Such lamentations.... (School stuffs .... )I really fear that this daywill come.A day Ive prayed for 2 months. A day of our academic tribulation. Much has been expected to us but i thin its too much. !ere not your ordinary robots whom you can command to wor in the most excellent manner. !ere humans " we now how to feel " to focus" to be disturbed" or anythin#. So dont ever tell us that we have all the time todo the plate.I hate it when our life is commanded by such orders " #ropin# our creativity into your ideals.. $o you really thin that creativity and excellence is what you always see% Ive seen many of them fail. Its really hard to see that while you made it to the final desi#n " some of us &ust missed a .2' or .'.I now that some of them have this (thin#) #reater than what I have. *heir concepts are far #reater than what Ive put into mybbb (blan bristol board). Maybe Im a bit faster thats why im able to mae it +,* speed alone will never mae me a better architecture student. -our input% .ompetition.*he output%$esperation and separation. Im saddened that the failure that theyre havin#ri#ht now is not really what they deserved. *heir passion is perfectly i#nited and i now that they dont deserved such '.// in their record.($esi#n is sub&ective. It really is. 0very desi#n has its own reason. *hey may notbe able to put it on the board but I now that they have their own lo#ical interpretation in all of those shit that youve put(i.e. !hy or 1ow).)2ets have this persons code as3 (lone 4/). 1e is such a #reat classmate and a student. Illmiss his supervisor5lie manners in the room " #oin# into different tables " as if checin# every plates that we have. 1ahahaha seriously" i can relates into some of his dilemma. *hats maybe one of the only childs similarities.you can relate to each others thinin#.3)) Another person is studen no3 (dalmatianprime/6) . Im really frustated when I was informed thatshe failed.Shes one of the most hardworin# student that Ive nown so far. She desi#ns with precision and a lot of careful analysis even in the smallest detail of wor. Althou#h she dont believe me when I say that shes so #ood o #reat " i dont care. And those two ".. 7ot much to say... 1haha &ust iddin#8 Ill be honest here(dont put drama music88 9:;)" *10-*!8Similarities ... $ifferences .. *hose are for the wea. *he only thin# that we care about is the (tropa).I cant really say it in personal " but those #uys " *heyll be dead before Ill let them be away. 1ahaIFMAYPROBLEMMANAKO, iLLRATHERTAKEBYMYSELFTHANTOSHAREITWITHOTHERPEOPE, SPECIALLYTOMYBARKADA. ITS NOT THA IM BEING AN INTROVER BUTINSTEAD, I DONTWANTTHEMOCARRY, EVENASINGLEPORTION OF MY BURDEN. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. BUT THERE ISTHIS ONE THING THAT HOLDS ME BACK TO HAVE ABESTFRIEND, KUMBAGAKASANGGA. TRAUMA. SUCHFEARALWAYS BRING ME DOWN WHENEVER AN OPPORTUNITYARISES. NAKAKATAKOT N ULIT MAGKAROON NMAPAGKAKATIWALAAN. IMNOTSAYINGTHATI SOMETIMESNEEDTOBEARUDEONE,BUTHONESTLY,THATTHEONLYWAY THAT I KNOW IN ORDER TO HOLD MYSELF , TO HAVE ADISTANCEONTHEONEI-WANT-TO-BUT-I-DONT-WANT-TO.... 7YEARS AGO.. THERE WAS THIS NEW FACESTUDENT , TO WHICH ITHINK IS SOMEONE THAT I CANHAVE A GOODCOMPANYWITH ...ITWILLALWAYSBEBASEDONOURNATURAL NATURE WHETHER WESEE THINGS AS OTHER MIGHT SEETHEM.I! "# $% I&%'%i"! () $*!+,%!$ () i- .#),, /#"i")* # ,i0* i"$% /$i,,. 1i!+#!ii#" , i,, '* .#) #"#2$*3*.45I,, (* $* -)""i*! $i"' # !%. $%2*%,2%.!1#$i"'!-#3$*!%6*#-PASSION %"1 !$i.Eust lie everyone else " you are here. Eust lie what they do " youll leave tooSame as the raindrops that bashes the earth-ou appear and disappear " as bac and forth.aution of mind " I said nevermind*o the recless thin#s" dont now whats ri#htIn the morals of the doucheba#s" I lau#h+ecause in nothin#ness " they see" but blac.onfusion" I felt in the hearts of the damned>or emotions they see " for pleasure so meeI wish that lo#ic is the physis that I seeIn contentment and oblivion " well meet.rypticSpirals of thou#ht " scrollin# the mindAfraid of direction " dus above fri#ht!hom to believe " trust at stae+e open and able " be always vulenrableI would lie to doubt this doubt. I want to trust. I dont want to hold bac. I will chan#e. I will not fear. *he truth in my life is not purely based on what I see " what I thin" or what I feel. Its what Dod truly sees in me. uture is more important. +ut above all else" my utmost priority the thin# they called (now). Stay stron#" brother.

-es" I dont have an idea that I have an idea.!o vfdew