thought market #11 ('11, san pablo-laguna)

8/2/2019 Thought Market #11 ('11, San Pablo-Laguna)

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Rl`w qiv l`zf an qivs l`ngu au ` x`xfs anf$ aw‑u wlf sfefnw —sfuvssfewain” ij

Wlivblw M`skfw ― rlael rù dùw uffn 08 qf`su `bi `ng rawl wlf `gzfnw ij cdibu

`ng iwlfs indanf xvcdae`wainu$ x`xfs anfu `sf `dmiuw f|wanew. Izfs wlf xùw qf`su

is ui$ A jffd wl`w ` diw lù el`nbfg cvw ` diw uwadd uw`qfg wlf u`mf. Xùuain e`n cfuàg an ` gajjfsfnw einwf|w eimx`sfg wi lir aw ù jfdw ` jfr qf`su cèk. Wfelnidibq

au el`nbanb wlf d`ngue`xf w s`xag xèf$ u mvel wl`w A einuagfs èefuu u

fmxirfsanb$ uimflir wlanbu `sf w`kfn jis bs`nwfg; gamanaulanb evdwvs`d z`dvf ù

aw cfeimfu sfbsfww`cdq gauxiu cdf. A ffng aw wl`w einzfnafnef uimflir au kaddanb

anawa`wazf$ eefuuacadawq au kaddanb gsazf$ ng fnwlvuaùm au el`nbanb an gfffnawain. @m

A ufnwamfnw`d civw aw9 Qiv cfw A m.

Rl`w qiv l`zf an qivs l`ngu au ` xsigvew ij ufnwamfnw`dawq$ gau`xxianwmfnw$

jsvuws`wain$ jf`su$ `ng vngfsnf`wl aw `dd ― lixf. Jsim wlf uw`sw$ A anwfngfg Wlivblw

M`skfw wi ufszf u zfnvf jis gazfsuafffg zafru cvw A‑m uvsf wl`w `jwfs sf`ganb wlf

jiddiranb x`bfu qiv e`n‑w lfdx cvw niwaef sfevssanb wlfmfu. @xx`sfnwdq$ u mvel

ù A rivdg l`zf r`nwfg wi gazfsuajq einwfnw$ dakf m`bnfw$ A m uvceinueaivudq

gs`rn wi uk xfixdf$ rli xxf`s wi cf kangsfg uxasawu$ wi ul`sf wlfas —wlivblwu” an

Wlivblw M`skfw. Rawl wl`w an mang$ A bvfuu A‑m ulisw ij ` jàdvsf an wl`w ùxfew.

Rl`w qiv l`zf an qivs l`ngu au ` eidd`cis`wain rawl xfixdf rli `sf bfnfsivu

wi ul`sf wlfas wlivblwu in `bf `ng qivwl evdwvsf$ wlfas f|xfsafnefu an g.a.q

xvcdaulanb$ wlfas anuxas`wain jis wlfas mvuae rlael xx`sfnwdq au lf`zq an jism

`ng uvcuw`nef$ wlfas gfffnawain ij bfngfs$ wlfas wlivblwu in mvuae `ng ffdm$ wlfas

einefsnu civw x`sfnwanb rladf uwadd cfanb anzidzfg an uvc-evdwvsf$ wlfas w`kf in

rlq wlf bfnfs`wain ij uaweimu au gajjfsfnw jsim wlf bfnfs`wain ij wfdfnizfdù$ wlfas

niwain ij vsc`n `ng svs`d dajf$ `ng wlfas sfeaxfu jis uimf G.a.Q. eiikanb. Rawl fèl

vwwfs`nef eidisjvd rawl wlfas irn agaiuqnesùafu.

Rl`w qiv l`zf an qivs l`ngu au `n ijjfsanb ng A lixf wl`w ― an inf r`q is wlf

iwlfs ― qiv‑dd ffng uimfwlanb wi xvw anwi vuf. L`zf naef g`q r`qr`sg uxasaw.

AQ@ Wlf c`wwdf cfwrffn biig diiku `ng minfq

AQ@ au ` xix xvnk ivwjw sim wlf eawq i C`w`nbù. Wf jsuw wamf A dau-

wfn wi wlfm A ammfga`wfdq A niwaefg wlf pv`dawq i sfeisganb$ Mèiq i

F`scfngfs uwvgai gag ` bsf`w oic in wlau inf. Lf bfwu wlf uivng i f`sdq

—Wf uw`swanb danf” dcvmu.

An wfsmu i mvuae ng uinb rsawanb `ng cvadganb vx wlf c`ng$ wlfq‑zf

m`n`bfg wi xvdd wliuf e`welq dqsaeu ng xixxaul mfdigafu rawl wlfas

wfelnae`d cadawafu mvuae`ddq. Uinbu sf miuwdq cùfg in sfd`wainulaxu$basdu ng wlfas esvulfu. Uinbu dakf Pvaek lfddi Xf| w`dku civw lfs esvul

rawl danfu dakf —A A u`q la wlfsf$ rivdg qiv ffd uxfea`d9 A‑m sifn l d

wi gf`wl$ am`bananb lir wlanbu rivdg cf dakf”$ dui eeisganb wi Xf|

—miuw i wlf uinbu sf civw gfuxfs`wf wwfmxwu is gfefnw sfd`wain-

ulax.” @X uinb ,f`w. in Gaz` ng wlf @X Esfr au misf i

safngulax uinb. @eeisganb wi wlf c`ng wlau uinb au civw wlfas sfnwfg

`x`swmfnw rlfsf wlfq `ng wlfas esfr l`nb ivw miuw i wlf wamf. Wasg

uinb au —Vngfs wlf udffxuabn” rlael sfmangu mf i wlf uinb$ —Cfuw i

Mf” cq wlf uw`swanb danf. @ng wlau uinb au zàd`cdf is sff girndi`gu

in wlfas xvsf zidvmf x`bf. Kfqx`g g`nef au wlf indq udir uinb an wlau

sfeisg$ niw uvsf rlq aw‑u e`ddfg kfqx`g uinb. Wf ua|wl wsèk rù w`b`dib uinb RCU3:5,wlf M``n uinb au civw `m ng uimf iwlfs

basdu Xf| ggfg. Inf uinb wl`w A sf`ddq dakf ù rfdd au wlf eizfs i Oam

Csaekm`n‑u uinb$ —Wf Baw” rlael sfmangu mf i wlf Xix Bifu Xvnk

eimxad`wain. Iwlfs uinbu wl`w A gagn‑w mfnwain sf Udffxdfuu ng Lfs

`ng mf. Wfuf bvqu sf elaek m`bnfwu. L`l`. Ui a qiv‑sf bvq ng qiv

ringfs lir wi bfw ` basd$ qiv cfwwfs bi `ng ùk wlfm$ wlfq gfjnawfdq

knir wlf nurfs$ L`l`. Rfdd$ A ovuw lixf wlfq f|x`ng misf i wlfas

uinb rsawanb e`x`cadawafu niw ovuw rsawf uinbu civw basdu is sfd`wainulax.

@civw wlf w`nbacdfu$ `swrisk$ d`qivw$ `ng xèk`banb$ linfuwdq A gagn‑w

sf`ddq dakf wlf d`qivw i wlfas EG. A widg Xf| wl`w aw diiku dakf ` ufzfnwl

caswlg`q anzaw`wain; A uk lam rl`w‑u rawl wlf c`ddiinu$ einfwwa ng

jsfrisku. Lf ovuw d`vblfg `w mf$ lf fzfn widg mf wl`w aw diiku b`q cvw

wlfq r`nwfg aw wl`w r`q. Aw sfxsfufnwu lir l`xxq wlfq sf ù angazagv`du.

Ui A uàg ik$ wl`w‑u eiid ng A‑m uw`swanb wi dakf wlf eizfs nir wlivbl.

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Xsfwwq Infu$ `kf Q ‑ G`nean‑ `ng sffu `sf Ur`qan “ `sf uinbu wl`w `sf

e`welq$ mfdigae ng e`n cf fùadq sfmfmcfsfg. In Gfzadu ng Mq$ Lir

Aw Eimfu `sf uwqdaul angaf wsèku rawl f|efddfnw vuf i uqnwlu eimcanfg

rawl niuw`dbae zie d uwqdf.

Vm$ vl il au ui `s au wlf cfuw sfeisg sim Fdcibfn ` misf m`wvsf `ng

xidaulfg sfeisg qfw uwadd qiv e`n ffd wlf s`rnfuu eimcanfg rawl edfzfs

uinb rsawanb ng e`welq mfdigafu.

U`zfu wlf G`q G`qcsf`k

U`zfu Wf G`q au inf i wliuf c`ng wl`w sf`ddq cfe`mf x`sw i ivs dazfu

sim wlf —Wsivbl cfanb eiid” ng —Uw`q rl`w qiv sf” aw cfe`mf `

uivngwsèk i mf bsiranb vx. Wivbl wlau dcvmu uivng gafsfnwdq A

wlank wlau au U`zfu wlf G`q `w awu cfuw.

Wf nfr dcvm —G`qcsf`k” w jsuw dauwfn a u gau`xxianwmfnw sim

c`ng wl`w sf`ddq cfe`mf x`sw i qiv bsiranb vx. Elsau Eindfq‑u ziaef au

assaw`wanb$ lf uivngu dakf ` kag rlananb `civw dizf `ng daf. A eimx`sf

`ng dauwfn wi lau ziaef sim lau xsfzaivu sfeisgu ediufdq ng aw‑u nirlfsf

nf`s wi lau idg ziaef. Aw‑u dakf e‑min m`n lir idg sf qiv9 Rlq wsq wiuivng dakf ` kag9 W`w rù mq anawa`d sfèwain. An wfsmu i wlf mvuae A

e`n u`q wl`w wlau au dakf Uw`q Rl`w Qiv @sf X`sw 3$ wlfq sf ws qanb wi

bfw cèk wlf uivng ng wmiuxlfsf i Uw`q Rl`w Qiv @sf.

A b`zf wlf `dcvm ` ufeing dauwfn `ng aw rùn‑w c`g `wfs `dd. Wf ixfnanb

uinb `ng `dcvm wawdf G`qcsf`k csf`ku wlf civng`safu an uinb rsawanb `ng

esf`wfg ` misf wl`n wfn manvwf uinb. A ivng wlau sf`ddq cs`zf `ng èwv-

`ddq aw gifun‑w uivng dakf ` wfn manvwf uinb. A uwadd gin‑w dakf miuw i wlf

uinbu wlivbl cfe`vuf i wlf zie`d x`swu. A `dui gin‑w dakf wlf Qf`l$ qf`l$

qf`l x`sw in wlf uinb 01<7$ El`mfdfin au `dmiuw ` biig uinb$ dqsae rauf

`ng mvuae`dawq. A wlank a Elsau m`kfu lau zie`du misf n`wvs`d wlau radd cf

in mq xd`qdauw is ` dinb wamf. —Vngsfuu mf” au mf ui Uw`q Rl`w Qiv @sf

wlf zie`d x`sw au misf n`wvs`d eimx`sf wi wlf iwlfs uinbu in wlf dauw.

G`qcsf`k$ I `ng Vngsfuu mf `sf wlf cfuw uinbu in wlau `dcvm$ cvw wlf

niw wlf cfuw UG‑u uinbu. @ng wlau wlsff uinbu au niw fnivbl is mf wi

u`zf wlf g`q.

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@ jfr g`qu `bi$ A sfefazfg bsf`w nfru jsim @bff$ lf widg mf wl`w lf xd`nu in

sfzazanb Wlivblw M`skfw$ wl`w dinf jis mf rù f|efddfnw nfru `dsf`gq. Cvw rl`w e`mf

nf|w rù uisw ij uxfewèvd`s jis mf ―lf ùkfg mf aj A eivdg rsawf ` eidvmn jis wlf anf.

Rawl `dd linfuwq$ wl`w biw mf f|eawfg uanef A‑zf `dr`qu l g ` ffiablw ij j`neq jis

rsawanb jis “`dwfsn`wazf‑ mfgavmu ij xvcdae`wainu rlael e`mf `civw rawl mq f|xiuvsf

wi `swaedfu rsawwfn cq WanganbC`dùvcù ,jis Siek * Slqwlm!$ Dfjwq Liidab`n ,jis

M`|amvmsieknsidd! `ng Elsauwanf Ci`swu ,jis Udvb `ng Dfwwvef!. @u rfdd ù `jwfs

sf`ganb Givbdù Eivxd`ng‑u Bfnfs`wain \? W`dfu jis n @eefdfs`wfg Evdwvsf.

Efnwfsfg `sivng wlf wlfmf ij “sfuvssfewain‑ A rù `gzaufg wl`w aw rivdg xfsl`xu

aw rivdg cf riswlrladf wi rsawf uimfwlanb dinb wliuf danfu. Ui A gag cvw rl`w e`mf

ivw rù pvawf gajjfsfnw uanef diikanb w mq dajf nir rl`w uffmanbdq xsfzàdu au wl`w

izfsrlfdmanb ufnuf ij misw`dawq wl`w eimfu `dinb rawl wlf sf`da`wain wl`w A `m ni

dinbfs an wlf xsamf ij mq qivwl rlael A rivdg dakf wi cfdafzf au `dui uimfwlanb wl`w qiv

rli `sf sf`ganb wlau nir mablw `dui cf wlankanb `civw$ `ng aw au mq lixf wl`w qiv‑dd ffngwlau xafef riswl qivs rladf.

@bf? `n auuvf ij mang izfs m`wwfs.

A ffsuw sf`dafg wl`w A‑m niw bfwwanb `nq qivnbfs au rlfn ` wffn`bfs widg mf wl`w

U`zfu Wlf G`q$ au n idg-ueliid fmi c`ng. M`qcf aw rù ulfdd-uliek is uimfwlanb$

cvw mq knff-ofsk sfèwain rù wi gau`bsff rawl wlf kag$ A mf`n A e`n uwadd sfmfmcfs

dakf aw rù indq dùw Wvfug`q wl`w A ffsuw lf`sg U`zfu Wlf G`q‑u$ Wlf Elikf jsim wlfas

ffsuw dcvm E`n‑w Udir Girn rlael wlfq sfdfùfg in wlf wlfn ffifgbdanb Fpv`d Zauain

Sfeisgu.

Cvw wi mq ùwinaulmfnw ` diw l`zf èwv`ddq el`nbfg `ng wlfn wl`w rù rlfn aw law mf.

Wlf uabnu rfsf `dd `sivng `ng aw rù wlfn wl`w aw `dd uffmfg wi eimf anwi xafefu?

Bsffng`q‑u Cùkfw Eùf au ni dinbfs w`cii wi xd`q an xvnk siek uliru; wlf Fsùfslf`gu

l`zf gauc`ngfg `ng sfvnawfg wri wamfu izfs; FGU@ Giu‑ 08wl `nnazfsu`sq rù

efdfcs`wfg dùw qf`s; Uwsffw Jablwfs AA `ng zagfi b`mf `se`gfu jis wl`w m wwfs `sf wlanbu

@bf au ixxiswvnawq ni dfuu$ wl`n qivwl awufdj

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Xiuw`d Sfuagvf



ij wlf xùw; nicigq uffmu wi sfmfmcfs wl`w Uvxfsm`n èwv`ddq gafg `w wlf l`ngu

ij `n vxuw`sw eiumae csvwf n`mfg Giimug`q; @d`n Miisf `ng Nfad Bàm`n `sf

nir livuflidg n`mfu; C`g Imfn `sf nir uffn ù dazanb dfbfngu ij wlf Xaniq

xvnk uefnf; ng uwvgfnw ewazauwu ni dinbfs uff wlfmufdzfu u fawlfs S@ is SO.

@ diw lù el`nbfg `ng mvel lù cffn sf`dafg. @ng sf`da wain e`mf fzfn ù

A diik w lir A‑m dazanb nir$ A mf`n wlfuf g`qu A indq bi wi babu rlfnfzfs A‑g cf

xfsjismanb is rawl wlf f|efxwain wl`w A `m wlfsf jis Bsffnxfèf `ng A `m bianb

wi gi ` uxafd `civw edam`wf el`nbf `ng nin-zaidfnw gasfew èwain. Iwlfs wl`n wl`w

A `m jàsdq einwfnw rawl r`welanb ` xfsjism`nef ij Wlf Cf`vwq ij Givcw in

Es`xu`d`g‑u QivWvcf El`nnfd.

Fzfn mq cigq au m`kanb uvsf wl`w A rivdg jffd wl`w A `m niw bfwwanb `nq

qivnbfs fuxfea`ddq nir wl`w A e`n‑w fzfn sagf ` uk`wfci`sg rawlivw jffdanb ufnuf

ij mvuevd`s oanbdanb an mq dfbu `jwfsr`sgu; is fzfn sagf ` x`wikoffxnfq in wlf

r`q wi Uwix * Ulix rawlivw mq lf`sw xivnganb j uwfs cfe`vuf ij wlf eimcanfg

rl`mmq ij uidag-uw`wf cùu `ng js`nwae gsazanb wl w `dr`qu gifu wlf oic ij m`kanb

mf xs`q wi Big wl`w A rivdg `ssazf u`jfdq wi mq gfuwan`wain; is wlf jèw wl`w A e`n

ni dinbfs f`w uwsffw jiig dakf krfk-krfk$ wiknfnfnb ng dvb`r jsim wl`w um`dd

uw`dd w wl`w ddfq nf`s Wfsfu` ng @dcan` uwsffwu an Uw`. Mfu` rawlivw mq uwimèl

anuwab`wanb sfzidw bànuw mq gauxiuawain.

Bsiranb idg au m`ng`wisq; bsiranb vx au ixwain`d.

A m`q niw cf ù qivnb ù A vufg wi `ng wlfsf au uimf ufnuf ij einuid`wain wl`w

eimfu rlfn qiv sf`daf wl`w qiv sf idgfs.

Jis mf aw m`kfu mf wl`nkjvd wl`w A e`n uwadd gi ` diw ij wlanbu einuagfsanb

m`nq ij wlf xfixdf A `m `sivng rawl l`zf `dsf`gq gsixxfg mvel ij rl`w wlfq

uwiig jis rlfn wlfq rfsf qivnbfs cfe`vuf wlfq l`zf j`madafu nir wi w`kf e`sf

ij$ rladf A in wlf iwlfs l`ng e`n uwadd xsfwwq mvel gfziwf mvel ij mq wamf uwadd

xvsuvanb an zàn wliuf bs`ngfvs zauainu ij sfzidvwainu `ng el`nbf wl`w A biw cisn-

`bàn anwi `w wlf Xidqwfelnae Vnazfsuawq ij wlf Xladaxxanfu.

Aw m`kfu mf r`nw wi gi misf ivw ij dajf `ng wi nvmcfs mq g`qu cfe`vuf A

knir jsim f|xfsafnef ng jsim wlf ueafnwaffe g`w` wl`w A bfw jsim mq risk rawl

Bsffnxfèf wl`w lvm`n misw`dawq lù biwwfn ` jfr qf`su uliswfs cfe`vuf ij lir

ivs fnzasinmfnw lù binf girnladd uanef wlf Angvuwsa`d Sfzidvwain. U`dafnwdq aw

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Uvng`q Gsazfn Lidag`q Asinae Lvmis FX

Uvng`q Gsazfn Lidag`q au `n Angaf)Xvnk)@eivuwae c`ng sim E`zawf. @ mvua-

e`d xsiofew ismfg cq Sael`sg Eiddafs‑u sinw m`n G`sran Gè`n`q wibfwlfs

rawl lau nfr ivng c`ng m`wfu$ Ufn @daeg`n Cfnga`n in Bvaw`s ) Kfqci`sgu$

Fbin Csq`n Uadz` in cùu `ng Fvcfsw Mioae` in gsvmu.

Asinae Lvmis au ` ua| uinb FX xsigvefg angfxfngfnwdq cq wlf c`ng. Wf uivng

esf`wfg au zfsq sfsfulanb is wlf die`d vngfsbsivng uefnf. @n `dd èivuwae ufw$

rlael m`gf mf wlank wl`w a Sael`sg Eiddafs m`gf `n `dd èivuwae `dcvm wlfq

radd uivng dakf Uvng`q Gsazfn Lidag`q. Wau au `dui sfmanauefnw wi wlf d`wfuw

@dk`danf sai‑u `dcvm `ng wi G`n @gsa`ni An wlf Fmfsbfneq Siim‑u xsiofew.

Wf FX ixfnu rawl ` wsèk Asinae Lvmis$ aw au `civw xùw sfd`wainu `ng cfanb

cawwfs `civw wlf uawv`wain rawl danfu dakf —A l`wf qiv au mq `zivsawf danf$ Aw ffdu

biig wi uff qiv esq.” Nf|w uinb au Jis wlf Cfuw aw‑u inf i wliuf uinb rawl `n

vxcf`w mfdigq eimcanfg rawl mfd`nelidae dqsaeu cq G`sran. Wasg uinb rù

Kaddanb Miin aw‑u ` eizfs sim Feli `ng wlf Cvnnqmfn$ ` biig uinb eliaef

wi eizfs `ng ` biig eizfs ù rfdd. Ovuw qiv$ au ` safng uw`ccanb safngu wlfmfg

uinb wl`w fzfsqinf e`n sfd`wf wi. @ Uinb is Sael`sg$ au ` xfsuin`d `zivsawf aw

ovuw sfmang qiv i Sael`sg Eiddafs wlf safngulax wl`w rù cvadg `dinb wlf r`q.

Wf elisvu au `dui ` xfsfew uanb `dinb in babu$ `ng wl`w radd cf is uvsf. Dùw

wsèk in wlf sfeisg au A Mauufg$ `niwlfs u`g uinb wl`w radd mfdw qivs lf`sw. @ng

fzfn wivblfuw bvq an wlf uefnf radd l`zf lau lf`sw wivelfg rawl Gè`n`q‑u dqsaeu.

@dd an `dd wlau au ` csadda`nw Fx.

Sfzafru

U`q La Vm$ vl il.

U`q La ismfsdq knirn ù U`q La wi Qivs Mim au `n angaf)xirfs xix)

siek uidi ivwjw cq Fsae Fdcibfn. Gsixxanb —wi qivs Mim” au n f|efddfnw

gfeauain `ng angae`wfu ` ws`nuawain wi misf m`wvsf mvuae `ng uinb rsawanb.

Vm$ vl il au ` udir xlùfg$ dfuu uqnwl `dcvm eimx`sfg wi lau xsfzaivu

sfdfùfu. Fzfn g`skfs is lf`zafs u uimf xfixdf rivdg u`q. A qiv dakf lau

xsfzaivu sfdfùfu qiv mablw wlank wl`w wlau a u ` cab uwfx is lam. Niw sf-

`ddq uivnganb dakf lau idg sfeisgu. Uinbu dakf Giwu in wlf M`xu$ @dd wlf

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E`n rf m`kf ivs uliru misf

sfefxwazf wi l`zf ivs j`madafu$ rli

m`q is m`q niw cf anwi LE-xvnk$

fnoiq is `xxsfea`wf wlf evdwvsf `ng

eimmvnawq rawl vu9

Fsae C`sci? qf`l$ i eivsuf$ aw radd w`kf wamf cvw

wlfq radd vngfsuw`ng. rf ovuw nffg wi f|xdàn ng

fneivs`bf wlfm wi xxsfea`wf wliuf wlanbu wl`w rf

dizf wlfn fzfsqwlanb radd uw`sw sim wlfsf.

M`f? Dfw‑u ovuw m`kf ivs uawf umikf sff ui kagu

`ng nin umikfsu e`n csf`wlf sffdq. Aw‑u xiuuacdf

ei rf‑sf amxdfmfnwanb aw an ivs uliru lfsf an

C`bvai. Rfdd wlfsf aw au. Lixf wi uff qivs `madq

rawl qiv an wlf uliru wi eimf...

Naekuin Efxaddi? Qfu rf e`n. Jis razfu. Cvw is

kagu9 N`l. Uliru sf vuv`ddq vx “wad rl`w.. 0`m9

3`m9 Wfsf‑u vuv`ddq rl`w... ciif9...wlfn$ ie-

eùain`ddq uimf vnnq umfdd uw`swu jddanb vx wlfulir‑u as. @ng$ wi wlf uwvxagawq i fr an uimf

uliru wl`w A‑zf cffn wi$ wlfsf‑u? zaidfnef. Dfuu ng

dfuu i wliuf$ wlfn A mablw einuagfs. A‑dd ovuw ràw

is mq kag wi gab anwi mq sfeisgu rlfn lf bsiru

vx. Wfsf‑u ni nffg wi svul ivs kagu anwi rl`w rf

l`zf sablw nir. Wfq‑dd l`zf wlfas wamf.

Igfuu` K`svk`? rf‑sf w`dkanb civw LE uliru

lfsf niw LE uefnf$ sablw9 aw rivdg cf `rfuimf

wi l`zf ivs uxivufu ng kagu rawl vu in uliru

`ng xxsfea`wf rl`w rf‑sf anwi. xfsuin`ddq$ a nfzfs

sf`ddq l`g ` xsicdfm rawl aw. cvw dfw‑u èf aw$ LE

uliru sf niw is fzfsqinf. wi miuw i vu$ wlf

uefnf au ivs dawwdf fue`xf. ` dawwdf eisnfs wl`w dfwu

vu cf vu `ng uwadd cf vngfsuwiig$ zfsuvu wlf risdg

wl`w xvulfu vu NI wi wlank is ivsufdzfu... wlf

u`g wsvwl au$ wi uimf i vu$ LE ulir au `dui `n

fue`xf sim ivs `madafu rli nfzfs sf`ddq r`nw

wi vngfsuw`ng vu ng am uvsf uimf radd bsff

wl`w wlfq rivdg r`nw wi kffx wlf uliru wl`w r`q.

rf miul$ rf xd`q ùw `ng divg$ uimfwamfu rf

cs`rd... a wlank aw rivdg cf rfasg wi m`kf LE

uliru kagu-safngdq. lir‑u wl`w fzfn binn` risk9

a rivdg nfzfs dfw mq uin `dr`qu cf f|xiufg rawl

wlf lvbf mivnw i gfeacfdu sim wliuf uxf`kfsu`ng wlf iggu i qanb cigq in wi mq uin‑u dawwdf

wisui. a‑g u`q an LE uliru$ `madafu sf rfdeimf

cvw csanb qivs irn kagu `w qivs irn sauk.

@dcfsw @uein`? qf`l rf e`n$ cvw wlfsf ulivdg

cf `n anawa`wazf sim wlf kag wi x`swaeax`wf an wlf

evdwvsf rf‑sf an is wlfm wi wsvdq z`dvf aw. wlfq

mvuw cf wlf inf wi gaueizfs aw. rf ù x`sfnwu

ulivdg niw isef aw vnwi wlfm ei a wl`w l`xxfnu$

rf‑g cf ni gafsfnw sim wlf x`sfnwu i wlf idgfsbfnfs`wainu rlfsf wlfq iseacdq wiik wlfas kagu wi

elvsel ng l`zf fm cfdafzf uimfwlanb wlfq `sfnw

wsvdq einzanefg i. Nir$ a wlfq l`xxfn wi sf`ddq

gab rl`w rf gi$ wlfn wl`w rivdg cf ` cinvu. wlf

wisel au cfanb xùufg in.

@ddfn Svcau? wlf 2 d`kfu uefnf `ng wlf uivwl

efnws`d esfr lù cffn zfsq uvxxiswazf rlfn-

fzfs A csanb mq uin `ng raf wi uliru.... ` d`sbf

zfnvf lfdxfg dwlivbl aw‑u zfsq l`sg wi uff wlf

c`ng rlfn qiv‑sf w wlf cèk rawl qivs `m .....

xfsl`xu m`kf uvsf wl`w zfnvfu l`zf `w wlf dfùw `

gfefnw eimisw siim$ uf`wu is fzfn siim wl`w

eivdg ufszf u nvsuanb siim is rl`w niw w wlf

zfnvf,a xiuuacdf... wl`w‑u ovuw mf ng dawwdf caw

i l`nk b`sjfdg w`dkanb.

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rù `dui rl`w einzanefg mf wi xvsuvf `n M@ an Wlfidibq cfe`vuf A r`nw wi

xùuain`wfdq uwvgq wlf eisf ij mq cfdafju `ng amxdae`wainu in lir A ulivdg cf

dazanb ng niw wi mfnwain wlank dinb ng l`sg in lir aw e`n cf f|xsfuufg zfsc`ddq

`ng sfuxinuacdq an ciwl risg ng gffgu.

Wlankanb `civw aw `dui el ddfnbfu mf wi kffx wlf jàwl an Big$ xfixdf$ agf`du$

wlanbu ng mfmisafu wl`w A lixf ù A einwanvf bsir idgfs rivdg anjism mq

gfeauainu an dajf wl`w rivdg an inf r`q is niwlfs m`kf n amxèw wi uimfinf$

uimfrlfsf an wlf jvwvsf.

A l`zfn‑w èwv`ddq ffbvsfg aw `dd ivw cvw wi mf wl`w‑u wlf jvn x`sw ij bsiranb

idg$ aw au mvel wlf u`mf ù `gidfuefnef cfe`vuf mvel ij rl`w A jffd nir `sf uwadd

rs`xxfg an `rf `ng ringfs `ng wlf lf`swèlfu wl`w dazanb csanbu uwadd au mvel dakf

wlf lf`swcsf`ku wl`w m`gf mf jffd dakf mq risdg rù fnganb cèk rlfn A rù 02.

Gfffnawfdq rf ulivdg `dr`qu diik jis wlf biig wlanbu ij dajf `ng niw `ddir

ivsufdzfu wi cfeimf gauwiswfg `ng gauu`waufffg rawl wfmxis`sq gau`xxianwmfnw

ù fzfsqwlanb an dajf `ng awu xdfùvsf au cùfg in vxu ng girnu$ rawlivw nq

gau`xxianwmfnw wlfsf rivdg niw cf nqwlanb wi diik jisr`sg wi `ng dajf rivdg cf

miniwinivu.

Dajf au einuw`nw ffblw jis wimissir rawl cfwwfs zafr xsigveanb

fneivs`bfmfnw wi dazf. Rlael df`gu vu bàn wi wl`w j`mada`s einedvuain? wlfsf au

bsf`w cf`vwq an dajf$ `ng rf mvuw in ni eeivnw uvcmaw ivsufdzfu wi wfmxis`sq

gau`xxianwmfnwu cvw e`ssq in$ u wimissir au niwlfs g`q.

Xfsl`xu wlau au wlf wsvf dfuuin wl`w eimfu rawl bsiranb idgfs aw ufszfu ù

` sfmangfs wl`w rf e`nniw gi fzfsqwlanb$ `ng wlfsf au ` ufnuf ij dacfs`wain an

sf`daanb wlau. Wlau fn`cdfu vu wi gi uimfwlanb$ `ng wi gi aw zfsq rfdd --wl`w xfsl`xu

rivdg x`zf wlf r`q jis ` cfwwfs risdg wl`w rf `dd `sf gqanb jis...

Elvek Cèd`bin$

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wi is rlq gi a nffg wi bi `ng elfek mq fmàd fzfsqwamf. cvw d`wfs

in$ ulf cfbvn wi vngfsuw`ng fzfsqwlanb. aw rù l`sg gvsanb wlf jsuw

qf`s wi dfw lfs knir civw l`sgeisf is xvnk. cfe`vuf aw rùnw indq

`civw mvuae aw rù dui civw eimmawmfnw. a w anzidzfu anwfsèwain

cfwrffn angazagv`du$ `ng an isgfs is mf wi gi wl`w a nffg wi l`zf `

mfgavm. mq xe$ mq xlinf$ unàd màd is rl`wfzfs wlanbu a e`n vuf.

rlfn ulf u`r ` diw i màdu)xèk`bfu `w ivs màdci|$ w jsuw$ ulf rù

ùkanb mf$¬rli·u wlau¬ is ¬rl`w·u wl`w is¬ cvw udirdq wlanbu rfsf

bfwwanb in lfs r`q. ulf gixw ng bfw vufg wi dd wl`w am gianb ng

wlfn d`wfs ulf vngfsuw`ng. cvw am misf f`bfs$ wi xvul lfs damaw`wain$

a r`nw lfs wi dizf mq mvuae fzfn a a knir wl`w aw radd cf ga evdw. a

wsafg ` fr wamfu rlfn a xvw in Anwfbsawq `w ivs uwfsfi `ng xd`qfg aw

`w nism`d zidvmf$ ng mq raf rù dakf ¬rl`w rù wl`w99999$ uwix

aw$ ik¬. l`l`l`l$ ik wl`wu niw lfs wùwf. inf wamf$ a xvw in f|ù au

wlf Sfùin$ ng wlfn ulf e`mf ng ukfg mf$ ¬rl`w c`ng rù wl`w9¬.

`ng a ffd bsf`w. cfe`vuf uimflir$ w dfùw$ wlau c`ng e`n e`xwvsf qivs

`wwfnwain. sim wlfn in$ a uw`swfg xd`qanb mfdigae l`sgeisf)xvnk

rlael uimfwamfu ulf radd fnoiq `ng uimfwamfu niw. cvw nir$ ulf

vddq kniru mq xùuain ng wlf dizf is `dd wlau wlanbu. ulf kniru$

wl`w l`sgeisf)xvnk rfsf dsf`gq x`sw i rli a `m. am wl`nkvd wl`w

ulf rù ixfn wi `dd wlau wlanbu. wlfsf rfsf wamfu wl`w a nffg wi w`kf

lfs rawl mf ovuw wi uff wivsanb c`ngu. aw radd `dr`qu gfxfng in lir

rf radd anwsigvef ivsufd wi uimfinf wl`w rfsf ` nin le)xvnk xfsuin

fuxfea`ddq a aw rù x`sw i qivs `madq dakf wi qivs x`swnfs.

Wlivblw M s kfw58

Rl`w au gvmxdanb xsfuu9 Lir gag qiv

eimf vx rawl gvmxdanb xsfuu9 Rlfn gag

aw uw`sw9

Gvmxdanb Xsfuu au rl`w rf‑g e`dd ivs —xvcdaulanb

`sm”. A‑g cffn vuanb n fmàd `ggq rawl wlf n`mf

gvmxdanbxsfuu$ ng rlfn Xìdi ,mq x`swnfs

`ng A mfw `ng gfeagfg wi xvw ivs risk ivw$ rf

gfeagfg wi vuf wlf n`mf. Lf wlivblw aw l`g ` naef

sanb wi aw$ uanef rf fnzauainfg —mfga` fmxasf”

i uiswu$ dakf rl`w Z-Uf`sel ng Ovni Ciiku ,is-

mfsdq SF-Uf`sel ng @K Xsfuu sf gianb. Indq

rf‑sf s sim gianb ciiku is iczaivu sfùinu$ ui

rf uwaek wi anfm`kanb is nir. Aw l`g wlf risg

—xsfuu” an aw$ ng ` gvmxdanb xsfuu au ewv`ddq

eiikanb wiid wi m`kf gvmxdanbu. Wf èw wl`w

Xì ng A sf xsèwae`ddq ul`xfg dakf gvmxdanbu au

vnanwfnwain`d$ lflf

L`di-L`di rù ivs jsuw Gvmxdanb Xsfuu sfdfùf$

rlael rù an ‑11. Ivs dizf is xix evdwvsfcsivblw vu wibfwlfs$ ng w wlf wamf$ diw i wlf

m`bànfu ivw wlfsf rfsf es`x. Rf màndq rsiwf

`civw wlf wlanbu rf dakfg `ng wlf xfixdf rlim

rf wlivblw rfsf vngfss`wfg ,dakf Ciu mq i

X`s` Ciu. Rf r`nwfg wi cf da kf Ba`nw Siciw w

inf xianw. Wfn rf uw`swfg wi sf`g misf anfu

rlael anuxasfg vu wi esawapvf misf. W`w el`d-

dfnbfg vu wi rsawf rawl misf xfsuxfewazf$ w`kanb

anwi eeivnw uxfewu i sèf$ edùu$ bfngfs$ fwe.

Rl`w au wlf einefxw cflang aw9 Rli `sf

wlf xfixdf anzidzfg an aw9

Uanef rf uw`swfg$ rf nfzfs c`nginfg wlf agf` i

xvcdaulanb$ ui wl`w‑u rl`w aw au$ ufd-xvcdaulanb

bsivx. A rivdg xsaisawaf in wl`w misf wl`n vdd-

cdirn gauwsi$ sf`ddq. Rf uwadd gauwsacvwf fr anfu

`ng ufdd iwlfs wawdfu ginf cq anfuwfs safngu rlfn

rf l`zf ixxiswvnawafu wi gi ui$ cvw eimmawwanb

wi uwiekanb vx in anfu fnwàdu diw i l`sg risk

`ng gfgae`wain$ ng A dr`qu jng mqufd rsawanb

misf m`wfsa`d ui wl`w Gvmxdanb Xsfuu awufd eivdg

l`zf misf ivwxvw. Rf‑sf uwadd fnwlvuaùwae civw

ul`sanb anfu rf dizf$ ng A fuxfea`ddq uvxxisw

wliuf rli xvw ` diw i fisw an wlfas einwfnw `ng

l`zf l`g ciwl xidawae`d ng xfsuin`d einueaivu-

nfuu `civw wlfm. Misfui a wlfq r`nw wlfas uwv

sf`g cq ` diw misf xfixdf rli sfeibnaf wlfas

m`wfsa`d is wlfas uvcuw`nef ng esf`wazawq. Wi aw‑u

w`kfn vu ` rladf wi gaueizfs rlfsf ivs irn uwv au

sfb`sgfg `zis`cdq ng rlfsf aw aun‑w. I eivsuf$ `

diw i xfixdf gin‑w vngfsuw ng rl`w anf a u$ ng

wlf el`ddfnbf au wi wvsn wlfm inwi anfu. Rlael

au rlq A‑m niw zfs q m`skfw-gsazfn xfsuin ei A

gin‑w wlank wlfsf `sf sf`d xsijdfu in sf`gfsu. A‑zfbiwwfn eivxdf i vnazfsuawq xsifuuisu anwfsfuwfg

an anfu$ ng fzfn S`q` Uasac`n ,C`wmvn Einuxas-

èq lfsufd gag eiid wlanb an lfs xiuweidina`d daw

edùu cq anwsigveanb lfs uwvgfnwu wi wlf kang i

anf-rsawanb wl`w addvuws`wfg xiuweidina`d fdfmfnwu$

`ng A rù sf`ddq `wwfsfg rlfn ulf vufg eivxdf

i mq zabnfwwfu sim M`swa`d D`r C`cafu ù f|-

`mxdfu. @ng rf‑sf uwadd f|xdisanb$ ei ivs dinb dauw

i anwfsfuwu gin‑w einjnf vu `w `dd an inf `sf` is

uvcevdwvsf. Rf dakf sw$ cvw rf gin‑w agfnwaq rawl

wlf `sw uefnf. U`mf bifu rawl jdm$ eimaeu$ `ng x-siek. Rlael m`kfu ivs anfu misf is fzfsqcigq$

is `nqinf rli‑u anwfsfuwfg$ sf`ddq.

Rf `dui l`g wi xvw ivw ` anf sf`gfs e`ddfg Elix

Uvfq. Aw kang` ufszfu u xsamfs in anfm`kanb

Wlivblw M s kfw 2



an wlf Xladaxxanfu$ wli A rivdgn‑w e`dd aw eimxsf-

lfnuazf. Rl`w‑u amxisw`nw au wl`w rf fmxlùafg

wl`w anfu gag niw l`zf wi cf einjnfg wi xvnk w

`dd$ ng wl`w xfixdf ulivdgn‑w cf gaueivs`bfg wi

m`kf ` anf ovuw cfe`vuf ` diw i anfu `sf miuwdq

`civw xvnk wi wlf xianw wl`w anf aun‑w anf a

aw‑u niw xvnk. Gvsanb wlf _anf Ein ‑83 isvm$

wlfsf rfsf xfixdf rli uxikf vx `civw wl`w$ ng

aw‑u uimfwlanb wl`w rf anwfng wi el`nbf. Rf‑g dizf

misf uxf`kanb fnb`bfmfnwu ― ui `s$ rf‑zf bazfn

` xsfufnw`wain in anfm`kanb ng anf fuwlfwaeu

wi sw uwvgafu mòisu sim VX Gadam`n$ ng wl`w‑u

`niwlfs r`q i dfwwanb xfixdf knir civw lir

gazfsuf anfu e`n cf.

U`gdq$ wlfsf `sf `dui GAQ kagu wl`w `sfn‑w cab in

esf`wazawq ng l`zf rsawwfn vu i ù —fdawauw” ovuw

ei rf l`zf csànu ng agfù$ `ng m`qcf uxas`-

wainu$ wii. Wanb au rawl anfu au wl`w qiv gin‑w

l`zf wi cf ` sf`d rsawfs wi xvw ivw inf$ cvw wlf

r`q aw‑u riskfg rawl mf au wl`w anfu gag lfdx mf

amxsizf mq es`w. A‑zf indq sfefnwdq eimf wi wfsmu

rawl cfeimanb ` rsawfs)xix lauwisa`n dakf X`b`n

Kfnnfgq ,—Xd`wismu” `ng san` Siccanu ,rli

ievufg in rimfn e`swiinauwu ng basd-xsigvefg

angfxfngfnw eimaeu$ `ng A‑m uvsf wl`w rin‑w

mf`n nqwlanb wi nqinf fduf an wl`w uefnf wl`n

aw gifu wi mf ,`ng Xì$ rli lù cffn uvxxiswazf

i mq rsawanb fngf`zisu. Ui uvf vu is cfanb

w`dfnwfg. Linfuwdq wli$ rf gi w`kf xsigvewain

ufsaivudq$ a niw ivsufdzfu$ ng aw‑u ringfs rf

bfw gauufg cq ufd-ufsaivu agaiwu$ ui rli‑u l`zanb

wlf dùw d`vbl nir9 Uwaeku `ng uwinfu! A gin‑w fzfn

rùwf mq wamf dakfnanb xvnku `ng angaf kagu wi

Oiln Lvblfu labl ueliid e`fwfsa` dvnel esirgu

ei A sf`ddq l`zf cfwwfs wlanbu wi gi rawl mq wamf

wl`n cawel `civw xfixdf ovuw ei qiv‑sf of`divu

i rl`w wlfq gi. Dakf wlfq wlank qiv‑sf `dd civw

eimxfwawain$ `ng GAQ au ui niw `civw wl`w$ cvw

misf civw esf`wanb uxèfu is wlanbu qiv ffd wl`w

`sf dèkanb$ `ng sfuxfewanb iwlfs xfixdf rli gi aw

is wlf u`mf sfùin. Aw‑u c`g fnivbl wl`w bdiuuafu

`sf ivw wi eimxfwf rawl inf `niwlfs is wlf u`mf

einuvmfs m`skfw. Aw‑u uvel ` labl ueliid wlanb.

Xfixdf ulivdg cf miwaz`wfg wi gi wlanbu s`wlfs

wl`n cawel `civw wlfm ovuw ei wlfq‑sf niw l`xxq

rawl wlf r`q wlanbu `sf. Dakf wlfq sfuabn wlfm-

ufdzfu wi wlau rlidf —m`swqs” uqngsimf$ dùlanb

ivw w wlf giman`nw evdwvsf$ ng m`kanb dakf

wlfq‑sf uvfsanb `dd wlf wamf. @ng A‑m ui uaek `ng

wasfg i wl`w rlidf mangufw ei aw indq xsfzfnwu

qiv sim esf`wanb is xsigveanb wlanbu. Fzfsqwlanb

cfeimfu dd w`dk$ dd cawel$ ni ivwxvw. A sfvuf wi dfw

xfixdf dakf wl`w gs`b mf girn rawl wlfm.

I eivsuf$ anism`wain gauufman`wain au uwadd

xsicdfm lfsf. @ng xfixdf dui sfuxing wi mvuae

rawl misf fnwlvuaùm wl`n wlfq gi sf`ganb m`wf-

sa`d. Aw‑u ui wfmxwanb wi uw`sw dawfsèq e`mxàbn

`dinbuagf f|auwanb infu!

Wfuf `sfn‑w anefnwazfu wi bazf vx$ wli. Qf`l$ wlfsf

`sf fnivbl rsawfsu$ xfsl`xu wii m`nq i wlfm.

Qf`l$ xfixdf dakf mvuae cfwwfs. Cvw mq màn cff

au wl`w wlfsf ovuw aun‑w fnivbl bfngfs-xsibsfuuazf

m`wfsa`d wi bi sivng wl`w‑u vn ng um`sw ng

lù wlf kang i qivwlvd f|vcfs`nef wl`w A‑m

diikanb is. Wf rsawfsu ivw wlfsf dr`qu l`zfagfù$ ng A l`zf manf$ wii$ ng A‑g s`wlfs xvw ivw

mq agfù wl`n gaf rawl wlfm is uff uimfinf fduf

èwv`daf wlfm.

Wlivblw M s kfw<

Lir m`nq kagu gi qiv l`zf9 @bfu9

Fsae C`sci ,ismfsdq i Eijffmvb anf!? la

am fsaek `n ir$ ` `wlfs i 3 ciqu$ wsfzfs `ng

uf`n. mq fdgfuw au : qsu idg `ng mq qivnbfuw au 00

minwl. rf dazfg uimfrlfsf an wlf fv.

M`f ,Xs`qfs i Fngvs`nef!? A ng Bsfnel l`zf

nanf minwl idg da wwdf ciq.

Naekuin Efxaddi ,U`vn`!? A l`zf ` ciq. Lf

wvsnfg wri dùw @xsad.

Igfuu` K`svk` ,K`kwvu K`svk`$ Svul AG!? a

l`zf < qf`s-idg ciq

@dcfsw @uein` ,C`g Imfn!? a l`zf wri ,3 cf`v-

wavd kagu$ fofa rli‑u nir 07 qf`su idg ng `qaful` rli‑zf ovuw wvsnfg 0 qf`s `ng : minwlu.

@ddfn Svcau ,Elaekfn Eiix Eiddfewazf$ Mangufw

00!? mq indq lfddsàufs wvsnanb 5 in fc$ B`cf!

Aj LE au$ inf r`q is wlf iwlfs$ `civw

j`madq$ A cfb`n wi ùk mqufdj —lir

e`n rf m`kf wlf eimmvnawq misf

—j`madq-jsafngdq”$ cvw `w wlf u`mf

wamf uwadd cf ` gauufnwanb evdwvsf9”

Fsae C`sci? cfisf a mfw mq raf$ a rù `dsf`gq

anwi l`sgeisf ng xvnk. wlau xùuain ng wlau

anwfsfuw civw wlf l`sgeisf)xvnk evdwvsf rù

`dsf`gq ` x`sw i mq daf rlfn a rù ` wffn`bfs.

aw bsiru fzfn misf rlfn a mfw eiddfbf safngu.

`w wlf `bf i 0<$ a l`g cffn `n èwazf x`sw i wlf

le)xvnk uefnf. a rù an fzfsq uliru cèk wlfn.

a sf`g fzfsq anfu `ng civblw fzfsq le)xvnk

sfd`wfg uwvu. a mfw ` diw i xfixdf rli rfsf

èwazfdq anzidzfg w l`sgeisf)xvnk u rfdd. aw rùdakf$ rf rfsf ` bsivx i angazagv`du wl`w lù wlf

u`mf anwfsfuw an mvuae ng rf wsafg wi ufx`s`wf

ivsufdzfu in wlf wqxae`d fnzasinmfnw wl`w qiv

uff fzfsqg`q. 2 qf`su wfs$ a biw m`ssafg. mq

raf ginw l`zf `nq agf` `civw rl`w am dauwfnanb

Wlivblw M s kfw 31



Inf ij wlf wlfmfu wl`w ijwfn bfw eizfsfg cq l`sgeisf uinbu au wlf

dizf jis `ng ij j`madq. Wlau au niwaef`cdf `minb NQLE$ rlfsf miuw

ij wlf c`ngu l`zf fzidzfg jsim wlf uwfsfiwqxf ij f|efsxwu jsim wlf

wlvb)b`nb uvszaz`d l`ngciik jis wlf uwsffwu kang ij dqsaeu wi j`madq-

isafnwfg wqxf ij uwvjj u miuw ij wlf zfwfs`nu l`zf eimf wi sàuf

j`madafu ij wlfas irn. Ovuw diik w wlf bvqu jsim L3I ng wlf anuwawv-

wain ij @bniuwae Jsinw$ ciwl ij rlim sf eimxiufg ij mfmcfsu rawl

j`madafu ng kagu.

Uimf ij mq jsafngu an LE xvnk ,mqufdj anedvgfg l`zf —bsirn vx”

`ng l`zf j`madafu ij wlfas irn. Aj LE au$ inf r`q is wlf iwlfs$ civw

j`madq$ A cfb`n wi uk mqufdj —lir e`n rf m`kf wlf eimmvnawq misf

—j`madq-jsafngdq”$ cvw w wlf u`mf wamf uwadd cf gauufnwanb evdwvsf9”

E`n rf m`kf ivs uliru misf sfefxwazf wi l`zf ivs j`madafu$ rli

m`q is m`q niw cf anwi LE-xvnk$ fnoiq is xxsfea`wf wlf evdwvsf

`ng eimmvnawq rawl vu9 A rùn‑w uvsf aj uimfinf lù dsf`gq ùkfg

wlfuf pvfuwainu$ ui A gfeagfg wi ùk uimf jsafngu `ng xfixdf jsim

wlf LE-Xvnk uefnf wlfuf pvfsafu `ng lixfg wi bfw wlfas zafru in

j`madq ng lir aw sfd`wfu wi wlfas evdwvsf ij eliaef.

Mq irn f|xfsafnefu l`zf dfjw ` c`g wùwf$ ù mq irn j`madq rù

`cvufg an n in-danf wwèk cq die`d c`ng. Aw rù gau`xxianwanb wl`w

wlf LE-xvnk eimmvnawq rù pvafw civw wlf aneagfnw$ einuagfsanb dd

wlf slfwisae ij lvm`n sablwu ng sfuxfew. Rlael au inf sfùin rlq A

gfeagfg wi ùk wlfuf pvfuwainu$ lfsf `sf wlf sfuxinufu A biw?

M`kanb LE-Xvnk J`madq-Jsafngdq9Anwfszafru cq amx asfg uxffel

Wlivblw M s kfw3<

Gvmxdanb Xsfuu au ovuw mf `ng Xì$ sf`ddq. Cvw ivs

misf evssfnw xsiofewu rivdgn‑w l`zf cffn xiuuacdf

rawlivw wlf lfdx `ng eiixfs`wain i safngu$

idg ng nfr$ ciwl rawl anfuwfs cèkbsivngu is

rli wliuf rli l`zf wlf x uuain is rsawanb$ xix

evdwvsf ng rfc gfuabn rawlivw nfefuu`sadq l`zanb

xvw ivw ` xsanw anf cfisf.

Rfsf wlfsf nq iwlfs n`mfu wl`w qiv

einuagfsfg9 Rl`w rfsf wlf svnnfs-vxu9

Nixf. Rf rfsf ufw in Gvmxdanb Xsfuu sablw sim

wlf uw`sw.

Rl`w sf wlf evssfnw ng xùw xsiofewu

GX lù cffn gianb9 Lir `sf wlanbu bi-

anb rawl awu gajjfsfnw èwazawafu9 Rl`w `sf

qivs jvwvsf xd`nu9

O`rcsf`kfs au$ cq `s$ ivs miuw evssfnw xsiofew. Aw‑u

` xix evdwvsf anf rawl fmanauw ud`nw$ eixxanb

wlf rlidf basd evdwvsf `fuwlfwae. Rf‑zf `dr`qufnoiqfg vekanb sivng rawl wlf agf` i m`kanb

` zèvivu mfgavm uivng um`sw rladf kffxanb

wlf uxfew i vn ng esf`wazawq an aw. A wlank diw

i ivs anvfnefu sf xsfwwq iczaivu ― Cawel$ Cvuw

`ng Zfnvu$ `ng idg ueliid Uùuq m`b. Rf gin‑w

vngfsfuwam`wf ivs sf`gfsu$ cvw rf gi vngfsuw`ng

a xfixdf m`q niw bfw uimf i ivs sffsfnefu ei

rf rf`s ivs evdwvsf in ivs udffzfu. @w wlf u`mf

wamf$ A cfdafzf wl`w an wlf dùw 6 qf`su is ui$ wlfsf

l`zf cffn uxèfu rlfsf angfxfngfnw basdu e`n l`zf

` xafef i angfxfngfnw evdwvsf `ng wlsazf an aw. Wfffgcèk‑u cffn bsf`w! A wlank xfixdf ,ciwl fm`df

`ng m`df ei ciqu sf`g ivs anf wii l`zf sf-

uxingfg misf `zis`cdq wi O`rcsf`kfs wl`n wi `nq

iwlfs anf rf‑zf ginf an wlf xùw$ `ng aw‑u `dui biig

wi knir wl`w wlfq `dui biw uimfwlanb ivw i aw.

Dakf A mfnwainfg f`sdafs$ rf xvw wibfwlfs wlau anf

eimx e`ddfg Elix Uvfq wl`w‑u x`sw anf xsamfs

`ng aw dui anedvgfu anf xafefu sim wlf riskulix

x`swaeax`nwu i _anf Ein ‑83. A dui xvw ivw wlau

xfsanf e`ddfg M`swa`d D`r C`cafu$ rlael rù

miuwdq xix evdwvsf sfeiddfewainu sim uimf i vu

kagu rli rfsf cisn gvsanb wlf wamf. Xìdi e`mf

ivw rawl 5 auuvfu i Gquvn|ain fr qf`su bi$

`ng rf ei-`vwlisfg L`di-L`di vx wi awu 3ng `ng

dùw aul. Xvwwanb ` ediuvsf wi L`di-L`di mf`nw wl`w

Xaniq xix esawapvf rù cfeimanb misf èefuuacdf

wlsivbl m`bànfu dakf Jdax `ng Miauw ,rlael rù

jsuw n`mfg Iauw. Wi wlf d`wwfs nfzfs u`r 3ng au-

uvfu$ `ng `wfs `dmiuw ` qf`s$ Jdax m`bànf uffmfg

wi l`zf gau`xxf`sfg sim wlf ulfdzfu. Miauw miuwdq

l`g dawfs`wa is fgawisu$ cvw aw ulirfg xsimauf.

A wlank wlanbu eivdg cf cfwwfs rawl wlf rfcuawf

,o`rcsf`kfs.xl. I eivsuf$ rf l`zfn‑w sfxdèfg

wlf xsanw mfgavm$ uanef rf‑sf ui wwèlfg wi aw

`ng wlfsf‑u uimfwlanb anesfgacdf civw ewv`ddq

axxanb wlsivbl wlf x`bfu i iwlfs xfixdf‑u risk$

rlfwlfs aw‑u ` anf$ ` eimae is ` ciik. Rawl xsanw

ù rfdd u uimf i ivs xfsuin`d eimmawmfnwu$ aw‑u

l`sg wi jng wlf wamf wi vxg`wf wlf uawf. Rf wsq$

wlivbl$ ng A biww` l`ng aw wi wliuf rfcanfu rli

`sf sf`ddq biig w vxg`wanb fzfsq minwl.

Rf‑sf eimanb ivw rawl ` oianw jewain anf. Uwadd

jnaulanb vx mq —pviw`” i uwisafu$ ng A‑m wsqanb

mq l`ng w d`qivwanb ng eidd`banb. A‑g dakf wi gi

misf xfsanfu. @ng vwvsf auuvfu i O`rcsf`kfs$is uvsf. A uff O`rcsf`kfs u uimfwlanb wl`w

gifun‑w l`zf wi damaw awu ueixf i esawapvf an ` xsanw

anf `dinf. Wfsf `sf r`qu wi bfw uimf basdu ,`ng

wikfn ciq `ddafu wibfwlfs wi w`dk `civw fzfsqwlanb

basd evdwvsf ng cfqing.

Wlivblw M s kfw 1



Rawl wlf gajjfsfnw xsiofewu qiv‑zf anawa-

`wfg is x`swaeax`wfg$ rlael ij wlfuf `sf

qiv miuw xsivg ij9 Rlq9 Rlael rù wlf

miuw jsvuws`wanb9 Rlq9

A‑m xsivgfuw i O`rcsf`kfs ei aw‑u wlf inf ediufuw

wi mq lf`sw sablw nir. A‑m dr`qu einsinwfg rawl

auuvfu i agfnwawq$ cfanb Jadaxan` sim n ixxsfu-

uazf E`wlidae ueliid cèkbsivng rli nfzfs lù wi

dazf vx wi wliuf einjnfu$ rli e`n eliiuf wlf evd-wvsf ulf r`nwu wi csf`wlf$ rli fnoiqu xsiefuuanb

daf an nindanf`s m`nnfs wlsivbl xiuweidina`d

dfnufu$ an felnaeidis rawl siekan uivngwsèk.

Rlfn qiv wlank an wfsmu i lir l`sg aw au is

rimfn wi bfw wlfas uwisafu xvcdaulfg an wlf màn-

uwsf`m xsfuu$ is lir bdiuuq m`bànfu gin‑w sf`ddq

—uxf`k” wi wlf qivwl$ A wlank aw‑u g`mn nfefuu`sq

wi l`zf uimfwlanb dakf O`rcsf`kfs ivw ng wi l`zf

mànuwsf`m eefuuacadawq ,an wamf$ m`qcf. Niw

wl`w rf‑sf —gianb wlf oic”$ cvw aw‑u ` sffewain inlir basdu gin‑w jw anwi wl`w kang i midg$ q‑knir$

wlf —xsfwwq” ulaw. W`w rf zafr ng einuvmf

evdwvsf gafsfnwdq. Is wl`w rf uivsef ivw wlanbu

s`wlfs wl`n sfdq in wlf mfga` wi bazf aw wi vu. @ng

A‑zf nfzfs sf`g bdiuuq wl`w A eivdg einnfew rawl.

Fzfn Cawel$ Cvuw$ `ng Zfnvu sf evdwvsf-civng.

Cfanb `n angfxfngfnw xvcdaulfs$ A bvfuu wlfsf‑u

wl`w pvfuwain in lir rf xd`n wi uvuwàn wlau wlanb

jn`nea`ddq$ fuxfea`ddq cfe`vuf aw‑u l`sgdq ` eisxis`wf

zfnwvsf$ rf gin‑w l`zf ` cab uw`$ `ng rf gin‑w fzfn

l`zf sf`d i ef uxèf! Rf risk sim ivs limfu$ is

uaw an ` eiff ulix wi gauevuu ivs agfù$ lixanb wl`w

ni inf izfslf`su lflf. Cvw rf‑dd w`kf aw inf uwfx

`w ` wamf$ `ng niw bfw f|ws`z`b`nw rawl wlf eidis$

fuxfea`ddq rlfn rf sf`ddq e`n‑w ìsg wl`w.

Wf miuw svuws`wanb rivdg l`zf wi cf _anf Ein

‑80. A‑m bd`g aw rù rfdd-sfefazfg wi n f|wfnw$ cvw

aw rù ` diw i l`sg risk$ `ng aw wiik ` diw `r`q

sim mq xfsuin`d wamf. A cdfr i bs`g ueliid cf-

e`vuf i aw. Rladf aw csivblw m`nq bsivxu an inf

siim$ aw l`sgdq fdw dakf eimmvnawq. Niw dakf

A‑g f|xfewfg aw wi$ cvw aw indq ulirfg wl`w xvnk

rù wii wlfsf. Miuw i wlf anfu rfsf xvnk$ miuw

i wlf `sw rù xvnk. Rlfsf rfsf wlf xfsanfu9

Mfw`d dui l`g zfsq dawwdf sfxsfufnw`wain$ ng wlfq

biw `k sim uimf xvnku. @ fr basdu ivwuagf wlf

uefnf rfsf xvw i cq lir svgf uimf i wlfm

eivdg cf wir`sgu wlf fm`df uxf`kfsu gvsanb wlf

jsuw isvm. Niw zfsq biig anwsigvewisq$ lvl9

Dinb wfs$ A ovuw r`nwfg wi gauw`nef mqufd sim

wlf mvuae uefnf ng fneivs`bf misf anf-m`kanb

ivwuagf i xvnk cfe`vuf xfixdf uw`swfg cfdafzanb

wl`w a ` anf rùn‑w xvnk$ wlfn aw rùn‑w ` anf.

Rlael au `cuidvwf cvddulaw ei rlfn A biw anwi

anfu$ wlfq rfsfn‑w xvnk anfu w dd.

Au Jfmmf JM ` xsiofew ij GX9 Rl`w lù

cffn wlf sfèwain$ ui j`s9

Jfmmf JM rù nfzfs sf`ddq ` GX xsiofew wi cfban

rawl. Jasuw e`mf wlf agf` wi lidg dauwfnanb x`swq$

rlael A gauediufg wi ` eivxdf i fm`df safngu$

`ng wlfq rfsf f|eawfg civw xaekanb uinbu is

wlfas ufw. Wf agf` rù wi l`zf 5-7 basdu rawl ga-

fsfnw mvuae ufnuacadawafu ― dakf inf e`n cf misf

anwi angaf siek$ wlf iwlfs xvnk ng niwlfs basd

anwi mig uwv$ q‑knir$ is z`safwq. Wfq xsfx`sf` ufwdauw$ ng aw‑u vx wi wlfm a wlfq r`nw wi wlfmf

aw is niw. Rf vuv`ddq eimf ivw rawl xsibs`m

is ` anf is aw$ ui wl`w rf e`n ul`sf wlf ufwdauwu

rawl wliuf rli eimf wi Jfmmf JM. Vuv`ddq$ wlf

ufwdauwu l`zf gfuesaxwainu i wlf uinbu$ xfsuin`d

Wlivblw M s kfw08

Saek? a wl`w —wlvb” wlanb au ovuw n am`bf$ wl`w au

niw nfefuu`sq. A uimfinf r`nw wi cf wlvb$ cfw-

wfs bi wi lax-lix rlfsf cfanb ` wlvb au ` sfpvasf-

mfnw

M`f)Bsfnel? wlf mèli wlanb au indq is às

lf`gu. qiv gin‑w l`zf wi cf ` —wivbl bvq” rlfn

qiv‑sf anwi le. aw‑u ovuw cfanb asinae rawl wlf

sfuxfew$ csiwlfsliig$ ng dd wliuf udib`nu qiv

`dr`qu ulivw ivw. an r`q$ aw m`q cf èwis. cvwa inf au sf`ddq anwfsfuwfg$ a cfdafzf wl`w ulf rin‑w

cf cdangfg cq wlfuf mèlaumi `ng diik anwi wlf

l`xxafs uagf i aw anuwf`g.

Wff? —wlvb” fdfmfnw an LE au einvuanb. aw

einvufu wlf nfr kagu rli sf wsqanb wi f|xdisf

wlf LE eimmvnawq. iwlfsu w`kf wlf ixxiswvnawq

wi eissvxw wlf mangu i wlf nfr kagu. LE au niw

`civw l`zanb inf u df`gfs ng iwlfsu iddirfsu.

aw indq gff`wu wlf wsvf mf`nanb i LE. ù is mq

irn ixanain$ LE au ` m`wwfs i eliaef$ cf aw `ciq is ` basd. A gin‑w uff wlf —wlvb” cfanb ` èwis

wl`w indq fr fm`dfu x`swaeax`wf an wlf LE eim-

mvnawq. A wlank wlfsf au d`sbfs eivnw i fm`df

x`swaeax`nwu an LE eimx`sfg wi iwlfs uwqdfu i

`bbsfuuazf mvuae.

Aj qiv knfr wl`w wlf risdg rivdg

fng wimissir$ rl`w rivdg qiv csanb

rawl qiv an isgfs wi m`kf dajf an wlf

xiuw `xie`dqxuf cf`s`cdf9

Kffqi? esffxq! @ M`wel$ l`ngq g`ngq vwadawq knaf `ng ` s`w. l`l`

Saek? @ diw i iig.

M`f)Bsfnel? jsuw i$ a‑g ws`zfd wi xdèfu a‑zf nfzfs

cffn wi wig`q ,rawl wamf e`sfvddq cvgbfwfg. ng

rlfn wlf uvn saufu$ a‑g cf uawwanb diikanb `w wlf

cfuw uefnfsq a‑zf fzfs uffn$ uaxxanb evx i sfuldq

csfrfg cdèk eiff$ lawwanb in qiua. l`xxq

wlivblwu rladf ràwanb is mq gsùwae gf`wl. ui

evx i eiff$ qiua$ ng l`xxq wlivblwu!

Wff? mq `madq$ wlfq‑sf dr`qu in wlf wix mq

xsaisawafu.

Wlivblw M s kfw 32



anb ng uiswanb wlanbu rlael e`n cf cfnfjea`d wi

mf ng mq dizfg infu. Wfsf `sf diwu i ixwainu

rf l`zf an wlau daf$ rl`w uieafwq bazfu vu sf? Ud`zf

qivsufd wadd gf`wl$ w`kf an fzfsqwlanb wl`w wlfq

m`skfw ng ulizf aw an qivs uquwfm rawlivw sf`ddq

wlankanb ,a qiv r`nn` cf e`ddfg —Xsigvewazf”

mfmcfs i uieafwq. Jis mf wl`w‑u wiw`d lisufulaw.

Rf nir l`zf wlf wfelnidibq ng wlf mf`nu wi

fmxirfs ivsufdzfu. Awu ovuw m`wwfs i jnganb

wl`w mf`nu wi gi wlanbu wlf r`q rf r`nw aw wi cf$

is wl`w qiv l`zf wi xvw an f|ws` fisw.

Saek? cfanb uwsàblwfgbf$ ng is mf wl`w‑u cfw-

wfs r`q wi dazf mq daf.

Wff? wlf mfnw`dawq i uvszazanb wlsivbl gafs-

fnw uwsvbbdfu rawl daf$ fzfsqg`q csanbu gafsfnw

uwsvbbdfu.

M`f? A‑zf biw ` diw i auuvfu ù i wlf mimfnw cvw

A wsq mq cfuw wi kffx aw xiuawazf. A‑m misf anwi

èwainu wl`n risgu. A gi niw eimxsimauf ovuw wi

xdfùf xfixdf$ A indq gi aw a aw‑u wlf sablw wlanb wi

gi.

Gi qiv l`zf —liccafu”9 A knir

Kffqi eiddfewu wiqu$ lir gag qiv

uw`sw rawl qivs eiddfewain9 Rl`w‑u

qivs j`zisawf minb uwvjj qiv‑zf eid-

dfewfg9

Kffqi? A sfmfmcfs bfwwanb mq jsuw ws`nuismfs

sim mq vnedf an E`n`g` rlfn A rù an fdfmfn-w`sq.W`nku wi c`bvai‑u vk`q A l`zf cffn cdf wi

f|x`ng mq eiddfewain ng ufdd uwv x`q uimf ca ddu.

Mq `zfu `sf wlf infu A bfw indq is ` wfnwl i

wlf isaban`d xsaef.l`l`

Wff? a‑m anwi m`bae? wlf b`wlfsanb cvw a pvaw. a sf-

efnwdq ovuw uw`swfg rawl kaw cvadganb ,bvnxd`$ mq

`zisawf au xd`qanb m`bae? wlf b`wlfsanb$ a uwadd l`zf

xd`nu xd`qanb wlf b`mf cvw aw radd gfxfng in lir

m`bae gfdù rawl wlfas nfr danfvx i e`sgu.

M`f? A‑m ing i sf`ganb. A eiddfew ciiku i

Uwfxlfn Kanb ng Gf`n Kiinw$ l`sg `ng uiw

civng. J`zfu sf Nffgvd Wanbu cq Uwfxlfn Kanb

`ng Ms. Mvsgfs cq Gf`n Kiinw. A‑zf biw eiv-xdf i ciiku sim gafsfnw `vwlisu$ A e`n ws`gf

aw rawl ciiku sim Kanb ng Kiinw. m`fgis`f-

minHbmàd.eim is wlf ws`gf. =

L`zanb ` jfm`df mfmcfs an wlf c`ng$

rl`w `sf qivs zafru rawl sfb`sgu wi

wlf —wlvb” fdfmfnw an LE9 Au LE uvx-

xiufg wi cf —mèli”9 Gi wlank wl`w

wlf wlvb fdfmfnw au ` jèwis ù wi rlq

wlfsf `sf indq ` jfr jfm`df x`swaea-

x`wanb an wlf LE eimmvnawq9

Kffqi? @m niw sf`ddq anwi wlf —wlvb)mèli”

wlanbq. Wf wlanb au$ m`nq kagu sf fmvd`wanb

wlfas agidu sim isfabn c`ngu$ sim uivng wi am-

`bf. A wlfas agid w`kfu an ulawdi`gu i gsvbu$ l`zf

li`sgu i rimfn is gaxiu`d ng bifu in vek-

anb uxsff$ wlfn aw au ovuwajfg a qiv `dui gi wlfm9

L`l`l`. A wlank wl`w aw au inf èwis$ a qivsf xd`q-

anb ovuw wi liik vx basdu is x`s`gf qivs basdsafng

an uliru..wlfn wlfsf qiv bi. @civw wlf xaw$ Am

niw bànuw nqinf bianb dd ivw an miulanb$ wlfufg`qu xfixdf sf misf sfuxinuacdf rlfn aw eimfu

wi wlf xaw$ wliv rf e`n uwadd uff uimf gvgfu rlidd

miul ovuw wi ulir i rliu wivblfs$ wlfn kagu

radd bfw lvsw$ a knir uimf basdsafngu rli x uufg

vx in uliru cfe`vuf i wl`w.

Wlivblw M s kfw3:

uabnaje`nef$ fwe. Aw‑u civw ul`sanb mvuae u mvel

ù aw au `civw dfwwanb xfixdf knir wl`w basdu gi

wlank `civw wlfas mvuae ovuw ù mvel ù wlf ciqu

gi. Wf einefxw i wlf GO lù cffn ui m`df-

giman`wfg$ cvw w wlf u`mf wamf$ Jfmmf JM aun‑w

`civw xsizanb wl`w basdu e`n cf GOu. Aw‑u niw civw

ukaddu is xsizanb wl`w rf‑sf —xvszfqisu i wùwf”. Aw‑u

wi ulir lir basdu e`n xfsuin`ddq anzfuw an mvuae.

@ng A‑m niw w dkanb jn`nea`d$ fawlfs.

Rf‑zf indq xvw wibfwlfs ` eivxdf i dauwfnanb

x`swafu. Cvw aw diiku dakf ` biig wamf wi sfzazf aw$

uanef rf l`zf ` nfr zfnvf an mang.

Rawl wlf gauwsi uxfew ij GX$ rl`w sf

evssfnwdq vngfs qivs siuwfs)e`w`dib9

Lir gi qiv ufdfew wlf uwvjj qiv e`ssq9

Rivdg qiv u`q wl`w wlfsf au ` esawfsa`9

Wfuf g`qu$ rf gin‑w gi wlf e`w`dib wlanb. A vufg

wi cf `cdf wi èpvasf `wu i anfu A sf`g ginf cq

anfuwfsu i eidis ng ul`sf wlfm rawl safngu rli

rfsf anwfsfuwfg an sf`ganb uwv `civw fmanaum

`ng sèf. Cvw gmawwfgdq$ aw‑u l`sg wi m`n`bf

anf gauwsi vddwamf ei A l`g wi risk ù rfdd. A

rivdg l`zf r`nwfg wi gauwsi misf anfu ginf cq

die`d basd anfuwfsu$ cvw wlf ivwxvw lù cffn s`wlfs

um`dd. Rf gi bfw wi w`cdf w uliru ng fzfnwu$ ng

A gi bfw wi csanb rl`wfzfs anfu A l`zf. Xsffs-

`cdq evssfnw auuvfu. I eivsuf$ wlfsf radd `dr`qu

cf uimf idg uwv wl`w‑u dfw izfs sim cfisf wl`w

m`q is m`q niw mizf. @ng vuv`ddq$ rf fng vx

ul`sanb wlfm rawl xfixdf rli sf bfwwanb anwi

anfu$ is xfixdf rli sf diikanb is uimfwlanb

uxfeaje$ dakf m`qcf xvnk)le is xfsanfu. Rf m`n-

`bfg wi bazf ivw bfnfsivu nvmcfs i cèk auuvfu

wi wlf VX swu uwvgafu mòisu gvsanb ivs dfewvsf.

Aw uffmu wi ciwlfs xfixdf rlfn ` gauwsi lù

esawfsa`$ cvw l`zanb cffn ` gauwsi rawl agfù$ rf

xsffssfg wi gauwsi anfu wl`w `sf niw damawfg wi

xvnk$ wl`w l`g wl`w xfsuin`d pv`dawq civw wlfm$

wl`w m`kf xfixdf wlank. Wf gauwsiu A isgfs anfu

sim fdufrlfsf an wlf risdg bi cq wlau ufd-m`gf

xidaeq e`ddfg gauwsi einuagfs`wain$ ng A bsff rawl

wl`w ― aw‑u sf`ddq vx wi wlfm wi gfeagf rl`w anfu

wlfq r`nn` gauwsi `ng rl`w wlfq gin‑w r`nn`

e`ssq. @ng vuv`ddq$ wlfq l`zf wlfas irn xidaeq

`civw einwfnw. Uimf sf misf x`swa`d wi xfsanfu

s`wlfs wl`n xvnk anfu. @ng i eivsuf$ wlfq gin‑w

r`nn` e`ssq anfu wl`w anedvgf uf|auw)limixli-

cae)sèauw)edùuauw einwfnw.

Lfsf$ aw‑u dakf wlfq f|xfew gauwsiu wi e`wfs wi fzfsq-

wlanb$ is fduf wlfq‑dd w`kf aw xfsuin`ddq ng bfw dd

xauuq ng ulaw. A‑m sf`ddq eliiuq civw wlf risk A

r`nw wi uvxxisw$ `ng sfeaxsieawq cfwrffn mf `ng

wlf xfsuin rliuf anf A e`ssq au uimfwlanb A w`kf

wi lf`sw. Ei a wl`w sfeaxsieawq aun‑w wlfsf$ wlfn

rl`w‑u wlf xianw9 Rlq ulivdg A uvxxisw wlf risk

i `nqinf rli gifun‑w sfwvsn wl`w sfuxfew9 Is

rli au eimxfwawazf is wl`w m`wwfs9 Cvw lfq$ a A

gin‑w r`nn` e`ssq anf$ uimfinf fduf radd$ sablw9

Ui wlf gauwsi wlanb lù cffn sf`ddq anism`d. Rf

ufdd ivs irn anfu w babu rlfn rf e`n. Rf dui

e`ssafg anfu dakf Wivblw M`skfw$ r.s.a.n.b.$

`nbi C`nbi$ C`ssfd$ fwe. Cvw d`wfdq$ A‑zf cffn

misf anwfsfuwfg an sfwàdanb anfu ― is s`wlfs$ m`k-

anb wlfm misf eefuuacdf wi uwvgfnwu. Dakf wlfsf‑uEsirgfg Livuf an VX. EELP ,Efnws`d Eimaeu

Lf`gpv`swfsu an JCS @se`gf dinb K`waxvn`n

au dui uvxxiswazf i die`d uwv ― niw ovuw angf-

xfngfnw eimaeu cvw anfu$ wii ― `ng wlfq m`kf

einuabnmfnw lùudf-sff.

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A‑m dui anwi eefuuisafu$ dakf xanu. Xì ng A

m`kf gfuabn wlf cvwwinu `ng ufdd fm wi wlf

kagu w uliru. Wfq‑sf gianb sf`ddq rfdd$ ng aw‑u

anwfsfuwanb wi jng ivw rl`w xfixdf sf ewv`ddq

diikanb is. @ diw i basdq fuwlfwaeu ,miuwdq i wlf

evwfuq kaekùu z`safwq ng xix evdwvsf icufuuainu

,rlfwlfs `sw jdm is <8u elffuf bi anwi ivs cvw-

win-m`kanb$ ng xx`sfnwdq$ aw ovuw edaeku. Rf dizf

ufddanb wlfm u mvel u rf dizf m`kanb wlfm.

L`zf qiv fneivnwfsfg nq xsicdfmu

rawl wlf gauwsi9 Xdfùf f|xdàn.

Miuw i mq gauwsi xsicdfmu l`zf cffn in wlf

sfwàd uagf. Aw‑u siq`d xàn an wlf uu wi gf`d rawl

cabbfs uwisfu. Eisxis`wf uwsvewvsfu dakf irfs

Sfeisgu sfdq in anziaefu ng ulaw. A knir aw‑u am-

xisw`nw wi kffx wsèk i qivs jn`nefu ng dd$ cvw

xd`qanb cq wlfas uquwfm csivblw ui mvel lùudf.

Uvsf$ rf uidg `dd i wlf anfu$ cvw bfwwanb wlf x`q-

mfnw rùn‑w fzfn riswl dd wl`w wsivcdf. A m`gfwri is wlsff w saxu wi wlfas U`n X`cdi i ef ovuw wi

bfw wlf g`mn anziaef sablw$ ng wlfq gagn‑w bazf

s`w‑u ùu a A biw aw rsinb wlf jsuw wri wamfu. A an-

uauwfg wl`w wlfq eeivnwfg is wlf diuufu ,`sivng 7

anfu biw jdelfg$ `ng wlfq gag$ a aw rù `nq ein-

uid`wain. @wfs eiddfewanb wl`w elfek$ rlael rù

xsfwwq mvel bù minfq$ A gfeagfg niw wi ciwlfs

`nqmisf. Wau lissacdf f|xfsafnef indq m`gf mf

cfdafzf misf an um`dd fnwfsxsauf. I eivsuf$ wlf

xsicdfm rawl um`ddfs cvuanfuufu lfsf au wl`w qiv

gin‑w knir lir dinb wlfq‑sf binn` dùw$ ni m`wwfslir labl wlfq sfbauwfs in wlf fnwlvuaùm mfwfs.

Aw‑u dui amxisw`nw wi jng uwisf wl`w e`n uvxxisw

anfu rawl wlf u`mf kang i fnwlvuaùm u$ u`q$

eimaeu. Eimae Pvfuw lù dr`qu cffn x`swa`d wi

wlfas bsivx i eimae xvcdaulanb safngu wl`w wlfq

`dafn`wf wlf iwlfs angfxfngfnw eimae xvcdaulfsu.

Wfsf sf lissis uwisafu civw um`ddfs eimae xvc-

daulfsu niw bfwwanb wlfas minfq `ng uwv. Rf uidg

ivs anfu wlfsf is ` wamf$ ng rf gagn‑w bfw nq

r`sm vafu sim wlfm$ fzfn a rf rfsf sfbvd`s

evuwimfsu. Aw rùn‑w ù mvel i ` lùudf ù aw rù

wlf agf` wl`w wlf uwisf xd`qfg `zisawfu. Am`banf

lir m`nq wamfu A sfmangfg wlfm wi xvw vx ivs

vekanb xiuwfs$ ng wlfq nfzfs ciwlfsfg. @ng i

eivsuf$ wlf iddiranb rffk$ @d`m`w‑u xiuwfs au vx

wlfsf nnivneanb wlfas nfr sfdfùf. A l`zf niwl-

anb bànuw @d`m`w$ cvw aw‑u sf`ddq Eimae Pvfuw‑u

xidawaeu wl`w uveku. Ui rf gin‑w ciwlfs rawl wlfm

`nqmisf$ is fzfn einuagfs wlf xiuuacadawq i bfw-

wanb wlfm wi e`ssq ivs anfu$ fuxfea`ddq rlfn wlfq

èw dakf wl`w.

Wlf sfefnw _anf Ein 3880 lù cffn `

uveefuu$ rivdg GX ùuauw an xvwwanb vx

`niwlfs inf wlau qf`s9 Rl`w rfsf wlf

icofewazfu an xvwwanb vx wlf einzfnwain9

Rfsf wlfq elafzfg9

Rf isb nafg `niwlfs _anf Ein an M`q 3883$

`ng gfeagfg wi m`kf aw ` rffkfng. Aw rù ui mvel

cfwwfs `ng dfuu uwsfuuvd wlau wamf `sivng ― is

mf$ nqr`q. A dui gfeagfg wi mvuwfs vx uimf

einjgfnef wi uxf`k vx civw anfu ng gazfs-

uawq$ ng lir anfm`kanb rù dd civw gazfsuawq

`ng niw —xvnk lfbfminq”. Aw ed`sajfg wlanbu

is xfixdf rli r`nwfg wi uw`sw wlfas irn anfucvw gagn‑w bfw sivng wi gianb ui cfe`vuf wlfuf

xvnk-siekfsu rfsf wfddanb wlfm wl`w anfu rfsf

indq civw xvnk. Lir maubvagfg$ ng n`ssir-

mangfg. A widg wlf `vgafnef wl`w wl`w rlidf w`dk

`civw xvnk-indq anfu rù cvddulaw ng wl`w anfu

Wlivblw M s kfw03

Lir gag qiv bfw anwi LE9 Lir

rivdg qiv gajjfsfnwa`wf LE jsim

iwlfs `bbsfuuazf uwqdfu ij mvuae9

Kffqi? 0117$ wlf csiwlfs i ` safng i manf rù

diikanb is gsvmmfs wl`w wamf$ A bsffg wi xd`q.

Wfn e`mf wlf ulir$uimf kagu ra wl Mil`rku$

ukannq of`nu$ elveku ng GMu..`ng wlf sfuw au

lauwisq. Jsim wl`w g`q$ A e`n u`q wl`w aw rù da f

el`nbanb mimfnw. Mfw`d au misf i wlf wfelna-

e`d uwv$ uidi wlau-uidi wl`w$ dqsaeu i wlanbu da kf

vnaeisnu-imcafu-gvnbfinu `ng gs`binu. Gin‑w

bfw mf rsinb$ A `dui dizf uimf mfw`d c`ngu rlael

l`zf biig ufnuf an wlfas dqsaeu. Jis mf$ L`sg-

eisfXvnk au misf sf`dauwae$linfuw$ uimfwlanb wl`w

A e`n sfd`wf wi$ uimfwlanb rlael e`n m`kf mf

mizf ng gi wlanbu)wlank an niwlfs r`q$ sf`d

`dwfsn`wazf.

Saek? @w jsuw A‑m ovuw ing i dauwfnanb wi divg

mvuae rawlivw kniranb wlf mfuu`bf i wlf c`ng$wl`w wwawvgf el`nbf rlfn A biw wi c`bvai ng

uw`swfg wi r`wel l`sgeisf)xvnk uliru$ wlfsf A

uw`swfg wi sf`g wlf dqsaeu ng df`snfg sim wlfm.

An wfsmu i mvuae A wlank wlfsf au ni cab gafsfnef

cfwrffn l`sgeisf ng iwlfs bbsfuuazf mvuae. Cvw

an wfsmu i wlf mfuu`bf i l`sgeisf wl`w‑u gafs-

fnw uwisq.

Wff? r`q cèk an lablueliid. a `dr qu r`nwfg wi

cf an c`ng$ niw kniranb wl`w wlf c`ngm`wfu a

mfw au an LE eimmvnawq. L`zanb dauwfnfg wi diw

i gafsfnw uwqdfu i mvuae$ LE au wlf indq uwqdf i

mvuae wl`w anvufg wlfas mvuae rawl z`dvfu$ vnawq$

`ng wlf sf`dawq i dazanb `ng uvszazanb wlsivbl

gafsfnw uwsvbbdfu.

M`f? Wsivbl C`bvai Eawq Svuw Esfr$ Gfj`nw

,Kffqi in gsvmu minb iwlfsu rli anwsigvefg

aw an C`bvai. A l`g ` c`ng wlfn `ng rf fzfnwv-

`ddq xd`qfg an wlfas uliru rawl wlf lfdx i uimf

safngu. Kffqi dui ul`sfg lau egu ng agfù$ uanef

rf biw lam wi ufuuain is Kasuel. LE‑u `bbsfuuazf

cvw awu dqsaeu wivelfg mq daf. Aw‑u niw wlf vuv`d

lf`swcsikfn$ Raee`n$ ovuw dqsaeu kang i uwv.

Gi qiv wlank qiv‑dd jiddir wlf Ud`qfssivwf an xd`qanb qivs mvuae9 @u Wim

@s`q` `ng wlf iwlfs bvqu sf `dmiuw

68 q)i$ gi qiv uff qivsufdzfu cfanb

68 `ng uwadd xd`qanb `nbsq mvuae9

Kffqi? a gvnni$ rl`w A knir au wl`w u dinb u

wlfsf‑u ulawwq wlanbu bianb in ng xfixdf gianb

ulawwq wlanbu$ wlfsf‑dd cf `dr`qu uimfwlanb wi u q)

uanb civw. Rf e`nw ovuw uamxdq wvsn wlf iwlfs

uagf$ abnisf wlanbu ng eefxw aw sablw9

Saek? an mq 68u `ng uwadd xd`qanb9 A‑m niw uvsf in

wl`w$ rl`w A‑m uvsf i au wl`w A‑m uwadd in l`sgeisf

fzfn rlfn A‑m in mq 68‑u is 088‑u…

Wff? xsfwwq mvel. qiv e`n‑w sf`ddq uff rl`w wlf

vwvsf lidgu$ rf‑dd uff rlfn wlf wamf eimfu.

M`f? Qfu. W w‑u AJ rf‑sf uwadd `sivng!

LE au uvxxiufgdq misf wl`n ovuw

mvuae$ lir gi qiv `xxdq wlf fwlaeu

ij LE an fzfsqg`q dajf9

Kffqi? A wsq wi kffx wlanbu sful$ `m niw wlf

wqxf rli e`n bi in fzfsqg`q rawl ` uxfeaje gàdq

sivwanf.Wf `cadawq wi r`dk wl`w wlan danf cfwrffn

wlf uefnf ng wlf fnzasinmfnw rf da zf an$ eliiu-

Wlivblw M s kfw 36



Saek? Jis mf aw au gazfsuf. Rf l`zf gafsfnw agfù

`ng dafuwqdfu

Wff? LE an C`bvai au wablw. fzfsqinf lfdxu fèl

iwlfs ng ul`sfu wlfas irn ixanain wi m`kf wlf

uefnf an C`bvai uwsinbfs. C`ngu an C`bvai e`ssq

wlfas irn vnapvf uwqdf ng mvuaea`nulax rladf

kffxanb wlf bbsfuuazfnfuu ng z`dvfu anwèw.

M`f? A e`n u`q wl`w wlf uefnf lù m`wvsfg izfs

wlf qf`su. Angazagv`du m`q gafs an uimf r`qu

cvw rf sf civng cq ivs xùuain is mvuae ng

wlasuw is ,xiua el`nbf. Rf lf`s bfnfsae ng sful

uivngu$ rfdd aw‑u wlf lf`sw ng mang i wlf c`ng

uxf`kanb ui aw‑u sf`ddq uimfwlanb wi `xxsfea`wf.

LE kagu9 Uimf `sf eiid$ uimf `sf niw. @dd A e`n

u`q au$ cfanb uw`bn`nw m`kfu qiv gvmc.

A‑zf sf`g uimf ij XIF‑u dqsaeu `ng

wlfq `sf zfsq um`sw `ng esawae`d. An

uinb-rsawanb$ lir gifu XIF rsawf

uinbu9 Au wlfsf ` esf`wazf xsiefuu

wl`w qiv jiddir9 Lir gag qiv eimf

vx rawl wlf XIF uivng9

Kffqi? jsuw i `dd$ wl`nku.l`l`. A wlank wl`w

wlfsfu ni ismvd` is ufw i svdfu rlfn rf wsq wi

rsawf uinbu. Rf ovuw r`nw wi ulvn `r q sim wlf

wqxae`d anwsi-zfsuf-elisvu-zfsuf wlanb. Rf ovuw

jng aw ` dawwdf misf anwfsfuwanb a wlf mvuae au ovuw

iranb$ rsawf uinbu rlael rf wlank rf e`n xxdq

an ivs gàdq dazfu `ng wixaeu wl`w sfn‑w wivelfg cq

m`nq l`sgeisf)mfw`d c`ngu.

Wff? sim rl`w a‑zf uffn ui `s$ fzfsqinf lù wlfas

irn anxvw anwi wlf uinbu. Kffqi dr`qu uku is

ixanainu rawl dqsaeu ng bvaw`s danfu$ bsfnel xsi-

zagfu agfù is bvaw`s danfu `ng m`f au xsfwwq mvel

ik rawl fzfsqwlanb.

Rlfsf gi qiv ffng wlf `nbfs wi jvfd

qivs uinbu9

Kffqi? wlf nbfs!! i cf linfuw$ miuw i wlf

uinbu rfsf rsawwfn rawl uimf uisw i —`nbfs”$ cvw

`wfs wl`w efswàn mimfnw$ qivdd ovuw jng qivsufd

an ` gafsfnw miig. A mf`n$ rf rfsf l`xxq rlfn rf rsiwf uimf uinbu)x swu$ `nbfs au niw ` einuw`nw

èwis. L`wf e`n cf xiuawazf fmiwain rlfn aw

isefu qiv wi cfwwfs qivsufd. Uimfwamfu qivdd ovuw

jng qivsufd rsawanb girn anwfnuf dqsaeu$ ng wfs

wl`w$ sf`da`wainu radd kaek an$ qivdd fawlfs ues`x aw

is wsq wi m`kf aw cfwwfs$ qiv knir….`nbfs rawl `

biig sfùin$ niw ovuw uimf —vek qiv ei A gin‑w

dakf qiv)vek fzfsqwlanb an wlau risdg ei A gin‑w

bfw rl`w A gfufszf sim qiv)fzfsqinf”.

Wff? a‑m niw sf`ddq uvsf rlfsf$ agfù ovuw eimfu

anwi mang `ng A wsq mq cfuw wi l`zf ` l`sgeixq i

wlf agfù wl`w a l`zf.

M`f? Xfixdf ng vnvuv`d fzfnwu ufszf u mq miwa-

z`wain. Niw nfefuu`sadq `nbfs.

Rl`w `sf wlf anffivfnefu qiv anjvuf an

XIF‑u uinbu9

Kffqi? fzfsqg`q daf au ` cab anvfnef. Cùae`ddq$

XIF au ` L`sgeisf c`ng$ rf ovuw vuf aw rawl

mfw`d)wlsùl. Fzfsqinf an XIF lù wlfas irn

mvuae`d cèkbsivng rlael A wlank au ` niwlfs

èwis an XIF.

Wff? mq anvfnefu `sf wlf c`ngu A dauwfn wi.

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rfsf `civw GAQ$ mf`nanb NI OVU XVNK.

Uvsf$ rl`wfzfs die`d anfm`kanb lauwisq rf l`zf

lfsf uw`swfg rawl xvnk$ cvw aw gifun‑w l`zf wi fng

rawl aw.

An _anf Ein 3880$ rf anwfngfg wi csanb xfixdf

wibfwlfs$ cvw an wlf nablwm`saul ixfnanb isvm

rf l`g$ aw rù xvnk wl`w vniswvn`wfdq l`g wi

l`zf wlf dùw u`q$ uanef wlf mfw`d anfuwfsu rfsf

xsèwae`ddq ciifg ivw i wlf isvm. Xdvu eivxdfi basd anfuwfsu wiik wlf lf`w wl`w iueadd`wfg sim

svgf uf|auw offsu wi `n anwfssib`wain civw fma-

naum wl`w xvw ciwl uxf`kfsu in wlf uxiw. Fzfn wlf

b`ddfsq r`ddu rfsf sffkanb i xvnk fuwlfwae. Ui

mvel is gazfsuawq. Cvw xvwwanb wibfwlfs ` GAQ

fuw wl`w l`g isvmu `ng ukaddul`sf rù ` f`w an

awufd$ ng A‑m bd`g A wiik x`sw an m`kanb aw l`x-

xfn. Aw mf`nw wl`w rf eivdg m`kf evdwvsf l`xxfn$

fzfn is mimfnw ,dakf$ ` ux`n i inf minwl$

`ng wl`w rf gagn‑w l`zf wi sfdq in iwlfs xfixdf

wi esf`wf wliuf uxèfu is vu. I eivsuf$ rf rfsfxsfufnwfg rawl wlf ixxiswvnawq$ uanef wlf b`ddfsq

uxèf rùn‑w ivsu$ cvw wl`w‑u wlf cf`vwq i l`zanb `

anfuwfs eidd`cis`wis rli au n swauw u rfdd.

A wlank wlf icofewazfu rfsf xsfwwq mvel èlafzfg$

f|efxw m`qcf is wlf eimmvnawq x`sw `ng wlf

_anf R`wel wlanb ,kffxanb wsèk i nfr anf wawdfu

`ng dfwwanb xfixdf knir civw aw. Wf riskulixu

xsizfg wl`w dd wlfuf wlanbu sim m`kanb mxu wi

uadkuesffnanb ulaswu wi limf sfeisganb eivdg cf

ginf rawl wlf sablw k ang i gfwfsman`wain. Uwadd$aw‑u pvfuwain i rlfwlfs qiv sf`ddq r`nw wi gi aw

qivsufd$ uanef qiv uwadd l`zf qivs ul`sf i xfixdf

rli èwv`ddq m`kf sfpvfuwu is iwlfs xfixdf wi

eimxadf uwv is wlfm. Inf biig f|`mxdf au `

anf gasfewisq$ rlael s`nkdq A mqufd gin‑w fzfn

l`zf wlf wamf is. @dui$ aw‑u uimfwlanb wl`w A e`n‑w

gi dinf. Cvw wlfsf sf uimf wl`w l`zf esf`wfg

wfnw`wazf gasfewisafu ei niw fzfsqinf au eeivnwfg

is. Ui$ vm$ fzfs lf`sg i lfdxanb ivw$ is m`qcf

w`kanb wlf anawa`wazf9 Dakf gvl$ rlq gi qiv wlank

aw‑u e`ddfg GAQ9 GI A QIVSUFDJ.

GX lù wlf c`d`nef ij xfsuin`d `ng xi-

dawae`d evdwvs`d vngfsw`kanbu$ rivdg qiv

u`q wl`w wlau au einueaivu fjjisw in qivsx`sw9 Xdfùf f|xdàn.

A cfdafzf ui$ cvw aw rùn‑w wl`w r`q sim wlf uw`sw.

Cèk rlfn rf uw`swfg anfm`kanb$ rf rfsf misf

anwi gievmfnwanb xix evdwvsf u rf u`r aw. Cvw

l`zanb sf`g misf anfu wl`w wèkdfg agfnwawq ― dakf

lir sèf `ng bfngfs e`mf anwi xd`q rawl wlf kang

i uwfsfiwqxfu cfanb xfsxfwv`wfg an mizafu ng

uvel ― wl`w m`gf vu wlank misf `civw wlf xix

evdwvsf rf dizfg. Cvw wl`w dui lfdxfg vu gfzfdix

uimf esawae`d wlankanb. Rlfn A uw`swfg rsa wanbmisf xfsuin`d uwv$ A rù dui df`snanb rl`w wlf

—xidawae`d” rù dd `civw. Misfui rlfn fmanauw

einefxwu fnwfsfg wlf xaewvsf.

Wfsf‑u diw i bsivng wi eizfs rawl fmanaum$

`ng f|iseauanb wliuf gfminu i mq vxcsanbanb

`ng f|xfsafnefu au `dsf`gq ` mivwlvd. A gi aw cfuw

wlsivbl rsawanb$ cvw m gmawwfgdq dir in wlf

èwazaum x`sw. Wfsf sf ovuw wii m`nq rimfn‑u au-

uvfu wl`w aw‑u ga evdw wi w`kf auuvf rawl fzfsqwlanb.

@ng wlfsf `sf rimfn `ng gfzfdixmfnw xsiofewu

wl`w gin‑w xxdq wi fzfsqinf. A bvfuu wlf cabbfuw

pvfuwain rawl mf au? rl`w e`n uimfinf rawl mq

kang i xsazadfbf gi wi gz`nef rimfn‑u sablwu9

@ng rawl mq evdwvs`d uw`ngxianw9 Aw‑u l`sg wi gi

fzfsqwlanb rlfn qiv l`zf qivs irn xsaisawafu ù

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rfdd. Is uwsakanb wl`w c`d`nef cfwrffn rimfn

gianb wlfas x`sw ng iwlfs rimfn rsa wanb civw

aw$ cfe`vuf niw fzfsqinf rli a u misf ewazf gianb

rimfn‑u risk `sf rsawfsu$ `ng niw `dd rsawfsu `sf

gianb l`ngu-in rimfn‑u risk. Cvw uimf rsawfsu

m`q cf gievmfnwanb wlf risk wl`w iwlfs rimfn

`sf gianb. @ng iwlfs rsawfsu sf xsic`cdq anwi

iwlfs wlanbu ng sf cvuq gievmfnwanb wlfm$ cvw

rladf bfngfs m`q uimfwamfu cf einuagfsfg ` nin-

auuvf$ `w dfùw ` caw i rl`w aw au wi cf ` rim`n is `

Jadaxan` an wlf kang i uieafwq rf dazf an au wlfsf. Aw

w`kfu diw i sf`ganb ng sfuf`sel wi gfeagf rl`w‑u

ivw wlfsf `ng rl`w‑u dèkanb$ sf`ddq.

Eimanb jsim ` xiuawain ij xsazadfbf$ lir

gi qiv s`wain`daf qivs anzidzfmfnw rawl

bsùusiiwu uieai-xidawae`d-evdwvs`d uwsvb-

bdfu9 Au wlf anzidzfmfnw ` xfsuin`d

einefsn is ` uiea`d sfuxinuacadawq9

@wfs cfanb f|xiufg wi ` caw i `gzieèq risk$ A‑zfivng aw s`wlfs ga evdw wi cf ` wf`m x d`qfs$ fzfn

rlfn aw eimfu wi auuvfu wl`w A‑zf cffn bfnvanfdq

anwfsfuwfg an. Fuxfea`ddq an wlf `sf` i lvm`n

sablwu$ rlfsf A‑m niw m`sban`dafg ei A gin‑w

agfnwaq u dfuca`n. Jis anuw`nef$ A rù anzawfg wi

lfdx ivw rawl bfngfs einfsfnef$ ng rladf A

knir wl`w wlf xfsuin`d au xidawae`d$ A ovuw eivdgn‑w

gf`d rawl wlf fmiwain`d c`bb`bf wlau dfuca `n is-

b`nafs l`g. Ulf rù dui xsfwwq gfm`nganb rlfn

aw e`mf wi wlf risk. Cvw A knir ulf lù fzfsq

sablw wi cf xùuain`wf `civw lfs xidawaeu$ fzfn a Agin‑w nfefuu`sadq `bsff rawl lfs `xxsièl. A gin‑w

wlank `nq dfuu i wlf auuvf$ fzfn a mq f|xfsafnef

rawl wlau kang i risk lù cffn uimfrl w i `

dfwgirn. Xfsl`xu A gi l`zf wi jng iwlfs esf`wazf

r`qu wi xsimiwf bfngfs sablwu ù ` uiea`d sfuxin-

uacadawq. Gianb wlf einfsfnef rù inf r`q wi bi

`civw aw$ cvw wlf wamf wlfq gfm`ngfg i wlfas

zidvnwffsu rù sf`ddq uimfwlanb$ f zfn A eivdgn‑w

eixf rawl aw. Ui A l`g wi cèk ivw. I eivsuf$ wlf

ulir mvuw bi irn an uxawf i wl`w. @ng aw radd.

Aw‑u wlf misf evdwvs`d uwv wl`w‑u sf`ddq vx mq `d-

dfq. F`sdq wlau qf`s$ A xvw ivw ` anf is ` rimfn‑u

mfga` `gzieèq isb e`ddfg C`svk`$ `ng `niwlfs

auuvf au an wlf risku. Aw‑u misf xfsuin`d fisw$ anwfsmu i rsawanb `nqr`q$ wl`w radd sffew wlf auuvfu

i `nbsq qivnb Jadaxanù `ng lir wlfq sfeineadf

wlfas irn gsf`mu rawl wlf uiea`d$ evdwvs`d `ng

xidawae`d sf`dawafu i wig`q. Rlfn A u`q —`nbsq”$ A

gin‑w mf`n uwsàblw-vx liuwadf is s`nwanb is wlf

u`kf i aw is cfanb rlanq civw lir vnàs daf au.

Aw‑u `civw pvfuwainanb wlf wlanbu rf rfsf w`vblw

f`sdafs an daf `ng lir uimf i ivs xfsuin`d f|xfsa-

fnefu einws`gaew wlfm. Aw eizfsu fzfsqwlanb sim

uf|v`d agfnwawq wi mfnw`d addnfuufu wi cfanb uw`dkfg

`ng cfanb raee`n. @ng eimanb sim n NBI$ wlfxvsxiuf au wi wèkdf auuvfu wl`w `sf amxisw`nw wi wlf

qivwl an wlfas d`nbv`bf$ uanef wlfq gi wlank wl`w

wlf NBI `xxsièl wi wlfuf u`mf auuvfu lù cffn

anuwawvwain`dafg. Ui aw‑u dakf ` xfsanf wl`w‑u cfanb

vngfg cq wlf isb awufd. Aw‑u vnnq$ wli$ lir rf‑sf

riskanb in ` gf`gdanf lfsf$ rlfn mq irn anf

xsiofewu sf xsfwwq f|acdf civw wl`w uisw i wlanb.

A dui wiik x`sw an `n indanf gauevuuain civw

fmanaum$ ng aw sf`ddq au csi`g wixae. Xsixu wi

wlf rim`n rli‑dd cf sfxiswanb in wlf ivweimf i ivs gauevuuain! Aw rù bsf`w$ ei rf dd e`mf sim

gafsfnw cèkbsivngu$ cvw anwamag`wanb an iwlfs

r`qu cfe`vuf A fdw wl`w A l`gn‑w ginf mvel `gzi-

eèq risk an eimx`sauin wi wlfuf iwlfs rimfn.

A gag bfw wi ifs ` misf qivwlvd xfsuxfewazf wli.

Wlivblw M s kfw07

E`n qiv bazf vu ` cèkbsivng

in XIF9 Rlfn gag qiv bvqu)b`d

jismfg9

Kffqi? Rf uw`swfg sivng d`wf 3883$ l`g gafs-

fnw mfmcfsu wlfn$ xd`qfg eivxdf i uliru,7 a

wlankeizfsanb uinbu sim @sk`nbfd$ wlfn rfnw

in la`wvu is dmiuw 3 qf`su. An Nizfmcfs

3887$ mf `ng mq csiwlfs gfeagfg wi m`kf aw

` vdd wamf c`ng. Rf biw M`f sim k asuel ,`dd

fm`df c`ng wi xd`q cùu. Sfeisgfg 3 uinb

gfmi rlael fzfnwv`ddq biw anwi wlf |Wank-

xiuawazf| U`mxdfs zid.3 Eimxad`wain$ Wfn wfs

uimfwamf rf gfeagfg wi bfw `niwlfs bvaw`s xd`qfs$Bsfnel,Gfe q. Rf rsiwf uimf uinbu$ rffkfng

xsèwaefu)svuws`wainu. An d`wf 3881 mq csiwlfs

rfnw wi E`n`g`$ A nir xd`q wlf Gsvmu rawl ff

jddanb an is wlf 3ng bvaw`s udiw.

Rl`w au wlf LE-xvnk uefnf dakf

an C`bvai9 An wfsmu ij uivng `ng

agfù$ au aw gazfsuf is limibfnivu9An wfsmu ij `wwawvgfu$ lir gi wlf LE

kagu an C`bvai e`ssq wlfmufdzfu9

Kffqi? wlf LEXvnk uefnf nir au lf`dwlafs. Inf

sfùin rlq @r`kfnfg lixf Eiddfewazf ismfg$

rù wi bfw kagu)safngu anzidzfg. Gasfew anwfsè-

wain ng eimmvnae`wain. Rf isb`naf uliru ng

wsq wi bfw gafsfnw safngu wi xd`q lfsf$ bazf wlf

kagu ng wlf vgafnef n ixwain in rl`w wi lf`s.

Sablw nir$ A e`n u`q wl`w awu uwadd fzidzanb$ nfr

kagu bfwwanb anwi wlf uefnf,sim xvnk wi gf`wl-mfw`d. Rl`w rù xsfz`dfnw gvsanb wlf f`sdq 3888

rù wlf ufnaisawq wlanb. Uimf Kagu biw wvsnfg i

gvf wi uimf cvddqanb sim uimf gvgfu rli biw

anwi wlf uefnf f`sdafs is wlank wl`w wlfq `sf misf

—L`sgeisf)xvnk”.

Wlivblw M s kfw 35



Xs`qfs ij Fngvs`nef?

Niswlfsn Mfw`d Inud`vblw rawl Uvcuw`nef

Anwfszafr cq Amxàsfg Uxffel

A mvuw einjfuu wl`w A‑zf indq uffn Xs`qfs ij Fngvs`nef wraef , ffsuw `w

wlf Svanfs ulir an PE$ ufeing gvsanb D`kfjfuw 3800!. @w ciwl uliru A

rù amxsfuufg rawl wlfas mvuae`dawq ng rù jvswlfs ffiiisfg cq wlf uvc-

ofewu wlfq wèkdfg rawl wlfas dqsaeu. Kffqi `dui widg mf wl`w wlfq l`zfn‑w

l`g ` el`nef wi xd`q an `n f|edvuazf —mfw`d” ulir ù miuw ij wlfas babu

rfsf LE-cùfg.

Xs`qfs ij Fngvs`nef au ` c`ng wl`w au lf`zq an jism cvw an uvcuw`nef

ù rfdd. Sf`g in jis ` xafef ij wlfas wlivblwu in wlf LE eimmvnawq$

anffivfnefu$ bfwwanb —idg”$ mèlaumi an uieafwq x`swaevd`sdq an wlf mvuae

uefnf ng uvszazanb an wlf xiuw-`xie`dqxuf.

Wlivblw M s kfw33

Uwadd$ fzfsqinf uffmu ui eeimxdaulfg rladf A

miuwdq rsawf is mq anf `ng m`kf cvwwinu! In

wlf iwlfs l`ng$ A gin‑w wlank gianb O`rcsf`kfs au

um`dd cf`nu. A l`wf lir xfixdf wfng wi mfùvsf

` xfsuin‑u uveefuu cq lir mvel mànuwsf`m è-

efuuacadawq is vnganb xsiofew bfwu. A‑m xsivg i

O`rcsf`kfs$ aw rù ` diw i l`sg risk$ `ng rladf

aw uxf`ku misf wi wlf kagu i mq bfnfs`wain$ A‑m

binn` kffx w aw is ù dinb u A e`n.

Rl`w sf qivs ixanainu rawl sfb`sgu wi

—xidawaeafg” LE-xvnk uefnf9 Rivdg

qiv u`q wl`w xfixdf `sf cfanb wsvf wi

wlfas agf` ij cfanb xidawaeafg9 Rivdg

qiv ffng einuauwfneq cfwrffn xsijfuufg

agfù `ng èwv`d èwain9

A‑m cfqing e`sanb. Rl`w m`wwfsu au wl`w A‑m gianb

rl`w A‑zf ufw ivw wi gi. A l`zf wi cf ufdjul ei wlau

uefnf lù ginf niwlanb is mf$ ui A gin‑w irf wlau

ui-e`ddfg eimmvnawq nqwlanb. @m l`xxq fnivbl

rawl wlf l`ngvd i safngu A m`gf rli sf misf

raddanb wi gauevuu wlanbu ng uffanb rl`w wlfq e`n

m`kf ivw i aw `ng ewv`ddq GI UIMFLANB

― vndakf wliuf xfixdf rli cs`b civw lir gffx

xvnk siek au ng r`dk sivng rawl xf`-uafg

csànu uxfnganb wlfas r`kanb dazfu gauuanb xfixdf

dfw ng sablw. Dakf lir vekanb vnxsigvewazf

e`n qiv bfw9 @ng rli r`nwu wi dazf an ` cvccdf

`nqr`q9 Niw mf! Q`rn!

A gin‑w sf`ddq wlank A‑m an nq xiuawain wi u`q rli

au misf xidawaeafg wl`n rli$ indq wl`w wlf ulaw-

w`dkanb cfwrffn bsivxu uxf`ku is awufd. A LE

is xvnk rù civw cfanb xidawaeafg$ wlfn rlq

`sf xfixdf rli `sf xidawae`ddq r`sf cvw gin‑w gi

mvel gasfew ewain risk esawaeaf wlf infu wl`w

èwv`ddq gi9 Rfdd$ wl`w‑u wlfas vekanb xd`qbsivng.

A gin‑w bazf ulaw a wlfq r`nn` as ivw wlfas gaswq

d`vngsq$ ui dinb ù wlfq DF@ZF MF IV IJ A.

Aw‑u `dui l`sg wi cf einuauwfnw$ q‑knir$ wi l`zf wi

dùl ivw `w eisxis`wainu qfw l`zf wi risk an inf.

Is gi linfuw wi biignfuu `gzieèq risk rlfn

wlf Jisg Jivng`wain au ,is rù inf i wlf c ab-

bfuw vngfsu.

@nq sfeaxfu qiv rivdg e`sf wi ul sf9

A l`zf wlau xùw` sfeaxf wl`w A saxxfg i sim

uimf Aw`da`n sfuwi. A vuf wlf saccin kang$ eiikfg

`d gfnwf$ rlael A gvmx anwi n idazf-iadfg x`n

rawl wim`wifu$ b`sdae$ `ng c uad. Wanb au$ A m`kf

aw an uvel ` r`q wl`w wlf b`sdae cawfu$ ui rladf A

eiik wlf sfuw i wlf xùw` rawl wlfuf anbsfgafnwu$

A xvw wlf b`sdae dùw ui aw‑u ufma-sful ,` wsaek A

df`snfg sim mq mim. A df`snfg wi f|xfsamfnw

rawl urffw cùad df`zfu `ng Aw da`n ufùinanb. A

cfdafzf qiv e`n dui vuf s`bvd` df`zfu$ cvw wl`w

ulaw‑u f|xfnuazf. Cfuw ufszfg rawl bs`wfg elffuf wi

c`d`nef wlf u`dwanfuu rawl wlf urffwnfuu i cùad

df`zfu. A m`gf mq `madq l`xxq inf g`q rawl wlau

sfeaxf ei A nism`ddq e`n‑w eiik is ulaw.

Wlanbu wi csanb an wlf xiuw-`xie`-

dqxuf9

Mq dacs`sq. Mq sfeisgu.

Ulivw ivwu wi WM sf`gfsu9

Wanbu sfn‑w rl`w wlfq uffm. ,D`cqsanwl ng

Xas`wfu i wlf E`ssacf`n siek!

Evdwvsf au rl`w rf m`kf aw. ,Udf`wfs-Kannfq au

fuufnwa`d!

Wlivblw M s kfw 06



Wlivblw M s kfw0:

Fuwsibfn Elsinaedfu

Cvw Qiv Gin‑w Diik Dakf ` Dfuca`n!

Cq Elì Efda$ Angabi Eisfrimqn

Wl`w‑u ` eimmin sfèwain rlfn lfwu ,sf g? lfwfsiuf|v`du df`sn wl`w A `m ` dfuca`n. Qiv

uff$ jis miuw ij wlfm wi sf daf wl`w A `m angffg inf$ aw vuv ddq eimfu ivw ù uimf jism ij

uliekanb sfzfd`wain. Aw l`xxfnu uamxdq cfe`vuf A gin‑w fùadq ffw wlf uwfsfiwqxf wl`w wlfq ù-

uiea`wf dfuca`nu rawl? wivbl-diikanb$ esixxfg-làsfg$ uwiix-ulivdgfsfg$ mùevdanf-gsfuuanb

jfm dfu.

Ui wlfq dr`qu ùuvmf wl`w A `m lfwfsiuf|v d dakf wlfm. ,Aw‑u ` gajjfsfnw uwisq$ ij eivsuf$ jis

vu b`qu - cfe`vuf rf mizf an um`ddfs easedf$ rf knir rli au is aun‑w; ng ij eivsuf$ aw

vuv`ddq w`kfu inf wi knir inf. Cvw A gabsfuu.

Wlau ùuvmxwain au misf ijwfn wl`n niw gvf wi mq —diikanb `ng èwanb ui mvel dakf ` basd.”

A rf`s m`kfvx ng labl-lffdfg ulifu$ rf`s mq làs dinb rawl saccinu$ ng$ vngfna`cdq$l`zf wlau anfxwawvgf jis nqwlanb mfel`nae`d ng fdfewsae`d. Aw bfwu jsvuws`wanb w wamfu rlfn

wlfq ffng aw l`sg wi w`kf mq uf|v`dawq ufsaivudq cfe`vuf A j`dd anwi wlf e`wfbisq ij wlf —d`wfnw”

dfuca`n$ wlf jfmmf ,)j`m)$ u ixxiufg wi wlf —m`najfuw” wqxf$ rlael au wlf cvwel.

A lf`s f|xsfuuainu ij —LVL9” jsim uwsàblw jidku ivw wlfsf$ ng A ul`dd fngf`zis wi fndablwfn.

Ik`q.

Wlfsf `sf lfwfsiuf|v`du `ng limiuf|v`du.

Lfwfsiuf|v du$ èeisganb wi mq wsvuwq Rfcuwfs‑u gaewain`sq$ `sf —ij$ is sfd`wanb wi$ is m`skfg

cq uf|v d `wwsèwain wi wlf ixxiuawf uf|.” Ui aj qiv‑sf jfm df$ qiv bfw `wwsèwfg wi m dfu;

`ng aj qiv‑sf m df$ qiv bfw `wwsèwfg wi jfm dfu. Wlfq‑sf dui eimmindq sfjfssfg wi ù

—uwsàblwu” ,`dwlivbl aw uivngu xidawae`ddq aneissfew cfe`vuf aw amxdafu wl`w nin-lfwfsiuf|v`du

ivblw wi cf wfsmfg —esiikfg”.

Limiuf|v`du sf wlf ixxiuawf ij lfwfsiuf|v`du? wlfq - rfdd$ rf - bfw wwsèwfg wi wlf u`mf

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uf|. @ng wlau au rlfsf aw bfwu eidisjvd!

Wlf misf xixvd`s —e`wfbisafu” ,jis r`nw ij ` cfwwfs wfsm anedvgf?

dfuca`nu - jfm`dfu f|edvuazfdq wwsèwfg wi iwlfs jfm`dfu;

b`qu - m`dfu f|edvuazfdq wwsèwfg wi iwlfs m`dfu;

cauf|v`du - xfixdf rli bfw wwsèwfg wi ciwl m`dfu ng jfm`dfu; ng

ws`nubfngfsfg)ws`nuuf|v`du - — m`dfu ws`xxfg an jfm`df cigafu” is —jfm`dfu

ws`xxfg an m`df cigafu”.

Nir wlf misf anwfsfuwanb x`sw au wl`w wlfuf e`wfbisafu sf uxdaw anwi jvswlfs —uvce`wfbisafu”.

Cvw cfe`vuf wlau aun‑w uvxxiufg wi cf ` wsf`wauf fneimxùuanb dd wlf xiuuacadawafu ivw wlfsf$

dfw mf ovuw jievu in wlf x`sw wl`w‑u dfùw eimxdae`wfg jis mf? dfuca`nu$ ij eivsuf.

Wlfsf `sf u m`nq nvmcfs ij auuvfu civw bfngfs `ng uf|v`d isafnw wain ù wlfsf sf `sbv-

mfnwu civw wlf wqxfu ij dfuca`nu ng wlf sidfu wlfq xd`q an sfd`wainulax$ cvw A‑dd cf —idg

ueliid” jis rladf$ ng vuf wlf xsfmauf wl`w dfuca`n uvce`wfbisafu sf vufg u sfxdaeù ij

lfwfsiuf|v d sfd`wainulaxu ,rlael - xdfùf! - gifun‑w mf`n A `bsff rawl wlfm; aw‑u ovuw ` caw

uamxdfs wi vuf wlfm.

Wlfisfwae`ddq$ wlfsf sf wri wqxfu ij dfuca`nu$ cùfg ,` in xlquae`d el`sèwfsauwaeu ng ,c

wlf sidfu vuv`ddq xd`qfg cq x`swnfsu an sfd`wainulax? wlf cvwel$ —giman`nw” dfuca`n w`kanb in

wlf sidf ij wlf m`df$ ng wlf jfmmf$ —uvcmauuazf” dfuca`n w`kanb in wlf sidf ij wlf jfm`df.

Wlf cvwel w kfu e`sf ij livuf `ng e`s sfxàsu$ rladf wlf jfmmf eiiku$ rf`su ukaswu ng

m`kfvx$ ng gifu dd wlf basdq-basdq uwvjj.

Cvwelfu `ng wlf jfmmfu `sf jvswlfs gazagfg anwi wlsff wqxfu? uwinf$ l`sg$ `ng uijw.

Wlf uwinf cvwel @DR@QU uw`qu in wix$ au NFZFS wivelfg cq lfs x`swnfs gvsanb dizfm`kanb

,wfsmfg —inf-r`q” uf|$ is ew an nq r`q wl`w au —jfmanaanb”; ulf radd$ miuw ij wlf wamf$ ffng

wlfmufdzfu bianb jwfs lfwfsiuf|v`d rimfn. Wlf uwinf jfmmf$ in wlf iwlfs l`ng$ au ijwfn

`wwsèwfg wi zfsq mùevdanf cvwelfu$ `ng eivdg miuw dakfdq zafr wlfm ù m df uvcuwawvwfu. Wlau ufw ij dfuca`nu uffmu wi cf wlf miuw amaw`wazf ij lfwfsiuf|v`d sfd`wainulaxu.

Wlf l`sg cvwel radd nfzfs rf s ` ukasw$ cvw lù ni pv`dmu `civw w`kanb in —basdq” elisfu ,cvw

indq rlfn nfefuu`sq$ ng au ixfn wi —wri-r`q” dizfm`kanb. Wlf l`sg jfmmf bfwu anzidzfg

rawl wlf l`sg cvwel ,`dui knirn u —labl jfmmf”.

Wlf uijw cvwel lù ni xsicdfmu rawl ukaswu `ng m`q cf misf f|xsfuuazf ij lfs jfmananf



Wlivblw M s kfw0<

Wlf uijw cvwel lù ni xsicdfmu rawl ukaswu `ng m`q cf misf f|xsfuuazf ij lfs jfmananf

uagf. Uijw jfmmfu bfw anzidzfg rawl uijw cvwelfu.

Qfu$ rl`w c`dinfq$ wl`w jfmmf-wqxanb au gfxfngfnw in cvwel-wqxanb! Cvw wlfn `bàn$ rf‑sf

cfanb —idg ueliid” lfsf$ ui wl`w xsic`cdq uwfmu jsim wlf giman`nw-uvcmauuazf ws`gawain.

Ui rlfsf gifu wlf ngsibqnivu dfuca`n eimf an nir9 Wlf —`ngsi” m`q agfnwajq rawl ng

cf wwsèwfg wi nq ij wlf cizfmfnwainfg wqxfu$ wlfsfcq cdvssanb wlf danf cfwrffn cvwelfu

`ng jfmmfu.

Wamfu l`zf angffg el`nbfg$ ng wlfuf —wqxfu” l`zf fzidzfg. A wlank wlau au dui cfe`vufrimfn l`zf cfeimf misf fmxirfsfg an bfnfs`d$ ng ni dinbfs wlank wl`w wlfq l`zf wi ew

ù au —f|xfewfg” ij wlfm. Wig`q$ wlfsf `sf misf cvwelfu `ng jfmmfu rli gi niw `glfsf wi

wlfas —isaban`ddq-ùuabnfg” sidfu ng eimjisw`cdq udax jsim inf wqxf wi wlf iwlfs$ gfxfnganb

in wlf wqxf ij dfuca`n wl`w wlfq sf xsfufnwdq an sfd`wainulax rawl.

Ciwwim danf? aw au niw bazfn wl`w dfuca`nu diik ng ew mùevdanf. Ovuw cfe`vuf rf sf an

dizf rawl rimfn gifun‑w mf`n wl`w rf l`zf wi w`kf in mùevdanf sidfu is fmvd`wf wlf lfw-

fsiuf|v`d sfd`wainulaxu an ivs uieafwq. Aj qiv‑sf niw eimjisw`cdf rawl qivsufdj xd`qanb ivw wlf

sidf wl`w qivs xsfufnw x`swnfs f|xfewu qiv wi$ wlfn gawel lfs ng ffng niwlfs basd ,A knir$ A

knir$ fùafs uàg wl`n ginf rawl rlim qiv‑dd jffd eimjisw`cdf rawl$ uimfinf rawl rlim

qiv e`n ovuw cf qivsufdj.

Is m`qcf qiv e`n wsq fndablwfnanb n —idg ueliid” x`swnfs wl`w aw‑u xfsjfewdq dd sablw aj qiv

uvggfndq ffng qivsufdzfu wwsèwfg wi dfuca`nu ij wlf wqxf qiv‑sf niw uvxxiufg wi cf w-

wsèwfg wi.

Wlf misf amxisw`nw wlanb au wl`w qiv èefxw wl`w qiv dizf rimfn ― sim`nwae`ddq$ uxasawv`ddq$

`ng uf|v ddq. Uieafwq$ `jwfs dd$ mvuw niw gaew`wf rlim wi dizf. Aw au ` xfsuin d eliaef.

@u inf ij ivs dfuca`n jsafngu rivdg u`q$ —Rl`wfzfs sieku qivs ci`w$ linfq!”

@civw Wlf @vwlis

Elì au ` mfmcfs ij DBCW `gzieèq bsivx D@B@CD@C‑u Eisf Eimmawwff ù rfdd ù ` mfmcfs ij Angabi. Ulf au

u`zanb wlf wixae ij daxuwaek cvwelfu jis `niwlfs auuvf ovuw wi kffx vu `dd ringfsanb.

@ diw i xvnk siekfsu fuxivuf `dwfsn`wazf —lvm`nf” gafw`sq xsèwaefu `wwsacvwfg wi wlfas xidawae`d)xfs-

uin`d ewazaum is nam`d sablwu is xfsuin`d lf`dwl sfùinu. A‑zf uffn uimf cdib sfzafru i lfscazisa`n

sfuwiu ginf cq die`d eimmvnawq uw`dr`swu$ cvw ui `s A l`zfn‑w cdf wi fneivnwfs nqwlanb an wlf G.A.Q.

zfan. Rivdgn‑w aw cf misf G.A.Q. wi eiik qivs mf`du s`wlfs wl`n ovuw isgfs wlfm an wlf sfuwi9 A uff qiv

nigganb qivs lf`gu an bsffmfnw. Lflflf. Ui A gfeagfg wi `wwfmxw wi aneisxis`wf eiikanb eidvmn an

wlau auuvf i Wivblw M`skfw$ wlvu wlf gfcvw i wlf —KAELFN XADD@BF”.

Wf Kawelfn Xadd`bf radd wsq wi ul`sf uimf i mq xvnk safngu ,rf‑dd l`zf Fsaek C`sci i EiffMvb

anf is wlau anawa`d `swaedf irn sfeaxfu ― uamxdf infu wl`w qiv e`n xsfx`sf an dfuu wl`n n livs. Wivbl

A mqufd m n imnazisf$ A wlivblw aw rivdg cf `xxsixsa`wf wi kffx wlf sfeaxfu —`nam`d-sff”. Lflflf.

A knir qiv bvqu)b`du sf xsic`cdq lvnbsq sim gianb wlf rangmadd ng wlf wri-uwfx an wlf xaw$ ui

rawlivw `nq vswlfs gfd`q$ dfw‑u bi xadd`bf wlf kawelfn!!!

Evssq E`cc`bf rawl Esvnelq ikr` Cawu cq amxàsfg uxffel

Anbsfgafnwu?

- 0 lf`g ij e`cc`bf

- : udaefu ij wikr`

- 5 xafefu ij b`sdae

- 0 rlidf inain ,sfg!

- Evssq xirgfs

- Janf bsivng xfxxfs

- Eiikanb iad ,`nq zfbfw`cdf cùfg radd gi!

Jasuw$ udaef wlf wikr` anwi zfsq um`dd gaef-dakf xafefu ― um`ddfs wl`n wagcawu$ `dui m`kf uvsf wi rùl

qivs wikr` cfisf udaeanb wlfm. Gin‑w rissq civw wlf vnfzfn uafu is wlf wikr` cfe`vuf wlau radd gg

wf|wvsf wi wlf sfeaxf. @wfs udaeanb wlf wikr`$ xsflf`w wlf eiikanb iad an ` rik is k`r`da$ ovuw fnivbl

eiikanb iad wi fnuvsf wl`w wlf wikr` au ammfsufg an wlf sq. Rladf qiv‑sf ràwanb is wlf iad wi lf`w vx$

elix qivs e`cc`bf anwi eidfud`r uaf uwsaxu ― dakf wlf wikr` cf uvsf wi rùl qivs e`cc`bf cfisf elix-

xanb aw. @wfs wlf e`cc`bf$ nf|w in elixxanb ci`sg au wlf b`sdae ng inain$ wlf b`sdae mvuw cf elixxfg

jnfdq$ rladf wlf inainu sf udaefg anwi inain sanbu.

Kawelfn Xadd`bf

Wlivblw M s kfw 01

thought market #11 ('11, san pablo-laguna)

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