catch every tear drop that may fall from your cheeks. I cant ask for anything else in my life. Just you, its all I need to enjoy my life.

Times are getting hard, and this road I walk on may be turning from pavement to gravel, but no matter how bumpy this road gets I know she is always there to help guide me through the pain. Jeni, I love you so much. Thank you.....for loving me. Thank you for everything you've done for me, and every thing you going to do for me in the future. You mean everything to me.