abortion and denial conference 08/powerpoint...abortion and denial ... divorce,abuse,abortion, loss...
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Abortion and DenialJ. Kevin Burke MSS,LSW
“Buried emotions are like rejected
people; they make us pay a high
price for having rejected them”
- Rev. John Powell
• Think of the words, actions
and gestures by others that
were supportive and
healing in managing that
pain and grief.
• Write down or think of
one of the most painful
events in your life-
divorce,abuse,abortion,
loss etc.
• Write down some
responses to this
painful event; words,
actions, attitudes that
were not helpful and
perhaps even hurtful.
• How did those words, actions, attitudes
make you feel. How did they impact you?
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• The emotions
of shame,
abandonment,
complicated
grief are
disconnected
from the wound
that lies at the
heart of post abortion grief.
The Trauma-Go-Round
of Denial:
Self Protection Vs Resolution
• Putting the Lid on the Pot-avoiding painful feelings
• The unconscious desire to find meaning and
resolution of the abortion experience
Traumatic Paradox
• Defense Mechanisms are the foundation of
Denial and Repression (avoiding/stuffing
down)
• Yet Some DM’s act as unconscious release
valves-unconscious fissures for traumatic
steam/themes (Displacement/Provocation).
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Coping Processes
• Conscious,
intentional,
learned and
associated
with normal
adjustment
Defense Mechanisms
• Unconscious, unintentional,
self-protective instincts or
dispositions…that help
maintain repression of
painful/traumatic feelings and
memory, and minimize
anxiety. (Cramer,1998)
Defenses / coping
mechanisms help
us to cope with
this disconnected
pain until we can
find:
Meaning
Reconciliation
Healing.
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Defense
Mechanisms can
become a prison
that keep us from
the liberation of
healing.
The Price of Denial
The Price
• Relational dysfunction:
Re-enacting repressed traumatic themes
• Drain emotional energy / lower emotional range
• Addictions / eating disorders
-High Risk / self destructive behavior-
-repeat abortions
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• “I can’t deal with this right now” -
Conscious Coping Mechanism
Suppression
Repression
• Burying the dangerous darkness deeply in
the unconscious [Defense Mechanism]
• Related to the intensity/traumatic nature of
the event--the inability of the person to
integrate this traumatic event.
• The unconscious wants to
integrate/reconcile/release pain/find
meaning.
• Post Abortive Culture of Denial
Rationalization
• Heart: I have participated in
the death of my child in a
painful, humiliating and lonely
nightmare called abortion.
• Voice: It was the best
decision at that time and made
total sense given my situation.
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Reaction Formation
Displacement/Projection
• Pro Lifer = Fanatical, rejecting,
uncompassionate, right-wing, nazi,
women-hating dark evil force.
• Repressed feelings of abortion: Anxiety
of losing control, pain of rejection /
abandonment, dark forbidden feelings of
grief, loss, rage.
Introjection
• The Tyranny of
Good Intentions:
• Sacrifice and
Appeasement
Undoing
• I will make it all come out right…
• My Grief has no voice--
I will fill the Void...Replacement Pregnancies
• 29% of Women in an Elliot Institute study
attempt to conceive a replacement pregnancy
- 45% successfully within the first year after
abortion.
• The “Perfect Mom” -
“The Mother Theresa Syndrome”
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Dissociation
• I Don’t remember, I don’t
recall, I have no Memory of
anything at all----
Peter Gabriel
• The Lights are on
but nobody is home
Somatization
• The body gives voice to it’s
Forbidden Grief and pain.
(Heather)
Resistance/Avoidance
• Fight or Flight
• “Keep Your Religion Out of My Grief”
• The Back Pew Gang
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Deflection
• The Numbing-Dumbing Culture of
Hyper-Distraction - Helping to maintain
repression and disconnect from wound.
Denial - 3 Stages
• Planned Parenthood
of Illinois -
“Grieving the
lost pregnancy”
Recognition
• Houston we have
a problem
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Acceptance
• Problem is recognized
and addressed... but
with conditions
• The Denial Damn Breaks--
Truth Can Flow Into the Healing River of Grief
Surrender
Denial Reinforced
Blaming the Victim
• “A few Women might CLING to their grief.”
(Planned Parenthood of Illinois)
• Translation: “You are weak, self-centered,
selfish, and indulgently clinging to your grief.
Your inability to let this grief go reveals your
psychological immaturity and may indicate a
pre existing emotional illness.”
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• Displacement/Projection anyone?
Julie Burchill’s
Healing Message
Deep
complicated
intensive grief
lies at the
epicenter of the
wound of those
that experience
abortion.
Visiting this wound will seem
like a treacherous journey to
the suffering soul.
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We are the Bridge Builders To
The Pain Crying out For
Healing / Reconciliation /
Christ Jesus
When is too
early for
treatment after
abortion?
Our Response to Intense Emotions
• Therapist and the Cutter
• Therapist and the
wailing woman
Feeling Outside the BoxJ. Kevin Burke MSS,LSW
“Buried emotions are like rejected
people; they make us pay a high
price for having rejected them”
- Rev. John Powell
• How did you try and avoid
the pain/conflict of the
situation and your feelings
• Think of a time when
you wanted to avoid/run
from your feelings
Only The Penitent
Man…May Pass
Coping Processes
• Conscious,
intentional,
learned and
associated
with normal
adjustment
Defense Mechanisms• Unconscious, unintentional,
self-protective instincts or
dispositions…that help
maintain repression of
painful/traumatic feelings and
memory, and minimize
anxiety. (Cramer,1998)
• Example
Traumatic Paradox
• Defense Mechanisms are the foundation of
Denial and Repression (avoiding/stuffing
down)
• Yet Some DM’s act as unconscious release
valves-unconscious for traumatic
steam/themes (Displacement/Provocation).
The Trauma-Go-Round
of Denial:
Self Protection Vs Resolution
• Avoiding/Repressing painful and threatening feelings
• The unconscious desire to find meaning and resolution of
the abortion experience
Defense / coping
mechanisms help
us to cope with
this disconnected
pain until we can
find:
Meaning
Reconciliation
Healing.
Defense
Mechanisms can
become a prison
that keep us from
the liberation of
healing.
• “I can’t deal with this right now” -
Conscious Coping Mechanism
Suppression
Rationalization
• Heart: I have participated in
the death of my child and need
to honor and grieve this loss.
• Voice: It was the best
decision at that time and made
total sense given my situation.
Reaction Formation
Displacement/Projection
• Reaction Formation: Acting Opposite of What I Really Want/Feel
• Displacement: Finding another target for your Anger/Pain
• Projection: Placing my unacceptable feelings onto you
Reaction Formation
Displacement/Projection
• Repressed feelings of abortion: Anxiety of losing control, pain of rejection / abandonment, dark forbidden feelings of grief, loss, rage are Focused on Other.
• Church—Pro Lifers-- Republicans = Fanatical, rejecting, uncompassionate, right-wing, women-hating dark evil force.
Introjection
Identifying with the
powerful to cope with
weakness and fear
Sacrifice and
Appeasement
Undoing
• I will make it all come out right…
fixing the mistake
• My Grief has no voice--
I will fill the Void...
Undoing
• 29% post abortive Women in an Elliot
Institute study attempt to conceive a
replacement pregnancy - 45%
successfully within the first year after
abortion.
• The “Perfect Mom” -
“The Mother Theresa Syndrome”
Dissociation: State of Numbness
• Get lost in thinking
• Close themselves off
from painful feelings
• Also close themselves
off from pleasant
emotions
Somatization
• The body gives voice to it’s
Forbidden Grief and pain.
(Bank Teller)
• Painful feelings are still there –
but unexpressed,
they are stored in the body as
physical illnesses.
Avoidance
• Avoiding sights, sounds, smells, memories
of trauma
Avoidance
• The Numbing-Dumbing Culture of
Hyper-Distraction - Helping to maintain
repression and disconnect from wound.
Denial - 3 Stages
Recognition
• There is a
problem
Acceptance
• Problem is recognized
and addressed... but
with conditions
• The Denial Damn Breaks--
Truth Can Flow Into the Healing River of Grief
Surrender
Denial Reinforced
“A few Women might grieve their lost
pregnancy and Cling to their grief.” (Planned
Parenthood of Illinois)
Level of Denial???
Denial Reinforced
Blaming the Victim
• Translation: “You are indulgently clinging to
your grief. Your inability to let this grief go
reveals your psychological immaturity and
indicates a pre existing emotional illness.”
"There is no sufficient evidence (post-
abortion syndrome) exists, and it is not
anywhere in the literature of psychology,"
Stotland said. "The evidence is quite strong
that the most accurate psychiatric position
you'll be in after an abortion is the
condition you're in before one."
--Level of Denial???
Nada Stotland, vice president of the
American Psychiatric Association
Da NileHaving religious groups masked as therapy
sessions foster the guilt and having women
atone for their decision isn't going to help them,
That self-crucifixion with this group (RV) is
hitting her from all sides with guilt and shame
The likelihood of it being beneficial is very
low."-Craig Kinsley, a professor of neuroscience at the
University of Richmond in Virginia
Clueless in Seattle
Shauna Fitzgerald, counseling manager for
Planned Parenthood of Western Washington,
said the great majority of women she encounters
are fine after an abortion and very few return for
post-abortion counseling available throughout
Seattle.
The Power of Words
• UCLA Brain Imaging Study
• Only a First Step for Trauma Victims
• Intensity of Feelings Requires other
Strategies and Processes for Healing