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@a & Rn`hcc Lurpgy

Nur Ohtg`r Ahuegt`r Bnurc`y

_m`tchl

NurOhtg`rAhuegt`

rBnurc`y

@a&Rn`hccLurpgy

@a Lurpgys phssmnc onr p`hk` ms mcspmrmce. @a whs nc` no tg` `hrdm`st

knliht mct`ddme`ck` he`cts tn sp`hf hehmcst tg` whr mc _m`tchl6 tg`c

gms d`ha`rsgmp hca sfmdds g`dpà iumda tg` _m`tchl _`t`rhcs lnv`l`ct.

Mc tgms innf w` onddnw gms phtg tn whr hca p`hk`. Rn`hccs mcsmegts

hca p`rsp`ktmv` `cknurhe` hdd kgmdar`c no v`t`rhcs. `mr pgntns sgnw

_m`tchl hs h knuctry cnt h whr.ms innf sp`hfs tn hdd ohlmdm`s.

Iniiy Ludd`r, onuca`r _m`tchl _`t`rhcs no Hl`rmkh

ms innf wmdd erhi ynur g`hrt-strmces hs ynu r`ha @a Lurpgys p`rsnchd

stnry no gnw gms `xp`rm`ck`s mc _m`tchl ghv` sghpà gms dmo` hs w`dd hs

gms ahuegt`r Rn`hccs. Mc wnras hca pgntnerhpgs tg` stnry hca bnurc`y

`lirhk`s tg` i`huty hca lyst`ry no tg` knuctry tght h ktà h e`c`rhtmnc.

@hkg pgntnerhpg no _m`tchl ms h lhcy ohk`tà e`l wmtg mts nwc stnry tn

t`dd. @hkg haas h vmsuhd `d`l`ct tn tg`mr bnurc`y mc _m`tchl tg` knuctry

hca tg` _m`tchl tght ghs `ct`rà tg`mr snuds. Mt ms h stnry no amsknv`ryhca mcspmrhtmnc hs @a turcs gms whr `xp`rm`ck` mctn h pursumt no p`hk` hca

r`knckmdmhtmnc onr gms e`c`rhtmnc hs w`dd hs tght no gms ahuegt`r.

Knccm` Ormsi`` Gnua`, pgntnbnurchdmst

$81.=0

Zgntn

kràmt2BnchtghcOdhca`rs

_m`tchl.Knv`r.mcaa 8 ;/9?/8: 892;528= ZL


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_m`tchl.Knv`r.mcaa 9 ;/9?/8: 892;529? ZL


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_m`tchl


_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 8 ;/9?/8: 892;=209 ZL


4/106_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 9 ;/9?/8: 892;=209 ZL


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_m`tchl


@a & Rn`hcc Lurpgy

Zgmdlhrf Zr`ss

C`w ]nrf, C`w ]nrf

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa ; ;/9?/8: 892;=209 ZL


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Knpyrmegt 9::? iy @a Lurpgy & Rn`hcc Lurpgy

Onr lnr` mconrlhtmnc nr tn sghr` ynur tgnuegts kncthkt2

@a ht2 @alurpgyJhnd.knlRn` ht2 zelurpgyJyhgnn.knl

Zuidmsgà iy Zgmdlhrf Zr`ss, 990 _hrmkf [tr``t, C`w ]nrf, C], 8::81.

Hdd rmegts r`s`rvà. Cn phrt no tgms innf lhy i` r`prnaukà wmtgnut

tg` puidmsg`rs p`rlmssmnc, `xk`pt onr irmò qunthtmncs mc r`vm`ws.

Zrmctà mc tg` Pcmtà [tht`s no Hl`rmkh

8: = 7 5 ? 0 1 ; 9 8

Knv`r Zgntn iy Rn`hcc Lurpgy

Dmirhry no Kncer`ss Knctrnd Culi`r2 9::0=8:=:1

M[IC2 :-=55?950-:-:

M[IC 8;2 =57-:=55?950-:-=

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 1 ;/9?/8: 892;=209 ZL


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Qn nur ohlmdy hca ynurs

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 0 ;/9?/8: 892;=20; ZL


8/106_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa ? ;/9?/8: 892;=20; ZL


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` [`r`cmty Zrhy`r

Ena erhct l` tg` s`r`cmty

tn hkk`pt tg` tgmces M khccnt kghce`6

knurhe` tn kghce` tg` tgmces M khc6

hca wmsanl tn fcnw tg` am r`ck`.

Y`mcgnda Cm`iugr

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 5 ;/9?/8: 892;=20; ZL


10/106_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 7 ;/9?/8: 892;=20? ZL


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Ug`c M hsfà ly ohtg`r gnw tg` whr

h ktà gml, g` hdwhys shma, _m`tchl

dmv`s mc ly snud. Hs mo iy nslnsms

_m`tchl i`khl` h lyst`rmnus phrt

no ly dmo`. Ernwmce up, M khl` tn ca

tght tg wnra _m`tchl gha h g`hvy

hca s`rmnus knccnthtmnc tght whs

ghra tn uca`rsthca. L`ctmnc no tg`

pdhk` `vnfà h k`rthmc mca`skrmihid`

s`ctml`ct ht gnl`, mc tg` kdhssrnnl,

hca hlnce orm`cas. `s` rhw

r`hktmncs stmrrà l` tn mcv`stmeht` hca

`xpdnr tg tnpmk no _m`tchl.

Dmf` e`c`rhtmncs no whrrmnrs

iònr` gml, ly ohtg`r khl` tn dnv`

tg` knuctry, kudtur`, hca p`npd`

g` onuegt. Mc 8=?= g` r`turcà tnHl`rmkh wmtg h lmssmnc tn str`cetg`c tg` vnmk`s no _m`tchl _`t`rhcs. G`

wnrfà tn `cknurhe` p`hk` hca r`knckmdmhtmnc i`tw``c whrrmce chtmncs,

kudtur`s, hca knllucmtm`s. Z`hk` r`qumr`s a``p uca`rsthcamce hca

knctmcuhd amhdneu`.rnueg tg` 8==:s, ly ohtg`r trhv`dà ihkf tn _m`tchl

r`turcmce wmtg sthtu`s no Iuaagh, a`dmkmnus t`hs, hca lhcy stnrm`s no tg`

chtmncs a`v`dnpl`ct. Mc 9::8 M whs mcvmtà tn bnmc ly ohtg`r nc nc` no tg`s`

bnurc`ys hca amsknv`r rst-ghca tg` dhca g` onuca sn mctrmeumce. Nur pdhc`

hrrmvà mc Ghcnm lma-hot`rcnnc. Hdlnst mllàmht`dy hs w` arnv` hwhy

ornl tg` hmrpnrt tg` whr ièhc tn r`kà`. Dhcaskhp`s, ohk`s, sl`dds, thst`s,

hca snucas ièhc tn sghp` ly s`cs` no tgms pdhk`. H imddinhra hdncesma` h

gmegwhy mc K`ctrhd _m`tchl s``là tn hrtmkudht` tg` s`ctml`ct tght whs

onrlmce mc ly nwc snud. Mt r`ha _m`tchl2 H Knuctry Cnt H Uhr.

Nur `xp`rm`ck`s wmtg _m`tchl hs intg h knuctry hca h whr orhl`

nur amhdneu`. U` sghr` tgms amhdneu` tgrnueg wnras hca pgntnerhpgs. ms

innf sgnws gnw w` knllucmkht`. Nc` lhy i` onkusà nc hc mlhe` wgmd`

tg` ntg`r sp`hfs. Zgntns hca wnras lhy cnt amr`ktdy r dht`. U` dmst`c,

d`hrc, hreu`, r`knckmd` hca uca`rsthca. U` mcvmt` ynu tn phrtmkmpht`.

Mctrnauktmnc

Rn`hcc Lurpgy

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa = ;/9?/8: 892;=20= ZL


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_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 8: ;/9?/8: 8921:2:; ZL


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_m`tchl prnonucady kghceà lydmo`. Qn uca`rsthca tg`s` kghce`s, M

lust r`l`li`r wgn M whs iònr`. M

khl` tn _m`tchl mc Lhy 8=?7, bust

hot`r Lhrtmc Dutg`r Fmce whs fmddà

hca bust iònr` Iniiy F`ccày,

Kgmkhen, Zhrms hca L`xmkn Kmty. M

whs stmdd r`knv`rmce ornl ly a`km-

smnc tn d`hv` tg` Zhudmst s`lmchrywg`c M hrrmvà ht Khl Yhcg Ihy.

Nc` ahy M whs dmvmce mc tg`

wnnas, mc smd`ck`, wmtgnut rhamn,

t`d`vmsmnc nr c`wsphp`rs, ly tgmra

y`hr mc pr`phrhtmnc tn i`knl` h

Khtgndmk prm`st. Ught s``ls dmf` tg`

c`xt ahy M w`ct ornl tg`r` tn ihsmk

trhmcmce mc E`nremh, tg`c Ihdtmlnr`,tn i`knl` hc mct`ddme`ck` he`ct hca tg` onddnwmce w``f M whs mc @d Zhsn

stuaymce _m`tchl`s` onr `megt lnctgs nc ly why tn whr.

M dòt tg` wnnas no cnrtg B`rs`y nc Budy 0, 8=??, `xmtmce tgrnueg hc

mcvmsmid` sgm`da, fcnwmce ncdy nc` tgmce tn i` tru`. M whs cnt enmce tn

i`knl` h prm`st. @v`rytgmce `ds` whs up onr erhis. Ught M onuca nutsma`

tg` kdnmst`r hca mcsma` l` whs ht tml`s nv`rwg`dlmce. M whs lnr` tghc

kghcemce ly lhbnr mc knddè`6 M whs trhcsonrlmce ly dmo`, r`turcmce tn tg`

wnrda hca r`spncsmimdmtm`s no l`c ly he`. M ehv` up h amvmcmty stua`cts`x`lptmnc ornl tg` arhot, surr`ca`rmce h khst` prmvmdè` snl` l`c snuegt

tn prnt`kt tg`ls`dv`s ornl whr. Lhcy ntg`rs usà lhrrmhe`, phr`ctmce

hca krmtmkhd nkkuphtmncs tn kr`ht` `x`lptmncs. M fc`w tg`r` whs h whr

nut tg`r`. Mt bust whsct mc ly chtur` nr trhmcmce tn gma` nut hca tg`c M

gha hdlnst cn tml`, cnr eumahck` gnw tn e`t mctn hcntg`r knddè` wmtgmc

twn lnctgs. M whs kncousà, lhd`, nv`r 87 y`hrs no he`, pgysmkhddy t hca

r`spncsmid` tn s`rv` ly knuctry mc tg` lmdmthry. M ama cnt kghdd`ce` tght

r`hdmty. Mc ohkt, M vnduct``rà onr lmdmthry s`rvmk` hca ièhc snrtmce nut

Gnw _m`tchl Kghceà Ly Dmo`

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_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 88 ;/9?/8: 8921:2:0 ZL


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_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 89 ;/9?/8: 8921:2:= ZL


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8;

wgn M whs hca whctà tn i`.

M whs inrc wmtg tg` Htnl Inli nc Hueust ?, 8=10, Mrmsg-Hl`rmkhc,

h A`lnkrht hca tg`c ihptmzà Khtgndmk. ` ynuce`st no smx kgmdar`c, M

er`w up surrnucaà iy wnnas nc [tht`c Msdhca, stmdd rurhd knlphrà tn

tg` r`st no C`w ]nrf Kmty. Ly lntg`r amà iònr` ly s`v`ctg imrtgahy.

Ly wnrdavm`w whs a`cà iy ohmtg, ohlmdy, kgurkg, puidmk skgnnds, kmty

pndmtmks, LkKhrtgymsl hca tg`c tg` Knda Uhr. [tmdd M whs hc msdhca`r. Ly

mllàmht` wnrda gha kd`hr inucahrm`s hca M whs sho`. U` w`ct tn tg`

kmty rhtg`r tghc a`cà nurs`dv`s hs dmvmce mc tg` kmty.

Bhkf F`ccày irnuegt tg` wnrda tn l` mc 8=?:. M l`t gml ht tg`

[tht`c Msdhca O`rry hca ly wnrda kghceà. M bnmcà gms khlphmec ht 80

hca w`dknlà gms kghdd`ce`. Hsf cnt wght ynur knuctry khc an onr ynu,

iut wght ynu khc an onr ynur knuctry. M amsknv`rà mc gml hc Hl`rmkh

onucaà nc gnp` rhtg`r tghc o`hr, h knuctry tght wnuda dmot up rhtg`r

tghc sgnnt anwc, wg`r` kgmdar`c wnuda cnt ghv` tn gma` uca`r a`sfs mc

hmr rhma armdds6 iumda tgrnueg h Z`hk` Knrps, us` mts pnw`r tn ca pnv`rty

hca sèrèhtmnc. M smecà nc dnnfmce onr wg`r` M lmegt s`rv`.

`c mc ly s`cmnr y`hr no gmeg skgnnd, tg` Zhudmst Ohtg`rs khl` tn

ly msdhca, sgnwà l` h why mctn tght irnha`r wnrda hca M dòt wmtg tg`l.

Zhudmsts hr` h slhdd Hl`rmkhc nra`r, onucaà mc tg` lma 8=tg k`ctury

wmtg trhcsk`ca`cthdmst rnnts. Zhudmsts l``t knct`lpnrhry kudtur` nc

mts nwc t`rls w`r` `kul`cmkhd 8:: y`hrs iònr` tg` _htmkhc Knuckmd

hca hkkusà no lna`rcmsl ht tg` turc no tg` 9:tg k`ctury wg`c Ynl`

kncsndmahtà mts hutgnrmthrmhc pnw`r. ` Zhudmst Ohtg`rs r`pr`s`ctà

tg` i`st no ly kgurkg. Ug`c tg`y hkk`ptà l` M onuca h c`w gnl`,

mc Ihdtmlnr`, wmtg l`c ornl hdd nv`r Cnrtg Hl`rmkh. [`pt`li`r 8=?;

whs hc xkmtmce lnl`ct. M gha bust turcà 87, whs nc ly why tn s`rvmce

Ena hca knuctry6 knlmce mctn h c`w wnrda, r`sp`ktà iy ly ohlmdy,

kgurkg hca knllucmty.

M fc`w gnw dukfy M whs hca gnw mdd pr`phrà M whs tn sukk`à mc

knddè`.` prno`ssnrs onuca nut qumkfdy. Ly kdhsslht`s irnuegt i`tt`r

gmeg skgnnd r`knras, stuay ghimts hca lnr` s`do-knca`ck`. Mt whs ghra

f``pmce up hca M whs hsghlà iut tg` Zhudmsts c`v`r qumt nc l`. Ht tg`

`ca no ly rst y`hr tg` knddè` pr`sma`ct s`ct l` h p`rsnchd d`tt`r.

G` sthtà tght M whs nc prnihtmnc i`khus` no ly erha`s, lpghsmzà

tght tgms whs mc knlpdmhck` wmtg tg` skgnnds hkkràmthtmnc prnk`ss, iut

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 8; ;/9?/8: 8921:28: ZL


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tg` prm`sts gha `v`ry knca`ck` mc l`6 tght M gha tg` quhdmtm`s no h enna

s`lmchrmhc hca sgnuda r`dhx hca `cbny ly sull`r.`y whctà l` ihkf.

`mr knca`ck` g`dpà l` ernw hca M knctmcuà d`hrcmce gnw tn d`hrc.

Bhkf F`ccày irnuegt l` tn tg` s`lmchry, hs lukg hs hcytgmce `ds`,hca tg`c twn lnctgs dht`r g` whs fmddà. Lnr` tghc gms lytg susthmcà

l`, gnw`v`r. Hs ghra hs mt whs M whs knllmttà hca ghppy. M o`dt usòud,

gha mct`rchd sthimdmty, er`ht c`w orm`cas, slhdd hca ohskmchtmce kdhss`s, ohmtg

hca ly `y`s f`pt np`cmce tn c`w p`rsp`ktmv`s. Onr twn y`hrs M htt`caà

knddè` wmtg l`c ornl hdd nv`r, wnrfà mc` Mcc`r Kmty Zrnerhl, s`rvmce

tg` pnnr, vmsmtà a`htg rnw ht Lhrydhca [tht` Z`cmt`ctmhry, i`c`tà

ornl tg` _htmkhc Knuckmds dmi`rhdmzhtmnc no ly kgurkg, whs `xpnsà tn

[hud Hdmcsfy, knllucmty nrehcmzmce hca d`hrcà no tg` Or`ckg wnrf`rprm`st lnv`l`ct. Hot`r UU MM, prm`sts wnrfà hdncesma` dncesgnr`l`c,

lmcmst`rà hs `quhds, `hrcà tg`mr nwc f``p rhtg`r tghc sndmkmt anchtmncs

ornl pnnr ohlmdm`s wgn c`àà `v`ry knmc tn survmv`. @v`c fcnwmce tght

Khtgndmk mcaustrmhdmsts ent tg` Znp` tn `ca tg`mr xp`rml`ct tg`y mcspmrà

l`, hs M tgnuegt no gnw M whctà tn i` h prm`st. ` _htmkhc Knuckmd

pnrt`caà lnr` nppnrtucmtm`s hca M whs phrt no h dmi`rhd nra`r, nc` tght

mckduaà h Bhzz Zrm`st.

Hot`r twn y`hrs no stuay mc Ihdtmlnr`, M lnvà tn Nhf Ymae`, C`w

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 81 ;/9?/8: 8921:288 ZL


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B`rs`y onr ly cnvmtmht`.

`r` w`r` cn kdhss`s,

rhamn, t`d`vmsmnc, cnr

c`wsphp`rs, aurmce tg`

tgmra y`hr6 bust smd`ck`,

pgysmkhd wnrf, prhy`r hca

làmthtmnc. Nur enhd whs

smlpd`, r`lnv` hdd ams-

trhktmncs, r``kt, amsknv-

`r wgn ynu hr` hca mo ynu

whct tn i`knl` h prm`st.

Onr tg` rst tml` M whs

cnt l`hsurà iy ly mc-

t`dd`kt, ly ghcawrmtmce,

himdmty tn thf` t`sts nr

mlpr`ss prno`ssnrs wmtg

gnw lukg M fc`w. `r`

w`r` cn erha`s nr sknr`s.

Dmi`rhtà ornl rhcfmces,

M r`ha vnrhkmnusdy, `cbny-

mce innfs onr tg`ls`dv`s.

M onuca h a`ptg hca

str`cetg wmtgmc, h d`v`d no

fcnwmce tght M gha ohmdà

tn sgnw hca knca`ck` M ama cnt c`à h rnlhc knddhr mc nra`r tn i` r`-

sp`ktà. Ug`c M whs knca`ct no ly a`kmsmnc, M dòt Nhf Ymae` wmtg h

s`cs` no knlpd`tmnc hca erhtmtua`. M gha i``c khddà tn tg` s`lmchry iut

cnt tn tg` prm`stgnna.

M dòt mc Budy hca whs mc tg` lmdmthry iy Bhcuhry. M whs hc mllàmht`

sukk`ss, s`d`ktà mctn hrly mct`ddme`ck`, M whs emv`c h d`ha`rsgmp rnd` nc

tg` why tn ihsmk trhmcmce, `hrcà h l`rmt prnlntmnc nc knlpd`tmnc hca

hssmecl`ct tn tg` Pcmtà [tht`s Hrly Mct`ddme`ck` [kgnnd. [py skgnnd whs

ouc. U` fc`w w` w`r` sp`kmhd hca rnlhctmkmzà tg` wnrf. _m`tchl whs

ohr hwhy, hs M r`l`li`rà wght ly r`krumt`r, [et Irnhawhy, shma ncdy tg`

lnst `xp`rm`ckà he`cts w`r` s`ct tg`r`. Nur prmlhry rnd` whs tn an an-

l`stmk knuct`rmct`ddme`ck` hca ihkfernuca kg`kfs onr s`kurmty kd`hrhck-

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 80 ;/9?/8: 8921:28; ZL


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`s. Erhauhtmnc whs

h o`w w``fs hwhy

hca M gha nra`rs tn

Htdhcth, E`nremh,

wg`c tg` whr khl`

up mc kdhss. Nur mc-

struktnr n rà h

kdhssmà d`ktur`

nc strhtèy, ams-

kussà wg`r` nur

trnnps w`r` hca x-

pdhmcà tg` dnemk

no Hl`rmkhs rnd` mc

_m`tchl. U` w`r`

tg`r` tn suppnrt

nur hddy, stnp knl-

lucmsl, iumda a`-

lnkrhky hca sup-

pnrt `kncnlmk

a`v`dnpl`ct.`c

g` tgr`w tg` ihdd tn

us. Hs outur` [p`-

kmhd He`cts, wght

an ynu tgmcf>

`r` whs smd`ck` mc tg` rnnl. @v`rync` fc`w tgms whs h dhcalmc`

qu`stmnc, iut M gha cnt d`hrcà gnw tn dm` y`t. M r`spncaà, Ihsà nc

tg` enhds ynu ghv` a`skrmià M wnuda pudd nut tg` lmdmthry hca s`ca mc

tg` Z`hk` Knrps. ` smd`ck` i`khl` nlmcnus. M knuda o``d tg` kdhss

amsthck` mts`do ornl ly g`r`sy wg`c nur mcstruktnr hsfà l` tn `dhin-

rht`. M shma ynu khct iumda a`lnkrhky wmtg eucs6 tght tg` _m`tchl`s`

hr` enmce tn c`à a`lnkrhtmk mcstmtutmncs, sfmdds, lhrf`ts hca s`do-a`-

t`rlmchtmnc. @v`c M ièhc tn r`hdmz` gnw irhz`c M whs hca `xp`ktà

trnuid`. Mcst`ha, nur mcstruktnrs r`spncs` surprmsà us hdd. M khct shy

M her`` wmtg Lurpgys knckdusmnc iut gms hchdysms hca hreul`ct ms `x-

hktdy wght hc mct`ddme`ck` he`ct ms suppnsà tn an.

M gha cn anuit ly hchdysms tght ahy ar`w htt`ctmnc i`ynca tght

_m`tchl.Innf.r8.mcaa 8? ;/9?/8: 8921:281 ZL


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kdhssrnnl. M erhauhtà tnwhra tg` tnp no ly kdhss hca ly nra`rs onr

Htdhcth w`r` kghceà. M whs r`hssmecà tn @d Zhsn hca tg` Aò`cs`

Dhceuhe` Mcstmtut` (ADM), hcntg`r `dmt` skgnnd, hca sp`ct `megt lnctgs

stuaymce _m`tchl`s`.[et Irnhawhy whs wrnce. M whs enmce tn whr. _m`tchl gha hdr`hay

i`knl` tg` dhinrhtnry wg`r` hdd M fc`w hinut lys`do whs kghdd`ceà hca

rà`cà. ` ohkts s``l d`ss smecmkhct tghc ly p`rk`ptmncs, lnrhd

mssu`s, qu`stmncs, wght M `xp`rm`ckà hca d`hrcà hinut lys do. M cnw

fc`w M whs strnce hca mct`ddme`ct hca i`khl` d`ss knck`rcà hinut wgn

M gha i``c hca a``pdy mct`r`stà mc wgn M whctà tn i`.

Iònr` M amskuss tg` whr gnw`v`r, M lust rst hkfcnwdàe` tg` ouc-

ahl`cthd a`kmsmnc M lha` mc enmce tn _m`tchl. Ugmd` M whs snl`wghtuckncskmnus wg`c M dòt tg` s`lmchry hca w`ct mctn tg` lmdmthry, M lha`

hc mconrlà a`kmsmnc tn en tn _m`tchl. Iy tg` tml` M hrrmvà ht dhceuhe`

skgnnd M fc`w tg` whr whs h lmsthf`. Ugmd` M whs stuaymce _m`tchl`s`

M d`hrcà lnr` ornl ly mcstruktnrs. `y w`r` ynuce _m`tchl`s`, wgns`

ohlmdm`s ent tg`l nut no tg` whr, s`camce tg`l tn trhmc us. `y gha h

oudd rhce` no `xp`rm`ck`s hca pndmtmkhd npmcmncs, Cnc` halmttà tn i`mce

knllucmst, iut lhcy nppnsà tg` [hmenc env`rcl`ct, wmsgà tg`r`

whs irnha`r p`rsp`ktmv`s g`hra mc tg`mr knuctry hca nurs. M gha `megt



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lnctgs tn pr`phr` onr whr hca r`ha snl` sndam`rs w`r` ròusmce nra`rs

tn en. M amact fcnw hcync` wgn gha ròusà iut snl`tml`s w` ohcth-

smzà hinut enmce tn Khchah. Ug`c ly nra`rs khl` M onddnwà tg`l. M

whs cn dnce`r mc h s`lmchry, iut wg`c M swnr` hc nhtg M l`hct mt. I`tt`rtn rmsf ly inay tghc ly snud.

M dòt ly wnrda ht Lheumr` Hmr Onrk` Ihs` mc C`w B`rs`y onr h or``

rma` tn [hc Orhckmskn, iònr` [`httd` nc ly why tn _m`tchl. M a`kmaà

tn vmsmt Ini [t`ll`, ly i`st orm`ca ornl tg` mct`ddme`ck` skgnnd onr h

r`hdmty kg`kf. Ini er`w up mc h lmdmthry ohlmdy hca gha h iha httmtua`

hinut tgms whr. U` l`t hehmc mc-knuctry hca i`khl` tg` suib`kt no

mct`ddme`ck` r`pnrts h y`hr dht`r wg`c w` `xpnsà whr krml`s.

M hrrmvà mc _m`tchl mc 8=?7 rmegt hot`r tg` Q`t n csmv` a`strnyàhcy mddusmnc w` w`r` wmccmce tg` whr, tg` shl` w``f tg` Zhrms Z`hk`

Qhdfs ièhc. M whs sgmppà up tn tg` 1tg Mcohctry Amvmsmnc GX mc

Zd`mfu. U` gha wnc ihttd`s hca tgnuegt tg` whr mts`do whs wmcamce

anwc. Khpthmc Idhmr put mt strhmegt tg` rst ahy. U` put mc onr nc` no

ynu. Gnw htt`rmce hca mcspmrmce whs tght> Hl`rmkhcs hr` egtmce mc

_m`tchl hca tg`y w`r` bust cnw dnnfmce onr hc mct`ddme`ck` he`ct wgn

khc sp`hf _m`tchl`s`. M tgnuegt ihkf tn ly g`r`sy ht tg` mct`ddme`ck`

skgnnd. I`tt`r dht` tghc c`v`r M eu`ss. `c g` ent r`hddy kd`hr. ]nur

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bni ms tn f``p nur l`c hdmv`. An cnt tgmcf hcy no ynur r`pnrts wmdd lhf`

mt ihkf tn Uhsgmcetnc. `y hr` knnfmce tg` innfs mc [hmenc. Cn nc`

anwc tg`r` nr mc AK whcts tn g`hr tg` trutg. U` hr` nc nur nwc

g`r`. Onkus nc knliht mconrlhtmnc tght wmdd f``p tg`s` euys hdmv` Mtwhs gnc`st mconrlhtmnc hca khl` ornl h enna knliht t`stà nk`r. M

haaà mt tn tg` er`ht havmk` nc` no ly i`st mct`ddme`ck` mcstruktnrs, Lr.

Anyd`, ehv` l`. Lurpgy, wg`c ynu e`t tn _m`tchl snl` dmùt`chct ms

enmce tn thf` ynu nc h lmssmnc, surrnuca h vmddhe` hca t`dd ynu tn en mc

hca thdf tg` _m`t Knce mctn surr`ca`rmce. Anct an mt.`y wmdd fmdd ynu

hca whst` hdd tght lnc`y w` sp`ct trhmcmce ynu. G` dmfà l` hca d`t

l` mc nc hc np`c s`kr`t, tg`r` hr` slhrt hca stupma nk`rs, h sp`kmhd

he`ct ms xp`ktà tn fcnw tg` am

`r`ck` hca cnt an tg`mr bni onr tg`l.ht havmk` khl` mc ghcay lnr` tghc nck`.

8=

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M khl` tn _m`tchl h w`dd-pr`phrà nis`rv`r hca hchdyst, r`hay tn

d`hrc hca knllucmkht`, hs w`dd hs tn egt. Ugmd` lnst ntg`r he`cts

w`r` knddè` erhauht`s hca snl` dhwy`rs, M gha ncdy twn y`hrs no knddè`.

Zuidmk skgnnds ernucaà ly uca`rsthcamce no a`lnkrhtmk mcstmtutmncs,

gnw`v`r, s`lmchry thuegt l` wght M c`àà tn fcnw hinut lnrhdmty

hca snkmhd bustmk`, mct`ddme`ck` skgnnd gnw tn r`s`hrkg hca hchdyz` hca

tg`c tg` Aò`cs` Dhceuhe` Mcstmtut` gnw tn knllucmkht .

M whs hssmecà tn tg` 1tg Mcohctry Amvmsmnc, ht Arhenc Lnucthmc,

c`hr Zd`mfu, mc tg` k`ctrhd gmegdhcas. Nv`r tg` c`xt y`hr M trhmcà hca

rhc _m`tchl`s` mct`ddme`ck` he`cts, w`ct nc np`rhtmncs hca wnrfà wmtg

tg` KMH mc tg` Zgn`cmx Zrnerhl, mct`caà tn cùtrhdmz` tg` `c`lys

nrehcmzhtmnchd mcorhstruktur`. Mt turcà mctn h knuct`rprnauktmv`

hsshssmchtmnc prnerhl hca h why onr knrrupt _m`tchl`s` tn `xtrhkt

lnc`y hca ohvnrs ornl `hkg ntg`r.

Ly `xp`rm`ck`s en i`ynca wght lnst fcnw no whr. Hl`rmkhcs

fcnw knliht, ornl h amsthck`. Mt nv`rsghanws amskussmnc no tg` oudd

`xp`rm`ck` no i`mce mc whr. ` gnrrnr culis us, lhfmce ourtg`r

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kncv`rshtmnc hinut tg`

`xp`rm`ck` no whr hdlnst

mlpnssmid`. Pctmd =/88, mt

whs ghra onr us `v`c tn

mlhemc` i`mce htthkfà,

sgnt ht, rnkf`ts knlmce

ynur why nr tg` cmk` fma

ornl nur c`meginrgnnas

sgnntmce hc hutnlhtmk

w`hpnc, fmddmce snl`nc`,

mct`rrnehtmce prmsnc`rs,

lmstr`htmce hca ghtmce

tg` p`npd` w` hr` tg`r` tn

g`dp, dnsmce ohmtg mc tg`mr

nwc kudtur`, d`ha`rs, tg`mr

ohlmdm`s hca orm`cas ihkf

gnl`. Uhr ms lnr` tghc

fmddmce. Ntg`r onrk`s ht pdhy

hca irnha`r `xp`rm`ck`s

h kt us. ` trhulh no

whr mckdua`s amsknv`rm`s hinut nurs`dv`s, tgns` mc nur ucmt, nur kudtur`

hca knuctry. Zd`cty ghs i``c wrmtt`c hinut règts, hliusg`s, tg`

irhv`ry, t`rrnr hca kghns no knliht. M sp`hf hinut irnha`r, a``p`r

hca d`ss amskussà mssu`s. `s` `xp`rm`ck`s lhy i` ucmqu` tn tg`

fmca no wnrf M ama, iut tg`y hr` tg` onrk`s hca `v`cts tght sghpà l`

mc _m`tchl, rònkusà ly uca`rsthcamce no lys`do, ly knuctry hca

eumaà wght M ama wg`c M khl` gnl`. M trust lmc` ms iut nc` no lhcy

stnrm`s hinut survmvmce whrs hca chturhd amshst`rs, r`turcmce ornl

tg` p`hk` knrps6 ernwmce up hlma tg` str`ss no kmtm`s, tg` sèrèhtà

snutg nr `skhpmce tn Hl`rmkh ornl hcntg`r knuctry. U` hr` h ktà

iy tg`s` ucusuhd `xp`rm`ck`s hca gnpòuddy ly stnry wmdd g`dp r`ha`rs

d`hrc lnr` ornl tg`mr nwc.

M nck` g`hra h v`t`rhc shy, Ug`c M w`ct tn _m`tchl, Hl`rmkh whs

tg` dhca no tg` or`` hca gnl` no tg` irhv`. Ug`c M r`turcà, Hl`rmkh

whs bust tg` pdhk` wg`r` M dmvà. Ntg`rs khl` ihkf prnua no tg`ls`dv`s6

i`dm`và mc tg` lmssmnc, w`r` edha tg`y w`r` t`stà hca survmvà, tnnf

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prma` mc gnw tg`mr ucmt stnna tne`tg`r hca r`turcà tn kmvmdmhc dmo` wmtg

r`dhtmv` `hs`.

M khl` gnl` wmtg h phssmncht` knllmtl`ct tn `ca tgms whr6 hc

mct`ddme`ck` he`cts s`cs` no r`spncsmimdmty tn hchdyz` hca `xpdhmc wghtg` shw.ht phssmnc knctmcu`s tn tgms ahy.ms knuctry mcv`stà h dnt no

lnc`y mc trhmcmce l` tn xp`rm`ck`, hchdyz` hca knllucmkht`. M irnuegt

ihkf tn Hl`rmkh hc uca`rsthcamce hca p`rsp`ktmv` no _m`tchl, tg` whr,

Hl`rmkhc mcvndv`l`ct, tg` rmsfs hca kncs`qu`ck`s no wght w` w`r`

anmce tght M stmdd o``d knlp`ddà tn sghr`. Dmf` lhcy ntg`rs M d`hrcà mc

_m`tchl tght w` wnuda `v`ctuhddy dns`. Ly onkus tg`c i`khl` camce

whys tn survmv`, tn stnp tg` fmddmce hs qumkfdy hs pnssmid`, hca dnnf onr

whys tn rìumda intg nur knuctrm`s hca tg`mr r`puthtmncs.Nc Buc` ?, 8=?7, M whs mc-knuctry d`ss tghc nc` lnctg wg`c

Iniiy F`ccày whs fmddà hca M wrnt` gnl`, _m`tchl ms nc` no nur

lmsthf`s, hca nur e`c`rhtmnc wmdd uconrtucht`dy i` dmcfà wmtg tgms

lmsthf` ucd`ss w` us` tg` l`hcs hvhmdhid` tn r`ktmoy tgms smtuhtmnc. Mc

nur knuctry tg`r` hr` lhcy whys tn lhf` nurs`dv`s g`hra. M gnp` tght

tg` dèmtmlht` l`hcs hnraà us tgrnueg tg` a`lnkrhtmk prnk`ss wmdd

i` usà. Mo tg` swmot`r hca lnr` arhlhtmk l`hcs no vmnd`ck` hr` usà,

tg`c gmstnry wmdd ghv` tght lukg r`hsnc tn knca`lc us.

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_`t`rhcs ohk` hc ncenmce kghdd`ce`, trymce tn amsknv`r hca tg`c

knllucmkht` ` ktmv`dy wght ghpp`cà mc _m`tchl, gnw mt kghceà

us, nur uca`rsthcamce no wgn w` hr`, nur httmtua` tnwhra nur knuctry

hca wgn w` khc i`knl`. [nl` l`c r`turcà ornl whr hca d`t mt en. Mkhc cnt. _m`tchl a``pdy h ktà l`, i`khl` tg` d`cs tgrnueg wgmkg

M s``6 tg` pdhtonrl wg`r` M sthca, hc Hrkgmlà`s pnmct, h pdhk` ornl

wgmkg M knllucmkht`. Yò`rrmce tn h d`v`r, Hrkgmlà`s wrnt` emv` l` h

pdhk` tn sthca hca M wmdd lnv` tg` `hrtg. Z`rghps mt ms tg` v`t`rhcs khst`

prmvmdè` mc nur snkm`ty, iut _m`tchl ehv` l` h d`v`r, snl` hutgnrmty tn

sp`hf hca i` g`hra. M hkk`ptà hca us` tght prmvmdè`.

M hl hc nptmlmst. `r` hr` mlpnrthct mssu`s, knck`rcs hca r`spnc-

smimdmtm`s orhlà iy ly whr, wgmkg khc g`dp us r`knllmt tn tg` i`st mcHl`rmkh. Iut rst w` lust hkfcnwdàe` wght ms tru`. _m`tchl whs h

lmsthf`, h i`trhyhd no Hl`rmkhc prmckmpd`s, hc mllnrhd ohmdur` no pui-

dmk pndmky lha` iy `d`ktà d`ha`rs6 idmcaà iy hrrnehck`, ucwmddmce tn

d`hrc wght tg`y ama cnt whct tn fcnw hca wmddmce tn fmdd ntg`rs tn sus-

thmc tg`mr p`rsp`ktmv` hca pnw`r. Mt whs lnr` tghc h d`ha`rsgmp ohmdur`

tgnueg. Hl`rmkhcs suppnrtà tgms whr ornl tg` Ugmt` Gnus` anwc

tn tg` c`meginrgnna ernk`ry stnr`, kgurkg`s hca skgnnds. U` lust hdd

thf` r`spncsmimdmty, cnt bust n r idhl`. U` sgnuda r`l`li`r Kdhsu`-



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wmtzs 87;; stht`l`ct mc Nc Uhr. Uhr ms cnt bust h pndmtmkhd hkt, iut hdsn

h pndmtmkhd mcstrul`ct, h knctmcuhtmnc no pndmtmkhd r`dhtmncs, h khrrymce

nut no tg` shl` iy ntg`r l`hcs. Mc r`v`rs`, pndmtmks hca ampdnlhky ms h

knctmcuhtmnc no whr. Nur kndd`ktmv` ohmdur` tn ohk` tg` trutg hs nur egt-mce caà6 msndhtmce tg` _m`tchl`s` onr a`kha`s hca knctmcumce tg` whr

tgrnueg sthrvhtmnc, r`lhmcmce dhcalmc`s, uc`xpdnaà nramchck` hca

`kncnlmk w`hpncs sghlà us.

]`t M i`dm`v` mc rà`lptmnc. U` knuda stmdd ghv` h Qrutg hca

Y`knckmdmhtmnc Knllmssmnc, dmf` tght dà iy Hrkgimsgnp A`slnca Qutu

mc [nutg Hormkh. Mcst`ha w` ohmd tn d`hrc tg` d`ssncs no _m`tchl hca tgms

irnuegt us mctn outur` whrs, whstà nur chturhd hca chtmnchd r`snurk`s,

iura`cà nur kgmdar`c hca outur` e`c`rhtmncs wmtg mcsurlnucthid` aìt.Hs M amskuss tg` onrk`s hca v`cts tght sghpà l` mc _m`tchl M gnp`

tn n r snl` trutg hca r`knckmdmhtmnc, `xphca nur uca`rsthcamce no

tg` _m`tchl Uhr, mcvmt` ntg`rs tn amskuss wght tg`y r`l`li`r, g`hd

wght`v`r wnucas stmdd `xmst hca mcspmr` hdd no us tn g`dp a`kr`hs` tg` us`

no whr hs hc mcstrul`ct no puidmk pndmky.

Lnst no us i`dm`v` w` uca`rsthca wght l`c `xp`rm`ck` mc whr. U`

ghv` lnvm`s, dmt`rhtur` hca p`rsnchd thd`s. Ly stnry lhy cnt i` hs erhpgmk

hs tgns` tnda iy eructs, iut mt r`pr`s`cts h knllnc `xp`rm`ck`.

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Lnst ahys M trhv`dà hdnc` mckmvmdmhc kdntg`s wmtg cntgmce lnr`

tghc h scui-cnsà ;7 hca pnw`roud

mctumtmnc. M whs hc nivmnus thre`t mc

h lnucthmc hr`h wg`r` `v`rync`

fc`w `hkg ntg`r.

M kndd`ktà mconrlhtmnc6 dòt

tg` Hl`rmkhc hca _m`tchl`s`

krmlmchds hdnc` hca tg`y ama cnt

intg`r l`. ` _m`t Knce wnrfà

ht cmegt hca iy tg`c M whs usuhddy

ihkf nc ihs` khlp. M lha` sur` w`

gha cn p`rsnchd eruae`s i`tw``c

us. M dòt tg`mr wnl`c hdnc`,

r`sp`ktà ohlmdm`s, hca sgnwà

d`ss hrrnehck` tghc lnst ntg`r

Hl`rmkhcs tg`y l`t. Ly imee`st

o`hr whs cnt fcnwmce wght lmegtghpp`c. M o`dt sho`r hdnc` tghc mc h krnwa, wmtg mc`xp`rm`ckà nk`rs

nr cdmstà l`c wgn tgnuegt tg` _m`tchl`s` w`r` nib`kts nr tg`mr tnys.

Y`hd ahce`r khl` mc tg` onrl no shpp`rs hca rnkf`ts sgnt mctn tg` ihs`-

khlp. `r` whs cntgmce nc` knuda an iut whmt mc o`hr hca gnp` tght

tg`mr rhcanl rmce dhcaà snl`wg`r` `ds`.

Knlmce mctn tn tg` whr znc`, lnst no us onkus nc wght lmegt ghpp`c

mc _m`tchl, nur A@YN[ (Aht` @dmemid` tn Y`turc onrl Nv`rs`hs), sgnrt-

tml`rs knuctmce `hkg ahy uctmd w` knuda en gnl` hca lhfmce bnf`s

hinut wgn ms sgnrt`r. M hl sn sgnrt M ghv` tn sthca nc h stnnd tn thf`

h pmss. ]`hg, w`dd Ml sn sgnrt M anct ghv` tml` onr tgms kncv`rshtmnc.

`s` bnf`s knv`rà tg` o`hr tght w` wnuda e`t sgnt mc nur dhst lnctg,

tg`c w``f hca chddy tg` ahy w` w`r` enmce gnl`. Ught ms not`c lmssà

ms nur hcxm`ty hinut enmce tn whr. M o`dt kg`htà tght M gha tn sp`ca megt

lnctgs mc dhceuhe` skgnnd iònr` M knuda `v`c sthrt knuctmce tnwhra

ly A@YN[. Ly whr sthrtà wg`c M ent ly nra`rs hca khl` gnl` tn

hc `lpty gnus`. Ly ohlmdy whs trhv`dmce i`dm`vmce M whs nc ly why tn

Htdhcth cnt _m`tchl.

M Uhdfà Hdnc`

95

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@v`rync` fcnws nur whr whs mc Hsmh, iut tg` ` kt no tght ms d`ss

uca`rstnna. Onr `megt lnctgs M stuamà _m`tchl`s` mc @d Zhsn, Q`xhs,

stuamà mc wght lmegt hs w`dd i` h onr`mec knuctry onr tgms ynuce C`w

]nrf`r. Ly rò`r`ck` pnmcts w`r` enc`. Mc Lma-Hueust no 8=?5 M dhca-à mc tg` a`s`rt suc, khl` nut mctn 887 aèr`` g`ht hca onuca lys`do

khpturà i`tw``c lnucthmcs tn tg` cnrtg hca tg` L`xmkhc inra`r. M

d`hrcà ornl tg` _m`tchl`s`.`y thuegt us hinut tg`mr onna, kustnls

hca r`dmemncs. Iut w` stmdd ht` Hl`rmkhc, r`ha nur c`wsphp`rs hca ams-

kussà kurr`ct `v`cts ornl h w`st`rc p`rsp`ktmv`. Dhcamce mc _m`tchl

irnuegt r`hdmty gnl`. Hot`r megt lnctgs no _m`tchl`s` hca tgnushcas

no lmd`s nv`r wht`r nur pdhc` a`sk`caà tn tg` P[ ihs` ht Khl Yhcg

Ihy. U` w`r` mc _m`tchl, iut sho`dy surrnucaà iy Hl`rmkhcs mc hc hmrkncamtmncà whr. H o`w ahys dht`r M lnvà up knuctry hca tg` ehl` i`-

ehc. Ly hssmecl`ct tn tg` 8st Hmr Khvhdry hca g`dmknpt`rs whs kghceà.

M wnuda r`lhmc nc tg` ernuca wmtg tg` 1tg Mcohctry Amvmsmnc.

Ornl tg` ihkf no h khren pdhc` M ct`rà tg` whr, wnca`rmce wg`tg`r

w` wnuda i` gmt iy rnkf`ts hs w` `w up knuctry, iy lnrthrs hs w`

dhcaà ht Hc Fg` hca chddy Zd`mfu, nr iy hc hliusg hs h ius tnnf l`

gnl` tn tg` inttnl no Arhenc Lnucthmc. M anct `v`c i`dm`v` w` gha

w`hpncs y`t. G`r` M whs ht h lnucthmc ihs` khlp, fcnwmce cn nc`.

Onrtucht`dy mt ama cnt thf` dnce. H o`w w``fs hot`r s`ttdmce mctn ly ucmt,

tg`r` M whs armvmce h b``p tgrnueg tg` ihs` khlp wg`c M g`hra h ohlmdmhr

vnmk` khdd nut Lurpg! M ihkfà up, hdlnst mctn h 0 tnc trukf hca ent

nut. Yuccmce tnwhra l` w`r` Imdd hca Huem`, twn euys M er`w up wmtg nc

[tht`c Msdhca.`y w`r` stuccà tn s`` l`. Dhst tg`y fc`w M whs mc tg`

s`lmchry, aò`rrà ornl tg` Q`t N csmv`. M tnnf tg`l tn ly ucmt, ent

arucf ht tg`mrs hca slnfà ly rst bnmct. `s` euys knuda cnt i`dm`v`

mt. G`r` M whs, w`hrmce cn rhcf, iut ar`ssà dmf` hc nk`r hca h lmdmthry

knp, e`ttmce whstà wmtg euys ornl tg` nda c`meginrgnna. [p`kmhdHe`cts wnr` h P[ nc `hkg knddhr tg` shl` hs krmlmchd mcv`stmehtnrs.

Umtg tght hca ihae`s hca krà`ctmhds khl` mcv`stmehtmv` prmvmdè`s o`w

ntg`rs gha. Ly euys w`r` enmce gnl`, iut tg`y ehv` n`cnueg [tht`c

Msdhca tn f``p l` lnvmce. `mr survmvhd lha` l` o``d sho`r.

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Nc` y`hr ht whr mc _m`tchlsghpà tg` r`st no ly dmo`. Ly

rst kdhss`s, nck` M r`turcà tn

[tht`c Msdhca hca knddè` w`r`

onkusà nc trymce tn uca`rsthca

wght M shw hca ama. M `xpdnrà tg`

gmstnry no whr6 wgn Hl`rmkh ms

hca gnw ly e`c`rhtmnc khc sghp`

puidmk pndmky. Ly wnrf smck` ghs

onkusà nc tg`s` tg`l`s, tnwhra

tg` enhd no str`cetg`cmce nur

knuctry wgmd` hvnmamce whr. M

knlpd`tà h aèr`` mc Hl`rmkhc

[tuam`s, ama erhauht` wnrf mc tg`

gmstnry no r`vndutmnc, whr hca

snkmhd kghce` hca tg`c h lhst`rs

mc puidmk halmcmstrhtmnc. M whctà

tn uca`rsthca nur trhcsonrlmcewnrda, mc nra`r tn i` phrt no tg` lnv`l`ct onr pnsmtmv` kghce`.

_m`tchl emv`s l` h kd`hr p`rsp`ktmv` nc Iusgs whr nc Mrhq. ms

whr whs suppnrtà iy w`dd mct`ctmncà kmtmz`cs, wgn suppnrt nur trnnps

hca whct tg`mr d`ha`rs tn i` rmegt. ]`t mt ms hcntg`r Hl`rmkhc lmsthf`,

ihsà nc dm`s hca iha mconrlhtmnc prnludehtà iy d`ha`rs wgn mecnr`

gmstnry, an cnt r`sp`kt ntg`r kudtur`s hca knuda ghv` fcnwc i`tt`r, mo

tg`y whctà tn.

Nc =/88 t`rrnrmsts ihsà mc Hoeghcmsthc fmddà tgnushcas mc C`w

]nrf, Z`ccsydvhcmh hca Uhsgmcetnc, AK. Hl`rmkh strukf ihkf hehmcst

Hd Xhmah tg`c sgmotà onkus tn [hahhl Guss`mc. Ugy> I`khus` mt whs

`hsm`r. Mcst`ha no pursumce t`rrnrmsts, Zr`sma`ct Iusg lha` us d`ss sho`

ht gnl` hca hirnha. G` `xpdnmtà nur phmc tn prnlnt` h rmegt wmce

he`cah, spmà nc Hl`rmkhcs, kr`htà lnr` t`rrnrmsts, khusà c`àd`ss

a`htgs hca whstà imddmncs no anddhrs. Nur kgmdar`c hca erhcakgmdar`c

wmdd phy onr tgms whr.

Ly rst r`hktmnc tn tg` s`knca Mrhq whr whs p`rsnchd. M o`dt ohmdur`,

shac`ss, eumdt, hca rhe`. Gnw lukg khc hcy mcamvmauhd g`dp Hl`rmkh

Mrhq hca _m`tchl

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stnp tg`s` whrs> Nur d`ssncs hr` d`hrcà tnn dht`. Omv` y`hrs hot`r =/88

Hl`rmkhcs hr` d`hrcmce tg` mcvhsmnc no Mrhq ms h ime lmsthf`. Mt khc ncdy

a`sthimdmz` tg` Lmaad` @hst, str`cetg`c Mrhc, r`mconrk` o`hrs tght w`st`rc`rs

whct tn thf` nv`r Msdhlmk dhcas hca lhf` tg` wnrda lnr` ahce`rnus.M hl sgnkfà hca nutrheà. Ly pr`sma`ct d`t Nshlh Imc Dha`c e`t

hwhy. `c g` a`s`krhtà tg` erhv`s ht tg` Unrda Qrha` K`ct`r, ht tg`

Z`cthenc, hca mc Z`ccsydvhcmh. G` dmà tn tg` Hl`rmkhc p`npd` hinut

w`hpncs no lhss a`struktmnc, htthkfà Mrhq mcst`ha no pursmce tg`

t`rrnrmsts, r`sulà spymce nc Hl`rmkhcs, tg`c pndmtmkmzà _`t`rhcs Ahy

tn aò`ca h ohmdà pndmky.

M s`` phrhdd`ds tn _m`tchl. UU MM gha bust i``c knlpd`tà. `

Pcmtà [tht`s `l`reà hs tg` strnce`st chtmnc. ` [nvm`t Pcmncknctrnddà @hst`rc @urnp`. Orhck` whs aò htà ht Am`c Im`c Zgu

hca dnst g`r kndncy. Kgmch i`khl` h Knllucmst knuctry hca cukd`hr

whr whs h pnssmimdmty. Ma`ndnemkhd hca hktuhd ihttd`s tnnf pdhk` ht tg`

surrneht` d`v`d. Mcankgmch i`khl` h ihttd` hr`ch. Hl`rmkhc d`ha`rs

vm`wà tg`mr wnrda mc Knda Uhr t`rls hca tg`c anv` mctn qumkfshca.

Lnst Hl`rmkhcs ama cnt fcnw i`tt`r. Qnahy, nur d`ha`rs kgnns` cnt tn

fcnw i`tt`r. `y pursuà whr mc Mrhq rhtg`r tghc kghs` anwc Nshlh

Imc Dha`c hca tg` l`c wgn htthkfà us. `y i`trhyà tg` vmktmls no

=/88, kr`htà lnr` `c`lm`s hca lha` nur wnrda lnr` ahce`rnus.

Nur d`ha`rs shy tg`y gha iha mct`ddme`ck`. Mct`ddme`ck` ms cnt bust

ehtg`rmce ohkts. Mt ms tg` quhd r`spncsmimdmty no tg` pr`sma`ct, mct ddme`ck`

he`ckm`s hca Kncer`ss tn kndd`kt, hchdyz` hca mct`rpr`t hpprnprmht`

mconrlhtmnc. Zr`sma`ct Iusg s`d`ktà tg` mconrlhtmnc g` whctà onr

whr hca Kncer`ss suppnrtà gml. Qne`tg`r, tg`y knnfà tg` innfs

hca i`trhyà tg`mr nhtgs tn aò`ca Hl`rmkh.

`y fc`w hinut Nshlh Imc Dha`c. G`s h [huam chtmnchd, ihsà mc

Hoeghcmsthc, cnt Mrhq, suppnrtà iy [huam nmd lnc`y. ms r`lmcas l` noh arucf`c lhc dnnfmce onr gms gnus` f`ys i`c`htg h knrc`r str``tdmegt. G`

gha arnppà gms gnus` f`ys wgmd` trymce tn ucdnkf gms annr. H knp hsfà

wgy g` msct dnnfmce c`hr gms gnl`. ` arucf r`spncas ms ms wg`r` tg`

dmegt ms. Mrhq whs h thre`t no kncv`cm`ck`. Nshlh Imc Dha`c gha tg` f`ys

hca E`nre` Iusg w`ct tn tg` str``tdmegt, no stht` spncsnrà t`rrnr.

Hl`rmkh gha cnt d`hrcà h smecmkhct d`ssnc ornl tg` _m`tchl

Uhr, nc` Qmp NC`md a`cà Hdd pndmtmks ms dnkhd. _m`tchl gha dmlmtà

mct`r`st mc tg` Knda Uhr, `xk`pt hs mt knuda g`dp tg`mr knuctry i` or`` no

kndncmhd knctrnd. _m`tchl hca Kgmch hr` chturhd nppnc`cts. Mc 8=10 Gn

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Kgm Lmcg dnnfà tn Hl`rmkh hca gms N[[ orm`ca Hrkgmlà`s Zhttm onr

g`dp mc wrmtmce _m`tchls A`kdhrhtmnc no Mca`p`ca`ck`. `c Hl`rmkh

suppnrtà Orhck`s `nrts tn r`sul` tg`mr kndncmhd rnd`, pmkfà up tg`mr

ihttd` hot`r Am`c Im`c Zgu hca phma h gmeg prmk` y`hrs dht`r. U` lmssàlhcy nppnrtucmtm`s mc _m`tchl hca hr` cnw mct`csmoymce nur `rrnrs

mc h smlmdhr why mc tg` Lmaad` @hst. ` P[ phma dmttd` htt`ctmnc wg`c

Mrhq whs kr`htà iy nur Hddm`s hot`r UU M. Hs w` ohmdà tn uca`rsthca

tg` _m`tchl`s` p`npd`, tg`mr gmstnry, kudtur` hca r`dmemnc, w` ohmd tn

hppr`kmht` Mrhq ms hc hrtmkmhd knuctry. Mt ms tgr`` kudturhddy amv`rs`

onrl`r prnvmck`s no tg` Nttnlhc @lpmr`. Irmthmc put tg`l mctn nc`

knuctry onr tg`mr nwc kncv`cm`ck`. Hs w` shw _m`tchl tgrnueg Knda

Uhr y`s, E`nre` Iusg shw Mrhq tgrnueg tg` y`s no nmd, w`hpncs no lhssa`struktmnc hca stht` spncsnrà t`rrnrmsl, wgmd` Hd Xhmah np`rhtà hs

hc mct`rchtmnchd knrpnrhtmnc.

_m`tchl thuegt l` tn tgmcf no knlihthcts hs lukg hs pndmtmks. Mc

tgms whr w` s`` Chtmnchd Euhra hca Y`s`rv`s egtmce mcst`ha no arhot-

``s. `mr onrl no lmdmthry s`rvmk` ama cnt usuhddy mckdua` dnce t`rl

hssmecl`cts nv`rs`hs. Mc tg` 8==:s tght kghceà. Umtgnut h arhot, tg`y

i`khl` h lnr` mctèrhd phrt no nur knliht onrk`s. L`c hca wnl`c

stmdd bnmcà tn s`rv` dnkhddy hca onr i`c`ts, wgmd` o`w `xp`ktà tn s``

knliht. =/88 kghceà tght. Cn dnce`r w``f`ca whrrmnrs, tg` euhra hca

r`s`rv`s w`r` `xtrhktà ornl tg`mr knllucmty, emv`c dmlmtà trhmcmce

hca s`ct mctn knliht. `mr ohlmdm`s, knllucmty hca chtmnc suppnrtà

tg`l hs hdwhys, `v`c wg`c w` ght` tg` whr tg`y onuegt. U` c`à tn

uca`rsthca tg` knlpd`xmty no tg`mr xp`rm`ck`, tg`mr kncmktà o``dmces6

gnw tg`y egt hc `c`ly hca ht tg` shl` tml` try tn g`dp mcamvmauhd

Mrhqms. U` hdd ghv` tn d`hrc gnw tn suppnrt tg`l i`tt`r wmtgnut canrs-

mce tg` whr6 tn knctmcu` tght suppnrt nck` tg`y knl` gnl` c`àmce

bnis hca r`ghimdmthtmnc, g`hdtg-khr` hca suppnrt s`rvmk`s.M hdsn tgmcf hinut tg` Mrhqm p`npd`. M ghv` l`t hca wnrfà wmtg

Cnrtg _m`tchl`s` hca _m`t Knce sndam`rs. Mc lhcy whys w` w`r` tg`

shl`, l`c hca wnl`c wgn onuegt onr nur knuctrm`s. ` am r`ck` ms

tght w` ent tn en gnl` tn sho` knllucmtm`s. Nur c`meginrgnnas w`r`

cnt a`strnyà, wgmd` nur dhca lmc`s w`r` dòt mc tg`mrs knctmcumce tn

fmdd ohrl`rs hca kgmdar`c pdhymce mc tg` `das. `mr whr ama cnt `ca

i`khus` w` w`ct gnl`. Hl`rmkh bust stnppà phymce htt`ctmnc.

Qnahys sndam`rs wmdd knl` gnl` hca Mrhqms wmdd rìumda. `y wmdd

c`à nur dnce-t`rl hssmsthck`. ht ms wg`c tg` kghrhkt`r no Hl`rm-

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kh wmdd i` t`stà hehmc. U` ohmdà mc _m`tchl, msndhtmce hca d`ttmce tg`

_m`tchl`s` sthrv` onr a`kha`s hs w` `conrkà hc `lihren. Mrhq ms nur

lmsthf` hca gnw w` a`hd wmtg tg` r`sudts wmdd a`t`rlmc` wg`tg`r tg`s`

whrs knctmcu` mctn tg` c`xt e`c`rhtmnc. M whs hlhzà iy tg` r`smdm`ck`no tg` _m`tchl`s` hca tg`mr wmddmcec`ss tn i`knl` orm`cas, an iusmc`ss

hca trust us tnahy.ms whr lust `ca tnn iut w` khc cnt whdf hwhy. U`

ghv` r`spncsmimdmtm`s tn tgns` w` gurt, onr tg` ahlhe` w` kr`htà6 hca tn

nurs`dv`s. Hl`rmkh wmdd i` sho`r mo w` hkfcnwdàe` hca g`hd tg` wnucas

no whr. U` hdd ghv` dnce l`lnrm`s hca eruae`s khc knctmcu` ornl nc`

e`c`rhtmnc tn tg` c`xt. E`nre` Iusg wmdd i` nut no nk` mc h o`w y`hrs.

U` lust pdhc whys tn r`knv`r r`sp`kt mc tg` Lmaad` @hst. Mt khc cnt i`

anc` wmtg eucs.Nur wnrda wmdd i` sho`r mo w` g`dp Mrhq rìumda. ` whr whs onuegt

nc tg`mr dhca hca tg`mr snkm`ty whs ahlheà. `y dnst lnr` orm`cas hca

ohlmdy6 su rà wnucas hca khrrmà l`lnrm`s.

Gmstnry sgnws tght suppnrt onr sndam`rs `vhpnrht`s wg`c tg`y hr`

nut no ahce`r. U` ghv` `v`ry r`hsnc tn susp`kt tg` Iusg-Kg`c`y-

Yulso`da t hl wmdd hihcanc tg`mr l`c hca wnl`c hehmc. Ncdy wg`c

tg`s` r`turcmce knliht trnnps, tg`mr ohlmdm`s hca survmvnrs turc hehmcst

tgms whr wmdd w` s`` tg` dhre`r knllucmty wmtgarhw mts suppnrt. U`

fcnw tgms wmdd ghpp`c6 cn lhtt`r gnw lhcy tml`s nur pr`sma`ct skndas

us onr cnt trustmce gml. Ly prhy`r ms tght Hl`rmkh an`s cnt kgnns`

hlc`smh hehmc, tght v`t`rhcs e`t tg` g`dp tg`y c`à hca w` s`rmnusdy

g`dp rìumda Mrhq. `c tg` knck`pt no r`stnrhtmv` bustmk` wmdd i`knl`

r`hd. U` wmdd cnt ghv` hihcancà nur v`t`rhcs. Hinut Mrhq, w` irnf` mt

hca w` wmdd ghv` tn x mt.

_m`tchl thuegt l` lhcy d`ssncs. Eucs khct lhf` p`rlhc`ct puidmk

pndmky. Ug`c M knctrhst Hl`rmkhc hma tn Qsuchlm hca tg`c Zhfmsthcm

`hrtgquhf` vmktmls wmtg tg` hlnuct no lnc`y w` hr` sp`camce tn fmddMrhqms M wnca`r mo hcync` khc an h knst-i`c`t hchdysms. M hl r`lmcaà no

ly knll`cts mc mct`ddme`ck` skgnnd tght w` sgnuda pudd nut tg` lmdmthry

hca s`ca mc tg` Z`hk` Knrps. @kncnlmk a`v`dnpl`ct hca skgndhrsgmps

kr`ht` orm`cas hca hddm`s. Eucs kr`ht` `c`lm`s.

M r`turcà ornl _m`tchl wmtg tg` bny no survmvhd hca h a``p s`cs`

tght ly y`s gha i``c np`cà tn ohds` hssulptmncs hca tg` rrnrs no tght

whr6 tght M lust knllucmkht` tgms hwhr`c`ss tn tg` Hl`rmkhc p`npd`.

Dmf` lhcy ntg`r v`t`rhcs M whs w`dknlà mctn tg` p`hk` lnv`l`ct,

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tn s`` nur knuctry ams`cehe` ornl _m`tchl.

ms Mrhq whr r`lmcas l` gnw ahce`rnus mt ms tn whdf hwhy ornl nur

lmsthf`s wmtgnut hchdyzmce tg`l np`cdy hca gnc`stdy. Lnst Hl`rmkhcs

kgns` hlc`smh hot`r tg` _m`tchl Uhr, edha tg` cmegtlhr` whs nv`r. U`msndhtà _m`tchl, knctmcuà tg` whr tgrnueg `kncnlmk l`hcs6 c`v`r

a`hdt wmtg tg` ahlhe` w` ama cnr d`hrcà d`ssncs ornl tg` ntg`r sma`.

Cnw w` hr` khuegt mc hcntg`r quhelmr`, dà iy l`c wgn c`mtg`r dmst`c

cnr d`hrc. Iusg hca Kg`c`y tnnf pnw`r wmtgnut p`rsnchd `xp`rm`ck` no

whr hca mts kghntmk kncs`qu`ck`s. U` c`à lnr` tghc h trutg hca r`k-

nckmdmhtmnc knllmssmnc. Nur knuctry c`às c`w d`ha`rsgmp wmddmce tn

t`dd tg` trutg, tn r`knckmd` hca tn rìumda. Omrst, w` lust ohk` tg` ohkt

tght [hahhl Guss`mc ama cnt htthkf us.`y w`r` wrnce tn mcvha` Mrhq.U` sgnuda ghv` pursuà tgns` wgn htthkfà us hca wnuda ghv` er`ht`r

suppnrt mc tg` Lmaad` @hst mo w` gha. Cnw w` c`à tn g`dp rìumda Mrhq

tgrnueg Hrhi hca @urnp`hc hddm`s.

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Ught no tgms `xp`rm`ck` ms lmc`> Ly phr`cts stnrm`s hr` ly dèhky.

Zhrt no l` ms sghpà onr`v`r iy tg` y`hrs ly ohtg`r sp`ct mc _m`tchl,

hca gnw tgns` y`hrs sghpà gml, hca tg`c, hdd nur ohlmdy. Mts cnt `hsy

onr l` tn lhf` s`cs` no tgms. Ug`c M try, M hl not`c amsshtmsà wmtg

ly knckdusmncs.

_m`tchl ghs hdwhys i``c mc ly phr`cts gnus` dmf` h ohlmdy l`li`r.

[nl`tml`s mt whs g`hvy, snl`tml`s r`lhrfhid`. Mts pr`s`ck` whs c`v`r

`hsy. `r` whs hdwhys h kncsmst`ct r`hktmnc htthkgà tn tg` wnra mts`do,

_m`tchl. ` wnra wnuda khus` ly phr`cts orm`cas `y`s tn snot`c.

`mr ohk`s i`khl` stm. Umtg tg` kgmdagnna or`ànl tn sthr` M ièhc

tn cntmk` tg`s` ohskmchtmce r`hktmncs. M wnuda whtkg `yìrnws `xpr`ss

sylphtgy, sgnuda`rs sgnw amsknlonrt, hca smd`ck`s knllucmkht` tg`

wmddmcec`ss tn dmst`c.

C`xt tgmce M fc`w ly ohtg`r wnuda i` nc sthe` hehmc, t`ddmce gms stnry.

` stnry wnuda ermp gml hca g` wnuda i`knl` h am r`ct p`rsnc. Mt

whs ghra tn bnmc gms kncv`rshtmnc. Mt whs cnt r`hddy hinut amhdneu`. Mt

whs hinut nur dmst`cmce. Gms p`ronrlhck` whs khptmvhtmce hca M c`v`r

r`hddy fc`w wght g` whs enmce tn shy. M stmdd anct fcnw.

` stnrm`s hr` rhr`dy hinut vmnd`ck`. `y hr` not`c hinut rhkmsl,

kncousmnc, a`k`mt. Mc tg` `ca M uca`rsthca gml lnr`, hca o``d snl`

M hl tg` Ahuegt`r no h _m`tchl _`t`rhc

Rn`hcc Lurpgy

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kncc`ktmnc tn gms `xp`rm`ck` no tgms whr.

_m`tchl hs h knuctry i`khl` h phrt no ly dmo . M er`w up wmtg tgms

strhce` kncc`ktmnc tn h dhca sn ohr ornl nur gnl` mc upstht` C`w ]nrf.

_m`tchl i`khl` h ohlmdmhr pdhk` tgrnueg lnvm`s w` whtkgà, tgrnueg

onna w` ht`, hca tgrnueg tg` lhcy vmsmtnrs tght wnuda phss tgrnueg nur

ime nda gnus`. ms lha` l` mckràmidy kurmnus hinut tg` dhre` wnrda

tght `xmstà nutsma` no [hrhtneh [prmces. M whctà tn gmf` up tgns`

lnucthmcs tght dnnfà sn am r`ct ornl tg` Hamrncahkfs. M whctà

tn thst` r`hd pgn hca _m`tchl`s` sull`r rndds. M ar`hlà no g`hrmce

Iuaagmst kghctmce mc h _m`tchl`s` t`lpd`. Aha whs kd`hr hinut tg`

su rmce tght khl` ornl tg` whr iut g` whs bust hs kd`hr hinut tg` emots.

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9 hca `lirhkà iy cukd`hr hrls. Lmdmthry s`rvmk` s``là chturhd hcawg`c mt whs hpprnprmht` M vnduct``rà. ` ohtg`r M hl, gnw`v`r, knl`s

lhmcdy ornl tg` ohtg`r M gha6 ly ohlmdy, tg` ohtg`rs M fc`w hca tml`s M

whs rhmsà. Ly `xp`rm`ck` no whr, lhrrmhe` tn h spmrmtuhd wnlhc trhmcà mc

psykgndney hca knllmttà tn cncvmnd`ck` hca nur p`hk` hktmvmsl irnuegt

_m`tchl mctn tg` why w` rhmsà nur kgmdar`c.

M hl tg` ynuce`st no smx kgmdar`c. Ly lntg`r amà no khck`r iònr` M

turcà s`v`c. Ly ohtg`r `xp`rm`ckà gms p`rsnchd phmc6 dà us tgrnueg nur

dnss hca wnrfà xtrh bnis tn suppnrt us. Dmf` lhcy erm`vmce Mrmsg ohlmdm`s,nur strnce Khtgndmk ohmtg susthmcà us wgmd` hdkngnd prnvmaà h knct`xt onr

knllucmkhtmnc. Ly lntg`r i`khl` h shmct M ghrady fc`w nr uca`rstnna

hca ly ohtg`r h g`rn onr f``pmce us tne`tg`r. Znp wnrfà onr tg` gmegwhy

a`phrtl`ct, whs h C`w ]nrf Kmty A`lnkrht, hc htgd`t`6 h prno`ssmnchd

endo`r nc w``f`cas, [tht`c Msdhcas gnd` mc nc` kghlpmnc (0), ehra`c`r hca

knuda r`phmr hcytgmce hrnuca tg` gnus`. M c`v`r anuità gms dnv` iut g`

whs cnt nc` tn us` tght wnra. Hs tg` ihiy no tg` ohlmdy, M whs suppnrtà

hs i`st `v`rync` knuda, iut v`ry dmttd` whs `xpdhmcà mc dhceuhe` h ynuce

_m`tchl hca Zhr`ctmce

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iny knuda uca`rsthca. M gha cn ma`h wght khck`r whs nr wgy Ena tnnf ly

lntg`r hwhy. ` dmttd` iny wmtgmc l` stmdd an`s cnt hkk`pt tgms dnss hca

c`v`r wmdd.

Dmf` lhcy phr`cts M n r wght M lmssà. M onkus htt`ctmnc nc nur

fmas, try tn euma` tg`l hca/nr nr `xpdhmc tgmces. M shy M dnv` ynu

wg`c`v`r pnssmid`.

Znp whsct h v`t`rhc.` arhot inhra s`ct gml gnl`6 tnn nda hca tnn

lhcy kgmdar`c. Lnls irntg`r Yhy, ly enaohtg`r, whs h Lhrmc` pmdnt mc

tg` Zhkmk. G` r`turcà hdmv`, w`ct tn knddè` hca i`khl` h anktnr. Gms

smst`rs mandmzà gml. Ly ohtg`r dnvà gml hs h ynuce`r irntg`r. `s`

l`c i`khl` rnd` lna`ds. Nc` whs h whr g`rn, w`dd àukhtà, wmtg

chckmhd r`snurk`s hca làmkhd khst` prmvmdè`s. Ly ohtg`r whs wnrfmcekdhss6 nda`r, wmtg smx kgmdar`c. G` whs mct ddme`ct iut knuda cnt hnra

knddè` aurmce tg` a`pr`ssmnc. Ht he` 8; M l`t wmtg intg l`c. Yhy her`à

tn phy onr khtgndmk gmeg skgnnd hca hsfà h qu`stmnc, Ught an ynu whct

tn an hot`r gmeg skgnnd> Ly hcsw`r whs qumkf6 en tn Hcchpndms hca

tg`c y b`ts Znps r`spncs` whs kd`hr hca ohst`r. ]nu an cnt ghv` tn

an wght Pckd` Yhy ama bust i`khus` g` ms phymce ynur tumtmnc. Umtgnut

`mtg`r hs h knhkg, M armotà tgrnueg tg` c`xt onur y`hrs, hca tg`c sp`ct

tgr`` mc h s`lmchry. [`v`c y`hrs dht`r _m`tchl onuca l` hca M whs cni`tt`r trhmcà tn y. M whs r`hay tn ohk` mssu`s no whr hca p`hk`. M whct

ly fmas tn ghv` h knhkg tn g`dp tg`l r`hdmz` tg`mr ar`hls hca tg` himdmty

tn np`rht` mc tg` wnrda.

Hot`r _m`tchl M knckduaà mt ms ahce`rnus tn i` ucpr`phrà6 tght

w` khc cnt knctrnd wght wmdd knl` mctn nur dmv`s. ` whr mct`csmà

ly kgmdagnna gurt, tg` surprms` ht dnsmce ly lntg`r, tg` phmc no cnt

uca`rsthcamce, tg` mchimdmty tn lhf` tgmces rmegt.

Lhcy l`c dòt tg`mr whr i`gmca mc _m`tchl. M irnuegt mt gnl`, tnohlmdy, knllucmty, mctn ly lhrrmhe` hca mt i`khl` phrt no ly kgmdar`cs

dmv`s. Rn`s imrtg irnuegt l` bny hca gnp`. M d`hrcà tn dnv` mc h a``p`r

why. [g` r`lmcaà l` wgy w` wnrf onr p`hk`. Omv` y`hrs dht`r Bhkfs imrtg

haaà amstmckt bny hca c`w o`hr. M shw ly snc 87 y`hrs anwc tg` rnha,

ohkmce h arhot inhra, lnr` whrs hca tnueg kgnmk`s. M ièhc tn pr`phr`.

Mo ly snc whs enmce dmv` mctn gms tw`ctm`s M gha tn lhf` pdhcs. M kdhmlà

ly Mrmsg kmtmz`csgmp. _m`tchl whs cn dnce`r bust h phrt no gmstnry, puidmk

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sncs survmvhd. M lmegt ghv` tn d`hv`. Ly kgmdar`c c`àà tn fcnw wght

ghpp`cà, wgy M w`ct, i`khl` hc nrehcmz`r onr __HU, gnw tg`mr phr`cts

l`t e`ttmce hrr`stà prnt`stmce tg` whr, w`r` lhrrmà ht h p`hk` khlp hca

irnuegt tg`l tn a`lncstrhtmncs hca prnvmaà ZQ[A s`rvmk`s onr v`t`rhcs.

Dmc hca M whctà nur kgmdar`c tn dmv` mc h sho` wnrda hca i`dm`và tght whs

ncdy pnssmid` mo w` tnnf r`spncsmimdmty onr kr`htmce h p`hkòud `cvmrncl`ct.

[hrhtneh [prmces prnvmaà h s`kur` hca mc lhcy whys hc mcsudhtà pdhk` tn

rhms` kgmdar`c. U` haaà hc mct`rchtmnchd p`rsp`ktmv`, thuegt tg`l hinut

whr hca p`hk`, pnv`rty hca mcbustmk`6 xpdhmcà rhkmsl, tg` kt lmdmthrmsl

hca ednihd knlp`tmtmnc ghv` nc d`ss a`v`dnpà knuctrm`s. _m`tchl whs h

p`ro`kt `xhlpd`. Mt whs ly whr6 mt kghceà Dmcs dmo` hca trhcsonrlà nurkudtur`. Mt whs p`rsnchd hca mt whs pndmtmkhd. U` whtkgà t`kgcndney turc

nur wnrda mctn h vmddhe`6 ednihdmzhtmnc trhcsonrl Hl`rmkhc snkm`ty hca

t`d`vmsmnc irmce amsthct whrs mctn nur gnus`. U` pr`phrà nur kgmdar`c tn

dmv` mc h wnrda i`ynca nur sho` kmty mc tg` knuctry.

M whs horhma onr tg`l. Ly _m`tchl mssu`s khl` mctn pdhy. M irnuegt

o`hr no whr hca mct`csmty mctn tg`mr dmv`s. Rn` tnda h orm`ca sg` ht` strhtèmk

pdhccmce onr ir`hfohst. @hkg amcc`r ièhc wmtg wght w` w`r` erhtòud

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s`do-r`spncsmimdmty.`y d`hrcà tn aìht`, w` hdd kghdd`ceà, dmst`cà hca

d`hrcà tne`tg`r.

_m`tchl khl` hehmc tgrnueg ly wnrf. M irnuegt whr stnrm`s hca

v`t`rhcs mctn tg`mr dmv`s, nrehcmzmce _m`tchl _`t`rhcs no Hl`rmkh

(__H). Dmc hca M nrehcmzà nc` no tg` `hrdm`r ZQ[A prnerhls. `y

shw ly str`ss r`hktmncs hca ly orm`cas. M r`turcà tn _m`tchl wg`c

Rn` whs 88 hca Bhkf whs 0 y`hrs nda. Dmc gha tn `xpdhmc wgy tg`mr ahaay

r`turcà tn tg` whr znc`. M khl` gnl` wmtg stnrm`s, pgntns hca tg`c

_m`tchl`s` onr vmsmts. _m`tchl i`khl` hc mctèrhd phrt no tg`mr dmv`s,

lnr` knuctry tghc whr.

Rn` whs cnt shtmsà iy tg` why M `xpdhmcà ly rnd` mc tg` whr6 tg`

a`thmds no wght M ama hca ahy tn ahy dmo` tg`r`. Hs w` wrnt` tgms innf, Rnìhr`dy fc`w wght M hktuhddy ama aurmce tg` whr. U`v` gha lhcy amskussmncs,

sp`ct h lnctg tne`tg`r tg`r` mc 9::8 hca prnaukà h pgntnerhpgy xgmimt.

[tmdd sg` gha tg` kdhssmk uchcsw`rà qu`stmnc, Ahaay, wght ama ynu an

aurmce tg` whr> Nc h v` gnur armv` ornl Hdihcy tn Iuhdn, sg` hsfà

tgr`` tml`s iònr` M chddy n rà a`thmds. M `xpdhmcà ly ihkfernuca hca

trhmcmce, tg` rnd` no hc mct`ddme`ck` he`ct, knct`xt mc wgmkg M wnrfà, tg`

KMH hca Zgn`cmx Zrnerhl6 tght M r`pr`s`ctà tg` 1tg Mcohctry Amvmsmnc

nc tg` Zgn`cmx knnramchtmce knuckmd, gnw mt i`khl` hc hsshssmchtmncprnerhl, nur _m`tchl`s` hddm`s usà Hl`rmkhs wmddmcec`ss tn fmdd susp`ktà

nppnc`cts tn s`ttd` nda eruae`s hca onr `xtnrtmnc6 tg`c gnw M `xpnsà tgms

wg`c M r`turcà tn kmvmdmhc dmo` hca whs horhma M wnuda i` fmddà onr tght. Iut

M c`v`r tnda g`r wght M p`rsnchddy ama. Orustrhtà, sg` shma tgms lha` g`r o``d

auli, onr cnt e`ttmce mt rmegt. [g` hsfà hinut ly hktmncs, tg` sl`dds hca

a`thmds no wght M ama. An`s tgms l`hc ynu hrrhceà onr p`npd` tn i` fmddà>

M tnda g`r hinut ly he`cts hca tg` a`thmds no snl` mckma`cts6 gnw tg` KMH

whctà tn us` nc` no ly he`cts tg`c fmdd gml, gnw ly khpthmc ihkfà lùp hs w` r`smstà. M tnda no mct rrnehtmce h prèchct wnlhc wgn kdhmlà

ly he`ct tgr`ht`cà tn `xpns` g`r hs _m`t Knce mo sg` ama cnt ghv` s`x

wmtg gml6 tght M tgr`ht`cà g`r fmas mo sg` ama cnt t`dd tg` trutg hca dht`r

amsknv`rà tght sg` hdr`hay gha.

M whctà tn i` s``c hs nc` no tg` enna nc`s, tn e`t kràmt onr

cnt usmce ihtt`ry np`rhtà rhamns tn s`ca `d`ktrmkhd sgnkfs tgrnueg h

a`thmc``s inay. O`w uca`rsthca wght M ama nr amact an. M ghv` i``c

hsghlà no snl` no mt. Mt lmegt i` hsm`r tn xpdhmc mo M gha i``c h eruct.

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U` fcnw tg` knurhe` no knliht hca khc onremv` h lhc egtmce tn shv`

gms nwc dmo` wg`c snl`nc` `ds` ms trymce tn fmdd ynu, `v`c mo tg` whr whs

wrnce. Hc Hl`rmkhc sndam`r trhv`dmce hdnc` mc h whr, wmtgnut h L8?

an`sct lhf` s`cs`. Cn lnvm`s nr làhds n r rò`r`ck` pnmcts. Mv`

trmà tn `xpdhmc ly whr wmtgnut skhrmce Rn`6 cnr lhfmce g`r hsghlà

no g`r ohtg`r. Qnahy w` ghv` snl` knllnc `xp`rm`ck`. U` ghv` i``c

mc _m`tchl tne`tg`r. [tmdd Rn` ghs hvnmaà hsfmce snl` qu`stmncs

i`khus` sg` ama cnt whct tn gurt l`. C`mtg`r no us ms shtmsà wmtg nur

knllucmkhtmnc.

Hs h ohtg`r, M wnrfà rst tn o`à hca suppnrt ly ohlmdy, tg`c

shtmsoy prno`ssmnchd enhds wg`c M knuda. Umtg h Lhst`rs mc Zuidmk

Halmcmstrhtmnc (LZH), ly khr``r ghs i``c lnstdy mc hca hrnucaC`w ]nrf [tht` env`rcl`ct y`t tg` whr whs hdwhys tg`r`. Mct`ddme`ck`

trhmcmce thuegt l` tn sp`hf up wg`c M shw ahce`r. Pconrtucht`dy tght

whs cnt hdwhys vhduà. M whs dhma nornl tg` Nk` no Zhrfs tg` ahy

Rn` whs inrc. ht bni mckduaà `cvmrncl`cthd àukhtmnc. Hot`r tg`

hkkma`ct ht r`` Lmd` Msdhca, M rhc h O`stmvhd onr h [ho` @cvmrncl`ct

hca E@ prnt`stà. ` Knllmssmnc`r ròusà tn smd`ck` l` iut s`cmnr

halmcmstrhtnrs dht`r usà kmvmd s`rvmk` rud`s tn e`t rma no l`. M wnc hc

hpp`hd onur y`hrs dht`r iut whs put nut no wnrf wg`c ly ohlmdy lnstc`àà g`hdtgkhr` hca ly phykg`kf. M whs hsghlà ly pndmtmks ohmdà

ly wmo` hca ucinrc kgmda. M ohkà `lihrrhssl`ct t`ddmce ly ohtg`r. Iut

g` `cknurheà. @aam`, M anct wnrry hinut ynu. Mo mt an`s cnt wnrf nut

mc [hrhtneh ynudd en snl`wg`r` `ds` hca lhf` mt wnrf

Znp whs rmegt hca M ama cnt ghv` tn lnv`. Iniiy Ludd`r, onuca`r no

__H, mllàmht`dy gmrà l` tn nrehcmz` v`ts hca sp`hf nut. Dmc hca M

tg`c a`v`dnpà nc` no tg` `hrdm`r ZQ[A prnerhls tn knucs`d _m`tchl

_`ts. M kncsudtà nc a`v`dnpl`ct no C`w ]nrfs _m`tchl L`lnrmhdhca hrts ehdd`ry. Qwn y`hrs dht`r Lhrmn Kunln irnuegt l` nctn gms

trhcsmtmnc t`hl hca tn tg` Amvmsmnc no _`t`rhcs Hhmrs. M i`khl` h

prno`ssmnchd v`t`rhc. M gha gnpà tn onkus nc nur `cvmrncl`ct iut

_m`tchl whs tnn lukg h phrt no wgn M hl hca M c`àà h phykg`kf

Ly onkus nc wnrf hca ohtg`r hs prnvma`r, knlimcà wmtg whr

r`dhtà-str`ss irnuegt phmc mctn nur lhrrmhe` hca ly ohtg`rmce6 hdkngnd-

r`dhtà i`ghvmnr hca h prò`r`ck tn a`hd wmtg phmc iy hchdyzmce mts khus`s

hca trhcsdhtmce o``dmces mctn histrhkt tgnuegts. M r`haHce dhs Hsg`swmtg

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r`smsthck` mc turlnmd, hs hc HKNH (haudt kgmda no hc hdkngndmk ohlmdy). M

khc whtkg vmnd`ct lnvm`s hs ucr`hdmstmk khrtnncs, iut ghv` c`v`r i``c

hid` tn cmsg [kgmcad`rs Dmst. Mt ms tnn r`hd, r`lmcas l` no wght whr an`s

tn tgns` wgn p`rp`trht` krml`s hs lukg hs tg` vmktmls. @stg`r Kng`c,

nur amtnr, s`ct us tn h _m`tchl whr krml`s pgntnerhpgy xgmimt, wgmkg

M ghtà. Lnst p`npd` s`` tg` gnrrnr, tg` _m`tchl`s` hs vmktmls hca

pgntnerhpgy hs h pnw`roud mcstrul`ct onr knllucmkhtmnc. M o``d hdd no

tgms wmtg haamtmnchd phmc onr tg` Hl`rmkhcs, wgn knllmttà tg`s` hkts. M

fcnw tg`y wnuda i` `lihrrhssà mo tg`mr fmas r`knecmzà tg`l. M whmt onr

ly turc, tgmcfmce no Bns`pg KncrhasDnra Bml6 gnw nc` lmsthf` sghpà

ly dmo` hca o`hr Mdd phy onr mt y`hrs dht`r, mc v`ry am r`ct kmrkulsthck`. M

prhy tg`r` hr` cn pgntnerhpgs no l`, tgnueg tg`r` hr` wmtc`ss`s. M ghv`c`v`r r`turcà tn Zd`mfu hca Arhenc Lnucthmc.

_m`tchl lha` hca knst l` orm`casgmps, trmee`rà hreul`cts hca M

ièhc hssnkmhtmce wmtg tgns` knllmttà tn p`hk`. Hdnce tg` why M kndd`ktà

ght` lhmd. Ly ohvnrmt` whs ornl ` Knllmtt`` no 8:: Mrmsg Hl`rmkhcs

no [tht`c Msdhcashymce Ms ynur lntg`r B`wmsg>>> Hcntg`r khl` ornl h

B`wmsg Hssmsthct Amstrmkt Httnrc`y tn l`li`rs no tg` Hl`rmkhc Dèmnc,

kghdd`cemce ly phtrmntmsl hca amslmssmce ly knliht s`rvmk`.

M whct ly kgmdar`c tn r`sp`kt hca dnv` nur knuctry. M kgns` tg`Zhudmsts i`khus` tg`y i`dm`và mc Hl`rmkh6 bnmcà tg` hrly, s`rvà mc

Mct`ddme`ck` hca w`ct tn whr i`dm`vmce ly knuctry gha h rmegt tn hsf

l` tn egt onr a`lnkrhky. M dht`r stnna hehmcst tght whr hca ntg`rs, onr

p`hk` i`khus` M i`dm`v` mc Hl`rmkhc ma`hds, a`spmt` nur i`ghvmnr. Ly

phmc ms trymce tn vhdu` hca hrtmkudht` tg`s` ma`hds tn ly kgmdar`c hs tg`y

wmtc`ss mcvhsmncs, htrnkmtm`s, wmr`thps, stnd`c d`ktmncs, knrpnrht` skhls,

iusmc`ss`s wmtg er`ht`r dnyhdty tn stnkf prmk`s tghc tg`mr wnrf`rs hca

kncsul`rs. Ly hce`r ms tght tg`mr outur` ms i`mce stnd`c6 tg`mr kgmdar`cwmdd i` thxà tn phy onr ly e`c`rhtmncs whrs wgmkg lhf` tg`l d`ss sho`.

M gnpà _m`tchl wnuda i` nur dhst kndncmhd whr. M snl`tml`s o``d dmf`

h onnd t`ddmce tg`l gnw lukg M vhdu` tg` ma`hds no nur chtmnc, tg` rst

hl`cal`ct, prner`ssmv` st`ps tnwhra oudd a`lnkrhky hca tght gmstnry

ms nc nur sma`, a`spmt` nur ohmdur`s. M ghv` ly anuits iut ly nptmlmsl ms

ernucaà mc h qunt` ornl Lhrtmc Dutg`r Fmce, D`t us r`hdmz` tg` hrk no

tg` lnrhd ucmv`rs` ms dnce iut mt i`cas tnwhra bustmk`.

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Nur Hl`rmkh

Anrms F`hrcs Ennawmc ghsknll`ctà tght enna gmstnry

ms wrmtt`c hs h a`v`dnpmce stnry,

wg`r` tg` nutknl` ms cnt onr`tnda

mc havhck` no hktmncs, `v`cts

hca knckdusmncs. ` _m`tchl

E`c`rhtmnc ama cnt `xmst uctmd mt

whs chlà hca tght khl` hot`r

tg` whr i`khl` h prnlmc`ct phrt

no Hl`rmkhc kudtur`.

U` hdd fcnw wg`r` w` w`r`

nc Cnv`li`r 99, 8=?;, tg` ahy

Zr`sma`ct F`ccày whs sgnt. [n

tnn ama 8=?7 a`c` lukg no nur

dmv`s. U` tnnf rmsfs, kghceà nur

nwc dmv`s hca lha` h am r`ck`

wg`c mt lhtt`rà. [nl` no

us w`ct tn whr, ntg`rs tn bhmd.Lnr` lha` kmvmd rmegts r`hd, bnmcà tg` Z`hk` Knrps, iumdt tg` wnl`cs

lnv`l`ct, onuegt gnlnpgnimh, mctrnaukà `kndney, kr`htà ohmr gnusmce

prnerhls hca dòt nur lhrf nc snkm`ty. U` er`w p`rsnchddy, lhfmce mt

sho`r tn r`hkg nut onr l`cthd g`hdtg s`rvmk`s. U` halmttà wg`c w` gha

prnid`ls, a`v`dnpà havnkhky, tr`htl`ct hca knllucmty suppnrt syst`ls

onr tg` a`v`dnpl`cthddy amshidà, rhp` vmktmls, haudt kgmdar`c no hdkngndmks,

v`t rhcs wmtg pnst trhulhtmk str ss amsnra`r, ir`hst khck`r, hca w` lha`

spmrmtuhdmty hs mlpnrthct hs r`dmemnc.

Ug`c nur d`ha`rs w`r` fmddà w` onuca c`w nc`s, snl` i`tt`r hca

snl` wnrs`.

U` ama cnt hdwhys an w`dd. Cnt `v`rync` whs pr`phrà tn suppnrt

rhamkhd trhcsonrlhtmnc no nur snkm`ty. `y tnnf hdd tg` tr``s, hca put

`l mc h tr`` lusùl. Hca tg`y kghreà tg` p`npd` h anddhr hca h ghdo tn

s`` tg`l`y phvà phrhams`, hca put up h phrfmce dnt (Bncm Lmtkg`dd,

Ime ] ddnw Qhxm).

[nl` w`r` gurt iy tg` kghce`s, lnr` not`c sgnkfà iy tg` kudturhd

trhcsonrlhtmnc hs lukg hs `kncnlmk amsdnkhtmnc. Mc d`ss tghc v` y`hrs

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Bhkf hca Iniiy F`ccày w`r` fmddà hdnce wmtg Lhdkndl W, Lhrtmc

Dutg`r Fmce hca h gnst no d`ss fcnwc g`rn`s. U` w`r` ynuce hca wg`c

nur r`lhmcmce d`ha`rs r`smstà wght w` i`dm`và tn i` tg` Hl`rmkhc

Ar`hl w` gha cmegtlhr`s. Ini Aydhc sullhrmzà nur httmtua`, Anctsthca mc tg` annrwhy, anct idnkf up tg` ghdd, e`t nut no tg` why mo ynu

khct d`ca h ghca tg` tml`s tg`y hr` h kghcemce.

`r` whs cn _m`tchl E`c`rhtmnc wg`c M whs ernwmce up.` Knda

Uhr anlmchtà tg` 8=0:s hca Bhkf F`ccày tg` `hrdy ?:s.Ly nda`r

smidmces er`w up wmtg tg` Fnr`hc Uhr, i`htcmfs, @dvms Zr`sd`y hca tg`

imrtg no Ynkf hca Yndd, Bhl`s A`hc hca Lhrmdyc Lncrn`. Lnst Gmeg

[kgnnd erhauht`s w`ct tn wnrf nr mctn tg` lmdmthry. Knddè` stua`cts

w`r` onrlhd. [pnrts knhts hca ar`ss`s w`r` usuhd httmr`. L`c hca wnl`cdmvà mc s`phrht` anrls hca gha kuro`ws. M whs phrt no tg` F`ccày

e`c`rhtmnc. Ht 87, M whs nda `cnueg tn armcf hca e`t arhotà iut tnn

ynuce tn vnt`. Lnr` no us w`ct tn knddè`. Nur dmv`s w`r` d`ss a`cà.

U` stuamà onr prno`ssmncs wmtg nc` `y` nc tg` kmvmd rmegts lnv`l`ct,

urihc pnv`rty, hca kndncmhd whrs mc Hormkh. _m`tchl whs h sma`sgnw

c`xt tn Dhns hca d`ss smecmkhct tghc tg` Kncen.

` F`ccàys irnuegt Khl`dnt tn Uhsgmcetnc, hdnce wmtg gnp`

hca purpns` tn ly p``rs

U` ncdy i`khl` tg` _m`tchl e`c`rhtmnc hot`r BOF whs lura`rà,

mcspmrà iy gms mchueurhd haar`ss hca orustrhtà iy nur snkm`tys ohmdur`

tn dmv` up tn gms wnras.

U` i`dm`và gms wnras, `xp`ktà tg`l tn i` tru` hca knllmttà

nurs`dv`s tn tg` Hl`rmkhc Ar`hl. M stmdd i`dm`v` tg`y khc hca sgnuda i`

tru`6 cnt i`khus` Bhkf F`ccày shma tg`l iut i`khus` tg`y r`pr`s`ct tg`

i`st no Hl`rmkh. Gms wnras mcspmr` hca lhf` us hdd o``d sho`r. `y n r

h sthcahra w` khc l`hsur` nurs`dv`s iy, tn irmce mctn tg` wnrda hca o``d

prnua. U` no tg` _m`tchl e`c`rhtmnc wnuda dmf` tn o``d prnua hehmc. U``sp`kmhddy whct nur kgmdar`c tn mcg`rmt h wnrda sho`r tghc mt ms tnahy.

Ly kgmdar`c w`r` inrc mc tg` 8=7:s, lnr` mcspmrà hca knllmttà

tn snkmhd bustmk` tghc tgns` inrc mc tg` lmaad` no tg` whr. `mr lusmk

hca pn`try, dmf` nur nwc, ms ghrsg tn hc nda`r e`c`rhtmnc, y`t r``kts

a``p snkmhd knck`rc, r`sp`kt onr tg` amecmty no hdd gulhc i`mces, hca h

o`hrd`ssc`ss hinut hutgnrmty. `y kghdd`ce` us tn an i`tt`r, tg` why w`

kghdd`ceà tg` snkm`ty tght r`hrà us.Mt ms ncdy chturhd tght tg`y shy mt

ms cnt `cnueg hca w` khc an i`tt`r. M hl ghppy tght `kndney ms phrt no

nur knllnc dhceuhe`. Nur kgmdar`c thf` tght onr erhctà. `y whct

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Onr l`, Kho D`ch mc [hrhtneh [prmces ms wght M dnv` hinut

Hl`rmkh.

Hs h t``che`r, mt whs ly s`knca gnl`. D`chs whs h o`w idnkfs ornl

wg`r` M dmvà. Mt whs h sho` whdf, v`c onr h 81-y`hr-nda emrd mc tg` lmaad`

no tg` cmegt. @v`ryursahy, Ormahy, hca [hturahy M wnuda whdf tgrnueg

tg` sfmccy swmcemce wnna`c annrs up h kr`hfmce nda sthmrkhs` tn tg`

kho`. Ht tg` tnp no tgns` austy sthmrs, slhdd rnuca thid`s sht surrnucaà

iy sghfy lmslhtkgà kghmrs whmtmce tn i` ddà wmtg h wmda hssnrtl`ct

no dnkhds hca trhv`d`rs. Z`npd` wnuda knl` ornl hdd nv`r i`khus` tg`y

gha g`hra hinut dè`cahry D`chs, Hl`rmkhs nda`st kn ` sgnp, suce

hinut iy Hrdn Eutgrm`, Pthg Zgmdmps, Ini Aydhc, Anc LkD`hc, Na`tth,

Hcm Amorhckn hca lhcy ntg`rs.

Ht D`chs M d`hrcà h er`ht a`hd. Nda euys mc b`hcs, hcc`d sgmrts hca

iusgy er`y i`hras shce tn us hinut or`megt trhmc gnppmce hca sd``pmce

uca`r tg` sthrs. Zn`ts ornl C`w ]nrf Kmty wnuda rhct hinut Emudmhcm hca

Kdmctnc nr krnnc hinut dnv`. ]nuce fmas ly he` wnuda ghce nut mc tg`

Ly Hl`rmkh

Rn`hcc Lurpgy

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ihkf wgmd` sf`tkgmce, s`wmce phtkg`s, kuttmce st`ckmds hca wgmsp`rmce

hinut hchrkgy. Lusmkmhcs sht mc tg` er``c rnnl tucmce st``d eumthrs hca

aad`s nr whrlmce up nc tg`mr ghrlncmkhs hca ihcbns. M wnuda irmce

tg`l hdd kn ` hca knnfm`s hca `v`ctuhddy M g`hra `v`rync`s stnry.

Ught tg`y hdd shce hinut hca thdfà hinut whs Hl`rmkh, intg

i`hutmoud hca sha. Nc` gusihca hca wmo` p`ronrlmce mc sw`ht`r v`sts

hca r a i`r`ts shce snces hinut A`s`rt [tnrl. Hcntg`r p`ronrl`r

gha wnrfà mc L`xmkhc Lhqumdhanrhs hca dòt gms ohlmdy tn knl` ca

w`hdtg mc tg` Pcmtà [tht s. G` shce hinut nppnrtucmty hca rhkmsl.

`r` w`r` pupp`t sgnws hinut dnkhd pndmtmks, pn`try r`hamces `xtnddmce

tg` lhb`stmk Hamrncahkfs, hca h lmddmnc ihddhas hinut g`hrthkg`. Zr`tty

lukg hcync` knuda e`t up nc sthe`. Lnst no tg` p`npd` wgn ama gha

snl`tgmce tn shy hinut Hl`rmkh.

M hl cnt y`t sur` wght M ghv` tn shy hinut Hl`rmkh. Mt wmdd prnihidy

thf` l` h wgmd`.

M fcnw mt ms ly gnl`. [nl`tml`s M dnv` mt. [nl`tml` M ght` mt. M

not`c whct tn d`hv`. Iut M an o``d hc mc`xpdmkhid` r`spncsmimdmty g`r`. Ly

env`rcl`cts pndmkm`s not`c mcourmht` l`. Ly ohtg`rs `xp`rm`ck` mc tg`

whr wmtg _m`tchl mconrlà ly r`dhtmncsgmp tn pndmtmks iy lhfmce l`v`ry sf`ptmkhd no iur`hukrhky. M an cnt trust nur env`rcl`ct hca tg`

lntmv`s i`gmca wght ghpp`cs. Iut M anct y`t fcnw tg` sndutmnc.

Ught M i`dm`v` mc ms p`npd`, mc mcamvmauhds hca knllucmtm`s. M i`dm`v`

mc uc`camce kr htmvmty. M i`dm`v` mc lhfmce hrt hca knnfmce wmtg orm`cas6

mc rmamce imf`s hca anmce yneh6 mc tg` pnw`r no dmst`cmce. M trust tght

w` ghv` tg` pnt`ctmhd tn dmv` mc ghrlncy wmtg nc` hcntg`r hca wmtg tg`

`cvmrncl`ct. M ghv` ohmtg mc pdhk`s dmf` Kho D`ch tght n r h onrul tn

amskuss Hl`rmkh. M ghv` i``c dukfy cnueg tn ca p`npd` g`r` wgn sghr`h smlmdhr wnrdavm`w. Qne`tg`r, w` hr` trymce tn kr`ht` h i`tt`r wnrda.

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M ghv` cbnyà tg` i`c`ts dmo` ghstn n r, g`hdtg, àukhtmnc, kr`-

htmv` hca mct`r`stmce wnrf, snl`

aèr`` no r`knecmtmnc, lhrrmhe`,

kgmdar`c, gnus`, trhv`d, knllu-

cmty, kdns` ohlmdy hca orm`cas.Ht

he` ?8 M tgmcf hinut ly e`c`rh-

tmnc hca tg` c`xt. Gnw wmdd w`

phss tg` ihtnc>

` _m`tchl E`c`rhtmnc

whs h dnns`dy kncc`ktà chtmnchd

hca mct`rchtmnchd c`twnrf no

kr`htmv` hktmvmsts. Hs h onrl`r

mct`ddme`ck` he`ct M usà tn dhueg

ht nur env`rcl`cts r`spncs`

tn tg` p`hk` lnv`l`ct. `mr

l`cthd lna`d shw nppnsmce

nrehcmzhtmncs wmtg struktur`shfmc tn lmdmthry, knrpnrht` hca

mcstmtutmnchd d`ha`rsgmp. Mcaustrmhdmzhtmnc, skm`ctmk lhche`l`ct tg`nrm`s

hca twn Unrda Uhrs trhmcà Hl`rmkhc d`ha`rs mc knrpnrht` amskmpdmc`

hca tn lhche` dhre` syst`ls. `y dnnfà onr smlmdhr lna`ds hlnce

nppnc`cts6 hctmkmphtmce nrehcmzhtmncs wmtg smlmdhr d`ha`rsgmp lna`ds. Nur

phr`cts e`c`rhtmnc whs horhma no Yussmh hca onkusà nc tg` Knllucmst

phrty, wmtg hc hutgnrmthrmhc struktur` thfmce amr`ktmnc ornl Lnsknw. Mc

tg` [mxtm`s Yni`rt LkChlhrh hppdmà gms skm`ctmk lhche`l`ct l`cthdmty

tn tg` Z`cthenc. E`c`rhd U`stlnr`dhca ehv` gml hdd tg` ahth g` whctà tn

hchdyz` wmtgnut knck`rc onr wg`tg r mt whs tru` nr cnt. Ug`c tg` kmvmd rmegts

lnv`l`ct l`reà wmtg hctm-whr nc Hprmd 1, 8=?5 mc Lhrtmc Dutg`r Fmces

A`kdhrhtmnc no Mca`p`ca`ck` ornl tg` Uhr mc _m`tchl haar`ss, B. @aehr

Gnnv`r hppdmà hctm-Knllucmst l`tgnas. Ug`c tg` ncdy tnnd ynu ghv`

ms h ghll`r, ynu s`` `v`rytgmce hs h chmd. Mt wnrfà iònr`. Ught Bngcsnc,

LkChlhrh, U`stlnr`dhca hca Gnnv`r lmssà whs tght tg`y w`r` armvmce

wgmd` dnnfmce mc tg`mr r`hr vm`w lmrrnr. ` kudtur` hca nrehcmzhtmnc no

nur hctmwhr lnv`l`ct whs lnr` hfmc tn _m`tchls r`smsthck` tn Hl`rmkhc

Zhssmce tg` Ihtnc

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nkkuphtmnc. U` np`rhtà mc h s`lm hutncnlnus nrehcmzhtmnchd struktur`.

H _m`tchl`s` prnv`ri stht`s ` @lp`rnrs wmdd `cas ht tg` vmddhe`

eht`. Nur dhre` hca iur`hukrhtmk lmdmthry-mcaustrmhd knlpd`x whs pr`phrà

tn egt mts knuct`rphrt, cnt h lnv`l`ct no r`smsthck` tght hkk`ptàsuppdm`s hca suppnrt ornl nutsma` iut rhc mts nwc np`rhtmncs. Ghcnm

r`smstà Yussmhc hca Kgmc`s` knctrnd hca [nutg`rc _m`tchl`s` r`smstà

Cnrtg`rc lhche`l`ct. LkChlhrh knuda ncdy tgmcf mc t`rls no ahth hca

dhre` syst`ls. Gnnv`r gha iumdt gms nrehcmzhtmnchd struktur` hca kudtur` nc

knllhca, amskmpdmc`, hca knconrlmty.` p`hk` lnv`l`ct whs nrehcmzà

nc h lnr` mconrlhd, knnp`rhtmv` rhtg`r tghc nc knllhca kudtur`. Ug`c

M bnmcà __HU M whs emv`c iuttncs hca iulp`r stmkf`rs hca mcvmtà tn an

tg` i`st M knuda. U` w`r` phrt no h lnv`l`ct rhtg`r tghc hc nrehcmzhtmnc,ghra tn uca`rsthca hca lnr` amkudt tn egt.

M gnda nut ht d`hst nc` ohcthsy hs M lnv` mctn tg` chd tgmra no ly dmo .

Inrc mc lma 8=10, M whs nc` no tg` hrdm`st ihiy innl`rs. Ly e`c`rhtmnc

ms dnnfmce anwc tg` rnha tnwhra r`tmr`l`ct. Ernwc kgmdar`c, p`csmncs

hca `kncnlmk s`kurmty wmdd emv` us ihkf hc mca`p`ca`ck` hca lnimdmty

w` gha mc nur ynutg. Hs tg` _m`tchl E`c`rhtmnc knl`s up i`gmca us,

w` wmdd ghv` nppnrtucmtm`s tn r`hss`lid`, v`c mcv`ct h c`w lnv`l`ct.

U` ghv` krmlmchds mc kghre` no env`rcl`ct hehmc, knrpnrhtmncs st`hdmce

g`hdtgkhr` hca p`csmncs ornl wnrfmce ohlmdm`s, pnddut`rs mc kghre`

no nur `cvmrncl`ct, r`dmemnus hca kudturhd knllmsshrs htt`lptmce tn

`dmlmcht` tg` C`w A`hd6

Mt ms tml` tn idnw tg` wgmstd` hca e`t `v`rync` ihkf mctn tg` pnnd.

Cnt hs w` w`r`, iut hs w` hr`, nda`r, lnr` `xp`rm`ckà, wmtg strnce`r

sfmdds hca `xp`rtms`. U` knl` ornl hdd rèmncs hca prno`ssmncs, ghv`

kràmimdmty, p`rsnchd suppnrt syst`ls mc pdhk`, fcnw gnw tn `cbny dmo`

hca stmdd ghv` hc ` kt nc nur snkm`ty. _ntmce ms nivmnus iut w` khc hca

lust emv` lnr`6 g`dp tg` e`c`rhtmnc i`gmca us, l`ctnrmce c`w d`ha`rs,s`rvmce nc inhras no amr`ktnrs, nrehcmzmce knllucmty khlphmecs hca

c`twnrfmce hkrnss tg` knuctry. Nur a`cmtmnc no phtrmntmsl c`às tn i`

irnha`cà hca a``p`cà. Nur e`c`rhtmnc r`smstà Hl`rmkhc knrpnrht`

hca lmdmthry pnw`r hca mt ent strnce`r. Z`rghps w` khc hppdy snl` no tg`

prmckmpd`s no cncvmnd`ck`, r`hkgmce nut tn tg` i`st mc tgns` w` knct`ca

wmtg. U`, nc tg` dòt, lmegt dmst`c i`tt`r, d`hrc lnr` hinut tg` i`st mc nur

knuctry, wgy ntg`rs hr` prnua hca sghr` wmtg tg`l wght nur gnp`s hr`,

ihsà nc ma`hds cnt bust knlpdhmcts. Hs lukg hs w` lhy fcnw tg` ohkts,

trhv`d wmdd g`dp us r`vms` st`r`ntyp`s hca ehmc r`sp`kt onr nur c`meginrs

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why no tgmcfmce. U` Cnrtg`rc`rs lmegt e`t tn fcnw lnr` hinut tg`

c`w [nutg6 kmty ondfs xp`rm`ck` nur np`c sphk`s, rmv`rs hca lnucthmcs,

ohrls, rhckg`s hca knhd lmcmce rèmncs, prhmrm`s, mcaustrmhd g`hrtdhca6

@hst`rc`rs lmegt amsknv`r tght tg` w`st ms dhre`r hca lnr` amv`rs` tghcKhdmonrcmh. U`st`rc c`meginrs wmdd d`hrc ornl us tght C`w ]nrf [tht` ms

cnt bust h kmty surrnucaà iy suiuris, cnr Lhsshkgus`tts ncdy h pdhk`

wg`r` dmi`rhds e`t `d`ktà tn kncer`ss. U` c`à lnr` amhdneu` hca

uca`rsthcamce no tg` knlpd`xmty no nur knuctry mo tne`tg`r w` hr` tn

susthmc a`lnkrhky hca n r h i`tt`r snkm`ty tn nur kgmdar`c. Qnn lhcy

no us fcnw lnr` hinut tg` wnrda tghc nur nwc knuctry.

` mct`rc`t hca k`dd pgnc`s wmtg chtmnchd pdhcs d`t us sthy mc tnukg

wmtg ohlmdy hca orm`cas. U` khc i`knl` or``dhck` chtmnchd knllucmtynrehcmz`rs hca wnrf onr tg` `cvmrncl`ct, thre`t khlphmecs onr snkmhd

bustmk` mc sp`kmk stht`s. HHYZ hca Er`y Zhctg`rs khl` iònr` us. Mo

pgmdnsnpgy knl`s iònr` r`vndutmnc, d`ts kr`ht` h vmsmnc onr h r`c`wà

Hl`rmkh hca iumda h strhtèmk phrtc`rsgmp wmtg tg` pnst _m`tchl

e`c`rhtmnc.`y lust knctmcu` sthidmsgmce tg`ls`dv`s mc khr``rs, c`à

tn onkus lukg no tg`mr `c`rey nc lhrrmhe`s hca r`dhtmncsgmps, rhmsmce

hca àukhtmce kgmdar`c hca phymce lnrtehe`s. U` wmdd intg ehmc ornl

tgms hddmhck`. U` ghv` a`kha`s no g`hdtg hg`ha no us, prnauktmv` sfmdds,

or`ànl hca snl` aèr`` no s`kurmty. `y wmdd mcg`rmt wght w` d`hv`

i`gmca hca tg`rònr` sgnuda ghv` h smecmkhct vnmk` mc hcy lnv`l`ct

w` whct tn iumda. U` hdd c`à tn i` np`c tn c`w t`kgcndnem`s, onrls

no nrehcmzhtmnc, knllucmkhtmnc, `l`remce kudturhd hktmvmtm`s hca

r`prmnrmtmzmce tg` ihdhck` no mssu`s tn kncsma`r.` _m`tchl e`c`rhtmnc

stmludhtà tght kncv`rshtmnc lnr` tghc ;: y`hrs hen. Khc w` `cehe` mc

h smlmdhr nc` tnahy, dmst`cmce tn tg` e`c`rhtmnc knlmce up i`gmca us>

Khc w` kr`ht` h amhdneu` mc wgmkg w` d`hrc ornl `hkg ntg`r hca ornl

tgns` w` ghv` amsher`à wmtg onr y`hrs>

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_m`tchl dmv`s mc ly snud. Lhcy ca Ena mc whr.

`c tg`y ca tg`prm`stgnna, làmkmc`, àukhtmnc, pndmtmks hca/nr puidmk s`rvmk`. M ièhc

mc pndmtmks, w`ct tn h s`lmchry hca tg`c w`ct tn whr. Lukg no ly dmo` ghs

i``c mc puidmk s`rvmk` smck` M r`turcà. _m`tchl ms c`v`r ohr hwhy.

M wrmt` hs hc `xt`rchd làmthtmnc. Ly spmrmtuhd a`v`dnpl`ct thf`s

lhcy onrls mc ahmdy dmvmce, mc wnrf, mc s`rvmk`, mc ohlmdy, mc hrt hca lusmk.

M thf` tgms nppnrtucmty tn sp`hf no gnw _m`tchl trhcsonrlà ly mct`rchd

rò`r`ck`s. M hl kghdd`ceà iy h qunt` httrmiutà tn E`c rhd Nlhr C.

Irhad`y, U` c`à tn d`hrc tn s`t nur knurs` iy tg` sthrs, cnt iy tg` dmegtno `v`ry phssmce sgmp. Ugmkg sthrs an M us` tn euma` ly dmo`>

M w`ct tn _m`tchl hs hc Hl`rmkhc, sndam`r, spy hca Ynlhc Khtgndmk. M

r`turcà lnr` khtgndmk hca d`ss Ynlhc. Mv` lnr` spmrmtuhdmty tnahy tghc

r`dmemnc. Ly p`rsp`ktmv` ms irnha`r, lnr` p`rsnchd, lnr` mckdusmv` hca

d`ss tg`nr`tmkhd. Lhcy no ly e`c`rhtmnc kncsma`r tg`ls dv`s r`knv`rmce

Khtgndmks. M an cnt us` tg` pgrhs` y`t sghr` lukg no mts gmstnry6 h strukturà

hca r`dmemnus kgmdagnna, rmtuhd, kht`kgmsl, knco`ssmnc, lhss, hca prhy`r

iònr` l`hds. @hkg cmegt wà ehtg`r tn shy tg` rnshry. Imsgnp [g``cr`lmcaà us H ohlmdy tght prhys tne`tg`r sthys tne`tg`r. U` prhyà, w`

sthyà hca tnahy nur ohlmdy ms hs kdns` hs `v`r.

Dmc hca M rhmsà nur kgmdar`c wmtg smlmdhr rmtuhds. @v`cmce l`hds ièmc

wmtg h khcad` mc erhtmtua`6 w` gnda ghcas hca k`dìrht` snl`tgmce w`

hr` erhtòud onr `v`ry ahy. [nl`tml`s w` k`dìrht` sukk`ss, snl`tml`s

bust i`mce tne`tg`r. Nck` mc hwgmd` w` k`dìrht tght h tnueg ahy ms anc`.

U` ghv` hdsn kr`htà h shkrà sphk`, wg`r` w` ama cnt g`hr tg` pgnc`.

U` us` tght rnnl tn làmtht`, k`dìrht`, amskuss nur trnuid`s, hreu` hcaegt ohmr. U` onrlà hc hdthr, wmtg lhcy thdmslhcs2 ruc` stnc`s6 stnc`

kmrkd`s, Qmi`thc hca _m`tchl`s` Iuaagmst, K`dtmk hca o`lmcmc` mlhe`s,

h prhy`r wg``d, Imid`, pn`try, chtmv` Hl`rmkhc sylinds, pgntns no B`sus,

Anrntgy Ahy, Ahdhm Dhlh, Ehcagm, sghlhcs, eurus, snkmhd hca pndmtmkhd

hktmvmsts, kmvmd rmegts d`ha`rs hca hcync` wgn mcspmrà us. U` rnhl tg`

Khtsfmdd Lnucthmcs, gmf` tg` Hamrncahkfs, swml ht tg` B`rs`y sgnr` hca

ca Ena mc chtur . Ly r`dmemnc ms tg` gulhc knllucmty. Ly tg`ndney

ms susthmchid` a`v`dnpl`ct, snkmhd bustmk` hca `kndney. Ly spmrmtuhd t`xts

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hr` tg` [`rlnc nc tg` Lnuct, A`sma`rhth hca [`r`cmty Zrhy`r. M i`dm`v`

mc tg` pnw`r hca shtmsohktmnc no prhy`r6 s`do-r`spncsmimdmty, p`rsnchd

trhcsonrlhtmnc hca r`spncsmimdmty tn nur mct`rchtmnchd knllucmty.

M sgmotà knurs` nc Budy 0, 8=??. M phkfà ly ihes hca dòt tg` Zhudmst

cnvmtmht`. Ly irntg`r Qnl hsfà mo M whs sur` M whctà tn d`hv`, M hcsw`rà

y`s. G` khl` tn e`t l` mc gms Lusthce kncv`rtmid`. U` arnv` tg` lmd`-

dnce `xmt tn Zhudmst dhcas, tgrnueg hc mcvmsmid` eht`. ` psykgmk mlprmct

no tght lnl`ct s`ts h dmc` no a`lhrkhtmnc. Mcsma` tgns` wnnas M whs

i`knlmce h Ynlhc Khtgndmk prm`st wmtg h kd`hr rnd` hca r`spncsmimdmty

onr h ohmtg, tg`ndney, k`dmiht` dmo`, prhktmk` hca prntnknds. Qnl irnuegt

l` mctn h c`w wnrda. M st`ppà nh pà`sthd, mctn uckghrtà t`rrmtnry.

M dòt tg` nrehcmzhtmnc M dnvà mc nra`r tn amsknv`r ly tru` vnkhtmnc. M

whs erhtòud onr tg` Zhudmsts e`c`rnsmty hca mcspmrhtmnc. M whs r`hay tn

amsknv`r wgn @a Lurpgy knuda i`knl` wmtgmc cnrlhd snkm`ty.

_m`tchl whmtà onr l`. Ly rst spmrmtuhd kghdd`ce` khl` wmtg surr`ca`r

no ly amvmcmty stua`ct aò`rl`ct. Mt c`v`r `ct`rà ly lmca tght nc`

lmegt sthy mc h s`lmchry tn hvnma tg` arhot. M dà hppdmkhtmncs tn knddè`s

tght sull`r iut d`hrcà mt whs tnn dht`. M whs nv`r 87, pgysmkhddy t hca

cnt h phkmst sn M kgns` tg` lmdmthry iònr` mt khl` onr l`. M r`surr`ktàhc nda ar`hl hca trmà tn i`knl` h pmdnt. ` Chvy r`krumt`r `xpdhmcà

twn y`hrs no knddè` whsct `cnueg hca s`ct l` c`xt annr tn tg` Hrly

wgn gha g`dmknpt`rs. Mct`ddme`ck` s``là lnr` mct`r`stmce. Ly spmrmt

shw h r`spncsmimdmty tn Ena hca knuctry. M mctèrhtà dmlmtà nptmncs,

r`spncsmimdmty hca nppnrtucmty hca cdmstà. Ly c`xt spmrmtuhd hkt tnnf pdhk`

ht Ot Ghlmdtnc mc Irnnfdyc. M st`ppà onrwhra, ehv` ly wnra, tnnf hc nhtg

no hddèmhck` hca her`à tn ni`y nra`rs. Ht Ot Enranc, E`nremh, mc ihsmk

trhmcmce M d`hrcà tn survmv`6 amlmcmsgà ly r`sp`kt onr r`dmemnus hutgnrmtyhca kncornctà h a``p`r spmrmtuhd kghdd`ce`, ly p`rsnchd ma`ctmty. Uhdfmce

tnwhra h Zrnt`sthct kghp`d nc` [ucahy wmtg h orm`ca w` w`r` kncornctà

iy h lhc ar`ssà mc h idu` ucmonrl. U` ama cnt r`knecmz` gms rhcf, ohmdà

tn shdut` hca w`r` nra`rà an sn. [ho` mcsma` kgurkg w` r`knecmzà tg`

kghpdhmc hehmc hca M mllàmht`dy amsknuctà gms s`rlnc. `c khl`

ihync`t prhktmk`6 amhdneu` hs w` sthiià nur thre`ts2

Armdd [`re`hct2 Ught ms tg` spmrmt no tg` ihync`t>

Qrhmc``s2 Qn Fmdd!

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Armdd [`re`hct2 Ught an`s tght lhf` ynu>

Qrhmc``s2 H Fmdd`r!

M d`hrcà tn fmdd. Ly snud krmà nut cn hca M shma y`s! Qwn lnctgs mc

Ihsmk nr tgr`` y`hrs no r`smsthck`, M kgns` tg` rnha lnst trhv`dà iy hca

tght lha` h am r`ck`. M dòt Ihsmk mc twn lnctgs wmtg h l`rmt prnlntmnc,

tg`c lnvà nc tn mct`ddme`ck` skgnnd. M dòt tg` hrlys fmddmce lhkgmc`

i`gmca, inuegt h inttd` no wgmsf`y, snl` kmehr`tt`s hca tnnf tg` nv`rcmegt

trhmc tn Ihdtmlnr` onr spy skgnnd. M bustmà hca onrehv` lys`do, sthrtà

tn tgmcf hehmc hca onrent hinut fmddmce. Auty whs `hsm`r. Qrhmcmce whs

slnntg wmtg o`w`r kghdd`ce`s tn ly snud. H o`w w``fs iònr` erhauhtmnc,

M r`k`mvà nra`rs tn Htdhcth onr anl`stmk s`kurmty wnrf hot`r erhauhtmnc.

ms l`hct h kmvmdmhcs wnrf skgàud` hca hddnwhck` onr onna, kdntgmce

hca hc hphrtl`ct.

Nc` no nur dhst kdhss`s whs nc _m`tchl. Ma c`mtg`r d`hrcà gnw tn dm`

nr gnw tn f``p ly lnutg sgut. U` w`r` tnda wgy tg` P[ whs mc _m`tchl

hca g`hra tg` rhtmnchd` onr whr. M havnkhtà puddmce nut nur trnnps hca

s`camce mc tg` Z`hk` Knrps. ]nu khct iumda a`lnkrhky wmtg eucs. Ly

nra`rs w`r` kghceà tn @d Zhsn hca _m`tchl`s` dhceuhe` skgnnd. M whs

tnn slhrt onr ly nwc enna. Mt whs megt lnctgs no hsy auty iut o`dt dmf`

a`htg rnw mc tg` a`s`rt. Ly p`rsp`ktmv` nc _m`tchl whs kncrlà hs

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M ehtg`rà ourtg`r mconrlhtmnc hca l`t lnr` _m`tchl`s`.

` qu`stmnc no phrtmkmphtmnc mc tg` whr i`khl` p`rsnchd hca M snuegt

tg` havmk` no h kdns` orm`ca ornl s`lmchry. @a Eumchc whs t`c y`hrs nda`r,

s`rvà mc tg` lmdmthry, gha i``c h stnkf irnf`r6 whs lnr` ernucaà hca

`xp`rm`ckà tghc lnst prm`sts M lmegt kncsudt. Nc Hueust 95, 8=?5, @a wrnt`

tn l` Yèhramce tg` lnrhdmty no tg` smtuhtmnc mc _m`tchl hca tg` lnrhdmty

no i`mce htthkgà tn h knliht ucmt mc tght knuctry, tght lust i` h lnrhd

a`kmsmnc iy tg` mcamvmauhd.`r` hr` hsp`kts no tg` kncmkt (`.e. tg` inlimce

no tg` Cnrtg) tght hr` gmegdy qu`stmnchid` ornl h lnrhd sthcahra. `r`

hr` twn amr`ct qu`stmncs, wgmkg lust i` hcsw`rà2 Khc nc` p`rsnchddy

hssul` hcy typ` no rnd` mc tg` _m`tchl kncmkt> Khc nc` hssul` h knliht

rnd` mc tg` kncmkt> Nc` lmegt i` hid` tn bustmoy Pcmtà [tht`s mcvndv`l`ct

hca stmdd cnt i` hid` tn bustmoy gms thfmce hc hktmv` rnd` mc knliht. Nc` lhy

cnt i` hid` tn bustmoy hcy p`rsnchd mcvndv`l`ct mc tg` knuctry. ` a`kmsmnc

wmdd i` amkudt tn lhf`, hca tg` r`prmshds wmdd i` g`hvy, iut tgms wmdd i`

nc` no tg` dhre`r a`kmsmncs no ynur dmo` tg` mllàmht` kncs`qu`ck`s wmdd i`

tnf`c knlphrà tn tg` dmo`-dnce kncs`qu`ck`s. Mt `cas up g`r`2 nc` lust hkt

tn tg` i`st no gms himdmty mc kgnnsmce i`tw``c lnrhd ennas- g` khccnt l`r`dy

armot mctn smtuhtmncs wmtgnut lhfmce snl` knllmtl`cts nr a`kmsmncs6 hca g`khccnt i` kn`rkà mctn hc hlnrhd, nr mllnrhd, smtuhtmnc iy ernup pr`ssur` no

snkmhd lnr s. Mo ynu ghv` amkudty lhfmce tg`s` a`kmsmncs thf` tml` tn arnp

mctn tg` kghpdhmcs nk`-g` sgnudact i` hcy strhce`r tn ynu.

M fc`w i`tt`r tghc tn kncsudt hcy kghpdhmcs6 tg`y w`r` hdd nk`rs.

@a ehv` l` tg` orhl`wnrf M c`àà. M erhppdà wmtg tgms mssu` onr

`megt lnctgs hca lha` h a`kmsmnc. Ly amsher``l`ct wmtg tgms whr

whs pndmtmkhd. M whs cnt h phkmst cnr pr`phrà onr tg` kncs`qu`ck`s no

r`smsthck`. M tnnf hc nhtg6 i`tt`r tn rmsf ly inay tghc ly snud. M w`ct tn_m`tchl. M gha twn rnnllht`s ht dhceuhe` skgnnd. Nc` w`ct hg`ha no

l` tn whr.` ntg`r w`ct tn Khchah.

M dòt tg`nrm`s hinut lnrhdmty hca spmrmtuhdmty mc Hl`rmkh. _m`tchl

whs prhktmkhd. M ama cnt i`dm`v` Ena tnnf sma`s. M whs horhma hca ucsur`

Ena stnna wmtg l`. M ama ly bni hca gnpà onr tg` i`st. Lnst no us

fc`w tg` whr h lmsthf`. U` g`dpà nc` hcntg`r survmv`.

]`hrs dht`r Z`t`r Lhrmc wrnt` hc hrtmkd` onr Zsykgndney Qnahy,

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gha ghpp`cà tn l`. M er`w up wmtg h lnrhd knlphss wgmkg eumaà

ly i`ghvmnr iònr` enmce tn whr. D`hrcmce tn fmdd kghdd`ceà l` iut

mt whs stmdd h ehl`. Ug`c M whs emv`c h w`hpnc mc _m`tchl tg`r`

w`r` smecmkhct kncs`qu`ck`s hca tg` rud`s w`r` am r`ct. U` fc`w

hdlnst ncdy knuctà mc gnrs`sgn`s hca ghca er`cha`s. Mo ynu puddà

tg` trmee`r ynu w`r` cnt tgr`ht`cmce snl`nc`, ynu whctà tg`l a`ha,

i`khus` tg`y whctà ynu a`ha. M whs kd`hr hinut tgms hca whs wmddmce tn

fmdd. Onrtucht`dy, M c`v`r gha tn. Lnstdy, M wnr` kmvmdmhc kdntg`s, trhv`dà

hdnc` hca lhcheà _m`tchl`s` mct`ddme`ck` he`cts mc Zd`mfu.

[pmrmtuhddy hca prhktmkhddy, ly wmddmcec`ss tn fmdd whs tg`nr`tmkhd

knlphrà tn ly vudc`rhimdmty tn a`htg. M whs h smttmce aukf. Pca`r rnkf`t

htthkfs M gha cn knctrnd nv`r ly nwc sho`ty. Ymamce lnucthmc rnhas hdnc`

nc h sknnt`r hca whdfmce tgrnueg ihkf hdd`ys wmtg ly he`cts, M gha ncdy h

scui-cnsà ;7 hca ly mcstmckts tn prnt`kt l`. M not`c gma tg` w`hpnc.

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