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CONTENTS
Acknowledgment.......................................................................4
Introduction...............................................................................5
Chapter 1: Re-awakened Memories.........................................11
Chapter 2: The Mind-Matrix.....................................................19
Chapter 3: Universal Truth.......................................................29
Chapter 4: A Journey into the Past...........................................34
Chapter 5: Science, Religion and Extraordinary Experiences...38
Chapter 6: Purpose and Intention............................................50
Chapter 7: A Healing Session in Chalice Garden.......................56
Chapter 8: Evolutionary History................................................61
Chapter 9: The Gods and the Omniverses................................70
Chapter 10: A School for Creator Gods.....................................75
Chapter 11: Mother and FatherEarth and Sun......................79
Chapter 12: The Verse of Light.................................................84
Chapter 13: ..............................................................................91
Chapter 14: Masters of Deception...........................................93
Chapter 15: HollywoodFrom Fact to Fiction........................102
Chapter 16: The Fall of the Matrix-Wall..................................108
Chapter 17: The Shift..............................................................119
Chapter 18: The Triumph of Existence...................................124
Chapter 19: Allowing Heaven on Earth...................................132
Chapter 20: Fear is Nothing but fear......................................139
Chapter 21: The Balance Point of Integration.........................144
Chapter 22: The Return of the Goddess.................................148
Chapter 23: The Field of Love.................................................154
Chapter 24: A Magical Miracle...............................................160
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Acknowledgement
I would like to thank my soul-friend Randy, who helped me edit
the first parts of my bookwhich led me to understand and
express the English language in a more comprehensible way. You
have great skills, a wonderful spirit and a big heart.
Gratitude goes out to my spiritual brother and 3D-work-
companion Patrik, who has helped me with my websites
(including fromlogictomagic.com). Not only do you have practical
and significant skills that manifest in the external world, but a
powerful internal vibration of wisdom and loving-kindness that
affects us all.
I want to thank my kindred spirit Hannah, for her encouraging
interest and engagement in my writings, and for her generous
participation in editing. You are a being of great wisdom that
knows how to tap into the power of Love.
I feel appreciation and gratefulness towards my parents (today
more than ever), family and many other friends who have been
supportive in various ways throughout my life. You have helped
create my human experienceand you have all helped me
become the person that I am in this day and age.
Last but not least, I want to thank my beloved wifeDea. Your
Wisdom, Truth and Love flow through many pages of this book.
You are my shining Star and you have shown me Heaven on Earth.
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Introduction
A group of graduates, now highly established in their careers, got
together to visit their old university professor one evening. Their
conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and
life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen
and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups
porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive,
some exquisitetelling them to help themselves to the coffee.
When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor
said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups have been
taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is
normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the
source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself
adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive
and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really
wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the
'best' cupsand then you began eyeing each other's cups."
Now consider this: The coffee in this case represents lifethe life
that flows through all Humans and all living things, no matter our
differences or our physical possessions. The cups represent our jobs,
money and positions in society. They are just tools and vehicles to
hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have neither defines
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nor changes the quality of the coffeenor of the life we live.
Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the
coffee. So savor the coffee, not the cups!
The short story above was written by an anonymous person,
whom I feel shares wisdom common to us all. While it is our
intention and ambition to experience the coffee, we also get an
opportunity to experience the cupthe very tool that makes the
experience of coffee possible in the first place. Similar to how the
cup facilitates the experience of coffee, one could say that the
physical body and the physical world facilitate our life-experience as
Human beings on planet Earth. Because of our strong identification
with the physical world, many fail to explore the formless dimension
of consciousness that also experiences life through the physical as
an integral part of who we are. This formless dimension of ourselves
seems to be forgotten, which inspires me to pose the following
question: What really lies at the core of a Human being?
The core-essence of our being is most often referred to as the
heart, soul or spirit, although there are many different perceptions
of what those words actually entail among us Humans. The greater
majority of Humanity has come to accept the definitions of soul and
spirit that are passed down by age-old belief systems. As a result of
our perception being primarily guided by today's social order, we
have been conditioned to search for the identity of ourselves in the
external society before exploring the internal society within our
deeper selves.
I see the foundation of a Human being similarly to how I see the
foundation of a fruit. At the core of the fruit, underneath its flesh
and pulp, there exist seeds that carry the potential of rebirthing the
same fruit. Beneath the physical layers of our Human bodies there
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also exists a seed that plants us into existence, which we have
always carried within our deeper selves. Our seed represents a
greater part of who we are, it is an eternal force of life that gives
birth to our human experience. It is through re-connecting to our
inner seed and by allowing ourselves to explore our inner society,
that we are able to answer the question of what really lies at the
core of our being.
I am glad you have chosen to read my work. It is an honor to share
my thoughts and feelings with you and I would like to thank you for
taking the time to read them. I have had a series of mind-opening
experiences, memories and insights, that have given me a deeper
and more profound understanding of life in the greater scheme of
thingsand how we Humans fit perfectly into this bigger picture.
In this concise handbook I intend to describe what is now taking
place around and within us, as a species on planet Earth. Some may
perceive my understandings as being no more than fiction, which in
many ways overestimates and overvalues human life in the
Universe. To others, they may act as a mirror that reflects the truth
that is profoundly recognized within their own heart and soul. I trust
that From Logic To Magic will serve as a steppingstone, guiding who
ever reads it towards a greater expansion of consciousness. I feel
my words merely point to the truth that is ready to awaken from
inside each of us.
Life in the greater scheme of things is a grand subject to explore,
so before we continue any further I will summarize the most
important concepts of my discoveries with a few statements:
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We are all immortal and infinite beings of Love and Light. Life is
infinite in all directions and nothing exists beyond us as
Omniversal Beings.
We orchestrate our lives from a greater and higher aspect of our
Human Selves. We are here because of a choice we made, to
experience life, to learn and to evolve.
Our Universe is based on the construct of light, frequency and
polarity, and it is made up of many dimensions of which we get to
experience simultaneously. Within this construct we purposely
disconnect ourselves from the higher aspects of our
multidimensional identity through a journey of vast separation
and this is all a part of our evolutionary process.
In the lower dimensions of our Universe the construct of light,
frequency and polarity is condensed into extreme duality (good
and evil, light and dark, Love and fear, + and -). As beings in these
realms we get to experience a playground of conditions and
limitations where we form egoic aspects that create a false image
of self.
We all exist as galaxies, stars and planetary bodies and we all
manifest inside one another to experience our different vibratory
expressions. By experiencing each other in this way we all embody
the oneness of life, while at the same time we are all so very
unique and special in our own way of expressing life. One for All
and All for One.
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The concept of linear time and space only exists in the lower
dimensions of our Universe. What we perceive as quantifiable
locations in time of past and future all exist in one singular
moment of Now.
The essence of infinite Love is a force that permeates through
every Universe and Omniverse in Creation. As a Human being on
planet Earth we can only experience this force by being the force
itselfas a being of unconditional Love. The return to
unconditional Love is the balance point for the integration with
our greater selves, and one shall now more than ever ask one's
self the question: 'To Be or not to Be'?
These statements certainly claim to explain a broad spectrum of
Creation and our role in it. As I share with you my perspective on
life, I will state that this is the way it works and that this is the way it
is. The way I share it with you is the way I feel, and I am well aware
that many people hold a different understanding of life. If you
decide to read this book I ask for you to have an open mindand an
open heartand to discern for yourself what you resonate with.
Within our collective experience we as individuals choose to
follow our own unique path and we are all entitled to our own
beliefs and opinions. The set of values we choose to identify with
becomes our reality and is what ultimately determines our
perception of what life is and who we are. I respect everyone's
individual path and I know that we all play an important role simply
by existing here on our planet Earthregardless of the direction we
choose to walk.
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While I respect and honor our individual paths within our current
reality, I must place emphasis on my personal experiences and
understandings of the hidden world, which exists beyond this
reality. By recognizing the journey we have all taken from higher
planes of awareness, to our fragmented state of disagreement and
separation, I will affirm that there are greater truths about life that
belong to us all. Our evolutionary process is a journey through a
multidimensional Universe, the structure of which I will explain as a
universal playground that has facilitated and made possible our
human and spiritual experiences.
What I have chosen to share might spark within you an interest to
discover more of your greater self. I encourage you to do so and to
continue your own inner and outer pursuit for truth, wisdom and
knowledge. I see us all as members of a never-ending journey
through a cosmic dance of life, and perhaps I might help you on
your way of re-membering into your eternal member-ship of the
Universe of Light.
Furthermore, this book explores the riddle of life and establishes
that when we fully comprehend the composition of the riddle, we
re-discover that the answer lies within our deeper selves. As I delve
deeper into our spiritual core and explain how powerful and
magnificent we all really are, I encourage you to acknowledge this
magnificence within yourself and become truly self-empowered as a
Human being. A hidden magical world exists beyond the limited
perception of the logical mind. It is my intention to help you
discover this magical reality and to explore it as an essential part of
who you are.
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Discoveries of other realities are not new to mankind. Such
discoveries are in fact very ancient and are known to a greater part
of us, for travels beyond the borders of our mind-paradigm are truly
all about re-discovering our greater selves.
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Re-awakened Memories
What I call the magical world is not a world excluded to 'spells and
curses'. It is everything the logical mind terms 'supernatural' or
'unexplained'. My deeper understanding of a greater reality began
to become clear when I opened up to the concept that in order to
understand the external world, I first must understand what is
happening within me.
A few years ago I started to take an interest in spiritual wisdom
that truly empowered me as an individual. After reading a few
books and listening to some interviews, I began to feel that the
knowledge, wisdom and Love that I resonated with already existed
inside the depth of my own being. I became aware that true
spiritual teachings are not made up of beliefs or rules of conduct
and that they all originate from the same source of truth that is
inside each and every one of us. When we learn to see through that
which separates us from the deeper truth of who we are, we get to
see ourselves in the mirror of life, not only as Human, but also as
eternal spirit that is ever present and alive. A new and broader
perspective of our human experience opened up to me.
I began to realize, with my 'real eyes', that the eternal and
formless essence of who we are does not age in time and space, and
that if we allow ourselves we are able to find an everlasting present
momenthere and Nowwithin this reality. Our eternal self simply
exists beyond the concepts of time and space, and whether we are
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aware of it or not, we are all here as spiritual beings to learn and
evolve through the human experience.
As I began to find my way back to this truth of who and what we
all are, feelings rose from a place within my heart that I had not
been very connected to since I was around eight years old. At that
time I had visions of myself from past lifetimes and I used to dive
deeply into these memories without talking to anyone about them.
One of the strongest recollections I had of a previous life was of
myself walking the Earth in total peace and harmony. I walked in
simplicity, being no more or less than who I Am, without conditions
and judgments from others or myself, and therefore I was able to be
and to express a state of pure and unconditional Love.
When I re-experienced this Love through my memories, I knew
without a doubt that such a state of grace exists and that we all
have the ability to find it within our deeper selves. However, the
memories and feelings I had as a young child did not blend well with
the contrasting ideals of society. By the age of ten I had forgotten
my inner revelations, as I unconsciously adopted the mindset of the
very different world around me.
As I reflected on the visions I had during my childhood, I began to
recall even more of my past lifetimes. Behavioral patterns in my
current lifetime seemed to mirror patterns from my previous
lifetimes. I recognized vibrations and characteristics that were
unique to me, not only as a Human being, but also a spiritual
beingor a soul.
When I felt into the energetic vibrations of people around me, I
was able to recall scenarios I had together with them in past lives.
These scenarios again seemed to be mirrored in my current lifetime.
Getting to know a greater aspect of myself and others, I understood
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that whatever manifests in our lives has a greater purpose and
meaning. It is from this greater aspect that we all orchestrate our
soul-contract agreements that are to be fulfilled through our human
experience.
As we incarnate into this world of illusion we allow ourselves to
experience not only Love, but also fear, and we succumb to the idea
of mortality and separation, forgetting all about the intention and
purpose of our higher self. Through this extreme polarization of
Love and fear life is in many ways turned into a serious game with
all kinds of dramatic scenarios.
I have come to understand that there is nothing inherently wrong
with dramatic scenarios as all experiences are essential parts of our
evolutionary journey; which in the end is about learning and gaining
wisdom from different experiences. Our spirit is a keeper of time
and knowledge, and it is through the process of reintegrating with
Spirit that we gain access to the records of our previous experiences
and memories.
Forgetting who we are as spiritual beings is nothing but a
temporary disconnection from our greater aspects. By once again
re-membering ourselves into the truth of who we are from within
the human experience, we reconnect with these higher aspects.
This has been my big revelation. We Humans have long searched for
answers and recognition from outside of ourselves. I had clearly
begun to realize that we have had it all wrongit is all to be
rediscovered from within.
Can you imagine what it would be like if we all remembered that a
part of our eternal essence has manifested into this world of form in
order to learn, and to experience the many different expressions of
life as a Human being? What would happen to our fear and hatred if
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we would realize that we exist infinitely beyond our body and our
mind?
A revolution of perception would take place all over the world if
our subjective minds would realize not only the intellectual idea, but
also the universal truth that we are all the same underneath the
different cultures and identities in our society.
Out of the many people who get to have abnormal experiences such
as remembering past lives, talking to spirits or traveling to other
realms, I am certain that there are many who do not speak about
them openly. The current mindset of our world over-rides anything
that is outside the norm and, just as I did when I was ten years old,
many deny having these experiences. In many cases it is easier to
deny rather than try to explain them.
It is a fact that the logical-oriented mainstream institutions deny
the practical study of spiritual experience to be valid as a context of
understanding the existence of a greater human and spiritual
reality. In what most of us believe to be the greatest era of scientific
and physiological evolution, the human mind perceives a world
exclusively occupied with materialism and the five-sense-reality.
Therefore, those who share their spiritual experiences openly are
often ridiculed and perceived by mainstream society as outcasts
with fantastic ideas. Due to the fact that the logical mind-set still
maintains a strong grip around our collective state of consciousness,
many Humans who are presented with staggering evidence of a
greater spiritual reality, still refuse to accept and embrace it as true.
It is safe to say that many of us are in a state of denial.
However, in spite of all the ridicule, many people are now more
than ever finding the courage within to venture down the
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challenging path of sharing their discoveries. Whether it be near
death experiences, contact with beings from other realms, astral
travel or even journeying with one's pure consciousness; these
phenomena are increasingly being spoken of around the world.
Spiritual healing practices, past life regression therapies, workshops
and forums where people can share their experiences, have all
become everyday occurrences that are a part of our society.
Since I began remembering more past lives, I have further
explored and developed my capacity to recall aspects of my greater
self. Now, I often wake up in the mornings remembering vibrations,
surroundings and beings I have interacted with on other levels of
life. I am able to explore realities I never knew existed before which
has given me deep insights about the infinite possibilities we all
possess as Humanand spiritualbeings.
As a result of my experiences and insights, the world I live in has
become much bigger than what I could previously imagine. I have
come to understand that life truly becomes a riddle when we forget
that we are the orchestrators of life in the first place. Yet my
understanding also made me ponder upon how we, as orchestrators
of life, have composed the journey in the greater scheme of things. I
felt certain that there must be a greater purpose to our cycles of
experiences in these different planes of creation. While
contemplating the composition of the riddle I concluded that we are
all a part of an evolutionary process, divinely planned, with an
intended outcome.
Is there really such a thing as a divine plan? Throughout the course
of my book I intend to help answer this question, that I know we all,
as eternal members of this Universe, carry within.
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After having recalled extraordinary experiences it is my
understanding that when we experience higher dimensions we get
to re-connect with the higher aspects of ourselves that exist
simultaneously with our earthly incarnation. Imagine us all living
inside a world that has walls built up around it. From here a
doorway exists that is able to lead us beyond the walls we currently
reside in. Leaping beyond this world into the unknown can be
frightening for the mind. Most of us are so comfortable running
around in circles within this world, like hamsters in a spinning
wheel, that we fail to notice that a doorway even exists. Those who
truly allow themselves to explore beyond the boundaries of our
mentally constructed paradigm discover that we are the key to the
doorway, and that what was thought of as 'unknown' is already
known to us.
Discoveries of other realities are not new to mankind. Such
discoveries are in fact very ancient and are known to a greater part
of us, for travels beyond the borders of our mind-paradigm are truly
all about re-discovering our greater selves.
When we connect with higher aspects of ourselves we are actually
interacting in dimensions where we all exist together. Through our
human experience we have each managed to create an expression
of individuality that is truly unique, and in which we are separated
from each other. At the same time we are all so intimately
connected to our greater aspects and to each other. We truly are
universal and multidimensional beings in a multidimensional
Universe.
As we exist on multiple levels, I will continue to utilize a
multidimensional perspective in order to properly explain the
nature of our whole existence. Considering this perspective, let us
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examine the 'surface-world' of today and explore the ways we keep
ourselves inside the walls of what I refer to as the current mindset.
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If we could seek society within ourselves, before seeking ourselves
within society, we have a chance to discover our own unique spirit,
which ultimately holds the truth about life beyond that which our
current mainstream society portrays.
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The Mind-Matrix
The understandings held within the mainstream establishment
regarding the known Universe and Humanity's role in it is very
narrow when compared with the multidimensional perspective.
Religion and science, along with the academic institutions and the
mainstream media, have for a very long time portrayed a limited
perspective of life. As such, the greater concepts I present may
seem radical to many people. In this chapter, it is my intention to
clarify how the human mind becomes deeply entrenched into a
limited reality through a process of self-deception.
I define the mind-matrix to be a virtual reality overlay that keeps
us within a limited paradigm of perception. Within this paradigm,
we are taught to perceive and recognize only that which is
presented to us through our five senses as being all there is to
experience. What we learn to accept as reality is only the outermost
layer of perception. It is nothing more than the physical surface-
level of what we are capable of perceiving, but since we become so
identified with this five-sense-reality it becomes our whole world.
We have become so identified with the physical world that we
have forgotten that all of us, beneath the details of this world, are
intimately connected to the whole. Being brought up within such
conditions we automatically develop an egoic personality-driven
aspect. Our identification with the physical world and our ego-
aspect creates an image of self that does not represent who we are
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in our entirety. This aspect only cares about itself and is incapable of
acting with compassion.
The ego sees everything as separate and judges others by their
outward physical features and appearances. We are so focused on
material requirements that we often forget to feel and acknowledge
the being inside of us. We have an idea of how other people will
perceive us and we are constantly trying to create a character
through the material requirements that will fulfill this false idea of
self. Through our desperation to form this character we forget that
it is only a game on the surface-world and that there is so much
more to life.
The development of our ego in a world of separation is the vehicle
for the process of forgetting our true nature as pure soul-
consciousness. Inside of our being is a deeper dimension, ready to
be explored by our mind and heart, but it cannot be found through
any external means.
The behavioral patterns of the ego are perhaps most apparent
throughout our world of media and entertainment. In news
programs, TV-shows and the political world we get caught up in
drama between the different characters that are playing the game
of the surface-world, and for many people this is all they ever focus
on.
No matter what paradigm we choose to engage ourselves in, our
ego is often present with a judgmental and conditional perspective.
By only focusing on the game of the surface-world, we may satisfy
the needs of the ego, but we fail to see the bigger picture of what is
going on. Because of this narrow perspective we have developed
very destructive behavioral patterns within our society. Our ego-
aspect has been entrained with the notions that we must fight for
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peace with war and sustain freedom with security. Somehow we fail
to notice the inherent paradox of the approach.
When a conflict arises we get so caught up in drama and
differences of opinions, that we don't recognize the fact that we are
all really one organism at war with itself. The ego-aspect is simply
not aware of the self-destructive behavioral patterns of our society
because it does not recognize the essence of who we are
underneath our attachments to identities and opinions.
Through different incarnations we have all played roles in
different cultures with different identities. For instance, let us say
that a soul incarnates as a woman somewhere in Africa. This woman
has previously experienced life as a Jewish woman who died in
Auschwitz during the second world war. She will have carried the
wounds of her previous lifetime with her, while engaging in a
completely different life experience in her present incarnation in
Africa.
The Jewish people of today may carry wounds from the holocaust
as a collective identity of the culture itself. But the souls who
incarnated into the experience of the holocaust are not necessarily
the same souls that have incarnated as the Jewish people of today.
If we would all realize here and now, that the essence of who we
are is not defined by one religion, culture or skin color; we would
end the destructive cycles of the 'blame-game' and victimhood, to
understand life from a greater and more inclusive soul-perspective.
Though the media is an integral part of propagating destructive
cycles like the ones mentioned above, it is not my intention to
portray news and entertainment as being entirely negative. Neither
is it my intention to claim that we should never enjoy our physical
possessions or explore the expressions of our ego. My intention is
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simply to look at the current surface-world and reveal how far
removed we are in our everyday lives from the deeper
understanding of what lies beyond it. We have forgotten the
presence of our formless spiritour souland therefore forgotten
the eternal magnificence of our being. If we could seek society
within ourselves, before seeking ourselves within society, we have a
chance to discover our own unique spirit, which ultimately holds the
truth about life beyond that which our current mainstream society
portrays.
Everything around us is energy expressing itself through a network
of interconnected consciousness. The fact that we operate together
as a single organism is understood and explained today by both
science and spirituality. However, because the greater majority of
the people in our world are programmed into a robotic society that
only plays on the surface-world, today's mainstream perception is
diminutive compared to the deeper understanding of who we are
and how alive everything is around us.
Let us explore how our fundamental nature is one with the living
nature of our planet Earth. When we look deep into the nature of
our plant and animal kingdoms, we are able to find ourselves in
them. Nature tells the truth; it teaches us about being in the
moment, about stillness and silence, and about the balance of life.
The re-discovery of our inner eternal space is the re-discovery of the
inner eternal space that is reflected in All Living Things.
Imagine yourself communicating with the consciousness of a tree
from the depth of your own being. If you were to stand and have a
conversation with a tree, how would those who passed by react to
such a sight? Because of how disconnected most people are to the
living nature around us, they would likely stare at you with
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bewilderment as if you were doing something wrong. Whether it be
a tree, a stone or a waterfall, the truth is that nature speaks to us all
the time and in the presence of our stillness, we can learn a lot from
it. This feeling of interconnectedness is accessible to us right now,
but we as individuals have to experience it from deep within if we
are to truly know the essence of it.
Through our human experience there are two states of being from
which we express ourselvesthe mental state and the emotional
state. In our process of developing a false image of self, the
identification with our thoughts in the mind becomes strong and we
let our true feelings from the heart come second. Our mind works
as a mental software program that manages the thought patterns
within our brain. We use our mind to think, and it is an important
tool for our body vehicle in order to function and communicate.
Through the left-brain programming in our robotic society we are
trained to be rational according to the paradigm of the logical mind.
This indoctrination is what builds a partition between our minds and
our hearts, hence the label mind-matrixit exists within our minds
and not our hearts. Our mind is able to grasp and understand
concepts of the heart and soul, but it is not the aspect that
represents the essence of the heart itself. Through our strong
identification with the mind we often become led by our thoughts,
thoughts that may not always be of our own making, and we fail to
acknowledge the feelings within our hearts.
Our hearts are one with our spirit as a keeper of time and
knowledge. By re-connecting with our hearts we re-open the doors
to our cosmic and universal soul-journey, and thus we are able to
move far beyond the logical mind into the deep and magical core of
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our eternal selves. To speak from the heart is to express one's true
nature and while doing so the essence of who we are has the
opportunity to be acknowledged by the mind-aspect. By getting to
know our true hearts we get to know our true eternal selves that
exist infinitely beyond our limited minds.
By following the programs of the mind rather than the truth of our
own heart, we simply lead ourselves away from our true nature. It is
not difficult to deceive ourselves if we give in to the manufactured
systems of this world. Our mental and physical aspects are far more
important to the eyes of the surface-world than what our emotional
and spiritual aspects will ever be. Let me put this into context.
When Princess Diana was asked in a BBC Panorama interview why
the establishment doesn't want her to be Queen, she responded;
"Because I lead from the Heart and not the head." This is why she
was 'removed' by the monarchs and their heartless cult.
Despite the strong influence from controlling factions of our
society we all have the ability, like Princess Diana, to follow the
deeper wisdom of our hearts. No matter how the mind-matrix
desires to program us, we are ultimately the ones who decide if we
are to become someone that is not who we truly are.
When we understand and become aware of how the two methods
of expression operate, it becomes easier to differentiate between
them. If we can allow ourselves to let go of the identifications with
the mind, we can more easily see the pathway to the heartour
most sacred aspect of Self.
By restricting our attention and awareness to the construct of the
mind and the physical world, we purposely keep ourselves within a
limited reality. Most of us believe ourselves to be a short-lived
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entity that only experiences a single lifetime and feels the need to
conform to the current mindset of the world. The current mindset
operates as a collective lens, which I refer to as the eyes of the
surface-world. As we accept the eyes of the surface-world we can
only perceive through the collective lens that identifies with the
physical human experience.
When we connect with our formless spiritual self we are able to
explore the world that exists beyond the perception of the lens,
beyond our physical world. As spiritual beings in our essence, we
are fully capable of journeying beyond the five-sense-wall of the
mind-matrix, to discover realities beyond our current one. However,
because of norms that are created within our society, we are
discouraged to explore beyond the collective lens that everyone
seems to look through.
Norms are the unwritten laws of the mind-matrix that fortify its
boundaries. Their job is to contain us within this paradigm of limited
perception. If one were to step out of the norms and break these
unwritten laws, one could be exposed to extreme ridicule. If we
don't employ the eyes of the surface-world we have no real eyes to
perceive with because we are blinded by our own madness.
Because of this ridicule and judgment the energy of fear enters our
reality.
Fear is another creation of the mind-matrix. Because of fear we
give into the norms and we allow something external to answer our
questions and formulate our reality. By giving into fear we become
completely dependent upon the mind-matrix to provide for us. Our
fear-based minds are not capable of questioning the current
mindset itself. We are simply programmed to remain within the
walls of the mind-matrix, without deviating from the norms, and
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through this process we are hypnotized into a trance state of
conformity.
Living in the trance state of the mind-matrix is like living in a small
box floating in an infinite ocean of possibilities, unable to see that
we are prisoners in our own corrupted minds. Consider the
commonly used expression 'thinking outside the box'. By staying
inside the box the human race keeps itself in ignorance of what
exists outside of it.
From within the mind-matrix we align ourselves with various
doctrines and belief systems, which are inherently closed
perspectives, creating limited paradigms themselves. These limited
paradigms are far from representing the multidimensional
perspective, and far from revealing the truth that we all have
aspects that exist beyond the perception of the five-sense-reality. It
is in fact these greater aspects that have brought us here in the first
place, and have orchestrated our lives in physical form. From the
multidimensional perspective, we created the mind-matrix in order
to learn from it through the human experience.
Our minds may not prefer a complex world of judgments,
conditions and differences of opinion, but there is purpose for us to
live in it, to learn from it and to be itwhatever we experience.
When we become aware of our multidimensional identity it is easier
for us to understand how, and more importantly, why we deceive
ourselves in the ways that we do.
Most people are shrouded in a state of ignorance as to what lies
beyond what I have referred to as the mind, the lens or the box. At
present, these people may closely associate with teachings of
religion, science, educational institutions and the mainstream
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media, which I call the four pillars of the mind-matrix. These
paradigms covertly funnel people into limited states of awareness
a process we will explore in the next few chapters.
While the majority of people are in a state of ignorance, a
revolution of perception is clearly emerging where millions on the
planet are expressing similar discoveries to the ones I share. A
gigantic wave of awareness is breaking through the walls of the
mind-matrix as people are freeing themselves from the mindset of
the surface-world to see a brighter and broader reality open up.
Those who have a greater awareness beyond the mainstream
understandings are not superior to individuals whose journey it is,
at this time, to fully engage in the mind-matrix. There is no
judgment in saying that some are attached to the mind-matrix while
others have broken free from itit is simply a distinction between
different levels of awareness.
We all have different soul-paths that are unique to each individual
and by understanding the multidimensional perspective we can
embrace the different levels of awareness and honor everyone's
individual journey through the human experience. No matter what
path we have chosen in life, we all have the opportunity to go
within ourselvesto understand life beyond what any guideline of
society has taught us to believe. It is within our human core, beyond
the illusion of separation, that we reintegrate with the universal
truth that has been carried within our deeper selves all along.
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3.
Our heart and soul stores all the experiences that have led us to the
path we now find ourselves walking upon and therefore WE are
keepers of universal truth.
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Universal Truth
Here on Earth we often say that we all have our own truths. We
have our own filter where we analyze surroundings and we
formulate our perception of reality based upon our subjective
beliefs and opinions. The truths we hold in our subjective beliefs are
all relative and, of course, we are all entitled to our own relative
truths. However, the differences of opinion separate us from seeing
a common bigger picture in the greater scheme of life. Therefore,
most people choose to carry the very same 'we all have our own
truth' mindset while contemplating the bigger questions on life and
creation. Many think that there is no one great truth that tells us
how it all works and the way it is. Of course, these individuals also
believe we are not capable of discovering timeless knowledge and
wisdom from our eternal spirit within.
Throughout the ages, people have been searching for answers to
the bigger questions through various doctrines and dogmas. When
we set out on a quest to search for truth within the various
paradigms of religion and science, we are adhering to guidelines and
keeping ourselves within the limited perspective of the mind-matrix.
This identification with truth belonging to one or another
dogmatized belief-system, counteracts our process of finding the
universal truth that can be felt and re-membered from inside all of
us.
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Our heart and soul stores all the experiences that have led us to
the path we now find ourselves walking upon and therefore we are
keepers of universal truth. We will never discover the greater truths
from a scientific book on our physical Universe or from a religious
manuscript that was written some hundreds of years ago, but it can
be felt and expressed here and now, from inside every Human
being. Our human experience becomes a riddle when we limit our
perception of reality, but to learn that we are the answer to the
riddle of life will turn our world inside out. We all carry the answer
to the riddle of life, and re-membering into that truth is the very
freedom from the limiting paradigms we have kept ourselves within.
The answers to the bigger questions, to the universal truth, are now
being expressed by many people who's intention it is to remind us
of that freedom. Those who have re-connected with what is already
here, within us, are all speaking the same language regarding what
life is all about.
The manmade religions and philosophies, when followed blindly,
lead their followers away from the truth that inside each Human
being a divine spirit resides that is sovereign and eternal. Science
also follows guiding principles, as it needs to have everything
proven according to the laws of its paradigm. No matter what
Humans choose to identify with, when we accept a paradigm as
being our only reality, we limit our perception of what truth is and
we forget that our eternal, infinite and boundless selves cannot
possibly be contained inside anything.
I have met scientifically minded people who perceive the notion of
universal truth existing inside a Human being to be part of a new
religion or dogma, and say that no one knows the whole story
except what science can prove. I have met people within the
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paradigms of religion, who defend their doctrines, saying that the
notion of a human consciousness existing beyond 'the almighty
creator' is outrageous. Science and religion are both the same in
that they both require external sources of validation.
When we discover that universal truth emanates from within, we
learn that there is no need to prove it according to the laws of
physics or to seek it through worshipwe only need to
acknowledge the existence of truth within ourselves. The
understanding of our essence as spiritual beings is vital if we are to
understand that we all carry the same truth within. Knowledge of
our eternal nature may have been suppressed and long forgotten in
the mainstream teachings of our society, however it is the key to
unlocking and activating the truth within our own being. Through
this inner core-essence of ourselves, we reintegrate not only with
the records of our human experiences, but also with the universal
library, commonly known as the Akashic recordswhich is an
archive of all thoughts and experiences from our planet, our galaxy,
our Universe and beyond. Throughout our journey as eternal
members of this Universe, we have all helped to create these
Akashic records, and therefore we all have access to them from
within.
Since the logical rational mind inherently operates through a limited
perception, it is impossible for those who exclusively identify with it
to fully understand life in the greater scheme of things. I can only
suggest to the limited logical mind that we all carry the same truth
within our deeper selves and that we must integrate with our hearts
in order to re-discover it. I know that along with our mind-identified
attachments, each of us has a longing for a truth and Love that lies
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deeper than the aspects of the mind. If we can allow ourselves to go
within our hearts and perceive beyond the constraints of the logical
mind, we will come to realize that the truth and Love we have been
longing for already exists inside of us.
Truth is here and now, and it is you. You created the riddle from a
higher aspect of yourself and you are the answer to it. Your heart is
intimately connected to the universal library of experiences that is
always present and ready for you to explore. If you want to
understand universal truth, go and look in the mirrorfor you are
truly the one you have been waiting for.
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4.
We are at a time of great spiritual change and through these
moments of multidimensional interconnection, we play an
important part in anchoring new energies that will help rebalance
and transform our earthly domain.
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A Journey into the Past
In July of 2011, I experienced a profound past life recollection
together with my beloved Dea. I felt guided to take her to a place in
a nature reserve not far from our home. I grew up in the southern
parts of Sweden, and I knew that I had been to this place some
years ago, but I did not recognize the surroundings as we entered
the hills and the woods.
We felt guided to follow a particular path that brought us up to a
beautiful little valley with a lake at the center of it. As we entered
the valley we felt an energetic shift take place in the atmosphere.
The Sun shined beautifully from the sky, birds were singing and
hundreds of little bees were out collecting pollen from the flowers.
We felt a calling and a greeting from a familiar vibration which we
turned towards and realized was a huge standing rock, vibrating a
strong male energy. I felt him communicating with me and I went
over to give him a big hug. As I physically connected with the rock I
felt a very old and friendly connection between us. "Good to see
you old friend," I said, recognizing his vibration to represent a wise
old general I once knew. In an instant, a deep knowing came to me
that if I would place both of my hands on him he would help
transmute an energetic charge that I carried from a past life I once
had around this area. Placing my hands upon this ancient stone , I
felt a powerful vibration surge up my hands. Memories of previous
scenarios that had taken place in southern Sweden flowed into my
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mind and through my heart. I realized that my old stone friend was
here to help me remember and heal some of the painful chapters
from a past lifetime.
After my communication with the rock, we walked towards the
lake gazing upon an arrangement of stones forming a half circle
around it. Dea and I looked at each other and acknowledged how
beautiful it was. We realized that the valley setting itself did not
exist at the time of our incarnation, but we knew we had been
together in the area during a past lifetime.
After a while our gaze turned towards another huge rock on the
opposite side of the lake facing the half circle of stones. I felt guided
to go over and stand on top of the rock and speak to the other
stones. Facing the half circle of stones I intuitively connected with
my past life and began to visualize the surroundings of that time. I
gave a speech to acknowledge my return and to salute and honor
the warriors who had fought bravely here once upon a time. Deep
in my heart I knew I was returning to a place similar to one where I
had spoken many times before.
At this sacred site we both allowed joyful and painful memories to
resurface and be transmuted. I had healed wounds carried from the
past with my old friend the rock, and I now had a deep feeling of
peace and harmony within. In these moments of reconnection to
the formless and timeless magical world, our multidimensional
identity emerges through our human experience. Dea and I had a
deep knowing that by being here together we were activating, and
facilitating, an interplay of energetic exchange on multiple levels.
Whether or not those who constructed and arranged the stone
setting were aware of it, we knew that the valley was created for a
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great purpose with deep spiritual intention. We knew this intention
was for the sacred stone memorial to serve as an energetic portal
creating a doorway for souls to reconnect with the pastas it
served this purpose for us.
Similarly to Humans, stones are also keepers of time and
knowledge. They serve a unique role as they are intimately
connected to the crystal heart in the center of the Earth, which
holds all experiences that have ever taken place. Therefore, when
returning to a location of a previous lifetime a soul is able to access
memories from the vibration of the stones that are unique to the
soul's journey and past experiences. An energetic portal is what
facilitates the interplay of energetic exchange throughout our
multiple levels and lifetimes. As our multidimensional identity
emerges the portal transcends the boundaries of linear space-time,
creating a singular moment of Now.
As I will cover throughout the book, we are at a time of great
spiritual and earthly transformation, and through these moments of
multidimensional interconnection we play an important part in
anchoring new energies that will help rebalance and transform our
earthly domain. Energetic portals are now being activated around
the world by all of us, whether we are aware of it or not. In a
process of transformation we are changing our future by healing our
past, welcoming a brighter present moment of re-awakened
memories.
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5.
Although they are limited paradigms, mainstream science and
religion help facilitate challenging experiences that, from the
multidimensional perspective, assist the learning process and
evolution of our soul.
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Science, Religion and Extraordinary Experiences
Science has developed a lot during the last two centuries and is
what I callthe modern truth-holder of the surface-world. What is
released and taught in mainstream science defines what is true and
what is not true, according to concrete evidence that is available. It
has become a paradigm of conditions that serves the logical and
rational thinking mind, and disregards everything that cannot be
quantified. Therefore, those who have experiences beyond what
can be physically measured, might just have a few questions
regarding what is contained and accepted by mainstream science.
On the other hand, how many within the scientific paradigm are
aware that many supernatural phenomena can be explained
through scientific method? Out of body experiences, mind over
matter and life after death, are all examples of such phenomena.
The fact is that most of the mainstream science community denies
that we can prove any of these occurrences, and even if they could
be validated within scientific method, they are swept under the
carpet.
Astrology, quantum physics and consciousness-studies, are other
examples of significant areas that have been excluded from
mainstream science. The simple fact that many areas of studies are
excluded is a clear indication that a limited paradigm is created and
sustained by a set of guidelines. Because the overwhelming majority
of people within the scientific community strictly adhere to these
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guidelines, they overlook the fact that as science develops its scope
it continuously disproves its previous models of understanding.
Mainstream science is a controlled paradigm, dictating to those
within it what is possible and impossible in our reality. When we
exclusively identify with such a paradigm, we are unable to discover
that we exist infinitely beyond all paradigmseven beyond that
which is contained within the full spectrum of scientific
understanding. In fact, the higher aspects of our multidimensional
identity cannot be explained and understood within quantifiable
mathematical constructs and therefore the full magnificence of our
being will forever remain unsolved from within the paradigm of
science.
If science is the modern truth-holder of the surface-world then
religion is what I call the old world truth-holder that has for a very
long time been part of the human psyche. Many religious teachings
that were created during the last 6000 years have developed into
what we today know as the five big religions: Christianity,
Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism and Islam. Their teachings are
primarily based upon stories of men who have walked the Earth at
different times. They have passed through hundreds of human
generations and each religion has more or less claimed to represent
the one and only truth. Therefore many people have come to
believe that the one truth can only be found within churches,
synagogues, mosques and temples. Because these main outlets
have great influence during an individual's upbringing, they appear
to be the only options available for those who seek God and
spirituality. Hence, this involuntary indoctrination creates a lack of
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encouragement to seek society within ourselves, before seeking
ourselves in society.
In religions such as Christianity, Islam and Judaism the central
focus has always been the worship of a male god. It has most often
been referred to as "the one creator of all things" known as the holy
father, the holy allah and the holy yahweh. The concept of a single
male god may not be the foundation of every religion, but it is clear
that the male energy has a dominant influence in most of them.
Even in eastern philosophies that do not promote the suppression
of feminine energy, there is still a male influence dividing the sexes.
The Dalai Lama for example, who is the religious head of eastern
Buddhism, has historically been a male figure. Such traditions have
suppressed the feminine by robbing her of an authoritative voice. In
every religious structure there always seems to be a pervading
common themethe female being undermined by the male. This
lack of balance is a lack of acknowledgment and respect for the
whole of Life.
Even though the acknowledgement and respect of the female is
more present today than ever before, the tradition of suppression
will remain intact as long as the foundational constructs of male
dominance are sustained through age old scripture and ritual. We
must always acknowledge the bigger picture if we wish to
fundamentally change the destructive patterns that are engrained
within the structures of our society.
Some religions may present teachings of a spiritual essence within
Humanity. But there are no religious teachings that present the
multidimensional role in the Universe and therefore there are no
religions that can tell us who we are in our entirety. Because our
eternal and multidimensional spirit is not acknowledged, the
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worship of external entities becomes a required condition for many
people.
When we fail to recognize that each of us carries our own source
of Godliness, we seek externally for a substitute source of authority.
Even the New Age movement that promotes radical ideas and
freethinking is still a religious paradigm that involves the
externalization of power to controlling authorities. It may seem as
though the New Age movement is all about self-empowerment, but
the use of external energies according to the teachings of so called
enlightened masters is still a practice of externalizing power.
Knowing who and what we all are, one can easily state that any
teaching or being that promotes and propagates the externalization
of power to any degree, is one who helps sustain the process of
giving our own divine power away.
Different aspects of worship have developed throughout history
within the various religions and many of them have evolved from
fundamentalist-worship of god, into a more relationship-oriented
connection to god. This modern relationship-oriented practice does
not necessarily identify with a single religion, nor does it need to
strictly adhere to literary doctrine.
Through my personal experience of religion I feel that it has
mainly been rooted in respect, common sense and good will. I know
many who are closely involved with the Christian church in Sweden
and other religious practices in the world. They are all wonderful
people who share much wisdom and Love through their religious
practice, which I feel anyone could relate to. They have certainly
helped me acknowledge the authentic human values that can exist
within religious institutions and I feel that none of these individuals
intend to deceive others into any kind of disempowerment. If all
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religious institutions would share a similar sense of self-
empowerment, the manipulative network that is at the core of
these institutions would fail to sustain the deceptive 'house of
cards', which inherently seeks to remain its power over Human
sovereignty.
When we fully realize the eternity of our existence carried within
our deeper selves, a bigger picture emerges. The foundational
construct of any religious paradigm inherently involves the
externalization of power to hidden authorities. Regardless of the
intentions and good will of anyone contained within such a
paradigm, the foundational construct of the religion itselfbeing
limiting and controlling in its very natureoverrides the intentions
and good will of those contained within it; and therefore they
unknowingly participate and propagate a limited perspective.
There is however, no doubt in that unconditional Love and
wisdom pervades the Human spirit, regardless of culture or religion.
What I wish to emphasize is that the general teachings of every
manmade religion shares a limited scope of knowledge that
misleads us from understanding the totality of life. The worship of
something we believe to be greater than ourselves is the very
concept that limits the paradigm of religion. We are the Godly,
spiritual beings that co-create everything we experience in this
Universe; but when we put our trust and faith into something
external we forget that we carry all the power within ourselves. It is
one thing to believe in the 'beyond' and what it means to our
existence hereand an entirely different matter to experience this
reality for ourselves, and thus rediscover our true nature.
In truth, there have been many beings that have walked the Earth
sharing wisdom that reflects the Godly and spiritual nature within
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all of us. There is no doubt that the original teachings of these
individuals have been cleverly restructured into stories of teachings
that endorse worship rather than self-empowerment. These stories
that have formed the foundation of religious teachings have
managed to be propagated as historical and factual events.
Therefore, without the awareness of most people, the true meaning
behind the stories have been completely misinterpreted. The
intention behind the religious teachings, which have been practiced
and sustained by the masses throughout the ages, has always been
to divert human consciousness away from the self-empowering
truth of our inner eternal spirit.
If we would interpret religious stories from books such as the Bible
and the Torah, as stories rather than factual and historical events,
and with true spiritual understanding rather than intellectual
understanding, we would discover that significant patterns exist
behind literary interpretations of religious teachings. Stories from all
influential religions of today can be traced back to ancient
mythology that formed the base structure of these patterns. The
literary versions of Krishna, Buddha, Moses, Jesus and Mohammed,
who are key figures of the five big religions, all perpetuate ancient
mythology in some capacity. Because our intellectual minds have
become so caught up in examining every literal detail, most of us
fail to acknowledge how many of these recurring stories fit into a
bigger picture.
The foundational patterns for many myths and religious stories are
directly connected to astrological symbols and cycles that, from our
earthly point of view, are the position and movements of different
celestial bodies. The best examples of this connection between
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astrology and religious teachings may be the allegorical myths
involving the Sun's movement in the sky. The birth sequences and
lifecycles of beings that we have come to know as Horus, Jesus,
Krishna, Dionysus, Mithra and many more are all one and the same
mythology. Their lifecycles all include a virgin birth on December
25th, a star in the east, three kings, 12 disciples or followers and
have all experienced a death lasting three days before being
resurrected.
By examining astrological events and cycles we are able to
establish that the recurring mythology of the Sun God is completely
astrological in its origin. On December 24th the brightest star in the
east, Sirius, aligns with the three brightest stars in the constellation
Orion's Belt. The three stars of Orion's belt are called today what
they were called in ancient times 'the three kings'. On December
25th, these three stars, together with the brightest star in the east,
all point to the location on the horizon where the Sun rises. From
this significant alignment comes the myth of three kings following
the brightest star in the east to get to the new born son of God.
The concept of a virgin mother such as Isis or Mary also carries
significant meaning that has been hidden and unrecognized. Virgin
is the English translation of the Latin Virgo and refers to the Zodiac
constellation Virgo. The ancient glyph for Virgo is an altered M
which correlates to the M of the Virgin Mary along with other virgin
Mothers such as Myrrha and Maya in Greek and Buddhist
mythology. The Sun travels through the constellation from August
23 through to September 22 which is the time of harvest. Therefore
the constellation is often referred to as the 'house of bread' and is
symbolized by a virgin holding a bundle of wheat. Bethlehem, the
assumed birthplace of Jesus, in fact literally translates from Hebrew
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to 'house of bread'. The virgin and Bethlehem symbolize the
constellation of Virgo, and Jesus the son of God symbolizes the Sun.
Therefore, the story of a virgin giving birth to a son of God in the
city of Bethlehem is nothing more than a myth created from the
Sun's travel through the constellation of Virgo.
Another interesting phenomenon that occurs around the winter
solstice is the symbolic crucifixion and resurrection of the Sun. From
the perspective of the northern hemisphere, between the summer
and winter solstice the Sun appears to move south. According to
many ancient civilizations, this approach towards the winter
solstice, creating colder and shorter days, symbolizes the death of
the Sun. By December 22nd the Sun's southern descent is fully
realized as it has reached its lowest point on the horizon. The Sun is
perceived to have stopped its travel, residing for three days in the
vicinity of the constellation Crux, which translates from Latin and is
commonly known as the Southern Cross. On December 25th, the
Sun starts to move north welcoming a spring of warmer and longer
days. When we take these astrological observations into
consideration it becomes apparent that the crucifixion, the three
days of death and the resurrection of Jesus and other versions of
the Sun God; are all stories based upon the movements of the Sun
during the time of the winter solstice.
Although different beings have been depicted in stories based
upon the recurring astrological movement of the Sun, they all in fact
represent the same beingwhich is the Sun itself. The hidden
universal truth is that the consciousness of the Sun embodied these
different incarnational aspects with the intention of guiding human
consciousness throughout the ages. This guidance is what I
previously referred to as the original teachingsthe wisdom that
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reflects our true spiritual essence and encourages self-
empowerment rather than worship. Through the journey of the
divine feminine the consciousness of the Earth has also embodied
multiple incarnational aspects with the same intentions. The role of
these two beings has been significant to our evolutionary process
and I will cover more of their journey throughout the book.
The concept of 12 disciples or followers is one of many fractals of
12 that repeat itself throughout Creation. Similar to the Sun God,
the concept of 12 disciples also correlates with astrological
phenomena. The most significant astrological relationship to the
fractal of 12 is represented by the 12 constellations of the Zodiac.
This celestial coordinate system is a key tool in decoding myths and
to revealing their astrological and scientific significance. If you are
interested to learn more about religious and astrological
correlations I encourage you to further explore the Zodiac and
related topics presented by various authors, speakers and
filmmakers who have made their work available on the Internet.
Having explored the relationships between religious stories and
astrological phenomena we find that we are able to decode and
acknowledge them with both spiritual and scientific understanding.
It is by combining religious literary perspectives and scientific
astrological perspectives that we are able to perceive how ancient
mythology has evolved into the widely practiced religions of today.
The conclusion is that astrological mythology, being scientific in
nature and established within the foundation of religions, creates a
bridge between the two paradigms of science and religion. We have
been exploring the taste of two different 'fruits of understanding',
which ultimately grow from the same 'tree of life' that is sustained
by roots that are one with the roots of our own eternal soul.
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Although they are limited paradigms, mainstream science and
religion help facilitate challenging experiences that, from the
multidimensional perspective, assist the learning process and
evolution of our soul. This is what our human experience is all
aboutto learn and to evolveand the exploration of different
paradigms from within our mind-matrix is what our soul benefits
from the most.
From the multidimensional perspective, we become aware that it
is the choice of our soul to venture through the human experience
into the limiting paradigms of science and religion. A part of our
global awakening is the recognition of this evolutionary process
acknowledging that there is more to us as Humans than what the
doctrines of modern society portray. People all over the world are
gaining this wider perspective through what today's society
considers supernatural and extraordinary experiences.
Extraordinary experiences are today's doorway into the unknown,
and serve as bridges between our spiritual and material worlds.
Those who have had experiences and past-life insights similar to my
own share the realization that we are not mortal Humans having
spiritual experiences, but eternal spiritual beings having human
experiences.
As the realization of our eternal self is not shared by mainstream
science and religion we can conclude that identifying exclusively
with these limited paradigms misguides us from understanding who
and what we are in the greater scheme of life. Rediscovering that
we are all the same as eternal beings in our core is returning to the
truth that we need no external sources of validation to understand
life. Understanding that universal truth emanates from our own
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heart and spirit, is about understanding our Godly self from within,
which is a concept that does not conform to either mainstream
science or religion. As infinite consciousness-awareness we all have
the opportunity to explore our eternal selves from within. As it is
our choice to incarnate on Earth, we also have the choice within our
human experience to either exclusively identify with a limited
paradigm or to begin to embrace our eternal selves in a much bigger
picture.
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6.
The moment we seek the intention with everything that we have
manifested in creation we are inspired to search not only for HOW,
but WHY it has all been created.
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Purpose and IntentionThe Educational Process
Throughout our upbringing, when we become immersed into
dogmatized programming that does not acknowledge the full
magnitude of who we are, we fail to recognize that we have a
greater self-fulfilling purpose and intention with our lives. While
contemplating the big questions most of our focus is centered on
how life works rather than why life works. We often ask the
questions: How does the Universe work? How is it possible for us to
exist here as Humans? How did we end up here on Earth? Because
the dogmatized programming maintains a strong grip through our
social order many of the people awakening around the world still
fail to recognize the greater purpose and intention with our
existence.
Today there are many active groups of people who have the
intention of exposing the limiting and deceiving views of life
portrayed by our mainstream society. Subjects including suppressed
scientific discovery, occult esoteric spiritual knowledge and
conspiratorial drama are brought to the mainstream surface as
more and more people begin to see the world from wider
perspectives. In many grassroots movements people encourage
others to realize how we all carry a divine human spirit that is
constantly being suppressed by controlling factions of our society.
Even though many people understand that there is a bigger
picture to our existence, a great majority of these awakened
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individuals still operate from a 'how-mindset'. With this mindset
they are unable to see that there's an intention with everything we
have created in the greater scheme of life. The answers to how we
have managed to lead ourselves down a path where we have
accepted a limited state of being, forgetting the essence of who we
are, will not give us the answers to why we have led ourselves down
such a path. The moment we seek the intention with everything
that we have manifested in creation we are inspired to search not
only for how, but why it has all been created. Why does the
Universe work? Why is it possible for us to exist here as Humans?
Why did we end up here on Earth?
When examining the different perspectives of the mind and heart
we notice that our limited egoic minds want to ask how this world
has come to be as it is, while our all-encompassing eternal hearts
already know how and why it has all been created. An open mind
will satisfy our intellectual thirst for wider perspectives. However,
the widest perspective which encompasses the meaning, purpose
and intention with our lives, can only be acquired through a deep
resonance and knowing from within our hearts.
It is not through our thoughts, but through our feelings that we
open our heart and spirit to truly connect with the all-knowing
source of truth that exists within each and every one of us. Whether
it be recollections from past lives and extraordinary experiences,
access to the Akashic records or subtle peaceful feelings while
having a nice cup of tea on the porch; those of us who awaken all
have unique points of reference that help us gain perspective on the
purpose and intention behind our lives. No matter what experiences
we have that facilitate our awakening, it is by acknowledging the
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greater Love and knowledge gained from such experiences that we
now come together, emanating the same truth from within.
In order to recognize our journey and our roles in the greater
scheme of life we must see through the mist and understand the
mess that we have co-created. By seeing through the mist I mean
seeing through the deceptions that limit us, to reveal the truth that
we as infinite beings are all playing a part in an evolutionary process
that has an intended outcome. Understanding the mess means
understanding that there is an intention with not only the positive
but also the negative experiences we have in our lives. To fully learn
and prosper from all our experiences we must acknowledge and
accept the different polarities of life, and realize that both joy and
pain are essential to experience along our spiritual path. This is our
process of freeing ourselves from the attachments to negative and
painful experiences that we are unable to fully comprehend when
we use a judgmental perspective.
By realizing that greater aspects of ourselves orchestrate both
positive and negative experiences, we create an opportunity to rise
above the two polarities within our human experience and achieve
a state of balance. In this centered state of being we do not play the
game of polarization, attaching ourselves to positive and negative
drama.
The concept of stepping out of duality may seem inconceivable to
the conditional egoic mind. But if we want to be free from our self-
destructive behavior we must go beyond it and acknowledge the
judgments and conditions we unconsciously apply within the game
of duality. While becoming conscious of our destructive thoughts,
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emotions and actions we are able to step back from all the drama
and consciously choose an unconditional state of being.
To be balanced is simply to be unconditional in whatever we
experience. The process of detaching from our self-destructive
behaviors, to embrace our true unconditional selves, allows us to
merge with the greater purpose and intention with our existence.
We then free ourselves from a limiting state of uncertainty
regarding what exists beyond our 'small world'. The realization of
the truth of who and what we are is what shall set us free from our
self-imposed suffering. We shall delve deeper into this process of
inner freedom throughout this book.
From the multidimensional and universal perspective, the purpose
and meaning with our life is to live it to the fullest and to learn from
our experiences without judgment or discrimination. In order to live
life fully we must endow life with meaning, regardless of its
manifestations. The greater intention with our current existence as
Humans on Earth is for us to grow intoand becomeall that we
have learned from experience.
We are now at a time where the virtual reality overlay, commonly
referred to as the veil, is lifting to uncover the full spectrum of our
existence. We are in the final stages of ascension. The term
ascension signifies our journey back to unity, back home to the
ultimate source of ourselves. As a part of this process, an increasing
number of us are able to explore life beyond our current reality. All
facets of life are about to change rapidly and the outcome of what
was long ago intended is finally being achieved by those who feel
they are part of the occurring earthly and spiritual shift.
As each individual's essence is an infinite all-knowing
consciousness, we have consciously disconnected from the
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awareness of our greater selves in order to fully experience life
within the playground of duality. We have done so by fragmenting
our individual essences into multidimensional expressions, which
comprise many aspects on many levels. When a being has
experienced all there is to experience on the different levels of life
in the Universe its intended outcome is finally achieved. This is the
multidimensional journey that we have all collectively embarked on,
where along the way each individual creates its own unique path of
experiences. Our multidimensional journey of evolution is an
educational process, which we graduate from when we have
experienced all possible scenarios in the Universe of Light.
Imagine yourself taking the journey of becoming a doctor in our
matrix. You would first have to attend medical school to learn what
is required if you are to responsibly serve as a graduated member of
the medical profession. As eternal members of this Universe we
learn all there is to know about life in order for us to become that
which we have experienced and educated ourselves in for so long.
Similarly to how we educate ourselves in society with the intention
of becoming responsible members of a profession, our souls
experience a multidimensional educational process with the
intention to graduate as responsible Creators of Light on a universal
level.
In summary, our purpose and meaning is to live our lives to the
fullest, and to learn from whatever it is we have chosen to
experience. The intention with our purpose and meaning is for us to
become that which we were always meant to learn and
experiencea Universe that embodies the expression of Light.
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7.
We often heal our painful memories when we come together and
remind each other that all is okay, acknowledging that the things we
did were simply experiences to learn from.
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A Healing Session in Chalice Garden
Long ago we all promised to come together with our soul family on
planet Earth, at the time before the great shift. We promised to re-
unite in human form here to experience the shift together and all
over the world gatherings of ancient soul families are now taking
place. Some of our kindred spirits may already be incarnated into
our blood line family and have known us since we were born.
Others are contracted to meet with us later on along our journey
through life. Similar to the energetic work Dea and I did at the stone
settings, we are together unlocking and healing ancient memories,
while creating doorways for new energies to enter our earthly
domain.
A very ancient soul-friend of mine, with whom I have worked with
in recent times, has facilitated many gatherings in which I have
taken part. In the spring and early summer of 2011 I helped
organize seminars for my spiritual brother George in Europe. When
we gathered for George's seminars in Glastonbury and Salisbury in
May 2011, I had the chance to reunite with many kindred spirits and
I experienced deep healing on many levels. I have had many
incarnations in western England that have been both painful and
joyful, thus returning to the ancient city of Avalon was indeed a
powerful experience for me. It felt important to return to western
England in this lifetime and there is a healing session that took place
in Glastonbury that I wish to share.
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Together with Dea and our two friends, Mateya and Grega, I
arrived to Glastonbury in the early afternoon on Friday the 20th of
May. We immediately decided to enter the sacred Chalice Garden
to connect with the Chalice Well and the spirits of ancient Avalon.
When we entered the Chalice Garden my friend Grega felt a surge
of pain in the right side of his lower stomach. We rested a while,
until he was able to carry on with us through the garden. After
visiting the Chalice well Grega and I walked up on the highest hill of
the garden to connect with the Earth. After only a few minutes I felt
a vibrant sensation in the right side of my lower stomach, the same
as Grega. A lot of energy started to move around and the aching
became so powerful that I had to lie down for a few minutes. While
sitting on the hill, both of us with stomachaches, we understood
that a spiritual healing had taken place between us.
While Grega and I were walking, Dea and Mateya had sat down by
the Lion Head Fountain some distance away. When returning from
our stroll through the garden Dea told me that she ha