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Chapter 1

Love is DangerousThe world you create around you can collapse any second,

without a sound you are standing alone. I have been walking

in the same way as I did before. When you left me it felt

like the gust of wind disappear. The scars of your love, they

left me breathless. My love for you was effortless but now I

am trying hard to forget you. You wear the shoes I gave you

and walk along the streets with her. As if it was nothing,

you kiss her. You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace

her. Even when you see me you ignore me, what we had

Lost, I am begging you over that Love. I am burning in

those flames then why arent you even looking at me. We

have started walking on these thrones but how long can wetake it. I feel the air around me collapse me down. You

probably repeat those promises you made to me with her. It

seems we are already too late. Has our love already ended?

Please at least say anything to me. There is a fire in my

heart. The things which were blurry seem to be crystal clear

now. I am the only one hurting tonight. When I think ofyou it hurts too much. You are starling all my senses, you

are burning me apart. The dreams which were yours are all

mine now. You are no longer the older yourself. Do not

underestimate the things I am going to do to you. You had


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my heart and you stabbed it. Just say something to me once

so I can pulverize all those memories I had with you. Say

you love me. I wonder why the rain makes me cry more, I

am waiting for your love but I cannot seem to find you.Even when I found you I lost you. What type of love is

this? When my own presence is killing me - My Love left

me.

R.

Selene. My mother called out.

Yes mother. I looked back at her.

She was holding a cup of coffee and placed it

down. What are you writing? She looked down

at what I scribbled.

It is nothing special. I covered the page.

You have to go back tomorrow? She sat on the

couch.

I have to go back. I looked back.

I hope you visit me often. She smiled.

I will come back next month.

What time is your flight? She questioned.

Ten. I replied back.


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Say hello to, Siobhan. She referred to my

roommate.

I nodded and she closed the door behind her.

I looked down at what I wrote, What am I

writing? I thought and tore it down.

There was a huge crash sound which broke my

sleep, I silently held a baseball bat and crept

downstairs. When I reached the living room it

felt like I was not in my own house.

I am begging you Ethan; please dont do this to

us. I was seeing myself in front of an unknown

person.

Riana, I am sorry but I have to do this. He

closed the door behind him.

When I woke up I was breathless. I went

downstairs to drink water and found myself

sitting in the kitchen.

Who are you? I was stunned.

Selene, you must remember me. She was crying

her eyes out.

Wake meupplease. I shouted.

You know this is not a dream. She continued.

Who are you? I kept staring.


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You have to help me Selene.She just vanished

like that.

I am still sleeping, I am dreaming.

Selene, get up. My mother was looking anxiously

at me.

I sat down at the breakfast table and looked at

my single mother. I did not resemble her in any

way. She was a brunette and I was a red head.

Her eyes were green and mine were brown. Mom

I need to ask you something. I looked at her

while she took a sip from her coffee.

Yes Selene, whats bothering you? She looked

back.

Do you anything about my family? I questioned

while she froze.

Selene, I would have told you if I knew. The files

went missing long before you were sent into

orphanage. She held my hand.

I am sorry; I dont know why I keep asking you

this. I pulled my hair up.

I think you are going to be late. She got up and

looked outside the casement.

I grabbed my car keys and headed out. I looked

back at my house. The place where I had spent

20 years, the past is blurry. My mother adopted


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me when I was 3. I remember playing in the

backyard with my sister, But nothing else. I

cannot seem to see their faces. I hope all my

questions are answered. My mother ignited theengine and drove towards the airport. It had been

a year since I moved to L.A. working as an intern

in Teen Vogue.

Working under Lisa Kudrow was exceptional. My

best friend Alexis was working as an intern with

me. The chances of us going to Paris were

increased since the last intern left. I kept looking

at my watch now. Mom we are running late. I

explained to her.

We will reach in the right time. She comforted

me with that.

When we reached the airport mum didnt let me

board in. Mom, I will miss the flight. I looked at

her concerning eyes.

Take care. She hugged me once more and then

she let go of me. I waved back at her and soon

boarded the plane.

I remembered the dream I had. Maybe it was

something regarding my past. It felt real- all

these articles I wrote were about this girl Riana

and her twin sister Adele. Unfortunately

whenever I dream about those characters they

looked exactly like me.


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Maam, please switch off your cell phone. The

air hostess asked me. I am sorry. I totally forgot. I

smiled and turned it off. Its okay, maam. She

smiled and moved forward towards otherpassengers.

I closed my eyes remembering the past. The more I

tried to forget it, the more it haunted me.

Ethan, why are you doing this? I love you.

Riana was begging him not to leave but he didnt

stop.

Ethan, I will die without you. Riana was crying

hardbut he didnt care to look at her.

Ethan. Riana screamed and my eyes opened.

Bad dream? I heard the passenger next to me.

I looked sideways to see his face and found

Ethan sitting in front of me.

I tried to calm my nerves. I am Selene. I tried to

smile.

Ryan He smiled back. Are you afraid of

heights? He pointedtowards my hand I was

gripping the seat.

No I abruptly freed myself.

The rest of the flight I remained quiet noticing

him. He smoked just like Ethan. Why did he look


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exactly like him? This question was running

through my mind.

LAX airport was crowded as usual and I managed

to skip from Ryans sight. I accidently bumped

into something harder. I am sorry I wasnt

looking. I looked up and saw Ryan smiling back

at me.

It is totally fine with me but I cant say this

about other people. He smiled cheekily.

Is he trying to flirt withme? She thought in her

head.

Can I have your number? Ryans question hit

me like a a huge stone.

I looked down at my feet thinking carefully. I

understand if you dont want to. Ryan

continued.

I think we will let fate decide if we ever meet

again. I walked towards the car.

The chauffeur grabbed my bags as I sat inside the

car knowing Ryan wasnt looking my way.

Riana, I am telling you to stop this.Ethan was

shouting at her.

What did I do wrong? Riana questioned while

Ethan was packing his bags.


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We cant stay together anymore. I am done with

you. Ethan was harsh. While she saw Ethan

descend downstairs she looked at herself in the

mirror. Her red curls were sprawled over theshoulders- she was wearing a jersey maxi which

almost covered every inch of her.

Ethan, you would regret this. Riana shouted out

and then she heard the door slam.

Selene. Alexis hugged me as I walked into the

office. How are you? I smiled at her.

I am very well, how are you? She gave me a

wide smile.

Something totally weird happened today. I told

Alexis who was intently looking at me.

I saw Ethan today. I continued. Ethan is your

book character. Alexis triedto remain calm.

I saw a person who looked exactly like him. I

confessed knowing what I was saying was totally

insane.

Selene, you must be dreaming and you thought

it was real. Alexis tried to smile.

I totally wished but it is not a dream. Trust me.

I was pleading in a way.

Selene, stop day dreaming. Alexis took a sip

from her coffee.


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On my way back to the apartment I thought

about Ryan more than I should have but the

resemblance was indescribable. I pulled my hand

out of the coat and turned the key. Noticing thelights were on it meant Siobhan was home.

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