whispers from the north - a nordurlandes tale

7/31/2019 Whispers From the North - A Nordurlandes Tale

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\icsdi uiqlgba i| qgb kà qsivb`bs sbl`fdba lkmoksqic` fd id kih sklhfde lgifs c qgb

ofsbzìlb ida qkkh kdb ofdi` asiu oskm gf| lì zfzb cboksb |bqqfde fq akud kd qgb qic`b cb|fab

gfm$ Ioqbs i asimiqfl zir|b gb `bidba oksuisa, ida ufqg i us |mf`b ida i krqgor` e`bim fd gf|

bb|, gb zrq qgb ofdf|gfde |qskhb kd qgb ìqb|q ko gf| mid qi`b|$

Fd qgb ab|bsq hfdeakm| qgb |i qk hbbz krs osfbda| l`k|b ida krs zrs|b or``$ F akdq

sbli`` qgb ì|q qfmb F ui| c`b||ba ufqg i gbiv zrs|b, crq oks qgb zsflb ko bfegq ekà |kvbsbfed| F

fmzskvba m `kq oskm cbfde i oksbfedbs rdabs issb|q oks qsb|zi||fde fd |ilsba srfd|, qk id

gkdksba erb|q ugk skab ufqg i erfab ida mf`fqis b|lksq$ Qgb kà mid sif|ba gf| lkzzbs mre

ida ìregba$ Qgiq m osfbda|, f| qgb |krqg$

Qgb ifs iskrda \icsdi sb|krdaba ufqg qgb l`fdhfde ko mre| ida qgb li``| ko osfbda| ida

ub``-uf|gbs| i| qgb ckregq idkqgbs skrda ida qki|qba qk qgb gbi`qg ko qgb m|qbsfkr| kà cisa$

Qgb iqmk|zgbsb fd Nkgd Bisqg| qivbsd kd qgiq uism |rmmbs dfegq ui| lgiseba ufqg

bwlfqbmbdq ida idqflfziqfkd, ida qgf| \icsdi hdbu, ui| arb bdqfsb` qk qgb zsb|bdlb ko qgb

dimb`b|| |qksqb``bs$ Fq ui| dkq rdr|ri` oks qsivb`fde cisa| ks zbaa`bs| qk kvbsdfegq fd

Is`b|crs, crq |gb gia dbvbs mbq kdb |k sbofdba ida uksà`, bq |bbmfde` lisbosbb ida or`` ko

`fob i| gb$ Qgbsb ui| i lgism ickrq gfm qgiq bwlfqba qgb fmiefdiqfkd ida lizqfviqba qgb |zfsfq$

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obiqrsb| ubsb ofdb` lgf|b`ba ida |gb qgkregq gb mr|q givb cbbd vbs gida|kmb fd gf| krdebs

ai|$ Gf| uiv gifs ui| |f`vbs ufqg aish |qsbih|, i| ui| gf| ub`` hbzq cbisa, crq fq ui| gf| bb|

qgiq |qk`b gbs csbiqg iui$ Crsfba ufqgfd qgbfs abzqg| ui| id fddbs oìmb ko krqg ida vfqi`fqqgiq ui| yrfqb krq ko zìlb ufqg qgb sb|q ko gfm$

Fd cbqubbd gf| qi`b| qgb uidabsbs zìba i o`rqb, ugf`b qgb ok`h of``ba qgbfs zfzb|, ida qgbfs

mre|, ida cr|fba qgbm|b`vb| ufqg aidlfde, qi`hfde ida mbssmihfde$ Imfa|q i`` qgb sbvb`s ida


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ugiq qkk`| ukrà cb dbbaba, ida ugbsb ub ukrà |b`` qgb ekka| kdlb qgb ubsb ilyrfsba$ Fd qgb

ìqqbs, Boofb zskmf|ba qk zskvfab qgb dimb ko i `kli` obdlb fd Lkvbdqs ugk lkrà i||f|q ufqg qgiq

mk|q ab`fliqb zisq ko qgb kzbsiqfkd$

Ugbd F sbqrsdba qk m oiqgbs| b|qiqb qgiq bvbdfde F ui| i dbu mid, lkmz`bqb`

sboksmba ida fdvfeksiqba ufqg dbu fob ida i |bd|b ko gkzb$ Hgi`fab dkqflba qgb lgideb

fmmbafiqb` ida ufqg mrlg lkiwfde kd gf| zisq F `bq gfm fd kd i`` qgb abqif`|$ Cbfde i mid ko


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abbz sb`fefkr| cb`fbo ida mksi` fdqbesfq, gb ko lkrs|b qsfba qk af||riab mb oskm `kubsfde m|bò

qk zbqq qgboq$

Ms$ Ef``fid, kr isb i mid ko lgisilqbs, F cbe kr qk sblkd|fabs, gb gia |ifa$ Crq gf|

booksq| ubsb ihfd qk i|hfde i |qisvfde mid qk sbor|b okka, ida gf| kcnblqfkd| ubsb akkmba cboksb

qgb cbeid$ Fd qgb bda gb ablfaba qgiq fo gb lkrà dkq qi`h mb krq ko ekfde, qgbd gb ukrà lkmb

i`kde qk zskvfab |zfsfqri` erfaidlb, i| gb zrq fq$

Ub zilhba ugiq |rdasfb| ida zskvf|fkd| ubsb qgkregq qk cb dblb||is oks i quk ai qsfz

c gks|b ida lisq$ Fd gf| r|ri` middbs, Hgi`fab zilhba id kvbsicrdaidlb ko okka|qroo|$ Qgb

lkvbs |qks qgiq Ifaid lkdlklqba oks gf| oiqgbs| cbdbofq ui| l`bvbs bdkreg oks mb qk |r|zblq

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miqqbsba dkq i| m oiqgbs afa dkq |gku qgb `bi|q fdqbsb|q fd gbisfde fq$

Qgb |h ui| bdqfsb` l`bis ida qgb ifs ui| lsf|z ida lkk` kd qgb mksdfde ko krs

abzisqrsb, ida ub ablfaba qk sfab ufqg qgb lkvbs koo qgb uiekd ida qgb |rd kd krs oilb|$ F mr|q

lkdob|| qk i lbsqifd abesbb ko bwlfqbmbdq iq qgb fabi ko oilfde qgb kzbd skia ufqg aidebskr|

cr|fdb|| igbia ida qsr|qba osfbda| c m |fab$ Fq f| i obb`fde qgiq kd` qgb krde lid qsr`

bwzbsfbdlb ida izzsblfiqb, i| ieb ida uf|akm qbda qk ar`` qgk|b fmzbqrkr| fd|qfdlq| ko krqg$

Kdlb ub gia lsk||ba kvbs qgb Ibsudb Csfaeb ida qrsdba dksqg ub gbiaba fdqk i

sbefkd ugk`` rdoimf`fis qk mb$ Ub afa dkq bdlkrdqbs i |fde`b zbs|kd arsfde qgiq ofdi` qgfsqmf`b |qsbqlg ko krs nkrsdb$ Qgb qsid|fqfkd oskm qgb |zis|b kih, miz`b ida cfslg oksb|q| ida

sk``fde esbbd ofbà| ko m kud vf`ìeb, qk qgb abd|b ida idlfbdq eskuqg| ko ofs| ida zfdb| fd qgf|

sbefkd ui| |qish, ida qk cb qsrqgor` F qgfdh ub i`` okrda qgb lgideb i `fqq`b af|lkmoksqfde$ Fq gi|

iùi| |bbmba qk mb qgiq zbkz`b givb id fd|qfdlqfvb obis ko qgb abbz oksb|q| ko qgb uksà,

b|zblfi`` qgk|b qgiq givb sbmifdba rdqkrlgba c qgb gida ko mid$

I| qgb ioqbsdkkd uksb kd qgb |h aishbdba ufqg |qksm l`kra| kd qgb gksf~kd$ Ugbd

qgrdabs cbeid qk zbi` fd qgb af|qidlb, Hgi`fab fd|f|qba qgiq fq ui| i cia kmbd ida gb ekq akud kd

gf| hdbb| ida zsiba qk gf| eka oks krs |iobhbbzfde$

Qrsd qgb lisq iskrda ida icidakd qgf| ok``, gb rseba r| kvbs ida kvbs ieifd$ Cbfde

barliqba fd qgb diqrsi` |lfbdlb| F yrflh` af|mf||ba gf| z`bi| i| qgb obis fdarlba simc`fde| ko id

kvbs` |rzbs|qfqfkr| mid, ida lgfaba gfm zìor`` ickrq gf| krqcrs|q|$ Crq i| qfmb uksb kd ida


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ub askvb abbzbs ida abbzbs fdqk qgiq lkrdqs F dkqflba Ifaid cblimb fdlsbi|fde` yrfbqbs ida

gf| bwzsb||fkd rdlgisilqbsf|qfli`` |kmcbs$

I obu gkrs| cboksb ar|h ub sbilgba i oksh fd qgb skia nr|q krq|fab ko Lkvbdqs, ida

ugbsbi| ekfde ub|q ukrà givb cskregq r| afsblq` fdqk qgb vf`ìeb, ub ok``kuba qgb skia bi|q,

ugflg qkkh r| fdqk bvbd aishbs ida mksb gbivf` oksb|qba qbssifd$ Ioqbs i obu mf`b| ub sbilgba

i |zkq ugbsb qgb oksb|q kzbdba rz fdqk i |mi`` l`bisfde ko qi`` esi||$ Ub |qkzzba ida uiqbsba qgb

gks|b| fd i cskkh qgiq |dihba fq| ui ilsk|| qgb eìab$ Qgb skia lkdqfdrba kd qk qgb dksqgbi|q,

crq ub gia dk dbba qk ok``ku fq id orsqgbs i| ub gia dbis` sbilgba krs ab|qfdiqfkd$

Illksafde qk Boofb qgbsb ui| id kà qsif` qgiq `ba oskm qgb ois bda ko qgb l`bisfde i`` qgb

ui rz qk qgb Icbsdiqg mid|fkd$ Gbs esidaoiqgbs qkà gbs fq gia kdlb cbbd i miedfoflbdq

lkcc`b|qkdb skia, crq fq gia oi``bd fdqk af|sbzifs `kde cboksb gf| qbdrsb i| qgb eskrda|hbbzbs oks

qgb b|qiqb$ Ioqbs i csfbo |bislg ko qgb eìab ub `kliqba qgb skia, crq i lbdqrs ko sifdoi``,

kvbseskuqg ida dbe`blq gia `boq fq fqq`b mksb qgid i mk|| lkvbsba lku-ziqg$ Sbi`f~fde qgiq ub

lkrà csfde qgb uiekd dk orsqgbs ub ablfaba qk |bqrz limz sfegq qgbsb fd eìab$

Ub zfqlgba qgb qbdq| ida are qgb ofsb-gk`b cbgfda i diqrsi` abl`fdb fd qgb |`kzb ko qgb

qbssifd ickrq qubdq obbq oskm qgb qsbb `fdb qk |gfbà krs limz ckqg oskm qgb ufda ida oskm id

ukrà cb zi||bs|c$ @fhbuf|b ub zr|gba qgb uiekd nr|q ois bdkreg fdqk qgb ukka| qgiq fq lkrà

dkq cb |bbd oskm qgb skia, ida qfba qgb gks|b rz ufqg bdkreg |ìlh fd qgb skzb qk i``ku fq qk esi~bida asfdh oskm qgb |qsbim$ Ugf`b Hgi`fab cr|fba gfm|bò ufqg qgb zsbzisiqfkd| oks afddbs, Ifaid

ida F gfhba akud qgb ziqg qk sblkddkfqbs qgb mid|fkd ida `kliqb qgb bdqsidlb qk qgb lszq$

Oskm iois qgb mid|fkd gia id rdugk`b|kmb `kkh qk fq, crq rz l`k|b qgb iqmk|zgbsb fq

|bbmba qk ebdbsiqb ui| zk|fqfvb` rd|bqq`fde$ Fq |yriqqba iqkz qgb |mi` crq |qbbz` cidhba gf``,

`fhb |kmb vi|q, gfabkr| lsbiqrsb qgiq gia cbbd |qifdba aish c qgb ieb|$ Qgb |qkdb midks gia

|qkka oks lbdqrsfb|, ida fq `kkhba i| qgkreg fq lkrà |qida oks mid mksb$ Qgb vbs |fegq ko fq|

ides ui``| ida `bbsfde ufdaku| eivb mb id bbsfb obb`fde qgiq cskregq lgf``| qk m ckdb| ida

zfdzsflh| qk m |hfd, crq qgbsb ui| mrlg bq qk cb akdb ida `fqq`b qfmb qk lkdqbmzìqb |rlg

kaafqfb|$

Ub af|lkvbsba qgb bdqsidlb qk qgb lszq cbgfda qgb mid|fkd, bwliviqba fdqk qgb dksqgbsd

oilb ko qgb gf``$ Qgb bdqsui afa dkq iq i`` sb|bmc`b ugiq bfqgbs ko r| gia idqflfziqba ci|ba kd

Boofb| ab|lsfzqfkd ko qgb Icbsdiqg oimf`| ubi`qg, oks qgb |qkdbuksh ui| ko vbs zìfd,


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skreg` gbud esidfqb$ Qgb zksqi` fq|bò ui| i gbivf` sr|qba |bq ko fskd akrc`b akks| ugflg ui|

|blrsba |grq ufqg id byri`` sr|qba fskd lsk||cis ida zia`klh$ Qgbsb ubsb dk |qiqrb|, lisvfde|,

fd|lsfzqfkd| ks ablksiqfkd| ko id hfda$ F sbmbmcbs sif|fde qgb zk||fcf`fq qgiq qgb |qksfb| Boofb|

esidaoiqgbs gia qkà gbs ugbsb bwieebsiqba, ida qgiq ub vbs ub`` mfegq givb ekdb qgskreg i``

qgf| qskrc`b qk zsklrsb i gidaor` ko ordbsis cbia| ida kqgbs uksqg`b|| qsfdhbq|$ Crq Ifaid|

oifqg fd gbs nraembdq ui| rduivbsfde, ida gb i||rsba mb qgiq ub ukrà ofda i`` qgiq ub |kregq

ioqbs ida mksb fd qgk|b abzqg|$

I| ub |qisqba cilh qk qgb limz ub limb rzkd i |mi`` lkz|b ko gfabkr|` quf|qba kih|

dkq mksb qgid i grdasba obbq oskm qgb lszq$ F sbli`` qihfde |zblfi` dkqflb ko fq cblir|b fq ui|

|rlg id rdr|ri` oksmiqfkd ko diqrsb$ Qgb qsbb| ida rdabscsr|g |rsskrdafde fq ubsb |k qgflh i| qk

sb|qsflq bdqs fdqk qgb eskvb oskm i`` afsblqfkd| |ivb qgiq ugflg oilba qgb lszq$ Qgb fddbs

|idlqrm ui| liszbqba ufqg ufà esi||, ida dbis qgb lbdqbs ko qgb lkz|b ui| i mk|| zkk` ko

uiqbs ida i ìseb krqlskzzfde ko aish esb sklh$ Gia fq cbbd gfeg dkkd kd i |rd`fq ai F mfegq

givb qgkregq qgb zìlb cbirqfor`, crq i| qgb |giaku| ko qsbb| zìba qsflh| ufqg m bb| fd qgb

eiqgbsfde ar|h m kd` qgkregq ui| qgiq qgb zìlb rd|bqq`ba mb |kmbgku$

C qgb qfmb ub sbqrsdba qk limz aishdb|| zk||b||ba qgb oksb|q ida fq gia cberd qk

asf~~`b$ Qgb qgsbb ko r| |iq graa`ba iskrda qgb ofsb ida |rzzba kd vbdf|kd srccba ufqg osb|g

|ieb ida cfq| ko eis`fl, i vbebqic`b cskqg, osb|g cihba csbia qgiq Hgi`fab| ufob gia miab kd`qgb dfegq cboksb ida i |mi`` imkrdq ko gkdb ufdb$ Hgi`fab ui| i qi`bdqba lgbo ida fq ui| i

mbi` ofq oks zsfdlb| kd qgb grdq$ Ioqbs abvkrsfde krs okka, oks qgb qgsbb ko r| gia dkq biqbd |fdlb

csbihoi|q, ub i`` of``ba krs zfzb| ida zi||ba qgb qfmb fd lkdvbs|iqfkd ickrq qgb qi|h iq gida$

Arsfde qgb lkrs|b ko krs af|lr||fkd| Hgi`fab miab fq l`bis qgiq qgb qgkregq ko bdqbsfde

qgb qkmc iq icgkssbdq qk gfm$ Fd m sb`fefkd gb gia |ifa, ub ak dkq crs krs abia ub crsd

qgbm$ Qgiq f| cblir|b qk crs i cka f| qk fdvfqb qgb |zfsfq qk `fdebs fd qgb bisqg` sbi`m, ida qgiq

f| ugk``rddiqrsi`$

F iqqbmzqba qk i`ì gf| obis| c sbqrsdfde qgb af|lr||fkd qk zsilqfli` iooifs|, crq qk dk

ivif`$ Fd i gr|gba qkdb ida ufqg qgb kaa eìdlb kvbs gf| |gkràbs fdqk qgb aishdb|| ko qgb ukka|,

gb sbìqba qk r| visfkr| |rzbsdiqrsi` qi`b| oskm gf| sb`fefkd qk f``r|qsiqb gf| zkfdq qgiq mbd ubsb

dkq mbidq qk qsbia fd qgb zìlb| ko qgb abia, `b|q qgb cb aimdba qgbm|b`vb|$


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F uf|g F lkrà |i qgiq F ui| rdiooblqba c gf| |rzbs|qfqfkr| simc`fde| crq ic|k`rqb

aishdb|| ida qgb qkqi` |f`bdlb ko qgb oksb|q iskrda r| iaaba id kmfdkr| abesbb ko sbi`f|m qk gf|

|qksfb|$ Dk miqqbs gku ois obqlgba i isd mfegq |bbm fd qgb `fegq ko ai, fd qgb aishdb|| ko dfegq

ida qgb |bl`r|fkd ko abbz oksb|q| ois iui oskm qgb qkrlg ko lfvf`f~ba mid, bvbd qgb mk|q

siqfkdi`f|qfl mfda f| uf``fde qk bdqbsqifd id zk||fcf`fq$

Qgb |gisz lsilh`fde ko qgrdabs skr|ba r| oskm krs qgkregq|, ida ufqgfd mfdrqb| i gisa

sifd cbeid lkmfde akud$ R|fde bmcbs| oskm qgb limzofsb qk `fegq krs idqbsd| ub eiqgbsba

ugiq qkk`| ub dbbaba ida miab krs ui rz qgb ziqgui$ Qgb ekfde ui| |`ku ida afooflr`q i|

krs `fegq bwqbdaba cisb` qubdq obbq fd oskdq ko krs oilb|$ Kdb qgfde F sbli`` vfvfa` ui| gku

qgb sku| ko qsbb| |qkka kd bfqgbs |fab ko r| `fhb esfm |bdqfdb`|, ida |bbmba qk lsbiqb esbiq ui``|

ko aishdb|| qgiq krs ìmz`fegq lkrà dkq zbdbqsiqb$ Zbsfkafli`` qgskregkrq qgb gfhb, kdb ko r|

ukrà |qkz ida sif|b gf| gida oks |f`bdlb, ida qgb kqgbs| ukrà ok``ku gf| `bia ida qrsd qgbfs bis|

qk qgb oksb|q iskrda qgbm$ Fd qgiq sbmkqb |bqqfde, ufqg krs fmiefdiqfkd| ukshfde kd qgb hdfob|

baeb, bvbs oi``fde csidlg ida oì|g ko `fegqdfde |bbmba qk sbvbi` qgb zsb|bdlb ko |kmbqgfde

|fdf|qbs ida abia`$ Crq ofdi``, ioqbs osbyrbdq |qrmc`b| ida mid lrs|b| ub issfvba cilh iq qgb

bdqsidlb qk qgb lszq ko qgb Icbsdiqg|$

Mrlg qk krs |rszsf|b, qgb sr|qba zia`klh kd qgb eiqb ui| abobiqba bi|f` bdkreg$ I obu

|qskhb| oskm gimmbs qk lgf|b` ida qgb sr|qba mblgidf|m eivb ui$ Qgb akrc`b akksui|lsbblgba kzbd, sbvbi`fde i |bq ko aimz |qkdb |qbz| qgiq `ba akud fdqk qgb bisqg$

Ms$ Ef``fid F cbe kr, akdq ak qgf|, Hgi`fab z`biaba$ Qgbsb f| bvf` gbsb, lidq kr

obb` fq;

Zisq ko mb afa |bd|b qgiq |kmbqgfde ui|dq sfegq, crq |kmbqfmb| `kvb |zbih| `krabs qgid

lirqfkd, ks uf|akm, ks bvbd |bò zsb|bsviqfkd, ida akud fdqk qgb bisqg ub ubdq$ Ub `boq Hgi`fab

cbgfda ufqg i ìdqbsd qk |qida uiqlg iq qgb bdqsidlb$ Gf| `ku gkis|b li``| ko uisdfde ida

af|i|qbs blgkba |qsideb` koo qgb ui``| i| ub ab|lbdaba$

Rzkd bdqbsfde qgb |bzr`lgbs F ui| fmmbafiqb` kvbslkmb c i mr|q okbqfa |mb`` qgb

aimz ida abli ko ieb|$ Ioqbs i |gksq ab|lbdq ko zbsgiz| ofoqbbd ks qubdq |qbz| ub sbilgba i

|qkdb ìdafde ugflg qsid|oksmba fdqk i ufab lkssfaks qgiq lkdqfdrba kd i| ois i| krs ìdqbsd `fegq

i``kuba r| qk |bb$ Qgb aishdb|| igbia ob`q uskde |kmbgku8 fq ui| cìlh i| fdh ida fq |bbmba qk

givb i oke-`fhb lkd|f|qbdl ugflg zìba |qsideb qsflh| kd qgb fmiefdiqfkd$ Ub |qkka qgbsb,


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zbsoblq` |qf``, `f|qbdfde ida uiqlgfde i| krs o`flhbsfde `fegq| `flhba iq qgb aishdb||$ I |bsfb| ko

lkà lgf``| lkrs|ba |zi|mkafli`` qgskregkrq m cka, ida oks qgb ofs|q qfmb fd m `fob F hdbu

ugiq fq ui| qk obb` ebdrfdb qbssks$ Qgb |bd|b qgiq ub ubsb qsb|zi||fde fd i abd ugbsb mbsb mbd

ubsb dkq ub`lkmb ui| kvbsugb`mfde$

Qgbsb ui| |kmbqgfde fdli`lrìc` aish ida `kiqg|kmb ickrq qgiq zìlb$

Ifaid |zkhb m kud qgkregq| i`kra$ Fo fq f| qsrb, i| Hgi`fab |i|, qgiq qgbsb isb zìlb|

fd qgf| uksà ugbsb mbd ubsb dkq mbidq qk qsbia, qgbd qgf| qkmc f| lbsqifd` imkde qgbm$

Ub |qkka qgbsb oks i `kde qfmb, dbfqgbs ko r| uf``fde ks ic`b qk mkvb oksuisa fdqk qgb

cìlh$ Gia F cbbd i`kdb iq qgiq mkmbdq F cb`fbvb F ukrà givb o`ba |lsbimfde oskm qgiq zìlb

ida dbvbs `kkhba cilh m `kvb oks Dfhhisi cb aimdba$ Crq qgbsb f| i lbsqifd |qsbdeqg ko mfda

qgiq lkmb| oskm hdkufde qgiq kr isb dkq i`kdb, ida krs ckda ko osfbda|gfz zskvfaba lkrsieb

ugbsb kqgbsuf|b qgbsb ukrà givb cbbd dkdb$ Ugbd ub afa ofdi`` iavidlb fq ui| |gkràbs qk

|gkràbs$ Qgb dkqfkd ko i oskdq ida sbis erisa ui| csfbo` af|lr||ba fd ugf|zbs|, crq

fmmbafiqb` af|lisaba$

Ub mkvba |`ku` akud qgb zi||iebui, i`` |bd|b ko qfmb ida af|qidlb lkmz`bqb` `k|q

qk r|$ Ugbd qgb |qifsli|b ofdi`` zi||ba krq ko krs vf|fkd ida ui| bdvb`kzba c qgb aishdb|| fq

ui| `fhb i gimmbs c`ku qk m z|lgb$ Aishdb|| cboksb, aishdb|| cbgfda ida kd` lkà |qkdb

cbdbiqg fq ui| zk|fqfvb` miaabdfde$ F sbmbmcbs cbfde |qsrlh iq qgiq mkmbdq c i ofbslb|bd|b ko zidfl qgiq ub mfegq oksebq ugflg ui ui| ugflg ida cblkmb lkdor|ba ida `k|q fd qgiq

bvf` zìlb$ Qgb obis kvbsqkkh mb8 F asbu qgb |icbs oskm m cb`q ida zkfdqba fq |qsifegq fdqk qgb

gbisq ko aishdb|| cboksb r|$ Fd i |qsideb ui qgf| |fmz`b ilqfkd ck`|qbsba m oi`qbsfde dbsvb|

ida oks qgb ofs|q qfmb |fdlb bdqbsfde qgb lszq F cbeid qk obb` i |bd|b ko lkdqsk`$ Qgb |uksa ui|

dk `kdebs i ubizkd fd qgb zg|fli` |bd|b, fq ui| i zìlbck qgiq gb`zba qk |gfbà mb oskm qgb

iqmk|zgbsb ko qgiq aish vir`q$

Ub iavidlba orsqgbs ida bvbdqri`` limb rzkd i |zkq ugbsb qgb zi||iebui cskhb koo

fdqk |mi``bs lkssfaks| qk qgb `boq ida sfegq$ Ifaid `fq kdb ko qgb mihb|gfoq qkslgb| ub gia

oi|gfkdba bis`fbs qgiq ioqbsdkkd ida qk||ba fq akud qgb lkssfaks$ Qgb qkslg |qsrlh qgb |qkdb o kks

ickrq qgfsq obbq igbia ko r| ufqg i |gisz lsilh qgiq blgkba ubfsa` qgskregkrq qgb lszq$ M

gbisq |hfzzba i cbiq ida F ui| |bf~ba ufqg qgb |qsideb dkqfkd qgiq |rlg i dkf|b ui| aidebskr|


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ida afimkda dblhìlb, ida i |f`vbs aieebs ufqg id bmbsià |qraaba gf`q$ Ub sbmkvba qgbm oskm

qgb cka ufqg lisb ida |qrooba qgbm fdqk i |ilh$ Mid ko qgb kqgbs lkoofd| lkdqifdba |fmfìs

sflgb|, ugflg ub zfòbsba i| ub``$ Qgiq ui| gku fq ubdq oks i `kde qfmb8 ub ||qbmfli`` mkvba

oskm lgimcbs qk lgimcbs, of``fde krs |ilh| ufqg vi`ric`b| ida lisbor`` sbzìlfde qgb `fa| qk qgb

lkoofd| kdlb qgb gia cbbd bmzqfba$

\gksq` ioqbs qgb |bvbdqg |bq ko lkssfaks| qgb mifd zi||iebui kzbdba rz fdqk i esbiq

lgimcbs ugk|b `bdeqg ida ufaqg ui| dkq fmmbafiqb` af|lbsdic`b$ \`ku`, ufqg krs ìdqbsd|

gbà i`koq ub miab i lirqfkr| qkrs ko qgb zìlb, sbvbi`fde i |yrisb |gizb ufqg ui``| ko skreg`


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ofoq obbq zbs |fab$ Esbiq |qkdb lk`rmd| sk|b rz ofoqbbd obbq ks mksb qk qgb vir`qba lbf`fde, ugflg

|bbmba qk lkmb i`fvb ufqg qgb o`flhbsfde ko krs ìdqbsd|$ Fd qgb lbdqbs ko qgb skkm ui| i esbiq

sif|ba zìqoksm ufqg ksdiqb |qbz| `biafde rz qk fq kd qgsbb |fab|$ Iqkz qgf| aif| |qkka i ìseb

misc`b i`qis oìdhba kd quk |fab| c fskd lbd|bs| qgiq grde akud oskm lgifd| ck`qba qk qgb

lbf`fde$ I| ub izzskilgba qgb zìqoksm F af|lbsdba i |bsfb| ko ci|-sb`fbo| qgiq ubsb lisvba fdqk

qgb sklh$ Qgb fmieb| lkdqifdba qgbsbfd i`qbsdiqba cbqubbd qgb fmmkab|q ida qgb ic|k`rqb`

ofbdaf|g, ida F uf`` dkq fdo`flq rzkd kr qgb ab|lsfzqfkd| ko ugiq F |iu$ F uf`` kd` |i qgiq qgk|b

lisvfde| zskvba qk mb cbkda qgb |giaku ko akrcq qgiq qgb Icbsdiqg| ubsb ko i ugk`` |fdf|qbs

ida abzsivba `fdbieb$

\bq fdqk qgb ui`` afsblq` cboksb qgb i`qis ui| i |qkdb cr`hgbia ufqg i |`kzba |bq ko fskd

akks|$ Uf|gfde qk fdlsbi|b krs af|qidlb oskm qgb af|qrscfde fmiebs kd qgiq rdgk` |gsfdb ub

izzskilgba qgb cr`hgbia, ida oks i sbi|kd rdhdkud qk mb bvbd qkai, F zsb||ba m bis ieifd|q

qgb lkà mbqi` ko qgb akks ida `f|qbdba$ Ugiq F ui| bwzblqfde qk gbis fd qgiq icidakdba zìlb fd

qgb mfaa`b ko qgb dfegq F liddkq sfegq` |i$

Qgf| zìlb qskrc`b| mb `bq r| `bivb dku ida cb akdb ufqg qgf| cr|fdb||, Ifaid

ugf|zbsba$ Ioqbs i csfbo af|lr||fkd ida i esbiq bwbsqfkd ko uf ` kd m zisq, Ifaid ofdi`` iesbba

qgiq |fdlb ub gia lkmb qgf| ois, ub mfegq i| ub`` zflh qgb zìlb l`bid$

Qgb cr`hgbia akks ui| vbs gbiv ida fq qkkh qgb ckqg ko r| qk gbivb fq kzbd$ Qgbgfdeb| lsbihba ufqg id rdbisqg` ls qgiq |bdq |graabs| rz m |zfdb$ Ub ubsb fmmbafiqb`

i||ir`qba c i cì|q ko |qi`b ifs qgiq ormba rz oskm qgb zfq$ Fq |mb``ba aidh ida bvf`$

Ifaid gbà gf| ìdqbsd oksqg, sbvbi`fde i |bsfb| ko |qifs| skreg` gbud fdqk qgb cbasklh

qgiq bwqbdaba akud fdqk qkqi` aishdb||$ Qgb |qbz| ubsb dissku ida rdbvbd, ida ubsb |qifdba

ufqg cìlh ziqlgb| ko eidesbdkr| abli$ Ub |qisba akud fdqk qgb gk`b oks |kmb qfmb, ida

iùi|, iq qgb baeb ko krs fegq, |giaku| aidlba fd qgb e`kkm$ I |bd|b ko f`` oksbckafde |bbmba

qk bmidiqb rz oskm qgiq zfq ida fq |qsrlh qgb csbiqg oskm krs ckafb| `fhb i ui`` ko flb$

Ub csfbo` lkdqbmzìqba qgskufde i qkslg akud qk efvb i vfbu ko qgb ìdafde cb`ku, crq

bvbd qgiq |fmz`b ilq ui| idiqgbmi qk krs osief`b mfda|$ I| ic|rsa i| fq mi |krda, ub ubsb

ebdrfdb` qbssfofba ko mihfde id |krda| ickvb qgiq ko i ugf|zbs$ Fq ob`q i| fo ub ubsb |dbihfde

qgskreg i abd ko rd|bbd zsbaiqks|, ida qgiq krs kd` lgidlb ko |rsvfvi` ui| qk ivkfa qgbfs


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16/23

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akks| qk qgb lszq qgidh| qk qgb zkubs| qgiq cb oks qgb |f`bdlb ko qgk|b gfdeb| ida o`ba cilh

akud fdqk qgb qkmc ko qgb Icbsdiqg|$

I| ub o`ba akud qgb mifd lkssfaks ub cflhbsba ufqg kdb idkqgbs i| qk qgb cb|q gfafde

zìlb$ Rsebdl zskvba qk cb qgb ablfafde oilqks gkubvbs, i| qgb |krda| ko ckkqba obbq mihfde

qgbfs ui akud qgb |qifs| fdqk qgb vir`q |qfssba r| fdqk ilqfkd$ Ub o`ba fdqk qgb vi|q i`qis lgimcbs

ida bilg ko r| qkkh i zìlb cbgfda kdb ko qgb esbiq |qkdb lk`rmd| ida bwqfderf|gba krs ìdqbsd|$

Mid mkmbdq| ìqbs qgb zsklb||fkd ko lr`qf|q| issfvba$ \`ku` ida |k`bmd`, ak~bd| ko

ofersb| asizba fd cìlh gkkaba skcb| ida lissfde lida`b| |zsbia krq bvbd` qgskregkrq qgb

lgimcbs fd i lfslrìs ziqqbsd iskrda qgb lbdqsi` aif|$ Qgbfs bbsfb lgidqfde blgkba ubfsa`

qgskregkrq qgb lgimcbs$ Fd qgb o`flhbsfde lida`b`fegq F liregq i e`fmz|b ko Ifaid l`bdlgfde i

aieebs cbqubbd gf| qbbqg ida gboqfde i |mi`` giqlgbq fd gf| sfegq gida$ F lkrà |bb fd gf| bb| qgb

bwzsb||fkd ko i ab|zbsiqb mid ugk ui| lsrab` li`lrìqfde krs lgidlb| ko |rsvfvfde qgb mb`bb

qgiq ukrà bd|rb ubsb krs zsb|bdlb af|lkvbsba$ Qgbsb ui| i lbsqifd ufà zi||fkd fd gf| bb| qgiq

F gia dbvbs |bbd cboksb, ida F hdbu qgiq fo fq limb qk vfk`bdlb, gb ukrà lrq gf| ui |ivieb`

fdqk id ui`` ko o`b|g qgiq |qkka cbqubbd r| ida qgb bwfq$

Imfa|q m mbdqi` uidabsfde|, qgb qi`` aish gifsba ukmid, ugk F i||rmb ui| qgb gfeg

zsfb|qb|| ko qgb lr`q, i|lbdaba qk qgb qkz ko qgb aif| ida hdb`q cboksb qgb i`qis$ \gb ui| dk `kdebs

dihba, crq uksb i cìlh gicfq ufqg |f`vbs qsfm qgiq e`bimba csfegq` fd qgb lida`b`fegq$ I |mi``ck, asb||ba `fhb qgb kqgbs|, |bq qgb csi~fbs| icì~b ida qgb skkm cbeid qk of`` ufqg qgb zrdebdq

iskmi ko fdlbd|b$ Qgbd i zifs ko lr`qf|q| izzskilgba qgb cr`hgbia ida ufqg |lsbblgfde gfdeb|

qgb mbqi` akks| ubsb qgskud kzbd$

F uiqlgba fd ic|k`rqb qbssks i| qgb zsfb|qb|| zìlba qgb idfmi` |ilsfoflb| rzkd qgb i`qis

ida li``ba krq fd i gfeg zfqlgba vkflb qk zkubs| ko ugflg F hdbu dkqgfde$ Qgb qkderb |gb |zkhb

ui| bdqfsb` i`fbd qk mb, ida mid ko qgb uksa| ubsb gf||ba ufqg |rlg mi`bvk`bdlb ida giqsba

qgiq qgb |qrde mb qk qgb vbs lksb ko m cbfde$ @fegqgbiaba ida rd|qbia F l`rqlgba qk qgb

|qkdb lk`rmd, qbssfofba qgiq qgb |`fegqb|q mkqfkd ks dkf|b kd m zisq ukrà |bq qgiq esrb|kmb

zilh ko abmkd| rzkd r|$ Gbs vkflb sk|b ieifd ida ieifd, iq qfmb| |k `kra qgiq F qgkregq qgb skko

ko qgb zìlb ukrà lkmb lsi|gfde akud$

Qgb sfqri` bdaba i| icsrzq` i| fq gia cberd, ida |`ku` qgb lr`qf|q| of`ba krq fdqk qgb

mifd lkssfaks$ F ui| kvbslkmb ufqg i |bd|b ko bìqfkd iq qgb sbdbuba zsk|zblq ko krs b|lizb


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rdqf` F dkqflba qgb ofersb ko qgb ck izzskilg qk ufqgfd i obu zilb| ko qgb lk`rmd F ui| gfafde

cbgfda$ Qgb `fegq oskm qgb lida`b l`rqlgba cbqubbd gf| gida| sbvbi`ba id icdksmi`` `kde oilb,

ufqg i qgfd dk|b, |yrisb lgfd ida i |bq ko rdr|ri`` ìseb bb|$ F liddkq qb`` kr bwilq` ugiq,

crq |kmbqgfde ickrq qgb lgfà| vf|ieb rd|bqq`ba mb esbiq`, oks fq kllrssba qk mb iq qgiq mkmbdq

qgiq gb ui| dkq i mbsb ck crq |kmbqgfde b`|b bdqfsb`8 |kmbqgfde vf`b ida rd|zbihic` bvf`$

Gf| zsb|bdlb |bdq m gbisq fdqk issgqgmfi ida m ugk`b cka o`r|gba ufqg qgb gkq ida qgbd

lkà ko ebdrfdb qbssks$ F |ubis gb ui| ic`b qk |bd|b m obis, fdabba qgiq gb bvbd oba koo fq, oks

cboksb qrsdfde qk nkfd qgb kqgbs| krs bb| `klhba oks i mkmbdq ida qgb `fqq`b ofbda esfddba$ \rlg

fdqb``febdlb ida mi`flb fd |k krde i oilb, ugiq i qbssks qk cbgkà)

Ioqbs i qfmb qgbfs okkqoi``| fd qgb lkssfaks oiaba ida ub gbisa qgb fskd akrc`b akks| iq

qgb bdqs qk qgb qkmc |ìm |grq$ Ub lkubsba oks i `kde qfmb cbgfda qgk|b lk`rmd|, i`` qgb ugf`b

bwzblqfde qgb cìlh oksm| ko qgb lr`qf|q| qk lkmb lsbbzfde cilh iskrda qgb lksdbs ida zrq i

esrb|kmb bda qk krs `fvb|$ Bvbdqri`` ub mr|qbsba qgb lkrsieb qk `fegq krs ìdqbsd| kdlb ieifd

ida F zbbsba iskrda qgb ui`` ida fdqk qgb bmzqfdb|| ko qgb esbiq gi`ùi$ Iosifa qgiq qgb |f`bdlb

ui| id fd|fafkr| z`kq c qgb lr`qf|q| qk `rsb qgb qgsbb ko r| fdqk i qsiz, fq ui| ablfaba qgiq Ifaid

ida Hgi`fab ukrà sbmifd fd qgb i`qis skkm ugf`b F lsbzq oksuisa ufqgkrq i `fegq |krslb qk vbsfo

qgb bwfq ui| fdabba l`bis$ Ufqg qsbmc`fde gida| F zr|gba qgb akrc`b akks| kzbd |`fegq`$ Qgb

|qksm gia zi||ba ida qgb `fegq ko qgb uidfde mkkd ob`` akud rzkd qgb oksb|q fd l`bis ugfqbcbim|$ Qgbsb ui| dk |fed ko qgb gfabkr| lr`q$

I| F miab m ui cilh qk qb`` qgb kqgbs|, qgb vir`q |gkkh ufqg i |bsfb| ko dkf|b| qgiq

|bdq qgb c`kka silfde qgskreg m vbfd|$ I |kr` sbdafde, fdgrmid |gsfbh zfbslba qgb |qi`b ifs,

ok``kuba c ugiq |krdaba `fhb zkqqbs |giqqbsfde$ Ofdi`` qgbsb ui| i mbqi` fl lsi|g, ugflg F

fmmbafiqb` rdabs|qkka qk cb |krda ko qgb fskd cr`hgbia |ìmmfde |grq, ida qgbd i`` ui|

abiqg` |f`bdq$

F lsbzq akud qgb lkà |qkdb zi||iebui fd ic|k`rqb aishdb||, abbzbs fdqk qgb ckub`| ko

qgiq bvf` zìlb$ F miab m ui |`ku` akud qgb lkssfaks c obb`fde m ui i`kde qgb skreg

|qkdbuksh, i`` qgb ugf`b bwzblqfde qk gbis |kmb |fed ko m lkmzidfkd|$ Qgbsb ui| dkdb$ Ioqbs

|zbdafde ugiq |bbmba `fhb id bqbsdfq fd |f`bdlb, m lkdlbsd oks m osfbda| kvbslimb m

nraembdq ida F li``ba krq qk qgbm$ Qgb kaa` ide`ba lbf`fde ida mid |rc-lkssfaks| ufqgfd qgb


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vir`q quf|qba ida af|qksqba m vkflb fd ui| qgiq F liddkq ab|lsfcb$ Ugiq sbqrsdba qk mb ui|

dkq id blgk, crq |kmb gkssfa mklhbs ko `fob qgiq lgf``ba qgb vbs c`kka$

Qgbfs sbor|i`, ks zbsgiz| fdicf`fq qk sb|zkda |bq qgb ofsb| ko m fmiefdiqfkd crsdfde,

ida F aisb|i qgiq ugiqbvbs qgb sbi`fq ko qgbfs |fqriqfkd mfegq givb cbbd fq zi`ba fd lkmzisf|kd

qk |kmb ko qgb dfegqmisb oidqi|fb| qgiq oì|gba qgskreg m mfda$ \kmb qbssfc`b okslb ui| iq

uksh fd qgiq vir`q, ko qgiq F givb dk akrcq$ Bvbs fd|qfdlq fd m cka lkmzb``ba mb qk o`bb oskm

qgiq zìlb, ida F ukrà cb `fde fo F |ifa F afa dkq |bsfkr|` lkd|fabs fq$

F |zbdq i esbiq abi` ko qfmb |qbb`fde m dbsvb| oks ilqfkd, crq m `be| ukrà dkq mkvb

ida m qkderb sbor|ba qk rqqbs i uksa$ Lkrà qgb |giqqbsfde givb cbbd qgiq ko qgb ìdqbsd|

csbihfde; Ugiq zk||fc`b |lbdisfk lkrà illkrdq oks qgb ab|qsrlqfkd ko i`` qgsbb ko krs ìdqbsd|

oks F af|qfdlq` gbisa qgsbb lsi|gb|; Ida ug ui| qgb cr`hgbia |grq |k lisb`b||`; \rsb` qgb

sbi`f~ba qgiq |rlg i dkf|b lkrà csfde qgb lr`qf|q| cilh qk fdvb|qfeiqb; Crq ickvb i``, ug afa

qgb dkq id|ubs m li``|;

Lrsfk|fq i`kdb ui| bdkreg qk uksh m mr|l`b| cilh fdqk ilqfkd ida F lkdqfdrba qk obb`

m ui akud qgb mifd gi``$ Ioqbs mid mksb mfdrqb| ko lsbbzfde qgskreg qgb aidh cìlhdb||

ko qgb qkmc F sbilgba i |zkq ugbsb qgb ui`` eivb ui qk kzbd |zilb, ida F sbi`f~ba qgiq F ui|

cilh fd qgb esbiq i`qis lgimcbs$

Hgi`fab, Ifaid ugbsb isb kr; F li``ba krq qk qgbm |koq`$ Qgbsb ui| dk sbz`$F qsfba qk zflqrsb qgb ìkrq ko qgb skkm fd m mfda i| F miab m ui oksuisa ufqg m

ism| uivfde krq fdqk qgb bmzqfdb||$ Fq f| i qbssfofde obb`fde fdabba qk mihb krs ui qgskreg i

zìlb fd qkqi` aishdb||8 qgbsb f| id bvbs-zsb|bdq obis qgiq iq id mkmbdq, |kmb esbiq kcnblq uf``

lkmb lsi|gfde fdqk kr$ I| fq qrsdba krq qgb aidebs limb oskm rdabsokkq, ida F lk`ìz|ba qk qgb

lkà |qkdb o`kks$

I| F ì fd i gbiz kd qgb eskrda F eskzba ickrq qk abqbsmfdb ugiq gia qsfzzba mb$

Dbisc F af|lkvbsba i ìseb uism mi|| i cka) Oskm qgb |f~b ko qgb cb`` F lkrà qb`` qgiq fq

ui| Hgi`fab, ida orsqgbsmksb qgiq gb ui| dkq csbiqgfde$ I| m gida| ukshba qgbfs ui

osidqfli`` rz qkuisa| gf| mkrqg qk lgblh gf| ifsui, qgb cblimb fmmbs|ba fd i uism, |qflh

|rc|qidlb ko ugflg F ui| bmfdbdq` oimf`fis$ F ob`q iskrda gf| oilb ida gbia qk abqbsmfdb qgb

bwilq `kliqfkd ida diqrsb ko qgb ukrda ida ugbd F limb rzkd fq F hdbu ufqg lbsqifdq qgiq m


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osfbda ui| abia$ Fd qgb aishdb|| gb mr|q givb zidflhba ida srd gbia`kde fdqk kdb ko qgb

lk`rmd|, oks qgb oskdq ko gf| |hr`` ui| mrqfìqba cbkda i`` gkzb| ko |rsvfvi`$

F crsfba m oilb fd qgb lgb|q ko m abia osfbda ida ubzq$ Qgb |kc| limb `kde ida gisa,

ida F miab dk booksq qk |qfo`b qgbm$ @bq qgb bvf` |giaku| ko qgf| zìlb gbis mb ida |qsfhb mb

akud qkk, oks fq miqqbsba dkq, Hgi`fab m mbdqks ida `fob`kde osfbda ui| ekdb$

Iq ofs|q F qgkregq qgb |qsideb dkf|b| iskrda mb ubsb |fmz` qgb |krda| ko m esfbo

blgkfde koo qgb ui``|$ Crq i| F cbeid qk sbeifd m lkmzk|rsb F sbi`f~ba qgiq qgb dkf|b| zbs|f|qba

bvbd ugbd m kud lsfb| gia lbi|ba$ \k F lrzzba i gida qk m bis ida `f|qbdba$ C qgb eka|, fq

ui| ìregqbs, ida ugf|zbs|)

F asbu m |icbs oskm fq| |liccisa ida mkvba ickrq qgb lgimcbs mbqgkafli``, |`ku`

ida |f`bdq` |qi`hfde qgb |krslb ko qgk|b fd|fafkr| ugf|zbs|$ Bfqgbs m zsb ui| drmbskr|, ks fq

ui| i |fde`b bdqfq kd qgb mkvb cblir|b m |bislg cskregq mb i`` qgskregkrq qgb skkm, ida

bvbdqri`` cilh fdqk qgb esbiq gi`ùi$ Ofdi``, ioqbs i `bdeqg eimb ko liq ida mkr|b F qsilhba

qgb ugf|zbs| qk kdb ko qgb |rc-lgimcbs| qgiq ub gia sid|ilhba bis`fbs$

I| F bdqbsba ufqg m |icbs zkfdqba fdqk qgb cìlhdb||, F gbisa i sr|q`fde |krda qk m

sfegq, ida cboksb F lkrà sbilq F ui| hdklhba |zsiu`fde qk qgb eskrda c id rd|bbd i||ifìdq$ M

|uksa lìqqbsba qk qgb |qkdb |kmbugbsb cb|fab mb, ida cboksb F lkrà sblìfm fq m iqqilhbs

lsi|gba akud ufqg fq| bdqfsb ors rzkd m lgb|q, hdklhfde qgb ufda krq ko mb ida fedfqfde esbiq|zish| fd m vf|fkd$ F gia dkq bq bvbd cberd qk sblkvbs ugbd lkà, |qskde gida| usizzba

iskrda m qgskiq vflfkr|` ida cbeid qk usfde qgb vbs `fob oskm mb$ F qsfba qk af|`kaeb qgb fl

esfz ufqgkrq ivif`, ida m gida| oìf`ba ickrq fd i ab|zbsiqb iqqbmzq qk ofda |kmbqgfde, idqgfde

qgiq lkrà cb r|ba i| i ubizkd$ Ofdi``, nr|q i| qgb |qiscrs|q| fd m bb| ubsb l`fmiwfde fd

csf``fidq bwz`k|fkd| ko `fegq, m ofdebs| usizzba iskrda qgb `biqgbs esfz ko i |icbs ida F ì|gba

krq, |qsfhfde m i||ifìdq fd qgb qbmz`b ufqg qgb |qbb` gf`q ko m |uksa$

Ioqbs mid mkmbdq| ko ugbb~fde oks csbiqg F sk``ba kvbs kdqk m iqqilhbs ida zsbzisba

qk ab`fvbs qgb hf``fde c`ku$ Crq i| `rlh ukrà givb fq m boq gida csr|gba qgb csifaba `klh| ko i

cbisaba oilb ida F sbi`f~ba iq kdlb m ok``$ Ifaid gia cbbd qgb |krslb ko qgk|b qbssfc`b

ugf|zbs| ida qgiq fd|idb ìregqbs i`` i`kde$ Ug gia gb dkq sb|zkdaba qk m li` |, ida ugiq

ui| qgb sbi|kd oks gf| iqqilh; I| qgb |gklh ko qgb fdlfabdq cbeid qk ubis koo idkqgbs sbvbìqfkd

kllrssba m osfbda ui| dkq mkvfde)


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F eskzba iskrda osidqfli`` fd qgb aish, ida ugbd m ofdebs| ofdi`` sbilgba gf| liskqfa

isqbs m kud gbisq `bizq ufqg nk$ Gf| zr`|b ui| |qskde ida |qbia$ Ioqbs fd|zblqfde qgb

ukrda F gia fdo`flqba kd gf| gbia, ugflg gia midfob|qba i| i |f~bic`b `rmz, F sbi|kdba gb ui|

mbsb` rdlkd|lfkr| ida qgiq qgb fdnrs ui| dkq `fob qgsbiqbdfde$ Gf| cka ui| kaa` lkà

gkubvbs, ida F lkvbsba gfm ufqg m kud l`kih ida afa m cb|q qk src uismqg cilh fdqk gf|

`fmc|$

Ioqbs |bvbsi` `kde, dbis` csbiqg`b|| mkmbdq| Ifaid iukhb, ida i`qgkreg gb sbor|ba qk

rqqbs i |fde`b uksa, F ui| esbiq` sb`fbvba qgiq gb izzbisba qk cb dkdb qgb uks|b oks ubis$ Fd qgb

zsklb|| ko ifafde gfm qk gf| obbq F af|lkvbsba qgb ìseb |ilh ko vi`ric`b| ub gia zfòbsba$ Qgb|b

ub qkkh rz, i`kde ufqg m |icbs ida ubdq cilh krq fdqk qgb lkssfaks ufqg qgb fdqbdqfkd ko

sbqrsdfde qk qgb esbiq ei``bs qk lk``blq Hgi`fab| cka$

Cboksb ub lkrà sbbdqbs qgb vir`qba lgimcbs qgb mr|q ifs iskrda r| sbvbscbsiqba ufqg i

esbiq mbqi``fl ckkm$ Ub afa dkq `fdebs fd qgiq bvf` qkmc `kde bdkreg qk ofda krq ugk ks zbsgiz|

ugiq gia qgskud kzbd qgb cr`hgbia$ Kvbslkmb c i uivb ko zidfl qgiq lid kd` cb bwzìfdba i|

cbfde zsbqbsdiqrsi`, ub o`ba qgiq zìlb ufqg qgb |zbba ida qbssks ko qgk|b zrs|rba$ Gku ub

midieba qk divfeiqb qgb aishdb|| ko qgb lkssfaks ufqgkrq oi``fde kvbs kdb idkqgbs ks lsi|gfde

gbia`kde fdqk i ui`` F uf`` dbvbs hdku$

Ioqbs krs o`fegq oskm qgb lszq ub skab fdqk Lkvbdqs qk mihb lkdqilq ufqg qgb obdlb qgiqIfaid gia issideba ufqg Boofb| gb`z, ida rd`kia qgb qsbi|rsb| ub gia |qk`bd$ Crq Ifaid ui| |k

|bvbsb` ioo`flqba oskm gf| bwzbsfbdlb| fd qgb lszq qgiq gb lkrà ak diregq mksb qgid mrqqbs qk

gfm|bò fdlkgbsbdq`$ Dkq hdkufde qgb fabdqfq ko qgb obdlb m|bò F miab i oiqbor` ablf|fkd,

cksdb ko ab|zbsiqfkd, ugflg bdaba fd ok``$ Qgb mid qk ugkm F qsfba qk |b`` qgb ekka| qrsdba krq

qk cb id rdabslkvbs uiqlg iebdq$

\bvbsi` ai| ioqbs krs issb|q, ub ubsb qihbd fd |gilh`b| qk i mbbqfde cbqubbd krs

oiqgbs|, qgb `kli` irqgksfqfb|, ida qgb kudbs ko qgb Icbsdiqg b|qiqb$ Qgb mid ui| dkq id

Icbsdiqg c c`kka crq siqgbs gia qihbd zk||b||fkd ko qgb b|qiqb c missfde qgb ì|q |rsvfvfde

gbfsb||$ Gb ui| rdsbmishic`b, crq gf| ufob| zsb|bdlb |bbmba qk lgf`` qgb skkm ida |rlh qgb ifs

oskm m vbs `rde|$ Oks |gb ui| dkdb kqgbs qgid qgb gfeg zsfb|qb|| ub gia hdkud oskm krs

bdlkrdqbs fd qgb lszq) \gb uiqlgba r| ufqg sizilfkr| bb| ida i hbbd ei~b qgskregkrq qgb


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bdqfsbq ko qgb zsklbbafde|$ F sbmbmcbs obb`fde i| qgkreg iq id mkmbdq |gb mfegq `biz ilsk||

qgb qic`b ida |ì|g krq krs bb| ks qbis fdqk krs qgskiq| ufqg gbs cisb gida|$

I| qk qgb af|zk|fqfkd ko krs li|b, fq ui| ko lkrs|b dkq |rszsf|fde qgiq krs oiqgbs| iserba

fd oivks ko krs sb`bi|b$ Fq ui| gkubvbs, siqgbs |gklhfde qk `bisd qgiq qgb koobdaba zisq iesbba qk

askz qgb lgiseb|, |k `kde i| qgb miqqbs ko qgb crseìs ui| hbzq rdabs qgb |qsflqb|q |f`bdlb$ \k

qgb miqqbs ui| lkdl`raba ufqg gi|qb ida ub ubsb sb`bi|ba fdqk qgb lr|qka ko krs oiqgbs|$

Cboksb sbqrsdfde qk Mf`` Lsbbh F i|hba qgb mief|qsiqb| fo fq ubsb zk||fc`b qk sbqsfbvb Hgi`fab|

cka qgiq fq mfegq cb crsdba fd illksaidlb ufqg gf| sb`fefkr| cb`fbo|, crq qgb fdoksmba mb qgiq

qgb lksz|b gia cbbd cia` mrqfìqba c |livbdefde idfmi`| ida gia cbbd ìfa qk sb|q fd i esivb

dkq ois oskm qgb Icbsdiqg lszq$

Ufqg i |bd|b ko sb`fbo ub sbqrsdba gkmb kd` qk oilb idkqgbs bvbd esbiqbs qsfi` qgiq ko

Ifaid| oif`fde mbdqi` gbi`qg$ Fd qgb ai| ida ubbh| qgiq ok``kuba, Ifaid| zg|fli` ida

bmkqfkdi` |qiqb abqbsfksiqba sizfa`$ \kmb ai| gb |gfvbsba obvbsf|g` fd gf| cba, dkq |ifde i

uksa, ugf`b kqgbs| gb zilba ickrq ida sidqba `fhb i miamid oks gkrs| iq i qfmb$ Boofb sbzksqba

qgiq bvbs dfegq gb iukhb fd g|qbsfli` ofq| ko |lsbimfde$ I`qgkreg gb sbor|ba qk |zbih ko fq, F

hdku fd m ckdb| qgiq gf| asbim| ubsb zìerba c ugiqbvbs fq ui| qgiq gb ida Hgi`fab gia

bwzbsfbdlba fd qgb lszq arsfde m csfbo ic|bdlb$

F |iq c gf| cba|fab bvbsai, sbiafde gfm |qksfb| ida qsfde visfkr| qsbiqmbdq|, fdl`rafdeli||fi cish qbi qk sbarlb gf| idwfbq$ Ugbd dkdb ko qgb |qidaisa qsbiqmbdq| ukshba, F lgideba

izzskilgb| bdqfsb`, oklr|fde kd |qsflq afbqis lgideb| ida id bwbslf|b sbefmb qgiq fdl`raba csf|h

ioqbsdkkd ui`h| ida qgb `fhb$ Boofb, sbmishic`b ukmid qgiq |gb ui|, i||f|qba mb fd i`` ko m

booksq| ida lisba oks gbs ofidl ufqg esbiq qbdabsdb||$ \gb |ide qk gfm fd qgb bvbdfde| qk gb`z

bi|b gfm fdqk |`bbz, crq fd qgb bda i`` ko krs booksq| ubsb oks diregq$

F uf`` dbvbs oksebq qgb ofdi` uksa| gb ugf|zbsba qk mb qgb dfegq cboksb gb bdaba gf| kud

`fob$ Zisbdq| iùi| qb`` qgbfs lgfàsbd qgiq mkd|qbs| akdq sbi`` bwf|q$ Ug ak kr |rzzk|b

qgb ak qgiq; Gb gia |zkhbd |k li`m` ida `rlfa` qgiq F gia qihbd fq i| i |fed qgiq gf| mbdqi`

lkdafqfkd ui| |qicf`f~fde, crq qgb dbwq mksdfde ub af|lkvbsba qgb cka$ Ifaid gia |ì|gba gf|

kud usf|q| ida c`ba qk abiqg fd gf| cba$

Mf``| Lsbbh f| i |mi`` vf`ìeb, ida Hgi`fab| m|qbsfkr| af|izzbisidlb gia cbbd qgb

|rcnblq ko |kmb qi`h imkde|q qgb `kli`|, crq ugbd qgb dbu| ekq krq ickrq Ifaid| |rflfab qgb


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ugbb`| ko |mi`` qkud ek||fz qrsdba rdqf` qgb bdqfsb |fqriqfkd bsrzqba fdqk i or`` c`kud |lidai`$

Bvbs qgb yrfdqb||bdqfi` isf|qklsiq, m oiqgbs| esbiqb|q lkdlbsd lbdqbsba iskrda zsb|bsvfde qgb

fdqbesfq ko krs oimf dimb$ Ugbd |zblrìqfkd ida srmks| i| qk qgb bvbdq| cbgfda Ifaid|

|rflfab cbeid qk lfslrìqb, gb ablfaba qk mfqfeiqb qgb |lidai` c bvflqfde Hgi`fab| ufaku oskm

krs b|qiqb$

I| F ui| or`` sb|zkd|fc`b oks qgb abiqg ko Hgi`fab, F lkrà dkq fd ekka lkd|lfbdlb i``ku

gf| ufob ida lgfà qk cblkmb gkmb`b||$ F limb qk qgb ablf|fkd qgiq F ukrà b|lksq qgbm qk qgb

lfq ko Ardqgkszb, ugbsb F ukrà ofda qgbm uksh fd qgb gkr|bgkà ko m zskob||ks ida iavf|ks

As$ Hf`lifsdb$ Ugbd F qkà m oiqgbs ko m ablf|fkd qk `bivb, ida m fdqbdqfkd qk dbvbs sbqrsd,

gb zbsoksmba qgb kdb ida kd` qsr` miedidfmkr| ilq ko gf| bdqfsb `fob$ Gb eivb mb qgb or`` |rm

ko qgb cbqskqgi` efoq oks m missfieb qk Dfhhisi, ida cbesraefde` uf|gba mb gizzfdb|| fd krs

`fob qkebqgbs$ F hf||ba m |kccfde mkqgbs ekkacb ida |bq koo kd i nkrsdb qgiq F givb bq qk

ofdf|g i `fobqfmb ko uidabsfde$

Kd skrqb qk Ardqgkszb ub limb ilsk|| i eksebkr| `fqq`b vf`ìeb kd qgb lki|q, sfaa`ba

ufqg esbbd oksb|q| ida osb|g |i`q ifs$ F |zbdq i zksqfkd ko m mkdb qkuisa| qgb zsklrsbmbdq ko i

|mi`` gkr|b dbis qgb qkz ko i miedfoflbdq l`foo kvbs`kkhfde qgb |bi8 qgf| F eivb i| i efoq qk

Hgi`fab| ufaku, i`kde ufqg qgb bdqfsb ciìdlb ko qgb |rm m oiqgbs gia efvbd mb$ Cboksb

`bivfde, F zskmf|ba gbs qgiq F ukrà ofda Hgi`fab| esivb ida af|zk|b ko gf| cka illksafde qkqgb lr|qkm| ko qgbfs sb`fefkd$

Qsrb qk m uksa F miab kdb ofdi` nkrsdb cilh qk qgb srfdba Icbsdiqg mid|fkd$

\kmbgku, fd `kkhfde rzkd qgiq zìlb oks qgb ì|q qfmb F limb qk sbi`f~b ug F obisba fq |k$ Fq ui|

i zìlb ufqgkrq |mziqg ks sbmks|b, i zìlb ugbsb `fvb| ida gkzb| ubsb |giqqbsba, i zìlb

ugbsb dk |idb grmid cbfde ui| ofq qk qsbia$ Fq ui| fd i uksa, bvf`$

Ioqbs i csfbo |bislg, F okrda Hgi`fab| esivb i obu grdasba zilb| oskm qgb mia oilb ko

qgb lszq, ida ufqg esbiq af|lkmoksq ida osbyrbdq eìdlb| kvbs m |gkràbs fd qgb afsblqfkd ko

qgk|b fskd akrc`b akks|, F bwgrmba qgb cka ko m kà osfbda$ Qgbd F crf`q i zsb ko abiaukka

ida crsdba gf| mksqi` sbmifd| qk ar|q$ Qgb|b F lk``blqba ida ìqbs |liqqbsba fdqk i |qsbim ko lkà,

srddfde uiqbs qgiq o`kuba qkuisa| qgb |krqg$ F |bdq m osfbda gkmb$

I| qgb kà |qksqb``bs ofdf|gba gf| qi`b gb c`bu kdb ì|q zroo ko |mkhb ida sk|b, hdbb|

lsilhfde, qk bmzq qgb i|gb| oskm qgb cku` ko gf| zfzb fdqk qgb ofsbzìlb$ \icsdi qgkregq gb


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