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ÝkaxkIy ÝTyÙ prmopkarI, mumuÙuAona tar`har, in*kar` kruàmuitR, SvanuwvivwUiØt, A|ya„‐

yugs/Úa, A|ya„sHt prmpUßy sdŸguÌdev]I kanÒSvamInaH, A|ya„na prmrhSy _pr Ýkax paDta, ivixÚ Ývcnona sHklnna wag$pe ;Ývcn nvnIt' wag‐2 Ýkaixt krtaH Amo ATyHt hØRnI lagÌ AnuwvIAe KIAe.

sâmRtI=Rna StHw$p wgvtŸ kuHdkuHdaid AacayÈ‐muinwgvHto tem j ANy sTpuruØona ñdymaH pesI j{ne Aapà pUßy guÌdev]IAe temna gHwIr Aaxy‡hadRne y=a=Rpè Ýkaixt krI Anupm _pkar kyÈ Ke. te ÝTye Ahowav$p _pk<tmumuÙuñdyictar inMn pHi›AomaH ÔetaH mze Ke:

—]ut tà Avtar Ko, wart tà wgvHt Ko¸

A|ya„mUitR dev Ko, ne jgt tar`har Ko.˜

(‐pU. bhen]I)

Aeva Anhd _pkarI, mhaÝtapI, kÌàsagr, yugpuruØe 46 vØÈ su\I jEn\mRna Aa|yai„k isâaHtonuH ivvecn Ait SpÚ$pe srz Ane lokwoGy waØa Ane xElImaH krI ApUvR wvaHtkarI Ývcn‐gHga vhavI. temaH prmagmonI ke!lIk ga=aAo Ane sTpuruØnaH vcno te mumuÙuAona kLya` A=eR ATyHt _pkarI hova=I pUßy guÌdev]Ine Fà j iÝy htaH. te _pr teAo]IAe qas 143 mHglkarI Ývcno AaPyaH htaH. te mumuÙujgt ma!e Aa„a=R puiÚdayk maq`$p (nvnIt$p) sarwUt ivØyo Ýkaixt =ay tevI in*kar` karu~yv<i¿=I AapelaH Ývcno jene Aap e ;mhaÝvcno' nI sH&a=I ibradavvuH sa=Rk gàxe. Aa Ývcno drMyan Anekvar Ýmod=I teAo]I frmavta ke: ;Aa VyaQyan FàH sU"m Ke¦ Aa bar AHgno sar Ke¦ !e{p _pr=I b\a VyaQyan Kpaxe.' prHtu tene g/H=akare Ýkaixt krvanuH puint kayR sfz =yeluH nhÄ.

pU. guÌdevna in*kar` kru awyaR _› ivkLpne sakar krvano, temj vtRman Ane wavI mumuÙujgtne A|ya„na sarwUt ivØyono AWyas =va A=eR AmULy sa\n sulw krvano, xuw sHkLp‐vItrag dev‐guÌ‐xaÏ‐\mR‐\maR„aAo ÝTye AnNy in¤avan, isâaHtin¤, A|ya„risk ]âey ]I xxIkaHt m. xe@nI ÝxSt Ýerà=I‐]I vIrinvaRòTsv‐2p18na xuw idne ]I song# tI=R\ammaH krvamaH AaVyo hto¸ Tyare _piS=t ]I sdŸguÌ‐Ývcn‐ÝemI mumuÙuAoAe Fà j hØÈÐaspUvRk tene v\avI lI\o Ane temaH shwagI =va ma!e Anek Ýkare potanI wavnaAo Vy› krI htI.

Ý=m to !e{p _pr=I Ývcno _tarvanuH, temj tene waØaHtr krvanuH kam Fà pir]mvazuH Ane ki@n hova KtaH wavngrnaH mumuÙuwa{‐bhenona wavnapU R shkar=I par pDtaH te Ývcno g/H=akare Ýkaixt krvanuH xÉ– bNyuH Ke. svR Ý=m Ývcno AÙrx: lqI, tene gujratImaH waØaHtr krvamaH Aave Ke. Tyar pKI bIÒ Vyi› äara tenI tpas krvamaH Aave Ke. jena _pr=I sHkln krtI vqte pU. guÌdev]I je ÊmmaH boLya te j ÊmmaH y=axÉ– b\I vaÉ–rcna raqvamaH AavI Ke. je=I ko{ wav cUkI n jvay. É–arek saihTymaH sHÙepne gu Ane punrui›ne doØ$p g`vamaH Aave Ke jyare A|ya„maH to ivStar Ane punrui›nuH S=an wavnamaH rsv<iâSv$pe Ke. vzI ßyaH ßyaH ko{ vaÉ– vgere A\UraH hoy TyaH Aaxy mUjb kÕsmaH (b/eke!maH) lqvamaH AaVyuH Ke. tem j y=oict SpÚIkr` ma!e p` kÕsmaH lqvamaH AaVyuH Ke. pUßy guÌdev]InI vaÌ y=avtŸ ÝvahI lage te rIte, tem j AapÌ smÙ pU. guÌdev]I j bolta hoy tevI rIte, Aa sHkln krvanI nIit raqel Ke. sHkln =ya bad tene AaqrI Sv$p Aapva ma!e be iväano äara tpasvamaH Aave Ke Ane Tyarbad Kapva ma!e AapvamaH Aave Ke. Aa b\uH kayR mannIy ]I xxIwa{ xe@na indeRxnmaH krvamaH AaVyuH Ke. !UHkmaH guÌdev]InI bolayelI vaÌ tena mUz Sv$pmaH Ôzvva ma!e xÉ– ÝyTn




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kyÈ Ke. KtaH temaH ko{ 5ui! jày to su&jnone te trf AmaruH |yan qeHcva nm/ ivnHtI Ke. je=I iätIy Aav<i¿maH Ane bakIna wago tEyar krvamaH te Amne shay$p =ay.

Aa Ývcnav<i¿ ;]I inmysar' prmagmna mUz sU5‐Ýèta ]ImdŸ wgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdev¸ !Ikakar mhamuinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev¸ _â<t }lok‐ivricyta ]ImdŸ Am<tcHãacayR Ane ]I pÍnHdIAacayRdev AaidnI rcnaAo _pr pU. guÌdev]IAe Ývcn kyaÅ Aeva Ae svR wgvHtone temj Ývcn drMyan je mha„aAonaH vcnone _â<t kyaÅ Aeva mhasm=R ]I vIrsenSvamI, ]I smHtwãSvamI, ]I pUßypadSvamI, ]I kaitRkeySvamI, ]I yogINdudevSvamI Ane jysenSvamI Aaid AacayRwgvHtone t=a SvanuwvivwUiØt svR ]I bhen]I cHpaben, inhalcHãÒ soganI, pH. bnarsIdasÒ, ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ, pH. rajmÐÒ, pH. jycHdÒ, AacayRkLp pH. !oDrmÐÒ Aaid svR sHpUßy mha„aAone _pk<tñdy=I koi!koi! vHdn krIAe KIAe.

vzI, jemnI 81mI jNmjHytI ÝsHge Aa g/H= Ýkaxn krvanuH mhawaGy saHpD–uH tevaH ÝxmmUitR SvanuwvivwUiØt wgvtI mata pUßy bhen]I cHpaben jeAoAe Aa„sa\na siht pU. guÌdev]I ÝTyenI wi› temna smg/ Òvn drMyan AqHiDt raqI smaj smÙ Aek mhan AadxR$p ræaH. teAo]Ine p` _pkarvx xtxt vHdn krIAe KIAe.

]I idgHbr jEn Sva|yamHidr !^S!na !e{p ivwag trf=I !e{p _tarI sHg/h krvanuH kayR p` Aa ÝsHge mhtŸ _pyogI =yuH Ke te bdl tena S=apk Ýmuq Sv. ]I nvnItwa{ jverI t=a !e{p ivwagna kayRkrona p` ATyHt AawarI KIAe.

_› sHkln ma!e !e{p _pr=I AÙrx: _tarI tene gujratI waØaHtr krI Aapva bdl ]ImtI srojbhen ArivHdwa{ gaH\I¸ tenI ckasÌ krva bdl ]I ikrI!wa{ cuinlal xah¸ t=a tene sHkln krva bdl ]I icrHÒlal jEn¸ t=a sHkilt me!rne Ý=mvar tpasvanuH kayR krva bdl mannIy ]I Ýa`wa{ pI. kamdar¸ Ane tene AHitm$p Aapva bdl mannIy ]I xxIwa{ m. xe@ ÝTye !S! ATyHt AawarI Ke.

Aa ÝvcnonuH Ýkaxn krva ma!e je je mumuÙuAo trf=I Aai=Rk shyog Ýaº =yel Ke teAonI namavil sawar ANy5 Ýkaixt krvamaH AavI Ke.

g/H=muã`nuH suHdr kayR krI Aapva bdl xarda muãàly t=a wgvtI muãàlyno p` Aawar manIAe KIAe. tdupraHt Aa sHkln Ýkaixt krvana kayRmaH shwagI =nar bakIna svRna p` Ame AawarI KIAe.

!UHkmaH je ko{ suHdr Ke te sFzuHy pU. guÌdev]I kanÒSvamIna Ýtape Ke. temne frI inMn pHi›Ao=I vHdn krI A5 ivrmIAe KIAe.

—stt ¹iÚ\ara brsate cEtNyke Ýdex-Ýdex shj mhanŸ dIpoTsvkI Ù eÙ e v<iâ krte ]I guÌdevko ATyHt wi›wave nmSkar¦˜ (‐pU. ]I soganIÒ)

sTpuruØono ÝTyÙ yog jyvHt vtÈ¦ ‐i5kaz jyvHt vtÈ¦

wavngr, ta. 23‐8‐1994 !S!Ig` (ÝxmmUitR pU. bhen]I cHpabennI ]I vItrag stŸ saihTyÝsark !^S! 81mI jNmjyHtI)

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;Ývcn nvnIt' wag-2 ]I ;inymsar' _pr pU. guÌdev]InI psHdgInaH qas Ývcn

AnuÊmi`ka p<¤sHQya

∙ ga=a 38 _pr Ývcn 1 =I 2p ∙ }lok p4 _pr Ývcn 26 =I 41 ∙ ga=a p0 _pr Ývcn 43 =I 84 ∙ }lok 74 _pr Ývcn 8p =I 88 ∙ ga=a p1‐pp _pr Ývcn 89 =I 117 ∙ }lok 7p _pr Ývcn 118 =I 121 ∙ }lok 108 _pr Ývcn 123 =I 129 ∙ ga=a 77‐81 _pr Ývcn 131 =I 174 ∙ }lok 109 _pr Ývcn 17p =I 182 ∙ ga=a 82 _pr Ývcn 183 =I 197 ∙ }lok 110 _pr Ývcn 198 =I 200 ∙ ga=a 83 _pr Ývcn 201 =I 210 ∙ }lok 111 _pr Ývcn 211 =I 213 ∙ ga=a 84 _pr Ývcn 21p =I 224 ∙ }lok 112 _pr Ývcn 22p =I 228 ∙ ga=a 8p _pr Ývcn 229 =I 237 ∙ }lok 113 _pr Ývcn 238 =I 239 ∙ }lok 114 _pr Ývcn 240 =I 246 ∙ ga=a 86 _pr Ývcn 247 =I 2p9 ∙ }lok 11p _pr Ývcn 260 =I 261 ∙ ga=a 87 _pr Ývcn 263 =I 269 ∙ }lok 116‐117 _pr Ývcn 270 =I 272 ∙ ga=a 88 _pr Ývcn 273 =I 277 ∙ }lok 118 _pr Ývcn 278 =I 281 ∙ ga=a 89 _pr Ývcn 283 =I 294 ∙ }lok 119 _pr Ývcn 29p =I 303 ∙ }lok 120 _pr Ývcn 304 =I 30p

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]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝÌt

]I inymsar: ga=a 38

]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika (xuâwav Ai\kar)

A=edanÄ xuâwavai\kar _Cyte.

jIvaidbih¿ŠH heymuvadeymPpò APpa.kMmopai\smuBwvgu`pýaOihH vidir¿o.. 38..

jIvaidbihStÀvH heymupadeymaTmn: AaTma.kmÈpai\ smudŸwvgu`pyaRyEVyRitir›:.. 38..

heyopadeytÀvSv$paQyanmettŸ. jIvaidsºtÀvjatH prãVyTvaþ æupadeymŸ.. AaTmn: shjvEraGyÝasadix-

qrixqam e: prãVypra¢ŸmuqSy pHceiNãyÝsrvijRtgaZmaZpirg/hSy prmijnyo-gIXvrSy SvãVyinixtmte$padeyoæaTma. AaEdiykaidctuàÅ wavaNtraàmgocr-TvadŸ ãVywavnokmÈpai\smupjintivwavgu`pyaRyriht:, Anaidin\namUtaRtIiNãy-SvwavxuâshjprmpairàimkwavSvwavkar`prmaTmaæaTma. ATyasþwVyjIva-namevHwUtH injprmaTmanmNter` n ikHicdupadeymStIit.

gujratI Anuvad: hve xuâwav Ai\kar khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ke baætÀv Òvaid sveR hey, Aa„a g/aæ Ke,-je kmR=I _Tpþ gu`pyaRy=I Vyitir› Ke. 38.

ANvya=R:- (jIvaidbihStÀvH) Òvaid baætÀv (heymŸ) hey Ke (kmÈpai\smudŸwvgu pyaRyE:) kmÈpai\jint gu`pyaRyo=I (VyitirÉt:) Vyitir› (AaTma) Aa„a (AaTmn:) Aa„ane (_padeymŸ) _padey Ke.

!Ika:- Aa, hey Ane _padey tÀvna Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e qreqr _padey n=I. shj

vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrno je ixqami` Ke, prãVy=I je praúuq Ke, paHc [iNãyona felav riht dehma5 jene pirg/h Ke, je prm ijnyogI¬r Ke, SvãVymaH jenI tI"` buiâ Ke‐Aeva Aa„ane ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke. AaEdiyk Aaid car wavaHtrone Agocr hova=I je (kar`prma„a) ãVykmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR$p _pai\=I jint ivwavgu`pyaRyo ivnano Ke, t=a Anaid‐AnHt AmUtR AtIiNãySvwavvazo xuâ‐shj‐prm‐pairàimkwav jeno Svwav Ke‐Aevo kar`prma„a te qreqr ;Aa„a' Ke. Ait Aasþ wVyÒvone Aeva inj prma„a isvay (bIj¡H) kaH{ _padey n=I.



2 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2

Ývcn: ta. 30 - 1 - 1978 ;inymsar' ga=a‐38, Ai\kar 5IÔe. xuâwav Ai\kar. Aa xuâwav Ae!le je

pu~y Ane papna Axuâwav tena=I riht, te ;xuâwav'. Ae pyaRy n=I. Aa ;xuâwav' i5kazInI vat Ke. xuw Ane Axuw wav Axuâ Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Aa„anI sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 pyaRy Ae xuâ Ke¸ p` Ae Aa xuâwav Ae Aa xuâwav Ai\kar n=I. Aa xuâwav Ai\kar to i5kazI ãVySvwavne khe (‐dxaRve) Ke. Ae (sMyGdxRnaid) xuâwav, te (to) pyaRy Ke inüysMyGdxRn hÇ¦ Vyvhar (sMyGdxRn) to Axuâ (wav) maH gyo. AhÄyaH to Aa„anuH je \/uvSv$p i5kazI, Aene xuâwav khe Ke. Aena Aa]y=I je inüy sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) inmRzpyaRy, xuâpyaRy, moÙno magR (Ýg!–o) Ae (p`) AhÄyaH (xuâwav) n=I. AhÄyaH to Ae xuâpyaRy p` hey Ke, Aa]y krva layk n=I‐Aem btavvuH Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ inim¿ to hey Ke. inim¿ trfno xuwaxuwwav, (Ae) p` hey Ke. _dywav to (AxuâmaH) gyo. p` AhÄ to ãVyna Aa]y=I pyaRymaH je xuâ moÙno magR‐_pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiykwav($p) ;sMyGdxRn&an- cairZai`moÙmagR:' ‐Ae inmRzpyaRy‐_Tpþ =ay, Aene p` heymaH naqe Ke¦ (AenI _padeytano) Aa Ai\kar n=I. AhÄyaH to xuâwav (A=aRtŸ) i5kazIvStu, Ae xuâwav¸ (Aeno) Aa Ai\kar Ke.

!Ika:- —Aa, hey Ane _padey tÀvna Sv$pnuH k=n Ke˜‐ KoDva layk xuH Ke? Aa]y krva layk xuH Ke? Ane _padey (Ae!le) Aa]y krva layk ko` Ke? ‐AenuH AhÄ k=n Ke. Ke¦ sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦

—Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e qreqr _padey n=I.˜ ‐ AenI VyaQya: Òvaid sat tÀv, Ae kya? (ke:) Òv‐pyaRy. Vyvhar Òv¦ _dywav‐pu~y‐papna wav to Axuâ Ke, Ae to baætÀv Ke. p` AHdrmaH sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5, xuâ AanHdno Svad (AaVyo) Ae ÒvnI pyaRy (p`) baætÀv Ke. Ae Òv$p pyaRy, baætÀv Ke. i5kazI Aa„a j AHt:tÀv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

;Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh' ‐AhÄ ÒvnI pyaRy ÒvmaH levI. pKI (wle) pyaRy _dynI ho, _pxmnI ho, ÙyopxmnI ho ke ÙaiyknI ho‐Ae baætÀvmaH Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ;Òvaid sat tÀv' ‐sHvr, injRra Ane moÙ, Ae p` baætÀvmaH Ôy Ke. kar` ke Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I. Aa]y krva layk to (ma5) i5kazIwav Ke. jena=I moÙmagR _Tpþ =ay Aevo i5kazIwav, Ae Aek (j) _padey Ke.

_dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk Ane pairàimk‐Ae paHc wav(maH) Aek pairàimkwav$p i5kazI\/uv (Ae AHt:tÀv Ke)¸ Aena isvay je _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk‐Ae car wav Ke te Òvaid baætÀvmaH Ôy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wgvan¦ Aaha... ha¦ taruH $p to wgvan Ke ne... na=¦ prma„Sv$p Ke¦

—F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn¸ mit‐midrake pansaHE, mtvaza smuJE




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 3 n.˜ ‐Aa (dohro) ;smysar na!k' no Ke. ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE' ‐Aa„a ijnSv$pI j Ke, i5kazI vItrag AkØaymUitR Ýwu Ke¦ Ae prmpair`aimkwav kho, &aykwav kho, \/uvwav kho, samaNywav kho, Aek$pwav kho‐Aene AhÄyaH ;xuâwav' khevamaH Aave Ke. Aena=I Aa Òvaid baætÀv hey (Ke), iwþ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ inim¿ to hey Ke j¸ kemke, te prãVy Ke. prãVy to É–arey potane (Aa„ane) SpXyuÅ n=I. Ane potanI pyaRy, prãVyne É–arey Spx± n=I. p` Aene pyaRymaH SpxeR Ke (je) ragaidwav, ivkar, VyvharrTn5yno ivkLp, te AxuâwavmaH Ôy Ke. Ae p` baætÀv (Ke).

wgvan (Aa„a) pU`aRnHdno na= ijn Ýwu¦ ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn' ‐je pU RSv$p AHtrmaH Ke¦ Ae Svwavna Aa]ye, Aeno Anuwv =yo, Aena Aa]y=I pyaRy vItrag ={ Ae jEnp uH¦ Ae jEnp uH p` pyaRy Ke. (KtaH) Aene (Ae pyaRyne) AhÄ Òvaid baætÀv Ane hey khevamaH AavI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;Òvaid' ‐AenI pyaRy‐_dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk, Ae ;ÒvpyaRy'. AÒv‐kmR Aaid, xrIr Aaid. pu~y‐pap‐Aas/v. bH\‐rag‐kmR$p. Ane sHvr, injRra ne moÙ. ‐Ae b\aH Òvaid tÀv. AhÄ pu~y‐papne j¡daH n=I paD–aH, Aas/vmaH naQyaH Ke. ma!e —Òvaid (sat) tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e˜‐Aaha... ha¦ Ae to prãVy Ke SvãVy n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aa k=nI to j¡Ao¦ vItragI sHt isvay, Aa vat É–aHy n=I. Ae AHtrnI vat Ke¦ AhÄ to hÒ sMyGdxRn ivna, Anuwv ivnana v/t ne tp‐Vyvhar rTn5y, Ae sa\n Ke Ane Aena=I inüy sa|y =ay Ke (‐Aem loko w/m=I mane Ke¦) xaÏmaH Aave (p`) Ke: ;iwþ sa|y‐sa\n.' ‐Ae to smjvanI cIj khI, inim¿nuH &an kraVyuH ke TyaH kevo wav hto.

Are Ýwu¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Ùaiyksmikt hoy Ane kevz&an hoy, moÙtÀvnI pyaRy Ùaiykwave hoy‐Ae p` Òvaid tÀv, prãVymaH Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e Aaha... ha¦ F e @eka e Aave Ke. carpaHc @eka e Ke. (Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh) Ae to prãVy Ke¦ kem ke AemaH=I nvI pyaRy _Tpþ =tI n=I. jem prãVymaH=I potanI vItragI‐inmRzpyaRy Ýg! n =ay, tem pyaRymaH=I (p`) inmRzpyaRy Ýg! n =ay¸ te=I Ae pyaRyne AhÄ prãVy khevamaH AavI Ke.

‐xuH kæuH? frI=I: jem potana ãVy isvay, prãVy=I ko{ potanI inmRzpyaRy _Tpþ =tI n=I, kar` ke prãVy iwþ Ke Aem potanI inmRzpyaRymaH=I nvI inmRzpyaRy _Tpþ =tI n=I, Ane Aena (pyaRyna) Aa]y=I _Tpþ =tI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

inüymoÙmagRnI pyaRy, inivRkLp vItragIpyaRy, Aa to ;_pay Ane AenuH ;_pey' Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



4 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 moÙ¸ Ae p` pyaRy Ke. Ae Ùaiykwav, pHcm pairàimkwav ($p) ãVynI Aek pyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRyne p` AhÄ prãVy kæuH Ke.

ij&asa: AavuH JI uH smÒne \mR =ay? sma\an: Ae (smßya) ivna, tÀv pkDvamaH Aave nhÄ. wgvan¦ tuH kevI cIj

Ke¦¦ AHdr AanHddz Ke. Ae to AtIiNãy AanHdnuH dz Ke¦ (jem) sÞrkHd (Ke to Ae kHdmUz. AnHt Òv Ke. ) Aene Amare TyaH xÞirya khe Ke. AenI _prnI je lal Kal Ke Aene n j¡Ao, to AenuH je AaquH dz Ke te to sakrno ipHD Ke¸ sakrnI mI@axno ipHD Ke. tem wgvanAa„a, AemaH je pu~y ne pap, dya ne danna ivkLp Ke te to _prnI Kal Ke. Ae KalnI paKz AHdr j¡Ao to Ae jem (xÞirya) sakrno ipHD Ke tem Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdno ipHD Ýwu Ke¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdno ipHD Ke SvãVy. Ae isvay bIÒ ko{ p` pyaRy‐ÙaiykwavnI pyaRy hoy, co=e‐paHcme‐K!Ÿ@e (gu`S=ane) Ùaiyksmikt hoy, ‐Aene to AhÄ baætÀvmaH naqI Ke. kem ke Aeno Aa]y krva=I law =to n=I. (Ôeke pyaRy ApeÙaAe to) te Ke to law$p, p` Aeno Aa]y krva=I pyaRy (maH) ivkLp _Tpþ =ay Ke, (te \mR n=I¸ \mRnuH kar` to SvãVy Ke). smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh˜‐pyaRyono smUh hÇ¦ pu~y‐pap, Aas/v, bH\, sHvr, injRra Ane moÙ‐Ae pyaRyono smUh —prãVy hovane lI\e (qreqr _padey n=I).˜ Aaha... ha¦

Aa vat svR& prma„anI idVy|vinmaH AavI (Ke)¦ (\mR) swamaH AekavtarI [Não be@a hta. xÊeNã AekavtarI Ke. Aekwve moÙ jvavaza Ke. saE\mR AekwvtarI Ke, jeno (Aa) KeÐo wv (Ke) pKI mnu*y ={ne moÙ jxe. AenI pTnI ([NãaÌ) p` AekwvtarI Ke. sHto‐g`\ro hta. Ae swamaH wgvannI vaÌmaH Aa AaVyuH: Ýwu¦ tuH ko` Ko? tuH pyaRy jevDo Ko? tuH rag je!lo Ko? pyaRyne to VyvharAa„a khevamaH Aave Ke (Ae prãVy Ke SvãVy n=I.)

Aaha... ha¦ (;smysar') 11mI ga=amaH kæuH: —Vyvharo½wUyT=o˜‐ pyaRyma5 AwUta=R Ke, AsTy (jU@I) Ke. ‐ k{ ApeÙaAe? ke: muQy‐\/uvnI ¹iÚ kravva ma!e muQyne inüy kæo. pyaRy Ke to qrI. p` (Aene) gaE khIne, Vyvhar khIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH. Ae (pyaRy) n=I, Aem n=I. p` (Aene) gaE krIne, Vyvhar khIne ;AwUta=R' khI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae vat AhÄ lI\I Ke ke: je!lI pyaRy Ke (Ae) Vyvhar (Ke), AwUta=R (Ke)¸ Ae b\I ;prãVy' Ke.

—prãVy hovane lI\e˜ ‐ kar` AaPyuH (ke:) ;_padey kem n=I? pa@maH to ;heymŸ' (xBd) Ke‐ ;bih¿ŠH heyH' p` (Aeno) A=R Aevo kyÈ ke: —Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e qreqr _padey n=I.˜ pa@maH ;heyH' Ke. p` ;hey Ke' Aeno hetu btavvo Ke ke: ;Ae _padey n=I,' ;Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I'¸ Ae kar e ;hey' no A=R ;_padey n=I' Aem kyÈ. smÔ uH kaH{?

—Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e˜ ‐AhÄ to Ùaiyk‐inmRzpyaRyne Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ p p` prãVy khI (Ke). kar` ke, Aa ;xuâwav Ai\kar' Ke ne...¦ ßyare i5kazI xuâtano ipHD je Ýwu Ae ;SvãVy' Ke to Ae ApeÙaAe pyaRyma5ne baætÀv khIne ;prãVy' kæuH Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (tÀv) Ke, Ýwu¦ Are... re¦ AamaH konI sa=e ccaR krIAe, vad krIAe? Aa (tÀv) loko smje nhÄ Ane pKI mane ke (song#nuH) AekaHt Ke. kho, bapu¦ tme wgvan Ko. AHdr to wgvan Ko, wa{¦ AHdr wgvanSv$p Ko. tarI (je) wUl Ke Ae to pyaRymaH Ke. Ane te wUl Aek smynI Ke. Aek smy (Ae!le) Aek sekHDno AsHQyatmo wag, AemaH wUl Ke. wgvan¦ i5kazI to inwURl‐wgvanSv$p Ke. ‐Aa xuâwav¦

ij&asa: wUlno smy =oDo p` Ôer ke!luH¦ sma\an: Ôer Ae!le, Aek smy j rhe Ke. sHsarnI pyaRy Aek smy j rhe Ke,

bIje smye bIÒ. wle AevI ne AevI rhe p` bIÒ (Ke). Are¦ kevz&an p` Aek smye je _Tpþ =ay Ke te bIÔ smye nhÄ. AevuH (ne AevuH) p` (tenuH) te nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ Ae kar e pyaRyne baætÀv khI dI\uH Ke. Aaha... ha smÔ uH kaH{?

sU"m pDe, Ýwu¦ p` xuH kre? magR to je hoy te (khevay). smjmaH n Aave Ane (ATyare) n cale Ae!le magR ko{ bIÔe ={ Ôy (Aem n=I). Aa to AnHt kevzIAo, AnHt tI=Åkro (äara Ý$pelo Ke)¦ i5kazne Ô`vavazano ivrh 5` kazmaH É–arey hoto n=I. ‐xuH kæuH? i5kaz to 5 e kaze Ke. to ;i5kaz‐vStu' &ey Ke ne...? to i5kazne Ô`vavazano ivrh i5kazmaH É–arey hoto n=I. Anaid=I svR& Ke. Anaid=I i5kaz Ke¦ i5kazne Ô`vavazano ivrh i5kazmaH n=I¦ svR& Ýg! (hoy Ke) hÇ¦ ;Aa vaÌ' Ae svR& prma„anI Ke¦ cahe to vtRman wgvan hoy, cahe to wUtkazna wgvan hoy ke cahe to wiv*yna hoy‐te kæuH htuH, (khe Ke Ane khexe te ;vaÌ' Aa j Ke¦)

hmàH =oDI tkrar ={ htI ne? AhÄ Aap e ;`mo loO sVv AirhHta H' kæuH ne...¦ AemaH Aek (idgHbr) sa\uAe wUl ka#I (Ke) ke‐Aa ;`mo loO sVv AirhHta H' É–aH=I kæuH? pa@maH to ;`mo AirhHta H' Ke¦ Aaj KapamaH AaVyuH Ke. (p`) ;\vl' maH Aevo pa@ Ke: ;`mo loO sVv iZkalvt± AirhHta`H.' Aap e KeÐe to bolIAe KIAe: ;`mo loO sVv sahU`H' (p`) carmaH (;loO' Ane ;sVv') bolta n=I. (;loO' Ane ;sVv') Ae (bþe) ANTy dIpk Ke (je) paHcey (pdne) lagu pDe Ke. `mo loO (‐lok) Ane ;sVv' (‐svR), (to AemaH) bIÔ b\a (Ae!le) jEn isvayna ANy sa\u p` AavI Ôy Ke‐Aem n=I¦ ANymaH to ko{ magR j n=I ne¦ Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe? ANymaH (to) sMyGdxRn j hotuH n=I¸ (b\a) g<hItim+yadxRn Ke. xuH khe? lokone du:q lage, wa{¦ ¬etaHbrpH= p` g<hItim+ya¹iÚ Ke. (mUz) jEn\mRna hÔro bol fervI naQya Ke. ;moÙmagR (Ýkaxk)' maH (Aene) ANymitmaH naQya Ke. (Ae lokone) du:q lage ma!e (sTy Ôher n krvuH, Aem) nhÄ. Aa to sTy Ke, Ýwu¦ tuH Aa„a Ko. Ýwu¦ tne du:q lage (Aem Ame [CKta) n=I. p` vStuiS=it AavI Ke¦ ;moÙmagR (Ýkaxk)' maH paHcmo A|yay Ke ne? ‐ ;ANymt Ai\kar'. AemaH vedaHt,




6‐Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2

vExeiØk, saHQy, [Slam, S=ankvasI, ¬etaHbr‐b\ane ANymitmaH naQya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to vStuiS=it Ke¦ idgHbr \mR ko{ sHÝday n=I. vStunuH Sv$p Anaid Ke‐pyaRy Ane ãVy. inim¿ Ane _padan. jevuH vStunuH Sv$p Ke tevuH Ô~yuH, AevuH va`ImaH AaVyuH¦ Ane sHtoAe Anuwv krIne Ae rIte (xaÏ) rcna krI (Ke). Aaha... ha¦

ke!lak loko Aem khe ke j¡Ao¦ (kanÒSvamI) b\ane ¬etaHbrmaH l{ jxe. Arr... r¦ Ýwu¦ tuH xuH khe Ke, wa{? Are wgvan¦ tuH xuH kre Ke? wa{¦ Ame ¬etaHbrne Ane b\ane Ô~ya Ke. (tkR kre ke) pote (kanÒSvamI) vÏ siht Ke ne? p` wa{¦ Ame muin É–aH KIAe? ;b\ane ¬etaHbr bnavI dexe' ‐Aeva tkR n hoy, wgvan¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to vStunuH Sv$p Ke, Ýwu¦

;smysar' nI 72‐ga=a, ktaR‐kmRnI. AemaH to Aem lI\uH Ke ke: pu~y ne papwav Axuic Ke. Aem khIne !Ikakar wgvan Am<tcHãacayeR Aem lI\uH‐wgvan Aa„a inmRz Ke. !IkamaH 5`var ;wgvan' kæuH Ke. b\a (Òvone) wgvan kæaH Ke. sHSk<t!IkamaH 5` bol Ke: (Aas/vo) Axuic Ke, jD Ke, du:qnaH kar` Ke. pu~y, pap, Vyvhar rTn5y Axuic ne mel Ke. AenI same kæuH wgvan Aa„a i5kaz inmRzanHd Ýwu Ke. ‐Aa ;xuâwav' Ke. bIÔe bol Aevo lI\o ke‐Ýwu¦ pu~y Ane papno wav Ae jD Ke. kemke Ae ragmaH, cEtNyna AanHdna AHxno Awav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwzto qro¦ rag cahe to Ae Vyvhar rTn5yna mhav/tno hoy p` Ae rag jD Ke. kemke, wgvan Aa„a cEtNy‐iv&anFn Ke. Aem bIÔ bolmaH p` wgvan kæuH. (rag) jD kem? ‐wgvan (Aa„a) &an Ane AanHdSv$p Ýwu Ke to Aeno AHx AemaH (‐ragmaH) n=I. sUyRna ikr`maH sUyRno Ýkax Aave Ke tem Aa„ana ikr`maH inmRzta hovI Ôe{Ae. (p`) Aa (ragmaH) milnta Ke (te=I) Ae Òv n=I¸ AÒv Ke, jD Ke Ane wgvan (Aa„a) to iv&anFn Ke ne... Ýwu¦ te to cEtNy Ke Ane Vyvhar to Acetn‐jD Ke. 5IÔe bol pu~y‐papnaH wav, dya‐dan‐v/taidnaH wav, Ae du:q$p Ke. (Ane wgvan Aa„a to sday inrakuzSvwavI Ke). Aem Am<tcHãAacayR to ;wgvan Aa„a' khIne bolave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ 72‐ga=a ;smysar' Ôe{ levI.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: wgvan (Aa„a) je i5kazI SvãVy Ke, Ae isvay —Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh prãVy hovane lI\e˜‐Òvaid tÀv ;pyaRy' hÇ¦ Aa vat pyaRynI Ke‐qreqr, vaStvmaH, y=a=RmaH _padey n=I. Aaha... ha¦ kevz&annI pyaRy _padey n=I¦ kevz&an Ke, AenI to AhÄyaH vat n=I. Aa to sa\k (ke) jene ny Ke, AenI vat Ke. ny to ]ut&anIne hoy Ke. inüy Ane Vyvhar to ]ut&anna wag Ke. ]utÝma` ;AvyvI' Ke Ane Aena ;Avyv' inüy ne Vyvhar ny Ke. AhÄ kevzInI vat n=I. kevzI to pU`R ={ gya. p` nIcevazane kevz&annI pyaRy p` baætÀv Ke. kemke, Aene (sa\kne) AenuH (pyaRynuH) lÙ krvuH n=I, te=I (te) _padey n=I¦

(AhÄ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke ke:) —heyopadeytÀvSv$paQyanmettŸ.˜ —jIvaid sºtÀvjatH prãVyTvaþ æupadeymŸ.˜ Ae sHSk<t (!Ika) Ke.




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 7 Aaha... ha¦ pÍÝwml\airdev muinraj wavilHgI sHt¦ wavilHgnuH lÙ` xuH? ‐

tIv/ AanHdnuH SvsHvedn jenI mhorKap Ke. Ae wavilHg muinnuH Ke. ãVyilHg‐pHc mhav/t¸ nG™p uH to hoy Ke. hoy to AevuH j hoy, bIj¡H hotuH n=I. p` (wavilHg ivna ãVyilHg) Ae vStunI iS=it n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH (Ane) ;prma„Ýkax' maH p` kæuH Ke: ;wavilHg' Ae (p`) Aa„a n=I¦ i5kazI (Aa„anI) vat levI Ke ne...¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: —(Òvaid sat tÀvono smUh) prãVy hovane lI\e˜‐Aem kar` AaPyuH. —qreqr _padey n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦

hÒ to AhÄ (lokone) sMyGdxRn ivnanI Vyvhar‐ragnI iÊyane _padey mnavvI Ke¦ Ýwu¦ Ae (vItragmagRno) ivro\ Ke. tarI vItragta, AemaH=I (ragmaH=I) _Tpþ =xe nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ tuH vItragSv$pI Ko. (taruH) Sv$p vItrag Ke. to AemaH=I vItragta _Tpþ =xe. (tuH) ijnSv$pI Ko. to pirìtmaH ijnSv$p‐ijnpyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke. bhar=I ko{ cIj AavtI n=I¦

p` AhÄyaH to TyaH su\I kæuH ke: ijnSv$p je i5kaz Ke¸ Aeno Anuwv =yo, Ae p` pyaRy Ke¸ Aeno Aa]y krva layk n=I¸ Ae kar e (AevI ;xuâpyaRy' p`) _padey n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦

smÔùH kaH{? waØa to sadI Ke, wgvan¦ ko{ sHSk<t ne Vyakr` jevI AakrI to n=I. car copDI wèlo hoy to p` Qyal AavI Ôy. AemaH kaH{ Vyakr` ne sHSk<t (wèlanI) j$r n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AHtrna sHSkarnI (êDI ij&asanI) j$r Ke.

hve khe Ke: —shj vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrno je ixqami` Ke.˜ (Ae ko`?) ‐muin pote¦ pote muin Ke ne...¦ Ae!le muin=I vat lI\I Ke. ;muin' keva hoy? A=va muin khe Ke (ke) Ame keva KIAe? ke: ;shj vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrna ixqami`'. ixqami` A=aRtŸ !oc _prnuH rTn¸ cUDami`¸ klgInuH rTn. vEraGy‐pr=I _das... _das... _das (Ke). _dasIn (Ke). _dŸÁasn, _dŸÁasIn. jenuH Aasn \/uvmaH (Ke). (jenI \/uvmaH) ¹iÚ pDI Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚ p` pr=I _das Ke. p` (Aene) hÒ 5` kØay (cokDI) nuH AiStTv Ke, Ane muinne to 5` kØay (cokDI) no Awav Ke. Aek sHßvln kØay (cokDI) nuH AiStTv Ke. p` (Ae) to Aena=I p` _das Ke.

;shj‐Svawaivk vEraGy' kone hoy Ke? ke‐jene sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 hoy Ke, tene Svawaivk vEraGy hoy Ke¦ Aam (h@=I‐bhar=I) vEraGy krIne bErI, KokraH, ku!uHb KoDI dI\aH ma!e vEraGy Ke, Aem n=I. (;smysar') pu~y‐papna Ai\karmaH to Aem kæuH ke: Ame vEraGy kone khIAe KIAe? ke‐pu~y Ane pap=I ivr› hoy, Ae naiSt¸ Ane SvwavmaH r› hoy, Ae AiSt¸‐Aene vEraGy khIAe KIAe. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦




8 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Svawaivk‐ (shj) vEraGy$pI mhel, AenuH ixqr, (Aeno ixqami`) ‐ixqr

_prnuH rTn, cUDami`‐Aeva (muinraj Ke), —prãVy=I je praúuq Ke.˜ muinraj to prãVy=I praúuq Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

je phelaH prãVy kæuH ne...¦ Òvaid sat tÀv prãVy hovane lI\e qreqr _padey n=I. to AhÄ hve naiSt=I khe Ke‐prãVy=I to Ae (muin) praúuq Ke. Ane AiSt=I kæuH ke‐SvãVymaH (jenI tI"` buiâ Ke). Aaha... ha¦ SvãVymaH je pyaRyno wed‐Ýkar paD–o Ae prãVy hovane lI\e _padey n=I. (te=I) prãVy=I praúuq Ke.

Aa _Tk<Ú AnuwUit \maR„a sHto (ne) Ke. sMyG¹iÚneH AnuwUit hoy (p`) te nIcena drßÔnI Ke. co=a gu`S=anmaH AnuwUit Ke, AanHdno AHx Ke p` hÒ dxa je paHcmanI Ôe{Ae te n=I Ane muinne Ôe{Ae te n=I. Ae!le _g/ vEragI to Aene (muinrajne) g`vamaH AaVya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

Svawaivk vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrno je ixqami`‐!oc _prnuH rTn, cUDami`, klgInuH rTn‐Ke, prãVy=I je praúuq Ke. prãVy‐Òvaid sat tÀvo. gjb vat kre Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ muinraj to Aene khIAe, Are¦ sMyG¹iÚ p` Aene khIAe (ke‐) prãVy=I je praúuq Ke¦ SvãVy=I (je) sNmuq Ke Ane prãVy=I praúuq Ke. Aaha...ha¦ Aa!lI xrto Ke. Aa!lI xrte sMyGdxRn ne muinp uH =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Svawaivk vEraGy$pI mhelna ixqrno ixqami` (Ke), prãVy=I je praúuq Ke. ‐Ae sHvr, injRra Ane moÙnI pyaRyne, AhÄ prãVy khIne, (Ae) prãVy=I (je) praúuq Ke, Aem khe Ke. Ýwu¦ muinraj A=va sMyG¹iÚ Òv prãVy=I praúuq Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa xuâwav Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ xuâwav je i5kaz \/uv, Ae (\m±nuH) lÙ¦ jena lÙe, AenuH lÙ É–arey KU!tuH n=I, AevuH lÙ (Ke)¦ cahe to xuwrag Aavo, Axuw rag hoy (to) p`, \/uvna |yanna |yey=I AenuH lÙ É–arey p` KU!tuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae kar e AhÄ khe Ke ke: muin, ivxeØ vEraGy‐mha vEraGy (vHt) (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ muinraj to AHtrmaH AtIiNãy AanHd, Ýcur AanHdna vednmaH mxgUl Ke. (te) to prãVy=I praúuq Ke. Aaha... ha.¦

;smysar' ga=a‐49na, K bol ;AVy›' na Aap e AavI gya ne...¦ AemaH Aek ;AVy›' Aem kæuH ke: Vy› (A=aRtŸ) pyaRy. AVy› (A=aRtŸ) ãVy. beynuH &an Aeksa=e hova KtaH p` Vy›ne, (AVy›) SpxRtuH n=I. Ae kar e Aene AVy› khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae paHcmo bol Ke.

hmàH Aek Aek klak b\aH 101 VyaQyan FàH sU"m ={ gyaH. 47 ny, 47 xi›, 20 AilHgg/h`, 6 AVy›, 10 bol ]ImdnaH‐Aem 101 VyaQyan ={ gyaH. Aek sa=e b\aH VyaQyan Kpaxe. mo!uH puStk =xe. Aa 38mI ga=a (ivØe) Ame kale nÞI kyuÅ.

(AhÄ kæuH ke) —prãVy=I je praúuq Ke, paHc [iNãyona felav riht dehma5 jene pirg/h Ke,˜ Aaha... ha¦

;symsar' 31‐ga=amaH AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ —jo èidye iji`¿a˜‐AenI VyaQya xuH? Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 9 sHSk<t !IkamaH AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: Aa ãVyeiNãyo‐jD¸ Aa waveiNãyo‐Aek Aek ivØyne Ô`vavazI¸ Ane [iNãyona (ivØywUt pda=È) ‐wgvan Ane wgvannI vaÌ, ÏI‐ku!uHb‐pirvar (AemaH AavI Ôy Ke)¸‐Ae [iNãy Ke. (Ae) 5 eyne [iNãy khI Ke¦ Am<tcHã AacayeR sHSk<t !IkamaH 5èyne [iNãy khI Ke. (Ane) A`[iNãy wgvan Aa„a Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa jD [iNãy¸ wav [iNãy Aek Aek ivØyne qHD qHD Ô e (g/h` kre) Ae p` [iNãy¸ Ane [iNãyno (je) ivØy Ke Aene p` [iNãy khI Ke. —jo èidye iji`¿a˜‐je [iNãyone ÒtIne, (A=aRtŸ) ãVy‐wav [iNãy Ane [iNãyono ivØy, (Ae) 5 ey ([iNãy)¸ Aene ÒtIne Ae!le lÙ KoDIne, 5 eynuH lÙ KoDIne ;Ai\k Ô e Aa„ne.' mUz pa@ Aa Ke: —jo èidye iji`¿a à`shavai\AH muìd AadH [iNãy ÒtIne ;à`shav' &anSvwav wgvan, i5kaz cEtNy b/ï Ýwu¸ (Ae vDe) ;Ai\AH muìd AadH' ANy ãVy=I Ai\k Aa„ane Ô e Ke. Aene ijteiNãy khevamaH Aave Ke¦ [iNãyo=I ivØy n lI\a Ane xrIr=I b/ïcyR paZyuH‐Ae [iNãyÒt (ijteiNãy) n=I¦ Ae b/ïcyRne to AnHtvar paZyuH Ke.

Ae ;Kh #aza' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo¸ pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE.˜ ;muinv/t \ar' ‐nG™muin, idgHbr muin pHc mhav/t \rnar, 28 mUz gu` paznar, ;AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo¸ pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE' ‐Aeno A=R xuH =yo? ke: mhav/t ne 28 mUzgu no wav, Ae du:q Ke. ivkLp Ke. rag Ke. du:q Ke. Aa„&an ivna suq paMyo n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;muinv/t \ar AnHt bar g/Ivk _pÔyo.'

Ane ;ilHgpahuD' maH to Aem kæuH Ke ke: ãVyilHg \ar` krIne ko{ Ùe5 bakI n=I ke ßyaH Ae e AnHt jNm‐mr` n kyaÅ hoy. kar` ke Ae ko{ cIj n=I. AHtr sMyGdxRn‐SvãVyna Anuwv‐ivna AanHd Aavto n=I. Ane Ae SvãVyna Anuwv ivna, pHc mhav/tna piràm, mhav/tna ivkLp Ae b\uH prãVy Ke. pHc mhav/t Aaid (no ivkLp), Ae to du:q$p Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ moÙmagRne ;hey' kæo, Ae du:q$pnI vat n=I. p` Aeno Aa]y krva layk n=I ma!e (hey) kæo. (p`) pu~y‐papna wav to du:q$p Ke¦ mhav/tna piràm Aas/v Ke. ;tÀva=RsU5' na Kõa A|yaymaH (kæuH ke) Aas/v Ke Ae du:q Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ ma`sne AakruH lage Ane pKI !Ika kre Ke. (AacayRnI) !Ika Aene n bese Ae!le Aem kre. AemaH kaH{ (nhÄ). Ýwu¦ tuH p` wgvan Ko ne...¦ Amne tara ÝTye kH{ ver‐ivro\ n=I. (tuH) wgvan Ko¦ ;sTveØu mEZI' ‐b\a Aa„a to sa\m± Ke. Aa„ana Svwav trIke drek Òv sa\m± Ke. pyaRymaH wUl Ke, Ae to Aek smynI Ke, (Aene) ka#I naqxe, to Aena ko{na ÝTye ver‐ivro\ krvo (rhexe) nhÄ.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: muin to pr=I shj praúuq Ke. ;paHc [iNãyona felav riht' ‐Aene paHc [iNãyo trfnuH lÙ j n=I. ;dehma5 jene pirg/h Ke' ‐muinne Aek xrIr (Ke je) KU!tuH n=I. Ae isvay bIÒ ko{ cIj hotI n=I. saca sHt‐wavilHgI¸ Aene vÏno !ukDo




10 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 p` n hoy. (p`) vÏno !ukDo raqIne muin Ke, Aem mane ne mnave (to) —ja[ i`GgodmŸ ‐ ;sU5 pahuD' ga=a‐18. AemaH xuH Ai\k kæuH Ke? ;kakDIna corne faHsI' xuH Aem kæuH Ke? ‐Aem n=I. AenI wUl nve tÀvnI Ke. vÏno !ukDo rhe to AÒvno sHyog ræo¸ Ae!le Ae sHyog, muinne hoto n=I¸ to (Ae) AÒv tÀvnI wUl. Ane vÏ levano ivkLp Ke Ae, muinnI yoGytamaH TyaH hoto j n=I¸ to Ae ivkLp, Aas/vnI wUl. Ane Aevo ivkLp n hoy to sHvr ivxeØ =ay Ke (teva) ivkLpvazane sHvr (n=I)¸ muinpànI yoGyta n=I¸ to sHvrnI wUl Ke. ‐Aem AemaH nve tÀvnI wUl nIkze Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: muin to Ae (ke‐) ;dehma5 jene pirg/h Ke' Aaha... ha¦ —je prm ijnyogI¬r Ke.˜ ;prm ijnyogI¬r' Ae!la xBdo vapyaR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ muin prm ijn‐pyaRymaH hÇ¦ prm ijnSv$p wgvan (Aa„a) maH (jene) prm yog ÔeDI dI\o Ke (te) prm ijnyogI¬r (Ke). xuâwav ãVyno‐xuâwav‐\/uvno Fò, _g/ Aa]y lI\o Ke, (Ae) prm ijnyogI¬r (Ke) —SvãVymaH jenI tI"` buiâ Ke ‐SvãVy$p je pairàimkwav, &aykwav, \/uvwav, inTywav, samaNywav, Aek$pwav¸ AemaH (jenI) tI"` buiâ Ke. Ae e AHdrmaH (SvãVyne) pkDI lI\uH Ke, Ane iS=rta FÌ ={ g{ Ke.

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Ývcn: ta. 31-1-1978 (;inymsar' ga=a‐38. pÍÝwml\airdevnI sHSk<t !Ika. xuâwav Ai\kar.

;i5kazI ãVySvwav' Ae xuâwav Ke.) je i5kazI xuâwav‐\/uv¸ Aena=I —jIvaid bih¿ŠH˜‐pyaRy je Ke tene AhÄ

baætÀv khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. phelaH AaVyuH ne...¦ Ae pyaRyo prãVy hovane lI\e (qreqr te _padey n=I). SvãVy je AWyHtr vStu (AemaH) AHtrmaH‐êDa`maH je pyaRy Ôy Ke te \/uvne SpxeR Ke (‐Aeva) pyaRyma5ne AhÄ baætÀv khIne, prãVy khIne hey kæuH Ke. Ane (kæuH ke) Ae \/uv, Ae AHt:tÀv Ke. (vzI, Aem kæuH ke:) Ae (pyaRyma5=I) ‐prãVy=I, muinraj Ane sMyG¹iÚ Òv praúuq Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄyaH) to pyaRy (ma5) prãVymaH Aave Ke¦ (AemaH) rag‐_dywav p` AaVyo. pUÔ, v/t, wi›, vHdnaid‐Ae ko{ \mR n=I. (‐ ;wavpahuD') ga=a‐83maH Ke. pUÔ, v/t, wi›, vHdn, Stuit‐Ae kaH{ ;jEn\mR' n=I. Ae to rag Ke. moh‐Ùowriht piràm ;jEn\mR' Ke¦ mohno A=R im+yaTv¸ Ane Ùowno A=R rag‐äeØ¸ (Aena=I) rihtta, (A=aRtŸ) im+yaTv Ane rag‐äeØriht Aeva je piràm‐SvãVyna Aa]y=I je xuâ _pyog‐=ay Ke, Aene ;jEn \mR' khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aap e AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke: —SvãVymaH jenI tI"` buiâ Ke.˜ prãVy=I (je) praúuq Ke. A=aRtŸ pyaRy (ma5) =I (je) praúuq Ke Ane SvãVy=I sNmuq Ke. (AhÄ) pyaRyma5ne




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 11 prãVy khIne, (Aena=I je) praúuq (Ke) Ane SvãVymaH (jenI) tI"` buiâ (Ke) (‐AevI buiâ) sMyG¹iÚÒvnI (Ke)¦

;Kh#aza' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —moÙmhl kI pr=m sI#I, ya ibn &an cir5a.˜ ‐\mRnI (Ae!le) moÙmhelnI phelI sIDI sMyGdxRn Ke, Ae ivna, &an‐cair5 b\uH Vy=R Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AHtmuRq \/uv cIj, prmSvwav, &aykwav, \/uvwav, wUta=Rwav, prmpairàimkwav ($p) je ãVy (Ke) ‐ (Aene) pyaRy SpxRtI j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. cahe to pyaRy ÙaiykwavnI hoy¦ (kemke) pyaRy, Ae to Vy› Ke, Ýg! Ke Ane vStu AVy› Ke. pyaRynI ApeÙaAe (vStu AVy›.) p` vStu ApeÙaAe (to vStu) Vy›‐Ýg! Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I (te kar e) pyaRyma5 ãVymaH n=I¦ sMyG¹iÚno ivØy‐|yey, je \/uv... \/uv ãVySvwav¸ AemaH Ae Ùaiyk (Aaid) car wav Ke j nhÄ. pu~y‐pap, dya‐danna ivkLp‐_dywav to @Ik¸ p` _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiykwav p` prmSvwavwavmaH n=I¦

;jy\vl' maH Aek ApeÙaAe to Aem p` kæuH Ke ke: je rag‐äeØ Ke Ae pairàimkwav Ke. prmpairàimkwav iwþ (cIj) Ke. (TyaH) prmpairàimknI (je) ragaid ($p) pyaRy Ke, (tene) pairàimk g`vamaH AavI Ke¸ prmpairàimk nhÄ. prmpairàimkSvwav to AHtmuRq \/uv Ke.

(AhÄ to khe Ke ke:) je pyaRy sNmuqta Ke te pyaRy=I ivmuqta‐praúuqta krIne, je AHtr tI"` buiâ=I ãVyne Anuwve Ke, Aene sMyG¹iÚ, A=va &annI ApeÙaAe Aa„&anI khevamaH Aave Ke. ]âanI ApeÙaAe sMyG¹iÚ Ane &annI ApeÙaAe Aa„&anI. to Aa„&anIno xuH A=R =yo? ‐Aa„a je (_dy‐_pxmaid) car wav=I riht Ke AenuH &an (jene Ke te Aa„&anI) Ke. inim¿nuH &an ne ragnuH &an ne pyaRynuH &an‐Aem n=I lI\uH, (p`) Aa„&an (lI\uH) Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a je prm ipHD, AanHdkHd Ýwu (Ke), (AenI AHtr) ¹iÚ tI"` krIne (Aene) AHtrmaH lgavvI, Ane prãVy A=aRtŸ pyaRy (ma5) =I praúuq =vuH¦

(hve khe Ke:) —Aeva Aa„ane ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ keva Aa„ane? ke: pyaRyma5=I je praúuq (Ke). SvãVymaH (jenI) tI"` buiâ (Ke). tI"` buiâno A=R: SvãVymaH xuâpyog lgavI dI\o Ke. —Aeva Aa„ane ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ (keva) Aa„ane? (ke) prãVy=I (je) praúuq (Ke). SvãVy sNmuq A=va r› (Ke) Ane (jenI) buiâ tI"` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (je e) pyaRymaH _pyogne sU"m krIne, sU"m ãVySvwavmaH lgaVyo Ke. lgavvano A=R: te trf JUkvuH. p` Ae pyaRy, kH{ ãVymaH Aek ={ jtI n=I. p` pyaRyno‐tI"` buiâno‐Jukav TyaH ãVySvwavmaH éHDe gyo‐Aeva Aa„ane, ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ Ae Aa„a i5kazI &aykwav, wUta=Rwav (Ke). Ae ;Aa„a' ‐pyaRy=I praúuq jenI ¹iÚ Ke Aeva Aa„ane‐_padey Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat Ke. wgvan¦ vat to AevI Ke¦ p` Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



12 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 hve Ae (vat) sa\ar` ÝaÌne n bese Ae!le kH{ vStu (iS=it) pl!a{ Ôy?

Aaha... ha¦ ;Aeva Aa„ane' Aem kæuH ne...¦ keva Aa„ane? ke: prãVy=I (je) praúuq Ke Ane SvãVymaH jenI tI"` buiâ Ke, —Aeva Aa„ane ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke¦˜ Aaha... ha¦ _padeyno A=R: ;huH Aene g/h` kruH' Aevo wed TyaH n=I. p` ßyaH pyaRy=I praúuq ={ne ¹iÚ AHdr g{, Aene Aa„a _padey Ke, Aem ={ gyuH. ;Aa Aa„a Ke' Ane ;huH _padey kruH KuH' ‐Aevo wed p` TyaH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

hmàH vaHkanerno Aek nano paHc vØRno Kokro bolto hto ne...¦ —wedbuiâ Ae ivkLp Ke, rag Ke. Ane Awedbuiâ Ae Aa„a Ke.˜ kI\uH: @Ik... bapu¦ waØa to Ke p` wav j¡dI cIj Ke, waØa j¡dI cIj Ke Ane waØa=I \ar` kyuÅ Ae p` bIÒ cIj Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to (kæuH) : AHdr Ýwu xuâFn¸ AemaH tI"` buiâ lgavIne, Aeva Aa„ane ;Aa„a' AadrÌy =yo, _padey =yo, g/h` krvamaH AaVyo, Ae ;Aa„a' AnuwvmaH AaVyo¦

Aaha... ha¦ =oDI sU"m vat Ke. \Ime=I saHwzvuH. !IkamaH waØa AevI Ke ke: —AaEdiyk Aaid car wavaHtrone Agocr hova=I˜‐AHdr vStu AavI Ke¦¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy, &anno‐Aa„&anno ivØy‐i5kazI Aa„a¸ (Aene) potanI pyaRymaH &ey bnavIne &an krvuH Ane potanI ]âanI pyaRymaH AaqI vStunI ÝtIit krvI‐ÔÌne ÝtIit krvI ke Aa„a Aevo Ke, AenuH &an krIne ÝtIit krvI‐Ae sMyGdxRn. Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk (wave) Ke. ragaid Ae _dywav Ke. (dxRnmoh) Ane cair5mohno _pxm, potana _pxmwav=I =ay Ke Ae _pxmwav (ne _pxm) sMyGdxRn (khevamaH Aave Ke). (AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke: Aa„a), Ae (_dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ane Ùaiyk‐) car wavaHtrone (Agocr Ke). Ae (AaEdiykaid) car wav, Ae wavaHtr Ke. Ae (carey) wav, xuâ ãVySvwav je prm pairàimk &aykwav=I wavaHtr Ke, Anera wav Ke. (pa@maH) ;wavaHtr' xBd pD–o Ke. ;wav' to Aa Aa„a pU aRnHd wgvan (je) sMyGdxRnno ivØy (Ke Ae Ke). Ane car Ke Ae (Aena=I) par‐wavaHtr Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ =oDuH smÔy p` sTy Aa Ke¦ Aa kaH{ bhu laHbI pHiDta{nI cIj n=I. F uH vaHcn hoy ne Jp! mare, Ane jemaH laqo ma`s (saHwzva) wega =ay (to TyaH sTy vat hoy Ke, Aem n=I) Aa bIÒ cIj Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;smai\tH5' maH to TyaH su\I kæuH ke: ;huH bIÔne smÔvuH KuH' Aevo ivkLp, paglp uH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ rag Ke ne...¦ Aam ke: ;huH prne smÔvuH KuH' Aevo ivkLp Ke¦ p` Ýwu¦ Ae ivkLp to tarI cIj n=I ne¦ Ane Ae cEtNy vStu to ivkLpgMy n=I¦ Aena=I to (te) gMy n=I, p` _pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk (wav) =I (p`) gMy n=I¦

Aevo pa@ Ke: —Agocr hova=I˜‐Aeno A=R ke: Ae (AaEpximkaid) car wavna lÙe pairàimkSvwav AnuwvmaH Aavto n=I. wavaHtro=I AgMy (Ke) no A=R Ae ke: Aa (je) car wav Ke Aena Aa]y=I (Aa„a) gMy =to n=I. bakI gMy to _pxm, Ùyopxm,




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 13 Ùaiyk wavomaH =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? vStu to \/uv Ke inTy Ke, AenI je pyaRy _pxm, Ùyopxm, ÙaiykwavnI‐sMyGdxRn‐&annI Ke, AemaH to Ae (vStu) gMy =ay Ke. p` AhÄ Aem khevuH Ke ke‐Ae car wavona Aa]y=I gMy n=I. kar` ke, car wavone Aavr` siht kæa Ke. AemaH ga=a‐41nI !IkamaH KeÐe Ke: —pUvÈ› car wavo Aavr`sHyu› hova=I (mui›nuH kar` n=I).˜ ‐car wavone Aavr` (sHyu›) kæa¸ AenuH kar` _dy (wav) maH to Aavr` kmRnuH inim¿ Ke, p` (_pxmaid) 5`maH inim¿no Awav Ke¸ Ae!lI ApeÙa ÔÌne, carey wavne Aavr`siht kæa Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke. wa{¦ (Aa„a) Ùaiykwav=I to gMy Ke p` Ùaiykwavna Aa]y=I gMy n=I. pyaRyna Aa]y=I gMy n=I. pyaRymaH to gMy Ke. gMy to pyaRymaH =ay Ke. \/uvmaH (gMy) É–aH =ay Ke? \/uv to \/uv Ke¦

smÔùH kaH{? sU"m vat Ke, wa{¦ vItragno magR Ýwu¦ bhu sU"m Ke. pUÔ Ane v/taid p`, Ae ;jEn\mR' n=I‐Aem kæuH¦

AhÄ to Aem kæuH ne...¦ ke: (Aa„a), car wavo=I Agocr Ke. car wavo=I AgMy Ke. AgMyno A=R Ae!lo ke‐car wavona Aa]y=I‐lÙ=I SvwavwavnuH wan =tuH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? vat to AavI Ke, bapu¦

—(AaEdiykaid) car wavaHtrone˜ Aem kæuH ne...¦ wavaHtro A=aRtŸ ANywavo. pHcm &aykwav, \/uvwav, inTywav, samaNywav, wUta=Rwav¸ Aena=I ANywav- (AaEdiykaid care y wav, ANy wav Ke). j¡Ao, !IkanI nIce (fU!no!maH) A=R Ke: AaEdiyk, AaEpximk, Ùayopximk Ane Ùaiyk‐Ae car wavo prmpairàimkwav=I ANy hovane lI\e temne wavaHtro kæa Ke. prmpairàimkwav jeno Svwav Ke Aevo kar`prma„a Aa car wavaHtrone Agocr Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ VyvharrTn5yna rag=I to AenuH (Aa„anuH) &an =tuH n=I, p` (je) _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk ($p) inmRzpyaRy ={ Aena lÙ=I Ane Aena Aa]y=I (p` Aa„ano) Anuwv =to n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? (Ae vat) Ke ke nhÄ? Ýwu¦ AHdr Ke, lqa` j¡Ao. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to xaHitno magR Ke, wgvan¦ Aa kaH{ pHiDta{no ke \am\Umno (magR n=I). mo!a gjr= clave‐r=ya5a ka#e ne mo!I (tI=R) ya5a ma!e (sHF ka#e) ‐Ae b\o rag Ke. rag Ke Ae pu~y Ke, Ane pu~y Ke Ae jEn\mR n=I. jEn\mR Ae ko{ sHÝday n=I. ;vStunuH Sv$p' Ae jEn\mR Ke.

kæuH htuH ne...¦ —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn.˜ Aaha... ha¦ ;jEn' Ke Ae pyaRy Ke. ;ijn' Ke Ae ãVy Ke i5kazI. —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn˜‐je ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE' Ae ãVy Ke, vStu Ke, prm Svwav‐&aykwav‐wUta=Rwav (Ke). Ane ;\! \! AHtr jEn' A=aRtŸ Ae ijnSvwavno, (prm) pairàimkwavno Aa]y l{ne jeè ragnI Aekta toDI naqI Ke Ae jEnp uH (Ae) F!maH‐AHdrmaH Ke, jEnp uH kaH{ xrIrna iÊyakaHDmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦




14 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AhÄ, AaEdiyk Aaid car wav kæa. Ane bIje S=ane Aene car ivwavwav p`

kæa Ke. careyne ivwavwav kæa Ke. Aa„amaH Aek vEwaivkxi› Ke ne...¦ to Ae vEwaivkxi›no A=R ;ivwav kre' Aem n=I. Aa„amaH jem &an Ke, AanHd Ke, xaHit Ke, SvCKta Ke, Ýwuta Ke, ktaR‐kmR Aaid AnHt xi›Ao \/uv Ke, Aem AemaH Aek vEwaivkxi› p` Ke, je isâmaH p` Ke. p` vEwaivkxi›no A=R Aevo n=I ke ivwav kre ma!e vEwaivkxi›. vEwaivkxi›no A=R Ae: (\mR‐A\maRid) car ãVyomaH n=I Ane Òv Ane pudŸgl (ãVy) maH Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe ivxeØwav$p ivwavxi› khevamaH AavI Ke. ivwavno A=R Aevo Ke. TyaH ivwavno A=R Aevo n=I ke vEwaivkxi› Ke to ivkar kre Ke. (Ôe ivkar kre) to vEwaivkxi› to isâmaH p` Ke¦ AenuH to xuâ pir`mn Ke. vItrag pir`mn Ke. AtIiNãy AanHd$p pir`mn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

=oDuH (smÔy)¸ p` Ýwu¦ sTy to Aa Ke. Are¦ lokone AekaHt lage Ke. AhÄ=I Aem khevamaH Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: Vyvhar=I (inüy Ýaº) n =ay. inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) n =ay¦ hmàH (Aek mo!a iväane) Ae vat to kbUl krI Ke ke ;Êmbâ Ke'. phelaH Êmbâno inØe\ hto. 21 vØR =yaH. sHvt 2013nI sal. sMmedixqrmaH v`±Ò sa=e ccaR ={ htI Tyare Ae b\a pHiDto be@a hta. (teAo) Aem kheta hta (ke) ;Êmbâ n=I'. (pyaRy) Aek pKI Aek, Aem (Êmbâ) j =ay Ke, Aem n=I. Aek pKI Aek =ay Ke, p` Aa pKI Aa j Ane Aa pKI Aa j (pyaRy) hoy, AevuH Êmbâ n=I‐Aem kheta hta. hve Aem e kbUl kyuÅ Ke ke, Êmbâ‐vStu VyviS=t Ke. drek ãVynI pyaRy je smye, je Ù e _Tpþ =vanI laykat=I =ay Ke (te teno) jNmÙ`‐_Tpi¿no kaz Ke, AenuH nam ;Êmbâ' Ke. p` Êmbâno in`Ry krvavazanI ¹iÚ ÊmbâpyaRy _pr n=I.

Amare to 62 vØR phelaH Ae ccaR sHÝdaymaH FÌ ={ htI. (phelaH) Ame AemaH (S=ankvasImaH) hta ne...¦ sHvt 1970maH dukan KoDIne dIÙa lI\I. AemaH (sHÝdaymaH) Aem khevay ne ke ;dIÙa lI\I'. dIÙa to htI É–aH? Aek guruwa{ hta. te to varHvar Aem kheta ke ;kevz&anIAe dI@uH tem =xe. Aap e xuH puruØa=R krIAe? Aap e kaH{ krI xkIAe nhÄ'. be vØR to saHwZyuH. pKI 1972nI sal. fag` mas. sud terx. mo!I ccaR ={. kI\uH ke: É–aHnI Aa vat Ke? konI sa=enI Aa vat Ke? AevuH É–aH lqeluH Ke? (tme kho Ko) AevuH kevI rIte Ke? kevz&an jgtmaH Ke. Aek smymaH &angu`nI Aek pyaRymaH AnHta kevzI jày Ke. AevI pyaRy jgtmaH Ke. Ae pyaRy jgtmaH Ke AenI s¿ano (tmne) phelaH SvIkar Ke? ;kevzIAe dI@uH hxe (tem =xe') Ae pKI vat¦

;kevz(&an)' xuH Ke? (kevz&an) Aek sekHDna AsHQyma wagmaH‐Aek smymaH AnHt kevzIAone, AnHt isâone, AnHt ingodna Òvone Ô e Ke. Aem Ô e Ke Ae khevuH p` Vyvhar Ke. p` potanI pyaRymaH AevI Ô`vanI takat Ke ke‐5`kaz‐5`lok, Aena=I AnHtgà hoy to p` (te) ÔÌ xke Ke. Ae ;prma„Ýkax' maH Aave Ke: velno mHDp hoy to vel to mHDp hoy TyaH su\I Ôy Ke Ane mHDp n hoy to pKI vel Aam _pr rhe Ke. vel AaFe to jtI n=I, mHDp hoy TyaH su\I Ôy Ke. Aem kevz&an, mHDp A=aRtŸ




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 1p lokalok Ke TyaH su\I Ô e Ke, p` (Ôe) Aena=I AnHtgà hoy to p` Ô e Ke. Aaha... ha¦

wgvan¦ Aekvar saHwzto qro. wa{¦ Aa to 1972nI vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdrmaH=I AaVyuH htuH ne...¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ svR&pyaRy kone khe¦¦ Aa„ano Svwav j svR‐& Ke¦ svR&xi› Ke ke nhÄ? 47‐xi›maH (Aek) svR&xi› Ke¦ to (Aa„ano) Svwav svR&SvwavI Ke. Aevo jene Anuwv =yo ke svR&pyaRy jgtmaH Ke¸ Ae potana &anSvwavno Anuwv =yo Ane ÝtIit ={, te j ;puruØa=R' Ke. Ae kevz&an Ke, Aem manvuH te j AHdr puruØa=R Ke.

Aek idvse to (Ame) Aaqo sHÝday KoDI dI\o hto. kI\uH (ke:) Ame to sTyna xo\k KIAe. AavI AsTyvat Ame manI x›a n=I. Amare sHÝday n Ôe{Ae. Ae guÌ n Ôe{Ae. Ae xaÏ n Ôe{Ae¦

Ýwu¦ AevI (puruØa=RxUNy) vat krvI Ke? tare (xuH ma5) \arà krvI Ke ke: kevzI Ke Ane kevzIAe dI@uH tem =xe... bs¦ (wa{¦ Aem n hoy)

Aaha... ha¦ kevz&anSvwavI Ýwu (Aa„a)¸ (AemaH) potano Aek &angu`¸ (AenI) Aek smynI pyaRy (kevz&an)¸ AevI AnHtI AnHtI pyaRyo &angu maH Ke¦ to Aek smynI (kevz&an‐) pyaRynuH AiStTv Ke. (AevI) s¿a jgtmaH Ke. ‐Aevo jene SvIkar hoy to tenI ¹iÚ ãVy _pr calI Ôy Ke &an rhI Ôy Ke. te dI' Ae!luH b\uH (QyalmaH) nhotuH, ãVy _prnI (vat) nhotI, p` Ae!luH htuH ke: kevz&an Ke. Aevo gu ‐pyaRyno SvIkar krvano (hoy to) pyaRy &anmaH Ôy Ke. AenI (pyaRy) &anmaH FUsI Ôy Ke Aene wv n=I. wgvane Aena wv dI@a j n=I. Aene wv Ke j nhÄ.

mo!I ccaR ={ htI. Ame to nanI ëmrna. 2p vØRnI ëmr htI ne¦ FÌ gDbD ={. guÌ xaHt hta. kØay mHd hta. Aa (tÀv) to É–aH htuH? vStu htI j nhÄ ne...¦ ¬etaHbr Ane S=ankvasI beymaH to Ae vStu j n=I¦ guÌAe phelaH kbUl kyuÅ. marI vat Aene sTy lagI. p` bIje idvse Aene xHka é@I. (marI vat) sTy lagI (p`) mez ivnanI (lagI). (kem ke) guruwa{Ae (Aem) kæuH ke, ;Aem (manvamaH Aave) to paHc smvay isâ =xe'. puruØa=R, inyit, Svkaz, Svwav, kmR‐paHc smvay Ke ne...¦ (p` Ae loko) paHc smvay manta n=I. te dI' Ae ÝÆ é@–o. Ae tkrar v\I.

;moÙmagRÝkaxk' nvma A|yaymaH kæuH Ke ke: Aek smymaH (Ôe) Aek kar` Ke TyaH (bIÔ) care kar` sa=e Ke. paHc smvay Aek smymaH Ke. ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH FùH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. !oDrmlÒAe xaÏnuH rhSy F uH qolI dI\uH Ke. loko n mane Ae!le kH{ (vStuiS=it bdla{ jtI n=I).

fl!nmaH pHiDt loko AevuH boLya ke: ;!oDrmlÒ Ane bnarsIdasÒ A|ya„nI waHg pIne nacta hta'. ‐AevI mXkrI krI¦ Arr... r¦ Ýwu¦ xuH kro Ko tme wa{? tne nuksan Ke, wa{¦ ;A|ya„nI waHg' khevay Ýwu? waHg pIne naCya. ma!e Ae vat kbUl n=I. phelaH liltpurmaH Aem =yuH htuH.




16 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ýwu¦ margDa j¡da (Ke) na=¦ (vItragno) magR, AHtmuRq ¹iÚ kyaR ivna,

É–arey ha= Aave nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ ;Kh#aza' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —laq bat kI bat yhI, inüy _r laAo¸ toir skl jg dHd‐fHd, inj Aatm |yaAo˜. Aaha... ha¦ Aek (KHdmaH) ke!luH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ gagrmaH sagr wrI dI\o Ke. laq vat hoy, ÊoD vat hoy ke AnHt vat hoy, p` inüy Aa„a, AanHdno na= AHdr Ke Aeno äHä KoDo¦ Aa gu I Ke Ane AemaH AnHtgu (Ke) Aevo äHä‐äEt p` KoDI >o¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;inj Aatm (|yaAo)' ‐inj Aatm... paKuH¸ prwgvanne |yavo, Aem nhÄ. Ae to prãVy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;inj Aatm |yaAo.'

AhÄyaH to Ae khe Ke ke: (Aa„a) car wav=I gMy n=I¦ (p`) ÙaiykwavmaH‐kevz&anmaH to AaquH ãVy Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ane _pxm‐ÙyopxmwavmaH p` Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ùyopxm, (Ae) smiktno Ùyopxm hÇ¦ Am=a A&anIAona &anno Ùyopxm nhÄ. smiktmaH to Aa„a ÝtItmaH‐QyalmaH Aave Ke. AhÄ to (Aene p`) hey kæuH¦

—car wavaHtrone Agocr hova=I˜‐Aeno A=R Aa ke: car wav‐pyaRyna lÙ=I AgMy (Agocr) Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦ wgvan AHdrmaH ibraje Ke. Ýwu¦ tuH pU aRnHdno na= Ko ne... wa{¦ pyaRynI pamrta tarI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ùaiykwav p` pyaRy (Ke) Ae to AnHtma... AnHtma... AnHtma... wagnI Aek smynI pyaRy Ke. Ane AevI ÙaiykpyaRy said‐AnHt (Ke). ßyare kevz&an =ay Ke to Ae (phelaH) Ae pyaRy n=I rhetI¸ (nvI Ýg!e Ke). (Ae) phelI pyaRynI mudt Aek smynI Ke. to kevz&an Aek smy, (pKI) bIj¡H kevz&an bIje smye (Ke, Aem) bIj¡H... bIj¡H... bIj¡H AevuH said‐AnHt kevz&an¸ AenI pyaRyono ipHD Ae ;&angu ' Ke. Aeva AnHtgu no ipHD Ae ;Aa„a' Ke. Aaha... ha¦

(AhÄyaH) Ae Aa„ane car wavo=I (Agocr) AgMy kæo. to (ko{) Aevo A=R le (ke, Aa„a svR=a Agocr Ke, to) Aem khevano Aaxy AacayRno Ke j nhÄ. (Aa) pÍÝwml\airdevnI (sHSk<t) !Ika Ke¦ (Aeno) b/. xItlÝsadÒAe (je ihHdI Anuvad kyÈ Ke AemaH) Aeno A=R j kyÈ n=I. jem waØa Ke tem mUkI dI\I Ke. p` wavaHtrno A=R Aa: je Svwavwav inTy Ýwu, AanHddz, AtIiNãy &anno rskHd, \/uv, inTy, i5kaz, Aek$p Svwav¸ Aena=I (AaEdiykaid) car wav wavaHtr Ke. Ae (Svwav) wav=I Anera wav Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(;smysar' maH Am<tcHãacayeR phela }lokmaH kæuH ke:) —nm: smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste. icTSvwavay wavay svRwavaNtriCKde..˜ ‐Aave Ke ne... —svRwavaHtriCKde ‐Ae co=a pdmaH AaVyuH Ke: ;svR wavaHtr' ‐ potana isvay bIÔ wav Ke. b\ane Ô`vavazo Ke.

AhÄya khe Ke ke: —AaEdiyk Aaid car wavaHtrone Agocr hova=I je (kar`prma„a)˜




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 17 Aaha... ha¦ Ae kar`Ýwu¦

Aek S=ankvasI vkIl hta. kai@yavaDmaH Aene idgHbr (xaÏono) phelvhelo AWyas. Aena dIkraAe Ae ÝÆ kyÈ ke: tme Aa„ane kar`prma„a kho Ko. to kar` hoy to AenuH kayR AavvuH Ôe{Ae. p` kayR to AavtuH n=I¦ kI\uH: Ýwu¦ kone? (ke:) jene Ae kar`prma„a Ke AevI ÝtIit hoy Aene kar`prma„anuH kayR‐sMyGdxRn =ya ivna rhe nhÄ¦ p` hÒ kar`prma„a Ke AenI ÝtIitnI qbr n=I. TyaH xaÏ=I‐pa@=I \arI levuH Ke?

vat smÔy Ke? vat to AevI Ke, wgvan¦ bhu sU"m, bapu¦ AhÄ ;kar`prma„a' lQyuH Ke ne...¦ FÌ var Aavxe. Aaqa ;inymsar' maH to kar`prma„anaH j gaàH gayaH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AenI sa=e ;kar` (xuâ) pyaRy' AavI Ke ne...¦ ;inymsar' maH j 1pmI ga=a. Aek kar` (xuâ) pyaRy Ke \/uv. \/uv... hÇ¦ jem vStu \/uv Ke, jem gu \/uv Ke tem Aek kar`pyaRy p` \/uv Ke. 2000nI salmaH Fò ivStar kyÈ hto. 1 =I 19 ga=a su\InaH VyaQyan (puStk$pe Ýkaixt ={ gyelaH Ke). ;kar` (xuâ) pyaRy' sU"m Ke. jem \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax Ane kaz‐car ãVy Ke, AemaH to pairàimkwavnI pyaRy AeksrqI Ke. xuH kæuH smÔ uH? (Ae je) car ãVy Ke (AenaH) ãVy‐gu to Aeksrqa j Ke p` AenI pyaRy p` AeksrqI (Ke). AoKI‐ivprIt Aekey Ke j nhÄ. ‐pairàimkwavnI pyaRy sday Aek$p (Ke). Tyare to Ae ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRyno ãVy pU R =ay Ke. to Aa„amaH ãVy Ane gu pU R Ke p` je pyaRy ragaidnI Ke Ae ragaid to AoKa‐v\are =ay Ke. ragno Awav ={ne smikt =ay Ke. Ane smiktnI‐moÙmagRnI pyaRyno p` Awav ={ne moÙ =ay Ke. to pyaRy Aek$p n rhI. (ßyare \maRid) car (ãVymaH) pyaRy Aek$p Ke. to AamaH (Aa„amaH) pairàimknI (pyaRy) Aek$p hovI Ôe{Ae ke nhÄ? to Ae _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk (pyaRy) isvay, AHdr (Aek) kar` (xuâ) pyaRy (Ke). Ae b\o ivStar 1pmI ga=ana (VyaQyanmaH) kyÈ Ke. ãVy AevuH i5kazI \/uv, AevuH i5kazI samaNy, AevI pyaRy ivxeØ. ivxeØ (Ae!le) _Tpad‐Vyy nhÄ. _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI ;kar`pyaRy' \/uv s¹x AnaidAnHt Ke. jem pela car ãVymaH Aek pairàimk pyaRy AnaidAnHt AeksrqI Ke AevI AhÄyaH \/uv‐kar` (xuâ) pyaRy AnaidAnHt Aek$p Ke. Aaha... ha¦ meH 2000nI salmaH Aeno nkxo p` bnavraVyo hto. p` (Ae ivØe Aek mo!a pHiDtne) kæuH to te smßya nhÄ. v`±Òne kæuH to Ae e kI\uH ke ;kar` (xuâ) pyaRy' AevuH Ke nhÄ. pKI huH Ackaò ke, mo!a pHiDto y smjta n=I to (bIÔ to) smjxe nhÄ. (Ae=I) nkxo bhar n=I paD–o. Ae (ivØy) sU"m Ke, wa{¦ ãVyno wav, Ae kar` (xuâ) pyaRy¸ Ae pairàimkwavmaH Ôy Ke. Ae (AaEdiykaid) car wavmaH Aavto n=I. Ae _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI pyaRy ;kar` (xuâ) pyaRy' Ke. Aavo magR Ke¦ Ae AhÄ khe Ke.

AhÄyaH Ae (ãVy) wavne pairàimkwavmaH levo Ke. to Ae kar` (xuâ) pyaRy, ãVy Ane gu ‐5ène ;kar`prma„a' khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae kar`prma„a, (AaEdiykaid) car wavona




18 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 lÙe gMy =to n=I. Ae kar e (Aene) car wav=I AgMy (Agocr) khevamaH AaVyo Ke. car wav=I AgMy. (KtaH) _pxmwavmaH, (ÙyopxmwavmaH), ÙaiykwavmaH smikt hoy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to prm sTy vat Ke, Ýwu¦ AevI vat, Aa kaH{ pHiDta{nI cIj n=I. Aa to AHtrnI vStu Ke¦

kæuH ne...¦ Aek ÝÆ kyÈ ke: kar`prma„a Ke to kayR kem n AaVyuH? p` kone? kI\uH: ;kar`prma„a Ke' AevI ]âa (jene) hoy Aene khevay Ke ne...¦ (kar`prma„a) Ke to Ke, (jene AenI ¹iÚ n=I) Aene to Ke nhÄ. ¹iÚmaH, &anmaH Ane ÝtIitmaH to ;vStu Aa Ke' AevuH &ey to AaVyuH n=I. ;ãVy Aevo kar`prma„a Ke' AevuH &ey, &annI pyaRymaH AaVyuH n=I, Ane &anmaH AaVya ivna ÝtIit AavI n=I. to ÝtIit AaVya ivna ;kar`prma„a' Aene Ke, Ae AaVyuH É–aH=I?

Nyay smÔy Ke? Aa to loijk (Nyay) Ke. wgvanno magR to Nyaymu› Ke. NyaymaH ;nI' \atu Ke. ;nI' Ae!le &anne l{ jvuH. jevI vStunI iS=it Ke TyaH &anne l{ jvuH. AenuH nam Nyay Ke. Aa (je) vkIlatna Nyay Ke Ae b\a to srkare baH\ela Ke, Ae nhÄ. Aa to wgvan i5lokna=na (Nyay) Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ (khe Ke ke) ;kar`prma„a' kevo Ke? (ke‐) —ãVykmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR$p _pai\=I jint ivwavgu`pyaRyo ivnano Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae i5kaz wgvan, je sMyGdxRnnuH |yey, |yannuH |yey, sMykŸTvno ivØy, Aa„&annI pyaRyno ivØy‐Ae, ãVykmR=I iwþ Ke¸ wavkmR A=aRtŸ pu~y‐pap, dya‐dan Aaid=I iwþ Ke¸ Ane nokmR (A=aRtŸ) xrIr, va`I, mn (Aaid) =I (iwþ Ke). ‐Ae‐$p _pai\=I jint (A=aRtŸ inim¿) ivwavgu`pyaRyo=I riht Ke. Aene AhÄ kar`prma„a, prmSvwav, &aykwav, wUta=Rwav, sMyGdxRnno ivØy kæo Ke. Ane Aena Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke¸ pyaRyna Aa]y=I =tuH n=I.

ivxeØ khexe... ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn ta. 1-2-1978 (;inymsar' ga=a‐38. pÍÝwml\airdevnI !Ika. —AaEdiyk Aaid car

wavaHtrone Agocr hova=I je (kar`prma„a) ãVykmR, wavkmR Ane nokmR _pai\jint ivwavgu`pyaRy ivnano Ke,˜ AhÄ su\I Aap e AaVyuH Ke. hve khe Ke: —t=a Anaid-AnHt AmUtR AtIiNã Svwavvazo˜ (Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ (xuH khe Ke? ke:) wgvan Aa„a i5kazI, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke ke jena Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Ae to AtIiNãSvwavvazo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (Ae to Anaid‐AnHt) AmUtR AtIiNãSvwavvazo Ke¦

hve, A=R ivxeØ kre Ke: —xuâ˜ Ke‐xuâ piv5 ipHD Ke. —shj-prm-pair`aimkwav




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 19 (jeno Svwav Ke)˜ jene (;smysar') KõI ga=maH ;&ayk' kæo. 11mImaH jene ;wUta=R' kæo. Aene AhÄyaH ;prm pairàimkwav' kæo (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? sU"m vat Ke. wa{¦

Aaha... ha¦ ;prm pairàimkwav' A=aRtŸ (AaEdiykaid) car wavmaH to, _dy (wav) maH to kmRnuH inim¿ Aave Ke Ane 5` wavmaH (_pxm, Ùyopxm Ane ÙaiykwavmaH kmRna) inim¿na AwavnI ApeÙa Aave Ke. (te=I) Ae (care) ApeiÙt wav ={ gya. (Ane) Aa (kar`prma„a) i5kaz inrpeÙwav (Ke) Aene (prm) pairàimkwav khe Ke. Ae prm pairàimkwav jeno Svawaivk xuâ Svwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ jeno prmpairàimk shj Svwav, Anaid‐AnHt xuâ AtIiNãyAanHdSvwav Ke¦ pyaRybuiâ KoDe (to) AevI cIj AiSt$p Ke, iv>man Ke.

;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐172nI !IkamaH Aem lI\uH Ke ke: care Anuyogno ;sar' xuH? (Aem ke) crànuyogmaH Aem kæuH ne ãVyanuyogmaH Aem kæuH ne k=anuyogmaH Aam (ne krànuyogmaH Aam)¦ ‐care AnuyogmaH taTpyR to ;vItragta' Ke. Ôe vItragta taTpyR Ke to vItraagta kevI rIte _Tpþ =ay? TyaH pa@ Aevo Ke ke sU5 A=aRtŸ ga=a dI@ to taTpyR kæuH, p` Aaqa xaÏnuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. jEndxRnna b\a xaÏnuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. to Ae vItragta to pyaRy ={. to vItragtanI pyaRy kevI rIte _Tpþ =ay?

hve Aap e AhÄyaH mezvvuH Ke ne...? Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat AhÄ khe Ke: sMyGdxRn Ae p` vItragI pyaRy Ke. i5kazI prmSvwavwavne |yey kæuH, te j _padey kæuH Aene |yanmaH |yey bnavIne, Aene _padey krIne, je (pyaRymaH) sMyGdxRn‐&an _Tpþ =yuH te vItragI pyaRy Ke. Ae vItragI pyaRy, care Anuyogno sar Ke Ane Ae vItragI pyaRy, prmpairàimk wavna Aa]ye _Tpþ =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aa !Ika to gjbnI !Ika Ke¦ AevI !Ika to (bIje) É–aHy n=I. muin pÍÝwml\airdeve bnavI Ke. pa@maH Ke AevuH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. jem gay Ane weHsne AaHcz hoy Ke, AaHczmaH dU\ hoy Ke to AHdr=I ka#e Ke ne...¦ AhÄ to ÝTyÙ Ôe{ne Aek Aek vat nÞI krI Ke. Aem xaÏna xBdomaH wav wyaR Ke, Aene pÍÝwml\airdeve tRk=I !Ika krIne qolI dI\a Ke. AemaH (je) wav wyaR Ke Aene ka#–a Ke¦

pa@maH Ke: —jIvaidbihtŠH heymuvadeymPpò APpaH.˜ AenuH SpÚIkr` kyuÅ: —_padeymPpò APpa.˜ ‐Ae prm pairàimkwav, kar`Òv, \/uvÒv, inTyÒv, AtIiNãySvwavvazo, xuâ‐shj Svwavvazo Òv¸ Aene AhÄ ;kar`prma„a' khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae jeno Svwav Ke, Aevo kar`prma„a Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ vItragta sar (Ke), to AemaH p` ;Aa' AaVyuH. care Anuyogno sar (Ke) ‐ ;ãVyno Aa]y levo'. Aaha... ha¦ pU`R b/ï Ýwu¦ pU RmŸ [dmŸ¦

ANymtmaH p` ;pU RmŸ [dmŸ' to khe Ke p` Aene pyaRynI qbr (j) n=I. Ae to AekaHt Ke.




20 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AhÄ to ;pU RmŸ [dmŸ' ‐in Ry krvavazI pyaRy to Ke. pyaRy Ke¦ pyaRy n=I,

Aem n=I. (p`) (;smysar') 11mI ga=amaH to Aem kæuH ke: pyay AwUta=R Ke. Vyvhar AwUta=R Ke. TyaH Vyvhar Ae!le pyaRy Ke. ;pyaRy AwUta=R Ke, jU@I Ke,' Aem kem kæuH? (ke) Ýyojn isiâ (ma!e)¦ (to) Ae Ýyojn isiâ, \/uvne muQy krIne inüy krIne (Aeno) Aa]y kre to =ay Ke. Ae kar e muQyne inüy khIne _padey kæuH Ane pyaRyne gaE` krIne, Vyvhar khIne hey khI. hey khI A=va AsTya=R khI. Aaha... ha¦

Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦ idgHbr sHtona Aek Aek xBdmaH AnHt Aagm wyaÅ Ke¦ ]ImdŸ rajcHã (p5aHk: 166maH Aem) khe Ke: —sTpuruØna Aekek vaÉ–maH, Aekek xBdmaH, AnHt Aagm ræa Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ p` Ae vatno qulaso to sMyGdxRn ivna ={ xke nhÄ. smÔ`uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —Aevo kar`prma„a te qreqr ;Aa„a' Ke. waØa j¡Ao¦ pyaRy Ae Aa„a Ke Aeno nkar kyÈ. Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH ke je —Anaid-AnHt AmUtR AtIiNãy Svwavvazo xuâ- (shj) -prm-pair`aimkwav (jeno Svwav Ke) - Aevo kar`prma„ane qreqr Aa„a Ke.˜ pyaRyne Aa„a n kæo, in Ry krvavazI pyaRyne Aa„a n kæo. kar` ke in Ry kre Ke Ae pyaRy Ke, tene AwUta=R khI Ane muQyne inüy khIne (wUta=R kæuH). in Ry kre Ke pyaRy. bIÒ rIte khIAe to inTyno in Ry AinTy kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ inTyno in Ry, inTy‐\/uv xuH kre? smÔ uH kaH{? inTyno in Ry AinTy kre Ke. AinTy kho ke pyaRy kho. pyaRyno ivØy xuH? (ke) kar`prma„a¦ Aaha... ha¦ sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an‐Aa„&an¸ Aeno —ivØy˜ te qreqr —Aa„a˜ Ke. (kar`‐prma„a) ne j Aa„a kæo. te j qreqr ;Aa„a' Ke.

pyaRyne Vyvhar khIne Ana„a kæo Ke. jra xaHit=I saHwzo¦ kar` ke, pyaRyne AwUta=R khIne, AsTya=R khIne, Ae ;Ana„a' Ke Aem kæuH. Vyvharnyno ivØy hÇ¦ Ane vStu je i5kaz Ke te j qreqr Aa„a Ke. p`, qreqr Aa„a Ke —teno in Ry˜ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy kre Ke Ane sMyG&an kre Ke (KtaH) Ae &anmaH ;kar`prma„a' Aavto n=I. Ae ]âanI pyaRymaH ;kar`prma„a' Aavto n=I. p` kar`prma„anuH je!luH sam+yR Ke Ae!luH &anmaH Ane ÝtIitmaH AavI Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuH AenI gHwIr xElI¦

Aaha... ha¦ bIÒ Aek vat ke: drek vStu ;Êmbâ' Ke¦ je smye je pyaRy _Tpþ =vavazI Ke te j smye (te) _Tpþ =xe¦ (to) TyaH puruØa=R É–aH ræo? Ae ÝÆ 62 vØR phelaH, sHvt 1972maH é@–o hto. (;smysar') svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH phelI ga=a: —divyH jH _Ppý[ gu eihH tH teihH ja`su A`~ H˜‐je ãVy je pyaRy=I épje Ke te pyaRy Êmbâ Ke. (A=aRtŸ) je smye je pyaRy _Tpþ =vavazI Ke te j smye (te) =xe. Aevo Anaid‐AnHt pyaRyno Êmbâ Ke. ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐93 (nI !Ika) maH —Aayt smuday˜ kæuH Ke. (kaz‐ ApeiÙt Ývah. Aek pKI Aek ÝvtRto, ÊmwavI smuday‐). —Aayt smuday˜‐Aek pKI Aek. Aek pKI Aek. Aek pKI Aek (pyaRy). jem harmaH motI Ke, te Aek pKI Aek hoy Ke. AaFaH‐paKaH n=I. tem wgvanAa„a, \/uv, kar`prma„a¸ AenI




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 21 pyaRy Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek‐Êmsr =vavazI hoy te j =xe. p` Ae ÊmbânuH taTpyR xuH? (ke:) vItragta. to vItragta kevI rIte _Tpþ =ay? Ae p` AavI gyuH AHdr ÊmbâmaH ke: ãVyno Aa]y levo¦ Aaha... ha¦ jrI sU"m (vat) Ke¦ wgvan¦ vat to Aena=I (p`) FÌ gHwIr Ke¦

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐101 maH to Aem p` kæuH (ke:) _Tpadna Aa]ye _Tpad Ke. Vyyna Aa]ye Vyy Ke Ane \/uvna Aa]ye \/uv Ke¦ prna Aa]ye to (_Tpad‐Vyy) n=I (j). p` je _Tpadna kaze _Tpad =ay Ke (te) Êmbâ Ke (top`) _TpadmaH VyynI ApeÙa n=I. VyymaH _TpadnI ApeÙa n=I. \/uvmaH _Tpad (‐Vyy) nI ApeÙa n=I. _Tpad _Tpadna Aa]y=I Ke. Ae stŸ Ke ne...¦ 5 e stŸ Ke ne...¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

mgjmaH to FÌ sU"m vato Ke. Ae!lI b\I Aekdm Aave to (lokone) k@` pDI Ôy. ;smysar' maH 47 xi›Ao‐gu o (lI\aH) Ke ne...¦ AemaH Aek

_TpadVyy\/uvTvxi› gÌ Ke. Aa„amaH jem &angu Ke, AanHdgu Ke, xaHitgu Ke, (xaHit) Ae!le vItragta¸ Aem Aek _TpadVyy\/uv namno gu Ke. Ae gu na kar e nvI pyaRy Êmsr AavvavazI Aave Ke, pUvRnI pyaRy Vyy =ay Ke Ane \/uv Ke (Ae \/uv rhe Ke). Aem 5 emaH AekenI‐ko{ne (ko{nI) ApeÙa n=I. 5è stŸ Ke. ma!e Ahetuk Ke. ma!e ko{nI ApeÙa n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ hve lokone É–aH Aa!luH b\uH (smÔy)? (vzI,) ;Ývcnsar' 102‐ga=a (nI !Ika) maH Aem kæuH ke: Aeno jNmÙ` Ke¦

Aam to Aapè ;tÀva=RsU5' maH sa\ar` Aave Ke ne...¦ —_TpadVyy\/aEVy yu›H stŸ. stŸ ãVy lÙ`mŸ.˜ (Ane) AhÄ to (47‐xi›maH Aem kæuH ke:) AHdrmaH (Aa„amaH) _TpadVyy\/uvTv namno to gu Ke. Ae gu`na karè smy smymaH je pyaRy _Tpþ =vavazI Ke te _Tpþ =xe j. to Êmbâ p` (isâ) ={ gyuH. Ane inim¿=I p` =tuH n=I Aem (p` isâ) ={ gyuH. (Ôeke) inim¿ hoy Ke. inim¿ cIj Ke.

Ae to hmàH (Aek mo!a iväane) ;jEnsHdex' maH be vat kbUl krI: Êmbâ Ke Ane song# inim¿ Ke Aem mane Ke p` inim¿=I prmaH =ay Ke Aem n=I (manta.) ‐Ae bþe vat y=a=R Ke.

21 vØR =yaH. v`±Ò sa=e ;pHcaiStkay' nI 62mI ga=a (ivØe) Ae ccaR to FÌ ={ htI. Aema kæuH Ke ke: ivkar je =ay Ke te potana Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. Aene prkarknI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. ‐xuH kæuH? potana=I _TpadnI je pyaRy ÊmbâmaH _Tpþ =ay Ke (Aene) ko{nI ApeÙa n=I. ivkarne hÇ¦ ivkar je =ay Ke‐im+yaTvno, ragno, äeØno, te Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke. Aene ãVy‐gu`nI ApeÙa n=I Ane inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. (A=aRtŸ inim¿ hoy p`) AenI (inim¿nI) ApeÙa=I, Aena kark=I Ae ivkar _Tpþ =ay Ke, Aem n=I.

[Ndorvaza (Aek pHiDtÒ) (Aa) 62mI ga=a bolta hta, p` Ae (A=R) lokone n be@o. Ae to ;Aiwþ' nI vat Ke, (Aem Ae loko manta hta). p` ;Aiwþ' no A=R xuH?




22 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 potanI pyaRy potana=I =ay Ke, AenuH nam ;Aiwþ'. pr=I (Aiwþ) nhÄ.

AhÄ to ivkarIpyaRy hoy ke AivkarIpyaRy hoy, Ae potanI ApeÙa=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. Aek vat. Aene ãVy‐gu Ane bIÔ karkonI ApeÙa n=I. be vat. 5IÒ: Ae pyaRy je _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ø!ŸkarknI xi› \/uvmaH Ke. ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan Ane Ai\kr`‐Ae K gu Ke. Ae gu drek (ãVy) maH Ke. prma umaH (p`) Ke. Kye ãVymaH ktaR namno Aek gu , (temj) kmR (Ae!le) kayR, kr` (Ae!le) sa\n, sHÝdan (Ae!le) raqvuH, Apadan (Ae!le) Aena=I, Ai\kr` (Ae!le) Aa\ar Ke. Aena Aa\are, Aa (bIÔe) Ke‐Aem n=I. Ae prmaùmaH Ø!ŸkarknI xi› pDI Ke. prmaùmaH xi› \/uv Ke. p` je Aa (ivkarI) pyaRy AhÄ (Aa„amaH) rhI Ke Ae pyaRy potana Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ ={ne rhI Ke. (Aene kmR‐prmaùnI ApeÙa n=I)¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae to ko` mane? AevI vat khenarne (loko) pagl j khe ne...¦

Aek vqte to kæuH ne ke: pg cale Ke te nIce jmInne SpxR krta n=I. Ane pg Aa„a=I calta j n=I¦ Are Ýwu¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? kemke: Aek (je) prma u Ke temaH AnHtgu Ke AemaH ktaR, kmR, kr` Aaid Ø!Ÿkark pD–a Ke Ae to \/uv Ke¦ p` Kye ãVymaH Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat vItrag isvay Ane AHt¹RiÚ isvay AHdr bese AevI n=I, bapu¦ svR& prma„a isvay É–aHy ko{ @eka e Aa vat j n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ svR&Svwav potano Ke¦ svR&Svwav kho ke kar`Svwav kho (Aeka=R Ke). to jene svR&Svwav AHt¹RiÚmaH _padey =yo (Aene) svR&pyaRy _Tpþ ={ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ÝTyek ãVynI Aek smynI pyaRynI ktaR pyaRy. pyaRynuH kayR pyaRy. pyaRynuH (sa\n) pyaRy. pyaRynuH sHÝdan pote krI Ane pote rhI. pyaRynuH Apadan pyaRy=I pyaRy ={. (Ane) pyaRyna Aa\are pyaRy rhI.

Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ duinyane (Aem lage) ke Aa te kevo jEn\mR¦ wgvan¦ bapu¦ jEn\mR nhÄ, vStunI iS=it j AavI Ke¦ ke: drek ãVyno ãVy‐gu to \/uv¦ p` AenI Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn SvtH5¦ kemke pyaRy p` stŸ Ke.

;Ývcnsar' &eytÀv‐Ý&apn Ai\karnI (ga=a‐107maH) kæuH Ke ke: ãVy stŸ. gu stŸ. pyaRy stŸ. ‐Ae 5 e Ahetuk Ke Aene hetu j n=I. (to p` loko khe Ke ke) Aene ApeÙa=I‐inim¿=I vat kro¦ smÔùH?

;[Úopdex' ga=a‐3pmaH (to) Aem kæuH —\maRiStkayvtŸ inim¿maZmŸ˜. [Úopdex (A=aRtŸ) iÝy _pdex‐sTy _pdex Aene khIAe ke: inim¿ma5 \maRiStkayvtŸ Ke. \maRiStkayvtŸno A=R xuH? ke potanI gitnuH piràm potana=I kre Ke to \maRiStkay inim¿ Ke,... bs¦ p` inim¿=I AhÄyaH git kre Ke, Aem n=I. Aem je kæuH te b\amaH l{ levuH. (ke‐inim¿ma5) \maRiStkayvtŸ Ke. |vÔ pvn=I hle Ke, to khe Ke ke pvn |vÔne SpXyÈ j n=I.




]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 23 AhÄ to (Êmbâ) pyaRyne isâ krvI Ke ne...? Aa sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, Aeno

Aa]y i5kazI wgvan¦ ‐Aeno Aa]y lI\o hoy to Ae (sMyGdxRnI) pyaRy, ÊmbâmaH _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ane te pyaRy _Tpþ =vamaH kmRna AwavnI ApeÙa n=I. pUvRnI pyaRynI ApeÙa n=I. (pyaRy,) ãVy‐gu nuH lÙ kre Ke to (pyaRye) Aa]y kyÈ, (Aem khevay Ke.) p` ãVyne kar e Ae pyaRy lÙ kre Ke, (Aem) n=I. Ae pyaRy potanI s¿ana‐Svwavna kar e SvnuH lÙ kre Ke. Ae pyaRynuH sam+yR Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

TyaH (;pHcaiStkay' maH kmRna) Ø!Ÿkark=I (Aa„amaH) ivkar _Tpþ =ay Aeno nkar kyÈ Ke. Ame to Ae b\uH 71nI sal=I khIAe KIAe. phelI vat 71nI salmaH la@ImaH bpore VyaQyanmaH mUkI htI. qzwza! ={ gyo. Are¦ kmR ivna ivkar =ay Ke? kI\uH : kmR ivna ivkar =ay Ke¦ ivkarnuH pir`mn *a!ŸkarkxÂkt=I potana=I Ke. ivkar je =ay Ke (te) prnI Ape"aa ivna =ay Ke¦ (te) prnI ApeÙa ivna =ay Ke¦ ;kmR=I ivkar =to n=I' qzwza!...¦ Ø!Ÿkarkpir`mn (ivØenI SpÚta) te dI' Ae!lI b\I nhotI. be vat khI htI. te vqte qulaso kyÈ hto. ko{ kheta hta ke Aa xuH vat kre Ke? guÌ bhar be@a saHwzta hta. bhu wiãk hta. xaHt hta. b/ïcyRmaH F`a paka hta. ¹iÚ to htI j É–aH? Aa vStu (TyaH) htI j nhÄ.

xuH khe Ke? kmR ivna ivkar =ay Ke. (kemke) kmR prãVy Ke. potanI pyaRymaH ivkar SvtH5 potana=I Ke, Aevo in`Ry ßyare =ay Tyare AenI pyaRy, ãVy(no) Aa]y kre Ke. kar` ke, ivkar mara=I mara kar`e =ya Ke te to du:q($p) Ke. to Aena=I ßyare ¹iÚ pl!ay Ke Tyare ¹iÚ, kar`prma„ano Aa]y l{ne sMykŸ =ay Ke. ‐b\o sar AavI gyo¦ vItragtano sar AavI gyo. Êmbâ p` AavI gyuH. inim¿=I n=I =tuH, Ae p` AavI gyuH¦

(Ôeke) inim¿ Ke. drek pyaRymaH _ict inim¿ hoy j Ke. _ict hÇ¦ _ictno A=R? ke‐Aene yoGy hoy AevuH inim¿ hoy. p` inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) =tuH n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae ko` mane? |vÔ cale Ke Ae pvn=I caltI n=I, Aem khe Ke. |vÔna prma unI Ae pyaRy, Ae smye potana Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mtaH Aem cale Ke. (Ae |vÔ) vayune to SpxRtI j n=I. p` (vayune) inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. (|vÔ), inim¿ne Spx± n=I¸ Ane potana=I pir`mn kre Ke, wgvan¦

Aevo wgvanAa„a¸ (Aene) potanI ivkarI ke AivkarnI iÊyamaH prnI kH{ ApeÙa j n=I. Aa AivkarIpyaRymaH prnI ApeÙa n=I.

wgvan kar`prma„a, inTyanHd Ýwu¸ Ae mne _padey Ke¦ ;Ae mne _padey Ke' ‐Aevo wed p` TyaH n=I¦

p` k=n krvuH xuH? sMyGdxRnmaH Aave Ke ne ke: qreqr Ae Aa„a... Ae Aa„a‐Aem. inTy te Aa„a¦ Aevo inj prma„a‐sHsarno iknaro jene Ait nÒk AaVyo Ke (A=aRtŸ jene ALp kazmaH mui›‐kevz&an =xe ne =xe, Aeva —Ait Aasþ wVyÒvone˜‐ (_padey Ke). (xuH kæuH? ‐) Aevo inj prma„a (je) \/uv AtIiNãySvwavvazo, i5kazI Ýwu (Ke) ‐Aevo inj prma„a¸ pr prma„a nhÄ, inj prma„a¸ Aa Aek j _padey Ke¸




24 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (Ae) isvay (bIj¡H) kaH{ _padey n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ TyaH to AevI ivkLpdxa n=I.

49 vØR =yaH. sHvt 198pnI vat Ke. mo!I swa htI. pHdr‐pHdrso ma`s te dI' VyaQyanmaH. ApasramaH ma`s smay nhÄ. sHÝdaymaH phele=I (j) Ýit¤a F`I htI ne...¦ wle (phelaH S=ankvasI) sHÝdaymaH hta. (p` qreqr) Ame to ko{ sHÝdaymaH htaH p` nhÄ. Amne ko{ sHÝdaynI ¹iÚ nhotI. jrI kæuH ke: je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay, Ae wav \mR n=I. wav xuw Ke ne¦ _dywav Ke¦ sTy Ane srz‐sI\I waØamaH khIAe to kI\uH‐Ae A\mR Ke¦ je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay Ae wav, _dywav‐ivkar Ke¸ \mR n=I. (kemke) \mR=I bH\ hoy nhÄ. jena=I bH\ =ay, Ae \mR n=I¦ Aa to sTy (vat) Ke Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to AHdr=I vat AavI htI. (vzI) Aek bIÒ vat khI htI: pHc mhav/t, Ae Aas/v Ke, rag Ke Ane bH\nuH kar` Ke Ae sHvr‐injRra n=I¦ qzwza! ={ gyo hto. ho to ho¦ Ýwu¦ magR to Aa Ke, wa{¦

AhÄyaH to Ae kæuH: —kar`prma„a te qreqr ;Aa„a' Ke.˜ ;qreqr' Ane ;Aa„a' xBd pD–a Ke ne...¦ Aa to Aek Aek xBdnI ikHmt Ke¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ait Aasþ wVyÒvone —Aeva inj prma„a isvay (bIj¡H)˜ (A=aRtŸ) inj prma„a=I iwþ‐pyaRy ke rag ke ko{ inim¿‐—kaH{ _padey n=I.˜

ij&asa: _pvas krva pDe ne? sma\an: ko` kre _pvas? _pvasnI VyaQya jrI sU"m Ke. _pμAa„a

AanHdSv$p. vasμAenI smIpmaH vsvuH. Ae _pvas Ke¦ VyaQya bIÒ Ke, wa{¦ Aa (sHÝdaymaH) je _pvas kre Ke te to Apvas Ke¦ ragnI mHdta kre to kro, Ae to ma@o vas Ke ragmaH.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ Ýwu¦ Aakro to pDe. xuH =ay? ØoDxkar`wavna p` bH\nuH kar` Ke. Aene Aas/v khevo Ane A\mR khevo? (rag) =ay Ke. &anIne (p` Aeva wav) Aave Ke. (&anIne) Anuwv‐¹iÚ hova KtaH p`, vItragta Ane kar`prma„a _padey hova KtaH p`, pU R vItragta n =ay TyaH su\I Aevo (rag) wav Aave Ke. p` Ke (Ae) hey. AhÄ kæuH ne ke: —(bIj¡H) kaH{ _padey n=I.˜

ij&asa: kar`prma„a, pyaRyne (sNmuq) krI de Ke? sma\an: nhÄ. nhÄ. Ae to phelaH kæuH ne ke: pyaRy pote j (pyaRynI) ktaR Ke.

(kar`) prma„ano Aadr‐_padey krvamaH pyaRymaH AHdr Ø!Ÿkark pD–a Ke. ãVy Ke Ae pyaRyne kaH{ Aapto (n=I.)

xuH =ay...? magR to Aa Ke¦ AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo, Ane mha ivdehmaH vtRman i5lokna= ibraje Ke‐Ae (b\a) Aa j khe Ke. [Nã Ane g`\ronI vCce swamaH Aa khe Ke. wa{¦ margDo Aavo ko{ sU"m Ke. Aaha... ha¦

wa{Ae xuH pUK–uH? Aem ke: Ae je sMyGdxRnnI (pyaRy) ={ Aene ãVye mdd krI ne...? ãVy ktaR =yuH ke nhÄ? nhÄ. (Ae) pir`mn pyaRymaH (potana) Ø!Ÿkark=I Ke. ãVymaH Ø!Ÿkark Ke te to \/uv$p Ke. kar`prma„a jene qreqr Aa„a kæo AemaH Ø!Ÿkark





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]I inymsar ga=a 38 ‐ 2p gu` pD–a Ke. jem &an‐dxRn‐AanHd Aaid 47 xi›AonuH v Rn kyuÅ, AevI AnHt xi›Ao Ke, AemaH Ø!Ÿkarkxi› Ke p` Ae to \/uv Ke, Ae pl!atI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐101maH kæuH ne...¦ ;_Tpadna Aa]ye _Tpad =ay Ke.' waØa to Vyvhar smÔvvamaH Aave Tyare Aem Aave ke‐ãVyno Aa]y kyÈ to pyaRy xuâ ={. p` Aeno A=R Aevo Ke Ýwu¦ Aa]y ko e kyÈ? pyaRye pyaRynI takat=I Aa]y kyÈ Ke ke ãVynI takat=I Aa]y kyÈ Ke? Ýwu¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ xuH kæuH? AhÄ Aem kæuH Ke ne...¦ —(Ae) ;Aa„a' qreqr _padey Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ prma=eR te j Aa„a Ane te j _padey Ke. p` (kone? ke:) je e pyaRymaH _padey kyÈ (Aene). Ae pyaRy kaH{ ãVye AapI n=I. ãVy to i5kaz=I Ke. (Ôe) ãVy Aape to i5kaz=I kem AaptuH n=I? smÔùH kaH{?

ij&asa: pyaRy to ãVynuH xr` leva g{, te (ãVy) k<pa kre ne...?

sma\an: Ae xr` levano A=R xuH? Ae kæuH htuH ne...¦ Aam (baæ) lÙ (Ke,) (tene pl!Ine ãVysNmuq) kre Ke. Ae lÙ, (pyaRy) pyaRynI takat=I kre Ke ãVynI takat=I nhÄ...¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? ;yogsar' ‐Aimtgit AacayR. AemaH Aevo pa@ Ke: pyaRyno data Aa„a n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to kaH{ vat Ke? ‐inim¿=I to =tuH n=I, p` Aa„a (pyaRyno) data n=I¦ kem ke: pyaRy stŸ Ke Ane stŸ Ke Aene ko{no hetu n=I, ko{nI ApeÙa n=I. AenuH nam ;stŸ' khevamaH Aave Ke.

sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy, Aa„anuH AvlHbn kre Ke te qreqrmaH potana sam+yR=I kre Ke. wle, ãVynuH (potanuH) sam+yR Ke p` Ae ãVyna sam+yRnI ]âa, (pyaRyna) sam+yR=I pyaRymaH AavI Ôy Ke. ãVymaH je!luH sam+yR Ke Ae!luH pyaRymaH &an AavI Ôy Ke. p` Svno Aa]y, pyaRyna sam+yR=I pyaRye lI\o Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu JI uH Aa to... bapu¦ Aa ga=a j AevI Ke¦

Aa]yno A=R xuH? wa{¦ Aapà inhalcHdwa{ (soganI) AhÄ ={ gya ne...¦ Ae to Aa]yno (A=R) jrI bhu ivcar krta hta. ;ãVy¹iÚÝkax' Ae soganInuH. Aemne AhÄyaH (song#maH) sMyGdxRn =yuH htuH. AhÄyaH Anuwv =yo hto. (phelaH) TyaHno Ae!le ke: bavano, ÔegIno, xaÏno ne jEnsa\uno Fò pircy hto, F uH vaHcn htuH, Ane pKI AhÄ AaVya. (meH) Ae!luH kæuH‐ ;Ýwu¦ Aa ragno k` _Tpþ =ay Ke ne... Aena=I Aa Ýwu AHdr iwþ Ke.' (saHwzIne) Ae Aap uH rsoDuH Ke ne rsoDuH... TyaH gya. ivcarmaH \Un cDI g{. \Un cDtaH... cDtaH... cDtaH, ra5e saHj=I svar su\I, wed paDtaH... paDtaH... paDtaH, svar éGya phelaH Anuwv ={ gyo. sMyGdxRn AhÄyaH (=yuH). FÌ xi› htI. FÌ takat¦

sMyGdxRnmaH ko{ ivä¿anI j$r n=I. g<hS=a]mmaH p` =ay Ke. narkImaH p` =ay Ke ne...¦ satmI nrkmaH im+yaTv l{ne Ôy Ke Ane im+yaTv l{ne nIkze Ke p` vCce smikt hoy Ke. satmI nrkmaH smikt l{ne ko{ jtuH n=I. im+yaTv l{ne (j) Ôy Ke Ane nIkze Ke Tyare smikt rhetuH n=I. KtaH (TyaH) AHdr smikt _Tpþ ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ke!la ÝitkUz sHyog¦ (p`) sHyog=I xuH? Aene ADtaHy n=I. potanI




26 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 pyaRymaH, potano prma„a‐Aa„a Aeno Aa]y _padey krIne lI\o te pyaRymaH, ko{ prnI ApeÙa n=I.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —Aeva inj prma„a isvay bIj¡H kaH{˜‐Vyvhar, pyaRy, rag, inim¿‐—_padey n=I.˜

AakruH lage¦ (p`) Ýwu¦ sTy to Aa Ke, wa{¦ magR to Aa Ke Ýwu¦ Aa (vat) ko{ mhHt =vanI ke mo!p (deqaDvanI) n=I, bapu¦ duinyamaH deqav krvo ke Ame iväan KIAe ne Ame TyagI KIAe...¦ qro Tyag to im+yaTvno Tyag te Tyag Ke. phelaH to Aa (kar`prma„a) _padey =ay to im+yaTvno Tyag =ay Ke¦ bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to im+yaTvno Vyy =ay Ke. smiktnI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. (Ane) Ae _Tpi¿maH _padey ;Aa„a' Ke.

smÔy Ke kaH{? vat to jrI sU"m Ke. AhÄyaH su\I AaVyuH. =oDuH bakI (Ke) nIce Aeno j klx Ke, Ae khexe.

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Ývcn: ta. 2-2-1978 (hve 38mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj ]I

pÍÝwml\airdev }lok khe Ke:) (mailnI)

jyit smysar: svRtÀvEksar:sklivlydUr: ÝaStduvaRrmar:.duirttÌk¡@ar: xuâbo\avtar:suqjlini\pUr: Élexvayixpar:.. 54..

(}loka=R:‐ ) svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke, je smSt nax pamvayoGy wavo=I dUr Ke, je e duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke, je pap$p v<Ùne Kednar kuhaDo Ke, je xuâ &anno Avtar Ke, je suqsagrnuH pUr Ke Ane je klexodi\no iknaro Ke, te smysar (xuâ Aa„a) jyvHt vteR Ke. p4. (;inymsar') . 38‐ga=anI !Ika pUrI ={. Aeno Aa klx. —hve 38mI ga=anI

!Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev }lok khe Ke.˜ xuH khe Ke? ‐ —svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke.˜ wgvan (Aa„a) inTyanHd Ýwu, \/uvSv$p,

i5kazI Sv$p ÝTyÙ Ke, je pyaRy=I dUr (Ke). pu~y‐pap Aaid=I (to) dUr Ke j. p` Ae je sHvr, injRra, moÙ Aaid pyaRy¸ Aena=I p` dUr Ke. (AevuH) je tÀv AHdr \/uv (Ke), te sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. Ae svR tÀvomaH‐svR tÀv Ae!le pu~y, pap, Aas/v, bH\, sHvr, injRra Ane moÙ‐Ae svR tÀvomaH ;sar' Aek i5kazI vStu Ke. jene, ;inymsar' maH 11‐12 ga=anI




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 27 (!IkamaH) ;Sv$pÝTyÙ' kæuH Ke. i5kazI vStu Ke (Ae) Sv$pÝTyÙ Ke. Svwav=I ÝTyÙ Ke. Sv$p=I ÝTyÙ Ke. Sv$pnI ApeÙaAe i5kazI vStu ÝTyÙ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae vStu svR tÀvomaH‐nvtÀvonaH pyaRymaH wed Ke AemaH‐Ae i5kazI vStu Aek sar vStu Ke.

sIsmnI lakDImaH care baj¡ sa\ar` lakDuH hoy Ke AemaH vCce cIkò‐pako Aeklo sar hoy Ke. Ae ka#Ine pKI AemaH tlvar Aaid rqay Ke. Aem Aa cIj wgvanAaTma, pu~y‐pap, Aas/v‐bH\, sHvr‐injRra Ane moÙ ($p) pyaRyo=I iwþ, sar tÀv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr Ae vStu Sv$pÝTyÙ Ke.

bhu JIÌ vat Ke¦ —svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke.˜ pyaRy‐tÀv to Anek Ke. sHvr, injRra Ane moÙ¸ pu~y, pap, Aas/v (Ane bH\) ‐Ae Anek pyaRyomaH, Aek sar i5kazI cIj Ke. Aaha... ha¦ \/uv svRSv sar (Ke). svRSv AnHt gu no ipHD$p sar Ýwu, je kaym Anaid‐AnHt Aek$p rhe Ke, Ae svR tÀvomaH Aek sar Ke. Aaha... ha¦

(AhÄ) moÙne p` sar n kæo. Ae to pyaRy Ke. sHvr‐injRra _pay Ke (Ane) moÙ _pey Ke, p` bþe tÀv pyaRy Ke. to svR tÀvomaH, (A=aRtŸ) Anek ÝkarnI pyaRyona tÀvmaH, \/uv je pyaRynI smIpmaH (KtaH) AHdr dUr Ke, Ae to pKI Aavxe.

ij&asa: Aape to ;smIp' kæuH? sma\an: dUr Ae!le pyaRynI smIp Ke, p` pyaRy=I iwþ Ke. Ae ApeÙa=I dUr Ke.

pyaRynI smIp to xuH? je Ùe5 pyaRynuH Ke Ae Ùe5 p` (qreqr to) ãVyna Ùe5=I iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr wgvan icdanHdÝwu (je) Aek sar Ke, (te) pyaRynI smIpmaH

j Ke. smIpmaH hova KtaH p` pyaRy=I Ae ãVy iwþ Ke. (kemke) pyaRymaH ãVy AavtuH n=I Ane pyaRy ãVymaH wztI n=I. Ôe pyaRymaH ãVy AavI Ôy to (ãVy) Ùi`k ={ Ôy. (Ane) pyaRy Ôe ãVymaH wzI Ôy to (xa¬t) tÀv p` (Ùi`k) ={ Ôy...¦ Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ magR to AHdr Aavo Ke¦

AHt:tÀv (kar` prma„a Ke) Ane (Òvaid tÀvo) baæ tÀv (Ke) ‐Ae phelaH kheva{ gyuH Ke. ;sHvr‐injRra' ;_pay' Ane moÙ ;_pey' ‐je ;smysar' maH KeÐe AaVyuH Ke, p` Ae b\I pyaRy Ke. Ae b\aH baæ tÀvo Ke. pyaRymaH Ane i5kazI tÀvmaH‐svR tÀvomaH‐Aek sar Ae Ke ke ßyaH ¹iÚ Aapva=I AanHd épje Ke. Aaha... ha¦

svR tÀvo isâ kyaR. svR tÀvo Ke to qraH. vedaHtnI pe@e pyaRy j n=I, Ane Aeklo svRVyapk Aa„a j Ke‐Aem n=I. svR tÀv Ke¦ p` Ae loko pyaRy manta n=I. A|ya„nI vato vedaHt FÌ kre Ke¸ ‐b\I im+ya AekaHt¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Aa pu~y, pap, Aas/v, bH\ pyaRymaH Ke Ane sHvr, injRra, moÙ p` pyaRymaH Ke¦ jene (;smysar') 11mI ga=amaH AwUta=R kæuH. Vyvharma5 AwUta=R Ke. pyaRyma5 AsTy Ke. (Aem TyaH kæuH Ke.) TyaH=I ke!lak vedaHt ka#e Ke. muHb{maH na=uram ÝemI Ae kheta hta ke: ;kuHdkuHdacayeR smysarne vedaHtna #azamaH #aZyuH Ke.' (p`) AevI vat j n=I. vedaHt É–aH ne Aa É–aH? vedaHt to pyaRyne manta n=I. ‐inüyawasI




28 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (Ke)¦ Aek j (Aa„ane svR) Vyapk mane Ane Vyapkno in`Ry krvavazI cIj ko`? ‐tene to mane nhÄ¦ phelaH Vyapk manta nhota Ane pKI Vyapk maNya, (to) te xemaH maNya? ‐Ae manvuH pyaRymaH Ke ke ko{ \/uvmaH Ke? (xuH kæuH) smÔ uH? ãVy Ane pyaRy n mane to to Aene tÀvnI j qbr n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ Ae=I (AhÄ) ;je' xBd lI\o Ke ke‐svR tÀvomaH je... Ae!le svR tÀvo Ke qraH¦ Aas/v Ke, sHvr Ke, injRra Ke, moÙ Ke. ‐Ae Ke qraH¦ p` —svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke.˜ (Aem) be AiSt isâ krI. pyaRy tÀv Ke p` AemaH sar Aek i5kazI &aykwav, \/uvwav, wUta=Rwav, samaNywav, Aekwav, s¹xwav, Sv$p ÝTyÙwav (Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ Sv$p ÝTyÙ =ay Ke. Aena=I Aevo ÝÆ n=I ke (temaH pyaRymaH Sv$p AavI Ôy?) Ae ;Sv$p ÝTyÙ' Ae!le SvwavnI ApeÙaAe vStu AHdr ÝTyÙ Ke. KtI cIj Ke. hyat Ke¦

;smysar' ga=a‐49. ;AVy›' naH to VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. TyaH to kæuH ke‐Vy› Ane AVy›nuH Aeksa=e &an hova KtaH p` Vy›ne AVy› A=aRtŸ ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. xuH kæuH? frI: Vy› A=aRtŸ je pyaRy Ke te Vy› Ke. Ane ãVy Ke te AVy› Ke. ‐Aem kæuH Ke. ;AVy›' kem ke ;Vy›' Ke te baæ‐Ýg! Ke. Ae ApeÙa=I AhÄ (ãVyne) AVy› kæuH¦ p` AhÄyaH to Ae (ãVy) pote Ýg! Ke. pyaRy (jem) Vy› Ke tem. Ae cIj \/uv icdanHd, Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. TyaH je nkar kyÈ Ke ke n=I, Aem n=I. (;smysar') 11mI ga=amaH pyaRyno nkar kyÈ hto ne...¦ Ae k{ ApeÙa=I? ‐ (pyaRyne) gaE krIne AsTya=R khI htI. (pyaRyne) Awav krIne AsTya=R‐AwUta=R n=I khI.

p` AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: svR tÀvo Ke. wle Ae sHvr‐injRra hoy ke pu~y‐pap hoy, p` Aeno AHx pyaRymaH Ke. AenuH p` AiStTv Ke. _Tpad je =ay Ke, Vyy (je) =ay Ke te pyaRy Ke Ane AemaH je \/uv cIj Ke te Aek sar Ke, Aem btavvuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je \/uv Ke teno in Ry krvavazI to pyaRy Ke. Ane \/uvnuH vedn (to) =tuH n=I. vedn to pyaRynuH =ay Ke. to pyaRy Ke‐AevuH isâ kyuÅ. smÔ uH kaH{?

AavuH to Aap e AavI gyuH Ke. sar‐sarnaH b\aH VyaQyan, 10p _pr hm`aH ={ gyaH. AemaH ;AilHgg/h`' maH Aek 20mo bol AaVyo hto: ÝTyiw&an A=aRtŸ Aa Ke... Aa Ke... Aa Ke, AevuH ÝTyiw&anno ivØy je i5kazãVy samaNy, jene AhÄyaH ;sar' khe Ke. te ãVyne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. ;A ilH g g/ h `' Ae K AÙrmaH=I vIs A=R ka#–a Ke¦ jenaH Aap e 14 VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. b\aH Kpaxe.

xuH kæuH? ke je AHdr pyaRy Ke tene TyaH (AilHgg/h`maH) Vy› khI. AhÄya pyaRyne naxvan khI. pKI (TyaH) kæuH ke pyaRy Ke te j Aa„a Ke. kem? vedn to pyaRynuH =ay Ke. mare to je AanHdnuH vedn AaVyuH Ae huH KuH. Aem TyaH pyaRyne Aa„a khe Ke. Ae i5kazI Aa„a, te vednno SpxRto n=I. TyaH to pyaRyne j Aa„a kæo¦ kar` ke vednmaH AanHd Aave Ke ne...¦ to vednmaH AanHd AaVyo to mare to vednmaH Aave te Aa„a. AanHd kaH{ \/uvno Aavto n=I. \/uvno SpxR to AanHdmaH n=I¦ Aap e b\uH SpÚ F uH ={ gyuH Ke.




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 29 Vy›‐AVy› bþenuH Aeksa=e &an hova KtaH p` Ae pyaRyne SpxeR Ke, samaNyne SpxRto n=I. jene AhÄ ;sar' kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ TyaH khe ke Aene‐sarne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I. vato JIÌ bhu, bapu¦ AHdr AanHd, AtIiNãy &an, AnHt xaHit, AnHt SvCKta, {¬rta AaidnI pyaRy je Vy› Ke te j vednmaH Aave Ke. vednmaH \/uv AavtuH n=I. te=I TyaH Aem kæuH ke: \/uvne Aa„a SpxRto n=I¸ Ae Aa„a pyaRy$p Ke.

smÔy Ke kaH{? k{ ApeÙaAe k=n Ke Ae smßya ivna, AekaHt ta e‐Ae n cale, wa{¦

Aa to mha prma„a i5lokna= svR&Sv$pI j Ýwu Aa„a Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ drekno Aa„a svR&SvwavI Ýwu j Ke. drek wgvanSv$p Ke.

Ae p` AhÄ VyaQyanmaH Aagz AavI gyuH. (]I jysenacayRk<t ;taTpyRv<i¿' !Ika bH\ Ai\kar ;smysar' ga=a‐306 =I 308. Aa„‐wavna.) svR Òv svRkaz pUàRnHdSv$p wgvanSv$pI Ke. AevI wavna \m±Ae wavvI Ôe{Ae. hmàH bhu JIàH, 10p lgwg, VyaQyan (={ gyaH Ke) b\aH JIàH Ke, sU"m Ke. 47 xi›=I x$ kyaÅ htaH te AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. AhÄ=I AemaH p0 levanaH Ke.

TyaH ;AilHgg/h`' maH Aem kæuH: Aa„a samaNy ãVy Ke. AhÄyaH kæuH: Aek sar (Ke), te pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. Aa„a je samaNy, Ke te samaNy, pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. pyaRynuH vedn pyaRymaH Ke. vedn to Aene pirìtnuH Ke. i5kazI pairàimkwav‐&aykwav$p je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke Ae kaH{ vednmaH Aavto n=I. vednmaH to sMyGdxRn, &an, xaHit Aaid pyaRy Aave Ke. Aa„a samaNyne SpxR krto n=I, Aevo pyaRy$p xuâa„a Ke‐Aem Aa vat khI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Ae AhÄ kæuH.

TyaH p` be vat isâ krI‐pyaRy p` Ke Ane samaNy p` Ke. Aa„a (A=aRtŸ pyaRy) samaNyne SpxRto n=I. kem ke vedn$p pyaRy Ae Aa„a. Amare to AtIiNãy AanHd je vednmaH AaVyo, pyaRymaH AaVyo te huH¦

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke: ;svR tÀvomaH' svR tÀvo to isâ kyaÅ. p` ;Aek sar' ‐i5kazI vStu Aek sar Ke ke, ßyaH ¹iÚ pDva=I Aaqa Aa„anI ÝtIit AnuwvmaH =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to hÒ phelaH sMyGdxRnnI vat Ke. Aa!lI mÇFI, AavDI mo!I cIj maEjUd Ke¦ Ke to stŸ. to stŸ Ke (te) srz, suHdr, svR5 ßyaH hoy TyaH svR5 (Ke). (to) \/uv to svR5 maEjUd Ke ne...? (Ke), p` Ae trf lÙno Jukav AnHtkazmaH kyÈ n=I¦ muinv/t \ar` kyaÅ, pHc mhav/t lI\aH, 28 mUz gu` paZyaH, nGn idgHbr (muin ={) jHglmaH ræo p` Aa„a xuH cIj Ke AenuH &an (Aa„a&an) n kyuÅ Ae ivna, b\aH v/t ne tp inr=Rk gyaH. inr=Rk Ae!le fz to Ke p` sHsar¸ wvna AwavnuH fz n AaVyuH.

(AhÄ) svR tÀv isâ kyaÅ. svR tÀvo n=I, Aem n=I. xUNy Ke, Aem n=I. vedaHtnI pe@e pyaRy xUNy Ke Ae!le ke pyaRy Ke j nhÄ, Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?




30 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (khe Ke ke:) —svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke˜ (Aevo) Ýwu¦ i5lokna=¦ Ae sar

vStu pote to \/uv Ke p` Aena _pr lÙ jva=I pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. to Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH p` sar to te \/uv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aek vat.

bIÔe bol: —je smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I dUr Ke.˜ Ae pyaRy Ke te nax pame Ke. pyaRynI mudt Aek smynI Ke. wle te kevz&an hoy ke sHvr‐injRra hoy, p` (Ae) pyaRynI mudt Aek smynI (Ke). mudt (Ae!le) iS=it Aek smynI Ke. be smy pyaRy rhetI n=I. bIje smye bIÒ, 5IÔ smye 5IÒ, to smSt tÀvo nax pamva yoGy (wav) Ke. moÙnI pyaRy p` nax pamva yoGy Ke. pyaRy Ke ne...? sHvr‐injRra p` nax pamva yoGy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —je smSt nax pamva yoGy˜ ‐smStmaH p` nax pamva yoGy FàH Ke, Aem to (AemaH) AaVyuH (ne...¦) jem svR tÀvo kæaH htaH tem Ke to qraH p` te tÀvo kevaH Ke? ke‐smSt nax pamva yoGy Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae pyaRy cahe to sHvr‐injRranI hoy ke kevz&annI hoy, p` (te) Aek smy j rhe Ke. te=I b\I pyaRyo nax pamva yoGy Ke. Aek smynI (iS=itvazI) Ke ne...¦ Ae ApeÙaAe nax pamva yoGy (Ke). (p`) vStu je Ke te to i5kaz mha AanHdkHdipHD Ke. (Ane) Aa (pyaRy) to Aek smynI Ke. (vStu) to i5kazI Ke. je i5kaz dz AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãy cair5, AtIiNãy xaHit, AtIiNãy SvCKta, AtIiNãy Ýwuta, AevI (AnHt) xi›Aona smUh$p dz Ke. Ae to Ke j... Ke. (Ae tÀv,) —je smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I dUr Ke.˜ ‐ÔeyuH? pyaRy=I dUr Ke. dUrno A=R: pyaRyna je Ùe5, kaz Ane wav Ke, tevo wav, AemaH (vStumaH) n=I¸ Ae!le pyaRy=I dUr Ke. dUrno A=R : pyaRyna je "ae5, kaz Ane wav Ke, tevo wav, AemaH (vStumaH) n=I¸ Ae!le pyaRy=I dUr Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sHvr‐injRra je moÙno magR Ae!le ke sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy‐Ae p` nax pamva yoGy Ke Ane Aena=I dUr‐iwþ, (ãVy) Ke¸ pyaRy=I iwþ Ke, dUr Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ dUrno A=R ko{ Ùe5 dUr Ke, Aem n=I. AevI ccaR muHb{maH ={ g{ Ke ne...¦ Aa ;ãVy¹iÚ‐ (Ýkax)' nI ccaR krvavazI j¡vainyaAonI (mHDzI) muHb{maH Ke. AhÄ to FÌ ccaR ={ Ke ne...¦ ccaR krvavaza j¡vainyaAo FàH Ke. ;Aa (vStu pyaRy=I) dUr Ke,' to dUrmaH=I Aem ka#–uH ke: pyaRy=I ãVy kevuH dUr Ke ke _gm uH ne Aa=m uH jevuH dUr Ke. Aa ivH|yacl ne sæaiã jem be pvRt iwþ Ke tem ãVy Ane pyaRy iwþ Ke. (xuH) AevuH khevuH Ke? ‐Aem n=I¦ iwþno A=R pyaRyna sÀvmaH ãVynuH sÀv n=I. ãVynuH sÀv ãVymaH Ke Ae kar e ;pyaRy=I dUr' khevamaH AaVyuH Ke, Aam Ke, Ýwu¦ AhÄ to Aek Nyay fre to AaquH tÀv fre. Aa to svR& i5lokna=nI vaÌ Ke Ane Aeno Ae wav Ke¸ Ae Aa„ano wav Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Jverat... Ae b\uH kaH{ \UzmaH y AaVyuH n=I. mftmaH vqt gaZyo. AhÄ to sTy Ke te sTy Ke. (daqla$pe) be wa{Ae Aek‐Aek laq (danmaH) AaPya. (p`) =va yoGy =ay Ke. n =va yoGy =tuH n=I. dan (Aapva) na wav‐ko{Ae laq AaPya ne paHc laq AaPya‐p` kdaictŸ ragnI mHdta krI hoy (to Ae pu~y Ke). (p`) bhar pDva ma!e devano wav hoy to Ae pap Ke Ane Ae pEsa mara Ke Ane huH




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 31 AapuH KuH (AevI maNyta hoy) to te im+yaTv Ke. kar` ke AÒv Aa„anuH Ke j nhÄ. p` AÒv marI cIj n=I, AemaH marI tIv/ mmta htI temaH mmta mHd krIne danmaH laq‐be laq AapuH KuH¸ (Aeva) te piràm p` xuw (wav) Ke, pu~y Ke, Aas/v Ke, Jer Ke, nax pamva yoGy Ke. xuwwavne Jer kæuH (ne...?) wgvan (Aa„a) to AHdr Am<tSv$p Ke¸ (Ae) AtIiNãy AanHdna na= Aagz rag to Jer Ke. Aena (Aa„ana) Svwav=I (rag) ivprIt Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) mI@uH Jer lage Ke? (_¿r:) Jer mI@uH n=I¸ Ae to A&anI mane Ke. bakI Jer Ke AemaH mI@ax É–aH AavI? AevI vat Ke, wa{¦

svarmaH (;smysar') ;klx !Ika' }lok‐2p2 vaHCyo Ke ne...¦ AemaH car bol ka#–a Ke: —SvãVy Ae!le inivRkLpma5 vStu (i5kazI ãVy. jene AhÄyaH ;sar' kI\o te.) SvÙe5 Ae!le Aa\arma5 vStuno Ýdex. Svkaz Ae!le vStuma5nI mUz AvS=a. Svwav Ae!le vStunI mUznI shjxi›. prãVy Ae!le sivkLp wed‐kLpna. prÙe5 Ae!le je vStuno Aa\arwUt Ýdex inivRkLp vStuma5$pe kæo hto te j Ýdex sivkLp wed‐kLpna=I prÝdex buiâgocr$pe khevay Ke. prkaz Ae!le ãVynI mUznI inivRkLp AvS=a te j AvS=aNtr‐wed$p kLpna=I prkaz khevay Ke. prwav Ae!le ãVynI shj xi›na pyaRy$p Anek AHx äara wed‐kLpna, tene prwav khevay Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ prãVy to prãVy Ke j¸ p` potanI Aek$p cIjmaH wedkLpna krvI te (p`) prãVy Ke¦ AhÄ prãVy Ae!le xrIr, vaÌ, mn, kmR Ae AhÄ n=I levuH, AhÄ to ;sivkLp wedkLpna' Ae prãVy (lI\uH Ke). Awed je ;sar' (tÀv Ke) AemaH wedkLpna krvI ke Aa Ke... Aa Ke, Aevo ivkLp te prãVy Ke.

ij&asa: prãVy kem kæuH? sma\an: (wedkLpna‐ivkLp, Ae) potanuH Sv$p n=I. Ae (to) inivRkLpSv$p

Ke, AemaH ivkLp _@avvo te prãVy Ke. AevI vat Ke bapu¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ ij&asa: K ãVymaH=I satmuH ãVy kæuH? sma\an: satmuH kæuH Ke. kæuH Ke ne...? Ae to ;sMyG&an dIipka' maH=I Aapè

;AVy›' na phela bolmaH kæuH Ke. Aa ;sMyG&an dIipka' (Ùu.) \mRdasÒ (k<t) Ke. AemaH (te) khe Ke ke‐K ãVy=I iwþ wgvan (Aa„a) satmuH ãVy Ke. Ae É–aH=I ka#–uH Ke te TyaH lQyuH n=I. p` Ame to 60 vØR phelaH bo!admaH ÔeyuH Ane jHglmaH (Aene) vaHCyuH htuH. AemaH Aa„ane sºm ãVy kæuH Ke. (Ôeke) satmuH ãVy Ke nhÄ, p` ;smysar' ga=a‐49 ;AVy›' na K bolmaH phelo bol Ke TyaH AevuH lI\uH Ke ke‐ ;K ãVySv$p lok &ey Ke, Vy› Ke¸ Aena=I iwþ wgvan (Aa„a) AVy› Ke.' Aaha... ha¦ Aekkor wgvan (Ae!le ke) Aekkor ram Ane Aekkor gam. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ K ãVy Sv$p lok &ey Ke, Vy› Ke Aena=I iwþ Ke Ae AVy› Ke. Aa ;sar' Ae¦ Aa ;SvãVy' Ae¦

Aaha... ha¦ JI uH Ke, wa{¦ Aa magR Aevo Ke. Aa\arma5 vStuno Ýdex, Ae SvÙe5. AsHQyÝdexI‐Aek$p, Ae SvÙe5. (Ane) sU"m, A$pI, SvãVy, sar‐ (AevI) wed‐kLpna Ae prÙe5. Aek smynI AvS=anI wed$p kLpna Ae prkaz. (Ane) Aek to




32 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 prãVyno wav ;prwav'. (bIj¡H) ragaid ;prwav' Ane (5Ij¡H) i5kazI &ayk AnHt xÂ›na Aek$pmaH Aek xÂ›nI wed‐kLpna krvI Ae —prwav˜ na Aava 5` Ýkar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prãVyna wav to prãVymaH Ke j ;prwav'. ragaid wav =ay Ke Ae p` ;prwav'. (p`) —prwav˜ AhÄ to i5kazI xÂ›nuH Aek$p Awed Svwav¸ AemaH Aek xÂ›no wed‐ivkLp ivcarvo, Aene ;prwav' (khe Ke)¦

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to isâ kyuÅ‐xuH? ke: ;smSt nax pamva yoGy' ‐ÔeyuH? Ae pyaRy to nax pamva yoGy Ke. prkaz‐Aapè cale Ke, te Aa¦ ;smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I'... wav to Ke, Aene wav to kæo¸ p` Ae nÚ pamva yoGy wav (Ke, Aena=I) wgvanAa„a dUr Ke. pyaRymaH ãVy AaVyuH j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ pyaRy=I dUr Ke dUr¦

Ae AsHQy ÝdexmaH je!la Ùe5maH=I pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae!luH Ùe5¸ Ane Aa baj¡nuH Ùe5 Aena=I dUr Ke. pyaRynuH Ùe5 p` ãVyna Ùe5=I iwþ Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke¦ pyaRyno kaz‐prkaz, Ae Svkaz=I iwþ Ke¦ pyaRyno wav j ãVywav=I pr‐iwþ Ke Ane ãVywav Aena=I (pyaRywav=I) iwþ Ke¦

AavI vat Ke¦¦ Aa to mUz cIj Ke, Ýwu¦ ;\mR' Aa¦ Aa ;\mR' Aem =ay Ke ke: i5kazI ãVySvwav (je) sar Ke AenI ¹iÚ kre to sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. bakI b\aH =o=e‐=o=aH Ke. magR ;Aa' Ke¦ —Aek hoy 5` kazmaH, prmar=no pH=˜ (‐ ;Aa„isiâ' ga=a‐36). prmar=no pH= to ;Aa' Aek j Ke. Vyvhar=I to =tuH n=I p` wedwav=I p` inüy =to n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

ij&asa: Aape ãVy=I pyaRyne iwþ khI to pyaRy nax (Vyy) pamIne g{ É–aH?

sma\an: É–aH Ôy? AHdr g{¦ Aa to FÌvar kæuH Ke. Aa vat FÌ var AavI g{ Ke. jra xaHit=I saHwzo: je pyaRy ragnI Ke (teno) Vyy ={ gyo, to Ae pyaRy g{ É–aH? rag to AHdr ãVymaH jto n=I, p` AenI yoGyta ãVymaH Ôy Ke, to Aeno pairàimkwav ={ gyo¦ A=va AhÄ sMyGdxRn Lyo. sMyGdxRn Aek smynI pyaRy Ke. (Ae) nax =va yoGy Ke ne...¦ to Ae pyaRy Vyy ={ne g{ É–aH? ‐AHdrmaH (g{). p` AhÄ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH (je) _pxm, Ùyopxm ke Ùaiykwav hto, p` (te) ßyaH AHdrmaH g{ TyaH (te) pairàimkwav ={ gyo¦

Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ magR xuH Ke (te AhÄ) khIAe (KIAe). Aa to ijne¬rdevno magR Ke¦ Aevo (bIje) É–aHy n=I. hÒ to phelaH saHwzva y mzto n=I¦ bharnI vat‐Aa... kro... ne... Aa kro... ne... Aa... kro. (saHwzva mze). Ýwu¦ magR to (Aa Ke). jNm‐mr`riht‐wvCKed‐nI vat to ;Aa' Ke.

ij&asa: AavuH saHwzIne pKI v/t‐tp krva ko` Ôy?

sma\an: v/t‐tp kre ko`? wUimkane yoGy Ae ivkLp Aave Ke p` Ae pr Ke, du:q Ke. ivkLp Aave Ke p` Ke du:q, hey, pr. pU R vItrag n =ay TyaH su\I Vyvhar




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 33 Aave Ke p` Ae rag Ke, du:q Ke, hey Ke. vat to AavI Ke¦ (ÝÆ) to pKI kem Aave Ke? (_¿r:) kmÔerI Ke to Aave Ke. p` Ae _padey n=I. Aadr`Iy n=I. te to (Aagz) khI gya ne...¦ —inj prma„a isvay bIj¡H kaH{ _padey n=I.˜ (rag) Aave Ke p` _padey n=I. (_padey) n=I tene _padey kem khe?

ÝÆ: Vyvhar to Aave Ke ne? _¿r: Vyvhar n hoy to vItrag ={ Ôy¦ im+ya¹iÚne pyaRymaH AnHt du:q Ke,

suqno AHx n=I. kevz&anIne AnHt suq Ke, du:qno AHx n=I. (p`) sa\kne AanHdno AHx p` Ke Ane du:qno p` AHx Ke. ‐bey Ke. nhÄtr (pU R vItrag ={ Ôy). (p`) pU R to n=I. pU aRnHd n=I. =oDuH du:q Ke. ragaid Aave Ke (te!luH) du:q Ke. p` (sa\k) Aene hey Ô e Ke. smÔ uH? wgvanne pU R AanHd Ke. im+ya¹iÚne pU R du:q Ke. sa\k‐sMyG¹iÚne pU R AanHd AaVyo n=I. ApU R AanHdnuH vedn Ke. ßyaH pU R n=I TyaH =oDo rag Aave, du:q p` Aave. to Ke to qruH, p` Ae hey trIke Ke, _padey trIke n=I. Ae to kæuH ne...¦ —bIj¡H kaH{ _padey n=I.˜ to bIÒ cIj Ke to qrI. n=I Aem Ke nhÄ. qreqr to (jene) SvãVyno Anuwv =yo, sMyGdxRn (=yuH) Aene, je rag Aave Ke tene Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Ôe inüy hoy to Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. inüy sMyGdxRn n hoy TyaH Vyvharawasne Vyvhar khevo, Ae k=nma5 Ke. vStu Ke j nhÄ. Vyvharno A=R Ke j nhÄ.

bIÒ rIte khIAe to Vyvhar je xuwrag Ke te AaH\zo Ke. kar` ke, rag potane Ô`to n=I Ane &aykne Ô`to n=I. te kar`e wgvane Aene AaH\zo Ane jD kæo Ane wgvan (Aa„ane) Ôgto Ane cEtNy (kæo). Ae be vStu iwþ Ke. Aem AhÄ btavvuH Ke. nhÄtr be vStunI isiâ =tI n=I.

;AaºmImaHsa' Nyayna g/H=maH Aem kæuH: \m± Ane \mR‐be iwþ g~yaH Ke. \m± Ane \mR‐Ae iwþ Ke. be Aek n=I. Aek hoy to (AevaH) be nam pDe nhÄ. be vaCy n hoy (to) be vack n hoy. pKI Vyvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke ke‐Aa \m±no Aa \mR Ane Aa \mRno Aa \m±. p` bey inrpeÙ iwþ stŸ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Ae to wgvannaH xaÏ Ke, Ýwu¦ (Aeno) par n=I. Aek Aek xBdmaH Ae!la AagmnaH rhSy wyaÅ Ke ke par nhÄ. Ae to sHto pUruH kre. g`\r pUruH krI xke. Aaha... ha¦ par n=I, AevI vat Ke¦ sHto Ae!le saca sHt hÇ¦ wavilHgI hoy Ae.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —je smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I dUr Ke.˜ dUr Ke Ae!le ke pyaRymaH ãVy AavtuH n=I. pyaRy=I ãVy iwþ rhe Ke. dUrno A=R Aa ka#–o¦

Ae to ;smysar' sHvr Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke ne...¦ pu~y‐papna wav Ke Ae prvStu Ke, prÙe5 Ane prwav Ke. AenuH prÙe5 Ke. je!lamaH ivkLpAvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae pyaRy Ke to AsHQyÝdexI p` Ae AsHQy ÝdexmaH je!lamaH‐KeÐa AHxmaH ivk<t ke Aivk<t‐inivRkarI AvS=a _Tpþ =ay Ke‐Ae beynuH Ùe5 iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?




34 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;icdŸivlas' maH dIpcHdÒAe lI\uH Ke‐pyaRynuH Ùe5 iwþ Ke. pyaRyno wav Ane Ùe5

iwþ Ke. Ane ãVynuH Ùe5 iwþ Ke. pyaRynuH vIyR iwþ Ke. pyaRynuH sU"m (Tv) iwþ Ke¦ AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke p` Ae b\a (wav) nax pamva yoGy Ke. Aena=I vStu dUr

Ke. (hve, khe Ke-) —je e duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke.˜ kam AemaH Ke j nhÄ. AevuH khevuH Ke. p` waØa AevI lI\I ke, vStumaH to kamnI [CKa j n=I. p` Aeno A=R Ke ke —je e duvaRr˜ (A=aRtŸ) je invarI nhÄ xke, !azI nhÄ xke AevI (duinRvaRr) ivØyvasna ($p) ivk<tdxa¸ (Ae) —kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke.˜ (A=aRtŸ) AemaH (vStumaH) Ke j nhÄ. Aeno Aa]y kre Ke to (kam) nax =ay Ke, to Aene nax kyÈ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔ`uH kaH{? 5IÔ (bolno) ivxeØ ivStar Ke.

(ivxeØ khexe...) ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 3-2-1978 (;inymsar' }lok‐p4). =oDuH frIne. Aa xuâwav Ai\kar Ke. xuâwav (Ae!le)

i5kazI \/uvSv$p, je i5kaz Aek$p rhevavazo, AnHtgu no Aek$p ipHD, Aene AhÄyaH xuâwav khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae xuâwav, —svR tÀvomaH je Aek sar Ke.˜ cahe to sHvr, injRra, moÙ hoy ke pu~y‐papnaH pir`am hoy, AemaH ;sar' Ae \/uv Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ae!le ke |yey (Ae) ;sar' (Ke) sMyGdxRn Ae pyaRy Ke, Ae tÀv Ke p` Ae tÀvmaH sartÀv to i5kazI‐\/uv Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

(]ota:) smÔtuH n=I. (_¿r:) smÔtuH n=I? v\are SpÚ krIAe: vStumaH pyaRy Ane ãVy‐be Ýkar Ke. prna sHbH\nI kaH{ levadeva n=I. Ae ÒvnI Aek smynI pyaRymaH je wed pDe Ke‐Aek smyno pu~y‐pap wav, Aek smyno Aas/v, sHvr, injRra Ane moÙ‐Ae b\aH pyaRytÀv Ke. (Ae) b\aH tÀvomaH ;sar' Aek \/uvtÀv Ke. ßyaH ¹iÚ krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Aene mui›nuHŸ Ýya` x$ ={ gyuH.

]ei`k raÔ. (Aene) cair5 nhotuH. v/taid nhotaH. p` AHdr Ùaiyk smikt Ýg! =yuH¦ phelaH to smikt htuH p` pKI Ùaiyk to wgvanna smIpmaH potanI yoGyta=I _Tpþ =yuH Ane tI=Åkrgo5 baH|yuH¦ (smikt) phelaH (satmI) nrknuH Aayu bH\a{ gyuH htuH. te F!I gyuH. Aayu*ykmR to KU!tuH n=I. jem laDvamaH=I FI paKuH ka#Ine AenI nvI pUrI bnI xke nhÄ, tem Aayu*y bH\a{ gyuH hoy (to) te git frtI n=I, p` ÂS=itmaH fer pDe. to nrknuH Aayu*y to bH\a{ gyuH htuH te pKI smikt Ýaº kyuÅ¦ Aa Aa„a AanHdkHd Ýwu \/uv¦ Ae sar Ke. ‐Aevo Anuwv, (AevI) ÝtIit AanHdna AnuwvnI sa=e, AnuwUitnI sa=e sMyGdxRnmaH ={. pKI ivkLp AaVyo to tI=Åkrgo5 bH\a{ gyuH. ATyare nrkmaH Ke. Aayu*ynI iS=it F!I g{. (ma5 coyaRxI hÔr vØRnI iS=it rhI g{.) phelaH 33 sagr bH\ayuH htuH. pKI Aa„&an =yuH, (sMykŸ) dxRn =yuH. to Aem wan =yuH ke: AnHtkazmaH AnHtvar pHcmhav/t paZyaH KtaH Aa„&an ivna lex suq n payo. —muinv/t \ar AnHt




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 3p bar g/Ivk _pÔyaE˜. Ae to Aa„&an ivnano Aeklo iÊyakaHD Ke, xuwrag Ke¸ Ae to Aekvar nhÄ AnHtvar kyÈ Ke. Aem krIne to pKI AnHt pudŸglpravtRn‐SvgRnuH Ane nrknuH kyuÅ Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ nrknI git to n bdla{ p` rs ne iS=it F!I g{. nrke to gya, p` AagamI kazmaH phela tI=Åkr =xe¦ Aaha... ha¦

Ae AhÄ khe Ke: Ae sar Ke. Anuwv krvamaH Ae i5kazIãVy te sar Ke. —je smSt nax pamvayoGy wavo=I dUr Ke.˜ ‐Aa pyaRy=I ãVy dUr Ke. dUrno A=R: pyaRymaH \/uv AavtuH n=I. \/uvne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I Ane pyaRyne \/uv SpxRtuH n=I. ‐Ae ApeÙa=I pyaRy=I ãVy dUr Ke, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pyaRy, moÙno magR Ke p` Ae pyaRy, ãVyne SpxR krtI n=I¦

;smysar' ga=a‐49 (;AVy›' na) K bolmaH Ae AavI gyuH Ke: ãVyne pyaRy SpxRtI n=I Ane pyaRyne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I. (Ane) ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐172, ;AilHgg/h`' maH p` AavI gyuH Ke. hm`aH b\aH sar‐sar VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —je smSt nax pamvayoGy wavo=I˜‐Ae wav to pyaRy Ke. pyaRyne wav khe, ãVyne wav khe, gu ne wav khe, ivkarne wav khe Ane AivkarI pyaRyne p` wav khe. wvn‐ (;wU') ‐hovuH Ke ne...¦ to wav khe. Ae wavo=I‐Ae wavomaH ;sar' i5kazI Ke. Ae wavo=I —dUr˜ i5kazI (Ke). pKI (kæuH ke:) —je e duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke.˜ AemaH ApeiÙt vat Ke. Ae kam‐kamvasna‐AemaH Ke j nhÄ. i5kazI btavvo Ke ne...¦ AemaH kamvasnano ivkLp j n=I. te=I Ae ApeÙaAe kæuH ke: —je e duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke . Aek vat. jene kamnI [CKama5 n=I (to) Aeva duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. bIÒ rIte khIAe to, Ae \/uvSv$pna Aa]y=I ragno (kamno) nax =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ rag Ae sHsar Ke‐pu~y Ane pap bþe. AhÄ bþene pap khexe. smÔ uH kaH{? —je e duvaRr˜ (Ae!le) invarI xkay nhÄ AevI vasna, ivØynI vasna, [iNãyona ivØynI mI@ax je Jer Ke Aena=I to vStu dUr Ke. [iNãyona suqmaH suq manvuH, te Jerne suq manvuH, te im+yaTvwav Ke. p` vStu to im+yaTvwav=I Ane sMyGdxRnmaH Aa„anuH wan =yuH te pyaRyo=I p` dUr Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ ke!lo dUr? Ae to kale AavI gyuH htuH wa{‐Aek smynI pyaRy Ane \/uv Ke to smIp. Aena AsHQy ÝdexmaH je!la ÝdexmaH=I pyaRy é@e Ke te!luH Ùe5 Ane te!lo wav¸ Ane \/uvÙe5 Ane \/uvÙe5no wav‐be iwþ iwþ Ke. to Aena be A=R leva: Aek to AemaH‐i5kazImaH kam Ke nhÄ. Ae ;sar' tÀvmaH kam Ke j nhÄ. bIÒ rIte, Ae i5kazI wgvan AanHdkHd Ýwu, inTyanHd \/uv¸ Aena Aa]y=I sHsar A=aRtŸ kamno‐kamnI vasnano‐nax =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ phelI‐sMyGdxRnnI wUimka ko{ AlaEikk Ke. Ae ivna (b\aH =o=e=o=aH Ke)¦

;smysar' 413‐ga=amaH sHSk<t !IkamaH Ae 5` xBdo AaVya Ke: —(teAo) Anaid$# (Anaidkaz=I caLya Aavela) VyvharmaH mU#(mohI) (vtRta =ka,) ÝaE# ivvekvaza inüy (‐inüyny) pr Ana$# (vtRta =ka) ‐Anaid=I Ae Vyvhar dya, dan, v/t, wi›,




36 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 pUÔna (wav) krto AaVyo Ke. Anaid$# kem? ke‐Aeva wav to AnHtvar kyaR. AnHtvar nvmI g/Eveyk gyo, to Ae Anaid$# Ke, ko{ nvI cIj n=I¦

bIÒ rIte khIAe to ingodmaH‐AekeiNãymaH p` xuwwav =ay Ke. ingodno Òv Ke, É–arey nIkZyo nhÄ, 5s =yo n=I, Aeva ingodÒv AnHt pD–a Ke Aene p` Ù`maH xuw ne Ù`maH Axuw kaym kam cale Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? ke: je kmRcÊ Ke te ingodmaH p` xuwwav pKI Axuwwav, pKI xuwwav... Aem, Anaid=I cale Ke. (tem j) AnHtvar xuÉlleXya (pUvRk) nvmI g/Eveyk gyo. xuÉlleXya... hÇ¦ xuÉl|yan nhÄ. xuÉlleXya‐éjzo ragno wav, to AwvIne p` hoy Ke. im+ya¹iÚne p` hoy Ke. Ae to AnHtvar muinv/t \ar nvmI g/Eveyk gyo. (Aene) to TyaH (;smysar' ga=a‐413maH) Anaid$# kæo Ke. Ae to Anaid$# Ke, VyvharmU# Ke. kar` ke (Ae) VyvharAa„a (Ke) Aene Aa„anuwv‐sMyGdxRn n=I. TyaH Vyvharne mU# kæo. kar` ke, Vyvharne Ô`vavazo ÔGyo nhÄ, Ae to mU# Ke. AavI vat Ke¦ AakrI pDe, p` xuH =ay? xuwwav to Anaid$#‐Anaid=I caLyo Aave Ke. nvmI g/Eveyk gyo to p` xuwwav. ingodmaH gyo TyaH p` xuwwav. Aem AnHtvar (xuwwav) kyaÅ. AemaH nvI cIj xuH Ke? A&anIne Anaid$#, VyvharmU# kæo Ke. kar` ke Aa„a Ôg/t =yo n=I Ane AanHdno Anuwv =yo n=I. ragnI‐pHcmhav/taidnI iÊya je!lI paze Ke te b\ane mU# kæa.

kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke A=aRtŸ te vStumaH n=I. Anaid$#no Vyvhar Ae (p`) AemaH n=I. sHSk<tmaH (!IkamaH) 5` xBdo Ke: te½naid$#VyvharmU#a: ÝaE#ivvekH inüymna$#a: ÝaE# ivvekvaza inüy (‐inüyny) pr (teAo) Ana$# Ke. ÝaE# ivvek (A=aRtŸ) ivkLp=I (rag=I &anne) iwþ krvuH. mha wediv&an. Aitxy rag=I wed&an krvuH. Aeva ÝaE# ivvekvaza inüy (‐inüyny) pr (je) Ana$# Ke (te) ragmaH Aa$# Ke, Anaid$# Ke, VyvharmU# Ke (Ane) inüymaH Ana$# Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —je e duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke Aeno A=R Ae ke: AemaH (vStumaH kam) Ke j nhÄ. AhÄ to i5kazIne btavvo Ke. (Ae) kamne nax krvavazo É–aH Ke? p` Aena AvlHbn=I kamno nax =ay Ke (te=I) Aem khevamaH Aave Ke ke: i5kazIvStu kamno nax krvavazI Ke.

(hve, khe Ke:) —je pap$p v<Ùne Kednar kuhaDo Ke.˜ ;k¡@ar:' (Ae!le kuhaDo.) pap xBdmaH pu~y‐pap bey Ke. pu~y‐dya, dan, v/tnaH pir`am¸ pap‐ihHsa, jU@ (AaidnaH pir`am)¸‐Ae bey pap Ke¦

;yogsar' (‐ga=a: 71maH) yogINãdeve (kæuH Ke ne...¦) —pap$pne pap to Ô e jg shu ko{¸ pu~ytÀv p` pap Ke, khe AnuwvI bu\ ko{.˜ papne to saE pap khe p` AnuwvI jn, sMyG¹iÚ Òv to pu~yne (p`) pap khe (Ke). Ae Aagz AavI gyuH‐ —AF˜ khe Ke. pu~y Ane pap‐bey AF Ke, pap Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat pDe. xuH kre?

sMyGdxRn cIj ko{ AevI Ke pu~y Ane pap jemaH n=I AevI cIj (wgvan‐ Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 37 Aa„a) no, Ae Anuwv kre Ke A=va pu~y‐pap ($pI) v<Ùne Kedvavazo Ke. i5kazIna AvlHbn=I pu~y Ane papnuH Kedn =ay Ke Ae karè, pap$pI v<Ùne Kedvavazo kæo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

TyaH Aem Lye ke: papne Kedvavazo Ke Ane pu~yne raqvavazo Ke, Aem Ke? (na, Aem n=I). papmaH pu~y‐pap bey AavI gyaH. ;AF' khe Ke ne...¦ pu~y‐pap beyne AF‐pap khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ potanuH Sv$p xuâ cEtNy piv5, Aeklo piv5tano ipHD Ýwu¸ Aena=I ivruâ b\a wavne wgvan to pap khe Ke. (AhÄ) pap$p v<Ù lI\uH Ke ne v<Ù¦ pap$p v<Ù Anaid=I faLyuH Ke. xuwna AsHQy Ýkar. Axuwna AsHQy Ýkar. Aena pe!awed Lyo to AnHt Ýkar. ‐AevuH xuwaxuwnuH pap$p v<Ù, Aene Kedvavazo kuhaDo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vStumaH to Ae nax krvanI cIj (pu~y‐pap) Ke j nhÄ. nax krvanI (Ýv<i¿) to pyaRymaH krva yoGy Ke. p` Aena (vStuna) AvlHbn=I nax =ay Ke. to Ae kar e kæuH ke: i5kazI cIj pap$p v<Ùne Kedvavazo kuhaDo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae dIpcHdÒ =ya ne...¦ ;AnuwvÝkax' krvavaza, ;icdivlas' krvavaza. Aem e Aek ;A|ya„ pHc sHg/h' bnaVyuH Ke. AemaH KeÐe lQyuH Ke ke: Are... re¦ ATyare Ôe{Ae to ko{ Aagm Ýmaè sacI ]âavaza deqata n=I. A|ya„no sTy v›a p` ko{ deqato n=I. huH sTy vat khuH KuH to (loko) saHwzta n=I. (Ae=I) huH lqI Ôë KuH¦ te vqte (AavuH) lQyuH htuH¦ ke: Aagm Ýmaè je Svwavna Aa]y=I AHtr‐sMykŸ]âa Ôe{Ae AevI ko{ ]âa É–aHy deqatI n=I Ane Aeva sTy v›a (ke je Aem khe ke) ;i5kazIna Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, Vyvhar=I nhÄ. Vyvhar bH\nuH kar` Ke¸ Ae bH\na kar`=I ;AbH\wav' naH AbH\ piràm _Tpþ =taH n=I'¸ Aevo ko{ sTy vkta deqato n=I Ane (Ame) muqe=I khIAe KIAe to ko{ mantuH n=I¸ AevuH Ke. krànuyogmaH ;iwþ sa|y‐sa\n' AevuH lQyuH Ke. p` Ae k{ ApeÙaAe lQyuH Ke? Ae smje nhÄ Ane (Ame) khIAe to manta n=I¸ te=I lqI Ôë KuH ke magR ko{ cIj Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —je pap$p v<Ùne Kednar Ke.˜ ãVymaH to pu~y‐papnI gH\ p` n=I. (KtaH A&anI) Aeno (pu~y‐papno) Aa]y le Ke, p` Ae (ãVy) to pu~y‐papno nax krvavazuH Ke. pu~y‐papnI _Tpi¿ krvavazuH ãVy n=I. Aaha... ha¦ —pap$p v<Ù˜‐pu~y, pap bþe hÇ? xuw Ane Axuwwav bey pap¦ (Ane Aene Kednar) wgvan Aa„a¦

(;smysar') jysen AacayRnI !Ika. pu~y‐pap Ai\karne KeÐe AevuH lQyuH Ke ke: Vyvhar rTn5y Ae pap Ke¦ ix*yno ÝÆ Ke ke Aa to papno Ai\kar cale Ke AemaH tme AhÄ Aa (vat) É–aH laVya? (to khe Ke ke:) rag Aave Ke to Svwav=I pitt =ay Ke ma!e pap Ke¦ Aem sHSk<t (pa@) Ke:‐ —y>ip VyvharmoÙmagÈ inüyrTnZy-SyopadeywUtSy kar`wUtTvadupadey: prMprya jIvSy pivZtakràtŸ pivZSt=aip bihãRVyalHbnTven pra\InTvaTptit nXytITyekH kar`H inivRkLpsmai\rtanaH VyvharivkLpalHbnen Sv$paTpittH wvtIit iätIyH kar`H.




38 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 [it inüynyapeÙya papmŸ.˜ ‐ dya, dan, v/t, wi› AaidnaH pir`am inüyny=I pap Ke. kaH{ b\uH yad rhe? AhÄ to wav QyalmaH hoy¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Ae pap‐pu~y Ane pap bey‐ ($p) v<Ùne Aa„a Kedvavazo Ke A=va AemaH (Aa„amaH te) n=I. ma!e pu~y‐papna v<Ùne Kedvavazo kæo Ane Aeno Aa]y leva=I pu~y‐papno Ked =ay Ke ma!e Kedvavazo kæo.

(hve khe Ke:) —je xuâ &anno Avtar Ke˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae (Aa„a) to xuâ &anSv$pI Ke. Avtar (Ae!le) jNm le Ke ne¦ to Avtar lI\o. Aa xuâ &an Avtar j Ke. i5kazI xuâ&an AvtarI Ýwu Ke. Ae kaH{ nvo _Tpþ =ay Ke, Aem n=I. xuâ &an Avtar‐i5kazI cIj xuâ &anno j jNm Ke. xuâ &annI AemaH _Tpi¿ (A=aRtŸ iv>manta Ke. _Tpi¿ pyaRymaH =ay Ke, Ae nhÄ. (p`) Ae xuâ &an Anaid=I j Ke. Aene AhÄ sMyGdxRnno ivØy khIAe KIAe.

Aaha... ha¦ —je xuâ &anno Avtar Ke.˜ xuâ &an Avtarno A=R: xuâ &anSv$p Ke. Ae to i5kazI xuâSv$p Ke. wgvan¦ pyaRy=I dUr Ke. kæuH ne? sHvr‐injRranI pyaRy=I p` dUr Ke. Ae xuâ &anSv$pI Ke. pu~y‐papna ivkLp=I‐rag=I (iwþ Ke). v/t‐tpno ivkLp hoy ke _pvas kruH ne Aa kruH ne te kruH‐Ae b\a ivkLp Ke¸ (Ae) ivkLp, Sv$pmaH to n=I. gu ‐gu Ino wed lÙmaH levo, Ae p` Aek ivkLp Ke, rag Ke Ae rag=I iwþ, xuâ &anno Avtar Ke. xuâ &anSv$pI i5kazI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —je xuâ &anno Avtar Ke.˜

be muQy vat le Ke. &an Ane suq. (to khe Ke:) —je suqsagrnuH pUr Ke˜ Aaha... ha¦ suq‐sagrnI wrtI Ke. wrtI be Ýkare Ke‐sMyGdxRn‐&an =va=I pyaRymaH suq‐sagrnI wrtI Aave Ke. p` Ae vStu j suqsagrnuH pUr Ke AHdr suqsagrnI wrtI AavI Ke. Aaha... ha¦

wa{¦ Ýwuno magR (Aa Ke). AhÄ to wvna KednI vat Ke. jena=I wv mze Ae to AnHtvar mZyuH Ane AnHtvar kyuÅ, Ae ko{ cIj n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ`uH kaH{?

xuH kæuH? phelaH &an lI\uH pKI suq lI\uH. bey muQy lI\aH Ke. —je suqsagrnuH pUr Ke diryane kaH@e je wrtI Aave Ke, te to pyaRy Ke. p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: —je suqsagrnuH pUr Ke ‐AHdr suqsagrnI wrtI pDI Ke. Aaha... ha¦

xuâwavno Ai\kar cale Ke ne...¦ xuâwav (A=aRtŸ) \/uv, i5kaz. je sMyGdxRnno ivØy (Ke). khe Ke ke (Ae) to suqsagrnuH pUr Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdno puHj Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae skrkHdmaH skrkHdnI _prnI lal Kal n j¡Ao to (te) sakrnI mI@axno ipHD Ke. Aem AhÄ pyaRyne n j¡Ao to vStu Ke AemaH to AtIiNãy suqsagrnI wrtI Ke. (AemaH) AtIiNãy AanHd‐suqsagr pD–o Ke. te xuâwav Ke. \/uvwav Ke. inTywav Ke. samaNywav Ke. Abâwav Ke. &aykwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aek smyma5maH Anuwv =taH Aaqa sHsarno AHt AavI Ôy Ke, bapu¦ Ae sMyGdxRn




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 39 xuH cIj Ke? Ae kem _Tpþ =ay Ke? Ane _Tpi¿ =ay Ke to kevI dxa AHdr =ay Ke? tenI to qbre y n=I Ane bhar=I (xuwiÊyaAo) kre. Anaid=I kre Ke. Ane nvmI g/Eveyk Ôy Aeva xuwwav to ATyare hota p` n=I. TyaH to pHcmhav/t, 28 mUz gu` AevaH paZyaH ke camDaH _trDIne qar KaH!e to p` Êo\ n kre, Aevo xuw wav hto. xuÉl leXya htI. AevI xuÉl leXya to ATyare =tI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ko{ xuÉl leXya Ane xuwwavnI kaH{ ikHmt n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AkImtI cIjnI ikHmt (Anaid=I krI Ke.)¦

(;smysar' ga=a‐31maH Ke ne...¦) —`a`shavai\yH mu`id AadH wgvan Aa„a, rag Ane vtRman pyaRy=I p` iwþ, suqsagrnuH pUr Ke, &anno gHj (Ke)¸ Aene AhÄ xuâwav, inüy Aa„a, qreqr Aa„a khevamaH AaVyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —je suqsagrnuH pUr Ke .

(hve, khe Ke ke:) —Ane je klexodi\no iknaro Ke.˜ (klex (A=aRtŸ) du:q, _di\ (A=aRtŸ) sagr) du:q$pI sagrno to TyaH iknaro Ke. klexnI (TyaH) gH\ n=I. ragnI, klexnI TyaH gH\e y n=I. wv Ane wvna wavnI AemaH gH\ (p`) n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(;smysar') injRra Ai\kar klx‐142maH Am<tcHãacayeR kæuH Ke: xuw wav kro to kro Ae klex Ke, rag Ke, du:q Ke. (—iÉlXyHtaH c pre mhav/ttpoware wG™aiürmŸ ).

(AhÄ khe Ke:) klexodi\‐klex$pI sagr¸ Aeno iknaro Ke, AHt Ke. jemaH Ae Ke j nhÄ. A=va jena Aa]y=I klex$pI sagrno AHt AavI Ôy Ke. AamaH Aa be A=R leva. sHSk<tmaH —Élexvaraixpar:˜ xBd Ke. smuCcy A=R lI\o —je klexodi\no iknaro Ke, AHt Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ —te smysar (xuâa„a) jyvHt vteR Ke‐ ;jyvHt vteR' Aem n=I kæuH. phelo xBd Ke: —jyit smysar:˜‐Ae smysar jyvHt vteR ;Ke'. (je) \/uvSv$p (Ke te duvaRr) kamnI vasnane nax krvavazo, pap$p v<Ùne Kedvavazo, klexodi\no iknaro (Ke) A=aRtŸ AemaH Ae Ke j nhÄ, Aevo xuâa„a jyvHt vteR Ke. jyvHt vteR Ke. i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke¦ p` kone? ke jene Aeno Anuwv pyaRymaH =yo tene ;Aa' i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke. xuH kæuH? ‐suqsagr, &anavtar jyvHt vteR Ke. p` kone? &anmaH Anuwv AaVyo nhÄ, AevuH wan =yuH (nhÄ) Aene (to) Aa cIj (AevI) Ke AevuH (Aene) É–aH=I AaVyuH? vtRman &anpyaRymaH Ae &eynuH &an n hoy to ;Ae jyvHt vteR Ke' Aevo in Ry ko e kyÈ? smÔ uH kaH{? AevI vat Ke¦

;jyvHt vteR Ke' Aem kæuH ne...¦ —jyit smysar:˜ phelo xBd Ke. —jyit smysar:˜ ivxuâwav smysar i5kazI... hÇ¦ AemaH. ãVykmR, wavkmR, nokmRriht i5kazI cIj smysar jyvHt vteR Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' (bol‐306) maH Aevo xBd pD–o Ke. —Ôgto Òv éwo Ke ne te É–aH Ôy?˜ Aeno A=R Aa Ke: ;Ôgto Òv' (A=aRtŸ) &aykwav, \/uvwav, i5kazI, vItragSvwavwav Aevo Òv ;éwo Ke' Ae!le \/uv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa jyvHt vteR Ke.




40 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ôgto (A=aRtŸ) &aykwav. Aevo Òv \/uv Ke. —te É–aH Ôy?˜ \/uv É–aH Ôy? Aoho... ho¦ p` kone? ke jene pyaRymaH wan =yuH ke ;Aa to Ôgto Òv jyvHt vteR Ke,' AevuH sMyGdxRn =yuH Aene ;Ôgto Òv jyvHt vteR Ke' Aem wanmaH AaVyuH. jene (Ae) cIj QyalmaH AavI n=I tene ;jyvHt vteR Ke' ‐Aem kevI rIte khevay? smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Ae Ôgto Òv Ae!le &aykwav A=va svR tÀvomaH sar, smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I dUr, duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke, (pap$pv<Ùne Kednar), xuâ&anno Avtar, (suqsagrnuH pUr, klexodi\no iknaro) ‐Aevo i5kazI (xuâa„a), &annI pyaRymaH Ane sMyGdxRnnI pyaRymaH, (jyvHt vteR Ke). ãVy pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I p` pyaRymaH ãVyno Qyal AaVyo ke‐Aa ãVy AavuH Ke, jyvHt Ke, i5kaz Ke, \/uv Ke, inTy Ke, xuâ&anpuHj Ýwu \/uv, AiStp e jyvHt vteR Ke. phelaH naiSt=I vat krI: smSt nax pamva yoGy wavo=I dUr, jeè duvaRr kamne nÚ kyÈ Ke, pap$pv<Ùne Kednar Ke Ane AiSt=I: xuâ&anno Avtar Ke, (suqsagrnuH pUr Ke, jyvHt vteR Ke). jene Aevo Qyal AaVyo Aene AhÄ khe Ke ke ;jyvHt vteR Ke' AevuH wan =yuH. p` je pyaRybuiâmaH, ragbuiâmaH, ragnI ÌicmaH pD–o Ke Aene (to) ;jyvHt vteR Ke' AevI cIj to QyalmaH AavI nhÄ to Aene jyvHt vteR Ke‐AevuH n=I. Ane to rag jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ magR Aavo Ke, wa{¦

Ae!la bol khIne KeÐe Ae lI\uH: —jyit smysar:˜ Aa cIj Ke Ae jyvHt vteR Ke¦ Ae pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo, ]âamaH |yey bnavIne ]âa ={, inivRkLp Anuwv =yo, Ae khe Ke ke‐Aa cIj to jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aam to Aigyar AHgmaH ;Aa„a inTy Ke, \/uv Ke' (xuH) n=I saHwZyuH? AnHt var Aigyar AHg kH@S= kyaÅ. Aek AacaraHgmaH 18 hÔr pd Ke Ane Aek Aek pdmaH p1 kroD=I JaJera }lok Ke¦ to Aigyar AHg w~ya AemaH Aa vat (xuH) n=I AavI? \aràmaH Ane Ô`vamaH to Aa vat AavI htI. p` Aeno Anuwv nhoto. Aa cIj Ke Aevo Aeno Anuwv nhoto.

(;Kh#aza') maH Aem kæuH ne...¦ —muinv/t \ar AnHtbar g/Ivk _pÔyo¸ pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE.˜ ‐Aeno A=R xuH =yo? ke: pHc mhav/t Aaid piràm Ae suq n=I, du:q Ke. muinv/t \ar AnHt var g/EveykmaH _Tpþ =yo. p` Aa„&an ivna lex suq paMyo nhÄ A=aRtŸ te du:q htuH¦

Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ ;klx' maH phelaH Ae AavI gyuH Ke. vat k@` to Ke. AxÉ– n=I Ýwu¦ tarI cIj Ke ne...¦

ANymtmaH Aave Ke: —marI njrne Aazse re meH nIrQya n ny e hir.˜ Aap e ;hir' Aa„ane khe Ke. ;pHca|yayI' maH Ke. ;papmŸ AFmŸ hrit [it hir'. ;hir' kone khe Ke? te (ANymit) hir khe Ke te nhÄ. (p`) je pu~y‐papna wavne hrit‐nax kre¸ pyaRymaH SvwavnI _Tpi¿ hoy, sHQyamaH AnHtgu , b\a gu ono Aek AHx Vy› hoy¸ Ae e Aa„ane njre Ôeyo. bakI ny`nI Aazse re, potanI njrnI Aazse (Ae!le) njr pyaRymaH ne ragmaH roka{ g{, (te=I) wgvanne Ôeya n=I. TyaH (ragaidna) ÝemmaH fsayo.




]I inymsar }lok p4 ‐ 41 AanHdFnÒ to Aem khe Ke, ¬etaHbr Ke to p`. paKz=I idgHbr xaÏonuH =oDuH vaHcn hxe Aem lage Ke. sHwvna=ÒnI StuitmaH Aem khe Ke‐—äeØ Arock wav.˜ ragna ÝemIne (A=aRtŸ) Vyvhar rTn5yna ÝemIne Sv$p ÝTye äeØ Ke. AanHdFnÒnI 24 Stuit Ke. F`a smy phelaH (sHvtŸ) 78maH b\uH ÔeyuH Ke. AemaH Ke. —sHwvdev te \Ur sevo seve re, lhI Ýwu‐sevn wed¸ sevn‐kar` pihlI wUimka re, Awy AäeØ Aqed. 1. wy cHczta ho je pir`amnI re, äeØ Arock wav¸ qed Ýv<i¿ ho krtaH =akIAe re, doØ Abo\ ilqav. sHwv0 r.˜ jene dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaid ragno Ýem Ke Aene wgvan‐AanHd ÝTye äeØ Ke. —äeØ Arock wav.˜ Aene (wgvan Aa„a) ructo n=I, Ae äeØ Ke. Ane (Aene) rag ruce Ke. TyaH=I Ýem KoDIne AhÄ (Aa„amaH) Ýem =yo, wan =yuH to khe Ke —jyvHt vteR Ke.˜

pUruH =yuH hve. ∙ ∙ ∙

—Òv ijnvr Ke ne ijnvr Òv

Ke AevI ¹iÚ =ay tene pyaRybuiâ KU!I Ôy Ke. sMyGdxRn Ýg! krva ma!e ke!lay g# AozHgIne AHdrmaH jvay Ke. VyvharmaH ke!lak ÝkarnI laykat hoy, sHsarwavo jray ruce nih, Aa„a... Aa„a... nI \Un lage Tyare sMyGdxRn =ay Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡28.





—wa{¦ taruH $p to wgvanSv$p Ke ne...¦ prma„Sv$p tuH Ko. ijnSv$p j Aa„a Ke. vItrag AkØaymUitR j Aa„a Ke. tene prmpair`aimkwav kho ke Aek$pwav kho, AhÄ tene xuâwav khevamaH Aave Ke. tena=I Òvaid sat baætÀvo iwþ Ke. inim¿ Aaid to iwþ Ke j p` ragaid Axuâwav Ke te bihtRÀv Ke Ane pU`R Sv$pna Aa]ye je vItragI pyaRy _Tpþ ={ te p` pyaRy hova=I bihtRÀv Ke ne bihtRÀv Ke te hey Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡26p





]I inymsar: ga=a p0 ]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika

(xuâwav Ai\kar)

puVv¿sylwava prdVvH prshavimid heyH.sgdVvmuvadeyH AHtrtŠH hve APpa.. 50..pUvÈÉtsklwava: prãVyH prSvwava [it heya:.SvkãVymupadeyH ANtStÀvH wvedaTma.. 50..

heyopadeyTyagopadanlÙ`k=nimdmŸ. ye keicdŸ ivwavgu`pyaRyaSte pUvÅ VyvharnyadexadupadeyTvenoÉta:

xuâinüynyblen heya wviNt. k¡t:? prSvwavTvatŸ, At Ov prãVyH wvit. sklivwavgu pyaRyinmuRÉtH xuâaNtStÀvSv$pH SvãVymupadeymŸ. ASy qlu shj&anshjdxRnshjcairZshjprmvItragsuqaTmkSy xuâaNtStÀvSv$pSya\ar: shjprmpairàimkwavlÙ`kar`smysar [it.

∙ gujratI Anuvad:

pUvÈ› wavo prdrv prwav, te=I hey Ke¸Aa„a j Ke Aadey, AHt:tÀv$p injãVy Ke. p0

ANvya=R: (pUvÈÉtsklwava:) pUvÈ› svR wavo (prSvwava:)

prSvwavo Ke, (prãVymŸ) prãVy Ke, ([it) te=I (heya:) hey Ke (ANtStÀvH) AHt:tÀv (SvkãVymŸ) AevuH SvãVy‐ (AaTma) Aa„a‐ (_padeymŸ) _padey (wvetŸ) Ke.

!Ika: Aa, hey‐_padey A=va Tyag‐g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke teAo pUveR (49mI ga=amaH)

Vyvharnyna k=n äara _padeypè khevamaH AaVya hta prHtu xuâinüynyna bze (xuâinüynye) teAo hey Ke. xa kar`=I? kar` ke teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane te=I j prãVy Ke. svR ivwavgu`pyaRyo=I riht xuâ‐AHt:tÀvSv$p SvãVy _padey Ke. qreqr shj&an‐shjdxRn‐shjcair5‐shjprvItragsuqa„k xuâ‐AHt: tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVyno Aa\ar shjprmpairàimkwavlÙ` (‐shj prm pairàimk wav jenuH lÙ` Ke Aevo kar`smysar Ke. .. p0..

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Ývcn: ta. 4-2-1978

;inymsar' ga=a‐p0. wed&annI ivxeØ vat Ke. tdŸn sU"m (ivØy) Ke. phelaH jrI mUz pa@ (ANvya=R) l{Ae: —pUvÈ› svR wavo˜‐inmRz pyaRy=I maHDIne rag Ane inim¿‐Ae b\uH prãVy Ke, prwav Ke. —pUvÈ› svR wavo prSvwavo Ke, prãVy Ke, te=I hoy Ke¸ AHt:tÀv AevuH SvãVy˜‐i5kazI &aykwav, pU aRnHdSv$p, \/uv‐—Aa„a _padey Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae SvãVy _padey Ke¦

(!Ika:- ) —Aa, hey-_padey A=va Tyag-g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.˜

qreqr AevI vat Ke¦ te ;klx!Ika' klx‐p9maH krI: —va:pyso:˜ ;va:' Ae!le paÌ. ;pyso:' Ae!le dU\. te bHne iwþ Ke. pKI klx‐60maH lI\uH ke: AiG™sHyog=I paÌ énuH =yuH, p` _*`p uH AiGnnuH Ke, paÌnuH nhÄ. paÌ to Svwav=I xItz Ke. xItzpùH paÌno Svwav Ke. p` (AevuH) be_nuH &an =ay Ke kone ke‐paÌ xItz Ke Ane _*`p uH AÂGnnuH Ke, paÌ AÂGnna inim¿e énuH =yuH Ke? (;énuH paÌ') ApeÙa=I khevamaH AaVyuH (KtaH) _*`ta AÂGnnI Ke, AevuH wed&an kone =ay? A=aRtŸ AevuH y=a=R Ô`vamaH kone Aave Ke? (ke‐) Sv$pg/ahI &anIne¦ Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH? ‐ ;Aa„a AanHdSv$p Ke' Aevo jene Anuwv =yo, Aene Sv$pg/ahI &an khe Ke. (Ae &an) _padey‐Sv$pg/ahI &an =yuH. Aene paÌ xItz Ane (AemaH) _*`ta AÂGnna inim¿e Ke, (Aevo) Aeno wed A=aRtŸ y=a=R &an, Sv$pg/ahI &anIne =ay Ke. xuH kæuH? smÔy Ke kaH{? _*`p uH AÂGnnuH Ke, paÌ Svwav=I xItz Ke AenuH p` &an‐Vyvhar&an‐jene Aa„&an =yuH hoy (tene =ay Ke)¸ A=aRtŸ tene ‐Sv$pg/ahI &anIne‐VyvharnuH sacuH &an =ay Ke. Aem ne Aem paÌ xItz Ke Ane _*`ta AÂGnna inim¿e ={ Ke, (xuH) Aevo wed, A&anpàmaH hoy? ‐n hoy¦ Aem khe Ke. ;klx' 60maH j¡Ao: —AÂGn Ane paÌna _*`pà Ane xItzpàno wed injSv$pg/ahI &an=I Ýg! =ay Ke.˜ ‐xuH khevuH Ke? (ke:) prnuH vaStivk &an p`, jene potanuH &an =ay Ke, tene =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ paÌ xItz Ane _*`ta AÂGnna inim¿e ={, Aevo prãVyno wed p` jene potanuH Aa„&an =yuH Ke (tene j =ay Ke). rag=I iwþ ={ne AanHdno Anuwv AaVyo, Ae AanHdno AnuwvI Òv, Sv$pg/ahI &an=I Aene (‐xItzta Ane _*`tane) iwþ Ôè Ke. (ko{) khe ke: (xuH) laEikk (jno) n=I Ô`ta? to khe Ke ke: na. p` AemaH (;klx' maH) Ke ke nhÄ? kar` Ke ke nhÄ? ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH (p`) lI\uH Ke: A&anIne 5` ivpyaRs hoy Ke‐karìvpyaRs, Sv$pivpyaRs Ane wedawedivpyaRs. Ae to A&anIne hoy j Ke. Aem khe Ke ke: A&anI, (A=aRtŸ) jene Aa„a AanHdSv$p Ke, &anSv$p Ke, AevuH &an jene =yuH n=I¸ Ane (&an) rag=I iwþ Ke, AevuH wan jene =yuH n=I prãVyne Ô`vamaH p` 5` (ivpyaRs) maH=I ko{ ne ko{ wUl to kre j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? pa@ (klx) to Aem Ke: —&anadev ßvlnpysoraE*~yxETyVyvS=a.˜ Ae &an Ae!le Sv$pg/ahI (paKz A=R lI\o Ke‐injSv$pg/ahI) &an‐ ;huH &anSv$pI KuH, rag=I iwþ KuH,' AevuH wed&an‐jene =yuH hoy te j paÌnI xItzta Ane AÂGnnI _*`tano y=a=R bo\ krI xke Ke. A&anIne to kaH{ p` wUl =ay





· prm k<pazu dev ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ ·



]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 4p (j) Ke. (je) Òv ragnI ÌicmaH pD–o Ke (tene to) AHtr AanHd$p potanuH Sv$p _padey =yuH n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ vaStivktaAe to Svna g/ahI‐Sv$pg/ahI &anIne j _*`pànuH Ane @HDapànuH‐prnuH‐&an =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu JIÌ vat¦ xuH kæuH? smÔ uH? Sv$p je cEtNy AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke, \/uv shÔ„Sv$p (jene) SvsHvdenmaH AaVyuH Ke, SvvStu vednmaH AavI Ke, SvsHvedn‐Svμpotana´smŸμÝTyÙ´vedn‐maH Aa„a AaVyo Ke, Aene j xItzpànuH Ane _*`pànuH &an‐prnuH &an‐y=a=R =ay Ke. be bol lI\a Ke. pKI lI\uH Ke ke: ;qaruH VyHjn' AevuH Ô`vamaH Aave te jU@uH Ke. VyHjn=I iwþpà vDe ;qaro lv`no Svwav' AevuH Ô`pùH injSv$pna Ô`pà äara (Ýg!) =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aek vqte Aem =yuH ke, ra`pur pase hDmitya Ke TyaH ]ImdŸ rajcHã AaVya hta. Ae vqte ]ImdŸ rajcHãnI (AHtrŸ) iS=it bhu êcI htI. te vqte ihHduStanmaH Aevo ko{ Aa„a nhÄ, AevI (temnI) iS=it htI¦ p` teAo g<hS=a]mmaH hta. loko to baæ Tyagne mane Ke ne...? Aem TyaH AekaHt gamDamaH 2p‐p0 ma`so Aek@a =yaH. (pIrsvamaH) xak AaVyuH Tyare Aem e kæuH ke: (AamaH) mI@uH v\are Ke. caQya ivna hÇ¦ (ko{ne laGyuH ke sahebe to) xak (v\artaH) ÔeyuH n=I, caQyuH n=I to kevI rIte Ô~yuH? Tyare khe Ke ke, dU\InuH je xak Ke Aene Ôe paÌmaH bafIAe to Aena resa tU!ta n=I, p` resa tU!I gya Ke, te=I AemaH qar (mI@uH) v\are pD–uH Ke. Aem Ame Ôe{ne kæuH ke: mI@uH v\are Ke. (pKI ßyare) lokoAe caQyuH to (xak) qaruH (htuH). kevI rIte Ô~yuH? wa{¦ meH mara &an=I Ô~yuH¦ smÔ uH kaH{ AemaH? te vqte ]ImdŸ rajcHãÒnI xi› FÌ htI. p` loko AozqI xÉ–a nhÄ. bErI, ku!uHb htuH¸ p` AemaH smiktIne xuH? smiktIne &an\ara Ane kmR\ara bþe hoy Ke‐Aa„&an\ara p` hoy Ke Ane sa=e rag p` hoy Ke, Axuw p` hoy Ke (AevI) kmR\ara hoy Ke. bey sa=e (hoy Ke). ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItrag n =ay TyaH su\I bþe \ara cale Ke.

(AhÄ kæuH:) VyHjn qaruH n=I¸ p` VyHjnmaH qarax lv`nI Ke. xak Ke te qaruH n=I. (qarapùH) iwþ cIj Ke. j¡Ao AhÄ (;klx‐60maH') Ae kæuH ke: injSv$pna Ô`pà äara p/g! =ay Ke. ;VyjHn qaruH n=I Ane qaruH lv` Ke' AevuH wed&an‐prnuH &an ho¦ ‐Ae p` ;&anatŸ' (A=aRtŸ) injSv$pna Ô`pà äara Ýg! =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ jene potanuH &an =yuH hoy, cEtNy Sv‐prÝkaxkna AanHdnuH vedn =yuH hoy, rag=I iwþ ={ne sMyGdxRn =yuH hoy Aene qarap uH lv`nuH Ke Ane xak Ae qaruH n=I, AenuH &an p` Sv$p (g/ahI) &anIne j =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH[?

AhÄya Aapè Aa cale Ke: ;Aa hey‐_padey' (na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke)'. p` ;hey' nuH &an kone =ay Ke? be xBd pD–a Ke ne...¦ ;hey' ;_padey' p` ;hey' nuH &an, y=a=R kone =ay Ke? (ke‐) jene potanuH AanHdSv$p, pU aRnHd &aykwav, \/uv _padeyp e AnuwvmaH AaVyo Ke tene ragaid prãVy, pyaRy Aaid (na heypànuH y=a=R &an =ay Ke). AhÄ pyaRyne p` prãVymaH g`vamaH AavI Ke. (Ôeke) in Ry kre Ke pyaRy¸ p` pyaRyno ivØy &ayk‐i5kazI




46 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke. AenuH &an jene =yuH hoy (tene) tena _padeypànuH &an =yuH hoy Ke, Ane Aene (j) prãVy Ae!le pyaRy (na heypànuH &an y=a=R =ay Ke). Aaha... ha¦ pyaRy (ma5) prãVy Ke¦ rag‐Vyvhar Ae to prãVy, É–aHy rhI gya¦ Ane inim¿ prãVy (Ae p`) É–aHy rhI gyuH¦

—Aa hey‐_padey A=va Tyag‐g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.˜ hey Ae!le Tyag Ane g/h` Ae!le _padey. Aa ragno Tyag Ane Sv$pnI _padeyta A=aRtŸ Sv$pnuH g/h` Ae!le ke Tyag‐g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. Aa p0mI ga=amaH Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.

FÌ sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦ Aa to \IranaH kam Ke¦ Aam to nvmI g/Eveyke gyo, pHc mhav/t \arIne sa\u =yo, inritcar‐AHxe p` Aitcar nhÄ, AevaH v/t (paZyaH) KtaH im+ya¹iÚ¦ kar` ke (tene) AHdrmaH êDe êDe Ae ragna AHxnI _padeyta (vteR) Ke. kemke, tenI ¹iÚ TyaH (rag _pr) pDI Ke ne...¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ane sMyG¹iÚne (to pyaRyma5 heypè wase Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ kæuH ne...? ]ei`k raÔAe ma=uH foD–uH ke gme te (rIte) mr` kyuÅ ne...¦ p` Ae rag\ara (Ke, Aena=I) iwþ &an(\ara) Ke. ;rag' Ae prãVyno doØ Ke. Ae doØ smiktno n=I, cair5doØ Ke. cair5‐doØ=I ]âa‐sMyGdxRnmaH ko{ doØ lagto n=I¦ kar` ke bþe gu iwþ Ke. (Ôe cair5‐doØ=I) sMyGdxRnmaH doØ lage, to cair5 pU R =ay Tyare sMykŸTv (pU R) =ay¸ p` AevI to (vStuiS=it) n=I¦ cair5 pU`R =ay Tyare sMyGdxRn pU R =ay Aem to bntuH n=I¦ (Ý=m sMykŸTv pU R =ay Ke.)

;goMm!sar' maH kæuH Ke: Aivrt (Av/tI) sMyG¹iÚ Ke, te [iNãy=I ([iNãyona ivØy=I) Ane ihHsaid=I ivr› n=I. ;Ae hj¡ ivr› n=I' Ae k{ ApeÙaAe? ke‐Ae ;Aasi›nI ApeÙaAe' ivr› n=I. bakI sMyGdxRnnI ApeÙaAe to te [iNãyo=I ivr› Ke¦

;smysar' ga=a‐31 (maH to Aem kæuH Ke ke:) —jo èidye iji`¿a à`shavai\yH mu id AadH.˜ je e [iNãyo ÒtI Ke. ÒtIno A=R xuH? ke‐ãVy[iNãy, wav[iNãy Ane [iNãyna ivØy (‐Ae 5 eyne ÒtI Ke). [iNãyna ivØywUt pda=RmaH wgvannI vaÌ (p` AavI Ôy Ke, Aem) khIAe KIAe to ibcara lokone AakruH pDe Ke ke: tme wgvannI vaÌne [iNãyno (ivØy) kho Ko? AhÄ to (Aene p`) [iNãymaH naqI Ke. cahe to jD [iNãy hoy, cahe to waveiNãy hoy, cahe to [iNãyna ivØywUt pda=R hoy‐wgvannI vaÌ vgere hoy‐Ae 5 eyne [iNãy khI Ke. Ae 5 ey [iNãyne ÒtvI, ;jo èidye iji`ta' [iNãyne Òtvano A=R ke: prtrfnuH lÙ KoDIne, Sv AtIiNãy Aa„anI ¹iÚ krvI, Anuwv krvo‐Aene (AhÄ) [iNãyne ÒtI, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ane ;goMm!sar' maH je kæuH ke: ;smiktI [iNãyo=I ivr› n=I' te (vat) Aa n=I. smiktI [iNãyomaH Aas› to Ke. Aene rag p` Ke, ivØyvasna p` =ay Ke, lDa{ p` =ay Ke. smiktIne, ÙaiyksmiktIne lDa{?¦ tI=Åkr‐xaHitna=, kuH=una= Ane Arna=‐cÊvt±, 5` &an, 5` dxRn Ane Ùaiyk smiktI, Aene 96 hÔr ÏIAona wog Ane lDa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ jrI rag hoy Ke. p` (teAo) Ae ragne kmR\ara ÔÌne, (Svna g/ahk Ke. te to Aene (ragne)




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 47 hey trIke Ô e Ke. Aena=I mne law Ke ne... maramaH Ke, Aem (teAo) Ô`ta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ hve Aa AHtr kone qbr pDe? ware muXkelI¦

;smysar na!k' maH to bnarsIdase to Aem kæuH ke: Aeva smiktIne AmarI vHdna Ke. —wediv&an jGyaE ijNhke F!, sItl ic¿ wyaE ijm cHdn. keil krE isv margmEH, jg maihH ijnesur ke lFu nHdn. sTys$p sda ijNhkE, Ýg!–o Avdat im+yat‐inkHdn. saHtdsa itNhkI pihcain, krE kr Ôeir bnaris vHdn.˜ kr ÔeDIne bnarsIdas vHdn kre Ke. sMyG¹iÚnI Stuit (mHglacr`nuH 6õuH pd) Ke. rag=I iwþ ßyaH wed&an kyuÅ, je ragmaH Aakuzta htI tena=I Anakuz wgvannuH wed&an =yuH TyaH jem cHdn xItz Ke tem xaHit (A=aRtŸ) AkØayno AHx Ýg! =yo. (te) ;keil krE isv margmEH, jgmaHih ijnesurke lFu nHdn.' Aa vat smiktI‐co=a gu`S=annI Ke. potano Aa„a AbH\Sv$pmaH keil kre Ke. AHdrmaH Aekag/ Ke ne...¦ wle (Aek AHxmaH) rag hoy. ;sTys$p sda ijNhkE, Ýg!–o Avdat im+yat‐inkHdn.' AhÄ to im+yaTvno nax kyÈ. ;saHtdsa itNhkI pihcain, krE kr Ôeir bnaris vHdn.' Ae!luH mahaTMy lI\uH Ke¦

im+ya¹iÚ nvmI g/Eveyk gyo. inritcar v/t paZyaH. hÔro ra`IAo KoDI. k{ var bazb/ïcarI ræo, AnHtvar p` ræo. (p`) AemaH xuH =yuH? Ae to bharnI iÊya Ke.

Aa AHtr vStu je cEtNyFn Ýwu AenuH ßyaH AHtrmaH ¹iÚ krIne, rag=I iwþ ={ne wan =yuH, TyaH Ae sMyG¹iÚne vaStvmaH rag hey Ke. (Aene) AenuH (ragnuH) y=a=R &an =ay Ke Ane Aene kmR\aranuH (p`) vaStivk &an =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? (ivØy) sU"m to Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH kre? magR to Aavo Ke¦ sMyGdxRn =yuH TyaH wvno AHt AavI gyo. wvno Ked ={ gyo. kar` ke, vStumaH wv Ane wvna kar`no Awav Ke, te=I ßyaH vStunI ¹iÚ ={ TyaH wvno Ked ={ gyo. Ae (smikt) ivna (ko{ rIte inStar n=I)¦

;smysar na!k' maH to TyaH su\I khe Ke ke‐Ae (smiktI) cale Ke to p` smai\ Ke. maEn Ke Ae smai\ Ke. bole Ke Ae smai\ Ke. kar` ke, (ragne) hey$pe Ô e Ke te=I Aene ragnuH SvamIp uH n=I. Ae kar e khe Ke ke, Aene rag Aave Ke to p` smai\ Ke. ragnI nhÄ p` rag=I iwþ rhe Ke te=I AHtrmaH Aene smai\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ cale KtaH ADol Ke¦ rag =ay Ke KtaH AHdr smai\ Ke. smiktI g<hS=a]mmaH vso ke bhar jHglmaH vso, Ae to potanamaH (j vse Ke.) potana xaHt Svwavna SvadmaH, É–aHy rag Aave to teno Svad potano deqato n=I, Jer deqay Ke. &anI xuwragne p` Jer deqe Ke. kazo nag deqe Ke. ;smysar na!k' maH Aave Ke‐kazo spR. smÔy Ke kaH{?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke) jene AHtrmaH &aykSv$p icdanHdFn, \/uv, Ae SvãVy _padey$p =ay Ke. _padey A=aRtŸ Aa ãVy _padey Ke Aevo ivkLp nhÄ, p` ¹iÚ ãVy _pr Ôy Ke Tyare ãVy _padey ={ gyuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa ãVy Ke Ane huH _padey kruH, Aevo ivkLp p` (TyaH) n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae to AhÄ phelaH m=azuH baH|yuH Ke: —Aa, hey‐_padey A=va Tyag‐g/h`na Sv$pnuH Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



48 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 k=n Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke, Ýwu tarI¦¦ tuH ko` Ko? É–aH Ko? kevDo Ko? Ae tne qbr n=I.

hve, bIÒ lI!I: —je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke.˜ AenuH SpÚIkr`: je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke‐ivwavgu`pyaRy b\I hÇ¦ carey pyaRy ivwavwavmaH. Ae!la ma!e ivwavgu`pyaRy. —teAo pUveR (49mI ga=amaH) Vyvharnyna k=n äara _padeypè khevamaH AaVya hta.˜ _padey A=aRtŸ Ô`valayk, g/h` krva layk. AhÄyaH g/hvuH Ae!le Ô`vuH. smÔ uH?

pH. !oDrmÐÒAe (;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH) satma Ai\karmaH kæuH Ke ke: —ijnmagRmaH ko{ @ekaè to inüynynI muQyta siht VyaQyan Ke (tene to ;sTya=R' Aem j Ke, Aem Ô`vuH) Ane ko{ @eka e VyvharnynI muQyta siht VyaQyan Ke tene ;Aem n=I' p` inim¿aidnI ApeÙaAe _pcar kyÈ Ke, Aem Ô`vuH. Ae Ýma e Ô`vanuH nam j bþe nyonuH g/h` Ke.˜ g/h`no A=R Aevo n l{ levo ke Aa y g/hvalayk Ke ne Aa p` g/hvalayk Ke. g/h` A=aRtŸ Ô`vuH... bs¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' ga=a‐12maH Ae AaVyuH Ke: —vvhardeisda pu je du Aprme i!Ÿ@da wave (je Òvo Aprmwave A=aRtŸ ]âa t=a &an‐cair5na pU R wavne n=I phÇcI xÉ–a, sa\k AvS=amaH j iS=t Ke teAo Vyvhar äara _pdex krva yoGy Ke.) je AprmwavmaH (iS=t) Ke tene VyvharmaH‐pyaRymaH ApU Rta Ke, xuiâ AoKI Ke Ane Axuâtano AHx Ke Aene ;tdaTve' Ô elo te kaze Ýyojnvan Ke. Aevo pa@ sHSk<tmaH (!IkamaH) Ke. ;tdaTve' maH FÌ gHwIrta Ke. smy smynuH &an Ô`va layk Ke... bs¦ phela smymaH xuiâ AevI (AoKI) htI, Ane pKI xuiâ v\I Ane Axuiâ F!I, te=I te smye te Ýkare Ô`vuH‐g/h` Ke. pyaRynI _Tpi¿ j AevI hoy Ke, ;tdaTve' je te kaze Ô`va layk Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? (bIÔ) b\a Aevo A=R kre Ke ke ;nIclI dxamaH Vyvharno _pdex' krvo. (p`) Aevo A=R j n=I. A=R krvamaH FÌ ivprItta ={ g{.

AhÄyaH Ae kæuH ke: —je ko{ ivwavgu pyaRyo Ke teAo pUveR Vyvharnyna k=n äara _padeypè khevamaH AaVya hta —prHtu xuâinüynyna bze (xuâinüynye) teAo hey Ke.˜ xuâinüynyna bze... Aaha... ha¦ potano xuâ cEtNy wgvan, Ae inüynyno ivØy, Aene AhÄ ;xuâinüynyna bze'... ny to &annI pyaRy Ke p` AhÄ xuâinüynyna ivØyne xuâny kæo Ke, xuâinüynyna bz=I... Aaha... ha¦

;smysar' 11mI ga=amaH kæuHne...¦ —vvharo½wUyT=o wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo.˜ xuânye wUta=R deqaD–o. i5kaz Ke Aene Ame xuâny khIAe KIAe. ;vvharo½wUyT=o' pyaRyma5 AwUta=R Ke. ;wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo.' wUta=R... wUta=R i5kaz wgvan, xuâ \/uv, inTyanHd Ýwu te j xuâny Ke. ny to &anno AHx Ke Ane wUta=R Ke te to Aeno ivØy Ke. p` A|ya„nI xElImaH ivØymaH wed n paDtaH Ae wUta=Rne xuâny kæo Ke. pKI 5IÔ pdmaH l{ lI\uH: —wUyT=miSsdo qlu sMma[!Ÿ@I hv[ jIvo.˜

AhÄ (;inymsar' ga=a‐49maH) Vyvharnyna k=n äara (ivwavgu`pyaRyone) _padey




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 49 Ae!le Ô`vayoGy khI gya hta¸ prHtu AhÄyaH xuâinüyna bz=I, xuânyna bz=I teAo hey Ke. ‐ko`? ke: te ÙaiyksmiktnI inmRz smiktpyaRy tene AhÄ prãVy, prwav khIne hey kæuH Ke. VyvharrTn5y to xuwrag Ke, te to hey Ke, AenI vat to (dUr rhI) p` jem prãVymaH=I (SvãVynI) pyaRy AavtI n=I tem Aek smynI pyaRymaH=I nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I.sMyGdxRn =yuH, Anuwv =yo, p` xuiânI v<iâ prãVymaH=I n=I AavtI. prãVyna lÙe n=I AavtI. Ane pyaRymaH=I p` n=I AavtI. Ae xuiânI v<iâ ãVymaH=I Aave Ke. pyaRymaH=I xuiânI v<iâ AavtI n=I. jem (xuiâ Ane xuiânI v<iâ) prãVymaH=I n=I AavtI tem pyaRymaH=I (p`) AavtI n=I te=I Ae pyaRyne p` prãVy khI dI\uH. Aaha... ha¦ AavI JIÌ vato Ke¦ vStunI iS=it AHdrmaH to AevI Ke¦ ghn... ghn ivØy Ke¦

Ae xuâinüynyna bz=I teAo hey Ke. Ae car wav Ke te hey Ke. Ùaiykwav, _pxmwav, Ùyopxmwav Ae p` hey Ke. kar` ke care y wavne ivwavwav kæa Ke.

TyaH, ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐p8maH car wavne kmRjint (k<t) kæa Ke. TyaH pKI l{ lI\uH ke Ôe kmRjNy hoy to Aa„aAe xuH kyuÅ? to khe Ke ke ivkarwav Ke to Aa„ana j A&an=I. Ae kaH{ kmR=I =ya n=I. p` kmRna lÙ=I‐inim¿=I _pai\ ={ Ke. te karè Aem khevamaH Aave Ke ke car wav inim¿=I =ya.

AhÄyaH car wavne hey kæa Ke. Ùaiyksmiktne p` hey kæuH Ke. ij&asa: kevz&anne p` hey kæuH Ke? sma\an: kevz&an to ATyare Ke j nhÄ Ae!le meH n kæuH. b\I vat QyalmaH Ke.

(AhÄ) kevz&an Ke nhÄ, Ae!le ]ut&anIne hey Ke Ae to Aek ny=I ivcar krva=I hey Ke, p` vtRman to Ke nhÄ. vtRman to (ÔeDÌ) Ùaiyksmikt hoy¸ _pxmwav hoy, Ùyopxmsmikt (hoy)¸ AaEdiykwav hoy, Ae to @Ik, AaEdiykwav to ivkar Ke. vtRmanmaH to Ùaiykwav ={ xkto n=I¸ p` Ae ÙaiyknI ÔeDÌ ={ xke Ke. wgvanna ]Imuqe Ùaiykna be wed AaVya Ke: Aek mUz Ùaiyk Ane (bIj¡H) Ae je Ùyopxm Ke te Ùaiyk =vavazuH Ke, pDvavazuH n=I, Ae ÔeDÌÙaiyk. Ae ÔeDÌÙaiykno A=R wgvanna ]Imuqe=I AaVyo Ke. Ùaiyk to Ùaiyk j Ke. p` jene Ùyopxm (Aeva Ýkare hoy tene ÔeDÌÙaiyk khevamaH Aave Ke).

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐92 (nI !IkamaH) Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke ke: Amne im+yaTvno nax, AagmkaExLy=I Ane Aa„&an=I =yo Ke. te=I im+yaTv frI=I _Tpþ =xe j nhÄ. Ke to Ùyopxm smiktI. fer pDxe nhÄ. Aevo pa@ Ke. p` Ýwu¦ tme to KÍS= Ko. wgvanno ivrh pD–o Ke. hÔr vØR pKI =ya Ane wgvan pase to kuHdkuHdacayR gya hta. tme to gya nhota. (p` khe Ke) Amaro Aa„a pokar kre Ke¦

(;smysar') ga=a‐38maH Ke. AemaH (p`) Aem lI\uH Ke ke: Amne je sMyGdxRn _Tpþ =yuH te É–are p` pDxe nhÄ¦ kem? ke‐Amaro Aa„a pokar kre Ke. Aa to Ùyopxm (smikt) Ke Ae Ùaiyk lexe. Aaha... ha¦ Amara Aa„anI saÙI Ke¦




p0 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aaha... ha¦ Aaqo diryo wyÈ pD–o Ke¦ ;smysar', ;Ývcnsar',

;inymsar', ;pHcaiStkay', ;goMm!sar' ‐ko{ p` xaÏ Lyo, AHdr gHwIr wav wyaR pD–a Ke¦

Aem e (Am<tcHãacayeR) kæuH. xuH kæuH? (ke‐) Amne im+yaTv nhÄ =ay, Aem khe Ke ke iblkul nhÄ =ay. Ame ÙyopxmmaH=I Ùaiyk lexuH, lexuH ne lexuH j. Amaro AÝitht wav Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ (Aa vat) FÌ ga=aAomaH Aave Ke.

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: Ae Ùyopxmwav Ke Ae p` hey Ke. ÙyopxmmaH Aevo in Ry =yo Ke ke, Ame pDvavaza n=I. (Aa Ùe5e) ATyare to Ùaiyk to Ke nhÄ. wgvan pase Ôy to Ùaiyk =ay Ke. (te p`) AhÄna Òvne to =tuH n=I¸ TyaH (ivdehÙe5na) Òvne =ay Ke. kuHdkuHdAacayR (wgvan pase to) gya p` Aemne (Ùaiyk) =yuH nhÄ. p` Aa wav =yo hto: Amne je muinp uH AaVyuH, Ae cair5 to dehna AHt su\I rhexe. SvgRmaH jxe TyaH cair5 rhe nhÄ. p` Amne je sMyGdxRn Ke Ane sMyG&an Ke te to AÝitht Ke, Ae to Ùaiyk l{ne kevz&an l{ne rhexe ne rhexe¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vStuiS=it, bapu¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AhÄyaH to Ae wavne p` hey kæa¦ Aaha... ha¦ sHto kevz&anIna keDayto Ke, (Aeva) idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ te to AHtrmaH=I AavI Ke. p` Ae vaÌno mmR smjvo Fò k@`, Ýwu¦ Ae vaÌ to vaÌ Ke, jD Ke, Ae (kH{) cetn n=I. Ae hey Ke. p` Ae heynuH &an p` Sv$pna AnuwvIne =ay Ke.

huH xuâ cEtNy\n AanHdkHd Ýwu KuH, AevuH Sv$pnuH &an Ke, TyaH (sacuH) &an Ke. xuâo½hH, buâ½hH... xuâ KuH. buâ KuH. _dasIn KuH. huH i5kaz Aevo KuH Ane svR Òv, svR kaz AHdrmaH Aeva j Ke. Aena _pr VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. (;smysar') bH\ Ai\kar Ane svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH KeÐe Ke Ane ;prma„ Ýkax' maH (p`) KeÐe Ke¸ Aem (Aa vat) 5` @eka e Ke. huH _dasIn KuH, &ayk KuH Ane svR Òv Aeva j Ke. vStut: svR Òv Aeva j Ke. AwVy Òv p` Aeva Ke. pyaRymaH wle Aene Ýg! n hoy¸ p` Ame to b\a Òvne wgvanSv$p ÔÌAe KIAe. svR Òv svR kaz (Aeva j Ke). kemke AmarI pyaRy¹iÚ KU!I g{ Ane ãVy¹iÚ ={ te=I Ame to prne p` ãVy¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae ke, te (b\a) wgvanSv$pe j Ke. pyaRymaH wUl hoy to wle hoy AenI pase. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to bhu k@` vat Ke‐care wavne hey kæa¦ Ùaiyk(&an), kevz&an=I nIce (vazane) n=I. p` (Ùaiyk)smikt to nIce(na gu`S=anmaH p` Ke). co=e, paHcme, Kõe Ùaiyksmikt Ke Ane ÙaiyksmiktI ]e I c#e Ke ko{ _pxm ]e I p` c#e Ke. ko{ ÙaiyksmiktI hoy Ane ]eÌ _pxm c#e to paKa pDI Ôy p` smikt=I n pDe Ane Ùaiyksmikt hoy Ane Ùpk ]eÌ c#e te to kevz&an le p` Ùaiyksmikt hoy Ane _pxm ]e I c#e TyaH puruØa=RnI‐iS=rtanI mHdta Ke te=I te _pxm ]e I c#e to paKo pDxe, Ane Ôe _pxm ]eÌmaH mrI jxe to svaR=RisiâmaH jxe. smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄ) to khe Ke ke‐_pxm hoy ke Ùaiyk hoy, (Ae hey Ke.) Aaha... ha¦ je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay te wav to _dywav Ke te to hey j Ke. pHcmhav/taidna ivkLp Aave Ke te p` Ke to hey. ßyare Ùaiyk‐_pxmwav hey Ke to _dywavnI vat xuH




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ p1 krvI? smÔy Ke kaH{? (phelaH je Ùaiyk Aaidne) _padey kæuH htuH te xuâinüynyna bz=I hey Ke. Aap Éya kar`=I (tene) hey kho Ko? AenI ko{ dlIl ke Nyay Ke ke nhÄ? te ivxeØ khevamaH Aavxe...

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Ývcn: ta. p-2-1978 ;inymsar' ga=a‐p0. !Ika. frIne =oDuH l{Ae. —Aa hey-_padey A=va Tyag-

g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. jene pyaRynuH &an j n=I ke ;pyaRy Ke j nhÄ' Aene to ãVynuH p` &an y=a=R =tuH (j) n=I. (AhÄ) hey‐_padey beno wed btaVyo ne..? ;Ke' Ane ;hey' p` cIj Ke ne...¦ Aa„anI pyaRymaH Ùaiykwav, Ùyopxmwav, kevz&an, kevzdxRn Aaid b\I pyaRyo ;Ke' , te Vyvharny=I Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ sU"m vat Ke, wgvan¦ Vyvharny=I Ae!le pyaRy¹iÚ=I Ae (pyaRyo) Ke Ane pyaRymaH ivkar p` Ke. Ae!luH &an jene n=I tene i5kazI &aykwavnuH &an sacuH hotuH n=I¦ ;Ke' Ae!le Aa]y krva layk Ke, Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? te=I be xBd vapyaR Ke ne...¦ hey‐_padey. AhÄ pyaRywav hey Ke. Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I. Aaha... ha¦ _dy, _pxm Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk‐Ae car wav Ke, Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. (Ae) &an jene n=I tene to ãVynuH p` &an y=a=R n=I, A=aRtŸ (TyaH) inüyawas ={ Ôy Ke. vedaHt Ke ne..¦ te pyaRyne manta j n=I. te karè AhÄ hey‐_padey‐Ae be vat lI\I Ke. ;pyaRy' hey krva layk Ke. pyaRymaH ivkar p` Ke Ane inivRkarI pyaRy p` _Tpþ =ay Ke. (Ôe) Ae Ke j nhÄ to Aene hey kevI rIte? hey kone krvuH? smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae to kale kæuH htuH ne ke‐AiGn _*` Ke Ane paÌ @HDuH Ke AevuH prpda=RnuH &an p` sacuH kone =ay Ke ke jene Sv$pg/ahI &an hoy tene. Sv$p A=aRtŸ i5kazI &aykwav¸ jemaH car wav n=I.

Aa ;xuâwav' Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ Ae ;xuâwav' i5kazI\/uvne j kæo Ke, Aa ;xuâwav' pyaRynI vat n=I. Ae ;xuâwav' ‐prm&aykwav, wUta=Rwav, prmpairàimkwav¸ jemaH ;pyaRy' Ke j nhÄ¦ ;pyaRy' pyaRymaH Ke¦ (prHtu) AevI Ôe ;pyaRy' pyaRymaH Ke j nhÄ, ivk<tAvS=a Ke j nhÄ Ane inmRz AvS=a Ke j nhÄ, to (Ae in Ry kyÈ ko e?) Ae in Ry krvavazI to pyaRy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ AHtr wgvan pU aRnHdSv$p \/uv¸ AemaH to ÙaiykpyaRy p` n=I. kevz&an, kevzdxRn, AnHt AanHd, AnHt vIyR‐AnHt ctuÚy, Ae p` vStumaH n=I. Ae to prmpairàimkwav, &aykwav, \/uvwav, wUta=Rwav‐Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐ Aeno Aa]y krva=I xuiâ _Tpþ =ay Ke, Aena Aa]y=I xuiâ !ke Ke, Aena Aa]y=I xuiânI v<iâ =ay Ke Ane Aena (j) Aa]y=I xuiânI pU`Rta =ay Ke. ‐Aa Aek j isâaHt¦ (pKI) wle moÙmagR=I moÙ =yo Aem kæuH¸ p` Ae ;moÙmagR=I moÙ =yo' Ae to Vyvhar =yo. qreqr to i5kazI prmSvwavwavnI ¹iÚ Ane Anuwv =ay, Aa]y =ay to smikt‐




p2 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 moÙmagR‐=ay Ke. moÙmagR p` Ae \/uvna Aa]ye =ay Ke Ane moÙ p` \/uvna Aa]ye =ay Ke. inüymoÙmagR hÇ¦ VyvharmoÙmagR Ae ko{ vStu j n=I. Ae to ivkLp Ke. Ae ko{ magR Ke j nhI. p` inüymoÙmagR je sTymagR Ke. (‐Ae p`), je prmpairàimkSvwavwav, AiSt$psHbH\, mhaÝwu, cEtNyam<t, cEtNyna Am<tna pUr=I wrelo wgvan, AnHt ctuÚynI xiÉt‐sam+yR=I‐bz=I‐Svwav=I wrelo wgvan (Ke) ‐AemaH (n=I)¦ (AemaH) to care wavo y n=I¦

Aek wa{Ae krànuyog F uH vaHCyuH Ke AemaH=I Aem khe Ke ke j¡Ao‐liB\=I Aa (smikt) =ay Ke. p` TyaH liB\ Ke Ae xuwwav Ke Ane xuwwav=I AHdr (smikt) =ay Ke (Aem qreqr n=I). Are wgvan¦ je paHc liB\ Ke tene to AhÄ ÙyopxmwavmaH naqI Ke, Ane (khe Ke ke:) Ae Ùyopxmwav vStumaH n=I. Are... re¦ jemaH (je) n=I tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn‐&an =ay?

;goMm!sar' maH kr`liB\, dexnaliB\ Aaid paHc liB\ Aave Ke ne...¦ pheluH smikt pamtaH phelaH paHc liB\ Aave Ke. AamaHy (;inymsar') ga=a‐41 maH Aave Ke. AamaH jrI fer kyÈ Ke. temaH je Ùyopxm lI\I tene AhÄ kazliB\ lI\I Ke. be @eka e Ke. kazliB\, kr`liB\, _pdexliB\ (Ae dexnaliB\), _pxmliB\ Ane ÝayoGytaliB\‐Ae paHc liB\ Ke¸ p` Ae paHc liB\ vStumaH n=I. Ae paHc liB\=I (smikt) Ýaº =ay Ae p` Vyvhar Ke. wa{¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

muHb{maH krànuyogna ÝÆ mUk–a hta‐AanuH kem Ane AanuH kem? p` wa{¦ Aa ccaRno ivØy n=I, vadno ivØy n=I, wgvan¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) Aek smynI pyaRy cahe to kevz&an hoy ke cahe to isâ (dxa) hoy (p`) Ae AHdr prmSvwav (wav) n=I.

ij&asa:- Ae isvay AaqI cIjmaH Ae pyaRy Ke j nhÄ? sma\an:- Ae cIj (prmSvwavwav) sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. sMyGdxRn Ke

pyaRy, p` Ae pyaRy AemaH n=I. Aena (prmSvwavwavna) Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. p` kr`liB\=I sMyGdxRn _Tpþ =ay Ke Ae to Vyvhar=I khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.

AhÄ kr`liB\ne Ùyopxm (wav) maH naqI Ke. be @ekaè Ke. (;inymsar') ga=a‐41 maH Ke: kazliB\, kr`liB\, _pdexliB\, _pxmliB\ Ane ÝayoGytaliB\‐Ae wed Ùyopxmwavna Ke. Ae AaTmamaH n=I. Ane bIje @ekaè ga=a‐1p6maH Ke: ààjIva ààkMmH ààivhH hve lâI. tMha v`yivvadH sgprsmOihH viýýo..˜ -AemaH (!IkamaH) p` liB\ paHc lI\I Ke: kaz, kr`, _pdex, _pxm Ane ÝayoGyta$p wedone lI\e (liB\) paHc ÝkarnI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuH khevuH Ke? (Aem khevuH Ke) ke: Ae kr`liB\ Ane dexnaliB\ p` hey Ke. Aem AaVyuH... ne, wa{¦ kazliB\ AhÄ Ùyopxm Ke ne...¦ paHc liB\maH Ae ÙyopxmliB\maH AhÄ kazliB\ lI\I Ke. ;je smye je =vanuH hxe te =xe' Ae kazliB\. AhÄyaH Ae ÙyopxmwavmaH lI\I Ke. KtaH Ae kazliB\ vStumaH n=I. (vzI AacayRdev frmave Ke ke:) vcnivvad Svsmyo Ane prsmyo sa=e krIx nhÄ, wa{¦ Ýwu¦ Aa




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ p3 to AHtrnI cIj Ke. tne vadivvade nhÄ smÔy. vadivvad Svsmyo sa=e krIx nhÄ Ane prsmyo sa=e krIx nhÄ. kem? Ae (vadivvadnI) mna{ Ke.

i5kazI ãVy te j prmpairàimk Ýwu, pUàRnHd Ane pU R&an, pU Rxi›no wHDar¸ jena _pr njr krva=I, Anuwv krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae cIjno to Qyal n=I Ane bharnI cIjmaH Aam kro ne Aam kro ne Aa kro. wa{¦ wgvHt Aa vat to AevI Ke¦ tarI cIj AevI Ke ke: Aek smynI je!lI pyaRy Ke‐kevz&an, kevzdxRn Ane kr`liB\ Ae p` (pyaRynI Ôt Ke, tarI Ôt n=I). te=I (TyaH) (kr`liB\=I) maHDIne kevz&an (su\I) nI b\I pyaRyo hey Ke, (Aem kæuH Ke) p` kone? ;hey' nuH &an kone y=a=R =ay Ke? Aem khe Ke.

Aa to gHwIr (ivØy) Ke, wgvan¦ Aa idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ ko{ sa\ar` n=I. Aa to kevz&anna keDaytona (AHtr) AnuwvmaH=I Aa vat AavI Ke. Aaha.. ha¦

—Aa, hey‐_padey A=va Tyag‐g/h` (na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke).˜ pyaRyno Tyag Ane vStunuH g/h`. Aaha... ha¦ prna Tyag Ane g/h`=I wgvan xUNy Ke. wgvan Ae!le Aa„a. wgμl"mI‐&an‐AanHd´van (μvHt) μwg´van. Ae &an Ane AanHdnuH pUr pD–uH Ke, Ae l"mIvanμAaTma, AenuH nam wgvan khIAe KIAe.

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, Ýwu¦ Aa magR to AlaEikk Ke, bapa¦ Aa kaH{ (_pr) _pr=I ha= Aave AevuH n=I. Aa to AHdr mhamo!o wgvan pD–o Ke.¦

heynuH &an Ane TyagnuH &an. AhÄ be xBd Ke ne...¦ hey kho ke Tyag kho, Ane _padey kho ke g/h` kho (Aeka=R) Ke). jene AHtrmaH‐pyaRymaH (AevI maNyta Ke ke) pyaRy iblkul Ke j nhÄ, Ane pyaRymaH ivkar Ke j nhÄ, Aene to Vyvhar&an p` sacuH n=I.

AhÄ to jene Vyvhar&an sacuH Ke. kone? ke: jene wgvan pU aRnHd, prmpairàimkSvwav, &aykwav, wUta=Rwav, pyaRy=I riht wavno pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo, (A=aRtŸ) pyaRy=I riht wavne pyaRymaH‐AnuwvmaH lI\o, (tene VyvharnuH sacuH &an hoy Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ taruH wgvHtSv$p Ke, na=¦ tuH nano n=I. (tuH) isâ s¹x Ko¦ Ae ga=a AavI g{ ne..¦ isâ s¹x pyaRy s¹x nhIH p` isâ s¹x. jevo Svwav isâno Ke Aevo taro ãVySvwav. (;smysar na!k' maH) Aave Ke ne...¦ —cetn$p AnUp AmUrit, isâsman sda pd meraE. moh mhatm Aatm AHg, ikyaE prsHg mha tm \eraE. Gyankla _pÒ Ab moih, khÕ gun na!k AagmkeraE. Ôsu Ýsad s\E isvmarg, veig im!E wvvas bseraE.˜

Aaha... ha¦ Aa F! (xrIr) maH‐maHs ne haDkaH‐AemaH rhevuH, wgvan¦ klHk Ke. ;g\eDaHna sDela camDamaH mesUb'¦ Aek xer càno lo! Ane car xer FI, Aene mesUb khe Ke Ane Aek xer Fëno lo! Ane car xer FI Aene xÞrpara khe Ke.

skrkHd (xkirya) nI Kalne n j¡Ao to Ae sakrnI mI@asno ipHD Ke¸ tem pyaRyne n




p4 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 j¡Ao to AHdr AaTmamaH pUàRnHd‐AqHDanHd wyÈ Ke. Aaha.. ha. smÔy Ke kaH{?

JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ magR to Fò sU"m Ke. Aa pEsavaza AbÔepit ne \Uzpit b\a ibcara du:qI Ke. ;kzx !Ika' maH xBd Ke‐ ;vraka'. vraka A=aRtŸ raHka‐iwqarI Ke.

potanI cIj wgvan (wg A=aRtŸ AanHd ne &an) pUr`... pUr`... pUr`... pUr`... pUr` vStu Ke. Ýwu¦ AanHd Ane &an ne xaHit=I lbalb wyÈ Ke. wgvan ke jemaH poÌ soz Aana n=I Aeva wgvanno Aa]y levo Ane pyaRyno Aa]y KoDvo. p` Aa]y KoDvanuH &an kone =ay Ke? ke, je e Sv$pno Aa]y lI\o Ane &an =yuH, Aene ;pyaRy hey Ke' AevuH y=a=R &an =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AevI sU"m vat Ke. AamaH to ka#e Ae!luH nIkze, AevuH Ke¦ AaH to ÝwunI vaÌ Ke. bapu¦ Ae kaH{ sa\ar`‐pamrnuH kam n=I. AHdrmaH=I Ae vat muinAo‐sHto krta hxe Ane svR& prma„ana ]Imuqe=I idVy|vin AavtI hxe, Aaha... ha¦

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe (p5aHk‐166) maH kæuH Ke ke: —sTpuruØna Aekek vak–maH, Aekek xBdmaH AnHt Aagm ræaH Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aek vak–maH AnHt Aagm¦ AiSt‐naiSt, pyaRy‐ãVy, xuâ‐Axuâ Aaid Anek Ýkar AemaH=I nIkze. hey‐_padey Fà Ýkar Aek‐Aek vak–maH=I nIkze¦

AhÄ xuH khevuH Ke? ;pyaRy j n=I' (AevI maNytavazane) to heynuH Ane _padeynuH &an p` sacuH n=I. Ae to inüyawasI Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ pyaRy Ke¦ ivk<t AvS=a p` Ke¦ im+yaTvna kar e Ae ragnI Ane pu~ynI iÊyane huH kruH KuH, Aem manIne tuH (potana) Sv$pdiryanuH wan wUlI gyo Ko. rag, dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaid xuwwav pyaRymaH Ke p` Ae!lo j huH KuH AevI pyaRybuiâ=I AevuH manIne sHtoØa{ gyo ke, meH dya pazI, v/t kyaÅ, AevuH kyuÅ.. AevuH kyuÅ‐AemaH sHtoØa{ gyo (te=I) Ae im+yaãiÚ Ke. AhÄ to Ae Ke Aene Ô`vuH p` Ke AemaH sHtoØa{ jvuH ke‐Ae @Ik Ke, mne xuwwav =yo, Aa!luH kyuÅ.. Aa!luH kyuÅ, b/ïcyR paZyuH, mhav/t paZyaH, Aam kyuÅ ne tem kyuÅ to je hey Ke AenuH p` Aene y=a=R &an =tuH n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ hey‐_padey Ane Tyag‐g/h`‐be Aek j Ke. j¡Ao¦ 49‐ga=amaH nIce fU!no! Ke:‐ —Ýma`wUt &anmaH xuâa„ãVynuH temj tena pyaRyonuH bþenuH sMykŸ &an hovuH Ôe{Ae. ;potane k=HictŸ ivwavpyaRyo iv>man Ke' Aevo SvIkar j jena &anmaH n hoy tene xuâa„ãVynuH p` sacuH &an ho{ xke nhÄ. ma!e ;Vyvharnyna ivØyonuH p` &an to g/h` krva yoGy Ke' AevI ivvÙa=I j AhÄ Vyvharnyne _padey kæo Ke. (‐Ô`vanI ApeÙa=I), ;temno Aa]y g/h` krva yoGy Ke' AevI ivvÙa=I nhÄ. Vyvharnyna ivØyno Aa]y‐AalHbn‐vl`‐sNmuqta‐wavna to KoDva yoGy j Ke Aem smÔvva p0mI ga=amaH Vyvharnyne SpÚpè hey khevamaH Aavxe. je Òvne AiwÝaymaH xuâa„ãVyna Aa]ynuH g/h` Ane pyaRyona Aa]yno Tyag hoy, te j Òvne ãVynuH temj pyaRyonuH &an sMykŸ Ke Aem smjvuH, ANyne nhÄ.˜ smÔy Ke kaH{?

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]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ pp hoy? ‐pyaRy Ke, rag p` Ke, pyaRymaH ivkLp p` Ke, rag Ane Ùyopxm p` Ke. vzI Aagz jtaH sa\kne to Ùaiykwav p` =ay Ke. phele=I ÙaiykwavmaH Ùaiyksmikt =ay Ke. prHtu Aeno Aa]y g/h` (krva) layk n=I. Aaha... ha¦ moÙmagR Ke, p` Aeno Aa]y krva layk, g/h` krva layk n=I, Aem kæuH Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ gjb vat Ke, Ýwu¦¦ moÙmagR Ke, pyaRy Ke p` Aeno Aa]y g/h` krvo, AenI sNmuqta=I law =ay‐AevI vStunI iS=it n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{¦ =oDuH k@` (to) Ke, wgvan¦ p` vStu to Aa Ke¦

(AhÄ) khe Ke ke: —Aa, hey‐_padey A=va Tyag‐g/h`na Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.˜ —je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke˜- AhÄyaH to kevz&anne p` ivwavgu`pyaRy khe Ke. to pKI kr`liB\ he@e A\:kr`, ApUvRkr` (Ane) Ainv<i¿kr` Aave Ke ne...¦ AenI to vat ÉyaHy rhI g{. Aena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke, AevuH n=I. je Ùaiyksmikt =yuH‐Svna Aa]ye hÇ¦ Aa]y to Svno (Ke) ‐Ae ÙaiyksMykŸTvno p` Aa]y levo, Aem n=I. kar` ke pyaRyno Aa]y lexe to ivkLp _Tpþ =xe. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ prm sTy Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AHdr ibraje Ke ne...¦ te to car wav=I inrazo Ke¦ qreqr to (je) car wav Ke te to prmpairàimkSvwavne ADta y n=I.

‐xuH kæuH? ;smysar' ga=a 49 maH ;AVy›' na K bol Ke ne..¦ temaH=I paHcma bolmaH AaVyuH ne.. ke: —VyÉtp uH t=a AVyÉtpùH wezaH imi]t$pe tene Ýitwasva KtaH te VyÉtpàne SpxRto n=I ma!e AVyÉt Ke.˜ (AemaH phelo bol to Aevo Ke ke: —K ãVy$p lok &ey Ke, VyÉt Ke Aena=I iwþ AaTma AVy› Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ Aene AhÄyaH ;xuâwav' kæo Ane TyaH ;AVyÉt' kæo. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? =oDuH =oDuH to l{Ae KIAe bapu¦ p` JI uH to Ke. xuH =ay? bharmaH to Aa Ae!luH b\uH n levay¸ p` AhÄ hve song#maH to cale Ke FùH. (]ota:) Aape F uH srz krI dI\uH Ke¦ (_¿r:) waØa to srz Ke, Ýwu¦ magR to Aevo j Ke. xuH krIAe?

AhÄyaH xuH kæuH? Ae moÙmagRnI pyaRy Ke te hey Ke. p` Ae hey kone ={? ke, jene ãVyna Aa]ye moÙmagR Ýg! =yo Ke tene. i5kazI ãVyna Aa]ye ãVyne g/h` kyuÅ Aene moÙmagRnI pyaRy _Tpþ ={ Ke tene moÙmagRnI pyaRyno p` Aa]y g/h` krvo Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae kæuH ne ke‐—ivwavgu`pyaRyo.˜ kevz&an‐Ùaiykwav p` ivwavpyaRy Ke. (AhÄ) ivwav Ae!le ivkar, Aem n=I. ivwav A=aRtŸ ivxeØ wav. ivkar p` ivxeØ wav Ke Ane Ùaiykwav p` ivxeØ wav Ke. je prmpairàimkwav i5kazI Ke te samaNywav Ke Ane pyaRyma5 ivxeØwav Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

ij&asa: ivwavgu pyaRy khevanuH taTpyR xuH? sma\an:- gu pyaRy‐b\I pyaRy. gu nI pyaRy Ke te. te pyaRyne p` gu khevamaH

Aave Ke. xaÏmaH AevuH Ke. sMyGdxRn gu , Aem khe Ke ne...¦ isâne Aa@ gu Ýg!–a, Aem khe Ke ne...¦ xuH te gu Ke? gu Ýg!e Ke? gu to i5kaz rhe Ke. Ae to waØa (k=n) Ke: Avgu`nI pyaRyno Vyy =yo TyaH gu` Ýg! =yo, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.




p6 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (p`) gu` Ýg! =ta n=I. gu` to i5kazI‐\/uv Ke. Ýg! =ay Ke Ae to pyaRy Ke Ane nax =ay Ke te p` pyaRy Ke. wgvan (AaTma) _Tpad‐Vyy=I iwþ, \/uv Ke. Aene AhÄ xuâwav khevamaH AaVyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay? Ae ;ivwavgu pyaRy' ‐ gu ne p` pyaRy khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae gu no wed n=I, prHtu te pyaRyno wed Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke) —teAo pUveR (49mI ga=amaH) Vyvharnyna k=n äara _padeypè khevamaH AaVya hta prHtu xuâinüynyna bze...˜ Ae ivØy 42‐ga=amaH KeÐe AaVyo ne...¦ —Aa b\aH, te wgvan prma„ane xuâinüynyna bze (‐xuâinüynye) n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ (_dy‐_pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk‐) car wav Aaid, Are¦ caEd magRà Ke ne...¦ mit‐]ut‐Avi\ Aaid Aeva wed, Ae Sv$pmaH n=I. caEd ÒvS=an, Ae ÒvmaH n=I¸ caEd gu`S=an, Ae ÒvmaH n=I¸ caEd magRàS=an, Ae p` ÒvmaH n=I. ‐Ae Òv ko`? Aa ;xuâwav' , \/uv, Ae j Aa„a Ke. pyaRymaH to Vyvhar‐AwUta=R Aa„a ={ gyo. smÔùH kaH{? AhÄ ga=a‐42 maH kæuH ne...¦ —Aa b\aH, te wgvan prma„ane xuâinüynyna bze (‐xuâinüynye) n=I‐Aem wgvan sU5ktaRno AiwÝay Ke.˜ pÍÝwml\airdeve !IkamaH lQyuH Ke. KeÐe j¡Ao: —Otain svaRi` c tSy wgvt: prmaTmn: xuâinüynyblen n sNtIit wgvtaH sUZkËtamiwÝay:.˜

Aaha.. ha¦ Aene bIÒ rIte khIAe to KeÐI ga=a‐187maH Aem Aave Ke ne.. : —i`ywavàiìm¿H kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke ke, injwavna inim¿e‐marI wavna ma!e —mO kdH i`ymsaràmsudH inymsar namnuH xaÏ kyuÅ Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ kuHdkuHdacayR je 5IÔ nHbre Ke‐ —mHglH wgvanŸ vIro mHglH gaEtmo gÌ. mHglH k¡Hdk¡HdayÈ jEn\mÈ½Stu mHglmŸ.. Ae AacayR Aem khe Ke ke, Ýwu¦ Aa xaÏ meH marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH Ke, kaH{ tmara ma!e nhIH. Aaha... ha¦ Ke¦ —i`ywavàiìm¿H mO kdH i`ymsaràmsudH. `Ša ijòvdesH puVvavrdosi`MmuÞH.. (-pUvaRpr doØ riht ijnopdexne ÔÌne meH injwavna inim¿e inymsar namnuH xaÏ kyuÅ Ke.) meH 5`lokna na= tI=Åkrna _pdexne ÔÌne AagzpaKzna doØ riht‐ Aivro\p e Aagm kæuH Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH[? Ke ke nhÄ (pa@maH)? Aa xBd bIje k–aHy AaVyo n=I. ;smysar' ga=a‐1maH AevuH AaVyuH: —vHid¿uH sVvisâe \uvmclmòvmH gè p¿e. voCKaim smypahuDim`mo suykevlIwi`yH..˜ TyaH to pKI !IkamaH Am<tcHãacayeR be A=R ka#–a‐kevzI Ane ]utkevzI. pa@maH to —suykevlIwi`yH AevuH AaVyuH Ke Ane ;inymsar' ga=a‐1maH AevuH AaVyuH‐—kevilsudkevlIwi`dH . ga=a Ke ne..¦ ìmé` ij H vIrH A Htvrà`dHs`shavH. voCKaim i`ymsarH kevilsudkevlIwi`dH .. AhÄ bey SpÚ krI dI\a Ke‐kevzI Ane ]utkevzI=I sI\uH saHwZyuH Ke te khuH KuH. ko{ khe Ke ke xaÏmaH (AevI vat) k–aHy n=I¸ p` khe Ke ke -—kevil˜ Ane —sudkevilwi`dH Ane (;smysar' maH) Ae!luH lI\uH ke -—suykevlI wi`yH.˜ p` !IkamaH to Am<tcHãacayeR kevzI Ane ]utkevzI bey lI\a Ke. AhÄ to khe Ke: —kevilsudkevlIwi`dH - meH kevzI‐wgvannI pase sI\uH saHwZyuH Ke Ane meH ]utkevzI je bar AHgna AnuwvI, Ae ]utkevzI pase=I saHwZyuH Ke Ane meH marI wavna inim¿e -—i`ywavàiìm¿H mO kdH i`ymsaràmsudH - (;inymsar' namnuH




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ p7 xaÏ kyuÅ Ke). Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: ivwavgu`pyaRy teAo xuâinüynyna bz=I‐xuânyna bz=I Aeno A=R: xuâinüyny=I‐ (hey Ke). xuâinüyny te Ke to pyaRy, inüyny Ke to pyaRy¸ p` AhÄ pyaRyno ivØy Ane pyaRy bþene Aek krIne xuâinüynyna bz=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? jem kale kæuH htuH ne...¦

;smysar' 11 mI ga=a-—wUyT=o deisdo du suâÀo˜-wUta=R te xuâny Ke. —vvharo½wU–T=o˜- pyaRyma5 AwUta=R Ke. —deisdo du suâÀo˜ wUta=Rne deqaD–o xuâny, Ae wUta=Rne xuâny kæo. ;xuânyno ivØy wUta=R' Aem AekluH TyaH n lI\uH. Aem AhÄ p` AevI rIte j lI\uH. AhÄ Aem kæuH ke‐xuâinüyna bze, Ae!le ke xuâny to &annI pyaRy Ke p` Ae &annI pyaRyno ivØy je \/uv‐i5kazI Ke Aena bz=I... Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? JIÌ vat to Ke, Ýwu¦

AhÄ xuH kæuH? ke‐—(je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke teAo pUveR (49mI ga=amaH) Vyvharnyna k=n äara) _padeypè khevamaH AaVya hta prHtu xuâinüynyna bze (xuâinüynye) teAo hey Ke˜ Aaha... ha¦ Vyvharny=I kevz&an Ke, isâpd Ke. Vyvharny=I sHsardxa Ke, moÙdxa Ke. ‐Ae b\o Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. p` xuâinüynna bze te b\a pyaRyo hey Ke. _dywav‐VyvharrTn5yno ivkLp‐te to hey Ke j¸ Ae to AsdŸwUt Ke. p` je sdŸwUt pyaRy‐inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI‐_Tpþ ={ Aene p` AhÄyaH to (xuâ) inüyna bze‐Ae!le ke i5kazI wgvanna Aa]yna karè, i5kazI wgvanna g/h`na karè‐hey kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? phelaH qulaso ={ gyo Ke. _dyna ke!lay bol, Ùyopxmna, Ùaiykna Ane _pxmna bol khIne pKI khI dI\uH ke Ae b\aH hey Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan pirpU`R Ýwu, wgvtŸSv$p, saÙatŸ ijnSv$p Ke. (]ImdŸ rajcHãÒAe ;AaWyHtr piràm Avlokn' ‐ ha=nÇ\ 1‡14 maH lQyuH Ke ke‐) —ijn so hI hE Aa„a, ANy ho{ so kmR¸˜ A=va Ae (ANy Ke te) ijnnuH Sv$p n=I. (temj ;]ImdŸ rajcHã' p5aHk‐9p4maH Aave Ke‐) —ijnpd injpd Aekta, wedwav nih kaH{,˜ Aaha... ha¦ injpd Ane ijnpd bþe AekSv$pe Ke. Aek pyaRymaH Ke ne Aek vStumaH Ke. te vStune _padey‐g/h` krva ma!e Ý=m drßÔmaH pyaRyma5ne hey kæuH. p` ;hey' kone =ay? ;hey' nuH &an kone =ay? Ae hve khe Ke ke‐jene xuâSv$p, \/uv, wgvan¸ pyaRymaH ¹iÚmaH‐AnuwvmaH AaVyo hoy tene heynuH &an y=a=R =ay Ke.

(pyaRyma5) AadrÌy n=I¸ p` &an krva ma!e to te cIj (pyaRy) Ke ke nhÄ? &ey to Ke ke nhÄ? ‐ ;Vyvhar' hey$pe &ey Ke Ane ;inüy' _padey$pe &ey Ke. &ey to bþe Ke. ;&ey n=I' Aem n=I. te=I kæuH ke : xuâinüy=I (pyaRyma5) hey Ke. Aa to gHwIr vato, bapu¦ par pDe nhÄ AevI vat Ke¦¦

jene inim¿nI ¹iÚ KoDvI Ke, rag‐VyvharrTn5yna ivkLp‐nI ¹iÚ KoDvI Ke, (tene ma!e Aa magR Ke). prHtu Aa (loko) khe Ke ke: ;xuw kro. Vyvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =xe. Vyvhar su\aro. Axuw=I bcva xuw kro to xuw=I law =xe.' ‐iblkul nhÄ. Ae im+ya xLy Ke.




p8 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 im+yadxRn xLy Ke. Ae ijnmagR n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ magR Aevo Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae wav (ivwavgu pyaRyo) b\a hey Ke. —xa kar`=I (hey Ke)?˜ kar` ke teAo prSvwavo Ke.' Ae xBd lI\o Ke: ;prSvwavo Ke.' Aaha... ha¦ kevz&an prSvwav Ke. ‐k{ ApeÙaAe? ‐i5kazI &aykwavnI ApeÙaAe pyaRy (ma5) ne prSvwav khevamaH AaVyo Ke. smÔ`uH kaH{? ;prSvwavo Ke.' Lyo¦ prãVyna wavne prSvwav khe, ragne prSvwav khe (Ae to @Ik, p`) AhÄ to inmRzpyaRyne prSvwav kæo¦ AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦

Aaha.. ha¦ i5lokna= cEtNy, pU`R wgvan‐Aek smynI pyaRynI paKz‐AHdr ibraje Ke. AenI ¹iÚ krvI. Ae isvay sMyGdxRn É–arey =tuH n=I. laq iÊyakaHD krIne mrI Ôy... ne, Ane &anno Ùyopxm krIne 11 AHg Ane nv pUvR w`I Ôy, AemaH xuH AaVyuH? Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ Ae prmwgvan, prmSvwavwavnI ApeÙa=I pyaRy ma5ne prSvwav khevamaH AaVya Ke.

... ivxeØ khexe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 6-2-1978 ;inymsar' p0‐ga=a. —je ko{ ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke˜‐ AhÄ Ùaiykwavne p`

ivwavgu pyaRy khe Ke¦ Aek smynI pyaRy=I iwþ Aevo je i5kazI &aykwav, pyaRyne SpxRto y n=I. _dy to rag‐ivkar Ke Ae to É–aHy rhI gya. ãVySvwav Aevo j i5kazI cEtNyrskHd, AenI ApeÙaAe AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ùaiykwav hoy, _pxm hoy ke Ùyopxm hoy Ae b\a pyaRyo ivwavgu`pyaRyo Ke.

Ae phelaH 49mI ga=amaH Vyvharnyna k=n äara (ivwavgu`pyaRyone) _padey A=aRtŸ Ô`va layk khevamaH AaVya hta. _padeyno A=R g/h` krvo. Ane g/h`no A=R Ô`vuH. Aa ivØy ;moÙmagRÝkax' satma A|yaymaH inüyawas‐VyvharawasmaH AavI gyo Ke‐Vyvharnyne g/h` krvo kæuH Ke ne...¦ TyaH g/h`no A=R Ô`vuH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: —prHtu xuâinüynyna bze,˜ Ae!le ke i5kazI xuâSvwavna ny A=aRtŸ nyno ivØy, Aena bz=I (teAo (‐ivwavgu`pyaRyo) hey Ke.)

ny to ]ut&anno Aek wag Ke. ]ut&an Ýma` Ke. wav]ut&an hÇ¦ Ke pyaRy¸ p` te Ýma` Ke, AvyvI Ke Ane temaH inüy Ane Vyvharny be Avyv Ke. inüyny p` Aek Avyv Ke Ane Vyvharny p` Aek Avyv Ke. Ýma` Ke to pyaRy. jemaH i5kazI wgvanAa„a Ô`vamaH AaVyo, \/uvSv$p‐inivRkLpxaHitmaH‐vednmaH‐Ô`vamaH AaVyo, Aene AhÄ wav]ut&an kæuH. Ae wav]ut&an Ke Ýma`, p` Ke pyaRy. inüy Ane Vyvhar Aena be wed‐Avyv Ke. Ae Ýma`na be wed Ke. ny Ke te Avyv Ke Ane Ýma` Ke te AvyvI Ke. Ke to bey pyaRy. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄ to xuâinüyny p` Ýma`no Aek AHx Ke. Ae AHx p` i5kazIne pkDe Ke. tene




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ p9 AhÄ inüyny khevamaH AaVyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

FàH vØR phelaH, 83nI sal phelaHnI vat Ke. p1 vØR phelaH, Aek ÝÆ é@–o hto. Aek xe@e Aem kæuH ke: Aa mUitRnuH pUjn to im+ya¹iÚne hoy Ke, sMyGdxRn =ya pKI mUitRnI pUÔ hotI n=I. Tyare (meH) Aem kæuH: wa{¦ xaHit=I saHwzo. ny Ke te ]ut(&an) Ýma`no Avyv Ke, wag Ke Ane inÙep Ke te &eyno wag Ke. Aa to AHdr=I vat AavI htI. Ame to (te vqte) AemaH (S=ankvasImaH) hta ne... to Ae Ôè ke, Aa Amara Ýmaè manxe. (p`) Ame ko{ sHÝdaymaH nhota. Ame to hta te hta. Ae e kæuH ke: im+ya¹iÚ hoy TyaH su\I mUitRpUÔ hoy Ke. meH kæuH: ßyare ]ut&an =ay Ke‐sMyGdxRn =ay Ke Tyare i5kazI \/uvSvwavno Anuwv‐AanHdno wav AaVyo. ;AanHdno wav' te vqte nhoto, p` te vqte Aa xBd hto ke je ]ut&an =yuH, i5kazI ãVySvwavna AvlHbn=I je ]ut&an =yuH tena be wed Ke‐inüy Ane Vyvhar. AhÄ Aene Avyv kæa ne...¦ te=I je Vyvharny =yo Ae smiktIne Vyvharny hoy Ke Ane Ae smiktIne inÙepna‐&eyna nam, S=apna, ãVy Ane wav car wed‐Vyvharnyno ivØy‐ ;inÙep' ‐mUitRpUÔ hoy Ke. AhÄ to ko{nI vat (!Ika) n=I. wa{¦ sTy to Aa Ke¦ Nyay smÔyo? nam, S=apna, ãVy Ane wav je inÙep Ke te &eyna wed Ke Ane ny Ke te ]utÝma`no wag Ke‐&anno wag Ke. Aa (ny) &anno wag Ke Ane te (inÙep) &eyno wag Ke. jene xuâ&an =yuH hoy, (sMyGdxRnmaH hÇ¦ AekluH ]ut saHwze Aem nhÄ), Ae nyno ivØy je i5kazISvwav Ke AenuH wan =yuH hoy, tene wav]ut&an _Tpþ =ay Ke¸ Ane wav]ut(&an) no wed‐inüy Ane Vyvhar Ke te=I Ae je Vyvharnyno ivØy je S=apna inÙep Ke, Ae &eyno wed A=aRtŸ Vyvharnyno Aa ivØy, te Aene (smiktIne) Ke. A&anIAe Vyvharnyno ivØy hoto n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to p0‐p1 vØR phelaHnI vat Ke. wa{¦ Ame to AHtrmaH wavwasn =ay te manI xkIAe. Aem ne Aem Ame manI l{Ae, Aem n=I. Ame (pUvR doØe krI) sHÝdaymaH AavI gya, muhp¿ImaH, ma!e Ae (sHÝdaynI maNytaAone) manvI, Ae Ame nhÄ¦ Amne to AHdrmaH=I was =ay‐sTy hoy, to Ae Ame manIAe¦ prHtu ANy Òv S=ankvasImaH (AavI Ôy) Ke to te (te) Ýmaè manxe, (Aem n=I.) Nyay smÔy Ke?

AhÄ kæuH: —inüynyna bze˜ Ae inüyny p` Aek AHx Ke, Ane Aeno ivØy p` Aek AHx Ke. Lyo¦ Ae xuH kæuH? kem ke ny Ke te AHx Ke Ane Ýma` Ke te AHxI Ke. Ýma` Ke pyaRy. ]ut&anÝma` pyaRy Ke¸ p` Ke ivØyI¸ Ae!le ivØy krvavazo ]ut(&an) Ýma` Ke ne...¦ Aaqa ãVy Ane pyaRy bþene ivØy kre te ]ut (&an) Ýma` Ke. AhÄyaH AadrÌyno ÝÆ n=I. Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke, Vyvharny Ke, Aene Ô`vavazo Vyvharny p` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ p` kone? ke‐jene xuâinüyny (Ke Aene). ny Ke, Aeno ivØy AHx j Ke.

ÝÆ:- ;AHx' no A=R xuH? sma\an:- AhÄyaH je i5kazI \/uv kæo te AHx Ke. Ane Ùaiykwav Aaid Ke te

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60 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aek AHx Ke. te=I Ae Ùaiykwav Aaid Ke te Vyvharnyno ivØy‐AHx Ke.

AhÄ to wgvan¦ b\a wgvan Ke. inüyny=I to AenuH wgvanSv$p j Ke¸ p` Ae p` wgvanSv$p Ke Aeno je ny Ke Ae ny p` Ýma`no wag Ke, Ane Aeno ivØy p` Aek AHx Ke. pyaRyAHx Ke te Aeno (inüynyno) ivØy n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ cahe to ny wUta=Rne g/h` kre p` Ae wUta=R p` AHx Ke. k{ ApeÙaAe? ke‐AemaH pyaRy n=I AavtI Ae ApeÙaAe. smÔy Ke kaH{? waØa to sadI Ke, wgvan¦ p` jrI QyalmaH raqe to vStu to AHdr AevI Ke? Aaha.. ha¦

AhÄ khe Ke‐—xuâinüyna bze˜ p` Aa inüynynuH bz p` Aek AHxne pkDe Ke. AHxne A=aRtŸ \/uvne. Ae AHxI khevamaH Aave Ke p` ;nyno ivØy' AHx j Ke. (\/uvne) AHxI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaqo \/uv AHxI Ke, SvãVy Ke. hÒ to Aagz Ae lexe. SvãVyno Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav Ke, AevuH p` lexe. Aa to \Ime \Ime (ivØy) cale Ke.

;ny' smiktIne j hoy Ke. Ane Aene j Vyvharny hoy Ke. bnarsIdase (;bnarsIivlas' maH) kæuH ne...¦ —ijn‐Ýitma ijn‐sarqI˜ Ae Aa ApeÙaAe kæuH. —ijn‐Ýitma ijn‐sarqI, khI ijnagm maHih.˜ jene inüynye vedn‐Anuwv =yo hoy, tene ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItragta n =ay TyaH su\I Vyvhar Aave Ke. p` Ae Vyvharny, Aeno ivØy, Ae p` Vyvharnyno ivØy =yo. Ae ivØy Ke¦ wgvan, dev, guÌ, xaÏ, (Ae) sMykŸVyvhar]âano ivØy Ke. (;smysar') 31 mI ga=amaH to TyaH su\I kæuH: —jo èidye iji`¿a˜ je wgvan Ke Ane wgvannI vaÌ Ke Ae [ÂNãy Ke. xaHit=I smjvuH. Aa jD {ÂNãy, Ane Aek Aek ivØyne Ô e Ke Ae waveiNãy, Ane [iNãyno ivØy‐5 eyne Òte Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvane to Aem lI\uH. 31mI ga=amaH wgvan khe Ke ke‐Ame p` tarI ApeÙaAe [iNãymaH j{Ae KIAe¸ AtIiNãymaH nhÄ. Aevo pa@ Ke ne...¦ jo èidye iji`¿a˜- ãVy, wav Ane [iNãyno ivØy‐5 eyne Òte. Òteno A=R: te trfnuH lÙ KoDIne.

AhÄ kæuH Ke‐je \/uv prmSvwavwav, jene KõI ga=amaH &aykwav kæo, jene 11mI maH wUta=R kæo A=va pHcm (wav), pairàimkwav kæo, te Aola (_dy‐_pxm‐Ùyopxm‐Ùaiyk) car wav=I iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae car wav Ke qra. Aeno ny Ke Ane nyno ivØy Ke qro¸ p` Ae AadrÌy nhÄ¸ Ô`valayk Ke. (KtaH) Aene ka#I naqo to AekaHt ={ jxe. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄ khe Ke ke: inüyn Aek AHx Ke. Ýma`no ivØy bþe AHx sa=e Ke‐ãVy Ane pyaRy. Aa inüynyno ivØy to Aek i5kazI &aykwav, \/uv, pyaRy ivnano Ke Aene p` Aek AHx khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to gHwIr vat‐waØa Ke, Ýwu¦ Aa to !Ika konI Ke¦¦

bene (bhen]I cHpabhene) ;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' bol‐10pmaH lQyuH Ke‐ —Aa„aAe to i5kaz Aek &aykpàno j veØ prma=eR \ar` krelo Ke. &ayk tÀvne prma=eR ko{ pyaRyveØ n=I.˜




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 61 ;smysar' maH moÙne p` pyaRyno veØ (SvaHg) g~yo Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦

bH\ veØ Ke. sHvr veØ Ke. injRra veØ Ke. ‐pyaRy Ke ne...¦ p` ãVyno to &aykwav j veØ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Ae wgvan (Aa„a) pirpU`R prma„a, cEtNyam<t‐cEtNy Am<t=I wyÈ pD–o pirpU`R Ýwu‐Ae Ke to AHx¸ Ae Ýma`no ivØy n=I, (xuâinüynyno ivØy Ke). te=I Aem khe Ke ke: —Ae xuâinüynyna bze teAo (‐ivwavgupyaRyo) hey Ke.˜ (Ôeke) Ae (ivwavgu pyaRy) Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke, p` Ke te hey¦

Aaha... ha¦ (;smysar') }lok‐4 maH Aave Ke ne..¦ —_wynyivro\|vHisin:˜ bþe nyne ivro\ Ke, (A=aRtŸ) je inüynyno ivØy Ke te Vyvharnyno ivØy n=I Ane je Vyvharno ivØy Ke te inüynyno ivØy n=I, (Aem) bey ivruâ Ke. ßyare bey ivruâ Ke, to be_ _padey ho{ xke nhÄ. ivruâ Ke ne...¦ Aa (ivwavgu`pyaRyone) hey kem kæuH? inüyny=I Vyvharnyno ivØy ivruâ Ke, iwþ Ke. iwþ Ke (KtaH Ôe) bþene AadrÌy kho to to be_ ivruâ rheta n=I. Ane (Ôe) bþene hey kho to p` be ny rheta n=I. (te=I teAo &ey Ke, Aem kæuH). smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha.. ha¦ idgHbr sHtono Aavo magR¦¦ &ey, hey trIke &ey Ke Ane i5kazI _padey trIke &ey Ke. bemaH ivro\ Ke ne..¦ bþena (ivØymaH) ivro\ Ke, te=I Vyvhar p` AadrÌy Ane inüy p` AadrÌy‐Aem ho{ xke nhÄ. (kemke) bþe nyno ivro\ (‐ivØyno wed Ke te) rheto n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ vItragnI vaÌ ivro\ne |vHs krnarI Ke‐—_wynyivro\|vHisin.˜

AhÄ kæuH: Ùaiykwav (hey Ke). Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦ AhÄ to Aagz khexe ke: Ae Ùaiykwav pudŸgl Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je AnHt&an, (AnHt dxRn), AnHt AanHd, AnHd bz‐vIyR‐AnHt ctuÚy xi›$pe pD–a hta te Vy›$pe =ya, to p` tene AhÄ Vyvharnyno ivØy Ane pudŸgl kæa¦ AhÄ prãVy isâ krvuH Ke ne..¦ Ane (Aa ga=a pKI je }lok‐74 Ke temaH to) Ae b\a pudŸglãVyna wav Ke, Aem khexe. klx Ke ne...¦ —xuâ ÒvaiStkay=I ANy Aeva je b\a pudglãVyna wavo te qreqr Aa„a n=I.˜ (k{ ApeÙaAe? ke‐) Aek wgvan cEtNymUitRnI ApeÙaAe.

ÝÆ:- Ae pyaRyne pudŸgl kem kæa? sma\an:- pyaRyno Aa]y krva jtaH ivkLp é@e Ke te=I te ApeÙaAe Aene

pudŸglpiràm to khyaH p` pudŸgl (p`) kæaH Ke. smÔùH kaH{? (;smysar') ktaR‐kmR Ai\karnI paHc ga=a: 7p, 76, 77, 78, 79maH TyaH

pudŸglpiràm khIne pKI b\aH piràmne pudŸgl khI dI\aH Ke. p` TyaH ivkarne (pudŸgl) kæo Ke. Ane AhÄ to b\ane (pudŸgl) kæa Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

wgvan cetn _dasIn Ke. AenI VyaQya Aa j Ke. ;_dasIno½hH' hmàH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH KeÐe Ke‐bH\ivnaxa=Å' xuH wavna krvI? ;prma„Ýkax' maH KeÐe Ke. Ane svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH KeÐe Ke. ;smysar' ÔÌne xuH krvuH? ;_dasIno½hH' , svRivxuâo½hH'. _dasInno A=R Ae: _dŸÁasnμmaruH Aasn \/uvmaH Ke. huH pyaRy=I _das KuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?




62 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐r kæuH htuH ne...¦ sHvt 1964‐6p hxe. AmarI dukan palejmaH htI. Ame to 17 vØRnI ëmr=I dukan clavta hta. vDodra mal leva gya hta. mal l{ lI\o. 19‐20 vØRnI ëmr. ra5e na!k Ôeva gya. ;AnsUya stI' nuH na!k htuH. mo!uH na!k htuH. bar AananI i!ik! htI Ane puStk bar AananuH. wa{¦ tme xuH bolo Ko AenI qbr n pDe Ane Ae QyalmaH AaVya ivna AekluH xuH ÔevuH? ma!e bar Aana bIÔ Lyo Ane puStk Aapo. puStk lI\uH. Ae (na!k) maH Aek ba{ htI te lGn kyaR ivna SvgRmaH jtI htI Tyare SvgRmaH nkar kyÈ. vedaHtmaH Aave Ke ne.. —ApuZSy git naiSt˜ Apu5 hoy tenI git n=I. to (ba{Ae pUK–uH ke) pKI (mare) xuH krvuH? (TyaH kæuH ke:) nIce pD Ane nIce ßyaH pDe tenI sa=e lGn kr. TyaH nIce Aek AaH\zo b/aï` hto. tenI sa=e lGn kyuÅ. bazk =yuH. halrDaH gatI htI‐be!a¦ xuâois... buâois... inivRkLpois... _daisnois.. Aevo tuH Ko¦ Fà xBdo hta p` Ae!la j yad rhI gya Ke‐_dasIno½hH... xuâo½hH... buâo½hH. p` Ae to ke!laH vØR ={ gyaH? 6p nI sal. 69 vØR. p` Aa xBd bolata hta, TyaH wan to ÉyaH htuH kaH{?

j¡Ao, Aap e xBd Aave Ke ne...¦ ;smysar' bH\ Ai\karmaH Ane svRivxuâ&an Ai\karmaH KeÐe tem j ;prmaTmÝkax' maH KeÐe Aave Ke. ;bH\ Ai\kar' sHSk<t Ke ne...¦ hmàH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. —tSy bH\Sy ivnaxa=Å ivxeØwavnamah-shjxuâ&ananHdEkSvwavo½hH, inivRkLpo½hH, _dasIno½hH- huH to pyaRymaH p` rhI xkuH nhÄ, maruH Aasn to \/uvmaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aap e Ae ;AVyÉt' na Kõa bolmaH Aave Ke: —pote pota=I j baæ‐AWyHtr SpÚ Anuwva{ ræo hova KtaH p` Vy›pà Ýit _dasInpè Ý>otman (Ýkaxman) Ke ma!e AVyÉt Ke.˜ Ae rm`ta ÝTye p` _dasIn Ke, AanHdnuH rm` Ke Aena ÝTye p` _dasIn Ke. AenuH Aasn AVyÉtmaH Ke. ;smysar' ga=a‐49maH K bol Ke ne...¦ Aena _pr p` hmàH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. AhÄ Aa!luH levuH Ke bs¦ (;_dasIno½hH') bIj¡H to TyaH ÉyaH htuH kaH{¦ p` Ae!la xBdo meH te vqte (;AnsUya stI' na na!kmaH) saHwZyaH: Aho.. ho¦ xuH khe Ke Aa te‐inivRkLpo½hH... xuâo½hH... buâo½hH... Ae ;AhH' to Aap e Ke AhÄyaH. TyaH bolta hta‐xuâois.. buâois.. inivRkLpois... (_dasInois) ‐Aem bolta hta. AhÄ Aa vaDavazaAone p` qbr n mze ke xuH khe Ke Aa¦

(AhÄ Ke‐) —inrHjninjxuâaTmsMykŸ]âan&ananu¤an$pinüyrTnZyaTmkin-ivRkLpsmai\sHjatvItragshjanHd$p suqanuwUitmaZlÙ en SvsHvedn&anen sHve>o gMy: ÝaPy:˜ huH to SvsHvedn=I ÝaPy KuH. huH to AnHt AanHdna na=na AanHdna vedn=I Ýaº KuH. bIÒ rIte marI Ýaiº =tI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ H —wirtavS=o½hH , AvS= xBd p½–o Ke p` pyaRy n levI. AvS=μAv´S=‐wrelI AvS=a, inüy=I ;S=' ‐maramaH pU R gu ;S=', inüy=I ;S='. —rag-äeØ-moh-kÊo\-man-maya-low-pHceiNãyivØyVyapar, mnovcnkayVyapar, wavkmR-ãVykmR-nokmR-Qyait-pUja-law-£Ú]utanuwUtwogakaHÙa$pindanmayaim+yaxLyZyaidsvRivwavpiràmriht: xUNyo½hH, jgTZye kalZyeip mnovcnkayE: kËtkairtanumtEü xuâinüyen, t=a sveR jIva: [it inrHtrH wavna ktRVya.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ ;svRjIva:' - AwvI hoy to p` Ae




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 63 b\ay. vStuAe to vStu Ke ne...¦ ;sveR jIva:' Aek vat¸ 5` kaz, be vat¸ 5` lok, 5` vat¸ pU`R Aava Ke, AevI wavna krvI. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa jysen AacayRnI !Ika Ke, Am<tcHãacayRnI !Ika n=I. be @eka e Ke (Aek Aa Ane bIje) svRivxuâ (&an Ai\kar) nI paKz.

Ae AhÄ (khe Ke) j¡Ao: xuâ inüynye teAo (‐ivwavgu`pyaRyo) hey Ke. &anmaH to Ke¦ Ô`vamaH to Ke¦ ÙaiykpyaRy vgere Ke¦ p` hey trIke &ey Ke¦ Vyvharno ivØy Ane Vyvhar n hoy to Aeklo inüyawas ={ Ôy Ke Ane Vyvharne AadrÌy mane to im+ya¹iÚ ={ Ôy Ke. AakrI vat Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ xuâinüynye hey Ke. —xa kar`=I? kar` ke teAo prSvwavo Ke.˜ AhÄ su\I kale AaVyuH htuH. teAo‐Ùaiykwav, _pxmwav, Ùyopxmwav‐prSvwavo Ke. Ae prSvwav Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ maro i5kaz Svwav je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke Aeno je mne Anuwv =yo to huH khuH KuH ke‐Ae svR (Ùaiyk Aaidwavo) prSvwav Ke. kar` ke mara |yanmaH |yeymaH to \/uv AaVyo Ke. te huH KuH¦ Ane te kar e te (ivwavgu pyaRyo) prSvwavo Ke (te huH n=I)¦

Aaha.. ha¦ Aa kdI saHwZyuH y n hoy AevI Aa vat Ke¦ wgvanno magR (Aavo Ke)¦ Ýwu¦ Aa to 5`lokna na=, svR&dev, vItrag Aem khe Ke. Are¦ jene saHwzvamaH y n Aave, Are Ýwu¦ Ae xuH kre? Fà Fà Aag/hmaH pDe p` nukxan to Aene Ke. sTyno ivro\ kre Ke p` Ae sTyno ivro\ n=I, p` Aena potana stŸno ivro\ kre Ke¦ AhÄ (Ùaiykaid wavne) hey kæaH p` AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to hÒ xuwwavmaH moÙmagR mnavvo Ke¦ KapamaH AaVyuH Ke ne..¦ xuwno magR moÙmagR Ke' tem idgHbrna Aek mo!a iväan same bIÔ iväane Challenge (cunaEtI) AapI (pDkar feHÉyo) Ke. AhÄ=I bhar pD–uH ke, ;xuwno magR Ae moÙmagR Ke j nhÄ' te=I teno ivro\ kro. bs¦ Aek j vat. wgvan¦ Aem ivro\ (n kray¦) Are wgvan¦ xuH tare (vItragmagRno ivro\ krvo Ke?)

AhÄ to xuwwav to ÉyaHy ræo... p` AhÄ to Ùaiykwavne Ane pyaRywavne hey kæo, Ýwu¦ Aa ApeÙaAe hÇ¦ ke, mUz i5kazI (Svwav) _padey Ke ne...¦ Ae ApeÙaAe teAo hey Ke. kar` ke, TyaH=I lÙ KoDavvuH Ke ne..¦ lÙ KoDvuH Ke ne... ma!e _padey n=I te=I tene hey kæuH. AavuH sU"m Ke¦ (vItragnI) vat Aa Ke¦ Ýwu¦ Aene (xuwna Aag/hIne) k@` pDe¦

AhÄ to Ae (Ùaiyk Aaid) wavne pudŸgl kæa Ke. kar` ke Ae pyaRyno Aa]y krva Ôy to rag _Tpþ =ay Ke. rag p` pudŸgl Ke te=I Aene (Ùaiykaidne) p` pudŸgl khI dI\a. Aaha.. ha¦ ;smysar' ga=a: 7p‐76‐77maH ragne to pudŸgl kæaH Ke ne..¦ pudŸgl Ke te to Aave Ke, Ôy Ke Aave Ke Ôy Ke puray ne gzay¸ puray ne gzay¸ Ae AevI cIj Ke. rag pudŸgl Ke. AhÄ to pÍÝwml\airdev AenuH lÙ KoDavva ma!e prSvwav ne pudŸgl khexe. (klx‐74maH khexe). bakI Ae (wavo) Ke to potanI pyaRymaH, Ae kaH{ prmaH n=I¸ p` pyaRybuiâ KoDavva ma!e Ane ãVy¹iÚ (krva ma!e Aem kæuH Ke).




64 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ae ivna tne sMyGdxRn =ay nhÄ. Ae kar`e, Ae (ivwav gu pyaRyo) prSvwavo Ke, ma!e hey Ke. ‐Aem khe Ke. AhÄyaH pa@maH ;hey' paKz Ke: —puVv¿sylwava prdVvH prshavimid heyH˜ p` !IkamaH ;hey' phelaH lI\uH Ke Ane pKI kar` btaVyuH Ke. mUzpa@maH phelaH prãVy, pKI prSvwav Ane pKI hey lI\uH Ke. p` !IkamaH ferVyuH‐phelaH hey kæuH Ane pKI AenuH kar` btavtaH kæuH ke, —teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane te=I j prãVy Ke,˜ Aem kæuH. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aek Aek xBdnI ikHmt Ke. Vyakr`maH Aek AÙr‐kana‐ma5nI p` ikHmt Ke.

—xa kar`=I (hey Ke)? teAo prSvwavo Ke,˜ ma!e hey Ke. ‐ Aem kæuH. AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to xuwwavne hey manvamaH prsevo étre Ke. xuwwav krtaH krtaH xuâ nhÄ =ay? ßyare xuâ =ay Ke Tyare KeLlo (wav) xuwwav hoy Ke. TyaH xuw=I qsIne xuâ =ay Ke. KeLlo (wav) Axuw hoy Ane TyaH=I qsIne xuâ =ay tem to bntuH n=I. KeLle xuwwav hoy Ke Ane TyaH=I h@taH xuâwav =ay Ke, te=I AemaH xo vaH\o Ke? (wa{¦) Aem n=I¦ smÔ uH kaH{? te=I AhÄ phelaH hey khIAe, kar` kæuH ke teAo prSvwavo Ke. Ýwu¦ Ae prSvwavno Aa]y krva jxe to tne rag =xe, ivkLp =xe, kar` ke te pudŸgl Ke.

wa{¦ Aa to inSp<h ma`s hoy, jene Aag/h n hoy tenI vato Ke Ýwu¦ Aa to sTy j AavuH Ke¦ TyaH wgvane kæuH, te sHtoAe‐muinAoAe AavuH v Rn kyuÅ. sHto khe Ke tevI j cIj Ke. AnuwvmaH Aave to Aene QyalmaH Aave ke, Aa cIj j AevI Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;hey' kem kæuH? inüynyna bze teAo hey Ke. kar` ke teAo prSvwavo Ke. pKI khe Ke ke: —Ane te=I j prãVy Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke ne..¦ Ùaiyk Aaid car wavone prSvwav kæa, p` kem? phelaH kI\uH ke xa kar e? ke teAo prSvwavo Ke, ma!e prwav Ke Ane ma!e prãVy Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ ÙaiykwavnI pyaRy, prãVy Ke¦ saHwzvuHy k@` pDe... magR to Aevo Ke, wa{¦ AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo AnHtkaz=I Aam kheta AaVya Ke¦ Ae ko{ nvI cIj n=I¦ Aaha.. ha¦ inüynyna bz=I, Svwavna Aa]yna bz=I, AenuH (ivwavgu pyaRyonuH) lÙ KU!I Ôy Ke‐AenuH lÙ rhetuH n=I Ae ma!e (teAo) hey Ke. ;hey' kem Ke? ke: teAo prSvwavo hova=I hey Ke Ane prSvwavo Ke ma!e te prãVy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ phelaH ;hey' kæuH (pKI kæuH ke) xa kar`=I? ke —teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane te=I j prãVy Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat to j¡Ao¦ Ae idgHbr sHto isvay Aa vat ihHduStanmaH k–aHy mze Aem n=I. idgHbr sHto Ae!le Ae to kevz&anIna keDayto. 5Ije wve kevz&an levana. wle pHcmAarana muin hoy. AhÄ=I SvgRmaH jxe Ane (Tyar pKI) mun*y ={ne kevz&an Ýaº krxe, AevI takat¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aek var saHwz to qro na=¦ tarI cIj i5kazI AanHdno na=, AtIiNãy AanHdkHd Ýwu¦¸ AenI ¹iÚna bze, inüynyna bze, teAo (ivwavgu`pyaRyo) hey Ke. —xa kar`=I? kar` ke teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane te=I j prãVy Ke.˜ te SvãVy




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 6p n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

wgvanno magR Nyay‐loijk=I Ke. jem tem n=I. Nyay=I Ke. ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐234nI !IkamaH kæuH Ke ne..¦ wgvannI va`I A=aRtŸ AagmmaH je pda=R‐vStunuH Sv$p kæuH te SpÚ tkR=I isâ =ay Ke. Aem ne Aem manI levuH Aem nhÄ, p` tkR‐Nyay=I isâ =ay Ke. Aa j cIj Ke. bIÒ (ANy=a) ko{ cIj n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ kaH{ b\uH yad n rhe bhu, p` wav QyalmaH hoy.

(AhÄ kæuH ke‐ je ivwavgu pyaRyo Ke teAo hey Ke. —xa kar`=I? kar`ke teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane) te=I j prãVy Ke.˜ Ae!luH khIne hve SvãVy (ivØe) khe Ke. Ae!luH to‐TyaH su\I (Ùaiykwavne) prãVy khI dI\uH. hey Ke, prSvwav Ke, prãVy Ke¦

Aek wa{Ae kæuH ke tme ;smysar' naH bhu vqa` kro Ko, ;meH to pHdr idvsmaH vaHcI lI\uH.' meH kI\uH, ;bapu¦ (AevI rIte vaHcI jvuH) AemaH kaH{ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aena Aek Aek xBdmaH, wa{¦ (F`I gHwIrta Ke). bapa¦ Aek kDI, Aena Aek xBdna wav, Aena SpÚIkr`no par n=I, AevI mhaÝwu mo!I cIj Ke¦¦'

AhÄ hve khe Ke ke: —svRivwavgu`pyaRyo=I riht (xuâ) AHt:tÀv (Sv$p)˜ ‐ko` Ke? teAo (ivwavgu pyaRyo) hey Ke, Aem khIne, kæuH ke: prSvwavo Ke Ane te=I j prãVy Ke Tyare SvãVy ko` Ke? SvãVy xuH Ke? te khe Ke: qreqr —svRivwavgu`pyaRyo=I riht, xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p˜ Ke te ;SvãVy˜ Ke, te —_padey Ke.˜ xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p SvãVy Ke te _padey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚne‐\m±ne, Aek i5kazI xuâAHt:tÀv Ke te _padey Ke.

..... ivxeØ khexe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 7-2-1978 ;inymsar.' kuHdkuHdAacayR khe Ke ke: Aa xaÏ, meH to marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH

Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (ga=a‐187maH) KeÐo xBd Ke ne...¦ —mO kdH Aevo xBd ÉyaHy (;smysar' , ;Ývcnsar' AaidmaH) n=I. AhÄ Aa xBd pD–o Ke: meH injwavnainim¿e ;inymsar' namnuH xaÏ kyuÅ Ke. ;meH kyuÅ Ke' Aem lQyuH Ke, to AemaH=I ko{ Aem khe ke, j¡Ao¦ xBdne Ae kre Ke ke nhÄ? ‐Aem n=I. Ae to Aem khe Ke ke ;kyuÅ Ke' , Ae to waØano wav Ke. meH marI wavna‐AHdr AanHdSv$p wgvan¸ AenI varHvarnI Aekag/ta¸‐ma!e Aa (xaÏ) bnaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ke ne KeÐe: ;mO kdH.˜ wavna ma!e meH kyuÅ, Aem xBd Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa p0mI ga=a to AlaEikk Ke. phelaH AavI gyuH ne..¦ je ko{ p` ivwavgu pyaRyo Ke, te Vyvharny=I Ô`valayk Ke, Aem kæuH htuH. —prHtu xuâinüynyna bze teAo hey Ke.˜ Ô`valayk to Ke, p` hey Ke. Vyvhar Aave Ke, pyaRy Ke, te b\uH Ô`valayk to Ke p` hey Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ôe pyaRyne n Ô e to to y=a=R ãVyna Aa]ynI j qbr n=I¦ AekaHt ={ jxe¦ pyaRy Ke, Vyvhar Ke, te Ô`va layk Ke¦




66 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 p` kone? ke‐jene potana Svwavno Anuwv, AanHdSv$p wgvan (no Anuwv vteR Ke tene). (Ae!le ke:) jene AanHdSv$p Ýwu, \/uv, inTyanHdno Anuwv Ke, tene to Aeklo cEtNy i5kazI ãVyno Aa]y Ane AenuH sevn, Aek j _padey Ke (bakI svR ANywavo hey Ke). Aaha... ha¦ xa karè? kar` ke: —(te) prSvwav Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to pyaRy‐Ùaiykwavne p` prSvwav kæo¦ (Ae) i5kazInI ApeÙa=I. Aem to pyaRy Ke potanamaH p` Ae pyaRyne ãVy SpxRtuH n=I, Ae ApeÙaAe (tene) prSvwav kæo. smÔ uH kaH{? (Ôeke) Ae je pyaRy Ke te j ;ãVy' no in Ry kre Ke, Anuwv kre Ke tem KtaH, te pyaRy, ;ãVy' ne SpxRtI n=I. te kar`=I tene hey khI, prSvwav kæo. Aaha... ha¦

sHSk<t !IkamaH Aem Ke ne...¦ —kut? prqwavTvatŸ.˜ —At Ov prãVyH wvit˜ - —xa kar`=I? kar` ke, teAo prSvwavo Ke, Ane te=I j prãVy Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae to prãVy Ke¦ Aeno A=R Aevo p` =ay ke: jem prãVymaH=I marI nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I, ragmaH=I p` AavtI n=I, tem pyaRymaH=I p` nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I, Ae ApeÙaAe vtRman Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk Aaid pyaRyne p` prãVy khI dI\uH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prm sTy to Aa Ke, Ýwu¦ te (pUvoÉt svRwavo) prãVy Ke. marI je nvI (xuâ) pyaRy, je mara Aa]y=I _Tpþ ={ Ane Aena=I !ke Ke Ane Aena Aa]y=I v<iâne Ýaº =ay Ke¸ te pyaRyna Aa]y=I _Tpþ =tI n=I, !ktI n=I, v<iâ pamtI n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to AHdrnI vat Ke, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ prãVy Ke¦

hve SvãVy khe Ke: ;svR ivwavgu pyaRyo=I riht xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p¸˜ Aene SvãVy khexe, Ane pKI SvãVyna Aa\ar (ivØe) khexe. SvãVy ko`? ke: xuâ AHt:tÀv. tÀv A=aRtŸ wav.

;tÀva=R' Aave Ke ne...¦ —tÀva=R]âanH sMyGdxRnmŸ (‐ ;moÙxaÏ' ‡A|yan‐1, sU5‐2). TyaH ;A=R' Ae!le ãVy, gu Ane pyaRy Ane ;tÀv' Ae!le wav. Ae SpÚIkr` ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH AaVyuH Ke: tÀvÁ=RμtÀva=R. ;tÀv' xuH Ane ;A=R' xuH? ãVy, gu Ane pyaRy 5 eyne ;A=R' khe Ke. Ane Aena wavne ;tÀv' khe Ke. AhÄyaH Ae xElI lI\I Ke. Aene SvãVy khexe.

xuH kæuH? —xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p˜‐ xuâAHt:tÀv‐AHt:wavSv$p. Aem levuH: AHt:wavSv$p, xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p, xuâAHt:wavSv$p‐Aene SvãVy khexe Ane SvãVyno Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav khexe. Aaha... ha¦ gU# vat Ke, wgvan¦

Aaha... ha¦ —xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVy˜‐ xuâAHt:SvwavSv$p Ae SvãVy. xuâAHt:wavSv$p Ae SvãVy. AhÄyaH i5kazI ãVyne n=I lI\uH p` phelaH ;wav' ne lI\uH Ke. ßyare Ùaiyk, AaEpximkaid pyaRyne prãVy kæuH to AhÄ AHt:tÀv‐wavSv$pne SvãVy kæuH. te pyaRyne ßyare prãVy kæuH to AHt:tÀv je Svwavwav, i5kazwav¸ wav... hÇ¦ (Ae SvãVy.) wavvan pKI lI\uH. Aaha... ha¦ xuâAHt:wavSv$p Ae SvãVy, te _padey Ke. ;_padey' no A=R: Ae Anuwv krva layk Ke. Ae Aagz Aavxe.

hve khe Ke: —qreqr shj&an˜ ‐je AHt:tÀv‐AHt:wav kæo ne...? hve Ae wavnI




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 67 VyaQya khe Ke. kevo wav? ke: shj&an. i5kazI &anSvwav. i5kazI &an. \/uvwav. shj&an i5kazI. i5kazI Svawaivk vStu. ko{Ae krelI nhIH. AevuH shj &an. —shjdxRn-shjcair5˜- shjcair5 i5kaz.

Aek vqt ÝÆ é@–o hto ke: ;isâne cair5 n hoy' (p` Aem n=I). sHym ($p) cair5 n hoy, p` isâmaH cair5 Ke. potanuH pir`mn isâmaH Ke. cair5 to Sv$pxiÉt AHdr Ke te isâmaH (pU R) Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae!le cair5 to Ke¦ shjcair5 Svwav Ke¦ Aene AhÄyaH SvãVymaH levuH Ke. Ane je pKI pir`mn =xe tene prãVymaH levuH Ke. Ae Aa ApeÙa=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

—shjcair5˜‐Svawaivk i5kazI cair5, A=aRtŸ Svawaivk i5kazI vItragta. Svawaivk i5kazI AkØaySvwavwav, Ae cair5.

Aaha... ha¦ ;smysar na!k' maH kæuH ne...¦ —ijnpd naHih xrIrkaE, ijnpd cetnmaHih¸ ijnvnRn kKu AaEr hE, yh ijnvnRn naHih.˜ Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ ijnvnRn kKu AaEr hE. ijnpd naHih xrIrkaE, ijnpd cetnmaHih. &ananHd wgvan \/uv, Ae ijnpd Ke. Ae ijnpd kho ke vItragwav kho ke i5kazI AkØaywav kho ke cair5 kho (Aeka=R Ke). smÔy Ke kaH{? —shjcair5.˜ AhÄ &an, dxRn, cair5 Ane suq levuH Ke¸ hve Ae suqnI VyaQya =oDI laHbI krI.

—shjprmvItragsuqa„k˜‐ kevo Ke AanHd? ke: shjprmvItragsuqSv$p (Ke). AHdr i5kazI wgvan, AanHdkHd, prm shj‐Svawaivk‐prm _Tk<Ú vItragsuqSv$p i5kaz Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan cEtNy Am<tna sagr=I wyÈ Ke, Ýwu¦ cEtNyam<t Ke te (SvãVy Ke ) pyaRy nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: shj‐Svawaivk Ae!le ke: A`=yel, A`bnel, Svawaivk prmvItragsuqSv$p Ke. wgvanAaTma to shj Svwav prm AanHd$p Ýwu Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa Aa]y krva layknI vat krvI Ke ne...¦ te=I Aa ;SvãVy' _padey, AenI VyaQya kre Ke. phelaH kæuH ne..? SvãVy _padey Ke. to khe Ke ke: ;SvãVy' kone kæuH? Aena wavne Ame SvãVy khIAe KIAe. (Ùaiyk Aaid) pyaRyne Ane ivwav Aaidne prãVy kæaH Ane Ae ApeÙaAe (tene) prwav kæaH. to AhÄ i5kazI Svwavwavne ;SvãVy' kæuH. hÒ SvãVynI ivxeØ VyaQya Aavxe.

;SvãVy' kone Aa\are Ke? ‐SvãVy ;Aa\ey' Ke Ane i5kazI Svwavwav prmpairàimkwav ;Aa\ar' Ke. Aaha... ha¦ =oDuH p` F uH Ke, wa{¦ Ae cIjna AvlHbne je Anuwv =ay Ke (te pyaRyne ;Aa\ey' manto n=I.)

;SvamIkai¿RkeyanuÝeÙa' ga=a‐313maH to TyaH su\I kæuH ke: Aevo sMyGdxRnno Anuwv =ay, Ae pyaRy (wav) Ke, Ane i5kazI Ke te ãVywav Ke. pKI lexe ke: wavno Aa]y te prmpairàimkwav (Ke). prmpairàimkwav to pU`R prma„Sv$p (Ýwu) Ke. p` sMyG¹iÚne ßyare pyaRymaH Anuwv =yo Tyare Ae pyaRyne t< vtŸ mane Ke. kemke: te Aem Ô e Ke ke: ÉyaH Aa marI ALp pyaRy¦ Ane ÉyaH cair5nI pyaRy, Ane ÉyaH kevz&annI pyaRy?¦ Aene Aeno (Ýg!elI pyaRyno) gvR n=I. ragno gvR n=I ke ;maro rag Ke'. p`




68 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;huH' pyaRy je!lo n=I, ma!e Aeno p` gvR n=I. Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚÒv potanI pyaRymaH pamrta j¡Ae Ke Ane pU RtamaH (Sv$pmaH) Ýwu j¡Ae Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ muQy to Ae (Ýwu) Aek j Ke. Aa (pyaRywavo) to Ô`va layk cIj Ke Ane Ae pyaRymaH sMyG¹iÚ Aem mane Ke ke, huH to t< vtŸ KuH. (potane) t< smje Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ xuH khe Ke? ke: huH shjprmvItragsuqa„k wav$p, i5kaz vItragprmsuqSv$p KuH p` ßyaH pyaRyne Ôeë KuH to t< tuLy laguH KuH. Aaha... ha¦ ÉyaH cair5nI pyaRy Ane ÉyaH vItrag kevzInI pyaRy¦ pyaRymaH pamrta j¡Ae Ke Ane vStumaH Ýwuta j¡Ae Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ waØa to sadI Ke, Ýwu¦ smÔy AevI Aa vStu Ke. Aa AlaEikk vato Ke, bapa¦ ATyare to AevI gDbD ={ (g{) Ke ke ma`sne AakruH pDe¦ hÒ to mUz sMyGdxRn Ane teno ivØy Ae xuH cIj Ke? Ane Anuwv =taH sMyGdxRnmaH xuH Anuwvay? Ane Ae Anuwv‐pyaRy Ke ke gu Ke ke ãVy Ke? (‐AenuH kH{ wan n=I). (wa{¦) Ae pyaRy Ke¦ AhÄyaH te ApeÙaAe tene prãVymaH j lI\I Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ (ÉyaH Ae Ýg!elI ALp xuâpyaRy?) Ane ÉyaH svR&nI pyaRy? ÉyaH SvsHvedn‐cair5nI pyaRy? muinne to Ýcur SvsHvedn jeno !êDmakR (mhorKap) Ke. Aevo pa@ ;smysar' ga=a‐p maH Ke. SvsHvednμSv A=aRtŸ potanuH ´ sm A=aRtŸ ÝTyÙ AanHdnuH ´ vedn, Ae Amara Anuwv (nI) mhorKap Ke. jem kagz (_pr) poS!vaza mhorKap mare Ke to kagz (poS!maH) cale Ke, tem Aa Ýcur SvsHvedn, AtIiNãy AanHd, Ae Amara AnuwvnI mhorKap Ke. KtaH AhÄyaH Aene p` ;prãVy' khI dI\uH Ke. kar` ke, Svno‐i5kazIno Aa]y leva=I j, i5kazIna sevn krva=I j sMyGdxRn¸ i5kazIno Aa]y krva=I j sMyG&an¸ i5kazIno Aa]y krva=I j cair5¸ i5kazIno Aa]y krva=I j xuÉl|yan¸ i5kazIno Aa]y krva=I j kevz&an (Ýg! =ay Ke)¦ (‐AevI svR pyaRyone AhÄ ;prãVy' khI.)¦ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ Ane shjprmvItragsuqa„k —xuâ AHt:tÀvSv$p,˜ xuâAHt:tÀv A=aRtŸ xuâAHt:SvwavSv$p, Aene ;SvãVy' kæuH. kone ;SvãVy' kæuH? ‐ ;wav' ne A=aRtŸ Svawaivk \/uv &an, Svawaivk AanHd, Svawaivk dxRn, Svawaivk cair5, Ae inTy, \/uv, rskHd, samaNySv$p, Awed, wUta=R, &ayk‐te Aeno je wav, Ae xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p ;SvãVy' Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ (pa@maH) Ke...¦ —xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVy¦˜

hve, Ae (Sv) ãVyno paKo ;Aa\ar' khexe. Aaha... ha¦ wavno Aa\ar¦ vzI SvãVyno Aa\ar¦ Ae ;wav' ne to ;AHt:ãVy' kæuH smÔy Ke kaH{? i5kazI Svwavwav je &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid AnHt gu Ke Aene AHt:tÀv‐ ;SvãVy' kæuH. to Ae ;SvãVy' no paKo Aa\ar¦ Aaha... ha¦ AnHt AnHt gu o Ke Aeno Aek Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav Ke¦ AhÄ to Aek$p levuH Ke ne...? Ae to AnHt Ke shj&an‐shjdxRnaid Fà wav AaVya ne..¦ Aene AHt:tÀv‐AHt:wavSv$p SvãVy kæuH Ke te SvãVyno Aa\ar?¦ ‐Aa to bapu, AHtrnI vato Ke, wa{¦ xuH =ay? Aene ãVy nhÄ, ;wav' kæo. AhÄ SvãVyna




]Iinymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 69 Aa]ye te wav Ke, Aem kæuH. A=aRtŸ AHt:tÀv‐wavSv$pne SvãVy kæuH. ;wavvan' je i5kazI Ke, tenI vat pKI lexe. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ke ke nhÄ AHdr !IkamaH? Ke...¦ —ASy qlu shj&an-shjdxRn-shjcairZ-shjprmvItragsuqaTmkSy xuâaNtStÀvSv$pSya\ar:˜ Ae to xBd no A=R j Ke. Aeno‐SvãVyno Aa\ar¦ p` Ae ãVy Ae!le AHt:tÀv‐wav. i5kazI xi›, i5kazI wavne SvãVyno gu kæo. Aem ke, Anek$p Ke ne...¦ to Aene wav khIne Aeno Aa\ar Aek Ke, Aem levuH Ke. wgvan prmpair`aimkwav, &aykwav, wUta=Rwav, Ae xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p SvãVyno j Aa\ar Ke. gu ‐Svwav AHt:tÀv SvãVy Ae Aa\ey Ke. Ane Aene (SvãVyno) Aa\ar Ke. p` AhÄyaH to Aem khe Ke ke: Ae ;Aa\ar‐Aa\ey' no lÙ‐wed KoDI de¦ Svawaivk AnHt&an, prmvItragAanHd Aaid i5kazI Ane Aeno Aa\ar prmãVy, Aevo wed p` KoDva ma!e Aa vat kre Ke. wav Ane wavvan, Aa\ey Ane Aa\ar‐AHt:tÀv ;Aa\ey' Ane AaqI vStu i5kazI Aek$pwav ;Aa\ar' ‐Aevo wed p` jene n=I, te btavva ma!e ;¹iÚna ivØy' nI Aa vat Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVy...˜ ÔeyuH? Aa SvãVy Aeno Aa\ar (ko`)? Aaha... ha¦ JI uH pDe. (]ota:) sHSk<t !IkamaH ;xuâAHt:tÀv' xBd n=I AaVyo¦ (_¿r:) ko e kæuH n=I AaVyuH? —xuâNtStÀvSv$pH SvãVymupadeym˜ Ke ne..¦ AHdr Ke¦ p` vaHcta n=I. sHSk<tno AWyas n=I. ma=e kæuH ne..¦ —sklivwavgu`pyaRyinyuRÉtH xuâaNtStÀvSv$pH SvãVymupadeym.˜ p` AhÄ AaVyuH ne..? ;SvãVy _padey Ke' tenI to Aa VyaQya Ke. phelaH ;SvãVy' kæuH pKI —ASy qlu Ke ne...¦ —shj&anshjdxRnshjcairZshjprmvItragsuqaTmkSy xuâaNtStÀvSv$pSya-\ar:˜ ;ASy' A=aRtŸ ;ko`'. ;qlu' A=aRtŸ qreqr. Aeno‐AHt:tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVyno qreqr Aa\ar ko`? Aaha.. ha¦

idgHbrsHto (naH vcn)¦¦ gjb Ke ne..¦ pÍÝwml\airdev Ae to AacayR nhota, Ae to muin hta. Aek idgHbr pHiDte ;qainya tÀv‐ccaR' vqte kæuH ke, Amare to AacayRnaH vcn Ôe{Ae. to same pHiDtÒAe kæuH ke, Amare to AacayR Ane pHiDtonaH beynaH vcn Ôe{Ae. (A=aRtŸ Amne to svR SvanuwUit ivwUiØt \maR„aAonaH drek vcn maNy Ke)¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa te kaH{ !Ika Ke¦¦ AenI (;inymsar' nI) !Ika krtaH pote x$AatmaH‐paHcma }lokmaH kæuH Ke: —gu na \rnar g`\ro=I rcayela Ane ]ut\ronI prHpra=I sarI rIte Vy› krayela Aa prmagmna A=RsmUhnuH k=n krvane Ame mHdbuiâ te ko`? pamr¦ Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ g`\r Ae!le gu na \ark Aeva g`\ro=I rcayeluH Ke. Aa to !Ika, Aa wav, kH{ meH kyaÅ Ke, Aem n=I.. ]ut\ronI prHpra=I‐AirhHt=I caltaH‐caltaH vtRman su\I sarI rIte Vy›‐Ýg! krayela Ke. Ae Aa prmagmna A=RsmUhnuH k=n krvane Ame mHdbuiâ te ko`? Aaha.. ha¦ (pa@) Ke..¦ —gu \rg`\rrictH ]ut\rsNtantStu suVyÉtmŸ. prmagma=Rsa=Å —vÉtummuH ke vyH mNda::˜.. 5.. Aaha.. ha¦ bapu¦ Ame te ko`? muin Aem khe Ke: Amara muqmaH=I prmagm Jre Ke' ‐Aa xBd be @eka e Aave Ke Ae Aem khe Ke ke Aa !Ika krnara ;Ame te ko`?' pKI Kõa }lokmaH khe Ke: —hm`aH




70 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AmaruH mn prmagmna sarnI puÚ Ìic=I frI frIne ATyHt Ýeirt =ay Ke. (Ae ruic=I Ýeirt =vane lI\e ;taTpyRv<i¿' namnI Aa !Ika rcay Ke).˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aa muin‐Aa idgHbr sHt, AtIiNãy AanHdmaH ikÐol kre Ke. AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdna ihloza (é@e) Ke. jem diryakaH@e wrtI Aave Ke tem muinne AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. Aem to sMyG¹iÚne p` AanHdno Anuwv Ke p` te AHxe Ke. Ane AhÄ (muinne) to AanHdnI mo!I wrtI Aave Ke. AHdr AanHd éKze Ke. Aa to !Ika bnI g{, nhÄtr Ame te ko`? p` Amne Aevo ivkLp AaVya kre Ke ke ;Aa inymsarnI puiÚ =aAo', te karè !Ika ={ Ôy Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄyaH to kæuH: —xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p Aa SvãVyno Aa\ar˜ Aaha.. ha¦ ware vat, wa{¦ phelaH shj AHt:tÀv SvãVy kæuH Ane SvãVyno Aa\ar Aene ;SvãVy' kem kæuH? kemke, Aene‐pyaRyne prãVy khI ne..? to Ae ApeÙaAe Aa wavne ;SvãVy' kæuH.

Aam to —ãvit [it ãVym.˜ ãVy kone khIAe? —pHcaiStkay' maH 9mI ga=amaH be bol Ke: ;divyid,' ;gCKid', ;divyid gCKid' , taè taè sBwavpýyaè jH. divyH tH w~ Hte A`~`wUdH tu s¿ado˜.. 9.. TyaH ;divyid' (SvwavpyaRyone ãivt =ay Ke) xuâ pirìt lI\I Ke Ane ;gCKid' (ivwav pyaRyone Ýaº =ay Ke) ivwav pirìt lI\I Ke. bey xBdmaH wed paD–o Ke. ;divyid gCKid taè taè sBwavpýyaè jH.' Ae sdŸwav ($p) pyaRy Ke. wle ivkar hoy p` Ae pyaRy to AenI Ke ne..¦ AiStkay isâ krvuH Ke ne..? (pyaRy) Aena AiStTvmaH Ke. Ane (Ae) ivkar prna AiStTvmaH n=I. ANvya=R j¡Ao: —te te sdŸwavpyaRyone je ãivt =ay Ke‐pame Ke, tene (svR&) ãVy khe Ke ke je s¿a=I AnNywUt Ke.˜ A=aRtŸ s¿a=I Aekmek Ke. ãVy kH{ s¿a=I iwþ n=I Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ. smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) xuâwav je i5kaz Ke, Ae SvãVy¸ Aeno Aa\ar —shjprmpairàimkwavlÙ`˜ ‐Svawaivk prmpairàimkwavlÙ`. Aaha.. ha¦ j¡Ao: Svawaivkprmpairàimkwav. (Aam to) prmaùmaH p` prmpairàimkwav kæo Ke. p` AhÄ to Ae &aykwav lI\o (;smysar') KõI ga=amaH. nhÄtr btavvo Ke to prmpairàimk&aykwavne. p` pairàimkwav to drek ãVymaH Ke j. p` AhÄyaH je ;pairàimkwav' kæo te TyaH (;smysar' ga=a‐6maH) kæo n=I p` TyaH ;&ayk' kæo. kar` ke Òvne prmpairàimkwav Ae!le &aykwav i5kaz Ke. Aene AhÄ prmpairàimkwav khe Ke. AhÄ to coQqI waØa krI naqI. AhÄ shj&an, shjdxRn Aaid wav lI\a to Ae wav bIÔH (ãVyo) prma u vgeremaH to Ke j nhÄ. xuH kæuH? smÔùH kaH{? TyaH KõI ga=amaH ;&aykwav' kæo Ke. AhÄ prmpairàimkwav kæo¸ p` pairàimkwav to prmaù Aaid drek ãVymaH (hova=I) ãVySvwav to prmpairàimkwave j Ke. ma!e Ae prmpairàimk khetaH Aa„a n smje Ae!le Aa„ane &aykwav kæo. Ane AhÄyaH to phelaH shj&an, shjdxRn, Aaid wav kæa Ane Aeno ;Aa\ar' prmpairàimk Ke Aem khexe. smÔ uH kaH{? AhÄ je shj&an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid wav kæa te wav cEtNyna Ke,




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 71 Ae!le Aeno Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav kæo.

ij&asa:- Aa\ar‐Aa\ey be ={ gyaH ke Aek j Ke. sma\an:- be Aek Ke. phelaH be wed kyaR. Ke be. p` ¹iÚmaH be n=I. ¹iÚmaH

Aa\ar‐Aa\ey n=I. Aa\ar‐Aa\ey to be Ke... wav Anek Ke, vStu Aek Ke. ma!e ;wav' Aa\ar Ane ;(wavan)' Aa\ey Ke. p` ¹iÚna ivØymaH be wed n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH ;prmpairàimkwav' kæo. Ane TyaH (;smysar' ga=a‐6maH) ;&aykwav' kæo. TyaH Aa„ane levo Ke te=I &aykwav kæo. AhÄyaH Aa„ane to lI\o Ke p` (prm) pairàimkwav kheva phelaH Aena &an, dxRn (Aaid) i5kazwav lI\a. Ae wav to bIÔH (ãVyomaH) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AaüyRkarI !Ika Ke¦

—xuâaNtStÀvSv$pSya\ar: shjprmpairàimkwavlÙ`kar`smysar˜ Aaha.. ha¦ —kar`smysar˜ kho, kar`Òv kho, &ayk kho, wUta=R kho, (Aeka=R Ke.) p` AhÄ to xuâwav xBd pD–o Ke ne..¦ to xuâwavmaH phelaH xuâwav to i5kazIne khe Ke¸ p` Aeno wav shj&anaid xuâ i5kazIwav, Aeno Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav Ke, (Aem kæuH). smÔy Ke kaH{? j¡Ao¦ ;SvãVy' no Aa\ar prmpairàimkwav (Aevo kar`smysar Ke).

pyaRyne p` pairàimkwav khI Ke. ;jy\vl' maH to im+yaTv‐ragäeØna piràmne p` pairàimkwav kæa¸ prmpairàimk nhÄ. rag‐äeØ, pu~y‐papnI pyaRy prmpairàimkwavnI pyaRy Ke Ae ApeÙa=I pairàimkwav khyo. _pxmwav, Ae pairàimkwav¸ Ùaiykwav, Ae pairàimkwav¸ Ùyopxmwav, Ae pairàimkwav Ane i5kazI Ae prmpairàimkwav¦ Ae ApeÙaAe ragne p` pairàimkwav kæo. ;jy\vl' maH pa@ Ke.

p`, AhÄyaH prmpairàimk kem lI\o? nhÄtr to prmpairàimkwav to Kye ãVyomaH Ke. p` phelaH wav btaVyo ke Aa ãVy Ke, Ane Aeno Aa\ar prmpairàimk Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? jrI (sU"m pDe) AevI vat Ke, wa{¦ —shjprmpairàimk˜... hÇ¦ Ke ne? prmpairàimk, Aene pairàimk kæuH.

;pHcaiStkay' maH —piràme wvit pairàimk:˜ pa@ Ke ne..¦ pairàimkwavne piràm kæaH. AhÄyaH to shj&an, dxRn, cair5 Aaid wav kæaH Ane Aene SvãVy kæuH. to Aeno ;Aa\ar' prmpairàimkwav, &aykwav, i5kazI ãVy¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae &aykwav Ke. Ô`vavazo wav, Ô`kwav (Ke).

AhÄyaH Aa je shj&an i5kazI Ke Aeno Aa\ar shjprmpairàimkwavlÙ`. konuH lÙ`? ke: kar`smysarnuH¦ je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke¦ TyaH to Aa\ar‐Aa\ey, Aevo wed p` n=I. p` ßyare smÔvvuH hoy TyaH xuH =ay? wed paDIne smÔvvuH pDe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ shj prmpairàimkwavlÙ`¸ ;lÙ' ‐kar`smysar. TyaH Ae l"a` AavI vato Ke¦¦ xaÏ




72 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 to smuã Ke¦ Ane sMyGdxRnno ivØy mhadiryo Ke¦ A=R kyÈ ne...¦ shjprmpairàimkwav jenuH lÙ` i5kaz Ke. konuH (lÙ`)? ke: kar`smysarnuH¦ Ae kar`smysar Ke, Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. i5kaz kar`smysar Ke¦ ∙

Aa VyaQyan pUruH =yuH. ∙ ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn ta. 8-2-1978 Aa (p0mI) ga=amaH jrI Aa\ar‐Aa\ey (frI=I) levuH Ke. Aa je gu o Ke‐i5kaz

&an, dxRn, AanHd Svwav‐tene AhÄyaH ;Aa\ey' kæaH Ke Ane ãVyne ;Aa\ar' kæuH Ke. pa@maH Ke ne...¦ —xuâaNtStÀvSv$pH SvãVymupadeymŸ˜- mUz‐AHt:tÀv to AnHt dxRn‐AanHdaid gu o Ke Aene AHt:tÀv khIne SvãVy kæuH. kar` ke ßyare pyaRyne prãVy kæuH Tyare gu one SvãVy kæuH (Ae) AHt:tÀv. hve (khe Ke ke:) prmpairàimkwavlÙ`, Aevo (kar`) smysar, i5kazIcIj, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, te gu ono ;Aa\ar' Ke. Ane Ae gu o je AHt:tÀv Ke te ;Aa\ey' Ke.

(;smysar') ;sHvr Ai\kar' maH je Aa\ar‐Aa\ey lI\uH Ke te Aana=I bIÒ cIj Ke. xaHit=I saHwzo, xuH cIj Ke? TyaH to Aem khevuH Ke: —_pyoge _pyog:˜ A=aRtŸ _pyogmaH _pyog Ke. Aevo pa@ Ke. Aeno A=R Aevo lI\o ke: AHdr Aa„a &anSv$p‐AanHdSv$p Ke, Ae vStu. (te) &aniÊya (A=aRtŸ) je inmRz sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI iÊya, tena=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. te kar e, Ae je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI inivRkLp‐vItragI ;pyaRy' Ke te Aa\ar Ke Ane ;ãVy' Aa\ey Ke. Aaha... ha¦ saHwzo¦ Aa (bþe) vatmaH bhu fer Ke. TyaH to Aagz ragnuH Ùe5 Ane wav iwþ g~yo Ke. VyvharrTn5yno je rag Ke, ivkLp Ke, AenuH Ùe5 p` iwþ Ane wav p` iwþ (Ke)¸ AenI sa=e Aa\ar‐Aa\ey sHbH\ n=I. A=aRtŸ te rag=I SvwavnI ¹iÚ =ay Ke ne sHvr =ay Ke, Aem n=I. Tyare khe Ke ke: sHvr‐dxa (_Tpþ) ={ kevI rIte? ke: Ae inmRzpyaRy, vItragI AaTmana Aa]y=I _Tpþ ={. (p`) ATyare Ae vat (Aek baj¡) raqo. p` vItragI pyaRymaH‐_pyogmaH _pyog Ke¦ _pyog A=aRtŸ vItragI pyaRy je moÙmagRnI _Tpþ ={ temaH AaTma Ke¦ Ae sHvr Ai\karno Aa\ar‐Aa\ey j¡do Ane AhÄyaH (;inymsar') no Aa\ar‐Aa\ey j¡do. ‐bþemaH tdŸn _gmò‐Aa=mò fer Ke. TyaH je kæuH Ae to ãVyne Aa\ey kæuH Ane inmRzpyaRyne Aa\ar khI. JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ Aa to AHtrno magR bhu sU"m Ke¦ —_pyoge _pyog:˜ A=aRtŸ _pyogmaH _pyog Ke. Aem kæuH ne..¦ phela _pyogmaH, Ae!le inmRz‐vItragI‐xuâ_pyogmaH Aa„a Ke. Ae!le ke, Ae Aa\ar=I Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{? wed&anmaH‐rag=I iwþ krIne‐xuâsMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy vDe ;Aa„a &anSv$pI Ke' Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. te kar e sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRyne

∙Aa\ar‐Aa\ey' ivØe pU. guÌdev]IAe k<pa krI frI=I ivxeØ Ývcn AaPyuH tena ivØy AnusH\ana=eR, AhÄ calta Ývcnna xeØ wagne p<. 78 _pr AapvamaH AaVyo Ke.




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 73 xuâ_pyog kæo Ane AemaH Aa„a rhe Ke A=aRtŸ Aena=I (ãVy) Ô`vamaH AaVyuH¸ Ae kar e ;sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pir`it' ne Aa\ar khI Ane ;ãVy (Aa„a)' ne Aa\ey kæuH. AavI vato Ke¦¦ wa{, hj¡ Aa to =oDI =oDI Aave Ke. je Aave te Aave. Aa ivØy (j) Aevo (ghn) Ke¦¦ bIje @eka e p` Aave Ke. p` ATyare tenuH kam n=I. (AhÄ ;inymsar' maH j¡do ivØy Ke).

;Ývcnsar' maH to Aem Aave Ke ke: pyaRy ;kar`' Ke Ane ãVy ;kayR' Ke. TyaH Aa isâ krvuH Ke: pyaRy=I ãVy lÙmaH Aave Ke. te=I ;pyaRy' kar` Ane ;ãVy' kayR Ane pKI TyaH ne TyaH Aem p` lI\uH Ke ke: ãVy ;kar`' Ane pyaRy ;kayR'. kar` ke, ãVyna Aa]y=I pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke te=I ;ãVy' kar` Ane ;pyaRy' kayR, Aem lI\uH Ane ;pyaRy' kar` Ane ;ãVy' kayR‐Ae vStunI (A=aRtŸ) AiStkaynI isiâ krva ma!e Aem kæuH.

(;smysar') sHvr Ai\karmaH je Aa\ar‐Aa\ey kæuH‐ —_pyoge _pyog:˜-_pyogmaH _pyog Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa xBd kuHdkuHdacayRno Ke. xuâvItragI xuâ_pyogmaH ;Aa„a' Ke. A=aRtŸ xuâ_pyog=I ;AaTma' Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. te kar e, xuâ_pyogne Aa\ar khIne ãVy xuâ je i5kazI Ke tene Aa\ey kæuH. smÔy Ke kaH{? TyaH to, (Aa„a) VyvharrTn5y=I Ô`vamaH Aavto n=I¸ (cahe to) Vyvhar, dya, dan, v/t, wi›, laq‐kroD‐Abj kre, ÊoD wv su\I kre, to p` te to rag Ke, Aena=I AaTmanuH lÙ =ay Aem n=I¸ Ae btavvuH Ke Ane (sa=osa=) wediv&an‐sHvrnI (ivi\nuH p` Ýkaxn kyuÅ Ke). (TyaH ;kzx' ‐131 maH wediv&annuH mhTv dxaRvtaH kæuH Ke ke:)

—wediv&ant: isâa: isâa ye ikl kecn.ASyEvawavto bâ bâ ye ikl kecn..˜

—(}loka=R: je ko{ isâ =ya Ke te wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke¸ je ko{ bH\aya Ke te tena j Awav=I bH\aya Ke.)˜ ‐ ATyar su\I je ko{Ae mui› Ýaº krI Ke, te wediv&an=I. ;wediv&ant: isâa: isâa ye ikl kecn' inüy=I je isâ =ya Ke te sFzay, rag=I iwþ pDIne, potano Anuwv krIne isâ =ya Ke. ;ASyEvawavto bâa' wediv&anna Awav=I bH\nmaH Ke¸ kmRna kar e nhIH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? ma!e TyaH phelI j ga=amaH, AenI !IkamaH, Aem kæuH ke:

Aa„ane, rag sa=e Aa\ar‐Aa\ey sHbH\ n=I. Tyare konI sa=e sHbH\ Ke? ke: xuâ_pyog je Aa„anI sNmuq ={ne =yo, (AenI sa=e sHbH\ Ke). xuwaxuw rag te Axuâ Ke¸ tena=I AaTma, QyalmaH Aavto n=I¸ Ae!le sHvr =to n=I. p` je ragriht xuâopyog Ke tena=I (Aa„a) QyalmaH Aave Ke ma!e xuâ_pyogne ;Aa\ar' kæo Ane ãVyne ;Aa\ey' kæuH.

Aaha.. ha¦ JI`I vat Ke, wa{¦ sHÝdaymaH Aem ne Aem cale Ke. Ae rIte to Aa (ivØy) k@` pDe Aevo Ke, bapu¦ AhÄ je Ke Ae bIÒ cIj Ke.

AhÄ to AHt:tÀv Aa„a (Ae SvãVy)¸ Ane AHtrŸ je wav‐pyaRyma5ne, A=aRtŸ




74 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 piv5pyaRy je moÙna magRnI tene p`, prãVy kæuH. (Ae!le ke:) je i5kazIwav (shj) &andxRn‐ cair5 Aaid Ke te AHt:tÀvSv$p, AHt:wavSv$p SvãVy Ke¸ to pela (pUvÈ› svR wavo) prãVy Ke, Aem kæuH htuH Ane pKI kæuH ke: Ae AHt:tÀv je AHt:wavSv$p SvãVy Ke Aeno Aa\ar, Ae kar`smysar je Aek$p i5kazI ãVy Ke. te (SvãVy$p wavno Aa\ar$p) wav hto.

;tÀva=RsU5' nuH Ae (sU5) Ke: —ãVya]ya inguRà guà:˜- ãVyna Aa]ye gu Ke, gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. —inguRà guà:' kem kæuH? ke: gu na Aa]ye gu n=I, ãVyna Aa]ye gu Ke.

;sHvr Ai\kar' maH potana inmRz piràm=I (;Aa„a') QyalmaH AaVyo to TyaH (teva piràmne) ;Aa\ar' kæo Ane AhÄyaH je wav, i5kazI Svwavwav tene ;Aa\ey' khIne prm (pairàimkwav jenuH lÙ` Ke Aeva) kar`smysar Ýwune ;Aa\ar' kæo. smÔùH kaH{?

Aek Aa ;AtdŸwav' nI vat mgjmaH AavI¦ saHwzo¦ AhÄyaH je AHt:tÀv ($p) gu kæa Aene ;Aa\ey' kæuH. vStune ;Aa\ar' khI. tem KtaH Ae ãVyne Ane gu ne AtdŸwav$p ANyTv Ke. g{ kale Aek vat, ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐107, sßÔ{ (Sva|yay) maH AavI htI. TyaH Aem kæuH: ;stŸ ãVy' , ;stŸ gu ' , Ane stŸ pyaRy' , Ae ;stŸ' no ivStar Ke. hve ga=a‐108 maH Aa AaVyuH ke: ãVy Ane gu vCce, je car Awav‐Ýagwav, Ý|vHsawav, ANyoNyawav, ATyNtawav (‐te AhÄ) leva nhÄ¸ p` ãVy Ane gu vCce AtdŸwav$p ANyTv Ke. (Ae!le) ãVymaH gu n=I Ane gu maH ãVy n=I. AhÄyaH je kæuH ke: gu Aa\ey Ke Ane ãVy Aa\ar Ke. KtaH be vCce fer Ke. xuH? ke: ãVy Ane gu AtdŸwav$pe g`vamaH AaVyaH Ke. je wav ãVyno Ke te wav gu no n=I. tem j je wav gu no Ke te wav ãVyno n=I. Are¦ je wav pyaRyno Ke te ãVyno n=I Ane je wav ãVyno Ke te pyaRyno n=I. ma!e pyaRy Ane ãVynI vCce AtdŸwav$p ANyTv Ke Awav$p ANyTv nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? =oDo sU"m (ivØy) Ke, wa{¦ Aa to vItragmagR, bapu¦ JIò bhu. Aaha... ha¦ mUz vStu (AevI Ke¦¦)

TyaH AevuH kæuH: gu Ane ãVymaH Ýdexwed n=I. TyaH Ýdexwedne p<=kŸ khe Ke. p<=kŸ khe Ke ne..? Ane AemaH Aa Ýdexwed nhIH. p` ãVy te gu n=I Ane gu te ãVy n=I, Ae ApeÙa=I bHne vCce AtdŸwav$p ANyTv g`vamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa\ar‐Aa\eymaH p` Aa (vat) Ke.

TyaH ;sHvr Ai\kar' maH je inmRz_pyog (Aa„ane) pkDvano =yo, (A=aRtŸ) SvsHvednnI dxa ={, tene Aa\ar khIne ãVyne Aa\ey kæuH KtaH ;Aa\ar‐Aa\ey' maH AtdŸwav Ke. Aem AhÄyaH AHt:tÀv$pwav' ;Aa\ey' Ane prmpairàimkwav jenuH lÙ` Ke Aevo kar`smysar ;Aa\ar'¸ A=aRtŸ ;gu ' Aa\ey Ane ;ãVy' Aa\ar Ke KtaH be vCce AtdŸwav Ke, bHne vCce AtdŸwav$p ANyTv Ke. AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐108, Ae ;&ey Ai\kar' Ke ne...¦ ;&ey' nuH Sv$pga=a‐93=I x$ kyuÅ. to Ae &eynuH Sv$p Aem btavvuH Ke ke: je wav Ke Ane je ãVy Ke Ae!le je gu Ke Ane je ãVy Ke Ae vCce, &eyno Aevo Svwav Ke ke, AtdŸwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 7p vat, wa{¦ ma`sne (AHtrno) pircy n=I¸ AWyas n=I¸ Ane baæ=I (_pr _pr=I) manIne AnHtkaz=I rqDI myÈ Ke.

;sHvr Ai\kar' maH pyaRyne ;Aa\ar' khI¸ kem ke pyaRy=I Ae (ãVy) Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. kaH{ ãVy vDe ãVy Ô`vamaH AavtuH n=I. Ane vItragIpyaRy je SvsNmuq ={, Aena=I (Aa„a) AnuwvmaH AaVyo¸ ma!e vItragIpyaRyne ;_pyog' kæo Ane AemaH, _pyog‐ ;Aa„a' Ke (Ae!le ke _pyogmaH _pyog Ke)¸ Ane Aena (_pyogna) ;Aa\are' AaTma Ke Aem kæuH. kar` ke: Aena=I (_pyog=I ;Aa„a') Ô`vamaH AaVyo. Ô`vamaH n Aave TyaH su\I ;Aa Aa„a Ke, Ane Aa gu ‐pyaRy Ke' AevuH AaVyuH ÉyaH=I? smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' ga=a: 17‐18 maH to Aem AaVyuH ne...¦ wgvanAa„a Aabazgopal saEne sdakaz &annI pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ &anno Svwav Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke te kar e je &annI pyaRy Ke temaH &ey je SvãVy Ke te j Aabazgopal saEne (A=aRtŸ) bazk=I maHDIne v<â b\ay Òvone Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. ;vStu' pyaRymaH AavtI n=I¸ p` (pyaRymaH) Ô`vamaH Aave Ke¸ KtaH, Aem kem Ke? saEne pyaRymaH ãVy AavuH Ke Aem pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. b\ayne Ô`vamaH Aave Ke¸ KtaH, Aem kem Ke? saEne pyaRymaH ;ãVy' Ô`vamaH to Aave Ke KtaH A&anInI ¹iÚ bH\ne vx Ke, ragne vx Ke, te kar e ;pyaRy' ãVyne Ô e Ke' Ae ¹iÚ, tene (A&anIne) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI b\I vato Ke¦¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH to je Aa\ar‐Aa\ey kæuH, Ae sU"m vat Ke. (ga=a: 17‐18maH) xuH kæuH? ke: A&anIne p` &annI pyaRymaH, pyaRynuH sam+yR

Ae!luH Ke (A=aRtŸ) Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke. te=I (tene p`) Sv&ey‐ãVy ;pyaRy' maH Ô`vamaH to Aave j Ke. A&anIne p` hÇ..¦ p` A&anInI pyaRymaH SvãVy Ô`vamaH AavtuH hova KtaH p` tenI ¹iÚ rag‐dya, dan Ane ivkLp‐_pr pDI Ke, Ae bH\ nhÄ (p`) wavbH\ Ke, te wavbH\na vxe pD–o Ke Ôeke tene AbH\Svwav Ô`vamaH to Aave Ke p` tenI ¹iÚ bH\ _pr Ke te=I te im+ya¹iÚ Ke¸ ma!e tene (Sv&ey) Ô`vamaH AaVyuH nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ bhu JI uH Ke, bapu¦ AavuH... Ke¦ p` Aene smjvuH pDxe ke nhÄ? sTyne sTy rIte (smjvuH Ôe{Ae ke) Aa vat k{ rIte Ke? bapu¦ ATyare to (F`aHne saHwzvI p`) muXkel pDe AevI (vat) Ke. sHÝdaymaH to Aa vat caltI y n=I. Ae to sMyGdxRn ivna, Aa v/t kro ne Tyag kro ne piDma l{ Lyo ne... Ae vato cale Ke. Ae magR vItragno nhÄ¦

17‐18 ga=amaH (Ae kæuH ke:) A&anInI je pyaRy Ke AemaH pyaRyno Ýkax Sv‐pr Ýkaxk hova=I ãVy j (‐ãVy p`) &anmaH Aave Ke p` te trf AenI ;¹iÚ' n=I¸ te=I (ãVy) QyalmaH AavtuH n=I. A=aRtŸ A&anInI ¹iÚ (SvãVy _pr n=I), tenI ¹iÚ rag _pr Ke, pyaRy _pr Ke. Ane sHvr Ai\karmaH Ae kæuH ke: inmRzpyaRy (xuâ_pyog) ;Aa\ar' Ke Ane Aa„a ;Aa\ey' Ke Ane Aa (calta) Ai\karmaH ;gu`' ne Aa\ey kæa Ane ;ãVy' ne Aa\ar kæuH. Ane (;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐107 maH) gu Ane ãVy vCce AtdŸwav kæo. ãVyno wav, gu`na wavmaH n=I Ane gu`no wav, ãVy (wav) maH n=I¸ ma!e (temne




76 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AtdŸwav Ke, jene lI\e temne ANyTv Ke). ãVy Ane gu na Ýdexwed nhÄ hova KtaH, sHQya, sH&a, lÙ` Ane Ýyojnaid wed hova=I ãVy Ane gu` iwþ Ke. (bHne vCce) AtdŸwav Ke. Aaha..... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

ij&asa:- 47 nymaH ;AaTmane' ragno Ai\¤ata kæo Ke ne? sma\an: TyaH Aem lI\uH Ke. b\uH QyalmaH Ke. AaquH xaÏ mgjmaH Ke. TyaH to

Aem lI\uH Ke ke: AnHt ny Ke. ma!e AnHt nyna ivØy AnHt Ke. gu ‐pyaRy‐ivkarI, AivkarI pyaRy Ane AivkarI gu ‐Ae b\ana AnHt ny Ke. Aeno ivØy Ke. Aeno SvamI‐Ai\¤ata AaTma Ke. jrI JIÌ vat Ke. frIne khIAe: TyaH sa\knI vat Ke, sMyG&anInI vat Ke¸ A&anInI nhÄ. TyaH 47 ny lI\a phelaH be ÝÆ Ke. ix*ye ÝÆ kyÈ ke, Ýwu¦ ;Aa Aa„a ko` Ke (‐ kevo Ke) Ane k{ rIte Ýaº kray Ke?' Aeva ÝÆ Ke. AacayRdev Aem khe Ke ke: AevI jene AHtrmaH ij&asa ={ hoy to Ame Aeno _¿r AapIAe KIAe. sa\ar` ÝaÌ ve@nI pe@e vat saHwzva AaVyo hoy to Aene Amaro _¿r n=I. j¡Ao, sHSk<t !Ika Ke: —nnu ko½ymaTma k=H cavaPyt [it cetŸ˜- Aevo ÝÆ je ix*yna ñdymaH hoy to, Aene Ame _¿r AapIAe. —Ý=m to, Aa„a qreqr cEtNysamaNy vDe Vyaº AnHt \mÈnuH Ai\¤ata Aek ãVy Ke. —tavŠEtNysamaNyVyaºa-nNt\maRi\¤aZekH.˜ Aevo pa@ Ke.

;ktaR‐kmR' ga=a: 73 maH ;Ai\¤ata˜‐ —SvamI˜ AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: ivkarno SvamI kmR Ke. Ae TyaH wed btavva ma!e kæuH Ane AhÄ to je!lI ivkarI Ane AivkarI pyaRyo, te b\I pyaRyono SvamI Aa„a Ke, Ae!luH btavvuH Ke. TyaH (ktaR‐kmRmaH) ¹iÚÝ\an k=n Ke Ane AhÄ &anÝ\an k=n Ke. ma!e nymaH Aem p` lI\uH ke: Aa„a ragno ktaR Ke. &anIno (AaTma) hÇ...¦ A&anInI vat n=I. sMyG¹iÚne Svanuwv =yo Ke KtaH je!luH ragnuH pir`mn Ke Ae!lo tene teno ktaR khIAe Ane wokta Ke to tene wokta p` khIAe. Ane ktaR p` n=I Ane wokta p` n=I, Aem p` khIAe KIAe. (kt<Rny, AktR<ny, wokt<ny, Awokt<ny) Aem car ny Ke. kul 47 ny Ke. TyaH Aem khyuH ke ktaR AaTma Ke to Ae ktaRnyno SvamI AaTma Ke¦ prHtu AhÄ ;smysar' maH na paDe Ke ke (Aa„a) ktaRkŸtaR nhÄ¦ ke!lI ApeÙaAo Aave¦¦ (Ane TyaH 47 ny phelaH, ix*yna ÝÆna _¿rmaH Aem kæuH ke:) AnHt nyo‐\mÈno Ai\¤ata Aek ãVy Ke. kem? ke: AnHt \mÈmaH Vyapnara je AnHt nyo, temaH temaH VyapnaruH je Aek ]ut&an$p Ýma` te Aene (Aa„ãVyne) Ô e Ke. ny Ke te Aek Aek gu ne Ane Aek Aek pyaRyne Ô e Ke. Ane te AnHtnyona ]ut&an$p Ýma` cIj, Aeno ivØy ivkarI Ane AivkarI pyaRy, be_ smiktIna Ke. pU`R =yo n=I Ane sa\knI vat Ke to be_no SvamI Aa„a Ke. Ae ivkarno Ai\¤ata‐SvamI AaTma Ke¦ kar` ke ivkar kH{ kmR=I =ya n=I Ane kmRmaH Ke nhÄ. Ae (vat) Aavxe. ;kzx !Ika' maH Aavxe: ;ivkar Ae cetnana piràm Ke¦' Aaha... ha¦ Aekkor khe ke ivkar Ae pudŸglna piràm Ke. Ae to nIkzI Ôy Ke Ae ApeÙaAe. (A=aRtŸ) Svwavna ¹iÚvHtne (te ivkar) nIkzI Ôy Ke, ma!e tene pudŸglna piràm kæa. p` Ôe Aene Aem j manI le ke: (ivkar) pudŸglna piràm Ke, mara n=I¸ (to im+ya AekaHt ={ Ôy). to 47 nymaH




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 77 kæuH ke: je!lI ivk<t ke Aivk<t AvS=a =ay Ke Ane je AnHt gu Ke‐Ae b\ano SvamI Aa„a Ke. b\ano Ai\¤ata Aa„a Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ JIÌ pDe, xuH =ay? Aa (sHÝdaymaH) to (mane Ke ke) ;[CKamI piDkmyamI' vgere bole ne samaiyk ={ g{¦ (p` AemaH) \Uzey samaiyk n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;samaiyk' kone khevI? Ae to tne hÒ qbr n=I. samaiykμ smÁayμvItragtano law. to vItragpàno law É–are =ay? ke: ßyare potana AanHdSvwavmaH=I Sv$pnuH vedn =yuH hoy. Sv$pnuH &an Ane &ey p` (Ae), (Ae!le ke) ßyaH potanI &anpyaRymaH ãVy$pI &eynuH &an =yuH hoy¦ ;Ae &ey' pyaRymaH AavtuH n=I. p` pyaRymaH ;ãVy&ey' nuH &an =ay Ke. Aem ]âanI pyaRymaH pU`R ãVynI ÝtIit Aave Ke p` ]âanI pyaRymaH ;pU`R ãVy' AavtuH n=I.

AevI (inmRz) pyaRy vDe, pyaRymaH, (;Aa„ãVy') Ô`vamaH AaVyuH ma!e tene ;Aa\ar' kæo. Ae pyaRy, AemaH (ãVymaH) Ke¸ ma!e (ãVyne) Aeno SvamI kæo. smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vat Ke¦¦ bapu, xuH =ay?

(AhÄ 47 nymaH khe Ke ke:) —Ý=m to, Aa„a qreqr cEtNysamaNy vDe Vyaº AnHt \mÈnuH Ai\¤ata (Aek ãVy Ke.)˜ Ae rag p` \mR Ke. \mR A=aRtŸ \arI raqvuH potanI pyaRymaH \arI raQyuH ma!e \mR. AhÄ \mR Ae!le vItragIpyaRy Aem nhÄ. AnHt \mÈnuH Ai\¤ata (Aek ãVy¦) smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, bapu¦ magR to Aavo Ke, wa{¦ svR& i5lokna= prma„anI vaÌmaH‐idVy|vinmaH Aem AaVyuH Ke. Ae sHto khe Ke. Ane AevuH AnuwvmaH AavvuH Ôe{Ae.

AhÄ ivkarmaH im+yaTv n levuH. AhÄ je AnHt nyonuH‐AnHt \mÈnuH Ai\¤ata kæuH temaH im+yaTv n levuH. AhÄ to sMyG¹iÚne, jene AHtr ij&asa ={ne Anuwv =yo Ke Aene _¿r AapvamaH Aave Ke. Aem lQyuH Ke. AhÄ to ;ny' Ke ne...? ;ny' Ke Ae ko{ A&anIne hota n=I. ;ny' ]ut&anIne hoy Ke. to ;]ut&anI' É–are =ay? ke: ãVyno Anuwv =ay Tyare ;]ut&anI' =ay Ke. ny to ]ut&anno Avyv Ke. Ane ]utÝma` Ae AvyvI Ke. ny Avyv Ke. to Ae (]ut&anI) b\a‐ragaid‐Avyvne Ô`vavazo Ke. smiktIne p` dya, dan, v/t, wi›na piràm Aave Ke p` (Aene Ô`vavazuH ]utÝma`&an Ke.) smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄ Ae kæuH: —(kar` ke AnHt \mÈmaH Vyapnara je AnHt nyo temaH VyapnaruH) je Aek ]ut&anSv$p Ýma` te Ýma`pUvRk Svanuwv vDe (te AaTmãVy Ýmey =ay Ke (‐jày Ke).)˜ AnHt nyomaH ivk<t Ane Aivk<t bHne AvS=a AavI g{ teno SvamI Ke. kar` ke‐]utÝma`maH ãVy Ane pyaRy be_nuH &an AavI gyuH Ane ]ut&anÝma`=I SvanuwvAHtrŸAnuwv krva=I (te AaTma) Ýmey =ay Ke. &anmaH &eynuH &an =ay Ke. ]utÝma` =ay Ke te=I ivk<t Ane Aivk<t b\I pyaRy Ane gu Ýmey =ay Ke (A=aRtŸ) ]utÝma`&anmaH ivkarIAvS=a p` Ýmey =ay Ke, inivRkarIAvS=a p` Ýmey =ay Ke, i5kazI guò p`




78 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ýmey =ay Ke Ane Aaqo smuday‐Aek$p ãVy (p`) Ýmey =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH[? pKI to qulaso kyÈ ke: te Aa„ãVy ãVynye (icNma5) Ke. hmàH b\aH VyaQyan ={ gyaH. AhÄ to Aap e Ae!luH levuH htuH.

(ÝÆ:) Aa prmpairàimkwav ;lÙ`' Ane ;lÙ' kar`smysar¸ Aevo wed Ke? (sma\an:) TyaH Aem khevuH n=I. TyaH to prmpairàimkSvwav Aek vStu¸ Aene

;Aa\ar' khIne, AnHt shj &an‐dxRn je i5kazI AnHt Svwavwav¸ Aene ;Aa\ey' khIne, ;¹iÚ' kar`smysar _pr l{ jvI Ke. Ae btavvuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;Ývcnsar' jysen AacayRnI sHSk<t !Ika, AemaH Aek‐136 (ga=a) _pr=I naqI Ke, mUzmaH n=I. p` temne É–aHk=I mzI Ke. Ae AHdr naqI Ke. ga=a:

—Odai` pHcdVvaÌ _ißJykalH tu AiT=kay i¿.w~ Hte kaya pu bhuPpdesa` pcy¿H..˜

Aa pHcaiStkay m|ye ÒvaiStkay _padey. ÒvaiStkay je xuâ cEtNy wgvanSv$p iv>man Ke Ae _padey Ke. Aek Òv nhÄ. sHSk<t !IkamaH Ke: — AZ pâiStkaym|ye jIvaiStkay _padeyStZaip pˆprmei¤pyaRyavS=a,˜ _padeymaH=I ivxeØ Lyo to pHcprme¤I (Ke). pHcprme¤ImaH=I p` AhÅt Ane isâ (_padey Ke.) AemaH=I p` Aek isâ, Ane AemaH=I p` Ae Aek (inj xuâa„a j) _padey Ke. b\o sar ka#Ine (kæuH ke: Ae Aek mUz to ÒvaiStkay Aaqo wgvanSv$p prmanHdmUitR (_padey Ke.) —vStutStu ragaidsmStivkLpjalpirharkale isâjIvs¹xa SvkIyxuâaTmavS=eit wava=R:˜ phelaH pHcaiStkaymaH ÒvaiStkay _padey Ke Aem kæuH. AhÄ (lokmaH) AnHt Òv Ke. b\a wgvan. AhÄ Aek AHgulna AsHQyatma wagmaH AsHQy ingodxrIr Ane Aek xrIrmaH AnHt ingodna Òv Ke Aevo Aaqo lok (ingodna Òvo=I) wyÈ Ke. isâwgvan ibraje Ke TyaH p` ingodna Òvo Ke. b\a wgvan Ke. ÒvaiStkay trIke _padey Ke, Aem khe Ke. ãVy trIke hÇ..¦ AemaH pKI (_padey$pe) pHcprme¤I leva¸ pKI AemaH=I p` AhÅt‐isâ leva¸ pKI AemaH=I p` isâ leva¸ Ane AemaH=I p` potano xuâ Aa„a levo. (]ota:) svR k=nnuH taTpyR xuH Ke? (_¿r:) Aa taTpyR Ke ke: AHdrmaH AHt¹<iÚ krvI Ane Anuwv krvo. bakI to b\I vato Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Lyo¦ Aa\ar‐Aa\eymaH Aa!luH AaVyuH.

(... xeØaHx p<. 79 _pr) (... Ývcn ta. 7‐2‐1978 no xeØwag) hve, !Ikakar muin pÍÝwml\airdev pote Aa\ar Aape Ke ke:‐ AevI rIte

(AacayRdev) ]ImdŸ Am<tcHãsUirAe (]I ;smysar' nI Aa„Qyait namnI !IkamaH 18pma }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:

(xadURlivkÊIiDt)—isâaHto½ymuda¿ic¿cirtEmÈÙai=Riw: seVytaH

xuâH icNmymekmev prmH ßyoit: sdEvaSMyhmŸ.




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 79 Ote ye tu smuÐsiNt iviv\a wava: p<=GlÙà-Ste½hH naiSm yto½Z te mm prãVyH smg/a Aip..˜

—(}loka=R:‐ ) jemna ic¿nuH cirt _da¿ (-_dar, _Cc, _ßjvz) Ke Aeva moÙa=±Ao Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro ke-—huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit j sday KuH¸ Ane Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza iviv\ Ýkarna wavo Ýg! =ay Ke te huH n=I, kar` ke te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.' ˜ )

—jemna ic¿nuH cirt˜ A=aRt Ÿ &annuH Aacr` Ae!le ke, &an A=aRtŸ Ýwu AaTma, AenuH jene Aacr` Ke Aeno AiwÝay xuH? ke: jena &annuH cirt A=aRtŸ Aacr` —_da¿˜ (Ke). Aaha.. ha¦ jena AiwÝaymaH Sv$pna &annuH Aacr` =yuH Ke A=aRtŸ Aeva &anna Aacr`vHt _da¿ Ae!le —_dar, _Cc, _ßjvz Ke Aeva moÙa=±Ao˜ A=aRtŸ —skz kmRno Ùy =taH =ay Ke AtIiNãy suq, tene _padey$pe Anuwve Ke (‐ ;kzx !Ika' maH) moÙa=±nI VyaQya krI. moÙ Ke te prmanHd$p Ke Aena A=±ne, Aena AanHdno Svad AaVyo Ke Ae moÙa=± Ke, Aem khe Ke. skz kmRno Ùy =taH =ay Ke AtIiNãy suq, tene _padey$pe Anuwve Ke, te moÙa=±. (p`) jene hÒ AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad AaVyo n=I te moÙa=± ÉyaH=I hoy? Aem khe Ke. Aa (AtIiNãy) suqnI pU Rta (‐pU`R Ýaiº) no je A=±, te moÙa=± —Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro ke- ;huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit j sday KuH¸ Ane Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza iviv\ Ýkarna wavo Ýg! =ay Ke te huH n=I, kar` ke te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.' ˜

(... Ývcn ta. 8‐2‐1978 no xeØwag) hve, Aapè Aa }lok (‐ ;smysar' klx: 18p) jemna (ic¿nuH A=aRtŸ)

&annuH cirt Ae!le Aacr` (Ae!le ke) &annuH Aacr` _da¿ Ke, _dar Ke, _Cc Ke, _ßjvz Ke, Aeva moÙa=±Ao (Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro. A=aRtŸ xuâa„ano Aa]y kro.)

hve moÙa=±nI VyaQya: moÙ (Ae!le) prmanHdSv$pdxa, (A=aRtŸ) AaTmana AtIiNãy prmanHdno law, te moÙ. smÔùH kaH{? ;inymsar' maH x$AatnI ga=amaH Ke ke ;moÙ' Ae!le xuH? ke: AtIiNãy AnHt AanHdno law, te moÙ. AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae moÙno A=± (te moÙa=±). A=aRtŸ jene Ae AanHdnuH vedn =yuH Ke, AanHd AnuwvmaH AaVyo Ke, te moÙa=± Ke. te wle pKI g<hS=a]mmaH hoy, (tene hÒ) ragaid hoy, p` AnHtanubH\I Ane im+yaTvno nax ={ gyo Ke tene S=ane sMyGdxRn Ane Sv$pacr`‐iS=rtano AanHd AaVyo Ke¸ Ae Òvne mumuÙu khe Ke, Ae Òvne yogI khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? moÙa=±nI Aa VyaQya Ke¦ jene moÙnuH (Ae!le ke) pU R AanHdnuH Ýyojn Ke. Aene AanHdno nmUno to AaVyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ mumuÙu to tene khIAe ke je moÙno A=± Ke. A=± Ae!le Ýyojn (vHt). jenuH Ýyojn Ke Aeno nmUno to AaVyo Ke. te nmUna _pr=I Ýyojn to (pU RtanuH A=aRtŸ) moÙnuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

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80 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 sma\an:- prma=eR moÙa=± (khevay) nhÄ. Aeno (y=a=R) in Ry Ane Anuwv

krva Ôe (AaTm) sNmuq =ay to (tene) smikt‐sNmuq im+ya¹iÚ khevamaH Aave Ke. ij&asa:- tene (p`) moÙa=± n khevay? sma\an:- nhÄ Anuwvno (‐AanHdno) A=R (‐Ýyojn) AaVyo (isâ =yo)

n=I ne...¦ je moÙ (A=aRtŸ Ýyojn pU`aÅnHd Ke Aeno nmUno TyaH AaVyo nhÄ). Aeno A=R kale btaVyo hto ne...? (j¡Ao, Aa j kzxmaH Ke kzx‐18p: —skz

kmRno Ùy =taH =ay Ke AtIiNãy suq, tene _padey$p Anuwve Ke.˜ Aena äara Ae isâaHt Ae!le ke vStu (iS=it) Ke ke: moÙa=± Ae!le pU R AtIiNãy AanHdnuH jene Ýyojn Ke‐ANy kaH{ Ýyojn n=I, Ane jenuH Ýyojn Ke teno nmUno AavI gyo Ke, sMyG¹iÚ =yo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aevo moÙa=±‐yogI A=aRtŸ SvSv$pmaH jeno yog‐ÔeDa` ={ gyuH Ke, tenuH \/uv _prnuH |yey Aek smy (ma5) p` qstuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚnuH |yey ;\/uv' Ke. cahe to gme te ivkLpmaH hoy, ke \H\a‐veparmaH deqay, p` potanuH |yey je ;\/uv' Ke TyaH=I tenI njr (¹iÚ) qstI n=I. kar` ke te moÙa=± Ke Ane tene Ýyojn AanHdnuH Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ Aeva moÙa=±Ao Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro. isâaHt A=aRtŸ vStu. Ae!le xuâa„ano Aa]y kro.

AenuH ivxeØ Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 9-2-1978 ;inymsar' ga=a ‐p0 no }lok (-;smysar' moÙAi\karno }lok‐18p) Ke. —jemna (ic¿nuH˜ A=aRtŸ) &annuH (—cir5˜ Ae!le) Aacr` —_da¿˜ Ke.

TyaH=I (Aa ivØy) x$ kyÈ Ke. Aeno A=R xuH? ke: Aa„a AanHdSv$p¸ Aeno Aa]y jene Ke tene &annuH Aacr` Ke, Ae!le ke AaTmanuH Aacr` Ke. AhÄ ;&an' xBd=I ;AaTma' levo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sMyG¹iÚne SvãVyno Aa]y hoy Ke. ßyaH su\I (pU R) vItrag n hoy TyaH su\I (tene) rag hoy Ke Vyvhar hoy Ke, to p` tene Aa]y krva layk to inÔTma Ke. tenuH ktRVy to &annuH Aacr` (A=aRtŸ) AaTmanuH Aacr` krvuH te Ke. phele=I j Aem lI\uH Ke ne.. jemna ic¿ A=aRtŸ &annuH cir5 A=aRtŸ Aacr` _dar (_da¿) Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ SvcEtNy wgvan, shÔ„Sv$pnuH Aacr` jenuH _dar Ke ragnuH Aacr` hoy te kH{ _dar, (Ae!le ke) mUz cIj n=I. Ae Vyvhar to Kõa gu`S=an su\I Aave Ke p` Ae rag=I iwþ ={ne, jena AaTmanuH‐xuâ cEtNy Aeva &annuH‐cir5 A=aRtŸ Aacr` _dar Ke, _Cc Ke, _ßjvz Ke. A=aRtŸ AaTma &ananHd xuâSv$p Ýwu Ke AenuH jene ]âa, &an Ane Aacr` êcuH Ke, _dar Ke (Aeva) moÙa=± Ke Aem lI\uH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to pHcm Aarana muin khe Ke¦ Aa to hÔr vØR phelaHna Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke¦ Ane pHcmAarana g<hS=one‐Òvone khe Ke¦ ke: \m±ne (A=aRtŸ moÙa=±ne) to krva layk hoy to ;Aa' Ke¦




]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 81 —Aeva moÙa=±˜- Ae!le !Ikakare Aem lI\uH. wgvanne to Aa@ kmRno nax ={ne

AnHt AanHd (Ýg!) =yo Ke p` jene Ae AanHdno AHxe law =yo Ke te AaTma=± Ke. jene AaTmano sHpU`R Anuwv‐&an‐AanHdno law =yo hoy Aene moÙ¸ Ane jene Aeno AHx Ýg! =yo Ke Ane je pU aRnHdno AiwlaØI Ke tene AhÄ moÙa=± khevamaH Aave Ke. AavuH Ke wa{¦ bIj¡H xuH =ay?

!IkamaH to Aeva xBd lI\a Ke: moÙa=±‐mumuÙu‐yogI. Aaha... ha¦ mumuÙu‐yogI, jenuH Aa„‐Aacr` rag=I iwþ ={ne jene \maRcr` =yuH Ke (Ae!le ke) \mR A=aRtŸ xuâ cEtNy‐AanHd Svwav¸ AenuH Aacr` jene =yuH Ke jenI xuâSv$pmaH Aekag/ta Ke Aeva mumuÙu, teAo —Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to Aadex Aape Ke. AacayR Ke ne..¦ Ae vStunuH sevn kro. isâaHt A=aRtŸ vStu. je AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke Ae isâaHt¸ Ae AaTma AanHdSv$pe Ae xuâ vStu AenuH sevn kro A=va Ae vStuno Aa]y kro.

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐10maH lI\uH Ke ke: (vStu$p Aa]y ivna piràm kona Aa\are rhe?) Vyvhar=I 9mI ga=amaH Aem kæuH ke: —xuw ke AxuwmaH Ý`mtaH xuw ke Axuw Aa„a bne, xuâe Ý`mtaH xuâ, piràmSvwavI ho{ne.˜ Ae 5è lI\a ne..¦ je rIte pyaRy pir`me Ke te‐$pe (ãVy) pyaRymaH tNmy ={ Ôy Ke. pKI 10mI maH kæuH ke, Aa je piràm Ke Aeno Aa]y ãVy Ke. ;Aa]y' no ÝÆ hto ne? Ae piràm ivna ãVy n hoy. pir`me Ke Ae pyaRy Ke, piràm Ke. to teno ;Aa]y' ko`? (ke‐ãVy.) nhÄtr Aam to ivkarno Aa]y to inim¿ Ke¸ (ivkar) prna lÙe (=ay Ke). prHtu AhÄ Ae n=I levuH. AhÄ to pir`mnar pote j teno Aa]y Ke. Aaha.. ha¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Aho¦ isâaHtnuH sevn kro. Aaqo bar AHgno sar¦ vStu wgvan (Aa„a) to xrIr, vaÌnI iÊya=I tdn iwþ Ke p` (je) dya, dan, v/tno ivkLp Ke Aena=I p` vStu iwþ Ke. (AevI je vStu) teno Aa]y kro¸ tenuH sevn kro A=aRtŸ temaH Aekag/ =aAo¦ !IkamaH to Aa]y‐sevn krvanuH khe Ke. ;Aa]y' no A=R j Svwav trfnI Aekag/ta. je Aekag/ta Anaid=I ragmaH, im+yaTvmaH Ke, (je=I) wgvan icdanHdSv$p Aek baj¡ rhI Ôy Ke. (A=aRtŸ itrowUt ={ Ôy Ke), tene (bdle) ragne Aekbaj¡ krI de¦ Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ JIÌ vat Ke p` xuH kre? vStu to Aa Ke. Kõa gu S=an su\I Vyvharcair5 Aave p` tene Vyvhar Tyare khIAe ke, jene inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5no AHx (sa=e) hoy. pKI Aene (Vyvharne) KoDIne satmamaH Ôy Ke, A=aRtŸ inüy (rTn5y) =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ vStu to Aa Ke, Ýwu¦

;Kh#aza' maH AaVyuH ne...¦ —laq bat kI bat yhI, inüy _r laAo¸ toir skl jg dHd‐fHd, int Aatm |yaAo.˜ laq vatnI vat.. laq xBd mUÉ–o Ke, p` AnHt vatnI vat kho.. (Aa Ke ke:) jgt dHd‐fHd (Ae!le ke) AHdr AaTma Ane ragnuH (je) äEtp uH (={ ræuH Ke) tene, gme te Ýkare KoDIne¸ Are¦ gu I Ane gu AevuH äEtp uH KoDIne AaTma‐i5kazI &aykwav‐AanHdwav‐no Aa]y kro, AemaH Aekag/ =aAo¦ \/uvna |yan=I Aek smy p` qsvuH nhÄ, (tem kro)¦




82 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐r Aek ÙuÐk hta. ibcara gujrI gya. AhÄ (saHwzva) FÌvar Aavta. loko pUKe

to FÌ =oDI vat kheta: —pr=I bs, potanamaH vs¸ !UHkuH ne !c, Ae!luH bs.˜ sar to Aa Ke, wa{¦ pr=I qs. qs Ae!le h@. —pr=I qs, SvmaH vs¸ Ae!luH bs, !UHkuH !c.˜ Aaha... ha¦ b\a isâaHt (no sar Aa Ke). (bakI to) pr=I (xaÏ Aaid=I) Ô`pùH kre ke gme te laq (iÊyaAo) kre p` (Ae ktRVy n=I) krva layk to Aa cIj Ke (‐;pr=I qs, SvmaH vs') . vStu to Aa Ke.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro ke: —huH to˜... ;huH' xBdmaH ke!lo (war Ke¦ ke: huH) ÝTyÙ (KuH. jem ke njr same) ma`s éwo Ke tem. Aem khe Ke. huH wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu¦ huH prnI‐ragnI, VyvharnI‐ApeÙa KoDIne marI inmRzpyaRymaH ÝTyÙ =vavazo KuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

;tÀva=RsU5' (A|yay‐1, sU5‐9) maH Ke ke: mit&anne paHc [Hiãyo Ane mn äara (A=aRtŸ inim¿=I) kæuH Ke. Ane mit&an äara (Ô ela pda=Rne ivxeØ$pe Ô`vuH te) ]ut&an Ke, Aem kæuH Ke. (Aa k=n) Vyvharny=I Ke. sU5 yad n rhe, wav mgjmaH hoy. mit (&an) maH mn Ane [iNãyo inim¿. Ane ]ut (&an) maH mn inim¿. Ae Vyvhar=I.

Aa ÝÆ FàH vØR phelaH 1982 nI salmaH rajko!maH caLyo hto ke: xaÏmaH to mit Ane ]ut, mn Ane [iNãyo äara =ay Ke, to Aena=I to Aa„a Ô`vamaH Aavto n=I. (KtaH) AhÄ tme Aem kho Ko (ke: Aa„ane Ôò¦) ;tÀva=RsU5' maH AevuH Aave Ke: mit (&anmaH) mn Ane [iNãy inim¿. ]ut(&an) maH A`[iNãy‐mn (inim¿). AhÄyaH to Ae p` nhÄ. Ae vat TyaH gaE rhI Ke. Vyvhar sa=e Ke ne...¦ AhÄyaH to (Aa„ano Anuwv‐SvsHvedn) ÝTyÙp e mit Ane ]ut&anmaH Aave Ke.

;smysar' ga=a‐144 maH ;ÝTyÙ' lI\o Ke. (Aa„anI Ýg! Ýisiâne ma!e,) ivkLpne hey ÔÌ tene KoDIne, mit Ane ]ut‐buiâAone Aa„tÀvmaH lavo. Aaha.. ha¦ ]uttÀvne Aa„a trf lavo.

Aem AhÄyaH Ke: —huH to xuâ cEtNymy˜- Aeklo &anmy¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;huH to xuâ cEtNymy'¦ (AhÄ) cEtNyvazo' Aem p` n kæuH. kem ke: cEtNyvazo (khevamaH) p` wed pDI Ôy Ke ma!e ;cEtNymy' kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit˜- mit Aaidno wed p` lÙmaH n levo. Aaha.. ha¦ —huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit j sday KuH.˜

Aaha... ha¦ huH cEtNyßyoitnuH \am (KuH)¦¦ Aek (cEtNy) Sv$pI prm \am KuH. ]ImdŸmaH (;Aa„isiâ' ga=a‐117maH) Ae kæuH Ke: xuâ buâ cEtNyFn, SvyHßyoit suq\am¸ bIj¡H khIAe ke!luH? kr ivcar to pam.˜ xuâ A=aRtŸ piv5, buâ A=aRtŸ &anno sagr. Ae ;xuâ cEtNymy' ‐ xuâmaH Ae xuâ AaVyuH Ane cEtNymaH Ae buâ AaVyuH. xuâ buâ cEtNymy SvyH ßyoit suq\am, Ae prmßyoit. Aaha.. ha¦

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]I inymsar ga=a p0 ‐ 83 AiGnne é\{ lagtI n=I, tem &aykwavmaH Aavr`, é`p, ke Axuiâ AavtI n=I.˜

Aa AhÄ khe Ke: Aeva xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit¸ je ¹iÚno ivØy, temaH‐AnuwvmaH wed p` n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aek prm ßyoit¦ ;prm' kem kæuH? ke: AiGnnI ßyoit, dIvanI ßyoit, cHãnI ßyoit¸ Ae b\ane ßyoit khe Ke. ßyoit Ae!le Ýkax. p` Aa to prm ßyoit, cEtNymy prm ßyoit, i5kaz Aek$p ßyoit j... ßyoit j... AekaHt lI\uH. inüynyno ivØy sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. sday KuH... sday KuH.. Aevo j KuH. stŸ AevμsdEv. sdŸ Aevμi5kaz. stŸ to Ae j Ke. sday A=aRtŸ i5kaz. stŸ to Ae j Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —Ane Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza˜ iwþna 5` A=R kyaR Ke: iwþ lÙ`vaza ivprIt lÙ`vaza Ane A&anwav. ragaidwav A&anwav Ke. !IkamaH Ke. maruH cEtNySv$p je &aykwav Aek$p ßyoit¸ Aena=I iwþ lÙ`vaza Ae ragaid Vyvhar (wav) gme te hoy te Svwav=I ivprIt lÙ`vaza (Ke). SvwavnuH lÙ` to phelaH kæuH Ke. ragaid‐dya, dan, v/t, wi›, kam, Êo\aidna piràm, Svwav=I ivprIt lÙ`vaza, iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. huH &anßyoitSv$p. to Ae ragaid A&anSv$p. ragmaH &anno‐cetnano AHx n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

(;smysar') AÒv Ai\karmaH ragne AÒvna kæa. AÒv kæa. pudŸgl‐piràm kæaH. Aaha... ha¦ ragaid iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. ragaid ivkLp cahe to wgvannI wi›no hoy ke gu`‐guÌna wedno hoy, p` te mara Sv$pna lÙ`=I to ANy lÙ`vaza Ke, A&anmy Ke. ;svRivxuâ Ai\kar' maH phelaH iwþ paDtaH paDtaH pKI KeÐo A&an (A&anSvwavTvatŸ) xBd Ke. (prm A|ya„ trHigÌ moÙai\kar kzx‐6maH Aave Ke ke:) —AyH isâaHt: isâ:-in*pþ: AHt:- \mR: Svwavo va ySy s: taTpyR va seVytaH Aa]iytaH, kE? moÙai=R iw:- mumuÙuiwyoRigiw:, ikHwUte:? _da¿ict cirtE:... yt: ySmatkaràtŸ p<=GlÙà: AaTmn: ivprItlÙà: A&anSvwavTvatŸ.˜

hve Aap e to AhÄ levuH Ke: —p<=GlÙà: AaTmn: ivprItlÙà:˜- sHSk<t !Ika Ke. rag to A&anSvwavvaza Ke. Ae to ;smysar' ktaRkmR Ai\kar, ga=a‐72maH kæuH ne..¦ ke: rag jD Ke. kar` ke, rag potane Ô`to n=I Ane Aa„ane Ô`to n=I. Ane wgvan (Aa„a) potane Ô e Ke Ane ragne p` Ô e Ke. Ae (rag) jD Ke. Ane Aa (Aa„a) cEtNy Ke. AhÄyaH kæuH: (Ae ragaid) iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke. A&an lÙ`Sv$p Ke Ane ivprIt lÙ`Sv$p (A=aRtŸ) Sv$p=I ivprIt lÙ`vaza Ke. Aek vat. vzI, iviv\ Ýkarna Ke. Ae!le ke Aek Ýkare n=I. phelaH AaVyuH htuH ke: xuâ cEtNymy ;Aek' prmßyoit¸ AenI same ;iviv\' AaVyuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha.. ha¦ huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prmßyoit j sday KuH. AenI same (Ae ragaid) iwþ lÙ`vaza Ke, iviv\ Ýkarna Ke (A=aRtŸ) xuwivkLp Ane AxuwivkLp Anek Ýkarna Ke. Axuw to @Ik¦ p` xuwivkLp p` AsHQy Ýkarna Ke. Ae (b\a) p/g! iwþ lÙ`, A&an lÙ` Ane ivprIt lÙ`vaza Ke. Ae Ýg! iwþ lÙ`vaza iviv\ Ýkarna (ragaid) wav Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Ke to qra. Ae wav AiSt Ke. heyp e p` Ke ke nhÄ? to kæuH ke: —iviv\ Ýkarna wavo Ýg! =ay




84 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke˜ inim¿a\In‐ vx ={ne A=va SvtH5 Ø!Ÿkark pir`mn=I marI pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. ivkar, pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke Ae vStumaH Ane vStuna SvwavmaH nhÄ. —te (ivkar) huH n=I.˜ Ýg! =ay Ke, te huH n=I. Svna Aa]ymaH hey‐ _padey bHnenuH &an p` Vyvhar Ke. (A=aRtŸ) hey‐_padey be_nuH &an, Ae Vyvhar &an khevay. Ane AekluH cEtNynuH &an, tene inüy&an khevay Ke. (hey‐_padeyne) Ô`vuH Ae vcmaH Aave Ke. ‐ ;Aa huH nhÄ' Aem. smÔvvuH hoy to xuH smÔve? ;Aa rag te huH n=I' Aem kheva Ôy to p` ivkLp é@e Ke. p` smÔvvuH hoy to kem smÔve? ;huH to (xuâ cEtNymy) lÙ`vazuH Aek prmßyoit \am sday KuH' —Ane Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza (iviv\ wavo Ýg! =ay Ke) te huH n=I˜ Aem AemaH naiSt (sa=e) hoy Ke. AenI, SvwavmaH naiSt Ke. p` AemaH (potamaH) Ae AiSt Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ —te huH n=I.˜ Ae!luH to isâ kyuÅ ke: Aa Ke, te (maramaH) Ke j nhÄ. (Ôe) iblkul ragaid hoy j nhIH, (to) tene KoDo‐hey Ke kevI rIte? ivkLp Aave Ke. te Ke. te wav Ke. p` te wgvanAa„a=I ANy lÙ`vaza, A&anwav Ane ivprIt wavvaza Ke, te huH n=I¦ pelamaH to ;huH Aa (‐xuâ cEtNymy) ßyoit sday KuH' Aem kæuH htuH ne..¦ AhÄ kæuH: Aa (iviv\ Ýkarna wavo) Ýg! =ay Ke te huH n=I. —kar` ke te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.˜

AhÄ to ragaidne j prãVy kæa Ke hÇ¦ Ane (;inymsar') p0 mI ga=amaH to inmRzpyaRyne p` prãVy khI Ke. AacayeR jrI vatne (‐AaTma _padey Ke, Aene) isâ krva =oDI Aa vat lI\I. AhÄyaH to f› ragaid ivkLp VyvharrTn5y, Ae prãVy (Ke, Aem kæuH). p0 mI ga=amaH to ragne Ô`vavazI, potanI pyaRymaH, Sv‐pr ÝkaxknI pyaRy je Aek smyno wav¸ Aene p` i5kazI wavnI ApeÙaAe prãVy kæuH. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ`uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to (khe Ke:) —te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.˜ (ko`? ke:) (je iwþ lÙ`vaza iviv\ Ýkarna wavo) Ae b\aH AsHQy Ýkarna ivkLp mne to prãVy Ke. Ae marI cIjmaH n=I Ane AemaH huH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa puruØa=R¦ kaH{ AoKo Ke? puruØa=R ÉyaHy baæmaH Sfure Ke?

(loko) gjr= ka#e Ke ne mo!I r=ya5a ka#e ne r= _pr cDIne wgvanne camr Aam.. Aam #aze ne.. kevo deqav lage ke Aa te xuH kre Ke¦ p` Ae Aa„amaH ÉyaH Ke? ivkLp é@–o Ke Ae prãVy Ke. Ae to iÊya prãVy=I =ay Ke. r= _pr wgvanne p\ravva Ke. ko` p\rave? bolI bole: hÔr... pHdrso... be hÔr... paHc hÔr... dx hÔr bole AemaH Ô e..¦ Ae hoy. p` Ae xuwwav Ke, Ae prãVy Ke. Aeva b\ay (wav) mne prãVy Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ te Anek Ýkarna, iviv\ Ýkarna wavo —te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ Aek vcnmaH ke!luH wrI dI\uH Ke¦ ]ImdŸ to (p5aHk: 166 maH) khe Ke ne..¦ ke: —sTpuruØna (&anIna) Aekek vaÉymaH, (Aekek xBdmaH) AnHt Aagm ræaH Ke.˜

AhÄ (AemaH ke!luH b\uH wyuÅ Ke¦) ka#vuH hoy to ke!luH y ka#I (xkay tem Ke. jem Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar }lok 74 ‐ 8p ke:) AiSt ne naiSt¸ Aek pyaRymaH AnHtI sPtwHgI, kar` ke‐ Aek pyaRy pyaRyp e Ke, te (gu ) p e n=I, ãVyp e n=I, inim¿p e n=I, pUvRpyaRyp e n=I, Ane pKInI (_¿r) pyaRyp e p` n=I¸ Aem Aek Aek pyaRymaH (AnHtI) sPtwHgI é@e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI mo!I cIj¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke: huH Aa (iwþ lÙ`vaza wavo) nhÄ¸ huH to xuâ cEtNyßyoit KuH. Ae mare Aa]y krva layk, sevn krva layk Ke Ane |yey bnavIne Aekag/ =va layk hoy to Ae j cIj Ke bs¦ ‐ Aam Aa smiktInI ¹iÚ‐dxa Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

vzI, (Aa p0mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj }lok

khe Ke) :- t=a ih-

(xailnI) n æSmakH xuâjIvaiStkayadNye sveR puGdlãVywava:.[T=H VyÉtH viÉt yStÀvvedI isiâH so½yH yait tamTypUvaRmŸ.. 74..

(}loka=R:‐) ;xuâ ÒvaiStkay=I ANy Aeva je b\a pudŸglãVyna wavo te qreqr Amara n=I' ‐ Aam je tÀvvedI SpÚp e khe Ke te Ait ApUvR isiâne pame Ke. 74.

Aa !Ika krnar muin Ke. Ae }lok bnaVyo Ke. Aa ga=ana (Ý`eta) to AacayR (kuHdkuHddev) Ke. Ane Aa !Ikana (krnar) pÍÝwml\airdev muin Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;xuâ ÒvaiStkay=I ANy' (j¡Ao) ;xuâ Òv=I ANy' Aem n lI\uH. kem? ke: AiStkay AsHQyÝdexI Òv Ke te svR& isvay (bIje) ÉyaHy‐ko{maH (\mR‐dxRnmaH) n=I¸ ma!e AaquH AiStkay lI\uH Ke. ;xuâ Aeklo Òv' Aem n lI\uH xuâ ÒvaiStkay' (lI\uH). xuâ ÒvaiStkay AsHQyÝdexI Ke. Ae svR& ijne¬r isvay ko{Ae Ô~yuH n=I Ane ko{Ae kæuH n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? vStu AevI AsHQyÝdexI phozI Ke.

;pHcaiStkay' maH (Òvne) lokÝma` AekÝdexI (ãVy AqHD Ke te ApeÙaAe) kæo Ke Ane (;smysar') 47‐xi›maH AsHQyÝdexI (kæo Ke.) . inytxi› A=aRtŸ inüyxi› AsHQyÝdex Ke, Aem lQyuH Ke. AhÄ Ae kæuH: xuâ ÒvaiStkay. xuâ Òv Ke p` Ae AsHQyÝdexno kay A=aRtŸ smUh Ke. Ae kay (AsHQyÝdexI) AenI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

—xuâ ÒvaiStkay=I ANy Aeva je˜ (AhÄ) ;ANy Aeva je' (Aem kæuH). Ane TyaH (‐kzx 18pmaH) —Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza˜ kæuH htuH ne...? Ane ;huH prm ßyoit KuH' Aem kæuH htuH. Aene AhÄ !UHkuH krI naQyuH. —b\a pudŸglãVyna wavo˜ Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ Ae b\a pudŸglãVyna wav Ke. AhÄyaH AeksmynI inmRzpyaRyne p` prãVy khI Ke. inim¿=I wed pD–o ne..¦ Ae!le khe Ke: pudŸgl to inim¿ Ke Aena=I wed lÙmaH Aave Ke. inim¿=I wed lÙmaH Aave Ke Ae!le wed Ke Ae pudŸgl Ke, (Aem kæuH). Aaha.. ha¦ smÔ`uH kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ (lokone) k@` pDe. ;i5kazI vStu' phelaH khI htI ne..¦ Ae xuâ Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



86 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ÒvaiStkay=I ANy Aeva je b\a pudŸglãVyna wavo‐AemaH pUr`‐gln A=aRtŸ ragno _Tpad‐Vyy =ay Ke. pyaRymaH _Tpad‐Vyy p` =ay Ke ke nhÄ? to Ae _Tpad‐Vyyne p` (AhÄ) pUr`‐gln khIne tene pudŸglno wav khI dI\o Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? Aa (ivØy) to JIò Ke, wa{¦ —Aeva je b\a pudŸglãVyna wavo te qreqr Amara n=I.˜ Ae (wavo) qreqr wgvanAaTmamaH Ke j nhÄ. ãVymaH to pyaRy Ke j nhÄ. kevz&annI pyaRy p` ãVymaH n=I. pyaRy‐Ùaiykwav to Aek AHx Ke. ãVy to prmpairàimkSvwavwav Ke. prmSvwavwavmaH Ùaiykwav n=I.

Aagz ;xuâwav Ai\kar' ga=a‐41 maH Ae AaVyuH ne..¦ —ò q[ywav@aà˜-maramaH Ae!le ÒvaiStkay‐\/uv‐i5kazI‐xuâwavmaH ÙaiykwavnaH S=ano n=I¸ —ò qy_vsmshav@aà˜- ÙyopxmSvwavnaH S=ano n=I¸ —Aod[ywav@aà ò˜- Ae to ivk<t Ke Ae to @Ik¸ p` —ò _vsm e shav@aà˜- _pxmSvwavnaH S=ano (p`) n=I. Aaha... ha¦ pKI (ga=a‐42) maH to kæuH ke: (gitna wavo, kuz) yoin, caEd ÒvS=ano Ane caEd magRàS=ano Ane caEd gu`S=ano‐Ae b\aH maramaH n=I. ;huH to Aeklo \/uv, snatn stŸ Ýwu KuH' Ane Aa b\a to pudŸglãVyna wavo Ke te qreqr Amara n=I. Aaha... ha¦ te Ke to qra, p` pudŸglãVyna wavo Ke, te (qreqr) mara n=I. Ùaiykwavna S=an p` mara n=I.

Ýwu¦ Aa (saHwzIne) to raD naqe raD. Aek S=ankvasIAe Aa AektalIsmI ga=a vaHcI. AhÄ=I nIkZyuH Ke ne... to Fà S=ankvasI vaHce Ke. ga=amaH AaVyuH ne...¦ —ò q[ywav@aà˜- Òvne ÙaiykwavnaH S=ano n=I. to khe ke Are¦ Ùaiykwav to isâmaH p` Ke, (KtaH) Aa„amaH nhÄ? (p`) bapu¦ k{ ApeÙaAe, Ýwu¦ isâ to pyaRy Ke. isâ ko{ ãVy‐gu n=I. Ae to pyaRy Ke, to Ae pyaRy ãVymaH n=I.

xuâwav Ke ne...¦ i5kaz xuâ, \/uv, cEtNywav \/uv, (Ae) sMyGdxRnnuH |yey Ke. AhÄ sMyGdxRnnI pyaRyne to Ùaiyk Ane ÙyopxmmaH naqI dI\I¸ Ae to AemaH (\/uvmaH) Ke j nhÄ. Aem khe Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aeno (\/uvno) in Ry krvavazI pyaRy AemaH (\/uvmaH) n=I. Aa n=I... Aa n=I¸ p` Ae in Ry to pyaRy kre Ke ke \/uv in Ry kre Ke? maramaH n=I, maramaH n=I¸ p` ;Ae n=I' (te) ko`? ke‐ßyaH &annI pyaRy AHdr SvsNmuq ={ to te &annI pyaRy Aem khe Ke ke, ;Aa (pyaRy) maramaH n=I.' Ae pyaRy khe Ke ke, ;huH p` AemaH (\/uvmaH) n=I.' ‐ maramaH Ae (\/uv) n=I, ne AemaH (\/uvmaH) huH n=I.

Ae to ;smysar' ga=a‐320, jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH AaVyuH Ke ne¦ |yata puruØ qHDqHD &anne |yavta n=I. !Ika bhu êcI¦ !Ika: —ikH c ivviÙtEkdexxuânyai]teyH wavna inivRkarSvsHvednlÙ`ÙayopximkNyTveny>Pyekdex- VyiÉt$pa wvit t=aip |yata puruØ: ydev skl inravr`mqHDEkÝTyÙÝitwasmy- mivnXvrH xuâpairàimkprmwavlÙ`H injprmaTmãVyH tdevahimit wavyit, n c qHD&an$pimit wava=R:.˜ mit]ut&an‐pyaRy Ae p` qHD &an Ke. |yata puruØ (Ae!le) |yan krvavaza sMyG¹iÚ, Ae konuH |yan kre Ke? ke: skz inravr` AqHD Aek ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy Aivn¬r xuâ pairàimkprmwavlÙ` inj




]I inymsar }lok 74 ‐ 87 prma„ãVynuH |yan kre Ke. hmàH (Aa !Ika pr Aigyar) VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke. b\uH bhar Aavxe. ivStar=I vat Aavxe. VyvharnI ruicvazane AakruH pDe AevuH Ke. Vyvhar=I (inüy) =ay, (xuw) krtaH krtaH (xuâ) =ay‐Aene (AevI maNytavazane) AakruH pDe, Ýwu¦ xuH krvuH?¦

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: Aeva je b\a pudŸglna A=aRtŸ) prna wavo te qreqr Amara n=I. ‐ —Aam je tÀvvedI˜ (A=aRtŸ) tÀvne Ô`vavaza, tÀvnuH vedn krvavaza, —SpÚpè khe Ke˜ pa@maH 5Ij¡H pd Aem Ke ne...¦ —[T=H VyÉtH viÉt yStÀcvedI˜- Aam je tÀvvedI SpÚp e khe Ke, SpÚ$p=I khe Ke, Aeno A=R: SpÚ$p=I Ô e Ke. khe Ke, Ae to vaÌ Ke, waØa Ke AenI Ý$pà p` AevI hoy Ke¸ p` Aeno wav Aevo hoy Ke Aem khevuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae ÝÆ Aek wa{ laVya hta ke: ;Aam je tÀvvedI SpÚp e khe Ke' to/ vaÌ to khI xktI n=I (KtaH kæuH ke) ;khe Ke.' (_¿r:) AHdr vStutÀvne SpÚp e Ô e Ke. _pdex wle Aavto hoy, Ae to vaÌno wav Ke. smÔy Ke. kaH{? pa@ to Aevo Ke: [T=H VyÉtH viÉt yStTcvedI˜- Aam je tÀvvedI SpÚp e khe Ke. —te Ait ApUvR isiâne pame Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ ;khe Ke' Aeno A=R ;Ô e Ke' Aem kyÈ. ;khe Ke' Ae to vaÌ‐waØa Ke. (prHtu) AenuH je vaCy Ke tene vede Ke te=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH ke: —Aam je tÀvvedI khe Ke.˜

(;smysar' ga=a‐1maH) kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke: —voCKaim smypahuDH Ane bIÒ baj¡ ;Ývcnsar' maH Am<tcHãacayR khe ke: huH vaÌno ktaR n=I Ane marI vaÌ=I tmne &an =yuH Aem (moh=I) n naco. kar` ke vaÌ jD Ke Ane tmarI &anpyaRy tmaramaH =ay Ke. KeÐo }lok Ke: —qreqr pudŸglo j SvyH xBd$pe pir`me Ke, AaTma temne pir`mavI xkto n=I˜¸ (A=aRtŸ) ;huH khuH KuH' Aem nhIH, Ae to waØa ={¸ AaTma temne (waØane) pir`mavI xkto n=I¸ (Ae!le ke) waØanI pyaRyne AaTma krI xkto n=I. —tem j qreqr svR pda=È j SvyH &eyp e‐Ýmeyp e pir`me Ke,˜ A=aRtŸ pda=R je Ke te j pote Ýmeyp e, &eyp e, &anp e pir`me Ke, —xBdo temne &ey bnavI‐smÔvI xkta n=I˜ Ae!le ke xBdo Ke te xBdonI cIj iwþ Ke Ane AanI (ÒvnI) &an‐pyaRy iwþ Ke. xBdo !Ika kre Ke to AemnamaH=I (Òvne) &an xI rIte =ay? (A=aRtŸ &an to &anmaH=I =ay Ke.) —ma!e ;Aa„a siht iv¬ (‐Kye ãVy) te VyaQyey (smÔvva yoGy) Ke, vaÌnI gUH=Ì te VyaQya (smjUtI) Ke Ane Am<tcHãsUir te VyaQyata (VyaQya krnar, smÔvnar) Ke' Aem moh=I jno n naco) (‐n fulaAo).˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aem, he Òvo¦ w/mà=I n naco. vaÌ vaÌna kar e nIkze Ke Ane tmara &annuH pir`mn tmara j karè =ay Ke. huH smÔvvavazo KuH Ane xBdo=I tmne &an =ay Ke, Aem n=I. —(prHtu) SyadŸvadiv>ana bz=I ivxuâ &annI kza vDe Aa Aek Aaqa xa¬t SvtÀvne Ýaº krIne Aaje AVyakuzp e naco (‐prmanHdpiràme pir`mo).˜ ;Aaje j' xBd }lok‐21 maH p` Aave Ke. he Òvo¦ Aa !Ika xBdo=I ={ Ke¸ meH bnavI Ke Aem n=I Ane !Ika=I tmne &an =ay Ke Aem (p`) n=I.




88 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;smai\xtk' maH to pUßypadSvamIAe TyaH su\I kæuH Ke ke: huH bIÔne smÔvuH KuH

Aevo ivkLp _Nmad Ke. ivkLp Ane rag, (ANyne) smÔvI xkta n=I¸ Aena=I Ae (ANy Òvo) smjta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ JI`I vato bhu, wgvan¦ huH smÔvvavazo KuH Aevo (smÔvvano) ivkLp Ae _Nmad Ke. Ae to rag Ke ne, wa{¦ te to Sv$p=I ivprIt Ke, Ýg! lÙ` iwþ Ke. magR to Aevo Ke, Ýwu¦

Aeno A=R (loko) Aevo kre Ke ke: (AacayRdev) Aem khIne potanI inraiwmanta btave Ke¸ Ke to AemnI (rcelI) !Ika. p` Ae to inim¿=I khevamaH Aave Ke. Aeno A=R inim¿ prmaH kH{ krtuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to Ae kæuH: —tÀvvedI SpÚp e khe Ke Ae!le ke SpÚp e ÝTyÙ Aa„ano Anuwv kre Ke. SpÚ A=aRtŸ ÝTyÙ. SpÚp e khe Ke Ae!le SpÚp e p/Ty"a Ô e Ke. —te Ait ApUvR isiâne pame Ke.˜ AnHtkazmaH Éyarey isâpyaRy n ={, AevI ApUvR Ae isâpyaRyne Ýaº =ay Ke. ApUvR xBd lI\o Ke ne...¦ ApUvR Ae!le AwUtpUvR, A=aRtŸ pUveR Éyarey n=I ={, AevI Ait ApUvR isâpyaRyne pame Ke, isiâne Ýaº =ay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ p0mI ga=a ={.

∙ ∙ ∙ hve, Aa paHc (ga=a) l{ levI Ke, wa{¦ kar` ke AemaH Vyvhar‐inüy bHne

Aavxe. phelaH Vyvhar btavxe Ane pKI inüy Ane jrI dexnaliB\ kone hoy Ke AenuH SpÚ k=n Ke. im+ya¹iÚ äara dexna hoy nhÄ, AevuH k=n Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae paHc ga=a Ke:‐ (j¡Ao p<. 89 _pr)

—kar`prma„a Ae j qreqr Aa„a

Ke. in Ry kre Ke pyaRy, inTyno in Ry kre Ke AinTy pyaRy. p` teno ivØy Ke kar`prma„a. te=I te j qreqr Aa„a Ke. pyaRyne AwUta=R khIne, Vyvhar khIne, A`aTma kæo Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ 266.






]I inymsar: ga=a p1 - pp

]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika (xuâwav Ai\kar)

ivvrIyaiwi`vesivviýys¶h`mev sMmtH.sHsyivmohivBwmivviýyH hoid s~à H..51..clmil`mga#¿ivviýys¶h`mev sMmtH.Ai\gmwavo à H heyovadeytŠa H..52..sMm¿Ss iìm¿H ij`su¿H tSs ja`ya puirsa.AHtrheé wi`da dHs`mohSs qyphudI..53..sMm¿H s~à`H ivýid moÉqSs hoid su` cr`H.vvhari`CKO` du tMha cr H pvÉqaim..54..vvhar`ycir¿e vvhar`ySs hoid tvcr`H.i`CKy`ycair¿e tvcr H hoid i`CKydo..55..

ivprItaiwinvexivvijRt]âanmev sMyÉTvmŸ.sHxyivmohivw/mivvijRtH wvit sH&anmŸ..51..clmilnmga#TvivvijRt]âanmev sMyÉTvmŸ.Ai\gmwavo &anH heyopadeytÀvanamŸ..52..sMyÉTvSy inim¿H ijnsUZH tSy &ayka: puÌØa:.ANtheRtvo wi`ta: dxRnmohSy ÙyÝw<te:..53..sMyÉTvH sH&anH iv>te moÙSy wvit x< u cr`mŸ.Vyvharinüyen tu tSmaŠr H Ýv"yaim..54..VyvharnycirZe VyvharnySy wvit tpür`mŸ.inüynycairZe tpür`H wvit inüyt:..55..




rTnZySv$paQyanmettŸ.

wedopcarrTnZymip tavdŸ ivprItaiwinvexivvijRt]âan$pH wgvtaH isiâprHprahetuwUtanaH pHcprmei¤naH clmilnaga#ivvijRtsmupjintinülwi›-yu›Tvmev. ivprIte hirihr~ygwaRidÝÌte pda=Rsa=eR æiwinvexawav [Ty=R:. sH&anmip c sHxyivmohivw/mivvijRtmev. tZ sHxy: tavtŸ ijno va ixvo va dev [it. ivmoh: xaÉyaidÝo›e vStuin inüy:. ivw/mo æ&anTvmev. papikÊyainv<i¿piràmüairZmŸ. [it wedopcarrTnZypirìt:. tZ ijnÝÌtheyopadeytÀvpiriCKi¿rev sMyG&anmŸ. ASy sMy˜vpiràmSy baæshkairkar H vItragsvR&muqkmlivingRtsmStvStuÝitpadnsm=RãVy]utmev tÀv&an-imit. ye mumuÙv: te½Pyupcart: pda=Rin`yhetuTvatŸ AHtrHghetv [Tyu›a: dxRnmohnIykmRÙyÝw<te: skaxaidit. AwedanupcarrTnZypir`tej±vSy !HkoTkI R&aykEkSvwavinjprmtÀv]âanen, tTpiriCKi¿maZaHt-muRqprmbo-\en, tãUpaivcliS=it$pshjcairZe` AwUtpUvR: isâpyaRyo wvit. y: prmijnyogI¬r: Ý=mH papikÊyainv<i¿$pVyvharnycairZe it¤it, tSy qlu Vyvharnygocrtpür H wvit. shjinüynyaTmkprmSvwavaTmkprmaTmin ÝtpnH tp:. SvSv$paivcliS=it$pH shjinüycairZmŸ Anen tpsa wvtIit.

]âan ivprIt-AiwinvexivhIn te sMykŸTv Ke¸

sHxy-ivmoh-ivw/aHit ivriht &an sMyG&an Ke. p1.

cl-ml-Aga#pà riht ]âan te sMykŸTv Ke¸

Aadey-hey pda=Rno Avbo\ sMyG&an Ke. p2.

ijnsU5 smi›hetu Ke, ne sU5&ata puÌØ je¸

te Ô` AHtheRtu, ¹GmohÙyaidk jemne. p3.

sMykŸTv, sMyG&an tem j cr` mui›pH= Ke¸

te=I khIx huH cr`ne Vyvhar ne inüy vDe. p4.

Vyvharnycair5maH VyvharnuH tp hoy Ke¸

tp hoy Ke inüy =kI, cair5 ßyaH inüynye. pp.

ANvya=R:-(ivprItaiwinvexivvijRt]âanmŸ Ov) ivprIt ∙Aiwinvex riht ]âan te j (sMyÉTvH) sMykŸTv Ke (sHxyivmohivw/mivvijRtmŸ) sHxy, ivmoh ne ivw/m riht (&an) te (sH&anmŸ wvit) sMyG&an Ke. _________________________________________________________________

∙ Aiwinvex μ AiwÝay¸ Aag/h.




(clmilnmga#TvivvijRt]âanmŸ Ov) czta, milnta Ane Aga#ta riht ]âan te j (sMyÉTvH) sMykŸTv Ke (heyopadeytÀvanamŸ) hey Ane _padey tÀvone (Ai\gmwav:) Ô`va$p wav te (&anmŸ) (sMykŸ) &an Ke.

(sMyÉTvSyinim¿H) sMykŸTvnuH inim¿ (ijnsUZH) ijnsU5 Ke¸ (tSy &ayka: puÌØa:) ijnsU5na Ô`nara puÌØone (ANtheRtv:) (sMykŸTvna) AHtrHg hetuAo (iwi`ta:) kæa Ke, (dxRnmohSy ÙyÝw<te:) kar` ke temne dxRnmohna Ùyaidk Ke.

(x< u) saHwz, (moÙSy) moÙne ma!e (sMyÉTv) sMykŸTv hoy Ke, (sH&anH) sMyG&an (iv>te) hoy Ke, (cr`mŸ) cair5 (p`) (wvit) hoy Ke (tSmatŸ) te=I (Vyvharinüyen tu) huH Vyvhar Ane inüy=I (cr H Ýv"yaim) cair5 khIx.

(VyvharnycirZe) Vyvharnyna cair5maH (VyvharnySy) VyvharnynuH (tpür`mŸ) tpür` (wvit) hoy Ke (inüynycairZe) inüynyna cair5maH (inüyt:) inüy=I (tpür`mŸ) tpür` (wvit) hoy Ke.

Aa, rTn5yna Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. Ý=m, wedopcar‐rTn5y Aa Ýma e Ke:‐ivprIt Aiwinvex riht

]âan$p AevuH je isiâna prHprahetuwUt wgvHt pHcprme¤I ÝTyenuH czta‐milnta‐Aga#ta riht épjeluH inüz wi›yu›p uH te j sMykŸTv Ke. iv*ùb/ïaidki=t ivprIt pda=RsmUh ÝTyena Aiwinvexno Awav te j sMykŸTv Ke‐Aevo A=R Ke. sHxy, ivmoh ne ivw/m riht (&an) te j sMyG&an Ke. TyaH, ijn dev hxe ke ixv dev hxe (‐Aevo xHka$pwav) te sHxy Ke¸ xakyaidki=t vStumaH inüy (A=aRtŸ buâaidAe khela pda=Rno in`Ry) te ivmoh Ke¸ A&anpùH (A=aRtŸ vStu xuH Ke te sHbH\I AÔ`p uH) te j ivw/m Ke. papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p piràm te cair5 Ke. Aam wedopcar‐rTn5ypirìt Ke. temaH, ijnÝÌt hey‐_padey tÀvonuH &an te j sMyG&an Ke. Aa sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar` vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke. je mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` _pcar=I pda=Rin Ryna hetupàne lI\e (sMykŸTvpiràmna) AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke, kar` ke temne dxRnmohnIykmRna Ùyaidk Ke.

Awed‐Anupcar‐rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne, !HkoTkI R &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe, tdŸ&anma5 (‐te inj prm tÀvna &anma5Sv$p) Aeva AHtmuRq prmbo\ vDe Ane te‐$pe (A=aRtŸ inj prm tÀv$pe) Aivczpè iS=t =va$p shjcair5 vDe AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke. je prmijnyogI¬r phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke, tene qreqr Vyvharnygocr tpür` hoy Ke. shjinüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH Ýtpn te tp Ke¸ inj Sv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p shjinüycair5 Aa tp=I hoy Ke.



Ývcn ta. 10-2-1978

;inymsar' ga=a: p1 =I pp. (xuâwav Ai\karnI) KeÐI ga=aAo Ke. AenI !Ika: — Aa, rTn5yna Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.˜ AemaH inüy Ane Vyvhar bey smuCcy leva Ke. AemaH=I phelaH VyvharrTn5ynI vat kre Ke. p` VyvharrTn5y hoy Ke kone? ke: jene AHdr inüysMyGdxRn‐&an Aaid hoy tene j Vyvhar hoy Ke. ;rTn5y' be Ýkarna Ke te=I kæuH: tavdŸ Ae!le Ý=m, VyvharrTn5ynI VyaQya kre Ke. p` Ae hoy Ke kone? ke: jene inüy hoy Ke tene. Kõa gu S=an AaidmaH Vyvhar hoy Ke. satmamaH Vyvharno Awav ={ne inüycair5‐ iS=rta ={ Ôy Ke.

;Ý=m, wedopcar-rTn5y Aa Ýmaè Ke˜- Ý=m, ßyaH Awed‐Anupcar (Ae!le inüy) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg!e Ke TyaH iS=rta AoKI Ke te=I te (sa\k) ne (potanI) AiS=rta (vx) TyaH wed‐_pcar (Ae!le) VyvharsMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{? (VyvharmaH) wed‐_pcar (kæuH) Ane inüymaH Awed‐Anupcar khexe. Aene (Vyvharne) wedopcar¸ Ane tene (inüyne) Awed‐Anupcar. AevI vat Ke.

kevo Ke —wedopcar-rTn5y˜- Aa Ýma e Ke :‐ —ivprIt Aiwinvexriht ]âan$p AevuH je isiâna prHprahetuwUt˜ muiktna prHprahetuwUt‐phelI ]âa kre Ke. AevI ]âa te Vyvhar]âa Ke. (Ae prHpra kar` Ke.) A=aRtŸ inüysMyGdxRn te to saÙatŸ kar` Ke Ane tenI sa=e je Vyvhar]âa Ke te prHpra kar` Ke. kar` ke Ae (Vyvhar) no Awav krIne pU`R =xe. Aeklo Vyvhar Ae prHpra kar` n=I. (]ota:) Aeklo Vyvhar hoto j n=I, Aem Aap kho Ko? (_¿r:) Ae (Aeklo) hoto j n=I. tem KtaH Aene (p`) Vyvhar khevay. ;bH\ Ai\kar' maH Aem kæuH Ke ne...¦ ;AwVyne ijnÝÌt krelo Vyvhar Ke' (‐Aeva Vyvharwasne Vyvhar khIAe. p` te) inüy=I (qreqr) Vyvhar Ke j nhÄ. kar` ke Aevo (Vyvhar krIne) to AnHtvar nvmI g/Eveyk gyo. Aevo Vyvhar to ATyare (AhÄ) Ke j nhIH. Vyvhar]âa, Vyvhar&an Ane pap (iÊya=I) inv<i¿$p Vyvhar (cair5) ne AHgIkar krI Ae im+ya¹iÚ nvmI g/Eveyke gyo¸ KtaH sMyGdxRn vgr Aena=I kH{p` law =yo nhÄ. tena (Vyvharna) kar`=I prHpraAe (isiâ) mzI n=I. (kemke) tevo (Vyvhar) kH{ prHprahetuwUt (=to) n=I. prHprahetuwUt to tene khe Ke ke: ßyaH potana Svwavno Anuwv hoy. Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke: ivprIt Aiwinvexriht ]âan$p Aevo je (Vyvhar, te) mui›na prHprahetuwUt (Ke). (prHtu) jene Aeklo Vyvhar Ke te (to) mU# Ke.

Ae (vat) ;smysar' ga=a‐413 maH AavI Ke: teAo Anaid$#, VyvharmaH mU#, ÝaE# ivvekvaza inüypr Ana$# Ke. kar` ke jene potana Aa]ye inüysMyGdxRn‐ Anuwv n =yo hoy te to VyvharmU# Ke Aene wedopcar (rTn5y) lagu pDtuH n=I. wedopcar (rTn5y) to tene lagu pDe Ke ke jene Awed‐Anupcar (‐rTn5ypirìt) AHxe Ýg! ={ hoy. Ae!le ke: wgvanAaTma Awed, xuâ cEtNy, AqHD (Ke AenI) jene Awed‐Anupcar, ko{ _pcar n=I AevI (rTn5ypirìt A=aRtŸ) AHtrmaH inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI AHxe iS=rta




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 93 _Tpþ ={ hoy tene Ae wedopcar‐rTn5y prHprahetuwUt (Ke).

—wgvHt pHcprme¤I ÝTyenuH czta-milnta-Aga#ta riht épjeluH inüz wi›yuÉtpùH te j sMykŸTv Ke.˜ (‐VyvharsMykŸTvnI pirwaØa:) wgvHt pHcprme¤I ÝTye _Tpþ =yelI ]âa ke je czta, milnta Ane Aga#ta riht inüz wi›$pe Ke, (te j sMykŸTv Ke). inüz hÇ.. inüy nhÄ¸ inüz Vyvharwi› A=aRtŸ wgvan ÝTyenI inüzwi›¦ jene inüysMyGdxRn Ke, sMyG&an Ke Ane AHxe iS=rta p` Ke tene Ae wedopcar‐rTn5y (je mui›nuH prHprahetuwUt Ke, te vtRtuH hoy Ke.) xuH kæuH? czta, milnta Ane Aga#ta riht inüz wi›yuÉtp uH te j sMykŸTv Ke. Vyvhar hÇ¦ Ae Ke to xuwrag, p` Aene wedno _pcar krIne smikt kæuH. smÔy Ke kaH{? hve pKI naiSt=I vat kre Ke: —iv* u b/ïaidki=t ivprIt pda=RsmUh ÝTyena Aiwinvexno Awav te j sMykŸTv Ke- (Aevo A=R Ke).˜ Aaha... ha¦ inüysmikt to Sv$pna Aa]ye =xe. Aene AhÄyaH Vyvhar je Aave Ke AemaH (je) pHcprme¤I ÝTye (inüz) wi›‐Ýem‐Anurag Ke te b/ïaiv*ùAe khela pda=R=I Awav$p Ke¸ te ]âa, Vyvhar]âa Ke. tene inüy (]âa) Ke, Aem Aagz khexe. (vzI) prmijnyogI¬r (phelaH) papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p (Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke) ‐Aem p` Aagz khexe. (A=aRtŸ je) prmijnyogI¬r Ke tene pap (iÊya=I) inv<i¿$p Vyvhar Ke (‐Aem Aagz khexe.) smÔy Ke kaH{?

;smysar' ga=a‐413 maH Aam to kæuH ne...¦ ke: Aa„&an Ane Aa„dxRn, AanHdna Anuwvna wan ivna je Vyvhar Ke te to VyvharmU# Ke. kar` ke Ô`vavaza tena &anne inüyno Aa]y AaVyo n=I, (te=I) te to VyvharmU# Ke. &anI VyvharmU# n=I. (teAo) Vyvharne Ô`vavaza Ke. (TyaH) 12mI ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —Ôèlo Ýyojnvan Ke˜ te Aa vat.

(AhÄyaH kæuH ke:) iv*ùb/ïaidki=t ivprIt pda=RsmUh ÝTyena Aiwinvex (‐AiwÝay) no Awav te j (Vyvhar) smikt Ke‐Aevo A=R Ke. phela AiSt=I kæuH pKI naiSt=I kæuH. (Aa) VyvharsmiktnI vat Ke. (_›) ivkLp‐ragne Vyvharsmikt khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma Ai\karmaH kæuH ne...¦ jene inüysMyGdxRn Ke, tene sa=e (je) dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa (vteR Ke, teva) wavne VyvharsMykŸTv khevamaH Aave Ke. smiktnuH in$p` be Ýkare Ke. smikt be Ýkare n=I. AenuH k=n be Ýkare Aave Ke‐Awed Ane wed. potano xuâcEtNy wgvan (Aa„a)¸ Aena AvlHbn=I AtIiNãy AanHdnuH &an Ane AaSvad AaVyo¸ Aeva Awed smikt (sa=e, je) dev‐xaÏ‐guÌnI ]âano wav‐rag Ke tene p` Vyvharsmikt khevamaH Aave Ke.

(hve VyvharsMyG&annI pirwaØa khe Ke:) —sHxy, ivmoh ne ivw/m riht (&an) te j (Vyvhar) sMyG&an Ke.˜ Ae to hÒ fkt Ae!lI vat khI. ivxeØ to Aagz khexe.

(sHxy:) —TyaH ijn dev hxe ke ixv dev hxe (-Aevo xHka$pwav) te sHxy Ke.˜ inüysmiktIne VyvharsmiktmaH AevI xHka =tI n=I. smÔùH kaH{?




94 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (ivmoh:-) —xakyaidki=t vStumaH inüy (A=aRtŸ buâaidAe khela pda=Rno

in`Ry) te ivmoh Ke.˜ Aena=I riht Vyvharsmikt Ke. (ivw/m:‐) —A&anp uH (A=aRtŸ) vStu xuH Ke te sHbH\I AÔ`p uH.˜ ‐Ae 5 e=I riht, (VyvharsMyG&an hoy Ke). inüysMyG¹iÚ, VyvharsmiktmaH

czta‐milnta‐Aga#ta‐Ae 5è=I (Ane sHxy, ivmoh Ane ivw/m) riht Ke. (hve Vyvharcair5nI pirwaØa khe Ke:) —papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p piràm te

cair5 Ke.˜ Vyvhar levo Ke ne..¦ p` Ae kone? (Ae ivØe) nIce bIÔ perag/afnI paHcmI lI!ImaH Ke:‐ —je prmijnyogI¬r phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ke to prmijnyogI¬r. Aene phelaH (A=aRtŸ) Kõa gu`S=anmaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharny Ke. Kõa gu`S=anmaH hÒ xuwwav=I inv<i¿ n=I¸ papiÊya=I inv<i¿ Ke. p` Ke prmijnyogI¬r. jene Sv$pmaH ÔeDa`‐yog to ={ gyuH Ke (te) ijn Ke, vItragI Ke, prmyogmaH {¬r Ke tene papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharcair5 hoy Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

lokone AakruH pDe Ke. lokone Aem j =ay Ke ke: wle smikt n hoy to p`, phelaH Aa Vyvhar‐dya, dan, v/taid‐krtaH krtaH (iht) =ay ke nhÄ? p` je!lo Vyvhar (pazIne) nvmI g/Eveyke gyo Ae!lo Vyvhar to ATyare Ke j nhÄ. devlokmaH (Kõe=I xuÉl leXya Ke Ane nv g/Eveyk‐_prna g/Eveyk‐AemaH (to) xuÉl leXya FÌ êcI, Tyare to nvmI g/Eveyk su\I Ôy Ke. xuÉl ;leXya' hÇ¦ xuÉl ;|yan' nhÄ. xuÉl leXya to AwVyne p` hoy Ane im+ya¹iÚne p` hoy Ke.

;Kh#aza' maH Ae kæuH Ke: muinv/t \ar AnNtbar g/Ivk _pÔyo˜ ‐ Ae xuÉl leXya, pHcmhav/taidna piràm bhu êca (_Tk<Ú) hoy to im+ya¹iÚ p` nvmI g/Eveyk Ôy Ke. p` TyaH ¹iÚ im+ya Ke. —pE inj Aatm&an ibna, suq lex n payaE.˜ Ae pHcmhav/taid, AõavIs mUzgu du:q Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae!luH krva KtaH du:q Ke¦

;Ývcnsar' maH Aave Ke: devmaH du:q Ke. (—deveNã‐AsureNã‐nreNãna vEwvklex$p bH\ Ýaº =ay Ke. AinÚ fzvazuH hova=I sragcair5 KoDva layk Ke.˜ ‐ga=a 6 nI !Ika.) hve kmavanI icHtamaH ne \UzmaH (‐\naid sHpi¿maH) xuH Ke? pKI ga=a‐77maH Ae j kæuH: (—Ae rIte pu~y Ane papmaH tfavt n=I Aem je n=I manto te mohaCKaidt vtRto =ko For Apar sHsarmaH pirw/m` kre Ke.˜) AenI phelaH Aem kæuH ke: papna fzmaH Ane pu~yna fzmaH du:q j Ke. to pKI pap‐pu~ymaH tfavt manvo jU@uH Ke. (temaH fer manvavazo) im+ya¹iÚ Ke. (khe Ke ke:) pap‐pu~ymaH ivxeØ mane ke: pu~y krtaH krtaH p` law =xe, Aem mane¸ (temj) pap=I inv<i¿ ={ne pu~y krtaH krtaH (iht =xe) Aem pu~y‐papmaH fer mane¸ to te For sHsarmaH rqDxe.

Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, wa{¦ vtRman (sHÝday) maH bhu k@` lage Ke. p` xuH =ay? magR to Aa Ke¦ lokone AekaHt lage. (loko) ¬etaHbrmaH ¬etaHbr (maNyta) Ýma e Ane idgHbrmaH idgHbr (‐vtRman Ýcilt maNyta) Ýmaè baæ v/t, tp Ane inymaid kre¸




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 9p Tyare te sHÝdaymaH khevamaH (gày) Ke ne... te ivna (kem) khevay? (p`) Aem (cair5) n=I.

AhÄ to khe Ke: jene AHtrŸvStuno AanHd Ane AaTm&an (Ýg!) =yuH Ke, te prmijnyogI¬rne phelaH pHcmhav/taid papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharny (nuH cair5) hoy Ke. AhÄ kæuH: —papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p piràm te cair5 Ke.˜ p` te kone? ke: Awed‐Anupcar‐rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne, wedopcar‐rTn5ypirìt Ke. (Ae!le ke, tene) pU aRnHdna na=no‐ Awedno Aa]y (A=aRtŸ Awed‐Anupcar‐rTn5ypirìt) Ke (p`) Aene ßyaH su\I AHdr pU R iS=rta n=I TyaH su\I Aeva wedopcar$p ]âa, &an, Ane papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p piràm Aave Ke. (tene) —Aam wedopcar-rTn5ypirìt Ke.˜

phelaH ]âa Ane sHxyaid riht sMyG&annI vat khI htI ne..? hve Aene bhu !UHkI waØamaH khe Ke: —temaH, ijnÝÌt hey-_padey tÀvonuH &an te j sMyG&an Ke.˜ Ke to Ae (p`) VyvharsMykŸ (&an). Aaha.. ha¦ potana wgvanna AanHdnuH sMyk vedn =yuH (A=aRtŸ) Aene je (inj) cEtNynuH &an te inüysMyG&an (Ke)¸ Ane hey‐_padey (tÀvonuH &an, Ae VyvharsMyG&an Ke)¸ Aem be ={ gya. ijnÝÌt tÀvomaH p` hey Ane _padey Ke. Aeva &anne Vyvhar (sMykŸ) &an khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? sMyG&annI VyaQya phelaH AavI g{ htI: sHxy, ivmoh Ane ivw/mriht &an te j sMyG&an Ke. AhÄyaH Aa hey ne _padey su\I p` VyvharsMyG&an Ke. be =ya ne...¦ Aa hey Ane _padey. smiktIne inüy&an potana SvwavnuH Ke, Ane hey‐_padeynuH &an Vyvhar&an Ke. p` Ae ijnÝÌt (hey‐_padey‐tÀvonuH...) hÇ¦ ANymitna khelaH hey‐_padey nhÄ. svR& wgvan i5lokna=, Aemè hey‐_padey (tÀv) kæaH. be wed ={ gya ne..¦ hey Ane _padey¸ Ae!le Vyvhar¦ Aaha... ha¦

(—Aa sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar` vItrag-svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke.˜ ) (xuH khe Ke?) ke: Aa sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar`, (Ae!le ke) VyvharsmiktnuH baæ shkarI kar`... smiktIne hÇ...¦ inüysmiktIne Vyvharsmikt (te) baæ shkarI kar` (A=aRtŸ) baæ shkar Ae!le sa=e rheluH AevuH kar`‐ (vItrag‐svR&ÝÌt ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an Ke.)

Ae ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma A|yaymaH kæuH: ;Vyvhar' kem Ke? ke: shkarI Ke, (ma!e) Vyvhar Ke. Aene _pcar=I smikt Ane &an khevamaH Aave Ke. satma A|yaymaH ßyaH inüy Ane VyvharawasnuH k=n Ke TyaH Ae (vat) Ke.

AhÄyaH Ae kæuH ke: sMykŸTvpiràm, je VyvharsMykŸTvpiràm Ke¸ AenuH baæ shkarI kar` vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH.. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to Vyvhar (sMykŸ) ‐&anmaH p` baæ shkarI kar`$pe vItragne kæuH Ke. jrI JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ ¬etaHbr‐xaÏne p` baæ‐Vyvhar shkarI kar` n=I kheta. Aene (¬etaHbrne) AevuH inüy (sMyG&an) to hotuH j n=I¸ p` Vyvharsmiktna piràmmaH p` ¬etaHbrÝ$ipt xaÏo inim¿ ={ xktaH n=I, kar` ke: ¬etaHbrnaH xaÏo svR&ÝÌt n=I, kiLpt bnavelaH Ke¸ Ae!le te xaÏo




96 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 VyvharsmiktmaH inim¿ ho{ xke nhÄ. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Ae to sHt khe Ke ke: Aa to svR& wgvan, pU aRnHdne Ýaº sHto, pU R mha„aAona muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH (tÀv Ke). ;muqkmzmaH=I (nIkzeluH)' Aem kem lI\uH? wgvanne to muqkmz=I vaÌ hotI n=I. wgvanne je vaÌ hoy Ke te to Aaqa xrIrmaH=I' ’ kar nad é@e Ke. ho@ bH\, tazvuH bH\, KtaH muqkmzmaH=I lI\uH¦ (kemke) loko Ôè Ke ne... ke muq=I vaÌ nIkze Ke, ma!e Ae ApeÙaAe lI\uH Ke. ;pHcaiStkay' maH phelI K ga=aAomaH lI\uH Ke: —muqkmz=I nIkze Ke.˜ (Aem to) wgvanne muqkmz=I vaÌ n=I nIkztI. p` loko Aem j¡Ae Ke ne ke: ;Aam bole Ke, Ae!le ;muqkmz' lI\uH Ke. bakI to ;svaÅgI vaÌ' nIkze Ke. ho@ hlta n=I, kH@ hlto n=I, Òw hltI n=I, ho@ bH\ hoy. Aa to xBdexBdmaH smjvanI cIj Ke, wa{? H ;pHcaiStkay' naH (Ývcno) vqte FùH SpÚ kyuÅ htuH. ;pHcaiStkay' maH ;muqkmz=I nIkzelI' Aem kuHdkuHdacayRno pa@ Ke. p` mUz loko Aem Ôè Ke ne ke ;vaÌ muq=I hoy Ke' vzI vaÌ xrIr=I hoy¦ te=I Ae ApeÙa=I TyaH Aem kæuH. Ae AhÄ kæuH: vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH (smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Aa (Vyvhar) sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar` Ke.)

;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐2 Ke. mUz pa@: sm`muhuGgdm!Ÿ@H˜ sHSk<t pa@: —]m`muqodŸgta=e.˜ Ane (gujratI) hirgIt: — ijnvdningRt˜‐ ]m`na

muq=I nIkzelI (A=Rmy) —cduGgidi`var`H si`Vva`H - car gitno nax krvavazI (Ane invaR`nI kar`wUt) ‐AevI wgvannI vaÌ Ke. ;SvgRne Ýaº krave' Ae p` wgvannI vaÌ nhÄ. —Oeso pìmy isrsa smyimyH su h voCKaim.˜ ‐Aeva Ae smyne ixrsa nmn krIne huH tenuH k=n kruH KuH te ]v` kro. Aem AemaHy ;inymsar ga=a‐8 maH Ke: tSs muhuGGdvy H puVvavGdosivrihyH suâH - temna ]ImuqmaH=I nIkzelI vaÌ' ‐Aem Ke ne..¦

ãVyne tÀv p` kæaH Ke ne ãVy p` khe Ke. (;inymsar') ga=a‐8maH Ane 9maH —tŠT=a˜ kæuH. p` KtaH ke!lak tkrar kre Ke ;ãVyne tÀva=R n khevay' , ;tÀv Ane ãVy j¡da Ke.' p` Ae to nvmI ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —tŠT=a [id wi`da˜... Ke¦ —jIv poGglkaya \Mma\Mma y kal AayasH. tŠT=a [id mi`da ààgu`pýOihH sHju¿a..˜ Ke to ãVy p` Aene tÀva=R khe Ke. AemaH p` tkrar. Aekek xBdmaH vaH\o _@ave Ke ke tÀva=R nhÄ, ãVyne tÀv n khevay. ãVyne ãVy (j) khevay. AhÄ kæuH: Ame Kye ãVyne tÀva=R khIAe KIAe. AhÄyaH to Aek Aek xBdnI j¡dI j¡dI b\I VyaQya ={ g{ Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Aa sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar` vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R (AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke).

;smysar' injRra Ai\karnI phelI ga=a (‐193) Ke ne...¦ —sMyG¹iÚ Òv je [iNãyo vDe Acetn t=a cetn ãVyono _pwog kre Ke te svR injRranuH inim¿ Ke.˜ Aekkor Ýwu Aem khe ke prãVyne wogvay nhÄ, KtaH AhÄ kæuH: &anI cetn Ane Acetnne wogve Ke, te svR injRranuH kar` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ duinya Ae deqe Ke ne ke: Aa Acet‐scetne, S5Ine wogve Ke, j¡Ao¦ laDva qay Ke KtaH &anIno wog injRrano hetu Ke¦ ;wog' no




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 97 A=R: &anI (wogne) wogve Ke (Aem n=I). te wogne wogvto n=I, prHtu jrI rag Aasikt (vx AavI Ôy Ke to te sHbH\I) ragne wogve Ke. p` AhÄ to Aem khevamaH AaVyuH: Acetn t=a cetn ãVyono _pwog kre Ke. (p`) prãVyne to SpxRta y n=I (to pKI) prãVyne wogve, AevuH ÉyaH=I AaVyuH? ;smysar' no pa@ to Aevo Ke: ;sMyG¹iÚ Òv je [iNãyo vDe Acetn t=a cetn ãVyono _pwog kre Ke,˜ Aaha... ha¦ bapu¦ Ae to ApeÙa=I k=n kyuÅ Ke, Aem Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae. xBdne pkDI raqe Aem n cale. TyaH vzI Aene (sMyG¹iÚne) wog injRrano hetu hoy? to to wog KoDIne AHdr Sv$pmaH‐ cair5maH rm`ta krvI nhÄ, wog=I injRra ={ jxe‐Aem n=I. Ae to ¹iÚnI Ý\anta=I Ai\kta‐‐ivxeØta btavva, t=a AHtr AanHdnuH (Ane) Sv$pmaH‐AHtmuRqmaH Ôer F uH Ke, Ae kar e, Aeno wog p` ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe injRrI Ôy Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuH. bakI to wogno wav to pap Ke. (Aena=I) to Aene bH\n =ay Ke. smiktIne xuH p` muinne Kõe gu S=ane mhav/tna je piràm Ke te Ke to xuw, p` (te=I) Aene bH\ =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? (tem KtaH) Aem l{ le ke, smiktIne kH{ Aas/v Ane bH\ Ke j nhÄ, Aem n=I. wa{¦ Ae (vat) k{ ApeÙa=I calI Ke? srdarxher sa=e mo!I ccaR calI Ke ne..¦ smiktIne bH\ Ane AaÏv Ke j nhÄ¸ (p`) Aem k{ ApeÙa=I kæuH? (Ae to Aene) AnHtanubH\I Ane im+yaTv sHbH\I Aas/v Ane bH\ n=I (‐Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke). Are bapu¦ Ôe svR=a bH\ n hoy to (pKI Aem kem kæuH ke) dxma gu S=ane low Ke te=I te K kmR baH\e Ke. (Ýwu¦) AekaHt ta e to (p` vStuiS=it) tem ho{ xke nhÄ.

AhÄ khe Ke: vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStunuH Ýitpadn... Aaha... ha¦ ÔeyuH¦ Aek to wgvanna muqmaH=I nIkzeluH kæuH. Ane (bIj¡H) smSt vStunuH Ýitpadn (A=aRtŸ) b\I cIjnuH k=n temnI vaÌmaH Aave Ke, Aem khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄ khe Ke ke:) smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R¦ Ane bIÒ baj¡ ]ImdŸ (rajcHãÒ) ;ApUvR Avsr' maH Aem khe Ke ke: —je pd ]I svR&e dI@uH &anmaH, khI xÉ–a nhÄ p` te ]I wgvan Ôe.˜ (temj) ;goMm!sar' maH p` Ke: jevuH &anmaH Ô~yuH AevuH vaÌmaH (Aave nhIH, p` tena) AnHtma wage Aave. (A=aRtŸ) je!luH &anmaH AaVyuH tena AnHtmaH wage to vaÌmaH Aave Ke Ane tena AnHtma wage g`\rne QyalmaH Aave Ke.

Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄ to Ae kæuH: muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStunuH Ýitpadn (‐Ae) pU R j Ke. Ae p` ;smysar' maH AavI Ôy Ke: wgvanna muq=I pU R Sv$p j Aave Ke, pU R Sv$p khe Ke te Aave Ke. AhÄyaH Ae p` kæuH: smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an, te inim¿ Ke. Ae!le ke‐ muqkmzmaH=I nIkzelI je wgvannI vaÌ te smSt pda=Rne khenarI Ke, te vaÌ VyvharsmiktIne inim¿ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

(xuH khe Ke?) ke: —AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke.˜ wgvanna muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke. te j Vyvhar‐sMyGdxRnmaH baæ‐shkarI inim¿kar`khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH Ke Ýwu¦ AemaH (bIj¡H) xuH =ay? hve (ivvadaSpd) ivØy Aave Ke:




98 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (—je mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` _pcar=I pda=Rin`Ryna hetupàne lI\e (sMykŸTv

piràmna) AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke, kar`ke temne dxRnmohnIy kmRna Ùyaidk Ke.˜) xuH khe Ke? ke: je mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` _pcar=I pda=Rin Ryna hetupàne lI\e (Ae!le ke:) \maRTma smiktI &anI hoy, Ae pote AHtrHg hetu Ke Ane AemnI ãVy]ut$p vaÌ baæ (shkarI kar`) Ke. Ae Ke to bHne baæ (hetu). p` j¡Ao: mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` _pcar=I pda=Rin Ryna hetupàne lI\e, Vyvhar=I pda=Rna in Ryna hetupàne lI\e, sMykŸTvpiràmna AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke.

AamaH (pHiDto) vaH\a ka#e Ke. Aem ke: ;smiktI je =ay Ke tene kmaRidkno Ùy hoy Ke.' p` Ae AhÄ Aem n=I. AhÄ to VyvharsMykŸTvna piràm je Ke tene ãVy]ut baæ inim¿ Ke, Tyare ]utne khenar same smiktI Ke. Ae!le ke: dexnaliB\maH smiktInI j (dexna) inim¿ hoy Ke. A&anInI (dexna), dexnaliB\maH inim¿ =tI j n=I. ;tÀva=R rajvaitRk' maH Ae F uH AaVyuH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: mumuÙu Ke (Ae!le ke) moÙno AiwlaØI Òv Ke, temne p` _pcar=I pda=Rin Ry‐y=a=R Vyvharna hetupàne lI\e (ãVy]ut$p tÀv&anne Ane dxRnmohnIykmRna Ùyaidkne) AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke. jene inüysMyGdxRn Ke tene VyvharsMyGdxRnmaH ijnvaÌ‐ãVy]ut baæ shkarI kar`‐inim¿ Ke. baæ shkarI kar` (tÀv&an)¸ Ane Vyvhar=I sMyGdxRn Ae AHtrHg hetu Ke. same &anI‐smiktI Òv Ke. te Aa (mumuÙu) Òvne AHtrHg hetu khevamaH AaVya Ke. kar` ke te inim¿ Ke. AHtrHg inim¿ Ke ne..? &anI Òvno AiwÝay (Aaxy) je khevamaH Aave te AHtrHg inim¿ Ke. Ke to Ae baæ. (smikt Ane ãVy]ut) bHne inim¿ Ke, Ae VyvharmaH Ke, inüymaH n=I¸ Aene prHpraAe kar` kI\uH. inüy=I to Sv=I j (Svno) Aa]y =yo Ke¸ Ane Ae (bHne inim¿) to Vyvhar Ke. inüyvazano Aa Vyvhar Aene to prHpra kar` Ke, Ae!lo inim¿ =yo Ke Ae KoDIne inüy‐iS=rta =xe.

ij&asa:- inüysmiktmaH Vyvhar ko`? sma\an:- AemaH ko{ Vyvhar jevuH n=I. Ae to inrpeÙ Ke. khyuH Ke ne...¦

inüymoÙmagR to prm inrpeÙ Ke. ;inymsar' ga=a‐2 maH kæuH ne..¦ —inj prma„tÀvnaH sMykŸ]âan &an‐Anu¤an$p xuârTn5ya„k magR prm inrpeÙ hova=I moÙno _pay Ke.˜ (Ae!le ke) Aene VyvharnI ApeÙa n=I.

ij&asa:- KtaH, k=nmaH Vyvhar Aave qro ke nhIH? sma\an:- AhÄ ;inymsar' maH kæuH: Vyvhar inim¿ Ke. p` Aena=I (inüy

=ay Aem kæuH) n=I. ij&asa:- in$p` be Ýkare =ay ne..? sma\an:- in$p`ne to phelaH Vyvhar kæo. VyvharnuH kar` Vyvhar. inüynuH

kar` Vyvhar Ke j nhÄ. Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 99 ij&asa: Vyvhar kar` levuH hoy to? sma\an: nhÄ... nhÄ... nhÄ. Vyvhar to _pcar=I (kar`) khevay Ke. AhÄ to

kæuH ne... Ae to _pcar=I (AHtrHg hetuAo) kæa Ke. Aeno A=R qreqr Ke j nhÄ. p` inüy =yo hoy tene Vyvhar‐inim¿ne prHpra (kar`) kæuH Ke. Aeno Awav krIne (pU R inüy Ýg!xe). kar` ke inüye Ae pU R Ke KtaH (ßyaH su\I pU Rta Ýg!e nhÄ TyaH su\I vCce) Vyvhar Aave Ke.

(AhÄ khe Ke ke:) Vyvharsmiktna piràmmaH, wgvanna ]Imuqe=I nIkzeluH tÀv&an te baæ shkarI‐inim¿ kar` (Ke). Ane smiktI Òv je Ke tene moÙnI pirìt _Tpþ ={ g{ Ke. smiktImaH tene _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu kæa Ke. Aeklo AHtheRtu ÉyaH? ‐Ae to baæ cIj Ke.

ij&asa: VyvharsmiktnuH kar` kæuH¦ sma\an: Vyvhar Ane inim¿ Ke. inüyne inrpeÙ kæo ne..¦ Aene (VyvharnI)

kaH{ ApeÙa j n=I. Ae to Aekdm Svna Aa]ye =ay. Aek j vat Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ prm inrpeÙ Ke. inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐Anu¤an ($p xuârTn5ya„k magR) prm inrpeÙ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ inüynI sa=e, ßyaH su\I pU R vItrag n hoy TyaH su\I, Vyvhar Aave Ke ke nhÄ? to Ae VyvharsmiktmaH baæ inim¿‐shkarI kar` vaÌ Ane Ae vaÌna khenara &anI‐\maR„a Ae _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu Ke. nhÄtr (Aem) to Ae y baæ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AenuH vjn (mhÀv) AaPyuH Ke. Aeno Aa„a je sMyGdxRn‐&an pamelo Ke te Aa„ane Aena (mumuÙuna) &an‐smiktmaH AHtrHg hetu _pcar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha.. ha¦ bIÒ ga=amaH to (sHSk<t !IkamaH) Ke ne... —prminrpeÙtya injprmaTmtÀvsMykŸ]âanpir&ananu¤anxuârTnZyaTmkmagÈ moÙopay:.˜ p` Aap e to AhÄyaH (AHtrHg‐baæ hetuAonI) vat cale Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ ke!laH pDqaH pDe Ane ke!lI vato¦¦ AavI vato Ke, wa{¦ Ýwuno magR gHwIr Ke¦ inüyne ko{ ApeÙa j n=I. Vyvharne inim¿ khevamaH AaVyuH. inim¿ kH{ prne‐inüyne krtuH j n=I Tyare (to Vyvharne) inim¿ khevamaH AaVyuH ne...? Aa (tÀv&an temj &anI p` inim¿ Ke) Ae (qreqr) VyvharsMykŸTvmaH kaH{ krta n=I¸ p` AevuH (j) inim¿ hoy Ke.

j¡Ao: AHdr (pa@) Ke: —ye mumuÙv: te½Pyupcart: pdaR=in RyhetuTvatŸ AHtrHghetv [TyuÉta: dxRnmohnIykmRÙyÝw<te: skaxaidit.˜ AemaH=I (ke!lak pHiDto) Aevo A=R ka#e Ke ke‐dxRnmohaidno je Ùyopxm Ke te smikt pamvano AHtheRtu Ke. p` Aevo A=R Ke j nhÄ. Aevo A=R phelaH b/. xItlÝsadÒAe p` kyÈ Ke. temne ÉyaHk wHDarmaH=I (;inymsar') mZyuH. Aemè j ihHdI !Ika phelvhelI bnavI Ke. p` pHiDtÒAe (]IihHmtwa{Ae) (mUz) pa@ne AnusrIne Aavo A=R kyÈ Ke j¡Ao: —je mumuÙuAo Ke Ae!le ;mumuÙu' ko`? ke: je moÙa=± Ke —temne p`˜... ;temne p`' kem? (smiktI ma!e to) je (\maR„aAonI vaÌ) ne (A=aRtŸ) ãVy]utne baæ shkarI kar` kæuH (p` AhÄ) mumuÙu Ke —temne p`˜... ;temne p`' Éyare Aave? ke: ßyaH ãVy]ut to Ke p` je mumuÙuÒv Ke temne p`




100 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 _pcar=I pda=Rin Ryna hetupàne lI\e sMykŸTvpiràmna AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr (!IkamaH) pa@ Aevo Ke: ASy sMyÉTvpiràmSy baæshkairkar`H vItragsvR&muqkmlivingRtsmStvStuÝitpadnsm=RãVy]utmev tÀv&animit. ye mumuÙuv: te½Pyupcart:˜-mumuÙune p` _pcar=I‐mumuÙu ko`? ‐ANy smiktIÒv. temne p` —pda=Rin RyhetuTvatŸ AHtrHghetv [TyuÉta:˜- ;_pcart:' (kem ke) baæ Ke ne...¦ te Ke to bHne _pcar. p` (1) ]utna xBdne baæ shkarI kæa Ane (2) Aena (&anIna) Aa„ane _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu kæa. smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vStuiS=it Ke, wa{¦

ij&asa: &anIno je Aaxy Ke, Aene AHtrHg hetu kæo? sma\an: Aeno (&anIno) Aaxy Ke ne...¦ Aeno khevano je wav Ke, te wav Aene

(mumuÙune) smjvamaH Aave Ke. Aave Ke (smjvamaH) pota=I. p` AemaH AenuH (Ae &anIna Aa„anuH) inim¿p uH Ke. Aena AiwÝayne inim¿, (tene) AHtrHg hetu khevamaH AaVyo.

Aaha... ha¦ vStu (iS=it) to Aa Ke¦ baæ shkarI kar` kæuH ne...¦ —Aa sMykŸTvpiràmnuH baæ shkarI kar` vItrag‐svR&na muqkmzmaH=I nIkzeluH smSt vStuna ÝitpadnmaH sm=R AevuH ãVy]ut$p tÀv&an j Ke.˜ ‐ te inim¿ Ke Ane je mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` Ae!le ke jem vaÌne (inim¿) kæuH tem mumuÙune Ae!le je moÙa=± Ke, \maR„a Ke Aene p` _pcar=I, baæ smikt je Vyvharsmikt Ke tene te, baæ (ANy) smiktIÒvna piràm AHtrHt hetuAo Ke, Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? —hetupàne lI\e (sMykŸTvpiràmna) AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke, kem? ke: temne dxRnmohnIykmRna Ùyaidk Ke.˜ kona? ke: jena Aa„ana piràm, baæ (ANy) smiktIne _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu kæa, Ae Òvne dxRnmohno Ùy‐Ùyopxm hoy Ke. Aena Aa„ano AiwÝay, dexnaliB\ne AHtrHg hetu Ke Ane xBd baæ hetu Ke (‐Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.) AavuH Ke¦ smÔ uH kaH{? kar` ke ;temne' Ae!le kone? ‐mumuÙune. ;mumuÙu' ko`? ‐\mR pamnar nhÄ, p` \mR pamel Ke (te). AenI vaÌ ãVy]ut baæ shkarI kar`¸ Ane Aeno AiwÝay (‐Ke to Ae pr‐inim¿‐baæ Ke, p`‐) _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu (Ke). kar` ke ;temne' A=aRtŸ kone? ke: mumuÙune (Ae!le) \mR pamnarne nhÄ, \mR pamela Ke te, \mR pamnarna VyvharsmiktmaH _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu khevamaH AaVya Ke. (]ota:) pHiDt loko bHnene baæ kar` khe Ke¦ (_¿r:) baæ kar` khe Ke ne...¦ Ae qbr Ke. Ae Òvne Aola (ãVy]ut) baæ‐shkarI kar` (Ke) tene j AHtrHg kæuH Ke. te=I AhÄ kæuH ne ke: je mumuÙuAo Ke temne p` ãVy]ut to Ke, AemnI vaÌ &anInI vaÌ Ke, te to ãVy]ut Ke te VyvharsmiktmaH baæ shkarI kar`‐inim¿ Ke p` Aeno je AiwÝay Ke, Ae!le Aeno Aa„a je Ke, te mumuÙune p` (A=aRtŸ) baæ‐VyvharsmiktI Òvne (p`) _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu Ke. (Ae!le ke:) AhÄ Ae mumuÙu \maR„ane p` (_pcar=I) AHtrHg hetu khevamaH AaVya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AavuH Ke¦ kar` ke temne Ae!le mumuÙuAone p` bHne Ae!le ãVy]ut Ke Ane Aa p` baæ inim¿ Ke Aem temne dxRnmohnIykmRna Ùyaidk Ke.

jene dxRnmohnIyno Ùy‐_pxm =yo hoy to Ae AaTma‐smiktIne, VyvharsmiktmaH




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 101 vaÌ, bihrHg‐shkarI kar` Ke Ane Ae Aa„a Ane Aeno AiwÝay _pcar=I AHtrHg hetu khevamaH AaVya Ke. inüysmiktmaH to ko{ ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Aam Ke, wa{¦ xuH =ay? inüyne to ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ. Ae to phelaH (bIÒ ga=amaH) khI gya ke: (prm) inrpeÙ Ke. Aene ko{ ApeÙa j n=I. 5`lokno na=, AanHdno sagr, Ýwuno Aa]y l{ne (inüysmikt) =yuH tene ko{ ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ.

Vyvharsmiktne inim¿ kho¸ p` inim¿ kH{ krtuH n=I. AenI ApeÙa n=I. VyvharsmiktIne p` vaÌ baæ‐shkarI kar` Ke, top` Ae vaÌ Aene kH{ Vyvharsmikt krI dexe, Aem n=I. Ae to inim¿ kar` kæuH.

vzI, inüysmiktI Ke, Aene Vyvharsmikt =yuH Ke, Ae \mR pamel Ke, temne dxRnmohnIykmRna Ùyaidk Ke Ae Òv¸ Ane Ae Òvna piràm Ae!le ke \m± Òvna piràm¸ Aene A=aRtŸ \mR pamnar VyvharsmiktIne (te) _pcar=I (AHtrHg hetuAo kæa Ke.) vaÌ krtaH Aena (&anIna) AiwÝaynuH Ôer (‐ivxeØta dxaRvva) ma!e tene AHtrHg hetuAo khevamaH AaVya Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

ij&asa: Aem levamaH Aave ke: bihrHgmaH mumuÙu, mumuÙunI vaÌ¸ AHtrHgmaH kmR Aaidkno Ùyopxm to AemaH xuH vaH\o Aave?

sma\an: Ùyopxm to potana=I =ay Ke. Vyvharsmikt p` potana=I =ay Ke, Ae to _padan (nI vat Ke) AhÄ to inim¿kar`nI vat Ke.

ij&asa: inim¿maH Aem levamaH Aave ke: AHtrHgmaH kmRno Ùyopxm? sma\an: nhÄ... nhÄ... nhÄ. kmRno Ùy (AHtrHg hetu hoy, AevI) Ae vat AhÄ

Ke j nhÄ... Ae to ApeÙa lagu ={ g{. Ae AhÄyaH n=I. jene inüy hoy Aene kmRno Ùyopxm‐Ùy hoy. Ae to‐Vyvharsmikt to rag Ke¸ Ae kH{ smikt n=I. inüysmiktno VyvharsmiktmaH Aarop kyÈ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

j¡Ao: (;moÙmagRÝkaxk' Ai\kar satmo, Ýkr`: —_wyawasI im+ya¹iÚ˜) —AHtrHgmaH pote in\aRr krI y=avtŸ inüy‐Vyvhar moÙmagRne AozQyo n=I, p` ijna&a manI inüy‐Vyvhar$p be Ýkarno moÙmagR mane Ke¸ hve moÙmagR to kaH{ be n=I, moÙmagRnuH in$p` be Ýkar=I Ke. ßyaH saca moÙmagRne moÙmagR in$ipt kyÈ hoy te ;inüymoÙmagR' Ke Ane ßyaH je moÙmagR to n=I prHtu moÙmagRnuH inim¿ Ke ne shcarI Ke tene _pcar=I moÙmagR khIAe te ;VyvharmoÙmagR' Ke. kar` ke inüy‐VyvharnuH svR5 AevuH j lÙ` Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to bhu ware SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke. samaNy vatmaH AacayRnuH (pe!) qolIne SpÚIkr` kyuÅ Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aa ;satmo Ai\kar' to phelo 1982nI salmaH vaHCyo hto... ne¦ ßyare TyaH Ae!luH kæuH Aoho... ho... ho¦ vStunI iS=it Aa Ke. Aam to ko{nI pase puStk magta nhÄ. sa=e puStk raqvanI ke Aapo Aem khevanI vat htI nhÄ. pKI sHvt 1984maH Ame bgsra gya. TyaH ]ImdŸna, kLya`Òwa{ namna Aek wgt hta. Aene TyaH ;moÙmagRÝkaxk'




102 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 htuH to maGyuH ke wa{, mare vaHcvuH Ke. to (tem e) kæuH ke, puStk l{ ÔAo. meH kI\uH ke, AaquH puStk n=I l{ jvuH. pKI AemaH=I satmo A|yay Òv`lalÒAe xIxpen=I lqI lI\o. Aaqo satmo A|yay lqelo AmarI pase pD–o Ke. panaH raqta. AaquH puStk nhÄ. pcas vØR phelaHnaH lqelaH te panaH pD–aH Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke: kar` ke —temne Ae!le same mumuÙuAo‐\maR„a Ke —temne dxRnmohnIy‐kmRna Ùyaidk Ke.˜ ;Ùyaidk Ke' Aem khe Ke. Aa smikt pamnar VyvharsmiktIne (dxRnmohnIy kmRna) Ùyaidk Ke. Aene to Ùyaidk Ke pKI vat xuH krvI? Ae to inüysmiktI Ke j. Vyvharsmiktna piràmmaH jena dxRnmohaidkno Ùy =yo Ke Aeno Aa„a (_pcar=I) AHtrHg hetu Ke. Ke to Ae baæ cIj, te=I AHtrHg hetu p` _pcar=I ;AHtrHghetu' khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aa pereg/afmaH VyvharrTn5ynI vat krI Ke. hve inüyrTn5y:‐

VyvharrTn5ymaH wedopcar‐rTn5y xBd hta. hve AhÄ —Awed-Anupcar˜ (xBd Ke). Aa„ana AanHdno Anuwv (Ae!le) AwednuH &an =yuH, ]âa ={, Anuwv =yo, to Ae Awed, te Anupcar Ke. AemaH ko{ _pcar n=I. wed to _pcar hto. te=I (;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma A|yaymaH) kæuH ne ke: _pcar=I Vyvharsmikt khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —Awed-Anupcar-rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne˜‐inüyAnuwv (Ae!le) _pcarriht, rTn5ypirìt (Ae!le) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pirìt (A=aRtŸ) pyaRyvaza (Òvne). (Ae Òvne j) wed‐_pcar (Vyvhar) rTn5ynI pirìt Ke Ae pirìtno xuH A=R: ke: wed‐_pcar‐rTn5ynI pirìt Ae rag Ke Ane Aa (inüyrTn5ynI pirìt Ae) AragI pirìt Ke.

—Awed-Anupcar-rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne, !HkoTkI`R &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe˜‐!HkoTkI R jevo Ke Aevo Ýwu wgvan, \/uvSv$p Ýwu, &aykwav jeno Aek Svwav Ke, Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ]âa‐Aa inüyrTn5ynI pirìt Ke, Ae vItrag (pirìt) Ke. Ane (TyaH) VyvharrTn5ynI pirìt Ae rag Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aeva inj prm tÀv, i5kazI &ayknI ]âa vDe AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke. Aena (pirìtna) fznI vat khI. wed‐_pcar‐ (pirìt) maH Ae vat nhotI. AhÄyaH Aa kæuH: Awed‐Anupcar‐pirìt äara AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. (pa@maH nIce Ke) TyaH srvazo levo.

AhÄyaH Ae vDe A=aRtŸ Vyvhar vDe (isâpyaRy =ay) Aem nhotuH kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH‐—Awed‐Anupcar‐rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne, !HkoTkI`R &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe... isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜

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Ývcn: ta. 11-2-1978 ;inymsar' xuâwav Ai\karnI KeÐI (p1 =I pp) paHc ga=a. phelaH

VyvharrTn5ynI vat calI g{. hve inüyrTn5ynI vat kre Ke. jene inüy hoy Ke tene j Vyvhar hoy. jene inüy n=I tene (Vyvhar) p` n=I. kæuH ne...¦ je VyvharmaH mU# Ke, Ae!le ke jene &ananHdSv$p Aa„anuH wan n=I, te ;ragne Ô`vavazo' É–aH=I =yo? smÔùH kaH{? ;smysar' 12mI ga=amaH Ke ne...¦ —Vyvharnyo... tdaTve Ýyojnvan:˜... bs¦ Ae vat SpÚ Ke. Aa„a AHtr vStu Ke. vat to JIÌ bhu.

svare ÝÆ =yo hto ne... ke: pyaRyno Aa\ar ko`? p` te vqte Ae (calto) ivØy nhoto. qreqr to AevI cIj Ke ke: drek pda=RnI je AvS=a Ke te je smye =vavazI Ke te smye te j =xe, te tenI kazliB\ Ke. Aek vat. bIÒ vat: je smye je ãVynI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke, épje Ke, tene (VyynI, temj) \/uvnI p` ApeÙa n=I.

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐101 nI sHSk<t !IkamaH Aevo pa@ Ke‐ (_Tpad épjtawavne Aai]t Ke. Ae!le ke:) épje Ke te (épjtawavne) Aa]ye épje Ke. Aa to bhu JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ AHtrna magR Aeva Ke¦ Aene ma!e FÌ pa5ta Ôe{Ae, bapu¦ vzI ga=a‐102maH Aem kæuH ke: je smye je pyaRy kazliB\nI khI te, je smye _Tpþ =ay Ke te tenI inj (jNm) Ù` Ke. te teno kaz j Ke. vat JIÌ bhu, wa{¦ (phelaH kæuH ke:) je smye je pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke tene VyynI ApeÙa n=I, \/uvnI ApeÙa n=I¸ épje Ke te épjta (wav) na Aa]ye épje Ke. Vyyna Aa]ye Vyy =ay Ke Ane \/aEVyna Aa]ye \/aEVy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (ÝvcnsarμÝ´vcn´sar) Ae ;Ývcn' Ae!le vItrag svR& wgvan Ývcn¸ ;Ý' Ae!le ivxeØe krI, ;vcn' Ae!le idVy|vin Ane Aeno Aa ;sar' Ke. vat bese n bese, duinya SvtH5 Ke. Ae ;tH5' no A=R xuH? ke: ;VyviS=t pyaRy =ay' ma!e tH5. AhÄ ;Sv‐tH5' A=aRtŸ pyaRy ;Sv' na kar e potana=I épje Ke, Ae tenuH ;tH5' Ke. Aeno wav ;stŸ' Ke. mH5, tH5, jH5, ‐Ae 5`na A=R É–aHk Aave Ke.

(pyaRy) _Tpad =ay Ke, tem Vyy p` =ay Ke Ane \/aEVy Ke. ‐Ae 5`maH ko{ne ko{nI ApeÙa n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ane ;icdŸivlas' (panuH 89) maH Aem kæuH Ke ke: gu ivna, pyaRy potana=I _Tpþ =ay Ke.

AhÄyaH to Aaje bIj¡H khevuH Ke: drek gu maH Ø!ŸkarknuH $p Ke. &angu Ke temaH p` bIÒ Ø!ŸkarknI xi› sa=e Ke. ktaR‐kmR‐kr` Aaid 47‐xi› Ke, Ae gu Ke. Ae je ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan Ane Ai\kr` Ø!Ÿkark Ke, tenuH $p, Ae &angu maH p` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat kark Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? hve, Ae K kr` gu nuH kar`‐$p gu maH ræuH Ane pyaRynuH pir`mn Ø!Ÿkark=I potanamaH ræuH. Ae!le ke: Ae Aek smynI pyaRymaH p` Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn SvtH5‐potana=I Ke. A=aRtŸ prma=eR ;pyaRyno Aa\ar' ãVy n=I. kemke ;pyaRy' pote ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ane Ai\kr`‐Aa\are potana=I ={ Ke. ;Aeno Aa\ar' ãVy‐gu` p` nhÄ. smÔùH ka{?




104 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;47‐xi›' maH ;wav' namnI Aek xi› Ke. Ae!le ;wav' namno gu`

Aa„amaH Ke. to teno A=R xuH? ke: ;wav' gu Ke, ma!e gu nI inmRzpirìt =ay Ke, krvI pDtI n=I. Aevo Svwav, wavgu`no Ke. AenuH wvn, AenI inmRzpyaRy Ke. inmRz hÇ¦ (ivkarI nhÄ). AhÄ xi›maH ivkarnI vat j n=I. inmRzpirìt Ae wavxi›=I =ay j Ke. &anInI ¹iÚ potana Svwav _pr Ke. SvwavmaH ;wav' namno gu` Ke. to Ae ;wav' gu ne kr` pyaRymaH inmRzpyaRy =ay j Ke. Aek vat Ane Aek (iÊyaxi›) 40mI xi› AevI Ke ke (karko Anusar =vapà$p (‐pir`mvapà$p) je wav te‐myI iÊyaxi›.)

je Ø!Ÿkark$pe pyaRy ivk<t$pe pir`me Ke te (vat) ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐62maH (krI Ke). tenI ccaR 21 vØR phelaH v`±Ò sa=e ={ htI ke: ivkarIpyaRy p` SvtH5 potana Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`me Ke¸ ãVy‐gu`na Aa]ye nhÄ. kar` ke: ãVy‐gu to xuâ Ke Ane inim¿ pr Ke. ma!e Ae ivk<tAvS=a p` ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan Ane Ai\kr`‐potana kar`‐=I =ay Ke.

p` potanamaH Aek iÊyaxi›‐iÊya namno gu Ke, 40mo. jem &an gu Ke, dxRn gu Ke, AanHd gu Ke (tem. temj) drek gu maH Ø!ŸkarknuH $p p` Ke. (to) Ae ;iÊyaxi›' (Aek) iwþ gu Ke. te iÊyaxÂ›nuH kayR xuH? ke: Ø!Ÿkark$pe je ivk<tAvS=a =ay Ke tena=I riht, inmRzpir`mn =vuH A=aRtŸ tena=I riht Ae iÊyaxi›‐gu nuH kayR Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to ;pyaRyno Aa\ar' pUKyo hto ne...¦ Ae!le =oDuH (SpÚIkr` AaPyuH Ke). p` Ae (ÝÆ) vqte ivØy bIÔe calto hto, Ae!le Aa kH{ AenI hare n calI xke, (ivØyaHtr =ay).

;pHcaiStkay' maH kæuH ke: AvS=a ivk<t =ay to Ae ivkar‐pyaRy (pote) ktaR, ivkar kmR, ivkar kr`, ivkar sa\n, ivkar=I ivkar =yo, ivkarna Aa\are ivkar =yo Ane ivkar ={ne potamaH ræo Ke. Ae ivkarnuH pir`mn, Aek smynI pyaRymaH‐ktaR‐kmR Aaid (potana) Ø!Ÿkark=I‐SvtH5 Ke.

AhÄyaH (47 xi›maH) Aem lI\uH ke: (pyaRy) ivk<t =ay tevo ko{ gu` n=I. p` pyaRymaH je ivkar =ay, tena=I riht =vuH Aevo Aek ;iÊya' namno gu` Aa„amaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

ÝÆ: ;iÊya' ke!lI? sma\an: Aek to jDnI‐prnI pyaRy Ae ;iÊya' Ke. ragnI pyaRy Ae p` Aek

;iÊya' Ke. inmRzpyaRy =vI Ae p` Aek ;iÊya' Ke Ane ivkarriht inmRzpir`mn =vuH Aevo Aek ;iÊya' namno gu` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ car iÊyaAo khI¦ AemaH Aek to i5kazI ;iÊya' namno gu` Ke ke je ivk<tpir`mn Ø!Ÿkark=I =ay Ke tena=I riht pir`mvuH¸ Ae iÊya namno gu` Ke Ane (inmRz) pirìt ={ Aene p` iÊya khe Ke, pyaRy Ke ne...? Ane ragne p` ivkarI iÊya khe Ke Ane prãVynI je pyaRy Ke tene p` iÊya khe Ke.

AhÄyaH Aa„ana Aa]ye inivRkarI sMyGdxRn A=aRtŸ AHt¹RiÚ ={ to ¹iÚna ivØymaH




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 10p AnHtgu`no ipHD (Aa„a) je Ke te ¹iÚmaH AaVyo. temaH Aek Aevo gu Ke je wav namno Ke, tena karè inmRzpyaRy =ay A=aRtŸ tenuH wvn =vuH... =vuH... =vuH Aevo te wav namno, Aeno (Aa„ano) gu Ke Ane Aek ;iÊya' namno gu Ke. Ae to gu nuH v Rn Ke. gu maH Aek pKI Aek (Ae!le ke =vuH... =vuH... =vuH tem) n=I. gu` to TyaH (Aa„amaH) Aeksa=e AnHt Ke. temaH Aek iÊya namno gu Ke ke je ivk<tAvS=a te smye potana karè Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mtI htI, tena=I riht pir`mn krvuH AevI Aa„amaH iÊya namnI xi› Ke, gu Ke, sÀv Ke, wav Ke, Svwav Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

vato JIÌ bhu, bapu¦ Aa magR bapa¦ svR&=I‐Anuwv=I isâ =yelo Ke¦ jenI je pyaRy je smye _Tpþ =vavazI Ke temaH Aena _TpadmaH \/aEVyno p` Aa]y n=I. Vyyno Aa]y Vyyne. _Tpadno Aa]y _Tpadne Ane \/uvno Aa]y \/uvne. Aaha... ha¦ Aa vat¦¦ ãVynI‐vStuSv$pnI myaRda j AevI Ke¦

Aevo AnHtgu no ipHD Ýwu, pU R AanHd Ane pU R &an (Sv$pe Ke), Ane Aek Aek gu maH AnHt gu nuH $p Ke, te=I drek gu p` Ø!ŸkarknuH $p l{ne iv>man Ke¸ AenI ¹iÚ ={ to Ae pyaRy p`‐Ø!Ÿkark$pnI pirìtnI pyaRy‐Ø!Ÿkark=I potana=I Ke. xuH kæuH? Ø!Ÿkark je Ke tenI pirìt‐pyaRy SvtH5 potana Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt=I Ke. (Aem &angu maH p` Ke). p` Ae smye bIÔ gu maH je Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt Ke te Aa (&angu na Ø!Ÿkarkna) kar e n=I. A=aRtŸ gu maH bIÔe gu n=I. gu na Aa]ye gu n=I. ãVyna Aa]ye gu Ke. bIÔe gu Ae smye je Ø!Ÿkark$pe pir`me Ke te ;Ø!Ÿkarkxi›' nuH pir`mn Ke Ae kar`=I nhÄ. Aa AevI JIÌ vat Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ vStuiS=it j AevI Ke¦ svR& wgvane Ôe{ AevI khI Ane AevI Ke¦ hve Aa smßya ivna, laq‐kroD bIÔ iÊyakaHD krIne mrI Ôy ne... (top` tena=I wvno AHt =ay, tem n=I). smÔùH kaH{? ãVyno Svwav j Aevo Ke Ane pyaRyno Svwav j Aevo Ke. prnI ApeÙa=I potanuH épjvuH n=I. pr nam (khetaH) ãVy‐gu . (Ae isvayna) prnI‐inim¿nI to vat j n=I. inim¿ to SpxRtuH p` n=I.

;smysar' 5IÒ ga=amaH AaVyuH ne...¦ ko{ p` ãVy potana \mRne cuHbe Ke. potana \mR A=aRtŸ ãVy, gu Ane pyaRy. 5 e Aene cuHbe Ke, prne cuHbta n=I Ae!le ke prãVyne É–are y SpxRta n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to kH{ vat Ke¦ AiG™ne paÌ SpXyuÅ j n=I Ane paÌ grm =ay Ke. Aam Ke, wgvan¦ Aa ho@ Ke, Ane Aa Ke (Òw te bIÔ) rjk` Ke, to te Aene É–are y SpxRta j n=I. Ane ro!lIno !ukDo =ay Ke to daHtna rjk` (ro!lIna) !ukDane ADta n=I. AavI vat Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. TyaH (5IÒ ga=amaH) Aem n=I kæuH. TyaH kæuH ke: potana \mR‐ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRyne cuHbe Ke. Ae to pr=I iwþ krva ma!e btaVyuH. hve potanamaH p` be Ýkar =ya: gu Ane ãVy Aek Ke, gu p` xa¬t Ke Ane ãVy p` xa¬t Ke. gu na Ýdex Ke te ãVyna Ýdex Ke. (p`) pyaRyna Ýdex Amuk (ApeÙaAe) iwþ Ke. ma!e khe Ke ke pyaRy ãVyne SpxRtI n=I Ane ãVy Ke te pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I,




106 Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AailHgn krtuH n=I. Aeva (bHne) AiStTvnuH sÀv SvtH5 SvtH5 Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aek (vtRman) idgHbr sa\uAe ;SvtH5' no A=R Aevo kyÈ Ke: ;Sv' A=aRtŸ potano Aa„a¸ ;tH5' A=aRtŸ AnuwUit. SvtH5nI VyaQya: SvnI AnuwUit. Ae to brabr Ke. sTy gme te kho-sTy khe to te brabr Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? pyaRy inmRz =ay Ke te SvtH5 Ke. AnuwUit ãVyna lÙe =ay Ke p` lÙnuH sam+yR to pyaRymaH Ke. te=I Ae (ãVy) baj¡ lÙ kyuÅ Ae sam+yR to pyaRynuH Ke. Ae AnuwUit je pyaRy Ke te ãVyne SpxRtI n=I. Ane ãVy Ke te AnuwUitnI pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. AevI SvyHisâ vStu Ke¦

ÝÆ: p` Ae b\anuH ;taTpyR' xuH? sma\an: Ae b\anuH taTpyR ;vItragta' Ke. ÝÆ: vItragta É–are _Tpþ =ay? sma\an: je AnHtgu na ipHD$p ãVy Ke te trf Aa]y‐lÙ kre to vItragta

_Tpþ =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? b\a k=nnuH taTpyR Kev! Aa AaVyuH. hve, AhÄyaH khe Ke: j¡Ao, (!Ikano bIÔe perag/af) —Awed-Anupcar-

rTn5ypirìt-vaza Òvne˜‐Ke...¦ Awed rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne Òv Ke Ae ãVy lI\uH. p` kevo Ke? ke: Awed rTn5ypirìtvazo. kar` ke Aa vat to inüy‐Vyvhar rTn5ynI cale Ke ne...¦ VyvharrTn5y Ke to bH\nuH kar`. p` AhÄyaH to rTn5ymaH g`vamaH AaVyuH Ke. to Aene Aem kæuH ke inüyrTn5y jene _Tpþ =yuH tene VyvharrTn5y (hoy). AhÄ Kõa gu`S=ane VyvharrTn5y lI\uH‐ijn prmyogI¬r pHcmhav/tmaH papiÊya=I inv<¿ Ke, Ae Vyvhar. inüy=I to (temnI) ¹iÚ &ayk _pr Ke. Ae ijn prmyogI¬r papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p VyvharmaH Ke. Aene Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. p` jene ijn yogI¬r prmguru (A=aRtŸ inj xuâa„) Sv$pnI ¹iÚ‐ÔeDa` n=I tene to Vyvhar p` kevI rIte khIAe? Ae to VyvharmU# Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? —Awed‐Anupcar‐rTn5ypirìtvaza Òvne˜ Aa pirìt Ke te pyaRy Ke. Ae pirìtvaza Òvne !HkoTkI`R &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke˜ AevI \/uv cIj wgvan, inTyanHd Ýwu, \/uv\am, &aykwav levo Ke ne...¦

Ae ;smysar' KõI ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —` iv hoid APpm¿o ` pm¿o jaÀo du jo wavo. OvH w Hit suâH àAo jo so _ so cev..˜ pKI !Ikakare kæuH ke: AÝm¿‐Ým¿ kem n=I? ke: &aykwav Ke te xuwaxuwwavp e pir`mto j n=I¸ kem ke xuwaxuwwav Ke te Acetn Ke, Ane &aykwav cEtNySv$p i5kaz Ke te Ae‐$pe (‐xuwaxuwwavp e) pir`mto n=I A=aRtŸ &aykwavmaH Ým¿‐AÝm¿ AvS=a n=I. Am<tcHã AacayeR A=RmaH lQyuH Ke: &aykwav i5kazI Ke te xuwaxuw$p pir`mto n=I. xuwaxuwwav$p &aykwav n=I. Ôe (&aykwav) xuwaxuw$p pir`mto hoy to temaH Ým¿‐AÝm¿na wed pDe. ma!e TyaH AevuH lQyuH Ke: Ým¿‐AÝm¿AvS=a j &aykwavmaH n=I.

Ae AhÄyaH kæuH ke: &aykwav‐Ae Òv‐Ae &ayk Ke (Aeva Òvne) !HkoTkI R &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke —Aeva inj prmtÀvnI ]âa vDe˜... AhÄ vzI ko{ prma„a‐vItrag




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 107 (ma!e) l{ Lye to (Aem n=I¸ AhÄ Kõa‐satma gu`S=annI vat Ke). Aa to je Aa„ane &aykSvwav i5kazI potano Svwav Ke tene &aykwav Ke (tene) Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ;]âa vDe' ‐Ae pyaRy Ke te vDe‐AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke. Aem levuH Ke. AhÄ AevuH AaVyuH n=I ke: Vyvhar vDe isâpyaRy =ay Ke. TyaH (VyvharrTn5ymaH) to prHpra lI\I htI, kem ke (jene inüy hoy tene sa=e) Vyvhar Aave Ke¸ p` pKI tene KoDIne Aagz Ôy Ke, to tene prHpra (hetuwUt) kæuH. nhÄtr VyvharmoÙmagR Ane inüymoÙmagR (Aem) be (moÙmagR) Lyo to VyvharmoÙmagRnuH fz VyvarmoÙ¸ Ane inüymoÙmagRnuH (fz) inüymoÙ¸ Aeva be wed (moÙna) Ke ko{? (‐Aem n=I.) (VyvharmoÙmagR, Ae) Aarop=I k=n Ke. smÔùH kaH{? AhÄ Vyvhar ]âa‐dev‐guÌ‐xaÏnI ]âa‐lI\I n=I, Ae to b\o Vyvhar Ke. —inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe...˜ ;AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.' co=I lI!ImaH Ke TyaH levuH Ke. &ayk jeno Aek Svwav Ke Aeva inj prm tÀvnI‐wavnI ]âa vDe... AwUtpUvR Ae!le ke pUveR kdI nhÄ =yelI AevI ApUvR, isâpyaRy =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦

hve, AamaH (ko{) khe ke, Vyvhar=I =ay Ke Ane inüy=I =ay Ke. (‐Aem n=I). AhÄ to khe Ke ke: inüy=I =ay Ke Ane Vyvhar to vCce Aave Ke teno Awav krIne ßyare inüy pU R =ay Tyare isâpyaRy =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AhÄ to rTn5y vDe moÙ‐isâpyaRy épje Ke, Ae btavvuH Ke ne...¦ Aeva inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe, (Aem khI, AhÄ inüy]âanI vat krI).

hve —tdŸ&anma5˜ phelaH (Vyvhar) &an AaVyuH htuH ke sHxy, ivmoh ne ivw/m riht¸ Ane pKI AaVyuH ijnÝÌt hey‐_padey tÀvonuH &an¸ be var AaVyuH. p` te Vyvhar(sMykŸ) &an Ke. hve AhÄ (inüysMyG&annI vat Ke.) —tdŸ&anma5˜ wgvanAa„a &aykSvwav vStuna &an vDe A=aRtŸ Aa„&an vDe AemaH xuH AaVyuH? Aa„&an vDe A=aRtŸ prna &an vDe nhÄ, pyaRyna &an vDe nhÄ, (p`) Aa„&an vDe Ae!le ke Aa„a je i5kazI Ke tena &an vDe (isâpyaRy épje Ke). Ae &an Ae ;pyaRy' Ke p` Aa„a je Ke jenuH &an kyuÅ Ae vStu Ke, Ae to ;ãVy' Ke, AenuH &an te ;Aa„&an'. Aa„ana gu nuH &an... Ane Aa„anI pyaRynuH &an, Aem nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH{?

AavI vStuiS=it Ke. ma`so song# ma!e F uH b\uH lqe Ke. Ae to Aene je @Ik pDe tem lqe. te=I AemaH kaH{ Vyi› ÝTye ivro\ krvanI vat j n=I. te (p`) wgvanAa„a Ke¦ ;pHcaiStkay' maH kæuH ne...¦ ÒvaiStkay sa\m± Òv Ke. ÒvaiStkay$pe xuâ wgvan prma„a &ayk (Ke). Ae to b\a Aa„a Ke ne...¦ Ae _padey Ke, Aem lI\uH Ke. pyaRy (ivro\vazI) hoy AemaH xuH?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —tdŸ&anma5...˜ waØa xuH Ke? (]âamaH) ;ma5' xBd nhoto vapyÈ, TyaH ;inj prm tÀvnI ]âa vDe' (xBd Ke) AhÄ to &anmaH É–aHk wUl pDI Ôy Ke ne... kar` ke &anna Fà Ýkar Ke ne... ma!e kæuH: ;tdŸ&anma5¦ Aa„anuH tdŸ&anma5. smÔùH kaH{? tdŸ&an ma5 —(-te inj prm tÀvna &anma5Sv$p)˜ cEtNy wgvannuH




108 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 &anma5Sv$p —(Aeva AHtmuRq prmbo\ vDe...) AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aigyar AHgnuH &an hoy, nv pUvRnuH &an hoy, te to im+ya¹iÚne p` hoy Ke. hmàH (Aek iväanno leq) AaVyo hto ne... ke: bar AHgnuH &an hoy top` te (Aa„anuH &an) nhÄ. prHtu bar AHgnuH &an to smiktIne j hoy Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? nv pUvRnI liB\ Ane Aigyar AHgnuH &an, te to im+ya¹iÚne p` =ay Ke. p` dx pUvR ={ Ôy te to sMyG¹iÚne j hoy Ke. Ae bar AHgna &anvaza im+ya¹iÚ Ke, Aem n=I. f› Ae bar AHgnuH ]ut&an te Vyvhar Ke, tena kar`=I mui› nhÄ. p` je bar AHg (\arI) Ke te to sMyG¹iÚ j Ke. bar AHgnuH &an hoy Ane te im+ya¹iÚ hoy, tem 5`kazmaH bne nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae (iväane) to bar AHgna &an=I p` mui›nI isiâ hoy nhÄ (kemke te &an Aa„anuH &an n=I), AevuH n l{ne (kH{k bIÒ rIte vatne qeHcI Ke).

AhÄyaH —tdŸ&anma5(‐te inj prm tÀvna &anma5Sv$p˜ te j &anma5 wgvan &aykSvwav‐&anma5Sv$p —Aeva AHtmuRq prm bo\ vDe...˜ waØa ke!lI |yan raqIne lqI Ke¦ ;Aeva AHtmuRq prmbo\' ‐xaÏnuH (&an) nhÄ, prnuH (&an) nhÄ, p` ;AHtmuRq prmbo\' Ae!le ke: wgvanAa„a &aykSvwavnuH &an, AenuH (Sv) ãVynuH &an, je &aykwav vStu Ke tenuH &an‐Aene ;AHtmuRq prmbo\' kæo. AHtmuRq kæuH Ane pKI prmbo\ kæuH, Ae prmbo\ vDe... —isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜ smÔ uH kaH{?

ko{ne to baæmaH paHc simit, 5` guiº je!luH j &an hoy top` tene kevz&an =ay Ke. AevuH n=I ke F uH (baæ) &an hoy tene j kevz&an =ay. Aaha... ha¦ tdŸ&anma5‐Aa„a &an(ma5) Sv$pe Ke‐Ae ma5=I, Ae vDe, mui› =ay Ke. kæuH ne...¦ ;prmbo\ vDe' —AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜

Aam to Ae pyaRy Ke, Ane Aa pyaRy=I moÙnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae (vat) p` ApeiÙt‐Vyvhare Ke. bakI to moÙpyaRy Ane kevz&an je _Tpþ =ay Ke te SvãVyna Aa]ye _Tpþ =ay Ke pUvR pyaRy A=aRtŸ moÙmagRnI pyaRyna Aa]ye nhÄ. kar` ke moÙmagRnI pyaRyno Vyy =ay Ke, Awav =ay Ke, to je wav _Tpþ =yo te to AwavmaH=I AaVyo n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? AhÄ pa@ to Aevo Ke. (kemke) AhÄ f› VyvharrTn5y=I inüyrTn5y A=aRtŸ y=a=R tÀvne iwþ btavvuH Ke. ma!e Aena=I (‐prmbo\ vDe) isâpyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke, Aem btavvuH Ke. bakI qreqr to moÙmagR Ae pyaRy Ke, Aeno Vyy =ay Ke, Tyare kevz&anpyaRy TyaH _Tpþ =ay Ke. to te VyymaH=I _Tpad =ay Ke, Aem n=I. te to i5kazIna Aa]y=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. ‐Ae (k=n) p` ApeiÙt ={ gyuH. (qreqr to) je kevz&anpyaRy Ke te potanI Ø!Ÿkark pirìt=I _Tpþ =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

jyare Aa vat‐Vyvhar‐inüyrTn5y‐smÔvvuH hoy, Tyare (xI rIte Ane) xuH smÔve? VyvharrTn5y to rag Ke Ane Aa inüyrTn5y vItragIpyaRy Ke Ane Ae vItragI pyaRy=I mui› =ay Ke. ‐Aem btavvuH Ke.

;SvamIkai¿RkeyanuÝeÙa' maH Aevo pa@ Ke: —puVv-piràm-ju¿H kar`-wave vÎde dVvH.




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 109 _¿r-piràm-judH tH icy kßjH hve i`yma˜.. 230.. A=R: pUvRpiràm=I yu› ãVy te inym=I kar`$pe hoy Ke Ane te j ãVy ßyare _¿rpiràm=I yu› =ay Ke Tyare te inym=I kayR$pe =ay Ke. (p`) Aa vat ApeiÙt Ke. Ae vat AhÄyaH lI\I Ke. moÙmagRnI pyaRy te pUvRpyaRy Ke, Ae kar` Ke. Ane (moÙ$p) _¿rpyaRy ãVymaH kayR Ke.

bakI to, kevz&annI pyaRy potana=I Ø!Ÿkark=I pir`mtI _Tpþ =ay Ke, tene moÙmagRnI (‐pUvR) pyaRynI p` ApeÙa n=I.

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐101maH kæuH ne...¦ épjtI pyaRyne VyynI ApeÙa n=I¦ Are wgvan¦ Aeno magR¦ Ýwu¦ taro magR gHwIr Ke. kæuH ne...¦ épjtI pyaRyne VyynI ApeÙa n=I Ane AhÄyaH to Aem kæuH ke: moÙmagRnI pyaRy=I moÙ =ay Ke¦ TyaH kæuH ke: wgvannI idVy|vin, kevz&anpyaRy je épje Ke te potanI ApeÙa=I j épje Ke, tene gu`nI ApeÙa n=I, VyynI ApeÙa n=I. prnI ApeÙa to Ke j nhÄ, Ae to vat j n=I.

p` AhÄyaH pUvRpyaRy (AevI) htI te btavvuH Ke. pUvRpiràmyu› ãVy kar` Ke Ane _¿rpiràmyu› ãVy kayR Ke. (tem KtaH,) pUvRpyaRymaH to im+yaTv p` hoy Ke Ane pKInI pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. (p` TyaH Aem khevuH n=I ke:) im+yaTvwav Ke te sMyGdxRnnI _Tpi¿nuH kar` Ke. prHtu TyaH Aem khevuH Ke ke: im+yaTvno Vyy Ke, to te piràm (kar`¸ Ane je) sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _pÒ (te ;kayR' Ke). A=aRtŸ im+yaTvno Vyy =ay Ke Tyare sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. nhÄtr to im+yaTv _padan kar` Ane tenuH _padey pKI smikt? (‐Aem =tuH n=I.) smÔùH kaH{? p` (TyaH) to im+yaTvna Vyyne kar` btavIne sMyGdxRnnI pyaRynI _Tpi¿ te (kayR) btavvuH Ke. p` (Ae vat) ApeiÙt Ke.

Aa to lokone (vStuiS=itnI) qbr n=I Ane ivro\ kre¦ Ae!le jene qbr n hoy Ane ivro\ kre temaH xuH (=ay)? Aaha... ha¦ Aa tÀv j AavuH Ke¦¦ AgMyne gMy krvanuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ mha wHDar wgvan, AnHt gu no wHDar, Aek Aek gu maH AnHtgu nuH $p, (Aevo pote j Ke)¦

;47‐xi›' Ke ne...¦ Ke to AnHt. p` (;smysar') maH suDtalIs khevamaH AavI Ke. temaH Aek ;AnHt\mRTv' namnI xi›‐gu Ke. Ae ;AnHt\mRTv' nuH $p bIÔ gu omaH Ke. Ae gu bIÔ gu maH n=I, (p` AenuH $p bIÔ gu maH Ke). tÀv&annI AavI bhu JIÌ vato, bapu¦ loko to bhar=I (\mR) manIne be@a Ke ne...¦ ;AnHt\mRTvxi›' Ae 27mI Ke. j¡Ao: —ivlÙ` (‐prSpr iwþ lÙòvaza) AnHt Svwavo=I waivt (‐=yelo) Aevo Aek wav jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI AnHt\mRTvxi›.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to mare Ae levuH Ke ke: je kevz&annI pyaRy Ke AemaH p` AnHt\mRTvxi›nuH $p Ke. Aena &angu maH to ;AenuH' $p Ke, p` Ae \/uv Ke. p` Aa to pyaRy je kevz&annI Ke temaH p` ;AnHt\mRTvxi›nuH' $p Ke. A=aRtŸ Ae AnHt\mRTvxi› je Ke te (kevz) pyaRymaH n=I temj AnHt\mRTvxi›nI je pyaRy Ke te p` (kevz&an) pyaRymaH n=I¸ p` ;tenuH $p' te pyaRymaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?




110 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aa ;xuâwav Ai\kar' (cale) Ke ne...¦ phelaH ma=e Ae \/uvne xuâwav kæo. AhÄ

xuâ_pyognI vat n=I. xuâ_pyog te to pyaRy Ke Ane Aa ;xuâwav Ai\kar' Ae!le \/uvwavno Ai\kar Ke. i5kazI &anwavno Ai\kar Ke. (calta Ýkr`maH) be bol AaVya‐]âa Ane &an. (&an Ae!le) ;AHtmuRq prm bo\'. xaÏ&an Aaid to bihmuRq &an Ke. (p`) (muinraj) Ae !Ika kre Ke ne...¦ Ae xaÏ&anne to (;pÍnHidpHcivHxit' maH) VyiwcairÌ buiâ khI Ke. bapu¦ prma=R Ke ne...¦ (kar` ke) prãVyÝTye lÙ Ôy Ke ma!e te (buiâ) VyiwcairÌ Ke.

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: —AHtmuRq prmbo\ vDe... AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜ A=aRtŸ AHtmuRq &aykwavna bo\ vDe, Ae prmbo\ Ke (te vDe) AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.

(hve cair5 ivØe) 5IÔe bol: —Ane te-$pe (A=aRtŸ inj prm tÀv$pe) Aivczpè iS=t =va$p shjcair5 vDe˜‐ ;Aivczpè iS=t =va$p' Ae pyaRynI vat Ke. cilt n =ay teva pyaRy$p shjcair5 vDe. Aaha... ha¦ jem ãVy Ane gu` Acilt Ke tevI Acilt pyaRy. ;Acilt pyaRy' no A=R: AiS=rtamaH‐ragmaH n AavvuH. pyaRymaH Aivcz iS=rta‐inmRzta (hoy tene) cair5 khe Ke. Aivczpè iS=t =va$p‐cilt n =ay Aeva shjcair5 vDe A=aRtŸ Svawaivk cair5 vDe (AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke).

Vyvhar (cair5) Ke te to rag Ke, te shjcair5 n=I, Svawaivkcair5 n=I. Vyvhar je rag Ke tenI dxanI ;idxa' pr Ke Ane vItrag (cair5) nI dxanI idxa ;Sv' Ke. ma!e (kæuH ke:) inj prm tÀv$pe Aivczp e iS=t =va$p (shjcair5 vDe). Aaha... ha¦ ;inj prm tÀv$pe' ‐Ae ;dxa' i5kaz Ke. temaH iS=rta, Ae ;dxa' Ke.

AhÄ KeÐe xuÉl|yan levuH Ke. p` \mR|yan to inüy\mR|yan Ke. \mR|yanna be Ýkar Ke: inüy\mR|yan, te xuâpirìt Ke. Ane Vyvhar\mR|yan, te rag Ke. \mR|yan xuw j Ke AevuH n=I. Ae Aave Ke A=aRtŸ (jene) inüy\mR|yan Ke (tene) Vyvhar\mR|yan$p xuwwav Aave Ke. vStuSv$p jevuH Ke tevuH (Ýg!–uH n=I A=aRtŸ pyaRymaH) ApU R xuâtanuH pir`mn Ke te inüy\mR|yan Ke Ane ivxeØ xuâtanuH pir`mn te xuÉl|yan Ke. Vyvhar\mR|yan, xuwrag Ke Ane inüy\mR|yan Ke te vItragIpyaRy Ke. Sv$pmaH Aivczp e iS=rta ALp Ke, ma!e tene \mR|yan kæuH. ivxeØ iS=rta Ke tene xuÉl|yan kæuH, Aena=I isiâ =ay Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

—Aivczpè iS=t =va$p˜‐AanHdno na= wgvan¦ (temaH) iS=rta Ae!le AanHdnuH vedn, AtIiNãy AanHdnuH _g/ vedn, (tenuH nam cair5).

;smysar' paHcmI ga=a (nI !IkamaH Am<tcHãacayeR) kæuH Ke ne...¦ AirhHt wgvan iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta. pKI g`\r iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta. TyaH=I l{ne Amara guru iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta. (teAo) mhav/t pazta hta... Ae b\I vato lI\I n=I, Ae to ivkLp Ke, (cair5 n=I). Aaha... ha¦ AirhHt=I maHDIne prHpraAe potana guru, Ae b\a iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta¸ AenuH nam cair5 Ke. AirhHtnuH iv&anFn Ane KÍS=nuH iv&anFn¸




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 111 be_ne Aeksrqa raQya¦ TyaH wle (KÍS=ne) ALp Ke top` te iv&anFnmaH inmGn Ke. AevuH lQyuH Ke¦ Ae guÌAe Amara _pr _pkar‐mherbanI‐Anug/h krIne Amne ;Aa„ano _pdex AaPyo. Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Ae K ãVy Ke ne... Ae vat n krI? Ae b\ano ;sar' to Aa kæo. Amara guru iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta. ;mGn' j nih bLke ;inmGn' hta. kemke iv&anFnmaH mGn to AHxe co=a gu`S=anmaH p` =ay Ke. Aa to muin Ke. iv&anFnSv$p Ýwu A=aRtŸ iv&annuH dz \/uv, AemaH inmGn hta¸ AanHdmaH ivxeØ lIn hta. temna äara Amne Aa„ano _pdex mZyo Ke. tena=I Amaro injvEwv Ýg! =yo Ke. ;injvEwv' Ae!le SvsHvedn¦ AanHdnI mhor Kap Ke, te injvEwv¦

Aa \Uz (pEsa) na vEwv to É–aHy gya¸ p` (pHcmhav/taidno) rag Ae p` (vEwv n=I). xrIr (vEwv) nhÄ, rag (p`) nhÄ. Ane Aa pEsa‐bEsa‐\Uz‐to É–aHy (dUr) rhI g{. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Aivczp`e iS=t =va$p shjcair5 vDe —AwUtpUvR (-pUveR kdI nhÄ =yelI AevI, ApUvR) isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜

j¡Ao¦ ;isâ' pyaRy Ke ne...¦ Ae kaH{ gu n=I. kevz&an p` pyaRy Ke. moÙmagR p` pyaRy Ke. sHsar p` ivkarIpyaRy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —\/uv˜ to \/uv Ke, &ayk (Ke). ivkar, Aivkar, ApU Rta Ane pU R Aivk<tta, Ae b\uH pyaRymaH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{ Aavo magR lUqo lage. vItragmagR lUqo Ke, wa{¦

ij&asa: phelaH to AirhHtpyaRy =ay, pKI isâpyaRy =ay Ke¦ sma\an: p` AirhHtpyaRyne wavmoÙ kæo Ke. isâne pKI ãVymoÙ kæo Ke.

saHwZyuH Ke? kevz&an Ae!le wavmoÙ ={ gyo. pKI car (AFatI kmR) bakI ræa Ae!lI yoGyta p` potana kar e Ke, kmRna kar e nhÄ. (inim¿$p) _dy Ke ne Ae!lo potanI pyaRyno doØ Ke, te=I kevzIne p` Aisâ kæa Ke. co=e=I caEdma (gu S=an) su\I AisâpyaRy khI Ke Ane tene _dywavmaH naqI Ke. te AisâpyaRyno nax =ay Tyare isâpyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. tene ãVymoÙ kæo. Ane terme (gu S=ane) wavmoÙ kæo. (TyaH) car (FatIkmR) KU!I gyaH Ke Ane car (AFatI) kmR bakI Ke, Ane =oDI Axuâta potana kar e Ke, te p` kevz&anmaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. kevz&anmaH b\uH Ô`vamaH Aave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —AwUtpUvR isâpyaRy =ay Ke.˜ Ae (inüy) rTn5ynI vat khI. te phelaH Vyvhar (rTn5y) nI vat khI. hve bHnenI sHi\ kre Ke:‐

—je prmijnyogI¬r˜‐Kõa gu`S=an (vaza KÍS=ne) p` ;prmijnyogI¬r' kæa¦ —phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke.˜ Kõa gu`S=anmaH VyvharnynuH xuwwavvazuH cair5 Ke, Vyvharcair5 Ke. inüy (cair5) AHdr Sv$pmaH (iS=t =va$p) Ke. tene (AhÄ) gaE krIne vat khI. p` Ae to AemaH khI dI\uH‐ ;prmijnyogI¬r'. Aeklo im+ya¹iÚ Ke Ane Aene phelaH Vyvhar (cair5) AaVyuH, Aem n=I. smÔ`uH kaH{?

xaÏna A=R krvamaH mo!o fer Ke. (lokonI) smj`maH fer Ane pKI A=R krvamaH




112 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 fer (=ay Ke). AamaH Aam lQyuH Ke ne AamaH Aam lQyuH Ke. lQyuH Ke, p` te k{ ApeÙa Ae? AhÄ Vyvhar phelaH khIne pKI inüy kæo, ma!e AhÄyaH qulaso krI dI\o ke: wa{¦ Vyvhar Ane inüy kæo, temaH xuH Ke? ke: prmijnyogI¬r to te Ke j. jene Aa„anuwv Ke, Kõa gu`S=annI wUimka Ýmaè AanHd AaVyo Ke, inüy (rTn5y) Ke p` pU R inüy (rTn5y hj¡) n=I¸ te=I te phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p, Ae!le ke Av/tna piràm=I inv<i¿$p Ane v/tna piràm=I Ýv<i¿$p, Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke. Ae vat Kõa gu`S=annI krI. Aaha... ha¦ Ke to potana yogmaH¦ prmijnyogI¬r Ke¦ Fà xBdo vapyaR Ke. kem ke: isâaHtmaH ApUvRkr` (vaza) ne p` ;ijn' kæa Ke. 5` kr` Ke ne...¦ A\:kr`, Ainv<i¿kr` Ane ApUvRkr`. smiktpUvRnI pyaRy ApUvRkr`nI (Ke). TyaH (tene) ;ijn' kæaH Ke. ‐ ;goMmÎsar' maH Ke. AhÄ to ;prmijn Ane yogI¬r' xBd vapyaR Ke. co=a gu`S=ane p` yogI to Ke, mumuÙu kæa hta... ne moÙa=±. (prHtu) AhÄ to prmijn, prmvItrag, yogI¬r kæa, Ae vat KõI wUimkanI Ke.

(je prmijnyogI¬r) phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke. tene qreqr VyvharnygMy tpür` hoy Ke¸ Vyvharcair5, VyvhartpSya Ae!le muinp uH hoy Ke. dIÙakLya`k khe Ke ne...¦ tpkLya`k kho ke dIÙakLya`k kho, b\uH Vyvharcair5 Ke. dIÙane tp khe Ke. hve, khe Ke ke:

—tene qreqr Vyvharnygocr tpür` hoy Ke.˜ Vyvharny Ke qro, Vyvharnyno ivØy p` Ke¸ (ivØy) n=I Aem n=I. Vyvharnygocr‐gMy tpür` hoy Ke.

—shjinüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH Ýtpn te tp Ke˜ Aa inüycair5, inüytp. tp kho ke dIÙa kho, (Aeka=R Ke). shjinüynya„k A=aRtŸ Svawaivk inüy‐nySv$p, prmwavSv$p (te inüynyno ivØy Ke). Lyo¦ ;ny' to &an Ke. p` &anna ivØyne j inüynya„k khIne prmSvwavSv$p A=aRtŸ shjinüySv$p, prmwavSv$p, inüynySv$p, prmwavSv$p, Aeno (inüynyno) ivØy Ke. Aene Aek‐Awed kæo Ke. —shj inüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH Ýtpn te tp Ke.˜ injSv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p shj inüycair5 tp=I hoy Ke. te dxa inüycair5=I =ay Ke.


Ývcn: ta. 12-2-1978 ;inymsar'. xuâwav Ai\kar (!Ika) nI KeÐI (p1 =I pp) paHc ga=a. KeÐI

be kDI bakI Ke. j¡Ao: —je prmijnyogIür phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke.˜ kone? ke: Kõa gu`S=anmaH prmijnyogI¬r Ke, hÒ iS=rtanI AoKp Ke te kar e, tene Vyvharnyno ivØy je dya, dan, v/taidna wav Aave Ke. (xuH khe Ke? ke:) je prmijnyogI¬r phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Ae!le Av/tna piràm=I inv<i¿$p¸ Ane v/tna piràm je Aas/v Ke (te) Ýv<i¿$p hoy Ke. tene Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke.




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 113 prminüynI (vat) pKI (lexe). smÔùH kaH{?

prmijnyogI¬r je potanamaH iS=t Ke, Anuwv Ke, AHxe iS=rta Ke p` (TyaH) inivRkLpiS=it n=I¸ te=I tene papiÊya=I inv<¿$p Ae!le ke (Axuw) ragaid=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharny=I cair5 hoy Ke¸ —tene qreqr Vyvharnygocr tpür` hoy Ke.˜ (hve khe Ke ke:)

—shjinüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH˜‐potano Aa„a prmSvwavSv$p, \/uv, Aevo je prma„a... potano¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae prma„amaH —Ýtpn˜ (A=aRtŸ) ÝμivxeØe tpnμ_g/ta¸ (Ae!le ke:) cair5maH tpnI‐puruØa=RnI ivxeØ _g/ta‐inivRkLpiS=it¸ —te tp Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ ;shjinüynya„k' phelaH kæuH Ane ;prmSvwavSv$p' pKI kæuH. (kar` ke:) xuâinüynySv$p, shjinüynySv$p, prmwav, prmSvwavSv$p¸ Ae (nyno) ivØy Ke. Ane ny to &anno ivØyI Ke¸ p` Aeno ivØy je prmSvwavSv$p prma„a, potanuH pU R Sv$p, wgvan, prma„a¦ temaH Ýtpn Ae!le ke ivxeØ _g/ puruØa=R=I AHdr iS=rta‐inivRkLpta ÔmI jvI, te tp Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ bhu (AlaEikk) magR¦¦ ;Vyvhar' phelamaH, ;Aa' Vyvhar phelo Kõa gu`S=anmaH (inüypUvRk) g`vamaH AaVyo Ke¦ im+ya¹iÚne Vyvhar phelaH Ane pKI Aam (‐inüy), Ae vat Ke j nhÄ. AhÄyaH te Kõagu S=anmaH inüySv$pnI pU R iS=rta (pyaRymaH) n=I. (Ae!le ke) tene inüynyno ivØy hova KtaH p` (hÒ) pU R Sv$piS=rta n=I¸ AevI dxamaH, Ae ApeÙaAe, papnI inv<i¿=I xuwwav($p) (je) pir`mn Ke tene Vyvharcair5 khevamaH Aave Ke. AavuH Ke, bapu¦ bhu AakruH kam. jgtne (vStuSv$pnuH wan n=I, ma!e) Vyvhar Ane inüyna JFDa (ivvad)... AevaH tofan... tofan¦ Aaha... ha¦

wgvan prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH Ýtpn¸ ;Ý' Ae!le ivxeØe´ ;tpn' (te tp Ke). jem suv R ge$=I Aopayman =ay Ke, dagIna‐FreàHne ge$ lgavva=I te czkI é@e Ke¸ Aem wgvanAa„amaH potane dxRn, &an, cair5no AHx (Ýg!–o) Ke p` AHdrmaH ivxeØ iS=rta ÔmtaH cEtNynI cmTkairkdxa, vItragI cmk pyaRymaH é@e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ tene AhÄyaH tp khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ mo!a JFDa... Vyvhar phelaH, Ane Vyvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =ay¦ (prHtu) Ae vat Aem Ke j nhÄ. AhÄ to sTy btaVyuH Ke¦ wgvHt pU R Sv$p to Ke. (te) ¹iÚmaH Ke, &anmaH Ke, p` AemaH iS=rtanI pU Rta n=I¸ Ae kar e Aene (prmijnyogI¬rne) papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna (cair5$p) piràm hoy Ke. Ae Vyvharny _pcirt Ke. Ane inüy (to) shjinüynySv$p, prmSvwavSv$p, prma„a, pU RSv$p prma„a, prm Aa„a, prmSv$p, pU R xuâ \/uv, \/uv prma„a Sv$p (Ke)¸ temaH Ýtpn Ae!le ivxeØe xowa, A=aRtŸ xuiânI v<iâ, Ae!le ke vItragIpirìtnI _g/ta, AenuH nam tp khevamaH Aave Ke. xuâwavno Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ prma„ano kho ke xuâwavno




114 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (Ai\kar kho Aeka=R Ke) smÔùH kaH{?

ij&asa: bar ÝkarnaH tp kæaH Ke ne...? sma\an: Ae bar ÝkarnaH tp te inim¿naH k=n Ke. ;sMyG&andIipka' maH

\mRdasÒ ÙuÐk khe Ke: wgvanAa„a Aek, Ane bar ÝkarnaH tp É–aH=I AaVya¦ bavIs prIØh É–aH=I AaVya? Aeno A=R Ae ke bavIs (prIØh) inim¿naH k=n Ke. AHtrnI vItragta Aek$p Ke. te qreqr tp, cair5, prIØh (jy), Ae vItragwav Ke. Aene bar wavna ne bavIs prIØh (vgere kæa) Ae inim¿=I k=n Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (ivØe) \mRdasÒ ÙuÐke F uH kæuH Ke.

FàH vØR phelaH, p6 vØR =yaH, 1978nI salmaH, bo!admaH jHglmaH Aekla jtaH TyaH ;sMyG&andIipka' vaHcI htI. kI\uH ware kI\uH... Aa to AemaH gjb vat Ke¦¦ vStu y=a=R Aa j Ke¦ pKI paKz=I Aene F uH ÔeyuH Ke.

Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —prma„amaH Ýtpn te tp Ke.˜ hve qulaso kyÈ: —injSv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p˜‐injSv$pmaH Ae!le prma„Sv$p prma„amaH Aivcz iS=it$p (Ke)¸ A=aRtŸ AHdr AanHdnI Jmv! ÔmI Ke, AHdr AtIiNãy AanHd (na éwra Aave Ke)¦

ra5e (Aek wa{no) ÝÆ hto ne...¦ Aa„ano in`Ry krvamaH Ae ivkLp Aave Ke ne... ke: (Aa„a) Aavo Ke, Aavo Ke¦ wa{¦ 13mI ga=a (;smysar') maH kæuH ne... —wUyeT=eàiwgda˜‐nv tÀv Ke te wed=I kho to wUta=R Ke Ane SvwavnI ApeÙaAe j¡Ao to te nve tÀv AwUta=R Ke. pKI (kzx‐8nI !IkamaH) Aem lI\uH ke: ãVyai=Rk Ane pyaRyai=Rk nyno ivcarwed krtaH (Ae!le ke) ;Aa ãVy' Ane ;Aa pyaRy' ‐Aeva ivkLp=I ßyare ny=I ivcar krIAe KIAe Tyare, te wUta=R Ke. p` Anuwv krtaH te nve (tÀv) AwUta=R Ke. Aem nam, S=apna, ãVy Ane wav, Ae inÙepna wedo Ke. Ane ;inÙep' Ke te ;&ey' no wed Ke. Ane ;ny' Ke te ;&an' no wed Ke. ;ny' ivØyI Ke Ane ;inÙep' ivØy Ke. to inÙepna wedono ivcar krtI vqte, je ivkLp Ke, te Ae ApeÙaAe brabr Ke, y=a=R Ke, Ae Vyvhar trIke wUta=R Ke. p` Anuwvkaze A=aRtŸ inivRkLp AnuwvmaH te (sFzay) AwUta=R Ke. temj Ýma`&an‐mit, ]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRy Ane kevz‐ne proÙÝma` Ane ÝTyÙÝma`na wed vDe ivcar krtI vqte je ivkLp Ke, te cIj Ke (wUta=R Ke). ANymt=I iwþ (Ae vat Ke). potanI cIjne Ýma`=I Ane ny=I iniüt krvana kazmaH je ivkLp Ke, to Ae ApeÙaAe Vyvhar Ke, Ke (qro) Ae!luH. p` Sv$pnI Anuwv‐¹iÚmaH te AwUta=R Ke. Aaha... ha¦ nvtÀv, ny, inÙep Ane Ýma`‐Ae careyne wUta=R p` kæa Ane AwUta=R p` kæa. Aa ÝÆ Ke ne...¦ ivkLp=I in`Ry kre‐te vqte to ivkLp (wUta=R Ke, AvStu n=I)¸ p` inivRkLpAnuwvmaH teva ivkLp AwUta=R Ke, AemaH Ke j nhÄ, smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH (tpnI) VyaQya krI: —shj inüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„amaH Ýtpn te tp Ke.˜ injSv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p (—shjinüycair5 Aa tp=I hoy Ke.˜) injSv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it, A=aRtŸ (Sv$pmaH) ÔmI jvuH, rm`ta, cair5dxa,




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 11p vItragtamaH _g/ puruØa=R‐AenuH nam tp Ke. (xuH khe Ke? ke:) cair5‐rm`ta, Ae cair5nI iS=it to Ke p` AemaH _g/ puruØa=R vDe Aivcz iS=it krvI, cair5nI dxamaH _g/ puruØa=R=I Aivcz iS=it rhevI‐AevI iS=it$p shjinüycair5, Svawaivk sTy cair5 Aa tp=I hoy Ke.

ij&asa: tp=I cair5 =ay Ke ke cair5=I tp =ay? sma\an: kæuH ne...¦ Aivcz iS=it$p cair5 Ke, Aene tp khevamaH Aave Ke.

cair5 pKI tp hoy Ke. tp p` kone? ke: Aivcz iS=it$p shjinüycair5 Aa tp=I hoy Ke. AHdr inivRkLp iS=rta ÔmI jvI, Aeva cair5=I Aa tp khevamaH Aave Ke. (]ota:) Ae brabr smÔ uH nhÄ (_¿r:) frIne khIAe: phelaH Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke‐ko`? ke: prmijnyogI¬r phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke. qreqr Aemne Vyvharnygocr tpür` hoy Ke. j¡Ao phelaH cair5 lI\uH ne...? rag je =yo Aene j Vyvhartp khe Ke. Vyvharcair5ne j Vyvhartp khe Ke. ;bar ÝkarnaH tp' Ae b\aH inim¿naH k=no Ke, te pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. AhÄ to (je) Vyvharcair5 Ke te (p`) pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? vat to bhu AakrI bapa¦

AhÄyaH to Aa prma„a svR& prma„aAe kæuH ne...¦ prma„Sv$p Ýwu Aa (pote j) Ke. hmàH KeÐa }lokmaH khexe: Ae prma„Sv$pmaH Aivcz iS=rta$p lInta Ae cair5=I Aa tp hoy Ke. bakI b\I laHF` Ke. AavuH Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? Aivcz iS=it$p shjinüycair5¸ AevI cair5dxamaH iS=rta ivxeØ ={ jvI, Aene AhÄyaH tp khe Ke.

(hve) Aa\ar Aape Ke: —AevI rIte AekTvsºitmaH (]I pÍnHdI AacayRdevk<t ;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' namna xaÏne ivØe AekTvsºit namna Ai\karmaH 14ma }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:-

—dxRnH inüy: puHis bo\StdŸbo\H [*yte.iS=itrZEv cairZimit yog: ixva]y:..˜

(}loka=R:‐ Aa„ano inüy te dxRn Ke, Aa„ano bo\ te &an Ke, Aa„amaH j iS=it te cair5 Ke¸ - Aavo yog (A=aRtŸ Aa 5ènI Aekta) ixvpdnuH kar` Ke.˜ )

Aa b\aH xaÏo (VyaQyanmaH) calI gyaH Ke. KVvIs Ai\kar Ke. p` pÍnHdI Ane pHcivHxit‐Aem nam be srqaH Ke Ae!le pCcIs khevamaH AaVya. KeÐo ;b/ïcyR' no Ai\kar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ b/ïanHd Ýwu, AemaH rm`ta krvI AenuH nam b/ïcyR Ke. F uH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke. F uH lI\uH Ke. pKI jra AacayR khe Ke: he yuvano¦ Aa marI vat tmne psHd n pDe, tmne ivØynI ruic hoy to huH to muin KuH, Ùma krxo. Aaha... ha¦ p` marI pase tme k{ (bIÒ) Aaxa raqxo? p` pCcIs vØRnuH yuvan $pazuH xrIr, ÏInuH $pazuH xrIr, mDm jevI hoy Ane paHcpcIs laq $ipya dhejmaH l{ne AavI hoy... Aene Aam (raÒna reD ={ Ôy)¦ Are... re¦ AemaH Jerna Pyala Ke. ivØyna wog to Jerna Pyala Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ AHdr AanHdno na= ibraje Ke ne...¦ (AenaH) Am<tna FUH!Da pItaH,




116 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AemaH Aa (ivØy‐wog to) Jerna Pyala, Ýwu¦ AHtr Am<tna AanHdna FUH! pI¦ Aaha... ha¦ xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazvuH Ae p` b/ïcyR n=I¦ AevaH xrIr=I to b/ïcyR AnHtvar paZyaH Ke, balb/ïcarI AnHtvar =yo Ke Ae b\uH to xuwrag Ke. Ae ko{ cIj n=I¦ smÔùH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ b/ïcyRnI VyaQya Ae!lI krI: muin vItragI sHt Ke¦ —AanHdSv$pnI rm`ta Ae b/ïcyR Ke.˜ he yuvano¦ AevI vat tmne n ruce Ane A`gmo hoy to maf krxo. huH to muin KuH. bIj¡H xuH khuH? Aaha... ha¦ vItragI muinraj khe Ke¦¦ marI pase je Aa cIj Ke te Ame khIAe KIAe tmne @Ik n pDe to maf krÔe. wa{¦ vItragI sHtnI Aa ;AekTvsºit' bIÔne @Ik lage n lage AenI sa=e tulna n kre. p` tmne du:q lage (to maf krxo, Aem in*kar` kÌà Ane AlaEikk sßjntavx khe¦¦) Ame to b/ïcyR Aene khIAe: AanHdFn, b/ïno Fn, AanHdno b/ï, tuH prma„a Ko, AemaH rm` (kr).

(bIje @eka e p`) Aave Ke: AHdr AekSv$p prma„a, AemaH rmvuH Ae b/ïcyR. b/ïμAanHdćyRμrmvuH b/ïμAanHd wgvan ÝwuÁemaH cyRμcrvuH, rmvuH, jmI jvuH jem pxu Fas cre Ke Aem Ame b/ïmaH crIAe KIAe. Ae b/ïcyR Ke. vat to AavI Ke, Ýwu¦ @Ik pDe ke n pDe. Aaha... ha¦ jem pxu cre Ke Aem Ame b/ïwgvan AanHdSv$pmaH crIAe KIAe, AanHdnuH wojn krIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ AtIiNãy AanHdmaH crvuH‐wojn krvuH Aene Ame b/ïcyR khIAe KIAe. tne @Ik n pDe to maf krje. Aaha... ha¦ gjb kre Ke¦ Arr¦ Aa vItragI sHto to j¡Ao (keva kÌàmUitR Ke¦¦)

(;smysar') paHcmI ga=amaH kuHdkuHdacayR (frmave Ke ne...¦) —KlH ` FetVvH ‐ Ýwu¦ huH AnuwvnI vat kruH KuH. AemaH=I ko{ waØa mara=I AavI Ôy, tne @Ik n pDe maruH vjn sHSk<t ne waØa _pr n=I, maruH vjn to AHtr AanHdna Anuwv _pr Ke, Ae vat krvamaH marI waØamaH kH{ fer pDI Ôy¸ to —KlH ` FetVvH.˜ tme Aena (Vyakr`na) Ô`nar ho Ane tmara Ô`vamaH AavI Ôy ke Aa @eka e wUl Ke to xBdonuH |yan raqta nhÄ¦ Ame to AHtr Aa„anuwvnI vat krIAe KIAe. te trf taruH lÙ jvuH Ôe{Ae¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: j¡Ao }loka=R‐—Aa„ano inüy te dxRn Ke.˜ nv tÀvnI ]âa (vgere) nI vat ka#I naqI. Ae AhÄ prma„a khe Ke ne...¦ inüynya„k prmSvwavSv$p prma„a‐Ae Aa„a¸ Ae Aa„ano inüy (Ae sMyGdxRn). Aaha... ha¦ Aa„anI pyaRyno inüy ke gu wedno inüy, Aem n lI\uH, (prHtu) AqHD, Awed, Aek$pSv$p‐Aevo Aa„a, wgvanAa„a¸ Aeno inüy, Aeno in Ry, Ae sMyGdxRn Ke¦ VyvharsMyGdxRn Ae to Aaroipt k=n Ke, Ae to rag Ke. VyvharsMyGdxRn (Ae) kH{ dxRn(]âa) nI pyaRy n=I. te to ragnI pyaRy Ke. (AevI) ragnI pyaRymaH inüysMyGdxRnno Aarop krIne Vyvhar khevamaH AaVyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma A|yaymaH kæuH Ke: Ae inüynI sa=e AevuH inim¿‐rag Ke Aene _pcar=I Vyvharsmikt khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Ae smiktnI pyaRy n=I. Aa inüydxRn Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH Ke¦




]I inymsar ga=a p1‐pp ‐ 117 ÝÆ: K ãVy É–aH gyaH? sma\an: Ae to khe Ke, Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz to qro¦ Aa„anI Aek smynI je

&annI pyaRy Ke temaH, K ãVyne Ô`vanI takat Ke, to Aek smynI pyaRymaH K ãVy (nuH &an) AavI gyuH. Ae AevI Aek pyaRy nhÄ (p`) AevI AnHt pyaRyno ipHD Aek &angu . Ae &angu nI Aek pyaRymaH K ãVynuH Ô`vuH AavI gyuH.

(sa\kne =ta xuwwav$p) doØnI pyaRy, tene Vyvharsmikt khe Ke. p` kone? ke: jene Aa„anuH inüysMyGdxRn Ke Aene. smÔ uH kaH{?

(hve, khe Ke:) —Aa„ano bo\ te &an Ke.˜ ‐AanHdkHd, Svwavno sagr AnHtgu nuH Aek$p Aevo je Aa„a, tenuH &an, tene &an khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ AamaH, xaÏnuH &an Ane w~yanuH &an, Ae kH{ vat n=I. pa@ xuH Ke Ae j¡Aone: puHis bo\StdŸbo\ [*yte - ;tSy' A=aRtŸ je Sv$p, ;puHis' μpuruØ Ae!le Aa„a, Aeno ;bo\' μ&an, Aene ;[*yte' khe Ke. Ae!le ke —Aa„anuH &an te &an˜. Aaha... ha¦ sHtoAe =oDa xBdomaH p` gwRmaH‐pe!maH sar to wrI dI\o Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa inüymoÙmagRnI pyaRynI vat cale Ke, sTymoÙmagRnI pyaRynI vat cale Ke. to Ae pyaRymaH Aa„anuH dxRn, Anuwv Ane ÝtIit ={ Aene dxRn khe Ke. Ane Aa„anuH &an Aene &an khe Ke. bIj¡H (baæ _FaD) &an AoKuH hoy, v\tuH hoy Ae=I kaH{ sHbH\ n=I. (bs¦) ;wgvanAa„ano bo\ te &an Ke.'

;[*yte' Ke ne...¦ xBd j¡Ao: Aa„amaH —iS=itrZEv˜µiS=it´tZÓv. Aaha... ha¦ ;tZ' μTyaH (Ae!le) wgvanAa„amaH´ ;Ov' μj (inüy=I) ´ ;iS=it' - —cairZimit˜ te cair5 Ke. —Aa„amaH j iS=it te cair5 Ke.˜ xBd Ke ne... j¡Ao¦ iS=it te cair5 Ke. kar` ke: cair5 Ae!le crvuH, wgvanAa„a AanHdmaH rme Ke. Ae AHdr AanHdnI rm`ta te cair5 Ke. ‐Aa moÙmagR¦ —Aavo yog A=aRtŸ Ae 5ènI Aekta ixvpdnuH kar` Ke.˜

;smysar' 16mI ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —dHs`à`cir¿ai` seivdVvai` sahu a i`ŠH. tai` pu ja` iti~ìv APpa H cev i`CKydo..˜ (dxRn, &an, cair5) Ae 5 ey Aek Aa„a j Ke, Awed Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae kæuH¦ TyaH to VyvharsMyGdxRn, &an, cair5nI to vat j krI n=I. pKIna kzxmaH: Ae inmRzsMyGdxRn, &an, (cair5) 5 eyne p` TyaH Vyvhar khIne, milntanuH kar` khIne ;meck' Ke, Aem kæuH Ke. ;meck' kem? ke: Aola (sMyGdxRnaid) 5` wed ={ gya ne... (Ae!le). Ke to te inüy‐sTy, p` 5` wed Ke te=I tene Vyvhar khIne, meck khIne, miln khe Ke. kzxmaH meck‐Ameck (nI vat krI Ke). Aaha... ha¦ pyaRyny=I (VyvharI) loko smje Ke to pyaRyny=I k=n krIAe KIAe Ae!luH. bakI Ke 5 e pyaRyo. tenuH lÙ Ae wed Ke, Ae to Vyvhar =yo. A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5na 5` wed, Ae Vyvhar ={ gyo. Ane Aene miln (meck) kæuH.

AhÄ Ae kæuH, j¡Ao: 5 eynI Aekta, Ae Ameck. Ae!le ke: AHtrmaH‐Aa„amaH dxRn‐&an‐cair5nI Aekta ={ g{¸ wed nhÄ¸‐Aavo yog Ae!le ke 5 enI Aekta‐Ae yognI VyaQya krI. —Aa 5 enI Aekta ixvpdnuH kar` Ke.˜ ‐Aa moÙnuH kar` Ke. bakI b\I




118 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 vato Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH pDe, xuH =ay?

ÝÆ: Ame nIce drßje rhenara Aene kaH{ sa\n to btavo. Ke kaH{? Ae inüynI vat brabr Ke p` AenuH sa\n? Aem ke Aa wi› krvI, pUÔ krvI, guÌnI seva (Aaid sa\n)?

sma\an: Are, bapu¦ sa\n ;Aene' khIAe. wa{¦ sa\n j ;Aa' Ke. dxRn, &an, cair5 (5 enI Aekta) Ae sa\n Ke. Ane Ae je 5`na wed Ke tene Vyvharny kæo, meck kæo, miln kæo. miln khevano Vyvhar Ke Aevo A=R Ke, Aaha... ha¦ Aa 5` inmRz... hÇ¦ (to pKI wi›, pUÔ, guÌseva Aaid sa\nnI vat to É–aHy rhI g{).

Aaha...ha¦ Ke...¦ 16mI ga=a pKI kzx‐17mo: —dxRn&ancairZESZIiw: pir`Tvt:. Oko½ip iZSvwavTvadŸ Vyvhare` meck:..˜ ‐xuH kæuH? Aa„a Aek Ke top` Vyvhar¹iÚ=I Ôe{Ae to 5` Svwavp`ane lI\e‐5` Svwav ={ gya ne... dxRn, &an, cair5... inüy hÇ¦ ‐Anekakar$p ;meck' Ke. wava=R:‐ —xuâãVyai=Rknye Aa„a Aek Ke¸ Aa nyne Ý\an krI khevamaH Aave Tyare pyaRyai=Rkny gaE =yo te=I Aekne 5`$p pir`mto khevo te Vyvhar =yo, AsTya=R p` =yo.˜ p` VyvharI lokone smÔvva ma!e wed=I‐pyaRy=I smÔve. Ae ivØe (kzx‐19na) wava=RmaH jycHdÒ pHiDtÒAe A=R kyÈ Ke ke: —VyvharI loko pyaRymaH‐wedmaH smje Ke te=I AhÄ &an, dxRn, cair5na wed=I smÔVyuH Ke.˜

AhÄyaH pa@ Ke ne...¦ —iS=itrZEv cairZimit yog: ixvaÙy:˜‐Ae (dxRn, &an, cair5) 5 enI Aekta ixvpdnuH kar` Ke, Aaha... ha¦ Aa„amaH AevI Aekta AHdr ={¸ wed nhÄ, AHdr Awed ={ gyo¸ Ae ixvno Aa]y Ke¸ moÙnuH kar` Ke, Aa]y Ke.

vzI (Aa xuâwav Ai\karnI KeÐI paHc ga=aAonI !Ika pU R krtaH

!Ikakar muinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev }lok khe Ke) :- t=a c-

(mailnI) jyit shjbo\Sta£xI £iÚreØacr`mip ivxuâH tiä\H cEv inTymŸ.AFk¡lmlpHkanI kinmuRÉtmUitR:shjprmtÀve sHiS=ta cetna c..75..

(}loka=R:‐ ) shj &an sda jyvHt Ke, tevI (-shj) Aa ¹iÚ sda jyvHt Ke, tevuH j (-shj) ivxuâ cair5 p` sda jyvHt Ke¸ papsmUh$pI mznI A=va kadvnI pHi›=I riht jenuH Sv$p Ke AevI shjprmtÀvmaH sHiS=t cetna p` sda jyvHt Ke. 7p

Aaha... ha¦ xuâwav Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ kæuH: —shj &an sda jyvHt Ke.˜ ‐Ae ko`? pyaRy nhÄ¸ \/uv, shj &an‐\/uv sda jyvHt vteR, sda jyvHt rho. Aaha...




]I inymsar }lok 7p ‐ 119 ha¦ ¹iÚvan khe Ke ke: Aa shj &an sda jyvHt vteR Ke. Svawaivk i5kazI &an shj jyvHt vteR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ae ko` khI xke, ko` ÔÌ xke? ke: jenI ¹iÚmaH shj&an‐\/uv, &ey$pe AavI gyuH, ÝtIit AavI g{, wan AavI gyuH te khe Ke ke: Aa AHdr shj &an jyvHt vteR Ke, inTy Ke, sda Ke. AenI ]âa‐&an Ae to pyaRy Ke. p` Aa pyaRy kona=I _Tpþ ={? ke: (je) shj &an jyvHt vteR Ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn‐&an (pyaRy) _Tpþ ={ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —shj &an sda jyvHt Ke.˜ Aa vat pyaRynI n=I. ;Aa jyvHt Ke' Ae Ô`narI pyaRy khe Ke. Ô`narI pyaRy Aem khe Ke ke: ;Aa shj &an jyvHt vteR Ke.' jenI ¹iÚmaH‐AnuwvmaH inTyta wasI Ae pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke: ;Aa &an i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke¦' Aaha... ha¦ Aa maHgzIk¦¦ KeÐI ga=a. ;xuâwav' Ke qro ne...¦ ;xuâwav' Ae!le i5kazI. Aaha... ha¦ je sMyGdxRnno ivØy, Ae ;shj &an' jyvHt vteR Ke. shj‐Svawaivk &an sda jyvHt Ke. jyvHt vteR A=aRtŸ xa¬t vteR Ke. Svawaivk &an jyvHt vteR, \/uv vteR. ‐Ae ;in Ry' pyaRy kre Ke. p` pyaRyno ;ivØy' je Ke te jyvHt vteR Ke. Amara &anmaH je inTyta wasI te inTy jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao, xElI to j¡Ao¦ —shj &an sda jyvHt Ke.˜ moÙmagRnI pyaRy to Aek smynI Ke. Ae to pKI said‐AnHt épje Ke. je pyaRye (i5kazIno) Aa]y lI\o te pyaRy Aem Ô e Ke ke: Aa &an sda jyvHt vteR Ke, &anSvwav‐\/uv jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

hve, waØa fervI naqI (j¡Ao:) —tevI (-shj) Aa ¹iÚ sda jyvHt Ke.˜ sMyGdxRnne @eka e i5kaz ¹iÚ je Ke dxRn, i5kaz ]âa (te) lI\I Ke. i5kaz... hÇ¦ kar` ¹iÚ Ke Ae i5kaz AHdr Ke. sMyGdxRn, Ae ¹iÚ, to pyaRy Ke. p` Aeno je ivØy Ke AemaH je kar` ;¹iÚ' shj i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? jena _pr ¹iÚ pDI te j vStu‐shj ¹iÚ‐AHdr i5kaz vteR Ke, \/uv Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Ke...¦ —tevI˜ Ae!le ;jevuH &an tevI' Ae!le ;te rIte' —(‐shj) Aa ¹iÚ sda jyvHt Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ sMyGdxRnnI ¹iÚ to pyaRy, (te) to nvI Ýg! =ay Ke te sda jyvHt n=I. p` AHdr je ¹iÚno ivØy Ke, je sMykŸ]âa‐¹iÚ je Ke, te sda jyvHt Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦¦ je ¹iÚno ivØy AHdr Ke, je sMykŸ]âa‐¹iÚ Ke, je \/uv¹iÚ Ke, te sda jyvHt vteR Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ ¹iÚ sda jyvHt vteR Ke, \/uv¦ je sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy Ae ivØy kre Ke Aene (AevI) qbr n=I. p` &an sa=e Ke, &an Ô e Ke ke: Aa ¹iÚnI pyaRy je _Tpþ ={ tene, je AHt¹RiÚ Ke. te i5kaz Ke. (Ae) AHtrHg¹iÚ jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

=oDuH... p` sTy to Aa Ke, wa{¦ bhu laHbuH ke ivStar gme te kro p` vStune to AhÄ lavIne mUkvanI Ke. gme te!la Ô`pà ne b\I vato gme te!lI kre‐VyvharnynI vato: crànuyogmaH AevuH Ke ne krànuyogmaH Aam... AavuH b\uH Ke. (‐AemaH kaH{ sarp uH n=I). smÔùH kaH{?

ßyare ¹iÚAe i5kazISvwavne pkD–o Tyare Ae ¹iÚ (Aem) khe Ke, A=aRtŸ sMyG¹iÚnI




120 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 sa=e rheluH &an (Aem) khe Ke ke: Aa ¹iÚno je ivØy, je i5kaz¹iÚ, AHdr jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

ij&asa: dxRnne &annI mdd levI pDI? sma\an: sa=e Ke. Ae (&an) Ô e Ke ¹iÚne. ¹iÚ Ô`tI n=I. &an‐_pyog Ke

te Ô`vanuH kam kre Ke. dxRn potane p` Ô`tuH n=I Ane &anne p` Ô`tuH n=I, Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦

Aek (ApeÙaAe) sºwHgI lI\I Ke: Ô`vuH‐deqvuH te ;_pyog' Ke Ae Sv Ke, Ane Ae isvay bIÔ gu ;_pyog' nhÄ te=I te pr Ke. AevI sºwHgI calI Ke. _pyogSv$p je Ô`n‐deqn Ae AiSt, Ane Ae isvay bIÔ je Ke tenI naiSt¸ kar` ke _pyogmaH Aa b\a guò n=I, _pyogmaH to &an‐dxRnno _pyog je \/uv Ke te Aena &annI pyaRymaH AaVyuH, to Ae _pyog je Ke te Sv‐AiSt Ke, Ane _pyog isvayna je AnHtgu AemaH _pyog n=I, Aene _pyog n khIAe. AenI sºwHgI calI Ke.

ij&asa: b\a guò=I pyaRyne _pyog khevay? sma\an: nhÄ. _pyog nhÄ. Ae to pKI cetna khevamaH y pKI cetnana b\a

gu` cetna khevamaH Aave Ke, p` wag (wed) paDva=I cetna to Ô`n‐deqn Ae cetna Ke. Ae hmàH khexe. (xuH) sMyGdxRn potane Ô e Ke? cair5 potane Ô e ke huH cair5 KuH? ‐nhÄ. &an Ô e Ke. (]ota:) cair5ne xuâ _pyog‐Axuâ _pyog (sH&a) Aave Ke¦ (_¿r:) Ae vat Aacr` ApeÙaAe Ke. Ae ;ãVysHg/h' maH AaVyuH Ke. bar Ýkarna je _pyog Ke: paHc &an, 5` A&an Ane car dxRn‐Ae _pyog$p wav... bs¦ Ae xuâ_pyog ne Axuâ_pyog Aem TyaH n=I. xuâ Ane AxuâmaH to Aacr` sa=e Aave Ke. FÌvar AhÄ vat ={ g{ Ke. xuâ_pyog to AHdr Aacr`nuH Ke. AekluH Ô`vuH‐deqvuH nhÄ. Axuâ_pyogmaH miln Aacr` Ke Ane xuâ_pyogmaH inmRz Aacr` Ke. Aacr` Ke xuâ_pyogmaH. Aaha... ha¦ É–aH É–aH fer pDe Ke. vat to AevI bhu Ke, ;ãVysHg/h' maH lI\uH Ke: bar Ýkarno _pyog iwþ cIj Ke Ane xuâ ne Axuâ _pyog je Aacr` Ke te iwþ cIj Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —tevI (‐shj) Aa ¹iÚ sda jyvHt Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ —tevuH j (-shj) ivxuâ cair5 p` sda jyvHt Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AHdrmaH je cair5‐vItragwag Ke Ae i5kaz vteR Ke. (Aem to) xuwwavne p` ivxuâ khe Ke, xuâ_pyog‐pyaRyne p` ivxuâ khe Ke. p` AhÄ i5kaz (cair5) ne p` ivxuâ khevamaH AaVyo Ke... —ivxuâ cair5.˜ p` cair5 kem lI\uH? ke: &an jyvHt vteR Ke. ¹iÚ jyvHt vteR Ke. temj cair5 i5kazI, ivxuâ cair5 ;p`' Aem lI\uH ne...¦ Aola (&an Ane ¹iÚ) be AaVya qrane... Ae!le cair5 p` sda jyvHt Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan vItragSv$p cair5 to Aa„amaH sda jyvHt Ke¦ Ôe vItragSv$p n hoy to je vItragnI pyaRy AavI te AavI É–aH=I? barma gu`S=anmaH vItragIcair5pyaRy AavI É–aH=I? Ae vItragcair5 i5kaz, \/uv Ke¦ Aena Aa]y=I (inmRz pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke) ‐Aa to wednuH k=n Ke. ATyare Ae levuH




]I inymsar }lok 7p ‐ 121 Ke. (nhÄtr to) pyaRy potana=I (=ay) Ke, te to QyalmaH Ke. (p`) AhÄyaH to kar` btavvanuH Ke. xa¬t vStu btavvI Ke ne...¦ vtRman cair5nI pyaRy (A=aRtŸ) Ae i5kaz cair5no gu \/uv Ke, jyvHt vteR Ke, Aem pyaRymaH cair5 Ýg! =yuH Ke tenI sa=e(nuH) &an Aem khe Ke ke: ;cair5 i5kaz vteR Ke.' Aaha... ha¦ AavuH Ke¦¦ vadivvade par pDe AevuH n=I.

Ae to b\uH QyalmaH Ke... ne¦ Aekkor khe, pyaRy ãVyna Aa]ye Ke. Ane Aekkor khe ãVy‐gu`na Aa]ye n=I. p` AhÄyaH jena _pr lÙ =yuH te cIj kevI Ke, Aem btavvuH Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? —ivxuâ cair5 p`˜ Aem, Aola (&an Ane ¹iÚ) be wed lI\ane...¦ Ae!le Aa 5IÔe (cair5no) lI\o‐ —sda jyvHt Ke.˜

Are¦ AHdr wgvanAa„a —ijn so hI hE Aa„a˜ Aave Ke ne...¦ ;smysar na!k' maH —ijnpd naHih xrIr kaE, ijnpd cetnmaHih¸ ijnvnRn kKu AaEr hE, yh ijnvnRn naihH. (Òväar‡27). Aaha... ha¦ wgvan Aava ne¦ $paza ne¦ suHdr xrIr ne¦ Aitxy ne¦ Ae kH{ Aa„anuH v Rn n=I. ijnpd naHih xrIr kaE, ijnpd cetnmaHih.' Aaha... ha¦

Ae AhÄ khe Ke: cetnmaH ivxuâcair5, vItragpyaRy, vItragxi›¸ (AenI je) vItragpyaRy Ýg!I, AenI sa=e &an =yuH, Ae &an Aem khe Ke, Ô e Ke: vItragcair5 (‐shj ivxuâ cair5) p` sda jyvHt vteR Ke. (&anmaH AevuH) waSyuH Tyare ;jyvHt vteR' Aem kæuH ne...¦ p` waSya ivna, (Ae!le ke) ;Aa jyvHt vteR Ke' Aem &anmaH wasn =ya ivna, Aene ;jyvHt vteR' É–aH Ke? Aaha... ha... ha¦ —shj (ivxuâ) cair5 p` sda jyvHt Ke¦˜ (hve khe Ke:)

—papsmUh$pI mznI A=va kadvnI pHi›=I riht jenuH Sv$p Ke AevI shjprma„ tÀvmaH sHiS=t cetna p` sda jyvHt Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ p` ;p`' AaVyuH ne...¦ AHdr cetna ;p`' i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke. (i5kaz) &ancetna Ke Ae pyaRymaH ßyare QyalmaH AaVyuH Tyare Ae pyaRycetna khe Ke ke Aa cetna i5kaz AHdr jyvHt vteR Ke¦ \/uvcetna jyvHt vteR Ke¦ Ke...¦ —AevI shjprma„tÀvmaH sHiS=t cetna p`˜ (jem‐&an, ¹iÚ Ane cair5‐5` kæa hta ne...¦ temj Aa cetna p`) sda jyvHt vteR Ke. Aa„amaH xuâcetna —i5kaz jyvHt vteR Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ xuâwav Ai\karnI pU`Rtano Aa }lok¦¦ xuâwav Ae!le \/uv. Ae \/uvmaH Aa lI\uH: jyvHt &an, jyvHt ¹iÚ, jyvHt cair5 Ane jyvHt cetna¦ Aaha... ha¦

... pUruH =yuH.

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—AilHgg/h`na 20ma bolmaH ;\/uvne SpxRto n=I AevI xuâ pyaRy te Aa„a Ke' Aem kæuH, TyaH vednnI ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke, kemke AanHdnuH vedn pir`itmaH Ke. i5kazInuH vedn =tuH n=I. te=I ;vednmaH AaVyo te huH' Aem kæuH Ke. ßyaH je Aaxy hoy te smjvo Ôe{Ae. AhÄ sMyGdxRnnI vat Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy je i5kazI\/uvsamaNy te Aek j svR tÀvomaH sar Ke. Ae vStu pote \/uv Ke. tena _pr lÙ jtaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke.˜

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]I inymsar }lok 108 ‐ 123

Ývcn: 13-2-1978

(prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar) (Ai\karna ÝarHwmaH !Ikakar muinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev ]I ma\vsen

AacayRdevne }lok äara nmSkar kre Ke:) (vHxS=)

nmo½Stu te sHymbo\mUtRye Smrewk¡HwS=lwednay vE.ivneypHkejivkaxwanve ivrajte ma\vsensUrye..108..

(}loka=R:‐ ) sHym Ane &annI mUitR, kam$pI ha=Ina kuHwS=zne wednar Ane ix*y$pI kmzne ivksavvamaH sUyR sman-Aeva he ivrajman (xowayman) ma\vsen-sUir¦ tmne nmSkar ho. 108.

;inymsar', paHcmo Ai\kar ;prma=R‐ÝitÊm`' Ai\kar. co=a Ai\karmaH Vyvharcair5nuH v Rn AaVyuH. (inüycair5ne suqnuH mUz kæuH Ane) tenuH prHprakar` Vyvhara„kcair5 Ke. Aem TyaH kæuH htuH. ßyaH sMyGdxRn, &an Ane AHxe cair5 Ke, TyaH Vyvharcair5 A=aRtŸ pHcmhav/taidna piràm =ay, Ae vCce Aave Ke Aene KoDIne (Sva„amaH) iS=r ={ jxe, Aeva Vyvhar‐ÝitÊm`ne prHpra kar` kæuH. TyaH saÙatŸ kar` to Aa inüy‐ÝitÊm` Ke. Aa Ai\karna ÝarHwmaH, !Ikakar muinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev potana ]Iguru ]Ima\vsen AacayRne (_›) }lok äara nmSkar kre Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Ý=m pote potana ]Igurune vHdn kre Ke. prma=R‐saca ÝitÊm`nI VyaQya krtI vqte phelaH gurune yad kre Ke. pÍÝwml\airdev muin Ke, AacayR n=I. khe Ke ke mara guru keva Ke? ‐mara guru —sHym Ane &annI mUitR˜ Ke¦ AHdr wgvan &anSv$p¸ (Ane) AevI j pyaRymaH p` &anmUitR ={ gya Ke Aem khe Ke. wgvanAa„a, jeno Svwav AtIiNãy &an (Sv$p) Ke to pyaRymaH p` (teAo) AtIiNãy&annI mUitR A=aRtŸ (AtIiNãy&an) Sv$p ={ gya Ke. (]ota:) Aeva Aemna guru ke b\a muin? (_¿r:) muin to Aene j khIAe¦ b\a muin (Aava j hoy)¦ AhÄyaH to potana muinne‐gurune yad kyaR Ke ne...¦

Aagz khexe ne...¦ AHtr AanHdno na= Ýwu, ÒvaiStkay, jemaH Axuwrag to Ke j nhÄ, xuwrag to Ke j nhÄ, p` jemaH wed p` n=I‐Aevo ÒvaiStkay lI\o Ke. ;Òv Aevo Ke' Aem n lI\uH. kemke ;Òv' to ANymtI p` khe Ke. AhÄ to AiStkay‐AsHQyÝdexI, AnHtgu ono \Ì, Aeva ÒvaiStkaymaH Axuwrag to Ke j nhÄ, xuwrag to Ke j nhÄ (prHtu) wed p` n=I. caEd ÒvS=anna wed, caEd gu`S=anna wed, caEd magRàS=anna wed, Ae vStumaH n=I. Ae b\a ivØy pyaRyna Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aevo wgvanAa„a¦ (AenI) jene AHtrmaH AanHdnI wrtI ={ g{ Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



124 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke¸ jem smuãmaH wrtI kaH@e Aave Ke Aem jenI pyaRymaH sHym Ane &annI wrtI AavI g{ Ke te Amara guru Ke. ‐Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —sHym Ane &annI mUitR ‐Ae to Ô e ;&annI mUitR'... pyaRymaH hÇ¦ —kam$pI ha=Ina kuHwS=zne wednar˜‐ivØy‐vasna‐kam, Ae $pI je ha=I, Aena kuHwS=z (lmàna wag) ne wedvavaza (Ke)¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

Ae ;sMyG&an dIipka' maH AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ p` loko AenI (smßya ivna) !Ika kre Ke ne...¦ —jem ke jene ma=e \Ì‐pit Ke, Aeno ko{ doØ (ivvxp e) ={ Ôy to (te) bhar Aavto n=I. tem jene ma=e Aa„a \Ì Ke Ae ko{ ragaidmaH AavI Ôy to te bhar pDta n=I.˜ tem e (ÙuÐkÒAe) ivØy S=aipt kyÈ n=I. p` Aem TyaH l{ le Ke ke j¡Ao: Vyiwcar (ne p` doØ g~yo n=I). Ar... r¦ Ýwu¦ ;rag' Vyiwcar Ke, Ýwu¦ Aene KoDvo Ke, to prÏIno Tyag‐ßyaH \m±ne‐smiktIne AHdr iS=rta =ay to SvÏIno p` Tyag hoy Ke. to prÏIna TyagnI‐ (Ae) vat j xuH krvI? Ae to Tyag, Tyag ne Tyag j hoy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH kæuH: —kam$pI ha=Ina kuHwS=zne wednar˜ Ke. AevI cIj (&andxa) Ke¦ AhÄ to ßyaH jrI xuwragno p` Tyag Ke TyaH prÏIno Vyiwcar...¦ Ae vat... Are, Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke tuH Aa?¦ Ane Aeno A=R Aevo Ke kaH{?¦ (qro A=R to) Aeno btaVyo hto¸ to y Aem krIne (vaH\o _@avI, g/H=) feHkI dI\a¦ Aaha...ha¦ Aa jgtnI AevI cIj Ke¦¦

kale kæuH htuH ne... ;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' maH=I. 26ma Ai\kar (b/ïcyaRÚk) maH nv ga=a Ke: wgvHt¦ taruH b/ïcyR to AevuH Ke ke taramaH xuwwav p` n =vo Ôe{Ae. prÏIno Tyag hoy j Ke. SvÏIno p` Tyag (hoy). p` wog, Ae to mhapapnuH kar` Ke, dIFR sHsarnI v<iânuH kar` Ke.

ÝÆ: injRra Ai\kar (;smysar')maH Aave Ke ne?‐;&anIne wog injRrano hetu.

sma\an: bapu¦ Ae wog injRrano hetu n=I. TyaH (sMyG¹iÚne) ¹iÚnuH AHdr Ôer vteR Ke. ;xuâ cEtNyFn, AanHdkHd Ýwu (KuH)' AevI ¹iÚna ÔernI ÝxHsa krva ma!e &anIno wog injRrano hetu kæo Ke. p` ;wog' É–are ko{ne injRrano hetu hoy Ke? Ae to pap Ke¦

TyaH (;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' nI) FÌ ga=amaH b/ïcyRnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke. prÏIna TyagnI to vat (j) xuH krvI? Ae to sßjnne hoy j. sa\ar` sßjnne p` Ae hoy Ke. Ae to nEitkÒvnmaH Tyag hoy Ke. p` SvÏIno wog p` Tyag krva layk Ke, kar` ke Ae wog p` pap Ke. TyaH Ae ;b/ïcyR' nuH v Rn krtaH krtaH F uH kæuH Ke. xrIr=I ivØy levo Ae to pap Ke j. p` xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazvuH Ae p` pu~y Ke. Ae pap Ane pu~y=I riht, wgvanAa„a AanHdSv$p Ýwu¸ Aeno we!o krIne AanHdnI sa=e lIn =vuH, Ae b/ïcyR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae b/ïcyR¦ pKI kæuH b/ïcyRnI VyaQya to huH Aam khuH KuH




]I inymsar }lok 108 ‐ 12p (te) Aem j Ke, Ýwu¦ j¡van ma`sone Ae n Ìce to (mne maf krÔe). AacayR jeva muin, vItragI sHt Aem khe Ke ke: Aa meH b/ïcyRnI VyaQya krI‐b/ï A=aRtŸ Aa„a, AemaH crvuH‐AanHdmaH rhevuH, Ae b/ïcyR Ke. Aa tmara wog‐_pwog to mhapap, dugRitnaH kar` Ke. to AevI VyaQya saHwzIne, he bH\uAo¦ he yuvano¦ tmne n ruce to huH muin KuH mne maf krÔe. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat kre Ke ne...¦ marI pase (bIj¡H) xuH hoy bapu¦ Ame to b/ï A=aRtŸ Aa„anHd. AemaH rmvuH Aene b/ïcyR khIAe KIAe. to taruH xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazvuH, Ae vat to É–aHy rhI g{, Ae to xuw Ke Ane xrIr=I wog levo, Ae to mhapap, (Ae p`) dUr rhI gyuH. to p` jene Ae gmtuH hoy, ivØyna ÝemmaH fsa{ gya hoy ne marI Aa vat tmne kDk Ae!le @Ik n lage, to Ýwu¦ (maf krÔe).

Ke ne...¦ j¡Ao: —yuvitsHgitvjRnmÚkH Ýit mumuÙujnH wi`tH mya.. surtragsmuãgta jna: k¡Ìt ma kÊ\mZ munaEmiy..˜ (‐ ;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' , b/ïcyaRÚk, Ai\. 26, ga=a‐9) Aaha... ha¦ pÍnHid AacayR, muin, mhasHt (frmave Ke ke:) he mumuÙu¦ moÙnI Ýaiºna AiwlaØI Ke te mnu*yo ma!e meH yuvtIna sHgne, j¡van yuvtI ÏI‐xrIr Aeva sHgne, inØe\ krvavaza ;b/ïcyaRÚk' nuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke, prHtu je mnu*y wog$pI rag‐smuãmaH DUbela Ke, te Aa AÚkna A=Rne smÒ nhÄ xke, to teAo mne muin ÔÌne Ùma kre. Aaha... ha¦ muin Ke¦ muin keva khevay Ke? ke: jene vasna ($pI) ha=Ina kuHwS=zne KedI naQyo Ke Ane AanHdnI rmto maHDI Ke, AHdrmaH AanHd sa=e‐Ýwu sa=e (keil kre Ke, te muin Ke). Ae muin Aem khe Ke ke: meH b/ïcyRnI VyaQya to krI, (p` he bH\uAo¦ yuvtI‐j¡van ÏIna sHgmaH tmne Ýem hoy to Aa vat tmne n ruce (to), huH to muin KuH, Ùma krÔe wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦

Aem Aa ¹iÚno ivØy (je) ÒvaiStkay wgvan i5kaz (Ke)¸ temaH Axuwrag to n=I, xuwrag to n=I Ane wed p` n=I Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy¸ Ane Aena Aa]y=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. bIÒ ko{ cIj (rIt) n=I. smÔùH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ k@` pDe, moHFo pDe... p` Ýwu¦ magR Aa Ke¦ bIÔe ko{ magR n=I, wa{¦ AemaH ;VyiwcarnuH sevn krvuH' Ae vaÌ vItragnI n=I¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: kam$pI ha=Ina kuHwS=zne wednar (Ke). be bol =ya. sHym Ane &annI mUitR¸ Ane cair5ne ma!e Aa (kamne wednar) kæuH. phelaH sHym Ae smuCcy lI\uH. p` pKI Aa inüycair5no‐ÝitÊm`no Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ (to khe Ke:‐)

—kam$pI ha=Ina kuHwS=zne wednar Ane ix*y$pI kmzne ivksavvamaH sUyR sman (Ke)˜ Aaha... ha¦ inim¿=I k=n Ke ne...¦ ;ix*y$pI kmzne ivksavvamaH' jem svarmaH kmz ivkist =ay Ke to sUyR inim¿ Ke¸ tem ix*yna &anna ivkasmaH, (he) wgvan¦ Aap sUyR sman inim¿ Ko. inim¿no A=R: Ae inim¿ (bIÔmaH) kH{ krtuH n=I. p` inim¿ Ke (qruH). —-Aeva he ivrajman (xowayman) ma\vsensUir¦ tmne nmSkar ho.˜ huH inüycair5 Ai\karnuH v Rn kruH KuH te phelaH (he) guru¦ tmne Smr` krIne, Aapne nmSkar kruH KuH. Aaha... ha¦ he ma\vsensUir¦ Aap cair5nI mUitR, Aapne nmSkar




126 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ho. Aapne nmSkar ho¦ Aem x$AatmaH maHgilk‐guÌne vHdn‐krIne ;inüy‐ÝitÊm`' khIx. mUz to inüyÝitÊm`, inüyÝTyaQyan Ae b\a inüycair5na pe!awed Ke. AhÄ=I inüycair5no Ai\kar x$ =ay Ke:‐

A=

sklVyavhairkcairZtTflÝaiºÝitpÙxuâinüynyaTmkprmcairZÝitpadn- pray` prma=RÝitkÊmài\kar: k+yte. tZadaE tavtŸ pHcrTnSv$pmuCyte. t>=a-

hve, skz Vyavhairk cair5=I Ane tena fznI Ýaiº=I ÝitpÙ AevuH je xuâinüynya„k prm cair5 tenuH Ýitpadn krnaro prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar khevamaH Aave Ke. TyaH x$AatmaH pHcrTnnuH Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke. te Aa Ýmaè:

—hve, skz Vyavhairk cair5=I Ane tena fznI Ýaiº=I ÝitpÙ AevuH je

xuâinüynya„k prm cair5˜ (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ inüycair5 Ke te Vyavhairk cair5=I ÝitpÙ Ke. (A=aRtŸ) skz Vyavhairk cair5=I Ane tena fznI (Ýaiº=I ÝitpÙ xuâinüy (prmcair5) Ke.) kemke Vyvharcair5nuH fz to SvgR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? p` AhÄ (kzx‐107maH tene) prHpra (kar`) lI\uH Ke. jene inüysMyGdxRn‐&an =yuH Ke tene Vyvhar prHpraAe kar` khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aa ;Vyvharcair5 Ai\kar' }lok‐107maH AavI gyuH Ke. j¡Ao¦ —AacayÈAe xIlne (‐inüycair5ne) mui›suHdrIna AnHg (AxrIrI) suqnuH mUz kæuH Ke Vyvhara„k cair5 p` tenuH prHpra kar` Ke.˜ ga=a‐p1 =I pp maH p` AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ ke: —je prmijnyogI¬r phelaH papiÊya=I inv<i¿$p Vyvharnyna cair5maH hoy Ke.˜

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: Vyvharcair5 ($p) je xuwiÊya (Ae!le) pHcmhav/t, 28 mUzgu`na ragna Anek Ýkar t=a tena fznI Ýaiº=I Ae inüycair5 (ÝitpÙ) Ke. (Ôe) bHnenuH Aek j Sv$p hoy to be ny É–aH=I (isâ) =ay? be ny to ivruâ (Svwave) Ke¦ inüy Ane Vyvhar be_ Aeksrqa AadrÌy hoy to be kem hoy? be_ sTy hoy to be kem rhe? (Aek j rhe p` tem n=I.) smÔy Ke kaH{?

te=I (;smysar' kzx‐4maH) phelaH AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ (je ijn wgvannuH vcn Ke te) —_wynyivro\|vHisin˜ Ke. Vyvharny Ke¸ n=I Aem n=I. Aeno ivØy p` Ke. caEd gu S=an, caEd magR aS=an, Ke ;Ke' Ae pyaRyny=I Ke. p` Ae AadrÌy n=I, Ô`va layk Ke. Vyvharny ;ivØyI' Ke to Aeno ;ivØy' p` Ke (Ae!le ke) wed‐gu`S=an Aaid, magRàS=an, Ùaiykwav‐pyaRy (Aaid), Ae b\o Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke. Ùaiyk, _pxm, Ùayopxm Aaid Ae pyaRyna je!la wed Ke te b\o Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke¸ ;Ke nhÄ' Aem n=I. p` Aeno Aa]y leva=I rag =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ i5kazI AanHdkHdno Aa]y leva=I vItrag‐pyaRy _Tpþ =ay Ke. te=I AhÄ Vyvharcair5 Ane Vyvharcair5na fz=I, inüy (cair5) Ane tenuH fz ÝitpÙ Ke. (]ota:) vItragwav=I rag ÝitpÙ Ke? (_¿r:) (ha.) rag ÝitpÙ Ke. (]ota:) to




]I inymsar }lok 108 ‐ 127 pap ÝitpÙ n =yo? (_¿r:) Ae to bey ÝitpÙ Ke. prma=RnI pu~y‐pap Aek j vat (koi!na) Ke. pu~y‐pap (bHne) bH\nuH j kar` Ke. ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐77maH kæuH ne...¦ bhu k=n krtaH krtaH TyaH (_psHhar krtaH) kæuH ke: —` ih m~ìd jo OvH ìT= ivseso i¿ pu~`pava H. ihHDid FormparH sHsarH moh sHK~ò..˜ ‐Ae rIte bey bH\nuH kar` Ke, bHne Jer Ke. pu~y Ane papmaH tfavt n=I Aem KtaH bemaH fer mane Ke Ae!le ke tfavt n=I Aem je n=I manto, te —ihHDid FormparH sHsar˜ For Apar sHsarmaH pir`w/m` kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa pu~y Ke, AenuH fz SvgR Ke, to SvgRmaH rag Aave Ke Ane du:qI Ke Ane pap‐fzmaH p` du:qI Ke TyaH jenuH fz du:q Ke temaH wed paDvo ke Aa pu~y @Ik Ke, Ane Aa pap A@Ik Ke‐Aem tme É–aH=I laVya? Ae ;prma„Ýkax' ( (iätIy mhai\kar' nI) ga=a‐pp) maH p` Ke. —(je Òv pu~y Ane pap bHnene sman manto n=I te Òv moh=I moiht =to =ko dIFRkaz su\I du:q shto =ko sHsarmaH wme Ke.)˜‐xuw kH{ ivxeØ n=I. pu~y Ane pap bey sHsar Ke Ane be_nuH fz sHsar Ke. AevuH n mane to —ihHDid FormparH sHsarH˜ AevI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ magR to Aavo Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ lokone VyvharmaH prnI Ìic Ke, te=I Aa sTy vat bestI n=I¦

—prma=Rvcinka˜‐ ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' maH KpaVyuH Ke, temaH kæuH Ke ke: Aene (mU# Òvne) Aem lage Ke ke: Aagmno Vyvhar sugm Ke. Ae!le loko Aa v/t pazvaH, wi› (AaidnI iÊyaAo) krvI, Ae Vyvhar kre Ke, p` Aene A|yaTmna VyvharnI qbr n=I. AevuH lQyuH Ke. A|yaTmno Vyvhar to vItragI sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ke. p` lokone Aagmno Vyvhar sulw Ke te=I kre Ke. TyaH Aave Ke ne...¦ —hve mU# Ane &anI ÒvnuH ivxeØp uH‐ANypùH saHwzo: &ata to moÙmagR sa\I Ô e Ke, mU# moÙmagR sa\I Ô e nhÄ. xa ma!e? te saHwzo: mU#Òv Aagmpâitne Vyvhar khe Ke, (A=aRtŸ dya, dan, v/t, wi› Ane tpSyana wavne Ae!le ke Aagmpâitne Vyvhar khe Ke) Ane A|ya„pâitne inüy khe Ke te=I te Aagm‐AHgne AekaHtp e sa\Ine moÙmagR dxaRve Ke, A|ya„‐AHgne (Vyvhar=I) p` Ôè nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ A|ya„‐AHgne Vyvhar=I p` Ôè nhÄ ke ;Vyvhar xo'?

Ae ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐94maH AaVyuH Ke TyaH dya, dan, v/taid Vyvhar, Ae mnu*yVyvhar Ke Ane Anuwv‐¹iÚ‐iS=rta ($p) vItragIdxa, Ae Aa„Vyvhar Ke.

AhÄ (;prma=Rvcinka' maH) Ae kæuH ne...¦ —Aagmpâit shelI (sugm) Ke.˜ AevuH AevuH to AnHtvar kyuÅ Ke‐xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazvuH, v/t levaH, tpSya krvI, éòdrI, rspirTyag, Aaid b\uH to AwVy p` AnHtvar kre Ke. Ae A&anImU# A|ya„‐AHgne Vyvhar=I p` Ô e nhÄ Ane Aagm‐AHgne AekaHtp e sa\Ine moÙmagR dxaRve Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —xa=I? kar` ke Aagm‐AHg baæiÊya$p ÝTyÙ Ýma` Ke, (A=aRtŸ Ae ma`sne deqay Ke ke Aa TyagI =yo, v/t paze Ke, b/ïcyR paze Ke, g<hS=a]m KoD–o,) tenuH Sv$p sa\vuH tene sugm Ke. te baæiÊya krto =ko mU#Òv potane moÙmagRno Ai\karI mane Ke¸ (p`) AHtgRiwRt A|ya„$p iÊya je AHt¹iÚg/aæ Ke, te iÊya mU#Òv Ô e nhÄ.˜ Ae!le




128 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ke: AHtr Aa„anHd Ýwu, &anSv$pI je A|ya„nuH inüyãVy Ke AemaH je Aekag/ta, AanHdnI dxa Ane xaHitnI dxa, Ae je A|ya„no Vyvhar Ke (tene te mU# Ô`to n=I.) A|ya„no inüy to ãVy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bnarsIdase ke!luH srs lQyuH Ke¦ vStuiS=it j AevI Ke¦ idgHbrmaH to muinAo Ane AacayÈ to AlaEikk ={ gya p` g<hS=‐pHiDt (Aa„&anI) ={ gya te p` AlaEikk¦ Ane Aa bnarsIdasÒ to phelaH ¬etaHbr hta p` ßyaH gulaH! qa{ne ¹iÚ‐Anuwv =yo to ;Aa' lQyuH¦ Aaha... ha¦ (A&anIne) Aagm‐iÊya shelI lage Ke Ane (A|ya„$p) iÊyane te mU#Òv Ô`to n=I. kar` AHtrŸ¹iÚna Awav=I (tene) AHtiÊRya ¹iÚgocr =tI n=I. pUàRnHdno na=, ÒvaiStkay, xuâcEtNynI ¹iÚ Ane iS=rta Ae to AHtrŸ¹iÚg/aæ Ke¸ teno baæ=I Qyal Aavto n=I Ane Ae (baæiÊya) to bhar QyalmaH Aave ke‐Aa KoD–uH, lUgDaH KoD–aH, nGn ={ gyo, ku!uHb KoD–uH, tpSya kre Ke, Apvas kre Ke, rsno Tyag kre Ke Ane Ae sheluH p` lage. p` Ae to bH\nuH kar` Ke. Ae A|ya„no Vyvhar p` nhÄ. Ae Aa„Vyvhar p` nhÄ. Aene to mnu*y‐Vyvhar kæo Ke. (Ývcnsar ga=a‐94maH Aave Ke, TyaH mnu*yVyvhar kæo Ke.) TyaH laEikk (Vyvhar) xBd n=I. (Ae b\I iÊya) mnu*yVyvhar Ke¸ Ae Aa„Vyvhar n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? AHtg/aRæ je vStu Aa„a, AanHdmUitR Ýwu AenI AHdrnI giwRtiÊya je xuânI, Aekag/tano xuâwav¸ Ae to A&anIne QyalmaH Aave nhÄ te=I teno mihma n gataH bharnI mihma Aave. (Aem) F uH b\uH lQyuH Ke. Ae b\aH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke.

j¡Ao¦ AhÄyaH xuH khe Ke: VyvharnynuH cair5 Ane tenuH fz tena=I ÝitpÙ Ae!le ivruâ —AevuH je xuâinüynya„k prm cair5˜‐vItragI rm`ta‐—tenuH Ýitpadn krnaro prma=R-ÝitÊm` Ai\kar khevamaH Aave Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao to ke!luH Ke wyuÅ AHdr¦ Ae phelaH to }lok‐pmaH khI gya Ke ne¦ —gu na \rnar g`\ro=I rcayela Ane ]ut\ronI prHpra=I sarI rIte Vy› krayela Aa prmagmna A=RsmUhnuH k=n krvane Ame mHdbuiâ te ko`? Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? ke: Aa !Ika meH krI Aem manxo nhÄ. Aa vat to gu na \rnar g`\ro=I rict Ane ]ut\ro‐Aigyar‐bar AHgna \rnaraAonI prHpra=I calI AavI Ke. Aa !Ikana wav, @e@ g`\ro Ane ]ut\ro=I caLya AaVya Ke. bapu¦ Ae wav Amne AHtr=I AaVyo Ke Ane wavno A=R g`\ro Ane ]ut\ronI prHpramaH guru=I mZyo Ke to Ae (!Ika) AhÄ rcay Ke. p` Aa prmagmna A=RsmUhnuH k=n krvane Ame mHdbuiâ, sa\ar` ÝaÌ te ko`? Aaha... ha¦ muin pÍÝwml\airdev sm=R muin Ke. (to p`) Aem khe Ke ke —Ame mHdbuiâ te ko`?˜ Aaha... ha¦ (AlaEikk sßjnta Ane ivnm/tanuH Sv$p) AavuH Ke¦¦ te pKI }lok‐6maH Aem AaVyuH ne...¦ —t=aip hmàH AmaruH mn prmagmna sarnI puÚ ruic=I frI frIne ATyHt Ýeirt =ay Ke, (Ae ruic=I Ýeirt =vane lI\e ;taTpyRv<i¿' namnI Aa !Ika rcay Ke.˜) prmagmno sar ;inymsar' Ke ne...¦ AenI !Ika y=a=R ho, Aeva ivkLp AaVya kre Ke. prmagmna sarnI puÚ Ìic Amne AHdr Ke. Aena=I frI frI




]I inymsar }lok 108 ‐ 129 Ýer`a AHdr =ay Ke: Aa !Ika bne... !Ika bne... !Ika bne... !Ika bne¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae ruic=I Ýeirt ={ne Aa ;taTpyRv<i¿' namnI !Ika rcay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khe Ke ke: Amara muqmaH=I prmagm Jre Ke. je kaH{ (xBd) nIkze Ke te prmagm Ke. be @eka e Aave Ke !IkamaH... ho¦

AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke: prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar khevamaH Aave Ke. —TyaH x$AatmaH pHcrTnnuH Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke.˜ j¡Ao¦ (p<. 131) paHc ga=a (77 =I 81) maH paHc rTn¦ jem ;Ývcnsar' cr`anuyogsUck cUilkanI KeÐI ga=a‐271 =I 27p‐paHc ga=ane pHcrTn khI Ke: ga=a‐271maH ;sHsartÀv'. 272maH ;moÙtÀv'. 273maH ;sa\ntÀv'. 274maH ;sa\ntÀv' ne (A=aRtŸ xuâopyogIne) ÝxHse Ke. Ane 27pmaH xaÏnuH fz (dxaRve Ke). TyaH Am<tcHã AacayeR lQyuH Ke ke: Aa paHc ga=aAo paHc rTno jevI Ke. AhÄyaH pÍÝwml\airdev khe Ke ke: kuHdkuHdAacayRnI Aa paHc ga=a rTn jevI Ke. phelI Ae vat ke: inüy‐inmRz rTn5y Ae Ke to pyaRy, Aene p` rTn kæuH. sMyGdxRn Ae!le xuâcEtNy ÝwunI ÝtIit¸ Aeno Anuwv Ane &an¸ Ane iS=rta¸‐Ae pyaRy Ke, Aene inüyrTn5y kæuH. tenuH fz kevz&an¸ AenI to xI vat krvI? ßyare Aa (sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5) ne rTn5y kæuH to Aa 5 enuH fz je kevz&an, Ae to mharTn (Ke). hve, Ae pU`R fz ($p) mharTn jevI AnHtI pyaRyono \rnaro Aek gu` &an, Aek gu` dxRn, Aek (gu ) cair5 (Ane Aeva AnHta gu ono \rnar) Ae mharTn wgvan (Aa„a) ne to xuH khevuH? Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ (ßyaH) Ae inüy (rTn5y) Ke, TyaH VyvharrTn5ynI vat Ae to Aaroipt vat Ke. Ae (vat) y=a=R n=I. AhÄ to y=a=R‐inüy (rTn5y) ‐inivRkLp Anuwv, inivRkLp (rag ivnanuH) Aa„anuH &an, sMyGdxRn, Ane Aa„anI Sv$p‐iS=rta‐Aene rTn kæuH, rTn5y kæuH. Ane AenuH fz je (kevz&an) tene mharTn kæuH¸ ‐Aena kar`$p je xÂ› AHdr‐wgvan AaTmamaH iv>man Ke, Ae to mharTn hIro Ke, Ae to rTnno mo!o hIrlo Ke¦ jenI ApU R pyaRy‐moÙmagRnI rTn5y (pyaRyne) rTn kæuH. AhÄ Ae rTnne btavvanI ga=a Ke. te Aa Ýma e:-

(... xeØaHx p<. 13p _pr)

—]âamaH cEtNynI ruic ne Aekag/tanuH pir`mn Ke. &anmaH cEtNyna SvsHvednnuH pir`mn Ke. cair5maH cEtNynI ivxeØ rm`ta$p pir`mn Ke. Ae rIte AHtrna cEtNyna Aa]ye j ]âa‐&an‐

cair5 Ke. ne te j mui›nuH kar` Ke.˜ ‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ 67p.





—inüy¹iÚ=I drek Òv prma„Sv$p

j Ke. ijnvr ne ÒvmaH fer n=I. wle te AekeiNãyno Òv hoy ke SvgRno Òv hoy. Ae b\uH to pyaRymaH Ke. vStu Sv$pe to prma„a j Ke. pyaRy _pr=I jenI ¹iÚ qsIne Sv$p _pr ¹iÚ ={ Ke Ae to potane p` prma„Sv$p deqe Ke ne drek Òvne p` prma„Sv$p deqe Ke. sMyG¹iÚ b\a Òvone ijnvr Ô e Ke Ane ijnvrne Òv Ô e Ke. Aha¦ ke!lI ivxaz ¹iÚ¦ Are, Aa vat bese to kLya` ={ Ôy, p` AavI kbUlatne roknara maNyta$pI g#na par n mze¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke 12 AHgno sar Ae Ke ke ;ijnvr sman Aa„ane ¹iÚmaH levo' kem ke Aa„anuH Sv$p prma„Sv$p j Ke.˜

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]I inymsar: ga=a 77 =I 81 ]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika

(prma=R‐Pa/itÊm` Ai\kar) A= pHcrTnavtar:.

àhH àrywavo itiryT=o m uvdevpýaAo.k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I H..77..

àhH mGg`@aò àhH gu`@a` jIv@aò `.k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I H..78..

àhH balo vuDŸ#o ` cev tÌò ` kar`H teisH.k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I H..79..

àhH rago doso ` cev moho ` kar`H teisH.k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I H..80..

àhH koho maò ` cev maya ` hoim loho hH.k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I H..81..nahH narkwaviStyRúamanuØdevpyaRy:.

ktaR n ih kariyta AnumHta nEv kt<RàmŸ.. 77..

nahH magRàS=anain nahH gu`S=anain jIvS=anain n.

ktaR n ih kariyta AnumHta nEv ktŒRàmŸ.. 78..

nahH balo v<âo n cEv tÌò n kar H teØamŸ.

ktaR n ih kariyta AnumHta nEv ktR<àmŸ.. 79..

nahH rago äeØo n cEv moho n kar H teØamŸ.

ktaR n ih kariyta AnumHta nEv kt<RàmŸ.. 80..

nahH kÊo\o mano n cEv maya n wvaim lowo½hmŸ.

ktaR n ih kariyta AnumHta nEv ktŒRàmŸ.. 81..




AZ xuâaTmn: sklkt<RTvawavH dxRyit. bðarHwpirg/hawavadhH tavNnarkpyaRyo n wvaim. sHsairò jIvSy

bðarHwpirg/hTvH Vyvharto wvit At Ov tSy narkayu*khetuwUtiniqlmohragäeØa iv>Nte, n c mm xuâinüyblen xuâjIvaiStkaySy. ityRÉpyaRyÝayoGymayaim]a-xuwkmaRwavaTsda ityRÉpyaRy kt<RTvivhIno½hmŸ. mnu*ynamkmRÝayoGyãVywavkmaR-wavaþ me mnu*ypyaRy: xuâinüyto smStIit. inüyen devnam\eya\ardevpyaRy-yoGysurssugH\SvawavaTmkpu†lãVysMbN\awavaþ me devpyaRy: [it.

ctudRxwediwNnain magRàS=anain t=aiv\wediviwNnain jIvS=anain gu`S=anain va xuâinüynyt: prmwavSvwavSy n iv>Nte.

mnu*yityRÉpyaRykayvy:kËtivkarsmupjintbalyaEvnS=ivrv<âavS=a>nekS=UlkËxiviv\weda: xuâinüynyaiwÝaye` n me siNt.

s¿avbo\prmcEtNysuqanuwUitinrtivixÚaTmtÀvg/ahkxuâãVyai=Rknyblen me sklmohragäeØa n iv>Nte.

shjinüynyt: sda inravràTmkSy xuâavbo\$pSy shjicCKi›-mySy shj£kŸSfUitRpirpU RmUteR: Sv$paivcliS=it$pshjy=aQyatcairZSy n me iniqlsHs<itòexhetv: kÊo\manmayalowa: Syu:.

A=amIØaH iviv\ivkLpak¡lanaH ivwavpyaRyaàH inüyto nahH ktaR, n kariyta va wvaim, n canumHta va ktŒRàH pu†lkmRàimit.

nahH narkpyaRyH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH ityRÉpyaRyH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH mnu*ypyaRyH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH devpyaRyH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmk-maTmanmev sHicHtye.

nahH ctudRxmagRàS=anwedH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH im+ya£Úyaidgu`S=anwedH k¡veR, shjyaiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. Naah-mekeiNãyaidjIvS=anwedH k¡veR, shjaiciälasaTmkmaTma mev sHicHtye.

nahH xrIrgtbala>vS=anwedH k¡veR, shjaiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH ragaidwedwavkmRwedH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. nahH wavkmaRTmkØayctu*kH k¡veR, shjiciälasaTmkmaTmanmev sHicHtye. [it pHcrTnaHictopNyasÝpHcnsklivwavpyaRysHNyasiv\anmu›H wvtIit.

gujratI Anuvad hve paHCa rTnonuH Avtr` krvamaH Aave Ke :‐

nark nhÄ, ityÅc-manv-devpyaRy huH nhÄ¸ktaR n, kariyta n, AnumHta huH ktaRno nhÄ. 77.

huH magRàS=ano nhÄ, gu`S=an-ÒvS=ano nhÄ¸ktaR n, kariyta n, AnumHta huH ktaRno nhÄ. 78.




huH baz-buâ-yuvan nih, huH temnuH kar` nhÄ¸ktaR n, kariyta n, AnumHta huH ktaRno nhÄ. 79.huH rag-äeØ n, moh nih, huH temnuH kar` nhÄ¸ktaR n, kariyta n, AnumHta huH ktaRno nhÄ. 80.huH Êo\ nih, nih man, tem j low-maya KuH nhÄ,ktaR n, kariyta n, AnumHta huH ktaRno nhÄ. 81.

ANvya=R:-(AhH) huH (narkwav:) narkpyaRy, (ityRúanuØdevpyaRy:) ityÅcpyaRy, mnu*ypyaRy ke devpyaRy (n) n=I¸ (ktaR n ih kariyta) temno (huH) ktaR n=I, kariyta (‐kravnar) n=I, (ktŒR amŸ AnumHta n Ov) ktaRno Anumodk n=I.

(AhH magRàS=anain n) huH magRàS=ano n=I, (AhH) huH (gu`S=anain n) gu`S=ano ke, (jIvS=anain n) ÒvS=ano n=I¸ (ktaR n ih kariyta) temno huH ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, (ktŒR amŸ AnumHta n Ov) ktaRno Anumodk n=I.

(n AhH bal: v<â:) huH baz n=I, v<â n=I, (n c Ov tÌ`:) tem j tÌ` n=I¸ (teØaH kar H n) temnuH (huH) kar` n=I¸ (ktaR n ih kariyta) temno (huH) ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, (ktŒR amŸ AnumHta n Ov) ktaRno Anumodk n=I.

(n AhH rag: äeØ:) huH rag n=I, äeØ n=I, (n c Ov moh:) tem j moh n=I¸ (teØaH kar H n) temnuH (huH) kar` n=I¸ (ktaR n ih kariyta) temno (huH) ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, (ktŒR amŸ AnumHta n Ov) ktaRno Anumodk n=I.

(n AhH kÊo\: man:) huH Êo\ n=I, man n=I, (n c Ov AhH maya) tem j huH maya n=I, (low: n wvaim) low n=I¸ (ktaR n ih kariyta) temno (huH) ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, (ktŒR amŸ AnumHta n Ov) ktaRno Anumodk n=I.

!Ika:-AhÄ xuâ Aa„ane skz ›<RTvno Awav dxaRve Ke. bhu AarHw t=a pirg/hno Awav hovane lI\e huH narkpyaRy n=I. sHsarI

Òvne bhu AarHw‐pirg/h Vyvhar=I hoy Ke Ane te=I j tene nark‐Aayuna hetuwUt smSt mohragäeØ hoy Ke, prHtu mne‐xuâinüyna bze xuâÒvaiStkayne‐teAo n=I. ityÅcpyaRyne yoGy mayaimi]t Axuw kmRno Awav hovane lI\e huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna ›<RTvivhInKuH. mnu*ynamkmRne yoGy ãVykmR t=a wavkmRno Awav hovane lI\e mare mnu*ypyaRy xuâinüy=I n=I. ;dev' Aeva namno Aa\ar je devpyaRy tene yoGy surs‐sugH\SvwavvazaH pudŸglãVyna sHbH\no Awav hovane lI\e inüy=I mare devpyaRy n=I.

caEd wedvazaH magRàS=ano t=a te!la (caEd) wedvazaH ÒvS=ano ke gu`S=ano xuâinüyny=I prmwavSvwavvazane (‐prmwav jeno Svwav Ke Aeva mne) n=I.

mnu*y Ane ityÅcpyaRynI kayana, vyk<t ivkar=I (‐ferfar=I) _Tpþ =ta baz‐yuvan‐S=ivr‐v<âavS=aid$p Anek S=Ul‐k<x iviv\ wedo xuâinüynyna AiwÝaye mare n=I.

s¿a, Avbo\, prmcEtNy Ane suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn Aeva ivixÚ Aa„tÀvne g/hnara xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze mare skz mohragäeØ n=I.

shj inüyny=I (1) sda inravr`Sv$p, (2) xuâ&an$p, (3) shj icTxi›my, (4) shj dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R mUitR (‐jenI mUitR A=aRtŸ Sv$p shj




dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R Ke Aeva) Ane (p) Sv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p shj y=aQyat cair5vaza Aeva mne smSt sHsarklexna hetu Êo\‐man‐maya‐low n=I.

hve, Aa (_pro›) iviv\ ivkLpo=I (wedo=I) wrela ivwavpyaRyono inüy=I huH ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane pudŸglkmR$p ktaRno (‐ivwavpyaRyona ktaR je pudŸglkmÈ temno‐) Anumodk n=I (Aem v`RvvamaH Aave Ke).

huH narkpyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH. huH ityÅcpyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH. huH mnu*ypyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH. huH devpyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.

huH caEd magR`aS=anna wedone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p AaTmane j wavuH KuH. huH im+ya¹iÚ Aaid krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH. huH AekeHiãyaid ÒvS=anwedone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.

huH xrIrsHbH\I balaid AvS=awedone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.

huH ragaidwed$p wavkmRna wedone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.

huH wavkmaR„k car kØayone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.

(AhÄ !IkamaH jem ktaR ivØe v Rn kyuÅ, tem kariyta Ane AnumHta‐Anumodk‐ivØe p` smÒ levuH.)

Aa rIte paHc rTnona xoiwt k=nivStar äara skz ivwavpyaRyona sHNyasnuH (‐TyagnuH) iv\an kæuH Ke.



]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 13p

Ývcn: ta. 13-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) hve paHc rTnonuH Avtr` krvamaH Aave Ke (j¡Ao p<. 131) :- (!Ika:- ) AhÄ xuâ Aa„ane skz kt<RTvno Awav dxaRve Ke. Aaha... ha¦ rTn Ke ne...¦ —AhÄ xuâ Aa„ane˜ Ae!le \/uv Aa„ane Ae!le

ÒvaiStkay i5kazI je sMyGdxRnno ivØy (Ke te) cIjne (Ae!le ke) Aeva xuâÒvaiStkayne —skz kt<RTvno Awav˜ (Ae!le) svR ktaR (pà) no Awav —dxaRve Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ —xuâ Aa„ane˜ A=aRtŸ xuâ prm piv5 wgvan \/uv, pU aRnHdno na=, AnHt&anno kHd Ýwu, Aevo je ãVySvwav, Aene —skz kt<RTvno Awav˜ Ke. Ae ko{p` Axuwragno ktaR n=I, xuwno ktaR n=I Ane wedno p` ktaR n=I, (Aem —dxaRve Ke ). hve AenI VyaQya kre Ke:‐

nark=I (k=n) _paD–uH Ke ne...¦ —bhu AarHw t=a pirg/hno Awav hovane lI\e huH narkpyaRy n=I.˜ ‐maramaH, marI cIjmaH to mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h p` n=I. narkgitnuH kar` to mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/h Ke. to khe Ke ke huH nark n=I¸ kemke Ae narknuH kar` mhaAarHw, mhapap‐ihHsa, mhat<*à AnHtI Ane pirg/h Ke te huH n=I, te mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/h maramaH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ muin Ke. jene sHym, &an Ane AanHdna #gla Ýg!–a Ke. Ke to mnu*y. devgit to pKI Aavxe. AhÄ phelaH (vat) hlkI git‐nark=I _paDI Ke. Ae hlkI git Ke ne...¦ (te=I) saE=I phelaH (Aene) lI\I. khe Ke ke: nrkmaH jvana kar`$p je mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/h (Ke) te marI cIjmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ cIjmaH to n=I p` Ae marI pirìtmaH y n=I. Aa„a to mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/h=I riht Ke (j). p` huH Ae pirìt=I p` riht KuH¸ Aem btavvuH Ke. p` AhÄ to f› nark n=I, Ae!luH btavvuH Ke Ae!le narknuH kar` mhaAarHw Ane mhaihHsa (Ae maramaH Ane marI pirìtmaH n=I, Aem khe Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao ne...¦ Aa imlo (karqanaHAo) maH mhapap =ay Ke. hojmaH énuH paÌ pDe Ke ne...? hojna paÌmaH mÄdDI mrI Ôy, kagDa mrI Ôy¸ énuH énuH paÌ pDe ne...? ibcara (Òvo) AHdr AemaH pDe¦ AemaH... Aam Ae khevay vai`ya¦ mo!a kroDpitAo¦ pEsa peda kre dx‐dx vIs laq, pcas laq, pcas kroDne \Uz kroD ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ mo!o, mhaAarHw. Ae mhaAarHw Ke, wa{¦ (imlmailk) pEsa (danmaH) qceR¸ te=I loko AenI (papnI) g`trI n kre te=I kaH{ Ae vStu (pap =oDuH) vhI Ôy?? Aaha... ha¦ xe@¦ p` danmaH pEsa qceR¸ Ae!le Aola (_>ogpit) mhapap krta hoy (top`) AenuH (papk<Ty) gaE ={ Ôy Ane loko (ÝxHsva lage Ke) Aa to ware kam kyuÅ‐ware (xuw) kam kyuÅ¦ Aaha... ha¦

AhÄyaH to kæuH ke: —huH narkpyaRy n=I.˜ Ae xuâ ãVymaH to n=I. p` narkpyaRynuH je kar` Ke te p` marI pyaRymaH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? khevuH to Ae Ke ke: ãVymaH to n=I, p` ;ãVymaH n=I' AevI pirìt ={, Tyare ;ãVymaH n=I' Aevo Anuwv =yo. Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke, wa{? Ýwuno marg to Aavo Ke¦¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aola ANymtmaH n=I kheta...¦ —hirno re marg Ke xUrano Ae kayrnaH nih kam Ôene.˜ Aem (AhÄ) —Ýwuno re marg Ke vIrano Ae kayrnaH nih kam Ôene.˜




136 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aaha... ha¦ Ae kayrnaH kam n=I TyaH. Aaha... ha... ha¦ vIrμ ;vI' A=aRtŸ ivxeØe ;r' A=aRtŸ Ýerà, Ae!le jenI Sv$p trf vIyRnI ivxeØ Ýerà Ke, Aeva vIrno (Aa) marg bhu dulRw Ke, wa{¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aevo A=R ;inymsar' phelI ga=anI !IkamaH Aave Ke. TyaH ;vIr' no A=R AaVyo Ke: —Anek jNm$p A!vIne Ýaº kravvana hetuwUt smSt mohragäeØaidkne je Òte Ke te ;ijn' Ke. te ;vIr' Ke. ;vIr' Ae!le ivÊaHt (‐praÊmI)¸ (Aaha... ha¦ vIrta Ýg! kre, xaEyR Ýg! kre, Fà xBdo=I vIrnI VyaQya krI Ke)¸ vIrta forve¸ xaEyR forve, ivÊm (praÊm) forve, kmRx5uAo pr ivjy mezve, te ;vIr' Ke. phelI ga=anI x$Aat krI Ke: —ìmé` ij H vIrH Aeno A=R ;Aa' kyÈ Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ]ImdŸmaH (vØR 17ma phelaH) Aave Ke ne...¦ —vcnam<t vItragnaH prm xaHtrsmUz¸ AaEØ\ je wvrognaH, kayrne ÝitkUz.˜ re gu vHta re &anI Am<t vrSyaH re Ýwu pHcmkazmaH... re gu`vHta re &anI Am<t vrSyaH re Ýwu pHcmkazmaH. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr Am<tno sagr wgvan éKZyo¦ Aaha... ha¦ ¹iÚ ßyaH AHdr mUkI Ane ßyaH pyaRymaH vIrta Ýg! ={¸ khe Ke ke Ae kayrne‐npuHskone ÝitkUz Ke.

;vIyRxi›' nI VyaQya ;smysar' 47 xi›maH AevI krI Ke ke: (—Sv$pnI (‐AaTm‐Sv$pnI) rcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi›.˜ ) (Ae!le ke) Sv$pnI rcna kre te vIyR. ragnI rcna kre te vIyR nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ ;Sv$pnI rcna kre te vIyR.' potanI pirìtmaH xuâ AanHd Ane &annI rcna kre te vIyR. ragnI rcna kre te npuHsk Ke. (Ae vat) be @eka e AavI g{ Ke (‐ ;smysar' Òv‐AÒv Ai\kar ga=a‐39nI !IkamaH temj pu~y‐pap Ai\kar ga=a‐1p4nI !IkamaH Ke‐) —ÉlIb˜‐ ;npuHsk.' Aha... ha¦ xuw‐AxuwnI rcna kre te to npuHsk Ke, ;ÉlIb' Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to Aevo magR Ke, bapa¦ Ýwu khe Ke ke Ame (to) vIrnuH vIyR Aene khIAe ke: je AnHtgu nI inmRz‐xuâ pirìtne rce. ragne rce te vIyR nhÄ, SvnuH vIyR nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{? jem npuHskne vIyR hotuH n=I to (Aene) pu5‐pu5I hota n=I¸ tem xuwrag Ke te npuHskp uH Ke AemaH \mRnI ÝÔ _Tpþ =tI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke Aa¦

hve, AhÄyaH khe Ke: —sHsarIÒvone bhu AarHw-pirg/h Vyvhar=I hoy Ke.˜ ‐Vyvhar=I hoy Ke ne...¦ (Ae!le ke) pyaRymaH hoy Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ sHsarIÒvone bhu AarHw‐pirg/h‐mhaihHsa, jU@uH, corI, pirg/h, mmta‐Vyvhar=I hoy Ke. —Ane te=I j tene nark-Aayuna hetuwUt smSt mohragäeØ hoy Ke, prHtu mne-xuâinüyna bze xuâÒvaiStkayne-teAo n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ (ragäeØmoh) ãVymaH to n=I p` AhÄ to xuâinüyna bze mne pyaRymaH p` n=I, Aem khe Ke. xuâinüyna bz=I, xuâÒvaiStkaynI (trf) ßyaH ¹iÚ Ane iS=rta ={, to mara ÒvaiStkaymaH p` mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h n=I. te=I marI pirìtmaH p` mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h n=I. smÔùH kaH{? Aavo magR Ke¦ ;ãVymaH n=I' Ae k{ pirìtAe in Ry kyÈ? —(xuâ) ÒvaiStkayne ‐AhÄ AsHQyÝdexI levo Ke ne...¦ Ae vat p` svR& isvay (bIje) É–aHy n=I. te=I Aeklo Òv n l{ne, ;ÒvaiStkay' lI\uH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —xuâinüyna bze xuâÒvaiStkayne teAo (smSt




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 137 ragäeØmoh) n=I.˜ ;teAo n=I' Ae k{ pirìt Ô e Ke? ‐Ae mhaAarHw‐pirg/h=I riht je pirìt Ke te Aem Ô e Ke ke: Aa vStumaH mhaAarHw‐pirg/hna piràm Ke j nhÄ. Aa je piràm Ke te vtRmanmaH Ke, te p` ÒvaiStkaymaH to Ke j nhÄ. ATyare to Aa piràmne isâ krva Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuâÒvaiStkay, Ae to \/uv i5kaz Ke. AemaH, khe Ke ke: mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h n=I. to ;AemaH n=I' Ae k{ pirìt khe Ke? ‐Ae je mhaAarHw‐pirg/hriht pirìt Ke, te Aem khe Ke ke ;AamaH n=I.' maramaH pirìt Ke te mhaAarHw‐pirg/hriht Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? wa{¦ wgvannaH xaÏonI Ae!lI gHwIr rcna¦ bhu gHwIr, bapu¦

mara ÒvaiStkaymaH (to) n=I¸ huH muin KuH, Ae!lo j (sHjvltno ragaHx) Ke¸ p` marI pirìtmaH te mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h=I riht KuH. meH ÒvaiStkayno je Aa]y lI\o Ke te _g/ Aa]y lI\o Ke. je Aa]y sMyGdxRnmaH Ke Aena=I cair5maH Aa]y _g/ Ke. Ae AhÄ btave Ke. mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h Ae ÒvmaH to n=I... p` marI pirìtmaH p` mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h n=I. Ae pirìt vDe huH khuH KuH ke: mara ÒvaiStkaymaH Ae n=I¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae Aapè phelaH }lok‐7pmaH AavI gyuH ne...¦ —jyvHt Ke Ae vat ãVynI Ke. (p` jene AenuH) wan =yuH te khe Ke‐Aa Ýwu jyvHt vteR Ke. Ae ko` khe? ‐Ô e Ke? ke: inmRzpirìt ={ Ae khe Ke ke‐Aa vStu jyvHt vteR Ke. Amne Aa vStunuH &an Ane vStunuH wan ={ gyuH Ke. Ae (wan Ane &an) =yelI pirìt khe Ke ke: Aa vStu jyvHt vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xElI to j¡Ao, bapu¦ AakruH kam, wa{¦ TyaH car bol AaVya hta ne...¦ ;&an jyvHt Ke.' ;¹iÚ i5kazI‐i5kazI dxRn jyvHt Ke.' sMyGdxRn to pyaRy Ke. p` AHdr je ]âa‐¹iÚ Ke te i5kazI Ke¸ AenI ÝtIit pyaRymaH AavI to Aena=I Aam khe Ke ke —Aa ¹iÚ sda jyvHt Ke.˜ (Ane ;cair5 jyvHt Ke, ;cetna jyvHt Ke). kale AaVyuH htuH ne...¦ (]ota:) É–aH=I nIkze Ke Aa b\uH¦ (_¿r:) sImH\r wgvan bolave Ke. Aa re Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe? Aaha... ha¦

Aaha... ha¦ —sHsarI Òvone˜‐waØa to j¡Ao¦ khe Ke ke: —Ame sHsarI n=I¦˜ Aaha... ha¦ sHsarI Òvone —bhu AarHw‐pirg/h (Vyvhar=I) hoy Ke. Ane te=I j tene (tena fzmaH) nark‐Aayu (bH\ay Ke). (p`) Ame sHsarI n=I¦ Ame to xuâÒvaiStkaynI rm`ta krvavaza KIAe.

TyaH (;Ývcnsar' maH) paHc rTnomaH (ga=a: 271 =I 27pmaH) kæuH ne...¦ phela bolmaH ;sHsartÀv' kæuH ne... ke: wle jEnno sa\u =yo hoy KtaH Ôe ragnI AektamaH (Ae!le ke) rag=I law manvavazo Ke to te sHsartÀv Ke, bIÔ bolmaH moÙmagR sa\e tene ;moÙtÀv' kæuH. (A=aRtŸ) jeè wgvanAa„ano Aa]y l{ne Anuwv =yo, iS=rta ={ Ae tÀv Ke te moÙnuH kar` Ke. (te=I) Ame Ae tÀvne moÙtÀv khIAe KIAe.

ivxeØ Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙





Ývcn: ta. 14-2-1978 ;inymsar', prma=R‐ÝitÊm` (Ai\kar). phelo bol caLyo Ke. bIÔe bol.

prma=R‐ÝitÊm`maH phelaH ¹iÚ to ={ Ke: mara ÒvaiStkaymaH Ae b\I cIj n=I. AhÄyaH to hve AiS=rtano Awav krIne iS=rta ={, temaH p`, Ae wav n=I, Aem khe Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? phelaH sMyGdxRnmaH j, xuâÒvaiStkaymaH ko{ ragaid ke wedaid Ke j nhÄ, Ae ¹iÚno ivØy to (]âanmaH) AavI gyo. te to im+yaTvnuH ÝitÊm` =yuH hve AhÄ te _praHt vat Ke. muin Ke. prma=R‐ÝitÊm`nI VyaQya Ke. te=I phelaH Ae lI\uH ke: marI cIj je xuâÒvaiStkay Ke temaH to ko{ wed‐ragaid Ke j nhÄ. Ae to phelI vat. hve AhÄ to ivxeØ ivxeØ iS=rta kre Ke. ;huH ÒvaiStkay, cEtNymUitR, Awed KuH'¸ ;temaH‐marI cIjmaH Ae wedaid n=I.' AevuH (|yavvuH, te) prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke. (muinne) Awed pir`mn ivxeØ =yuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aek narkInI vat ={ g{, kale kæuH htuH ne...¦ Aeklo ;ÒvaiStkay' (Aem) nhÄ¸ p` sa=e pir`mn Ke. to Ae pir`mn É–aH=I AaVyuH Ae pKI khe Ke: huH Ae piràm (‐bhu AarHw‐pirg/h) no ktaR n=I. A=aRtŸ bhu AarHw Ane bhu pirg/hnaH piràm, Ae mara kt<RTvmaH Ke j nhÄ te=I huH narkpyaRy n=I. hve AhÄ bIÒ vat:‐

—ityÅcpyaRyne yoGy mayaimi]t Axuw kmRno Awav hovane lI\e huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜

Aaha... ha¦ ityÅcpyaRy je =ay Ke (tenuH kar`) AHdrmaH im+yaTvsiht AaDoDa{ (vÊta) ‐maya FÌ hoy Ke (te Ke). te=I tenuH xrIr (p`) AaDuH ={ Ôy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? mnu*y (xrIr) Aam Aem éwuH hoy Ke. ßyare ityÅc‐deDka, gay, weHs, FoDa‐naH (xrIr) Aam itrKaH‐AaDaH Ke. kemke pUveR (wave) AaDoDa{ FÌ krI htI, Aem ;goMm!sar' maH Ke. ityÅc Ke ne...¦ (ityRkμvaHkuH‐AaDuH‐5aHsuH.) (wave) AevI AaDoDa{‐kp!‐maya FÌ krI to tena fzmaH pir`mn to AaDuH Ke p` (ãVye) xrIr p` AaDuH ={ gyuH.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae (AaDoDa{na) piràm maramaH Ke j nhÄ. (]ota:) Òvna piràmna karè xrIr AaDuH =ay? (_¿r:) inim¿=I k=n Ke ne...¦ jevo wav hoy tevuH j kmR bH\ay, Ane AevuH j xrIr mze. Aevo inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke ne? Ae inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\nI VyaQya Ke. prma=eR tdŸn Aa (Òv) pyaRy=I Aa (kmR) pyaRy Ke, Aem to n=I. p` mayaimi]t piràm kyaÅ hoy to AemaH kmRbH\n p` AevuH =yuH hoy Ane tena fzmaH xrIr p` AevuH =ay Ke¸ Aevo inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ btave Ke.

Ae ;sHvr Ai\kar' (—smysar˜ ga=a‐190 =I 192nI) KeÐI 5` kDI Ke. TyaH inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\nI ApeÙa smÔvvamaH AavI Ke ne...¦ —Aas/vwav ivna kmRno p` inro\ =ay Ke, vzI kmRna Awav=I nokmÈno p` inro\ =ay Ke, Ane nokmRna inro\=I sHsarno inro\ =ay Ke.˜

AhÄyaH khe Ke: muinraj Ke ne...¦ Aemne to prma=R‐ÝitÊm`Sv$p pir`mn ={




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 139 gyuH Ke. to khe Ke: —ityÅcpyaRyne yoGy mayaimi]t Axuw kmRno Awav hovane lI\e huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜ vStu to sday ityÅcpyaRy Ane Aena kar`=I riht j Ke. p` Ae _praHt Ae piràmna kt<RTvivhIn KuH. (A=aRtŸ) maramaH Ae piràmnuH pir`mn j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH smÔ uH? xuâÒvaiStkay Ae to Awed cIj Ke. ßyare Ae Awed (Sv$p) ¹iÚmaH AaVyuH Tyare temaH ivkarI pyaRyaid to Ke j nhÄ. AhÄyaH to hve ivxeØ khe Ke ke: ityÅcgitne yoGy Ae je ragaidnuH pir`mn Ke te p` maramaH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ ;ÝitÊm`' μpaKuH frvuH‐h@vuH. to im+yaTv=I to h@I gya Ke. (muin Ke ne...¦) Ae xuâÒvaiStkay‐Awed cIjmaH to ko{ wed, Axuwrag ke xuwrag j n=I. Ae Awed (cIj) to ¹iÚmaH AavI g{. prHtu hÒ je AiS=rtanuH pir`mn Ke tena ÝitÊm`nI vat cale Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{?

;Ývcnsar' &eytÀv‐Ý&apnnI KeÐI ga=a _prna kzx‐12maH AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ —ãVyanusarI cr H crànusarI ãVyH.˜ AenI VyaQya p` sU"m Ke. khe Ke ke: ãVy‐vStu to Ke j. Aeno Aa]y l{ne je!lI xuâpirìt _Tpþ ={ to tena Ýma`maH kØaynI mHdta =ay Ke, Ae cr` Ae!le ;ãVyanusarI cr H' (Ke). Aem ;crànusarI ãVyH' ‐je!lI kØaynI mHdta Ke Ae!la Ýma`maH pote xuâ pir`Myo Ke. 5` kØaynI (cokDI) na AwavnI xuâpirìt ={ Ae ;ãVyanusarI cr H.' Ae xuâpirìtna Ýma`maH kØaynI je mHdta =ay Ke TyaH vÏ levano, Ane _dŸeixk Aahar Aaid levanaH piràm =taH n=I Ae!le TyaH ;ãVyanusarI cr H'. Aem lI\uH (Ke). —ãVyanusarI cr H˜ Aeno A=R: ;cr H' A=aRtŸ ragnI mHdta, Aevo A=R AhÄ levo Ke Ae ãVyanusarI hoy Ke. Aeno A=R: je ãVy Ke tene AnusrIne je inmRzpir`mn =yuH Ke te, je te wUimka Ýma e je!lo inmRz Ke, te!la Ýma`maH ragnI mHdta (jem ke muinne 5` kØay (cokDI) na AwavnI pirìt Ke to TyaH ragnI mHdta), AenI yoGyta Ýma e =ay Ke. TyaH vÏ levano Ane _dŸeixk (‐Aemna ma!e bnavelo) Aahar levanuH cr` hotuH n=I. AevuH cr` TyaH ãVyanusarI cr`maH hotuH n=I. hve —crànusarI ãVyH Ae bIj¡H pd. Aeno A=R: je!la Ýma`maH kØaynI mHdta Ke, AenuH &an krvuH ke tIv/kØay hoy to TyaH xuâpir`mn ALp Ke. AhÄ Fò mHdkØay Ke to AhÄ xuâpir`mn ivxeØ Ke... Ae!luH. Ae to &an kravva ma!e vat krI Ke. Ae!le TyaH Ae pir`mn ãVyanusarI levuH. TyaH ãVy Ae!le ;ãVy‐AnusarI' Aem nhÄ. ãVyanusarI pir`mn je Ke TyaH je!la Ýma`maH ãVyno Aa]y l{ne inmRzpirìtnI \ara Aave Ke Ae!la Ýma`maH, wUimka Ýma e, ragnI mHdta =ay Ke. ßyaH 5` kØay (cokDI) na AwavnI pirìt hoy TyaH vS5 Ane pa5 Aaid levano rag hoy to te ãVyanusarI cr` j n=I. Ane —crànusarI ãVyH ke TyaH ragnI mHdta Ae!lI Ke ke TyaH vÏ ke pa5 ke (_dŸeixk) Aahar levano ivkLp j n=I. to AevI wUimkamaH je ragnI mHdtano ivkLp Ke, te Anusar Qyal krvo ke: Aa rag Aa!lo mHd Ke to AhÄ xuâpirìt ivxeØ Ke. cr` Ae!le ragnI mHdtana Ýma`maH AhÄyaH pirìt xuâ =ay Ke, Aena=I (ragnI mHdta=I pirìt xuâ) =ay Ke, Ae ÝÆ n=I. xuâpirìt je!lI _g/ te!la Ýma`maH ragnI mHdta. Ae cr` TyaH muinne hoy Ke. paHcme gu S=ane be kØay (cokDI) na




140 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AwavnI pirìt Ke to TyaH pir`mnmaH Ae!lI ragnI tIv/ta Ke, Ane Kõe gu S=ane 5` (cokDI) kØayna AwavnI, ãVyanusarI, pirìt Ke te=I TyaH Ae Ýma`maH ragnI mHdta hoy Ke (p`) Ae wUimkamaH vÏ levano, pa5 levano, Aemna ma!e bnavelo Aahar hoy te levano ivkLp j hoto n=I. AevuH cr` ãVyanusarI cr` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ mare to bIj¡H khevuH htuH ke‐AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: ;Ae ragnuH pir`mn p` maramaH n=I, Ane Aagz khexe ke: huH Aeno ktaR p` n=I¦'

AhÄ (;Ývcnsar' maH) to phelaH &an Ai\kar caLyo Ane pKI &ey Ai\kar caLyo Ane Ae Ai\kar pUro krIne crànuyogsUck cUilka levI Ke ne...¦ Vyvharcrànuyog Aene bH\ btaVyo ke: ãVyna Aa]ye jenI je!lI Ýma`maH xuâpirìtnI wUimka Ke te!la Ýma`maH ragnuH cr`, A=aRtŸ ragnI mHdtanaH piràm, teno Awav =ay Ke Ane je!lI crànuyog Ýma e ragnI mHdta Ke tenuH lÙ krvuH ke Fò mHd ivkLp Ke to AhÄ te!la Ýma`maH xuânI pirìt ivxeØ Ke, (p` TyaH je!lI ragnI mHdta, crànuyog Ýmaè, Ke te!lo TyaH bH\ Ke). Aem be wUimkanI yoGyta btave Ke, Aaha... ha¦ ghn ivØy, wgvan¦ Aa to svR& prme¬rno ivØy Ke.

;inymsar' maH Aevo }lok Ke TyaH muinraj pote pÍÝwml\airdev Aem khe Ke: Are¦ Amaro ivØy to wgvan pU aRnHd Ke¦ Awed Anuwv te Amaro ivØy Ke. to Ae ivØy Ýmaè Ame n khIAe to muin keva? j¡Ao: kzx‐200 —ko{ AevI (‐Av RnIy, prm) smai\ vDe _¿m Aa„aAona ñdymaH SfurtI, (pirìt hÇ¦) smtanI AnuyaiynI shj Aa„sHpdane ßyaH su\I Ame Anuwvta n=I, TyaH su\I Amara jevaAono je ivØy Ke tene Ame Anuwvta n=I.˜ Ane svRivxuâ&an Ai\kar ;smysar' kzx‐200maH (to) svR sHbH\o naiSt, svR sHbH\ n=I tem lI\uH Ke. ßyare AhÄ inymsarmaH Aaha... ha¦ shj Aa„sHpda muinAono ivØy Ke, (Aem kæuH). Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ muin Ae!le \Ny Avtar¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ jenI cair5dxa¦¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ (khe Ke ke:) AmarI sHpda pU aRnHd to Ke j. p` Aene ivØy bnavIne Ame AmarI sHpdane (pU R) Ýg! krIAe nhÄ to Ame Amara (ivØyne) ivØy kyÈ j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{? pa@maH Ke...¦ —n ma£xaH ya ivØya ivdamih˜‐—Amara jevaAono je ivØy Ke tene Ame Anuwvta n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ muinAone ivØy to Awed cIj¦ Ane Awed pir`mn¦ ivkLp... ivkLp‐AenuH to &an kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ srs (wav) nIkZyo. AHdr hto¦

AhÄyaH to Ae levuH Ke ke: Aene (muinrajne) mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/hnuH pir`mn j n=I. Aam to vStumaH to Ae mhaAarHw Ane pirg/hnuH pir`mn j n=I. (Ae!le ke) sMyG¹iÚno je ivØy Ke temaH to mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/h Ke j nhÄ. p` ;Ke nhÄ' te y=a=Rp e É–are =ay Ke? ke (jene pyaRymaH p`) mhaAarHw Ane mhapirg/hnuH pir`mn j n hoy tene. te=I xBd vapyÈ Ke: —kt<RTvmŸ.˜ j¡Ao:‐

—ityÅcpyaRyne yoGy mayaimi]t Axuw kmRno Awav hovane lI\e huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 141 kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜ j¡Ao¦ narkmaH p` Aem levuH Ke. p` AhÄyaH xBd ;kt<RTv' (mUkIne) qulaso kyÈ. huH Ae ;kt<RTv' A=aRtŸ pir`mn=I riht KuH. Aaha... ha... ha¦

bapu¦ Aa to margDa AHdr j¡da (Ke), wa{¦ lokone hÒ ;dxRnxuiâ' nI qbr n mze ke ;dxRnxuiâ' kem =ay, Ane pKI pirìt inmRz kem =ay?

AhÄyaH prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Aene khe Ke: VyvharÝitÊm`no ivkLp é@e Ke p` te to bH\nuH kar` Ke, prHtu Aa im+yaTv=I je ÝitÊm` kyuÅ Ane Svwavno Aa]y lI\o (TyaH) je Aeva Av/tnaH piràm (je pUveR htaH, tene) KoDIne, Svwavna Aa]ye je pirìt (ivxeØ) xuâ krI (A=aRtŸ) ragaid piràm=I h@Ine potanI vItragIpirìt Ýg! krI AenuH nam prma=R‐ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aam to (TyaH) kæuH htuH ke: —ãVyanusarI cr H˜ hoy Ke. tena Ýma`maH ragnI mHdta Aene (muinne) hoy Ke¸ p` AhÄyaH to khe Ke: ;Ae piràm maramaH Ke j nhÄ.' prma=R‐ÝitÊm` levuH Ke ne...¦ Ae (mhaAarHw Ane pirg/h$p) pir`mn je!lI dxa hve maramaH Ke j nhÄ. Aa to muinrajnuH ÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa Amaro na=, AanHdnuH dz wgvan, je ¹iÚmaH AaVyo hto AemaH huH (hve) Aeva (_g/) pir`mnmaH lIn =yo KuH ke tevuH pir`mn j maramaH n=I¸ Ae!le ke je piràm=I nark Ane ityÅc (yoGy Axuwpiràm épje, teva) piràm j maramaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ waØa‐xBd xuH Ke¦ —huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae piràmnuH kt<RTv, (kt<RμmeH kyuÅ ktaRp uH), Aena=I ivhIn KuH. Ane Aagz to khexe mUz pa@maH ke: huH ktaR p` n=I, huH kravvavazo p` n=I Ane kre Ke tene Anumodn krvavazo p` huH n=I. pa@maH to 5` bol Ke Ane ivixÚ bol to pa@maH Aevo Ke ke: huH AenuH kar` p` n=I. ga=a‐79: —àhH balo vuDŸ#o ` cev tÌò ` kar H teisH. k¿a ` ih kar[da A umHta ev k¿I H.˜ ;` kar H teisH' ‐temnuH (huH) kar` n=I' Ae b\amaH levuH. ;k¿a ` ih kar[da AùmHta èv k¿I`H‐ ;temno (huH) ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, ktaRno Anumodk n=I.' pKI AemaH (ga=a‐80maH) p` lI\uH Ke: —àhH rago doØo ` cev moho ` kar H teisH.˜ Aaha... ha¦ ;` kar H teisH' ‐ ;ragnuH kar` huH n=I.' Aaha... ha¦ ;huH to xuâ AanHdnuH kar` KuH.'

Aaha... ha¦ vItrag‐magR bhu sU"m‐gU#, wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ bhar=I (baæ iÊyakaHDmaH \mR) mane Ke. lokone AHdr (na magRno) p¿o mzto n=I. Ýwu¦ Ae to (AnHt) jNm‐mr` m!vana pH=no magR to Aa Ke, Ýwu¦ wle tne du:q lage, AakruH lage ke Aa to ;AekaHt inüy' =ay Ke. (prHtu wa{¦) nyno ivØy AekaHt j Ke. Ýma`no ivØy ãVy Ane pyaRy bHne hoy Ke. p` inüynyno ivØy to Aek j‐AekaHt i5kazI vStu je Ke te Ke. Ae sMykŸ AekaHt nyno ivØy Aa Aek j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: ityÅcpyaRyne yoGy je (mayaimi]t) piràm, teno ktaR huH n=I. pir`mnar huH n=I. ;huH' kt<RTvivhIn KuH. ‐ (AemaH) care y leva: ktaR n=I. kariyta n=I Ane Anumodk n=I t=a tenuH huH kar` p` n=I, smÔy Ke kaH{?

hve, mnu*y. Ke te muinnuH mnu*yxrIr. (KtaH AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —mnu*ynamkmRne yoGy ãVykmR




142 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 t=a wavkmRno Awav hovane lI\e mare mnu*ypyaRy xuâinüy=I n=I.˜ Aaha...ha¦ Aa xrIr Ke te mnu*ygit n=I¸ Ae to jD‐ma!I Ke. mnu*ygit to AHdr je _dywav Ke tene mnu*ygit khe Ke. Aa mnu*ygit Ae!le Aa xrIr nhÄ¸ Aa to ma!I jD‐\Uz Ke. mnu*ygit to Aa„amaH je namkmRno _dy hoy Ke te Ke. to Aem khe Ke ke: Ae p` huH n=I. mnu*ygit Ae!le je Aa mnu*yxrIr Ke te nhÄ¸ mnu*ygit to Aa„anI pyaRymaH _dywav Ke Ane (Aa xrIr) Ae to jDnI pyaRy Ke, pr Ke AemaH (‐Aa„amaH) xuH AaVyuH?

;mnu*ynamkmRne yoGy' Aem lI\uH ne...¦ —ãVykmR Ane wavkmRno Awav hovane lI\e mare mnu*ypyaRy xuâinüy=I n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ maramaH xrIrnI pyaRy to n=I, p` mnu*yne yoGy je _dywav Ke te p` maramaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa prma=R‐ÝitÊm`¦ mare mnu*ypyaRy xuâinüy=I n=I. huH Aeno ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, ktaRno Anumodk (p`) n=I Ane AenuH huH kar` p` n=I. ‐Aem drekmaH car bol leva. !Ikakar drekmaH xBd j¡da paDe Ke: —narkAayuna hetuwUt smSt mohragäeØ hoy Ke, prHtu mne‐xuâinüyna bze xuâÒvaiStkayne‐teAo n=I.˜ bIÔ bolmaH: —(huH sda ityÅcpyaRyna) kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜ AhÄ (5IÔ bolmaH) kæuH ke: —(mare mnu*ypyaRy) xuâinüy=I n=I.˜ j¡dI j¡dI rIte drekmaH lagu pDe. p` Aek AekmaH j¡dI vat btavI Ke Ane (Ae k<t‐kairt Aaid care y bol) drekmaH lagu pDe, Aem btaVyuH Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Are Ýwu¦ Aa to vItragno magR bapa¦ Aa kaH{ xaÏ wÌ gyo ne vaHcI gyo, ma!e TyaH, &an ={ gyuH, Aem n=I bapu¦ Ae magR Fò j¡do Ke, wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄyaH to khe Ke: —mare mnu*ypyaRy xuâinüy=I n=I.˜

hve, ;dev'. — ;dev' Aeva namno Aa\ar je devpyaRy tene yoGy (xrIr inim¿ Ke Ane yoGyta AHdrmaH Ke.) surs-sugH\SvwavvazaH pudŸglãVyna sHbH\no Awav hovane lI\e inüy=I mare devpyaRy n=I.˜ (phelaH kæuH htuH ne...¦ pHcmkazna muin to devmaH jvana Ke. Aene to bIÒ dxa (pyaRy) hoy nhÄ.) (AhÄ) pHcmkazna muin kevz&an pamta n=I¸ devmaH jvavaza Ke. xuwwav hoy Ke Tyare temne devnuH Aayu bH\a{ jxe.

mnu*yne pHcm gu S=an Ane co=a gu S=anmaH Axuwaw to Aave Ke¸ p` ßyare Axuw (wav) hoy Tyare Aayu*y bH\ay nhÄ, Ae!luH TyaH ;¹iÚnuH Ôer' Ke. ‐xuH kæuH? ke: sMyG¹iÚne Axuwwav‐AatR|yan‐raEã|yan‐p` hoy, p` sMyGdxRnnuH Ôer Ke Aena karè, Axuwwavna kazmaH, tene wiv*yno wv (A=aRtŸ AxuwAayu*y) bH\ato n=I¸ Ae!le ke jyare xuwwav Aavxe Tyare devnuH Aayu*y bH\axe. smÔ uH kaH{? (sMyGdxRn paMyaH phelaH Ôe) narkInuH Aayu*y bH\a{ gyuH hoy, ]ei`knI jem, to Ae (bIÒ) vat. Ae to phelaH bH\a{ gyuH htuH. p` sMyGdxRn =ya pKI xuwwav (na kazmaH j, Ane te p`) devnuH (j) Aayu*y bH\axe. (sMyG¹iÚne) Axuwwav Aave. ivØy‐vasna‐wog Aaid paHcma gu`S=an (maH p` Amuk wUimka su\I hoy Ke). Ane Aivrit‐co=a gu`S=ane (to) lDa{ Aaid (pyÅtna Axuwwav p` hoy) KtaH (te kaze tene) wiv*yno wv bH\ato n=I, kar` ke: ãVySvwav _pr Ae!luH Ôer (vteR) Ke. te=I tene ßyare xuwwav Aavxe Tyare devnuH (j)




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 143 Aayu*y bH\axe. AhÄ Aap e ATyare mnu*ynI vat l{Ae KIAe¸ bakI narkI smiktI, mnu*ynuH Aayu*y baH\e dev p` mnu*ynuH Aayu*y baH\e. t=a smiktI ityÅcne devnuH Aayu*y bH\ay, pKI TyaH mnu*ynuH Aayu*y baH\e. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: mare dev‐pyaRy sa=e sHbH\ n=I. Ae gitno mare sHbH\ n=I Ane Ae xrIrno p` mare sHbH\ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ p` Ýwu¦ Aap to mnu*ypàmaH Ko ne...? (mnu*yne) car gitmaH g e Ke to kevzI p` mnu*ygitmaH‐Aem g`vamaH Aave Ke ke nhÄ? Aave Ke É–aHy? ‐ ;bo\pahuD' (ga=a‐3, 4maH) AaVyuH Ke. (TyaH) Aaytn, cETyg<h, ijnÝitma, dRxn ijnibHb, ijnmuãa, &an, dev, tI=R, ArhHt t=a gu =I ivxuâ p/v/ßya‐ Ae Aigyar S=z (Aa„ana) inüy krvamaH AaVyaH Ke. (TyaH ga=a‐31maH gu S=an, magR aS=an, pyaRiº, Ýa` Ane ÒvS=an‐Ae paHc Ýkar=I ArhHtpuruØne S=aipt krvanuH iv\an kyuÅ Ke.) to magR amaH to mnu*ygit Aaid p` Ke ne...¦ Ane ArhHt kevzIne ;magR a' lgavI Ke. to TyaH git Ke ne...¦ Ae!lo TyaH Aisâwav Ke ke nhÄ? prHtu AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: marI vStuiS=itne Ane je!luH vtRman inmRzpir`mn Ke tene ;huH Ô`vavazo KuH.' huH Ae (devpyaRyne yoGy) piràmno ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane Anumodk n=I, temj tenuH huH kar` p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ devpyaRy Ane tene yoGy pudŸglãVyno sHbH\, (A=aRtŸ) jDãVyno sHbH\ Ane _dyno sHbH\, Ae b\ano —Awav hovane lI\e inüy=I mare devpyaRy n=I.˜ j¡Ao¦ AhÄ jrI waØa fervI. phelaH (ityÅcnI vat lI\I ke:) —kt<RTvivhIn KuH.˜ pKI (mnu*ynI vatmaH lI\uH ke:) —xuâinüy=I n=I.˜ Ane (AhÄ kæuH ke:) —inüy=I mare devpyaRy n=I.˜ kar` ke: devpyaRy to AavvavazI Ke ne...¦ p` marI pyaRy (je Ke te devpyaRyna) kar`nI ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane Anumodk p` n=I. (te devpyaRy to) ={ jxe. Aaha... ha¦ &anI ragna ktaR n=I. je wave devAayu bH\ay te wavna p` ktaR to &anI n=I. Aaha...ha...ha¦

car Ýkarna Aayu*y bH\ay Ke ne...¦ Are¦ &anavrÌy Lyo... Ae K Ýkare bH\ay Ke. p` Ae Kyeno ktaR &anI n=I. Are¦ KtaH &anIne &anavrÌy bH\ay Ke. bH\ay Ke ke nhÄ? hj¡ dxma (gu`S=an) su\I kmR bH\ay Ke. p` khe Ke ke: teno to &ata‐ãÚa KuH. mara pir`mnmaH ;te maraH Ke' Aevo huH n=I.

ivxeØ to F uH Aave Ke. AevI ga=a ;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' maH Ke. TyaH muin pÍnHid pote khe Ke ke: Aa nhÄ, Aa nhÄ. Qyal Ke ke, mare SvgRmaH jvuH pDxe. p` phele=I j inØe\ krta Ôy Ke.

jem ANymitmaH ;gruDpura`' Ke ne...¦ mrI gya pKI paKz=I Ae ;gruDpura`' loko vaHce. Aem Aapè TyaH p` ;AinTypHcaxtŸ' ;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' maH Ke. TyaH ;gruDpura`' jevI vat Ke. AhIH ;AinTypHcaxtŸ'maH AevI xElI Ke ke: ko{nuH m<Tyu ={ Ôy to Aa ;AinTypHcaxtŸ' nI wavna levI (wavvI). Aevo Ai\kar Ke. FÌ êcI ga=aAo¦ b\aH VyaQyan ={ gyaH Ke.

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144 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ved, kØay, &anna wed, dxRnna wed, wVy‐AwVyno wed, ([Tyaidk magR aS=anona caEd wed) Ae maramaH n=I. pyaRy¹iÚ=I AemaH (pyaRymaH) Ke. p` ãVy¹iÚna ÔermaH (sFzay wed) marI cIjmaH j n=I. huH to AwedvStu KuH. (xuH khe Ke?) j¡Ao: Ae git (‐dev, mnu*y, ityÅc Ane narkI) naH S=an maramaH n=I. Ae [iNãy (‐ãVyeiNãy Ane waveiNãy) maramaH n=I. Ae kay (‐5s Ane S=avr) maramaH n=I. Ae yog (S=an‐pHdr wed) maramaH n=I. (Aem to yog barma gu S=anna AHt su\I hoy Ke KtaHy) Ae marI cIjmaH n=I. Ae ved (‐ÏIved, puruØved, Ane npuHskved) maramaH n=I. Ae kØay (na S=an‐AnHtanubH\I car, AÝTyaQyanavr` car, ÝTyaQyanavr` car, Ane sHßvln car) maramaH n=I. Ae &an (na Aa@ wed‐mit, ]uit, Avi\, mn:pyRy Ane kevz t=a kumit, ku]uit, Ane kuAvi\) maramaH n=I, Aaha... ha¦ Ae Aa@e y wed marI cIjmaH n=I, Ane Aeva wed mara pir`mnmaH p` n=I. Aem khe Ke ke, Ae!luH Awed pir`mn =yuH Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ AenuH nam prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke. (]ota:) &anna Ae wed n=I to pir`mnmaH xuH Ke? (_¿r:) Awed (pir`mn) Ke. AHtrmaH Aekag/ta Ke. je &angu Ke temaH Aekag/ta Ke. pyaRynuH lÙ n=I. kemke wednuH lÙ krva=I to ivkLp é@e Ke. to khe Ke ke Ae paHc &an Ane 5` A&an Ae Aa@ey wed maramaH n=I. (hve khe Ke ke :) Ae sHym (Aena sat wed p`) maramaH n=I. Ae dxRn (‐cÙudxRn, AcÙudxRn, Avi\dxRn Ane kevzdxRn ‐AhÄ dxRn Ae!le smikt nhÄ. Ae car wed, A=aRtŸ Ae dxRnmagR ana wed Ke. ;magR a' Ae!le xo\vuH ke ;huH k{ pyaRymaH KuH' AevI magR a) p` maramaH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? magR to Aevo Ke, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae leXya (Aena K wed) maramaH n=I. wVyTv (Aena wVyTv Ane AwVyTv Aeva bHne wed) maramaH n=I. huH to ÒvaiStkay \/uv... \/uv... wgvan¦ Aena Aa]ye maruH je Awed pir`mn =yuH AemaH wVy‐AwVyna wed Ke j nhÄ.

ÝÆ: ;jEnisâaHtÝveixka' maH wVyTvne AnuÒvI gu`maH lI\o Ke ne...¦ sma\an: qbr Ke¦ (TyaH A=R bIÔe Ke¦) isâmaH wVyTv n=I. (ma!e wVyTv Ke

te gu n=I p`) yoGyta Ke, te TyaH pUrI ={ g{. Ôe wVyTvne gu g`o to jem dxRn‐&an Ke tem te (wVyTv) p` TyaH rhevo Ôe{Ae¸ p` te ;isâmaH n=I'¸ to to pKI Aem kem cale? ma!e (qreqr) wVyTv Ae gu n=I. p` wVyTv Ane AwVyTv Ae pyaRynI (yoGytana) wed Ke. (isâdxa ÝaiºnI) pyaRynI yoGytane wVy t=a AyoGytane AwVy khe Ke. (Aa k=nnuH taTpyR Ae Ke ke: wVyTv Ane AwVyTv‐bemaH=I Aek Ýkare, ãVyna pir`mnnI tevI iS=it i5kaz rhevI AevI j pyaRynI ko{ Ahetuk pair`aimk yoGyta Ke.)

vzI, Am<tcHã AacayRnuH ;tÀva=Rsar' Ke. AhÄyaH VyaQyanmaH AaquH vHca{ gyuH Ke. (TyaH ga=a‐90maH Ae kæuH Ke ke: —wVy Ane AwVyna wed=I Òv be Ýkarna Ke. je isâpyaRyne Ýaº krvane yoGy Ke te wVy khevay Ke Ane Aena=I ivprIt Ke te AwVy khevay Ke.˜ ) Aem Ae Vyvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke (kemke inüy=I Òv be Ýkarna n hoy¦) TyaH ;tÀva=Rsar' maH nIce nÇ\ krI Ke (Ae!le ke fU!no! AapI Ke) ke: Ae wVy‐AwVy to pyaRynI ApeÙaAe vat Ke. gu ApeÙaAe vat hoy to, wVyTvgu ãVymaH n=I. jem




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 14p vEwaivkxi›‐gu Ke to Ae isâmaH p` hoy Ke. p` wVyTv isâmaH n=I. TyaH (jem AaEpximkaid wav rheta n=I tem) Ae wVyTvnI yoGyta p` rhetI n=I. to Ae to pyaRynI ApeÙaAe wVyTv Ane AwVyTvnI vat krI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH to phele=I j khe Ke ke, Ae wVyTv (magRà) maramaH n=I. huH to AqHDanHd Ýwu KuH¦ to i5kaz Ae yoGytanI pyaRy Ane AyoGytanI pyaRy (A=aRtŸ wVyTv Ane AwVyTv$p yoGyta) =I riht KuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smÔe, Ýwu¦ Aa magR to Fò sU"m, bapu¦ Ae!le loko raDo paDe Ke ne...¦

Aaje Aek iväannuH lqa` AaVyuH Ke ke: tme (bIÔ loko) gme tevo ivro\ kro p` kanÒSvamI=I Sva|yaynI je ivxeØ xElI calI Ke te hve A!ke tem n=I. tme ivro\ krxo Ae!lo Ýcar v\to jxe. bapu¦ (je khe,) p` magR to ;Aa' Ke. Aa kH{ ko{na FrnI (_pÔvelI) vat n=I. vStuna FrnI Ke. Ae!le ke ;Ke to FrnI' p` Aekla FrnI Ke Aem n=I¸ Ae to 5`kazna na= kevzIna FrnI Ke¦ (pKI tem e) Aem lQyuH Ke ke: (Aa xElI=I) hve Sva|yay krvavaza, Aapà idgHbrmaH=I p` laqo tEyar ={ gya Ke. to tme kono kono inØe\ krxo? kono bih*kar krxo? Ae to Aene ibcarane Aem laGyuH to kæuH, Aene jem @Ik pDe tem khe. AemaH kH{ n=I. —ijsmeH ijtnI buiâ hE _tnI de btay.˜ Aene QyalmaH je AaVyuH hoy te khe AemaH bIÒ vat kre É–aH=I? AemaH xuH... ko{ ivro\ krva=I (te pUvaRg/h KoDI de? AhÄyaH to) ko{ ÝTye ivro\, vEr, äeØ krvanI vat j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ (te p`) wgvan Ke¦ te to AHdr 5`lokno na= Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐7nI jysenacayRnI !IkamaH Ke: ÒvaiStkay AadrÌy Ke. cahe to AwVyno ÒvaiStkay hoy... p` Ae je ãVy Ke te AadrÌy Ke, sa\m± Ke.

AhÄyaH hve wVyTv pKI le Ke ke: sMykŸTv (magRà) p` maramaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ae to phelaH ;inymsar' ga=a‐41maH AavI gyuH ke: Ùaiykwav maramaH n=I. _pxm wav maramaH n=I. AhÄ to magRà levI Ke ne...? Ae!le v\are SpÚ kyuÅ. Ae (_pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk, sMyiGm+yaTv, sasadn Ane im+yaTv) ne magRàmaH _tarI Ke. ;bo\pahuD' maH to wgvanmaH p` magRà _tarI Ke¦ je maramaH n=I.

;yogsar' ga=a‐43maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —tn‐mHidrmaH dev ijn˜ p` loko TyaH (mHidrmaH) deqe Ke ke, wgvan TyaH Ke. p` TyaH to Ae (S=apna) inÙep Ke. —jn dere deqHt˜‐TyaH hxe wgvan? Ae to inÙep Ke, Vyvhar Ke. xuwwav Aave Ae!le TyaH lÙ Ôy Ae!luH Aa Ke. (sa\knuH) lÙ n Ôy, Aem p` nhÄ¸ Ane xuwwav AaVya ivna rhe p` nhÄ. smÔùH?

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: sMykŸTv (magR a) na je (_pxmaid K) wed Ke te maramaH n=I. huH to i5kazI AanHdSv$p wgvan¦ AenI pirìtmaH p` yoGyta Ýg! ={ g{ to hve yoGyta‐AyoGytano ÝÆ j n=I, Aem khe Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? wgvanAa„a pU aRnHdSv$p, xuâcEtNyFn, mharTnÝwu, cEtNyrTnakr¸ Ae ßyaH &anmaH &ey trIke AavI gyo Ane (AenI)




146 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ¹iÚ ={ g{, inivRkLp xaHit AavI¸ to hve khe Ke ke: hve Ae yoGyta maramaH Ke j nhÄ. huH to je KuH te KuH¦

(AhÄyaH hve khe Ke ke:) Ae sH&I‐AsH&Ina wed maramaH n=I. huH to &ayk... &ayk... &ayk... &ayk¦ Ane marI je AevI pirìt Ke temaH p` Ae sH&I‐AsH&I (p uH) lagu pDtuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aahar (magRà) na bHne wed‐Aahark Ane Anahark‐maramaH n=I. smÔùH kaH{? ‐Ae caEd (wed) =ya. AhÄ AaVyuH: —caEd wedvazaH magRàS=ano˜ Aem kæuH ne...¦ caEd wedvazaH magRàS=an. Aek vat. —t=a te!la (caEd) wedvazaH ÒvS=ano˜ (‐AekeiNãy sU"m Ane badr, be[iNãy, 5`[iNãy, caE[iNãy, pHceiNãy sH&I Ane AsH&I‐Ae satnaH pyaRº Ane ApyaRºna wed=I caEd ÒvS=ano) Ae p` huH n=I. Ae ÒvnaH S=ano maramaH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ xuâÒvaiStkaymaH ÒvnaH S=an‐wed n=I. ÒvS=an kæaH ne...¦ —caEd wedvazaH ÒvS=ano˜ Ae p` maramaH n=I. —ke gu`S=ano˜‐te!la (caEd) wedvazaH gu`S=ano Ae p` maramaH n=I. caEd gu`S=an to wed Ke¸ huH to &ayk, i5kazI xuâÒvaiStkay‐Òv AiSt$p, AiStTv, s¿a, hovap uH, mojUd‐je cIj (KuH), AemaH to Ae wed j n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr mojUd (hajrahjUr) cIj, cEtNyno hIro wgvan, cEtNy‐hIro, hIranI pa! Ýwu¦ Aa cEtNy‐hIro Aena SvwavmaH (‐Sv$pmaH), Ae ÒvS=ano ke gu`S=ano n=I.

Ae to ;smysar' ga=a‐68maH AaVyuH Ke ke: (—je Aa gu S=ano Ke... teAo Òv kem ho{ xke ke jeAo sda Acetn khevamaH AaVyaH Ke?˜ ) gu`S=anwed maramaH n=I, Ae to AÒv Ke.

(;AÒv Ke') Ae to Aa ApeÙaAe kæuH: Aa i5kazI ÒvnI ApeÙaAe Ae pU R (‐inüy) Òv n=I, Ae!le VyvharÒv Ke. pyaRy Ae VyvharÒv Ke te=I Aene AwUta=R khIne, Ae i5kazImaH n=I¸ Aem kæuH Ke. ;smysar' ga=a‐11maH kæuH Ke ne...¦ ke: pyaRy AwUta=R Ke to AwUta=Rno A=R: kaymI cIj n=I Ae ApeÙaAe. pyaRy Ke qrI¸ p` tene gaE` krIne, AwUta=R khI Ke. pyaRyno Awav krIne AwUta=R kæuH Aem n=I. ga=ano pa@ to Aevo lI\o Ke: —vvharo½wUyT=o˜‐pyaRyma5 jU@I Ke.

Aek muHb{vaza (iväan) Aem kheta hta ne...¦ ke: kuHdkuHdAacayeR ;smysar' ne vedaHtna #azamaH #aZyuH Ke. (p`) wa{¦ wgvan¦ Aem n=I. vedaHtne Ane Aane É–aH sHbH\? É–aHy _gmò‐Aa=mò y sHbH\ n=I. p` ;pyaRyma5 jU@I Ke' Aem kæuH ne...¦ Ae!le Aene Aem ={ gyuH. p` ;pyaRy jU@I Ke' Aeno A=R xuH? ke: i5kazIne ßyare muQy krIne wUta=R Ane sTy kæuH to pyaRyne gaE krIne, Vyvhar khIne AsTy kæuH. Awav krIne AsTy kæuH Aem n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay p`? potanI ¹iÚ=I kLpna krIne A=R kre Ane AacayRnuH ñdy xuH Ke (te smje nhÄ) to mo!I grbD ={ Ôy¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —xuâinüyny=I˜ (mne n=I). hve AhÄ ferVyuH jrI‐qulaso kyÈ: Aola (‐caEd wedvazaH magRàS=ano t=a te!la (caEd) wedvazaH ÒvS=ano ke gu S=ano) xuâinüyny=I —prmwavSvwavvazane (-prmwav jeno Svwav Ke Aeva mne) n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ maro to prSvwavwav i5kaz Ke, Ae wUta=R Ke¸ Ae huH




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 147 KuH¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aevo prmwavSvwav jeno Svwav Ke Aeva mne Ae gu S=an, ÒvS=an Ane magRàS=anna wedo maramaH =I. smÔùH kaH{?

Aek S=ankvasI ;inymsar' vaHcta hta. 41 ga=a AavI, —ò q[ywav@aà.˜ ‐ (TyaH kæuH ke:) AavuH xaÏ Aa? isâmaH Ùaiykwav Ke¸ Ane AhÄ khe Ke ke: ÒvmaH Ùaiykwav n=I. to jDmaH Ke Ùaiykwav? Are wa{¦ AhÄ Aem khevuH Ke ke: Ae pyaRyno wed, Ae i5kazImaH n=I. (p`) pyaRy, pyaRy trIke n=I, Aem n=I. Are wa{¦ bapu¦ Ae Ùaiykwav to pyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRy (i5kazI) ãVymaH n=I. to Ae ApeÙaAe Ùaiykwav (ÒvmaH) n=I. pyaRymaH Ùaiykwav Ane _dywavaid brabr Ke. caEdma (gu`S=an) su\I AisâTvne _dywav lI\o Ke. Ane ;bo\pahuD' maH kevzIne magRàS=anmaH lI\a Ke. TyaH b\uH lI\uH Ke: (teAo) mnu*ygitmaH Ke, pyaRº Ke, Aa Ke ne te Ke¸‐Ae k{ ApeÙaAe? Ae to ßyare pyaRynuH v`Rn hoy to te ApeÙaAe tene jàve ke nhÄ?

AhÄyaH to Aem kæuH ne: —prmwavSvwavvazane˜‐prmwavSvwav, i5kaz prmwavSvwav¸ AemaH Ae (caEd wedvazaH) magRàS=an, ÒvS=an Ane gu`S=an) n=I. Aeva (wed) mne n=I. prmwavSvwavvazane n=I A=aRtŸ prmwav jeno Svwav Ke Aeva mne n=I, Aem qulaso kyÈ. b\a (bol) maH Aem AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ mne... n=I. huH... ivhIn KuH, mare... n=I. Ae!le AhÄyaH Aa rIte A=R kyÈ: mne n=I. Aaha... ha¦

(hve khe Ke ke:) —mnu*y Ane ityÅcpyaRynI kayana, vyk<t ivkar=I (-ferfar=I) _Tpþ =ta baz-yuvan-S=ivr-v<âaS=aid$p Anek S=Ul-k<x iviv\ wedo xuâinüynyna AiwÝaye mare n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ huH baz p` n=I. yuvan p` n=I. v<â p` n=I. Ane S=ivr p` n=I. ‐ Ae xrIrna vyk<t ivkar Ke. TyaH pa@maH to Ae kæuH ke: AenuH huH kar` p` n=I. baz‐yuvanaid AvS=anuH huH kar` n=I. huH ktaR n=I. huH kariyta n=I. Ane Anumodk p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

im+yaTv Ae ÒvnI bazAvS=a Ke. Ane AHtrmaH Aa„anuH wan Ae!le sMyGdxRn =yuH Ae yuvanAvS=a Ke. Ane kevz&an Ane v<âAvS=a Ke. ‐Ae (b\I) AvS=a maramaH n=I. TyaH to phelaH sMyGdxRn‐AHtra„a (ke) kevz&annI Ae pyaRy p` maramaH n=I, Aem lI\uH Ke. Ae (je) (baz‐yuvanaid$p Anek wed) Ae to maramaH n=I Ane Ae to marI pyaRymaH p` n=I. (prHtu) AanI (pir`mnnI) ApeÙaAe Ae Aa (sMyGdxRn‐AHtra„a, kevz&annI je pyaRy) Ke Ae maramaH Ke.

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Ývcn: ta. 1p-2-1978 ;inymsar'. prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ TyaH AaVyuH Ke, j¡Ao: (mnu*y Ane

ityÅcpyaRynI kayana, vyk<t ivkar=I) (‐ferfar=I) _Tpþ =ta baz‐yuvan‐S=ivr‐v<âavS=aid$p Anek S=Ul‐k<x) —iviv\ wedo xuâinüynyna AiwÝaye mare n=I.˜ Ae baz‐yuvannI AvS=a Ke ne...? inüy=I to baz, yuvan Ane v<âavS=a jDnI Ke Ae potana i5kazSv$pmaH n=I.

p` sMyGdxRn phelaH im+yadxRnnI AvS=a Ae p` bazAvS=a Ke. Ane sMyGdxRnnI (dxa) yuvan AvS=a Ke. Ane kevz (dxa) v<âavS=a Ke. ‐Ae AvS=a p` vStumaH‐AHtrmaH n=I. Ae pyaRy pyaRymaH Ke.

je sMyGdxRnno ivØy i5kazI AanHd, pirpU R Sv$p, vStu pirpU R... hÇ¦ pyaRymaH pirpU R nhÄ¸ pyaRymaH pirpU R to ßyare isâ =ay Tyare =xe. —isâ sman sda pd mero˜ ‐ te kaH{ AhÄ isâpyaRy sman n=I. sMyG¹iÚne É–aH isâpyaRy Ke? ;isâ sman' Ae vStu A=aRtŸ i5kazI Aa„a, AqHDanHd pirpU RSv$p, jevuH isâ‐pyaRymaH Ke tevuH Sv$p (Aa) ãVynuH Ke (Ae rIte sman Ke. p` bHnenI pyaRy sman Ke, Aem n=I). smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Ae baz, yuvan Ane v<âavS=aid to jDnI Ke. Aeno to huH ktaR p` n=I, kariyta p` n=I Ane huH kar` p` n=I (t=a Aeno huH Anumodk p` n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ hve Aa bol jrI sU"m AaVyo Ke: —s¿a˜‐Sv$pnI s¿a Ke i5kaz... i5kaz. —Avbo\˜ Ae!le &an. ‐ (Aa) i5kazInI vat Ke hÇ¦ sMyGdxRnno ivØy je i5kaz pirpU`R prma„a, prm Aa„a, prmSv$p¸ AenI s¿a¸ temaH Avbo\ A=aRtŸ &an¸ —prmcEtNy˜‐ (AhÄ) i5kazI prmcEtNy levuH. &an Ane Ae (dxRn) l{ne prmcEtNy lI\uH: —Ane suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn˜‐AhÄ i5kazInI vat Ke. JI`I vat Ke. pyaRymaH to sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 =ay Ke p` Aeno‐sMyGdxRnno ivØy pirpU R prma„Sv$p Ke. AevI JI`I vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' ga=a‐320 (jysenacayRnI !IkanuH) j¡duH panuH Kpa uH htuH ne...¦ (khe Ke ke:) Ae |yata puruØ‐sMyG¹iÚ Aem |yave Ke ke je skz inravr` vStu (‐vStu hÇ, pyaRy nhÄ) Ke te i5kazI pirpU`R‐&an pirpU R, AanHd pirpU R AnHt xi› gu trIke‐Svwav trIke drek xi› pirpU R, Ane Aeva AnHt gu onuH Aek$p je ãVy‐vStu, Ae sMyGdxRnnuH |yey‐ivØy (Ke), Ae ivØy ivna sMyGdxRn hotuH n=I. AenI (ivØynI, |yeynI) ApeÙaAe (Aa vat Ke). p` pyaRy (j) n=I, Aem n=I. TyaH pyaRyne gaE krIne, ãVy A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRnno ivØy btaVyo (Aene muQy krIne pyaRy n=I Aem kæuH Ke.) to khe Ke: AevI vStu skz inravr` Ke. ãVymaH Aavr` kevuH? vStu AqHD Aek$p i5kaz (Ke Aene) samaNy kho, wUta=R kho, &ayk kho, \/uv kho, s¹x kho, Aek kho (Aeka=R Ke). Ae cIj pyaRy isvaynI Ke. sMyGdxRnpyaRy to (Aene) ivØy bnave Ke. to khe Ke: Aek ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy A=aRtŸ AHdr &annI pyaRymaH, ragnI ApeÙa ivna, &an ÝTyÙ Ô e Ke, AevI Ae cIj




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 149 Ke. ÝTyÙ Ýitwasmy, Aivn¬r, xuâpair`aimkprmwav lÙ`, injprma„ãVy (huH KuH¦) sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy A=va sMyG&annI pyaRy Aem mane Ke ke huH to injprma„ãVy AqHDanHd (Sv$p), inravr` KuH¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

phelaH sMyGdxRnmaH j Aa (sa\nna) vaH\a Ke. (p` wa{¦) sMyGdxRn =ya pKI (p`) Axuw=I bcva ma!e xuw Aave Ke. kemke xuâmaH to iS=r rhI xke nhÄ. to xuw Aave Ke. (TyaH) gu`S=anno ivcar, xaÏvaHcn, ]v`, wi›, pUÔ (Aaidna) wav AaVya ivna rhe? Ae wav ma!e to ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐136nI !IkamaH Aevo xBd Ke. —AyH ih S=Ull"ytya kevlwi›Ý\anSya&ainno wvtI.˜ ‐Aa (ÝxSt rag) qreqr, je S=Uz‐lÙvazo hova=I kevz wi›Ý\an Aeva A&anIne hoy Ke. A=aRtŸ A&anInuH lÙ (‐|yey) S=Uz hoy Ke te=I tene kevz wi›nuH j Ý\anp uH hoy Ke (Ane tenI AevI maNyta Ke ke:) Aena=I maruH kLya` =xe. p` smiktI‐&anIne to (inj) ivØy je \/uv, AqHDanHd, pU R prma„Sv$p, Ke te ¹iÚmaH AaVyo Ke KtaH hÒ pyaRymaH kmÔerI Ke, hÒ cair5nI pyaRy (ivkist) n=I te=I¸ temj KõI‐satmI wUimka (muinne) Ýaº hoy Ke p` kevz&an n=I te=I¸ Ae!le ke _prnI wUimkamaH‐ —_pirtnwUimkayamlB\aSpd-SyaS=anraginØe\a=Å ‐_prnaH gu`S=anomaH iS=it Ýaº n krI hoy Tyare AS=anno (‐AyoGyS=anno¸ AyoGy ivØy ÝTyeno¸ AyoGy pda=Ène AvlHbnaro) rag A!kavva A=eR¸ —tIv/ragßvr ivnoda=Å va kdaicß&ainno½ip wvtIit.˜ A=va tIv/ ragßvr h@avva A=eR kdaictŸ &anIne p` (ÝxSt rag) hoy Ke. A=aRtŸ AS=anna ragna inØe\ ma!e¸ Axuwrag tIv/‐Aakro Ke tene !azva ma!e¸ (Ôeke ÊmmaH xuw AavvavazuH Ke Ae to Aavxe j¸ p` Aa AevI waØa _pdexnI Ke‐) tIv/ ragßvr h@avva A=eR¸ &anIne xuwwav‐prma„anI wi›, ]v`, vaHcn, mnn, Ke Ae b\a ivkLp‐p` Aave Ke, Ae ivkLp AaVya ivna rheta n=I. (Ôeke) sMyGdxRnna |yeymaH to \/uv Ke tem KtaH ßyaH su\I AHdr (Sv$pmaH) pU`R iS=rta n hoy, pyaRymaH AHdr iS=rta ÔmtI n=I Tyare Axuw vHcna=Å xuw wi› Aaid Aave Ke. Ke to Ae ivkLp p` &anI mane Ke ke Ae hey Ke. Ane tene bH\nuH kar` Ô e Ke, smÔy Ke kaH{?

AamaH ;inymsar' maH 83mI ga=a pKI }lok Aavxe. Ae ;smysar' maH kzx‐244mo Ke: —AlmlmitjLpEduRivRkLpErnLpE ‐bhu kheva=I Ane bhu duivRkLpo=I bs =aAo, bs =aAo¦ xuH khIAe Ýwu¦ Aa„a j AanHdSv$p wgvan pirpU R Ke. Aeno Anuwv Ae j moÙmagR Ke. laq vatnI vat Ane ÊoD vat kro (p`) srvazo to Ae Ke ke: —bhu kheva=I Ane bhu duivRkLpo=I bs =aAo, bs =aAo. AhÄ Ae!luH j khevanuH Ke ke Aa prm A=Rne Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo¸ kar` ke injrsna felav=I pU R je &an, tena Sfurayman =vama5 je smysar (‐prma„a) tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{ p` n=I. (‐smysar isvay bIj¡H kaH{ p` sarwUt n=I.)˜ Aaha... ha¦ khe Ke: prm A=Rne Ae!le prm pda=R‐Ýwu, pU aRnHdno na=, AqHD, Awed‐Aa Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo. F`a ivkLpo=I xuH (Ýyojn) ke‐Vyvhar Aave Ke, Vyvhar hoy Ke? khe Ke: Aa Aa„ano Anuwv kro. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ae j moÙmagR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ |yeymaH prma„a Ke Ane




1p0 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 pir`mnmaH p` inmRzpirìt‐Anuwv Ke, tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{p` n=I. smysar isvay bIj¡H kaH{p` sarwUt n=I. Ae AHtmuRq inüymoÙmagRnI Ý\anta‐muQyta btavva ma!e, Ane te i5kazI wgvanna Aa]ye (Ýg!e) Ke ma!e Aa khe Ke.

Ae AhÄyaH AaVyuH xuH khe Ke j¡Ao: —s¿a, Avbo\, prmcEtNy Ane suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn˜‐Aa suqnI AnuwUit A=aRtŸ pirìt. (p`) Aa pyaRynI vat n=I¸ i5kazInI vat Ke. (Aa„a) i5kaz AnuwUitSv$p j Ke.

;smysar' ga=a‐73maH (!IkamaH) AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ TyaH inmRz pir`mnnI vat Ke... hÇ¦ ragnI to vat j n=I. TyaH lI\uH Ke ke: pyaRymaH je inmRz Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt Ke tena=I p` AnuwUit iwþ Ke. Ae AnuwUit pyaRy n=I¸ i5kazI vStu Ke. xuH khe Ke? ke: —huH Aa Aa„a‐ÝTyÙ AqHD AnHt icNma5 ßyoit‐Anaid AnHt, inTy _dy$p iv&anFnSvwavwavpàne lI\e Aek KuH: (ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan Ane Ai\kr`Sv$p) svR karkona smUhnI ÝiÊya=I par étrelI je inmRzAnuwUit, te AnuwUitma5pàne lI\e xuâ KuH.˜ JIÌ vat Ke jrI. prna karknI vat n=I. ragna (karknI) vat n=I¸ p` inmRzpirìt je Ø!Ÿkark=I _Tpþ =ay Ke pirìt=I p` par, A=aRtŸ svR karkona smUhnI ÝiÊya=I par étrelI je inmRzAnuwUit, te AnuwUit‐ma5pàne lI\e xuâ KuH. ‐Aa pyaRynI vat n=I. AnuwUitnI pyaRymaH ;Aa AnuwUit' |yey hoy Ke. A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRn‐&annI pyaRymaH Aa (;inmRzAnuwUit' |yey hoy Ke). AhÄ khe Ke ke: ;ÝiÊya=I par' Ae!le xuH? ke: pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark$pe pirìt =ay Ke. Ae to (;pHcaiStkay') ga=a‐62maH p` Ke ne...¦ pyaRy p` pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkark$pe SvtH5 pir`me Ke. (Aene) ãVy‐gu`nI ApeÙa n=I Ane prnI (p`) ApeÙa n=I. ivkarIpyaRy p` SvtH5 Ø!Ÿkark$pe pir`me Ke. (temj) sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5nI inmRzpirìt je moÙmagRnI vItragIpyaRy, Ae pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿkak$pe pir`mn =ay Ke. AhÄ Ae kæuH ke: Ae (inmRz) pyaRy je ktaR, kmR, kr` Aaid Ø!Ÿkark=I pote (pir`me) Ke A=aRtŸ Ae je pyaRynI Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt Ke, te Ae Ø!Ÿkarkna smUh=I par étrelI je ;inmRzAnuwUit' (Ke), Aena=I p` iwþ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ inmRzAnuwUit te AnuwUitma5pàne lI\e xuâ KuH. Aaha... ha¦ Aa xuânI VyaQya Ke¦ ;pyaRye xuâ KuH, pU R KuH' ‐Ae AhÄ É–aH khevuH Ke? Aa to Aa Ýmaè ke: svR karkona smUhnI ÝiÊya=I par étrelI Ae!le iwþ ;AevI inmRz AnuwUitma5 Aa„a'... i5kazI AnuwUit hÇ¦ Ae AnuwUit Ae!le pyaRy nhÄ. AhÄ pa@ Ke ne...¦ ;AhimÞo qlu suâo' to ;Aek' nI Aa VyaQya krI, xuânI Aa VyaQya krI. ;xuâ' Ae!le Aa (‐AnuwUitma5pùH). pyaRy A=aRtŸ pirìt Ke. Ae pyaRy Ke ke nhÄ? ragaid Ke qra ne...? nhÄ, Aem n=I. pU`R (vItrag) É–aH ={ gya Ke? p` te ragnI pirìt AhÄ moÙna magRmaH n=I. hve, moÙno magR je xuâpirìt Ke te Aek smyna Ø!Ÿkark$pe Ke, ãVy, gu Ane inim¿nI ApeÙa ivnanI Ae pirìt Ke, Aena=I p` par étrelI Ae!le ke Ae cIj (‐inmRz AnuwUit i5kaz) to, Ae pirìtmaH p` n=I, Ae to Ae (Ø!Ÿkark) pirìt=I p` par étrelI Ke. AevI je inmRzAnuwUit, te AnuwUitma5pàne




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 1p1 lI\e‐i5kaz AnuwvSv$p, prmSvwavwav, i5kaz‐xuâ KuH. Ae 320‐ga=amaH (p`) AaVyuH Ke ne...? ;huH xuâ KuH' ‐ vStuAe hÇ¦ pyaRye xuâ nhÄ. —isâ sman sda pd mero˜ kæuH Ke TyaH kaH{ pyaRy isâ sman Ke? (Aem n=I.) p` ãVye smannI (vat) Ke. Ae to ãVynI ApeÙaAe vat Ke. ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma Ai\karmaH lI\uH Ke ne...¦ ke: raÔ Ane rHk mnu*ypànI ApeÙaAe Aek Ke. p` raÔ Ane rHk %iânI ApeÙaAe Aek n=I. Aem isâ Ane sHsarI pyaRyApeÙaAe sman n=I. Ae to sHsarInuH ãVy isâ jeva SvwavvazuH Ke te=I bHne ãVyApeÙaAe Aek Ke, (sman Ke). pyaRymaH Ôe Axuâta n hoy to kevz&an ={ Ôy, isâ ={ Ôy. (sa\kne‐muinAone) pyaRymaH hÒ Axuâta Ke, Axuâta Aave Ke. muinAone p` xuwwav Aave Ke... p` (teAone p`) te bH\nuH kar` Ke. p` (Ae xuwragaid) sMyGdxRn =ya pKI p` Aave Ke. inivRkLpmaH rhI xke nhÄ to TyaH vaHcn, ]v`, mnnno ivkLp n Aave to Axuw ={ Ôy. te=I Axuw=I bcva ma!e (&anIne p` ÝxStrag hoy Ke). (]ota:) muinne to Axuw (wav) hoto j n=I ne? (_¿r:) Axuw (wav) hoto n=I, KtaH y Ae ApeÙaAe vat Ke. Aene (muinne) p` AatR|yan ={ Ôy Ke. Kõe gu S=ane 5` j leXya gÌ Ke. ‐teÔe, pÍ Ane xuÉl. TyaH k<*`, nIl Ane kpotne g`vamaH AavI n=I. Ae K leXya co=e‐paHcme gu S=ane Ke. KtaH Kõe gu S=ane AatR|yan Ke ke nhÄ? to AatR|yan Ae kaH{ xuwleXya Ke? Aene gaE krIne (muinne Axuw (wav) hoto n=I, Aem khe Ke). (]ota:) AatR|yan F uH mHd Ke.¦ (_¿r:) mHd Ke, mHd p` AatR|yan Ke. rag Ane ragnI tIv/ta Ae AatR|yan Ke. AavI vato AakrI¦ AatR|yan‐raEã|yan‐ te kaH{ TyaH xuwwav Ke? jrI Ae!luH AatR|yan (muinne) ={ Ôy Ke. Aem to xuwwavne AatR|yan khevamaH Aave Ke. ivkLp‐prsNmuq =yo Ae AatR|yan Ke kem ke (temaH) Aa„anI xaHit pIDay Ke.

AhÄ to bIj¡H khevuH Ke: Ae je AnuwUit, je inmRzpirìt, je sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&annuH |yey, jene AhÄyaH s¿a, Avbo\, prmcEtNy Ane suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn¸ Ae!le pyaRy nhÄ¸ i5kazI ãVy kæuH.

Aaha.. ha¦ JIò magR bapa¦ AlaEikk¦¦ phelo ivØy, phelI cIj sMyGdxRn j AlaEikk Ke¦ pKI to xuw p` Aave Ke, Axuw p` Aave Ke... b\uH Aave Ke: co=a gu`S=anmaH lDa{ (p`) kre Ke, paHcma gu`S=anke (Amuk Ýitma su\I) wog le Ke. (co=a gu`S=ane) tI=Åkr (=vavaza) jeva ÙaiyksmiktI cÊvt±ne 96 hÔr ÏI htI. p` Ae b\uH du:q$p Ke, rag Ke, ivØkuHw Ke Ane Ae Axuw to mha ivØkuHw Ke. ;smysar' moÙAi\karmaH‐xuwwavne p` ivØkuHw kæo Ke. (&anIne) p` Ae (xuwwav) Aave Ke p` Ke Ae hey. Ôe Ae n Aave to Axuw AavI Ôy. to Axuwne KoDva ma!e xuwwav Aave Ke. sMyG¹iÚne p` Ae je wiÉt, vaHcn, ]v` hoy Ke. ‐Ae xuH Ke? Ae b\a xuwwav Ke ke xuâ (wav) Ke? tene Ae (xuwwav) Aave Ke p` Ae \mR‐moÙnuH kar` Ke, Aem n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH Ae levuH Ke ne...¦ —suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn˜‐ to ko{ Aem l{ le ke ;AanHdnI




1p2 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 pyaRymaH lIn' Aem (AhÄ) n=I. (p`) \/uv AHtr AanHdSv$pmaH lIn j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae 73mI ga=amaH to btaVyuH ne...? (AhÄyaH) suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn —Aeva ivixÚ Aa„tÀvne˜- j¡Ao¦ qas Aa„tÀv‐ pU R &an, pU R dxRn, pU R AanHd, pU R xaHit, pU R SvCKta, Are¦ (jeno) svR&Svwav pU R (Ke).

;smysar' ga=a‐160, pu~y‐pap Ai\karmaH Aave Ke: —so sVvà`dirsI- te Aa„a (Svwav=I) svRne Ô`naro t=a deqnaro Ke top` (—kMmrO` i`ye avCK~ò˜- potana kmRmz=I qrDayo‐ VyaPt =yo (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ wgvan (Aa„a) Ke to svR& Ane svRdx±... i5kaz hÇ¦ (AhÄ) pyaRynI vat n=I. wa{¦ Ae ccaR pela (iväan) sa=e ={ htI ne..? teè to ê\o A=R kyÈ hto. p` tene ibcarane gm pDe to ne...? to Aene ivcar krvo pDxe ne... bapu¦ ÉyaH ÉyaH k{ ApeÙaAe k=n Ke? tene Ô`vuH Ôe{xe ke nhÄ? k{ nynuH k=n Ke? (AhÄ) Aa to inüynyna ivØynuH k=n Ke. Ane Anuwv Ke te moÙmagR Ke. Ane tep` inüy=I to Vyvhar Ke. ãVy Ae inüy Ke, to inüymoÙmagR Ae Vyvhar Ke.

Ae ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' nI paKz ;prma=R vcinka' maH AaVyuH Ke: inmRzpyaRy Ae Vyvhar Ke, wa{¦ inüymoÙmagR Ae sdŸwutVyvhar Ke ne..¦ ragaid Ae to AsdŸwUtVyvhar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ je (ivvÙaAe) ;smysar' ga=a‐73 nI !IkamaH Am<tcHã AacayeR kæuH tenuH Anusr` AhÄyaH pÍÝwml\airdeve kyuÅ Ke. temaH=I Fò Aa\ar AemaH levamaH AaVyo Ke. Ae!le TyaH 73mI ga=amaH ßyare Aem lI\uH ke : ;svR karkona smUhnI ÝiÊya=I par étrelI, A=aRtŸ (svR) pyaRy=I par‐iwþ, AHdr AnuwUitSv$p wgvan, i5kaz xuâ \/uv, Aene TyaH AnuwUitma5pàne lI\e xuâ kæo Ke. Tyare Aene AhÄyaH —AnuwUitmaH lIn˜ kæuH Ke. i5kazI hÇ¦ i5kaz AnuwUit je Svwav, temaH vStu lIn pDI Ke. bs¦ Aaha... ha¦ AanHdSv$p i5kaz, pU aRnHdSv$p, pU R &anSv$p (AevI Ae vStu Ke¦)

AemaH Ae vaH\o _@aVyo hto ne..? ;smysar' ga=a‐160: —so sVvà` dirsI˜ Ke ne..¦ AemaH —kMmrO` i`ye avCK~ò˜- j¡Ao, Aa (kmR) rj AaVyuH. kmRne l{ne (Aa„ane) AaCKadn Ke¦ ‐Aem n=I¸ kæuH ke !Ika j¡Ao, !IkamaH —potana Apra\=I AaCKadn Ke.˜ Aevo pa@ Ke. Ae —(kMm) rO`˜ no A=R tme kmRrj naqI >o Ae vat AhÄ Ke j nhÄ. AhÄ to sHSk<t !IkamaH Am<tcHã AacayRAe khe Ke ke: potana Apra\=I Sv$pnI ¹iÚnI qbr n=I Ane AenuH &an n=I, to potana Apra\=I, (je potano) svR&‐svRdx± pU R Svwav Ke p` te, #Hkayelo Ke. AhÄ to khe Ke ke wa{¦ xaHitno magR Ke, bapu¦ Aa ko{ vad‐ivvad=I (nÞI) krva Ôy (to =ay tem n=I). Aevo magR Ke, Ýwu¦

AhÄyaH sMyGdxRnno ivØy btave Ke: suqnI AnuwUitmaH i5kaz lIn Aeva ivixÚ, A=aRtŸ qas, AaTmtÀvne —g/hnara˜‐Ae to ny‐pyaRy Ke‐—xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze mare skz mohragäeØ n=I.˜ ‐Aa ApeÙaAe hÇ¦ Ae (mohragäeØ) pyaRymaH Ke. p` Ae vStunI ¹iÚmaH Ane vStuna Sv$pmaH j n=I. (AnHtanubH\I) moh‐im+yaTv to Aene (&anI‐muinne) to pyaRymaH p` n=I. p` (muinne) jrI moh Ae!le (cair5mohjNy) ragaid‐pr trfnI




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 1p3 sav\anI‐Aave Ke, Aevo p` (Aeno) A=R Ke. pÀe marI cIjmaH Ane marI cIj jevI je marI pirìt Ke AemaH n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ Ae (mohragäeØ mare n=I) te=I krIne sMyG¹iÚne pKI Aem ={ Ôy ke hve Aap e pU R‐isâsman ={ gya¸ to pKI xuwmaH vt±Ae ke AxuwmaH vt±Ae‐be_ srquH, Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Axuwne KoDva xuwwav‐wi›, vaHcn, ]v`, mnn, icHtvnaid (wav) Aave Ke. ‐Ae b\uH xuH Ke? ivkLp Ke. p` ivkLp AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ. AHdr inivRkLpmaH @rI xke nhÄ to (ivkLp) AaVya ivna rhe nhIH. Ane Axuwwav Ae to ivxeØ pap Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —Aeva ivixÚ AaTmtÀvne˜ Aaha... ha¦ ivixÚ‐qas tÀv. pyaRy=I p` iwþ. Aaha... ha¦ =oDuH... p` sTy Ke, tevuH smjvuH Ôe{Ae. bhu laHbI laHbI vat hoy ne sTy vat Aave nhÄ (to te xuH kamnI)? —g/hnara xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze ‐Aem kem kæuH? ke: maro puruØa=R AHdr Ke¦ i5kazIne pkDvano maro puruØa=R Ke¦ xuâ Ae puruØa=R ivna =ay Aem n=I. Aem khe Ke. wle Êmbâ =ay Ke p` ÊmbâmaH puruØa=R Svwav‐sNmuq Ôy Ke, Tyare Êmbâno y=a=R in`Ry =ay Ke. smÔùH kaH{? (]ota:) Êmbâ Aavxe Tyare puruØa=R =xe j¦ (_¿r:) Ae puruØa=R krxe Tyare j Êmbâno in Ry =xe. xe@¦ FÌ vqte ;kazliB\' khe Ke ne..¦ Aeno A=R Aevo kyÈ ke, kazliB\ Aavxe Tyare (puruØa=R=I) ={ jxe¦

AhÄ to AevuH n=I, Ýwu¦ AhÄ to j¡Ao: kazliB\ ne Êmbâ Ae pyaRymaH =ay Ke ne..? to pyaRyno in Ry Éyare =ay Ke? ke: ãVyno Aa]y le Tyare in Ry =ay Ke. pyaRyna Aa]ye pyaRyno in`Ry =to n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Aek Nyay jrI ferve to AHdr (tÀv) b\uH frI Ôy AevuH Ke. Aem ke Amare to Êmbâ Aavxe Tyare (smikt) Aavxe. p` ;Ae Êmbâ Aavxe' Aeno in Ry Ke tne? ;huH kruH... huH kruH... huH kruH' ‐ AevI to buiâ Ke, to ;ÊmbâmaH Aavxe' Ae in Ry ÉyaH=I AaVyo? ÊmbâmaH to ktaRbuiâ éDI Ôy Ke. ÊmbâmaHto &ata‐ãÚabuiâ ={ Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wa{¦ Aem Ke. (]ota:) Êmbâ j &aykSvwavno in Ry kre Ke¦ (_¿r:) Ae Êmbâno in`Ry kyÈ AemaH sMyGdxRn Ane &an AHdr Svwav trf AaVya. (]ota:) Aape kæuH ke: ÊmbânuH &an to AÊm _pr lÙ Ôy to¸ to AenuH lÙ jyare Ôy Ae p` ÊmbâmaH Aave ne? (_¿r:) p` (Ae) ÊmbâmaH in`Ry xo? Ae in`Ry p` kyÈ koè? ÊmbânI vato krvI Ke Aene? (]ota:) in`Ry krvamaH Aevo Êm Aave? (_tr:) Êm Aave, to (p`) in Ryno puruØa=R krxe Tyare Aene Êmbâno in Ry =xe. Ae to kæuH ne...¦ kazliB\maH p` Ae Ke ke‐kazliB\nuH &an Éyare =ay Ke ke, ßyare potana SvwavsNmuq puruØa=R‐ ;Aa huH \/uv, pU aRnHdno na=, xuâãVyai=Rknyna bz=I i5kaz xuâ KuH,' Aevo puruØa=R‐kyÈ Tyare, Êmbâ (no in`Ry =yo) Ane ktaRpànI buiâ KU!I g{.

Ae to kæuH htuH ne.. phelaH. AmarI vat, 72 nI salnI, sHÝdaynI. mo!I ccaR ={ htI. Ae ÝÆ =yo ke ;kevz&anIAe dI@uH hxe tem =xe, Aap e (puruØa=R) xuH krIAe? Aap e




1p4 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AhÄ Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: —Ôe Ôe deqI vItragne so so hosI vIra re¦˜ ‐p` kone? —AnhonI kbhu n hosI kahe hot Ai\ra re..˜ ‐ p` kone? ke: jene ktaRbuiâ KU!I g{ Ke tene. ;Ane kevzIAe dI@uH tevuH =xe, to kevz&annI pyaRynI s¿a, jenI ÝtItmaH AavI Ke to te ÝtItmaH Tyare Aave Ke ke jemaH svR&p uH AHdrmaH pD–uH Ke Aeno Aa]y l{ne tene AevI ÝtIit Aave Ke ke ;jgtmaH svR& Ke.' Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, bapu¦ xuH =ay? AekaHt taÌ Ôy, ko{ kaH{ taÌ Ôy, ko{ kaH{ taÌ Ôy¦

ij&asa: ko{p` vat (p` srvaze) svR&Svwav to Aavvo j Ôe{Ae¦ sma\an: TyaH j jvuH Ke. (Aa) Aek j vat Ke. —Almlm˜ n kæuH? pU R Ýwu

tarI cIj Ke teno Anuwv kr¦ Aek j vat. ;Kh#aza' maH Aave Ke ne..¦ —laq bat kI bat yhI, inüy _r laAo.˜ ‐ Vyvhar Aave Ke, Vyvhar hoy Ke, (Ae) ho, p` —laq bat kI bat yhI, inüy _r laAo¸ toir skl jgdHd‐‐fHd, int Aatm |yaAo.˜ Aaha.. ha Ae Ke Aa (magR)¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: mara AHtrna bz=I A=va \/uvna |yanna |yeyna bz=I maramaH Aa moh ne rag‐äeØ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

phelo sMyGdxRnno ivØy jrI sU"m¦ Ane phelI wUimka‐sMyGdxRn‐j k@` Ke¦ Ae ma!e (j) bhu Ôer devay Ke sMyGdxRn _pr. bakI to sMyGdxRn =ya pKI to Axuwwav p` Aave Ke, xuwwav (p`) Aave Ke. ¹iÚ ={ Ke ke huH \/uv inTyanHd KuH, Aevo Anuwv =yo Ke¸ (p` Aa wUimkamaH pU`R) iS=rta ={ xke nhÄ, to inivRkLp|yanmaH (stt) rhI xke nhÄ¸ to ]v`, mnn, icHtvn Aaid xuwwav n Aave to Tyare xuH AxuwmaH jvuH? (Aem n=I). to xuw krvuH, Aem khevamaH p` Aave Ke. _pay=I xuw kro, Aevo p` _pdex krvamaH Aave Ke. sMyG¹iÚne p` AiS=rta‐Axuw KoDva ma!e (Aevo _pdex Aave). A&anIne to kH{ Ke j nhÄ, Aene to hÒ im+yaTv pD–uH Ke. Ane (mo!uH) Axuw to im+yaTv Ke¸ tena=I j (te) bCyo n=I, to TyaH (cair5mohjNy) Axuw=I bcvanuH É–aH ræuH? AavI vato Ke¦

Aaha.. ha¦ Ae be lI!ImaH to ke!luH wyuÅ Ke¦ (]ota:) hÒ kaH{ pUrI ={ n=I¦ (_¿r:) pUruH¦ pUruH to ÉyaH=I, bapa¦ Ae to wgvan‐muinraÔe‐saca sHto pUruH kre, wa{¦ Ae to AmaruH gj¡H n=I¦ AemaH to FÌ gHwIr cIj wrI Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

—xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze˜‐ Ae in Ry pyaRy kre Ke ke ãVy kre Ke? AinTy inTyno in Ry kre Ke. inTya ÉyaH in Ry kre? inTy to \/uv Ke, Ane kU!S= Ke. ;kU!S=' maH, \/uvmaH pir`mn j n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ waØa to j¡Ao: —s¿a, Avbo\ (&an), prmcEtNy,˜ ‐i5kaz... hÇ¦ &an‐dxRn be weguH krI naQyuH. cetnnuH prmcEtNy, Aa„anuH‐tÀvnuH‐ivxeØ Aa„tÀvnuH prmcEtNy, qas Aa„tÀvnuH prmcEtNy, —Ane suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn˜‐ i5kaz AanHdnI AnuwUitmaH lIn, AanHdmaH lIn pD–uH (iv>man) Ke. AHdr pUàRnHdno na=no na= Ýwu, pUàRnHdmaH lIn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;lIn' maH pyaRy n levI. Aaha... ha¦ j¡Aone¦ waØa




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 1pp AevI Ke ne...¦ —suqnI AnuwUitmaH lIn.˜... Aem¦ —Aeva ivixÚ Aa„tÀvne˜‐Aem lI\uH ne...? TyaH pyaRy n lI\I (p`) —Aeva (ivixÚ) —Aa„tÀvne ‐ Aaha... ha¦ AacayÈnI waØa to j¡Ao¦ ¬etaHbrna 4p (Aagm) vaHce ne kroDo vaHce top` ÉyaHy tÀv ha= n Aave, AevI Aa Aek lI!ImaH AevuH Aa tÀv Ke¦ vedaHt‐vedaHtmaH ÉyaHy n mze¦ (]ota:) vedaHtvaza Aap`I vat saHwzva mage to tenI sa=e vat krvI ke n krvI? (_¿r:) vat, AhÄyaH kone krvI Ke? Aave to saHwze. AavI vat saHwzIne, ke!lak Aem khe Ke: Aa to b\I vedaHtnI vat Ke. kar` ke Aap e jEn\mRmaH to kro v/t ne tp ne wi› krvI Ae jEniÊya¦

1999nI salmaH rajko!maH Aek bavo prmhHs ccaR saHwzva AaVyo hto. Aem ke jEnna sa\u (-AhÄ ÉyaH sa\u hta? p` Ae to (baæTyag Ôe{ne) mane ne ke Aa TyagI Ke, sa\u Ke) AavI vat Aa„anI kre Ke¦ Ane hÔro ma`so wegaH =ay Ke¦ to Ae k{ rIt Ke? Aho¦ jEnmaH AavuH ÉyaH=I? jEn to iÊyakaHDI ... v/t krva ne _pvas krva (vaza hoy Ke)¦ AemaH (meH) phelI Aa!lI vat krI ke j¡Ao¦ vStu to inTy \/uv Ke, te j Ke p` Ae \/uvno in Ry krnarI pyaRy AinTy Ke¦ (bavaAe kæuH:) heH¦ Aa„a AinTy¦ Aa„a inTy‐AinTy bey Ke¦ ‐ é@Ine wagI gyo. bapu¦ AhÄ to vStuiS=it (Aa Ke)¦ AhÄ ko{ pÙ n=I. AhÄ tne vedaHt jevuH lage... p` AhÄ vedaHt n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? (Aolo) bavo é@Ine wagI gyo. Aa„a AinTy? pyaRy AinTy, ãVy inTy. kem ke Ae (vedaHtI) loko pyaRyne mane nhÄ to pKI tme ;svRVyapk Ke' AevuH maNyuH ko e? xuH ;Ae' \/uv mane? Aem n cale, bapu¦ Aa to (svR&no) magR Ke, wa{¦ Aa vStu (AevI Ke¦) AnHt svR&nuH kheluH tÀv Aa j Ke¦ Ane Aa j magR Ke. Ae kaH{ (pÙ n=I).

ko{ khe ke AhÄyaH —AnuwUitmaH lIn˜ Aene pyaRy kho. to (Aem n=I.) AhÄ to —Aeva ivixÚ AaTmtÀvne lI\uH Ke. Aeva ivixÚ Aa„tÀvne' ‐Aem lI\uH Ke. Ae AnuwUit Ke Ae \/uvnI vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

(Aeva ivixÚ Aa„tÀvne) —g/hnara˜ Ae!le Ô`nara. g/h` A=aRtŸ Ô`vuH. Aem ;moÙmagRÝkaxk' satma A|yaymaH lI\uH Ke ne...¦ —ijnmagRmaH ko{ @eka e VyvharnI muQytasiht VyaQyan Ke tene ;Aem n=I p` inim¿aidnI ApeÙaAe Aa _pcar kyÈ Ke' Aem Ô`vuH. Ane —Ae Ýma e ;Ô`vanuH' nam j bHne nynuH ;g/h`' Ke.˜

—xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze˜‐ Aekla ãVyai=Rknyna bze' (Aem nhÄ.) ;xuâãVyai=Rknyna bze' ‐ xuâãVyai=Rkny Ae!le xuâ ãVy i5kaz... i5kaz¸ teno je A=±, A=aRtŸ tenuH jene Ýyojn Ke Aevo je ny. (tena bze) muinraj khe Ke ke: mare‐wgvTSv$p vItragdxamaH rm`ta, AtIiNãyÝcur AanHdna Svaidyane‐—skz mohragäeØ n=I.˜ marI cIjmaH mohragäeØnI gH\ iblkul n=I. Ane marI je xuâpir`it Ke temaH p` mohragäeØnI gH\ n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AavI vat Ke¦¦ wa{¦ Aa to jene AHtr=I KU!vuH hoy tenI vato Ke, bapu¦ Aa to kH{ man mezvva ne‐ kaH{ bIÔ krtaH Ame ivxeØ khenara KIAe ne... (te=I) Amne




1p6 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 mo!a gò ne flaà gò. Amne smÔy AevI vat Aapo to tme @Ik ne...¦ Ae AhÄyaH n=I. AhÄyaH to Aa vStuiS=it je Ke (te) Ke.

hve, AhÄyaH Ae AaVyuH: —shj inüyny=I˜‐ Ae i5kaz wgvanAa„a shj inüyny=I, Svawaivk sTy¹iÚ=I‐ (1) —sda inravr`Sv$p˜ (Ke). ãVySv$p to sda inravr` Ke. vStune Aavr` kevuH? pyaRymaH Ae!le Aek smynI dxamaH rag sa=e inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke. Ane kmR sa=e ragne‐inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke. (kmR) Ae jD Ke ne...¦ wavkmR‐pyaRyne jDkmR sa=e inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ Ke vStumaH to Ae kH{ (inim¿‐nEimi¿k sHbH\ j n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ —sda inravr`Sv$p˜ Ae Aene (A&anIne) AHdr besvuH k@` pDe¦ —huH to sda inravr`Sv$p KuH Ae vStu Ke. pyaRy=I (inravr`) nhÄ. ãVy Ke Ae sda inravr`Sv$p Ke, je sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐ãVy, Ae sda inravr` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (2) —xuâ &an$p˜‐i5kaz hÇ¦ inravr` Ae to naiSt=I kæuH. p` —Aa...˜ Aeklo &anno puHj Ýwu, &anno #glo, \/uv&anno #glo, &anno \/uv pU R #glo‐\/uvnI vat Kene..¦ —xuâ&an$p˜... hÇ¦ &anSv$p Ke.

(3) —shj icTxi›my˜‐ Svawaivk &anxi›my vStu i5kaz. shj icTxi›ma5 wgvanAa„a. Aaha... ha¦

(4) —shj dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R mUitR˜‐ Aa p` i5kazI vat Ke. Svawaivk dxRn, tenuH Sfur`, tena=I huH i5kaz pirpU`R KuH. Aa pyaRynI (vat) n=I. jem phelaH ;lIn' xBd hto tem AhÄ ;Sfur`' xBd Ke. Ae p` i5kazI (ãVynI j vat Ke). Aaha... ha¦ Aek smynI pyaRynI paKz AaquH ãVy, wgvan prmanHdno na= pD–o (iv>man) Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ pU`R... pU`R... pU R... pU R, Aek Aek gu pU R, Aeva AnHtgu ono na=, Ae icTxi›my Ke. (Aevo huH) shj dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R mUitR KuH¦ —jenI mUitR A=aRtŸ Sv$p shj dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R˜ Ke. ‐i5kazI hÇ¦

sMyGdxRnnuH |yey i5kazI (ãVy) Ke. Ane wUta=Rne Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. —wUyT=miSsdo qlu sMma[!Ÿ@I hv[ jIvo˜ (‐ ;smysar' 11mI ga=a). Ae wUta=R kho, &ayk kho, \/uv kho, samaNy kho, Aek$p kho (Aeka=R Ke).

Ae AhÄyaH —shj dxRnna Sfur`=I pirpU R ‐ Sfur`no A=R ;Ke' (hyat Ke). Svawaivk dxRnna Sfur`=I‐pirpU R dxRnna Sfur`=I A=aRtŸ Ýg!$p \/uv AHdr Ke¦ Ae pyaRynI vat n=I. vStu pirpU R Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aeno dxRngu pirpU R Ke. phelaH ;xuâ&an$p' kæuH. pKI ;shj icTxi›my' kæuH. ;icTxi›vazo' n kæuH, (kem ke) ;icTxi›vazo' (khetaH) to wed pDI Ôy Ke. (Ae!le) ;icTxi›my' kæuH, Aaha... ha¦ AemaH (k=nmaH) AacayÈna Aek Aek AÙrnI ikHmt Ke¦

—(Aeva) Ane (p) Sv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p shj y=aQyat cair5vaza˜- ;y=aQyat cair5' Aa pyaRynI vat n=I. y=a´Qyatμy=aÝisâ cair5. AHdr \/uv (Ke). Aaha...




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 1p7 ha¦ Sv$pmaH Aivcz iS=it$p shj y=aQyat cair5vaza‐ÔeyuH? —Aeva mne˜‐ Aa pyaRynI vat n=I. Aa xi›‐Svwav$p‐i5kaz‐y=aQyatvaza‐y=aÝisâ cair5‐ maramaH‐AHdr Sv$pmaH iS=rta i5kaz... i5kaz.. i5kaz... i5kaz Ýisâ Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ —Aeva mne˜ (Aa xBd kem vapyÈ‐kemke: vedaHtmaH Aem khe Ke ke‐ ;huH' kho to Ae to j¡do pDI gyo. (ma!e) ;svR' kho. kar` ke teAo ;svRVyapk' mane Ke ne..? Ane Ôe ;huH' mane to te b\amaH j¡do pDI Ôy tem Ke. ma!e vedaHtnI je maNyta ;Aek j svRVyapk Ke' tena pirhar A=eR, temj AnHt Aa„aAo, AnHt rjkò (Ane bIÔ car ãVyo=I) ;huH' iwþ KuH, Aem dxaRvva ma!e AhÄ —Aeva mne˜ xBd vapyÈ Ke). Aa xBd b\a (bol) maH AaVyo Ke: (jem ke) ;huH' narkpyaRy n=I, Aem. (mara) Aa„a (ma!e) ;huH' khuH KuH¸ b\a ma!e ;huH' (xBd) kheto n=I¸ Aem khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aeva mne —smSt sHsarklexnahetu˜‐ —sHsr`mŸ [it sHsar:˜ Ae smSt sHsar klex Ke. cahe to SvgR ho top` klex Ke. ragno klex Ke. du:qno... du:qno klex sHsar Ke. Aeva klexna hetu —Êo\-man-maya-low n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Êo\, man‐Ae äeØ¸ Ane maya, low‐Ae rag¸ maramaH n=I. ‐ Ae konamaH n=I? pyaRymaH svR=a n=I, Aem n=I. Ae to hÒ KÍS= Ke. to pyaRymaH jrI Ke. p` maruH je (xuâ) pir`mn Ke temaH n=I, Aeno A=R: maramaH‐ãVymaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

—(Aeva) mne smSt sHsarklexna hetu Êo\‐man‐maya‐low n=I.˜ äeØna be wed: Êo\ Ane man. ragna be wed: maya Ane low. ‐Ae sHsarklexna hetu Ke.

(;smysar') injRra Ai\karmaH (}lok‐142) Ke: —iÉlXyNtaH Svymev˜- (Svymev A=aRtŸ ij&asa ivna) klex pame to pamo.˜ mhav/t (Ane tp) na war=I.. klex pame to pame. p` AaTmana Anuwv ivna moÙmagR É–arey (pamI xkta) n=I.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —smSt sHsar˜ ‐Ae!le cahe to SvgRno wv hoy ke cahe to cÊvt±no hoy ke kroDo‐AbÔepit ma`sno wv hoy, Ae sHsar Ke, Ae b\o Aeklo klex Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smSt sHsar klexna hetu Êo\‐man‐maya‐low Ae maramaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦

—hve, Aa (_prokt) iviv\ ivkLpo=I (wedo=I) wrela ivwavpyaRyono inüy=I huH ktaR n=I.˜ - ragaid =ay Ke Aeno inüy=I huH ktaR n=I. Ae (;smysar') 47 xi›maH vIyRxi›no pa@ btaVyo hto ne...¦ ke: —Sv$pnI (Aa„Sv$pnI) rcnana sam+yR$p vIyRxi›.˜ ragnI rcna kre te (vIyRxi›) n=I.

(&anIne p` rag) Aave Ke, hoy Ke. inivRkLpmaH rhI n xke to Axuw !azva ma!e xuw to Aave j Ke. to ko{ khe ke: (song#) Vyvharno inØe\ kre Ke Ane (TyaH) Vyvhar to Fò cale Ke... mHidr ne Aa ne te¦ (p`) Ae to Aena kar e bne Ke. p` AemaH wav xuw hoy Ke. (]ota:) mHidr vgere Aapna _pdex=I bNyaH Ke. (_¿r:) meH to É–arey AevuH p` kæuH n=I ke Aa mHidr bnavo. huH to _pdex (isvay kxuH krto n=I Ane tÀvij&asu) Aave to (te) saHwzI le Ke. (AhÄ) phelaH (lokoAe potanI meze) Aa Sva|yaymHidr




1p8 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐r sHvt‐94maH bnaVyuH htuH. KtaHy meH to phelaH j kæuH htuH ke, j¡Ao wa{¦ tme wle Aa Sva|yaymHidr bnavo Ko to huH AhÄ j rhuH Aevo ÝitbH\ mne n=I¸ Ôe mne AHtrŸvEraGyvItragta ivxeØ v\I Ôy to huH KoDI j{x¦ (pKI p` ßyare) nanalalwa{ jsaÌ rajko!vazaAe kæuH ke‐mare Aa (ijn) mHidr bnavvuH Ke (Tyare p`) meH kæuH n=I ke bnavo. TyaH Aap e ko{ne kæuH n=I. (AhÄ to VyaQyanmaH) Nyay Ane _pdex Aave temaH smjvuH hoy te smÒ le¦ (KtaH) AhÄ to laqo $ipya Aave Ke... Aave.. AavvanuH hoy Ae Aave, jvanuH hoy Ae Ôy. je rjk` ßyaH AavvanaH hoy Ae Aave. Aene lave ko` Ane raqe ko`? AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke‐Ae huH KuH j nhÄ¦

j¡Ao¦ khe Ke: —(inüy=I) huH ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, Ane (pudŸglkmR$p) ktaRna Anumodk n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ VyvharrTn5yno rag Aave Aeno ktaR n=I, Aeno kravnar n=I (Ane Anumodk p` n=I).

Aaha... ha¦ (;smysar') pu~y‐pap Ai\kar, ga=a‐14pmaH Ae Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: —te kem hoy suxIl je sHsarmaH daql kre?˜ pu~ywav p` kuxIl Ke. kemke Ae sHsarmaH daql kre Ke. Aave wle¦ hoy Ke. Ôe n hoy to vItrag ={ Ôy. p` Ae pu~ywav kuxIl Ke, Aene suxIl kem khIAe? Ae kuxIl to sHsarmaH daql kre, Aa wv (v<iâ) kre (Ke).

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: Ae b\a (ivwavpyaRyo) no huH ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane pudŸglkmR$p ktaRno˜ (-ivwavpyaRyna ktaR je pudŸglkmÈ temno-) Anumodk n=I. (Aem v RvvamaH Aave Ke).˜

... ivxeØ Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 16-2-78

(;inymsar') prma=R‐ÝitÊm`. AhÄyaH (su\I) AaVya KIAe: —hve, Aa (_prokt) iviv\ ivkLpo=I (wedo=I)˜ Ae!le ke caEd gu`S=an, caEd ÒvS=an, caEd magRàS=an Aaid b\a wedo=I —wrela ivwavpyaRyono inüy=I huH ktaR n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ ragno to ktaR n=I p` wedono y ktaR n=I. AwedmaH wed wasta n=I. je AHdr gu Aaid Ke KtaHy te wed, Awed¹iÚmaH wasta n=I. ma!e khe Ke ke: wed maramaH Ke j nhÄ. gu ‐guÌna wed ke &annI paHc AvS=a Aaidna wed Ae‐huH Awed cEtNymUitR KuH‐AemaH n=I. AenuH nam sacuH ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (b\a ivwavpyaRyo inüy=I) huH n=I, Aeno huH ktaR Ane kariyta p` n=I (Ane Anumodk p` n=I). (huH) ragno to ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I¸ p` wedono p` ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane wed krta hoy teno Anumodk p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ pudŸglkmR$p ktaRno (Anumodk huH n=I). nhÄtr ivkarIpyaRy to pudŸglkmRna inim¿=I ={ (Ke, AevI) pudŸglkmR$ppyaRyno ktaR pudŸglkmR (Ke) temno (huH) Anumodk n=I. Aem v`Rn krvamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa to bhu




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 1p9 xaHitno magR Ke, Ýwu¦

(hve khe Ke:) —huH narkpyaRyne krto n=I.˜ narkIna xrIrnI pyaRyne huH krto n=I, huH kravto n=I Ane huH Anumodto n=I. Ane Aa narkpyaRynuH huH kar` (p`) n=I. Aeva —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ ‐ Svawaivk cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„a Ke. wgvan Aa„a cEtNyivlasI Ýwu (Ke).

(loko) n=I kheta ke‐Aa ivlasI ma`s Ke. Aa bharmaH wogmaH‐pEsamaH ivlasI (mSt) Ke¦ (p`) Ae ivlasI to \Uzna y n=I. (Ae to) Jerna ivlasI Ke¦ Aa (&anI) to cEtNySv$p Aa„ana ivlasI Ke.

Aaha...ha¦ shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„a (Ke). Aa Aa„a cEtNyivlasSv$p Ke. Aa„a i5kaz cEtNyna ivlasSv$p j Ke. Aem khe Ke. AenuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke. cEtNyivlasSv$pno ivlas pyaRymaH krvo¦ (Ae!le ke) Ae (Aa„a) Svwav$pe ivlasSv$p Ke, to pirìtmaH cEtNyno ivlas Ýg! =ay Ke. AenuH nam sacuH ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ke ne...¦ —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ Aene huH wavuH KuH. A=aRtŸ wavna kruH KuH. huH mara cEtNySv$p AaTmanI wavna kruH KuH. wavna A=aRtŸ AHtrŸAekag/ta.

JIÌ vat Ke ne, wa{¦ ApUvR vat, AnHtkazmaH Éyare y krI n=I. AnHtvar jEn sa\u =yo, Aigyar AHg w~yo, Tyag‐vEraGy AnHtvar lI\a, p` vaStivk &an Ane vEraGy xi›‐je smiktIne hoy Ke, Ae injRra Ai\karmaH Aave Ke ne...¦ &an Ane vEraGyxi›: Sv$pnuH &an Ane pr trf=I _dasIn ($p) vEraGy, AevI xi›‐Éyarey Ýg! krI n=I. bhar=I kdaictŸ kØaynI mHdta krI hoy p` Ae to $H\ayelo kØay Ke. (bhen]InaH ;vcnam<t' maH Ke.) Ae kØayne $H|yo Ke, AHdr dabI raQyo Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: —huH narkpyaRyne krto n=I˜ kem? ke: huH to —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p AaTmane j wavuH KuH˜ . (;wavuH KuH') Ae pyaRy Ke. ;shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p AaTma' Ae to i5kazI cIj ={. ;Aene huH wavuH KuH, AenI huH wavna kruH KuH' Ae to pyaRy ={, Ae inüy‐ÝitÊm`nI dxa ={.

—huH ityÅcpyaRyne krto n=I.' ityÅc Ae!le ingod=I maHDIne b\a ityÅc hÇ¦ ingod p` ityÅcmaH Aave Ke. ingod, AekeiNãy, be[iNãy, i5iNãy, car[iNãy, pHceiNãy (sH&I Ane AsH&I bHne) Ae ityÅcxrIr¸ Ae xrIr jena=I mze teva wavne p` huH krto n=I, kravto n=I, krvavazo hoy tene huH Anumodto n=I Ane AenuH huH kar` p` n=I. (]ota:) _padan kar` nhÄ ke inim¿ kar` nhÄ? (_¿r:) _padan kar` nhÄ Ane inim¿ kar` p` nhÄ. _padan kar` (Ae) to prmaH gyuH. p` AenuH inim¿ kar` p` huH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ huH to vItragIpyaRynuH kar` wgvanAa„a¦ huH to &ata‐ãÚa, cEtNyivlasSv$p wgvanAa„a¸ Aene wavuH KuH. AemaH Ae (ityÅcpyaRy Ane AenaH kar`) ÉyaH AaVyaH? JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ jgtne (qbr n=I).




160 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 \/uvnuH |yan kruH KuH, Aem khe Ke... Lyo¦ \/uv kevI cIj Ke? ke: cEtNyivlasSv$p

wgvanAa„a, jemaH AnHtgu`na bgIca pD–a Ke. bene (bhen]I cHpabhene) kæuH ne...¦ AHdr AnHtgu na AorDa Ke. Aem Aek Aek gu AnHtgu no AorDo Ke. Aek Aek gu maH AnHtI xi›. AnHt gu no AanHd Ke‐Aek Aek gu no AanHd Ke: AiStTvno AanHd. vStuTvno AanHd. ktaRno AanHd, ktaR xuâ hÇ¦ ktaRxiÉt Ke ne AHdr¦ Aeno AanHd. kmR A=aRtŸ kayR Ae xi› AHdr \/uv Ke Aeno AanHd. kr` A=aRtŸ sa\n Ae xi› AHdr i5kaz Ke Aeno AanHd. sHÝdan Ae!le potanuH krIne potanamaH raqvuH AevI AHdr sHÝdanxi› Ke Ae p` mo!o AorDo Ke, Ae sHÝdanno AanHd. AHdr AnHt xi› Ke, bapu¦ Apadan AemaH Ýg! =ay Ke (Aeno AanHd). Aa\ar (no AanHd). AevI AnHtxi›¦

47 xi›maH Aek ;AnHt\mRTvxi›' Aave Ke ne...¦ Aek AnHt\mRTvxi›. Ane Aek Aek xi›maH AenuH $p. Aevo AnHt\mRTv Aeno Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AnHt\mRTv namno Aek gu Ke AemaH bIÔ AnHtgu onuH $p Ke Ane AenuH $p AnHtgu maH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo wHDar wgvan AHdr pD–o (iv>man) Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄyaH kæuH:) ;huH ityÅcpyaRyne krto n=I.˜ ityÅcpyaRymaH ingod=I maHDIne b\I (pyaRy) levI. Ae ityÅcpyaRyno huH ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I, Anumodk n=I Ane kar` p` n=I. huH to —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ Svawaivk cEtNyno ivlas jemaH wyÈ Ke Aevo wgvanAaTma, je marI ¹iÚno ivØy Ke, Ae to cEtNyna ivlas=I wrelo Ýwu Ke¦ Aaha...ha¦

(vtRmanmaH) je Ývah Ke, Aena=I Aa vat (j¡dI) Aave to lokone AakrI lage, Ane Ae!le AevI lage ke‐ Aa AekaHt Ke, inüyawas Ke Aem lage. prHtu vStu (iS=it) to Aa Ke¦ wvno AHt lavvanI cIj to Aa Ke¦ jena=I wv mze Ae to klHk Ke. ;yogsar' maH kæuH Ke ke: wv krvo Ae klHk Ke. to je wav=I wv mze Ae wav p` klHk Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke Ae klHkna wav, tene huH krto n=I, kravto n=I, Anumodto n=I Ane tenuH kar` (p`) n=I. huH to cEtNyivlasSv$pne wavuH KuH. AHtrŸsNmuqmaH marI wavna Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ßyaH wgvan cEtNySv$p ibraje Ke, te trfnI marI wavna Ke, Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

—huH mnu*ypyaRyne krto n=I.˜ FàH vØR phelaH AhÄ Aek pHiDt AaVya hta (te e kæuH ke:) Ôe mnu*yp uH hoy to v/t=I kevz&an =ay Ke¸ mnu*ypà isvay ÉyaHy =ay Ke? ma!e mnu*ypànI ikHmt Ke¦ (p`) AhÄ to khe Ke ke: mnu*yp uH cIj Aek to xrIr Ke, Ane mnu*ynI je (AHdr) yoGyta Ke tep` ivkar‐ivwav Ke¦ (teAo Aem p` kheta hta ke:) mnu*ypùH v«v<ØwnaracsHhnn, Ae b\a \mRmaH shayk Ke. (p`) AhÄ to khe Ke:) Ae cIj prãVy Ke. (\mRmaH) prãVy to shayk n=I p` AHdr ivkLp é@e Ke, Are¦ wed é@e Ke te p` shayk n=I.

Arere¦ Aa AakrI vat Ke. Aa sTyno ÊaHit‐kaz Ke ne...¦ Ae!le lokone J! n ruce. kar` ke Ae (SvlÙI) idxa trf (É–arey) gyo n=I ne...¦ Ane Ae idxa trf kem jvay




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 161 AenI vat p` Aeè ruic=I saHwzI n=I. Aene bharno Ýem‐_Tsah‐mihma (vteR Ke, te=I) baæmaH Ahoho¦ mo!I r=ya5a nIkze... gjr=... nIkze sa\upànI Aam vÏ ka#I naqe ne nGndIÙa ne... Aam wega =ay Fà ma`so ne‐Ae b\o wwko lage¦ p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke Ae b\I iÊya prnI Ke, Ýwu¦ Ane (Aevo) AHdr je ivkLp é@e Ke te rag Ke. huH te ragno ktaR n=I, kariyta n=I Ane Anumodk n=I. (huH to) —(shj) cEtNy (na) ivlas (Sv$p) Aa„ane (j wavuH KuH)˜ ke, jemaH cEtNyno ivlas wyÈ Ke. (AhÄ) cEtNynI muQyta=I lI\uH Ke. p` b\a gu leva. —&an te Aa„a˜ le Ke ne..¦ to Ae &annI sa=e b\a AnHtgu` leva. smÔùH kaH{?

—huH devpyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p AaTmane j wavuH KuH.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AevI dlIl Aave Ke ke wa{¦ TyaH (;smysar') Aa@mI ga=amaH ;Vyvhar inüyno _pdexk Ke' AevuH Aave Ke ne...¦ Aa@mI ga=a: —jh ìv sÞm`ýo.˜ Vyvhar vDe inüyno _pdex Ke. (]ota:) _pdex bIÒ rIte Aapvo AxÉ– Ke? (_¿r:) k{ rIte Apay? ma!e TyaH (!IkamaH) AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ jem b/aïè ;SviSt' kæuH. to Ae saHwzI (Aeno A=R MleCK) smÒ xke nhÄ Tyare Aam !g!g Ôeya kre ke Aa xuH khe Ke¦ to (b/aï e kæuH:) ;SviSt' no A=R Ýwu¦ —taruH AivnaxI kLya` =aAo˜ Aevo Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae je vqte kæuH te j vqte tenI (MleCKnI) AaHqmaH=I AanHdnaH AaHsu AaVyaH. tem (Vyvhar Ane prma=RmagR pr sMyG&an$pI mhar=ne clavnar sari= sman Ke Aeva ]Iguru ßyare VyvharmaH AaVya hoy Tyare teAo) bIÔne‐ix*yne smÔve Ke ke wa{¦ ;Aa Aa„a Ke¦' Tyare Aolo (ix*y Aeno A=R smje nhÄ to) !g!g Ôeya kre ke Aa xuH khe Ke¦ xuH khe Ke¦ p` saHwzIne (_peÙa kre Ke Aem n=I prHtu ApUvR AHtrruic=I) j¡Ae Ke ke, Aa xuH khe Ke? huH smÒ xkto n=I. to (]IguruAe) Aeno (;Aa„a' xBdno) A=R kyÈ ke: Ýwu¦ Ame Aene Aa„a khIAe KIAe ke je dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº hoy te AaTma¦ Ae Vyvhar. Aa _pdex. ;ãVysHg/h' maH KeÐe Ke. mUz xBd Ke: —AtitgCKit [it AaTma:.˜ ;Atit' Ae!le potana sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ne (;gCKit' Ae!le) Ýaº =ay te Aa„a. Ae p` Vyvhar vDe _pdex AaVyo. wed paDIne smÔve. nhÄtr smÔve kevI rIte? (Aa„ano A=R saHwZya) pKI te (ix*y) smßyo AHdr=I‐Aho ho ho¦ Aa Aa„a¦¦ (to smjtaHveHt) trt j Aene AanHdno éwro Aave Ke. AevI yoGytavazo j Òv (ix*y) lI\o Ke. Aekdm AHdr=I pkDe Ke. pa5 Òv Ke. Ahoho¦ Aa Aa„a¦¦ ke je dxRn‐&an‐cair5na wed$pe pir`me Ke Ae ;Awed Aa„a'¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa saHwzIne AHdr=I AanHdnI \ara vhI. AtIiNãy AanHd AaVyo. bs¦ saHwZyuH ne trt j (ATyHt AanHd=I tena ñdymaH suHdr bo\trHgo (&antrHgo) ) éKze Ke¦ AevI j carey baj¡=I vStu lI\I Ke. Aevo ix*y lI\o Ke. pKI to AacayeR kæuH ke: Ame wed=I smÔvIAe KIAe, p` AenuH (VyvharnuH) Anusr` Amare krvanuH n=I Ane tare p` krvanuH n=I. Ýwu¦ Aa„a Aene khIAe ke je dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay. pu~y, pap, dya, dan, v/tne Ýaº =ay Ae Aa„a nhÄ. Ae vat to ka#I naqI. wed paDIne khevamaH AaVyuH. p`




162 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 khevamaH xuH AaVyuH? ke: ;Aa AaTma'¦... to Ae (ix*y) nI ¹iÚ p` Aa„a _pr jvI Ôe{Ae. wed=I smÔVyuH ke: dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay te Aa„a. p` Ae wed _pr lÙ n krvuH Ôe{Ae. Aaha... ha¦ Aap e to AhÄ Ae levuH Ke ke: Aa„a je saHwzvane AaVyo, te saHwzvanI jene \gx Ke Aene smÔVyo. Ae paHcmI ga=amaH lI\uH Ke. smÔVyo to wed=I. kemke wed=I smÔVya isvay to ko{ (smÔvva ma!eno) _pay n=I. ma!e TyaH kæuH ke: Vyvharny S=apn krva yoGy Ke. (p` te AnusrvayoGy n=I). svarmaH AaVyuH htuH ne...¦ ke: ko{ p` ivkLp=I \mR =ay Ke, Ae S=apva yoGy n=I. Ae!le ke Vyvhar=I law Ke AevI vat n=I. ;Aena=I law Ke' Ae ÝÆ n=I. VyvharnuH Anusr` krIne inüy =ay Ke Aem n=I. p` Vyvharny (wed) ivna smÔvvanI laykat ko{nI n=I. (Ae ApeÙaAe AhÄ kæuH ke:) ;Vyvharny S=apn krva yoGy Ke.' smÔ uH kaH{? ix*y p` AHdr Aem smje Ke (mane Ke) ke: guÌAe je AaTma kæo ke je dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay. te Aa„a ko`? ke: te AwedAa„a _pr ¹iÚ jtaH sMyGdxRn =yuH to AanHdnI \ara vhI. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa Aa„a¦¦ jem fuvaramaH=I pa`I fU!e (éDe) Ke Aem AHdr i5kazI‐&ayk‐cEtNyivlas wgvan¸ Aene huH wavuH KuH, AenI huH Aekag/ta kruH KuH, to pyaRymaH AanHdnI \ara vhe Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AanHd wgvan (Aa„a) maH Ke. AanHd (bIje) É–aHy n=I. AanHd xrIrmaH n=I. AanHd pEsamaH n=I. AanHd dya‐danna pir`ammaH n=I. AanHd ihHsa‐jU@na wavmaH n=I. wognI vasnamaH AanHd n=I. VyvharrTn5yna ivkLpmaH AanHd n=I. AanHd to AHdr wgvanmaH Ke. Aevo cEtNyivlasI AanHdSv$pI wgvan¸ Aene huH wavuH KuH. Aem khe Ke.

TyaH (;smysar') Aa@mI ga=amaH p` Ae lI\uH: Aene Aekdm=I ßyaH kæuH‐ ;Aa Aa„a'¦ Vyvhar‐ivkLpne Ýaº kre ne ivkLp _Tpþ kre Ae AaTma, Ae vat nhÄ. Vyvhar=I kæuH to Ae!luH kæuH: sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay (Ae Aa„a.) Ae wed=I k=n krIne ;Awed' smÔVyuH. p` wed _pr lÙ krvuH nhÄ. Ae AhÄyaH Aave Ke ne...? Ane TyaH (Aa@mI ga=anI !IkamaH) KeÐe Ae Ke: —vcnaä–vharnyo nanustRVy:˜ khevavazane Ane saHwzvavazane Vyvharny Anusr` krva layk n=I. wed=I smÔVya vgr rhevatuH n=I KtaHy wednuH Anusr` krvuH nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke. lokone (AFruH) lage, p` xuH =ay? (lokone mUzmagRnI qbr n=I te=I khe) ke Aam e (song#e) nvo \mR ka#–o. Amare je (iÊyakaHD$p \mR) prHpraAe caLyo Aavto hto (tena=I j¡do), Aem ke!lak ma`so khe Ke. p` Aa nvo (\mR) n=I, wgvan¦ AnHt tI=ÅkroAe khelo te (j) ;Aa' magR Ke¦

Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke: —huH devpyaRyne krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ marI wavna wgvanAa„a _pr Ke. wgvanno wav i5kazI¸ Ae wavnI ;wavna' Ae pyaRy Ke. ;wavuH KuH' Aem kæuH ne...¦ huH inmRz‐vItragIpyaRy=I i5kazI vItragISv$p cEtNyivlasne wavuH KuH. Aaha... ha¦

—Aatmwavna wavtaH, Òv lhe kevz&an re.˜ (p5aHk: 474) Ae ]ImdeŸ kæuH Ke Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 163 ne...¦ Ae (sHÝdaymaH) to loko wiÉt kre ne..¦ p` wiÉt be Ýkare Ke: inüywiÉt Ane VyvharwiÉt. Aa„amaH AHdr Aekag/ =vuH te inüywiÉt Ke. wgvannI wiÉt Aaidno ivkLp te to VyvharwiÉt Ke. (ivkLp) Aave Ke. pU R (vItrag) n =ay TyaH su\I (ivkLp) AaVya ivna to rheta n=I. ;smysar' nI jysenacayRnI !IkamaH Ke ne... inüywiÉt Ane VyvharwiÉt. ;inymsar' maH p` ;prmwi› Ai\kar' ga=a‐134 =I 140 su\I Aave Ke. ko{ khe Ke ne... ke: co=e‐paHcme inüy n hoy¸ inüy Kõe hoy, p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: paHcme gu S=ane ]avkne p` inüywi› hoy Ke. —sMm¿à`cr e jo wi¿H k¡ [ savgo smò. tSs du i`Vvuidwi¿ hoid i¿ ij eih p~`¿H .. 134.. -—je ]avk A=va ]m` sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ane sMykŸcair5nI wi› kre Ke, tene inv<RitwiÉt (invaR nI wiÉt) Ke Aem ijnoAe (AnHt tI=ÅkroAe) kæuH Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) pyaRynI vat Ke¦ (_¿r:) pyaRy AHdr ãVymaH Ke. p` wiÉtnaH piràm Ae to pyaRy Ke. p` rag=I h@Ine AenI (inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI) wiÉt kre Ke to tene (invaR nI) wiÉt khevamaH Aave Ke. (wiÉt A=aRtŸ wjn). k=n to pyaRy isvay xuH Aave? AhÄ mare to bIj¡H khevuH htuH ke: ]avkne p` sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI inüywiÉt hoy Ke. Aem 5 eynI hoy Ke. wle =oDuH cair5 Ke Kõe‐satme ivxeØ Ke p` cair5 Ke AHdr. kemke (TyaH) AnHtanubH\Ino Awav =yo Ane Ap/TyaQyanavr`no Awav =yo te=I Ae!luH cair5 Ke Ane co=e AnHtanubH\Ino Awav =yo Ae!luH (TyaH p`) Sv$pacr` cair5 Ke. p` paHcmamaH (AnHtanubH\I Ane) AÝTyaQyanavrÌyno Awav =yo Ke, Sv$pno _g/ Aa]y lI\o Ke, cEtNyivlas (Sv$p) wgvanno Aa]y _g/ lI\o Ke to (TyaH) xaHit to (co=e=I ivxeØ) AavI Ke. AhÄ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 5 e sa=e AaVyaH Ke. ]avkne 5 e kæaH ne...¦ ko{ khe ke: na. ]avkne to &an‐dxRn be j hoy (p`) AhÄ to (5 enI wiÉt lI\I Ke) 5 ey Ke, bapu¦

;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' (;dexv/t _>otn' ga=a‐21, 22, 23) maH Aevo pa@ Aave Ke ke: smiktI‐&anI ]avk ivi\pUvRk ijnÝitma Ane ijng<hnuH inmaR` kraveKe te wVy, sßjn puruØo äara vHdnIy Ke. TyaH to TyaH su\I lI\uH Ke ke: (kuHdrv<Ùna paHdDa jevDa ijnaly Ane) jv (na daà) jevDI ijnÝitmanuH inmaR krave Ke (temna pu~ynuH v`Rn krva ma!e AhÄ vaÌ (srSvtI) p` sm=R n=I). Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to wavnI vat Ke ne...? to pKI je mo!a mHidr bnave Aene to xuH khevay? Ae to sHFpit khevay. Aem lI\uH Ke. Ane ]avk vHdnIy Ke, Aem lI\uH Ke. sMyGdxRn‐sMyG&an‐sMykŸcair5nI wi› siht Aeva xuwwav AaVya: mHidr (inmaR`no), jzya5a, r=ya5a vgere‐ (baæ) iÊya to =vavazI =ay Ke, p` wav Aeno Ke ne...¦ to Aeva ]avkne vHdnIy kæo Ke, te vH> Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aek baj¡ Aem le ke: —ASsHjdH ` vNde (‐dxRnpahuD‡ga=a‐26). Ae muinne yoGy vHdn tene n=I. p` tene yoGy ]avkne p` vHdn =ay Ke. Aam to TyaH AevuH lI\uH Ke: ]avkne xuâ_pyog hoto n=I¦ (prHtu) je muinyoGy xuâ_pyog Ke te (Aene) hoto n=I¸




164 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aem levuH. ;prmxuâ' to TyaH paHc ga=amaH lI\uH Ke¸ p` Aa (ke!lak pHiDto) to TyaH=I Ae ka#e Ke ke: j¡Ao¦ xuâopyog to muinne hoy Ke, ]avkne nhÄ. p` xuâopyog vgr sMyGdxRn j =tuH n=I‐phelI vat Ae Ke¦ wa{¦ xuH krIAe?¦

;smysar' nI jysenacayRnI !IkamaH Aave Ke: sMyG¹iÚ &anI ßyare samaiyk AaidmaH bese Ke Tyare to xuâ_pyog =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr |yanmaH lagI Ôy (Tyare) xuâ_pyog ={ Ôy Ke. Aene samaiyk khIAe. (p`) sMyGdxRn n mze ne wan n mze... Ane samaiyk ={ g{‐ ÉyaH=I samaiyk AavI?

AHtrna AnuwvmaH dxRn‐&an‐cair5nI wiÉt to Ke, Ae _praHt wgvannI pUÔ, wiÉt, mHidr, kzxaiwØek vgere [Nã (p`) kre Ke¸ Aevo wav ]avkne hoy, mo!aH mo!aH mHidr bnave, to (te ]avk) vHdnIy Ke, Aevo pa@ (;pÍnHidpHcivHxitka' maH) Ke.

(ÉyaH) k{ ApeÙaAe k=n Ke, Ae n Ôè Ane AekaHt ta e to Aem n cale, wa{¦ Aa to Ýwuno SyadŸvad magR Ke. AhÄ (]avkne sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5) 5è kæaH. Ane Aek @eka e AevuH kæuH ke ]avkne xuâ_pyog hoto n=I. (p` wa{¦) Ae xuâopyog je muinne yoGy Ke tevo _pyog Aene n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao ne... kevo Ai\kar Ke¦ cEtNyno ivlas ßyaH sMyGdxRnmaH Aa„a AnuwvmaH AaVyo TyaH j xaHit Ane TyaH j inüy=I to Sv$pacr`$pI cair5 Ýg! =ay Ke. p` (tene) sHym nam Aape Ae cair5 TyaH (co=e) n hoy. Ae cair5 AHxe paHcme hoy Ke. bakI co=e gu`S=ane Sv$pacr` cair5 Ke¦

;xIlpahuD' (ga=a‐32) maH to TyaH su\I kæuH Ke ke: co=e gu S=ane narkIne p` xIl Ke (‐ivØyo=I ivrkt Ke). narkImaH p` xuâsmikt Ke, Aene Anuwv Ke A=aRtŸ Aene (AaTm) ¹iÚ Ke, &an Ke Ane AHxe iS=rta p` Ke to Aene xIl Ke, Aem kæuH Ke. Ae TyaH=I nIkzIne tI=Åkr p` =ay Ke. Aevo pa@ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ narkIne p` xIl Ke, Aem kæuH. sMyG¹iÚ Ke ne...¦ AenI vat Ke. Aaqa Aa„anI ¹iÚ Ýg! ={ Ane Aacr` Ýg!–uH, Ae xIlna Ýtap=I khe Ke ke bhar nIkzIne ko{ tI=Åkr =xe. j¡Ao¦ ATyare Ke ne...¦ ]ei`k raÔ. phelI nrkmaH 84 hÔr vØRnI iS=it Ke. (Aene) xIl Ke. xIl A=aRtŸ b/ïcyR. kaya=I prS5I Aaidno (wog) Ae ÝÆ TyaH n=I. TyaH Ae vat ÉyaH Ke? Ane devmaH _pr nvmI g/EveykmaH to S5Ino Tyag Ke KtaH TyaH pHcmgu`S=an n=I. S5Ina wogno to Tyag Ke, nvmI g/EveykmaH S5I‐[HãaÌ j n=I. AhÄ to AHdr sMykŸ Anuwv, ¹iÚ Ane AHxe iS=rta Ýg!I tene xIl khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. (Are¦) Ae (smiktI) S5Ino TyagI n hoy top` (tene) xIl Ke¦ Ane nvmI g/EveykmaH to S5I n=I to im+ya¹iÚ (TyaH) S5Ino TyagI Ke top` TyaH (tene) xIl n=I. Ae S5Ina Tyag=I xIl Ke Aem n=I. narkIne co=e gu S=ane xIl kæuH Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5na AHx Ýg! =ya hoy Ae!luH Aa„anuH xIl A=aRtŸ Svwav Ke, Ae!luH xIl Ke¦ ]avkne paHcme gu S=ane sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐5ènI wiÉt Ke. kuHdkuHdacayRno }lok Ke. ivStar to Fò Ke p` AhÄyaH (Ae ivØy) calto n=I.




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 16p AhÄyaH hve khe Ke ke: —huH caEd magR aS=anna wedone krto n=I.˜ ¹iÚna ivØymaH

wed Aavto n=I. ¹iÚno ivØy Awed Ke. &an Ke te to wedne Ô e Ke p` ¹iÚna ivØymaH wed Aavto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ huH caEd magR aS=an (na wedone krto n=I). &anna paHc wed mit, ]uit, Avi\, mn:pyRy Ane kevz (t=a A&anna 5` wed) Ae &anmagRàna wed maramaH n=I. (Ae) AhÄ Aekla &an (magRà) nI vat lI\I. p` smiktna wed‐Ùaiyksmikt, _pxmsmikt, Ùyopxmsmikt Aaid b\a (magRàwed) Ae (p`) maramaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AevI vat Ke¦ gjb vat Ke ne...¦ caEd magRàS=anna wed Ke ne..? magRàS=anna wedone huH krto n=I, huH kravto n=I Ane wed kre Ke tene huH Anumodn p` krto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) wed ko` kre Ke? (_¿r:) Ae wed, kmRna inim¿ne Aa\In potanI pyaRymaH, inim¿=I nhÄ, inim¿a\In (VyvharAa„a kre Ke.) (]ota:) to pudŸgl kre Ke? (_¿r:) pudŸgl kre Ke, inüyAa„a nhÄ, Aem levuH Ke. Svwav nhÄ, ma!e pudŸgl kre Ke, Aem khe Ke. wed b\a pudŸgl kre Ke. wed Ke to potanI pyaRy. (]ota:) pudŸgl ma5 inim¿ Ke? (_¿r:) inim¿ Ke Aeno A=R Aek wav Ke, potano Svwav n=I, Aem AhÄ lI\uH Ke. Ae to Aave Ke: Ùaiykwav maro n=I, Aem AaVyuH ne...¦ (;inymsar') ga=a‐41 mI. Ùaiykwav (_pr) p` Aeno ivkLp‐ivcar‐lÙ Ôy Ke to Aeno Aa]y krtaH ivkLp é@e Ke. pyaRyna Aa]ye nvI pyaRy _Tpþ =tI n=I. ÙaiyksMykŸTvna Aa]y=I p`, lÙ kre Ke Ae to pyaRy Ke, to tenuH lÙ krva=I, Aa]y krva Ôy to, ivkLp épje Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa]y to Aek wgvan Awed icdanHd Ýwuno j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? huH caEd magR a‐ &anna wed, smiktna wed, cair5na wed‐ Ae b\ay wedone krto n=I. (sFzay wedone) &an Ô e Ke.

(;smysar' ga=a‐12 nI !IkamaH Ae ga=a _ât Ke ne...¦)˜ ][ ij`myH pvýh ta ma vvhari`CKO muyh. Oke ivà iKý[ itT=H A~ e _` tŠH..˜ (—AacayR khe Ke ke, he wVyÒvo¦ Ôe tme ijnmtne ÝvtaRvva cahta ho to Vyvhar Ane inüy‐Ae bHne nyne n KoDo¸ kar` ke Vyvharny ivna to tI=R‐VyvharmagRno nax ={ jxe Ane inüyny ivna tÀv (vStu) no nax ={ jxe.˜ ) (]ota:) tI=Rno nax ={ jxe? (_¿r:) ha¦ tI=R A=aRtŸ wedno nax ={ jxe. caEd gu`S=anna wed p` rhe nhÄ. co=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH (Aaid Ae gu S=anna) wed Ke ke nhÄ? Ke¦ Vyvhare pyaRy wed Ke ke nhÄ? (Ôe n mane) to to tI=Rno nax ={ jxe. Aena=I (wedo=I) tI=RnI _Tpi¿ ={ Ke Ae ÝÆ AhÄ n=I. p` ;wed Ke j nhÄ' (Aem mane) to to tI=Rno nax ={ gyo A=aRtŸ co=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH, satmuH Ae kH{ ræa nhIH. Ane (Ôe) Aek AqHDanHd Ýwu‐tÀvno Aa]y n le to inüy ræo nhÄ. ‐AavuH Ke bapu¦ (tÀv) AevuH Ke¦ —ma vvhari`CKO muyh˜- Vyvhar KoDIx nhÄ Ae!le ke (Vyvhar) n=I, Aem n=I¸ Aem. wed Ke¦ caEd gu S=an Ke. magR aS=anmaH (caEd) wed Ke. ;Ke' Ae &anmaH=I KoDva layk n=I. ;Vyvhar Ke' Aem Ô`vuH. p` ;(Vyvhar) Ke j nhÄ' to to vedaHt ={ jxe, inüyawas ={ jxe.




166 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (]ota:) inüy,, Vyvharno qUb qulaso kyÈ¦ (_¿r:) Aa to Aa (vStuiS=it) Ke¦¦ inüy‐VyvharnI iS=it to Aa Ke. Ae AhÄ khe Ke:‐

caEd magRàna ke!la wed AaVya: git, [Hiãy, kay, yog, ved, kØay, &an, sHym, dxRn, leXya, wVyTv, sMykŸTv, sHi&Tv Ane Aahar. ‐Ae caEd magR a Ke. ‐Ae (sFzay wedo maramaH n=I). Aaha.. ha..¦ sH&I‐AsH&Ina wedo maramaH n=I. &annI pyaRy Ôè Ke ke sH&Ip uH Ke. p` ¹iÚno ivØy je Aa„a Ke AemaH Ae n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH, bapu¦ Aa to wgvanno magR¦¦ cEtNy cmTkarI vStu Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao ne... cmTkar ke!lo¦ ke, Aek to kevz&an Ýg!e to y \/uvãVy to Ae!luH ne Ae!luH j rhe Ke¦ paÌno FDo wyÈ hoy, to =oDuH bhar nIkze to temaH=I AoKuH ={ Ôy. (Aem) wgvanAa„a cEtNy‐jz=I wyÈ Ke, to kevz&an AaVyuH to =oDuH to bhar nIkZyuH, Ae!luH to AemaH AoKuH ={ gyuH ke nhÄ? na, bapu¦ Ae j¡dI cIj Ke. Ae cEtNyno ko{ cmTkar¦¦ ke, samaNy to je!luH Ke Ae!luH j ræuH Ke. Aa te kH{ vat Ke¦¦ AevI AnHtI AnHtI kevz&anpyaRy Ýg! =aAo, p` vStu to pirpU R jevI Ke tevI ne tevI j Ke, temaH v\F! ={ n=I¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aa cmTkar n=I? Ane Aa pg jmInne AD–a ivna cale Ke, Ae cmTkar n=I? ãVyno Svwav (j) Aevo Ke. Aek ãVyno bIÔ ãVymaH to ATyHt Awav Ke. ATyHt Awav (Ke to bIÔ ãVyne) SpxeR Ke, Ae É–aH=I AaVyuH? Aaha.. ha¦ AakrI vat Ke, bapa¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aa AaHq=I Ane cXmaH=I Ô`vamaH AavtuH n=I. to ko{ khe ke: to _tarI Lyo cXmaH¦ p` bapa¦ _tare ko` Ane cDave ko`? saHwz to qro¦ Ae smymaH &annI pyaRy potana=I _Tpþ ={ Ke. te &annI pyaRyno _Tpi¿‐jNm"a` Ke. Ae jNm"a`na kar e (&anpyaRy) _Tpþ ={ Ke. Aa Aene (cXmaHne ke ivkLpne) kar e (épÒ) n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae cmTkar n=I? duinya khe ke: kH{k mharajno ha= fre to pEsa ={ Ôy ne... Aa lakDI fre to pEsa ={ Ôy ne‐Aem loko vato kre¦ \UzmaHy n=I. AhÄyaH (Amare) rog AHdr Ke Ae m!to n=I ne..¦ Ae to jDnI dxa¦ jDmaH =vavazI Ke te =xe ne =xe j. temaH xuH Ke? pEsa xuH Aena=I (lakDInI Aa p!I=I) mze Ke? AhÄ (VyaQyan saHwzva) Fà kroDpit Aave Ke ne..? (to bs.. loko Aem kheta hoy Ke ke) Aa mharaj (‐kanÒSvamI) lakDI ferve to pEsa ={ Ôy Ke. \Uzey n =ay¦ Aa to ha=maH prsevo =ay to xaÏne ADvamaH (xaS5nI) Asatna =ay Ke ( (Ae n =ay) ma!e Aa p!I ha=maH raqIAe KIAe). (to AemaH Ane ha=maH) cmTkar \Uze y n=I. (cmTkar) Ae to Aa„amaH Ke¦

Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄ to wed p` maramaH n=I¸ Ae maro cmTkar Ke¦ maro cmTkar to Awed Ke¦ cEtNy‐cmTkar, wgvan 5`lokno na= huH cEtNyivlasI Ýwu Awed KuH. huH to cEtNyivlasI Aa„ane wavuH KuH. ‐Aa cmTkar Ke¦¦ Aa cmTkar j¡Ae nhÄ Ane (bharmaH) bIj¡H j¡Ae¦

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to wgvan, 5`lokno na= cEtNyivlasI Ýwu¦ AenI ¹iÚmaH‐AwedmaH




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 167 wed wasta n=I. Aa cmTkar¦ wed Ke qra (p` te wasta n=I).

Aa wgvan¦ wg´vanμ wg A=aRtŸ AHtrŸl"mI´van A=aRtŸ Sv$p. Ae l"mISv$pÝwu Ke¦ AnHt AnHt cEtNy‐cmTkarI gu`na Sv$pnI l"mI=I sHpþ Ke¦ wgvan, wgvan, wg´van Ke¦ AenI pyaRymaH AanHd Aaid Ýg! =ay Ae baæl"mI Ke. AHt:l"mI AHdrmaH pDI (mojUd) Ke. bakI b\I \Uz Ke... Ae kroD hoy ke Abj hoy‐b\a raHka, iwqarI Ke. ;smysar' }lok‐202 maH Aene —vraka:˜ kæa Ke. Aa lavo ne Aa lavo... Aa lavo‐iwqarI Ke, —vraka:˜. Aa„a lavo, Aa„a lavo (‐Ae Aa„a=± Ke).

;\vl' maH Aevo pa@ Ke: AHdrmaH ßyare mit&an sMykŸ =ay Ke to Ae mit (&an), kevz (&an) ne bolave Ke. (]ota:) mit‐]ut kevzne bolave Ke? (_¿r:) AekluH mit&an. Aevo ;\vl' maH pa@ Ke. AhÄyaH to FÌvar kheva{ gyuH Ke, ;\vl' vHca{ gyuH Ke. VyaQyanmaH Fàb\a g/H= AhÄyaH to vHca{ gya Ke. Ae (ke!lak) loko to khe Ke ke‐ (song#) ;symsar' vaHce Ke. (AekluH) ;symsar' vaHce Ke. wa{¦ tmare khevuH hoy tem kho, temaH Amare xuH Ke? TyaH (;\vl' maH) Aem Aave Ke ke: AHdr AanHdSv$p Aa„a, cEtNyivlasI wgvan¸ AenuH &an ßyaH ÝTyÙ =ay A=aRtŸ je &anne prnI ko{ ApeÙa n=I, AevuH je mit&an Ke, te kevz&anne bolave Ke: Aavo... Aavo... Aavo... Aavo¦ (]ota:) bolave Ke to AavvuH j pDe? (_¿r:) Tyare j to ;bolave Ke' Aem kæuH Ke ne...¦ ALpkazmaH kevz&an Aavxe j. jene bIj égI to ter idvse pUnm =xe ne =xe j. Aem jene mit‐]ut sMykŸ =yuH (tene kevz&an Aavxe j.) AhÄyaH to AÝithtwav g`vamaH AaVyo Ke¦ Ae kevz&an Aavxe, Aavxe ne Aavxe j. to Aene bolave Ke ke‐Aavo... Aavo... Aavo¦ Aem n=I kheta bolavIne ke‐Ae wa{¦ Aa (Amuk) rSto ÉyaH Ke, te jrI btavo ne? Aem Aa (mit&an) kevz&anne bolave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ to AavvuH pDe. kevz&an =ay j. Aem khevuH Ke ALpkazmaH Aekbe wvmaH kevz&an Aavxe j Aavxe. AevI ivxeØ vat lI\I Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: caEd (magRà) wedone (huH) wavto n=I. xrIrnI iÊya huH kruH KuH Ae to nhI¸ rag marI cIj Ke Ae to nhÄ¸ rag‐VyvharrTn5ynI huH wavna kruH KuH Ae to nhÄ¸ p` inmRzpyaRyna wed Ke, Ae rho, Aem p` AhÄ n=I. Aavo magR Ke, bapa¦ pagl jevuH lage. ;prma„Ýkax' maH lQyuH Ke: &anIne duinya pagl trIke j¡Ae Ke. Ane &anI duinyane pagl mane Ke. vat to AevI Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay, bapa?

AHdr cEtNy cmTkarI vStu mhaÝwu, Awed¸ Ae AHtrŸ¹iÚno ivØy Ke. Ae Awed Aagz mara wed huH krto j n=I. ragne to krto n=I, kravto n=I. VyvharrTn5yne krto n=I, kravto n=I. Ae hmàH pKI Aavxe. AhÄyaH to phelaH Ae lI\uH Ke: wedne huH krto n=I, pyaRyna wed pDe Ke ne...? pKI ragno (bol) Ke. pKI wavkmaRTmk Ke. be5` bol Ke. phelo xrIrsHbH\Ino Ke. pKI Ke: huH ragaid wed$p wavkmRna wedone krto n=I, kravto n=I Ane tenuH Anumodn krto n=I. AhÄ to (ke!lak) Aem khe Ke ke: VyvharrTn5y krtaH krtaH inüy (rTn5y) =xe. Are Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke, wa{¦ Ýwu¦ (AevI maNyta)




168 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 tne nukxannuH kar` Ke. wa{¦ (AhÄyaH to) tara ihtnI vat Ke ne.. na=¦ taruH iht kevI rIte =ay Ke (Ae Aa vat Ke). wgvanno Aa _pdex ;ihtopdex' Ke ne...¦ svR& prm ihtopdexI‐ ;rTnkrHD]avkacar' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ Ae taruH prm iht Ke, Ýwu¦ AwedmaH wavna krvI, wednI wavna KoDvI, AemaH Ýwu¦ taruH iht Ke. tne AanHd Ane xaHit mzxe, Ýwu¦ Aaha.. ha¦ wednI wavna krva j{x to tne AxaHit‐rag =xe. Aavo magR Ke¦¦

wed: smiktna wedo paHç dxRnna car‐cÙu, AcÙu, Avi\ Ane kevz¸ &anna paHç Ae (Aaid) b\a wedone ;huH krto n=I.' ;shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p AaTmane j wavuH KuH.˜

—huH im+ya¹iÚ Aaid gu`S=anwedone krto n=I.˜ - co=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH Aem wedone krto n=I. Ae Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke ne...?

im+ya¹iÚ Aaid gu`S=an (wed) ‐co=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH‐satmuH... termuH‐syogI kevzI‐Ae gu S=an (maraH) n=I. Ae wed Ke ne pyaRy. AhÄyaH AaVyuH ne: —huH caEd gu S=anwedone krto n=I,˜ gu S=an Ke¦ pyaRynyna ivØymaH Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke¦ p` Ae wednI wavna huH krto n=I¸ huH caEd gu`S=anne wavto n=I¸ Aem khe Ke. p` (Ae kaH{) ;vStu n=I' Aem n=I.

—j[ ij`myH pvýh ta ma vvhari`CKO muyh.˜ - Vyvhar‐inüynyne KoDIx nhÄ. ;Vyvharny n=I' Aem n=I. p` (AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) VyvharnI wavna huH krto n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? —huH caEd gu S=anwedone krto n=I.˜ , —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜

—huH AekeiNãyaid ÒvS=anwedone krto n=I.˜ pHceiNãy su\I pyaRº-ApyaRyº Aaid Òvna caEd ÒvS=anwedone huH krto n=I. Òvna caEd ÒvS=anna wedone huH krto n=I, kravton=I Ane krnarne Anumodto p` n=I. —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH' —AaTmane j˜ waØa Aem Ke ne¦ (to ko{ khe ke) Aa to AekaHt ={ Ôy Ke. b\amaH ;j' xBd pD–o Ke. huH to AekaHt AwedSv$pne j wavuH KuH¦ Aaha... ha¦

.... ivxeØ khexe. ∙∙∙

Ývcn: ta. 17-2-1978 (;inymsar') prma=R‐‐ÝitÊm`. AenI paHc rTnga=aAo (77=I 81). Aapè

AhÄyaH AaVya: 5 eyno inØe\ Ke: caEd gu S=an, caEd magRàS=an Ane caEd ÒvS=an¸ Aena wedne huH krto n=I. sMyGdxRn =ya pKI Ae sMyGdxRn Aaid wednuH lÙ n=I. p` AhÄ to Aagz v\vanI vat Ke. je &aykwav‐\/uvwav AnuwvmaH AaVyo Ae Awed cIj Ke. temaH (AnuwvmaH) p` wedno Aa]y to n=I¸ KtaH wedno ivØy n=I, Aem n=I, wed Ke. caEd gu`S=an Ke. caEd magRàS=an Ke. caEd ÒvS=an Ke. ‐ (Ae) Vyvharny=I Ke¸ Aeno




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 169 inØe\ n=I. p` Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I¸ ma!e Vyvharnyno ivØy Ô`va ma!e Ýyojnvan Ke. Aadrva layk to (ma5) wgvan (AaTma), prm AanHdna Am<t=I wrelo Ýwu (Ke). jemaH ivkLpma5 du:q$p lage. Ane AtIiNãy Am<tno sagr wgvanno Aa]y letaH Am<tnI pyaRynI \ara vhe, AenuH nam sMyGdxRn, &an ne cair5 Ke.

AhÄyaH wed AaVya. wed (mne n=I) Aem kæuH. p` wed wed$pe Ke. Vyvharnyno ivØy‐caEd magRàna wed, caEd gu`S=anna wed, (caEd) ÒvS=anna wed‐ Ae Vyvharny=I Ke. AhÄ AHtr‐Aa]y leva=I Ae wed (mne n=I, maramaH n=I Ane Ae sFzay Ýkarna ) wedno huH ktaR n=I, (kariyta n=I Ane Anumodk n=I) Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? ;wed Ke'... to ;ktaR' n=I ne...¦ huH to &aykSv$p cEtNyivlas wgvanAa„a (KuH)¦¦

JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ waØane \arI le wle p` wav AlaEikk Ke¦ khe Ke ke: huH to Ae wedno ktaR n=I. huH to cEtNyivlas wgvanAa„a (KuH). ;Ae cEtNyivlas wgvanAa„a' Ae p` vack‐xBd Ke¸ p` AenuH vaCy: cEtNyivlas wgvanAaTma (ne wavvo) Ae Ke. huH cEtNyivlas (Sv$p) AaTmane (j) wavuH KuH. huH AenI wavna kruH KuH. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Ý=m dxRn‐wUimka j AlaEikk cIj Ke¦ Ae wUimka ivna b\uH inr=Rk Ke. sMyGdxRn ivna laq‐kroD Apvas kre, mhav/t \ar` kre, b\uH klex ($p) Ane du:qdayk Ke, wvw/m`nuH kar` Ke.

AhÄyaH Ýwu khe Ke ke: ¹iÚno (je) ivØy cEtNyivlas Aa„a, Aene huH wavuH KuH. Ane AiS=rta=I h@Ine ivxeØp e huH Sv$pmaH iS=rta‐rm`tanI wavna kruH KuH.

Aa cair5no Ai\kar Ke ne...? ÝitÊm`, ÝTyaQyan Aaid inüycair5na pe!awed Ke. Ane ßyaH inüycair5 hoy Ke TyaH to tene AHtmuRhUtRmaH (satma=I KõuH Ane Kõa=I satmuH) gu`S=an pl!a{ Ôy Ke. Aek sekHDmaH KõuH‐satmuH gu S=an pl!a{ Ôy Ke. ;\vl' maH to AevuH lI\uH Ke ke: mui› pamva phelaH Aek AHtmuRhUtRmaH p` KõuH‐satmuH gu S=an hÔro var Aave Ke. Aevo pa@ Ke. Aek AHtmuRhUtR‐ADtalIs imin!maH hÔro var... to Kõa‐satma gu`S=annI (smy) iS=it ke!lI ={ g{¦ ;\vl' maH Aavo pa@ Ke. b\uH sTy Ke. y=a=R Ke¦

Aekdm prmaTmSv$pno Anuwv =yo Ke ne prmaTmSv$pmaH jvanI j jenI wavna Ke. (KtaH) Sv$pmaH iS=r rhI xke nhÄ to ivkLp Aave Ke p` Ae boÔe lage Ke, du:q lage Ke. mhav/tna piràm p` Aave Ke p` Ae (AaTmana) AanHd Aagz du:q lage Ke. AtIiNãy wgvan Aa„anHd¸ Aeno Anuwv‐Svad¸ AenI Aagz ragno Svad Jer jevuH du:q lage. Aaha... ha¦ Aa magR to j¡Ao, Ýwu¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: huH wedno ktaR n=I. p` wedna ivØyne Ô`vavazo KuH. wed Ke‐caEd gu`S=an Aaid. to huH tene Ô`vavazo KuH, ktaR n=I. TyaH su\I to Aap e AaVyuH. AhÄ 5` bol hta ne... caEd ÒvS=an, caEd magRàS=an Ane caEd gu`S=an. gu`S=an,




170 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 magRàS=an, ÒvS=an‐Ae b\a wed =ya.

sMyG¹iÚ ke jenI &aykwav pr ¹iÚ ={ Ke, Ae (¹iÚ) to Aek smy p` \/uv pr=I qstI n=I. wed _pr ¹iÚ ={ Ôy Ane \/uv=I qsI Ôy to im+ya¹iÚ ={ Ôy Ke. Ae ma!e khe Ke ke huH to cEtNyivlas (Sv$p) Awed Aa„a (KuH), Ae marI ¹iÚno‐sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke, Ae \/uv=I huH Aek smy p` h@to n=I, qsto n=I. huH (ko{ p`) wedne krvavazo n=I, kravvavazo Ane krto hoy teno huH Anumodn krvavazo p` n=I.

hve AhÄyaH AaVya Aap e: —huH xrIr sHbH\I balaid AvS=awedone˜- bazAvS=a, yuvanAvS=a, S=ivr Ane v<âavS=a¸ Aene —krto n=I.˜ Ae (carey AvS=aAo) to prmaùnI pyaRy Ke. Ae to prmaùAo pudŸglnI Aek smynI‐Ùi`k Ae pyaRy, injkazmaH _Tpþ =vanI laykat=I _Tpþ ={ Ke¸ mara=I nhÄ. huH baz, yuvan, (S=ivr) Ane v<â AvS=aAono ktaR n=I. AhÄ to xrIrnI iÊya jrI =ay to (loko) mane Ke ke Ae mara=I =ay Ke, meH Aam kyuÅ ne Aam kyuÅ¦ ‐¹iÚno ivpyaRs Ke¦

—xrIr sHbH\I˜‐ Ae=I Aem kæuH ke: Aa„a sHbH\I AvS=aAono to inØe\ betalIs wedmaH =yo¸ p` hve AhÄ to xrIrnI AvS=a lI\I. Aola (betalIs) wedomaH xrIrnI AvS=a AavI nhotI. TyaH Òvna pyaRywed‐magR aS=an, gu S=an Ane ÒvS=anna wed‐ (nI vat htI). (]ota:) magRàmaH K kay AavI g{¦ (_¿r:) K kay, (AemaH) Ae xrIr n Aave. p` AenI mnu*ygit AaidnI je yoGyta Ke te Aave. JIÌ vat Ke. te=I Aene (xrIrne) (AhÄ) juduH paD–uH Ke. AamaH p` yog Aave Ke. Ane TyaH p` Aave Ke. p` te yog ko`? ‐kHpn. Ae xrIr, vaÌ, mn nhÄ. (p`) Ae yog caEd magRàmaH AaVyo (tenI vat Ke). Ae kHpn to AHdr (ÒvnI) AvS=a Ke¸ bolvuH Aaid Ae xBd nhÄ. AhÄ kHpn‐ AvS=a Ae!le (AaTm) ÝdexnuH pirSpHdn =vuH. Ae kHpn pyaRymaH (=ay Ke). huH to Aeno ‐wedno p` ktaR n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ \m±nI ¹iÚ, Aek smy p` \/uv _pr=I qstI n=I. cahe to (te) lDa{maH éwa hoy. gjb vat Ke, Ýwu¦ cahe to ivØywogmaH éwa hoy. smiktI cÊvt± tI=Åkr 96 hÔr ÏI¦ isâaHtmaH Aevo leq Ke: wrt cÊvt± seHkDo ÏIAo hHmexa pr`ta hta. seHkDo. 96 hÔr raÌ¦ Ane smiktI¦ Ae cair5doØ Ke. Ae cair5doØ, smiktne doiØt kre Ke Aem n=I. kæuH htuH ne...¦ ]ei`k raÔ ÙaiyksmiktI... Jer pI\uH... deh KoD–o. Ae smiktne doØ (Ôe) cair5na doØ=I =ay, to É–arey smikt _Tpþ =ay j nhÄ. pU R vItragpyaRy =ay Tyare smikt =ay Ke, Aeno A=R Aevo n=I. (smiktIne) 5` kØayno rag hoy Ke, äeØ p` =ay Ke. raEã|yan‐AatR|yan p` hoy Ke co=e‐paHcme. Kõe AatR|yan hoy Ke. AevuH hova KtaH p` smiktmaH doØ n=I. sMyGdxRn ko{ AlaEikk \/uvnI AeÉta (Ke). \/uv\am, cEtNysuq\am, SvyHßyoitsuq\am, Am<tnuH \am, AtIiNãy AanHdno sagr wgvan¸ (AenI Aekta Ae sMyGdxRn Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ ;smysar' maH KeÐe kzx‐273maH —AdŸwutH Ane kzx‐274maH —AdŸwutaddŸwut:˜ Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ko{ cIj AevI Ke¦¦ —AdŸwutaddŸwut:˜- cIj




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 171 Ke¦ Ae cIjnuH ßyaH AHdrmaH |yey ={ne, |yanmaH Anuwv =yo Tyare moÙmagR Ýg! =yo. to Ae moÙmagRnI pyaRyna wedno p` huH ktaR n=I. Ae to AavI gyuH AemaH. inüy (moÙmagR) hÇ¦ Vyvhar to hve Aavxe. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH lI\uH —xrIr sHbH\I˜‐ Ae!lI waØa coQqI quÐI krI: —mara xrIr sHbH\I balaid AvS=a˜ (AolI baj¡ (phelaH je baz‐yuvan Aaid$p wedo) maH TyaH Ae ko{ xrIr sHbH\I AvS=a n=I.) —wedone krto n=I.˜ yuvan (Aaid) AvS=ane huH krto n=I¸ Ae to jDnI, prma unI, pudŸglnI Ae smye yuvan (Aaid) AvS=a Ke Aene huH krto n=I, huH kravto n=I, huH ktaRno kar` n=I Ane ktaRno Anumodk n=I. (Aem) car bol Ke.

shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p, Svawaivk cEtNyna ivlasSv$p‐i5kazInI vat Ke, hÇ¦ cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„a... Aem. huH to Svawaivk cEtNy \/uv AanHdno na= Ýwu¸ Aena ivlasne j wavuH KuH. Aeva AaTmane j (wavuH KuH). ;j' xBd pD–o Ke. Ae &ayk je AanHd‐cEtNyivlasSv$p wgvan Aa„a, inTyanHd Ýwu‐AenI (j) huH wavna kruH KuH.

balaid‐yuvan AvS=a Anek ÝkarnI hoy. xrIr nIrog hoy to \mR ={ xke ne¦ Aem n=I. KtaH _pdex Aave. ¬etaHbrmaH p` Ke Ane Aap e ;wavpahuD' ga=a‐132maH Aave Ke: —he mune¦ ßyaH su\I tne jra (‐v<âavS=a) n Aave Ane ßyaH su\I rog$pI AiGn tarI deh$pI kui!rne wSm n kre Ane ßyaH su\I [iNãyonuH bz n F!e TyaH su\I potanuH iht krI le.˜ temj —wavpahuD˜ ga=a‐38maH kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke ke: —Aek mnu*yna xrIrmaH Aek Aek tsumaH 96‐96 rog hoy Ke Tyare kho bakI rhela Aaqa xrIrmaH ke!la rog khIAe.˜ Ýwu¦ Aa xrIr to vednanI mUitR Ke Ane wgvanAa„a AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae xrIrsHbH\I AvS=awedone huH krto n=I, huH kravto n=I. huH to —shj cEtNyivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ ;Aa„ane j' ‐AekaHt ={ Ôy Ke AekaHt j Ke. huH wednI wavna krto n=I. wed Ke, p` marI wavna to Aa Aek j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prmanHdno na= Ýwu mhaÝwu cEtNySv$p=I wrpUr wrel¸ AemaH Aekag/tanI marI wavna Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae prma=Rcair5 ne Ae prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

(hve,) —huH ragaidwed$p wavkmÈna wedone krto n=I,˜ pKI (Aagzna bolmaH) p` wavkmR Aavxe p` TyaH car kØay Aavxe. AhÄyaH to rag, äeØ, pu~y, pap, dya, dan, v/t, wi› AaidnaH piràm, VyvharrTn5ynaH piràm Ae —ragaid (wed$p) wavkmÈna wedone krto n=I.˜ AavI vat Ke¦ VyvharrTn5yno je rag Ke Ae wavkmR Ke, Ae wavkmRna wedne krto n=I. wed Ke qra¸ muinne p` rag Aave Ke ne...¦ to Ae (wedo) Ke qra¸ p` huH tene krto n=I. ragaid wed$p wavkmÈna wedone krto n=I, kravto n=I Ane Anumodto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ko{ wedrTn5y krto hoy to Aene maruH Anumodn n=I.

;smysar' pu~y‐pap Ai\kar (ga=a‐14p) maH AaVyuH ne..¦ ke: pu~y kuxIl Ke, suxIl n=I. (Ae) sHsarmaH daql kre Ke ne, Ýwu¦ Ae j pote sHsar Ke Ae rag wav¸




172 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aene wlo kevI rIte khIAe? Aem wedrTn5y b\o rag Ke to tene wlo kevI rIte khIAe? Ae to sHsar Ke. bhu vat AakrI, wa{¦ magR bapu¦ (Ait ghn Ke).

pUàRnHdno na= inleRp xuâ cEtNyFn pD–o Ke, Ae ãVymaH to, ragno‐inim¿no y sHbH\ n=I. ragno sHbH\ to Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ke, vStumaH n=I. vStumaH pyaRy n=I, to pKI ragno sHbH\ É–aH=I AaVyo? smÔùH kaH{? AavI vato Ke¦

¬etaHbr khe Ke ke: pHdr wede isâ =ay. AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: nGnp uH hoy to j isâpùH =ay. Aena=I (nGnpà=I isâpùH) n =ay. p` (isâp uH) hoy to Aene Ae (nGn) j dxa hoy. smÔùH kaH{? jene cair5dxa hoy tene kevz&an =ay, Aene nG™ j dxa hoy¸ KtaH nG™dxa=I mui› =ay, Aem n=I. Ae=I nGn dxa=I mui› n =ay ma!e bIÒ (Ae!le) vÏsiht p` AvS=a hoy top` mui› =ay Aem n=I. te loko (¬etaHbr) pHdr wede isâ khe Ke¸ g<hS=a]mna vexmaH p` mui› pame, kevz pame‐m$devI mata (vgere. vS5siht kevz pame Ke Aem mane Ke).

ij&asa:- vS5 to pr Ke pr xuH AaDuH Aave?

sma\an: pr ÉyaH nDe Ke¸ p` vS5 levano ivkLp Ae nukxan Ke. vat sacI¦ vÏ levano je ivkLp Ke Ae j mhapap bne Ke TyaH cair5 hotuH j n=I.

Aek hta b/aï`. dIÙa lI\elI htI ¬etaHbr. AhÄ (song#maH) comasuH be@uH Ae!le TyaH ¬etaHbr mHidrmaH ræa. p` AhÄ VyaQyan saHwzva svar‐bpor Aave. pKI saHwzIne AHdr AavIne kæuH: mharaj¦ magR to Aa j saco Ke. Amare xuH krvuH?' meH kI\uH ke: ;wa{¦ Ame to ;xuH krvuH' Ae kheta n=I.' (Aem ke) ;tme (lI\elI dIÙane) KoDI do ne.. Ame AhÄ raqIAe' , AevuH AhÄ to n=I. be var AHdr AaVya hta. sa\u hta hÇixyar mgjna. vaHcn F uH. te pKI AhÄ car mihna ræa hta TyaH. AhÄyaH saHwzva Aave. Aene =yuH ke ;vat to Aa sacI lage Ke, magR to (saco) Aa Ke. p` hve Ame krIAe xuH?' (p`) AhÄ ko{ne raqvuH, teno ma=e boÔe, Ae AhÄ n=I. (]ota:) ko{ ¬etaHbr ke S=ankvasI sa\u saHwze Aene Aevo wav p` Aave. (_¿r:) AhÄ hÒ ragaid hoy. (AmarI wUimkamaH Aevo rag hoy). p` muinne n hoy. AhÄ to Aem khevuH Ke ke: jene sa\up uH A=aRtŸ je saca muin Ke, jene AHtmuRhUtRmaH hÔro var KõuH‐satmuH gu S=an Aave Ke Ae muin‐ ;Amare bharmaH Aa kam krvuH Ke,' ;Aa kammaH maro Ai\kar Ke' Aevo ÝÊm‐boÔe n=I leta. saca sHt wavilHgI jene KõuH‐satmuH gu S=an (Aek AHtmuRhUtRmaH) hÔro var Aave Ke Aeva muinne‐Aa kam mare krvuH Ke Ane kravvuH Ke, ßyaH su\I (xrIr) cale TyaH su\I huH boÔe lë KuH, Aevo boÔe muinne‐hoto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ \Ny muinp uH¦¦ \Ny cair5¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ cair5 ivna mui› n=I. Aekla sMyGdxRn‐&an=I kaH{ mui› =tI n=I. (moÙ) magR x$ ={ gyo p` AHdr cair5‐pU R rm`ta =ya ivna mui› =tI n=I. ßyaH su\I rm`ta n =ay (TyaH su\I muinp uH n=I). cair5 to prme¬rpd Ke¦ AHtrmaH crvuH, rmvuH, ÔmvuH, AtIiNãy AanHdnuH wojn _g/p e levuH (Ae cair5 Ke).




]I inymsar ga=a 77‐81 ‐ 173 cair5maH to AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Are wgvan¦ Ae cair5vHtne ma=e ko{ boÔe n=I: Aa kam tmare krvuH, TyaH su\I Ame |yan raqIxuH Aem Aa pa@xazamaH, pEsa _FravvamaH, flaàmaH, ‐ Ae ko{ kam muinne hotaH n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ ßyaH AtIiNãy AanHdno hzvo Svwav Ýg! =yo Ke Ane te p` cair5 Ae!le gjb vat, Ýwu¦ Ae to prme¬rpd Ke (Ae Ýg!–o Ke¦¦) (j¡Ao: ;Ývcnsar' ga=a: 206 nI !IkanI fU!no!:) kmRÝÊmμkam ma=e levuH te kammaH ÔeDavuH te kamnI VyvS=a. sHSk<t !IkamaH Aem Ke: —mmTvkmRkmpiràmSy.˜ kmRÝkmR' Aevo xBd mUz pa@maH Ke. —(mmTvna Ane kmRÝÊmna piràm, xuwaxuw _prÉt _pwog Ane tTpUvRk t=aiv\ yognI Axuiâ=I yuÉtp uH t=a prãVy=I sapeÙp uH temno (Ae 5`no) Awav hoy Ke.˜ AhÄ Aap e Ae!luH levuH: kmRÝÊm. kam ma=e levuH. ko{ p` sHsarnuH (kam A=aRtŸ) pEsa _Fravva ke dya pazvanI ke paHjrapoznuH kam huH krIx ke Aa inxaz x$ krvI te AmaÌH kam te huH brabr clavIx, pEsa Ôe{ta hoy to p` _FravIx‐Ae (kH{) kam muinne hotaH n=I. Ýwu¦ AamaH to ko{ isfars kam kre nhÄ ke, wa{¦ Aa Amaro wa{ Ke ma!e kaH{k gme te rIte kre p` Aap e Aene manvo‐AevuH AhÄ to n=I. AhÄ to AagmÝma e hoy to (manvuH).

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —huH ragaidwed$p wavkmÈna wedone krto n=I,˜ Aaha... ha.. ha¦ kravto n=I. Aohoho¦ Vyvharna _pdexmaH Aave ke pHcmhav/t AHgIkar kro‐Ae Aave. p` Ae to Ô`va ma!e. p` inüymaH to wedono kravnar p` n=I Ane kre Ke Aeno huH Anumodk p` n=I Ane kre Ke AenuH huH kar` p` n=I. (—shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜) AenuH nam prma=R‐ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. prma=RÝitÊm` A=aRtŸ inüycair5no Aek pe!awed. smÔy Ke kaH{?

hve, —huH wavkmaR„k car kØayone krto n=I.˜ car kØay keva Ke? ke: wavkmRSv$p Ke. ;huH' to AhHkar ={ gyo tne (‐vedaHt khe Ke. p`) Aem n=I¦ TyaH pr=I j¡do pDI gyo. huH marI cIj (ne wavuH KuH). marI cIj pr=I iwþ Ke. b\a wega ={ gya Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Tyare ;huH' Ae ;huH' maH Aiwman n=I. ;huH' maH AaTmanI‐potanI iwþta btave Ke. ;maro AaTma'... ;huH'... Aem ;huH' khe Ke. huH wavkmaRTmk car kØayone krto n=I. Êo\‐man Ae äeØmaH Ôy Ke Ane maya‐low Aaid Ae ragmaH Ôy Ke. Ae carey (kØay) ne huH krto n=I, kravto n=I, kre Ke AenuH kar` n=I Ane Anumodk p` n=I. —shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„ane j wavuH KuH.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Vyvharne wavto n=I Aem khe Ke. vCce Aave Ke p` te trfnI marI wavna n=I. Aaha... ha¦ —huH wavkmaR„k car kØayone krto n=I, shj cEtNyna ivlasSv$p Aa„a (ne j wavuH KuH).˜ cEtNyno ivlas wgvan, AtIiNãy AanHd=I AHdr KloKl wyÈ Ke, lbalb wyÈ Ke. Aaha.. ha... ha¦ AHtr cetn rtn, AnHt AnHt gu na AanHd Aaid gu rtn=I pirpU R wyÈ Ke. AenI huH wavna kruH KuH. VyvharrTn5ynI nhÄ Ane inüyrTn5yna wednI p` (wavna) nhÄ. JIÌ vat bhu, bapu¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Ae inüyrTn5y‐Ùaiyk smikt (Aaid) Ae magR aS=anmaH AavI gyuH.




174 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 —AhÄ !IkamaH jem ktaR ivØe v`Rn kyuÅ, Aem kariyta Ane AnumHta-Anumodk-

ivØe p` smÒ levuH.˜ —Aa rIte paHc rTnona xoiwt k=nivStar äara skz ivwavpyaRyona

sHNyasnuH (-TyagnuH) iv\an kæuH Ke.˜ Ae paHcey ga=amaH ivwavpyaRyna (TyagnuH iv\an Ke.) ivwavpyaRy A=aRtŸ AhÄ to Ùaiykwav p` ivwavpyaRymaH g`vamaH AaVyo Ke. AemaH to Ùaiykwav, Ùyopxmwav, _pxmwav Ae p` ivwav Ae!le ivxeØ wav¸ Aena TyagnI wavna Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke ne...¦ ragna TyagnI to @Ik¸ inim¿na TyagnI to @Ik¸ p` pyaRy¹iÚ KoDave Ke. pyaRy _pr ivxeØta Ke ne‐wav, ivwavwav. ivxeØ wav Ke car‐ (_dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk). Ae to be5` @eka e Aave Ke: car wav Aavr`vaza Ke, car wav ivwavSvwav (vaza) Ke. AhÄyaH Aeva ivwavSvwavvazana TyagnuH iv\an kæuH Ke. Aa Tyag hÇ¦ prno Tyag (ne g/h`nI to AhÄ vat j n=I).

Aave Ke ne...¦ (47 xiÉtmaH) —TyagopadanxUNyTvxiÉt.˜ ‐prpda=Rno Tyag Ane g/h` Ae to Aa„amaH Ke j nhÄ. Ae to Aa„amaH TyagopadanxUNyTvxiÉt Ke. prno Tyag‐xrIrno, Aaharno, paÌno, vÏno Tyag¸ Ane AenuH g/h`¸ Aena=I to AaTma riht j, xUNy Ke. AevI AaTmamaH TyagopadanxUNyTvxi› Ke. wgvanAaTmamaH Aek gu` Aevo Ke ke jDno, prno, vS5no Tyag krvo ke vS5aidnuH g/h` krvuH Ae vStuna Sv$pmaH‐gu maH Ke j nhÄ. p` ;Aa Ke' ‐ wedno Tyag krvo. Ae Ke Ae Vyvhar=I. Ae ivwavwavpyaRyno Tyag krvo Ae!le TyaH lÙ n AapvuH Ane AhÄyaH i5kazImaH lÙ devuH, Ae wav Ke AHdr¦ Aaha... ha¦

Arere Ýwu¦ Are AhÄyaH Ýwuna to ivrh pD–a, kevz&an ræuH nhÄ¸ prmaTma to TyaH (mhaivdehÙe5maH) ibraje Ke. paKz Ae b\a vaH\a é@–a. (jem) l"mI qU!e, ma‐bap mrI Ôy paKz=I bazko (AapsmaH) v#e¸ mo!o Kokro khe ke Aa mo!uH mkan maÌH Ke temaH huH rhevano KuH, Ae mkan vheHcÌmaH nhÄ Aave, bIÔH mkano vheHcÌmaH Aave (p`) Aa nhÄ Aave¸ AevI tkraro kre. tem prmaTmana ivrh pD–a, kevz&annI _Tpi¿ rhI nhÄ, Avi\ Ane mn:pyRynI sHpda rhI nhÄ (to tkrar kre Ke ke:) Vyvhar=I (inüy) =ay Ke ne inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) =ay Ke. ‐AevuH =ay Ke. AhÄyaH to prma„anI vat, prma„a ibraje Ke TyaH=I Aa vat AavI Ke¦ Ae Aem khe Ke ke:

Ae pr‐ragaidno Ane wed Aaidna Tyag‐sHNyas (nuH AhÄ paHc ga=aAo äara iv\an kæuH Ke). Aa sHNyas¦ lUHgDaH KoDIne sHNyasI =yo, bavo =yo Ae nhÄ¸ Aa sHNyas: wedna Ane ragna TyagnI wavna krI Ae sHNyas Ke. j¡Ao¦ sHNyasnuH iv\an kæuH Ke. sHNyasnI rIt‐pâit‐ivi\ Aa Ke, Aem kæuH, AhÄyaH rag Ane wedna TyagnI ivi\ khI. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? Aam to ivi\‐inØe\no ivkLp Aa„amaH n=I. Ae phelaH AavI gyuH Ke. p` AhÄyaH fÉt AenuH iv\an btaVyuH, rIt btavI. wed Ane ragna sHNyas A=aRtŸ TyagnuH iv\an, rIt, pâit Aa Ke Aem btaVyuH. smÔùH kaH{?




]I inymsar }lok 109 ‐ 17p (hve Aa paHc ga=aAonI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj ]I

pÍÝwml\airdev }lok khe Ke:)

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wVy: smStivØyag/hmuÉticNt:SvãVypyRyguàTmin d¿ic¿:.muÉtva ivwavmiqlH injwaviwþHÝaPnoit muiÉtmicraidit pHcrTnatŸ.. 109..

(}loka=R:‐ ) Aa Ýmaè pHcrTno äara je e smSt ivØyona g/h`nI icHtane KoDI Ke Ane inj ãVygu`pyaRyna Sv$pmaH ic¿ne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke, te wVy Òv inj wav=I iwþ Aeva skz ivwavne KoDI ALp kazmaH mui›ne Ýaº kre Ke. 109.

—Aa Ýma e pHcrTno äara˜ xBd nhÄ hÇ¦ wav. AhÄ to xBd äara k=n Ke ne.. pHcrTno äara‐—jem e smSt ivØyona g/h`nI icHtane KoDI Ke.˜ ‐ragnI icHta to @Ik¸ p` ÙaiykwavnI‐pyaRynI icHta p` KoDavI Ke. Aa Ýmaè pHcrTno äara smSt ivØyo Ae!le ke pyaRy, rag Aaid ivØyona g/h`nI icHtane KoDavI Ke. —Ane inj ãVygu`pyaRyna Sv$pmaH ic¿ne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke˜‐inj ãVy i5kazI Ane inj gu` i5kazI¸ Ane Aena Aa]y=I =yelI inmRz‐vItragIpyaRy, AemaH &annI Aekag/ta krI Ke. Ae!le ke pyaRy Awed krI dI\I Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. Ùaiykwav, pyaRyno Aek wed Ke AenI p` icHta KoDavI. p` AhÄyaH je ãVy Ke i5kazI, gu` Ke je i5kazI‐ Ae to Aek$p Ke Ae be vCce (sH&a, sHQya, lÙ` Ane Ýyojnnno) wed Ke, p` Ýdexwed n=I. to ãVy‐gu no AHdr |yanmaH Aa]y l{ne je pirìt _Tpþ ={ Ae pyaRy¸ Ae pyaRyne‐&anne‐Aekag/ krI Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? —inj ãVygu pyaRyna Sv$pmaH ic¿ A=aRtŸ &anne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke.˜ vtRman pyaRy AemaH Aekag/ ={ Ke. Aek Ag/ bnaVyuH Ke, \/uvne j Aek Ag/ bnaVyo Ke, AemaH Aekag/ =yo Ke.

jysenacayRnI !IkamaH ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRy Aave Ke. to Aem j ko{ vqte Aevo A=R kyÈ hto ke: ;kar`pyaRy' Ke ne i5kaz¦ xuH kæuH? frI: ãVy i5kaz Ke \/uv, xuâ pirpU R. gu p` pirpU R xuâ \/uv Ke. Ane Aek kar`pyaRy _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI Ae p` \/uv Ke. Ae kar`pyaRy Ke. p` te Aa _Tpad‐VyyvazI nhÄ. ;inymsar' 1pmI ga=amaH Ae (ivØy) AaVyo Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AnHtgu Ke AenI pyaRy ;kar`pyaRy' Ke _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI \/uv. kem? 2002 nI salmaH SpÚ kyuÅ htuH ke, jem \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax Ane kaz‐Ae car (ãVynI) pyaRy pairàimkwavnI Aek\aravahI Ke. ‐ xuH kæuH? \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax Ane kaz¸ AenI je pyaRy Ke pairàimkwavnI (te) Aek\ara ($pe Ke). TyaH to ko{ bIÔe wav n=I, Aek\arI‐srqI (pyaRy Ke). Tyare pyaRy, gu Ane ãVy




176 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 mzIne ãVy Ke. to Aem Aa„amaH AevI Aek\aravt± pyaRy ÉyaH AavI? _Tpad‐Vyy ($ppyaRy) maH to sHsarnI ivk<tAvS=a Ke¸ moÙmagRmaH ApU`R xuâAvS=a Ke¸ Ane moÙmaH sHpU`R xuâAvS=a Ke. Ae to pyaRymaH wed pDI gyo, Aek\ara n rhI. ‐Aa vat, ;inymsar' ga=a: 1 =I 19 su\InaH VyaQyan (2002 maH =yaH te Ýkaixt =yaH Ke) AemaH lI\I Ke. Aek mo!o nkxo bnaVyo hto. (te ivØe be mo!a iväanone) pUK–uH, p` kaH{ smßya nhÄ. to bIÔ (loko) xuH smjxe? Ae!le nkxo mUkI dI\o. TyaH ;kar`pyaRy' \/uvne btavvo Ke. jenuH ãVy \/uv Ke i5kaz, Aevo gu \/uv Ke AevI, AolI (\maRiStkay Aaid) car ãVymaH AeksrqI pyaRy Ke AevI, Aa Aa„amaH AeksrqI (kar`pyaRy Ke). p` Ae to _Tpad‐ VyyvazI pyaRy n=I. Fò sU"m (ivØy) Ke, wa{¦ _Tpad‐Vyy (pyaRymaH) to ivk<it Ke, ApU R xuâta Ke, pU R xuâta Ke‐Aeva wed Ke, Aek\ara AavI nhÄ. to Aa„amaH ãVy‐gu`nI Aek\ara ($p) pyaRyivna pU`R ãVy kevI rIte hoy? to ;inymsar' 1p mI ga=amaH lI\uH ke: (jem) je Aaqo diryo Ke diryo, AenI je spa!I AeksrqI Ke. tem Ae je Aek samaNy ãVy i5kaz Ke temaH, A=aRtŸ Aa samaNy ãVy‐gu Ke temaH, Aek ;kar`pyaRy' AeksrqI spa!I Ke. (p`) (Ae) _Tpad‐Vyy ($p) n=I¦ JIÌ vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? wa{ xItlÝsade lI\uH Ke ke: ãVy, gu ne pyaRy=I AamaH Aekag/ =vuH, Ae kar`pyaRy. (p` Ae A=R AhÄ brabr n=I, kemke) ;AemaH Aekag/' to Ae to nvI (_Tpad$p) pyaRy ={. Ane AolI (kar`pyaRy) to i5kaz Ke. ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRy \aravahI, _Tpad‐Vyy ivnanI Ke.

—ãVygu pyaRyna Sv$pmaH AenuH (Aa„anuH) Sv$p Ke Ae. AhÄyaH Aa A=R to Aa lage Ke ATyare to‐ wedvazo (‐ãVy, gu , pyaRySv$p Aa„a) _Tpad‐Vyyvazo. (]ota:) &annI pyaRyne j¡dI paDIne¦ (_¿r:) &annI pyaRyno A=R Ae ke je &an‐AanHdnI pyaRy Ke AemaH Aekag/. Aeno A=R Ae ne Ae. je pyaRy Aekag/ ={ Ae pyaRy, Sv$pmaH Aekag/ ={.

ij&asa: paHc wavomaH‐pyaRysiht‐É–o wav khevay? sma\an: pyaRysiht Aa pyaRy Ùaiyk, _pxm, ÙyopxmnI inmRzpyaRy Ke te. ij&asa: ãVynI pyaRy wegI ={ to Aa wav Éyo khevay? sma\an: Éyo Aeno A=R xuH? ÝÆmaH @ekaùH n=I. Aa to Ùaiyk, Ùyopxm,

(_pxm) pyaRynI AhÄ vat Ke. Ane je kar`pyaRy Ke Ae to pairàimkwavnI Ke. Are¦ ware kam Ke AakruH. ãVy pairàimkwav Ke. gu` pairàimkwav Ane AolI (;inymsar' 1p mI ga=avazI) kar`pyaRy je Ke te pairàimkwav Ke. Fò qulaso te dI' 2002 nI salmaH kyÈ hto. AemaH (;inymsar' Ývcnna g/H=maH) Ke.

AhÄyaH je AHdrmaH Aekag/ta Ke, Ae pyaRymaH Aekag/ta =ay Ke. Ae pyaRy to _pxm, Ùyopxm Ane Ùaiyk khevamaH Aave Ke. _dy to n=I. pa@maH ;in' xBd pD–o Ke ne..¦ —SvãVypyRyguàTmin d¿ic¿:˜ pa@maH bIj¡H pd Ke: inj ãVygu pyaRyna Sv$pmaH ;d¿ic¿.' smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae vat jrI lokone AakrI pDe: ;kar`pyaRy'. Ae vat caltI n=I ne...¦ caltI Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar }lok 109 ‐ 177 n=I‐ÉyaHy Ke nhÄ. kar`pyaRy fÉt 1pmI ga=a ;inymsar' maH j lI\I Ke. Ane Aeno A=R qUb SpÚ kyÈ hto te vqte. Ane Ae kaH{ cale? Aa to AHtrnI vato Ke, bapu¦ (kar`pyaRy) bIje n=I. TyaH j lI\I Ke. caEdmI ga=a... pKI 1p mI ga=amaH lI\uH Ke. AhÄyaH moÙmagR Ke ne...¦ —Aa ;inymsar' meH marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH Ke ‐ Aem kuHdkuHdAacayeR kæuH. to sarmaH sar vStu AemaH naqI Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, Ýwu¦ 1pmI ga=amaH Ke SpÚ: —kar`pyaRy˜ Ae \/uv Ke. jem ãVy \/uv Ke, gu \/uv Ke. smuã jem kaym Ke, AenuH jz kaym Ke, AenI spa!I p` _pr kaym Ke. Ane Aam _pr paÌno je lo# Aave Ke AoKov¿o. (tem) Ae _dy, _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk, Ae to pKI _prno lo# Ke. Aa to JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ b\I vato smjvI pDxe, bapu¦ xuH =ay? p` ATyare Aa vat caltI n=I. Ae!le Aekdm smÔvvI Ane smjvI (jrI AFrI Ke). ;kar`pyaRy' \/uv Ke, Ae vat caltI n=I. vzI ;kar`pyaRy \/uv' Aem kem kæuH? pyaRy khevI Ane (te) \/uv?¦ (]ota:) Aa pyaRy ]utÝma` khevay? (_¿r:) Ýma` Ae!le? kæuH ne...¦ ke!lI vato ={ g{. (kar`pyaRy Ae \/uv Ke). Ane _pxm, Ùyopxm, Ùaiyk p` pyaRy Ke (p` Ae _TpadVyy$p Ke). pKI ÝÆ xuH =ay Ke? ãVy‐gu Ke Ae pairàimk wav Ke. Ane Ae _pxm, Ùyopxm, ÙaiykwavnI pyaRy Ke te Ýg! moÙmagR‐pyaRy Ke. (]ota:) Aa pyaRy k{ g`vI? (_¿r:) Aa 5`maH=I gme te‐ _pxm hoy, Ùyopxm hoy, Ùaiyk hoy.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: inj (ãVygu pyaRyna) Sv$pmaH ic¿ A=aRtŸ &anne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke. sa\ar` ma`sne Ae (kar`pyaRynI vat) n bese ne..¦ Ae!le pyaRyno A=R ATyare Ae krIAe KIAe. AolI vat (kar`pyaRynI vat) to k@` pDe jgtne, ware k@` pDe. ko{ p` cIj sHÝdaymaH caltI n=I. ¬etaHbrmaH to Ke j nhÄ. Ane idgHbrmaH p` Aa 1pmI ga=a (inymsar) isvay bIje (Aa vat) ÉyaHy n=I. smÔùH kaH{? 14mI ga=amaH pyaRy iäiv\ Ke: —SvprapeÙü inrpeÙ:˜ Aevo mUz pa@ Ke. hve 1pmI ga=a:

`ràryitirysura pýaya te ivwavimid wi`da.kMmopai\ivviýypýaya te shavimid wi`da..

j¡Ao¦ Ae (!IkamaH) nIce Ke: kar`xuâpyaRy Ane kayRxuâpyaRy. j¡Ao !Ika: —TyaH, SvwavpyaRyo Ane ivwavpyaRyo m|ye Ý=m SvwavpyaRy be Ýkare khevamaH Aave Ke: kar`xuâpyaRy Ane kayRxuâpyaRy.˜ hve kar`xuâpyaRy ko`? to —AhÄ shjxuâinüy=I, Anaid‐AnHt, AmUtR, AtIiNãySvwavvazaH Ane xuâ AevaH shj&an‐shjdxRn‐shjcair5‐shjprmvItragsuqa„k xuâ‐AHt:tÀvSv$p je Svwav‐AnHtctuÚynuH Sv$p tenI sa=enI je pUijt pHcmwavpirìt‐ (_dywav, _pxmwav, Ùyopxmwav, ÙaiykwavnI nhÄ.) (‐tenI sa=e tNmypè rhelI je pUßy AevI pairàimkwavnI pirìt) te j kar`xuâpyaRy Ke.˜ p` Ae Ai\kar calto hoy Tyare b\I dlIl Aaid Aave. Aa to AhÄyaH naqvuH k@` pDe Ke, Aa to jrI AhÄyaH inmRzpyaRy Ýg! Ke Ae levI Ke. Ane te to AÝg! Ke‐kar`xuâpyaRy ;\/uv' Ke. Anaid‐AnHt‐ãVy‐gu (\/uv Ke te) ÔeDyuH. Aa...




178 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ha... ha¦ b\o Qyal to Ke ne¦

¹iÚna ivØymaH, ¹iÚ pyaRy Ke. KtaH AhÄyaH to pyaRy, ¹iÚ, &an, Ane cair5 AemaH Aekag/ta p` khevamaH Aave Ke. wi› n kI\I? ]avk Ane sa\u sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5pyaRynI wi› kre Ke. pyaRynI wi› kre Ke? p` pyaRynI wi› kre Ke, Ae ãVyno Aa]y Ke‐Ae (payamaH raqIne) vat AhÄyaH levI. ]avkne pHcm gu`S=an Ke, jene Aa„ano co=e gu`S=ane Anuwv =yo Ke, Aeva ]avkne p` dxRn, &an, cair5nI wi› hoy Ke. wi› A=aRtŸ AenI pir`it Aene hoy Ke. Aaha... ha¦

..... ivxeØ khevaxe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn ta. 18-2-78 ;inymsar' kzx‐109 cale Ke ne¦ —Aa Ýma e pHcrTno äara (Ae!le paHc

ga=aAona wav äara) je e smSt ivØyona g/h`nI icHtane KoDI Ke˜‐ xuH khe Ke? je Aa gu S=an, magR aS=an (Ane ÒvS=an Aaid) na wedna Ýkar pDe Ke Aeva wednI p` je e icHta KoDI dI\I Ke, AenuH lÙ KoDI dI\uH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke. wgvanAa„a, pU aRnHdÝwu, AnHtgu onI AaqI rTnmaza Awed¸ Aena=I ivruâ rag, inim¿ Ane wedo¸ AenI p` je`e icHta KoDI dI\I Ke Ae!le ke Aena trfnuH lÙ KoDI dI\uH Ke —Ane inj ãVygu`pyaRyna Sv$pmaH˜‐ ãVygu`pyaRyo Ae b\a ivwavwav Aaid (Ae) pr Ke Aene KoDIne, inj ãVygu pyaRy je potanuH ãVy AnHt gu sHpþ, Aena je gu o, Aena je wedo A=va pyaRyo‐Aena Sv$pmaH —ic¿ne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ je Aa &aykwav prmanHdSv$p, Aena ãVy, gu Ane inmRzpyaRy AemaH Aekag/ =yo Ke (Ae!le ke) AHtrŸSv$p wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu, Aena ãVy, gu Ane inmRzpyaRymaH je lIn‐Aekag/ =yo¸ ragmaH nhÄ Ane wedmaH nhÄ¸ —te wVy Òv˜. te layk Òv Ke. te \mRne ma!e layk Ke Ane moÙne ma!e p` te layk Ke. te wVy Òv Ke ne...¦

—inj wav=I iwþ˜ - ÔeyuH? ;inj wav=I iwþ' (Ae!le ke) inj ãVygu pyaRy‐Ae ãVy vStu Aena gu ¸ Ane AemaH Aekag/ta¸ Ae wav Ae b\o inj wav Ke. (bakI svR wav, Aena=I iwþ Ke).

magR Aevo sU"m¦ (Aeno) AnHtkazno AWyas n=I. pyaRymaH‐ragmaH j AenuH poØa` Ane ruic rhI Ke. Aena=I iwþ wgvan, inj wavSv$p¸ Ae ãVy wav khevay, gu` (wav) khevay Ane inmRzwav (‐pyaRy) Ae p` wav (khevay)¸ Ae inj wav=I iwþ —Aeva skz ivwavne KoDI ALp kazmaH mui›ne Ýaº kre Ke.˜

AhÄyaH to Ae vat Ke KeÐI Aekdm¦ ko{ khe ke: pHcm kazmaH mui› n=I ne Aa!lI b\I vat pHcm kazmaH? Aem p` khe Ke ATyare: ATyare moÙ n=I ne (to) moÙ (nI vat) kona sa!u (ma!e) khe Ke Aa? mui›na dUt sHto jgtne mui› vtRmankazmaH btave Ke¦ Ae mu›Sv$p Ke te wavmaH Aekag/ta, Ae!lI mui› to ATyare pyaRymaH p` ={




]I inymsar }lok 109 ‐ 179 g{. ‐ xuH kæuH? wgvanAaTma, ãVy mu›Sv$p Ke¸ pyaRymaH gme te!lI ivk<t‐Aivk<t dxaAo vItI g{ p` tena ãVymaH Éyarey ApU`Rta ke Axuâta ke qHD ÉyaHy =yo n=I.

AevuH je ãVy, vStu tena gu o¸ Ane pyaRyo¸ Aevo je inj wav¸ Ae inj wavmaH rhIne je e ivkLpna wedaid ivwavone KoD–a Ke, tenI ALp kazmaH, (wle Aa kazmaH pU R mui› n hoy p`,) mui› ={ jvanI j Ke. ALp kaz lI\o Ke ne..? Aaha... ha¦ inj wav Ae!le: ãVyne wav khIAe, gu ne wav khIAe, Ane pyaRyne p` wav khIAe. Are¦ ivkarIwav hoy Aene p` wav khIAe, p` Aene AhÄyaH levo n=I. AhÄyaH to i5kazI &ayk, cEtNyßyot, piv5tano ipHD Ýwu te inj ãVy‐gu ¸ Ane tene Aa]ye =tI, tene lÙe =tI je xuâpirìt¸ Aeva inj wavmaH je lIn Ke. Ane (te) inj wav=I iwþne KoDe Ke Aem khe Ke. (]ota:) kya iwþne KoDe Ke? (_¿r:) lÙne KoDe Ke. skz ivwavne KoDe Ke Ae!le ke wedne (KoDe Ke). wed Ke, wed‐ivkLp‐ragaid svRne KoDIne ALp kazmaH (mui›ne pame Ke). —Aeva skz ivwav˜ kæuH Ke ne...? wedne n=I kæo AhÄ. wed to (gu S=anaidmaH) AavI gyo. AhÄyaH to Aa baj¡ (inj ãVygu pyaRy) maH je lIn =ay Ke te skz ivwavne KoDI ALp kazmaH muiÉtne Ýaº kre Ke. Aa iÊya AenI Ke. dya, dan ne v/t ne wi› ne pUÔ, Ae to rag Ke. (Ae to) ÉyaHy rhI gya. Ae to bH\nuH kar` Ke. p` AhÄ to jene &an, dxRn, AanHdna wed pD–a, Aeva wedonuH p` je e lÙ KoD–uH Ke Ane wedne Aa]ye rag =ay tenuH lÙ p` je e KoDyuH Ke Aeva skz ivwav, inj wav=I iwþ Ke Aene KoDIne, ALp kazmaH mui›ne ÝaPt kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' kzx‐240 maH Ke ne...¦ —Oko moÙp=o˜- moÙpH= Aek j Ke. AHtr AanHdSv$p wgvan pU aRnHdmaH Aekag/ =vuH, Ae Aek j moÙpH= Ke Aena=I ALp kazmaH (mui›ne Ýaº kre Ke). AenI jysenacayRnI sHSk<t !IkamaH lQyuH Ke ke: kar` ke, Aa pHcm kaz Ke Ae!le Aene 5Ije wve mui› =ay j. smÔ uH kH{?

(;inymsar' ga=a‐p0 nI !Ika pKI _ât) ;smysar' kzx‐18pmaH —moÙa=±˜ AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ ke: (—jemna ic¿nuH cir5 _da¿ (‐_dar, _Cc, _ßjvz) Ke Aeva moÙa=±Ao Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro ke‐ huH to xuâ cEtNymy Aek prm ßyoit j sday KuH¸ Ane Aa je iwþ lÙ`vaza iviv\ Ýkarna wavo Ýg! =ay Ke te huH n=I, kar` ke te b\ay mne prãVy Ke.˜ ) jemna ic¿nuH cir5 Ae!le ke jemna &annuH Aacr` A=aRtŸ AaTmanuH Aacr`‐wgvan pU aRnHdSv$p Ae AaTma, AenuH Aacr`‐_da¿ Ke, _dar Ke, _Cc Ke, _ßjvz Ke, Aeva moÙa=±Ao A=aRtŸ moÙna A=± mumuÙuAo‐yogIAo (Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro). ;moÙa=±Ao'no A=R lI\o Ke ;yogIAo' ke jene AHtrŸSv$pmaH yog ÔeD–o Ke, Ae b\a mumuÙuAone sHSk<t !IkamaH yogI p` kæa Ke. AeklI pUàRnHd$pI mui›, Aena je AiwlaØI Ae!le ke vtRmanmaH p` moÙno A=± Ae!le je pU aRnHd Ke teno jeè AhÄyaH =oDo Anuwv lI\o Ke Aene moÙno A=± A=aRtŸ Ae je Ô~yuH Ke ke Aa (AaTma) AanHdSv$p Ke Aeno je Svad (AnuwvmaH) AaVyo Ke Aene pU`R mui›nI (pU aRnHdnI) wavna hoy Ke, Aene pU`R mui›no A=± khevamaH Aave Ke. ‐Aem p` Aek @eka e AaVyuH Ke. ;moÙna A=±' no A=R




180 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ae kyÈ Ke: je pU R AanHdne _padeyp e, Ae!le ke vtRman AanHdna AnuwvmaH, pU R AanHdne je _padeyp e g/he Ke Aene Ame AhÄ moÙa=± khIAe KIAe. jene rag Ane pyaRynuH p` lÙ n=I, p` pU`R AanHdno (je) kamI Ke. je e vtRman AanHd Ô~yo Ke, vtRmanmaH AanHdno Anuwv Ke, Aeva je moÙa=±Ao moÙne ma!e, pU`R AanHdne ma!e Ýyog‐puruØa=R kre Ke. teAo Aa isâaHtnuH sevn kro. isâaHt Ae!le vStunuH Sv$p. Aa isâaHt sevvo, Ae!le ke Aa vStunuH Sv$p Ke temaH Aekag/ =vuH. smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vato¦¦ hve ÉyaHy (saHwzva y mztI n=I). moÙ pUàRnHdSv$p Ke Aeno A=± Éyare khevay ke jene vtRmanmaH AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p wgvan (Aa„a) nuH sMyGdxRn (A=aRtŸ) AanHdnI dxa Ýg! ={ Ke Ane pU`R AanHdno je kamI Ke. moÙna‐prmanHdna nmUna jeè Ô~ya Ke, Ae!le ke mu›Sv$p wgvanAaTma Ke AenI sNmuq ={ne‐stŸ´muqμstŸ pD–uH Ke tena (trf) muq krIne‐¹iÚ krIne, je e AanHdna AHxne vednmaH lI\o Ke, Aene moÙa=± Ae!le pU`R AanHdno AiwlaØI khIAe. (p`) jene moÙno je AanHd Ke Aeno AHx p` QyalmaH AaVyo n=I tene Aa pUàRnHdno AiwlaØI k{ rIte khevo? Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? mu›Sv$p‐AbâSp<Ú je Ýwu¸ AenuH wan jene =yuH Ke, AanHdno Svad AaVyo Ke, inivRkLp sMyGdxRn =yuH Ke, Ae Òvne pU aRnHdno A=±‐moÙa=±‐khevay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vStu¦¦ xrto FÌ, jvabdarI FÌ¦

Aek vqt kæuH htuH ne...¦ —mit&an kevz&anne bolave Ke.˜ Ae!le ke Aa„a AanHdSv$p Ke, AenI ¹iÚ ßyaH sMykŸ ={ Ae sMyGdxRn, \mRnI phelI sIDI Ke. Ae ivna b\uH =o=aH Ke‐v/t kre ke pUÔ kre ne dan kre ne mHidr bnave ne kroDo‐laqo xaÏo bnave ne... Ae tI=RnI rÙa kre ne tI=RnaH |yan raqe ne‐Ae b\aH ivkLpo Ke, (Aem) khe Ke. Aavo magR¦¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: je e —ic¿ne Aekag/ kyuÅ Ke˜ te (wVyÒv) —skz ivwavne KoDI˜‐ ivwag A=aRtŸ car wav (_dy, _pxmaid) p` ivxeØ wav$pe Ke, (Ae sFzayne) lÙmaH=I KoDI‐ —ALp kazmaH mui›ne ÝaPt kre Ke.˜

Ae paHc rTn¦ Ae Aeno }lok Ke. AemaH (!IkamaH) to AavI gyuH ne...¦ caEd gu`S=an, caEd ÒvS=an, caEd magRàS=an (Ae) b\a wedo huH n=I. ;Ae huH n=I' Ae!le ;ßyaH huH n=I' tena trf=I lÙ KoDIne ;huH ßyaH KuH' TyaH AenI ¹iÚ krIne, Aekag/ta=I, ALp kazmaH mui›ne (pamIx)¦ Aaha... ha¦

moÙno magR to ;Aa' Ke¦ (loko) vCce Aa vato kre ne... Vyvhar ne v/t ne tp ne‐hÒ sMyGdxRn ivna‐ dan ne dya ne mHidr ne pUÔ ne wiÉt ne xaÏo bnavva ne xaÏonI wiÉt krvI ne‐Ae b\o rag Ke¦ AevI vato Ke.

AqHD‐AwedSvwavnI Anuwvdxa Ae inj wav Ke Aena=I iwþ (Aeva skz ivwavne) KoDI de Ke. waØa to xuH smÔve? ivwavne KoDIne, A=aRtŸ Aa ivwav KoDuH KuH Aem TyaH n=I (p`) Sv$pmaH Aekag/ta ivxeØ =ay Ke Ae!le ivwav _Tpþ =ta n=I. to ;tene KoDIne' Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.




]I inymsar }lok 109 ‐ 181 Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ lokone inüyawas jevuH lage. kaH{k p` Aa

Vyvhar=I (inüy) =ay (Aem Ae kH{ kheta n=I to xuH) dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, pUÔ, tp, Apvas Aena=I kaH{ nhÄ? (wa{¦) tena=I to ragno wav =ay, (te p`) xuw kre to. (p` Ôe) Aiwman kre ke meH Aa kyuÅne meH Aa kyuÅ ne... to vzI pap =ay. bIÔne deqaDva ma!e kre, to y pap =ay. duinyamaH marI g`trI \m±maH Aave... Ae rIte kre, to Ae p` pap =ay. (p`) Aene (wVy Òvne) to wgvanne g`trImaH lavvo Ke. huH isânI pHiÉtnI g`trImaH AavuH. mara Svwav‐inj wav‐=I iwþ (Aeva skz ivwav) Aene KoDIne huH (isânI pHiÉtmaH) AavI xkuH KuH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? Aavo magR ware Aakro¦ te=I loko‐sa\u ne‐ibcara ivro\ kre Ke ne...¦

ij&asa:- pyaRymaH ic¿ ÔeDvuH Ae!le AenuH vedn krvuH? sma\an: pyaRynuH vedn krvuH. Ane pyaRyne Aekag/‐inmRzpyaRymaH Aekag/ A=aRtŸ

Ae pyaRy. Ae vat kale krI htI ne...¦ inüywiÉtnI wiÉt krvI. inüysMyGdxRn‐&annI wiÉt, Ae to pyaRy Ke. ;pyaRynI wiÉt' Aeno A=R jene ;ãVynI wiÉt' Ke Aene pyaRynI wi› _Tpþ =ay Ke. Ae!le pyaRy‐wi› khevamaH Aave Ke. ;inymsar' ga=a‐134: —sMm¿à`cr e jo wi¿H k¡ [ savgo smò.˜ - ]avk Ane muin beyne inüynI wi› hoy Ke. sMykŸTvnI wi›, sMykŸ &annI wi›, sMykŸ cair5nI wi›‐Aeno A=R j Ae ke, vItragwav‐SvwavwavmaH Aekag/ Ke‐ (Ae) sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI Aek wi› j Ke, Aem. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦

(sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5) sevva. Ae ;smysar' 16mI ga=a. Ae to pyaRy=I vat krI. KtaH —tai` pu` ja` iti~ìv APpa`H cev i`CKydo˜- 5` ={ne p` Ke to Aek. Ae 5` pyaRyo Ke Aena _pr lÙ jtaH Vyvhar Ke, ivkLp Ke, miln Ke. rag to @Ik¸ p` 5` pyaRy‐sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5‐Aeva wed _pr lÙ Ôy to Ae miln Ke. Aene Vyvharne miln khevano Vyvhar Ke. Aem ;kzx!Ika' maH pa@ Ke. 16mI ga=ano }lok‐16 Ke AemaH.

magR to ApUvR j hoy ne...¦ pUveR je n kyuÅ hoy, AevuH nvuH kre to j ApUvR khevay ne...? ATyare to saHwzvuH y muXkel pDI gyuH¦ Ane bhar vat Aave to Ae... Ae inüyawas Ke, Aeklo inüy Ke, Vyvhar=I ne inim¿=I to law manta n=I¦ (Aem loko ivro\ kre). p` wa{¦ vat to AevI j Ke. inim¿ Ane Vyvhar=I law =to n=I¦

ÝÆ: skz ivwavne KoDI ALp kazmaH ‐—AicratŸ Ke ne..? to ;AicratŸ' maH Êmbâ paKuH ÉyaH ræuH? ;Êmbâ' Ke ne...¦ ;ALp kazmaH muiÉtne Ýaº kre Ke' TyaH ;Êmbâ' ÉyaH ræuH?

sma\an: Ae ;Êmbâ' maH j ;AicratŸ' AaVyuH. Aavo je e moÙmagR sa|yo Ke Aene Aena ÊmmaH‐ALp kazmaH‐ j kevz =axe Aem AaVyuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Fò fer. ;AicratŸ' Aave to TyaH Aem ke j¡Ao¦ ALp kazmaH =ay Ke, fla e kaze j =ay Ke Aem ÉyaH AaVyuH AhÄyaH? p` Ae ;ALp kazmaH =ay' Ae k{ ApeÙaAe kæuH? ke: je e Aa„a‐ãVyna Aa]ye ÊmbânI pyaRyno in Ry kyÈ Ke Ane ãVyna Aa]ye &an Ane rm`ta




182 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 éwI krI Ke Ae pyaRy ALp kazmaH j kevz&an lexe AevI AemaH (pyaRymaH) takat Ke Ae!le ÊmbâmaH‐ALp kazmaH j‐kevz&an Aavxe, Aevo inym Ke. Aaha...ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

(AhÄyaH kæuH ne...¦ ALp kazmaH) —muiÉtne Ýaº kre Ke.˜ (p`) Aa wve to (muiÉt) n=I, Aa (vat) pHcm Aarana sa\uAo j pote khe Ke. Aene p` Aa wvmaH mui› n=I. kuHdkuHd AacayeR mUz }lok kæo p` Aa wvmaH to muiÉt n=I. p` je e Ae muiÉtnaH Ýya` kyaR Ke Aene muiÉt j Ke¦

;Ývcnsar' maH pHcrTn ga=a‐271 =I 27p lI\I Ke: je e AHtrmaH AaTmana SvwavnI ]âa‐&an‐cair5nuH xuâ sa\n éwuH kyuÅ, je e AHdr xuâ_pyog Ýg! kyÈ, Ae Òvne ATyare Ame moÙtÀv khIAe KIAe. jeè xuâ_pyog=I Ae moÙmagRne Ýg! kyÈ Aene j Ame moÙtÀv khIAe KIAe. Aevo 272 ga=amaH pa@ Ke. Ane ga=a‐271maH sHsartÀv (nI vat Ke) : jeè AekTvbuiâ=I ragna, pu~yna ivkLpne p` wlo maNyo Ke, Ae sa\u hoy top` te sHsartÀv Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ, dya, dan, pHcmhav/tna piràm=I jeè law maNyo Ke Aeva Òvne TyaH sHsartÀv kæuH Ke. Ae Òv wle jEnna pHcmhav/t pazto hoy p` te (sHsartÀv Ke). kemke rag Ke Ae sHsar Ke, Ane jene ragnI Aektabuiâ‐lawnI (buiâ) vteR Ke Ae sHsarIÝaÌ Ke, Ae sHsartÀv Ke. Ane jene ragnI Aekta tU!Ine SvwavnI Aekta, xuâopyog ($p) sa\n kyuÅ Ke, Ae Òvne moÙtÀv kæuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

magR Aavo... ware Aakro lage. Aek to \H\a AaDe (loko) ibcara nvra =ay nhÄ¸ pap AaDe Aaqo dI'... Aa... Aa... Aa... (kyaR kre, fursd mze nhÄ) AemaH ko{ vqte, kH{k devdxRn, xaÏvaHcn ke AevuH kaH{k kre to Ae =oDuH pu~y =ay¸ p` AemaH Aa \mR, to ÉyaHy rhI g{ vat¦

Aaha... ha¦ muinAo‐kuHdkuHdacayR Aaid jHglomaH xaÏo rCyaH. taDp5o TyaH pD–aH hta, l{ lI\aH. szIAo vDe krIne (AÙronaH) kaàH paD–aH. te (lqa` krelaH) p5o TyaH paKa mUkIne (teAo) caLya gya¦ hare raQyaH nhÄ¦ lqnarne (sacvvanI) kH{ pDI n=I ke lav... huH gamvazane taDp5 AapI dë¦ p` g<hS=one qbr hoy ke muinraj jHglmaH Ke Ane kH{k xaÏ lqe Ke. Ae!le Ae muinraj TyaH=I ivhar kre Ae!le te TyaH Ôy Ane taDp5 TyaH pD–aH hoy Aene wegaH kre ne _paDIne (sacvI le). Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦ muinrajnI dxa¦¦ AHtrna AanHdmaH JUlI ræa Ke. bhar nIkztaH Aene du:q lage Ke. Aa (ivkLp) KoDIne Éyare AHdrmaH jë? Aem varHvar satmuH gu`S=an Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ Are¦ AnHt kaznaH Aa du:q, jene nax =ay Ke, bapa¦ Aeno _pay to AlaEikk j hoy ne...¦ smÔùH kaH{? Ae (pHcrTn) paHc ga=a pUrI ={.

(... xeØaHx p<. 184 _pr) ∙ ∙ ∙






]I inymsar: ga=a 82

]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika (prma=R‐ p/itÊm` Ai\kar)

OirswedBwase mßJT=o hoid te` cair¿H.tH id#krììm¿H piDÞmàdI pvÉqaim.. 82..

{£GwedaWyase m|yS=o wvit ten cairZmŸ.tdŸ£#Ikrìnim¿H ÝitkÊmàidH Ýv"yaim.. 82..

!Ika :

AZ wediv&anatŸ kÊme` inüycairZH wvtITyu›mŸ.

pUvÈ›pHcrTnaHicta=Rpir&anen pHcmgitÝaiºhetuwUte jIvkmRpu†lyoweRda-Wyase sit, tiSmþev c ye mumuÙv: svRda sHiS=taSte æt Ov m|yS=a:, ten kar en teØaH prmsHyimnaH vaStvH cairZH wvit. tSy cairZaivcliS=itheto: ÝitkÊmàidinüyikÊya ing>te. AtItdoØpirhara=Å yTÝayiü¿H ikÊyte tTÝitkÊm`mŸ. AaidxBden ÝTyaQyanadInaH sHwvüoCyt [it.

gujratI Anuvad:

Aa wedna AWyas=I ma|yS= ={ cairt bne¸ÝitÊm` Aaid khIx huH cair5£#ta karè. 82.

ANvya=R:-({£GwedaWyase) Aavo wed‐AWyas =taH (m|yS=:) Òv m|yS= =ay Ke, (ten cairZmŸ wvit) te=I cair5 =ay Ke. (tdŸd<#Ikrìnim¿H) tene (cair5ne) £# krva inim¿e (ÝitkÊmàidH Ýv"yaim) huH ÝitÊmàid khIx.

!Ika:-AhÄ, wediv&an äara Ême inüy‐cair5 =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke. pUvÈ› pHcrTno=I xoiwt A=Rpir&an (‐pda=Èna &an) vDe

pHcm gitnI Ýaiºna hetuwUt Aevo Òvno Ane kmRpudŸglno wed‐AWyas =taH, temaH j je mumuÙuAo svRda sHiS=t rhe Ke, teAo te (stt wedaWyas) äara m|yS= =ay Ke Ane te kar`=I te prm sHymIAone vaStivk cair5 =ay Ke. te cair5nI Aivcz iS=itna hetuAe ÝitÊmàid inüyiÊya khevamaH Aave Ke. AtIt (‐wUtkazna) doØona pirhar A=eR je Ýayiü¿ krvamaH Aave Ke te ÝitÊm` Ke. ;Aaid' xBd=I ÝTyaQyanaidno sHwv khevamaH Aave Ke (A=aRtŸ ÝitÊmàidmaH je ;Aaid' xBd Ke te ÝTyaQyan vgereno p` smavex krva ma!e Ke).



Ývcn: ta. 18-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) (;inymsar') ga=a‐82. Ai\kar xuH cale Ke? inüycair5. sTycair5. Aena

pe!awedmaH, ÝitÊm` ne ÝTyaQyan ne Aalocna ne b\uH Aave Ke hve khe Ke ke inüycair5 k{ rIte Ýg! =ay?

Aaha... ha¦ pote wgvan kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke: khIx Ýwu¦ tne khIx. k=nmaH bIj¡H xuH khe? Aek baj¡ khe ke Aa„a Ane wavne waØaAe krI khI xkato n=I. Ane (AhÄ kæuH:) —pvÉqaim˜- (huH khIx). _pdexnaH vaÉyo Aave Tyare to AevaH j Aave ne...¦ —voCKaim smypahuDH -—smysar (namna Ýaw<tne) khIx.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu tne Aavo yog saHwzvano mZyo Ae!le Ôe huH khuH to (tuH) Ýma` krje hÇ¦ Aa@mI ga=amaH y AaVyuH htuH: ;Aa„a' (Aevo xBd) kæo¸ Ae saHwZyo, p` smßyo nhÄ. hve Aeno A=R kyÈ Tyare smßyo. p` smßyo ne trt j Aene Aa„&an =yuH. Aaha... ha¦ xuH kæuH Ae? Aa@mI ga=a (maH kæuH ne...¦) b/aï e (Aek MleCKne) kæuH ;SviSt'. Aem Aa muinraje kæuH ;Aa„a'. inüy Ane Vyvharna sMyG&an$pI r=maH AaVya Ke. VyvharmaH AaVya Tyare ivkLp é@–o Ke ne...¦ AhÄ kevzInI vat n=I. vtRman (maH) kevzI n=I Ae!le Aa vat lI\I Ke. ;Aa„a' (Aevo xBd saHwzIne) Aolo !g!g Ôeya kre Ke. (Aeno A=R) smjto n=I¸ p` kH!azo n=I, Anadr p` n=I. xuH khe Ke Aa... ;AaTma'? xuH khe Ke Aa? guru Ae khenar A=va bIÔe ko{, Aem bey vat Ke ne AamaH. ;AaTma'... Ýwu¦ ;Aa„a' Aene khIAe: dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay te ;Aa„a'. inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 hÇ¦ AevuH ßyaH saHwZyuH‐Ýwu¦ taro Aa„a to Ôe...¦ Aa sHtonI vaÌnI _g/ta to Ôe. Tyare Aene ;Aa„a' (xBd) saHwztaH AaxHka htI‐xuH khe Ke? xHka n htI. Aa xuH khe Ke (AevI ij&asa htI¸ p`) kH!azo nhoto ke AaTma... AaTma xuH kro Ko? ;AaTma' Aevo xBd jene kane pD–o ke AevI ij&asa AHdr=I (épÒ) ke: Aa xuH khe Ke¦ dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay‐Ae wed=I kæuH. Tyare AevuH saHwznarne Aekdm saHwztaH AtIiNãy AanHdnaH AaHsu AaVyaH‐AanHd... AanHd... AanHd AaVyo. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva (yoGytavan) Òvne j TyaH lI\o Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? ;kzx!Ika' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: AekTvpirict ko{ dI=RÒvI hoy. idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ¦¦ Ane khe Ke ke: Aene saHwznar p` same Aeva pa5 Ane yoGy mZyaH¦ wgvanAa„a to dxRn‐&an‐cair5ne Ýaº =ay. Vyvhar nhÄ... hÇ¦ inüy. wed pD–o Ae!lo p` Vyvhar pD–o¸ Ae äara smÔVyo Aene Aa„a. Ae wedne AnusrvuH nhÄ‐ (Aem) ix*yne kæuH. Ane pote kæuH ke smÔvva (ma!e) Aa wed AaVyo p` Ae Amare Anusr` krva layk n=I. tem ]otane wed=I smÔvIAe KIAe (p`) te wed Anusr` krva layk n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

200pnI salmaH Aek wa{no ÝÆ hto: phelaH paÌ gazIne pIvuH ne Aam krvuH ne? Aaha... ha¦ kho¦ AemaH paÌ to gzvuH ÉyaHy rhI gyuH. AhÄ to Aa„a gzIne pIvo Ke. paÌnuH gzvuH Ane paÌne A`gz raqvuH, Ae iÊya Aa„anI n=I. p` Ae je




]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 18p ivkLp¸ Ae Aa]y krva layk n=I.

ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —pvÉqaim˜- huH ÝitÊm`, ÝTyaQyan, Aalocna, wiÉt Ae b\uH khIx. ;Aaid' xBd Ke ne (ÝitÊmàid). ∙

Aaha... ha¦ pote (kuHdkuHdacayR) khe Ke ke: meH to marI wavna ma!e Aa (;inymsar' namnuH xaÏ) bnaVyuH Ke. kuHdkuHd AacayR je 5Ije nHbre: —mHglH wgvanŸ vIro, mHglH gaEtmo gÌ, mHglH k¡Hdk¡HdayÈ˜- jEnxasnmaH AaVya Ke. —jEn\mÈ½Stu mHglmŸ˜- co=uH pd. Aaha... ha¦ Ae AacayR khe Ke: meH to marI wavna ma!e Aa }lok bnaVya Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —tene (inüycair5ne) £# krva inim¿e huH ÝitÊmàid khIx.˜ Aaha... ha¦ vItragwavnI je cair5dxa, AenI £#ta ma!e huH Aa (ÝitÊmàid) khIx.

AenI !Ika: —AhÄ, wediv&an äara, Ême inüy-cair5 =ay Ke Aem kæuH Ke.˜ ÔeyuH¦ pheluH rag=I iwþ krIne, (AaTma sa=enI) AekTvbuiâmaH sMyGdxRn =ay. pKI AiS=rta=I iwþ krIne iS=rta =ay. Ane rag=I iwþ krIne ivxeØ‐ivxeØ jem iS=rta =ay, Ae cair5nI £#ta hetu Aa (ÝitÊmàid) khIx. Aem khe Ke. muinne p` xuâta v\tI Ôy Ke ne...¦ Kõe‐satme, Kõe‐satme rhe Ke, p` xuiâ Ae!lI ne Ae!lI rhe Ke Aem n=I. Sv$pnI rm`ta v\tI Ôy Ke, Aem khe Ke. Ae rm`tane £# krva (inim¿e) huH Aa Ai\kar khIx.

;pÍnHidpHcivHxit' ;b/ïcyaRÚk' maH pÍnHid AacayeR kæuH ne...¦ b/ï A=aRtŸ AaTma, Aena AanHdmaH rmvuH (Ae b/ïcyR). Ae b/ïcyRnI VyaQya krtaH krtaH ragno nv nv koi!Ae Tyag‐ivØy (mnvcnkay=I) sevvo nhÄ, sevravvo nhÄ, sevnarne $DuH Ô`vuH nhÄ. AHdr AanHdSv$pmaH Ae!le b/ïmaH rmvuH, Aene b/ïcyR khIAe. (Aa Ai\karmaH) qUb nv ga=aAo lqI¦ muinraj pÍnHid... mhaAacayR... Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao to¦ jHglmaH isâ sa=e vato krI Ke¦¦ isâ Ae!le Aa„a hÇ¦ Ae nvmI ga=amaH khe Ke ke: he wa{Ao¦ he yuvano¦ tmne ragna rsmaH, ÏIna ivØymaH rs pDto hoy, j¡vanI (hoy), xrIr $pazaH hoy, sa\n kH{ paHcpcIs laq... bHgla... Aa pHqaid sa\n mZyaH hoy¸ AemaH tmne Aem khuH ke Aa... Aa... nhÄ¦ b/ïcyR to Aane khIAe¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ he yuvano¦ huH muin KuH ma!e Aa meH vat krI (p`) Ôe tmne n ruce to maf krÔe, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aem AhÄ muinraj khe Ke ke £# cair5p e khIx... tmne n ruce to maf krÔe... bakI magR to Aa Ke¦ pÍnHid AacayR to pKI =ya Ane Aa (kuHdkuHdacayR) to phelaH (=ya). jene phela 5`maH boLya (g~ya) : —mHglH wgvanŸ vIro, mHglH gaEtmo gÌ, mHglH k¡Hdk¡HdayÈ...˜ Ae khe Ke ke:

huH to inüycair5nI £#ta, iS=rta, rm`ta v\e ma!e Aa (ÝitÊmàid) khIx. mare ma!e p` Aem Ke Ane tmare ma!e p` Aem Ke. Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—wediv&an äara Ême Ême˜‐ Ke ne...¦ Kõe gu S=ane hÒ rag Ke te=I rag=I wed ∙ ;hirgIt' ma!e j¡Ao p<. 183




186 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 paDIne iS=rta v\tI Ôy Ke Ae Ême cair5 satmuH Ane pKI Aagz v\Ine iS=rta ivxeØ =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;smysar' !IkamaH Aave Ke ne...¦ xuiânI v<iâna wed pDe Ke. xuiâno Aek Ýkar n=I. xuiâ Kõe Ke TyaH=I p` v\tI Ôy Ke. —Ême inüy‐cair5 =ay Ke˜ ragne iwþ paDIne sMyGdxRn to (Ýg!) kyuÅ Ke, p` pKI p` ragnI AiS=rta Ke TyaH=I qsI Sv$pmaH iS=r =ay Ke. Ae £# cair5 ma!e huH Aa k=n khIx¸ Ane Ae ivna tarI mui› n=I, bapa¦

cair5 te muiÉtnuH kar` Ke. Ane cair5nuH kar` sMyGdxRn Ke. sMyGdxRn ivna cair5 hoy nhÄ, Ae ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke. nhÄtr kaH{ Aek gu bIÔ gu nuH kar` Ke, AevuH to n=I. sveR guò Ashay Ke. p` (Aa to) ApeÙaAe k=n Ke.

(;smysar') bH\ Ai\karmaH (ga=a‐273maH) lI\uH Ke ne...¦ ke: dxRn‐&an kar` ivna cair5 ÉyaH=I hoy? mUz cair5nuH kar` pheluH sMyGdxRn Ke Ae to hÒ qbr n=I to tare cair5 ÉyaH=I AavI gyuH? TyaH Aagz cair5nuH kar` sMyGdxRn ne &anne kæuH. Ane bIje @eka e Aem kæuH ke ko{ gu ne ko{ (ANy) gu nI shay n=I. Aaha... ha¦ ApeÙa=I smjvuH Ôe{Ae, bapu¦ Aa to.

—pUvoÉt pHcrTno=I xoiwt˜- paHc ga=a, paHc rTno=I xoiwt —A=Rpir&an (-pda=Èna &an) vDe˜ - wgvan AanHdSv$pna &an vDe —pHcm gitnI Ýaiºna hetuwUt˜ Aaha... ha¦ pHcrTno=I xoiwt¸ AenuH (pda=RnuH) pir&an¸ Aena vDe pHcmgitnI Ýaiº. ‐Aaha... ha¦ b\e ;p'... ;p' AaVya Ke. pUvoÉtmaH ;p' AaVyo. pHcrTnomaH ;p' AaVyo. pir&anmaH ;p' AaVyo. pHcmgitmaH ;p' AaVyo. Ane ÝaiºmaH ;p' AaVyo. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH —pHcrTno=I xoiwt A=Rpir&an (‐pda=Èna &an) vDe pHcm gitnI Ýaiºna hetuwUt˜ Aevo Òvno Ane kmRpudŸglno wed-AWyas =taH˜ waØa Aem Ke ÔeyuH¦ Aagz bIje @eka e AevuH Ke: AxuâAHt:tÀv Ane kmR‐beyne iwþ paDvano AWyas. Ae to AemaH AavI gyuH. kmRno wed paDvano AWyas, A=aRtŸ kmRna inim¿=I je potanI Axuâta Ke Aene p` wed paDvano AWyas, AemaH weguH AavI Ôy Ke. AemaH (;inymsar' !Ika) ga=a‐106maH lQyuH Ke: —]ImdŸ AhÅtna muqarivHdmaH=I nIkzelaH prmagmna A=Rno ivcar krvamaH sm=R Aevo je prm sHymI Anaid bH\n$p sHbH\vazaH AxuâAHt:tÀv Ane kmRpudŸglno wed wedaWyasna bz=I kre Ke AhÄ Ke ne...¦ —OvH wedBwasH jo k¡Vv[ jIvkMmò.˜ Ane TyaH (ga=a‐82maH) p` Ae Ke: —Oirs wedBwase.˜ Ane ga=a ‐40 nI !IkamaH Aave Ke TyaH jrI bIÒ vat Ke : —AxuâAHt:tÀvna Ane kmRpudŸglna p/dexono prSpr Ývex.˜ ‐ AxuâAHt:tÀv Ae!le rag. Ane kmRpudŸglna Ýdexono prSpr Ývex‐AekÙe5avgah. JIÌ vat Ke.

AhÄyaH to —wed‐AWyas =taH˜ kI\uH ne...¦˜ pHcmgitnI Ýaiºna hetuwUt Aevo Òvno Ane kmRpudŸglno wed‐AWyas =taH ... ÔeyuH¦ Aa AWyas Ke. rag=I Ane kmR=I wgvanno wed krvano AWyas. (]ota:) AWyas phelaH hoy pKI wed&an? (_¿r:)




]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 187 Ae wed&an to pheluH =yeluH Ke p` pKI wed ivxeØ krIne cair5 =ay Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. —wed-AWyas =taH, temaH j je mumuÙuAo svRda sHiS=t rhe Ke, teAo te (stt wedaWyas) äara m|yS= =ay Ke.˜ m|yS= =ay Ke Ae!le ke AHdr vItragdxa =ay Ke. rag=I p` wed‐AWyas krtaH Ane wedna lÙne KoDIne p` AHdrmaH Awed trf jtaH cair5nI vItragI inmRz dxa‐ m|yS=p uH Ýaº =ay Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ TyaH mze Ke ÉyaHy muHb{maH, ÉyaHy Aaj¡baj¡maH? ÉyaHk pEsa mzta hxe? p` Aene (Aa„ane) pEsa p` ÉyaH mze Ke? mne mZya, AevI mmta mze Ke Aene. pEsa to Ae Aena FrmaH‐jDmaH‐ræaH. (p` Aene) mmta mze Ke¦ du:qnI dxa mze Ke¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: rag=I wed paDtaH AanHdnI dxa‐cair5‐Ýg! =ay, m|yS= =ay Ke. m|yS= Ae!le vItrag. AavuH cair5 Ke¦ xuH kæuH? —wed‐AWyas =taH, temaH j je mumuÙuAo svRda sHiS=t rhe Ke.˜ Aaha... ha... ha... ha¦ rag=I iwþ pDIne, wgvan AtIiNãyAanHdmaH sHiS=t‐sMykŸ Ýkare iS=t‐rhe Ke, AanuH nam cair5¦

AhÄ to pHcmhav/tnaH y @eka`aH n mze Ane cair5 ={ gyuH¦ v/t ={ gyaH¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? bhu AakrI vat, wa{¦ AavI vato... AavuH bolvuH... Ane Aene ma!e rsoDuH kre Ke¦ bar j`a sa=e hta Ane Aek b/ïcarI ibcaro nrm ma`s hto. sa=e carpaHc ba{Ao raH\vavazI htI. paHc AaijRka, sa\u paHc Ane Aek b/ïcarI ÙuÐk (Aem) TyaH xe@na mkanmaH Aigyar ma!e Aahar =to hto. Ane hoy _deŸixk. p` khe ke _deŸixk Ke ke nhÄ AenI Aap`ne xI qbr pDe? Avi\&anI KIAe Ame? Arr... r¦ Ýwu¦ Aa xuH bole Ke? ke!lo bcav kre Ke? hÒ so bso paHcso ma`s ma!e bnaVyuH hoy Ane (vzI) becar ma`s AavI Ôy (to to @Ik). (p`) KtaHy xHka =ay ke wa{ Amare ma!e bNyuH Ke ke nhÄ? nhÄtr to TyaH bnaVyuH hoy TyaH Ôy (Ane coksa{ kre). Aaha... ha¦ Ýwu¦ Ýwu¦ magR Aevo Ke, wa{¦ magR Aevo Ke, wa{¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke: ;wed‐AWyas äara' A=aRtŸ ragna ivkLp=I j¡da AWyas äara, m|yS= =ay Ke Ae!le ke vItragcair5 Ýg! =ay Ke.

xei@yaAoAe p` b\uH Aem ne Aem gumaVyuH. p` kaH{ Aa AWyas kyÈ nhÄ. krvanuH to ;Aa' Ke, bapu¦ AavuH mnu*yp uH mZyuH‐Are¦ haLyuH jxe, AenI mudt pUrI =ye qlas =xe‐AemaH krvanuH to ;Aa' Ke¦

—Ane te kar`=I te prm sHymIAone˜ Aaha... ha¦ ÔeyuH¦ (stt wedaWyas) äara m|yS= =ay Ke Ane te kar`=I te prm sHymIAone —vaStivk cair5 =ay Ke.˜ Aene vaStivk‐y=a=R cair5 hoy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ pHcm Aarana sHt, pHcm Aarana Òvne ma!e khe Ke¦ pHcm Aaro (khIne) bcav kre Ke ne..¦ hve Aa vat éDI Ôy Ke. AhÄ to Aa muin to pHcm Aarana Ke. (Ane pHcm Aarana ]otane ;Aa' khe Ke). pHcm Aaro Ke, (ma!e kH{ magR bdla{ Ôy Ke? Aem n=I). be hÔr vØR phelaH kæuH hoy to xIro to 5` cIj=I, je rIte bne




188 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ae rIte j bne. paHc hÔr vØR phelaH y te: lo!, FI ne sakr ke goz. ke Ae 5`maH=I kaH{ fre? paHcmo Aaro hoy to bIj¡H kH{ =ay‐ lo!ne bdle kadv Ane FIne bdle paÌ, (Aem n=I) Ae to 5 e kazmaH FI, lo! Ane sakr ke goz¸ Aeno xIro =ay. Aem 5 e kaze dxRn, &an ne cair5 ;Aa rIte' hoy to AenI (ÒvnI) mui› =ay. \mRno xIro =ay.

Aaha... ha¦ waØa paKI kevI Ke¦ —te äara m|yS= =ay Ke...˜ —Ane te kar`=I˜‐ rag=I iwþ paDtaH paDtaH AHdr vItragta v\e Ke te kar`=I‐te prm sHymIAone vaStivk cair5 =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ te pHc mhav/tna piràm Ae cair5 n=I, Ae to Acair5 Ke. Aena=I p` wed paDtaH A=aRtŸ xuiânI v<iâ =taH Ane Axuiâ F!taH, wed paDtaH¸ prm sHymIAone cair5 =ay Ke. (]ota:) cair5 Ae!le y=aQyatcair5? (_¿r:) nhÄ y=aQyatcair5 ÉyaH Ke ATyare? prm sHymIAone cair5 =ay Ke, AenI dxane yoGy‐satma (gu`S=an) ne yoGy‐vItrag dxa =ay Ke (Aene) cair5 khevay Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ xuâ _pyog v\e Ke ne...¦

—te cair5nI Aivcz iS=itna hetuAe˜- vtRmanmaH cair5 kem =ay? Aa AenI VyaQya Ke. —Ývcnsar˜ crànuyogsUck cUilka (ga=a‐201nI !IkamaH Aave Ke ne...¦ —tene (]am~yne‐) muinpàne AHgIkar kro. tene AHgIkar krvano je y=anuwUt (‐jevo Ame AnuwVyo Ke tevo) magR tena Ýèta Ame Aa éwa.˜ Aaha... ha¦ idgHbr sHtonI to vaÌ Ane AenI xElI ko{ AlaEikk Ke¦ AenuH cair5 AavuH hoy¦ Ane Ae cair5nI AHdrmaH (Kõe gu`S=ane) ivkLp p` Aava hoy: Ae (]am~y) na AnuwvI Ame Aa éwa. Ame Ae vat tne krIAe KIAe. (moÙmagR (pote) Av\airt kyÈ Ke Ane te) kray Ke ma!e (AHgIkar) kro. Ame moÙmagR (AHgIkar) kyÈ Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke: —te cair5nI Aivcz iS=itna hetuAe —ÝitÊmàid inüyiÊya khevamaH Aave Ke.˜ ÔeyuH¦ Ae inüyiÊya kI\I. inüyiÊya Ae Ke.

... AenI ivxeØ VyaQya Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn : ta. 19-2-78 (;inymsar') ga=a‐82, !Ika. sU"m vat‐ApUvR AnHtkazmaH Éyare y krI n=I

Ane y=a=Rpè ruicpUvRk saHwzI n=I. AevI cIj Ke¦ vItrag svR& prme¬r i5lokna= jene sMykŸ dxRn, &an, cair5 khe Ke, Ae xuH cIj Ke Ane (te) kem Ýaº =ay? AenI Aa vat Ke¦ Ae ivna, jNm‐mr` m!e AevuH n=I.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: wediv&an äara. ‐ xuH khe Ke? ke: je kH{ AHdrmaH dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, kam, Êo\na wav =ay Ke, Ae b\o rag Ke. Ae rag Ke Ae sHsar Ke Ane Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke. cahe to v/t, AihHsa, sTy, Ad¿, b/ïcyR ho¸ p` Ke Ae xuwivkLp ne rag. to jene \mR krvo hoy‐Aene xuH krvuH? AhÄ Ae vat cale Ke ke: rag Ke Aena=I, wed&an äara, j¡do pDIne AHtr AanHdSv$p wgvanAa„a Ke AemaH AHdr jmav!‐iS=rta =vI, AenuH




]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 189 nam cair5 ne AenuH nam moÙno magR Ke. (Ae \mRnI rIt Ke.)

—pUvoÉt pHcrTno=I xoiwt˜ (pHcrTn ga=a ‐77=I 81 calI ne...¦ Aena=I xoiwt) —A=Rpir&an (-pda=Rna &an) vDe˜ Ae!le ke jene Aa rIte pda=RnuH &an =yuH Ke ke: caEd gu`S=an, (caEd) ÒvS=an, caEd magRàS=an‐Ae wed p` vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. wgvanAa„anuH xuâcEtNySv$p (to) AtIiNãy AanHdnuH dz Ke.

prmaTma ijneãdev, i5lokna=nI vaÌmaH [Hão Ane g`\ronI smÙ Aa vat AavI Ke ke: v/t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔna wav, Ae b\a rag Ke Ae rag=I, AHdr wed paDvo¦ ragno Qyal n Aave¸ p` Ae (je) Aam... pr _pr lÙ Ôy Ke ne ke dya pazuH ne sTy boluH ne Aam n boluH Aam boluH‐Ae rag Ke Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke Aena=I AaTmane iwþ paDvo¦ Aaha... ha¦

—pir&an vDe ‐ p` Aa rIte pda=Rna pir&an vDe‐Sv$pmaH wed n=I Aeva pda=Rna pir&an vDe. xuH kæuH? ke: Aa wgvanAa„a, (jene) AnHt svR& ijneãdev prma„aAe AHdr Ôeyo Ae Aa„a to, AnHt cEtNy‐rTnna guò=I wrelo wgvan Ke. inüy=I to Ae Aa„a pote j prma„a Ke. Ae prma„ano Aa]y l{ne (AenuH &an =yuH ke) AemaH (Aa„amaH) Aa pr‐wedo Aaid n=I, rag n=I, wed n=I¸ jemaH &anna paHc Ýkar: mit, ]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRy, kevz&an Ae p` n=I¸ jemaH smikt Ane smiktna wedo p` n=I¸ cair5na wedo‐jenI pyaRynI inmRztana wedo Ae p`, je vStu Ke wgvanAaTma, AemaH n=I. ‐Aena pir&an vDe‐ Ae pda=RnuH &an (ke:) Aavo pda=R Ke Aeva &an vDe (cair5 =ay Ke). Aaha... ha¦ pheluH sMyGdxRn Ane &an btaVyuH. phelaH Ae lI\uH. hve pKI cair5 khe Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae cEtNy wgvan¸ jemaH dya, dan, v/tna ivkLp‐ rag to n=I, p` jemaH inmRzpyaRyona wed pDe te p` AemaH n=I. Aem pr=I‐wed=I p` iwþ, AevuH je pda=RnuH Sv$p Ke tenuH &an‐ ;pir&an' kæuH Ke ne‐ (;A=Rpir&an') ‐pirμsmSt ÝkareÁ=RμAaTma¸ AenuH pir&an A=aRtŸ smSt Ýkare pr=I iwþ, wed=I iwþ¸ Aevo AHdr wgvan pUàRnHd Ýwu¸ Ae pda=RnuH &an =ye, pKI cair5 (hoy). AavI rIte jene pda=RnuH ßyaH &an j, smikt j n=I tene to cair5 hotuH n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

pUvokt pHcrTno=I xoiwt A=Rpir&an (‐pda=Rna &an) vDe —pHcm gitnI ÝaiPtna hetuwUt˜ - hve he@e cair5 le Ke. Aa wgvanAaTma, vStu, cEtNyFn AanHdkHd Ýwu Ke. AemaH wedno p` Awav Ke. Ae rIte AaTmanuH &an krIne (pKI cair5 =ay Ke).

ij&asa: krvuH xuH? sma\an: Aa phelamaH phelI vItragnI Aa&a Ae Ke ke: AHdr Aa vStu cEtNy

vStu Ke. AemaH AnHt AnHt gu onI vStI Ke. Aevo je prmaTmaSvwav AaTmano Ke. Aene rag=I iwþ krI, inim¿=I iwþ krI, wed=I iwþ krIne ;Awed' nuH &an krvuH. ‐Ae to Ý=m sMyG&an ne sMyGdxRn Ke.

smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vato Ke¦¦ AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to khe: bharmaH Aa v/t pazo ne Apvas kro ne... ={ gyo \mR¦ Arere Ýwu¦ xuH kre Ke? Ae rag=I to iwþ (pDI),




190 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ane AHdr gu S=annI dxana wedo ke &an‐dxRn‐smikt Aaid pyaRyona wedo je vStumaH n=I te pda=RnuH Ae rIte &an Ane sMyGdxRn krI, pKI cair5 ma!e xuH krvuH? AenI vat Ke.

Aem khe Ke ke: pHcmgitnI Ýaiºna hetuwUt —Aevo Òvno Ane kmRpudŸglno wed-AWyas =taH˜ - wgvan AanHdmUitR Ýwu AHdr cEtNysamaNy Aek$p jeno Svwav (Ke) Aeno, Ane ragna wagno Ae!le kmRna wagno wed‐AWyas =taH. Aaha... ha¦ (khe Ke ke: potano) AHtr AanHdSv$p wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdno AwedSvwav (Ke) ‐AevuH &an =ya pKI p`, je rag bakI ræo Ke, Ae!le ke (rag=I) iwþ pD–o p` hÒ AiS=rta !zI n=I, Ae AiS=rtane p` wed‐AWyas äara !azIne A=aRtŸ AiS=rtane p` KoDIne, AHdr iS=rtano AWyas krvo¦

Aaha... ha¦ vat to, xBdo to Fà !UHka ne sara lage (p`) wav to je Ke te Ke, bapa¦ coyaRxIna Avtar (krI krIne) AnHtkaz=I Aa=De Ke. AnHtvar muin =yo. pHcmhav/t AnHtvar paZyaH. hÔro raÌ KoDI jHgle vSya. p` rag=I Ane wed=I iwþ, Ae AaTma Awed Ke, AevI ¹iÚ kdI krI nhÄ. to Ae ¹iÚ ivna, cair5 ne v/t‐Ae sacaH ho{ xke nhÄ.

Ae!le (AhÄyaH) khe Ke ke: kmR (pudŸgl) no Ane Òvno wed‐AWyas =taH‐kmR A=aRtŸ Ae jD Ae (to) @Ik¸ Ane ragaid kmR Ke Aa wav b\a‐dya, dan ne v/tna p` je ivkLp é@e Ke Ae rag Ke Aena=I AaTmano wed krtaH, j¡do paDtaH (Aem) wed‐AWyas =taH, —temaH j je mumuÙuAo svRda sHiS=t rhe Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd Ýwu¸ AemaH j je sm Ýkare iS=t rhe Ke, Aene cair5 khevamaH Aave Ke. cair5nI VyaQyay AavI (Ke), bapu¦

vItrag svR& prma„a mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke. [Hão Ane g`\ronI vcmaH wgvannI ;Aa' vaÌ Ke. ;Aa vaÌ' AhÄ kuHdkuHd AacayR laVya hta. (bIj¡H b\uH to) krI krIne AnHtvar mrI gyo. ma`s mo!o AbÔepit hoy Ane maHsaid n qato hoy, Ae mrIne gaynI kUqe, #eDgrozInI kUqe ityÅc =ay¦ kemke Aa„a xuH cIj Ke Ane Aa„a=I iwþ xuH Ke? AenuH jene &an j sacuH n=I Ae im+ya¹iÚ, car gitmaH rqDvano AiwlaØI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

—svRda sHiS=t rhe Ke ... ÔeyuH¦ AanHdSv$p wgvan Awed (Aa„a) nuH &an =ya pKI p` ragnI AiS=rta (je rhe Ke tena=I) wed paDtaH paDtaH Sv$pmaH sMykŸ rIte iS=t =ay Ke. —teAo te (stt wedaWyas) äara˜ -stt wed‐AWyas äara, rag=I iwþ paDI paDIne Sv$pmaH @rvano stt AWyas Ke (Ae äara) —m|yS= =ay Ke˜ Ae!le ke vItragta =ay Ke. Aem khe Ke.

—stt wedaWyas äara˜‐ Aem kæuH ne...? y=a=R &an =yuH ke Aa„a Awed Sv$pe Ke. AenuH sMyGdxRn‐&an =yuH. tem KtaH ragno wag (je) bakI ræo te rag=I stt iwþ paDvana AWyas äara —m|yS= =ay Ke Ae!le ke ragno Awav krIne vItragta Ýg!




]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 191 kre Ke. —Ane te kar`=I te prm sHymIAone˜ ‐ j¡Ao¦ vItragta Ýg! kre Ke Ane te kar`=I te prm sHymIAone —vaStivk cair5 =ay Ke.˜

AhÄ to kH{k bayDI, KokraH ne dukan KoDIne, kH{k v/tnaH ivkLp kyaÅ ne ={ g{ dIÙa (Aem ke!lak mane Ke). (p`) bapu¦ AevuH to AnHtvar kyuÅ, wa{¦ Ae kaH{ cair5ey n=I Ane smikte y n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

Aane cair5 khe Ke: ÔeyuH¦ Aeva prm sHymIAone qreqr cair5 =ay Ke. Awed cEtNynuH sMyGdxRn‐&an‐ Ýg! =taH pKI p` je hÒ AiS=rtano rag bakI ræo tena=I p` wed paDIne AHtrmaH jtaH sHymIAone cair5‐vItragta =ay Ke. Ane —te prm sHymIAone vaStivk cair5 =ay Ke.˜

—te cair5nI Aivcz iS=itna hetuAe˜ Ae Sv$pmaH‐AanHdmaH crvuH, AanHdnuH wojn krvuH, AtIiNãy AanHdno _g/p e Svad levo Aeva —cair5nI Aivcz iS=itna hetuAe ‐ AemaH iS=rta‐@re Aeva hetuAe —ÝitÊmàid inüyiÊya khevamaH Aave Ke.˜ AevI iS=itna hetuAe ÝitÊm`, ÝTyaQyan, Ýayiüt, samaiyk‐smai\ Ane Aalocna Ae b\uH inüy, xuH Ke te khevamaH Aave Ke. ‐ ;inüyiÊya' khevamaH Aave Ke. AhÄ su\I kale AaVyuH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ dehnI iÊya Ae to jD Ke, Aa to ma!I Ke, Ae hale‐cale Ae b\I iÊya to jD (nI) Ke. Ane AHdrmaH (je) dya, dan Ane v/tnaH ivkLpo é@e Ae rag Ke, Ae ragnI iÊya (Ke). (Ae rag) Ane dehnI iÊya=I iwþ cEtNyna AanHdSv$p‐iS=rtanI iÊya (Aene inüyiÊya) khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ 5` ÝkarnI iÊya: (Aek) xrIr, vaÌ, mnnI iÊya Aa hale, cale, bole, Ae b\I jDnI iÊya. (bIÒ) AHdr dya, dan, v/t, kam, Êo\na piràm =ay, Ae ivkarI‐vEwaivk iÊya. Ane (5IÒ) Aena=I iwþ pDIne, Sv$pmaH iS=rta kre Ae inüyiÊya. Ae ;inüyiÊya' te muiÉtno magR Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavuH to saHwZyuH y n hoy Aene to AevuH lage ke Aa xuH hxe? Aa te jEnmagR hxe? jEnmaH to wa{¦ AavuH kaH{ dya pazvI, b/ïcyR pazvuH, ra5e Aahar n krvo, coivhar krvo, kHdmUz n qava ‐AevuH to saHwZyuH htuH (p`) Aavo magR ÉyaH=I ka#–o? Are wa{¦ tne qbr n=I. jEndxRnno magR duinya=I ko{ j¡dI Ôtno Ke¦

jEnp uH Ae!le vItragp uH. Ae vItragISvwav wgvanAa„ano Ke. AHdr Ae wgvanSvwav n hoy to pyaRymaH wgvanpùH Aavxe ÉyaH=I? pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a. Ae wgvanSvwavne vItragwave ÝtIt krI, sMyGdxRnna AanHdna Svad l{, pKI rag=I iwþ paDIne _g/ SvsHvednmaH AanHdna Svad letaH Ae Òvne inüyiÊya‐\mRnI (iÊya) =ay Ke.

ko{ khe Are¦ Aavo magR ÉyaH=I ka#–o? Aaha.. ha¦ wa{¦ vItragmagR bIÒ cIj Ke. lokone kane pDI n=I Ane Ame jEn KIAe... jEn KIAe¦ bapa¦ Ae jEn: ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn.˜ ;F! F! AHtr ijn bsE' ‐ drek dehmaH wgvanAa„a AHdr ijnSv$pe‐vItragSv$pe ibrajman Ke. Ane ;F! F! AHtr jEn' ‐ AHdrmaH ragnI Aekta toDIne, SvwavnI Aekta kre te jEn. Ae p` F!maH AHdr vse Ke. Ae ko{ baæiÊyamaH




192 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 deqato n=I. Aaha.. ha¦

;prma=Rvcinka' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ (im+ya¹iÚ) A|ya„no Vyvhar p` Ô`ta n=I. A|ya„nI iÊya‐VyvhariÊya p` Ô`ta n=I. Aagmna VyvharnI iÊya Aa dya, dan ne v/taid krI, mane ke Ame \mR krIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄ) Ae A|ya„nI VyvhariÊya, te Aa ;inüyiÊya' Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ pheluH to Ae smjvuH j k@` pDe. im+yaTvna karè kIDa, kagDa ne kUtrana wv krI krI (AnHta du:q ve@–aH). (dya, danaid) iÊyaAo AnHtvar krI p` AemaH \mR maNyo Ae!le im+yaTvnuH poØ` Ane ivprIt ]âanuH xLy to rhI gyuH.

Ae (im+yaTvne) !azva, Aeè (saEÝ=m) rag=I iwþ AaTmana‐Awedna SvwavnuH &an Ane smikt =taH pKI p` je!lo (cair5mohjNy) ragwavmaH=I iwþ paDe Ke, Ae!lI AHdr Sv$pmaH iS=rta =ay Ke, Ae suiS=t‐iS=r =yo. —(te kar`=I) te prm sHymIAone (vaStivk) cair5 =ay Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ Aa cair5nI VyaQya¦

hve khe Ke: ;ÝitÊm`' kone khevuH? —AtIt (-wUtkazna) do*aona pirhar A=eR je Ýayiüt krvamaH Aave Ke te ÝitÊm` Ke.˜ ;doØo Ae!le pu~y‐pap bey doØ Ke. ;smysar' maH Ae Ai\kar AaVyo Ke. TyaH vtRman ragna piràmne doØ kæo Ke. (AhÄyaH khyuH ke:) dya, dan, v/t, wi›na piràm p` doØ Ke. rag Ke (Ae) doØ Ke. Aeva doØo je pUvR (kaz) na hta, te doØona pirhar A=eR A=aRtŸ gyakazna pu~y‐papna doØna Tyagne A=eR je Ýayiüt krvamaH Aave Ke, Ae!le ke je &ananHdSv$pmaH rm`ta krvamaH Aave Ke (te ÝitÊm` Ke).

ÝayiütnI VyaQya Ke ne...¦ Ýayiüt Ae!le &anSv$p wgvan. Ýay:iütμÝay: A=aRtŸ (bhuFa), bhupè, (mo!e wage)¸ ic¿ A=aRtŸ &an. AekluH &anSv$p puÚ kre Ke Ýwu AHdr¸ Aene AhÄyaH Ýayiüt khIne Aene ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Are¦ ÉyaHy sUJe y pDI n hoy ne saHwZyuH y n hoy¸ Ane bhar=I manIne be@aH ke Ame ÝitÊm` kyaÅ. (ÝitÊm` ma!e) saHje ne svare Ôy ne kaHqmaH (k!asùH Aaid) naqIne¦ Aa ÝitÊm` kyuÅ: imCKa im duÞDH. ÉyaH hta ÝitÊmàid, wa{? ÝitÊm` kone khevuH AenI tne qbr n=I. pheluH to im+yaTvnuH ÝitÊm`¸ tene A=RnuH pir&an kI\uH. AaTmpda=RnuH pir&an‐Anuwv¸ Aene im+yaTvnuH ÝitÊm` =yuH. hve bIÔ pu~y‐papna doØo ræa te doØona Awav ma!e Sv$pmaH iS=rta krvI Ae Ýayiüt Ke Ane Ae ÝitÊm` Ke. AavI VyaQya ne AavuH Sv$p¦¦

—doØona pirhar A=eR˜‐ do*aomaH bey hÇ¦ (pu~y‐pap). Ae dya, dan, v/t, wi›na piràm p` doØ Ke. Ae doØ Ke Tyare Òv cIj AHdr iwþ Ke. —doØona pirhar A=eR.˜ (p`) AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to khe‐bharnaH v/t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔ krI to ={ ræo Ae \mR¦ hve AhÄ khe Ke ke Ae rag Ke, Ae ivkar Ke, Ae doØ Ke, sHsar Ke, _dywav Ke Aena Tyagne A=eR je Ýayiüt krvamaH Aave Ke Ae!le ke Aa„amaH‐AanHdmaH rm`ta




]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 193 krvamaH Aave Ke, Ýay: ¹#ta=I &anmaH rm`ta krvamaH Aave Ke tene ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa ÝitÊm`nI VyaQya¦ smÔùH kaH{?

wgvan AHdr AanHdnuH dz pD–uH Ke AtIiNãy‐Awed. Ý=m Ae AwednI ¹iÚ krIne AanHdno Anuwv krvo‐Tyare to te e pda=RnuH pir&an kyuÅ. Ae!le ke jevo pda=R Ke tevuH te e &an kyuÅ Ane pKI ßyare cair5 levuH Ke Tyare bakI je rag ræo Ke, hÒ iwþ pD–uH Ke p` rag‐AiS=rta=I j¡do pD–o n=I Ae!le iS=r =yo n=I. A=aRtŸ (AiwÝaymaH) AiS=rta=I j¡do pDI gyo Ke ke ;huH Aa AiS=rta nhÄ' p` hÒ iS=rta ÔmI n=I Ane AiS=rta=I KU!–o n=I. Ae e ragna‐v/taidna ivkLpo Ke te doØ Ke. Ae wav wUtkazmaH y kyÈ hto te doØ Ke. tena Tyagna A=eR —je Ýayiüt krvamaH Aave Ke te ÝitÊm` Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AavI VyaQya¦¦

(Aek baj¡ Aem) khe ke: Aek pyaRy bIÒ pyaRyne ADe nhÄ¦ Aam KrI Ke Ae xak _pr Aam pDe Ke to KrI xakne ADI j n=I. ‐Aa te ko` mane? Aa gjb vat Ke¦ Aa to vItrag svR& prma„ana khela pda=RnI Aa (vStu) iS=it‐myaRda Ke. Aam xak moze Ke ne...¦ to KrI xakne ADI n=I ne (xakna) k!ka =ay Ke. (]ota:) KrI inim¿ma5 Ke? (_¿r:) inim¿ Ae!le kH{ nhÄ Aem Aeno A=R Ke. Aa loko bharna cmTkarnI vato kre Ke p` Ýwu to khe Ke ke drek ãVyno (potano j) cmTkar (Ke jenI) Ýwu¦ tne qbr pDtI n=I. jmIn pr haltaH Aa pg mUke Ke, Ae pg jmInne AD–o n=I¸ p` bapu¦ Aa cmTkarnI tne qbr pDtI n=I. Aa pgnaH drek prma u‐rjk`maH potpotana Ø!Ÿkark=I pyaRymaH iÊyaAo =ay Ke. Ae iÊyamaH‐ pyaRymaH Aa\ar Ke pyaRyno. Ae pyaRyno Aa\ar nIce jmIn Ke Aem n=I. Aa te ko` mane? Aaha.. ha¦ AavI vat¦ sÔyo Ke Ae AhÄ (vazne) AD–o y n=I Ane vaz KU!a pDe Ke. Ae vazmaH j pyaRyna Ø!ŸkarknI pirìt Ke Aene kar e Ae vaz TyaH=I qsIne Aam j¡do pDe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH ko` mane? saHwzva y mZyuH n=I. Aa !opI Ke Ae Aa ma=ana Aa\are rhI Ke Aem n=I. cXmaH kanne Aa\are ræaH n=I. cXmaHno Aek Aek rjk` bIÔ rjk`ne Aa\are ræo n=I. AavI vatuH, bapa¦ Ýwuno magR¦ Ae vIrno magR Ke xUrano. Ae kayrnaH kam TyaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa cmTkar n=I? prma u Ae prma uH SvyH Svna Aa\are Ke, prna Aa\are n=I¸ kemke potamaH potano Aa\ar namno gu Ke. Ae Aa\ar ãVy, gu , pyaRymaH VyapI ræo Ke. Ae prne Aa\are Ke j nhÄ. Aa copDI Ke Ae Aana (@vÌna) Aa\are rhI j n=I. Aa (hkIkt) ko{ dI' saHwzva y n mze. Aaha.. ha¦ (loko) Aa karqanaH b\aH clave Ke ne? Are bapu¦ xuH khIAe¦ p/wu khe Ke : Ae karqanaHna rjkòne AaHgzIno rjk` ADto y n=I. Ane AaHgzIna rjk`ne AaTma ADto n=I. (]ota:) karqanaH to vIjzI=I cale Ke¦ (_¿r:) vIjzI=I y caltaH n=I. vIjzIna rjk` j¡daH ne karqanaHna prma u j¡da. Aek vIjzIno prma u Ae karqanaHne AD–o j n=I. Are¦ magR to magR Ýwuno¦¦ kapDno sHco calto hoy ne doro tU!I Ôy to gaH@ baH\e... (p`) Aene, Ae pda=R (‐ha=) AD–o y n=I Ane Ae gaH@ vzI Ke. Aene xuH khevuH hve Aa? AevuH Aa Ke, bapu¦




194 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 vItrag i5lokna=e jD Ane cEtNyno Svwav je v RVyo Ke te cmTkairk Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ AevuH (vStuiv&an) ÉyaHy ko{ (bIje) @eka e Ke j nhÄ ANymtmaH (to) Aa vat j n=I. vIjzI Ke ma!e sHco cale Ke Aem n=I. mo!rnuH je pEDuH cale Ke te nIce jmInne Aa\are nhÄ. potana Aa\are Aena Aek Aek rjk`no pyaRy SvtH5 pota=I git krI ræo Ke. AakrI vat¦ Ane mo!r cale Ke ma!e sa=e mo!rmaH be@elo ma`s Aam git kre Ke Aemey n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuH Ke Aa te vat¦ ma`sne to Aem (lage) Ke ke Aa jEn\mR Aavo hxe? Are bapu¦ tne jEn\mRnI qbr n=I. —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE‐ Ae rag=I iwþ pDIne (ijnSv$pI AaTmanI) ¹iÚ krI tene jEn khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae jEnp uH AHdr F!maH Ke Ae kaH{ baæiÊyamaH n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? Ane AhÄ to cair5nI VyaQya Ke.

—AtIt (wUtkazna) doØona pirhar A=eR je Ýayiüt krvamaH Aave Ke te ÝitÊm` Ke.˜ (mUz ga=amaH) co=uH pd Ke ne..¦ —piDÞmàdI˜- Aaid' xBd pD–o Ke ne....¦ to khe Ke ke: —Aaid˜ xBd=I ÝTyaQyanaidno sHwv khevamaH Aave Ke. (A=aRtŸ ÝitÊmàidmaH je Aaid xBd Ke te ÝTyaQyan vgereno p` smavex krva ma!e Ke).˜ to ÝitÊm` ;Aaid' xBd=I ÝTyaQyan p` l{ levuH.

;pCckŸqa`' khevuH kone? ke: ko{ p` rag‐dya, dan‐na ivkLp=I iwþ, cEtNymUitRne ivxeØe krIne Ôe{ne @rvuH Aene AhÄ sHvr khe Ke. wUtkaz (na doØo) nuH ÝitÊm`, wiv*y (na doØo) nuH ÝTyaQyan, Ane vtRman (na doØo) nI Aalocna. Aave Ke ne..¦ Aalocna Ae!le sHvr. Awed wgvanAa„anuH &an krI Ane pKI rag=I p` (iwþ) pDI Ane Sv$pna AanHdmaH lIn =ay tene AhÄyaH pCckŸqa`, sHvr, wi›, samaiyk, smai\ khe Ke. Aave Ke ne...¦ smai\na Ai\karmaH: Aene (smai\ne) samaiyk khIAe.

Aa (sHÝdaymaH) to paHc‐K vØRnI KokrI hoy ne mo#e (muqp!I) baH\Ine (Aam) be@I hoy ne... nmo AirhHta H... isâa H... to Ae samaiyk (kre Ke, Aem khe Ke.) Ae b\a samaiyk kre Aene va!kanI LhaÌ AapxuH ne flaùH krxuH. besI Ôy so‐bso‐paHcso... Ae Ô e ke Aap e ÉyoR \mR¦ Ane (Aolo mane ke) Aap e \mRne pEsa=I mdd krIAe¦ bey im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Ae \Uze y samaiyk n=I, wa{¦ Aek Ù`nI samaiyk jNm‐mr`na AHtne lave. ;m|yS=' kæuH htuH ne...? { samaiyk Ke Ae!le vItragta Ke. samÁaykμ ;sm' A=aRtŸ smta¸ Aeno ;Aay' A=aRtŸ law¸ Ane ;{k' to ÝTyy Ke. to Ae vStu je vItragSv$pe Awed Ke AenuH &an =yuH hve Ae AwedmaH @re Ke A=aRtŸ AHdr vItrag SvwavmaH @re Ke Ane vItragdxa =ay Ke tene samaiyk khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene samaiyk khIAe.

AhÄyaH Ke ne...¦ ;ÝTyaQyanaid'‐Aaid Ae!le Aane samaiyk khIAe. Aane sHvr khIAe.

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]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 19p (AnuÚuwŸ)

—wediv&ant: isâa: isâa ye ikl kecn.ASyEvawavto bâa bâa ye ikl kecn..˜

—(}loka=R:‐) je ko{ isâ =ya Ke te wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke¸ je kaH{ bH\aya Ke te tena j (wediv&anna j) Awav=I bH\aya Ke.˜)

wgvan i5lokna= prma„ana ]Imuqe nIkzelI vat sHto AaDitya ={ne jgtne mal Aape Ke ke: ATyar su\I je ko{ isâ =ya, prma„a moÙ paMya, Ae wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke. Ae v/t ne tpna piràm=I iwþ pDI Ane Sv$pmaH Awedpè @re Ke Aeva wediv&an pamelane isiâ =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ATyar su\I Ae wediv&an=I AnHta (Òvo) muiÉtne paMya Ke.

(xuw) rag Ae pu~ytÀv Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) &ayktÀv Ke. te pu~ytÀv=I &ayktÀvne juduH paDIne AenuH &an Ane sMyGdxRn =yuH, pKI tene (svR=a) j¡do paDIne Sv$pmaH @yaR Aeva Òv wediv&an=I mui›ne paMya Ke. ko{ v/t ne tp ne wi› (vDe mui› pmatI n=I).

Ame v/t kyaÅ ne tp kyaÅ ne.. ba{Ao Aa vØ±tp kre Ke ne...¦ pKI kH{ qceR. Ô e ke laqbe laq qCyaR Ae!le ={ gyo \mR¦ (AemaH) \Uze y \mR (=to) n=I, saHwz ne¦

—wediv&ant: isâa:˜-svR& prma„ano (Aa) mhaisâaHt¦ ijneNãdev i5lokna=, [Nã Ane g`\ro vCce Aam kheta hta (te) Aa vat Ke. Are¦ Aa vat lokone (saHwzva y) mztI n=I. AnHt kazmaH AnHta AnHta Òvo wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke.

K mihna Ane Aa@ smymaH 608 (mnu*y) mui› pame. mnu*ynI sHQya FÌ Ke: nv nv nv nv nv Aeva 27 AaHkDa mUko Ae!lI sHQya (_Tk<Ú) Ke Ane jFNy hoy to Aek Aek Aek Aeva 27 AaHkDa (mUko) Ae!lI sHQya mnu*ynI Ke. AemaH=I K mihna Ane Aa@ smymaH 608 isâ =ay Ke, =ay Ke ne =ay Ke. AhÄ n hoy to mhaivdehmaH (to xa¬t) wgvan ibraje Ke TyaH prma„‐isâpd =ay Ke. to khe Ke ke K mihna Ane Aa@ smymaH 608 isâ =ya Aeva AnHtkazmaH AnHta isâ ATyar su\ImaH =ya Ke. Ae AnHta isâ =ya Ae wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke¦ Ae (kH{) ragnI iÊya=I isâ =ya n=I. Ae v/tna piràm=I isâ =ya n=I.

v/tna piràm to rag Ke. Aas/v Ke¦ Aene (lokone) ÉyaH kH{ qbr Ke? Ae to sHvr Ke Aem (mane Ke). phelvhelaH (Ame) 1982 nI salmaH Ômngr gya. VyaQyan caltuH htuH (temaH) AevuH AaVyuH ke: Aa b\I iÊyaAo je!lI Ke (Aena=I \mR =to n=I). TyaH Aek v<â wa{, F uH vaHceluH, b5Is sU5 sa\u‐sa|vIAone vHcavta. (Ae wa{) ;caltuH sU5' khevata hta. nrm ma`s. Ae VyaQyan saHwztaH hta. bpore Aekla AaVya. mharaj¦ Aa b\uH... Aa saHwzIne ivro\ =xe. (meH) kI\uH: xuH Ke? Aa tmaruH ;&ansagr' j¡Ao¦ namkmR car Ýkare bH\ay¸ TyaH ([iNãynI), kayanI, mnnI, vcnnI srzta lI\I Ke, Ae




196 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 srztanaH piràm Ke, Ae xuwwav kØay‐rag Ke Aena=I namkmRnuH pu~y bH\ay¸ \mR nhÄ. Aena=I pu~y =ay Ane (xuw) namkmR bH\ay Ane AhÄ mnnI srztanaH piràm =ay, Ae ragnI mHdta=I \mR =ay? Aa b\uH É–aH=I AaVyuH? mnnI srztano wav (Ae) p` pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke. Ane AhIH (sHp/daymaH)Ae khe ke : mnnI srztano wav, v/t ne tp Ae \mR Ke¦ wa{¦ (sTy) magR to Aa Ke. v/t ne tpno wav Ke Ae to kØay mHd kyÈ hoy to Aene Aena=I to pu~y bH\ay, \mR nhÄ. wa{¦ qro marg to Aa Ke¦ mnavI bese v/t ne tpmaH \mR Ae b\uH vItragmagR=I ivruâ Ke.

;&ansagr' puStk Ômngr=I Kpa uH htuH. 68nI salmaH dIÙa phelaH palejmaH vaHceluH. AemaH =okDa b\a Ke ne...¦ Ae phelaH xIQya hta. b\a mo#e krela. p` (y=a=R ¹iÚ ivna) b\I vatnI lqnar Ane vaHcnarne y qbr n mze ke je!lI mnmaH iÊya, ragnI mHdta‐dya, dan, AnukHpa, v/t, tp‐nI iÊya, Ae b\I pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke (Aena=I) \mR nhÄ.

j¡Ao¦ (AhÄyaH) Aa Ke: —wediv&ant: isâa:˜-xuH khe Ke? ke: v/t ne tpno wav te moÙnuH kar` Ke, Vyvhar inüynuH kar` Ke (Aem loko mane Ke) p` AhÄ khe Ke ke Vyvhar=I wed (iwþ) pDe te inüynuH kar` Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Vyvhar‐iÊya kre to pKI inüy =ay, Vyvhar sa\n Ke Ane inüy sa|y Ke (Aem loko mane Ke) p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Vyvhar=I p` wed paDe to sa\n Ýg! =ay.

Aaha.. ha¦ ware vatuH¦¦ AnHtkaz Aam ne Aam ijHdgI g{. \mRne name qo!a (magR) seVya, im+yaTv seVya Ane sHsar Aem ne Aem v|yo. nrk ne ingod (naH AnHta du:q ve@–aH). AaHqo mÄca{ Ôy‐kaH{ nhÄ rhe hare. sHbH\ ÉyaHy rhI jxeAne ÉyaHy (Ae) épDI jxe.

(AhÄyaH) khe Ke ke: je ko{ ATyar su\I isâ =ya (te) wediv&an=I isâ =ya. ‐Lyo (Aa) Aek j isâaHt, Aek j y=a=R inym¦

Aa (loko) khe: v/t ne tp krIAe Aena=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ane Aena=I \mR =ay. AhÄ to khe Ke ke: v/t ne tpna ivkLp=I wed (iwþ) paDe to tenI mui› =ay.

Ke ne...¦ — je ko{ isâ =ya Ke te wediv&an=I isâ =ya Ke.˜ Aa waØa to sadI Ke. bhu !UHka xBdo¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aam rag=I wed paD–o Ke Ane Awedne AnuwVyo (Ke), Aem khe Ke. AqHDanHd Ýwu cEtNyÝkaxnI mUitR Awedne AnuwvtaH wed=I‐rag=I iwþ pDe Ke¸ Aena‐wediv&anne kar e sMyGdxRn =yuH Ke, sMyG&an =yuH Ke, sMykŸcair5 =yuH Ke Ane tena=I mui› ={ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

—je ko{ bH\aya Ke te tena j Awav=I bH\aya Ke.˜ j¡Ao¦ hve isâaHt: AnHtkazmaH je ko{ im+yaTv Ane A&an=I bH\aà Ke te tena j (‐wediv&anna j) Awav=I bH\aya Ke. kmR=I bH\aya Ke ne.. kmRna _dynI tIv/tane l{ne bH\aya Ke Aem nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ Ke ne same (pa@)¦ Aa to sadI waØa gujratI Ke. AnHtkazmaH je ko{ rqD–a Ke te wediv&anna Awavne l{ne rqD–a Ke. kmRne l{ne rqD–a Ke Aem n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ coyaRxI laq yoinmaH‐Aek Aek yoinmaH‐AnHt Avtar kyaR. Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a 82 ‐ 197 ingodmaH‐b!a!a ne skrkHd, (b!a!anI ATyare jrI xHka Ke p`) ls`, DuHgzI¸ Aena Aek Aek ra{ je!la k!kamaH to AsHQy xrIr Ane Aek Aek xrIrmaH AnHt Òv AemaH‐ Aek ¬asmaH A#ar wv kre, Aa Aek ¬as l{Ae... ne AemaH to A#ar wv =ay, Aeva ingodmaH‐ls`maH ne DuHgzImaH ne mUzamaH AnHta‐AnHta wv kyaR Ke. mUzamaH je kHd Ke AemaH AnHt Òv Ke Ane AenaH paHdDaH hoy Ke Ae ÝTyek Ke.

khe Ke ke: ATyar su\I je!la coyaRxIna AvtarmaH rqD–a Ke te wediv&anna Awav=I (rqD–a) Ke. kmRna Ôer=I rqD–a Ke Aem n=I. (p`) wediv&anno Awav Ae!le ke ragnI Aektano wav¸ Aena=I bH\aà Ke. (Òv) ragnI AektamaH qova{ gyo Ke. cahe to dya, dan, v/t, tpno wav hoy p` Ae wav rag Ke Ane AenI AektamaH mne law =xe Ae wav im+yaTv Ke, A&an Ke Ane te bH\nuH kar` Ke.

kho¦ smÔùH AamaH? bhu saro }lok Ke. sHvr (Ai\kar) no }lok Ke. mha}lok Am<tcHãacayRno. Aek mhaisâaHt ke je ko{ mui›ne paMya¸ te ragna‐dya‐danna ivkLp=I iwþ pDI Ane AwednI ¹iÚ krI Tyare sMyGdxRn =yuH rag=I iwþ pDIne AwednuH &an kyuÅ Tyare sMyG&an =yuH pKI rag=I iwþ pDIne Sv$pmaH @yaR Tyare cair5 =yuH ‐Aena=I mui› ={¸ Ane Aena Awav=I bH\aà¦ Aaha.. ha¦

Aa to b\a idgHbrna xei@yaAo jUna ma`s, Aene (Aa) saHwzva mZyuH n=I. idgHbr \mR to Aa Ke¦ cahe to dya, dan, v/tna wav ho, Aena=I iwþ paDIne AaTmanuH &an krvuH te moÙno magR Ke. Ane rag=I iwþ krIne AHdr AanHdmaH iS=rta krvI (Ae \mR Ke). cahe to xaÏnI wi› hoy ke wgvannI wi› hoy, Ae b\o rag Ke¸ Ae rag=I wed paDyo nhÄ ma!e bH\aà Ke Ane rag=I wed paD–o te isâpdne paMya Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa (pamva) maH to ko{ Ô`pùH bhuH JaJuH hoy to, AhÄ (AenuH) kaH{ kam n=I. ;ragno ivkLp Ke' Ae xuH Ke? (ivkLp) cahe to xaÏwi›no ho ke wgvannI wi›no ho ke pHcmhav/tno ho ke ]v`no ho¸ p` Ae rag (Ke Ane te) bH\nuH kar` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (je ko{ bH\aya Ke) te wediv&anna Awav=I bH\ayela Ke Ane wediv&anna sdŸwav=I te mui›ne pame (Ke) ‐Aa Aek j isâaHt¦ Ke...¦ —je ko{ bH\aya Ke te tena j‐wediv&anna j ‐Awav=I bH\aya Ke.˜ ‐AhÄ to Aem kæuH. (p`) kalliB\ pakI n=I ma!e bH\aà Ke ne kmRnuH bhu Ôer Ke ma!e bH\aya Ke‐Aem n lI\uH.

Ae (je ko{ bH\aya Ke te) pr=I iwþ paDvana Awav=I bH\aya Ke. ;wavbH\' (Ae!le) wed&anno Awav Ae wavbH\. wed&anno wav Ae ;wavAbH\' (A=aRtŸ) AbH\piràm. (j¡Ao: }lok‐110, p<. 198)

Aaha... ha¦ Aa smysarno kevo wed Ke¦ rag=I iwþ pDIne Anuwv krvo Ae te smysarno kevo Ýkar Ke¦

... Aeno A=R ivxeØ Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙





Ývcn: ta. 20-2-1978

(vzI (Aa 82mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj ]I pÍÝwml\airdev }lok khe Ke) :-

[it sit muinna=SyoŠkEweRdwave Svymymupyogaãajte muÉtmoh:.xmjlini\pUrÙailtaHh: klHk: s qlu smysarSyaSy wed: k OØ:.. 110..

(}loka=R:‐ ) Ae rIte ßyare muinna=ne ATyHt wedwav (wediv&anpiràm) =ay Ke, Tyare Aa (smysar) SvyH _pyog hova=I, mu›moh (mohriht) =yo =ko, xmjlini\na pUr=I (_pxmsmuãnI wrtI=I) papklHkne \o{ naqIne, ivraje (-xowe) Ke¸-te Aa qreqr, Aa smysarno kevo wed Ke¦ 110.) (;inymsar') kzx‐110. kzx bola{ gyo Ke kale. (khe Ke:) —Ae rIte ßyare

muinna=ne˜-ÔeyuH: ;muinna=' kI\a¦ jene Aa„ana Sv$pnuH _g/ SvsHvedn Ýg! =yuH Ke, Ae jenuH wavilHg Ke tene AhÄyaH ;muinna=' khe Ke. —ATyHt wedwav (wediv&an piràm) =ay Ke.˜ Aeklo (wedwav Aem) nhÄ (p`) ;ATyHt wedwav' (kæuH. kemke:) sMyG¹iÚne wed&an Ke, p` rag=I iwþ pDeluH Ae!luH j wed&an Ke Ane muinne to ragnI AiS=rta=I (p`) iwþ pDeluH wed&an Ke. (Ae!le) Aem kæuH ke: ;ATyHt wedwav' (A=aRtŸ) wediv&an piràm =ay Ke.

(hve khe Ke ke:) —Tyare Aa (smysar) SvyH _pyog hova=I˜ - AaTmwgvan, Ae to _pyog j Sv$p Ke. i5kaz Ô`vuH‐deqvuH, AevuH Aeno _pyog Sv$p Ke. Aeno kaymI Svwav Ane Sv$p to _pyog Ke. Ae i5kazI dxRn‐&an Ke, Aene p` _pyog khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ SvyH _pyog hova=I —muÉtmoh (moh riht) =yo =ko˜‐pyaRymaH p` SvyH _pyog$p hova=I mu›moh =yo =ko (A=aRtŸ xuH khe Ke? ke:) prtrfnI sav\anIno ragaid wav (hto) Aena=I Svtrfna ATyHt wed&anne l{ne rag=I mu› =yo Ke. ‐AavuH muinpùH¦ Ane Ae muinpà ivna mui› n=I¦

Ae (muinna=) mu›moh =yo =ko, —xmjlini\na pUr=I˜ ‐ Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao¦ srvazo laVya: smta$pI paÌna diryanuH pUr, vItrag$pI ini\nuH pUr A=aRtŸ wrtI AavI Ke. xmrsjl=I wrelo wgvan, smta$pI rs=I vItragSvwav wrelo Ýwu Aene rag=I iwþ paDIne iS=r =taH AenI pyaRymaH xmrsjlnI wrtI AavI¸ AenuH nam cair5 Ke.

;xm' no A=R smta$pI jlini\no diryo, AenuH pUr Ae!le wrtI, (Aena=I) —(_pxm smuãnI wrtI=I) papklHkne \o{ naqIne (ivraje (-xowe) Ke.)˜ ;xmjlini\na pUr' no Ae!lo A=R kyÈ: _pxmsmuãnI wrtI'. pKI (kæuH:) papklHkne \o{ naqIne (A=aRtŸ) SvwavsNmuqmaH vItragwav Ýg! =yo te=I ivwavwavne \o{ naQya (Ke). AhÄ ivwavwav‐pu~y Ane pap bey‐papklHk Ke. Aavo magR Ke¦

pheluH to wed&an äara Ae!le ke Ý&aKIÌ äara, sa\k äara. Ý&aKIÌ je mUz to Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar }lok 110 ‐ 199 Anuwv Ke‐rag=I iwþ pDI Sv$pno Anuwv‐Ae sa\kdxa Ke, Ae \mRnI phelI sIDI Ke. Aena=I Aagz v\Ine muinraj to pyaRymaH xmrs$pI jlna smuãnI wrtI lavIne, vItragpyaRynI wrtI lavIne papklHkne Ae!le ke pu~y Ane papna wav je klHk Ke tene \o{ naQyaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —ivraje Ke.˜ ‐ pu~y Ane papna wavne \o{ Ane pyaRymaH xmrsjlnI wrtI lavIne —xowe Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ vItragmagR bhu sU"m Ke¦ AHtrmaH SvwavnuH AwedpùH Ýg!–a ivna \mRnI x$Aat =tI n=I. Awed cIj je samaNy vStu cEtNyFn, AanHdkHd, rskHd¸ tene ¹iÚmaH l{ne, Anuwv krvo¸ AenuH nam to Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ke. Ae pKI Aagz v\Ine (te) ragna‐AiS=rtana wavo (je) Ke tena=I p` wed Ae!le j¡do pDto pDto, Ane vItragI diryamaH=I vItragIjlnI wrtI lavIne pu~y‐papno Vyy kre Ke, vItragnI pirìtne _Tpþ kre Ke Ane \/uv‐i5kazI to ¹iÚmaH Ke j¦

Aaha... ha¦ (magRnI qbr n=I te=I) AavuH AÔ~yuH lage Ae!le ma`sne (lage ke) Aa xuH khe Ke? (p`) magR to Aa Ke¦ jene jNm‐mr`=I riht =vuH hoy tene, jNm‐mr`na kar`$p wav=I p` wed paDIne, Awedne lÙe je Awedta Ýg! =ay tene AhÄ sacuH wed&an khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Arere¦ coyaRxI laqna Avtar, wa{¦ Ae e shn kyaR Ke. Aap e ;Aa„\mR' gujratImaH AaVyuH htuH: narkInaH Aek Ù`naH du:q, kroDo Òwe Ane kroDo wve n khevay, Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe? AavaH AavaH du:qo Aek Ù`na hÇ¦ wgvan AanHdSv$p Ke¸ Aena=I ivprIt ;rag Ane pu~yna wav mara' Aevo im+yaTvwav, jena fz trIke nrk ne ingod, Ane Ae nrknI Aek Ù`nuH du:q¦ waØa gme te hoy p` Aeno wav smjvo bhu k@`, bapa¦ AacayR khe Ke, Aap e ;wavpahuD' maH y Ke ke: jena Aek Ù`naH du:qonuH v`Rn ÊoDo Òw=I Ane ÊoDo wv=I n =ay, Ýwu. teH AevaH du:q, Ae im+yaTvna fzmaH ve@–aH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae du:q=I mu› =vuH hoy to &aykSv$p wgvan AanHdsagr Ke, Ae suqno AHdr diryo Ke, Ýwu¦ Aeva AanHdsagr wgvanne sHwazI le Ae!le ke teno SvIkar kr¦ Ane ¹iÚmaH=I rag Ane pyaRyno SvIkar KoDI de¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa to (AanHdnI) x$Aat.

AhÄyaH to ;muinna=' nI vat (Ke). muinp uH‐bapu¦ Ae to prme¬rpd Ke wa{¦ Ae k{ cIj Ke¦¦ Aaha.. ha¦ jene AHtrmaH AtIiNãy AanHdmaH xmjlnI wrtI Aave Ke Ae!le _Tpad =ay Ke. \/uvpàmaH to suqsagr‐xmjlini\no diryo Ke Ýwu¦ p` tena trfno SvIkar =taH, Ae cEtNymhamuinrtnno AHtrmaH SvIkar =taH Aene pyaRymaH p` AanHdno wav Aave. AhÄyaH to muinnI vat ivxeØ Ke. Aene to AHdrmaH AevI iS=rta ÔmI Ke ke pHcmhav/tna ivkLpmaH AavvuH Ae p` Aene boÔe lage Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AevI (inÌpai\k) cIjmaH jenI rmtuH ÔmI g{ Ke. AenI pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH vItragI pUr Aave Ke. (Aem) khe Ke. (jem) FoDapUr (‐FoDanI jem Aekdm \sI AavtuH pUr. paÌnuH dz Aam haLyuH Aave. AhÄ paÌnuH !IpuH n hoy Ane vIs ga_ Ke!e paHc èc vrsad pD–o hoy to ndImaH AevuH FoDapUr Aekdm) haLyuH Aave tem vItragtanuH pUr Aave Ke. AHtrna AanHdSvwav




200 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 wgvanno Aa]y l{ne, SvIkar krIne, rag=I iwþ pDIne Sv$pmaH iS=r =yo, AenI dxamaH to vItragISvwavnuH pUr Aave Ke, Ae!le ke wrtI Aave Ke. Arere¦ AavI vato¦¦ Ae (wrtI) pu~y‐papna wavna klHkne nax krI naqe Ke te=I te xowe Ke. Ae vItragIpyaRynuH pUr Ke Aena=I sHto xowe Ke. (Ae isvay) bIÔe ko{ _pay n=I. Aaha... ha¦ nGnpùH ne mhav/tno ivkLp, Ae AenI xowa n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

(hve muinraj khe Ke ke:) —-te Aa qreqr, Aa smysarno kevo wed Ke¦˜ Ýg! ={ dxa Aeno Ae te kevo wed Ke¦ Ae!le Aa te k{ Ôt Ke? Ae vItragI Ôt Ke, Aem khe Ke.

j¡Ao: Ae!la xBd pD–a Ke ne...¦ ;xmjlini\' AenuH ;pUr'. ãVy _pr, Ae vtRmanpyaRyne‐ ¹iÚne jtaH Aene xmjlini\nI jFNy‐=oDI wrtI Aave (Ke). Ane muinne to cair5dxa y=a=R Ýg!I Ke, Aene to AanHdnI Ane vItragtanI ivxeØ wrtI Aave Ke. Ae vItragtanI dxa äara pu~y‐papna klHkne \o{ naqe Ke.‐ ;xmjlini\' no Aa A=R¦¦

ij&asa: Aa to muinnI vat Ke. p` g<hS=o ma!e? sma\an: phelaH smiktI ma!e kæuH ne...¦ pKI muinnI vat khI. \mRnI phelI

sIDI sMyGdxRn pamnarne phelaH rag=I iwþ pDI, Sv$pno SvIkar ={ne AanHdnI =oDI wrtI Aave Ke. ‐Aene smiktI‐jFNy\m± khIAe. phelI sacI vat ;Aa' Ke. be5` var AavI g{ Ke. Aem ne Aem ke Aa meH dan kyaÅ ne flaàH kyaÅ ne \mRxaza bnavI ne... ma!e \mR ={ jxe, Aem n=I. bapu¦ \mR (to) AevI Aa (ko{ ApUvR) cIj Ke¦¦

Aaha... ha¦ (wgvanAa„a) to vItragSvwavno sagr Ýwu Ke¸ AkØaySv$pcair5 Aeno gu Ke Ane Ae gu Sv$p j Ke. &an=I j¡Ao to &anSv$p Ke. cair5=I j¡Ao to cair5Sv$p‐vItragSv$p Ke. SvCKta=I j¡Ao to SvCKSv$p Ke. Ýwuta=I j¡Ao to ÝwuSv$p Ke. AanHd=I j¡Ao to AanHdSv$p Ke. ‐Ae ãVy (nI) phelI ¹iÚ (Ae!le ke) sMyGdxRn‐\mRnI phelI sIDI‐\mRnuH pheluH pgi=yuH‐sopan (Ýg!) =taH Aene (smiktIne) p` AHtrmaH vItragIpyaRy (Ýg!e Ke). sMyGdxRn Ae vItragIpyaRy Ke. Tyar=I Aene \mRnI x$Aat =ay Ke. rag cahe to dya, dan, v/t, wi›no ho p` Aena=I iwþ pDIne Sv$pno Anuwv krvo, ¹iÚ (krvI¸ AenuH nam) be vCce Ý&aKIÌ marI¸ Ae!le ke _pyogne pkDI rag=I iwþ pDI gyo. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva sMyGdxRnmaH p` AHxe AanHd Ane &annI xaHitnI wrtI Aave Ke. (AhÄ) to Aa muinnI ivxeØ vat Ke. prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ (muin) AiS=rtana rag=I p` h@I gya Ke Ane iS=rtana smuãna pyaRymaH JUle Ke, Ae AenI xowa Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ vat saHwzvI y k@` pDe. Aa to bhar=I kH{k nGnp uH lI\uH ne pHcmhav/t (lI\aH, p`) Ae pHcmhav/tnaH piràmnaH y ÉyaH @ekaà Ke? AakrI vat¦ lokone AevuH lage Ke...¦

—‐te Aa qreqr, Aa smysarno kevo wed Ke¦˜ jemaH vItragta Ýg!e te smysarnI k{ dxa Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ pote muin Ke ne...¦ Ae!le muin=I Ae vat kre Ke: prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Aene khIAe. (... xeØaHx p<. 202 _pr)





]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝ`It ]I inymsar: ga=a 83

]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika (prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar)

mo¿U` vy`ry H ragadIwavvar H ikŠa.APpa H jo Jayid tSs du hoid i¿ piDkm H.. 83..

mukŸTva vcnrcnaH ragaidwavvar H kËTva.AaTmanH yo |yayit tSy tu wvtIit ÝitkÊm`mŸ.. 83..

dEnH dEnH mumuÙujnsHStUymanvaúyÝitkÊm`nam\eysmStpapÙyhetuwUtsUZ-smudyinraso½ymŸ.

yo ih prmtpür`kar`shjvEraGysu\aisN\una=Sy rakainxIi=nIna=: AÝxStvcnrcnapirmu›o½ip ÝitkÊm`sUZivØmvcnrcnaH muÉTva sHsarltamUlkH-danaH iniqlmohragäeØwavanaH invar`H kËTva½qHDanHdmyH injkar`prmaTmanH |yayit, tSy qlu prmtÀv]âanavbo\anu¤anaiwmuqSy sklvaiGvØyVyapar-ivrihtinüyÝitkÊm H wvtIit.

gujratI Anuvad rcna vcnnI KoDIne, ragaidwav invarIne,je Òv |yave Aa„ne, te Òvne ÝitÊm` Ke. 83.

ANvya=R:-(vcnrcnaH) vcnrcnane (muÉTva) KoDIne, (ragaidwavvar`H) ragaidwavonuH invar` (kËTva) krIne, (y:) je (AaTmanH) Aa„ane (|yayit) |yave Ke, (tSy tu) tene (ÝitkÊm H) ÝitÊm` (wvit [it) hoy Ke.

!Ika:-idne idne mumuÙujno vDe _CcarvamaH Aavto je vcnmy ÝitÊm` namno smSt papÙyna hetuwUt sU5smuday teno Aa inras Ke (A=aRtŸ tenuH AamaH inrakr`‐qHDn kyuÅ Ke).

prm tpür`na kar`wUt shjvEraGysu\asagrne ma!e pUi`Rmano cHã Aevo je Òv (‐prm tpnuH kar` Aevo je shj vEraGy$pI Am<tno sagr tene _Kazva ma!e A=aRtŸ temaH wrtI lavva ma!e je pU`R cHã sman Ke Aevo je Òv) AÝxSt vcnrcna=I pirmu› (‐svR trf=I KU!elo) hova KtaH ÝitÊm`sU5nI ivØm (iviv\) vcnrcnane (p`) KoDIne sHsarltanaH mUz‐kHdwUt smSt mohragäeØwavonuH invar` krIne AqHD‐AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane |yave Ke, te Òvne‐ke je qreqr prmtÀvnaH ]âan, &an Ane Anu¤annI sHmuq Ke tene‐vcnsHbH\I svR Vyapar ivnanuH inüyÝitÊm` hoy Ke.



Ývcn: ta. 20-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) (;inymsar') ga=a‐83, !Ika. —idne idne mumuÙujno vDe˜- moÙna AiwlaØI

Òv vDe hHmexaH svar Ane saHj —_CcarvamaH Aavto je vcnmy ÝitÊm` namno smSt papÙyna hetuwUt sU5smuday teno Aa inras Ke (A=aRtŸ tenuH AamaH inrakr`-qHDn kyuÅ Ke).˜ vcnmy ÝitÊm` Ae!le ;imCKa im duÞDH' ne... Aa nhÄ ne Aa nhÄH ne Aa nhÄ, Ae vcnmy rcna¸ Ae smSt papÙyna hetuwUt Ke. AhÄ AekluH pap levuH, pu~y n levuH. Axuwwavna Ùyna hetuwUt sU5smuday Ae!le ke wgvannI vaÌ (Anusar) sHtoAe je piDÞm` rCyuH Aene je vaÌ äara, ivkLp äara bole Ke teno Aa inras Ke. AevuH VyvharÝitÊm`na vcn Ane ivkLp teno Aa inras Ke (Ae!le ke) Ae p` qHDn krva layk, KoDva layk Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

muinraÔeAe‐idgHbr sHtoAe je ÝitÊm`nI rcna krI Ae vcnmy rcna Ane TyaH boltaH je ivkLp é@e, Ae bey Vyvhar (Ke) tenuH AhÄyaH qHDn kre Ke. (kemke) Ae kaH{ sacuH ÝitÊm` n=I. Ke...¦ —smSt papÙyna hetuwUt sU5smuday teno Aa inras Ke (A=aRtŸ tenuH AamaH inrakr`‐qHDn kyuÅ Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ VyvharÝitÊm`nI xaÏrcna kre, Axuw=I Aa ;imCKa im duÞDH' ne...¦ (AhÄ) khe Ke ke: Ae sU5smuday Ane temaH =to ivkLp be_ nax krva layk Ke, Aene raqva layk n=I¸ kar` ke Ae vcnVyvhar Ke, Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke. (ma!e tenuH) inrakr`‐qHDn kyuÅ Ke. AacayR mharaj kuHdkuHdacayRna Aa }lok (ga=a) Ke. Ane kuHdkuHd AacayR Aem khe Ke ke ;Aa xaÏ meH marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH Ke.' Ane AenI !Ika krtaH pÍÝwml\airdev Aem khe Ke ke: AamaH xuwno‐ÝitÊm`no (je) ivkLp Ke, Ae qruH AavXyk n=I¸ (ma!e) tenuH p` qHDn kyuÅ Ke.

hve prm tpSya Ae!le AHdr cair5 hÇ¦ (Ae ivØe khe Ke ke:) —prm tpür`na kar`wUt shjvEraGysu\asagrne ma!e pUi`Rmano cHã Aevo je Òv˜‐ Aaha... ha¦ jem pUnmno cHã hoy Tyare smuãmaH wrtI bhu Aave, terx‐caEdx AaidmaH wrtI =oDI Aave, p` pU R cHã ßyare ége Tyare diryamaH wrtI bhu Aave¸ tem jeno AaTma shjvEraGyAm<tna sagrne ma!e pUi`Rmano cHã sman Aevo Òv —(-prm tpnuH (cair5nuH) kar` Aevo je shj vEraGy$pI Am<tno sagr tene _Kazva ma!e)˜ jem diryamaH paÌnI wrtI Aave tem jene AHtrmaH AanHdnI‐inivRkLp AanHd Ane vItragtanI‐wrtI pyaRymaH Aave¸ AenuH nam inüy‐sTy‐sacuH ÝitÊm` Ke.

;vEraGy' kI\o Ke ne...¦ (Ae!le ke) rag=I h@I Ôy Ke ne...¦ shj vEraGy$pI Am<tno sagr tene _Kazva ma!e —A=aRtŸ temaH wrtI lavva ma!e je pU RcHã sman Ke Aevo je Òv˜ ‐muin Ke. jenI rmtuH AanHdSvwavmaH ÔmI g{ Ke. AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnuH pUr Ýwu Ke, AtIiNãy AanHdno sagr Ke (AenI) pyaRymaH je pr=I h@Ine, Svawaivk vEraGy$pI Am<tno sagr _Kazva sm=R Ke (te) pU R cHã sman Ke. (Aene) pr=I to vEraGy Ke, p` je pu~yno ivkLp é@e Ke tena=I p` vEraGy Ke Aem khe Ke. Ae!le (kæuH ke:) je shj‐




]I inymsar ga=a 83 ‐ 203 vEraGy$pI Am<tno sagr tene (_Kazva ma!e) A=aRtŸ temaH wrtI lavva ma!e je pU R cHã sman Ke. Aevo je \maR„a‐cair5vHt, Aene muin khIAe Ane cair5vHt khIAe. Aaha... ha¦

—AÝxSt vcnrcna=I pirmuÉt˜‐AxuwwavnI rcna=I to pirmu›, Ae!le ke Axuwwav to KoDI dI\o Ke. (Aem) khe Ke. pirmu›μ ;pir' Ae!le smSt Ýkare (;mu›' Ae!le) KoDvuH. —(-svR trf=I KU!elo) hova KtaH ÝitÊm`sU5nI ivØm (iviv\) vcnrcnane (p`) KoDIne˜ Aa VyvharÝitÊm` je bole Ke ne... Aeno ivkLp é@e Ke, AevI je ivØm vcnrcna‐xaÏnI rcnamaH ;imCKa im duÞDH' Aa marI wUl ={ (te) ;imCKa im' (Aem Aave), Ae vcnrcna ivØm Ke (Aem) khe Ke Ane Aeno wav p` ivØm‐Asmta Ke. je VyvharÝitÊm` Ke te ivØmwav Ke, Ae smtawav n=I kemke Ae ivkLp ne rag Ke.

AavI dxa pHcm Aarana sHtonI p` hoy to tene muin khevay, nhÄtr muin khevay nhÄ¸ Aem khe Ke. pote muin Ke. potanI vat kre Ke. pÍÝwml\airdev pote AacayR n=I, muin Ke.

ÝitÊm`sU5nI ;ivØm' (vcnrcna) no A=R ;iviv\' kyÈ‐ iviv\ Ýkarna xBdo hoy ne...¦ AamaH ivkLp p` iviv\ Ýkarna Aave ne...¦ (;smysar') ;moÙAi\kar' maH jene VyvharÝitÊm`na wavne‐ivØkuHw‐Jerno FDo kæo Ke. Ane Aena=I riht Ae!le ke wgvan rag=I iwþ pDIne (potamaH) @rI Ôy Ae Am<tno kuHw Ke. AhÄyaH ;Am<tno sagr' kI\uH ne...¦ vEraGy$pI Am<tna sagrne (_Kazva ma!e A=aRtŸ temaH) wrtI lavva ma!e je tEyar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI AakrI vatuH¦

hÒ (lokone) bhar=I inv<i¿ levano ÝsHg (Avkax) nhÄ¦ AhÄyaH to ;(muin) Axuw=I to KU!–o Ke xuw=I KU!e Tyare tene sacuH ÝitÊm` =ay' Aa AenI vStunI iS=it Ke Ae rIte p` hÒ jene ]âanaH @eka`aH n=I te to DamaDoz‐ragmaH Aekakar ={ne pD–a Ke tene to VyvharÝitÊm` n=I Ane inüye y n=I. Aa inüy (ÝitÊm`) hoy to tene Aavo ivkLp‐VyvharÝitÊm` hoy. Ae p` Jer Ke (Aem) khe Ke.

VyvharÝitÊm`maH je xuwrag é@e Ke ne...¦ Ae Anek Ýkarna ivkLpo Ke Ane vcnrcna p` Anek ÝkarnI hoy (Ke) ‐Aem Aene iviv\ Ýkarno khIne, Aem khe Ke ke (Aene p`) KoDIne —sHsarltanaH mUz-kHdwUt˜‐sHsar$pI velDI, sHsarna JaDnI velDI je Anaid=I fa!I (falI) Ke, A=aRt¸ AekeHiãy, iäHiãy, 5IHiãy, ctuirHiãy (AaidnaH) wv, AevI sHsar$pI velDI (naH mUz) ‐kHdwUt —smSt mohragäeØ wav˜‐ Ae mohragäeØ keva Ke? ke: sHsar$pI velDInaH mUz‐kHdwUt Ke¸ mUz Ke, AemaH=I b\o sHsar‐wav fa!e Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to pu~y‐VyvharnuH ÝitÊm` Ke. Ae (pu~yne) p` sHsarnI ltamaH naqI devuH Ke¦ Aene loko Vyvharsa\n khe (ke:) Aa sa\n Ke Ane inüy sa|y Ke. Are wa{¦ (Aem n=I).

Aek jEnpi5kamaH Aaje bhu ivro\nuH lqa` AaVyuH Ke: Ae loko (song#) inim¿ne manta n=I. _padan=I j kam =ay (Aem mane Ke). F uH b\uH (lqa`) AaVyuH Ke¦ (p`)




204 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 inim¿ Aene manIAe KIAe ke inim¿nI hyatI Ke p` inim¿=I _padanmaH kaH{ p` =ay. to te inim¿ ÉyaH ræuH? Ae to AHdr _padanmaH grI gyuH. Aek mo!a iväane qulaso (p`) kyÈ Ke ke: song#vaza inim¿ mane Ke¸ inim¿ n=I manta Aem n=I¸ p` inim¿=I prmaH kayR =ay, Aem manta n=I¸ Ae j y=a=R Ke. inim¿ kyaH n=I? p` jenI pyaRy potane karè (pir`mvana lI\e) _padan ={ Ke, tenuH nam inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. inim¿e kraVyuH Ke Aem Ke? (Aem n=I). prãVy (ANy) prmaH kre AevuH ÉyaHy n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AevI vat Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke ke: Ae sHsarno bH\ Éyare A!ke? ke: sHsarltanaH mUz‐kHdwUt (smSt) mohragäeØ (wav) —AenuH invar` krIne˜ Aeno Awav kre (to). cahe to xuwrag hoy top` teno Awav kre kemke xuwrag Ae hÒ sHsar Ane wvnuH kar` Ke. Aa„ana Aa]y=I je!lI &an\ara Ýg!I te!lo AbH\piràm Ke Ane ÔeDe je!lo ragwav Ke Ae b\I bH\\ara Ke, kmR\ara Ke. (sa\kne) &an\ara Ane kmR\ara bey hare (sa=e) Ke. p` AhÄ to Ae kmR\arane KoDIne Sv$pmaH lIn =ay Ke Tyare tene inüy‐sacuH ÝitÊm` Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

AenuH (‐mohragäeØwavonuH) invar` krIne —AqHD-AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane |yave Ke.˜ ‐pa@maH —APpa H jo Jayid˜ Aeno A=R kyÈ Ke. wgvanAa„a AqHD AanHdmy, (;AanHdvazo' Aem n=I lI\uH p`) inj AanHdmy, wgvan AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdmy, inj AtIÂNãy AanHdmy, Anakuz A`ÂNãy AanHdmy p/wu, Ae inj kar`prmaTma, potano kar`prmaTma, i5kazI AqHD AanHdmy inj kar`prmaTma (Aem lI\uH).‐ Aaha...ha... ha¦ Ae te kH{ xBdo Ke¦¦ Aa to xBdo Ke p` AenuH vaCy¦¦ Aaha... ha¦ AqHD AanHdmy —inj˜ kar`prmaTma¦ AhIH vItragI prmaTma nhIH¸ Ae!le ;inj' xBd lI\o Ke.

prmaTmanuH |yan kre ne ivkLp kre, Ae p` rag Ke. (]ota:) kØaynI puiÚ =ay Ke? (_¿r:) Aek Aek kØay Ke‐wgvannI wiÉtno wav pote j kØay Ke. AemaH (;inymsar' maH) Ke. Ae vat mzI nhotI, Ae vat (¬etaHbrmaH) htI nhÄ ne...¦ Aa magR smjva ma!e kaH to vItragsHSkar Ôe{Ae Ane kaH to vItragI sHt Ôe{Ae. bakI Ae isvay Aa magR bhu JIò Ke (potanI meze smÒ le tem n=I). kaH to sMyG¹iÚ Ôe{Ae, kaH Aene pUvRna ko{ sHSkar Ôe{Ae te ivna Aa vato bese AevI n=I. Ae vStuiS=it Ke.

—AqHD AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane˜‐ pa@maH (Ke) —APpa H jo Jayid˜ Aeno A=R kyÈ: —je Aa„ane |yave Ke.˜ keva Aa„ane? ko` Aa„ane? ke: —AqHD‐AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Aene Aa„a kæo. xrIr nhÄ, pu~y‐papna wav nhÄ, Aek smynI pyaRy p` (Ae AaTma) nhÄ. in Ry kre Ke ;pyaRy'. p` Aeno ivØy Ke Ae ;inj kar`prmaTma'. Aaha.. ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

(;smysar') ga=a‐320maH to Aeme kæuH ke:—je skzinravr`, AqHD, Aek ÝTyÙÝitwasmy, Aivn¬r, xuâpairàimk prmwavlÙ` injprma„ãVy te j huH KuH Aem




]I inymsar ga=a 83 ‐ 20p ko` khe Ke ke: &annI vtRman \ara, _Tpad, AHdrnuH sMyG&an, qHD&an Ae khe Ke ke ;huH AqHD KuH' , ;\/uv te huH KuH.' Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

Arere¦ AnHta wv gya, bapa¦ TyaH ko{nI isfars kam AavtI n=I. Aaha.. ha¦ b/ïd¿ cÊvt± hIrana #oilye sUtela, hIrano plHg, soz hÔr dev sevamaH, KþuH hÔr raÌAo. Aek raÌnI hÔr dev seva kre, Ae wa{ devonI hyatImaH pote mrIne satmI nrke gyo. Aene hj¡ ATyare to =oDo vqt =yo Ke. Aene 33 sagr (TyaH) ka#va Ke, bapa¦ cÊvt±nI sHpda‐jena 32 koizyano qorak... Ae qorakmaH to b\I hIranI j wSmo hoy.. Aeno Aek koizyo 96 kroD paydz pcavI n xke. AenI ro!lImaH hIra ne maèknI wSmo hoy... xIro bnave to AHdr hIranI wSm hoy... Are¦ Ae qanara mrIne (nrke gya)¦ AemaH‐\UzmaH (‐sHpdamaH) kaH{ n=I, bapu¦ Ae AemaH ne AemaH mrI gyo¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke: svar‐saHj krvanuH VyvharÝitÊm`‐xaÏ je sHtoAe rCyuH Ke, Ae vzI je ivkLp é@e Ke Ae p` du:q$p Ke. Aena=I h@I, AqHD AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane —|yave Ke.˜

Ae ÝÆ =yo hto ne...? ke: tme Aa„ane ;kar`prma„a' kho Ane kayR n Aave to Aene ;kar`prma„a' xeno khevay? Aene tme ;kar`prma„a' xI rIte kho Ko? kar` hoy to kayR AavvuH j Ôe{Ae¦ (to) kI\uH: vat sacI. p` kone ;kar`prma„a' Ke? Aem maNyuH Aene ke n=I maNyuH Aene? ;AHdr kar`prma„a wgvan pUàRnHdno na= ibraje Ke' Ae (Ae e) maNyo Ke j ÉyaH hÒ? Ae (to) ragnI mHdtamaH sHtoØa{ gyo kaH vtRman pyaRymaH kH{k _FaD =yo (to) AemaH sHtoØa{ gyo. Aaha... ha¦ jenI Aek smynI pyaRynuH sam+yR lokalokne Ô`vanuH Ke‐ATyare p` ho¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH‐K ãVynaH ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRy‐lokalokne Ô e, Tyare pyaRynuH Ae!luH sam+yR pD–u khevay. Aaha... ha¦ AevI je ¹iÚ pyaRynI Ke, Aene y _@avI d{ne¸ je pyaRymaH lokalok Ôè Ke AevI pyaRy _pr=I ¹iÚ _@avI d{ne (ãVy¹iÚ kre, to) Ae pyaRy Sv&ey (‐kar`prma„a) ne Ô e Ke. p` ßyaH ¹iÚ rag _pr, ALp (& pyaRy) _pr (pDI hoy to, te Sv&ey jàva KtaH Ô`vamaH Aavto n=I). nhÄtr pyaRyno Svwav to Aeno (Sv‐pr Ýkaxk) Ke (j).

(;smysar') 17‐18 ga=a. (wle ne) A&anI (na) &annI pyaRy Ke top` Aeno pyaRyno Svwav to Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke ne...¦ wle (pyaRy) nanI Ke, Aek smynI iS=itvazI Ke p` Aeno Svwav to Sv‐pr Ýkaxk Ke. to Ae (pyaRy) Svne Ýkaxe j Ke. KtaH AenI (A&anInI) ¹iÚmaH (Sv) trfnuH vl` n=I (ma!e tene Ae Sv jàto n=I). Ae (Sv Ke te) ;kar`prma„a' Ke, tene Aa (Sv‐pr Ýkaxk pyaRy) Ô e Ke, p` TyaH AenI (A&anInI) ¹iÚ n=I. ;kar`prma„a Ke' Aevo Aene pyaRymaH SvIkar n=I. to Aene kayR xI rIte Aave? jene kar`prma„a j ¹iÚmaH n=I, Ô`vamaH n=I, manvamaH n=I, hve (tene) AenuH kayR xI rIte Aave? (p`) jene manvamaH Aem Ke ke: Aa kar`prma„a, wgvan pU`R AanHdSv$p AemaH AnHtgu`rTnna Dabla wyaÅ Ke¸ (jena) Aek gu nI Aek Aek pyaRy




206 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 lokalokne Ôè AevI AnHtI pyaRyono smuday Ae &angu`¸ lokalokne ÔÌne Aeva j Ýma`maH Aek ]âanI pyaRy ÝtIt kre Ke, Ae ]âanI AnHtI pyaRy AHdr Aek ]âagu maH Ke AevI AevI AnHta gu nI Aek Aek pyaRymaH je AnHtta Ke Ae b\I pyaRyono smuday te gu Ke Ane b\a gu ono smuday te ãVy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AavuH (vStuSv$p) Ke¦¦

loko khe Ke ne... ke: Ae (song#) Vyvharne _Dave Ke¦ p` Vyvhar Ke Aene _Dave Ke ke n hoy Aene? jene inüy Ke Aene Vyvhar Ke, Aene _DavIne AHtrmaH ÔvuH Aem khe Ke smÔùH kaH{? Aavo magR vItragno Ke¦

ijneNãdev (nI) swamaH g`\ro Ane AekavtarI [Não hta. g`\ro Ae wve moÙ jnara KÍS= hta Aene wgvan Aam kheta hta: Ae Aa vaÌ Ke AhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ —muq' ’ kar \uin suin A=R g`\r ivcarE, ric Aagm _pdex wivk Òv sHxy invarE.˜ Ae wgvannI vaÌmaH Aam AaVyuH Ke ke:‐

je Ame kæuH Ke AevuH VyvharÝitÊm` je kre Ke Ae p` KoDIne AHdrmaH Ô¦ to tne sacuH ÝitÊm` =ay. Ame inüysihtno je Vyvhar kæo Ke Ae Vyvharne p` KoDIne AHdrmaH Ô¦ Tyare sacuH ÝitÊm` =ay. Aaha... ha¦

;inymsar' inüy‐prmavXyk Ai\kar (ga=a: 14p) maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —je ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRyomaH (A=aRtŸ temna ivkLpomaH) mn ÔeDe Ke, te p` ANyvx Ke ‐prai]t Ke, prvx Ke. Aek cIj AqHD kar`prma„a wgvan¸ AemaH 5` wede Aeno ivcar krvo te p` ivkLp Ane AnavXyk Ke Ae j$rnuH n=I Aem khe Ke.

Arere¦ AavuH (Ýitpadn bIje) ÉyaH Ke, Ýwu? Are wa{¦ Aeva (sNmagR=I A`Ô`) loko ivro\ kre ke (song#no) ivro\ kro... ivro\ kro‐Vyvharne manta n=I, Vyvhar=I (inüy) =ay Aem manta n=I. Aekla _padan=I =ay Aem mane (Ke), inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) =ay Aem manta n=I. (p`) bapu¦ Ke to (vStuiS=it) Aem j¸ p` tne bese xI rIte, wa{? drek pda=RnI drek smye jeno (Sv) kaz Ke te pyaRy =ay Ke. hve Ae pyaRy =ay Ke AemaH inim¿ same wle hoy p` inim¿=I Ae pyaRy ={ n=I. Tyare tene inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{? tem VyvharmaH ÝitÊm`no ivkLp hoy p` tena=I inüymaH gyo n=I, tene KoDIne (inüymaH) Ôy Ke. to Vyvhar sa\n Ke Ane inüy sa|y Ke Aem TyaH rhetuH n=I.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —AqHD‐AanHdmy inj kar`prma„ane |yave Ke.˜ Aaha.. ha¦ wgvanSv$p prma„a, saÙatŸ xi›‐Svwav inj kar`prma„a, Aeklo wgvanSv$p isâSv$p‐ãVy hÇ¦ AevuH je kar`prma„tÀv¸ Aene je |yave Ke. Aene je \ave Ke (jem) bazk matana StnmaH=I dU\ \ave Ke (tem) vStunI AHdr je kar`prma„a, AnHt AanHdmy Ke tene pIve Ke, \ave Ke. tenuH |yan krIne AemaH=I rs ka#e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

ÝÆ: AavI vato xI hxe¦ p` AamaH krvuH xuH hve? pheluH xuH krvuH? sma\an: pheluH Aa krvuH‐rag Ane ivkLp=I iwþ paDvo Ane kar`prma„ane




]I inymsar ga=a 83 ‐ 207 Anuwvvo. Ae phelamaH pheluH krvanuH Ke. Ae ivna muinp`uH ne cair5 ne sacuH |yan, Ae kaH{ hotaH n=I

(hve AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) —te Òvne˜‐ kar`prma„ane |yave Ke te Òvne —-ke (je) qreqr prmtÀvnaH ]âan˜ ;prmtÀvne' je ;kar`prma„a' kI\o te. AqHD AanHdmy inj prmtÀvnaH ]âan‐nvtÀvnuH ]âan Ae b\I vat ka#I naqI‐prmtÀvnaH ]âan, prmtÀvnaH —&an˜‐ xaÏnuH &an Ae nhÄ. AhÄ to khe ke: prmtÀv (je) &anno sagr Ýwu, Ae &anna sagrnuH &an. ware vatuH, bapa¦ Ae kar`prma„anuH ]âan, kar`prma„anuH &an‐te É–are =ay? ke: Aena SvsHmuq =ay Tyare =ay. je vStu Ke tenI sHmuq =ay to tenuH ]âan‐&an =ay. Aaha.. ha.¦ —Ane Anu¤an˜ Ae!le cair5. prmtÀvnuH Anu¤an A=aRŸt kar`prma„anuH cair5 Ae!le pyaRymaH Aacr`. Ae kar`prma„amaH Aacr`‐Anu¤an‐iS=rta, Ae cair5 Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —(te) vcnsHbH\I svR Vyapar ivnanuH (Ke). Anu¤annI —sHmuq Ke˜ Ae!le mUz to SvwavnI sHmuq Ke, Aem khevuH Ke.

Ae to Aagz Aave Ke ne...¦ xuâ_pyogsHmuqne ixqam` AapI Ke. xuâ_pyog sHmuq =yo Ke, tene smÔvvamaH Aave Tyare to Aem j khevay ne...? AHdr Aam jva mage Ke Aene khe Ke ke: xuâ_pyogne AHdrmaH ÔeDI de¦ Ae AvXy Ke. Ae AavXyk krva layk Ane sa\n Ke. bakI Vyvhar‐ragaidnI iÊya Ae p` bH\nuH kar` Ke, ivØ Ke, Jer Ke.

—tene-vcnsHbH\I svR Vyapar ivnanuH inüyÝitÊm` hoy Ke.˜ Lyo¦ tene vcn Ane rag ivnanuH, inj AqHD prma„anuH ]âa‐&an‐Aacr`‐AenuH Aacr`‐tÀvnuH Aacr`‐ (hoy Ke) tene sacuH ÝitÊm` hoy Ke¸ bIÔne sacuH ÝitÊm` hotuH n=I.

.... ivxeØ khexe. · · ·

Ývcn: ta. 21-2-1978 ((AevI rIte (AacayRdev) ]ImdŸ Am<tcHãsUirAe (]I smysarnI Aa„Qyait

namnI !IkamaH 244ma }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:- t=a coÉtH ]Imdm<tcHãsUiriw:- (mailnI) —AlmlmitjLpEduRivRkLpErnLpEryimh prma=RüeTytaH inTymek:.

SvrsivsrpU R&anivSfUitRmaZaþ qlu smysaradu¿rH ikHicdiSt..˜—(}loka=R:‐ ) bhu kheva=I Ane bhu duivRkLpo=I bs =aAo, bs =aAo¸ AhÄ

Ae!luH j khevanuH Ke ke Aa prm A=Rne Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo¸ kar` ke injrsna felav=I pU R je &an tena Sfurayman =vama5 je smysar (-prmaTma) tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{ p` n=I (-smysar isvay bIj¡H kaH{ p` sarwUt n=I).˜))




208 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;inymsar' ga=a‐83maH Aa KeÐe AaVyuH ne...¦ —APpa`H jo Jayid˜ inüy‐

ÝitÊm`, sacuH cair5 A=va sTy smwav, moÙno magR, AenI vat Ke. Am<tcHãacayR idgHbr (sHt) khe Ke:—bhu kheva=I Ane bhu duivRkLpo=I bs =aAo, bs =aAo˜ ‐FÌ vat xuH khIAe? je!la ivkLp é@e Ke te b\a bekar Ke. v\aremaH v\are xuH khIAe? —Almlm˜-bs =aAo, bs =aAo‐ xBd khIne (kæuH ke) pUruH kro. (bIj¡H) xuH khevuH? —AhÄ Ae!luH j khevanuH Ke ke˜ wgvHt AacayRmharaj sHt idgHbr Aem khe Ke ke: Amare Ae!luH khevuH Ke ke: —Aa prm A=Rne Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo˜ ‐ Aaha... ha¦ Aa isâaHt¦ prm pda=R je wgvanAa„a, ãVySvwav, xuâ icdŸFn, AanHdkHd Ýwu Aevo prmaTma prm A=R AaTma, vStu i5kazI je cIj Ke Ae to prm pda=R prmaTmSv$p Ke‐Aene Aekne j (Anuwvo). Aaha.. ha¦ Ae vStu wgvan AnHtgu nI rTnmaza AHdr pDI Ke Aevo Aa„a AHdr (mojUd Ke Aene) Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo.

Aa„a AnHt AanHd ne &anSv$pI Ýwu¸ AenuH sMykŸdxRn, AenuH sMykŸ&an, Ane AenuH (sMykŸ) cair5 Ae AenuH (AaTmanuH) |yan Ane Anuwv Ke. VyvharnI gme te vato hoy, inim¿nI gme te vato hoy p` (Ae) pr Ke, Ae Aa„amaH n=I¦

wgvanAaTma to AnHt AnHt gu`no raix‐#glo‐#er Aevo prmaTma potanuH Sv$p Aene —Aekne j˜ Aaha.. ha¦ —Aekne j (inrHtr Anuwvo)˜ ‐ j¡Ao, Aem Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ jene moÙmagR Ýg! krvo Ke tene to Aa„a icdanHd ÝwunI AHt¹iÚ krIne Anuwv krvo. Ae moÙno magR Ke¦ smÔùH kaH{?

pa@ to Aevo Ke: —prm A=Rne Aekne j˜ ‐bIÒ cIj (ne) nhÄ¸ ragne nhÄ, inim¿ne nhÄ Ane Aek smynI pyaRyne p` nhÄ¸ (Aa Aekne j Anuwvo). magR bhu (SpÚ¦ p`) AnHtkazmaH kdI kyÈ n=I Ae=I Aene cEtNyno Anuwv (k@` lage Ke). (Aave Ke ne...¦) —Anuwv icHtami`rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp¸ Anuwv marg moÙko, Anuwv moÙSv$p.˜

(Aa prm A=R) Ae prmaTmSv$p wgvanAaTma Ke‐ —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE.˜ Ae ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr AaTma ijnSv$pI‐vItragSv$pI j AaTmSvwav Ke. (]ota:) ãVySvwav ke pyaRySvwav? (_¿r:) vStuSvwav¦ pyaRymaH vItragta ÉyaH (Ýg!) Ke? vStuSvwav vItragSv$p Ke. kæuH ne...¦ — F! F! AHtr ijn bsE ijn Ae!le vItragSv$p, Ae AHdr F! F!maH ibrajman Aa„a (Ke)¸ jemaH dya, dan, v/t, wi›no wav p` n=I, jemaH Aek smynI pyaRy p` n=I. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ moÙno magR (AlaEikk Ke)¦

khe Ke ke: wgvanAaTma AnHtgu`no #g, AanHd=I wyÈ pD–o, lbalb AtIiNãy AanHd=I wyÈ pD–o Ke Aeva Aa„ane Aekne j (inrHtr Anuwvo).

sU"m vat Ke, bapu¦ AnHtkaz=I (Aa„ano) Anuwv kyÈ n=I. Ae pHcmhav/taid iÊya Ae b\I rag (iÊya) Ke, Ae kaH{ Aa„\mR n=I, Aa„a n=I.

AhÄyaH to prmaTmSv$p wgvan AHdr —isâ sman sda pd mero˜‐ vStu hÇ¦ isâ (sman) pyaRy n=I. ãVy‐vStu —isâ sman sda pd mero˜ AevI je cIj Ke, Aene




]I inymsar ga=a 83 ‐ 209 Aekne j (inrHtr Anuwvo.)

Ae i5kazI cIj (AaTma) no Anuwv =vo Ane AnuwvmaH ÝtIit =vI Ae sMyGdxRn Ke. Ae hÒ co=uH gu S=an Ke. AhÄyaH to ivxeØ xBd khe Ke: Aa Aekno j inrHtr‐dxRn‐&an‐cair5no‐Anuwv kro.

5è: dxRn Ae!le i5kazI wgvan pUàRnHdSv$pnuH &an krIne ÝtIit krvI, inivRkLp ¹iÚ krvI, Ae sMyGdxRn. Ane Aa„a &anSv$p Ke Aeno SpxR krIne &annI vtRman pyaRymaH sMyG&annI dxa Ýg! krvI, Ae &an Ke. Ane Ae Sv$pmaH iS=rta krvI A=aRtŸ AtIiNãy AanHd wgvanAa„amaH iS=rta, rm`ta, ÔmvuH, AanHdnuH wojn krvuH, Ae cair5. ‐Ae Aekno Anuwv kro.

Aaha... ha¦ AacayR khe Ke ke ivxeØ xuH khIAe? F uH kæuH. p` Ae b\a ivkLp=I hve bs =aAo. dehna rjk`=I AHdr iwþ wgvan, kmRna prma u=I iwþ AHdr wgvanAaTma, Ane pu~y‐papna xuwaxuwwav=I p` iwþ, Aeva (prm A=Rne) Aekne j inrHtr (Anuwvo). (Ae) ãVy=I ¹iÚ Éyare y qse nhÄ, h@e nhIH Aem inrHtr Anuwvo. Aem khe Ke. AavI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ sU"m ivØy (Ke). AnHtkaz=I Éyarey (Aa„anuwv) kyÈ n=I.

(AhÄ kæuH:) — Aekne j˜‐AekaHt ={ gyuH? (nhÄ). Ae sMykŸ AekaHt Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ xuâcEtNyFn wgvanAa„ane Aekne j inrHtr Anuwvo. ;Anuwv krvo' Ae pyaRy Ke, AvS=a Ke. jeno Anuwv krvo Ke Ae ãVy Ke. ãVy A=aRtŸ vStu, &aykwav, icdanHdwav, iv&anFnwav, Svwavwav, samaNywav, Aek$pwav, s¹xwav, (Aene) ¹iÚmaH l{ne, AenuH &an krIne, Aeno Anuwv (Ane AemaH) iS=rta kro.

—kar` ke injrsna felav=I pU R˜‐Aaha... ha¦ kevo Ke AHdr wgvanAa„a? ke: cEtNyßyot, cEtNynI Jzhz ßyot Ke. AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdnI ßyot Ke. Ae injrsna felav=I‐injxi›‐injgu ‐injSvwavna rsna felav=I‐pU R Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHtr injxiÉtna felav=I wgvan pU`R Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

nvtÀvmaH xrIr Ane kmR, Ae to AÒvtÀv Ke. ihHsa, jU@, corI, ivØy‐wogvasna (Ae) paptÀv Ke. Ane dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt AaidnaH piràm Ae pu~ytÀv Ke. (t=a) Ae pu~y‐pap be ={ne Aas/vtÀv Ke. ‐Aena=I iwþ, wgvanAaTma &ayktÀv (‐ÒvtÀv) Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Ý=m sMyGdxRn j sU"m ivØy Ke.

—injrsna felav=I˜‐potana gu` Ane Svwavna rsna felav=I pU`R —je &an˜ AhÄ &annI Ý\anta krI. pU R &an, pU R dxRn, pU R AanHd, pU R xaHit, pU R SvCKta‐AHdr xi› hÇ¦ —tena Sfurayman =vama5˜‐AenI Ýg!ta AHdr xi›$pe =vama5¸ Sfurayman Ae!le bhar pyaRy nhÄ. —je smysar (-prmaTma)˜ - j¡Ao¦ i5kazI cIj j AHdr Sfurayman Ke (Aem) khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHtr wgvanAa„a AnHtgu =I Sfurayman pD–o Ke, (Ae) Ýg! tÀv, VyÉt tÀv Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? Aavo JIò magR Ke¦




210 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 bharnI Ýv<i¿‐dya, dan, v/t, wi›, ya5a‐je!lI hoy, te b\o xuwwav Ke. Ane

ihHsa, jU@uH, corI, \H\aveparna wav, Ae to b\aH papwav Ke. ‐Ae pap Ane pu~yna wav=I (iwþ), injrsna felav=I vStu AHdr Sfurayman‐Ýg! pDI Ke, Aem khe Ke.

Sfurayman =vama5 ;je smysar Ae!le prmaTma˜ Ae i5kaz AHdr ne AHdr AnHtxi›=I Sfurayman Ke, Aem khe Ke. AnHtxi›=I wrelo Ýwu AHdr pD–o Ke, Sfurayman Ae!le Ýg! (pyaRy) nhÄ. AhÄ to prmaTma Aevo Ke. Aeno Anuwv krvo Ae pyaRy Ke.

—tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{ p` n=I.˜ Aek sekHDna AsHQymaH wagmaH Ae!le ke Aek smymaH pirpU`R Ýwu AaTma AHdr ibraje Ke. Aevo prmaTma, AHdr potanuH Sv$p Ae prmaTma j Ke, prm AaTma‐prmSv$p (Ke). Aene É–arey iv¬asmaH‐¹iÚmaH lI\o n=I. Ane AenI ¹iÚ =ya ivna je kH{ kre te b\uH sHsar‐qate Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

smysarnaH 278 kzx Ke ne...¦ AhÄ Aa 244mo kzx Ke. Aeno Aa\ar pÍÝwml\airdev muin !Ikakare AaPyo Ke ke wa{¦ Am<tcHãacayR p` Aam khe Ke. mUz (ga=amaH) 5Ij¡H pd Ke ne..¦ —APpa H jo Jayid˜ AenI Aa VyaQya Ke ke: —je Aa„ane |yave Ke˜ to Aa„a ko`? ke: AnHtxi›na felav=I wyÈ pD–o pirpU`R prma„a Ae Aa„a. Ae xuw‐Axuw wav=I p` iwþ Ane potana pirpU`R Svwav=I Aiwþ‐Aevo —APpa H˜- Aene AhÄyaH prma„a kæo. smÔùH kaH{?

—tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{ p` n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ svÈTk<Ú vStu wgvan pirpU R Aa„a, Ae svÈTk<Ú vStu Ke. (Aem khe Ke).

JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ ApUvR vat¦¦ AnHtkazmaH mnu*ynaH wv AnHt kyaÅ, Aena=I AsHQygà AnHta nrknaH kyaÅ Ane Aena=I AsHQygà AnHt SvgRnaH kyaÅ. to xuwwav (Ýma`maH) Fò v\I gyo. xuwwav p` AnHtvar kyaÅ to SvgR mZyuH. p` sMyGdxRn ivna Ae jNm‐mr` m!e nhÄ. smÔùH kaH{?

wgvan Aa„a AHdr pirpU`R prma„Sv$p¦ —APpa so prmPpa˜ Aave Ke ne tar`SvamImaH. Aa„a Ae to AhÄ pote j prma„a Ke. vStu trIke pote j Aa Aa„a prma„a Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae prma„ano AenlajR (sMykŸivkas) =ay Tyare pyaRymaH ArhHtp uH‐prmaTmp uH Ýg!e.

¹iÚ‐sMyGdxRn Aene khIAe ke jena |yeymaH‐ivØymaH pirpU R prma„a AaVyo hoy. \/uvSv$p inTyanHd Ýwu‐Ae sMyG¹iÚno ivØy, Ae AenuH |yey, Ae (¹iÚmaH) AaVyuH hoy tene sMyGdxRn khe Ke. Ane AenuH &an krvuH Ae sMyG&an Ke. xaÏ‐&an Aaid to AnHtvar kyoÅ, p` Ae AaTm&an kyuÅ n=I. &annuH &an kyuÅ n=I. &anSv$p wgvanAaTmanuH &an kyuÅ n=I. (&anpyaRyne) SvsHmuq krI n=I. A=va Sv=I ivmuq ={ne prnI sHmuq ={ne b\uH Aacr` kyuÅ. te to inr=Rk gyuH. Aena=I wvw/m` m!–uH n=I.

—tena=I êcuH qreqr bIj¡H kaH{ p` n=I˜‐svÈTk<Ú vStu prma„a potanuH Sv$p tena=I êcI ko{ cIj Ke j nhÄ. —(-smysar isvay bIj¡H kaH{ p` sarwUt n=I.˜)




]I inymsar }lok 111 ‐ 211 smysar Ae!le i5kazI cIj. Aeno Anuwv krvo Ae moÙmagR.

Aaha... ha¦ Ae }lok Am<tcHã AacayR (rict Ke). kuHdkuHd AacayR sHvt 49maH =ya. Aemè xaÏ bnaVyaH. Ane ;inymsar' maH to Aem kæuH ke: Aa ;inymsar' to meH marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH Ke. AamaH KeÐe (ga=a‐187) Ke: —i`ywavàiìm¿H mO kdH i`ymsaràmsudH - kuHdkuHd AacayR khe Ke ke meH marI wavna‐AanHdno na= Ýwu AnakuzxaHtsagr AenI Aekag/ta‐ma!e Aa xaÏ bnaVyuH Ke. Aena !Ikakar muinraj pÍÝwml\airdev Ke Ane ;smysar', ;Ývcnsar' na !Ikakar Am<tcHã AacayRdev Ke.

(vzI (Aa 83mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj }lok khe Ke) :-

t=a ih-

(AayaR)

AtItIv/mohsHwvpUvaijRtH tTÝitkÊMy.

AaTmin sdŸbo\aTmin inTyH vteRhmaTmna tiSmnŸ.. 111..

(}loka=R:‐) Ait tIv/ mohnI _Tpi¿=I je pUvR _pajeRluH (kmR) tene ÝitÊmIne, huH sdŸbo\aTmk (sMyG&anSv$p) Aeva te AaTmamaH AaTma=I inTy vtuÅ KuH. 111)

—Ait tIv/ mohnI _Tpi¿=I je pUveR _pajeRluH (kmR) tene ÝitÊmIne˜ Ait tIv/ mohnI im+yaTvaidnI‐_Tpi¿=I pUveR _pajeRluH kmR, tenuH ÝitÊm` krIne¸ pu~y Ane papna wav=I h@Ine, xuw‐Axuw wav=I h@Ine huH prmanHdSv$pmaH rm`ta kruH KuH AenuH nam sacuH ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. Ýit Ae!le paKa h@Ine, —huH sdŸbo\aTmk (sMyG&anSv$p)˜ Aevo te AaTma‐ Ae to &annI mUitR Ýwu, AaTma cEtNyßyoit Jzhz sUyR Ke. jem Aa sUyR prma unI sfeda{ Ke, Ýkax Ke¸ tem wgvan (AaTma) cEtNyna Ýkaxna nUrno pUr Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aevo wgvan, Aevo te Aa„a sdŸbo\aTmk Ae!le sMyG&anSv$p (Ke). AaTma to i5kaz &anSv$pI Ke. bs¦ —Aeva te Aa„amaH Aa„a=I˜ Aaha... ha¦ &anSv$p, cEtNysUyR Aeva te Aa„amaH Aa„a=I A=aRtŸ inüymoÙmagR=I Aa„a (maH) —inTy vtuÅ KuH.˜

Aaha... ha¦ muinraj khe Ke: huH to sdŸbo\aTmk‐&anSv$p wgvanAaTma i5kaz

Aeva (te) AaTmamaH AaTma=I, —AaTma=I˜ Ae!le pU R piv5 dxa=I, sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI dxa Ae AaTma Ke (Ane) Ae AaTma=I AaTmamaH (inTy vtuÅ KuH).

JIÌ vat, wa{¦ moÙmagR sU"m bhu. Ane te magR jEndxRnmaH j Ke, Ae isvay ÉyaHy n=I. ANymaH y ÉyaHy n=I. Aa to svR& prma„a ijne¬rdevnuH k=n Ke. jena magRmaH svR& n=I tena magRmaH ko{ vat sTy hotI n=I. kemke svR&SvwavI Aa„a Ke AaTmamaH svR&xi›‐Svwav wyÈ Ke‐Ae AaTma¸ Aena AvlHbn=I, Aena Aa]y=I pyaRymaH




212 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 svR&p uH =ay Ke. jemaH svR&p uH n=I Aena AaTmamaH svR&Svwav Ke Aem p` n=I¸ to Aene svR& hota n=I¸ (A=aRtŸ) AaTmSvwavnI ÝtIit hotI n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

]ImdŸ rajcHãÒ =ya. 17 vØRnI ëmrmaH ]ImdŸÒ (—wavnabo\˜ ;Axr`wavna' maH) khe Ke ne...¦ —svR&no \mR sux R ÔÌ˜‐ svR&wgvanno \mR sux R, Ae \mR xr` Ke. wgvane je prma„Sv$pmaH lIn =vanI rIt btavI te prmxr` Ke. —Aara|y Aara|y Ýwav AaÌ˜‐ Ae prma„Sv$pno mihma krIne, mihma krIne Aara\¦ wgvanSv$p prma„ano mihma krIne AenI seva kr¦ —Ana= AekaHt sna= =axe, Aena ivna ko{ n baHæ Shaxe.˜ ‐ Anaidno Ana= Aa„a (Ôe) Ae svR&e khela Aa Aa„anI ¹iÚ‐&an krxe to Ana=no sna= =xe. Ae ivna ko{ baHæ nhÄ Jale, bapu¦ Aaha... ha¦ !zvzto !zvzto AnHtvar mrI gyo, ragnI Aekta ne xrIrnI AektamaH wgvan pote (potane) wUlI gyo. AemaH Ae e AnHt Avtar kyaÅ. Aena=I iwþ, wgvane khelo (je) wgvanSv$pSvwav, AenI ¹iÚ, &an ne Aara\n‐Ae svR&no magR Ke, (hve) AenI sevna kr¦

—Aeva te Aa„amaH Aa„a=I inTy vtuÅ KuH.˜ ‐muinraj khe Ke. ;inTy vtR' Aem bIÔne (ma!e) khe. (AhÄ) to ;inTy vtuÅ KuH' Aem muin (potane ma!e) khe Ke: &anSv$p je wgvanAa„a AemaH huH inTy vtuÅ KuH, Aa„amaH Aa„a=I inTy vtuÅ KuH, Aaha... ha¦ waØa !UHkI (p`) wav Amap¦¦

ij&asa: pUvRmaH _paijRt kmR (É–aH)? sma\an: krvuH xuH? Ae pUvRmaH _paijRt krelaH Ke, Aem khe Ke. pUveR im+yaTvaid=I

_pajeRla kmR. hmàH nhI, pUveR krelaH. Ae phelaH kæuH ne...¦ Ait tIv/ mohnI _Tpi¿=I je pUveR _pajeRluH kmR tena=I huH inv<¿ =aë KuH. Ae vat wavkmRnI Ke. ãVykmR sa=e levuH Ke. wavkmR=I inv<¿ =ay Ke. ãVykmR to inim¿ma5 Ke. sa=e hoy Ke. tena=I inv<i¿ =ay Ke. tena _pr=I lÙ KU!I Ôy Ke Ae inv<i¿. waØa to kmR=I Aave p` AHdr wav wavkmRno Ke. ãVykmR to iwþ j pD–uH Ke. (te) AaTmamaH pe@uH j n=I, Ývex kyÈ j n=I te to jD Ke. ATyar su\I kmRna lÙ=I je ivkarwav im+yaTv Ane ragäeØ kyaR tena=I huH ÝitÊm` (kruH KuH), paKo h@uH KuH Ane mara Aa„amaH Aa„a=I inTy vtuÅ KuH. Aaha... ha¦ lqtI vqte p` ;inTy vtuÅ KuH¦?

Aa„a pU aRnHdSvwav je sMyGdxRnmaH, sMyG&an ={ne, ÝtIt =ay Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐|yey je ;\/uv' te smiktIne ¹iÚmaH=I Éyarey qsto n=I, te to inTy (vteR Ke). cahe to ivkLpmaH Aavo, qavapIvamaH lÙ ÔAo¸ p` Ae inTy‐\/uvnI ¹iÚ É–arey qstI n=I. ;qstI n=I' Aeno A=R h@tI n=I.

AhÄyaH Ae kæuH: —te Aa„amaH ‐ keva ;Aa„a' maH? sMyG&anSv$p Aa„amaH Aem. Aeklo &anno pUr, puHj, &anno cHã xItz... xItz... xItz... xItz... xItz... Aevo je wgvanAa„a, Aeva te Aa„amaH —Aa„a=I˜‐AenI inmRz pirìt=I —inTy vtuÅ KuH




]I inymsar }lok 111 ‐ 213 muin to khe Ke ke: huH to covIse klak AanHdmaH vtuÅ KuH. huH to AanHdkHd wgvanmaH

inTy vtuÅ KuH. ;vtuÅ KuH' Ae pyaRy Ke. inTy vtuÅ KuH‐inTymaH inTy vtuÅ KuH. waØa shelI p` wav bhu JIà Ke¦ inTy Ýwu \/uv, sMyG&annI mUitR Ýwu (Ae) Aa„a¸ Aeva AaTmamaH AaTma=I‐vItragIpyaRy=I‐inTy vtuÅ KuH. Ae maruH moÙmagR Ane muinp uH Ke, Aem khe Ke. g<hS=a]mmaH smiktIne (skz) cair5 hotuH n=I. Ane AhÄ to (skz) cair5siht 5èynI vat wegI lI\I Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

]ei`kraÔne cair5 nhotuH p` Ùaiyksmikt htuH. rajmaH rheta hta. (p`) AHtr AaTmano Anuwv krIne AanHdno Svad l{ne Ùaiyk ÝtIit (]âa) Ýg! krI. p` (te) phelaH nrknuH Aayu bH\a{ gyuH htuH Tyare pUvRkmRne karè nrknI iS=it FÌ baH\I htI top` ßyare sMyGdxRn Ýaº kyuÅ to Aayu*ynI iS=it F!I g{‐coyaRxI hÔr (vØR) rhI g{. ]ei`kraÔ wgvan (mhavIr) na vqtmaH 84 hÔr (vØRnI) iS=itAe nrkmaH gya Ke. TyaH A#I hÔr (vØR) gya (vITya) Ke Ane saDI AeÉyaxI hÔr vØR (hÒ) bakI Ke. p` Aa„anuH sMyGdxRn‐Anuwv Ýg! kyuÅ Aena=I tI=Åkrgo5 baH|yuH to wiv*ymaH phelI nrkmaH=I nIkzIne tI=Åkr =xe. Aaha... ha¦ pÍnaw namna tI=Åkr¦ jeva mhavIr wgvan hta (teva)¦ Ae Ýtap, Aa„a‐pUàRnHdna na=na Anuwv Ane sMyGdxRn (no Ke)¦

AhÄ to ivxeØ khe Ke ke: dxRn, &an ne cair5nI rm`ta‐5 eynI khe Ke. muin Ke ne...¦ huH to 5èymaH inTy vtuÅ KuH. inTymaH inTy vtuÅ KuH. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH kam Ke. AanuH nam muinpùH Ke. ‐—`mo loO sVv iZkalvt± sahU`H - Aa sa\u... hÇ¦ Aa.

ke!lak khe Ke : ;`mo loO sVv iZkalvt± sahU`H' AemaH jEn isvayna (p`) b\ayne leva¦ (p` Aem n=I). jEn prme¬re je Anuwv kyÈ Ae Anuwv jEnxasnmaH j hoy Ke. bIÔ magRmaH Ae Ke j nhÄ. to ;`mo loO sVv sahU H' - (AemaH) lokmaH b\a sa\uAo je Ke temne nmSkar nhÄ. jEnna sHto je Aam vteR Ke‐Aa„amaH‐inTymaH‐AanHdmaH inTy vteR Ke‐ Ae jEnna sa\u. Ae sa\u ;loO' maH ;lok' maH Aave Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aek S=ankvasI sa\u khe Ke ke: ;nmo loO sVv sahU`H' - (AemaH) jEnna b\a Ane jEn isvayna b\a sa\u leva¦ (Aem nhÄ. Ae) iblkul vat jU@I Ke. smikt j hoy nhÄ to vzI sa\upùH ÉyaH? prme¬r jEn prma„ana pH= isvay sa\u Ane smikt =ta n=I. Aa p` \mR saco Ane te p` \mR saco Aem n=I.

vItrag svR& prme¬r ijneNãdeve (je) AnHtgu`no ipHD Aa„a kæo Ae Aa„anI ÝtIit, &an Ane rm`ta‐inivRkLpdxaAe inTy vtuÅ KuH¸ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke..

(... xeØaHx p<. 216 _pr)

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—potanI pyaRy je prãVyne SpxRtI p` n=I teneto Aek baj¡ raqo p` je potanI pyaRynaH AiStTvmaHKe Ae xaHit, AanHd AaidnI pyaRy AavtI n hova=IprãVy kæuH ne i5kazI gu one SvãVy kæuH. kevz&annIpyaRymaH=I nvI AanHd AaidnI pyaRyne p` prãVy kæuH,to SvãVy ko`? ke: i5kazI gu`Svwav te SvãVy.AnHt gu Svwavne SvãVy kæuH, to teno Aa\ar ko`?ke: i5kazI Aek$p kar`smysar te SvãVyno Aa\arKe. i5kazI shj&an, i5kazI shjdxRna„k, xuâAHt:tÀvSv$p SvãVy Ke, teno Aa\ar kar`smysar Ke.Ae kar`smysar _padey Ke.˜ ‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ pp1





]I inymsar: ga=a 84


Aarahà[ vÎ[ mo¿U` ivrah H ivsese`.

so piDkm H _Š[ piDkm`mAo hve jMha.. 84..Aara\nayaH vtRte mukŸTva ivra\nH ivxeØe`.

s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ÝitkÊm`myo wve>SmatŸ.. 84..

AZaTmara\nayaH vtRmanSy jNtorev ÝitkÊm`Sv$pmukŸtmŸ.

yStu prmtÀv&anI jIv: inrNtraiwmuqtya æZu!yTpiràmsHtTya saÙatŸ SvwaviS=tavaTmara\nayaH vtRte AyH inrpra\:. ivgtaTmara\n: sapra\:, At Ov inrvxeØe` ivra\nH mukŸTva. ivgto ra\o ySy piràmSy s ivra\n:. ySmaiþüyÝitkÊm`my: s jIvStt Ov ÝitkÊm`Sv$p [TyuCyte.

gujratI Anuvad :

KoDI smSt ivra\na Aara\namaH je rhe,te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ÝitÊm`myta kar e. 84.

ANvya=R:-(ivra\nH) je (Òv) ivra\nne (ivxeØe`) ivxeØt: (muÉTva) KoDIne (Aara\nayaH) Aara\namaH (vtRte) vteR Ke, (s:) te (Òv) (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke te (ÝitkÊm`my: wvetŸ) ÝitÊm`my Ke.

!Ika:-AhÄ Aa„anI Aara\namaH vtRta Òvne j ÝitÊm`Sv$p khel Ke.

je prmtÀv&anI Òv inrHtr Aiwmuqp e (‐Aa„sHmuqp e) AtU! (‐\aravahI) piràmsHtit vDe saÙatŸ SvwaviS=itmaH‐Aa„anI Aara\namaH ‐vteR Ke te inrpra\ Ke. je Aa„ana Aara\n riht Ke te sapra\ Ke te=I j, inrvxeØp e ivra\n KoDIne‐Aem kæuH Ke. je piràm ;ivgtra\' A=aRtŸ ∙ra\ riht Ke te ivra\n Ke. te (ivra\n ivnano‐inrpra\) Òv inüyÝitÊm`my Ke, te=I j tene ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke.

∙ ra\ μ Aara\na¸ Ýsþta¸ k<pa¸ isiâ¸ pU Rta¸ isâ krvuH te pU R krvuH te.



Ývcn: ta. 21-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) ;inymsar' ga=a‐84 kuHdkuHd AacayRmharajnI ga=a Ke. ;ÝitÊm`vaza' Aem

nhÄ p` ;ÝitÊm`my'. —AhÄ Aa„anI Aara\namaH vtRta Òvne j ÝitÊm`Sv$p khel Ke.˜ ‐xuH kæuH? ke: wgvan AanHdSv$p, AanHdno sagr, AtIiNãy AanHdno Ýwu Aa„a¸ AemaH je vteR Ke, rme Ke AenuH nam ÝitÊm` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sTy‐sacuH‐inüyÝitÊm` Aene khe Ke.

(hve) ivxeØ qulaso kre Ke: —je prmtÀv&anI Òv˜‐ prmtÀv&anI Òv¸ prmtÀv je wgvanAa„a Ae prmtÀv&anI Òv¸ Ae prmtÀvno &anI Òv¸ ;prmtÀv&anI Òv' (Ae!le ke:) potanuH prmtÀv je Aa„a Aeno &anI ={ne (je) —inrHtr Aiwmuqp e (Aa„sHmuqp e)˜ ‐wgvan pUàRnHdSv$pnI sHmuq‐Aiwmuq¸ (Ae!le ke:) ivkLp=I ivruâ‐ivprIt=I ivmuq, ragaid=I ivprIt‐ivmuq Ane Svwav=I sHmuq¸ prmtÀv&anI Aiwmuqpè (Aa„sHmuqSv$pe) A=aRtŸ AaTma AanHdSv$p xuâ vItragmUitR Ýwu AenI Aiwmuq‐sHmuq ={ne —AtU! (-\aravahI) piràmsHtit vDe˜‐AHtrmaH inivRkLp sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 ($p) je vItragIpyaRy, Ae piràmsHtit vDe \aravahIpè¸ (Ae!le ke:) xuâSv$pnI ¹iÚ Ane &an ßyaH inmRz =yaH, te &an \aravahI Ke¸ vCce ragaid Aave Ke te kmR\ara Ke Ane Aa Svwav\ara Ke¸ (Ae) piràmsHtit vDe, Ae vItragIpyaRynI inrHtr sHtit vDe —saÙatŸ SvwaviS=itmaH-AaTmanI Aara\namaH vteR Ke˜ ‐AaTma AanHdSv$pnI sevnamaH vteR Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ ;ra\' Ae xBd ;smysar' maH lI\o Ke. ;ra\' A=aRtŸ ;sevn'. Aaha... ha¦ konuH? ke: wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu, inivRkLp xaHtSv$p Aa„a¸ AenI sevnamaH‐Aara\namaH vteR Ke te inüyÝitÊm` Ke. —te inrpra\ Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to je wav=I tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay te p` Apra\ Ke. ;puruØa=Risiâ_pay' Am<tcHã AacayR (nI rcna). Aemè ;smysar' nI !Ika krI Ke. je wav=I tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay, je wav=I AaharkxrIr bH\ay Ae p` Apra\ Ke. rag Ke ne..¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ Ae Apra\=I riht, inrpra\I wgvanAa„anI sevnamaH (je) vteR Ke te inrpra\I Ke. k{ rIte? ke: Aeè ragno guno kyÈ n=I¦

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦ JIÌ bhu, bapu¦ AnHtkazmaH AnHtkazno AWyas bIÔe Ane Aa AWyas bIÔe.

Aaha... ha¦ stt (piràm) sHtit vDe saÙatŸ SvwaviS=itmaH‐AaTmanI (-xuâ icdŸFnnI) Aara\namaH vteR Ke te puruØ inrpra\I Ke. K Vyvhar AavXyk kre Ae p` rag Ke, Apra\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke. xuwwav Aave Ae p` Apra\ Ke kemke Ae Aa„ano Svwav n=I.

Are¦ mnu*yp uH mZyuH ne AemaH sTy vStu saHwzva n mze to Ae sTy vStunuH sevn‐]âa‐&an Éyare kre? Aem ne Aem jgt bharnI hUHfmaH caLyuH Ôy Ke¦ AHdr wgvannI hUHf lI\I n=I.




]I inymsar ga=a 84 ‐ 217 (AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —je Aa„ana Aara\n riht Ke te sapra\ Ke˜- wgvan

xuâcEtNy AanHdFn ÝwunI sevnamaH rhe te Aara\na Ke te inrpra\ Ke Ane (je) Aa„ana Aara\n riht Ke, xuâSv$p Aa„anI sevna riht Ke, te b\uH sapra\ Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ VyvharrTn5yno rag Ke te Apra\ Ke Aem khe Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ vItragmagR¦¦

(je) inrHtr piràmsHtit vDe Aa„anI Aara\namaH vteR Ke te inrpra\ Ke. Ane (je) Aa„anI Aara\na riht Ke te sapra\ Ke. cahe to K AavXykno ivkLp‐rag ho, wiÉtno rag ho, Ae xuwrag p` Apra\ Ke. gjb vat Ke, Ýwu¦ vItragSvwavnI‐vItragwavnI Aara\na Ae inrpra\ Ke. Ane ragmaH rhevuH Ae kmR\aramaH rhevuH Ae sapra\ Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

ij&asa: AtU! piràmsHtit to ]ei`maH rhe Ke? sma\an: Ae ]ei`maH y nIce (naH gu`S=anomaH) \aravahI ¹iÚnuH |yey pkD–uH Ke

ne...¦ to \aravahI &an\ara cale Ke. Ùpk]ei`nI to vate y xuH krvI Ae to AHtmuRhUteR qlas¦ Aa to muinpdnI vat kre Ke. Ae Kõa‐satmamaH vteR Ke. Kõe Aave Ke Tyare rag Aave Ke te Apra\ Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AakrI vat Ke, Ýwu¦ xuH =ay? vItragmagR ApUvR Ke. pUveR Éyarey (AenuH Aara\n) kyuÅ n=I. te=I Aene du*kr lage, Ô e nhÄ krI xkatuH hoy¦ Aem lage.

wgvan pU aRnHdno na= AHdr ibraje Ke. Ýwu pote prma„aSv$p Ke. kar` ke AemaH Aek ;Ýwuta' namno gu` Ke. (jem) &angu Ke, dxRngu Ke, AanHdgu Ke Aem Aek Ýwuta namno gu` Ke te=I Ae {¬rSv$pe j Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Are¦ Aek gu nhÄ p` AnHta gu {¬rSv$p Ke. Ane AnHtgu no \Ì pote Ae to mha{¬rSv$pe Ke... Aa„a¦ Ae!le xuH bapuH?¦ Ae lokone (qbr n=I). vtRman pu~y ne papna wavmaH roka{ gyo, A!kI gyo Ae to sHsar Ke.

AhÄyaH to (khe Ke ke:) wgvanAa„a AanHdSv$p Ýwu¸ AemaH lIn ={ne AanHdnI \ara vhe Ke Ae inrpra\I. Ane (je) (AaTm) Aara\na riht Ke Ae xuwragmaH Aave Ke Ae Apra\I Ke.

AHdr (pa@maH) inrpra\ Ane sapra\ bHnenI VyaQya Ke ke nhÄ? mUz pa@maH to —mo¿U` ivrah H˜ Ke ne...¦ ‐—ivra\nane KoDIne˜ (mUkIne) ra\maH (Aara\namaH) AavvuH (Ae!le ke:) wgvan AanHdna FrmaH AHdr jvuH, AenI Aara\na‐sevna vItragwave krvI, Ae Aa„a inrpra\I Ke. Ane Aa Aa„anI sevna krvanI KoDIne dya, dan, v/tna ragaidnI sevnamaH rokay Ke te Apra\I Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

—te=I j, inrvxeØpè ivra\n KoDIne- (Aem kæuH Ke).˜ Éya karè? Aa karè ke‐Aa„anI Aara\namaH vteR Ke te inrpra\ Ke Ane Aa„anI Aara\na riht Ke te sapra\ Ke‐te=I j, inrvxeØpè ivra\n KoDIne. ‐xuH khe Ke? ivra\npùH to smStpè KoDIne. inrvxeØpè (Ae!le) ko{p` AHx ragno bakI (Ae) ;ivra\na' (Ke, Aene) KoDI




218 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 de¦ Aaha... ha¦ ;inrvxeØ' (A=aRtŸ) kH{p` bakI raQya ivna rag‐ivra\na‐ne KoDIne (Ae!le ke) Aa AHx @Ik Ke... Aa AHx @Ik Ke Aem iblkul nhÄ, ragna b\a AHx KoDIne.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa to vItragmagR Ke, wa{¦ rag=I vItragp uH AavtuH n=I. (kemke) ragnI idxa prtrf Ke Ane \mRnI‐vItragnI idxa Svtrf Ke. be_nI idxa fer to dxa fer. smÔùH kaH{?

—inrvxeØp e ivra\n KoDIne‐Aem kæuH Ke.˜ pa@maH Ke ne...¦ —mo¿U` ivrah H ivsese`˜ ;ivsese`' Ae!le inrvxeØp e‐kH{ p` bakI raQya ivna. ko{ p` ragno AHx, gu ‐guÌna wedno ivkLp p` Apra\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Apra\ Ke. xuH =ay? Ae Apra\=I inrpra\I =ay? Vyvhar=I inüy =ay? (‐Aem n=I) Aem khe Ke. xuH =ay, wa{?

AhÄyaH to khe Ke: je potana Sv$pnI Aara\namaH rt rhe Ke te inrpra\I Ane Aena=I riht te sapra\I. te=I j, inrvxeØpè ivra\n KoDIne (pa@maH) Aem kæuH Ke.

—je piràm ;ivgtra\' A=aRtŸ ra\ riht Ke.˜ ;ra\' nI VyaQya: Aara\na‐xuâSv$pnI Aara\na¸ xuâSv$pnI Ýsþta¸ xuâSv$pnI k<pa¸ Aa k<pa. ko{ prnI k<pa TyaH kam n kre (Aem) khe Ke. Ae xuâSv$p je pu~y‐pap=I riht Aeva wgvanAa„anuH sevn Ae Aara\na, Ae ra\ A=aRtŸ sevna, Ae AaTmanI Ýsþta. xuâta te Aa„anI Ýsþta. xuwrag te AaTmanI AÝsþta.

ij&asa: K AavXyknI Ýit&a lI\I hoy AenuH (xuH)? sma\an: K AavXykno ivkLp Aave te Apra\ Ke. Ae to phelaH khI gya ne..¦

ga=a‐83: —mo¿U` vy`ry`H ragadIwavvar`H ikŠa.˜ (ivkLp) Aave p` Aene KoDIne Sv$pnI Aara\na krvI Ae inüyÝitÊm` Ke. Vyvhar Aave Ke p` Ae Apra\ Ke. AavuH (vStuSv$p) Ke¦

—je piràm ;ivgtra\'˜ (ra\ Ae!le) Ýsþta. ‐AaTma xuâSv$p prma„a¸ AenuH sevn‐sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5‐Aene Aara\na khIAe, Ýsþta khIAe, k<pa khIAe, isiâ khIAe, vStunI isiâ ={ (Aem khIAe), pU Rta khIAe. Ane isâ krvuH te, vStunI inmRzdxa isâ krvI (=vI) te, Ane pU`R krvuH te. ‐Ae b\I ra\nI VyaQya Ke.

Ae ;smysar' moÙ Ai\kar (ga=a‐304) maH Aave Ke: —Apgtra\' A=aRtŸ ra\=I riht Ke te AaTma Apra\ Ke.˜ Ae AhÄ kæuH: ;ivgtra\' A=aRtŸ ra\ riht Ke te ivra\n Ke. wgvan (AaTma) nI Aara\na riht Ke te ivra\n Ke. wgvanAaTmanI ÝsþtanI ivruâ Ke te ivra\na Ke. Aa„anI k<pa=I ivruâ Ke te ivra\na Ke. Aa„Sv$pisiâ kre Ae isvay (_pyog) bIje Ôy to ivra\na Ke. potana pU`R Sv$pmaH pU Rta krvano ÝyTn (puruØa=R) n hoy Ane prmaH Ôy to te Apra\ Ke. potana Sv$pnI isiâ n krtaH ragnI isiâ kre to te Apra\ Ke. pU R krvuH (Ôe{Ae, KtaH) pU R n kre Ane ragmaH Ôy to te Apra\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦




]I inymsar ga=a 84 ‐ 219 AakruH kam, wa{¦ magR Aavo Ke¦ sHtoAe quÐo mUÉyo Ke. idgHbr sHtoAe to daHDI

pI!Ine jgtne Ôher kyÈ Ke. mano n mano... magR to Aa Ke¦ —te (ivra\n ivnano-inrpra\) Òv inüyÝitÊm`my Ke.˜ ‐ te Òv inüy

ÝitÊm` siht Ke, ivra\n riht Ae!le ke inrpra\ inüyÝitÊm`my Ke. te (Òv) inüyÝitÊm`Sv$pe vItragwavmaH xuâ_pyog (my) ={ gyo Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ pu~yno wav Ane papno wav Ae to Axuâ_pyog Ke te to Apra\ Ke, guno Ke. AhÄ to Aa„a trfno xuâ_pyog te Aara\n Ke, Ae ÝitÊm`my (Ke) —te=I j tene ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke. ‐ Ae muinne, Ae AaTmane ÝitÊm`Sv$p j khevamaH Aave Ke. kar` ke rag=I riht ={ne AHdr Sv$pnI vItragpir`itmaH tTpr =yo te muinne Aara\k khevamaH Aave Ke. (Aeva muin) ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke.

VyvharrTn5y p` rag Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (;inymsar') inüyprmavXyk Ai\karmaH AaVyuH Ke. xuwopyogmaH p` prvx Ke. xuw_pyog =ay Ke Ae p` prvx Ke. Sv AavXyk n=I. (]ota:) ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRyno ivcar kre to? (_¿r:) 5` ivcar‐wed kre top` prvx Ke. Aa„a Aek ãVy Ke, AenI AnHt xiÉt Ke, AenI pyaRy Ke‐Aeva 5` wed ivcare to Ae prvx Ke kar` ke ivkLp‐wed Ke¸ Ae AavXyk n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke, wa{¦

AhÄ AacayR to pokare Ke ke: inüy (ÝitÊm`) to Aa Ke, sTy Ke. Vyvhar Aave Ke p` Ke (te) Apra\. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Ae Aa\ar Aape Ke ke wa{¦ AhÄ je kæuH Ae j (kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH ;smysar' ga=a‐304 maH) kæuH Ke. (j¡Ao p<. 220).

... Ae ivxeØ khexe. ∙ ∙ ∙





Ývcn: ta. 22-2-1978 ( (AevI rIte (]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝ`It) ]I smysarmaH (304mI ga=a

äara) kæuH Ke ke:‐ t=a coÉtH smysare-

—sHisiâra\isâH sai\ymarai\yH c Oy!Ÿ@H.Avgdra\o jo qlu ceda so hoid Avra\o..˜

—(ga=a=R:‐ ) sHisiâ, ra\, isâ, sai\t Ane Aarai\t-Ae xBdo Aeka=R Ke¸ je AaTma ;Apgtra\' A=aRtŸ ra\=I riht Ke te AaTma Apra\ Ke.˜ )

;smysar' (ga=a‐304no Aa\ar Aape Ke:) —sHisiâ, ra\, isâ, sai\t Ane Aarai\t-Ae xBdo Aeka=R Ke.˜ ‐ AaTmana AanHdSv$pnI isiâ =vI (A=aRtŸ) &ayk pU`RSv$pnI sHmuqta ={ne inmRz pyaRy Ýg! =vI tene sHisiâ khe Ke tene ra\‐sevn khe Ke¸ tene isâ khe Ke (A=aRtŸ i5kazI Sv$pnuH sevn (Ae!le ke) &aykwav pU RSv$p Ane gu`ono raix‐#glo wgvan AenI seva‐AHdr SvsHmuqnI Aekag/ta Aene AhÄyaH isâ khe Ke. Ae pyaRy=I isâ Ke. isâSv$p Ke tenuH sa\n =yuH te pyaRyne isâ khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ sai\t Ke, Ae e sa|yuH Ke, vStuSv$pnuH sa\n kyuÅ (Ke). Aarai\t (Ae!le ke) Ae e cEtNy wgvanne Aara|yo (Ke). (Ae!le ke) inim¿no Ýem KoDI, ragno Ýem KoDI, Aek smynI pyaRy _prnI ¹iÚ KoDI, i5kaz wgvan prmanHdSv$pne sevvo‐ ;sevvo' Ae pyaRy Ke‐ Aene AhÄyaH Aara\na khevamaH Aave Ke. —je Aa„a ;Apgtra\' A=aRtŸ AevI sevna=I riht Ke Ae —ra\=I riht Ke te AaTma Apra\ Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ cahe to xuwwavmaH AaVyo hoy toy p` te Apra\I Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦¦ je ra\=I riht Ke te Aa„a Apra\ Ke.

∙ ( (]I smysarnI (]I Am<tcHãacayRdevk<t Aa„Qyait namnI) !IkamaH p`

(187ma }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:‐ _ÉtH ih smysarVyaQyayaH c-

(mailnI) —AnvrtmnHtEbR|yte sapra\:

Sp<xit inrpra\o bH\nH nEv jatu.inytmymxuâH SvH wjNsapra\owvit inrpra\: sa\u xuâaTmsevI..˜

—(}loka=R:) sapra\ Aa„a inrHtr AnHt (pudŸglprma u$p) kmÈ=I bH\ay Ke¸ inrpra\ AaTma bH\nne kdaip SpxRto n=I j. je sapra\ AaTma Ke te to inym=I potane Axuâ sevto =ko sapra\ Ke¸ inrpra\ AaTma to wlI rIte xuâ Aa„ano sevnar hoy Ke.˜ ) )




]I inymsar ga=a 84 ‐ 221 —sapra\ AaTma˜ A=aRtŸ ragne potano manIne, ragnI sevamaH‐xuwwavmaH p`

éwo (hoy) te inrHtr sapra\I Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AhÄ to je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay‐tI=Åkrgo5 baH\vamaH to smiktI j hoy, Aevo wav im+ya¹iÚne to hoy nhÄ‐Ae wav p` Apra\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat ATyare lokone AakrI lage Ke. sapra\ Aa„a —inrHtr AnHt (pudŸglprma u$p) kmÈ=I bH\ay Ke˜ ‐ jeè wgvan icdanHd prmaTmSv$pnI seva A=aRtŸ Aara\n kyuÅ nhÄ Ane rag‐dya, dan, v/taid‐na piràmnuH sevn Ane Aara\n kyuÅ te Apra\I Òv Ke. Ae Apra\=I (te) inrHtr AnHt kmR=I bH\ay Ke. bIÒ rIte khIAe to te Apra\I (Aa„a) SvwavnI xuâtano Anadr krI Ane AxuâtamaH Aekag/ ={ne (Axuâtane) seve Ke te nvaH AnHt kmÈ=I bH\ay Ke.

(sapra\ AaTma) AnHt pudŸgl‐prma u=I bH\ay Ke Aem kæuH ne...¦ AenI pirìt p` Ae!lI b\I Axuâ Ke, Svwav=I ivruâ Ke ke jena=I AnHt kmR‐prmaù bH\ay. hve AhÄ gulaH! qay Ke : —inrpra\ Aa„a˜‐ xuâ AanHdSv$p wgvan‐sHmuqnI seva krnar. Aa„anI seva kho ke sHmuqnI seva‐sHmuq pyaRy Ke Aene seva kho. —bH\nne kdaip SpxRto n=I j.˜ Ae!le ke te ragna wavne SpxRto n=I j. kdaip Ae!le ko{p` kaze bH\nne SpxRto n=I j. AaTma AanHdSv$p wgvan, cEtNy rTnakr Ýwu¸ AenI sHmuqnI ¹iÚ, &an ne lIntanuH sevn¸ Ae kdaip kmRne baH\to n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AbâSp<Ú Aevo wgvanAa„a¸ AenI je e seva Ae!le je e Abâpiràm Ýg! kyaÅ, (to te phelaH) je AnHt kmR bH\atuH htuH te (hve) AnHt kmRnuH (bH\avuH) A!kI gyuH Ane, (tene) AnHtI xuiâ Ýg! ={.

Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (k=n)¦ AakruH lage te=I xuH =ay? ma`sne AekaHt AekaHt lage. (p`) potane jNm‐mr` riht krvano magR to Aa Ke, bapu¦

jem ragnI sevamaH AnHtp uH Ke te=I AnHt prma u bH\ay Ke‐Aaha... ha¦ —terI Axuâta wI bDI.˜ (p`) ßyare gulaH! qa{ne, Aa„a pUàRnHd Ýwu xuâSvwavnI sHmuq ={ne, Aa„ane seve Ke Ae piràm p` AnHt Ýg!ya Ae=I Aene kmRno bH\ jrIye n=I, Aem khe Ke.

ij&asa: Aek piràmmaH AnHtI xuiâ¦ sma\an: ;cair5pahuD' maH AaVyuH Ke‐ cair5 AÙy Ane Amey Ke. Ae piràm Ke.

wgvanAaTma AÙy Ane Amey‐nax n =ay Ane myaRda ivnanI‐cIj Ke Aene AvlHbIne je piràm =yaH Aene p` Ýwu¦ kuHdkuHd AacayeR to kæuH ke‐AÙy‐Amey Ke, bapa¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, bapu¦ Aa to. bharna ma`s hare mez qay tem n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt, tp, pUÔ, namSmr`, Ae b\aH piràm Apra\ Ke Aem khe Ke. Ane Ae Apra\maH pD–o Ke tene p` pyaRymaH AnHt xuiânI ivruâ AnHtI Axuiâ ={ g{ Ke, te=I AnHt kmRne baH\e Ke. p` wgvanAa„a, AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... AnHt‐behd xi›AonI sHQya Ane behd xi›AonuH sam+yR (\rnar Ke), Aeva wgvanAa„anI AHtmuRq =ay Ke tene AHtmuRqnaH piràm Ae!laH Ýg!e Ke ke Ae piràmne




222 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 AacayR khe Ke ke: Ae AÙy Ane Amey Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦ bIÒ rIte sHto‐idgHbr sHto‐kuHdkuHd AacayR to Aem khe Ke ke: je kH{ sMyGdxRn‐&anpiràm Ýg!yaH te AÙy Ke hve paKa pDvana n=I. cair5maH (Ôe pU`R n =ay to devna wvmaH cair5 ÙI`) =ay. p` AÙyvaza ko{ dI' pDe nhÄ. smÔy Ke kaH{?

Are¦ SvyHwUrm` smuãna tizye to rTn wyaÅ Ke Ane TyaH (tizye) retI n hoy. xuH kI\uH? ‐rTn wyaÅ Ke. to Aa y SvyHwU Ke Ýwu¦ AHdr je cEtNy rTnakr Ýwu¦ AemaH AnHtrTn pDyaH Ke. AhÄ SvyHwUrm` smuãmaH nIce (tizye) retI n=I, khe Ke ke AeklaH rTnonI vezu Ke. AsHQy yojnno SvyHwUrm` smuã. Aeklo rTn=I wrelo Ke. Arere¦¦ AenuH Ùe5 mo!uH Ke Ane Aam Aa wgvanAa„anuH Ùe5 wle nanuH, p` Aena wav to AnHt AnHt wyaR Ke. wa{¦ jene Svwav Ke Aene Ùe5nI ivxeØtanI j$r n=I. AenI xiÉtna sam+yRnI ivxeØta Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AnHt &an rtn, AnHt dxRn rtn, AnHt xaHit rtn, AnHt AanHd rtn, AnHt Òvtr rtn, AnHt icit rtn, (AnHt dix) rtn, (AnHt) vIyRrtn, (AnHt) Ýwuta rtn, (AnHt) ivwuta rtn‐ AevI AnHtI xiÉtAo sHQyaAe, Ane Aek Aek xiÉtnuH AnHtuH sam+yR, Aevo je wgvanAa„a¸ Ae pyaRy=I p` lÙne KoDI Ane ãVy _pr ¹iÚ kre Ke Tyare je pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ke te AbH\ piràmI Ke. AbH\ vStunaH (lÙe =yelaH) piràm AbH\piràm Ke. Lyo, AaVyuH wa{¦ AbH\ kho ke muÉt kho. jevo muÉtSv$p wgvan Ke Aena sHmuqnaH piràm p` muÉt Ke. Ae piràmvazo Aa„a inrpra\I Ke.

—bH\nne kdaip SpxRto n=I j˜ Aem Ke. Ke¦ sHSk<tmaH xBd: —bH\nH nEv jatu˜- ;n Ov jatu' - ;n=I j.' Aaha... ha¦ je wgvan AbH\Sv$p prma„a, Aekla AnHta cEtNyrTno=I wrelo sagr Ýwu, AenI seva je e krI Ae!le ke AenI sHmuq ={ne je e sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 piràm Ýg! kyaR, Ae inrpra\ ÝaÌ, Ae kmR=I iblkul bH\ato n=I. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ to prmaTma Aem khe Ke ke: AmaruH wjn‐Ae wav p` Apra\ Ke, kar` ke Ame prãVy KIAe Ae prãVynuH (wjn Apra\ Ke). ;moÙpahuD' 16mI ga=a: —prdVvado duGg[.˜ Ae to vItrag (Ke), duinyanI drkar ivna vat kre. Ame p` tara (ma!e) prãVy trIke KIAe, Ýwu khe Ke: AmaruH wjn Ane Amara ÝTye lÙ tuH raqe (to) te p` Apra\ =ay Ke.

ij&asa: wgvannI wi›=I kyo kØay puÚ =ay Ke? sma\an: Ae b\uH KapamaH AaVyuH Ke: wgvannI wi›maH xuH kØay? bapu¦ Ae

lokone AemaH xuH khIAe? p` wgvannI wi› j rag Ane kØay Ke. Are¦ xuH khIAe, bapu? SvãVymaH=I qsI Ane je!lo prãVy trfno wav =ay (Ae Apra\ Ke). svarmaH to kæuH ne ke: tI=Åkrgo5 smiktIne j bH\ay, (kemke) AevaH piràm Aene j hoy, p` Ae Apra\ Ke. je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay te wav p` Apra\ Ke. v\are xuH khevuH? pela (sHÝdaymaH) to raÒraÒ =ay‐Aaha... ha¦ tI=Åkrgo5 bH\a uH ne...¦ p` go5 bH\a uH Ae to Ýk<it jDnI bH\aÌ Ane Aena kar`$pe taro xuwwav Ae to Apra\ Ke¦




]I inymsar ga=a 84 ‐ 223 (]ota:) tI=Åkr =ya { b\a Apra\ krIne =ya? (_¿r:) Apra\ kyÈ Tyare tI=ÅkrÝk<it bH\aÌ. Aena=I kLya` n=I. Ae Apra\no wav KedIne kevz =xe Tyare Ýk<itna _dyno sHyog =xe AemaH Aene xuH? AavI vato¦¦ bhu AakrI, bapa¦ lokone vat bestI n=I ne... Ae!le ivro\ kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄ to prmaTma Aem khe Ke ke: tara prmaTmamaH=I qsIne, Ame Aa wgvan KIAe (to) prmaTma... prmaTma... prmaTma... prmaTma (Aem) namSmr`, (temj Amara ÝTyeno) wi›no wav, ya5ano wav, pUÔno wav, Ae b\o Apra\ Ke, Ýwu¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦

Ae (Aa„a) to &an Ane AanHdSv$p Ke ne.. Ýwu¦ AemaH=I je!lI (baæ) v<i¿ é@e (te) cahe to pHcmhav/tnI, wgvannI wi›nI (hoy) te Apra\ Ke. Ane wgvan AanHdSv$p Ýwu¸ Aena sHmuqnI je pirìt =ay Ke te vItragpirìt Ae inrpra\ Ke.

Are.. re¦ (loko) Aem ke: xrIr kH{k @Ik hoy, Aab$ @Ik hoy, bharmaH jra AoluH (_FaD&an) hoy, (to) ={ ræuH¦ (wle ne pote) mUHJa{ne pD–a (hoy). v/t ne tpnI kH{k iÊya krta hoy Ae!le sHtoØa{ gyo Ô e Aap e‐Ahoho¦ xuH kyuÅ? bayDI‐KokraH KoD–aH, paHcdx laqnI pedax hoy AevI dukan KoDI (bs¦ ={ ræuH). Are, Ýwu¦ (inv<i¿ l{ne) krvanuH bapuH Aa Ke ATyare¦

ij&asa: vaHcn krvuH Ae Apra\ Ke ne..? sma\an: vaHcn krvuH p` AemaH lÙ raqvuH ne... ke: AaTmano in`Ry krvo ne...¦

Aa„ana wed&anne lÙe vaHcn krtaH tene wed&annuH lÙ =ay ke, Aa (Aa„a) rag=I iwþ Ke Ae!luH. pKI krvuH to Aene Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: inrpra\ AaTma bH\nne kdaip (SpxRto n=I j). —bH\nH nev jatu˜ ;jatu' Ke ne..¦ ;n Ov jatu' - ;jatu' Ae!le kdaip‐ko{ p` kaze ;n Ov'. Aaha.. ha¦ Aa to AHtrnI vato Ke, wa{¦ laq tp kre ne Apvas kre ne ÊoDonaH dan kre ne Aiwg/h \ar` kre ne rsTyag kre ne¸ p` Aene ßyaH su\I Aa„ano rs n Ýg!e TyaH su\I Ae Apra\I Ke.

ij&asa: hmàH inv<i¿ lI\I AenaH vqa` kyaÅ Ane hve Aene (kho Ko ke Apra\I Ke)¦

sma\an: Aa to inv<i¿ Lye Aene krvanuH Aa Ke, Aem kæuH. inv<i¿ l{ne pKI krvanuH to Aa Ke ke nhÄ? AHtrŸinv<i¿ krvanI Ke ne...¦ Ýv<i¿vazane to vqtey mze nhÄ. Ae dukane be@o hoy ne ma`s‐nokr ne Aam hoha... hoha¦ Ane Ae b\I sav\anI. AhÄ j¡Ao to AHdrmaH n mze‐ AHdr ko` Ke Ane xuH Ke? kaH{ (gtagm) nhÄ.

Aaha... ha¦ ;inrpra\I Aa„a bH\nne kdaip˜‐ ;kdaip' kono A=R kyÈ: ;jatu' no. —SpxRto n=I j˜. ;nevµ ;nÓv' no A=R kyÈ: n j, (n=I j).

—je sapra\ Aa„a Ke˜‐ je ÝaÌ xuwragne p` kre Ke, je ÝaÌ kaH{ dya, dan, v/t, wi›na xuwragne p` kre Ke te Apra\I Ke. Aaha.. ha¦ AavuH saHwzvuH k@`




224 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt wag‐2 pDe. magR to vItragno Aa Ke, bapa¦

ßyaH su\I Ae AaTma inrpra\I n =ay TyaH su\I Aene Sv$p trfno ÝyTn krvo pDxe. Ae ÝyTn=I =xe. Tyare, Êmbâ =xe ne...? p` Êmbâno in Ry ÝyTn=I =xe. Aaha... ha¦ je kaze =vanuH hxe te =xe. ;p` je kaze =vanuH hxe te =xe' Ae in Ry ÝyTn=I kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

je sapra\ AaTma Ke —te to inym=I potane Axuâ sevto =ko (sapra\ Ke.)˜ ÔeyuH¦ te to inüy=I (potane) Axuâ sevto =ko (sapra\ Ke). Ae xuw Ane Axuwwav b\a Axuâ Ke. A&anI Axuâne sevto Apra\I ={ AnHt nvaH kmRne baH\e Ke. sapra\I Òv‐Aa Aa„a Ae to inüy=I potane Axuâ sevto =ko A=aRtŸ Ae dya, dan, v/t, wi›naH pir`am maraH Ke Ane (Ae) mne law krxe Aem A&anI‐sapra\I inüye Axuâne j seve Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aek Aek ga=a Ane Aek Aek kDImaH (tÀv) AaquH‐behd wyuÅ Ke¦

—inrpra\ AaTma to wlI rIte xuâ Aa„ano sevnar hoy Ke.˜ ;wlI rIte' kem kæuH? —wvit inrpra\: sa\u˜-- ;sa\u' Ke ne...¦ (—xuâaTmsevI˜). wlI rIte xuâ Aa„ano sevnar sa\u‐sa\u Ae!le wlI rIte. ‐Ae!le xuH? ke Ae e \arI raQyuH Ke ke Aa„a xuâ Ke Ane Axuâ (Ke) ‐Aem nhÄ. (p`) jevo wgvan xuâSv$p piv5 Ke, tene te rIte‐wlI rIte‐tenI sevna, Aekag/ (Aekag/ta) kre Ke. Aaha... ha¦ \ar`amaH \arI raQyuH hoy ke: ;Aa„a xuâa„a Ke, AxuânuH sevn krvuH Ae Aam (doØ) Ke' toy p` (sevna n kre to) TyaH su\I te Apra\I j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

—inrpra\ Aa„a to˜‐ ;Aa„a to' kem kæuH? ke Aolo (‐sapra\ Aa„a) Axuâ sevto =ko‐kæuH ne...¦ Ae!le Aa (inrpra\ Aa„a) to wlI rIte xuâa„sevI‐xuâ Aa„ano sevnar‐Aa„ano sevnar (hoy Ke). Aaha... ha¦ wgvannI seva krvI ke wiÉt krvI (Ae nhÄ). Aa to AaTmano Asevnar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ &ayk pirpU R prma„a¸ Aena sHmuqnI ¹iÚ, &an Ane rm`ta te AenI (Aa„anI) sevna Ke. Ae sevna Ae moÙmagR Ke.

Are¦ AnHtkaz caLyaH gyaH, =aÉyo nhÄ mazo¦ AxuwmaH=I xuwmaH AaVyo Ane xuwmaH=I AxuwmaH AaVyo, TyaH ne TyaH Ae e rmtuH maHDI¦

inrpra\I wgvanAaTma Ae (to) Axuwne n sevto, pu~y Ane papna miln wavne n sevto, inmRzanHdno na= Ýwu AenI sevna krto (=ko) Ae sevnar hoy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu !UHkamaH p` F uH wyuÅ¦ Ahoho¦ sHtona isHhnad to Aa Ke. bkrana !ozamaH isHh grI gyo hoy Aene (pote) bkruH... bkruH jevuH lage. p` ßyaH Aene bIÔe isHh waze Ane Aa tenI 5aD saHwze TyaH Aene 5as n =ay. Aa to mara jevo j isHh Ke Ane huH Aena jevo KuH. ßyaH isHh 5aD mare TyaH Aa bIve nhÄ. bkra wage (p`) Aa n wage. Aem wgvane idVy|vin äara Aam 5aD naqI‐5`lokno na= prma„a tuH Ko ne...¦ Aa ragmaH ÉyaH slva{ gyo? bkrana !ozamaH Aa tuH isHh kem pe@o?




]I inymsar }lok 112 ‐ 22p ;smysar' phelI ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ isâ ÝitCKHdna S=ane Ke. pDFa sman.

Aam Avaj naqe to samo Avaj Aave‐Ýit|vin. he wgvan¦ tme inrpra\I isâ Ko. samo Avaj Aave Ke‐he Aa„a¦ tuH inrpra\I isâ Ko.

AamaH kaH{ mo!aH waØ` ne mo!a ho... ha... Ae kH{ hale AevuH n=I. (vStuSv$p AavuH Ke). duinya mane n mane SvtH5 Ke, bapu¦ je gunamaH \mR manxe AenaH fz to Aene wogvvaH pDxe.

∙ vzI (Aa 84 mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj }lok khe Ke) :-

t=a ih- (mailnI)

ApgtprmaTm|yan sHwavnaTmainytimh wvatR: sapra\: Sm<t: s:.AnvrtmqHDaäEt icdŸwavyuÉtowvit inrpra\: kmRsHNyasdÙ:.. 112..

(}loka=R:‐ ) Aa lokmaH je Òv prmaTm|yannI sHwavna riht Ke (A=aRtŸ je Òv prma„ana |yan$p pir`mn=I riht Ke-prma„|yane pir`Myo n=I) te wvatR Òv inym=I sapra\ g`vamaH AaVyo Ke¸ je Òv inrHtr AqHD-AäEt-cEtNywav=I yuÉt Ke te kmRsHQyasdÙ (-kmR TyagmaH inpu`) Òv inrpra\ Ke. 112

—Aa lokmaH je Òv prma„|yannI sHwavna riht Ke˜- Aa jgtnI AHdr

(je) AaTma potana prmaTm|yannI sHwavna riht Ke (A=aRtŸ) potano prmaTma je xuâ cEtNyFn Aena prma„|yannI (sHwavna riht Ke), (Ae!le ke) Aem khe Ke ke: prma„Sv$p pU R potanuH Ke (p`) Aa jgtnI AHdr je ko{ Òv Aena (Sv$pna) |yannI sHwavna=I riht Ke, |yannI Aekag/ta=I riht Ke˜ (A=aRtŸ) —je Òv prma„ana |yan$p pir`mn=I riht Ke˜‐prmaTmSv$pna |yannI pirìt=I riht Ke, Aaha... ha¦ xuâ prma„Sv$pnI Aekag/ta=I je xuâpirìt =ay Ke tena=I je riht Ke‐—prma„|yane pir`Myo n=I˜‐ prmSv$p wgvanAaTmane |yane (A=aRtŸ tene) |yeymaH l{ne jenuH pir`mn =yuH n=I, Aaha... ha¦ je Òv prm Aa„Sv$p \/uv, cEtNyFn, AanHdkHd Ýwu, Aena |yan=I Ae!le tena trfnI Aekag/tanI pirìt=I riht Ke¸ te cahe ko{ sa\u nam \ravto hoy, ãVyilHg g/h` kyuÅ hoy, inritcar pHcmhav/t pazto hoy p` Ae prma„ana |yan=I to riht Ke —te wvatR Òv˜‐wvÁatRμwvmaH pirw/m` krnaro Òv, wvatRμwvmaH AatRμwvmaH pIDayelo Òv‐xuâ cEtNy wgvan prm AanHdna |yan=I riht Ke Ae!le ke xuâ prma„ana |yan=I pirìt‐pyaRy=I riht Ke Ane te rag siht Ke te wvatR Ke,




226 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt wag‐2 wvmaH w/m` krnar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (tÀv) ma`sne AakruH pDe Ae!le loko Aa baæ iÊya ne tp ne v/t (trf) halI nIkZya. Are wgvan¦ ßyaH prma„a ibraje Ke TyaH to Ôto n=I Ane bharnI iÊyamaH roka{ne, prma„ana |yan=I to te dUr vteR Ke. jEn idgHbr sa\u ={ne nvmI gE/veyke gyo KtaH im+ya¹iÚ ræo. tene xuÉlleXya htI p` Ae xuÉlleXya Apra\ Ke. Ae wvatR ÝaÌ Ke, wvmaH rqDnaro ÝaÌ Ke. je —inym=I sapra\ g`vamaH AaVyo Ke.˜ Ôe{ waØa?

(pa@maH) Ke ne...¦ —inytimh wvatR:˜- ;inytimh' -inüy=I te. ijnSv$pI wgvanAa„anI sevna=I riht Ke Ane ragnI seva=I siht Ke, te inym=I wvatR ÝaÌ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —inym=I sapra\ g`vamaH AaVyo Ke.˜ Ke ne...? —sapra\ : Sm<t:˜-Aem kI\uH ne...¦ tene Apra\I g`vamaH AaVyo Ke. —Sm<t:˜ Ae!le yad krvamaH AaVyo Ke. —inytimh wvatR: sapra\: Sm<t: s:.˜ te inüye AatR|yanmaH‐wvatRmaH pDyo Ke Aem AenuH Smr` krvamaH Aave Ke Ae!le ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke Ae!le ke g`vamaH Aave Ke.

AamaH pkDvuH y k@` pDe Ae!le loko ibcara Ôy bIje rSte¦ Are bapu¦ bIje (rSte) Ôy, bapa¦ Ae (magR) ne ]âamaH p` n lave ke AhÄ Aa„anI je!lI Aekag/ta =xe te j pirìt \mR Ke. Ae ivna \mR n=I. cahe to inritcar pHcmhav/t paze, ÔvÒv xrIrnuH b/ïcyR paze‐bazb/ïcarI rhe, kroDo $ipya (danmaH) qceR, caltI dukanne KoDIne TyagI =ay Ane xuÉlleXya Ýg! kre (to y) Ae wvatR ÝaÌ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vatuH Ke¦¦

hve (khe Ke:) —je Òv inrHtr AqHD-AäEt-cEtNywav=I yuÉt Ke˜‐ je ko{ AaTma inrHtr‐AHtr pD–a ivna‐AqHD AäEt‐cEtNywav=I yuÉt Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvanAa„a AqHD Ke, AäEt Ke, i5kaz cEtNywavSv$p Ke, Aena=I yuÉt Ke.

Aa inüynI vat Ae!le Ae Aa Ke. Ae!le ke sTy vat Aa Ke. VyvharnI je!lI vato Ke. (te) b\I Apra\nI vato Ke. &anIne Vyvhar Aave p` Ae Apra\ Ke, Ae kmR\ara Ke¸ &an\ara nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ A&anI tene \mR\ara smje Ke. xuwwav Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek kyaR kre ne...¦ hve Aap e to bs... pap=I invTyaR KIAe. p` Ae pu~y pote pap Ke, saHwz... ne¦ xuwwav pote (sHsar Ke). (yogsar' ga=a‐71maH Aave Ke ne..¦) —pap$pne pap to Ô e jg shu ko{¸ pu~ytÀv p` pap Ke, khe AnuwvI bu\ ko{.˜ kemke (xuwwav kaze) cEtNySvwav‐injwavmaH=I qsI jvay Ke ne...¦ VyvharrTn5y (kaze) p` cEtNySvwav=I dUr‐h@I jvay Ke Tyare VyvharrTn5y =ay Ke. Aene nhÄ sevnar, Ane AqHD‐AäEt‐cEtNywav=I siht Ke Ae!le ke jenaH ¹iÚ, &an Ane |yeymaH AqHD cEtNy vteR Ke, jene \/uvnuH |yan vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae AqHD, \/uv, cEtNy, AäEt cEtNy, Aek$p cEtNy, ßyaH gu ‐gu I wed p` n=I, AqHD Ae!le qHD riht, AäEt Ae!le äEt riht cEtNywav Aena=I je siht Ke A=aRtŸ ¹iÚ‐&an siht Ke —te kmRsHNyasdÙ (-kmR TyagmaH inpu`) Òv inrpra\ Ke.˜ ragna TyagmaH inpu` Aevo Òv inrpra\ Ke.




]I inymsar }lok 112 ‐ 227 Aaha... ha... ha¦

jUna ma`se b\uH jUnuH saHwZyuH hoy AemaH Aa AevuH lage ke‐p` Aa te xuH khe Ke? bapu¦ magR to Aa Ke, wa{¦ tuH wgvanSv$pe Ke ne...¦ Ae wgvanSv$pnI seva krvI te mui›no magR Ke. ma!e je!luH lÙ prãVy _pr Ôy‐dyanuH, dannuH ne wiÉtnuH‐Ae b\o Apra\ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦

—kmRsHNyasdÙ:˜- kmRna TyagmaH inpu` Ke, Ae to Daæo Ke. ragna AwavSvwav krvamaH Ae Daæo Ke, dÙ Ke, inpu` Ke. ragna AwavSvwav krvamaH Ae ivcÙ` Ke Ane SvwavnI ivcÙ`ta Ýg! krvamaH Ae inpu Ke. duinya g e n g e. duinyamaH gàvuH Ae Aa magR n=I. Aa to Aene potanI g`trImaH Aa„a levo hoy AemaH gàvanI vat Ke.

AhÄ prmaTma khe Ke Ae idgHbr sHto khe Ke Ae kevzI prmaTma khe Ke. (]ota:) Aap kho Ko {? (_¿r:) Ae sHto khe Ke Ae khIAe KIAe Ane AHdr be@eluH Ke Ae khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) xBd fer hoy, wav fer n=I. (_¿r:) Tyare lokone (mnAe) AekaHt ={ Ôy Ke ne...¦ Aene smÔvo... smÔvo, AemnuH AekaHt ={ gyuH Ke¦ Aem lqe Ke b\a ibcara. tme smiktI Ko, smiktI Ko tme, tmare vaTsLy Ôe{Ae¦ to Aene iS=r kro, AevuH khe Ke ibcara. xuH kre p` Ae?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —te Òv inrpra\ Ke.˜ ‐ragna TyagmaH inpu Ke te inrpra\ Ke. Lyo¦ ragne krvamaH je inpu Ke te sapra\I‐im+ya¹iÚ Ke. smÔùH kaH{? ;rag krva layk Ke' AevI ¹iÚ, Ane rag krvamaH je inpu Ke te gunegar, im+ya¹iÚ, sapra\I Ke.

Are¦ prma„ana ivrh pD–a, 5`lokna na= ræa nhÄ, kevz&anaid pU Rdxa Ýg!e AevI laykat rhI nhÄ, Ane Aa b\a JFDa éwa =ya. bapu¦ magR to Aa Ke, wa{¦

Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄyaH) Aek j }lok gjb kre Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aek Aek ga=a Ane Aek Aek pd, (Ait ghn Ke). wa{¦ Aa to inrpra\I Ane sapra\InI VyaQya Ke. inrpra\I to Aene khIAe ke: (je) ragna wavno p` Awav krIne SvwavnI sevna kre, inivRkLp AanHdnI dxa Ýg! kre, suq$p dxa Ýg! kre. (to) te suqne, Aa„ane (seVyo khevay). te inrpra\I Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ane AanHd=I ivprIt xuwwav, Ae du:qwav Ke Ae du:qne seve Ke te sapra\I ÝaÌ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvanAa„a AanHdSv$p (Ke) Aena=I (ivprIt) xuwrag Ke (te=I) dya, dan, v/tno (wav) Ae p` guno Ke, Apra\ Ke, du:q Ke. (Ae) du:qne seve Ke te Apra\I Òv wvatR (Ke) ‐wvmaH rqDxe. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄ to hÒ bharnI samg/I‐xrIr ne pEsa ne Aa bayDI ne KokraH ne mkan‐Ae (maraH Ke Aem) mane Ke Ane Ame Aava KIAe, j¡Ao¦ Aava v|ya.

AhÄ to khe Ke ke 5`lokna na=nuH Smr` krvuH Ae p` Apra\ Ke. pa@maH Ke ne...¦ bIÒ lI!ImaH: —sapra\: Sm<t: s:˜-Aaha... ha¦ sHtona Aa magR Ke. idgHbr\mR Aa




228 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke. Ae kH{ vaDo n=I, bapa¦ wgvan pU aRnHdno na= inivRkLp vStu¸ AenI sevna te b/ïcyR Ane b/ïnI cyaR Ke. (jene AevI cyaR hoy) te inrpra\I ÝaÌ Ke. Ane xrIr=I b/ïcyR paze Ane Aem mane ke ;Ame \m± KIAe' to te sapra\I ÝaÌ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH[?

Lyo, Ae }lok ={ gyo. hve ga=a‐8p. (... xeØaHx p<. 230 _pr)

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(—i5kazI ãVyno Avtar xuâ&an j Ke. Avtar Ae!le nvI _Tpi¿ Aem nhÄ p` xuâ&anSv$p Ke. ivkLp=I ke rag=I riht j Ke. gu ‐guÌna wed=I riht xuâ&anSv$p j Ke t=a suqsagrno pUr Ke. vStu pote suqsagrno pUr Ke. vStumaH suqsagrnI wrtI wrI pDI Ke, AtIiNãy AanHdno puHj Ýwu Ke te xuâwav Ke, samaNywav Ke, &aykwav Ke, teno Aek smyma5 Anuwv =taH smSt sHsarno nax ={ Ôy Ke.˜)

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ 268:






]I inymsar: ga=a 8p

]I pÍÝwml\airdevivrict sHSk<t !Ika

(prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar)

mo¿U` AàyarH Aayare jo du k¡ìd i=rwavH.so piDkm H _Š[ piDkm`mAo hve jMha.. 85..

muÉTvanacarmacare yStu kroit iS=rwavmŸ.s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ÝitkÊm`myo wve>SmatŸ.. 85..

AZ inüycràTmkSy prmopeÙasHym\rSy inüyÝitkÊm`Sv$pH c wvtITyu›mŸ.

inytH prmopeÙasHyimn: xuâaTmara\naVyitir›: svÈ½Pynacar:, At Ov svRmnacarH muÉTva æacare shjiciälaslÙìnrHjne injprmaTmtÀvwavna-Sv$pe y: shjvEraGywavnapir`t: iS=rwavH kroit, s prmtpo\n Ov ÝitkÊm`Sv$p [TyuCyte, ySmatŸ prmsmrsIwavnapir`t: shjinüyÝit-kÊm`myo wvtIit.

gujratI Anuvad

je KoDI A`‐Aacarne AacarmaH iS=rta kre,te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ÝitÊm`myta karè. 8p.

ANvya=R:-(y: tu) je (Òv) (AnacarH) Anacar (muÉTva) KoDIne (Aacare) AacarmaH (iS=rwavmŸ) iS=rwav (kroit) kre Ke, (s:) te (Òv) (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke te (ÝitkÊm`my: wvetŸ) ÝitÊm`my Ke.

!Ika:-AhÄ (Aa ga=amaH) inüycrà„k prmopeÙasHymna \rnarne inüyÝitÊm`nuH Sv$p hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke.

inym=I prmopeÙasHymvazane xuâ Aa„anI Aara\na isvaynuH b\uHy Anacar Ke¸ te=I j sFzo Anacar KoDIne shjicdŸivlaslÙ` inrHjn inj prma„tÀvnI wavnaSv$p AacarmaH je (prm tpo\n) shjvEraGywavna$pe pir`Myo =ko iS=rwav kre Ke, te prm tpo\n j ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevay Ke, kar` ke te prm smrsIwavna$pe pir`Myo =ko shj inüyÝitÊm`my Ke.



Ývcn: ta. 22-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) Aaha... ha¦ Am<t reD–aH Ke. Aa idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ¦¦ (bIje Aa vat) ÉyaHy

n=I. —naga badxah=I AaFa˜‐ drkar n mze, jgtnI drkar n mze ke AavuH khexe to smaj srkI jxe ke nhÄ? smaj Amaro ivro\ krxe ke nhÄ? ‐duinya duinyanuH Ô e. magR Aa Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦

—AhÄ (Aa ga=amaH) inüycrà„k˜- inüySv$p, (inüy) cr`Sv$p, Sv‐$p, AanHdSv$p, inüyrm`taSv$p —prmopeÙasHymna \rnarne˜‐jene rag=I‐Vyvhar‐rTn5y=I p` _peÙa vteR Ke Ae prm _peÙa sHymna \rnarne —inüy ÝitÊm`nuH Sv$p hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke.˜

‐xuH kI\uH, smÔ uH? inüycr`Sv$p prm _peÙa sHym‐Sv$pnI rm`taSv$p Ane ragnI prm _peÙa ($p) AevuH sHym‐Aena \rnarne inüy‐sacuH‐sTy ÝitÊm` hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke.

Aa S=ankvasI‐¬etaHbr saHj‐svar ÝitÊm` kre ne...¦ Ahohoho... xuH kyuÅ Ô e¦ Aem ={ Ôy Aene. ¹iÚ im+yaTv Ane jrI xuwwav kre (AemaH Ô e ={ gyo \mR¦)

1980nI vat Ke. bo!admaH Aek wa{ne pUK–uH ke: Aa b\uH tme kro Ko p` AemaH Aa wgvan xuH ne Anuwv xuH Ae kaH{ qbr Ke? Ae ivwav Ane Anuwv xuH? to kI\uH ke‐Aap e Aa ivwav Ane Anuwv hoy nhÄ. Aek sa\uAe to kI\uH ke: Ae b\uH vedaHtmaH hoy. (meH) kI\uH: Aa xuH kro Ko, Ýwu? Aola sa\u Aem kheta‐ivwav Ane Anuwv jEndxRnmaH hoy nhÄ. ivwav ne Anuwv Ae ANy mitAo khe Ke. Arr... r¦ kI\uH, xuH kro Ko Ýwu Aa tme?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: ;inüycr`Sv$p prm _peÙa' ‐ ÔeyuH¦ Aaha... ha¦ ragnI iÊya Ke Ae _peÙa krva jevI Ke. pHcmhav/tna piràm Aaid _peÙa krva jeva Ke, ApeÙa raqva jeva n=I, Aem khe Ke. (prmopeÙasHymna) \rnarne inüyÝitÊm`nuH Sv$p hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke.


Ývcn: ta. 23-2-1978 ;inymsar' ga=a‐8p !Ika. —AhÄ (Aa ga=amaH) inüycrà„k

prmopeÙasHymna \rnarne inüyÝitÊm`nuH Sv$p hoy Ke Aem kæuH Ke.˜ ‐ xuH khe Ke? ke: AaTma pU aRnHd Ane AqHDanHdSv$p Ke AenuH jene Ý=m rag=I iwþ pDIne wan =yuH ke ;huH to &ayk Ane xuâ cEtNy KuH' Ae vqt=I te rag=I iwþ pDI gyo Ae!le ragno SvamI n=I KtaHy ßyare (hÒ) AiS=rta Ke tene p` KoDIne hve huH mara Sv$pmaH‐AanHdna \ammaH rmva maguH KuH.

Vyvhar‐Aacar Aaid je!la Ke‐pHcacar: &anacar, dxRnacar Aaid paHc Ke ne...¦ (;Ývcnsar' crànuyogsUck cUilka.) &anacar: kaze w`vuH, ivny=I w`vuH Ae Aaid





· Ýkax mUitR pUßy bhen ]I cHpaben ·



]I inymsar ga=a 8p ‐ 231 (Aa@ Ýkar) Vyvhar, ivkLp Ke, rag Ke. dxRnacar: in:xHiktTv Aaid (Aa@) bol Ae p` rag Ke. cair5acar: pHcmhav/t, simit, guiº Ae Vyvhar p` b\o rag Ke. tpacar: Anxn Aaid (bar Ýkar) na ivkLp é@e Ke Ae p` rag Ke.

vIyRne AxuwmaH n jtaH xuwmaH raqvuH Ae p` Aek rag Ke. TyaH to Aem kæuH Ke ke‐ pHcacar¦ tuH maruH Sv$p n=I. p` ßyaH su\I huH (pU R) vItragp uH n pamuH TyaH su\I tara Ýsad=I Ae!le inim¿=I huH Aa Ýma e (pHcacar$p) xuwwavne AacruH KuH. ;Ýsad=I' lI\uH ne.. TyaH Vyvhar (pÙ)vaza pkDe. (p`) AhÄyaH Aeno nkar kre Ke. Ae paHcey Aacar xuwivkLp Anacar Ke.

ij&asa: Ae beymaH=I ÉyuH sacuH? sma\an: Aa j sacuH Ke. Ane [ Ae sacuH Ke, p` k{ ApeÙaAe? ‐inim¿nuH &an

kraVyuH ke Aene AavuH inim¿ hoy. jene Aa„&an‐sMyGdxRn =yuH Ke, Aene phele=I ragnuH SvamIp uH KU!I gyuH Ke, rag=I ivrÉt Ke Ane SvwavmaH rÉt Ke. p` hÒ nbza{ne l{ne ragaid xuw Aacr` Aave Ke to Aene ma!e khe Ke ke Ae Anacar Ke. JIÌ vatuH bapuH¦

(Òve) bharmaH fyaRfr kyuÅ Ke. (p`) AHdrmaH AHdr xuH cIj Ke AHtr vStu, Ae ko{ dI Ôeva Ae e ÝyTn kyÈ j n=I. (]ota:) ÝyTn krva KtaH deqato n hoy? (_¿r:) ÝyTn kyÈ j n=I. Ane Ae Ôtno ÝyTn hoy to deqaya ivna rhe j nhÄ.

bene (;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' ‡bol 363maH) lQyuH Ke: AHdr AaTmamaH AtIiNãy AanHdna wojnna SvaidÚ =az wyaR Ke Aeno Svad muinAo le Ke. Aaha... ha¦ muinpùH kone khevuH¦¦ hÒ to (lokone) wed&an kone khevuH AenIy qbr n mze.

AhÄ to rag=I iwþ pDIne AHdrmaH‐Sv$pmaH gyo Ke, ragnI AektanaH tazaH toDI naQyaH Ke Ane SvwavnI AektanaH tazaH qolI naQyaH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦ duinyane ATyare (qbr nhÄ) Ae=I vat bhu j¡dI lage. p` vStu to Ýwu pote prm AtIiNãy AanHdno (na=), prmpairàimkSvwav, shj Sv$p, AnHt AnHt gu`na rTnakr=I wrelo (Ke) Aeno je e Ý=m j Aa]y lI\o Aene to Ý=m sMyGdxRn =ay. AhÄyaH to Ae=I Aagz l{ jvuH Ke‐inüyÝitÊm` khevuH Ke ne...¦ pKI (muindxamaH) to je ragnI AiS=rta Ke, Vyvharna &anacr`, dxRnacr` (smiktna in:xHk, in:kaHÙ Aaid Aa@ Vyvharacar) Ae p` AhÄ to Anacar khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pHcmhav/tna piràm ne paHc simit, (5`) guiº ($p) Vyvhar Aene p` AhÄ Anacar g`vamaH Aave Ke. (kemke) Ae Aa„acr` n=I. AavI vat Ke¦ r8 mUzgu ne mhav/t ne.. Ae b\a Anacar Ke.

(AhÄyaH !IkamaH) Ke¦ —inym=I prmopeÙasHymvazane˜‐ je rag=I inrpeÙ‐iwþ pD–o Ke‐Sv$pmaH iS=rtanI ApeÙaAe hÇ¦ inym=I‐inüy=I prm _peÙa sHym¸ jene Vyvhar ne sHym je Vyvhar Ke Aena=I p` jene _peÙa ={ g{ Ke (tene) —xuâ Aa„anI Aara\na˜‐wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu AenuH AHtrmaH j{ne sevn (Ae) xuâ Aa„anI Aara\na¸ ;xuâ Aa„a' Ae i5kaz¸ p` ;AenI Aara\na' Ae vtRman sevn. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo




232 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 magR¦¦ Ae isvaynuH b\uH Anacar Ke.

Aa Aa„a xuâ AanHdkHd Ýwu¸ AenI Aara\na, AenI AHtr Aekag/ta‐sevn, vItragI wavnuH sevn¸ Ae isvayna je!la iÊyakaHDna rag é@e‐=ay‐pHcmhav/tnaH pir`am, Vyvhar simit‐guiº, dev‐guru‐xaS5nI wiÉtno Ýem‐rag‐Ae b\o Anacar Ke¦

ij&asa: krvanuH to kaH{ ræuH nhÄ? sma\an: (Aa) krvanuH ræuH ne... AHdrmaH jvanuH ræuH. ;krvanuH' Ae krvanuH Ke¦ ßyaH

prma„a pote ibraje Ke (TyaH jvanuH Ke). p` ;Aa Aa„a' prma„Sv$p ne AtIHiãy AanHd ne AnHt AnHt xaHitna rsno kHd Ke, Ae vat Aene iv¬asmaH bestI n=I.

Anaid=I AnHtvar sa\u =yo idgHbr... hÇ¦ p` AenI ¹iÚ vtRman pyaRy Ane ragnI iÊya _pr... bs¦ (prHtu) Ae rag=I iwþ, mha wgvan prmanHdno diryo Ke, AnHt ctuÚy‐ AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt vIyR, AnHt AanHd ‐=I wrelo wgvan, Ae tÀv Ke. AnHt Ae!le AenI ko{ myaRda n=I Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aena SvwavnuH sevn Ae Aara\na. Ae isvayna je!la ivkLp‐pHcmhav/tna, dev‐guru‐xaS5nI wi›na é@e Ae p` Anacar Ke. (Aevo y=a=R in Ry p` Éyarey kyÈ nhÄ¦ ) Ke, ke nhÄ AemaH (!IkamaH)?

ij&asa: satma gu`S=annI ApeÙaAe Anacar Ane Kõa gu`S=annI ApeÙaAe sdacar?

sma\an: VyvharnI ApeÙaAe sdacar Ane inüynI ApeÙaAe Anacar‐Ae to b\uH Aek ne Aek Ke. Vyvharene sdacar Ae!le Axuw=I KU!Ine xuw AaVyo Ae ApeÙaAe Vyvhar. p` prma=RnI ¹iÚAe j¡Ao to Ae sdacar p` Anacar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ jgtne jEnp uH smjvuH k@` Ane Ae ivna jNm‐mr`na AHt Aave Aeva n=I, Ýwu¦ Ae kroDpit‐AbÔepit AhÄ hoy, mrIne bIÒ Ù e gaynI kUqe, bkrInI kUqe bCcuH =ay¸ Aola (teAo) maHs ne da$ qata n hoy Ae!le. Ae #oilye sUto hoy, Ae mrIne bkrInI kUqmaH Ôy. kemke Ae e AaTma xuH cIj Ke? Aena Sv$p trf ¹iÚ krI n=I Ane AenuH mahaTMy AaVyuH n=I te=I ragnuH mahaTMy !ZyuH n=I. te=I je Anacar Ke tene Aacar manIne seve Ke Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat Ke¦

Ke...¦ —xuâ Aa„anI Aara\na isvaynuH (b\uHy Anacar Ke).˜ Aa to sadI waØa Ke. (]ota:) wav êDa (Ke). (_¿r:) wav êDa Ke, vat sacI.

tme to ;wgvandas' Ko ne...¦ AHdr Aa„amaH wgvan Ko¦ ;wg' A=aR& AnHt... AnHt... AnHt &an‐dxRn‐AanHdnI l"mI, ;van' A=aRtŸ vazo‐Sv$pμwg´van Ke. AenI sevna (Ae!le ke) inivRkLp &an, dxRn Ane xaHit=I inivRkLp Aara\na, ragna AwavnI ApeÙa KoDIne, (;(ragno) Awav krvo' Ae p` ßyaH ApeÙa n=I hve (bIÒ ApeÙa xI?) ) AHdrmaH inrpeÙSv$pnI iS=rtanI sevna, Ae isvaynuH b\uHy Anacar Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦ je wave tI=Åkrgo5 bH\ay Ke te wav p` Anacar Ke. AavI vat¦¦ vItragno




]I inymsar ga=a 8p ‐ 233 magR Ke, bapu¦

Are¦ Ae du:qI =yo Ke. Ae ingodna wv, Aek ¬asmaH A#ar kyaR, wa{¦ Ae wUlI gyo, b\uH wUlI gyo. Ae nrkna Aek Ù`naH du:q kroDo Òwe, kroDo wve khI xkay nhÄ Ae!laH du:q ve@yaH, bapu¦ Ae Aa„ana wan ivna. xuwiÊya krI to SvgRmaH gyo p` TyaH=I‐xuw pKI Axuw =xe j Aene. bey (xuw ne Axuw) =I riht Aa„a Ke. AenuH &an ne sMyGdxRn Ae e kdI kyuÅ nhÄ. AHdrmaH gyo nhÄ Ane bhar=I KU!–o nhÄ. Ane bharna lÙe je!la ivkLpo =ay, ‐wgvan Aem khe Ke ke: Amne manvamaH tne je rag =ay, Ae p` Ame to inüy khIAe KIAe ke: te Anacar Ke. vItrag (j) Aem khe¦

ij&asa: to Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Aem ÉyaH ræuH? sma\an: loko mane Ke Vyvhar=I inüy =ay. Ýwu¦ ÉyaH=I =ay? Jer pItaH

pItaH Am<tna AoDkar Aave? ls` qataH qataH kStUrIno AoDkar Aave? Aaha... ha¦ AHdr mI@a sagr ne Am<tna Pyala wrela Ke. wgvan to vItragI

Am<tSv$p Ke. AenuH sevn, AenuH Aara\n, Ae p` vItragwave Aara\n¸ Ae isvayno je!lo Vyvhar‐ivkLp é@e (Ae Anacar Ke).

sHsarna‐papna piràm Ae to JermaH Jer Ke. rzvana ne wogna ne Aa bayDIKokraHne sacvvana ne KokraHne kezvÌ devana wav ne pEsa qcRvana ne raÒ raqva ne‐Ae wav to Anacar Ke j. p` xuwwav p` Anacar (Ke Ae) AhÄ prma„aAe to kæo Ke, wa{¦

ij&asa: g<hS=ne to xuwwav=I moÙ kI\o Ke ne...¦ sma\an: na. na. Ae to inim¿=I k=n Ke. Ke ne... crànuyogmaH. Aene

(g<hS=ne) Axuwp uH vteR Ke temaH=I xuwmaH Aave Ke te!lo Axuw KU!e Ke Ane ;pKI xuwne KoDxe' Ae ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke. AhÄyaH to xuwwavne Anacar kæo ne...¦ Ae Anacar=I Aa„ane law =ay? AakruH kam, wa{¦

ij&asa: Aa kuHdkuHdacayR potane ma!e khe Ke¦ sma\an: potane ma!e nhÄ. Aavo Aa magR Ke, Aem khe Ke. ;Aane ÝitÊm`vazo

khevo' Aem khevuH Ke. ;ÝitÊm`my' ‐vazo y nhÄ‐Aava Òvne ÝitÊm`my khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha.. ha¦

Arere¦ bharnI hÇx ne hrqmaH mrI gyo. AhÄ to khe Ke ke: Vyvharna ivkLp é@e AemaHy mrI gyo¦ AemaH hÇxmaH‐hrqmaH‐Ae (Vyvhar) mara Ke ne Aa to huH kruH KuH ne AenI dya meH pazI ne Aa!laH v/t kyaÅ neAa!lI wi› krI ne Aa!laH meH paHcpcIs laqnaH dan kyaÅ ne‐Ae hÇxomaH‐hrqmaH ne hrqmaH‐mrI gyo Ke {¦ Aaha... ha¦

ij&asa: Aa to _TsgRmagR Ke. ApvadmagR hxe ke nhÄ? sma\an: ApvadmagR te É–o? ke AemaH (AaTmamaH) @rI xke nhÄ Tyare (xuw) Aave

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234 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Tyare Axuw=I bcva xuw Aave¸ p` KtaH Ke to (te) Anacar. Aaha.. ha¦ Ae (KÍS=) to AHdrmaH @rI xkto n=I¸ to h@=I AHdr j{ xke Aem Ke nhÄ. shj j{ xkto n=I. to AacayeR ko{nI (xehxrm) raqI n=I. smajne beso n beso p` sTy ;Aa' Ke¦

Ke...¦ —xuâ Aa„anI Aara\na isvaynuH b\uHy Anacar Ke.˜ ‐ ;xuâ Aa„a' Ae!le Aeklo &anmUitR, AanHdmUitR, vItragSv$pI wgvan, pUàRnHdno sagr Aevo xuâ Aa„aãVy... hÇ¦ AenI Aara\na, AenI sHmuqtanI dxa¸ Ae isvaynI prtrfnI dxa‐ivmuqtano wav‐Aohoho¦ Ae to Anacar Ke, Aem khe Ke. Ke¦ ;Aara\na isvaynuH b\uHy' ‐paKuH ;b\uHy' lQyuH Ke‐AHdr Sv$pmaH lInta‐Aara\na isvay je!lo Vyvharno ivkLp é@e (Ae) b\o Anacar Ke, Ae Aacar n=I.

—te=I j s\zo Anacar KoDIne˜ ‐ xa ma!e (Aem) khe Ke? ke:AaTmana AanHdmaH rm`ta, AtIiNãy AanHdmaH rm`ta, vItragwavnI rm`ta¸ Ae isvay b\o Anacar kæo‐ —te=I j (te karè) s\zo Anacar KoDIne˜‐ Ae xuwrag p` Anacar Ke Aene S5 KoDIne, sTy ÝitÊm` krvuH hoy to Aene AamaH (Aa„amaH) rmvuH pDxe. Ae ÝitÊm`nuH je xaS5 rcIne Aene bole Ane Aeno xuwrag Aave, p` Ke Ae prma=eR to Anacar. te=I b\oy Anacar KoDIne‐{ p` _pdex Ke ne...¦ bakI qreqr to Sv$pmaH rm`ta kre Ke Tyare Ae Anacar _Tpþ =to n=I. (to) ;Aene KoDIne' Aem khe Ke. wgvan potana \ammaH‐suq\ammaH Aave Ke, pote AaTma AtIiNãy suq\ammaH Aave Ke Tyare Aene ragnI‐xuwnI _Tpi¿ =tI n=I, te=I Aem kæuH ke: —Anacar KoDIne ‐ _pdexnI xElI, to xuH Aave? ‐Anacar‐xuwne p` KoDIne.

—shjicdŸivlaslÙ`˜‐ ;shj' A=aRtŸ Svawaivk, ;icdŸ' A=aRtŸ &an Ae!le AaTma. shjAaTmivlaslÙ` —inrHjn inj prmaTmtÀv˜ Aaha... ha... ha¦

AavI coQqI vat xaS5maH pDI Ke Ane vaHce nhÄ ne ivcare nhÄ ne (Aem khe ke) ;Ae Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Aem n mane te AekaHt Ke. (p`) Ýwu¦ tuH xuH kre Ke Aa? tara Svwavno mihma tne n=I Aavto¦ (tuH) mha wgvan Ko ne AanHd Ko¦ Ae isvay (je!lo) Vyvhar Ke te b\o Anacar Ke, Sv$pne h e Ke, Fat kre Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ ;smai\xtk' maH kæuH Ke: Arere¦ jgt hà{ Ôy Ke AacayR qed kre Ke‐KÍS= Ke (kÌàno) ivkLp Ke (to khe Ke:) Arere¦ jgt hàtuH Ôy Ke. Ae ragmaH hà{ Ôy Ke Ane KtaH AemaH hÇxuH kre Ke? Jer pIne‐ ;t<Øa !azuH KuH' Aem hÇx kre Ke¦ Aaha.. ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦

;shj&anivlaslÙ`' Ae to &anno ivlaslÙ` AevuH ;inrHjn inj prma„ (tÀv)' ‐ paKuH¦ wgvan prma„a, Ae nhÄ. ;inrHjn' jene ko{ ragaidno mel n=I AevuH Sv$p Ke. rag je dya, dan, v/t, ne wi›no wav Ae p` AHjn‐mel Ke. Ae mel ivnanuH inrHjn inj tÀv. Aaha... ha¦ inj prma„tÀv' ‐ potanuH prma„tÀv. Aaha... ha¦ AenI —wavnaSv$p AacarmaH˜ AenI wavnaSv$p AHtr rm`taSv$p AacarmaH‐




]I inymsar ga=a 8p ‐ 23p nIce (fU!no!maH) kæuH Ke: —shjcEtNyivlasa„k inmRz inj prma„tÀvne wavvuH‐AnuwvvuH te j AacarnuH Sv$p Ke.˜ ‐ wgvan AanHdSv$pne Anuwvvo Ae j AacarnuH Sv$p Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (wgvTkuHdkuHdacayeR Aa xaS5) potanI wavna ma!e kyuÅ Ke Ane jgtne Ôher kre Ke ke: magR ;Aa' Ke, bapu¦ (Aa xaS5ne) bNyaH be hÔr vØR =yaH Ane hj¡ to rhexe.

—Aeva AacarmaH je prm tpo\n˜‐ muin, tp$pI \n Ke jene. AtIiNãy AanHdmaH @rvuH Ae tp. AtIiNãy AanHdmaH @rvuH‐ÔmI jvuH Aeva je tpo\n, jene tp$pI \n Ke. te tpo\n —iS=rta kre Ke ‐Aava AacarmaH (je) iS=rta kre Ke te tpo\n. (—te pote j ÝitÊm` Ke.˜ )

Anxn Ane _òdrIne je tp kI\aH te to Vyvhar kI\o. Vyvhar (Ae) ivkLp Ke, Ae to Anacar kI\o. bar ÝkarnaH tp Ke ne...? te to ivkLp Ke. te to inüy=I Anacar Ke. Aene KoDIne, (je) tpo\n (A=aRtŸ) jene Am<tna AanHdna Anuwvna Svad Aave Ke Aeva tpo\n¸ jena AtIiNãy AanHdna Svad Aagz ragno Svad jene Jer jevo, du:q jevo lage Ke¸ pHcmhav/tna piràm ke wi› (no) wav Ae (jene) du:q$p lage Ke¸ Ane wgvanAaTmana Aara\namaH lInta Ae (jene) AanHd$p lage Ke¸ (Aeva je tpo\n te pote j ÝitÊm` Ke.)

Aaha... ha¦ AavI coQqI vat xaS5maH pDI Ke. xaS5maH to Ke ne...¦ Aek wa{Ae to pUK–uH htuH ne...? kI\uH: Aa (vat) tmara sHÝdaymaH n=I, xaS5maH Ke (Ae) vat sacI, xaS5maH Ke Aa. (]ota:) (xaS5) b\aH mHidrna wHDarmaH pD–aH Ke. (_tr:) Aena A=R _keltaH AavDe nhÄ. xaS5nuH Ýyojn xuH Ke? xaS5 wÌne p` Ýyojn xuH Ke? ‐Ýyojn to ;AHtrmaH jvuH' te Ke. kemke drek xaS5nuH Ýyojn vItragta Ke. ;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐172 maH AaVyuH ne: jEndxRnna car AnuyognaH xaS5o, tenuH taTpyR vItragta (Ke). to Ae ;vItragta' kem =ay? ke: Svno Aa]y kre to =ay. Aeno A=R j Ae AaVyo ke ;Svno Aa]y' te j xaS5nuH taTpyR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —je prm tpo\n iS=rta kre Ke te pote j ÝitÊm` Ke.˜ potanI wavna ma!e (xaS5) kyuÅ p` Aeva je hoy te pote j ÝitÊm` Ke Aem kI\uH. tpo\n muin, vStuno Svwav je xuâ cEtNy AanHd, temaH je rme Ke, inj\ammaH je e rmtuH maHDI Ke te tpo\n pote ÝitÊm` Ke. Ae (pote) ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

(wavnaSv$p) AacarmaH —je (prm tpo\n) shjvEraGywavna$pe˜‐pr=I‐rag=I shj vEraGy Ke AHdr. Aaha... ha

∙shjcEtNyivlasaTmk inmRz inj prmaTmtÀvne wavvuH‐AnuwvvuH te j AacarnuH Sv$p Ke Aeva AacarmaH je prm tpo\n iS=rta kre Ke te pote j ÝitÊm` Ke.




236 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ;pu~y‐papna Ai\kar' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ ke: pu~y‐papna wav=I qsI jvuH Ae

vEraGy Ke. pu~y‐papna wav=I h@Ine qsI jvuH Ae vEraGy Ke. Aam bayDIKokraH KoD–aH ne ku!uHb KoD–uH ne fla uH (KoD–uH) Ae vEraGy n=I. Aene je xuwwav je rag Aave Aena=I p` h@I jvuH AenuH nam vEraGy Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

svare Aek klak AaVyuH htuH JI uH Ane Aa pz vzI paKuH JI uH. Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay, wa{? Arere¦ du:qI duinya. Aene du:qnI qbruH y n mze. Ane kem xaHit mze... konI trf jva=I \mR mze? ‐AenI qbruH y n mze.

wgvan (AaTma) to AkØay sagr=I wyÈ Ke. AkØay‐xaHitsagrno na= wgvan Ke. pU R AkØay, pU R vItrag, ijnSv$pe ibraje Ke. pU R xaHtrsno sagr Ýwu Ke. AenI sevna isvaynuH b\uHy Anacar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;AenI sevna' Ae!le AenI wavna‐Aekag/ta.

Ke¦ shjvEraGywagna$p e —pir`Myo =ko iS=rwav kre Ke˜‐shjpè rag=I ivrmIne Sv$pmaH rme Ke. Aaha... ha¦ shjp e (rag=I) ivrme Ke, h@=I nhÄ‐Aem khe Ke. smÔùH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Svawaivk vEraGywavna$pe (pir`me Ke).

iv. sH. 1967‐68nI vat hxe. wavngrmaH Aek ferI \/uvnuH na!k ÔeyuH htuH. ANymitmaH \/uv‐ÝhŸlad Aave Ke. AenI ma mrI gyelI. Aeno bap nvI pr~yo. Aa pote pKI sa\u‐bavo =yo. vnmaH Aam krIne (!eko krIne tpSya krva) be@o. _pr (SvgR) =I be [NãaÌAo étre Ke. Aene llcave Ke ke, he \/uv¦ Aa AmaraH xrIr to j¡Ao: maq` jevaH xrIr suHdr $pazaH, xrIrna Aa b\a Avyvo¦ Aam AHg AHg btave ne Aam btave ne Aam btave. Tyar pKI \/uv Ae!lo jvab Aape Ke: mata¦ mare Ôe wv krvano hxe to kolkrar=I khuH KuH ke tarI kUqe AavIx. bakI bIj¡H hram Ke hÇ¦ tarI bIÒ vat mne llcavI xke nhÄ. Ae loko Aeva vEraGy krta hta. AavuH na!kmaH AavtuH. Aaha... ha¦ ATyare to ifLme kaza ker krI naQya Ke.

AhÄ Aap e ;Aa' \/uvnI vat krvI Ke hÇ¦ (TyaH) Ae ÔtnI ¹iÚ nhÄ Ane tÀvnI to kaH{ qbr n hoy. (AhÄyaH) Aa to shj vEraGy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHtrna AanHdna émzka AavtaH rag=I qsI Ôy Ke, shjpè qsI Ôy Ke. AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdna SvadmaH, \m± ragna ivkLp=I sheje qsI Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva ragna AwavSvwav$pe pir`Myo =ko, =yo =ko (iS=r =ay Ke).

bapu¦ margDa j¡da bhu bapu¦ vItrag ijneNãdev, i5lokna= prme¬rnI vaÌmaH ;Aa' magR AaVyo. Are¦ duinyane saHwzva mze nhÄ. Ae ÉyaH j{ne _tara krxe? AhÄ saHwzva mze to Aene QyalmaH Aem Aave ke kH{k magR ko{ j¡do Ke Aa to.

—shj vEraGynI wavna$pe pir`Myo =ko˜ ‐ vItragwave pir`Myo =ko, rag=I vEraGy A=aRtŸ _dasIn$pe pir`Myo =ko‐ ;iS=r wav kre Ke.˜ AHtrmaH‐AanHdmaH iS=rta ÔmI Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Aa Kokra ro!lI qata hoy Ane pKI nana becar sakrna gaHgDa Aape pKI KokraAo




]I inymsar ga=a 8p ‐ 237 qay Ane AolI sakr wInI ={ hoy Ane maqI Aave, tene qava bese pKI Kokro frIne gaHgDo _paDe Tyare maqInI paHq p` dba{ Ôy Aola (gaHgDa) maH. pKI co!elI hoy ne to J! éDe nhÄ. Aa (sakrna) Svad Aagz paHq tU!I Ôy p` maqI TyaH=I qse nhÄ. Aem jene AanHdna‐sakrna Svad AaVya, te ragna ivkLp=I tdŸn h@I gyo Ke tene Ae xrIr tU!I Ôy ne wHg ={ Ôy top` drkar n=I. _psgR ne pirØh Anek Aave p` te \m±ne ADta n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ bharmaH _psgR ne prIØhna #gla Aave KtaHy, pote AanHdno Svaidyo TyaH=I (AanHd=I) qsto n=I. jem Ae maqI éDtI n=I (tem). smÔ uH kaH{? Aavo Ke magR, bapu¦ hÒ Aene Aozqa e y n mze, AenuH &ane y n mze (to) ]âa to ÉyaH=I lavvI? Ane iS=rta to ÉyaH (y rhI dUrnI vat).

Aaha..... ha¦ (shjvEraGywavna$pe) pir`Myo =ko iS=rwav kre Ke, —te prm tpo\n j˜- bIÔe nhÄ, Aem. AtIiNãy AanHdna SvadmaH ÔmI gyo Ke Aevo tpo\n j‐muin —ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevay Ke, kar` ke te prm smrsIwavna$pe pir`Myo =ko˜‐hve, (phelaH je) ;iS=rwav' kæo te xuH Ke (te) khe Ke: te prm smrsIwavna$pe pir`Myo, prm vItragnI Aekag/tap e pir`Myo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vItragIwavp e AHdr pir`Myo Ke, kemke Ýwu pote Aa„a vItragSv$p Ke¸ AenI wavnapè vItragwave pir`Myo Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ —shj inüyÝitÊm`my Ke˜‐Lyo¦ te shj inüyÝitÊm`my Ke (A=aRtŸ) te ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

wav to Aakra Ke, wa{¦ AnHtkazno ko{ dI AWyas nhÄ. Aa duinyana AWyasmaH mrI gyo¦ AelAel. bI. , Aem. Ae. , DaÛk!r. ‐ (AevaH) mo!aH pUHKDaH vzgaD–aH. du:qna rSte vyo gyo.

te (prm tpo\n) j Svawaivk inüyÝitÊm`my Ke. ;ÝitÊm`vazo Ke' Aemey nhÄ¸ ÝitÊm`my j Ke, Aem. AanHdna SvadmaH Ae!lo mxgUl ={ gyo Ke ke ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke. pap (Ane pu~y) =I h@I gyo Ke Ane Sv$pmaH @rI gyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AamaH kH{k xaS5na bhu Ô`pànI j$r Ke? ke: AevuH kaH{ Ke nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AHdrmaH j{ne @rvuH, (bs¦) Ae shj ÝitÊm`my Aa„a Ke.

AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to piDkmùH saHje kre Ae!le bs¦ Ame piDkm uH krI AaVya. xuH piDkm`? kone khevuH p`? im+yaTvnuH sevn kre‐rag Aave Ane Aem mane ke meH \mR kyÈ‐im+yaTvnuH sevn kre Ane mane ke Ame ÝitÊm` kyuÅ. Are¦ xuH =ay, bapu¦

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238 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (hve Aa 8pmI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH muinraj be }lok khe Ke:)

(mailnI) A= injprmanNdEkpIyUØsaNãH Sf¡irtshjbo\aTmanmaTmanmaTma.injxmmyvaiwRinRwranHdwÉTya Snpytu bhuiw: ikH laEikkalapjale:.. 113..

(}loka=R:) Aa„a inj prmanHd$pI AiätIy Am<t=I ga# wrela, Sfuirt shj &anSv$p Aa„ane inwRr (-wrck) AanHd-wiÉtpUvRk inj xmmy jz vDe Snan kravo¸ bhu laEikk AalapÔzo=I xuH Ýyojn Ke (A=aRtŸ bIÔ Anek laEikk k=nsmUh=I xuH kayR sre Aem Ke)? 113.

Aaha... ha¦ —Aa„a inj prmanHd$pI AiätIy Am<t=I ga# wrelaH˜‐kevo Ke

Ýwu¦ Aa Aa„a? ke: inj prmanHd$pI AiätIy‐AÔeD Am<t, Aena Am<tnI hare ko{ne mez kray AevI (ko{) cIj n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a inj prmanHd$pI AÔeD Am<t=I ga# wrelo Ke, i5kaz... hÇ¦ Ane te —Sfuirt˜ Ke. —shj &anSv$p˜ AHdr Sfuirt j Ke, Ýk! j Ke. ‐Aem Aa vat pyaRynI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd=I wrelo, ga# wrelo‐ Aem. polo nhÄ. Aa dU\maH _fa`‐éwro Aave Ae b\uH poluH Aave. dU\ paHc xer hoy AemaH éwro Aave TyaH te kaH{ v\Ine dx xer ={ gyuH Ke Aem n=I. Aa (Aa„a) to Am<t=I ga# wrelo wgvan¸ (Ae) polo n=I. Aaha... ha¦ wgvanAa„a AtIiNãy Am<tna sagr=I ga# wrelo (Ke). TyaH pola` n=I (ÉyaHy). jem rTnno krHiDyo pUro hoy Ke tem Am<tna sagrno krHiDyo wgvan Ke. Am<t=I ga# wrelo, Ýg! shj &anSv$p, Ýg! Ae!le shj Sv$p &an AHdr xiÉt‐Svwav$pe Ýg! j Ke. Ae to pyaRynI ApeÙaAe tene AVyÉt p` potanI AepÙaAe Ae to VyÉt‐Ýg! j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan potana &anSv$pe Ýg! ibrajman Ke.

(Sfuirt (Ýg!) shj) &anSv$p —Aa„ane inwRr (-wrck)˜ ‐ hve, xuH khe Ke? Aavo je wgvan AtIiNãy Am<tna sagr=I ga# wrelo Ýwu (ne) —AanHd-wiÉtpUvRk˜‐waØa to j¡Ao¦ AenI wi› kevI? ke: AanHdmy wi›. Aaha... ha... ha¦ wrck‐inwRr AanHd‐wi›pUvRk. ‐ paKuH ÔeyuH¦ pote to (Am<t=I ga#) wrelo Ke. p` AenI wi› p` wrck AanHd (pUvRk), wiÉtpUvRk wrelI Ke. prm AanHd$pe =vuH, Ae inüywi› Ke. VyvharwiÉt‐dev, guru, xaS5nI‐Ae to ivkLp Ke, Ae du:q Ke. Ane Aa wgvan Am<t=I wrelo AenI prm AanHd‐wiÉt‐AanHdnI wi›, Aem kæuH (Ae!le ke) prm AanHd dxa Ýg! ={. AanHd‐iwÉtpUvRk —inj xmmy jz vDe˜‐potana vItragSvwav äara, smtana jz vDe —Snan kravo˜‐ Aaha... ha¦ Lyo, Aa krvanuH kæuH¦

}loko keva kyaR Ke... j¡Ao ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ (]ota:) piv5 tÀv Ke to vzI Snan xuH? (_¿r:) ;Snan kravo' Ae!le (piv5ta) Ýg! kro Ae!le pyaRymaH milntano nax ={ Ôy, Aem. pyaRymaH AanHd‐wiÉt=I Snan kravo. vStu to vStu Ke.




]I inymsar }lok 113 ‐ 239 Aaha... ha¦ AavI vatuH¦¦ hve Aa bharmaH manIne besvuH ke Aa v/t paZya ne

#Äk uH kyuÅ ne vØ±tp kyaÅ ne¦ ‐\Uzey n=I. b\aH JernaH PyalaH Ke.

AhÄyaH to Am<tmy wiÉt. wrck AanHd‐wi›pUvRk Aa„ane inwRr‐wrck inj xmrs jz vDe (Snan kravo). Ae ;AanHd‐wiÉt' kevI Ke? vItragwav jz vDe AenI pyaRymaH Snan kravo. Ae!le Tyare Axuâta !ze Ane xuâta Ke te Ýg! =ay Ke, Aem.

‐xuH kæuH Ae? muin khe Ke: —bhu laEikk AalapÔzo=I xuH Ýyojn Ke?˜ wa{¦ Ae VyvharnI‐ivkLpnI b\I laEikkÔzo (Ke). v/t ne tp ne wgvannI wiÉt (Ae) b\I laEikk Ôz Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bhu khevuH‐bolvuH, (Ae) laEikk AalapÔz (Ke). (;smysar' kzx‐244maH) AaVyuH htuH ne...¦ —Almlm.˜ Ae waØa AhÄ pote (!Ikakar muinAe) vaprI Ke: bhu khIne xuH khevuH, wa{? Ae AalapÔz=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? bhu khevana k=n=I xuH Ýyojn Ke? — A=aRtŸ bIÔ Anek laEikk k=nsmUho=I xuH kayR sre Aem Ke?˜ Aaha... ha¦ VyvhariÊyakaHD Ane v/taid=I Aa„anuH kayR xuH sre Aem Ke? Ae b\uH to laEikk Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa loko¿r kayR Ke‐wrck AanHd‐wiÉt (vDe) Aa„ane xuâ kro‐pyaRymaH hÇ¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa loko¿r Snan Ke. wrck AanHdSv$p Ke Ýwu¸ tene pyaRymaH wrck AanHd‐wi›=I xuâ kro. AhÄ AavI vato¦¦ Aa wiÉt‐AanHdSv$p wgvanmaH Aekag/ ={ne AanHdnI wi› kro Ae wi›.

(wi›maH) #ol vgaDe... Are, bapu¦ Ae xuH Ke, wa{? Ae iÊya to Aa„a krto n=I. p` AHdr rag =yo Ae Aa„anuH ktRVy n=I. (loko) Aem khe: hzve hzve clay ne..¦ ke Aekdm kH{ clatuH hxe? AhÄ to khe ke: Aekdm nhÄ (ke) hzve... Aa j magR Ke¦

AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrck wi› kr¦ Ae wgvannI wiÉt Ke. (bIÔ=I) xuH kayR sre Aem Ke? bakI VyvharnaH k=no gme te kro Ane ragnI Ôz gme te!lI éwI kro te=I Aa„anuH xuH kayR sre? Aaha... ha¦ wrck AtIiNãy AanHd‐wi›=I Aa„anI wi› kre to Aa„anuH kayR‐AanHdnuH kayR sre. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vatuH¦¦

Aa xaS5 ÉyaH AhÄ song#nuH bnaveluH Ke? Aa to phelanuH Ke. AHdr F uH b\uH pD–uH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —bIÔ Anek laEikk k=nsmUho=I xuH kayR sre Aem Ke?˜ bIÔe }lok:‐

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(s/G\ra) muÉTvanacrmuŠEjRnnm<t krHsvRdoØÝsHgHiS=TvaTmNyaTmnaTma in$pmshjanHd£G&iºxÉtaE.baæacarÝmuÉt: xmjlini\vaibRNdusHdohpUt:so½yH pu~y: pura`: ÙiptmlkilwaRit lokoâsaÙI.. 114..

(}loka=R:‐ ) je Aa„a jNm-mr`ne krnara, svR doØona ÝsHgvaza

Anacarne ATyHt KoDIne, in$pm shj AanHd-dxRn-&an-vIyRvaza Aa„amaH Aa„a=I iS=t ={ne, baæ Aacar=I mu› =yo =ko, xm$pI smuãna jzibHduAona smUh=I piv5 =ay Ke, te Aa piv5 pura` (-snatn) Aa„a mz$pI klexno Ùy krIne lokno _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke. 114.

—je Aa„a jNm-mr`ne krnara, svRdoØona ÝsHgvaza Anacarne ATyHt

KoDIne˜- je AaTma jNm‐mr`ne krnara, Ae xuwwav p` jNm‐mr`na krnaraH Ke, Ae b\a‐svR doØo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vatuH Ke¦¦ VyvharrTn5yno wav Ae doØ Ke¦

VyvharrTn5y te kar` Ane inüy te kayR. (Aem) xaS5maH ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk' maH p` kayRnaH be kar` lQyaH Ke¦ p` Ae to inim¿nuH &an kraVyuH Ke, bapu¦ xuH =ay? ;tÀva=RrajvaitRk'maH ;kayRnaH be kar`‐_padan ne inim¿' kæa, te to inim¿nuH &an kraVyuH Ke, bIÒ cIj sa=e htI, bs¦ Ae!luH. te=I (inim¿=I) kayR =yuH Ke? (Aem n=I), kayR to _padan=I j =yuH Ke. Aene‐xuâne _Tpþ krvanI injÙ` Ke, Ae inim¿ne l{ne n=I. Svwavne Aa]ye (je) vItragpirìt Ýg!I Ke te injÙ` Ke, tene _Tpþ =vano Ae kaz Ke. inim¿ne l{ne (te vItragpirìt) _Tpþ ={ Ke tem n=I. p` fÉt inim¿ ÔeDe Ke tenuH &an kravva ;be kar`nuH kayR' khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. hve, Aava A=R n smje to xuH =ay? Ane vai`yane Aa (smjvanI) drkarey n=I, Aem ne Aem pD–a Ae pD–a rhe vaDamaH, (Vy=RmaH) ijHdgI pUrI ={ ne haLya jvana.

kI\uH nhotuH? . la@ImaH A#ar vØRnI Aek ba{, be vØRnuH pr etr, Ame Aek vqte ÔeyelI, Aene xItzano rog =yo, da e da e {yz. Ae ba{nuH Aam pDquH fre TyaH hÔro {yz Aam qre Ane Aam pDquH fre to (p` Aem =ay). ba{ ibcarI khe: ba¦ meH Aa wvmaH AavaH pap kyaÅ n=I. Aa mara=I shn =tuH n=I, pDquH fre TyaH AiGn bze Ke, Aam fre to AiGn bze Ke Ane AHdr {yzo c!ka‐b!ka wre Ke¦ Ae to xrIrnI AvS=a htI. Ae e Ae e (pUveR) rag kyÈ hto... te (hve) ragne wogvvano. nanI ëmrnI htI, ibcarI hÇ¦ AemaH ne AemaH mrI g{. he@e tza{ pa=rI htI. tza{ te xuH kre? AhÄ (xrIrmaH) ßyaH kaàH pD–aH ne ßyaH {yzo pDI TyaH nIce tza{ xuH kre, bapu? Aaha... ha¦ AevaH du:qone p` AnHtvar shn kyaR Ke, Ýwu¦

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]I inymsar }lok 114 ‐ 241 AHdrmaH gyo n=I, Ae drbarmaH pe@o n=I¸ iwqaraveDamaH Ae rqD–o Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan iwÙa mage Ke¦ ragnI iwÙa mage Ke. rag kH{ Aapo... rag kruH to law =ay‐Are¦ iwqarI.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —je Aa„a jNm‐mr` ne krnara, svR doØona ÝsHgvaza˜‐ AemaH xuwwav p` svR doØono ÝsHg Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat AakrI pDe. pKI (loko) song#ne Aem khe... ne‐song#maH Aam Ke ne Aam Ke. bapu¦ kho, wa{¦ magR to Aa Ke, wa{¦ Ane te tara ihtno pH= Ke Aa. bakI AnHtkaz du:qI ={ne mrI gyo Ke.

AhÄyaH ke!la xBd vapyaR: jNm‐mr`ne krnara, svR doØo‐ÔeyuH¦ Ae pu~y Ane pap svR doØ, Ane ÝsHgvaza‐Aeno (pu~ypapno) sHg kyÈ, shvas kyÈ, sHbH\ kyÈ, ÔeDa` kyuÅ¸ Aena=I rqDI myÈ Ke.

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Ývcn: ta. 24-2-1978 ;inymsar' ga=a 8pno }lok‐114. —je AaTma jNm-mr`ne krnara˜ ‐ jNm

Ane mr`, coyaRxIna Avtar krnar —svR doØo˜ ‐ Ae b\a xuw Ane Axuwwav jNm‐mr`ne krnara svR doØ Ke. ihHsa, jU@uH, corI, ivØywogvasna, Ae to pap Ke, jNm‐mr`ne _Tpþ krnara (Ke j.) p` (je) dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidna xuw wav Ke Ae p` jNm‐mr`ne krnara doØ Ke. Ae —svRdoØona˜ ‐xuw Ane Axuwna AsHQy Ýkar (Aena) —ÝsHgvaza˜ ‐ doØona sHg, sHbH\, shvas, Ae!le ke xuw ragno shvas, sHg Ane xuwragmaH ÔeDa`, Ae b\a jNm‐mr`ne krnara Ke Aeva —Anacarne˜ ‐Ae b\a Anacar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je paHc mhav/t Ane Vyvhar simit, guiºne loko \mR khe Ke (tene) AhÄ khe Ke ke: te rag Ke, Anacar Ke.

Aek to smSt doØ Ane teno sHg‐shvas‐pircy varHvar AnHtkaz=I kyÈ Ke. Aeva sHgvaza (‐ÝsHgvaza) Anacarne —ATyHt KoDIne˜ ‐ AhÄyaH to inüyÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ phelaH smSt rag=I Aa„ane iwþ krIne AaTmana AanHdnI wavna krvI Ae to Ý=m wed&annI dxa Ke. (p` AhÄ Ae=I ivxeØ vat Ke).

(AaTm) Sv$p xuâ cEtNyFn (Ke). Aa„a —inrupm shj AanHd-dxRn-&an-vIyRvazo˜ (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ kevo Ke Aa„a AHdr? ke: shj AanHd, shj dxRn, Svawaivk &an, Svawaivk vIyR (vazo Ke). AnHt ctuÚy lI\uH. Aaha... ha¦ AHtr Aa„ana SvwavmaH behd‐AnHt AanHd, AnHt &an, AnHt vIyR, AnHt dxRn Ke. jenuH \/uvSv$p, AemaH AnHt AanHd Aaid wrelo Ke. ‐Aeva AnHt AanHd, AnHt dxRn, AnHt &an, AnHt vIyR‐Aevaza‐ Ae Aa car gu` Aaidvaza —Aa„amaH˜‐AaTma Aene khIAe. (Aem) khe Ke ke: jemaH AtIiNãy‐Anakuz AanHd AnHt wyÈ Ke.




242 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Svwav Ke ne...¦ SvwavnI myaRda xuH hoy? Aaha... ha¦ Svwav to Amap Ke.

jenuH map Apirimt Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aevo je AanHd, &an, dxRn Ane vIyR Svwavvazo Aa„a¸ Aava AaTmamaH —AaTma=I iS=t ={ne˜ Ae!le ke inivRkarI Sv$pmaH inivRkarI pirìt=I iS=t ={ne, Aem. AavI vat Ke¦ \mR ;Aa' Ke¦

AnHt &an‐AanHdSv$p Ýwu¸ AemaH vtRmanmaH inivRkLp ]âa, &an Ane vItragIpirìt äara‐ Ae Aa„a äara‐Aa„amaH (A=aRtŸ) —AaTmamaH AaTma=I˜ ‐;=I =kI' Ke ne...¦ Apadan Ke ne...¦ ;=I' (Ae!le Aa„a=I) —iS=t ={ne˜‐Aaha... ha¦ AavI vat¦¦

AnHt AanHdvazo Aa„a. AemaH Aa„a=I iS=r ={ne Ae!le ke je!la pu~y‐papna ivkLp Ke Ae to Anacar Ke, Aene KoDIne, Sv$pmaH je iS=r =ay Ke te vItragdxa, Ae Aa„a Ke. Aem khevuH Ke.

AhÄyaH Aa„amaH Aa„a=I‐xuâ cEtNymaH, xuâ cEtNynI pirìt äara iS=t ={ne. (]ota:) pirìtne Aa„a kI\o? (_¿r:) Ae pirìtne ATyare (Aa„a) kI\o ne...¦ xuâpirìt Ke ne AenI? Ae äara, Aa„amaH Aa„a=I, Ae!le vItragIpirìt=I. AaTma AtIiNãy vItragSv$p Ke. AanHd Ane xaHit wrck wrelaH Ke. Aene vtRmanmaH xaHit Ane inmRz vItragpyaRy äara (Ae!le ke Ae Aa„a=I) Aa„amaH iS=t ={ne. Aaha... ha¦ Aa AanuH nam \mR. Ane AanuH nam sacuH ÝitÊm`. AenuH nam sTy samaiyk.

Anaid=I jenI rmtuH Aek smynI dxa‐pyaRymaH Ke, je ivcar AaidnI vtRmanpyaRy‐dxa VyÉt‐Ýg! Ke AemaH j jenI Anaid=I rmt Ke Ae!le Ae e AHdr vStumaH DoikyuH kyuÅ n=I (ma!e) Aene Aavo Aa„a besvo (k@` Ke).

AtIiNãy AnHt AanHdSv$p wgvan¸ AemaH Aekag/ ={ne —baæ Aacar=I muÉt =yo =ko˜‐Ae Vyvharna je!la dya, dan, v/taidna Vyvhar¸ &anacar, dxRnacar, cair5acar, tpacar Ane vIyaRcar Aeva Vyvharna Aacar=I, ‐baæ kho ke Vyvhar kho‐—baæ Aacar=I muÉt =yo =ko˜ (Ae!le ke:) AhÄyaH to baæ Aacar je b\o ivkLp Ke, Ae b\aH bH\naH kar` Ke, Ae=I jene AbH\piràm Ýg! krva Ke te AbH\SvwavI wgvanno Aa]y l{ne AbH\piràm=I AHdr iS=r =ay Ke, te baæ Aacar=I KU!I Ôy Ke, muÉt =ay Ke. Aam smÔy AevuH (VyaQyan) Ke. ;mu› =yo =ko' Ae!le AtIiNãy AanHdmaH êDe êDe j{ne @re Ke Ae!le baæna lÙvaza je ivkLpo AemaH=I KU!I Ôy Ke. AavI vat¦¦ smÔ uH kaH{? ;baæ Aacar' Ae!le ;Vyvhar Aacar' =I muÉt =yo =ko, inüySv$pna AacarmaH iS=r =yo =ko Ane Vyvharna Aacar=I muÉt =yo =ko.

Aa dehnI iÊya nhÄ¸ Aa to kaze w`vuH‐ivny=I vaHcvuH Aaid &anacar¸ inxHk Aaid smiktna Aacar¸ paHc mhav/t, paHc simit, 5` guiº Ae ter ivkLp cair5na Aacar¸ bar ÝkarnaH tpna ivkLp (Ae) tpna Aacar¸ vIyRne AxuwmaH jtuH htuH tene xuwmaH (yojvano ivkLp Ae vIyaRcar)¸ Ane dya, dan, v/taid (na s\zay ivkLp) ‐Ae p` Anacar Ke. Ae Anacar=I mu› ={, Sv$pmaH lIn ={, —xm$pI smuãna jzibHduAona smUh=I piv5 =ay Ke.˜




]I inymsar }lok 114 ‐ 243 Aaha... ha¦ Aa pHcm Aarana sHtnI vaÌ Ke¦ Aem ke Aa to co=a Aarana ma!e

Ke, Aem (ko{ khe to te sTy n=I). magR to —Aek hoy 5`kazmaH prmar=no pH=˜. Aaha... ha¦ xuH =ay? (sHÝdaymaH) AaqI vat frI g{ Ke ne...¦

khe Ke ke: wyaR wHDar FrmaH pD–a Ke. AnHt AanHd, AnHt dxRn, AnHt xaHit, AnHt SvCKta‐AevamaH iS=r ={ne, (A=aRtŸ) Aevo je AaTma AemaH iS=r ={ne, baæ Aacar=I muÉt =yo =ko Ane AHtr Aacar=I siht =yo =ko.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ k@` pDe ma`sne. (Aeno) AWyas nhÄ Ane bharno AWyas. bIÒ (ivprIt) Ý$pà. AaqI bIÒ ]âa.

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: je baæacar Ke te Aa„a=I ivruâ‐ivprIt Ke. Ae pHc mhav/tna piràm Ae b\a ivprIt Ke, Ae Aa„ana Aacar=I ivprIt Ke. (]ota:) inüy=I? (_¿r:) inüy=I Ae!le vStuiS=it=I j ivprIt Ke. vStuiS=it Ae n=I. Vyvharna ragno wav, Ae vStunuH Sv$p j n=I¸ Ae Aena (vStu) Sv$pnI pirìtmaH y n=I. Sv$p n=I Ae!le Sv$pnI pirìt p` AevI Ke ke jemaH Vyvhar Aacar Ke nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? (]ota:) Vyvharvaza vaH\o j ka#e¦ (_¿r:) (wle) ka#e. bIj¡H xuH Ke hve AemaH. Aa to (snatn) magR Ke. Aa kaH{ ATyarno Ke? Aa to phele=I‐hÔro vØÈ=I haLyo Aave Ke. Aa (vat) xaS5maH Ke ke nhÄ? (Ae) kaH{ FrnI kLpna Ke?

Aaha... ha? AaTma jevI svÈTk<Ú ko{ cIj j n=I. Aevo je wgvanAaTma¸ Aene &anmaH brabr ÔÌne in Ry krI Ane AHtrmaH @rvuH Ane Vyvhar Aacar=I KU!I jvuH, mu› =vuH (Ae j Aekma5 suqno pH= Ke).

ij&asa: to mHidr xuH kame bnaVyaH? sma\an: ko e bnaVyaH Ke? ramÒwa{Ae |yan raqIne kyaÅ Aem hxe? Aem

inim¿=I khevay. bakI to je kaH{ Ae prmaùnI pyaRy wgvannI (ÝitmanI) Ane mHidrnI je Ù e AenI jNmÙ` htI, te _Tpi¿na kaze, Aena kar e AenI _Tpi¿ ={ Ke.

AHg/eÒmaH Aek kagz AaVyo Ke. lQyuH Ke ke tmara trf=I poþUr ihlmaH kuHdkuHdacayRna tI=RnI Ýisiâ ={. tme Aa bhuH saruH kyuÅ Ke. tI=Rne ÝisiâmaH laVya. to nÒkmaH Aek tI=R Ke TyaH Ýitma Ke, cmTkairk Ke, rog m!aDe Ke ne fla uH Ke, Aa tI=RnI Ýisiâ kro. AhÄ khe Ke ke Ae bharnI Ýisiâ ko` kre? bapa¦ Ae to je kaze =vanuH hoy Ane Aeva Ôegvazo hoy Ane ivkLp AaVyo hoy to Aene ivkLpne inim¿ khevay. Ae xaS5rcna, ÝitmanuH p\ravvuH, Ae bharnI cIj, Ae kaH{ Aa„anI iÊya Ke? Ae xuwwavnI iÊya (Aa„amaH) =ay ma!e te baænI iÊya (kayR) =ay, Aem Ke? AHdr xuwwav wgvannI wiÉt Aaidno AaVyo hoy te=I krIne Ae (baæmaH) iÊya =ay Ke? Ýwu¦ Aa to magR Aakro Ke, bapa¦ bhu fer... Fò fer, wa{¦

Arere¦ mr` !aze AenI pase ko{ nhÄ rhe, Ae pote Ke Ae Aa„a rhexe. Aene carekor=I (ÝitkUzta Aavxe). ATyare Aene Aek =oDuH KoDvuH k@` pDe¦ (p`) deh KU!vane !a e Ae




244 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 b\uH KoDxe. xrIrna Avyvo kam nhÄ kre, ¬as nhÄ cale, b\aH ku!uHbI wegaH =yaH hxe, Ôeya kre Aam xuH krvuH? Aape Ke kaH{? AapI devana Ke? Aaha... ha¦ ßyaH wHDar wyaÅ Ke TyaH samuH Ôeto n=I Ane jemaH pote n=I AenI samuH Ôe{ne ;maruH kaH{ saruH =ay, kLya` =ay A=va Aa mr`naH du:qo (wogvvaH n pDe' AevI AakaHÙa raqe. p`) Aek Ù`maH b\uH Aam fDak d{ne KU!I jxe‐ Ae mkan ne dukan ne pEsa ne Aena qa!la ne FrvqrI‐finRcr ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦

muHb{maH Aek wa{ne TyaH saHje Aahar krva gya hta. mkanmaH paHc laq $ipyanuH to AekluH finRcr htuH. AorDe AorDe mqml pa=rela. TyaH mne to Aem =ay ke: Arere¦ AhÄ=I (Aene) KU!vuH AakruH pDxe. Aaha... ha¦ bharnI v<i¿maH Aekakar ={ gyelo. wgvan pote ÉyaH Ke AHdr=I j¡do? AenI qbrey n mze. Are, Ýwu¦ ÉyaH rjk` Ane ÉyaH (Aa wgvan)¦ Are¦ (jene) ragnI hare p` (ßyaH sHbH\ n=I, to pKI Aa mkan ne dukan ne vepar ne, finRcr ne mqml Ae taraH ÉyaH=I ={ gya?)

AhÄyaH kI\uH ne...¦ xuwragna ÝsHgvazo Ae Aa„a Ke? (Aem n=I). xuwragna ÝsHg Ae to b\a doØo Ke. (Anacar Ke). Aaha... ha¦

AkSmat... Aekdm AHdr fU... Ô e ke AHdr to Aa xuH =yuH? ATyare to j¡Ao ne...¦ ma`so nanI nanI ëmrmaH ha!Rfe{l ke!laH ={ gyaH. p` Ae cIj (xrIr) nI iS=it Ke. Ae taramaH ÉyaH Ke? Ae to (prma u) AenI iS=itnaH (Aena=I) krelaH Ke. Ae (prma uH) ne ;mara' khIne AekTvbuiâ=I (potana) maNya, te KoDva !a`e, Ýwu¦ bhuH du:q =xe. (p`) Aene KoDvakaze pote rag=I KU!Ine (Svwavne) iwþ waZyo hoy, rag=I KU!Ine je e &aykwav j¡do paD–o hoy, Aene mrtaH, TyaH j ¹iÚ pDxe ke‐ ;huH to Aa KuH.' huH to AnHt &anAanHd=I wrelo wgvan KuH, &ayk KuH.' ;huH ragmaH y n=I' huH pU R Sv$p, Aek smynI pyaRymaH n=I.' (to du:q n =ay).

(mr`nI) Ae pz Aa wvmaH Aavxe ne... ke Aola (Aagzna) wvmaH Aavxe? Aa wvmaH te pz Aavxe, bapu¦ Ae sgaH‐vhalaH (tne) !g!g Ôeya krxe Ane roxe. dIkro hoy to Aem khe: Arr... r¦ wa{ne ATyare sq n=I. rajko!maH TyaH Aagz gya' ta ne...? Aek wa{ nvI pr~yo Ane KeÐI iS=it ={ g{, AemaH AaquH khZyuH ku!uHb weguH =yuH, AorDo wra{ gyelo. mharajne bolavo, dxRn krvaH Ke. bey AaHqmaH=I AaHsu haLyaH jtaH htaH... Aam ha= \/uje... pIDa... pIDa... pIDa... pIDa... pIDa. Aaha... ha¦ Aek idvs Aevo Aavxe Ô e jNMyo nhoto. sgI narI Ae tarI kaimnI éwI !g!g Ôexe, Aa re¦ kayamaH hve kaH{ n=I Aem éwI éwI roxe. hay.. hay.. (krxe.) Ae Aena sa!uH rota n=I. Ae mrIne #ormaH jxe ke nhÄ AenuH Aene kaH{ (du:q) n=I. (p`) AmarI sgvDta Ôy Ke (te ma!e rove Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo wgvanAa„a AHdr ragna sHg ne shvas ivnano, Aene prna sHg Ane shvas xuH law kre?

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]I inymsar }lok 114 ‐ 24p sa=e bhu vato rheva deje. (nhÄtr) TyaH w/màmaH pDI j{x. tne TyaH ragmaH rokxe‐AanuH kem ne AanuH kem ne AanuH kem? hve wa{¦ ;AanuH kem' mrva de ne... deh KU!I jxe.

rajko!na Aek wa{ Myuinispal!ImaH _prI. ÔnmaH gyela. mEsUb vgere qUb qa\uH hxe to Aekdm Dbl Nyumoinya, KeÐI iS=it. TyaH Aek polIs AaVyo, Aemne ravsahebno {lkab mZyo te... te AhÄ mre Ke. huH éwo hto TyaH. AahIH bayDI ma=e be@I qU e j{ pUK–a kre Amare xuH krvanuH Aa dIkrInuH ne flaùH ne...? (wa{nI) AaHqmaH=I AaHsunI \ara (vhe). Aaha... ha¦ kI\uH: Are¦ tme ATyare rheva >o ne, wa{¦ tme xuH kro Ko Aa? deh KU!vana kaz AaVya Ke ne...¦ tme Aa pUKo (Ko) tmara Sva=R ma!e. p` paKznuH =vanuH hxe te =axe. p` ma' za mUke nhÄ. @e@ su\I Ae bayDI pUKe: KokrInuH‐KokraAonu‐AanuH kem krvuH? mare xuH krvuH? Aaha... ha¦ Ae mrI gya.

Aave Ke ne...? Ae b\I lU!aranI‐\utaranI !ozI Ke¦ (wa{) AnukUz hoy TyaH su\I Amara... Amara kre. ÝitkUz hoy‐bhu tà uH... K K mihna=I rate _Ôgra... deh KU!to n=I. (Aola) bhu du:qI =ay Ke... p` vat { ke Amare _Ôgra krva pDe Ke Ae vat Ae n mUke.

Aek wa{ AhÄ AavIne Aem khe ke mharaj¦ (dada) bhu du:qI =ay Ke... bhu du:qI. (kæuH) tmare _Ôgra krva pDe Ae!le tme du:qI ne...? ko{ pUKe ke Éyare mrI gya... kem mrI gya? tme sUta hta? Ae!luH y |yan n raQyuH? Ae!le varafrtI _Ôgra krva pDe Aena qatr ne...? p` bole Aem ke: Aola du:qI Ke... (deh) KU!to n=I, Ar... r.. r¦ pHdr dI hve qeHce AemaH Aene gme nhÄ¸ kemke _Ôgra krva pDxe. Aaha... ha¦

Are Ýwu¦ tuH ko` Ko, wa{¦ ÉyaH tuH AavI cD–o Ke? bene (;bhen]InaH vcnam<t' ‡401maH) lQyuH ne...¦ —Aa ivwavwav Amaro dex n=I. Aa prdexmaH Ame ÉyaH AavI cD–aH?˜ wgvan AanHdSv$p Ane &anSv$p potanuH inj vtn¸ Aene KoDIne xuwragmaH Aave to Ae prdexmaH AaVyo, Ae Aeno dex n=I. Ae (ivwavwav) Aena vtn nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato Ke¦ Aa rag Ane pu~yna ivkLpmaH AavtaH, Ae du:qna dexmaH AaVyo. AanHdno dex wgvanAa„ano, Aene to KoDI dI\o¦ Aaha... ha¦ to pKI Aa bhar bayDI, KokraH ne ku!uHb ne mkanne ma!e heran heran (Ae to Ait Ait du:qna dexmaH Aavva jevuH Ke). Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —xm$pI smuãna jzibHduAona˜ Ae!le Aa„a AanHd Ane &anSv$pI Aa„amaH @re Ke Tyare tene smta$pI vItragIjz Ýg!e Ke. xuw‐Axuwwav Ae to ragno (wav‐) ivØmwav (Ke). xuw‐Axuwwav Ke Ae Asmta‐ivØmwav Ke Aena=I KU!Ine AHdrmaH Aekag/ =ay Ke Tyare xm$pI‐smta$pI smuãnaH jzibHduAo nIkZyaH. Aaha... ha¦ vItrag$pI smuãmaH=I vItrag$pI smuãnaH jzibHduAona —smUh=I piv5 =ay Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ vItragSv$pI wgvanAa„a to xaHit... xaHit... xaHit...xaHit, tdŸn AkØaySvwavno ipHD Ýwu (Ke)¸ AemaH Aekag/ =taH xaHitna smuãnaH jz bhar Ýg!e Ke, smuãmaH=I xaHitnaH jz bhar Aave Ke, Aena=I piv5 =ay Ke. Ae!le to Aem kæuH ke:




246 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aola (pHcmhav/taidna) xuwrag=I piv5 =to n=I. (p`) xuwragne KoDe Ke Tyare piv5 piràm=I piv5 =ay Ke. Aaha... ha? AavI vatuH¦¦

Ýwu xmrsno to diryo Ke. pu~y‐papno wav to Aeklo ivØmwav Ke, du:qwav Ke. wgvan te smta$p‐AanHd$p wav Ke AemaH Aekag/ =taH Aene smta$pI jznaH ibHduAo Ýg! =ay Ke¸ Aena=I ivØmwavno nax ={ne, piv5 =ay Ke. Aeno A=R ke: xuwwav Ke Ae Apiv5 Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pde pde Aa„anI piv5ta Ane ragno doØ v RVyo Ke¦

&anIne rag =ay p` Aene Aem =ay (lage) Ke ke: Arere¦ Aa ÉyaH mara injFrmaH=I nIkzIne bhar AaVyo¸ Aa boÔe? Aa boÔe‐du:q shn =tuH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? vate vate fer Ke.

—xm$pI smuãna jznaH ibHduAona smUh=I piv5 =ay Ke˜‐ pyaRy hÇ¦ Aaha... ha¦ smta$pI diryo, AenaH jzibHduAo‐pyaRymaH vItragtanaH ibHduAo AaVyaH‐Aena=I te Aa„a (‐pyaRy) piv5 =ay Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

—te Aa piv5pura`˜ ‐ Aevo je piv5 snatn wgvan, Aaha.. ha¦ —piv5pura` —(‐snatn)˜ Ke ne...¦ (‐snatn) —Aa„a mz$pI klexno Ùy krIne˜ Aaha... ha¦ xuwaxuwpiràm$pI mel, teno nax‐Ùy krIne —lokno _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke.˜ —_Tk<Ú saÙI˜‐&an‐smiktmaH to saÙI Ke j p` Aa to isâ =taH _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{? AavI vato Ke¦¦

piv5pura` (‐snatn) Aa„a mz$pI klexno Ùy krIne lokno _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke.˜ ‐kevz&anI (=ay Ke). saÙI to smiktI y Ke j. Aaha... ha¦ Aa (kevz&anI) to _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

pu~y Ane papna xuwaxuw wav be y doØ Ke, Jer Ke, ivØm Ke, du:q Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pEsa ne ÏI‐ku!uHb Ae du:q n=I, Ae to du:qnaH inim¿o Ke. du:q to AHdr je ivØmwav _Tpþ =ay Ke te Ke. Aene KoDI¸ smtana jz=I wrelo wgvanAaTma¸ AemaH=I smtanaH jzibHduAo ka#–aH Aena=I te piv5 =ay Ke Ane klex=I KU!I Ôy Ke Ane _Tk<Ú saÙI =ay Ke.

Ae 8p (ga=a) ={. hve 86.

(... xeØaHx p<. 248 _pr)

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_MmGgH pirc¿a ij`mGge jo du k¡ìd i=rwavH.so piDkm H _Š[ piDkm`mAo hve jMha.. 86..

_NmagÅ pirTyßy ijnmageR yStu kroit iS=rwavmŸ.s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ÝitkÊm`myo wve>SmatŸ.. 86..

AZ _NmagRpirTyag: svR&vItragmagRSvIkarüoÉt:. yStu xHkakaHÙaivicikTsa½Ny¹iÚÝxHsasHStvmlklHkpHkinmuÉt: xuâ-

inüys¹iÚ: buâaidÝÌtim+yadxRn&ancairZaTmkH magaRwasmuNmagÅ pirTyßy Vyvhare` mhadevai\devprme¬rsvR&vItragmageR pHcmhav/tpHcsimitiZguiº- pHceiNãyinro\ØDavXyka>ÚaivHxitmUlguàTmke iS=rpiràmH kroit, xuâinüynyen shjbo\aidxuâŸguàlHkËte shjprmicTsamaNyivxeØwaisin injprmaTmãVye iS=rwavH xuâcairZmyH kroit, s muininRüyÝitkÊm`Sv$p [TyuCyte, ySmaiþüyÝitkÊm` H prmtÀvgtH tt Ov s tpo\n: sda xuâ {it .

gujratI Anuvad pirTyagI je _NmagRne ijnmagRmaH iS=rta kre,te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ÝitÊm`myta kar e. 86.

ANvya=R:-(y: tu) je (Òv) (_NmagÅ) _NmagRne (pirTyßy) pirTyagIne (ijnmageR) ijnmagRmaH (iS=rwavmŸ) iS=rwav (kroit) kre Ke, (s:) te (Òv) (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke te (ÝitkÊm`my: wvetŸ) ÝitÊm`my Ke.

!Ika:- AhÄ _NmagRno pirTyag Ane svR&vItrag‐magRno SvIkar v RvvamaH Aavel Ke. je xHka, kaHÙa, ivicikTsa, ANy¹iÚ ÝxHsa Ane ∙ANy¹iÚ sHStv$p

mzklHkpHk=I ivmu› (‐mzklHk$pI kadv=I riht) xuâinüysMyG¹iÚ (Òv) buâaidÝÌt im+yadxRn&ancair5a„k magaRwas$p _NmagRne pirTyagIne, Vyvhare paHc mhav/t, paHc simit, 5` guiº, paHc [iNãyono inro\, K AavXyk [Tyaid A@–avIx mUzgu Sv$p mhadevai\dev‐prme¬r‐svR&‐vItragna magRmaH iS=r piràm kre Ke, Ane xuâinüynye shj&anaid xuâgu o=I AlHk<t, shj prm cEtNysamaNy Ane (shj prm) cEtNyivxeØ$p jeno Ýkax Ke Aeva inj prma„ãVymaH xuâcair5my iS=rwav kre Ke, (A=aRtŸ je xuâinüy‐sMyG¹iÚ Òv Vyvhare A@–avIx mUzgu a„k magRmaH Ane inüye xuâ gu o=I xoiwt dxRn&ana„k prma„ãVymaH iS=r wav kre Ke,) te muin inüy ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevay Ke, kar` ke tene prmtÀvgt (‐prma„tÀv sa=e sHbH\vazuH) inüyÝitÊm` Ke te=I j te tpo\n sda xuâ Ke.



Ývcn: ta. 24-2-1978 (... xeØaHx) Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? —AhÄ _NmagRno pirTyag˜‐ jEn\mR vItragI pirìt

Ke. Ae jEn\mR isvay je!la magÈ Ke te b\a _NmagR Ke. A=va to Aa vStuno Svwav j vItrag‐ijnSv$p Ke.

(;smysar na!k' maH Aave Ke ne...¦) — F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn¸ mit‐midrake pansÕ, mtvala smuJE n.˜ ‐ Ae to vStunuH Sv$p AevuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a ijnSv$pI Ke, vItragI smtarsno sagr wrelo Ke, Ae ijn Ke. Aene Aa]ye pirìt Ýg! =taH te jEndxRn, jEnmagR Ke. Aa ko{ sHÝdaynI vat n=I. Aa to vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke.

(je ko{) smwav Ýg! krva mage Ke (to) te ÉyaH=I Aavxe? Ae smwav Ae!le vItragwav=I wrelo j wgvan Ke, vItragSvawav=I wrelo Ýwu (Ke)¸ Aena sHmuq =taH Ane ragaidiÊya=I ivmuq =taH, Aene piv5ta (smwav) Ýg!e Ke. Ae _NmagRno Tyag Ane magRnuH g/h` (Ke). Ae (AhÄ) Aavxe:‐

AhÄ _NmagRno pirTyag —Ane svR&vItrag-magRno SvIkar v`RvvamaH Aavel Ke.˜ phela Vyvhar le Ke:‐

—je xHka˜‐ vItragmagRna VyvharnI xHka, Ae je e KoDI Ke. —kaHÙa˜ ‐Vyvhar je e prnI {CKa KoDI Ke. —ivicikTsa˜ ‐dugÅKa KoDI Ke Vyvhar. —ANy¹iÚÝxHsa˜‐ ANy¹iÚnI ÝxHsa KoDI Ke. —Ane ANy¹iÚsHStv˜- jeè im+ya¹iÚno pircy KoD–o Ke (A=aRtŸ) jenI ¹iÚmaH im+yaTv Ke‐rag ne dya‐dan‐v/t=I \mR =ay Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke, Aeva im+ya¹iÚno jeè pircy KoD–o Ke. Ae Aa hÒ xuwwav Ke. im+ya¹iÚnI Stuit: jenI ¹iÚ AstŸ‐jU@I Ke AenI Stuit (Ae) mo!o doØ Ke Aena=I Aa riht Ke. Aa Vyvhare hÇ¦ hÒ Aa to mn=I im+ya¹iÚno mihma krvo‐ware Tyag kre Ke¦ ware vEraGy kre Ke¦ ‐te ANy¹iÚÝxHsa Ke Ane im+ya¹iÚna mihmanaH vcno bolvaH te ANy¹iÚsHStv Ke. Ae Stuit, jene VyvharsmiktmaH y KoDI dI\I Ke. (Ae) ANy¹iÚsHStv=I riht Ke. (A=aRtŸ‐Ae b\a) —mzklHkpHk=I ivmu› (-mzklHk$pI kadv=I riht) xuâinüysMyG¹iÚ (Òv)˜ xuâinüy Aa„a AanHdSv$p wgvan, AenI jene AHt¹iÚ ={ Ke Ae!le inüysMyGdxRn. inüysMyGdxRn Aene khIAe. (Ae) inüysMyG¹iÚ Òv —buâaid ÝÌt im+yadxRn-&ancair5a„k magaRwas$p˜ (_NmagRno pirTyagI Ke).

(buâaid ÝÌt) Ae b\a magaRwas Ke. baEâ\mR‐vedaHt\mR Ae magR n=I¸ magaRwas (A=aRtŸ) magR jevo Aawas Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakruH kam¦ kuHdkuHd AacayeR to Aemey kæuH ke:.... —AHtrmaH vItragdxa Ane bharmaH nGndxa Ae moÙmagR Ke. Aena isvaynaH b\aH _NmagR Ke.˜ AHtrmaH AaTma AanHdSv$p wgvan¸ Aena=I ivruâ Ae b\a _NmagR Ke. jEnsvR& vItrag prma„aAe khelo je vItragwav Ae Aek j sNmagR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;rag=I law =ay' Ae jEnmagRmaH n hoy. ANymaH Ae rag=I, pu~y=I, dya, dan, v/t=I law =ay. ‐Ae b\a _NmagR Ke. (Aa vStuiS=it Ke) xuH =ay?




]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 249 AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke: xuâinüy sMyG¹iÚ buâaid ÝÌt‐buâaid=I khevayelo‐

im+yadxRn&ancair5a„k magaRwas$p —_NmagRne pirTyagIne˜‐Ae _NmagRne KoDI (ne) —Vyvhare paHc mhav/t˜ ‐‐ (Ae) inüysMyG¹iÚne hoy Ke. jene Aa„ana AanHdno Svad AaVyo Ke, (A=aRtŸ) AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR Ýwu Ke jenI xaHitne je e Ôe{ Ke Ane AnuwvI Ke, tene AhÄ xuâinüysmiktI inüy=I khIAe. smÔ uH kaH{?

wgvanAaTmamaH AeklI xaHit wrI Ke, Aeklo xaHitno pvRt Ke, xaHitno sagr Ke, xaHitno DuHgr Ke¸ AemaH=I jeè xaHitno nmUno SvadmaH lI\o Ke, Aaha... ha¦ (Ae xaHitno magR¦) Aeva xaHitna magR=I (ivruâ) jeè kLpna=I \mR ne Aa vS5 siht muinpùH mnaVyuH Ke Ae p` _NmagR Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aavo magR Ke¦

Ae b\a _NmagRne KoDI d{ne‐pirTyagIne, smSt Ýkare KoDIne paHc mhav/t, —paHc simit, 5` guiº, (paHc) [iNãyono inro\, K AavXyk [Tyaid A@–avIx mUzgu`Sv$p mhadevai\dev-prme¬r-svR&-vItragna magRmaH iS=r piràm kre Ke.˜ ‐Axuw KoDIne Aa!lo xuwwav kre Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

;Vyvhare' kI\uH Ke ne...¦ inüysMyG¹iÚ Ke te, Axuw=I KU!Ine, Aeva (A@–avIx mUzgu Sv$p) xuwwavmaH AaVyo Ke. p` jene (inüy) sMyGdxRn n=I Ane mhav/tna piràm Ke te to tdŸn magaRwas (Ke). AavuH Ke, JI uH bhuH, bapu¦ xuH =ay? magR j¡do Ke¦

—mhadevai\dev‐prme¬r‐svR&‐vItragna magRmaH (iS=r piràm kre Ke)˜ ‐AhÄyaH smiktsihtna (xuwwav) nI vat Ke... hÇ¦ Aeklo Axuw KoDIne mhav/tmaH Aave AenI AhÄyaH vat n=I. jene inüysMyGdxRn, Anuwv, AanHdno Svad AaVyo Ke Ane =oDI AHtr‐iS=rta p` Ke Aene Aa Axuw=I KoDIne xuw Aave Ke Ae!lI Vyvhare iS=rta khevamaH Aave Ke.

—Ane xuâ inüynye˜ sMyG¹iÚne Aa„ana AanHdno Anuwv hova KtaH‐ma=e AaVyuH htuH ne... —Vyvhare ‐ te iS=rta raqI n xke Tyare Aene mhav/taidna xuwwav hoy Ke KtaH Ae Ke bH\nuH kar`¸ p` Ae Vyvhar hoy Ke. pU R vItrag n hoy tene AaTmanuwvsiht (Vyvhare) pHcmhav/t Aaidna piràm vItragmagRmaH hoy Ke. Aem khI ;Vyvhar hoy Ke˜ Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ. p` xuâinüynye to —shj&anaid xuâguò=I AlHk<t˜ Ke wgvan. Aaha.... ha¦ Svawaivk &an, Svawaivk AanHd, Svawaivk dxRn, Svawaivk vIyR, Aeva xuâ guò=I AlHk<t Ke, xoiwt Ke wgvan. Ae xuwrag=I xoiwt n=I¸ xuâgu o=I AlHk<t Ke. Ae Aeno AlHkar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ &an, AanHd, xaHit, ãÚa, dxRn Aaid gu o=I te AlHk<t Ke. Aevo je Aa„a —shj prm cEtNysamaNy˜‐kevo Ke (AaTma)? ke: Svawaivk prm cEtNysamaNy, (Ae!le) dxRn —Ane (shj prm) cEtNyivxeØ$p jeno Ýkax,˜ (Ae!le) &an. (xuH kæuH? ke:) Svawaivk ãÚa Ane Svawaivk &ata, Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aena Sv$pmaH pr to n=I, p` prtrfna lÙvazo xuwwav Ae p` Aena Sv$pmaH n=I. p` ßyare (pU`R) vItrag n=I Ane sMyG¹iÚ Ke¸ AaTmanuwvI Òv Ke Aene Aagz v\taH Aava




2p0 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 xuwwav Vyvhare vCce Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

ßyaH sMyGdxRn n=I tene to mhav/taid Ae b\a piràmnI to AhÄyaH g`trI j n=I. Aene (to) Vyvhar p` khevamaH Aavto n=I. (AhÄ to jene) AHtrna Aa„ana AanHdnuH wan Ke, Anuwv Ke (p` puruØa=RnI AoKpne lI\e) te AanHdmaH @rI xkto n=I Ae=I Axuw KoDIne xuwmaH Aave Ke Ae!lI vat Ke. ‐Ae Vyvhar. smikt¹iÚno Ae Vyvhar Ke. im+ya¹iÚne to Vyvhar hoy j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ ware kam¦ rag Ane pu~y=I \mR mannara Ae im+ya¹iÚne to Vyvhar y hoy nhÄ. Ae to Vyvharawas Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (vStuH) Sv$p Ke.

xuâinüynye Svawaivk &an Aaid xuâ guò=I xowelo, prm cEtNysamaNy Ane prm cEtNyivxeØ$p jeno Ýkax Ke‐ (prm) dxRn Ane &an jeno Ýkax Ke. sUyRna tej jem Ýkax Ke tem wgvanmaH &an Ane dxRn jenaH tej Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —Aeva inj prma„ãVymaH˜‐jeno &ata‐ãÚa inj Svwav Ke Aeva potana Aa„a‐inj prma„ãVymaH —xuâcair5my iS=rwav kre Ke.˜ ‐ÔeyuH¦ Aolo‐ ;vItragna magRmaH ÂS=r piràm (xuwwav) kre Ke, Ae Vyvhar hto Ane Aa ;xuâ cair5my ÂS=rwav kre Ke' Ae inüy. Aaha... ha¦ AanHdSv$p Ane AtIiNãy &annuH wan‐Anuwv hova KtaH jene iS=rta n=I tene Aavo (A@–avIx mUzgu`no) wav Aave, Ae Vyvhar khevay. Ane Ae Vyvhar KoDIne AHdr Sv$pmaH @rI Ôy tene inüy khevay. (Aava) muinAo (hoy) Aene muin khevay.

Aaha... ha¦ AnHt AanHd Ane AnHt AnHt &an jeno Svwav Ke, Aeva SvwavmaH xuwwav=I riht ={‐Sv$pmaH (je) vItragwave @re Ke te inüycair5 Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Vyvharcair5 (je) kæuH prHtu te phelaH ;xuâ inüysMyG¹iÚ (Òv)' Aem kæuH, (to Ae vat) smiktI ma!e (nI Ke). phelo Vyvhar Ane pKI inüy =ay, Aem AhÄyaH n AaVyuH. smÔùH kaH{? Ý=m cEtNyna Aa]ye ivkLpnI ApeÙa KoDI d{, inrpeÙp e je e Aa„ano AanHd‐Anuwv‐ÝtIit ={ Ke Aeva (sMyG¹iÚ) Òvne, pU R iS=rta ={ n=I Ae=I vcmaH Aava pHcmhav/tna piràm Aave Ke, Ae Vyvhar Ke, Ae bH\naH kar` Ke. inüy=I to tena=I (teva Vyvhar=I) riht ={ne smtana wavmaH @re Ke (to) xaHit... xaHit... xaHit... xaHit... xaHit... xaHit‐vItragI xaHit v\I Ôy Ke, tene inüycair5 khe Ke¦

wa{¦ AavI vato Ke¦¦ Aola (Vyvharna pÙvaza) raDuH paDe Ke. (p`) bapu¦ magR to ;Aa' Ke, wa{¦ inüysMykŸ dxRn ivna Vyvhar y hoy nhÄ. Ae ma!e to AhÄyaH phelI vat Ae krI: —xuâinüysMyG¹iÚ Òv.˜ ‐Aem kæuH ne...? Ae (smiktI) Vyvhare paHc mhav/t, simit, guiº, [iNãyono inro\, K AavXyk, A@–avIx mUzguò Aaid mhav/t vgere VyvharmaH hoy Ke. p` ßyare Ae ragne KoDI, wgvan AanHd\ammaH iS=r =ay Ke, iS=rta=I je inivRkLp¹iÚ AHdrmaH ÔmI Ôy Ke, tene sTy‐inj cair5 khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae potanuH cair5.

AamaH (loko) vaH\a _@ave‐Vyvhar=I (inüy) =ay¦ inim¿=I (_padanmaH kayR) =ay¦ (p`) ;Vyvhar hoy Ke' Aem to kæuH. p` =ay Ke Tyare Vyvhar KoDIne (Aa„amaH)




]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 2p1 iS=r =ay Ke. phelo te ragne iwþ paDIne sMyGdxRn kre Ke. pKI Axuw KoDIne xuwmaH Aave Ke pKI Aeney KoDIne iS=r =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH (vStu) Sv$p Ke¦

ij&asa: je smiktsHmuq Ke, inüynyna pÙvazo Ke tenI k{ koi! Ke? sma\an: tenI AhÄ vat n=I. AhÄ to sMyGdxRn pamel Òvne sacuH muinpùH

hoy Ke. Vyvhare Aeno Vyvhar Aavo hoy Ke, (Ae vat Ke). Ae to pKI Aene smjvanuH ræuH. smiktsHmuq hÒ to im+ya¹iÚ Ke ne...¦ Ae AenI vat n=I. AhÄ to xuâsMyG¹iÚnI vat lI\I Ke. te=I lI\uH ne...¦ —xuâinüysMyG¹iÚ Òv.˜ (AhÄ) pamelanI vat Ke. pamxe Ae pKI. Aa to paMyo Ke Ae p` Ý=m Axuw=I KU!Ine xuwna pHc mhav/tmaH Aave Ke to Aene inüysMyG¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. p` Aene KoDIne, Sv$pmaH inivRkLp ÔmI Ôy Ke Aene inüycair5 khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vStu Aam Ke‐Aevo phelaH &anmaH in Ry to kre¦ vStunI iS=it j Aa rIte Ke¦

v#va`maH Aek wa{ wjn krta‐—Aek idn ÔvuH Ke invaR I, krI le ne Aa„anI AozqaÌ, Ae ko` Ke qa`maH wgvan.˜ Aaha... ha¦ bakI b\uH =o=aH Ke.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —iS=rwav kre Ke.˜ ÔeyuH? kÕsmaH lI\uH: —(je xuâinüysMyG¹iÚ Òv Vyvhare A@–avIx mUzguà„k magRmaH Ane inüye xuâ guò=I xoiwt dxRn&ana„k prma„ãVymaH iS=rwav kre Ke,) te muin inüy ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevay Ke.˜ -Lyo¦ sTy ÝitÊm` Aene khIAe. —kar` ke tene prmtÀvgt (-prma„tÀv sa=e sHbH\vazuH) inüyÝitÊm` Ke˜‐prmtÀv‐wgvan‐gt, Aena sHbH\vazuH, ragna sHbH\vazuH nhÄ, AanHdkHd Ýwuna sHgvazuH‐pircyvazuH inüyÝitÊm` Ke —te=I j te tpo\n sda xuâ Ke.˜ ‐Aa karè te muin sda xuâ Ke. Aaha... ha¦

... ivxeØ khevaxe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 2p-2-1978 ( (AevI rIte ]I ÝvcnsarnI (Am<tcHãacayRdevk<t tÀvdIipka namnI)

!IkamaH (1pma }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:- coÉtH ÝvcnsarVyaQyayamŸ-

(xadURlivkÊIiDt) —[TyevH cr H pura`puÌØEjuRÚH ivixÚadrE-

ÌTsgaRdpvadtü ivcrdŸbðI: p<=GwUimka:.AakÊMy kÊmto inv<i¿mtulaH kËTva yit:svRtaiüTsamaNyivxeØwaisin injãVye krotu iS=itmŸ..˜

—(}loka=R:‐ ) Ae Ýma e ivixÚ Aadrvaza pura` puruØoAe seveluH, _TsgR Ane Apvad äara FÌ p<=kŸ p<=kŸ wUimkaAomaH VyaptuH je cr` (-cair5) tene yit Ýaº




2p2 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 krIne, Êmx: Atul inv<i¿ krIne, cEtNysamaNy Ane cEtNyivxeØ$p jeno Ýkax Ke Aeva injãVymaH svRt: iS=it kro.˜ ) )

JIÌ vat Ke. cEtNy\n AnHt AanHd, AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR Ýwu Aa„a Ke. Ane je xuwwav deqay Ke te b\a du:q$p Ke. Ae du:q$p wav=I wed&an krIne (AanHdmUitRnI ¹iÚ krvI Ae \mR.) Ane Ae pu~y‐papna wav, cahe xuwwav hoy top`, Ke to Ae A\mR. (kemke) AHdr Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdnI mUitR Ke Aena=I Ae wav ivruâ Ke. Aem phele=I x$AatmaH xuw Ane Axuwwav=I (wed&an krIne) AanHdSv$p &ayknI ruic krIne, Anuwv ¹iÚmaH krvo Ae Ý=m \mRnI x$Aat Ke. JIÌ vat Ke. xuw=I xuâ =yo Aem nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. xuw=I h@Ine (xuâ =vay Ke). jene xuwrag‐dya, dan, v/taid xuwrag Aave Ke AemaH jene Ýem Ke tene icdanHd wgvan pUàRnHd &aykSv$p ÝTye äeØ Ke. JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦ Aa vat ATyare to (sHÝdayomaH Ýcilt n=I p` Aa) prm sTy vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AanHd\nÒ khe Ke ne...¦ —äeØ Arock wav.˜

Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AtIiNãy &annI mUitR (Ke). jem xerDImaH rs wyÈ Ke (tem Aa„amaH Aeklo AtIiNãy rs wyÈ Ke). smÔùH kaH{? vat (lok=I) bhu fer (vazI) Ke, wa{¦ AHdr AanHdkHd Ýwu, stŸ icdanHd‐ ;stŸ' A=aRtŸ xa¬t‐snatn, ;ictŸ' A=aRtŸ &an Ane AanHd‐na pU`R$p=I wyÈ pD–o Ke¸ Aeno‐inivRkLpSvwavno Anuwv, pu~y Ane papna ivkLp=I iwþ ={ne, phelaH krvo¸ Tyar=I \mRnI Ý=m x$Aat (=ay Ke) Ae phelI sIDI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ JIÌ vat Ke, wa{¦

loko to bhar=I (\mR) manIne be@a Ke. Aem AnHtkaz caLyo gyo. AnHtvar S5I‐ku!uHb KoD–aH. AnHtvar bazb/ïcarI =yo. Ane AnHtvar pHcmhav/t‐AihHsa, sTy, d¿, b/ïcyRno wav‐lI\aH, p` Ae to rag Ke, wa{¦ tne qbr n=I. (jem) Jer pItaH pItaH, ls` qataH qataH kStUrIno AoDkar Aave? tem Ae xuwwav krtaH krtaH \mRno AoDkar Aave? ‐5` kazmaH nhÄ. bhu JIÌ vat, bapu¦ Ýwu¦ taro magR (AlaEikk Ke)¦ tarI Ýwuta Ae!lI AHdr Ke¦ Ae to AnHt AanHd Ane AnHt cEtNyrTnnI qa` Ke. qa`maH=I jem rtn nIkze tem AHdrmaH=I xaHit Ane AanHd nIkze AevI qa`‐in\an Aa„amaH Ke.

AhÄyaH phelaH Ae kæuH, j¡Ao: —Ae Ýma e ivixÚ Aadrvaza pura`puruØoAe seveluH˜‐Aa xBdo nhÄ Aa to paKz‐AHdr wav wyaR Ke. jem ;sakr' xBd Ke ne...? to ;sakr' xBdmaH kH{ ;sakr' vStu n=I. ;sa k r' ‐Ae 5` AÙr Ke. to Ae 5` A"armaH ;sakr' Ke? Ane ;sakr' maH Ae 5` AÙr Ke? Ae 5` AÙr, Ae to sakr pda=RmaH Ke nhÄ. ;sakr' Ae xBd =yo, Ae xBdmaH sakr vStu n=I. Ane sakr vStumaH, Ae sakr Aeva 5` AÙr n=I. brabr Ke? loijk (Nyay) =I Ke. Aem wgvanAa„a¦ ‐ ;Aa„a' Ae to xBd Ke p` Aeno vaCy vStu je Ke te to AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AnHt &annI qa` Ke‐Ae vaCy Ke. Aa„a vack‐xBd Ke Aeno Ae vaCy Ke. Ae vaCymaH vack‐xBd n=I Ane Aa„a xBd Ke AemaH vaCy‐vStu n=I. Nyay (Ke ne...¦)

AhÄ Aem khe Ke ke: Ýwu Aa„a AHdr cEtNyrTn (Ke). Aa jMbuäIp, lv` smuã Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 2p3 Aaidne KeÐe je SvyHwUrm` smuã Ke, tenI nIce (tizye) retI n=I, rTn Ke. (Aa m|ylokmaH) AsHQy smuã Ane äIp p` Ae!la Ke. (phelo) Aa jMbuäIp Aek laq yojnno, (pKI) be laq yojnno lv` smuã Ke. (pKI) car laq yojnno \atkIäIp (pKI Aa@ laq yojnno smuã. Aem Aek=I bIÔe bmò, Aeva AsHQy äIp‐smuã. pKI) KeÐe AsHQy yojnno SvyHwUrm` smuã paÌno Ke AemaH nIce retI n=I, (AeklaH rTn Ke). Aaha... ha¦ Ae te ko` mane? Aa to svR&=I isâ =yuH. (]ota:) TyaH phÇcay ke!la idvse? (_¿r:) TyaH phÇce ko`? A#IäIp bhar ma`s j{ xke nhÄ. TyaH Aagz AHdr (SvyHwUrm`smuãna tizye) rTn wyaÅ Ke. Ae to AhÄ Ame ¹ÚaHt AapIAe KIAe. Aem wgvan SvyHwU¦ (Ae) AnHt AanHd Ane AnHt &anaid gu`rTnono wHDar Ke. AemaH AHdrmaH pu~y‐papwav ($p) retI Ke nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? &anmUitR Ýwu, AanHdnI qa`, SvCKta Ane ÝwutanI mo!p=I wyÈ pD–o Ke. AenI Aagz pu~y Ane pap to retI sman, mel sman, Ane du:q Ke.

ij&asa: phelaH pap KoDe ke phelaH pu~y KoDe? sma\an: pap Ane pu~y bey pap Ke. (;yogsar' ga=a‐71maH kæuH ne...¦ )

—pap$pne pap to Ô e jg shu ko{¸ pu~ytÀv p` pap Ke, khe AnuwvI bu\ ko{.˜ ‐ihHsa‐jU@aidne pap to saE ko{ khe Ke. p` \m±Òv‐AnuwvI‐Aa„ana &an Ane AanHdne vedvavaza (to) Ae xuwwav‐pu~yne p` pap khe Ke. AHtr AanHdSv$pmaH=I h@I jvuH Ane ragmaH AavvuH, Ae to JermaH AavvuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AakrI vato Ke, bapa¦ lokoAe saHwzI n=I Ane ATyare caltI y n=I. (]ota:) pap‐pu~y bHne (iwþ tÀv)? (_¿r:) bey (iwþ Ke). Ae to kæuH htuH ne...¦ AHdr Sv$p=I iwþ Ke. pu~y‐pap p` iwþ cIj Ke. Ae iwþtanuH wan É–arey kyuÅ j n=I. Ae dya, dan, v/taidno sHtoØ‐laqbelaq danaidmaH qCyaR, be laqnuH mHidr bnaVyuH‐={ gyo \mR¦ \UzmaHy \mR n=I. saHwz to qro¦ Ae xuw‐Axuw=I iwþ, pU`R xuâ cEtNyFn¸ AenI ¹iÚ krva=I Ý=m AtIiNãy AanHdno =oDo Svad Aave Ke. Ae \mRnI x$Aat =ay Ke.

AhÄyaH Ae vat khe Ke: —Ae Ýmaè ivixÚ Aadrvaza pura`puruØo˜‐AnHt AnHt Aa„aAo ={ gya, pura`puruØo. Aem e (—seveluH ) ‐sevn kreluH. ;Aadr' no A=R: kazÒ¸ sav\anI¸ ÝyTn¸ bhuman. nIce nÇ\ Ke. xuH khe Ke? ke: jenI AHdr pU aRnHdSv$pmaH sav\anI ={, jeno potano ÝyTn pUàRnHdmaH FUsI gyo Ane pu~y‐pap‐ragnuH bhuman KoDIne jene AHtrvStunuH bhuman AaVyuH tene Ý=m sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an Ane AhÄyaH to ivxeØ cair5nI vat Ke. muin hoy Ke, saca muin hÇ¦ (AenI vat Ke).

saca muinAo to nGn hoy Ke. Aene vS5no !ukDo p` hoy nhÄ. Ane saca muinne AHtrmaH AihHsa, sTy, d¿aidna‐pHcmhav/tna piràm Aave Ke tene p` rag ÔÌne, du:q ÔÌne KoDva [CKe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae muin AHtr AtIiNãy AanHdna Svaidya Ke. jem (loko) Aa Svad le Ke ne...¦ Aa Aa{sÊIm cUse Ke ne...¦ tem sMyG¹iÚ‐SvCK¹iÚ (Òv) rag=I iwþ ={ne, (je) AHtr AanHdSv$p Ýwu Ke Aena AanHdne cUse Ke. Aaha...




2p4 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ha... ha¦ jem xerDImaH rs Ke te, Ane kUca Ke te, bHne iwþ cIj Ke. tem wgvanAa„amaH AanHd Ane xaHit Ke Ae rs Ke. Ane pu~y Ane pap xuwaxuw wav Ke te kUca Ke. to bene pIlIne iwþ kre Ke. xerDIno rs ka#vo hoy to kUcane KU!a paDIne ka#e Ke (tem).

Ae ¹ÚaHt phelaH AaPyuH htuH ne...¦ jem skrkHd _prnI je lal Kal Ke te kaH{ mUz cIj n=I. p` lal KalnI AHdrmaH Ae!le ke lal Kal isvay, Ae Kal=I iwþ je (kHd) Ke te mI@axno ipHD Ke, sakrno ipHD Ke ma!e skrkHd khe Ke. tem (Aa„a) xrIr=I to iwþ Ke, p` AHdrmaH pu~y‐papno (je) wav Ke te Kal Ke, Ae KalnI paKz j¡Ao to AHdrmaH Aa wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd pD–o Ke Ýwu¦

Are¦ Aene kem bese? (Aa„ihtno) ko{ dI ivcar nhÄ Ane Aaqo dI Aa duinyanI hozI‐Aa krvuH ne Aa krvuH. Aa bayDI ne Aa KokraH (sacvvaH)... ne rzvuH ne kmavuH. Aaha... ha¦ Aek j¡van ma`sne meH Ae!luH pUKyuH ke Aa 2p‐p0 ke 60‐70 vØR Aayu*ynaH khevay Ae dehnuH ke Aa„anuH? kæuH ke Ae mne kH{ qbr pDtI n=I. Ae kH{ @ekaàH vgrna. ibcara Aaqo dI kmavuH Ane AemaH qUHcI jvuH. kI\uH: Aa Aayu*y khevay Ke ke Aa p0 =yaH, 48.. vØR =yaH, AhÄ 88 =yaH‐kone? Ae to xrIrne. (]ota:) Aa„anI ëmr ke!lI? (_¿r:) Aa„a to AnaidAnHt Ke, AivnaxI Ke, AenI ëmr xI?

AevI cIj (Aa„a) maH AHtr AtIiNãy AanHdnI sakrnI mI@ax, A`[iNãy AanHd pD–o Ke, A`[iNãy Am<t=I ga# wrelo Ke. (Aeno) phelaHmaH phelaH, xuwwav=I iwþ ={ne, Anuwv‐sMyGdxRn krvuH. te _praHt AhÄyaH vat Ke. pKI ßyare muin =ay Ke to nGn hoy Ke, vS5no !ukDo p` nhÄ Ane AHtrmaH AtIiNãy AanHd (na \o\ vhe Ke). jem smuãne kaH@e wrtI Aave Ke Aem Aa„amaH ßyare sacuH muinp uH hoy Ke (tene) to wgvanAa„amaH AHtmuRq SvsHvedn krIne pyaRy A=aRtŸ vtRman dxamaH‐potane kaH@e AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrtI Aave Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AavI vat¦¦ ko{ dI' (saHwzI n=I). duinyanaH‐Aa DÛak!rnaH ne vkIlatnaH‐w`tr Ae b\uH ku&an Ke. jj pase dlIl kre ne loko bhu vqa e, p` Ae &an to b\uH ku&an (Ke). ßyaH wgvan AanHdno na= Ýwu Ke AenuH &an =yuH nhÄ to bharnuH b\uH &an ku&an Ke. je ha=maH hi=yar potanuH ma=uH kape Ae hi=yar xa kamnuH? Aem je prnuH &an Ke Ae to Aa„anuH nukxan krvavazuH Ke, Are¦ AHtrŸSv$p wgvanAa„a stŸicdanHd Ýwu AenI AHtmuRq ={ne &an kre to Ae &anmaH AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad sa=e Aave Ke. to AhÄ AacayR khe Ke ke Aena (Aa„ana) SvadmaH lIn =vuH Ae cair5nI inüydxa Ke.

cair5 A=aRtŸ crvuH. crvuH A=aRtŸ Sv$pnI ¹iÚ je ={ Ke, Sv$pnuH wan =yuH Ke, Ae Sv$pmaH crvuH, rmvuH Ane ÔmvuH, AHdr AanHdmaH ÔmI jvuH AenuH nam cair5 Ke. (]ota:) sdacar? (_¿r:) Ae sdacar Anacar Ke. Ae Aapè (ga=a‐8pmaH) AavI gyuH ne...¦ loko je!laH sdacar khe Ke te b\aH Anacar Ke. (]ota:) b\I vato qo!I? (_¿r:) duinya qo!I Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ potanI inj cIjnI xuH ikHmt Ke Ae ikHmt n krIne AaqI duinyanI iÊmt kre Ke¦¦ —prQyaH maèk motIDaH, prQyaH hem‐kpUr.˜ Ae




]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 2pp b\aHne prQyaH, p` Ae ;pote ko` Ke' AenI prIÙa nhÄ¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: mhapuruØoAe‐ivixÚ A=aRtŸ qas Aadrvaza pura`puruØo. Aadr xemaH? jene xuâSv$pmaH Aadr hto, ÝyTn hto, sav\anI htI. Ae (puruØoAe) sevn kreluH‐seveluH —_TsgR Ane Apvad.˜

‐xuH khe Ke? Aa to A|ya„waØa Ke. Aa ;Ývcnsar' no (}lok) Ke. ;_TsgR' no A=R xuH? ke: muin ={ne (je) potana AtIiNãy AanHdmaH lIn rhe Ke te Aeno inüy‐_TsgR A=aRtŸ muQy magR Ke. p` AemaH (iS=r) n rhI xke, Ae!le ke‐wan Ke ;huH xuâ &an KuH, AanHd KuH' (Ane) AevuH vedn Ke p` AemaH lIn n ={ xke Tyare xuwwav Aave Ke. AihHsaAd¿ Aaid pHcmhav/t Ae xuwwavne AhÄ ApvadmagR khe Ke. Ane AHtrmaH lIn =vuH Aene inüy‐_TsgR magR khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ waØa bIÒ. wav bIÔ. Aa to loko¿r vat Ke, wa{¦

—puruØoAe seveluH, _TsgR Ane Apvad äara FÌ p<=kŸ p<=kŸ wUimkaAomaH VyaptuH je cr` (‐cair5)˜ ‐Aa cair5... hÇ¦ Sv$p‐AanHdmaH crvuH, rmvuH, ÔmvuH.

dU\ hoy Ke AenI nIce AiGn mUke to dU\maH éwro Aave Ke. to (xuH) dU\ v\e Ke? (nhÄ. Ae to) pola` Ke. (p`) AevuH Aa„amaH n=I, Aem khe Ke. Aa„amaH |yanaiGn lgavva=I AenI vtRman dxamaH AanHdnI wrck wrtI Aave Ke, AtIiNãy AanHdnI wrck wrtI Aave Ke, ga# wrtI Aave Ke. Ae dU\na pola`nI jem n=I. dU\na éwramaH dU\ Aek !IpuH y v|yuH n=I. Aem Aa bharmaH pEsa v\I gya ne bayDI‐KokraH ne bharnaH &an‐Ae éwro Ke, Ae polo éwro Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

Aa Aa„a...¦ ßyaH in\an‐cEtNyrTnakr wyaR Ke, Ýwu¦ TyaH Aagz ¹iÚ krIne lIn =vuH Ae cair5. Ae cair5 ivna b\uH fog! Ke. A=va AevI ¹iÚ n=I Ane gme te!la iÊyakaHD kre te b\aH Vy=R (Ke), car gitmaH rqDavvavaza Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

moÙno A=R xuH? AnHt du:q=I AaTyHitk mu› =vuH. moÙ Ae!le mukavuH Ke ne...¦ ragaid du:q Ke Aena=I mu› =vuH Ane Aena S=ane pU R AtIiNãy AanHdnuH _Tpþ =vuH AenuH nam moÙ Ke. smÔùH kaH{? ‐xuH kæuH? Aa„amaH AtIiNãy AanHd je xi›$pe Ke (te pyaRymaH Ýg!e Ke). jem lÄDIpIpr hoy Ke Aene vEd FUH!e Ke, to cos@phorI tIqax Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae cos@phorI Ae!le soz Aana Ae!le $ipyo Ae!le pU R tIqax AHdrmaH wrI Ke Ane lIlo rHg AHdr pU R wyÈ Ke to FUH!va=I, Ke te Ýg! =ay Ke, AemaH Ke te Ýaº =ay Ke. Ôe FUH!va=I Aave to kolsa ne lakDI n FUH!e? Ke É–aH AHdr, te Aave? AemaH lÄDIpIprmaH cos@phorI tIqax wrI Ke Ane lIlo rHg pU`R wrelo Ke (to te bhar Aave Ke). tem Aa wgvanAa„amaH soz Aana Ae!le cos@ pEsa AtIiNãy AanHd Ane AtIiNãy &an pUruH wreluH Ke ‐jem Aene (lÄDIpIprne) FUH!e Ke tem AhÄyaH Aekag/ =ay Ke AenuH nam FUH!vuH ‐AemaH Aekag/ =va=I je AHdr xi›$pe pUruH‐pU R &an Ke te AenI dxamaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa \mR¦

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2p6 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 v/t kro, xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazo¦ (p` AhÄ khe Ke ke:) saHwz ne...¦ Ae b\uH to AnHtvar kyuÅ Ke, p` b/ïcyR Ae!le b/ï A=aRtŸ Ý&a b/ïSv$p‐AanHdSv$p wgvan¸ cyR A=aRtŸ AHdr crvuH Ae AtIiNãy AanHdmaH crvuH Ae b/ïcyR Ke. xrIr=I b/ïcyR paZyuH Ae to xuwrag‐pu~y Ke, Ae kH{ \mR n=I. (]ota:) Ae Ab/ïcyR Ke? (_¿r:) inüy=I to te Ab/ïcyR j Ke. S5InuH sevn n kyuÅ‐Aevo xuw wav, xuwrag Ke. inüy=I Ab/ïwav Ke. Ae Aa„ano b/ïwav n=I. (Aa„amaH) Am<tno sagr AHdr Dole Ke. Ýwu Am<t=I KloKl wyÈ Ke. AemaH Aekg/ ={ne, pu~yna piràm=I iwþ ={ne, je xaHit Ane AanHd =ay Ke te saco \mR Ane saco magR Ke. bakI b\a AekDa vgrnaH mÄDaH Ke. phelaH AnHtvar AevaH paHc mhav/t paZyaH htaH, AnHtvar SvgRmaH gya, AevI cIj to ATyare Ke j nhÄ¸ top` É–arey Aa„ane Ýaº kyÈ nhÄ¸ kar` ke Aa„a Ae iÊyakaHDna rag=I AHdr iwþ Ke. to rag=I wed paDIne, pU aRnHdna na=maH AHdrmaH crvuH‐rmvuH ke jena=I AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Ane vedn Aave AenuH nam \mR Ke. (]ota:) Aamzana KIlka ka#Ine Aeno rs pIvo¦ (_¿r:) Ae Aa Aa„ano rs ka#Ine rs pIvo¦ AhÄ Aem khe Ke. wgvan AanHdno na= Ýwu AHdr Ke, AemaH Aekag/ ={ne cUso¦ Ae Aamzana rs krtaH AemaH mI@axno par n=I, Ae to jDno rs Ke. AavI vat (bIje) É–aH Ke, wa{? (\mRne name xuH calI ræuH Ke) b\I qbr Ke ne... duinyanI. mo!r äara AaquH ihHduStan 5` var sHvt‐2013, 201p, Ane 2023maH ÔeyuH Ke. dx dx hÔr ma{l 5` var fyaR KIAe. wopalmaH pHckLya`k htuH TyaH swamaH 40 hÔr ma`s, p` Amare VyaQyan to Aa (j hoy) Ke. AhÄ Aapè (prmagm mHidrnuH) _dŸFa!n =yuH, 26 hÔr ma`s htuH. sagrmaH gya TyaH 1p hÔr ma`s. vat to AmarI pase Aa Ke, bapa¦ Aa cIj Ke. bakI b\aH =o=aH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aaje smÔe, kale smÔe... p` Aa smje j Aena jNm‐mr`no AHt Aave tem Ke. bakI to mnu*y mrIne #or‐pxu, kIDa, kagDa, kH=vana AnHtvar wv kyaR, Ýwu¦ im+yaTv te sHsar Ke. ‐Ae AaVyuH Ke ne...¦ ivprIt maNyta Ae j sHsar‐mhadu:q Ke. rag=I \mR =xe Ane mne rag=I kLya` =xe‐Ae mha im+ya]âa, mhapap (Ke). Ae papnaH gwRmaH AnHtwvnuH rqDvuH pD–uH Ke. jem S5Ina gwRmaH bazk Aave Ke ne...¦ tem im+ya]âa‐pu~y=I \mR =xe. Ane xuw krtaH krtaH \mR =xe, Ae im+ya]âa‐na pe!maH AnHta wvna gwR pD–a Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vatuH Ke¦

AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke: muinAoAe AevuH cair5 krvuH ke AHtr vStumaH lIn ={, SvsHvednna AtIiNãy AanHdna SvadmaH rhevuH. ‐Ae inüycair5 Ke. Ane AemaH (iS=r) rhI n xke to h@ n krvI. Tyare (je) xuwwav Aave Ke to te Apvad Ke. Apvad Ae!le ke ¹iÚ TyaH (AHtr vStu pr) Ke, Aadrwav Svwav _pr Ke, p` inivRkLp‐iS=r n ={ xke to xuwrag Aave Ke tene Apvad khe Ke. _TsgR Ane ApvadnI Ae VyaQya Ke. Aa to xBdexBdnI VyaQya j¡dI Ke, wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ muinAoAe AHtr AanHdna SvadmaH rhevuH. AemaH rhI n xke to (p`) ¹iÚ to TyaH i5kazI xuâ cEtNy \/uv wgvan _pr Ke. p` Sv$pmaH rhI xke nhÄ Tyare Aene xuwrag$pI‐dya, dan, v/tna piràm‐ApvadmagR Aave Ke.




]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 2p7 Aa kzx ;Ývcnsar' no Ke. 232‐ga=a=I (;moÙmagR Ý&apn') x$ =ay Ke

ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aa }lokna Aava A=R¦ p` vaHcI Ôy (smj` vgr) gDgDIAa krIne. (p`) Are wa{¦ Aek Aek }lokna wav Fà gHwIr Ke. Aa to A|ya„g/H= Ke. Aa kH{ vataR‐k=anuH xaS5 n=I.

—tene yit Ýaº krIne˜‐Ke¦ yit Ae!le muin. yit Ae!le yTna kre, jTna kre, rÙa kre. ‐konI? potana Sv$pnI. Aa yit Aa bava jit =ay Ke te nhÄ hÇ¦ Sv$p‐pUàRnHdna na=nI yTna‐ÝyTnmaH rhevuH AenuH nam yit Ke. (ANymaH) jit =ay Ke Ae nhÄ. Ae jit to @ekaàH vgrna (hoy Ke.) Ame to vDodramaH mo!o jit Ôeyo Ke. mkan bnaVyuH ha=Ipoz Ke TyaH. p` Ae jit bharnI iÊyamaH. AHtr yit nhÄ.

(AhÄyaH) xuH kæuH? Ke...¦ _TsgR Ane Apvad äara FÌ p<=kŸ p<=kŸ wUimkaAomaH VyaptuH je cr` (‐cair5) —tene yit Ýaº krIne ‐rag=I iwþ ={ne, potana AanHdSv$pnuH wan to =yuH. Ane muin Ke tene AHdrmaH iS=rta p` ÔmI g[ Ke. te (muin) p` AHdr iS=rtamaH ivxeØ rhI xke nhÄ. inivRkLp‐iS=rtamaH rhevuH Ae inüycair5 Ke. Ae y=a=R vStu Ke. p` AemaH rhI xke nhÄ to xuwwav‐AihHsa, sTy, d¿, b/ïcyRno xuwwav‐Aave Ke, AemaH rhe Ke. TyaH (xuwwavmaH) h@ krIne rhevuH Aem p` nhÄ Ane Sv$pmaH rhI xke nhÄ to (temaH) h@ krvI Aem p` nhÄ. ‐xuH kæuH? AanHdSv$pnuH wan =yuH Ke, vedn Ke p` AHdr inivRkLpmaH rhI xke nhÄ to xuwragmaH Aave Ke. Ane xuwragmaH h@ krvI nhÄ ke Aa magR Ke. (p`) huH AHtrmaH rhI xkto n=I, marI kcaxne karè xuwwav Aave Ke¸... bs¦ p` Ae xuwwav bH\nuH kar` Ke (Ae) \mRnuH kar` Ke Aem nhÄ...

—Êmx: Atul inv<i¿ krIne˜‐Ême Ême _pma n hoy Ae!lI inv<i¿‐AanHdmaH rhevuH. ßyaH Ýwu pU aRnHd=I ibrajman Ke TyaH rag=I Atul A=aRtŸ _pma n hoy AevI inv<i¿ krIne. muinnI ivxeØ vat Ke ne...¦

g<hS=a]mmaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. rag=I iwþ potano Anuwv =ay Ke. p` cair5 g<hS=a]mmaH hotuH n=I. cair5 to (muinne) AHtrmaH Sv$prm`ta krva=I, Aaqo g<hS=a]m KoDIne vepar‐\H\o KoDIne, Ae mhav/tno xuwwav Aave Ke. p` Aene p` (teAo) ApvadmagR Ô e Ke. Apvad Ae!le (samaNy inymmaH ba\ A=aRtŸ) doØ. Are¦ (AavI) vat¦ AnuwvIne ¹iÚ AHtrmaH hova KtaH p` SvwavmaH iS=r n rhI xke to xuwwavmaH Aave Ke, Ae Apvad Ke, doØ Ke¸ p` AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ. (Aa„anuH) wan Ke. ¹iÚ TyaH Ke. \/uv _pr |yey Ke. (p` puruØa=RnI kcaxne lI\e) AHdrmaH inivRkLp‐iS=r ={ xke nhÄ. (Ae=I ApvadmagRmaH Aave Ke.)

\/uvno taro hoy Ke ne...¦ Aena lÙe vha` (ra5e) cale Ke. kar` ke \/uv taro qsto n=I. Aek S=ane brabr hoy Ke. te=I idxanI qbr pDe Ke. Aem wgvan \/uv inTy¸ AenuH lÙ krvuH Ae \/uvnI \are calvuH. smÔ uH kaH{?

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2p8 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aam ne Aam duinyamaH duinyanI hÇxu krIne mrI gyo Aem ne Aem. kaH{k

wgvannuH Smr`‐—`mo AirhHta H... `mo isâa H...˜ kyuÅ, (to) Ae xuwrag Ke, Ae kaH{ \mR n=I.

p` AhÄ to khe Ke ke: \mR Ýg! =yo Ke. cair5dxa AHdr ={ Ke. p` AHdr inivRkLp AnuwvmaH ivxeØ iS=rta n rhI xke to Aene (muinne) xuwwav Aave Ke. Ane xuwwav vqte p` ¹iÚ to TyaH raqvI ke Aa (xuw) KoDIne TyaH AHdrmaH jvuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aem Atul inv<i¿ krIne —cEtNysamaNy˜‐dxRngu Ke Ae cEtNysamaNy Ke, deqvano Svwav Ke te cEtNysamaNy Ke. —Ane cEtNyivxeØ$p˜‐Ô`vano Svwav Ke te cetnno ivxeØ Ke, wed Ke. deqvuH Ae samaNy Ke Ane Ô`vuH Ae ivxeØ Ke. Ae samaNy Ane ivxeØSv$p wgvanAa„a Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI AÙrnI (A|ya„nI) vato¦ Aaha... ha¦ AnHtkaz jNmmr`¦ to (kyaR) bapu¦ Anaid coyaRxIna AvtarmaH AnHtkaz AnHt du:qna idvso gya Ke. Are¦ AhÄ jrIk sgvDta mze TyaH Aem ={ Ôy ke Aahaha¦ Ame Ô e v\I gya ne¦ paHcpcas laq mze... ßyaH KokraHne @Ik =ay ne bepaHc laqnI pedax mihnanI hoy... ‐Ame suqI KIAe¦ ‐\Uzey n=I. saHwz ne hve. (]ota:) Ôeva ÔevanI ¹iÚ fer Ke¦ (Amne) TyaH suq lage (Ke.) (_¿r:) TyaH \Uz lage, mane Ke. Aaha... ha¦ deh Ane ragnI AekTvbuiâmaH ßyare deh KU!e Tyare iplaxe, bapu¦ jem tl FaÌmaH iplay Ke tem jene Aa xuwrag Ane dehmaH AekTvbuiâ Ke (te) Ae du:q=I ipla{ne deh KoDxe. Ane wvw/m`maH jxe.

p` jene marI cIj ragnI iwþ Ke, Aevo Anuwv kyÈ, to m<Tyu vqte p` ;huH to rag=I Ane dehnI iÊya=I iwþ KuH' AevI ¹iÚno Anuwv l{ne, (hÒ) je =oDo rag bakI hoy Aene Ô`vavazo rhe Ke. p` Aene rag=I SvgaRid mze. p` Ae SvgR mze AemaH suq n mane.

SvgRna dev Ke. sagropmnuH mo!uH Aayu*y. sagr´_pmμsagropm. diryo Ke, Aena paÌna ibHdunI _pma AsHQy Ke¸ Aem devnuH Aayu*y AsHQy Abj vØRnuH Ke. Aa tmarI =oDI =oDI waØaAe khIAe KIAe, xaS5waØa bhu AakrI Ke. sagropm‐sagrnI _pma jenI Aayu*ynI, Ae!luH mo!uH Aayu*y. p` Ae p` Aa„ana wan ivna pu~yiÊya krIne SvgRmaH gyo, TyaH=I mrIne \UzmaH‐pxumaH jxe. Aaha... ha¦

Ane \maR„ano Aa je _TsgR ne Apvad (magR Ke)¸ AemaH (_TsgRmaH) je AHdr rhI xke nhÄ, (TyaH) je (Apvad‐) rag AaVyo (to) pu~ybH\ ={ jxe, SvgRno bH\ ={ jxe, SvgRmaH jxe TyaH p` ;huH rag Ane prvStu=I iwþ KuH' Aevo Anuwv to sa=e l{ne Ôy Ke. TyaH laqo‐kroDo [Nã‐[NãaÌAo (hoy p`) É–aHy suqbuiâ n=I. \m±Òvne prmaH É–aHy suqbuiâ n=I. suq to AHtr Aa„amaH, AtIiNãy AanHdmaH (Ke) TyaH suqbuiâ Ke. p` AemaH iS=r rhI xke nhÄ to Ae ApvadmagR AaVyo, p` AemaH suqbuiâ n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ hve AavuH (sTySv$p) É–are smje ne É–are (ÝyogmaH mUke?) Aaha... ha¦ je!lI Ù` Ôy Ke... ijHdgI calI Ôy Ke. Ae dehnI iS=it pUrI =vano iniüt




]I inymsar ga=a 86 ‐ 2p9 kaz Ke. AemaH Aek Ù` v\e nhÄ Ane F!e nhÄ. deh KU!vano smy iniüt Ke. je Ùe5e, je kaze, je sHyoge (deh) KU!vano te KU!xe, KU!xe, KU!xe. iniüt j Ae vStu (iS=it) Ke. to je!lI Ùò Ane idvso Ôy Ke te b\aH m<TyunI smIp Ôy Ke. deh KU!vanI smIp Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae Ô e Ke ke ;huH mo!o =yo'... ;meH bahubz=I pEsa v\ayaR¦' wgvan khe Ke ke tuH m<TyunI smIp Ôy Ke.

(AhÄyaH khe Ke ke:) —Atul inv<i¿ krIne, cEtNysamaNy Ane cEtNyivxeØ$p —jeno Ýkax Ke Aeva injãVymaH˜‐inj ãVy Ae!le vStu. ãVy Ae!le Aa tmara pEsa nhÄ. injãVy vStu wgvan, AiSt‐AivnaxI Anaid‐AnHt AevI cIj Ke. ;Ke' tenI _Tpi¿ xI? ;Ke' teno nax xo? ;Ke' tena Svwavno Awav xo? Svwav AHdr i5kaz pD–o Ke. smÔùH kaH{? kono Ýkax? ‐jeno dxRn Ane &an Ýkax Ke, Aeva injãVymaH —svRt: iS=it kro.˜ ‐dxRn Ane &an ÝkaxSv$p Aevo wgvanAa„a, Aeva injpda=RmaH iS=it kro. Ýwu¦ tmare mui› Ôe{tI hoy to TyaH iS=r =aAo. prmanHdno wav Ane prmdu:qno Awav, Aem Ôe krvuH hoy to Aa kro. nhÄtr to rqDo Ko, rqDo. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aayu*ynI pz je Ke te!lI j rhexe... hÇ¦ laq _pay kre to kaH{? _pay kre, to Aayu*y ivxeØ v\I gyuH¦ ‐b\I jU@I vat Ke. Aayu*y iniüt Ke te!luH j TyaH rhevanI yoGyta Aa„anI Ke.

ij&asa: je!la ¬as levana hoy te!la Lye. \Ime=I le to v\are vqt Òve? sma\an: Ae y qo!I vat Ke. Ae b\I qo!I vat Ke. (Ae y) la@ImaH ÔeyuH htuH.

FàH vØÈ phelaHnI, sHvt 1971nI vat Ke. (Aek) v<â hta. \Ime \Ime hale. Aene meH pUK–uH ke xrIr to nIrog Ke to Aa kem Aem calo Ko? \Ime \Ime calva=I ¬as bhu n leva pDe to Aayu*y v\I Ôy. (]ota:) DÛaÉ!r bhu khe Ke¦ (_¿r:) DÛaÉ!ro y b\a gp mare. (]ota:) Aaram levanuH to khe Ke ne...? (_¿r:) to xuH Aaram AHdr Ke ke bhar Ke? duinyanI ivruâ Ke ne... bapa¦ duinyanI b\I qbr Ke, bapa¦ AaqI ijHdgI Aam (inv<i¿maH) ka#I Ke. Ýv<i¿ =oDI... paHc vØR‐tes@=I ADs@‐palejmaH dukan clavI htI... bs¦ pKI KoDI dI\uH b\uH. tene Kas@ vØR =yaH. (ATyare) dukan mo!I cale Ke. 5IspaH5Is laq $ipya Ke. Aek vØRnI 5`car laqnI pedax Ke. Amara wagIdarno Kokro Ke. ‐\UzmaH y É–aHy n=I. (]ota:) pela vqa` kro pKI tme kho Ko \Uz¦ (_¿r:) \UzmaHy... heran ={ne mrI gyo. AhÄ to (khe Ke ke:) pu~ywav Aave Ke Ane (Ôe) AemaH rokay to heran ={ne du:qI =ay. Aaha... ha¦ Ae pu~ywav jene sTkayR khe, Ae du:q Ke, ivkLp Ke, rag Ke, ivkar Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aena=I (pu~ywav=I) iwþ wgvan‐wgvan potanuH Sv$p hÇ¦ injãVy lI\uH ne...¦ ‐injãVymaH svRt:‐ care baj¡=I‐iS=it kro. Tyare mui› mzxe. Tyare AtIiNãy AanHdno law =xe. Ane AnHt du:q=I mui› =xe. smÔùH kaH{?

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vzI (Aa 86mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj }lok khe Ke) :- t=a ih-

(mailnI) ivØysuqivrÉta: xuâtÀvanurÉta: tpis inrticta: xaSZsHFatm¿a:.gu`mi`g`yuÉta: svRsHkLpmuÉta: k=mm<tv\U!IvÐwa n Syurete.. 115..(}loka=R:‐ ) jeAo ivØysuq=I ivr› Ke, xuâ tÀvmaH Anur› Ke, tpmaH lIn

jemnuH ic¿ Ke, xaS5smUhmaH jeAo m¿ Ke, gu`$pI mi`Aona smuday=I yu› Ke Ane svR sHkLpo=I mu› Ke, teAo mui›suHdrIna vÐw kem n =ay? (AvXy =ay j.) 11p.

—jeAo ivØysuq=I ivr› Ke˜‐prtrfna vl`vazuH je ivØysuq Ke Aena=I (je) AHdr ivr› Ke, Ae mui› mezvI xke Ke, Aem khe Ke.

—xuâ tÀvmaH Anur› Ke˜‐xuâ wgvan icdanHd Ýwu AemaH (je) Anur› Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ivØy=I ivr› Ke, SvwavmaH Anur› Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je SvwavmaH Anur› n=I te Svwav=I ivr› Ke, rag=I r› Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavI vato¦¦ saHwzva mze nhÄ. ivØysuq=I ivr›... p` ivØysuq=I Aekla ivr› nhÄ p` xuâtÀvmaH Anur› (Ke). Ae Aa„ana AanHdSv$pno rHg jene cD–o Ke (te) xuâ tÀvmaH Anur› Ke.

—tpmaH lIn jemnuH ic¿ Ke˜‐tp Ae!le cair5. Sv$pmaH (lIn) tene tp khe Ke. Aa Apvas krvo ne fla uH krvuH Ae kaH{ tp n=I¸ Ae to b\aH laHF` Ke. AHtr AanHdSv$pmaH Ýtpn krvuH, (Ae!le ke) jem Sv R (sona) ne ge$ lgave Ke tem wgvanAa„amaH sMyGdxRnpUvRk AHdr lIn =vuH, jena=I AanHd=I Aoipt Aa„a Ýg! =ay Ke, AenuH nam tp Ke. —tpiNt [it tp:˜. Aaha... ha¦ Are¦ É–arey (sacuH tp) kyuÅ nhÄ. (sTy smjvanI) drkar krI nhÄ. Ane Aa tp‐vØ±tp kre ne Apvas kre ne (manI bese ke) ={ gyo \mR¦ Aaha... ha¦ tp ;Aa' Ke. —tpmaH lIn jemnuH ic¿ Ke.˜ ‐Aa &an, &anmaH lIn Ke.

—xaS5smUhmaH jeAo m¿ Ke˜‐Aaha... ha¦ Ae xaS5maH mSt Ke, pagl Ke. duinya=I iwþ ={ gya (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ xaÏsmUhna wavmaH mSt Ke. xaS5smUhmaH mSt‐Fela Ke, Fela Ke Ae \m± xaS5smUhmaH Fela Ke. (loko khe) xuH khe Ke Aa? Fela jevI vat kre Ke¦ pagl loko \maR„a‐muinAone Ôe{ne pagl khe. ‐xuH vat kre Ke Aa? ‐Aa„a Aevo Ke ne Aa„a Aevo Ke. bapu¦ wgvan tuH Ko¦ (Ae Aa„ane) smj`maH le to tne (AenI) qbr pDe. Aaha... ha¦ xaS5smUhmaH m¿ Ke, (mSt Ke), Fela Ke, Ait (xy) ÝIitvHt Ane Ait AanHidt Ke. xaÏna (wavno) AHdr potana wavmaH je Anuwv =yo AemaH AtIiNãy AanHd Ke.

xaS5nuH AekluH &an nhÄ¸ xaS5 trf Jukav Ae nhÄ¸ p` xaS5 je khe Ke ke ;taruH Sv$p AHdr pU R AanHd Ke' (tenuH ]âan‐&an krva=I) AevI AHdr AanHdmaH mStI cDI g{, mStI ={ g{ mStI¦ mSt Aaha... ha¦ jem da$ pIne mSt ={ Ôy Ke ne...¦




]I inymsar }lok 11p ‐ 261 tem Aa„anI xaHit Ýg! krIne mSt ={ Ôy Ke. Aene duinyanI kaH{ pDI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Ait AanHidt =ay Ke. ‐Ae xaS5smUhmaH m¿ Ke.

—gu`$pI miÀona smuday=I yu› Ke˜‐wgvanAa„amaH AnHtgu` pD–a Ke. sHQyaAe gu AnHt Ke. vStu Aek. JIÌ vat¦ jem sakr Aek¸ p` sfeda{, mI@ax, suHvazp Aaid AenI xi› Ke. Aem vStu Aek¸ p` &an, dxRn, AanHd Aaid AnHt gu Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —gu`$pI miÀona smuday=I yu› Ke.˜ jenI ¹iÚmaH gu yu› Aa„a AaVyo, Ae gu`$pI miÀono smuday‐ipHD Aaqo wgvan, Ae siht Ke. Aem khIne xuH kæuH? j¡Ao¦ gu $pI miÀo A=aRtŸ AHdr gu $pI miÀo A=aRtŸ AHdr gu $pI miÀo‐&an, AanHd, SvCKta, Ýwuta, ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, dxRn, &an, vIyR Aeva AnHt gu`$pI miÀo AHdr‐pD–aH Ke. gu`$pI miÀo=I siht Ke. Aaha... ha... ha¦

—Ane svR sHkLpo=I mu› Ke.˜ ‐prnI Aektabuiâ=I je sHkLp‐ivkLp =ay Ke (Ae=I mu› Ke). benI VyaQya Ke jrI. sHkLpmaH prnI Aektabuiâ. ivkLpmaH AiS=rta. ‐Ae bey=I mu› Ke. ;smysar' maH 3pma pane (kzx‐10) Aave Ke ne...¦ rag Ane prnI AekTvbuiâ, Ae sHkLp. Ane AiS=rtano wav =vo AnHtanubH\I, Ae ivkLp. drekno A=R krva j{Ae to JI uH pDe. (svR) sHkLp‐ivkLp=I mu› Ke. ;huH AanHdSv$p KuH' Aevo ivkLp p` jene AHtrmaH KU!I gyo Ke. KeÐI vat Ke te kre Ke. Ane AtIiNãy AanHdmaH mSt ={ gya Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—teAo mui›suHdrIna vÐw kem n =ay?˜ Aaha... ha¦ xuH khe Ke? Aevo je Aa„a AanHdSv$p, AnHt gu`na miÀo=I siht Ke AevuH (jene) wan =yuH, ¹iÚ ={ Ane iS=rta ={ to te, mui›suHdrI‐mu›$pI dxa, pU aRnHdÝaiº$p dxa Ae mui›suHdrI, Ae mui›$pI suHdrI‐ (no vÐw =xe).

pa@maH ;S5I' kæuH Ke ne...¦ —k=mm<tv\U!IvÐwa n Syurete.˜ v\U Ae!le ÏI. Aevo wgvanAa„a, (Aeva) Aa„amaH jenI ¹iÚ ne &an ne rm`ta ÔmI g{ Ke te mui›$pI suHdrIno vÐw kem n =ay? Aaha... ha¦ Ae!le xuH khe Ke? ke: Aene pU aRnHdnI ÝaiºmaH vÐw A=aRtŸ Ýem =xe. Ae j vÐw (ÝemI) Ke. mui›$pI suHdrIno vÐw (Ke). jem pit, pTnIno vÐw Ke tem Aa mui›$pI suHdrIno vÐw =xe. pUàRnHdnI Ýaiº Ae cair5 Ane sMyGdxRnna Ýtap=I, xuâ Aa„ana Anuwvna Ýtap=I Ae pU`R suHdr‐mui›$pI suHdrIno vÐw kem n =ay? ‐inüy=I AenI mui› =xe j. Aene mui› =xe j. Aem khe Ke (—AvXy =ay j˜). ‐Ae Aa„anI ¹iÚ Ane (Aeno) Anuwv Ane (AemaH) iS=rta krvavazo j$r mui› Ýaº krxe.

ko{ bIÔe krave Ke, kravI xke Ke? ‐pote kre Ke. ko{ moÙ AapI xke? moÙ to Aene AHdr AanHd pD–o Ke, Ae AanHdne Ýg! krvanuH tene Ke. Ane du:q je dxa Ke teno nax krvo te Vyy. AnHt AanHdnuH Ýg!vuH te _Tpad. Ane \/uvp e to i5kaz Ke. AevI mui›nI Ýaiº kem n hoy? ‐=xe, =xe j =xe¦





—\m± Òve shj tÀv _pr ¹iÚ dI\I Ke tene te

vItragtanuH Fr Ke. vItragmUitRmaH=I vItragta Aave Ke. jena FrmaH rag n=I p` smta=I wreluH Fr Ke, tena _pr ¹iÚ detaH temaH=I smta Ýg!e Ke. Aa„amaH to AeklI vItragta wrI Ke. temaH je e njr krI Ke, tene to te vItragtanuH Fr Ke. temaH=I tene‐sMyG¹iÚne smta Ýg!e Ke.˜

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]I inymsar: ga=a 87



mo¿U` sÐwavH i`SsÐe jo du sahu pir`mid.so piDkm H _Š[ piDkm`mAo hve jMha.. 87..

muÉTva xLywavH in:xLye yStu sa\u: pir`mit.s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ÝitkÊm`myo wve>SmatŸ.. 87..

[h ih in:xLywavpir`tmhatpo\n Ov inüyÝitkÊm`Sv$p [TyuÉt:.

inüyto in:xLySv$pSy prmaTmnStavdŸ Vyvharnyblen kmRpHkyu›TvatŸ indanmayaim+yaxLyZyH iv>t [Tyupcart:. At Ov xLyZyH pirTyßy prmin:xLySv$pe it¤it yo ih prmyogI s inüyÝitkÊm`Sv$p [TyuCyte, ySmatŸ Sv$pgtvaStvÝitkÊm`mSTyeveit.

gujratI Anuvad

je sa\u KoDI xLyne in:xLywave pir`me,

te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ÝitÊm`myta kar e. 87.

ANvya=R:-(y: tu sa\u:) je sa\u (xLywavH) xLywav (muÉTva) KoDIne (in:xLye) in:xLywave (pir`mit) pir`me Ke, (s:) te (sa\u) (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke te (ÝitkÊm`my: wvetŸ) ÝitÊm`my Ke.

!Ika:-AhÄ in:xLywave pir`t mhatpo\nne j inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p khel Ke.

Ý=m to, inüy=I in:xLySv$p prma„ane, Vyvharnyna bze kmRpHk=I yu›p uH hovane lI\e (‐Vyvharnye kmR$pI kadv sa=e sHbH\ hovane lI\e) ;tene indan, maya Ane im+yaTv$pI 5` xLyo vteR Ke' Aem _pcar=I khevay Ke. Aam hova=I j 5` xLyo pirTyagIne je prm yogI prm in:xLy Sv$pmaH rhe Ke tene inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke, kar` ke tene Sv$pgt (‐injSv$p sa=e sHbH\vazuH) vaStivk ÝitÊm` Ke j.



Ývcn: ta. 26-2-1978 ;inymsar' 87mI ga=a. ;prma=R‐ÝitÊm` Ai\kar' Ke ne...¦ —AhÄ in:xLywave pir`t mhatpo\nne j inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p khel Ke.˜ ‐xuH kæuH? ;tÀva=RsU5' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ —in:xLyo v/tI.˜ in:xLy A=aRtŸ maya

xLy, indan xLy Ane im+yaTv xLy. (Ae) 5` mhadoØ Ke. Aene‐5` xLyne KoDIne, inüy in:xLywave pir`t. Ae!le ke xLyriht, AHdr AanHd Ane &annI pirìt=I pir`t. pir`t A=aRtŸ AvS=amaH te‐$pe pir`mn =vuH. Aeva mhatpo\n‐mhasHt‐tpo\nne j inüyÝitÊm` hoy Ke. Ke ne...¦ —inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p khel Ke.˜

—Ý=m to,˜ ‐muQy vat Ae Ke ke‐—inüy=I in:xLySv$p prma„a˜ Aa Aa„a j Ke Ae in:xLy, i5kaz in:xLy j Ke. wgvanAa„anuH Sv$p prma„a¸ AenuH Sv$p in:xLywave j Ke. Aa„a in:xLywave Ke to pyaRymaH in:xLywav pir`t =ay Ke.

phelI vat krI: in:xLySv$p prma„a¦ Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ wgvan AirhHtnI vat n=I. AhÄyaH i5kaz wgvan in:xLy$pe prma„aSv$p¸ Ae AenuH (‐Aa Aa„anuH) Sv$p Ke, Ý=m sMyGdxRnna ivØymaH ;Ae 5` xLyriht prma„a Ke.' Ae sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. ;in:xLy prma„aSv$p' Ae sMyGdxRnÝaiºno ivØy Ke. sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐|yey‐in:xLy prma„aSv$p, \/uv Ke. smiktno ivØy inim¿ nhÄ, rag nhÄ Ane xuâpyaRy p` nhÄ. Ae (Aa„a) to in:xLySv$p j Ke. Ôe in:xLySv$p Ke to pyaRymaH in:xLySv$pe =ay Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? AavI vato Ke¦¦

ij&asa: pyaRymaH xLywav n=I? sma\an: Ae pyaRymaH xLy Ke, vStumaH n=I. vStu ãVySvwav je ãVy¸ Aeno to

in:xLy$pe j pir`mnSvwav Ke. Aeva in:xLySv$p —prma„ane, Vyvharnyna bze˜‐Ae to pyaRyno‐

Vyvharnyno ivØy Ke Ae kar e —kmRpHk=I yu›pùH hovane lI\e˜‐pHk A=aRtŸ melp‐kadv kmR Ke AenI sa=e yu›p uH Ae yu›p uH Vyvharny=I Ke. inüynymaH to kmR sa=e yu›pùH Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AavI AavI (vatuH¦)

phelaH in:xLyp e pir`me Ae ÝitÊm` Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. te phelaH in:xLy prma„a j Ke, Aem btaVyuH Ke. Sv$p je \/uv inTyaHnHd Ýwu¦ AemaH to n=I maya, n=I indan. indan Ae!le ke Aa pu~y kruH Ane pKI kH{ SvgR mze ke cÊvtIRpd mze, AevuH (indan)¸ Sv$pmaH to Ke j nhÄ. tem im+yaxLy je maNyta‐rag=I \mR =ay, pu~y=I \mR =ay‐AevuH je im+yaxLy¸ Ae Sv$pmaH to Ke j nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ AevuH je inüy=I in:xLy prma„Sv$p¸ Ae Vyvhar=I kmRpHk=I milnta siht deqay Ke. AevuH hovane lI\e‐—Vyvharnye kmR$pI kadv sa=e sHbH\ hovane lI\e tene indan, maya Ane im+yaTv$pI 5` xLyo vteR Ke.˜ ‐Aaha... ha¦ vStuSv$p in:xLy prma„a hova KtaH p` (Ae) pyaRymaH 5` xLyp e vteR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?




]I inymsar ga=a 87 ‐ 26p pheluH to Ae isâ kyuÅ ke 5` xLyp e pyaRymaH vteR Ke. ;vteR Ke' tene KoDvuH Ke.

Aa„a xLypè pir`me? ke‐ha. Vyvharnye pir`me? DÛa. gaHgulIno Aek ÝÆ varHvar Aavto ke‐Aa„a rag$pe =ay? Aaha... ha¦ tÀvnI kaH{ qbr n mze. tÀv je ãVySvwav, xi›$p Svwav, Aa„a sa=e tadaTMy gu na Svwav$p vStu, Ae to tdŸn indÈØ‐piv5 Ke¸ p` Ae Aa„a j pote potanuH Sv$p wUlI Ane pyaRymaH im+yaTvwav, mayaxLy, indanxLy, (Ae) pyaRymaH pir`t =ay Ke. smÔùH kaH{? (]ota:) AhÄ maya AavI, Êo\‐man n=I AaVya¦ (_¿r:) AhÄyaH mayaxLy levuH Ke. kp!nuH AHdr êDe xLy pD–uH hoy (Ke). —maya ñdy ha= n Aave˜ Aeva maya‐kp!‐kui!lta, Ae levuH Ke. im+yaTv ne maya (‐kp!) ne indan... bs¦ 5` xLy Ke. pKI ragno AiS=rtano wav muinne (p`) hoy Ke. p` AhÄyaH to 5` xLyriht mhatpo\n (hoy Ke. A=aRtŸ) wgvTSv$p AacayRmuinnI pirìtmaH 5` xLyriht dxa hoy Ke. Ane tena (‐xLyna) S=anmaH AtIiNãy AanHd ne AtIiNãy &an ne AtIiNãy AnHt xaHitnI _g/tanuH pir`mn hoy Ke. xaHit... xaHit... xaHit, AanHd... AanHd¦ Aaha... ha... ha¦

\m±ne, ko{ prcIjmaH, potanI cIj=I Ai\kta Ane ivxeØta É–aHy wastI n=I. smÔy Ke kaH{? \m±ne potana Aa„ana AanHdSv$pnI ivxeØata‐cmTkairk mahaTMy waSyuH Ke te=I (tene) ko{ baæ pda=R‐xrIr suHdr, \Ì l"mI, kroDo $ipyana mo!a bHgla‐nI ivSmyta‐AaüyRta deqatI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ [NãnaH [Nãasn hoy top` smiktIne (temaH) AaüyRta‐ivSmyta lagtI n=I.

(Aa„ane) Ae 5` xLyo (vteR Ke) —Aem _pcar=I khevay Ke.˜ ‐xuH kæuH? wgvanAa„a prmanHdSv$p, \/uv¸ AemaH to 5` xLy n=I. p` pyaRy, kmRna sHge‐kmRna sHyu›pàne karè‐5` xLyp e Ke Ae Vyvharny=I‐_pcar=I khevamaH Aave Ke. _pcar=I Ae!le ãVymaH n=I p` pyaRymaH Ke, ma!e _pcar Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? Vyvharny=I kho ke _pcar=I kho to Ae 5` xLysiht vteR Ke. vteR Ke (A=aRtŸ) Ae Aa„a 5` xLymaH vteR Ke. pyaRymaH 5` xLy (Ke). [iNãyomaH suqbuiâ, pu~yna wavmaH ihtbuiâ, papna piràmmaH AanHdnuH‐suqnuH wasvuH‐Ae b\o im+yaTvwav¸ Ae wavmaH Òv Vyvharnye vteR Ke. (]ota:) _pcar krvo Ae!le? (_¿r:) Ae pyaRymaH Ke, Ae j _pcar. vStumaH n=I Ane pyaRymaH Ke Ae Vyvhar kho ke _pcar kho (Aeka=R Ke). pyaRymaH 5` xLyp uH Ke, Aene Aa„a‐ãVy‐Òv‐vStu to inim¿ma5 Ke. inim¿ Ae!le kH{ nhÄ. pyaRy _padanp e potamaH 5` xLyp e vteR Ke.

;b/ï sTy Ane jgt im+ya' Ae!le ke jgt n=I tem doØ pyaRymaH n=I (‐Aem n=I). prm sTy ÝwumaH doØ n=I¸ p` AenI pyaRymaH doØ n=I‐AevuH (vStu) Sv$p n=I. Ôe doØ n hoy to Aene AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv Ôe{Ae.

khe Ke ke: Ae 5` xLyna wavsiht vteR Ke. vteR Ke, Aem kI\uH. kmRne l{ne vteR Ke Aem nhÄ. pote potane wUlIne (Aene), kmRnuH sHyu›p uH‐sHbH\ Ke... bs¦ Aaha... ha¦ êDe êDe kH{k p` ragna AHxna wag=I (mne) law =xe‐AevuH je im+yaTv xLy Ke, AemaH




266 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Vyvharnye Ae Òv vteR Ke. Aene _pcare khevamaH Aave Ke.

5` xLyo vteR Ke, Aem kI\uH ne...¦ doØ cEtNynI pyaRymaH n=I, Aem n=I. tem kmRne l{ne (doØ) Ke, Aem (p`) n=I. tem te (doØ) Ke ma!e te inüy=I Ke, Aem p` n=I. Axuâinüy=I Aene khevay¸ p` Axuâinüy Ae Vyvhar j Ke. smÔy Ke kaH{? prcIj Ke te to inim¿ma5 Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Are¦ doØ Ke tene p` wgvan‐ãVy to inim¿ma5 Ke. Ae!le (doØ) Aena=I (i5kazI ãVy=I) =to n=I Ane Aana=I (kmR=I) =to n=I. (]ota:) pyaRymaH Ke p` KU!I Ôy ma!e? (_¿r:) Ke, Vyvhar Ke, to KU!I Ôy Ke. inüy=I Ôe (doØ) Aena SvwavmaH hoy to KU!e nhÄ. (kemke) Ae (doØ) to AenuH vStuSv$p ={ gyuH.

AhÄ to muinpànI dxa in:xLyp e vteR Ke, AenuH v Rn Ke. Ane tene (muinne) sacuH ÝitÊm` hoy Ke. Ae xLy=I paKo h@–o Ke. ÝitÊm` Ke ne...¦ Vyvhare je xLy Ke tena=I te \m± Vyvhare paKo h@–o Ke. Tyare tene in:xLy pir`mn pyaRymaH‐AtIiNãy AanHdnI Vy›dxa pir`mn$pe‐=ay Ke. tene AhÄyaH sTy‐inüy ÝitÊm` khIne, ÝitÊm`my Ae Òv Ke. ‐in:xLypir`mnsiht j Ae Òv Ke.

—Aem _pcar=I khevay Ke ... Ke¦ —Aam hova=I j˜ Ae!le (ke) vStuna i5kazSvwavmaH to, prma„Sv$pmaH to, Ae 5` xLymaH=I Aekey xLy Ke j nhÄ¸ p` pyaRymaH 5` xLyp e vteR Ke‐Ae=I ;Aam hova=I j' —5` xLyo pirTyagIne˜ (A=aRtŸ) Ke tene KoDe Ke ne...¦ wgvanAa„a prmanHdSv$p, in:xLySv$p¸ Aeno Aa]y l{ Ane ßyaH iS=rta =ay Ke Tyare (Ae) 5` xLy KU!I Ôy Ke. Ae!le 5` xLynuH Aene Ýayiü¿ =yuH, ÝitÊm` =yuH. —5` xLyo pirTyagIne˜‐Aeklo ;TyagIne' xBd n=I lI\o (p`) ;pirTyagIne' Ae!le ke smSt Ýkare KoDIne. Aaha... ha¦

AanHdno na= Ýwu AtIiNãy Am<tno sagr¦ jena Svad Aagz [NãnaH [Nãasno (sDela trà jeva lage). A\Rlokno SvamI xÊeNã Ane AenI kroDo [NãaÌAo‐Ae (kaH{) Aa \anna #ÄglaH n=I, Aene to hÔro vØeR kH@maH=I Am<t Jre. Aena ([Nãna) wog p` &anIne du:qdayk Ane Jer jeva lage. kemke tene AtIiNãy AanHdna Svad Aagz Ae ivØywogna ragno Svad Jer jevo du:q$p lage Ke. te=I tene AanHdna Sv$pmaH rmtaH rmtaH Ae xLyno Tyag ={ Ôy Ke.

ij&asa: bahublIÒne xLy htuH ne? sma\an: bahublIne jrIk ivkLp hto. im+yaTvxLy nhotuH. rag jrI =oDo‐

Ae!lo rhI gyo hto. ivkLp qsto nhoto. jrIk (rag) TyaH (muinne) rhI Ôy Ke. (muin) Kõe‐satme, Kõe‐satme (gu`S=ane) ræa j kre. satme Ôy top` (AiS=rtavx) paKa Kõe AaVya kre. (ivkLp) KoDIne AHdr (]eÌmaH) j{ xke nhÄ. Ae!lo jrI rag rhI gyelo¸ xLy nhÄ¸ rag. Vyvhare khevay Aem jrI‐Ae ragmaH A!k–o ke: huH ko{nI jmInmaH éwo KuH, Aem. wrtne du:q laGyuH hxe? Aevo je ivkLp, te Kõe Aave Tyare, ræa j kyÈ. satme Ôy ne paKa Kõe Aave, (p`) Ae ivkLp qse nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ Ae ßyare AHtr ‐ AHdrmaH étyaR (Tyare) Ae ivkLpno nax ={ gyo Ane ivxeØe‐_g/ inivRkLp AanHdnI




]I inymsar ga=a 87 ‐ 267 \ara vhI. Aaha... ha¦ Aene ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. AavI vat Ke¦¦ smÔ uH?

sHvt‐1980maH, bo!admaH b\a wa{ saHje piDkm` krva Aave. Aekvar b\ane mara=I Aem khevayuH ke: wa{¦ Aa piDkm` Ke Ae @Ik¸ p` Aa„anuwv Ane ivwav xuH cIj Ke Ae qbr Ke? Ae to boLya nhÄ p` pKI Aa (bIÔ sa\u) boLya ke Ae ivwav Ane Anuwv¸ jevuH Aap e n hoy. Aaha... ha¦ kaH{ qbr n mze, xuH khe? Ane Aam khevata jEnna beirS!r. Aa beirS!rmaH Ae!lI AavDt¦ 72nI salnI vat Ke. Aekvar meH cItlmaH pUKyuH ke: \maRiStkaymaH gu nI sHQya ke!lI? Tyare kæuH ke AemaH be gu Ke‐Aek git Ane Aek A$pI. (]ota:) Tyare Aa caltuH j nhotuH. AhÄ to Ýwu khe Ke ke: drek ãVymaH samaNy gu p` AnHt Ane ivxeØ p` AnHt Ke. hve Aa mo!a beirS!r khevay, Aene Ae!lI y qbr nhÄ¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke Aa p` Aek vStu Ke. Ae potap e Ke Ane prp e n=I, to AemaH AnHt \mR ={ Ôy Ke. Aene to saHwZyuH y n hoy ke: AemaH (Aa„amaH) AnHt\mRTv namno to Aek gu Ke. (Aeva) AnHt \mR, AnHt gu , AnHt xi› Aa„amaH Ke. Ae ivwav ne Anuwv Ane Ae kH{ vat (sHÝdaymaH Ke j nhÄ).

wa{¦ ragna wav=I KU!I, wgvan pU aRnHdno Ývah vhe Ke, tene AnusrIne AHdr dxa Ýg! krvI AenuH nam Aa„ano Anuwv Ke. Ane Ae Anuwv rTnicHtami` (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ —Anuwv icHtami`rtn, Anuwv hE rskUp.˜ ‐Ae Anuwv rsno diryo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ jemaH AnHt pyaRyo AekIsa=e xuâpè pir`me (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ Ae AnuwvnuH nam p` n AavDe ko{ne (‐sHÝdaymaH) ke Aap`maH AnuwvnI vat n=I. AhÄ kæuH: —Anuwv icHtami`rtn˜‐rTnicHtami`. Ae Aa„ano rag=I iwþ pDIne AHdrmaH Anuwv krvo Ae to rTnicHtami` Ke. Ae!le icHtami`no p+=r mze to icHtve te =ay. Ae p+=r devAi\i¤t hoy Ke, tem wgvanAa„a rag=I iwþ pDIne wed&anmaH AaVyo Tyare je Aa„ano Anuwv =ay Ae to rTnicHtami` Ke. Anuwv hÇ¦ vStunI to xI vat krvI? Aaha... ha¦ pUàRnHdno na=¦ jemaH AnHt AtIiNãy AanHd wrck wyÈ Ke. (AnHt) AtIiNãy &an, AnHt AtIiNãy ]âa xi›$pe, AnHt... AnHt... AnHt AtIiNãy Ýwuta‐Aeno to Ýwu Ke Ae wgvan¦ AenI to vat xI krvI? p` Aeno Anuwv pyaRymaH =ay tene p` Ame Anuwv rTnicHtami` khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha... ha¦

Aa (lqa`) xaS5maH b\uH Ke... hÇ¦ p` vaHcta n=I. idgHbr xaS5omaH b\I vStu Ke. AevI (vat) bIje É–aHy n=I. idgHbrna xaS5maH to b\uHy wyuÅ Ke. idgHbrna ko{ p` xaS5 nanamaH nanuH‐ ;ãVysHg/h' Lyo, ;[Úopdex' Lyo¦

[Ú _pedx‐iÝy _pdex, y=a=R _pdex‐kone khIAe? TyaH Aem 3pmI ga=amaH kæuH ke: Òv git kre Tyare \maRiStkayne inim¿ khevay. (Òve) inim¿=I git krI n=I. pote git kre Ke Tyare same inim¿ \maRiStkay khevay. AevI rIte (inim¿) b\ayne \maRiStkayvtŸ (hoy Ke). Aevo pa@ Ke. (tem KtaH ke!lak lokone) Ae vat bestI n=I. na¦ Ae inim¿ kH{k kre. inim¿ kH{k (_padanmaH) kre. AiGn Aave to paÌ énuH =ay. KrI inim¿ Ke to xakna be k!ka =ay. ‐b\I jU@I vat Ke. Ae (xakna) k!ka =vano (Ae) pyaRyno kaz,




268 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aeno potano Svkaz hto to =ya Ke. Tyare KrIne inim¿ khevamaH Aave Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —5` xLyo pirTyagIne ‐smSt Ýkare KoDIne, Ane smSt Ýkare pUàRnHdna na=nuH AvlHbn l{ne, svR baj¡=I wgvanna Aa]ymaH AavIne.

;Ývcnsar' maH ;Aasn' kæuH ne...¦ mUz Aasn Ae Ke. Ae AasnmaH Aa„a mze Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an Ae AHdr Aasn Ke. TyaH tne AanHdnuH \am‐wgvan mze Ke. jem Ae mo!a mkanmaH j{x to tne raÔ TyaH hxe te mzxe Aem Ae (Aa„a) na Aasn sMyGdxRn‐&an¸ TyaH Ô to tne wgvanAa„a mzxe. Aaha... ha¦

Ae 5` xLyo pirTyagIne —je prm yogI˜ j¡Ao¦ Aa yogI‐co=e gu`S=ane mumuÙune p` yogI‐kæa Ke. pote je!lI inmRzpyaRyne ãVy sa=e ÔeDe Ke te te!luH yognuH sa\n‐yogI Ke. Ane je ragna sa=ne ÔeDe Ke te wogI Òv, wogno‐ivkarno wo›a‐wogI ÝaÌ Ke. Ae ÔegI=I wogI j¡dI Ôt Ke.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: —je prm yogI˜‐Aeklo yogI xBd vapyÈ n=I. kemke co=e gu S=ane p` yogI to kæa Ke. Aap e kæuH htuH ne...¦ moÙa=± isâaHt to Aem sevo. sHSk<tmaH Ke. mumuÙu Ae!le yogI, Aevo xBd Ke. AhÄ to smikt¹iÚ x$ ={ Tyar=I tene yognuH ÔeDa` Svwav trf =yuH Ae!le tene yogI khevamaH AaVyo. Ane muin to prm yogI Ke. xBd pD–o Ke ne...? Aaha... ha¦

jeè maya, indan Ane im+yaTvxLy KoD–aH Ke. (]ota:) Vyvharnye vteR Ke¦ (_¿r:) vteR Ke ne...¦ ‐A&anIne pyaRymaH im+yaTv vteR Ke. (A&anIne) pyaRymaH im+yaTv Ke ke nhÄ? vStumaH n=I. pyaRymaH im+yaTv Ke, indan Ke (Ane maya xLy) Ke¸ Aene pyaRymaH KoDIne, inmRzpyaRy Ýg! kre. ‐Ae to vat AavI g{ ne...¦ im+yaTv, indan Ane maya, Ae pyaRymaH vteR Ke, AenI dxamaH vteR Ke kmRmaH vteR Ke Aem nhÄ. (]ota:) Aa im+ya¹iÚnI vat Ke? (_¿r:) ha. im+ya¹iÚnI vat Ke. Ane im+ya¹iÚ g{ Tyare pKI im+yaTv vtRtuH n=I¸ p` AHdr Acair5 ragaidnuH hoy Ke. p` AhÄ to _Tk<Ú vat Ae!le ke muinnI (vat) levI Ke ne...¦ muinne to 5 e xLyriht AeklI AanHdnI dxa (vteR Ke). Aaha... ha¦ gme te!la prIØh Ane _psgR Aave top` temaH Ae (muin) gwray nhÄ, Ae (to) _Tk<Ú AanHdmaH ÔeDa{ Ôy (Ke), AanHdna Svad leva Ae AHdrmaH FUsI Ôy Ke‐ßyaH AtIiNãy AanHdno AHdr #glo pD–o Ke¦

ij&asa: AavI vat kH{ hoy to (Aa„a) gyo É–aH? Aem ke mharaj¦ bhu vqa` kro Ko: Aa„a Aavo Ke ne Aavo Ke¦ to Ae \oyel mUza jevo coQqo‐inmRz Aa„a te gyo É–aH? Aem Aek wa{ kheta.

sma\an: gyo É–aHy n=I¦ p` tne wan n=I Ae!le tne deqato n=I. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr wgvan pUàRnHdno na=, \oyel mUza jevo coQqo pD–o Ke¦

AhÄyaH to kæuH ne...¦ ke: Ae to in:xLySv$p prma„a Ke. Aena Sv$pmaH to xULynI gH\ n=I. Aaha... ha¦ \/uv... \/uv¦ \/uvna |yeyne |yanmaH l{ne je e Aa„ana Anuwv




]I inymsar ga=a 87 ‐ 269 kyaR Aene 5` xLyriht dxa ={ Ae prm yogI khevay Ke. Aola ANymitna yogI bava khevay, Ae nhÄ... hÇ¦ Aa to Sv$p prmanHdno na=‐#Im, AtIiNãy AanHdno #Im‐#glo, mha A$pI Svwav pD–o Ke AemaH je e ÔeDa` ÔeDI dI\uH Ke‐ragmaH je ÔeDa` htuH te KU!Ine, Sv$pmaH ÔeDa` kyuÅ Ke Ane te p` _g/p e kyuÅ Ke‐te=I te sHtone prm yogI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aa sHtonI Sv$pdxa¦¦

Aaha... ha¦ (Aa Òv) maHD maHD ingodmaH=I nIkzI, AekeiNãymaH=I nIkzI, be[iNãy‐i5[iNãy caEreiNãy‐pHceiNãy, AemaH=I ma`s A=aRtŸ pHceiNãymaH=I ma`s =vuH, Aaha... ha¦ (Ait dulRw Ke, wa{¦ Ane) AemaH p` AayRkuz, AemaH _¿m jEn\mRnuH kuz mzvuH‐Aaha... ha¦ AemaH p` vItragnI vaÌ y=a=R saHwzva mzvI, ‐Aaha... ha¦ (_¿ro¿r dulRw hoy Ke). Aaha... ha¦ (hve) AavI dulRw cIj mzI¸ Aene leqe lgaDI É–are khevay? ke‐Ae rag=I iwþ wgvanSv$pI ÝwunI ¹iÚ Ane (Aeno) Anuwv kro to mnu*yp uH leqe lgaD–uH khevay.

AhÄ khevamaH Aave Ke ke: (je) prm yogI —prm in:xLySv$pmaH rhe Ke˜‐ÔeyuH? phelaH im+yaTv AaidmaH vtRto hto Ae ßyare TyaH=I KU!Ine Sv$pmaH‐AanHdmaH AaVyo Tyare in:xLyp e rhe Ke. phelaH xLyp e rheto hto. (Ae) vat pyaRynI Ke. vStu to (i5kaz) in:xLy Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

¬etaHbrmaH itkŸqu¿o, piDkm`, ka_sGg, logSs, nmoT=u H Aaid sat pa@ Aave Ke. Ae piDkm`‐samaiyk kre Ke ne...? polejmaH Aa@ dI huH j kravto. Aa@ dI b\a wega =ay, piDkm` mo#e kreluH. saHwze b\a. ‐\mR ={ gyo, Lyo¦ Aaha... ha¦ Ae to Aek FiDyo (goqelo) hto. Ae xuwwav Ane AemaH paKo \mR maNyo. (Ae) im+yaTvxLy htuH.

AhÄyaH to khe Ke: (je prm yogI prm) —in:xLySv$pmaH rhe Ke˜‐waØa Ôe{¦ Anaid=I im+yaxLymaH rheto hto‐Ae im+yaTv, indan Ane kp! (maya) na wavne KoDI, xuâ cEtNy\nna in:xLywavmaH pir`me Ke, tene sHt Ane prm yogI Ane ÝitÊm`my khevamaH Aave Ke. te Aa„a ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

—tene inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke˜‐ÔeyuH¦ je prm yogI in:xLyp e Sv$pmaH rhe Ke tene sacuH ÝitÊm`Sv$p, sTy ÝitÊm`Sv$p‐qreqr jena=I h@vuH Ke te h@–o Ke Ane Sv$pmaH AaVyo Ke ma!e tene sacuH ÝitÊm`Sv$p khevamaH Aave Ke. —kar` ke tene Sv$pgt˜‐Aolo (je) ragno sHbH\ hto te KU!Ine hve Sv$pno sHbH\ =yo Ke. Ke...¦ Sv$p sa=e sHbH\ (Ae!le ke) hve &ayk ne AtIiNãy AanHdnuH dz ÝwunI sa=e jene sHbH\ =yo Ke. Anaid=I to rag Ane pu~y‐papna wavnI sa=e sHbH\ hto Ane ;te mara Ke' Aem manIne im+yaTvmaH hto AemaH=I KU!–o Ke in:xLyp e rhe Ke, Sv$pmaH in:xLyp e rhe Ke. —tene Sv$pgt˜‐Ae Sv$pmaH rme Ke. hve Sv$p sa=e sHbH\ ={ gyo Ke. ragno sHbH\ KU!Ine Sv$pno sHbH\ kyÈ Ke. Aaha... ha¦

|yan krtaH to Aene AavDe Ke. smÔ uH? p` AatR|yan Ane raEã|yan. Aek bap hto. dIkranuH lGn vrFoDo haLyo gyo. Ane pote AekaHtmaH pD–o ivcar krto hto. AD\o




270 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 klak su\I ivcarmaH Ae!lo b\o mxgUl ={ gyo ke Aane ma!e xuH krvuH Ane kem krvuH? vrFoDo vyo gyo bÔrmaH. pote hare hovo Ôe{Ae. Aene @eka e qU amaH be@aH ivcar krtaH Aene kH{ qbr nhÄ ke Ae vrFoDo É–aH gyo? j¡Ao¦ |yan krtaH AavDe Ke. b\uH wUlIne |yan to krtaH AavDe Ke. p` ê\uHH¦ to jem |yan Aam (ê\uHH) AavDe Ke Aem Aam (sI\uH) krtaH AavDe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (prm yogIne) —inj Sv$p sa=e sHbH\vazuH˜‐AnaidnuH to rag Ane ivkar sa=e sHbH\vazuH |yan htuH, AÝitÊm` htuH. Ane ;Aa' injSv$p sa=e sHbH\vazuH —vaStivk ÝitÊm` Ke j.˜ ‐qreqr tene vaStivk‐y=a=R ÝitÊm` khevay Ke. Aaha... ha¦

AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to saHje j{ne piDkm` kyuÅ Ane ={ ræuH (ktRVy), Lyo¦ kaH{ n smje A=Rne. n smje wavne. piDkm` hHmexaH svar‐saHj be var krIAe. Are, wa{¦ ÝitÊm` to ;Aene' khIAe. kI\uH ne...¦ tene vaStivk ÝitÊm` Ke j. ragne KoDIne, Sv$pne g/hIne, iS=r =ay Ke tene j vaStivk ÝitÊm` Ke j. Aaha... ha¦ AavI ÝitÊm`nI VyaQya¦

∙ (hve Aa 87mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj be }lok khe Ke:)

(AnuÚuwŸ) xLyZyH pirTyßy in:xLye prmaTmin.iS=Tva iväaNsda xuâmaTmanH wavyeTSf¡!mŸ.. 116..

(}loka=R:‐ ) 5` xLyne pirTyagI, in:xLy prma„amaH iS=t rhI, iväane sda xuâ Aa„ane Sfu!pè wavvo. 116.

bhu w~yo hoy Ane (AWyas) kyÈ hoy Ae iväan nhÄ. AhÄyaH to —5`

xLyne pirTyagI˜, (‐KoDIne), —in:xLy prma„amaH iS=t˜ (rhe) tene iväan khIAe, (Aem) khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae!le xuH? ke: phelaH kæuH htuH‐i5kazI Aa„a, in:xLy prma„a Ke¦ Ae in:xLy prma„amaH iS=t —rhI iväane˜‐\maR„aAe, &anIAoAe —sda xuâ Aa„ane˜‐i5kaz wgvan prma„Sv$pne (—Sfu!pè˜) Ýg!p e —wavvo.˜ Aaha... ha¦ pyaRymaH tenI wavna krvI. vStu to vStu Ke j¸ p` Ýg!pè tenI wavna krvI. (Ae!le ke:) AtIiNãy AanHdSv$pmaH Ýg!pè te AanHdnI wavna krvI. (A=aRtŸ) pyaRymaH AanHd$pe pir`mn krvuH. Aene ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ke ne...¦ Aa„ane‐xuâ Aa„ane Ae!le i5kaz, te sda. iväane‐\m± Òve sda xuâ Aa„ane (Ýg!pè wavvo). saHj‐svare ÝitÊm` kyuÅ, Aem nhÄ¸ (p`) AhÄ to khe Ke: sda xuâ Aa„ane wavvo. Aene covIse klak ÝitÊm` Ke. Aola‐S=ankvasI saHje‐svare ÝitÊm` kre ne...? Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke: sda. &anIAe sda xuâ Aa„ane Ýg!pè‐ÝTyÙpè wavvo.




]I inymsar }lok 116‐117 ‐ 271 Aaha... ha¦ vatuH bhu AakrI. k@` to qrI ne...¦ AxÉy n=I, k@` (Ke.) Fò

puruØa=R mage Ke. sTy ÝitÊm` ma!e Fò puruØa=R mage Ke. ragna k`=I p` h@I Ane in:xLy prma„Sv$pmaH @rvuH Ae kaH{ AoKI puruØa=Rdxa Ke? Ae AHdrnI A|ya„dxa, Ae Vyvhar =yo.

;prma=Rvcinka' maH Aave Ke ne...¦ A&anIne A|ya„na VyvharnI p` qbr n=I. Aaha... ha¦ A|ya„no Vyvhar Ae ke: i5kaz vStu Ke Ae inüy, Ane tena Aa]ye =yelI vItragI‐inmRzdxa Ae A|ya„no Vyvhar Ke Ae!le ke Aa„ano Ae Aa„Vyvhar Ke. ragaid Ae to mnu*yVyvhar, laEikk Vyvhar, sHsarVyvhar Ke. Ae (;Ývcnsar') ga=a‐94maH kæuH Ke. Ae AhÄ khe Ke.

(AhÄyaH) ke!laH ivxeØò vapyaÅ Ke‐j¡Ao ne...¦ in:xLy prma„amaH iS=t rhI, xuâ cEtNy\n wgvan AemaH iS=t rhI, iväane Ae!le \m±Ae, &anIAe sda‐covIse klak (Ae xuâ Aa„ane wavvo).

je e (xLy) KoD–uH Ke, Ae (xLy) covIse klak AHdr KoDeluH j pD–uH Ke¦ (sHÝdaymaH loko) saHj‐svar piDkm` kre AemaH (É–aH kH{ KoD–uH hoy Ke). Ae to Aek xuwwav Ke, Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke¸ mane ke ;meH \mR kyÈ' (to te im+yaxLy Ke).

—Sfu!p e wavvo˜‐ ;wavvo' Ae!le pyaRy ={, Ýg! pyaRyp e (wavvo). xi›$pe to wgvan pU aRnHd in:xLy Ke j¸ p` pyaRymaH in:xLyp e wavvo, pir`mavvuH, pir`mvuH, AenuH nam y=a=R ÝitÊm` Ke. Aene ÝitÊm` Ke j. Aaha... ha¦ 116 }lok =yo.

(p<+vI) kØaykilrHijtH Tyjtu ic¿muŠEwRvanŸwvw/m`kar H SmrxraiGndG\H muhu:.SvwavinytH suqH ivi\vxadnasaidtHwj TvmilnH yte ÝblsHs<tew±itt:.. 117..

(}loka=R:‐) he yit¦ je (ic¿) wvw/m`nuH kar` Ane varHvar kamba`na AiGn=I dG\ Ke-Aeva kØayklex=I rHgayela ic¿ne tuH ATyHt KoD¸ je ivi\vxatŸ (-kmRvxpàne lI\e) AÝaº Ke Aeva inmRz Svwavinyt suqne tuH Ýbz sHsarnI wIit=I DrIne wj. 117.

Aaha... ha¦ _Tk<Ú vat Ke ne...¦ Aa to muinnI vat Ke. —he yit¦˜ Aola (ANymaH) jit =ay Ke te nhÄ... hÇ¦ Sv$pnI yTna krnaro, jtn krnaro, vStu jevI Ke tevI tene ¹iÚ‐&anmaH raqnaro, tene AhÄyaH yit khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ he yit¦ —je ic¿˜ Ae!le A&anwav‐im+yaTvwav —wvw/m`nuH kar` Ke.˜ ‐je (ic¿) wvw/m`nuH kar` Ke, ragvazuH ic¿ Ae wvw/m`nuH kar` Ke. cahe to xuwragvazuH ic¿ ho top` te sHsar Ke. Ane te=I tene AÀavXyk kæo Ke. xuwmaH rhelo ÝaÌ p` AÀavXyk (A=aRtŸ) AavXykmaH n=I. AvXy je krva layk Ke temaH te n=I.

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272 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke˜‐xuH khe Ke? ‐paHc [ÂNãyona baæ AakØRk ivØyomaH dG\ Ke, bzI gyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je &annI vtRman dxa baæpda=RnI ivSmyta deqIne qeHca{ Ôy Ke‐xrIr suHdr, vaÌ suHdr, haDkaH saraH, AHdr lohI saruH, Aeva baæmaH je ic¿ AakØaR{ Ôy Ke‐ (te) varHvar kamba`na AiGn=I dG\ Ke, Aene baænI cIÔe AnukUz lagtaH TyaH roka{ Ôy Ke. ‐Ae &an dG\ Ke, kamba`na AiGn=I bzI gyuH Ke¸ khe Ke. paHc [ÂNãyona ivØyo trfnuH qeHca`‐AakØR (=taH) te ic¿‐&an kamba`na AiGn=I (dG\ Ke). khe Ke: Ae (qeHca`) to AiGn Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xrIr sfed‐\ozuH hoy, haDkaH‐maHs (suFD) hoy, Aena _pr pKI jrI A¿r copDIne (xrIr) Aam ckcka! (krtuH) hoy Aene Ôe{ne, (AhÄ) khe Ke: Ae kamba`na AiGn=I bzI gyuH Ke. smÔ uH? AnukUz xBd ÝxHsana saHwzva, Ae kamba`‐rag Ke, AemaH roka{ gyo (to) te kambaz=I dG\ ={ gyo Ke. Aoho¦ tme to FùH kam kyuÅ... tme to Aam kam kyaÅ ne Aam kam kyaÅ... tme to bhu sevaAo krI Ke‐gamnI seva krI, NyatnI seva krI, #ornI seva krI...¦ (Aeva) ÝxHsana xBdo saHwze, Ae b\o ragmaH roka{ Ôy Ke¸ (to AhÄ) khe Ke: AenuH ic¿ bzI gyuH Ke, AHdr Aene kamnaH ba` vaGyaH Ke, ic¿ bzI gyuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

—kamba`na AiGn˜‐waØa j¡Ao: kØay AiGn Ke. prtrfna vl`maH je qeHca{ Ôy Ke, Ae kamba`nI AiGn Ke, Aena=I AenuH ic¿ bzI gyuH Ke, Arr... r¦ dJa{ gyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ jem camDI _trDIne ko{ énaH paÌ KaH!e to AiGnnaH ba` (jevaH lage), tem Aena ragmaH, prna ÝemmaH dG\‐bzI gyo Ke, AHtrnI xaHitne dJaDI dI\I Ke.

—--Aeva kØayklex=I rHgayela ic¿ne˜‐kØayno klex Ke (Aena=I) rHgayela ic¿ne —tuH ATyHt KoD.˜ ‐Ae rHg laGya tene KoD, Ýwu¦ Ane AHtr AanHdna na=maH rHg lgaD¸ Aem khe Ke. piDkm` Ke ne...? paKa frvanuH. AavuH piDkm` Ke. piDkm`na b\a FiDya to (Òve) bhu kyaR (p` hve) ic¿ne tuH ATyHt KoD.

—je ivi\vxatŸ (--kmRvxpàne lI\e) AÝaº Ke˜‐xuH? (ke:) Aa„a. Aaha... ha¦ ragne tabe =yelane Aa„a AÝaº Ke. xuwaxuwna ragmaH tabe =yelane Ýwu‐Aa„a AÝaº Ke.

—Aeva inmRz Svwavinyt˜‐SvwavmaH iniüt rhelo, SvwavmaH inym=I rhelo —suqne tuH Ýbz sHsarnI wIit=I DrIne wj.˜ Aaha... ha¦ AanHdSv$p wgvan AtIÂNãy AanHd Ke. —Svwavinyt˜‐SvwavmaH iniüt rhel Ke. SvwavmaH inym=I AtIiNãy AanHd rhel Ke. —Aeva inmRz Svwavinyt suqne˜‐Ae AtIiNãy AanHdne tuH Ýbz sHsarnI wIit=I DrIne (A=aRtŸ) car gitna wvna wy=I DrIne wj. Ae AanHdnuH \am wgvan tene wj. Aaha... ha¦ AavI VyaQya Ke¦ tene ÝitÊm` khevay Ke.

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c¿a Agui¿wavH itgui¿gu¿o hve[ jo sahU.

so piDkm H _Š[ piDkm`mAo hve jMha.. 88..TyÉTva AguiºwavH iZguiºguºo wve>: sa\u:.

s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ÝitkÊm`myo wve>SmatŸ.. 88..

iZguiºguºlÙ`prmtpo\nSy inüycairZaQyanmettŸ.

y: prmtpür`sr:srisÌhakrcHDcHDriXmrTyasþwVyo munIXvr: baæÝpHc$pmŸ AguiºwavH TyÉTva iZguiºguºinivRkLpprmsmai\lÙ`liÙtmŸ ATypUvRmaTmanH |yayit, ySmatŸ ÝitkÊm`my: prmsHymI At Ov s c inüyÝitkÊm`Sv$po wvtIit.

gujratI Anuvad :

je sa\u KoDI Aguiºwav i5guiºguºp e rhe,

te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ÝitÊm`myta kar e. 88.

ANvya=R:-(y: sa\u:) je sa\u (AguiºwavH) Aguiºwav (TyÉTva) tÒne (iZguiºguº: wvetŸ) i5guiºguº rhe Ke, (s:) te (sa\u) (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke te (ÝitkÊm`my: wvetŸ) ÝitÊm`my Ke.

!Ika:-i5guiºguºp uH (‐5` guiº vDe guºp uH) jenuH lÙ` Ke Aeva prm tpo\nne inüycair5 hovanuH Aa k=n Ke.

prm tpür`$pI srovrna kmzsmUh ma!e ÝcHD sUyR sman Aeva je Ait‐AasþwVy munI¬r baæ ÝpHc$p AguiPtwav tÒne, i5guiºguº‐inivRkLp‐prmsmai\lÙ`=I liÙt Ait‐ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke, te munI¬r ÝitÊm`my prmsHymI hova=I j inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke.



Ývcn: ta. 27-2-1978 (;inymsar' ga=a 88nI) !Ika:‐ —i5guiº (guº) pùH (--5` guiº vDe

guºp uH).˜ (Ae!le ke:) mn, vcn Ane kaya trf=I qsIne 5` guiº (guº) (A=aRtŸ) AHtrŸmaH guº =vuH. Aaha... ha¦ papna wav=I to qsI jvuH p` mn‐vcn‐kayana je Vyvhar‐simit‐guiºno ivkLp‐rag (Ke) tena=I qsI jvuH, AHdr guiº krvI. Aa to sa\unI vat Ke. p` sa\u (dxa) phelaH sMyGdxRnmaH p`, Ae cIj (Aa„a) cEtNyrTnakr wgvanmaH‐¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe, ko{ p` (svR) Ýkarna ragna wav=I qsI‐xuâ AanHdSv$pmaH guº =vuH (=ay Ke)¸ to Aene Ý=m sMyGdxRn hoy Ke. p` pKI p` mn, vcn, kaya sHbH\I rag‐papna, ko{ pu~y‐na ivkLpo to hoy Ke. prHtu muinAe to Ae ragne KoDIne (ivxeØ Sv$pguº =ya Ke).

AhÄ to prma„a Aem khe Ke ke‐Amara trf lÙ krIx to tne rag =xe. Aekag/ É–aH=I ={x? tuH Aekag/ É–aH=I ={x? rag Aave, hoy, p` Ae papno‐pu~yno ivkLp Ke Ae du:q$p Ke.

AhÄyaH to jene 5` guº=I guº =vuH Ke (A=aRtŸ) mn, vcn Ane kaya trfnaH vl`no je ivkLp Ke, rag (Ke), Aena=I KU!Ine AHdr guº =vuH Ke. muinnI vat Ke ne...¦ sa\unI _Tk<Ú vat Ke. Aene pHcmhav/tnaH piràm Ke Ae p` kaH{ guiº n=I¸ Aguiº Ke.

wgvan (Aa„a) cEtNySv$p, Aekla AanHd Aaid rTno=I wrelo wgvan Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene inivRkLp krvane ma!e Ae ivkLpnI Ôt xuw hoy ke Axuw hoy‐bey=I KU!Ine, AHdrmaH Aekag/ =vuH Aene guiº khevamaH Aave Ke. xuw_pyog Ae Aguiº Ke Aene KoDIne, AHdrmaH xuâ_pyog krvo (Ae guiº Ke).

;sMyG&andIipka' (ivxuâ) nuH (lqa`) ka#–uH htuH ne...? (wa{¦) Ae to (TyaH) bIÒ ApeÙaAe khe Ke. Ae bIÒ ApeÙa Ke. pap to SvS5I hoy ke prS5I hoy (bHnemaH Ke). prS5I (sevn) maH to mhapap (Ke). Ane SvS5ImaHy p` ßyaH ivØynI vasna Ke Ae pap (Ke). Aena=I p` KU!vuH Ke. (to) Ae (wog) krIne Ku!ay? (Aem n hoy)¦ Aavo magR Ke¦

Aaha... ha¦ rag=I qsIne Ae cEtNyb/ï wgvan, pU aRnHdSv$p¸ AemaH guº =vuH Ke. Ae phelaH‐sMyGdxRnmaH p` wednI ¹iÚ Ane ragnI ¹iÚ KoDI, AwedSv$p wgvan pUàRnHd ÝwumaH ¹iÚ lgavvI Tyare p` Ae!lo to Ae ]âa‐&an=I guº =yo Ke¸ pr=I guº =yo Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄyaH to Aa ÝitÊm` Ae!le cair5no Ai\kar Ke. cair5 Ae!le cair5na pe!awedmaH ÝitÊm`, ÝTyaQyan, Aalocna, smai\, wi› Aaid Ae b\a Aena wed Ke. p` Ae b\a inivRkLp‐vItragIdxana wed Ke. j¡da j¡da Ýkar=I qsvuH pDe Ke ne...? Ae ÝkarnuH lÙ l{ne ko{ne ÝitÊm` kæuH, ko{ne pcqa` kæa, ko{ne smai\, ko{ne wi› (khI).




]I inymsar ga=a 88 ‐ 27p AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: inüyguºp uH —jenuH lÙ` Ke Aeva prm tpo\nne˜ Aaha...

ha¦ \Ny dxa¦ muindxa¦ Ae ivna mui› n=I. cair5=I mui› Ke. cair5nuH kar` sMyGdxRn‐&an hoy to pKI cair5 Aave. Are¦ coyaRxIna AvtarmaH ÝaÌ du:qI Ke. raDeraD carekor paDe ibcara du:qI (Ke).

AhÄyaH khe Ke: Aeva je prm tpo\n. Ae (muin) prm tpo\n Ke. jeè Am<tno sagr _KaZyo Ke Ae prm tpo\n Ke. AenI pase tp$pI l"mI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AenI pase vItragI‐inivRkLp smai\, rag ivnanuH inivRkLp cair5, prm tpo$pI \n Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae \n (van) kroDo‐AbÔepit hoy KtaH Ae to b\a raHka ne iwqarI Ke. (Aene) vraka kæa Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (potanuH suq) pr pase=I mage Ke (te=I) mag` Ke... mag`. Ane Aa (je) tpo\n (muin) Ke te badxah Ke. Aene tp$pI \n‐l"mI AHdr Ýg!I Ke. Aaha... ha¦ jeno AtIÂNãy AanHd Svwav¸ Aena _pr Aekag/ta =taH, pyaRymaH‐AvS=amaH AtIÂNãy AanHdnI wrtI _Kazo mare Ke, tene prm tpo\n khIAe.

AavuH cair5 Ane Aa muinp uH¦¦ \Ny Avtar Ke ne...¦ Aaha... ha¦ je e mnu*yp uH pamI, krvanuH kayR to Aa htuH te kyuÅ. duinyamaH gày n gày AenI kaH{ vat (ikHmt) n=I. pote AHdr moÙmagRmaH gàò (AemaH) b\uH AavI gyuH. (Ae to) prmanHd‐Anakuz‐xaHit... xaHit... xaHit (maH keil kre Ke)¦

svarmaH kæuH htuH ne...¦ —wediv&an jGyaE ijNhke F!, sItl ic¿ wyaE ijm cHdn.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ý=m sMyGdxRnmaH p` ;wediv&an jGyaE ijNhke F!'. ragno ivkLp cahe to xuw hoy (ke pap (Axuw)¸ KeÐI iS=itAe to TyaH pap n=I p` Ae ivkLp je pu~yno xuw Ke) tena=I wediv&an krIne, Aaha... ha¦ ;wediv&an jGyaE ijNhke F!, sItl ic¿ wyaE ijm cHdn' ‐cHdn jem xItl (Ke, tem) AenI pyaRymaH xItlta‐xaHit‐AkØaywav ($p) xaHit Ýg!I. Ane AhÄyaH to (muinne) _g/ xaHit Ýg!I (Ke). ßyaH pHcmhav/tna ivkLp Ke tena=I p` qsIne AHdr (Aa„amaH) guº =ya, Aeva tpo\nne —inüycair5 hovanuH Aa k=n Ke.˜ Ae ÝitÊmàid b\a cair5na wed Ke ne...¦ sacuH cair5 hovanuH Aa k=n Ke.

—prm tpür`$pI srovrna kmzsmUh ma!e˜ Aaha... ha¦ AtIÂNãy AanHdnuH kmz je e AHdr=I qIlVyuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ prm tpür`‐AanHd$pI srovrna kmzsmUh ma!e‐AenI Ýg!‐ivkasxi›ne ma!e —ÝcHD sUyR sman Aeva je AitAasþwVy muin¬r˜ Aaha... ha¦ khe Ke ke, prm AtIÂNãy AanHd$pI srovr, (Aena) je kmzno smUh Ke tene (ma!e) ÝcHD sUyR sman (Aeva je) AitAasþwVy, A=aRtŸ jeno sHsar AoKo ={ gyo Ke, Aitink! (wVy), jene ink! wVyta‐yoGyta Ýaº ={ Ke Aeva muin¬r —baæ ÝpHc$p Aguiºwav tÒne˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae xuwwav p` ÝpHc$p Aguiºwav Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ hve ßyaH xuwwav=I p` law n=I TyaH vzI Aa papna, wogna, vasnana pap=I law =ay, inivRkLp =ay?? rjnIxnuH puStk Ke AemaH AevuH lQyuH Ke‐sHwog=I smai\ =ay Ke¦ Arr.. r¦ Aa te kevuH (lqa`)?¦ Aa xuH k{ ÔtnI vat? pap sevtaH mui› =ay? pap krIne pKI inivRkLp =ay? wog hoy ne vasna n




276 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 hoy, te É–aH=I =ay? Ae te kH{ Aavo magR (hoy)? Are¦ Aeva (papnI vat) Aa ihHduStanmaH‐laEikk AayR \mRmaH (p`) n hoy¦

AhÄyaH to khe Ke: jene rag=I iwþ, sMyGdxRn =yuH (Aene) p` ßyare pHcmhav/taidna ivkLp hoy Ke Tyare Aguiº Ke, Aem khe Ke. (te) TyaH=I qsIne AHdr guº =ay Ke. (kemke) Ae (pHcmhav/taidno) xuwragno wav p` AHdr iv¼nkarI Ke. (AHtr) AtIÂNãy AanHdnuH srovr, Aena kmzna smUh‐#gla pD–a Ke. Ae AnHtgu`no ivkas‐AHdr AanHdnI kza Ane AnHt &annI kza qIlvvano‐ivkas‐no smUh, Aevo je muin, Ae sUyR sman Ke. jem sUyR ége Ane kmz qIle tem Aa Aa„ano (muinno) _g/ ÝyTn‐puruØa=R Ke Aena=I AnHtgu`nI raixnaH kmzo qIlI gyaH Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI ApUvR vatuH Ke, wa{¦ Ae baæ=I, ko{ Vyvhar=I ne Aana=I ne Aana=I krIne (Ae!le) im+yaxLy=I mrI gyo.

Aeno (Aa„ano) Svwav cEtNy wgvan¦ Aena SvwavmaH je AnHtSvwav$pI srovr¸ AemaH je AnHtgu $pI kmz¸ Aena smUhne qIlvva ma!e muinraj, vItragIdxa=I, te kmzone qIlve Ke. Aaha... ha¦ gulabnI kzI jem sUyR ége ne qIlI Ôy Ke tem AnHtgu na kmzsmUh$p gu o te, AHdr vItragIdxa (Ýg!) krtaH qIlI Ôy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR Ke¦ hve je Vyvhar krtaH krtaH (inüy) =ay¸ rag krtaH krtaH inivRkLp =vay (to)¸ te vat É–aH rhI?

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) —Aeva (je...) muin¬r baæ ÝpHc$p Aguiºwav tÒne Aaha... ha¦ AihHsa, sTy, d¿, b/ïcyaRidno wav je xuw Ke Ae Aguiº$p ÝpHc Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae (xuwwav) baæ Ke. Ae AHtrŸvStu n=I. pHcmhav/tna wav, 28 mUzgu na wav Ae ivkLpnI Ôz, baæ ÝpHc Ke. baæ ÝpHc$p Aguiºwav¸ Ae Aguiºwav tÒne. (AhÄ) Ae xuwwav (ma!e) p` baæ, ÝpHc Ane Aguiº, (Aem) 5` xBd lagu paD–a Ke. muinne Kõa (gu S=an) ne layk Aa„xaHit Ýg!I Ke (p`) AenI yoGyta Ýma e, Aeno (pHcmhav/taidno) xuwwav hoy Ke KtaH Ae baæ ÝpHc ($p) Aguiº Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aa kayrnaH kam n=I, bapu¦ Aa to vIranaH kam Ke. Ae kaH{ vate vDaH =ay AevuH n=I. AHtr wgvanAa„a, pU`R cIjno &anmaH was =ya pKI p` je!lI xuwivkLpnI Ôz vteR Ae b\o baæwav Ke, ÝpHc Ke, Aguiºwav Ke. (to) Ae Aguiºwav=I AHdrmaH jvay, inivRkLp =vay? (Aem n=I. p`) Aene KoDIne =vay¦ AavuH (vStuSv$p) Ke¦¦ Aek gu ‐gu`Ina wedno ivkLp p` ßyaH du:q Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr gu ‐gu Ino wed krvo (A=aRtŸ) AwedmaH wed krvo Ae p` Aek ivkLp Ane du:q Ke. Ke to Ae xuw (wav), p` Ke to du:q, Ke to baæ ÝpHc. (te=I) AHtrmaH jvana kar`maH Ae kar` n=I. Aene tÒne AHtrmaH jvay Ke. —tÒne kI\uH ne...¦ baæ ÝpHc$p Aguiºwav‐AguiºwavnaH be ivxeØ`: baæ ne ÝpHc¸ (Aene) ‐tÒne, —i5guiºguº-inivRkLp-prm-smai\lÙ`=I liÙt˜‐guiº ;guiºguº' (A=aRtŸ) mn, vcn, kaya trfna ivkLp=I KU!Ine, (guiº pazvano je) ivkLp‐rag hto tene tÒne, KU!Ine, inivRkLpsmai\‐inivRkLp




]I inymsar ga=a 88 ‐ 277 prmxaHitlÙ`=I liÙt, prm xaHitna lÙ`=I liÙt (Aa„ane |yave Ke.) Aaha... ha¦ (guiºno) xuwwavno wav Ae baæ ÝpHc$p Aguiº‐AxaHit htI, Ae baæ ivkLp hto, Ae AxaHit htI. Aene KoDIne inivRkLp‐prmsmai\lÙ`=I liÙt —Ait ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke.˜ Aaha... ha... ha¦

sMyG¹iÚ (Aa„ane) to |yave Ke. p` Aa to muin¦ Ait ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AHdr lIn ={ gya Ke. wgvanna AanHd\ammaH, AanHdwUimkamaH lIn ={ gya Ke. jenI njromaH Awed ={ne AHdr lIn =ya Ke. Aene sacuH ÝitÊm` Ane sacuH cair5 hoy Ke.

AavI vat Ke¦ phelaH jevuH Ke AevuH AenuH‐SvwavnuH &an to kre. potanI kLpna=I mane ke Aam (moÙ) =axe, Ane Vyvhar=I Aam =axe, (ko{ iÊya=I) Aam =axe. p` (qreqr to) Vyvharno Awav krIne (moÙ) =xe Vyvhar=I n =ay. guiºp uH Ae to baæ ÝpHc Aguiº Ke. Aena=I AHtrmaH iS=rta‐rm`ta‐guºwav =ay? (‐n j =ay). Aaha... ha¦ bhuH AakruH kam Ke. Aa b\I baænI kØayAiGnnI ÔtmaH lÙ Ôy Ke (to) Ae Aem khe Ke ke, kØayAiGn AxaHt Ke tene KoDIne Sv$pmaH @re Ke tene xaHitnaH kmzo b\aH qIlI Ôy Ke. Aaha...ha¦ xaHt$pI srovr, vItrag$pI srovr, AemaH AnHtgu o$pI kmzo, AemaH, rag=I iwþ pDIne @re Ke Tyare te AnHt kmzo qIlI Ôy Ke. gu no ivkas, pyaRymaH ={ Ôy Ke. tene AhÄyaH cair5 ne ÝitÊm` inüy=I khevay Ke.

ÝÆ: Ae qruH p` pheluH AenuH sa\n xuH? sma\an: sa\n j Ae Ke. Ý&aKI`I sa\n n kæuH? rag=I iwþ pDIne Anuwv

(krvo) Ae j sa\n Ke. bIj¡H sa\n (j) n=I. |yeyne pkDI Ane inivRkLp sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ýg! krva Ae sa\n (Ke). sa|y Ae!le moÙ. Ae moÙ$pI sa|ynuH sa\n Ae Ke. Aaha... ha¦ ;inymsar' maH to Aagz kæuH Ke: he muin¦ tuH kdaictŸ (cair5) pazI n xke top` ]âamaH ferfar krIx nhÄ ke, Aena=I (Vyvhar=I) p` (inüy) =axe, Aem ]âa n krIx. ]âa to brabr raqje ke rag=I riht ={ne Sv$pmaH Anuwv krIne @rvuH Ae j taruH sa\k (p uH) Ke. ]âamaH kaH{ fre pD–o to im+ya¹iÚ ne A&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦ paHcmo Aaro Ke ma!e AenuH sa\n kH{ hzvuH Ôe{Ae ne...? hzvuH kho ke _g/ kho ke hoy te kho te Aa Ke. Aaha... ha¦ pU R cEtNy AnHtxi›na kmz=I wrelo Ýwu¸ Aene ivksavva ma!e, qIlvva ma!e, rag=I iwþ pDIne Aekag/ =vuH Ae j AenI qIlvvanI kza Ane rIt Ke. (Ae=I j) —Ait ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke.˜ Ait ApUvR (A=aRtŸ) pUveR nhÄ |yan kreluH‐|yayeluH. Ae ApUvR wgvanAa„ane teH |yanmaH l{ne |yaVyo n=I. Ae ragne lÙmaH l{ne ragna Aacr`maH pD–o (Ke) Ae to Ana„anuH sa\n Ke. (Ae Aa„sa\k n=I).

(AhÄyaH khe Ke:) Aava ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke, —te muin¬r˜‐muinAomaH {¬r‐ÝitÊm`my prmsHymI hova=I˜‐te Ýitμbrabr qsI gyo Ke rag=I, te=I AHdrna AtIÂNãy AanHdmaH rmI ræo Ke. jem bagmaH fUl wyaÅ hoy Ane (tenI) sugH\ Lye tem Ae




278 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 to AnHt AanHdnI sugH\maH lIn pD–o Ke, Aene sacuH ÝitÊm` Ane cair5 hoy Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI cair5nI VyaQya¦¦ Aene sa\ar` krI naqvI Ae to b\o (sTymagRno) ivro\ Ke. —prmsHymI hova=I j˜‐Aem Ke ne...? i5guiºguº‐inivRLp‐prmsmai\lÙ`=I liÙt (Ait ApUvR Aa„ane |yave Ke, te) muin¬r ÝitÊm`my prmsHymI hova=I —j inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke.˜ ‐Ae (qreqr) rag=I h@elo, Sv$pmaH iS=rtavazo, sTy ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ae Ke. ÝitÊm` krnaro ne ÝitÊm`vazo Aem nhÄ (p`) Ae to ÝitÊm`Sv$p j ={ gyo Ke. vItragI AnHt xi›AomaH jenI lInta (Ke), (‐je AemaH) gum =yo Ke, te muin¬r ÝitÊm`Sv$p j Ke.

phelaH Ae!lI to bhu _g/ vat¦ p` AenI phelI dxanI vat kem Ýaº =ay? Ae phelI dxanI vat to phelaH xuâwav (Ai\kar) maH khI gya. ke: pyaRyma5 naxvan Ke ma!e hey Ke. dya‐danno ivkLp to hey Ke p` sMyGdxRn‐&annI pyaRy Ýg!I Ke te p` hey Ke. nv tÀv AavI gyaH ne...¦ —jIvaidbih¿ŠH heymŸ ‐ÒvnI Aek smynI sHvr‐injRravazI pyaRy, Aek smynI rag ne pu~yvazI pyaRy (naxvan Ke). TyaH to kevz&anne (p`) naxvHt kæuH Ke. (kemke) (kevz&an) Aek smy rhenaruH (Ke). Ane cIj (Aa„a) to AevI ne AevI Anaid=I pDI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ cEtNynaH rTno=I wrelo wgvan Anaid=I Aevo ne Aevo ræo Ane pD–o Ke. AenI ApeÙaAe to kevz&an p` naxvan tÀv Ke. svÈTk<Ú‐AivnaxI tÀv to \/uv Ke.

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(hve Aa 88mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj }lok khe Ke:) (hir`I)

A= tnumnovacaH TyÉTva sda ivkËitH muin:shjprmaH guiºH sH&anpuHjmyIimmamŸ.wjtu prmaH wVy: xuâaTmwavnya smHwvit ivxdH xIlH tSy iZguiºmySy ttŸ.. 118..

(}loka=R:‐ ) mn-vcn-kaynI ivk<itne sda tÒne, wVy muin sMyG&anna puHjmyI Aa shj prm guiºne xuâa„anI wavna siht _Tk<Úp`e wÔe. i5guiºmy Aeva te muinnuH te cair5 inmRz Ke. 118.

ko{ Aem khe Ke ke, wog‐sHwog krvamaH je AanHd Aave Ke te Aa„ana AanHdno

AHx Ke. Arere... Ýwu¦ (Ae) Jer Ke¦ ragnuH Jer Ke¦ Ae to inivRkLpAm<tne Fa (marI) naqe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke: pap to iwþ Ke Aene to KoD¸ p` pu~yno‐mhav/taidno, simit, guiº‐Vyvharno‐ivkLp, Aene p` KoD¸ kar` ke, Ae p` du:q$p Ke. Ae ivkLp p` AxaHit$p Ke, wa{¦ tarI xaHit tena=I iwþ Ke. Aaha...




]I inymsar }lok 118 ‐ 279 ha¦ Ae (tuH to) xaHitno srovr Ke. wgvan (Aa„a) to xaHit‐AkØaySv$p‐cair5Sv$p (Ke). jem &anSv$p Aa„a, Aem Ae cair5‐AkØaySv$p Aa„a (Ke). Ae (cair5) to xaHt... xaHt... AkØaySvwav=I wrelI (Ae) pU R xaHit Ke. Ae xaHitne pamva ma!e —mn-vcn-kayanI ivk<itne sda tÒ˜ (de)¦ 5 e ma!e mnno ivkLp é@e Ae KoD¦

—mn‐vcn‐kayanI ivk<it˜‐Ae trfnuH vl`, Ae j ivk<it Ke, Aene sda TyÒ d{ne (Ae!le ke) sday KoDI d{ne —wVy muin˜‐Ae wVy muin Ke. Ae moÙ jvane layk ={ gyo Ke. ßyaH prmanHdnI Ýaiº, AtIÂNãy AanHdna #gla wyaR Ke, Ae muin wVy Ke.

wVy muin —sMyG&anna puHjmyI Aa shj prm guiºne˜ ÔeyuH AhÄyaH to ;guiº' ivxeØ` lgaD–uH‐sMyG&anna puHjmyI Aa shj prm guiºne. Aaha... ha¦ Ae &anno puHj Ýwu p` AemaH Aekag/ =ya Ae p` &anno puHj Ke, (Aem) khe Ke. jevo &anno puHj Ýwu Ke, AevI j pyaRymaH &anno puHj je e‐rag=I riht puHj‐Ýg! kyÈ Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wVy muin (Ae) sMyG&anna puHjmyI Aa shj prm guiº ;puHjmyI' Ke‐ÔeyuH¦ sMyG&anno puHj to Ýwu Ke p` AemaH lIn =yo Ae sMyG&anno puHj Ke, (Aem) khe Ke. Aene Ae xaHitno #glo Ýg! =yo Ke. rva (goznI cakI) ne sUyR (na ikr`) ADe Ane pKI goz Jre¸ Aem wgvan (Aa„a) AanHdno rvo Ke AemaH Aekag/ =ay Ke Tyare (AemaH=I) AtIÂNãy AanHd Jre Ke, Ae p` &anno puHj Ke, (Aem) khe Ke. je &an, ragmaH qHDqHD =tuH (htuH)¸ Ae rag=I qsIne &anSv$pmaH Aekag/ =yo, Ae Aekag/ta p` &anno puHj Ke. khe Ke ke: pyaRymaH &anno puHj, AenI rmtuH AavI¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? AavI waØa¦¦ Aa b\uH j¡dI ÔtnuH (ivvecn)¦

(;smysar') Aa@mI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne...¦ ke: Vyvhar=I _pdex d{ xkay Ke. to TyaH (ke!lak loko Ae xBdone) pkD–a ke j¡Ao‐Vyvhar=I prma=R S=ape Ke ke nhÄ? Ae te dI' AhÄ kæuH htuH ne...¦ lImDIvaza vkIl, 1997maH mHidr =tuH htuH Tyare AaVya hta Tyare Ae Aa ka#–uH ke, j¡Ao¦ AamaH (;smysar' maH) kæuH Ke ke‐Vyvhar=I prma=Rne smÔvay Ke¦ p` smÔvay Ke Ae to wed=I smÔve Ke¸ p` Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Ke Aem É–aH AaVyuH? AenI ]âa vedaHtnI htI. jEnnI ]âa¦ ‐jEn ko{ sHÝday n=I. —F! F! AHtr ijn bsE, F! F! AHtr jEn.˜ rag=I Aekta toDIne, SvwavmaH‐vItragSv$pI wgvanAa„amaH Aekta =vI te jEn Ke. Ae (ijnna Aa]ye) jEn ={ gyo. ijnSv$pI wgvanne AadyÈ TyaH jEn =yo. ragne Aadrto hto TyaH su\I AjEn hto.

Aek wa{Ae lQyuH Ke ke: AhÄyaH (song#maH) b\a woza Ke, te=I b\a ha paDe¦ AhÄ ramÒwa{ woza hxe? ben (bhen]I cHpaben) jevana Aa„a woza hxe Ae!le ha paDta hxe Aem?

wa{¦ magR to Aavo Ke, bapu¦ sTy Ane sTyvStune éwI raq. ]âamaH ferfar n kr. (inüycair5) pazI n xke ma!e Aena=I (Vyvhar=I) =xe Aem n kr. ]âamaH Ôe fer =yo to im+ya¹iÚ Ke, mU# Ke. AemaH sHsarno mo!o gwR pD–o Ke. im+yaTvmaH AnHt sHsarno gwR pD–o Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Are¦ É–aH jxe? É–aHy coyaRxIna Avtar... É–aHy




280 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 ingod... kya Ùe5, kya kaz, kya wav? wa{¦ tuH tara Sv$p=I vegzo rhIx Ane Aena=I (Vyvhar=I) law =ay Aem manIx to vegzo rhIne tare rqDvuH pDxe. Aaha... ha¦ Are Ýwu¦ Aa to tara ihtnI vat Ke ne...¦ AemaH tne Aem lage ke, Are¦ Aa to AekaHt Ke kH{ Vyvharsa\n to btavta j n=I. (to khe Ke:) wgvan pase Ô. wgvan to AhÄ na paDe Ke. wgvan pase jvanaH Ae!laH pu~y p` É–aH Ke?

[Não Ane g`\rone wgvan Aem kheta hta. —muq ’ kar |vin suin, A=R g`\r ivcare ˜ (' kar) |vinmaH=I nIkzelaH Aa Aagm Ke. Aaha... ha¦ —ric Aagm _pdex wivk Òv sHxy invare.˜ in:sHxySv$p wgvan Ke. rag=I law =ay (Aem mane to) Ae b\a sHxy‐im+yaTvwav Ke. Ae ijnvaÌ saHwzI (wivk Òv sHxy invare.)

;inymsar' ga=a‐89maH khexe: —ijnvrinidRÚsUZeØu ‐wgvane khela sU5maH khelI Aa vat Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ ga=a‐89maH co=uH pd Ke. pa@ Ae!lo Ke: —ijnvrinidRÚsUZeØu.˜ !Ikakar to Aem khexe: ijnvrna muqarivHdmaH=I nIkzelI vaÌ... !IkamaH Ke¦ ;prmijneHãna muqarivHd=I nIkzelaH ãVy]utmaH (Aam) kæuH Ke.˜ Ae ãVy]utmaH Aam kæuH Ke¦ Aaha... ha¦ rag=I iwþ pDIne SvwavmaH Aekag/ =ay Tyare Ae guiº Ane tene ÝitÊm` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aem ãVy]ut‐wgvannI vaÌ, (AemaH=I) rcelaH xaS5o, AemaH Aa kæuH Ke:‐

mn‐vcn‐kaynI ivk<itne sda tÒne, shj prm guiºne —xuâa„anI wavna siht˜ Ae to { (sMykŸ) &anpuHjmy guiº khI te xuâa„anI wavna Ke. xuâ wgvan, pU`R prma„a Sv$p¸ AenI wavna‐Aekag/ta (Ae prm guiº Ke Aene) xuâa„anI wavna siht —_Tk<Úpè wÔe.˜ Aa (_Tk<Úp uH) to muinne Ke ne...¦ sMyGdxRnmaH (co=e gu`S=ane to) hÒ jFNypè wje Ke. (AhÄ) cair5nI VyaQya Ke ne...¦ —(Aa shj) ‐Svawaivk prm guiºne xuâa„anI wavna siht _Tk<Úpè wÔe.˜ Ae to wavna kho, wÔe kho, (sMykŸ) &anno puHj guiº kho (b\uH Aeka=R Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ i5guiºmy Aeva te muinnuH te cair5 inmRz Ke.˜ jene Kõe gu S=ane hÒ rag vteR Ke, sMyGdxRn Ke, cair5 (maH) 5` kØayno Awav Ke p` hÒ rag Ke TyaH su\I cair5 miln Ke. Aaha... ha¦

;_Tk<Úp e (prm guiºne) wÔe' Aem Ke ne...¦ Aa inüyÝitÊm`‐cair5no Ai\kar Ke ne...¦ to cair5 Ke te _Tk<Úp e Sv$pno Aa]y Ane (Aene) wÔe, Ae Ke. sMyGdxRnmaH jFNy Aa]y Ke. Aena=I paHcmamaH ivxeØ Aa]y Ke. Ane KõamaH Aena=I ivxeØ (Aa]y) Ke. Ane satmamaH Aena=I ivxeØ (Aa]y) Ke Ae!le TyaH guiº (guº) =yo¸ Aem khe Ke. (]ota:) AhÄ ãVy Ane pyaRy beyne sa=e lI\a? (_¿r:) pyaRy to Ke. wavna Ae pyaRy Ke. prm guiº Ae pyaRy‐pirìt Ke. xuâa„a (ãVy) Ae to i5kazI. Ane sMyG&anna puHjmyI Aa shj prm guiº (Ae) vtRman, Aene wavna kI\I, Aene wÔe kæuH. Aene Aa vStunI pyaRyne Aekne wÔe. —wavna _Tk<Úp e wÔe.˜ wjn to Aem j hoy ne...¦ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI wi› kro, Aem khe ne...¦ Aagz (ga=a‐134, prmwi› Ai\karmaH) Aave Ke ne...¦ wi› to ãVynI krvI Ke. p` Ae ãVymaH wi› Aa (sMyGdxRn‐




]I inymsar }lok 118 ‐ 281 &an‐cair5) nI krI Ae!le ãVynI wi› AemaH wegI ={ (g{). (to kæuH) AanI wi› kro. ragnI je wi› kre Ke Aene @eka e AanI kro Ae!le ãVy _pr ¹iÚ (A=aRtŸ) Aeno j ivxeØ Aa]y (=yo.) Are¦ AavI vatuH¦¦ magR to ko{ Aevo Ke, bapu¦ Aaha... ha¦

vItragSv$p prma„a¸ AemaH &anna puHj$pI guiº, ‐Aa vtRman hÇ¦ Aene xuâa„anI wavna, Aena=I wgvanne wÔe¦ Aaha... ha¦ injH wgvanne wÔe¦ xuâa„a Ae!le inÔ„a. wÔe‐wjn Ae pyaRy Ke.

—i5guiºmy Aeva te muinnuH te cair5 inmRz Ke.˜ te phelaH cair5 hoy Ke p` hÒ rag Ke (ma!e) te miln Ke, Aem khe Ke. srag cair5 Ke. cair5 to Ke¸ (te) je!lo wag (Ke) Ae!lo to vItrag Ke. p` hÒ ragno wav Ke te=I tene vItragI cair5 je Ôe{Ae te n=I. —i5guiºmy Aeva te muinnuH te cair5 inmRz Ke.˜ mn=I p` ivkLp KU!Ine AHdr @re Ke te muinnuH cair5 inmRz Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aek klakmaH kH{k waØa Ane kH{k JI`I JI`I vat. bapu¦ Aa to jNm‐mr`riht =vano magR (Ke)¦ klakmaH iwþ iwþ vat Aave. yad ke!luH rhe? yadmaH Ae!luH yad raqvanuH ke: ;vStuSv$p pU R Ke tena trfnI iS=rta krvI' ‐Ae!luH yad raqvuH. pKI Aena ivxeØ gme te!la Aavo (te sFza y Ô`vana ivØyo Ke.)

Aaha... ha¦ ;_Tk<Úp e wÔe' Aem Ke ne...¦ (}lokmaH) 5Ij¡H pd Ke: —wjtu prmaH wVy:˜ prm prm prm prm _Tk<Ú wjn kr¦ ‐Ae 88 ga=a (pUrI) ={.

(... xeØaHx p<. 284)

∙

—(shj tÀv) AHtr pD–a ivna, kmRna iv¼n

ivna, ragna iv¼n ivna inrHtr sulw Ke. shj tÀvna stt AWyase sulw Ke. wgvanAa„a cEtNy ÝkaxnuH pUr Ke. A&anI AavI mihmavHt cIjno mihma lavIne AHdr. étrto n=I ne bharnI cIjmaH A!va{ gyo Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ p28.





—muinraj khe Ke ke Ame Ae sHsarjint wavomaH n=I. ÏI‐pu5‐pEso‐\H\o KoD–o ma!e sHsar KoD–o Ke Aem n=I. pyaRymaH je sHsarjint suq‐du:qaid =ay tena=I dUr vteR te e sHsar KoD–o Ke. je cIj ÝTyÙ Ke, Ýg! Ke, maEjUd Ke jenuH AiStTv pyaRymaH n=I Ane \/uvmaH jenuH AiStTv Ke temaH je in¤ (]âavan) n=I te Aa„a=I w/Ú hova=I bihra„a Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ p4p.






mo¿U` AÎÌ¶H Ja`H jo Jaid \MmsuÞH va.so piDkm H _Š[ ij`vriì¶!Ÿ#su¿esu.. 89..

muÉTvatRraEãH |yanH yo |yayit \mRxuÉlH va.s ÝitkÊm`muCyte ijnvrinidRÚsUZeØu.. 89..

|yanivkLpSv$paQyanmettŸ. SvdexTyagatŸ ãVynaxatŸ imZjnivdexgmnatŸ kmnIykaimnIivyogatŸ

AinÚsHyogaäa smupjatmatR|yanmŸ, caErjarxaZvjnv\bH\ninbâmhdŸäeØjint-raEã|yanH c, OtdŸiätymŸ ApirimtSvgaRpvgRsuqÝitpÙH sHsardu:qmUlTvaiþ-rvxeØe` TyÉTva, SvgaRpvgRin:sImsuqmUlSvaTmai]tinüyprm\mR|yanmŸ, |yan|yeyiviv\ivkLpivrihtaNtmuRqakarsklkr`g/amatItinweRdprmklasna=inüyxuÉlH|yanH c |yaTva y: prmwavwavnapir`t: wVyvrpuHDrIk: inüyÝitkÊm`-Sv$po wvit, prmijneNãvdnarivNd-ivingRtãVy]uteØu ividtimit. |yaneØu c ctuØuR heyma>H |yaniätyH, iZtyH tavdupadeyH, svRdopadeyH c ctu=Rimit.

gujratI Anuvad : tÒ AatR tem j raEãne, |yave \rmne, xuklne,te ÝitÊm` khevay Ke ijnvrki=t sU5o ivØe. 89.

ANvya=R:-(y:) je (Òv) (AatRraEãH |yanH) AatR Ane raEã |yan (muÉTva) KoDIne (\mRxuÉlH va) \mR A=va xukl |yanne (|yayit) |yave Ke, (s:) te (Òv) (ijnvrinidRÚsUZeØu) ijnvrki=t sU5omaH (ÝitkÊm`mŸ) ÝitÊm` (_Cyte) khevay Ke.

!Ika:-Aa, |yanna wedona Sv$pnuH k=n Ke. (1) Svdexna Tyag=I, ãVyna nax=I, im5jnna ivdexgmn=I, kmnIy ([Ú,

suHdr) kaimnIna ivyog=I A=va AinÚna sHyog=I épjtuH je AatR|yan, t=a (2) cor‐Ôr‐x5ujnonaH v\‐bH\n sHbH\I mha äeØ=I épjtuH je raEã|yan, te bne |yano SvgR Ane moÙna Apirimt suq=I ÝitpÙ sHsardu:qnaH mUz hovane lI\e te bnene inrvxeØpè (svR=a) KoDIne, (3) SvgR Ane moÙna in:sIm (‐behd) suqnuH mUz AevuH je Sva„ai]t inüy‐prm\mR|yan, t=a (4) |yan ne |yeyna iviv\ ivkLpo riht, ∙AHtmuRqakar, (1) (‐AHtmuRq jeno Aakar A=aRtŸ Sv$p Ke AevuH) skz èÂNãyona smUh=I AtIt (‐smSt [iNãyatIt) Ane inweRd prm kza siht AevuH je inüy‐xukl|yan, temne |ya{ne, je wVyvrpuHDrIk (‐wVyo¿m) prmwavnI (pairàimkwavnI) wavna$pe pir`Myo Ke, te inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke‐Aem prm ijneÂNãna muqarivHd=I nIkzelaH ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke.

car |yanomaH phelaH be |yan hey Ke, 5IÔuH Ý=m to _padey Ke Ane co=uH svRda _padey Ke.



Ývcn: ta. 27-2-1978 (... xeØaHx p<. 281)

ijne¬r wgvan i5lokna na= Aeè je sU5o kæaH AemaH Aa kæuH Ke‐rag ivnanI,

Sv$piS=rta Ane rm`tanuH nam cair5 Ane tenuH nam ÝitÊm` Ke. Aem ijnvr wgvanna khelaH AagmomaH‐xaS5omaH to Aa kæuH Ke. (to ko{ khe ke,) Aa kI\uH Ke to Vyvhar Ke te k–aH gyo? ‐Ae to Ô`va layk Ke. Vyvhar Ke te Ô`va layk Ke Aadrva layk n=I. Ae=I AhÄ Aadrva laykmaH to ;i5kazI wgvanmaH AHdr iS=r =ay' , Aem ijnvrnaH xaS5omaH‐ãVy]utmaH p` Aa kæuH Ke.

Lyo¦ AamaH AaVyuH ;ãVy]ut'. (;smysar' ga=a‐1pmaH Aavel) —ApdessNtmßJH.˜ Aek (vtRman jEn muin) khe Ke ke: Apdexno A=R AqHD levo. p` bapu¦ ;ApdessNtmßJH' no A=R Aem n=I. AhÄ to Aa ãVy]utmaH Aem Lye Ke ke: Apdex Ae!le k=n. wgvannI vaÌmaH p` Ae AaVyuH Ke ke, Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú deqe‐Anuwve te ;jEnxasn' Ke. ‐Aem vItragnI vaÌmaH AaVyuH Ke. Ae ãVy]ut. Tyare (teAo) khe Ke: Ae ãVy]utnI VyaQya to krI n=I Aemne (!Ikakar AacayRne) kaH{ smÔ uH nhÄ hoy. Are... Are bapa¦ Aem (khevuH) rheva de wa{¦ ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke Ae vat mUkI dI\I¸ wav]ut ;Aa' Ke Aem Ae e jàVyuH. (vzI) wav]ut Aam Ke Ae khenar to ãVy]ut Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Are Ýwu¦ pote potanI kLpna ma!e xaS5na A=RmaH p` herfer kre, Aem n =ay, wa{¦ prme¬rnuH kheluH i5lokna= ijnvrdev, jene cEtNymaH AnHta rTno pUra qIlI gyaH Ke. jene sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ne p` ßyare rTn kheva to AenI pUrI dxane xuH khevuH?¦ Aaha... ha¦ Aeva rTnnI raixAo jene qIlI g{ Ke, wa{¦ tne iv¬as Aavvo Ôe{Ae, wa{¦ Aaha... ha¦ jevaH AnHt rTno cEtNyna ãVySvwavmaH pD–aH Ke Aeva j pyaRymaH AnHt rTno qIlI gyaH Ke¦ ßyare sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5ne rTn5y khIAe to pKI pU R pyaRyne p` ßyare mharTnna #gla Ýg!–a, Aem khIAe to vStuna rTnnI xI vat krvI?¦ wgvan prma„ana AnHt cEtNyrTno \/uvp e Ke, Aaha... ha... ha¦ AenI xI vat krvI?¦

(;hirgIt' paKz p<. 282 pr AapvamaH Aavel Ke.) AemaH (ga=amaH) Ae AaVyuH: —ij`vriì¶!Ÿ@su¿esu˜ ;ij`vriì¶!Ÿ@' ‐ijnvre

kheluH... bs¦ Tyare ;ApdessNtmßJH' maH Ae AaVyuH Arere...¦ (mitkLpnaAe A=R n hoy.)

!Ika: —Aa |yanna wedona Sv$pnuH k=n Ke.˜ —Svdexna Tyag=I˜ épjtuH AatR|yan. Svdex KoDIne É–aHk prdex ke ßyaH nhÄ

ku!uHb, nhÄ kbIlo Ane Aekla caLya jvuH‐Aa rzva ma!e Ôy Ke ne... AaiËka ne ArbStan (vgeremaH). phelaH É–aHy ku!uHb‐kbIlo mUkIne (caLya Ôy Ke). pKI to TyaH mkan =ay ne vzI ku!uHb weguH =ay. (phelaH) Aeklo Ôy Aam. ko{ sguH‐vhaluH nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ khe Ke ke, Ae Svdexna TyagmaH Aene je |yan =ay (te) AatR|yan (Ke). Arere¦ ko{ n mze. AenuH AatR|yan Ke.




]I inymsar ga=a 89 ‐ 28p —ãVyna nax=I˜ AatR|yan =ay. Ae pEso... pEso... pEso F!I Ôy ke nax =ay

(to) Ae icHta vzge AHdr. Aap`e Aa!la kheva`aH ne hve l"mI F!I g{‐Ae icHta. Ae AatR|yan.

Aene KoDIne hve khevuH Ke ke AatR|yan KoDIne Aa„anuH |yan kr¦ kar` ke Ae (AatR|yan) to kyuÅ Ke, (Aem) khe Ke.

—im5jnna ivdexgmn=I˜‐vhala bhar Ôy, sgaH‐vhalaH‐ku!uHbIAo (bhar Ôy Ane Aa) AhÄ dexmaH Aeklo rheto hoy, Aena=I Aene AatR|yan =ay. Arere¦ ko{ mze¦ (]ota:) Aagzna vqtnI vat kho Ko (p`) hve to AeroPlenmaH be klakmaH phÇcI jvay Ke. AaiËka K klakmaH phÇcI jvay¦ (_¿r:) p` K klak Aeklo hoy temaH=I Aene kH{k =yuH hoy... hay¦ hay¦ ko{ n mze...? Ae AatR|yan Ke.

—kmnIy kaimnIna ivyog=I˜‐vhalI‐suHdrI S5I jenI kmnIy Ae!le $pazI (hoy) Ae mrI Ôy, AemaH b\uH kLPyuH hoy suq ne kLpna AemaH Aeno ivyog =ay‐mrI Ôy, to Aena ivyog=I (AatR|yan épje). (]ota:) KU!aKeDa Lye, Ae p` ivyog? (_¿r:) Ku!aKeDane pKI xuH khe? ba{DIne palvtuH n hoy to Ku!aKeDa kre. AadmIne y n palvtuH hoy to Ku!aKeDa kre. go!aza vZya hoy to pKI ko!RmaH lGn kre. kuHvare go!aza hoy pKI Aena lGn kre. Ae b\uH (AatR|yan Ke).

—A=va AinÚna sHgog=I épjtuH (AatR|yan)˜ ‐ÝitkUz sHyog, rog Aave ke duXmn Aave, Aena=I épjtuH AatR|yan. ‐Ae AatR|yannI VyaQya krI. Aene KoDIne, Sv$pnuH |yan krvuH Aem khevuH Ke.


Ývcn: ta. 28-2-1978 ;inymsar' ga=a‐89. |yanna Ýkar khe Ke. AatR|yannI vat AavI g{. frIne:

Svdexna Tyag=I =tuH AatR|yan. ãVyna nax, (A=aRtŸ) l"mIno nax =ay, Aena=I =tuH AatR|yan. im5jnna ivdexgmn=I =tuH pap (AatR) |yan. kmnIy ([Ú Ane suHdr) kaimnIna ivyog=I A=va AinÚna sHyog=I épjtuH je AatR|yan. ‐Aene AatR|yan‐pap|yan khe Ke. Aena=I sHsarna du:qmaH rqDva Ôy. papmaH Aekag/ta Ke ne...¦ ma!e |yan. Aa rzvamaH ne qava‐pIvamaH ne AnukUztamaH Aekag/ta Ke ne...¦ Ae rag‐|yan Ke. dukan, dvaqana, \H\amaH (Aena) ragmaH Aekag/ ={ Ôy Ke ke Aam krvuH Ke ne Aam krvuH Ke ne AanuH Aam krvuH Ke. Ane sara im5no ivyog ={ Ôy, prdex caLya Ôy, AhÄ hare vatcItno s=varo rhe nhÄ Ae!le AatR|yan ={ Ôy. Ae AatR|yannI VyaQya krI.

hve, raEã|yan. bey wUHDaH |yan Ke. (2) —cor-Ôr (VyiwcarI) ‐x5ujnonaH v\-bH\n sHbH\I˜‐ko{ cor=I, ko{ (pr) S5Ina wogaid=I, x5ujnonaH v\ (Ae!le) x5ujno AavIne v\ kre, qa!le baH\e, mare (Aeva) (v\) ‐bH\n sHbH\I —mha äeØ=I épjtuH (je) raEã|yan˜




286 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Aaha... ha¦ Aa corloko Aave ne...¦ pelo (FrFÌ) sUto hoy tene phelaH dorDe=I

qa!le baH\e Ane pKI (khe) lav malnI kUHcI É–aH Ke tarI? ma=e bHdUk raqIne éwa hoy. juAo¦ Aa tne baH|yo Ke p` AhIH bHdUk Ôe... raD paDIx to...¦ Ae vqte Aene AHdr=I Aevo äeØ ={ Ôy‐raEã|yan. hayhay¦ Aene (corne) marI naquH ke xuH kruH? p` sa\n kH{ rhe nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦

—te bHne |yano SvgR Ane moÙna Apirimt suq=I˜‐j¡Ao: AhÄ to pU R xuwwav moÙmagRmaH hoy Ke. Apirimt A=aRtŸ F uH suq Ke ne...¦ sagroprnuH. sagropm: Aek pLyopmmaH AsHQyata Abj vØR Ôy Ane Aeva Aeva dxÊoDaÊoDI pLyopmnuH Aek sagropm. Aeva Aeva 33‐33 sagr svaR=Risâna. AhÄyaH Apirimt Ae!le Fà kaznuH suq. Ane moÙnuH Apirimt suq‐bey weguH. moÙnuH suq vaStivk Ke. Ane SvgRnuH (suq) Ae ragnI mHdtana fz trIke Aave Ane TyaH to pKI Axuwwav Ke. Ae —ÝitpÙ˜‐SvgR Ane moÙna Apirimt suq=I ÝitpÙ —sHsar du:qnaH mUz hovane lI\e˜ Aaha... ha¦ AatR|yan Ane raEã|yan (Ae) sHsardu:qnaH mUz Ke. —te bHnene inrvxeØpè (svR=a) KoDIne.˜ ‐je ko{ ÝaÌ Aa AatR ne raEã|yanne KoDI Ane (3) —SvgR Ane moÙna in:sIm suqnuH mUzÃe!le Apirimt‐behd (suqnuH mUz) —AevuH je Sva„ai]t inüy (-prm) \mR|yan.˜ ‐inüy\mR‐|yan to wgvan AaTmana Aa]ye =ay Ke. tenuH fz to piv5ta Ke. p` vcmaH smiktI \mIRne je rag rhI Ôy Ke pU R |yan n=I te=I rag rhe Ke tena fz trIke SvgR Ke. Ae!le AhÄ bey (SvgR Ane moÙsuq) lI\a. Aa„ana Aa]ye inüy\mR|yan AemaH pU Rta n=I. Ae=I (je!lo) Aa]y (Aa„ano) lI\o te!lI to piv5ta (te) moÙnuH kar`. Ane je!lo AHdr mhav/taidno ragwav bakI ræo Ke tena fz trIke SvgR Aave Ke. inüy Ane Vyvhar bey lI\a. Sva„ai]t Ke te inüy Ke. Ane pU R Aa]y n=I te!lo, AHdr rag dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidno Aave Ke Aena fz trIke Aene (sa\kne) SvgR Ke. sMyG¹iÚÒv mnu*y ke ityÅc hoy (Aene) AHdr pU R‐xuÉl|yannI‐Aekag/ta n=I. te=I tene ApU R Aa]y Ke. ãVyno je!lo Aa]y Ke Ae!lI to piv5ta Ke. AenuH fz to moÙ j Ke. p` AenI sa=e rhelo (je) xuwrag Ke (te) pU R \mR|yan n=I. \mR|yannI pU Rta to xuÉl|yanmaH hoy Ke. te=I Aene in:sIm suqnuH kar` Sva„ai]t inüy\mR|yan (Ke).

hve, (4) xuÉl|yan: —|yan ne |yeyna iviv\ ivkLpo riht˜‐|yey‐Aa„anuH |yan kruH KuH Aeva je wed pD–a Ke ivkLp‐rag, Aena=I‐ivkLpo=I riht‐—|yan ne |yeyna iviv\ ivkLpo riht˜ —AHtmuRqakar˜‐AHtmuRq jenuH Sv$p Ke. AekluH AHtmuRq Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. AolamaH (\mR|yanmaH) ;Sva„ai]t' lI\o hto p` TyaH hÒ pU R AHtmuRq nhoto. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ wgvan prmanHd, icdŸFn vStu, ijnSv$pI, vItrag prma„Sv$p Aa„a¸ Aeno Aa]y lI\o Ae!luH TyaH \mR|yan kæuH. Ane ApU R Ke TyaH xuwrag (Aave) Ae Vyvhar\mR|yan¸ AenuH fz SvgR Ke. AhÄ to (je) t¶n ;AHtmuRqakar' kæuH (Ae) xuÉl|yan to AHtrmuRqSv$p Ke. (AemaH) Aa„ano t¶n‐pU R Aa]y lI\o Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ke ne... nIce (fU!no!maH) ‐AHtmuRqakar (Ae!le) AHtmuRq jeno Aakar A=aRtŸ




]I inymsar ga=a 89 ‐ 287 Sv$p Ke AevuH. AHtmuRqSv$p¦

—skz [iNãyona smUh=I AtIt (-smSt [iNãyatIt)˜ ‐TyaH ko{ p` [iNãynuH lÙ n=I. AtIiNãy AanHdna |yanmaH ko{ [iNãynuH lÙ hotuH n=I. TyaH xuÉl|yanmaH AevuH AtIiNãy AanHdnuH |yan Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—Ane inweRd˜‐jemaH wed n=I. \mR|yanmaH to =oDo ragwav bakI Ke, wed pDe Ke. Svno Aa]y Ke te!lo inweRd Ke Ane je!lo rag Ke Ae!lo wed pDe Ke. Aa (xuÉl|yan) to t¶n inweRd (Ke).

—prm kza siht˜‐kevz&anne le AevI prm kza siht (Ke). xuÉl|yan (Ae) Svwavxi›ne ivksavva ma!e prm kza Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—AevuH je inüy xuÉl|yan, temne |ya{ne˜‐AhÄ to |yanne |ya{ne lI\uH Ke. |yanmaH |yey to Aa„a Ke. p` |yanne |ya{ne, Aem AemaH khevuH Ke ne...¦ car |yan kæaH Ke ne...? be |yan (AatR ne raEã) ne KoDIne, be |yan (\mR ne xuÉl) ne |yavvaH. Aaha... ha¦

ij&asa: |yanne |yaVyuH. p` |yanna ivØyne n |yaVyuH? sma\an: Ae to FÌvar kheva uH Ke: —sMm¿à`cr e jo wi¿H (in. sa.

ga=a‐134) ‐wi› to ãVynI Ke. p` AenI wi› kre Ae!le AenI (sMyGdxRn&ancair5nI) wi› kre, Aem khevay. smÔùH kaH{?

Aem kæuH ne...¦ \mR|yan (Ane xuÉl|yan) ne |ya{ne, —je wVyvrpuHDrIk (-wVyo¿m) prmwavnI (pairàimkwavnI) wavna$pe pir`Myo Ke˜‐\mR|yanmaH hÒ prmwavnI pU`R wavna nhotI te=I rag hto, te SvgRnuH kar` (htuH). (p`) AhÄyaH to prm (wav) ‐pairàimkwav (Sv$p) Aaqo wgvan, pU`R xuâ Svwav¸ AenI wavna (A=aRtŸ) pHcmwavnI wavna ($pe pir`Myo Ke). AemaH ÙaiyknI ne _pxmnI wavna n levI. AolamaH lI\uH ke: (\mR ne xuÉl) |yanne |yavvuH. |yan to Ùyopxm ne Ùaiykwave Ke. AhÄ hve kI\uH ke: prmpairàimkwavne |ya{ne, wavna krIne, Aaha... ha¦ pU aRnHd Ýwu Aa„a, prmpairàimkwav, shj pairàmIk, (AenI wavna$pe pir`Myo Ke).

;pHcaiStkay' sHSk<t !IkamaH Aave Ke ne...¦ —piràme wv: paràimk:˜‐shjpè hoy. Aene ko{ kmRna inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I. inim¿na AwavnI ApeÙa n=I. Ùaiyk, ÙyopxmmaH to hÒ inim¿na AwavnI ApeÙa Ke. AaEdiykmaH ragna _dynI ApeÙa (Ke). p` shj Sv$p pairàimk i5kaz Ke¸ temaH to inim¿na AwavnI Ane inim¿na sapeÙtana wavnI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦

Aevo je prmpairàimkSvwav, prmSvawaivkwav i5kazI \/uv¸ AenI wavna. Ae!le ke Ùaiyk, Ùayopximk Aaid pirìtAe pir`Myo. Ae AenI wavna. prmSvwavwavnI wavna, Ae!le AemaH Aekag/ta Ae pirìt Ke, pyaRy Ke. prmpairàimkwav Ke Ae ãVy Ke, vStu Ke. Ane AenI wavna Ke te pyaRy Ke. prmpairàimk, prmwav‐Aem lI\uH Ke ne...¦ prmwav¸ AenI wavna. Aem waØa Ke. pKI to SpÚ kyuÅ. pairàimkwav Ae




288 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 prmwav (Ke). Ùayopximk, Ùaiyk Aaid (Ae) prmwav n=I, Ae pyaRywav Ke. Ane Aa to i5kaz prmwav vStu... vStu... vStu... vStu¦ Aene |yey bnavI, Ane je wavna A=aRtŸ Aekag/ta krI Ke, Ae moÙnuH kar` Ke.

ÝÆ: pHcm AaramaH xuÉl|yan to ATyare n=I. KtaHy Ae kem kæuH? sma\an: vat to b\I kre ke nhÄ? ATyare wle Svai]t \mR|yan (Ke) Ane

jrI rag bakI hoy. p` Aene pKI prmpairàimkwavnI pU`R wavnamaH ÔvuH Ke ne...? (to) Ae vat phele=I kre Ke. AenI wavna$pe pir`Myo Ke. waØa Ôe{¦ ;prmpairàimk i5kazSvwav Ke' Aevo ivkLp krIne \aràmaH pD–o n=I. p` prmpairàimkwavnI wavnaAe pir`Myo Ke. Ae vItragIpirìtAe pir`Myo Ke. kemke prmpairàimkwav prmvItragSv$p Ke¸ Ane tenI wavnaAe pir`Myo Ae p` vItragwav Ke.

Aevo je Òv —te inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke.˜ ‐Ae qruH ÝitÊm`. ragna ivkLp=I p` h@I, Aa„ana AanHdmaH lIn ={ gyo Ke¸ Ae ÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke. (]ota:) barma gu S=an su\I l{ levuH? (_¿r:) AhÄ to he@e=I‐satme=I vat Ke. Ae pKI xuÉl|yan Aa@me =ay. Aa@me=I xuÉl|yan lI\uH Ke. te ($pe) pir`muH KuH ne‐Aavo ivkLp, TyaH É–aH Ke? AhÄ to AenuH Sv$p btave Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ prmSvwavno #glo Ýwu, AtIHiãy AanHd Sv$pe‐Svwave i5kaz wrelo wgvan, Ae prmwav, pairàimkwav¸ AenI Aekag/tamaH je AtÄiãy AanHde pir`Myo Ke, Ae AtÄiãy AanHd Ae AenI wavna Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? ;vStu' Ae pU R Sv$p Ke, i5kaz wavSv$p Ke¸ AenI wavnaAe pir`Myo te ;pyaRy Ke.

phelI to vat (vStuiS=it) hÒ QyalmaH AavvI (Ôe{Ae). Aaha... ha¦ khe Ke ke: Aaqo Ýwu AhÄ (AHtrmaH) ibraje Ke ne...¦ &aykwav=I wrelo prmwav (Ke).

ÝÆ: &ayk kem kæo? sma\an: jem pairàimkwav to prmaùmaH y Ke, car ãVymaH p` Ke. p` AamaH

(ÒvmaH) pairàimk n khetaH x$AatmaH j &ayk lI\o. ;smysar' ga=a‐KõI, AigyarmI. —wUyT=m˜‐—wUta=R Ae —&ayk˜. kar` ke ;Ô`naro' Aeno i5kazISvwav, Aevo je prmpairàimkwav¸ Aem. &anno je vtRman Ùyopxm, _pxm, Ùaiyk Ke Ae to pyaRy Ke, Ae to wavna Ke. p` wavna konI? ‐i5kaz cEtNymUitR wgvan, Aevo je prmwav A=va prmpairàimkwav¸ (AenI wavna). Aaha... ha¦ Ae prmwavnI ApeÙaAe Ùaiykwav p` Aprmwav Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

AavI b\I vato Ke¦ \mRno magR bhu sU"m Ke, wa{¦ bakI to Aaqo dI' pap kre Ke. Ae to pheluH AavI gyuH ne...¦ Aaqo dI' AatR|yan ne raEã|yan. Aa Vyapar kyaR ne, Aa lI\a ne, Aa dI\a ne, Vyaj _pÔVyaH ne, pEsa wega kyaR ne, dIkrane Ameirka mokLya ne wàVya ne‐Ae b\aH wUHDaH |yan Ke.

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]I inymsar ga=a 89 ‐ 289 DUbkI Ae!le wavna. AhÄ to |yannI VyaQya Ke ne...¦ jena=I moÙ mze, SvgR mze. (Ae!le ke:) inüy \mR|yan=I moÙ, Ane Ae \mR|yanmaH bakI rhela Vyvhar‐dya, dan, v/t‐no (je) ivkLp é@e tenuH fz SvgR Ke.

Ae Aem AaVyuH ke wa{¦ inüy Ke Ae moÙno saÙatŸ magR Ke Ane Vyvhar Ke Ae prHpra (magR) Ke. Aem Aave Ke ne...? (p`) AhÄ to Vyvhar Ke Ae SvgRnuH kar` Ke, Aem lQyuH Ke. (]ota:) inüy hoy Aene ma!e AolI vat Ke ne...? (_¿r:) AhÄ AenI vat Ke. KtaH fer paDyo Ke, mare Aem khevuH Ke. ‐xuH kæuH Ae? ke: inüyAa„SvwavnuH wan Ke. sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 =yuH Ke Ae inüymoÙmagR. Ane (TyaH Aene) dev‐guru‐xaS5nI wi› Aaidno (je) rag bakI rhe Ke Ae VyvharmoÙmagR. Ane Aene prHpra kar` kæuH. AhÄyaH inüy (siht)vaza Vyvharne SvgRnuH kar` kæuH. Ae qreqr kar` n=I. AaropIt (kar`) Ke. Ae!le AhÄ qulaso krI naQyo ke je rag bakI hto, Aene Vyvhar (Ane) prHpra kar` kæuH htuH, Ae pote sI\uH kar` to SvgRnuH Ke. (qreqr) Aam vat Ke¦

ßyaHTyaH Vyvhar (ne kar`) kæuH hoy TyaH Aagz Aene inim¿ deqIne (_pcar=I kar` kæuH hoy Ke.) inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5, Ae to SvcEtNy wgvanna AvlHbne j =ay Ke. Ane je bakI rag ræo te prlÙe =ay Ke, Ae ragne TyaH Vyvhar Ane tene (prHpra kar`) kæuH Ke. AhÄ inüyvazanI j vat Ke. inüyvazane prHpra kar` Ane (inüy vgrna) Vyvharvazane (p`) prHpra kar` AevI vat AhÄyaH Ke j nhÄ. ‐xuH kæuH Ae? ke: jene Aa„a prmanHd Ýwuno we!o sMyGdxRn‐&anmaH =yo Ke Ane kH{k iS=rta =oDI Ke, Ane je VyvhrrTn5yno rag Aave TyaH tene moÙnuH prHpra kar` kæuH. Aeno A=R ke Ae (Vyvhar) ne KoDIne (Aa„iS=rta) krxe. nhÄtr to Ae (Vyvhar) to bH\nuH kar` Ke, SvgRnuH kar` Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AhÄ (Vyvharne) SvgRnuH kar` khe, Ane TyaH moÙnuH prHpra kar` khe Ke to Aeno A=R xuH Ke? (]ota:) Ae maH=I Aape gU# rhSy ka#–uH¦ (_¿r:) vStuiS=it j Ae Ke. Aaha... ha¦

TyaH cr`anuyogmaH ]avknI ApeÙaAe prHpra kar` kæuH. ]avkne to te Vyvhar=I‐xuwwav=I prHpra =ay Ke, tem kæuH. Aena=I (Vyvhar=I) =ay, Aem kæuH. p` Ae k{ ApeÙa=I? ke‐Aeno Awav krxe. Ane (te) qreqr to inüyna‐Svna Aa]ye =yel sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5maH (hoy Ke)¸ Aene, je xuwwav =yo Ae Axuw=I bCyo Ke. im+ya¹iÚne to ;Axuw=I bcvuH' Ae kaH{ Ke j nhÄ. kar` ke Aene to im+yaTv j mhapap pD–uH Ke Aena=I bCyo n=I TyaH vzI Axuw=I bcvuH...? vat smÔy Ke kaH{? KtaH Vyvhare Aem bolay ke Axuw KoDIne xuw kro. cr`anuyogmaH (AevI vat) Aave.

Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ to SvgRnuH kar` Ane moÙnuH kar` ;|yan' kæuH. Tyare |yan Ae!le ke: Aa„a AHdr icdanHd Ýwu jena Am<tna Svad AaVya, AoDkar AaVya‐Ae inüy (|yan). p` hÒ ApU R Aa]y Ke Ae=I AanHd pU R Ýg! =yo n=I, te!lo TyaH rag$pI du:qwav Ke. pU R AanHdno Awav Ke Ae!le TyaH rag Ke, du:q Ke. pU R AanHd =yo (hoy to) TyaH rag Ane du:q n=I. p` AhÄ (sa\kne) pU R AanHd n=I, p` ApU R AanHd




290 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ýg!–o Ke Aene je rag Aave Aene Aarop krIne VyvharrTn5y kæo. (prHtu) qreqr Ae VyvharrTn5y vStu (sa|y) n=I. Ae AhÄyaH qulaso krI naQyo. wa{¦ Ae VyvharrTn5yno wav SvgRnuH kar` Ke, pu~ynuH kar` Ke, SvgR mze smiktI Ke ne...¦ Ae!le Aene to pu~ywavmaH SvgR mze. Ane Aene co=e‐paHcme (gu`S=anmaH) papwav (p`) Aave, Aene AatR|yan hoy, raEã|yan hoy, ivØynI vasna jrI AiS=rta hoy¸ KtaH Aene SvgRnuH Aayu*y bH\avanuH Ke Ae!le ßyare xuwwav Aave Tyare j Aayu*y bH\axe. Aene (Axuw kaze) wiv*ynuH Aayu*y nhÄ bH\ay. Ane ityÅcnuH Ane mnu*ynuH (p` Aayu*y) nhÄ bH\ay. Aene to SvgRnuH j bH\axe. vEmainkno dev =axe¸ devI nhÄ. Ae ApeÙa l{ne kæuH Ke ke: jene inüysMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 Ke, p` \mR|yan Ke, Ae!le ke hÒ ApU R Aa]y Ke, Aene prno Aa]y‐Vyvhar rhI gyo Ke, Ae VyvharnuH fz SvgR Ke. p` AenuH suq Ae to behd Ane Apirimt Ke, Aem khevuH Ke. TyaH Fò kaz Ke ne... Ae ApeÙaAe. bakI qreqr to Ae (suq n=I) du:q Ke TyaH.

;Ývcnsar' (ga=a‐76maH) kæuH ne... (—to pu~y p` papnI jem, du:qnuH sa\n Ke Aem filt =yuH.˜ ) pap Ane pu~ymaH kaH{ fer manto hoy to Ame khIAe KIAe ke papna fzmaH nrknuH du:q Ane pu~yna fzmaH SvgRmaH p` TyaH rag=I du:q j Ke. ßyare jena fzmaH du:q Ke to Aeno xuwwav saro Ane Axuwwav qrab Aeva be wed É–aH=I AaVya? Aaha... ha¦ (SvgRnuH) fz du:q j Ke. AhÄ to jrI bIÔH, nrk ne ityÅcna du:q krtaH jrIk xatavednIy AaidnuH suq Ke, Ae waØa=I‐Vyvhar=I vat krI Ke. bakI xuwwav Ke AenuH fz SvgRnuH suq Ke, Ae suq wogvvana kaze to Aeno wav pap Ke. SvgRnaH suqo trf lÙ j{ne je rag =ay Ke Ae to Axuw‐pap Ke. k{ k{ ApeÙaAo hoy, Aene n smje ne AekaHt taè (Aem n hoy). Aa to Ýwuno SyaäadmagR Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄ) Ke ne...¦ —prm (wavnI) pairàimkwavnI wavna$pe pir`Myo Ke.˜ vat \arI raqI Ke ke \mR|yan AavuH ne xuÉl|yan AavuH ne, Aem nhÄ¸ Aem khe Ke. Ae $pe dxa ={ Ke. AanHdno na= wgvan, Ýwu AtÄiãy AanHdSv$pno Aa]y =yo Ke, Ae!le pirìt ={ Ke Ae!le ke vItragIpyaRy, AanHdvazI pyaRy Ýg! ={ Ke Aeva Òvne A\UruH \mR|yan Ke, pUruH n=I¸ te=I Aena xuwwavna Vyvharne (_pcar=I) \mR|yan gÌne Aem lI\uH ke: \mR|yan=I SvgR Ane moÙ suq mze (Ke). Ane pa@maH to pKI Ae!luH lI\uH ke Sva„ai]t inüy\mR|yan. prai]t rag Ke ma!e (tena=I) SvgRnuH fz Aem (SpÚ) n=I kI\uH. p` prai]twav=I SvgR Ke Ae vat TyaH gaE raqI dI\I. Svai]t |yanmaH=I Aeno wag bakI rhI Ôy Ke Ae vat gaE raqI. AenuH fz Aene SvgR Ke. pa@maH Aem n=I lI\uH‐j¡Ao: —SvgR Ane moÙna in:sIm suqnuH mUz Sva„ai]t inüy\mR|yan.˜ SvgRnuH p` kar` (inüy\mR|yan, Aem n=I). (]ota:) Aape giwRt vat qolI dI\I. (_¿r:) to (xuH) SvAa]ymaH Aene SvgR mze? p` AhÄ A\UruH Ke A=aRtŸ SvAai]t Ke, Aevo inüy to Ke, p` A\UruH \mR|yan Ke, xuÉl|yannI dxa jevuH n=I¸ ma!e TyaH rag hoy Ke AenuH fz Aene SvgR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ p` kone? ke, jene SvAai]t dxa ={ Ke Aene. Aaha... ha¦




]I inymsar ga=a 89 ‐ 291 AavI vatuH Ke¦

Arere¦ Aa jgtnI hÇxuH... Ae b\I AatR|yan ne raEã|yannI hÇxuH Ke. Aa rZya ne kmaà ne Aa =ya ne... Aa b\I hÇxuH Ke. rzvanI Aam hÇx... hÇx... pEsa mZya, kroD $ipya =ya ne be kroD $ipya =ya ne paHc kroD $ipya =ya‐Aa!la kmaà¦ xuH Ke Aa b\uH? kmaà Ke ke qo! g{ Ke? Aaha... ha¦ kro Aaje to cUrmana laDva, lapsI raH\o, Aaj paHc laq peda =ya Ke. xuH Ke Aa? AatR|yan ne raEã|yan Ke, wa{¦ (xaS5maH) Aave Ke: —l"mInuH varHvar icHtvn Ae raEã|yan Ke . AÔÌ waØa Ke. pirg/hnuH _g/ icHtvn Ae raEã|yan Ke. Aena fz trIke to sHsarnaH du:q Ke. Tyare vzI xuwwavmaH suq Ke Aem kI\uH.

;Ývcnsar' maH Aem kæuH ke: tena (xuwwavna) fzmaH p` TyaH (SvgRmaH) du:q j Ke. pHiDtÒ¦ TyaH to Aem kæuH ke: xuwwav=I Axuwwav j¡do kem pDe? Axuw ne xuw j¡do kem pDe? bHne Aek Ôt Ke. kem? Aena fzmaH p` TyaH du:q j Ke. A&an Aaid=I Ae ivØyne wogve Ke, Ae du:q Ke, du:q (wogve Ke). Ane tme wed paDo ke xuwmaH Aa fz Ane AxuwmaH Aa (fz). beynaH Aek j fz (du:q Ke). TyaH Aem kæuH. Ane bIje Aam kæuH Ke ke, ßyaH inüyno Aa]y Ke TyaH (Aeno) Vyvhar Ae prHpra kar` Ke. (Ane AhÄyaH kæuH: \mR|yanmaH) pU`R Aa]y n=I, te=I vcmaH rag Aave Ke to Ae Sva]yvazane rag AaVyo Ke Aem gÌne Sva]y‐\mR|yanvazo SvgR ne moÙmaH Ôy Ke. Aem kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Aa to A|ya„ xaS5o to gHwIr bhu, wa{?

—te inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke.˜ ‐TyaH xuÉl|yan kI\uH. Aeklo prm Aa]y. ‐wgvan‐Aa„a¸ jenI pirìt‐wavna ãVymaH ÔmI g{ Ke. jenuH baæ l"a j n=I. hÒ \mR|yanmaH to rag hto Ae!le baæ lÙ htuH Ae=I AenuH fz SvgR kæuH. AhÄ to baæ lÙ (j n=I), AekluH AHtlRÙmaH gum ={ gyo Ke. Aevo inüyÝitÊm`Sv$p Ke.

—Aem˜‐waØa j¡Ao paKI. pa@maH Aem htuH: —ij`vriì¶!Ÿ@su¿esu.˜ hve Aa A=R xuH kre Ke ke: —Aem˜ (Ae!le) Aa |yannI VyaQya kI\I. Aem —prm ijneNãna muqarivHd=I nIkzelaH ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ wgvan svR& vItrag prma„a (vItragno j _pdex Aape Ke.) ;Aa„avlokn' maH (guruAi\karmaH) Aave Ke ne...¦ (—vItragH vItragH jIvSy injSv$po vItragH muhumuRru: g< ait k=yit s puruØ guÌpdH S=anH wasit xowte.˜ ) muinAo to vItragno j _pdex Aape Ke. ;muhumuRhu' Ae!le varHvar. Ae to Sva„ana Aa]y=I‐vItragtanI j vat kre Ke. prai]twavne jàve Ke p` AadrÌy trIke to Svai]twavne je vItragwav trIke khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (guru Aene khIAe).

te=I ;prma„Ýkax' maH kæuH ne...¦ ke: jene xuwrag _padey trIke Ke tene wgvan Aa„a hey trIke Ke. jene Aa dya, dan, v/t, wi› Aaidno xuwwav AadrÌy Ane _padey trIke Ke tene wgvanAa„a hey Ke, Aene Aa„a KaHDva layk ={ gyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ jene Aa„a _padey Ke tene rag hey Ke. KtaH rag Aave Ke Aem khIne Aem kæuH ke




292 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (tene) SvgRnuH suq mze. Ane te SvgRnaH suq mZyaH Ae!le sHyogo mZyaH. hve (tene) wogvva kaze kaH{ pu~y n=I. samg/I mzI Ae!lI ApeÙaAe kæuH ke: je!lo Aa„ano Aa]y hto Ae!luH \mR|yan to piv5 Ke ne moÙno magR Ke Ane je!lo Aa]y A\Uro Ke Ae!lo ragwav Aave Ke, Ae ragnuH fz SvgRnaH suq Ke. Ae SvgRnaH suq Ke Ae!le TyaH Ae suq wogve Ke? TyaH Aagz suqnI samg/IAo FÌ Ke. xuwwavne l{ne FÌ b\I samg/I mzI Ke bs...¦ p` Aene wogvva Ôy Ke Tyare to pap j =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Are¦ Ae e FrnI vatuH saHwzI nhÄ. Ane Fr bhar AaVyo ne AenaH fz xaH? smiktI p` FrmaH=I bhar AaVyo, AenaH fz xaH? ke: bhar xuwwavmaH AaVyo to AenuH fz SvgRnuH suq, Ae!le ke SvgRnI AnukUz samg/I. Ae wogvvanuH lÙ Ôy Ke Tyare to pap Ke. Ane te=I to kæuH: (;smysar') ktaR‐kmR ga=a‐76maH ke: xuwwav vtRman du:q Ke Ane wiv*ymaH p` du:q (nuH kar`) Ke. xuH kæuH TyaH? Ane AhÄ kæuH ke, xuwwavnuH fz suq Ke. Ae to samg/InI ApeÙaAe kæuH. smÔ uH kaH{? Ane AhÄ guru khe Ke ke, wa{¦ xuw Ane Axuwwav bey du:qnuH kar` Ke. vtRman du:qnuH kar` Ke. Ane wiv*ymaH Ae!le SvgR mzxe TyaH p` du:q =axe. kar` ke AenuH lÙ Ôxe Ae!le Aene du:q j =xe.

Aaha... ha¦ gjb vat Ke ne...¦ ke!lI ApeÙa AavI g{ mgjmaH¦ É–aHnuH É–aH AaVyuH? kone qbr Ae É–aH=I kem Aave Ke¦¦

Aaha... ha¦ Ae wgvanAa„a, cEtNywav¸ Aeno Aa]y l{ne jene \mR|yan Ýg!–uH Ke, xuiâ Ýg!I Ke (p` hÒ) Aene xuiâ =oDI hovane lI\e ragnI‐xuwwavnI Axuiâ Ke. to Aek @eka e Aem kæuH ke: (Ae) AxuiânuH fz prHpraAe mui› Ke. (Ane) AhÄyaH khe Ke ke: (Ae) AxuiânuH fz SgRnuH suq Ke. Ane bIje Aem kæuH ke: xuwnuH fz wiv*ymaH du:q Ke. Ae du:q, wogvvanI ApeÙaAe Ke¸ ApeÙaAe xuwwavnI samg/I mzI Ke, Ae!luH. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{? vItragno magR bhu sU"m Ke, wa{¦

—Aam˜ É–aH kæuH Ke? ‐prm ijneHãna muqarivHd=I¦ j¡Ao: TyaH p` paKuH Aekkor Aem isâaHtmaH (kæuH) Ke ke: wgvannI vaÌ muq=I hoy nhÄ. ho@ hale nhÄ. muq=I vaÌ nhÄ. Aaqa xrIrmaH=I vaÌ Aave. Ane AhÄyaH: —muqarivHd=I˜‐muq$pI kmz=I. (kemke) laEikk (jno) Aem Ôè Ke ke, waØa to muq=I nIkze, Ae ApeÙaAe (kæuH Ke). nhÄtr wgvanne to ho@ bH\ hoy Ke, kH@ hle nhÄ, ho@ hle nhÄ¸ AHdr=I' ;’' |vin é@e. Aaha... ha¦ —muq AÇkar \uin suin A=R g`\r ivcarE.˜ smÔy Ke kaH{?

AhÄyaH —muqarivHd=I nIkzela˜ Aem kæuH. prma„a ijneHãdev, vItrag prme¬rna‐muqkmz (Ae!le muq$pI) ArivHd‐muq$pIkmz=I nIkzelI vaÌ. vaÌ to Aaqa xrIr=I nIkze Ke. AhÄ to (kæuH) : ;muqmaH=I'. p` laEikk loko Aem Ôè, Ae ApeÙaAe vat khI Ke. Aem ke, vaÌnuH sa\n to muq Ke. (prHtu) Aene (wgvanne) Aa xrIr É–aH ko{ sa\n ræuH Ke? Ane vaÌ kruH Ae p` É–aH Ke? ;’'... bolvuH Ae p` É–aH Ke? smÔ uH?

—muq. AÇkar \uin suin A=R g`\r ivcarE.˜ ;bnarsIivlas' (&anbavnI) maH Ke ne...¦ —AÇkar xBd ivxd yake _wy$p, Aek AatmIk wav Aek pudŸglko.˜ ‐ ;’' xBd




]I inymsar ga=a 89 ‐ 293 ivxd Ke Ane teno _wy$p Ke‐Aek Aai„k xuâSv$p j Ke Ae ;’' Ke. Ane Aek vaÌ nIkze Ke Ae xBda„k ;’' Ke. smÔ uH kaH{. Aaha... ha¦ (;xardaÚk') ijnadexÔta... maH Aave Ke: —so sTyar= xarda tasu, wi› _r Aan¸ KHd wujHgÝyatmeH, AÚk khÕ bqan.˜ Aaha... ha¦ bnarsIdase bhu srs lQyuH Ke. ;bnarsIivlas' maH Aave Ke.

AhÄyaH (—muqarivHd=I˜) kæuH. (p` É–aHy) ivro\ n=I¦ lokone QyalmaH Aave Ae xElI=I vat krI Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

bIÒ vat‐—prm ijneHãna muqarivHd=I.˜ ;ijn' to co=e gu`S=ane p` khevay Ke. barme g`\rey ijn khevay Ke. Aa to ;prm ijneHã' termI wUimka, termuH syogI gu S=an, Aene muqarivHd hoy ne...¦ isâne muqarivHd É–aH Ke? prma„a ijneHãdev, svR& Ýwu Aena muq$pI kmz‐ArivHd=I —nIkzelaH ãVy]ut˜. Aaha... ha¦ bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to wgvane kevz&an v RVyuH n=I, ]ut j v RVyuH Ke. vaÌmaH ]utnuH j v Rn Ke. AenI vaÌ ]ut khevay Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? kemke saHwznarne wav]utnuH (te) inim¿ Ke Ae=I AhÄ ãVy]ut vaÌne khevay Ke. wgvane ]ut äara _pdex AaPyo, Aem ;\vl' maH Aave Ke. kevz&an=I _pdex AaPyo, Aem kæuH n=I. kevz&an to vStu Ke. vaÌmaH to ãVy]ut AaVyuH Ke. AevI vaÌmaH ãVy]utnaH nIkzelaH Aa vcno Ke¸ Aem isâ kyuÅ, ÔeyuH¦

Ane, AenI !Ika Ame krIAe KIAe Ae p` Ame AmarI kLpna=I krI n=I, Aem khe Ke. Ae @e@ g`\ro=I AenI !Ikano wav haLyo Aave Ke. Ame te mHdbuiâ ko` KIAe? Aaha... ha¦ pÍÝwml\airdev idgHbr sHt, jenI vaÌ¦ ke Aa !Ika to g`\rdev=I calI Aave Ke prHpra. Ame te !Ika krnara ko`? mare bIj¡H khevuH Ke ke: AemaH prHpra AevI AavI ke ;muqarivHd=I nIkzelI' Aem prHpra=I haLyuH AaVyuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ xuH AenI gHwIrta¦ xuH AenI êDpta¦ Aaha... ha¦ vItragvaÌ, ;’' Aevo Aa„a, tene btavnarI Ke. AevuH ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke.

Ae to kale kæuH htuH ne...¦ ApdessNtmßJH ‐xuH ke —pSsid ij`sas H sVvH ‐je ko{ Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú deqe, rag Ane kmRna sHbH\ ivnano Ke Aem deqe, samaNy deqe, kØayriht deqe, ivxeØriht deqe, Vyvharriht inüy (Sv$pe) deqe, Ae e‐—pSSid ij`sas H sVvH ‐ (svR) ijnxasnne ÔeyuH. to ijnxasn Ae wav =yo TyaH Ane ãVy]utmaH p` Aem kæuH Ke. Aeno‐ãVy]utno A=R (!Ikakare) n lI\o, Ae!le —ApdessNtmßJH maH Am<tcHãacayR mUHJaà hta, Aem n=I. TyaH Aene (Aana) ;wav' na A=RnI j$r htI Ae=I Aene wav kæo (ke) ãVy]utmaH Aam kæuH Ke. ãVy]utmaH p` Ae j kæuH Ke. —jo pSsid APpa H Abâpu!Ÿ@H ‐je (puruØ) Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú deqe te sMyG¹iÚÒv svR ijnxasnne deqe‐Aem ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke Ane wav]ut ;Aa' Ke. je AHdr Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú Ô e te wav]ut Ke. Ane wav]ut Ke te xuâopyog Ke. Ane xuâopyog Ke te jEnxasn Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? AavI vat¦ hve yad rhevI muXkel. ke!la pDqa¦¦ Aahoho¦

pKI khexe: —car |yanomaH phelaH (AatR Ane raEã) be |yan hey Ke,˜ KoDva layk Ke. —5Ij¡H Ý=m to _padey Ke.˜ x$AatmaH (\mR|yanmaH) Aa„ano Aa]y Ke te=I te _padey




294 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Ke pU R n=I KtaH te _padey Ke. —AenuH co=uH svRda _padey Ke.˜ pU R Aa]y Ke te svRda _padey Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

ÝÆ: Ae Vyvhar\mR|yan p` khevay kone? sma\an: jene inüy\mR|yan, Aa„ana AvlHbne sMyGdxRn, &an, vItragI dxa

Ýg! ={ Ke, jene AtÄiãy AanHdna nmUna SvadmaH AaVya Ke¸ Aeva Òvne je rag (bakI rhe) tene Vyvhar khevay. Aene Vyvhar kæo.

p` Ae Vyvhar kæo Ke Ae Aene AhÄyaH n=I khevuH. Aene to ãVy]utmaH Ane wav]utmaH Aa AbâSp<Ú Aa„a deQyo Ae e b\uH deQyuH. kar` ke vItragwav Ae jEnxasn Ke. ‐xuH kI\uH? ke: wgvanno magR p` vItragwav Ke Ane care AnuyognuH taTpyR vItragwav Ke¸ kemke wgvane vItragwavno j _pdex AaPyo Ke. Ane bIÔe _pdex kæo te Ô`va ma!e kæo¸ p` Aa to Aadrva ma!e vItrage Aa j _pdex kæo (Ke). smÔ uH kaH{?

—5Ij¡H Ý=m to _pdey Ke.˜ ;Ý=m' Ae!le xuH? ke: SvãVyno Aa]y Ke p` pUruH n=I Ae!le ATyare (\mR|yanne) _padey khevamaH AaVyuH. Ane —co=uH svRda _padey Ke , (Aem kæuH).

(t=a coÉtmŸ- AevI rIte (ANy5 }lok äara) kæuH Ke ke:-

(AnuÚuw) —ini*kÊyH kràtItH |yan|yeyivvijRtmŸ.

AHtmuRqH tu yuâ–anH tCKuÉlH yoigno ivdu:..˜—(}loka=R:‐ ) je |yan ini*Êy Ke, [ÂNãyatIt Ke, |yan|yeyivvijRt (A=aRtŸ

|yan ne |yeyna ivkLporiht) Ke Ane AHtmuRq Ke, te |yanne yogIAo xuÉl|yan khe Ke.˜)

—je |yan ini*Êy Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ ini*Êy A=aRtŸ ragna sHbH\ ivnanuH Ke. je!lo ivkLp é@e Ke Ae siÊy Ke. Ane xuÉl|yan Ke Ae ragnI iÊya ivnanuH Ke, ini*Êy Ke. Ke to |yan‐pirìt Ae siÊy¸ p` ragne siÊy gÌne ragriht pirìt te ini*Êy Ke Aem kI\I Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aekkor hÒ Aagz khexe ke: pirìt‐|yan Ae kaH{ AHdr vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. Ae |yan Ane AenI b\I vatuH kre p` Ae vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. Aem ke pyaRy AHdr n=I. AevuH wgvannuH xasn [HãÔz jevuH Ke.

—je |yan ini*Êy Ke ‐k{ ApeÙaAe? |yan Ke to pirìt. pirìt Ke te siÊy Ke. ãVy Ke te ini*Êy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ xuâpirìtne iÊya kI\I Ke ne...¦ jDnI iÊya iwþ. ragnI iÊya iwþ. Ane xuâpirìtnI iÊya iwþ. Aem 5` pirìt lI\I Ke. to TyaH ragriht pirìtne p` siÊy kI\I Ke. je pir`me Ke te siÊy Ke. i5kaz ãVy Ke te ini*Êy Ke. p` AhÄyaH bIÒ ApeÙa levI Ke ke: jevuH Ae ini*Êy tÀv Ke tevI j pirìt ={ Ke te=I te pirìt rag ivnanI Ke ma!e ragnI iÊya riht pirìtne AhÄyaH ini*Êy




]I inymsar }lok 119 ‐ 29p khIAe KIAe. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AamaH ke!luH yad raqvuH? ke!lI vatuH fre¦ magR, bapu¦ (ghn) Ke. Aene AWyas Ôe{Ae. Aa to (Aene) AnHtkazno AWyas nhÄ. Aeno AWyas, varHvar r!`, varHvar l#`, AenI varHvar lgnI lagvI Ôe{Ae¦ Arere¦ deh KU!I jxe, bapu¦ É–aH j{x tuH? Aaha... ha¦ AnHtkaz wiv*ymaH gazvo Ke kemke Ae AivnaxI tÀv Ke. to hve wiv*ymaH AnHtkaz É–aH j{x, wa{? Ôe ragna ÝemnI ruicmaH pD–o to im+yaTvmaH taro AnHtkaz wiv*ymaH Ôxe Ae!le ke du:qna gwRmaH Ô{x, bapa¦

Ane je e rag=I riht maruH Sv$p cEtNymUitR wgvan to ini*Êy Ke j¸ p` pirìt krI, Aene p` AhÄyaH ini*Êy‐ragnI iÊya ivnanI gÌne ini*Êy‐kI\I Ke, Ae Òv to moÙmaH Ôy. Ane jene bakI kaH{k rag ræo to SvgRmaH j{, pKI mnu*y ={ne moÙe jxe.

Aaha... ha¦ j¡Ao ne...¦ saHwzIAe KIAe ke, nanI nanI ëmrnaHne flaàne Nyumoinyo =yo (Ane mrI gyo¦) TyaH ÔmngrmaH Aek Kokro hmàH mrI gyo. 19 vØRno j¡van Kokro. w`to hto. Aekdm Dbl Nyumoinyo ={ gyo. [iSptalmaH go@Vyo. Aa@ dI'. Ae qlas ={ gyo bapu¦ AenI iS=it pUrI =ay Tyare ko` raqe? Aene DÛak!r ne dva ko` raqe? j¡van AvS=aAe caLya Ôy Ke. deh KU!I Ôy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (Aa„iht) krvanuH rhI Ôy¦ hÒ pKI krxuH, pKI krxuH, pKI krxuH. hÒ j¡vanI Ke. hÒ to wÌ l{Ae. rzI l{Ae. ‐É–aH Ôy, bapa?

AhÄyaH khe ke: 5` lokna na= xuâpirìtne ini*Êy khe Ke. khe Ke ke: [HãyatIt Ke, |yan|yeyivvijRt (A=aRtŸ |yan ne |yeyna ivkLpo riht) Ke Ane AHtmuRq Ke, te |yanne yogIAo xuÉl|yan khe Ke.˜ xuÉl (|yan) A=aRtŸ éjzuH‐piv5 |yan. Aaha... ha¦

∙ (hve, Aa 89mI ga=anI !Ika pU R krtaH !Ikakar muinraj be }lok khe Ke:)

(vsHtitlka) |yanavlImip c xuânyo n viÉtVyÉtH sdaixvmye prmaTmtÀve.saStITyuvac sttH VyvharmagR-StÀvH ijneNã tdho mhidNãjalmŸ.. 119..

(}loka=R:‐ ) Ýg!pè sdaixvmy (-inrHtr kLya`my) Aeva

prma„tÀvne ivØe |yanavlI (-|yanpHi›, |yanprHpra) hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I. ;te Ke (A=aRtŸ |yanavlI Aa„amaH Ke)' Aem (ma5) VyvharmageR stt kæuH Ke. he ijneHã¦ AavuH te tÀv (-teH ny äara kheluH vStuSv$p), Aho¦ mha [HãÔz Ke. 119.




296 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 wgvan tarI to Aa AHdr [HãÔz Ke. Aek nye ha. Ane bIÒ nye na. Aek nye,

xuâAa„ana piv5 AanHdno Svad Aave te \mR. Ane bIÒ nye, Aene ÔeDe rag Aave tene Vyvhar\mR‐pu~y. Aekkor pu~yne bH\nuH kar` kho. Aekkor pu~yne prHpra kar` kho. ‐AavaH taraH NyaynaH vaÉ–o, Ýwu¦ Aaha... ha¦ smÔ`uH kaH{?

—Ýg!p`e sdaixvmy˜‐wgvanAa„a to AHdr sday moÙSv$p j Ke. ixvkLya`mUitR Ýwu Ke. drek wgvan AHdr ibraje Ke, Ae Aa„a wgvTSv$p ixvSv$p j Ke. _pãv Ane AkLya` riht Ke. sda kLya`Sv$p j Ke. Aaha... ha¦

—Aeva prma„tÀvne ivØe˜‐AevuH je prma„tÀv Ýwu ATyare hÇ¦ 5 e kaze Ae prma„Sv$p, kLya`Sv$p j i5kaz Ke. Aeva tÀvne ivØe —|yanavlI hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I.˜ ‐|yannI pHi›, |yannI prHpra, Ae i5kazI ãVymaH n=I. |yan‐moÙno magR‐pyaRy, Ae p` i5kazI ãVymaH n=I. —|yanavlI Ae!le |yanI pHi› hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I.˜ Aaha... ha¦ gjb Ke ne...¦ —te Ke Aem VyvharmageR stt kæuH Ke.˜ ‐Ae Sva]ye |yan‐xuÉl|yan Aaid Ke te p` Vyvharnye kæuH Ke.

... ivxeØ Aavxe. ∙ ∙ ∙

Ývcn: ta. 1-3-1978 ;inymsar' ‐119 kzx. ivxeØ frI=I. —Ýg!p e sdaixvmy (-inrHtr

kLya`my) Aeva prma„tÀv˜. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a to sdaixvmy Ke, kLya`Sv$p j Ke. (]ota:) pyaRyvazo ke pyaRy vgrno? (_¿r:) pyaRy ivnano, Ýg!p e vStu Ke. vStu ãVy Ke. sda Ýg!p e ixvmy (Ke). sda A=aRtŸ inrHtr ixvmy‐kLya`my AevuH je prma„tÀv vStu. Aaha... ha¦ prma„a AirhHt =ya Ae to pyaRymaH =ya. Aa (tÀv) vStu trIke sda prma„a j Ke. sdaixvmy, inrHtr kLya`Sv$p, prmanHdSv$p, pU R, samaNy, vItragSv$p Aeva —(tÀv) ne ivØe |yanavlI hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I.˜

phelaH AavI gyuH Ke ke, \mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan te Svai]t hova=I inüy Ke. (]ota:) _padey Ke? (_¿r:) Ae vzI pKI. Aa (bHne |yan) inüy Ke. Aene AhÄ paKo Vyvhar‐pyaRy khexe. ga=amaH kæuH ne...¦ —Sva„ai]t inüy‐prm\mR|yan.˜ (Aave) Ke ne...? Svai]t inüy, (Ane) prai]t (te) Vyvhar. TyaH Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ Ke. KtaHy Ae pyaRy je Sva„ai]t =ay te VyvharmagRmaH Ke¸ vStumaH n=I.

Aa to \Ime=I smjva jevI vat Ke, bapu¦ (Aa„a) AHdr wgvan Ke. AHdr wgvan Sv$p j Aa„a Ke. pU`R kLya`my (Ke). pyaRymaH (wgvan) =ay Ae j¡dI cIj Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5 je inüymoÙmagR Ke Ae to Svai]t Ke ma!e tene inüy kæo Ane prai]t (te) Vyvhar (Ke). smÔ uH? (AhÄ) Ae khe Ke ke, p` xuânye Ôe{Ae to (Ae) |yanavlI‐|yannI \ara, Ae b\I pyaRy Ke AevI |yanpHi›, (prma„tÀvmaH Ke Aem) xuâny kheto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuâny to xuâ i5kazI kLya`my Ke, Aem khe




]I inymsar }lok 119 ‐ 297 Ke. AenI |yannI pyaRy Ke, (Ae) Svai]t Ke ma!e Aene phelaH inüy khI htI ne...? ‐\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan Ae to Svai]t‐inüy. Ane prai]t (Ke te) Vyvhar. Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ. p` Ae je inüy Ke te pyaRy, prmtÀv wgvan pUàRnHdSv$pmaH n=I.

AavI vat Ke¦¦ Aek baj¡ ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐189maH Aem khe ke: rag, äeØ wav ($p) ivkar =ay Ke Ae xuâãVynuH, inüynynuH k=n Ke. (A=aRtŸ —xuâãVynuH k=n Aek ãVyai]t piràmnI ApeÙaAe Ô`vuH Ane AxuâãVynuH k=n Aek ãVyna piràm ANy ãVymaH AaropvanI ApeÙaAe Ô`vuH ) JIÌ vat, bapu¦ margDa Aeva to JIà Ke. xuH kæuH? ke: vStu Ke AemaH je ivkar‐pu~y, pap, dya, dan, ivkLp, rag‐=ay Ke Ae xuâãVy=I khIAe to te inüye Aena j Ke, Aena=I =ya Ke Ane AemaH Ke. Axuâny=I khIAe to Vyvhar inim¿ Ke Aem kæuH. Axuâny TyaH lI\o: AxuâVyvhar Ae Vyvhar kæo. Aaha... ha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ne... ke: Ýwu¦ tarI nyÔz [HãÔz jevI lage Ke. Aaha... ha¦ svR&no \mR¦¦

prma„a Sv$p wgvanAa„a Ke. Ae svR&ne prma=R AnHt AanHd Aaid Ae to pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. p` vStumaH to (Ae i5kaz mojUd) Ke. vStu pU`R‐Ýg!‐Vy›p e Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aeva sda ixv (my) wgvanne (xuânye |yanavlI n=I.) .

margDa j¡da, wa{¦ Aekkro, xuâãVyna in$p`=I ivkar AenamaH Ke, Aem khe. Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke, xuÉl|yan Ane \mR|yan (Ae) Svai]t wav Ke ma!e inüy Ke. (Aene) vzI TyaH ne TyaH Aem khe ke, Ae (inüy) to VyvharmageR kæuH Ke Ae vStumaH n=I¦ Aavo magR Ke¦¦ —ßyaH ßyaH je je yoGy Ke, thaH smjvuH teh˜‐]ImdŸmaH (;Aa„isiâ' ‡ga=a‐8maH) Aave Ke ne...¦ je ApeÙaAe kæuH te ApeÙaAe Ôò. (Ôe) AaDuH‐AvzuH qeHcIne (A=RF!n) kre to AaquH tÀv nax ={ jxe.

Aaha... ha¦ Aek baj¡ ;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐126maH Aem khe ke, ivkarno ktaR qreqr Òv j Ke. Aave Ke ne...¦ —ktaR, kr`, kmR (Ane kmRfz Aa„a Ke)˜ . qreqr Òv pote j ivkarno ktaR Ke, AenuH kayR Ke, AenuH sa\n Ke. Ae e pote sa\n=I (ivkar) kyuÅ Ke. Ane AenuH fz du:q$p wav p` pote Aa„a Ke. Ae to Ae &eyvStune isâ krtaH (Aem kæuH Ke.) ;&ey Ai\kar' Ke ne...¦ ;&ey' Ae!le Aa„&eymaH vStuiS=it xuH Ke (ke) te pote j &eymaH, pote j wUlIne rag‐äeØ ($p) ktaR, kmR, kr` (‐sa\n) Ane fz =ay Ke. Òv ßyare \mRkazmaH p` SvtH5 Ke (A=aRtŸ) Ae \mRnI‐moÙmagRnI pyaRyne SvtH5p e kre te ktaR Ane te=I te tenuH kayR Ke Ane te=I te tenuH sa\n =yuH Ke Ane te=I te tenuH suq$p fz Ke.

AhÄyaH Aem vzI kæuH ke \mR|yan to inüy=I Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke: AemaH Vyvhar ($p) prai]t (pùH) n=I. KtaH \mR|yanmaH to Svai]t (p uH) l{ne Aena fz trIke SvgR Ane moÙ be kæaH. Ae!le ke \mR|yanmaH Svno Aa]y Ke, p` =oDo Ke, te=I TyaH Vyvharno xuwrag hoy Ke (te=I) AenuH fz SvgR Ke. Ane je!lo je Sva]y Ke Ae sHvr‐injRra Ke Ane =oDok rag bakI ræo Ke te Aas/v Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

AhÄyaH Aek baj¡ inüy\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan kæuH. ‐Ae k{ ApeÙaAe Ke? ke: Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



298 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 Sva]y Ke, pra]y n=I Ae ApeÙaAe inüy kæuH. Ane paKuH Are¦ xuÉl|yannI Ane \mR|yannI Svai]t \ara Ae to xuânye Aa„amaH n=I, Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ potane‐Ô`narne Ô~ya ivna AenuH fz É–aH=I Aave?

Aaha... ha¦ xuÉl|yanmaH to TyaH su\I lI\uH (ke Ae) AHtmuRqakar, AHtmuRqSv$p (Ke). xuÉl|yan Ae inüy AHtmuRqSv$p. Aene AhÄ khe Ke ke, Ae Vyvhar (Ke.) k{ ApeÙaAe? ke: vStu wgvan pU aRnHdno na=, AnHt AnHt pU R AanHd=I wrelo wgvan sda kLya`my j Ke. Ôe kLya`my n hoy to pyaRymaH kLya`p uH Aavxe É–aH=I? smÔùH kaH{? Aavo magR Ke¦

AHtmuRqakar Ane paKuH inüyxuÉl|yan kæuH. 89mI ga=anI !IkamaH AaVyuH ne...¦ AhÄyaH khe Ke ke je inüy\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan kæuH Ae f› pra]yp uH n=I, Sva]y Ke ma!e tene inüy kæuH. KtaH jeno Aa]y Ke AemaH Ae vStu‐pyaRy‐n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦

;Ývcnsar' ga=a‐124maH Aave Ke: —Òv=I krato wav te (ÒvnuH) kmR Ke. tena muQy be Ýkar Ke¸ (1) inrupai\k (Svawaivk) xuâwav$p kmR, Ane (2) AaEpai\k xuwaxuwwav$p kmR. Aa kmR vDe nIpjtuH suq A=va du:q te kmRfz Ke. TyaH, ãVykmR$p _pai\maH ÔeDa` nih hovane lI\e je inrupai\k xuâwav$p kmR =ay Ke.˜ ‐j¡Ao¦ xuH khe Ke? wav mgjmaH hoy. p` ga=ana (xBdo nhÄ). khe Ke ke: Aa Aa„a je i5kaz sdaixvmy Ke, prmanHd Ýwu Ke. pyaRyno prmanHd nhÄ. Svwavno prmanHd. \/uv Aevo prma„a¸ Aene je xuâ_pyog =ay Ke‐\mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan je kæuH Ae xuâ_pyog =ay‐te ktaRnuH kmR‐kayR Ke Ane AenuH fz suq Ke, Anakuz suq Ke, te Aa„anuH fz Ke. Ane pu~y Ane papno wav =ay, Ae je Axuâ_pyog Ke teno p` ktaR to Aa„a Ke Ane tenuH fz p` du:q$pI Aa„a j Ke. Aek baj¡ (pu~y‐papne) pudŸgl kæaH. Ane Aek baj¡ kmRno VyaPy‐Vyapk. ‐k{ ApeÙa Ke? AhÄ (;Ývcnsar' maH) to AenuH &eypànuH AiStTv, je &ey Aa„a Ke, AenuH ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRynuH AiStTv AenuH Ke, tem isâ krvuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

;pHcaiStkay' ga=a‐62maH kæuH ne...¦ ke: ivk<tpyaRy inüy=I ÒvnI Ke. teno ktaR‐kmR pote Òv Ke. Ae!le pyaRy Ke. TyaH to AeklI pyaRy j levI Ke. tene prinim¿na karknI ApeÙa n=I. Aaha... ha¦ potano wgvan Anakuz AanHdSv$p¸ Aene wUlI Ôy Ke Ane pyaRymaH ivk<t AvS=a‐je!lI xuw‐AxuwkmR (A=aRtŸ) pap‐vasna ke pu~y‐vasna‐_Tpþ kre Ke Ae (wav) kmR Ae pyaRy Aena Ø!Ÿkark$pe pir`me Ke. ;pyaRy' ktaR, kmR, kr`‐sa\n, Apadan, sHÝdan Ane Ai\kr`‐Aene, prinim¿na karknI ApeÙa n=I. TyaH to Aena ãVy‐gu ‐pyaRymaH je AiStTv Ke Ae!luH isâ krvuH Ke, pHcaiStkay Ke ne¦ ;Ývcnsar' maH p` (TyaH) &ey Ai\kar Ke, AemaH‐&eymaH je!luH potanuH (AiStTv Ke) Ae isâ krvuH Ke.

AhÄyaH Aapè moÙmagR (‐prma=RÝitÊm`) Ai\karmaH, ;moÙmagR' É–o? ‐wgvan




]I inymsar }lok 119 ‐ 299 pUàRnHd, sdaixvSv$pI Ýwu¸ Aena Aa]ye =tuH \mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yan. pKI AhÄ Svai]t \mR|yan khIne, fzmaH SvgR Ane Ane moÙ lI\o. kem ke AemaH (hÒ) rag bakI Ke Aene gaE gÌne \mR|yan (kæuH) p` Ae Vyvhar\mR|yan, Ae rag (Ke Ane Ae) nuH fz SvgR Ke. AragIp uH moÙ Ke. xuÉl|yanne p` Svai]t‐inüy AHtmuRq kæuH. Aaha... ha¦ je vStu sdaixvmy Ke AemaH AHtmuRq ={ne Ae piràm =ya Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AavuH É–aH yad raqe? magR Aevo JIò, bapu¦

wgvan AHtr prma„Sv$p vStu pDI Ke. (AemaH) AHtmuRq ={ne je piràm =ay Aene xuÉl|yanSv$p khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane te xuÉl|yan moÙnuH kar` Ke. p` AhÄyaH to Ae=I v\are (êDa`=I) khe Ke ke Ýwu¦ Ae to Ame vat wle krI, p` Ae b\a pyaRyna‐moÙmagRna wedo‐|yanavlI, |yanno Ýkar, Aam \aravahI |yan vhe‐Ae vStumaH Ke, Aem xuâny kheto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

Aekkor (khe ke:) ãVy Ane pyaRy mane Ae sMyG&an Ke. inüy=I ãVy Ane pyaRy potana Ke Aem mane Ae sMyG&an Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke, Ae pyaRy (bHne |yannI) je kI\I Ae AHdr ãVymaH n=I. te=I be (cIj) ={ ne...? ãVy Ane pyaRy be ={ ne...? (to Ae) bene Ô`vuH‐manvuH Ae &an, sMyG&an Ke. Aaha... ha¦ p` AemaH bep uH kem =yuH? ke: ãVymaH pyaRy n=I Ane pyaRymaH ãVy n=I. Ae rIte inüy=I &an =yuH Ke AevI je &annI pyaRy Ke te p` sdaixvmy wgvanAa„a (maH n=I).

(vedaHtI) xHkrne sdaixv khe Ke ne...¦ Ae to b\I kLpnaAo Ke. (AhÄ) to Aa Ýwu sdaixvSv$p j Ke. —Ýg!pè sdaixvmy˜... hÇ¦ ixvvazo Aem nhÄ. Aaha... ha¦ inrHtr kLya`my wgvan Ýwu Ke. (p`) Ýwu¦ tarI njr TyaH g{ n=I. Ae njr p` (qreqr) ixvmy‐kLya`Sv$pmaH n=I. smÔùH kaH{?

Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ hve (je) AekeHiãy‐beÂNãy xIQya hoy, imCKa im duÞDH (na FiDya bolta hoy) tene Aa (sTy smjvanI ij&asa n hoy to) khe ke (song#vaza) É–aH l{ gya? É–aH l{ Ôy Ke? Aa te vedaHtno magR hxe? (‐Aem n=I). vedaHtmaH pyaRy Ane ãVy Ane gu , Aeva wed É–aH Ke? Ae to Aek j Aa„a khe Ke. Ae (Ýma e) vStu É–aHy Ke nhÄ.

AhÄyaH khe Ke: AevuH prma„tÀv¦ Ýg!pè sdaixvmy Aevo prma„a¦ (jene) (;smysar') KõI ga=amaH ;&aykwav' kæo, AigyarmI ga=amaH ;wUta=R' kæo, Aene AhÄyaH ;sdaixvmy' kæo. Aeva prma„tÀvne ivØe, Aeva sdaixvmy wgvanAa„a (ne ivØe |yanavlI hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I). ‐kem bese? Aek jrI xuwrag =ay to Aem mane ke Aapè to \mR kyÈ¸ Ane AxuwragmaH‐Aab$maH, wogmaH, ivØymaH ke ÝxHsa saHwzIne‐ßyaH mI@ax veday¸ tene, ;Aa wgvan sda AanHdmy Ke, kLya`my Ke' kem bese?

bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to Ae (Aa„a) sda AanHdAm<tSv$p j Ke. ingodmaH p` rhelo Aa„a sda Am<tSv$p j Ke. Aevo je Aa„a, Aeva tÀvne ivØe |yanavalI, |yanÁavlI




300 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 μ |yannI pHi›, |yannI prHpra, hovanuH p`‐rag n=I, sHsar n=I, Ae to @Ik¸ p` AavI |yanavlI hovanuH p`‐ (xuâny kheto n=I). smÔùH kaH{?

wgvanAa„a AHdr pUàRnHdno na=¸ svR& prme¬r‐ijne¬re kæo Aevo Ae AHdr Aa„a Ke. ‐Aem tne AHdrmaH besvuH Ôe{Ae. smÔ uH kaH{? sMyGdxRnno ivØy‐|yey, Ae Aa prma„a‐pU aRnHd Ýwu Ke. Aeno (sMyGdxRnno) ivØy, AxuâSv$p to nhÄ p` Aa je |yannI xuâpyaRy Ke Ae p` nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. —p`˜ kæuH Ke ne ke —|yanavlI hovanuH p`˜‐Aem. Ae ÝwumaH rag to n=I, ivkar to n=I, VyvharrTn5yna je ivkLpo to n=I, (p` Ae |yanavlI p` n=I). tuH Ýwu Ko, wa{¦ tne qbr n=I. tarI ;Ýwuta' tne bestI n=I¦ Ane tne AHdr pamrta be@I Ke (ke) ;rag te huH ne pu~y te huH ne pap te huH ne...¦ ' smÔ uH kaH{?

(AhÄyaH kæuH ke:) —|yanavalI hovanuH p`˜‐ (}lokmaH) ;c' Ke ne...¦˜ —|yanavlImip c˜‐Aem |yanavlI p`. ;Aip' xBd Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan pUàRnHd=I wrelo, AtÄiãyna pU`R Svad=I wrelo¸ AemaH |yanavlI p` (n=I). AemaH sHsar to n=I, _dywav to n=I. jene‐_dyne ;tÀva=RsU5' maH SvtÀv kæuH... Lyo, Ke ne..? Tyare AhÄyaH (kæuH ke:) mUz je tÀv Ke temaH Aekey rag n=I¸ Ae rag Ane sHsar to n=I p` je Aa„ana Aa]ye Ýg! =yelo moÙno magR, AHdrmH |yannI jmav! ÔmI AevI ]ei`‐|yannI pyaRy Aa„amaH (hovanuH) xuâny kheto n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuH pyaRyne ãVyne iwþ isâ krvanI (xElI)¦¦ —|yanavlI hovanuH p` xuâny kheto n=I.˜ ;xuâny' kevI Ke Aem nhÄ, ;kevo' Ke Aem lI\uHne —xuâny kheto n=I.˜ Ke ne..¦ —|yanavlImip c xuânyo n viÉt˜‐phela pdno Ae!lo A=R =yo.˜ —vÉtHsdaixvmye prmaTmtÀve˜‐Ae phelaH A=R kyÈ: —Ýg!pè sdaixvmy Aeva prma„tÀvne ivØe˜.

hve khe Ke: —te Ke˜ to qro. AiStTv to Ke. ‐|yannuH, moÙmagRnuH, sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nuH AiStTv to Ke. —te Ke (A=aRtŸ ;|yanavlI Aa„amaH Ke') Aem ma5 VyvharmageR stt kæuH Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ Ae to pyaRymagRne btavvo (Ae) VyvharmagR Ke. Ae pyaRy Aa„amaH Ke Aem VyvharmageR stt‐inrHtr kæuH Ke.

Aene (A&anIne) Aem ={ gyuH Ke ke, huH to Aek sa\ar` ÝaÌ KuH. huH ma`s KuH. huH bayDI KuH. huH #or KuH. Ae e AenaH pxunaH xrIr ne Avtar deQya Ke p` AHdr mo!o wgvan Ke AenI qbr n mze. Aaha... ha¦ huH in\Rn KuH. huH sFn KuH. huH ku!uHbvazo KuH. huH dirã KuH. ‐Ae b\uH (tuH) É–aH Ke, Ýwu? tne qbr n=I. tuH to mo!o \na#y Ko. tara jevo \na#y¦ jgtmaH bIÒ ko{ cIj É–aHy n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ (AhÄ) —te (|yanavlI) Ke˜‐pyaRy Ke (Ae) ãVymaH n=I, Aem isâ kyuÅ. AamaH to, wa{¦ lgnI lagvI Ôe{Ae, AevI vat Ke. Aene ma!e gaHDa =vuH Ôe{Ae duinya=I. (te |yanavlI) xuânye Aa„amaH n=I. Aa„amaH Ke te VyvharmageR Ke. pyaRy te VyvharmagR kæo. Aaha... ha¦ smÔùH kaH{?

Aavo magR (bIje) É–aH Ke, wa{? Ýwu¦ tuH kevDo mo!o Ke¦ hve, Aene xuwwav=I Please inform us of any errors on [email protected]



]I inymsar }lok 119 ‐ 301 \mR =ay, je AemaH (taramaH) n=I. Ane je A\mR Ke Aena=I \mR =ay (Ae) kevI rIte bne? p` lokoAe FùHFùH ivruâ krI naQyuH. AhÄ to khe Ke ke, xuâwav=I \mR =ay Ae xuâwav p` pyaRy (Ke je tara mUzSv$pmaH n=I).

(;smysar' 1pmI ga=amaH) Aem kæuH ne... —jo pSsid APpa H ‐je (puruØ) Aa„ane AbâSp<Ú deqe‐Ô e‐mane te jEnxasnne deqe Ke. p` (AhÄ) khe Ke ke, je jEnxasn‐xuâ_pyog =ay¸ (AenI) xuâny na paDe Ke ke‐Ae ãVymaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

care AnuyognuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. care AnuyogomaH khevanI vatnuH fz vItragta Ke. p` Ae vItragpùH p` Sva]ye =ay ma!e inüy kæuH KtaH, te vItragp uH ãVymaH n=I. Ae to prm vItragmUitR Ýwu Ke¦ Tyare khe ke: Ke ne...¦ pyaRymaH Ke. te VyvharmageR Ke, Aem khIAe KIAe.

hve, Aekkor \mR|yan Ane xuÉl|yanne inüy kæo. Aekkor Vyvhar kæo. bey (|yan) ne AHtmuRqakar Sva]y inüy kæo. Ane AhÄ khe Ke ke, Ae to VyvharmagR Ke. Aaha... ha¦ (pa@maH) Aem Ke ke nhÄ?

hve, lokone Aa besvuH muXkel pDe. potanI drkar kre nhÄ Aene xuH (khevuH), bapa?

Aa rIte vStu pU R xuâ Ke. jemaH pyaRy n=I. AevI jene ¹iÚ n =ay to to te e Aa„ano SvIkar kyÈ n=I. je vStumaH moÙmagRnI pyaRy, |yannI pyaRy p` n=I¸ AevuH je pU`R Sv$p wgvanAa„a, Aeno SvIkar pyaRymaH =ay¸ je pyaRy AemaH n=I¸ p` pyaRymaH Aeno SvIkar =ay¸ Tyare tene sMyGdxRn khevay. KtaHy, Ae sMyGdxRnnI pyaRy ãVymaH n=I, (Aem) xuâny khe Ke. Aa to prm sTy i5lokna= ijneHãna muqarivHd=I nIkzeluH Ke. ma=e (!IkamaH) AavI gyuH Ke. —Aem prm ijneHãna muqarivHd=I nIkzelaH ãVy]utmaH kæuH Ke.˜

wgvan prma„a, ijneHãdev, svR& prme¬r sImH\r wgvan mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke. (TyaH) kuHdkuHdAacayR gya hta. te khe Ke ke: wgvanna muqarivHd=I nIkzelI Aa vat huH krIx Ane Aa to huH marI wavna ma!e khuH KuH.

hve, AhÄ (sHÝdaymaH) to hÒ tkraro‐Vyvhar, dya ne dan ne wi› ne pUÔ=I kLya` =ay¸ nhÄtr AekaHt Ke, Aem mano. Arrr¦ tuH xuH kre Ke, wa{? wgvan (‐pota) ne wUlIne tuH Aa raHk (=ay Ke¦) pap Ane pu~yna bey wav pap Ke. Sv$pmaH=I pitt kre Ke. Aena=I tne Sv$pnI Ýaiº =ay? koDIAe hIra‐rtn mze? xuH kre Ke tuH Aa? lÄbozIAe nIlmi` mze? Aem 5`lokno na= wgvan Ae xuwragnI lÄbozIAe Ýaº =ay? (‐n =ay).

wa{¦ AhÄ to wvCKed ma!e ijnwavna, ijnwavna, injwavna Ae ijnwavna ivna taruH ijnilHg (\arvuH) inr=Rk Ke. Ae b\a (v/t‐tp) krIne AnHtvar mrI gyo. vItragI ilHg‐xuâwav ivna, Ae tara ãVyilHg b\a mÄDaH Ke.




302 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 paKuH Aem p` (khevamaH) AaVyuH htuH ke: xuâwav‐vItragwav hoy AenI sa=e rag

Ane nGnp uH‐ãVyilHg p` hoy (to Ae) wav Ane ãVy=I (inüy) pmay. (prHtu qreqr to) wgvan pUàRnHd Ýwuno Aa]y l{ne jeno wav Aavo xuâ‐xuâ_pyog =yo AenI sa=e je Vyhar‐rag =ay¸ Ae (sa\kne) hoy Ke p` Ae Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Ke, Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH{? AhÄ to inüymoÙmagR p` (qreqr) vStumaH n=I (Aem kæuH Ke).

Aaha... ha¦ AinTy te inTyno in Ry kre, je AinTyp uH vStumaH n=I. moÙmagR AinTy Ke. kevz&an p` AinTy Ke. Aaha... ha¦ je AinTy Ke te i5kazIno in Ry kre, Aene SvIkare (Ke). Aaha... ha¦ (;smysar') 320mI ga=amaH Ae Aave Ke ne..¦ —|yata puruØ |yave Ke.˜

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke: —(|yanavalI hovanuH p`) xuâny kheto n=I.˜ ;te Ke' to qrI. Aem (ma5) Vyvharnye te |yanavlI Aa„amaH Ke, VyvharmageR Ke. —_vac˜ Ke ne...¦ 5Ij¡H pd Ke: —saStITyuvac sttH VyvharmagR ‐ ;sÁiSt´[it´_vac' ‐te Ke te khe Ke ko`‐VyvharmagR ;sttH'.

Aa wgvannI wi› ne pUÔ ne mHidr ne... Ae to Aena kar e =ay, p` AenI wi› Aaidno wav Ae xuwwav Ke, \mR n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦

AhÄyaH to khe Ke ke je xuâwav Ke (Ae) prna inim¿e =yo n=I. (te to) xuâSvwavna Aa]ye =yelo AHtmuRqVyapar te xuâ Ke, piv5 Ke, AanHdno Anuwv Ke, AtÄiãy AanHdno Anuwv Ke. p` Ae Anuwv, ;sdaixvmymaH Ke nhÄ' (Aem) xuâny khe Ke. Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH{?

(]ota:) FDIkmaH khe ke Ke, FDIkmaH khe n=I. (_¿r:) bey Ke. Aem Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae. dorDuH to Aek j Ke p` Aena KeDa be hoy ke nhÄ? Aek AanI kor ta e ne Aek pocuH mUke to dhÄmaH=I (maq` =ay). p` (KeDane) KoDI de to (maq`) =ay? (n =ay). Aem be ny Ke. je nye Ke te rIte tene Ô`vuH Ôe{Ae. (p`) Aene bIÒ nymaH qtvI naqe to y im+yaTv Ke. Ane Ke tene n mane top` im+yaTv Ke. smÔùH kaH{?

—te Ke Aem˜ ma5 kæuH Ke. ;_vac' ‐Aem kæuH. khevama5. Aem Ke ne...¦ Aagz Aavxe ;khevama5 Vyvhar Ke.' Ae Vyvhar ragno... hÇ¦ kzx‐121. Ae hve to Aap e KeÐo ne...¦ —je moÙnuH kaH{k k=nma5 (‐khevama5) kar` Ke tene p` (A=aRtŸ VyvharrTn5yne p`) wvsagrmaH DUbela Òve pUveR wvwvmaH (‐Fà wvomaH) saHwZyuH Ke Ane AacyuÅ (‐AmlmaH mUkyuH) Ke.˜ Aaha... ha¦ dev‐guru‐xaS5nI ]âa AnHtvar krI Ke. Aaha... ha¦ VyvharrTn5y khevama5 Ke, Ae kaH{ vStu n=I. Aem khe Ke. KtaHy kyuÅ Ke AnHtvar. Are¦ Aene É–aH (qbr Ke)? AhÄ (p`) khe Ke ke, Aa je moÙmagR je |yanavlI Ke, Ae p` k=nma5 Aa„ano Vyvhar Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ke ne...¦ —Aem (ma5) VyvharmageR stt kæuH Ke.˜

Aaha... ha¦ muinraj pÍÝwml\airdev idgHbr sHt jHglmaH (vsnara khe Ke:) he¦ ijneHã¦ AavuH te tÀv (-teH ny äara kheluH vStuSv$p), ‐xuâny na paDe, Ane




]I inymsar }lok 119 ‐ 303 Vyvhar=I Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aekkor moÙno magR inüy Ke Aem khevo Ane Aek baj¡ khevuH ke Ae to Vyvhar Ke, ãVynI ApeÙaAe. inüy to, ragno wav n=I Ane Svwavno Aa]y Ke, ma!e inüy Ke. p` Ke Ae pyaRy Ane Vyvhar. i5kaz ãVynI ApeÙaAe Ae p` Vyvhar Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aek baj¡ ragne VyvharrTn5y khevo. Aekkor inüyrTn5yne Vyvhar khevo¦

Aaha... ha¦ (vStu Sv$p) smßya ivna b\I ijHdgI halI Ôy Ke¦ potane je krvanuH Ke Ae krvuH n=I Ane (baæÝv<i¿nI) \mal... \mal... \mal. ;huH kH{k \mR kruH KuH' , Ae btavva bharna @a@ b\a (ke) j¡Ao ne... Ame kH{k kyuÅ, AemaH mUz vat rhI g{.

Aho ijneHã¦ AavuH te tÀv¸ paKuH Aem khe Ke: ;AavuH te tÀv'. Aekkor prma„tÀvmaH |yanavlI n=I¸ Ane Aekkor (Ae) VyvharmageR Ke, Ae pyaRymaH Ke, ãVymaH n=I. ‐AavuH te tÀv, —Aho¦ mha çãÔz Ke.˜ jem [Hã lXkrne vEiÊyk kre Ane sHkele Tyare Aeklo hoy. Ýwu¦ tara nyno Ai\kar [HãÔz jevo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Aene n smje to fsa{ Ôy AevuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

Aho¦ AavuH mnu*ypàmaH vItragImagR Ke Aene Aadrvo ne sevvo Ae ko{ pz \Ny Ke. bakI to b\aH =o=aH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ bharna deqav kyaR‐paHcpcas laq‐kroD qCyaR, mHidro bnaVyaH ne gjr= kraVya ne‐p` Are¦ tne inv<i¿, ivcar krva (ma!e) n mze Ane AamaH ne AamaH roka{ Ôy Ke¦ kroDo mHidro bnave ne Aek AekmaH kroDo $ipya qceR ne... (top`) TyaH \mR n=I. Ae to Aek xuwwav Ke. Ae \mR n=I Ane \mRnuH kar` p` n=I. AavI vat jgtne AakrI pDe.

AhÄ to VyvharrTn5y inüynuH kar` to n=I Ae!le VyvharrTn5y to ãVymaH n=I p` inüyrTn5y p` AemaH n=I. Ae pyaRy _pr‐_pr!pke Ke, AHdr pestI n=I. ãVy _pr pyaRy tre Ke. pyaRy ãVymaH pestI n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuH vaÌ¦¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ saÙatŸ prmaTmanI vaÌ Ke. Ae vaÌ (bIje) É–aHy mze AevI n=I. Ane jena FrmaH Ke Aene y hÒ qbruH y n mze.

—he ijneHã¦ AavuH te tÀv (‐ teH ny äara kheluH vStuSv$p), Aho¦ mha [HãÔz Ke.˜ AeklI [HãÔz n lI\uH... ÔeyuH¦ ;mht [HãÔz'. pa@maH Ke: —StÀv ijneNã tdho mhidNãjalmŸ˜ ‐Ae mo!I [HãÔz Ke. [Hã laqo‐kroDo ma`so Aekkor iviÊy (=I) bnave Ke ne...¦ (Ane Aene) sHkelIne Aeklo éwo rhe. Aem, Vyvhar Ane inüynI vato kre Anek. (Aene) sHkelI ka#Ine (khe ke) moÙna magRnI pyaRy p` ãVymaH n=I, TyaH tarI ¹iÚ hovI Ôe{Ae. Ane te ¹iÚ kaym rhevI Ôe{Ae. Aaha... ha¦ Aavo magR¦¦ (hve,) bIÔe }lok 120:‐




304 ‐ Ývcn nvnIt: wag‐2 (vsHtitlka)

sdŸbo\mHDnimdH prmaTmtÀvHmuÉtH ivkLpinkrEriqle: smNtatŸ.naSTyeØ svRnyjatgtÝpHco|yanavlI k=y sa k=mZ jata.. 120..

(}loka=R:‐ ) sMyG&annuH AawUØ` AevuH Aa prma„tÀv smSt ivkLpsmUho=I svRt: muÉt (-svR trf=I riht) Ke. (Aam) svRnysmUh sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc prma„tÀvmaH n=I to pKI te |yanavlI AamaH k{ rIte épÒ (A=aRtŸ |yanavlI Aa prmaTmtÀvmaH kmho{ xke) te kho. 120.

Aaha... ha¦ —sMyG&annuH AawUØ`˜ pKI kI\uH ke, Ae j prmaTmtÀv (Ke). te

&annuH AawUØ` Ke, hIrlo Ke. &anno hIro wgvan Ke. Ae xowtuH AawUØ` Ke. Aaha... ha¦ wgvan AHdr AanHdno na=, xowtuH AawUØ` Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ sMyG&annuH AawUØ` —AevuH Aa prma„tÀv smSt ivkLpsmUho=I svRt: muÉt˜‐je!la ivkLp é@e Ae svR=I muÉt‐svR=a muÉt, Aaha... ha¦ (-svR trf=I riht) Ke.˜

—(Aam) svRnysmUh sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc˜‐pyaRymaH moÙmagR Ke. Ae pyaRy ãVymaH n=I. Ae prma„tÀvmaH n=I. ‐—Aa ÝpHc˜ Ae!le Ae pyaRy prma„tÀvmaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ xuwrag ÝpHc to qro. p` nyna Anek Ýkarna ivkLpo ÝpHc Ke. AhÄ to, svRnyno smUh, Ae sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc, Aem lI\uH. ÔeyuH¦ Ae prmtÀv wgvanAa„a vStu Ke ne...¦ AiSt Ke ne...¦ AivnaxI Ke ne...¦ kaym !ktI cIj Ke ne...¦ Aevo je wgvanAa„a¸ AemaH nyno ÝpHc n=I¸ (Aem) khe Ke.

Aaha... ha¦ Aekkor Vyvharnyna ivkLpo to n=I, p` inüynynI inivRkLp pyaRy p` jemaH n=I. Aaha... ha... ha¦ Aekkor inüy khevo Ane Aekkor Aene paKo Vyvhar khevo. AavuH (vStu) Sv$p Ke¦¦

AevuH Aa prmaTmtÀv smSt nysmUh sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc. j¡Ao¦ phelaH Aem lI\uH htuH ne... —sMyG&annuH AawUØ` AevuH Aa prma„tÀv˜ AamaH Aa —nysmUh sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc.˜ Aaha... ha¦ xuH kI\uH? ‐ —svRnysmUh sHbH\I Aa ÝpHc.˜ xemaH? ke: Aa —prma„tÀvmaH˜ Aem kI\uH ne...¦ Aem Aa ÝpHc —prma„tÀvmaH n=I.˜ Aavo je wgvan AHdr xuâ cEtNyFn, Anaid‐AnHt¸ jemaH Aaid n=I, AHt n=I, Aavr` n=I, pyaRy n=I (Ane je) ApU R n=I, Axuâ n=I.

Aaha... ha¦ AavI A|ya„nI vat lokone JI`I lage Ae!le pKI inüywas khIne ka#I naqe. khe (ke) mharaj¦ Amare hve krvuH xuH? p` ;Aa' krvuH n=I? (xuH) bhar ne bharmaH rag




]I inymsar }lok 120 ‐ 30p krvo Aem Ke? ‐Ae p` im+yaTvwav Ke to AemaH prnuH krvuH Ae to Ke j ÉyaH?

AhÄ to krvalayk Ke je inmRzpyaRy Ae p` jemaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa„a ;ktaR' Ane inmRzpyaRy ;kmR' ‐Ae p` _pcar Ke, (Aem khe Ke). smÔ uH kaH{? —to pKI te |yanavlI AamaH k{ rIte _pÒ˜‐waØa Ôe{? —k=y sa k=mZ jata˜ ‐pa@ Aem Ke: Aa kem _Tpþ ={¦ Aa pyaRynI, moÙmagRnI vato b\I k=n (ma5 Ke), vStumaH n=I¸ (to) _Tpþ É–aH=I ={‐ —AamaH k{ rIte _pÒ.˜ pKI A=R kyÈ: —A=aRtŸ |yanavlI Aa prmaTmtÀvmaH kem ho{ xke.˜ _pÒ Ae!le pyaRymaH inivRkLp (|yanavlI) épÒ ne...¦ (Ae) vStumaH ÉyaH Ke? Aaha... ha¦ ware vat AavI Ke¦

AacayR pote khe Ke ke: meH marI wavna ma!e bnaVyuH Ke, bapa¦ —i`ywavàiìm¿H mOe kdH i`ymsarràmsudH. Aaha... ha¦ duinya Ô e, n Ôè¸ bese n bese¸ magR to ;Aa' Ke, wa{¦ ihtna pH= to ;Aa' Ke¦

Ae ihtno pH= jemaH‐ãVymaH n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa Ke to qro ne? ;Ke' , Ae VyvharmageR Ke. kI\uH ne...¦ ;_vac' -Vyvhar=I khevamaH Aave Ke.

;Ývcnsar' ‐94mI ga=amaH kæo Ke ne... —Aa„Vyvhar.˜ ‐inüymoÙmagR Ke Ae Aa„Vyvhar Ke. smÔ uH kaH{? Ane ;prma=Rvcinka' maH kæuH Ke ke: moÙmagR sa\vo Ae to Vyvhar Ke. vStu trIke je Ke Ae to inüy Ke. Ane inüymoÙmagR sa\vo te Vyvhar Ke. Aave Ke.?

;inüy' khevo ne vzI paKo Vyvhar khevo¦ SvnI ApeÙa=I inüy kæo p` ãVynI ApeÙaAe to (te) Vyvhar Ke. smÔ uH kaH{?

te (|yanavlI) prma„tÀvmaH kem ho{ xke —te kho˜‐AamaH k{ rIte épÒ? Aem kæuH ne... —k=y sa k=mZ jata.˜ ‐kem AhÄyaH Aa (épÒ te) kho. xuH khexe? (wav AvÉtVy Ke.)

(..... Aa pUruH =yuH). ∙ ∙ ∙

—Aa„|yan isvaynuH bIj¡H b\uH For sHsarnuH mUz Ke. Aek &anSv$p Ýwune |yey bnavIne |yan krvuH Ae isvay bIj¡H b\uH Ae!le ke xuw ne Axuwwav For sHsarnuH mUz Ke. dya‐dan Aaidna rag=I p` iwþ AaTmanuH |yan‐Ae isvayno je ko{ ivkLp te For sHsarnuH mUz Ke.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡ p27.





—Aek smynI inmRzpyaRy je sMyGdxRn‐&an‐cair5nI pyaRy Ke tene rTn5y kæuH Ke to tenuH fz jekevz&anpyaRy te mharTn Ke Ane &angu nI Aek smynIte pyaRy te mharTn Ke to tevI AnHt AnHt pyaRyno\rnar &angu te mharTn Ke. Aeva &an‐AanHd AaidAnHta gu`o$p mhamha rTnono \rnar Aa„ãVy Ae tomha rTno=I wrelo sagr Ke. Aena mihmanuH xuH khevuH?Aho¦ Aeno mihma vcnatIt Ke. Ae Apar Aparmihma AnuwvgMy j Ke. Aava Svwavno iv¬as ne¹iÚ kre to qbr pDe.˜ ‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡29p




—Aa„a vStu &anSv$p Ke. &ayk Ke te AnHtgu noipHD Ke. Ae AaquH pU RtÀv i5kazI AiSt$p Ke. AenuHSv$p, AenuH sam+yR Aga\ ne AaüyRkarI Ke. tene smjeto Aa„ano mihma‐mahaTMy Aave Ane ragnuH mahaTMyKU!I Ôy. AaTmvStu keva AiStTvvazI Ke, kevasam+yRvazI Ke, AenuH Sv$p ruicpUvRk QyalmaH Lye to AenuHmahaTMy Aave ne ragnuH ne ALp&tanuH mahaTMy KU!I Ôy.Aek smynI kevz&annI pyaRy 5`kaz‐5`lokneÔ`vana sam+yRvazI Ke te p` Ù`e Ù`e nvI nvI =ayKe to tene \rnar i5kazI ãVynuH sam+yR ke!luH? AemAa„ana AaüyRkarI Svwavne QyalmaH brabr Lye toAa„ano mihma Aave.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡337.




—Aho¦ jenuH Ùe5 myaRidt hova KtaH jena kaznoAHt n=I, jena gu no AHt n=I‐ AevI AnHt SvwavIcEtNyßyoit sday Aek$p cEtNySv$p j rhI Ke.Aa„vStu j gHwIr SvwavI Ke. AenI gHwIrta wasenih TyaH su\I qro mihma Aave nih. AenI gHwIrtawastaH Aa„ano Aevo mihma Aave ke Ae mihma AavtaHAavtaH Ae mihma ivkLpne AozHgI Ôy Ke¸ ivkLpnetoDvo pDto n=I p` tU!I Ôy ne AtIÂNãy AanHdnoSvanuwv =ay.˜

‐]I ;prmagmsar' ‡390


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