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A|yaTmyugpuruØp. pU. guÌdev]I kanÒ SvamInasmysarÒ xaÏ _prna 19 mIvqtna ga=a 1 =I 12 _pr =yelabavn mHglmyI Ývcno.

: Ýkaxk t=a ÝaiPt S=an :

]I sImH\r kuHdkuHd khan Aa|yaiTmk !S!yogIinketn Plo! —SvÌic˜ sva`I holnI xerImaH,

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xasn nayk ]I mhavIr wgvannI 2602 mI jNm jyHit ÝsHge t=a p. pU. guÌdev]I kanÒSvamIna 69 ma pirvtRn idn inim¿e. cE5 sud 13 ta. 3-4-2004




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: AnuÊmi`ka :klx nH. Ývcn nH. tarIq pej nH.

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klx nH. Ývcn nH. tarIq pej nH.




]I smysarÒ-Stuit

(hirgIt)

sHsarI ÒvnaH wavmrò !azva kÌà krI,

sirta vhavI su\a tÌ Ýwu vIr¦ teH sHÒvnI¸

xoØatI deqI sirtne kÌàwIna ñdye krI,

muinkuHd sHÒvnI smyÝaw<t t e wajn wrI.

(AnuÚup)

ku Hdku Hd rCyu H xaÏ, sai=ya Am<te pUyaR,

g/H=ai\raj¦ taramaH wavo b/ïaHDna wyaR.

(ixqirÌ)

Aho¦ vaÌ tarI Ýxmrs-wave nItrtI,

mumuÙune patI Am<trs AHjil wrI wrI¸

AnaidnI mUKaR ivØ tÌ Tvra=I étrtI,

ivwave=I =HwI Sv$p wÌ doDe pirìt.

(xadURliviÊiDt)

tuH Ke inüyg/H= wHg sFza ƒvharna wedva,

tuH Ý&aKIÌ &an ne _dynI sHi\ shu Kedva¸

sa=I sa\kno, tuH wanu jgno, sHdex mhavIrno,

ivsamo wvkŸlaHtna ñdyno, tuH pH= mui› tò.





C— Yp≤O”⁄ p@O_-ÕE⁄wE

(˜|∑”—E)

Y√YÛ∑ YÛ”∑ EÛ∑_Û wQÂ…_Ûo— ©Â@ …Û≠xOÛ IË—,

GÛ…— Y⁄xOÛ…— fi∞Û w_…Û #@ …Û_ fo EÛ∑@ …˜—>;#Û xOÛ¥fiÛ√ B⁄WÛ’fiGÛ…— Y⁄xOÛ…— µ˜÷ µ˜÷ pOÛ@·ËÛ@,fi⁄QÂ f⁄H∑ÛwB l∞Û@ #˜Û@ ! ”⁄∑ xO˜Û… E⁄√ …Ûw_xO fi∞Û@.

(#…⁄‰⁄Of)

#˜Û@ ! I®E wpOÛ’fiÛ…Û, Y—fi√A∑-_—∑-x⁄√OpO…Û !µÛ·Û√E∑ w_I_Û@ EÛ∑Û, EÛ∑@ …Û_ fi⁄fi⁄Æ⁄…Û√.

(wB«|∑o—)

YpOÛ ßw≈ŸO EÛ∑— w_fi¥ w…QÂ ≠E± …—∑«@,#…@ G|PfiÛ√˜— pO∑_-”⁄o-fÛ™ w_ËY@;

w…Ë√µ—IÛ_@ f|∑owE Õ_TOf@ QÂ$ I¥@,w…wfi˙Û@ _˜@_Û∑Û@ wp≤On… w_∆@ xOÛ√$ … fi¥@.

(BÛp\™Ëw_∏O—|¤OE)

˜≠⁄√ "YE≤ YE≤ GÛ… GÛ…' Aµx@O …@ _QÂ_Ûo— ©\ÂŸ@O,QÂ@ _Q@ Y⁄fi⁄fi⁄Æ⁄ Yb_ •¥x@O; f∑ß[ …ÛEÛ@ E\Ÿ@O;-∑Û”›@∆ ∑⁄@ …, QÂ√f … _¥@ IÛ_@> wßfiÛ√-#√BfiÛ√,

Ÿ√OxOÛ@’xOflo™ #x√Of GÛ… fiw˜fiÛ ΩpO@ ∑˜@ Y_™pOÛ.(_Y√E wEËxOÛ)

w…’@ Y⁄AÛ•∑o √ß ! E…@ …fi⁄√ ˜÷√,

xO∑⁄oÛ #xOÛ∑o Yfi⁄ß ! E…@ …fi⁄√ ˜÷√,˜@ GÛ…fÛ@∆xO Y⁄fi@A ! E…@ …fi⁄√ ˜÷√,#Û pOÛY…Û u_…wBºf— ! E…@ …fi⁄√ ÷√.

(ÕLaA∑Û)

≥√¤O— ≥ √¤O—, ≥√¤@OZ— Y⁄«w…wA YE…Û _Û⁄ w…’@ _˜√E—,_Ûo— w±fi\wE™ ! EÛ∑— &∑-#…⁄I_…Û Y\Kfi IÛ_@ I∑@Ë—;

IÛ_Û@ ≥√¤OÛ w_Û∑—, #wI…_ fiw˜fiÛ w˙fiÛ√ ËÛ_— ËÛ_—,«Û@@Ë⁄√ ∑’… fÛfi⁄√-fi…∑Z fi……Û@; f\∑@ B|xOEBÛ¥— !

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mHglH wgvanŸ vIro mHglH gaEtmo g`I.mHglH k¡Ndk¡NdayÈ jEn\mÈ½Stu mHglmŸ..

mhaivdehÙe5maH sdehe ivhrman i5lokna= vItrag svR& prmdevai\dev ]IsImH\r wgvannI idVy dexnano ApUvR sHcy krI wrtÙe5maH lavnar sImH\rlFunHdn, &an sam/aßyna sm/a!, wrtÙe5na kizkaz svR& Ae!le ke xuâaTmamaHinrHtr keil krnar haltaH caltaH isâ AacayR ]I kuHdkuHddev =ya. jeAo sHvt 49maH sdehe mhaivdehÙe5maH 8 idvs gya hta. mhaivdehÙe5maH i5lokna= svR&devna]Imuqe=I vhetI ]utam<t$pI &ansirtano t=a ]utkevzIAo sa=e =yelI Aa|yaiTmksU"m ccaRno AmULy wHDar sHFrIne wrtÙe5maH AavI pHcprmagm AaidAa|yaiTmk xaÏonI rcna krI. temaHnuH Aek ]IsmysarÒ iätIy ]utSkHFnuHsvÈTk<Ú A|yaTm xaÏ Ke. jemaH ]I kuHdkuHdacayeR 41p maimRk ga=aAonI rcnakrI Ke. Aa xaÏ sU"m ¹iÚÝ\an g/H=ai\raj Ke.

]I kuHdkuHdacayR bad Aek hÔr vØR pKI A|yaTmna Anaht ÝvahnI pirpa!ImaHAa A|yaTmna AmULy qÔnana êDa hadRne Svanuwvgt krI ]I kuHdkuHddevna&anñdyne qolnar isâpd sa\k muinvr sHpdane AaTmsat krI inj Sv$psa\nana AlaEikk Anuwv=I pHcprmagmaidnuH isâaHt ixromi` xaÏ smysarÒKe tenI 41p ga=anI !Ika krvanuH saEwaGy t=a temaH rhela sU"m ne gU# rhSy neteno mmR ApUvR xElI=I AacayR ]I Am<tcHãdeve —AaTmQyait˜ namk !Ika krIqoLyo ne tena _pr 278 maimRk mHgz kzxo t=a pirixÚnI rcna krI.

Aa xaÏno wava=R jypur iS=t sU"m&an _pyogI pHiDt ]I jycHdÒAekrelo Ke.

vtRman Aa kazmaH moÙmagR Ýaye lop =yo hto. im+yaTvno For AH\karKvayelo hto. jEn dxRnna mUzwUt isâaHto m<tÝay: =ya hta. prmagmo mojUdhova KtaH tena gU# rhSyone smÔvnar ko n htuH. tevamaH jEnxasnnanwomHDzmaH Aek mhaÝtapI vIrpuruØ A|yaTmmUitR, A|yaTms<Úa, AaTm&sHtA|yaTm yugpuruØ, in*kar` kÌ`axIl, wvodi\ tar`har, waiv tI=aRi\rajprm pUßy sdŸguÌdev ]I kanÒSvamIno _dy =yo.

smysar isiâ wag-1I




jem e Aa AacayÈna &anñdymaH sHict gU# rhSyone potana &anvEwväara ]utam<t rspan krI AacayÈnI mhamihm ga=aAomaH wrela A=RgaHwIyRneSvyHnI &anÝwa äara srz sugm waØamaH crmsImaAe mUitRmHt kyaR.

im+yadxRn im+ya&anna For itimrne nÚ krva Aek teÔemy A|yaTmdIpkno suv Rmy _dy =yo. jem e potanI idVyam<t cEtNyrsIlI va`I äaraxuâaTmisHFuna ASqilt saitxy xuâ Ývahne vheto kyÈ. teAo]IAe jEn\mRnamUzwUt isâaHtone Ait SpÚp e, AivruâtapUvRk wVyÒvone wvtapivnaxkprmxaHit Ýdayk ÝvcngHga äara teAo]I potanI saitxy va`I=I relavtaræa. ivro\IAona ivro\no p` jHglmaH frta kesrI isHhnI jem A|yaTmnakesrI isHh bnI inDrp e KtaH in*kar` kru avHt wave samno krI ivro\IAop` ;wgvan AaTma' Ke tevI ¹iÚ=I jgtna Òvo smÙ A|yaTmna sU"mNyayone Ýkaixt kyaR.

]I smysarÒ xaÏ pU. guÌdev]Ina ha=maH sHvt 1978 na fag` masmaHAaVyuH. Aa smysarÒ ha=maH AavtaH j JverInI parqu njr smysarna sU"mwavo _pr pDI Ane temaH ¹iÚ pDtaH j shj j AHtrna êDa`maH=I kru axIlkomz ñdy bolI é@–uH. Are¦ Aa to AxrIrI =vanuH xaÏ Ke. Anaidno AÝitbuâÒv Ýitbuâ kem =ay tenuH sHpU R rhSy ne xuâaTmano sHpU R qÔno Aa xaÏmaHwrelo Ke.

Aa xaÏnuH rhSy qreqr to A|yaTm yugpuruØ pU. kanÒSvamIna ha=maHAa xaÏ AaVya bad j crmsImaAe Ýkaixt ne ÝdixRt =yuH. 4p-4p vØR su\Isuv RpUrImaH —song#˜ mukame A|yaTmnI helI nItrtI calI.

pU. guÌdev]IAe 1978 =I 1991 (13) vØR su\I guºmH=n krI &anvEwvnosHpU R incoD Aa xaÏmaH=I xo\I ka#–o Ane frmaVyuH ke:-• smysar to iätIy ]utSkH\nuH svÈTk<Ú svÈCc AagmonuH p` Aagm Ke.• smysar to isâaHt ixromi`-AiätIy AÔeD cÙu ne AaH\zanI AaHq Ke.• smysar to sHsar ivØv<Ùne KedvanuH AmoF xaÏ Ke.• smysar to kuHdkuHdacayR=I ko AevuH xaÏ bnI gyuH. jgtna waGy ke AavI

cIj wrtÙe5maH rhI g. \Nykaz¦• smysarnI Aek Aek ga=a ne AaTmQyait !IkaAe AaTmane AHdr=I DolavI

naQyo Ke. smysarnI AaTmQyait jevI !Ika idgHbrmaH p` bIÔ koxaS5omaH n=I.

• smysar to sTynuH _dŸFa!n Ke. wartnuH mharTn Ke.

smysar isiâ wag-1 II




• smysar jena =oDa xBdomaH wavonI AdŸwut ne Aga\ gHwIrta wrelI Ke.• smysar to wrtÙe5no Ývcnno svÈTk<Ú badxah Ke. Aa sar xaÏ khevay.• smysar to jgtna waGy, smysar$pI we! uH jgtne AaPyuH. SvIkar

na=¦ hve SvIkar¦ we! p` de, Ae p` SvIkare nhÄ?• smysar to vEraGyÝerk prma=R Sv$pne bnavnar vItragI vIà Ke.• smysarmaH to Am<tcHãacayeR Aekla Am<t reDya Ke Am<t vhevraVya Ke.• smysar Aekvar saHwzIne Aem n manI levuH ke Aap e saHwZyuH Ke. Aem n=I

bapu¦ Aa to Ý... vcnsar Ke O!le AaTmsar Ke varHvar saHwzvuH.• smysar wrtÙe5nI KeÐamaH KeÐI Ane êcamaH êcI stne Ýisâ krnarI

cIj Ke.• smysarnI mUzwUt Aek Aek ga=amaH gjb gHwIrta par n pDe AevI cIj

Ke. Aek Aek ga=amaH hIramotI !aHkela Ke.• smysarmaH to isâna w`kara sHwzay Ke. xa¬t AiStTvnI ¹iÚ kravnaruH

prmihta=R xaÏ Ke.Aava ApUvR smysarmaH=I pU. guÌdev]IO potano inj smysar$pI

xuâaTmane AnuwvIne frmaVyuH ke AaTma AanHdno phaD Ke. &ayk to mI@o mheramÀanHdno gHj ne suqno smuã Ke. Nyayono Nyaya\Ix Ke. \mRno \o\ Aevo \m± Ke.\/uv Ývah Ke. &annI \ara Ke. 5` lokno na= cEtNyv<Ù Am<tfz Ke. vaStivkvStu Ke. sday ivkLp=I ivram j Aevo inivRkLp jeno mihma Ke Ovo \/uv\am\/uvnI \qtI \gx Ke. wgvan AaTma icHtami` rTn, kLpv<Ù ne kam\enu Ke.cEtNy cmTkarI vStu Ke. AnHt gu onuH godam-xi›AonuH sHg/haly ne Svwavnosagr Ke.

snatn idgHbr muinAoAe prmaTmanI vaÌno \o\ claVyo Ke. jEn\mRsHÝday vaDo gCK n=I vStuna Sv$pne jEn khe Ke.

pU. guÌdev]IO xaÏna A=R krvanI je paHc ÝkarnI pâit xBda=R, mta=R,Aagma=R, nya=R ne wava=R Ke te ApnavIne k–aH k ApeÙaAe k=n krvamaHAaVyuH Ke tenuH y=a=R &an Aap`ne mumuÙu smudayne kraVyuH. Aa ÝvcngHgamaH FàAaTma=±Ao potana inj Sv$pne paMya, Fà Sv$pnI ink! AaVya ne AavaÌna wavo g/h` krIne Fà AaTma=±Ao j$r AaTmdxRn pamxe j. tenIinrHtr Am<t JrtI vaÌmaH j temnI Asa\ar` Ýitwano Qyal Aave Ke.

pU. guÌdev]I smysarmaH frmave Ke ke smysar be jGyaO Ke Aek potanoxuâaTma Ke te smysar Ke ne _Tk<Ú inim¿p e smysarÒ xaÏ Ke. Aa xaÏmaH

III smysar isiâ wag-1




potano inj smysar$pI xuâaTma btavvamaH AaVyo Ke. Aek Aek ga=ana A=RkrtaH pU. guÌdev]I Aeva wavivwor = Ôy Ke ke temaH=I tene nIkzvuH muXkel pDe Ke.

pU. bhen]I cHpabhen vcnam<tmaH pU. guÌdev]I ivxe frmave Ke ke pU.guÌdev]InuH ãVy to AlaEikk ne mHgz Ke. temnuH ]ut&an ne vaÌ AaüyRkarI Ke.teAo]I mHgzmUitR, wvodi\ tar`har ne mihmavHt gu o=I wrela Ke. tem e carebaj¡=I mui›no magR ÝkaXyo, temno Apar _pkar Ke te kem wUlay? pU. guÌdev]InetI=Åkr jevo _dy vteR Ke. pU. guÌdev]IAe AHtr=I magR Ýaº kyÈ bIÔne magRbtaVyo te=I temno mihma Aaje to gvay Ke prHtu hÔro vØÈ su\I p` gvaxe.

pU. ben xaHtaben frmave Ke ke jem mhaivdehÙeƒmaH tI=Åkr prmaTmano saÙatŸ_pkar Ke tevI j rIte wrtÙeƒmaH pU. guÌdev]Ino Ae!lo j _pkar Ke kar` ke jewvno AHt tI=ÅkrdevnI smIpmaH n AaVyo te wvno AHt jemna Ýtape =ay teprmk<pazu sdŸguÌdevne ATyHt wi›=I varHvar nmSkar ho. nmSkar ho.

—]I sImH\r kuHdkuHd khan Aa|yaiTmk !S!ñI rcna Sv. cHdulal qImcHdmhetana SmrÀ=eR ]ImtI srojben cHdulal mheta pirvar rajko! äara krvamaHAavI Ke. Aa !^S!nI Ýv<i¿maH pU. guÌdev]Ina Ývcno Ýkaixt krvanuH kayRkrvamaH Aavxe.

Aa pirvarne pU. ]I lalcHdwa modI-rajko! äara j Aa|yaiTmk magRnIÝerà mzI hoy temno Aa pirvar ATyHt %Ì Ke. pU. lalcHdwa hHmexaH Aapirvarne kheta ke tmo b\a pU. guÌdev]Ina Aa|yaiTmk tÀvne smÔe. teAo]Ifrmave Ke ke tne ;Ô`naro jày Ke' tem Ame ÔÌO KIO hve to SvIkar krIle¦ temaH bar AHgno sar wrelo Ke. temnI Ýerà=I j Aa pirvar A|yaTmmaHAotÝot =yo hoy Aa ÝsHge teAo]Ino ATyHt AawarI Ke.

Aava ApUvR Anupm ]I smysarÒ xaÏnI 1 =I 12 ga=a t=a tena 1 =I4 kzxo pIi@ka$pe Ke. tena _pr =yela pU. guÌdev]Ina 19 mI vqtna szHgÝvcno nH. 1 =I p2 Aa —smysar isiâ˜ wag-1 maH AÙrx: Ýkaixt krvamaHAaVya Ke. pU. guÌdev]IAe ÔherswamaH smysar 19 vqt vaHCyuH Ane qangImaHto seHkDo vqt vaHCyuH Ke. Ane AHdrmaH to... temne AamaH ke!lo mal deqaò hxe.kovar do# vØR kovar be vØR kovar A#I vØR tem 19 vqt 4p vØRmaHÔhermaH vaHCyuH Ke. Aa Ývcno pU. guÌdev]InI 4p vØRnI song# suv RpUrImaH=yelI sa\nana incoD$p maq` Ke. jem jem &anInuH &an v<iâgt =tuH Ôy Ketem tem Aekne Aek ga=ana p` Ývcn frI levamaH Aave to nva nva wavo AaveKe. te=I j 18 mI varna Ývcno Ýkaixt =ya hova KtaH Aa AHitm Ývcno

IVsmysar isiâ wag-1




Ýkaixt krvano wav Aavel Ke. !o!l 487 Ývcno 1 =I 11 wagmaH Êmbâx<Hqla$pe Ýkaixt =xe.

Aa Ý=mwagna ÝvcnmaH pU. guÌdev]I frmave Ke ke paHcmaH Aarana KeDasu\I je ko Òv sMyGdxRn pamxe tene Aa vItragnI vaÌ inim¿ =xe. AavaÌ sI\I sImH\r wgvannI vaÌ Ke. AamaH Aek AÙr fre to b\uH frI Ôy.mUz samaNy vat pUrI AqHD 1 =I 12 ga=amaH AavI Ôy Ke phelI bar ga=aJIÌ Ke. 13 mI ga=a=I nvtÀvono ivStar Aavxe.

Aa smg/ Ývcno pU. guÌdev]InI sI. DI. _pr=I AÙrx: étarvamaH AavelaKe Tyarbad ßyaH ßyaH j$r pDe TyaH kÕs krI vaÉyo pUra krelaH Ke. !ep _pr=IétravvanuH kayR t=a tene cek krvanuH kayR AaTma=± wa]I DaÛ. deveNãwa Aem.doxI-sureNãngr äara =yel Ke. Vyakr` xuiâ ]I devxIwa cavDa-rajko! äara=yel Ke Tyarbad smg/ Ývcno frI=I sI. DI. _pr=I cek krI sHpU R ÝUfrIiDHgnuHkayR ]I cetnwa mheta-rajko! äara pU`R =yel Ke. te bdl sHS=a sveRnoAawar mane Ke. Aa ÝvcnonaH ÝkaxnmaH kaH Ùit n rhe te ma!e AmoAe varHvarÝvcno saHwzI lqa` xuiâ krI Ke KtaH kop` Ùit rhI hoy to te Amaro doØKe te bdl Amo Ùma cahIAe KIAe.

—smysar isiâ˜ wag-1na ÝvcnonuH smg/ kaÛMPyu!raJD !apsei!HgnuHkayR ]I inlexwa t=a ]I devaHgwa varIya-rajko! äara t=a puStk iÝiN!HgbaiNDHgnuH sHpU R kayR xapR Aofse!vaza ]I \meRxwa xah-rajko! äara t=aklr pejnuH kam Do! AeDvaza ]I kmlexwa äara =yuH hoy sHS=a temnoAawar mane Ke.

pU. guÌdev]IAe Aa pHcmkazmaH Am<t vrsaVya Ke. A|yaTmnI helI vrsavImoÙna maHDva roPya Ke. Aava Ait ApUvR maimRk xaÏnI ga=aAona qUb jsrz waØamaH AacayÈna gU#wavone rjU krI mumuÙu jgt _pr ApUvR _pkar kyÈKe. —wgvan AaTma˜ khIne ÝTyek Òvne vItragI kru a=I sHbo\n krnarpU. guÌdev]I Am bazkona AnHt AnHt _pkarI \mRipta Ke. bs temno _pkarto Aap e saE tem e btavela xuâaTmanuH rspan krIne j vazI xkIAe.

Aa puStk http://www.AtmaDharma.com pr mUkel Ke.

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’prmaTmne nm:.

]ImdŸwgvTkuHdkuHdacayRdevÝ`It]I

smysar

pUvRrHg

]Imdm<tcNãsUirkËta AaTmQyait:.(AnuÚuwŸ)

nm: smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste.icTSvwavay wavay svÅwavaNtriCKde.. 1..

mUz ga=aAono Ane AaTmQyait namnI !Ikano

gujratI Anuvad]I prmatm Ý`mIne, xard suguÌ nmIy¸smysar xasn kruH dexvcnmy, wa¦ 1xBdb/ï prb/ïno vackvaCy inyog¸mHgz$p Ýisâ O, nmuH \mR\n-wog. 2ny ny sar lhe xuw var, pd pd mar dhe du:qkar¸ly ly par g/he wv\ar,-jy jy smysar Aivkar. 3xBd, A=R ne &an-smy5y Aagm gaya,kaz, mt, isâaHt-wed5y nam btaVya¸te mhÄ Aaid xuw A=Rsmyk=nI su IO bhu,A=RsmymaH Òv nam Ke sar, su Ôe shute mhÄ sar iv`kmRmz xuâ Òv xuâny khe,Aa g/H=maH k=nI shu, smysar bu\jn g/he. 4




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namaidk Ø!Ÿ g/H=muq, temaH mHgz sar¸iv¼™hr`, naiStkhr`, ixÚacar _Ccar. psmysar ijnraj Ke, SyadŸvad ijnve ¸muãa ijn ing/Å=ta, nmuH kre shu cen. 6

Aa Ýma e mHgzpUvRk Ýit&a krIne ]I kuHdkuHd AacayRk<t ga=abâ smyÝaw<tg/H=nI ]I Am<tcHã AacayRk<t AaTmQyait namnI je sHSk<t !Ika Ke tenI dexwaØamaHvcinka lqIO KIO.

Ý=m, sHSk<t !Ikakar ]I Am<tcHã AacayR g/H=na AaidmaH (phela lokäara) mHgz A=eR [Údevne nmSkar kre Ke:-

loka=R:- (nm: smysaray) ;smy' A=aRtŸ Òv namno pda=R, temaH sar-je ãVykmR, wavkmR, nokmR riht xuâ AaTma, tene maro nmSkar ho. te kevo Ke?(wavay) xuâ s¿aSv$p vStu Ke. Aa ivxeØ`pd=I svR=a AwavvadI naiStkonomt qHiDt =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? (icTSvwavay) jeno Svwav cetnagu $p Ke.Aa ivxeØ`=I gu -gu Ino svR=a wed mannar nEyaiykono inØe\ =yo. vzI tekevo Ke? (SvanuwUTya ckaste) potanI j Anuwvn$p iÊya=I Ýkaxe Ke, A=aRtŸpotane pota=I j Ôè Ke-Ýg! kre Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I, AaTmane t=a &anne svR=aproÙ j mannar jEimnIy-wÎ-Ýwakr wedvaza mImaHskona mtno VyvCKed =yo¸tem j &an ANy &an=I ÔÌ xkay Ke, pote potane n=I Ô`tuH-OvuH mannarnEyaiykono p` ÝitØe\ =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? (svRwavaNtriCKde) pota=I ANysvR ÒvaÒv, cracr pda=Ène svR Ùe5kazsHbH\I, svR ivxeØò siht, Ok jsmye Ô`naro Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I, svR&no Awav mannar mImaHsk AaidnuHinrakr` =yuH. Aa ÝkarnaH ivxeØò (gu o)=I xuâ Aa„ane j [Údev isâ krItene nmSkar kyÈ Ke.

wava=R:- AhÄ mHgz A=eR xuâ Aa„ane nmSkar kyÈ Ke. ko Aem ÝÆ kre keko [ÚdevnuH nam l nmSkar kem n kyÈ? tenuH sma\an:- vaStivkp e [ÚdevnuHsamaNy Sv$p svRkmRriht, svR&, vItrag, xuâ Aa„a j Ke te=I Aa A|ya„g/H=maHsmysar kheva=I [Údev AavI gya. t=a Aek j nam levamaH ANymtvadIAomtpÙno ivvad kre Ke te svRnuH inrakr`, smysarnaH ivxeØò v`RvIne, kyuÅ.vzI ANyvadIAo potana [ÚdevnuH nam le Ke temaH [Ú xBdno A=R F!to n=I,ba\aAo Aave Ke Ane SyadŸvadI jEnone to svR& vItrag xuâ Aa„a j [Ú Ke.pKI wle te [Údevne prma„a kho, prmßyoit kho, prme¬r, prb/ï, ixv,inrHjn, in*klHk, AÙy, Aƒy, xuâ, buâ, AivnaxI, Anupm, ACKe>, Awe>,prmpuruØ, inraba\, isâ, sTya„a, icdanHd, svR&, vItrag, AhRtŸ, ijn, AaPt,wgvan, smysar [Tyaid hÔro namo=I kho¸ te svR namo k=HictŸ sTya=R Ke.


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svR=a AekaHtvadIAone iwþ namomaH ivro\ Ke, SyadŸvadIne kaH ivro\ n=I. ma!eA=R y=a=R smjvo ÔeAe.

Ýg!e inj Anuwv kre, s¿a cetn$p¸saE-&ata lqIne nmuH, smysar shu-wUp. -1.

Ývcn nH. 1 lok-1 ta. 7-6-78 bu\var je@ sud-2 sH. 2p04

ihHdI lok 1 t=a tena _pr pU. guÌdev]InuH Ývcnsmysar AogÌsmI var hale Ke A#ar var pUruH = gyuH. =oDuH bakI htuH pheluH

Aom ]ImdŸwgvt kuHdkuHdacayRdev ÝÌt ]I smysar. Òv-AÒv Ai\kar ]ImdŸAm<tcHãsUrI k<t Aa„Qyait.

(AnuÚuwŸ)nm: smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste.icTSvwavay wavay svÅwavaNtriCKde..1..

mUz ga=aAono Aa„Qyait !Ikano gujratI Anuvad. A=R ktaR mHgilk kre Ke.]I prmatm Ý`mIne, xard suguÌ nmIy¸smysar xasn kruH dexvcnmy, wa¦ -1

dev, xaÏ ne guÌ 5`ne phela nmSkar kyaR Ke. Aave Ke ne 5` nam devxaÏguÌ,devguÌxaÏ Aem nhÄ devxaÏguÌ. prma„ Ý`mI. pUr` prma„ Sv$pne nmSkarkrI. xard nam xaÏ Aene nmSkar krI. suguÌne sdŸguÌne nmSkar krI. 5`ne nmIneAaVyHune? smysar xasn kruH. smysarnuH k=n A=va ixÙa A=va xasn- ixqam`

caltI waØamaH wa,xBdb/ï prb/ïno vackvaCy inyogmHgz$p Ýis|\ Ae, nmuH \mR\n-wog.

xBdb/ï je vaÌ wgvannI Ae prm b/ïne khenarI, Ae prm b/ïSv$p wgvanvackvaCy inyog, xBd Ke Ae vack Ke. jem sakr Ke Ae vack Ke AemaH sakr n=I, sakrKe Ae vaCy Ke. Aem xBd Ke Ae vack Ke Ane AaTma Ke Ae vaCy Ke. Ae AaTma vaCy KeTyaH xBdo n=I, Ane xBd Ke TyaH vaCy n=I. p` vackvaCyno inyog, inym sHbH\ Ke.inim¿inim¿ sHbH\. xBdb/ï prmb/ïno vaCak, xBdvack ne prmb/ï Ae vaCy Aenoinyog sHbH\ Ke inim¿inim¿.

mHgz$p Ýisi|\ Ae. Ae mHgz$p Ke. wgvannI vaÌ Ane wgvan Sv$pAa„a, mHgz$p Ýisi|\ Ae nmuH nmSkar kruH KuH. \mR$pI \nna Anuwv ma!e. maro\mR$pI \mR AanHd, Aevo maro \mR Ae marI l"mI AanHd$pI \mRnI l"mIna wog ma!e

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Aa mHgz kruH KuH. Aahaha¦ AanHd Sv$p Aa„a Ke, Ae AenI l"mI Ke AenuH \n AenewogvvuH Ke. potanI sHpda Ke, AanHd AtIiNãy &an Ae inj sHpda inj \n, inj l"mIAene wogvva ma!e Anuwvva ma!e, Aa va`I meH krI Ke, Aaha¦ bIÔe ko hetu Ke nhÄ.Aaha¦ jemaH=I AtIiNãy AanHdno, AtIiNãy AanHd$pI \nno pyaRymaH wog =ay,Anuwv =ay Ae hetu, xaÏ A=R krvano hetu Ae Ke. Aaha¦ Aaha¦

]ota:- A=R krvo Ae to prlÙIwav Ke.guÌdev:- prlÙI Ae to waØa Ke, p` maruH lÙ to AhÄyaH Ke. marI \n$pI sHpda

Aena Anuwv ma!e marI vat Ke. Aem Am<tcHãacayeR kæuH ne (ke) !Ika krtaH marIAxuâta !zI jÔe, Ane xuâta Ýg! =Ôe. Ae AhÄ xuâta Ae!le mHgizk Anuwv =ÔeAem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa„anuH \n, \mR$pI \n, Aa„ano Svwav AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãy AanHd,AtIiNãy cEtNyna rTno=I wrelo wgvan AevuH je maruH \mR$pI \n, Ae maruH \mR$pI\n, teno Anuwv teno wog- Anuwv ma!e Aa huH A=R krIx khe Ke.

—ny ny sar lhe xuwvar,˜ p` Ae xBde xBde nye nye, sar nIkzxe, cahe toinüynynuH k=n ho ke cahe to ƒvhar(ny)nuH k=n ho. p` ny ny sar lhe xuwvarAne sara kazmaH, xuwvarmaH, Aaj to Aap e bIj ne bu\vare x$Aat Ke. je@ sud bIjne bu\var Ke ne Aaje? bIjne bu\var Ke. —ny ny sar˜ nye nye xBde xBde, nyna vaÉyesar xuH Ke te teno kaz teno smy nIkzxe sar. ;pd pd mar' Ane pde pde mar lhe-sHsarna mzne nax krI naqe Aeva pdo Ke Aa b\a. Aahaha¦ pd pd dhe mar-pde pde,Dgle Dgle, pgle pgle, pyaRye pyaRye Aem khe Ke Aa„a AanHd Anuwvo ma!e Aa Ke. AeAnuwvnI pyaRye pyaRye, mar dhe. jnm mr`ne nax kre. pde pde pyaRye pyaRye jnmmr`no nax. du:qna krnara (Aeva) jnm mr` Aeno nax kre Ke. Aahaha¦

—ly ly par g/he wv\ar˜ Ane Ae AanHdSv$pmaH je!lI lyta =ay lInta,krvanuH to Ae ãƒno Aa]y, laq vatnI vat hoy te. xaÏ ke bar AHg, bar AHgmaHp` AnuwUitnuH k=n Ke, Aave Ke ne kzxmaH. wle bar AHg Ke Ae ivkLp Ke p` AemaHAnuwUit, AaTma xaHt Ane AanHd Sv$p AenI AnuwUit krvanuH iv\an Ke. AemaH Aemn=I khyuH ke pu~y krvanuH ne Vyvhar krvanuH iv\an Ke. Ae rIte ;ly ly par g/hewv\ar' wvnuH \ar` (Ae) Sv$pna ly lymaH par krI naqe (Ke). wvna \ar`nuHpar krI naqe, ly krtaH. Aahaha¦ AHtmuRq ¹iÚ krtaH ly ly par, ly ly par g/he-xeno? wv\ar. wvnuH \rvuH teno nax kre (Ke.) Aahaha¦ jy jy-bBbe xBd Ke . nyny, pd pd, ly ly, jy jy. jy jy smysar Aivkar jy ho jy ho xuâa„a, AivkarKe ne? smysar AivkarI, xuâa„a teno jy ho, jy ho. Aaha¦ AiSt=I mHgizk kyuÅ.

xBd A=R ne &an-smy5y Aagm gaya,xBdne p` smy khIAe, A=Rne pda=Rne smy khIAe &anney smy khIAe smy5y


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Aagm gaya. Aagm Aene smy khe, kazney smy khIAe, mtney smy khIAe neis|\aHtne p` smy khIAe. wed-5y nam btaya. te mhÄ Aaid xuw, Ae b\amaH mUzsar, ko`? ke xuw A=Rsmyk=nI xuw pda=R Aevo wgvan xu|\ Aa„a- xuw Ae!lexuâ-xuâ pda=R Aevo smy Aa„a tenI k=nI sU I Ae bhu. Aahaha¦ tenI k=nI sU IAebhu-FÌvar khexuH, p` Aa khexuH. te mhÄ Aaid muQy to xuw nam. saro Aevo je A=RAe!le pda=R smyk=nI isâaHtnI k=nI su I Ae bhu xuâ. xuâa„a, piv5 Ýwu¦ AenIFÌ k=nI krxuH khe Ke, Ke? k=nI su IAe bhu. F uH khexuH ne F uH saHwz- Aahaha¦ —temhÄ sar iv`kmRmz˜ kmR riht AemaH p` pda=R Òv namna sarmaH ;inmRz xuâ Òvxuâ ny khe' Ae Òvne Ame (Ae!le) A=R smyne varHvar khexuH p` Ae A=R smy kevo?ke te mhÄ sar iv` kmR mz kmR nam wav, ãƒ kmR=I riht Aevo je xuâ Ýwu Aa„a.tene xuâny khexuH' Aene xuâny khIAe, Aene xuâny khexuH. Aahaha¦

;xuâ Òv xuâny khe —Aa g/H=maH k=nI shu,˜ ÔeyuH? Aa g/H=maH k=nI b\I—smysar bu\jn g/he.˜ &anI jno Daæa pu$Øo smysarne xuâne g/he. xuâ smysartemaH=I nIkaze (ka#e). Aahaha¦ gme te!la k=no Aave FàH, p` AemaH=I sar Ýwu xuâcEtNy Ae nIkaze Ke. Aeno Aa]y krvo Ae nIkaze Ke. Aahaha¦ laq vatnI vat, AaveKe ne? inüy _r Aaò KoDI jgt äHä fHd. inj Aatm _r |yavo. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa„anImUz cIj je Ke tene varHvar he bu\jno, tene g/ho.

—namaidk Ø!Ÿ g/H=muq,˜ hve, to Ae pote vat kre Ke, xaÏ ktaR namaidk K bolKe nam Ke, mHgizk Ke, xaÏ ktaR ko` Ke, sHQya ke!lI Ke, Ýyojn xuH Ke, Aeva nam KKe —namaidk Ø!Ÿ g/H=muq temaH mHgz sar.˜ KmaH p` mHgizk sar Ke. Aahaha¦ namxaÏ mHgizk ktaR Ýyojn ivgere. AemaH p` mHgz sar, ;iv¼™ hr`,' iv¼™no naxkrnar Ke Aa mHgizk sar iv¼™no nax krnar Ke. Aahaha¦ ;naiStk hr`' AnenaiStkno to nax krnar Ke (Ane) AiStpànI ÝtIit kravnar Ke. Aahaha¦;ixÚacar' prHpra ixÚ je AaCaar Ke sHtono Ae btavnar Ke. Aevo _Ccar krnar Ke.

;smysar ijnraj Ke,' hve KeLlo xBd hve Aa, Aa smysar Ae ijnraj Ke.xuâ Aa„a Ae ijnraj Ke. ;F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn' Aaha¦ jEnko pH= n=I, jEn ko vaDo n=I. jEn, smysar Aa„anuH Sv$p te jEn Ke. Aahaha¦

smysar ijnraj Ke. ijnraj Ae smysar Aa„a- xuâa„a Ae ijnraj Ke-;SyadŸvad ijnve ' Aahaha¦ 5` mUke Ke. dev xaÏ ne guÌ 5` phela lI\a hta ne?Ae 5` frIne yad kre Ke, ke smysar ijnraj hE dev. dev, potano AaTma smysar Aeijnraj Ke A=va ijnraj te dev Ke ;SyadŸvad Ae ijnve .' ApeÙaAe k=n AevItragnI vaÌ xarda Ke. pheluH kæuH' tuH , dev, xaÏ Ane guÌ ;muãa ijn ingÅ/=ta'Ae guÌnI ƒaQya Ke, Aahaha¦ muãa ijn inGa/Å= dxa, baæne AWyHtr inGa/Å= dxa Ae muãa,Ae guÌ —nmuH kre shu cen˜ Ae 5 ene huH devne, xaÏne Ane guÌne —nmuH kre shu cen˜

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nmSkar krtaH b\uH cen nam AanHdne Aape cen kre. cen pDe AanHdmy, devguÌxaÏne vHdnkrtaH, Ke ivkLp p` AHdr lÙ Ke |yey AanHdnI Ýaiº Ane cen mze Ae ma!e huH nmSkar kruH KuH.

Aa Ýma e mHgzpUvRk Ýit&a krIne ]I kuHdkuHd AaCaayRk<t ga=abâ smyÝaw<tg/H=nI ]I Am<tcHã AacayRk<t Aa„Qyait namnI je sHSk<t !Ika Ke, tenI dexwaØamaHAa„QyaitnI vcinka krxuH Aem khe Ke. !Ika to be Ke. jysen AacayRnI p` AamaHAa„QyaitnI !Ika krIxuH Am<tcHãacayRnI Aem lqIAe KIAe.

dexwaØamy lqIAe KIAe, sHSk<t !IkamaH=I-Ý=m sHSk<t !Ikakar ]I Am<tcHãacayRg/H=nI AaidmaH phela lok äara mHgz A=eR [Údevne nmSkar kre Ke. [Údevne nmSkarkre Ke. [Údev prma„a Ke Ane qreqr [Údev pote Ýwu (inÔTma) Ke. pu~y ne papnawav te AinÚ Ke, ÝvcnsarmaH Ke Ane wgvan Aa„a te j [Ú Ke. inüy to xuâAa„a te [Ú Ke, ƒvhare prma„a [Ú Ke.

Ae AaƒuHne xuâa„a, smy nam Òv namno pda=R-[Údevne nmSkar kre Ke, ga=a,ga=a bola g Ke. —nm:smysaray SvanuwUTya ckaste, ictŸ Svwavay wavaysvR wavaHtriCKde.˜ Aoho¦ qUbI juAo, AiSt=I j vat krI Ke phelI, naiSt=I vat jnhÄ. bH\no nax ne AÒvno nax ne Ae vat nhÄ. AiSt Aek j vat. Aahaha¦

nm: smysaray¦ smy nam Òv namno pda=R, temaH je sar ãƒkmR, wavkmR,nokmR riht, nokmR riht, xrIr va`I Aaid nokmR, jD kmR Ane wavkmR pu~y-papAena=I riht xuâa„a te smy Ke. Aahaha¦ tene marae nmSkar ho, AamaH vaH\a ka#e Ke.ke AamaH to Úne prmaTmane nmSkar kyaeR Ke, Vyvharne kyaeR Ke p` Vyvharne kyaeR KeAemaH inüyne kyaeR wego Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH=I Aa A=R ka#e Ke. tene maro nmSkar ho.kevo Ke wavay? Ae!le smysar je wav, smysar je vStu. wav Ae!le vStu smysarje pda=R Ae!le ke wav, xuâ s¿aSv$p vStu Ke. Ae xuâ s¿aSv$p vStu Ke, Aahaha¦s¿a, wav Ke ne Ae xuâ s¿aSv$p Ke. wgvan piv5 hovap e vStu Ke Ae vStupiv5p e, hovap e, s¿ap e Aahaha¦ hovap e Ae cIj Ke. p` piv5 hovap e Ae cIjKe, s¿a nam hovap uH Ane xuâ nam piv5p e hovap uH vStu Ke, Aahaha¦ xuâhovap`ana Sv$pe vStu Ke. Aahaha¦

AenI s¿a j xuâ Ke khe Ke. AenuH hovap uH j xuâ Ke, ãƒ trIke hÇ. ivxeØ, smiktSvwavay pKI Aavxe. p` AhÄ to ;wavay', vStu Ke, pda=R Ke, tÀv Ke, Ae xuâ j Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae xuâ s¿aSv$p vStu Ke. vStune isâ krvI Ke ne? ;wavay'maH to vStuneisâ krvI Ke. ;wavay'maH gu ne nhÄ. gu ne pKI khexe. ;wavay' vStu, wgvanAa„a xuâ vStu s¿a Ke. Aeklo &ayk AanHd xaHit Sv$p vStu, vStu Ke, s¿a Ke,;wavay' Ke, ;wavay' Ke, pr=I Awav Ke Ae vat AhÄyaH n=I levI. ;wavay'AiSt=I levI Ke. naiSt=I vat lI\I n=I. ;wavay' Aeno A=R AavI gyo ke pr=IAwav Ke p` pota=I ;wavay' Ke, vStu Ke, s¿a Ke Aaha¦


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—Aa ivxeØ`pd=I svR=a AwavvadI naiStkono mt qHiDt =yo.˜ Awavno(A=R) nax. Aem khe Ke ne vStu Awav Ke. vStu Ke nhÄ Aem khenarne ;wavay' khIneAeno naiStkno nax kyÈ. vStu wav Sv$p Ke. AnHt AnHt Sv$pe vStu Ke. vStu Ke,pda=R Ke, ãƒ Ke, tÀv Ke, AiSt, mojUdgI cIj Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ hEyait \rnarIvStu Ke. Awav$p n=I. hEyait, mojUdgI \ravnarI s¿a, wav vStu Ke, AevI s¿a$pwav Aek vStu Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke hve Aa to 19 mI var vHcay Ke. JI uH pDe¦ p` AHdr|yan devuH pDe ne =oDuH. Aahaha¦ Ae to vStu kI\I. ãƒ kI\uH. xuâ s¿a$p pda=R Ke AenuHvaCy AenI ¹iÚmaH Aam AavvuH ÔeAe, Ae ma!e AhÄ khevay Ke Aem khe Ke.

Aa xBdo to vack Ke, p` vack-vaCy inyog Aem kæuH' tuH ne. vack xBdo AnevaCyno sHbH\ Ke. Ae!le xuâ s¿aSv$p vStu Ke Aeva je vack xBdo AenuH vaCy xuâs¿aSv$p vStu Ke Ae vatnI ¹iÚ AemaH =vI ÔeAe. Aahaha¦

;Aa=I svR=a AwavvadIAonaH' k=HictŸ Awav Ke, (AhÄya) svR=a kem kæuH?k=HictŸ Awav Ke, Awav Ke, svR=a Awav n=I. paKuH svR=a, k=HictŸ Awav n hoyto to Sv=I Ke ne pr=I n=I, Ae n Aave. svR=a Awav n=I Aem kI\uH Ke. k=HictŸ Awav Ke.prnI ApeÙaAe Awav Ke Ane SvnI ApeÙaAe wav Ke. prnI ApeÙaAe Awav Ke p` svR=aAwav Ke, Aeno inØe\ kyÈ Ke. k=HictŸ Awavne to isâ kyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

svR=a AwavvadI naiStkono mt qHiDt kyÈ. Svwav to vStu Svp e- s¿ap evStu to Ke, Ae!le j t=a Ae=I AnHtI bIÒ cIÔep e Aeno Awav Ke-Awav Ke. Awavp` Aeno Svwav Ke. jevo wav Svwav Ke, Aevo Awav p` Aeno Aek Svwav Ke. p`svR=a Awav, Aeno inØe\ krva ;wavay' khIne k=HictŸ pr=I Awav Ke p` svR=a pr=IAwav Ke, pr=I n=I j Ae!le pote j n=I Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? svR=aAwav k=HictŸ AwavvadInI to ha paDI, kar` Sv-p e vStu Ke, pr ragaidp e n=I-jemSvp e p` Ke Ane prp e p` hoy to vStu isâ nhÄ =ay. Aahaha¦ tem prp e n=I AemsvR=a Awav kho, to s¿a vStuno nax =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vStu Ke hve AamaHnvrax kyaH, AavI vStu Ke bapu¦ Aena in Ry ma!e Ae e vqt levo pDxe. Aaha¦

xuâ s¿a vStu Ke hÒ gu nI ƒaQya n=I AavI, hÒ to ãƒnI ƒaQya Ke. xuâs¿a ãƒ Ke, svR=a Awav ãƒno khe Ke Aem nhÄ. (Om n=I.) k=HictŸ Awav prnoAemaH Awav Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Awav Ke p` Svno p` Awav Ke Aem n=I. Svp e Keprp e n=I. svR=a prp e n=I ma!e pote j n=I, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH hveÉyaH Aene pkDay (smÔy) Ke. Aahaha¦ marg Aevo Ke.

hve khe Ke Ae to vStu Ke. vStu to prma u Ae p` Ke, K ãƒo Ke, p` Aa kevI cIjKe? vStu Ke Aa„a xuâ s¿awav$p ãƒ Ke. to ãƒ to prma u Aaid bIÔ p` Ke. p`Aano Svwav xuH Ke hve? wavay tÀv ãƒ Ke teno Svwav-gu xuH Ke?

ke —ictŸSvwavay˜ jeno Svwav cetna gu $p Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH va`I¦ vStu

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wgvan AHdr xuâ cEtNy vStu Ke, Ae cetna Svwav gu vazI Ke. Ae gu Ke AemaH. ictŸjeno Svwav cetna, Ô`vuH- deqvuH weguH Ke AemaH. cetnagu $p Ke. Aahaha¦ pote s¿a,ãƒ trIke wavay Ke p` gu trIke ictŸ Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ hve Aavo _pdex¦ AemaHAekeiNãya beiNãyamaH halto hoy Aa kro Aa kro Ae b\I vatuH bapu iÊya(kaHD) Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane te p` vackno vaCy Ke te te e lÙmaH levuH Aene khe Ke. vaCyne lÙmaH levuH.vack xBd to Aave Ke Ae wgvan Aa„a, wavay nam s¿a trIke, ãƒ trIke, tÀvtrIke, vStu trIke wav Ke. Ane teno gu hve vStu Ke to tenI xiÉt ÔeAe ne? to—ictŸSvwavay˜ Aeno &anaid AemaH &annI Ý\anta=I vat Ke. &an ne dxRn (gu )Ae Aeno ivxeØ.. ivxeØ Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke?

jeno Svwav cetna gu $p Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I gu -gu Ino svR=a wed mannar,j¡Ao gu I AaTma Ane &an svR=a j¡da Ke Aem mannarno inØe\ kyÈ. k=HictŸ nam wedKe. p` wav wed k=HictŸ Ke p` vStu trIke wed n=I. Aahaha¦ Aam to gu gu InIvCce p` AtdŸwav Ke. p` Awav n=I. ÝvcnsarmaH Ke. gu I Ane gu vCceAtdŸwav Ke, p` Awav n=I. ke gu I j¡do ne gu j¡do ke gu ImaH gu nhÄ Ane gugu ImaH nhÄ, Aem n=I. AavI vatuH Lyo. ivxeØ`=I gu gu Inae svR=a wed, (mannar)k=HictŸ wed mannar to brabr Ke, Aem khe Ke. kem ke gu I ne gu Aeva be nampD–a, to nam wed Ke, wav p` wed Aek Nyaye Ke, nam wed =ya, k=n wed =ya, fzwed p` Ke. Aahaha¦ p` svR=a wed mannarnae inØe\ kyÈ, k=HictŸ wed Ke. vStuwgvan AaTma s¿a Ane cetn gu , k=HictŸ wed Ke gu gu Ino, be vCce inüy=Iqreqr AtdŸwav Ke. p` Ýdex trIke Ýdexo beyna Aek Ke. Aahaha¦ ãƒna Ýdex negu na Ýdex j¡da Ke Aem n=I. Lyo @Ik¦ Ýdex wed hoy to p<=k = Ôy Ke Ane AaÝdexwed n=I KtaH gu gu I wed Ke vStu Ke Ane Aeno gu Ke. Aeva nam wede, Ýyojnwede, fz wede, wed ho p` k=HictŸ wed, svR=a wed n=I. Aahaha¦¦

je!la gu ona Ýdex Ke te!la j ãƒna Ke. je!la ãƒna Ke te!la j gu ona Ke.Aahaha¦ pyaRynI j¡dI vat Ke ATyare, kho smÔ uH kaH? gu -gu Ino svR=a wedmannar (no inØe\ Ke), gu -gu Ino k=HictŸ wed mannar brabr Ke. k=HictŸ wed Anek=HictŸ wed nhÄ, hve Aa kevI vat¦ k=HictŸ wav Ane k=HictŸ Awav. svR=a AwaveynhÄ ne svR=a Aeklo wavey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ wav Sv$p Ke KtaH prnI ApeÙaAe AwavSv$p p` Aeno gu Ke. pr$pe n =vuH Aevo Awav Svwav Ke. Sv$pe rhevuH AevowavSvwav Ke. AavuH Ke. heH¦ Aahaha¦

be bol =ya, ãƒ Ane gu . jEn dxRn- iv¬ dxRnnuH mUz Sv$p ãƒ gu ne pyaRyAe 5`nuH AhÄyaH v Rn phela lokmaH AiSt=I kæuH Ke. ;wavay' AemaH ãƒ lI\uH ;ictŸSvwavay' gu lI\o. hve pyaRy bakI rhI g.

;SvanuwUTya ckaste' Ae pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ potanI Sv-AnuwUit potanI j


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Anuwvn$p iÊya. deqo¦ ragnI ne pu~ynI iÊya nhÄ. potanI je gu ne gu I je inmRzAne xuâ Ke, AenI xuânI potanI je iÊya. Aahaha¦ ƒvharnI je dya-dan-v/t-wiÉtnIiÊya=I Ýkaxe Ke Aevo Ae n=I. Aevo n=I Aem n kheta. ;SvanuwUTya ckaste', AiSt=Ivat krI Ke, smÔ uH kaH? potanI j ;SvanuwUTya ckaste', Ke ne? potanI jAnuwvn$p iÊya, Ke to iÊya pyaRy. xuâ AanHd ne &annI pyaRy=I te jày Ke. xuâ &anne xuâ AanHdnI pyaRy=I te jày Ke. Aahaha¦ te pyaRy Ke, pyaRy n=I Aem nhÄ, n hoyto kayR to pyaRymaH =ay Ke Ane ãƒ ne gu Aa Ke, Aevo in Ry to AinTy AevI pyaRymaH=ay Ke, (pyaRynuH) AinTyp uH Ke. Aahaha¦ inTy p` Ke Ane AinTy p` Ke, AavuH Ke.

;SvanuwUTya' Sv-AnuwUit potanI xuâ sMyGdxRn- &an- cair5 je piv5,AevI xuâ iÊya=I ÔÌ xkay Aevo Ke. (inÔTma) ƒvharnI iÊya=I jày AevI AevStu n=I. Aahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ same? ;SvanuwUTya' ;Sv' Sv nam pote ;SvanuwUTyackaste' —potanI Anuwvn$p iÊya=I Ýkaxe Ke A=aRtŸ potane pota=I Ô e Ke.wgvan AaTma jene Vyvharna ragnI ApeÙa n=I AevI je cIj Ke Aem khe Ke. potanaAnuwvnI pyaRy=I Ýkaxe Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene rag=I Ýkaxe Ke AevI naiStnI vat krI n=I.AiSt=I khetaH naiSt AemaH AavI Ôy Ke. ;wavay' nam AiSt ;ictŸ Svwavay'maH AiStAne ;SvanuwUit'maH AiSt-AekmaH ãƒnI AiSt, bIÔmaH gu nI AiSt, 5IÔmaH pyaRynIAiSt. AiSt=I isâ kyuÅ Ke. Aas/v, pu~y-pap, bH\ Ane AÒv Ae AamaH lI\a j n=I.

fÉt wavay ãƒ lI\uH, ictŸ Svwav gu lI\o ne AnuwUitmaH sHvr-injRra lI\a,ãƒ lI\uH, gu lI\uH Ane SvanuwUTyamaH sHvr-injRra xuâ pyaRy lI\I, xuâ pyaRy=I tejày Aevo Ke. ƒvhar ne inim¿=I te jày Aevo n=I. Aahaha¦ TyaH k=HictŸ n=I.AolamaH wavmaH k=HictŸ htHu, kar` ke k=HictŸ Awav p` Ke. gu maH p` k=HictŸ wedKe, gu gu Ino wed Ke. Aem AhÄya SvanuwUTya ckastemaH k=HictŸ AnuwUit=I Ýkaxe KeAne k=HictŸ rag=I Ýkaxe Ke Aem n=I. pota=I Ýkaxe Ke ne rag=I Ýkaxto n=I Ae vatAamaH AavI Ôy Ke. naiStnI vat AiSt khetaH AavI Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavo to lokKe phelo¦ Aa to mHgizk kre Ke Aa to.

potane pota=I j Ô e Ke, Ýg! kre Ke. wgvan AaTma, vStu p` k=HictŸ wavAwav Sv$p, gu p` k=HictŸ wed Awed Sv$p, pyaRy AnuwUit=I jày, bIÔ=I njày Aem AenuH Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

;Aa ivxeØ`=I AaTmane Ane &anne svR=a proÙ j mannar' Aem ke &an toproÙ Ke, ÝTyÙ = xktuH n=I jU@uH Ke. Aaha¦ svR=a proÙ Ke Aem n=I. k=HictŸ proÙKe, pUr` kevz&an ßyaH su\I n =ay TyaH su\I proÙ Ke. p` ]ut&an äara te ÝTyÙ Ke,Aem bey Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? ]ut&an äara ÝTyÙ Ke Ane ]ut&an äara ÝTyÙKe Aola vednnI ApeÙaAe hÇ, Aam ]ut=I proÙ Ke, kevz=I ÝTyÙ Ke. ]ut=I AsHQyÝdexI proÙ Ke p` Aeno Anuwv Ke Ae proÙ n=I. Aahaha¦

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Aa!la b\a pDqa pDe¦—Aa„ane ne &anne svR=a proÙ j mannar jEimnIy-wÎ Ýwakr wedvaza

immaHskona mtno ƒvCKed =yo˜ Aaha¦ Ae!le &anne Aa„a svR=a j¡da Ae!le proÙj Ke Aem mannarno inØe\ kyÈ, ÝTyÙ Ke. k=HictŸ ÝTyÙ Ke k=HictŸ proÙ Ke. vednnIApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ Ke Ane tdŸn Aam ÔevuH AsHQy ÝdexnI ApeÙaAe proÙ Ke. kevz&annIApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? puStk to Ke same?

—tem j &an ANy &an=I ÔÌ xkay, ÔeyuH? pote potane n=I Ô`to- AevuHmannarno ÝitØe\ kyÈ.˜ &an Ke Ae bIÔ &an äara jày. pote pota=I n jày. Ae&an je _TpNn =ay Ae pote Ô`tuH j _TpNn =ay. Aaha¦ pote potane Ô`tuH j &an_TpNn =ay Ke, Svt: Aene bIÔ &an=I Ô`vanI ApeÙa n=I. hve Aa Aek lokmaHAa!la Ýkar-ke!la yad raqva Aene? AiSt=I yad raqvuH, s¿a vStu Ke. gu -gu Inovack Ke, te wed Ke, vaCy p` wed Ke SvanuwUTya ckaste AemaH ko rIte pr=I Anuwv= xke Aem n=I. Ane te &an &an=I j jày Ke, Ae &anne Ô`va ma!e bIÔ &annIj$r pDe AevuH n=I. inrpeÙ &an prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna, Aahaha¦ AhÄ to Aem kheKe ke kdaictŸ xaÏnuH &an kyuÅ hoy, wgvannI vaÌ saHwzI hoy to Ae ApeÙa raqIne&annuH ÝTyÙp uH vednnuH =ay AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae &an sI\uH potane vedI xke Ke. AanHdnuH vedn sI\uH krI xke Ke. Ane k=HictŸApeÙaAe ]ut&an=I p` ÝTyÙ khevamaH Aave, kem ke jemaH prnI ApeÙa n=I ma!e ÝTyÙ,]ut&an=I p` svR=a proÙ j Ke Aemey n=I. Aahaha¦ k=HiCatŸ ÝTy"a Ke k=HiCatŸ pro"aKe kem ke je &an bIÔnI ApeÙa raqtuH n=I, smÔ uH kaH? Ae=I Ae ÝTyÙ Ke. pota=Ij Ke. p` AsHQy Ýdex Aam pUr` pote ÔÌ xkta n=I. Ae ApeÙaAe kevz&anne ÝTyÙkæuH Ane ]ut&anne proÙ kæuH proÙey kæuH Ane ÝTyÙey kæuH. Aahaha¦ pote pota=I ÔÌxke ma!e ÝTyÙ, jene rag ne inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I ma!e ÝTyÙ. Ane pUr` AsHQy ÝdexneAam sI\uH ÔÌ xktuH n=I, ma!e proÙ. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AavuH Ke.

&an ANy &an=I ÔÌ xkay, pote potane n=I Ô`tuH. AevuH mannarno ÝitØe\=yo. Aaha¦ AiSt=I vat krIAe to ãƒnI, gu nI Ane pyaRynI sa\knI sHvr-injRranI, xuâ=I Ýg! smÔy Ke, Ae!lI.

hve AenI pUr`tanI ƒaQya kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae p` AiSt=I kre Ke.—svRwavaHtriCKde svRwav AHtr pota=I ANy, AHtr Ke ne? svRwav AHtr potanawav=I Anera. pote wavay Ke, vStu Ke, Aena=I Anera. svRwavmaH pote AaVyo, AHtriCKde Aena=I Anera wavo, Aeno iKde, Aeno Ô`nar Ke. svR wavaHtr svR wavneÔ`nar Aem nhÄ, svR wav je potana Aena=I Anera wavo, tene Ô`naro Ke. smÔ uHkaH? ;svRwavaHtriCKde' no A=R Aevo n=I ke svRwavne ko rIte ÔÌ xke Ke. AevoAhÄyaH A=R n=I AhÄ to svRwav je potana Ke Aena=I svR je Anera wav Ke tene pUr`


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rIte ÔÌ xke Ke. svRwavaHtr (Ae!le ke) svRwav=I Anera wavo, potano je wavs¿a ne gu gu InI vat krI, Aevo je wav Ane wavvan, Svwavvan Ane Svwav,Aena=I Anera wavo. je!la AnHta ãƒgu ne pyaRyo, Aahaha¦ pota=I -Ke ne? ANysvR ÒvAÒv AHtr Ke ne? pota=ImaH svR wav nam pota=I lI\uH Aena=I AHtr namANy svR ÒvaÒv. Aahaha¦

Òv Ane AÒv bIÔ AnHta ;cracr' git krnara Ane iS=r rhenara cr namgit krnara Ane Acr nam iS=r rhenara. pda=Ène svR Ùe5 kaz sHbH\I svR pda=RnesvR Ùe5, svR kaz sHbH\I svR ivxeØò siht wav. Aahahahaha¦ svR wavaHtr,svRwav pote Ane AHtr Ae!le Ae isvayna Anera svR wavo. Aene pota=I ANy svRÒvaÒv, calta Ane iS=r pda=Ène svR Ùe5 kaz sHbH\I. 5`kaz ne lokalok Ùe5o.Aahaha¦ Ane svR ivxeØò siht Aena svRwavo siht, pyaRy siht Aek j smyeÔ`naro Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu pyaRymaH pUr` svR&nI pyaRy, Aek j smymaH pota=IAnera AnHt pda=Èna ãƒna, Ùe5na, kazna Ane Aena wavna, gu ne pyaRy b\aneAek smymaH Ô`naro Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke? Aek j smye Ô`naro Ke.

Aa ivxeØ`=I svR&no Awav mannar, svR& ho xke nhÄ Aem je khe Ke Aevamt Ke ne FàHna, svR& ho xke nhÄ. vtRmanmaH je pUr` &an Ke vtRmannuH Ae svR&,5` kaz Ane 5` loknuH &an ho xke nhÄ Aeno inØe\ kyÈ. Aahaha¦ svR ivxeØò=IsvR&no Awav mannar, mImaHsk Aaid. , jEnmaH rhela idgHbrmaHy nhÄ mannara Ke.Aek mheNã hto pHiDt, svR&ne nhoto manto. gujrI gyo. —inrakr` =yuH.˜ AaÝkarna gu o=I, —Aa Ýkarna ivxeØò=I xuâ Aa„ane j —xuâ Aa„ane j [ÚdevtrIke isâ krIne,˜ [Údev krIne, [Ú, [Údev Ke qra. prma„a pote [Údev Ke. ƒvharesvR& Aa rIte prma„a [Údev Ke. Aahaha¦ tene nmSkar kyÈ Ke. xuâa„ane j, Ke? AaivxeØ`=I xuâa„ane j [Údev isâ krIne tene nmSkar kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦

ãƒ, gu , pyaRy ne pU Rta car bol lI\a. potanuH ãƒ s¿a Ke ;wavay, ic¿Svwavay gu , SvanuwUit pyaRy sHvr injRra Ae ãƒ gu sHvr injRra-svRwavaHtriCKdeAe moÙ, pyaRynI pU Rta bs, Aem Aa car bolmaH AiStp e isâ kyuÅ Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

AemaH Aa phelo lok mHgizkno mha _¿m.AiSt Òv Ke, gu -gu I wed k=HictŸ Ke, k=HictŸ n=I, potana Anuwv=I isâ =

xke Ke. proÙ Ane ÝTyÙ bey rIte p` Ke. k=HictŸ ÝTyÙ Ane k=HictŸ proÙ Ke Ae rIte[Údevne potano j AaTma, prmaTmano [Údev khIne Aene nmSkar kyÈ Ke. Ae ga=anoA=R pU R =yo Lyo. ivxeØ Aavxe.

Ýma`vcn guÌdev¦smysarna ApUvR Svagt krI AHtrmaH mHgz p\ramÌ kravnar. ]I sdŸguÌdevno

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Ývcn nH. 2 lok 1‡2 ta. 8-6-78 guÌvar je@ sud 3 sH. 2p04

phela kzxno wava=R. kzx Ke AemaH [Údevne nmSkar kyÈ Ke, p` pote potanaAaTmane AnuwVyo Ke, Ae [Údevne nmSkar kre Ke Aem x$Aat krI Ke, xuH kI\uH smÔ uH?potano AaTma xuâ cEtNy, ãƒkmR, wavkmR, nokmR riht, AHtr=I Anuwƒo Ke, Ô~yoKe. Ae Òv, pUr` [Údevne nmSkar kre Ke svRwavaHtriCKde Ke ne? svR& prma„a, konam n lI\uH, [Údev (A=aRtŸ) pUr` jenI dxa Ýg! = Ke, SvanuwUit=I je e svR&p uHÝg! kyuÅ Ke, jeno wavay Ane ictŸSvwavay ãƒ Ane gu Ke, Aeva Òvne pUr` dxaÝaºne [Údev gÌne, potana [Údevno Anuwv krIne, [Údevne nmSkar kre Ke

Aeno wava=R:- ;AhÄ mHgz A=eR xuâa„ane nmSkar kyÈ' ko Aem ÝÆ kre keko [ÚdevnuH nam lne (nmSkar) kem n kyÈ?' ko mhavIr ke $Øwdev wgvan keko Aem tenuH sma\an:- vaStivk rIte [ÚdevnuH samaNy Sv$p, —je idƒxiÉt jenepUr` Ýg!I Ke, Aeva [ÚdevnuH samaNy rIte Ae vStunuH Sv$p˜ svR& Ke, svRkmR riht Ke.[ÚdevnuH Sv$p svRkmR riht, phela siht hta, pKI riht =ya, Ae!le Ae rIte AnesvR&, vtRman dxa jene svR& Ýg! = Ke. svR& Svwav to hto, vStu pote svR&SvwavI j Ke, Aa„a svR& Sv$pI, svR& SvwavI i5kaz Ke. p` jemaH=I je e Ýg!svR& dxa Ýg! krI, tene AnuwvI Aa„anuH, Aene nmSkar kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

vItrag, ;vItrag =ya Ke,' vItrag Sv$pe to hta. b\a Aa„aAo vItragSv$p j Ke, ijn Sv$p j Ke. p` jene vItragta pyaRymaH Ýg! = te, jene pyaRymaHAa„ãƒno Anuwv =yo te, pUr` pyaRy jene Ýg! = vItragta tene nmSkar kre Ke.vItrag xuâ Aa„a j Ke. svRkmR riht vItrag, svR& Ane —xuâ Aa„a j Ke.˜ Ae!le;&' Ane cair5 be l lI\a. svR&p uH Ane vItrag Ae!le cair5 pUr`p uH, be vStu.

te=I Aa A|ya„ g/H=maH smysar kheva=I [Údev AavI gya. smysarne nmSkarkyÈ AemaH [Údev AavI gya. ;nm: smysaray' Aem AaƒuH ne? to Ae smysarmaH[Údev AavI gya. Ýg!$p pyaRy jenI Ke, Ae [Údev AavI gya. Ane je e nmUno Ô~yoKe, svR&nI pyaRymaH AenI ÝtIit = Ke, svR&no AHx mit]ut&an Ýg!–o Ke vItragIAHx jene Ýg!–o Ke, Ae svR& pUr` vItrag [SÚdevne nmSkar kre Ke. konuH nam lnenhÄ gu vack.

—Aa A|ya„ g/H=maH smysar kheva=I [Údev AavI gya. t=a Aek j namlevamaH ANymtvadIAo mt pÙno ivvad kre Ke, te svRnuH inrakr` = gyuH.˜ Aek jnam hoy AevuH kaH n=I Aena je!la ivxeØò Ke. hÔro laqo AnHto. Aek inmRzvItrag svR& dxane, AnHtgu na name AozqavI xkay Ke. Aahaha¦ ;Aek j namnoivvad kre te svRnuH inrakr` smysarna ivxeØò v RvIne kyuÅ.˜ smysarnuH ivxeØ`


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kæuH ne ke SvanuwUTya ckaste, wavay, ictŸSvwavay Ae!le ãƒ Ke, gu Ke, AnuwUit=Ije e Aa„a Ô~yo Ke Ane AnuwUit äara je e svR&p uH Ýg! kyuÅ Ke. Aeva ivxeØ`o äarav RvIne kyuÅ.

;vzI ANyvadIAo potana [ÚdevnuH nam le Ke temaH [Údev xBdno A=R F!ton=I,' ba\aAo ivro\ Aave Ke. SyadŸvadI ApeÙaAe Sv$pne je rIte Ke-cEtNynuH vaStivkxi› Sv$p Ane Ýg! Sv$p je rIte Ke tene SyadŸvadI khenara, Aahaha¦ jEnone tosvR=a vItrag xuâ Aa„a j [Ú Ke. svR=a, Ýg! dxa lI\I Ke ne¦ svR=a vItrag xuâAa„a j [Ú Ke. pKI wle te [Údevne ;prma„a kho' TyaH=I _paDyuH Ke. prm Sv$p,prm Sv$p jene Ýg! = gyuH Ke, Aeva prma„a kho. vStuAe to prma„a Ke, vStuAeprma„a Ke p` ƒÉtta Ýg!dxaAe jenI prma„ dxa = Ke Aene prma„a kho, Ke?Aahaha¦ ;prm ßyoit' kho, prm cEtNy ßyoit, cEtNyna ÝkaxnI Jzhz ßyoitjene pUr` Ýg! = g Ke, ;prme¬r' kho prm ¬r, Ôe prmevr to Sv$p prme¬rj Ke. potano prme¬r, Aem AaƒuH'tuHne AaD5Is ga=a (AÝitbuâ) wUlI gyo hto.Ae prmevr wUlI gyo hto Ae prme¬rne yad krIne ƒÉtmaH, Ýg! dxamaH prme¬rp uHkyuÅ-Aene prme¬r khevay. —prmb/ï˜ khevay, prmBa/ï, prm AanHd jene prm AanHdÝg! =yo Ae b/ïSv$p Ke. Aahaha¦ jenI dxamaH pUr` AtIiNãy AanHd Ýg! =yo Aeprm b/ï khevay Ke. —ixv˜ khevay Ke. Aene _pãv riht pUr` kLya` Ýg! = gyuHma!e —ixv˜ p` khevay Aane ixv. Aola loko ixv khe Ke Ae nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH?

;ixv' nmo+=u uHmaH Aave Ke. ixv mly, m$, m Ht, —ixv˜ nam kLya` mUitR,ko _pãv Ke nih jene pUr`AanHd pyaRy Ýg! = g. Aene ixv p` khevay Aene,Aahaha¦ —inrHjn˜ khevay. jene AHjn n=I mel j n=I. inmRzanHd jenI dxa Ýg!= Ke inrHjn khevay ;in*klHk' khevay. wv Ane wvna wavno klHk jene n=I Aevoin*klHk prma„ane khevay. Aahaha¦ ;AÙy' khevay. =ya Ae =ya "ay pamxe nhÄ hvepU R dxa Ýaº =, Ae Ùy nhÄ =ay, hve nax nhÄ =ay. pyaRynI pU Rta = Ae p` naxnhÄ =ay. ãƒgu to nax nhÄ. jenI pyaRy pUr` Ýg! = g Aeno nax nhÄ =ay.Aahaha¦ AÙy, Amey cair5 pahuDmaH to pyaRyne AÙy Amey kI\I Ke, sa\k ÒvnehÇ, kem ke Ýwu pote AÙy ne Amey Ke, vStu. Amey nam jenI myaRda n=I Aevo jenoSvwav Ke Ane Ùy ko id' =ay nhÄ, Aeva AÙy Ameyne je e Ô~yo Ane je e iS=rtaÝg! krI Ae iS=rtane p` AÙy Ane Amey khevamaH Aave Ke. pUr`dxa ivna, Aahaha¦xiÉt AÙy, Amey Ke, pyaRy sa\kp e Ýg!I Ae AÙy Amey Ke Ane pUr` Ýg!e Ke Aeto AÙy, Amey Ke j. Aahaha¦

te=I Aene khe Ke AÙy, —Aƒy˜ nax n =ay ko id' Ùy n =ay Ane ƒy Aenonax n =ay. = Ae dxa = Ae =. Aahaha¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khe ke kevz&an, sHvr,injRra AaidnI pyaRy naxvan Ke. Ae pyaRy Ke te (Nyaye) 38 ga=a inymsar Aek

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wgvan pote j AÙy, AivnaxI Ke. kevz&an, kevzdxRn, AnHt AanHd je pyaRy Ýg!IKe AenI Aek smynI mudt Ke ma!e tene TyaH naxvan kI\I Ke. p` AhÄya to tenI terhevanI Ke ma!e tene Aƒy Ane Anaxvan kI\I Ke. Aahaha¦ (vEsI kI vEsI rhenevalIhE) ha, Aem ne Aem kaym rhenevalI Ae ApeÙaAe, bakI Aek smynI pyaRy Ke, pyaRynuHSv$p j Aek smynI mudtnuH Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe to naxvan Ke. p` bIje smye tevI =xeAne kaym AevI ne AevI rhexe. Ae ApeÙaAe Aƒy khevamaH AavI Ke. Aahaha¦ ke!lIApeÙaAo lagu pDe, AlaEikk cIj Ke.

—xuâ Ke,˜ Ae pyaRye xuâ Ke, vStu, ãƒ gu e to xuâ Ke j Ae b\a, p` Aa [Údevje Ke iÝy krva layk ƒvhare je Ke Ae xuâ Ke. drek pyaRy jenI piv5 Ýg! = g Ke.;bu|\' Ke Aeklo &anno pyaRy pUr` = gyo Ke. bu|\it it bu\¸ Ô`e, pUr` Ô`vuHjene Ýg! = gyuH Ke, buâ Ke. —AivnaxI Ke nax jeno n=I —Anupm Ke jene ko_pma n=I. konI _pma? AenI _pma Aene. Aahaha¦ ;A$pI' Ke, p` vStu Ke Ane te=ItemaH AnHt AnHt Svwav, ApirmIt Amey wyaR Ke, AevI pyaRymaH ßyaH Ýg! =ya AenuHxuH khevuH khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae to Anupm Ke. Aene ko _pma AapI xkatI n=I.

;AKe> Ke,' ;Awe> Ke' KedI xkay nhÄ. AenI pyaRy p` KedI xkay nhÄ pr=I.kem ke AenamaH ÝwuTv namno gu Ke te gu nI pyaRy pyaRymaH ÝwuTvp uH AavI gyuH Ke,te=I tene SvtH5p e Ane bIÔ=I qHiDt n =ay Aevo Svwav jeno Ýg! = gyo Ke ma!etene AKe> khe Ke. Awe¹ Ke. wed wUko n =ay, Ked nam !UkDa n =ay, Ked nam !UkDa n=ay Ane wed nam wUko n =ay. AevI AqHD \/uv pyaRy Ýg! = Ke AHdr. AevuH j pyaRynuHSv$p Ýg! Ke, AevuH j Sv$p ãƒnuH Ke, kem ke htuH AemaH=I AaƒuH Ke. kH bhar=I AavtuHn=I. Aahaha¦ AKe> Awed.

—prm puruØ Aene khIAe Aahaha¦ Aek to prm puruØ tuH pote j prm puruØ Ko,Aaha¦ prmpuruØ ink! hova KtaH tuH prmpuruØne Ôeva nvro =to n=I prmpuruØ, ÝwuprmpuruØ Ke, tarI ink! Ke. tarI Aek smynI pyaRynI smIp Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene Ôeva, AenaAiStTvne Ô`va ÝyTn krto n=I. ne bharna ÝyTn pu~y ne papmaH roka (ne)prmpuruØne wUlI Ôy Ke. Aa to prmpuruØ pyaRymaH Ýg! = gyo. Aahaha¦ prmpuruØ Ke Ae.

—inraba\ Ke ko Aene ba\a kre AevuH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ hve Aene wvw/m` =ayke vzI ko kmRno _dy Aave ne AevuH Ke nhÄ,

;isâ' Ke Ae. pUr` isâ prma„a ;sTya„a' saco Aa„a Ke Ae. Aahahaha¦AwUta=R ragaidvazo Aa„a to Ana„a Ke. vStuAe Aa„a Ke, p` pyaRy ragäeØnelne Ana„a Ke. Aa to pyaRye sTya„a Ke. Aahahaha¦ vStu to wUta=R Ke, sTya=R p`pyaRymaH Ae sTya=R = gyo. pUr` sTy Sv$p Ke, AevuH Ýg! = gyuH Ke. Aaha¦

;icdanHd Ke' icdŸ nam &an Ane AanHd. Ae &an ne AanHd jenI dxa Ke. Ae icdanHdSv$p j pote Ke Ýwu, [Údev, Aek j nam AevuH kaH nhÄ, Aava b\a gme te!la hÔro


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nam Aapo p` AenamaH Ke te. —svR&˜ Ke Ae, svR& Ke Ae. Aek smynI pyaRymaH5`kaz 5`lok Ô e AevuH svR&p uH jgtmaH Ke, AevI ÝtIit krnarne kevz&an ]âaAeÝg! =ay Ke. xuH kI\uH ? je svR&p uH AHdr Ke Ae kevz&an Ke AevuH maNytamaH nhotuH,]âamaH wrose nhotuH, Ae svR& Sv$pI KuH, pUr` Sv$pI KuH AevI ÝtIt = AnuwvmaH,to sMyGdxRnmaH kevz&an Ke Aem Ýg!–uH, ]âaAe Ýg!–uH pyaRye Ýg!xe Ae kevz&an=xe Tyare, pheluH smiktmaH ]âaAe kevz&an Ýg!e Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke pUr` Sv$p jAa„a Ke. svR& Sv$pI j Ke AevI ÝtIt = Tyare svR& ne kevz&an nhotuH Aem jemaNyuH htuH Aene kevz&an Ke, svR& Ke Aem ÝtItmaH Aene kevz&an mna uH, ÝtIt trIkekevz&an =yuH, kevz&an =yuH-Aahahaha¦

—vItrag˜ Ke. pUr` vItrag Sv$p j Ke-p` Aa to pyaRymaH vItrag Ke.Aahaha¦ jene Aek smynI dxa AkØay vItragp e Ke, AevuH jene ÝtIt =ay AenevItragpànI dxa ]âaAe Ýg!I Ke ke huH vItrag KuH. p` AhÄya to pyaRye Ýg! =g Ke vItrag dxa. Aahaha¦ A$pI hova KtaH, AemaH $p v R gH\ rs SpxRno Awavhova KtaH, Aena gu na SvwavmaH A$pIpàna SvwavnI ko myaRda n=I, Aevo AevItrag Ke. Aahaha¦ jenI vItrag xi›nI p` myaRda n=I. Aa vItrag pyaRye KepyaRymaH jene vItragta AavI Ae AHdr vItrag xiÉt$pe AnHt Svwav Ke AemaH=IAavI Ke, vItrag pyaRy AavI KtaH xiÉtmaH to AnHtI vItragta, Aek xiÉtmaH AnHtIvItragta pDI Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AenI jene ÝtIit Ane &an =yuH Ke. tene Aa vItrag KeAem ÝtIit, Ae!le vItragp uH Ke Aem Ýg!–uH ]âamaH. huH je ragI hto, pu~yvazo hto,ALp& Ane kØayvazo Aem maNyuH'tuH Ae e AHdr huH vItrag Sv$p, AkØaySv$p Aemje e AHtmuRq =ne maNyuH, Ô~yuH Ae vItragpànI ]âa Ýg! =. huH to vItrag j KuH.Ae dxaAe Aene vItragpànI pyaRymaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aahaha¦

;AhÅt Ke' kaH Aene Ô`vuH bakI n=I. AhRt Ke ne? AirhHt n=I lI\a, AhRt, kHp` Aene Ô`vanuH bakI n=I. jeno Svwav Ô`vuH Aene n Ô`vuH Ae k rIte hoy? Ô`vuHAene Ô`vuH, Ô`vuH Ô`vuH, Ô`vuH Ô`vuH, Ô`vuH Ô`vuH, Ô`vuH Ô`vuH, AnHt, AnHt,AnHt, AnHt, AnHt, Ô`vuH, Ô`vuH j hoy Aene, n Ô`vuH Ae vat Aene ho xke nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ Aava jene kH bakI n=I Ô`vuH, rhSy pur` qIlI gyuH Ke, Aevo Aa„ajgtmaH Ke [Údev Aene Aa„a [Ú =ya ivna rhe nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pUr` AhÅt, pUr` dxajene Ýaº Ke. AevI jenI hEyatI jgtmaH Ke, Aeno SvIkar jene maro Svwav j kaH p`n Ô e Aevo n=I pUr` Ô e Aevo AhÅt Svwav Ke. AevI jene ÝtIit = Ke Ae ÒvAava AhÅtne nmSkar kre Ke, Aahahaha¦ bIÒ rIte khIAe ke inüypUvRkno ƒvhar Ke.

[Údev Aa Ke AevuH Ýg! =yuH Ke, Aene Aa [Údev vHdink Ke. wle Aena nam n Aapeke wa %Øwdev ke mhavIr ke p` Aa gu vaCak namo hÔro Aapo to Aene lagu pDeKe. —ijn˜ Ke Ae. Aahahaha¦ F! F! AHtr ijn vse, Ae xiÉt$pe ijn Ke. jene ijnnI

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]âa =. huH ijnSv$p KuH AevI ]âa =. Aene ijnp uH Ýg!–uH. kØayp uH Ýg! htuH Aene@eka e ijnp uH Ýg!–uH, Aene ijnnI pyaRy Ýg! =xe Ane Ke Aene AhÄya nmSkar kre Ke.Aahaha¦ qreqr to Aane (AaTmane) nmSkar kre Ke Ae!le b\a 5 ey kazna ÒvoAava Ke Aene nmSkar. p` potano Òv p` ijn =vano Ke kemke ijnSv$pno Anuwvne ÝtIit to = Ke huH vItrag KuH. Aolo vItrag nhoto ne kØay KuH, Tyare AenevItragpànI hEyatIno SvIkar nhoto. vItragpànI hEyatIno SvIkar =yo TyarevItrag KuH AevuH Ýg!–uH. Aahaha¦ Aene vtRmanmaH jene pyaRy Ýg! = Ke Aene nmSkarkre Ke Ane qreqr to wiv*ymaH Ýg! jene =xe, Aeney p` nmSkar kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Aepotane nmSkar =yo, kem ke Aene ijnp uH Ýg! =vanuH Ke. Aahahahaha¦ bIj _gI AenepUnm =vanI j Ke. pUnm Ae!le pUr`ta. pUnm pUr`ta. Aem jene Aaº Sv$p Ýwu AenuHßyaH wan =yuH Ke Ane Ýg!–o Ke Aa„a, Aaº Ýg!–o Ke ]âamaH, Ae pyaRymaH Ýg!xetene nmSkar vtRman kre Ke Ane huH p` Aaºp e =x wiv*ymaH, Ae!le huH p` mnenmSkar kruH KuH. Aahahaha¦ Aaº, manva layk, ihtne ma!e manva layk Aaº, AaPtpote Ýwu Aaº j Ke. p` pyaRymaH ßyare wan =yuH Tyare te pUr` Aaº Ke tene nmSkarkre Ke. pUr` ihtna ihtopdeØIna Aave Ke ne 5` bol. ihtopdeØI ]avkrTnkrHD Aacar-

;wgvan' Ke @Ik¦ Aa wgvan Ke. Aam wgvan Ke. wg nam AnHt AanHd-&annI l"mI AenuH van jenuH $p Ke. wg... van... sHSk<t !IkamaH Ke wg Ae!le AnHt &anAne AnHt dxRn jenI l"mI AevuH wg, Aeno van AevuH jenuH $p Ke. wgvan AenuH $p Kema!e pote wgvan j Ke p` wgvan Ke Aem jene be@uH sMyGdxRnmaH Ae wgvan pyaRyjene Ýg! = Ke tene nmSkar kre Ke. Svwave Ke Ane pyaRye teno wroso, ÝtIt AneAnuwv Ke. pUr` jene =yuH tene nmSkar kre Ke-Aahaha¦

;smysar' Ke AenuH nam j smysar Ke. nm: smysar AaƒuH' ne? [TyaidhÔro namo=I kho. hÔro nam=I kho, gu =I. Aahaha¦ Ae pu~yxazI Ke Aem khevay,pu~y nam piv5 haeH, Aahaha¦ Ae papI gme te (khevay) Ýwune, pote Anuwv kre Ke pIAeKe Ane bIÔne pay Ke ApeÙa=I Aene khevay. inivRkLp Anuwv pIve Ke Ane bIÔneinivRkLp Anuwv pavanI vat kre Ke. pa... pI.. Aola Kokra halta n=I kheta kaH xuHkhe Ke (pa. pa. pglI) pa. pa. pglI. nva Kokra hoy ne Ane lakDI lne halene Aamnanu bazk pa. pa. Aahaha¦ Aem Aa pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ pUr` pyaRyne pIve Ke Anuwve KeAne te pUr` pyaRyne AnuwvvanuH _pdex äara Aave Ke. Aene Ae rIte gme, te xBd=I pÀemaH lagu pDe te rIte hovuH ÔeAe.. Aahaha¦

Ae svR namo k=HictŸ sTya=R Ke. te te ApeÙaAe sTya=R Ke, k=HictŸ Ae!le AemicdanHd, isâ, ijn Aaid. svR=a AekaHtvadIAone iwNn namomaH ivro\ Ke. j¡da j¡danammaH ivro\ Aave Ke bIÔne, Aem n=I AhÄyaH kaH, Ae Ýwu Ke Aene ktaR khevay,woÉta khevay Aem b\uH p` ktaR kono? potana Svwavno, woÉta ko` potana


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Svwavno. Ø!Ÿkark Kene xiÉt-ktaR-kmR-kr` b\uH Ke. prma„amaH Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mnpyaRymaH smy smymaH, AnHt gu nuH Aekek pyaRymaH Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn prmaTmanep` Ke. nvuH nvuH Ke ne¦ pyaRy nvI nvI =ay Ke ne¦ Aekek pyaRymaH AnHt gu nI AnHtIpyaRy AemaH Aek Aek pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ. Ø!ŸkarknI Ýv<i¿ Ke. Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâvzI AguÌlFumaH p` Aekek pyaRymaH Ø!ŸkarknI Ýv<i¿ Ke. ktaR kmR, kr`, sHÝdan,Apadan, Ai\kr` (xiÉtmaH hE) xiÉt Ke, p` pyaRymaH AenI Ýg!ta Ke. pyaRymaH pÀekek smymaH, isânI pyaRymaH p` pyaRy ktaR kmR kr` sHÝdan Apadan Ai\kr` AerIte pir`mI rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ gHwIr Ke prma„ Sv$p A$pI Ke p` pda=R Kene¦ AiStKe ne¦ Ae j svÈTk<Ú Ke.

$pI Ke mo!a SkH\o ne rjkò ne Aaqo Acetn SkH\ne Aena krta Aa pda=R A$pIKe Ae mhan Ke. mhan svaeRTk<Ú Ae pda=R Ke. ke je pote Ô e potane Ane bIÔne p` teneADya ivna potana Svwavna sam+yR=I Ô e tevo svÈTk<Ú pda=R te Ýwu pote AaTmaKe. jene Ýg! dxa = g Ae to prmaTma Ke Aene AhÄya nmSkar kre Ke. ma!e A=Ry=a=R smjvo ÔeAe.

hve AenuH ihHdI kyuÅ !UHkuH.

—Ýg!e inj Anuwv kre s¿a cetn$p¸saE-&ata lqIne nmuH, smysar shu wUp.˜ -1

—Ýg!e inj Anuwv˜ AhÄ pyaRynI Ýg! dxanI vat lI\I Ke. jene Ýg! dxaÝg! = Ke, svR& vItrag AaidnI. inj Anuwv kre. Ae potano Anuwv kre Ke. ,SvanuwUTya ckaste AaƒuH Ke ne? s¿a wav$p Ke Ane cEtNy Svwav Ae!le cetn$pKe. ;wavay' ictŸSvwavay, SvanuwUTya ckaste Ae smaDI dI\uH AemaH. ;Ýg!e injAnuwv kre' potana AanHdna Anuwvne Ýg! krIne Anuwve. s¿a Ke, hovavazI cIjKe. cetn$p Aeno Svwav cetn Ke wav. Aa wavvanno wav Ane cetn$p AenoSvwav. Aahahaha¦ —Ýg!e inj Anuwve kre s¿a cetn$p˜ Aahahahaha¦ mazapHiDto p` puraà jUna, pa@ne lgta j xBdo kyaR Ke. ictŸ Svwavay. wavay,wavayno A=R s¿a krI, ict Svwavayno A=R cetn$p kyÈ Ane SvanuwUTyano A=Rinj Anuwv kyÈ. ;so &ata lqIne nmuH' Ae &ata = gya, pUr` = g dxa, svRwavaHtriCKde-Aahahahaha¦ Ae b\a bolo smaDI dI\a AamaH. ;so &ata te wgvanneÔÌne lqIne Ae!le ÔÌne. Aava wgvanne ÔÌne ÔeyuH? ÔÌne, AnuwvIne, huHÔ`naro Aa„a Aem AnuwvIne nmuH KuH. Aahaha¦ Aene huH nmSkar kruH KuH. smysar shu wUp.Ae smysar mo!o badxah Ke, wUp Ke. AaTma wUp Ke. smysar mo!o badxah raÔ,mharaÔ. smysar mharaÔ Ke. pUr` dxa jenI Ýg! = g. rajte xowte it raÔ 17-18 ga=amaH Aave Ke. Òvraya 17-18 Aem rajte xowte. potanI AnHtI xaHit, AanHd=I xowete raÔ. te mharaÔ badxah wUp pote Ke. pote potano badxah Ane pote wUp. Aahaha¦

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AnNt\mR StÀvH pXyNtI ÝTygaTmn:.AnekaNtmyI mUitRinRTymev ÝkaxtamŸ..2..

hve (bIÔ lokmaH) srSvtIne nmSkar kre Ke:-loka=R:- (AnekaNtmyI mUitR:) jemaH Anek AHt (\mR) Ke AevuH je &an t=a

vcn te-my mUitR (inTymŸ Ov) sday (ÝkaxtamŸ) Ýkax$p ho. kevI Ke te mUitR?(AnNt\mR : ÝTygaTmn: tÀvH) je AnHt \mRvazo Ke Ane je prãƒo=I ne prãƒnagu pyaRyae=I iwþ t=a prãƒna inim¿=I =ta potana ivkaro=I k=HictŸ iwþAekakar Ke Aeva Aa„ana tÀvne, A=aRtŸ Asa\ar`-sÔtIy ivÔtIy ãƒo=IivlÙ`-injSv$pne, (pXyNtI) te mUitR Avlokn kre Ke-deqe Ke.

wava=R:- AhÄ srSvtInI mUitRne AaxIvRcn$p nmSkar kyÈ Ke. laEikkmaH jesrSvtInI mUitR Ýisâ Ke te y=a=R n=I te=I AhÄ tenuH y=a=R v Rn kyuÅ Ke. jesMyG&an Ke te j srSvtInI sTya=R mUitR Ke. temaH p` sHpU R &an to kevz&an Keke jemaH svR pda=È ÝTyÙ wase Ke. te AnHt \mÈ siht Aa„tÀvne ÝTyÙ deqe Kete=I te srSvtInI mUitR Ke. tdnusar je ]ut&an Ke te Aa„tÀvne proÙ deqe Kete=I te p` srSvtInI mUitR Ke. vzI ãƒ]ut vcn$p Ke te p` tenI mUitR Ke, kar`ke vcno äara Anek \mRvaza Aa„ane te btave Ke. Aa rIte svR pda=ÈnaH tÀvnejàvnarI &an$p t=a vcn$p AnekaHtmyI srSvtInI mUitR Ke te=I srSvtInaHnam ;vaÌ, wartI, xarda, vaGdevI' [Tyaid FàH khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa srSvtInImUitR AnHt \mÈne ;SyatŸ' - pd=I Aek \mÜ maH Aivro\p e sa\e Ke te=I te sTya=RKe. ke!lak ANyvadIAo srSvtInI mUitRne bIÒ rIte S=ape Ke p` te pda=Rne sTya=RkhenarI n=I.

ko ÝÆ kre ke Aa„ane AnHt \mRvazo kæo Ke to temaH AnHt \mÈ kya kyaKe? teno _¿r:- vStumaH sTp uH, vStup uH, Ýmeyp uH, Ýdexp uH, cetnp uH, Acetnp uH,mUitRkp uH, AmUitRkp uH [Tyaid (\mR) to gu Ke Ane te gu onuH 5 e kaze smy-smyvt± pir`mn =vuH te pyaRy Ke-je AnHt Ke. vzI vStumaH Aekp uH, Anekp uH,inTypùH, AinTypùH, wedpùH, Awedp uH, xuâp uH, Axuâp uH Aaid Anek \mR Ke.te samaNy$p \mÈ to vcngocr Ke p` bIÔ ivxeØ$p \mÈ jeAo vcnno ivØyn=I Aeva p` AnHt \mÈ Ke-je &angMy Ke. Aa„a p` vStu Ke te=I temaH p`potana AnHt \mÈ Ke.

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n=I. sÔtIy Òvãƒo AnHt Ke temnamaHy Ôeke cetnp uH Ke top` saEnuH cetnp uHinj Sv$pe j¡duH j¡duH kæuH Ke kar` ke drek ãƒne Ýdexwed hova=I konuH komaH wztuHn=I. Aa cetnp uH potana AnHt \mÈmaH ƒapk Ke te=I tene Aa„anuH tÀv kæuH Ke.tene Aa srSvtInI mUitR deqe Ke Ane deqaDe Ke. Ae rIte Aena=I svR ÝaÌAonuHkLya` =ay Ke ma!e ;sda Ýkax$p rho' AevuH AaxIvaRd$p vcn tene kæuH Ke. r.

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AevI Ke ne? dev xaÏ guÌ tIn. Aem Aave Ke ne? to phelaH devne nmSkar kyaR-hve bIj¡HxaÏne kre Ke- pKI 5Ij¡H guÌne nih krtaH guÌ pote j Ke, Am<tcHãacayR-Ae!le !Ikakrnar huH KuH Aem krIne-Aahaha¦

AnNt\mR`StÀvH pXyNtI ÝTygaTmn:.AnekaNtmyI mUitRinRTymev ÝkaxtamŸ..2..

AnekaHtmy mUitR, jemaH Anek \mR Ke AevuH &an Ane vcn bey, vack Ane vaCy,vack AevI vaÌ Ae p` srSvtI khevay Ke Ane AenuH vaCy AevuH je &an Ae p`srSvtI khevay Ke. Aahaha¦ jemaH Anek \mR Ke AevuH je &an Ane vaÌ, &anmaH pÀnek \mRno Svwav Ke, Ane vaÌmaH p` Anek Svwav Ke. Aahahaha¦ svR&neAnusairÌ vaÌ ma!e AnuwvxIl khexe Aagz. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH? pXyNtIno A=Rkrxe ne Aagz Ae, te mUitR Avlokn kre Ke, deqe Ke. Ae AamaH nhÄ, AolamaH AaƒuH Ke.kzx !IkamaH, kzx!IkamaH Aave Ke AnuwvxIl, AnuwvxIl Aeno Aevo A=R kyÈ TyaHkzx!IkamaH, svR&ne AnusairÌ Ke Ae. AamaH Aa kzx!Ika Ke ne? j¡Ao pXyNtIno A=RkyÈ, AhÄ pXyNtIno A=R mUitRman Avlokn kre Ke-kzx!IkamaH pXyNtIno A=R:Aahaha¦ AnuwvnxIl, AnuwvnxIl. Ae!le? Aahaha¦ Ae vaÌ svR& Sv$pAnusairÌ Ke. AnuwvnxIlno A=R kyÈ. svR&ne AnusairÌ Ke svR&ne AnusrIne,inim¿ Ke svR&, AnusrIne Ke AemaH AnuwvnxIl, svR&ne AnusairÌ vaÌ Ke ma!eAnuwvnxIl kæuH-pXyiNtno A=R Aa kyÈ. Aahaha¦

AavI !Ika¦ pXyNtIno A=R hve Aa e xuH kyaeR hxe jgmohnlalÒAe. Ae e Aemto lQyuH Ke. phelaH AhÄya ßyare ivätŸ pirØd wegI = Ane Ame saHwzva AaVya TyareAem khe. kanÒSvamI pase=I mne A|yaTmnI Ìic pl!I, Aem lQyuH Ke. p` te vqteÊmbâ (nI) na paDta hta ne Êmbâ(nI) na paDta'ta. Aem lQyuH Ke AemaH, puStkAaƒuH Ke ne kale, AemaH Êmbâne n mane to vStunI ƒvS=a j rhI nhÄ. kevz&an toAekkor ræuH. kevz&an Ke Ae Ýma e =ay Ke. p` vStu Ke AenI pyaRy Aam Aam Aek pKIAek pKI Aek =ay Ae vStunI ƒvS=a Ke. jem vStumaH gu o Aek pKI Aek Êm n=I, Aek

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hare Ke Aam hare tIrKa hare, Aam lHbamaH hare. Aayt AemaH AaFI paKI Ae ÝÆ j hoynhÄ. Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek, KAe ãƒnI pyaRy Êmsr, Êmbâ cale Ke, AevI tovStunI ƒvS=a Ke. te id' na paDtaH'ta p` hve kH kbUl lage Ke. Aa!luH vaHCyuH AoluHpuStk AaƒuH Ke ne? AemaH . (lqa` Ke.)

AhÄ khe Ke AnekaHtmy vaÌ Aahaha¦ p` jemaH Anek Svwavo Ke. SvprnekhevanI xiÉt vaÌmaH Svt: Ke Ane &anmaH Svprne Ô`vanI xi› Svt: Ke. Ae!le&an Ane vaÌmaH Anek \mÈ khevamaH Aaƒa Ke. te=I Ae e AnekaHt \mR Ke Aem kæuH.&anmaH Anek \mÈ Ke, Svwav. Ane vaÌmaH Anek Svwav, Svpr khevanI xiÉt, svR&ne svRdx± ne AnHt AanHdne khevanI xiÉt to vaÌmaH vaÌne kar e Ke ne¦ Ae kaH svR&Ke ma!e AhÄ vaÌmaH takat AavI Ke khevanI Aem n=I. svR& Ke Ae to inim¿ Ke.inim¿=I kaH =atuH n=I prmaH, Ae vaÌmaH j svR&, svRdx±, AnHt AanHd Aaid,vaÌmaH khevanI xiÉt vaÌne kar e SvyHisâ pota=I Ke. AhÄ svR& Ke ma!e vaÌmaHsvR&pànI khevanI xiÉt AavI vaÌmaH Aem n=I. pHiDtÒ¦ Aek hare wle ho. pÀena=I AhÄ Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. te=I AnekaHtmyI mUitR beyne khIne¦ bey SvtH5 Ke ne¦ &anAne vaÌ bey SvtH5 Ke. Aahaha¦ AnHt gu o ne AnHtI pyaRyo pote SvtH5 AnHt \mRSvwavvazI Ane Aene khenarI vaÌ, Ke to cEtNyna Sv$p=I ivÌâ vaÌ, kar` keAaTma cEtNy Ke ne vaÌ Acetn Ke. Aahaha¦

p` Ae vaÌmaH p` AnHt Svwav- \mR Sv=I pota=I rhela Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AevaÌ j pote j svR& ne svRdx± ne AnHt AanHd Aem Aa„ana pda=Rne vaÌ potanaSvwav=I k=n kre Ke, AhÄ Ke (svR&) ma!e k=n kre Ke Aem nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? AHdrSvtH5 Ke ne? Aahahaha¦ ApUvR vat Ke. Aahaha¦ vItrag isvay AavI vat ÉyaH Ke?Aekek prma umaH Ø!Ÿkark xiÉt pDI Ke. Aekek prma umaH ktaR-kmR-kr`-sHÝdan-ApadanAi\kr` K gu o Ke te=I tenI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿ gu onuH pir`mn pota=I Svt: =ay Ke. AevaÌ Aem khe ke svR& Ke jgtmaH. to Ae svR& Ke Aene AnusrIne vaÌ wle kI\I p`svR&nuH inim¿ Ke. ma!e vaÌmaH ;svR& Ke' AevuH AaVyuH, Aem n=I. Ae vaÌmaH j AnHt\mR, Ôt Ke, pDI Ke. Aahaha¦ Aekek prma umaH AnHt gu o Aakaxna ÝdexnI sHQyakrtaH AnHt gu a gu Ke. Aakaxna Ýdex Ke jeno AHt n=I, Aena je ÝdexnI sHQya, Ae=IAnHtgu a Aek ÒvmaH gu Ke, Ane Ae!la j CaEtNy nhÄ p` prma unaH $pIna ACaetnAe!la j AnHta gu o Ke. Aahaha¦ bey Svt: Ke. kone lne ko n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevuHje &an Ane vcn te-my mUitR, mUitR Ae!le Sv$p. Aa„anuH &an Sv$p, vaÌnuH vaÌSv$p, mUitR Ae!le Sv$p.

—sday Ýkax$p ho˜ Aahaha¦ AnekaHt \mRSvwav Aevo Aa„a &anmy, sdaÝkaxman rho. Ane AenI vaÌ khenarI. Aahaha¦ 5` kazmaH 5`kazne Ô`narnoivrh n hoy. 5`kazmaH 5`kazne Ô`narno ko kazmaH ivrh n hoy¦ to 5`kazne


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5`kazna Ô`narnI vaÌ je Ke Ae p` pUrI, Aeno ivrh n hoy jgtmaH. Aahahahaha¦Ae p` vaÌ SvtH5 Ke. Ae vaÌmaH potana AnHt \mÈ Ke. vaÌAe pote potana \mÈne\arI raQya Ke. Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒna \mRne cUHbtuH n=I. Ae 5IÒ ga=a smysar. drek ãƒcahe to prma u ho ke cetn ho potana gu pyaRyne cUHbe Ke p` ANy ãƒna gu pyaRyneko ãƒ pyaRy cUHbtI- ADtI n=I. Aahahahaha¦ vaÌ nIkze Ae svR& pyaRyne ADtIn=I ne svR&nI pyaRy vaÌne ADtI n=I cUHbtI n=I, KUtI n=I. Aahaha¦ KtaH drekno(Svwav) SvyHisâ AnHt \mR Sv$p Ke. AnekaHtmyI mUitR. Aahahaha¦ vItrag....vaÌnuH AavuH Sv$p ÔeyuH¦

sday Ýkax$p rho. svR&p uH Ane AnHtgu o sday Ýg!$p rho, Ane AenekhenarI vaÌ p` sday Ýg!$p rho. Aahaha¦ muin pote Ke, Am<tcHãacayR, sHt Ke. Kõesatme (gu S=ane) JUle Ke. 5` kØayno Awav Ke. Ane Aa„amaH lIn Ke, rag AaveKe AemaH lIn n=I. Aa !Ika kre Ke AemaH ivkLp Aave Ke, AemaH lIn n=I. tena=I iwþrhIne &anmaH ragne ADya ivna, &anmaH Svpr Ýkaxk &an Svt: =ay Ke. rag Ke ma!eragnuH &an =ay Ke Aem n=I. Aevo to Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane vaÌno AevoSvwav Ke. Aahaha¦ wle Aene svR& AnusairÌ kho p` Ae to inim¿=I k=n Ke.svR& Ke Aene Anusare vaÌ Aave Aem, ALp& ÝaÌne Aave AevI vaÌ Aane (svR&ne)n hoy Aem, Ae!luH j p` vaÌ Aave Ke to Svt: isâ pota=I Ke. Aahaha¦ AavISvtH5ta¦¦

kevI Ke te mUitR? kevuH Ke Sv$p tenuH? ;AnHt\mR : ÝTyga„n: tÀvH' —je AnHt\mRvazo Ke Ane je prãƒo=I Ane prãƒna gu pyaRyo=I iwþ t=a prãƒna inim¿=I=ta potana ivkaro=I k=HictŸ iwþ˜ AaTmanI vat krI kevo Ke Ýwu? ke AnHt \mRvazo,AnHt je e \mR Ae!le gu o ne pyaRy \ayaR Ke. \mR Ae!le gu ne pyaRy \ayaR Ke.

Ane je prãƒo=I-prãƒ=I t¹Ÿn j¡do Ke Ýwu (AaTma) tem prãƒna gu pyaRy=It¹Ÿn j¡do Ke. Ae vaÌna gu pyaRy=I p` Ýwu j¡do Ke. Aahahahaha¦ —Ane prãƒnainim¿=I =ta potana ivkaro=I k=HictŸ iwþ˜ Ae!le ke Ke AenI pyaRymaH, KtaH tenoÔ`nar rhe Ke. AiStTv pyaRymaH Ke KtaH teno Ô`nar Ae!le k=HictŸ iwþ ne k=HictŸAiwþ.. pyaRymaH Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Aiwþ khevay Ane Aena Sv$pmaH, &anmaH Ae n=I,Ô`naro Ô e Ke, rag =ay Aene, ma!e AenamaH n=I Aem k=HictŸ iwþ —Aekakar Ke.Ãahahaha¦

wgvan AanHd Sv$p Ýwu Aek Sv$pe Ke. ;Aekakar' Ae!le Aek Sv$pe Ke. potanaãƒ, gu , pyaRy=I Aek Sv$pe Ke. pr ãƒna gu pyaRy=I iwþ Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aneprãƒna inim¿=I =taH potana pyaRy=I k=HictŸ iwþ, Aiwþ Ke. Ke Ae ApeÙaAeAiwþ Ke bakI Sv$pmaH gu maH n=I ma!e iwþ Ke.

;Aeva Aa AaTmana tÀvne, Aahahaha¦ Aeva AaTmana tÀvne, Asa\ar`-

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sÔtIy ivÔtIy ãƒo=I ivlÙ`, xuH kI\uH? AevuH Aa„tÀv Ke Asa\ar` ke potanIsÔtIyvaza AnHt Aa„aAo Ke, Ke? Aena=I p` ivlÙ` Ke Aa. je Aa Aa„ana gu oKe te bIÔmaH n=I-Ae bIÔna gu o Aa„ana Ke Ae AamaH n=I. ma!e bIÔna gu onaAa„a=I p` Aa Aa„ana gu o ivlÙ` Ke. Aahahahahaha¦ ma`s m|yS==I, xaHit=IvaHce ivcare to Aene vStu ha= Aave, p` potanI manelI vat=I.. vStu (ha= n Aave.)Aa to svR& 5`lokna na=¦ Ýwuna ivrh pD–a p` AemnI vaÌ rhI g AemaH AavStu iS=it¦ AemaH=I AenaH A=È smjva, Ae FÌ j m|yS=ta ÔeAe. heH¦ ko pÙmaHrhIne AenI vaÌno A=R kre, Aem n hale. Aahaha¦

Asa\ar` sÔtIy Ae!le Aa„a, Aena=I ivlÙ` Ke. (A=aRtŸ) Ae svR& AaidAa„aAo Ke bIÔAo, Aek Aa„a Ane bIÔ svR& Aena=I p` AanuH ivlÙ` Ke kar`ke Ae &an Ke Ae AhÄya n=I ne Aa &an Ke te TyaH n=I. ivlÙ` kI\uH. sÔtIyAaTma(Ao)=I p` Aek AaTmanuH lÙ` ivlÙ` Ke. Aahahaha¦

;ivÔtIy' Aa„a isvayna paHc ãƒ- \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, Aakax ne kaz ne(pudŸgl). Aeva ãƒo=I ivlÙ`, inj Sv$pne te mUitR Ae!le vaÌ Avlokn kre deqe Ke.

&an ne AanHdnI Aa dxa deqe Ke Ane vaÌ tene khe Ke Aem levuH, TyaH pXyNtInoA=R: TyaH svR& AnusairÌ vaÌ j krI Ke kzx!IkamaH. AhÄ pote p` potana &anAanHd Aaid b\ane Ô e Ke Ane vaÌ p` pUr` Sv$pne khe Ke, deqaDe Ke. vaÌ p` pUr`Sv$pne deqaDe Ke. Aevo Aenae A=R Ke.

ivxeØ khevaxe..... Ýma` vCan guÌdev.

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smysar, bIÔe kzx Aeno A=R Ke. wava=R:- bIÔ kzxno wava=R Ke ne? phelIdevnI Stuit krI. devmaH [Údev pote Aa„a AenI p` krI Ane [Údev prma„a AenI pÀemaH AavI g. hve bIÒ xaÏnI¸ dev, xaÏ, guÌ tIn, xaÏnI ivny wiÉt kre Ke.Ýkax$p rho, Aem khexe.

—AhÄ srSvtInI mUitRne AaxIvRcn.˜ AaxIvaRd ($p) vcn Ae!le AaxIvaRd -AaxIvaRd nmSkar kyÈ Ke. AaxIvaRd$p nmSkar kyÈ Ke. —laEikkmaH je srSvtInI mUitRÝisâ Ke te y=a=R n=I, te=I AhÄ tenuH y=a=R Sv$p v Rn kyuÅ Ke.˜

—je sMyG&an Ke, te j srSvtInI sTya=R mUitR Ke sacI mUitR to sMyG&an Ke,;temaH p` sMyG&anmaH p`' sHpU R&an to kevz&an Ke, ke jemaH svR pda=È ÝTyÙ waseKe. —te AnHt\mÈ siht AaTmtÀvne ÝTyÙ deqe Ke.˜ kevz&annI mUitR, kevz&an Sv$pAnHt \mÈ siht Aa„tÀv, potana tÀvne deqe Ke. ÝTyÙ deqe Ke kevz&anmaH te=I—te srSvtInI mUitR Ke,˜ te=I tene srSvtInI mUitR khevamaH Aave Ke.


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—tdŸnusar kevz&anne Anusare je ]ut&an Ke te AaTmtÀvne proÙ deqaDe Ke.˜p` AhÄya Ae qUbI Ke, Aola khe Ke ne ke kevz&annI ApeÙaAe to Êmbâ brabr Ke.rtncHdÒne khe Ke, kevz&annI ApeÙaAe Êmbâ brabr Ke. p` ]ut&annI ApeÙaAenhÄ. ]ut&an to Êm ne AÊm beyne Ô e Ke.

AaHhI te=I Aa AnusrIne xBd pD–o Ke. AenI ccaR mo!I AavI Ke. (pH.) fulcHdÒAeccaR krI Ke. Aem ke kevz&anna ihsabe ÔeAe to to ƒviS=t Ke-drek pda=RnI pyaRyÊmbâ Ke. je smye ßyaH hoy TyaH =ay. p` ]ut&anne ihsabe Aem nihH, kar`ke ]ut&anproÙ Ke, ma!e Aene to Êm ne AÊm bey hoy Aem khe Ke Ae loko. to kevz&an Anusarn =yuH. Ae to kLpnane Anusare =yuH. smÔy Ke? rtncHdÒ Aem khe Ke, b\ay Ae lokopHiDt same, kevz&anne ihsabe Êmbâ brabr Ke. vaH\o Aaqo Êmbâno hto phele=I,te @e@ ternI sal=I v`±ÒnI hare. Êmbâ nhÄ, Aek pKI Aek Aave p` Aa pKI Aa jhoy ne Aa j hoy Aem nhÄ. AhÄ to kevz&anne ihsabe to Aek pKI Aek je =vanI hoyte j =ay te Êmbâ Ke. p` ]ut&anmaH Ae loko (Ae) qaÌya ccaRmaH fer paDyo Ke. Aemke ]ut&an kevz&an Anusare nhÄ, Aene to KÍS= Ke ma!e Aene Êmsr p` hoy AneAÊme p` hoy. naQyuH Ke ne?

to AhÄ to khe Ke tdŸAnusar Ke ne? tdŸAnusar je ]ut&an, AenuH nam ]ut&ankhevay. kevz&anne Anusare khe, Ô e te ]ut&an khevay. kevz&anne Anusare nhÄ AnepotanI kLpna=I Ô`vanuH kre te ]ut&an n khevay, Ae to ku&an khevay. mo!o fer¦mo!o ferfar Ke. phelamaH j mo!o fer Ke, mo!o fer¦ vStu Ke Ae VyviS=t Ke p` Aeno hetuVyviS=t Ke. je smye =vanI te pyaRy =ay AaDI AvzI nhÄ Aeno hetu, ;AktaRp uH'Ke. pyaRynuH ktaRp uH nhÄ, pyaRy =ay Ke Aene kruH xuH? Ane AktaRpàno hetu &atap uH Ke.AktaR naiSt=I Ke, &ata AiSt=I Ke. Ô`nar deqnar Ke bs¦¦ je smye je ßyaH =ay,potanI pyaRy p` je smye =ay, tene te Ô`nar deqnar Ke, fervnar ke rcnar- nvuHrce Ke Aem nhÄ, nvuH rcay Ke j TyaH, Aene rcvuH pDtuH n=I. Aahaha¦ JI uH bhu¦ mo!IccaR halI pHiDtonI vCce... (]ota: wgvane kæuH Ke ke inyt ne Ainyt Ke)

kI\uH nhÄ? Êm ne AÊm Ke Aem kI\uH, Ae e ]utne ihsabe inyt Ainyt, Êm neAÊm Ke. kevz&annI ApeÙaAe inyt Ke. Aeno A=R xuH? ]ut&anI kevz&anne Anusaremane Ke ke potane Anusare mane Ke? mo!o fer, mo!o vaH\o TyaH hto ne?

AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke. kevz&anIAe AnHt \mRvazo Aa„a, je rIte Ke te rIte Ôeyo,Ô~yo Ae!le ke kevz&an p` srSvtInI mUitR Ke. 5` lexe 5`, kevz&an, ]ut&an AnevaÌ, srSvtInI mUitRna 5` Ýkar.. Aek to Aa lI\uH. ;tdŸ Anusar' kevz&anneAnusare vjn AaHhI Ke, (Ga/H=maH) ichney kyuÅ Ke TyaH. je ]ut&an Ke, te AaTmtÀvneproÙ deqe Ke. kevz&an Aa„tÀvne AnHt \mR siht, Êmsr =ta deqe Ke, Aem ]ut&an p`kevz&anne Anusare AnHt \mR siht tÀvne Êmsr =tI pyaRyne ]ut&an Ô e Ke, AavuH Ke.

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proÙ deqe Ke. pheluH Aap e AaƒuH'tuH k=HictŸ ÝTyÙ Ane k=HictŸ proÙ¦ ]ut&an.(kzx) phelamaH AaVyuH'tuH, nm: smysaraymaH kemke ]ut&an potane Ô e Ke wav]ut&an,AemaH prnI ApeÙa ragnI n=I Ae ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ Ke, Ane Ae pUr` Ôe xkta n=I,AsHQy Ýdex Ane AnHt gu Aam pUr` Ae ApeÙaAe Aam kevz&annI ApeÙaAe AeneproÙ Ke. k=HictŸ proÙ Ane k=HictŸ ÝTyÙ Aa rIte Ke. kevz&an svR ÝTyÙ j Ke, TyaH k=HictŸÝTyÙ Ane k=HictŸ proÙ TyaH n=I. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH yad rhe? AavuH Ke, Sv$p j AevuH Ke.

svR& wgvan, je K ãƒ Ke tenI je smye je pyaRy inym=I =ay tene te, te rItedeqe Ke. ]ut&anI, vzI inym=I deqe Ane Ainym=I deqe, inyt p` deqe Ane Ainytp` deqe, to kevz&an Anusar ]ut&an ræuH nhÄ, te ]ut&an j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ =oDo ferhoy p` AHdr fer Fò law = Ôy Ke, kemke Aa„a pote svR&Sv$pI j Ke. svRneÔ`nar Sv$pI j Ke. qreqr to Ae potanI pyaRyne rcuH AevuH y É–aH Ke TyaH? =ay Ketene Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem AnHt ãƒonI pyaRyne =ay Ke, tene Ô e Ke prne, Aem p`khevay ƒvhar=I, inüy=I to potanI pyaRyne Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

;Aa„tÀvne proÙ deqe Ke, te=I te p` srSvtInI mUitR Ke.' kevz&an AeksmymaH pUr` ÝTyÙ deqe ma!e te srSvtInI mUitR khevay, tdŸAnusar ]ut&anI p`proÙ deqe te=I tene p` srSvtInI mUitR khevay. Aola ANymitAo, mUitR khe Ke AenhÄ. mor _pr srSvtI be@I Ke ne srSvtI vIà vgaDe Ke ne Ae to b\I kLpnaAoKe, Aa to sMyG&an$pI srSvtI¦ je pU`R Sv$pne deqe ÝTyÙ Ane ]ut&an$pIproÙ b\uH deqe, proÙ p` deqe b\uH, Ae!le Aene p` AhÄya srSvtInI mUitR ]ut&anA$pI wavne proÙ srSvtI khI, kevz&anne ÝTyÙ srSvtI mUitR khI.

vzI, 5Ij¡H:- —ãƒ]ut vaÌ, vaÌne p` srSvtI khevamaH Aave Ke.˜ ãƒ]utAe!le vaÌ Ke Ae vcn$p Ke te p` tenI mUitR Ke. vaÌ, vItragnI vaÌ Ke, Ae p`&anInI vaÌ Ke Ae p` Aek mUitR Ke —kar` ke vcno äara Anek \mÈvaza˜ Aola Anek\mRne ÝTyÙ svR& deqta, ]ut&anI Anek \mRne proÙ deqta, —ãƒ]utmaH vaÌ äaraAnek \mRvaza Aa„ane te btave Ke Aa!lo fer. Aolo to deqe Ke Aa vaÌ deqe nhÄ,vaÌ btave Ke. vItragnI vaÌ ãƒ]ut je Ke Ae vcn$p Ke. te p` tenI mUitR Ke, kar`ke vcno äara Anek \mRvaza Aa„ane btave Ke, deqe Ke Ae AhÄ n levuH. vaÌ äara deqe KeAe nhÄ, btave Ke. pKI deqnaro deqe Ke vaÌnuH inim¿ Ke ne Ae j¡dI vat Ke.

—Aa rIte svR pda=Èna tÀvne jàvnarI,˜ svR pda=Èna tÀvne jàvnarI,pheluH Aa„ane kæuH'tuH, kæuH'tuH ne? pheluH kæuH svR pda=R —ÝTy"a wase Ke AnHt \mRsiht Aa„tÀvne ÝTyÙ deqe Ke kevz&anmaH Aem AaƒuH'tuH. svR pda=È ÝTyÙ wase Kete AnHt \mÈvaza siht Aa„tÀvne ÝTyÙ deqe Ke, Aem. Ane AhÄya svR pda=RnatÀvne jàvnarI. —&an$p,˜ kevz Ane ]ut Ane vcn$p AnekaHtmyI srSvtInImUitR Ke,˜ AnekaHtmy, Anek Sv$p Ke AnHt \mR Ke ne¦ ma!e AnekaHt kI\uH, AnekaHt, Anek


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AHt- Anek \mR. Aa„amaH AnHt \mR Ke Ane ÝTyek pda=RmaH AnHt \mR Ke. te AnHt \mRneÔ`narI Ane khenarI Aene AhÄya srSvtInI mUitR khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha¦

—te=I srSvtIna nam vaÌ, wartI, xarda, vaGdevI Aave Ke ne¦ [Tyaid FàHkhevamaH Aave Ke.˜ Aa srSvtInI mUitR AnHt \mÈne ;SyatŸ' pd=I Aek \m±maH,ApeÙaAe Aek vStumaH, Aivro\p e sa\e Ke, inTy Ke tene AinTy sa\e Ke, AinTy Ke teneinTy sa\e Ke, kaym rhe ma!e inTy Ke, pl!e ma!e AinTy Ke, Aem Anek \mÈne te srSvtIsa\e Ke. Aahaha¦ te=I te sTya=R Ke, te=I kevz&an, ]ut&an Ane vaÌ 5 ey sTya=RKe. kemke te AnHt \mÈna \rnar ãƒne AnHt \mR$pe Ke tem AnekaHt, Anek \mR$pe btaveKe, Ô e Ke Ane btave Ke, ma!e te srSvtI sTya=R Ke.

—ke!laHk ANyvadIAo srSvtInI mUitRne bIÒ rIte S=ape Ke, p` te pda=Rne sTya=RkhenarI n=I.˜vStu je e ÔÌ n=I. jeno svR& Svwav, Aa„ano svR& Svwav j Kebs¦ svRne Ô`vuH, AwvI ho ke wvI b\ano Svwav, svR& xiÉt Ane svR& Sv$p jAa„a Ke. Ô`vuH Ae!luH AenuH Sv$p Ke. konuH krvuH ke ko=I potamaH krvuH, AevuH AenuH Sv$pKe j nhÄ. Ô`vuH- svR Ô`vuH. Aahaha¦ bIÒ rIte khe te sTya=R n=I.

—ko ÝÆ kre ke Aa„ane AnHt \mRvazo kæo Ke to temaH AnHt \mÈ Éya ÉyaKe?˜ AnHt \mR kæa-\mR xBde Aa„aAe \arI raqela gu Ane pyaRy Aene \mR khevamaHAave Ke. AhÄ ;sMyGdxRn&an cair5no \mR Ae nhÄ, Aa„aAe Ane pda=eR pote potanaHgu Ane pyaRyne \arI raQya ma!e tene \mR khevay Ke. \m±Ae AnHt \mRne \arI raQyaKe. Ae!le ke AnHt gu Ane AnHt pyaRyne \arI raQya Ke. Aahaha¦

teno _¿r:- Éya Éya \mÈ? vStumaH stŸp uH-drek vStu Ke Ae potap e Ke. stŸ Ke.AiStpè mojUd cIj Ke, vStup uH Ke AemaH potanuH Ýyojn isâ kre AevuH vStup uH Ke.potanI pyaRyne isâ kre pote, AevuH drek vStunuH vStup uH Ke, ;Ýmeyp uH' (Ke). drek pda=R&anna &ey$pe =ay, Ýma`maH Ýmey$pe =ay Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Ýma` &anmaHÝmey$pe, &ey$pe =ay Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aava b\a xBdo AÔ~ya ne ;Ýdexp uH'drek pda=RmaH Ýdex Ke, AHx, AHx Ke. wle prma u Ke p` AemaH Aek AHx Ke ne Ae?

ÒvmaH AsHQy Ýdex Ke, AakaxmaH AnHt Ýdex Ke, \maRiSt, A\maRiStmaH AsHQy(Ýdex) Ke, p` Ýdexp uH Ae Aeno \mR, \arI raqelo Ke Ýdexp uH AevuH \arI raqeluH tÀvKe, AevuH ANymtmaH ÉyaHy n=I. AsHQy ÝdexI Ane AnHt ÝdexI, Òv AsHQy ÝdexI (Ke)AevuH ÉyaHy n=I. Aa AsHQy ÝdexI \arI raQyo Ke Aa„aAe Aevo Aek Aeno \mR Ke.;cetnp uH' ÒvmaH cetnp uH Ae Aeno Svwav Ke. AÒvmaH Acetnp uH Ae Aeno SvwavKe. ;mUitRkp uH' jDmaH mUitRkp uH Ae Aeno Svwav Ke. ;AmUitRkp uH' Aa„a Ane \maRiStAaidmaH AmUitRkp uH Ae to Aena gu Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke?

—Ane te gu onuH, te AnHt gu onuH, 5 ey kaze smy-smyvt± pir`mn =vuH,Aahaha¦ te pyaRy Ke Ae p` Aeno \mR Ke. drek ãƒno AnHt gu p` Aeno \mR Ae!le

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\arI raqelo Ke Ane drek ãƒ 5 e kaze smy smymaH pir`mn kre te=I teno pyaRy p`teno \mR Ke, Ae pyaRy prne lne =ay Ke Aem n=I. cahe to ivkarI hoy ke AivkarI pÀenae pir`mnno pyaRy Aeno potano \mR Ke. smÔ uH kaH? pKI kmRne lne ivkar=ay ne AaTmane lne kmR bH\ay ne Ae vat rhetI n=I. svR&ne lne xuH =ay? potpotana AaTmane lne potanuH &an =ay Ke.

AhÄ vaÌne inim¿ khexe, inim¿ khexe p` inim¿no A=R: Ae kaH Aena=I =ayKe Aem n=I. vaÌ inim¿ Ke te=I tene sda Ýkax$p rho AevuH AaxIvRcn, AaxIvRcnAe!le AaxIvaRd khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Aahahaha¦ KeLlo bol l lexe. sda Ýkax$p rho.KeLlo bol lexe. mUz to Aa khIne Ae khevu Ke ne¦ kevz&an p` sda Ýkax$p rho¦]ut&an p` sda Ýkax$p rho Ane vaÌ p` vStune btavvamaH sda Ýkax$p rho¦Aahaha¦ Ae AaxIvRcn Ke. Ke?

—je AnHt pyaRy Ke,˜ vzI vStumaH Aekp uH drek cIj vStu trIke Aek Ke Ane gupyaRy trIke Anek Ke. Ae p` AenaH \mR Ke. \arI raqelo (Ae!le) Aek Ane Anek \arIraqelo wav Ke. wav kho ke \mR kho. sMyGdxRn &ancair5 Ae \mR Ae ATyare vat n=I.AhÄ to \arI raqe Ae \mR bs¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

—Aekp uH, Anekp uH, inTyp uH, AinTyp uH,˜ drek vStu kaym rhevanI ApeÙaAeinTy Ke Ane pl!vanI ApeÙaAe AinTy Ke, Ae p` Aeno Svwav Ane \mR Ke, Ae pl!vuHne kaym rhevuH Ae prne lne n=I, Aeno potano \mR Ke. Aahahaha¦ AhÄya to Aenopotano te te smye AnHt gu Ane te te gu nI pyaRy pKI ivk<t ke Aivk<t gme te, tesmye =ay te teno \arelo \mR Aeno Ke. prne lne nhÄ. AenuH potanuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke.Aahahaha¦

(Ae loko) AekaHt Ke, Aem khe Ke. kmR=I ivkar =ay, kmRne lne rqDe Ke. Aap`nekem kevz&an n=I =tuH? ke kmRne lne. Aa to ãƒkmRne lne, AhÄ to khe Ke. AolI&anmtI Ke ne Aek, car AnuyognuH Aek puStk Kape Ke ne? sMyG&an-AemaH Aem lqe Ke,kem (Aap`ne kevz&an) n=I =tuH? kmRne lne Aap`ne kevz&an =tuH n=I. tdŸn qo!Ivat Ke. potanI pyaRy te te kaze te smye potanI yoGyta=I \arelI =ay Ke, prne lne nhÄAne prno Awav =ay to AhÄ =ay Ae p` nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aevo j drek pda=Rno AnHtgu Ane AnHtI pyaRyne raqe- \are- kre Aevo Aeno Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke?

;wedp uH' drek vStumaH gu pyaRy te wed Ke, Ane vStu trIke Awed Ke, Ae p` Aeno\mR Ke. —wedp uH Awedp uH —xuâp uH Axuâp uH Aa„a (ãVye) xuâ hoy Ke Ane pyaRyeAxuâ prma uAomaH p` Aem hoy Ke. prma u Aeklo hoy to xuâ Ke Ane ivwav$pe be-5` car (prma u wegaH) =ay to AenI pyaRy ivwav$pe pota=I =ay Ke Ae p` Axuâ=ay Ke, pota=I Ke. Aevo Axuâpàno Aeno potano \mR Ke. xuâ Axuâ Aaid Anek \mÈKe —te samaNy$p \mÈ to vcngocr Ke ke!lak qas kheva layk jeva to vcn gMy


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Ke-p` ke!laHk to khI xkay nhÄ Aevay gu o Ke. drek ãƒmaH AnHt samaNy gu o Ke,AiStTv Aaid Ane AnHt ivxeØ gu o Ke, cetn Acetn Aaid Aeva AnHta\mÈ Ke AekãƒmaH, AnHt samaNy Ke, Ane AnHt ivxeØ Ke.

—AhÄ samaNy$p\mÈ to vcngMy Ke p` bIÔ ivxeØ$p \mÈ to vcnno ivØyn=I Aeva p` AnHt \mÈ Ke.˜ vcn=I n khI xkay¦ vaÌ jD Ke, Ýwu cEtNy Ke.\maRiSt Aaid Ae p` b\a A$pI Ke, prma u Aaid $pI Ke. Aeva p` AnHt \mÈ Ke—je &angMy Ke.˜ &an ÔÌ xke Ke, p` vaÌ äara AenI ivxeØtaAo wed paDIne p<=kp<=k khI xke AevI takat vaÌmaH n=I. samaNy khI xke, ivxeØna Ýkaro khI xke nhÄ,KtaH &an gMy Ke. vaÌ äara ivxeØ khevay nhÄ, KtaH &angMy &anmaH jày Aeva Ke.Aahaha¦

—Aa„a p` vStu Ke te=I temaH p` potana AnHt \mÈ Ke ke!laHk samaNy khIxkay Ke, ke!laHk khI xkata n=I, KtaH &angMy vStu Ke Aeva AnHt \mÈ Aa„amaH p`Ke. vStu Aek, \mR AnHt, AnHt gu Ane AnHtI pyaRy. Aahaha¦ ;Aek' p` \mR Ke,;Anek' p` \mR Ke. ;inTy' p` Ke, ;AinTy' p` Ke, ;wed' p` Ke ;Awed' p` Ke.;samaNy' p` Ke. ;ivxeØ' p` Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu !UHkamaH sHkeLyuH Ke. —Aa„ana AnHt\mÈmaH cetnp uH Asa\ar` \mR Ke,˜ bIÔH AnHta gu o Ke \mR. p` cetnp uH Asa\ar`Ke, Ae!le ke bIÔH gu o cetnpè n=I. potamaH p` AnHt gu o Ke. p` cetn (maH) toÔ`vuH deqvuH Ae j be \mR Ke AevaH bIÔH AnHta gu omaH Ae n=I te=I cetnpùH AeAsa\ar` nam bIÔmaH n=I, bIÔe Aevo n=I. bIÔmaH n=I, bIÔe Aevo n=I. ma!ecetnne, Ke ne? Asa\ar` \mR (kæo) Ke.

Aa„anI AHdrmaH cetnp uH Asa\ar` \mR Ke, Asa\ar` Ae!le ke Aek j Ae vStuKe, AemaH AnHt \mR Ke Ae maHylo bIÔe ko Aa cetn n=I. tem Ae cetn bIÔ cetnmaH KeAe cetn Aa cetn n=I. AenuH cetn AenamaH Ane AanuH cetn AanamaH Ke. Aahaha¦

AavI SvtH5ta Ke¦ drek ãƒey SvtH5, gu ey SvtH5, pyaRy te te Ù e =tI pyaRyAe p` Aeno potano \mR Ke ma!e SvtH5 Ke, Aene prnI ko ApeÙa n=I. Aahahaha¦ AapanuH êcuH =vuH Aam Aene Aa AaHgzInI ApeÙa n=I. Aeno pyaRy \mR j te vqte te Ýkare=vano Ke. Aahaha¦ pyaRy SvtH5 Ke ;pre Ôy te pyaRy' Aek j e vzI AevuH naQyuH'tHu;tÀv' maH AaƒuH'tHu-pre Ôy te pyaRy, Aola bHsI\rÒAe F uH krIne naQyu'tuH, preÔy te Ae pyaRy nhÄ. pyaRy, potano te smynI AvS=a _Tpþ =vanI yoGyta Ke,potane kar e cahe to ivkar$p ho ke cahe to Aivkar$p ho. p` te te smynI =vanIte pyaRynI yoGytano \mR potano pota=I potamaH Ke. qreqr to K Ae ãƒnI pyaRyØ!Ÿkark$pe pir`me tene prnI ApeÙa to n=I p` tene potana ãƒ gu nI ApeÙa n=I.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? smÔy Ke kaH?

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pot potanI pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkarkp e ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan, Ai\kr` Aena=Ite pyaRy SvyH isâ prnI ApeÙa ivna Ane ãƒ ne gu na Aa]y Ane Aa\ar ivna,Ø!Ÿkark$pe pir`mvuH Aevo Aeno pyaRyno \mR Ke. (ij&asa: Aa\ar Ke ke nhÄ mharaj)Aa\ar Ae pyaRyno Aa\ar pyaRy, gu no Aa\ar n=I AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ AevuH Ke Ae(pHCaaiStkay) bas@ ga=amaH AaVyuH Ke ne? TyaH ccaR ='tIne v`±ÒnI hare bas@ga=a, ivkar Ke Ae Ø!ŸkarknuH pir`mn Svt: Ke jene pr karknI ApeÙa n=I. ivkarnepotamaH =vamaH Ø!Ÿkarko: ktaR kmR, pyaRy ktaR, pyaRy kayR, pyaRy sa\n kr`, pyaRysHÝdan, pyaRy Apadan, pyaRy Ai\kr`, Aene pr sa\nnI to ApeÙa n=I p` ãƒgu nI ApeÙa n=I, AakruH pD–uH'tuH Aem kæuH Tyare, Aek (pH.) fulcHdÒAe kbUl kyuÅ htuH,(pH.) fUlcHdÒ khe ke SvamIÒ Aam khe Ke. inüy=I ivkarna Ø!Ÿkarko pyaRyna pyaRymaHpotana kar e =ay Ke, prna karknI tene ApeÙa n=I. prna karò ktaR kmRnI teneApeÙa n=I-Aahaha¦ Aa to ternI salnI tkrar-AekvIs vØR =ya.

bakI AhÄ 5IÒ salmaHy ccaR = htI, pHiDto b\a wega =ya'tane b5Is-te5Is. ivät pirØd wrI'tIne 5IÒ sal Aene Aek5Is vØR =ya. Ae vqte Aek pHiDthto mheNã. mheNã ne? gujrI gyo, ko`? nam? mheNã. mheNã pHiDt hto Ae svR&p uHnhota manta Aem ke pyaRy =ay, Ae prnI ApeÙa hoy to =ay. kI\uH AhÄ to prnIApeÙa to nhÄ p` potana ãƒ-gu nI ApeÙa nhÄ. pHiDtÒ AavuH Ke. Ae nhota manta.Ae llItpurmaH bhu ccaR = htI, llItpurmaH Ae e saHwzeluH nhÄ Ane bharnI vatosaHwzI. ne AemaH jrI...

AavuH prm sTy prma„a, i5lokna= tI=ÅkrnuH kheluH, svR&=I Ô eluH, ÔeyeluH,ÝTyÙ =yeluH Ane vaÌ vaÌne kar e ÝTyÙ nIkzI. vaÌne kar e nIkzI kaH wgvansvR& Ke ma!e vaÌ nIkzI Aemey nhÄ-Aahaha¦ kar` ke vaÌna xBdo Ke prma uH AenIvaÌ$pe pyaRy, Ø!Ÿkark$pe pyaRy ktaR, pyaRy kmR, pyaRy kr` sa\n, waØanI pyaRy,pyaRy=I =ay Ke¦ AavI vat. ho@=I nhÄ, AaTma=I nhÄ, CKa=I nhÄ, Ae waØanI pyaRywaØana prma u=I ye nhÄ, Aam Ke. pyaRyna Ø!Ÿkark stŸ Ke ne¦ ãƒ stŸ, gu stŸ,pyaRy stŸ, stŸ Ke tene hetunI j$r n hoy. SvyHisâ stŸ potanI ApeÙa=I stŸ Ke. prnelne pyaRy Ke nhÄ, bhuH AakruH pD–uH. AekaHt lage ne Aam lage-Aahaha¦

—AaTmamaH AnHt \mÈmaH cetnpùH qas \mR Ke. Aek Asa\ar`- qas Aek jAe \mR Aeno Ke.˜ cair5, ]âa, AiStTv, vStuTv, smikt Aaid b\I pyaRyo Ke gu o Kep` Ae gu o potane Ô`ta n=I. &an gu j pote potane Ô e Ke ne prne Ô e Ke.Aahahaha¦ AavuH vStunuH Sv$p Ke Lyo¦ Aa„ana AnHt \mÈmaH, AnHt gu ne pyaRymaHcetnp uH qas \mR Ke —bIÔ Acetn ãƒomaH n=I. sÔtIy Òv ãƒo AnHt Ke,˜ bIÔAa„aAo p` AnHt Ke. —KtaH temnamaHy Ôeke cetnpùH Ke, to p` saEnuH cetnpùH injSv$pe j¡duH j¡duH Ke.˜ AanuH cetnp uH Ane bIÔ Aa„anuH cetnp uH iwþ iwþ Ke. Aana


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cetnpàne lne AenuH cetnp uH Ke Aem n=I Ane Aena Caetnpàne lne AhÄyanuHCaetnp uH Ke Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavuH SvtH5 ãƒnuH Sv$p Ke. Aene Ô e nih Ane \mR= Ôy Aene¦ Aahaha¦ prnI dya pazo, v/t kro, Apvas kro, Ae to b\o rag Ke AnektaRp uH mane Ke Ae to im+yaTv Ke. ragnuH ktaRp uH &anne sÇpe, &an Sv$p to Ô e Ke, AenuHSv$p cetn- Ô`vuH Ke. Ô`narne sÇpe krvanuH Ae to im+yaTv Ke. Aahaha¦

;sÔtIy' potanI Ôtna- ;Òv ãƒo AnHt Ke.' te temnamaH Ôe ke cetnpùH Keb\amaH, to p` saEnuH cetnpùH inj Sv$pe j¡duH j¡duH kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ kar` ke drek ãƒneÝdexwed hova=I —drekna AHxo, Ýdex iwþ Ke.˜ Aahaha¦ konuH komaH wztuH n=I,AnHt AaTmaAomaH drekmaH cetnpùH hova KtaH, potana ÝdexmaH rhe Ke. kona ÝdexomaHte cetnpùH ÔtuH n=I. potana ÝdexmaH rheluH cetnpùH pr ÝdexmaH ÔtuH n=I prnaÝdexmaH rheluH cetnpùH AhÄya AavtuH n=I. kho AavuH to smÔy AevI vat Ke. AekklakmaH ke!luH yad raqvuH? Aa to sadI waØa Ke, Aa kae bhu kDk-kDk waØa n=I.

—Aa cetnp uH potana AnHt \mÈmaH Vyapk Ke, Ke? cetnp uH potana AnHt gu oKe ne AaTmana AemaH Vyapk Ke, Ýsrel Ke. VyaPy Ke te=I tene AaTmanuH tÀv kæuH Ke.Aa„anuH tÀv Ae kemke cetn AnHt \mRmaH ƒaPyuH Ke ma!e cetnne Aa„anuH tÀv kæuH KeAem. cetnpùH potano Aek Asa\ar` tÀv Ke Ane te cetn AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH Ke,ƒapeluH Ke ma!e cetnne Aa„anuH tÀv khevamaH AaƒuH Ke. (hve Ae Alg Alg kEse AaƒuH.ƒaPy kEse =ya¦) Vyapel Ke ne (ƒaPy to hE) Ae AsHQy ÝdexmaH ƒapeluH Ke ne Ae!luH.(p` Aa AsHQy Ýdex) Ae nhÄ. Aeno Ýdexno Svwav Aek ÝdexmaH AnHt gu o Aeksa=e rhela Ke Ae ApeÙaAe ƒapel Ke.

ßyaH &an Ke TyaH dxRn Ke, TyaH AanHd Ke, te te ÝdexmaH AnHta Aam ƒapel Ke. Aecetn AnHt gu omaH ƒapk Ke, ma!e cetnne Aa„anuH tÀv kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ iwþ iwþgu o hova KtaH cetn tÀv AnHt gu maH ƒaPyuH Ke ne Aam¦ ßyaH ]âa Ke TyaHy cetnKe, cair5 Ke TyaHy cetn Ke, AiStTv Ke TyaHy cetn Ke, CaetnpùH. wle Ae cetnp uHAiStTvp e wle =tuH n=I p` AenaH AnHta \mÈmaH cetnp uH ÝsrI rheluH Ke ne¦ Aam Ke.

Aa to tÀv&anno ivØy Ke. x$Aat j Ke bIÔ loknI hÒ to cale Ke. Aaha¦frIne, —Aa cetnpùH potana AnHt \mÈmaH ƒapk Ke,˜ ƒapk Ke, pr$pe =yuH Ke

Aem AhÄ n=I, Aam Ýsrel Ke. ßyaH AanHd Ke TyaH cetn Ke. AiStTv Ke TyaHy cetn KeAe!luH. Ae cetn Ke Ae AiStTv$pe =yuH Ke ke AiStTv Ke Ae cetn$pe =yuH Ke Aem nhÄ, pÀe b\a AnHt gu omaH cetn Aam ÝsreluH Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe tene Aa„anuH tÀv khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahaha¦ sa\ar` ma`sne AWyas n mze Ane AekeiNãya- beiNãya-i5iNãya krI CKaim piDkm u mo#e krI naqe, samaiyk krI naqe, = ræuH Ôv¦ bapuvStu, AhÄ to —AnHt \mR StTvH Aem xBd Ke ne? mUz lokmaH, Ke ne? AnHt\mR StTvH Ae xBd Ke ne pheluHpd-;pXyNtI ÝTygŸAaTmnmŸ' AenI VyaQya krI Ke-

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;AnHt \mR StTvH pXyNtI.' Ae AnHt \mÈmaH ƒapeluH cEtNy tÀv Aem, ;pXyNtI' Aeb\ane deqe Ke.

svR& b\ane, (Ô e) ne ]ut &an b\ane (Ô e) ne vaÌ b\ane khe Ke, Aem. AeAnHt \mR StTvHnI ƒaQya krI. Aahaha¦ pheluH pd Ke AenuH ke Aa„amaH AnHt \mÈAe!le gu Ane pyaRy Ke, temaH cEtNy tÀv Ke Ae b\ay gu o, pyaRymaH ÝsrelaH Ke, AamrheluH Ke. bIÔ gu pyaRy $pe =yaH Ke Aem nhÄ. bIÔ gu onI pyaRy$pe Caetnno gu nepyaRy =yo Ke Aem nhÄ. p` b\a gu o ne pyaRymaH Aam cetnpùH VyapIne ÝsrI rheluHKe Ae ApeÙaAe tene AaTmanuH cetn tÀv kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ AnHt \mR StTvH. smÔ uH kaH?

AamaH to AHdr lQya Ke Aena A=R Ke. same puStk to pD–uH Ke. Aahaha¦ ke!lI sadIwaØaAe jycHd pHiDte lQyuH Ke Aa. phelana pHiDt jycHã pHiDt, rajmLlÒ pHiDt,!oDrmlÒ, bnarsIdas bhu F uH kam krI gya. bhu kam krI gya. m|yS=, sTy htuHAe AaPyuH bhar. kono pÙ nih. ATyare Aek pHiDt khe ke inim¿=I =ay. bIÔe khe keinim¿=I n =ay, inim¿ hoy p` Aena=I =ay nhÄ, hve vaH\a¦ Aek pHiDt khe ƒvhar=Iinüy =ay, bIÔe khe ke wa ƒvhar hoy qro, ivØy Ke ma!e ƒvhar hoy p` Aena=Iinüy =ay Aem nhÄ. kar` ƒvhar rag ne du:q Ke Ane \mR Ke Ae suq Ke, du:q=I suq=ay nhÄ. Aa vaH\a mo!a Lyo, xuH =ay? (Ae Ôerdar hoy AenI sama vaH\a hoy) Aave,Aave, vaH\a hoy¦ kre kre hve smatuH Ôy Ke =oDuH =oDuH =oDuH bhar vaHce Ke ne loko vaHce Ke.vIs laq puStk bhar pDI gya, laQqo hÒ iwþ iwþ Ôt=I Kpay Ke. bhar pDe Ke.AhÄ ÉyaH qangI raQyuH Ke vat. Aek j puStk ÉyaH Ke-AhÄ to vIs laq puStk Ke. kroDo$ipyana to puStk = gya Ke. kroDona mHidro = gya Ke. kroDona AhÄ mkan Aaid= gya. Aa kaH gupt n=I. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to AnHt \mR HStÀvH phelo xBd Ke Aeno qulaso kyÈ ke cetnne AnHt \mRnuHtÀv kem kæuH? ke cetn Ke Ae Asa\ar` Ke, bIÔe gu AemaH n=I tem Aa cetn bIÔmaHn=I, Aek vat Ane Ae cetn potana AnHt \mÈmaH ÝsreluH Ke, ƒapeluH Ke. AnHt \mR$pe=yuH Ke Aem nhÄ p` AnHt \mRmaH ƒapeluH Ke, Ae ApeÙaAe cetnne Aa„tÀv khevamaHAave Ke. Aaha¦

—tene Aa srSvtInI mUitR deqe Ke,˜ ÔeyuH? kone? Aa„tÀvne-kya tÀvne? kecetn tÀvne-kevuH cetn tÀv? ke AHdrmaH ƒapk Ke AnHt \mRmaH tene. Aeva cEtNy tÀvnesvR&nI pyaRy deqe Ke, ]ut&annI pyaRy deqe Ke, vaÌ Aene deqaDe Ke. Aahaha¦ tene —AasrSvtI deqe Ke Ane deqaDe Ke Ae vaÌ, kevz&an Ane ]ut&an deqe Ke Ane vaÌ AenedeqaDe Ke.

—Ae rIte Aena=I svR ÝaÌAonuH kLya` =ay Ke,˜ ÔeyuH? Aahaha¦ AnHt \mR StTvHpXyNtI ÝTygŸ AaTmnmŸ. Aahaha¦ Ae kæuH ne? AnekaHtmyI mUitR inTymev ÝkaxtamŸinTy Ýkaxo. kevz&an kaym Ýg! rho, ]ut&an sa\kp e kaym rho Ane vaÌ tene


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btavnarI p` jgtmaH kaym rho-Aahaha¦;Ae rIte Aena=I svR ÝaÌnuH kLya` =ay Ke.' ÔeyuH? kevz&an=I kLya` =ay Ke,

]ut&an=I =ay Ke, Ane vaÌnuH inim¿ Ke. inim¿ Ke, inim¿=I kLya` =ay Ke. =ay Kepota=I p` AemaH vaÌnuH inim¿ Ke te=I Aene p` kLya`nuH kar` khevamaH AaƒuH Ke.inim¿no A=R Ae!lo Ke ke Ke Ae cIj. p` Ae prmaH krtI hE ne prne kaH kre Ke, to Aeinim¿ j rhetuH n=I to Ae _padan = Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Nyay=I vStu iS=it Ke AemAe e Ô`vI Ôexe ne?

Ae rIte Aena=I svR ÝaÌAonuH kLya` =ay Ke-@Ik¦ AhÄ to svR ÝaÌAonuHAena=I kLya` =ay Ke. kLya` =naranuH kLya` =ay Ke to svR ÝaÌAonuH Aena=I jkLya` =ay Ke. krnara kre Ke, svR& b\anuH kLya` kevz&an, ]ut&an Ane vaÌ.Aahaha¦ ma!e svR ÝaÌAonuH kLya` =ay Ke, —ma!e sda Ýkax$p rho,˜ Aem Ke ne KeLloxBd j¡Ao Ýkaxtam Ke ne? —inTymev ÝkaxtamŸ Cao=uH pd Ke inTym Aev sda jÝkaxman, sda j inTymŸ ;Aev' Aev Ae!le inüy, inTy j, Ýkaxman, kevz&aninTy Ýkaxman rho, ]ut&an inTy Ýkaxman rho, Ane je cEtNy tÀvne potana AnHt\mRmaH ƒapeluH Ke, ma!e tene cEtNyne Aa„tÀv kæuH. tene deqaDnarI vaÌ p` sdaÝkaxman rho, Ae inim¿=I Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

no pkDa uH hoy to ra5e ÝÆ Ke (ÝÆ pUKxuH to AmarI pol qUlI =xe) pol qUlI=xe to SpÚ =ay AemaH xuH Ke? polmaH pakuH = Ôy, polmaH pakuH = Ôy-pol qUlI= Ôy to pol pakI = Ôy (Aap ÔÌ Ôv) Aem ke |yan raqIne saHwzta n=IAem pol qUlI Ôy. AÔÌ cIj Ke Ae!le jrI n'y pkDay Aene. Aa to AlaEikk vatuHKe bapu. Aahahaha¦

—sda Ýkax$p rho AevuH AaxIvaRd$p vcn tene kæuH Ke Aahaha¦ jgmohnlalAem khe Ke, mo!a puruØo nana puruØone AaxIvaRd kem Aape? Aem khe Ke-vaÌ Ke Ae nanIKe Ane mo!a puruØo Aene, kem AaxIvaRd Aape? p` Aeno A=R Ae, rho. Aa Ýkax rho Aem,AemaH Aevo A=R lQyo Ke j¡Ao¦ Aano A=R kyÈ Ke ne?

hve Ae be lok =ya-nm:smysaray Ae lok =yo Ane ;AnHt\mR StTvH' Aelok =yo. be lok =ya. Ae!le Aek devno lok =yo, Aek vaÌno =yo, xaÏno. devAne xaÏ beno =yo. hve devxaÏguÌ tIn. hve ræa guÌ. Ae pote guÌ Ke Ae!le potanIvat n krta, pote !Ika krnar Ke. Aahaha¦ to !Ika krta AmaruH guÌp uH, je muinp uHKe xuâ AenI v<iâ =Ôe, Aem khexe. waØa Aem lexe !Ika krtaH, smßyane? smysarƒaQya Aev, ;Aev' xBd Ke, ;Aev' p` Aeno A=R smysar ƒaQyana kazmaH nhÄto Aam to Ke ke !Ika smysar ƒaQya Aev- smysarnI !Ika krvana kazmaH !Ikavqte AmarI xuiâ =Ôe, Ane Axuiâ jÔe Aeno A=R ke huH smysarnI !Ika krIx TyaremaruH vl` ãƒna |yey \/uv _pr rhexe kaym, Ae=I Axuiâ !zxe Ane xuiâ v\xe.

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smÔùH? Aahahahaha¦ kar` ke !Ika vqte l"a maruH Ôer to \/uv _pr rhe Ke. i5kazImarI ¹iÚno ivØy |a/uv Ke, Ae kdI qsto n=I. gme te vqtnuH &an Ane gme te vaÌ ho,p` je \/uv inTyanHd Ýwu tena _pr AmarI ¹iÚnuH pir`mn =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦

|yanmaH jene Ame |yey bnaƒuH Ke, Ae |yey kdI qsxe nhÄ¦ Aahaha¦ te=I !Ika=IwaØa Aem Aavxe. smysar ƒaQya Aev, smysarnI !Ika=I j, !Ika=I j Aem Aavxe.p` Aeno A=R Aevo Ke ke smysarnI !Ikana kazmaH. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ ke AmaruH lÙTyaH \/uv _pr \ara lagI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae=I Amne !Ika krvana kazmaH Axuiâ Ke tenonax =xo Ane xuiâ Ýg! =xo. ivxeØ VyaQya krxe.

Ýma` vcn guÌdev....

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loka=R:- ]ImanŸ Am<tcHã AacayR khe Ke ke:- (smysarVyaQyya Ov) Aasmysar (xuâa„a t=a g/H=) nI ƒaQya (k=nI t=a !Ika) =I j (mm AnuwUte:)marI AnuwUitnI A=aRtŸ Anuwvn$p pirìtnI (prmivxuiâ:) prm ivxuiâ(smSt ragaid ivwavpirìt riht _Tk<Ú inmRzta) (wvtu) =aAo. kevI Kete pirìt? (prpirìtheto: mohnaMn: AnuwavatŸ) prpirìtnuH kar` jemoh namnuH kmR tena Anuwav (-_dy$p ivpak) ne lI\e (AivrtmŸ AnuwaVy-VyaiPt-kLmaiØtaya:) je Anuwaƒ (ragaid piràmo) nI ƒaiº Ke tena=IinrHtr kLmaiØt (melI) Ke. Ane huH kevo KuH? (xuâicNmaZmUteÅ:) ãƒ¹iÚ=I xuâcEtNyma5 mUitR KuH.

wava=R:- AacayR khe Ke ke xuâãƒai=Rk nynI ¹iÚAe to huH xuâ cEtNyma5mUitR KuH. prHtu marI pirìt mohkmRna _dynuH inim¿ pamIne melI Ke-ragaidSv$p= rhI Ke. te=I xuâ Aa„anI k=nI$p je Aa smysar g/H= Ke tenI !Ika krvanuHfz Ae cahuH KuH ke marI pirìt ragaid riht = xuâ =aAo, mara xuâ Sv$pnIÝaiº =aAo. bIÔuH kaH p`-Qyait, law, pUÔidk-cahto n=I. Aa Ýkare AacayeR

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smysar 5IÔe kzx Ke. be = gyane? 5IÔe kzx, nm: smysaray Ae lok= gyo AemaH p` svR&p uH isâ kyuÅ. svRwavaHtriCKde AaƒuH ne? qreqr to ÒvnosvR& Svwav Ke AemaH=I b\I vato Ýisâ =ay Ke. svR& Svwav Ke, ;&' Svwav kho,svR& kho Ae Svwav ne AenuH Sv$p Ke. to Sv$p Ke to Ae Ýg! =ay Ke. SvanuwUTyackaste- potanI AnuwUitnI iÊya=I te svR&p uH Ke, Ae Ýg! =ay Ke. TyaHy svR&p uHisâ kyuÅ, AnHt \mR StÀvH, maHy svR& (p uH) isâ kyuÅ, kemke cEtNy tÀv je &aykwav,Ae b\a \mÈmaH potamaH ƒapk Ke. Aem khIne Aene jEn AaTmtÀv kæuH'tuH CaEtNyne.

Ae p` CaEtNy Ae!le Svwav &ayk, ;&' Svwav Ae ;&' Svwav, svR&Svwav, potana svR \maeRmaH Vyapk Ke, Ae p` TyaH j Ae isâ kyuÅ, Sv$p svR& AneÝg! svR&.

AhÄya to ivcar xuH Aaƒo ivxeØ ke svR& Svwav Ke, Ae fkt Ô`nar deqnarAeno Svwav Ke. Ae!le Aa Êmbâ je khevay Ke Êmbâ Ae Êmbâno in`Ry Ke AeAktaRpàmaH =ay Ke, krvuH n=I Aene, Ô`vuH Ke, Êmsr pyaRy =ay Ke ãƒnI potanIp` AemaH AenuH kt<RTv n=I, Êmsr =ay Aene kt<RTv xuH krvuH (xuH)? AemaH p` AktaRpùHisâ krI Ane AiSt=I Ae p` &atapùH j isâ kyuÅ Ke. TyaH p` svR& SvwavI, Ýg!pyaRymaH svR& Ane xiÉt$p svR& Ae isâ kyuÅ Ke. kemke ßyaH pr vStu ke potanIpyaRynuH ke ragaidnuH krvuH n=I ßyaH, TyaH AktaRpùH Ke, Ae!le ke &atapùH Ke. Ae&atapàno Svwav Aeno Anuwv =vo Ae sMyGdxRn Ane AenuH Ýg!pùH pyaRymaH=vuH svR& SvwavnuH, Ae svR& dev Sv$p Ke, Ane Ae svR&ne, Sv$p svR& Ke Aene Ýg!krvane sa\e Ke, SvanuwUTya Ae guÌ Ke. AemaH dev Aaƒa, guÌ Aaƒa Ane AemnI jevaÌ Ke Ae xaÏ Ke, p` AhÄ vaÌ ne !IkanI ƒaQya Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ke? AevaÌ je Ke svR&nI Ae vaÌmaH p` svR&pùH j isâ krvuH Ke prnuH AktaRpùH AneSvnuH &atapùH, Ae isâ krvuH Ke.

hve Ae vaÌ kevI Ke Ane Ae vaÌ=I huH !Ika kruH KuH, to Ae fzne cahe Ke, to ÊmbâKe ne fzne cahe Ke? Aeno A=R j Ae Ke ke maruH Sv$pj.. khexe

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Aaha¦ NyaHy xuâ icnŸma5 mUitR khIne svR& Sv$pI j AaTma Ke Aem isâ kyuÅ Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae khe Ke j¡Ao 5IÔ lokmaH !Ikakar Aa g/H=nuH ƒaQyan krvana fzne cahtaHÝit&a kre Ke smysar ƒaQya Aev. Aa smysar nam xuâ Aa„a vaCy$pe, Anevack$pe g/H=nuH k=n smysar ƒaQya Aev ;Aev' xBd pD–o Ke, smysar Ae!lexuâa„a, svR& SvwavI Ýwu xuâa„a, Aahaha¦ A=va g/H=, xBdo, smysar Aa„aA=va smysarna xBdo, AenI k=nI Ane !Ika=I j, waØa AevI Ke, Aev xBd Ke ne?VyaQya ;Aev' k=nI ne !Ika=I j marI AnuwUit, Anuwvn$p pirìtnI prm ivxuiâ=aAo. Aahaha¦

hve Aek kor Aem khevuH ke !Ika krvamaH to ivkLp Ke. pHiDtÒ¦ !Ika krvamaH kar`ke !Ika Ke Ae to xBdo Ke Ane prãƒKe. Ae !Ika krva=I j marI prm ivxuiâ =aAo, AemkhIne pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke. huH muin KuH KtaH hÒ 5` kØayno Awav hova KtaH ivkLpKe Aem isâ kre Ke. !Ika krvano ivkLp Aaƒo Ke Ae ivkLp Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae !Ika=I jAeno A=R Ae ke !IkamaH maruH vl` to svR&ne isâ krvanuH Ke. Ane marI Ae vqtnI(¹i*!) \/uvmaH maruH |yey Ke Ae svR& Sv$pI Ke AemaH maruH |yey Ke, Ane Ýg! krvanIpyaRy Ke Ae svR& Ke, to maruH !Ikana kazmaH, wle !Ika = Tyare kevz =yuH n=I Aene,vat to AevI Ke !Ika Aev prm ivxuiâ wvtu !Ika = g KtaH prm ivxuiâ kevz =yuHn=I. KtaH inmRzta = Ke Ane inmRzta =xe, maruH |yey ãƒ _pr Ke, cEtNy vStu Ke. AesvR& Sv$pI Ae bolxe khexe. ;xuâ icNma5 mUitR' xuâ icNma5 mUitR 5Ij¡H pd Ke ne?5IÔnuH KeLluH pd huH to xuâ &ayk ma5 mUitR KuH. Aahahahaha¦

svR& ;&' Svwav, icnŸ &an Svwav mUitRSv$p j maruH Ke. xuâ icNma5,svR&icNma5, svR& Svwav ma5 maruH Sv$p Ke, ãƒ¹iÚAe to huH Aavo j KuH. Aahaha¦icNma5 mUitR &an. waØa to j¡Ao. Aohoho¦ ga=a dI@ &annI pU Rtane AHdr v RvI Ke.jem AolI xiÉtnuH v Rn kyuÅ Ke ne¦ Òvtr -ici¿ to drekmaH &an Ke. Òvtr, icit, ¹ix,&an, suq, vIyR iv. Aohoho¦ kar`ke &an ivna bIÒ cIjne p` Ô`xe ko`? potanaAnHta gu o Ke wle, p` Ae gu ne Ô`xe ko`? Ô`nar to &an Ke. bIÔ gu o kaHÔ`ta n=I. Aahaha¦ huH to Aek icNma5 mUitR Ýwu KuH. Aahaha¦ b\a gu ono Ane maragu no &anno Ae Ane jgtna ãƒ gu pyaRy b\ano huH to Ô`nar ma5 ãƒ KuH.Aahaha¦ p` Aa !Ika=I j —mm AnuwUit˜ —marI AnuwUit, xuâ pirìtnI prmivxuiâ,˜ Ae!le Aem kem kæuH? ke AnuwUit Ke to qrI ;prm ivxuiâ' xBd vapyÈ Ke ne?Aahaha¦

prm ivxuiâ. Aoho¦ xuiâ Ke. vStu KuH Ae ãƒ¹iÚAe khexe Aagz. icNma5 mUitR KuHAe to ãƒe KuH. Ane pyaRymaH p` AnuwUit to Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae Svwavne AnusrIneAnuwv Ane AnuwUit- pirìt inmRz Ke, Ae!luH isâ kyuÅ.

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riht _Tk<Ú inmRzta' prm Ke ne? Ae!le _Tk<Ú inmRzta =aAo. wle !Ika vqte pUrìnmRzta = n=I p` Ae !Ikana kazmaH maruH |yey to svR& xiÉt Svwav _pr j Ke.Ae=I marI xuiâ mara |yeyne kar e, xuiâ v\tI Ôy Ke. |yeymaH=I marI ¹iÚ qstI n=I.Aahaha¦ te=I tene !Ika krtaH marI ivxuiâ =aAo Aem huH khuH KuH. p` Aeno A=R Ae ke!Ikana kazmaH marI prm ivxuiâ =aAo. pHiDtÒ, AavI vato. Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonakzxo loko gjb vat Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek Aek vatmaH ke!lI vat smaDI de Ke. Aahaha¦Ane paKI marI kI\I, marI AnuwUit pyaRy pirìt, xuâ cEtNy mUitR KuH- Ae pKI khexe.marI AnuwUitmaH Axuiâ Ke Ae pKI khexe. AhÄ to pheluH AnuwUit, prm ivxuiâ prm xuiâ,rag riht _Tk<Ú inmRzta =aAo. Aahaha¦

sHto (ne) AHtrna 5` kØayna AwavnI AnuwUit to vteR Ke, Ane tena |yeymaHpU R svR& Sv$pI Ýwu Ae to ¹iÚmaH vteR j Ke. Aahaha¦ maruH |yey to Ae Ke. p` Aa !IkakrvanI v<i¿ = Ke ke Aa xaÏna wavo Ke, Ae ivxeØ SpÚ =ay Aevo wav- ivkLpAaƒa kre Ke, Ae=I !Ikana kazmaH, AhÄ pa@ to Aevo Ke. !Ika Aev, ƒaQya Aev, !Ika=Ij, to !Ika=I j, to !Ika to xBd Ke. p` xElIno Aaxy Aem Ke, Ae vqte maruH Aa SpÚkrvanI je !Ika =xe AemaH maruH Ôer to AHdrna xuâ ãƒ _pr Ôer vteR Ke, Ae=I mne ivxuiâto Ke mne, ivxuiâ n=I Aem nhÄ p` prm ivxuiâ =aAo. Aahaha¦ Aem khIne potanosa\k Svwav, !Ikana kazmaH v\xe, inüy=I v\xe Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦

wgvanne pUKyuH n=I ke !Ika krtI vqte mne prm ivxuiâ v\xe ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦(pote potana wgvanne pUKyuH) Ae Aa„ano je Svwav ;&' Svwav Ane je e bIÔb\a gu one Ýisâ kyaR Ke, Aevo je &an Svwav, bIÔ gu one Ýisâ kyaR Ke, Ýg! kyaRKe Aem nhÄ. Ke tem jàƒa Ke. Aahaha¦ Aevo je maro &an wav, Ae pKI khexe. Ae xuâicNma5 mUitR te huH KuH. vStu to Aa huH KuH. p` marI ivxuiâ inmRz Ke pyaRy, AemaH prmivxuiâ pyaRymaH =av-Aevo maro inüy wav Ke. Ane Aem =ay j Ke Aem. Aahahaha¦

bIÒ rIte khIAe to prm ivxuiâ =aAo¦ marI xuiâ AÝitht Ke. Aahaha¦ marIAnuwUit Ke Ae=I v\xe j. Aahaha¦ xuH cEtNynI AnuwvnI bilharI¦ Ane cEtNynapUr`tana Svwavna sam+yRnI cmTk<it¦¦ Aahaha¦ Aare Ýwu¦ AamaH ÉyaH tkrar,Aola khe ke nhÄ Êmbâ n=I. Êmbâ mannara AekaHt Jer Ke, Are Ýwu¦ saHwz wa¦Ýwu¦ tuH svR& Sv$pI Ko ke nhÄ na=¦ Aahaha¦ tuH ko` Ko? tuH ke!lo Ko? kevDo Ko?tuH Ôe, jevDo Ko AevDo tne QyalmaH Aave, to Êmbâ, AktaRp uH Ane &atap uH isâ =Ôy Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦

inytvad = Ôy Ke AamaH. p` inytvad Ke AenI sa=e paHcey vad Ke, paHceysmvay Ke. Svwav, puruØa=R, wivtƒta ne kazliB\ ne (inim¿no Awav) b\uH Ke.AhÄyaH to je vStu huH xuâ icNma5 mUitR KuH, AevuH je mne |yeymaH waSyuH Ke vStu, (ãVy)Ae to Aem j rhevanuH, p` xuiâ je Ke Ae xuiâ p` mara !Ikana kaz vqte xuiânI v<iâ

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=xe. Aahahaha¦ wvtu khe Ke wa¦ gjb Ke Ýwu¦ Aaha¦ muinAonI ga=a Ane kDI¦¦Aahaha¦ Are idgHbr sHto ÉyaH Ke jgtmaH wa¦ Aahaha¦ (SvwavkawI &an,Axuâtaka wI &an, xuâtaka wI &an) AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ mara ãƒnuH p` wan, marIxuiâ = Ke AenI p` qbr Ke, Ane xuiâ v\xe Aem j mne qbr Ke. AemaH qreqr toxuiâ v\xe Aem kheta huH Aa wave j, sMyGdxRn ne &anna wave j, huH pUr` kevz&anlevano KuH. Aahaha¦ Aevo mara Ýwuno pokar Ke, Aem khe Ke. cEtNy Ýwu¦ pUr`Svwav=I wrelo AnHta gu one p` Aek gu Aek smymaH Ô`naro, Aevo svR gu neÔ`naro Ane svRne Ô`naro, Aevo maro Ýwu svR& Svwav, Ae mne be@o Ke. iv¬asmaHsMyGdxRnmaH Ae vat besI g Ke. vtRmanmaH p` xuâ pirìt Ae _praHt SvnaAa]y=I sMykŸTv Ke Ane Ae=I Svna ivxeØ Aa]y=I marI xuiâ p` Ke. Aahaha¦ AnehÒ p` Ae=I ivxeØ Aa]y =xe Ane xuiâ =xe j. Aahahaha¦ xuH mHgizk (xuiâ Ýg!e.Aene j mHgizk khevayne) Aahahaha¦

;prmivxuiâ' ivxuiâ xBd Fò vpray Ke. ivxuiâ to xuwney vpray Ke, xuâneyvpray Ke, ãƒney vpray Ke. ivxuiâ xBd ãƒmaHy vpray Ke, gu maH vpray Ke, inmRzpyaRymaH p` vpray Ke, Ane miln pyaRymaH p` xuwmaH-ivxuiâ (xBd) vpray Ke.pHiDtÒ¦ Aahahaha¦ p` marI Aa prmivxuiâ to tdŸn inmRz Ke j, Ae inmRzta v\Ijxe. Aahaha¦ prm ivxuiâ smStno A=R: smSt ragaid ivwav pirìt riht _Tk<ÚinmRzta =aAo. hve khe Ke Ae pirìt Ke, k rIte Ke? Axuâta hÇ, kemke ivxuiâ =aAoAem kæuH, Tyare hÒ Axuiâ Ke, ivxuiâ p` Ke Ane Axuiâ p` Ke, ivxuiâ Ýg!, Ýg!ivxuiâ p` Ke Ane Ýg! Aivxuiâ p` Ke, nhÄ to ivxuiâ pUr` Ýg! =aAo Aem ÉyaH=IAaƒuH? Ae!le Axuiâ p` Ke. Aahahahaha¦ 5` kØayno Awav(Ke) Ae muinraj pote-Aahaha¦ Are mne p` hÒ Axuiâ Ke, Ae AnaidnI Ke Ke. Axuiâ g' tI ne = KenvI Aem n=I-Ae Axuiâno AHx Ae Anaidno Ke mare. Aahaha¦

kevI Ke te pirìt? Axuâ, —prpirìthetomoRhnaMnoDnuwvatŸ prpirìtnuHkar`, Ke to pirìt ivkarI-Ae=I prpirìt khevamaH Aave Ke. Sv$pnI pirìt n=Ixuâ. Aahaha¦ pr pirìtno hetu, hetu xBd Ke ne? Aahaha¦ hetu xBd Ke. prpirìt hetu.AenuH kar` Aem, hetu Ae!le kar`, maramaH je ivkarno AHx Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek korinymsarmaH Aem khe ke jrI rag Ke muinne, vzI Aem khe ke muinnI dxa Ane kevzmaH fermane Ae jD Ke Aem khe Ke Aek kzxmaH inymsarmaH, jrI ragno AHx Ke Aene gaE krInaqIne, Aahaha¦ kar` ke Aene nIkzI jvano Ke. Ae=I muin Ane kevzmaH kaH fer n=I,fer mane Ae jD Ke, Aahaha¦ Aem kæuH Ke haeH¦ Ae kzx Ke. Aahaha¦ Are sHtonI tobihlarI Ke ne¦¦ je e kevz&an raQya Ke _wa. Aahaha¦ pHcmkazmaH kevz&annakeDaytoAe kevz&an _wuH raQyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane TyaH su\I kI\uH Ke ne ÝvcnsarmaHjem e moÙmagR sa|yo Ke Aene Ame moÙ khIAe KIAe khe Ke. ÝvcnsarnI KeLlI paHc


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ga=a Ke. KeLlI paHCa ga=a Ke paHCa rtn Ke. paHCa ga=a, paHCa rtn. Aahaha¦ p` AhÄyajrI Axuâta Ke Ae!luH QyalmaH raQyuH Ke. iblkul pyaRy xuâ j = g Ke, Aem n=I.vStu KuH Ae to pUr` xuâ Ke. Aahaha¦ p` marI pyaRymaH hÒ Axuâta =oDI Ke, xuâtaKe Ane Axuâtano AHx Ke-Aahaha¦

Ae prpirìtno hetu moh namnuH kmR Ke. inim¿, tena Anuwav _dy$p ivpaknelI\e Aena ivpakne lne. Aahaha¦ Aene lne nhÄ haeH. p` Aena ivpakmaH maruH ÔeDa`=yuH Aene lne, Ae to inim¿ kI\uHne? to inim¿ AhÄya kaH krtuH n=I¸ nhÄtr inim¿khevatuH n=I p` Aeno pak TyaH inim¿maH Aaƒo, marI potanI pirìt jrI nbzIkmÔerI Ae!le AHdr ÔeDa Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦

Aoho¦ kevzI svR& prma„a AenI \mR k=a AenI vaÌ g`\ro ne [Não vCce khIhxe¦ Aahahaha¦ saÙatŸ Ô e isâ pd _pr=I _tyuÅ hoy AevI vaÌ nIkztI hxe TyaH.Aahaha¦ AhÄya khe Ke muin, Aekkor Aem khe Ke ke smiktIne bH\ Ane Aas/v hoy nhÄ,Aave Ke? sMyG¹iÚne Aas/v Ane bH\ hoy nhÄ, Ae im+yaTv Ane AnHtanubH\InIApeÙaAe vat Ke. (wog injRranuH kar` Ke) Aekkor Aem khe Ke. &anIno wog injRranohetu Ke, TyaH to AenI ¹iÚna ÔernI ApeÙaAe vat krI Ke Ane smiktIneAas/v ne bH\ n=I Ae tIv/ im+yaTv Ane AnHtanubH\Ino n=I. AhÄya muin khe Ke ke marep` hÒ Axuâtano AHx Ke Aahaha¦ kem? ke Ae moh kmRnuH inim¿ Ke Aene lne;Anuwaƒ-ƒaiº kLmaiØtaya:' AnuwaVy- ragaid piràmonI VyaiPt maramaH mara=IKe, Aahaha¦ mohkmR to inim¿ Ke. p` pyaRymaH ivkarnI ƒaiº marI kmÔerIne lneAnaidnI Ke, Ke. wle muinp uH Ýg!–uH Ke, smikt Ýg!–uH Ke, Ae smikt hve kevz&anlI\e j KU!ko Ke, p` Aa pirìt Ke AnaidnI hÒ Axuâ éwI Ke =oDI, Aahahaha¦ AeAmara Qyal bhar n=I. Aahaha¦

pHcmAarana sHto, Aahaha¦ khe Ke ke Ae AivrtmŸ AnuwaVy Vyaiº Aahaha¦ragaid piràmonI Vyaiº AivrtmŸ inrHtr Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Aekkor Ýwu xuâ pUr` ãƒKe, pirìt- pyaRymaH AanHd Ane pirìt xuâ vteR Ke, KtaH TyaH hj¡ Aek Axuâ pirìtinrHtr vteR Ke. Aahaha¦ kar`ke Axuâ pirìt g hoy Ane frI=I =ay Aem to hotuHn=I, AxuânI pirìt AnaidnI Ke Ae Ôe nax = g hoy to to frIne =ay nhÄ.AnaidnI pirìt vStuna Svwavno Anuwv hova KtaH, inmRz pirìt ke!lIk hovaKtaH, pUr` n=I ma!e inrHtr kLmaiØtayaH- kluiØt pirìt Ke mare. Aahaha¦ (inrHtrvteR Ke) Aahaha¦ Ke ne?

AivrtmŸ inrHtr kLmaiØt, Aahaha¦ melI Ke. Anuwaƒ ƒaiº kI\Ine, Aena=Iƒaº KuH. Aahaha¦ kmR to inim¿ ma5 Ke, p` marI pirìtmaH Axuâtano AHx Ke hÒ.Anaidno Ae AHx Ke. Anaidno AHx Ke Ae!le im+yaTv Ane AnHtanubH\I Aaid !zI gyan=I Aem nih Ae !zI gya Ke. 5` kØay Ane im+yaTv (!zI gya) Ke. p` Aa Ke Ae

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AnaidnI pirìt Ke Aa to. g'tI ne = Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AavomagR vItragno bhu bapu. Aaha¦

Anuwaƒ, Ae marI j vat Ke Aem khe Ke, AnuwaƒmaH. Anuwav kmRno, AnuwavkmRno inim¿, Anuwaƒ marI pirìt, marI pirìtmaH AnuwaVy mara lne Vyaº KeAem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Anuwav Ae inim¿ Ke AnuwaVy Ae potanI Axuâ pirìt Kesa=e, Aahaha¦ inrHtr melI Ke, Aahaha¦ Aek kor Aem khe ßyaH TyaH Aa\ar Aape KesmiktIne Aas/vbH\ n=I. smiktIne Aas/v bH\ n=I. k ApeÙaAe wa¦ Aeneim+yaTv ne AnHtanubH\InuH mUz sHsar Ke te Aas/v bH\ n=I. bIÔe Aas/v hÒ Ke co=e5` kØay, paHcme be, Kõe Aek-Aahaha¦ Are dsma (gu S=an) su\I hÒ ragno AHxAne Aas/v Ke.

Aek kor ãƒ i5kaz xuâ Ke, Aene Aa]ye xuâ pirìt p` = Ke. p` pUr` maroAa]y Ae n=I. te=I kmRnuH inim¿ je Anuwav AemaH maruH lÙ Ôy Ke, Aa]y =ay Ke.Aahaha¦ AhÄ (SvmaH) Aa]y pUro n=I Ae!le AhÄ (prmaH) Aa]y Ôy Ke. p` Aemara puruØa=RnI nbzane lne Ae ragnuH ƒaºp uH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae kmRne lne nhÄ.Aem milntano AHx jrIye n=I Aem nhÄ. Aare¦ hve AavI vatuH Ke. SvamI kaitRkEymaHto TyaH su\I kæuH Ke Aek @eka e ke smiktI vStu trIke, Ýwu trIke SvIkare Ke potane, p`smiktI pyaRymaH t< tuLy pamr mane Ke, ÉyaH kevz&an Ane ÉyaH cair5 dxa, Aahaha¦Ane ÉyaH Aa marI Aek Ane AnHtanubH\Ina im+yaTv AwavnI pirìt, huH pamr KuH.Aahaha¦ t< tuLy KuH Aevo pa@ Ke SvamI kaitRkey (Ga/H=maH) tr` t< t< tnIk tràtuLy¦ ÉyaH Ýwu kevz&an Ane ÉyaH huH? Aek kor pUr` KuH ãƒe, Aek kor t< tuLy pyaRymaHKuH. Aahaha¦ Ae maruH lÙ Ke Ane tene !azva ma!e maro ÝyTn !Ika krvamaH Ke. Aahaha¦Ôe ke !Ikane krvano kaz AaVyo Ke p` nhÄtr Aene !azvana ÝyTnmaH j huH KuH. AHtrnaSvwav sNmuq =vamaH j marI ÝyTn dxa Ke p` hve Aa !Ikano kaz AaVyo Ke te=IkhuH KuH ke !Ika=I marI prm ivxuiâ =Ôe. Aahahaha¦

inrHtr, kona=I? Anuwav mohkmRne lI\e. ƒaiº kLmaiØtaya: melI Ke. Aahaha¦muinraj khe Ke ke marI pyaRymaH milnta Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aek sHjvlnno rag, sHßvlnnoco=a kØayno p` mel Ke. Aahaha¦ paAe pano ihsab Ke AhÄ to. loko n=I khetapa-pano ihsab, Aahaha¦ Aem je!luH i5kaz xuâ Ke Ae p` Ke, pirìt xuâ Ke Aep` Ke, Ane Anuwaƒ kmRna inim¿maH ÔeDa` je kaH Ke Ae inrHtr kLmaiØt p` Ke.Aaha¦ vStu to jem Ke Aem Ae e y=a=R ÔevI Ôe (Ae) ne? AaFI paKI, AoKI Ai\k,ivprIt Aem n hoy. Aahaha¦ (sMyG&an twI khelayega) AoKI, Ai\k, ivprIt(ivna) brabr tulna krna.

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hetu moh naMno Anuwavat Ke- =oDI pirìt Axuâ Ke. Aahaha¦ p` huH kevo KuH?Aahaha¦ vStu trIke huH kevo KuH? pirìtmaH ke!lIk xuâta Ke FÌ, Ane =oDI Axuâ Ke.huH kevo KuH? Aahaha¦ maruH mojUdgIp uH kevuH. kevDuH Ke? —xuâ icNma5 mUitR xuâ &an ma5Sv$p, xuâ &anma5 Sv$p —ãƒ ¹iÚ=I xuâ cEtNyma5 mUitR Sv$p˜ Aem. xuâ cEtNyma5 mUitR xuâ cEtNy Sv$p, xuâ cEtNy Sv$p mUitR Ae!le Sv$p xuâcEtNy Sv$p vStu¹iÚAe to i5kaz. Aahahaha¦ xuâ icNma5 mUitR, Aeklo svR& Svwav Sv$p maruH Ke.Aahaha¦ svR& xiÉt Ke ne AemaH Ae!le huH to xuâ cEtNy svR& Sv$p j KuH icNma5-pUr` icnŸ &anma5 maruH Sv$p Ke. huH to Ae KuH. Aahaha¦ marI pirìt pyaRy ¹iÚ meH kI\IpyaRy¹iÚ p` vStu ¹iÚAe to huH xuâ icNma5 mUitR KuH. Aaha¦ bey nyne smaDI Ke.Aahaha¦

xuâ icNma5¦ qulaso kyÈ. ãƒ ¹iÚ=I Aem qulaso kyÈ, xuH ke AoluH pyaRy ¹iÚAeAnuwaƒ hto ne Ae!le jrI qulaso kyÈ. vStu KuH. Ae to Aene ãƒ ¹iÚ=I kho ke vStuKuH kho, vStu=I to huH xuâ icnma5 mUitR Sv$p KuH. vStu to icnŸ &an ma5 cetna SvwavpUr` Sv$p ma5 marI cIj Ke. ApU Rta n=I, Axuâta n=I. Aahaha¦ sHyog n=IsHyogI wav ivkar n=I, p` ALp&nI pyaRy p` huH n=I. Aahaha¦ pyaRy=I AxuâtamaramaH Ke Aem kæuH. Aahaha¦ vStu trIke, xuâ &an ma5 Sv$p, xuâ &an ma5 Sv$p(KuH) Aahaha¦ AhÄya svR& isâ kyuÅ paKuH. Ae vStu &an Sv$p j Ke. &anne pKIivxeØ` lgaDo to svR& &an Sv$p Ke. &an Sv$p, &an Sv$p Ae ivxeØ` lgaDo toxuâ icNma5 Sv$p, svR& Svwav ma5 Sv$p, Aahaha¦ AevI cIj huH i5kaz KuH. xuâcEtNyma5 mUitR, mUitR Ae!le Sv$p, mUitR Ae!le AhÄ v R gH\ rs SpxRvazI mUitRnuH AhÄkam n=I. xuâ cEtNyma5 Sv$p, i5kaz &aykwav, xuâ &an wav, pUr` Svwav wavAe maruH Sv$p Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aek loke ke!luH kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ j¡Aone, sHtoAe magRshelo krI dI\o Ke. sHtoAe shelo krI naQyo Ke. (]ota:- Aap wI shela krte hovtRmanmeH) Ae xBda=R =yo.

wava=R:- AacayR khe Ke, AaCaayR Ke ne¦ Am<tcHã AacayR Ke muin Ke ne, AacayRKe. Aahaha¦ Ae p` khe Ke ke marI pirìtmaH Axuâta =oDI Ke hÇ. Aahahaha¦ mara lÙbhar n=I ke huH xuâ j = gyo. bs mare b\I Axuâta je Aave Ae injRrI Ôy Ke Aemn=I. Axuâta Aave Ae!lI miln dxa =ay Ke, Ane Ae!lo bH\ p` =ay Ke. jemaH mohinim¿ Ke Anuwav Ane AhÄ Anuwaƒ ƒaº mara=I Ke. Aem Axuâta mara=I Ke AnekmRno =oDo bH\ =ay Ke, AemaH Axuâta inim¿ Ke. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ Ô`vanI AamaH AolI(j$r) n=I, p` ivxeØ rucI Ane pirìtnuH &an Ae _pr Ôer Ke AhÄya to, ¹iÚnuH Ôer\/uv _pr Ane pirìtnI pyaRyna be wag, xuâ Ane Axuâ AenuH &an y=a=R vteR Ke.Aahahaha¦

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to huH, xuâ ãƒnuH jene Ýyojn Ke je &anmaH, xuâ pUr` ãƒ Svwav, &ayk vItragSvwav xuâ \/uv i5kaz Aek$p AevuH je nynuH Ýyojn Ke, xuâ ãƒnuH Aai=Rk, Aai=Rk Ae!leÝyojn, xuâ ãƒnuH jene Ýyojn Ke AevuH je &an Ae!le ny, AenI ¹iÚAe to huH xuâcEtNyma5 mUitR KuH. Aahahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ ma5 Ae b\a, huH xuâ icnŸ ma5 KuH Aem ãƒnemane Ke. pyaRymaH fer Ke co=e, paHcme, Kõe Ae j¡dI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ —jevuH smikt ityÅcnuHAevuH smikt isânuH smiktmaH fer n=I, cair5maH AiS=rtamaH fer Ke. Aave Ke ne;rhSypU R iciõ' !oDrmlmaH Aave Ke. jevuH smikt ityÅcnuH AevuH smikt isânuH iciõ(maH) Aave Ke ne? rhSypU R iciõ AemaH Aave Ke

AhÄ khe Ke huH xuâ ãƒna ÝyojnnI ¹iÚ=I to xuâ cEtNyma5 mUitR KuH, prHtu AavIcIj hova KtaH Ane ¹iÚmaH Ae (cIj) AavI Ke KtaH, marI pirìt moh kmRna _dynuHinim¿ pamIne, melI Ke inim¿ Ke Ae to, Aahahaha¦ AacayR Aem khe Ke ke hÒ mne melIdxa Ke, Aem khe Ke Aevo ivkLp é@e Ke jrI Ae!lI melI Ke, Aem gvRmaH cDI n jx kesmikt = gyuH ma!e hve bs kaH n=I, bH\ey n=I ne ragey n=I, Aem krIxmaH bapa.Aahaha¦

moh kmRna _dynuH inim¿ pamIne (pirìt) melI Ke, ragaid Sv$p = rhI Ke.Aahaha¦ Aek kor Aem kæuH moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH ke muinne Axuwwav to Ke j nih. AaveKe ne? phela, Axuwwav Ke j nih, fÉt \mRna lowIne deqIne xuwwav Aave, Aave Kene AemaH? p` Ae xuwwav Aave Ae potana pu$Øa=RnI kmÔerI Ke. moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaHKe x$AatmaH. Aahaha¦ k ApeÙa Ke Aem Ô`vuH ÔeAe ne? xuwwav hoy Tyare _pdexcale Aem ke. Axuw to Ke j nih. Ane Aek baj¡H Aemey khe ke Kõe gu S=ane hÒAatR|yan Ke leXya 5` khe. teÔe, pÍ ne xuÉl Kõe gu S=ane leXya k<*`, nIl, kapotnhÄ, Ae nhÄ, 5` xuâ khe Ane Aek kor |yanna car wag paDtaH AatR|yanno wag hÒKõe Ke. Aahahaha¦ kØayno AHx Ke ne, Ae!luH AatR Ke. Ae!lo cEtNy xuâ Ýa` pIDay Ke.

—ragaidSv$p = rhI Ke te=I xuâ Aa„anI k=nI$p˜ xuâ Aa„anuH khevanuH $pAamaH=I ko Aem pkDe ke j¡Ao Aap e gme tevo _pdex dAe to Aap`ne ko bH\ Kej nih, Aem nhÄ. KÍS=ne _pdexmaH rag Aave Ke, ivkLp Ke, kevzIne n=I. te to ivkLpivna vaÌ nIkze Ke, inymsarmaH paKz (lQyuH Ke).

AhÄya khe Ke,—xuâ Aa„anI k=nI je Aa smysar g/H= Ke tenI !Ika krvanuH fz,tenI !Ika krvanuH fz Ae cahuH KuH ke marI pirìt ragaid riht = xuâ =aAo.˜ !IkakrvamaH prãƒ _pr lÙ Ke. Ane Aek kor Aem khe ke prãƒ _pr lÙ hoy to rag =yavgr rhe j nhÄ. prdVvaAo duGg Aem kæuH Ke, moÙ pahuDmaH 16mI ga=a. to AhÄ to!Ika, !Ika to xBdo Ke, prãƒ Ke. prãƒ _pr lÙ Ôy Ke to rag to Ke p` Aena _prÔer n detaH Svwavna |yey _pr Ôer krIne, Aa !Ika=I, Ke ne? tenuH fz cahuH KuH ke —marIpirìt ragaid riht xuâ =aAo,˜ Aa ApeÙa Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek kor _pdexno ivkLp é@e


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Ke Ae rag Ke, Ae!luH bH\n Ke, prãƒ trfno Aa]y Ke ragnI idxa pr trf Ke, ragnIdxa melI Ke. Aahahaha¦

marI pir`it ragaid riht = ÔAo, ;mara xuâ Sv$pnI Ýaiº =aAo.' AenoA=R j Ae ke xuâ Ýaiº =xe j. Aahahaha¦ xuH va`I¦ Aahaha¦ xuâ Ýaiº =aAo, —bIj¡HkaH p` Qyait, ke huH !Ika kruH KuH to marI Aabru v\e. Aohoho¦ ke Ôe !Ika krI Aam e,Ae kaH l"a n=I mne Qyait, law, kaHk manno ÝxHsano law mze. Aohoho¦AiwnHdn Aape, ware !Ika krI tme Ae kaH Ame cahta n=I bapu AmaruH Ae kam n=IAhÄya. Aahaha¦ AavI !Ika AaTmQyait jevI, ATyare ihNduStanmaH bIje to n=IidgHbrmaH p` Aa !Ika xaS5maH Ke AevI !Ika bIje @eka e n=I. AevI !Ika, AevI !Ika.Aohoho¦ Ane jenuH nam AaTmQyait- AaTm Ýisiâ- AaTmane Ýisâ krIAe KIAe.Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ law, pUÔid cahto n=I. pUÔAe cahto n=I. AacayR KuH ma!e Aemkhe, Aoho¦ bhu tme bhu jbra hÇ AavDt Ke Ame kaH cahta n=I bapu¦ Amne to!Ikana kazmaH Axuâta =oDI Ke Ae ÔAo, bIÒ ko cahna n=I. Aahaha¦

;Aa Ýkare AacayeR !Ika krvanI Ýit&a giwRt' !Ika krvanI Aa xaÏnI !IkakrvanI Ýit&a lI\I. Aena giwRt —Aena fznI Ýa=Rna krI Lyo˜- Ae lok =yo Lyo.

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huH pU aRnHdno na= &ayk Ýwu KuH. Aem &aykna lÙe Òv saHwze Ke.

tene saHwzta p` lÙ &ayknuH rhe Ke. tene icHtvnmaH p` huH pirpU R

&ayk vStu KuH Aem Ôer rhe Ke te Òvne sMykŸ sNmuqta rhe Ke. mH=nmaH

p` lÙ &ayknuH rhe Ke. Aa cEtNywav pirpU R vStu Ke Aem Aena ÔermaH

rhe Ke, tene wle hÔu sMyGdxRn n =yuH hoy. je!luH kar` AapvuH ÔeAe

te!luH kar` n AapI xke to p` te Òvne sMykŸnI sNmuqta =ay Ke. Ae

Òvne AHdr AevI lgnI lage ke huH jgtno saÙI KuH. &ayk KuH. Aeva ¹#

sHSkar AHdrmaH paDe ke je sHSkar fre nih. jem sMyGdxRn =taH AÝitht

wav kæo Ke tem sMykŸ sNmuqtana Aeva ¹# sHSkar pDe ke tene sMyGdxRn

=ye j Ku!ko. 3p9. (prmagmsarmaH=I)

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hve mUzga=asU5kar ]I kuHdkuHdacayR g/H=na AaidmaH mHgzpUvRk Ýit&a kre Ke:-

A= sUZavtar:-

vHid¿u sVvisâe \uvmclmòvmH gidH p¿e.voCKaim smypahuDim`mo sudkevlIwi`dH.. 1..

viNdTva svRisâanŸ \/uvamclamnaEpMyaH git ÝaºanŸ.v"yaim smyÝaw<timdH Aho ]utkevilwi`tmŸ.. 1..

A= Ý=mt Ov SvwavwavwUttya \/uvTvmvlMbmanamnaidwavaNtrpr-pirv<i¿iv]aiNtvxenaclTvmupgtamiqlopmanivlÙà…utmahaTMyTvenaiv>manaE-pMyampvgRsHi&kaH gitmapþanŸ wgvt: svRisâanŸ isâTven sa|ySyaTmn: Ýit-CKNdS=anIyanŸ wavãVyStvaWyaH SvaTmin praTmin c in\ayanaidin\n]ut-ÝkaixtTven iniqla=Rsa=RsaÙaTkairkevilÝÌtTven ]utkeviliw: Svymnuwv-i…riwihtTven c Ýma`tamupgtSyaSy smyÝkaxkSy Ýaw<taðySyahRTÝvcnav-yvSy SvpryornaidmohÝhaày wavvaca ãVyvaca c pirwaØ`mupkÊMyte.

(hirgIt)

\/uv, Acl ne Anupm git pamel sveR isânevHdI khuH ]utkevzI waiØt Aa smyÝaw<t Aho¦ 1.

ga=a=R:- AacayR khe Ke: huH (\/uvamŸ) \/uv, (AclamŸ) Acz Ane (AnaEpMyaH)Anupm-Ae 5` ivxeØò=I yu› (git) gitne (ÝaºanŸ) Ýaº =yel Aeva(svRisâanŸ) svR isâone (vHidTva) nmSkar krI, (Aho) Aho¦(]utkevilwi`tmŸ) ]utkevzIAoAe khela ([dH) Aa (smyÝaw<tmŸ) smysarnamna Ýaw<tne (v"yaim) khIx.

!Ika:- AhÄ (sHSk<t !IkamaH) ;A=' xBd mHgzna A=Rne sUcve Ke. g/H=naAaidmaH svR isâone wav-ãƒ Stuit=I potana Aa„amaH t=a prna Aa„amaHS=apIne Aa smy namna Ýaw<tnuH wavvcn Ane ãƒvcn=I pirwaØ` x$krIAe KIAe-Aem ]I kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke. Ae isâ wgvHto, isâpàne lI\e, sa|y jeAa„a tena ÝitCKHdna S=ane Ke, -jemna Sv$pnuH sHsarI wƒ Òvo icHtvn krIne,te sman potana Sv$pne |yane, temna jeva = Ôy Ke Ane care gitAo=IivlÙ` je pHcmgit moÙ tene pame Ke. kevI Ke te pHcmgit? Svwavwav$p Kete=I \/uvpàne AvlHbe Ke. care gitAo pr inimt=I =tI hova=I \/uv n=I,


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ivnaixk Ke ;\/uv' ivxeØ`=I pHcmgitmaH Ae ivnaix›ano ƒvCKed =yo. vzIte git kevI Ke? Anaid kaz=I ANy (pr) wavna inim¿=I =tuH je prmaH w/m`tenI iv]aHit (Awav) vx Aclpàne pamI Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I, care gitAoneprinim¿=I je w/m` =ay Ke teno pHcmgitmaH ƒvCKed =yo. vzI te kevI Ke?jgtmaH je smSt _pmayoGy pda=È Ke temna=I ivlÙ` AdŸwut mahaTMy hova=Itene konI _pma mzI xktI n=I. Aa ivxeØ`=I, care gitAomaH je prSprk=HictŸ smanp uH mzI Aave Ke teno pHcmgitmaH ƒvCKed =yo. vzI te kevI Ke?ApvgR tenuH nam Ke. \mR, A=R Ane kam-Ae i5vgR khevay Ke moÙgit Aa vgRmaHnih hova=I tene ApvgR khI. -AavI pHcmgitne isâwgvHto paMya Ke. temnepotana t=a prna Aa„amaH S=apIne, smyno (svR pda=Èno A=va Òvpda=Rno)Ýkaxk Aevo je Ýaw<t namno AhRTÝvcnno Avyv (AHx) tenuH, Anaid kaz=I_Tpþ =yel mara Ane prna mohna nax ma!e, huH pirwaØ` kruH KuH. kevo Ke teAhRTÝvcnno Avyv? Anaidin\n prmagm xBdb/ï=I Ýkaixt hova=I, svRpda=Èna smUhne saÙatŸ krnar kevzIwgvan svR&=I ÝÌt hova=I AnekevzIAona ink!vt± saÙatŸ saHwznar tem j pote Anuwv krnar Aeva ]utkevzIg`\rdevoAe khel hova=I Ýma`tane paMyo Ke. ANyvadIAonaH AagmnI jemKÍS= (ALp&anI) nI kLpna ma5 n=I ke je=I AÝma` hoy.

wava=R:- ga=asU5maH AacayeR ;v"yaim' kæuH Ke teno A=R !Ikakare ;vcŸpirwaØ e' \atu=I ;pirwaØ`' kyÈ Ke. teno Aaxy Aa Ýmaè sUict =ay Ke:caEd pUvRmaH &anÝvad namna paHcma pUvRmaH bar ;vStu' Ai\kar Ke temaH p` OkOkna vIx vIx ;Ýaw<t' Ai\kar Ke. temaH dxma vStumaH smy namnuH je Ýaw<t KetenaH mUz sU5ona xBdonuH &an to phelaH mo!a AacayÈne htuH Ane tena A=RnuH &anAacayÈnI pirpa!I Anusar ]I kuHdkuHdacayRne p` htuH. temè smyÝaw<tnuHpirwaØ` kyuÅ -pirwaØasU5 baH|yuH. sU5nI dx ÔitAo khevamaH AavI Ke temaH Aek;pirwaØa' Ôit p` Ke. Ai\karne je y=aS=anmaH A=Räara sUcve te pirwaØakhevay Ke. ]I kuHdkuHdacayR smyÝaw<tnuH pirwaØ` kre Ke Ae!le ke smyÝaw<tnaA=Rne j y=aS=anmaH jàvnaruH pirwaØasU5 rce Ke.

AacayeR mHgz A=eR isâone nmSkar kyÈ Ke. sHsarIne xuâ Aa„a sa|y KeAne isâ saÙatŸ xuâa„a Ke te=I temne nmSkar krvo _ict Ke. ko [ÚdevnuHnam l nmSkar kem n kyÈ tenI ccaR !Ikakarna mHgz pr krelI Ke te AhÄp` Ô`vI. isâone ;svR' AevuH ivxeØ` AaPyuH Ke¸ te=I te isâo AnHt Ke AevoAiwÝay btaƒo Ane ;xuâ Aa„a Aek j Ke' AevuH khenar ANymitAonoƒvCKed kyÈ. ]utkevzI xBdna A=RmaH, (1) ]ut A=aRtŸ Anaidin\n Ývah$pAagm Ane kevzI A=aRtŸ svR&dev kæa, temj (r) ]ut-ApeÙaAe kevzI sman

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Aeva g`\rdevaid ivixÚ ]ut&an\ro kæa¸ temna=I smyÝaw<tnI _Tpi¿khI Ke. Ae rIte g/H=nI Ýma`ta btavI Ane potanI buiâ=I kiLpt khevanoinØe\ kyÈ¸ ANyvadI KÍS= (ALp&anI) potanI buiâ=I pda=RnuH Sv$p gmete Ýkare khI ivvad kre Ke tenuH AsTya=RpùH btaƒuH.

Aa g/H=naH Aiw\ey, sHbH\, Ýyojn to Ýg! j Ke. xuâ Aa„anuH Sv$p teAiw\ey Ke. tena vack Aa g/H=maH xBdo Ke temno Ane xuâ Aa„ano vaCy-vack$psHbH\ te sHbH\ Ke. xuâa„ana Sv$pnI Ýaiº =vI te Ýyojn Ke.

Ývcn nH-p ga=a - 1 ta.11-6-78 rivvar je@ sud-p sH. 2p04 ]utpHcmI

Aa Aek smysar isâaHt Ke. smysar Ae!le xuâa„anuH k=n. AHdr wgvanAa„a deh=I iwþ, deh to jD Ke, AHdr pu~y papna wav =ay, xuw-Axuw ivkLpo ragAe p` ivkar Ke, Aena=I riht AHdr pUr` xuâ cEtNyFn, Anaid AnHt, _Tpi¿ Anenax ivnanI cIj je Ke AanHd\n Aene AhÄya smysar A=va AaTma khe Ke. AeAaTmanI AamaH VyaQya Ke.

Ý=m AhÄ Ke, mUz ga=a sU5kar, Aek, Aek ga=a Ke ne¦ Aek _pr kuHdkuHdacayRg/H=nI AaidmaH mHgizk pUvRk Ýit&a kre Ke. Aaje ]ut-pHcmIno idvs Ke ne x$Aat AajAogÌsmI var x$Aat =ay Ke smysar. AogÌsmI var A#ar var to drek xBdnoA=R krIne A#ar var to vHca gyuH. teHtalIsmuH vØR hale Ke AhÄ (song#maH) A#arvar to = gyuH Aa AogÌsmI var Ke. xuH khe Ke sU5 Avtar

vHid¿u sVvisâe \uvmclmòvmH gidH p¿e.voCKaim smypahuDim`mo sudkevlIwi`dH.. 1..

(hirgIt)

\/uv, Acl ne Anupm git pamel sveR isânevHdI khuH ]utkevzI-ki=t Aa smyÝaw<t Aho¦ 1.

ga=a=R lAe, —AacayR khe Ke sHt Ke muin Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdna AnuwvI Ke.wgvan Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHd=I wrelo siCcdanHd Ýwu Ke. Anaid=I AenI Aene(A&anIne) qbr n=I. Ke? ;stŸ' ;icdŸ' ;AanHd' Ke. &an, AanHd AevuH AenuH Sv$pKe, AenuH kaymI Aeva Sv$pne AhÄ AacayR khe Ke, huH AnuwvuH KuH Ane AnuwvIne jgtnaÝaÌ ma!e Ane mara ihtne ma!e Ane pUvR prmaTma je =ya Aene huH vHdn krIne x$AatkruH KuH. pUr` prmaTma AaTmdxane paMya, AanHd Ýwu pU R AanHd Sv$p Ke, Aeno Svwavj AanHd Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHdna SvwavnuH jene vtRman dxamaH Ýaº =yuH,Aene prma„a khevamaH Aave Ke, Aene isâ khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae isâne nmSkar krIne huH


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Aa khIx Aem khe Ke.khe Ke ne j¡Ao¦ huH \/uv, \/uv prma„ pd Ke Ae tae \/uv Ke pamelnI vat Ke, isâ,

isâ. jem skrkHd Ke ne skrkHd, Ae skrkHdnI _prnI lal Kal Ke Ae n j¡Ao to AeskrkHd Ke, skrkHd Ae!le sakrnI mI@axno ipHD, pKI waØa xkrIya ne xkrnI AevIwaØa = g Ke. mUz to lal je Kal Ke lal, Ae n j¡Ao to Ae sakrkHd Ke. sakrnImI@axnuH dz Ke. sadI waØa Ke. Aa to ¹ÚaHt Ke. Aem Aa Aa„a, k@` Aa vat Ke. AaAa„a AHdr je cIj Ke, Aena pu~y ne papna ivkLpo je rag é@e Ke, Ae to Kal Ke, Aato jD Ke, xrIr, Aa to kaH AaTma n=I. Aa to ma!I jD \Uz Ke, p` AHdr ko dya-dan - v/t- wiÉtna wav Ae pu~y rag Ke. ihHsa, jU@uH, ivØy, wog, vasna, kam-Êo\Ae pap rag Ke. Ae pu~y ne papna wav Ae lal Kal jeva skrkHdnI _pr Ke. Ae wavnIpaKz j¡Ao to Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd Ke. Aahahaha¦

p/wu¦ p` besvuH (k@` pDe) ko id' AWyas n mze Aa, duinyana AWyasAagz bharna AWyas v\ayaR Aa daktrna Ael.Ael.bI.na ne Aem. Ae.ne pUHKDa mo!alaHba kyaR AenaH, p` Aa huH KuH AenI qbrey n mze¦ Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke. je ko AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p Ýwu Ke. _prnI lal KalnI jempu~y ne papna wavo ivkar Ane ivk<t Ke. Aene je e dUr krIne, je e pUr` AtIiNãyAanHdno kHd Ýwu Ke, jem skrkHd sakrnI mI@axno ipHD Ke, Aene qULlo kyÈ jem Kalka#Ine, tem je e pUr` AtIiNãy AanHdno na= Ýwu pUr` s¿a hovavazI cIj AtIiNãyAanHd Sv$p, AenuH wan krIne je e ivkarno nax kyÈ, Ane pU aRnHdnI jene Ýaiº = teneAhÄya isâ prma„a prme¬r khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae prme¬rne nmSkar kre Ke. Aahaha¦to AemaH AaS=ap uH to Ae!luH AaƒuH. Aek to pUr` AanHdne Ýaº AnHt prma„a =gya. kemke Aekek Òv p` pu$Øa=R kre to =oDa kazmaH pU aRnHd Ýaº =ay, to AnHtkaz=yo AemaH AnHta = gya Ke. isâpdne, prma„pdne pamela AnHt Aa„aAo =ya Ke.

te=I AhÄ khe Ke b\a isâne, AnHt AnHt isâo je =ya. Aahaha¦ ÝtItmaH ke!lIvat Ke Aene? ke AnHt Aa„aAo Ane te AnHt Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p hta. AeAtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p dxamaH Ýaº =ya Ane muÉt =ya Ae!le du:q Ane ivkar=I muÉt=ya. Ane Aena S=anmaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI pUr`tanI Ýaiº krI Aene AhÄya isâAne prma„a khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Aene nmSkar kre Ke. Ae \/uv =ya Ke, Ke?prma„ dxa = Ae \/uv Ke hve. hve Aene gitmaH rqDvanuH n=I. jem cò kaco hoyTyare tUro lage Ane vaVyo _ge p` xekva=I turax Ôy, mI@ax Aave Ane vaVyo _genhÄ cò. Aem wgvan AaTma pu~y ne pap Ane xrIr mara Aem mane TyaH su\I A&an=IAene turax nam du:qnuH vedn Ke. Aola ¹ÚaHt=I isâ =ay, p` ßyare Aene xeke Ke jem càneTyare Ae mI@ax AHdr htI, Ae htI Ae Aave Ke, Ae kaH bhar=I AavtI n=I, Aem Aa„amaHrag ne äeØ ne A&an ne, Sv$pna wan äara nax kre Ke Tyare A&an bzI Ôy Ke Ane Aena

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S=anmaH AtIiNãy AanHd Ane &an Ýaiº =ay Ke. Ae Ýaiº = Ae Aem ne Aem rhe Ke hve,te=I tene \/uv khe Ke. Aa sHsarmaH to Aek wvmaH=I bIÔe wv Aem ktar lagI j Ke ktar¦AhÄ jNme ne mre, jNme ne mre, jNme ne mre, Aahaha¦ ktar lagI Ke AnHt wvnI.

p` je e AaTmana AtIiNãy AanHdna Sv$pnuH wan krIne, je e rag ne äeØ neA&anno nax kyÈ, AenI dxa hve \/uv = g¦ hve fre nhÄ Aene hve git nhÄ, wvnhÄ¦ Ane te isâ =ya Aene hve frIne sHsarmaH AavvuH Ke nhÄ, ma!e Aene \/uv kI\a, pyaRye\/uv haeH, vStu to \/uv Ke i5kazI p` (pyaRy Ae!le?) pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a, pyaRy Ae!lehalt, pyaRy Ae!le dxa, pyaRy Ae!le vtRman iS=it. jem sonuH Ke Ae sonuH kaym Ke AeApeÙaAe sonane ãƒ khIAe Ane sonamaH pIzax ne cIkax Ke Ae kaym rhe ma!e gukhIAe, p` sonamaH kuHDz, kDa Ane vÄ!I dxaAo =ay Aene AvS=a khIAe, daktr?Aahaha¦ kuHDz, kDa, vÄ!I AvS=aAo Aem wgvan Aa„a, vStu trIke jem sonuH Ke AemAa„a Anaid Ke. Aem sonamaH pIzax-cIkax Aaid Ke Ae p` Anaid Ke Aem Aa„amaHAanHd Ane &an Aaid Svwav Ae Anaid Ke p` AenI dxamaH jem sonamaH=I vÄ!I, kDaHAaid =ay Aem AenI AvS=amaH pu~y ne pap ne rag ne äeØ krI Ane A&annI dxa=I cargitmaH rqDI ræo Ane pirw/m` krI ræo Ke. Aaha¦ Ae dxane !aze Ane !azIne AedxamaH inmRz je AanHd Sv$p Ke te dxa Ýg! kre, te dxane AhÄya \/uv khe Ke. Ae fre nhÄpKI, Aa git to fre AekmaH=I bIÒ, ma`s mrIne kIDo =ay, kIDo mrIne kagDo =ay.Aahaha¦

kemke vStu to Anaid Ke Ane pirw/m`na du:q ne (AenuH) kar` ivkar to sevIræo Ke. ragne äeØ, pu~y ne pap krI ræo Ke, Ae!le pirw/m`maH to pD–o j Ke Ae, AekAvtarmaH=I bIÔe Avtar ktar lagI j Ke jNmnI. Ae jNm mr` jena KU!I gya.Aahaha¦ Ane jenuH Sv$p AtIiNãy &an Ane AanHd=I wrelu htuH Ae je e vtRman dxamaHÝaPt kyuÅ tene prmaTmane te AhÄ \/uv khe Ke. Ae dxa hve Aene rhevanI frvanI nhÄ ma!e\/uv khe Ke. Nyay smÔy Ke ne? vat to loÒk=I Ke p` hve jrI ivØy j bIÔe KeAaqo, jgtna \H\a=I ivØy j bIÔe Ke. Aahaha¦

\/uv, ;Acl' Ae pUr` pdne paMya Ae TyaH=I hve fre AevuH n=I ma!e Acz Ke.;Anupm' pUr` pdne paMya Aene _pma n hoy. AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p Ýwu Svwavjeno hoy te du:q$p n hoy, ivk<t n hoy, ivprIt n hoy, Aeno AHtr Svwav wgvanAaTmano AtIiNãy AanHd, AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãy xaHit Aeno Svwav Ke. Ae _`peyn=I, ivprItey n=I Ae vStuna mUz Svwavne Aavr` p` n=I. Aare¦ AavI vatHu Ke¦

Ae xiÉt ßyaH Ýg!I, sonane jem soz vlu Ýg! kyuÅ Ane k=Ir Ane \atu nIkzIg, Aem wgvan Aa„amaH=I pu~y ne papno k=Ir nam mel nIkzI gyo, AnepU aRnHdno na= Ýg! =yo dxamaH Aene AhÄya Acl ne Anupm git pamel khevamaHAave Ke. smÔ uH kaH? ;kaH' Ae!le k pâit=I khevay Ke AenuH nam kaH, smÔy Ke?


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Ae to smÒ Ôy to smÔy Ôy. p` ;kaH' Ae!le k pâit=I khevay Ke Aam.;smÔy Ke kaH' Aeno A=R Ae Ke. Aahahaha¦

khe Ke Aa \/uv, Acl Ane Anupm 5` ivxeØ`=I yuÉt gitne Ýaº =ya prmaTma,isâ gitne Ýaº =ya. prmanHd dxane Ýaº =ya, sHsar dxano jene nax = gyo. Aapirw/m`na Avtar jeno Awav = gyo, kaHitwa¦ nmo isâa H, AenI vat caleKe. nmo isâa H ko p"a n=I vStunuH Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

AevI —gitne Ýaº =yel Aeva svR isâone AnHt prma„a =ya, kar`ke AnHtAnHt kaz =yo, AemaH AnHt kazmaH, AnHt sHto Aaid =ya, to Ae e Aa„anuH sa\n krI,Aa„ana AanHdnuH, ALpkazmaH Ae muiÉtne pame, Aene AnHt kaz muiÉt krva ÔeAenhÄ. Aa„ana Sv$pnI Ýaiº, jem bIjmaH=I pUnm =vamaH ter id'no AaHtro rhe, AnHtkazno AaHtro n rhe. bIj-pUnm Aem Aa„ano Anuwv, rag=I iwþ cEtNyna AanHdnaAnuwvnuH bIjDuH pakyuH ßyaH bIj = bIj, AenI pUr` Ýaiºne ma!e v\are kaz n hoyhve¦ bIj _gI Ae terme dI'Ae pUnm =, pUnm Ae!le pUr`, Amas Ae!le A\Rmas-A\Èmas. Aem pUr` dxane ÝaPt =vamaH Aene var n hoy, Ae=I AhÄ khe Ke, Aeva AnHtaisâo =ya, Aahaha¦ Aa„anI dxane Ýaº krtaH krtaH AnHta =ya Ke.

jene AaTmanuH wan =yuH sMyGdŸxRn, sTydxRn, pU aRnHdno na= sTy Ke tenuH dxRn= gyuH, Anuwv =yo, huH to xuâ KuH, Aa pu~y papna wav Ae to mel ne Axuâ ne du:q$pKe, AevuH ßyaH wan =yuH, hve Aene pUr` ÝaiPtna kaz AnHt n ÔeAe, ALpkazmaH AepUr`nI ÝaiPt krxe, to Aeva AnHta isâo = gya. AnHt kazna ÝvahmaH AnHtprma„ dxane pamela =ya, ma!e ;svR isâ' xBd vapyÈ Ke, svR prma„ane huH nmSkarkruH KHu. Aahaha¦ Ke? nmSkar krIne Aho¦ Aho¦ wƒ Òvo. Aem khe Ke AacayR sHt]utkevzI wi`tH, ]ut kevzIAoAe kheluH, svR& prma„aAe kheluH Ane ]utkevzI Ae!lewav]utnuH &an jene = gyuH Aem e kheluH, Aa smysar namna Ýaw<tne khIx. AaxaÏne huH khIx. jgtna ihtne ma!e Ane mne Ae Ôtno ivkLp _@yo ma!e huH khIx Aemkhe Ke. Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke, Aekek xBd Aakra Kee. (smjvamaH¦)

AWyas nhÄ, Aa cIj j (AaTmãVy) AHtrnI ko, siCcdanHd Ýwu, vStu Ke,vStu Ke, tÀv Ke to vStumaH vsela gu o Ke. Aene vStu khIAe. vStu AemaH AHdr AnHtxiÉt vselI Ke, ma!e vStu khIAe. Aem wgvan Aa„a vStu Ke AemaH AnHtI AnHtIpiv5 xiÉtAo vselI Ke. Ae xiÉtAonI je e Ýg! dxa krI Ane A&anno nax krIpirw/m` bH\ kyuÅ Aene AhÄya prma„a khevamaH Aave Ke. Aeva AnHt prma„anenmSkar kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke? Aem khIne hve huH Aa xaÏne khIx. hve !Ika.

!Ika:- sHSk<tmaH phelo xBd ;A=' Ke sHSk<t Ke. phelo ;A=', A= kem kæuH Ke?Aa xaÏnI x$Aat Ke Aaj. Aa ]utpHcmIno idvs Ke Aa ]utnI rcna = htI Ae]ut paHcm, Ø!ŸqHDagmnI AHkle¬rmaH be hÔr vØR =ya Ane Aaj Aa smysarnI

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x$Aat =ay Ke AogÌsmI var swanI AHdr, AhÄ khe Ke ;A=' Ae mHgzna A=eR Ke,Ae!le xuH? ;A=' hve khuH KuH. Ae!le ke Anaidno je sHsar Ke Aeno nax =ay Ke Ane;A=' hve nvI x$Aat AanHdnI =ay Ke. AtIiNãy AanHdSv$p wgvan Aa„a AeAnaid=I du:qne vede Ke. rag ne äeØ, pu~y ne papna wavne vede Ke Ae to du:q Ke AeneAtIiNãy AanHdno AHx n=I.

Tyare AhÄ khe Ke ke mHgizk A=eR ;A=' xBd krI de Ke ;A=' no A=R mHgizk kyÈ,x$Aat = g, Aa„ana AnuwvnI x$Aatne ma!e A= xBd mHgzne A=eR vapyÈ Ke.Aahahaha¦ FÌ xrtHu siht xBdo Ke bapu¦ magR ko AlaEikk Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ke?x$Aat = g Ke magRnI hve Aem khe Ke. Ýwu¦ AanHdno na= AHdr siCcdanHd Ýwu¦cEtNy Jzhz ßyoit, jena ÝkaxnI s¿amaH jgt jày Ke. jena ÝkaxnI s¿amaHjgt jày Ke. Ae Ô`naro ÔGyo Ke te=I Aene ;A=' nam mHgizk khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahaha¦ Ke? Aek ;A=' xBdno Aa!lo A=R Ke.

;A=' mHgzna A=eR mHgzno A=R Ae Ke mm-gz, mHg ne l. Aeva be AÙr Ke. mHgAe!le piv5ta Ane ;l' Ae!le lait Ýaiº, wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdno na= Ýwu SvwavAe piv5 Ke, Aene ;mHg' khIAe Ane ;l' nam AenI dxamaH Ýaiº krIAe, tene mHgl khe Ke.Aare¦ duinya to Aa paHc pcas laq mze ne mHgizk khe, vaStu kre Ane paHc pcas hÔrqceR ne mHgizk khe. ku!uHbIAone wegaH krIne jmaDe lapxI ivgere. Kokrana lgn kre AnepaHc dx hÔr qceR Ane mHgilk khe, Ae b\a AmHgizk Ke, naxvan Ke. Ae mHgizk nhÄ,mHgz to Aene khIAe jemaH=I piv5ta Ýg! =ay Aa„amaH, Aene mHgizk khIAe. Ýwu poteAanHd Sv$p Ke, siCcdanHd Aeno Svwav Ke. AenamaH=I stŸ AanHdmaH=I AtIiNãy AanHdnIpiv5 ;mHg' nam piv5ta Ane ;l' nam Ýaiº. AevI piv5tanI Ýaiº kre Ae wavnemHgizk khe Ke. daktr? drekna xBd fer Ke. Aahaha¦ A=va mmŸ ne gl phela ;mHg' ne;l' lI\o. AemaH mHg piv5 Ýwu, xuâ Sv$p cEtNyFn AenI piv5ta je e AHtmuRq =nebihmuRqnI ¹iÚ KoDIne, AHtmuRq =ne je e AanHdne Ýg! kyÈ, Ae e piv5ta Ýg! krI ma!eAene mHgizk khIAe. mH...g...l Ae to ÝTyy Ke sHSk<t. bIÔe A=R mmŸ ne gl. AoluH ;mHg'ne ;l' htuH, Aa mmŸ ne gl, AaTma AanHd Sv$p xuâ cEtNy Fn Ke, Aene Aa pu~y-papne Aa xrIr mara, Aevo je mmŸ nam AhHkar Ke, Aevo je im+yaTv wav Ke Aene ;gl' namgaze Aene mHgizk khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aa copDImaH ÉyaHy AaƒuH no hoy daktrI AWyasmaH ÉyaHy. Aahahaha¦ magRAaqo j¡dI Ôtno Ke, Ýwu xuH khIAe? Aahaha¦ AHtrnI cIj, jnm mr` riht =vanIrIt ko AaqI j¡dI cIj Ke. ATyare to loko kHk kHk \mRne name p` paHc pcIslaq qceR = gyo \mR¦ \Uzey \mR n=I tara laq xuH kroD Aapne. Aahaha¦ kaHpmaH-(v#va` keMpmaH) gya'ta nE¦ tmara jma pase, Aola $ipya AaPya'ta ne AolacImnwaAe damngrvaza cImnwa qbr Ke ne? AaVya'tane, hmàH AaVya'ta.


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TyaH gya'ta, AaVya'ta ne bhen hta Fre=I dIkrI mo#a Aagz nazIyer mUkyuH gya'ta,Ane Aeva ßyaH be paHc laq qceR Ae!le Ôè ke \mR = gyo¦ \Uzey n=I bapu.Aahaha¦ Aek, hmàH mãas gya'ta Aa lohI levay Ke ne lohI AolI xHka Ke ne?lohI AemaH mãasmaH mo!uH Aek hoiSp!l Ke, AemaH Aek nanalal wÎ krIne Ke mo!og<hS=, nrm ma`s Aene Aem qbr pDI ke mharaj hoiSp!lmaH lohI Aapva jvanaKe, Aa jrI pHdr dI'Ae le Ke. Ae!le Ae pote sa=e AaVya ibcara nrm ma`s Ke, Klaq $ipya Aeè pote AaPya Ke. mãasnI hoiSp!lmaH K laq $ipya AaPya Ke.Aekla pote nanalal wÎ krIne Ke, Aene Aem qbr pDI ke mharaj lohI deva marIhoiSp!lmaH Aave Ke, Ae!le marI sa=e Aaƒa, pHdr idvse lohI le Ke tpas kaHk kreKe, xHka Ke daktrone lohImaH AhÄya kaH deqatuH n=I. FàH FàH daktro. (temaH Ke) Aekmo!o daktr Ke nhÄ Aolo parsI Aek mo!o nam xuH? w$ca daktr. w$ca daktr mo!odaktr Ke Ae Aaƒo'to, Aave TyaH Aave Ôeva ma!e. bapu¦ AhÄ hxe xrIrmaH \UzmaHkaHk, Amara Aa„amaH kaH n=I. Aahaha¦ xrIrmaH tmne lagtuH hoy to lage wle.Ae lokone Aem Ôè ke paHc ds laq $ipya Aape Ae!le, wÎe K laq AaPya, lokoÔè, (mo!aH mane) bapu pEsa tmarI cIj n=I pEsa to jD Ke, AÒv Ke Ane tme ÒvKo. ÒvnI cIj AÒv ho xke nih. ma!e AÒv meH AaPya Ae AhHkar Ke. Aahaha¦

Aevo pr ÝTyeno AhHkar Ane AHdr rag =ay Aeno p` AhHkar, dya danno ragAe p` ivkLp rag Ke. Aeno AhHkar Ae mara Ke Aene AhÄya mmŸ khIAe. mmŸ namAhHkarnuH pap khIAe. Ae je gze nam gaze mH...g...z... Ae AaTmana AanHdno Aa]ykrIne Ae AhHkarne gaze Aene mHgz khIAe, Ae mHgizknI AhÄ vat Ke. pHiDtÒ¦ Ke?

;A=' xBd mHgzna A=Rne sUcve Ke. —g/H=na AaidmaH x$Aat krtaH svR isâaene,˜prma„a =ya je AnHt isâo¦ sHsarnI dxa ivk<tno nax krI Ane Aivk<t dxapU aRnHdnI dxa Ýg! krI Aeva AnHt svR isâaene —wav-ãƒ Stuit=I.˜ JIÌ vat Ke=oDI hve, xuH khe Ke? pUr` prma„a =ya isâo Ane mare p` =avuH Ke. p` Aa =ya AenehuH nmSkar kruH KuH, k rIte? nmSkarna be Ýkar.

(1) wav (2) ãƒ.bemaH xBdmaH JIÌ vat Ke. wav-ãƒ Stuit Ae!le? wgvan pU aRnHd Sv$p pote

Aara\k Ke, sevva layk Ke, Ane sevnaro p` huH, AevI inivRkLp ¹iÚnI sevna inivRkLpxaHit=I, AaTmanuH mHgizk kre Aene wav Stuit khevamaH Aave Ke. frIne. AaTma AtIiNãyAanHd Sv$p Ýwu, Aene pu~y papna ivkLp=I riht, inivRkLp vItragI dxa=I Sv$pnIseva kre, i5kaz Sv$pmaH Aekag/ =ay, tene wavStuit-wavStuit khevamaH Aave Ke. xBdoj¡dI Ôtna Ke? ;wav' xBd Ke ne? svR isâone AnHt prma„aAone wav Ane ãƒStuit=I wav Ae!le Ae, ke huH pote prmaTm Sv$p j KuH Ane marI inmRz pyaRy äara huHprma„ Sv$pno Aadr kruH KuH, AenuH nam wav Stuit khevamaH Aave Ke jemaH rag n=I.

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Aahaha¦ AavuH ÉyaH nvrax mze nvraxey ÉyaH Ke¦ inv<i¿nI, sHsarna pap AaDe, bepaHc ds hÔrno pgar =ay TyaH to Ô e ke, Aohoho¦ v\I gya, \UzmaHy v|ya n=I,\UzmaH n=I Ae!le? pu~yey n=I TyaH, \mR to n=I p` pu~yey n=I. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke. AnHt prmaTma =ya Aene huH xaÏnI x$Aat krtaH, huH p` prmaTma=vanI AiwlaØavazo Òv KuH, sa\k KuH AaTmana AanHdna AnuwvmaH Aavelo KuH, p`marI hÒ pU R dxa n=I, Ae=I pU R dxa Ýaº Òvone, AnHt Òvone wav=I nmSkar kruHKuH. wav=I nmSkarnI ƒaQya Aa ke pote xuâ AanHd Ke, pote sevva layk Ke, pote jAara\k Ke Ane pote Aara|y Ke. Aara|y nam sevva layk Ane Aara\k seva krnar..Aara\k seva krnar, Aara|y sevva layk. Aahaha¦ huH pote j Aara|y ne Aara\k KuH.huH Aara\k ne Aara|y mne prmaTma, Ae to ãƒ nmSkarmaH Ôy Ke, ivkLpmaH Ôy Ke.JIÌ vat Ke wa. Aahaha¦ Aa to AgMy gMynI vatuH Ke¦ wav nmSkar pHiDtÒ?Aa„a xuâ cEtNyFn AanHdkHd tene huH |yeymaH l Ane vtRman marI |yannI dxamaH tene|yey bnavI Ane tenI seva kruH AenuH nam wav Stuit khevamaH Aave Ke. jemaH prma„ayn Aave, jemaH ivkLpey n Aave, ivkLp nam rag. Aahaha¦

huH xuâ cEtNyFn pU aRnHd vStu KuH ne¦ vStu Ke ne¦ AiSt Ke ne¦ mojUdgI Ke ne¦mojUdgI cIj Ke ne¦ Ane je cIjmaH AnHtu AnHtu jày Ke. Ae Ô`naro AnHt Ke. kemke jemaH AnHtu jày Ke, Ae jày Ke inüy=I to qreqr Ae nhÄ, p` Ae Ô`narnIdxamaH AnHtu jày Ke, Ae Ô`narnI dxa j jày Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa PlaiS!k nhÄ, pÀa PlaiS!k sHbH\InuH je AhÄ &an Ke, SvnuH &an Ane prnuH &an, Ae &an AhÄ jàyKe. AemaH Ae jày Ke Aem khevuH Ae ƒvhar Ke. bakI qreqr to potanI &annI SvprÝkaxk pyaRy jày Ke. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Aa loÒk j j¡dI Ôtna Ke Ýwu,Aa tÀv j j¡dI ÔtnuH Ke.

AhÄ Ae khe Ke, huH wav=I j Stuit kruH KuH. pKI ãƒ, ãƒ AaƒuH, hve ãƒ=I Ae!le?AnHt prma„ane maro xuw rag é@e Ke, ivkLp _@yo Ke, Ae=I nmSkar kruH KuH Ae ãƒnmSkar Ke, pHiDtÒ. smÔy Ke kaH?

AHtrno AaTma pU R dmŸ pU R Sv$pe Ýwu ibraje Ke AenI vtRman dxa inmRzinivRkarI dxa äara temaH Aekakar =vuH jemaH ragno sHbH\ nhÄ Ane jemaH inivRkLp ragivnanI xaHit Ane smai\ Aene AhÄya ;wav nmSkar' khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ Anehve je prma„a AnHt =ya, tena _pr maruH lÙ Ôy Ke, AoluH AHdrmaH lÙmaH htuH te=Ite huH mara Aa„ane sevto, Aara|yey huH Ane Aara\key huH, hve ivkLp _@yo Ke, xuw rag-to Aara\k huH Ane Aara|y prma„a isâ wgvan sevva layk Ke Ae xuwrag Ke. AavIk ÔtnI vat, bapu marg Aevo Ke Ae \mRnI dxa Ane \mRno ko Ýkar Aevo ApUvRKe bapu, Arere¦ Aene ha= to Aaƒo n=I p` Aene saHwzva mzto n=I. AavuH mnu*yp uHmZyuH AemaH wvna AwavnI vat saHwzva n mze Ae wv xuH kamno?


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wle ds hÔrno pgar Ane pcas hÔrna pgar ne \Uzna pgar Aap eramÒwana dIkrane Aa@ hÔrno pgar Ke ne? sumnwa, phela AesomaH hta. _DtoFoDo, phela Aeso kHpnImaH hta TyaH=I nIkzI gya. hve Aa jgmohnlal Ke Ômngrna¬etaHbr deravasI saDa5` kroDnI pedax Ke vØRnI, AhÄya AavI gya Ke. TyaHyAaVya'ta hmàH lohI deva gyo'to TyaH mãas daktre bcara bhu Aadr kyÈ'to daktre.

mãasna gvRnr Ke Aap e AhÄ Ýwudaswa p!varI huH PlenmaH=I _tyÈ Ae!leAemne qbr pDI mharaj Aaƒa Ke. Ae!le marI mo!r pase Aaƒa, mharaj¦ maragvnRr holmaH AavvuH pDxe, mare AapnuH Svagt krvuH Ke. p!varI pote, pKI to ƒaQyanmaHpote Aaƒa. Aa daktr Ke ne p!varI wavngr Aena wa. Aena wa Ke, qbr Ke ne¦ƒaQyanmaH Aaƒa. bavIs imin! saHwZyuH Aene kam FàHne ƒaQyan 22 imin! saHwZyuHp` mharaj mara gvnRr holmaH p\arvuH pDxe Aape, pKI gya' ta A\È klak ræahta. bhar Ke rajmhel mo!o Aene gvnRr khevay, Aap e ihHdI waØamaH raßypalkhevay, p` bhu nrm ma`s. nrm Ke nrm bhu AHdr ivnHtI krI. Amara holmaHp\arvuH pDxe, lokone jrI Qyal Aave mharaj Aaƒa' ta AhÄ gvnRr holmaH. AemaHmo!uH vn Ke Aaspas terso to hrÌya Ke, jGya Aaspas mo!I. ssla Ke, ixyazIyaKe, rajmhel Ke mo!o b\o-b\uH Ke p` kI\Hu Aa tÀvne smÔe bapa¦ Aa ivna b\Hu\Uz\aÌ ne va paÌ Ke.

nrm Ke p` vqt mze nhÄ vqt laHbo. Aaha¦ AhÄya Ae khe Ke, gme te!lI mo!IpdvI hoy Ane gme te!la kroDo AbÔe $pIya hoy, Ae kaH suqI n=I, Ae to du:qI Keibcara¦ kem ke prpda=R _pr AenuH lÙ Ôy Ke, Ae!le rag =ay Ke Ane rag =ay KeAe!le du:q Ke. Sv AaTma _pr Aa]y Ôy Tyare TyaH Aene AanHd Ke ne TyaH suq Ke.Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke, huH mara AaTmane nmSkar kruH KuH wav (Stuit) Aahahaha¦ Aem krInepotanI iS=it p` v RvI Ke. huH k wUimkamaH KuH. huH AaTmana Aara\nnI wUimkamaH KuH.AacayR Aem khe Ke, mne AaTma xuH Ke Ae Anuwv = gyo Ke. hve ALpkaze mareprmaTma =vano kaz Ke. ma!e Aek to huH mara AaTmane sevuH KuH, AanHdna na=maH marIAekag/ta Ke Ae maro wav nmSkar Ke, wavStuit Ke Ane AemaH huH jyare rhI xkto n=ITyare je prmaTma = gya Aene huH nmSkar kruH KuH Tyare Ae xuwrag Ke, pu~y Ke \mR nhÄ,Aahaha¦ maro Aa„a maro Aara\k Ane Aara|y, AevI je inivRkLp smai\ AHdr =vIAe wav Stuit Ae \mR Ane prma„ (pdne) pamelane nmSkar krvo, Ae xuw ivkLpnerag, Ae pu~y, \mR nhÄ, (\mRnuH kar` to qruH ne) iblkul nhÄ. SpÚIkr` krave Ke, vkIlKe ne Ae!le? kar` rag Ae kar` ho xke j nhÄ iblkul.

wgvan Aa„a siCcdanHd, inmRzanHdno na=, pUr` pUr` pUr` pUr` pU Å dmŸpUr` xiÉtno sagr Ae to suqno diryo Ke, wa¦ tne qbr n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae

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AtIiNãy AanHdno isHFu Ke keme bese? be bIDI pIve Tyare svarmaH idxa _tre payqanewa sa'bne Aava to Aplq` hve Aene Aavo AaTma. bapu b\I qbr Ke. duinyanIto b\I qbr Ke ne¦ Aa to 89 muH vØR be@uH Fa!kopr. 89 vExaq sud bIj 88 pUra =gya xrIrne haeH AaTmane vØR n=I AaTma to Anaid AnHt Ke, AemaH to b\uH F uH ÔeyuH.F uH ÔeyuH ne F uH Ô~yuH 89 vØR xrIrne nevuHmaH Aek km Ae p` jnmnI ApeÙaAe, bakImatana pe!maH sva nv mihna ræa Ae p` AhÄna Ke. Ae g`o to hve Aek mihno do#mihno ræo nevaxI pUra =vane sva nv mihnanuH AhÄnuH Ke ne? Aayu*y AhÄnuH Kene?matana pe!maH Aaƒo Ae-p` loko jnm=I g e Éyare Aaƒo Ae n g e. Aahahaha¦Arere¦ Aeva Avtar AnHt kyaR Ke. Ýwu¦

AhÄ to khe Ke ke mare hve Avtar krvo n=I Aevo je maro Aa„a Aene meHAozQyo, meH Aara|yo, meH seva krI Ke-meH wav Stuit krI Ke, mara Sv$pnI. Aahaha¦ p`hÒ huH ALp& KuH, pU R vItrag =yo n=I te=I mne prma„a =ya tena ÝTye mnebhumanno ivkLp-rag Aave Ke. Ae rag xuw rag Ke tene ãƒ Stuit khevamaH Aave Ke AneinivRkLp smai\ AHdr xaHit tene wavStuit khevamaH Aave Ke. pHiDtÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke.sHSk<tmaH Ke b\uH haeH sHSk<t Ke ne? jysenaAacayRnI !Ika AemaH b\uH Ke. shranpurnapHiDt Ke. shranpur Ke ne? (haÒ shranpur)

wav-ãƒ Stuit=I, xuH khe Ke hve —potana Aa„amaH Ane prna Aa„amaH S=apIne,˜bapu¦ Aa vataR n=I Aa k=a kaH n=I Aa to Aa„k=a Ke. khe Ke ke huH Aek Aa„apU aRnHdno na= Ae mne AnuwvmaH Aaƒo, te=I mara Anuwv=I tene sevuH KuH. inivRkLpxaHit Ke te marI wav Stuit Ke. p` ßyare huH AemaH rhI xkto n=I kemke ALp& KuH pU RsvR& =yo n=I, te=I pU R prma„a =ya tene huH xuw ivkLp nam rag=I tene nmSkar kruHKuH Ae xuw rag Ke Ae ƒvhar nmSkar Ke, Ae ãƒ nmSkar Ane AHdr inivRkLp xaHit KeAe wav Stuit Ke. Are¦ AavuH vaHcva kyaH nvra hoy. 41p to ga=a Ke Ane saDa 5` hÔrje!lI to sHSk<t !Ika Ke-saDa 5` hÔr loknI AaTmQyait nam Ke. AenuH !IkanuH namAaTmQyait. AaTm Ýisiâ Aa„a kevo Ke AenI Ýisiâ. Qyait Ae!le Ýisiâ¦¦

AhÄ khe Ke potana AaTmamaH, Aahaha¦ mara AaTmamaH p` huH wav Stuit=InmSkar kruH KuH Ane ivkLp AaVyo Ke to Vyvhar=I p` nmSkar prmaTmane kruH KuH. Aevaisâ wgvanne pU R prma„ dxane Ýaº =ya tene mara Aa„amaH S=apuH KuH. marI vtRmandxa Ke temaH AnHta prmaTmanae sTkar kruH KuH Ae!le ke S=apuH KuH. Aahaha¦ Ýwu AnHtprma„aAo je isâ = gya Ae marI pyaRymaH Aavo Ae!le ke vso. Ae!le ke Ae!laAnHt prma„a, AnHt svR& =ya Ae b\ane marI pyaRymaH Aadr AapuH, Aeno A=R Ae= gyo ke marI ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr #zI g Ke, i5kaz _pr #zI g Ke. Aahahahaha¦

jrI JI`I vat Ke bapu bhu Aa to. Aa k=a n=I kH¦ Aa vataR n=I. Aa to AnHtkazna jnm mr`ne nax krvanI wav dxa Ke, bakI to b\uH mZyuH \Uzne AnHt var.


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khe Ke mara Aa„amaH wav Stuit Ane ãƒ Stuit=I Ane prna Aa„amaH, xuH khe Ke? Ae]otana Aa„amaH, Aem khe Ke, Aeva ]otaAone huH sHwzavIx Aem khe Ke. Ke prna¦potana Ane prna Aa„amaH S=apIne AnHt isâone je AnHt isâ Ke \/uv Acl AneAnupm A=R krI gya Ae Aavxe hÒ to mara Aa„amaH S=apuH KuH. var kvar hoy Ke neßyare Aap e jyare bhar jvuH hoy ne ko gammaH pr gammaH Tyare xuH kre Ke?(ÝS=anuH) ÝS=anuH mUke Ke. be car Fr Ke!e ÉyaHk ÝS=anuH mUke Aolo-var kvar hoy Ke nepKI Aeno var Aave Tyare ÝS=anuH lne CaaLyo Ôy. Aem AhÄ khe Ke huH mara AaTmamaHwav nmSkarnuH ÝS=anuH mUkuH KuH. mare pUr` =avuH Ke hve, Ae pU R =xe Ae marI pU R dxa AneAenI sa=e ivkLp Ke Ae rag Ke, Ae pU R _prno maro Aadr Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ÝS=anuH n=I mUkta var kvare Ane pKI lne calta =ay, pKI te id' varnI j$rn pDe Aene. Aahaha¦ Aem mara Aa„amaH Ýwu AanHdno na= Ke AemaH, mara Aa„amaHhuH isâne S=apuH KuH, AnHta prma„aAo = gya, Aeno huH marI dxamaH SvIkar kruH KuH. marIdxamaH sTkar kruH KuH. Aahahahaha¦ Ane Ae rIte AnHt prma„aAonI AaS=a jene hoy,Ane jene prma„a =vanI ij&asa Ke Aeva ]otaAona Aa„amaH p` huH svR isâoneS=apuH KuH. Aem khe Ke, pKI huH tne sHwzavIx Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

xuH kæuH Ae? (tuH wiv*yno isâ Ko Aem manIne saHwzje) tuH isâ Sv$pI j taroSvwav Ke, Ane ALp kazmaH tare isâ =vuH hoy to saHwz, Ane saHwznarne p` kheKe ke AnHt isâone huH S=apuH KuH tarI dxamaH ÝS=anuH mUkuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ AnHt AnHt isâo= gya ATyar su\ImaH, AnHtkazmaH. AnHtkazmaH Éye kaze prma„a n hoy¦ AevaAnHt = gya Ke. Aeva AnHt prma„aAone mara Aa„amaH to S=apuH KuH p` ]otaAonekhe Ke prna, Ke ne? prna Aa„amaH S=apIne. Aahaha¦ ]otamaH AnHt isâone ßyaHpyaRymaH S=ape Ke Ane Ae ßyaH ha pDe Ke. Tyare Ae saHwzvane layk = Ôy Ke.Aahaha¦ JI`I vatuH Ke bapu¦ Aa loÒk j j¡dI Ôtna Ke.

;in' \atu Ke ne NyaymaH, NyaymaH ;in' \atu Ke. Aa loko srkar Nyay kre ne AapeAe j¡dI vat Ke p` Aa to svR&=I ;in' \atu Ae!le ;in' l jvuH, jevuH Sv$p Ke te trf&anne dorI jvuH AenuH nam Nyay. ;in' \atu Ke NyaymaH=I ;in' \atu Ke. jevuH Sv$p KeAemaH &anne l jvuH, dorI jvuH AenuH nam Nyay. Ae Nyaye AhÄya mara AaTmamaH p`AnHt isâone S=apuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ tuH pamr trIke tne manto ho, ]otane khe Ke, p`tarI pyaRymaH AnHta isâne- mheman(ne) S=apu KuH khe Ke. Aahahaha¦

AevI rIte AnHta isâone dxamaH raqIne, huH khIx te vat saHwz. huH Aa„anIvat khIx te saHwz. vatuH bIÒ ÔtnI jg¿=I j¡dI Ke caltI. Aahaha¦ Ke? prnaAa„amaH S=apIne —Aa smy namnuH Ýaw<t, Aa smy namnuH xaÏ, smysarAenuH xaÏ, wav vcn Ane ãƒvcn,˜ xuH khe Ke ? AHdrmaH wavvcn Ae!le&annI dxano ivkas =yo Aena=I huH khIx Ane ãƒvcn Ae!le ivkLp _@yo Ke

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vaÌ Aaidno Aena=I khIx. Aahaha¦ wavvcn Ae!le Aa vaÌ nhÄ p` AHdrmaHje Aa &annI ivkas xiÉt je Ke-&annI ivkas Ýg! pyaRymaH xiÉt Ýg! Ke,tena=I huH khIx Aene wavvcn khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae &annI ivkasnI dxa je Ketena=I huH khIx Ae wav-vCan khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa re Aa¦ Ane vaÌ äara AneivkLp äara khIx Ae ãƒvcn Ke. AoluH wav Stuit Ane ãƒ Stuit htI, hve AhÄyawavvcn ne ãƒvcn be Aaƒa. bemaH Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ marI &annI dxamaH mne jeivkas vteR Ke tena=I huH khIx. khevanI vaÌ jD p` AemaH je &anno ivkas Ke Aeto inim¿ Ae!luH, Ane je vaÌ nIkzxe Ae ãƒvaÌ Ke, Aa vaÌ jD Ke Ae to.Aahaha¦ Aa vaÌ to jD Ke. Aa kH Aa„a n=I. Ae ãƒvaÌ=I khIx AnewavvaÌ=I khIx. Aahaha¦

Aa to hÒ phelaH maHgizk maHDe Ke. _podŸFat kre Ke. phelI ga=a Ke Aa. ]ut pHcmIKe ne Aaje je@ sud paHcm. Ø!ŸqHDagmnI rcna Aaje = htI AHkle¬r. Aahaha¦Aap e Aa 19mI varnI x$Aat Ke. Aekek xBdna A=R A#ar var to = gya Ke, AaAogÌsmI var hale Ke. wa, tÀv JIÌ cIj Ke. Aa„a AenuH je &an, AaTm&an AecIj bhu JIÌ Ke. Aahaha¦

daktr¦ jUnag# nrisHh mheta —ßyaH lgI Aa„a tÀv icNho nhÄ TyaH lgIsa\na svR jU@I˜ Ae Aa„a Aavo, prma„aAe kheluH AevuH je AenuH Sv$p-ßyaH su\IicNho nihH Ae!le Ô~yo nihH, TyaH su\I tara v/t ne wiÉt, tp ne dan b\a AekDaivnana mÄDa Ke, Aahahaha¦ papnI to vat j xuH krvI? Aa rzvuH ne wog ne ivØyne nokrI ne AemaH leva deva Ae to b\uH AaquH pap 22-23 klak p` Aekad klak mzesaHwzva kdaCa AemaH AemaHy ko xuw rag hoy, Aahaha¦ Ae p` bH\nnuH kar` Ke.smÔùH kaH?

Ae ãƒ Ane wav vcn=I pirwaØ` x$ krIAe KIAe. waØa to j¡Ao¦ maroivkas &anno Aena=I huH Aa„anI vat krIx Ane ivkLp=I A=va vaÌ=I krIx, x$kruH KuH. x$ krta krta ÉyaH pUruH =axe, Ae =ay Tyare Ae ÔÌ leje. Aahaha¦ x$ kruH KuH AemlQyuH Ke ne? pirwaØ`, Aahaha¦ Ke? pirwaØ` Ae!le smSt rIte pUr` wav&an AnevaÌmaH pUr`p uH je Ke AaƒuH. AenuH pirwaØ` ;pir' _TsgR Ke. smSt Ýkare AenuH k=nx$ kruH KuH. Aa x$ krIAe KIAe, Aahahaha¦ Aem ]I kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke, muin Ke nGnidgHbr sHt jHglmaH vse Ke, be hÔr vØR =ya sHvt 49 jHglmaH rheta hta AemaH=I Aa(!Ikana) mUz lok sHSk<tmaH bnaVya Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa !Ika Ke Ae Aemna AekhÔr vØR pKI Am<tcHãacayR muin Ae =ya tem e bnavI.

Aa nva kzxmaH Ae nam AaPyuH Ke wa, —A|ya„ Am<t kzx˜ jgmohnlalÒAenvuH KaPyu^H Ke ne? rajmlnI !Ika jgmohnlalÒAe. AenuH nam —A|ya„ Am<t kzxÃola Am<tcHãacayRna kzx Ke ne? te=I puStknuH nam —A|ya„ Am<t kzx˜ Aem


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nam raQyuH Ke. AhÄ n=I, TyaH AaVyuH Ke. hmàH we! AaƒuH Ke ne?AhÄ khe Ke kuHdkuHdacayR, Ae isâ wgvHto keva Ke, Aahaha¦ prma„ =yelI dxa

AiStpè, ]|\anay @ekaàH ÉyaH hÒ Aene? Aahaha¦ ke jem AnHt Òvo pirw/m`krnar Ke Aem AnHt Òvo pUr` isâne Ýaº =yela p` Ke. kar` ke huH ßyare x$Aat kruHKuH pUr` =vanI, to ALpkazmaH marI pU Rta =xe to je e x$Aat krI Ke Aene ALpkazmaH = g Ke, Aeva AnHta Òvo = gya Ke. loÒk- Nyay=I Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? Ae isâ wgvHto, isâpàne lI\e, isâ prma„dxa, AxrIrI jene xrIr nihH,vaÌ nihH, ivkLp nih rag nihH, pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu¦ Aeva AnHta prma„a ibrajeKe jene ;nmo isâa H'maH khe Ke. paHc nvkar Ke ne nmo AirhHta H ;Air' nam duXmn.rag Ane A&an Ae duXmn Ke. Aene ;hHt' nam h~ya Ane je e pUr` AanHd Ýg! kyÈtene AirhHt khIAe p` xrIr hoy, Aene vaÌ hoy Aene, xrIr vaÌ rihtne isâ wgvankhIAe, nmo isâa`H bIÔ pdmaH Ae paHce pdna xBdna A=R Ke¦ ko Aemne Aemn=I. AoFe AoFe n=I. Aena wav xBdona A=R éHDa Ke. kaHitwa¦ nmo AirhHta`H,nmo isâa`H nmo Aayirya`H Lyo xuH p`? vaDamaH pD–a hoy Aene wan n mze.Aahaha¦

Aeva AnHta isâone, Aahaha¦ isâpàne lI\e sa|y je Aa„a, xuH kI\uH? Aa„asa|y Ke ne Aa„a sa\vo Ke ne? Aena sa|ymaH isâ ÝitCKHd, ÝitCKHd Ae!le hewgvan, Tyare samo Avaj Aave, he wgvan-Ae ÝitCKHd Ae!le samo FDako-ÝitFat Aave ne same? he wgvan tme isâ Ko, to samo ÝitFat Aaƒo Aam gulaH!qane —he Aa„a tuH isâ Ko˜ smÔùH kaH? Aahaha¦ Ke? Ae ÝitCKHdna S=ane Kesamo |vin é@e Ke. jevo prma„ane tuH khe ke tme pUr` Ko, pUàRnHd Ko to Aevo jÝit|vin (pDFo) taramaH Aam paKo Aave Ke. tuH p` pUr` Ko. pUàRnHd Ko. Aahaha¦AavuH Ke. AamaH nvrax ÉyaH ma`sne Ke? Aa„a sa|y Ke Ane Ae Aa„a tenaÝitCKHdna S=ane Ke, isâo, isâ ÝitCKHdna S=ane Ke. ;jemna Sv$pnuH sHsarI wƒÒvo icHtvn krI,' pUr` prma„ pdne Ýaº =ya Aena Sv$pnuH sHsarI Òvo icHtvnkrI, Aahaha¦ AevuH =va mage Ke, jene hve sHsar dxamaH rhevuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevaÝaÌne isâ wgvan Aa„ana sa|ymaH ÝitCKHd Ke. AenuH |yan kre, ivcar kre ke Aavaisâ, Aava prma„a, Aava Aevo huH KuH. Aahaha¦ Sv$pnuH sHsarI wƒ Òvo bey vatisâ krI, AnHta isâo isâ kyaR, prma„ dxa Ýaº AnHt kazmaH, Ane sHsarI wƒÒvo p` AnHt Ke, wƒ nam layk moÙ jvane layk Aeva Òvo, isâ wgvannuHicHtvn krI Aaha¦ te sman potana Sv$pne |yavI isâna- prma„a jevuH maruHSv$p Ke. Aem |yan krI, Aahaha¦ Ke? temna jeva = Ôy Ke.

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smysar, phelI ga=a cale Ke. frIne lAe KIAe. !Ika, !Ika. AhÄ sHSk<t !IkamaH—A=˜ xBd mHgzna A=Rne sUcve Ke, phelo A= xBd pD–o Ke ;A=' Ý=mt Aem xBdpD–o Ke sHSk<t. ;A=' mHgzna A=Rne Ae!le? sa\k \mRnI x$Aat =ay Ke. Aahaha¦;A=' nam hve AnHt kaz=I je sa\k Sv$p jenuH wan nhotuH Aevo cEtNy SvwavAeno, hve sa\kp e x$Aat =ay Ke. Ae j ;A=' nam nvI x$Aat Ke. AenuH nam;A=', Ae j mHgizk Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae to ;A=' sHSk<t !Ikana xBdno A=R =yo.

—hve g/H=na AaidmaH pa@maH Aem AaƒuH'tuH ga=amaH, \/uv Acl ne Anupm p`AhÄya A=RmaH muQy vHidtu sVv isâe. Aem je xBd pD–o Ke, AemaH=I vHidtuno A=R ka#IAne svR isâo, Aene marI pyaRymaH S=apuH KuH Ane ]otanI pyaRymaH AnHta isâne S=apuHKuH. Aahaha¦ AnHt AnHt isâaenuH Aek to AiStTv isâ kyuR-wle sHsarI Ýa`I AnHtgu aho p` isâ p` AnHt Ke Ane te p` Aaid ivna Ke Anaidna Ke. Aem n=I ke phelosHsar hto ne pKI isâ =ya. Aahaha¦ AavI vStu iS=it Ke isâ =ay Ae to sHsarmaH=I=ay. phelae sHsar Ane pKI isâ, Aem nihH. Aek ƒiÉtnI ApeÙaAe pheluH p` samaNynIApeÙaAe to isâ AnHt Anaid=I Ke. Aahaha¦

jem Aakaxna AHtnuH xuH Ke map? Aaha¦ xuH khevay Ùe5, Ùe5 "ae5nI behd AexuH khevay-Ae jem Ùe5 ne SvwavnI vat Ke Aem Aa sHsarI ne isâ bey SvwavAnaidna Ke. Aahaha¦ ke!lak pHiDt Aem khe Ke isâ krtaH sHsar Aa@ vØeR mo!o, Aa@vØR pKI isâ =ay Ke ne¦ Ae to Aek ƒiÉtnI ApeÙaAe, smuCcy Anaid AnHt isâo p`Ke Ane Anaid AnHt sHsarI Ke. jem Ùe5na AmapnuH map j mgjmaH n Aave, ÉyaHAlok Alok Alok Alok Alok Alok Alok Alok Aa caLyuH j Ôy Alok pKIxuH? pKI, pKI j. (Aakax) Aahaha¦ jem Ùe5na AmapnI AiStnI isiâ Ke temisâ p` Anaidna isâ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae keva Ke isâ?

Ae svR isâo, Aek isâ n=I AnHt isâo Ke, AnHt xBd vapyÈ n=I, svR isâ xBdvapyÈ Ke. Aaha¦ je AnHtkaz, K mhIna Ane Aa@ smymaH KseH ne Aa@ muiÉt pame toAe AnHtkazmaH ke!lo AaHkDo =yo? Aahaha¦ Ae svR, Aahaha¦ AhÄ to bIj¡H khevuH Ke,Ae!la b\a svR isâone huH vHidtu xBd Ke. Aem kæo Ke vHidtumaH=I svR isâone meH marIpyaRymaH S=aPya Ke Aem ka#yuH, Aadr kyÈ. rag pyaRy iwþ rhI g. marI &annI pyaRywle ALp& Ke, Ane ]otanI p` &annI pyaRy ALp& Ke, Ae beyno Qyal Ke. KtaH AeALp& pyaRymaH AnHta isâone Ô`vanI AenI takat Ke. Aahaha¦ wle mit, ]ut&annIpyaRy hoy to p` AnHt isâone Ô`vanI takat Ke to AnHt isâo Ke Aeno &annIpyaRy Aadr kre Ke, Ae!le ke vHdn kre Ke, Ae!le ke potanI pyaRymaH tene S=ape Ke. AenuH namvHdn kre Ke Aem kæuH. Aahaha¦


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svR isâone marI pyaRymaH wav Stuit=I Ane ãƒ Stuit=I S=apuH KuH Aem AaƒuH ne?Ke ne? wav-ãƒ Stuit=I Ae!le ke marI pyaRymaH, huH maro Aa„a pUr` xuâ Ae Aara\kne huH Aara|y, huH Aara|y Ae!le vStu, ne Aara\k marI pyaRy. inivRkLp smai\, inivRkLpxaHit Ae Aara\k Ane i5kazI vStu Aara\vane yoGy¸ AevI inivRkLp smai\ AenuH namAhÄya wavStuit khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH AnHta svR isâo, wa¦ AasHsar wUlI Ôy Ke AhÄya, Aahaha¦ ragey wUlI Ôy Ke-marI &an pyaRymaH huH,kuHdkuHdAacayeR vHidtu kæuH AemaH=I Am<tcHãacayeR Aek hÔr vØR pKI Aa wav AamaH Ke Aemka#yuH. Aahaha¦ —vHidtu sVvisâe maH wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR Aem kheva mage Ke te huH A=RkruH KuH. hÔr vØR phela = gya.

kemke ßyaH sMyGdxRn Ane &an qILya Ke, Ae kza b\ane kzI Lye Ke. Aaha¦ AeAhÄya sI\uH, Aek to svR-isâ, isâ kyaR Ae!le ke ko Aek j Aa„a mannara, piv5=ay Ae!le b\a Aek j = Ôy Ke, Aeno inØe\ kyÈ. (]ota: ßyotmaH ßyot wzIg¦) piv5 = gya, prma„a = gya pKI j¡da xuH rhe? Aem khenarno inØe\ kyÈKe. bapu¦ drek prma„a AnHta Ke AenI s¿a iwNn (iwNn) Ke, svR Ke, Aek Ke AemnhÄ. Aahaha¦ svR isâone je sHQyatIt AnHt Ae b\a isâone, Aahaha¦ marI ALp&pyaRymaH Aene raquH KuH. Aahahaha¦ marI pyaRynI pe!ImaH AnHta isâone p\ravuH KuH.Aahahaha¦ marI ALp& pyaRymaH AnHt svR isâone besaDuH KuH. AamH5` krIne ÝwuAhÄya p\aro. Aahaha¦ marI pyaRy Aapne AhÄya raqva jevI laykat (\rave) Ke.Aahahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke. (Am<tcHãacayeR Am<t wyuÅ Ke sa"aat).

vHidtu sVv isâe gjb kam Ýwu. Aek to AnHt isâonI isiâ krI. mara phelaHAnHta isâo = gya Ke, Aeva isâone isâ krI Ane marI pyaRy ALp& hova KtaH,AemaH AnHta isâone S=apuH Ae!lI takat Ke. marI pyaRynI Ae!lI takat Ke ke AnHtisâone raqI xke, AnHt isâo Ke Aem pyaRy raqI xke Ke. Aahaha¦ svR isâonewavStuit=I pr ãƒ Ke isâ ma!e tene Aeklo ãƒ nmSkar =ay Ke, Aem nihH Aem khe Ke.Aahahaha¦ maro wav nmSkar wego Ke. huH xuâ pU aRnHd Ýwu Ae Aara\vane layk te huHAne inivRkLp pyaRy=I Aara\k p` huH AevI wav Stuit=I marI pyaRymaH isâne S=apuHKuH. Aahaha¦ vHdn kruH KuH. gjb !Ika Ke. Aahaha¦ ATyare to AavI ÉyaHy (Ôeva mztIn=I) !Ika, AaTmQyait !Ika gjb Ke. wa¦ (AenuH SpÚIkr` gjb kyuÅ Ke Aape) ha,AemaH Ke ke!luHk Kene AemaH. Aahaha¦ Aeva AnHt isâone marI ALp& pyaRymaH Aem huH khuHAem nihH, p` marI pyaRy AnHt isâne sHFrI xke Ke, AnHta isâae Ae!le AnHtakevz&anIAo, AnHta svR&o Aek svR&ne kbUle to AaHya to AnHt svR&ne kbUle AevImarI ALp& pyaRynI takat Ke. Aahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne¦ Aaha¦ huH wav Stuit(=I) to S=apuH KuH, p` ivkLp äara p` S=apuH KuH isâne, ƒvhar. marI pyaRymaH S=apuHKuH. Aahaha¦ Aam kuHdkuHdacayR je pa@maH khe Ke tene Am<tcHãacayR, AemaH Aa wav wrela

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Ke tem qole Ke. Aahaha¦ jem weHsna Aa_maH dU\ wyuÅ hoy Ane bzukI ba ka#e, AemAa pa@maH wav wyaR Ke Ae Am<tcHãacayR tkR=I, SpÚ tkR=I te wavne bhar qole Ke.Aahaha¦ (vtRmanmeH Aap qolte hE) Aahaha¦ AenI bilharI bapa¦

wav Stuit=I Aadr kruH KuH, Ae!le ke wav Stuit=I p` marI pyaRymaH inivRkLpdxamaH tene S=apuH KuH. Aahahahaha¦ Ane ivkLpnI dxamaH p` Ae AnHta isâHone huH vHdn,pr trIke Ke Ae!le vHdn kruH KuH Ane ivkLp Ke p` Ae ivkLpmaH p` AnHta isâone huH S=apuHKuH. Aahaha¦ AavI vat. Aaha¦ Aek vat.

wav-ãƒ Stuit=I potana Aa„amaH, mara Aa„amaH, Aahaha¦ j¡Ao to qramHgizk kyuÅ. Ame isâ =vana KIAe ALpkazmaH hÇ Aem khe Ke. Ame AnHta isâonuHÝS=anuH pyaRymaH mUÉyuH. Ame p` isâ wiv*ymaH =vana KIAe, Aahaha¦ to AnHtaAnHta AnHta AnHta isâo, Aene inivRkLp dxa äara Ane ivkLp äara marI ALp&pyaRymaH Ane ragmaH Aene S=apuH KuH. Aahaha¦ &anmaH to Ô`Ine S=apHu KuH Ane ragmaH,ivkLpmaH bhuman, bhuman AaVyuH te=I S=apuH KuH . kar` rag kaH Ô`to n=I. Aahaha¦Aeva AnHta isâ wgvanne wav ãƒ Stuit äara potana Aa„amaH Aek vat, t=aprna AaTmamaH, Aahaha¦ gjb kyÈ Ýwu smysare to. Aahaha¦

]otanI pyaRymaH, ]ota wle AÝitbuâ ho hÒ A&anI Ke, KtaH Ýwu tuH ]ota trIkeAaƒo Ke¦ Ame ÉyaHy sHwzavva jta n=I, p` ]ota trIke saHwzva Aaƒo Ko.Aaha¦ Aa iS=itne saHwzva Aaƒo Ko to tmarI pyaRynI p` Ae!lI laykat Amnelage Ke ke te pyaRymaH AnHta isâone Ame S=apIAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦ Ane tmara ivkLpäara p` AnHta isâone tmarI pyaRymaH S=apIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ wavãƒ bey=I Ke ne¦SvmaH ne prmaH beymaH¦ Aahahaha¦ Aohoho¦ isâne he@e étayaR Ke. isâ to TyaH Ke. Ýwutme Amara=I dUr n rhI xko hve. Aahahaha¦ AmarI pyaRymaH Ame ÝS=anuH mUkIAe KIAene, Aeno kaz Aavxe Ae!le Ame pUr` isâ = jxuH. Aem AhÄya to Ae!luH Ôer Aape Ke]ota ma!e p`, Aeva j ]otaAone, ]ota trIke g`vamaH Aaƒa Ke. Aahaha¦ ke jenIALp& pyaRymaH p` saHwzva ma!e Aaƒa Ke isânuH Sv$p Ane Aa„anuH Sv$p saHwzvaAaƒa Ke, to AenI pyaRymaH p` Ame to AnHta isâne S=apIAe Ane Ae S=apI xke KeAevI AenI yoGyta ÔeAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦

prna AaTmamaH S=apIne Ýwu p` pr AaTma Ke Aene ne tmare xuH? bapu¦ ivkLpé@yo Ke ne¦ voCKaim Aem Ke ne¦ khIx Aem =yuH ne¦ ;voCKaim' xBd pDyo Ke ne? khIxAem Ke, to khIx kone? ]otane, Aahaha¦ huH Aene khIx. ;voCKaim' Aeno A=R krxewava=RmaH y=a S=ane je xBdo Aavva ÔeAe te S=ane xBdo AaVya Ke, AenuH nampirwaØ` sU5 khevamaH Aave Ke, wava=RmaH Aavxe. Aahaha¦ Aa„amaH S=apIne. prnaAa„anI pyaRymaH S=apIne. Aeva j ]otaAone lI\a Ke. Aahahahaha¦ ke jenI pyaRymaHAnHta isâo sHFrI xkxe. Aahaha¦ AenI pyaRy AnHta isâone kbUlxe Ane Aadr krxe,


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Aeno Aene Aadr krxe. Aeva ]otaAone ]ota trIke g~ya Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te ]otaAop`, Aahahaha¦ ßyare AnHta isâone S=apIAe KIAe ne Ýwu Ame jem isâpàne pamxuHAem Ae !ozI p` isâpàne pamxe j. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

nhÄ pame Ae AhÄ khe Qyal AmarI pase Ke j nihH. Aahaha¦ khe Ke Ae lokmaHAaVyuH Ke ne? Ame deh Ane AaTmane iwNn btaVyo to ko` nhÄ mane? manxe j.Aahaha¦ Aava AiStTvnuH pUr` svR& pyaRynuH AiStTv ßyaH Ame isâ krIne tneS=apIAe KIAe xiÉtmaH to Ae pUr` Ke Ane tuH Ae xiÉtmaH pUr` Ko, p` Ýg! =yelIpyaRyne tarI -xi›maH n=I, xi›maH Ke p` pyaRymaH n=I, Ae=I pyaRymaH Ame S=apInetne pyaRymaH lÙ isânuH lne Amne saHwzje hve. Aahaha¦ tuH isânuH lÙ lnesaHwzje Aa. Aahaha¦ j$r isâ =x. Aahahaha¦ (vtRmankI pyaRy ALp& hE)ALp& Ke p` Ae!lI takat Ke ke ]ota trIke tuH Aaƒo Kae, Ane Amne saHwzva ma!etuH Aaƒo Ko. to tarI pyaRynI AnHta isâone raqvanI takat Ke tarI pyaRymaH.Aahaha¦ huH S=apuH KuH prnI pyaRymaH to Aeno A=R xuH? tarI pyaRynI Ae!lI takat huH Ôe_HHKuH. mara &anmaH Aem AaƒuH Ke ke tarI pyaRymaH Ae!lI takat Ke. Ane tuX p` manIx AeÝma e. Aahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne¦ Aa —vHid¿u sVv isâe Aahahahaha¦ ivkLp Keãƒ=I to vat krI, p` inivRkLp sihtno ivkLp Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem tne saHwznarnIpyaRymaH p` AnHta isâone Ame S=apIAe KIAe to Ýwu tuH nhÄ raqI xke Ae ÝÆ j n=I.Aahaha¦ AnHta isâone pyaRymaH S=apIAe KIAe, Ae!le taruH lÙ ALp&p e nih rhIxke. Aahaha¦ AnHta svR&one pyaRymaH S=aPya to taruH lÙ svR& _pr jxe. Ane lÙraqIne hve AmaruH saHwzje. Aahahaha¦ ÝvI`wa¦ AavI vato Ke. Aahaha¦ waGy.

Am<tcHãacayR hÔr vØR phelaH ;vHid¿uH sVvisâe'no A=R kre Ke. ÉyaH hÔr vØRphelaH kuHdkuHdacayR =ya, Ae p` pote KÍS= Ke Am<tcHãacayR, bapu¦ KÍS=p uH n j¡Ao.Aahaha¦ Amaro Ýwu svR& SvwavI Ane AmarI pyaRymaH AnHta svR&one Ame S=apIneraQya Ke. Ae hve bhar nih j xke. Aahaha¦ Amaro AaTma isâ=I bhar nih rhIxke hve, Aahaha¦ ko` Ô e xuH wyuÅ Ke AamaH¦¦ Ae!lI wrI Ke AHdr xiÉt Ane Aeno sHg/h Aohoho¦ Aeva prna Aa„amaH S=apIne. AhÄ su\I to hÒ Aa„a khenar AnesaHwznar beyna Aa„amaH S=apIne AhÄ su\I vat krI.

hve khevuH Ke xuH? smy namno Ýaw<t. khevuH Ke smy namno Ýaw<t, pKIsmyno A=R pda=R p` =ay Ke ne mUz A=R AaTma =ay Ke. AaTmamaH pKI b\a pda=RAavI Ôy Ke AaTmanuH &an =taH. SvnuH &an =taH AemaH prnuH &an AemaH AavI Ôy Ke.kemke Aek smynI pyaRymaH K ãƒnuH Ô`vuH, AevI pyaRynI takat Ke. ÒvnI AeksmynI pyaRymaH K ãƒne, K ãƒmaH AnHta isâo, Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHtaisâo, AnHta ingodo ne AnHta prmaùAo, AnHta SkH\o Aek smymaH pyaRymaHÔ`vanI xiÉt Ke Aaha¦ to AevI Aek smynI pyaRynI AavI takat Ke. Aaha¦ to

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AevI AnHtI pyaRyno \rnar gu`no \rnar Ýwu, Aahaha¦ Aena lÙmaH hve rhIneAmarI vat saHwz khe Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?

smy namna Ýaw<tnuH wavvcn mara Ùyopxmna je &annI dxa éFDI Ke. AeéFDI äara huH khIx. &an inim¿ Ke ne vaÌne ivkLpne, p` &annuH Ae wav vcn äara,wavvcn Ae!le ivkLp nhÄ. AhÄya wavvcn Ae!le &anno ivkas je pyaRymaH Ke. jehuH smysarne kheva maguH KuH, AenuH mne &an Ke ivkasmaH, Ae ivkas=I Aene Amewavvcn khIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦

je khevaxe smysar AenuH mne AhÄ &an Ke to huH khIx. to Ae _FDela &annewavvcn khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH? kal to Aola daktrne Ae hta ne Ae smjenhÄ ne Ae!le SpÚIkr` ivxeØ n AaVyuH Aek to maHD guHca gyela hoy bharmaH.Aahaha¦ Aa vatHu bapa, Aa to inv<i¿nI vat Ke tdŸn. Aahaha.¦ AenI sa=e Aem kæuHke ãƒvcn Ae!le ke ivkLp Aaid. to AemaH=I je pu~y bH\axe temaH Amne wiv*yna wvmaHsHyog b\o \mRno j mzxe. ãƒ Stuit =ne? Aahaha¦ Ame wgvan pase, g`\ro,sHto pase ke vaÌ te S=ane j Ame wiv*ymaH jvana AmaruH pUruH krva, Aahahaha¦wav=I to vtRman Ame inivRkLp smai\=I Stuit krIAe KIAe, p` ivkLp=I p` krIAeKIAe, kar`ke Amne qbr Ke ke Aa wvmaH svR& n=I. Aahaha¦ svR&ne S=apIAe KIAep` pyaRymaH Aa wve svR&p uH nih =ay, Aem Amne qbr Ke, te=I ivkLpmaH=I AevuHpu~y bH\axe ke ßyaH svR& prma„a hxe, smosr` hxe, g`\r hxe, Ae ivkLpna fzmaHAevuH pu~y bH\axe ne Aevo sHyog mzxe. Aahaha¦

SvwavnI \ara=I Svwav pU`R =xe Ane ivkLpnI \ara=I pU`Rne smÔvnarnasHyog ÝaPt =xe. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH? Aavo magR Ke bapu¦ Are¦ prmaTmanasHtona pe! mo!a bhu. Aahaha¦ AenI &ankza, smikt kza, cair5 kza AenI xuH vatuHkrvI? Aahaha¦ Ae muinraj pote khe Ke Aam hÇ¦ Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke, hÔr vØRpKI =yela, Ýwu p` tme to Ýwu pase gya nhta ne? kuHdkuHdacayR to gya hta, Aneje=I smiktnI dxa wle Ùaiyk n ho, p` TyaH gya hta ma!e AÝitht dxa to ho,p` tme gya nhota ne? Ame wav wgvan pase gya KIAe. Aahaha¦ Ane AemaH=IAe &annI \ara Aave Ke, Ae äara khexuH. Aahahahaha¦ mara vEwv=I khIxHu Aem khe Ke,pKI khexe ke mne kevzI Ane ]utkevzIAe sHwzaƒuH Ke. inim¿=I khexe, wgvane AmnesHwzaƒuH Ke, ]utkevzIAo hare ccaR =ne saHwZyuH Ke, Pa/wu¦ Aahaha¦ Ame AevaAekla ÝaÌ pHcmAarana n=I. p` Ame wgvan pase saHwZyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ AnesHto pase ne ]utkevzIAo pase meH ccaRAo krI Ke. Ýwu maro Aa„a pHcmkazmaH wleho p` AavI iS=itmaH hto TyaH=I Aavelo Ke. (AapnuH p` Aem j Ke saheb) gjb!Ika Ke. Aahaha¦ wav Ane ãƒne S=apIne. smy nam wavvcn ne ãƒvcn=IpirwaØ`. pirwaØ`no A=R krxe, ßyaH ßyaH ÔeAe TyaH TyaH te S=apn krvuH. xaÏnuH


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rcvuH AenuH nam pirwaØ`, pir Ae!le smSt Ýkare khevuH, Ae!le je xElIAe, je Ýkare,je kaze, je Ùe5e ke Aene yoGy je xBdo hoy Aene rcva AenuH nam pirwaØ`. pHcmAarana ÝaÌAo ma!e AaHhI khIAe KIAe Ane Ame pHcmAaramaH KIAe to Aene yoGyp` pirwaØ` =xe. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?

;x$ krIAe KIAe.' pirwaØ` krIAe KIAe Aem n=I kæuH, x$ krIAe KIAe &annaivkasmaH=I x$ krIAe KIAe kheva ma!e. Aahahaha¦ Ane KÍS= KIAe Ame x$ krIAeKIAe. Aahaha¦ p` x$ kyuÅ AevuH AenuH pU$H = gyuH, pUr` smysar = gyuH. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH? kheva vqte Ame ke Ame x$ krIAe KIAe, x$ krIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ pUr`=vuH Aene ma!e kaz p` AhÄya pUr` to = gyuH Aene. 41p ga=a ne !Ika pUrI = g.pUr` = gyuH. pirwaØ` x$ krIAe KIAe. &annI \aramaH Amare je khevuH Ke Ae Amewgvan pase saHwZyuH Ke, ]utkevzI pase cCyuÅ Ke Ane Amne p` AHdrmaH=I pota=I p`wasI gyuH Ke, AemaH=I x$ krIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ gjb khe Ke¦¦ khexuH Aem n kI\uH.pirwaØ` krxHu, wa¦ pHiDtÒ¦ (AaCaayRdev khe Ke) x$ krIAe KIAe, gjb vat kreKe ne¦ xuH kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu. —Aey¿ ivh¿H daAehH Ae!luH to kI\uH p` paKHu kI\uH Ôe;jid daAejj' deqaDvamaH Aave, huH KÍS= KuH. Aahaha¦ maro na= Ane taro na= AevaAaTmane kheva ma!e huH x$ kruH KuH. p` Ôe deqaDIxne, Aey¿ ivh¿H daAeh deqaDuH KuH deqaDuHKuH. p` deqaDIx to..... Aahahaha¦

Ýwu tuH ]ota trIke AaVyo Ke, isâne S=aPya Ke, Aahaha¦ Anuwv=I Ýma` krje.Aahaha¦ x$ krIAe KIAe p` x$ kyu Å Ae to pUr` = gyu H Aemne to.]I !oDrmle x$ kyuÅ p` pUr` n =yuH. ;moÙmagR Ýkaxk' x$ kyuÅ p` pUruH n =yuH. AasHt khe Ke ke huH x$ kruH KuH hÒ p` puruH = jxe. Aahaha¦ x$ krIAe KIAe Aem ]IkuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke, Aahaha¦ sHt- AacayR Aem vaÌ äara Aam khe Ke. Ke to b\I vStuinivRkLp Ane inivRkLp dxamaH isâo ræa Ke, p` Aa rIte huH vaÌ äara Ae rIte vStunIiS=itnuH v Rn x$ kruH KuH. x$ kruH KuH. Aahaha¦

;voCKaim' Aem kæuH ne¦ wa, AemaH=I Aa ka#yuH (kæuH) x$ kruH KuH. ;vHidtu sVvisâe' svR isâone S=apIne, mara Ane tara Aa„amaH, wav Ane ãƒ Stuit=I wav Aneãƒ vcn=I, Aahahaha¦ x$ krIAe KIAe. Aaha¦ huH khuH KuH Aem n letaH x$ krIAe KIAeAem, ;voCKaim' xBd pD–o Ke pa@maH, heH? (huH khuH KuH) khuH KuH. Aeno A=R Am<tcHãAacayeR Aa ka#yo. Aahaha¦ je wav Ke Ae j ka#elo Ke hÇ ke Ae ;voCKaim' kæuH wlep` Aeno A=R Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ x$ kruH KuH. khevanuH x$ kruH KuH. Aahahaha¦ (ga=amaH towav-ãƒ vcn n=I) ivkLp _@yo Ke Ae ãƒvcn Ke. ivkLp Ke ne Ae j ãƒvcn Ke.vaÌ to AsdŸwUt Vyvharnye ãƒvcn Ke. ivkLp é@e Ke Ae AHtjRLp Ke. inivRkLptaKe Ae to AHtr xaHit smai\ Ke, wav nmSkar Ane wavStuit Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aem ]I kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke Am<tcHãacayR khe Ke ke Aam kuHdkuHdacayRdev khe Ke.

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Aahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR Ke ne Aa !Ikakar, =oDuH p` sTy, AHdr hoy AevuH hovuH ÔeAene? Aahaha¦ Aam x$ krIAe KIAe Aem kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke. heH¦ kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke ke huHsmysar khIx Aem kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke Aem n letaH x$ kruH KuH Aem kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke.Aahaha¦ xBde xBdnI ikHmt Ke AhÄ to, Aa to sHtonI vaÌ Ke, kevzIna pe! qoLyaKe jeè. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tuH p` mo!o Ko tarI vatey mo!p (mo!I) Ke bapu. Aahaha¦tarI pyaRymaH isâo AnHtne S=aPya hve tarI pyaRynI mo!p, ãƒnI to xuH vat krvI¦Aahaha¦ p` tarI pyaRymaH ]ota (nI) Aahaha¦ AnHta isâone ßyaH S=aPya, hveAene ragno Aadr rhexe nihH.

ALp&maH isâne S=aPya Ae ALp&p e rhI xkxe nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae svR& SvwavIwgvannI vat krxe Ýwu¦ to svR& SvwavmaH j tuH jx Ane svR& =x. Aahaha¦in:xHk, in:sHdeh Aem Ô` tuH. Aahaha¦ Ame wvI hxuH ke AwvI? rheva de AevI vat, ko ekI\I tne Ae vat. Aahaha¦ wvI-AwvIno magR amaH inØe\ kyaeR Ke. magR amaH wvI-AwvI nhÄ. AaTma wvIye n=I ne AwvIye n=I. wvI hoy to isâmaHy wvIp uH rhevuHÔeAe. isâmaH wvIp uH rhetuH n=I. wvIno Awav Ke isâpàmaH kar` ke wvInIyoGyta htI te Ýg! = g hve wvIp uH isâmaH n=I, AwvI to Ke j nihH. p` isâto wvI ne AwvI bey n=I. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke ke ßyaH Ame vat krIAe KIAe TyaH tuH wvI AwvIno ÝÆ j raqIxnih, p` AnHtkaz =xe mne isâ =vamaH Ae p` raqIx nih. Aahaha¦ jem isâ=vane smikt =ya pKI AsHQy smy j ÔeAe, AnHt smy n ÔeAe. Aahaha¦ temAhÄya Ame S=apIAe KIAe to Ýwu iv¬as krje, iv¬as krje AHdr ke Aa Aa„aneAavI vat saHwzva mzI Ane Ame ßyare saHwzvane layk KIAe, Ane AemaH AnHtaisâone ÝwuAe AmaramaH S=aPya Ane AmarI yoGyta deqIne teè S=aPya Ke. Aahaha¦]otaAone sagm!e notruH AaPyuH Ke. sagm!e notruH Ae!le smßya ne? b\a AavÔe Aem.

Amare ka@IyavaDmaH sagm!e notruH Ae!le AaquH Fr AavÔe jmva, Aene sagm!enotruH khevay. kHdorabH\ jmvanuH khe to to j¡vanIya Aave, ne kNyanuH khe to kNya Aave.Aeva 5` Ýkar Ke. jm`nI ivi\na 5` Ýkar Ke, Ke ne? 5` Ke ne? !ozIya.

AhÄya sagm!e notruH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu b\a ]otaAo isâ pdne =vane layk Ko,haeH tme b\a. te=I Ame isâne S=apIAe KIAe tmaramaH Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae vat Amex$ krIAe KIAe Ae!le ke tare p` te vat saHwzva tEyarI raqvI pDxe, x$ krIAe KIAeAe!le pKI =ay TyaH su\I tare |yan raqvuH pDxe. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

;Ae isâ wgvHto,' hve je isâ S=aPya, potanI pyaRymaH Ane ]otana- samanaAa„anI pyaRymaH, je isâne S=aPya, —Ae isâ wgvHto isâpàne lI\e sa|y je Aa„a,˜potano Aa„a sa|y Ke Aena S=anmaH isâ Ke. isâ p` sa|y Ke jem Aa„a sa|y Ke tem,isâp uH sa\vuH Ke, Aem AhÄya Aa„a sa\vo Ke, Ae Aa„a isâne sa\vo Ke. isâpàne


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lI\e sa|y je Aa„a tena ÝitS=ane Ke. isâpàne lI\e sa|y Aa„ana ÝitCKHd Ýwu pUr`tme Ko, to same Ýwu tuH pUr` Ko. ÝitCKHd (pDFo) samo Avaj |vin same FDaka mareKe. Aahaha¦ pUr` tme AanHdna na= Ko. to Avaj samo Aave Ke ÝitCKHd, pUr` AnHtAanHdna na= tme Ko¸ Aahaha¦ je!la isâne ma!e ivxeØò khevamaH Aave Aeno samoAvaj |vin é@e Ke, Ýit|vin ke tuH tevo j Ko. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

—isâ wgvHto, isâpàne lI\e, isâpàne lI\e, pUr` isâ = gya Ke ne AenelI\e sa|y je Aa„a tena ÝitS=ane Ke. Aa„a sa|y Ke tena ÝitS=ane isâ Ke. jemnaSv$pnuH sHsarI wVy Òvo, jemna Sv$pnuH, jemna Sv$pnuH sHsarI wVy Òvo,Awƒ ka#I naQya, Aahaha¦ icHtvn krIne- AHdrnuH |yan krIne. Aahahaha¦ sHsarIwƒ Òvo jemna Sv$pnuH icHtvn krIne, jeva isâ Ke Aevo j huH KuH. Aahaha¦ marIÔtmaH Ane ÝwunI ÔtmaH fer n=I, Aahaha¦ Aem icHtvn krIne isâne potanaAa„amaH icHtvn krIne te sman potana Sv$pne |yavIne, isâ sman. potanaSv$pnuH |yan krIne, ÔeyuH? mUz to AhÄ paKuH l jvuH Ke. icHtvn wle Aena Sv$pnuHp` mUz to paKuH AhÄyaH l jvuH Ke, te sman potana Sv$pne |yavIne, Aahaha¦ jembazk potanI matane \ave Ke Aem AanHdnuH |yan krIne |yavIne. Aahaha¦ Ke?potana Sv$pne |yavIne potana Sv$pne |yavIne. Aahaha¦ Sv$pne |yey bnavIne,|yanmaH |yavIne. Aahaha¦ Sv$pne |yanmaH |yey bnavIne, |yanmaH |yavIne, Aenors lne, Aahahahaha¦ temna jeva = Ôy Ke. temna jeva = Ôy Ke. AhÄ n =ayAeno ÝÆ AhÄ Ke j nih. Aahaha¦

isânuH |yan, Aa„a sa|y tena ÝitCKHdna S=ane Ke jeva tme isâne khexo Aevoj tmaro Aa„a Ke. Aeva Aa„ane isâna Sv$pnuH icHtvn krI pheluH, pheluH icHtvn pKIAHdr |yan krIne Aam. AHtrna pUr` Svwavne |yavIne, Aahaha¦ |yavIne Ae!le|yanmaH tena AanHdne lne. matana AaHczmaH=I jem bazk dU\ pIve Aem Aa„anaAHdr AanHdmaH=I te |yavIne, AanHdne pIne. Aahaha¦

Aek jò khe ke Aa smysar huH 1p idvsmaH vaHcI gyo'to tme bhu vqa` kroKo bapu¦ p` huH 1p idvsmaH vaHcI gyo. Ae wa¦ AenI Aekek kDI wa bapa¦ (vaHcIgyo'to, smßyo nhto) smje xuH \Uz? p` Aem khe, tme smysarna bhu vqa` kroKo, huH vaHcI gyo. bapa AHg/eÒna xBdo Ae-bI. Ae-bI Aem krIne vaHcI gyo. p` bapu,AenI Aekek kDI, Aekek ga=a bapu, Aa to sHtonI Amr vaÌ Ke. Am<tvaÌ- Amr=vanI vaÌ Ke. Ae vaÌ Afr Ke-Aem tmne Afrp uH, isâp uH =ay AevI Aa Afr vatKe, ]otaAone Aem khe Ke. Aahahaha¦

te sman potana Sv$pne, ÔeyuH? isâ sman potana Sv$pne |yavIne, Aahahaha¦temna jeva = Ôy Ke. isâ jeva = Ôy Ke. (]ota: pyaRymaH) Aahaha¦ je isânuHicHtvn kre Aene vHdn Ame kem kyuÅ, Aeno Aadr kem kyÈ ke AenuH |yan, icHtvn krIne Aena

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Aa„anuH |yan krIne Aena jeva = Ôy Ke ma!e —vHid¿u sVvisâe isâone Aa„amaHS=aPya Aene vHdn kyuÅ Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb VyaQya Ke ne¦¦

;carey gitAo=I ivlÙ`,' Aahaha¦ carey git du:q$p Ke wa¦ mnu*y git,SvgR git p` du:q$p Ke, pra\In Ke. je isâna Sv$pne, tarI pyaRymaH S=aPya AmarIpyaRymaH S=aPya, AenuH isânuH icHtvn krIne Sv$p maruH AevuH Ke, AevuH AHtr Aa„anuH |yankrIne, isâ gitne pamxe j. Aahaha¦ care gitAo=I ivlÙ`- car gitmaH AenuH kaHlÙ` mze AevI car git n=I, Aena=I iv-lÙ` Ke. isânI git Ae to ko iv-lÙ`Ke. Aahaha¦ ivprIt lÙ` Aem nihH, p` ko j¡dI ÔtnuH ivlÙ` Ke. Aahaha¦ Are¦Aa vat kevzI prma„a, ijneNãdev i5lokna=, khexe Ame AenI pase saHwzIne AhÄAaƒa KIAe. Aahaha¦

Ýwu ibraje Ke (sImH\rna=¦) Aahaha¦ AemnI pase Ame saHwZyuH Ke, kHk xHkaAaid hoy to ]utkevzIAo pase ccaR krIne Ame sma\an kyaÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Ame Aai5lokna=no sHdexo tne sHwzavIAe KIAe, Aahaha¦ saHwznaraAone khe Ke, isâne kemAme S=aPya Ane vHdn kem kyuÅ? wav ãƒ Stuit kem krI? ke AenuH icHtvn krI Ane AenaSv$p jevuH, maruH Sv$p Ke. Aem AHtrmaH |yan krIne, |yavIne isâ jeva = Ôy Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane Ae isâ, car git=I ivlÙ` Ke. Ke? —pHcmgit moÙ tene pame Ke.˜carey gitAo=I ivlÙ`. Aahaha¦ AevI je pHcmgit, Ae p` Aek Ke to git, isâ p`Aek git Ke, pyaRy Ke, ãƒ gu nihH. ãƒ gu to i5kaz Ke, Aa to pHcm gitne pameKe. Aem Ke ne? pyaRyne pame Ke. pU R moÙ dxane pame Ke. Aahaha¦ pHcm git Aevo jemoÙ Aene pame Ke. Ae!le ke Ae isâ pyaRyne pame Ke. jevuH taruH Sv$p isâ jevuH Ke AepyaRymaH tne S=aPyuH, AenuH icHtvn krI, Sv$pnuH |yan krI, pHcmgit, moÙne Ae p` Aekgit pyaRy Ke, pame Ke, moÙ gitnI pyaRyne teAo pame Ke. moÙ kae gu n=I, gu neãƒ to i5kaz Ke, pame Ke Ae pyaRy hoy. Aahaha¦ pHcm git AevI moÙ tene pame Ke-

hve phelaH je ivxeØ` AaPya hta AHdr |a/uv, ACal ne Anupm ga=ana A=RmaH,ga=ana A=RmaH phelaH AaPya'ta ivxeØ`, Ae ivxeØ` hve Aape Ke !IkamaH-ke Ae moÙgit Ke kevI? je moÙ pyaRy pame Ke, nvI pame Ke, htI nihH, nhotI, xiÉt$pe isâ htuH.p` moÙnI pyaRy$pe nhotI ko id' AwUtpUvR, (A=aRtŸ) pUveR nih =yelI, AevI moÙpyaRyne pamxe j-pamxe. Aahaha¦ te moÙ git kevI Ke. Aahaha¦ AenI ivxeØ vat krxe.

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smysar¦ phelI ga=a cale Ke, AhÄ su\I AaVyuH Ke. ;pHcmgit moÙ tene pame Ke'TyaH su\I AaVyuH Ke. hve Ae git kevI Ke, Ae vat cale Ke, ivxeØò phelaH AaPya Ke,\/uv, Acl Ane Anupm AenaH ivxeØò hve SpÚ kre Ke. AHdrmaH S=apIne potanIpyaRymaH, AnHt AnHt is|\one S=apIne Ane voCKaim kI\uH Ke ne? khIx, to ko'kne kheKe ne? voCKaim kI\uH Ke ne? khIx to Aene p` khe Ke huH khIx, Aene p` huH isâone S=apuH KuH.

Aeva isânuH |yan krIne, potana Sv$pne |yave, Ane te=I te isâpdne pame, teneAhÄya isâgit khe Ke, Ae isâgit kevI Ke? Ae khe Ke, kevI Ke pHcmgit? Svwavwav$pKe. Svwav$p Ke Aem n=I kI\uH kemke pyaRy Ke ne¦ isânI pyaRy Ke Ae!le Svwavwav$pKe,—SvwavwavwUttya˜ Aem xBd Ke ne¦ mUz sHSk<t xBd Aem Ke-SvwavwavwUttya,Svwavwav$p- wUtno A=R $p. Aahaha¦ isâ gitne paMya Ae AnHta isâone maraAne tmara Aa„amaH S=apuH KuH. Aahaha¦ te isâ keva Ke? ke pHcm gitne pamela Ke.Aahahaha¦ Svwavwav$p = gyela Ke. Svwav to i5kaz Ke p` AhÄya toSvwavwavnI pyaRy$p =ya Ke dxamaH, isâ wgvan AenI pyaRymaH Svwavwav$p=ya Ke. Svwavwav$p Ke. vStu to Svwav Ke, wgvan AaTma isâ Sv$p j Ke, te=Ito pyaRymaH AnHta isâone S=apIne khIx, to khenarne Ane saHwznarne- beyneS=apIne Aem kæuH. Aahaha¦ Ane te git kevI pame Ke? ke Svwavwav$p- jevo AenoSvwav Ke Aevo j AenI dxamaH Svwavwav$p dxa pame Ke. Svwav wav Ae!le AenIpyaRy btave Ke. Svwav i5kaz, vtRman Aeno Svwavwav$p = gya Ke. Aahaha¦pHiDtÒ¦ Aahaha¦

jevo Aeno Svwav hto AevI j dxa pyaRymaH- Aena wvn$pI wavmaH,Svwavwav$p dxa = Ke. Aahaha¦ te=I Aene \/uv khe Ke. pyaRyne \/uv khe Ke. \/uvSvwav je hto, Svwav \/uv hto AemaH=I pyaRyne Svwavwav$p pir`mavI, Aene \/uvkhIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ (be \/uv =ya i5kaz \/uv Ane Aek vtRman \/uv) ha, \/uv Ae pyaRyKe AhÄya. kar` to Aem khevuH Ke ne ke Svwav$p dxa = g, hve Aene TyaH=I frvanuHn=I, \/uv = gyuH. Aahaha¦ car gitmaH to bdlI Ôy Ke git, Aek gitmaH=I bIÒ gitAa to \/uv (pyaRy¦) Aahaha¦ Ae khe Ke. j¡Ao.

Svwavwav$p Ke te=I, Svwavwav$p Ke te=I, ;SvwavwavwUttya \/uvTtH'Aem te=I \/uvpàne AvlHbe Ke sHSk<t Ke ne? ;SvwavwavwUttya |a/uvTtH' Aahaha¦Aem krIne Svwav p` jeno hto . Ae kaH nhto Aem nih. Aem Ae AaƒuH to Ae kaHbharmaH=I ko cIj n=I AavI. Aahaha¦ Aeno Ae Svwavwav hto, te Svwavwav$ppyaRymaH wav = gyo. Aahaha¦ Svwavwav to i5kaz hto. AemaH=I vtRman pyaRymaH

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te wavnI iS=it$p, wavna$p $pe pirìt = g. Aahaha¦ Aene AhÄya isâgitkhevamaH Aave Ke. ;`mo' xBd Ke ne ;`mo', ;`mo' xBd vStune nih, khexuH Aenelagu pDe Ke. ;voCKaim smy pahuDH `mo' ;Aa', Aoho Aem Ke ne? `mŸ Ao `mŸAo. dm ;Ao' ;m' AanI kor AavI gyo ;dmŸmaH' ;Ao' j¡do pDI gyo. Aa AhoAem krIne khe Ke, Aahaha¦ AavuH xaÏ, Aa Aho¸ ]utkevzI wi`yH Aahaha¦ te khIx.Aahaha¦ xuH xBdo? `mo xBd Ke ne `m no A=R dmŸ Ane ;Ao' AemaH=I p` jUdopaDyo —Aoho˜ Aa¦ Aoho¦ ]utkevzI kevzI wÌyH, Aeva smysarne huH khIx. huH toKuH p` jene saHwzvuH Ke Aene khIx Ae!le Ae Òvone p` isâ dxanI pyaRymaH S=aPya Ke.(Ae b\a isâ (dxa) pamxe.) Ae pamxe j AhÄya to Aek j vat Ke ne¦ AhÄ bIÒvat Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kone =oDo vqt lage kone Fò lage. Aahaha¦ kem ke ;AaAho¦ AaüyRkarI vat btave Ke Ae wƒ Aem kI\Hu ne? Aahaha¦ TyaH=I Aem _paDyuHAho¦ wƒ Òvo Aem kæuH. ga=a=RmaH kæuH, ga=a=RmaH Aem kæuH Ke, Aho. Ke? Aho¦ xBd Ke,Aho¦ xBd mUÉ–o Ke, Aaha¦ Aho xBd Ke ne? mUz pa@maH, xBda=RmaH Ke. Ae ;Aho' khIneto huH ]utkevzIAe kheluH, kevzIAe kheluH Ane ]utkevzIAe kheluH, wa Aho¦ Aa khevanoAvsr Aaƒo ne? saHwznarne p` Aaƒo saHwzvamaH, Aahaha¦ Aem khIne Aho¦AaüyR btave Ke. 5`lokna na= kevzIAe kæuH (te j) khIx Ane ]utkevzIAe kheluHkhIx. Aahaha¦ Aavo vqt Éyare hoy Aem khe Ke, saÙatŸ wgvane (sImH\r ÝwuAe)kæuH. Ae meH saHwZyuH Ane ]utkevzI pase cCyuÅ, Ae huH khIx, Aahaha¦ AemaH=I ke!loithas nIkze Ke? ke Ae wgvan pase gya'ta ke nih? Ae pote Aem É–aH khe? pÀamaH Ae AavI Ôy Ke. wgvan khe Ke Ae khIx, Aeno A=R j Ae = gyo ke wgvanpase saHwZyuH Ke, Aahaha¦ Ane ]utkevzIAo pase cCyuÅ Ke. AevI smysarnI iS=it jeAaTmanI Aene huH khIx. to AemaH ko !Ika kre Ke (ke) huH khIx Ae to Aave Ke. AemaH huHkhIx p` waØamaH xuH Aave? Aem ke vaÌ Ke Ae to pr Ke to khIx, Aem kem AaVyuH paKHuTyaH, p` waØamaH bIj¡H Aave xuH? khIx. nIkzxe vaÌne yoge vaÌ, p` maro &anwavje Ke Aene Anusare (vaÌ) =axe, Anusare waØa =axe, waØa waØane kar e Ke. p` jemvaÌ svR& AnusairÌ Ke, bIÔ lokmaH AavI gyuH ne¦ vaÌ jem prmaTmanI svR&AnusairÌ, AnuwvxIlI Aeno A=R kyÈ Ke. kevz&anne AnusrIne Aem, Aa meH wgvanpase saHwZyuH Ke, ]utkevzI pase Ô~yuH Ke Aene Anusare vaÌ nIkzxe. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH? Aekek xBdmaH bhu j FÌ éHDp wrI Ke, FÌ éHDp wrI Ke. Aohoho¦ ke!lIkto kale khevaÌ Kee. phela xBdmaH=I. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to \/uvmaH=I Aa!lu levuH. (smjvuH)

Ae git Svwavwav=I j \/uvpàne AvlHbe Ke Ae!le \/uvp e hoy Ke —careygitAo pr inim¿=I =tI hova=I \/uv n=I˜ Aek$p rhetI n=I. git pl!ay Ke svaR=RisânI git hoy toy pl!I Ôy, mnu*ymaH AavI Ôy fDak. Aahaha¦ Ae paHDvo, paHcpaHDvmaH shdev ne sa\m± Ane muin Ke, Kõe-satme gu S=ane JUlta _psgR Aaƒo AemaH


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5` to kH ivkLp ivnana kevz pamIne moÙ p\ayaR, p` be j`ne jrI ivkLp AaƒoArere¦ kem hxe muinAone? Aahaha¦ TyaH git, svaR=R isânI = g, kevz&an A!ÉyuH,Aa xuw wav, xuw wavmaH, wv be v\I gya. Aahaha¦ Aa to git isâ- jemaH gitj nihH bIÒ. pr inim¿=I =yelI git to pl!I Ôy Ke. Aa to Sv Svwav=I =yelI git\/uv, Ae hve pl!e nihH. Aahaha¦ isâpàmaH=I hve Avtar \ar` kre, (Ae nih) AolaAem khe Ke ne wÉtone wID pDe, raÙso=I (p` wgvanna wÉtone wID j pDe¦) p`wID Ke j kevI AHdr? khevay, _psgR Aave Ae!le khevay, _psgR hoy Ke te xuH Ke? Ô eKe Aene, Ke AevuH Ô e Ke, Ane AanHd=I shn kre Ke, h@=I du:q=I shn n=I krta.Aahaha¦ pirØh-_psgRmaH to _Ga/ Ôer Ke, AHtr puÌØa=Rno AtIiNãy AanHdmaH Ôer=IpuÌØa=R (_pDe) AanHd AanHd AanHd AanHd duinya Aene du:qna sHyog=I deqe, AHdrmaHAanHdnI lher=I Anuwvta hoy Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄya AevI pHcm git¦ carey gitAo to bIÒ (bdle Ke) Ke, \u/v n=I, car gitto ivnaixk Ke. —\/uv ivxeØ`=I pHcmgitmaH Ae ivnaixktano VyvCKed =yo.˜ hve Aegit pl!e j nihH. Aahaha¦ moÙ =ya pKI p` Avtar \ar` kre Ae vatne j¡õI @ravI.jeno sHsar bzI gyo, je cò bzI gyo Ae cò _ge xI rIte? hve. cà jevI Ôt p`bZya pKI _ge nihH, Ane Aa to A&an ne rag äeØne bazI naqIne Aa„anI dxa \/uv Ýg!krI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae TyaH=I ivnax pame nihH, TyaH=I ivnax pame nihH, ma!e tene \/uvkhevamaH Aave Ke.

vzI te git kevI Ke? Anaid kaz=I prwavna inim¿=I =tuH prmaH w/m` tenIiv]aHit- Acz Ke ne? Acz, Aga#, Aczpàne pamI Ke, Aczp uH hve pamI. mzIAe mzI Ae hve cze nih. Aahaha¦ \/uv kæuH, hve, Acz kæuH paKuH. Aahaha¦ cze nih hveAevI dxane paMya Aeva AnHta isâone meH pyaRymaH S=aPya, Ae Aava isâo Ke (Aem)khe Ke. isânI Aozqa` Aape Ke paKI. Aahaha¦ teno pHcmgitmaH ƒvCKed =yo. —cargitAomaH pr inim¿=I je w/m` =ay Ke teno AhÄya pHcmgitmaH Acz khIne, czenihH Aem khIne —ƒvCKed kæo.˜ \/uvmaH to AiSt S=aPyuH htuH Aa Acz Aa hve cze nihHAem TyaH=I fre nihH, Aem S=aPyuH. Aczpàne pamI Ke. be xBd =ya.

5IjH¡, vzI te kevI Ke? \/uvmŸ Aclm Anupm hve AnupmnI VyaQya kre Ke—jgtmaH je smSt _pmayoGy pda=È Ke temna=I ivlÙ` AdŸwut mahaTMy hova=IÃahaha¦ —tene konI _pma mzI xktI n=I.˜ isâ keva? ke isâ jeva. Aena jeva Ae.Aena isâ jeva isâ. Aene bIÒ ko _pma AapI xkatI n=I. Aahaha¦ _pma AapvayoGy pda=È Ke temna=I ivlÙ` AdŸwut mahaTMy hova=I tene konI _pma mzI xktIn=I. —Aa ivxeØ`=I care gitAomaH je prSpr k=HictŸ smanp uH mzI Aave KecÊvt±nuH suq, çã jevuH, çãnuH suq cÊvt± jevuH AHxe p` sman mzI Aave, p` AhÄyakaH mze AevuH Ke nhÄ. isânI gitmaH ko _pma mzI xke tem n=I. Aahaha¦ prSpr

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k=HictŸ smanp uH Caar gitmaH mzI Aave Ke —teno AhÄya pHcmgitmaH VyvCKed =yo.˜—vzI te kevI Ke?˜ Ae ivxeØ kæuH-5` to pa@ (maH) Ke, \/uv, AclmŸ Anupm,

hve git Ke ne git Ae git Ke Ae ApvgR Ke Aem isâ krvuH Ke. Aahaha¦ 5` vgR=I j¡dIApvgR Ke, Ke? j¡Ao, Aahaha¦ ApvgR tenuH nam Ke —ApvgR kem khevo˜ ke, \mR nampu~y, A=R nam l"mI, kam nam ivØy Ae i5vgR khevay Ke, i5vgR khevay Ke. Aahaha¦moÙgit te Aa vgRmaH nihH hova=I moÙgit pu~ymaH n=I, pEsa l"mImaH n=I, AneivØymaH n=I, 5` vgR=I j¡dI ApvgR Ke, vgR ivnanI Ke, vgR 5` Ke pu~y, pap Ae!lel"mI mzvI Ane Aa ivØy, ApvgR kI\uH ne? A=R Ane kam Ae!le vasna Aena=I rihtKe. —AavI pHcm gitne isâ wgvHto paMya Ke.˜ Aahaha¦ Aena wavmaH AenHu wasnAavvuH ÔeAe ke isâ git AavI Ke te rIte tene \mR, A=R ne kam=I j¡dI- TyaH pu~yey n=I,ßyaH ivØy vasna n=I (Ane) ßyaH l"mI n=I. Aahaha¦ temne Aava isâ wgvHtoneAozqIne khuH KuH Aem khe Ke. Aava isâ wgvHt \/uv, AclH ne Anupm, i5vgR=I j¡daApvgR. Aahaha¦ AevI dxane —SvwavwavwUttyaH pamelane huH, frIne khe Ke. —temnepotana Ane prna Aa„amaH S=apIne.˜ Aahahaha¦ khuH KuH Aem kI\uH Ke Ae!le saHwznarato Ke Ane khenar Ane saHwznara bey voCKaimmaH=I nIkZya. Ane bey jàmaHisâp uH S=apHu KuH. AnHta AnHta AnHta AnHta isâo, AnHta AnHta svR&o, AnHtaAnHta AnHt kevzIAo¦ Aek kevzI besvuH k@` Aek kevzIna ãƒ gu pyaRyne Ô e, topotana AaTmane Ô e Ane Aeno moh nax =ay, Aahaha¦ to Aava AnHta isâoneAahaha¦ ]otana &annI pyaRymaH, ragmaH nhÄ, rag nhÄ, Aaha¦ Aahaha¦ AenepyaRymaH AnHta isâone Aava isâo, \/uv AclH Anupm Ane ApvgRne pamela, AevaAnHta isâone, Ae Aozqa` krIne khuH KuH ke, AavI pyaRymaH mne (huH) S=apuH KuH, AnesaHwznarnI pyaRymaH S=apuH KuH. Aahaha¦ AaquH lXkr _paDyuH Ke, pote Ane saHwznarneAam wegaH lne hare Ô e. Aahaha¦ AaƒuH' Ke ne KeLluH, KeLluH KeLluH.

AhÄ KeLluH kI\uH Ke ne ;mjjNtu'-Aaqo lok AavIne-n=I AavtuH? KeLlo kzxÒv Ai\karno-Aaqo lok AavI Ôy, ko bakI nihH. Aahaha¦ Aem AhÄ saHwznaraAop` Aava hoy, Ae Òvo p`, Aahaha¦ isâ pdne temnI pyaRymaH S=apuH KuH. Ae!le AenuHlÙ p` ãƒ _pr rhexe Ane AmarI vat saHwzxe to AenI xuiâ = jxe, Aahahaha¦Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

temne potana Ane prna AaTmamaH S=apIne, Aahaha¦ —smyno- svR pda=ÈnoA=va Òv pda=Rno Ýkaxk Aevo.˜ voCKaim' smy xBd Aaƒo'to ne? voCKaim smypahuDmŸ AenI VyaQya kre Ke hve, pKI ]utkevzInI krxe ;smy nam svR pda=Èno A=vaÒv pda=Rno Ýkaxk Aevo Ýaw<t namno AhRTÝvcnno AHx Ke' Aa to. Aahaha¦wgvannI vaÌ AhÅtnI vaÌ, i5lokna=, ijne¬r, prme¬r AenI je vaÌ Aeno AaAHx Ke, puÌH to marI pase ÉyaH Ke, khe Ke. Aahaha¦ AhRt Ývcn, AhRt, AirhHt Aem


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n=I lI\uH, jene kH bakI n=I Aeva pUr` Ô`narna Ývcnno, pUr` Ô`narnaÝvcnno, Aahaha¦ Aek AHx Ke Aa, Avyv Ke Aa to. Aahahaha¦

—Anaid kaz=I _Tpþ =yel mara Ane prna mohna nax ma!e,˜ Aahahaha¦Aho... —wƒ Òvo˜ Aem krIne. huH mohna nax ma!e khuH KuH. Aahaha¦ maramaH p` jrIAiS=rtano AHx Ke, Aeno p` nax =xe Ane ]otaAone p` im+yaTv Ane Av/tnonax =va ma!e huH Aa khuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ Anaid kaz=I _Tpþ =yel maro Ane prno moh,wa muinne moh hoy nih ne¦ (AiS=rtano) Ae AiS=rtano Ae kI\Hu ne¦ pote kI\uH ne¦Am<tcHãacayeR (kæuH ke) kLmaiØtaya Anaidno Axuâtano AHx Ke Ae ba\k Ke Aenanaxne ma!e marI Aa !Ika Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Axuâta=I mne inmRz =xe Aem nhÄ, (prHtu)Axuâtana kazmaH AenuH vl` krtaH krtaH maruH lÙ \/uv _pr Ôy Ke ivxeØ Aena=I teAxuâtano nax =xe. Aahahaha¦

AhÄya p` khe Ke mara Ane prna mohna nax ma!e xuH khe Ke kuHdkuHdacayR —huHpirwaØ` kruH KuH.˜ maro moh Ane prna mohna nax ma!e Aa pirwaØ` kruH KuH.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ voCKaim Ke ne? v"yaim, voCKaimmaH=I, v"yaimmaH=IAa b\uH ka#yuH- (kæuH) pirwaØ` ka#yuH AemaH=I.

v"yaim Aem Ke ne? khIx huH? xuH pirwaØ` Ae!le je je S=ane j$r Ke TyaH TyaH tete wav Aavxe, ga=a rcna AÙronI =xe, Aahaha¦ Aeva pirwaØ`ne huH khIx.Aahaha¦ mara Ane prna mohna nax ma!e p` Aa isâaHt, Aa Ke. huH khIx, p` marIp` Axuâta Ke jrI =oDI, Aena nax ma!e Ane ]otaAona p` mohna nax ma!e huH AakhIx. Aahahahaha¦ Ôer to ke!luH Ke j¡Aone¦¦ isâne étayaR he@e, Ýwu tme _pr AneAme AhÄya he@e, tme jrI AhÄ Aavo pKI huH p` tmarI pase AavIx TyaH _pr. Aahaha¦marI pyaRymaH tme p\aro huH pKI tme ßyaH Ko TyaH AavIx. Aahaha¦ marI pyaRymaH=Imohna nax ma!e meH Aa S=aPyuH Ke khe Ke. Aahaha¦ mara Aa„amaH Ane ]otanaAa„amaH, mohna nax ma!e meH v"yaim (Ae!le ke) Aene ma!e Aa pirwaØ` x$ kyuÅ Ke,x$ kyuÅ Ke, Aem AaƒuH'tuH ne? Aahahahaha¦ xuH kuHdkuHdacayR Ane xuH AenI vaÌmaH AekekAÙrmaH ke!lo mmR wyÈ Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aa ¬etaHbrmaH to Aem khe- —sHyme AavxHtH wgvtya˜ wgvane Aem kæuH Ke Ae huH khIx.˜ Aa to khe Ke huH khIx. wgvan pase=IsaHwzeluH Ke, p` khenaro huH KuH ATyare. Aahaha¦ Ane huH mara vEwv=I khIx. Aahaha¦mne Ýg!elI dxa=I smy Ýaw<tne huH khIx, Aahaha¦ Ae Ývcnno Avyv Ke. Aahaha¦

huH pirwaØ` kruH KuH. Aahaha¦ TyaHy loko tkR kre Ke j¡Ao pirwaØ` kruH KuH. k=nkruH KuH, (kæuH Ke) p` bIj¡H Aave xuH? ƒvharmaH Aave xI rIte? bakI to vaÌ vaÌnekar e nIkze Ke. p` vaÌmaH je khevano Aaxy Ke &anmaH, Ae inim¿ Ke Ae=I AemkhevamaH Aave, ke huH khIx. kar` ke &anne pheluH AamaH AaVyuH'tuH ne ke &anno je SvwavKe maro Aena=I huH khIx. Ke ne? Aahaha¦ wav]ut krIne khIx. Aahaha¦ mara SvwavmaH

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p` isâpdne S=aPyuH Ane prne p` S=aPyuH, Ane hve huH mohna nax ma!e moh (xBd)smuCcy vapyÈ Ke. Ae!le potane moh kaH dxRnmoh n=I. Ane ]otane dxRnmoh Anecair5moh bey hoy. p` mara Ane tara Aa b\a(na) mohna nax ma!e Aa Ke khe Ke.ragne raqva ma!e n=I. wle Ame khIAe Ane tne Ýem Aave ne xuwrag Aave, p` ragraqva ma!e Aa k=n n=I. Aahahaha¦

kar` ke AhÄya to vItragtanuH v Rn krvuH Ke Ane carey xaÏna k=nno sar,vItragta Ke. pHcaiStkaynI 172 ga=amaH Aave Ke, care Anuyogono sar vItragtaKe. Aa AnuyogmaH Aam Ke ne Aa AnuyogmaH Aam Ke, Aem n=I. carey Anuyogono sarpHcaiStkaynI 172 ga=amaH kæuH vItragta Ke. Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke care AnuyogmaHkhevano Aaxy Sv-ãƒno Aa]y krvano Ke ke je=I vItragta Ýg!e. Aahaha¦ careAnuyog, cahe to crànuyog hoy, krànuyog hoy, k=anuyog hoy. Ýwu to Aem kheAm<tcHãacayR, kuHdkuHdacayR carey Anuyogno sar xaÏna xBd=I to kheta Aaƒa KIAe,sU5 taTpyR p` AaquH xaÏnuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. Ane Ae vItragta. Aahaha¦ Ýg!krva ma!e Ane Aa ragno nax krva ma!e Aa vaÌ nIkzxe. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ne¦¦

sheje vaÌ nIkzI g Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ (Amara wI AhowaGy AEsa) AevI vatKe. vat to sacI Ke. Aoho¦ isâna smIpmaH jvano magR to Aa Ke. Ae ma!e to khIxhuH khe Ke. Aahaha¦ sHsarmaH ÉyaHy rokava ma!e nihH, naxne ma!e khIxuH. gjb vat Ke ne¦AmaruH k=n je!luH Aavxe Ae b\amaH im+yaTv Ane rag äeØna naxne ma!e k=n Ke-ÉyaHy im+yaTv Ane ragäeØne raqHu AevuH k=n hoy j nihH kem ke Aa to vItrag svR&i5lokna==I saHwzeluH Ke Ane Ae rIte pir`mI gyuH Ke, Aahahaha¦ Ane ]utkevzIpase=I p` ccaR krIne pir`mI gyuH Ke Amne, Ame pHcm Aarana sa\u, ma!e AmarI AavaÌ sa\ar` Ke, Ane AenuH fz sa\ar` Aem n smÔe. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ?

Aa to AHdr wav, Aahaha¦ maq` wyuÅ Ke ne maq`. Aahaha¦ —kevo Ke teAhÅTÝvcnno Avyv˜ Aahaha¦ Aa smysar (Ga/H=) kevo Ke? ke —Anaidin\nprmagm xBdb/ï=I Ýkaixt hova=I˜ Aahaha¦ phelo to _Tpþ =yela mohna naxma!e (kæuH) hve huH pirwaØ` kruH KuH. kevo Ke te Ývcn? ke Anaid AnHt Aevo prmagmxBdb/ï=I Ýkaixt hova=I. Aahahaha¦ Anaid AnHt Aevo prmagm Aeva xBdBa/ïAena=I Ýkaixt =yelo hova=I. Aahaha¦ vaÌ Ke te AnaidnI nIkze j Ke Aem khe Ke,idƒ |vin Anaid sHtonI vaÌ, kevzIAonI nIkze j Ke. Anaidin\n- Anaid, Aaidnih Ane Ain\n, in\n Ae!le AHt nih. jeno AHt nihH Ane jenI x$Aat nihH, AevuHprmagm xBdb/ï, xBdb/ï Ke Ae, jem wgvan prmb/ï Ke AaTma. Aahaha¦ Aem AavaÌ p` xBdb/ï Ke. svR Vyapk xBd pUr`- b\I vatne khenar Ke. Aahaha¦ jemwgvan AaTma prmb/ï svR& Sv$pe Ke Aem vaÌ p` svRnuH vaStivk Sv$p khenarI(p`) te xBdb/ï Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xBdb/ï=I Ýkaixt hova=I. Aahaha¦ Ae!le to


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Ýkaixt kI\uH vaÌ, smyÝaw<t khyuH Ke ne¦ smyÝaw<t khIx-hve —]utkevzI wÌyH Ae co=uH pd Ke Aeno A=R cale Ke. Aahahaha¦ —svR

pda=Èna smUhne saÙatŸ krnar,˜ svR pda=Èna smUhne saÙatŸ krnar, smÔvvuH Ke toxI rIte smÔve? Aek kor khe bIÔ pda=Rne Ô`vuH Ae AsdŸwUt Ke, p` AhÄya to svRpda=Rne saÙatŸ krnar Aevo &anno Svwav Ke Aem isâ krvuH Ke kevz&anIno. Aahahaha¦

svR pda=Èna smUh. Aahahaha¦ AnHta ãƒo, AnHta ãƒona AnHta gu o, AnHtIpyaRy Aena #gla pD–a Ke Aaqa lokmaH, Aahaha¦ smUh Ke. Aahaha¦ AnHt Aa„aAoKe Ae kevz&anna kHd pD–a Ke, Ýg!$pe isâ Ke Ae pyaRynI xowa=I Ýg! Ke. Ae b\apda=ÈmaH AavI Ôy Ke, svR pda=Rna smUhne saÙatŸ krnar kevzI wgvan. ko AamaHAem khe ke ]utkevzI wi`yH kæuH Ke. Ae e bey ÉyaH=I ka#ya? ke bey AemaH=I nIkze Ke.inymsarmaH coQqa be xBd jUda paDya Ke —kevzI˜ ;]ut kevzI wi`yH'. pheluH pd KeinymsarmaH, Ae khevano Aaxy AamaH p` Ae j Ke. Aahaha¦

kevzI wgvan svR&=I ÝÌt hova=I Aahahaha¦ kol krar¦¦ mhav/t\arI KuH huHmuin, sTyv/t\air KuH Ae huH khuH KuH, Aahaha¦ ke Aa AhÅtno Aa Ývcn, Ae saÙatŸ kevzIwgvanna ]v`=I kheluH Ke, Aena=I kheluH Ke. Aahaha¦ du:q lage bIÔ sa\ar`ma`sne du:q lage, ¬etaHbrne ke p` Aa vaÌ Ke j nih TyaH, Aa iS=it j TyaH n=I.b\I kiLpt vato krIne éwuH kyuÅ Ke TyaH. bapa xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ AhÄya to svR&wgvan, keva? ke svR pda=Èna smUhne saÙatŸ, ÝTyÙ krnar, Aeva svR&=I ÝÌt,svR&=I ÝÌt, inim¿=I k=n Ke ne? Aena=I khevayeluH hova=I, Aena=I kheluH hova=IAek vat. bIj¡H ;kevzIAona ink!vt± saÙatŸ saHwznar' Aahahaha¦ Ýwuna smosr`maHnÒkmaH ibrajman ]ut kevzIAo. Aaehaehae¦ wgvannI vaÌ nIkztI, Aena smosr`maHink!vt± nÒk saHwznara be@a Ke. Aahahaha¦ ink!vt± kevzIAona- nÒkmaH rhenara-saÙatŸ saHwznara, bIje kI\uH ne Ae e saHwZyuH, Aem nih. Aahaha¦ wgvannI sI\IvaÌ, smosr`maH sI\I saHwznara. Aahahaha¦ temj pote Anuwv krnara-wgvannIink!maH wgvannI vaÌ to saHwzI to qrI sI\I. sI\I saHwzI TyaH Ane Anuwvkrnara, AekluH saHwZyuH Aem nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Aa to ]utkevzInI ƒaQya cale Ke. pote Anuwv krnara Ôte Anuwv krnarabIÔAe kæuH Ae!le huH khuH KuH manuH KuH, Aem nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ potana Sv$p=I ÝTyÙAnuwv krIne Ô`nara, j¡Ao Aa ]utkevzIAo¦¦ Aahaha¦ Aa xaÏnI Ýma`ta S=apeKe, ke Aa xaÏ kevzIna ]Imuqe nIkzeluH Ke Ane ink!vt± ]utkevzIAoAe kheluH Ke, Ae esaHwZyuH Ke Ane AnuwƒuH Ke, Aemna=I kheluH Aa smysar Ke. Aahahahaha¦ saÙatŸsaHwznar temj pote Anuwv krnar, Aahaha¦ vItragI Svwavno pote Anuwvkrnar, wgvane vItragwav to kæo p` saHwzIne pote vItragwavno Anuwvkrnar, vItrag Sv$p Ýwu Aa„a to vItrag Sv$p Ke ãƒ, ijn Sv$p Ke p`

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pyaRymaH ijn Sv$pno Anuwv krnar. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH vItragwavno Anuwvkrnar, j¡Ao Aa sHto. Aahaha¦

Aeva ]utkevzI g`\rdevoAe khel hova=I. Aahaha¦ Aava ]utkevzI g`\ro=IkheluH Ke, kevzI prma„aAe to kheluH Ke, p` Aava ]utkevzI g`\ro=I kheluH Ke. kar`keAme wgvannuH saHwZyuH Ke, p` ke!luHk to Ame g`\ro pase=I ccaR krI Ke. Aahaha¦wgvan pase to ccaR hoy nihH. Ae to idƒ |vin nIkze. Aahaha¦ AemaH=I nanI mo!IsHdeh (Aa) xHkaAo ivxeØ Ô`va ma!e, AaxHka- xHka nih p` AaxHka, Ae to g`\roAne sHto pase=I Ame saHwZyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

—Aeva ]utkevzI g`\rdevoAe khel hova=I Ýma`tane paMyo Ke.˜ xuH? Ae AhÅtÝvcnno AHx, Aa smysar AhÅt Ývcnno Aek wag. te Ýma`tane, Ýma`pànepaMyo Ke. kem? ke svR& wgvan=I sI\uH svR pda=Rna Ô`nar pase=I saHwZyuH Ke, Ane]utkevzI ink!vt± je e saHwZyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ kaym rhenara AemnI pase, Ame to kovar gyela Aem khe Ke. kuHdkuHdacayR to Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ame to ko var gyela KIAe.g`\ro ink!vt± sday hoy Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeva ]utkevzIAo Ane kevzI wgvan=Ikhevayel hova=I Aa smysar Ýma`tane paMyo Ke. Aahahahaha¦ isâaHtne huH khIxp` Ae Ýma`$pe kem Ke? ke Aa rIte Ke, svR& wgvane kheluH Ke, Aaha¦ Aena=I kheluHhova=I, Aahahaha¦ Ane ink!vt± kaym saHwznara sHtoAe kheluH hova=I kaymsaHwznara ink!vt±AoAe kheluH hova=I. Aahaha¦ wgvane kæuH Ae bIÔAe saHwZyuH nebIÔAe 5IÔne kæuH Aemey nih AhÄ to. Aahaha¦ saÙatŸ g`\ro, tI=Åkr pase nÒkmaHrhenara, Aahahaha¦ ke!luH AiStTv isâ kre Ke Ane Ýma`tane k rIte isâ kre Ke,Aahaha¦ Ýma`tane paMyo Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa isâaHt smysar Aa rIte sTytana Ýma`tane paMyo Ke. Aahaha¦ AolamaHkoAe lQyuH Ke wgvannI to AnHt vaÌ AemaH=I Aa j vaÌ wgvannI Ke Ae xI rIteqbr pDe?Aem lQyuH Ke Aola ]m`sU5maH, jEneNãe (833 mo lok Ke AHdr) AhÄ Ke nelok mUÉyo AHdr kI\uHne? Ýma`tane paMyo Ke, Anuwv krIne, svR&=I kheluH ne kevzI=IkheluH, Ane Ame Anuwv krIne khIAe KIAe, Ýma`tane paMya Ke. (jEneNã khe) Aa jsacuH Ke ne bIj¡ sacuH n=I Aem kem? Aa j sacuH Ke Aem nihH, ke wgvane to AnHt Ô~yuHKe ne? vaÌ AnHtmaH wage nIkzI, te=I Aa j sacuH Ke Aem kem khevuH? Aem nihH, AemnihH Ýwu¦ tuH rheva de bapu¦ Aem rheva de wa¦ Aahaha¦ Aa AenuH iv>asagre ihHdIbnaVyuH Ke, Ýwu¦ poÌ soz AanI Aek tÀv fre to AaquH tÀv frI Ôy Ke wa. Aahaha¦wgvannI vaÌ AnHtme wage nIkzI ma!e koAe kHk maNyuH koAe kH Ô~yuH ma!e AanIj vaÌ sacI Aem kem khevuH? Are Ýwu tuH rheva de Aem rheva de bapu. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

svR&=I sI\uH saHwZyuH Ke Ane ink!vt± g`\ro=I p` Ame sI\uH saHwZyuH Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane Ame Anuwv krIne khIAe KIAe (tuH y Anuwv kr) Aahaha¦ hÒ to Aek


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ga=amaH smysarne isâ krva ke!lI vat kre Ke. (sTy vat¦) Aahaha¦ \Ny waGy.Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke Aa„a svR& SvwavI Ke AevuH je e svR& Svwav Ýg! kyÈ Ke Aem ekheluH Ke Ane svR& SvwavI mannaraAo p` KÍS= ]utkevzIAo, Aem e wgvanpase=I ink!vt±Ae saHwZyuH Ke Aeke khyuH ne bIÔAe Aene khyuH Aem nihH. saÙatŸ wgvannIvaÌ Aam sI\I kane pDI Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

Aa to hÒ smysar khIx-phelI ga=a Ane inmaRnta to j¡Ao AemnI paKI.Aahaha¦ wgvane kheluH Ke bapu. ]utkevzIAe kheluH Ke Ae khIx. Aahaha¦ pKI khexe kemara vEwv=I khIx. p` AaHhI ATyare jrI ivny Ae!lo S=ape Ke ivny ke!lo S=ape Ke.Aahaha¦ huH khIx ma!e Ýma`tane pamxe Aem n phelu kæuH AhÄya. Aahahahaha¦ AesvR& ÝwunI AiSt S=apI, Ane te svR&ne vaÌvaza S=aPya, xrIrvaza S=aPya, isânih, isâ nihH. vaÌvaza Ae!le AirhHtne S=aPya ke jene vaÌ Ke, Aahaha¦ ÝÌt AemkæuH tuH ne? ÝÌt (ÝÌt) Aahaha¦ ;ÝÌt' Ke j¡Aone. svR&=I ÝÌt vaÌ Ke. svR&to isâey Ke, p` Aene vaÌ n=I. Aa to AirhHt svR&=I ÝÌt vaÌ. Aahahahaha¦Ane Aemey isâ kyuÅ, jem isâo AnHt =ya Aem svR& (AirhHt) p` Ke, pKI xrIr riht=xe, p` Ae svR& Ke to ÉyaHk Ke ke nih? jem xrIr riht isâ =ya Ae p` ko Ùe5maHKe ke nih ke Ae _pr Ke. to jene hÒ vaÌ Ke Ane isâ =ya n=I Ane svR& =ya Ke, toAenI ko iS=it, ko Ùe5 Ke ke nihH? Aahaha¦ F uH smaDyuH Ke. Ùe5 isâ kre Ke wgvanmhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke. Aahaha¦

ßyaH vaÌ nIkze Ke AenI pasenI Aa vat AavI. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to ßyaH =oDa bolAavDe TyaH Aene = Ôy (gvR) Aa to khe Ke. (muinraj) AavuH je huH smysar khIx je.KtaH Ae to wgvan pase=I saHwzeluH Ke Ane g`\ro pase=I ink!vt± sa=e ccaRAo krInenÞI kyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦

Ane paHcmI ga=amaH Aem AaƒuH ne ke Amara guÌAe Amne Anug/h krIne xuâaTmano_pdex AaPyo. Aahaha¦ TyaH guÌne lI\a. Aahaha¦ Amne Amara guÌAe Anug/hmherbanI krI Ame pa5 hta ma!e AaPyuH Aem n lI\uH. AemnI k<pa=I Amne xuâa„ano_pdex mZyo. Aahaha¦ Ae vEwv=I huH khIx, TyaH Aem khexe AhÄ to hÒ x$Aat kre Kene? (Fò mal ka#yo saheb Aape) Ke ke nhÄ¸ AamaH pHiDtÒ? pHiDto be be@a Ke same,ij&asa lne be@a Ke ne ij&asa lne, TyaH=I KeLle lne Aaƒa Ke ne? Aahaha¦

ANyvadIAona AagmnI jem ALp&anInI kLpna ma5 n=I. Aaha¦ Aa isvaybIÔ je kaH khela Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AakruH lage bIÔne du:q lage bapa¦ tuHy p`wgvan Ko wa¦

ANyvadIAona AagmnI jem ALp& kLpna Ae e to kLpna=I Aagm rCya KeÔeyuH n=I, Ô~yuH n=I jgtnuH Sv$p-svR pda=Rno smUh Ô~yo n=I, Ô~ya ivna kLpna=IxaÏo bnaƒa Ae Ýma`wUt nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

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idgHbr sHto¦ mrI gyela rag=I Ke. Aahaha¦ Are¦ AeklI inmaRn dxa=I (khe Ke)Ame wgvan pase=I saHwzeluH khIxuH Ane ink!vt± g`\ro, g`\rona ink!vtIRvtRnaraAe Aena=I kheluH khexuH. p` Ýwu-tme AhÄ Ko TyaH to g`\r Ane wgvan AhÄnhota ne? saHwz. saHwz. kuHdkuHdacayR to hta p` Am<tcHãacayR kzx-!Ikakar khe KehuH Aem khIx pHiDtÒ? (kanÒ SvamI to khe ke huH p` khuH KuH) Aahaha¦

Am<tcHãacayR to nhota gya. gya'ta, gya'ta Ýwu saHwz tuH. Aahaha¦wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR to TyaH gya hta b\I vat AenI sacI, hve AenI y xHka kre Ke loko-iv>anHdÒ (khe) kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH gya hta Aeno Aa\ar xuH? AevI xHka, Are Ýwu Aamn hoy wa, ihtna pH=maH AavI xHkaAo n hoy Ýwu. Aahaha¦ bharnI mo!p jgtnemarI naqxe bapa. Aahaha¦ Aa kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke ke kLpna=I Aagm bnaƒa AemkrIne, b\a naQya Ke. idgHbr isâaHt isvay b\aAe kLpna=I baH\ela Ke. Ae AÝma` hoyAem n=I Aem khe Ke je=I AÝma` hoy AevuH AamaH n=I. Aahaha¦ (Aem Ae loko khe Ke)

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smysar wava=R Ke phelI ga=ano wava=R-ga=ano A=R = gyo Ke. ;ga=asU5maH AacayeR v"yaim kæuH Ke' voCKaim kæuH Ke ne voCKaim Aeno A=R v"yaim kyÈ Ke.teno A=R !Ikakare vcŸ pirwaØ e \atu=I pirwaØ` kyÈ Ke. teno Aaxy Aa Ýma esUict =ay Ke ke caEd pUvRmaH &an Ývad namno paHcma pUvRmaH bar vStu Ai\kar Ke. temaHAekekna vIs vIs Ýaw<t Ai\kar Ke. temaH dsmaH vStumaH smy namno Ýaw<t Ke. tenamUz sU5ona xBdonuH &an to phelaH mo!a AacayÈne htuH Ane tena A=RnuH &an, xBdonuHnhÄ. A=ÈnuH &an, A=ÈnuH &an, AacayÈnI pirpa!I Anusar ]I kuHdkuHdacayRne p` htuH.A=R hÇ? sU5 xBdo nih, mUz xBdo nih, A=ÈnuH &an htuH. xBdo je hta Ae nhota Aevqte. Aahaha¦ tena A=RnuH &an AacayÈnI pirpa!I Anusar ]I kuHdkuHdacayRne p` htuH.p` htuH Ae!le xuH ke AacayÈne to htuH p` kuHdkuHdacayRne p` htuH.

tem e smyÝaw<tnuH pirwaØ` kyuÅ. pirwaØasU5 baH|yuH. Ae!le? sU5nI ds ÔitAokhevamaH Aave Ke temaH Aek pirwaØa Ôit p` Ke. Ae!le? pirwaØa Ae!le? Ai\karneje y=aS=anmaH A=Räara sUcve, xBdnI vat ATyare AhÄ n=I .xBdo to hta j nihH, A=Räara &an =tuH. A=Rne sUcve, Aem khevuH Ke. y=aS=anmaH Ai\karne ßyaH ÔeAe TyaH, tenaA=R äara sUcve te pirwaØa khevay Ke. smÔy Ke? mUz sU5ona xBdonuH &an to nhotuH..kuHdkuHdacayRne Aena A=RnuH &an htuH. Ane Ae A=Rne y=aS=ane rcva Ae!le pirwaØa AenekI\a.. ;voCKaim' y=aS=ane A=Ène khIx. je @eka e jenI j$r Ke, te S=anmaH te sU5onaA=È Aavxe Aem. Aahaha¦


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kuHdkuHdAacayR smyÝaw<tnuH pirwaØ` kre Ke. Ae!le smyÝaw<tna A=Rne j AenaA=Rne y=aS=anmaH jàvnaruH pirwaØasU5 rce Ke. Lyo Ke pirwaØa sU5 AhÄ Aa, pÀe A=Rne rce Ke. mUz waØa to Ke nihH Ae!le Aena A=Rne AhÄya sUcve Ke.

;AacayeR mHgz A=eR isâone nmSkar kyÈ Ke'. sHsarIne xuâ Aa„a sa|y Ke. AhÄto sHsarIne xuâa„a sa|y Ke Ae vat lI\I Ke. Aeva Òvo lI\a Ke AhÄ. jene Aa„a xuâsa|y Ke. Aeva sHsarI Òvone AhÄ lI\a Ke. jene xuâa„a sa|y n=I AenI AhÄ vat n=I.Aahaha¦ sHsarIne xuâa„a sa|y Ke. ;Ane isâ saÙatŸ xuâa„a Ke', isâ prma„asaÙatŸ xuâa„a Ke, j¡Ao AhÄ to Aam lI\uH, nhÄtr isâ AaTma Ae Ùaiyk wav Ke, p`xuâa„a Ke O (saÙatŸ Ae!le pyaRy Ke) pyaRy, xuâa„a Ke pyaRy p` xuâ Ke. jevo kar`symsar i5kaz prm Svwavwav AmyaRidt Sv$p vStu, jene kmRna inim¿nI hEyaitnIApeÙa n=I, Ane inim¿na AwavnI ApeÙa n=I, Aevo je prm Svwav &aykwav,Ane tene kar` smysar khIne, temaH=I _Tpþ =yeluH kevz&an isâ Aa„a Aene kayRsmysar kæuH Ke. Ane kar` smysar Ane kayR smysar bemaH fer n=I Aem kæuH Ke,inymsar¸ AhÄ to wa¦ y=aS=ane je hoy Aem Aave. Aek AÙr fre to AaquH frI Ôy,Ane sHsarIne p` isâ jeva kæa Ke inymsarmaH, Axuâ pyaRy ka#I naqIne, AenoSvwav Ke Ae isâ Sv$p j Ke¦ pyaRymaH isâ jeva Ke Aem nih. p` vStu Ke Ae isâSv$pI j Ke drek (nI) te=I tenI pyaRymaH isâ pyaRy Sv$pe, isâ Sv$pe Ke te=IpyaRymaH isâpd Ýaº =ay Ke. ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke. Aahaha¦ =oDa xBdomaH p` ke!luH wyuÅ Ke.

isâ saÙatŸ xuâa„a ÔeyuH? te=I temne nmSkar krvo. Aek baj¡ isâne p`Ùaiykwav khIne Ae ÒvmaH n=I Aem kæuH Ke. inymsar¦ Ùaiykwav, Ùyopxmwav,_pxmwav, _dywav (Caare wav) vStumaH n=I, i5kazmaH ÉyaH Ke? Ae to pyaRy Ke.Aahaha¦ Aek baj¡ AhÄ khe ke isâ saÙatŸ xuâa„a Ke. Ae Ùaiykwav, pyaRynIApeÙaAe. Aahaha¦ vItrag magR Fò ghn. Aahaha¦ Aa isâ Aa„a saÙatŸ xuâa„aKe. jene Ùaiykwav khI Ane inymsarmaH ÒvmaH n=I Aem kæuH Ke, Ae pyaRy n=I Aem,p` pyaRy je Ke Ae to saÙatŸ xuâ Sv$p, Ùaiykwav, Svwavwav, kevz&an, kevzdxRnneSvwavwav kæo. 5` &an Ane 5` dxRnne ivwavwav kæo, bIÔ @eka e Ae carey&anne (wavne) ivwavwav kæo, k ApeÙaAe? ke i5kazI Svwav n=I, Ane kmRnaAwavnI ApeÙa kevz&anmaH Aave Ke. Ùaiyk AevI dxa, te=I ApeÙaAe ivwav tene kæoKe. pHiDtÒ¦ kevz&anne ivwav, AhÄ (kæuH) xuâa„a saÙatŸ ke!lI ApeÙaAo Ke. Aahaha¦

—te=I temne nmSkar krvo _ict Ke.˜ —ko [ÚdevnuH nam l nmSkar kem nkyÈ?˜ tenI ccaR !Ikakarna mHgz pr krelI Ke _pr AavI gyel Ke. te AhÄ p` smÔ`vI. b\a gu =I Aene AozqaVya Ke. ANymitAo Aek name krIne ivvad kre Ke AenoVyvCKed kre Ke. Ae isâne prma„a khevay, AirhHt khevay, isâ Aa„a khevay, pu~yAa„a khevay, Anek Ýkare je AemaH lagu pDe Ke te Ýma e khevay. Aahaha¦

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—isâone ;svR' AevuH ivxeØ` AaPyuH Ke.˜ AaƒuH'tuH ne vHidtuH sVvisâe phelIga=amaH, svR isâ svR isâone nmSkar.˜ te=I te isâo AnHt Ke Aevo AiwÝay btaƒo.isâ Aek Ke nih, isâ AnHt Ke, ßyare pUKo Tyare AnHt isâ j Ke. Ôe ke, vtRman towgvan kuHdkuHdacayR vqte to AnHt isâ to Ke j, p` 5` kazmaH ko kaze AnHt isân hoy Ane be car ke sHQyat AsHQyat isâ hta, Aem Ke j nih, AnHt isâ Ke.Aahaha¦ bs¦ Ae AnHtmaH wztI Ôy sHQya to p` AnHt ne AnHt, te p` Aek xrIringodna AnHtmaH wage. Aek ra je!lo k!ko lAe, ls` ke DuHgzI- Pyaj AemaHAsHQy to xrIr Ke. Ane Aek xrIrne AnHtme wage isâ =ya Ane AnHtme wage isâ=xe. ko id' AsHQymeH wage isâ =xe Aem bnxe nih. Aahaha¦ AnHtkaz vItI gyo,Ane AnHtkaz vItxe, wiv*y wiv*y wiv*y wiv*y AnHt AnHt AnHt to p` AekxrIrna AnHtma wage isâ =axe (wiv*y pU$H ke id' =ay) wiv*y pU$H ke id' =ay?Aahaha¦ vStunI ko iS=it j AevI Ke, Ùe5 pU$H ÉyaH =ay? kaz pUro ÉyaH =ay? kaznIx$Aat ÉyaH=I =ay? ãƒnI pyaRy phelI k? ãƒnI pyaRy KeLlI k? Aahahahaha¦gjb Svwav Ke¦ phelI ke id' htI? ãƒ AnaidnuH Ke ne pyaRy AnaidnI Ke. Aem KeLlIpyaRy ke id'? ãƒ p` AnHt kaz Ke Ane pyaRy p` Aem ne Aem AnHtkaz Ke. Aahaha¦

ghn ivØy ijne¬rdevnuH tÀv ghn F uH Ane Ae isvay bIje ÉyaHy Ke y nih.bIje b\I kLpnaAo=I vat krI, p` Aane êDo _trvano vqt n mze, jEnna vaDamaHpD–a Aene Aa v/t krva ne _pvas krva, dya pazvI Ane dan krva, bs¦ AemaH rokagya ibcara. Aahaha¦ ragnI iÊyaAo Ke Ae to. Aahaha¦ AhÄ khe Ke, isâ AnHt =gya, Aa„amaH xuâ sa\k pyaRy Ýg! krI. Aahaha¦ isâ Sv$pe to hta j p` pyaRymaHsa\kp e xuâne Ýg! krI AnHta pyaRymaH isâ =ya. Aahaha¦ AnHt isânI kbUlatkrI. AnHt isâo xuâna sa\näara, isâ =ya Ane AnHt isâ =ya AenI xuâta pUrI =,Aeva AnHt isâo Ke. Aahaha¦

—Ane xuâa„a Aek j Ke AevuH khenar ANymitAono ƒvCKed kyoR.˜ svR ƒapkAek j Aa„a Ke. Aahaha¦ Amare Aaƒo'to Aek nva umaH kaHpmaH hto ne \/aHg\/ano htoƒaQyan saHwze vedaHtI, Aek¦ Aek¦ Aek¦ kyaR kre, Aek¦ Aek¦ Aek¦ Aem kyaR kre, \/aHg\/anohto 99 nI salnI vat Ke. Are wa¦ p` Aek Ke Ane Aek n=I Aevo in Ry ko e kyÈ?(pyaRye) TyaH be = gya. in Ry krnarI pyaRy Ane in Ry kyÈ ãƒno, to be = gya.ãƒ ne pyaRy be = gya, to äEt = gyuH, p` Ae vStu vItrag isvay koAe Ô`IÔe n=I Ae!le (b\aAe) kLpna=I vatuH krI. Aa to svR&. Aahahaha¦ jena Ùe5noAHt n=I Ae xuH? xuH khe Ke? Aeva Ýdexo je!la Ke Aena, Ae=I AnHt gu a gu Ke (AekÒvmaH) Ae xuH khe Ke¦¦ Aek ãƒmaH AnHt gu a gu AemaH Ke, jeno AHt n=I, KeLle ÉyoAakaxno Ýdex dxa pyaRy A=va Ýdex AevuH Ke nihH Ae=I AnHt gu a Aa„ana gu o,sHQyaAe AnHt te AnHtno AHt nih Ae!la b\a gu o, Aeva AnHta gu ona Sv$pne


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sa\I, AnHta isâ =ya. xuâa„a Aek j AevuH khenarno inØe\ kyÈ.pKI, —]utkevzI xBdnaH A=RmaH,˜ ]utkevzI hto ne? ;voCKaim smypahuDHim`mo

]utkevzI wÌyH' pa@maH to ]utkevzI wÌyH' Ae!luH Ke. KtaH AamaH=I be ka#vuH Ke (beÝkar kheva Ke) Amare Aem khe Ke. —]ut to Anaidin\n Ývah$p Aagm ]utkevzIAne kevzI˜ ]utna be A=R j¡da kyaR ]utkevzI Aem nih ]ut Ane kevzI. Aahaha¦ ]utto Anaid AnHt Ain\n Ae!le AnHt-Ývah$p Aem ne Aem Anaid=I Ývah$p.Aahaha¦ ke id' Aagm nhotuH? sHsarmaH jgtmaH ke id' Aagm nhotuH? Aahaha¦ ke id'isâ nhota? ke id' kevz&anI mnu*yp e nhota? heH? Aahahaha¦ Aem Aagm ke id'nhotuH AnHt kazmaH? Aahaha¦ Ývah$pe Aagm Anaid=I Ke. Aahaha¦ ]ut AnaidAnHt, Anaid Ae!le ;An', Aaid nih Ane Ain\n Ae!le AHt nih. jenI Aaid n=I,AHt n=I. Aeva Ývah$p Aagm Aahaha¦ wUtkazmaH Aagm Aam e kæuH pheluH AevuH n=IAne wiv*ymaH Aagm hve = ræuH Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ Anaid AnHt Ývah$p ]ut&an-]ut caLyuH j Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Anaid AnHt Ývah$p Aagm.

;kevzI' xBd=I svR& Ane prmagmna Ô`nar ]utkevzI kæa. kevzI xBd=I beka#ya (kæa) AolamaH ]ut Aekla ]ut prmagm bs¸ kevzI xBd=I svR& wgvan,Aahahaha¦ ke id' nhota? 5` kazmaH 5` kazne Ô`narnI hEyait ke id' nhotI?Aahaha¦ Agm AgmnI vatHu Ke b\I. vStu j AevI Ke tarI khe Ke bapa. Aahaha¦taramaH AnHta gu o Ke te ke id' nhta? Ane ke id' Aeno AHt Aavxe, Ae!le gu pUra= jxe wiv*ymaH? Aahaha¦ AenI pyaRy pUrI = jxe ke id'?

Aekla Aa„a- SvwavnI vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦ kevzI xBd=I svR& Ane prmagmnaÔ`nara ]utkevzI beyne lI\a. inymsarmaH to bey xBd j¡da j Ke. kevzI, ]utkevzIwÌdH Aevo pa@ coQqo Ke. Ae wavne AhÄya lI\o Ke. khevano Aaxy p` Aa j Ke.Aem ke ]ut p` Ke Ane kevzImaH bey Ke, svR& Ane ]utkevzI, ]ut ne ãƒ, Anaid AnHtAagmnI vaÌ AenI p` x$Aat n=I, Aeno p` AHt n=I. Ane kevzInI p` x$Aatn=I Ane kevzIno AHt n=I. Aem prmagmna Ô`nara g`\ro, ]utkevzIAo Aahaha¦AenI p` Aaid n=I Aeno AHt n=I. Aahaha¦

—temna=I smyÝaw<tnI _Tpi¿ khI.˜ svR& Ane ]utkevzI, Aagm Anaid-AnHt, kevzI ]utkevzI Anaid AnHt Ae Anaid-AnHt kevzI Ane ]utkevzI=IsmyÝaw<tnI _Tpi¿ =. phelI (Aaid =) Aem kH n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae smyÝaw<tnI_Tpi¿ khI Ke, Ae rIte g/H=nI Ýma`ta btavI. g/H=nI y=a=Rta Ýma`ta. Aa g/H= Ýma`kem Ke? ke Aa kar e Ýma` Ke. Aolo khe ke Aa Ýma` Ke? ke Aa Ýma` Ke? ke Aa sacHuKe? Are Ýwu Ae vat Ke nih. Aahaha¦ —Ae g/H= Ýma`tane paMyo Ke.˜ kemke ]ut-ãƒ]ut Ae p` Anaid AnHt Ke. khenara wav]utI kevzIAo p` Anaid AnHt Ke AnesvR& p` Anaid AnHt Ke Ane Aem e kheluH p` Anaid AnHt Ke. phela svR&e Aa

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kæuH'tuH ne ]utkevzIAe phela Aa kæuH'tuH Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ ke!lI gHwIrta.Aa to vStunI iS=it Ke AenuH v Rn Ke. AamaH Aam hxe ke Aam hxe Aem Ke nhÄ,

Aam (j) Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae rIte g/H=nI Ýma`ta Ae!le sTyta btavI¸ Aa g/H= sTy KeAem temaH isâ krI dI\uH Ane potanI buiâ=I kiLpt khevano inØe\ kyÈ. Aahaha¦ AmeATyare buiânI kLpna=I khIAe KIAe Aem nih. Ae to ]utkevzIAe kheluH ]ut Ane ]utAnaid Ke Ae rIte khevay Ke. Aahaha¦ ;isâo v Å smaMnay' n=I AavtuH? moÙmagRmaH,ƒakr`maH Aave Ke Ane moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aave Ke, ke ;isâo v Å' waØa Ke Ae isâAnaidnI Ke Ae koAe krI Ke Aem n=I.

Ae waØa nanI ëmrmaH Aapta, phelI Amne AapI, \UzI inxaze jtaH \UzI,lqvanuH \UzmaH lqave, Tyare phelo xBd Aa AaPyo'to. —isâo v Å smaMnay˜ NyaHÉyaH xBdna A=RnI qbr htI? n+=u maStr hta Aek v<â bcara, Kokro hto Aeksa\ar` \UzI inxaz Aene pgar =oDo =oDo Aapta KokraAo, lgn hoy ke dahDo hoyTyare Aape. xuH khe? pIrs uH kH =oDuH =oDuH Aapta car-car pEsa ke AevuH Aene AaÒivka= rhetI. AemaH Ae e pheluH Aa lqaƒuH htuH —isâov Å smaMnay˜

Aap e moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Ke, Ke AhÄya moÙmagR Ýkaxk? n=I. g/H=nI Ýma`ta-Aevo xBd Ke, AemaH Aa lQyuH Ke. ;Akar' Aaid _Ccar to Anaidin\n Ke. Ae kaH nvuHn=I koAe nva kyaR n=I. Aeno Aakar lqvo potanI CKa Anusar p` Ae p`Aakar AenI mezaAe =ay Ke. prHtu bolvamaH Aave Ke te AÙr to svR5 svRda Ae jÝma e ÝvteR Ke, khyuH Ke ke ;isâov Å smaMnay' Aa xBd Ke v R _Ccarno sHÝdayAÙrna _CcarnI pâit SvyHisâ Ke, Aahaha¦ moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH lQyuH Ke. Aaha¦

Ane AÙro=I nIpjela sTy A=Rna Ýkaxk pdona smUh AenuH nam to ]ut Ke-tep` Anaid AnHt Ke. Aaha¦ moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH naQyuH Ke, AÙro Anaid Ke, svR&Anaid Ke, ]utkevzIAo Anaid Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa rIte Ýma`ta, KtaH paKuH AanuH sacuH keAanuH sacuH AevI xHka naqvI¦ Aahaha¦ mha Ýma`tane paMyo Ke. g/H=nI Ýma`tabtavI Ane potanI buiâ=I kiLpt khevano inØe\ kyÈ. Ae to Anaid=I ]utkevzIkevzIAo Ane AÙro=I caLya j Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ inymsarmaH p` Aem kæuH Ke nee!Ikakare !Ika krnar Ame te ko`? pÍÝwml\airdev Aem khe Ke. Ae !Ika to AnaidsHto=I calI j Aave Ke. Ae !Ikano wav sHto=I caLyo j Aave Ke, inymsarmaH Ke. KeAhÄya inymsar? hm`aH AmaruH mn prmagmna sarnI puÚ ruic=I frI frIne ATyHtÝeirt =ay Ke. ivkLp _@ya j kre Ke ke AanuH Aam =ay, AanuH Aam =ay Ae Ìic=I Ýeirt=vane lI\e taTpyRv<i¿ namnI Aa !Ika rCaay Ke, Ane gu na \rnar g`\ro=Ircayela Ane ]ut\ronI prHpra=I sarI rIte VyÉt krayela, Aa prmagmna A=RsmUhonuHk=n krvane Ame mHdbuiâ te ko`? Aa to wav caLyo j Aave Ke. !Ikano wavinymsar Ae p` prHpraAe muinAomaH caLyo j Aave Ke. huH kruH KuH nvo Aem Ke nihH. pa@


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Ke Aevo haeH. Aaha¦gu \r g`\rrictH ]ut\rsNtanStu suƒ›mŸprmagma=Rsa=Å vktummuH ke vyH mNda:

Aahaha¦ Ae wav- ]ut&an¸ Ae wav- kevz&an, Ae vaÌ Akar Aaidna AÙroAnaid Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aek wavne p` brabr Ô e ne to Ae b\a wavne y=a=R Ô e. Aek wavnuHjysenacayRnI !IkamaH Ke. Aek wav p` je rIte Ke te rIte Ae brabr Ô ene tene b\awavonuH &an y=a=R = Ôy. Aahaha¦ kar` ke Aek wav j p` gHwIr-gHwIr k=nkrnara Ane vaÌ Ae b\I AnaidnI. Aahaha¦ Aena Aek wavne p` brabr smje, tob\a wavonuH &an Aene y=a=R AavI Ôy. Aahaha¦

AhÄ Ae khe Ke. potanI buiâ=I kyuÅ n=I. ANyvadI ALp&anI potanI buiâ=Ipda=RnuH Sv$p gme te Ýkare khI ivvad kre Ke tenuH AsTya=RpùH btaƒuH, Ae b\uH jU@uH Ke.Aahaha¦ Aa vaÌ prma„anI khelI. ]utkevzInI khelI Ane vaÌ vaÌ$pe calIAavtI. Aahaha¦

A&anIAo potanI kLpna=I vato kre Ae maNy n=I. xaÏ kLpna=I rce Anewav potane @Ik lage Aem go@ve AemaH, Ae maNy vStu n=I. JIÌ vat Ke.

Aa g/H=na Aiw\ey Ae!le ke xuH khevuH Ke te cIj, sHbH\ Ane Ýyojn. vaÌne sHbH\vack sa=e Ane ;Ýyojn' AaTmanuH Ýg! krvuH AaTmanuH. Ae xuâa„anuH Sv$p teAiw\ey Ke, ÔeyuH? |yey Ae Ke. xuâa„a te |yey Ke kheva ma!e xuâa„a te |yey Ke. Aahaha¦Ø!Ÿãƒ (K ãVyo) |yey Ke Aem n kæuH AhÄya. Ø!ŸãƒnuH &an to Aek smynI pyaRymaHAavI Ôy Ke ÒvnI. Ane AhÄ to xuâa„a te Aiw\ey Ke. Aahaha¦ xuâa„anuH Sv$pte Aiw\ey, |yey. xuâ vStu te |yey, \/uv te |yey Ke. \/uvne |yey khevano AhÄya AaxyKe Aaqo. Aahaha¦

tena vack Aa xBdo, Aa g/H=na xBdo Ke Ae vack Ke, temno Ane xuâa„anovaCy-vack sHbH\ Ke, te sHbH\ Ke. Aahaha¦ vack xBdo Ane vaCy Aa„a xuâ |yey AevaCy- vackno sHbH\ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Ýyojn, |yey je xuâa„a hto Ae khevanuHÝyojn Ke. khevanuH k=n Ke-Ýyojn to xuâa„ana Sv$pnI Ýaiº =vI te Ýyojn KeLyo¦ xuâ wgvan Aa„ana pyaRynI Sv$pnI Ýaiº =vI Ýyojn Ke.

kho Aek ga=amaH ke!luH naQyuH?Aiw\ey Ae!le xuH khevanuH Ke ke xuâa„a.vack xBdo, vack Ane vaCyne inim¿ inim¿ sHbH\ Ke, jem sakr xBd Ane

sakr pda=R sakr pda=R Ke te Aiw\ey Ke, sakr xBd Ke, te vack Ke beno inim¿-inim¿sHbH\ Ke. vack vaCyne btave Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavo sHbH\ Ke. inim¿-inim¿ sHbH\ AephelI ga=a =.

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jIvo cir¿dHs`àì@do tH ih ssmyH ja`.poGglkMmpdesi‚dH c tH ja` prsmyH.. 2..jIv: cirZdxRn&aniS=t: tH ih SvsmyH janIih.pu†lkmRÝdexiS=tH c tH janIih prsmymŸ.. 2..

yo½yH inTymev piràmaTmin Svwave½vit¤manTvaduTpadVyy\/aEVyEÉyanuwUit-lÙ`ya s¿yanuSyUtüEtNySv$pTvaiþTyoidtivxd¹ix&iºßyoitrnNt\maRi\-$#Ek\imRTvadu>otmanãVyTv: kÊmakÊmÝv<¿ivicœawavSvwavTvaduTsiùt gu pyaR-y: Svprakaravwasnsm=RTvadupa¿vE¬$PyEk$p: ÝitivixÚavgahgit iS=itv-tRnainim¿Tv$ipTvawavadsa\arìcãUptaSvwavs…avaŠakax\maR\mRkalpu†leWyoiwþo½TyNtmnNtãVys÷re½ip Sv$padÝCyvnaÎ÷oTkI RicTSvwavo jIvo nampda=R: s smy:, smyt OkTven yugpßjanait gCKit ceit inÌ›e:.

AyH qlu yda sklwavSvwavwasnsm=Riv>asmuTpadkivvekßyoitÌ†-mnaTsmStprãVyaTÝCyuTy ¹ix&iºSvwavinytv<i¿$paTmtÀvEkTvgtTven vtRtetda dxRn&ancairœaiS=tTvaTSvmekTven yugpßjannŸ gCKHü Svsmy [it, ydaTvna>iv>akNdlImUlkNdaymanmohanuv<i¿tNœatya dix&iºSvwavinytv<i¿-$pa- daTmtÀvaTÝCyuTy prãVyÝTyy-mohragäeØaidwavEkTvgtTven vtRte tdapu†lkmR-ÝdexiS=tTvaTprmekTven yugpßjannŸ gCKHü prsmy [it ÝtIyte. OvHikl smySy äEiv|ymuâavit.

Ý=m ga=amaH smynuH Ýaw<t khevanI Ýit&a krI. TyaH Ae AakaHÙa =ay kesmy Ae!le xuH? te=I hve phelaH smyne j khe Ke:-

Òv cirt-dxRn-&aniS=t Svsmy inüy Ô`vo¸iS=t kmRpudŸglna Ýdexe prsmy Òv Ô`vo.2.

ga=a=R:- he wƒ¦ (jIv:) je Òv (cirZdxRn&aniS=t:) dxRn-&an-cair5maH iS=t = ræo Ke (tH) tene (ih) inüy=I (SvsmyH) Svsmy(janIih) Ô`¸ (c) Ane je Òv (pudŸglkmRÝdexiS=tH) pudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaHiS=t =yel Ke (tH) tene (prsmyH) prsmy (janIih) Ô`.

!Ika:- ;smy' xBdno A=R Aa Ýma e Ke: ;smŸ' to _psgR Ke, teno A=R;Aekp uH' Aevo Ke Ane ;AyŸ gtaE' \atu Ke Aeno gmn A=R p` Ke Ane &an A=R


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p` Ke te=I Aeksa=e j (yugpdŸ) Ô`vuH t=a pir`mn krvuH Ae be iÊyaAo jeAekTvpUvRk kre te smy Ke. Aa Òv namno pda=R AekTvpUvRk Aek j vqte pir`mep` Ke Ane Ô e p` Ke te=I te smy Ke. Aa Òv-pda=R kevo Ke? sday piràm-Sv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I, _Tpad-ƒy-\/aEƒnI Aekta$p AnuwUit jenuH lÙ`Ke AevI s¿a=I siht Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I, ÒvnI s¿a nih mannar naiStkvadIAonomt qHiDt =yo t=a puruØne (Òvne) ApiràmI mannar saHQyvadIAono VyvCKed,pir`mnSvwav kheva=I, =yo. nEyaiyko Ane vExeiØko s¿ane inTy j mane KeAne baEâo s¿ane Ùi`k j mane Ke temnuH inrakr`, s¿ane _Tpad-ƒy-\/aEƒ$pkheva=I =yuH. vzI Òv kevo Ke? cEtNySv$ppà=I inTy-_>ot$p inmRz SpÚdxRn&an ßyoitSv$p Ke (kar` ke cEtNynuH pir`mn dxRn&anSv$p Ke). AaivxeØ`=I, cEtNyne &anakarSv$p nih mannar saHQy-mtIAonuH inrakr` =yuH.vzI te kevo Ke? AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH je Aek \m±p uH tene lI\e jene ãƒpùH Ýg! Ke(kar` ke AnHt \mÈnI Ae›a te ãƒp uH Ke). Aa ivxeØ`=I, vStune \mÈ=I rihtmannar baEâmtIno inØe\ =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRtaAnek wavo jeno Svwav hova=I je e gu pyaRyo AHgIkar kyaR Ke. (pyaRy Êmvt±hoy Ke Ane gu shvt± hoy Ke shvt±ne AÊmvt± p` khe Ke.) Aa ivxeØ`=I,puruØne inguR mannar saHQymtIAono inras =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? potana Aneprãƒona Aakarone ÝkaxvanuH sam+yR hova=I jeè smSt $pne ÝkaxnaÌHAek$pp uH Ýaº kyuÅ Ke (A=aRtŸ jemaH Anek vStuAona Aakar Ýitwase Ke Aeva Aek&anna Aakar$p te Ke). Aa ivxeØ`=I, &an potane j Ô e Ke, prne n=I Ô`tuHAem Aekakar j mannarno, t=a potane n=I Ô`tuH p` prne Ô e Ke Aem Anekakarj mannarno, ƒvCKed =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? ANy ãƒona je ivixÚ gu o-Avgahn-git-iS=it-vtRnahetupùH Ane $pIpùH-temna Awavne lI\e AneAsa\ar` cEtNy$pta-Svwavna sdŸwavne lI\e Aakax, \mR, A\mR, kaz AnepudŸgl-Ae paHc ãƒo=I je iwþ Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I, Aek b/ïvStune j mannarnoƒvCKed =yo. vzI te kevo Ke? AnHt ANyãƒo sa=e ATyHt AekÙe5avgah$phova KtaH p` potana Sv$p=I nih KU!va=I je !HkoTkI R cEtNySvwav$p Ke. AaivxeØ`=I vStuSvwavno inym btaƒo. -Aavo Òv namno pda=R smy Ke.

ßyare Aa (Òv), svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R Aeva kevz&anne_Tpþ krnarI wed&anßyoitno _dy =va=I, svR prãƒo=I KU!IdxRn&anSvwavmaH inyt v<i¿$p (AiStTv$p) Aa„tÀv sa=e AekTvgtpèvteR Ke Tyare dxRn-&an-cair5maH iS=t hova=I yugpdŸ Svne AekTvpUvRk Ô`tot=a Sv-$pe AekTvpUvRk pir`mto Aevo te ;Svsmy' Aem ÝtIt$p krvamaH AaveKe p` ßyare te, Anaid Aiv>a$pI je kez tena mUznI gaH@ jevo je (puÚ =yelo)

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moh tena _dy Anusar Ýv<i¿na Aa\Inpà=I, dxRn&anSvwavmaH inyt v<i¿$pAa„tÀv=I KU!I prãƒna inim¿=I _TpNn mohragäeØaid wavo sa=eAekTvgtpè (Aekp uH manIne) vteR Ke Tyare pudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaH iS=t hova=IyugpdŸ prne AekTvpUvRk Ô`to t=a pr$pe AekTvpUvRk pir`mto Aevo te;prsmy' Aem ÝtIt$p krvamaH Aave Ke. Aa rIte Òv namna pda=Rne SvsmyAne prsmy-AevuH iäiv\p uH Ýg! =ay Ke.

wava=R:- Òv namnI vStune pda=R khel Ke. ;Òv' Aevo AÙrono smUh te;pd' Ke Ane te pd=I je ãƒpyaRy$p AnekaHtSv$pp uH iniüt krvamaH Aave tepda=R Ke. Ae Òvpda=R _Tpad-ƒy-\/aEƒmyI s¿aSv$p Ke, dxRn&anmyIcetnaSv$p Ke, AnHt\mRSv$p ãƒ Ke, ãƒ hova=I vStu Ke, gu pyaRyvazo Ke,tenuH SvprÝkaxk&an Anekakar$p Aek Ke, vzI te (Òvpda=R) Aakaxaid=I iwNnAsa\ar` cEtNygu Sv$p Ke Ane ANy ãƒo sa=e Aek Ùe5maH rheva KtaH potanaSv$pne KoDto n=I. Aavo Òv namno pda=R smy Ke. ßyare te potana SvwavmaHiS=t hoy Tyare to Svsmy Ke Ane prSvwav-ragäeØmoh$p =ne rhe Tyareprsmy Ke. Ae Ýma e Òvne iäiv\p uH Aave Ke.

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;Ý=m ga=amaH smynuH Ýaw<t khevanI Ýit&a krI' , isâaHt-pda=Rne khevanIÝit&a krI, TyaH Ae AakaHÙa =ay-CKa =ay ke ;smy' Ae!le xuH?' smy khevo kone?tme smyÝaw<t kheva mago Ko... to smy khevo kone? xuH tme kheva mago Ko? smyAe!le xuH? Aaha...¦ ke ;te=I hve phelaH smyne j khe Ke' -kone smy khevo AenI ƒaQyabIÒ ga=a=I x$ kre Ke. Aahaha¦

;jIvo' _paDyuH AaHhI=I pheluH —Òvo˜ NyaH=I _paDyuH¦ ;jIvo' te Òv: Ke neVyuTsgR...? Òvne khevuH Ke AaHhI¦ Ane te=I 47 xi›maH phelI xi› ;ÒvTvxi›'lI\I Ke. Ae AaHhI=I _paDI Ke. Òv ÒvTv xi›=I ibraje Ke i5kaz. wgvan Aa„ai5kaz potana ÒvTvxi› Ae!le gu Ae!le AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn, AnHt AanHd neAnHt bz Aena=I te ÒvnuH Òvn Anaid=I Ke. Aevo ;jIvo' Aem _paDyuH. AamsHSk<tno VyuTsgRR = Gyo ;jIvo' Aam khIAe to Òvo je Òv Ke te rIte Òvo, Ae Òvtrxi› kI\I je rIte Òv Ke vStu. Aahaha¦ te rIte Òvo Aene Òv khIAe. Aahahaha¦ AaxrIr=I ne.. çiãyo=I ne dx Ýa`=I Òve Ae Òv nhÄ. Aahaha¦

jIvo cirtdHs`àì@do- jIvÇ dHs`à` dHs` i@do - NyaH ;jIvo' AaƒuHne AaHhI ;i@do' AaƒuH¦ tH ih ssmyH ja`. tene Svsmy Ô`. Aahahaha¦ Aadex kyÈKe. wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR ;Ô`' Aem khe Ke. ;Ô`' to Aeno A=R Ke ke AÔ`ne Ô`


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khe Ke. p` dxRn&ancair5=I Òve te Òv Ke. Tyare Ae e Òv Ô~yo khevay. Aahahaha¦xuH kæuH? Òv Ke Ae AnHt dxRn &an AanHd ne vIyR=I to Òve Ke, i5kaz, p` Ae ÒvneAe rIte je e Ô~yo, maNyo ne Anuwƒo Aene Svsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae eAa„ane Ô~yo Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

ga=a=R lAe phelo ;he wƒ¦' tem Ae lI\uH Ke ;Ô`' Ke qruH ne..? ;Ô`' Tyareko'kne khe Ke ne..? ' he wƒ¦ Aahaha¦ Òv dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t ræo Ke, iS=t =ræo Ke, pyaRymaH haeH¦ Aahaha¦ Òv i5kaz xi›=I to ÒvI ræo Ke. p` Aene ÒvI ræoKe AenuH &an jene =ay, AenI ]âa =ay, @re Ae saco Òv Ke. Aahaha¦ ;cair5maH iS=t= ræo Ke'Ke ne..? ;tene inüy=I Svsmy Ô`' Aene qro Aa„a Ô`. jene sMyGdxRn,heH? (]ota: sa\upd =ay Ae qro AaTma =ay Aem kI\uH?) Ae AaHhÄ sa\u, khenar Ke ne...¦sa\u khenar Ke te 5` bol=I _paDyuH Ke¦ khenar pote sa\u Ke ne¦ te=I KõI ga=amaH,Ým¿ AÝmtno inØe\ kyÈ Ke ne..¦ pote, Ýmt AÝmt gu S=anmaH Ke. Aeno inØe\krIne, &aykwav KuH Aem kI\uH Ke. khenar potanI iS=itne... v RvtI sa=e v RvI ræa Ke.Aahaha¦

Aene Òv Ae!le Svsmy potamaH Aaƒo Ke Aene Ae khIAe, ke je ÒvSv$p wgvanAenI sNmuq =ne je sMyGdxRn, AenuH &an, AemaH iS=rta, Aeva Òvne SvsmymaHAaƒo Ane Svsmyne Ô~yo Ane Svsmy$p =yo Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahahaha¦

gjb xElI Ke ne¦¦ smysar Ae!le... (]ota: idVy|vin...) Aahaha¦ =oDuH. p`\Ime=I AHdr AogazIne.. Aola #or qayne #or, pKI AHdr Aogaze inraHte besIne.. pe!maHnaqe Aek hare Aem Aa AogazvuH ÔeAe, Ae!le varHvar AenuH mH=n =vuH (vagozvuH)ÔeAe. Aahaha¦

Òv, Svsmy Aene khIAe ke jenI pyaRymaH, jenI dxamaH dxavannI ÝtIit = Ke,jenI dxamaH dxavannuH &an =yuH Ke, jenI dxamaH dxavan @yÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ ;AeneSvsmy Ô`' kuHdkuHdacayR Aadex kre Ke. (]ota: pyaRy=I to Ô e) Ô`.. ÔÌx j.Aahaha¦ bapu¦ Aem rheva de, sHdeh rheva de, n ÔÌ xkuH rheva de. mne AFruH pDe rhevade¦¦ ;Ke' tene Ýaº krvo AemaH tne AFruH kem lage Ke Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

wgvanne (AaTmane) prma u potano krvo hoy, to nhÄ = xke, Are ragnekaym raqvo hoy to nhÄ krI xkIx p` Aa to krI xkIx. Aahaha¦ ;jIvocirtdHs`àì@do' waØa kevI lI\I Ke¦ ÒvmaH dxRn &an=I @yÈ Aem n letaH ;ÒvdxRn&ancair5maH @yÈ' xuH kI\uH? (]ota: Òv @yÈ) Aem ke |yey to Aa„a Ke. Aene |yeybnavIne je dxRn &an cair5 =yuH, to to ãƒne Aa]ye =yuH Ke, Ane AaHhI to khe Ke ke je

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Òv, dxRn &an cair5pyaRymaH @re tene Svsmy khe Ke. AaHhI @r Aam. smÔy Ke? Aahaha¦¦Òv je Anaid=I kmRna Ýdexe Ae!le (iv)wav Aevo ivkar AemaH @re Ke, Ae to

Anaid Ke. Ae to AÒv Ke. Aahaha¦ p` je Òv potanI sHpdane, pUr` sHpdane &anmaHÔÌ.. ÝtIt krI Ane AemaH @re Ke, Òv AemaH @re Ke. Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5maH Òv@re Ke. dxRn &an cair5 Òvne Aa]ye =ay Ke, Aem n letaH.. Aahahaha¦ Ae Aam ragmaH@rto, Ae hve SvwavmaH @re Ke Aem btavvuH Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu =oDa xBdo, Aa toinv<i¿na marg Ke bapu. Aahaha¦

;Svsmy Ô`' je wgvan Ýwu (inÔTma) pUr` sHpda=I wrel Ke, Ae Òvpote potana sMyGdxRn &an cair5maH @re Ke AaHhI, je Anaid=I ragmaH ivkarmaH@rto, AenI vat phelI n letaH, AenI pKI lexe. phelI to AaHhI x$Aat krvI Ke, Anex$Aat krnaraAone krvI Ke, Ae=I Aeè Aa j vat lI\I phelI. phela pdmaH Aa lI\uH;jIvo cirtdHs`à` i@do' pKI AolI vat krxe AnaidnI. Aahaha¦ tene inüy=IAe!le ih -qreqr. je Òv potanI inmRz pyaRymaH @re Ke Òv ÒvmaH rhe Ke, ãƒmaHAem nhÄ, Òv Òvna ãVymaH rhe Ke Aem nhÄ, ãƒ to rheluH j Ke, p` Ae ãƒ Òvpotana sMyGdxRn &an cair5maH Òv ãVy @re Ke, tene Svsmy nam Aa„a Ô`, teAa„a Ke. hE xBd AemaH? Aahaha¦

Òv, ÒvmaH rhe Ke i5kazI Aem nhÄ, i5kazI to rhelo (j) Ke. Ane rhelaneÔ~yuH koè? ræo Ke AHdr Ke AevuH Ô~ya ivna ræo Ke AevuH Ô~yuH koè? (]ota:pyaRye). Aahaha¦ prm Svwavwav wgvan Aa„a potamaH ræo Ke, p` ræo KeAevuH Ô~yuH koè? ræo Ke Ae ræo Ke (xuH) Aena \/uve Ô~yuH? Aahaha¦ Òv, i5kaz prmSvwavwavpè rhelo Ke. AevuH jeè sMyGdxRn Ýg! kyuÅ, AenuH jeè ÝtIt kyuÅ, Aemjeè AozqIne ÝtIt krI Aa Ke Aem ÔÌne ÝtIt kyuÅ. Ae Aa„a ÝtItmaH Aaƒo¦Ae Aa„a, Aa„ana ãƒmaH to hto. p` AenI ÝtItmaH Aaƒo Ae. Aahaha¦ ;dHs`'maHAaƒo. Ae Aena &anmaH Aaƒo . Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„a pUr` &an=I to (|a/uv)Ke p` ;Ke' AevuH Ô~yuH koè? Ô~ya ivna Ae ;Ke' Aem maNyuH koè? Aahaha¦rmi`kwa? AavuH JIùH Ke, ;Aa' JIùH. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦ Aek Aek ga=a neAek Aek pd.. ixvpdna w`kara vage Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae Òv Ke. AnHt Apirimt gu ono wHDar p` je e Ô~yuH ne, maNyuH n=I AeneÉ–aH Ke? Aahaha¦ kæuH'tuH ne.. ÝÆ =yo hto ne AaHhI hmàH varIya Ke, Ok i5wovnwaAe e ÝÆ kyÈ hto, ke Ýwu Aap kar`prma„a kho Ko Òvne.. ;kar`prma„a' kar`Òv, kar` Ýwu to kar` hoy to AenuH kayR AavvuH ÔeAe p` kayR to AavtuH n=I, kar`prma„a to Ke tme kho Ko. ÝÆ =yo'to rajko!maH. Aa kai@yavaDmaH Aemna ipta]IivrÒwane idgMbrna xaÏono AWyas phelo Aemno j hto. Aa kai@yavaDmaHvIrÒwa vkIl hta 90‡91‡92 vrse gujrI gya. Aemna idkrano ÝÆ hto, kar`prma„a


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tme kho Ko Ýwu¦ to kar` Ke to kayR AavvuH ÔeAe ne? Ane kayR to AavtuH n=I.kI\uH, kone p`? kar`prma„a Ke.. Aevo je e SvIkar kyÈ Ke.. tene kayR =ya ivna

rhetuH n=I, p` SvIkar n=I TyaH kayR É–aH=I Aave Aene? AenI ¹iÚmaH kar`prma„a Ke?Ae to Ke j nihH. ¹iÚmaH to pyaRy ne rag Ke. Aene kayR, kar`nuH Aave É–aH=I? smÔyKe AamaH? Aahaha

kar`prma„a.. Ke, p` kone? je e Ke AevuH maNyuH Ô~yuH tene Ô~yuH-maNyuH tene KeAe!le Ae pir`mn =yuH Ae pyaRy =. AenI pyaRymaH AenI kbUlat = Ke, Tyare AaHhIpyaRy = Ke. AenI kbUlat ivna, AenuH kayR Aave j nhÄ. sMyGdxRn &an cair5nomarg, moÙno i5kazI cIjnI maNytamaH, &anna &ey ivna Ae vat Aave j nhÄ. Ae&anmaH &ey AavDuH Ke AevuH Ô~yuH Tyare &an AaƒuH. ;AavDuH Ke' Aem Ýitt krI TyaresMyGdxRnmaH Aa„a AavDo Ke Aem maNyo. Aahaha¦ AaHhI Aa 5` bol=I vat krI Kene pote muin Ke qrane¦

;cirtdHs`à`..... i@do' Aem lI\uH Ke AemaH p` phelae cirt xBd Ke Ae topdnI rcna ma!e Ke. p> Ke ne Aa... Ane kivtanI rcna-p>nI ma!e ;cirt' lI\uH pheluH.Aam to ;dHs`à`cirt' Ke. p` pa@maH Aam AaƒuH Ke. ;cirtdHs`à` i@do' Aeg>maH=I p>nI rcnamaH Ae rIte AaƒuH Ke. nihHtr, vStunI iS=itmaH to dxRn &an necair5maH Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ juAo. A=R kem mUkI dI\o ÔeyuH? pa@... to ;cirtdHs`à`'iS=t Ke.. Ke? ga=a=R (maH) A=R kevo kyaeR, dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t ræo Ke. TyaH AemkæuH Ke ga=a=R juAo. mUz ga=ano phelo xBd Ke, !Ika nhÄ-!Ika nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦maza pHiDtoy p`¦ Aa pHiDto khevay je Aaxy khevano Ke te Aaxy ka#e ne smje,Aa... kora ƒakr`vaza nhÄ ka#I xke. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

Are¦ wgvan Aek var saHwz to qro Ýwu tuH ivro\ kre Ke (Ane bole Ke) AeyAekaHt Ke, AekaHt Ke p` bapa wa inüynyno A=R j sMykŸ AekaHt Ke, ny sMykŸAekaHt Ke. Ýma`maH AnekaNt Ke. Aahaha¦ sMykŸ AekaHtmaH jevo Òv Ke tevo jeè;dHs`' ÝtIt kyÈ. Ae dxRnmaH iS=r =yo¸ dxRn Aa„ane Aa]ye =yuH Aem n khetaH...dxRnmaH Aa„a iS=r =yo. pyaRymaH Aa„a Aa inmRz pyaRymaH Aa„a Aaƒo, \/uv tohtuH. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?

Aavo marg Ke Ýwu bhu j¡dI vat wa, AenI Aek Aek ga=a Aek-Aek xBdegjb kam kyaÅ Ke Aahaha¦ (]ota: khte hEH ik pyaRy KUtI nhÄ, [\r Aa gya¦)pyaRymaH jàò Tyare tene Aa„a khevamaH Aaƒo, n jàò Aene Aa„a Ke É–aH?Aahaha¦ FrmaH hIro pD–o Ke p` qbr n=I, ke kolso Ke ke hIro?

Aahaha¦ Aem cIj je Ke, Ae Ke je!lI ne jevDI, Ae!lI ÝtIt kyaR ivna, Ke AemAaƒuH kone? Aahaha¦

ivxeØ khexe...

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Ývcn nH. 9 ga=a - 2 ta. 16-6-1978 xuÊvar je@ sud-10 sH. 2p04

smysar ga=a bIÒ, ga=a=R phelo Caale Ke.he wVy Òv¦ je ;Òv, cirt-dxRn-&aniS=t' Ae to p>nI rcna ma!e cair5

pheluH AaƒuH Ke. qreqr to dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t ræo Ke tene inüy=I Svsmy Ô`.AhÄyaH to 5` bol lI\aH Ke. dxRn, &an ne cair5, Ke to AnHt gu nI pyaRy dxRn &ancair5nI sa=e inmRzp e = Ke p` muQy AhÄ dxRn &an cair5 moÙno marg jedu:q=I mu› =vano, Aene muQyp e kæuH Ke.

Ae!le ke dxRn, &an, cair5 $p Aa„a AnHt gu Sv$p, Ae AnHt AnHt gu nIvtRman pyaRyp e ƒ›p e iS=t =ay, tene AhÄyaH Svsmy nam Aa„a kæo Ke. Aa„ato Aa„a Ke, p` jene AenI ]âa &an ne cair5maH Ae Aaƒo pir`mn =yuH Aa„a \/uv,tena QyalmaH Aaƒo Aene Aa„a Svsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa„a to Aa„a j Ke. pÀhIyaH dxRn-&an-cair5maH (je iS=t =yo te Aa„a Ke) JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦

AemaH Aa„amaH gu to AnHt Ke. ra5e kæuH'tuH. jem Aa Aakax Ke Aena AaHhInaÝdex=I x$ krIAe, AaHhI Aakaxna Pa/dex=I x$Aat krIAe to AHt Aam n=I, x$AatAaHhI=I levay p` Aam Ýdexno AHt n=I. ÉyaHy AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt..AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt Aem AaHhI=I x$Aat krIne Aam l Ôy toy AnHtAnHt Ane beynuH weguH krIAe toy AnHt AnHt. AhÄ AnHt, AhÄ (p`) AnHt.

Aek smyna Aek ]e Ina Ýdex, AevI to AnHtI ]e I Ke. Aevo Aek Ýdex, AekÝdexnI ]e I, jeno Aaid Ane AHt n=I. AevI ]e I Aek Aek AevI AnHtI ]e IAo Ke. hveAaHhI to Aem khevuH Ke, ke je AnHt-AnHt Aakaxna Ýdex jeno AHt n=I, jeno KeDo xuH?KeDo xuH? pKI xuH? Aem kaznI p` Aaid n=I. vtRman Aeno AHt Aave? Anaid AnHtAaid nhÄ ne AHt Aave? wiv*yno AHt nhÄ. p` x$Aat AaHhI=I khevay to said-AnHt khevay Ane smuCcy khevay to Anaid-AnHt khevay. Aahaha¦

Aem Aa„amaH Ane prma uAomaH Ae!la gu o Ke, ke Ae Aakaxna Ýdex=I pÀnHtgu a, Aeno A=R xuH =yo? Aaha¦ gHwIr gjb vat Ke¦¦ Aa„amaH sHQyaAe AnHtgu Ke. Aem AaHhI 5`maH iS=t kæuH, p` Ke to AnHt gu maH iS=t. Ae AnHt gu KeAemaH phelo pKI n=I. p` AnHtgu Ke AemaH g`5I krva Ôy ke Aa Aek, be, 5`,car, paHc to Aeno KeLlo É–o gu ? Ae Aave nhÄ AemaH. Aahaha¦ Ùe5 wle xrIr Ýma eAne Ùe5 Ae!le potanuH Ùe5 AsHQy Ýdex Ýma e, p` Aena je gu onI sHQya AnHt, AemaHphelo pKI AevuH nhÄ. ke pheluH &an ne pKI dxRn ne AevuH nhÄ, Aek sa=e p` Aek sa=ehova KtaH Aene g`trI=I g`va maHDe... ke Aa Aek, be, 5`, car Aa to Ono KeLlo guÉ–o? Aahaha¦ KeLlo Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa te kaH vat khe Ke Ae xuH khe Ke? pHiDtÒ¦


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AnHt je sHQyaAe Aa„amaH gu Ke. Ae gu phelo pKI n=I. Ke Aek hare p` Aek haremaHAa Aek be 5` car Aem KeLlo É–o? Aahaha¦ g`trImaH KeLlo Aavto j n=I. xuH kheKe Aa?

Are¦ Ae e inj tÀv, kevDuH Ane ke!luH Ke AevuH Ae e AHtr=I saHwZyuH n=I. Aahaha¦Aena gu o$pI wav. AenI sHQya Apar to gu . gu . gu . gu . &an &an dxRn cair5AanHd xaHit AiStTv vStuTv Aem krtaH É–aHy KeLlo gu Aave Aevo AHt n=I. Aahaha¦jemaH AHt ivnana, KeLlo nhÄ Aeva AnHtgu Aa te xuH khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Are Ae einjtÀvne Ô`vano ÝyTn Ae e kyÈ j n=I. bakI b\uH Aa sHsarna.. hozI pap Aaqoid'. (Ae e kyaÅ).

AhÄyaH to khe Ke -cirtdHs`à` i@do' tH ih s smyH ja`. AemaH to je!lagu o Ke. je gu onI sHQyano KeDo, ko AHt n=I. Ae!lI sHQya-Ae!lI-sHQya Ae!lIsHQya AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt, AnHt Aene AnHtneAnHtgu a vgR kro to p` Aa KeLlo Aa gu jemaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevDuH Aa(AsIm) tÀv, AiStTv Aena je!la gu o Ke te!lI j AenI pyaRy Ke. Aek smymaHAnHtI pyaRy Ke AemaH phelI pKI xBd n=I. kar` ke AeksmymaH j AnHtI (pyaRy)sa=e Ke. KtaH Ae pyaRynI g`trI=I g`va maHDo Aek, be, 5`, car, sHQy, AsHQy,AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtI pyaRymaH KeLlI k pyaRy? nhÄ Aave AemaH.Aahahaha¦ JI uH tÀv bhu bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Aa gHwIr (tÀv) svR& isvay koAe ÔeyuHn=I, Ô~yuH n=I ne kæuH n=I. Aahaha¦

Aena AnHta gu onI sHQya, Aakax to Ùe5=I AHt nhÄ. Aakax Aakax AakaxAakax Aakax dxey idxamaH pKI xuH? pKI xuH? É–aHy Aakaxno AHt n=I. Ae!la b\aAakaxna Ýdexo=I AnHt gu a AaHhI (Aa„amaH) gu Ke. jeno Aakaxna Ýdexno AHtn=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae=I AnHt gu a gu o, sHQyaAe AnHt gu a gu , Ae ræa AsHQyÝdexmaH, ræa Aek smymaH, (Aha¦¦) ræa AsHQy ÝdexmaH, ræa Aek smymaH ræaAnHt.. p` AnHtno Aa KeLlo gu Aa Aa te kaH vat Ke xuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae KeLlo xBd j n=I TyaH Ane wavmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ Aeva AnHt AnHt wav$p gu AeAaHhI khexe nIce ;Ae AnHt\mÈmaH rheluH Aek \m±p uH te ãVy Ke.' Aem Aavxe nIce.Aahahaha¦

waØa sa\ar` Ke Aem ÔÌne AenI gHwIrta n bese to, waØa to jD Ke. AeAnHtgu je Ke, Aeno ko KeDo nhÄ. KeDo nhÄ Ae!le? Aa KeLlo gu KeLlo gu KeLlogu AnHt AnHt AnHt g`taH ke Aa KeLlo, AemaH Ke j nhÄ. Aa xuH khe Ke Aa? Aavat phelI vhelI Ke ko id' khevamaH AavI n=I. smÔ uH kaH? AnHt Ke ne Aem b\uHFÌvar kæuH p` AnHt Ke, AnHtno AnHtno KeLlo, KeLlo KeLlo É–o? Aahahahaha¦AsHQy ÝdexmaH Aek smymaH AnHtnI sHQyamaH Aa KeLlo, ko KeLlo Aavto j n=I.

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KeLlano KeDo j n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Aa te vat Ke¦(]ota: VyaQyanmaH Aapne khevanI ivnHit krI htI rate vat to = htI.) ha,

bhenone kane pDe ne ha ra5e vat = htI. phelaH vhelI krI Ke. Aa!la vØRmaH phelI jvar Aa krI Ke ke AnHt wavmaH, Ae AnHtnI sHQyano KeLlo gu É–o? AevuH Ke j nhÄAemaH (KeDo hoy to KeLlo hoy ne) Aahahaha¦ Aem AnHt gu nI Aek smy, kazmaH Aeksmy Ane AsHQy Ýdexno KeLlo AHx Ùe5no AemaH =tI AnHtI pyaRy‡gu maH to AsHQyÝdex Ke, Aaqa Aam Aek pyaRy Ke Aeno KeLlo‡AsHQy Ýdexno KeLlo AHx AemaH _TpNn=tI AnHtI pyaRy, Ùe5 Ae!luH AHx, kaz Aek smy, Ae pyaRynI sHQya Ae!lI AnHtI..Aahaha¦ ke Aa pyaRy KeLlI Aem g`trInI g`trmaH KeLlI pyaRy hoy j nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦

Aam.. AnHt-AnHt to khe Ke p` AnHt Ae!le k rIte? Aahaha¦ Ùe/5no AHt toto hÒ Aem kHk hxe. kHk hxe hxe AHdr p` Aa Ae!lamaH wavno AHt nhÄ, wavnIsHQya je!lI Ke Ae!lI sHQyano ÉyaHy AHt nhÄ, smy Aek, Ùe5 AsHQy Ýdex AnewavnI sHQyano KeDo nhÄ, KeLlo ;Aa' Aevo KeDo nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ AevI j AnHtIpyaRy, Ýdexno Aek AHx, smyno Aek smy Ane sHQyamaH AnHt pyaRy. AemaHy phelI-pKI to n=I AemaH kaH, Aek sa=e Ke AnHt, KtaH AnHtmaH Aa, Aa, Aa, Aa, Aa, Aa,Aa AnHt AnHt KeLlI Aa. Aahaha¦ AavuH tÀv wgvan svR& isvay ÉyaHy koAe ÔeyuHn=I Ane koAe kæuH n=I.

Aek smynI AnHtI pyaRy, AemaH Aek pyaRy hve Lyo. &annI Aek pyaRy. AnHtIpyaRynI sHQyamaH KeLlI pyaRy nhÄ, KeDo nhÄ Ae!lI pyaRy, Aahaha¦ kem? ÝdexnIsHQyano AHt n=I AaHhI pyaRynI sHQyano AHt n=I. Aahaha¦ hve Aek-Aek pyaRymaH,&annI Aek pyaRy Ae &ey Ýma e. &annI Aek pyaRy &ey Ýma e. &ey ke!laH? ke AnHtAa„a, AnHta prma uAo Ae &ey ne &an &ey Ýma e. &ey ke!laH? ke lokalok Ýma e.Aahaha¦ Aek smynI pyaRymaH Ýmey lokalok jena wavno AHt n=I te te prma unagu no ne tenI pyaRyono Ae b\uH AhÄyaH Aek smynI pyaRymaH j`ay Ôy ]ut&annIpyaRymaH y haeH kevz&annI to vat xuH krvI? Aahahaha¦

AevI Aek smynI pyaRymaH p` AnHta AivwagÝitCKed. &annI Aek smynIpyaRymaH AnHta ãƒo ne Aek Ok ãƒna AnHta gu o, jeno par nhÄ Ane Aek-Aekgu nI pyaRy, jeno par nhÄ-Aenae par Aa ]ut&annI pyaRye Ô`I lI\o. Aahahaha¦

Ae &annI Aek smynI pyaRymaH Aava AnHta lokalok Ô~ya ãƒo, AnHt gu oto Ae!la wag pDI gya Aek pyaRymaH, AHxoe, ke!la AHxo? ke AHxono KeDo nhÄ.Aahaha¦ AnHt ne Aem nhÄ. (]ota: KeDo nhÄ ) KeDo nhÄ Aem waØa kro Aem kam nAave¦ AnHt... AnHt... AnHt to ãƒey Ke AnHt p` Aeno AHt AavI Ôy Ke. Ùe5 AnHt,kaz AnHt, wav AnHt, pyaRy AnHt Aeno ko par n=I. Aahaha¦ AenI sHQya ke!lI


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Ke? Ane Aeno KeDo KeLlo É–o? Ae!lI sHQyaAe AenI pyaRy Ane Aek Aek pyaRymaH,AnHt ãƒo Ane AnHt Aena gu o, jena gu no AHt nhÄ, pyaRyno AHt nhÄ Ae!lIsHQyaAe, kaze AnHt Aem nhÄ, kaze wle Aeksmy ho p` Aek smynuH tenuH gu ne pyaRy,AeksmynI pyaRymaH jày Ôy (to) Aek smynI pyaRyna wag ke!la? Aena wag..k!kaH krtaH, krtaH, krtaH, krtaH KeLlo Aivwag, jeno bIÔe ivwag n = xke. Aohoho¦Aeva Aek smynI pyaRymaH AnHta AivwagÝitCKed Aena-Aivwag ÝitCKedmaH KeÐoÉ–o? AHt n=I.

hve, AaHhI to Aem khevuH Ke ke je!la gu o Ke Ae!la ßyaH dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t=ay Ke, Tyare vat 5`nI lI\I Ke AaHhI wa¦ p` AnHta gu onI pyaRy TyaH ƒ› =neiS=r =ay Ke TyaH, xuiâmaH ke!lIk xuiâ =ay ne ke!lIk xuiâ n =ay Aem nhÄ.

p` AhÄyaH dxRn &an cair5nI muQyta gÌne, temaH Òv je Aaqo (pU R) AnHtgu no ipHD Ke te iS=r =ay Ke Aam. Aam, ragmaH iS=r =ay Ke, Ae pKI khexe. Aahaha¦AHdr potana AnHta je gu o Ke, AenuH Aek$p ãƒ Ke. AnHt \mR je gu o Aeno \rnarAek tÀv, Ae tÀv ßyare potanI inmRzpyaRymaH iS=t =ay Ke Tyare tena je!la gu o Ke,te!la gu onuH ƒ›tamaH AHxo b\a gu ona Ýg! =ay Ke. KtaH AaHhI 5` kæa Ke muQyp e moÙmagRnI pyaRynI ApeÙaAe. smÔ uH kaH?

gHwIr Ke wa¦ Aahahaha¦ (]ota- Aga\ gHwIr Aga\-gHwIr diryo Ke¦bIÔH FàH ivcaro Aaƒa Ke par pmay AevuH n=I Aahaha¦ ;Ane je Òv kmRpudŸglnaÝdexomaH iS=t =yel Ke. hve AaHhI kmRna ÝdexomaH iS=t xBd Aem vapyÈ Ke. vat Keke pudŸglna inim¿e =tI ivkarI AvS=a, temaH iS=t Ke. Ae iS=tmaH, AnHta gu oivkarp e n=I. inmRzp e (Ke) AemaH AnHta gu o inmRzp e htaH. smÔ uH kaH?

phelamaH je dxRn &an (cair5) iS=tmaH 5` muQy lI\aH, p` temaH je!lIsHQyamaH gu Ke, jeno KeDo nhÄ Ae b\a gu onI AHxe ƒ›ta Ýg!maH iS=t Ke. Aahaha¦tene AhÄya Svsmy Aa„a khe Ke.

Aa to AogÌs (mI) var vHcay Ke Aa, kee nuH Aave kaH[? heH¦ Aahaha¦hve AamaH bIj¡H khevuH Ke. ke ;je Òv pudŸgl kmÈna ÝdexomaH' Ae pudŸglkmR to jD-

AÒv Ke. p` tena AnuwagmaH iS=it Aek smynI Ke TyaH vtRman, Aam wle kaymrhevanuH Aem nhÄ, p` tena AnuwagmaH je Aekag/ =ay Ke. AemaH je!la gu o Ke b\agu o, kmRna ÝdexmaH iS=t =ta n=I. ke!lak gu onI pyaRy to inmRz sday rhe Ke.smÔ uH kaH? Ae Aek vat. bIj¡H kmRp e pir`mela je prma u Ke, AemaHy kmR-prma umaHje!la gu o Ke, Ae b\a gu o kmRp e pir`me Ke Aem n=I. Aaha¦ É–aH nvrax jgtnapap AaDe, AekluH pap po!la baH\I, haLya jvana car gitmaH rqDva. Aahaha¦ hÒphelI xuH cIj Ke, smjvane p` vqt Lye nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

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p¿o Lye, Aene ragmaH(=I) rs éDI Ôy. rag éDI Ôy Aem nhÄ, rag rhe. smÔ uHkaH? Aava je AnHta gu o Ane AnHtI pyaRyo, KeDa ivnanI, KeLla ivnanI, AevIãƒnI ¹iÚ jene =ay, Aena AiStTvno SvIkar =ay, Aena rs AaDe Aene ragmaH rs rhenhÄ. rag to Ae Amuk gu onI pyaRy, Ane AaHhI to AnHta AnHta AnHta KeDo nhÄ AaveAe!la gu o. Aahaha¦ JI uH bhu bapu¦ vItrag margnI Ý=m sMyGdxRn j xuH cIj Ke.. gjb vat Ke. Aahaha¦

Aena ivna rqDI myÈ Ke coraxIna AvtarmaH. Aahaha¦ Ae AbÔepit xei@yakhevay Ae mrIne g\eDaH =ay, kUtraH =ay, kemke \mR xuH cIj Ke AenI AHtrmaH qbr n=I.Ane maHs Aaid qata n hoy da$ Aaid Ae!le nkRmaH to n Ôy. isâaHtmaH leq Ke xaÏmaHAHdr ke Ae b\aH jvana #or-ityÅcmaH AaDa. Aaha¦ jevuH Sv$p Ke, AevuH je e Ô~yuH n=I,maNyuH n=I, AozQyuH n=I, Aena ivruâ wavo je AaDaH, ivkarIwavo ne AaDoDa krInekyaÅ Ke, Ae AaDoDa Ae!le !eDa = g Ke. Ae mrIne AaDoDa, O!le tIyÅcna xrIrmaHjvana kar` ke tIyÅcna xrIr Aam AaDaH Ke, mnu*ynaH Aam éwaH Ke. gay, weHsqIskolI Aaidna Aam AaDa Ke ne? !eDa. Aaha¦ mo!I sHQya Ke, FÌ sHQya TyaHpUrvana Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI bIj¡H khevuH Ke, ke kmRna ÝdexmaH iS=t Ke te b\a gu o te ivkarI pyaRymaH iS=tn=I Aekvat Ane kmR je Ke prma uAo, to ivwav$pe pir`mel Ke. Aek (KuÎo)prma u Svwav$pe Ke. Ane Aa to ivwav$pe pir`mel Ke. p` ivwav$pe pir`mnmaHkmRnI pyaRyp e b\a gu o pir`Mya Ke Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH?

jem sMyGdxRn &an cair5na pir`mnmaH svR gu o xuâp e-Vy›p e pir`MyaKe. Aem ivkarp e bFa gu o pir`Mya Ke prmaùmaH Aem n=I, Aa„amaH p` Aem Ke.Aa„amaH p` Axuâp uH- pir`mn je Ke, b\a gu o Axuâp e =ay Ke Aem n=I.ke!lak gu o Axuâ =ay bakI to, ke!lak gu o AwvIne p` xuâ rhe Ke pyaRymaH. jemAiStTv gu AiStTvnuH Axuâ xuH =vuH? AiStTvnuH Axuâ xuH =vuH? ;hovuH' AoKuH =jvuH? vat smÔy Ke? Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦

to AamaH (prma umaH) Aek ÝdexTv namno gu Ke samaNymaH Ae ivkar$pepir`me Ae te be prma u, car prma u$pe =ay Tyare Aeklo nhÄ. Aahaha¦ te kmRp epir`mela pyaRyo, AemaH p` prma umaH je!la gu o Ke, Ae b\a kmRp e pir`Mya n=I.Amuk j gu nI pyaRyo kmRp e = Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH je rokayelo Ke Òv, AamAnHtgu omaH n AavtaH, AnHta pyaRyo kmRna rsnI Ke, TyaH A!k–o Ke te prsmy Ae!leAà„a Ke. (hÔro log yad krke wI [s tÀvka ivro\ krta hE Ao AaDa hE) AaDakre, ivro\ A=R kre, ivÌâ ]âa kre Aa„a=I ivro\ ivkarna wav kre.. Aahahaha¦;gomÎsar' maH pa@ Ke. ityÅc kem =ay? ;ityÅc' Ke ne xBd, ityÅc Ae!le tIrKuH, tIrKuHAe!le AaDuH, FÌ sHQya to j Ke. Aahaha¦ p` kone pDI. Aahaha¦ Aa bharmaH


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AnukUzta =oDI rhe, mrI jne pKI É–aH jAe, ko` Ô e Ae kaH (qbr) nhÄ, Aegol` gaDaH wre¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke : Aek lokmaH ke!luH smaDI dI\uH Ke Ane te kmRna Ýdex kI\aH Ke. te..kmRna Ýdex to prma u jD Ke. p` Aeno Anuwag je Ke Aeno Ýdexno (AHx) wagkhevay Aena trfna lÙmaH jne, je ivkarp e pir`Myo Ke te Aà„a prsmykhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke kmRp e p` prma una AnHt gu o pir`Myan=I. Aahaha¦ Aem wgvan Aa„ana AnHta gu o, im+yaTv, Av/t, kØay Aaidpir`mvamaH AnHt gu o n=I pir`Mya, ke!lak j gu o... bhu ivcar krIne ka#yaH'taFàH vrs phelaH bhu v\are n nIkZya AekvIs gu ka#ya'ta ivprItpàna. ka#yaH'taFàH vrs phelaH, gamDamaH hoy ne AekaHt¦ ivprIt (gu ) Aa„amaH im+yaTv, cair5,AanHd, ÝdexTv Aeva Aeva ktaR, kmR, kr`, sHÝdan, Apadan AevaH AevaH gu o ivkarp e=ya Ke. b\aH gu o n=I =yaH, smÔùH?

ivcar to b\a Aaƒa hoy ne AeÞe Aek FàH. Aahaha¦AaHhI khe Ke ke ;je Òv pudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaH' Ae!le ke Ae kmRno j wag Ke ivkar,

Aa„ano Svwav n=I. ivwav- pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan, v/t ne wi›, kam ne Êo\,rzvuH-kmavuH, AenuH |yan Ae b\uH pap. Aahaha¦ AemaH je iS=t Ke, Ke? ;tene prsmyÔ`' tene Aà„a Ô`. Aahaha¦ kemke AenI pyaRymaH ivkarp e =vuH, Ae ivkar Aa„an=I. ivkar Ae Aa„ano ko Svwav n=I. ivkarp e pir`Myo Ke-=yo Ke te Aà„aKe. Aahahaha¦

Ae to xBda=R =yo hve AenI !Ika.;smy' phelo smy _paDyo (kæo) !Ika:- ;smy' xBdno A=R Aa Ýma e Ke'

;smŸ' to _psgR Ke ƒakr`na inym Ýma e ;smŸ' _psgR Ke. teno Aek A=R ;Aekp uH'Aevo Ke' teno A=R ;Aekp uH' Aevo Ke.' ;smŸ' Aekp uH ;Ay gtaE' smy Ke ne? smysmŸ ne Ay be xBd wegaH Ke. smŸno A=R Aekp uH ;Ay gtaE' \atu Ke, ;Ay gtaE' \atuKe, Ae \atu. pir`mn krvuH Ae. Aahaha¦ Ae Ay \atuno gmn A=R p` Ke. ;Ay' Ae!legmn krvuH, pir`mvuH- gmn krvuH' Ane &an A=R p` Ke.' gmn krvuH Ane pir`mvuH,&an$pe hoH ;gmnp e pir`mvuH Ane &an A=R. te=I Aek sa=e j yugpdŸ Ô`vuH Anepir`mn krvuH be iÊyaAo je AekTvpUvRk kre, be iÊyaAo Aek smymaH AekTvpUvRk kre-pir`me Ane Ô e pir`me Ane Ô e. AevI Aek smymaH be iÊyane Aekp e kre. Aahahaha¦Ke? ;te smy Ke' Aek ;smynI' ƒaQya krI.

frIne, sm ne Ay Aa„a levo Ke ne AhÄ ATyare to Ae!le smŸ Aekp e ;Ay'gmn krvuH, pir`mvuH Ane Ô`vuH, AevI be iÊya Aek smymaH je kre tene ;smy' khevamaHAave Ke.

;smy' kem AozQyo? Aola pUKta'ta te id' idLhI Aa iv>anHdÒ ;smy' kem

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kæo? Are.. kI\uH, vStunuH Sv$p Ke ;smy' = smŸ + Ay, ma!e smy kI\uH Ke. Aahaha¦Aa„ane ;smy' kem kæo? ke Aekp e pir`me Ane Ô e Aek smymaH Aekp e be iÊyakre tene smy khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae smy te Aa„a Ke. Ae Aa„a j pir`me Ane Ô e,bIÔ pda=ÈmaH pir`mn gmn Ke, p` ;Ô`vuH' n=I. gmnnI ApeÙaAe bIÔne ;smy'khevay. p` AaHhI to ;Ô`vuH ne gmn krvuH' be A=RmaH je hoy tene ;smy' khIAe.Aahaha.

pKI Svsmy lexe. hÒ to ;smy' kone khIAe. Aaha..¦ ;Aa Òv namno pda=RAe smyno A=R kyÈ, hve ÒvnI hare mezve Ke. ;Aa Òv namno pda=R AekTvpUvRk,AekTvpUvRk su\ayuÅ Ke. ;Aek j vqte' AekTvpUvRk Aek j kaze pir`me p` Ke Ane Ô ep` Ke, te=I te smy Ke te=I tene smy Aa„ane khevamaH Aave Ke. Ô`vanuH kayR p` kreAne pir`me, AekI sa=e be kre. Aahaha¦ smy Aek, be iÊya, pir`mvanI neÔ`vanI. ;Aeksa=e' kem kæuH? ke pir`me phelo ne Ôè pKI, Aem nhÄ. pir`mvuHne Ô`vuH Aek j smye Ke. Aahaha¦ AekTvpUvRk kre bene Aekpè krIne kre¦ Aahaha¦AavI JIÌ vat Ke.

smysar smjvuH saHwzvuH bapu AakruH kam Ke. bakI to b\Hu duinya kre Ke AaqI.#ornI jem mehntuH kre Ke #or jeva Aa b\aH Aaqo id' rag ne Aa ne Aa ne #or =vanane #or jevI mhentuH kre Ke. Aaha¦

(]ota: pEsavaza AemaH AavI Ôy?) pEsana bap hoy, mo!a AbÔepit hoyb\aH #or =vanaH pxu kagDamaH kagDI =vanaH, bkrana bCcaH =vanaH, #e#grozInI kUHqe#e#grozI =axe, AavDI =ay Ke ne bapu¦ vStu Sv$p AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Ae e ÔeyuHne Ô~yuH Ke ÉyaH ne ÔeyuH Ke É–aH? Aene drkar É–aH Ke? Aahaha¦ AnHtkaz vItI gyo Ýwu¦teH Aa rIte ê\a krI Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„a AnHtgu nuH pir`mn Aek smye Ane&annuH Ô`vuH Ae smye, bIÔH AnHta gu o pir`me Ke p` Ô`taH n=I. Aahaha¦

Aek smymaH Ae!le ke sU"mkazmaH. Aaha¦ wgvan Aa„ana je AnHtagu o je KeDa neKeLla ivnana kI\aH, Ae b\a gu onuH Aek smymaH pir`mn, bdlvuH, hlcl =vI, \/uv Ke AemaHhlcl n=I. _Tpad ƒymaH hlcl Ke. Ae!le \/uv, \/uvp e rhI Ane AnHta gu onuH hlclnam pir`mn =ay Ane te j vqte &an Ô`vanuH kam kre Aene Aa„a khIAe.

Aa b\uH tmare Jverat-bveratnuH (Ô`p uH) ne b\a mÄDa vaze Ke AhÄ. Aahaha¦Are Ýwu¦ AavuH É–aH Ke wa? Aahaha¦ AnHt kazna AsHQy Ùe5maH AnHt var

épßyo. Aahaha¦ Aevo Aa„a ke!lo kevDo Ke Ane kevDo Aa„a? Aek smymaH AnHtagu ono KeDo nhÄ KeLlo nhÄ AenuH pir`mn kre, Aahaha¦ Ane te j smye &an kreAekTvpUvRk benI iÊya kre. Aahaha¦ kazwed nhÄ. Aahaha¦ w¦ je vqte pir`me KeAe vqte Ô e Aene¦ Ane &an p` je vqte pir`me Ke te vqte Aene Ô e¦ ke ha. &anpote pir`me p` Ke, pir`mnmaH to &annuH AavI gyuH ne¦ b\aH gu o pir`me Ke to AemaH


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Aa &an p` pir`me Aem AavI gyuH. Ane sa=e Ô e p` Ke. pir`me Ke ne Ô e Ke jesmye pir`me Ke te smye Ô e Ke, te=I AekTvpUvRk kre Ke Aem kI\uH ne? Aahaha¦ AavIvat Ke bapa JI`I¦¦

svR& i5lokna=nI Ýma`=I vat nIkzI Ke. Aaha¦ g`\ro sHto kevzInaink!vasIAo - nÒkmaH rhIne saHwzela Ane Anuwvela, Aahaha¦ AenuH kheluH Aa xaÏKe. te=I Ae ;Ýma`wUt' Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦

Aek j vqte pir`me p` Ke pir`me AemaH &an p` weguH pir`me Ke AavI GyuHne? Aahaha¦ Aek j smye &an pir`me Ke ne AnHt gu o pir`me Ke. p` Aek j smye&an pir`mtuH &anne Ô e Ke Ane b\aHne Ô e Ke¦¦ Ke? Aahaha¦ Aek j smye pir`mep` Ke Ane AekTvpUvRk Ô e Ke b\ane paKuH haHe? je smye pir`mn =ay Ke potanuH neb\aH gu onuH, te j smye tene Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦

hÒ to Aa„a khevo kone qbruH n mze ne, Aahaha¦ Aene \rm = Ôy ne, Aaha¦rqDpÎI krI krIne mrI gyo coraxIna AvtarmaH, AevaH to AnHtvar Avtar kyaÅ,xaÏo p` Ô~yaH ne vaHCyaH p` Aa wav Aa rIte Ke Ae AHdr pir`Myo nhÄ. Aem kI\uHAaHhI. AaHhI ;pir`mnnuH kI\uH ne? Aahaha¦ ;AekTvpUvRk Aek j smymaH potanuH &annuHAne AnHtgu nuH pir`mn Aek smymaH, te j smye te b\anuH &an p` te smye kre¦Aahaha¦ pir`mvuH ne &an krvuH Aek j smymaH Ke. pir`me Ke ne pKI Ô e Ke Aem n=I.Aahaha smÔ uH kaH? AavI vat Ke jEn \mR(maH) Aa jEn \rm. Aahaha¦

(;AekTvpUvRk Aek j vqte pir`me p` Ke Ane Ô e p` Ke) ;te=I te smy Ke'Aahaha¦

;Aa Òv-pda=R kevo Ke? sday pir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I' Aahaha¦sday pir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I. Ae to Aeno Svwav Ke Ane te SvwavmaHrhelo Ke. Ae!le ;_Tpad ƒy \/aEƒnI Aekta$p AnuwUit jenuH lÙ` Ke AevI s¿a=I sihtKe.' 5` lI\aH.

;sday pir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo' pir`me Ke _Tpad ƒy. SvwavmaH KeAe \/uv. Aahaha¦ Ke? ;sday pir`mn Sv$p' bapu¦ Aa to mH5o Ke. Aa kaH vataRn=I. Aa to svR& i5lokna=¦ jenI pase Aekwvna moÙ jnaraH Hão saHwze Ke. AeglUiDyaHnI jem swamaH be@aH hoy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae ko vataR n=I. ko k=a n=I.Aahaha¦ Ae cEtNy hIrlanI vatuH cEtNym`InI vatuH Ke O to. Aahaha¦ Ae cEtNy hIrokevo Ke? Aahaha¦ khe Ke.. ;sday pir`mn', AenI pyaRynuH bdlvuH sday \ara Ke.Aahaha¦ Aek \aravahI sday pir`mn Ke. pir`me pyaRy pyaRy pyaRy _Tpad ƒy_Tpad ƒy, _padVyy =ya j kre. nvI _Tpad =ay jUnI ƒy =ay. bIje smye nvI _TpNn=ay jUnI ƒy =ay Aem pir`mn sday.. Êmsr. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao¦ AamaH Êmsr p` nIkzeKe. Aahaha¦

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;sday pir`mnSv$p, SvwavmaH rhelo \/uv. Aahaha¦ Ae pir`mnSv$p_Tpad-ƒy Ane SvwavmaH rhelo Ae \/uv. Aahaha¦ Ae _TpadŸ ƒy ne \/uv Sv$pmaH rheloKe, Ae!le ke pir`mnmaH ræo Ke, Ae _Tpad Vyy Ane \/uvmaH ræo Ke kaymnuH inTySv$p. Aahaha¦ (]ota: kaym rhevuH Ane bdlvuH O to prSpr ivro\ Ke.) !ktuH nebdltuH be Sv$p Ke. inTy piràmI, \/uv_TpadŸƒy. Aahaha¦

Are¦ Ae e potanI cIjne Ane te svR& prme¬re, kevzI prme¬re khI Ke Ae vatAe e saHwzva drkar krI n=I. Aaha¦ Ane AavuH Sv$p, idgHbr sHt isvay É–aHy KenhÄ. b\e ê\uHH j mayuÅ Ke lokoAe AekkeAeke. Aahaha¦ p` prIÙa n=I TyaH goz ne qozsrquH. heH? Aahaha¦ jenI Aek Aek kDI ne Aek-Aek lI!I, par pame nhÄ Ae!lI vStu KeAemaH. Aahaha¦

Aolo khe ke smysar Ame vaHcI Gya, vaHCya bapa. (]ota: xBdo vaHCya, wavsmßya ivna) xBdo vaHCya AemaH xuH +yuH wa? AHdr wav xuH Ke Ae QyalmaH n Aave,Ae vaHCya vaHCyuH xuH? giDyo goQaI Gyo. giDyo smjte ne Éya khete hE? Aene kaHk kheKe Ae giDyanI waØa bIÒ kre Ke. (]ota: paDa.) paDa-paDa. cHduwa to ATyare n=IAaVya ra5e nhotane ATyarey n=I beymaH nhota, AavI vat ijHdgImaH phelI khevaÌKe. wav Ane KeDa ivnana wav, KeDa ivnanI pyaRy‡kaz Aek hare wle ho KeDa ivnanaAivwagÝitCKed KtaH te &annI pyaRy Aeno AHt l Lye Ke, AHt l Lye Ke ma!e TyaHAHt = gyo Ke Aem n=I. &annI pyaRy Aeno AHt l Lye Ke. ;Ô e Ke' kI\uH ne¦

AnHta ãƒonuH \/uvp uH Ane AnHta ãƒonuH _TpadŸ-ƒyp uH, AaHhI Aa„anI vat kreKe, p` Aa„anI pyaRymaH, AnHta ãƒona gu pyaRyo, pir`mnmaH jà Ôy Ke. Ae&anna pir`mnmaH jà Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦¦ Aena potana AiStTvmaH j AnHtaãƒgu pyaRyo, Ae &annI pyaRye pir`mn =taH temaH jà Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ ;sdaypir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I, _TpadŸ ƒy \/aEƒnI Aekta$p AnuwUit', xuHkI\uH ÔeyuH? pir`mn Ke _Tpad ƒynuH _pje ƒy- _pje ƒy, AeksmymaH, \/uv p` AeksmymaH. Ae 5`nI Aekta$p AnuwUit Ae!le 5`nuH Aekp e =vuH, 5`nuH Aekp e =vuH jenuHlÙ` Ke Aem AnusrIne =vuH. _TpadŸ-ƒy ne \/uvne AnusrIne =vuH. Aahaha¦ sdaypir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I _TpadŸ ƒy \/uvnI Aekta$p, 5`nI Aekta AeksmymaH, smymaH wed n=I. je smye \/uv Ke, te smye _TpadŸ ƒy Ke. je smye _TpadŸ ƒypir`me Ke, te smye \/uv Apir`mn Sv$p pD–uH j Ke. Aahaha¦

_TpadŸ ƒy \/aEƒnI Aekta$p AnuwUit jenuH lÙ` Ke ;AevI s¿a=I Òv siht Ke'.Aa Òvpda=R kevo Ke? NyaH=I x$ kyuÅ ne pKI x$ krIne AaHhI l lI\uH sday pir`mnSv$p SvwavmaH rhelo hova=I _Tpad ƒy \/uvnI Aekta AeksmynI AnuwUit Ae$pe =vuHjenuH lÙ` Ke AevI s¿a=I siht Ke.

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siht Ke. te ÒvnI phelI, kevo Òv Ke Aem krIne VyaQya krI. Aaha¦ smÔ uH?;Aa ivxeØ`=I ÒvnI s¿a nihH mannar naiStkvadIAono mt qHiDt =yo'

ko` Ô e Òv ÉyaH Ke AhÄ. Aem mannara naiStk, puruØne (Òvne) ApiràmImannar saHQyvadIAono ƒvCKed (=yo) Aa„a Ke te bdlto n=I kaym Aek$p rhe Ke.Aevano AhÄ ƒvCKed kyÈ, Ke ne? (Òvno) pir`mn Svwav kheva=I =yo. ;nEyaiykoAne vExeiØko s¿ane inTy j mane Ke' stŸ Ke Aene Aek j $pe mane. ;baEâo s¿ane Ùi`kj mane Ke' Aek smynI s¿avazuH j boâ mane. ;temnuH inrakr` s¿ane _Tpad-ƒy-\/uv kheva=I =yuH.' Aahaha¦

A=Rkar pHiDte p`, _TpadŸ ƒy saHQy manta n=I, baEâ \/uv manta n=I. Ae!lebeyno inØe\ =yo, _Tpad ƒy \/uv Sv$p j O vStu Ke. Aek j smymaH Aekta$pe vStuKe. Aevo j Òv namno pda=R Ke.

ivxeØ khexe... Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦

Ývcn nH. 10 ga=a-2 ta. 17-6-1978 xinvar je@ sud-11 sH. 2p04

smysar ga=a be. phelo Aek bol caLyo Ke. Òv kevo Ke? ;Òv-pda=R Ke ne?;Aa Òv-pda=R kevo Ke?' Ae Aek bol caLyo.

bIÔe bol. ;vzI Òv kevo Ke?' Ke? vcmaH.;nEyaiyko Ane vExeiØko s¿ane inTy j mane Ke Ane baEâo s¿ane Ùi`k j mane Ke

temnuH inrakr` s¿ane _Tpad-ƒy-\/aEƒ$p kheva=I =yuH' TyaH su\I AaVyuH Ke.;vzI Òv kevo Ke? cEtNySv$ppà=I' AenuH Sv$p to cEtNy Ke. Ô`vuH deqvuH

AenuH kaym AenuH Sv$p Ke. ;cEtNySv$ppà=I inTy _>ot$p Ke' cEtNyna Sv$p=IÒv inTy Ýkaxman Ke. kevo Ke Òv? ke cEtNySv$ppà=I inTy Ýkaxman, inmRz_>ot$p SpÚ-_>ot$p inmRz Ane SpÚ ;dxRn&an-ßyoitSv$p Ke' Ae i5kazInIvat krI. i5kazI tÀv AavuH Ke. Ae hve @re Ke É–are xemaH Ae pKI lexe. AavI cIj Ke¦Ae dxRn&anmaH iS=t =ay, to Aene Svsmy khevay Aem isâ krvuH Ke. Aahaha¦ inTy_>ot$p inmRz SpÚ-ÝTyÙ dxRn&an-ßyoitSv$p Ke. to ÝTyÙ dxRn&an ßyoiti5kaz Sv$p AenuH Ke. inTy _>ot inmRz Ke. AevuH Òvãƒ Ke Aem isâ krvuH Ke. Òvpda=R Aavo Ke. pKI xemaH iS=t =ay Ae pKI khexe Ae pyaRymaH.

;Aa ivxeØ`=I cEtNyne &anakarSv$p nihH mannar saHQymtIAono inØe\=yo. kÕsmaH kæuH ke kar`ke cEtNynuH pir`mn dxRn &anSv$p Ke. cEtNy levo Ke ne¦;Ô`nar-deqnar' AenuH pir`mn dxRn&an$p Ke. cEtNynuH pir`mn dxRn&an$p Ke.(]ota: 5 e kaze Òv kevo Ke te btavvuH Ke?) 5 e kaze Òvãƒ je Ke Ae cEtNySv$ppànelne inTy _>ot$p inmRz SpÚ dxRn&an-ßyoitSv$p Ke. Ae!le ke cEtNynuH pir`mn

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dxRn&anSv$p Ke. pir`mn naQyuH jrI AemaH. Aam to i5kazI btavvuH Ke. i5kazIdxRn&anSv$p Ke, AenuH pir`mn dxRn&anmy Ke. Aahaha¦ AhÄyaH to i5kazI cEtNyãƒnI ¹iÚ kravIne, cEtNyne AHtrŸ dxRn&anmaH iS=t =yelo Ae Aa„a Ke Aem j`avvuHKe. Aahahaha¦

5IÔe bol, vzI te kevo Ke Ýwu Òv ãƒ? ;AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH je Aek \m±p uH'Aahaha¦ AnHt gu o$pI \mR Aaha.. AnHt gu o$pI \mR, AemaH je rheluH Aek \m±p uH ãƒAek. Aahaha¦ AnHt gu omaH kemke AnHt \mR Aevo Aek Aeno gu Ke. AnHt \mR AevoAek Aeno gu Ke. Ae=I AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH. Aahaha¦ Aek \m±p uH-Aek ãƒp uH. AekãƒmaH AnHta gu o ræaH Ke, Ae=I Aek$p te ãƒ AnHt \mÈmaH Aek$pI \m± te ãƒ. Kene? ;AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH' \mR xBde gu ne pyaRy A=va i5kazI gu Aek \m±p uH jenelI\e je ãƒp uH Ýg! Ke. kar` ke AnHt \mÈnI Aekta te ãƒp uH Ke. ko j¡dI cIj n=I.&an, dxRn je gu Apar Ke, AnHt Ke Ane te gu o, Aek gu ßyaH ƒapk Ke TyaH AnHtgu o ƒapk Ke. Aem kæuH ne? Ae AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH Aek \m±p uH. Ae vStu je Ke Aa„a,Aena gu o AnHt, p` te AnHt \mÈnuH $p Aek \m±H te ãƒ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le? Ae \mÈAnHt Aeno ko AHt nhÄ. Ane Ae \mÈmaH drek \mR ƒapk Ke. Ae!le? ke AnHt gu KeAa„amaH, to &an Ke _pr Ke ne dxRn he@e, cair5 he@e xaHit he@e vIyR he@e Aem AemaH Ùe5wedn=I. smÔ uH kaH...? ßyaH &an Ke TyaH dxRn Ke Aam ƒapk Ke. Aekek gu o AnHt \mÈmaHƒapk Ke. Aekek gu o AnHt \mÈmaH rhel Ke.

jem Aa rjk`o Ke. _prnuH rjk` te nIcla rjk`nI hare n=I, nIcluH _prnI haren=I Aem Aa„amaH n=I. Aa„amaH AnHt gu o AemaH Aek gu _pr Ke ne pKI Ke ne pKIKe ne Aem AnHt gu no Aam ipHD Ke Aem n=I. Aek-Aek gu svR gu maH ƒapk Ke.Aahaha¦ jem kerImaH rHg=I deqo to sarI (AaqI) kerI ƒapk Ke. gH\=I deqo to AaqIkerI (gH\my) ƒapk Ke. kerI rs=I deqo to AaqI kerI (rs=I) Vyapk Ke ne SpxR=I deqoto AaqI kerI SpxRmy Vyapk Ke. Aem n=I ke kerIno rs Ke Ae _pr rhe Ke ne gH\ Ke tehe@e Ke, SpxR he@e Ke Aem wag n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ghn ivØy Ke¦ Ae AnHt je!la \mÈ Ok to AenI AnHttanI gHwIrta Aek AneAe AnHt Ke TyaH Aek Ke TyaH j AnHt Ke. TyaH Aek Ke (te) bIÔ$pe =yo n=I. Aek guKe (te) bIÔ gu $pe =to n=I. p` ßyaH Aek gu Ke TyaH AnHt gu sa=e VyaPya Ke.AavI vat Ke, te=I tene AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH Aek \m± (p uH), ãƒ AnHt \mÈmaH ƒapnaruHAem. Aahaha¦ jem \mR Aek AnHtmaH ƒapk Ke Aem \m± ãƒ AnHt gu maH ƒapk Ke.Aahaha¦ ;AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH Aek \m±p uH, Aahaha¦ tene lI\e jene ãƒp uH Ýg! Ke.'vStu te Ýg! Ke. Aahaha¦ kar`ke AnHt \mÈnI Aekta te ãƒp uH Ke. Ae qulaso kyÈ.

kÕsmaH AoluH jrI cEtNynuH pir`mn naQyuH Ke ne? qreqr to inTy dxRn&anSv$pisâ krvuH Ke AaHhI, AaHhI pir`mn isâ n=I krvuH. pir`mnnuH y AhÄ isâ n=I krvuH,


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AaHhI to vStu AavI Ke bs Ae!luH. pKI iS=t kem =ay pKI pir`mnnI dxa, AepKI khexe. je Aa kÕsmaH Ke ne? ;kar`ke cEtNynuH pir`mn dxRn&anSv$p Ke' TyaHmez n=I qato. xuH kæuH smÔ uH?

Aa inTy levuH Ke ne AaHhI? vStu Òv pda=R, i5kaz Òvpda=R kevo Ke? Ae l AnepKI Ae iS=t =ay Ke dxRn&ancair5maH Ae pir`mn Ke. smÔ uH kaH? pa@ Ae Ke ne,j¡Ao ne? ;cEtNySv$ppà=I inTy-_>ot$p, inmRz SpÚ dxRn&an ßyoitSv$p Ke.'

Ane AamaH AnHt \mÈmaH rheluH, Aohoho¦ je Aek \m±p uH tene lI\e jene ãƒp uHÝg! Ke. kemke AnHt \mÈnI Aekta te ãƒp uH Ke, Aa ivxeØ`=I vStune \mÈ riht-guriht mannar baEâmtIno inØe\ =yo. Aa Òv-pda=R, ;Òvo' Ae xBd Ke ne? AenIƒaQya kre Ke Aa. ;jIvo' pKI jIvo cirtdHs`à` i@do Ae pKI pyaRynI ƒaQyacalxe. smÔ uH kaH?

(]ota: Aap JIÌ vat kro Ko ne paKuH kho smÔùH kaH?)Aa b\a j¡vainya saHwze Ke juAone b\a, Aa to Aa„anI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek

kor ;tÀva=RsU5' maH Aem khe ke _dywav te Òv Ke. Ke ne? tÀva=RsU5 phelo A|yay.pu~y pap, rag äeØ Ae ÒvtÀv, Òv Ke kem ke ÒvnI pyaRy Ke ne Òv Ke? Aek baj¡ Aemkhe ke Ùyopxmwav Aaid (Caar) wav p` ÒvmaH n=I. Ae ãƒnI ApeÙaAe vat Ke.Aekbaj¡ Aem khe, ke ÒvmaH je pyaRyo rag, äeØ, pu~y, pap =ay Ke Ae b\aH pudŸgl Ke,pudŸgl Ke, Ae kem ke AenamaH=I nIkzI Ôy Ke ne AenI cIj n=I ma!e. Ane Aene ÒvtÀvkæuH kem ke AenI pyaRymaH Aena AiStTvmaH Ke. kmRna AiStTvmaH ragäeØ, pu~ypap n=I.smÔùH kaH? Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

Aek kor khe ke ÒvmaH Ùaiykwav n=I inymsar. Ae i5kazI ãƒnI ApeÙaAe,Ùaiykwav vStumaH É–aH Ke? vStu to prmpairàimkwav Aek$p Ke. Ùaiykwav topyaRy Ke. Ùaiykwav Òv ãƒmaH n=I. Ane Aekkor khe ke pyaRymaH rag äeØ Ae ÒvtÀvKe. k ApeÙaAe.. (ApeÙa) Ô`vI ÔeAe ne? pyaRy AenI Ke AenamaH =ay Ke p`vStuno Svwav n=I, Ae=I Aene ka#I naqIne pudŸglna piràm kæaH.

AhÄyaH hve je Ke Ae to AenaH AnHt AenaH gu onI vat Ke. pyaRynI n=I. Are¦ AavuHb\uH smjvuH.

;AnHt \mÈnI Aekta te ãƒp uH Ke' Aahaha¦ vStu te Anek gu o je Ke, pyaRynIAhÄ vat nhÄ ATyare. tem pu~y-papna ivkLpo AenamaH Ke j nhÄ. vStuna gu omaHyn=I ne vStumaHy n=I. Aahaha¦ Aavo je Òv-pda=R AnHt gu onuH Aek$p te ãƒ Ke. AemkhIne \mÈ=I riht mannarno inØe\ kyÈ.

hve vzI kevo Ke? hve isâ kre Ke AenI pyaRy siht. ;Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRtaAnek wavo jeno Svwav hova=I je e gu pyaRyone AHgIkar kyaR Ke' Aahaha¦ Êm$pAe pyaRy Ke. Ême Ême =tI pyaRy, Ême =tImaH Aek pKI Aek =tI, Aek pKI Aek pKI je =tI,

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=vanI, te =tI te =tI AekpKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek gme te Aek pKI Aek Aem nhÄ, AekpKI Aek gme te Aek pKI Aek Aem nhÄ, je =vanI Ke te Aek pKI Aek, te rIte Êmvt±Ke ... Aaha¦ lHbamaH Aam Aek \ara ÒvmaH.. pyaRy lHba Ae!le Aayt-Aek pKIAek je pyaRy =vanI Ke te. Êmbâ Aek pKI Aek, Êmvt± kho, Êmbâ kho p`.. ÊmbâmaHv\are sHbH\ Aek pKI AeknI, je =vanI Aem AaHhI Êmvt±maH Ême vteR Ke Ae!luH. pÀemaHy Nyay to AavI Ôy Ke AemaH .. Ême vteR Ke. pyaRy Aek smye Aek vtRe Ae j vtRxe,bIje smye vtRxe, te j vtRxe, Aem Ême vtRxe. Aevo jeno Êmvt±, pyaRyno \mR Ke.Ane te Êmvt± pyaRymaH tene prnI ko ApeÙa n=I, ke pr hoy to Aa Êmvt± pyaRy=ay... Aeno potano j Êmvt± Ane AÊmvt± \mRSvwav Ke. smÔ uH kaH? AavuH JI uH¦hve smjva É–aH nvra =ay¦

Aek to Aaqo id' sHsarna pap AaDe nvrax n mze. Aaha¦ saHwzva mze topaKuH khe ke ÒvtÀv, rag äeØ ÒvtÀv Aekkor khe ke ragäeØ pudŸgl tÀv k ApeÙa=Ikhe Ke (y=a=R) &an n kre ne AekaHt manI Lye ke ragäeØ jDna j Ke, jD j Ke Aemeyqo!uH Ane Ae ragäeØ vStuno Svwav Ke te=I Ae te SvwavmaH Ke Aey qo!uH. Aahaha¦

;Êm$p Ane AÊm$p' j¡Ao AaƒuH, gu o Ke tIrKaAÊme Ke Aam tIrKa AnepyaRy Aam Êmvt± Ke Aam... Aek pKI Aek pyaRy kazÊme Aayt Ane Aa AÊme Ke.je!la gu o Ke te!la Ae AÊme Aek sa=e Ane Aek sa=e p` _pra _pr rhela Aem nhÄ.b\a Aek$pe rhela Ke Aam. tIrKa.. tIrKa nam ivStar... tIrKo Aa„ano ivStartIrKo, pyaRy Aayt Aam laHbI Aek pKI Aek Ane Aa vStuna gu o Ke Ae AÊme Ke. Aeksa=e AnHt Aam tIrKa, KtaHy Ae tIrKa Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek Aem _pr pa=relaAem nhÄ. pa=rela smÔy Ke? Aem ivStar nhÄ. Ae Aek j gu ßyaH Ke TyaH b\a gu oƒapela hare Ke. KtaH Aek gu bIÔ gu $pe =yo n=I. sveR gu Ashay. je!la gu oAnHt Ke b\a Ashay Ke Aene bIÔ gu nI shay n=I kemke stŸ Ke, Ashay Ke,tIrKa rhela Ke ma!e AÊme Ke Ane Aek sa= ƒapela Ke. Ae!le AnHt gu omaH AnHtsHQyamaH tIrKamaH Aa phelo ne Aa bIÔe ne Aa 5IÔe Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ jemAnHt guònI sHQyamaH Aa phelo, bIÔe ne Aa KeLlo, Aem gu`maH n=I. Aem tIrKamaHgu`maH p` phelo gu` Aa ne bIÔe Aa ne 5IÔe Aa Aem Aam tIrKa, Aem p` n=I.smÔùH?

frIne, vStu Ke AemaH AnHt gu Ke. Ae AnHt gu Aene kaz wed n=I Aek hare KeAek vat. Ane AnHt gu Ke, Aeno KeLlo gu AnHtmo É–o? Ae n=I. Ae!la AnHtsHQyaAe Ke, Ane te AnHt sHQyaAe Ke te.. Aek be 5` Aam jem rhe Aem n=I rhela. AeksmymaH tIrKa ƒapk Aek sa=e rhela Ke. pHiDtÒ¦ Aahaha¦

Aa to hÒ ;jIvo' AenI ƒaQya kre Ke. phelo xBd pD–o Ke ne? ;jIvo' Aa tovaÌ vItragnI bapu¦ svR&, Aahaha¦ 5`lokna na=nI vaÌ Ae sHto jgtmaH


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AaDitya =ne Ôher kre Ke. AaDitya Ke wgvanna malna. kar`ke pUruH to ÝwuAeÔeyuH Ke ÝTyÙ, muinAaeO pUruH ÝTyÙ ÔeyuH n=I p` pUra ÝTyÙno Aene ÝtIt ne iv¬asKe. Aahaha¦

Ae iv¬as, AnuwUit sMyG¹iÚnI wUimkamaH- iS=r vStumaH rhela paKa cair5e, AewUimka=I Aa vat krI ræa Ke. Aahaha¦ ;Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta' ÝvRtta nam?Ême ÝvteR to pyaRy wle p` AÊme ÝvtRta Ae!le Aekhare rhela, ÝvtRta Ae!le, AnHtgu o Ke AÊme ÝvtRta. ÝvtRta nam Anek AÊme pir`me Ke nhÄ, Ae ATyare n=I vat. to pyaRymaH GyuH pir`mn. Ane Aa gu o Ke te AÊm$pe ÝvtRta, ÝvtRta (Ae!lerhela) Aahahaha¦ Are kone? injFrmaH xuH Ke AenI qbruH n mze bakI b\I vatuHbharnI. Aahaha¦ Aavo Ýwu¦

kevo Ke Òv pda=R? ke Ême, AÊme ÝvtRta... Aahaha ;Anek wavo' Ke? bey Anekwav Ke. Ême ÝvtRtI pyaRyo Anek wav$p Ke, Ane gu o AÊme rhela itrKa Aek sa=eƒapela, Aam &an ne dxRn ne AanHd ne Aem nhÄ. Aam &an Ke TyaH dxRn Ke TyaH cair5Ke. Aem Anekp e ÝvtRta- rhela. Aahahaha ;Anek wavo jeno Svwav hova=I' ÔeyuH?pyaRy ne gu` bey jeno Svwav hova=I, Ême ÝvtRvuH Aevo p` Anek wav$p AenoAek Svwav hova=I, Ane AÊme ÝvtRvu-rhevuH Ae p` Aeno Aek Svwav hova=I.Aahahaha¦

Aa to smysar Ke wrtÙe5nI KeLlamaH KeLlI, êcamaH êcI cIj, Aaha.. stŸneÝisâ krnarI Ae cIj Ke Aa.

vai`yane to Aeno Aek \H\o nuH boLya kre Aaqo id' Aek Ôtno \H\o to AanuHAa ne AanuH Aa, AemaH kaH nvuH tkR ke kaH Ke? Aa lo#ano vepar ke Aa lo#uH AavuH hoyAanuH AavuH Ke AanuH Aa Ke. Aey ihHmtwa¦ jene je \H\o hoy Amare maStr kheta, nhÄ?hIracHd maStr (khe) Ame maStr b\a pHtu khevaAe ke kem? ke Amare Aaqo id'xIqvvanuH Ae j hoy kaH AaDu AvzuH tkR ke kaH ivxeØ hoy nhÄ. Amare ihraCaHd maStrritlalna bap, Amare AenI Ae waØa AanuH Aam 5` ne be paHCa- sat ne paHCa barne fla uH AenuH Ae xIqvvanuH AemaH kaH ko nvo tkR ke ko nvI vat nhÄ. pHtu jeva KIAeAme to Ae Aem Aa va`Iyay smßya ivnana b\ay pHtu jeva Ke AenuH Ae Aaqo id'Aena Ae xBdo- AenI Ae vato nvuH xuH CaIj Ke?

(]ota: vai`ya to DahI Ôt Ke.) DahI Ôt Ke b\I smjva jevI¦ kI\uH'tuH neAaƒo'to Kokro Aek vIs-pcIs laqno AasamI. dukan nvI krvI hxe to saEne mnmaHAem ne ke mharajna dxRn krIAe. meH to Ae!luH pUKyuH Aene ke Aela Aa je pcas, saH@,sI¿er vrs khevay Ke, Ae xrIrna ke Aa„ana? (]ota: O to mharajne qbr hoyne?) ikr`wa? Aek j¡van ma`s Aaƒo'to ÔmngrmaH dukan krvI htI. vIs-pcIs laqno hto. saEne Ýem to AaHhI F`o ne... éHDe éHDe to maraj'na pgla =ay,

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maHgilk saHwzxuH to dukan-dukan srqI calxe. AevI AevI maNytaAo bakI to =vanuH hoyte =ay TyaH É–aH Amare lne xuH =ay Ke? (]ota: gaHDa ma`s saÔ = Ôy Ke)

AaHhI khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ Òv pda=R Aevo Ke, ke jenI pyaRyo Êmvt± ÝvteR KeAenI, Aahahahaha¦ Ane jena guò AÊme Ok sa=e tIrKa ivStar Aam, pyaRy Aam,gu` Aam. Ae p` Aek pKI Aek gu` Aem nhÄ. Aek gu` Aaqo Ke TyaH AnHt guòVyapelaH Ke b\aH. Aahaha¦ Ae ;ivwu' namno gu` Ke ne AemaH 47 xi› ivwu. ßyaH&an Vyapk Ke TyaH b\uH Vyapk Ke. Aa... Aa... Aem AnHtgu` Ke te &an AaHhI, dxRnAaHhI, AanHd AaHhI, Aam =okDo pD–o Ke Aek pKI Aek Aem n=I. Vyapelo =okDo Ke,ßyaH Aek gu` Ke TyaH AnHt gu` rhelaH Ke. Ùe5=I to rhelaH Ke wav=I p` ƒapInerhelaH Ke. Aaha¦ $ipya to g`va \UzmaH Nya ÉyaH? Aa panuH p` Aek pKI Aek Lyone Aam¦ Aem AamaH n=I.

Aem Aa gu o je Ke. Aek to Aek xBd vapyÈ ke ;Êm Ane AÊm Anek wavo' AemkI\uH ne? Anek xBde AnHt, be=I maHDIne AnHtne Anek khevay Ke. Ae!le vStu je Ke ÝwuAa„a, AenI pyaRyo Anek laHbI Aam Ême ÝvteR. te p` Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek,AaDI AavzI nhÄ Ane vCcma paHcme smye =vanI hoy bIje smye =ay, bIje smye=vanI paHcme (=ay) Aemey nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AevI Ême ÝvtRtI pyaRy AnHt Ke. Anek xBdvaprIne Anek kæuH Ke. Aem AÊme ÝvtRta gu o p` AnHt Ke. Aahaha¦

jrI êDo ivcar kre to Aene p¿o lage ke, Aohohoho¦ (huH kevo KuH¦)bIÔ ãƒo to AenI pase ræaH, j¡daH¦ Aa Aek pote Ke, je AnHt, AnHt, AnHt

guò=I wrelo, Ane Aek gu` Ke TyaH bIÔe gu` ƒapI rhelo Ane AnHt Ke TyaH sHQyanoÉyaHy KeDo n=I, Ùe5=I to Aa„a Aa xrIr Ýma` Ae!lamaH AavI gyo Aa„a. pÀenI xi›Ao je guò Ke. Ae to Ae!la AnHt Ke ke jene Aek pKI Aek to kaz lagupDto n=I, p` jene Aa KeLlamaH KeLlo Aa gu` Ke AevuH TyaH lagu pDtuH n=I. Aahaha¦Aem ;Anek' ÝvtRta kæuH. AnHt guò Aek sa=e ÝvteR Ke. ivStar$pe tIrKa$pe Aam.Aahahaha¦

Aa to hve AogÌsmI var vHcay Ke Ae b\uH pKI A#arvar to vHca gyuH Ke Aasmysar, Aa to AogÌsmI var x$ =yuH Ke.

(]ota: drek vqte j¡dI j¡dI rIte Aave?) Aave bIju judI rIte kaH Aek \arI vatKe? Aahaha¦ (5` vØeR pu$H =xe) ha, Ae to kyare pu$H =ay? Ae to. Aahaha¦

;Êm$p Ane AÊm$p ÝvtRta' Ae!le hEyait \ravta Aem, smÔ uH? ;Anekwavo jeno Svwav hova=I' Anek Ae!le AnHt, hova=I je e gu pyaRyo AHgIkar kyaRKe' pda=R... AevI cIj Ke ke AnHta gu o AÊme Ane AnHtI pyaRyo Ême Ae AHgIkar kyaRKe. Aevo Òv pda=R Ke. Aahaha¦ ;gu ne pyaRyo je e AHgIkar kyaR Ke Aevo Ke' Aaha¦Ane 49mI ga=amaH ;Aƒ›'maH Aem khe ke Òvãƒ Ke temaH pyaRy AavtI n=I. ãƒ


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pyaRyne SpxRtuH n=I. pyaRy ãƒne SpxRtI n=I. Aahaha¦ benuH SvtH5 AiStTv iSaâkrva (kæuH Ke) Ane AaHhI to Aek Òv pote Ke Aaqo Ae pote gu pyaRyo ne AHgIkarkrela Ke. ÝvI`wa¦ AavuH JI uH Ke. Aek var smysar saHwZyuH Ae!le Aap e saHwZyuHKe bs. Are bapu¦ Ae smysar xuH cIj Ke. Aahaha¦ 5`lokna na= svR&prma„aAenuH Ývcnsar Ke Aa, Aa ;smysar' Ke. Aa„sar, AoluH Ývcnsar AenI va`Inosar. Aahaha¦

Aava Aga\ gu ne Aga\ Êm pyaRyo AnHtI Aene je e AHgIkar kyaeR Ke, Ae!leke gu pyaRyvazuH ãƒ Ke Aem. gu pyaRyvazuH ãƒ Ke, Aem ;tÀva=RsU5'maH Aave Ke.Aaha¦

;pyaRy Êmvt± hoy Ke Ane gu shvt± hoy Ke shvt±ne AÊmvt± p` khe Ke'sa=e rhenara AnHt gu one AÊmvt± p` khe Ke. shvt± Ae!le ãƒnI sa=e rhela AemnhÄ. ãƒnI sa=e rhela ma!e shvt± Aem nhÄ. gu o gu o pote Aeksa=e rhela ma!eshvt±, shvt± ãƒnI sa=e (rhela) Ôe shvt± khIAe to pyaRy p` ãƒmaH sa=e vteRj Ke, Ae!le AaHhI to gu o Aeksa=e vteR Ke, tIrKa AnHt gu o wle sHQyano par n mze,KtaH Aek smymaH sa=e vteR Ke. gu , gu maH sa=e vteR te shvt± Ke. gu , ãƒmaH sa=e vteRma!e shvt± Ke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha ;pHca|yayI' maH Ke . ;pHca|yayI'maH qulaso kyÈKe. Aahaha¦ Aa vatno.

;shvt±ne AÊmvt± p` khe Ke. Aa ivxeØ`=I... Òvna ivxeØ` Ke ne¦ Aa...ivxeØ`=I puruØne inguR mannar saHQymtIAono inras =yo.' saHQymtI khe Ke puruØto inguR Ke. Ae to Aena Ýk<itna je gu o Ke rÔe, tmo gu Ae AemaH n=I. p` Aenaje Svwav$p gu Ke Ae AemaH i5kaz pD–a Ke. to Aene qbr n=I. Aave Ke ne? rj,tmo ne sÀv [ to Ýk<itna gu o, Ýk<itna gu o SvwavmaH n=I. AaTmamaH n=I p`AaTmamaH je i5kaz AnHta vtRta (gu o) Aek smymaH Ae Ke Ane AnHtI pyaRyo Ke Ême.Ae gu ne pyaRyo je e AHgIkar kyaR Ke AevuH te-Òvãƒ Ke. Aahaha¦

AamaH ke!luH yad raqvuH? dukanna \H\amaH to ne () daqla ne ne plaqa.nvuH kaH xIqvanuH kaH n mze¦ mj¡r be@o hoy to Aey boLya kre ne . AanuH Aa!luHne AanuH Aa!luH ne AanuH Aa!luH Aeno xe@ be@o hoy to Ae j kyaR kre, boLya kre.Aahaha¦

Aa cIj to bIÒ Ke bapu. Aahaha¦ dehmaH iwNn Òv pda=R k rIte Ke ne k rIteAemaH gu o ne pyaRyo Ývt± ræa Ke? pyaRyo Ême Ývt± rhI Ke, gu o Aeksa=e-AÊmeÝvt± ræa Ke. ma!e te ãƒ ne gu ne pyaRyone AHgIkar krnaruH khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦waØa to sadI Ke, p` hve wav to w je hoy te hoy ne¦¦ (]ota: bhut gHwIr hE)gHwIr hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota: inim¿ to pyaRyno Êm toDI naqe Ke Aem deqay Ke.)iblkul jU@I vat Ke. Ae j A&anIna, mo!a vaH\a.

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_padanmaH Anek ÔtnI yoGyta Ke inim¿ Aave AevuH =ay Aem khe Ke, Ae tdŸn jU@Ivat Ke. _padanmaH Aek j ÔtnI te smye je inj Ù e _TpNn =vano smy Ke te "a e te=xe, Aek j yoGyta Ke, bIÒ yoGyta Ke j nhÄ. Ae rtncHdÒne khe Ke b\a... _padanmaHFÌ ÔtnI yoGyta Ke, paÌmaH FÌ ÔtnI yoGyta Ke, p` AemaH rHg naqo AevuH deqaxe.lIlo naqo to lIluH, pIzo naHqo to pIzuH Ae vat tdŸn qo!I Ke. Aahaha¦

tÀvnI vatuH smjvI, saHwzvI Ae bapu bhu k@` bapu¦ bakI to \Uz\aÌ ne b\uHAaquH... sHsar, heran =ne mrI Gya Ke Aemne Aem AnHt kaz ka#yo, rqDtaH¦ p`rqDnarnI dxa ne rqDnarna gu o Ane rqDnaro pote ko`? ke!lo? kevDo Ke? Ô~yonhÄ. kaH to wUl = Ke (Ae) kmeR kravI Ke, Aaha¦ Ane kaH wUl Ke Ae maro i5kazISvwav,gu maro Ke, Ae drek wUl. Aahaha¦

pyaRymaH wUl je smye =vanI Ke Ême teno kaz Ke, kazliB\ Ke . je smye jepyaRy =ay Ae tenI kazliB\ Ke. Ane te tenI inj Ù` Ke. Aahaha¦ moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaHto TyaH su\I (kæuH Ke) kæuH'tuH te id' TyaHy, ke Are ijna&a mane to AavI AnIit sHwvenhÄ, —kmRne lne ivkar =ay Aem manvuH.˜ jEnnI Aa&a Ôe mane to AavI AnIitsHwve nhÄ. Ae vat ='tI te id' 5IÒ salmaH, p` AHdr... Fà vrs=I be@elI êFI(maNyta), qseDvuH k@` pDe ma`sne Ane pHiDt = gyela hoy mo!a, wÌ wÌneƒakr` ne sHSk<tna. Aoho¦ (]ota: kaxI j Aaƒa hoy) kaxI j Aaƒa hoy kebnars j Aaƒa hoy, kaxI krvt mUkI Aaƒa hoy. Aa to kaxI wgvan AaHhI Ke.Aahaha¦ TyaH Ôy to AenI qbr pDe ke AenI xI iS=it Ke. Aahaha¦

;vzI te kevo Ke Ýwu? ;jIvo' AenI ƒaQya hale Ke f›. Aaha¦ Ane te=IAemaH=I xi› je 47 Ke AemaH=I phelI ÒvTv xi› AamaH=I ka#I Ke Am<tcHãAacayeR.!Ika pote krnar Ke ne¦ Am<tcHãacayeR gjb kam kyuÅ Ke. kuHdkuHdacayeR, pHcmAaranatI=Åkr jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke, Aa e g`\r jevuH kam kyuÅ Ke Am<tcHãacayRe. Aek hÔr v*aR pKI=ya. kuHdkuHdaCaayRne mZyay n hta. Aaha¦

vatne jevuH pe!maH Ke, jevuH AHdrmaH Ke AevuH qolIne mUÉyuH Ke AaHhI. Aaha¦ smajnIjene tulna raqvanI drkar n=I, ke smaj AamaH srqI rIte b\aH manxe ke nhÄ maneAenI jene drkar n=I, sTy Aa Ke. smaj smtul rho, b\aH wegaH =ne mano ke wegaH=ne n mano AenI sa=e ko sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦

(]ota: indRyp e kæuH Ke, Ae e indRyta=I khevay?) Ae Ae e indRyp e j kapInaqe Aevo pa@ Ke xaÏmaH kzx Ke. rag-äeØne wed&an, indRypè kapI naqe Ke Aene.Aevo pa@ Ke, mUz pa@ Ke. krvtnI pe@e, krvt hoy ne ÊaeHCa? indRy rIte wed kapI naqeKe. Ae!le ke Anaidno ragno sHbH\ tene indRy rIte iwNn krI naqe Ke Aam. Anaidno;bH\u' trIke ;prma„Ýkax'maH to Aem naQyuH Ke. Ae pu~y-pap Ae ;bH\u' hta Anaidnasa=e rhela Anaidna bH\u Ae bH\uno Fat krnaro Aa„a Ke, Aahaha¦ Anaidkaz=I pu~y


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ne pap ne im+yaTvwav hare raQya, Aene Aek Ù`maH wed&ane indRyp e kapI naQyaH \Dakdne. Aha¦ AavI vStu Ke.

;vzI te kevo Ke? potana Ane prãƒona Aakarone ÝkaxvanuH sam+yR hova=I'ÒvãƒmaH Ae!luH sam+yR-takat Ke, ke potana Ane prãƒona Aakar Ae!le ivxeØÝkaro;Aene ÝkaxvanuH sam+yR hova=I je e smSt $pne ÝkaxnaruH Aek$pp uH Ýaº kyuÅ Ke'Aahahaha¦

;b\ane Ô`va KtaH Aek$pe rhelo Ke Anekne Ô`va KtaH Anekp e =yo n=I,Anek &eyone Ô`va KtaH Anek &ey$pe =yo n=I' ;Anek &eyone Ô`va KtaH, Ae &an$prhIne Anek &eyone Ô~ya Ke je e' Aahaha¦ Aohoho¦ kuHdkuHdacayeR smysar bnaƒuH hxe.Aahahaha¦ Ae huH x$ kruH KuH. Aahaha¦ mara &anmaH, ÙyopxmmaH je wav Ke, Ae rIte huHjàvva x$ kruH KuH. vaÌno ivkLp ne vaÌ to Aene kar e Aavxe. Aahaha¦

Aa to w inv<i¿nuH kam Ke, inv<i¿ lne pKI Aa vStu tdŸn inv<¿Sv$p KeAHdr... Aene Ô`va ma!e wa bhu vqt ÔeAe nihHtr Aena jnm mr` nihH m!ebapa¦ Ae coraxIna Avtar wa¦ Aa deh KU!yo ne É–aH jxe? wa¦ Aaha¦ Aa dehKU!xe p` Aa„ano kaH nax =xe? Aa„a to rhevano Ke. Aahaha¦ to Aa b\uH KU!I jxeto rhexe Aeklo É–aH? Aa b\a maraH, maraH maraH krIne mmtamaH im+yaTvmaH gaZyovqt, O im+ya w/mmaH rhexe wiv*ymaH. Aahaha¦ heH¦ Ane Aena w/mna fz rqDvanaAvtar Aahaha¦ ko Ô elaH sgaH vhalaH ßyaH n=I, ko bayDI KokraH AenaH n=I, kof, fUva, masI, masa ÉyaHy n=I. Aahaha¦ AeklDo jne, Aeklo m=xe êFe rSte.Aahaha¦

Ae!le Aekvar bapu tuH smj, tuH ko` Ko, kevDo Ko Ane Ae AaTma Aevo, AeneSvsmy É–are khI xkay Ane Aene prsmy kem khevay Ke, te vat smj khe Ke. Aaha¦Aahaha¦ ;potana Ane prãƒona Aakaro' gu ne pyaRyo b\ane ;ÝkaxvanuH sam+yRhova=I je e smSt $pne-b\a $pne Sv ãƒ gu pyaRy, prna ãƒ-gu pyaRy b\aneÔ`va$pe ÝkaxnaruH p` ;Aek$pp uH Ýaº kyuÅ Ke' Ae!la, AnHt &eyone Ô`taH &annIpyaRy Anek$pe-pr$pe =tI n=I. ;potana &annI pyaRy$pe Aekp e rhe Ke.' Aahaha¦smÔùH kaH? Anekne Ô`va kaze p` ÒvnI pyaRy Aek$pe potana &an$pe rhe Ke.pr&ey$pe Anekne Ô`taH pr&ey$pe te &an =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AiG™ne Ô`tuH &an,AiG™$pe =tuH n=I. ;&an to &an$pe rhIne AiG™ne Ô e Ke' Aaha... ha¦ Aem &anpota$pe rhIne AnHt &eyone Ô e Ke Ae AnHt &eyne Ô`taH Anekpàna qHD-qHD =Gya Ke &anmaH, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

smysar \mRk=a Ke bapu¦ Aa to wagvt-k=a¦ heH? Aahaha¦;Aekp uH Ýaº kyuÅ Ke' xuH kI\uH? ;jemaH Anek vStuAona Aakar Ýitwase' Aakar

Ýitwase khevuH p` inim¿nI vat Ke. Ae to potanuH pyaRymaH Ae!luH sam+yR Ke ke Sv

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ne prne Ô`vana sam+yR$pe pote pir`me Ke. AevuH potana pir`mnnI pyaRynuH AiStTvnuHAe!luH sam+yR Ke. pr Ke ma!e Aene prne Ô e Ke Aemey nhÄ. Ae pr Ke Aena te sHbH\InuHAiStTvnuH &annI pyaRynuH sam+yR Ke, te!la AiStTvnuH pote potamaH rhIne Svne Aneprne Ô`taH Anek$pe pir`MyuH &an, Ae=I Anek = GyuH Ke Aem n=I. &annI pyaRy toAek$p pote rhI Ke. Aahaha¦ AamaH kaH lo#a bo#amaH mze AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AamaHÉyaHy Aahaha¦ sona Jveratvaza hoy Lyone mo!a- \Uzey n=I TyaH. Aahaha¦

;jemaH Anek vStuAona wavo Ýitwase Ke Aeva Aek &anna Aakar$p te Ke'Aahaha¦ Aa ivxeØ`=I, Aa b\a Òvna ivxeØ` kæa ne? ÒvvStu, Aene ivxeØ`=IAozqavI, ke Aavo Òv Ke. Aavo Òv Ke, Aavo Òv Ke AenaH Aa ivxeØò Ke. ivxeØvStu pote, AenaH Aa b\aH ivxeØò=I Aene AozqaVyo. Aahaha¦

Aek ;jIvo' AenI ƒaQya hale Ke Aa. ;jIvo cirtdHs`à` i@do' Ae pKIcalxe. Aahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR je kuHdkuHdacayRne mZya nhotaH. wgvan pase gyaHnhotaH. p` kuHdkuHdacayRna pe!maH je wav khevana hta waØamaH Ae wav qoLya Ke.Aahaha¦ AavI !Ika wrtÙe5maH ATyare bIje to n=I p` idgMbrmaH Aa smysarnIAavI !Ika AevI bIje @eka e n=I. Aahaha¦ Aaqo Aene hlavI naqe Aekvar to.Aahaha¦

pr=I j¡do Ýwu tuH pr=I j¡do lage. Aaha¦ prne Ô`va KtaH pr$pe =ne Ô eKo Aem nhÄ. prne Ô`va kaze p` tara$pe rhIne =ne tuH Ô e Kae. ikr`wa¦ waØato shelI Ke¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu xuH =ay? Aahaha¦

prnuH kaH krI xkto to n=I, kemke prna Aakaro Aem kI\a ne¦ Ae to pr$pe Ke.Aa Aem AaƒuH ne? ;potana Ane prãƒona Aakarone' prãƒ, prãƒ$pe Ke, Aenaãƒgu pyaRy. potana potana ãƒgu pyaRy Ke. Aene sam+yR hova=I Aene, ;ÝkaxvanuHsam+yR hova=I' pr$pe =ne nhÄ, potana &anmaH=I qsIne prne Ô e Ke Aem nhÄ,Aaha¦ potana &anna AiStTvmaH rhIne, Sv ne prna Aakarone Ô`va KtaH ;Aek$perhe Ke' Aekno be =ato n=I. Aahahaha¦

Aa &an potane Ô e ne prne n=I Ô`tuH Aem khenaraAono inØe\ kyÈ. &anpotane j Ô e Ke, prne n=I Ô`tuH ;prne Ô`tuH n=I' k ApeÙaAe? prmaH tNmy=ne prne Ô`tuH n=I. p` prne prmaH tNmy =ya ivna, potamaH rhI ne prne pr trIkebrabr Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦

;Aa ivxeØ`=I &an potane j Ô e Ke prne n=I Ô`tuH' Aem Aekakar jmannarno, t=a potane n=I Ô`tuH p` prne j Ô e Ke. ;Aem Anekakar mannarnoƒvCKed =yo' pote potane n=I Ô`to prne j Ô e Ke Aem mannara Ke. Aahaha¦ AaxrIr Ke, Aa vaÌ Ke, Aa \H\o Ke Aene &an Ô e prne Ô e Ke Aem. potane n=I Ô`toAre p`, prne Ô`vakaze Ô`nar pyaRy potanI Ke ke prnI Ke? Ae potamaH rhIne prne


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Ô e Ke ke pr$p =ne prne Ô e Ke? Ae potamaH rhIne prne Ô e Ke to pote pota=I SvyHisâ Ke Aene Ô e, Aene kem n Ô e? Aahaha¦

;t=a potane n=I Ô`tuH p` prne Ô e Ke Aem Anekakar j mannarno ƒvCKed=yo.' Lyo¦ Aahaha¦

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smysar ga=a-2. Ai\kar Ae cale Ke ke Òv-Òv, Òv kene khevo? AenaH FàHivxeØ` AavI gyaH Ke phelaH.

Aene _TpadŸ-ƒy-\/uvvazo p` kæo Ke ne wa? xuH kæuH ? ke vStu Ke AemaHpyaRy bdle Ke. nvI nvI AvS=a =ay jUnI AvS=a Ôy, bdle Ke ne, ivcaro bdle Ke, bdle Ke Aene nvI dxa _TpNn =ay ne jUnIno nax =ay, Ane vStu Ke AHdr je \/uvAe kaym rhe, _TpadŸVyy\/uv siht te tÀv Òv Ke. Ane Aamey kæuH ne gu pyaRyvazuH(ãVy) Ae vStu je Ke gu Ae!le i5kaz rhenar, Aa vStu je Ke AaTma AHdr Ae i5kazrhenar Ke Ae ApeÙaAe \/uv, Ane nvI nvI AvS=a pl!e Ke ma!e pyaRy, pyaRy Ae!lehalt- dxa. to gu pyaRyvazuH (ãVy)Ae ãƒ Ke. Ae smuCcy ATyare Òvne isâ kre Ke.dxRn&anmy Ke Aem kæuH. jysenAacayRnI !IkamaH to AevI rIte lI\uH Ke, Òv Ke Aeinüy=I potana AanHd ne &anÝa`=I Òve ma!e inüy Òv. vStu Ke ne¦ AiSt Ke ne¦Ke to tena AiSt-Ke Aeva xi› gu Ke ne¦ to AanHd ne &an Aaid Ona gu Ke, AeÝa`=I kaym Òve, !ke ma!e Aene Ame Òv khIAe.

Ane bIÒ rIte p` lI\uH ke, Axuâ wavÝa` (=I) Òve Ke ne Aa. wavÝa` AaAayu*y, mn, vcn ne kayana yoge je Ýa` Ke Axuâ dxa ivkarI Aena Ýa`=I Òve Ke,!ke Ke Ae p` Aek Axuâ inüy=I kæuH Ke. Ane AsdŸwUt ƒvhar=I dx Ýa`=I Òve KeAa jD, inim¿ Ke ne Aa, paHc [iNãy Aaid Ae to jD pr Ke. Aena=I Òve Aem AsdŸwUtƒvhar=I p` khevay.

hve AaHhI Aap e AaƒuH Ke AaHhI ;vzI te kevo Ke?' AaHhI su\I AaƒuH Ke. Ke?wane btavo kevo Ke? Aa ÒvvStu Ke ne tÀv Ke ne pda=R Ke. Aa jem jD Ke, Ae jemAiSt Ke tÀv Aem cEtNy Aeno Ô`naro Ô`nar. jày Ke, Ae CaIj=I Ô`naro j¡dIcIj Ke. Ae j¡dI cIj Ke AenaH b\a ivxeØò vapyaR Ke. Ae Òv kevo Ke? Ae xi› AneAvS=avazo Ke, _TpadŸƒy\/uvvazo Ke, dxRn&anSv$pe Ke, AaHhI vzI te kevo Ke? ivxeØvat kre Ke.

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kaH ÒvmaH n=I. ;ANy ãƒona' Ke ne? ivixÚ je qas gu o, Aem krIne bIÒ cIÔe pìsâ krI. Aakax namno pda=R Ke ke je b\a pda=Rne rhevane Avgahn Aape. AevI AekA$pI cIj Ke. b\I laHbI vStu isâ krva Ôy to vqt Ôy, Aakax namno Aek pda=RKe. Aeno gu Avgahn Ke, Avgahn Ae!le? AemaH bIÔ pda=È rhe Aeva gu ne Avgahnkhe Ke. to Avgahn gu Aakaxno Ke. Ae Aa„amaH n=I Aem isâ krvuH Ke. Ke? JIÌvat Ke¦ x$Aatna loko j JIàH Ke¦

;ãƒona je ivixÚ (qas) gu o'- Avgahn-Aakaxno Avgahn gu . Aek\maRiSt namnuH tÀv Ke Aeno git Svwav Ke Ae!le ke jD-cetn git kre temaH Ae\maRiSt tÀv inim¿ Ke. Aeno git gu Ke. Aek A\maRiSt Ke. Òv ne jD iS=r rhepotanI xi›=I, Tyare AemaH inim¿$pe je ãƒ Ke Aene A\mR ãVy khe Ke iS=it. —vtRnaÃe kazãƒ Ke Aek. AsHQy kaza u Ke je drek pda=R bdle Ke- pir`me Ke AemaH inim¿$pje Ke, Aene kazãƒ khe Ke. laHbI ƒaQya bhu mo!I. Aaha¦ Ke? ;Ane $pIp uH' vtRnahetup uHte kaz Ane $pI Aa jD Aa xrIr, vaÌ, pEsa $pI Ke jD. jemaH v R, gH\, rs, SpxR Ke.$pIp uH te jDno gu Ke. Ae gu Aa„amaH n=I.

;temna Awavne lI\e' bIÔH ãƒna je guò qas Ke te guòno Aa„amaHAwavne lI\e. Aare¦ AavI vatuH Ke. tÀvnI vStu bhu mÇ\I pDI g¦ lokone AWyasn mze Ane bharmaH roka Gya, mUz cIj xuH Ke? cEtNyvStu, AenaH=I bIÔH paHc pda=RiwNn Ke. Ae paHc pda=Rna je qas gu Ke, Ae gu ono AamaH Awav Ke. Ke?

;$pIp uH- temna Awavne lI\e Ane Asa\ar` cEtNy$pta-&anSvwavnasdŸwavne lI\e' Aeno to cEtNy- Ô`vuH deqvuH Ae Svwav Ke. kaymI i5kazI Ô`vuH AnedeqvuH Aevo cEtNySvwav- O cetnno Aa„ano cEtNySvwav kaymI hova=I bIÔpda=Rna gu no AenamaH Awav Ke. potana gu no AenamaH sdŸwav Ke. Aahaha¦;cEtNy$pta Svwavna sdŸwavne lI\e' Aakax, \mR, A\mR, kaz Ane pudŸgl- Ae paHcãƒo=I je iwNn Ke' cEtNyvStu, Ae jgtna paHc pda=R (=I) iwNn Ke Aena=I AeiwNn j¡do Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa Ke nhÄ-xrIr$pe Ke nhÄ, vaÌ $pe n=I, kmR$pe n=I, Aakaxne \mR-A\mR$pe p` Aa„a n=I. Aahaha¦ F uH xIqvuH pDe, Anaid kaznI vaStivkcIj xuH Ke Ane Ae k rIte rqDe Ke, Ane rqDvanuH pirw/m` bH\ kem =ay, Ae cIÔe(&an) ko AlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke. bIÔH ãƒona je guò Ke Aeno Aa„amaH Awav Ke. ;Ae paHcãƒo=I te iwNn Ke' kemke (AenaH) gu o AamaH n=I te=I Ae ãƒo=I iwNn Ke. ;AaivxeØ`=I Aek b/ïvStune j mannarno ƒvCKed =yo.' Aek j Aa„a ƒapk Ke Aemke!lak mane Ke, vedaHt, svRƒapk Aek Aa„a (mane Ke) AenuH inrakr` =yuH kyuÅ ke Ae vattarI qo!I Ke, Aek n=I. (]ota: Aap e khIAe bIÔ qo!aH Ke.) Ae mane n mane vStu isâkrIne to khe Ke ke bIÔ pda=ÈmaH gu Ke, to gu vaza ãƒo Ke. te gu AamaH


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(Aa„amaH) n=I, ma!e te ãƒ$pe Aa„a n=I, Nyay=I loijk=I to khe Ke p` hveAWyas nhÄ ne, xuH =ay? Aaha¦ bharmaH \rmne name p` bIÔ rSte cDavI dI\aHlokone ibcarane¦ tÀv AHdr xuH cIj Ke AiStp e mojUdgI cIj AHdr Anaid AnHt KeAne te potana gu vazI- xi›vazI Ke. te bIÔna gu vazI n=I te=I te bIÔH ãƒonojemaH Awav Ke. Aaha¦

;vzI te kevo Ke?' KeLlo bol Aeno. ;AnHt ANyãƒo sa=e ATyHt AekÙe5avgah$prheva KtaH' xuH khe Ke¦ wgvan Aa cetnvStu Ô`n-deqn, bIÔH ANy-AneraH ãƒoAek jGyaeAe rhelaH Ke. j¡Aone¦ Aa xrIr AaHhI Ke, vaÌ AaHhI Ke, Aa„a AaHhI Ke, bIÔHtÀvo p` AaHhI Ke. Aeva Aek jGyaeAe Aa„a Ane bIÔH pda=È rheva KtaH, Ke?;AekÙe5avgah (Ae!le) Aek Ùe5maH rhelaH KtaH p` ;potana Sv$p=I nih KU!va=I'pote potana Sv$p=I KU!to n=I kid. Ae cEtNySv$p Ke Ô`n-deqn jenuH Sv$p Ke. AebIÔH ANy ãƒonI sa=e Aek jGyaeAe wega rheva KtaH potana cEtNySv$p=I te nax=to n=I. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH FÌ wa¦ hÒ to (F uH) khevuH Ke pKI AenuH Svsmy neprsmy. AaHhI to hÒ ;Òv' Aavo Ke Ae!lI vat isâ kre Ke. Aaha¦

;KtaH potana Sv$p=I nih KU!va=I je !HkoTkI R cEtNy-Svwav$p Ke' Ô`kŸSv$pAiSt$pe, stŸ$pe, xa¬t (jenI) x$Aat nhÄ, Aaid nhÄ, AHt nhÄ AevuH cEtNySv$pjeno gu Ke. Aevo Aa„a Anaid=I Ke. Aahaha¦

;Ke' Aene Aaid n hoy, ;Ke' Aeno nax n hoy. ;Ke' potana gu =I qalI nhoy, xuH =ay? Aa to mhaisâaHto Ke b\a. Aahaha¦ !HkoTkI R Ae!le jevo Ke tevoAnaid=I cEtNySvwav$p Ke. ;Aa ivxeØ`=I vStuSvwavno inym btaƒo',vStuSvwavnI iS=it Aam hoy tem btaƒuH ;Aavo Òv namno pda=R smy Ke'smuCcy vat krI. AHdr vStu cEtNySv$p Ane cEtNygu vazuH tÀv, Aena=I bIÔH tÀvobIÔH gu vaza Ae gu ono AamaH Awav Ke ma!e te ãƒno p` AamaH Awav Ke. AekjGyaeAe rheva KtaH potana Sv cEtNygu =I ko id' KU!to n=I. pr$pe =to n=I ne Svp uHKU!tuH n=I. Aahaha¦

xrIr, xrIrp e ræuH Ke, Ae xrIr Aa„ap e =tuH n=I, Ane xrIrno xrIrpà=IAwav =to n=I Aeno. Aem Aa„a, Aa„ap e rhe Ke, Ae xrIrp e =to n=I, Anepotana Svwav=I riht =to n=I. Aahaha¦ Ke to loijk, p` JI uH bhu bapu¦ ATyareto... S=Uz cale Ae!le marg JIò bhu bapu¦ jnm-mr` riht =vano marg pH=, bhuAlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦

hve Aavo je Òv ;svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R Aeva kevz&an' xuHhve khe Ke? Aa„amaH kevz&an ßyare _TpNn =ay Ke, pUr` &an kemke pUr`&anSv$pÝwu Ke. &anSv$p kI\uH ne? cEtNySv$p Ke. to cEtNySv$p Ke Ae!le pUr` cEtNySv$pKe, Ae!lee pUr` cEtNySv$p Ke Ae!le svR&SvwavI cEtNySv$p Ke. AenuH je e |yan krIne

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jenI dxamaH kevz&an (Ýg!yuH) Aek smymaH 5`kaz, 5`lok jày. AevuH je kevz&an_TpNn =ay. ;Ae kevz&anne _TpNn krnarI wed&anßyoitno _dy =va=I' Aahaha¦

Ae!le xuH khe Ke? ke cEtNySv$p je AHdr Ke Ae Aa xrIr, vaÌ=I j¡do wed&an Anepu~y ne papna ivkLpnI v<i¿Ao rag Aena=I j¡do AevuH rag ne pr=I wed&an Ýg!=va=I, pr=I j¡duH paDvanI wed&annI kza Ýg! krva=I, Aek to Òvãƒ isâ kyuÅ,bIÔH ãƒo isâ kyaR, bIÔH ãƒona gu o n=I AemaH (Aa„amaH) ma!e bIÔH ãƒo pÀenamaH n=I. Ane potano cEtNySvwav Ke. Ae Aek jGyaeAe bIÔHH tÀvo ræaH hova KtaHpotana Svwavne te KoDto n=I.

hve Ae SvwavnI pUr` Ýaiº jyare =ay Ke tene kevz&an- svR&&an khe Ke. jemlÄDIpIprmaH cos@ PhorI tIqax wrelI Ke. Ko!I pIpr-lÄDIpIpr, kde nanI, rHge kazI,p` Aeno tIqo Svwav cos@Phoro Ke. te=I cos@ Phoro FUH!va=I cos@ PhorI tIqaxbhar Aave Ke. lÄDIpIprnI tIqax =ay Ke ne ? p` AHdr htI, cos@ PhorI xi›,cos@ PhorI Ae!le $ipyo soz Aana, 64 pEsa, Ae lÄDIpIprmaH p` cos@ PhorI Ae!lepUre pUrI tIqax htI, Ae!le FUH!va=I htI te bhar AavI Ke. lakDane Ane kolsane cos@Phor FUH!e to, cos@ PhorI tIqax nih bhar Aave kar`ke AemaH te n=I. p` Aa pIprmaHto (tIqax) Ke. Ke cos@PhorI $ipye, $ipyo pUr`. lIlo rHg Ane tIqaxnI pU Rta AeAek-Aek pIpr(na) daàmaH pDI Ke. to Ke bhar Aave Ke. ÝaºnI Ýaiº Ke.

Aem wgvan Aa„a, AenamaH O svR& Svwav-xi›-gu Ke. svR& kho ke pUr`&an kho cos@ PhoruH Ae!le pUr` &an kho. Aahaha¦ pIprnI vat bese p` Aa vat¦Aahaha¦ pUr` &an AHdr Ke (Aa„amaH) cos@ Phor Ae!le $ipye $ipyo soz Aana.Aeva pUr`&an ne pUr` AanHdSv$p Ýwune jyare Aek vtRmanmaH kevz&an =ay Ke.5`kaz-5`lokne Ô`naruH &an, ;Aeva kevz&anne _TpNn krnarI wed&anßyoitno_dy =va=I' Aahaha¦ waØa j¡Aone, ke!luH SpÚ kyuÅ Ke ko AaTmane kevz&an pUr`&an Ýg! krvane ma!e ko dya dan wi› pUÔna pu~y wav Ae kam krta n=I. OnuHto wed&an, Ae rag ne prãVy=I wed- j¡duH paDvanuH wed&an, Ane pote wed Ke j¡do, te=Ipr=I wed&an ßyoit Ýg! krva=I te wed&an ßyoit=I AenI pyaRymaH Ae jem lÄDIpIprnecos@phorI FUH!va=I je AHdr xi› htI, ÝaºnI Ýaiº cos@ phorI tIqax Aave Ke, AemAaTma wgvanne ragne pr=I iwþ paDIne AHtrmaH Aekag/ta krva=I je xi›maHsvR&Sv$pe Ke te pyaRymaH svR&pùH tene Ýg! =ay Ke. Aahaha¦

Aava b\a isâaHto... ware¦ Aa to kolej Ke. (Sv$p) ke!luH'k to pheluH Ô`vuHhoy, to Aa AenuH (Sv$p) smÔy. Aahaha¦ xuH kæuH ? ke jem Ae pIprmaH cos@ PhorItIqax wrI Ke, to Ae FUH!va=I Ke te bhar Aave Ke, Aem Aa„amaH svR& Svwav, ;&'Svwav pUr` wyÈ Ke Aene dya-danna ivkLp ne xrIr, vaÌ=I iwNn j¡do krtaH, j¡dopaDtaH, wed &an krtaH AemaH pUr` je wyuÅ Ke te trfnI Aekag/ta=I, pr=I j¡do paDI, Ane


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SvmaH Aekag/ =taH, Ae lÄDIpIprmaH jem vtRmanmaH kazp Ane ALp tIqax Ke AeneFUH!va=I, ALp tIqaxne jUdI paDtaH Ane AHdr tIqax pUrI wrI Ke te Ýg! =taH, wrIKe Ýg! =taH, Aem Aa„amaH rag ne dya dan ne ivkLp je Aaid pu~y papna ke xrIrna,Aena=I j¡do paDtaH, AemaH pUr`Sv$p wyuÅ Ke AemaH Aekag/ =taH, te kevz&an Ae!leprma„ dxa- moÙ dxa tene _TpNn =ay Ke. Aahaha.

moÙnI dxano _TpNn =vano _pay (Ae Ke.) ke rag Aaid ivkLp Ke te du:q$p KeAena=I mu› =vuH, Ane SvwavnI pUr`tamaH Aekag/ =vuH, Ae du:q=I mu› =vuH te mui›Ane tena S=anmaH AtIiNãyAanHd ne AtIiNãy &an Ýg! =vuH te AiSt. Aahaha¦ xBdo pÀeke Aek JIàH Ke¦ qbr Ke duinyanI b\aHnI qbr Ke. Aa magR j¡dI Ôtno Ke wa. Aahaha¦

;kevz&anne _TpNn krnarI, waØa Ke ne? ;svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaHsm=R AevuH kevz&an.' pUr` &an ßyare Ýg! =ay Ke Aa„amaH, Tyare svR pda=RnaSvwavne Ýkaxva sm=R Ke. phelo to isâaHt isâ kyÈ. bIÔe Ae kevz&anne _TpNnkrnarI wed&anßyoitnuH Ýg! =va=I, Aahaha¦ ƒvhar krtaH krtaH kevz&an =xe Aemn AaƒuH AemaH w. Ae dya, dan, wi›, v/t, pUÔ Aeva ƒvhar sdŸAacr` kro Ae krtasvR&p uH moÙ =xe Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

Aena=I iwNn paDtaH Ane Svwav je pirpU R Ke temaH Aekag/ =taH, AamaH=I qstaHAne AamaH vstaH. Aahaha¦ ;pr=I qs, SvwavmaH vs Ae !UHkuH !c, Ae tare ma!e bs'Aahaha¦ AakraH isâaHto Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae AaHhI khe Ke pr=I qs, wed kr, rag caheto dya danno ho p` Aena=I iwNn wed kr Ane Sv$p je Ke temaH vs Aekag/ =a. tote wed&an äara kevz&annI Ýaiº, ke je kevz&an svR pda=Rne Ô`naruH Ke te kevz&an_TpNn =xe. Aahaha¦

jem cos@ PhorI tIqaxmaH=I, cos@PhorI tIqax bhar Aave Ke, Aem AHdr svR&SvwavmaH Aekag/ =taH, Ane rag=I iwNn pDtaH, svR& Svwav xi›$pe Ke Ae pyaRymaHAvS=amaH Ýg!$pe =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

AavI vat Ke wa¦ loko to ÉyaHy bharmaH m+ya Ke FàH. wgvannI wi›krIAe ¬rnI wi› krIAe ne¦ hve ¬rnI wi› kre to rag Ke. Ane taro mal TyaHÉ–aH Ke ke TyaH=I Aave? taro to AaHhI pD–o Ke AHdr. je kH Ýg! krvanI tne \mRdxa-xaHtdxa Ýg! krvanI tne wavna hoy, to ÉyaH Ke xaHtdxa? tarI xaHtdxa É–aHwgvan pase Ke? tarI xaHtdxa Ýg! krvanuH xaHt=I wreluH taruH tÀv Ke. Ke ÝaºnI ÝaiºKe. ;Ke' AemaH=I Aavxe. wgvan pase Ke AemaH=I taruH Aavxe? smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ be lI!ImaH to F uH Ke. Aahaha¦

Aavo je Òv v Rƒo, Òv kho ke Aa„a khae. ;svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaHsm=R' Aahahaha¦ Ýwu, Aa„ane jyare kevz&an =ay Ke-AekluH &an Ýg! rhe Ke.ivkar nhÄ ne ALp&ta nhÄ. pUr` &an =ay Ke Aa„ane jyare Ae kevz&an Ke. Ae

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kevz&an svR pda=Rna Svwavne Ô`va sm=R Ke. Ae kevz&an, rag ne prãƒ=I iwNnAa„ane krtaH, jemaH &anp uH pU R wyuÅ Ke temaH Aekag/ =taH, pr=I Aekag/ta KU!taH,SvmaH Aekag/ta krtaH, Ae wed&annI ßyoit=I kevz&an _TpNn =ay Ke. Aahaha¦

wed&an kho ke moÙmagR kho, kevz&an kho ke moÙ kho. (Aeka=R Ke.) Aahaha¦ke!luH yad rhe AamaH? b\uH AÔ~ya jevuH lage, b\I qbr Ke ne jgtnI. bapu¦ marg koj¡do Ke wa \rm, Ae \rm Ýg! =vo, \rm Ae!le Aa„anI xaHit, vItragta, indÈØta,SvCKta, Ae Ýg! =vuH Ae É–aH=I Ýg! =ay? khe Ke ke pr=I h@I, pr=I j¡duH paDI Ane jemaHAe xi›Ao pDI Ke temaH Aekag/ta =taH, Ae SvCKta=I wrelo wgvan Ke, Ae AtIiNãy &an=IpUro wyÈ Ke Ýwu, (inÔTma) AtIiNãy AanHdna Svwav=I p` pirpU R Ýwu Ke. Aahaha¦

je vStu hoy Aeno Svwav ApU R n hoy. pUr` Svwav=I wrelo wgvan(AaTma) AemaH Aekag/ =va=I Ane pr=I iwNn pDva=I‡AiSt naiSt krI, pr=I naiStne Sv=I AiSt AemaH Aekag/ta, AevuH je wed&an Ae moÙ nam pUr`&an _TpNn krvanuHkar` Ke. Aahaha¦ AamaH hve nvrax ke id' mze? Aaqo id' \H\a pa`I bayDI-KokraHsacvvaH, \H\a krva, AemaH hÒ \rm to nhÄ p` pu~ynaH y @eka`aH n mze ke be-carklak sTy AavI cIj Ke Aene vaHcvI, ivcarvI, saHwzvI, Aevo y vqt n mze.ihHmtwa¦ Aahaha¦

AaHhI to Aekdm wgvan Aa„ane isâ krI ;jIvo' Aahaha¦ Aavo, Aavo Kegu pyaRyvazo, _TpadŸ ƒy \/uvvazo, dxRn&an Sv$pI ivgere Ae Òv, bIÔH tÀvo Ke,bIÔH tÀvo n hoy to bIÔH tÀvone lÙe ivkar =ay Ae ivkar n hoy. potana SvwavnaAa]ye ivkar n =ay. kemke SvwavmaH ivkar Ke nhÄ. Ae=I je ivkar =ay Ke pu~y nepapno, Ae prãƒna lÙe =ay Ke. te=I prãƒ Ane prãƒna gu ono jemaH Awav KeAe!le Aene lÙ pr _pr krvanuH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦

taramaH j wrela, pIprmaH jem lIlo rHg wrelo Ke, kaza rHgno nax =ne AelIlo Ýg! (=ay) Ke, AHdr wyÈ Ke. lIlo bhar=I kaH Aavto n=I. lIlI =ay Ke neAa pIpr pIse Tyare, lIlo rHg, hra rHg AemaH rHg pD–o Ke bhar Aave Ke.

Aem Ýwu Aa„amaH lIlo nam AnHt &an, Aahaha¦ Ane tIqo nam AnHt AanHd,AnHt vIyR, AnHt dxRn, AnHt SvCKta, AnHt Ýwuta, AevI xi›=I wreluH ÒvtÀv Ke,Aene kevz&an ne mui› Ýaº krnarne prãƒ=I iwNn paDIne, potana pUr` SvwavmaH,pU R pyaRy Ýg! krva ma!e, potana pUr` SvwavmaH Aekag/ =taH te wed &an=I kevz&an_TpNn =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ ¬rnI wi› ne kroDo $ipyana dan ne maza jpe-maza nmoAirhHta H, nmo AirhHta H Ae b\uH ivkLp ne rag Ke, Aena=I to wed paDe- j¡do paDe,kemke Sv$pmaH Ae rag n=I, Sv$pmaH to &an dxRn ne AanHd=I wreluH Sv$p Ke. rag=IqalI Ke Ane Svwav xuâ=I wrelo Ke . Aahaha¦ vStu je hoy te potana Svwav=IApU R n hoy, Ane vStu je hoy AemaH ivkar n hoy. ivkar to AenI vtRman dxamaH hoy


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Ke, i5kazmaH n hoy, i5kazmaH Ôe ivkar hoy to ivkar ko id' !ze nhÄ ne suqI koid' =ay nhÄ. Aahaha¦

;svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R AevuH kevz&an' Aek to kevz&annIisiâ krI. ko Aem khe ke 5`kaznuH &an =ay j nhÄ Aa„ane... svR pda=Èna SvwavneÔ`vanI xi› Aa„amaH Ke j nhÄ, Aene AaHhI jU@o @raƒo Ke. Aahaha¦

wa, qreqr to taro ;&' Svwav Ke ne ;&', ;Ô`vuH' Ae Svwav Ke ne¦ konoSvwav Ke? xrIrno? ragno? kmRno? ;Ô`vuH' to cEtNyno Svwav Ke, Aa„ano,Ane jeno je Svwav Ke Ae ;&' Svwav Ae ApU R n hoy. jeno Sv.. wav Ke potano wav,Ae ApU R n hoy, ivprIt n hoy. Aahaha¦ Ae pUr` Sv$p Ke Ae pUr` xi›$pe pUr` Sv$pKe. Aene rag dya-danna ivkLp=I p` j¡do paDI, kemke AemaH pUr` =vanI xi› AenamaHn=I ragmaH-ƒvharmaH, pUr` =vanI xi› to SvwavmaH Ke. Ae=I SvwavmaH Aekag/=taH, i5kazI cEtNy SvwavmaH Aekag/ =taH, Ane ragnI- pu~ypapnI iÊya=I iwNnpDtaH, je svR&Svwav svRpda=Rna Svwavne Ýkaxva sm=R Ke, te wed&anßyoit=Ikevz&an =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦

AamaH ke!luH AamaH yad raqvuH? b\a nva isâaHt lage, nva n=I bapu¦ taruH Sv$pj Ae Ke. teH Ô~yo n=I tne, Ae cIj ATyare b\I gUm = jay Ke. Aahaha¦ hve bharAave Ke. Aahaha¦

wa, tuH ko` Ko? jem pIpr cos@PhorI, Ae!le sozAana sozAana kho,cos@ pEsa kho, ke $ipyo kho (pUr`) Svwav=I wrelI tIqax=I te vStu Ke Aem Aawgvan Aa„a vStu Ke Ae soz Aana nam pUr` &an ne AanHd=I wrelI xi›vazuH AetÀv Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xi›maH Aekag/ =taH, ßyare Ae xi›maH Aekag/ =vuH Ke Tyare prtrf=I qsI jvuH Ke, pr trf=I iwNn pD–a ivna, SvmaH Aekag/ =vay nhÄ. Aahaha¦Ane SvmaH Aekag/ =ya ivna, SvmaH xi› je Ke AemaH Aekag/ =ya ivna AenI dxamaHpirpU R &an ne pirpU R AanHd ko id' Ýg! n =ay. smÔ uH kaH?

ÝvI`wa? AavI vatuH Ke, Ke duinyane AevuH lage AevuH Ke pagl jevuH lage AevuH Ke¦ AaqIlan fer Ke, heH? Aaqo marg fer Ke bapu, tne qbr n=I wa¦ AnHtkazno AÔ~yo margAene AaHhI Ô`vanuH khIne, pUr`nI Ýaiº Aena=I =xe. pUr` prma„ dxa jnm mr` rihtdxa, Ae rag=I iwNn Ane pUr` SvwavmaH Aekag/ta Aena=I =xe. Aahaha¦

AamaH to ko kHk mane ne ko kHk mane Aem A&anI Anaid=I w/m`amaH pD–a,pirw/m` krI, coraxIna Avtar, kagDa ne kUtraHna Avtar krI-krIne, maHD maHDma`sp uH mZyuH hoy, AemaH Ôe Aa rIte nhÄ smje, paKa na doØe Avtar Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to Avtarno Awav krvanI rIt j btave Ke. Aahaha¦ ke jemaH wvne wvno wav, jena Sv$pmaH n=I, jena SvwavmaH to pirpU R &an AanHd Ke.Aahahaha¦ wa, tuH vStu Ko, vStu Ke temaH xi› Ane gu o vselaH- rhelaH Ke. Ae xi›-

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gu ivnanI cIj ho xke nhÄ, Ane Ae xi› ne gu pirpU R AanHd &anaid pirpU R gune xi› Ke. to je tarI cIjmaH n=I, Aeva Aa xrIr va`I mn, pu~y papna wav, Aena=Ij¡do pDI Ane taramaH je pUr` pD–uH Ke temaH Aeno Aadr krI, temaH Aekag/ =, tnetarI dxamaH kevz&an mu› dxa, du:q=I mu› Ane AanHd ne &an=I siht =xe tarIdxa. Aahahaha¦

be lI!ImaH to bhu wyuÅ Ke, Aekla isâaHto Ke. Aahaha¦;ßyare Aa Òv' Aem kI\uH ne? ÒvnI ƒaQya to krI. ßyare Aa Òv hve pote kre

Tyare, ko'k krI de ne ko'k kravI de ne, Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ;ßyare Aa Aa„a, svRpda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R Aeva kevz&an svR& &an' Ae pUr` &an Ýg!kre to Aeno A=R Ke ke AHdr pUr` &an Ke. Aahaha¦ AHdr kevz... Aek... kevz Aek&anSv$p j Ýwu Ke. Aahaha¦ AiSt cEtNySv$p pUr`, &an ne AanHd=I pUr` Ke. tecIjmaH jene Aeno Aadr krvo hoy, Ae e ragaidno Aadr KoDI devo, Ae!le ke Aena=I iwNnpDvuH. Aahaha¦ cahe to dya dan v/t ne wi› pUÔ ho, Ae p` Aek rag Ke, ivkLp Ke, v<i¿Ke. (]ota: Aa saHwzvuH y rag?) saHwzvuH Ae rag Ke ne khevuH Ae rag Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa to jnm mr` riht =vanI vatuH Ke Ýwu¦ jnm-mr`ne coraxIna AvtarkrI krIne AnHta Avtar kyaÅ. vStu Ke ne pote, Ke tae rhI É–aH ATyar su\I? Ke to KeAa„a. Ae rhI car git rqDvamaH rhI Aa kagDa ne kUtrana wv krI krI nrkna neingodna ne mnu*yna. Aahaha¦ Ane Aek gitmaH gme TyaH Ôy TyaH du:q j Ke, pra\IntaKe, SvgR hoy to y du:q Ke pra\Inta. AbÔepit Aa xei@yav \Uzna \`I khevay Aeb\a du:qI bcara Ke. Aahaha¦ du:qI Ke ibcaraH. Aahaha¦ (]ota: pEsa hoy Aneibcara?) pEsa ÔeAe Ke ne Aene? Aa„a Ôeto n=I, Aene Aa \Uz ÔeAe Ke. Aa lavo.Aa lavo. Aa lavo Ae mag` iwqarI Ke. AHdrmaH AnHt AanHd ne AnHt &an wyuRH Ke.AevI l"mIvazo Ýwu (pote) Ke AHdr AenI pase Ôto n=I. ßyaH mze AevuH Ke TyaH Ôton=I. jemaH(=I) Aave AevuH n=I TyaH jne maGya kre Ke. Ane te p` pEso Aave to kaHAenI pase Aavta n=I. AenI pase to mmta Aave Ke ke mne pEsa Aaƒa, ke mne pEsaAaƒa, AevI mmta (marap uH) pEso, pEsamaH rhe Ke, jDmaH. Aahaha¦

Ane Aa to AevI cIj Ke vStu Ke ne¦ to AaHhI pur` &an Ýg! krvano _pay kheKe ne? to pUr` &an Ýg! krvanI smynI dxa AevI to AnHtI xi› jenamaH hoy,AemaH Aekag/ =ay to kevz&an =ay. Aahaha¦ AekluH kevz&an Aek j pyaRy hoy toAemaH=I pyaRy Aek j Aave tae bIje smye xuH =ay? Aahaha¦ Aek sekNDna AsHQywagmaHnanamaH nana sU"m kazmaH 5`kaz 5`lokne Ô e AevI AaTmamaH xi›, pyaRymaHÝg! =ay, Aene kevz&an khe Ke. dxamaH Ýg!e Aene kevz&an khe Ke. AevI to AnHtI-AnHtI xi›Ao AHdrmaH pDI Ke. nihtr Aek j pyaRy bhar AavI ne AevDo j hoy ne(to to) qalI = Ôy to pKI qlas = gyuH. Aem ko id' bne nhÄ. Aahaha¦


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sTyna isâaHto bhu k@` Ke bapu. Aahaha¦ ATyare to loko, guÌAe ne \rmnaguÌAoAe kHknuH kHk clavIne cDavI mayuÅ Ke b\I qbr Ke duinyanI. Aahaha¦

stŸ Ýwu Ke Ane je Ke xi› ivnano n hoy, Ae!le Aena gu ivnano SvwavivnanuH Ae tÀv n hoy. jem ;Ke' Aem Aena gu o p`, xi› p` i5kaz Ke. jem ãƒpUr` Ke Aem AenaH gu o p` pUr` Ke. Aevo wgvan Aa„a. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Aene kemiv¬as bese? AaHhI paHc-pcas hÔr ßyaH pEsa mze TyaH raÒ-raÒ = Ôy \Uz AemaH¦(]ota: sa\ar` ma`s xe@ =ay to quxI =ay)

mUH# Ke te=I quxI =ay. mUH# Ke ne mHU# sa\ar` kone khevuH? Ýwu to AHdr AanHd=Iwrelo Ke. AenI l"mIno par n=I, Amap ne Amap ne Amap Apirimt, Apirimt nammyaRda jemaH n=I Aevo Svwav Ke bapu¦ jeno Svwav hoy Aene myaRda hoy nhÄ. Ae xuH?Aahaha¦

AevuH je Aa„tÀv jemaH Apirimt, myaRda ivnana Svwav ne xi›Ao pDI Ke.Aeno iv¬as lavI Ane pu~y ne papna wav Ane AenaH fz bharnaH Aeno iv¬as é@aDId, Aahahaha¦ AemaH huH n=I, AemaH mne kH law n=I. Aahaha¦ Ane jemaH huH KuH tena=Imne law Ke, Aevo potano Svwav Svwavvan jem Ke Anaid. Aem Aeno Svwav,Svwavvan hoy ne Svwav n hoy? sakr hoy ne gzp` n hoy Aem bne? (kdI nbne) Aem Aa„a Svwavvan Ke Ane Aeno Svwav AanHd ne &an n hoy Aem bne nhÄ5`kazmaH. Aahaha¦ Ane jeno Svwav Ke Ae pirpU R Ke. Sv....wav potano wav,potanuH sÀv, potanI xi›, potano gu , potano Svwav. Aahaha¦ Aeva Aa„amaHAekag/ =va=I Ane rag ne xrIrnI iÊya=I iwNn pDva=I Aene kevz&anßyoit svRpda=Rne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R AevI Ýg! =ay Ke.

kal Aola wa nhota raD naqI gya srdar? xuwrag dya dan ne v/t nexuwrag? b\aAe \rm mnavI dI\o saE mazaAe¦ v<i¿ é@e Ke, v<i¿ ivkLp Ke rag Ke.Aahaha¦ Aena=I iwNn pDtaH, Sv$pmaH AiwNnta =taH ;pr=I ivw› ne Sv=IAekTv' 5IÒ ga=amaH khexe. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

hve AamaH dev guÌ xaÏ=I y p` mze AevuH n=I Aem AaHhI AaƒuH AaHhI to kemkeje Aa gu o Ke AemaH n=I. Ane Aena gu o je Ke AamaH n=I. to ßyaH gu Ke TyaHÔy to mze, Aa gu o TyaH n=I AenI pase. (]ota: Ae wle p` ja`to n=I to Aenebtavnar to ÔeAe ne?) btavnar ÔeAe p` ;Ô`naro Ô e' Tyare btavnare ÔeyuH,btavnare btaƒuH Aem khevay ne? Ae Aa nizyaH sonana =ya Lyo Aem svarmaH n=IkhetaH? sUrj égI Gyone Aolo é@e nhÄ. Aola nizyaH \ozaH = Gya hoy ne sUrjéGyo'to... (]ota: Ae tDko =yo hoy¦) Ae tDko =yo'to jo nizyaH sonana =yaH,p` kone? te j¡Ae Aene ke n j¡Ae Aene? AolaAe to kæuH: ke Ae wa sonana nizyaH =yaHhve to é@, É–aH su\I sU rhIx? Ae!le xuH? nizyaH éjzaH =yaH, sUyRna Ýkax=I p`

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Ôenarne qbr pDe ke AaHQyuH (vÄcIne sUtelane qbr pDe?) AorDo Aek hoy, bar uH Aekhoy AaHhI 5` godDaH Ao#yaH hoy, AaHQyuHmaH cIpDaH vZyaH hoy hve Aene xI rIte ÔevuH ?Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH...?

Aa b\a daqla, xaÏmaH Ke haeH? Aeke Aek daqla.Aem Anaid=I im+yadxRn&an A&anne (w/mna) Aena cIpDaH to pD–aH Ke AHdr,

AaHQyuH to bH\ Ke. Ane AorDo Aek j Ke. bar uH quLlu krvane-jvane AenI samuH to Ôeton=I, to nizyaH \oza É–aH=I deqay Aene? Aahaha¦ Aem Aa wgvan Aa„a A&an nerag äeØmaH êFe Ke. Aene Aem khe ke Aa cEtNyÝkaxnuH pUr AHdr pD–uH Ke ne? Aahaha¦ p`btavnare btaƒuH p` Ôenare Ôeya ivna Aene AaS=a É–aH=I bese?

Ae gu no tej Ke, cEtNyna pUrnuH tej Ke CaEtNy tej Ke Ýwu to. Aa sUyRna Ýkaxnatejne potana tejnI qbr n=I (sUyRna) ÝkaxnI qbr to Aa (Aa„ana) Ýkaxneqbr Ke cEtNy Ýkax Ô`e Ke ke Aa jD Ýkax Ke. huH cEtNy Ýkax KuH. Aahaha¦

p` O AenuH mahaTMy AaƒuH n=I ne? Aa„a Ae!le xuH ne kevDo ne kem Ane AenI dxapUr` Ýg! =ay te kevDI, kevDI hoy ko id' saHwZyuH n=I, be@uH n=I. nvro n=I, bavIsklak 5evIs klak to bayDI, KokraH \H\o ne papmaH pDyo. klak-be klak mze to tenekuguÌ mzI Ôy Aeva, rSte cDavI >e bIje, Ke TyaH Ôy nhÄ, n=I TyaH go@vI >e Aene, Aepu~y kro, dan kro, v/t kro, wi› kro, jemaH n=I Aa„a, Ane AemaH=I Ýg!e Aevo n=I,AemaH cDavI dI\aH Aene. Aahaha¦ JI uH to pDe wa. Aahaha¦

;wed&anßyoitno _dy =va=I' waØa deqo¦ Aa _dy ]ImdŸ vapre Ke ne? ;_dy=ay cair5no' _dy nam Ýg!. Aahaha¦ AiSt Ke vStu Ke Aa„a to AenI xi› p`kaHk Svwav Ke ke nhÄ? to jem vStu pote Aek$pe Ke, prna AwavSvwavSv$p Ke. AemAenI xi›Ao Aek$pe pUr` Ke. Ane te p` prna wavna AwavSvwavSv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

Aevo wgvan Aa„a, svÈTk<Ú pote prma„ Sv$p j xi›Ae-Svwave Ke, AemaHAekag/ =va=I Ane ragnI iÊya ne xrIrnI iÊya ne bharnI iÊya=I wed paDIne j¡dopaDIne, kevz&an _TpNn krnarI wed&anßyoitno _dy =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦

AavuH Ke Aa, bharmaH xuH krvuH p` AamaH? Aahaha¦bharnuH kaH krIx (to p`) AHdrnuH mze AevuH n=I le saHwz. (]ota: p`

bharnuH É–aH krI xke Ke?) bharmaH Ke p` É–aH bharmaH, tuH Ko É–aH? xrIrmaH Ke?va`ImaH, jDmaH pEsamaH? Are, pu~ypapna wav =ay xuwAxuw, AemaH Aa„a Ke? Ae torag Ke. Aahahaha¦ Nyay=I jrI, laeijk=I... pkDxe ke nhÄ? heH? Aemne Aem AaH\ze-AaH\zuH. Arere¦ AaHQyuH vÄcIne, É–aHy caLyo jxe. dehnI iS=it pUrI = jxe, = ræuHAa„a to AivnaxI Ke, te Aa„a wego nax =ay Aevo n=I. xrIr to nax = jxeAaHhI. wgvan to Aemne Aem. (Anaid-AnHt¦)

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rqDva coraxImaH. Aahaha¦ TyaH kaH \mRxaza n=I, paHjrapoz TyaH É–aHy n=I TyaHmaxIba be@aH n=I ke Aavo wa. Aahaha¦

jemaH tuH Ko... taro Svwav Ke Ane te Svwav=I Svwavvan qalI hoy nhÄ Ýwu.Ae Svwav pUr` Ke. Aek Aek gu AnHt gu onI xuH vato krvI. Aahaha¦ jenI sHQyaAegu no par n mze. Aahaha¦ Ae drek gu pirpU R Ke Ane Aeva pirpU R gu no puHj Ýwute Aa„a Ke. Ae Aa„amaH rag=I wed&an krIne, magR Aa Ke bapu¦ bIÔ gme te rIte cDave(bIje) rSte Òvn caLya jxe Ýwu, paKuH mnu*yp uH AnHt kaze mzvuH muXkel =xe. Aahaha¦

be lI!ImaH to, Aohohoho¦ pKI khe Ke ;svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=RAevuH kevz&an' AeklI pyaRy &annI pUr` Ýg! =ay Aene ;_TpNn krnarI wed&anßyoit'Aene pr=I iwNn paDvanI wed&an dxa te pUr` Ýaiºno _pay Ke. Ae svR prãƒ=I KU!I,wed kæuH ne? wed&an kI\uH ne? to svR prãƒ=I KU!I, pu~y ne pap Aaidna wavo =ay,dya-dan Aaidna wav Ae p` prãƒ rag Ke, Aena=I KU!I ;dxRn&anSvwavmaH inytv<i¿$p' Aahaha¦

;je dxRn&anSvwav Ke AemaH inyt-inüy pirìt$p, AiStTv$p Aa„tÀvsa=e AekTvgtp e vteR' Aahahahaha¦ ßyare O wgvan Aa„a prãƒ=I KU!I, potana&andxRn SvwavmaH iS=r rhe inytv<i¿ inüyv<i¿ pirìt AevuH AiStTv$p Aa„tÀvsa=e AekTvgtp e vteR Tyare dxRn&ancair5 5 ey levuH Ke ne paKuH? pa@maH ;cair5dxRn&an'htuH (AhÄyaH) paKuH l lI\uH htuH . (AoluH to) p>maH go@vva sa!u. Aahaha¦

;svR prãƒo=I KU!I' AemaH kyuH bakI ræuH? prma„a, dev guÌ xaÏ, Aena=I KU!I,kho ixvlalwa¦ kevzI, guÌ Ae prãƒ? Aena bape ÝÆ kyÈ'to dsnI salmaHcovIs vØR =ya, bo!admaH MyuinispalI!InaH mkanmaH ƒaQyan caltuH htuH, dxnI sal,Aa ÝÆ, devguÌxaÏ pr? xuâ Ke pr? laqvar pr. AaHhI svR ãƒ pr kI\aH ne?AemaH devguÌ bakI raQyaH? Aahaha¦ ;svR prãƒo=I KU!I' Aahaha¦ dxRn&anSvwavpotano... AemaH &andxRn cair5 Ke ne? ;inyt v<i¿$p AevuH AiStTv$p Aa„tÀvsa=e AekTvgtp e vteR Tyare tene dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t hova=I' Aahahaha¦ AHtrŸSv$pmaH ]âamaH vteR, &anmaH vteR ne iS=rtamaH vteR Tyare te Aa„a dxRn &an cair5maHAaƒo, te=I tene Svsmy nam Aa„a saco khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ Svsmy AenekhIAe, Aene Aa„a khIAe. Aahahaha¦

Ke to Ke p` pirìtmaH ]âa &ancair5maH Aave Tyare Aene ;Ke' Aevo Aa„aSvsmy khIAe Aem khe Ke. xuH kæuH ? Ke to Ke. Aahaha¦ vStu to Ke AnHt Aa„aAopD–a Ke AHdr p` AenuH-AenI trfnI ÝtIit, &an ne rm`ta, pU aRnHdna na=maH ]âa&an ne cair5nI pirìt krtaH tene Aa„a saco khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane te Sv smynam Aa„a, Aa„a$pe =yo Aem Aene khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane tene \m± khevamaH Aave Ke.

ivxeØ khevaxe... (Ýma`vcnguÌdev¦)

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Ývcn nH. 12 ga=a-2 ta. 19-6-1978 xinvar je@ sud-14 sH. 2p04

frIne, AaHhI=I ßyare Aa Òv, ÒvnI VyaQya to krI phelI-;ßyare Aa Òv svR pda=Èna Svwavne ÝkaxvamaH sm=R Aeva kevz&anne

_TpNn krnarI wed&anßyoitno _dy =va=I' Aa„amaH rag=I ne ivkLp=I;wed&anßyoit' Aem xBd vapyÈ Ke. Ae rag ne xrIr ne kmR=I j¡do p` AiStTv AenuHcEtNyßyoit-wed&anßyoit, Aeva wed&anßyoitno _dy =ay Ke, Ýg! =ay Ke, Aewed&anßyoit=I kevz&an _TpNn =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa„anI pUr` moÙ dxa Ae!lepUr` du:q=I riht dxa Ane pUr` AtIiNãy AanHdna lawnI dxa, Ae wed&an=I _TpNn=ay Ke. ƒvharna ragna sHbH\=I shCar=I kevz&an _TpNn =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦

\IranI vatuH Ke w Aa to¦ Ae ;wed&anßyoitno _dy =va=I' j¡Ao¦ AaHhIwed&anßyoit xBd vapyÈ, ;svR prãƒo=I KU!I' ragaid b\aH prãƒo Aena=I KU!I;dxRn&anSvwavmaH' dxRn-&an Aevo je Aeno Svwav, AevuH je AenuH inüy AiStTv,dxRn ne &an AevuH jenuH AiStTv, hEyait. wgvan Aa„a ¹Úa ne &ata, AevI jenI hEyaitKe- maejUdgI dxRn ne &annI hEyait Ke. Aa AevuH Aa„tÀv. Aahaha¦ AenI sa=e;AekTvgtp e vteR' AekTv pir`mnp e AHdr vteR. Aahaha¦ rag=I ne ivkLp=Iwed&anßyoit vDe j¡duH paDI, Ane kevz&anne _Tpþ krnarI to Ae cIj Ke, Aek j.Aahaha¦ ƒvhar rTny5 kevz&an _TpNn krvanuH kar` n=I. É–aHy kæuH hoy to Ae_pcar=I k=n, inüy sa=e ƒvharno shcr deqIne, sa=e deqIne, Aeno AenamaH _pcarkyÈ hoy Ke. vStuiS=it ;Aa' Ke. Aahaha¦

Tyare Aene dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t hova=I Aa„tÀv je dxRn ne &annaAiStTvvazuH tÀv Ke, &ata ne ¹Úa Ae SvwavvazuH je AiStTv maejUdgI cIj tÀv Ke.AemaH je, Ke ne? ;AekTvgtp e vteR' Aeva wgvan AaTmamaH Aekp e, rag=I iwþ neSvwavmaH AekTvp e vteR Tyare dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t hova=I, Sv$p cEtNy &anne AanHd AenI hEyaitvazuH tÀv mojUdgI cIj, AemaH Aekp e ßyare vteR Tyare te dxRn&an cair5maH iS=t hova=I, Tyare te sMyGdxRn&an ne cair5maH iS=t Ke. smÔy KekaH? vatuH AavI JIÌ Ke.

jene kevz&an Ae!le mui›, moÙ jene _TpNn krvo Ke Aene wed&anßyoit=I te_TpNn =ay Ke. Ae ragna- Vyvharna, ]âa&ancair5na ƒvhar, Aena=I iwNn paDe,Tyare te wed&anßyoit vDe kevz&an _TpNn =ay, te=I te Aa„amaH dxRn-&an Anecair5maH iS=t =yo hova=I. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu, \rm bhu sU"m. Aahaha¦

;dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t hova=I' j¡Ao pa@maH ;cirtdHs`à`' htuH. p` mUztae Ae p>maH rcna krva ma!e. Ae mUz htuH Ae A=RmaH Aem AaƒuH, A=R krnare dxRn&ancair5


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lI\uH Ane !IkamaH Am<tcHã AacayeR p` Aem lI\uH TyaH Aem n lI\uH cair5 dxRn &an.xuH kI\uH ? ;jIvo cirtdHs``a` i@do' Aem AaVyuH ne (mUz) pa@maH? Aeno

A=R Aevo kyÈ. ;Òv ßyare potamaH AekTvp e dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t =ne vteR Tyare teneAa„a, Svsmy Aa„a khevamaH Aave Ke. te jevuH AenuH $p htuH temaH Aaƒo. Aahahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a dxRn-&an Sv$p AenuH $p, AenI hEyait Ae Ke. Ae bharnaragaidna ivkLp=I wed paDI Ane potana Aa„tÀvmaH AekTvp e Aaƒo, rag AaidmaHjto TyaH Aene bgDtuH, AekDe Aek ne bgDe be, Aa„tÀv vStu Ke AemaH AekTvgtp e,dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t AekTv. pu~y ne dya-dan-v/tna ragmaH iS=t, Ae to bep uHbgDvap uH Ke, kmRmaH iS=t Ke. kmRna rsna wagmaH Ae iS=t Ke. O Aa„ana dxRn&an jeno rs Ke, jeno Svwav Ke temaH te iS=t n=I. AavI vat Ke.

;Tyare dxRn &an cair5maH iS=t hova=I ;yugpdŸ Svne AekTvpUvRk Ô`to' =koAeksa=e Aa„ane AekTvp e Ô`to Ane ;Sv-Sv$pe AekTvpUvRk pir`mto Aevo te'ÔeyuH? ßyare AekTvgtp e vteR Ýwu Aa„amaH, Tyare te ;dxRn-&an, cair5maH iS=thova=I' Òv dxRn&ancair5maH iS=t hova=I, yugpdŸ Svne AekTvpUvRk Ô`to' Aeksa=e potane Ô`to Ane SvSv$pe AekTvpUvRk pir`mto, ;Ô`to ne pir`mto' smynoA=R krvo Ke ne? Aek smye Ô e ne Aek smye pir`me, AevI cIj hoy te Aa„a Ke. bIÒ cIjpir`me Ke p` Ô`tI n=I. Ae!le qreqr smy Aene khIAe ke pote potana Sv$pne Ô`topir`me Ane pir`mto Ô e Ae bey Aek hare hoy tene Aa„a khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

hve Aa lokone v\are to inüycair5 Ke Ae ƒvharcair5=I Ýaº =ay Ke.(]ota: Ae phÇcaDe Ke¦) phÇcaDe, Ae kal AaƒuH'tuH ne? (]ota: ƒvhar cair5=Iinüy cair5 Ke) Aem Ke nhÄ. (ƒvhar) Aave Ke. Sv$pnI-AekTvgtnI, dxRn&ancair5nIiS=itmaH ApU R dxamaH ƒvharna Aeva pHcmhav/tna Aaid ivkLpo hoy Ke p` Aena=IinüynI Ýaiº =ay Ke Aem nhÄ Ane Aem ÉyaHk kæuH hoy to Ae inim¿nuH &an kravva kæuHKe. Aena=I =ay Ke Aem kheva ma!e nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaHhI É–aH ke!le phÇcvuH Aene¦¦

;Sv-$pe AekTvpUvRk pir`mto' Ke ne...? AhÄ smyno A=R kyÈ, Ô`vuH nepir`mvuH. phelo kyÈ'to ne...?¦ sm _psgR ne gmn A=R p` Ke Ane &an A=R p`Ke pheluHy AaVyuH'tuH teno srvazo lI\o AaHhI. Aahaha¦

Ô`to je smye pir`me Ke te j smye tene Ô`to. Aahaha¦ A=va je smye &an=ay Ke, te j smye tene Ô`to. Aahaha¦ ga=aAo to phelI bar mudŸanI Ke ne¦ bhu!UHkamaH Aekdm wrI dI\uH Ke, pKI ivStar 13 =I to krxe. Aahaha¦

Aa„a dxRn&anmaH hovap e tÀv Ke, temaH je AekTvp e, pr=I iwNn =neAekTvp e dxRn &an ne cair5maH iS=t =ay, Ae Òv Ae j smye dxRn&ancair5p epir`mto Ane te j smye tene Ô`to. smÔ uH kaH? Ke ne same? Aa to Aog`smIvar vHcay Ke smysar. (]ota: b\ane ma!e Aog`smI var n=I Aapna ma!e Ke)

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FàH to AaHhI hxe ke nhÄ ke!la'k? ke!la'k n hoy, var kvare Aave n hoy. AaHhIrhenara kaym hoy te hoy. Aahaha¦

;Aevo te ;Svsmy' Aem ÝtIt$p krvamaH Aave Ke' Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„adxRn ne &annI hEyaitvazuH tÀv, jemaH ivkarnI hEyait 5` kazmaH Ke nhÄ. Aevo jewgvan Svwav dxRn &anmaH AevuH tÀv Ke temaH AekTvp e Ae!le? ragno sa= lnenhÄ, rag=I iwNn pDIne AekTvp e, Aahaha¦ TyaH ragnuH beklap uH lne AhÄyaH rag mHdKe ma!e tene lne AaTmamaH AekTv =ay Ke, Aem n=I. to to beklap uH = gyuH. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to ragna ivkLpnI gme tevI v<i¿ hoy, dev guÌ xaÏnI ]âanI rag v<i¿ho, ke xaÏna &anno ivkLp ho, Ae b\aH=I iwNnp e, Aem Ke ne? Aahaha¦ AekTvpUvRkÔ`to yugpdŸ pir`mto dxRn&ancair5$pe Ane te smye j tene Ô`to Sv$pe AekTvpUvRkpir`mto Aevo te ;Svsmy' Aem ÝtIt krvamaH Aave Ke. Aem ]âamaH levamaH Aave Ke,Ae vStu pote dxRn &an vStu AemaH AekTv =ne ]âa &an ne cair5maH iS=t =ay Aene;Svsmy' Aem ÝtIt krvamaH Aave Ke. Aevo Aa„a Svsmy =yo, jevo hto tevo=yo, dxRn &anp e hto, AevI j pyaRymaH dxRn &annI ÝtIit, dxRn &annuH &an, dxRn&anmaH iS=rta. Aahahaha¦ ;yugpdŸ Svne AekTvpUvRk Ô`to Ane AekTvpUvRk pir`mtoAevo te Svsmy Aem ÝtIt$p krvamaH Aave Ke' pa@maH Ke ne ;ssmyH ja`' pa@Aem Ke ne? ;Svsmy ja`' Aem kI\uH ne? kuHdkuHdacayeR xBd Aem lI\o Ke, tene Svsmy Ô`.

Aavo Sv$p je wgvan, AemaH je AekTvp e dxRn&ancair5maH, prna sa= Anemdd ivna, Sv$pmaH dxRn&ancair5maH, potana AiStTvmaH ]âa-&an ne cair5maH vteRtene tuH Svsmy Ô`, Aeno AaHhI A=R kyÈ ke ÝtIt Aem krvamaH Aave Ke (ke) Ae Aa„aAavo Ke Ae Svsmy Aem Ô`vamaH-ÝtIt krvamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

hve AavuH É–aH phÇcvuH Aene ƒvharnI vatuH Aaqo id' kre. ƒvhar... ƒvharƒvhar vCce Aave, p` ƒvhar p` jene inüynI wavna Ke, O ƒvhar inüynephÇcaDe Aem. p` wavna xuH Aeno A=R? Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu wa. (]ota:wUimkane yoGy Aave) wUimkane yoGy Aave Ke, hoy to qruH ne¦ n hoy Aem nhÄ. pÒ=I inüyne phÇcaDe Ke ? AekTvp e hoy phÇcaDe Ke. beklap uH hare lne phÇcaDe Ke? (na.) Aahaha¦ ƒvhar Aave Ke vCce bH\nuH kar` Ke. dev guÌ xaÏnI]âa, pHcmhav/t Va/t Aaidno rag, xaÏnuH-xaÏ trfno w`vano ivkLp Ae b\oAave, p` Ke bH\nuH kar`. bH\na kar`ne hare lne inüy pmay Aem n=I. Aena=Iwed paDIne, j¡do paDIne inüy pmay. Aena=I n pmay. KtaH Ae ƒvhar Aaƒa ivnarhe nhÄ. pUr` vStu n hoy TyaH ƒvhar Aave, hoy p` Svsmy to Aane khIAe.Aahaha¦ potanuH pir`mn dxRn &an Sv$pna AiStTvmaH, ]âa &an ne cair5$pe =yuHtene ;Svsmy' ÔÌAe. ;tene Svsmy ÝtIt krvamaH Aave Ke.' Aeva Òvne moÙmagRKe Aem ]âvamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek vat =.


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;jIvo cirt' Òvo khI Cairt dHs`à` i@do' Ae!le dxRn&ancair5maH iS=tte ;Svsmy' Ô`, Ae!lano A=R =yo be pdno, hve 5IÔ pdnI (ƒaQya).

;p` ßyare te Anaid Aiv>a$pI je kez' Aahaha¦ potana pUr` dxRn&anSv$pIÝwu, (AaTma) &ata¹ÚanI hEyaitvazo wgvan, Aena A&anne lne, Aahaha¦ AeSv$pna wan ivna, ;Anaid Aiv>a$pI kez' kez Aa jemaH kezaH =ay Ke ne? ;tenamUznI gaH@ jevo' keznI mUznI gaH@ AemaH=I kez bhu pake, faLya j kre¦ gaH@ hoy nekeznI AemaH=I kezna JaD =ya j kre. Aahaha¦

A&an$pI kez tena mUznI gaH@ jevo Aahaha¦ moh, jem keznI gaH@maH Anek keZyuH=vanI takat Ke, keznI gaH@ hoy Ke ne mo!I kez, AemaH Anek keZyuH pake. keZyuHnI (f`gaH-pIlaH)vat Ke kezaHnI vat n=I. keZyuH (pake) Aem moh$pI gaH@ AemaH AnHt wv pake Aevo mohKe. Aahaha¦

;Anaid A&an$pI je kez, Ae keznI mUznI gaH@ jevo puÚ =yelo Aahaha¦ moh,tena _dy Anusar, Aene kmRno je _dy Ke Aene Anusare pote ÝvteR Aa\Inpà=I, Ae _dytene ÝvtaRve Ke Aem nhÄ, p` _dyna Anusare pote ÝvitRna Aa\Inpà=I (ÝvteR Ke).Aahaha¦

je AhÄya Svwavna Aa\Inp e dxRn&an ne cair5maH iS=t =vuH ÔeAe Aem nkrtaH, inim¿ je kmRno _dy Aene Anusare Ýv<i¿na Aa\Inpà=I, Aahaha¦ kmRnaAnuwagna inim¿na Anusare Ýv<i¿ Aa\In pote kre Ke, kmR kravtuH n=I kaH Aene.Aahaha¦ tena _dy Anusar Ýv<i¿na Aa\Inpà=I, dxRn&anSvwavmaH inyt v<i¿$pTyaH kI\uH'tuH ne ;inytv<i¿$p AiStTv' AolamaH Ýv<i¿ kI\I. ;inyt v<i¿$p Aa„tÀv=I'dxRn&an SvwavmaH inüy AiStTv$p Aa„tÀv, Aa„tÀv Aene khIAe ke je &andxRnmaHAiStp e rhe Ke, dxRn&an AevuH je inüy-AenuH je !kvuH, AevuH je Aa„tÀv. Ae dxRn&anmaH!keluH Aa„tÀv Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

dxRn&anSvwavmaH inyt-inüy-hovapà$p Aa„tÀv dxRn&anSvwavmaHinüyp e rheluH, hova$pe rheluH Aa„tÀv, Aena=I KU!I moh Ýv<i¿na tena _dy AnusarAa\Inpà=I inim¿na _dyna Aa\Inpà=I. Aahaha¦ Ke? Aa„tÀv=I KU!I, krmna _dyna Aa\Inpà=I ÝvtRto Ae AaTmtÀv=I KU!yo. Aahaha¦ Sv$p jedxRn&anSv$p Ke. ãÚa ne &ata je Aa„tÀv Ke. Aena=I KU!yo Ane mohnI gaH@, jevuHkez (nI gaH@) moh Aene Anusare ÝvtRto, im+yadxRn &an ne cair5maH vTyoR (vrtto)im+yadxRn, im+ya&an ne im+ya-rag. Aahaha¦

Aa to AHtrnI vatuH Ke bapu, ÉyaHy ATyare bharmaH to mze AevuH n=I. Aaha¦ AnebharmaH (VyvharmaH) Ae Ke Aem kI\uH ne? to dxRn&anSvwavna AiStTvmaH Aa„tÀvKe. wgvan AaTma dxRn&annI hEyaitvazuH tÀv Aa„a Ke. AevI hEyaitvazane KoDI dnemohne Anusare jenI Ýv<i¿ Aa\In Ke, te Svãƒ=I CyUt = Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

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;prãƒna inim¿=I AaTmtÀv=I KU!I, prãVyna inim¿=I, inim¿=I haeH? ;_TpNnmohragäeØaid wavo sa=e, inim¿=Ino A=R inim¿ Aene (mohrag äeØ) _TpNn kravtuHn=I, p` AaHhI Aa baj¡maH (SvmaH) Aekag/ n=I, te=I inim¿ trfmaH Aekag/ Ke.Aahaha¦ prãƒna inim¿=I, AaHhI Ôer mare b\aH, prãƒna inim¿=I =ay Ke, j¡Aoinim¿=I (kæuH Ke) inim¿no A=R xuH? prãƒ Ke Aena trfna JUkav=I, Svãƒ=I CyUt=va=I, Ane prãƒna inim¿=I _TpNn moh rag äeØaid wav. Aahaha¦ AaHhI lI\aH to5` paKa AaidmaH AolamaH dxRn &an cair5 Ane AaHhI moh rag ne äeØ, Ae AaidmaH5` Aave. Aa„tÀv=I KU!I dxRn &annuH hEyaitvazaH Ýwu (inÔTma) Aena AaS=a,]âa&an=I KU!I Ane moh je Ke tene Anusare Aa\Inp e ÝvtRto.

;inim¿=I _TpNn =taH mohragäeØaid wavo sa=e im+yaTv, rag Ane äeØ, rit,vasna ;vgere sa=e AekTvgtp e'- AenI sa=e Aekp uH manIne AaHhI AekTvgt kæuH ne,Aekp uH manIne Aeno A=R kyÈ-AolamaH smuCcy raQyuH Aekp uH manIne vteR Ke. Aeim+yaTvmaH rag te marI cIj Ke Aem im+yaTvmaH Aekp e vteR Ke. Ane ragmaH Aekp e vteRKe. äeØmaH Aekp e vteR Ke. je Aa„tÀv dxRn&anmy, Aena=I iwNn hova KtaH Aekp evteR Ke, AenuH nam im+yaTv ne moh ne rag äeØ Ke. Aahaha¦ Tyare Aekp e vteR Ke —TyarepudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaH iS=t hova=I˜ ÔeyuH? Aola mohrag äeØmaH vteR Ke Ae pudŸglÝdexomaHiS=t khevamaH Aave Ke. AaHhI wgvan AaTmamaH iS=t je hto dxRn&an cair5nIAekTvmaH te KU!Ine AaHhI inim¿ne Aa\In =ne, moh rag äeØna ÝdexomaH Ae pudŸglkmRnaÝdex khevay. Ke to moh ne rag-äeØ p` Ae kmRno j wag Ke, kmR trfna vl`vazI_pai\ Ke. (te=I) Aahaha¦ Ae im+yaTv Ane ragäeØ, wgvan to inrupai\ tÀv Ke, Aeto dxRn&anmy inrupai\ tÀv Ke Ae inim¿ne Aai\n _pai\ tÀv sa=e AekTvp e vteRKe, Aene A`a„a khevamaH Aave Ke. prsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

;Tyare pudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaH iS=t hova=I yugpdŸ prne AekTvpUvRk Ô`to'Aahahaha¦ AaHhI Ô`to to lI\o, p` moh ne ragäeØne AekTvp e Ô`to Ane pir`mto.Aolo (&anI) iwNnp e Ô`to ne pir`mto. Aahaha¦

Aek Aek loknI vat Ke ÉyaH? Aahaha¦ m|yS=I = j¡Ae, \Irj=I.. sTynoxo\k bnIne heH? to Aa cIj Ke AevI bIje ÉyaHy Ke nih. yugpdŸ prne AekTvpUvRk Ô`toAahaha¦ ;smy'no A=R raQyo'ne? ke ;Aeksa=e Ô e ne pir`me. to ßyare SvsmymaHAekag/ Ke, Tyare te j smye Ô e ne pir`me. Ane AaHhI ragnI sa=e-im+yaTv Aaid sa=eAekag/ Ke te te smye AekTvpUvRk Ô`to, moh ne rag maraH Ke Aem Ô`to Ane te$peAekTvpUvRk pir`mto. Aahaha¦ Ô`to to raQyuH, p` Ae Ô`vamaH ivxeØ` Aa AaVyuHAa, ;AekTvp e Ô`to' moh ne ragäeØna pir`amne SvwavmaH Aa„amaH AekTvp eÔ`to. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH? AoluH yugpdŸ Svne ;AekTvpUvRk Ô`to' Aem htuH, phelamaHdxRn&ancair5maH iS=t hova=I yugpdŸ Svne ;AekTvpUvRk Ô`to', Aa prne ;AekTvpUvRk


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Ô`to.' bs Aam AiSt, naiSt krI Ke.—yugpdŸ prne ;AekTvpUvRk Ô`to' t=a pr$pe ;AekTvpUvRk pir`mto' Aevo te

prsmy Aem ÝtIt$p =ay Ke,˜ Aene nhÄ, bIÔne... Ae Aa„a A&anI Ke, prsmy Ke,Aà„a Ke, Aà„amaH AekTvp e vteR Ke ma!e te prsmy Ke, Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Kene? TyaHy janIih ;poGglkMmpdes iõdH c tH janIih' Ke ne? beymaH Ô`vuH-Ô`vuHAahaha¦ beymaH ÝtIt krI Aeno A=R ÝtIt Ae!le ke Ô`vamaH Aem Aave Ke. Aahaha¦;AekTvpUvRk pir`mto Aevo te prsmy Aem ÝtIt$p krvamaH Aave Ke.' Ae!le keÔ`vamaH Aa Aa„a, Aà„a =yo Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ ragna ivkLpsa=e AekTvp e pir`mto Ane AekTvp e Ô`to, Ô`to to ræuH, p` Aekp e Ô`totene prsmy Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Ae prsmy Ke. Ae Aà„a Ke. Ae Sv$p=I CyUt=ne je AenamaH n=I temaH Ae rhelo Ke ma!e prsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa vat vad ivvade kaH par pDe AevuH n=I, vStunI iS=it j AavI Ke, jyaH pKIgme te!laH lqa` xaÏmaH Aave ko ƒvharnye Aave Ae to &an krave Ke. Aahaha¦vStuiS=it to AaHhI=I _paDI Ke, Aeno b\o ivStar pKI Ke. Aahaha¦

;Aa rIte Òv namna pda=Rne' Òv namno pda=R to kæo phelo gu pyaRyvazo,_TpadŸƒy\/uvvazo, dxRn&anvazo, Aeva ;Òv pda=Rne Svsmy Ane prsmy AevuHiäiv\p uH Ýg! =ay Ke.' Aahaha¦ Svsmyp uH, AekTvmaH hoy to Svsmy Ýg! =ayKe, ragmaH AekTv hoy to prsmyp uH Ýg! =ay Ke. AekmaH be-p uH Aam éwuH =ay Ke.Aahaha¦ vStu Aek dxRn&anmy ÝwumaH (AaTmamaH) AavuH prmaH ragmaH AekTv =va=Iprsmyp uH iäiv\p uH, Svsmyp uH ne prsmyp uH iäiv\p uH _TpNn =ay Ke. AekmaHbep uH _TpNn =vuH Ae j nuksankark Ke. Aahaha¦ SvmaH AekTvp e Ýg! =vuH te Aa„anelawdayk Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan Aa„a, dxRn&anna hEyaitvazo Ýwu Ae rag ne pu~ypapnI hEyaitmaH AekTvp e SvIkarto, Ae AekmaH iäiv\p uH, bIÔp uH _wuH =yuH. Svsmyp uHne prsmyp uH AekmaH bep uH (äEt) éwuH =yuH. Aahaha¦ AamaH ÉyaHy Aem kæuH n=I ke kmRna_dynuH Ôer Ke te Ýma e AaHhIya prmaH ÝvteR Ke ragmaH-äeØmaH AevuH to kaH Ke nhÄ. prne toinim¿ kI\uH Ke. inim¿ne Aa\In =ne ÝvteR Ke Ae moh ne ragäeØmaH ÝvtRtaH prsmymaHgyo Ke SvsmymaH ræo n=I, Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke¦

AavuH Ke song#nuH AavuH Ke Aem ke!la'k khe Ke. konuH Ke Aa? (Am<tCaHãaCaayRnuH)vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke TyaH xuH tuH khIx Ýwu khe. Aahaha¦ jena Sv$pmaH pu~y ne papn=I p` jena Sv$pmaH dxRn ne &an Ke. Aahaha¦ je=I dxRn&anna Sv$pnHu hEyaitvazuHtÀv AemaH Ôe AekTv =ay to to te smye Svne AekTvp e Ô`to Ane Svne AekTvp epir`mto, Ae je smye Ô e te smye pir`me, je smye pir`me te smye Ô e. Aahaha¦

Ane bIÔe Aa„a, Aiv>a$pI kez Aeno je mUz Aevo, mohkmR-jD Aena AnuwagneAnusare ÝvtRto, Ae je!luH kmR _dy AaƒuH tae (te) Ýma e ÝvtRto Aem n=I kæuH. tene

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Anusare pote ÝvtRto. Aahaha¦ potano je cEtNySvwav Ke, dxRn&anSvwav Ke Aenap en ÝvtRto. ÝvtRto (kæuH te) tae Ae y ÝvteR ne Aolo y ÝvteR Ke. Aolo inim¿ne AnusrIne=taH potana piràm temaH iS=t =yo =ko. Aahaha¦ Sv$p=I w/Ú =yo =ko, Aene;prsmy' Ô`. Aem kæuH Ke ne? Aa Aem kæuH, prsmy ÝtIt krvamaH Aave Ae!leÔ`vamaH (Ke) Aene prsmy khIO Aem Ô`vamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ ;Aa rIte Òvnamna pda=Rne Svsmy Ane prsmy AevuH iäiv\p uH-iä-iv\ be Ýkarp uH Ýg! =ay Ke.'

Ae !Ikano A=R kyÈ, sHSk<t waØa htI, bhu gHwIr Am<tcHãacayRnI !Ika FÌgHwIr¦¦ jem mUz lok (ga=a) gHwIr Ke, AevI !Ika gHwIr Ke¦ Aene smjva ma!e Fòj pÙpat KoDIne m|yS==I, tene je khevuH Ke Ae rIte smjvuH. je rIte khevuH Ke te rItesmjvuH, AenuH nam y=a=R smj` khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ potanI kLpna=I AemaHA=R ka#va... Ae to ivprItta b\I Ke. ke!luH lI\uH Ke AamaH¦¦ Ae wava=RmaH khevay Ke.

wava=R: ;Òv namnI vStune pda=R khel Ke.' vStu, vStu Ke Ae. Òv AevoAÙrono smUh te ;pd' Ke pda=R Ke ne? pda=RnI ƒaQya krI, pda=R ;Òv' Ae AÙr Ke pd Ke, Ane AenI vStu Ke Ae Òv Ke pda=R Ae A=R Ke pdaÁ=R ;Òv' be AÙrnuH pdKe, Òv Ae pd Ke. Ane ÒvvStu Ke Aeno A=R pda=R Ke. vStu Ke. pdno A=R Ae vStuKe pd Aene btave Ke. Aahaha¦ Òv Aevo AÙrono, (smUh) Aem kemke be AÙr =yane...;Òv' Ae!le be AÙr Ke Ae!le bhuvcn Ke. Òv Aevo AÙrono smUh, be AÙrno smUhma!e te pd Ke. ;Ane te pd=I je ãƒpyaRy$p AnekaHtSv$pp uH' ÔeyuH? AaƒuH'tuH ne AHdr(!IkamaH) _TpadŸƒyne \/uv, gu pyaRy je e AHgIkar kyaR Ke.

te pd=I je ãƒpyaRy$p-vStu Ane AvS=aSv$p ;AnekaHtSv$pp uH' AnekaHt Ke.ãƒe y Ke ne pyaRye y Ke. pyaRy n=I Aem nihH. Ae 11mI ga=amaH pyaRyne AstŸ kI\I Kete gaE krIne, tenuH lÙ KoDavva Aem kI\uH Ke. Ôe pyaRy n=I to kayR xuH? pyaRy, isâ Aey pyaRy Ke, moÙmagR pyaRy, moÙ Ae pyaRy sHsar pyaRy-bH\magR Ae pyaRy Ke Anevedn pyaRynuH Ke. sHsarIne du:qnuH vedn pyaRymaH Ke, moÙmagRnuH AanHdnuH vedn pyaRymaH Ke.isâne pU R AanHdnuH vedn pyaRymaH Ke. Aahaha¦

pyaRy n=I Aem je kI\uH Ke Aeno A=R? gaE krIne, Ae _pr=I lÙ KoDavva i5kazInemuQy krIne inüy khIne, inüy muQy krIne Aem nhÄ, gaE krIne ƒvhar, ƒvhar krInegaE kyuÅ Aem nhÄ.. Aem inüy te muQy Aem nhÄ, muQy te inüy. kemke inüy to 5 eyinüy Ke ãƒ, gu , ne pyaRy-5 ey potana ma!e inüy Ke. ;SvAa]y te inüy ne pra]yte ƒvhar' p` AaHhIyaH hve 5` potana hova KtaH muQy muQy ãƒne krvuH Ke te=I muQyinüy kæo Ane pyaRyne gaE krvuH Ke ma!e tene ƒvhar kæo. Aahaha¦

AevuH ãƒ ne pyaRy ÔeDluH Ke. vStu SvtH5 vStu Aene prna sHbH\nI hare kaH sHbH\nhÄ. Aaha¦ Ae ãƒ, pyaRy$p AnekaHt, Anek \mRSv$pp uH Ke. ãƒ\mR p` Aeno,pyaRy\mR p` Aeno, bey Aene !kavI raQyuH Ke. \mR Ae!le...? wav. ãƒp uH Ane pyaRyp uHAevuH AnekaHt Anek \mR Ae!le gu o A=va Anekp uH te ;iniüt krvamaH Aave Ke te pda=R


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Ke' ãƒ ne pyaRy bep e iniüt krvamaH Aave Ke te pda=R Ke. Aekla ãƒne iniüt krvamaHAave Ke ne AeklI pyaRyne Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦

;Ae Òvpda=R _TpadŸ ƒy \/uvmyI s¿aSv$p Ke' pheluH Ae NyaH=I _paDyuH. Òvpda=R_TpadŸƒy ne \/uvSv$p Ke. AekluH \/uvSv$p Ke Aem n=I Ane AekluH _TpadŸƒy pyaRySv$pKe Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ _TpadŸƒy‡_TpadŸ phelo lI\o, ƒy pKI, \/uv pKI. p` AevI Oks¿aSv$p hovavazI vStu Ke. _TpadŸƒy\/uvnuH hovavazuH Ae pda=R Ke. ;dxRn&anmyIcetnaSv$p Ke' - dxRn&anmy pote cetnaSv$p Ae vStu. &ataãÚamy te vStu Sv$pKe, cetn pda=R.

;AnHt\mRSv$p ãƒ Ke.' AavI GyuH Ke ne wa pheluH. AnHt\mRSv$p vStu Aek Ke.AnHt \mR gu pyaRy AnHta hova KtaH, vStu trIke ãƒ Aek Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH w`tr.;AnHt\mRSv$p ãƒ Ke' AnHt xi›Sv$p pda=R Ke. Aek j xi› Ke sHQyat-AsHQyatxi› Ke Aem nhÄ, AnHt xi›Sv$p te ãƒ Ke.

;ãƒ hova=I vStu Ke.' ãƒ hova=I vStu, vStu Ke. Aa Ae vStunI CaCaaR mo!I Aekfere halI htI. rajko! nevasInI salmaH Aek ivxa]ImazI ¬etaHbr ra`prno Aaƒohto, A|ya„nuH =oDuH vaHCyuH hxe, pKI Aa„a, vStu n khevay Aa„ane Ae khe. nevasInIsal rajko! comasuH htuH ne. bhar Ae Aaƒo'to, kaH @eka`aH ivnanaH. Aa„ane vStu nkhevay khe, mo!I ccaR calI htI. kI\uH vStu khevay. vStu Ke. Aavto ƒaQyanmaH bestoto ra`prno F uH krIne hto deravasI hto ¬etaHbr j¡van Aene Ô e ke kHk Ô uH KuHAa„ane Aevo Aene Doz hto.

;ãƒ hova=I vStu' vStu kem? AHtr xi›Ao AHdr vselI Ke ma!e vStu khevamaHAave Ke. Aek j cIj Ke ne Aek j gu Ke ne Aek j pyaRy Ke Aem n=I. AnHtgu neAnHtI pyaRy jemaH vselI Ke. ma!e tene ãƒ Ane vStu khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

;gu pyaRyvazo Ke' AHgIkar kyaR Ke Ae AaƒuH ;tuH ne? gu pyaRy je e AHgIkarkyaR Ke. Ke Aa„amaH i5kazI gu p` Ke Ane vtRman pyaRy p` Ke. gu pyaRyvazuH AetÀv Ke.. Aena pyaRy ma!e hEyaitne ma!e bIÔH tÀvone lne Aa pyaRy Ke Aem n=I.. cahetae AivkarI ke ivkarI ho p` Ae gu pyaRyvazuH pda=R pote potane lne Ke, prne lnen=I. Aahahaha¦ ;gu pyaRyvazo Ke'

;tenuH SvprÝkaxk &an' Aa„anuH SvprÝkaxk &an, Ke? ;Anekakar$p Aek Ke'Ae &an... Anek &eyone Ô e, KtaH Anekp e k!ka-qHD =ta n=I tena. Anekne Ô e KtaHAek$p&an$pe rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI GyuH Ke AemaH AakaronuH, Aa Aa„a je Ke, Ae&anSv$p Ýwu Ke. Ý&aSv$p &anSv$p Ýkax cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Ýwu, Ae cEtNy prneAnek AnHtpda=Rne Ô e, KtaH te prpda=R$pe =tuH n=I. Ae prpda=R AnHtne Ô e te=I te&anmaH AnHt qHD pDI Ôy Ke, AnHt &eyone Ô`taH Ae &eyakar$pe AnHtqHD =ay Ke Aemn=I, &an to Aek$pe j rhe Ke, Ae AnHt Ô`vamaH Aek$pe rhe Ke. Aahaha¦

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;SvprÝkaxk&an Anekakar$p Aek Ke' pr AaƒuH ne AemaH? prne, Anek Ô`vaKtaH Sv$p to Aekj Ke. pyaRyno \mR j SvprÝkaxk, AnHt prne... AnHt potanaAnHtgu o Aaid, beyne Ýkaxe KtaH te Aek$p rhenar Ke. &anna qHD ne wed =taH n=I TyaHAahaha¦ Aa ;Òv' namna pda=RnI ƒaQya kre Ke.

;vzI te Òvpda=R Aakaxaid=I iwNn' Aakax, prma u jem Aa iwNn cIj Kej¡dI Aevo j Ýwu ;Asa\ar` cEtNygu Sv$p Ke' jenamaH cEtNygu Asa\ar` Ae!leke bIÔH ãƒomaH to n=I. p` bIÔe Aevo gu n=I. Aevo Asa\ar` cEtNygu Sv$pKe. AenI sa=e AnHta gu o wegaH Ke. p` cEtNynI muQytamaH kar`ke cEtNy potane Ô e,cEtNy bIÔH gu onI hEyaitne Ô e, bIÔH gu onI hEyait bIÔH gu o n Ô e, jDnI hEyaitjD n Ô e, te &an prnI hEyaitne Ô e Ane prna-potana &an isvay AnHta gu neÔ e, te=I tene muQy cEtNygu Sv$p khevamaH Asa\ar`, bIÔe Aena jevo ko Ke nhÄgu . Aahaha¦ Aa to Òv kevo? ke 5snI dya paze ne prne suq Aape ne du:q Aape nemare ne... ÒvaDe ne... Ae Òv. Aa \H\o kre |yan raqIne Ae Òv, marI naQya A&anIAe.Aahaha¦ \H\ana ÝvI` =ne huixyarI krIne \H\a kre, dukanmaH =Do sacve, VyvS=a paHcpcas nokro hoy to b\ane kbÔmaH raqe, Ae Òv?

AhÄ khe Ke Ae tarI b\I vat qo!I Ke. Aahaha¦ Òv to Svne prne Ô`naro ÒvKe. prnuH kaH kre ne prnI ƒvS=a kre Ae Òv Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa huixyar bayuHhoy coqa kre vDIyuH vDI bnave papD bnave sev bnave sev sev huixyar hoy to puDlaêca bnave tel pane srqa. AaHhI khe Ke ke prãƒ Ke Aene Ýkaxe, Aene krI xke nhÄAenuH. Aahaha¦ Aa„a isvay AnHt pda=R Ke AenuH kaH krI xke nhÄ, p` Aene potamaHrhIne potanI s¿a=I Anekne Ô`taH KtaH &an Aek$p rhe Anek qHD qHD n =ay AevoAeno Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

;Ane ANy ãƒo sa=e Aek Ùe5maH rheva KtaH potana Sv$pne KoDto n=I' Ùe5wle Aek Ke. xrIr AhÄ rhe, AaTma AhÄ wego p` Aa xrIr xrIrmaH ne Aa„a Aa„amaHj¡do. Aa (xrIr) to ma!I jD \Uz Ke. Aahaha¦ Are Aene É–aH qbr Ke, huH ko` KuH neÉyaH KuH AemaH AoFe-AoFe, AaH\ze-AaH\za... jNMya ne pKI bazk ne yuvan ne v<â pKImrI Ôy ne vzI bIÔe wv, = ræuH pKI TyaH jnmnI ktar halI. Aek pKI Aek, AekpKI Aek jnm mr`- jnm mr` jnm-mr` ktar lagI g Ke Anaid=I. Aahaha¦

vStunI qbr n=I. Aek Ùe5e ræaH KtaH potamaH iS=t Ke. Aaha¦ Ke ne? ;Aavo Òvnamno pda=R smy Ke ßyare te potana SvwavmaH iS=t hoy Tyare to Svsmy Ke'khelanuH !UHkuH krI naQyuH Ke. ;Ane prSvwav-ragäeØmoh$p =ne rhe Tyare' pudgl kmRnaÝdex kI\aH'ta Aeno A=R j ragäeØ ne moh kyÈ. !IkamaH j AavI gyuH Ke. Aaha¦;prSvwav-ragäeØmoh$p =ne rhe Tyare prsmy Ke.

Ae Ýma e Òvne iäiv\p uH Aave Ke. AekvStune be-p uH AavuH Aave Ke. te bep uH KeAe xowayman Ke nhÄ.

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Oy¿i`CKygdo smAo sVvT= suHdro loge.bH\kha Oy¿e te ivsHvaidÌ hoid.. 3..OkTvinüygt: smy: svRœa suNdro loke.bN\k=EkTve ten ivsHvaidnI wvit.. 3..

smyxBdenaœa samaNyen svR Ova=È½iw\Iyte, smyt OkIwaven Svgu -pyaRyanŸ gCKtIit inÌ›e:. tt: svRœaaip \maR\maRkaxkalpu†ljIvãVyaTminloke ye yavNt: kecnaPy=aRSte svR Ov SvkIyãVyaNtmRG™anNtSv\mRckÊcuiMbno½ipprSprmcuMbNto½TyNtÝTyas¿avip inTymev Sv$padptNt: pr$pe apir`mnad-ivnÚanNtVyi›TvaÎ÷oTkIàR [v it¤Nt: smStivÌâaivÌâkayRhetutya x¬deviv¬mnug<ÿNto inytmekTvinüygtTvenEv saENdyRmap>Nte,ÝkaraNtre svRs÷-raiddoØap¿e:. OvmekTve svaR=aRnaH Ýiti¤te sit jIvaðySy smySy bN\k=ayaOv ivsHvadapi¿:. k¡tStNmUlpu†lkmRÝdexiS=tTvmUlprsmy-TvoTpaidtmetSyäEiv|ymŸ. At: smySyEkTvmevavit¤te.

hve, smyna iäiv\pàmaH AaCaayR ba\a btave Ke:-AekTvinüy-gt smy svR5 suHdr lokmaHte=I bne ivqvaidnI bH\nk=a AekTvmaH. 3.

ga=a=R:- (OkTvinüygt:) AekTvinüyne Ýaº je (smy:) smy Ke te(loke) lokmaH (svRœa) b\ey (suNdr:) suHdr Ke (ten) te=I (OkTve) AekTvmaH(bN\k=a) bIÔna sa=e bH\nI k=a (ivsHvaidnI) ivsHvad-ivro\ krnarI(wvit) Ke.

!Ika:- AhÄ ;smy' xBd=I samaNypè svR pda=R khevamaH Aave Ke kar` keƒuTpi¿ Ýma e ;smyte' Ae!le AekIwave (AekTvpUvRk) potana gu pyaRyoneÝaº = je pir`mn kre te smy Ke. te=I \mR-A\mR-Aakax-kaz-pudŸgl-ÒvãƒSv$p lokmaH svR5 je ko je!la je!la pda=È Ke te b\ay inüy=I(nÞI) AekTvinüyne Ýaº hova=I j suHdrta pame Ke kar` ke ANy Ýkare temaHsvRsHkr Aaid doØo AavI pDe. keva Ke te svR pda=È? potana ãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhelpotana AnHt \mÈna cÊne (smUhne) cuHbe Ke-SpxeR Ke top` jeAo prSprAekbIÔne SpxR krta n=I, ATyHt ink! AekÙe5avgah$pe ræa Ke top` jeAo





sdakaz potana Sv$p=I pDta n=I, pr$pe nih pir`mvane lI\e AnHt ƒi›tanax pamtI n=I ma!e jeAo !HkoTkI R jeva (xa¬t) iS=t rhe Ke Ane smStivÌâ kayR t=a AivÌâ kayRna hetupà=I jeAo hHmexaH iv¬ne _pkar kre Ke-!kavIraqe Ke. Aa Ýma e svR pda=ÈnuH iwþ iwþ Aekp uH isâ =va=I Òv namnasmyne bH\k=a=I j ivsHvadnI Aapi¿ Aave Ke to pKI bH\ jenuH mUz Ke AevuH jepudŸglkmRna ÝdexomaH iS=t =vuH, te jenuH mUz Ke AevuH prsmyp uH, tena=I _Tpþ =tuH(prsmy-Svsmy$p) iäiv\p uH tene (Òv namna smyne) É–aH=I hoy? ma!esmynuH Aekp uH hovu j isâ =ay Ke.

wava=R:- inüy=I svR pda=R potpotana SvwavmaH iS=t ræe j xowa pameKe. prHtu Òv namna pda=RnI Anaid kaz=I pudŸglkmR sa=e inim¿$p bH\-AvS=aKe te bH\avS=a=I Aa ÒvmaH ivsHvad qDo =ay Ke te=I te xowa pamto n=I. ma!evaStivk rIte ivcarvamaH Aave to Aekp uH j suHdr Ke tena=I Aa Òv xowa pame Ke.

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bIÒ ga=amaH Aem kæuH drek pda=R potana Sv-smymaH pir`me to Ae Aa„a$pekhevay y=a=R. prp e pir`me to Ae Ana„a$p dxa =. Aa„amaH Ae ApeÙaAe

iäiv\p uH AaƒuH. Aena vDe hve smyna iäiv\pàmaH AacayR ba\a btave Ke.

Oy¿i`CKygdo smAo sVvT= suHdro loge.bH\kha Oy¿e te ivsHvaidÌ hoid.. 3..AekTvinüy-gt smy svR5 suHdr lokmaHte=I bne ivqvaidnI bH\nk=a AekTvmaH. 3.

Aeno ga=a=R:- AekTvinüyne Ýaº je smy nam pda=R potamaH AekTvpàneÝaº, prna sHbH\ ivna, Aam to Aem khe Ke iv$â kayR Ane Aiv$â kayR=I jgt !kIræuH Ke. Ae to SvtH5 Svwav=I iv$â pir`mn ho ke Svwav=I Aiv$â pir`mn hop` vStu to Aem ne Aem !kI rhI Ke. prna sHbH\vazI vat Aave Ae du:q$p Ke. Ae vatKe. nhÄtr to paKz=I Ae Aavxe. JIÌ vat Ke Ýwu...¦

AekTvinüyne Ýaº je smy te lokmaH b\ey suHdr Ke. suHdrno A=R be vat Ke. AeklokmaH drek Aa„a AekeiNãy Aaid pyaRymaH, ãƒ to xuâ j Ke. suHdr Ke ãƒp e p` AenIsuHdrtanI Ýaiº =ay Tyare tene suHdrp e Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae=I AekTvinüygtkI\uH pir`mn, xuH kæuH? ke Aa„a je Ke Ae AekeiNãy=I maHDIne, gme TyaH hoy p` ãƒ trIketo Ae xuâ j Ke. ãƒmaH kaH AoKp, qHD, iv$â, Axuâ kaH =yuH j n=I. Aahaha¦ bIÒrIte AekTvinüygt, jevuH Sv$p Ke Ýwu Aa„anuH AevuH AwedrTn5yp e pir`me te suHdr


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Ke. vStu suHdr Ke Ae to samaNy vat krI, ãƒnI vat krI, ãƒ, p` Ae ãƒnI suHdrta,Aena pir`mnmaH wan Aaƒa ivna Ae suHdrta Ke, Aevo in Ry Anuwv n =ay TyaH su\IAene suHdr Ke AenI qbr n=I.

AekTvinüygt, wgvan Aa„a, potanuH je Awed rTn5y AekTv, xuâ je ãƒSvwav je \/uv tene |yey, (bnavIne) je sMyGdxRn-&an, cair5 Awedp e =ay te suHdrKe. vStu trIke suHdr svR5 Ke. Ae to Ok sa\ar` vat krI p` Ae suHdrta Ke, AenuHpir`mnmaH wan =ay Aene ma!e Ae suHdrta brabr Ke. smÔ uH kaH? AevI vatuH Ke Aa¦

AekTvinüyne Ýaº, Ýaº Ke ne? Awed rTn5yne Ýaº =ay, Ýwu Aa„a xuâicdanHdFn Ýwu, Ae potana sMyGdxRn&ancair5 AevI dxane Ýaº =ay, Tyare j tenIxowa Ke. Tyare tenuH vaStivk AiStTv ¹iÚmaH AaƒuH, AnuwvmaH AaƒuH. smÔ uH kaH?Aahaha¦

—te=I AekTvmaH bIÔna sa=e bH\nI k=a˜ wgvan Aa„ane kmRna inim¿nabH\nI sa=e sHbH\, Ae inH> Ke, ivkar _Tpþ krnar Ke, Ae inH> Ke, bH\ k=a Ae!le bH\wav, wav xBde bH\ k=a Ke. Ke ne? bH\ k=a. bIÔna sa=e bH\nI k=a xBd Ke p` AenoA=R Ae ke bIÔnI sa=e bH\no je wav Ae inHdnIy Ke. Aa to smysar Ke¦ Aena AekekxBdmaH svR& wgvannI khelI vaÌ Ke Aa. FÌ gU#ta Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„aAekp uH pame te xowa Ke. ãƒe to Aekp uH Ke. p` ãƒ AavuH Ke AevI Awed rTn5ynIpirìt pame Tyare te xowane Ýaº =ay. AemaH kmRna sHbH\na bH\nI k=a, Ae!le wav.Ae sHbH\Ino je wav Ae ivro\ Ke. Ae inHdnIy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa„ane Aà„ dxabnave AevI Ae dxa Ke, ma!e te ivro\ Ke, JIÌ vat Ke¦ Aa vataR n=I Aa to wgvannIsvR& vItrag. Aahaha¦ i5lokna= tI=Åkrdev AenuH Aa k=n Ke wa. Aahaha¦ ivsHvad,ivro\ krnarI Ke, Ae xBda=R =yo.

!Ika:- AhÄ ;smy' xBd=I samaNyp e Ae!le b\a pda=ÈnI koi! Aene AhÄsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. \maRiStkay, Ke ne? svR pda=ÈmaH Aave Ke. —kar` ke... ƒuTpi¿Ýma e ;smyte' Ae!le AekIwave AekTvpUvRk potana gu pyaRyone Ýaº = je pir`mnkre te smy Ke . Ae b\a pda=È AavI gya. te=I, xuH kI\uH ? samaNyp e ;smy' Ae!leAeklo AaTma Aem nihH, b\a pda=È, smŸ ´ Ay pote potap e pir`me Aevo smy,Ae!le KAe ãƒ. je AekIwave potana gu nI pyaRyp e Ýaº =ne pir`mn kre te smy Ke.

—te=I \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, Aakax, kaz, pudŸgl ne Òvãƒ, (K ãVyo)ÒvãƒSv$p lok, Aahaha¦ svR5 je kae je!la je!la pda=È Ke je!la je!lasHQyaAe, Anaid=I Ane AnHtkaz Aemne Aem je!la pda=R Ke te!la j rhevana Ke.Aahaha¦ te=I \maRiStkay, A\maRiStkay, Aakax, kaz Ane pudŸgl ne ÒvãƒSv$plok svR5. —je ko je!la je!la pda=aeR, te b\a qreqr AekTvinüyne Ýaº hova=I -suHdrta pame Ke.˜ Aekla rhe potana wavmaH, prna sHbH\ ivna, Ae suHdrtane Ýaº

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khevay Ke. Aahaha.¦—kar` ke ANy Ýkare temaH svRsHkr Aaid doØo AavI pDe , A=va bIÒ rIte

khIAe to be ãƒ Aek = Ôy, kaH Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒ$pe = Ôy. Ôe Aa rIte n hoy toAek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒ$pe = Ôy, smÔ uH kaH? Ane Aek ãƒ Ane bIÔ ãƒ vCce qIcDo= Ôy be Aek = Ôy. be Aek = Ôy Ae j¡duH Ane Aek ãƒ bIÔ ãƒ$pe = Ôy,Ae bIj¡H. Aeva Aeva doØo Aave, Ôe Aa rIte n hoy to. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke. AamaHAekeiNdya... be[iNdya i5[iNdyamaH vqt gaZyo hoy to Aene Aa smjvuH k@` pDe.Aaha¦ samaiyk krI, poØa kyaR ne piDkm`aH kyaR ne \Uzey n=I ÉyaHy samaiyk. Aahaha¦¦

Aatm pda=R jem Ke Aem KAe ãƒo, wgvane- ijne¬rdeve kevz&anmaH K ãƒÔeyaH, te K ãƒ potana gu pyaRyne Ýaº =ay. te tenI xowa Ke. prna sHbH\maH kaH p`=ay Ae AenI xowa n=I. Aahaha¦

ANy Ýkare sHkr Aaid doØo AavI pDe. keva Ke te svR pda=È? Aahaha¦¦—potana ãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhel˜ drek ãƒ je Ke vStu, AnHt Aa„aAo, AnHt prma uAo,AsHQy kaza uAo, Aek \maRiStkay, Aek A\maRiStkay Ane Aek Aakax Ae b\a pda=ÈãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhel je potamaH gu Ane pyaRyp e Ke. —potamaH AHtmRG™ rhela AnHt\maeR.˜ \mR Ae!le gu Ane pyaRy, je ãƒe potana gu pyaRyne \arI raqel Ke. Aahaha¦¦Ke? —potana AnHt \mÈna cÊne Ae!le smUhne SpxeR Ke.˜ drek ãƒ AnHtnI sHQyaAe jeKe, te te ãƒ potamaH rhela gu Ae!le kaym rhelI xi›Ao Ane vtRman pyaRy, Aene teãƒ, potana \mRne cUHbe Ke tene ADe Ke, tene SpxeR Ke. Aahaha¦ ;top`' top` kem kæuH?ke potana gu pyaRyne to SpxeR Ke ne¦ to bIÔ hare p` SpxeR Ane ADe to xuH vaH\o?Aahaha¦

—jeAo prSpr AekbIÔne SpxR krta n=I˜ Aa Aek prma u bIÔ prma uneADto n=I. Aahaha¦ Aek Aa„a Ae kmRna _dyne jDnI dxane Ae Aa„a ADtoy n=I,SpxRto n=I. Aek prma une Aa„a ADto n=I, SpxRto n=I. Aahaha¦ pg AhÄya caleKe jmIn _pr, to Ae pg jmInne AD–a ivna cale Ke, Aare¦ AavI vat hve¦¦ vItragsvR&Ae khela tÀvo, SvtH5 Ane prna AalHbn ivna jenuH rhevuH !kvuH potana \mR Ae!legu pyaRymaH cUHbIne rhe Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa ha= Ke Ae AhÄ ADto n=I khe Ke nakne, KrIKe Ae xakne Aam kapta xakne KrI ADtI j n=I. kho, Ae xak to Aena prma unI AenIpyaRy, Aekek prma unI pyaRy te kaze =vanI te pota=I =ay Ke. KrI Aene ADtIy n=IAne KrI=I k!ka =ya j n=I. Aare¦ AavI vat Ke.

(]ota: xak pa!Iya _pr lavIne mUke Ke ne?) pa!Iyane ADtuHy n=I xak. Ae ro!lIje Ke Aene vel uH ADtuHy n=I. (AapnI vat saHwzvI bhu k@`¦) AamaH khe Ke,kop` ãƒ, ãƒ Ke Ae!le potamaH kaym rhenara gu o p` hoy Ane pl!tI AvS=ap` hoy, AevuH hova KtaH p` potana gu pyaRyne cUHbe, ADe p` bIÔna ãƒ gu


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pyaRyne ADtuH n=I, 5` kaz 5` lokmaH. Aahahaha¦ vÄKI Aa xrIrne DHq marto n=I(ADto n=I to DHq É–aH=I mare) ADto n=I. Aaha¦ Aa te xuH khe Ke? vStu iS=it jAevI Ke. Svp e Ke, prp e n=I. n=I Aene Ae kem ADe? Aahaha¦

vItrag svR& prme¬r Aena khelaH tÀvo JIàH Ke bhu bapu¦ vaDamaH (sHÝdaymaH)jNMya Aeney AenI qbr n mze. Aa to prnI dya pazo Ane Aa kro. AhÄ to khe Keke prne ADto n=I ne dya xI rIte paze? dya pazvI Ae!le xuH? bIÔ ÒvnI rÙa krvI.rÙa Ae!le ke Ke Aene Aem raqva, to Aa„a Aene ADI xkto n=I to rÙa xI rIte kre?rÙa krvano wav ho, Ae to AenI pyaRymaH wav hoy, p` Ae pyaRy prnI rÙa krI xkeKe? prne ADtI n=I Ae pyaRy. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to sara (svR) mnu*yone, AagzmßjHtu (Aavxe sara lok) AaqI duinya Aavo Ane AamaH wavo¦ sagm!e not$H Ke.Aahaha¦

khe Ke ke je tavDImaH je ro!lI =ay Ae ro!lI tavDIne ADtI n=I Ane tavDIro!lIne ADtI n=I, tavDI AiG™ne ADtI n=I, AiG™ tavDIne ADtI n=I, AavI vat Ke.Aahaha¦ vStunuH Sv$p j Aa iS=itAe Ke, Aa rIte n hoy to qIcDo = Ôy, n AaƒuHpheluH? Aek bIÔmaH sHÊm` = Ôy Ane kaH Aek bIÔ, Aek = Ôy ivgere go@v`krta. Aahaha¦

j¡Ao¦ Aane (ha=ne) AD–a ivna Aa êcuH =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa kagzne ADIneAam Aa êcuH =ay Ke Aem n=I. AaHgzI Aane ADtI j n=I, AavuH Ke. hve Aene dyapazvI Ane bIÔnI ihHsa krvI, Aahaha¦ sTy bolvuH Ane jU@uH bolvuH nihH ne Ane jU@uHbolvuH ne Ae b\I jDnI pyaRyne Aa„a ADto n=I ne kre É–aH=I? Aahahaha¦ AakruHkam bhu. Aa Òw, Aa ho@ Ke Ae Aa ho@ne ADto n=I. kemke ÝTyek rjk` potana gupyaRyne ADe Ke, p` bIÔna ãƒgu pyaRyne te cUHbto, ADto, SpxRto n=I. Aahaha¦AavuH vStunuH Sv$p Ke. (wed&an pheluH Ke) vStu iS=it AavI Ke. Ae AaHgzane ha=ADto n=I ne Avaj =ay Ke Aene Aa ha= ADto n=I. ne Avaj AHdr=I Aaƒo,waØanI pyaRynI SvtH5ta, waØa potana gu pyaRyne ADe Ke. AemaH Aa ha= potanagu -pyaRyne SpxeR Ke, p` Ae waØanI pyaRyne SpxeR Aa„a (Aem n=I.) Aahahaha¦énuH \g\gtuH paÌ camDIne ADtuH j n=I Ane AhÄya foLlaH pDe Ke. Aa k ÔtnuH?Aa to vItragnI kolej Ke.

ijne¬rdev i5lokna= svR& prma„a Aem e Ôeyela pda=È je rIte SvtH5p e KeAe rIte temnuH ÝwunuH k=n Ke. Aahaha¦ AhÄ =PpD mare Aam to khe Ke AaHgzI Aane(galne) AhÄ ADtI n=I. ko` kre? ADtI n=I Aa, ADtuH n=I Aa. Aa j¡da rjkÀa j¡da rjk` Aahaha¦ ma!e ko mare Ane Aem khe ke huH to tne ADto n=I, p`marvano wav teH kyÈ. AemaH tne Aem =yuH ke huH Aane Aam kruH, Ae j im+yaTvwav Ke.Aahahaha¦ Aek ãƒnI pyaRy vtRman dxa, bIÔ ãƒnI pyaRyne 5` kazmaH ADtI n=I,

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SpxRtI n=I. cUHbtI n=I. Aahaha¦ ADe to be pyaRy Aek = Ôy, kaH be pyaRy Ke Ae AekpyaRy bIÔ pyaRy$pe = Ôy. Aahaha¦ AavuH tÀv Ke. Ke? Ke AHdr j¡Ao¦ Aa AeklI!ImaH b\uH sma uH Ke —svR pda=È˜ Aem AaVyuH ne? Aahaha¦

svR pda=R, Aahaha¦ ßyaH Òv git kre Ae potana gu pyaRyne Spx±ne git kre,p` \maRiStkayne O ADe Ke Aem n=I. tem \maRiStkay Ke, ma!e AaHhI Aane ADe Ke gitkrnarne (Aem n=I) Aahaha¦ AavI vat. KIÌ Aam lo#a _pr pDe, p` Ae lo#aneKIÌ ADtI n=I, kem ke KIÌna prma uAo pot potana gu pyaRymaH rhela Ke Anelo#ana gu pyaRyo AemaH rhela Ke, KIÌnI pyaRy Aene ADtI n=I, KIÌno pyaRy \mRprna pyaRy \mRne KUto (ADto) n=I. Aahahaha¦ ke!lo Ae e AhHkar ka#vo pDxe?ßyaH hoy TyaH meH kyuÅ, meH kyuÅ, meH kyuÅ. AhÄya to Aagz lne khexe ke vStu je Ke Aa„a,Ae ƒvharne SpxRto n=I, tem inüy ƒvharne SpxRto n=I. Tyare te suHdrtane pame Ke.Awed rTn5y kæuH ne¦

AekTv inüygt, potamaH je &an dxRn Aaid AanHd gu Ke, Ane AenuH pir`mnKe. pir`mn Ke, iv$âey pir`mn Ke, Ae Ke AenI AvS=amaH Ae rIte iv¬ !kI ræuH Ke. pÀe suHdrtane Aem n pame Aem khe Ke. suHdrtane to ivk<¿ riht Aa„a potanI inmRzAwed rTn5yne pame, Ae AenI suHdrta Ke. Ane Ae ƒvhar rTn5yne, Ae Awed rTn5ynIpyaRy, ƒvhar rTn5yno je rag Aene ADto n=I. Ane ƒvhar rTn5yno rag AwedrTn5yne KUto n=I, ke je=I ƒvhar rTn5y=I inüy rTn5y =ay Aem n=I. Aahaha¦AavuH Ke lokmaH, jEnmaH vaDamaH jNMya Aene qbr n mze jEnnI, Ame jEn KIAe, jEnKIAe, Are bapu¦ jEn kone kheva wa? Aahaha¦

smSt pda=È AemaH ko pda=R bakI n ræo. AnHt AnHt prma uAo, Aahaha¦paÌ AiG™ne ADtuH n=I Ane paÌ énuH =ay Ke Ae Aeno potano pyaRy \mR Ke ma!e.Aahaha¦ Ae to potana gu Ane pyaRyna \mRne Ae paÌna rjkò ADe Ke, AiG™neADtuH n=I Ane énuH =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae énI AenI paÌna rjk`nI SpxR gu nIpyaRy Ke. Ae pyaRy AiG™=I = n=I. Aahahaha¦ nhÄ to AiG™=I paÌ _nuH =yuH, Ae toÝTyÙ Ke- pheluH paÌ @HDu htuH. Ae AiG™ne ADyuH Tyare énuH =yuH bapu¦ tuH xuH j¡Ao Ko? AepaÌ pote j bdLyuH Ke Aem tuH Ôe ke AiG™ sHyog AavI ma!e bdLyuH Ôe to, tarI ¹iÚmaHfer Ke. Aahaha¦ paÌ pote bdlIne énuH =yuH Ke. Ae sHyogI CaIj=I énuH =yuH Ke Aem 5`kazmaH n=I. Aahahaha¦

hÒ tÀvnI ƒvS=a AavI Ke Aem Aene btavIne inim¿ _pr=I to lÙ KoDavvuHKe, p` inüymaH je ƒvhar sa=e hoy Ke, AenuHy lÙ KoDavvuH Ke Ane Awed rTn5ynekravvanI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ suDtalIs xi› AavI Ke ne, tuH¦ AemaH ko xi› TyaHAevI sI\I rIte potap e Ke ne prp e n=I, AevuH nhÄ p` ttŸ ne AttŸmaH nIkze Ke Ae.Aa„a &an$p Ke te &an$p rhe Ke, Ane &ey Ae ragaid &ey$pe =to n=I. AemaH AiSt


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naiStnI vat AavI Ôy Ke. nymaH to sat (wHgmaH) AiStna to wHg j¡da paD–a Ke.ãƒ pyaRy AiSt-naiSt, AiSt-naiSt ne SyatŸ Av›ƒ.

p`, AamaH to vStu vStup e Ke. Aa„a, Ae &eyp e qreqr to rag Ane prvStuAe p` &ey Ke. Ae &eyp e te vStu (AaTma) =tI n=I. Aahahaha¦ &an potane Ô`taH,Ô`vana kaze ragne, ƒvharne Ô e KtaH, te ragne rag$pe &an =yuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AeragnI pyaRy Ke ma!e AhÄ SvprÝkaxk pyaRy = Aem n=I. Ae potana j gu pyaRyno\mR te vqte, Svprne Ô`vano Sv=I _Tpþ =yo Ke, Aene Ae SpxeR Ke. Aahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH? p` qreqr to ragne Ae SpxRto j n=I. bharnaH ko gu ne to SpxRton=I, Ae to Aek kor raqo, kar` ke Aa„amaH bH\ k=a ivsHvadI btavvI Ke ne?

wgvan Aek Sv$pe Ke Aene ragno sHbH\ bH\ k=a Ae!le bH\ wav. Aahahahaha¦AamaH Aem khevuH Ke ke drek pda=R iv$â Svwav ke Aiv$â Svwav Ae p e rhIne iwþ !kIræa Ke. ko kone kar e kaH Ke nhÄ, Ae rIte jgt !kI ræuH Ke. p` AaHih paKuH Ae btavIneAemaH=I j¡duH paDvuH Ke, pr=I to jUdo paDyo. (AaTmane) p` Aena pyaRymaH je \mR Ke, Aenep` jUdo paDvo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aam Aek kor Aem kæuH ke potana gu pyaRyne CaUHbe Ke. ivkarnep` Ae CaUHbe Ke prne nhÄ. p` hve AhÄya to AekTv inüygt isâ krvuH Ke.

wgvan Aa„a Aeklo icdanHd \/uv, Anakuz xaHt rsno kHd, xaHt rsp e pir`me,Ae ƒvharna ragne ADtoy n=I, ƒvharna ragne SpxRto n=I- ƒvharno rag,wgvan xaHtp e pir`me Ke, \mRp e, Awed rTn5yp e, AemaHy Aa ƒvharno ragAaHhI ADto n=I. Aahaha¦ Aa to vItrag svR&dev Aem e khelaH tÀvonI gHwIrta KeÝwu¦ Ae vat svR& isvay É–aHy, vItrag ijne¬r isvay É–aHy Ke nhÄ. b\e AoKuH,Ai\k ne ivprIt krIne, ivprIt krI naQyuH Ke. vaDavazaney qbr n=I, hÒ pD–a KeÉ–aH Ke xuH Ke ne ko` Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHih to khe inim¿ Aave to kayR =ay, ßyare AhÄya to Aem khe Ke, inim¿ ADtuHn=I ne kayR =ay Ae xI rIte tuH khe Ke? Aahaha¦ ne AHdrmaH ßyare wed&an=I lAe Tyareto ;AekTvgt' Ae!le Awed rTn5yp e pir`me Aene wed rTn5y ADtuH n=I ke wedrTn5y Ke ma!e Awed rTn5y =yuH Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ JI uH Ke wa Aa. Aavo magRhve. Aahaha¦ Aolo to svare é@e nmo AirhHta H krIne Aek samaiyk kre, = gyo \mRÔv, hve 5evIs klak pap kro. samaiykey konI htI? im+yaTvnI htI. Aahaha¦ ragmHd kre kdaictŸ TYaaH to Ae pu~y htuH AemaH Ae e \mR maNyo hto, Ae to Ae e im+yaTvneseVyuH Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

AhÄ khe Ke svR pda=È. wgvane svR&deve, ijne¬rdeve, je AnHt Aa„a kæa,AnHt prma u Aa rjk`o Ke. Aa (AaHgzI) Aek cIj n=I kaH Aena k!ka krta krtaKeLlo poN! rhe te prma u, Aek prma u bIÔ prma une ADto n=I. Aahaha¦ KtaHxaÏmaH Aem Aave ke Aek prma umaH be gu cIkax Ke, bIÔ prma unI car gu nI

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cIkax Ke, Ae wegI =ay to car gu =ay. Ae to Ae smye car gu =vanI pyaRymaHyoGytano \mR potano Ke. Ae car gu vazuH inim¿ htuH ma!e car gu =, Aem n=I.Are¦ bhu fer, FÌ vatno fer, Aahaha¦ Ane Aa xrIrna rjkò Ke Aa jD ma!I \Uz AeAa„ane AD–ay n=I AHdr, Ane Aa„a p` xrIrney AD–o n=I 5` kazmaH. Aek vat.

Aa„a, kmRno _dy jD Ke AHdr, prma unI s¿a Ke AemaH=I _dy Aave Ke Ae jDKe, Aene Aa„a ADto n=I. tem Ae kmRno je _dy jD Ke pyaRy, Ae potana pyaRyne SpxeRKe, p` Ae jDnI pyaRy AhÄ ragne ADe Ke, ma!e AhÄya rag =ay Ke, Aem Ke nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke bapu vItrag magR bhu JIò¦ Aahaha¦ Aa cXma Ke Ae AhÄAD–a ivna AhÄ rhela Ke, ko` mane? pagl khe, pagl. heH? (]ota: paÌ _trI Ôy)Ane Aa pg je jmIn _pr cale Ke, Ae pg jmInne AD–a ivna cale Ke Aem AhÄ kheKe. pg je cale Ke Aene Aa„a AD–o n=I, pgne jmIn ADI n=I, pg jmInneAD–o n=I, pgna rjk`ne Aa„a ADyo n=I. Aa„a rjk`ne ADyo n=I Ane pgnIgit Aam =ay Ke, Ae rjk`nI potanI pyaRyne lne =ay Ke. Aahahahaha¦É–aH Aa ma`sne, smjvuH? covIs klakmaH Aa kyÅu ne te kyuÅ, Aa kyuR ne te kyuÅ. Aahaha¦

pr pda=RnI Ô e ƒvS=a meH krI dukanna \H\anI ƒvS=a meH krI, _FraÌ p` huHgyo ne brobr huH laƒo, Are Ýwu xuH kre Ke tuH Aa? Ae b\o im+ya¹iÚno im+ya papnopaqHD wav Ke. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao, Aa 5IÒ ga=a. Aek be ne 5` Aem n=I krta(hirfamaH), AolanI hare, heH? 5 e pUruH krI de Ke.

5IÒ ga=amaH, ;Aey¿i`CKgdo' Ýwu, wgvan Aa„a, potana xuâ Sv$pnepiv5ne, pu~y-papna ivkLp Ke Ae rag Ke, Aene Ýaº =ay Ae to bH\ k=a, bH\ wav Ke.Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ ha, Svwav=I iv$â kayR Ane Aiv$â kayR=I jgt !kI ræuH Ke AembtaƒuH, Aem ke Ae kone lne ko Ke Aem nih. p` hve AhÄ to Aa„anI vat krtaHto ivkar=I p` j¡do Aa„a btavvo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem ke Aa dya ne dan ne v/t ne wi›ne krIAe to sMyGdxRn =ay, to \mR dxa ƒvhar krtaH krtaH =ay Ane ƒvhar inüynephÇcaDe Ae tdŸn im+yaxLy Ke. Aahahaha¦

im+yadxRn xLy mhapap Ke, hve Ae papnI kaH qbr n mze, Òv mre to paplage Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ke Òv mre Ke Ae AenI Aayu*ynI pUrI iS=it=ay ma!e, tuH Aene marI xke Ko Ae 5` kazmaH bnI xktuH n=I. Aahaha¦ kem ke Òv AeneADI xkto n=I. ADto n=I Ane mare xI rIte? bhu fer Aa to, heH? AavuH Sv$p Ke bapu.Aahaha¦ ijne¬rdev Aeno ëDo kUvo- AnHt gu no \Ì Ýwu Ke TyaH Aene l jva mageKe. Aahaha¦ sHyog=I to j¡do p` sHyogI (wav) rag, ƒvharrTn5y, sHyogI wav,Aahahaha¦ Aep e pir`mtuH, pr=I j¡dap uH TyaH raQyuH, p` Aep e pir`mtuH, Svwav=Ij¡do Ko Ae n kyuÅ teH. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦ Aa be lI!ImaH Aa!luH b\u wyuÅ Ke. Aa to b\adaqla Ke. Aahaha¦ car pEse xer to m`na A#I $ipya pKI saDI saD5Is xerna saDI


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saD5Is Aana, ds xerna ds Aana, pcIs xerna pcIs Aana, Ae to b\I AenI kUHcInoAe daqlo.

Aem Aa ;svR pda=È, kevaH Ke svR pda=È? Aem kæuH Ke ne? kevaH Ke svR pda=È? svRAe!le AnHt pda=È, AnHt Ae!le AnHt Aa„aAo Ane AnHt rjkò Ane AsHQykaza uAo keva Ke? —potana ãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhel.˜ potana ãƒmaH rhela Ke AHtmRG™Aeva Aaha¦ —potana AnHt \mÈna cÊ˜ cÊ Ae!le smUh. Aahaha¦ Aa„a potanaAnHta gu Ane AnHtI pyaRy inmRz tene ADe Ke ne cUHbe Ke. Aahahaha¦ —AemaH rhelanecUHbe ne ADe Ke. Aahahaha¦ inüy=I to wgvan Aa„a ƒvhar dya danno ivkLp é@eKe Aene Ae Aa„a cUHbto n=I, ADto n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae iwþ rhe Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavojEn \mR hxe¦ jEn \mR to wa Aa samaiyk kro, poha krva ne piDkmà krva AaÔ5a krvI gIrnar Ane palItaà bapa Ae b\I vato Ke.

Ae xrIrnI iÊyaAo xrIrmaH, Ae xrIrno \mR Ke Ae to Aeno, Ae=I AenI iÊya =ayKe. taramaH rag =ay Ae to pu~y Ke, jEn \mR n=I. ra5e kæuH' tuH 83 ga=a (wavpahuD-AÚpahuD) pUÔ, wi›, vHdn, vEyavCc, v/t Ae b\a wav pu~y Ke, \mR n=I. Ae rag KeAe Aa„ano vItrag \mR n=I. Aahahahaha¦

AhÄya to bH\ k=a btavIne, ragno sHbH\ p` qo!o Ke Aem btavvuH Ke. Aamb\uH jgt !kI ræuH Ke Ae pot potana gu pyaRymaH, wle iv$â$pe ke Aiv$â$pe, jgtAem !kI ræuH Ke kona sHbH\=I !kI ræuH Ke Aem n=I. AemaH=I paKuH ka#Ine, AwedrTn5yp e pir`me Aa„a, xuâ cEtNy vStu, prne to ADe nhÄ p` ragne ADe nhÄ. Anepotana gu pyaRyne ADe ne SpxeR ãƒne, potanI pyaRy ãƒne Spx±ne. Aahaha¦ je ãƒpyaRyne ADyuH Ke, cUHByHu Ke, Ae pyaRyne ãƒ sa=e cUHbavIne, Spx±ne, Aahaha¦ je inmRzsMyGdxRn &an =ay, AenuH nam prma„a jEn \mR khe Ke. Aahahahaha¦ bakI to mjUrIkrI krIne mrI gyo AnHt kaz=I. Aek to vepar \H\anI mjUrIAo, mo!a mjUr OfulcHdwa. heH? Aahaha¦ ptra ferƒa ne Aa ferƒa (Aap kho ne na pDay) Aaha¦

ijne¬rdev, [Não ne g`\ronI smÙmaH Aam kheta hta. Ae vat Aa AavI KeAhÄ. [Não ne g`\ro wgvan pase ibraje Ke ATyare mhaivdehmaH, sImH\r Ýwu ibrajeKe, TyaH Aa kheta hta Ae vaÌ AhÄ AavI Ke. kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH=I Aaƒa, Aahaha¦ AhÄ=Igya hta, TyaH=I paKa Aaƒa Tyare Aa bnaƒuH —smysar˜, Aahahaha¦ Tyare Aem kæuHke wgvan 5` lokna na= sImH\r Ýwu, tuH jenI samaiykmaH Aa&a mage Ke, hewgvan¦ Ae wgvan Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ ke prnI dya tuH pazI xkto n=I, kemke prnetuH ADI xkto n=I. Aaha¦ prne marI xkto n=I kemke prne ADI xkto n=I. Aahaha¦jU@a bolvanI waØa tuH krI xkto n=I kemke Aene ADto n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aagz jnejU@a bolvano je wav Ke ivkLp Ae (Axuâ) inüy rTn5y Ke Ae Aene ADto n=I.Aahaha¦ Aa to vItrag magR bapu JIò Ke¦ Aek (nI) k=a JIÌ hoy toy p`

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sa\ar` ma`so, (Ae) Aa to ijne¬rdev, i5lokna= (nI va`I) Aene saHwzI n=I,Aahaha¦ kre to É–aH=I.

paKa potana AnHt \mÈ lI\a Ke, AsHQy ke sHQy nihH. drek prma u Aek prma uho, poN! KeLlo !ukDo to p` AemaH AnHt \mR Ke. gu ne pyaRy AnHt Ke. Aahaha¦

AnHt \mÈna smUhne cUHbe Ke. Aahaha¦ KokruH nanuH hoy ne Aene cUHbe ne Aam,galne ADe ne cUHbe? na, na ho@ne tUH ADyo n=I, ho@ Aena xrIrne ADyo n=I, Ae xrIrtara ho@ne ADyuH n=I. Ane cUHbn meH lI\uH Aem man (Wa/m Ke.) Aahahaha¦ Aa nvo \mRhxe Aavo? p` ATyar su\I to saHwzta nhota to nvo ka#yo hxe Aavo?song#vazaAe nvo ka#yo Aem khe Ke. (]ota: AaHy saHwzta nhota ma!e bIjenhoto) b\e hto, F e @eka e, mhaivdehmaH to Ýwu ibraje Ke TyaH to \o\mar \mR caleKe, vIs tI=Åkro ibraje Ke. vIs ivhrman Ýwu, TyaH to \o\mar \mR cale Ke, Aa.Aahaha¦

nvo ka#yo ne AekaHtvadI Ke Aa Aem (ke!la'k) khe Ke. Ýwu tuH xuH khe Ke wa. tnetara SvwavnI Ane ivwavnI SvtH5tanI tne qbr n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae!le Aem khe keinim¿=I p` =ay (ne) _padan=I p` =ay Ae AnekaHt Ke. AhÄ khe Ke pota=I =aypr=I n =ay Ae AnekaHt Ke. Aola khe Ke ke inüy=I p` =ay, ƒvhar=I p` inüy=ay, Ae AnekaHt Ke. AhÄ khe Ke ke ƒvhar=I inüy n =ay Ane inüy (Sv) ãƒneAa]ye =ay Ae AnekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le? potano Ýwu je pUr` gu xi›vazo KeAene Aa]ye ßyare \mR =ay Ke, Ae inüyny sMykŸ AekaHtmaH Ôy Ke, ny Ke qrIne? AesMykŸ AekaHtmaH inüy Svwavne Aa]ye \mR =ay Ke. Ae sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. Ane sMykŸAekaHt =yeluH &an, rag Ane ƒvhar Ke, Aem weguH wezvIne Ô e Tyare Aene Ýma`&ankhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

Ane TyaH su\I to lI\uH, nycÊmaH (kæuH) ke Ýma` pUßy n=I, kem ke Ýma`maH bIj¡HpyaRy ne rag wze Ke Ô`vamaH, Ane Aa inüynymaH pyaRyno inØe\ vteR Ke, ma!einüyny pUßy Ke, Ýma` pUßy n=I. bIÒ pyaRyne wezvIne &an kre Ke, p` AaeluHphelanuH raqIne, Aahaha¦ Svwav je i5kaz Ke, Aeno Aa]y lne je =ay Ae inüyneraqIne, pyaRyne wegI wezve Aene Ýma` &an khe Ke. Aeklane inüy &an khe Ke, pyaRynewezve Aene Ýma`&an khe Ke. p` Ae Ýma` &an pyaRyne Ô e Ae judI vat Ke, pyaRynoAa]y krva Ôy Ke TyaH to ivkLp é@e Ke, ma!e Ýma`&anmaH pyaRyno inØe\ n=IAavto. Ýma`maH AenuH &an Aave Ke, inüymaH to pyaRyno inØe\ vteR Ke. Aare¦ AavIvatuH Ke.

Ae=I AhÄ to Aene Awed rTn5y inüygt isâ krvuH Ke, ;inüygt' Ke ne?Aekag/ inüygt, Aekag/ inüyne Ýaº O vStu Ke wle Aene Ýaº kho. ke vStu Ke AemaHAwed rTn5yne Ýaº kho. Ae suHdr Ke. (]ota: Ae to KAe ãVynI vat krvI ÔeAe ne


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AhÄ to Aa„amaH étarvanuH Ke ne AhÄya Aap e to, KAe (ãƒ) maH=I ka#vuH Ke toAamaH, KeLlo srvazo to Ae levo Ke ne?

khe Ke iwþ iwþ isâ =va=I, Òv namna smyne, Aem levuH Ke ne AHte to? wlebtave b\anI vat phelI krI. Aem Òv namna pda=Rne bH\ k=a=I te iv$â pame Ke AemkhevuH Ke. l to TyaH ÔvuH Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Aavo k Ôtno \mR hxe¦ Aaha¦ sHÝdaymaHto ßyaH Ôy TyaH Ae j vat hale v/t kro, samaiyk kro, poØa kro, piDkmà kro, KprbInI dya pazo, K prbI lIlotrI n qaAo, K prbI b/æcyR pazvuH, Aa vat te kÔtnI Aa te? Aahaha¦

bapu¦ Ae b\I vatuH bharnI, iÊya jDnI Ane AHdrmaH wav Aave to Ae ragno,Ae kae \mR iÊya n=I. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to Sv$p je Ke tene KAe ãƒnI iS=it krIne,pKI Aa„amaH bH\p uH Ke, Ae indÈØ n=I, sdoØ Ke, Aem btavIne vStu (šaaykwav)trf l jvo Ke Aene. Aahahaha¦ hve Aek klakmaH yad ke!luH rhe? b\I vat j¡dI ÔtnIAave. dan Aapo, pEsa qrco, Aekla n qaAo, j¡Ao, Aem n=I AavtuH? (naàH mzxep` !aàH nhÄ mze) ha, Ae vzI khe Ke p` Aap e ;pÍnHdI pHcivHxit' Aem khe mZyuHKe, Ae Aeklo qax to kagDamaH=I jx. Ae Aave Ke te Ae ragnI mHdtanI ƒaQyabtave. btave, KtaH Ae kaH \mR n=I, inüy Aa„ane Aa]ye \mR Ke, TyaH Aavo rag hoyAene ƒvhar \mRno Aarop khevamaH Aave Ke. ƒvhar Ae!le ke Ae Aem n=I, inim¿neAa\In k=n krvamaH Aave Ke. Aahahahaha¦

svR pda=È keva Ke? pda=È keva Ke, Ame khIAe KIAe ma!e Aeva Ke Aem nhÄ.wgvan Aem khe Ke ke Ame kaH pda=Rne kyaR Ke? wgvane kaH kyaR n=I. svR pda=È SvyHisâ Ke Aeno ko ktaR ¬r-vr Ke nhÄ. wgvane ÔeyuH Ke, kaH wgvane kyuÅ Kepda=RnuH Sv$p prnuH? Aem n=I. te=I AhÄ khe Ke —keva Ke te svR pda=È' Ae pda=È kevaKe? potana ãƒmaH AHtmRG™ rhel, potana AnHt \mÈna cÊne cUHbe Ke, SpxeR Ke. Aeva pda=È Ke. Aeva Ae pda=È Ke. —potana \mRne cUHbe Ke to p`, jeAo prSpr AekbIÔneSpxR krta n=I.˜ Arere¦ Aa vat kem bese? Aahaha¦

pg hale khe Ke ke jmInne ADto n=I. Ane pgno Aek rjk` bIÔ rjk`ne@ebuH marI xkto n=I Ane ADI xkto n=I. kho¦ Aam halta halta vCce lakDuH Aaveto @ebuH marene Aam? na, Aene ADto n=Ine pKI @ebuH mare xI rIte? Aare¦ AavI vatuH TyaHAam p=ro pD–o hoy TyaH Aam mare to p=ro Aam qsI Ôy Ke. bapu¦ Ae vqte Aenopotano pyaRy \mR Ke AemaH Ae rhe Ke. Ae kaH tara @ebane lne AaFo qsI gyo Ke, Aemn=I. Aahahahaha¦

Aavo vItragI jEn \mR, vaÌyane ha= rhI gyo, vaÌya veparmaH gUHca gya¦in Ry krvana !am lI\a nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae keva Ke pda=È? ke jeAo prSpr AekbIÔne SpxR krta n=I Aeva Ae pda=È Ke,

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Aem kI\uH ne? keva Ke Ae b\a pda=È? AnHt AaTmaAo, AnHt rjkò Ae kmRna _dynerag SpxRto n=I (Ane) rag Ke Ae kmRna _dyne SpxRto n=I. Aahahahaha¦ hve AhÄkhe kmRno _dy Aave Ae!le ivkar krvo pDe¦ kmRno _dy Aave inim¿ =ne Aave teneAe e ivkar krvo j pDe? Aahaha¦ Aem Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ drek vStu potanI xi›AoAne dxane SpxeR Ke. Aahaha¦ Kokrane pDto'to ne ha= JalI ne éHCao raQyo? khe Ke ha=Aene AD–o n=I. Aa te ko` mane? tzavmaH pDto'to ne ha=e Aene JalI raQyo? na,Ae ha=nI iÊya tarI n=I. Ane ha= Aene AD–o n=I. Ane ha=ne tuH AD–o n=I. AavIvat besvI (smjvI) Aaha¦ Ýwu, SpxR krta n=I. keva Ke Ae?

ivxeØ khexe...

Ývcn nH. 14 ga=a-3 ta. 22-6-1978 guruvar je@ vd-2 sH. 2p04

smysar ga=a-3. svR pda=È, je!la jgtmaH pda=R AnHt Ke. AnHta Aa„aAoAnHta rjkò Ae b\a pda=È potana ãƒmaH AHtmRGn rhel, potana pda=RmaH AHtmRGn,gu ne pyaRy Ae AHtmRGn ãƒmaH Ke. Aaha¦ sveR potana AnHt \mRmaH !kel¦ ãƒ Ae!levStu AemaH AHtmRGn Aena gu Ane pyaRy, Aena AiStTvmaH Ke, tene te cUHbe Ke. potanagu pyaRyne te ADe Ke, SpxeR Ke, cUHbe Ke, to p` jeAo prSpr Aek bIÔne SpxR krtaH n=I.Aahahaha¦ pda=RnuH Sv$p, Ae potamaH AnHt gu nI pyaRyne wle ADe kemke potanuHAiStTv Ke, p` bIÔ pda=Rna AiStTvna ãƒgu pyaRyne, ãƒgu ne to ADe nihH, Aeto \/uv Ke. p` bIÔ pda=RnI pyaRy Ke Aene Ae pda=RnI pyaRy (ADtI n=I.) potanaãƒ gu (ne) to wle n ADe p` potanI pyaRy p` bIÔnI pyaRyne ADtI n=I.Aahahaha¦

drek ãƒnI pyaRy bIÔ ãƒnI pyaRynI sa=e ADtI n=I. Aa xrIrnI pyaRy,AvS=a hae, ãƒ gu` to \/uv Ke, ÒvnI pyaRyne, ÒvnI pyaRy &annI ho ke rag hoAene Ae xrIrnI pyaRy ADtI n=I. Aaha¦ tem potanI rag ke &annI pyaRy xrIrnIpyaRyne ADtI n=I. Aahaha¦ khae, Aa !opI Ke te ma=ane ADtI n=I Aem khe Ke.!opInI je pyaRy Ke Aena ãƒ gu` to \/uv Ke, hve AenI je AvS=a Ke te Aa xrIrnIAvS=a Ke. Aa, Aene Ae ADtI n=I, ne A|\r !opI potana gu` pyaRyne Spx±ne rhIKe, TyaH su\I to AaƒuH htuH.

—ATyHt ink!˜ drek vStu ke!lIk Anek ATyHt nÒkmaH Ke. Aek Ùe5maH Ke.AakaxnuH Ùe5 Ke. tena Aek Ùe5e ATyHt ink! rjkò Ke AnHta Aek ÝdexmaH Ane AeÝdexmaH AnHta ÒvnaH AnHta Aa„ Ýdex p` Ke. Aek Aakaxna ÝdexmaH AnHta ÒvnaAsHQyata Aek Òvna, Aeva AnHta ÒvnaH AnHt Ýdex Ke. Ane temaH AnHt prma uAoKe. Ae Aek jGyaeAe rheva KtaH, Aahaha¦ Aek jGyaeAe ƒapva —KtaH teAo sdakaz


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potana Sv$p=I pDtaH n=I˜ Aahaha¦ Aek Aakaxna ÝdexmaH, AnHta Aa„ana ÝdexoAne te j ÝdexmaH AnHta prma u, drek potpotana Sv$pmaH rhe Ke. Ke ne?

sdakaz potana Sv$p=I pDta n=I qstaH n=I wle¦ Aek jGyaeAe Ke, KtaHpotanI pyaRy=I Ae qstaH n=I. qsIne prne ADtaH n=I Aek Ùe5e hova KtaH Aek Ùe5eAne te ATyHt ink!. Aahaha¦ phelI (x$AatnI) ga=aAomaH F uH gHwIr wrI dI\uH Ke.Aahaha¦ jeAo Aaha¦ potana Sv$p=I pDta n=I. —pr$pe nih pir`mvane lI\e AekÝdexmaH AnHta prma uAo Ane AnHta Òvna Ýdexo Aem rheva KtaH, potana Sv$p=IpDtaH n=I Ane —pr$pe nih pir`mvane lI\e AnHt ƒiÉtta nax pamtI n=I˜ pr$penih pir`me, prma u prmaùp e pir`me (Ane) Aa„a Aa„anI pyaRyp e pir`meAek j ÝdexmaH wegaH ræa KtaH AekbIÔne kar e pir`mta n=I, te=I AnHt ƒiÉttanax pamtI n=I. te=I je!lI AnHt cIÔe Ke te AekbIÔne SpxRtI n=I pir`mavtI n=Ipir`mtI n=I te=I AnHt ƒiÉtp e !kI rhI Ke. Aahaha¦

AnHt ƒiÉtta nam Ýg!ta, je!la tÀvo ne ãƒo Ke te!la te, Aahaha¦ naxpamtI n=I, VyiÉtAo nax pamtI n=I je!lI ƒiÉtAo AnHt potana ãƒgu pyaRymaHKe Ae!la AnHta ãVyo, ãƒgu pyaRymaH Ke, Aek jGyaeAe rheva KtaH p` potanI pyaRy=IqsIne pDta n=I, nÒk Ke ma!e pDI jtaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aek Ùe5e xrIr, kmR, Aa„arheva KtaH AekbIÔ pda=È qsI jta n=I, qsIne Aek jGyaemaH Ke ma!e prmaH (prp e)pir`mta n=I. Aahahaha¦. AavuH &an JI uH Ke. 5IÒ ga=a.

—ma!e jeAo !HkoTkI R jeva (xa¬t) iS=t rhe Ke xa¬t rhe Ke. wle, AekÝdexmaH Aek sa=e ATyHt ink! hoy KtaH pote potanI pyaRy=I pDta n=I. Aek jGyoAeKe ma!e temaH Ývex krta n=I Aek jGyaeAe Ke ma!e te$pe pir`mta n=I, ma!e AnHtvStuAo je!lI Ke te!lI !kI rhI Ke. Aaha¦ te=I, Ke ne? jeva iS=t Ke TyaHne TyaHpD–a ræaH Ke. Aahaha¦ 5IÒ ga=amaH bhu tdŸn (isâaHt) drek ãƒnI pyaRy AekÝdexmaH wegI rheva KtaH Ae pyaRy bIÔne cUHbe nihH Ane Ae pyaRy Aek jGyaeAe rhevaKtaH prp e pir`me nihH. Aahaha¦

AavuH vStunuH Sv$p j Ke. wgvane kH kyuÅ n=I, wgvane to Ô~yuH Ke. Aahaha¦pda=È potpotana Svwave rhe Ke. Aek jGyoAe rheva KtaH pDta n=I Ane AekbIÔneADtaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ AfI` Ane sakr Aam Òwne ADe Ke ke nihH? Tyare kDvI, gzIlage Ke ne? (AhÄ khe Ke) AfI` Ane sakr Òwne ADtI n=I. Aahaha¦ drek ãƒpotanI pyaRymaH rhela Ke, gu to i5kaz \/uv Ke j. Ae AekbIÔne ADtaH n=I, SpxRtan=I. Aohohoho¦ xrIrnI Aa iNãyo, bIÔna xrIrne iNãyone ADtI n=I. AnebIÔna xrIrnI pyaRy Aa xrIrnI pyaRyne ADtI n=I. Aahaha¦ KtaH w/m xuH Aa? mneivØymaH suq =ay, xrIrne huH SpxuR KuH. Aahaha¦ huH @HDa paÌne, @HDane ADuH KuH, Òw ADeKe, te=I @HDI lagtaH t<Øa tU!I Ôy Ke, Ae Aem Ke nhÄ. @HDu paÌ gzane ADtuH n=I, gzanI

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pyaRy @HDa paÌne ADtI n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aek jGyoAe rheva KtaH potana Sv$p=IDgtaH n=I, Aek jGyoAe rheva KtaH ko kone ADtaH n=I. Aahaha¦

—Ane smSt iv$|\ kayR t=a Aiv$â kayRna hetupà=I jeAo hHmexa iv¬ne_pkar kre Ke-!kavI raqe Ke , xuH khe Ke? drek pda=R cahe to Svwav$pe pir`mae (keivwav$pe) Ae to ivwav$pe to pudŸgl Ane Òv be, KtaH ivwav$pe pir`mae, smStiv$|\ kayR t=a Aiv$|\ kayRna hetupà=I jeAo hHmexa iv¬ne Ae!le iv¬ je AnHtpda=R$pe Ke, Ae rIte AnHt pda=R$pe !kI ræa Ke. Aaha¦ AekbIÔna kayRne krtuH n=I AnepotanuH iv$â Aiv$â kayR potanuH potamaH Ke. te=I te iv¬na AnHt pda=È je rIte KeiwNn, te rIte !kI ræa Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu ga=a sarI Ke Aa 5IÒ. Aohoho¦

kayR Ke xBd ne Ae!le jrI, nih to \vlmaH pa@ Ke, \vlmaH, gu Ane pyaRy=I guk=HictŸ iwNn Ke. ma!e pyaRy=I gu iv$|\ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? \vlmaH Ke pa@, je iv$|\Ke, iv$|\na be Ýkar Aek ApeÙaAe, Aek to _TpadŸVyy Ke Ae iv$|\ Ke Ane gu Ke teAiv$|\ Ke. kemke _TpadŸVyy, _TpadŸVyy Aem be Ýkar =yane? _pje ne Vyy _pje VyyAe!le iv$|\ Ke. Ane vStu Ke Aena gu Ke Ae Aiv$|\ Ke AemaH _TpadŸVyy n=I Aek$pKe. bIÒ rIte, _pje ne ƒy je Ke pyaRy Aena=I gu k=HictŸ iwNn Ke, te=I pyaRy=I guiv$|\ Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

pyaRy, drek ãƒnI je Ke te _TpadŸƒyvazI Aek smymaH be (Ýkare) Ke. wavAwav, _TpadŸ te wav Ke, Ane Vyy te Awav Ke. Ane gu te wav Sv$p, te Aek$p,Ae=I pyaRy=I gu k=HictŸ iwNn Ke kar` ke (pyaRy) wav Awav Sv$p Ke, Aa (gu )wav Sv$p Ke. k=HictŸ iwNn Ke ma!e pyaRy=I gu iv$|\ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? AHdrmaH neAHdrmaH hve, Ane gu Ke te \/uv=I AiwNn Ke, ma!e te AivÌ|\ Ke. ;_TpadŸ Vyy \/uv yuÉtHstŸ', _TpadŸ-VyynI pyaRy Ae gu (=I) iwNn Ke k=HictŸ kemke Aa _pje iv`xe Ke negu Aek$p rhe Ke. k=HictŸ iwNn ma!e iv$|\ Ke. pyaRy=I gu iv$|\ Ke, AhÄto kayR Keiv$|\ Aiv$|\ Ane gu Ae kaH kayR n=I. p` pyaRyna kayR=I te te ãƒna pyaRynakayR=I te te gu , _TpadŸ ƒy Sv$pe n=I same, ma!e iv$|\ Ke Ane pote potana gu =I\/uv=I, _TpadŸ-ƒy=I gu k=HictŸ iv$|\ Ke. Ane gu \/uv=I Aiv$|\ Ke, _TpadŸ VyyAne \/uv 5` xBd Ke ne 5`¦ _TpadŸ Vyy=I gu k=HictŸ iv$|\ Ke Ane gu \/uv=IAiv$|\ Ke, AavuH Sv$p¦

Aohoho¦ 5IÒ ga=amaH ke!luH smaDyuH Ke j¡Ao¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦ jHglmaH vsnara¦AanHdmaH (lIn). Aahaha¦ ivkLp jrI Aaƒo, bhar AavI gya, p` jenI rcnamaHinim¿p uH Ke to rcna !IkanI prma unI Ke, kar` ke prma unI pyaRy Aene Aeno ivkLpto &an pyaRyne ADto n=I. !Ikana je rjkò Ke Aa AÙro, Ae AÙrone Am<tcHãacayRnoivkLp ke gu nI pyaRy (SpxRta n=I). Aahaha¦

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KtaHye Ae !Ikana kazmaH maro &anno Ùyopxm ke ivkLp tene ADto n=I. Ane!IkanI pyaRy prma u=I =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ mo!o ferfar, Aaha¦ iv$|\ kayR, pyaRy,Svawaivk ke ivwaivk, Aiv$|\ kayR Svawaivk, Aeva hetupà=I Svawaivk Aneivwaivk kayRna kar e drek ãƒ pot potana ivwaivk Ane Svawaivk kayRna kar ejeAo hHmexa iv¬no _pkar kre Ke, ;iv¬' Ae!le AnHtp e je cIj Ke Ae AnHtp e j!kI rhe Ke AemaH AnHtmaH ko AoKuH v¿uH =tuH n=I. kemke AnHt je Ke Ae, ko ãƒnI pyaRyko ãVyne, wle ivwav$pI kayR =ay, Aahaha¦ KtaH pr pda=Rne kar e Ae n=I,prpda=Rne te pyaRy ADtI n=I Ane pr pda=Rno pyaRy Ae, ivkLpne ADto n=I, iv$|\kayR je ivwav. ivkLp je AaVyo Ke, Ae ivwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ivwavne kmRnae _dynopyaRy ADto n=I, tem !IkanI pyaRy Aene ADtI n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Sv$p Ke.

tem Ae iv$|\ kayR (hova KtaH) p`, KtaH je!luH AiStTv Ke te rIte j te ãƒ Ke,Ane te=I AnHta ãƒo, je rIte AnHt ƒiÉtp e iwNn Ke. te AaquH ivvp uH je rIte Ke,te rIte !kI ræuH Ke. Aahaha¦ iv¬ nam AnHt pda=ÈnuH je Sv$p, (Ke) AemaH Aek pda=RnIpyaRy bIÔ pda=Rne Ôe ADe ne kre to AnHtp uH je!luH iv¬maH ãƒonuH Ke te!luH AnHtp uHrhetuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex dI\o.

Ae AnHtp uH¦ iv¬ Ae!le AnHt, AnHt tÀvo ne ãƒo je!laH Ane je Ýma e Ke, wlete iv$|\ ne Aiv$|\p e pir`me, Svwav ke ivwavp e. p` te te potanI pyaRymaH Ke.Aahaha¦ Aek Ùe5e rhelo kmÈdy Ke tene p` ivkar ADto n=I, Ane kmRno je _dy Ke AeivkLpne ADto n=I. Ae=I AnHt ƒi›p uH iv¬nuH, AnHtI ƒiÉtAo je!la tÀvo Ke, terIte ræaH Ke. AemaH Aek (p`) tÀvnuH kaH AoKap uH ke Ai\kp uH kaH =atHu n=I.Aahaha¦ Aa to svR& wgvannuH &an Ke, Aa to JIÌ vat Ke wa¦¦

(idƒ&an) idVy &an Ývcn Ke. Ý-vcno, idVy vcno. Aohoho¦ sHtoAe p`kam kyuÅ Ke ne¦ inim¿pà=I khevay Ke, p` Aemno Ùyopxm Ae vqtno, Aahaha¦ huHpirwaØ` x$ kruH KuH khe Ke. Ae pote Ae pàmaH AavI gya Ke ne¦ pU$H Aene kar e =axe.!Ika, pUr` =vana rjkònI pyaRy=I Aene kar e =axe. Aahaha¦ mara Ùyopxmna&an=I Ae !IkanI pyaRy =xe, _\aD bhu Ke Aavo, ma!e !IkamaH AavI prma uAonI pyaRy=xe Aem n=I. kar` ke Aek bIÔna ãƒna kayR kar`ne wezsez =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ te=Iiv¬ nam AnHt pda=È je!la je!lI sHQyamaH Ke Aem ne Aem ivv Ke Anaid. Aahahaha¦

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bIj¡H ãƒ Aene hI uH krI >e, Aahaha¦ to drek tÀvnI pUr`ta rhetI n=I. Aahaha¦Aek smynI pyaRy p` ivkarI, prne lne =ay to teno gu je i5kazI pyaRyno

ipHD te gu isâ =to n=I, to gu rhexe nhÄ Ane Aeva AnHta gu onuH Aek$p ãƒ, teãƒ p` rhexe nhÄ. (Ôe) prne lne =ay. Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ne¦ !Ika mara=I =ayAne kmRnuH bH\n mara=I =ay Ane kmRno _dy mne rag krave, Aek smye Aek Ùe5avgahehova KtaH, Aem bne to AnHt AnHt iv¬ Ke, iv¬ Ae!le AnHt pda=Rno smUh Ke, Ae rIteAnHt nihH rhe. Aahahaha¦ Nyay smÔy Ke? Aahaha¦ 5IÒ ga=amaH.....

hHmexa- 5 e kaze iv$|\ Aiv$|\ kayRna hetupà=I iv¬ne iv¬p uH AnHtp uH Ketem AnHtp uH rhexe Aene !kavI raqe Ke Aem jevuH AnHtp uH Ke, je!lI sHQyaAe AnHtp uHKe, Ae AnHta ingodna Òv ivwavp e wle pir`me, p` Aena ivwav pir`mn AaAek, Aahaha¦ Aek ra je!lo k!ko ls`no ke DuHgzIno AemaH to AsHQy xrIr Ane AekxrIrmaH AnHta Òv, Aek Òv bIÔ Òvne ADto n=I. Ae vqte AnHta kamR xrIr,AnHta ÒvnI sa=e Ke KtaH Ae kamR xrIr Òvne ADtuH n=I-Aahahaha¦ Aek Ùe5avgahAavI gyuH ne¦ Aahaha¦

ls` DuHgzI, mUzano kHd \ozo AenI Aek k!kImaH AsHQy xrIr, Aek xrIr bIÔxrIrne ADe nihH. Aek xrIrmaH AnHta Òv Ok Òv bIÔne ADe nihH Ae j vqte AnHtaÒvnI sa=e, drekne kamR Ane tEjs xrIr AnHt rjk`no ipHD (Ke) Aahaha¦ te pÀa„anuH iv$|\ kayR je ivwav kayR, Ae pota=I =yeluH Ke. Ae kmRne kar e iv$|\ kayR =yuH n=I.Aahaha¦ te=I je!lI AnHtnI myaRdaAe sHQya Ke, te!lI Aem ne Aem Anaid !kI rhI Ke.Aahaha¦

isâp e wle =ay p` Ae to potanI pyaRy=I j = Ke, Aene prne lne = Ke(isâ pyaRy) Aahaha¦ kmRna Awavne lne kevz&an =yuH Ke, Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦Ane AnHta isâ =ya ma!e AnHt ãƒnI je!lI sHQya Ke, AemaH AoKp AavI g, Aemn=I. Aahaha¦ gjb Ke ne AavI vat ÉyaH Ke¦? Aaha¦ Aek rana k!kamaH AnHtaAa„aAo Ae!lamaH, drek Òvno ¬as Aek, KtaH te Òv bIÔ(na) ¬asne ADtuH n=I,Ane Ae Òv AnHt Òvno Aek ¬as KtaH Aek Òv bIÔ Òvne ADtuH n=I. Aahahaha¦

Aa rIte je!lI sHQyamaH je!la ãƒo (Ke.) iv¬ Ae!le AnHtp e Ke, Ae p e !kavIraQyuH Ke, _pkar kyÈ Ae!le iv¬maH AoKav¿ap uH =tuH n=I. nihHtr iv¬no _pkar kyÈn khevay. _pkar Ae!le je!la AnHta Ke Ae!lamaH ferfar = Ôy, to _pkar Ae!leje!luH Ke te!luH n rhe. Aahaha¦ Ae!le AnHtno _pkar n kyÈ-je!la Ke Ae!la Ýma e ræanihH-Aahaha¦ gjb vat kre Ke ne¦ AavuH jEn \mRmaH, AavI vat Ke, Ae saHwzva mzenihH, heH? Ane dya pazo ne v/t kro ne samaiyk, poØa ne piDkmà kro = ræuH Ôv.Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu¦ p` tne hÒ AnHtnI, smy smynI, iv¬ je!luH Ke Ae!lI sHQyaAeKe, te!lI sHQyaAe pota=I te !kIne iv¬ne Ae!le AnHt Ke tene !kavI raQyHu Ae!le Ae!lo


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_pkar kyÈ Aem, AemaH kaH ferfar =yo n=I. Aahahaha¦ (prSpr Òvo ne Òvva do)Ae b\I inim¿nI vato. Ae b\a naqe Ke ne? lokmaH he@e naqe Ke. ko` kono _pGa/h krewa¦ Aahaha¦ AhÄ to kæuH ne iv$|\ wav ho ke Aiv$|\wav ho, Ae potanuH potanaAiStTvmaH pota=I =yeluH Ke, Aene bIÔnuH ADyoy n=I Ane bIÔne lne =ay to AapyaRy AoKI khevay, AenI n = pUrI Ane Ae pUrI n = Ae!le Ae ãƒ pUruH n =yuH. Aahaha¦

Aek smymaH ivkarnI pyaRy p` Ôe pr=I =ay Aem kho to Ae pyaRymaH é`p =g. Ae ãƒnI pyaRy n rhI, Ane n rhI to Ae pyaRyno ipHD Ke te gu te gu ey pUro nræo Ane AnHt gu no ipHD ãƒ te ãƒey pUruH n ræuH. devIlalÒ? Aahaha¦ AavI vatKe. Aahaha¦ AavHu bhar n cale, Aekdm smje nih ne? Aahaha¦ Aohoho¦

wle (Òv) g<iht im+yaTvp e pir`me, AnHt Òv Aek ÝdexmaH wegaH ræaH hoyAne im+yaTvp e pir`me, ingodnuH g/iht im+yaTv to AhÄno ko gyo hoy ne AenIApeÙaAe Ke. bakI to Ag/iht im+yaTv Ke. AhÄna gya hoy ne nva Aene AavuH hoy KeAem Ke xaÏmaH. g/iht im+yaTv, KtaH Ae pyaRynuH kayR je Ke, te te ãƒnI potanIAiStTvta btave Ke, ne Ae rIte AiStTv je!laH tÀvo Ke Ae iwNn iwNn iv¬ne Ae!leAnHt Ke tene te rIte _pkar kre Ke. Ae!le AnHtmaH AoKap uH =atuH n=I, AnHtmaH Ai\kp uH=tuH n=I, Ae j iv¬no _pkar Ae!le Ae rIte iv¬ !kI ræuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdexhve AamaH pazvuH xuH, krvuH xuH p` AamaH? Aahaha¦

Ae sa!u to vat kre Ke. iv$|\ wav Ke Ae ÒvmaH bH\wav, Ae inH> Ke, Ae iv$|\Ke, Aekp`amaH Ke Aeno wav iv$|\, Ke Aena AiStTvmaH Ane te=I tenuH AnHtp uH, je!laKe AnHt iv$|\ wavvaza te=I te rIte AnHtp e !kI ræa Ke, p` AenuH vaStivk Sv$pKe i5kazI, AemaH iv$|\wav je bH\ wav rag, Ae bH\wav ivsHvad qDo kre Ke, du:q_TpNn kre Ke, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ôe ke du:q _TpNn Ke Ae to AenI pyaRynuH kayR Ke, p`hve AhÄ to ãƒ Svwav btavva. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

Aeno pyaRywav Ae to isâ krIne btaƒuH Ke AnHt-AnHt Ae rIte, p` AaAa„ane AHdr bH\ wav Ae inim¿na sHbH\e éwo =yelo Ke, Ae Aeno ivwavwav Ke, AebH\ wav Ke, vStu AbH\Sv$pe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae bH\ wav=I wle iv¬ne iv¬p uH je!luHKe AnHtu, Aeva AnHtap e wle rhe, p` Aa Aekp`ane bH\p uH Ae ivprIt Ke, ivsHvadqDo kre Ke. du:q _TpNn kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ôe ke phelHu to isâ kyuÅ ke wle du:q kayR hoyp` Ae Ke pota=I Aene prne lne kaH Ke (Aem n=I) Ae rIte j AnHt !kI ræa Ke. p`hve AhÄya Aekne je bH\no sHbH\ khevo, Aahaha¦ i5kazI AanHdna na=ne Aek Ù`naragno, Aahaha¦ Ýwu AbH\ SvwavI prmaTma Aene Aek Ù`no ragno sHbH\, bH\nowav Aene Ke Aem khevHu, Ô`vHu Ae ivsHvad Ke, ivsHvad Ke, ivprIt wav Ke, ivprIt k=nKe ivprIt wav nam du:q$p wav Ke. Aahaha¦

kar` ke Òv Ane pudŸgl bemaH j Aeva ivwavwav Ke. KtaH ivwavwav =yo Ke

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Aena=I, Ae potano te kaze =vano Ke, Ane te=I te ãƒnI pU Rta Tyare isâ =ay Ke, Aeivwav prne lne =yo hoy to ãƒnI pU Rta AiStTvnI isâ =tI n=I.

p` AhÄya hve Ae _praHt Aagz l jvI Ke vat. Aahaha¦ —Aa Ýma e svRpda=ÈnuH iwNn iwNn Aekp uH isâ =va=I˜ —svR pda=aeRnuH j¡da j¡dap uH Aekp uH isâ=va=I, Aohohoho¦ Òv namna smyne bH\ wav=I j ivsHvadnI Aapi¿ Aave Ke Aahaha¦

NyaH l gya hve¦ kem ke vStu pote AbH\ Sv$p Ke. Aahahaha¦ AemaH ragno bH\wavno sHbH\, ivsHvadnI Aapi¿ Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ ivprIt sHvad, ivprIt k=n,ivprIt wav, AanHd=I ivprIt du:qnI Aapi¿ Aene Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AbH\ Ýwune bH\Aevo sHbH\ Aem, wav bIÔe, Aahaha¦ Aena=I Aene du:qnI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke. Ae Ýwu potei5kazI AanHd$p Ke, (AaTma) i5kazI Ýwu Anakuz AanHd$p Ke. AemaH ivsHvad namdu:q _TpNn =ay Ke. ãƒne bH\ wavno sHbH\ kheva=I äEtp uH _wuH =yuH. Aekp e Aek AnebgDe be =yuH. bgDyuH. Aahaha¦ Aeklo je rhevo ÔeAe suq$p AanHd, Awed rTn5ynuHAenuH pir`mn ÔeAe. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma AanHdno sagr Ýwu AenI ÝtIit &an Ane rm`ta inivRkLpAanHd siht hovI ÔeAe, to te AaTmanuH vaStivk Sv$p khevay. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦pheluH tÀvnuH Sv$p ãƒnuH to kI\uH smuCcye, ivwav sihtnuH ãƒnuH Sv$p, Ae Ke Aena=IAenamaH, Ae bIÔ=I nihH ma!e Aek bIÔnuH wezsezp uH n=I Ane AnHtmaH je!la tÀvoKe AemaH ÉyaHy Ok é`p, é`p jrIye AavtI n=I.

Aem krIne ivwav kayR p` tena ãƒne Ane tena gu ne pirpU R isâ krva, AenuHKe Aem isâ kyuÅ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH hve¦ p` AhÄ Ýwu hve Aek$p vStu AbH\Sv$pI Ýwu, muÉt Sv$p Ýwu (AaTma), Aene bH\ wavno sHbH\ khevo, Aahaha¦ Aedu:q$p Ke. ivsHvad ivprItwav éwo =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ Are, jrI xaHit=I saHwze, bapuAa kaH, Aa to Frna tÀvnuH Sv$p Ke AenI vat Ke. Aa ko ƒvharnye Aa Aneinüynye Aa ne, Vyvharnyno ivØy to isâ kyÈ. Ae ivØy Ke, iv$|\ kayR Ke Ae toisâ to kyuÅ. Aahahaha¦ p` hve vStu Sv$p je Ke, Aena=I ƒvharnyno- ragno ivØyte iv$|\ Ke. be nyne iv$|\ kI\uH Ke ne? Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke. Aohoho¦ idgHbrsHtonI vaÌ Ane Aemno wav AlaEikk Ke¦¦

Ýwu xuH khe Ke Aa. mUz jEnpùH TyaH ræuH éwuH Ke. kemke AhÄya ragne ÒTyo n=IAne ragna sHbH\vazo Ýwune (AaTmane) khevo, Aahaha¦ Ae du:q$p Ke. Aahaha¦—F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn,˜ Ae ragnI Aekta toDIne SvwavnIAeÉta kre to Aene jEn khevay Ke. Aahahaha¦ jEnpùH ijn Sv$ppùH ÒvnuH Sv$p Ke.F! F! AHtr ijn vse. vItrag Sv$pe, je AenuH Sv$p Ke, Svwav Ke, i5kaz Ke.(Òv) Ae to vItrag Sv$p Ke-Ae to Aeva vItrag Sv$pne kaymI AslI Svwavsa=e nklI ragna sHbH\ne ÔeDvo ke Aene bH\ wav Ke, Aahaha¦ Ae ivsHvad Ke, du:q


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Ke, Aakuzta Ke qed Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.iwNn iwNnpùH AekpùH isâ =va=I, Òv namna smyne, bH\ k=a=I, k=a xBd

to waØa vaprI, bH\ k=a vack Ke p` bH\wav TyaH levo. (smjvo) Aahaha¦ bH\k=a=I kaH du:q =tuH n=I, Ae to waØa Ke, wavbH\ =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu ijnSv$pI Aa„a, Are, Aene nanamaH nana ragna rjk`no, ragna rjk`no, sHbH\jàvvo, Aahaha¦ Ae ivsHvad Ke.

—to pKI bH\ jenuH mUz Ke,˜ bH\ jenuH mUz kar` Ke AevuH pudŸglkmRna ÝdexmaH iS=t=vuH Ae!le wav, bH\ jenuH mUz Ke Aeva pudŸgl kmRna Ýdex Ae!le moh ne ragäeØ, pudŸglkmRna Ýdex Ae!le moh ne ragäeØ. Aahaha¦ bH\ jenuH mUz Ke Ae!le ke moh im+yaTv neragäeØ jenuH mUz Ke te jenuH mUz pudŸgl kmRmaH iS=t =vuH te jenuH mUz AevuH prsmyp uH Ke.˜Sv-smypùH n ræuH Ae. Aahaha¦

moh ne rag äeØna sHbH\=I-tene (Òvne) bH\wav =ay Ke Ae AbH\ne bH\ wavnasHbH\e, Aahaha¦ prsmyp uH éwuH =ay Ke, Ana„p uH éwuH =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ pheluHtÀv isâ krtaH iv$|\ ne Aiv$|\=I kæuH, p` vaStivk AaTma hve, Aahaha¦ Aa„ajene khIAe, Ae pu~ypapna wav Ae Aà„a, Aahahahaha¦ jem iv$|\ Ane Aiv$|\kayRmaH, kmRna ko sHbH\ne kar e n=I, Ae to AenuH potanuH SvyH isâ Sv$p Ke. Ae tosa\ar` vat krI, hve AemaH Aa„ tÀv je Ke. AoluH to pu~y papna wav siht iv$|\kayR=I p` !kI ræuH Ke tÀv, Aene bIÔnI ko¸ bIÔ kar e é`p ke Ai\ka = Aemn=I Ae!luH isâ krIne hve AhÄya (AslI) Aa„a isâ krvo Ke. Aahahaha¦ AeAa„amaH je kaH pu~y ne pap, ivkLpo je rag é@e Ae bH\ wav AbH\wavnI sa=edu:q$p Ke, ivsHvad qDo =ay Ke, ivprIt wav qDo =ay Ke, Ae=I ivprIt _pdex qDo=ay Ke ke Òvna ragäeØ Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ga=a 5IÒ Ke ne bhu êcI Ke, Aa to AaqI wUimka bar ga=amaH baH\e Ke. pKIter=I Aeno ivStar krxe. Aahaha¦ pheluH drek ãƒne ivwav Svwav=I pir`mta KtaH,AnHt ãƒo Ke AemaH kaH qamI AavtI n=I. bIÔne lne =tuH n=I ma!e TyaH qamIAavtI n=I. AnHt ãƒomaH AoKa v¿ap uH =tuH n=I, p` hve AhÄya AaTmãƒne, pu~ypapna wav sa=e, Aahaha¦ tÀv-Aa„tÀvne pu~y, papna wav sa=e sHbH\=I bH\wavéwo =ay Ke, AenI pyaRy buiâAe. Aahahahaha¦

vStu je wgvan Aa„a to Anakuz &an ne Anakuz AanHd=I wrelo Ýwu¦ Aeneragna sHbH\vazo bH\wavvazo, bIÔpàvazo, äEtpàvazo, AäEt ne äEtpàvazo,Aahahaha¦ wgvan AHtrmaH AnHt gu Sv$p xuâ Sv$p AäEt Ke, Aene Aa ragnosHbH\ Ke, te äEtp uH éwuH =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ te=I Ae ivsHvad Ke. ivprIt sHvad nam k=np` ivprIt Ke, Ane Aeno wav p` ivprIt Ke. Aene ragvazo khevo Òvne, Aahahaha¦Ae isâaHt j ivprIt Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane ragvazo Ô`vo Ae ¹iÚ j ivprIt Ke, AavuH

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tÀv Ke. Aahaha¦ nva ma`sne to AevuH lage, jUna jEnna iÊyakaHDvazaAo hoy, AeneAevuH =ay xuH Ke Aa te AavuH¦ Aa te kaH jEnnI vat Ke Aa? jEnmaH to K kaynI dyapazvI. ma hÀo ma hÀo StuitmaH Aave pheluH, VyaQyan phelaH ma hò, ma hò Aemwgvanno _pdex Ke. Aahaha¦

prne hÌ xkto n=I, prne ADto n=I, prnI dya pazI xkto n=I, Ae to pr=Ij¡duH btaVyuH. hve Aena ivwav (wav) Ùi`k je "ai`k Ke Ane i5kazI Svwav je piv5AanHdno na= Ýwu Ke. Aene Aek smynI Ùi`k dxa, ivk<t dxa Ke wle Aena kayRmaH AenIpyaRy, p` Ae i5kazI &ayk Svwavne, Ae ragno nanamaH nano k`, dyano dannowiÉtno v/¿no Aeva ragna sHbH\vazo AsHbH\I Ýwune sHbH\vazo @ravvo Ae du:q$p¹iÚ Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa smysar¦¦ Aahahaha¦

to pKI je bH\nuH mUz to wav =yo, moh ne ragäeØ Ùi`k, i5kazI SvwavnI sa=eAek smyno moh rag äeØno sHbH\ =yo, Ae prsmyp uH =yuH, Aaha¦ Ae AnaTmp uH =yuH,rag pote AaTma n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ane ragna sHbH\vazo Aene Ô`vo, Ae AnaTmap uHKe. Aahahaha¦ prnI ApeÙa=I =yuH Aem AhÄ n=I lI\uH. Ae =yuH Tyare p` pota=I =yuHAem krIne (SvtH5) isâ kyuÅ hve AhÄya to = Ke Ùi`k ivk<t AvS=a, i5kazISvwavnI vStu je Ke Ae Aa„a, Ane Ae Aa„ana SvwavnI Aek smynI Ùi`k ivk<tdxa, Aahaha¦ pyaRybuiâ KoDave Ke. Aene ragno, äeØno, im+yaTvno, bH\no, mUz to AeKe. Aahaha¦ te=I wgvan Aa„a Aek$p AäEt cEtNy Svwave hova KtaH, bH\nuH äEtp uHAene lagU pDI Ôy Ke, Ae xowtuH n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

Aola to Aam AevI vat kre ke dex seva kro, Aek bIÔne mdd kro, AihHsa, bIÔÒvonI dya pazvI, bIÔne AekbIÔno _pkar krvo, ;ÒvanamŸ prSpr _pg/ho' AenoA=R kyÈ Ke svaR=Risiâ vcinkamaH, w¦ _pkar xBd kæo Ke ne? ke Ae _pkar Ke Aeinim¿ Ke Ae A=R kyÈ Ke, inim¿ kaH krtuH n=I. svaR=Risiâ vcinkamaH.. A=R kyÈ KejycHd pHiDte. Aahahahaha¦

Aek bIÔne ko _pkar kre Ke Aeva A=RmaH n=I Ae _pkar (xBd) jem git krta\maRiStkayno _pkar Ke Ae!le xuH? shayk Ke Ae!le xuH? ke AhÄya kayRkaze te cIj sameKe Ae!luH. Ae kayR Aena=I =ay Ke, Ane Ae ivkar prmaH =ay Ke Aemey nhÄ, pr=I =ay KeAemey nhÄ, AenI pyaRymaH i5kazI Svwavno vaStivk tÀv je i5kazI Ke AemaH AekÙi`k pyaRyna ragno sHbH\ khevo, Aahahahaha¦ Ae ivsHvad Ke, du:q$p Ke. Aahahaha¦\Ny waGy. Aahaha¦

tena=I _Tpþ =tuH prsmy Svsmy$p bep uH = gyuH. Svsmy AemaH ragnosHbH\ Ae prsmy. Aahaha¦ Sv$p pote Ke, Ae rIte temaH @re, Ae to Svsmyp uH Ke. Aeto Aekp uH =yuH, pote Aek Ke temaH Svsmyp e @re Ke, te Aekp e @re Ke. AemaH bIÔnosHbH\ Ke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aohoho¦ Arere ÉyaH jxuH wa, tare krvuH Ke, tare taruHH krvuH Ke


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ke xuH krvuH Ke wa? Aaha¦ AhÄ khe Ke Aekp uH te Svsmy Ke, Ae!le ãƒ Ke Ae SvsmyKe. p` ãƒnI kbUlat kre tene Svsmy khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ vStu to vStu Ke.Ae to i5kazI smy Sv$p j Ke. p` Aene Svsmyp uH Ane Aa„a Aavo piv5 xu|\\//uv Ke Aem Éyare Aene khevay ke AenI ¹iÚmaH pir`mn AwednuH =ay, Tyare Aene Svsmy=yo Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ (AenI ivxe*a VyaQya Aavxe hve.....)

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KeLluH Aem kæuH ke Aa AaTma Ke Aeno mUz kaymI AslI Svwav-xuâ AtIiNãyAanHd ne &an. Ae potana Svwavne KoDIne rag äeØ pu~y-pap ne moh AemaH Ôy, AemaH@re, AemaH rhe to Ae AàTma Ke. AaTmap uH n ræuH, TyaH AaVyuH ne?

AevuH prsmyp uH, Ae to prsmy Ke. Aahaha¦ xuâ CaEtNy vStu Anakuz AanHdSv$pAe ragmaH rhe, Caahe to dya-dan-Va/t-wi›no rag hoy, p` ragmaH rhe, pir`me tote AàTma Ke. Ae prsmyp uH Ke.

—tena=I _TpNn =tuH prsmy, Svsmyp uH iäiv\p uH Ae Òv namna smyneÉyaH=I hoy?˜ Aa bep uH kem hoy¦ pote CaEtNy Sv$p AenI potanI AHdr ]âa, CaEtNynIinivRkLp ]âa, AenuH &an ne AenI rm`ta AenuH nam AhÄya Svsmy, AaTma Ane\maRTma Aene khevamaH Aave Ke. Aaha¦

—ma!e smynuH Aekp uH hovuH j isâ =ay Ke.˜ Sv$p je Ke Ae potana Sv$pne KoDIAne pu~y ne papnaH wav Ae mara Aem manIne TyaH rhe to im+ya¹iÚ prsmy Ke.AekpàmaH Ae iäiv\p uH éwuH =yuH, Ae Axowa Ke, AxownIy Ke Ae cEtNynI xowa n=I.AavuH Ke. AhÄya to ATyare dya-dan-v/t-wi› pUÔ Aaid kre Aene Ae \m± mane ne \mRmane¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke Ae wavmaH Aa„a rhe Aene Ame Aà„a khIAe KIAe. prsmy khIAeKIAe. hve Aa b\o mez xI rIte krvo. Aahaha¦

wava=R:- —inüy=I˜ qreqr —svR pda=R pot potana SvwavmaH iS=t rhye jxowa pame Ke. prHtu Òv namna pda=RnI Anaid kaz=I pudŸgl kmR sa=e inim¿$p bH\-AvS=a Ke.˜ sHyog$pI bH\ AvS=a Ke. te bH\ AvS=a=I Aa ÒvmaH ivsHvad qDo =ayKe. vaStivk tÀv Ae rhetuH n=I. Aahaha¦ pu~y ne papna wav, Ae mara Aem krInepir`me Ke Ae ivsHvad im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aaha¦ AavI vat JIÌ bhu¦¦

sMyGdŸxRn ma!e to Ae pu~y papna ivkLpo ne rag, Aena=I iwNn cEtNy Sv$ptenI sNmuqmaH teno Aa]y lne je dxRn &an =ay. Aene AhÄya Svsmy Aa„a-\maR„a khe Ke, Aam Ke.

;bH\ AvS=a=I Aa ÒvmaH ivsHvad qDo =ay Ke.' AbH\ Sv$p Ýwu, mu› Sv$p

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Ke temaH Aene ragna ivkLp sa=e sHbH\, Aevo je bH\, sHbH\ Aevo je bH\, Aahaha¦Aena=I ivsHvad qDo =ay Ke. ivqvad éwo =ay Ke, du:q éwuH =ay Ke. Aahaha¦

—te=I te xowa pamto n=I˜ ko`? Òv. wgvan Aa„a to piv5tano ipHD Ke, AemaH pu~y-papna wav ne im+yaTvwav Ae Apiv5 Ke. piv5 vStu Apiv5p epir`me Ae Axowa Ke. Ae AenI xowa n=I. Aahaha¦ piv5 je vStu AHdr ijn Sv$pIAe piv5p e, vItragp e, AkØaywavp e vStu Ke. Ae rIte AkØaywavp e =ay, toAenI xowa Ke. AavuH JI uH Ke. lokone É–aHy ibcara A=Dane ijHdgI v Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦

te=I te xowa pamto n=I Aa„a, Aekp e je piv5 xuâ cEtNy Ke Ae iäiv\ nambIÒ rIte je ragaid Ke AemaH pir`me Ane AemaH rhe Ae Axowa Ke, Ae im+yaTvwav Ke.Ae du:q$p dxane, coraxIna wavne _Tpþ krnaro Ae wav Ke. Aahaha¦ JI uH bhu w¦

—ma!e vaStivk rIte ivcarvamaH Aave,˜ qreqr sTyna Sv$pne, cEtNynuH vaStivkSv$p Ke, i5kazI Ke tene Ôe ivcarvamaH Aave —to Aekp uH j suHdr Ke Ae xuâp`amaH¹iÚ &an ne rme Ae j xowa Ke. Aahaha¦ suHdr vStu Ke Ae suHdrp e pir`me to Ae xowaKe. Ae suHdr vStu Ke (rag$pe pir`me) Ae to iv$â Ke. Aahaha¦ Aekp uH suHdr Ke, Ae!leke ragna ivkLp ivna AenuH Sv$p inivRkLp rag ivnanuH Ke. Aeva Sv$pnI ]âa &an nerm`ta AHtrnI Ae Aekp uH xowe Ke. ;iäiv\p uH' Aene _pai\wav inim¿=I Ae Aenexowap uH pamtuH n=I. 5IÒ ga=amaH F uH kæuH Ke¦ 5IÒ ga=amaH to F uH kæuH Ke. Aekrjk` bIÔ rjk`ne ADe nhÄ. Aa xuH khe Ke¦¦

AhÄ to khe kmRna _dyne lne Òvne ivkar =ay. to AhÄ khe Ke kmRno _dy tojDnI AvS=a Ke Ane rag-ivkar =ay Ae to cEtNynI ivk<t AvS=a, prsmyp uH Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane Ae p` Òv pote kre Ke Tyare =ay Ke, kmRne lne nhI. kemke Aek ãƒ bIÔãƒne ßyaH ADtuH n=I to Aena ãƒ=I AemaH =yuH Ae vat iblkul juõI Ke. Aahaha¦ AakruHkam bhu. (gze étarvuH) Ae 5IÒ ga=a = hve co=I.

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ko,xrIr wqe jnavra,muva rove n ko, Aahaha¦sHg=I caLyo Ô¦ sHgmaH rokava jevuH n=I.igirgufamaH Aeklo caLyo Ô¦ Aa marg AeklanoKe. Svwavna sHgmaH pD–o Aene xaÏsHg p`go@to n=I. Aahaha¦ AHdrnI vato bhu JI`I Kewa¦ xuH khIAe. 433.

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sudpiricda uwUda sVvSs iv kamwogbH\kha.Oy¿SsuvlHwo `vir ` sulho ivh¿Ss.. 4..]utpirictanuwUta svRSyaip kamwogbN\k=a.OkTvSyoplMw: kevlH n sulwo ivw›Sy.. 4..

[h ikl sklSyaip jIvlokSy sHsarckÊkÊoDai\roiptSya]aNtmnNt-ãVyÙeZkalwvwavpravtER: smupkÊaNtw/aNterekCKœaIkËtiv¬tya mhta mohg/hegoirv vaæmanSy Ýswoßj<iMwtt<*àt÷Tven Vy›aNtra\eÌ¿Myo¿My m<gt<*à-ymanH ivØyg/ammupÌN\anSy prSprmacayRTvmacrto½nNtx: ]utpUvaRnNtx:pirictpUvaRnNtxo½nuwUtpUvaR cEkTvivÌâTvenaTyNtivsHvaidNyip kamwoganubâak=a. [dH tu inTyVy›tyaNt: Ýkaxmanmip kØayckÊe shEkIikÊyma`TvadTyNt-itrowUtH stŸ SvSyanaTm&tya preØamaTm&anamnupasnaŠ n kdaicdip ]utpUveR,n kdaicdip pirictpUvÅ, n kdaicdPynuwUtpUveR c inmRlivvekalokiviv›HkevlmekTvmŸ. At OkTvSy n sulwTvmŸ.

hve te AekTvnI Asulwta btave Ke.

]ut-pirict,-AnuwUt svRne kamwogbH\nnI k=a¸pr=I Ôuda AekTvnI _pliB\ kevz sulw na. 4.

ga=a=R :- (svRSy Aip) svR lokne (kamwogbN\k=a) kamwog-sHbH\IbH\nI k=a to (]utpirictanuwUta) saHwzvamaH AavI g Ke, pircymaH AavIg Ke Ane AnuwvmaH p` AavI g Ke te=I sulw Ke p` (ivw›Sy) iwNnAa„anuH (OkTvSy _plMw:) Aekp uH hovuH kdI saHwZyuH n=I, pircymaH AaƒuHn=I Ane AnuwvmaH AaƒuH n=I te=I (kevlH) Aek te (n sulw:) sulw n=I.

!Ika:- Aa smSt Òvlokne, kamwogsHbH\I k=a Aekpà=I ivÌâ hova=IATyHt ivsHvadI Ke (Aa„anuH ATyHt bUÌH krnarI Ke) top`, pUveR AnHt varsaHwzvamaH AavI Ke, AnHt var pircymaH AavI Ke Ane AnHt var AnuwvmaHp` AavI cUkI Ke. kevo Ke Òvlok? je sHsar$pI cÊna m|ymaH iS=t Ke, inrHtrp eãƒ, Ùe5, kaz, wv Ane wav$p AnHt pravtÈne lI\e jene w/m` Ýaº =yuH Ke,smSt iv¬ne AekK5 raßy=I vx krnar mo!uH moh$pI wUt jenI pase bzdnIjem war vhevDave Ke, Ôer=I fa!I nIkzela t<*à$pI rogna dah=I jene AHtrHgmaH





pIDa Ýg! = Ke, Aakzo bnI bnIne m<gjz jeva ivØyg/amne ([iNãyivØyonasmUhne) je Fero Fale Ke Ane je prSpr AacayRp uH p` kre Ke (A=aRtŸ bIÔne khIte Ýma e AHgIkar krave Ke). te=I kamwognI k=a to saEne sulw (suqe Ýaº) Ke.p` inmRz wed&an$p Ýkax=I SpÚ iwNn deqvamaH Aave Ke AevuH ma5 Aa iwNnAa„anuH Aekp uH j-je sda Ýg!pè AHtrHgmaH Ýkaxman Ke top` kØaycÊ(-kØaysmUh) sa=e Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtuH hova=I ATyHt itrowav paMyuH Ke(-#Hka ræuH Ke) te-potamaH Ana„&p uH hova=I (-pote Aa„ane nih Ô`tohova=I) Ane bIÔ Aa„ane Ô`naraAonI sHgit-seva nih krI hova=I, n=IpUveR kdI saHwzvamaH AaƒuH, n=I pUveR kdI pircymaH AaƒuH Ane n=I pUveR kdIAnuwvmaH AaƒuH. te=I iwþ Aa„anuH Aekp uH sulw n=I.

wava=R:- Aa lokmaH svR Òvo sHsar$pI cÊ pr cDI paHc pravtRn$p w/m`kre Ke. TyaH temne mohkmRna _dy$p ipxac FÇsre ÔeDe Ke, te=I teAo ivØyonIt<*à$p dah=I pIiDt =ay Ke Ane te dahno laj [iNãyona $paid ivØyoneÔÌne te pr doDe Ke t=a prSpr p` ivØyono j _pdex kre Ke. Ae rIte kam(ivØyonI CKa) t=a wog (temne wogvvuH) -Ae benI k=a to AnHt varsaHwzI, pircymaH lI\I Ane AnuwvI te=I sulw Ke. p` svR prãƒo=I iwþAek cEtNycmTkarSv$p potana Aa„anI k=anu &an potane to pota=I kdI =yuHnih, Ane jemne te &an =yuH htuH temnI seva kdI krI nih¸ te=I tenI k=a (vat) nkdI saHwzI, n teno pircy kyÈ ke n teno Anuwv =yo. ma!e tenI Ýaiº sulwn=I, dulRw Ke.

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hve te AekTvnI Asulwta btave Ke.rag=I ivw› (Ae!le) iwþ Ane Svwav=I AekTv Ae sulw n=I dulRw Ke.

AnHtkaz=I kyuÅ n=I Ae!le dulRw Ke. Asulwta n=I Ae!le sulw n=I. Aahaha¦

sudpiricda uwUda sVvSs iv kamwogbH\kha.Oy¿SsuvlHwo `vir ` sulho ivh¿Ss.. 4..]ut-pirict,-AnuwUt svRne kamwogbH\nnI k=a¸pr=I Ôuda AekTvnI _pliB\ kevz sulw na. 4.

—Aa smSt Òvlokne AemaH b\a AavI gya ingodna Òv, je hÒ 5sp uHpaMya n=I, Ae!la AnHta Òv pD–a Ke ingodmaH, sU"m ingod, badr ingod Aeva Òvo


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Ke ke je ko id' hÒ 5sp uH paMya n=I. to p` AhÄ to AacayR khe Ke, smStÒvlokne rag, kam Ae!le rag Ane wog Ae!le Aene wogvvuH. AevI k=a, [CKa krvIAne [CKane wogvvI, AevI vataR to AnHtvar teH saHwzI Ke. Aahaha¦ rag krvo Aneragne wogvvo Aevo _pdex p` teH saHwZyo Ke Ane Aeva wavp` teH saHwZyaH Ke.Aahaha¦ AekeHiãy Òve p` Aa saHwZyuH Ke saHwZyano A=R Ae ke ragne Ae vede Ke Ae!leAeno Anuwv Ke Ae!le saHwZyuH htuH Ae AenuH piràm AavI gyHu. Aahaha¦

ingodna Òv, b!a!a, skrkHd(maH rhel), Aahaha¦ Ae Òv p` ke!laHk hÒnIkZya n=I bhar, to p` Ae kamwognI k=ano Anuwv Aene Ke. ragno Aene AnuwvKe Ae=I saHwZyHu Ane pircy to AemaH AavI gyo. saHwzIne pircy krIne Anuwv htoAenuH piràm to Ae htHu. Aahaha¦

Ae smSt Òvlok, AekHeiãy=I maHDIne nvmI gEveyk gya je im+ya¹iÚ sa\u, jEnnosa\u = pHcmhav/t pazI, ÏI kuH!uHb raj KoDI AnHtvar AevuH muinp uH lI\u, kar` keAe rag Ke, Ae ragnI vataR saHwzIne rag Ae e kyÈ Ane wogƒo Ke. Aahaha¦ jemAekeHiãyna Òvne ragno Anuwv Ke, Aem nvmI g/Eveyke jnaro ãƒilHgI jEn sa\u Aep` ãƒilHgI Ae!le nG™, vÏvazane to ãƒilHgey kæaH n=I. AakruH kam Ke. moÙmagRÝkaxkmaH to coQquH kæuH Ke vÏ siht sa\up uH mane Ae b\a g<iht im+ya¹iÚAo Ke.Aahaha¦ AakruH kam bhu wa, ÏIne sa\up uH mane, ÏIne kevz&an mane, ÏIne tI=Åkrmane ;miLlna=', Ae b\Hu g<iht im+yaTv Ke. AakruH kam Ke bapu, xuH =ay?

Aeva ragnI vat smSt Òvlok, kamwog sHbH\I k=a, kam Ae!le rag Anewog Ae!le ragnuH krvuH ne ragnuH wogvvuH, ragnuH ktaRp uH Ane ragnuH wogvvap uH,Aahaha¦ xuwwav to ingodmaHy =ay Ke, je Òvo bhar Aaƒa n=I, Ae Òvone xuwwavto Ke TyaH, wgvan prma„a to Aem khe Ke, ls` DuHgzIna Òvne xuwwav to Ke.Ù`maH xuw, Ù`maH Axuw, Ù`maH xuw Ane Ù`maH Axuw (wav =ay Ke.) bharsa\n n=I p` Aa„a Ke, te=I kmR\aramaH xuw-Axuw \ara to Aeney Ke. Ae ko nvIcIj n=I. Aahaha¦ Aem bhar ma`s =ne sa\u =ay Ane mhav/t Aaid paze to Aexuwwav Ane ragnI iÊya Ke. Aahahahaha¦

AevI ragnI iÊya krvI AevuH saHwZyuH Ke, AgIyarmI ga=amaH to AaƒuH ne wa,ke Ae wed$p wavno to Anaidno pÙ Ke Ane wednI vataR khenara p` prSpr mze KeFàH¦ ha, brabr Ke Aekdm kaH jàtuH hxe kaH smikt, wi› wgvannI dya danpUÔ Ae kre, tpSyaAo kre, kHk kmR AoKa =ay (te=I smikt pmay), \UzmaHy kHtpSya htI ke id' tarI, Ae Apvas Ke, Ae _pvas n=I, Ae to ma@o vas Ke. Sv$pmaHßyaHsu\I ¹iÚ n=I Ane @re n®h TyaH su\I, _pvas Aene ho xke j n®h. ép nam Sv$pxuâ cEtNynI smIpmaH vsvuH AenuH nam _pvas, Aa„&an ivna, sMyGdŸxRn ivna AaragnI iÊya Apvas AaidnI, Ae to bH\nuH kar` (Ke). Aahaha¦ Ae ragnI iÊya krI

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Ke Ane Aene wogvI Ke.—Aekpà=I iv$â hova=I,˜ Aahaha¦ Ôe/ ke ragnuH krvuH Ane ragnuH wogvvuH Ae

Aekp uH je vStu Ke ijn Sv$pI Ýwu (AaTmãVy) AemaH Aa wav ;iv$â hova=I ATyHtivsHvadI Ke.' Aahaha¦ vItrag magR Ke wa, vItragta AHdr ßyaH su\I n Ýg!e,vItrag Sv$p j Ýwu Ke, ijn Sv$pI j Aa„a, Aena Sv$pnI vItragta, pyaRymaHn Ýg!e Ane AenI pyaRymaH ragnI Aektap e wav vteR, Aahaha¦ Ae ATyHt ivsHvad Ke,du:q$p Ke, Aahaha¦ Aakuztane _TpNn krnarI Ae dxa Ke.

xuâ Sv$p i5kazI xuâ Sv$p te Aa„a, AemaH pu~y pap Ke Ae kaH Aa„a n=I.Ae=I Ae pu~y papnI iÊya krvI Ane AekpàmaH bepàne krvuH Ae iv$â hova=I ATyHtdu:q$p Ke A=va ATyHt bUÌH krnarI Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvan Aa„a vItrag ijn mUitRÝwu AemaH Ae dya, dan, v/t wi›no rag, Aahaha¦ khe Ke ke Ae bUÌH krnarI Ke Ae vat,Aa„anuH wUHDuH krnarI Ke. Aa vat saHwzvI? Aahaha¦

Fò ferfar = gyo Ke Ae!le AakruH pDe¦ p` vStu to Aa Ke. 5 e kaz AnHttI=Åkro, vtRmanmaH Ýwu (tI=Åkro) bIraje Ke Ae Aa j vat krI ræa Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa smSt Òvlokne rag krvo Ane ragnuH wogvvuH, Aekpà=I iv$â hova=IATyHt bUÌH krnarI Ke. Aahaha¦ —vtRman rag bUÌH kre Ke Ane Aena fz trIke bUÌHkrnarI Ke.˜ Aahaha¦ AhÄ to Aem khe ke phela xuw rag kro krtaH krtaH SvgRmaH jxoAne TyaH=I wgvan pase jne smikt pamxo. AhÄ to khe Ke ke rag to bUÌH krnaroKe. hve AenuH xuH =ay? ATyHt bUÌH krnaro Ke, wUDuH krnaro Ke. Aaha¦ ;ATyHt' Ke ne xBd?ATyHt ivsHvad Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan ijn Sv$p Ke ne Ýwu¦ —F! F! AHtr ijn vseAne F! F! AHtr jEn,˜ Ae ragnI Aekta toDIne Sv$pnI Aekta kre te jEn Ke. vaDanajEn, jEn khevay Ae kaH jEn n=I. Aahaha¦

rag je ivkLp Ke dya, dan, v/t Aaidno Aena=I p` iwþ pDI Ane xuâ cEtNynIAHtr ¹iÚno Anuwv Ae jEnp uH Ke. Aene svR& prma„a jEn khe Ke. bakI vaDamaH jEnpD–a Aene jEn kheta n=I. Aahaha¦ (jem) kazIÒrInI ko=zI hoy ne _pr sakr namAape Ae!le kaH kDvax m!I Ôy? Aahaha¦ (Aem) AHdrmaH ßyaH ivkLp rag Ke Jer,Aene potano law dayk mane, Aahaha¦ Ae=I TyaH Aagz im+yaTvp uH caLyuH Ôy?Aahaha¦ Ae=I TyaH Aagz AjEnpùH Ke Ae !zI Ôy? Aahaha¦ ragnI Aekta toDIneSv$pnI Aekta kre tenuH nam AhÄya jEn khevamaH Aave Ke. jEn ko sHÝday n=I, jEnko vaDo n=I, jEn ko gCK vaDo n=I, vStunuH Sv$p AavuH Ke tene jEn khe Ke.Aahaha¦ AakruH kam FùH¦¦

top`, AevuH ATyHt bUÌH krnarI Ke top`, rag krvo Ane rag wogvvo Aekpà=Iiv$â hova=I, —to p` pUveR AnHtvar saHwzvamaH AavI Ke.˜ khenara b\a Ae j mZyaKe Aene, rag kro, Aa kro, v/t pazo wi› kro, pUÔ kro, krtaH krtaH tmaruH Aagz


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kLya` = jxe. Aeva khenara mZya Ane saHwZyuH teH AnHt var. Aahaha¦ kI\Hu ne?saHwzvamaH AavI Ke Aeno A=R xuH =yo ke khenara Aeva mZya Ke Aene Tyare saHwZyuH ne?Aahaha¦

ßyaH ÔuAo TyaH Ae j vat mzxe Ane O teH AnHtvar saHwzI Ke Ae vat. Aahaha¦pu~yno wav dya danno v/tno rag Ae krvo Ane wogvvo AevI vat teH AnHtvar guÌpase, tara kuguÌ=I to AavI vat AnHtvar saHwzI Ke. Aena=I law mnavnara Ae guÌn=I kuguÌ Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vato AakrI bhu¦

Aa to sTynuH _dŸ\a!n Ke hoH. konI inHdanI vat n=I, Ae to vStu to vStu Kebapu. Aahaha¦ Aeno Aa„ay p` wgvan Ke, p` vStunI qbr ivna du:qI Ke. OsTynI _dŸFa!n Ýisiâ =ay Ke. ko ƒi›no Anadr ke inHda n=I Are¦ Ae p` Ýwu KeAa„a Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦

pUveR AnHtvar saHwzvamaH AavI Ke. to smSt ÒvlokmaH to AekeiNãy AemaHAavI gyane? heH? AekeiNãy (kdI) bhar nIkZya n=I, p` AnuwvmaH Ke to saHwzvamaHAavI gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aohoho¦ Ae!la Òvno =okDo pD–o Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek ls`nIra je!lI k!kI, AemaH AsHQy to xrIr Ane Aek xrIrmaH AnHta Òv. Aahaha¦ AevoAaqo lok sU"m ingod=I wyÈ Ke. caEd b/ïaHD AhÄyay AnHt Ke, AnHt AnHt AnHtsU"m ingod¦ Aahaha¦ Aek xrIrne AnHtmeH wage isâ =ya Ke, bakI b\a rqDta pD–a Ke,Ae b\a Òve AavI vat saHwzI Ke khe Ke. wle ma`s n =ya hoy, p` Ae AHdr ragnoAnuwv kre Ke, (ne) Sv$pnI qbr n=I to Ae b\aAe ragnuH vedn kyuÅ Ae saHwZyuH nepircymaH AavI gyHu. AnuwvmaH AavI gyuH. Aahahaha¦

pUveR AnHtvar saHwZyuH Ke, AnHtvar kI\I, AnHtvar, AnHt kaz gyo ne? muinp uHãƒilHgIp uH p` AnHtvar lI\uH Ke, Aekvar nih AnHtvar wavpahuDmaH to pa@ Ke keãƒilHg \ar` krIne p` jEn nG™p uH, pHcmhav/t \ar` krIne, ko Ùe5 bakI n=I keßyaH AnHtvar paKo épßyo n hoy. wavpahuDmaH Aaƒu Ke. Aahaha¦ vÏ siht tomuinp uH to Ke j nhÄ. p` nG™p uH Ke Ane pHcmhav/t paZyaH Ke AevaH ãƒilHgI pÀa„&an n mze, Ae rag=I iwNn cEtNy Ke AenI qbruH n mze Aeva Òvo, Aahaha¦AnHtvar Aeva ãƒilHg \ar` kyaR, Ane pKI p` ko Òv qalI n=I ke ãƒilHg \ar`kyaR pKI AnHtvar jNMyo Ane myÈ n hoy. Ae wavpahuDmaH ilHgpahuDmaH pa@ Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae!lIvar nG™p uH Ane pHc mhav/tna piràm (je) rag Ke Ae to rag Ke,Aahaha¦ Ae!lI var teH saHwZyuH Ane AnuwvmaH AaƒuH Ke, ke AnHtvar teH kyuÅ, Ane pKIp` Aeva ãƒilHg \ar` kyaÅ Ane SvgRmaH gyo Ane Aena pKI p` ko Ùe5 bakI n=IræuH ke ßyaH tuH AnHtvar jNMyo ne myÈ n hoy. Aahahahaha¦ ke!la Avtar =ya ?xuH kI\uH smÔùH? ãƒilHg \ar` krIne p`, pKI p` AnHt jNm mr` ko S=anmaHn=I kyaÅ Aem n®h. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

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Aeva AnHtvar AnHt AnHt wv phela, AnHtvar nG™ muin idgHbr =yo, pHcmhav/t paZya hÔro raÌ KoDI, p` sMyGdxRn n®h, Ae ragnI iÊya=I \mR (maNyo)p` rag=I iwþ marI cIj Ýwu Ke. nv tÀvmaH rag Ke Ae to pu~y tÀv Ke dya, danno,Aa„ tÀv to &ayk iwþ Ke. Aeno Anuwv sMyGdxRn kyuÅ n®h. Aahaha¦ Aena ivnaAe e ãƒilHg \ar` krIne p`, ke!lIvar ãƒilHg \ar` kyaR? ke AnHtvar. Ane pKIp` ke!lIvar jNm mr` kyaR drek Ùe5e? ke AnHtvar. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH? b\Ivat ferfarvazI lage bapu xuH =ay? Aahaha¦

AnHtvar saHwzvamaH AavI Ke. AnHtvar pircymaH AavI Ke. paKo pircy kyÈKe Aevo saHwzvano ne ragno, Aahaha¦ AnHtvar pircy Ae!le sHwzavnara mZya,AenI pase AnHtvar teH Aa pircy kyÈ Ke. stŸ smagm krIAe, stŸ smagm krIAe(KIAeAem manIne), Ae AstŸ smagm p` AnHtvar pircy kyÈ Ke, teH stŸ smagmne name.Aahaha¦ Ae rag Ane pu~yna wav=I \mR mnavnara, Aeno teH AnHtvar pircy kyÈKe. Ae e to AnHtvar kyÈ Ke. p` Aeno pircy teH AnHtvar kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ stŸsmagm krvo, stŸ smagm krvo Ae stŸ smagm Aene Ame manIAe, Aahaha¦ ãƒilHg\ar` kyuÅ hoy, nG™ muin hoy, hÔro raÌ KoDI hoy, p` AHdrmaH ragnI Aekta=I \mRmanto hoy, Ane AenI pase AnHtvar saHwZyuH Aeno pircy kyÈ, stŸ smagm kyÈAe!le Aavane stŸ smagm maNyo. bhar=I Tyag =yo Ane pHcmhav/t Ae stŸsmagmAe sa\u Ke. bapu Ae stŸ smagm Ke? Aahaha¦

Aey? AemaH Ke, AamaH Ke hÇ (ga=amaH). AnHtvar pircymaH AavI Ke Ae vat.Aahaha¦ te Ae stŸ smagm manIne AstŸ smagm AnHtvar kyÈ Ke, khe Ke. Aahaha¦smÔùH kaH? xaÏmaH to Ae Aave ke stŸ smagm krvo, stŸ pircy krvo, Tyare sa\u=yo hoy TyagI =yo hoy Ane muin =yo hoy bhar, Ae stŸ smagm? Aahahaha¦ Aeto AstŸ Ke, stŸsHg Ke j nhÄ, AstŸ sHg Ke. cahe to Ae nG™ muin =ne dya, dan,Va/t, wi›=I \mR mnavta hoy, Ae b\a AstŸ smagm Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahaha¦Aeno p` teH AnHtvar pircy kyÈ Ke, stŸ manIne, Aahaha¦ Aem ke Aava pirØh shnkre Ke. Aek Aaƒo hto ne hmàH TyaH kuravD-kuravD, kyaH gya JmnlalÒ? kuravDAaVya'ta nhÄ Aolo "auLlk "auLlk AhÄ AaVyo hto. Aeklo iv>a=± hto Tyare AhÄAaƒo'to, ÙuLlk = gyo pKI Pyalo fa!I gyo hto vat saHwze n®h. pKI cHduwasa=e vat kre. meH kI\uH wa huH to vat krvane layk huH n=I hoH? Aa!la Aa!la pirØhshn kre xuH Ae b\a smiktI n=I? kho Aa!la pirØh, Aa!la _psgR, nG™p uH, vÏn®h. ixyazana paÌ, @HDIna kpDa n®h AavuH Aa!luH shn kre ne O b\a smiktI n=I?Are Ýwu¦ AhÄ to Ae kæuH, ÔuAone? AnHtvar pircymaH Aeva AstŸ smagmnoAnHtvar teH pircy kyÈ, Ane tena=I tne saHwzva mZyuH AavHu rag=I \mR =xe AneprHpra p` rag=I kLya` =xe, Aahaha¦


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—Ane AnHtvar AnuwvmaH p` AavI cUkI Ke.˜ tara vednmaH, ragnuH vednAnHtvar = gyuH Ke. xuw ragnuH dya-dan-v/t wi›nuH vedn Ae rag Ke Aeno AnHtvartne Anuwv = gyo Ke, Ae ko nvI vat n=I. Aahaha¦

phelI (x$nI) ga=aAomaH mal mal mUÉ–o Ke. barmaH smaDI devuH Ke b\uH. (kheKe)Ane AnHtvar AnuwvmaH p` AavI Ke. xuuH kI\uH ? kam wognI k=a. rag krvo Anerag wogvvo Aeno Anuwv p` tne AnHtvar = gyo Ke rag krvo Ane ragwogvvo Ae vat saHwzI Ke teH AnHtvar. Aeno teH pircy p` teH AnHtvar kyÈ. Anetara AnuwvmaH p` Ae vat AnHtvar AavI g Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

m|yS= rIte Ae xaÏnuH vaHcney kre ne to QyalmaHy Aave. tem xaÏne khevI KevItragta, carey AnuyogmaH khevano Aaxy to vItragta Ke. to Ae ßyare vItragtaAemaH n Aave Ane rag=I law =ay Ae Aave, Ae k=a, ivk=a Ke \mR k=a n=I, pap k=aKe Ae. Aahaha¦ wle ds ds vIs vIs hÔr ma`s saHwzta hoy. jemaH Aem mnayke Aa v/t ne tp ne _pvas-wi› ne mHidro krva ne AemaH=I tmaruH kLya` =xe, Ae vatragnI Ke. (A uv/tna AaHdoln =ay) heH? (A uv/tna AaHdoln =ay) =ya \UzmaHyn=I, ragna AaHdoln Ke. Aahaha¦ AnHtvar AnuwvmaH AavI cUkI Ke. Aahaha¦ bhuAakrI, phelI bIÒ 5IÒ co=I ga=a ÔuAo to qra, Aahaha¦ Am<tno sagr wgvan,Aene saHwz ne Aeno pircy kr ne AenuH vedn krne. Aahaha¦ Ae kheva ma!e Aa vat Ke.Aa Ae!lHu (ma5) kheva qatr xaÏ n=I, heH?

Aa Ke Aene KoDIne Aa„a cEtNy mUitR Ýwu Ke, Aeno sMyGdxRn Ane Anuwv krAenuH &an kr Ane AemaH @r. Ae khevano Aaxy Aa Ke. AhÄ Aavo Aavo khIne pKI@rvanuH AHdrmaH l jvo Ke. ßyaH TyaH rokava ma!e vat krta n=I. rokayelo toAnHtkaz=I Ke j. Aahaha¦ p` hve Aa khIne Ýwu tuH Aam Aavne AHdr, tara FrmaHÔne, \rmaH jva ma!e Aa vat Ke. Aahahaha¦

—kevo Ke Òv lok˜ Aa jgtmaH Òv kevo Ke? AnHt Òv Ke ne? Aek j Òv n=IkaH, Ae!le Òvlok (kæuH Ke) Aaha¦ b\a Òv. AnHta Òvo keva Ke? —ke je sHsar$pIcÊnI m|ymaH iS=t Ke Aahaha¦ jem FH!I hoy ne FH!I AenuH mo#uH (qIlDo) hoy ne FënaqvanuH, NyaH ne NyaH pD–a hoy Ae dzay nih, Aam Aa\a jne AHdr Ôy to dzay.Aahaha¦ Aem sHsar$pI cÊnaH m|ymaH pD–o Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke? cÊna m|ymaH iS=t Ke.=oDa Aa\e jne KeDe lavvo Aem n®h, brabr sHsar cÊna rag Ane pu~yna wavmaHbrobr iS=t =yel Ke Òv. Aahaha¦ sHsar$pI cÊ Ae!le? ke xuw Ane Axuw wavbey sHsar$pI cÊ Aeklo xuwey n®h Ane Aeklo Axuwey nhÄ.

xuw Ane Axuw Aevo sHsar$pI cÊ Ke. kmR-kmR, Aahaha¦ kmR\ara, AeklI kmR\ara, xuw Ane Axuw\ara Aena m|ymaH iS=t Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa Òvlok, jgtnoÝa`I, Anaid=I, Aahaha¦ sHsar$pI cÊ, sHsrvuH-frvuH, frvuH, pu~y ne pap, pu~y ne pap,

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pu~y ne papmaH fyaR j kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Aena m|ymaH iS=t hova=I ;inrHtrp e' jene ãƒAe!le jgtna pda=È AnHtvar sHbH\maH Aaƒa, ãƒna p` AnHt pravtRno lI\a, Aajgtna je prma uAo Ke Aa xrIraid AnHta, O Aena sHyogmaH AnHtvar AavI gya,ãƒna pravtRn AnHtvar kyaR. Aahaha¦ smuCcy vat Ke. ke!laHk Aeva pD–aH Ke, pÀa je kyaR Ke Ae vat krvanI, bakI ke!lak to prma u Aeva Ke, pirw/m`maHH AaVyayn=I ADyay n=I. Ae vat AhÄ n=I levI, jem Aaela ingodna Òv kae Ae hÒ tosaHwZyuH n=I vede Ke Ae saHwZyuH Ke. Aem AhÄyaH ke!laHk Òvo FàH prma une ADyayn=I Ae n=I levuH, p` Ae ADya j Ke ãƒna pravtRnmaH kar`ke AenI xi› im+yaTvnIKe, te=I AnHta ãƒ pravtRn kre Ke, kyaR Ke Aem khevuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

Òvlok AnHt Òvlok kevo Ke? A&anIno Òvlok, Aahaha¦ ke je e Aa prma uAoAnHt AnHt pD–a Ke lok @aHsIne wyÈ, Aaqo lok prma u=I @aHsIne wyÈ Ke. AhÄyaAnHta AnHta prma u @aHsIne wyaÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae b\a prma uno pravtRn tarasHyogna sHbH\maH AnHtvar ãƒ pravtRn = gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeva pudŸglo tarI paseAnHtvar AavIne gya Ke, AavIne gya Ke, AnHt pravtRn kyaR Ke. Aahaha¦ pu~y nepapna ragmaH m|ymaH iS=r hova=I, Aahaha¦ sHsarna je!la prma uAonI sHQya Aeb\a tara sHbH\maH pl!o marIne b\a pravtRn=I AavI gya Ke. Aahahaha¦

;ãƒ pravtRn' AnHt pravtRn =ya Ke. ãƒnay AnHt pravtRn, pravtRn(Ae!le) pl!o marIne AnHtvar rjkò paKa Aaƒa Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa xrIrna rjkòKe Ae phela Aa„ana sHbH\maH j Ke Aem n®h. Aava rjkò je AnHta Ke Ae b\aAa„ana sHbH\maH ãƒp e pravtRnmaH AavI gya Ke. Aahaha¦

—Ùe5 pravtRn˜ Ke? Aa caEd rajlok Ke Aeno kae Aek AHgulno AsHQymo wagp` AnHtvar TyaH jNMyo myÈ n®h Aem n=I. Ùe5maH AnHtvar pravtRn kyuÅ Ke. drekÙe5e, ßyaH isâ wgvan ibraje Ke, Ae Ùe5e p` AnHtvar jNMyo Ane myÈ Ke. ingodnaÒv =ne, Aahaha¦ isâ wgvan ibraje Ke TyaH ingodna Òv Ke. sU"m ingod.Aahaha¦ to Ùe5na AnHt pravtRn, Aahaha¦ kemke caEd b/ïaHD to AsHQy ÝdexI j Kelok, Ane AnHt kaz=I derk Ùe5e AnHtvar jNMyo Ane myÈ Ke. Aahahaha¦ isâwgvan rhe Ke TyaH p` AnHtvar jNMyo Ane myÈ Ke ingodp e, Aeva AnHta Ùe5pravtRn kyaÅ Ke, Aahaha¦

Aem —kaz pravtRn˜ AsHQy covIxI Ke, Aena Aek Aek smymaH AnHtvarpravtRn = gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ AsHQy covIxI Ke, AsHQy smynI kaznI Aeno phelosmy, Aem Aek Aek smye AnHtvar pravtRn krIne rqDI ræo Ke. Aem bIÔe smy,5IÔe smy, co=o smy Aem AnHt smy. Aahahaha¦ AsHQy pirvtRn AemaH AsHQysmy j hoy. AnHt n hoy. pudŸgl pravtRn AnHt hoy AemaH AnHt smy hoy, covIxIAsHQy Ke to Aek covIxI AemaH smy AsHQy j hoy. Aahaha¦ drek drek smye


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AnHtvar, Ùe5na sHbH\=I pirvtRn kyuÅ Ke, pirw/m` kyuÅ Ke Ae e. Aahaha¦ kaz=I AekeksmymaH p`, AnHtvar Aaƒo Ke pirw/m`maH, Aahaha¦ AnHtkaz gyone? Aaid KekaH? AhÄya pU$H =yuH p` Aam Aaid Ke? AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHt AnHtAnHt Aam haLyuH j Ôy Ke ne. Aahaha¦ Aeva Aekek smymaH AnHtvar pravtRn krIneAnHtI covIxI ne AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn kazna kyaR, Aahaha¦ Ae Aa ragna m|ymaHræo Ke, xuw Ane Axuw, xuw Ane Axuw, Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a rag=I iwþ Ke, AenI qbruH krI n®h. Aene AozQyo nihH AeneÔ~yo n®h. Ýwu, svÈTk<Ú prmaTma to tarI pase j ibraje Ke ne pyaRynI pase, tarIAe!le tuH pyaRyne mane Ko, Ane ragne mane Ko, to Ae rag ne pyaRynI pase j Ýwuibraje Ke Aaqo (pU R). Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? paseno A=R? ke tuH Aek smynI pyaRyAne rag _pr tarI ¹iÚ Ke Ae=I tarI pase j Ýwu (ãVy) ibraje Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene tuHÔeto n=I, Ane Aava ragna Ane vtRman pyaRymaH AnHt AnHt AnHt kaz-AnHtpravtRn kyaR Ke. Aahaha¦

=oDo AWyas ÔeAe wa, to =oDuHk smÔy, iblkul AWyas n hoy Aene toAevuH lage ke Aa xuH Ke? Aahaha¦ AWyas n®h ne bharnI Ýv<i¿maH rokane, Aahaha¦je vat mUz Ke Aene phÇcI vzva ma!e kaH saHwzvano vqt leto n=I. Aahaha¦ AneAavamaH AnHtkaz gaZyo Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ rag krvo Ane rag wogvvo, Aevo jeAnHtI covIxImaH Aekek smymaH Aeva AnHta wv kyaR, kaznuH pravtRn kyuÅ. Aahaha¦

—wv˜ Aek nrkna wv AnHtvar kyaR, mnu*yna wv AnHt var kyaR, SvgRnawv AnHtvar kyaR, pxuna wv AnHtvar kyaR (Ke). wv AnHta kyaR Ke. Aahaha¦ ãƒ,Ùe5, kaz ne wv AnHt pravtRn kyaR. hve ræo —wav˜ xuw Ane Axuw wav p`AnHt pravtRn kyaR. Aahaha¦ wle ingodmaH=I n=I nIkZya, Ae ÒvoAe p` xuw-Axuw wav AnHtvar kyaR Ke. AemaH AavI gya ke nih? Aahahaha¦ xuw wav AneAxuw wav Aeva AnHtvar pl!a marIne wav AnHtvar kyaR Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae (xuwaxuwwav) ko kaH nvI cIj n=I. Aaha¦ Ae ko ÒvnuH Sv$p n=I. Aahaha¦

jem smSt Òvlok je nIkZya n=I Ae e p` saHwZyuH Ke Aem khevamaH Aave. AemAnHt Òvo ingodmaH=I bhar nIkZyaH n=I, p` KtaH xuwaxuwwavp e AnHtvarpravtRn kyuÅ Ke Ae e, Aahaha¦ AemaH=I nIkZyuH ne ? Aahaha¦ fulcHdÒAe ka#yuH'tuHnepheluH, to Ae AamaH=I nIkZyuH. Aa AnHt Òvo je Ke Ae b\a ÒvoAe xuw Axuw wavnuHAnHtvar pravtRn kyuÅ Ke, Aahaha¦ to AemaH Aa ingodna Òv p` AavI gya.Aahahahaha¦ pheluH fulcHdÒAe ka#yHu'tHu, (kæuH htuH) ke AekeHiãymaH p` xuwwav Ke.xuwAxuw xuwAxuw =ay Ke. AamaH=I Ae nIkze Ke. Aaha¦ AnHt Òvo je hÒ bharnIkZya n=I, Ae e p` xuwaxuw wavnuH AnHtvar pirvtRn kyuÅ Ke. xuwaxuw wavnapravtRn krIne AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn kyaR Ke. Aahahaha¦

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xuH sHtonI vaÌ gHwIr, gHwIr gHwIr Aga\, =oDamaH F uH F uH wrI dI\uH Ke¦Aahaha¦ Aa isâaHt khevay. Aaha¦ jemaH Anek wavo =oDa xBdomaH p` par n Aave,Aeva wavo wyaR Ke, Ke to Ae wav pudŸglnI pyaRymaH, Òvna wavo NyaH kaH vaÌmaHn=I. p` vaÌmaH Òvna wavo Ane potana wavone khevanI xi› Ke. Ae=I vaÌ Aemkhe Ke ke xuw Axuw wavnuH pravtRn drek Òve AnHtvar kyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦

Aaqo kevo Ke Òvlok Aem kæuH ne? Aaqo kevo Ke Òvlok AemaH=I kae bakI n=IraQya Aola ingodna... ne Aaqo Òvlok je Ke pirw/m`na krnara Ae b\aAe pu~yAne papna wav AnHtvar pravtRn krIne, krI cUÉ–a Ke. Aahaha¦ jena=I pu~y bH\ayAeva xuw wav Ane jena=I pap bH\ay Aeva Axuw wav Ae drek Òvloke AnHtvarkyaÅ Ke. Aem Ke AemaH juAo, gHwIr vat Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ 5` lokna na= ijne¬r devprme¬r, AenI vaÌnuH xuH khevuH? Aahaha¦ sHto AavI vatne btave Ke, KÍS=. Aahaha¦=oDamaH F uH krIne btaƒuH Ke. 5` lokna na=nI vatne xuH khevI. Aahaha¦ Aena ALpxBdomaH to caEd b/ïaHD ne 5` kaz 5` lok jà Ôy. Aahahaha¦

wav$p AnHt pravtRnne lI\e jene w/m` Ýaº =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦ ãƒna sHyognuHÙe5nuH - kaznuH smye smye _pjvuH wvnuH Ane wavnuH xuwwavp uH Aene lne xuwAxuwwavna pravtRnne lne jene w/m` Ýaº =yuH Ke, w/m` Ýaº =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦ jemAolo grIyo-grIyo n=I Aavto? wmrDo. wmrDo Aam mare Ae!le Kokro khe êFIgyo, êFI gyo Ae!le Ae!lo CaÉkr cDe, Ae!lo CaÉkre CaDe ke ckkr Ke Ae deqay nihH. AawmrDo Aam (frto) hzvo = Ôy Tyare to Aam frto deqay pKI Aekdm frto hoyTyare, Aa pHqamaH xuH Ke? Ae fre Tyare Aena paHqDa deqay j nihH. car paHqDa, Aekdmfre pHqo Tyare deqay nihH. Aekdm, Aekdm fre to deqay j nihH, Aahaha¦

AhÄ khe Ke AnHt pravtRnne lne Aene w/m` Ýaº =yuH Ke. w/m`, w/m` ckravec#I gyo Ke. rqDvana rSte c#I gyo Ke. Aaha¦

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smysar, ga=a co=I —smSt Òv lokne Aem levuH TyaH=I je Anaidna rqDe KeAe isvay smiktI AaidnI vat n=I. smSt Òvlok (kæuH p`) rqDnar im+ya¹iÚAe AhÄ leva. Ae e ragnI vat, rag krvo ne rag ne wogvvo, rag Ke ƒvhar rTn5yAe p` rag Ke. ãƒ sHg/hmaH Ke Ae to, Ae rag krvo Ane wogvvo, Ae vat to AnHtvarsaHwzI Ke drek Òve, Ane Aeno pircy p` = gyo Ke, Ane Anuwv p` = gyo Ke.svR lokne kI\a, wle ingodna Òv ho, p` Aene Anuwv Ke Ae!le AemaH Aene b\uH AavIgyuH. Aahaha¦


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—kevo Ke Òvlok ? sHsar$pI cÊna m|ymaH pD–o Ke.˜ Aahaha¦ im+yaTvmaHpD–o Ke Ae!le Ae kmR cÊna m|ymaH pD–o Ke Aevo iS=t... inrHtrp e ãƒ, jgtnaje!la prma uAono sHyog Ke, Aevo AnHtvar drek Òvne sHyog = gyo Ke. AeApeiÙt vat Ke. ke!laHk prma uAo Ae ãƒna sHyogp e =ya n=I. p` AenI xi› KeAnHtvar =yo ma!e xi› AnHtvar = g, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aem Ùe5-smSt Òv drek Ùe5e AvtyaR Ke Aem p` n=I, p` AenamaH xi› Keim+yaTvnI Aene lne drek Ùe5maH AvtyaR Aem p` khI xkay. Aem ;kaz' Aem;wv', SvgRna wvo AnHta kyaR Aem khevay, ke!laHk Òvo hÒ bhar nIkZya n=I p`AenI ]âa im+yaTv Ke to im+yaTvne lne Ae b\I car gitmaH rqDvano wav AenIpase pD–o Ke. te=I car gitmaH AnHtvar rqDyo, wv kyaR, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aem;wav' Aeva AnHt pravtRn ãƒ AnHt, Ùe5 AnHt, kaz AnHt, wv AnHt ne wavAnHt, AnHt pravtRnne lI\e Ae drekmaH bdlta bdlta AnHtvar, Aahaha¦ jene w/m`Ýaº =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦ rqDvanI iS=it j jenI Ýaº = Ke. Aahaha¦ coraxImaH AvtrvuHw/m` Ae jene Ýaº =yuH Ke. AhÄ su\I AaƒuH Ke.

—smSt iv¬ne Aek K5 raßy=I vx krnaruH mo!uH moh$pI wUt˜ im+yaTv$pIwUtDuH. Aahaha¦ im+yaTv$pI moh smSt iv¬ne, smiktI isvay, A&anIne Aek K5raßy, jem cÊvt±nuH raßy hoy to ßyaH hoy TyaH raßy j AenuH hoy, Aem AnHt ÒvmaHim+yaTvnuH j raßy Ke. sa\u =yo to p` rag=I law =ay, Ae im+yaTv$pI wUtDuH AeneyvzGyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa¦ v/t\arI =ay, to p` Aene im+yaTvnuH wUtDuH Aev/tno ivkLp Ke Ae mne lawdayk Ke Ane te ktRƒ Ke, ƒvhar v/tnuH, AevuH im+yaTv$pIwUtDuH (im+ya AiwÝay) Aaqa cEtNyna svR raßymaH AekK5-AekK5 b\e im+yaTvj ƒapI ræuH Ke. Aahaha¦

jena raßymaH je cl` hoy Ae cl` Aaqa raßymaH ƒape, cl` raßynuH isÞo,Aem im+yaTvno isÞo, Aahaha¦ AnHta A&anI ÒvmaH ƒapI gyo Ke. Aahaha¦AekK5 raßy AenuH Ke. ßyaH hoy TyaH im+yaTv... im+yaTv... im+yaTv... im+yaTv (Ae!le)kHk krvuH, kH krIAe, kHk ƒvhar krIAe to inüy =ay, AevuH im+yaTv$pI wUtDuHAekK5 raßy=I jene vx krI lI\a Ke. Aahaha¦ kaHk krvuH to ÔeAe ne wa, kaH kyaRivna =atuH hxe? xuH krvuH? rag=I iwþ krvuH Ae krvuH Ke. p` rag krtaH krtaH =xesMyGdxRn Ane Ae ƒvhar Ke Ae inüyne pmaDxe. Aahaha¦

AevuH im+yaTv$pI wUt Aek svR iv¬ne AekK5 raßy=I vx krnar, b\aHne vx krIlI\a Ke. Aaehaehae¦ mo!a maH\ata nGnmuin, idgHbr muin p` jene pHc mhav/t Ke, 28mUzgu Ke Aene p` im+yaTve vx krI lI\a Ke. kar` ke Ae p` mne \mR Ke A=va \mRnuHkar` Ke. Aa b\a sa\no Ke ne? v/t tp wi› Aaid sa\no Ke, Aena=I mne inüysa|y Ýg!xe Aem im+yaTvna wave Aene p` vx krI lI\o Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavuH JI uH

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Ke. ATyare Ae raD paDe Ke inüy ƒvharnI sH\I Aene khIAe ke ƒvhar=I inüy =ay,Ae AnekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦ rag Ke Ae to pr Aa]y Ke, Ane smikt Ke te Sv Aa]y Ke.cahe to mhav/tno rag, wi›no rag p` Ae dxa Ae idxa Ae dxa pr trfnI Ke. AnesMyGdxRnaid \mRnI dxa, AenI idxa Sv _pr Ke. Aahaha¦

mo!a maH\atane p` im+yaTve he@a paD–a Ke khe Ke. K5 raßy AenuH cale Ke ATyare,Aahaha¦ clÌ na uH AenuH Ke. im+yaTvnuH clÌ na uH. Aahaha¦ sa\u =ya, muin =yabharna vex ferVya pHc mhav/t (paZya) Aene p` im+yaTve FerI lI\o Ke. Aahaha¦AavI vat Ke. mo!uH moh$pI wUt im+yaTv. Aahaha¦ AekK5 raßy=I vx krnar saraiv¬ne, Aahaha¦ Ae jem smSt Òvlok kI\o'to ne? ke bUruH krnaro Ae e saHwZyuH Ke.Aevo j Òvlok pirw/m` kre Ke. Aevo Òvlok Aa Ke. Aahaha¦

—mo!uH moh$pI wUt ke jenI pase bzdnI jem war vhevDave Ke˜ Aahaha¦im+yaTvnuH raßy AevuH Ke ke bzdnI jem Ae e Aa rag krvo pDe Aap e Vyvhar ktRVyKe, dya dan wi› v/t tp Ae ktRVy Ke. AevuH im+yaTv$pI wUtDe, Aahaha¦ bzdnI jemwar vhevDaVyo Ke, b\o war Ke. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa, Aahaha¦ inivRkLp cIjKe AHdr vStu (&aykwav) Ae ƒvharnI ApeÙa ivna Ýg! =ay AevI Ae cIj Ke. Aeto SvnI Ape"aa, i5kaznI Ape"aa=I =ay Ke Aene @eka e mo!a maH\ata AigAar AHgnaw`nara ds-ds hÔr vIs-vIs hÔrmaH waØ` Aapnara, Aeva b\ane im+yaTve FerIlI\aH Ke khe Ke, heH? Aahaha¦ Ae Aap e Aa b\Hu pirØh shn krIAe, _psgR shn krIAeto Ae shn krtaH krtaH \mR =ay AHdr, inüy sMyGdxRn pmay Aem im+yaTv$pI wUtDe,bzdnI jem war vhevDaƒo Ke. Aahaha¦

pa@maH to —goirv˜ Ke ne? gor-[v¸ go-[v pa@maH Ke go-[v, bzdnI jem.Aahaha¦ Aa!la Aa!la kam, krva pDe Aap e. xaÏonI rcna krvI pDe. mHidrobnavva pDe. hHe? (]ota: Kpavva pDe vheHCava pDe) Kpavva pDe. Aahaha¦ ÝkaxmaH(Aavva) A|yÙ =vuH pDe, te ivna Aap e kem cale? Caale qro sHsar Caale, ƒvharmagR cale xI rIte? Aahaha¦ Ae ragne JaLyo Ke, im+yaTv=I gjb vat bapu¦ Aahaha¦im+yaTv$pI wUtDe Aene bzdnI jem war vhevDaƒo Ke. Ae pHc mhav/tna piràm Aaidwar klex Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae e Aene \mR maNyo Ke, im+yaTvne lne Ane kaH Aene \mRnuHkar` Ke Aem maNyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

sara inim¿ hoy to Aa„amaH kayR =ay, Aem im+yaTv wUtDe Aam bzdnI jemprna kayRmaH ÔeDI dI\o Ke Aeene. Aahahaha¦ inim¿ gme te hoy, inim¿=I =atuH n=I kaH5` kazmaH kaH. inim¿ inim¿nI pyaRy kre. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH bapu¦ AakrI waAa to wgvanna ivrhe, ivdeh\amnI vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH =ay? TyaH=I laƒa Ke ne Aa?kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH gya'ta Ýwu pase Òvta tI=R kyuÅ'tuH. Aahaha¦ mhaivdeh Aa@ idvsræa, hta to &anI cair5vHt, smiktI p` ivxeØ TyaH jne, inmRzta FÌ =. Ôe ke


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= to potane kar e, smÔ uH? p` mhaivdehmaH gya hta. Ae p` AenI yoGyta=Igya'tane, Aahaha¦ Ae TyaH=I potane je AHtr Ýaº =yuH, pota=I, TyaH=I p` tena=I nihHp` pota=I Ýaº =yuH. Aahaha¦ Aena=I Aa vat krI ræa Ke. Aahahaha¦

khe Ke mo!uH moh$pI wUt jenI pase bzdnI jem war vhevDave Ke. bzdne jemFÇsra naqI 2p-2p m` p0 m` vhevDave, Aem Aa klex, ragnI mHdtano klex, iÊya,mhav/tnI ne simit, guiºnI ne b/ïcyRnI ne Ae xuwwav Ke Ae war Ke, klex Ke. p`A&anI Aene im+yaTvne lne Ae war krvo pDe Aem (manIne) warne vhe Ke. AavuH kamKe. AekaHt khe loko ibcara, nyno ivØy j AekaHt Ke. sMykŸ AekaHt nyno ivØy j AeKe. Aene @eka e AnekaHt Aam =ay, ƒvhar=I p` =ay Ane inüy=I p` =ay. inim¿=Ip` =ay Ane _padan=I (p`) =ay. Aahaha¦ AevuH im+yaTv$pI wUtDe Aeva kam krIkrIne bzdnI jem mjUrI kre Ke . Aahaha¦ Ke ke nihH AHdr? (_pyog to Aaqo' idAa„amaH rhe nihH- pKI bhar Aave) AhÄ Ae É–aH ÝÆ Ke? bhar Aave p` Aena=Ilaw n=I, Ae mara \mRmaH kar` n=I, AevI Ôe ¹iÚ hoy to Aene im+yaTvnuH wUtDuH n=I.bhar AavIne Aa ktRƒ krIAe KIAe, te=I \mRnI puiÚ =xe, \mRnI v<iâ =xe, \mRmaH shayk=xe, Aem to kæuH Ke ne AigyarmI ga=amaH ke inim¿ deqIne, shayk hStavlHb deqIneijnagmmaH p` k=n F uH kyuÅ Ke, p` AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke, vadivvade Ae bese AevuH n=I bapu, duinya Ôe Ke ne AaqI. Aahaha¦

Aa magR j vItragno, Aahaha¦ jene ƒvharnI p` ApeÙa n=I AevuH jesMyGdxRn&an cair5, Svne Aa]ye =ay, prno Aa]y Aene hoy j nihH. Aene @eka eim+yaTv wUtDe, Ae Vyvhar krtaH inüy pmaxe Ane inüyne phÇcI vzaxe. Aahaha¦im+yaTv$pI wUtDe bzdnI jem war vhevDaƒo Ke. war Ke b\o boÔe Ke. Aahaha¦ AeragnI iÊya ivkLpnI iÊya Ke Ae krva layk Ke Ane Aena=I law Ke. Ae bzdnI jemwar vhevDave Ke. Aahaha¦ ;Aey¿SsuvlHwo' AenI ƒaQya Ke Aa. Ke ne (ga=anuH) 5Ij¡pd, Aey¿SsuvlHwo, AekTvnI Ýaiº Aa rIte n=I. Aava kar e Aene AekTvnI Ýaiº n=I.Aahaha¦ Ae beklanI Ýaiº Ke. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

bzdnI jem war vhevDave Ke. Aahaha¦ pCaIs, pCaIs Apvas, pCaas, pCaasApvas, coivyara, pa`I ivnana injRra =ay. injRze Apvas krIAe to injRra v\are=ay. Aahaha¦ Aem im+yaTv$pI wUtDe Ae ragnI iÊyane bzdnI jem krI Ke O e.Aahaha¦ AavI vato saHwzvI muXkel pDe. Aahaha¦ Ae to kI\uH, Aena sa!uH to vat caleKe Aa.

pKI ßyare Aa im+yaTv$pI wUtDe, Aene ragmaH ÔeDI dI\o Ke. rag=I kaHk law=ay Ae ma!e ragna iÊyakaHD klex Ke. cahe to pHc mhav/t ho, bar v/t ho, p` rag Keklex Ke. klexno boÔe krvo pDe Aem im+yaTve bzdnI jem Aene ÔeDI dI\ae Ke. Aahaha¦AakruH pDe kam.

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—Ôer=I fa!I nIkzela t<*à˜ Ane ßyare Ae im+yaTvnuH Ôer =yuH, AemaH=I t<*àfa!I. Aahaha¦ —Ôer=I fa!I nIkzelI t<*à Aeno rog˜ kHk krvuH- kaHk krvuH- kaHkkrvuH rag krvo, kaHk krvuH prnuH kaHk wluH krvuH to Aap`ne kHk law =ay, AevIt<*à$pI rog jene fa!I nIkZyo Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae sa\u bne nG™ idgHbr p` AHdrmaHim+yaTv Ke. Ae=I rag=I law manIne bzdnI jem ÔeDa gya Ke. Aahaha¦ Anet<*à$pI rog AHdr fa!–o Ke, Aa kruH, Aa kruH, Aa kruH t<*à-t<Øa Ke ne? t<*à$pI rog,Aeno dah Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦ Ae xuwrag p` dah Ke. —rag Aag dah dhe sda, tatEHsmam<t seAe Aahaha¦ cahe to Ae xuwrag ho, p` khe Ke ke Ae t<*à$pI roge dah_Tpþ kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦

jena dah=I AHtrHgmaH pIDa Ýg! = Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xuwrag p` dah ne pIDaKe, p` im+yaTvna wUtDe Aena t<*à ne lowne kar e, Aahaha¦ Aa mne @Ik Ke, Aa mne@Ik Ke, meH @Ik kyuÅ Aeva dah=I bzI gyela Ke. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatHu bhu bapu¦ vItragmagRnI. vItrag svR& prme¬r, Ae AHdr svR& Sv$pI Ýwu (inÔTma) AemaH smaDvamage Ke. Aahaha¦ svR& =yela Ýwu, svR& SvwavImaH jva temaH @rvuH, ÝtIit=I jvuH AneSv$p=I @rvuH. Aahaha¦

AevuH krava mage Ke Aene n smjtaH, t<*à$pI rog jene vzGyo, Aa kruH, Aa kruHAa kruH, Aa kruH.... Aahaha¦ pHiDta kruH ne ivä¿a kruH, ne huH F uH w uH ne jgtne FàHnesmÔvuH to mne law =ay. duinyane kaHk law =ay to mne p` kHk mze ke nhÄ Aenowag, nihH devIlalÒ? Aahaha¦ hÔro ma`sne _pdex de AemaH=I kaHk law =ay kenihH Aene? Aeno wag kHk Aave ke nihH =oDo? Aahaha¦ p` t<*à$pI dahe Aene TyaHszgavI dI\o Ke Ane law =xe Aap`ne bIÔne, bIÔ FàH laqo ma`s smje to =oDads AanI bar AanI, =oDok sozmo wag p` kHk Aave ke nihH? Aahaha¦ \Uzey mzenihH Aekey !ko. AhÄH to. Are bapu marg j¡da, wa¦

AhÄ to AHtr Sv$pmaH, Aahaha¦ AHtr SvwavmaH ÔvuH Ke TyaH bharna karò=I,kem mdd=I jvay wa? Aahaha¦ bharna karòno to Aa]y KoDI de, tenuH lÙ KoDIde, tenI Ìic KoDI de, to AHtrmaH Ôy to Aene AHtrne Aa]ye law =ay, p` Aa bharnaiÊyakaHD qUb kre, Apvas kre, b/ïcyR ÔVv Òv paze, K kaynI ihHsa n kre, kHdmUz nqay, ÔVv Òvna coivyar kre, Aahar n qay, bapu¦ Ae to b\I ragnI iÊya Ke wa.Aahaha¦ p` t<*à$pI dahe Aene bazI mUÉ–o Ke TyaH. Ke? t<*à$pI rogna dah=IAHtrHgmaH pIDa Ýg! = Ke. Aahaha¦ wle bIÔne _pdex dë Ane Aena=I law =ayAevo xuwwav Ae p` dah Ke, AiG™ Ke. Aahahaha¦

rogna dah=I jene AHtrHgmaH pIDa Ýg! = Aem kI\uH, xrIrmaH wle rog n hoyAem ke, xrIr inrogI hoy, Aaha¦ pHcmhav/t brobr pazto hoy, Aahahaha¦ pÀHtrHgmaH pIDa Ýg! = Ke. Ae xuwragne j \mR mannara Ane xuw rag krtaH krtaH


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sMyGdxRn inüy =xe, Ae AHtrHgmaH du:qI Ke, Ae AHtrHgmaH pIDa vede Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuHAakruH pDe ma`sne p` AhÄ to CaoQqI vat Ke sTynuH _dŸFa!n Ke. sTy Aa Ke Ae isvayb\uH AsTy Ke. Are¦ Ýwuno magR to vItrag=I x$ =ay ke rag=I x$ =ay? Ae vItragmagR j nihH. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to rag=I x$ kravIne vItragtamaH l jvo Ke. Aahaha¦¦(je Axky Ke.)

t<*à$pI rog Aeno dah- ÔeyuH? Ae xuwragnI t<*à Ke Ae p` dah Ke, AiG™ Ke,kØay Ke. Aahahaha¦ Are, loko jene \mR manIne be@a Aene AhÄ khe Ke ke Ae to t<*àrogno dah Ke, pIDa Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa vat hve É–aH guº raqI Ke? bhar pDI gKe b\ey FÌ. AhÄ=I 20 laq puStk bhar pDI gya Ke, b\amaH Aa vat Ke. heH¦Aahaha¦ wa¦ tuH tara FrmaH=I nIkzIne bharmaH wme Ke¦ xuwaxuw wavmaH Ae dah KeÝwu. Aahaha¦ Aavo marg Aakro lage lokone hoH, heH? Ae!le Aem j khe AekaHt KeAekaHtIAo Ke, kho Ýwu, Aahaha¦

(Aem lage Ke ƒvharno lop = gyo) Vyvharno lop¦ AenI ÌicKoD–a ivna SvwavnI Ìic = xke nihH. Fàne Aem =ay nana nana KokraHAo pÀava wgvanna dxRn kre, AavuH kre AavuH kre Aene tme kho Aana=I law n=I to, nihHkre Ae, wa¦ kre n kre Aeno ÝÆ É–aH Ke. Aahaha¦ b\ay kre Ke, Ae krva !a e rag ho.Aahaha¦ p` Ôy n Ôy AenI sa=e sHbH\ xuH Ke? xuw wav Ke Ae pote j dah Ke. AenekrtaH krtaH smiktnI xaHit mzxe? Aahaha¦ rog=I inrogta =vaxe? dah=I xaHitmzxe? Aahaha¦ bhu !UHkamaH !Ika, AavI !Ika to, Aahaha¦ wrtÙe5maH smysarnI Aa!Ika idgHbrmaH AavI !Ika, bIÔ xaÏomaH AavI !Ika n=I. AevI Aa ko !Ika AdŸwUt,Aahaha¦ jenaH =oDa xBdomaH wavnI gHwIrta Aga\ gHwIr Aga\ gHwIr. Aahaha¦

Ýwu tarI Ýwuta Ýaº krva ma!e pamr Aeva ragnI j$r n=I na=, Aahaha¦ Ýwutne Ae klHk Ke. Aahaha¦ hoy Ae j¡dI vat Ke. hoy Ke Ae p<=k trIke &an Aene Ô e, wleAemey Ô e marI pyaRymaH =ay Ke, p` Ke du:q ne rag, wle huH Aeno ktaR KuH pir`mnnIApeÙaAe, KtaH Ke to rag ne rog ne dah. Aahaha¦ ke!luH smaD–uH Ke j¡Ao ne. Aohohoho¦

AekK5 cale Ke im+yaTvnuH K5 ATyare, ßyaH pUKo TyaH im+yaTvnuH Ôer j Ke b\ey,Aahahaha¦ bazk=I maHDIne TyagI mo!o mha„a laQqo, kroDo vØR su\I paHcmhav/tpazto hoy, AenI pase p` im+yaTvnuH raj pD–uH Ke. (badxahI xasn) heH? (badxahIxasn) heH? badxahI xasn. Aahaha¦ AavI vat É–aH Ke wa? Aaha¦ AhÄ to taraAnHta jnm mr`na fera je AnHta kyaR, Ae Aa wave kyaR im+yaTvwave. Aahaha¦ hveAene KoDavva ma!e Aa khe Ke. raQyuH Ke teH Ane manIne rqD–o Ko¦ hve Aene KoDave Ke.bapu¦ hve pirw/m`=I KU! na=. Aahaha¦ #orne p` qIle baH\e to raÒ =ay Ke. (AhÄKoDe to raÒ =ay) KoDe to raÒ =ay. Am=a Aam baH\e, saHjna baH\e ne svare KoDeTyare qux =ay. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to khe Ke ragna wUtDa=I tne pIDa Ke Ýwu, tuH Aena=I

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smikt =xe? Svno Aa]y mzxe, prna Aa]y=I Svno Aa]y mzxe? Ae ragnadah=I AHtrHgmaH pIDa Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦

Ae dah ivnanI cIj Ýwu AHdr Ke, TyaH tarI njr ÔtI n=I ne AhÄya njrmaH=Iqsto n=I. Aahaha¦ TyaH in\an pD–uH Ke AHdr, Aeklo xaHt rsno kHd Ke, jemaH dyadanna ivkLpnI _Tpi¿nuH p` ßyaH S=an n=I, Aahaha¦ AevuH \/uv \am, \/uvnuH S=aniv]am S=an pD–uH Ke ne na=, Aahaha¦ TyaH jva ma!e Aa vatuH kre Ke. Aa vat itrSkarkrva ma!e n=I. Aahaha¦ wa, tuH Aa rIte AnHt kaz=I du:qI Ko, kem? tne im+yaTv$pIwUtDuH vzGyuH Ke. Ae tne t<*àno dah fa!I, Ane Aa kruH, Aa kruH, Aa kruH (ktaRwav) AemaHtne ÔeDI de Ke. Aahahaha¦

knuwa¦ AavuH Ke Aa, jjmaH AaƒuH Ke AavuH kaH? Aa to vItragI jj Ke. svR&prma„a ijne¬rdev vItrag Sv$pe Ýwu¦ AenI Aa&a bhar rag=I law mane Ae jEnn=I. Aaha¦ tuH jEnno das n=I, tuH ragno das Ko. Aahaha¦ (]ota: AHtrmaH jva ma!esU"m ivkLp rokI de Ke Ôva n=I deto) ivkLpnIye j$r n=I TyaH ivkLpey kam krtuH n=I.ivkLp Ae AakUzta Ke. im+yaTve tene ivkLpmaH rokI raQyo Ke. TyaH=I qsto n=I.Aahaha¦

jene AHtrHgmaH pIDa Ýg! = Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa to Aem mane Ke ke Ame suqI KIAe,Ane Amne mÔ Ke. Ae to hÒ Axuw wav, vepar, \H\a, wog ivØy, qava pIvanIsgvDtamaH, raÒpa mane Ke, Ae to tIv/ papna piràm- dah AemaH bzI gyae Ke neAemaH pote @Ik mane Ke. Aahaha¦ xrIrno AHg bze Ke Aene @Ik mane Ke. Aahaha¦ Aemwgvan Aa„ano xaHit sHtoØ vItrag Svwav Axuw ragnaH ÝemmaH bzI Ôy Ke taruHAHg bze Ke Ýwu, pyaRyhÇ, ãƒ to Ke Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa smiktna Aa@ AHg kæaH Ke ne? in:xHk ne Aaid Ae kaH wed$p n=I. Ae Aa@ey=ne Aek$p smikt Ke, wed Ke Ae TyaH law krto n=I, Ae Aem n=I Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ in:xHk, in:kaHÙ Aaid Ae Aa@ AHgo kæaH smiktna, Ae!le ke smiktno Aekwag pD–o ? Ae b\a wago =ne AekluH smikt Ke, AeklI vStu Ke to. wag j¡daj¡da Ke Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Aena Aa@ wag p` jemaH n=I, Ae AaqI vStuje Ke sMyGdxRn Ae xaHitnuH kar` Ane SvAa]ynuH kar` Ke. Aahaha¦ bakI je!luHbharmaH, Aahaha¦ bharnI cIÔenaH wpka Ane Aam deqavmaH=I deqata AemaH je!lo ÔKo Ýwu Ae!lI pIDa Ke tne. Aahaha¦ Ae to @Ik, p` xuwwavmaH Ô Ko Ae p` pIDa Kekhe Ke. Aahaha¦ wa, rag Ke Ae du:q Ke, Ae AHtrHg rognI pIDa Ke. Aahaha¦ xrIrmaHrog hoy n hoy AenuH wle kaHn=I. p` AHtrmaH Aa rog Ke mo!o. Aahaha¦ Ae rognenax krvano _pay Svno Aa]y levo. AavI vat Ke.

bar AHgnuH kæuH n=I kzx !IkamaH? bar AHgmaH AnuwUitnuH kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦gme te!lI vato krI, bar AHgmaH crànuyog Ane krànuyog ne k=anuyog ne p` vat


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Ke ke, Svna Aa]ymaH Ô, prno Aa]y KoDI de. Aahaha¦ KoDI de Ae p` naiSt=I Ke.Svna Aa]ymaH Ô TyaH prno Aa]y KU!I Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ AamaH smjvuH xuH p`.Aahaha¦ AavI JIÌ JIÌ vatuH hve AhÄya Aaqo id' sHsarna kammaH pD–a hoAeAene bIÔe ko rSto hzvo hzvo Ke ke nihH? Aahaha¦ bapu, hzvo tuH Ko Anexuwaxuwwav Ae to war boÔe klex Ke, pIDa Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

—Aakzo bnI bnIne m<gjz jeva˜ Aahaha¦ im+yaTvna Ôere fa!I gyelI t<*àAena=I fa!I t<*à AemaH AHtrHg pIDa =. Aahaha¦ Aakzo bnI bnIne m<gjz jevaivØy, Ae!le AtIiNãy ivØy potano Ke Aene KoDI d, Aahahaha¦ xuH AacayRnI xElI¦Amne saHwzva Ane vItragnI vaÌ saHwzvI, Aahaha¦ Ae m<gjz jevo ivØynog/am Ke, smUh Ke. Aahaha¦ K FDI wgvannI vaÌ Aam nIkze svarmaH saHwze Ke, TyaHto bH\ = Ôy K FDIAe. Aahaha¦ saHwzvanI t<*à je Ke Ae to Aemne Aem éwI rhI.Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke. Aakzo bnI bnIne m<gjz jeva ivØy (Ae!le) Ae inim¿onosHyog to m<gjz jevo Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae paHc [iNãyona ivØyo saHwzvuH, ÔevuH, rs levo,gH\ SpxR Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

j¡Aone kale vat nhotI =. lgnmaH Kokrane ha!Rfel, ha!R besI gyuH. Aahaha¦lG™, pit piTn be be@a, mH5o jpe b/aï` ke je hoy te, vai`ya- jEn jpta jpta jpeKe hÒ to, TyaH éDI gyo, ha!R besI gyuH. vrraÔnuH ha!R besI gyuH AevuH lQyuH Ke. —lG™namHDp nIce vrraÔnuH ha!R besI gyuH Aahaha¦ Aem lQyuH Ke AHdr hÇ mo!a AÙre.Aahaha¦ ke!lI hÇx hxe? Aahaha¦ wognI t<*à, ÏI mezvvanI wavna, low AneFÌ samg/ImaH hve Aap e Lhava lxuH. Aahaha¦

Aeva m<gjz jeva ivØyg/am Ae to S=Uz ivØy kI\o. p` paHcey [iNãyono jeivØy Ke, saHwzvuH, wgvanne Ôeva Ae b\o ivØy Ke. (wgvan pote [iNãyno ivØyKe) [iNãy Ke ne [iNãy. te ivØy Ke. te [iNãyno ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ m<gjz jeva,Aahaha¦ Ae mHidr Aam kroDo $pIyanuH mHidr Aam jzhz jzhz ßyoit hoy AemaHvIjzI lage, Ù`wHgUr nax = Ôy, ;prma„ ÝkaxmaH' kæuH Ke, Ae b\a tI=RS=zomHidro Ae b\a kaz AiG™na è\à Ke. kaz$pI AiG™na lakDa Ke . Aahaha¦ bapu, AecIj kem rhexe ne É–aH rhexe j¡Ao. Aahaha¦

Aek Ù`maH bzI gyuH nihH? Fa!kopr. laq sva laqno pHDal, ƒaQyan caltuH'tuHpaHc paHc K K hÔr ma`so, j¡Ao brabr AaƒuH, A\È klak var lagI. (VyaQyan)5` vage x$ krvanuH A#I vaGye Aag lagI qlas Aaqo pHDal Fa!kopr hD hD hDhD AiG™ lagI Aahaha¦ 5` id' bH\ raqvuH pD–uH, 5` id' pKI bIje svÈdymaH.Aahaha¦ naxvan cIjmaH !kvuH tuH deqIx to xI rIte !kxe? É–are Ae pl!Ine raq =xe.Aahaha¦ xrIrno pl!o =ne É–are O raq =axe xrIrnI, mDduH É–are. Aahaha¦ (m<tkklevr) m<tk klevrmaH Am<t sagr mUKaR o. Aahaha¦ AevI bharnI t<*àna m<gjz

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jeva, Aahaha¦ ivØyg/am, g/am smje ne? g/am Ae!le ivØyno smUh, paHceyno smUh-$p rs gH\ SpxR (xBd).

bIje Aek var Aem saHwZyuH'tuH pit-piTn lGn krva be@a'ta TyaH nIce=I spRAaVyo, krD–o ne mrI gyo NyaH ne NyaH, vr mrI gyo TyaH, naxvan Aa to É–aH vStu Kebapu te !ke. Ae to @Ik p` AhÄ to xuwwavne p` naxvan gÌne, Aahaha¦ Ke?ivØyg/ammaH Fero FaLyo Ke. xuH khe Ke [? FDIkmaH xBd ne FDIkmaH $p ne FDIkmaH rHg neFDIkmaH SpxR ne Fero FaLyo Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦ Sv$pne AHtrmaH ÔevanuH KoDI dne paHcey[iNãyna ivØymaH Fero FaLyo Ke, Aek pKI Aek, Aek pKI Aek, ÔeDIne Fero j FaLyo Ke. Aahaha¦

xuH smÔve Ke Ýwu, Aahaha¦ =oDI waØamaH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ m<gjz jevaivØyg/am, g/am Ae!le smUh, Ke neAHdr? [iNãy ivØyno smUh, xaÏmaH p` ÔevuH Aep` ivØy Ke khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ivØymaH Fero Fale Ke. Ýwu Aa„a im+yaTvna kar e Ôeret<*à fa!I Ke te=I ivØyg/ammaH, bharna ivØyg/ammaH Fero Fale Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek pKIAek, Aek pKI Aek, pkDe j Ke. jem $nI pU I Aek pUrI =ay TyaH bIÒ, bIÒ pUrI =ay TyaH5IÒ Aem Aek lÙmaH=I KU!e TyaH bIje ne 5Ije. Aahaha¦ paHcey [iNãyna ivØymaH FeroFaLyo Ke Ae e. wgvan _pr Ôto n=I ßyaH Ýwu (&aykdev) ibraje Ke. Aahaha¦

Ane prSpr AacayRp uH p` kre Ke. Aahaha¦ ÔeyuH? Aek bIÔ je smÔve Ke AeneAne Aolo ha'y paDe Ke. Aahaha¦ xuw wav krIAe, wgvannI wi› krIAe, wgvannuHSmr` krIAe, to xrIrna paHc [iNãyna ivØyo KoDIAe, to Aa„ane law =ay. Aolakhe ha. Aem prSpr AacayRp uH p` im+yaTvnuH kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae vat lagey sarIsama saHwznarne, Aa to xuH khe Ke. Aahaha¦¦ prSpr AacayRp uH, Ke? Ae xuw wavpaHc iNãy trf #zvuH Ae j brabr Ke. pKI Aekdm Aa„amaH jvatuH hxe? Aa„anoinivRkLpno Anuwv Aem =to hxe? phela bhar=I jrI ƒvharmaH Aave, pKI Aeneiv]am mze, to AHdr @re.

rjnIx Ke ne rjnIx Ae Aem khe Ke ne, qUb phelaH daHt ka#o, qUb daHt ka#o, daHtka#o pKI inivRkLp = jxe. Aahaha¦ marI naQya jgtne, rjnIx Ke ne rjnIx,(xIqve) bhu roAo qUb rovuH phela Aekvar qUb rovuH, rone pKI bH\ = ÔAoinivRkLp = jvaxe. kaza ker krI naHQya Ke. Ane Aene saHwznaray so so $pIAadne saHwze, Aevay ma`so Ke ATyare, Aahaha¦ Ýofesr hto ne phela jEnno, jEnmaHhto, tar`SvamImaH Aahaha¦ fo!amaH AaƒuH Ke Aam Aek j`ne kaHk Aam dabto'to.kHk dabe Ae!le AHdrmaH kaHk = Ôy, Aahaha¦ = jtuH hxe? \Uzey n=I w/mà Ke.kar` ke AolI ivxeØta krIne kaHk dabIne dabIne, Aahaha¦ mo#uH fa!I gyHu'tHu AolanuH,Aem KapamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aene pKI AHdr inivRkLpta = Ôy Aem ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota:manisk iS=rta = Ôy Ae!le inivRkLpta mane) Are¦ Aena=I =ay? Ae to du:q$pKe. qUb ro lo pKI ivkLp tU!I jxe Ane inivRkLp = jxe¦ qUb ivkLp kro pKI


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AhÄ to sHÝdaymaH rhIne p` prSpr AacayRp uH p` kre Ke. A=aRtŸ bIÔne khIte Ýma e AHgIkar krave Ke kro Aam, mHidr bH\avo. Jgmga! kro, tmaruH AemaH=I kLya`=xe. Are Ýwu, Aahaha¦ Ae to Aek bIÔnuH im+yaTvnuH poØ` kre Ke. Aahaha¦ prSprAekbIÔ maHhomaHhe Aolo Ý$pe, Aolo ha paDe Ke. Aolo ha kre, Aolo khe brobr Aavat tmne be@I bhu sarI, Ýma` vcn khe. Aahaha¦ prSpr AacayRp uH p` kre Ke.AacayRp uH Ae!le mo!p btave Ke Aem Ame brabr khIAe KIAe, Ame brobr khIAeKIAe, xaÏmaH Aem Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ AoluH hmàH AaƒuH Ke ne? ivädŸjno wUta=R tÒƒvharmaH vtRn kre. to Ae vqte p` mo!a pHiDto inüy KoDIne ƒvharmaH vtRta hta.kuHdkuHdacayRna vqtmaH. Aahaha¦

ivädŸjno wUta=R tÒ, Are iväano tme wÌ wÌne xuH w~ya? AHtr je vStu KeTyaH jvuH ÔeAe Ae Aa]y KoDIne ƒvharmaH vtRn kre p` Ae to sHsarmaH rqDvanuH Ke.Aahahaha¦ w elaAo p` AavuH ka#e ƒvhar, Aem khe Ke, ne ƒvharnuH vtRn krvuH.Aahaha¦ —prSpr AacayRp uH p` kre Ke, Aek bIÔ AHgIkar krave Ke,˜ Aa kar e Aem.

kam wognI k=a to saEne sulw Ke Aem. Aahaha¦ Ke ne phela pdnIsudpiricda uwUda sVvSs iv kamwogbH\kha Aeno A=R kyÈ. Aahaha¦

Aa rIte jgtne AevI vato to sulw Ke bapu¦ ßyaH hoy TyaH sa\u nam \rave,AacayR nam \rave, TyagI nam \rave, b/ïcarI nam \rave b\e _pdex Aavo cale AneAola ha paDe ke ha... ha brobr Ke Aa. AoLya vatuH kre AHdrmaH kaHk Ô... AHdr xuH KeAne É–aH ÔvuH, Aena krtaH Aa krIAe AenI sUJ pDe Ke ne. Aave Ke ne prma=R vcinkamaHAagmno vhevar sUJ pDe Ke. A|ya„no vhevar smÔto n=I, A|ya„no vhevar ke AHdr Aa„ano Aa]y lne sMyGdxRn-&an-Ýg! krvuH Ae (A|ya„no) ƒvharKe. Aahaha¦ Aa kar e ragnuH krvuH ne ragnuH wogvvuH Ae k=a Ae!le wav to saEne sulwKe, Ae to sulw = pD–o Ke. Aahaha¦

p` bIÒ vat krxe pKI hve.···

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smysar, co=I ga=a. pheluH to Aem kæuH ke AnHtvar Aa Òve rag krvo,(A=aRtŸ) CKa krvI Ane CKane wogvvI Ae vataR to AnHtvar saHwzI Ke, Aa„anaSvwav isvay jenuH Sv$p shÔ„Sv$p cEtNy cmTkar jeno Svwav Ke Aa„ano,Aene wUlIne prnI CKa krI Ane tene wogvvuH-ragnuH krvuH ne ragnuH wogvvuH AevuH toAnHtvar kyuÅ Ke, AnHtvar saHwZyuH Ke, AnHtvar pircymaH AavI g Ke vat AneAnuwvmaH p` Ae AavI gyuH Ke. ragno Anuwv, p` AaTma, rag riht Ke AenI vatto Ae e saHwzI n=I Ae vat khe Ke.

AavuH ÝaPt =ya KtaH —inmRz wed&an$p Ýkax=I˜ TyaH su\I AaƒuH Ke. kevo Ke AaÝwu Aa„a, k rIte jày? kevo Ke Ae pKI khexe, p` k rIte jày Ae pheluH khexe.Aahaha¦ inmRz wed&an$p Ýkax, Ae ivkLp je sU"mmaH sU"m rag, ivkLp hoy Ke dya,dan, wiÉt, Va/t, tp Aaid A=va gu -gu Ina wedno rag é@e ivkLp Aena=I iwNninmRz wed&an Ae!le ke rag=I iwNn Ke, AevI \aràmaH to Ae e AnHtvar kyuÅ Ke. xaÏw~yo Ke to AemaH Ae vat AavI Ke Ae. Aahaha¦ p` inmRz wed&an$pI Ýkax, Ae ragje pr trfnI dxa, ivkLp je v<i¿ é@e Ke Aena=I iwNn paDvuH Ae rag=I iwNn wgvanSv$p cEtNy cmTkarI shÔ„ Sv$p Aene inmRz wed&an$pI Ýkax. Aahaha¦ Aeneprno ko Ýkax ke prnuH Ô`pùH kam krtuH n=I TyaH Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

inmRz wed&an$pI Ýkax, rag=I iwNn Ane Sv$p cEtNy AHtrHgmaH, cEtNynaÝkax=I wrelo Ýwu shÔ„Sv$p AnHt AanHd Sv$p (inÔTma) Aene inmRz wed&an$pIÝkax=I SpÚ iwNn deqvamaH Aave Ke Ae, Aahaha¦ jem Ae Ô`nar, ragne, xrIrne,vaÌne Ô e Ke Aam, p` Ae Ô`naro rag=I iwNn inmRz wed&an$pI Ýkax=I SpÚiwNn deqvamaH Aave Ke. ÝTyÙ Ôudo deqvamaH Aave Ke. Aohoho¦ cEtNyna jena ÝkaxmaHAa jày Ke ke Aa Ke, Ke, Ke Aevo je cEtNy ÝkaxnI mUitR Ýwu (&ayk) Ae inmRzwed&an, pr=I lÙ KoDI, prne Ô`naro huH KuH Ae p` KoDI, Aahaha¦ inmRz wed&an$pIÝkax, je ivkLp ne pr=I Ô`vuH Ke Aene y KoDI d, Aena=I p` inmRz wed&annaÝkax=I, SpÚ ÝTyÙ iwNn deqvamaH Aave, Ae AanHd Sv$p Ýwu (&ayk) AtIiNãyAanHdna vednmaH iwNn deqvamaH Aave. Aahahahaha¦

pr=I iwNn j¡do, AHdrna ivkLp é@e dya danna Aena=I j¡do, AevuH je inmRzwed&an, \aràmaH kyuÅ Ke je Ae wed&an inmRz n=I. Aahaha¦ xaÏ=I \ayuÅ Ke, saHwZyuHKe ke Ae j¡do Ke Ae \ayuÅ Ke Ae wed&an inmRz n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae to rag imi]t wed&anAe e Ô~yuH Ke, Aene vaStivk wed&an kheta n=I. Aahahaha¦ inmRz wed&an$p, inmRzwed&an$p, Ýkax=I Aena Ýkax=I, Aahaha¦ prna Ô`va trf=I p` j¡duH paDvuH, F uH


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!UHkamaH smaDI dI\uH Ke. kem jày AaTma? AnHt kaz=I Ô~yo n=I, Ae vStu Ýwu AHdrcEtNy cmTkar=I wrelo pda=R, prm AanHdnI gaH@DI, prm AanHdno Svwav jeno pUrowyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ vStu Ke Ae pote du:q$p n ho xke. du:q to ivkar Ke. te=I toAtIiNãy AanHdna Sv$pe ibrajman AHdr Aa„a Ke, drek. Aahaha¦

Aene wed&an$pI inmRz Ýkax=I, j¡da paDvana wed&an$pI inmRz Ýkax=I SpÚ,Ýg! iwNn deqvamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ AevuH ma5 iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH j, AavuHma5 bs. Aahaha¦ Aa iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH, rag=I iwNn prna Ô`vapànalÙ=I p` iwNn, Aahahaha¦ AevuH iwNn Aa„anuH ma5 Aa Aek j bakI rhI gyuH Ke kheKe. Aahahaha¦ bakI to kyuÅ F uH, saHwZyuH, \ayuÅ. Aahaha¦ ma5 Aa iwNn Aa„anuH.Aahaha¦ Aeklo inmRzanHd Ýwu AHdr Ke, cEtNy sUyR, cEtNyna Ýkaxno pUHj Ýwu AHdrKe, wa tne qbr n=I. Aeva ma5, Aa iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH, Aa wgvan Aa„aAene pr=I j¡dap uH, je sda Ýg!p e AHtrHgmaH Ýkaxman Ke. Aa AenI ƒaQya krI hve,phelo _pay=I mze Ýg! Aem kæuH, to hve Ke kevo AHtrHg Ýwu? Aahaha¦ je sda Ýg!p e,ƒÉtp e Aa AHtrHgmaH, cEtNySv$p AHtrHgmaH Ýg!p e Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke. Aahaha¦

cEtNyna ÝkaxnI ßyoit Ke Ae, AHtrHgmaH Ae cIj wrI Ke AenI. Aahaha¦ sdaÝg!p e AHtrHgmaH, sday Ýg!p e AHtrHgmaH, i5kaz wgvan Aa„anuH Sv$p sdayAHtrHgmaH Ýkaxman Ke, Ýkaxman cEtNy Ýkax ßyoit Ke, cHã jem ijn cHã Ýkaxixtznae ipHD jem Ke, Aem Aa Aa„a xItz, Ýkax, xItz nam AkØay¸ AkØaySvwavna Ýkaxno ipHD Ke, AavI vatuH hve. AHtrHgmaH Ýkax Ke. Ke AHdrmaH Ýkaxman kheKe. Ane wed&an=I ÝTyÙ jày Aevo Ke, Aem be vat krI, Ke AHdr AHtrHgmaH ckcka!cEtNy vStu tÀv Ke, tÀv Ke, AiSt Ke, to cEtNyna AanHdna cmTkar=I ÝkaxmanÝwu AHdrmaH ibraje Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene wed&annI inmRz ßyoit=I SpÚ Ô`vamaH Aave,Aevo Ae Ke. p` tene Ae e Ô~yo nihH ko id' Aahaha¦ Ke?

—top` kØaycÊna sa=e xuw ne Axuw rag AenI sa=e, —Aek$p jevuH krvamaHAavtuH hova=I˜ Aahaha¦ Aek =to n=I, cEtNy Ýkaxno pUHj Ýwu, Ae pu~y ne pap xuwAxuwno rag kØay, Ae dya, dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔ Aaid rag, Ae rag kØay Ke.Aahaha¦ AenI sa=e Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtuH, Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtHu hova=I,kØaycÊ, cÊ kem kI\Hu? pu~y ne pap xuw Ane Axuw wav Ae kØay cÊ-v<i¿ é@e ragAek pKI Aek. xuw Axuw¸ xuw Axuw, Aahaha¦ Aeva kØaycÊnI sa=e Aek$p jevuHkrvamaH AavtuH hova=I, manvamaH AavtuH hova=I Aem khe Ke AhÄ, Ke to Ýkaxmanßyoit Ýg! iwNn, p` ragna kØayna k` sa=e Aek$p jevuH, Aek$p =yuH n=I. Aek$p=atuH n=I p` Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AaƒuH ê\a puruØa=R=I. Aahahaha¦ AlaEikk vatuH Kebapu Aa.

AtIiNãy AanHdno kHd Ýwu, sday AHtrHgmaH Ýg! Ýkaxman Ke Ane te cIj

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inmRz wed&an$pI Ýkax=I SpÚ deqvamaH Aave Aevo Ke Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ ware kamAakruH, ma`sne AWyas nihH. AaquH mUz cIj AHdr xuH Ke? Aavo hova KtaH AHtrHgmaHÝkaxman ßyoit Ane wed&an=I SpÚ Ýkaxman, SpÚ deqvamaH Aave Aevo hova KtaH,Aahaha¦ kØay nam rag xuw Axuw wav, Aena _pr ¹iÚ hova=I Ô e ke huH kØayragvazo KuH. Aevo kØaycÊna wavnI sa=e, Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AaVyuH, (xuH kæuH?)Aek$p jevuH, Aek$p =yuH n=I p` Ae e maNytamaH, vStu iS=it Aa Ke AHtrHgmaH ÝkaxmanAenI qbr n mze. tem wed&an=I SpÚ deqvamaH Aave Ke Aevo _pay n mze. Aahaha¦

te=I ragna cÊnI sa=e pu~y ne papna xuw Axuw wav Aeva kØaycÊna smUhsa=e, Aahaha¦ Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtuH hova=I, kem n=I Ô`to? wed&an=I j`ayAevuH Ke, AHdrmaH Ýkaxman Ke, KtaH kem Ô`to n=I? ke kØay sa=e Aek$p jevuH maNyuH KeAe e. Aahaha¦ xuw ne Axuw rag Ae kØay Ke. kØay Ae!le kØ nam sHsar ne Aay namlaw, jemaH=I pirw/m`no law mze. Aahaha¦ AenI sa=e Aek jevuH, Aekp e kyuÅ Ke AemnihH, Aene Aek jevuH maNyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

wgvan cEtNy ßyot AHdr ibrajman Aene inmRz wed&an=I p<=k deqvamaHAave AevI Ae cIj Ke. KtaH kØayna ragno ivkLp Ke, AenI sa=e Aek jevuH krvamaH AaƒuH,Aa Ô e Aek KuH huH Ane rag Aek KuH, Aem krvamaH- manvamaH AaƒuH. Aahahaha¦Ýiv`wa¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Are ÉyaHy AavuH saHwzva mze AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AenI toga=a cale Ke Ae saHwZyuH n=I Aa vat Aa rIte, saHwzI hoy to teH AHdr ÝyogmaH mUkI hoy.Aahahaha¦

Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtuH hova=I, Aahaha¦ gjb waØa Ke ne¦ cEtNy ßyotãƒ Sv$p Ke je vStu Ae to cEtNyna shÔ„Sv$pna Ýkax ne AanHdnI mUitR Ke. Aenerag sa=e Aekp uH kdI n =ay Ane ragno ivkLp Ke wle xuw ho, AenI sa=e AHtrHgmaHsda Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke. Ae ragnI sa=e ne AenI sa=e vCce saH\ Ke, sHi\ Ke, saH\ Ke,vCce 5D Ke vCce, Aek =ya n=I. Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Aavo k Ôtno \mR Are bapu. Aahaha¦ vr mUkIne Ôn ÔeDI dI\I. vr n mze mUzmuQy, Aem Aa„a muQy cIj kevDI ne kevI Ke. AenaH &an ne wan ivna Aa iÊyakaHDmaHÔeDI dI\a. Aahaha¦ dya pazo ne, v/t pazo, wiÉt kro ne pUÔ kro, Aa wjn kro,Aahaha¦ Ae vr ivnanI Ôn Ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota: Ôn khevay ) Om loko khe bakIto ma`sna #gla !ozaH khevay, Ôn to Éyare khevay ke vr hare hoy to. duLho duLhokhe Ke ne tmare ihHdImaH, duLho hare hoy vr to Aene Ôn khevay-Aem cEtNynuH wan rag=IiwNn hoy to pKI rag Aave qro to Aene ƒvhar khevamaH Aave. Aahaha¦ Aavo JI`o_pdex hve-Aahaha¦

AavuH hova=I —ATyHt itrowav paMyHu Ke.˜ vStu to vStu Ke p` rag ne kØay nepu~ynI sa=e Aek jevuH krvamaH AaVyuH hova=I, Aahaha¦ ATyHt itrowav Ae Òvne #Hka


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gyuH Ke. je e rag Ane kØay sa=e Aekp uH kyuÅ Ke, Aene Ae #Hka gyuH Ke. vStu to vStu KeAHdr, &ayk cEtNy ßyot, p` rag Ane kØay sa=e Aekp uH krva=I Aene Ae &aykp uHlÙmaH AavtuH n=I, Aene #Hka gyuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH? &aykp uH je Ke vStu Ae #HkatI n=Item Ýg! =tI n=I, Ae to Ke Ae Ke. p` A&anIne Ae Sv$p ko` Ke AenI qbr n=I,Ane te=I dya danna ivkLpnI v<i¿ sa=e Aekp uH manIne roka gyo Ke, Aene te &aykwav#Hka gyo Ke. Aene te &aykwav ¹iÚmaH Aavto n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

ATyHt itrowav paMyo Aem paKuH. Aahahaha¦ Aek$p jevuH krvamaH AavtuH hova=I,Ae kØayno wav Ke xuw-Axuw AenI sa=e, mUz to khevuH Ke ke pyaRy buiâ hova=IAahaha¦ ATyHt ãƒ Svwav tene itrowUt #Hka gyo Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Kene same puStk, xeno A=R cale Ke Aa? Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦ hÒ tosHÝdayna nam bIÔ saHwze TyaH wDke, Aahaha¦ Aa to idgHbr sHÝday Ke, Aa tosnatn idgHbr Ke bIÔuH Aa b\uH... Are wa saHwzne bapa¦ AevuH deqIne wDke Ke, wageKe, Arere Aene AavuH xuH?

AHdr ragna ivkLpnI sa=e Aek jevuH krvamaH AaVyuH hova=I, Ae!le ke SvwavnIsa=e ivwav Aek$p Ke Aem manvamaH AaVyuH hova=I-Aahaha¦ Aevo &aykwav wgvanshÔTm Sv$p, cEtNyna Ýkaxna AanHdno pUr Ae AenI ¹iÚmaH #Hka gyuH Ke. Ýg!Ýkaxman Ke, Ae to kI\uH ne? Aahahaha¦ marg JIò Ýwu, tuH mo!o ne magR JIò.Aahaha¦ tarI mo!pnI xuH vat krvI khe Ke, tuH rag=I iwNn pD to wed&an=I jàyAevI tarI mo!p Ke. ko rag=I ne guÌ=I ne kevzI=I jày Ôy, xaÏna Ô`pà=Ijày Ôy, Aevo n=I Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ tarI mo!p mo!I Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ ke je tnetara _pr lÙ krIne, rag=I iwNn pDe to tuH jày Aevo Kae. tarI mo!pne ¹iÚmaH lAne rag=I iwNn pDe to tuH jày Aevo Ko. Aahaha¦ AavI vStu Ke.

—itrowav paMyuH Ke, #Hka ræuH Ke, Aaha¦ te potamaH Ana„&p uH hova=I,˜ poteragnI Aekta manI Ke, te=I te Ana„&p uH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ana„&, Ana„&, je AaTman=I Aene potano manIne pD–o Ke. Aahahaha¦ potamaH Ana„&, rag Ke Ae Ana„& Ke,Aahaha¦ AenI sa=e Aekp uH manIne potamaH Ana„&p uH hova=I, —pote Aa„ane nihHÔ`naro hova=I,˜ Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH je ragno AHx Aaƒo wlo xuw Aacr`no, AeneÔ e Aa„a sa=e Aek krI maNyuH te=I tene, Aahaha¦ Ke? Aahaha¦ Ana„&p uH hova=IÔÌ xkyo n=I Aem khe Ke. ragnI AektamaH AnaTm&p uH hova=I- AHdr Aa„a Ýkaxmanßyoit iv>man hova KtaH tene te e Ô~yo n=I. Aahaha¦ pote Aa„ane nihH Ô`to hova=IAek vat, bIÔ Aa„ane Ô`naraAonI sHgit¸ seva nih krI hova=I Ae xuH vzI paKuH?Aam to AnHtvar tI=Åkrona smosr`maH gyo, AnHtvar saca sHtno ix*y =yo, AenapircymaH rhyo Ke p` AhÄ khe Ke AaTmane Ô`naraAonI seva nhÄ krI. AaTmanaÔ`narnI seva n krI Aem kI\uH ne? to Aeno AaTma je Ô`nar Ke, AaTma kone khevo?

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ke rag riht je AaTma Ke, AevuH je e Ô~yuH Ke, ne Aene AaTma khevo, Aeva AaTmanI teH sevakrI n=I. Ae AaTmaAoAe to AaTma btaVyo Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aam khevuH Ke ke AnHtvar guÌ mZya, AnHtvar tI=Åkrne mZyo, smosr`maH gyotop` A&anI ræo. Aeno A=R? ke Ô`narnI Aa&a xuH Ke? Ô`nar Aa„anI Aa&anIseva xuH Ke? ke Ae Ô`nar Aa„ane, Aem kæuH ke taro Aa„a rag=I iwNn Ke Aem Ôe,wed&an=I tne mzxe. AevI Aa&a AenI htI Ae Aa&a Ae e manI nhÄ. te=I Ae e guÌnIseva krI nihH Aem khevamaH Aave. guÌ kaH xrIr n=I ke AenI seva krvI, guÌ vaÌ n=Ike je vaÌnI seva krvI. Aahaha¦ guÌ to vItragI Sv$p mUitR Ýwu Ke. AenI seva nkrI Ae!le ke Ae e je kæuH ke taruH Sv$p vItrag Ke Ane Amara khevano taTpyR p`vItragwav Ýg! krvano Ke. Ae vItragwav Ýg! tara vItrag Svwavne Aa]ye=ay Aem Aem e kæuH Ae maNyuH nhÄ, smÔùH kaH?

phelI ga=aAo b\I JIÌ Ke. bar ga=aAo mUz wUimka Ke. pKI ter=I AenoivStar =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ hÒ to Aene smjvuH ke xuH vat khe Ke Ae pkDvI k@` pDe AenoA=R Aem =yo ke Aa„ane Ô`narnI seva krIAe to kLya` =ay. p` sevanI ƒaQya xuH?guÌnI seva Ae!le xuH? guÌ Ae!le xuH? vItrag Sv$pI Ýwu, vItrag Sv$pI guÌ, AevItrag Sv$pne btavnar Aeva vItrag Sv$pne Ô~yuH nhÄ Ae!le vItragnI seva krInhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

Ô`naraAonI seva n krI Ae!le? Ô`nar ko`? Ô`nar xrIr Ke? Ô`narrag Ke? Aahaha¦ AenuH je &an Ane &atap uH Ae guÌ, AenI seva n krI Ae!le ke &anSv$pI Aa„ane btaƒo Ae e, Aem maNyuH nih Ae e. ko p` rIte rag Ane pr=I law=ay, AevI maNytamaH Ae e guÌnI seva Ae!le guÌAe kæuH te maNyuH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ke!luHsmaDyuH Ke? Aek to pote Ana„& Ke Ae!le ke ragne potano krIne, je n=I Aem manInebe@o Ke, Ae=I Ana„& Ke, Ane je e AaTmane rag=I iwNn Ô~yo Ke Aene Ae rag=IiwNn krvanuH Ae khe Ke. Ae AenI Aa&a Ke. Aahaha¦ guÌ Ane devnI Aa&ano sarvItragta Ke vItragta Aem e btavI, Ae e vItragta Ýg! n krI, ragne Aa]yepDIne, vItrag Sv$p AaTma AenuH &an n kyuÅ, Ae!le AenI seva krI nhÄ Aem khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahaha¦

bIÔ Aa„ane Ô`naraAonI sHgit Ae!le seva nhÄ krI hova=I, Aahahaha¦ Kene? —preØama„&anamnupasnaCCa˜ Aahaha¦ seva krI nih Aem Ke ne? AnŸ _pasnaCc-prnI AnŸ-_pasna Ae!le seva krI n=I, sevano A=R s-Aev Ae e je kI\uH ke taruH Sv$pvItrag Ke Ane te rag=I iwNn pDIne jày AevuH Ke. AevuH kæuH Ae Aa&a manI nihH. AeAe e seva krI nihH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. kaH seva Ae!le Aene pkvan qvravva AneAena pg dabva Ae guÌ Ke te AenI seva krI? Aa to jD Ke ma!I Ke. p` Aa xrIr tojD Ke. Aene guÌ khevay? vaÌ Ke Aene guÌ khevay? Aahaha.


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Aa kar e Aem, Aek to pote ragna sU"m ivkLpne Ô e Ae AaTmano hoy AemmanIne AnaTm&p e rhyo Ane AaTm&anIAe khelI vatna wavne Ô~yo nihH-Aahahaha¦xaÏ bar AHg Ke p` khe Ke xuH bar AHg, guÌ ne kevzI, bar AHgmaH khe Ke xuH? kevItragta. vItragta =ay kem? ke Svne Aa]ye. Ae guÌnI Aa&a htI Ae rIte Ae e nkyuÅ. smÔùH kaH? pUveR n=I kdI saHwzvamaH AaVyuH. Aahahaha¦ Aa kar e ragneAekpàp e manIne AnaTm&-&anp e rhyo, AaTm&anInI AaTm&an krvanI jeAa&a AenI to seva krI nihH. te=I, Ke?

—n=I pUveR kdI saHwzvamaH AaVyuH kdI saHwzvamaH AaƒuH n=I ke rag=I iwNncIj Ke, Ae vItrag Sv$p Ke Ane iwNn paD to vItragta Ýg! =ay. Ae vat Ae e kdIsaHwzI n=I. saHwzI, kane pDI hoy, p` AHdrmaH wav Ýg! kyÈ n=I, ma!e te saHwzIn=I. Aahahaha¦ saHwZyanuH piràm AaVyuH nih, Aahaha¦ Ae!le saHwZyuH n=I. smÔ uHkaH? Aa Ýwu AHdr ragna AHx=I p` iwNn Ýwu, vStu hoy Ae ivkarI kem hoy? vStuA!ke to ALp&p uH = Ôy vStumaH, Ae vStu kem hoy? Aahaha¦ Ae to pyaRy A!keAne pyaRymaH ALp&pùH hoy, vStu to pUr` Ke. Aahaha¦

cEtNy cmTkar=I smai\=I wrelo wgvan, xaHt rs=I wrelo Ýwu AenuH &an kyuÅnihH, ragnI Aekta buiâne lne, Ke to rag=I iwNn, tuH man to y iwNn Ane n manto y iwNn. Aahaha¦ Ane guÌnI Aa&a Ae!le Aa, guÌ pote ragnI Aa&a kre nihH,kar`ke ragnI Aa&a Ae to ivkarnI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae to vItrag taruH Sv$p Ke AHdrÝwu, siCcdanHd Ýwu Ko tuH. Aahaha¦ cEtNynI cmTkarI ßyoit=I wrelo vItrag mUitRtaruH Sv$p Ane tene Aa]ye j vItragta nam \mR =ay Ae vat Ae e lI\I nihH. Ae ma!epUveR kdI saHwZyuH n=I. Aahahaha¦

—n=I pUveR kdI saHwzvamaH AaƒuH kho Aek baj¡ khe ke smosr`maH AnHtvar gyo,kevzI Aagz rhI gyo koro¦ svR& prma„a ibraje Ke, sday hoy Ke mha ivdehmaH to hÇ,mnu*y Ùe5 Ke hÇ, mnu*y Ùe5maH Ke. TyaHy AnHtvar jNMyo Ke, AnHta pudŸgl pravtRn wvkyaR, saHwzva AnHtvar gyo Ke. ke Ae teH saHwZyuH n=I saHwzvanuH piràm rag=I iwNnpDvuH, te ÔeAe, te =yuH nihH, te=I teH saHwZyuH n=I. Aahahaha¦

—n=I pUveR kdI pircymaH AaƒuH saHwzvamaH AaƒuH n=I, p` pircy pKI ÉyaH=IAave? rag ivnano maro Ýwu Aem pircy ke id' kre . Aahahaha¦ inivRkLp cIj KeÝwu rag ivnanI (AaTmvStu), Aeno Ae e pircy kyÈ n=I, kem ke saHwzvamaH AaƒuHAevuH Ae e saHwZyuH nihH, AevuH Ae e kyuÅ n=I to pKI pircymaH AaƒuH nihH. Aahaha¦ n=IpUveR kdI AnuwvmaH AaƒuH rag=I iwNn Ýwu (&ayk), kem ke rag Ke Ae to pu~y tÀvKe, Ae kaH Aa„tÀv n=I. Aahaha¦ nv tÀv Ke. Aem AÒv, xrIr vaÌ ma!I Ae toAÒv Ke, papna-ihHsa, corI j¡õuHna wav Ae pap tÀv Ke, dya, dan, v/t, wiÉtnapiràm Ae pu~y tÀv Ke, Ýwu to Aena=I iwNn &ayk tÀv Ke. Aahahaha¦ nv tÀvne

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Ôè to AemaHy Aa„a &ayk tÀv Ke Aem Aave Ke. Ae Aa„a rag tÀv Ke Aem n=IAavtuH TyaH. Aahaha¦

—Aa kar e Aene AnuwvmaH AaƒuH n=I te=I iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH sulw n=IÃahaha¦ rag=I, ivkLp=I kØayno xuw wavna AHx=I p` Ôudo, AevI vat AenesaHwzvamaH AavI n=I, te=I sulw n=I. Ae vat kaH sulw n=I. Ae saHwzvI sulwn=I, pircymaH AavvI sulw n=I Ane AnuwvmaH AavvI sulw n=I, Aem khe KeAahahaha¦ saHwzvI sulw n=I (]ota:- _pdex j ÉyaHk ÉyaHk Ke 11mI ga=amaH AaveKe) bharna Aa]ye Ane pr ApeÙa=I Aa„ane law =ay to Ae cIj jena=I lawmaNyo Ae cIj potanI manI-Aahahaha¦ jena=I law =ay Ae cIj j potanI manI.rag=I law =ay, ne inim¿=I law =ay, Aahaha¦ to inim¿o ne prcIjne ne ragnepotanI manI, p` pote je Svwav Ke Ane tena=I law =ay-Svwav=I Svwavno law=ay. Aahaha¦

xuâ _pyog=I Aa„ano law =ay. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ae e (saHwzI nihH),iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH sulw n=I xuâ _pyog=I Ae Ýaº =ay Ae rag=I nhÄ. AevuH AenuHSv$p Ke, AevuH iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH sulw n=I. Ae kaH sulw n=I vat bapu¦saHwzvI sulw n=I. pircy sulw n=I, Anuwv sulw n=I. Aahaha¦ Aava Aavakar e kæuH ne? ragne AekTv krIne be@o, pote Ana„& Ke, Aa„&anInI Aa&a manIn=I, wed&an krIne jày, Aevo Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke, AevuH lÙmaH lI\uH n=I, te=I te vatsulw n=I. Aahahaha¦ kho jyHitwa? tmare rivvare kho vat to AavI sarI. Aaha¦

Aohoho¦ xuH gjb vat krI Ke ne¦¦ khe Ke Ýwu Amne saHwZyuH teH, Ae p` ivkLpKe Ane Aena=I law mane to teH Aa„ane kØay jevo kyÃ teH Aene. Aahahaha¦ Aahahaha¦5` lokna na= Aem khe Ane kuHdkuHdacayR Aaid idgHbr sHto Aem khe, Ame kæuH te, teHsaHwZyuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AmarI seva teH krI n=I, Ae!le ke AmaruH khevanuH to rag=I iwNnpDIne Aa„ane Ô`vanuH khevanuH Ke, wed&an=I jày Aevo Aa„a Ke, te jàvanuH AmarekhevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene @eka e tHe ko p` rIte, prnI ApeÙa=I, rag=I, inim¿=I wednuH&an krva=I Awed =ay, ƒvhar=I prma=R Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke nhÄ? Aevo pa@ Ke kenhÄ? Ae to Aem khe Ke ke Ae äara Aene jàve Ke. p` Ae Ô`naro wedne Anusrto n=I.khenaro Ane Ô`naro wedne Anusrto n=I. bIÔe ko _pay n=I Aene jàvvano,;&an te Aa„a', Lyo¦ Ae!lo wed paDya ivna smÔvvuH xI rIte? Aahaha¦

AHdr cEtNyno Ýkax Ke te Aa„a Ae p` Ae!lo wed paDIne smÔƒuH lo¦ p`smÔƒuH xuH? Aa„a TyaH Ôe ¹iÚ Aape to wed=I smÔƒuH Aem inim¿=I khevamaH Aave.KtaH Ae inim¿ne ne wedne Anusrva layk n=I. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Are¦ 84laqna Avtar krI krIne AnHtkaz=I, Anaidno Ke Ae kaH nvo Ke? to ÉyaH ræo? AawvmaH ræo kIDI, kagDa, kUtra, kH=va ne narkI ne pxu ne #or ne, Aaha¦ ma`s =yo ne dev


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sulwta = Ôy.. ke Anaid=I Aa KuH, je Ke Aene Aaid n hoy, Ke Aene Aaid xuH? AneKe AenI _Tpi¿ xuH? Ke Ae ræo ÉyaH? pirw/m`maH, ÝTyÙ deqay Ke ke ma`sp uH tne mZyuHKe to wv mZyo tne. Aahaha¦ Ane te wvna kar` teH seVya, heH? to Aa wv, phelaHwvna kar`, Aa wv phelaH wvna kar` Aem b\a sevIne wv kyaÅ. Aahaha¦Aahaha¦ bhu vat AHtrnI Ke ne¦ Aem kæuH Ke ne¦ AHtrHgmaH kæuH 'tuH ne, Ýkaxman ßyoitKe, sda AHtrHgmaH Ýg!p e Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke, juAo Aa!la xBd vapyaR Ke. Ke ne?

sda i5kaz, Ýg!p e- ÝTyÙ = xke, AHtrHgmaH- AHtrmaH Aam baæmaH nihH,Ýkaxman ßyoit pU R Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavo to Ýwu Ke. Aene wed&annI ßyoit vDe Ôeyone Ô~yo nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa bharno Ô`vavazo huH, ragno krvavazo huH, p` bharnoÔ`vavazo nihH p` Ô`naro, Ô`narano huH. Aaha¦ jenI wUimkamaH Ô`vuH =ay Ke,Aene Ô~yuH te huH, prne Ô~yuH te Ae (huH) nihH. Aahaha¦ AevI rIte pr=I iwNn Aa„anuHpamvuH sulw n=I. Aahaha¦ dulRw Ke wa. AaƒuH ne? —AeytSsuvlHwo nvir n sulhoivh¿Ss˜ ivwÉt pr=I j¡do Sv=I AekTv Ae sulw n=I. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Ae dulRw Kevat wa. te=I iwNn Aa„anuH Aekp uH sulw n=I. Aahaha¦ pKI sulw n=I Aeno A=RkyÈ ke dulRw Ke Ae to. wava=R ke sulw n=I Ae!le ke dulRw Ke Om. Aahaha¦

wava=R:- ;Aa lokmaH' Aek to Aa lok isâ kyÈ, lok- jgt Ke. Aahaha¦ —AemaHsvR Òvo sHsar$pI cÊ _pr c#I˜ pu~y papna ragna cÊ _pr c#I Aem AhÄ sHsar$pIcÊ , kØaywav te sHsar Ke. Ane pu~y ne pap, pu~y ne pap, xuw Ane Axuw, xuw AneAxuw, Aeva cÊe c#I —paHc pravtRn$p w/m` kyaR jgtna je!la sHyogI pda=È Ketena sHyogmaH AavI gyo, jgtnuH je!luH Ùe5 Ke drek Ùe5maH jNmI ne mrI cUÉyo, kaz je!loKe te drek kazmaH jNm mr` pravtRn krI CaUÉyo, wv je!la Ke, Ae!la wv p` krI cUÉyoAne wav je!la Ke pu~y papna wav AnHtvar krI cUÉyo. Aahahaha¦

—TyaH temne mohkmRna _dy$p ipxaCa FÇsre ÔeDe Ke mohkmRno _dy Ae!leim+yaTvwav, ivprIt maNyta, Aahaha¦ Ae ragno k` maro AevI maNyta (te)im+yaTv, Aahaha¦ Ae im+yaTv$pI ipxac, im+yaTv$pIipxac wUtDuH FÇsre ÔeDe Ke.Aahaha¦ #orne FÇsre naqe Ke ne? Aahaha¦ ma=a _pr FÇsruH n=I mUkta ÉyaH mUke Ke?gza _pr ke AaHhI (kaH\e) FosruH mUke Ke. FosruH ëCauH kre TyaH grI Ôy ne Aam AaHhI.im+yaTv$pI ipxac, ivprIt ]âa AevuH wUtDuH FÇsre ÔeDe Ke. Aahahaha¦ sHsarna-mjUrna kammaH ÔeDa gyo Ke im+yaTv$pI wUtDe Aa krvuH ne Aa krvuH ne Aa krvuH neAa krvuH. Aahaha¦ Aene im+yaTv$pI ipxace jem FÇsruH êcu kre Ane grI Ôy bzdAemaH, Aem Aa grI gyo Ke Anaid=I. Aahaha¦ phela to bzdne nano hoy AneFÇsramaH naqvuH hoy to F uH xIqvvuH pDe, pra e qeHcvuH pDe, FÇsruH hoy ne bzdnuH gaDanuH,

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pheluH bCcuH hoy ne to Aene qeHcvuH pDe, maHD maHD he@e Aave, Ane pKI !ev pDI Ôy, pKIAolo lakDuH êcu kre Aam FÇsruH TyaH he@e ma=Hu naqI de. Aem nana bazkne vepar \H\amaHpra e qeHcva pDe nhÄtr wagI Ôy p` (=De) be@o pKI tEyar = gyo Ae!le ÔeDa gyoAHdr, slva gyo. Aahaha¦

lokne su\arI dAe ne lokne su\aruH Aeva kammaH pKI FÇsre ÔeDa gyo im+yaTv=IAahaha¦ je krI xkto n=I, kone su\are? kone bgaDe? Aahaha¦ p` im+yaTv- ivprIt]âa$pI wUtDuH Aeva ê\a kammaH ÔeDI dI\o Aene Are, xuwmaH ÔeDI dI\o Aene im+yaTvne(lne) Aa krvuH pDe Aa krvuH ÔeAe. Aahaha¦

—te=I teAo ivØyonI t<*à$pI dah=I pIiDt =ay Ke.˜ Ae!le xuH khe Ke? ke ivprIt]âa je ragne potano maNyo AevuH wUtDuH Ae e FÇsre ÔeDI dI\a kammaH. kem? ke im+yaTvmaH=It<*à _TpNn = prnI, sMyGdxRnmaH wavna AHtrnI Aave Ane im+yaTvmaH wavnaprnI Aave. pr- AanuH kruH, AanuH kruH, KokranuH kruH, bayDInuH kruH. Aahaha¦ t<*à$pI dah,Ae kØayna rag$pI t<*à fa!I im+yaTvmaH=I AnHtanubH\I, Aahahaha¦ dah=I pIiDt=ay Ke bztra =ay AHdr, to p` AemaH kam kyaR kre Aene qbr n=I ke Aa xuH Ke? ivØyt<*à$pI dah=I pIiDt Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te dahno laj iNãyona $paid ivØyoneÔÌne. Aahaha¦ CKa =ay Aeno _pay xuH? ke Aane wogvI lë, Aane qay lë, AanepI l_H, Aane Ôe lë, Ae Aeno _pay mane Ke. Aahahaha¦ dahno laj iNãyona$paid, $pne Ôe lë to marI CKa pUrI = Ôy Aem, qay lë qUb, wog l lëqUb, to pKI xaHit =ay, Aahaha¦ Aem wogmaH ÔeDa gyo khe Ke. Aaha¦ t<*àmaHÔeDa gyo¦ potano sHtoØ AanHd Svwav AemaH n AavtaH ragna k`maH Aekta mantaHim+yaTvmaH=I t<*à _TpNn =, Ae t<*àAe paHc iNãyona ivØymaH ÔeDI dI\o. A`Äiãwgvan rhI gyo. Aahaha¦

Ke ne? —iNãyona $paid ivØyone ÔÌne te pr doDe Ke,˜ te pr doDe Ke. Aahahaha¦sara (b\I) iNãyona ivØyo deqe, ÏIAona xrIro, potanuH xrIr, laDva ne daz watne Aam êcI êcI cIÔe mesUbne Ôeve TyaH qeHca Ôy Ke, ÔeDa Ôy Ke, p` Ae b\I\Uz Ke. wgvan AanHdno na= AHdr Ke TyaH n jtaH Aa bharnI t<*àmaH doDe Ke. doDe KeAek pKI Aek-Aa lë, Aa lë, Aa lë. Aek raÔnI vatey Aave Ke k=amaH-qava !a eêcuH êcuH qavanuH hoy, Ae vqte dasIne ncave, Ae vqte fUl JaDmaH vCce bese Aem paHceyiNãyona ivØyone Ô e wogvuH Aek sa=e, Aek hto. Aap e hIrawa kheta, hIracHdmaStr. Aave Ke ne Ae k=amaH Aave Ke qava- pIvamaH mesUb ne qay, fUlna JaD hoyAemaH bese, Ae sUHFe, qay, dasI Aaid $pazI bayuH hoy Aene ncave Ae!le b\uH Aek harepaHcey iNãyna ivØy. Aahaha¦ Ae doDa doD kre Ke pr trf. AHtrmaH vl`nI vatnesaHwzto n=I. Aahaha¦ ÔÌne pr (trf) doDe Ke. pKI ivxeØ Ke.

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—svR prãƒo=I iwþ Aek cEtNy cmTkar ma5˜ wava=RnI KeLlI car lI!I. krIkrIne sar b\o vaHce, saHwze p`, krvanuH xuH? Aeno srvazo xuH? prãƒo=I iwþ AekcEtNy cmTkarSv$p te p` potano Aa„a, Aene (potano) krvano Ae —potanaAa„anI k=anuH &an potane to pota=I kdI =yuH n=I.˜ krvanuH htuH je Aa, Ae to &ankdI =yuH n=I. —Ane jemne Ae &an =yuH htuH tenI seva to kdI krI nihH.˜ Ae!le AemnIAa&a je Ke vItragwavnI SvAa]y levanI Ae kyuÅ n=I. Ae=I seva krI n=I AemkhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ kar`ke AnHt &anIAono khevano sar to Aa Ke. cEtNySv$pcmTkarI pda=R Ýwu¦ Aeno Anuwv krvo, AenI ¹iÚ krIne Aeno Anuwv krvo. AeAemno khevano sar Ane Aa&a Ke. te Aa&a Ýma e kyuÅ nihH ne seva krI nihH Aem, sevabIÒ xuH seva htI. Aahaha¦

—te=I tenI k=a n kdI saHwzI. Aahaha¦ n teno pircy kyÈ, ke n teno Anuwv=yo, ma!e tenI Ýaiº sulw n=I.˜ (dulRw Ke.) pa@ to Aa Ke. pKI A=R kyÈ sulw n=IAe!le dulRw Ke Aem, bakI b\Hu sulw Ke, Aahaha¦ p` Aa Aek sulw n=I, dulRw Ke.bharna b\a (ivØyo) sulw Ke AnHtvar mZyaH, va`I ye AnHtvar mzI, pEsa yAnHtvar mZya, dev dxRn AnHtvar =ya, smosr`maH AnHtvar gyo, Ae kaH dulRw n=I.Aahaha¦ sulw n=I to Aek Aa, cEtNy cmTkarI vStu je AHdr KuH, wle xrIr Ýma e AenuHkd ho, Ane baæmaH wle pu~y ne papna ivkLpvazI dxa deqay, p` vStu to Aena=I iwþKe. Aahaha¦ Ae pu~yne papna ivkLpo rag Aena=I p` iwþ Ae sara (svR) xaÏone Ane&anIAone khevanuH to Ae Ke, Aeno Anuwv kr. Aena=I tara jnm mr`no AHt Aavxe.Aahaha¦

hve AacayR khe Ke, Ke ne ma=e —At AvEtdupdXyRte At Aev AetdŸ Aev _pdXyRtete=I j Òvone te iwþ Aa„anuH AekTv Ame dxaRvIAe KIAe.˜ wgvan Aa„a rag=Iiwþ Ane Sv$p=I Aiwþ AevI cIj dxaRvIAe KIAe kar`ke saHwzIne krvanuH to Ae Ke.to Ae Ame deqaDIxuH. (hve) paHcmI ga=a.

AaTmano inivRkLp Anuwv krva jnar Òv phela xuâny=I huH Aek KuH, xuâKuH, prãVy ÝTyenI mmta riht KuH, &andxRn=I pirpU R vStu KuH- Aevo inüy kre Ke.Aa inüymaH paHc [iNãyna ivkLpo=I qSyo Ke ne mnna ivkLpmaH AaVyo Ke p` Aemnna ivkLpone p` KoDva AaVyo Ke. te Aagz v\ta mn sHbH\I ivkLpone jldIvmI naqIne inivRkLp =ay Ke. 48p. (prmagmsarmaH=I)





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tH Oy¿ivh¿H daOhH APpò sivhve .jid daOßj pma H cuÞeßj KlH ` Fe¿VvH.. 5..tmekTvivw›H dxRye½hmaTmn: Svivwven.yid dxRyeyH Ýma H SqleyH KlH n g<hItVymŸ.. 5..

[h ikl sklo…aisSyaTpdmuiãtxBdb/ïopasnjNma, smStivpÙÙod-ÙmaitinStuØyu›yvlMbnjNma,inmRliv&anFnaNtinRmG™praprguÌÝsadIkËtxuâaTm-tÀvanuxasnjNma, AnvrtSyiNdsuNdranNdmuiãtamNdsHivdaTmkSvsHvednjNmac y: künaip mmaTmn: Svo ivwvSten smStenaPyyH tmekTvivw›maTmanHdxRye½himit bâVyvsayo½iSm. ikNtu yid dxRyeyH tda Svymev SvanuwvÝTyÙeprI"y ÝmaÌktRVymŸ. yid tu SqleyH tda tu n Klg/h`jag$kEwRivtVymŸ.

hve AaCaayR khe Ke ke, te=I j Òvone te iwþ AaTmanuH AekTv Ame dxaRvIAeKIAe:-

dxaRvuH Aek ivw› Ae, Aa„a tà inj ivwv=I¸dxaRvuH to krÔe Ýma`, n doØ g/h Sqlna yid. p.

ga=a=R:- (tmŸ) te (OkTvivw›) AekTvivw› Aa„ane (AhH) huH(AaTmn:) Aa„ana (Svivwven) inj vEwv vDe (dxRye) deqaDuH KuH (yid) Ôe huH(dxRyeyH) deqaDuH to (Ýma H) Ýma` (SvIkar) krvuH Ane (SqleyH) Ôe ko@eka e cUkI Ôë to (KlH) Kz (n) n (g<hItVymŸ) g/h` krvuH.

!Ika:- AacayR khe Ke ke je kaH mara Aa„anae injvEwv Ke te svR=I huH AaAekTv-ivw› Aa„ane dxaRvIx Aevo meH ƒvsay (_>m, in`Ry) kyÈ Ke. kevo Kemara Aa„ano injivwv? Aa lokmaH Ýg! smSt vStuAono Ýkax krnar Ane;SyatŸ' pdnI muãavazo je xBdb/ï-AhÅtnaH prmagm-tenI _pasna=I jeno jNmKe. (;SyatŸ' no A=R ;k=HictŸ' Ke Ae!le ke ;ko Ýkar=I khevuH' . prmagmnexBdb/ï kæaH tenuH kar`: AhÅtnaH prmagmmaH samaNy \mÈ-vcngocr svR \mÈ-naH nam Aave Ke Ane vcn=I Agocr je ko ivxeØ \mÈ Ke temnuH AnumankravvamaH Aave Ke Ae rIte te svR vStuAonaH Ýkaxk Ke ma!e svRƒapI khevamaHAave Ke, Ane te=I temne xBdb/ï khe Ke.) vzI te injivwv kevo Ke? smSt jeivpÙ-ANyvadIAo=I g/h` krvamaH Aavel svR=a AekaHt$p nypÙ-temna


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inrakr`maH sm=R je AitinStuØ inbaR\ yui› tena AvlHbn=I jeno jNm Ke.vzI te kevo Ke? inmRziv&anFn je Aa„a temaH AHtinRmG™ prmguÌ-svR&dev AneAprguÌ-g`\raidk=I maHDIne Amara guÌ pyÅt, temna=I Ýsad$pe Apayel jexuâa„tÀvno Anug/hpUvRk _pdex, tena=I jeno jNm Ke. vzI te kevo Ke? inrHtrJrto-AaSvadmaH Aavto, suHdr je AanHd tenI KapvazuH je ÝcursHvednSv$pSvsHvedn, tena=I jeno jNm Ke. Aem je je Ýkare mara &anno ivwv Ke te smStivwv=I dxaRvuH KuH. Ôe dxaRvuH to Svymev (pote j) potana Anuwv-ÝTyÙ=IprIÙa krI Ýma` krvuH Ôe É–aHy AÙr, ma5a, AlHkar, yui› Aaid ÝkròmaHcUkI Ôë to Kl (doØ) g/h` krvamaH sav\an n =vuH, xaÏsmuãnaH Ýkr` bhuKe ma!e AhÄ SvsHvedn$p A=R Ý\an Ke te=I A=RnI prIÙa krvI.

wava=R:- AacayR AagmnuH sevn, yui›nuH AvlHbn, prapr guÌno _pdexAne SvsHvedn-Ae car Ýkare _Tpþ =yel potana &anna ivwv=I AekTv-ivw›xuâ AaTmanuH Sv$p deqaDe Ke. tene saHwznara he ]otaAo¦ potana SvsHvedn-ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kro¸ É–aHy ko Ýkr`maH wUluH to Ae!lo doØ g/h` n krvo AemkæuH Ke. AhÄ potano Anuwv Ý\an Ke tena=I xuâ Sv$pno inüy kro-Aemkhevano Aaxy Ke.

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tH Oy¿ivh¿H daOhH APpò sivhve .jid daOßj pma H cuÞeßj KlH ` Fe¿VvH.. 5..dxaRvuH Aek ivw› Ae, Aa„a tà inj ivwv=I¸dxaRvuH to krÔe Ýma`, n doØ g/h Sqlna yid. p.

ga=a=R:- ;tmŸ' xBd Ke ne phelo tmŸ, te AekTvivw› Aa„ane, rag=I iwþ AneSvwav=I Aiwþ, AevuH je AenuH Sv$p Ke Aene huH, AhmŸ. Aahaha¦ wgvane kæuH Ke ma!ehuH tne deqaDuH KuH Aemey nih. Aahaha¦ huH pote khIx. Aahaha¦ huH Aa„ana inj vEwv vDedeqaDuH. Aahahaha¦ maro inj vEwv, jgtno vEwv Aa \Uzne bharnI samg/I b\ovEwv, maro inj vEwv AtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv, AtIiNãy &annI dxanuH wan,AtIiNãy vIyRnI Ýg! dxa. AnHt AnHt dxRnnI AHxe Ýg! dxa, Aevo je maro injvEwv AemaH Aem n kæuH ke pu~y maro inj vEwv, xuwwav maro inj vEwv.

khIx AemaH ivkLp _@xe, Ae ivkLp maro vEwv nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa„ana injvEwv vDe, —Svivwven˜ deqaDuH, deqaDuH KuH. Aahahaha¦ xuH AaCaayRnI xElI, deqaDuH KuH. p`huH to KÍS= KuH Ae!le deqaDuH KuH. Ane AemaH Ôe deqaDyuH, Aahahaha¦ deqaDuH KuH, Ôe huH deqaDuH,

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Aahaha¦ deqaDvanI vaÌ AavI g Ane deqaDuH AemaH to. Aahahaha¦ Ýma` krvuH hoH.Aahahaha¦ SvIkar krvo hÇ. Aeklo ha paDIne nih, AeklI vatne \arIne nih, Aahahaha¦p` Anuwv=I Ýma` krje. Aahahaha¦

deqaDuH KuH Ane deqaDuH to, Aahahaha¦ deqaDvano wav Aaƒo Ke, p` deqaDvanuH x$=ay ke kem, Aahaha¦ huH Ôe deqaDHu to AavuH inim¿ Ke to taruH _padan p` Ýma` kre AevuHhovuH ÔeAe. Aahaha¦ AavI É–aH Ke vat to ÔuAo¦ vItragI sHto. vItragI AirhHtoguÌ ne vItragI xaÏone je e kbULya Ke maNya Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae _praHt je e Aa„anovItragI Anuwv kyÈ Ke. khexe hÒ, SvIkar krvuH. je rIte huH khIx Ae rIte vStu Ke ke nhÄAem tuH tara, Anuwv=I, Aa Ýma e krje hÇ. Aahahaha¦ jem huH kheva maguH KuH ke rag=IÝwu iwþ Ke Ane potanI pU R sHp¹a=I te Aiwþ Ke, Aem deqaDuH to Ae AmaruH deqaDvuHin*fz n Ôy. Aahahaha¦ to Ýma` krje Aeva Òvne ma!e khuH KuH Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦Ýwu Aam njr naqje TyaH hÇ. je huH btavuH KuH ke rag=I iwþ Ane Sv$p sHpda=I AekTvto Ae deqaDuH to AenI ha paDje, k rIte? je rIte Ke Aem khuH KuH Ae tne wase Ke ke nihH?tara wavmaH wase Ke ke nihH, wase Tyare SvIkar krje. Aahaha¦ smysar¦ Aahaha¦wrt Ùe5no svÈTk<*! badxah Ývcnno Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem kheva mage Ke ke waGyxazItuH ke ßyaH AavI vaÌ tne kane pDxe. Ae=I hve tuH taro pu$Øa=R krIne je rIte huH kheva maguHKuH te ÔÌne ha paDje, Aahahaha¦ Ae wavnuH wasn =ne Ýma` krje. AavI vatuH Ke.Aahahaha¦

Ýwu Aa„a Aam rag=I (ne) ivkLp=I iwþ, vItragI sHto ne vItragI dev, AevItrag wav Ýg! krvanI j vat kre Ke. Ane te vItrag wav Ýg! krvanI vat kreKe, Ae vItragI Sv$p Ke temaH ¹iÚ kravva Anuwv kravva, Ae vat kre Ke. (SvIkarIx)Tyare Ae vItragI pyaRy Ýg! =xe. Aahaha¦ huH khuH KuH te Ýma e vStu Ke ke nhÄ, Aem taraAnuwv=I Ýma` krje. Aahahaha¦ AeklI ha paDIne \aràmaH raqIne éwo n rhIx.Aahahahaha¦ ÔuAo to qra pu$Øa=RnI AeklI (vat).

wgvan AHdr AanHdno na=, prma„a tara smIpmaH ibraje Ke ne Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦AenI to huH vat kruH KuH, Ke AenI to huH vat kruH KuH. Aahaha¦ Ane Ke Ae tne sHwzavuH KuHAne tuH saHwzva Aaƒo Ko. Aahaha¦ to Ke Aene tuH Ýaº krje. Aahahaha¦ AiStTv AenuHje!luH ne jevDuH Ke, Ae rIte Anuwv=I tne Aena AiStTvnuH Ýma` krje Anuwv=I,Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦¦ Aa sar xaÏ khevay. Aahaha¦ Aola to khe Amne tmemanÔe, Amne dev guÌ xaÏ ne manÔe to tmne smikt =axe. Aahaha¦ Aa to khe tuHAme khIAe KIAe, Ae tuH tara Anuwv=I kbUl krIne manje, Amne manje Aem nihH.Aahaha¦ &an Sv$pI Ýwu, cEtNycmTkarI, icHtami` rtn —Ýwu tuH Ke ne,˜ cEtNycmTkarI icHtami`, Aahaha¦ mha rtn Ýwu, huH tne btavuH KuH ne? Aahaha¦ to tuH Ôeleje, ke Aa Ke ke nihH Aavo? Aahaha¦


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ÔuAo Aa isâaHtna k=no ne Aa vaÌ ÔuAo Aa¦ Aola khe ke AirhHt mha devo,guÌ huH, mano Ae smikt Ke. Ae vItragnI vaÌ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae vItragI sHtonIvaÌ nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AÀWyase (magR) JIò lage¦ vStu to Ke, Ke Aene Ýaº krvIKe ne? n hoy Ane Ýaº krvI hoy to to, heH? KtI cIj wgvan AHdr ibraje Ke ne¦Aahaha¦ kLpv<Ù, icHtami`, kam\enu Aevo Ae wgvan pote j Ke. Aaha¦ Aeno AHdrmaHtne jne Anuwv krIne Aene AnusrIne =ne ;ha' paDje. Aahahahaha¦

AoluH vaÌ ma!e n=I AavtHu¦ AnuwvxIlI Aeno A=R kyÈ Ke ne kzx!Ikakarebhu srs, svR&ne AnusrIne nIkzelI vaÌ, AnuwvxIlInI ƒaQya Aa. Aahaha¦kzxnI phelI !Ikano, rajmLl !IkamaH Ke. Ýwu svR& Sv$pI Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane jenesvR&pùH Ýg!–uH Ke, Aene AnusrIne vaÌ nIkzI Ke _padanmaH pota=I, p` Aenainim¿pàmaH svR&pùH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae=I AnuwvxIlI Ae vaÌne khIAe KIAe.Ae!le? svR&pùH Ýg!–uH Ke Aene Anusare vaÌ nIkzxe, Aahaha¦ vaÌ to _padan=InIkzxe, p` Ae vaÌnI _padanta j AevI Ke, jevuH svR&pùH Ke tene Anusare vaÌnopyaRy p` pir`mxe. Aahahahaha¦ AhÄ khe Ke ke huH deqaDuH waØa=I. Aahaha¦ Ke todeqaDvanI waØa mara Svwavna vEwvne AnusrIne =tI. Aahahaha¦ AhÄ to deqaDIxAem kI\uH, heH? vaÌ=I deqaDIx, deqaDay, vaÌ äara deqaDay bIÔe to ko _pay n=Ip` Ae vaÌ inj vEwvne AnusrIne, inim¿$pe vaÌ Aavxe. Aahaha¦ to tuH p`taro Svwav Ke tene AnusrIne, Anuwv krIne Ýma` krje, Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?AavI vatuH Ke.

SvIkar krvo Ane —Ôe ko @eka e cUkI Ôë.˜ AnuwvmaH cUkI Ôë Aem nihH. p`vaÌmaH Ôe ko sHSk<t ƒakr` ivwi› ko fer pDI Ôy vaÌmaH, vStumaH fer nihH pDe.Aahahaha¦ vStumaH to jevuH Ke tevuH j Aavxe. Aaha¦ p` vaÌnI AHdrmaH ko ivwi›,kaz, wUtkazno vtRman bola Ôy ne Aevo ko xBd tne (jày) AevuH &an hoy,tne Ae Ôtno Qyal hoy, te=I tne QyalmaH Aave ke Aa @eka e, p` tuH TyaH n rokax.Ae vaÌmaH ko fer hoy Ane tne &an hoy to tuH TyaH n rokax. Aahahaha¦

Ame AHtrmaH cEtNy wgvan, AnHt gu no ihrlo Ýwu AemaH jvane ma!e huHdeqaDIx to TyaH jje hÇ Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ pHcm Aarana muin Ane pHcm Aarana ]aetaneAavI vat kre Ke. Aahaha¦ jemaH svR&na ivrh Ke, KtaH Aa!la Ôer=I Ae vat kre Ke keAmara ]ota Aava hoy hÇ. Aahaha¦ ÝvI`wa¦ Aahaha¦ jeva inj vEwv=I vaÌAavxe, Aevo j tuH inj vEwvno Anuwv (krje¦) Aahahaha¦ taro vEwv to AHtr KeAmaro vEwv to pyaRy Ýg! = Aene khIAe KIAe. p` taro vEwv je AHdr pUr` KepUr` sHpda AtÄiãy AanHd AanHd AanHd AanHd AanHd AtÄiãy AanHdnuH #Im ÔMyuH Kene TyaH. Aahaha¦ jemaH xuw ivkLpno p` (|a/uvmaH) Ývexno Avkax n=I, Are AenaAnuwvnI pyaRy =ay Aeno p` \/uv FnmaH pesvano Avkax n=I. Aahaha¦

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Aa to isâaHt Ke wa, vItragnI vaÌ Ae vItragnI vaÌno par n=I Ýwu¦AenI gHwIrta, AenI éHDp, Aahaha¦ sa\ar` ma`s (to) par pamI xke nhÄ AevI toAekek ga=ano Aevo wav Ke.

Aohohoho¦ Aek ga=aAe Nyal krI naqe, Aahaha¦ Ýwu sb Avsr Aa gya hE,Aahaha¦ moÙmagR Ýkaxkne Aem khevuH pDyHu ;sb Avsr Aa gya,' AhÄ to sbAvsr Aa gya Aemey nihH, tuH =a j Aa. pHiDtÒ? Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tuH b\Hu wUlI Ô.Ane wgvanne wUlI gyo Ko tuH Aene yad kr hve. Aahaha¦ sureNãÒ? AavI vatHu Ke.Aahaha¦ teH wUlva jevI cIjne bhu yad krI Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ wUlva jevI cIjne FÌyad krI Ke, bhu yad krI Ke bapa, Ane wUlva jevo nih wgvan Ke Aene wUlIne wUlIgyo Aaqo. Aene ko id' yad j kyÈ nihH teH to Aa !a uH AaƒuH Ke ne tne vat kruH KuH neÝwu tne. tne vaÌ äara [xara krIne, Aaha¦ Ae taro na= AHdr ragno Amara trfnIwi›no ivkLp Ke, saHwzvano taro ivkLp Ke, Aahaha¦ Aena=I Ýwu AHdr iwþ Ke.Aahaha¦ Aavo _pdex Ke. ke je _pdexne pamIne Anuwv=I Ýma` j kre Aevo _pdex Ke.Aahaha¦

wgvan ATyare n hoy kevzI pyaRyvaza Aene tuH yad n kr hve, Aahaha¦Aahaha¦ tara wgvanmaH to AnHtI kevz&annI pyaRy pDI Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvannoivrh Ke Aene p` wUlI Ô. Aahaha¦ vtRman kevz&annI pyaRyno ivrh Ke Ae p` wUlIÔ. wgvan Aaqo AHdr Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Amare deqaDvo Ke , Aahaha¦ AeneAnuwvje. bakI xaÏna to k=nmaH Anek ApeÙaAo hoy vaÌmaH, AemaH ko sHSk<t\atu ƒakr` AaidmaH kaH fer pDe to AenuH kaH Amare vjn n=I AhÄ Amare, AhÄ tovjn AHtrno Anuwv krvo Ane kravvo Ae Ke.

cUkI Ôë to xuH? AnuwvmaH cUkI Ôë Ae nihH, vStunI iS=it Ke temaH cUkI Ôë to|yan raqje Aem nihH. Aahaha¦ vStu to je rIte Ke te rIte j khevaxe. AemaH ko é uHAi\k ivprIt kaH Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ p` vaÌmaH ko ferfar, vaÌ pr cIj Ke.Aahaha¦ AemaH ko xBdonI xElInI k=nImaH ƒakr` Aaidna inymomaH fer hoy, vStumaHfer nihH, vaÌ p` vStune btavxe AemaH fer nihH, Aahaha¦ vaÌ j AevI Ke khe Ke. pÀemaH ƒakr`na inym FàH hoy Ke Aeva inymmaH kyaHy fer pDI Ôy to tuH teno Ô`narho TyaH tne ko QyalmaH Aave ke AhÄ (kaH fer Ke) to TyaH éwo no rhIx TyaH Qyaln krIx. Ame je kheva magIAe KIAe TyaH Ône Ýwu. Aahaha¦ gjb ga=aAo Ke. phelIbar to pIi@ka Ke ne? Aa Ao!lo, Ao!lo mo!o, pKI JaD fale fUle¦ mUz samaNy vatpUrI pUrI AqHD AamaH bar ga=amaH AavI Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦

hve !Ika:- AacayR khe Ke, AacayR khe Ke. Lyo, Aek kor Aem khe ke Aa„a vaÌ krIxke nihH, p` inim¿-inim¿ sHbH\e AacayR khe Ke Aem Aave ne? Aahaha¦ AacayR kheKe, ke je kaH mara, je kaH mara je kaH Ae!le je!lo Ke Ae!lo, pUr` Ke Ae Aem kaH huH


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kheto n=I. pUr` vEwv to prma„ane Ke. Aahaha. je kaH, Aahaha¦ ;[h ikl' Ke ne?mara Aa„ano inj vEwv Ke. mara Aa„ano inj vEwv pyaRymaH Ke. Aahaha¦ xuâcEtNy prma„a tenuH sMyGdxRn, tenuH &an ne tenI rm`ta Ane tena AanHdna SvadnIdxano je maro vEwv Ke. Aahaha¦ ÔuAo Aa vEwv Aa„ano. rag ne dya-danno ivkLpp` Aa„ano vEwv nihH, to vzI Aa \Uz paHc-pcIs laq bhar=I Aave ne Ae mo!aFr vqra kre ne, Aahaha¦ Aa maro vEwv, Aa AmaruH frnIcr ne maro vEwv ÔuAo.mo#a Aagz be ha=I besaDya Ke ne? Aa derasrmaH n=I krta? AhÄ palIta e raQyaKe ne mo!a ha=I ne Aam, Aahaha¦ Aa wgvanno vEwv Aa. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to Ýwu wgvanno (inÔTmano) vEwv to je kaH mne Ýg!–o KeAe!la=I huH khIx. pUr` prma„ane =yo Ke. (AirhHtone) vEwv pUr` Ýg!–o Ke. AeAmne ÝtItmaH Ke. AemnI vaÌmaH je AaƒuH Ke Ae p` Amne ÝtItmaH Ke. p` Ae ƒvharÝtItmaH Ke, Aahaha¦ inj vEwvnI ÝtIit to je!lo éFDelo Ke, Ae!lae inj vEwv Ke,Ke Aem kæuH Ke ne? Aahaha¦ je kaH mara Aa„ano inj vEwv Ke, Aa pyaRynI vat KehÇ, ãƒgu nI vat n=I Aa, Ýg!elI vEwv dxanI vat Ke. sMyGdxRn &an cair5, AneAtIiNãy AanHdno Anuwv O ÒvnI pyaRyno- AvS=ano inj vEwv Ke. Aahahahaha¦

te vEwv Ke, mara Aa„ano inj vEwv Ke. Ýwuna (sImH\r Ýwuna) Aa„anovEwv Ke Ae vatnuH mare ATyare kam n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae mara ƒvhar ÝtItmaH Ke, pÀa maro na= AHdr Ýwu, (inÔTma) Aahaha¦ cEtNy rTnakr=I wrelo Aeno jepyaRymaH vEwv Ke, sHpda, AmarI sHpda Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ marI l"mI Aa Ke. Ae pUr`Sv$pnI ÝtIit, inivRkLp, pUr` Sv$pnuH &an ne pUr` Sv$pmaH rm`ta ivgere. AnHtgu nIƒ› AvS=a vtRman Ae maro inj vEwv pyaRyno Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa vat to gHwIr Kebapu¦ smysar Ae xuH Ke¦¦ Aahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke, Aekek xBdmaH paKz AenuH vaCy,ke!luH Ôerdarp uH Ke. Aahaha¦

te, vEwv Ke te, Ke ne? ;tmŸ' Ke ne pheluH? te AekTvivw› Aa„ane Ane KeLle khexepaKz=I kæuH. Aahaha¦ te j svR=a, te svR=I, te svR=I. Aahaha¦ maro inj vEwv je!loÝg!–o Ke ne¦ Aena svR=I, Aahaha¦ je!lo vEwv AanHd ne Aaid dxRn &an cair5 Aaidje!lo vEwv Ke Ae svR=I huH khIx. Aahaha¦ xuH xBdo, Am<t JyaR Ke. Aahaha¦ jgtnawaGy Aa smysar rhI gyuH. we! uH AaPyuH Ke. tuH tne we! to tne Aa we! uH Ame tne AapIAeKIAe. KeLle xBd Ke, jysenacayRmaH (AemnI !IkamaH) Aahaha¦ vStu- vStu Aa.

te vEwv=I, te svR=I. Aahaha¦ je!luH mne &an Ýg!–uH, smikt Ýg!–uH, AanHdAaƒo, xaHit vItragtanI cair5nI Ae svR=I, Aahaha¦ Aeno A=R Ae ke vaÌmaH É–aHyAoKp Ane qamI nihH Aave. mara vEwvna svR=I huH khIx. Aahaha¦ p` Ýwu, vEwv=Ikhexo AemaH Aave Ke to ivkLp, kevuH Ke Aem btavvuH Ke, Ae Ke to ivkLp p` Ae ivkLpnuH lÙn=I AhÄ AmaruH, ivkLp=I svR=I Aa khIx Aem n=I AhÄya. Aahaha¦ maro vEwv je

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AanHd ne &an je Aa xaHit, AnHt gu nI ƒ›ta je!lI Ýg!I Ke, te svR=I huH khIx.Aahaha¦ te svR=I huH, Aahaha¦ ;Aa' AekTv-ivw› ;Aa' ÝTyÙ Aa„a AekTv potanaSv$pmaH AekTv Ke Ane rag=I ivw› nam p<=k Ke, AiSt naiSt krI. Aahaha¦

maruH AiStTv pUr` AekTv Ke, Ane pUr` prnuH jemaH ivw› nam Awav Ke.Aahaha¦ —Aevo je AekTv-ivw› Aa„a˜ Aahaha¦ Aa AekTv ivw› Aa„ane(btavIx), K ãƒne dxaRvIx ne wgvan Aava Ke Aem dxaRvIxne tmne, Aem kaH nlI\uH. Aahaha¦ ÝyojnwUt mUz cIj Ke te huH dxaRvIx. Aahaha¦ Ane AemaH b\uH AavIjxe. —AekTv-ivw› Aa„ane dxaRvIx˜ bs, K ãƒ ne K ãƒna AnHt gu o AnebIÔ pyaRyo ne bIÔ isâae ne bIÔ AirhHto ne AenuH AhÄ kam n=I. huH to mara injvEwv=I svR=I Aa„ane btavIx. Aahaha¦

Aa... Aa... AiStp uH btave Ke. kevuH? AekTv-ivw›, Aevo je Aa„a AenedxaRvIx, Aa„ane dxaRvIx, AirhHt keva Ke ne guÌ keva Ke, Ae nihH. Aahaha¦ xaÏnalÙ` keva Ke ne xuH Ae b\uHy Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ AekTv ivw› Aa... Aene huH dxaRvIx.—Aevo meH ƒvsay _>m in Ry kyÈ Ke.˜ Aahaha¦ Aevo in Ry kyÈ Ke. Aaha¦ AaAa„ane AekTv ivw›ne inj vEwv=I deqaDIx Aevo meH in Ry kyÈ Ke. hve deqaDvanuHcale to |yan raqje hve. Aahaha¦ Aa to sheje vaÌ nIkzI Ke !IkanI, kuHdkuHdacayRnalokmaH to gHwIrta Ke, Ae Am<tcHãacayeR qolI, Aena pe! qolIne vat krI. Aahaha¦

Aevo meH ƒvsay _>m in Ry kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ mara &anmaH meH in Ry Aavo kyÈKe. ke huH mara inj vEwv=I Aa Aa„a je AekTv-ivw› Ke tene deqaDIx Aevo ƒvsay,inüy kyÈ Ke. Aevo ƒvsay inüy kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦

hve inj vEwv kevo Ke, Ae vat kre Ke. inj vEwv=I khIx p` Ae inj vEwv kevoKe hve pyaRyno hÇ.? Aahaha¦ —kevo Ke mara Aa„anae inj vEwv˜ —kevo Ke maraAa„anae inj vEwv˜? Aahaha¦

—Aa lokmaH , lok isâ kyÈ. lokHit it lok jemaH K ãƒ jày Aevo je lokKe —AemaH Ýg!, smSt vStuAono Ýkax krnar˜ Aahaha¦ vaÌ, vaÌ, wgvannIvaÌ Aa lokmaH Ýg! smSt vStuAono, Ýg! smSt vStuAono, je!lI cIÔe Ke te!lIb\Ine Ýkax krnar, Aahaha¦ Ane —SyatŸ pdnI muãavazo˜, ApeiÙt, khevuH hoy tevaKapvazo, ;k=HictŸ' khevanI ApeÙa Ke, inTy AinTy ivgere xuâ Axuâ AevI SyatŸpdnI muãavazo k=HictŸ khevana Kapvazo je xBd b/ï, Aahahaha¦ Aevo je xBd b/ï,wgvannI vaÌ xBd b/ï, Aahaha¦ AhÅtna prmagm Aevo xBdb/ï Ae!le xuH? keAhÅtna prmagm, wgvanna khela prmagm. Aahahaha¦ AirhHtna ]Imuqe AomŸ|vin nIkzI ne je prmagm rcaà, Aahaha¦ —Aevo je xBd b/ï AhÅtno prmagmtenI _pasna=I jeno jNm.˜ Aahahaha¦

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b/ï p` svR&=I khela xBdb/ï, AirhHtna saÙatŸ prma„ano khelo xBdb/ï.Aahahahaha¦ Aem khIne kiLpt ko xaÏ wgvanna name cDavI dI\a Ke, AenI_pasna=I Aa„a nihH Ýg!e. Aahaha¦ inim¿p e p` Ae nihH hoy Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦5` lokna na= AhÅt prma„anI je vaÌ xBdb/ï, Aahaha¦ tenI _pasna. AeprmagmnI mHe seva krI Ae!le Aem e je kæuH te meH Ô~yuH. prmagme kæuH te meH Ô~yHu.Aahaha¦ Aem khIne svR&nI vaÌ isvay, bIÒ kLpna=I krela xaÏono inØe\ krIdI\o. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

maro sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5no vEwv, Ae vItragna svR& prme¬rnI idƒ|vinAeva je prmagm, Aena lÙ=I Ae!le AenI seva=I, Ae kæuH te meH maNyuH Ô~yuH. Aahaha¦AevI vaÌ AhÅtna muqe=I nIkzI. Ae isvaynI ko vaÌ Aena inim¿maH p` smiktmaHAave nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? cetnÒ? F uH wyuÅ Ke AamaH. Aahaha¦ hve Aana=I =ay neAana=I =ay, ne Aana=I =ay, inim¿ j ßyaH qo!aH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek to AirhHtsvR&ne Aozqva Ane AenI vaÌ kevI hoy Aene AozqvI. Aahahaha¦ Ane Ae vaÌnIseva=I, Aem e je kæuH tenI _pasna=I, Aahaha¦ Ae inim¿=I k=n Ke. inim¿ AavuH hoyAem btave Ke, inim¿=I =tuH n=I, Aahaha¦ p` hoy inim¿ AavuH, bIÔHu inim¿ hoyAne AHdr inj vEwv Ýg!e, Aem nihH. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ gHwIr vaÌ Am<t reDya KeAekla, Am<tcHã AacayeR Am<tna dirya vhevraƒa Ke. Aahaha¦

AenI _pasna=I marI _Tpi¿ Ke —jNm Ke Aa to pyaRynI vat Ke ne¦ marIpyaRynI _Tpi¿ AhÅtna xBdb/ïnI seva=I _Tpi¿ Ke, inim¿ Ae j Ke. Aahaha¦A&anIna vcno, svR&ne name c#avI dI\ela Ae vcno, AenuH inim¿ p` sMygŸ injvEwvmaH hoy nihH. smÔ uH kaH? AakruH kam jgt=I. AanuH nam AhÅtna prmagm,Aa y prmagm Ke ne Aa? Aa mkannuH nam prmagm Ke, AirhHtnI vaÌmaH=I AavelIAa b\I vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem ke ÔuAo vaÌnI seva=I vEwv Ýg!–o j¡Ao AaƒuH ke nihHAamaH? bapu¦ Ae inim¿na k=n Ke. inim¿ kevuH hoy, Aahaha¦ svR& AirhHt i5lokna=nIAomŸ |vinmaH=I rcayela Aagmo, Ae vqte kar`ke pote to wgvan nhota Ae to gyaTyaH pKI, p` AirHhtna prmagm je, vtRta hta khelaH, Ae mara AHtr AnuwvmaH AevaÌ inim¿ = Ke. bIÔHu ko inim¿ ho xke nihH Aem isâ kre Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to Ae khe Ke AirhHt svR&nI vaÌ isvay kiLpt xaÏo bnaƒa AneAirhHtnuH nam AaPyuH hoy AirhHtnaH, Ae inj vEwvmaH inim¿ n =ay. AtDa =ay AevuHKe bapu Aa to. vStunI iS=it j AevI Ke TyaH xuH? Aahaha¦ wle¦ paHcmo Aaro hoy, Anete p` hÒ to be hÔr vØR gya Ke, hÒ to Fò mo!o kaz (bakI) Ke. Aa to x$AatKe paHcma AaranI, Aahaha¦ KtaH wav to Ae j Ke Kek su\I Ae j Ôtnae rhexe. paHcmaAarana KeDa su\I je sMyGdxRn Aaid pamxe, te Aa vItragnI vaÌ tene inim¿ =xe.Ae svR& vItrag isvaynI vaÌ, Ae inim¿=I smikt nihH =ay Aene. Aahaha¦ AakrI

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keva hoy AirhHt? AÚadoØ riht. A#ar doØ riht, Aevo coQqo pa@ Aave Ke. KeLlo,Ke ne pa@ Ke¦ Ùu\a t<Øa riht hoy, Ùu\a t<Øa riht hoy Ae dev, —AhÄ to hÒ AirhHtnewUq lage, ne Aahar le, ne Aene raeg =ay Ane dva le. (AevI qo!I Ý$pà)

AhÄ to AenI _pasna AenuH vjn Ke, i5lokna=, bnarsIdasmaH Aave Ke ne¦nmo kevz, nmo kevz$p wgvan, muq Aomkar |vin sUnI, A=R g`\r ivcare, rcIprmagm wivk Òv sHxy invare. Aahaha¦ kho, \Iruwa? Aa b\uH éDI Ôy AevuH Keb\uH tmaruH b\Hu. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke bapu. pÙpat KoDIne vat kre to smÔy AevuHKe bapu¦ Aa to sTy jevuH Ke AenuH _dŸ\a!n Ke, AenI Ýisiâ Ke. ko ƒikt ma!e n=I, koÒv ma!e n=I, Are, Ae p` wgvan Ke, Ae p` suqI =vano kamI Ke p`.. Aahaha¦pyaRymaH wUlne lne du:qI =ay Ke. wgvan Ke Ae p` pU aRnHd wgvan Ke. Aahaha¦gme tevI ivprIt Ý$pà ke ]âavazo hoy, p` Aena Aa„a ÝTyeno Ýem Ôy nihH,ivro\ n hoy. Aahaha¦ ;sÀveØu mEi5' b\a Òvo Ke, vStu Ke, jevo potano wgvanKe Aeva b\a wgvan Aa„a Aena Ke. Aahaha¦ kono ivro\ krvo? vStuno ivro\ n=I,pyaRymaH fer hoy AenuH SpÚIkr` kre, 363 paqHDnuH SpÚIkr` n=I krta, heH? 363paqHDnuH bar AHgmaH v Rn kre Ke 363 wedonuH v Rn¦ ke!lak mtone to AHdr du:q lageAevuH Ke ke Aa to AmaruH qHDn kre Ke. vStunuH Sv$p AevuH Ke. Aaha¦

;SyatŸ' Ae!le xuH? Aem khe Ke, ;k=HictŸ' ko Ýkar=I khevuH, Aa„ane ko ÝkareinTy khevo, ko Ýkare AinTy khevo, kaym rhevanI ApeÙaAe inTy Ke, pl!vanIApeÙa AinTy Ke, Aem SyatŸ ApeÙa=I khevuH. AemaH \mR hoy Ae (Ape"aa=I).

—prmagmne xBdb/ï kæa˜- prmagmne xBdb/ï kæo ƒapk. —tenuH karÀhÅtna prmagmmaH samaNy \mÈ vcn gocr Ke.˜ samaNy \mÈ vcn=I khevay Keke!laHk, ;svR \mÈnaH nam Aave Ke' vcngocr Ane vcn=I Agocr je ko ivxeØ\mÈ Ke. temnuH Anuman kravvamaH Aave Ke. Anuman kravvamaH Aave Ke Ae!luH khIne. jemke wa Aek ãƒ=I bIÔuH ãƒ n=I to Aeva AnHta ãƒo Ke, Aene wle njre n pDe. AarIte Anuman kravvamaH Aave Ke. Ae rIte te svR vStuna Ýkaxk Ke. vItragnI vaÌ svRvStunI Ýkaxk Ke. Aahaha¦ ma!e svRƒapI khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae vaÌne svRƒapIkhevamaH Aave Ke. pUr` khenar Ke. svRƒapI Ae!le pUr` khenar Ke. Aahaha¦ ]ImdŸmaHAave Ke ne ;je Sv$p svR&e dI@Hu (&anmaH) p` khI xÉ–a nihH te p` ]I wgvan Ôe'Ae to ApeiÙt vat Ke p` AhÄ to svRVyapI pUr` khI xke Ke Aem khe Ke. Ke ne?svRVyapI xBd kæo Ke ne? xBdBa/ï-Ba/ï Ae!le VyapvuH svR-pUr`ne khenar Ke te=I tenexBdBa/ï khevay Ke Lyo Aa to xBdBa/ïnI VyaQya krI.

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AhÄ to Aem kæuH ke huH mara inj vEwv=I huH vat krIx-hve inj vEwvmaH inim¿ko` htuH? ke vItragnI vaÌ-xBdb/ï Aem kæuH. Ke? smSt pda=Rne ÝkaxnarI Aem kæuHKe AamaH to, Aem Ke ne? smSt vStuAono Ýkax krnar, TyaH Aem ke svR& kaH khIxÉ–a n=I Aem AamaH n AaƒuH Ae to ApeiÙt vat =, goMm!sarmaH Aave (Ke) ne?ke AnHtma wage Ô e Ke. AhÄ to khe Ke ke vStu Sv$pno Ýkaxk Ke. xaÏ Ke Ae xBdb/ïKe, smSt vStune Ýkaxnar. Ane KeLlI ga=amaH Aem AaVyuH ne 41p (ga=amaH) keAaTma Ke Ae iv¬ smy Ke, Ae!le ke iv¬ne Ýkaxnaro Ke. 41p KeLluH-pUr` ÝkaxnaroAaTma Ke. tene ÝkaxnarI vaÌ Ae p` xBdb/ï pUr` ÝkaxnarI Ke, KeLluH AaVyuH Ke..41p lokmaH (ga=amaH) smÔ uH?

svR-smSt vStu, pa@maH Ke ne skl_dwais, sklodŸwais- 5` kaz 5` loÉnaHje pda=È Ke, te b\ane khenarI vaÌ Ke. AevI vat lI\I Ke. wle AnHtma wage AaƒuHAem kæuH, p` AemaH AaƒuH, b\a xara b\aH AaƒaH Ke. smÔ uH kaH? b\uH AaƒuH Ke AemaHbar AHgmaH Aam S=Uz k=n Ke Aem AaƒuH. pHca|yayImaH, p` Ae k=nmaH p` b\uH je!luHsU"m Ke Ane b\Hu Ke Ae b\u k=n krvamaH AaƒuH Ke. AhÄ to Ae lI\uH. smSt pda=R, smStvStuAono Ýkax krnar Aek vat. te=I 41p (ga=a)maH Aem kæuH ke Aa„a iv¬ smyKe. Aa xBdb/ï Ke, xBd Vyapk Ke xaÏ, Ae b\aHne khe Ke, Aem Aa iv¬ smy b\aneÔè Ke. wgvan AaTma iv¬ smy Ke Aem kæuH Ke. b\ane 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô e AeAa„a. Ane Aene khenarI vaÌ p` xBdb/ï Ke. AaTma je iv¬ smy Ke, svRno ÝkaxkKe Aem vaÌ p` svRnI Ýkaxk Ke. Aahaha¦ AevI vaÌmaH p` (khevanI) AevI takatKe. Aa„amaH takat svRne ÝkaxvanI Ke. Aahaha¦

iv¬ smy, smStne Ô`naro AaTma, Aem smStne khenarI vaÌ, jyare Aaneiv¬ smy khIAe Tyare vaÌne xBdb/ï khIAe, kar` Ae pUr`ne Ýkaxe Ke. Aahaha¦ AneAenI muãa ;SyatŸ' pd Ke ;SyatŸ' pdnI muãavazo Aem AaƒuH ne? Kap Ke ;SyatŸ' KapAenI Kap Ke. Aahaha¦ jem AaTmana AnuwvnI AtIiNãy Kap- mhor Kap Ke.Aahaha¦ Aa„ana AtIiNãy AanHdmaH AnuwvmaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI mhor Kap Ke.Aem vItragnI vaÌmaH ;SyatŸ' pdnI mhor Kap Ke. smÔ uH kaH? k=HictŸ kApeÙaAe khevuH Ke Ae b\uHy AemaH AavI Ôy Ke. ;SyatŸ' pdnI muãavazo xBdb/ï Ae!le?AhÅtna prmagm, AhÅtnuH prmagm xBdb/ï Ke. kemke b\a tÀvne khenaruH Ke. Aahahaha¦5` kaz 5` lok AnHt gu o, AnHt ãƒo, AnHtI pyaRyo isânI Ane kevzIAonI p`b\aHne ÝkaxnarI vaÌ Ke. vaÌmaH kaH AoKuH khI xke Aem n=I AhÄ to khe Ke, Aahaha¦tem wgvan Aa„a AoKuH ÔÌ xke Aem n=I. iv¬ smy Ke. smStne Ô`naro Ýwu Ke.

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Aahaha¦ ]ut&anmaH p` smStne Ô`naro Ae Ke. Aahaha¦;SyatŸ' =I Ae!le ko Ýkar=I khevuH. prmagmne xBdb/ï kæaH, tenuH kar` AhÅtna

prmagmmaH samaNy \mÈ je khI xkay te, vcn gocr svR \mÈna nam Aave Ke. Anevcn=I AgMy Ke, ivxeØ \mÈ AenuH Anuman krvamaH Aave Ke. p` Aave Ke b\uH khevamaHAem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ je kaH samaNy Ke, samaNyno A=R je khI xkay Aeva sI\a AenesamaNy \mÈ khevay Ke. Ane Anuman, pKI Anuman kravIne ke Aa vStu Ke te AnHt\mR Sv$p j Ke. Aaha¦ AnHt \mRxi› Ke ne? AenamaH? AnHt \mR Ae!le AnHt guKe AenamaH. Ae AnHt \mRSv$p j Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te=I tena Ýaº ma!e AhÄ to inim¿kæuH. p` TyaH to Aem kæuH ke Ýaº ma!e ko kar` j n=I.

AenuH ãVynuH ßyaH v Rn kyuÅ TyaH Ae vStu Ke AevI ke Aena kayRne ma!e ko kar`nIj$r n=I. Ane ko kayRnuH te kar` n=I. ragaid ke prãƒnI pyaRynuH Ae kar` n=I. AevoAenamaH gu Ke, Aene p` xBdb/ï Ýkaxnar Ke. vaÌ äara Ae AaƒuH Ke khe Ke. Aahahaha¦smÔùH kaH? vItragnI xBdb/ï Ae!le Vyapk vaÌ AemaH Aa AaVyuH Ke, ke taro ÝwuAanHdno na= Ke. Aahaha¦ Aena kayRne ma!e ko prna kar`nI ApeÙa n=I, Ane prnakayRne ma!e Aena kar`nI ApeÙa n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH vStunuH Sv$p j Ke. Aem xBdb/ïe kæuHAne iv¬ smy Aeva wgvane Ae Ýma e Ô~yuH, AaTmaAe p` Ae j Ýma e Ô~yuH.Aahaha¦ huH konuH kar` n=I, huH konuH kayR n=I. Aahaha¦ juAone¦ AenI xElI to juAo.Aohohoho¦ gjb xElI Ke ne¦¦ éHDo _tre to Aene vaÌmaHy pUr` khevanI takat isâkrI Ane Ýwu pote pUr` Ô`vanI takatvazo Ke Aem isâ kyuÅ. te=I pUr` Ô`vavazoKe ma!e Aene iv¬smy, iv¬b/ï. Aahaha¦ Ane vaÌ svRne khenarI ma!e xBdb/ï AaAaTmb/ï AoluH xBdb/ï, bey pUraH Ke. Aahaha¦

wgvan pUruH Ô`nar Ke, vaÌ pUruHH khenar Ke. ]ImdŸmaH Aem Aave ;je Sv$p ]IsvR&e dI@uH p` khI xÉ–a nihH te p` ]Iwgvan Ôe.' Ae to AenI mihma btavva kevaÌ äara ke!luH Aave, Aem? bakI (wgvannI) vaÌmaH b\uH AaƒuH Ke Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ ma!e wgvanne Aa„b/ï kæo, vaÌne xBdb/ï kæo. AaTma svRne Ô e ma!esvR b/ï kæo Ane vaÌ svRne khe ma!e xBdb/ï kæo. Aahaha¦

Ae rIte te svR Aa rIte samaNy vcn=I khevamaH Aave AevuH bakI bIÔ b\a vcnAgocrne Anuman kravIne khe Ae rIte, te svR vStuAona Ýkaxk Ke, xBdb/ï, svRvStuno khenar Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke? Am<tcHãacayRnI to !Ika Ke. ;ikl sklodŸwaisSyaTy:muiãtxBdBa/ï pd muiãt xBdb/ï.' Aahaha¦ ma!e svRVyapI khevamaH Aave Ke Ane te=Itene xBdb/ï khe Ke vaÌne. Aahaha¦ AenI _pasna=I j maro inj vEwv Ýg!–o Ke.mara AanHdno inj vEwv, svR&nI xBdb/ï vaÌ Ae AemaH inim¿ htI, Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ svR& isvay bIÔnI konI vaÌ Aa„ana \mRne Ýg! krvamaH inim¿ p`n ho xke, inim¿=I =ay to nihH. p` inim¿ p` vItragnI vaÌ isvay bIjuH


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Ae Aek vat krI. kevo Ke maro injvEwv, Ke ne? kevo Ke mara AaTmano inj vEwvAe Aek vat krI-Aa vEwv Ýg!vamaH, iv¬b/ïne Ýg!vamaH inim¿ xBdb/ï Ke, AexBdb/ï wgvannI vaÌ. Aahahaha¦ Aeno A=R Ae =yo ke wgvannI vaÌ isvaykoAe kLpelI vaÌ khe, Ae AaTmana \mR Ýg!vamaH inim¿ p` ho xke nhÄ. Aahaha¦F uH smaDyuH Ke. =oDI waØamaH F uH smaDyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane pUr` khenar svR&nI vaÌinim¿, Aevo j pUr` Ô`naro wgvan, xBdb/ï AaTmb/ï Ae _padan, Aahahaha¦Ýg!–o Ke potana xBdb/ïmaH=I dxa, p` Aene xBdb/ï inim¿ Ke, AaTmb/ïmaH=IÝg!–uH Ke p` Ke inim¿ Aa. Aahaha¦

guÌnI vaÌ p` kevzIne AnusrnarI Ke. ma!e Ae inim¿ hoy p` A&anInI vaÌinim¿ n hoy. smÔ uH kaH? (ben]IAe p` AapnI guÌnI vaÌno Fò mihma kyÈKe) Aahaha¦ AemaH to F uH AavI gyuH. smÔ uH kaH? be, be Ae!le Aek iv¬b/ï AekxBdb/ï _padan Ane inim¿ Aena inj vEwvmaH inim¿ Aa Ae!lI vat krI-Aahaha¦

—vzI, te inj vEwv kevo Ke?˜ Aahahaha¦ —smSt je ivpÙ,˜ smSt ivpÙ,sTy=I iv$|\ khenara b\a, je!la ivpÙ Ke. Aahaha¦ —ANyvadIAo=I g/h` krvamaHAavela svR=a AekaHt$p nypÙ —svR=a AekaHt$p nypÙ˜ temna inrakr`maH sm=RAahaha¦ Ae ÔU@aH Ke, AekaHt Ke, Aem inrakr`maH sm=R xuH? —je Ait inStuØ, inbaR\yuiÉt,˜ smSt je ANyvadIAo svR&nI vaÌ isvay, je!lI ANyvadIAonI vaÌ KeAene svR=a AekaHt nypÙ, teno inrakr` krvane Ae ÔU@a Ke Aevo, inrakr` krvane,in Ry krvamaH, xuH in Ry krvamaH sm=R, AitinStuØ inbaR\ yuiÉt. Aahaha¦ Ait Kene? inStuØ, fotra ivnanI AqHD btave AevI. Aahaha¦ Ait inStuØ, inbaR\ yuiÉt,yuiÉt AevI isâ AHdr=I Aave ke AitinStuØ jemaH iblkul fotruH nihH, qHD nihH, AqHDje rIte Ke Ae rIte, Aahaha¦ —tena AvlHbn=I jeno jNm Ke,˜ AitinStuØ, inbaR\.yuiÉt, inrakr`maH sm=R, pr (bIjuH) jU@uH Ke AevuH inrakr`maH sm=R, AevI Ait inStuØyuiÉt. Aahahaha¦ F uH smaDyuH Ke.

Aa Am<tcHãacayR !Ika krtI vqte ¬etaHbr pH= to hto. kuHdkuHdacayR vqte p`hto. AhÄ to coQquH khe Ke. AirhHtna muq=I vaÌ nIkzI, Ae xBdb/ï, Ae inim¿ Ke.Ane Aena=I ivpÙ je!laHAo Ke, Ae b\aHne ÔU@a Ke Aevo in Ry krvamaH, Ait inStuØ,yuiÉt Nyay, Aena=I maro jNm Ke, Aahaha¦ Ke ne? tena AvlHbn=I jeno jNm Ke.Aahaha¦ Aemne Aem maNyuH n=I, Ait inStuØ- AqHD yuiÉtna Nyay=I, bIÔH- smStpda=R khenara AekaHt Ke. Aahahahaha¦ xuH vaÌ¦¦ Aem inrakr` krIne Aa maro injvEwv _TpNn =yo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek svR& prme¬r AenI je vaÌ xBdb/ï AemaH inim¿htuH Amara Sv$pna _padanmaH Ane Ae inim¿maH, ivprIt je Ke ANymitAo je!la

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marg, Ae b\aHno inrakr` Ait AqHD yuiÉt=I krIne, Amne Amara inj vEwvmaH Ae-Ona inrakr` krvuH Ae AmaruH inim¿ Ke. qo!aH Ke Ae b\aH. Aahaha¦ ware smaDyuH Ke.k@` pDe ATyare to jgtne.

AhÄ to Am<tcHãacayRdev Aek hÔr vØR phela =ya, be hÔr vØR phela(nI)ga=a Ke Ane Aevo Aaxy to AnHtkaz=I caLyo j Aave Ke. AemaH Am<tcHãacayR Aamkhe Ke. Aaha¦ Ane Ae pote khexe ne (kuHdkuHdacayRdev vtI khexe) AemnI vat j Ke. AenIwaØamaH je wav Ke, Ane Ae wavnuH j SpÚIkr` Ke, Ae wavnuH j _dŸFa!n Ke. Aahaha¦AitinStuØ inbaR\ yuiÉt, Aena AvlHbn=I, Ae loko A&anI AekaHt khenara Ke AemAit AqHD yuiÉt=I, Nyay=I, inbaR\ rIte inrakr` krI Ane Amaro AemaH jNm Ke.Amara injvEwvno AemaH jNm Ke. Aene qo!a isâ krIne AitinStuØ yuiÉt=I AemaHAmaro (jNm Ke) inj vEwv Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu smaDyuH Ke F uH.

muinAo Aem khe ke vÏno Aek qHD raqe ne muin mnave ingod Ôy. Ae xBdb/ïnIvaÌ Ke, vaÌmaH Aem AaVyuH htuH, AevuH wavmaH AavIne vaÌ nIkzI Ke. Aahaha¦ Amaramuinpàna AnuwvnI dxamaH AekaHt khenara svR&nI vaÌ isvay, Aeno AqHD yuiÉtnaNyay=I isâ krIne, Amaro vEwv Ýg! =yo Ke. Aahahaha¦ AakruH kam Ke AamaHhIrawa? AamaH to ¬etaHbr Ane idgHbr be wegaH krva Ôy to mez qay AevuH n=IAem pokar kre Ke. Aemna khela devguÌxaÏ, Aahaha¦ AqHD Nyay ne yuiÉt=I isâkrIne ke Ae vat ÔuõI Ke Ae rIte Amara injvEwvno jNm Ke. Aahaha¦ AakruH kam Kebhu vedaHtaidna to inrakr` Ke b\a, smSt xBd Ke ne? smSt xBd Ke ne? smStivpÙ je!la ivpÙ Ke. Aahaha¦ vItragna xBdBa/ï=I AnekaHt=I je khevayeluH pUruHSv$p Aena=I ivp"a Ke. Aahaha¦ AenuH AekaHt Ke Aem inrakr` krvamaH sm=R Ke. AitAqHD Nyay Amarae inbaR\ yui› Ae yui›ne ko iv¼™ krI xke nihH, Ae yuiÉtne ko qHDnkrI xke nihH.

inbaR\ yuiÉt tena AvlHbn=I teno jNm Ke. Aahahahaha¦ !Ika, !Ika ware gjbKe ne¦¦ Aa snatn jEn \mRnI Aa ƒaQya Ke. Aahaha¦ be. svR&nI vaÌ O inim¿Ane Aena ivro\no qHDn krIne inbaR\ yuiÉt=I inrakr` kyuÅ Ae AenuH inim¿, Awav.Aahaha¦

—vzI te kevo vEwv Ke?˜ inj vEwv kevo Ke? —inmRz iv&anFn je Aa„aÃa„anI ƒaQya krI. Aa„a kevo Ke? ke inmRz iv&anFn. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa„anI ƒaQyakrI. inmRz iv&anFn, Aeklo &anno ipHD, &anno smuã¸ ApirmIt &annuH Sv$p jenuH.Aahaha¦ Aevo iv&anFn Ýwu, iv&anFn kI\uH ne paKuH ÔeyuH? te p` inmRz iv&anFninmRz &anFn n kæuH, AekluH iv&anFn n kæuH, inmRz iv&anFn i5kaz, Aevo jeAa„a, Aahaha¦ temaH AHtinRmG™ temaH AHtinRmGn, iv&anFn wgvan AemaH AHtinRmGnAHtrmG™ nihH AHtinRmG™ muinnI vat Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ temaH AH¿inRmG™-muinne AirhHt


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b\a leva Ke ne AamaH. Aahaha¦ inmRz iv&anFn Ýwu Aa„a, Aeklo iv&anno smUhipHD Ýwu Aa„a, Aahaha¦ jemaH ivkLpno Awav Aem n letaH AiSt=I vat lI\I.inmRz iv&anFn wgvan, AemaH AHtinRmG™ Ae pyaRy lI\I. Aahaha¦

inmRz iv&anFn je Aa„a, AemaH AHtinRmG™ temaH ãƒmaH inmG™, inmG™, AHtinRmG™,AHtrmaH in... mG™ ivxeØe mG™. Aahaha¦ prmguÌ svR&dev Ke¦ Aaha¦ ]ImdŸmaHy AaveKe svR&dev prmguÌ, svR&dev prmguÌ, svR&dev prmguÌ, Ae iv&anFn Aevo AaTmaAemaH AHtinRmGn hta. Aahaha¦ Ane wle wgvanne mZyaH n=I ATyare saÙatŸ pÀme khIAe KIAe coÞs Aahaha¦ ke Ae Aahaha¦ inmRz iv&anFn —AaTma, Aek xBdebs Ke inmRz iv&anFn Aahaha¦˜ temaH AHtinRmG™ prmguÌ svR&dev Ane AprguÌg`\r, g`\r p` inmRz iv&anFn je Aa„a AemaH AHtinRmG™, AHtinRmG™ Ae p`svR&nI hare Aene mUÉya. Aahaha¦

AHtinRmG™ prmguÌ svR&dev, —Ane AprguÌ g`\r˜ Ae p` iv&anFn Aa„atemaH AHtinRmG™ hta, TyaH=I maHDIne Amara guÌ su\I. Aahaha¦ Ae mhav/t pazta htane nG™ hta ne Ae vat nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ g`\rAaid=I maHDIne, Aohoho¦ behÔr vØR=ya Ýwu, kuHdkuHdacayRne Aa!la vØR =ya, Aa to Am<tcHãacayR Aam khe Ke. Aa kuHdkuHdacayRto Ýwu pKI paHcso vØeR lgwg Aey Aem khe Ke, Aahaha¦ ke g`\r=I maHDIne AmaraguÌ pyÅt b\a iv&anFn Aevo Ýwu AemaH AHtinRmGn hta. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tme to KÍS=Ko ne? svR&=I maHDIne tmara guÌ pyÅtnuH tme b\uH nÞI krI naQyuH? Aahaha¦

Aa isâaHt, Aa stŸna _dŸFa!n Ke Aa. Aahaha¦ guÌ keva hoy? ke svR& guÌAava, ke iv&anFn AaTmamaH AHtinRmGn, Aeva j g`\r iv&anFn AaTmamaH AHtinRmGnAeva mara guÌ, Arere¦ paHcma Aarane wgvan pKI paHcso vØR = gya Ane TyarpKI (wgvan) pKI pHdrso vØR = gya Am<tcHãacayRne-heH? Aa to kuHdkuHdacayRnIvtI khe Ke, p` Amara guÌnI prHpranI \ara Aa, Ae pHcmhav/t pazta ne paHc simitƒvhar hta ne indÈØ Aahar leta ne Ae kaH muinp uH n=I. Aahaha¦ je vHdink Ke, OcIj n=I. ƒvhare vHdink, inüye vHdink to pote potanuH Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

—AprguÌ g`\r Aaid=I maHDIne Amara-guÌ kuHdkuHdacayR khe Ke ke Amara guÌqreqr to Am<tcHãacayR p` khe Ke ke Amara guÌ pyÅt wle kuHdkuHdacayR Aam khe Ke pÀme sTy guÌnI prHpramaH Ame Aaƒa KIAe. Aahaha¦ Ame p` iv&anFn Aevo ÝwuAemaH AHtinRmG™ KIAe. Aahaha¦ wle Aa !Ikano ivkLp é@yo Ke (p`) AemaH Ame n=I.Aahaha¦ vaÌ nIkzxe. AemaH Ame n=I, !Ika =ay AemaH Ame n=I. Aahaha¦ Ame toiv&anFn wgvan Aa„a, AemaH AHtinRmG™, AHtrmaH —in:.. ivxeØ mG™,˜ Aahahaha¦kar` ke sMyG¹iÚ p` AHtrmaH mG™ Ke, p` inmG™ ivxeØ n=I. Aahaha¦ Amara guÌpyÅt, Ýwu tme b\uH ÔÌ lI\Hu? svR& kevzI isvay Aem loko khe Ke ne ke kevzI isvayAa smiktI Ke ke kem Ae ko` Ô e? Aem khe Ke ATyare to. Aahaha¦ inüy smiktI Ke

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ke ƒvhar Ae kevzI isvay ko` Ô e Aem khe Ke. Aaha¦ Aa to khe Ke ke Ame ÔÌAeKIAe. Aahahaha¦ Amara guÌ hta Amara=I pr Ae p` iv&anFn Aa„amaH AHtinRmG™hta. Aem Ame ÔÌAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ Ane pHcmhav/tno ivkLp Ke AemaH sTyta AaAave Ke AmarI. Aahaha¦ sTy vaÌmaH Aa AaƒuH Ke ke Ae AHtinRmG™ Ke Ae Ame brabrÔÌAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦

ÉyaH Ke, AavI vat Ke? das¦ Aahahaha¦ lokone Aem = Ôy Ke ke maza vzI Aemkhe Ke ivro\ krnara ivdehnuH nam AapIne ivdeh=I AaVya KIAe-Aem krIne mihmabhar=I Ane ÔitSmr` bhenne Ke, kale j AaVyuH Ke, Om be krIne maza bhar paDvamage Ke, Amara guÌ Ke Ae bs xaHt muinpàmaH Ýisâ Ke, muinp uH Ke Aem khe Ke, wawle ho p` bapu Aa ivna Aeno _âar n=I. Aahaha¦ muin to Aene khIAe, AacayR AenekhIAe, _pa|yay Aene khIAe ke je AirhHt iv&anFnmaH ;inmG™' Ke Ae rIte j inmG™ Ke.Aahaha¦ beyne Aek srqa _tayaR Ke. te=I inymsarmaH kæuH Ke ne? lokmaH Aek @eka eke shej fer Ke p` pKI bIÔ lokmaH fer mane Ae qo!o Ke. Aahaha¦

wavilHgI sHto, wle ãƒilHg hoy AevuH j Aene, ivkLp ho ne nG™p uH ho p` AekaH muinp uH n=I. Ae kaH moÙno magR n=I. Aahaha¦ (Aene ƒvhar moÙmagR to kheKe) Ae to ragne ƒvhar Aene Aaroipt, n=I tene khevuH AenuH nam ƒvhar. Aahaha¦ Aato gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne¦ hÔr vØR phela Am<tcHãacayR !Ika kre Ke. Aahaha¦ AekTvivwÉtne dxaRvIx mara vEwv=I Ae vEwvnI ƒaQya pote kre Ke, Aahaha¦ wgvan pKIto ke!la? paHcso vØR pKI to kuHdkuHdacayR =ya paHcmaH AaramaH, to Aena paHcma AaranaguÌ p` khe Ke ke jem AirhHt AHtinRmG™ htaH Aem mara guÌ AHtinRmG™ htaH. Aek \ara=IhalI Aave Ke. AirhHt=I g`\r Ane Amara guÌ pyÅt Ae iv&anFnmaH AHtinRmG™ Ke,Aem prHpra halI Aave Ke. Aem e Amne kæuH Ke Aem khevuH Ke. AhÄ khevuH Ke pKI Ae ne?Aam e Amara _pr k<pa krIne (Anuwv) Anug/h krIne, =oDuH p` sTy Aene hovuH ÔeAebapu, ke je sTy 5` kazmaH fre nihH, AevuH hovuH ÔeAene?

Amara guÌ pyÅt, @e@ AirhHt ne vtRman guÌ Aek \ara lI\I. AHtinRmGn Aeksrqa b\a lI\a fervaza kyaHy nihH, ke wa AHtRmGn AhÄ =oDa Ke ne kevzI v\are Ke.(AnuwvmaH pUra) AenI dxamaH pD–a Ke AHtr wle pU R (n hoy) p` Aa pÀaTmana SvwavmaH pUr`na lÙe pD–o Ke AHdr, Aahaha¦ bey b\aH @e@ AirhHt=Ig`\r, AacayR prHpra, je!la AacayÈAe xaÏ rCyaH, Ae b\a AacayÈ Aava hta.Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tme pHcmhav/tFair Ko ne? KÍS= Ko ne AemaH AsTy na AavI Ôy?to mhav/t sTy n rhe¦ Are saHwz khe Ke, Aahaha¦ Ame, je khevamaH Aave Ke Ae pUr`sTy j Ke. Amara guÌ Aava AHtinRmGn hta Ae khyuH Ae AmaruH pUr` sTy j Ke.Aahaha¦

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Aemna=I Ýsad$pe ÝsadI Amne AapI Ae e. Aahaha¦ —xuâa„tÀvno AnUg/hpUvRk_pdex˜ Aahahaha¦ Ame pa5 hta ma!e Amne AaPyuH Aem n khetaH, Aahaha¦ temnaÝsad, temnI mherbanI =, Aaha¦ AemnI mherbanI=I Apayela, xuâa„tÀvnoAnug/hpUvRk _pdex, Aahaha¦ k<papUvRk _pdex, mherbanI=I k<pa krIne Amara guÌAeAmne Aa _pdex AaPyo Ke. Aahaha¦ j¡Ao, sHtonI sHt ÝTyenI ivny wiÉt. Aahaha¦temna=I Ýsad$pe Apayela, Aahaha¦ mherbanI=I dI\eluH, xuH? xuâa„tÀvno bs Aekj AaTmano _pdex AaPyo tmne? K ãƒ Aena gu pyaRyo Ae b\u kaH nihH? Ae _pdexAane (AnuwUit) ma!e j Ke. bIÔe b\o _pdex p` xuâa„ane ma!e j Ke Aahaha¦bIÔna Ô`vamaH rokavuH Ae ma!e n=I. Aahahahaha¦ be waØa, temnI mherbanI=I dI\eluH.Aahahaha¦ guÌAe mherbanI krI Ane xuâa„tÀvno k<papUvRk _pdex Anug/h. Aahahaha¦—temna=I jeno jNm Ke Aa inim¿=I p` vat Ke Aa.

Amara Aa„ana AanHdno vEwv AemaH Amara Aava je guÌ @e@=I, Ae AmnevaÌmaH inim¿ hta, AenI vaÌ AhÄ inim¿ (htI). Aem e mherbanI krI, k<pa krIne_pdex AaPyo, Aahaha¦ te xuâa„tÀvno _pdex AaPyo, kar` ke b\uH khI khIne laqkroD vat hoy, to Svno Aa]y krvo Ke Ae Aek vat Ke. heH¦ gme tevI k=a ho gme teAnuyog ho, Svno Aa]y krvo, to Svna Aa]ynI j vat Amne khI. Aahaha¦ ÔuAo,Aa vItrag k=a, vItrag ijne¬rdev AenI Aa vaÌ (ne) sHto Ae vaÌ khe Ke. Aaha¦Amara AanHdno Anuwv Aevo Amaro vEwv pyaRyno, vItragI sMyGdxRn, vItragI&an, vItragI AanHd, Aahaha¦ Ane je!la gu o Ke Ae b\a ƒ›p e AmarI je wUimkaKe te Ýma e ƒÉtno AHx to co=ey p` Ke, p` AmarI wUimkamaH je!luH ƒÉtp uH ivxeØKe, Aahaha¦ AemaH Amara guÌno xuâa„tÀvno _pdex inim¿ htuH. Aahaha¦

hve Ae potanI _pr le Ke.vzI, te kevo Ke vEwv? —inrHtr Jrto,˜ Aahaha¦ xuH? AanHd¦ AHtrmaH=I inrHtr

Jrto, DuHgrmaH=I jem paÌ Jre, Aem wgvan Aa„amaH=I inrHtr Jrto, —AaSvadmaHAavto,˜ vednmaH Aavto, Aahaha¦ —suHdr je AanHd,˜ suHdr AanHd, AtIiNãy AanHd,Aahaha¦ inrHtr Jrto, kaym Aavto, Aek to vat , kaym AtIiNãy AanHd Aavtoko vqte AaVyo ne ko vqte (nihH,) Aem nihH. Aahaha¦ je!lo AanHd ne je!luH suq,je AtIiNãy &an Ane AHtr ÝtIit Ae!le sMyGdxRnnI inmRz dxa je Ýg!I Ke AeinrHtr, inrHtr vteR Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tme KÍS= Ko ne? pHcm Aarana sa\u ne AavIvat ÔÌ gya? Aahaha¦ inrHtr, AHtr ivna AanHd AtIiNãy AanHd Jrto, AaSvadmaHAavto, te Amara vednmaH Aavtae, Aahahaha¦ suHdr je AanHd, AanHdne p` _pma AapIsuHdr. jgtna ivØyanHdmaH AanHd Aave Ae to du:q$p Aahahaha¦ ;suHdr', lalcHdwaFÌ var bole Ke. Aa suHdr xBd, suHdr vat Ke, Aa suHdr AavI, Aem kheta.

—suHdr je AanHd tenI mhor Kap Ke Aahaha¦ wgvannI vaÌmaH jem —SyatŸ

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mhor Kap Ke Aem Amara AnuwvmaH AtIiNãy AanHdnI mhor Kap Ke. Aahaha¦ AekluHcair5 j Ýg!–uH Ke ne AekluH &an j Ýg!–uH Ke, vIyR=I &annI rcna AeklI = Ke, Ae!luHj n=I, AenI sa=e AtIiNãy AanHdno Svad Aave Ke. Ae AenI mhor Kap Ke, khe Ke.Aahaha¦ AemaH &anno Aa!lo _FaD hoy to Ae mhor Kap Ke, Aem nihH. tem "aaiyksmikt hoy to j Aa mhor Kap Ke ne Ùyopxm hoy to mhor Kap Aa n=I Aem nihH,Aahaha¦ Ùyopxm smikt ne Ùaiyk smikt. Aahaha¦

suHdr AanHdnI Kap mhor Kap Ke. Aahaha¦ jem !palmaH Kape Ke ne mhor KappKI hale Ke ne Aam kagz l Ôy Ke, Aem Aa Amara AanHdno AnuwvmaH mhor KapKe. muãa Ae Ke. Aahaha¦ Amara muinpànI AanHdmaH mhor Kap AanHdnI Ke. pHcmhav/tnaivkLp Ke, Ae AenI Kap Ke, nG™p uH Ae AenI Kap Ke, Aem n=I. A@yavIs mUz gupazIAe Ae AenI mhor Kap Ke, (Aem n=I.) Aahaha¦ hve AavI vat =ay Tyare khe AeyAekaHt kre Ke, AekaHt kre Ke. pHc mhav/tne pazta pazta xuw=I =xe Aem kheta n=I, kheKe, Aa to paHcma Aarana muin Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ kaz lagU pDto j n=I Aene,Anuwvne Aem khe Ke. AirhHtno kaz hto Ane je AenI dxa htI, AHtmRG™ AevI jAmarI AHtmRG™ta Ke, Aahahaha¦ pHcm Aaro hoy KtaH. Aahaha¦ kaz Ke ma!e kHAoKp dxa = g Ke Aem n=I, Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

suHdr je AanHd, tenI muãa, Ke ne? Anvrt suHdr AanHd muiãt, Aahaha¦ te p` ÝcurSv sHvedn$p. Aahaha¦ —ÝcursHvednSv$p SvsHvedn˜ Aahahaha¦ muin Ke ne¦ Ýcurnam Fò j sHvednSv$p potana Svne vedn mze AevuH ÝcursHvednSv$p SvsHvedn,Aena=I Aeno jNm Ke. Aa _padan lI\Hu, AolI inim¿=I vat krI htI. Aahaha¦ inim¿ho (p`) Aena=I =ay Aem nih, p` AavuH inim¿ hoy, git krta (pda=Rne) \maRiStkayj inim¿ hoy bIjuH inim¿ n hoy KtaH inim¿, Aene git kravtuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AemAa AnuwvmaH injvEwvmaH inim¿ hoy to vItragnI vaÌ j, Amara guÌpyÅtkhenara sa\uAonI, _pdex kI\one? xuâa„ano _pdex, Anug/hpUvRk _pdex kI\one? Amne_pdex mZyo Ke Ae. Aahaha¦ Aena=I Amaro jNm, Ae inim¿ AavuH j hoy Aem khe Ke.Aahaha¦ KtaH inim¿=I TyaH =tuH n=I, waØa to Aem Ke, tena=I jeno jNm Ke. heH? tena=Ijeno jNm Ke, Aava inim¿=I jenI _Tpi¿ Ke, Aeno A=R ke _Tpi¿ kazmaH AavuH inim¿hoy Aem. Aahaha¦

vaÌ=I, inim¿=I =ay to to b\a vaÌ saHwze Ke. to inim¿ ÉyaH Ke? Aahaha¦AhÄ to Kapvazu ÝcursHvednSv$p Fò j Aa„ana AanHd Sv$p ÝcursHvednSv$pSvsHvedn, Aahaha¦ Aek paHcmI ga=a, Aek (Aa) brobr saHwze Ane ivcarene JFDanIkzI Ôy b\a, Aeva waGy ÉyaH=I bapa¦ Aahaha¦ Are Ae Aa„ay suqI =va to mageKe ne? Aahaha¦ p` suqI kem =vay AenI qbruH n=I, Ae!le kem =ay? Arere¦ ko du:qI=va mage Ke? p` qbruH n=I. Aahaha¦ paHcma Aarana muin Aava hoy? ke Cao=o Aaro


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ke paHCamo Aaro muin Aava j hoy. Aahaha¦pulakno daqlo Aape Ke, Ôe Ae Aava doØvaza hoy to p` muin Ke. p` Ae doØ

Ke Ae muinp uH n=I, muinp uH to Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ pulak-bkux Ke Aene p` muinp uH toAa Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

SvsHvedn tena=I jeno jNm Ke. Amara AanHdna Ýcurvedn=I Amara vEwvnojNm Ke, Ae _padan lI\uH. Aahaha¦ tena=I, tena=I AaƒuH-ne b\amaH inim¿maHy tena=IAaƒuH'tuH. _padanmaHy tena=I AaƒuH Ke. ƒvhar inim¿ Ke tenuH &an kraƒuH Aa j cIjinim¿ hoy, git kre Tyare \maRiStkay j inim¿ hoy, laq kroD ANy ãƒ bIÔ wlehoy AnHt prma u ho, p` Ae kaH gitmaH inim¿ n=I, Ae!luH isâ krva inim¿, pìnim¿=I git kre Ke Aem isâ n=I krvuH kaH. Aahaha¦ p` Amara inj vEwvmaH Aavaj inim¿ hoy. Ae inim¿=I AhÄya =ay Ke Aem nih. Aahaha¦ =ay Ke to AmaraAnuwvnI suHdr Kapna vedn=I jeno jNm =yo Ke. Ke ne? Aahahaha¦

Aem, je je Ýkare mara &anno vEwv Ke. Aa &anno vEwv khevay. Aahaha¦ AenI]âa, Aeno AanHd, AenI vIyRnI Sfurà, Sv$pnI rcna Ae b\o &anno vEwv Ke,Aa„ano vEwv Ke. Aahaha¦ te smSt vEwv=I ÔeyuH? je je Ýkare mara &anno vEwvte, te smSt vEwv=I Aahaha¦ NyaHy smSt mUÉyuH —dxaRvuH KuH.˜ smSt vEwv=I huH dxaRvuHKuH. Aahaha¦ TyaH su\I to hÒ samaNy vat krI-deqaDuH KuH, hve khe Ke —deqaDIx to.˜

Ae khevaxe ivxeØ vat. Ýma` vCan guÌdev.

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smysar ga=a paHc. bâ ƒvsay Ae!le kyÈ, bâ Ae!le kyÈ Ke sHSk<tmaH bâ Ke.bâ Vyvsay-AacayR xuH khe Ke kuHdkuHdacayR ke huH Aa smysarne mara inj vEwv=I khIx.inj vEwv Ae!le AaTmana AtIiNãy AanHdno Ýcur SvwavnuH vedn, Ae inj vEwv.Aa„anuH Ýcur Sv-sHvedn AtIiNãy AanHdnuH Ae inj vEwv. Ae inj vEwv=I huH khIxsmysar Aem khe Ke. Ae inj vEwv _TpNn kem =yo? 5` inim¿ Ane co=uH _padanmaruH- Aek to svR&nI vaÌ prmagm AenI _pasna=I maraH inj vEwvno _dŸwv, Ýg!=yo Ke, inim¿ AirhHt- svR&nI vaÌ Ae isvay bIÔuH ko inim¿ ho xke nih, Aeinim¿ Ke ne AemaH maro inj vEwv AanHd Ýg!–o Ke. ANymtnuH AekaHtnuH inrakr`krva Ait inStuØ yuiÉt=I in Ry krIne maro inj vEwv Ýg!–o Ke. smÔ uH kaH?5IÔuH-AirhHt svR& prma„a Ae inmRz iv&anFnmaH inmGn AHtinRmG™ hta. Tyar=I teAmara guÌ pyÅt inmRz iv&anFnmaH AHtinRmGn hta. Aahaha¦ Ae sHtoAe AmnemherbanI krI, k<pa krI ÝsadI$p xuâa„ tÀvno _pdex AaPyo. Aa to AavI gyuH Keprm id'. Aahaha¦

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Aena=I maro jNm, inj vEwvno. Ae 5` inim¿ =ya¸ co=uH- AtIiNãy AanHdnuHÝcur Sv-sHvedn Ae mara AnuwvnI mhor Kap, mhor Kap, muãa. Aahaha¦ ÝcurAtIiNãy AanHdnuH vedn, Ke hÒ rag, vItrag n=I. p` Ae ragne iwNn krI Anepotana Sv$pnuH Sv sHvedn, Sv nam potanuH pota=I ÝTyÙ AtIiNãy AanHdnI mhorKapvazo Anuwv Ke. Aem Amaro vEwv Aam Ýg!–o Ke. Aena=I huH Aa mara vEwvneAnuwvIne Aa smysar khIx Aem kæuH. AhÄ su\I AaƒuH Ke, smSt vEwv=I dxaRvuH KuH,TyaH su\I AaƒuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

—Ôe dxaRvuH (to)˜ xuH khe Ke. mne Aevo Vyvsay, _>m in Ry =yo Ke ke huH hve Aamara inj vEwv=I Aa smysarne khuH. p` Ôe dxaRvuH, deqaDuH Ae xrt khe Ke, Aahaha¦Ke? —dxaRvuH to, Ke wa? Svymev pote j, Aahahaha¦ potana Anuwv ÝTyÙ=I prIÙakrI Ýma` krvuH Aohoho¦ ke!la xBd vapyaR? huH Aa AaTmane rag=I iwNn AneSvwav=I AekTv, AekTv ivw›, deqaDIx p` deqaDIx to tmne xrt Ae!lI KeAahaha¦ tme pote, dxaRvuH to, Aek to deqaDIx Ae to pheluH AavI gyuH Ke, deqaDIx. p`deqaDuH to, Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Svymev, SvymŸ Aev tara pota=I j, pote xBd Ke ne?SvyH Ae!le pote ne Aev Ae!le ;j'. Svymev tara pota=I j, AaTma=I j, Aahaha¦potana Anuwv ÝTyÙ=I. Aahaha¦ taro AaTma Ame khIAe KIAe ke rag=I iwNn Ke,Ane Sv$p=I AekTv Ke, AenuH tara potana AnuwvmaH AHtmuRq krIne, AnuwvnI prIÙana,Aahaha¦ ÝTyÙ Anuwv AavI vat Ke, Ôte tuH Anuwv pote AaTma AtIiNãy &an neAanHd Sv$p Ke. Aeno Ôte j, pote j Anuwv krI ÝTyÙ=I prIÙa krI Aa!lI xrt Ke.tara AanHdnuH ÝTyÙp e tne vedn =ay, Ae rIte Anuwv ÝTyÙ=I, prIÙa Aa, prIÙa=IAnuwv krIne Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke wle khe Ke rag ho, p` rag=I iwNn AneSvwav=I AiwNn AekTv-ivwÉt, Ae xBd Aaƒo Ke ne? AeytH ivytH dxRyeDhimilpheluH pd j Ke, AekTvH-ivwÉtH Ae deqaDIx. Aahaha¦ Ae ragaid wle xuw ho, p` Aexuwrag=I ivwÉt iwNn Ane AHtr Sv$p cEtNymUitR Aeno je cEtNy cmTkar AtIiNãyAanHd Svwav Aena=I te AekTv Ke. Aahaha¦ tene huH deqaDuH Ane deqaDIx to tara potanaAnuwv-ÝTyÙ=I ke!la xBd vapyaR Ke? Aek to Svymev potana Anuwv ÝTyÙ=IprIÙa krIne. Aahaha¦

Aa Aa„a AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p Ke, Ane rag=I iwNn Ke Aem Ame je kæuH AenuHtuH AnuwvnI prIÙa=I ÝTyÙ Ýg! krIne Ýma` krje. Aahaha¦ Anuwv krIne Ýma`krje. Aahaha¦ kho, paHcma Aarana ]otane Aam khe Ke. pote pHcm Aarana sa\u Ke.Aahaha¦ AHdr vStu Ke Ae AtIiNãy &an ne AtIiNãy AanHd Aena=I AekTv Ke vStu-Ane rag cahe to tI=Åkr go5no ivkLp ho ke kop` rag=I te ivwÉt nam iwNn Ke.Ae tne deqaDuH Ane Ôe deqaDuH to, Aahahaha¦ pote Ôte Svymev Anuwv=I, AnuwvmaHÝTyÙ prIÙa krIne Ýma` krje. Aahahaha¦ tne Aem qa5I =vI ÔeAe ke Ame khIAe


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KIAe Aevo j AaTma Ke. Aahaha¦ Ame khIAe KIAe Ane kI\uH AevuH tne AnuwvmaH Aaveke jevuH Aem e kæuH'tuH AevuH j Aa Sv$p Ke, Aem AnuwvmaH=I Ýma` krje. Aeno A=RAe!lo ke Ame kæuH, tHe saHwZyuH, hve saHwzvanuH lÙ KoDI dne. Aahahaha¦

pote Ôte Svymev Ane potana Anuwv ÝTyÙ=I, prIÙa krIne Ýma` krje.Aahaha¦ Aa!lI xrtuH mUkI Ke. Aahaha¦ (AHtr Anuwv krvamaH ko wUl = Ôy toAeno inkal kevI rIte hoy) wUl n =ay Aem AhÄya khe Ke, Aa Ame kæuH Ke Ae Ýma eÔte, Ôte pota=I Anuwv ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kr to tne Ame kæuH Ke Aevo j Anuwv =xe.Ane te Anuwv=I prIÙa krIne Ýma` krje. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ AhÄ=I x$=ay Ke. hve khevanuH pKI KõI ga=amaH srvazo krxe. Aahahaha¦

AavI vat idgHbr sHto isvay ÉyaHy saHwzva mze AevI n=I. Aahaha¦ vaDamaHpD–a Aene qbr n=I, heH¦ ke k rIte Anuwv =ay Ane Anuwv =ay to xuH =ay? Aekhe Ke ke saÙatŸ pote-pota=I potamaH be vat, Svymev pote j potana Anuwv ÝTyÙ=IprIÙa krI Ýma` krvuH. Aahaha¦ g<hS=a]mmaH rhelo hoy Aene p` khe Ke ke tuH AmekhIAe KIAe tene Aa rIte Anuwv=I Ýma` krje, wle Aene rag hoy Aahaha¦ g<hS=,muin n hoy Aene to Axuw ragey Aave, Ane Ae rag=I p<=k Ke Aem Anuwv krje.Aahahaha¦

—Ôe ÉyaHy KeLlo xBd Ke ne? AÙr, ma5a, hŸSv, dI\R Aaid AlHkar yuiÉt AaidÝkròmaH cUkI Ôë to doØ g/h` krvamaH sav\an n =vuH doØ tne kdac QyalmaHAavI Ôy p` AemaH sav\an n =vuH. Aahaha¦ tne Ô`vamaH Qyal AavI Ôy ke AamaH@eka e wUl Ke Aa AÙrnI ma5anI yuiÉtnI AlHkarnI, Aaha¦ to sav\an n =vuH.QyalmaH tne Aave, p` Amare tne khevuH Ke Ae vStu Anuwv Ke, Ae rag=I iwNn(Svwavno) Anuwv kravvo Ke, AemaH fer n=I. Aahaha¦

kemke xaÏ smuãna Ýkr` bhu Ke. FÌ Ôit yuiÉt, \atu, AlHkar, ma5a, AÙroFàH Ýkar Ke, ma!e AhÄ SvsHvedn$p A=R Ý\an Ke. AhÄto Sv nam potamaH AanHdnuHvedn Aevo je pda=R, vStu te muQy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ko ƒakr` Ane sHSk<t Aena koferfar hoy to Aene tuH pkDIx nih. Aahaha¦ —te=I A=RnI prIÙa krvI˜ A=R Ae!levStu, Aa„a AanHdSv$pno Anuwv krvo Ae A=RnI prIÙa. Aahaha¦ A=RnI prIÙa ,Aaha¦ ke je vStu Ke Aeno Anuwv krvo Ae A=R-KeLle to Aave Ke ne? tÀva=R- tÀvne,A=Rne ÔÌne, Aahaha¦ tÀvno A=R je Ke Aene ÔÌne A=RmaH iS=r =xe. Aahaha¦

wava=R:- —AacayR AagmnuH sevn˜ Ae p` Aagm Aene khIAe ke je AirhHtnasvR&na muqe(=I) nIkzelI vat, kiLpt Aagmo je Ke lokoAe krela Ae nih. svR&i5lokna= prma„a Aena muqe nIkzelI vaÌ. —muq Aomkar |vin suin A=R g`\rivcare ˜ Ae vaÌne AhÄya Aagm khevamaH Aave Ke. Ke? Aahaha¦ Ae AagmnuH sevn..AakrI vat Ke. qreqr to ¬etaHbrna Aagm p` Ae Aagm n=I, Aem inØe\ Ke AhÄ

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to, AenuH sevn Ane AnuwvmaH inim¿ Ae =ay Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa Aagm,svR&e khelI vaÌ Aene g`\re gUH=I hoy, Ae vaÌ Aagm. Aahaha¦

Ae AagmnuH sevn, Aek vat. yuiÉtnuH AvlHbn, ANy mitAo je!laH AekaHtvadIAoKe AenuH inStuØ yuiÉt=I OnuH Ame qHDn kyuÅ Ke, inrakr` krIne Amne Anuwv =yo Ke.Aahahaha¦ je!laH 363 paqHD Ke Ae b\anuH yuiÉt=I Ame inrakr` kyuÅ Ke ke Ae vStu qo!IKe. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vat bhu, Aevo vqt. Aahaha¦ be vat.

;prapr guÌno _pdex' Aahaha¦ AirhHt=I maHDIne Amara guÌ AenI prHpra=I mzelo_pdex. Aahaha¦ Ane co=uH Sv sHvedn Aa 5` inim¿ Ane co=uH Aa Sv-sHvedn _padan.Aahaha¦

—Ae car Ýkare _TpNn =yel potana &anna ivwv=I,˜ mara &anna injnavEwv=I AekTv ivwÉt¸ AekTv-ivwÉt khevuH Ke ne? AHtr pUr` AtIiNãy AanHd &an=IAekTv Ke Ane ragaid ivkLp=I p<=k Ke, Ke qro ragaid, p` Ke p<=k. Aahaha¦ ƒvharrTn5yno je ivkLp é@e, Ae rag=I p` p<=k Aa„a Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? —Sv-sHvedn... Ae car Ýkare (_TpNn =yel potana) &anna ivwv=I AekTv-ivwÉt Ovoxuâ Aa„a AenuH Sv$p deqaDe Ke.˜ Aahahaha¦ gme te Ýkarno xuw rag ho p` Aena=Ito Ýwu Aa„ tÀv iwNn Ke, kem ke Ae rag Ke Ae to Aas/v-tÀvmaH Ôy Ke, Ane Aa„aKe Ae to &ayk tÀv Ke, be tÀv tdŸn, nv tÀvmaH Ôuda Ke. Aahahaha¦

AekTv-ivwÉt xuâ Aa„anuH Sv$p deqaDe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane —saHwznara˜ he]otaAo¦ Aahaha¦ —potana Sv sHvedn ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kro.˜ Aahaha¦ AemaH AeklaHmuinne kaH n=I kæuH, je ]otaAo Ke. Aahaha¦ bapu¦ krva jevuH to Aa Ke. je kaH ktRƒKe moÙna magRnuH Ae to rag=I iwNn ne Svwav=I AiwNn te ktRƒ Ke. Aahahaha¦saHwznara he ]otaAo potana Sv-sHvedn ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kro¦ potanI Ôtna AnuwvmaHÝTyÙ. Svno ne sH (Ae!le) ÝTyÙ AenuH vedn=I Ýma` kro. Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke Anuwvkro. Aahaha¦ Ý=m to Aa krvanuH Ke, pKI Aagz xaHit v\e Svna Aa]ye, ivkLpo AaveVa/tna, pHcm gu S=ane, Kõe gu S=ane p` Ae ivkLpo b\a Aas/v Ke. Aahaha¦

krvanuH to Aa Ke. Ae vqte p` ivwÉtp uH Ke Ae tare krvanuH Ke, v/to Aave Kõegu S=ane pHcmhav/t Aaid, paHcme bar v/t p` Ae vqte p` Aena=I ivwÉt krvanuH Ke.Aahaha¦ Aena AekTv=I, Aena=I ivw› =vay Aem nhÄ. xuwragna AekTv=I Aena=IiwNn pDay Aem nihH. Aena=I iwNn paD to iwNn pDe. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

potana SvsHvedn (=I) ;Sv' nam potanuH vedn ;sH' nam ÝTyÙ=I Ýma` kro;ÉyaHy ko Ýkr`' Ae!le Ai\karomaH Anuwv isvayna Ai\karomaH, wUluH to Ae!lodoØ g/h` n krvo Aem kæuH, Ae doØ _pr Qyal n raqvo —AhÄ potano Anuwv Ý\anKe AnuwvnI muQyta Ke, AhÄ to. Aahahaha¦ tena=I xuâ Sv$pno inüy kro, Aemkhevano Aaxy Ke. Ae jycHd pHiDte wava=RmaH lQyuH. phelana pHiDt Aeva hta idgHbr


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pHiDto jycHd pHiDt, !oDrml, bnarsIdas, wagcHdÒ Aaid. Aohoho¦ jycHd pHiDteAa wava=R wyÈ Ke ke AacayRne Aam khevuH Ke, Aahaha¦ caltI waØamaH.

Tyare hve ix*yne ÝÆ épje Ke Ae ÝÆ épje Ke ke Aevo xuâa„a ko` Ke? Ke ma=e(m=azamaH) —koDsaE xuâ Aa„eit cet˜ je AekTv Ke Ane pr=I ivwÉt Ke Aevoxuâa„a Ke kevo? ke jenuH Sv$p Ô`vuH ÔeAe? ix*yno Aa ÝÆ AHtr=I Aaƒo Ke ke Aavote xuâ Aa„a Svwav=I Awed Ane rag=I wed Aevo xuâ Aa„a ko` Ke ke jenuH Sv$pÔ`vuH ÔeAe Aem Ke ne? cetno A=R =yone? AavI jene AHtr ij&asa=I ÝÆ é@yo KeAeva ]otane _¿r devamaH Aave Ke, saHwzva sa\ar` Aaƒa Ae!le Aap e saHwzvuHÔeAe, AevaAo ma!e nih khe Ke jene AHtr=I ÝÆ é@yo Ke, te xuâ Aa„a te ko` Ke Aa?xuH Ke te cIj Ane ke jenuH Sv$p Ô`vuH ÔeAe, bIÔ ãƒnuH Ô`vuH ÔeAe Ae ÝÆ Aeneé@yo j n=I. K ãƒ ne K ãƒna gu ne Ae vat to AHdr sa\ar` AavI gaE . Aavoje wgvan Aa„a xuâ Sv$p Svwav=I AekTv ne rag=I ivwÉt Aevo je xuâ, Ae teAa„a ko` Ke? kevo Ke? ke jenuH Sv$p Ô`vuH ÔeAe. Aevo xuâ ko` Ke ke jenuH Sv$pÔ`vuH ÔeAe? Aahahaha¦ Ke? Ae ÝÆna _¿r$p ga=a Ke. Aavo jene ÝÆ AHtrmaH=Ié@yo Ke, Aeva ]otaAone ma!e Aa _¿r Ke. Aahahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR xElI kre Ke, jeneAHtr=I é@yuH Ke ke Aa xuâ Ke vStu AHdr pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu Ae ivkLpna ivkar=I tdŸnÔudo Ane potana pirpU R Svwav=I AekTv Awed Aevo te xuâ Aa„a Ke ko` ke jenuHSv$p Ô`vuH ÔeAe? Aahahahaha¦ Aavo jeno ÝÆ AHtrmaH=I jene é@yo Ke Aeva]otaAone Aa _¿r devamaH Aave Ke Aahaha¦ xuH xElI¦

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moÙa=±ko...¦ gjb bat khI hE na¦ Aa.. ha.. ha..¦ moÙkeA=±ko moÙko Ônna, AEse nhÄ kha. ÉyÇik moÙ hE vh pyaRy hE,pyaRy hE vh weq hE, pyaRy hE yh AaTmaka Aek weq hE - ;smysar'meH Aaya hE. sHvr, injRra wI Aek weq hE (AaEr) moÙ wI Aek weqhE, vStu nih. ye to pyaRyka Aek weq hE, Aaha.. ha...¦ leikn Ôe Aek(ma5) moÙkI pyaRy cahta hE _sko sI\a... (AaTmako Ônna).Aaha.. ha...¦ prkI ApeÙa KoDkr, AEsa kruH to AEsa imlega, AEsIApeÙa KoDkr (sI\a AaTmako Ônna).(smysar dohn pana nH. 201 pU. guÌdev]Ina narobIna ÝvCanmaH=I)





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koDsaE xuâ AaTmeit cetŸ.

` iv hoid APpm¿o pm¿o ja`go du jo wavo.OvH w Hit suâH àdo jo so du so cev.. 6..

naip wvTyÝm¿o n Ým¿o &aykStu yo wav:.OvH wìNt xuâH &ato y: s tu s cEv.. 6..

yo ih nam Svt:isâTvenanaidrnNto inTyo>oto ivxdßyoit&aRyk Okowav: s sHsaravS=ayamnaidbN\pyaRyin$p`ya ÙIrodkvTkmRpudŸglE: smmekTve-½ip ãVySvwavin$p`ya durNtkØayckÊodyvEicœyvxen ÝvtRmananaH pu~ypap-invRtRkanamupa¿vE¬$PyaàH xuwaxuwwavanaH Svwavenapir`mnaTÝm¿o½Ým¿ü nwvit. OØ OvaxeØãVyaNtrwaveWyo iwNnTvenopaSyman: xuâ [TyiwlPyte.

n caSy &eyin¤Tven &aykTvÝisâe: daæin¤dhnSyevaxuâTvH, yto ihtSyamvS=ayaH &aykTven yo &at: s Sv$pÝkaxndxayaH ÝdIpSyev kt<RkmR o-rnNyTvatŸ &ayk Ov.

hve ÝÆ épje Ke ke, Aevo xuâ Aa„a ko` Ke ke jenuH Sv$p Ô`vuH ÔeAe? AeÝÆna _¿r$p ga=asU5 khe Ke:

n=I AÝm¿ ke Ým¿ n=I je Aek &ayk wav Ke,Ae rIt ;xuâ' k=ay, ne je &at te to te j Ke. 6

ga=a=R:- (y: tu) je (&ayk: wav:) &ayk wav Ke te (AÝm¿: Aip) AÝm¿p` (n wvit) n=I Ane (n Ýmt:) Ým¿ p` n=I, - (OvH) Ae rIte (xuâ)Aene xuâ (wàRNt) khe Ke (c y:) vzI je (&at:) &aykpè jàyo (s: tu) teto (s: Ov) te j Ke, bIÔe ko n=I.

!Ika:- je pote pota=I j isâ hova=I (ko=I _TpNn =yo nih hova=I)Anaid s¿a$p Ke, kdI ivnax pamto nih hova=I AnHt Ke, inTy _>ot$phova=I Ùi`k n=I Ane SpÚ Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke Aevo je &ayk Aek ;wav'Ke, te sHsarnI AvS=amaH Anaid bH\pyaRynI in$pà=I (ApeÙa=I)ÙIrnIrnI jem kmRpudŸglo sa=e Aek$p hova KtaH, ãƒna SvwavnI ApeÙa=IÔevamaH Aave to durHt kØaycÊna _dynI (-kØaysmUhna Apar _dyonI)ivic5tana vxe ÝvtRta je pu~y-papne _TpNn krnar smSt Anek$p xuw-Axuw wavo temna Svwave pir`mto n=I (&ayk wav=I jD wav$p =to


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n=I) te=I Ým¿ p` n=I Ane AÝm¿ p` n=I¸ te j smSt ANy ãƒonawavo=I iwNnpè _pasvamaH Aavto ;xuâ' khevay Ke.

vzI daæna (-bzvayoGy pda=Rna) Aakare =va=I AiG™ne dhn khevay Keto p` daæk<t Axuâta tene n=I, tevI rIte &eyakar =va=I te ;wav' ne &aykp uHÝisâ Ke to p` &eyk<t Axuâta tene n=I¸ kar`ke &eyakar AvS=amaH &aykp e jejàyo te Sv$p-ÝkaxnnI (Sv$pne Ô`vanI) AvS=amaH p`, dIvanI jem,ktaR-kmRnuH AnNyp uH hova=I &ayk j Ke- pote Ô`naro ma!e pote ktaR Ane potaneÔ~yo ma!e pote j kmR. (jem dIpk F!p!aidne Ýkaixt krvanI AvS=amaHy dIpkKe Ane potane- potanI ßyoit$p ixqane-ÝkaxvanI AvS=amaH p` dIpk j Ke,ANy kaH n=I¸ tem &ayknuH smjvuH.)

wava=R:- Axuâp uH prãƒna sHyog=I Aave Ke. TyaH mUz ãƒ to ANy ãƒ$p=tuH j n=I, ma5 prãƒna inim¿=I AvS=a miln = Ôy Ke. ãƒ-¹iÚ=I toãƒ je Ke te j Ke Ane pyaRy (AvS=a) -¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to miln j deqayKe. Ae rIte Aa„ano Svwav &aykpùH ma5 Ke, Ane tenI AvS=a pudŸglkmRnainim¿=I ragaid$p miln Ke te pyaRy Ke. pyaRynI ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to temiln j deqay Ke Ane ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to &aykpùH to &aykpùH j Ke,kaH jDp uH =yuH n=I. AhÄ ãƒ¹iÚne Ý\an krI kæuH Ke. je Ým¿-AÝm¿na wed Kete to prãƒna sHyogjint pyaRy Ke. Ae Axuâta ãƒ¹iÚmaH gaE Ke, ƒvhar Ke,AwUta=R Ke, AsTya=R Ke, _pcar Ke. ãƒ¹iÚ xuâ Ke, Awed Ke, inüy Ke, wUta=RKe, sTya=R Ke, prma=R Ke. ma!e Aa„a &ayk j Ke temaH wed n=I te=I te Ým¿-AÝm¿ n=I. ;&ayk' AevuH nam p` tene &eyne Ô`va=I AapvamaH Aave Ke kar`ke &eynuH ÝitibHb ßyare Jzke Ke Tyare &anmaH tevuH j Anuwvay Ke. top` &eyk<tAxuâta tene n=I kar` ke jevuH &ey &anmaH Ýitwaist =yuH tevo &aykno j AnuwvkrtaH &ayk j Ke. ;Aa huH Ô`naro KuH te huH j KuH, ANy ko n=I' - Aevo potanepotano Awed$p Anuwv =yo Tyare Ae Ô`va$p iÊyano ktaR pote j Ke Ane jeneÔ~yuH te kmR p` pote j Ke. Aavo Aek &aykpàma5 pote xuâ Ke. - Aa xuânynoivØy Ke. ANy prsHyogjint wedo Ke te b\a wed$p Axuâãƒai=Rknyno ivØyKe. Axuâãƒai=Rkny p` xuâ ãƒnI ¹iÚmaH pyaRyai=Rk j Ke te=I ƒvharny jKe Aem Aaxy Ô`vo.

AhÄ Aem p` Ô`vuH ke ijnmtnuH k=n SyadŸvad$p Ke te=I AxuânynesvR=a AsTya=R n manvo¸ kar` ke SyadŸvad Ýma e xuâta Ane Axuâta-bNnevStuna \mR Ke Ane vStu\mR Ke te vStunuH sÀv Ke Axuâta prãVyna sHyog=I =ayKe, Ae j fer Ke. Axuânyne AhÄ hey kæo Ke kar` ke Axuânyno ivØy sHsar KeAne sHsarmaH Aa„a klex wogve Ke ßyare pote prãƒ=I iwNn =ay Tyare sHsar

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m!e Ane Tyare klex m!e. Ae rIte du:q m!aDvane xuânyno _pdex Ý\an Ke. AxuânyneAsTya=R kheva=I Aem n smjvuH ke Aakaxna fUlnI jem te vStu\mR svR=a j n=I.Aem svR=a AekaHt smjva=I im+yaTv Aave Ke ma!e SyadŸvadnuH xr` l xuânynuHAalHbn krvuH ÔeAe. Sv$pnI Ýaiº =ya pKI xuânynuH p` AalHbn n=I rhetuH.je vStuSv$p Ke te Ke- Ae Ýma`¹iÚ Ke. AenuH fz vItragta Ke. Aa Ýma e inüykrvo yoGy Ke.

AhÄ, (&aykwav) Ým¿-AÝm¿ n=I Aem kæuH Ke TyaH ;Ým¿-AÝm¿'Ae!le xuH? gu S=annI pirpa!ImaH Kõa gu S=an su\I to Ým¿ khevay Ke Anesatma=I maHDIne AÝm¿ khevay Ke. prHtu Ae svR gu S=ano AxuânynI k=nImaHKe xuâny=I Aa„a &ayk j Ke.

Ývcn nH. 20 ga=a - 6 ta. 29-6-78

` iv hoid APpm¿o pm¿o ja`go du jo wavo.OvH w Hit suâH `ado jo so du so cev.. 6..

n=I AÝm¿ ke Ým¿ n=I je Aek &ayk wav Ke,Ae rIt ;xuâ' k=ay, ne je &at te to te j Ke. 6

Aeno ga=a=R:- ;je &ayk wav Ke te AÝm¿ p` n=I Ane Ým¿ p` n=I' - AerIte Aene xuâ khe Ke' Aaha¦ khexe !IkamaH. Ae vStu pote je xuâ (Ke), pr=I iwþ ne Sv=IAiwþ Ae xuw Axuwwav$pe = j n=I. &ayk wav je Ke, je vStuSv$p Ke, Aexuwaxuw wavp e = n=I. kem? ke xuwaxuwwav to jD Ke, AemaH cEtnno Awav Ke.Aahahaha¦ Ae &ayk Sv$p xuwaxuw wavp e =ay to jD = Ôy. j¡Ao¦ Aa ivw›Ane AekTvnuH isâ kre Ke. Ae xuwaxuw=I iwNn Ke, Ae!le? xuwaxuw wavp e pyaRy =j n=I pyaRy AenI, &aykno xuwaxuw wavp e &ayk =yo j n=I. Aahaha¦ Ôe Aexuwaxuw wavp e =ay to Ým¿-AÝm¿ AevI dxa _TpNn =ay. smÔ uH kaH?Aahahahaha¦ bhu JI uH bapu¦

Ae &ayk wav Ke. bhennI waØamaH AaƒuH Ke ne... —Ôgto Òv éwo Ke ne tek–aH Ôy?˜ te Aa. vcnam<t vaHCya Ke ne pHiDtÒ AemaH phelo bol Ke Ôgto Òv,phelo AemaH n gme to AaTmamaH gme tevuH Ke. pKI bol Ke nanI CaopDImaH phelo _prKe bol. Ôgto Ae!le &ayk, &ayk Ae!le ke \/uv, Ae xuwaxuwwavp e =yo n=I. kem ke&anSv$pI Ýwu¦ (cetn) Ke, Ae xuw-Axuw (wav) Acetn Ke, AemaH &anno (cEtNy)AHx n=I- Ae $pe Ae kem =ay? Aahaha¦ xuwaxuw wav (p e) &aykwav pote =yon=I Ae!le Aena=I p<=k j ræo Ke. Aahahaha¦

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Ým¿ n=I. Aem (ga=a) maH phelaH AÝm¿ lI\uH Ke ne? Aahaha¦ AÝm¿ p` n=I.satma (gu S=an=I) caEd su\I AÝm¿, Aek=I K (gu S=an) Ým¿, CaaEd gu S=an.phelaH AÝm¿=I _paD–uH Ke. kem ke &aykwav Aek$p vStu Ke. Ae xuw Axuw wav$pe =n=I. te=I te AÝm¿ Ým¿ AevaH gu S=an wedo, &aykwavmaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae!le?cEtNyno Aek$p rs Ô`kŸ Svwavno Aek$p rs, AemaH bIÔ$pe (A=aRtŸ)xuwaxuwwavp e Ae =yo j n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae to &ayk$p-Aek$p rse ræo Ke.

(]ota: AamaH kaH smÔtuH n=I.) kaH smÔtuH n=I? Ae to cEtNySvwavna rsej rhelo Ke. AemaH Acetnno AHx AD–o n=I. Acetnna xuwaxuw wavp e, cEtNyrs,&aykrs, &ayk AiStTv rs jenI hEyait &ayk Svwav$p Ke. te... xuwaxuw wavp e=yo n=I, Aena=I p<=k Ke, te &aykwave ræo Ke. ma!e tene Ým¿-AÝm¿ Aeva wed lagUpDta n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

(]ota: AÝm¿ Ae!le xuâ piràm?) ha, xuâ nhÄ ma5, Axuâ (p`) wed Kene? caEdmuH gu S=aney n=I Aa„amaH. termuH kevz&an p` n=I, wed Ke ne¦ drekmaH_dywav Ke ne¦ Aeva wedo Ke. Ae xuwaxuwwavp e =yel n=I, te=I te AÝm¿-Ým¿n=I, te=I te gu S=anna wed$p =yel n=I. Aahahaha¦

(]ota: gu S=an pudŸglnI pyaRy Ke.) Aene to Acetn pyaRy kI\I Ke. KeLlega=a-68 ga=ane 38 ga=amaH. Aahaha¦

AlaEikk Ke w Aa to vat¦¦ AnHtkazmaH Ae e, AHt wvno Aave AevI vatÔÌ n=I. Aahaha¦ wvna AHtvazI cIj Ke khe Ke. wv ne wvno wav jemaH n=I,Aahahaha¦ kemke xuw-Axuwp e &anrs cEtNy\am cEtNyrskHdÝwu Anaid AnHtAek$p. Aahaha¦ Ae ko id' xuwaxuwp e =yel n=I. te=I Ým¿-AÝm¿ gu S=an wedAemaH n=I. Aahaha¦ ;&aykwav Aek$p Ke, AemaH wed n=I' gu S=anna wedo AemaH KenhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae ¹iÚno ivØy Ke. Ae &aykne AhÄyaH wUta=R kI\o Ke. Kto pda=R vStuAek$p inTy AanHd &aykwav- &aykwav- &aykwav, \/uvÝvah, cEtNyna pUrno\/uvÝvah. paÌmaH pUr Aam hale, Aa pUr |a/uv... |a/uv... \/uv... \/uv.. \/uv.. \/uv. Aahahaha¦Ae &aykp e jàyo pKI tene xuâ khe Ke.

;vzI je &aykp e jàyo te to te j Ke' Ae!le? Ô`naro jàò... Ae Ô`vanIpyaRy potanI Ke. Ô`vanI je vStu Ke Ae jàÌ, p` Ae jàÌ-pyaRy Ae to potanIKe. Ae pyaRy potanuH kayR Ke Ane Aa„a Aeno ktaR Ke. Aahaha¦ Ô`naro. Aevo |vin Kene? Ae!le Ô`naro Ae!le Ô e prne Ô e Ke? Ô`nar kI\o ne? Ô`nar Ke, to te prneÔ e Ke? tae khe... ;na' Ae to prsHbH\InuH &an pota=I, potamaH Svpr-Ýkaxk =ay Ke,te pyaRy &ayknI Ke. Ae &aykp e rhelo Ke. Ae &ayknae Ô`nar pyaRy te tenuH kayR Ke.jàva yoGy vStu Ke AenuH Ô`vanuH kayR n=I Ane jàva yoGy vStu Ke Ô`narnuHkayR n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

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;&aykp e jàyo' kI\uH ne? &at: ;jàyo te to te j Ke' ;Ô`naro' Ke ma!ebIj¡H jà uH AemaH Aem n=I. ;Ô`nar' Ke ne? Tyare ;Ô`nar' to bIÔe jàò KeAemaH? (khe Ke ke) na, (Aem n=I.) Ae jày Ke pote (potane potanI) pyaRyjày Ke. ;Ô`narnI pyaRy jàÌ Ke' Aahaha¦ ragaid hoy, p` rag sHbH\InuH je&an Ke ne? Ae &an to pota=I Ýg!eluH Ke, Ae rag Ke ma!e AaHhI Svpr Ýkaxk &annIpyaRy Ýg!I Ke, Aem n=I. Aahahahaha¦

;jàyo te pote j Ke' Aem khe Ke.;jàyo' je &annI pyaRymaH, Ae ;Ô`naro'no Avaj Aave Ae!le Ô e ke

;bIÔne Ô~yuH'? AenuH kayR Ke? na. Aene bIÔne Ô`vane kaze, potano pyaRy pota=Ijàò Ke- pota=I =yo Ke, tene te Ôè Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH kI\uH?

(]ota: bIÔe n=I Aem kem kæuH?) bIÔe Ae!le rag n=I, ragnuH &an n=I Ae ragnuH&an n=I, Ae &annuH &an Ke. ;ƒvhar Ô elo Ýyojnvan' AemaH Aavxe, p` khe Ke ke Aerag Ke to ragnuH AahÄ &an =yuH Ke, Aem n=I. Ane Ae ragne Ô e Ke Aem n=I. Ae toragsHbH\InuH potanuH &an, potane =yuH Ke, tene Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

(]ota: &ayk wI AaTma ne &ey wI AaTma.) pyaRy AaHhI to AenI, pyaRy levIKe AhÄ to, jàò jemaH pyaRy potanI Ke Aene Ô e Ke. prne Ô e Ke, Aem nhÄ.Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ AWyas nhÄ ne ;Aa', AnHtkaznI mUz cIjno. Aaha¦

;te j Ke' Aem Ke ne Aaha¦ ;bIÔe n=I' Ae!le? Ae ragnuH &an n=I. O prnuHÔ`nare Ô~yuH, ma!e Ae Ô`nare prne Ô~yuH, Ae ma!e prne Ô`vanuH &an Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

xBde- xBde gU#ta Ke. Aa to smysar Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH kuHdkuHdacayR¦ (maHgilk)maH 5Ije nHbre AaƒuH ne¦ mHglmŸ wgvan vIro, mHglmŸ gaEtmo gÌ, mHglmŸ k¡Hdk¡HdayÈ¦Aahaha¦ phela wgvan, bIÔ g`\r, 5IÔ kuHdkuHdacayR¦ jEn \mÈ½Stu mHglmŸ.Aahaha AakrI vato bhu, puruØa=R Fò ÔeAe wa ;vzI je &aykp e jàyo' AemAaƒuH ne? pyaRy Ke .

!Ika:- ;je pote pota=I j isâ hova=I˜, pote pota=I s¿a$pe vStu hova=I,—ko=I _TpNn =yo nih hova=I Anaid Ke Anaid s¿a$p Ke AenI s¿a, pote pota=Ij hEyait hova=I, ko=I _TpNn =yo n=I, ma!e wgvan Aa„a, jene Ame xuâ khevamagIAe KIAe, te Anaid s¿a$p Ke Anaid hova$p Ke. Aahaha¦ pyaRy to =ay ne Ôy.vStu je Ke Ae to rag=I p<=k Ae to Anaid s¿a Ke. Anaid=I ;hovavazI' cIj Ke, kemke ko=I _TpNn =yo n=I. ¬re Aene _TpNn kyÈ Ke, (ke) ¬r ko ktaR Ke Aa„ano,Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ je pote pota=I j. k=HictŸ pota=I ne k=HictŸ pr=I to AnekaHt =ayne? pote pota=I Ke, pr=I n=I AenuH nam AnekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦ potanI s¿a pota=I Kene potanI s¿a pr=I n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevI Anaid s¿a$p Ke.

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Anaid s¿a vStu Ke, Ke, Ke, Ke, wUtkazmaH Ke, vtRman kaze Ke, wiv*ymaH Ke. Ke Ke jbs. Aahaha¦ ;Ke' Anaid s¿a hovavazI cIj, kdI ivnax pamtI n=I ko kazeivnax pamtI n=I. ;kdI' xBd Ke ne? Aahaha¦ ma!e te AnHt Ke. wiv*ymaH kaymrhenar Ke, ma!e AnHt Ke Aem. Aahaha¦ jeno AHt n=I kdI, jenI x$Aat n=I, jeno AHtn=I, AevI Anaid AnHt Ae vStu Ke. Aahahahaha¦ waØa to sadI Ke p` wav to jewa Aakra Ke, Aahaha¦

;inTy _>ot$p hova=I' paKo vtRman kaym rhenaro hova=I. ;Ùi`k n=I' Ke ne?Ùi`k hoy ko cIj Aem n=I. inTy _>ot$p Ke kaym Aem ne Aem vtRmanmaH p` kaym,Aevo ne Aevo \/uv Anaid-AnHt s¿aSv$p vStu kaym _>ot$p Ke. vtRmanmaH p`_>ot$p kaym Ke. Aahaha¦ wUtkazmaH _TpNn =yel n=I, wiv*ymaH AHt Ke nhÄ,vtRmanmaH _>ot$p Ýg! Ke. Aahaha¦ xuâ vStu, rag=I iwNn-Svwav=I AiwNn, AevIcIj (AaTma) vtRmanmaH Ýg!$p hova=I Ùi`k n=I, Ae Ùi`k vStu n=I, Ae to \/uv Ke.Aahaha¦ Aek Aek xBd ne Aek Aek pd brabr smje to, b\a Nyay AavI Ôy FàH..Aahaha¦

;Ane SpÚ Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke Aevo je &ayk' Aahaha¦ kevo Ke? Ae to SpÚ,Ýg!, ÝTyÙ Ýkaxman ÝTyÙ-Ýkaxman (Ke) Aahaha¦ vtRman ÝTyÙ jày AevIO ßyoit Ke. Aahaha¦ SpÚ Ýkaxman ßyoit cEtNy ßyoit cetNy ßyoit, cetn cetncetn cetn cetn Caetn-ÝTyÙ SpÚ Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke. Aahaha¦ Aevo je &ayk;Aek wav Ke.' ÔeyuH? &ayk Aevo Aek wav Ke. Aahaha¦

;te sHsarnI AvS=amaH' hve, AvS=anI vat kre Ke. vStu to AavI j Ke, Anaids¿a xuâ$pe Anaid &aykwav je Anaid AnHt, inTy, SpÚ, vtRman _>ot$p, SpÚÝkaxman ßyoit cIj Ke. Aahaha¦ hve AenI AvS=amaH AnaidnI je wUl Ke pyaRynI,AenI vat kre Ke.

je sHsarnI dxamaH Anaid bH\pyaRynI k=n=I Ape"aa=I (in$pà=I) bH\nIAvS=anI ApeÙa=I ÔeAe to? ;ÙIrnIrnI jem kmRpudŸglo sa=e Aek$p hova KtaH' dU\ne paÌ Aek$p deqay KtaH, dU\ dU\$pe Ke paÌ paÌ$pe Ke. ;Aem ÙIr nIrnI jem' ÙIrAe!le dU\ Ane nIr nam paÌ. jem kmRpudŸglo sa=e Aek$p hova KtaH AaTma dU\ smanKe ne kmRpudŸglo paÌ sman Ke, paÌ paÌ$pe Ke ne dU\ dU\$pe Ke. paÌna paÌ ne dU\nadU\. n=I kheta? Aahaha¦ Aa dU\maH paÌ naqIne Aape Ke ne? dgo krIne pKI bole yqra ke ;dU\na dU\ ne paÌna paÌ' rhexe. dU\maH paÌ naqIne Aape Ke, to pEsa An=RnanhÄ rhe. Aahaha¦

Aem paÌ ne dU\ iwNn Ke, Aem wgvan Aa„a ne kmRpudŸglo iwNn Ke, sa=eAek$p hova KtaH, Ke Aek$p sa=e. p` ;ãƒna SvwavnI ApeÙa=I ÔevamaH Aave to'AolI pyaRyna sHbH\=I ÔevamaH Aave to Aam Aek deqay Ke, p` vStuna Svwav=I

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ÔevamaH Aave to, AoluH smÔ uH?sHsarnI AvS=amaH Anaid bH\pyaRynI ApeÙa=I ÙIrnIrnI jem Aek$p hova

KtaH, pyaRymaH, pyaRynI sa=e kmRpudŸglo sa=e deqay Ke. p` ;ãƒna SvwavnI ApeÙa=IÔevamaH Aave, Aahaha¦ vStuno Svwav je Ke kaymI, AslI Anaid AnHt, inTy_>ot$p, SpÚ Ýkaxman-ßyoit Aevo je ãƒSvwav, AenI ApeÙa=I ÔevamaH Aaveto? TyaH su\I vat...

hve khe Ke ;to durHt kØaycÊna _dynI ivic5tana vxe' kØayna cÊno AHtlavvo, mhapuruØa=R Ke AnHtae —dUr... AHt.,˜, jeno mhapuruØa=R=I AHt pmay AevaekØaycÊ pu~y ne pap. kØayCaÊna _dynI kØaysmUhna Apar _dynI Aem. kØay cÊKe ne? ;kØaycÊna _dynI ivic5tana vxe ÝvtRtaH je pu~y-papne _TpNn krnar'kmRnaH inim¿naH sHbH\e ÔeDataH, je kH ivic5tana vxe ÝvtRtaH pu~y-papne _TpNnkrnar smSt Anek$p xuwaxuw wavo, pu~y pap Ae prma u bH\n AenI vat, Aene_TpNn krnara xuw Axuw wav vtRman, Aola pu~y-pap Ae kmR, Aene _TpNn krnaraHxuwaxuw wav ;temna Svwave pir`mto n=I' . Aahaha¦

xuH kI\uH? ;ãƒna SvwavnI ApeÙa=I ÔevamaH Aave to?' TyaH raqvuH. to? durHtkØaycÊna _dynI ivic5tana vxe ÝvtRta (je) pu~y-papne _TpNn krnar smStAnek$p ÔeyuH? xuw Axuwwavo Aek$p n=I Anek$p Ke, smSt Anek$p xuweyAnek$p AsHQy Ýkar, Axuwey Anek$p AsHQy Ýkar, Ae $pe ãƒna Svwav=IÔevamaH Aave to, Aahaha¦ pu~y-papne _TpNn krnaraH AevaH xuwaxuw wavo ;temnaSvwave pir`mto n=I' Aahaha¦ wgvan je (&ayk) xuâ cEtNy, vStu Svwav=IÔeAe to, vStu=I ÔeAe to pu~ypapne _TpNn krnaraH to xuwaxuw wav, Ae wav$pete ãƒSvwav=I ÔeAe to te $pe =yo j n=I. xuw Axuw wav$pe ãVy Svwav kodI' =yo j n=I. Aahaha¦ kem ke Ae to &aykSv$p Ke. Ane _TpNn krnaraH pu~y-papnaHwavo Ke je xuwaxuw, Ae to Acetn Ke. AemaH cEtNyna Svwavno AHx n=I. Aahaha¦

;temna Svwave =to n=I' Aahaha¦ jycHd pHiDt qulaso kre Ke. ;&aykwav=IjDwav$p =to n=I'. waØa deqo¦ xuw Axuw wav$pe =ay to jD = Ôy, kem kexuw-Axuwwav to Acetn AÒv Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae Òv &ayk Ae xuwaxuw AÒv jD$pe kem =ay? Aahahaha¦ ãVy Svwav=IÔeAe, to je kØayno AHt lavvo muXkel, AevI ivic5tane vxe _TpNn =yela xuwaxuwwavoje pu~y papna kar`o, Ae$pe te Aa„a =yo n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

;voCKaim smypahHUDH' Aem kæuH Ke ne? khIx huH, Tyare khIx to Aeno A=R ke AenasaHwznara ko Ke Aene khe Ke ne? voCKaim, khIx to Aeno A=R ke Aena saHwznaraKe Aene khe Ke ne? Aahaha¦ Aene khe Ke ke taro na= AHdr je \/uv cEtNy Sv$p &aykwavpD–o Ke ;Ae kmRna cÊna AHt lavva xuwaxuwno muXkel Ke.' KtaH te pu~y-papne


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_TpNn krnaraH xuwne Axuw wav$pe te ãƒ Svwav, kdI =yo j n=I. Ke ne?;&aykwav=I jDwav ($pe) =yo n=I' Aem kI\uH. ÔeyuH? Ae xuwaxuwne jD kI\aH.

&ayk.. te cEtNySv$p cEtNy-Ýkaxno puHj Ane xuw-Axuwwav to AH\ara Ke, Aahaha¦cEtNyna Ýkaxno xuwaxuw wavmaH Awav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Ýkax, AH\ara$pe kem =ay?Aem &ayk, xuwaxuwp e kem =ay? Aahaha¦ te=I Ým¿ p` n=I Ane AÝm¿ p` n=I.Aa kar e wgvan Aa„a &aykwav, xuwaxuw p e =yo n=I Ae=I Aene gu S=annawed p` =ta n=I. Aahaha¦ hve Aek KeLlI lI!I Ke.

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ix*yno ÝÆ Aem hto ke ;xuâ Aa„a' je tme kho Ko, te Ke ko`? kevo Ke? ke jenuH;Sv$p' Ô`vuH ÔeAe, Aneee jene Ô`va=I iht =ay Ane Aiht !ze. xuH cIj Ke?

Tyare kæuH ke Ae Aa„a Anaid-AnHt, inTy _>ot$p, SpÚ Ýkaxman ßyoit Ke.Ae sHsar AvS=amaH pu~y papne _TpNn krnar, durHt kØaycÊ (A=aRtŸ) Aeno je wavxuwaxuw =ay Ke, p` Ae xuwaxuwp e &ayk =to to n=I. AenI AvS=amaH =ay Ke.

&aykwav je vStu Ke, Ae xuwaxuwp e =tI n=I. Ôe Ae p e =ay to... vStu Ke je&anrs, &anÝkaxSv$p Ane xuwaxuw Ke Acetn AH\ara Sv$p, Ae $pe Aa„a =ay toAa„a jD = Ôy, Aahaha¦ te=I Ae xuwne Axuwwav$pe &ayk vStu je Ke pda=R Ae$pe nih =va=I- xuwaxuwp e nih pir`mva=I, AemaH Ým¿-AÝm¿na pyaRyna wedoAenamaH n=I. Aahaha¦

mUz ga=a Ke KõIna leq khe Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ &aykvStu-cEtNy. Aaha¦ je Aeklo&anrs, AanHdrs, xaHtrs, vItragrs, Sv$pe ibrajman Ae rag$pe kem =ay? Aa„aijnSv$pI, vItrag Sv$pe ibrajman &aykwav Ae rag$pe kem =ay? Aahahaha¦

(]ota: Tyare rag$pe ko` =ay?) pyaRymaH rag =ay, vStumaH rag n=I¦ Aaha¦cEtNyÝkaxno cHã xItz, xItz, xItz Aevo cEtNyÝkaxno puHj Ýwu (&ayk) AeAxItz Aeva je ivkar ne Aakuzta Ae $pe kem =ay? Aahaha¦ wgvan ijncHãSv$pÝwu¦ Aaha¦ vStu xuH Ke? cEtNyna rs=I wrelo Ýwu Ae Acetn Aeva xuwaxuwpir`amna wavp e Ae &aykwav vStuSvwav kem =ay? te=I te Ým¿-AÝm¿ n=I.TyaH su\I to AaƒuH Ke, KeLlI Aek lI!I rhI Ke, mudŸanI.

Aene xuâ kem kI\o? &aykwav Ae xuwaxuwwave pir`mto n=I Ae cIjne xuâ tmekem kI\I? to khe Ke, te xuâ to Ke j. p` iwNn _pasvamaH krvamaH Aavta Aene xuâj`ay Ke. xuH kæuH ? vStu to i5kaz xuâ Ke. Ae to Ke, p` Ke kone? Aahahaha¦ te jsmSt ANyãƒona wavo, ANy ãƒna wav Ae!le kmR-kmRno rs Aaid, Aahaha¦

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ivkar AamaH n levo. AaHhI to ANyãƒona wav leva. Ae ANyãƒna wav=I iwNnpDtaH, ivkar=I iwNn pDI Ôy Ke. ;wav' Aem khevuH Ke ne¦ ANy ãƒona ;wavo' Ae!leATyare pu~y-papna wav AaHhI nhÄ. ANy ãƒono je ;wav' Anuwag, AenI xi›,;wav' Aena=I iwNn, AenuH lÙ KoDIne, Aena=I iwNn, ßyare AenuH lÙ KoDe TyareivkarnuH lÙ p` KU!I Ôy Ke hare. Aahahaha¦ Aavo marg¦

;te j smSt ANy ãƒona wavo=I' ANy ãƒna wav=I, Ae A=R kyÈ Ke.AolamaH ;moÙmagR-Ýkaxk' maH, iwNnp e _pasvamaH AavtaH, pote kyÈ Ke Aa A=R.xuH kæuuHH? AhÄya Aa„a &aykwav xuâ cEtNy Svwavwav i5kaz Ae pote xuwaxuwp e=yo n=I, Aeva xuâ Svwavne ;xuâ' kæo kem? Ke to Ae xuâ i5kaz p` je e ANyãƒna wavnuH lÙ KoDI Ane SvãƒnI pyaRymaH AenuH sevn kre, Aahaha¦ Aeno A=R Ae=yo ke ANy ãƒna wav=I lÙ KU!–uH, Ae!le Svãƒna wav trfnI _pasna = Ae!leivkarnuH lÙ p` AemaH weguH KU!I GyuH. Aahaha¦

magR Aevo Ke wa mUz ;dxRnxuiâ' nI ƒaQya Ke Aa to. Aahaha¦ mUz rkm, mUzrkm Ke piv5 ne xuâ &ayk Ke. p` ;Ke' kone Qyal Aave? ;Ke' Ae kone ÝtItmaHAave? ;Ke' AenuH &an kone =ay? ;Ke to Ke.' Aahahaha¦

ANy ãƒo ne ãƒna wavnuH lÙ KoDI, je ANyãƒna wavmaH AiStTvpànuH ÔerKe Ae KoDI d Ane Aena=I KoDyuH Ae!le AHtr cEtNy &aykwav, Ae trf AenI pyaRyg, Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRye AenuH sevn kyuÅ. Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRy je vtRman &an ne ]âanIpyaRy Ke, Ae prna lÙne KoDIne, Svna cEtNyna- &aykwavna lÙmaH ßyaH Aaƒo TyareAenI pyaRymaH xuâtanuH sevn =yuH, Ae!le ke xuâtamaH Aekag/ta =, Aekag/ta = AemaHjàùH ke ;Aa' xuâ Ke. JIÌ vat Ke bhu bapu¦ Aahahaha¦

cEtNy\am Ýwu SvyH ßyoit suq\am AenuH sevn Ae!le prna Aa]ynuH lÙ KoDId, Ane Sv cEtNy &aykwav tenuH lÙ krtaH, Ae lÙ k–are =ay? ke AenI pyaRymaH tenatrfnuH vl` =ay Tyare, to Ae pyaRymaH ãƒnuH sevn =yuH. Ke? ;te smSt ãƒona wavo=IiwNnp e _pasvamaH AavtaH' vStu to xuâ Ke, p` iwNnp e _pasvamaH AavtaH ;xuâ'khevay Ke Aene. Aene xuâp uH jà uH. pyaRymaH xuâ dxamaH ;Aa xuâ Ke' Aem jà uH, Aene;xuâ' khevay Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke? Ke same?

Aek kor wgvan &aykwav Ane Aekkor AnHta ãƒo bIÔH b\aH. AhÄ kmRnuHmuQyp uH kmR Ke, AenaH trfnuH je lÙ Ke, Aahaha¦ AaHhI=I (i5kazI=I) lÙ to Anaid=IKU!I gyeluH Ke. Ae=I AenI pyaRymaH, ;Aa xuâ Ke' AevI to ¹iÚ = nhÄ. te=I, ;iwNnp esevtaH' ANy ãƒonaH wav ne ãƒ=I juduH pDtaH, j¡duH paDtano A=R Ae ke ãƒ _pr lÙjtaH, lÙ gyuH vtRmanmaH pyaRymaH xuâta =, Ae xuâta äara ;Aa xuâ Ke' Aemjà uH. Aahaha¦ Aene xuâ Ke.

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Ane pyaRybuiâ _pr jenI Ìic-¹iÚ Ke, Aene to xuâ Ke nhÄ. vStu wle xuâ Ke, p` Aenexuâ Ke nhÄ, Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke smysar¦¦ AenI Aek Aek ga=a, Aek Aek pd svR&AnusairÌ waØa Ke. i5lokna=, svR& prme¬r Aem e khelI cIj j Aa Ýwu khe KesHt. Aahaha¦ Ane te Nyay=I tena QyalmaH AavI xke Ke. Nyay=I QyalmaH Aave ne pKIAHdrmaH Ôy to Anuwv =ay. Aahahaha¦ Aek pd raQyuH'tuH ne kal bakI kar` ke Ae kaH_kle AevuH nhotuH J!. Aahaha¦

Ae j &ayk Ke tej. te...j... Ae!le te...j... te...j... Ae!le &ayk Ke te j. tej(AjvazuH) nhÄ. te j. Ae i5kaz&ayk Sv$p, jemaH pyaRy n=I. jemaH xuwaxuw wavn=I. jemaH Ým¿ AÝm¿ wed n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevI cIjne, Aahaha¦ ;smStANyãƒona wavo=I'- Anera Anek, Aahaha¦ tI=Åkr ne AaHhI to Ae nokmRmaH Ke, qruHto kmR je Ke AHdr, Aena trfno _dywav je Ke Aena trfnuH lÙ KoDI dne, Aahaha¦pote &ayk cEtNymUitR Ýwu Ke. Aahahahaha¦ cEtNycHã Ke Ýwu to. Aahahahaha¦ vStuijn ;F! F! AHtr ijn vse, F! F! AHtr jEn, Aahaha¦ p` mt midrake pansaEmtvala smjE n' jeno AiwÝay ragno ne Ìic prnI ne Aeva Ìicvazane Aa vStuKe to ijn Sv$p. Ke to xuâ, xuâ kho, ijnSv$p kho, &ayk kho, \/uv kho, Awed kho,samaNy kho (Aeka=R Ke) Aahahaha¦ AevI cIj hova KtaH A&anIne pr _pr lÙ Kete=I tenI smIpmaH ãƒ pD–uH AenI Aene qbr n=I. Aahahahahaha¦ pyaRy AeksmynI smIpmaH Ýwu pD–o Ke, wgvan Anakuz AanHdno na=, Aek smynI pyaRyje Ke &annI- Ô`vanI, Ae pyaRynI smIp j Ýwu Ke. AaquH \/uv icdanHd Ýwu smIp jpD–o Ke, p` TyaH tenI njr n hova=I, Aahaha¦ ;smysar' 17-18 ga=amaH to AemkæuH ke AenI vtRman &anpyaRy, JIÌ vat bapa Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu¦ tarI Ýwutano parn mze¦ Aahaha¦ jenI ÝwutanI pUr`ta k=n krvuH k@` pDe. Aahaha¦ Aevo tuH svÈTk<Úna= AHdr ibraje Ke. Aaha¦ Aene Aek smynI pyaRymaH pDelo Aene smIpmaH Ke njrmaH (Aavto n=I.) pyaRyno Svwav to Aevo Ke, xuH kæuH? &annI Aek smynIpyaRyno Svwav to Aevo Ke, ke AaquH ãƒ j Ae Ô e Ke. Aavo Aavo sHFvI. smÔ uHkaH..? Aahahaha¦ Aek smynI pyaRy je Ke &annI éFDelI, vtRman, AemaH Ae ãƒ jjày Ke. p`, A&anInI ¹iÚ TyaH n=I, Aahahaha¦ AnaidnI A&anInI ¹iÚ dya, dan,v/t, kam, Êo\naH piràm ne kaH Aene Ô`narI Aek smynI pyaRy, TyaH Aagz Ae éwoKe bs. Aahaha¦ im+ya¹iÚ Ke, sTy¹iÚ=I ivÌâ ¹iÚ Ke.

sTy je Ýwu &ayk wav kho, sTya=R kho, wUta=R kho, stŸ saheb pU aRnHdno Ýwu,Aahaha¦ AenI _pr AenI njr n=I, Ke to pyaRymaH jày Aevo Ae cIj, jày j Ke.xuH kæuH? &annI pyaRymaH jày Ke to Ae j prma„a khe Ke, Ýwu Aem khe Ke. i5lokna=ijne¬rdev, Aena keDayto sHto, Aem khe Ke ke Ýwu Aem khe Ke. Ýwu Aek var saHwz¦tarI vtRman je &annI Aek smynI dxa, Aeno Svpr Ýkaxk Svwav hova=I, wle tuH

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tarI njr TyaH n hoy, p` pyaRymaH ãƒ j jày Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae ÉyaH vatKe? ÉyaH ÔvuH Ke ne ko` Ke, AenI qbruH n mze¦ Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a i5lokna= Aem khe, Ýwu tuH jevDo mo!o Ýwu Ko, AevDo tarI AeksmynI pyaRymaH, A&anmaH p` pyaRymaH jày Ke. kem ke, pyaRyno Svwav Ke &annI(pyaRy) SvprÝkaxk to pyaRymaH Sv Ýkaxe to Ke p` tarI njr, TyaH n=I.Aahahaha¦ tarI njr, kaH dya krI ne.. wiÉt krI ne.. v/t paZyaH ne.. pUÔAo krI Aevoje rag, Aena _pr tarI njr Ke. Ae njrne lne, ragnI Aagz je &anpyaRy Ke ragneÔ`narI, Ae j pyaRy Svne Ô`narI Ke, p` temaH tarI njr nhÄ hova=I, tne rag nepyaRy jày Ke, te im+yabuiâ Ke, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

p`, jenI ¹iÚ prãƒ ne wav _pr=I KU!I j, Aahahaha¦ Ane wed pyaRyna, pyaRyAemaH n=I, Ae=I pyaRymaH=I lÙ KU!I j. Aahaha¦ ANyãƒna wav=I lÙ KU!I, AenoA=R ANy ãƒna wavna‡wav=I lÙ KU!yuH, to rag=I p` KU!yuH Ane rag=I KU!yuH nepyaRy=I p` lÙ KU!I gyuH. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat bapu. sMyGdxRnnI phelI \mRnIcIj¦ AevI cIj Ke bhu (FàH) loko Aem ne Aem ijHdgI gazIne caLya jxe tÀvnI ¹iÚkyaR ivna. to coraxIna Avtar kyaR bapa¦ coraxIna Avtar¦ Ae ko TyaH n=I taruH,ne tuH TyaH n=I. TyaH jne Avtrxe. Aahaha¦

to, Aekvar ßyaH Ýwu Ke TyaH njr krne¦ ßyaH wgvan cEtNySv$p Ke Ýwu AekloAqHD AanHdno kHd pU aRnHd cEtNyrs=I wrelo ijnSv$p Aa„a Ke. Ae i5kaz ijnSv$pI Ýwu vItrag Ke. Aene prnuH lÙ KoDI, ragnuH lÙ KoDI, ragne Ô`narnI pyaRyeAam lÙ KoD–uH to Aena=I p` lÙ KU!I GyuH. Aahahaha¦ Ane AenuH lÙ ßyaH Aa„a _prgyuH Tyare pyaRymaH xuâta Ýg!I. bhu KõI ga=a mudŸanI rkm Ke. Aahaha¦

;ANy ãƒona smSt' smSt lI\uH ne? temaH tI=Åkrey Aaƒa ne tI=ÅkrnI vaÌAavI-Aena _pr=I p` lÙ KoDI de. Aaha¦ ;smSt ANy ãƒ' Ane Aena ;wav'Aahahaha¦ wgvanno wav tae kevz&an, kmRno wav pu~y papno rs, Ae b\a=I lÙKoDI de. Aahaha¦ ANy ãƒona wavo=I iwNnp e sevvamaH AavtaH, Aene j¡do, rag=Iinim¿=I j¡do, Aa„a &ayk wgvan pU R Svwav=I wrelo ijncHã vItragI xItzSvwav=I pUr` wrelo wgvan Aena _pr lÙ jtaH, Ae!le ke AenI pyaRymaH tenuH lÙ=taH, Ae!le ke AenI pyaRymaH ãVynuH lÙ =vuH Ae AenI seva Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ãƒnI seva.Aahaha¦ ke!luH wyuÅ Ke AemaH, heH? Aahaha¦ Arere¦ jgt ÉyaH pD–uH Ke Ane ÉyaH caLyuH ÔyKe Anaid=I rqDtuH, coraxIna Avtar krI krIne kagDanaH kUtranaH ingodnaH wv krIim+yaTv=I rqDI myÈ Ke, sa\uye +yo AnHtvar idgHbr sa\u AnHtvar +yo, p` ¹iÚrag Ane pyaRy _pr Ke, Aahaha¦ ßyaH wgvan pUr` Sv$p Ke, tenI _pasna, AenoA=R ke Aeno SvIkar-Aeno sTkar Ae!le ke Aeno Aa]y.

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Sv$pnI seva krnar Ae!le Sv$pnuH lÙ =taH tenI pyaRymaH xuâta je =ay, Ae xuâtaAeãƒne sevI Ae!le xuâtaAe ãƒno SvIkar kyÈ. Ae xuâtanI pyaRye, xuâ ãƒno SvIkarkyÈ. Ae=I xuânI pyaRymaH xuâ jà uH, Aene xuâ khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ gHwIrwaØa Ke wa Aa to¦¦

Aa to AogÌsmI var vHcay Ke. smysar phele=I te @e@ (KeLle su\I) ko vardo# vrs, ko var be vrs, ko var A#I vrs, Aem A#ar A#ar var calI gyuH Ke.Aa AogÌsmI var x$ =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦

vItrag 5`lokna na= AenI vaÌ, Ae sHto AaDtIya =ne Ôherat kre Ke. Ýwu tuHko` Ko? Ae tne Éyare qbr pDe? tuH Ko &ayk jemaH xuwaxuw wav Ke j nhÄ, te=I AemaHpyaRywed Ke j nhÄ. p`, Ae Éyare tne qbr pDe? ;Ke to Ke xuâ' .

tuH ßyare prnaH lÙne KoDI d Ane ãƒne |yey bnav, ãƒne |yey bnavIne jepyaRymaH Ono sTkar =yo, _pasna =, xuâta Ýg!I Ae sMyGdxRn &annI pyaRymaHAa xuâ Ke Aem jày Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke k@` vat Ke bapu¦vItrag marg mZyo n=I lokone bharnI Ýv<i¿ne O ragmagR sHsar magR Ke, AemaHpD–o Ke, pCyo Ke. ATyare to pUÔ, ne wiÉt, v/t ne tp, Apvas Ae b\o ragmagR Ke,ANy magR Ke, jEnmagR Ae n=I. Aahahahaha¦

AaHhI Ýwu Aem khe Ke, tarI Ýwuta ko` Ke Aem teH pUKyuH'tuH Ane AenuH ;Sv$p'Ô`vuH ÔeAe Aem teH pUKyuH'tuH to Aeno _¿r Aa Ke ke Ae cIjne pr(ãƒ) _prnuH iblkullÙ, sHpU R prãƒ Ane wavnuH lÙ KoDI d, pUr` &aykwav xuâwav _pr (l"a) jtaHje pyaRymaH xuâta =ay, sMyGdxRn =ay, te Òvne Ae xuâ khevamaH Aave Ke. pyaRynIxuâtanuH wan =yuH, sMyGdxRn =yuH, Ae AHtrna lÙne lne AHtrna Aa]yne lne-AHtrnaH sTkar ne Svwavna sNmanne lne, Tyare te Òvne Aa xuâ Ke Aem khevamaHAave Ke. AakrI vat Ke bapa¦ Aahaha¦¦ xuH =ay?

Aa AnHtkaz vyo gyo Aemne Aem, jEnmaH AnHtvar jNMyo, AnHtvar wgvannasmvsr`maH p` AnHtvar gyo. Aahaha¦ p` AaHhI je ÔvuH Ke TyaH n gyo, Ane AenIrIt xuH Ke AenI p` qbr n pDI. Aahaha¦ Aa Aek lI!ImaH Aavo wav wyÈ Ke topar pDe AevuH n=I bapa. Aahaha¦¦ Ae wgvannI vaÌ ne AenaH wav, je AHtrmaH waseAe!luH to waØ`maH Aave nhÄ, wase Ae!luH waØ`maH no Aave. Aahahaha¦ saÙatŸ AavIvaÌ pDI Ke j¡Aone. Aahaha¦ te &aykwav, pu~y-papp e =yo n=I. Ae!le pu~y papnaH=naraH, AenuH kar` Aevae je xuwaxuwwav Ae p e Ýwu &aykwav to =yo j n=I. te=Ite Ým¿-AÝm¿ Aene lne pyaRy temaH n=I. Aahaha¦¦ caEd gu S=anna wedo pÀemaH n=I.

Aevo je Awed wgvan &ayk xuâ, Aek$p Ýwu Ae, kone xuâ khevay? ko` Aenexuâ khe ke je xuâ trfno sTkar xuâno krI Ane prãƒno jene Aa]y Ane sTkar KU!I

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gyo Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan pU aRnHd isvay, pr cIjnI kop` Ai\kta, ivxeØta,AicHTyta, cmTkar KU!I Gyo Ke b\o, Aaha¦ Ai\k hoy to y huH, xuâ hoy to y huH,cmTkarIk cIj hoy to y huH, Ýwu hoy to y huH. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦¦

AavuH Ke, Arere¦ ijHdigyuH jgtmaH mjUrI krIne halI Ôy jgt. mj¡rI b\I Aa..bayDI, Kokra ne \H\a, mj¡r mo!a ragna Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane kdaictŸ xuwwavmaH Aaƒone xuw kre, to y O ragnI mjUrI Ke. mjUr Aahaha¦ xuwrag Ae mjUrI Ke, Ae tarI cIjnhÄ Ýwu tarI cIjmaH to pyaRye y n=I. AevI cIjne pkDtaH je pyaRy =ay Ae pyaRy(nI)xuâtamaH Aa xuâ Ke Aem jày. Aahaha¦

Ae dya, danna ivkLp ne v/tna wav=I Ae jày Aevo n=I. kar` ke Ae to ragKe. Ae to du:q Ke, rag Ke. v/t tp wiÉt pUÔ rag, du:q Ke O to. Aahaha¦ Ane wgvanto AanHdSv$p Ke, AtIiNãy AanHdno gaH@Do Ke. Aahaha¦ AenI seva Ae!le AenosTkar, Aeno Aadr, AenuH Ai\kp uH bIÒ b\I vStu=I, Ae Ai\kp uH wastaH je pyaRymaHinmRzta Ýg! =ay, Aene Aa xuâ Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Kene¦ Aa ÝwunaH vcno Ke bapu bakI b\aH =o=aH Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? kaH Ae!le?smÔy to to Ýwu AlaEikk vat Ke. p` smÔ uH kaH? Ae!le k pâit=I khevay Ke?k rIt=I khevay Ke AenI gH\ Aave Ke? Aem. Aahaha¦¦

Arere, Ae e mUz vat mUkIne bIje pkDIne be@o Anaid=I. Aahaha¦ mUz wgvanpD–o Ke TyaH Ôto n=I, heH? raHka pamr pu~yne papnaH wav iwqara raHka Ke, pamr Ke,pamrne pkDIne be@o Aek smynI pyaRy p` pamr Ke. Aaha..haha¦ sMyG¹iÚ ÒvnepU RtanI Ýaiº pyaRymaH jày KtaH Ae pyaRy, kevz&annI pase p` pamr Ke. to ßyaHhÒ pyaRymaH xuH vStu Ke Ae jàÌ n=I ne prne ÔÌne (pyaRymaH) be@o Ke toiwqaramaH iwqarI pyaRy Ke raHka pyaRy Ke, raHk pyaRy Ke. jemaH wgvan Aaƒo n=I,je pyaRymaH pamr pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan, v/t ne wiÉt, rag-pamr jemaH Aave Ke, AepyaRy to iwqara, Aahaha¦ pamr Ke.

AaHhI to AavI pyaRymaH, je e xuâ ANy ãVynI seva=I iwþ pDI Ane xuâcEtNymUitR Ýwu Aeno Aadr =yo ne pyaRymaH Aeno sTkar =yo, Tyare pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn=yuH, Ae sMyGdxRne Aa xuâ Ke Aem Ô~yuH. Aahaha¦ Ae sMyGdxRn p` kevz&annIAagz pamr Ke Ane i5kazI vStunI pase p` Ae pamr Ke. Aahahaha¦

inTy Ýwu xuâ cEtNy \atu, cEtNy \atu cEtNyp uH j je e \arI raQyuH Ke, jemaH pu~yne pap, dya dan, v/t ivkLpnI gH\ n=I. pyaRy caEdgu S=annI jemaH gH\ n=I.Aahaha¦ Are termuH gu S=an ;syogI kevzI' Ae p` jenaH-vStumaH n=I, kar` ke pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeva wgvanne je e xo|yo, sa|yo Ane xuâ Ke tem pyaRymaHAnuwv =yo, tene Ae, Aa„a &ayk ne xuâ Ke, wUta=R Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke bapu, ATyare to muXkelI pDe AevuH Ke. ATyare to ]âana namna


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go!a mo!a Ke. wle mo!a v/t pazene wi› kre ne v/t kre ne kroDo $ipya qceR mHidromaHne Ae b\a go!a Ke. (]ota: fofaH qaHDe Ke¦) fofaH qaHDe Ke. ragnI kdac mHdta hoy toAe pu~y ne =o=aH Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaH jnm mr`no AHt n=I Ýwu¦ Ae to jnm mr`naHbIjDaH Ke, b\aH Aahaha¦

Ae xuwwav p` maro Ke ne huH kruH KuH Aevo im+yaTvwav, Aahaha¦ Ae AnHtacoraxIna Avtarno Ae grw Ke, AemaH=I AnHta Avtar ingod ne nrk ne pxuna ne#orna Avtaro =xe. Aahahaha¦ NyaH konI sfarx kam nhÄ Aave ke Ame FàHnesmÔƒaH'ta ne.. FàH vaDamaH jEnmaH wegaH kyaR'ta ne.. Aahaha¦ bapu, Ae vStu j¡dI Ke.Aahaha¦ AaHhI to bolvano ivkLp p` ßyaH maro n=I. Aahaha¦ wgvan 5`loknana= Aa„a ne AenI vaÌ p` marI n=I. Aaha¦ Aena lÙmaH Ô_HH to mne rag =ay, AelÙ KoDIne cEtNy wgvan &aykwav prmipHD Ýwu pD–o Ke, Aek smynI pyaRynI pasej pD–o Ke, TyaH njr krtaH, je njrmaH sMyGdxRn =ay, sMyG&an =ay, Aene Aa AaTmaxuâ Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

KõI ne AigyarmI ga=a to AlaEikk Ke. Aa to KeLla Aek pdnI ƒaQya cale Ke.Aahaha¦ par n=I Aeno, Aahaha¦ sMyG¹iÚ-&anI sHto, Aa„ana AanHdna AnuwvIAoAahahaha¦ Aeva sHtnI vaÌnuH xuH khevuH¦?

;te j' Ae!le &ayk, te pu~y papp e =yo n=I Ým¿-AÝm¿p e =yo n=I. Ýwuãƒ te j, te j vStune. ;smSt ANyãƒona wavo=I iwNnp e _pasvamaH Aavta'AenI seva kre to AenI seva Ae!le, sTkar ne Aadr kre ¹iÚmaH to Aene O ãƒ xuâ Ke.Aahaha¦¦ Lyo, Ae!luH haLyuH.

hve co=a pdnI VyaQya. JI uH Ke Ýwu xuH =ay?;Ýwuno marg Ke xUrano, kayrnaH kam n=I TyaH' Aahaha¦ Ae pu~y papmaH,

pu~ymaH \rm ne papmaH A\mR mannaraH pamro im+ya¹iÚ, Aeva ÒvonuH AhÄ kam n=Ikhe Ke. Aahaha¦¦ AhÄyaH to puruØa=± AHtrmaH, Aahaha¦¦ AHtr Sv$pno SvIkarkrnaro puruØa=R Ke teva puruØa=RvazanI vatuH Ke Aa to. Aahaha¦¦ hve, 5Ija pdnI co=apdnI ƒaQya cale Ke.

;daæna Aakare =va=I AiG™ne dhn khevay Ke' xuH khe Ke? AiG™ne ;baznarI'khevay Ke. Ae bzvayoGy pda=Rna Aakare =va=I, Ae lakDane, KaàHne baze Tyare,Aakar to Aevo =ay ne..? jeva KaàH ne lakDaH Ke Aevo Aakar =ay ne Aeno? p` AeAakar kaH Aene lne =yo n=I, to AiG™no Aakar Ke. ADayuH Ka uH hoy ;ADayuH'smßya? je Am=uH Ka` pD–uH hoy, ne sUka gyuH hoy. Ane Aam Ka` weguH krIne KaàHkre-=ape te Ka uH, te Ka` pD–uH hoy ne sUka gyuH hoy Ane l le Aene Aap ekai@yavaDmaH ;ADayuH' khe Ke. tmarI kaHk waØa hxe. to Ae Ka uH jevuH sUkuH hoy AeneAiG™ baze to Aakar to Aevo =ay Aeno p` Ae Aakar AiG™no Ke. Aeno n=I.

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bzvayoGy vStune Aakare = ma!e &eyne Aakare pra\In AiG™ = - bzva yoGyneAakare = pra\In Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ hÒ to Aa ¹ÚaHt Ke hoH? Aa„amaH to pKIétrxe. Aahahaha¦ Are¦

;daæna bzvayoGy pda=Rna Aakare' Ae!le? Ka uH lakDuH kolsa tena AakareAiG™ =va=I dhn- baznar khevay Ke. Ke ne dhn Ae!le baznar. ;to p` daæk<tAxuâta tene n=I' bzva yoGy pda=Rno jevo Aakar AhÄ =yo, ma!e tenI ApeÙa=I TyaHAakar =yo Ke, AevI Axuâta pra\Inta Aene n=I. Ae AiG™no Aakar =yo Ke Ae pota=I=yo Ke. Aeve Aakare AiG™ pota=I = Ke. Ae Ka uH ne lakDuH ne kolso Ae Aakare AiG™ =ma!e Ae bzvayoGyne Aakare =, to bzvayoGy AiGnne prnI pra\Inta Ke Aem n=I.Aahahahaha¦ Ke?

;bzvayoGy pda=Rna Aakare =va=I' AiGnne ;baznar' khevay Ke' to..;baznar' tae Avaj Aevo AaVyo ke bzvayoGy Ke tene baze Ke Ae!le ke Aene Aakare= Ke, Aem n=I. Ae vqte p` AiGn potane Aakare =yelI Ke. Aahaha¦ bzva yoGypda=Rne Aakare AiGn =, Ae AiGn potane Aakare SvyH pota=I = Ke. Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH?

hÒ to Aa ¹ÚaHt Ke. pKI, isâaHt to AHdr étrxe.to Aa daæk<t bzvayoGy pda=Rne Aakare =yelI hova=I, Axuâta AiG™ne n=I. Ae

Axuâta AiG™ne, Aene lne n=I. to AiG™ potane Aakare =yelI Ke, je Aakar Ke AeAiG™no Aakar Ke, bzvayoGy pda=Rno Aakar O n=I. Aahahaha¦ ;tevI rIte &eyakar=va=I' &anSv$pI Ýwu, &ey j`ava yoGy, pda=Rno Aakar AhÄ Aavva=I, Ae Ô e ke&eyk<t Aakar Ke, Aem n=I¦ Ae to &anno potano j Aakar Ae rIte pir`Myo Ke. Aahaha¦

frIne.. Aekdm smÔy AevuH n=I Aa, Aahaha¦ jem bzvayoGyne Aakare AiG™-=va=I, AiG™ne bzvayoGy pda=RnI Axuâta Ae!le pra\Inta Aene n=I. AiG™ pote jAe Aakare = Ke. tevI rIte &eyakar &anmaH, xrIr va`I, mn, mkan, pEsa Aam deqay..Aakar, Aene Aakare AaHhI &an =yuH ma!e te &eyakarnI ApeÙa=I =yuH AevuH &anna Aakarnepra\Inta n=I. &an SvyH, pote te $pe te Aakare =yuH Ke. prne Ô`va kaze, prcIj jevIKe te Aakare &an =yuH, p` te &an, Ô`valayk Ke Aene kar e =yuH Ke, Aem n=I. Ae &anj pote te Aakare (SvyH) pir`MyuH Ke pota=I SvtH5. Aahaha¦

;&eyakar =va=I' Ae!le hve xuH Ae jrI sU"m lAe. je rag =ay Ke ne smiktIne&anIne p`, rag =ay, to rag jevuH &eyakar =ay ragna jevI AaHhI &annI pyaRy =ay,p` Ae=I &annI pyaRy ragne lne = Ke, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae &annI pyaRy teAakare pir`me AevI SvtH5 pota=I = Ke. Aahaha¦ \m± Òvne- Aa„&an =yuH Ke AenehÒ rag Aave, to rag Aakare AaHhI &an =ay, pyaRymaH jevo rag Ke, tevuH AhÄ &an=ay p` te=I te &an Aakar, ragna Aakare =yuH ma!e pra\In Ke, Aem n=I. Ae &anakar


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ragnuH &an =ne &anakar &an pote pota=I j pir`MyuH Ke. Ae &ey- ragne lne nhÄ.kone Aa pDI Ke? AaqI duinya, Aahahaha¦ bavIs klak, 5evIs klak bayDI

KokraH \H\a pap AeklaH pap klak vqt mze, saHwzva Ôy, TyaH b\uH ê\uHH mare b\uHAeno klak lUH!I Lye tmne Aam \rm =axe ne... tmne Aam =axe.. tmne Aana=I =axene Aahaha¦ Are.. ijHdgIyuH calI Ôy Ke. prmaTmano pokar Ke Ýwu¦ tne teH taraSvwavno, SvIkar krIne xuâta ÔÌ, hve Ae xuâta je pyaRymaH AavI, =, Ae &antenamaH ragaid hÒ =ay Ke Ae ragnuH &an AahÄ =ay Ke. te=I te rag jevo Ke tevuH j&an AaHhI =ay, ma!e &eyk<t Axuâta AaHhI =-&an Ae Aakare =yuH ma!e &eyk<tAxuâta = tem n=I.

Ae &anno Svwav j¸ te Ýkare ragsHbH\InuH &an, potanuH, pota=I =yeluH Ke AevIAenI Sva\Inta Ke. Aahaha¦ marg vItragno JIò bapu¦ Are, ATyare to ÉyaHymzto n=I wa¦ xuH khIAe? saHwzva mzto n=I, kre to ÉyaH Ke? Aahahaha¦

xuH khe Ke? ke sMyG¹iÚne, potanI pyaRymaH xuâ i5kaz Ke AevuH jà uH, Ae=I Aenexuâ kæuH. hve, Aa baj¡maH Aa baj¡maH jtaH xuânI pyaRy Ýg!I AemaH xuâ jàò, ma!eAene xuâ kæuH. hve, Aa baj¡maH rag Aaid jày Ke hÒ bakI rag Ke, Ae rag jày Kema!e te ;ragno Ô`naro Ke tem &an Ke?' to khe ;na.'

Ae ragsHbH\InuH &an, ragAakare =yuH O &an, potane Aakare =yuH Ke. Ae ragnekarè =yuH n=I, Aeno SvprÝkaxk Svwavne karè Ae prÝkaxkpè &an =yuH Ke.Aahahahaha¦ smÔùH kaH? waØa smÔy Ke ne? Aavo marg Ke wa xuH krIAe?Aahaha¦¦

AaHhI to smiktIne &anIne Aa„anuH &an =yuH ke i5kaz xuâ Ke. AevI pyaRymaH &an=yuH, Ae=I Aene xuâ khevamaH Aave Ke. hve, AenI pyaRymaH rag =ay Ke Ane AenI pyaRymaHAa xrIr, mkan Aaid jày Ke. to &an, te jevuH &ey Ke te Aakare AaHhI &an =ay Ke,ma!e te &annI pyaRy &eyne kar e (=) Ae!lI pra\Inta Ke? to khe, na. Ae &eyk<t&an =yuH n=I, Ae &anno potano Svwav j prÝkaxno-te Ýkarno Ke te $pe =yuH Ke.Aahahaha¦ ghn ivØy Ke bapu¦¦

Arere¦ sTy$pe ha= n Aave TyaH su\I mrI jvana Ke ibcaraH coraxIna AvtarmaHrqDI-rqDIne, so=a nIkzI Gya Ke bapu¦ Ýwu to khe Ke, ke tara du:qnaH Aek Ù`-taraAek Ù`naH du:q nkRnaH Ýwu kroDo wv=I ne kroDo Òw=I n khI xkay. Aeva du:qo teHAek Ù`maH ve@yaH Ke. AevaH-AevaH te5Is sagr ne AevaH AnHtkaz, Aahaha¦ wa Aeim+yaTvne lne Ae b\uH Ke bapu. Aahaha¦ to sMyGdxRn ivna, Ae coraxIna AvtarmaHmrI jx bapa, rqDIne ÉyaHy AHt nih Aave wa. Aahaha¦¦

AevuH je sMyGdxRn, Aahaha¦ je e i5kazI xuâne pkDyo Ane &annI pyaRymaHxuâta ne AanHdno Svad Aaƒo Ane ;SvÝkaxk' pyaRy &annI =, hve Aene p` hÒ

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=oDuH -pUr` kevz&an n=I Ae=I Aene rag Aave Ke, to Ae ragnuH AaHhI &an =ay Ke. ragjevo hoy mHd rag to mHdnuH, tIv/ hoy to tIv/nuH-to Ae rag Ke, to ragk<t-ragAakare&an =yuH Ke? ke &annI potanI &ank<t, potanae Aakar te Ýkare =vane kar e =yuH Ke?Aahaha¦

Are, AavuH b\uH vai`yane \H\a AaDe sUJe ÉyaH. Aahaha¦ vai`yane jEn \rm mZyo.Aahaha¦ marg JIò wa. Aohoho¦ gjb vat kre Ke ne¦¦

Ýwu tne khe Ke ke Aa„anuH &an =yuH, p` hve Ae xuâ cEtNynuH &an =yuH pyaRymaH,xuâ Ke Aem waSyuH, p` hve Ae pyaRymaH je hÒ rag =ay Ke. Ane te pyaRynuH &an hÒKe AemaH prnuH &an xrIrnuH, ÏInuH, ku!uHbnuH jeva wave (=ay) Ae rIte AaHhI &an =ay Ke.to &ey Ke AenI ApeÙa=I tevuH &an =yuH Ke? ke Ae &anno prÝkaxno Svt:Svwavhova=I, prnI ApeÙa ivna, pote &ank<t, prnuH Ô`vano wav =yo Ae &atanuH kayR Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH..?

frIne.. AihHya to (&ayk) jàò Aene hve pr jày Ke Ae xuH Ae vat hale Ke.(sa\knI) Aahaha¦ jene Aa„anuH &an n=I, AenI to vat Ke j nhÄ. Ae to pra\In=ne, im+yaTvmaH pD–a rqDI mrvana Ke. Aahahaha¦ jene, Ae Aa„a &anSv$pI ÝwuAe ijn Sv$pI vStu Ae ijnna piràmmaH ijnSv$pI jàò, xuâ piràmmaH xuâvStu jàÌ Aene xuâ kI\uH.

hve, Aa baj¡maH? Aahaha¦ ke Aa baj¡maH &annI pyaRy, hÒ jevo rag =ay, äeØ=ay te Ýkare te &an tevuH (j) Ô e te=I te &an, te &eyk<tne kar e Axuâ Ke? Ae!lepra\In Ke? ke ;na'. Ae &anno te vqtno Svwav j, Svne Ýkaxvana kazmaH prneÝkaxvano Svwav Svt: Ke, Ae Svt:p e &an, ragne Ô`tuH pir`me Ke. Aahaha¦ —te&ayknuH &an Ke, te ragnuH &an nhÄ˜ Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Aa cIj mze nhÄ ßyaHhÒ xuH kre? Aaha¦ Are, AnHtwv =yaH, Aahaha¦ jEnsa\u =yo, idgHbr sa\u AnHtvar=yo p` Aa ragnI Aekta toDIne SvwavnuH &an kyuÅ nhÄ, Ane SvwavnuH &an =vamaHprnI ko ApeÙa Ke nhÄ.

hve, AaHhI to prnuH &an krvamaH p` prnI ApeÙa n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH?

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH Ýwu Aa to.. 5`lokna na=nI vatuH Ke bapa, jene ção neg`\ro saHwze, Aahaha¦ Ae vat bapu kaH sa\ar` vat hxe? Aahaha¦

;&eyakar =va=I te wavne' te wavne Ae!le &eyakar =yeluH je &an, te wavne;&aykp uH' Ýisâ Ke- ;Ô`naro' Ke Aem Ýisâ Ke, p` Ae ;Ô`naro' Ke Ae xuH?;to p` &eyk<t Axuâta tene n=I' rag jày Ke ne tevuH AaHhI &an =ay Ke ma!e ragnIApeÙa raqIne &an =yuH Ke AhÄyaH, Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦

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bzvayoGy pda=Rna Aakare =va=I AiG™ne dhn nam baznar khevamaH Aave Ke.AiG™, bzvalayk pda=Rne Aakare =va=I, te AiG™ne ;baznar' Aem khevamaH Aave Ke,Ô e ke prne bazto hoy Aem khevamaH Aave, (xuH kæuH?) khevamaH Aave Ke, top` daæk<tAxuâta tene n=I Ae AiG™ je bzvalayk$pe =, p` Ae kH bzvalayk pda=Rne kar e,AiG™ Ae Aakare = Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

Ae AiGn pote j potana Svwav=I, potane ÝkaxtI Ane prne ÝkaxtI $pe potej pir`me Ke, AiGn$pe, AiGn$pe. Ae baze Ke Aene Aakare = AiG™ ma!e Ae!lIpra\Inta =, Aem n=I. AiGn, pote j pote potana Aakare pir`melI Ke.

;&eyakar =yo, Ae &anakar potano Ke.' AavuH Ke, Ke ne? ;to p` daæk<t Axuâtatene n=I' tevI rIte, &eyakar =va=I, &ayk, Ô`k Svwav potane Ô~yo. Ane bIÒcIjna Aakare &an pir`MyuH-&eyakar =va=I te wavne, te Ô`kwavne &aykp uH ÝisâKe, ;Ô`nar' Ke AevuH Ae Ýisâ Ke. ;to p` &eyk<t Axuâta tene n=I.' ;Ô`nar'jàvayoGyne Aakare =yuH &an, KtaH tene jàvayoGyne kar e, Ae &annI pyaRy =,Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae to &anakar$pe pir`mn j potanuH Ae ÔtnuH Ke. Svne Ô`vuH KeAne prne Ô`vano pyaRy =yo. Ae pota=I =yo Ke, prvStu Ke ragaid te=I AhÄyaH ragnuH&an tep e =yuH Aem n=I. Aahaha¦¦

TyaH su\I to AaƒuH'tuH¦;kar` ke &eyakar AvS=amaH' je &an Ke Ae je &ey jàvalayk pda=Rne Aakare

AvS=amaH Ae &eyakar AvS=amaH, &aykp e je jàyo, Ae to &aykp e jàyo Ke,prp e jàyo Ke, Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ô`vana Ýkax kaze, &eyne ragne Ô`taH KtaHAe ragne Aakare &an =yuH Aem n=I, Aene kar e n=I. Ae to potano SvprÝkaxkSvwav Ke, Svne ÝkaXyo Ke Ane ragne Ýkaxe Ke, Ae SvnI ÝkaxxiÉtne kar e Ýkaxe KeAe ragne kar e prne Ýkaxe Ke? AevuH &eyakar, &eyne kar e Axuâta pra\Inta = Aemn=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke. NyaynuH tÀv JIùH bhu. Aahaha¦ Ke?

;&eyakar AvS=amaH &aykpè jàyo' ÔeyuH? Ae ragnuH &an =yuH Aem khevuH Aeƒvhar Ke. Ae ragsHbH\InuH &an, &annuH &an potanuH =yuH Ke. Aahaha¦

(]ota: potanuH &an khevuH Ae wed =yo ne?) wed Ke, O!lo ktaR-kmR isâ krvuH Kene? kem ke AaHhI to ktaR pyaRyne isâ krvI Ke. Svne Ô`naruH &an Ane prne Ô`naruH&an, AevuH Sv-prÝkaxk &an, te Aa &ayknuH kayR Ke, kmR Ke, Aa„a teno ktaR Ke. ragKe.. AenuH AaHhI &an =yuH ma!e rag ktaR Ke ne &anakar-ragne Aakare &an =yuH te ragnuHkayR Ke, Aem n=I. JIÌ vat Ke bapu bhu. Aahaha¦ xuknlalÒ¦ Aa xuknnI vatuH cale

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Ke Aa. Ý=m, Ý=m. Aahaha¦AacayeR Aem kæuH htuH ne? ke maro Ane prno moh hàva ma!e huH khIx. Aahahaha¦

AevuH Am<tcHãacayeR AemaH=I ka#yuH (kæuH) jem pote ka#yuH 5IÔ lokmaH, ke huH Aa !Ika kruHKuH, temaH marI xuâta =Ôe kemke AnaidnI mne Axuâta Ke, muin KuH AacayR KuH, p` hÒAxuâtano AHx Anaidno Ke, Aahaha¦ to Aa !Ikana kazmaH pa@ Aevo Ke ke !Ika=I..p` Aeno A=R Ae Ke ke !Ikana kazmaH maruH lÙÔer ãVy _pr Ke, AenaH Ôere Axuâta !zÔe,Aem AacayR pote khe Ke ke huH je Aa smysar khIx, Ae mara wav Ane ãƒStuit=I khIxAne wavvcn ne ãƒvcn=I khIx. Aahaha¦ samana ãƒvcn Ane ãƒStuuit n=IkI\I, samamaH to AnHt isâne S=aPya Ke. Ae S=aPya Ke (Ae!le ke) je S=ape Ke, tene AaS=aPya Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH to khe Ke huH Aa ;vHidtu sVvisâe' svR isâone S=aPya Ke, meH marI pyaRymaH,AenuH nam ;vHidtuH sVvisâe' kemke |yey je sa|y je Aa„a Aena |yeyna S=ane isâ Ke,ma!e isâne huH nmSkar kruH KuH, Ae!le ke isâne je marI pyaRymaH S=apu KuH Ae marI pyaRy,pote isâpàne pamxe Ane isâ AevuH maruH Sv$p, pyaRy te trf jxe j, ma!e meH Aene vHdnkyuÅ KuH, ma!e meH marI pyaRymaH Aene S=aPya Ke. Aahaha¦

Ane ]otaAo p`.. b\a ]otaAoAe nhÄ (prHtu) je ]otaAo, je e potanI&annI pyaRymaH AnHta isâne meH S=aPya Aem kæuH p` Ae (]otapote) S=ape ßyare,Aahaha¦ AenI Aek smynI ALp& AvS=a, AemaH meH kæuH O saHwZyuH Ae e, saHwzIneAenI pyaRymaH AnHta isâne S=ape, Ae!le ke rag=I p<=k =ne, &annI pyaRymaH S=apeAenuH lÙ jem AirhHtna ãƒgu pyaRyne Ô`naro potane Ô e Aem kæuH, Aem AnHtaisâone je e pyaRymaH S=aPya, Ae e AnHta isâone pyaRymaH Ô~ya. Aahaha¦

Aek smynI &annI pyaRye AnHta isâone Ô~ya Ae to Aek AirhHtne Ô~ya khoke AnHt AirhHtne Ô~ya kho, AnHt isâne Ô~ya kho ke Aek isâne Ô~ya kho b\uH Aekj Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae AnHta isâ je (marI) ALp& dxamaH, AnHt je svR&o Ke, Ae S=aPyame maramaH, Ae to marI vat rhI, meH S=aPya prmaH p` Ae S=ape Tyare prmaH S=aPya Aemƒvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

AenI ALp& dxamaH AnHta svR&one vHde Ke Ae!le ke S=ape Ke. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦Ae AnHta isâone je pyaRy Ô e ne S=ape Ae pyaRy ivvek krIne ãƒ trf #Zya ivna rhenhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke FÌ gHwIr, ga=aAo jem jem êDuH Ôxe ne Aem AenaHtizyaH bhu JIàH bhu¦

Aeva ]otaAo je Ke ke je e pyaRymaH AnHta isâone pote pota=I S=aPya Ke. ;meHS=aPya Ke' Ae to inim¿=I Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Aeva ]otaAone isâp uH potanuH Sv$p KetenI ¹iÚ =ay Ke, Ane te ]utkevzI Ane kevzIAe kheluH Ke, to Ae p` Òv ]utkevzI =xej, ]utkevzI Ae!le smiktI. je e AnHta isâone potanI ALp& pyaRymaH S=aPya Ke.


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AemaH AnHta isâonuH &an kre Ane pyaRymaH S=ape Ae!le ke raqe. Aahahaha¦ jenIpyaRymaH AnHta isâo rhe. Aahahahaha¦ AevuH je e pote kyuÅ Aeva ]otane AhÄya lI\aKe. Aahahaha¦ bakI to Aam AnHtvar wgvan (AirhHt) pase saHwZyuH, Ae vat KenhÄ. wgvan pase to AnHtvar saHwZyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ p` je ]ota, potanI AeksmynI ALp& AvS=a hova KtaH AnHta svR&o isâone ALp&maH S=apuH, raquH KuH,Aahahaha¦ AenuH lÙ Ane ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr jxe Ane tena lÙe saHwzxe, Ae saHwztaH, tenIAxuâta !zI jxe Ae lÙne kar e, saHwzvana kar e nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH?

Ane maro moh p` Aem lQyuH Ke wa Anaidno maro moh Aem lQyuH Ke phelIga=amaH tem lQyuH Ke, jem 5IÔ lokmaH Aem lQyuH Ke ke AnaidnaH kluiØt piràmmaramaH Ke. Aahaha¦ AacayR KuH p` Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khevuH ke sMyG¹iÚne ragKe j nhÄ, du:q Ke j nhÄ- to k ApeÙaAe? AnHtanubH\I Ane im+yaTvnI ApeÙaAe(sMyG¹iÚne) du:q Ane rag n=I. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH to AacayR pote khe Ke, Are¦ kuHdkuHdacayR Aa ga=ana A=RnI !Ika krtaH(Am<tcHãacayR) pote khe Ke ke maramaH moh Ke. Ae moh Éyarno Ke? Anaidno Ke. Kewa? phelI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ke maro moh Anaidno Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ae j vat 5IÔkzxmaH Am<tcHãacayeR lI\I Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae moh maramaH, AiS=rtano hoH¦ sMyGdxRn-&ancair5 to Ke, muin Ke ne? AanHdno Anuwv Ke, p` AenI sa=e =oDo rag, AnaidnoKe. Ae Anaidno Ke gyo to ne =yo Ke, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ ]I kuHdkuHdacayRnI ga=anI !Ikakrnar ]IAm<tcHãacayR Aem khe Ke, ke ]I kuHdkuHdacayR Aam kheva mage Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwutme ÉyaH Aemna &anmaH-ñdymaH vya Gya tme? ke AevI vStunI iS=it Ke Aem Ame khIAeKIAe. Aahahaha¦ potano (AaTma) wgvan AirhHtna Aekna ãƒ gu ne pyaRyneÔè, to Ae Ô`naro Aa„ane Ô e Aem kæuH. to, Aa to AnHta isâne je pyaRymaH Ô eAe!le ke S=ape. Ae Aene sMyGdxRn Svna lÙe =ya ivna rhe nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ane te]utkevzI Ae!le smiktI. ]utkevzI Ae!le AoluH Ae nhÄ ivxeØ &an ke AenuH kaH nhÄ pÀe ]utkevzI =ay Ane pKI kevzI =xe. Aahahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ne¦¦

Aa isâaHt khevay, Aek Aek lokno par Aave nhÄ, AenI gHwIrta sHtonI idgHbrmuinAo, Aahahaha¦ AenI vaÌ Ae vaÌmaH gHwIrta ne êDpno.. par n mze¦

Ae AhÄyaH khe Ke, ßyare Aapna Aa„ane Ame ;&ayk' kæo Ane &aykp e;&ayk' jàyo, to ;Ô`narne to Ô~yo' p` ;Ô`nar' Ke Aem khevay Ke to prnep` Ô e Ke AevuH =yuH AemaH, ke prne Ô e Ke wle Aem khIAe p` qreqr to pr Ke teneÔ e Ke, Aem n=I. pr ragaid =ya tene Ô e Ke, Ae ragne lne Ô e Ke Aem n=I p` &annI pyaRynuH Sv-prÝkaxk sam+yR j AenuH Ke ke pote potane Ô e Ke &ayk &aykne,

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pyaRynI vat Ke AhÄ hoH ãƒne to Ô e Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦ vStu Sv$picdanHd Ýwu ;&aykp e to jàyo' lÙmaH Aaƒo, ¹iÚmaH Aaƒo. p` Aene ;Ô`naro'khIAe KIAe to Sv-prÝkaxk (hova=I) prne ;Ô`naro' AemaH AaƒuH, tme to SvneÔ~yo Ane prnuH Ô`vuH p` Ae AemaH AaƒuH? Tyare khe Ke ;prne Ô`vuH O AemaH n=I AaƒuH(prHtu) prsHbH\InuH &an potane pota=I =yuH Ke, teva ;&aykne' &an pyaRye, &anne Ô~yuH,Ae Ô`narnI pyaRyne Ae e ÔÌ. smÔ uH kaH? AakruH kam bhu bapu, marg Aevo margKe vItrag svR&no. ;svR&no \mR sux R ÔÌ, Aara|y Aara|y Ýwav AaÌ¸ Ana=AekaHt sna= =axe, Aena ivna ko n baæ Shaxe.' Aahaha¦

AhÄya khe Ke ke mara Ane tara mohna nax ma!e, Aahahahaha¦ kolkrar¦ Ae!lob\o Ýwu, potana mohna nax ma!e to wle AiS=rta Ke (ma!e kho) p`.. ]otane?p` ]otane meH isâ kæa ne? AnHta isâone Ae e pyaRymaH S=aPya Ke ne pote. Aahaha¦(]ota: pote S=aPya Ke) meH S=aPya Ke Ae to meH vat krI. Aahaha¦ Aek symnI ALp&pyaRymaH AnHta isâone S=aPya. Ae pyaRy AHdr JUkIne ãƒ trf j Ôy. Ae!lI pyaRymaHAnHt svR&one raQya, Ae pyaRy svR& SvwavI Ýwu Aena _pr j AenuH lÙ Ôy. je e AeksmymaH pyaRymaH AnHta svR&one S=aPya.., raQya.., AadyaR, sTkar kyÈ.., SvIkar kyÈAne te Aek smymaH, AnHta svR&ne Ô~ya. te smynI pyaRy ÔÌne Aene Ô e Ke ne?Aahaha¦

teno Aa„a &aykp e tae jàò Aene, p` Ae ;&ayk' Ke Ae!le ke ;Ô`naro'Ke Aem khIne prne Ô e Ke, AevuH je Aave, to prne Aakare &an =yuH te prne lne =yuHAem n=I. \m±ne p` hÒ rag Aave ne ragnuH &an =ay, barmI ga=amaH khexe, ;Ô eloÝyojnvan' waØa to care kor Aek Aivro\ vatne isâ kre Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae &aykpàmaH je rag- Vyvhar AaVyo ne jàyo te rag Ke tene Ae Ô e Ke, Anerag Ke ma!e AhÄyaH ragnuH &an, &eyakare &an =yuH Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aavo margAe!le sa\ar` ma`sne ibcara xuH kre? vItrag svR& prme¬r i5lokna= AnHt jEnprme¬rnuH Aa b\uH k=n Ke. AekmuinnuH kho ke AnHta tI=ÅkrnuH kho ke AnHta sHtonuH kho.Aahaha¦ Ane muin to ijn, pyaRymaH 5` kØayno Awav = ijn dxa jene Ýg!I Ke,Aahaha¦ Aene muin khIAe. te muin khe Ke ke ;huH Aa smysarne khIx'. Aa ;khIx' AemaHto ivkLp Ke ne? ivkLp Ke p` maruH Ôer TyaH n=I huH to TyaH Svwav trfna Ôerne lÙevat TyaH krIx, maruH Ôer TyaH Svwav _pr v\xe Ane Axuâta !zI jxe Aem saHwznarnep` AnHta isâone je e S=aPyaH, tene saHwztaH... SvlÙe saHwze Ke Ane pUr` vatAavxe AemaH, Ae=I Aeno p` SvlÙ =ne moh !zxe. Ane AiS=rta p` AenI !zI AnepheluH ]utkevzI =xe Ae!le smiktI =xe. ]ut kevzIAe kheluH Ke, Ane Ae ]utkevzI pote =xeAe!le smiktI =xe Ane pKI kevzI =xe. Aahaha¦ kho xuknlalÒ¦ Aa ga=ano AavoA=R Ke. par pDe nhÄ AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHto Ae!le kevzIna keDayto, bakI b\I


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kLpnaAe vatuH krI saEAe. Aaha¦ AanaH to Aek-Aek xBdnI paKz ke!lI gHwIrta Ke wavmaH.Ae khe Ke ke wle Ame ;&ayk' khIAe KIAe Ane &aykne Ô~yo Ame Ane ;Ô`nare'

p` Ô~yo hve Aene Ô`naro Ke to prno y Ô`naro Ke, Aem weguH AaVyuH, SvprÝkaxkKe ne? to, prno Ô`naro Ke ma!e prne Ô e Ke, Ae pr Ke tene Ae Aakare &an =yuH (to)jevuH pr Ke te Sv$pe &an =yuH to Ae!lI to &eyk<t Axuâta AavI ke nhÄ? Ae!lI &eyk<tÝmeyk<t pra\Inta AavI ke nhÄ? ke ;na.' Aahahaha¦ Ae to ragna &ankaze, xrIrna&ankaze te &an-&aykpànI pyaRyp e j jàyo Ke, Ae ragnI pyaRy trIke ne rag=I&an =yuH Ke, Aem Ô~yuH n=I. Aahaha¦ ko, sureNãÒ¦ Ke AavI vatuH? Aahaha¦ Are, Ýwutne qbr n=I wa, Aahaha¦ taruH ãVy Ane tenI pyaRy AenuH sam+yR kevuH Ke, Aahaha¦devIlalÒ¦ ÉyaH be@a TyaH, Aavo AhÄ Aavo. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Ame to khe Ke ke rag ne xrIrne je kH deqay te kaze tene Aakare &an =yuH, ma!eAene kar e =yuH Aem n=I. Amaro &anno Svwav j Aevo Ke ke Svne Ô`taH prneÔ`vano pyaRy maro pota=I potamaH =yo Ke Aene Ame ÔÌAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦ Are,Ýwu AenI vaÌ to j¡Ao¦ Aahaha¦ Ae sHtonI vaÌ saÙatŸ mze Ane Ae Aaha.. ha¦gjb vatuH Ke ne¦¦ Ae &eyakar AvS=amaH &aykp e je jàyo ÔeyuH? &eyakar AvS=amaH&aykp e Ae &annI pyaRyp e Ae jàò Ke, &annI pyaRy trIke Ae jàò Ke, prnIpyaRy trIke jàò Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

wa¦ marg bhu JIò bapu Ane jena fz p` AnHt sHsarno AHt. Aahaha¦AnHHt sHsarno AHt Ane AHt ivnanI pyaRy said AnHt Ýg!e. Aahaha¦ bapu¦ AemargDa ko AlaEikk hoy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae &eyakar AvS=amaH, Ke? Ae &ey- ragneÔ`vanI AvS=amaH p` &aykp e je jàyo Ke, Ae &ayknI pyaRyp e Ae jàyo Ke,ragnI pyaRy trIke jàyo Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Ke ne same puStk Ke? Aahaha¦ ;&eyk<t Axuâta tene n=I' Ae!le? ragne ne Aevqte xrIrnI iÊya =ay, te rIte &an pote pir`me ne Ô e, KtaH Ae &eyk<tnI Axuâtapra\Inta &anna pir`mnne n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae &annuH pir`mn je =yuH te &eyakarAvS=amaH &aykp e je jàyo, ;Ae Ô`naro jàyo Ke' AemaH jày AevI cIjjà n=I. je jày Ke Ae cIj jà n=I. Ae ;Ô`naro jàyo Ke' TyaH, Aahahaha¦gU# vatuH Ke wa. Aahaha¦ AlaEikk cetnSv$p j AlaEikk Ke bapu. Aahaha¦

AenI Aek smynI pyaRymaH svR&ne S=apIne, Aahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne?(sHsar=I) _paDI lI\a Ke, je e Aene S=aPya AnHta isâone, Aene sHsar=I _paDI lI\aKe, Aahaha¦ Aene hoH? Aekla ]ota trIke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦

je e AnHta isâone potanI pyaRymaH S=aPyaH Ane Aene &annuH, &ayknuH &an =yuHte &an ragne je xrIrne Ô e te=I tene &eyk<t-Ýmeyk<t Axuâta n =, Ae to &ayknIj pyaRy, tene Ae Ô e Ke Ae ragne Ô`va kaze rag Aakare &an =yuH, Ae ragne kar e

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&an te Aakare =yuH Aem n=I. te kaze &an j potana &anakare =vano pyaRyno SvwavKe te rIte =yuH. to te vqte rag jàyo n=I, Ô`naranI pyaRy, tene Ae e ÔÌ Ke.smÔùH kaH? Aahahaha¦

te ;&eyakar AvS=amaH &aykp e jàyo' ;te' ;Sv$p ÝkaxnnI AvS=amaH p`pote jàò Ke' xuH kI\uH ? (frmavo) ke, Aa &aykÝwu potane &ayk trIke ßyaH Ô~yo,sMyGdxRn-&anmaH jàyo, te vqte je &anmaH, ragaid pr &ey jày, te kaze p` teragne Ô~yuH Ke Aem nhÄ, ragsHbH\InuH potanuH &an, pota=I =yuH Ke tene te Ô e Ke.&eyakarna kazmaH, p` potanI AvS=ane Ô e Ke. Ane Sv$p-ÝkaxnnI AvS=amaHp`, be vat lI\Ine? xuH kI\uH? ;&eyakar AvS=amaH &aykp e je jàyo, te ;Sv$pÝkaxnnI AvS=amaH p` dIvanI jem, pote jàò Ke' Aahaha¦ Sv$p-ÝkaxnnIAvS=amaH p` jem &eyakarna &an kaze p` &annI pyaRy(p e) jàyo Ke Ae pyaRyAenI ;Ô`naro je Ke' tenI pyaRy jàÌ Ke Aem Sv$p ÝkaxnnI ApeÙaAe p`,Aahaha¦ ¹ÚaHt AaPyuH Ke. ;dIvanI jem'¸ ktaR-kmRnuH AnNyp uH hova=I... &ayk j Ke.

Ae!le? pote Ô`naro ma!e pote ;ktaR' Ane potane Ô~yo ma!e pote ;kmR'Aahaha¦ Aa pyaRynI vat Ke ho, Ô`narne Ô~yo Ane Ýmeyne Ô~yuH Ae Ô`vanuHpyaRynuH kayR ktaR &ayk, AenuH Ae kayR Ke. Ae rag-Vyvhar Ô~yo ma!e Vyvhar ktaR AneÔ`vanI pyaRy kmR- kayR Aem n=I. Aahahaha¦ ke!luH smaDyuH Ke?

Aolo khe ke meH pHdr idvsmaH smysar vaHcI naQyuH bapa wa, taro Ýwu ko` Ke?Are, One Ô`va ma!e wa, Aahaha¦ Are¦ AnHtkazna pirw/m`maH ko id' Aa sacoÝyTn Ae e kyÈ j n=I. ê\e ÝyTne Ae e maNyuH ke Ame kHk krIAe KIAe, \mR krIAe KIAe,heran =ne cargitmaH rqDe Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke, wgvan AaTma ßyare svR&p e S=aPyo ne ßyare Aene svR&SvwavInuH wan =yuH, Aahaha¦ Tyare te e Sv-Ô`narne to Ô~yo, p` te vqte prneÔ~yuH Ke Ae vqte p`, Ô`narnI pyaRyne j Ae jàyo Ke. ;Ô`narnI pyaRy trIke Aejàyo Ke' ragnI pyaRy trIke Ke ma!e Ô e Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦¦

Aa to puStk same Ke, Éya xBdno (xuH) A=R =ay Ke? Aahaha¦wgvan prmaTma, AenI vaÌ Ane muinAonI vaÌ be(maH) fer n=I. Aahaha¦

muinAo AaDitya =ne svR&nI vaÌ khe Ke. wa¦ tme saHwzI n=I. Aahaha¦ tuH ko`Ko? Ane tuH ko` Ô`naro Ko? ke huH &ayk KuH Ane huH marI pyaRyne Ô`naro KuH. Aahaha¦O &annI pyaRy O maruH kayR Ke ;kmR', kmR Ae!le kayR Ane ;ktaR' huH (KuH.) qreqr to,pyaRy ;ktaR' ne pyaRy j ;kmR' Ke. p`, AhÄ &aykwav ktaR trIke isâ krIne,&anpyaRy tenuH kayR Ke-Aem isâ kyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ qreqr to te &annI pyaRy tenuH ;kayR'Ke Ane te vqtno pyaRy je Ke te j Ae pyaRyno ;ktaR' Ke. Aahaha¦

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\u/v Ke Ae to pir`mtuH n=I bdltuH n=I. bdlnarI pyaRy je &aykne Ô`narI =, Ae eprne Ô`vakaze p`, potana &an$p pir`Myo te pote j ;ktaR' ne pote j potanuH;kmR' Ke. rag ;ktaR' ne Aa &annI pyaRy tenuH ;kayR' =yuH Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦jena Aek pdmaH=I bhar nIkzvuH k@` pDe Ae!lI to gHwIrta Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦ bapuÝwu tuH mhaÝwu Ko wa tuH mhaÝwu Ko.. ne tarI pyaRy p` mhaÝwunI Ke je jàyo Ke,AenI Ae pyaRy Ke Aahaha¦ Ae ÝwunI pyaRy Ke. Ae ragnI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Aa &anmaH Sv ßyaH jàyo Ane ßyaH Ô~yo, te vqte Aa prne Ô`vuH TyaH =ayKe ne? khe Ke ke O prnuH Ô`vuH =yuH prne lne Ô`vuH =yuH Aem n=I. Ae Ô`vano pyaRyj pote, potana Svpr Ýkaxkp e pir`mvanI takat=I te pir`Myo Ke. te=I te pyaRykmR Ke ne te j pyaRy ;ktaR' A=va Òv ktaR wle khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ qreqrØ!ŸkarknuH pir`mn pyaRymaH Ke, ãVymaH Ø!ŸkarknI xi› Ke p` pir`mn n=I. smÔ uHkaH? Aahaha¦

te=I je &annI pyaRye potane Ô~yo te j pyaRye rag sHbH\Ina potanI &annIpyaRyne te e ÔÌ. Vyvharno ivkLp é@yo Ke tenuH je &an =ay Ke te &annI pyaRynepote pota=I ÔÌ Ke Ane te pote pota=I = Ke. Vyvhar=I = n=I pyaRy AeneÔ`narI pyaRy, Vyvhar AaVyo ragaid AenuH &an ma!e Aena=I =yuH Ke &an, AemaH &ankyaH htuH? ragmaH É–aH &an htuH ke rag (Ô e)¦ Aahaha¦ jemaH &aykmaH &an wreluH KeÝwumaH, Aahaha¦ Aeno ßyaH AHdrmaH Ô`naro Ôge Ke, to Ôgnaro pote ne potane Ô eKe Ane Ôgnaro potanI pyaRyne Ô e Ke. ;ragne Ô e Ke' Ae p` vat Vyvhar=I k=nKe. Aahahaha¦ kho, smÔ uH kaH?

Lyo ;dIvanI jem' ;ktaR kmRnuH AnNyp uH Ke' Anerap uH n=I. ktaR Ke te j kmR Ke,ne kmR Ke te j teno ktaR Ke. smÔ uH? ;=naro' Ane ;=yuH' be AnNy Ke. j¡da j¡da n=I.Aahaha¦ ktaR =naro Ane kmR =yuH, te AnNy Ke, te bey Aek j vStu Ke. Aahahahaha¦;AnNyp uH hova=I &ayk j Ke.' pote Ô`naro, Ae ;ktaR' ma!e pote ktaR, Aahaha¦ragsHbH\InuH &an =yuH Ae &annI pyaRyno ktaR pote Ke Ane tenuH ;kmR' p` AnNyAenamaH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae &an, ragne Ô e Ke Aem n=I Ane ragne lne &an =yuH Ke Aemn=I. Aahaha¦

hve AavI VyaQya hve, sa\ar` ibcara sHÝdaymaH pD–a hoy, ne vqt mze nhÄkyaHy Aaqo id' be \DI mze kaHk bakI bavIs klak to bayDI Kokrane \H\ane papmaHijHdgI Ôy AaqI, Aahaha¦ Arere¦ AemaH be FDI saHwzva Ôy TyaH mze AevuH ke @ekaàivnanuH sTy=I ivÌânI vatuH mze. Aahaha¦

;Ae &eyakar AvS=amaH p` &aykp e je jàyo, te Sv$p-ÝkaxnnI AvS=amaHp` &aykp e jàyo, &ayk j Ke. Ke ne KeLlo xBd? vcmaH Aa!luH mUkI do =oDuH dIvanIjem ktaR kmRnuH AnNyp uH hova=I, p` Sv$p-ÝkaxnnI AvS=amaH p` &ayk j Ke. Aem.

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Ke ne? AoluH to ¹ÚaHt Ke. Aahahaha¦koAe Aem Ô~yuH hoy ke Aap e smysar saHwZyuH Ke, ma!e kaH AemaH nvInta n

hoy Aem n=I Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae nvI vStu Ke bapu, wgvan. Aahaha¦xuH kI\uH? ;pote Ô`naro ma!e pote ktaR' ragnI, xrIrnI iÊya =, AenuH AaHhI &an

=yuH, Ae &annuH kayR potanuH Ke. Ae kayR rag ne xrIrnuH n=I. te=I te kayR pote &annIpyaRynuH &annuH Ke te ktaR Ane potane Ô~yo ma!e pote kmR. Aahaha¦ pyaRynI vat Ke hoAhÄyaH. jàyo Ke pyaRy Ae pyaRy AenuH ;kayR', jàyo Ke rag Aem n=I, tem rag=IAhÄ &annuH kayR =yuH Aem n=I, Ae ragnuH kayR n=I, Ae &ayknuH kayR Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? Aahaha¦

Aek srkarna kayda ghn hoy sa\ar`, Aa to 5` lokna na=, Aahaha¦svR&Sv$p. Aena inymo to keva hoy bapa. Aahaha¦ Aek-Aek ga=amaH ke!lI gHwIrta Ke¦¦

;pote Ô`naro ma!e pote ktaR' kono Ô`naro? potanI pyaRyno. kevzI, lokalokneÔè Ke, Ae p` Aem nhÄ. kevzI potanI pyaRyne Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦ pyaRy tenuH kayR Kene ktaR tenuH &anSv$p Ke A=va pyaRy Ke wle. Aahahaha¦ Ae lokalok Ke ma!e AaHhI&an =yuH Ke kevz&an Aem n=I. smÔ uH kaH?

Aa ÝÆ to œyaHsInI salmaH é@elo œyaHsI sHvt 1983, ke!laH vrs =yaH?Aekavn. Aekavn vrs phelaH ÝÆ é@yo'to pcasne Aek, ke Aa lokalok Ke ma!ekevz&an Ke ke kevz&an pota=I Ke, lokalokne lne nhÄ. Aa Aek ÝÆ hto. xe@e AemkæuH ke lokalok Ke to tenuH AahÄ &an =yuH Ke. TyaH Aene vIrÒwaAe na paDI ke Aem n=I.pKI bNne he@e AaVya, Ane mne pUKyuH. kI\uH bapu Aem n=I. kevz&an to &an pota=I =ayKe. kevz&anna kayRno ktaR AaTma kmR kevz&an lokalok ktaR ne kevz&an ;kmR'Ae!la b\a xBdo TyaH Tyare nhota Ae vqte, p` lokalok Ke ma!e &annI pyaRy = KeAem n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Arere¦ Aek p` vatne svR&nI Nyay=I brabr Ô ene? to Aek ;wav' Ô e Aeb\a ;wav' y=a=R jày Ôy Aene p` Aekkey wavna @ekaàH n mze. Aahaha¦ ArereijHdgIyuH pUrI =va AavI to AemaH xuH krvuH te rhI GyuH Aene, heH¦ kyaR.. \umaDa Aekla papna,pu~ynaH @ekaàH n mze ke wa car-car klak su\I saco stŸsmagm krvo. stŸsmagmp` khevo kone tenI p` hÒ smj` n=I krI. Aahaha¦ Ane stŸxaÏnuH car car klakvaHcn krvuH hHmexa, to pu~y to bH\ay, AenaH y @ekaàH n mze, \rm to n mze¦Aahahaha¦ stŸxaÏ ne, stŸ smagm, beno pircy rhe, covIs klakmaH car klak taep` pu~y baH\e, Ae \rm nhÄ. \rm to rag=I p<=k krIne svR&pànuH Sv$p maruH Ke, AevoAHtrmaH Anuwv kre ¹iÚ krIne Tyare tene sMyGdxRn =ay. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

;jem dIpk F!p!aidne Ýkaixt krvanI AvS=amaH dIpk Ke' dIvo je Ke ne? Ae F!ne p! Ae!le vS5 Aene Ýkaxvakaze p` dIvo to dIvo j Ke. Ae dIvo jene Ýkaxe Ke Ae


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$pe =yo Ke? Aahahaha¦ ;dIpk F! p!aidne Ýkaixt krvanI AvS=amaH y dIpk j Ke'xuH kæuH ? dIvo F! p!aidnI AvS=ane Ýkaxvakaze dIvo to dIva$pe Ke. Ae F! p!neÝkaxva kaze p` F!p!nI AvS=ap e kaH dIvo =yo n=I. Aahaha¦ Ane F!p!ne lneÝkaxe Ke Aem n=I. dIvana Ýkaxne lne Ýkaxe Ke. Aahahaha¦ dIpk F! p!aidne ÝkaixtkrvanI AvS=amaHy Ae dIpk j Ke. Ane potane, potanI ßyoit$p ixqane, ÝkaxvanIAvS=amaH p` dIpk j Ke. Aem ;&ayk' ragne prne Ô`va kaze p`, &ayknI pyaRyto &annI j Ke, Ane potane Ýkaxva kaze p` Ae &annI j pyaRy Ke. Aaha¦

prne Ô`va kaze Ae pyaRy prne lne = Ke, Aem n=I. F!p!ne Ýkaxe Ke Ýkaxma!e Ýkax F!p!ne lne ÝkaXyo Ke Aem n=I. dIvano potano Ýkaxk Svwav KeF!p!ne Ýkaxvano. F!p!ne Ýkaxva kaze p` dIvo to dIvo j Ke, Ane potanI ßyoitneÝkaxva kaze p` dIvo to dIvo j Ke.

ware JI uH bapu¦ Aek klakmaH ke!luH AaVyuH, nvrax n mze, fursd n mze, Aaqoid' pap AaDe Ane xrIrna rÙ` ma!e krvuH hoy to Aaqo id' slvay Ôy¦ AanuH AamkrvuH ne.. AanuHH Aam krvuH ne.. AanuH Aam krvuH ne.. KtaHy =avuH hoy =ay Aena kyaR=IkaH n =ay. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa to (smi› to) puruØa=R=I =ay j. Aahaha¦

dIvo, F! Ae!le FDo ne p!-vS5aid, koyla ke nag Aene Ýkaxva kaze p` dIvo todIva$pe rhIne Ýkaxe Ke. pr$pe =ne te Ýkaxe Ke? Ane prne Ýkaxe Ke? Ae to dIvo, dIvaneÝkaxe Ke. Ane potana Ýkaxne p` Ýkaxkaze pote dIvo dIvane Ýkaxe Ke.

Aem, wgvan AaTma Ô`naro j`ay Ke te AvS=amaH p` &aykp e j pote ræoKe. prp e =yo n=I ne prne lne = n=I dxa. Aahaha¦ Ane potane Ô`vakaze p`pote j potanI pyaRy = Ae to. Aahaha¦ hve AavuH b\uH yad raqvuH? Aavo margÝwuno bapu Ane Ae marg ijnvrdev isvay É–aHy Ke nhÄ. 5`lokna na= tI=Åkrdev.Aahaha¦

p` vatuH Ýwu bhu sU"m Ke Ýwu, Ae ko pEsa qc± naqe kroD-be kroD paHc kroDma!e \rm = Ôy, (Aem n=I.) Aahaha¦ xrIrnI iÊya krI naqe K-K mihnanaApvas, xrIrna bzuka Apvasaid kre, Ane Ô`vana AeklI buiâna-prna Ýkaxkrvavaza buiânI vato kezve, p` AHtr xuH cIj Ke? Aahaha¦ Aene kezvva Ae jton=I.

;ANy kaH n=I' tem ;&ayknuH smjvuH' Ae!le? ;Ô`naro' wgvan, SvneÔ`taH pyaRymaH Svne Ô~yo, tevI j pyaRymaH prne p` Ô~yuH. Ae prne Ô`vanI pyaRy= Ae pota=I j = Ke Ae!le qreqr to potanI pyaRyne Ae e Ô`I Ke. Aahaha¦ kar`ke pyaRymaH kaH &ey AaVya n=I, F!p! ne dIvo Ýkaxe Ke Ae!le kaH dIvana ÝkaxmaHF!p! kaH AavI gya n=I ke dIvana ÝkaxmaH teAo kaH pe@a n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? Aem wgvan cEtNy dIvo cEtNy cHã Ýwu AevuH jene AHtrmaH &an =yuH, rag=I

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iwNn =ne, svR& SvwavI AaTma Ke Aem ßyaH wan =yuH, TyaH ALp& pyaRymaH svR&SvwavnuH wan =yuH, Ae ALp& pyaRy = te svR& SvwavnI Ke, Ae &ayknI pyaRy Ke.Aene Ô e Ane Ae pyaRy prne Ô e, Ae pyaRy p` &ayknI pyaRy Ke. Ae prnI pyaRyKe ne prne lne = Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aek var m|yS= =ne saHwze heH..¦ b\aHAag/h raqIne pD–a hoy ke ;Aana=I Aam =ay ne Aana=I Aam =ay' Aahaha¦ v/tkrva=I sHvr =ay ne tpSya krva=I injRra =ay neH. Aahaha¦ p` Ae v/t kone khevuHinüy v/t kone khevuH AenI qbr n mze. v/t krIAe to sHvr =ay ne Apvas krIAe toinjRra =ay Are wgvan, Ae v/tna ivkLpo Vyvharna Ke Ae to pu~ybH\naH kar` Ke.Ane Apvas Aaid je ivkLpo Ke Vyvharna Ae p` pu~ybH\nuH kar` Ke, Ôe rag mHd kyÈhoy to? TyaH sHvr, injRra n=I. Aahaha¦

TyaH to Aeme y kæuH Ke ne? 320 ga=a, ke _dyne Ô`vakaze p` &annI pyaRyneÔ e, injRra kaze p` injRranI pyaRyne Ô e Ke Ae injRra krto n=I. _dyne Ô e Ke AemkhevuH p` KtaH Ae ragne Ô e Ke te &annI pyaRy = Ke Ae to Aene Ae Ô e Ke. injRranekaze Ô e Ke Ae p` injRranI pyaRy je &an$pe = Ke Aene Ae Ô e Ke. bH\ne Ô e bH\nuHje &an =yuH Ke Ae &annI pyaRyne Ô e, moÙnI pyaRyne Ô e, moÙne Ô e, bH\ne Ô e,_dyne Ô e, injRrane Ô e, ivpak-sivpak ne Aivpakne Ô e. Aahaha¦ car bol lI\aKe ne? sivpak, Aivpak, skam, Akam. Aahahaha¦

idgHbr sHtoAe to gjb kam kyaÅ Ke tene smjnara ivrl pake¦ bakI AevI vat bIjeÉ–aHy Ke nhÄ wa. Aahaha¦ AenI êDpnI vatuH, Aahaha¦ Aem AaHhI khyuH Ôene. Aahaha¦

Ane ktaR-kmRnuH AnNyp uH Ke, Aem kæuH Ae!le xuH? ke ;ktaR' ANy ne ;kayR' ANy, Aemho xke nhÄ. ;ktaR' &annI pyaRyno AaTma Ane Ae pyaRynuH kam ragaid Ô~yuH AenuH Ae kamAem n=I. ktaR-kmR AnNy hoy Ke. Anera Anera nhÄ, te j ktaR ne te j kmR hoy Ke. Aahaha¦te j ktaR ne te j kayR hoy Ke AenuH. Aahaha¦ ragne Ô`vakaze &an, &an$pe =yuH teno ;ktaR'p` &an Ane ;kmR' p` &an Ae ragnuH &an, Ae rag ktaR ne ragnuH &an kayR Aem n=I.Aahaha¦ Vyvhar rTn5yno ivkLp é@–o, to AenuH AhÄ je &an =yuH, te Aene lne (&an)=yuH, AemaH É–aH &an htuH to =ay. &an to AahÄ Ke. (AaTmamaH) Aahaha¦

SvprÝkaxk &an, Aave Ke ne? ;SvprÝkaxk xi› hmarI, ta tEH vcn wed w/mwarI' SvÝkaxk &ey Ane prÝkaxk &ey bey vStu &ey, &ey Svne pr bey, KtaH p` prneÔ`vakaze to pyaRy pote pota=I Ô e Ke. (potane) Aahaha¦ Ae AhÄyaH isâ krvuH Ke.ivxeØ khexe.

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;smysar' KõI ga=ano wava=R. KõI ga=a = g. Aeno wava=R. xuH khevamage Ke? ke Aa vStu je Ke AaTma te ãVy trIke xuâ Ke. vStuna Svwav trIke vStu potexuâ Ke. piv5 Ke, inmRz Ke. AtIiNãy AanHd Sv$p Ke, AenI ¹iÚ krtaH... AenI ¹iÚ krtaHAe!le Aeno Aadr krtaH, Aene Ae xuâ Ke AevuH &anmaH QyalmaH Aave.

vStu to xuâ Ke, Ae i5kaz xuâ cEtNyFn AanHdkHd Ke. milnta to Aek smynIpyaRymaH deqay Ke, vStu miln n=I. vStu inmRz, xuâ, pU R, AqHD, Awed, Aek$p vStui5kaz Ke Ae to xuâ Ke, piv5 Ke AqHD Ke. p` kone? Aene Ô e Aene, jena &anmaH AevStu AavI n=I Ae cEtNyÝwu Ke pU aRnHd, p` jena QyalmaH AavI n=I, Aene to Ke jnhÄ. Aene Ke nhÄ, wle vStu Ke, p` Aene Ae xuâ Ke AevuH to Aene Ke nhÄ, kemke ¹iÚmaHjene rag ne pu~y ne dya-dan Aevo ivkLp jenI ¹iÚmaH vteR Ke Aene vStu xuâ Ke Ae tae]âa &anmaH AavI n=I. Aena ]âa &anmaH to Axuâta AavI Ke pyaRy AavI Ke. AneAe Axuâta AavI Ke pyaRymaH te y=a=R Ke, y=a=R Ae!le Axuâp uH Ke, pyaRy¹iÚAeAxuâp uH Ke. p` Ae vaStivk cIj n=I. vaStivk cIj to, i5kazI &ayk xuâ cEtNymUitRAe sTy Ke.

AenI ApeÙaAe pyaRy htI qrI Ke qrI, p` i5kazInI ApeÙaAe te vStune gaEkrIne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke p` pyaRy Ke, rag Ke, AiSt Ke Ae, n=I j Aem nhÄ.p`, te pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ krva=I im+yaTv =ay Ke Ane w/m` éwuH rhe Ke. ma!e Ae pyaRy_prnI ¹iÚ pyaRy hova KtaH ragaid hova KtaH, tenI ¹iÚno inØe\ krI te cIj n=ImaramaH, Aem inØe\ krI, Aahaha¦ vStu &ayk, cEtNyÝwu siCcdanHd Sv$p AenuH Ke,Aahaha¦ tenI ¹iÚ krtaH, Aene ¹iÚmaH Ae AaƒuH, ¹iÚ krI Tyare Ae AaƒuH QyalmaH, Aenema!e Ae xuâ ne piv5 Ke. Aahaha¦ jene QyalmaH j Ae cIj AavI n=I Aene Ke AeÉ–aH=I AaVyuH? smÔ uH kaH? JI`I vat Ke, muQy vat Ke Aa... Aaha¦ svR& prme¬ri5lokna==I khelI Ane ÔeyelI Ane jgtne deqaDva ma!e Aa vat Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu teHtne teH deQyo n=I tuH je n=I tene deqI. Aahaha¦

pyaRymaH rag Ane pu~y ne papna wav, je vStumaH n=I, Aene teH deqI ne maNyuHAe to pirw/m`nuH kar` Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae pirw/m`no AHt Ae!le ke jemaH pirw/m`ne pirw/m`no wav jemaH n=I AevI je cIj Ke Ýwu, tuH pU aRnHdno na= siCcdanHd stŸKe. icdŸ.. AanHd, &ananHd Ýwu AaTma. p` AenI ¹iÚ kre Aene Ae &ananHd Ke. AenI ¹iÚn kre Aene ¹iÚmaH vStu AavI n=I, Aene to Ae siCcdanHd \/uv Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AakruHkam bapu.

te=I AhÄ wava=RmaH khe Ke ke Axuâp uH prãVyna sHyog=I Aave Ke vStumaH n=I.

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smÔ uH kaH?vStu je i5kazI cEtNy \/uv, siCcdanHd Sv$p je xuâ Ke AqHD AemaH Aene milnta

n=I, p` je pyaRymaH milnta =ay Ke, Ae Axuâp uH prãVyna sHyog=I Aave Ke. sHyogIcIjna lÙe te sHyogIwav _TpNn =ay Ke. SvwavwavnI ¹iÚAe, Svwav tene ¹iÚmaHAave Ke, Ane sHyogIwavna lÙe tene sHyogIwav lÙmaH Aave Ke. Axuâta tene ¹iÚmaHAave Ke, Ae prãVyna sHyog=I Aave Ke, Ke? Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu bapu marg Aato. vItragSv$p Ke Ýwu. Ôe te vItragSv$p n hoy to vItragta Ane svR&ta É–aH=IAavxe? te kaH bhar=I Aave tevuH Ke? Aahaha¦ vItragSv$pe Ýwu AaTma Ke. p` AeneAa rag je deqay Ke te sHyogjint pyaRy Axuâ-miln Ke. Aahaha¦ TyaH ÔeyuH?;Axuâp uH prãVyna sHyog=I Aave Ke' Ke. pyaRymaH AvS=amaH iblkul rag Ke j nhÄAem n=I rag p` Ke Ae ApeÙaAe sTy Ke sTy Ke Ae!le ke Ke Aem. n=I j Aem nhÄAstŸ Ke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦

(]ota: rag w/mà=I _TpNn kyÈ Ke?) heH? w/mà, Ae rag pote _TpNn kyÈ Aej w/mà Ke, Sv$pmaH rag n=I, Ane sHyogne lÙe _TpNn kyÈ Ae j im+yaTv ne w/m Ke.Aahaha¦ p` w/m p` Ke, w/m n=I Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH Ae AxuâtanI AvS=aKe te=I w/m p` Ke ke Aa huH KuH, Ae w/m p` Ke Ane Ke Ae ApeÙaAe w/m sTy Ke. Ke AeApeÙaAe, wle i5kaz n=I ma!e AstŸ Ke, p` vtRmanmaH Ke. iblkul n=I j Aem kokhe to Ae to vStunI pyaRyne j Ô`to n=I, ãVyne to Ô`to n=I, Aahaha¦ p` tenIpyaRyne y te Ô`to n=I.

Axuâp uH prãVyna sHbH\=I Aave Ke sHyog Ae!le sHbH\, sHyog kravtuH n=I.prãVyno sHyog Axuâp uH krtuH n=I, p` prãVyna sHyoge Axuâp uH pote éwuH kre Ke.smÔùH kaH? AavI vat Ke bapu¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu. AnHtkazmaH Ae e AaTma xuH cIj KeAene vaStivk Ô`vano ÝyTn j kyÈ n=I, bakI b\a ÝyTno krI krIne mrI Gyobhar=I. Aahaha¦

;TyaH mUzãVy to ANy ãƒ$p =tuH j n=I' Ae!le xuH khe Ke? Axuâta prãVynasHbH\e Aave Ke, sHbH\ kre Ke ma!e, hoH? prne lne ivkar =ay Ke Aem nhÄ.

hve, ;mUzãVy to ANyãVy$pe Ae!le ivkar$pe =tuH j n=I' Ae!le ANy ãƒ ragAe qreqr vStu n=I. Aahaha¦ AHdr¦ wgvan AaTmamaH, je kH pu~y ne papno wav=ay, te ANy ãƒ Ke inüy=I. to SvãVy ANy ãVy$pe =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ vStu Ke teivkarp e =tI j n=I 5`kazmaH. Aahaha¦

;TyaH mUz ãVy to' mUzãVy lI\uH Ke ne? Aa to _TpNn =yelI dxa kI\I, sHyognasHbH\e _TpNn =yelo Axuâ wav Ae Ke, p` mUzãVy je Ke, Ae to ANy ãVy$p milnta$pe=yuH j n=I. ANy ãVyna sHyoge =to (wav), p` Ae qreqr to ANy ãVy Ke. vStunuHSv$p n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH smjvuH hve.


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;mUz ãVy' je mUzcIj Ke stŸ, Anaid AnHt, vStu trIke, ãVy trIke, pda=R trIke,tÀv trIke, je Ke Ae Anera tÀvp e Ae =tuH n=I. Anera tÀv nam ragp e Ae ANy ãVyKe, Ae AneruH tÀv Ke. dya, dan, v/tno ivkLp Ke, Ae rag Ke Ae AneruH tÀv Ke, Ae ÒvtÀv n=I. Aahaha¦ TyaH mUzãVy to ANy ãVy$p Ae!le ANy tÀv$p =tuH j n=I.Aahaha¦

;ma5 prãVyna inim¿=I, inim¿=I Ae!le? inim¿=I =tuH n=I. p` inim¿ Ketena lÙe =yelI Ke ma!e inim¿=I Aem kI\uH Ke, prãVyna inim¿=I AvS=a miln =Ôy Ke. AvS=amaH milnta Ke pyaRymaH milnta Ke vStu Ke to inmRzanHd Ýwu Ke.Aahahahaha¦ vItragmUitR Ýwu cEtNy to Anaid AnHt Ae vStu j Ke. AenI pyaRymaH,prãVyna inim¿=I AvS=a, AenI halt vtRman dxa miln = Ôy Ke. vStu nhÄ.Aahaha¦ AenI vtRmandxa miln = Ôy Ke.

;ãVy¹iÚ=I to ãVy ;je Ke te j Ke' ãVy¹iÚ=I hoH¦ ãVyne je ¹iÚ deqe, te ¹iÚ=IÔeAe to, ãVy ;je Ke te j Ke,' Ae to ;je Ke te j Ke.' Aahahaha¦ wav JI`aHH Ke p`waØa sadI Ke, kH bhu AevI n=I. Aahaha¦

Aene AnHt, AnHt kaz =ya tÀv xuH Ke mUz-kaymI AslI cIj xuH Ke? Aahaha¦te ¹iÚ=I to ãVy ;je Ke te j' Ke, ;je Ke te j' Ke AemaH milnta y n=I, sHsare

y n=I ;je Ke te j' Ke Anaid=I. Aahaha¦ ãVy¹iÚ=I to ãVy Ae!le vStu, ãVy Ae!leAa pEso nhÄ hoH? Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma vStu Ke ne? Ke ne? Ae wUtkazmaH nhotuHAem Ke? Ae to phele=I j Ke Ae to Anaid Ke, Ane vtRman Ke Ane Anaid Ke Anewiv*ymaH Ke, Ke te Ae to i5kaz Ke. Aaha¦ Aavo je ;ãVy¹iÚ=I to ãVy, ;je Ke je Ke,te j Ke.'

;pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave' ÔevamaH Aave ÔeyuH? pyaRy¹iÚ=I Aam ÔevamaH Aave;to miln j deqay Ke' Ke miln Ae deqay Ke. pyaRy=I Ôevo to miln Ke tem deqayKe. Aahaha¦ AaHhI prnI dya pazvI ke prnI ihHsa, Ae vat to AaHhÄ Ke j nhÄ AamaH,kar` ke Ae vat n=I je krI xkto AenI vat xuH krvI? AenamaH krI xke Ke pyaRy¹iÚAne ãVy¹iÚ, Ae vat kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

milnpyaRy krI xke Ke A&anwave pyaRy¹iÚAe p` Ae=I prnuH kaH krI xke Ke,Ae to vatnI AaHhI vat lI\I j n=I, kar` ke pr to prp e Ke Aene kre xuH?

taramaH hve be vat Ke. Ôe pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔeAe to te miln Ke Ae p` brabr Ke,ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔeAe to te xuâ je Ke te Ke Ae p` brabr Ke. p` hve brabr je i5kazIcIj Ke te ¹iÚmaH leva.. Ae milnta pyaRymaH je Ke te Ke KtaH tene gaE krIne te n=I AemkhIne Ane i5kazI je Ke Aene muQy krIne inüy khIne, sTy khIne Aeno Aa]y levraVyoKe. Aahahaha¦ khae Aavae _pdex hve. Aahaha¦ pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to milndeqay Ke.

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;Ae rIte AaTmano Svwav &aykp uH ma5 Ke' ÔeyuH? ãVy je Ke te j Ke, to ;ãVy'xuH Ke hve? AaTmamaH hve levuH Ke ne ãVy? nih to bIÔH ãVy to Ke, p` AaHhI ;ãVy' jeKe te xuH? ;Aeno Svwav &aykp uH ma5 Ke ãVy. Aahahaha¦ Ô`kŸSvwav \/uv ma5 AeAaTma p/wu Ke. Anaid AnHt Ae vStu Ke. ãVy=I kho ke &aykpà=I kho, b\I Aek cIjKe. Aahaha¦ p` ;ãVy' Ke Ae samaNy = gyuH Ae!le AemaH ;AaTma' khevo Ke. ßyare,Tyare tene kæuH ke Ae to AaTmano Svwav ;&aykp uH ma5' Ke. ãVy to Ke Ae Ke, pyaRysHyog Ae to samaNy vat krI. p` hve ãVy Ke Ae vStu xuH Ke? to khe Ke ke ãVy toprma u p` Ke, Aakax p` Ke. heH? p` Aa &aykma5 Ke. &aykÝwu Ke Ae. Aaha¦ Ô`kŸSvwavSv$p te ãVy Ke. ãVy to prma u Ke, Aakax Ke, p` Ae kaH &ayk Svwav Sv$pn=I, Ae to jDSv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

;Aa rIte AaTmano Svwav' ßyare ãVy je Ke te j Ke, to, Ae to &aykp uH ma5Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ô`k SvwavnI mUitR... Ýwu Ke. Ô`kŸ SvwavnI pUtzI pote Ke. Aeklo&aykwav Ae ãVy. smÔ uH kaH? marg bhu AlaEikk Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Aek to AavuHsTy Ke tevuH saHwzva mze nhÄ Ae ke id' ivcare Ane vaStivk Ke krva jevuH te ke id' kre?heH¦ Aahaha¦ Ae ãVy AaTmano Svwav, kaymI ãVy levuH Ke ne? Ae ãVyno Svwav&aykp uH ma5, iblkul rag ne pu~y ne sHsar ne _dywav AemaH iblkul Ke nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Ae to &ayk ma5 Ýwu \/uv, Ô`k Svwavno kHd Ýwu, Ô`k SvwavnuHv«ibHb. Aahahaha¦ te to ;&aykma5' j Ýwu Ke.

;jenI ¹iÚ krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay' Ae &ayknI ¹iÚ krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay. Aahaha¦kar` ke sMykŸ nam sTydxRn, Ae &ayk i5kazI stŸ Ke AenuH dxRn krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay.smÔ uH kaH?

;Ane tenI AvS=a pudŸgl kmRna inim¿=I, Aahaha¦ ragaid$p miln Ke' te pyaRyKe. phelI sa\ar` vat krI'tI, pKI ãVy &ayk wav trIke btavIne, Ae vStu &aykwavãVy Ke. Ane AenI pyaRymaH, Aahaha¦ ;tenI AvS=a pudŸglkmRna inim¿=I' inim¿=IAe!le Aena=I Aem nhÄ. inim¿ Ke p` Aena=I =yuH n=I. Aahaha¦ fkt Svwav=I n=I=yuH te=I te inim¿=I =yuH Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

;pudŸgl kmRna inim¿=I ragaid$p miln...' rag-äeØ, ivØy kØayna wav Aeb\aH miln Ke. Ae to pyaRy Ke Ae vStu n=I kaH. Aahaha¦ miln je kaH pu~y ne papnawav deqay Ke, Ae to pyaRy Ke. ãVy-&ayk Ke te, Aa kaH miln pyaRymaH AaVyuH n=I.Aahaha¦ tem miln pyaRy, pyaRy Ke te &aykwavmaH g n=I. Aahaha¦ AenuH ;hovap uH'pyaRymaH pyaRynuH pyaRymaH rheluH Ke Ane &aykpànuH ;hovap uH' &aykpàne potanelne &aykp uH rheluH Ke. Aahahahaha¦ bey hovap e to Ke. kH Aakaxna fUl n=I AemAxuâta n=I j (Aem n=I) p` pyaRymaH Ke, vStumaH n=I. Aahaha¦ AavuH hvevai`yane \H\a AaDe, nvrax n mze fursd. ÝvI`wa¦ mo!awane b\a lo#ana


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\H\amaH grI Gya êDa- \H\a.Aa vStu to j¡Ao Aa AeknI vat n=I b\anI Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke Aa? Ýwu

je cEtNy ãVy Ke, Ae &ayk$pe ãVy Ke, Aem khe Ke. ãVy to bIÔy Ke prma u Aaid, Aato cEtNyßyot &aykwav, &aykwav \/uv &aykwav Ae $pe Ýwu Ke Ane AenI AvS=amaHsHyogjint milnta p` Ke. p` Ae milnta &aykwavmaH g n=I, &aykwavmilnp e =yo n=I. Aahaha¦

;pyaRynI ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to' ÔeyuH? pyaRy Ke Aem isâ kyuÅ. ;pyaRynI ¹iÚ=IÔevamaH Aave to miln deqay Ke' Aahaha¦ vtRman j rag ne pu~y ne papna wavsHyogjint Ke Ae Ke. Ane pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to Ae Ke. Aahaha¦ miln j deqayKe. Aahaha¦

hve, AaVyuH j¡Ao.;ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to' ÔevamaH Aave hoH Aem kI\uH. Aahaha¦ AolamaH y

pyaRy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to.. vtRman pyaRy=I Ôeve to milnta to &anIney deqay Kemilnta pyaRymaH, te=I kæuH ne ke ;maro moh ne prna mohna nax ma!e' pyaRymaH mohKe, moh wle AaHhI ragno AHx Ke p` Ke, AiSt Ke. pyaRy=I ÔeAe to milntanuHAiStTv Ke. vStu=I ÔeAe to vStumaH Ae Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ waØa to sadI Ke, wav toje Ke te Ke. Aahaha¦ mUz ivna ATyare Aa vr ivna Ôn ÔeDI dI\I, duLho nhÄ ne ÔeDIdI\I. AaTma, ko` ãVye Ke vStu AenaH &an ne wan ivna... b\uH kro v/t ne tp ne wi›ne mHidro.. ne.. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH khe Ke, ãVy je Ke Ae to &ayk wave Ke. pyaRy=I ÔeAe to milnta Ke.ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave, Aahaha¦ Aene.. ãVy je &aykwav Ke, tenI ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH AaveAenI ¹iÚ &ayknI ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave, Aahahaha¦ to &aykp uH to &aykp uH j Ke. Aemiln =yuH j n=I, vStu miln = j n=I. Aahahaha¦

kem bese? Aa miln pyaRy Ke tae pyaRy to AenI ãVynI Ke ãVynI Ke to ãVy milnn=I =yuH? Aem khe Ke. Aola rtnlalÒ ne pHiDtÒ? Ao rtnlalÒ hE ne Ae khe KepyaRymaH Axuâ =yuH to ãƒey Axuâ = gyuH Ke. pyaRy Axuâ = Ke to ãƒ p` Axuâ=yuH Ke. Aem khe Ke KapamaH Aave Ke. n=I rtnlal muqTyar, muqTyar, Are¦ wgvannvmI ga=amaH Aave Ke ne Ývcnsar - xuw vqte xuw Ke tNmy, Axuw vqte AxuwKe tNmy, xuâ vqte xuâ Ke tNmy. pyaRy, bIÔnI Ke ne AenI khevanI Ke Aem n=I.Aahaha¦ Ae!luH btavvuH Ke. Ae=I ãƒ tNmy = gyuH Ke Axuâ pir`am vqte ne AxuânakazmaH? 5` kazmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ wgvan to &ayk$pe i5kaz ræo Ke, te=I tneAvkax Ke, Ae Ke Aene manvo Ane ¹iÚ krvI tne Avkax Ke. Aahaha¦ Aevo je&aykwav i5kazI Ýwu Ke to tne Avkax Ke Aene manvano. heH- p` xuâ pote i5kazIxuâ Ke - ãƒ ko id' Axuâ =ay j nhÄ 5` kazmaH. xuâp e isâp e pir`me Ae pyaRy-

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Axuâp e pir`me Ae p` pyaRy xuânI pyaRy kaH ãƒmaH grI g n=I. Aahahaha¦smÔy Ke kaH? AavuH Sv$p Ke wa, taruH Sv$p j AevuH Ke Ýwu tne qbr n=I. Aahaha¦

—Ane tne ¹iÚ krva ma!e Avkax Ke kem? Ae to &aykp e ræo Ke, Aene manvoAemaH tne Avkax Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ae to &aykp e Ýwu to i5kaz rhelo Ke. Aahahaha¦ma!e ¹iÚno ivØy Ke Ae to Aevo ne Aevo rhelo Ke, ræo Ke ma!e ¹iÚ krI xkIx tuH.Aahahahaha¦ miln = Gyo hoy ne... xuâta manvuH hoy to to muXkelI. to pyaRymaHmiln Ke. Aahahahaha¦ phelI vatmaH phelaH sMyGdxRnnaH j @eka`aH n=I ßyaH. Aahaha¦jenI wUimka sMyGdxRn=I \rmnI wUimka _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae vStu j ßyaH n=I Aene Aab\aH v/t ne tp kre _psgR shn kre ne pirØh shn kre ne.. Ae b\uH =o=aH Ke, sHsar qateKe Ýwu. Aahaha¦

;ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave' Ae to ãVy to, &aykwave Ke, Ae ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aaveto &aykp uH to &aykp uH j tne njre pDxe. Aahahaha¦ Lyo Aaj Aaƒa? (daktrKe homIyop=I) da›r homIyop=I smÔ uH? xuH kæuH? ke je AaTma Ke Ae &aykwav-Ô`kŸSvwav wav Ae to i5kaz Ke. AenI vtRman dxamaH milnta Ke to dxanIpyaRymaH milnta Ke vStu Ke Ae to &ayk wave i5kaz rhelI Ke. Ae &aykwav ko id'miln =yo n=I, &aykwav ko id' ApU R ræo n=I. &aykwav ko id' prp e =neAxuâta Aene lagU pDe Aem =yuH j n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae &aykwav i5kaz Ke Aene Aavr`n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ae to, &ayk Ýwu Ke, vStu Ke ne? cEtNy vStu Ke ne? Ô`kŸ Svwav...Ô`kŸ Svwav.. Ô`kŸ Svwav, AevI inTyanHd Ýwu \/uv A`_TpNn ne AivnaxI AevIcIj Kone? Aahaha¦ to tne Avkax Ke. kemke &aykwav, &aykp e rhelo Ke. to tenI¹iÚ krvane Avkax Ke tne, Ae &ayknI ¹iÚ krvI AenuH nam sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahaha¦ Aemiln = Gyo hoy ne &aykp e manvo hoy, to to Aene Avkax sMyGdxRnno n rhe.Aahaha¦

p` Ýwu to AHdr cEtNy Sv$p je inTyanHd Ýwu Ae to &aykp e- tÀvp eÔ`kŸp e i5kaz Ke. AenI vtRman dxa, halt, pyaRy AemaH milnp uH Aa pu~y papnuHdeqay Ke. Ae pu~y papnI milntap e &ayk i5kaz Ke Ae =yo n=I ko id'. Aahaha¦kemke AemaH pyaRy- milntano Ývex n=I, tem te milnpyaRyne &aykwav te ADto yn=I. Aahaha¦ Aa te kH vat, AakrI vat Ke bapu¦

Ae &aykp uH ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to, ;&aykp uH to &aykp uH j Ke' ;&aykp uH'ÔeyuH? Aahaha¦ Aeno Svwav Ô`vuH, Svwavp uH Ke , stŸ Ýwu je AaTma siCcdanHd,icdŸ nam &an ne AanHdnuH stŸ Ae to i5kazI &an ne AanHd Sv$pe j ibrajman Ke.Aahaha¦

ãVy¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to, Ae kaym rheluH tÀv Ke. vtRman dxamaH milnta KeAene n ÔevamaH Aave Ane kaym rhelI cIj je Ke vStu &ayk \/uv Aene ÔevamaH Aave to


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to &aykp uH to &aykp uH j Ke. wav levo Ke ne? stŸnuH stŸp uH, stŸ Ýwu, tenuH stŸp uH&aykp uH Ke AenuH. Aahahaha¦ stŸ Ke Aevo je wgvan AaTma AenuH &aykp uH te tenuH sÀvKe wav Ke. Aaha¦ AenuH sTv ne Aeno wav Aa, pu~y- papna wav =ay, dya, dan, v/t,wi›, kam, Êo\ Ae AenuH sÀv n=I, Ae stŸnuH sÀv n=I, stŸno Ae ks n=I. Aahaha¦

stŸ Ýwu Ke Aeno ks to &aykp uH tenuH Ke. Aare.. Aare AavI vatHu hve, nvrax nmze, fUrsd mze nhÄ. bapu¦ krvuH pDxe wa¦ Ae inv<i¿ Sv$p pD–uH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦

AolamaH Aave Ke ne? nynnI Aazse re meH nIrQya n nyne hir, marI nynneAazse re meH nIrQya n nyne hir. hir (nam) AaTma je rag ne äeØne hrnaro Aevo hirÝwu Ae nynnI Aazse Ôeyo nhÄ Ae e. Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRy ne milntanI smIpmaHpD–o Ke Ýwu pUr` &ayk. Aahaha¦ p` Aene Ôevane fursd n lI\I. Aahaha¦ ÔenarneÔevanuH mZyuH TyaH roka gyo Ae bharnuH, Aahaha¦ p` jenI s¿amaH Ôevay Ke, tenI s¿aÔeva nvro n =yo. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦ hve Aavo marg hve.

AamaH krvuH xuH? kaH sUJ pDtI n=I. Aagm Ýma e khe ke v/t krvuH ne dya pazone pEsa danmaH Aapo.. mHidr bnavo, AevuH kho to smÔy to qruH? xuH smjvuH. Ae torag Ke. AemaH smjvuH;tuH xuH? Ane ragp e Ýwu ko id' =yo n=I, &ayk. Ae topyaRyp e =yelo Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ôe ãVy pote ragp e =ay to to = ræuH ãVy Axuâ =gyuH Ae!le ke ãVy j pote ræuH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae to cIj Ke Ae Ke.

&aykp e Ýwu AaTma ibrajman b\a AaTmanI AHdrmaH, &aykp uH Ke te Ke AHdr.Aahahaha¦ ;Ke' tenI ¹iÚ krvI Ke ne Ýwu, Aahahaha¦ pyaRynI ¹iÚ p` ßyare Aaãƒ¹iÚ =ay y=a=R pKI pyaRyne Ôeve to milnta deqay, te &annuH &ey Ke . Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH? Ane Aeme y Ô e ke Aa pir`mn marI pyaRymaH Ke, maraH ãƒmaH n=I. p`pu~y, papna wav Ke, mare =ay Ke AenuH pir`mn krnaro huH ktaR KuH ny &an=I. Aahaha¦p` vStu¹iÚAe ÔetaH to &aykp uH te &aykp uH ræuH Aene j¡Ae Aene Ô e (ne) mane pKIAenI pyaRymaH milnta Ke tenuH &an tene sacuH =ay. Aaha¦ marg. AavuH AakruH kam.Apvas krI naqe, car K Aa@ ds krI naqe. xrIrna bizya hoy Apvas kre;_pvas' nhÄ hoH? ;_pvas' to wgvan &ayk wav Ke tenaH smIpmaH jne vsvuHpyaRymaH tene Aadrvo, Aahaha¦ Ane AtIiNãy AanHdnI dxa Ýg! =ay Aene ;_pvas'khe Ke. bakI b\a ;Apvas' Ke.

ragmaH vsIne, \mR Apvas kyÈ Aem mane Ae to ma@ovas Ke, wgvan &aykwavKe Aene to Ôeyo n=I, jenuH mha AiStTv Ke, jenuH mha hovap uH Ke, mhan mahaTMy Sv$pjenuH Ke, Aene to Ôeyo n=I, maNyo n=I. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

;ãƒ¹iÚ=I ÔevamaH Aave to &aykp uH to &aykp uH ;j' Ke' AekaHt Ke? ha,inüy ny Ke te sMykŸ AekaHt Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦ Ýwu AHdr ibrajman jenekevz&an =ay, Ae pyaRy ÉyaH=I Aavxe Ýwu? ÉyaHy bhar=I Aavxe? Ae AHdrmaH xiÉt

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ne Svwav wyÈ Ke &ayk wavno. Aahahaha¦;te &aykp uH to &aykp uH j Ke' kaH jDp uH =yuH n=I. Ae!le? Ae xuw Axuw

wav, je pyaRy miln Ke, Acetn Ke, Ae $pe &aykwav =yo n=I, to AavI gyuH Kene !IkamaH &aykwav xuwaxuw wavp e =yo n=I Ae!le jD =yo n=I Ae AHdrmaH AavIgyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa kaH k=a n=I vataR n=I. Aa to ÝwunI ;wagvt k=a' Ke Aa.Aahaha¦ wgvtŸSv$p Ýwu AHdr Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene phÇcI vzva we!o krvanI vatuH KeÝwu.

pamrne we!Ine pD–o Ko Ýwu, ÝwutanI we! kr Aekvar. Aahaha¦ to tarIpamrta nax = jxe. Aahaha¦ smaj Aaqane Aavo _pdex? bapu, smaj te AaTmaKe ne AHdr, Ýwu Ke ne¦ Aa xrIr to jD ma!I Aa to Ke. —Ô`narne jàve Ke ,Ô`narne jàve Ke ke tuH to Ô`kp e j kaym ræo Ko ne¦ Aahaha¦

AmarI same Ôene tuH saHwze Ke ne je rag =ay Ke Ae to pyaRymaH =ay Ke taro&aykwav Ke, te ko id' pyaRyp e ragp e =yo j n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

;kaH jDp uH =yuH n=I' Ae!le? xuw-Axuw wav Ke Ae to jD Ke. dya, dan, v/t,wi›, pUÔno ivkLp je é@e, AemaH cEtNyna &aykpàna AHxno p` Awav Ke. Aaqa&aykpàno to Awav Ke AemaH, xuH kI\uH? Ae dya, dan, v/t, Aaidna piràmmaH &ayknoto Awav Ke p` teno Aek AHx p` tenaHmaH Awav Ke. je sMyGdxRn &an cair5nIpyaRy AemaH je wgvan jàò AevI pyaRyno p` ragmaH Awav Ke, &aykno toragmaH Awav Ke. Aahaha¦ Are, AavI vat É–aH mze wa? Aahaha¦

;jDp uH =yuH n=I' Aahaha¦ Ae!le? je kH xuwwav ke Axuwwav =ay, Ae toAemaH cEtNyno &aykwavno to Awav Ke, p` &aykwavnI je pyaRy, ]âa &anneAaid =ay inmRz Aeno y AemaH Awav Ke, Aahahaha¦ te=I Ae jDp uH Ke. Aahaha¦ dya,dan, v/t, wi›, pUÔ, wgvannuH Smr`, Ae b\o rag te jD Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvancEtNy &aykp e Ke vStu je &aykp e Ke te to rag$pe = n=I, Ae ragmaH AavI n=I,p` &ayknI ]âa &annaH ikr` je saca fU!yaH, Ae ikr`no p` ragmaH Awav Ke.Aahahaha¦

ma!e khe Ke ke je wave pHcmhav/tna wav khevay, wgvannuH Smr` khevay Aewavne AhÄ to jD kI\ae Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae jD=I cEtNyna &ayknuH &aykp uH Ýg!e? te&aykp uH nhotuH, te Ýg!e? &aykp uH to Ke j. &aykpàna Svwavna sTkar ne ÝtItne Anuwv=I AenuH cEtNyp uH Ýg!e. Ae ragna iÊyakaHDna piràm=I Ýwu n Ýg!e.Aahaha¦ AavuH ware AakruH kam.

cEtNy &aykp e to kaym rhelo Ýwu ãVy Ke. p` Aene mannarI je ¹iÚ Ke keÔ`naruH je &an Ke Aene Ô`naruH hoH¦ Aeva &anno AHx p` Ae xuw ragmaH n=I.Aahaha¦ te=I te ragne xuwaxuwne jD khevamaH Aaƒo Ke. Aahaha¦


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;AhÄ ãVy¹iÚne Ý\an krI kæuH Ke' pyaRy n=I Aem nhÄ pyaRy Ke p` AhÄyaãVy¹iÚne ãVynI ¹iÚ kravva &aykpànI ¹iÚ je sTy Ke sTyno Svwav Ke tenI ¹iÚsTy kravva. Aahaha¦ ãƒ¹iÚne muQy krIne kæuH Ke, muQy Ý\an krIne muQy krIne.

;je Ým¿ AÝm¿na wed Ke' je gu S=anna, caEd gu S=an Ke. Ae to AxuânynoVyvharnyno ivØy Ke. Ae vStumaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ caEd gu S=an... hoH¦ pheluH gu S=an,bIj¡H, 5Ij¡H, co=uH caEdmuH Ae to Axuânyno ivØy Ke. pyaRyno iv*ay kho ke Axuâno kho keVyvharno kho, 5 ey Aek Ke. ;je Ým¿ ne AÝm¿na wed Ke' pa@maH AÝmt-Ýmt htuHpa@maH ;ìv hoid Apm¿o ` pm¿o' Aem.

(]ota: AacayeR, pota=I khyuH Ke) pKI Aa samaNy smÔVyuH. AoluH Ým¿ pheluHhoy Ke qruHne? Ým¿ pheluH hoy Ke ne phele=I Kõu Ane AÝm¿ satma=I caEd, gu S=annI\ara (Ke ne) Ae!le TyaH Aene Aem lI\uH TyaH. AhÄ smjavva pheluHH Ke Aene p/mtmaH naQyuH.AÝm¿na wed n=I Ýwu, &aykwave ibrajman AemaH xuwaxuwwavp e =yo n=I.jDp e =yo n=I ma!e Ým¿-AÝm¿na wed Ae vStumaH n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Aavo in Ry (krvo) vataR hoy to kaH smÔye y qruH. Aek raÔ hto ne Aek htIraÌ. raÌ rÄsaÌ ne raÔ mnavva Gyo ne? heH? Fre =atuH hoy AevI vatuH kre to AenesmÔy. Fre =atuH hoy Aene. Are bapu Aa to tara FrmaH =atuH n=I ko id' pyaRymaH AevIvat Ke Aa to. Aahahaha¦

wgvan AaTma svR& i5lokna= pokar kre Ke ke Ame je svR& =yaH, AesvR&pàmaH=I svR&SvwavmaH=I svR& =ya KIAe... kaH svR&p uH É–aHy bhar=IAaVyuH n=I. Aahaha¦ Aem taro gu j svR&Svwav Ke. Ae svR&Svwav pote Ke. Aeko id' ragp e ke ALp&p e Ae =yo j n=I. Aahahahahaha¦ taruH je sÀv Ke&aykp uH, ;&'p uH, svR&p uH Ae ko id' ALp&p e =yuH n=I. to pKI ragp e to =ayÉ–aH=I? Aahaha¦ ;te to prãVyna sHyogjint pyaRy Ke' xuw-Axuw wav n=I AneÝm¿-AÝm¿ n=I Ae bey pyaRy n=I, ma!e wed n=I. te=I te wed prãVyna sHyogjintKe. prãVyna sHyogne lÙe =yelaH Ke. prãVyna sHyogjint, sHyoge _TpNn kraVyaH KeAem nhÄ. p` sHyogjint (Ae!le ke) sHyogna lÙe _TpNn =yelaH Ke. Aahaha¦

hve Aavo _pdex yad xI rIte rhe? klak AavuH saHwze ne bapu, tuH AnHt kevz&anno\Ì Kone na=¦ 5`kaz, 5`lokne Ô` na=¦ AevI taramaH xi› pDI Ke. Aahaha¦AemaH AavI sa\ar` vatne n ÔÌ xke? Aem n hoy wa Aem n hoy n smÔy AemkhetaH klHk bese Ke Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae to &aykpàno ipHD Ke ne¦ Ae khe ke mne n smÔy,pyaRymaH n smÔy Are. Aahaha¦

Ým¿ AÝm¿na wed Ke Ae to prãVyna sHyog=I _TpNn =yela pyaRy Ke. AeAxuâta, pyaRymaH AvS=amaH haltmaH bdltI hlcl dxamaH Axuâta Ke. nhÄ bdltIiS=r \/uv vStumaH te n=I. &aykwav nhÄ hlto nhÄ clto iS=r \/uv. Aahaha¦

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—_TpadVyy\/uvyu›H stŸ˜ Ke ne? \/uv Ke te hlto n=I clto n=I, pir`mto n=I.Aahaha¦

Ae i5kazI vStu Ke AenI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe AenI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe Axuâp uH AesHyogjint ivkar Ke, te ãVy¹iÚmaH gaE Ke, muQy nhÄ. pe!amaH raq, Ke qruH. tze!ImaHraq, cDvuH Ke Aam _prmaH Ae tze!I hare nhÄ Aave. Aahaha¦

Ae ãVy¹iÚmaH milnta te gaE Ke. Awav Ke Aem nhÄ hoH¦ milnta n=I j to tosHsarey n=I, du:qey n=I, ivkarey n=I. Aahaha¦ Aem n=I. Ke, p` ãVy¹iÚ, vStu-&aykwav AenI ¹iÚnI muQytaAe, te Axuâtane gaE krIne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.gaE krIne pe!amaH raqIne, _pr ÔvuH Ke ne tze!I he@e rhI g, p` Ae Ke qrI.

Aem rag=I iwNn pDIne, Sv$pnI ¹iÚ krvamaH Ane temaH iS=r =vamaH pyaRynegaE kre Tyare temaH ¹iÚ AenI iS=r =ay. Aahaha¦ Ke? gaE Ke Ae Vyvhar Ke. bIÒwaØa krI Aene, ãVy¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe vStu je i5kaz &ayk Ýwu Ke. AenI ¹iÚAe AeAxuâta Ke te Vyvhar Ke. i5kazI &aykwav te inüy Ke. Aa gaE Ke ne AoluH muQy Ke.Aa Vyvhar Ke, Aolo i5kazI inüy Ke. Aahaha¦

AwUta=R Ke, ;n=I' Aem kI\uH. A-wUt, pyaRy n=I. gaE krIne wgvan i5kazI&ayk wavne muQy krIne ;Ke' inüy Aem kæuH Ane gaE krIne -Vyvhar khIne n=I AemkæuH, n=I iblkul pyaRy-Axuâta Aem nhÄ Ane AsTya=R Ke, jU@uH Ke. Axuâta AsTya=RKe, _pcar Ke, pyaRymaH... (Ke) Aahaha¦

ivxeØ VyaQya Aavxe......Ýma` vcn guÌdev.

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Axuâta prãVyke sHyogse AatI hE. Ke wava=R? kya khete hE ke Ôe Aa Aa„a hEne Aa„a. vStu vo to xuâ cEtNy AanHd\n hE AtIiNãy AanHd ne AtIiNãy &ankI mUitRhE. _skI pyaRymeH AvS=ameH halt vtRman dxameH Axuâta prãVyke sHyogse AatI hE. yeAxuâta nam pyaRyno wed prãVyna sHyog=I potanI ApnI yoGytase hotI hE.Aahaha¦ Axuâta wed A=va pu~y papka wav ApnI cIj Ôe ãVy hE _smeH to hE nhÄp` _skI pyaRymeH milnta prãVyke sHyogse AatI hE. —_smeH mUz ãVy to ANy ãVy$pnhÄ hota˜ kya khete hE. vStu Ôe siCcdanHd &ananHd \/uv vStu, Aa„a \/uv inTy vStu,Ae kdI pu~y papna mel Ae ANy ãVy$pe Ae SvãVy hota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? JI`I vatbapu¦ \mR, \mR Ae kya cIj hE sU"m bhot hE. Aahaha¦

Ae mUz ãƒ je vStu hE vStu Aa„a, &anSv$p &aykwav vo ANy ãVy nam pu~ypap ne wed$p to kwI hota nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? ma5 prãƒke inim¿se AvS=a miln


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ho ÔtI hE. prkmRnuH inim¿ Aena sHbH\e Aa„anI AvS=amaH-pyaRymaH-haltmaH milnta hoÔtI hE, vStumaH miln nhÄ, vStu to i5kaz inmRzanHd hE. Aahaha¦

—ãVy¹iÚse ãVy to Ôe hE vo hI hE vStu Ôe hE vStu siCcdanHd Ýwu, xuâ AqHDAa„ãVy Ae to Ôe hE vo hI hE, _smeH kuK ferfar hota nhÄ pyaRymeH ferfar Ae sHyogjintAvS=a miln Ae vStumeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ dxameH pyaRymeH wed hE vStumeH nhÄ, vStu nepyaRy (vStumeH milnta nhI to milnta ik\rse Aa) milnta pyaRymeH hE. vStumeHmilnta kEsI? vStu to hE vhI hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRymeH AvS=amaH milnta hE to milntaclI ÔtI hE... vStumaH milnta ho to vStu clI ÔyegI, to te Axuâ ho Ôye ne Axuânonax krnemeH Ôve to Ae vStu nax ho Ôy, JI`I vat Ke wa \mR¦ Aahaha¦

ãVy¹iÚse, ãVy nam vStu i5kazkI ¹iÚse deqo to ãVy Ôe hE vo hI hE. vo tÀv hE voih AEsa ne AEsa Anaid AnHt AEsa hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr pyaRy¹iÚse deqo to miln hIidqa deta hE, vtRman _skI dxa, _skI halt, pyaRy, _sse deqo to miln hE, pyaRy¹iÚsedeqo to miln hE, ãVy¹iÚse deqo to inmRz hE. Aahaha¦ hve AavuH smjvuH Aene. magRAnaid QyalmaH nih ne jnm mr` krI ræo Ke, 84 na Avtar. Aahaha¦¦

Ae pyaRy¹iÚse deqo to miln dIqte hE, [sI Ýkar AaTmaka Svwav &aykwav ma5hE, &ayk to Ônna, Ônna, Ônna, Ônna, Aevo &ayk Svwav j i5kazI _ska wavhE. Ao _skI AvS=a pudŸgl kmRke inim¿se ragaid$p miln hE. vtRman _skI dxa, i5kazãƒko KoDkr, vtRman AvS=ameH pudŸglkmRka inim¿se ragäeØ Aaid miln hE vh pyaRyhE, Ae to AvS=a hE. Aahaha¦ mnu*yp uH mnu*yp uHp e kaym hE. bal, yuvan, v<âavS=aAe to pyaRyka wed hE. mnu*yp u, to mnu*yp uHp e kaym hE. Aem sonuH to sonap e kaymhE p` sonanI AvS=a je kuHDl kDa Aaid hota hE ye AvS=a hE Ae AvS=a wed hE Ae vStumeHnih. Aahahaha¦ AavuH smjvuH hve.

—ãƒ¹iÚse deqa Ôy to &aykTv to &aykTv ih hE,˜ vStu vStu vStu i5kazIvStu ãƒ tÀv Ae ¹iÚse deqa Ôy to &ayk to &ayk hI hE vh khÄ jDTv nih huAa.&aykwav Ôe Ô`n Svwav vo to &ayk Svwav$p to i5kaz hE. Ae pu~y pap wavÔe jD hE, vo$pe vo huAa nih. pu~y ne pap, dya-dan-v/t-wi›, kam Êo\ka wav _smeH&ayk wavka AHx nhÄ, vo &aykwav to nih p` &aykwavka ikr` AHx pyaRy _skIinmRz pyaRy wI _smeH hE nih pu~y papka wavmeH. xuw Axuwwav Ôe hE (vh) milnhE Ae jD hE, Aahaha¦ xrIr jD hE Ae to rHg, gH\, rs, SpxRvaza jD hE. Aahaha¦ AaErpu~y-papka wav jD hE _smeH cEtNyka Ýkaxka Awav hE Ae ApeÙaAe jD hE. Aahaha¦

—yhaH ãƒ ¹iÚko Ý\an krke kha hE.˜ Aa ga=ameH to vStukI ¹iÚ btana, vStukI¹iÚ krana, to ye sMyGdxRn hota hE. sTy dxRn hota hE. jEsI cIj hE, AEsI ¹iÚ kranekoãƒ ¹iÚse Ý\an muQy krke kha hE. hE?

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sHyogjint pyaRy hE.˜ xuw Axuw wav pyaRymeH kmRka sHyogka inim¿se, ApnI_padankI yoGytase _Tpþ hota hE p` hE to Ae jD. Ao kar` Ým¿ AÝm¿ka wed hEvh prãƒkI sHyog jint pyaRy hE. Ae jem xuw Axuwwav jem prãƒka sHyog jintivkarI jD pyaRy, AEse Ým¿-AÝm¿ka wed bI phele gu`S=anse Kõe Ýmad, satmesecaEdme AÝmad Ae wEd hE, Ae sHyogjintkI ApeÙaAe wed hE, vStumaH wed nhÄ, AavIcIj Ke.

ihNdI kre to p` wav to je Ke te rhe, ATyare to caltuH n=I, ATyare to b\uHgrbD-grbD, dya kro ne v/t kro ne wi› kro ne pUÔ kro \mR hoga, ho ÔAega\UzmaHy \mR nhÄ wa tne qbr n=I. Ae ivkarI wav, pyaRy ¹iÚmeH sHyogjint wedhE, Ae vStumeH hE nhI Ane vStukI ¹iÚ huAe ibna sMyGdŸxRn hota nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya?

yhaH ãVy¹iÚko Ý\an krke kha hE, Ôe ÝmtAÝmt ke wed hE ye to prãVykIsHyogjint pyaRy hE, yh Axuâta ãƒ¹iÚmeH gaE hE. yh Axuâta vStu¹iÚ kraneko yhAxuâta pe!ameH gaE rqkr _smeH hE nhÄ, _skI pyaRymeH wI hE nhÄ AEsa, gaE krke,pyaRy hE nhÄ AEsa nhÄ, p` vo pyaRyko gaE krke A=aRtŸ _skI muQyta lÙmeH n leneko,i5kazI ãVyko muQyta lÙmeH leneko, vo kar`se sMyGdŸxRn hota hE \mRkI phelI sI#I yekar e Axuâta gaE krke, hE? ãVy¹iÚmeH Ae gaE hE, Aahaha¦ vStu je cEtNy ÝwuinTyanHd \/uv Ôe vStu hE, _skI ¹iÚmeH ye pyaRyna wedo gu S=an Aaid ne pu~y pap Aesb gaE hE ƒvhar hE. i5kazI &ayk wav Ae muQy hE AaEr Ým¿ Aaidka wed hE ye gaEhE i5kazI &aykwav hE ye inüy hE AaEr pyaRyka wed hE ye ƒvhar hE. nemcHdwa¦ AavuHJI uH Ke. Aahaha¦

drkar krI n=I ko id' Ae e sHsarna pap Aaqo id' kre Ane temaH É–aHk \mRsaHwzva Ôy klak to mze AevuH dya kro ne v/t krone wi› krone pUÔ kro, tmne \mR= jxe Ae to AenuH Ae im+yaTv hE.

yhaH to Axuâta, vStu Ôe hE i5kazI je kaymkI AslI cIj hE _skI ¹iÚ kranekoãƒ¹iÚkI muQytase, ye pyaRy hE ye gaE hE, i5kaz hE ye inüy hE AaEr pyaRy Ae ƒvharhE, i5kaz ye sTya=R hE AaEr pyaRy Ae ApeÙaAe AwUta=R hE. Aahaha¦ i5kaz sTya=R hE,to Ae ApeÙaAe pyaRy AsTya=R hE, i5kaz vaStivk hE to Aa wed _pcar hE. vStu AevIJI`I Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ AhÄ su\I AaƒuH'tuH kal, AaƒuH'tuH AhÄ su\I? Aa to frInewane lne. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ ãVy¹iÚ xuâ hE vStu je i5kazI siCcdanHd Ýwu, \/uvijsmeH pl!o AvS=a wI nhI AEsI cIj hE ye xuâ hE, pyaRy miln ne wed Ae Axuâ krkr,gaE krkrke, Vyvhar krkrke, _pcar krkrke hE nhÄ AEsa khenemeH Aaya hE. smjmeHAaya? Ane i5kazI wgvan AaTma Aek smymeH \/uv, \/uv icdanHd Ýwu, vStu hE, _skI¹iÚ Ae xuâ hE, ãVy¹iÚ xuâ hE, kyÇik i5kazI cIj hE ye sTya=R hE, wUta=R hE, KtI cIj


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hE i5kazI _skI ¹iÚ Ae xuâ hE. sHyogjint Axuâ pyaRykI ¹iÚ Ae to Axuâ hE, pyaRyhE ne ƒvhar hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aaj ihNdI haLya, Aa ihNdI cla Aaj, nhÄsmjte? Aa to ihNdI clte hE Aaj to, Aene kaH frk n=I. smjmeH Aaya?

ãVy¹iÚ xuâ hE, vStu hE ye ¹iÚ krana ye ãVy¹iÚ Ae xuâ hE, pyaRy ¹iÚAe pyaRy toAxuâ hE sHyogjint _sko gaE krke ƒvhar krke AaEr vStuko muQy krke inüy krke_skI ¹iÚ kraya hE. pHiDtÒ¦ Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ gHwIr bhu FÌ gHwIrbapu, vStu AevI Ke Ane AevI cIj bIje É–aHy hE nhÄ ¬etaHbrmeH, S=ankvasImeH ne ANymtmeH É–aHy hE nhÄ. AavI cIj hE. Aahaha¦

to khete hE ke ãVy¹iÚ xuâ hE, i5kazI vStukI ¹iÚ ye xuâ hE AaEr i5kazI ¹iÚ Aeinüy hE. ye i5kazI ãVy Ôe hE, vo inüy hE, AaEr _skI ¹iÚ vo inüy hE. Aahaha¦wUta=R hE, i5kazI cIj hE ye wUt Ae!le Kto pda=R hE, pyaRy to pl!tI Ùi`k AvS=asHyogjint wed milnta hE, Aa to Svawaivk vStu hE i5kazI, jemaH sHyognI ApeÙaynhÄ, sHyogna AwavnI ApeÙa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smÔe bapu, Aa toprma„a ijne¬r dev, tI=Åkr i5lokna na= AenI Aa vaÌ Ke. ATyare to b\I grbD= g Ke b\e, ßyaH j¡Ao TyaH Aa kro ne Apvas kro, v/t kro, p` khe Ke ke Ae b\aivkLp Ke Ae to Axuâ Ke, Aahaha¦ Ae Axuâta prãVyna sHyoge _Tpþ =ay Ke teSvawaivk cIj n=I. Aahahaha¦

Svawaivk cIj to i5kazI je cIj hE Ae Svawaivk hE, shj hE, _skI ¹iÚ ãVyxuâ hE to ¹iÚ wI xuâ hE. AaEr ãVy wI, Aahaha¦ Awed hE AaEr pyaRy Awed ho g,ãVy inüy hE to pyaRyko hI inüy khenemeH Aata hE. vStu wUta=R hE, wUt nam Kto KtIhEyatI i5kaz mojUd cIj hE, pyaRy hE ye to Ùi`k ivkar kmRka sHyogse _Tpþ hE. AavStu hE sTy hE wUta=R, Aahaha¦ sTya=R hE, sTy, sTy kaymkI sTy pda=R hE. Aahaha¦vo sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AWyas n mze, kaH qbr n pDe, jgtna papna AWyas b\a Aaqo id' \H\a,Aa dukane besIne Frakne sacvva ne mal vecvo Aa nokrI hoy to be paHc hÔrno pgarmze pap AekluH Ke. Aaqo id', \mR to n=I p` pu~ye y n=I. Aahahaha¦

AhÄya to \mR honeke kar`, pyaRy¹iÚko milnta Ane wedkI ¹iÚko gaE krkei5kazI ¹iÚ kraneko ke je sTy ¹iÚ hE, kyuHkI vStu sTy hE, i5kazI mojUd cIj hE, mojUdcIj wgvan i5kazI \/uv, _skI ¹iÚ krna vo inüy sMyGdŸxRn hE. Aahaha¦ _skanam \mRnI phelI sI#I hE, hÒ cair5 to É–aHy rhI gya Ae to bhu AaFI vat Ke.smjmeH Aaya?

Awed hE, wUta=R hE, sTya=R hE, prma=R hE. Aahaha¦ prmpda=R prma=R Ae vStuprma=R Aa duinyano prma=R Ame krIAe KIAe propkar krIAe Ae sb jU@ bat hE. kokako kr skte nhÄ, prm pda=R prma=R to Ýwu pote hE. i5kazI prm pda=R prma=R

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ijskI ¹iÚ krneHse jnm mr`ka AHt laneka sMyGdŸxRn hota hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? [silye Aa„a &ayk hI hE. vStu Ke Ae to i5kazI &ayk &ayk &ayk &an rs,&an Svwav, &ayk ;&' Svwav, svR& Svwav, &ayk wav, Ae to i5kazI &aykwav Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ AavI waØa ne AavuH b\uH. bapu marg JI`o, bhu wa¦Aahaha¦ Ke? Ae kar e Aa„a &ayk hI hE. Aek &ayk Sv$p Ô`k Svwav ma5 ye tohE Ô`k Svwav kaymI i5kazI &ayk Svwav, Ô`k Svwav ma5 Aa„a hE, _smeH komilnta ne wed hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ H _smeH wed nhÄ. O Ýmt AÝmt AaEr pu~y papkawav vo vStuka Sv$pmeH nhÄ, wed nhÄ. Aahaha¦ [silye yh Ýmt AÝmt nhÄ, Aekar e vo Ýmt-AÝmt je gu S=anna wed, jem sI#I cDnemeH pgi=ya hota hE ne? pErI,Aem wed hE gu S=an caEd pyaRymeH, vo _smeH hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦

—&aykwav nam wI _se &eyko Ônnese dIya Ôta hE,˜ Aaha¦ Ônnevala ÔnnevalaAEsa khenemeH Aata hE, to Ônnevala prko Ônte hE ma!e Ônnevala hE? ke ;na'...Aahaha¦ Ae to prko Ônneke kalmeH, vo ApnI &ankI ivkas xi› Ýg! hu Ae Apnesehu hE, prka Ônna ne Svka Ônna vo pyaRymeH, pyaRykI ivkas nam, Vy› Ýg! hu yeApnese hu hE, prse nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

&ayk nam wI _se &eyko Ônnese idya Ôta hE, —kyÇik &eyka ÝitibHb wI jbJzkta hE &ankI pyaRymeH,˜ pyaRynI bat Ab cltI hE, [skI pyaRymeH rag ÔnnemeHAata hE, xrIr hE AEsa ÔnnemeH Aata hE, &ankI pyaRymeH _skI Jzk nam ÔnnemeH AatahE. Aahaha¦ &eyka ÝitibHb jb Jzkta hE &ankI pyaRymeH SvprÝkaxk pyaRykasam+yRse Ôe ivkist huAa, _smeH rag ne xrIr Aaid deqnemeH ÔnnemeH Aata hE, —tb&anmeH vEsa Anuwv hota hE,˜ to &anmeH AEsa Anuwv hota hE ke mEH to &ankI pyaRyhUH¦ t=aip _se &eyk<t Axuâta nhÄ. kya khete hE?

i5kazI &aykwav to xuâ hE p` _ska &an huAa hve pyaRymeH, to &an _ska huAavo &ankI pyaRymeH Sv to ÔnnemeH Aaya p` vo &ankI pyaRy AvS=ameH pr ÔnnemeHAaya, to pr ÔnnemeH Aaya to [tnI pr&eyk<t pra\Inta _smeH Aa AEsa hE nhÄ. yepr&eyk<t Ôe wav ignnemeH Aaya ye to Sv-&ey ApnI pyaRyka wav hE, ye &an pyaRyApna pyaRyka wav hE ye &eyk<tse huAa hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Are AavI vatu. waØa to sadIKe p` hve wav to je hoy Ae Ýma e hoyne? Aahaha¦ kya ikya? ke Ôe Ônnevala AemkhenemeH Aaya, to Ônnevala Apneko to ÔNya, p` vo prko Ônneke kalmeH, pr jEsIcIj hE tEsa yhaH &an hota hE. to, AEsa to prke kar`se ye pyaRy hu hE AEsa hE nhI, yeprko ÔnnekI pyaRy wI ApnI xi›ka ivkas huAa hE, SvprÝkaxka ivkas huAa hE Ýg!huAa hE ye ApnI pyaRy hE, Apnese Ýg! hu hE, prse nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

Aavo _pdex kI\o, kaH saHwZyuH n hoy, ãVy xuH ne pyaRy xuH, Awed xuH ne wed xuH,Ae kya hE Aaha¦ Aa Anaid kaz A&anmeH $lte $lte pirw/m`, Aahaha¦ kaEva, kIDa,


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Aa cIj jEsI hE AEsI &anmeH smjmeH n Aave tb lg to pirw/m`ka wav hE.Aahaha¦ &anmeH AEsa Anuwv Aata hE, jevuH rag ne xrIrko Ôna to ye &ankI pyaRyÔnnemeH Aa hE, Ae ragka &an huAa ma!e ragko Ôna A=va ragse &an huAa AEsahE nhÄ. ye &an pyaRy ApneHko Ôna vo pyaRymeH prko Ôna, to prke kar`se prkoÔnna huAa AEsa hE nhÄ, ApnemeH ye SvprÝkaxkka wan huAa, ivkas huAa, Ýg!huAa, Ae ragse Ýg! huAa nhÄ, xrIrko Ôna to xrIrse ÔnnekI pyaRy _Tpþ hu nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

t=aip _se &eyk<t Axuâta nhÄ, kyÇik jEsa &ey &anmeH Ýitwaist huAa, jEsaxrIr ne rag, jEsI ApnI pyaRymeH Sv&ey ÔnnemeH Aaya vo hI pyaRymeH prka ÔnnemeHAaya ye Ýitwaist huAa vEsa &aykka hI Anuwv krne pr &ayk hI hE, Ae to ÔnnekIpyaRy &aykkI hI hE, Ae ragkI pyaRy nhÄ, Aare¦ AavI vatuH hve. lok bhot ACKa hEnemcHdwa, KõI ga=a, Aa to wava=R hE, !Ika to clI g. Aa to Aog`IsmI varclte hE. A#arvar to smysar sara swameH cl gya, phelese te @e@ A#ar var, AaAog`IsmI var clte hE. Aahaha¦ vStu ghn kwI suna nhÄ, ivcarmeH Aaya nhÄ kyacIj hE AaEr _skI dxameH kya hota hE, phle to ye kha ke vStu hE Ae to i5kazI xuâ hEne _skI ¹iÚ krna ye xuâ hE, AaEr pyaRymeH Axuâta AatI hE vh sHyogjint hE ma!emilnta ne wed pDte hE.

hve AaHhI je pyaRy hu Ae dUsrI bat hE KtaH vo pyaRy ãVymeH nhÄ Sv&eyko ÔnaAne pr&eyko Ôna ye pyaRy SvprÝkaxk Apnese ApnemeH hu hE, Kte vo pyaRy ãƒmeHhE nhÄ, pyaRy Ae wed hE. Aahaha¦

AamaH muHbvazane É–aH nvrax mze AamaH, AavuH smjvanI? \H\a, Aaqo id'pap. svar=I é@e Tyar=I Aa kro ne Aa kro, \H\a, \H\a, \H\a papna, Aahaha¦ \mR tonhÄ p` pu~ye y n mze. Aahaha¦ Aene be car klak stŸ sunnemeH Aate ho to pu~y wIbH\ay p` \mR nhÄ. \mR to Ae pu~ybH\ka ragse iwþ wgvan hE. pU aRnHdka na=,&aykwav hE _skI ¹iÚ lena Ae!le ke Ae ¹iÚmeH &ayk lena. Aahaha¦ je ¹iÚmeH rag AaidpyaRy Aaid lIya hE Ae ¹iÚmeH sara i5kazI &ayk lena _ska nam sMyGdxRn hE.Aahaha¦

—kyÇik jEsa &ey &anmeH Ýitwaist huAa,˜ pyaRykI bat hE hÇ, —vEsa &aykkaAnuwv krne pr &ayk hI hE,˜ Ae ÔnnekI pyaRy &aykkI hI hE yUH, Svna Ônna ne prna

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Ônna Ae pyaRy &aykkI hE. A=va &ayk hI ÔnnemeH Aaya hE pyaRymeH. Aahaha¦ prÔnnemeH Aaya hE AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Apna &ayk cEtNy Ýwu, inTyanHd \/uv _skaÔe &an sMykŸ SvsNmuq hokr Aa]y lekr huAa, ye &ankI pyaRymeH ragaid xrIraid Aabaæ cIj ÔnnemeH AatI hE to khete hE ik prke kar`se pyaRy ÔnnemeH AatI hE AEsa nhI,Ae pyaRyka Svwav [tna SvprÝkaxk Ýg! hokr ApnemeH ApnI pyaRy hE, AEsa ÔntehE, AevuH Ke. nemcHdwa¦ magR bhu sU"m wa. ATyare sHÝdaymaH to go!a _@ya Ke b\ap` hve xuH krIAe? Aene ibcarane qbr n=I TyaH. Arere, Aaha¦ Aa cIj je AHdr rhIÔy Ke AaqI siCcdanHd Ýwu, inTyanHd, shÔ„ Sv$p, shj SvwavI jemaH pl!n AepyaRy, pyaRyey n=I. AEsa Svwav Ôe vStu hE vo prse ¹iÚ _@akr, AHdr i5kazImeH ¹iÚlgana, vo ¹iÚ xuâ hE ne vStu xuâ hE. AaEr vo ¹iÚ xuâ hu Ane Svka &an huAa ye&ankI pyaRymeH pyaRyka SvprÝkaxk Svwav honese pr ÔnnemeH Aaya, Ae prke kar`se&an prka huAa AhÄya, AEsa nhÄ. Ae to Apna SvprÝkaxk sam+yRse prka Ônnekaivkas huAa hE AavI vat Ke. Arere¦ jnm mr`na AHt lavI naQya.

ATyare to saHwzIAe KIAe. Aam j¡van j¡van ma`sne ha!Rfel, Aam be@a be@avat krta ne ha!R fel, dIkrIyuHne ha!Rfel. Aahaha¦ É–aH ibcara mrIne Ôy. Aaha¦ É–aHyrqDva #ormaH pxumaH Avtar, Aena bHgla ne pEsa b\a pD–a rhe AhÄ. Aaha¦ Ýwu¦tne _grvana Aara hoy to Ae _grvano Aaro _trvano Ae cEtNy ãVy Ke. Aahaha¦je i5kazI &aykwav \/uvwav, Svwavwav, kaymIwav, AslIwav, inTywav, Aahaha¦AenI ¹iÚ krnese Ae!le ke AemaH Ývex krnese tere sMyGdxRn huAa Ae sMyGdxRn AnHtwvka AHt krnevala hE, bakI ko cIj dya dan, v/t wi› Aaid to wv sHsar hE.Aahahaha¦

kyÇik jEsa &ey pr, &anmeH Ýitwaist, Ýit waist Ae!le jEsa hE AEsa yhaH&an huAa vEsa &aykka Anuwv krna, ye to &aykkI pyaRy hE Ane &aykse _Tpþ huhE, prse (nhÄ), prkI nih prse nih. Aahaha¦ yh Ôe mEH Ônnevala hU¥ so mE hI hU¥. Ae&ankI pyaRymeH rag xrIr ÔnnemeH Aaya, p` ÔnnekI pyaRy hE yh to mEH hU¥. hE? mEHÔnnevala hU¥ so mEH hI hU¥. Ae ÔnnevalekI pyaRy hE yh mEH hU¥, Ae ragse ÔnnevalakIpyaRy hu hE ragka &an AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ É–aH l jvo Aene? Aavo magR Ke,AenI qbruH ivna 84 maH rqDI mre Ke. kagDa ne kUtra, isHh ne vaF v$na Avtar, Aeva`IyaAe mrIne NyaH jvana b\a F`aH. \mRnI qbr n mze. saco stŸ smagm be carklak ÔeAe Ae vqt n mze Ane papno AstŸsmagm Aa \H\o Ae AstŸ smagm Ke.Ane kuguÌ mze to Aeno sHg Ae AstŸ smagm Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke ke pr Ôe ÔnnemeH Aaya vo to mEH hI hU¥, Ao to merI pyaRy hE, merese_Tpþ hu hE, ragka &an xrIrka &an Ao &an ragke ne xrIrke kar`se &an nih huAahE, merI pyaRyka sam+yRse ye &an AEsa huAa hE, mEH i5kazI to &ayk huH p` _skI pyaRy


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Ôe &aykko ÔnI AaEr prko ÔnI Ae to merI pyaRy hE. mEH Ônnevala Ao $pe pir`MyahU¥. rag Ae pir`Mya hE. ragka &an huAa xrIrka &an. Ae rag yhaH Aaya hE AaEr ragkekar`se &ankI pyaRy prko ÔnnemeH hu hE AEsa hE nih, Aavo magR Ke.

waAe ihHdInuH kæuH'tuH, tmara waAe ke =oDuH ihHdI Lyo khe. pKI AaquH ihHdI Lyo kI\uH.svarmaH vhela Aaƒa'ta. pKI kI\uH =oDuH ihHdI nih cale. =oDuH gujratI Ane =oDuH ihHdIgrbD (nhÄ) cale AaquH ihHdI Lyo kI\uH, wane lne. Aahaha¦ bapu margDa j¡dawa, Aahaha¦

Arere sTy sunnemeH wI Aave nih. to Ae sTyka kya cIj hE _skI Ýaiº to mhadulRw hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

—yh Ôe mEH Ônnevala huH so to mEH hI huH.˜ rag ne xrIraidkI iÊya Ôe hotI hE.jDkI, _ska yhaH &an hota hE vo to mEH hI huH, ye &ankI pyaRy merI hEH, merese _Tpþ huhE, prse _Tpþ hu nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ;ANy ko nhI', ;AEsa Apneko Apna Awed$pAnuwv huAa', AEsa Apneko wgvan Sv$p cEtNy Ýwu Apna &an huAa ne prka&anmeH wI Apna &an huAa, AEsa Apneko Apna Awed$p Anuwv huAa, tb [sÔnne$p iÊyaka ktaR SvyH hI hE, kya ikya? Ô`kSv$p je wgvan Aa„a i5kaz_ska ÔnnekI pyaRy AaEr ye smy hÒ rag Ane xrIrko Ônte hE ye pyaRy, Ae pyaRykaktaR to Aa„a hE, Aaha¦ hE? ye Ônne$p iÊyaka ktaR AhÄ lIya hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRy hune? iÊya hE ne? pyaRy¸ i5kazI cEtNy &ayk p` mEH huH AEsa &an huAa AaEr &anmeH hÒxrIraid l"a pr _pr Ôta hE to _ska wI &an hota hE to _ska &an huAa vo &ankI pyaRymera &ank<t hE, hE? ye Ônne$p iÊyaka ktaR SvyH hI hE, Ae ragse &an huAa to rag ktaRne Ônneka kayR _ska kmR, kayR AEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aavo vItragno magR.

—ye Ônne$p iÊyaka ktaR SvyH hI hE' Svne Ônna ne prne Ônna ye ÔnnekIiÊyaka ktaR to SvyH Aa„a hE. ye ÔnnekI iÊya prka Ônna huAa to pr ktaR hE Ane Aa&ankI pyaRy kayR hE AEsa hE nhÄ. AaEr ijsne Ôna vo kmR wI SvyH hI hE. Aahahaha¦ye ktaR wI SvyH hE ApnI &ankI pyaRyka, Ane kmR wI SvyH hI hE, kayR huAa vo wI SvyHhI hE Apna. Aahaha¦ AEsa Aek &ayk Svwav SvyH xuâ hE, AEsa Aek &ayk SvwavSvyH xuâ hE, hE? ihNdI dIya hE ihNdI puStk dIya, ihNdI hE? Aahaha¦ Aa to i5lokna=svR& prma„a ijne¬rdevnI va`I Ke. Aaha¦ Ýwu tuH ko`, kya hE? AaEr iktna kazkahE? mEH to &ayk huH iktna kazka hE? mEH to i5kaz huH to _smeH pyaRyka ko wed _smeHhE ke nhÄ? _sko Ôe ÔnnevalI pyaRy hE A=va Axuâ rag hE ye ko _smeH hE ik nhÄ?ke na. Tyare _smeH hE nhÄ AEsa &an huAa to ye &ankI pyaRy hu, ye pyaRy to Svko ÔntehE ne prko Ônte hE, ye pyaRy _smeH hE kI nhI AHdrmeH? ke Ae AHdrmeH nhÄ p` pyaRymeH dokaÔnna, ye merameH hE, pyaRymeH Svka Ônna ne prka Ônna ye pyaRymeH hE, smjmeH Aaya?É–aH, wa Aaƒa n=I? Ýiv`wa¦ NyaH be@a Ke, @Ik.

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mnIØ gyo, mnIØ gyo? heH? Aahaha¦cEtNy &anka puHj hE AHdr, jem \okza hota hE ne \okza kya khete hE, $ka bora,

$ka bora bDa hota hE ne 2p-2p m`ka, Aa AnHt AnHt gu ka &anka bora hE, _smeHse=oDa nmuna bhar nIkalte hE, ke Ôe wa Aa $ AEsa hE AEse Aa &aykka puHj Ýwu _ska&an krnese _ska nmuna$p &ankI pyaRy bhar AatI hE, ke Aa &ankI pyaRy Ôe AaAEsa hI sara Sv$p &anmy hE. Aahaha¦ AaEr vo &ankI pyaRy Ôe AvS=a hu ye hEto wed, i5kaznI ApeÙaAe p` rag trfka Jukav nhÄ, ragka &an huAa ye to SvkaJukavmeH huAa hE vo kar e vo pyaRyko wI Awed nam SvsNmuq hu, Svke Aa]yse hu,to Awed hu Aem khenemeH Aata hE. pyaRy kaH ãVymeH Fus ÔtI nhÄ, pyaRy to pyaRymeHrhetI hE, wle &aykka &an huAa ne ragka &an huAa Ae to ApnI pyaRy hu hE, p` vopyaRy ko i5kazmeH Fus ÔtI hE AEsa nhÄ, pyaRy pyaRymeH rhetI hE ãVy ãVymeH rheta hE.

KtaH ãVyka &an pyaRymeH &an Aata hE Aa pU aRnHd Ýwu hE, AEsa &an pyaRymeHAata hE, p` Ae vStu pyaRymeH Aa ÔtI nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hzve hzveto khevay Ke, Aa to Ýwuno magR Ke, Aahaha¦ ijne¬rdev, AnHt svR&o, AnHt tI=ÅkroAa vat kheta Aaƒa Ke. Ae e AnHtvar saHwzI Ke p` Aene ÌcI n=I. Aene AHtrnoAa]y krIne xr` lI\uH n=I Ae e. Aahaha¦ xr` lIya nhÄ.

to khete hE¦ AEsa ye &ayk ma5 SvyH xuâ hE, i5kazI, yh xuâ nyka ivØy hE, yhaHkyuH ikya? ke Ae xuâ Ôe hE i5kazI p` _ska yhaH &an huAa _sko xuâ hE, to ye pyaRyje &an hu, Aene wI xuâ khnemeH Aaya, Awed ho g ne, je xuâ cEtNymUitR pU R hE _ska&an hokr ye Svke sNmuq ho gya, Svke Aa]ye ho gya, to _sko wI Awed khnemeHAata hE, ne _sko wI xuâ khnemeH Aata hE, AwednI ApeÙaAe bakI pyaRy hE ye toƒvharnyka ivØy hE, cahe to kevz&an ho Ae wI ƒvharnyka ivØy hE. Aahahaha¦AavI fUrsd É–aH? nvrax É–aH? \H\a AaDe, Aek \H\o hoy TyaH bIÔe \H\o clave karqanuHbIj¡H karqanaH, 5IÔ karqanaH, AamaH nvrax É–aH mze? Aahaha¦

Ýwu¦ (]ota:- AamaH $ipya mze, AamaH xuH mze) \UzmaHy n=I mzta $ipya TyaHAene, $ipya to $ipyamaH rhete hE, mereko imla AEsI mmta imltI hE _sko, pEsa imltehE? pEsa to pEsamaH rhete hE. AaTmameH Aata hE mere imla AEsI mmta _ske pas Aa,pEsa to pEsameH rha hE. Aahaha¦ \UzmeHy hE nhÄ.

Aa pyaRy &ankI hu ye _smeH rhI Aem khenemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦ Ýwu Ôe cEtNymUitR,cEtNyka Ýkaxka pUr puHj ipHD i5kazI _ska &an huAa vo &ankI pyaRy _smeH rhI kemke_ske Aa]yse _ska AvlHbnse A=va _sse pyaRy hu hE. Aahaha¦ AavuH AakruH kam Ke.

Arere Aa É–aH nvrax fUrsd, bazk hoy TyaH rmtuHmaH Ôy, yuvan =ay tobaDIna mohmaH Ôy, v<âavS=a =ay to Ò R xrIr ne = ræuH, Òvn pra\In = gyuH.Aahaha¦ AamaH phelese kam n ilya ho to pKI nhÄ l xke. xaÏmeH AEsa hE jra Ôz


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n ipÐ, Ò Rta, xrIrmeH n Aave, xrIrnI [iNãya hIÌ n ho AaEr xrIrmeH rog n AaÔy Ae phele (kam) krI le, pIKe nhÄ hoga. Aahaha¦ Aap e AÚpahuDmeH hE, Aa¬etaHbr meH wI hE, ¬etaHbrkI Aa ga=a hE jra Ôz n pIÐ, Aap e idgHbrmeH hE,v<âavS=a n Aa Ôy, rog xrIrmeH deqav n Aape, AaEr [iNãya hIÌ n ho ÔAe tblgkam krI le Aa„aka, pIKe nhÄ kr xke, cla ÔAega ijHdgI terI in*fz, Aahaha¦ in*fznhÄ, \mRne ma!e in*fz, Aahaha¦ rqDva ma!e sfz, du:q wogvva ma!e sfz. Aahahaha.AavuH sTy Sv$p Ke.

—&aykwav SvyH xuâ hE Ae xuânyka ivØy hE xuâ nyno ivØy to i5kaz Ke,p` Ae ivØyne Ô~yuHne Tyare tene xuâ khevamaH AaƒuH ne Ae ApeÙaAe pyaRyne p` xuânyno ivØy khevamaH Aave, Ke to ivØy i5kazI xuâ, p` Aeno ivØy krta je pyaRyinmRz Ýg! =, Ae p` Ae baj¡ #zI gyelI Ke ne? Ae!le Aene p` Aek Nyaye 14 mIga=amaH Aa„a kho ke xuâny kho, AnuwUit kho. Aem khevamaH AaƒuH Ke Aek ApeÙaAe,Aahaha¦ AhÄ to i5kazI xuâne ivØy kI\o.

—ANy Ôe prsHyogjint wed hE miln Aaid, ve sb wed$p Axuâ ãVyai=RknykaivØy hE˜ Aahahaha¦ prsHyogjint miln Aaid pyaRy hE A=va wed hE ÝmtAÝmt. ye sb wed$p Axuâ ãƒai=Rkny, yuH kyuH kha? ke ãƒkI pyaRy hE, vo ApeÙaseAxuâãVyai=Rk kha, Ae miln pyaRy Ýmt-AÝmt p` ãVykI hE ne? Ae ApeÙaAeãVykI pyaRymeH _Tpþ huAa hE ne? to AxuâãVyai=Rk kha. ye AxuâãVyai=Rkny wI xuâãVykI ¹iÚmeH pyaRyai=Rk hI hE, Axuâ kyuH kha? kI ãVy pote potanI pyaRymeH Axuâ$pehota hE vo karè Aene AxuâãVyai=Rk khenemeH Aaya. Aahaha¦

—AxuâãVyai=Rk xuâ ãVykI ¹iÚmeH pyaRyai=Rk hI hE Ae to. pyaRy hI hE, wed Ýmt-AÝmt sb. Aahaha¦ —AaEr [s lIye ƒvharny hI hE,˜ kya ikya? i5kazI vStu Ôewgvan xuâ cEtNy vo xuâ nyka ivØy, Ane pyaRy hu ye wed, p` Ôe miln pyaRysHyogjintka wed hE caEd gu S=an, xuwaxuw wav. Ae to Axuâ ãVyai=Rk, Ae ãVy potepyaRymaH wed$pe pyaRy hu hE Ae ApeÙase AxuâãVyai=Rk kha, p` Ae AxuâãVyai=Rk yepyaRyai=k hI hE Ane pyaRyai=Rk hE vo hI ƒvhar hE. Aahaha¦

ke!luH yad raqe AamaH Aek klakmaH? Aa to bapu jgt=I j¡dI Ôt Ke bapu, \mRnIÔt ijne¬r 5` lokno na=, prme¬r khe Ke Ae vato AaqI jgt=I j¡dI Ke, Aahaha¦duinyamaH É–aHy mez qay Aevo n=I. Aahaha¦ xuH kæuH? kya ikya? ke do wed, Aek i5kazIãVy vStu &aykwav Ae xuânyka |yey ivØy AaEr pyaRymeH Ôe wed hE caEd gu S=anxuwaxuw Aaid Ae Axuâ ãVy, Ae ãVy pote Axuâp e pir`Mya hE, pyaRy trIke hÇ, Ae=IAene AxuâãVyai=Rk kæuH AenI pyaRy Ke ne, Aem gÌne, Ae AxuâãVyai=Rk Ke, AxuâãVyjenuH Ýyojn Ae AxuâãVyai=Rk hE, _sko pyaRyai=Rk khete hHE, Aa _sko ƒvhar khete hE,Aahaha¦

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b\a plaHqa Aakra, Aahaha¦ AnHt kazno AÔ~yo marg bapu, Ae vItragsvR& prme¬r AenI waØamaH idƒ|vnImaH ÝwunI va`ImaH Aa AaƒuH Ke, Ae AacayÈAeAa rIte ga=amaH rcna krI Ke. Aahaha¦ teno wava=R, pHiDtoAe jycHd pHiDt = gyaKe. Aene Aa wyÈ Ke Aa to wava=R Ke. Aaha¦ xuH kheva mage Ke? kya khenemeH Aata hE?AenI SpÚta wava=RmeH le lIya hE. smjmeH Aaya?

pyaRyai=Rk hE, [silye ƒvharny hI hE. Aahaha¦ Ae &ayk wavmeH pyaRymeH caEd wedje gu S=anka, wed idqte hE ye ƒvharny hI hE, pyaRy Ae j ƒvharny hE ãVy Aeinüynyka ivØy. p` ijsko inüy vStuka &an hote hE, _sko wedka ne ragka &anApneseH Apne kar`se hota hE. Aahahaha¦ —AEsa Aaxy smjna cahIAe , Lyo,[silye ƒvharny hI hE, —j˜ ƒvharny hI hE, Aahaha¦ Ae ;j' Ke.

AEsa Aaxy smjna caihye, ivxeØ khega Lyo.Ýma` vCan gurudev.

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]I smysar ga=a nH. 6 Aena wava=Rno bIÔe pereg/af.yhaH yh wI Ônna caihAe, TyaH=I Ke. xuH krva kæuH Ke? Ae khe Ke Aa Aa„a hE vo

&aykwav i5kaz _smeH Ôe Aa gu S=anka wed hE, Ae xuwAxuw pu~y papka wed ye_smeH nih pyaRymeH hE. vStu Ôe hE &aykrs cEtNyrs AiSt mojUdgI cIj, vStu mojUdgIcIj Aa„a, \/uv, vo sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy. \mRnI phelI sI#I Ýaº krnemeH, vo &ayk cEtNyrs hlcl ke pir`mn pyaRykI ibnakI cIj, hlcl nhÄ AemaH. Aahaha¦ JI`I vatKe wa, pyaRy Ke te hlcl kre Ke, bdlte hE, vStu Ôe \/uv Ae to hlcl ivnakI Aek$pi5kaz xuâ s¿aSv$p _smeH to pyaRyka wed wI nhÄ, vo sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy hE.Aahaha¦

\mRkI phelI sI#I sMyGdxRn, phelI ]e I, _ska ivØy i5kazI &aykwav Ôe hEAek$p hE vh _ska ivØy Ae ApeÙase AxuâãVyai=Rk kho pyaRy kho ke ƒvhar kho,tInoH _s cIjmeH nih. Aahaha¦ pyaRymeH hE, Ao ma!e to lena hE, vStumeH cEtNy ßyoti5kazI Aek s¹x cEtNyFn cEtNyka Ýkaxka pUrka nUr AEsa tejka ipHD. Aa tmare TyaHDak!r baktrmaH AavuH É–aHy Aave AevHu n=I É–aHy. Aahahaha¦ AiSt hE ne? AiSt hEne, AiSt, hE ne? to hE to AiSt _skI mojudgI kya hE, kaymI mojudgI kya hE? kaymImojudgI to &an AanHd Aaidka rs \/uv, Aek$p i5kaz Anaid AHt ibnakI cIj,x$Aat nhÄ, AHt nhI ibcmeH p` kaym \/uvp e ibrajman Ýwu. Aahaha¦ Ae cIjkosTy khekr pyaRyko AsTy kha A=va Ao pyaRy p`, ragp e \/uv pir`mteH nhI, É–oH khaik &ayk wav Ôe \/uv hE ye pu~y ne pap to Acetn wav hE. Aahaha¦


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dya dan v/t wi› Aaidka ivkLp Ôe hE ye to Acetn hE, Acetnka A=R? _smeH&aykrs Ôe icdanHd hE vo _smeH Aata nhÄ, AaEr &aykkI ikr` Ôe hE, vo wI pu~ypapkawavmeH Aata nhÄ, vo kar`se pu~y papko Acetn ne jD khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦Aa xrIr jD hE _smeH to rHg, gH\, rs, SpxR hE Ane pu~y papka wav hE. dya dan v/twi›, kam, Êo\ smeH rHg gH\ nhÄ, p` _smeH cEtNyka Ýkaxka ikr` nhÄ, vo ApeÙasepu~y pap wavko jD ne Acetn khnemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? to khete hEik, Acetn ne jD khekr, _sko inØe\ ikya ke vStumeH hE nhI, to ye pyaRymeH hE ke nhI?pyaRymeH n hE to to in Ry krnarI to pyaRy hE, kya khte hE? Ôe i5kazI cIj hE vo \/uv,&ayk \/uv, v«no ibHb, v«, v« jem hE Aem &an AanHdka ibHb \/uv hlcl ibnakIvo cIj hE. pyaRy ivnakI.

p` _ska Aa hE AEsa in Ry ko` krte hE? ye pyaRy in Ry krtI hE. AinTyinTyka in Ry krtI hE. AaHy vat j bIÒ AaqI duinya=I ÔudI hE. Ae inTyanHd Ýwu, \/uvAaid nhÄ, AHt nhÄ vStu shj shÔ„ Sv$p \/uv, vo to mEH yh huH, _ska in Ry _smeHto hE nhÄ, in Ry krnevalI to pyaRy hE, Ôe AinTy hE, pl!tI hE, hlcl hE. Aahaha¦to vo pyaRy _smeH nihH, p` pyaRy in Ry krtI hE, to pyaRy pyaRymeH hE, loÒk k@` bhuwa, vItragno magR, ijne¬rno mUz magR bhu k@` Ke.

jgtne to ATyare to saHwzva mzto n=I. bharnuH Aa kro ne seva kro ne fla uHkro ne Aa dex seva kro ne ma`snI seva kro ne ko` kre Ýwu? prnI seva Ae!le kya?Aeno A=R kya? prãƒ hE ke nhÄ? hE to _skI pyaRy vtRmanmeH pyaRy ivnaka ãƒ hE?_skI pyaRyka kayR to vo ãƒ krtI hE. tum dUsraka kre? tum dUsrekI seva krte hE mantehE ye to im+yaw/m A&an hE. Aahaha¦ Aa Dak!r gya'ta ke nhÄ hm`aH jelmaH gya'tane? Aahaha¦

AhÄya to Ýwu khete hE i5lokna= svR& ijneürdev vItrag prma„a AnHttI=Åkro vtRman ibrajte hE 20 tI=Åkr mhaivdeh Ùe5meH, Ýwu to ibrajte hE, vo va`IhE. kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH gye =e, Aa@ idn rhe =e vo TyaHse Aakr wgvanka Aa sHdex hE, AEsajgtko Ôher krte hEH, AaDitya hokr mal Ýwuka. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

to khete hE ik wgvan Aa„a cEtNy &aykrs AiSt moÔudgI cIj, vo to pyaRyibnakI cIj hE, _smeH to Axuâta Ôe ãVynynI Axuâta khenemeH Aata hE, AxuâãVyai=Rk,ãVy Axuâ nhÄ hota hE p` ãVykI pyaRy Axuâ hotI hE vo kar e AxuâãVyai=Rk khetehE, AaEr vo Axuâ ãVyka nyka ivØyko pyaRy kheta hE. AaEr vo pyaRy vo ƒvhar hE,AaEr i5kazI cIj hE vo inüy hE. Aahaha¦ AamaH vat É–aH smjvI, Ae kar e kæuH ne,pyaRyno in*ae\ kyÈ Ke ne wa? ke &aykmaH pyaRy hE hÄ nhÄ, AaEr &ayk hE vh xuwaxuwwavp e huAa hI nhÄ, kyÇik &anrs cEtNy cEtNy Ýkaxka puHj, vo pu~y papka wavÔe Acetn hE _smeH AH\ara hE, vo Ýkaxka AHx nhÄ vo AH\ara hE, to cEtNy Ýkaxka pUr

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Ôe cEtNy tÀv vo AH\arap e kwI huAa nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦Ane Ôe &aykwav, xuwAxuwwavp e ho Ôy to &aykrs Acetn ho Ôy jD

ho Ôy. Aahahaha¦ Aa dya dan v/t wi›ka wav wI Acetn jD hE, kyÇik _smeHivkLp hE, rag hE, Ae$pe cEtNy Ôe ho Ôy, to cEtNy jD ho Ôye, &ayk cEtNy ÝkaxmeHAH\ara rag$pe ho Ôy to Aa„a AH\ara$p ho Ôy. Acetn ho Ôy. Aahahaha¦ AavIvat Ke.

A=aRtŸ pyaRymeH Ôe Axuâta hE Ae ãVyai=Rknyka ivØy nhÄ, vo to Axuâ ãVyai=Rkka,AxuâãVyai=Åk nam vo ãVykI pyaRymeH hE vo ApeÙaAe Axuâ ãVyai=Rk kha, _skopyaRyai=Rk kha ne _sko ƒvhar kha, vo ƒvhar jU@a hE AEsa btaAega. Aahaha¦ toyhaH khtE hE hve, —yhaH yh wI Ônna caihye ke ijnmtka k=n SyadŸvad$p hE,˜vItrag i5lokna=ka AiwÝaymeH SyadŸvad$p hE, SyadŸ nam ApeÙaAe k=n krna hE.;SyadŸvad' SyatŸ nam ApeÙase k=n krna Ae ijnmtka k=n hE, [silye AxuânykaepyaRymeH xuwaxuw wav hE, Ae cEtNy xuwaxuwp e nhÄ huAa, AEsa Ôe kha, p` AxuânykaivØy nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

jEse i5kazI xuâ Svwav &aykwav \/uv Ae xuwaxuwpè huAa nhÄ, p`xuwaxuwwav pyaRymeH hE [ska inØe\ kre to to vStuka inØe\ ho Ôta hE. Aahaha¦smjme Aaya? ;Axuânyko svR=a AsTya=R n mana Ôye', yhaH to Ae kha ke AxuâhE vo Ôu@a hE AsTya=R hE, k ApeÙase vo i5kazI cEtNy ßyot je \/uv\atu, cEtNy\atu,cEtNypà ijsne \ar rqa hE, _skI ApeÙase rag ne pu~y-papko Axuâ khekr, Acetnkhekr, nhÄ hE ãVymeH AEsa kha, p` pyaRymeH nhÄ hE, —svR=a _sko AsTya=R n manaÔye . Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

—kyÇik SyadŸvad Ýma`se xuâta Axuâta donoH vStuke \mR hE,˜ kya ikya?k=HictŸnyse Ôe prma=Rka k=n hE Ýwuka ye xuâ Ôe/ i5kaz hE vo wI vStuka sTv hE,vStuka sTv hE, ks hE, AEse pu~y papka pyaRymeH wI vStuka ks hE, pyaRyka tÀv hE.Aahahaha¦ drek xBd AÔ~ya b\a, Aena w`trmaH n Aave, veparmaH na Aave ATyareto sHÝdaymaHy n=I Aa. Aahaha¦

kya ikya? SyadŸvad Ýma`se, ApeÙase vStuko isâ krnemeH xuâta i5kazI AneAxuâta vtRman donÇ vStuke \mR hE. \mR nam do vStuAe \arI raqel cIj hE, \mR namAa sMyGdxRn &an cair5 Ae \mRkI vat yhaH nhÄ. vStuAe \arI raqel wav hE, jemvStu wgvan i5kazI \arI raqelI cIj hE, AEse pu~y-pap p` pyaRymeH \arI raqelIcIj hE, pu~y-pap AStI hE, pu~y-pap nhÄ hE Aesa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?JIÌ vat Ke Aa b\I. ko id' É–aHy saHwZyuH n=I, sTy kya hE, sHÝdaymaH to ATyarego!a _@ya Ke b\a, Aa kro ne Aa kro v/t kro ne tp kro. Ae krvHu-krvuH Ae to ivkLpne rag hE, ragna kt<RTv &anko cEtNyko sÇpna im+yaTv hE. p` vStu hE qrI Axuâta


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hE qrI, pyaRymeH Axuâta n ho to to pyaRy xuâ hE, to to \mR hE, to \mR krna to rhetenhÄ. hEH¦ mere \mR krna hE Aesa ÝÆ é@e to _smeH kya Aaya? ke _skI pyaRymeH \mR hEnhÄ, pyaRymeH A\mR hE, to A\mR nax krke \mR krna hE. to A\mR p` pyaRymeH hE.Aahaha¦ Aa to loÒk=I Ýwuno magR kevo Ke, ATyare AÔ~yo = gyo Ke. Aaha¦Aahaha¦

do hI vStuka \mR hE \mRka A=R? vStuAe !kavI raqelI cIj hE. vStu Ôe wgvanAa„a i5kazI \/uv !kavI raQya hE AEse pyaRymeH Axuâta wI !kavI raqI hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

AaEr vStu \mR vStuka sTv hE, kya ikya smjmeH Aaya? vStu Ôe Ýwu &aykwavÔe i5kaz, vo wI vStuka \mR hE, vStuAe \arI raqelI cIj hE, !kavI raqelI. _skIpyaRymeH milnta hE, vo wI vStuka sTv hE. AsTv nhÄ. pyaRymeH milnta Ae pyaRymeHsTv hE sTv nam ks hE, _ska Aek AHx p` ks hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? \mR vStuka sTvhE, vStu \mRka sTv Ae!le kya? xuâ je &ayk i5kazI Ae wI vStu Ae vStuka sTv hE yei5kazI Ane pu~y pap dya dan kam Êo\ka wav vtRman pyaRymeH _ska AiStTvmeH _skasTvka sTvmeH, pyaRyka sTvmeH, Ae ApnmeH hE. Aahaha¦

—AHtr ma5 tna hE ke Axuâta prãƒke sHyogse hotI hE Ae!lo fer, xuw AneAxuw wav Axuâ Ae vStuka pyaRymeH sTv nam _skI cIj hE. pyaRy Ae wI _skI cIjhE, p` fer tna ik Axuâta pu~y papka wav sHyogka lÙse sHyogjint khenemeHAata hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? pr Axuâta pr ãƒke sHyogse hotI hE,? —Axuânyko yhaH heykha hE,˜ ye pu~ypapka wavko KoDne layk kha hE, ijsko \mR Ýg! krna ho, sMyGdxRn\mRkI phelI sI#I, _sko &aykwav i5kaz vo Aadr`Iy hE, AaEr xuwAxuw wav _skohey hE, KoDne layk hE, AEsa kha hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

wa AenI Aek pHikt smjna k@` hE. Aa to isâaHt hE, Aa kaH k=a vataR nhÄhE, wagvt-wgvtŸ k=a hE. wagvt k=a khete hEH ne? inymsarmaH Aave Ke ne KeLle, Aawagvtk=a wgvtSv$p wgvan Aa„a, wgvan i5lokna=e kha, Ýwu terI Sv$pcIj to wgvtSv$p i5kaz to ye hE, p` terI pyaRymeH wUl hE, pu~y-papka wav hE,ye hE, xuâta i5kaz hE, pyaRymeH Axuâta hE. Ae Axuâta ãVye ikya hE, AaEr hE wle pyaRyeikya hE Ane pyaRymeH rqI hE. Axuâta pyaRymeH hE, fkt fer i5kazI cIj SvtŸ: SvawaivkvStu hE AaEr pu~y papka wav sHyogI kmRka lÙse hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? —AxuânykoyhaH hey kha, kyÇ ik Axuânyka ivØy sHsar hE.˜ ye pu~ypapka wav sHsar hE, du:q hE.

Aa dukanna \H\amaH rhena Aaqo id'Aekla pap wav hE (]ota: pe! wrvuH kevIrIte, \H\o n kre to) hEH? ko` pe! wre Ke? pe! to jD hE, jD meH jD Aana ho to cIjAayegI hI, AEsa nhI bolte Aap e gujratImeH qanevaleka prma umeH nam hE, dane dane(pe) nam hE, nemcHdwa¦ Aata hE tuMhare? qanevaleka dane dane (pe) mhor Kap,

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mhor Kapka A=R? NyaH É–aH hE, p` Ôe prma u Aanevala hE (vo) Aayega, hI Ane nhÄAanevala hE to nhÄ Aayega, tera laq pu$Øa=R kre to wI nhÄ Aayega Ane AanevalahE roknemeH nhI ruk xke, _ske kar`se Aata hE ne _ske kar`se Ôte hE tere kar`se prma uAate hE Aaharka AEsa hE nhÄ.

(]ota:- prma u n Aave p` $ipya Aavene?) \Uzey $ipyo n=I Aavto, $ipyoAe jD prma u hE, vo wI prma u jhaH Ônevala hE TyaH ÔAega, jhaH rhnevala hE vhaHrhega. terese rhega ne terese prmeH de skta huH Ae vat tIn kalmeH sCcI nhÄ hE. vat bhufer bapu.

Are 84na Avtar bapu wa, Ae e rqDIne kyaR Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýwu to Aem khtehE ke tera [tna du:q teH shn ikya Ae du:qko deqnevaleko $dn Aaya. teH to shn ikyap` deqnevaleko, te tna du:q shn ikya hE, 84na Avtar nkRmeH kIDa, kagDa kUtraAahaha¦ kaEAa, [yz, [yz hotI hE ne lHbI ha= do ha=nI lHbI ptzI, cltI hoy AemaHpaHc m`no p+=r pDe _pr Aek veHt dba Ôy ne Aek veHt bhar quLlI rhe, krvuH xuH hve?Aaha¦ Ae TyaH ne TyaH mrI jvanI, deh KU!I jxe. kar`ke AHdr=I nIkzI xke nhÄ, qeHcvaÔy to A\IR tu!I Ôy, [yz =ay Ke Aa tnI laHbI sutrnI dorI jevI laHbI laHbI [yzsmjte hE [yz ÒvaHt. Aahaha¦

Are mEH to Aek ë!ko deqa =a ë!ko jHglmeH Aam sara juvan ë!, ra`prsenagnes Ôte =e be ga_, rStamaH pD–o'to ë!, meH puK–uH Aa kem? ke Aeno pg waHgI gyoKe, ë!na pg Aam hoy Ke ne AaDa hoy Ke ne jrI Aam, Aap e jem sI\a hoy Ke AemnhÄ, AemaHy jrI pDI Ôy, halI xke nhÄ, halI xke nhÄ to, mre j KU!ko. deh KU! Ôye.meH kI\uH, Aa AhÄya kyuH? Aeno pg lpsI gyo Ke, hve qlas. AhÄ=I cal xke nhÄ,_sko Anaj =oDuHk naQyuH'tuH qD qD qay ne TyaH ne TyaH deh KU!I jxe. Aahahaha¦Aeva p` Ýwu AnHt wv ikya hE teH, AnHt kazno hE ne tuH Anaidka hE ke nva hE ko?Aahaha¦

Ae pirw/m`ka du:q Aene nax krna ho to Ýwu terI cIj Aek AHtr AanHdka na=hE, tera xr` TyaH hE, tera rÙk TyaH hE, tera _¿m cIj AHdr &aykmeH hE. Aahahaha¦ TyaHxr` leneko Ô to TyaH _sko AiSt hE Aem khnemeH Aaya hE, _padey hE AaEr pu~y ne papAe hey ne KoDne layk khenemeH Aaya. p` KoDne layk khenemeH Aaya, p` hE _sko KoDnelayk kha, ke hE hI nhÄ? Ae khete hE, hE ne?

xuwAxuwka ivØy sHsar hE. Aahahahaha¦ 5` lokno na= cEtNy Ýwu &aykSv$p cEtNy Ýkaxno puHj Ae isvay Alava pu~y ne pap do wav hota hE vo sHsar hE,sHsr`mŸ [it sHsar : ijsmeH sHsr`mŸ pirw/m` ijsse _Tpþ ho _ska nam sHsar khetehE Ae pu~y ne papka do hI wav sHsr`mŸ sHsar hE, Ae vtRman sHsar hE AaEr wiv*ymeHpirw/m`ka ibjDaH hE, Aahahaha¦ AavI vat saHwzta.


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Aola dvaqanamaH rs ke!lo c#I Ôy, Aey Aa Dak!r Ke, qHDva qHDva ÔvuH Ke ne?Aena Kokray b\a Dok!r Ke, mdd kre =oDI TyaH jne, dukane n Ôy p` |yan raqvuH kexuH kyuÅ'tuH kem cale Ke? dorI to ha=maH raqvI ÔeAe ne pD` _De wle p`. Aahaha¦

AaHhI to khete hE Ýwu, tum Ô`k xi›ka tÀv hE, Ae ragka ne prka kEse kr sÉtehE? Aahaha¦ Ae rag ne pu~y papka ktaR tum Ônte ho, to ye tera sHsar hE $lneka cIj.Aahaha¦ hEH? Axuâ nyka ivØy sHsar hE, ye pu~ypap wav Ae sHsar hE, AaEr sHsarmeHAa„a klex wogta hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- \`ay suq wogve Ke) \Uzey suq n=I, suqto Aa„ameH hE, bharmeH mante hE paHc pcas laq pEsa huAa, lDka huAa sat Aa@ dsbBbe laqnI pedaxvaza Ame suqI hE, du:qna po!la wyaR hE, du:q hE, klex hE deqo, Aexuw Axuw wavse to vtRman klex hE, AaEr wiv*ymeH klexka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦

—jb SvyH prãVyse iwþ hota hE , hve AhÄya \mRkI bat krte hE, Ae pu~y nepapka xuw Axuw wav Ae sHsar hE, klex hE, du:q hE AaEr wiv*ymeH sHsar pirw/m`kavo kar` hE. Aahahaha¦ jb yh SvyH prãVyse iwþ hota hE, ye pu~y papka wavse mEHiwþ huH, merI cIj to _sse dUr iwþ hE, mEH to &ayk cEtNyrsse wra AtIiNãy AanHdsewra pDa tÀv huH, AaEr rag Ôe prãƒ hE _sse iwþ krte hEH, vo sHsarse KU!teH hE.Aahaha¦ Svãƒse to iwþ ho gya hE Anaidse, hve prãƒse iwþ krna hE. Aahaha¦Svãƒse to iwþ hokr ragäeØko Apna mante hE. vohI to sHsar hE, klex hE, du:q hE,nrk, ingodka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦ —SvyH jb prãVyse iwþ hota hE tb sHsar KU!tahE . Aahaha¦

Ae xuw ke Axuw wav Aa kmana, rzna, |yan krna sHsarka ÏI ku!uHb pirvarkosHwaz krna vo to pap hE, sHsar hE, klex hE, du:q hE, AaEr vo wiv*ymeH wI klex AaErdu:qka kar` hE, AaEr xuwwav wI vtRman du:q hE. Aahaha¦ dya dan v/t wi› AaidkaivkLp Ae wI rag hE, du:q hE, vtRman klex hE, wiv*ymeH klexka kar` hE. Aahahaha¦_sse iwþ pDkr, Ae xuw-Axuw wav Ao to klex hE, sHsar hE, du:q hE, merI cIjmeHvo nhÄ, AEse prãVyse iwþ krte hE. Aahahaha¦ vo pu~y papka rag Ae AekTvbuiâ,cEtNy wgvankI sa= ragkI AekTvbuiâ Ae pirw/m`ka ibjDa hE, Ae AekTvko toDnaAaEr p<=kŸ krna, Aahaha¦ wed&an krna.

pu~y ne papka wav miln hE, du:q hE, _sse ApnI cIj iwþ hE, AEsI iwþ krkeApna Anuwv krna vaehI sHsarka nax krneka _pay hE. dUsra ko _pay hE nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ ATyare to Amuk dex seva kro, wUQyane Anaj Aapo, trSyane pa`I Aapo,rogIne dva Aapo mkan n hoy Aene mkan bkan JuHpDa ApavI do, Are wgvan ko`kre Ýwu? prãƒnI iÊya ko` kre wa, tne qbr n=I. Aek AHgulI cle vo terese nhÄ,Ae prma ukI vo Ù`kI pyaRy _Tpþ honese hotI hE, terese AHgulI hltI nhÄ. terI s¿ameHtum grbD kro, ke mEH kr skta huH ne rag AEsa kr du, p` prkI s¿ameH terI grbDI

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iblkul cle nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Are AavuH Aek to saHwzvuH muXkel pDe AevuH Ke, Aek tosaHwzvuH imle nhÄ, saHwzvuH k@` pDe, rSto Aave nhÄ ha=, Aahahaha¦ AnHt kaz=Ipirw/m` krI krIne Ae du:qI Ke. Aahaha¦

ATyare to saHwzIAe KIAe ne Aek hmàH KapamaH AaƒuH'tuH. ibhar xrIf hE gamlG™ krta pitpTnIna lG™ne !aè KokranuH ha!Rfel = gyuH. lG™no ßyaH hÒ mH5w`ta'ta, TyaH Ae KokranuH ha!Rfel = gyuH. dehnI iS=it naxvan hE. Aahaha¦

AbI nya gam kya nam kha koDInar, Ae saHwZyuH ne wa Ae Aa@ ma`s mrIgya. kuvamaH=I Aevo ges nIkZyo ges, jem Aola pe!ôl nIkze Ke, Aem paÌ nIkze Ke.tel nIkze Ke Aem nIkze Ke ne AHdr=I, Aem ko ges nIkZyo AHdr=I, Kokro tpas krvagyo AemaH mrI gyo, Aeno bap gyo ke xuH? Aey mrI gyo, Aeno kako gyo, Aey mrIgyo, Aena kakano idkro gyo Aey mrI gyo pKI bIÔ car vara frtI Ôeva gya AeymrI gya. ges kuvamaH=I nIkzto to mrI gya Aa@ mrI gya. Dok!re paKz=I bhutpas krI ke Aa ges Ke kuvamaH. (]ota:- Dok!r bcI gya.) Dok!re to bhar rhIneAeno in Ry kyÈ, ke Ke xuH Aa? ke je AHdr Ôy Ke Ae trt mrI j Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦

Aava m<Tyuna Ùò AnHtvar Òvne AavI gya Ke, Ae b\a pu~ypapna wavnaktaRbuiâne lne, Aahahaha¦ AakrI vat Ýwu¦ Aa to inv<¿ Sv$p Ýwu Ke. prãƒseto inv<¿ Sv$p hE hI, prãƒto _smeH hE nhI, sse Ae to inv<¿ hE ih, p` pu~y papkawavse wI inv<¿ hE. Aahahaha¦ hve Ae inv<i¿ lene Aave nhÄ to sHsar _ska im!e nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ ijne¬r 5` lokno na= prme¬r Aam frmave Ke,AenI Aa vaÌ Ke. Aaha¦ —SvyH prãƒse iwþ hota hE tb sHsar KU!ta hEH AaEr klexdUr hota hE xuwAxuw wav Ae klex hE, sHsar hE, du:q hE, _sse iwþ hokr ApnacEtNy AanHd Sv$p wgvan i5kaz mojudgI cIj hE, kaymkI cIj hE _ska xr` lenesesHsar KU! Ôta hE, du:q KU! Ôta hE. Aahaha¦

—[s Ýkar du:q im!aneke lIye xuânyka _pdex Ý\an hE,˜ xuH khte hE? ke xuânynoivØy Ôe i5kazI AanHd hE vohI kha ne pu~y pap AsTy kha, vo xuânyka ivØykaAadr krneko muQyp e xuânyka ivØy \/uv hE _ska Aadr krneko Ae hI vStu sTy hEAEsa kha Ane pu~y papka Axuâ hE Ae SvwavkI ApeÙaAe AsTy hE SvwavmeH nhÄ hE,ye ApeÙaAe _sko nhÄ hE AEsa kha. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ xuânyka _pdex muQy hE,Ý\an nam muQy, xuH? i5kaz &ayk wav hE _ska xr` le, _ska smIpmeH Ô, _sse tumdUr rqDte hE, cEtNy wgvan AanHdka na= moÔud cIj \/uv. Aahaha¦ Aola ter bolKe ne AhÄ gujratImaH Aaƒa Ke, \/uv \amna |yannuH |yey hmàH kagz AaPyo'to, koneAaPyo'to ne kokne hmàH. kale ko` hta tene AaPyo'to, ihHmtne AaPyo'to? ihHmtn=I? heH¦ kale kagz kone AaPyo'to, ha Aolane AaPyo'to. ha, Aolane AaPyo'to @Ikyogex hto tene AaPyo'to, ter bol n=I? Aap e gujratImaH naQya Ke. AhÄ Pao'r


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bnaƒaH'ta tav Aaƒo'to ne TyaH wavngr Tyare ter bol bnaƒa'ta.\/uv \amna |yeynI |yanmaH \Irj=I \qsnI \U I \qs bnav, ter bol Ke Aeva

kHk Aap e gujratImaH AavI gyuH Ke, Aa„\mRmaH. Aahahaha¦ Aena \rnarne Aekad bexBd AoKa rhI gya Ke. Ke? Aahaha¦¦ Aa imla =a tumko? nhI imla? pKI AapxuH\/uv \amna |yeyna |yannI \gtI \U I \qs ne \Irj=I \qavvI te \rmno \ark \m±\Ny Ke. b\a \\a hE. konI pase=I AaƒuH? tmarI pase=I? Ae \/uv \am Apna \/uv S=aninTyanHd Ýwu, pu~y papkI pyaRyse iwþ, Ae \/uv \amna |yey Aene |yey bnavI, |yanAenI Aekag/ta krI, \gtI \U I pyaRymeH Aekag/tanI \gtI \U I, gujratI hE, \qx Ane\Irj=I \qx nam _g/ pu$Øa=R Ane \Irj=I \qavvI AHdr Aekakar krvI Sv$pmaHAekakar, te \mRno \ark \m± \Ny Ke. ter Ke ter. pKI AapxuH daktrne, Aahaha¦ car Ke AaPya'tane tmne? Aava car bol Ke, j¡dI j¡dI Ôtna ho¦ Aa Aek panuH Aeva carpana Ke, j¡dI j¡dI Ôtna pKI AapxuH daktrne. Aahaha¦ pKI AapxHu daktrne, Aaha¦AhÄ to AmarI pase hoy te Aave. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke, ke xuânyno ivØy Ý\an krIne muQy krIne kæo Ke, i5kazI AanHdnona= Ýwu Ko ne, Aahaha¦ tenuH xr` le, tera xr` thaH hE, tera \am thaH hE, tera S=anthaH hE, tera xi› thaH hE, tera gu thaH hE, Arere¦ AavuH É–aH saHwzvuH. Aahaha¦ Areremnu*yp uH mZyuH, p` Aem ne Aem pcas saH@ vrs gaze papmaH ne papmaH jgtmaH rhe,Aene É–aH ÔvuH wa? Aahahaha¦ AaHy to pu~ymaH =oDo kaz gaze kdaictŸ to Ae p`bH\nnuH kar` klex hE. Aahaha¦ _sko ¹iÚ KoDana AaEr i5kazkI ¹iÚ kraneko _sko,xuânyko Ý\an khekr muQy krke Ae hE AEsa kha hE, i5kazI cIj icdanHd Ýwu wgvanAem khete hE Ýwu tera Sv$p pU R hE TyaH Ô, Aa miln pyaRy hE _smeHse h! Ô, tere Ôemui› hona ho Ane AanHd lena ho to, nhÄ to du:qI to hota hE Anaidse. Aahaha¦ hE?

—Axuânyko AsTya=R khnese Axuâny nam pu~y papka nyko nhÄ hE AEsakha. AsTya=R kha, AwUta=R kha, jU@a kha. to —yh n smjna caihAe ke AakaxkefUlkI waHit vStu \mR svR=a nhÄ,˜ AakaxmeH ful nhÄ, AakaxmeH fUl hota hE? AEse pu~ypapka Ane Axuw pir`am hE hI nhÄ, AEsa nhÄ hE, terI pyaRymeH hE, Aahaha¦ hE toSv$pkI ¹iÚ krnese ye KU! Ôta hE, du:q hE, du:q hE. Aahaha¦ AaHq imHcay to qlas hogya. Ae pEsa ne xrIr ne rjk` jhaH jhaH je rhete hE TyaH rhega, tere kar`se ko prmaHferfar hoga, hEH? Aahaha¦ jhaH jhaH prma u pudŸgl jEsI pyaRymeH hE thaH te rhega, _skokrnemeH tere Aa„akI xi› ko ferfar krna hE, terI xi› hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ kLpnagme te tuH kr, p` Ôe cIj jhaH je pyaRyse jhaH jEsI hE TyaH rhegI. Aahahaha¦ AavuHAakruH Ke. je pyaRy ßyaH je "ae5e, je kaze, wave, ßyaH ßyaH hE TyaH TyaH hogI, terI kLpnase_smeH ferfar ho, kaz bdlI Ôy ne piriS=it b\I bdlI Ôy Aem ko hE nhÄ TyaH, tuHbdlI Ô. terI ¹iÚ Ôe pu~y pap ne Axuâ _pr hE _sko KoD de tuH, bs ye tera Ai\karkI

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bat hE. AavI vat wa bhu... Aahaha¦—Aakaxka fUlkI waHit ye vStu \mR svR=a hI nih˜, Aa„akI pyaRymeH milnta

hE ih nih to to Aakaxka ful nhÄ hE AEsa nhÄ hE AEsa mane to im+yaTv hoga.Aahaha¦ hE? AEsa svR=a AekaHt smjnese im+yaTv hota hE. pyaRymeH milnta AxuâtanhÄ hE, AEse manna im+yaTv hE. AaEr Axuâse \mR hoga, AEsI maNyta wI im+yaTv hE.AaEr mera xuâ SvwavmeH Axuâta \us g hE, AEsa manna wI im+yaTv hE. Aahaha¦Aavo _pdex hve ma`s saHwznara...

p` hve to ij&asu loko saHwze Ke. \a!kopr jNm jyHit =, pHdr hÔr, vIs hÔrma`so, vat to Aa Ke hmarI. Aaha¦ bapu Ýwu tuH ko` hE? khaH hE? Ane hE to terI pyaRymeHwI tum hE, p` pyaRymeH milnta hE ye KoDneko AsTya=R khekr i5kazka sTya=Rka xr`lena hE. Aahahaha¦ ;silye SyadŸvadka xr` lekr,' ApeÙase kha =a i5kazI xuâmeH,i5kazI ãƒmeH, milnta hE hI nhÄ, to pyaRymeH nhÄ hE AEsa nih khena =a. ApeÙase khenavStumeH nih hE. Aahaha¦ SyadŸvad nam ApeÙa SyadŸ Ae!le ApeÙa, vad Ae!le khena A=vaÔnna. —ApeÙase Ônne ke xr` lekr xuânyka AalHbn lena cahIAe pu~y papmilnta pyaRymeH hE AEse Ônkr, _skI ¹iÚ KoDkr i5kazka xr` lena. Aahaha¦

AamaH kaH dya pazvI v/t pazva pEsa deva TyaH mHidr kravvuH ke paHc kroD $ipyaKe te Aek kroD \mRna name Are paHcey kroD de to to jD hE tere \mR kya hE _smeH.Aahaha¦ (]ota:- hve mHidr = gyuH) hve mHidr = gyuH Ae!le vaH\o nhÄ Aem khe Ke,mHidr n =yu to p` Ame to phele=I to kheta Aaƒa KIAe AhÄ to, hE? Aahaha¦beHglormeH bar laqka mHidr. AwI gye =e beHglor AevuH mHidr =yuH Ke TyaH to Ame htane pHckLya`k kyuÅ'tuH ne? Aa@ laq to Aek wwUtmle AaPya ¬etaHbr wwUtml bekroDno AasamI Ke, ¬etaHbr Ae e Aa@ laq AaPya. Ane Aek kroDpit Aap e Kej¡grajÒ muHbmeH mhavIr makeR!, S=ankvasI kroDpit Ae e car laq AaPya, barlaqna mHidr bNya p` deqav Ane _smeH AwI hm phele pHckLya`k vqte bar laqAne AwI deqe to pHdr laq p` mHidr, mHidr Aoho¦

AEsa idgHbr mHidr AEse idqa ke klktavaza Aayega AwI Aanevala hE negaHgulI Aa@mI tarIqe Aavvana Ke. xuH khevay tmare? homIyope=Ino mo!o daktr,homIyope=ImaH Aap e TyaH Aave Ke vedaHtI 5`var AhÄ Aaƒa. beHGlor rhI gya, TyaHAavI gya, \a!kopr AavI gya pKI Aene rs pD–o saHwzvano, Ao y mazI Aa cIjto ragka ivkLp krna, kar`ke b/ïcarI Ke. 49 vØRnI ëmr Ke b/ïcarI Ke $pazHu rajkumarjevuH xrIr Ke, Ane F`aH pEsa peda =ay bar mihne bhot pEsa Aate hE, Ane wgvanna namebhar Aape Ke. du:qI ko hoy Aene pEsa Aape Ane hve ÔVv Òv b/ïcyR rhevuH Ke,mharaj¦ Aa Aa@mI tarIqe Aavvana Ke.

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Ôeva, mHidr ÔeyuH. Aohoho¦ beHglornuH Aek hÔr $ipya huH dë KuH, vE> pote (]ota:-mHidrno Ae!lo Ýwav pD–o) Aene Aem laGyuH ke, Aoho Aa cIj AavI? wle \mR bIÔep` Aa Aek mHidr AEse bnaya nIce wÇy$ nIce, mHidr, _pr smoxr` AEsa pHdr laqnuHmHidr beHglor bhu quxI = gyo.

AwI Aa 17mI tarIqe AaiËkamaH nErobImaH pHdr laqna mHidrnuH qat muhURt =gyuH, wa lalcHdwa ne babuwa, lalcHdwa Aap`a TyaH gya'ta ne 17mI tarIqe,TyaH loko kroDopit Ke ¬etaHbr car, bIÔ pHdr vIs vIs laqvaza F`aH Ke idgHbr =gya b\a, 40 Fr _sne pHdr laqka mHidr bnaya qatmuhutR kIya AwI Ae to g<hS=loko Ke. Ae to gme te kre p` vo to parkI cIj hE bapu¦ Ae to bnneke kazmeH bnegIdUsra Òv khe merese bntI hE... Aahaha¦ (]ota:- kDIya=I =ay) kDIyase bntI nhÄ,kDIyo bIÒ cIj hE ye cIj dUsrI hE jNm"a` hE. 102 ga=a Ývcnsar.

drek ãƒnI je smye je pyaRy _Tpþ honeka jNm nam _Tpitka kaz hE, to ye _TpþhotI hE, prse iblkul tIn kal tIn lokmeH nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Aa ha= hlte hE Ao smykIjNmÙ` hE - pyaRykI AEsI _Tpitka kaz hE to _Tpþ hota hE, Aa„ase iblkul nhÄ.Aare AavI vat saHwzva mze nhÄ, k@` vat Ke bapu p` AenuH fzey kEsa hE? xuânynoAa]y, icdanHdno Aa]y krtaH jena fzmaH AtIiNãy AanHd AaEr pU RmaH AtIiNãyAanHd _ska fz. Aahahaha¦

—[silye SyadŸvadkI xr` lekr˜ ApeÙase i5kazI xuâmeH Axuâta nhÄ, pyaRymeHAxuâta hE AEse dohI Ýkarka &an krke Axuâtaka xr` KoD de AaEr i5kazI xuâka xr`le, p` Axuâtaka &an rqkr. Aahaha¦ Ae caEdmI ga=amaH AaƒHu Ke ne !IkamaH wava=RmaHke wa AhÄ na paDIne p` Axuâta hE, pyaRy hE, Ae lÙ raqIne pKI Aa vat hE. pyaRynih hE, to vedaHt ho Ôta hE AekaHt. pyaRy manI j nih vedaHte. pyaRy n mane to Anuwvikska? i5kazka Anuwv iksne ikya? ãƒe ikya ke pyaRye ikya? Aa i5kaz Aa„a hEvo in Ry iksne ikya? Ôe pyaRy n hoy to pyaRy ivna in Ry kre ko`? inTyka AinTyin Ry krta hE. ãVy inTy hE, _skI pyaRy AinTy hE ye in Ry _skI ktaR hE. Aahahahaha¦

p` vo pyaRykI ¹iÚ KoDaneko i5kazI vStu Ae sTy hE AaEr Axuâta ye AsTy hEAEse muQy gaE krke khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ iblkul Axuâta hE hI nhÄ to pKI Axuâta!azneka _pdex wI inr=Rk Ôte hE Ane \mR krna hE to A\mR n ho, pyaRymeH A\mR n hoto \mR krna vo wI rhete nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ A\mRkI pyaRyke S=anmeH \mR lana hE, toi5kazI Svwav xuâ n ho to Aa]y ibna \mR hota nhÄ Ane Axuâta n ho to ƒy hokrxuâta Ýg! hotI nhÄ, AavI vatuH Ke, silye SyadŸvadkI xr` lekr xuânyka AalHbnlena caihAe, xuâny nam i5kazI vStu.

—Sv$pkI Ýaiº hone ke bad˜ cEtNymUitR pU R xuâ ßyaH ¹iÚmaH AnuwvmaH AayaAaEr Aakr pU R Ýaiº jem svR& huAa kevz&anI huAa —xuânyka wI AalHbn nhÄ

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rheta˜ pIKe Svtrf Jukna ye rhete nhÄ, AalHbn nam, pU R ho gya. Aahahaha¦Ôe vStu Sv$p hE vo hE. ye to jEsa ãƒ hE ne jEsI pyaRy hE Aesa hE, AEsa &an ho gya.

ska fz vItragta hE, Ýma`ka fz. s Ýkar inüy krna yoGy hE Lyo. Aohoho¦ ke!luHwyuÅ samaNy waØamaH hE, caltI waØa !Ika ivna, —yhaH &aykwav Ýmt AÝmt nhÄ AEsakha,˜ kya khte hE? ke vStu Ôe \/uv cEtNy Ýwu je sMyGdxRnka ivØy hE vo to Ýmt AÝmt14 gu S=an _smeH nhÄ, pyaRyka wed _smeH hE nhÄ, AEsa kha, —ye gu S=anokI pirpa!ImeHKe gu S=an tk Ým¿ Ane satmeHse lekr AÝm¿ khelata hE. ikNtu yh sb gu S=anAxuânykI k=nImeH hE.˜ Aahaha¦ pheluH gu S=an bIj¡, 5Ij¡, co=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH, satmu,Aa@mu, termuH ye ƒvharnynI k=nImaH hE, Aahaha¦ hEH? AxuânykI k=nImeH hE.

—xuânyse to Aa„a &ayk˜ Aeklo cEtNy ibHb Ýkaxno pur Ônnevala Ô`kSv$p hE, Ônnevala Ô`k Sv$p hE _smeH vo wed-bed gu S=anka hE nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

—Ab ÝÆ ye hota hE,˜ hve satmanI wUimka baH\te hE —Ab ÝÆ ye hota hE ikdxRn &an cair5ko Aa„aka \mR kha gya hE wle tere ragaid nhÄ pu~y Aaid nhÄ,Aa„a Ôe vStu hE _ska wan huAa Anuwv to sMyGdxRn &an cair5 to Aa„aka \mRhE, ikNtu ye to tIn wed huAe, sU"m bat hE. &aykwav Ôe i5kaz vStu hE, _smeH ÔedxRn&ancair5 Ôe sMyGdxRn&an Ýg! hota hE, sMyGdxRn AHtrke Aa]yse, &an necair5 to tIn wed ho gya. hE ne? ye wed huAa AaEr wed wavse Aa„ameH Axuâta AatIhE Ane wedwavka lÙ krnese to ivkLp _@te hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

pu~ypap to ivkLp hE du:q hE hI, p` Aa„a i5kazI Ôe &aykwav hE xuâ cEtNy\/uv, _skI ¹iÚ &an ne rm`ta tIn bol Ýg! huAa, moÙka magR vo to tIn huAa, tInhuAa to wed huAa wed huAa to wedse to ivkLp _Tpþ hote hE Axuâta AatI hE, ix*ykaÝÆ hE, Aahaha¦ hE? wed$p wavÇse to Aa„ako Axuâta AatI hE, s ke _¿r Sv$p ga=asU5 khte hE. kya khte hE? ye ke ijska ñdymeH AEsa ÝÆ _@ya ke Aape pu~y papkI Axuâtato dUr kra idya, vStumeH hE nhI, vo to @Ik, p` vStumeH Ôe sMyGdxRn&ancair5 huAa votIn wed hE, to tIn wedse to Axuâta AatI hE, AemaH Aek$pta &aykta rhetI nhÄ, AEsaijska AHtrmeH ñdymeH \qx ÝÆka hE, _sko _¿r denemeH Aata hE, sa\ar` saHwznevalekonhÄ. @Ik Aap e saHwzva Aaƒa KIAe ne Aap e saHwzvuH Aem nhÄ jene AHtrmaH,Aahaha¦ xuwAxuw wav to miln hE Axuâ hE vo to @Ik p` Aek vStumeH _skI ¹iÚ &anne rm`ta Ýg! huAa tIn, to tIn huAa, to vo wI Axuâta Aa, Aekko Aa]y lekr Ôexuâta ho vo xuâtaka tIn wedmeH lÙ krnese to Axuâta AatI hE, Aahaha¦ to ye AxuâtawavoHse Axuâta AatI hE, to [ska kya A=R hE? _skI \qx ijsko hE _sko _¿r denemeH AatahE ye Axuâ wI miln hE tIn wed _pr lÙ krna nhÄ, AnHt &ayk Sv$p hE vo _pr ¹iÚ krna,ye tIn wed _pr lÙ krnese tere ivkLp Ane rag _TpNn hoga AEsa _¿r Aapega...

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vvhare uvidSsid ài`Ss cir¿ dHs H à H.` iv à H ` cir¿H ` dHs H ja`go suâo.. 7..

Vyvhare opidXyte &ainnüirZH dxRnH &anmŸ.naip &anH n cirZH n dxRnH &ayk: xuâ:.. 7..

AaStaH tavåN\ÝTyyatŸ &aykSyaxuâTvH, dxRn&ancairœaa~yev n iv>Nteyto ænNt\mR~yekiSmnŸ \imR~yin*àtSyaNtevaisjnSy tdvbo\iv\aiyiw:kEiüâmEÅStmnuxastaH sUrIàH \mR\imRzo: Svwavto½wede½ip Vypdexto wedmuTpa>VyvharmaZe Ev &ainno dxRnH &anH cairœaimTyupdex:. prma=RtSTvekãVy-in*pItanNtpyaRytyEkH ikiîNmiltaSvadmwedmekSvwavmnuwvto n dxRnH n &anHn cairœaH, &ayk OvEk: xuâ:.

hve ÝÆ =ay Ke ke dxRn, &an, Caair5- Ae AaTmana \mR khevamaH AaVya Ke,to Ae to 5` wed =ya, Ae wed$p wavo=I AaTmane Axuâp uH Aave Ke¦ Aa ÝÆna_¿r$p ga=asU5 khe Ke :-

cair5, dxRn, &an p` ƒvhar-k=ne &anInecair5 nih, dxRn nhÄ, nih &an, &ayk xuâ Ke. 7.

ga=a=R:- (&ainn:) &anIne (cirZH dxRnH &anmŸ) cair5, dxRn, &an-Ae5` wav (Vyvhare ) ƒvhar=I (_pidXyte) khevamaH Aave Ke inüy=I (&anHAip n) &an p` n=I, (cirZH n) cair5 p` n=I Ane (dxRnH n) dxRn p`n=I¸ &anI to Aek (&ayk: xuâ:) xuâ &ayk j Ke.

!Ika:- Aa &ayk Aa„ane bH\pyaRyna inim¿=I Axuâp uH to dUr rho, pÀene dxRn, &an, cair5 p` iv>man n=I¸ kar` ke AnHt \mÈvaza Aek \m±maH jein*àt n=I Aeva ink!vt± ix*yjnne, \m±ne Aozqavnara ke!lak \mÈ vDe,_pdex krta AacayÈno-Ôeke \mR Ane \m±no Svwav=I Awed Ke top` nam=Iwed _pÔvI-ƒvhar ma5=I j Aevo _pdex Ke ke &anIne dxRn Ke, &an Ke, cair5Ke. prHtu prma=R=I ÔevamaH Aave to AnHt pyaRyone Aek ãƒ pI gyuH hova=I je AekKe AevuH kaHk-mzI gyela AaSvadvazuH, Awed, AekSvwavI (tÀv) -AnuwvnarnedxRn p` n=I, &an p` n=I, cair5 p` n=I, Aek xuâ &ayk j Ke.





wava=R:- Aa xuâ AaTmane kmRbH\na inim¿=I Axuâp uH Aave Ke Ae vat to dUrj rho, p` tene dxRn, &an, cair5na p` wed n=I¸ kar` ke vStu AnHt\mR$p Aek\m± Ke. prHtu ƒvharI jn \mÈne j smje Ke, \m±ne n=I Ô`ta, te=I vStuna koAsa\ar` \mÈne _pdexmaH l Awed$p vStumaH p` \mÈna nam$p wedne _TpNnkrI Aevo _pdex krvamaH Aave Ke ke &anIne dxRn Ke, &an Ke, cair5 Ke. Aam AwedmaHwed krvamaH Aave Ke te=I te ƒvhar Ke. prma=R=I ivcarvamaH Aave to AnHt pyaRyoneAek ãƒ Awed$pe pIne be@uH Ke te=I temaH wed n=I.

AhÄ ko khe ke pyaRy p` ãƒna j wed Ke, AvStu to n=I¸ to tene ƒvharkem khI xkay? tenuH sma\an:- Ae to qruH Ke p` AhÄ ãƒ¹iÚ=I Awedne Ý\ankrI _pdex Ke. Awed¹iÚmaH wedne gaE kheva=I j Awed sarI rIte malUm pDI xkeKe. te=I wedne gaE krIne tene ƒvhar kæo Ke. AhÄ Aevo AiwÝay Ke ke wed¹iÚmaHinivRkLp dxa n=I =tI Ane sragIne ivkLp ræa kre Ke ma!e ßyaH su\I ragaidkm!e nih TyaH su\I wedne gaE krI Awed$p inivRkLp Anuwv kravvamaH AaƒoKe. vItrag =ya bad wedawed$p vStuno &ata = Ôy Ke TyaH nynuH AalHbn jrhetuH n=I.

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smysar, ga=a sat.Ab ÝÆ yh hota hE ik dxRn &an cair5ko Aa„aka \mR kha gya. ikHtu yh to

tIn wed huAe AaEr wed$pwavose Aa„ako Axuâta AatI hE, kya khete hE? KõI ga=amaHAEsa kha ke Aa„a &ayk Sv$p, \/uv Awed Ae _pr ¹iÚ denese sMyGdxRn hota hE. kmRkainim¿se Ôe Axuâta hotI hE, _sse hota nihH, _ska lÙse hota nih, Ý=m \mRkI sI#IsMyGdxRn vo i5kaz &aykwav cEtNySvwav inTy Aek$p _ske Aa]yse hota hE,AemaH kmRna inim¿se Axuâta AatI hE Ae _smeH hE nih. Ae caEd gu S=anke wed _smeHhE nih AEsI cIjko AHtr ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. Aa vat hE.

Tyare ix*yka ÝÆ hE ke ye to @Ik p` Aek Sv$p wgvan &aykSv$pmeH dxRn &ancair5 AEsa tIn wed pDte hE ne? kmRna inim¿se Axuâta AaEr caEd gu S=anka wedvo to hE nih _smeH, vo to @Ik, p` vo cIj Ôe hE, cEtNy Sv$p to _smeH dxRn, &an,cair5ka tIn ka wed pDte hE, to wed wI Axuâtaka kar` hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

sU"m bat hE wa [ska _¿r É–a hE? wed paDnese wI Axuâta hotI hE, wed tohE sMyGdiÚko &an, dxRn cair5 tInaeH hE, AaEr tInka wed paDnese wedke lÙse ke wedkekar`se to Axuâta AatI hE. Aahaha¦ sU"m hE ga=a. [skI Ò&asa ÒsmeH hE ke Aa„a&ayk cEtNy xuâ \/uv Sv$p _ske Aa]yse sMyGŸdxRn hota hE, to Aa 5` wedomeH to


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vvhare uvidSsid ài`Ss cir¿ dHs H à H.` iv à H ` cir¿H ` dHs H ja`go suâo..7..

cair5, dxRn, &an p` ƒvhar-k=ne &anInecair5 nih, dxRn nhÄ, nih &an, &ayk xuâ Ke.7.

ga=a=R:- &anIne Ae!le \m±ne Aahaha¦ \m± Aene khIAe ke ÒskI ¹iÚ &aykcEtNy Awed _pr pDI hE AaEr _sse _sko sMyGdŸxRn, &an huAa to Ae \m±ko, &anIkoke \m±ko, pHiDt lQyuH Ke AolamaH, pHiDt puruØne Om lQyuH'ne ihHdImaH mUz to &anIne khevuHKe. pHiDt puruØne Ae!le &anIne \m±ne Ae!le ke pHiDt puruØne, pHiDt puruØ A=aRtŸ ÒskI ¹iÚ&ayk _pr hE Ae smiktI hE, &anI hE. _sko cair5 dxRn, &an Ae tIn wav ƒvharsekhe Ôte hEH. Aahaha¦ dya dan, v/t wi›, pUÔ Ae to Axuâ Ae to inkal idya KõImeH,ke _ska lÙse sMygŸ hota nih AaEr _ske Aa]yse hota nih, AaEr _sse hota nih.AihHya hve Aem khe Ke ke, Aahaha¦ AavI vat l jvI.

cEtNy &aykmUitR Awed _sko cair5ka tIn wav khena ƒvhar hE, AsTya=R hE,AwUta=R hE, qreqr AekmeH tIn wed hE nhÄ smjmeH Aate hE? sU"m ivØy hE. Aaha¦sMyG¹ŸiÚko \mRkI phelI sI#Ivaleko, &aykSv$p je Awed cEtNy hE _skI ¹iÚ TyaH&ayk _pr hE, AaEr AxuâtakI ¹iÚ nih AaEr Axuâka lÙ nih AaEr Axuâtase sMygŸhota hE AEsI maNyta nih.

hve AihHya Aaƒa, Aek$p cEtNy Sv$p je hE &ayk AemaH AnHt gu o AHdr hE, pÀe to pI gye nam AHdr AwedmeH hE, AwedkI ¹iÚ krnese dxRn &an, -cair5ka wed idqtenih, Aaha¦ AavI vat. vo kar`se \m±ko dxRn, &an, cair5 khena vo ƒvhar hE.

A=aRtŸ dxRn, &an, cair5na wedse &ayk _pr ¹iÚ ÔtI hE, AEsa nih. AaEr dxRn&an cair5ka wedke lÙse AaEr wedke kar`se &ayk (kI) ¹iÚ hotI hE, AEsa hE nih.Aahahahaha¦ cair5 dxRn &an Ae 5` wav ƒvharse khe Ôte hE, Ae to k=nkI xElIse,\m± Ôe smjte nih \mRko, AEsI Ò&asa (vale) Òvko tIn bolse Aa„a AEsakhenemeH Aaya, smjmeH Aaya? p` Ôe Aa„a hE Ae to dxRn &an cair5 tInaeHse AHdrAwed hE, Ae &aykmeH tIn wed iwþ hE, AEsa nihH Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

satmI ga=a sU"m hE. _smeH hE &an, dxRn, cair5 xi›$p hE vo to p` wedpaDna Ae ƒvhar hE. Aahaha¦ ƒvhar nam _ske Aa]yse ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE,sMyGdxRn _Tpþ nih hota. Aahaha¦ Ae inüyse &an wI nih. \m±ne &aney nih,cair5 wI nih, dxRn wI nih, Aek S=ankvasIAe Aa vaHCyuH, khe lo \m±ko dxRn &ancair5 hE hI nih? _skae to Ae qbr nih, _ske xaÏmeH Aa vat hE nih. k ApeÙase

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khete hEH? dxRn &an cair5 ãƒmeH Awed pDa hE AEsa to AnHt gu pDa hE, p` _skowed krke iwþ lÙmaH lena Ae ƒvhar hE, to \m±ko &aykwav _pr ¹iÚ honese AwedmeHwed idqte nih. AaEr wed hE, to idqnevala Awed hE, Awed idqte hE _smeH wed idqte nih,Ane wed idqte hE, _sko Awed idqte nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

&anIko &an nhÄ, cair5 nhÄ, dxRn nhÄ @Ik Tyare A&anIko hoga? _ska A=RhE \m± Òv sMyG¹ŸiÚkI ¹iÚ &aykwav _pr hE, Awed _pr hE, vo kar`se _sko wed hEnih. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ &anIne &ane y n=I. , dxRne y n=I. cair5 hI nhÄ hE,tInÇ nih hE, kyuH? ke Ae to wed hE, AaEr &anIkI ¹iÚ to &ayk _pr Awed _pr hEAahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sU"m ivØy bhu wa.

hve AhÄ to ATyare to v/t kro ne tp kro ne wi› kro ne Aena=I kLya` =xeAhÄ to khete hE ke Ae to Axuâ piràm hE, Axuâ to lÙ lene ke layk hE nih, AaErAxuâse sMyGdxRn hota nih, p` Awed cIjmeH AnHtgu hE, p` _sko wed krke lÙkrna _sse sMyGdxRn hota nih, AavI vat hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

&anIko &an nih, dxRn nih, cair5 nih, A=aRtŸ Tyare &ayk xuâ, xuâ &ayk hIhE, sMyG¹iÚka ivØymeH to Aeklo xuâ &ayk hE. wed hE, rag hE, vh Ônne layk hE,AadrÌy nih. Aahaha¦ AadrÌy to &ayk cEtNy xuâ vStu Awed Ae &anI to &aykxuâ Aek hI hE. Aahaha¦

!Ika:- Ae ga=ano A=R kyÈ. smjmeH Aate hE? —[s &ayk Aa„ako˜ Aawgvan &aykSv$p, ãƒSv$p xuâ cEtNyFn Anakuz AanHdno kHd Ýwu, Ae _skae—bH\ pyaRy ke inim¿se,˜ kmRna inim¿na bH\nI pyaRyke inim¿se —Axuâtase to dUrrho,˜ AxuâtakI to bat yhaH hE hI nih. Aahaha¦ Axuâta _smeH hEH Ae bat hE hI nih.AaEr Axuâtake lÙse sMyGdxRn hota hE, Ae bat to hE hI nih, AaEr Axuâka kar`sexuâ dxRn hota hE ye to _smeH hE hI nih. Aahaha¦

ikNtu _sko dxRn &anne cair5 wI iv>man nhÄ hE. Aahaha¦ \m± Òv &aykwavAeklo xuâ cEtNy &aykwav _skI ¹iÚmeH tIn wed hE nih, smjmeH Aaya? &ayk Aekxuâ hE ¹iÚmeH to, Aahahahaha¦ Awed &ayk cEtNy vStu Ae sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy, dxRn,&an ne cair5 wed wI &anIko nih, A=aRtŸ &anIka Ae ivØy nih, A=va sMyGdxRn_ske Aa]ye hota nih. ma!e sMyGdxRnka ivØy nih. Aahaha¦ nemcHdwa¦ AavI vatoKe. heH? Aahaha¦

Aek$p Sv$p &ayk, wle AHtr \mÈ AnHt hE p` vStu Aek hE. Aek _pr ¹iÚ deneseAxuâta to lÙmeH AatI nih, p` dxRn, &an, cair5ka wed wI lÙmeH Aata n®h.Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. _ske, _ske nam &anIke A=va &aykko, &ayk vStu je xuâcEtNy Aek$p je \/uv ãƒ Svwav _ske dxRn &an ne cair5 wI AwedmeH wed hE nih.Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5 iv>man nih.


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moÙno magR je hE, Ae wI &aykmeH iv>man hE hI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?—_ske dxRn &an cair5 wI˜ Ae!le? Axuâta to hE hI nih, pu~y ne papna wav dyadan v/t wi› Ae to &aykmeH hE hI nih, p` Aa wI nih Ae!le ;wI' lgaya, Aa p`nhÄ. Aahaha¦ —dxRn &an cair5 p` iv>man nhÄ hE,˜ Aahaha¦ kyuH? kyuH nihiv>man? Aek &aykwav iv>man hE, AaEr tIn, iv>man AekmeH nih, kyÇ? Aahaha¦

kar` kya? —ke AnHt \mÈvale Aek \m±meH,˜ \m± nam Aa„a Aek &ayk AnHt\mÈvale Aek \m±, \mÈ AnHt &an, dxRn, cair5 Aaid. vStu \m± Aek, vStu Aek, &ayk\m±, _smeH \mR AnHt. smjmeH Aaya? AnHt \mÈvale Aek \m± Aeem lI\uH ne? Aahaha¦hE to Ae Ýwu &aykmeH samaNy gu AnHt, ivxeØ gu AnHt AEsa AnHt \mÈvale \m±meHAEsa AnHt \mÈ je gu hE, \arI raQya hE AEsa Aek \m±, \mR AnHt \m± Aek. Aahaha¦smÔùH kaH? Aa to bIÒ vat Ke wa AWyas n mze. Aahaha¦. Ýwu cEtNy mUitRwgvan, xrIrse to iwþ, vaÌse iwþ, Axuâtana piràmse iwþ p` AwedmeH\m±ka wedse wI iwþ, wed wI _smeH nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aam kha ke AnHt \mÈvale, kyakha? Aek \m±ãƒ &ayk Ae AnHt \mÈvale. Aahaha¦ Aek \m± AnHt gu vale Aekgu I, AnHt xi›vale Aek xi›man. Aahaha¦ Ae \m±meH, Aek \m±meH AnHt \mÈ, AnHt\mÈ hE ne AHdr? AnHt gu hE, nih hE AEsa nih, p` —AEsa Aek \m±meH Ôe in*àtnih˜ Aek \m±ka Òsko &an nhÄ, AnHt \mR Svwav gu vale Aek gu I vStu \m±_ska Òsko &an nih, in*àt nih. in*àt khete hE ne tmaramaH nih? AamaH in*àthE, AamaH inpU hE, Aa vatmaH in*àt hE, Aek vStu AnHt \mÈvale Aek vStu ÔesMyGdxRnka ivØy AEsa Aek \m±meH in*àt nih, Òsko qbr nih, Òsko Aek \m±kaAek vStu &aykka &an nih. Aahahaha¦

—AEse ink!vt± ix*yo ko˜ kya khete hEH? Aahaha¦ Aek to je ix*y guÌ paseAaya hE [sko vo khete hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦, _ske Fre(Fr pr) _sko smÔnekoÔte nih. (]ota:- Aap e to muHb jAe KIAe.) Ae to saHwznara Aave Ke.saHwznara Aave Ke, Aene sHwzave Ke.

ink!vt±naH be A=R Ke. Aek to guÌ pase smjva Aaƒo Ke, AenI smIp Ke, bIÒrIte khIAe to ink!vt±, wvna AHtno KeDo Aaƒo Aevo Ae ink!vt± Òv Ke. Aahaha¦pHiDtÒ¦ smjmeH Aate hE wEya? AavI vat Ke. idgHbr sHto¦ Aahaha¦ bIje (AavIvat) imltI nhÄ, bhu ferfar ho gya, ferfar ho gya wa Aa to. Aahaha¦ Aek \m±Ae!le ãƒ Ae AnHt \mRvala _sko Aek \m±ka Aek$p vStu hE, _ska Òsko &an nih.in*àt nhÄ, Qyal nih, te trfka Jukav nhÄ AEsa ink!vt± ix*y sunneko Aaya hE,sunneko Aaya hE, AEse ink! _sko Fre (Fr pr) smÔne Ôte nhÄ, Aek vat.

bIÒ vat Ae ix*y ink!vt± hE, ALpkazmeH sHsarka AHt lana hE, AEsa ix*ysunneko Aaya hE. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦ idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ¦ kevz&anIna

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keDayto, É–aHy Ke nih AavI vat. Aahaha¦ lokone du:q lage, bIÔ sHÝdayne bapu AekekAÙr to j¡Ao ne Aekek wav to kya. sunnemeH imlta nih. Aahaha¦ waAe khane,Aahaha¦ vat to AEsI hE wa.

AnHt AnHt gu ka godam Ýwu Aek, AnHt xi›no sHg/haly Aek, AnHt \mRno\rnar \m± Aek. Aahaha¦ Aekka Òsko &an nih Aem khete hEH, AEsI Aek cIj&aykSv$p Ýwu _ska Òsko &an nih, AEsa nih kha ke wedka &an nih ne inim¿ka&an nih ke K ãƒka &an nhÄ, Aahaha¦ AihHya to Aek vStu Ýwu inTyanHd Aa„aÒsmeH AnHt\mR hEH, AEsa AnHtgu hEH, Ae AnHt gu ke \rnevala Aek, AEsa Ôe ãƒ AEsaÔe \m± _smeH in*`at nih, bakI bIÔmeH pHiDt hoy wle. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu.

idgHbr sHtnI to kevzIna keDaytonI vatuH Ke. kevz&anne keDe calnara Ae kevz&anmaHl jva ma!e Aa vat Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvHt¦ Aek var sun terI cIj prse to iwþ,ragna ƒvharse to iwþ, p` AnHt gu ka(wed) Aek$pmeH gu se wI iwþ, Aiwþ hEAe to. Aahaha¦ Aa gu I ne _ska gu AEsa wed wI ÒsmeH nih. Aahahaha¦ ga=a bhuêcI Ke. jEndxRnnuH maq` jEndxRn Ae!le vStu iv¬ dxRn. jEndxRn ko sHÝday nihvStuka Sv$p hE AEsa kha, AEsa Anuwƒa, Aahaha¦ te idgHbr jEn dxRn hÇ, dUsremeHAEsI bat hE nih. Aahaha¦ lokone du:q lage bIÔne xuH =ay? magR to Ýwu Aa Ke. heH?Aahahaha¦

jenI pase jtaH AanHd _Tpþ =ay AEsa wgvan Aa„a Aek$p vStu _smeH Ôein*`at nih, _ska &an nih, Aek$p vStuka &an nhÄ., hE Aek$p vStumeH AnHt\mR,AnHt gu KtaH Aek$pka Òsko &an nih Aem kha. Aahahaha¦

Ko!awane Aa smÔxe hÇ |yan raqvuH, bDawako beste hE, Aaha¦ magR ÝwuAa Ke. Aahaha¦

phela _ska y=a=R &an to kre, Aahaha¦ pIKe Ýyog kre. Aahaha¦Aohoho¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦¦ kuHdkuHdAacayR be hÔr vØR phela wgvan pase gye =e,

Aa@ idn rhe =e AaEr ]utkevzI kevzIAe kha AaEr suna AaEr AnuwvmeH to Aaya =a.ivxeØ Anuwv huAa SpÚ, Aakr Aa xaÏ bnaya. 5` lokno na= sImH\r wgvanAam khete hE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke. (ApUvR) AnHt \mR isâ ikya, AnHt gu , AekvStumaH AnHt gu to hE, Aa„a Aek j gu vaza hE AEsa nih. hE to AnHt gu , AnHt\mR kho ke AnHt gu kho. p` Ae AnHt gu ka \rnevala Aek, Aek _pr ijska &annhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae gu I Ane gu na AnHtna gu onuH jene &an, Ae kaH vStu n=I Aemkhe Ke. Aahaha¦ heH?

wa, mohnlalÒ nih Aave wa AenI vhune khe Ke AoluH = gyuH Ke kok khetuHhtuH kale laDnuHvala wa, mohnlalÒ Aanevala =a ne _skI ÏIko, xuH khevay Aa?pÙFat ho gya. kho¦ Aa maHD saHwzvana ÔegmaH Aava ivFn, sHsar, sHsar, Aevo.


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Aahaha¦ mohnlal pa!Ì hE, bhut ÝemI hE, Aahaha¦yhaH khete hE, Aekek xBdomaH FÌ gHwIrta, FÌ gHwIrta¦ AnHt \mR isâ krna

hE, Aa„a Aek hE to \mR-gu AnHt hE p` AnHt \mRno \rnar Aek, Ae Aekka ijsko&an nih Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ heH? Aahahaha¦ AnHt gu vazo Òv ne AenuH jene &anKe Ae nih, Ae wednuH &an Ke Ae to ƒvhar Ke. Ae AnHt gu no \rnar Aek vStu Ke ÝwuAenuH jene in*àt &an n=I, AEse ink!vt± ix*y, Aahaha¦ te p` nÒk Apna Aa„ama!e sunneko Aaya hE, dUsrI ko cIj nih. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Apna Aa„aka ihtkyuH(kEse) ho AEse(silO) sunnemeH Aaya hE, in*àt nih Aek ãƒ kEsa hE [ska &annih p` wav AEsa _sko hE ke mEH to mera kLya` kEse ho, AEsa ink!vt±-nÒkmeH AayaAaEr sHsar ijska ink! hE AHt. Aahaha¦ wvna AHtnI iS=it jene nÒk Ke hve.Aahaha¦

—AEse ink!vt± ix*yko, \m±ko btlanevala˜ \m±, \m±, ãƒ Svwav je &aykAek$p [sko btlanevale —\m±ko btlanevale,˜ ãƒko btlanevala, &aykkoidqanevale, Awed Sv$p vStu Ôe hE _sko btanevala —iktne hI \mÈke äara˜ ko ko\mR äara. b\aH \mR to Aek sa=e(bta skte) nih p` muQy ke!lak \mÈ. ƒvhar ma5sehI wed k=nse ma5se wedna k=nma5se _smeH wed hE nih AHdr. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

Vyvharma5se hI, AihH hI xBd pDa hE, ƒvharma5se hI, wed paDke smÔna hEke ƒvhar ma5se hI. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wed smÔna hE? smÔna hE Awed.p` wed krke smÔna to ƒvharma5se hI wed krke smÔna hE. Aahaha¦ ƒvharma5sehI, AEsa _pdex hE, AEsa _pdex hE k=n hE ne AihHya to. Aahaha¦ wav to wav wle_pdex AEsa hE ƒvharma5se hI AEsa _pdex Aaya Aek vStuka in*àt nih Ane AekvStumeH AnHt \mR hE _ska ijsko &an nih. Aahaha¦ F uH j gHwIr, AEsa _pdex hE ke&anIke, pa@maH hE ne? pa@maH hE, &anIko-\m±ko sMyG¹iÚka ivØymeH, sMyG¹iÚka |yeymeH\m±ko, Aahaha¦ —&anIke dxRn hE, &an hE, cair5 hE Aesa wed krke btaya hE. smjmeHAaya? Aahaha¦ hÒ sMyGdŸxRn paya nih wle. p` sMyGdxRn panevalako wed krkeidqaya ke Ôe wgvan Aa Aa„a hE. Aa„a-Aa„a krke nih smj ske, Aa \m± hE, ãƒhE, AEse kheke n smj ske. to Aek$pko to smjte nih, Aek ãƒka to &an nih.Aahahahaha¦ AEsa sMyGdŸxRn paneke layk hE ne ink!vt± ix*y hE. Aahahaha¦ wEyaÒ¦AEsa _pdex hE. Aahaha¦ prm sTy hE, Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒka pircy hE ne? Aaha¦ Aavat É–a Ýwu Aekvar _ska &an to kre sCca. Aahaha¦

\m±ko btlanevale ƒvharse, ƒvhar smÔna nhÄ, ƒvharse \m±(Awed)ãƒko smÔna hE. (p`) lÙ to TyaH le Ôna hE p` AekIla ãƒka &an nih AaErcEtNy Sv$p AqHD Awed hE [ska &an nih. to _sko, Aahahaha¦ —_pdex krte huAe\m±ko btlanevala˜ p` hoH. btlanevala to \m± ãVy, ãƒko deqaDnevalI _pdexmeH.

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Aahaha¦ AihH=I ka#e(khe) j¡Ao ƒvharse inüy Ônte hE ke nih? Are p` ƒvharsesmÔte hE Ae smjte hE Tyare Ae ãƒka Aa]y lete hE to smjte hE, wed _prka Aa]ywI _sko KU! Ôta hE. smjmeH Aaya? p` smÔnemeH bIÒ cIj khaHse lana?

Aek$p AnHt AanHdkHd Ýwu¦ shÔnHd cEtNy AanHdka kHd Ýwu pU aRnHd prma„Sv$ppote SvymŸ AEsI ijskI ãiÚmeH hE nih [ska ijsko AHtr mhaTMy Aaya nih. [sko_ska \m±meH \m±ko btanevala \mRkI ke!laHk \mRse bat krte hE b\aH \mRse to nihsmÔ skte, qas-qas muQy mudŸa khe Ke. Aahaha¦ hE? —iktne hI \mÈke äara˜ ÔeAemaHy ;hI' hE —_pdex krte huAe AacayÈ˜ Aahaha¦ AacayÈAe _pdex ikya. Aahahahaha¦—y>ip \mR AaEr \m±ka Svwavse Awed hE,˜ _*`ta ne AiG™ ko iwþ nihH. _*`tane AiG™ Aiwþ hE. AEse gu -gu Ane gu I ko iwþ nih gu ne gu I Awed hE.smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

jem Aa lkDI hE, Aa sfeda Aaid suvaHzp _smeH Awed hE. p` smÔneko ke Aakya hE PlaiS!k hE PlaS!Ikne xuH khevay Aa? Ae \oza hE Ae \oza hE vo kaH j¡da pDtehE _smeHse, suHvaza hE vo to Awed hE sb, p` [ska wed krke btana hE. Aahaha¦ AekloAe PlaiS!kko kEse khena, to khe suHvaza hE vjndar hE, sfed hE, cmkdar hE cmk-cmkhE Ae _smeH hE to(smÔna hE) Awed p` wed paD krke btana hE.

Aem wgvan Aa„ameH AnHt gu to hE to Awed p` Awed$pI Aek ãƒko nihÔnnevala _sko wed krke btlana hE vo. wed krke wed btlana hE Ae(AEsa) nhÄ.Aaha¦ Ae=I Aem ko l Ôy ke juAo ƒvharse inüy smÔta hE ne? p` Ao todUsra ko _pay nih. Aahaha¦ Ane te p` Aolo smÔvane \m±ne smÔve Ke.ƒvhar=I smÔve Ke p` lÙ krave Ke \m±(Awed) _pr. Aahaha¦ \m± _pr ¹iÚ ÔyTyare ƒvhare Ae AacayÈAe smÔƒuH Aena=I smßyo Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

Aohoho¦ kevI ga=a Ke? É–aHy Ke nih. Aahaha¦ jena Aekek xBdomaH ke!lIgHwIrta, Ke to idgHbr sHt KÍS=, KÍS= Ke ne? Aa to kevzI nih hE. Aahaha¦ p`vItragI sHt hE, tIn kØayka to Awav hE kuHdkuHdacayR, Am<tcHãacayR, Aahaha¦ Ù`meHsºmaH Ù`meH Kõa, Ù`meH sºm, Ù`meH KõuH Ae AHtmuRhutRmaH hÔrovar KõuH satmuH(gu S=an)Aate hE, KtaH khete hE ke Ae nih, Ae Kõa satma wed mEH nih. mEH to &ayk huH. Ae to KõIga=amaH Aa gya. Aahahaha¦

yhaH to khete hEH ke \mRno \rnar \m± AnHt \mRko \rnar hE, p` \m±ko btanahE TyaH \mRse btana, dUsra _pay kya? ke j¡Ao dxRn iksko hota hE? ke Aa„ako, iv¬asAata hE ke mEH xuâ cEtNy huH, iksko? jDko? ragko? Aahahaha¦ iv¬as AHdr prma„amEH huH AEsa iv¬as Aata hE? ke iksko? ke Aa„ako, ma!e iv¬as äara Aa„ako smÔya.p` iv¬as äara smÔya to iv¬as wed krke smÔya. Aahahaha¦

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ijskI s¿ameH Svprka &an hota hE, Ae &an te Aa„a Aem Vyvharka wed paDke btana.Aahahaha¦ AamaH vad ivvad kam krI xke nih, Aa to cIj AEsI hE, AamaH pHiDtakakam nih.

(]ota: vad-ivvadnI inymsarmaH na paDI Ke) Svsmy prsmy sa=e Ýwu vadkrIx nih, inymsarmaH kæuH. AEsI cIj hE kEse bese wa, Ae to ijskI Aa„akI Ìicho AaEr Aa„ako smjnekI grj ho dUsrI sb ippasa ijsko F! g ho. Aahaha¦

AEse AacayÈka AEsa _pdex hE ke \m±ko Ae!le &ayk, &aykmeH dxRn hE &an hE,cair5 hE AEsa wed paDya, Ae ƒvharse hE, Aayane Ae? ƒvharma5se AEsa _pdex ke\m±ko dxRn &an cair5, Aahaha¦ Tyare khe ke Ôe ƒvhar smÔnemeH to Aaya hE ke nih,inüyko? Tyare ƒvhar kar` huAa ke nih? na, na wa Aem n=I. ƒvhar smÔtehE inüyko TyaH inüy lÙ, Ane AacayR to khete hE ke hm smÔte hE ne, dxRn &ancair5, te Aa„a p` Ae ƒvharka hm wI Aa]y nih krte ne tere Aa]y nih krna.Aa@mI ga=a. Aa@mI ga=ameH Aayega. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ae ƒvharse hmsmÔte hE, p` Aa]y ƒvharka hmeH wI Anusr` nih krna, AaEr tere wI ƒvharsmÔte hE to Anusr` nih krna, Anusr` to ãƒka krna. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

—ƒvharma5se hI AEsa _pdex hE ke \m±ko dxRn &an, &aykmeH dxRn hE &an hE,˜cair5ka wed btaya Ae ƒvharse btaya hE, &aykko Aa 5` hE. Ae ƒvharse kha hEAahahahaha¦ —ikHtu prma=Rse deqa Ôye qreqr &ayk wav AEsI cIjko deqa Ôye—to AnHt pyaRyko Aekãƒ pI gya hE Aahaha¦ AnHtgu ko Aekãƒ AwedmeH Fus gyahE¦ pI gya hE AHdr, Aahaha¦ Aek ãƒmeH AnHt \mR to pI gya hE AHdr, AnHt pyaRykoAek ãƒ hI pI Ôte hE, AHdr pD–a hI hE AHdr Aem khete hE. [silye Aek$p hE. vStu toAek$p hE AnHt \mR AHdr gu ho, KtaH pI gyuH Ke Ae!le Aek$p = gyuH Ke ãƒ. gu negu I Aeva wed rhete nih TyaH. Aahahaha¦

Aa sMyGdxRn, \mRnI phelI sI#I panekI Aa kza hE. Aaha¦ bakI b\aH =o=e =o=aHKe. Aahaha¦ jNm mr` krI krIne É–aHy iv]am imla nih. iv]am S=an Ýwu hE TyaHgyo nih... AanHd\am TyaH to gye nih Ane wed ne ragmeH A!kkr pirw/m` ikya.Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ AgIAar AHg p#–a nvpUvR p#–a to p` AHtr¹iÚ nhÄ ikya. Awed_pr ¹iÚ n ikya. kHk kHk xLy AHdr rhI gya. $kneka AnHt Ýkar, KU!neka Aek Ýkar.Aek vStu i5kazI Ae Aa]y vo KU!neka _pay, $kneka to Anek _pay, dyase hota hE,wi›se hota hE ne ƒvharse hota ne, inim¿se hota hE ne, dev-guÌnI ko k<pa mzI Ôyne hota hE, AEsa A!kneka. (AnHtp/kar) Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

[silye, [silye kya? AnHt pyaRyko Aek ãƒmeH Fuskr pD–a hE AHdr Awedsilye Ok$p AaSvad, AaSvad, yuH kyuH kha? AnHt gu meH drek gu no Svad iwþ hE,ikHictŸ Aek-mek imle huO ko Ýkare Aekmek Ke, svR=a Ýkare AnHt gu Aek$p n=I. Ae

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drek gu iwþ-iwþ Svadvaza hE. Aahahaha¦ AolamaH su\ayuÅ ne? gujratImaH? AamaHto brabr AaƒuH Ke. Aa brabr AaƒuH Ke. bakI Ke TyaHy AaƒuH'tuH gujratImaH ikHictŸAekmek imle huAe, ko Ýkare gu Aekmek hE bakI Svad iwþ(iwþ) hE, ãƒnI ApeÙaAeAekmek hE p` Svad iwþ. Svad iwþkI ApeÙa. Aahaha¦ AaSvad$p hE ne? Awed hE.Aahaha¦ AekTvwav vStuka Anuwv krnevale &anIko, Aek Svwav vStu, wed AnekÝkar ho wle Aem khete hE Ane iwþ-iwþ gu na Svad wI wle ho, vStu trIke Aek hE.Aahahaha¦

hve Aavo _pdex ko daqla dlIl ne ko k=a vataR n mze. Aahaha¦ daqladlIl to kæa. Aahaha¦ Aeva Aek Svwav vStuno Anuwv krvavaza &anI puruØneAem levuH, ma=e lI\uH htuH ne? &anIne dxRn, &an, cair5 ƒvhar=I kæa. Lyo ma=ekha=ane? Ane pa@maHy Ke ne &anIne? pKI &anI A=R AhÄ pHiDt puruØ, ha, . AihH&anIne dxRn-&an cair5 ƒvharse(kha,) inüyse? Aahahaha¦ &anI puruØke n todxRn hE. Aahahaha¦ \m± ÒvnI ¹iÚ to ãƒ _pr Ke. Aahaha¦ AqHD &ayk SvwavAwed, ijsmeH AnHt gu pI gya hE, AHdr pD–a Ke AHdr, KtaH ¹iÚ to _skI Aek$p jãƒ _pr hE. Aahaha¦ \/uvnI ne |yeynI ¹iÚ kwI KU!tI nhÄ. \/uvnaH |yannI ¹iÚ.Aahaha¦

&anI puruØne, Aem TyaH levuH &anI Ke ne mUz pa@maH Ke ne? Ae=I levuH. &anIne Ae!leAnuwvI Òvne, ãƒ SvwavmaH dxRn &an cair5 Aeva wed idqte nih. Awed AnuwvmeHwed idqte nih. wed idqe to Awed rhte nih. Ane Awed idqe AemaH wed hota nih.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? klakno ivØy bhu JI`o¦ nva ma`sne to Aem lage ke AaxuH Aa É–aH=I Aa, xuH Ke? Aa te kaH \mR hxe? (]ota:- vat sacI Ke bIÔAomaHÉ–aHy Aavo _pdex Aavto j n=I) pUÔ kro, v/t kro, wi› kro, Stuit kro prma„anI,mHidr bnavo, gjr= clavo, r= ka#o r=, be paHc laq qcÈ. Aa to iv>ar=(_pr)Aa$# hE. Aaha¦ Aa &anmaH Aa$# hona Ae r=ya5a hE, vo to xuwwav ho to bharnIiÊya hotI ho to ho, vo ko \mR nih. xuwwav Aata hE, p` vo \mR nhÄ. pu~y bH\kakar` hE. Aahaha¦

—Aek Svwav vStuka Anuwv krnevala &anIko n to dxRn hE,˜ wed$p dxRn hE,ne &an hE AEsa nhÄ, AHtrmeH(AwedmeH) wle sb pD–a ho, AaEr pir`itmeH wI tIn wleAaAo p` ¹iÚka ivØymeH tIn nih. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat. wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR,Aahaha¦ Am<tcHãacayR. hve Aola tulsI Ke ne? te —loAe ka#I naqva mage Ke. khonmo loAesVvsahU HmŸ terapH=I he ne? tulsI khe —loAe ka#I naqo Arrr¦ nmosVvsahu mŸ, loAe nih. Aene Ô e lokmaH, saHwzne bapa tmne qbr n=I. AnaidnoãVysHg/hmaH to paH5Is AÙrno mH5 kæo Ke. paH5Is AÙrka mH5 kæa hE, ãVy sHg/hmeHpeH5Is AÙr. nmo loAeSaVvsahU mŸ Tyare peHtIs AÙr hota hE, neimcHd isâaHt cÊvt±


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je va`Ino \o\ hto Ae claƒo Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek Svwav vStuke Anuwv krnevala.\m±ko, \m±ko kho, &anIko kho, pHiDt puruØko kho, Ane Ae j pHiDt hE. Aahaha¦ ijsneAek ãVySv$pka ]âa &an ikya vo hI pHiDt hE. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦ xaÏka bhot&an ho ne bhot smÔne Aate hE to pHiDt hE AEsI ko cIj nih. Aahahaha¦ \m±kon to dxRn hE wed nih Ae to AqHD &ayk _pr ¹iÚ hE, n dxRn hE n &an hE n cair5hI hE, ÔeyuH? Aahaha¦ Aev Aek: Aem Ke ne? hE ne? &ayk Aev Aek:, ikHtu vo to &ayk Aekma5 xuâ &ayk hI hE. sMyG¹iÚkI ¹iÚ to Aek &ayk _pr hI hE, to vo &ayk ma5 hIhE¦ wed$p ye hE nih. Aahahahaha¦

dxRnka ivØy |yey, Ae AemaH &an dxRn cair5 wed nih. Ae to Aek$p cIj hE Ae_ska |yey hE. Aahahaha¦ pIKe Ôe _smeHse &an huAa Apna dxRnke Aa]yse Ae &anmeHSvprÝkaxk Ônneka Svwav hE, to ãƒko wI Ône AaEr pyaRy ne wed wI Ône. p` Aeto &an SvprÝkaxk Ae Ône, Aadr`Iy ne |yey to ¹iÚka(ivØy) Aek j &ayk hE.Aahaha¦

bIÒ rIte, Aek &aykka |yey ne ãVy ¹iÚ hu to _ska &an AEsa huAa, &an ke_ska &an AEsa huAa, ke Svka wI &an hE AaEr rag Aaid mHd Aaid ke xuâta ho _skawI _sko y=a=R &an ƒvharka hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aekla xaÏka &an Ae &an nih.Aahaha¦ vStuka ijsko &an huAa, Awed \m± Aek ãƒ Svwav _skI ijsko ¹iÚ hu,to _sko wed nih _smeH, p` _skI sa= Ôe &an huAa vo &an Awedko wI Ônte hEH AaErpyaRymeH wed hE dxRn &an cair5, rag Aaid hE, ye Ônte hE Ônne layk hE, ikHtu vo toAekma5 xuâ, xuâ &ayk hI hE xuâ. 5`meH to Axuâta AatI hE Aem AhÄ khete hE. dxRn&an ne cair5 Ae to tIn wed huAa. wed huAa TyaH sozmI ga=ameH to miln kæa nemeck, 16mI ga=ana kzxmaH, meck 5` huAa to wed huAa, miln huAa. miln khnekaƒvhar hE, kyÇik _ske Aa]yse rag _Tpþ hota hE. Aahaha¦ Ane i5kazne Aa]ysevItragwav _Tpþ hota hE Ane wedne Aa]yse rag hota hE to wed hE ye meck milnhE, Awed hE yh inmRz hE. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ khega. (Ýma` vcn guÌdev)

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s xuâ Aa„ake, xuâ Aa„ake, piv5 ãƒ Svwav i5kaz AanHdkHd Ýwu AexuâAa„a, Ôe sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy hE. xuâ Aa„a i5kazI sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy, |yanmeH|yey, |yan hE pyaRy, _ska |yey xuâ Aa„a. pUr` piv5taka ipHD vo xuâ. Ae Aa„ako—kmRbH\ke inim¿se Axuâta hotI hE,˜ kmRbH\na inim¿=I, _padan potanuH j Ke inim¿

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kmR, Axuâta milnta hotI hE, —yh bat to dUr hI rho˜ milntaka to lÙ KoD do,vo to lÙmaH leneke layk cIj nih. sMyGdŸxRn ijsko pana hE \mRkI phelI sI#I A=va\mRkI x$Aat, \mRkI x$Aat krna hE, _sko xuâ Aa„ameH Ôe milnta idqtI hE _skato lÙ KoD do. kyÇik vo ko ¹iÚka |yey hE nih.

ikHtu _ske dxRn &an cair5ke wI wed nih. Aahaha¦ Aek$p vStu icdŸ\n Aek$p,_smeH dxRn &an cair5 tIn wed krna vo wI ivkLpka kar` hE, wed hE, (vo)ƒvhar(ka) ivØy hE, vo sMyGdŸxRnka ivØy nih. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. \mRnIx$Aat krnevaleko Axuâta to lÙmeHse KoD dena p` dxRn &an cair5ka wed AwedmeHwed krna ye KoD dena. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. ;wI' cair5ke wI Aem Ke ne? Axuâtato dUr rho p` wedka wI (lÙ) dUr rho. dxRn &anne cair5 vo wI lÙmeH lene layk(nih). wed hE to ¹iÚka ivØymeH lÙ leneke layk nih. Aahaha¦ sU"m ivØy hE.

kyÇik, kemke wgvan Aa„a vStu hE —Ae AnHt \mR$p Aek \m±˜ AnHt \mR hE,gu hE _smeH, p` vStu trIke Aek hE, gu trIke AnHt hE, p` gu I trIke Aek \m± Aekãƒ hE, Aahaha¦ Aavo marg¦ vStu AnHt \mR$p AnHt gu $p Aek \m± hE Aek ãƒhE Aahaha¦ prHtu ƒvharIjn A&anI ƒvharmeH rhenevala prma=Rka nih Ônnevala—Aek \mRko smjte hE Ae \mRne smje, ke Aa &an te Aa„a, dxRn te Aa„a, AEsa\mRko smje p` \m±ko(Awedko) smjte nih. smjmeH Aaya? ƒvharIjn \mÈko hIsmjte hE. \mÈ ko hI fkt &an dxRn ne AiStTv ne vStuÀv AEsa \mRne Ô e. \m±konih Ônte. p` \m± je ãƒ Aek$p hE _sko Ônte nih. Aahaha¦ Aam Aa„a hE, AiSthE, AEsa gu se to Ône kdaictŸ p` vo Aek$p \m± hE ijsmeH gu wed wI nih AEsaAek$p \m± ãƒko Ônte nih. Aahaha¦ É–aH le Ôna? \m±ko nhÄ Ônte.

—silye vStuke ikNhI Asa\ar` \mÈko˜ Asa\ar` nam _smeH ye he ne dUsremeHnih, AEsa Asa\ar` \mÈ nam gu AvS=a gu ko —_pdexmeH lekr Awed$p vStumeHwI vStu to Awed hE AnHt gu no Aek$p \m± hE p` nih smjnevala, \m± nam ãƒkI¹iÚ nhÄ, vo gu ko hI Ônte hE _sko Awed$p vStumeH wI vStu to Awed hE, to &andxRn iwNn hE ne vStu iwNn hE AEsa nih. AnHt gu ka Aek$p icdanHd ãƒ Aek hE.

—vStumeH wI \mÈke nam$p wedko _Tpþ krke Aahaha¦ vStu Ôe icdanHd Ýwu Aa„a&aykka \/uv Ývah(s¹x) Ônn Ônn Ônn \/uv ãƒSv$p Ývah nam \/uv rhenevalakaym _sko nhÄ Ônte, _sko \mÈkeH nam$p wedko _TpNn krke \mÈke nam, k=n$p krke,ke Aa Aa„a &an hE, dxRn hE, AEsa wed \mÈka nam$pI k=n, vStumeH wed nih. Aahaha¦\mÈke, \m± ßyaH Aam ãƒ _skI ãiÚ kraneko AwedmeH wed hE nih, to p` wed \mÈkanam$p wed, k=n$p wed, &an-dxRn AEsa ko AHdr wed nih AHdr AwedmeH p` nam k=nkrke nam$p wedko _TpNn krke, —AEsa _pdex idya Ôta hE, ke &anI ke \mIRke \m± namãƒko —dxRn hE, &an hE, cair5 hE AEsa wed krke smÔte hE, smjmeH Aaya?


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Aavo kevo _pdex Aavo khe Ke. bapu¦ Aa to marg AHtrnaH vItrag svR&prma„a khete hE vStu to vStu hE AHdr Aek$p. AnHt \mRko pI gya AHdrmeH \us gyahE. AEsa \m±ko A=aRtŸ ãƒko nih Ônnevaleko _ska \mR nam gu Ônnevaleko, gu sesmÔte hE. ke AwedmeH wed nih. p` nam wed k=n krke Aa„ameH dxRn &an cair5 hEAEsa ƒvharse wed krke, _pdex krte hE, AavI vatuHH JI`I.

&anI Ae!le Aa„ako dxRn hE, &an hE, cair5 hE, &anI xBde Aa„a. Aa„ako dxRn&an cair5 nam wed k=n krke _ske äara vo Awed ÔneH Ae ApeÙase nam wed k=nikya, vStumeH wed nih. Aahahaha¦ —s Ýkar AwedmeH wed ikya Ôta hE Aa ApeÙasevStu Awed hE Aek$p hE, ãƒ trIke, \m± trIke, to Aek$p hE, _smeH \mRka wed krke,ƒvhar krke, \mRko smjnevaleko \mR äara \m± smÔte hE. smÔna to Ao \m± hE.Aahaha¦

jene \mRnI x$Aat krna ho, Ý=m \mRnI x$Aat nam phele nHbre pIKe bIÔ&an cair5 Aaid nHbr pIKe. phele sMyGdxRnkI-sTy dxRnkI x$Aat krna ho to_sko \m±kI ¹iÚ krna. ãƒ ¹iÚ, p` Ao A&anI ãƒ ¹iÚko Aekdm smje nih, Ae ma!eAwedmeH wed hE nih Ane Ae wedse smjte hE ke Ôe Aa &an Aa ÔneH vo Aa„a, ]âe AoAa„a, @re Ae Aa„a AEsa gu wed nam k=n krke btate hE vStumeH wed nih. Aahahaha¦hve Aa!lI to tkrar hÒ bharnI. v/t kro ne tp kro ne wi› kro ne Ae Axuâta todUr rho Ae to phele kha, Ae Axuâta to dUr rho, p` AihHya to gu ImeH wed \mRka hEH nihH,KtaH \m±meH \mRka wed krke, \m± nihH smjnevaleko \mRse \m±ko smÔte hE. Aahaha¦AavI vatuH Ke.

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[s Ýkar AwedmeH wed ikya Ôta hE, hE to Awed vStu Awed hE, Aek$p hE _smeHƒvharse wed krke smÔnemeH Aata hE, hE? —[silye ƒvhar hE.˜ Aahahaha¦ dya danv/t tpna wav to AsdŸwUt ƒvhar hE, Aahahaha¦ _ska to dUr rho, _ska to lÙKoDo p` _smeH hE AEsa dxRn &an cair5 Ôe sdŸwUt ƒvhar hE _smeH hE, p` wed nihAwedmeH AHdr vStu hE, Aahaha¦ to _ska wed paD krke smÔna Ae ƒvhar hE. Aahaha¦Ae Aa„a dxRn$p hE, iv¬as ko` krte hE? iv¬as krte hE ko`? jD kre? rag kre? mEHAa„a hu¥, AEsa iv¬as ko` krte hE? Ae iv¬as Ao sMyGdxRn Ae sMyGdxRnse ãƒkalÙ krana hE, ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr lena hE.

p` Aekla ãƒko smÔna, n smÒ xke, \m± Aa ãƒ hE, vStu hE, vStu hE, p`_sko iv¬as krnevalI cIj vo ãƒ hE Ônnevala Ônte hE kaEn? Ae ÔnnevalI cIjO Aa„a hE. @rte hE ko`? rmte-rmte, @rte ke AHdr Ae Aa„a, AEsa 5` gu ko wedkrke ƒvhar krke smÔya hE. nemcHdwa¦ AavI vat Ke. ATyare to hÒ tkraruHbharmaH pDxe hÒ. \m± ko` Ke skI ¹iÚ ibna v/t ne tp ne wi› pUÔ kro krte krtexuw se xuâ ho ÔAega. AihHya to khete hE ke Axuâ pir`amse to sMyGdŸxRn hota nhÄ,¹iÚ ãƒ _pr hogI nih, p` _smeH dxRn &an cair5ka wed krke wI ¹iÚ AwedmeH AatInih. Aahaha¦ wed _pr wI jblg lÙ rhega tblg ivkLp _Tpþ hoga. Aahaha¦Aavo marg¦

—yid prma=Rse ivcar ikya Ôve qreqr prmpda=R vStu Awed AEse ivcar ikyaÔve, —to Aek ãƒ AnHt pyaRyko Awed$pse pIkr be@a hE,˜ vStumeH AnHt gu o je wedAe AHdr pyaRy Ae!le wed, AHdrmeH hE, Ae to pI gya hE. Aahaha¦ pa`I jem pI Ôte hEne? Aem AnHt \mR, ãƒ pI gya hE, AHdrmeH pI gya hE. Aahaha¦

yid prma=Rse ivcar ikya Ôy to Aek ãƒ AnHt wedÇko, pyaRy Ae!le wedo,pyaRyko Ae!le wedÇko, Awed$pse pIkr be@a hE(O!leke) ãƒmeH AnHt gu Awed$pAHdr pDa hE, ko iwNn hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aare¦ AavI vat hve, nvrax fursdÉ–are le, Aek to bharnI Ýv<i¿ \mRne name clavI dI\I Ke. Ae Ýv<i¿=I p` \mR nihp` AHdr vStu je Aek$p hE, _smeH wed krke smÔna p` wedse wI \mR nih. Aahaha¦AHdr vStu Awed cEtNy \/uv Ývah \/uv \/uv \/uv \/uv \/uv \/uv \/uv _|vR sda \/uv. _smeH toAnHt gu to pI gye hE. AnHt gu ko iwNn ræa nih, pI gya ne Aek$p rha hE.Aahahaha¦ Aavo _pdex hve¦

Aa to hÒ \mRnI phelI x$AatnI vat Ke. cair5 ne Ae to kaH pKI vatuH, bapuAe cair5 kone kheva ne Ae lokone to bhar=I nG™p uH \ar` kre ne kH pHcmhav/tnanam \are nam mhav/t to hE É–aH? bhu AakrI vat Ýwu hE. ihtnI vat Aa to hE hoH, koƒiktnI nih. ƒiktnI vat hE nih, vStu, iht AEsa hota hE, Ae v/t tpnI Axuâta Aeto ivkLp hE, _sko to dUr rho, vo to ãiÚka ivØymeH hE hI nih, p` vStumeH dxRn &an


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cair5 Aaid xi›yaH to pDI hE(ãVy) pI gya hE, Awed hE _smeH wed krke btana, dxRn&an cair5 vo wI ƒvhar hE, vo wI ƒvharke Aa]yse to ivkLp _TpNn hota hE.ƒvharke Aa]yse sMyGdxRn nih _TpNn hota, Aa dxRn &an cair5na wedka ƒvharsesMyGdxRn nih hota. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

waØa to sadI Ke. pkDay AevuH Ke, nemcHdwa¦ Aahaha¦ kya khete hE ke Aam sI\Ibat hE, vStu AHdr hE ne Aa„a? Aa to pr cIj hE. vStu je AHdr hE Ae to xrIrse toiwNn hE, p` vo pu~y ne dya danna ivkLpse wI ye to iwNn hE, Aahaha¦ vo to iwNnhE, p` _smeH dxRn &an cair5ka wed krna, _sse wI Awed iwNn hE. Aahahaha¦ bhuAakruH kam. tmare nva wa to phel vhela saHwzta hxe? Aa to Aa„akI vat hE neÝwu? tara FrkI bat hE, inj Sv$pkI bat hE. Ýwu tuH kEsa hE?

AaHhI prma„a khete hE ke tere Ôe \mRkI x$Aat krna hE, to pu~y ne dya dannav/tna ivkLpne to KoDI de lÙmeHse, vo to terI cIjmeH hE hI nih p` terI cIjmeH hE dxRn&an cair5 to Sv$pmeH hE. AHdrmeH AwedmeH hE. AwedmeH wed pI gya hE, p` wed krkebtana dxRn &an cair5 te Aa„a vo wI ƒvhar hE, _ske Aa]yse sMyGdxRn nihhoga. wedke Aa]yse to raghI _TpNn hoga. É–oH? ke ragI hE vo kar e, wedke lÙse rag_TpNn hota ho to to kevzI wedko sbko Ônte hE, kevzI to 5` kaz 5` lok sbwedko sbko pyaRyko sbko Ônte hE, p` tum KÍS= hE, ragI hE to ragIko wed _prlÙ Ôyega to rag hI _TpNn hoga. Aahaha¦ wedka lÙ krnese rag _TpNn nih hoga,p` tum ragI hE ma!e wed _pr lÙ krnese rag hoga. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ AavI vat k ÔtnI hxe Aa? Aa te vItragno magR Aavo hxe? ijne¬rno?Aa lokomaH to dya pazvI ne v/t krva ne Apvas krva, AayHibl krvI ne AozI krvI,bapu vItrag-vItrag jEn dxRn ko AlaEikk cIj hE¦

AhÄya to khete hE. Aahaha¦ prma=Rse ivcar ikya Ôy to Aek ãƒ AnHt wedÇko,Awed$pse pIkr be@a hE, pyaRy xBde wed, AnHt gu o je wed$p hE, Aene to AwedmeH pIgya hE AHdrmaH pD–a hE sara, Aek$p ãƒ hE silye _smeH wed nhÄ. Aa kar e AnHtwedÇko Awed $pmeH pDa hE, Aa kar e _smeH wed nhÄ. Aa kar e _smeH wed nhÄ. kyakar e? AwedmeH sb gu o AHdr pD–a hE Awed$pe, Ae kar e _smeH wed nhÄ. silye_smeH wed nhÄ. Ane wed krne Ôyega ke Aa dxRn hE ne &an hE ne Aa cair5 hE, to ƒvharivkLp _TpNn hoga, AaEr sMyGdxRn inivRkLp _TpNn nih hoga. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Aahahaha¦

dUsra pereg/af wava=Rka dUsra.—yhaH ko kh skta hE - waØa ÔeyuH? yhaH ko kh skta hE, khe skte hE. ke

—pyaRy wI ãƒke hI wed hE Ae b\aH gu o Ae ãƒno j Svwav Ke. ãƒno j wed Ke.—AvStu to n=I˜ Ae gu o to kaH AvStu n=I. gu ne wed je Ke Ae ko AvStu nam

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pr vStu n=I. AvStu nam prvStune AvStu kihAe, xuH kæuH? kya ikya? ke Aa„anIApeÙase wed hE Ae AHdrmeH kaH AvStu nhÄ. AvStu iksko kihAe, ke Aa„a isvay dUsraAa„a, dUsra jD _sko Aa vStukI ApeÙase _sko AvStu kihAe p` _smeH hE nih ma!eAvStu kihAe Ane Aa gu to _smeH hE, _sko tum ƒvhar kyuH khete hE? AvStu krke,smjmeH Aaya?

fer, wa to nya hE ne nya tum be to Aate ho varHvar, Aa to smjnekI cIjAa hE, bakI \Uz \aÌ hE sara, Aahaha¦ kya ikya? AihHya wava=R smÔnevalapHiDtÒ AEse khete hE, ik yhaH ko kh skte hE, kyuH? ke ãƒ dxRn &an cair5 Ae Aa„amaHhE, Aa„akI cIj hE Ae ko AvStu nih. AvStu nam pr nih. prAa„a ne prãƒne AaãƒnI ApeÙaAe Aãƒ khIAe. Aa vStunI ApeÙaAe dUsrI cIjko AvStu kihAe. p` AavStumeH gu hE, ye AHdrmeH hE _ska wed krna hE, hE _ska wed btana hE, ye kaH AvStunih. vStu AHdr hE, loÒkse vat krte hE. Aahaha¦

É–a ikya? yhaH ko kh skta hE, kem? ke _smeH gu hE. pr vStu to _smeH hE nih,wgvan pHc prmeiÚ wI Aa„akI ApeÙase AvStu khenemeH Aata hE. _sko ƒvharkhenemeH Aata hE. AvStuko ƒvhar AaEr vStuko inüy. to wgvan pHcprmeiÚ Ae devguÌ xaÏ Aaid ko prãƒ Ae to AvStu kho to ƒvhar kho to Ae kaH hrkt nih. pÀHdrmeH hE, vStumeH gu hE Ae AvStu nhÄ, _smeH hE AemaH AvStu É–aH=I AavI? AEsa tumÝÆ kr skte ho. Aem pHiDtÒ khete hE. Aahaha¦

yhaH ko yh kh skta hE, kyuH? ke gu to AHdrmeH ãƒmeH wed hE, vStu, &an dxRncair5 Aaid hE, vStumeH hE, vStumeH nih hE, Ae to pr cIj vStumeH nih hE. p` Aa to vStumeHhE, hE _sko tum ƒvhar kyuH khete ho? AaEr AvStu É–Ç khete ho? Aahahahaha¦ loÒkse vat krte hE. yhaH ko khe skta hE, kh skta hE, ke gu wI ãƒke wed hE, AvStu nihye ko pr cIj nih _ska ãƒka wed hE, Ae ko pr vStu nhÄ, ãƒka hI wed hE to AevStu hE, Ane vStu hE _sko ƒvhar kyÇ kho? ApnI cIj hE Ae ApeÙaAe pr cIjAvStu hE, to _sko ƒvhar kho. p` ApnI SvcIjmeH gu hE, ye ApnI vStu hE _skoAvStu khkr tum wed, ƒvhar kyÇ khete ho? smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

tb fIr _NheH ƒvhar kEse kha Ô skta hE, ÝÆ smjmeH Aaya, ÝÆkarka ÝÆ, tumkr skte ho Aem khete hE. tum ÝÆkar ÝÆ kr skte ho. phela to AEsa kha. kyuH ke teraãƒ Ôe hE _smeH gu hE, gu wed hE, _smeH n ho Ane prmeH ho to _sko to AvStu khkrƒvhar kho p` teremeH wed hE _sko tum ƒvhar khete hE to vo to AvStu ho g,Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? waØa to sadI Ke, p` hve wav to p` Aa to xe@Iya AaƒaKe Ae!le Aa ihNdI krI hoH tmara sa!u Aa, bayunI to ivnHtI htI bayunI ke hmàHihNdI rheva do vo AbI Aayega ne ix"a` ixibr tb ihHdI hoga ke hve Aa xe@Iya AaVyaKe ne, saHwze to qra Aek wa to AÔ~ya Ke. Aahaha¦ magR to Ýwu.


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ix*yko Aem khete hE A=va ÝÆkarko !Ikakar Ae!le Aa vcinkakar Aem khete hEke tum AEsa khe skte ho. kyuH ke Aa„a hE. _smeH gu hE, Ane gu hE _sko ƒvhar khena,kheta ho to vo AvStu ho ÔtI hE, AEsa tum ÝÆ kr skte ho. Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦Aahaha¦ Aa vStu AHdr hE cEtNy Ýkaxno pUHj, cEtNycHã, Aek$p \/uv _smeH gu hE AnehE _sko tum AvStu khekr ƒvhar kho, hE _sko ƒvhar kho? hE _sko to inüy khenacaihye. _smeH nih ho, prcIj nih ho, _sko tum ƒvhar khe skte hE, kyuHik ye AvStuhE. Aa vStunI ApeÙaAe AvStu hE pr AenI ApeÙase wle vStu hE. p` Aa ApeÙaAeAvStu hE to AvStu ko to ƒvhar tum khe skte hE. p` terI cIjmeH \mR hE, gu hE, _skoƒvhar kyÇ khete(ho) Ao to nih hE AEsa ho gya. smjmeH Aaya?

wEyaÒ¦ wEyaÒne Ýem lagte hE, vat to AesI hE Ýwu Aa to, idgHbr sHtonI vatloko meHHH ATyare sunnemeH AatI nih. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE. smjmeH Aaya? kya ikyawEya smjmeH Aaya? kya khete hE? ke Aek \/uv vStu hE Aa„a pda=R _smeH Ôe cIj n hoxrIr vaÌ mn dev guÌ xaÏ nih hE, to Aa ApeÙase _sko AvStu khenemeH Aata hE.AvStu khekr ƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE, p` ApnemeH gu hE, AHdr hE, _sko tum ƒvharkhekr AvStu khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae to ÝÆkare, ÝÆkarne claya hE, khe skte hotum AEsa, hE? tum AEse khe skte ho, kyÇik wgvan Aa„a AnHt gu Sv$p hE. dxRn&an cair5 Aaid gu Sv$p hE. AaEr _sko tum ƒvhar kho to to AvStu ho ÔyegI,AvStuko ƒvhar khena hE. SvvStuko to inüy khena hE. devIlalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦brabr Aaƒa Ko takDe(Avsre) ga=a ACKImeH klk¿e=I Aaƒa ne bhot dUr idLlIse.Aahaha¦

Amare wa Aaƒa Ke ne laDnuvaza nhÄ? wgvan, terI cIj AEsI hE waAahaha¦ Ane Ae idgHbr sHto isvay, Aahahahaha¦ AEsI k=nI, Aahaha¦ xuH? kyakhete hE? Aahaha¦ A=Rkar ÝÆkarke muqmeH bulate hE, kho É–oHik gu to AHdrmeH hE, hE_sko hm ƒvhar khete hE to tum khe skte ho ke hE _sko ƒvhar kyuH khe? nih _smeHhE, _sko ƒvhar kh skte hE. Aa„ameH prãƒ nih xrIr kmR dev guÌ xaÏ Aa„aisvay kmR Aaid sb AvStu khenemeH Aata hE. to AvStuko to ƒvhar tum kho pÀHdrmeH gu hE, vStu hE, vStumeH vStuTvpàkI xi›yaH hE, ye hE(_s) ko tum ƒvhar kheteho to _ska A=R Ae ho gya ke ye xi›yaH hE hI nhÄ? AvStu hE, smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦

satmI ga=a to Aam svÈTk<Ú hE, AemaH Aa xe@ Aaƒa Ke brobr, nemIcHdwa¦Aahaha¦ kya khete hE? ÝÆkarka muqmeH tum ÝÆ kr skte ho. AEse kæa, kyuH? ke _smeHhE vo to inüy hE, gu hE to SvmeH inüy hE AaEr gu ko wed krke tum AvStu ƒvharkhete ho, to ƒvhar to AvStu hotI hE. ApnemeH Ôe cIj n ho _sko ƒvhar khenemeHAata hE, ApnemeH hE _sko to inüy khenemeH Aata hE. to tumara ÝÆ kro. devIlalÒ¦

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Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- sma\an wI bhut suHdr ikya) ha, Ýwu tum ÝÆ kr skte ho,kyÇik ApnI cIj Ôe hE, _smeH gu ApnemeH hE, hE to hm ƒvhar khete hEH to tum ÝÆ krskte ho, hE _sko tum Vyvhar kyUH ikya? _smeH n ho vo cIjko tum ƒvhar kho, p`AihHya hE _sko to inüy khena caihye, _sko ƒvhar kyuH kha? Aahaha¦

yhaH ko kh skta hE Aem lI\uHne? tme ÝÆ krI skte ho, kyÇik ÝÆ krnekaAvkax hE, kyÇik ApnemeH gu hE Ae to inüy hE, ApnemeH khena ye to inüy hE, Anetum gu ko ƒvhar khete ho to AvStu ho g, Aem tum ÝÆkar ÝÆ kr skte ho.Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ, Aahaha¦ Are Ae vat Ýwuna FrnI, 5`lokna na=, ijne¬rdevisvay É–aH Aa vat Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat. Aahaha¦ ÝÆkarnaH muqmaH khete hE, tumÝÆ kr skte ho, kyuH kr skte ho? ke Aa„ameH to gu hE, hE, AnHtgu wed$p hE to _skoto tum ƒvhar kyuH kha? n hoy _sko ƒvhar kho, ApnemeH ko cIj n ho to prkIApeÙa ApnemeH Aa„a Ae pr hE nih ApnI ApeÙase pr hE nih. prmeH Apna hE nih,to prko ƒvhar kho, Svko inüy kho, Aahahaha¦ AEse ÝÆ kr skte ho tum, Aem kheKe. kar` ke hm hE, _sko ƒvhar khete hE, to tum ÝÆ kr skte ho, hE _sko to inüykho. ApnemeH n ho _sko ƒvhar kho AEsa ÝÆ kr skte ho tum. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:-ÝÆ smÔy to _¿r smÔy) Amare xe@ Aaƒa Ke ne pKI Aene kaH Aa smÔyne Aanva Aa vqte do# vØeR Aaya. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH ko` hE? tuH Aek$p cIj hE AHdr. Aahaha¦gu wI pI gya hE ãVymeH, Awed huAe hE. Aahaha¦ _smeH gu hE, Ae gu hE ne gu I hE,AEsa wed krna vo hE (_s)ka wed krke tum ƒvhar khete ho to AvStu ho ÔtI hE AemÝÆkar khete hE. yhaH ko kh skta hE pyaRy wI ãƒke wed hE, Ae ãƒ nam gu Aaid b\aH,AvStu nhÄ tb ifr _Nhe ƒvhar kEse kha Ô skta hE? ApnemeH hE _sko ƒvhar kEsekhnEmeH Aa Ôta hE? pyaRy, dxRn &an cair5 A=va dxRn &an cair5 gu wed AHdrmeHhE, _sko to tum AvStu khekr ƒvhar khete ho? tum ƒvhar khete ho to to AvStu hoÔtI hE, _smeH hE nihH AEsa ho Ôta hE, brabr hE? Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ AavI vatÉ–aHy (hE nhÄ). Aahaha¦ gjb vat krte hE. Ane ke!la loÒkse Nyayse loÒkse.Aohohoho¦

Ýwu, ÝÆkarne khete hE ke tum ÝÆ kr skte ho ne Ýwu, kyuH ke gu to ApnemeH hE ne¦ApnemeH hE pyaRy wI ApnemeH hE ne¦ to ApnemeH hE _sko to ƒvhar kEse kho vo to inüykho ne tum to pyaRy hEH _sko to ƒvhar khete ho, ƒvhar to ApnemeH Ôe cIj n ho_sko ƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE. Ane gu ne pyaRy to ApnemeH hE. _sko Aap ƒvhar kEsekhe skte ho? _ska sma\an. Aa ÝÆ, wEyaÒ¦ sunnemeH Aata hE smjnemeH? waØa tosadI hE Ýwu. Aahaha¦ wgvan hE ne Aa„a AHdr. Aahahaha¦ 5` lokno na=Aahaha¦ Aene smÔvvanI k=nI sHto, idgHbr sHto kEsI krte hE. Aahahaha¦ ye @Ik hE.tmara ÝÆ @Ik hE. @Ik to kha, É–oH? ke AHdrmeH gu hE, pyaRy hE, _sko ƒvhar hm kha


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@Ik, yh @Ik hE, —ikHtu yhaH ãƒ¹iÚse Awedko Ý\an krke _pdex idya hE terI vatƒajbI hE. ApnemeH hEH _sko ƒvhar É–oH kha, Ae tera vat ƒajbI hE, @Ik hE, Aem tokbUl ikya. p` AihHya iwNn cIj, dUsrI rIt khena hE. (kyaHy Ke nhÄ) Aahaha¦ yhaHãƒ¹iÚse Awedko muQy krke _pdex idya hE. Awed vStu Ôe ãƒSvwav _skI ¹iÚse,[skI ¹iÚka ivØykI Ý\antase, Aahaha¦ Awedko muQy krke _pdex idya hE. —Awed¹iÚmeH wedko gaE khenese ih,˜ xuH, É–a ikya? Awed ¹iÚmeH wed hE, gu AHdr hE. —p`wedko gaE krnese Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE

tera khena @Ik hE ke AHdr pyaRy ApnI hE gu Apna hE to Apneko inüy kho.[sko ƒvhar kho to AvStu ho ÔtI hE Ae @Ik hE wEya tera k=n. Aahaha¦ p` AmarIk=nImeH AwI ãƒ¹iÚkI Awed Ý\an krke khena hE, to TyaH wed Aata nih. Aahahaha¦Aahahaha¦ AavI care baj¡nI vat svR& prme¬r isvay (kyaHy Ke nhÄ) Aahaha¦ke!lI vat loÒk Nyayse isâ krte hE. Ýwu tera ÝÆ brabr hE hoH, p` Amare yhaH Awed¹iÚka Ý\anse khena hE, wedko gaE krna hE, Ke qro, Awav nhÄ krna hE. p` wedkogaE krke Awed i5kazI Aek vStukI ¹iÚ kraneko, ¹iÚka ivØy to tdŸn Awed hE. Awed_pr ¹iÚ dIye ibna sMyGdxRn hota nih. Aahahaha¦

—Awed¹iÚmeH wedko gaE khenese hI Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE,˜ Awed¹iÚmeH wed hE KteH (to wI) wedko gaE krke, Awav krke nhÄ, _ska lÙ KoDaneko, tetrfka Aa]y KoDaneko _sko gaE krke ƒvhar hE AEsa khenemeH Aaya hE AaEr inüyAwed ¹iÚko muQy krke _sko inüy khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahahaha¦ hÒ to phele \mRnIx$Aat sMyGdxRn AenuH ibjDuH kEsa hE yh bat cltI hE. Aahaha¦

hve Ae kaH qbr nih ne piDma le lo, v/t le lo, b/ïcarI (Ba/ïCayR) le lo.#Ik uH le lo \UzmeH hE nih. Aahaha¦ terI bat @Ik hE, kyÇik ApnemeH hE _sko ƒvharkhena, Ae to AvStu ho ÔtI hE to bat terI to @Ik hE. Ae to kbUl ikya. p` yhaH,ãƒ¹iÚse vStukI ¹iÚ i5kaz Awed AevI Awedko muQy krke, muQy krke _pdex idya, AaErwedko gaE krke Awav krke Aem nhÄ. Awed ¹iÚmeH wedko gaE krnese AolamaH Ý\anikyane? ãVy¹iÚse Awedko muQy kha Ý\an nam muQy, Ane Awed ¹iÚmeH wedko gaEkhenese Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE. wedko lÙmaH nih leneke kar` AwedkI ¹iÚkraneko, wedko hE _sko gaE krke AwedkI ¹iÚ kraneko wed ƒvhar hE AEsa khenemeH AayahE. Aahahaha¦ qHDva-bHDvamaH É–aH Aa mze AevuH Ke NyaH? Amare wEyaÒ to khete hE ikÉ–aHy mzte nih. ( kyaHy mztI n=I) Aa cIj vItragnI. Aahahaha¦ AlaEikk cIjhE, waGyvanko to kane pDe AEsI bat hE.

vStu wgvanAa„a \m± trIke, ãƒ trIke Aek hE. _smeH AnHt gu pI gya Awed

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ho gya hE gu ko iwNn nih to gu ko je smjte hE, Awedko ¹iÚka ivØyko nihsmjte, _sko wedse smÔya. p` wedse smÔya p` wede smÔya Awed, wedewedko smÔya hE AEsa nihH. ¹iÚ TyaH kraneko wedko smÔya. Aahaha¦ wedko gaEkrke, wedko gaE krke, wedko ƒvhar khekr AvStu kha Ae Aa ApeÙase ke i5kazI ¹iÚmeHAwedmeH wed hE nih, Ae Awed ¹iÚ kraneko wedko gaE krke ƒvhar kha hE, hve AamaHAa Aa!luH b\uH yad kyare rhe? Aahaha¦ (]ota: yad kyaH raqvanuH Ke, smjvanuH j Ke)hEH? Aahaha¦

silye wedko gaE krke _se ƒvhar kha. Awav krke nih. hE to _smeH p` Awed¹iÚ kraneko AwedmeH wed malUm hota nih Ane wedka lÙ Ôe Aa Ôy to rag _TpNnhota hE. Ane Awed ¹iÚ kraneko, Awed ¹iÚko muQy krke, gu hE _smeH, wed hE, p` wedkogaE krke, ƒvhar khenemeH Aaya hE. Awedko muQy krke inüy khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦AavuH Ke xuH krvuH p`? dya pazvI ke v/t krva _pvas tarI dya to paz phelI. wedkawI lÙ KoDkr Awed ¹iÚ krna Ae Sv dya hE. Ae!le? jEsa Awed hE AEsa ÔNya _skanam Sv dya hE¦ hE Awedko wed Ônna hE, ragvaza Ônna to ihHsa ikya ApnI cIjkoAnadr kr idya. Aahahaha¦ Aahaha¦

Awe¹iÚmeH wedko gaE krnese hI, khenese ih Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE.silye, Aa kar e wed _smeH hone pr wI, _skI vStumeH hE, KtaH wedko gaE krke _seƒvhar kha hE. _smeH Awav krke ƒvhar kha nhÄ, ke AemaH gu wed hE hI nih, \mR AHdrhE hI nih. pyaRy hE hI nih, Aem nhÄ. p` Awed i5kazI cIj Ôe Awed Aek$p hE, _skI¹iÚmeH wed AwedmeH malUm hota nihH, to wedko gaE krke ƒvhar nam AvStu kha Anei5kazI Awedko muQy krke vStu kha. _ska nam vStu kha. Aahahaha¦ ivØy AajJI`o Ke. Aaj, AØaD sud bIj Ke Aaj to, saEraÚ^nuH vØR bese Ke Aaj. saEraÚ^maHÔmngrvaza AØaD sud bIjnuH bese Ke ne? Aey cImnwa Aene qbrey nih hoymuHb rhe Ke ne? saEraÚ^maH AØaD sud bIje vØR bese, Ômngr ne Ae baÔu, vØR bestuHTyaH Ke. muHb bhu rheta hoy Aene qbr n hoy. AØaD sud bIj Ômngr ne Ae baÔumaHvØR bestuH Aa, 3pnI sal besxe. 34 sal (pUrI =). Aahaha¦

kya ikya? ÝÆkarko khete hE ke tum ÝÆ kr skte ho, kyÇ kr skte ho? ke Aa„ameHwed gu hE, hE to _sko hm ƒvhar kha, to tum ÝÆ kr skte ho. gu hE Ao to inüyhE. Sv hE _smeH to inüy hE ne ƒvharko tum AvStu kha, AvStuko ƒvhar tum khetehE, to Ae Aa„ameH gu -pyaRy nhÄ hE? gu pyaRy nih hE, to ƒvhar hE? AEsa ÝÆ tumkr skte ho, p` _ska hmara _¿r ye hE, ke vStu Ôe Awed ¹iÚ kraneko Aek$p i5kazcIj ska Aa]y krnese sMyGdxRn hota hE. to i5kazIna AwednI ¹iÚ kranekoAwedko muQy krke _sko inüy khenemeH Aaya hE. smjmeH Aaya? _pdex idya gya hE.AaEr ƒvhar gu wed hE _smeH to hE to Ae ApeÙaAe inüy hE p` Awed ¹iÚ kraneko


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gu ne pyaRy tIno hEH. ApnemeH hE to Ae inüy khenemeH Aaya ApnemeH prvStu nhÄ. _skoƒvhar khenemeH Aaya. Ane tum to pyaRyko ne gu wedko ƒvhar khete ho Ô e Ae vStuj nhÄ, wEya¦ mE (ne)H kya kar`se kha hE Ýwu tuH sUn terI pUr` Ýwuta Ôe ãƒ AwedhE, _skI ¹iÚ kraneko wed _smeH kha hE, Ýwu tu sUn terI pUr` Ýwuta Ôe ãƒ Awed hE_skI ¹iÚ kraneko wed _smeH hE (to wI) gaE krke AvStu krke ƒvhar kha. vStuinüyko vStu kha. Aahaha¦ (i5kazIne) Awedko inüy kha. AhÄ to yh kha.i5kazImeH to 5` kaz Aave ne vzI - AhÄ to Awed vStuko vtRmanmeH, Aahaha¦ Aek$pvStu hE Ýwu _skI ¹iÚkI Ý\antase Aa _pdex denemeH Aaya hE, kyÇik ãƒ¹iÚ kranekosmi› hota hE, AaEr wedkI ¹iÚ krnese ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE¦ hE _smeH wed p` KÍS=ÝaÌ hE, ragI hE Aagz khega, khexe - ragI ÝaÌ hE to wedka lÙ kreHge to rag hoga- wedka &an krnese rag hoga Aem nhÄ p` tum ragI ÝaÌ hE ALp& hE KÍS= hE AeteremeH wed hE gu pyaRy p` gu pyaRyka lÙ lega to ragI ÝaÌ hE to rag hI _Tpþhoga.

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smysar, satmI ga=a wava=R. Aeno bIÔe pereg/af frIne, wava=Rno bIÔepereg/af.

phele AEsa kha ke, AaTma Ôe cIj hE, Ae to AnHtgu pI gye AEsI Aek$pAekvStu hE, Awed cIj hE. _smeH pu~y ne papna wav vo to dUr rha, kyÇik Ae to AxuâhE vo to ¹iÚka ivØymeH nih. Ane ¹iÚka ivØy Ae vStumeH nih. Éya ikya? ke AaTma ÔehE vStu Ae to AnHt \mR nam gu ka Aek$p ãVy hE, to _smeH ivkar to hE nhÄ, xuwAxuw wav kmRna inim¿na sHge, Aa]ye je _Tpþ hota hE Ae to cIjmeH hE nih, to¹iÚka ivØymeH wI Ae Aata nih, hve Aek cIj, Aek smymaH AnHt gu $p Awed cIj,p` Ae Awedko \m±ko nih Ônnevala, \mR nam gu ko Ônte hE. _sko \mR äaraAwedko btaya ke Aa &an te AaTma, dxRn te AaTma, AEse wed kr btana, ye AwedmeHwed krna vo Vyvhar hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Ao wed Ae ¹iÚka ivØy nhÄ. ¹iÚ,sMyGdxRnka ivØy to Awed AnHt gu no Aek$p ãVy Ae _ska ivØy ãVy hE. ¹iÚ, toAihHya ÝÆ ikya.

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hE ÉyÇ? ke Ôe wed hE AaTma vStu hE _smeH gu wed hE, Ae AaTmameH hE to hE _sko VyvharÉyÇ kha? _smeH n hoy Ae cIjko Vyvhar kho to to brabr hE, p` _smeH hE Ae AaTma&an hE dxRn hE AanHd hE _smeH pyaRy wI inmRz hE AaEr tum wedko Vyvhar khte ho. toVyvhar to _sko khenemeH Aate hE ke _smeH n ho AaEr pr vStuko Vyvhar khenemeH AatahE. smjmeH Aaya? sU"m ivØy hE ApUvR. yhaH ko ye kh skta hE. yhaH AEsa ÝÆ kr sktehE ke pyaRy wI ãVyke hI wed hE, ye gu ne gu kI pyaRy inmRz, vo to vStuka hI wed hE,vStukI yh cIj hE, vStumeH hE, hE na? wed ãVyke hI wed hE vStuka wed hE AvStu nih. Aeko pr cIj, jem SvnI ApeÙaAe AvStu khenemeH Aata hE.

SvvStu AiSt Ae ApeÙaAe xrIr va`I, mn, kmR, ÏI, ku!uHb, dev, guÌ xaÏ Aeto ANy hE. to ANyko to AaTmameH hE nih. vo kar` Vyvhar kho to Ae to vat brabrhE. p` AaTmameH je gu ne pyaRy hE _smeH hE to inüyse hE. _sko tum Vyvhar khte hoto vo Éya kar` hE? Amara ÝÆ to, ÝÆkarka AEsa ÝÆ ho skta hE. AEsa wI kha.smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat Ke, hEH?

Ae ko yh kh skta hE ke pyaRy wI ãVyke wed hE AvStu nih, Ae kaH prvStu nih,tb ifr _NheH Vyvhar kEse kha Ôta hE? ApnemeH ApnI pyaRy hE, ApnemeH Apna guhE, to SvmeH hE to inüy hE, to Ôe SvmeH hE _sko wed btakr Vyvhar khete ho vo kese hE?smjmeH Aata hE? Aahaha¦ \mR (ik) vat ApUvR vat hE wa sMyGdxRn, sMyGdxRnj ko ApUvR cIj hE. pUveR kdI ikya nih, pUveR kdI y=a=R Ìicse sUna hI nih. Aahaha¦to ix*yka ye ÝÆ ke tb ifr _NheH Vyvhar kEse kha Ô skta hE? jb _smeH hE, _smeH nho, _sko to Vyvhar kho, _smeH hE Ae to inüy hE, Sv inüy pr Vyvhar ÝÆkar khetehE _ska sma\an. Aa ÝÆnuH $p, ÝÆkarnuH Aa $p, ke je cIj hE AaTma wgvan _smeHAnHt gu hEH AaEr _skI pyaRy wI hE A=va Ae gu $pI wed Ae pyaRy hE, vStu hE _smeHAe gu ho vo hI wed hE Ae to _smeH hE, hEH _sko Aap Vyvhar ÉyÇ kho? _smeH n hoy_sko Vyvhar kho to to VyajbI hE, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

sma\an: ye @Ik hE, terI bat ye ApeÙaAe to @Ik hE ke prko Vyvhar khena,AvStuko Vyvhar khena, ApnemeH hE (_sko) Vyvhar ÉyÇ khete hE vo to ApnemeH hE, ke@Ik hE tera ÝÆ. p` _smeH smjnekI cIj hE, terI bat @Ik hE p` _smeH wI smjnekIcIj hE. Aahaha¦

—ikHtu yhaH ãVy¹iÚse Awedko Ý\an krke _pdex idya hE,˜ yhaH to ãVy¹iÚ ãVyvStu _skI ¹iÚ kraneko AaEr ¹iÚka ivØy Ôe Awed hE, ye muQytase k=n krnemeH AayahE. i5kazI cIj Ôe &aykwav _smeH gu wed hE vo wI ¹iÚka ivØy nih, Ane gu wedhE ye gu ImaH iwþ gu hE Ane iwþ gu I hE AEsa nih. gu ImaH gu Awed hE p`,ãVy¹iÚse Awedko Ý\an krke _pdex idya hE, Aahaha¦ Awed ¹iÚmeH wedko gaE , hE toqra. p` vo wedko gaE krke Awav krke nih. Aahaha¦ AaTmameH &an dxRn AanHd hE,


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AwedmeH wedko gaE khenese Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE. AwedmeH wed wIkhenemeH Aave to Awed ¹iÚmeH Aata nih, wed ¹iÚmeH Aata hE to wed ¹iÚmeH Aave to Awed¹iÚmeH Aave nih to wedkI ¹iÚ krnese to ragkI _Tpi¿ hotI hE. khega Aagz.wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE.

—silye wedko gaE krke _se Vyvhar kha hE hE to _smeH gu ne pyaRy _skI.jem pr cIj _smeH nhÄ i5kaz, kmR dev guÌ xaÏ ÏI ku!uHb pirvar l"mI mkan vo cIjto SvãVymeH i5kaz hE hI nih, ne Aa gu ne pyaRy to _smeH hE p` Awed ¹iÚ kraneko,wedko gaE krke Vyvhar khenemeH Aaya hE. (]ota: gu to ãVymeH hE p` pyaRy khaH hE?)_¿r:- gu ne pyaRy bey wegI. pyaRy kho ke gu kho. pyaRy nam gu no wed, pyaRyAe!le gu maH wed. (]ota: vo to Ýma` meH hota hE) AihHya Ae kam nihH AEsa. AihHyato pyaRy kho ke gu kho, ãVymeH wed hota hE. vih pyaRy hE. vih gu hE. wed Ae hI guhE. Ae gu kho ke pyaRy kho ke wed kho Ôe ke Ae to diryamaH pI to gya hE ne. AnHtI pyaRyne gu , ãVy to pI gya hE AHdrmeH Awed hE. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: sMyGdxRnke ivØymeHto pyaRy nih hE) ivØy pyaRy hE p` gaE krke kha, wed hE to gaE krke kha, to pyaRywI to hE to gaE krke, AaTmameH hE hI nih. hE? Ae JI`I vat hE wa. Aahaha¦ satmIga=a Amara xe@Iya brobr AaVya Ke brabr b\aH. ga=ameH @Ik AaVya hE. sat ga=a,svÈTk<Ú hE. Aahaha¦

gu ko pyaRy wI khete hE. shcr pyaRy svRivxuâmaH Aate hE ne? wa shvt± neÊmvt± pyaRy bey Aave Ke svR ivxuâ Ai\karmaH. Aa to xaHit ne \Irj=I smjnekIcIj hE. Aa ko vataR, k=a hE nih. Aa to 5`lokno na= cEtNyv<Ù, Aaya =a ne kl.Am<tfz fze, Am<tfz AEsa cEtNy v<Ù hE, to Ae cEtNy v<Ùko ¹iÚmeH leneko, Awedkobtana hE. AwedmeH wed btanese Awed brabr malUm hota nhÄ. _smeH hE qra p` AwedbtanemeH wed malUm kre to Awed brabr malUm hota nih. Aahaha¦

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nhÄ =a. AhÄya lg to Aaya =a kl. kya khete hE? wed¹iÚmeH AiwÝay Aaxy ye hE kevStu Ôe hE Awed AnHt gu pI gya hE, AEsI Ôe vStu _smeH Ôe wed krke idqana to wedmeHinivRkLp dxa nih hotI. gu _pr ¹iÚ, wed _pr Ôte hE. to ivkLp hI _Tpþ hota hErag, Ane Awed _pr ¹iÚ honese inivRkLp nam AragI ¹iÚ hotI hE. smikt AragI hE.Aahaha¦ JI uH bhu wa. magR ApUvR hE, AnHt kaz AnHt kaz AnHt kazmeH kwI AeksekND ma5 wI ikya nih. Ane ê\e rSte c# gye. yhaH khete hE ke Ýwu¦ Aek var sunne.Aahaha¦

wgvan trIke bolate hE, AaTmako to Ýwu AacayR, 72 ga=ameH wgvan krkebulate hE. wgvan Aek var sun to sih. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦ terI cIj hE. Ae to xi›gune pyaRymeH Awed Ae!le pI gya hE, ãVymeH Aek$p Ae cIj hE. AemaH AekmeH Anekpà nihidqte hE, Anekpà idqne ÔAe to Aekpà idqte nih, Aekp uH kho ke Awed kho.Aahaha¦ smÔy AevuH Ke hÇ, n=I smÔy AevuH n=I. waØa to sadI Ke.

yhaH yh Aaxy hE AiwÝay hE, wed¹iÚmeH Aa gu I hE ne _smeH &anaid gu hE, AEsI¹iÚmeH ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE, rag _Tpþ hota hE. inivRkLp AragI ¹i*! _smeH _Tpþ nhÄhotI. Aahaha¦ inivRkLp sMyGdxRn Ôe inivRkLp AragI ¹iÚ hE Ae wedke lÙse Ae _Tpþhota nihH. brabr hE wEya? Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke. AgMy gMy, p` bhar=I Ýv<i¿Aa kro ne Aa kro ne Aa kro guHc gya. AihHya to vStu Ôe Aek$p hE Ae wed¹iÚ krneserag _Tpþ hota hE, wed¹iÚmeH AwedmeH Ôe inivRkLp ¹iÚ AragI hotI hE Ae wed¹iÚmeH nihhotI. smjmeH Aaya? Awed ¹iÚmeH gu Ane gu Ika wed n krke ãVy AqHD Awed hE,AicHTy AnHt AnHt gu ka Aek$p \m±, AEsI Awed ¹iÚ krnese inivRkLp nam ragriht sMyGdxRn _Tpþ hota hE AaEr wed¹iÚse inivRkLp AragI ¹iÚ _Tpþ nhÄ hotI.wed¹iÚse to ivkLp nam rag _Tpþ hota hE. Aahaha¦ waØa to sadI Ke ne?

Aa xe@IyaAone lne ihNdI waØa hotI hE. ihHdI p` srz hE, ko AEsI ki@ntmarI waØa jEsI n=I. Aahahaha¦ vStu iv¬ dxRn AEsI Ôe cIj hE. Ae to iv¬koÔnnevalI cIj hE. iv¬ko ApnemeH rqnevalI cIj nih. Aahaha¦ AaEr wedko rqnevalIcIj hE, p` wedse AwedkI ¹iÚ KoDkr, wedkI ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRn AragI inivRkLpAnHtkazmeH kwI huAa nih, Ae wed ¹iÚmeH hota nhÄ. cImnwa AamaH tmare TyaH, lo#abo#amaH kaH n=I. NyaH kyaHHy Ke nhÄ. kaH Ke nih, wa mo!awa khe Ke lo#a Ke NyaH.Aahaha¦ prmaTma i5lokna= ijne¬rdevnI vaÌ Aa hE. sHto ijne¬re kha vo AaDityahokr jgtko btate hE. mal to Aa hE. Aahaha¦ Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI, terI cIjmeHsUnna vo wI Aek ivkLp hE, Aahaha¦ vo wI ¹iÚka ivØymeH Aata nhÄ. AaEr ivkLpAaya sUnneka vo wI ¹iÚka ivØymeH Aata nhÄ. ¹iÚka ivØymeH sUnna to Aata nih,tI=Åkr 5` lokna na=nI idVy |vin sUnna vo ¹iÚka ivØymeH Aata nih. AaEr sUnnemeHÔe ivkLp Aata hE. vo wI ¹iÚka ivØymeH Aata nhÄ. p` gu gu Ika wed hE, vo wI


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Apne isvay Alava ANy cIjka lÙ krnese inivRkLp nhÄ hota. jem wgvan AaTma_sse ANy ãVy Ôe hE tI=Åkr AaEr tI=ÅkrkI vaÌ _ska lÙse inivRkLp ¹iÚ nhÄ hotI.vo to pr vStu hE. jem prvStuke lÙse inivRkLp ¹iÚ hotI nhÄ. A=aRtŸ sMyGdxRnAwedkI ¹iÚ hotI nih. Aahaha¦ wed¹iÚ meH wI Aem ikyane —wI˜ kæane? —wI˜ ÉyuHkæa? ke ANy AaTma isvay dev guÌ xaÏkI ¹iÚse wI sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota. inivRkLptanhÄ hotI. dev guÌ xaÏka lÙse wI inivRkLpta hotI nhÄ. p` vo to @Ik, p`wed¹iÚse wI inivRkLpta nih hotI. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke.

vItrag svR& prme¬r ijsne Aek smymeH tInkaz, tInlok, pyaRy deqnemeH deqilya hE, prlok ke pr deqna Ae to AsdŸwut Vyvhar hE, p` pyaRymeH tnI takat hE.pyaRyko deqe to sb deq ilya. Aahaha¦

Ae wgvan svR& prme¬rkI idVy |vinmeH Aaya Ane _skI rcna AagmkI hu.Ae AagmkI rcna maylu (wItr ka) Ae smysar Aagm rcna hE. Aaha¦ to AavItragkI j vaÌ hE. to vItrag svR& prme¬r jgtko Ôher krte hE, ke jEse terI cIjAlava AnHtI dUsrI cIj hE, vo lÙse ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE, inivRkLp nih hoga.Aahahahaha¦ AEse wed¹iÚse wI, Aahaha¦ AHtrmeH gu ImeH gu hE AEsa wed¹iÚ krnesep` inivRkLp nih hota Ane inivRkLp huAe ibna sMyGdxRn nih hota. Aahaha¦ wa¦

waAe ÝÆ kyÈ'to ramÒwane ke AolamaH inivRkLpta Aave Ke kaH Aa,jgmohnlalnI !IkamaH. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to inivRkLpta _pr Ôer Ke. (]ota: Aene toivcar j krvano Aave.) Aem kæuH htuH Ae vaHce Ke ne vaHcxe p` Aa lÙmaH n=I.inivRkLptanuH.

AihHya xuH? Éya khena hE? Ýwu teremeH jb inivRkLp ¹iÚ ho, to sMyGdxRn hotahE, to inivRkLp ¹iÚ sMyGdxRn to AwedkI ¹iÚ krnese hota hE, wedkI ¹iÚ krnese wIjem ANykI ¹iÚ krnese wI rag _Tpþ hota hE, AEse wed¹iÚ krnese wI rag _Tpþ hotahE, Aahaha¦ AavI vat. (]ota: FÌ suHdr AavI vat vItragnI j hoy) Aahaha¦gjb vat Ke Ane y=a=R loÒk Nyayse yui›se smjnemeH k@` pDe p` smjna to AahE bakI to sb ikya =o=a-=o=a, sa\u hokr pHcmhav/t Ane nGnpà ne Ae AnHt berhuAa. =o=a hE _smeH. Aahaha¦

yhaH to Ae pHcmhav/taidka piràm to Axuâ hE, vo to ¹iÚka ivØy nhÄ. p` gugu Ika wed krna vo wed wI ¹iÚka ivØy nhÄ. ÉyÇke wedke lÙse p`, inivRkLpta nhÄhotI. wEya¦ smjmeH Aate hE? Ko!a hE, Ko!a hE? bDa hE tmara=I ACKa, smjmeH Aaya?wgvan hEH na AaTma AihHya to. Aahaha¦ AHdr wgvan Sv$p Ýwu AtIiNãyAanHdka kHd Aek$p vStu hE. Aahaha¦ smeH ke!lI xElIse khete hE. Aahaha¦ pHiDt A=R

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krte hEH, Ae vqtnaH pHiDt p` kEsa? heH? Aahahaha¦ jycHd pHiDt. bseH vØR phelana topHiDt loko p` ATyare to ferfar bhot ho gya hE.

Ane AihHya AwedmeH smikt hota hE Vyvhar ragse to nih p` wedse (wI)nhÄ. to Ae....y inüyawas hE Aem khete hE, Are¦ Ýwu sUn to shI. Aahaha¦

ijskI _pr ¹iÚ dena hE Ae Aek$p n ho to ¹iÚ inivRkLp hotI nih. ijske _pr¹iÚ dena hE Ae Aek$p n ho to ¹iÚ TyaH =Hw sktI hI nih, Anek ho to ¹iÚ AnekmeH rhesktI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ iS=r ibHb Ýwu AHdr, cEtNy ibHb Ýwu \/uv Awed to ¹iÚ krneseAwed hE, Aek$p hE to ¹iÚ iS=r ho ÔyegI. to ¹iÚ TyaH Aekakar ho ÔyegI. wedmeH, ¹iÚkrnese wed ne Awed do ho gya to ¹iÚ AnekmeH rhetI hE, Aem AihHya AekmaH AaVya ivnavItragta hotI nih. inivRkLp sMyGdxRn hota nih. brabr hEH? Aahahaha¦

wgvan 5`lokna na= prmaTmano ivrh pD–o wrtmeH, p` wgvannI va`IrhI g. Aahaha¦ kuHdkuHdacayR Aaid sHtoAe TyaH j Aa@ idn ræa sHg/h ikya, voAihHya btaya. Aahaha¦ khete hE wed¹iÚmeH wI, Éya ikya? Aahaha¦ ApnI cIj Ôe hEAHdr Aek$p cIj Ae isvay Anek dUsrI cIj Anek AnHt hE AnHt isâ hE, kevzIsHQyat hE tI=Åkr vIs hE. AacayR _pa|yay wI sHQyat hE, g`\r hE, sa\u hE, p` AeterI cIjse vo cIj iwþ hE. to iwþ cIjmeH to terI ApeÙase to _sko Vyvhar khe dIya.p` Vyvhar kha to _ske Aa]yse to ivkLp hI _Tpþ hota hE, _ske Aa]yseinivRkLp(ta) _Tpþ hotI nih. Aahaha¦ pHcprmeÚIne Aa]ye p` inivRkLp nhÄ ÉyuHik Ae to prãVy hE. to prãVyke Aa]yse jem inivRkLpta nih hotI Aem wedkI ¹iÚsep`, inivRkLpta nih hotI. smjmeH Aave AEsI cIj hE, waØa sadI hE wgvan.Aahaha¦

bhu cIj AlaEikk hE, brabr Aaya hE. !amsr Aaya hE wEya. Aahaha¦ Aecalto ivØy hoy Tyare SpÚIkr` =ay ne, Aahaha¦ xBd p` kEsa hE pHiDtka, Awed-wedko gaE krnese Awed wlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE, silye wedko gaE krke _seVyvhar kha hE. hE to _skI cIj p` _sko gaE krke Vyvhar kha, pr to ApnemeH nihhE ma!e Vyvhar kha Ane Aa wed to hE, p` gaE krke Vyvhar kha. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? ÉyuHik muQy i5kazI Awed ¹iÚmeH kraneko, AwedkI Ý\anta btaneko, wedko gaEkrke Vyvhar kha. Aahahahaha¦ Ae vat saHwzvI. (]ota:- Ae waGynI vat Ke.)waGynI vat Ke bapu.

Are¦ prmaTmana ivrh pD–a, Ane kevz&an ræa nih. Aahaha¦ Ane AEsI cIjsHtona ñdymaH=I te rhI g. idgHbr muinAo. Aahaha¦ m|yS==I jrI ivcar kre, Aag/hKoDIne to _ska QyalmeH Aave ke magR Aa hE AEsa dUsre ÉyaHy hE nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? AolamaH to ¬etaMbrmaH AirhHto mhadevo. bs AirhHt mhadev, guÌ Aava neAa xaÏ Aava ne Aa \mR Ae smikt, moÙmagRmaH Aate hE, Aave Ke ne? moÙmagRmaH


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paHcma A|yaymaH. AihHya to khe Ke Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI AirhHtka to lÙ krneseto tere ivkLp (hoga) kyuHik Ae to prvStu hE. Aahahaha¦

pHcprmeiÚkI ]âa krne ÔAega, Ýwu Ae to prãVy hE ne na=. to prãVymeH toAvStu hE terI ApeÙase to, AvStumeH ¹iÚ krnese to raghI hoga. Aahaha¦ to vo to@Ik p` AwedmeH wed krnese wI rag _Tpþ hoga, inivRkLpta nih hogI. Aahaha¦ AneinivRkLp sMyGdxRn ibna, \mRkI x$Aat hotI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ jgtna waGy ke smysarAEsI rhI g cIj. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- prm kLya`nI vato Ke.)

—wed¹iÚmeH inivRkLpta, dxa nih hotI.˜ AaEr sragIke ivkLp hote rhete hE,˜waØa hve smÔe. wedko Ônnese Ôe rag _Tpþ ho to to kevzIko, kevzI wI wedko ÔntehE, kevzI to lokalokko Ônte hE AaEr Apna ãVy gu pyaRyko Ônte hE to _sko wIrag hona caihAe. smjmeH Aaya? khete hE ke sragIke ivkLp hote hE. p` tum to ragIhE, tum to hÒ ragI hE, Ae ragI hE vo kar`se wedke lÙ krne ÔAega, to ragIke kar`rag _Tpþ hoga. wedka Ônna vo ragka kar` nih. p` tum ragI ÝaÌ hE, wed _prterI ¹iÚ ÔAegI to tere rag hE ma!e rag _Tpþ hoga. Aahaha¦

wgvan to wed ãVy gu pyaRy i5kaz Ônte hE. _ske ÉyÇ rag nih hota? wedkoÔnna Ae ragka kar` ho to kevzI to sbko Ônte hE. p` tuH ragI ÝaÌ hE, ALp&hE, AaEr tere Aek ivØy Awedko KoDkr wedka lÙ krega to tera ragke kar` rag _Tpþhoga. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? wEya, Aahaha¦ j¡Ao, Aa idgHbr sHtona wav.Aahahahaha¦ Ane inivRkLpta, pyaRy hogI AEsa to AhÄ isâ krte hE. Aekla ãƒ hIhE AEsa nhÄ. ãƒka lÙ krnese, ãƒkI ¹iÚ krnese pyaRymeH AragI inivRkLpta hogI, jepyaRymeH prka lÙse rag hota hE AEse pyaRymeH wedka lÙse wI rag, ragI hE vo kar e.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

wed¹iÚmeH wI inivRkLp dxa nhÄ hotI AaEr sragIkae ivkLp hote rhete hE. ragIÝaÌ hE ALp& hE, to wedka lÙ krne ÔAega to AwedkI ¹iÚ KU! ÔyegI AaEr wedkalÙse to tere rag hI _Tpþ hoga kyUHik ragI hE ma!e. wedka &an krna vo ragka kar`ho to to kevzI sb 5` lok 5` kaz b\uH Ônte hE, ikHtu rag nhÄ, teremeH to rag hEhÒ tum ragI ÝaÌ hE to Aekko lÙ KoDkr dUsra _pr l"a Ôyega to ragIke kar` terewed ¹iÚmeH rag _Tpþ hoga. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke, kevI Ôtno_pdex Aa hxe¦ bapu, marg Aa Ke wa. Aahaha¦ duinya kho, duinya Aem khe keAekaHtvad hE, kanÒ SvamIka AekaHtvad hE. AEsa kr krke, puStk inkal do, Ýwu tere ÉyapDI hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa kya khete hE? Aa xElIka to Aa puStk hE. yhaHka bna (huAa)nhÄ. wa tne qbr n=I p/wu. Aahaha¦

terI dya kb hogI? ke prka lÙse jem rag ne ihHsa hotI hE terI, AEsa wedkalÙse wI rag ne ihHsa terI hotI hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? jem prkI dyaka wav

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rag hE, rag Ae ApnI ihHsa hE. AEse wedkI ¹iÚ krne Ôyega ne ragI tum hE to rag hoga.Sv$pkI ihHsa hogI. Aahaha¦ Sv$p inivRkLp ne Awed hE. Ae terI ¹iÚmeH nih rhega, Anewed _pr ÔAega to rag hoga. rag honese Awed cIjkI ¹iÚka Awav hoga, Ae terIcIjkI ihHsa hE. Aahaha¦ AavI cIj hE. gme te kre, Aene Aa smje KU!ka hE, nhÄ towvw/m` nih im!ega mrI Ôy to. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ pHiDte p` keva A=R wyaR Kej¡Aone..? j¡na pHiDt. ATyare to ko AEsa (hE) nih. Aahaha¦

wed¹iÚmeH p` vItragta nih hotI. inivRkLp nam vItrag. vItragta hE Ao hIsMyGdxRn ne \mR hE sMyGdxRn Ae vItragI dxRn hE Ae srag smikt Ane vItragsmikt Ae to cair5na ragnI ApeÙaAe kæa. smikt srag hota hI nih. smikt tovItrag dxa Ae j smikt hota hE. Aahaha¦ wed¹iÚmeH p` inivRkLp dxa nhÄ hotI.Aahaha¦ ye ÉyuH kha? ke ÝÆkare Aem kha =a ke AHdrmeH gu ne pyaRy hE, ye AvStu nih.AvStu nih to, to vStu hE AaEr vStu hE [smeH tum rag khete ho to Ae Nyay nhÄ.AvStuko tum ragka _Tpþ krnevala kho, je cIj tere _smeH hE nih _ska lÙ krneserag _Tpþ krna kho, to Ae to tmarI vat brabr hE. p` AHdrmeH hE _ska lÙ krneserag kho to Ae AvStu ho ÔtI hE, _smeH hE _sko AvStu, nih hE AEsa ho ÔAega.Aahaha¦

saHwz Ýwu¦ _smeH hE to qra p` wed¹iÚ krnese ivkLp _Tpþ hota hE AeApeÙase wed ne pyaRyko, AwednI ApeÙase AvStu khekr, Vyvhar khekr AvStu kha.Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aate hE? Aavo _pdex p` ko var saHwzva mze wa.Aahaha¦ (]ota: AhÄ to roj) heH? Aahaha¦ xuH xElI¦ Ýwu khete hE. Aahaha¦ sragIkeivkLp hote rhete hE. —Éya kar e? wedka lÙse rag hote hE AEsa nih, p` ragI hE toAek _pr lÙ n krke dUsrI _pr lÙ krega to rag hoga. wed _pr lÙ krega to raghI hoga. Ane tere Awed ¹iÚ krnese inivRkLp AragI sMyGdxRn ne AanHd, AanHdkI dxaÝg! hogI. Aahahaha¦

wedka lÙ krnese Ýwu tere rag hoga ne tere du:q hoga. ÉyuHik tum ragI hE, ragIhE, to wed _pr lÙ krega, to du:qI to hE, vzI du:q _Tpþ hoga. Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦AavuH ÉyaH Ke? Ke tmare S=ankvasImaH? (Aaqa ihHduStanmaH n=I) Aena wa Ke neS=ankvasI hÒ. (]ota:- vat to Aa n=I p` Aa vatnI gH\ey n=I.) Aa cIj toxuH Ke bapu. Aahaha¦ jena mtmaH svR& i5lokna= svR&, Aek AaTma svR& ho skte hEAne svR&vtŸ Ke Ae wI ijska mtmeH nih. Aena mtmeH Ae bat AEsI AatI nhÄ.Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

silye sragI ke ivkLp hote rhete hE. silye Éya khete hE? tum ragI Ýa`I hoto Aek _pr lÙ krnese to vItragta hogI Awed _pr, p` wed _pr lÙ krega toragI Ýa`I hE to tere rag hI _Tpþ hoga. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE¦¦ v/t ne tp ne wi›


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ne Ae to rag hE skI bat to ÉyaHy dUr rhI g khe Ke. _sse to sMyGdxRn hota nhÄ.p` wedke lÙse sMyGdxRn hota nih. Aahaha¦ Are¦ AavI vat saHwzvay mze nihne. Ae ke id' Éyare in Ry kre ne Éyare jNamka mr`ka AHt Aave? Aahaha¦ Ane AajNam mr` krI krIne wa, Aek ArheH!maH jem _pr=I paÌ qalI =ay ne nIce wray.ArheH! hota hE ne? rheH! nIce wray, _prse qalI. Aek jNm Ôy TyaH dUsra jNm tEyar.Aahaha¦ Ane te p` kEsa jNm, Aahaha¦ mnu*ypàka jNm AhÄya kroDopit hoybHglamaH AbÔepit Are maHsne da$ ne kdaict n hoy, Aahaha¦ mrIne pxumaH Ôy Aevawv AnHt kyaR Ke. Ýwu, Aahaha¦

AhÄ to pHcprmeiÚnI ]âase wI rag _Tpþ hota hEH, ÉyuHik vo prãVy hE, Ane moÙAi\karmeH AEsa kha hE, moÙpahuD, ;pr dVvaAo duGg,' Aohoho¦ vItragI sHto khe,jene kaH pDI n=I. Amne manvamaH p` tne rag =axe, ÉyÇik hm prãVy hE, Aahaha¦tera SvãVymeH AwedmeH ¹iÚ krnese terI AragI dxa _Tpþ hogI. Aahaha¦ vat to FÌsadI Ane !UHkI Ke.. heH? Aahaha¦ Nyal =vanI vat Ke wEya Ýwu¦ qo!na \H\a krke krkemrI gyo coraxImaH, AihHya to khete hE ke pHcprmeiÚna xr` lene ÔAega to Ae toprãVy hE, prãVyse to dugRit hogI, dugRit nam tera cEtNyka fz _smeH nih Aayega.gitka fz Aayega ko SvgR Aaid, to Ae to dugRit hE Ae kaH cEtNygit isânI nih.Aahaha¦ AakruH kam pDe¦

loko raDe raD paDe Ke, song# to AekaHtvad hE. AekaHtvad hE. Ýwu teH sUNyuH n=Iwa¦ p/wu tum Éya khete hE. heH (]ota:- AekaHtne, AekaHtnI ne AnekaHtnI VyaQyay qbrn=I.) Aeney qbr n=I. m|yS= ÝaÌ hoy to khe ke Aa deqo. kal kagz AaVyo nihihHmtlal, bnars xaÏI Aekvar Aa puStk vaHCyu bennuH TyaH, Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Ýmodkevo ke!lo Ýmod) heH? Aahaha¦ loko Aa vaHcxe ne p#xe to Aene law =axe. Aem bcaroxaÏI bnarsno. bapu¦ AamaH ÉyaH ko pÙnI vat hEH wa.. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

;sragIke ivkLp hote hE silye Ae kar e ragIko rag hE vo kar e, wed _pr lÙkrnese rag (_Tpþ) hota. —silye jhaH tk ragaid dUr nhÄ ho- rag Aaid ivkLpdUr n ho, n ho Ôte hEH vhaH tk wedko gaE krke, vhaH tk wedko gaE krke, Awed$pinivRkLp Anuwv kraya gya hE. Aahaha¦ jb lg rag ßyaH lg (su\I) hE, TyaH lgwedko gaE krke AwedkI ¹iÚ kraya hE. Aahaha¦ rag KU! Ôyega pIKe to Awed ne weddo ko ÔneH. Aahaha¦ ÔnnemeH ko vStu wedawed hE to ÔnaeH pKI, p` jblg rag hEtblg tera lÙ Ôe pr _pr ÔAega, wed _pr to rag hI hoga, to jhaHtk ragaid dUrnhÄ ho Ôte, Aahaha¦ vhaH tk prka to lÙ KoDna p` wedko gaE krna, _smeH(AaTmameH) hE pyaRy, gu hE, _sko pe!ameH rqna ne muQy Awedko krna. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? wedko gaE krke Awed$p inivRkLp Anuwv kraya gya hE. Aahahaha¦Awed vStu wgvan AaTma. inivRkLp Anuwv kraya gya hE Ae pyaRy hu, Awed$pko

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¹iÚ krnese inivRkLp Anuwv kraya gya hE, rag riht Anuwv kraya hE, vo vItragmagR hE ne Ae vItragI smikt hE ne Ae jEn xasn hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

vItrag honeke bad, —rag gye honeke bad pIKe wedawed ÔnaeH,˜ Ônna koragka kar` nhÄ. p` tum ragI hE, to Aek _pr (se) lÙ KoDkr Aa (pr) lÙ ÔAegato tere ragIka kar e rag _Tpþ hoga. Aahaha¦ —vItrag honeke bad wedwav weda-wed vStuka &ata ho Ôta hE.˜ vItrag huAa to Awed vStu wI Ônte hE AaEr gu nepyaRy wed wI vItrag to Ônte hE. rag gye pIKe to wedawedko Ônna, p` jblgrag hE, tb lg AwedkI ¹iÚ krakr wed ko gaE krke vItragI Anuwv kraya hE.Aahahaha¦ pHiDte iktna A=R wyaR hE deqo, bso vØR phele jycHã pHiDt (huAe) hEH.(]ota: qolnevala wI to ko nih =a. qola wI to Aapne hI hE) hE ke nhÄ?

Aa vStu iS=it Ke Ane te besI Ôy AevI Ke. pheluH Aene ¹iÚmaH to besI Ôy, vatto Aa sCcI hE. (]ota: Aem j ne bihlRÙI &anmaH Aekdm besI Ôy AevuH Ke.) phelaHbihlRÙI wle ho, p` AenaH QyalmaH Aa Ôy ke ¹iÚ, Awed _pr ¹iÚ krnese sMyGdxRninivRkLp hota hE.. wed _pr lÙ krnese, b\I rIte TyaH $k gya. hve AHdrmeH Ôna AeÝyTn krna. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ &anmeH AEsa phele nÞI ho ÔAe ke prkeAa]yse to lÙse to rag hoga hI, p` mEH ragI Ýa`I hU¥ to wed _pr lÙ krnese raghoga., ma!e lÙ krne layk nih hEH, AEsa &anmeH in Ry kre to &an TyaH $k Ôy. Ae &anpIKe AHtrmeH Ôy. Aahaha¦

—vItrag honeke bad wedawed$p vStuka &ata ho Ôta hE, AihHya nyka AalHbnhI nhÄ rheta˜ vItrag huAa pIKe Sv$p trfka Aa]y krna, Awed _pr Ae to rhetenih. Aahaha¦ ny Ae!le Sv$pka Aa]y krna Ae rha nhÄ AHdr ke pUr` ho gya.Aa]y krna Éya rha? smjmeH Aaya? vItrag huAe pIKe, hÒ ßyaH su\I vItrag nih,TyaH su\I Svka Aa]yse, Awedka Aa]y krna rhete hE, Ane wedko gaE krke, p` jbvItrag huAa, pIKe Svka Aa]y krneka rha nih, to pUr` ho gya. Aahahahaha¦

—wedawed vStuka &ata ho Ôta hE. yhaH nyka AalHbn hI nhI rheta˜ SvkaAwedka Aa]y krna Ae TyaH rhete nih. pUr` ho g dxa. Awedka Aa]y krna Ae tony hE inüy Ane ragI =a, wedka lÙ krnese rag hota hE Ae Vyvhar =a. TyaH to rhanih pIKe. vItragta jb hu TyaH to pKI ko nyka Aa]y krna rha nih. Aahaha¦Vyvharka KoDna Ane inüyka Aa]y lena, vItrag huAa pIKe to (AEsa) rha nihkuK. Aahahaha¦ kho xuknlalÒ sUna ke nih Aa? AEsI bat hE brabr satmI ga=ameHAa gya. Aahaha¦

Aaha¦ wgvan, Aa to tera ihtkI bat hE Ýwu. Aa ko pÙ nih. Aa kosHÝday nih. heH? (]ota:- potana ihtnI vat Ke.) heH? tera ihtkI bat he p/wu, tuH AwedhE _skI ¹iÚ rqna Ao tera iht hE, wed _pr lÙ krnese to tuH ragI hE to rag hoga to


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Aiht hoga. AamaH pÙnI bat ÉyaH rhI? Ae song#vala AekaHt khete hE ke Amara magRAnekaHt Ýwu.. kro (kho) Ýwu, tme wgvan hEH ne na=. Aahaha¦ tara xi› ne gu meHto ko qamI hE nih. Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH AHxmeH qamI hE, te Aek smykI wUl hE. Aahaha¦Ae Svwavka Aa]y lekr wUl !alega. AEse wgvan hE. Aahaha¦ ko _pr äeØ neivro\ nih krna. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ cahe ijtna AekaHtI kho, inüyawasI kho,tumka (tuMhara) je lÙmaH hE to tum AEse khe skte ho. p` vo _smeH,

ÔmeH ijtnI buiâ hE tno idAe btayvaHko bUro n manIAe AaEr khaHse lay.

wEya Aaha.. ha.. Ae ga=a pUrI ho g.Ýma`vcn guÌdev.

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smysar sat ga=a hu. jrIk ke!lak (]ota) nvaH Ke. satmIno wava=R frInelAe. sU"m Ai\kar hE, wava=R hE ne?

—[s xuâ Aa„ake kmRbH\ke inim¿se Axuâp`a hota hE yh bat to dUr hI rho˜kya khete hE? wgvan Aa„a xuâ &anFn piv5taka ipHD hE _smeH _skI dxameH pyaRymeHvtRman haltmeH inim¿ kmR ne _skI ApeÙase pu~y ne pap ne w/aHit Aaid Axuâta ho,vo lÙmeH lene layk nhÄ. Aa„a vStu hE Ae to piv5 ne xuâ cEtNy Fn hE¦ p` _skIdxameH haltmeH, pyaRymeH, vtRman-vtRman AHxmeH Axuâta hE pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan,v/t ne wi›, kam ne Êo\, Ae b\I Axuâta hE Ae Axuâta to AihHya dUr rho khete hE._ska to lÙ krna nih. Aahaha¦

ijsko Aa„aka sMyGdxRn krna ho, Aa„a jEsa hE pirpU R xuâ AEsa ijskoAHtrmeH sMygŸ sTy dxRn jEsa sTy hE _ska dxRn krna ho A=va _ska Anuwv krnaho, _sko kya krna? ye bat cltI hE, ke Axuâta to lÙmeH lena hI nih, Axuâta AatIhE AHdr Ae lÙmaH n lena. Aahaha¦ kyÇik Axuâtaka lÙse to milntaka raghI _Tpþhoga _sse sMyGdxRn ne \mR dxa _Tpþ nih hogI. Dak!r? sU"m ivØy =oDa hE, frInelI\uH 5IÒ var lI\uH Ke hÇ. —ikHtu _ske, dxRn &an cair5 ke wI wed nih˜ kya khete hE?vStu Ôe hE vStu je AHtr Ae to AHtr AnHt AnHt gu no Aek$p tÀv hE. _smeH ]âa,&an ne cair5 AEsI Ôe inmRz pyaRy Ýg! hotI hE _ska wI lÙ krnese sMyGdxRn nihhota. Aahaha¦ Aa„aka saÙatŸkar Axuâtake lÙse nhÄ hota AaEr _smeH gu hE A=vapyaRy hE, sMyGdŸxRn &an cair5 vStu xi› to i5kazmeH hE, p` _ske dxRn &an cair5wedse smÔna, Ae wed hE _ske lÙse wI Aa„aka saÙatŸkar nih hota. Aa„akaAnuwv sMyGdxRn nih hota. Aahahaha¦

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—kyÇik vStu AnHt\mR$p Aek\m± hE,˜ vStu, Ôe hE vStu, Ae AnHt &an dxRnAanHd AEsa AnHtgu hE. gu nam \mR, \mR nam _ske \arI raqelI cIj, AEsa AnHtgu hE, p` \m± AnHt gu ka Aek$p hE. Aahahaha¦ hE? AnHt\mR$p Aek\m±, Aek\m±Ae!le AekvStu. ãƒ Ae!le tÀv Aek hE, AnHt gu AHdr hone pr wI AnHtgu ka Aek$pãƒ hE. —prHtu ƒvharIjn \mÈko hI smjte hE Anaidka A&anI Ýa`I _sko AHdr\m± i5kazI cIj kya hE _ska Qyal nih, &an nih. to _smeH Ôe &an-dxRn Aaid Ôegu hE Ae gu äara smÔnemeH Aate hE. _da`I? j¡dI ÔtnI vat Ke. bDa Dak!r hE TyaHmuHbmeH, Dak!r hoH daHtka, Aa Dak!r? j¡dI ÔtnI cIj Ke. Aahaha¦

khete hE vStu to vStu AqHD Awed cIj Aa„a AHdr pDa hE _smeH AnHt gu hExi› hE ye \mR nam \arI raqela gu hE p` _ske AnHtgu ka $p to ãƒ Aek hE \m±,ãƒ. p` A&anIjn ãƒko to Ônte nhÄ vo &an dxRn cair5 Ae Aa„a hE AEsa wedkrke idqaye to vo Ôn skte hE¦ to vo kar`se &an dxRn cair5 _ska Ônna, _skaiv¬as, _smeH rm`ta Ae Aa„a. AEsa (khenese) A&anI _ska gu äara gu I ÔntehE to gu äara smÔnemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. \m±ko nhÄÔnte. Ae ãƒko to Anaid A&anI Ônte hI nhÄ ke kya cIj hE AHdr.

—[silye vStuke ikNhI Asa\ar` \mÈko _pdexmeH lekr˜ _pdexmeH _sko Asa\ar`je _smeH gu hE ne dUsremeH nih AEsa &an AanHd Aaid gu se, _sko smÔnemeH Aata hE,ke Ôe deq wEya¦ Aa AHdr &an hE ne, vo iv¬as krte hE ye Aa„a. &an krte hE Ae Aa„a,Sv$pmeH rm`ta krte hE Ae Aa„a, AEsa gu ka wed krke gu I nam \m± ãƒkoidqanevala _pdexk, \mRse \mRäara \mIRko smÔte hE. \m±ko nam ãƒko, smjnevaleko,smjnevaleko \m± nam ãƒ _ska \mR nam gu . gu ka wed äara \m± nam ãƒko,smjnevaleko smÔte hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. _pdexmeH lekr, Awed$p vStu wgvanÝwu to Awed vStu AnHtgu ka Aek$p hE. Aahaha¦

—_smeH \mÈke nam$p wedko _Tpþ krke,˜ É–a khete hE? gu ne gu I cIj toAwed hE jem sakrkI mI@ax AaEr sÞr to Aek$p hE p` sÞrko n ÔneH _sko mI@axte sÞr AEsa gu ka wed krke sÞr Ôe ãVy hE, \m± Ae!le ãVy _sko btate hE. AEseAa„a AnHtgu ka ipHD hE AHdr p` \m± ãVy hE _sko Anaidse A&anI Ônte nih togu ka wed krke btate hE, ke deqo¦ &an te Aa„a [tna wed ikya. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? vStuke ikNhI Asa\ar` \mÈko _pdexmeH lekr Awed$p vStumeH wI \mÈke nam$pwed, k=n$p wed hE vStumeH wed nih. Aahahaha¦

deqo Aa PlaiS!k hE. hve _sko sfed khena, suvaHzp khena, vo kH AHdrmeH iwþnih, Ae to Aek$p hE. p` _sko suHvaza hE, sfed hE, AEsa nam$pI _ska gu ka k=nkrke PlaiS!k btana ho¦ AEse wgvan Aa„a AHdr &an dxRn cair5se to AiwþAekakar hE p` je \mIR Òvko nih Ônnevala, \m± nam ãƒ vStuko nih Ônnevala


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AEsa A&anIko \m± btaneko _ska gu äara, \mR äara, \m± btanevala hE. Aahaha¦¬as êDo _trI Ôy AevuH Ke Aa to¦ b\aH AWyas ikya p` Aa kid ikya hI nhÄ.jnm-mr` riht kEse hota hE? ke &anIke, &anI xBde Aa„a, Aa„ako dxRn hE, &an hE,cair5 hE, —[s Ýkar AwedmeH wed ikya Ôta hE.˜ vStu to Awed hE. jem Aa cIj(PlaS!Ik) to Awed hE p` suHvazpne sfeda Aaid (se) btana hve nam k=n krkeAo cIjko smÔte hE, Aem wgvan Aa„a &an dxRn cair5se wed nih, AHdr AwedvStu hE, Aek$p hE, p` Aek$p cIjko nhÄ Ônnevaleko gu äara, \mR äara Ae Awedkoidqate hE. Aahaha¦ kyÇik Awed idqnese sMyGdxRn hota hE AaEr Aa„ Anuwv hotahE AaEr Aa„aka Svad Aata hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

—[silye yh ƒvhar hE AwedmeH wed ikya Ôta hE [silye ƒvhar hE. —yid,prma=Rse ivcar ikya Ôye to Aek ãƒ vStu hE. ye AnHt gu oko pyaRyoHko Awed$psepIkr be@a hE ye to vStu AqHD hE. sÞrmeH mI@ax sfeda to AqHD pDI hE AHdr. iwþnih hE ko cIj. Aahaha¦ Aem sÞr jEsa Ýwu Aa„a AnHt gu ka Aek$p hokr pIkrbE@a hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat hve. Aek ãƒ AnHt pyaRyoHko Awed$pse pIkr be@a hE¦—[silye _smeH wed nhÄ,˜ Ae to sa\ar` bat ikya.

hve AihHya —ko kh skte hE kya khete hE? ix*yko khete hE ke tum AEsI bat ;khskte ho.' kyÇ? ke hm vStu Ôe hE _smeH gu iwþ nih, gu se to Aiwþ Aekakar vStuhE, to hm gu ko wed krke ƒvhar krkr, ƒvhar khekr Ae _smeH nih hE AwedmeH wed nihhE AEsa hm (ne) kha, to tum ÝÆ kr skte ho. Aahaha¦ mo!aÌ? [ pa_Dr ba_DrmaHn=I NyaH mze AevuH NyaH É–aHy. Aahahaha¦

yhaH ko yh khta hE ke khe skte ho, tum kho, pUKo ke vStu wgvan AHdr to dehseiwþ, pu~y papka ragse iwþ AaEr gu gu Ika wed wI ijsmeH nhÄ, AEsI Awed cIjmeHwed krke ƒvhar kha Ane ƒvhar krke _sko lÙ KoDaya Ane AqHDanHd Ýwu Awed hE_smeH ¹iÚ lgaya, AEsI bat hm(ne) khI vo to Ae to prma=R hE Ane gu wed krkebtaya vo to ƒvhar hE, to tuMhara ÝÆ hoga, _smeH ho skte hE. ke _smeH hE _sko ƒvharkyÇ kha? _smeH n ho, _sko ƒvhar kho Ae brabr hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

Aa„anI ApeÙase xrIr kmR vaÌ, dev guÌ xaÏ Ae AvStu hE. Aa vStu hE to AeAvStu hE. Aa AHgulI hE to Ae AHgulI AHgulIp e vStu hE p` Aa AHgulIkI ApeÙase AaAHgulI AvStu hE kyUHik Aa AHgulI Aa AHgulImeH hE nhÄ. to AvStu hE. AEse Aa„ameH ãƒxrIr kmR dev guÌ xaÏ Ae prãƒ hE, to pr ãƒ to hE ApnI ãƒkI ApeÙase AvStu,Aãƒ Ae to @Ik hE, p` tum to gu wedko ƒvhar khete ho to Ae to AvStu ho ÔtIhE. JIÌ vat hE wa¦ kwI sunI nih, kwI imlI nih, ne grbD-grbD b\I \mRnename. Aahaha¦ kya ikya?

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kyuH? ke hm(ne) to gu wedko ƒvhar kha Ane ƒvhar kha to _ska A=R ho gya keAe AvStu ho g¦ jEse ApnI cIj hE Aa„a Ae ApeÙase Aa xrIr Aaidko AvStukhenemeH Aata hE, Ae to _ske kar`se to vStu hE p` Aa kar`se to AvStu hE. AEsewgvan Aa„ako hm gu wed krke ƒvhar kha to ƒvhar to _sko khete hE ke _smeH nho, _smeH n ho. Dak!r? ga=a êcI AavI Ke bar AHgno sar Ke Aa. Aahahaha¦ JIÌpDe bapu xuH kre?

Ýwu tera marg, rSta ko AlaEikk hE¦ kwI imla nhÄ, AwI to kH sunnemeH wIimlte nih. Amare xe@ khete hE ne nhI imlte. nih nemcHdwa? Aahaha¦ (]ota:-xrIrmeH ijtna du:q Aata hE to rag qÄcte hE?) nih, nih, nih, jU@I vat. ye jU@ hE.xrIr ho to, (]ota: rag rhega) rag nhÄ rhega. vo rag kre to rhega. ragse lÙKoDkr Apna Awed _pr ¹iÚ krega to rag nhÄ hoga. xrIr (se) nhI hoga, AEsarag hI nih hoga. JIÌ vat hE¦ ApnI cIj Ôe Awed cIj hE, _smeH wed krke btanato wed to ƒvhar huAa, to ix*yko khete hE ke tum ÝÆ kr skte ho, kyÇik gu kohm(ne) ƒvhar kha to ƒvhar to AvStuko khenemeH Aata hE, _smeH n hoy vo cIjkoƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE, Ane Aa to AHdrmeH hE. Aahahaha¦. Aa to AlaEikk vato hE bapuATyare, ATyare to kroDomaH, AbÔemaH imlna muXkel hE AEsI bat hE. hm to sarIduinya Ônte hE. Aahaha¦ k pâitAe Ane k rIte Ke vat Ae ko AlaEikk hE. Aahaha¦khete hE ke yhaH ko ye kh skta hE, yhaH ko ye kh skta hE, kyuH? ke pyaRy wI ãƒke hIwed hE, Ae &an dxRn AanHd Ae Ôe dxa Ae Aa„a ik hE Ane Aa„ameH hE Ane hm khetehE ke Ae to ƒvhar hE, to tum ÝÆ kr skte ho ke ApnemeH hE _sko ƒvhar kyuH kho?ApnemeH n hoy _sko tum ƒvhar kho. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat Ke bapu Aato mH5o Ke. AHtrna mH5 hE. Aahaha¦ ihralalÒ n=I Aaƒa, ma ekcHdÒ? wavngr¦bhar Gya Ke? @Ik.

É–a ikya? yhaH ko, —ko˜ sb nhÄ, yh kh skte hE ke Aa„akI Ôe pyaRy hEdxRn &an cair5 vStukI dxa hE ye dxa hE ye vStumeH hE to tum kh skte ho ke vStumeH hE_sko ƒvhar kyÇ kha? vStumeH n hoy _sko ƒvhar kho to Ae to brabr hE ApnemeHÔe nih hE ye pr cIjko tum AvStu kho Ane ƒvhar kho to Ae ƒajbI hE p` ApnemeHdxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy to hE, ApnemeH hE _sko tum Vyvhar khenemeH, AvStu khenemeHAata hE Apne (meH) hE nih AEsa khenemeH Aata hE AEsa tum ÝÆ kr skte ho. Aaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Are AavI vatuH Ke.

AvStu nhÄ, kya ikya? pyaRy wI ãƒke hI wed hE Aem ÝÆkarka ÝÆ hE tum AEsaÝÆ kr skte ho, ke wgvan Aa„a _skI ]âa, &an ne AanHd Ae dxa-pyaRy Ae!legu wed Ae _smeH hE, Ae AvStu to nih, Ae!le Ae prvStu to nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ SpÚIkr` krnar pHiDte bhot srs SpÚ ikya hE. hE to pHiDt, doso vØR phele,


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p` bhot SpÚ ikya hE, ke Aap khe skte ho, ke ãVy Ôe vStu hE _skI dxa Ôe hE AvS=ahE Ae to _skI hE Ae dxa ko prkI nih. Ane Ae prkI ho to to AvStu khenemeH AatahE, p` ApnI pyaRyko AvStu kyÇ kha? kyoHHik _sko to tum(ne) ƒvhar kha. toƒvhar to AvStuko khete hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa to AlaEikk vato hE wgvan xuH kihAe?Aahaha¦ —tb ifr _Nhe ƒvhar kEse kha Ô skta hE?˜ Ae AvStu nhÄ, Aa„ameH ragnih. pu~y nih to Ae to hE nhÄ dya dan Ôe ivkLp hE Ae to Aa„ameH hE hI nhI Ane AeAa„aka hE nhÄ, Ae to ivkar hE du:q, p` Aa„ameH Aa„aka &an krna, ]âa krna,iS=rta krna Ae to Aa„aka hE ye to dxa Aa„akI hE Ane Aa„ameH hE, AaEr Aa„akIhE _sko tum ƒvhar khekr AvStu khete hE, kyuHik ƒvhar j AvStu hE, ApnemeH n ho AecIjko AvStu khenemeH Aata hE ne _sko ƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE, p` ApnemeH hE ye AvStunih _sko tum ƒvhar khete ho, to AvStu ho ÔtI hE. Aare¦ AavI vat Ke. khocImnwa? Aa to 5IÒvar Aave Ke.

kya kha? phela to ÝÆkarka$p kya hE? ÝÆkarkI myaRda _ska $p kya hE? yeÝÆ iks Ýkarse krte hE Ae smjvuH. pIKe _ska _¿r hE. to smÔy. ÝÆkarne AEsa ÝÆikya ke tum AEsa ÝÆ kr skte ho. pHiDt Aem khete hE ke tum AEsa ÝÆ kr skte ho toke kEsa? ke ApnemeH dxRn &an cair5 AanHd Aaid dxa to hE to ApnemeH hE _sko tumƒvhar kho, to to Ae AvStu ho g, ApnemeH nih hE AEsa huAa. _da`I? judI ÔtnItmare dvaqanamaH kaH n mze NyaH É–aHy. cok@aka bDa hE, muHbmeH bDa (daktr)daktr, cok@a AihH (muHhmeH) Aa cok@a besaDna hE¦ Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a AHtmRuq AHtrcIj Aek$p Awed cIj AHtr gu ka ipHD$p AwedhE, to vo to ¹iÚ kraneko tum wedse ¹iÚ krate ho to wed to ƒvhar hE, wed to AvStuhE, pr jem AvStu hE to wedko wI AvStu Aap (ne) kha, to AvStuse Aa„a ÔnnemeHAata hE AvStuse vStu ÔnnemeH Aata hE Ane _sko AvStu khekr _smeH Aa„ameH pyaRynih hE, AEsa Aap khete ho, to kya mez qate hE _smeH? (]ota: kaH AamaH smÔtuHn=I) |yan raqe to pkDay. ifr, Aa to 5IÒvar calte hE.Aa to ke!lak (loko) nvaAaƒa Ke ne Amare AihH. rmi`kwane tmare Aaƒa Ke ne rajko!=I ne saHwze to qrake Aa É–a hE? Aahaha¦

khete hE ik sUno ke Aa„a Aek cIj hE AHdr to vo cIj, xrIr va`I kmR prse totdŸn iwþ hE, ne vo kar e pr cIjko ƒvhar kha. kyuHik pr cIj AvStu SvnI ApeÙaseAvStu hE _sko to ƒvhar kha Ao to tmarI vat brabr hE. p` ApnemeH &an dxRncair5 AanHd to ApnemeH hE Aa _sko tum ƒvhar khekr, nih hE Ane AvStu hE AEsatum khete ho, Aa É–a tumara khena hE? xxIwa? kal nhota, nihH? svarmaH AasvarnI vat htI ne? Aahaha¦

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AEsa hE? ÝÆkarka $p AEsa hE. ke Ôe merI cIjmeH je vStu hE Ae cIjmeH hE _sko ƒvharkyÇ kha? ApnemeH n hoy _sko to ƒvhar kho kyuHik AvStuko to ƒvhar khenemeH AatahE p` ApnI vStumeH to dxRn &an cair5 to hE ivkar nih hE Ae to dUsrI bat hE pÀivkarI gu ne pyaRy to hE, to hEH _sko Aap ƒvhar khete ho to to AvStu ho ÔtIhE, hE to vStu ApnemeH. devIlalÒ¦ Aahaha¦ AEsa ÝÆkarka Aa $p hE, hve _ska _¿rhE... smjmeH Aaya?

ÝÆkarka $p kya hE ke tum kh skte ho Aem, kyuHik hm vStu AqHD AanHd Ýwu hEAHdr, _smeH &an dxRn AanHd hE AEsa hm(ne) wed krke btaya Ane vo ƒvhar kha.to tum ÝÆ kr skte ho, ke _smeH hE _sko ƒvhar kyÇ khete hE? _smeH n hoy _skoƒvhar kh skte ho. Aahaha¦ _daÌ? Aa AWyas dUsrI Ôtno Ke Aa. (]ota: Ae xuH,krva jevo Ke ke n krva jevo.) Are¦ Aa krva jevuH Ke bapu¦ bakI to b\uH \Uz \aÌ,mrIne jxe, caLyo jxe. Aahaha¦ ko xr` n=I ÉyaHy. Aahaha¦ xr` to AHdr AaTmaAanHdSv$p Ae ragse to iwþ hE p` Aa wed p` _smeH nih. Tyare ÝÆkarka ÝÆ Aayake gu -gu to _smeH hE _smeH hE _sko Aap ƒvhar kyÇ khete hE? AvStuko- nih hE_sko to ƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE _smeH hE _sko ƒvhar kyÇ khete hE? vo to AvStuho ÔtI hE, Ae inüy hE¦ ÝÆkarka $p, tum Aam ÝÆ kr skte ho. AEse kha. smjmeHAaya?

_ska sma\an: ke @Ik hE terI bat @Ik hE. Aahaha¦ terI vat to @Ik hE. kya @IkhE? ke Aa„a vStu hE _smeH AanHd &an Aaid dxa hE Ae ApeÙaAe terI bat to @Ik hE pÀme k ApeÙase _sko ƒvhar khete hE Ae sUno hve, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

Aa to mH5o Ke Ýwuna. heH? Arere¦ kwI sUna nhÄ, pircymeH Aaya nih. AnuwvmeHto khaHse Aate? Aahahaha¦ AEsa ÝÆkarka $p pHiDt Apnese khekr _ska _¿r dete hEsma\an:- yh @Ik hE terI bat ACKI hE kyuHik ApnemeH &an dxRn AanHd Aa„ameHsiCcdanHd Ýwu to AHdr &an hE, AanHd hE, xaHit hE ye dxa hE Ane ApnemeH hE _sko hmƒvhar kha to tum khete ho ke Ae to AvStu ho ÔtI hE to tarI bat @Ik hE wa, batto @Ik hE, p` Amara kheneka Aaxy É–a hE? ye tum smj. smjmeH Aaya?

hmare kya khena hE, hmara kya Aaxy hE, Ae smj. terI bat to @Ik hE ke ApnIpyaRy ApnemeH hE, _sko tum ƒvhar kho to AvStu ho ÔtI hE, ye tera ÝÆ @Ik hE._daÌ? Aa smysar vaHco toy smÔy AevuH n=I, TyaH Fer besI besIne. nih? wana paDe Ke. AavI vat Ke bapu xuH =ay? hHe?

Aa to AlaEikk vato bapu. Aahaha¦ AnHtkazmaH AnHt AnHt wv gye, sa\uAnHtvar huAa. sHNyasI huAa, ÏI ku!uMb KoDkr AekIla jHglmeH rha p` vo cIj kyahE _ska &an ibna in*fz gye sara. Aahaha¦ Ane vo cIjka &an kEse hota hE, AaErikske Aa]yse hota hE? ye Éya cIj hE? ye _ska Qyal n ikya, &an n ikya. to AaHhI


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khete hE ke ye @Ik hE.ikHtu —yhaH ãƒ ãiÚse Awedko Ý\an krke _pdex idya hE,˜ deqo¦ _ska _¿r idya.

cImnwa, smÔy Ke ke nih? Aahaha¦ vStu AHdr hE, to vo cIj hE _smeH AanHd Aaid]âa Aaid &an Aaid dxa hE gu wI hE, KtaH tum khete ho ke _smeH hE _sko ƒvhar kyÇkha? Ae terI bat @Ik hE. Aahahahaha¦ prHtu hmara Aaxy É–a he _smeH, ye tum smj.hmara Aaxy yh hE ke ãVy¹iÚse Awedko, vStu Ôe AqHD Awed hE Ae ¹iÚka ivØybtaneko Ane ye Ý\an nam muQy vo hE, pyaRymeH pyaRy hE ye kH muQy nih. _sko to gaEkrke, _smeH hE nih AEsa hm ƒvhar khekr ãƒ AwedmeH wed hE nih. wed hE Ae AvStuhu. to AvStu _ska ƒvhar huAa. to AwedmeH ƒvhar hE nih. ye Awed ¹iÚ kranekohm wedko ƒvhar khenemeH Aaya hE. Aaha¦

Arere¦ AavI hoy Aa, bapu margDa ko j¡da wa. Aene Ae smßya ivna jNmmr` im!ega nih. mrI jxe. AhÄ mo!a AbÔepit kagDa ne kUtramaH jvana, kagDasmje? kaEva, kU¿a. Aahaha¦ bapu¦ Aeva AnHt wv kyaR Ýwu, xuH khIAe?

AHdr cIj AanHdno na= Ýwu Aek$p Ke, ijsmeH wed krna, smÔne ma!e wed krnake Aa &an te Aa„a, dxRn te Aa„a. Ae wed krna Ae bI ƒvhar ho gya, ƒvhar namAvStu ho g, AvStu nam AwedmeH wed hE nih. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ãƒ¹iÚse Awedko, Aek$p cIjko, Aek$p cIjko gu I vStu ne _ske gu , AEsa wed nidqakr Awed idqana hE Ane Awed _pr ¹iÚ pDega to sMyGdxRn hoga, to \mR Ýg!hoga, wed ¹iÚ KoDkr Awed AqHDanHd Ýwu vo _pr ¹iÚ krnese _skI ¹iÚko Ý\an krkehm _smeH pyaRy hE, wed hE, _sko hm gaE krke, ƒvhar khekr AvStu kha. kyÇik ãƒ¹iÚ kraneko Awed ¹iÚ kraneko Awed ¹iÚkI muQyta btaneko. hE? ãVy ¹iÚko AwedkomuQy krke _pdex idya hE.

—Awed¹iÚmeH wedko gaE khenese Aahaha¦ (wedka) Awav nih. pr vStukajEsa Aa„ameH Awav hE AEsa AHdr &an dxRn cair5kI dxa hE Ae Aa„ameH Awav hEAEsa nih. jEse pr vStuka ApnemeH Awav hE AEsI ApnI pyaRyka Awav hE AEsa hEnih. smjmeH Aaya? —p` wedko AwedmeH gaE khenese Awed wlIwaHit malUm hoskta hE¦˜ Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Awed cIjkI ¹iÚ kraneko, Ao ivna sMyGdxRn hota nih. to AwedkI ¹iÚkraneko wedko gaE krke ƒvhar krke terI ApeÙase AvStu khenemeH Aaya hE. hE to vStupyaRy p` AwedkI ¹iÚko muQy bnaneko kyÇik i5kazIkI ¹iÚ ibna, i5kazI ãVykI ¹iÚibna sMyGdxRn hota nih ye Ýyojn hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? sU"m hE¦

wa Aaƒa n=I Aola jyHitwa, wavngr. Aole ferey nhota Aaƒa, rivvare?jyHitlal, nih? (]ota: tibyt n=I brabr) tibyt @Ik n=I. Aahaha¦ khogu vHtwa¦ smÔy Ke Aa? Aahahaha¦

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É–a khete hE? sUno Ýwu, tera ÝÆ AEsa ho skte hE kyuH ke vStu Ôe hE wgvan Aa„aAe to xrIrse to iwþ, kmRse iwþ, prãƒse iwþ Aa Axuâtase wI iwþ, pu~y papkawav _sse to iwþ p` AihHya hmko wed krke btana hE smÔneko p` vo wed krkebtaya vo wed hE to ƒvhar, pKI ÝÆ hoga ke Ôe ƒvhar, wed krke btana to ƒvharkyÇ _pdex nih dete? Aahaha¦ kyÇke Awed cIj Ôe vStu hE Aene smÔna xI rIte? kevo to &an te Aa„a, Ônn Ae Aa„a, iv¬as k s¿ameH hota hE? ijskI s¿ameHiv¬as hota hE te Aa„a. ijskI s¿ameH iS=r hota hE te Aa„a, AEsa wed krke btana,Ae ƒvhar hE, kyoHke Ae ƒvharko gaE krke ãƒ ¹iÚ btaneko Ý\an krke _sko ƒvharkhenemeH Aaya hE, AvStu khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahahaha¦

xxIwa? kale nhota, svarmaH nhÄ? nhota. @Ik Aahaha¦ hsuwa¦ smÔyKe Aa? AavI JIÌ vat Ke Aa. kyuH ke —Awed ¹iÚmeH wedko gaE khenese ih AwedwlIwaHit malUm ho skta hE Aahahaha¦ AqHD Awed ¹iÚ kraneko AHtrmeH gu wed-pyaRy wed hone pr wI Awed ¹iÚ kraneko wedko gaE krke Awed wlIwaHit malUm hoskta hE, vo kar e wed, pyaRy _smeH nhÄ AwedkI ¹iÚ kraneko. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aa AoluH to sheluH s! htuH. tSs _¿rI kr e H payiK¿ kr e H, [CKaim piDÞmIyuH[irya, vihyaAe, ivrahàAe Ae. samaiyk = g Lyo¦ [CKaim pi»kmIyuH. Lyo¦ \Uzeyn=I samaiyke y É–aH? im+yadxRn hE. Aahaha¦ AaHhÄ to wedka lÙ krke ivkLp _Tpþhota hE AaEr _smeH law mane to im+ya¹iÚ hE. Aahaha¦ to wedse btaya kyÇ? ke j¡Aowa¦ wed ikye ibna Awed smÔnemeH Aate nih. p` wed Ôe hE Ae _skI pyaRymeH hE, pÀwed i5kazI ¹iÚ kraneko ãƒ ¹iÚkI muQyta kraneko wed hE _sko gaE krke, _skoƒvhar khenemeH Aaya hE, ƒvhar kho ke AvStu kho. Aahahaha¦

Lyo¦ Aa laƒa cok@a sa!u laƒa saHwZyuH to qruHne AavuH Aa. Aahaha¦ bapaneto Ýem hto hÇ, mgnwane to, bhu SpÚ n htuH bhu, p` Ýem hto Aene bhu Ýem.Aahaha¦

bapu¦ Aa magR j¡dI Ôtno, k ÔtnI waØa Ke Ae smjna k@`. Aahaha¦ ÝwuAek var sUn, tuH AHdr cIj hEH ne cIj, AiSt mojUdgI cIj hE ne? jEsI Aa mojUdgI cIjhE xrIr Aaid AEsI tum cEtNymUitR maEjUdgI hEyaitkI cIj hE, vo cIj AnHt \mR ne AnHtgu ka ipHD hE AaEr _smeH AnHt gu hone pr wI AaEr Ae gu kI ]âa AaidkI pyaRy _smeHhone pr wI ãƒkI ¹iÚkI Ý\anta kraneko, AwedkI ¹iÚ kraneko, wedko ƒvhar kha towedse Awed malUm pDte nih, vo kar`se wedko ƒvhar krke Awed ¹iÚ kraya.Aahahaha¦ ke!luH Aa kaH k=a hE, kaH vataR n=I Ýwu, Aa to wagvt k=a hE. Aahaha¦vStu. kho ÝemcHdwa? nva Aaƒa p` saHwzvanuH saruH mZyuH, Aavo magR Ýwu xuHkrIAe? Aahaha¦ Arere¦ duinya kH kH be@I É–aH. vStu É–aHy rhI g. Aahaha¦ AneAe vStukI ¹iÚ ne Anuwv ikye ibna jnm mr`ka fera tera nax nih hoga. coraxIna


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Avtar Aahaha¦ Ae coraxIka Avtarka nax kraneko Awed cIj AnHt gu ka Aek$pvStu hE _skI ¹iÚ kraneko muQyp e vo hE Ane _smeH pyaRy hE, (KtaH) p` _sko gaEkrke, ƒvhar krke, AwedmeH wed hE nih. Aahahahaha¦

kho, smjmeH Aate he? Aa j¡vainyane smÔy Ke ke nih? Ae subo\, saHwze Ke,Ýem=I saHwze Ke. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Ýwu Aa„a hE ne na= drek wgvan hE AHdr. wa tumxrIrko n deq, kmRko n deq, ragko n deq, wedko n deq, Aahaha¦ jEse prka inim¿keAa]yse sMygŸ hota nihH. AEse ragke Aa]yse sMyGdxRn hota nih. AEse wedkeAa]yse sMyGdxRn hota nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae kar e, wed _smeH hone pr wI _skeAa]yse sMyGdxRn nhÄ hota, vo kar`se AwedkI ¹iÚ kraneko wed _smeH hone pr wIƒvhar khekr AvStu kha hE, gaE krke AvStu kha hE Awav krke nhÄ. Aahaha¦smÔy Ke kaH? AavI vStu Ke.

nva ke!lak Aaƒa Ke ne Ae!le kI\uH vzI Aa (lAe) nhÄ to kale y caLyuH htuHhÇ, prm id' caLyuH'tuH Aa 5IÒ var hale Ke. Aahaha¦ p` toy nvuH nvuH Aave. kaH AenuHAe Aave Ke kaH, heH? Aahaha¦ AhÄ wlIwaHit malUm hota hE, Ae kar e [s kar e wedkogaE krke - Aa kar e wedko gaE krke ƒvhar kha hE to tere ihsabe to Ae AvStu hu.p` gaE krke AvStu kha hE muQy krke i5kazI AwedkI ¹iÚ kraneko voih cIj hE TyaH¹iÚ hogI to sMyGdxRn hoga, Aahaha¦ wedko gaE krke _se ƒvhar kha hE.

—yhaH yh AiwÝay hE- AiwÝay Aa hE _smeH wed ¹iÚmeH wI inivRkLp dxa nhÄhotI˜ Aahaha¦ Aa hetU hE, jEse prãƒka lÙse ApnI inivRkLp Anuwv dxa nih hotI,AEse ragka lÙse ApnI Anuwv¹iÚ sMygŸ nih hotI. AEse wedke ¹iÚse Anuwv ¹iÚinivRkLp nih hotI. Aahaha¦ Aa Aek be idvsmaH pte AevuH n=I Aa, te id' kæuH htuH neAa cok@a krta be-paHc id saHwze to qra te id' kæuH'tuH qbr Ke ne? qbr Ke.smjnemeH bhot mgjkI kezvÌ honI caihye. Aahaha¦ mgjko kezvna kezvÌ honICaaihye. ro!I bnate hE, ro!I to Aa!ako kezvte hE ke nhÄ? AEse ne AEse lo! bnakr ro!Ibnate hE? Aa!ameH paÌ naqkr kezvte hE kezve pIKe ro!I hotI hE. AEse &anmeH AakezvÌ honI caihAe. kya wed? kya Awed? É–a pr kya Sv? kya? SvvStu É–a,AvStu kya, É–a khete hE Aa smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

wed ¹iÚmeH wI É–a khete hE ke, yhaH yh AiwÝay hE ik wed¹iÚmeH wI, —wI˜ kyuH kha,wed¹iÚmeH wI kyuH kha? ke inim¿ke Aa]yse jem sMyGdxRn nih hota, ragke Aa]ysenih hota. AEse wed¹iÚse wI, Aem —wI˜ _pr vjn ho sb, heH¦ n=I p` brabr wedÔeAe. ÔeAe Aa, xuH kya ikya? ke wgvan Aa„aka sMyGdxRn, sTydxRn kb hote hE?ke ko prke lÙse dev guÌ xaÏke lÙse hota nih, tem ragke lÙse hota nih. kyuH? wed¹iÚse wI hota nih, —wI˜ Ae!le _sse hota nih _sse wI hota nih. Aahaha¦ Aato xBd hE mH5 hE Aa ko k=a nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pa@maH hE _ska SpÚIkr` ikya hE¦

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Vyvhare I _pidXyte' Ae ga=a Ke ne Vyvhare opidXyte &anI dxRn &an Caair5. Aahaha¦\m±ko to dxRn &an cair5 ƒvharse hE inüyse hE nih, Aahaha¦ _ska A=R? ke AwedicdanHd wgvankI ¹iÚ muQy kraneko _smeH &an dxRn hone pr wI pr vStuka jEsaAwav hE AEsa _smeH Awav nhI. p` AwedmeH wed krke idqanese wed _pr lÙ Ôe rheto sMyGdŸxRn nih hoga, \mR nih hoga. \mRnI x$Aat nih hogI, i5kazI &aykwavAwedkI ¹iÚ krnese \mRkI x$Aat hogI. Aahahahaha¦

ragse to nih p` wedse wI nih. AEse Aage clI bat AaqrI. AqHD Ôe hE _smeHwed krneka ke Aa &an hE ne Aa dxRn hE ne _sse wI sMyGdŸxRn nhÄ hota, jEse ragseto iwþ krna hE, p` wedse wI iwþ krke Awed ¹iÚ krana hE. Aahaha¦. rag se tokhete hE ne pHiDt. AlaEikk vat¦ (]ota: Aa bIÔe pa@ hE.) Aa bIÔe pa@ Aaƒo.Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a xrIr va`I mnse to iwþ hE, vo dya danka ivkLp _@te hE vopEsa Aapte nih to vo b/ïcarI hE to pEsa qcRte hE? AavI ÒvdyamaH ne AemaH to \mRhota hE? ke na, tIn kazmeH nih. (]ota:- rag KoD deta hE) rag KoDna vo kam, dUsraKoDna Ae bat AhÄya cltI hE AHdr je vStu hE AnHt AanHdkHd Ýwu siCcdanHd _smeH&anaidkI pyaRyka wed krna _sse wI Awed kI ¹iÚ sMyGdxRn nih hota. ragse to,(nih hota) te=I —wI˜ khane, —wed ¹iÚmeH wI inivRkLp dxa nih hotI˜ Aahahaha¦wed ßyaH deqo to rag hoga. jem prãƒko deqnese wgvanko deqnese rag (hota) hE.Aahaha¦ AEse ragka lÙ krke wI Aa„a Ýaº nhÄ hoga, AEse wedkI ¹iÚ krneseinivRkLp ¹iÚ nih hogI, inivRkLp ¹iÚ nam ragse iwþ Apna icdanHd, pU aRnHd ÝwuijsmeH Awed ¹iÚ honese inivRkLp ¹iÚ hoga. tb sMyGdxRn hoga. Tyare Aa„akasaÙatŸkar hoga, Tyare wvka AHt AaAega. (]ota:- Ae to Aek idnmeH nih hEnaH?) AekidnmeH (kya) Aek FDImeH hoga. p` AWyas krnese wa¦ Aem ke Aek idnmeH hE tmaredaktrno AWyas krnemeH ke!lak vØR to gya hxene? heH¦ Ae to papka AWyas b\a Aeydaktr Amara _da`I bDa daktr hE TyaH cok@ana, vØR gya hxene kaH AWyasmaH TyaHkaH bDawa hE ne AWyas ikya hE ne ke kuK nih huAa vo to bazkko krte nhÄ Ae. topapna AWyas ma!e paHc-dx vØR inkalna to Aa AWyas ma!e ko murt (muhUtR)krna ke [tna kal inkale? TyaH mudŸt krte hE ke iktna vØR pKI ke nih. ßyaH su\I Ae Aem.Ae. Ael. Ael. bI. pU R n hoy TyaH su\I AWyas kre Ael. Ael. bI. pU R huAe ibna viklnih hoga Aem. Ae pU R (ikye) ibna daktr nih hoga.

AEse Awed ¹iÚ kranemeH AWyas =oDa kaz to _sko hona caihAe. K mas tohona hI caihAe. Aem khete hE kzxmaH Aate hE ne? jFNy =oDo kaz to AHt:muhUtRmeH hE.bhu to K mas. p` _smeH lgnI lgnI caihAe. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aa to _smeHkya ilqa hE _ska kEsa A=R hota hE AenI meze vaHcI Ôy to kaH smÔy j nih. Aahaha¦


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Tyare daktr (bnnemeH) iktna AWyas ke!lo kaz caLyo hxe? Aem kaH Aekid'no Ke =vano. Aa to AÔÌ cIj hE ne¦ Ane ATyare to cltI nih. sHÝdaymeH toAe bat hE ih nih, sHÝdaymaH to ßyaH-TyaH mUitR pUÔ kro, wi› kro, dya kro ne v/tpazo ne Apvas kro, becar Apvas krI naqo. nkoDa, paÌ bIna, _smeH kya hE? voko \mR nih. Ae to ragkI iÊya hE, to _sse to dUr rho, p` ApnemeH gu ne pyaRy hE,Ae AwedmeH wed krke idqana p` vo wed ƒvhar hE Ane AwedmeH wed nih. vo btaneibna Awed y=a=R malUm ho skte nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa AÙrey (xBdo y) k Ôtna?AavI vat Ke. Ae!le loko ibcara khe, AekaHt Ke..... AekaHt Ke. song#nuH AekaHt khobapa¦ tme p` Ýwu hEna tum. terI qbr nih tere. Aahaha¦ (]ota: Aano j A=R =ayKe?) AamaH lQyuH hoy Aeno A=R =ay Ke. AamaH hE, _ska A=R hota hE Frka hE Aa? p`vo AWyas hI nih ATyare to bs Ýv<i¿ bs¦ tp ne Apvas ne AEsa kro neS=ankvasImaH samaiyk krone poØa krone piDÞmàH kro ne ¬etaHMbrmaH wi›, kmRdhn, isâ cÊne bs, b\aH pUÔ wàvo ne idgHbrmaH lUgDaH KoDI do, ne piDma le lo.Ane sa\u ho ÔAo, p` kaH vStu (sMyGdxRn) ivna? (]ota: sara vana =axe) xuHsara vana =axe. deh KU!I Ôxe ne mrI Ôxe ne car gitmaH Ôxe. Aahaha¦

AhÄ khete hE ke wed¹iÚmeH inivRkLp, wed¹iÚmeH wI inivRkLp nih hota, sragIkeivkLp hote rhete hE, ye kya khete hE? Ae wedko deqnese rag hota hE AEsa nhÄ, kyÇikwedko to kevzI wI deqte hE, p` tum ragI hE, sragI ko khete hE, sragIke ivkLp hoterhete hE tum ragI hE to wed deqnese ragI hE vo kar`se rag hota hE, wedkae Ônnese raghota hE AEsa nhÄ to to wedko to kevzI svR 5`kaz 5`lokko deqte hE p` tum ALp&hE AaEr ragI hE, to ragke kar` tum wed _pr lÙ krega to tere ivkLp hI hoga. rag hIhoga Ane AHtr inivRkLp ¹iÚ wed ¹iÚka lÙse nhÄ hogI, jEse prka lÙse inivRkLp¹iÚ nhÄ hogI, AEse wed ¹iÚ se wI inivRkLp ¹iÚ nih hogI. Aahaha¦ Ane inivRkLp¹i*! huAe ibna Aa„aka Anuwv nih hoga. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;sragIko' vjn TyaH Ke. wedko deqnese rag hota hE AEsa nih, wedko deqte tokevzI to 5`kaz 5`lok deqte hE p` ÝaÌ, tum ragI hE terI wUimkameH rag hE to tumrag hE ne Ôe wed _pr ¹iÚ krega to rag _Tpþ hoga. Aahahahaha¦ Awed ¹iÚ krnesetere vItragta hogI. Ae \mR hoga. Aahahaha¦ Aa!lI xrtuH. nrexÒ¦ AavI xrtuH Ke.Aahaha¦ sragIke ivkLp hote rhete hE¦

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—[silye jhaH tk ragaid dUr n ho, dUr nih ho Ôte vhaH tk wedko gaE krke AwedinivRkLp Anuwv kraya gya hE . deqo srvazo. Aahaha¦ tum ragI ho Ane wed _prlÙ krega to rag hoga. to jb lg ragka Awav n ho tb lg Awedka Anuwvkraya hE. Aahaha¦ Ane AwedkI ¹iÚ Ane pU R Awed ho gya, pIKe to Awedko wI ÔnaeHne wedko ÔnaeH. wedawedko ÔnaeH, ÔnnemeH to ko Ae bat nih. p` rag gye pIKe. raggye pIKe. ragka Awav hove pIKe, jb lg rag hE tblg wedka lÙ krega to ragkekar` tere rag hoga wedke kar`se nih.

—vItrag honeke bad wedawed$p vStuka &ata ho Ôta hE pIKe to vItragdxahu pIKe to ãƒko Ônte hE gu ko Ônte hE pyaRyko Ônte hE prko wI Ônte hE. _ssekya? Ônna to _ska Svwav hE. _se to rag hota nih. yhaH nyka AvlHbn ih nihrheta É–a? pU R svR& huAa ragka Awav TyaH to Svka Aa]y pU R ho gya. hve Aa]ylena rha nih. Aa]y lena rha nih to Aa]y ibna Sv ne prko Ônte hE. Aahaha¦to &ata ¹Úa hokr Ônte hE. pIKe ko Awedka Aa]y lena hE ne wedko gaE krna hEAe to rag gye pIKe vItrag huAe pIKe AEsa hE nih. vItrag n hoy tblg _skoragko gaE krke wedko gaE krke AwedkI ¹iÚ krke rag pU R jb nax n ho tblgAwedka Anuwv krna. Ae srvaza hE Lyo¦

Ýma` vcn guÌdev.

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... &an vDe AaTma Ô`nar (-&ayk) Ke. Ôe Aem hoy tobþene Acetnp uH Aave,... xuH khe Ke? AaTma &an vDe (Ô e Ke)- Aem wed paDo to &an AaTma=I iwþ = gyuH Ane AaTma&an=I iwþ rhI gyo. (to) bþe Acetn =ya. JI`I vat Ke,bapu¦ Aa to NyaymagR Ke ne¦ Logic=I isâ kre Ke. Aemne AemmanvuH, Ae vStu n=I. Aemne Aem manxe to pKI bIÔe ko' kkaHk khexe to frI jxe. (te) vaStivk tÀvne Logic - Nyay=Ismjxe to nih fre. Aaha.. ha...¦

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jh ` iv sÞm`ßjo A`ßjwasH ivà du gaheduH.th vvhare ivà prmT=uvdes`msÞH.. 8..y=a naip xÉyo½nayÈ½nayRwaØaH ivna tu g/ahiytumŸ.t=a Vyvhare ivna prma=ÈpdexnmxÉymŸ.. 8..

y=a qlu MleCK: SvStITyiwihte sit t=aiv\vaCyvacksMbN\avbo\-bih*kËtTvaNn ikiˆdip Ýitp>mano meØ [vainmeØoNmeiØtcÙu: ÝeÙt Ov, yda tus Ov tdet…aØasMbN\Eka=R&enaNyen tenEv va MleCKwaØaH smuday SviStpdSya-ivnaxo wvto wviTvTyiw\eyH Ýitpa>te tda s> Ovo>dmNdanNdmya]uJlßJl-ÐocnpaœaStTÝitp>t Ov¸ t=a ikl loko½PyaTmeTyiwihte sit y=aviS=taTm-Sv$ppir&anbih*kËtTvaNn ikiˆdip Ýitp>mano meØ [vainmeØoNmeiØtcÙu: ÝeÙtOv, yda tu s Ov Vyvharprma=Rp=ÝS=aiptsMyGbo\mhar=ri=naNyen tenEv vaVyvharp=maS=ay dxRn&ancairœaa~yttITyaTmeTyaTmpdSyaiw\eyH Ýitpa>te tdas> Ovo>dmNdanNdaNt:suNdrbN\urbo\trùStTÝitp>t Ov. OvH MleCKS=a-nIyTvaßjgto Vyvharnyo½ip MleCKwaØaS=anIyTven prma=RÝitpadkTvadupNy-snIy:. A= c b/aïò n MleiCKtVy [it vcnaä–vharnyo nanustRVy:.

hve frI O ÝÆ é@e Ke ke Ôe Om Ke to Ok prma=Rno j _pdex krvo ÔeO¸Vyvhar xa ma!e kho Ko? tena _¿r$p ga=asU5 khe Ke:-

waØa AnayR ivna n smÔvI xkay AnayRne,ƒvhar iv` prma=Rno _pdex Aem AxÉ– Ke. 8.

ga=a=R:- (y=a) jem (AnayR:) AnayR (MleCK) jnne (AnayRwaØaH ivnatu) AnayRwaØa ivna (g/ahiytumŸ) kaH p` vStunuH Sv$p g/h` kravva (nAip xÉy:) ko sm=R n=I (t=a) tem (Vyvhare` ivna) ƒvhar ivna(prma=ÈpdexnmŸ) prma=Rno _pdex krva (AxÉymŸ) ko sm=R n=I.

!Ika:- jem ko MleCKne ko b/aï` ;SviSt' Aevo xBd khe Ke Tyare teMleCK Ae xBdna vaCyvack sHbH\na &an=I riht hova=I kaH p` n smjtaHb/aï` same meH#anI jem AaHqo faDIne !g!g Ôe j rhe Ke, p` ßyare b/aï`nIwaØa Ane MleCKnI waØa-Ae bNneno A=R Ô`nar ANy ko puruØ A=va te jb/aï` MleCKwaØa bolIne tene smÔve Ke ke ;SviSt' xBdno A=R —taruH AivnaxI

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kLya` =aAo˜ Aevo Ke Tyare turt j _Tpþ =ta ATyHt AanHdmy AaHsuAo=I jenaHne5o wra Ôy Ke Aevo te MleCK Ae ;SviSt' xBdno A=R smÒ Ôy Ke AevIrIte ƒvharIjn p` ;Aa„a' Aevo xBd khevamaH AavtaH jevo ;Aa„a' xBdnoA=R Ke te A=Rna &an=I riht hova=I kaH p` n smjtaH meH#anI jem AaHqofaDIne !g!g Ôe j rhe Ke, p` ßyare ƒvhar-prma=R magR pr sMyG&an$pImhar=ne clavnar sar=I sman ANy ko AacayR A=va to ;Aa„a' xBdkhenar pote j ƒvharmagRmaH rhIne —dxRn-&an-cair5ne je hmexaH Ýaº hoy teAa„a Ke Aevo ;Aa„a' xBdno A=R smÔve Ke Tyare turt j _Tpþ =taH ATyHtAanHd=I jena ñdymaH suHdr bo\trHgo (&antrHgo) éKze Ke Aevo te ƒvharIjnte ;Aa„a' xBdno A=R suHdr rIte smÒ Ôy Ke. Ae rIte jgt MleCKna S=anehova=I, Ane ƒvharny p` MleCKwaØana S=ane hovane lI\e prma=Rno Ýitpadk(khenar) hova=I ƒvharny S=apn krvayoGy Ke tem j b/aï e MleCK n =vuH-Ae vcn=I te (ƒvharny) Anusrva yoGy n=I.

wava=R:- loko xuânyne Ô`ta n=I kar` ke xuânyno ivØy Awed Aek$pvStu Ke teAo Axuânyne j Ô e Ke kem ke teno ivØy wed$p Anek Ýkar Ke te=IteAo ƒvhar äara j prma=Rne smÒ xke Ke. Aa kar e ƒvharnyne prma=Rnokhenar ÔÌ teno _pdex krvamaH Aave Ke. AhÄ Aem n smjvuH ke ƒvharnuH AalHbnkrave Ke p` AhÄ to ƒvharnuH AalHbn KoDavI prma=eR phÇcaDe Ke Aem smjvuH.

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smysar ga=a-8. Ab yhaH pun: Ae ÝÆ _@a hE satmI ga=a sUnI to ÝÆ _@ya,kya? yid AEsa hE Ôe ke Aek prma=Rka hI _pdex dena caihAe, kyÇik tum to ƒvharkoto hey khte he AaEr ƒvhar hE ye AaEr AadrÌy nhÄ khete hE, to Aek prma=Rka hI_pdex dena caihAe, ƒvharka _pdexkI kya j$r? AEsa ix*yka ÝÆ hE. smjmeHAaya? jb AEse tum khete ho ke ƒvhar-dxRn &an cair5 Ae wI wed ƒvhar, Ae bIhey hE, Ae ƒvhar pyaRy ma5 hey hE AaEr Aeikla i5kazI &aykwav prma=R vStu vohI_padey hE, to prma=Rka (ih) _pdex dena (caihye) ƒvharka _pdex kyuH dete ho?ix*yka ye ÝÆ hE. smjmeH Aaya? (prma=Rka) _pdex dena caihAe, ƒvhar iks ilyekha Ôta hE? [ske _¿r Sv$p ga=a sU5 khte hE.

AEsI ijsko ij&asa hu, ke prma=R vStu ye hI cIj hE &ayk cEtNy Awed vo hIAadrÌy hE Ane wed Ôe dxRn &an cair5 ka wI wed, Ae bI ƒvhar AadrÌy nhÄ,hey hE, to ƒvharka _pdex kyuH khete ho? prma=Rka kho ne, AEsa ix*yka AHtrmeHij&asaka ÝÆ hE, _ska _¿r denemeH Aata hE.-


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sHSk<t hE _pr, deqte hEne, —tihR prma=R AevEko v›ƒ it cet˜ AenI Ae eƒaQya krI sHSk<tmaH.

jh iv sÞm`ßjo A`ßjwasH ivà du gaheduH.th vvhare ivà prmT=uvdes`msÞH.. 8..waØa AnayR ivna n smÔvI xkay AnayRne,ƒvhar iv` prma=Rno _pdex Aem AxÉ– Ke. 8.

ga=a=R:-jEse AnayR, kuHdkuHdacayRna vqtmaH AnayR waØa vpratI, hve nIclokaz Aaƒo jrI hÔr vØR pKI to Am<tcHãacayRna kazmaH MleCK waØa vpratI,waØay Ae!lI frI g. smjmeH Aaya? kuHdkuHdacayR to (khe) jh n iv sÞm`ÔeAnayR waØa ivna, Aem waØa Ke. Tyare Am<tcHãacayRna vqtmaH waØa p` jrI AnayRxBdna @eka e MleCK waØa vpraÌ. Ae kheva gyuH'tuH phelaH, x$AatmaH Ae waØa frIkyuH? AnayR waØa ivna to Am<tcHãacayRne p` AnayR waØa ivna khena =a, smjmeHAaya? to Am<tcHãacayR to MleCK waØa vaprte hE, ye MleCK waØa Am<tcHãacayRnavqtnI Ke. Aahaha¦ kaz bdlayo to waØay bdlI g, AnayR ne @eka e MleCK Aagya. Aaha¦ MleCK jnko AnayR waØa ke ivna Ae!le ke MleCK waØa ivna vtRmankaznIApeÙaAe One Am<tcHãacayR (khe Ke). iksI wI vStuka Sv$p g/h` krneke ilye kosm=R nhÄ. ko p` cIjne wed paDya ivna, AnayR waØane kyaR ivna Aene smÔvIxkay nhÄ. AnayR ma`sne AenI waØa AnayR=I smÔvI xkay. bIÒ waØa=I smÔvIskte nhÄ.

iksI wI vStuka g/h` nhÄ ho skta _sI Ýkar Ae ¹ÚaHt, ƒvharke ibna wgvanAa„ako wedse ƒvharke ibna _pdex _sko kya khe? ƒvharse _sko _pdex dena pDtahE. Aa„a Aa„a Aeikla kre p` Aa„a kya hE AEsa wed krke btana Ae ƒvhar ibnaprma=Rka _pdex ho xke nhÄ, ƒvharse prma=R Ýaº ho ske Ae bat yhaH nih. smjmeHAaya?

ƒvharse prma=R Ýaº kr skte AEse nhÄ p` ƒvharka _pdex ibna inüyka_pdex smÔnemeH Aata nih, KtaH Aagz khega. ƒvharke ivna AhÄya tkrar inkale,AhÄyase, deqo ƒvhar ivna prma=R Ýg! hota hI nih, ƒvhar phele ho Ae bat yhaHhE hI nih, yhaH to wgvan Aa„a AnayR waØa ibna AnayRko smÔnemeH AxÉ– hE.smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Ae palIta e ßyare drbar nhÄ =a ne to TyaH xuH khevay, Ae goro (AHg/ej) Aavekam krva xuH khevay wa, raßynI ƒvS=a ma!e drbar gujrI gyela ne Ae!le goroAaƒo'to AeDmInIS!e!r. ha, Ae. pKI Aek var Ae gairya\ar Aavelo gairya\ar hE ne?to hm gairya\ar =e hmarI bhen TyaH =I, te Ae \oDa _pr éwo'to vcmaH cokmaH Aaƒo

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mUz to ma`s MleCK jEsa, AhÄnI waØa (n AavDe), AevuH bolto'to ba...j...ro... hE,Ke? bajro Aem. bajro bajro Aem kaH nih. brabr saHwzeluH Aa. p9 nI vat Ke.Aa... p9, ba...j...ro... Ke? hve Aene AenI waØa Ýma e, wa tme kH ba...j...ro... ÔudupaDIne khete ho AEse nhÄ bajro Aaqo xBd... Aene goro (AHg/ej) goro hto drbargujrI gyela Ane kam krva Aavelo. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke, jem Ae AnayRne Ae!le ke MleCK waØa, MleCK dexne, MleCKnama`sone AenI MleCK waØa ivna _sko smÔ skte nhÄ, AEse Aa„aka AÔ` pu$ØkoAa„aka wed ƒvhar ikye ibna Ae smj skte nhÄ. ƒvharse smj skte hE. ƒvharsehota hE yh ÝÆ AaihyHa nih. smÔnemeH ƒvhar Aata hE p` ƒvhar smÔte kya?ke tum AqHD Awed ho Aa wed paDkr tumko Awedko btate hE. smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦

hE? ƒvharke ibna prma=Rka _pdex dena AxÉ– hE. Aa loko ßyaH hoy TyaH OkbarmI ga=ano A=R Ane Aek Aa. Ae be b\a inkale ßyaH hoy TyaH loko ke ÔuAo¦ƒvharse, AhÄ Aaƒo hto te id' lÄbDIvazo cImn cku. cImn cku AhÄ Aaƒo 'tone 97 nI salmaH khe ÔuAo¦ Aa ƒvhar=I Aave Ke. ƒvhar ivna prma=R... 97nIsalmaH mHidr =tuH'tuHne (sHvt) 97 maH Tyare AhÄya mhIno ræo hto. barmI ga=anItkrar to ATyar su\I hÒ cale Ke. hm`aH KapamaH AaƒuH'tuH barmamaH ÔuAo¦ ƒvhar=Ij inüy pmay Ke. ƒvhar=I j Aa =ay Ke. AevuH lqa` ÔuAo xaÏmaH Ke. ;ƒvhardeisda' Aevo pa@ Ke ne? ƒvhar deqaDyo hova KtaH, deqaDyo KtaH prma=R smÒxkay Ke ƒvhar=I.

ƒvhar deqaDyanI ƒaQya j dUsrI hE, Ae to Aa„a AHdr &ayk Sv$p (AwedhE _sko) wed paDke btaya AaEr vo Awed smj gye, wedko btaya, dUsra ko _paynhÄ. kar` Aa„a kya cIj hE _sko to vo smjte nhÄ, to _sko gu wed krke btanapDe ke deqo¦ (Aa) Ô e Ke ne ne, Ô e he ne, &an$pe pir`mteH hE ne, Ae Aa„a, iv¬askrne layk Ôe hE ne vo Aa„a, AaEr Ôe iS=rta hotI hE ne AHdrmeH ye Aa„a. AEsa guwed krke btaya ibna Ae (A&anI) smj skte nhÄ, p` smjna to ye Awedko hE,wedse smÔte hE to wedko smjna AEsa nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ A=RmaH fer,wavmaH fer, Ane AavI b\I grbDo. (]ota: wedse Awed smjmeH Aata hE ke wedka lÙKoDe to Awed smÔy) wedsene Ae to khexe hm`aH, wedse smjna p` wedka Anusr`nhÄ krna. smÔnevaleko Ane smjnevaleko dohIko, smÔnevale wI ƒvharmeH toAate hE, ivkLpmeH Aaya tb wedko smÔte hE ne? Ane _sko wI wedse smÔte hE, p`dohIko ƒvharka Anusr` nhÄ krna.

wedko to smÔnemeH dUsra ko _pay nhÄ (hE) vo kar` wedko smÔte hE p`smjnevaleko Ane AaHhI to smÔnevala KÍS= lena hE, kevzI lena nhÄ yhaH. smjmeH


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Aaya? yhaH to Ae vqte kevzI to =a nhÄ, muin =a Ane muin (to) KÍS= hE to ApnaApna ¹ÚaHt dete hE ke wa, kevzI AEse khte hE ik ye Aa„a (tU hE) pKI Ae Aa„a nsmjyo to kevzIAe wed paDke smÔya ye bat yhaH hE nhÄ. yhaH to vtRman te kazewgvanka ivrhmeH sHto ne AacayÈ =a Ae jgtko Vyvharse smÔte =e, ye bat lega.Ae pote p` ƒvharmeH Aate hE, kemke AnuwvmeH inivRkLpmeH hE tb to _pdex hota hI nhÄ.Aahaha¦ AaEr dUsrako smÔna hE tb Ao ivkLp to Aaya ibna rhe nhÄ, to ivkLpAaya vohI ƒvhar hE, to vo smÔnevala wI ƒvharmeH to Aaya hE AaEr smjnevalekoƒvharse smÔte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

p` dohIko ƒvhar Anusr` krne layk nhÄ. pHiDtÒ¦ Aahaha¦ n Anus¿RƒH:Aahaha¦ AEsI vStu prm sTy Aa to bapu AEsI cIj hE Aa to ATyare to... Aahaha¦

!Ika :- —jEse iksI MleCK,˜ pa@maH AnayR hE ne? !IkameH MleCK Aa gya, hÔr vØRho gya ne? kuHdkuHdacayRnI ga=a pIKe !Ika MleCK ke ibnaH iksI MleCKse yid ko b/aï`,ÔeyaH? b/aï` ilya hE, ;SviSt' AEsa xBd kha, ;SviSt' MleCKko b/aï e —SviSt˜—AEsa kha. to ye MleCK _s xBdke vaCy vack sHbH\ko n Ônnese kuK wI n smjkr_s b/aï`kI Aor p` smjnevala waØa smjnevala wI yhaH AEse ilya hE ke _sko—SviSt˜ kha to _sko sunnevaleko kH!aza Aa gya. Aa kya khte hE, hm kuK smjtenhÄne AEsa kya khte hE AEsa nhÄ.

yhaH AEsa Òv ilya hE. Aahaha¦ ke waØa smjnemeH Ae !g!g!g Ôete hE ke ye kyakhte hE? Aa —SviSt˜, kH!aza nhÄ, xHka nhÄ, fkt smjmeH Aata nhÄ, Ae Aa kyakhte hE —SviSt˜ ;SviSt' kya? SviSt kya ko sa=Iya hoga? SviSt kya? kyakhete hE Aa? ;SviSt' AEsa, hE ne? xBd khe Ae MleCK _s xBdke vaCy vack, vaCyvackkaA=R SviSt xBd vack hE Ane _ska A=R SviSt _ska kLya` ho. Sv Aa„akI AiSthE AEsa kLya` ho Ae _ska vaCy hE. jem sakr xBd hE Ae vack hE Ane sakr pda=R hEAe vaCy hE. sakr xBd hE _smeH sakr pda=R nhÄ, sakr pda=R hE _smeH sakr xBd nhÄ,p` xBd vack hE Ae sakr vaCyko btate hE, waØa to sadI hE wEya¦ hÒ to ¹ÚaHt Ke Aa.Aahaha¦

;vaCy vack sHbH\' Aa _ska A=R ikya vaCy kya hE? ke SviStka Ôe wav hEyh vaCy hE Ane SviSt xBd hE vo vack hE. to vack btate hE ye SviSt (xBd)ka A=Rto SviStka A=R vo smjte nhÄ, Ane SviSt xBd sUna to ye (A=R) n Ônnese kuKwI n smj skte, kya khte hE SviSt xuH Ke Aa te.

—_s b/aï`kI AaEr meH#ekI waHit,˜ Fe!aH Fe!aH hota hE ne meH#a, meH#a Aek cle nIcedeqkr dUsra cle Anukr` krke cle Ôye meH#a nIce nIce deqkr, —Aem meH#anI waHitsUnnemeH _skI _pr brabr lÙ lgakr˜ kya khte hE Aa? kH!aza nhÄ hE, Anadr nhÄhE, nhÄ smjte hE to smjna nhÄ AEsa wI nhÄ hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ —me#eHkI

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waHit, AaHqe faDkr˜ AaquH mÄcIne Aem ne Aem, Aem nhÄ, kya khte hE Aa? sUnna tohE kanse p` AaHqe faDkr Ae!le AenuH lÙ TyaH Ke wa, Ae Aa kya khte hE Aa SviStSviSt SviSt —AaHqo faDkr !g!gI lgakr˜ AaHqo faDkr p` paKI !g!gI lgakrAaHqo to Aam faDI Ae!luH nhI p` Aam !g!gI lgakr kya khte hE Aa? Aahahaha¦Aa to sHSk<t !Ika AacayÈnI hE, Aek Aek xBdmeH F`I gHwIrta hE, Aa kaH k=a vataRnhÄ, Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI \mR k=a. Aahahaha¦

—AaHqo faDkr !g!gI lgakr˜ AaHqo to faDI p` !g!gI tena _pr, tena_pr l"a krakr, AaHqo to faDI p` Aena _pr l"a krakr skte —deqte hI rheta hEb/aï` SviSt khte hE _sko smjne ke kar` deqta hI rhte hE b/aï`ko, Aa kya khtehE, ;SviSt' Aahaha¦ —ikNtu jb b/aï`kI AaEr MleCKkI waØa˜ ka jb b/aï`kIAaEr MleCKkI —waØaka donÇka A=R Ônnevala,˜ kya khte hE? b/aï e je SviSt khaAaEr SviStko MleCK waØase khna kya? Ae dohIka Ôe Ônnevala hE, SviStko wIÔne AaEr MleCK waØase SviStka A=R kya krna, vo wI ÔneH, donÇko ÔnnevalahE, hE? b/aï`kI AaEr MleCKkI waØaka, donoka A=R Ônnevala —ko dUsra puruØ yab/aï` pote b/aï` wI AaEr SviStko wI Ônte hE Ane SviStka A=R wI Ônte hE,A=va ko dUsra SviStka A=R wI Ônte hE Ane SviStka wavko wI Ônte hE SviStxBdko wI Ônte hE Ane SviSt xBdka wavko wI Ônte hE. Ae b/aï e kha Ane dUsrawI ho, Ae b/aï` wI doka A=R Ônnevale khe A=va dUsra ko Aakr doka Ônnevala_sko khe. Aahaha¦

Ke? donÇka A=R, —donÇka A=R hÇ, Ônnevala ko dUsra puruØ A=va vhIb/aï` MleCK waØa bolkr˜ Aahaha¦ j¡Ao, hve SviStno A=R btavvo Ke toMleCK waØa AavI. _se smÔya Ôta hE ke ;SviSt' xBdka A=R ye hE ke —teraAivnaxI kLya` ho˜ Sv-AiSt, Sv nam terI Ôe cIj hE, AiSt$p AEsa teraAiStmeH tera wan ho ÔAo. ;SviSt' smjmeH Aaya? tera je Sv$p hE _ska kLya`ho, _sko bhar ik bat ho, gme te ho-p` Sv Ôe tera hE _ska AiSt ho. _skI saibitho, hE [sko tereko imla dena ye SviStka A=R hE. tera kLya` ho. tum hE, Aahaha¦ totuMhara kLya` ho. AEsa SviStka MleCK waØase kLya` ho AEsa A=R ikya. Aahaha¦ hE?

;tb' AaHhI to Aeva j Ýa`I lI\a, waØa smjnevala wI AEsI waØa ilya,pKI \mR smjnevale ilya Ae to waØa ilya ke kya khte hE Aa, Ane _sne ikya ik terakLya` ho ye A=R hE. —to tTkal˜ tTkal-var nhÄ khe Ke =oDa ivcar kyaR pIKe wInhÄ, Aahaha¦ tera kLya` ho, SviStka A=R AEsa hE Ýwu. hEH? Aahaha¦ to Ae smÔtahE to —tTkal hI Aekdm _TpNn honevala,˜ ATyHt AanHd$p A]uAoHse Aahaha¦AaHhI to hÒ AHtrna AanHdnI vat hE nhÄ, hÒ to, AaHsu Aam Aate hE bhu ma`shrq hrq hrq hrqka AaHsu Aa Ôta hE ne? Aem hrqka AaHsu bhot Aate-Aem


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hrqka AaHsu Aaya. SviStka A=R Aa? tera kLya` ho, Aahaha¦ xBd to =oDa newava=R to _ska bhot lHba, AEse sUnkr AaHqmeHse A]u\ara, AanHdkI hrqka hrq¦Aahaha¦

ATyHt AanHdmy paKa hÇ, —ATyHt AanHdmy A]uAoHse ijske ne5 wr Ôte hEAaHqmeH wr Ôte hE hrq AaHsu Aato, Aohoho¦ SviStka AEsa A=R? mEH to nhÄ smjte=e kuK, ne Aa kya khte hE ye smjnekI merI ij&asa =I, AaEr _ska A=R kya? ke terakLya` ho to ATyHt AanHdka A]uAose, AaHqmeH hrq AanHd Aaya. Aaha¦ hrqkaAanHd Aaya, hrqka AaHsu Aaya, hrqka AaHsu Aaya ne vo rote hE ne to xokse AaHsuAate hE, rote hE ne lDka mrI Ôy... Aa to hrqka AaHsu Aaya. Aahaha¦

hÒ to ¹ÚaHt hE hÇ¦ AanHdse ijske ne5 wr Ôte hE paKuH. ÔeyuH? ijska AaHsu wrÔte hE, \ara... Aahahahaha¦ —AEsa Ae MleCK s SviSt xBdka A=Rko smj ÔtahE Ae SviStno A=R smÒ Ôy Ke, brabr smÒ Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ tdŸn AÔ~yoma`s hoy, khÄ p` SviStka A=R nhÄ Ônnevala KtaH vo SviStka xBd _pr AneSviSt khenar _pr bhu manse !g!g deqkr deqa Ane A=R ßyaH ikya quxI ho gya,hrqka AaHsu Aa gya. Aaha¦

—xBdka A=Rko smj Ôta hE.˜ ye ¹ÚaHt huAa, Aa to hÒ ¹ÚaHt huAa. Aa„amaHto hve (étrxe) Aahaha¦ —_sI Ýkar˜ ¹ÚaHtnI pe@e ƒvharIjn wI Ae!le AnaidA&anI Ýa`I, ƒvharIjn hE, inüy kya cIj hE _skI qbr nhÄ, Aa„a AanHdSv$p hE xuâ Awed AqHD hE _skI qbr nhÄ, nhÄ qbrvala ƒvharIjn, Aahahaha¦jn wI vo ¹ÚaHt idyane? to Aa ƒvharIjn p` Aem, jem Aolo MleCK wI nhÄsmjnevala =a, ƒvharIjn wI nhÄ smjnevala hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

—;Aa„a' xBdke khne pr,˜ Aa„a kha jem Aola SviSt kha, ;Aa„a' xBdkaA=Rka &an n honese, Aa„ana xBdnuH A=R Ae!le AenuH vaCy vStu kya hE _ska &an nhonese, ÔeyuH? Aa„aka xBdka &an iblkul nhÄ, AEsa Ýa`I ilya hE yhaH. Aahaha¦ —kuKwI n smjkr˜ kaH smjte nhÄ ke kya khte hE Aa? tem nhÄ smjte Ae!le Aa„akhenevala ÝTye Anadr nhÄ, klex nhÄ, qed nhÄ, Aa kya khte hE? AEse nhÄ. AaTmakhnevala ÝTye Ýemse, _skI samuH deq rhe hE, Aahaha¦ kuK wI n smjkr —meH#ekIwaHit˜ meH#a-Fe!aH AenI pe@e Fe!aHnI meH#a jEse Anukr` krnekI cIj meH#a hE - meH#a AeknedeqIne Anukr` kre meH#a Aek nIce deqkr kUvamaH pDe dUsra pDe, vaD hoy AemaH meH#u, AekgrI Ôy to bIÔe/ AemaH grI Ôy Aem Ae Anukr` krnevala hE. Aahaha¦ êcuH n ÔuAeAe nIce ÔuAe Ane pela mo#a Aagz cale AenuH Anukr` kre meH#a. Aahaha¦

Aem yhaH meH#anI pe@e Anukr` krnevala, Aahaha¦ hE? —AaHqe faDkr˜ Aahaha¦!k!kI lgakr deqte rhte hEH, AHdr "ayopxmka &anmeH, Aa kya khte hE AEsa brabr!g!gI lgakr deqte rhte hE. Aa„ako Ônneka A=R ma!e &ankI pyaRymeH qIl gya

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&an AHdr, Aola ne AaHQyu htI, AhÄyaH &an qILya, qIl g ne !g!gI lgakr Aakya khte hE, ;Aa„a' khte hE, hE kya? Aahaha¦ tem Aa„aka A=R n smje ma!e Aen=I smjvuH KoDI de, calo, AEse wI nhÄ. kya khte hE Ae smjnekI ij&asameH &ankaÔe Ùyopxm =a _smeH lgakr !g!g deqte rhe kya A=R hE, kya A=R hE, kya khete hEsmjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ !g!gI lgakr deqte rhte hE, &ankI pyaRymeH Aa„akakya A=R hE (ye) smjneHkI ij&asa !g!g lgakr qDa hE, Aahaha¦ maze¦ AacayRmharaj to...

—ikNtu jb ƒvhar-prma=R magR pr sMyG&an$pI mhar=ko clanevala˜AaHhI kevzI nhÄ ilya hE. pote muin =a ne muin ApnI vat krte hE. muinke kazmeH svR&nhÄ =a, Ane muin pote ;Aa„a' khnevala =a. to Ae muin, Aahahaha¦ ƒvhar neprma=R magR dohIka Ônnevala =a. wedse smÔna Ae _ska wI &an =a Ane AwedcIj kya hE _ska wI &an =a. to ƒvhar ne prma=R magR pr —sMyG&an$pI˜,sMyG&an dohIka, ƒvharse AEsa khnemeH Aata hE Ane inüy Aa hE. dohIka ijsko&an hE... Aahaha¦ sMyG&an$pI mhar=ko clanevale, AhÄ muin lI\a nhÄ, AacayRilya hE. kevzI nhÄ kyÇik kevzI Ae vqte =a nhÄ, AhÄ to AacayR pote je iS=itmaHhE Ae iS=itmeH vat krte hE. Aahaha¦

sMyG&an$pI mhar=, deqo r=ko be pEDaH rhte hE ne Aa ƒvhar Ane inüy bepEDaH. ƒvharse kEse smÔna Ane smÔna Ae k cIjko smÔna, dohIka &an y=a=RhE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? doka &an hoH Ane Ae ƒvharmeH Aaya hE, —Aa„a˜ kha neAolo smje nhÄ, to smÔneka ivkLp to Aaya hE, to ƒvharmeH Aaya to hE, wleAadr nhÄ p` Aaya hE ivkLpmeH smÔneko, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

sar=IkI waHit, —sMyk&an$pI mhar=ko clanevale, sar=IkI waHit˜ Aahahaha¦r=maH be@nevalekI pe@e nhÄ, sar=InI waHit kI\uH ne, sar=I jem clate hE be pEDaHvazar=ne, Aem je muin ƒvhar kEse khnemeH Aata hE ƒvharse, Ane inüy kya hE dohIkasar=I hE ye. Aahaha¦ AavI !Ika, wrtqHDmaH ATyare Aa !Ika Aa„Qyait, Aahaha¦Aa„ane DolavI naQyo Ke AHdr=I, hlavI naQyo Ke, Ýwu tum kem kEse ho na=, Aa kyapD–a hE tum, Aahaha¦ tumko hm ƒvhar(se) Aa„a khkr kha to tum smje nhÄ, tohmare wI smÔneka ivkLp Aaya hE, to inüy Ane ƒvhar dohI r=meH hm hE AwI to,donoH wav, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? hE ne same puStk? hm inüymeH wI hE AaErsmÔneka ivkLp Aaya to _smeH &an hmara hE, dohIka &an hE, hm dohIka &an krtehE. Aahahaha¦

to yhaH kevzI Aa„ako smÔte hE, AEsI bat AhÄ ilya hI nhÄ, kar`ke ApnIbat krte hE. KõI ga=ameH wI ApnI bat krte hE, ke Ýmt AÝmt AvS=a meremeH hE, yemeH nhÄ, mEH to &ayk hUH, hE _skI wUimkase bat krte hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?


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muinraj AacayR mharaj kuHdkuHdacayR ho ke Am<tcHãacayR ho, ko p` sHt idgHbrsHt sCca ho, to Ae idgHbr sHtoAe Aa„a kha Ane vo smjmeH n Aaya Ane smjnekekar` brabr !g!g lgakr wav hE, to Aa„a kha vo wI ƒvhar prma=Rka ÔnnevalakdaictŸ ho _ska A=R krnevala, kdaictŸ dUsra wI ho. heH? Aahaha¦ ƒvhar ivkLpAaya hE ne? smÔneka wed to Aaya hE. to ;hm' wI ivkLpmeH Aaya hE, ho p` Ae kaHAadr`Iy nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AaEr ƒvharkI waØa hogI, _ska wI hm ktaR nhÄ hE,Aahaha¦ AaEr ƒvharse tumko smÔte hEH to ƒvharse tum smjega ma!e ƒvharAadr`Iy hE, AEsa nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦

Aek Aek ga=a ne Aek Aek !Ika, waGy jgtna Aa smysar AEsI cIj rhg¦¦ Aahaha¦ ne AhÄya to AEsa hI Aa„a ilya hE, TyaH wI ilyane paHcmI ga=ameHÝma` krna, meH khuH KuH p`, gjb vat hE terI Ýwu, mEH inim¿ Aaya AaEr tere _padanmeHAEsI tEyarI n ho, AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ tereko inim¿ imla Aa„aka smÔnevalaAacayR ne sHt, Aahahaha¦ AaEr tum Ýma` kro Anuwv krega. Anuwv krke hapaDna. Aaha¦ gjb vat Ke Ýwu. Aohoho¦ Ae waØa, Ae ƒvhar, Ae inüy, Aesmjnevala, ƒvharko khete hE, smÔnevala p` ƒvharse inüy smÔte hE. Aahaha¦AEsI AhÄ cIj ilya hE. ƒvhar kha hmne Ane nhÄ smjte hE AEsI bat yhaH hE hInhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

b\e @eka e Ke ne Aa? AolamaH AaƒuH'KuH ne? kaya ne Aa„a ne Ôuda btaya hE toko` nhÄ smje? ko` AEsa Aa„a hE ke nhÄ smje? Aahaha¦

yhaH khte hE, ke Aa„a xBd khenevala Ane sunnevala Ae smje nhÄ to —khnevalaƒvhar inüyka Ônnevala hE A=va dUsra ko ƒvhar inüyka Ônnevala Aa„akaA=R dUsrako smÔte hE, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? kuHdkuHdacayR, Am<tcHãacayR khete hEhmarI hajrImeH hmeH _sko kha, Aahaha¦ kdaictŸ hm khte hE ƒvhar inüy to ye smyedohI khnevala hm to ye smÔya Ôta hE. p` hmeH kha to hmara _ska A=R khenekaAvsr n ho, to Ao dUsra _skI pas A=R khnevala imlega hI, Aahaha¦ AaEr yesmjega hI. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

ƒvhar prma=R magR pr, Ôe khe Ke ke ƒvhar pr Aaƒa ke nhÄ? prma=Rka wIwan hE ne ƒvhar ivkLp Aaya hE. KÍS= lena hE ne? AhÄ kevzI lena hE nhÄ, kar`ke AhÄ kevzI khete hE ne Aola loko smjte hE yh !am to yhaH hE nhÄ. AhÄya toApna !amke kazkI bat krte hE. Aahaha¦ je smye sHto hajr =a kuHdkuHdacayR,Am<tcHãacayR Aaid muinAo, Ae muinAe dUsrako Aa„a kha Ane Ae Aa„aka A=R nhÄsmßya, to vo smymeH vohI muin pote ivkLpmeH Aaya ne prma=Rka wan hE, do (ka)&an r=omeH clanevala Aaya. Aahaha¦ to ye khnevala wI Aaya Ane khnevalekovqt n imla Ane Ae vqte vo smje nhÄ, smjmeH Aaya? AaEr pIKe ko khnevala

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imla inüy ƒvharmeH Aanevala. smjmeH Aate hE? Aahahaha¦Aek Aek xBd ne Aek Aek A=RmaH ke!lI gHwIrta, _ska Ùyopxm &anmeH iktnI

dxa. Aahaha¦ AEsI vat sHto, AekAek xBdmeH wav wyaR hE. AEsI cIj É–aHy dUsre hEnhÄ. ijsmeH AHdr y=a=R wan AaEr wanke sa= sunnevala trt wan krega hI, AaHhIto ye khte hE. Aahahaha¦ lo ÝvcnsarmeH Aem kha ne pIKe, hm bat krte hE to Aajsmj le, Aaje j smj, vayda KoD de... pIKe smjega, pIKe smjega Aem KoD de.nemcHdwa¦ Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI bagbgIcanI vato to deqo, Aahaha¦ AenafUlnI suHg\ to ÔuAo, Aahaha¦ ßyaH hm ƒvharmeH Aaye smÔneko hm KÍS= hE ne¦KÍS= hE to ƒvhar ivkLpmeH to Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦

AaEr prma=Rka to hmko qbr hE, ivkLpse riht hmarI cIj hE, Ane _skI wIcIj ivkLpse riht hE, ye dohIka hmko &an to hE. Aahaha¦

ƒvhar prma=R magR pr sMyG&an$pI mhar=ne clavnar, mhar=ko clanevala,Aahaha¦ ijsko AHtr Anuwv wI hE AaEr smÔneka ivkLp Aaya hE AEsa dohI cÊko,r= clanevala. ijsko smÔneka ivkLp hE nhÄ, _skI bat to yhaH hE nhI, Aahaha¦vo to AHdrmeH pD–a hE AanHdmeH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

p` ijsko ƒvharka ivkLp Aaya vo Aa„a xBdko n smje, kheneka ivkLpAaya, Aa smjto n=I to mere _ska A=R krna pDega. Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦Are Ýwu, Aa kya hE wa? Aahaha¦ Ae xuH kya cIj hE ye? Aahaha¦ Aekek ga=a _skaAek Aek xBdmeH, iktnI gHwIrta hE. Aahaha¦ khete hE ke Aa„a khnevala vo wIsMyG&an$pI (mha)r=meH inüy ƒvharmeH Aaya, AaEr _sse dUsra ko, _sko bolneka!am n rha ne inivRkLpmeH étr gye. Aahaha¦ Aa„a kha to qra p` pIKe A=R krnekavqt n imla ne AHdrmeH étr gye. Aahahaha¦ to dUsra AacayR muin lena ke je ivkLpne inivRkLp do ka wan hE Ane ivkLpmeH Aaya mhar= clanevala. Aahahahaha¦

sar=IkI waHit Ke ne? mhar=no clavvavazo sar=I, mhar=maH be@a Ke towgvan, Ae wgvanne... Aahaha¦ wgvanne kya khena hE, Ae sar=I clate hE r=ko.Aahaha¦ 5` lokna na= svR& ijne¬rdev Ae r=meH be@e hE ne sar=I trIke Aa hE._ska mal to prma„a 5` lokka na= svR&devka mal hE, p` hm sar=I trIke yer=ko clate hE magRko. Aahaha¦ inüy AEsa hE ne ƒvhar AEsa hE. Aahahaha¦gjb vat hE¦

mhar=ko clanevala ilya ne? inüy ne ƒvharko ijsko clana hE, ijskoAHdr @r gya hE AEsa wI hE Ane ivkLp Aaya hE AEsa ƒvharka r=ko prma=Rkoclanevala. Aahaha¦ sar=I ke sman, AhÄ to sar=IkI waHit, Aahaha¦ sMykŸvStu hE,Ae wI sko wan hE, AaEr ye wanmeH Ae Aa„a hI pDa hE. Aahaha¦ to ye inüyseƒvharkI Ôe bat ikya =a _smeH ivkLp wI Aaya AaEr smjnekI cIj wI smßya hE,


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Ae doka A=RmeH clanevala sar=I, ijsko ƒvharmeH pDa hI nhÄ ne AHdrmeH pD–a hE,_sko yhaH lena nhÄ, kevzIko yhaH lena nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

vo Aa„a smje nhÄ to pIKe dUsra p` Aaya, vo wI Apna Aa„aka wan hEAaEr ivkLp Aaya hE Aa smje nhÄ to smÔvuH. Aahahaha¦ moÙmagR ÝkaxkmeH AayahE ne phle ke muinko Axuw rag to hE hI nhÄ, p` \mRka lowI deqkr ko xuw rag\mRka Aata hE. Aahaha¦ \mRka lowI, \mRkae smjnevala AEsa deqkr xuwwav AatahE, to xuwwavse smÔte hE. Aahaha¦ Ke ne wa? moÙmagR Ýkaxk, Aahaha¦ Ae to!oDrml, bnarsIdas, rajmLl, wagcHdÒ, Aohohoho¦ sHtokI bat to kya khna p`Aena pHiDto p`, Aahaha¦ jEn \mR kya cIj hE ye !kavI raqI hE.

pHiDtoAe g<hS=a]mmeH rhel, to Ae cIjmeH kya fer hE? sMyGdxRnmeH isâka AaErityÅcka sMyGdxRnmeH fer hE? Aahahahaha¦ yhaH khete hE, sar=IkI sman ANy koAacayR A=va to Aa„a xBdko khenevala SvyH hI ƒvharmagRmeH rheta huAa deqo,smÔneka ivkLp Aaya Aem khete hE, Aa„a kha ne ivkLp KU! gya Ane inivRkLpmeHAa gya to _skI bat ÔudI hE, to dUsra Aa„aAe muin sHt ko imle _sko, yhƒvharmagR (meH) rheta huAa Aa„a xBdka yh A=R btlaya kya? Aahahaha¦

pu~y papka wavko Ýaº ho yh Aa„a AEsa nhÄ kha, hEH? prka kuK kr xke wlajgtko tar de Aa„a, ƒvhar wI AEsa ilya hE AEsa prko tar de AEsa, ye wI nhIilya AhÄ to. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

ye Aa„a kya? ke —dxRn &an cair5ko Ôe sda Ýaº ho vo Aa„a˜ Aahaha¦deqo, wed paDkr tna btaya. muinraj ivkLpmeH Aaya Ane vo Aa„a khte hE ne, nsmßya to Aa ƒvharmeH AEsa ilya, Ýwu¦ ke Aa„a _sko hm khte hE ke dxRn &ancair5ko Ýaº ho, prka kayRko Ýaº kre ne _skI iS=itmeH prka kayR brabr ho, yeAa„a AEsa nhÄ kha. tem dya dan v/t wi›ka pir`amko Ýaº ho, ke je wave tI=Åkrgo5 baH\e Ae wavko Ýaº ho ye Aa„a, AEsa nhÄ kha. Aahaha¦

gjb bat hE wa idgHbr sHtonI Ae!lI gHwIrta¦¦ Aahaha¦ gjb vat Kebapu¦ bIÔne du:q lage bs Aa Aek j sTy Ke bIje É–aHy n=I? bapu¦ sTy to AaAek j hE. Aahaha¦ svR& prma„a, Aahaha¦ Ae r=na clavvavaza sHto, Aahaha¦Aeno magR inüy Ane ƒvhar, Aahahaha¦ Ae sHto idgHbr pote pokar krte hE, ApnIiS=itka hI pokar krte hE, hm inüy ne ƒvhar domeH hE. AwI to smÔnemeH Aaya toinüy ne ƒvhar. hm kevzI nhÄ hE, hm inivRkLpmeH nhÄ pDa hE ne ƒvharko smÔtehE. Aahaha¦

dxRn &an cair5ko Ôe sda Ýaº ho, waØa deqo¦ Aahahaha¦ Ýwu Aa„a skohm khte hE, ƒvharmeH hm Aaye hE ne inüymeH to hE hI, to ivkLp äara wI tumko AEsekhete hE Aor tum sunnevala wI ivkLpse AEsa sUnte hE, AaEr kya suna? ke je AHdr

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Aa„a hE, ye dxRn &an cair5ne sda Ýaº ho, Aahaha¦ ragko Ýaº ho, ke ƒvharrTn5yko Ýaº ho, ke _pdex denevala ivkLpvala Aa„a ho, AEsa yhaH nhÄ ilya.khenevala ivkLpmeH hE, p` vo btaya Aa„aka, ke jene Ae Aa„a duinyako smÔte hE,ivkLp äara Ae Aa„a AEsa nhÄ ilya. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahahaha¦

ye dxRn &an cair5ko Ôe sda Ýaº ho. gjb bat hE na=¦¦ tera prma=Rko, A=Rkobtana, ƒvharse btana, Aahaha¦ wed paDkr wI btana, Ae ƒvhar. Ae p` wedkrke btana, p` btaya kya? Ýwu tere Aa„a mEH kha to Aa„a. to AEsa A=R hE ke ÔedxRn &an ne xaHit Ae wedmeH pir`me, Ýaº ho, vo Aa„a, Aahahaha¦ ko kI dyapalnevala ho ye Aa„a. ƒvhare y Ae nhÄ ilya. ƒvhar to Aa ilya hE? Aahaha¦gjb vat hE¦

smysar ko AEsa bn gya, kuHdkuHdacayRne (bnaya) Aahaha¦ \Nykaz smjmeHAaya? ke je hm Aa„a sko khte hE Ýwu hm ƒvharmeH ivkLpmeH Aaya hE Ane tumkosmÔte hE ne prãƒko, ƒvhar to Aaya hE, AaEr tumko ƒvharse smÔte hE ye wI Aayap` ƒvhar kya? ke ye Aa„a cle git kre te Aa„a¦ iS=r rhe te S=avr, git kre te5s dya pazvana wavvaza Ae Aa„a¦ Aahaha¦ AmarI wi› tI=ÅkrkI wi› kre yeAa„a¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae Aa„a ƒvharko brabr ÔzvI raqe Ae Aa„a, AEsa nhÄ kha.Aahaha¦ nrexÒ¦ waGy¦

dxRn &an cair5ko p` paKuH Ýaº ho tna nhÄ ilya, sda Ýaº ho, Aahaha¦wed krke kha p` wed tna ilya, Ýwu ye terI cIj Ôe hE ne? Ae Aa„a hm to skokhte hE ik je dxRn &an cair5ko sda Ýaº ho, to vo wI ƒvhar Aaya, wedse btayane?Aahaha¦ smeH ko ƒvhar rTn5yka rag Aaya Ae to bat ilya hI nhÄ Ýwu.Aahaha¦ tna wed paDya ivna smÒ xke nhÄ. Ae Aave Ke ne Aola kzx !IkamaH AaveKe, bhu buiâvazo hoy to p` kzx !IkamaH Aave Ke ne? Aa!luH to khevuH j pDe, khe Ke&an te Aa„a, &an te Aa„a tna to khena hI pDe hI. Aahaha¦ yh wI &an te Aa„aAe p` sdŸwUt ƒvhar huAa. Aahaha¦ AhÄ moÙmagR Aek hare btaya hE, Ýwu Aa„asko khIAe, Aahaha¦ ke dxRn &an cair5ko, inüy sMyGdxRn &an cair5ko hÇ,ƒvharkI yhaH bat nhÄ, ƒvharse khte hE p` Aolo wed Aaƒo ne ma!e ƒvhar. p`wed Aaya kya? ke dxRn &an cair5 je inivRkarI dxa, vItragI pyaRyko Aa„a Ýaº ho_sse tuH Ôn le ke Aa„a hE, Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ôe sday Ýaº ho. Aahahaha¦ kosmye ƒvharko Ýaº ho ne ko smye dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho, AEsa nhÄ ilya.Aahaha¦ gjb vat krte hE Aek Aek lokmeH to sara bar AHgka (sar wr idya)ivxeØ khega.

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Aa@mI ga=anI !Ika clte hE ne? yhaH Aaya hE, ix*yko guÌAe AaTma xBd kha,to AaTmaka A=R nih smjnese guÌkI sNmuq AaHq faDkr !g!g lgakr (AaTmaka)Éya A=R hE, smjnekI ij&asameH qDa hE. Aahaha¦

_smeH guÌAe kha ke Aa„a sko kihAe, SvymŸ ƒvharmagRmaH rheta huAa, AEsaAaya hE na? _pdex denemeH vo ivkLp Aaya hE ne? AhÄ to KÍS= muin lena hE ne?Aahahaha¦ \mR smjneko Aaya hE AaEr _ska ÝÆ hE ke tum AaTma khete ho to Éya khetehE Aa„aka? ÝÆ wle n hoy p` _skI ¹iÚ TyaH lga hE ke Aa„a Éya (iksko) khetehE Aap? _ska A=R krke xBdka A=R btlaya. dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho, Aahahaha¦je Aa„a AHdr hE Ae dxRn &an cair5, sMyGdxRn sMyG&an sMyGcair5ko Ýaº ho,sda Ýaº ho, pKI ihNdImeH ivxeØ lQya hE. _ska A=R ye bhu j !UHkI waØameH Aa„aka KãƒkI yhaH bat hE nih, Aa„a A=aRt dxRn &an ne cair5 Ôe inmRz pyaRy$p pir`me,Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, bhu sU"m bat ikya hE smeH. Aahaha¦ guÌAe kha ne _sne |yanse sUna.

AavI vat ÉyaHy Ke nih bIje, idgHbr sHto isvay Aa gjb vat Ke ko, Ae vatsHÝdayvazane qbr n=I, ijska FrmeH hE, heH? tmara to FrmeH hEH. Aahaha¦

Éya khete hE deqo. Aohoho¦ ko K ãƒkI bat n ikya, guÌAe to Aa„a xBd ilyahE bs, kar` ke Aa„a Ô ega to K ãƒ, ;AegH Ô`ih so sVvH Ô`ih,' Ae svR ÔnnemeHAayega. to Aek Aa„a kha Ane sUnnevala wI Aa„a ÉyÇ Aekla khete hE? K ãƒ ÉyuHnih khete AEsa nih. sUnnevalako wI jHqna, \gx Ae Éya khete hE bs vo bat, Aa„aÉya (iksko) khete hE? Aahaha¦ khenevala wI Aek Aa„ako hI khete hE Ane sUnnevalawI Aa„a Éya hE ye smjnekI ij&asa Aek hE. Aahaha¦

K ãƒey n kha guÌAe tem ix*ye ÝÆ AEsa nhÄ ikya ke Aap Aa„a khete ho p`K ãƒ to kho, nm/ ivnyvHt hE, Aap Aa„a Éya (iksko) khete hE Aap? kyuHik Aa„akIpyaRymeH K ãƒ to ÔnnemeH Aa Ôta hE AEsI pyaRykI takat hE, Ae!le yhaH K ãƒkoÔnneka ÝÆ ikya nih, yhaH to Aa„a kha. Aahaha¦ to tna ilya hE _sne wedse k=nkrke dxRn &an cair5 je Aa„a, AHtrmeH _skI ÝtIit$p dxRn _ska &an ne _skarm`ta _sko Ýaº ho. Aahahaha¦ _sko Aa„a khete hE.

AEsa ßyaH A=R sUna ix*ye, AhÄya to AEsa hI tEyarIvala ix*y ilya hE,Aahaha¦ idgHbr sHtonI k=nI, ApnemeH to tEyarI bhot hE, p` sUnnevala hI AEsailya ke tEyarIvala hE. Aahaha¦ nemcHdwa¦ AavI vat Ke bapu. Aa k=a vataR nih Aato AHtrna vItragna pe! hE. ijne¬rdev i5lokna= Ae Aa„a iksko khete hE Ae AacayRApna xBdose khete hE, Ýwu Aek var sUn, Ae Aa„a sko khete hE ke je sMyGdxRn,

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iv¬as Ôe krte hE Aa„aka, &an krte hE ne cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, to _ska A=Rvo Ýaº ho Ao _pr lÙ tera nih, sUnnevaleka lÙ Ae Ýaº ho ko`? Aa„a? iksko?ke dxRn &an cair5ko, to _ska lÙ ãƒ _pr Ôta hE. smjmeH Aaya?

Éya ikya? Aa to A|ya„vaÌ hE bapa. Aahahaha¦ waGy hoy ne to kane pDeAEsI vat Ke. Aohoho¦ AEsa kha Ýwu, Aa„a sko hm khete hE, ke je ]âa &an necair5ko Ýaº ho, AEsa kha nih ke Aa„a prka ktaR ho vo Aa„a, rag$pe pir`me devguÌ xaÏnI ]âa Aaid Ae Aa„a AEsa kha nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AaEr tIn bol$pepir`me, hE to pyaRy wed, p` Ae Awed cIj hE AaTma tInp e pir`me Ae AaTma, to]otaka l"a tInp e pir`mnevala ãƒ hE, Aa„a hE, Ae _pr ¹iÚ ÔtI hE, wed _prwedse kha, to khenevale (ko) wI wedka Anusr` nhÄ. AaEr sunnevaleko wI wedkaAnusr` nhÄ. mo!aÌ? êcI vat hE Aa. Aahaha¦ xIvlalwa? Aam khete hEH.

Aa„a A=aRtŸ Ae dxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy$p wav$p pir`me, Ýaº ho AeAa„a, to AacayeR kha to Aa„a, wed paDke btaya to Aa„a, wedse to btaya, wedkobtana nih, wedse Awedko btana hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? bhot (gHwIr)AavI vat to ÉyaH? Aahaha¦ Éya khete hE? khete hE ke Ýwu, Aa„a sko hm khete hE,ke je dxRn &an cair5 (p e), ragp e pir`me Ae Aa„a Ae to bat inkal idya,ƒvharp e pir`me Ae Aa„a Ae to bat hE hI nih, fÉt dxRn &an cair5p e Ýaº hoAe Aa„a. Ae dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. Ae dxRn &an cair5ko btana nihdxRn &an cair5p e Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, btana (hE) Aa„a. Aahahahaha¦

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu Aa to AlaEikk vatuH hE, ijne¬rdev i5lokna= AenIvaÌ Ane Ae ÉyaHy jgtmeH hE nih. Aahaha¦ p` smjnevala wI bhot, ÝaÌ km.

AihHya khte hE, Aahaha¦ ke dxRn &an ne cair5ne Ýaº =ay te dxRn &an cair5Aem nhÄ kha. dxRn &an ne cair5ne Ýaº =ay te Aa„a, Ae!le TyaH ¹iÚ Aa„a _prlgana hE, wed _pr nhÄ. wedko smÔya p` khega AwI, wedko hm smÔya p` hmarewI wedka Anukr` Anusr` krna nih, AaEr tere wI hm wedse smÔya, p` teresmÔya mEH Awed cIj hE vo AHdr Ao Aa„a wgvan ibrajte hE _sko to tere wed _prAnusr` krna nih p` vo wed$pe pir`mte Ae ko`? ke Aa„a. Aahahaha¦

Ae ]otako ne vktako doihko wedse khete hE AaEr vo wedse vo sUnte hE p` sUnnemeHwedse pir`mte hE Ae Aa„a, btana hE Aa„a, wedse pir`me Ae btana nih. Aahahahaha¦Ae!la xBdmaH ke!la wav wyaR hE, idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ, Aahaha¦ jgt AenI pase wrepaÌ AenI pase kaH. nrexÒ¦ Aahaha¦ Ýwu Aa to xaHitkI bat hE na=, Aa ko pÙkIbat hE nih, jEn dxRn ko pÙ nih Ae to vStuka Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ Ae Sv$p hE. AeAa„a. Aahaha¦ ÉyuHik vStu Aa„a Ae ijnSv$p hE —F! F! AHtr ijn bse F! F! AHtrjEn, mt midrake panso mtvala smje n˜ Apna AiwÝaymeH pagl ho gya hE to vStu


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Éya cIj hE ye smjte nih. ko khete hE ke rag krna hE ne rag krte krte hoga ne, AEsakrte hoga ne, inim¿se hoga ne. Aahaha¦

Ae ijnSv$pI wgvan Aa„a Ae smysar na!kka xBd hE. F! F! AHtr ijnvse Ae ijn AaTma Aem khIne AaTma ijn Sv$pI kEsa hE? Aahahaha¦ ke jEn Ae!leAe ijn pote jEnp ena sMyGdxRn-&an ne cair5p e pir`me Ae vItragIp e pir`me.Ae AaTma, smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ (]ota: AHgulIse cHdma btaya to AHgUlI deqnanih, cHãmaH ko deqna) nih, Ae AHgUlI to dUsrI cIj hu. Aa to AHdrse wedse btayato wedko btana nhÄ. wed Awedko btate hE. khenevaleka Aaxy wI AEsa hE ke hm wedsekhete hE p` wedka Anusr` krna hmare wI nih, AaEr tereko hm khete hE ke Ýwu AHdrãƒ Ôe vStu hE AHdr ijnSv$pI Anaid AnHt AanHdkHd Ýwu \/uv Ôe Aa„a prm samaNysko hmare to btana hE, to _sko btanemeH vo dxRn &an cair5ka wed$pe pir`me Aebtakr btana hE Awed. vo dxRn &an cair5ko pir`me to dxRn-&an-cair5kobtana hE AEsa nih. Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5ko Ôe Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE,Am<tcHãacayR Aek hÔr vØR phele (huAe), kuHdkuHdacayR do hÔr vØR phele (huAe) AneAa !Ikakar Aek hÔr vØR phele (huAe) Aohoho¦ Ae vqte ¬etaMbr pH= to inkl cuka=a. kuHdkuHdacayR vqte inkl cuka =a. Aahahaha¦ AavI vaÌ p` khenevala =a _skI wIdrkar n ikya sHÝdayvazaAe.

yhaH wgvankI wiÉt kre ne wgvanka Smr` kre te Aa„a AEsa nih kha.Aahaha¦ ijne¬r devka wÉt ho, Ae Aa„a AEsa hI nih kha. Aahaha¦ yhaH to Ýwu votrfka lÙ krnese, lÙ to TyaH krna hE ke dxRn &an cair5ka lÙ krna nih, vo ãƒ&ayk Sv$p Aek hE ska lÙ krnemeH dxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy _TpNn hotI hE, to AepyaRy wedse p` Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a khena hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Aa Aa@mIga=a. Are Aekek ga=a bapu, Aa to ƒaQyanmeH to AogÌsmI var clte hE Ane qangImeHto seHkDo var vaHCya hE, AHdrmeH to......Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa„a AnHt AnHt gu no Aek$p \m± _sko Amuk dxRn &an cair5ka\mRse, \mRko \m± Ýaº hota hE, AEsa ilya muQy Asa\ar` \mRko ilya. Asa\ar`xBd ilyane wa? Asa\ar` \mRko btana hE. Aahahaha¦ to Asa\ar` \mR Aa,pIKe dxRn &an cair5 ko dUsrI cIjmeH hE nih, ko bIÔ ÒvmeH hE nih. Aoho¦

AEsa Ôe sMyGdxRn &an AaEr cair5, hE pyaRy, hE wed p` vo vStu sko Ýaºkre _sko Aa„a khete hE. to ]otaka lÙ dxRn &an cair5ka pir`mn _pr nih, AedxRn &an cair5$p pir`mnevala Aa„a TyaH lÙ hE _ska. Aahahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu Aa to, 5`lokna na= ijne¬rdev sImH\r Ýwu_skI pase gye =e sHvt Aog`pcas, Aa@ idn rhe =e, vo vaÌ hE vhaHkI. Aahaha¦ AEsI(vaÌ) ko wrtÙe5meH hE nih khÄ, Aaha¦ Aohohohoho¦

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xuH khete hE? iktna qulasa kr idya hE. Vyvharp e pir`me Ae nih AaTma, toVyvharse inüy pir`me Ae to hE hI nih, p` Ôe inüy vStu hE &ayk Ae dxRn &ancair5p e pir`me to pir`me Ae Aa„a, Ae pir`me Ae pyaRy Ae Aa„a Aem nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ Are Aavo mnu*y wv, AemaH Aa vItrag 5`lokna na=nIva`I, Aahaha¦ snatn sTy dxRn. Aahaha¦

guÌAe ix*yko Aa„a kha to ix*y to Aa„a Éya (iksko) khete hE [skIsmjnekI ij&asameH qDa hE, dUsrI ko cIj nih. Ae Éya khete hE, hm smjte nih Ýwu.tum Aa„a kha p` Éya Aa„a, iksko Aa„a khena, to guÌ khete (ke) wa¦ je cIjhE AanHdno na= Ýwu xuâ Sv$p Svwav vStu Ae pir`mnmeH Aate hE to dxRn &anmeHAate hE to dxRn &an cair5se, pyaRyse tumko btate hE ke Aa pyaRy pir`me. p`pir`mnevala vo Aa„a. devIlalÒ¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH wa¦ Ae to _skI pUrIvat ]utkevlI khe xke. Aahaha¦

Ae vat mudŸanI rkmkI bat hE, dxRn &an cair5ko (ÝaPt ho) pKI !Ikakare jrIA=RmaH ihNdI sda ilya, p` Aeno A=R j Ae, ke i5kaz rhenevalI cIj Ae vtRmanmaHAHdr &an dxRn cair5p e pir`me Ae Aa„a. vStu i5kaz hE p` AhÄ to _skopir`mnevala meH sda le ilya hE A=Rkare, ke sda vo dxRn &anp e pir`me, Ae pir`mevo Aa„a. Ae pir`me Ae _pr terI ¹iÚ nhÄ honI caihAe, pir`me Ae Aa„a TyaH terI¹iÚ honI caihAe. AavuH, ÝemcHdÒ¦ Aa sUnI saHwzI htI TyaH? ra5e khe Ame gujratIsmjke Aayega. ACKa ikya kI\uH bat. Aahaha¦

AEsa jb sUna, Éya xBd? Éya hE Ýaº ho vo Aa„a hE TyaH vjn hE, vjn ÉyaHhE? ke ;dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho vo Aa„a'. tb AEsa sUna. Aahaha¦ ix*ye Aa„akaA=R AaEr lÙ kraneko Aa Aa„a Ae dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº =ay Ae Aa Aa„a, AEsakha to ix*y tb Aekdm tTkaz dxRn &an cair5p e ÝaPt honevala AaTma Ae _pr_skI ¹iÚ g. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

to ]ota AEsa ilya hE ke _sne kha ne _skI ¹iÚ Aekdm Aa„a _pr g. smjmeHAaya? ko ivxeØ maHg nih, ivxeØ SpÚIkr` kro Ae bI nih. bs Aa (tna) kha.Ýwu Aap Aa„a iksko khete hE, hm smj skte nih, to Ýwu sUn. Aahaha¦ AHdrwgvan ijnSv$pI Ýwu ijsko Aa„a kho, ijn kho, \/uv kho, samaNy kho, Aek$pkho, inTy kho Ae hI Aa„a, AinTy Aeva wed$pe dxRn &an cair5p e Ýaº ho.Aahaha¦ Éya ikya (kha)? cair5ko Ôe Ýaº, _sse Aa„a Ýaº ho AEsa AhÄ nhÄ khahE. Ae to AihHya dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho, _sse Aa„a Ýaº ho AEsa AhÄ kha nih.Aa„a dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a (AEsa kha hE) Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE.

wrtÙe5maH smysar, isâaHt xaÏmaH ixrom`I hE. Aahaha¦ Are¦ AEsa we! degya Ýwu, kHudkuHdacayR bnakr we! de idya, Lyo Lyo Ýwu Aagz hE. pa@ jysen AacayRnI


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!IkamaH. smysar bnakr we! idya. Aahaha¦ SvIkar na= hve SvIkar, khete hE. Aahaha¦we! de Ae SvIkare nih? Aahaha¦

Aem tere AaTmameH, Aahaha¦ AEsI pyaRymeH ÝaPt ho, Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5seAaTma ÝaPt ho AEse nih kha. AhÄ to dxRn &an cair5ko Ôe ÝaPt ho, Ôe ÝaPt hoAaTma dxRn &an cair5ko ÝaPt ho, to sUnnevaleko TyaH AaTma _pr lÙ krana hE, keje dxRn &an cair5ko ÝaPt ho Ae AaTma. Aahahaha¦ Aa isâaHt, Aa is|\aHt, AavItragnI vaÌ ÔuAone stŸno pokar krtI hE. Aahaha¦ Ý=m sMyGdxRn¦ ]ota: wletIn bol ilya p` sa=e tIn Aata ih hE.) vStu Ôe hE, Ae _pr ¹iÚ Ônese dxRn &ancair5kI pyaRy Ýaº hotI hE. co=e gu S=ane p` Sv$p Aacr` cair5 to hE hI.smjmeH Aaya? sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an, AaEr Sv$p Aacr` tInaeH Aek sa= hE to AetInaeHko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. to vo ]otaka lÙ ãƒ _pr Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ Ýaº Ôe pyaRyhE, vo _pr n Ôta lÙ, kar` ke Ýaº ko`? ke Aa„a. ke dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hoAe Aa„a, dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke TyaHlÙ to |yey Aa„a _pr krana hE AEsa |yey kha. Aaha¦ je wgvan Aa„a dxRn &ancair5kI pyaRyko Ýaº ho. Aahaha¦ AEse wedse _sko smÔya, (leikn) smÔya toAa„a, p` wedse smÔya, to wed _prka lÙ sUnnevaleko wI krana nih Anekhenevaleka wI wed _pr lÙ raqna Ae wI nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

;tb' ]ota jb sUnte hE ;tb' Aahaha¦ tTkaz hI te j smye, Aahaha¦_TpNn honevala pyaRymeH AanHd _TpNn honevala Aa sUnnese trt hI sMyGdxRn &ancair5 Ýaº hota hE. Aahaha¦ ÉyÇik ¹iÚ _sko TyaH kra AaEr ¹iÚ jb TyaH ãƒ _prilya to pir`mnmeH dxRn &an cair5kI pyaRy voih smy (ttŸ"a`) _TpNn hotI hE.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? tb, Tyare AEsa sUnneke kaze, tTkaz hI, tTkaz hI hE trtj, Aekdm. Aahaha¦ Aa AenI meze vaHce to kaH smÔy AevuH n=I, Ae cIj AEsI hE bhuj gHwIr FÌ gHwIr. Aohohoho¦ pyaRyko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, Aem krIne Aa„a _pr¹iÚ kraya hE, pyaRy _pr nih, p` Aa„a _pr ¹iÚ kraya TyaH trt j _sko dxRn &ancair5kI pyaRyko Aa„a Ýaº ho gya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: iksI iksIkohota hE ke sbko?) AhÄ kaH Ae vat j nhÄ ko koko bat nih. AhÄ to hota hE AEsIbat, n hota ho Ae ]otako yhaH ilya hI nih. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to hota ih hE Ae ]otalena hE. Aahaha¦

sHto Aem khete hE ke Ame Amara Aa„aka Ôe Aagm kuxz Ane AnuwvsesMyGdxRn Ôe Ýg! ikya, hm hE pHcmAarameH KÍS= hE. wgvanse to dUr Aek hÔr-pHdrse vØR cle gye p` hm khete hE kolkrarse khete hE, ke hmeH Ôe AaTmaka (ÝTyÙ)dxRn huAa AaEr sMyGdxRn huAa, hm pDega nih. Ae sMyGdxRnse hm kevz&an lega.Aahahahaha¦ Ae vaÌ (ga=a) 38 meH hE 92 me hE. (]ota: AÝitht wave) Aahahaha¦

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Ýwu tum to pHcm Aarana sa\u wgvan pase gye nih ne Am<tcHãacayRne, kuHdkuHdacayRto gye =e. hm wgvan pase gye =e. Aahaha¦ 5`lokno na= wgvanno wgvan,Aahaha¦ wgvan Ke Ae to pyaRy hE Aa to mha i5kazI Sv$p wgvan hE. Aahaha¦_skI pas hm gye ne dxRn Ôe hmko huAa dxRn &an Aaid cair5nI pyaRy Sv$pAacr`$p hE (AaEr) hE ye pIKe pDega Ae hmare nih. Aahaha¦ hm kolkrar pHcmv/t\arIivkLpse sTy khete hE. hm ALp& hone pr wI pU R&an, pU R huAe ibna wI, pU R&ankIpas gye ibna hI pU R&anSv$p wgvan pase hm gye hE, to ãƒ jem pDe nih, ãƒnojem Awav n =ay, AEse hmara sMyGdxRnka Awav kwI nih hoga. Aahahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

vStu Ôe wgvan ijnSv$pI Anaid AnHt inTyanHd Ýwu hE AHdr Ae kwI Aãƒprãƒ$p hota nih. to Ae ãƒkI hmko je ¹iÚ hu hE. Aahahaha¦ hm khete hEpHcmhav/t\arI sTy khete hE ke hmara Ae sMyGdxRn AÝitht hE, pDe nih AEsa hE.Aahaha¦ wle Ùyopxm ho, p` Ùaiyk lega AaEr kevz&an lega, AEsa hmara sMyGdxRnhE, Ýwu p` tum deh KoDkr SvgRmeH ÔAega ne¦ vo ÔAega p` hmara dxRn nih pDega,Ae to cair5se AiS=rta hogI. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aohoho¦

Ae va`I ÝwunI bapu ÉyaH Ke Aa. Arere¦ je sUnne layk cIj hE ne krne layk cIjhE, Ao n imle to Éya ikya _sne? Aahaha¦

kho, rtIwa¦ Aaha¦ Aa Aek lI!ImaH (VyaQyan) hale Ke. Aahaha¦ Amarewa to khe ke Aa@mI ga=a phelI saHwzI (Ke). devIlalÒ¦ (]ota: AevuH Ke, jyaresaHwze Tyare nvuH nvuH AlaEikk vato Ke) heH? AlaEikk vato Ke, bapu¦ Ýwu tarI vathajra hj¡r wgvan ibrajte hE ne? Aahaha¦ hajra hj¡r wgvan hE ne jenI hajrIlenI pDtI nih ke tum fla`a Aaya hE AEsa nih, Ae to hE hI AhÄ. Ae hE Ae dxRn &ancair5ko pyaRymeH ÝaPt ho tna wedse Ýwu tumko smÔte hE. p` tera wed _pr lÙn rqna. hm to smÔte hE AaTma. Aahaha¦ terI ¹iÚka Ôer Aa„a _pr le lena,pir`mn _pr lÙ nhÄ krna, pir`mnse to tumko smÔya hE. Aaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?Aahahaha¦

tb tTkaz hI _TpNn honevala ATyHt AanHdse do bat lega, &an Ane AanHd_TpNn ho gya. bs, doih bat, hEH? tTkaz _TpNn honevala ATyHt AanHd, ATyHtAanHd je Aaya AanHd Ae n Ônevala. Aahahahaha¦ Sv$pkI ¹iÚ kraya Ae cIj hE Aeto dxRn &an cair5ko pyaRy Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a, to TyaH l gya ¹iÚ. Aahaha¦ Arem|yS==I saHwze ne Aam AekaHt-AekaHt pokar krIne kre Ke xuH bapu? wgvan tum wIwgvan hE wa¦ p` terI ¹iÚmeH fer hE to lgta hE (ke) AekaHt hE song#ka, AekaHtvadIhE¦ kho Ýwu. Aahaha¦ bapa magR to Aa hE wa¦ Aahaha¦

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AtIiNãy Ke ne Aey. Aahaha¦ Sv$p wgvan Aa„a dxRn &an cair5kI inmRzpyaRyko Ýaº ho Ae AaTma, pyaRyko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a hÇ, to Ae sUnnevalakI ¹iÚtTkaz ãƒ _pr g, AaEr (¹i*!) Ônese tTkaz ATyHt AanHd _TpNn huAa. Aaha¦pIKe krega Aap khete hE Aa„akI bat, pIKe ÝyTn krega AEsI bat nih. =oDa pIKeAWyas krega.... (pIKe pIKe kI bat nhÄ)

Amare Dok!r ÝÆ kra (ikya) =a Ke iv* uH hE ne p` Ke nrm, rs pDte hE, klk¿anaKe gaHgulI nH? mo!o Dok!r Ke klk¿ano homIyope=I. b/ïcarI Ke hÇ balb/ïcarI$pazo, sUnneko rs pD–a hE to Aate hE =oDa, ko bolate hE to Aate hE VyaQyansUnneke Aate hE ƒaQyan sUnneka rs Are¦ Ýwu deq to qro bapu Ae vedaHt ne iv* u neAe bat (ye mtpH=) Ýwu Aa prm sTykI hE nih ÉyaHy. Aahaha¦ ¬etaHbr jEnmeH nihhE to pIKe vzI dUsre ANymtmeH to khaHse lana? Aahaha¦ Aa xei@yaAoAe idgHbrmeHjNm ilya sne kwI sUna to nih =a _sne. nhÄ? Aahaha¦

Aa to cIj wgvan. Aahaha¦ nav trere marI nav tre, Aem Aatm AHdrmaH qelkre¦ hEH? merI nav trtI AHdr ho g, ¹iÚ pDI ãƒ _pr, guÌAe kha ke Aa Aa„a hÇ.Aahahaha¦ _ska tTkaz dxRn _TpNn huAa. Aahaha¦ p` kazliB\ pake tb hotahEne.. AEsa khete hE ne? Aey, kazliB\ pak g. Aahaha¦ Ae kazliB\ hoga tbhoga, p` _ska &an kre kaEn? Aa smye Ýaº liB\ hE yh to AEse hI hE Ae smye_TpNn, p` _ska &an kaEn krega? Ae ãƒ _pr ¹iÚ kre to _ska &an hoga.Aahahaha¦ —ATyHt AanHdse ijske ñdymeH,˜ Aolane AaHqumaH=I AaHsu AaVya hta,Aola ;SviSt', ;SviSt', ;SviSt'no A=R ikyane tera kLya` ho AivnaxI, TyaHAene AaHqmaH=I AaHsu AavI gya, Aa to ñdymeH- AaTmamaH=I AanHd Aaya. Aahaha¦

Aem ke AekaHt tme AaTmane j bs prnI ApeÙa raQya ivna smje, to AaApeÙa to khete hE Vyvhar kI, p` VyvharkI Ape"aa khete hE, p` Vyvharse to btanato vo hE. Vyvharse Vyvhar btana nih. Ane Vyvharse lÙ hokr inüy (pr) AatahE AEsa nhÄ. Ae dxRn &an cair5 hE ƒvhar, p` _ska lÙse ãƒ (AnuwvmeH) AatanhÄ. vo to ijsmeH Ýaº honevala Aa„a hE _skI ¹iÚse dxRn &an Ýaº hota hE.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Am<tcHãacayR ßyare !Ika krta hxe¦ AenuH ñdy, Aahaha¦ AanHdmaH _lsI gyaKe AHdr, Aek ivkLp Aaya hE p` mEH ktaR nih hÇ, Ae ivkLpka ktaR mEH nhÄ - Ae !IkakamEH ktaR nhÄ. mEH to Sv$p guPt hUH ne¦ Aahaha¦ mera Sv$p ragmeH Aata nih ne va`ImeHAata nih¦ Aahaha¦ mera Sv$p to rag ne va`Ise AHtrmeH guº hE ne¦ Aaha¦ to !Ikamerese hu iblkul nih AikHictŸkr hEH. hve Aola inim¿ko AikHictŸkr khete hE to(ivro\ krte hEH) Ae inim¿se AikHictŸkr khete hE p` AacayR pote khete hE ke meHAikHictŸkr hUH !Ika krnemeH mera kaH p` kayR nih. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

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ATyHt AanHdse ijske ñdymeH, ijska ñdymeH Ae!le &an (meH) AaTmameH, suHdr bo\trHg, AanHd ne &an do ilya, hE ne? ATyHt AanHdse ijske ñdymeH suHdr bo\ trHg Ae!leAanHd siht &an huAa, Aekla &an nih huAa Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ Aekla &an, &anvo &ane y nih. Aahaha¦ ijs &anmeH AtIiNãy AanHd sa=meH n ho Ae &an nih.Aahahaha¦ Éya ikya deqo? ATyHt AanHdse ijske ñdymeH, Ýg! Éya huAa?—suHdr bo\ trHg,˜ ATyHt AanHdkI sa=, Aahaha¦ suHdr bo\ trHg, bo\ nam &annatrHgo, Aahaha¦ &annI \ara sMykŸ _TpNn hu AHdr, Aahaha¦ wed&annI \ara _TpNnhu. ragse iwNn ne Apna Sv$pse AiwNn AEsI AnuwvnI \ara _TpNn hu. Aahaha¦

p` vo ÝÆ Éya ilya? phele &anse _TpNn hokr AanHd AEsa n ilya ATyHtAanHdkI sa= bo\trHg é@a. Aahahaha¦ AnHt kazmaH kid Apna AanHdka Svad AayanhÄ =a, Éya Ae AtIiNãy Sv$p AanHd hE¦ ska bo\ nih =a. yhaH ßyaH ãƒ _pr lÙguÌAe kraya, pirìt _pr lÙ nih, pirìt Ýaºvaza AEsa Aa Aa„a. Aahaha¦

phelI cIj to Aa krnekI hE, Ae KoDkr _prse b\a AEsa piDma ilya ne b/ïcyRÝwu _smeH Aa kya law hoga? Aaha¦ _smeH Aiwman ho ÔAega. hm TyagI hE. hmb/ïcarI hE. hm piDma\arI hE AEsa, to ko Aadr n kre to Aadr nhÄ krte Aa to hmto TyagI hE. wa¦ Ae sMyGdxRn ibnaka Aiwman ho ÔAega tere. Aahaha¦ kyuH ik terImihmavazI cIj AEsa to tere Ôna nih teH Ane Ae cIj Ônnese to AanHd siht &ankatrHg é@ega, AanHd ne ATyHt xBd ilya hE, _sse suHdr bo\ trHg AEsa ilya, suHdrbo\trHg. Aahaha¦

suHdr &anka trHg Ae _TpNn hota hE, Aekla &antrHg &annI _Tpi¿, jempaÌmaH trHg é@te hE ne, paÌmeH trHg, Aem AhÄya suHdr bo\trHg. Aahaha¦ (]ota:AanHdse _LlsIt &an) ATyHt AanHd sihtka &an, phele AanHd ilya. Aahahaha¦ATyHt AanHdse ijske ñdymeH suHdr bo\ trHg, Aaha¦ _Kzne lgtI hE. Ae sMyG&annatrHgo AanHd siht _Tpþ hota hE khete hE. Aahaha¦ Ae p` tTkaz _Tpþ hote hE.Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tum to AEsI cIj lete hE tum wI AÝitht Ane ]otako wI AEse ilyatum. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- AHtevasI ix*y) AHtevasI, ink!vt±. nÒk sUnte hE ne sHsarijska ink! ALp hE. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- \aràmeH $knevala nhÄ) Ae bat hE nhÄ AhÄya.

AtÄiNãy AanHdno na= Ýwu Ae Aa„a, dxRn &an cair5nI pyaRyne Ýaº =ayAa„a. to NyaH Aa„a _pr ¹iÚ kraya. Aahaha¦ to ATyHt AanHd, _Tpþ hokr suHdrbo\trHg éKzne lgtI hE, _Kaza marte hE jem patazmaH=I paÌ fU!e, patazmeH paÌbhot hE _prse p+=r tU! Ôye, \ara nIkzte. AihHya hE gam kyuH gam kI\Hu (jnDajnDa)? TyaH hE TyaH hm kUva pase nIkze =e ivhar krte =e ne kUva pase, kUva hE A#ar tokoØ hE, ko*a paÌ inkalneka A#ar A#ar koØ hE, A#ar p`, paÌ qU!te nih [tnanIkzte hE jnDa AhÄya bo!ad pase hm nIkze kUva pase. Aa patazkUva fa!ya khete hE.


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Aahaha¦ ijsne ApnI ¹iÚ ãVy _pr idya, Aahaha¦ Ae ¹iÚ &an ne cair5maH ATyHtAanHd siht bo\trHg é@–a. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

ijske ñdymeH, ñdy xBde &anmeH. Aahaha¦ suHdr bo\trHge éKzne lgtI hE,éKzne lgtI hE. Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd siht &ankI \ara, &an Svwav vStumeHse éKztI hE AHdr. Aahaha¦ patazmeHse AatI hE pyaRy AHdr, tz tzmeHse AatI hE. tz,\/uv, vo _pr ¹iÚ honese _smeHse &an trHg é@te hE. Aahaha¦ ;AEsa yh ƒvharIjn'deqo, smjmeH Aata hE ne nemcHdwa, waØa to sadI hE wav to ko AlaEikk hE, kbItmare ƒaparmeH Aaya nhÄ. K waAo wegaH =ne vat krta'taH Aa vat Aave TyaH?\H\anI hale Aa karqana naQya. Aahaha¦ K waAo hE ne? Ae to drekne hoy Aa@Aa@, bar bar, wa hoy. p` Ae É–aH vat bapu Ke. Arere?

ATyare to \mRna name p` ferfar = gyo, heH? Ane ƒvhar=I kre ne ƒvhar=I=ay Aem n mano to AekaHt = Ôy Ke. Ýwu kro bapu¦ v/t kro, tp kro, [iNãy dmnkro, Aem krta krta _sse tere inüy sMygŸ hoga. Ae pu~y Aas/v Ae sMyGdxRnkakar` hE? Aahaha¦ kl Aaya hE Ae, vo Aek AÒRka hE ne &anmtI idLlImeH krave Ke ne 2plaqno jHbuiäp, hiStnapurmeH krave Ke, Aek me$ pvRt. Aahaha¦ (vo khtI hE) pu~yAas/v, pu~y Aas/vse inüy hota hE. Aahaha¦ (AEsa nhÄ wa.)

AhÄ to Aa„a rag$pe pir`mte hE, _se Aa„a ih khete nih. Aahaha¦ Ae toAà„a hE. Aa to Aa„akI Ôe cIj hE AHdrmeH Ae$pe Ôe pir`me Ke sMyGdxRn &an to_sko Aa„a Ýaº huAa Aem kha, Aa„a vo pyaRyko Ýaº huAa kha, rag to Aà„a hE,cahe to ƒvharrTn (5yka) dya dan v/t wi›ka (rag) Aata hE (ye) dUsrI bat hE.hota hE Axuwse bcneko, xuw Aata hE p` hE to Aà„a. pu~y hE, pu~y Ae kaH Aa„anih. nvtÀvmeH to pu~y tÀv iwþ hE, Aa„a iwþ hE, pu~y tÀv iwþ hE. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

ƒvharIjn, _s Aa„a xBdke A=Rko, Aa„aka xBdke wavko- vaCyko ACKI trhsmj leta hE. hE? Aahahaha¦ Aa„a xBd hE, to Ae xBdmeH kaH Aa„a hE nih. Aa„a toAaTma hE. p` Ae Aa„aka xBd khenese Aa„aka A=R Ôe Aa„a hE _sko smj lete hE.Aahaha¦ wa Aa to AWyas ÔeAe jrI pircy sTyno ÔeAe Aa to wa AEsIbat hE Aa. Aahaha¦ ƒvharIjn to s Aa„a xBdke A=Rko, pda=Rko, Aa„a xBdkeA=Rko Ae!le Aa„a xBdka A=R nam Aa„a pda=R, ACKI trh smj leta hE. Aahaha¦ACKI trh smj leta hE Aem, ferfar iblkUl nih Aem. Aahaha¦ wgvan Aa„apU aRnHdke _pr ßyaH lÙ Ôte hE to Ôe pyaRymeH Ôe dxRn &an huAa Ae AhÄ ACKI trhpir`mn hoga AaEr Ae ACKI trh Aa„ako Ôna _sne. sHdeh riht¦ dUsraka pÙpatibna ke dUsrameH wI kuK hoga, Ae Aa magR nih, Aek hI hE (magR) bs. Aahaha¦ cEtNykaAHdr lÙ krke je &an _Tpþ hota hE Ae Aek hI sTy hE. smjmeH Aaya? smj leta hE.

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[s Ýkar, jgt to MleCKke S=an pr hone se, jgt MleCKne S=an. Aahaha¦ƒvharny wI MleCKkI waØake S=an pr. Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5ne Ýaº ho AeAa„a, Ae p` ƒvharI waØa MleCKke S=ane hE. Aahaha¦ ko dUsra _pay nih,(Awed) kEse khena to AEsa ƒvharka wed paDna AaEr smÔna Ae MleCK waØa hE,khete hE. Aahaha¦

ƒvharIjn wI MleCK waØake S=an pr honese Ke ne? ƒvharny wI, MleCK keS=an pr jgt sUnnevala AaEr ƒvharny wI MleCKke S=an pr honese bey, ƒvharIjnhE ye wI MleCKke S=anmeH hE, AaEr (wedkI) waØa wI khena hE vo wI MleCKkI waØa hEƒvhar. Aahahaha¦ jgt to MleCKke S=an pr honese AaEr ƒvharny wI MleCK waØakeS=an pr honese ƒvharIjnko kya smÔve? Aa„a Aa„a khe to smje nhÄ to wedpaDkr, to Ae wed paDna Ae waØa MleCK waØa hE, Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5se wed paDkrsmÔna Ae waØa MleCK waØa hE. gjb hE¦ to ƒvhar krta tere kLya` hoga Ae vStuÉ–aH hE? Aahaha¦ Ae waØa to MleCK (ke) S=anmeH wI nhÄH. Aahaha¦

—ƒvhar, jgtke Òv MleCK ke S=anpr honese AaEr ƒvharny wI MleCK waØakeS=an pr honese prma=Rka Ýitpadn (krnevala) hE vStuka k=n krnevala hE. AaAa„a, ;Aa Aa„a' dxRn &an cair5 ne Ýaº Ae —Aa Aa„a˜, Aem ƒvharka,Aahaha¦ —prma=Rka Ýitpadk khenevala hE, [silye Vyvharny S=aipt krne yoGyhE,˜ ƒvharny hE, ƒvharny nhÄ hE (AEsa) nih, AaEr ƒvharnyka ivØy wed hE,ƒvharnyko AsTya=R kha ma!e nih hE ivØy _ska Aem nih, Ae to i5kaznI ¹iÚkraneko pyaRyko wedko AsTya=R kha AwUta=R p` hE Ae to gaE krke jU@a kha.ƒvharny hE AEsa S=aipt krne layk hE, p` AadrÌy nih. Aahahahaha¦

S=aipt krne yoGy hE ƒvharny hE smÔnemeH ƒvharnyse smÔna AEsIMleCK waØa$p ƒvhar hE. Aahahahaha¦ ikNtu b/aï`ko MleCK nhÄ ho Ôna. b/aï`neMleCK nhÄ ho. SviSt khenevalaAe MleCK waØase smÔve Aolane p` pote MleCK nhÄhona. Aahaha¦ [s vcnse ƒvharny Anusr` krne yoGy nhÄ, S=apn krne yoGyhE, ke hE ƒvhar _sse smÔte hE p` AadrÌy nih. Aahaha¦ gjb kam kre Ke ne,AamaHy te dI' hto Aolo cImn cku hto Aa@mI ga=ameH, cImn cku Ke ne? j¡Ao, AamaHƒvhare kI\uH, p` xuH kI\uH Ke? ƒvhar smÔna Ae MleCK waØaAe MleCKne jem smÔyaAem ƒvharIjnko ƒvhar waØase smÔya, p` smjte hE to inüy, ƒvharsesmjte hE AaEr ƒvharka Aa]y lena AEsa AihHya hE nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?[s vcnse ƒvharny Anusr` krne yoGy nhÄ. Lyo pa@meH hE ne,? hEH. vcn ƒvharnyonanustRƒoWyo sHSk<tmaH hE khenevale AhÄ ƒvharmeH Aaya hE, ivkLp AadrÌy Anusr`layk nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ khexe.

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Aa@mI ga=ano wava=R Ke ne? wava=R hE. pHiDt n=I Aaƒa? (]ota:- pHiDtÒwavngr gya Ke) wavngr gya Ke.

kya khete hE? —log xuânyko nhÄ Ônte A=aRtŸ lok samaNy jn ƒvharI hE,vo \m± pU R xuâ cEtNy \m± Ôe xuânyka ivØy vo Ônte nih. vStu Ôe AqHD hE, AwedhE, cEtNySv$p ijsmeH pyaRyka wed wI nih, Ae cIjko lok Ônte nhÄ, —kyÇikxuânyka ivØy to Awed Aek$p vStu hE,˜ xuânyka ivØyko nhÄ Ônte (Ae)xuânyko nhÄ Ônte. kyÇik xuânyka ivØy Awed Aek$p vStu Ke. Aek$p, AwedAek$p, _smeH pyaRyka wed nih, ragka sHbH\ nih, sHyogka sHbH\ nih. Aaha¦ (]ota:-Ae to i5kazSv$p Ke.) Ae vtRman, Ae i5kazI vStu, i5kaz khenemeH Aata hE p`vtRmanmeH Awed AqHD vStu. Aahaha¦ Aek$p vStu vtRmanmaH Aem. vtRmanmeH Aek$pAwed Aek$p vStu, _sko to ƒvharIjn AnHtkazmeH AWyas nih to Ônte nih. hE?Ae Awed Aek$p vStu i5kaz, i5kaz Ae bI Aek lagu, p` vStu hE bs, Aek$p samaNy,\/uv. Aahaha¦

—ikHtu ve Axuânyko hI Ônte hE¦˜ ƒvharnyko Ônte hE AEsa, nih khekrAxuânyko Ônte hE, Axuâny kho ke ƒvhar Ae!le kya ikya? ke vStu Ôe hE Aek$pAwed AqHD, _sko A&anI Anaidse pircy nih AWyas nih, ƒvharIjn _sko Ônskte nih. vo to Axuânyko Ônte hE, ragko ne wedko Ae Ônte hE. wedko Ônte hE kewa Aa &an Ae Aa„a, &an Ae Aa„a, Ône te Aa„a AEsa wed, wed krke Ônte hE.smjmeH Aaya? ikNtu Axuânyko hI Ônte hE AEsa ilya, Ae to wedko hI Ônte hE wedseAwed kya cIj hE _sko Ônte nhÄ. Aahaha¦

—kyÇik _ska ivØy wed$p Anek$p Ýkar hE Axuânyka ivØy wed$p AnekÝkar hE. ÔeyuH? xuânyka ivØy Awed Aek$p hE to Axuânyka ivØy wed Anek$p hE.smjmeH Aate hE? Aa to ivØy sU"m hE.

;[silye ƒvharke äara hI prma=Rko smj skte hE' Ae kar e Ae Axuânykonam wedko Ônte hE Anek Ýkar hE _sko Ônte hE, Awed ne Aek$p vStuko Ônte nhÄ._sko ƒvharse, ƒvharke äara hI prma=Rko smj skte hE, wedäara prma=Rko smjskte hE. Aa &an te Aa„a, dxRnko Ýaº =ay Ae Aa„a, AEsa wed krke smj skte hE...kya khete hE? ke Aa„a to Awed hE, Aek AqHD Awed hE vStu p` vo Awedko Ônte nihto _sko smÔya ke dxRn &an cair5ko je Ýaº ho wedse smÔya. dxRn &an cair5koje Ýaº ho, Ae Aa„a, smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AavI Ke vat. ƒvharke äara hI,ƒvharse inüy hota hE Ae ÝÆ AihHya nih. f› ƒvharse wedse Anek Ýkar btanese

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Awed Aek$pko Ônte hE, wedse Anek Ýkarse Aek cIjko _smeH wed nih KtaH wed btakrke wa Ôe &an te Aa„a, &anko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. AEse &anka wed krke btaya. tovo Ô e ke ha, vo Ônnevala &an, &an Ae Aa„a, to ƒvharke äara, wedke äara Awedkosmj skte hEH. Ae kar` ƒvharse smÔnemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. Aeƒvhar kya? koko to dya paz skte hE ne v/t kr skte hE ne wi› kr skte hE Aeƒvhar äara, Ae bat AihHya hE nhÄ. AihHya to Aek vStu Awed AqHD tÀv hE Aa„a,_smeH wed hE nih. gu AnHt hE, KtaH AnHt gu nuH $p Awed Aek cIj hE, to AwedkoAnaid kazka AWyaske AwavmeH Ô` skte nih to wedko smÔna pDe ke wed AayaAe ƒvhar Aaya, wedke äara ƒvharke äara ke Ôe wa AHdr Aa„a Ôe hE ne? Aa ÔnehE ne? Ône hE ne? &an Ae Aa„a. AEsa wed krke ƒvhar krke Awedko btaya. ƒvharkrte-krte Awed hoga Ae AhÄya ÝÆ hE nhÄ. ƒvhar Aacr` krte inüy hoga AeAihHya ÝÆ hE nih.

AihHya to _sko Awed cIjko nhÄ smjte to wed äara, _smeH hE gu ImeH wed hEp` Awed trIke hE, _sko wed btakr, iwþ btakr ke Ônnevala, phelemeH tIn (wed)ilya =a. satmI ga=amaH AihHya Aek &an j ilya, hve. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aeto Aeno Ae j ivØy Ke Aene ivØy to Aene Ae, p` Aene Ae !UHkamaH btaya. yhaH ƒvharkeäara khenemeH Aaya ke prma=Rko, prma=Rko Ae!le vStu je AqHD Awed cEtNy tÀv,ijntÀv je vStu Anaid Aek$p vStu hE, _sko Aek$pko nih Ônnevaleko Anek namgu aid wedke äara _sko Awedko btate hE AEsa ƒvhar Aaya ibna rhete nhÄ, smjmeHAaya? KtaH ƒvharka Anusr` krne layk nhÄ. ware wa Aa. Aahaha¦

mo!I tkrar Aa ga=amaH cImn cku hto Ae e Aa ka#yuH'tuH j¡Ao AamaH ƒvharKe. p` kya kI\uH, ƒvharse kI\uH? ƒvharse to wedse smÔna p` Ae=I wedse smjega,ma!e ragnI iÊya kre to smjega AEse AihHya bat hE nhÄ, AihHya to AqHD Aek $pkoje nih Ônte hE, to &an, Aa Ônte hE ne, Ônnevala gu hE Ae &an Aek Aa„aka AeAa„a hE, rag Ae Aà„a hE, xrIr Ae Aà„a hE, ne &an Ae Aa„a hE, AEsa wed krkebtaya, p` btana hE Awed. wedse btana (hE) Awed, to wed sUnkr wedka Aa]ylena nih hE, sunnevaleko wI wedse Awedko Ônna, Ônna hE. Aahaha¦ Aavo JIòmagR. Aa samaiyk kro ne piDÞmà kro ne fla u kro ne wi› kro ne = ræuH. LyoAahaha¦ Ae to AnHtbEr ikya wa Ae ko cIj nhÄ.

AihHya ƒvhar äara Aam, gu I Ôe Aek$p Awed hE _sko wedke äara jnana[tna ƒvhar ibcmeH Aaya ibna rhete nih. p` ƒvharse ÔnnemeH AanevalI to cIjAwed hE. Aahaha¦ ƒvhar ƒvharko jàte hE AEsa nih. ƒvhar jàte hE _sko(Awedko) smjmeH Aaya? Aavo magR hÒ to Aa sMyGdxRnkI vat cltI hE.

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i5kazI hE Ae &an te ;AaTma' hE, ¹iÚ TyaH lgavo, &an Ae Aa„a hE, to &an _pr ¹iÚlgavo AEsa nih. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ Aa Ônn, Ônn, Ônn je wav hE AeAa„a Aem krIne tera lÙ ãƒ _pr Ôna pDega. &anse btaya p` &an _pr lÙrqna _sko Ae ma!e btaya hE nih. smjmeH Aaya? &anse Aa„a btaya p`Ônnevaleko, &anmeH $kne (ke ilO) btaya AEsa nhÄ. Ae &an te Aa„a. Aahaha¦ TyaHÔ. AEsa wed äara Awedko smÔya, Aahaha¦ Aa ivØy. (]ota:- btanevaleka to_pkar mana caihAe ne) Ae vzI dUsrI bat hE, Ae to _ska ivkLp Aata hE, Ae vzIdUsrI bat hE. p` cIj É–a hE? cIj Ôe hE ye to Aek$p Awed hE to Awedko to smjexI rIte? Aa„a Awed hE, Aa„a Aek hE, pU R hE, p` Ae smje xI rIte? to _sko AEsabhot bhot !UHkame khenemeH Aata hE, to ke &an te Aa„a. smjmeH Aaya? mUz to pa@meHtIn ilya hE, Aahaha¦ ƒvharke äara hI prma=Rko smj skte hE, wedse Ae!le dxRn &ancair5ko Ôe Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a, hE to wed dxRn &an, ragko Ýaº hota hE ke inim¿koÝaº hota hE Ae bat to AihHya hE nih. dxRn &an-ijsmeH Ìic, &an AaEr iS=rta _skoÔe Ýaº kre Ae Aa„a. to wedse btaya Awed, wed _pr lÙ kraneko nhÄ, wed _prselÙ KoDkr AwedhI ¹iÚ kraneko. devIlalÒ¦ AavI vStu Ke.

(]ota:- wed phecane tb Awed phecanene) Ae bat AihHya hE nih. wed pIKannaAe ÝÆ AihHya hE nih. wedse Awed btana hE. &an te Aa„a ma!e &an phelaH ÔnnaAe to ƒvhar hE Ae to Aayega pIKe, p` vo to ƒvhar iksko? je &an te ;Aa„a'AEsa Aa„aka Anuwv huva vo to prma=R ]ut kevzI Ae (ga=a) nv dsmaH Aayega,Ane &an te Aa„a, Ae &anko ÔneH Ae ƒvhar hE Ae ƒvhar ]utkevzI hE, p` vo ¹iÚhu _sko. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat bhu Ke.

AihHya to hÒ Aa@mI ga=a cale Ke ne? Aa@mImaH to 5` bol ilya hEne? dxRn&an cair5se Ôe Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a AEsa nhÄ kha, kya kha? dxRn &an cair5seÝaº ho Ae Aa„a AEsa nhÄ kha p` je Aa„a dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hota hE, AeAa„a. Aahaha¦ —ne Ane —Aena=I˜, [tna fer dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hota hE Ae—je , dxRn &an cair5, ragko Ýaº hota hE Ae bat to hE nhÄ. dxRn &an cair5koÝaº hota hE ;je' ;te' Aa„a, dxRn &an cair5se Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a AEsa nhÄ.smjmeH Aaya? bhot fer égmà Aa=mà fer hE beymeH, kl kha =a rai5ko nhÄ?

vStu, rag ho, \m± &anIko wI rag to hota hE rag hota hE ivØyka ragka Aaidho p` vo cIj to du:q$p hE, hey hE, p` (Saa\kko wI) Aate hE, p` Ae to hey hE, voto dUsrI bat. p` AihHya Aa„a dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hota hE je, ;je' Ae!leAa„a. dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hota hE to Ae wedse btaya. Aa„a dxRn &an cair5koÝaº hota hE Ae ;Aa„a'. ;Aa„a' dxRn &an cair5se Ýaº hota hE Ae ;Aa„a' AEsanhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota:- dxRn &an cair5 ko Aa„a Ýaº krta hE) Aa„a

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dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº krta hE, pyaRymeH vo Aata hE, Ae pyaRymeH Ae btata hE ãƒnene¦pyaRy _pr lÙ krana nih, ke dxRn &an cair5se Ýaº ho ye Aa„a, to to dxRn &ancair5ka lÙ kre to Ae to pyaRyka lÙ huAa. smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat hE wa.

Aa to phelI 12 ga=aAo to pIi@ka hE sara (Aaqa) smysarkI¦ Ae Aa„apU aRnHd Aek$p vStu hE ne vStu¦ Ae to Awed ne Aek$p hE. _sko nih Ônnevaleko [tnawed btaya ke —je Ae!le Aa„a, dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. to _ska lÙto Aa„a _pr hE, dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº huAa vo Aa„a. cHduwa¦ Aahaha¦(]ota:- ;je' pr sara vjn Ke) —je dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hota hE. ;je' TyaH¹iÚ. Aahaha¦ Ane ;je' dxRn &an cair5se Ýaº hota hE, AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ to _skI¹iÚ pyaRy _pr rhI. _sse Ýaº hota hE, _sse Ýaº hota hE, Ane Aa to ;je' dxRn &ancair5ne Ýaº huAa te Aa„a. smjmeH Aaya? smysar gU# vStu hE. Aahaha¦

wed krke btaya to [tna ke Ae Awed cIj dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº hotI hE.Aahaha¦ Ae cIj Aa„a. bhumaHy bhu !UHkameH khete hE to [tna to khena pDe ke Aagzlega to Ae 5`meHse Aek lega vzI. Aa to tIn ilya hE pIKe Aek lega. &an te Aa„a,nv-dx (ga=amaH) Aahaha¦ rag hota hE, smiktIko-&anIko wI rag Aata hE, p`hE rag du:q$p, hey$p, AakUzta$p. _sse Aa„a ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ae to ÝÆ hE hInhÄ AaEr vo du:qko Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a, Ae wI nih. du:q xBde ragse Aa„a Ýaº hoAe to nhÄ. p` Aa„a ragko Ýaº hota hE Ae Aa„a nih. smjmeH Aaya? ragko Ýaºje ho te Aa„a Ae nih AaEr ragse Ýaº ho Aa„a Ae nhÄ hve dxRn &an cair5se Ýaºho Aa„a Ae nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat.

j¡Ao to vaÌ Aa isâaHt khevay. vItragnI vaÌ Aa khevay. Aahaha¦ idgHbrsHto Ae to kevz&anna keDayto, kevz&an reDya hE Aekla. Aaha¦ iktna SpÚ hE, ke jeAa„a ragko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a AEsa kha nhÄ. nvrHgwa¦ AaEr ragse Aa„a Ýaºho AEsa kha nih. hve dxRn &an cair5se Ýaº ho AEsa kha nih, ÝemcHdÒ¦ bhu |yanraqneka Aa smjnekI cIj hE. Aahaha¦ pIKe &anIko rag ho p` &anIkI ¹iÚ ãƒ _prhE Ae isâ krna hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ane A&anIko wI ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr lgana hE, AeAihHya isâ krna hE.

wed paD krke ke Aa„a dxRn &an cair5ko, ;je' ãƒ,' ;je' vStu dxRn &ancair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. to TyaH ¹iÚ to ãƒ _pr lgana hE Ane dxRn &an cair5seÝaº Aa„a to TyaH ¹iÚ dxRn &an cair5 (pyaRy) _pr ÔtI hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Ae nvrHgwa¦ xuH k@` laGyuH hve AamaH? paÌ gzvano wav Ke rag AeAa„a Ýaº kre Ae na paDte hE Aem khete hE. Aahaha¦ ritwa¦ wano ÝÆ hto phele?É–aHnI kyaH calI g vStu. Aahaha¦ wgvHt tuH É–a hE? ke mEH to hU¥ Awed p` Ae ijskoAwedka Qyal nih, Awedka Anuwv nih, Awed ko phÇc skte nih. [sko kya krna?


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kya, k rIte smÔna? Ae Aa rIte smÔna. je vStu je Awed hE wedko Ýaº hotI hE,Aahaha¦ Ýaº hotI hE wedko, dxRn &an cair5ko, wedse Awed Ýaº hota hE AEsI batnih. dxRn &an cair5se Aa„a Ýaº ho AEsa nhÄ ilya. f›, dxRn &an cair5ko jeÝaº hota hE, Awed cIj hE Ae wedmeH pir`mn je hotI hE. Aahaha¦ to Ae pir`mn äaraAwedko btaya. Ôer to TyaH dIya hE pir`mn äara Ae pir`mn krnevala ;je' hE ;Ae'Aa„a. to Ae Aa„a _pr ¹iÚ lgaya hE pir`mn krnevalI cIj hE vo Aa„a khe toto pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ hu, Ae Aa„a to TyaH hE nih. Aahaha¦

At: ƒvharnyko prma=Rka khenevala Ônkr, prma=Rka khenevala Ônkr,prma=Rka Ýaº kranevala Ônkr AEsa AhÄ nih. Aahaha¦ prma=Rka khenevala Ônkr_ska _pdex idya Ôta hE. Aahaha¦ ko _pay nhÄ dUsra, AqHD AanHd Ýwu AwedAek$p cIj Ane ijskI ¹iÚmeH Awed Aaya hE to _smeH gu to hE p` AwedkI ¹iÚmeHwed idqte nih, Ae AHdr gu hE Ae idqte nih Aem khete hE, Aa wed hE Ae to vtRmanpyaRyka kha. Aahaha¦ pyaRyko Ýaº ho vo Aa„a, to TyaH ¹iÚ ãƒ _pr lgayI hE,Aahaha¦ gjb vat¦¦ Aekek ga=a Aekek pd iktnI gHwIrtase wra hE. (]ota:- dxRn&anko Ýaº ho vo Aa„a) &anko Ýaº ho Ae to pIKe lega, AihHya to dxRn-&an-cair5ko Ýaº ho te Aa„a, pIKe lega ke &an te Aa„a Ae pIKe lega Ae bI ƒvhar hE.[tna =oDa to ƒvhar Aaya ibna rhete nih. KtaH ƒvhar Anusr` krne layk hEnih. Anukr` krne layk Aadr`Iy hE nih. Aahaha¦

Are¦ coraxIna AvtarmaH AnHtkaz=I DUbI gyo Ke, DUbI ræo Ke, du:qmaH DUbIgyo Ke , Aene du:q=I mu› krva ma!e, krneko Awedko smÔnemeH, wedse smÔna Aeisvay dUsrI ko cIj AatI nih. Ae wed te É–a? _ska dxRn &an cair5ka pir`mnvo wed, Ae pir`mnko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a. Aahaha¦ =oDamaH p` prm sTy honacaihAe ne? Aahaha¦

—[ska A=R yh nhÄ smjna caihAe, kya ikya?˜ ke ƒvharnyko prma=Rkakhenevala Ônkr, _ska _pdex idya Ôta hE p` _ska A=R Ae smjna nhÄ ke —AihHyaƒvharka AalHbn krate hE Aahaha¦ dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a to dxRn&an cair5ka AalHbn krata hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- wed AaEr AwedkI Ôitto Aek hE) wed ho gya, Ae vStu ƒvhar ho g. pyaRy ma5 ƒvhar hE, ãƒ hE voinüy hE ne pyaRy hE vo ƒvhar, wle inmRz pyaRy ho. Aa inmRz pyaRykI bat ikyane? dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae inmRz pyaRy hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- pyaRy wIinmRz Ane ãƒ wI inmRz Ôt Aek ho g) Ae ATyare bat nih. AhÄ to jnana ikbat krna, je cIj hE AHdr vStu mha Ýwu AnHt gu kI sHpdaka mha mhel, mhel Ae!lemhel, mel nhÄ mhel, je mhelmeH AnHtI cIj sHpda pDI hE, jem Aa mhel hota hE ne jemFr vqra Fr vqra hota hE ne? kya khete hE? finRcr. to Aa Aa„a AEsa mhel hE ke _smeH

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AnHta finRcr pDa hE. AnHt AanHd, AnHt &an, AnHt dxRn AEsa AnHtanHt p` vo sbAek$pmeH hE, ãƒse iwþ hE nhÄ. hve _sko iwþ krke btana, to nam$pI k=n krke k=nma5se ƒvharse khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aavo _pdex Ae!le lokone AevuH lage, kH krna \rna kuK nhÄ ne AanHd bhot hE.Aag/ameH Aek pHiDt htaH babu Aek klak sUna, swa mo!I bDI =I, pa!Ìna mkannI paKzjGya htI Aa baj¡maH Aek ƒaQyan huAa (pHiDt) _wa ho gya. bDa AanHdkI bat, krna\rna kUK nih? Are¦ Ýwu, Aem ko v/t krna, wi› krna, tp krna kuK nih. Are¦wgvan AenI to batey É–aH Ke AihHya? vo cIj Aa„ake Ýaº ho _sse, Ae Aa„ameH hEhI nih Ane _smeH hE nih _sse Ýaº kEse ho? AihHya to _smeH hE dxRn &an cair5 Svwavto _sse wI Ýaº ho AEsa nih kha. pirìtse Ae Ýaº ho Aesa nih. ;je' pirìtko Ýaºhota hE, Ae ãƒ hE. Aahaha¦

Aa to isâaHt hE 5` lokna na=. svR& prme¬r vItrag. Aek smy, sekNDnoAsHQymo wag _smeH tIn kal Aek smymeH tIn kal, Aahaha¦ AaEr tIn lok AaErAlok Ônte hE, Ae wgvankI vaÌ Aa hE. Aahaha¦ bapu, Ae xuH cIj Ke wa, vo sHto¦vaÌ wgvankI hE vo khete hE ke magR to AEsa hE hm (ne) wI AEse Ôna hE, wgvanAEsa khete hE, vStu AEsI hE. Aahaha¦ É–a fUrsd nhÄ, \H\a AaDe fUrsd nhÄ, \mRne nameÔy to gjr= clavo ne mHidr ne, Aaha¦ pCcIs pCcIs hÔr ma`s, hÔr hÔrma`s vCce Aekek beHDvaÔ r= nIkzene? Amare r= nIkZyo'to ne TyaH jypur calIshÔr ma`s hare, hm =e ne tb AekvIs to ha=I mo#a Aagz, AekvIs ha=I, hÔr hÔrAadmI ibcmeH Aek Aek beND kemke lokone sHwzay Aeva hÔr AadmI ho p` Ae to,bapu¦ Ae to bharnI Ýv<i¿ hE Ae kaH Aa„ase hotI hE, ne Aa„a krte hE, to hota hEAEsa hE nhÄ. Aahaha¦ _smeH lÙ hE koka to Ae xuwwav hE Ae xuwwavse Aa„a Ýaºho AEsa (wI) nhÄ. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to dxRn &an cair5se wI Aa„a Ýaº ho AEsa AhÄ kha nih, kyuHik AEseto Ôer pyaRy _pr Ôyega _ska, Ôe cIj dxRn &an cair5$pe pir`mtI hE Ae ãƒAa„a. Aahaha¦ bhot magR (meH) ferfar ho gya vItrag magR je jEndxRn snatn.jEndxRn to Aa hE. ƒvharka AalHbn krate hE AEsa nhÄ smjna. AihHya AEsa khaneƒvharke äara hI prma=Rko smj skte hE Ae ma!e ƒvharnyko prma=Rka khenevalaÔnkr _ska _pdex ikya Ôta hE.

[ska A=R yh nhÄ smjna caihAe ke AihHya ƒvharka AalHbn kraya, ÝCyutƒvharka AalHbn KUDakr prma=RmeH phÇcate hE. dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho AeAa„a, te dxRn &an cair5meH AalHbn lena hE AEsa nih, Ae je cIj _sko Ýaº hotIhE Ae cIjka AalHbn hE. Aahaha¦ AnHt AnHt kaz gya, AnHt AnHt kaz, xaÏ tokhete hE ke ko ragka doØ ho &anIko wI to Ae _ske QyalmeH hE, to Ae rag KoDega ne


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dxRn pahuDnI ga=a hE AÚpahuDmeH —dHs`wÎa n isßJHit cirywÎa isßJHit˜cair5ka doØ hoga ragka to _sko Qyal hE ke merI kmÔerI, to vo wI KoD kr isâhoga p` dxRnw/Ú hE ijske hÒ Ýittka @eka`aH nih, Aahaha¦ vo to &anse w/Ú necair5se w/Ú tInaeHse w/Ú hE. smjmeH Aaya? to Ae dxRn kya cIj hE, _skI hÒ qbreynih. Aahahaha¦ AaEr vo dxRn kEse Ýaº ho, [skI wI qbr nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? to AihHya ƒvharka _pdex dena, AEsa kha, ikya Ôta hE p` [ska A=R Ae nihke AalHbn krate hE ƒvharka, pyaRyka AalHbn krate hE Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ;ÝCyut',p` qas ƒvharka AalHbn KoDakr prma=RmeH phÇcate hE. Aahaha¦

dxRn &an cair5ko Ýaº ho Ae Aa„a Aem btakr pyaRyse btaya wedse, p` wedbtate hE Awedko. AwedkI ¹iÚ krana hE. Aahaha¦ Ae ivna _sko sMyGdxRn hoga nih.Ae ibna jnm mr`ka AHt Aayega nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? —ƒvharka AalHbnKUDakr prma=RmeH phÇcate hE , yh smjna caihAe. wedse, btaya to wedka AalHbnkrna AEse nhÄ btaya. (]ota: KoDaVyo Ke Ae to) KoDaƒo Ke Ae to. Aahaha¦ Aa@mIga=a hu.

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vzI ko Aem p` kheta hoy Ke- ;pyaRy Ke, tenuH&an krvuH ÔeAe ne? pyaRy Ô`vI ÔeAe, pyaRyneivØy bnavvo ÔeAe, ANy=a AekaHt = Ôy. pyaRyp` vStu Ke, AvStu n=I Aem xaÏmaH p` kæuH Ke. kayRto pyaRymaH =ay Ke ne? pyaRy ivna kaH kayR =ay?Aam pyaRyno pÙ krI prSpr ƒvharna pÙ $p _pdexkrIne im+yaTv puÚ krI ræa hoy Ke.

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jo ih sude ihgCKid APpaìm H tu kevlH suâH.tH sudkevilimisò w Hit loyPpdIvyra.. 9..jo sudà H sVvH jaìd sudkevilH tmahu ijà.à H APpa sVvH jMha sudkevlI tMha.. 10.. juMmH..

yo ih ]utenaiwgCKit AaTmanimmH tu kevlH xuâmŸ.tH ]utkevilnm<Øyo wìNt lokÝdIpkara:.. 9..y: ]ut&anH svR janait ]utkevilnH tmahuijRna:.&anmaTma svR ySmaCK©tkevlI tSmatŸ.. 10.. yuGmmŸ.

y: ]uten kevlH xuâmaTmanH janait s ]utkevlIit tavTprma=È¸ y: ]ut&anHsvR janait s ]utkevlIit tu Vyvhar:. tdœa svRmev tavtŸ &anH in$Pyma HikmaTma ikmnaTma? n tavdnaTma, smStSyaPynaTmnüetnetrpda=RpˆtySy&antadaTMyanupp¿e:. tto gTyNtrawavatŸ &anmaTmeTyayait. At: ]ut&anm-PyaTmEv SyatŸ. OvH sit y: AaTmanH janait s ]utkevlITyayait, s tu prma=ROv. OvH &an&ainnomeRden Vypidxta Vyvhare aip prma=Rmaœamev Ýitpa>te, nikiˆdPyitir›mŸ. A= c y: ]uten kevlH xuâmaTmanH janait s ]utkevlIitprma=RSy ÝitpadiytumxÉyTva>: ]ut&anH svÅ janait s ]utkevlIit Vyvhar:prma=RÝitpadkTvenaTmanH Ýit¤apyit.

hve, O ÝÆ _Tpþ =ay Ke ke Vyvharny prma=Rno Ýitpadk kevI rIte Ke?tena _¿r$p ga=a sU5 khe Ke:-

]ut=I qre je xuâ kevz Ô`to Aa Aa„ne,lokÝdIpkra %iØ ]utkevzI tene khe. 9.]ut&an saE Ô e, ijno ]utkevzI tene khesaE &an Aa„a hone ]utkevzI te=I @re. 10.

ga=a=R:- (y:) je Òv (ih) inüy=I (]uten tu) ]ut&anvDe ([mH) AaAnuwvgocr (kevlH xuâmŸ) kevz Aek xuâ (AaTmanmŸ) Aa„ane (AiwgCKit)sNmuq = Ô e Ke (tH) tene (lokÝdIpkra:) lokne Ýg! Ô`nara (%Øy:)%ØI¬ro (]utkevilnmŸ) ]utkevzI (wìNt) khe Ke¸ (y:) je Òv (svÅ) svR


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(]ut&anH) ]ut&anne (janait) Ô`e Ke (tmŸ) tene (ijna:) ijndevo(]utkevilnH) ]utkevzI (Aahu:) khe Ke, (ySmatŸ) kar` ke (&anmŸ svÅ) &anb\uH (AaTma) Aa„a j Ke (tSmatŸ) te=I (]utkevlI) (te Òv) ]utkevzI Ke.

!Ika:- Ý=m, —je ]ut=I kevz xuâ Aa„ane Ô e Ke te ]utkevzI Ke te toprma=R Ke Ane —je svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke te ]utkevzI Ke te ƒvhar Ke. AhÄ bepÙ l prIÙa krIAe KIAe:- _pr kheluH svR &an Aa„a Ke ke Ana„a? ÔeAna„ano pÙ levamaH Aave to te brabr n=I kar` ke smSt je jD$p Ana„aAakaxaid paHc ãƒo Ke temnuH &an sa=e tadaTMy bntuH j n=I (kem ke temnamaH&an isâ j n=I). te=I ANy pÙno Awav hova=I &an Aa„a j Ke Ae pÙ isâ=ay Ke. ma!e ]ut&an p` Aa„a j Ke. Aam =va=I ;je Aa„ane Ô e Ke te ]utkevzIKe' Aem j Aave Ke Ane te to prma=R j Ke. Aa rIte &an Ane &anIna wed=Ikhenaro je ƒvhar tena=I p` prma=Rma5 j khevamaH Aave Ke. tena=I iwþAi\k kaH khevamaH AavtuH n=I. vzI —je ]ut=I kevz xuâ Aa„ane Ô e Ke te]utkevzI Ke Aeva prma=RnuH Ýitpadn krvuH AxÉ– hova=I, —je svR ]ut&anneÔ e Ke te ]utkevzI Ke Aevo ƒvhar prma=Rna Ýitpadkp`a=I potane ¹#p eS=aipt kre Ke.

wava=R:- je xaÏ&an=I Awed$p &aykma5 xuâ AaTmane Ô e Ke te ]utkevzIKe Ae to prma=R (inüy k=n) Ke. vzI je svR xaÏ&anne Ô e Ke te e p`&anne Ô`va=I AaTmane j Ô~yo kar` ke &an Ke te AaTma j Ke te=I &an-&anIno wed khenaro je ƒvhar te e p` prma=R j kæo. ANy kaH n kæuH. vzIprma=Rno ivØy to k=HictŸ vcngocr p` n=I te=I ƒvharny j AaTmaneÝg!p e khe Ke Aem Ô`vuH.

Ývcn nH. 32 ga=a 9 - 10 ta. 12-7-78Aage ÝÆ hota hE ke ƒvharny prma=Rka Ýitpadk kEse hE, ƒvhar prma=Rka

khenevala kEse hE? khete ho ƒvhar Ane prma=Rka khenevala khete ho, KoDne layk khete hoAne KoDne layk cIj prma=Rko btatI hE Aem khete ho¦ Aahaha¦ hE? ÝÆ hE vo AHdr.—k=H ƒvharSy ÝitpadkTvimit cetŸ sHSk<t hE sHSk<t hE.

ÝÆ Ae hota hE ke ƒvharny, pyaRyse wedse ãƒko btaya AEsa ƒvharnyprma=Rko btate hE to prma=Rka Ýitpadk kEse hE? prma=Rka khenevala k rIte hE vo? _ske_¿r Sv$p kya khete hE? ijske ñdymeH AEsa ÝÆ _@–a QyalmeH Aakr ke tum ƒvharseprma=Rko khenevala kha, to Ae É–a hE? k rIte? prma=Rko khenevala ƒvhar, Ôe ƒvharKoDne layk hE, Anukr` layk nhÄ, vo prma=Rko khenevala hE Ae kEse hE? AEse ijsko

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AHtrmeH ÝÆ _@ya hE ij&asaka _sko Aa _¿r khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeH Aaya? ijsko Aesmjkr AHdr ÝÆ _@ya ke ƒvhar prma=Rka Ýitpadk khenevala kEse? ƒvharse prma=Rhota hE Ae to bat nhÄ. ƒvharse prma=R Aa„a hota hE Ae to bat nhÄ. p` ƒvharseprma=R khenevala ƒvhar hE, Ae kEse? Aahaha¦

AamaH go!a vaze b\aH j¡Ao ƒvharse prma=R Ýaº hota hE. Ae e kya kha? ƒvharto btate hE prma=Rko, ƒvhar ƒvharko btate hE Ae bat nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ƒvharnyƒvharko lÙ krate hE AEsa nhÄ, prma=Rko khenevala hE Ae kEse hE? _ska _¿r

jo ih sude ihgCKid APpaìm H tu kevlH suâH.tH sudkevilimisò w Hit loyPpdIvyra.. 9..jo sudà H sVvH jaìd sudkevilH tmahu ijà.à H APpa sVvH jMha sudkevlI tMha.. 10.. juMmH..

]ut=I qre je xuâ kevz Ô`to Aa Aa„ne,lokÝdIpkra %iØ ]utkevzI tene khe. 9.]ut&an saE Ô e, ijno ]utkevzI tene khesaE &an Aa„a hone ]utkevzI te=I @re. 10.

ga=a=R lAe, Ôe Òv hI nam inüyse qreqr vaStv nam qreqr ]ut&anke äara,wava=RmaH to Aem lexe sa\ar` wa wava=RmaH, xaÏ &anse Aem pa@ lI\o, wawava=RmaH, p` Aem n=I. AihHya to wav]ut&an=I sI\a Aa„ako Ônte hE. pKIxaÏ&an Ae!le Aam lena.

je Òv vaStvmeH qreqr ]ut&anke äara wav, ãƒ]ut to inim¿ hE, p` wav]ut&an Ôe huAa Apna Aa„ako pkDneke laykvaza(ko) wav]ut&an huAa. Aahaha¦ [s]utke äara Anuwvgocr, AnuwvgMy, kevz xuâmŸ, kevz Aek xuâ, Aek xuâ Aa„awav]ut&an äara, ãVy]ut to inim¿ hE p` AHdr wav]ut&an äara —xuye AiwgCK˜¦je Apna Aa„ake sNmuq hokr ;Aiw' nam smSt Ýkare Anuwv krte hE, wav]ut&anäara vStuke sNmuq hokr smSt Ýkare Anuwv krte hE. Aahaha¦ É–a khete hE? vStu ÔehE vStu, AnHt gu ka Awed vStu(AaTmãVy) vo Ôe wav]ut&an äara sI\a Anuwv krtehE Ae to inüy ]utkevzI hE. hE?

kevz Aek, kevz xuâmŸ Ke ne? kevzno A=R Aek xuâ, Aaha¦ ]ut &anke äara AaAnuwvgocr-Anuwvgocr, AnuwvgMy kevz Aek xuâ Aa„ako AiwgCKiNt-sNmuqhokr Ônta hE. AHtmuRq hokr(Aha) AHtmuRq hokr, wav]ut&an äara AHtRmuq hokr jeko Aa„ako kevz xuâmŸ Aek xuâ$p vStu. Aahaha¦ Aek$p xuâ _sko wav]ut &an äaraÔnta hE _se lok ÝdIpkra lokko Ýg! krnevala sHto muinAo, ]utkevzI khete hE. Aa


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]utkevzIka A=R, ko ivxeØ &an ho gya hE _skI yhaH bat nhÄ. Aahaha¦ ijsne Aa„awav]ut&an äara ãƒ]utmeH vo kha hE, ãVy]utmeH vo kha hE, AEsa wav]ut(&an) huAahE, Ane wav]ut äara wgvan pU aRnHd Aa„ako sNmuq hokr smSt Ýkare-smSt Ýkare,care baj¡se Aa„ako AnuwvteH hE. Aahaha¦ AEse AnuwvI Òvko ;%ØI¬r' loknaÔnnevala 5` kaz 5` lokne Ônnevala kevzIAo A=va %ØI¬ro sHto Aene inüy]utkevzI khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦

wav]ut&an äara ÔnnemeH Aaya ne [tna? äarano A=R ke sI\a Aam ÔntehE wav]utse Ônte hE ne? wav]utse Ônte hE ne? Aene AHdrmaH wed nih p` AhÄsmÔnemeH kya kre? wav]ut Aa hE ne mEH _sko Ônta hU¥ AEsa _smeH wed nih. p`smÔnemeH kya kre? Aahahaha¦ AhÄya wava=RmeH xaÏ &an äara khete hE, khega. _skaA=R ye hE ke xaÏka &an ye Aem khete hE, xaÏka taTpyRmeH ye khete hE ke tera ]ut&an Ôewav hE ye vItragI pyaRy hE, _ska _ske äara Anuwv Aa„aka krte hE. wav]ut äaraAnuwv krte hE Aa„aka. smjmeH Aaya? (]ota : ãƒ]ut äara nhÄ krte hE wav]utäara krte hE) wav]ut, ãVy]ut nhÄ, ãƒ]ut to baæ inim¿ hE, Ae cIj jrI ilya hEãƒ]utmeH AEsa kha hE ãƒ]utmeH wI AEsa kha hE, Apdex sHt mjJH, Aaya ne? ApdexsHtmjJH.

pHdrmI ga=a tkrar hE ne Aola iv>anHdÒ khe Ke ke ;Apdex' Ae!le AqHD ÝdexAEsa hE nhÄ. iv>anHdÒ hE ne bhot waØ` krte hE lokmaH Ae Apdexka A=R AwI nyakyaR. ]ut&anse, AhÄya. Apdexka A=R AqHD Ýdex AEsa bat hE nhÄ. Apdexka A=Rk=n hE, Ae jysen AacayRnI !IkamaH ilya hE pHdrmI ga=amaH Apdex Ae!le k=n, ]ut,ãVy]ut, ãVy]utmeH wI Ae kha hE ke Aa„ako AbâSp<Ú deqe te smiktI hE ne teijnxasnka Ônnevala hE, AEsa ãVy]utmeH wI AEsa kha hE Ane wav]ut äara wI yeihÔnte hE. wav]ut äara wI AbâSp<Ú Aa„ako Ônte hE Ae jEnxasnko Ônte hEAahahaha¦

AÔ~yane to AevuH lage ke Aa k ÔtnI vat hxe Aa. Aap e to wi› krIAe, devdxRn krva hHmexa, sa\une Aahar Aapva, wojn krvuH kravvuH. Aahaha¦ Are, Ae cIj jn=I wa, Aa Ae cIj to AHdr wgvan Aa„a ãVy]utmeH wI Ae kha ke ãVy]utka sarto vItragta hE, carey AnuyogÇka Ane wav]ut&an Ae vItragI pyaRy hE, Aahaha¦]ut&an p` vItragI pyaRy hE, Ae wav]ut&an äara Aa„aka Anuwv krte hE, Ae smiktI]utkevzI hE, Ae e sb xaÏka sar Ôn ilya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? (]ota: ]ut&anäara Aa„ako Ô e Ae inüy]ut kevzI). inüy ]utkevzI vStu, vStu Ô e . _se lokneÝg! Ônnevala kevzI A=va sHto inüy ]utkevzI khete hE, Aahaha¦

Ôe Òv svR ]ut&anko Ônta hE &anko Ônte hE &an _pr lÙ hE wav]ut hÇ.Aahaha¦ wav]ut&anko Ônte hE. Aahaha¦ Ônta hE _sse ijndev Lyo AhÄ ijndev

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kha TyaH lok ÝdIpkra kha Ae to Aeno Ae A=R Ke, Aene ijndev ]utkevzI khete hE ƒvhar.TyaH ƒvhar lena, Ae &anko wav&an hoH Ôna vo ƒvhar ]utkevzI hE¦ p` Ae ]ut&anäara Aa„a Ôna Ae inüy ]utkevzI hE, [tna wed btaya. smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- Aesa nhÄ lena ik sara lokne Ô e Ae ƒvhar ]utkevzI) Ae AhÄ&anmaH je &an hE Ae &anko hI svR &an j khenemeH Aaya hE, wle =oDa &an ho p` svR&an, svRko Ône, pU Rko Ônnevala &an to &anko ih svR &an kha. Ae &an wIƒvhar ]utkevzI hE &an wI, smSt Ôna _ske, ƒvharmeH wI _sse kyuH ke - Ônnato Aa„ako _se TyaH &anko Ône Ae ƒvhar hE, &an Aa„ako Ône Ae inüy hE [tnawed hE. Aahaha¦

]utkevzI khete hE, kyoH? ke Ôe &an sb Aa„a hI hE, deqo &an sb Aa„a hE. Aesara &an hI hE wle =oDa ho p` Ae &an sb, Ae Aa„a hE, &an Ae Aa„a hE, Aembtana hE ne? Aahaha¦ kyuHik &an sb, ;sb' xBd pDya hE ne? wle Ôe &an =oDa howav]ut p` KtaH _sse sara Aa„a ÔnnemeH Aata hE, Ae kar e =oDa ]ut&anko wI sb]ut&an kha, sb&an kha, smjmeH Aaya? kya ikya? ke phele to Ôe Apna wav]ut&anäara Apna Aa„ako Ôna, mUz to Ae Ôna _sko kevzI, %ØI¬ro, inüy prma=RkevzI hE, ]utkevzI prma=R Aem kha. p` vo _ske ÔnnekI Ôe pyaRy hE, Aaer ÔnnekIpyaRymeH to svR pU R Ae hI ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa &anko hI sb &anko hI ãVy ]utkevzIAene ƒvhar ]utkevzI khenemeH Aata hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦

Ae ;sb' kI\uHne ke mo!a pU Rne Ô`vanuH Ke ne wle Ae &an =oDuH, p` Ae sb &anhI hE, &an sb Ae &anko sbko Ône Ae ƒvhar ]utkevzI AaEr &anse Aa„ako ÔneAe inüy ]utkevzI hE _smeH ne _smeH do hE. Aahaha¦

AhÄya to rag xuw kre to Ae ƒvhar hE AEsa kha hI nhÄ, je &an sara pU RAa„ako ÔnnekI takat rqte hE, Ae &anko hI ;sb' &an kha, smjmeH Aaya?Aahaha¦ kyÇik &an sb Aa„a hI hE, [silye Ae Òv ]utkevzI hE ƒvhar, Ae Òvne]utkevzI khena, &anko Ônte hE &anmeH sara Aa„a ÔnnekI cIj hE Ae &anko ÔntehE Ae ƒvhar ]utkevzI AaEr &anse wgvanko(inÔTmako) Ône Ae inüy ]utkevzI_skI !Ika krega. Aahaha¦

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smysar¦ 9 ne 10 ga=a !Ika Ke ne AenI.—Ý=m je ]ut=I kevz xuâ Aa„ane Ô e Ke. te ]utkevzI Ke,˜ xuH kæuH? je AHdr


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]ut&an wav]ut &an, jemaH rag nih SvSv$pne Ô`naruH wav]ut&an je wav]ut&an=I Aa„ane Ô e Ke te ]utkevzI prma=eR Ke. kemke Aa„a Aaqo Ô~yo je e.wav]ut. ãƒ]ut nih, ivkLp nih, rag Aa xuw Aaid, rag to AH\kar Ke. ragmaHÔ`vanI xi› n=I. Ô`vanI xi› je rag=I iwNn, je Sv-$pne pkDvanuH jewav]ut&an vtRman pyaRy vtRman wav]ut&an inmRz pyaRy, rag ivnanI AevainmRz ]ut&an=I Aa„ane sI\o Ô e Ae to inüy smiktI Ae!le ke inüy ]utkevzI.Aahahaha¦ inim¿=I Ô`vamaH Aave Ke Aemey nhÄ, ƒvhar ]utna xBdo=I Ô`vamaHAave Ke Aemey nhÄ, Aem dya dan v/t wi›na ragnI mHdtana wav xuwwav=IÔ`vamaH Aa„a Aave Aemey nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ AHtrmaH wav]ut&an äara AHtmRuq =ne(Ô e Ke.) ApUvR vat Ke. AnHt kaz=I kdI kyuÅ n=I Ae e.

AaihH be Ýkare v Rn krxe. inüy ]utkevzI Ane ƒvhar ]utkevzI, stŸ saca]utkevzI Ane _pcarI k=nna ]utkevzI. je saca ]utkevzI Aene khIAe ke je e AHdrwav]ut&an äara, ãVy]ut&an äara wava=RmaH wle Aem lI\uH Ke p` ãƒ]ut to inim¿Ke Ane wav]ut to pota=I =Ael Ke. Ae wav]utna vtRman &annI pyaRy=I ãƒ nam&aykwavne Ô e Ae j saco inüy stŸ ]utkevzI Ke. Ae e je Ô`vuH htuH Ae Ô`I lI\uH.Aahaha¦ bar AHgmaH je khevanI vat htI, AnuwUit krvanI, ke &an äara Aa„anevtRman &an äara Aa„ane pkDvo sI\o, Ae AnuwUit AemaH Aa„anuH &an AaƒuH Ae jprma=eR ]utmaH pU R =yo Ae, kemke ]utne Ô`naruH &an Ae to i5kazI Sv$p Ke. Aene je e]ut&an äara Ô~yuH Ae to ]utkevzI prma=eR = gyo. Aahaha¦

nrkno narkI hoy ke pxu ho ityÅc p` Ae AHtrna &anna wav(]ut)&an äaraAa„ane jem Anuwve Ô e, to Ae ]utkevzI Ke. b\uHy Ô~yuH Ae e. Aahaha¦ Ae e b\HuÔ~yuH, ;Ô`narne Ô~yo' Ae e b\uHy Ô~yuH. Aahahahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke wa. Ae Aa„aje Aek smymaH Aeklo &aykwav jemaH gu o hova KtaH, gu no wed nih Aevo je AwedãƒSvwav ke je wav]ut=I Aene Ô e Ae e prma=eR Aa„ane Ô~yo to prma=eR tene]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

wle bIÔuH xaÏnuH &an ivxeØ n hoy, smÔvvamaH p` kdaictŸ n AavDe.Aahaha¦ je e AHtr&an ragna ivkLp ivnanuH je &an Aevo je ]utwav tene wavvanAevo wgvan Aa„a Aene je e Ô~yo Ae sMyG¹iÚ Ane Ae wav]utkevzI. Aahaha¦babulalÒ¦ Ko!awa¦ Aavo magR Ke bapa. Aahaha¦

je Ô`vayoGy cIj htI prma„ Sv$p svÈTk<Ú &aykwav (te Ô~yo) bporeto AaƒuH'tuH ne F uH, hÒ Aaje bpore Aavxe. Aahaha¦ jemaH muinnI pyaRyna ilHg,kevzInI pyaRy Ane isâ pyaRy p` jemaH n=I i5kazI &aykmaH n=I Aeva &aykne je evtRman wav]ut=I Ô~yo, Aahaha¦ Ae saco inüy prma=eR ]utkevzI Ke. Aahahaha¦Ke? Ae phelI lI!I =. Ý=m-Ý=m ;tavtŸ' xBd Ke ne mUz sHSk<tmaH Ke KeLlo ;tavtŸ'

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Ae phelI lI!I Aeno tavtŸ KeLlo xBd Ke. sHSk<tmaH ;tavtŸ prma=oR' phelI pHikt.Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH? te to prma=R Ke. Aahaha¦ te to prma=R Ke. Aahaha¦ prmpda=R prma„ Sv$p Apna \/uv, potanuH Ae e je e wav]ut=I Ô~yo Ae to prma=R Ke.Aa prma=R kre koknuH Ae nih hoH Aa. (lokmaH mane Ke ne) pEsa deva kokne mdd krvI Aaprma=R kam kre Ke¦ Aahaha¦ prma=R to Aa wgvan Aa„a Aek smymaH pU R, tme togujratI smÔe Ko ne? tme gujratna j Ko ne mUz to, bDawa Ae to @Ik Ke. Aahaha¦

bhu j !UHkamaH ne pU R Sv$p je e ALp&an (hova KtaH) p` wav]ut Ke. jeneivxeØ ãƒ]utnuH &aney n hoy. Aahahaha¦ p` je &annI dxa, wav]ut jenI Ae pyaRyKe tene je e Ô~yo. Aahaha¦ Ae prma=eR inüy saco ]utkevzI Ke. babulalÒ¦ AEsIwEya bat hE, ƒvhar ƒvhar to tmaro É–aHy, wEyaAe ÝÆ ikya =ane? xuw wav AatehE, \m±ko wI Axuw=I bcva ma!e xuwwav hoy, p` Ke Ae bH\nuH kar`. \m±ne pÀa„&an hova KtaH Ane AHtr AnuwvnI ¹iÚ hova KtaH Aene Axuw=I bcva xuwAave, p` Ke Ae bH\nuH kar`. moÙmagR nih Ane moÙmagRnuH Ae kar` nih. Aahahaha¦Are¦ mnu*ypàmaH to krvanuH to Aa Ke. jemaH iht =ay, Aiht !ze. Aahahaha¦ bakIb\aH =o=a Ke. Aaha¦ Ae Aek vat =. xe@?

wav]ut&an smjene? _sse wav]ut&an=I Aa„a Ô e Ae prma=eR- y=a=Rseinüy]utkevzI Ane Ae prma=R Ke Ae. Ae j qreqr cIj Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane je, Aatmaro ÝÆ AaVyo hve Ane je svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. svR ]ut&an kem kæuH? Ke towav]ut&an pyaRy, Ae &anmaH Ae &an=I Aa„a Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ke Ae je ]ut&an=IsI\uH Ô e Ke Ae ÔudI vStu, hve Aa to —&an te Aa„a˜ Aem wed paDIne smÔvvuH Ke,ke Aa &an Aeno sHbH\ ãƒ Aa„a sa=e Ke, Ae &an te Aa„a Ae!lo wed paDIne je &ante Aa„a Aem kæuH te &anne AhÄ svR &an kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦

kemke Aene- svRne Ô`va ma!e Ôy Ke. Ae &annI pyaRy svRne Ô`va ma!e Ke. Kewed, ]ut&an te Aa„a Ae!lo wed paDvo Ke, te Ke ƒvhar. p` Aene svR]ut kæuH kem?ke Ae ]ut&ane Aa —&an te Aa„a˜ Aem khIne prma=Rno _pdex Aa rIte cale khIneAeklo prma=Rno sI\o _pdex = xke nih. Ae=I Aene je ]ut&an Ke. &an Ke Ae towav]ut Ke. ãƒ]utnI AihHya vat n=I. p` Ae wav]ut&an je =yuH Ae &an Aa„aneÔè Ke Ae &an Aa„anuH Ke Ae Aa„a hare tadaTMy sHbH\ Ke Ae!lo je &an ne Aa„anowed paDIne Aa„ane smÔƒuH te=I te &anne svR]ut khevamaH Aave Ke. kemke te &an svRAa„a wgvan 5`lokno na= pU R Aene Ô`naruH Ae &an Ke Ane Ae &anne Aa„a haretadaTMy sHbH\ Ke.

kaHitwa¦ Aa tmaro ÝÆ hve AhÄ Aaƒo, PlenmaH nokr hta. 1p00 no pgarb/ïcarI Ke, bal b/ïcarI. KoD idya, nokrI KoD idya. do# hÔrno pgar hto maiskPlen khevayne Plen xuH khevay, TyaH Ame Ôtane mdd krva Aavta !opI pherIne hoH. ra5e


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ÝÆ kyÈ'tone ]utno. Aahaha¦ AhÄ khe Ke Ýwu Aekvar sUn to shI ke tara je &annIdxa Ke. Sv$pnuH &an vaStivk Ae &an, xaÏnuH &an ne prnuH &an Ae AihHya vat n=I.Aahaha¦ xaÏ=I p` &an je =yuH Ae p` pota=I =yuH tene AihHya &an khevamaH AaveKe. ãƒ]utne saHwzIne =yuH Ae &an p` vaStivk &an nhÄ. kemke saHwzIney p` Ae&an =yuH Ke to pota=I, p` Ae prlÙI &an =yuH, Ae SvlÙ krva ma!e te &an kam nAave. Aahaha¦

Aavo vItrag magR. Aahaha¦ idgHbr jEn \mR snatn sTy 5` kazmaHy É–aHyKe nih bIje. Aahaha¦ AevI Aa cIj to ÔuAo sUnnemeH y imle nih Aene. Aahahahaha¦idgHbr muinAo kevzIna keDayto, ALp kazmaH kevz&an Aekad wvmaH lenara Ke. AesHto jgtne smÔve Ke. Aahahahaha¦ vaDa baH\Ine be@a Ae, Aa vat AemaH wa n=Ibapu. Aahaha¦ Aa to vStunuH Sv$p Ke. Aa kaH jEn ko sHÝday n=I, jEn ko vaDon=I Ae vStunuH Sv$p Ke.

ijn so ih hE Aa„a, ANy so ih hE kmR¸Aeih vcnse smj le, ijn Ývcnka mmR.

F! F! AHtr ijn vse, Ane F! F! AHtr jEn,mt midrake panso, mtvala smje n.-smysarna!k

mtvala- Apna mtna AiwÝay nam FelKa, Fela, wgvan ijnSv$pI ÝwuAahaha¦ prma„ ÝkaxmaH wa Aave Ke ne 88 ga=a, jemaH wavilHgnuH Sv$p _pcar=IÒvnuH Ke. prma=eR to muinp`anuH wavilHg moÙmagR Ae &aykp`amaH n=I. Aahaha¦Aevo &ayk Ke Aene je &ane Ô~yuH Ae &an wav]ute Ô~yuH Ae to ]utkevzI prma=R Ke,y=a=R Ke sTya=R Ke. p` je &an wav]ut&an äara, Aa &an te Aa Aa„a, Aam jesmÔƒuH Ke kemke &an ne Aa„ane tadaTMy sHbH\ Ke Aek$p sHbH\ Ke. jem _*`tane neAiG™ne tdŸ$p sHbH\ Ke. Aem Aa &an ne Aa„ane tdŸ$p tadaTMy sHbH\ Ke. Ae kar e kæuHke je svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. svR ]ut&anne Aa„ane Ô e Ke Ae AhÄ n=I ATyare,Aa„ane ]ut&an äara Ô e Ke Ae to inüymaH gyuH.

hve Ae Aa„ane Ô`naruH &an, Ae &an je Ke, Ae svR ]utne Ô`naruH Ke Ae, Ke? jesvR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. Aahahaha¦ wle te &an ALp hoy Ane \/uvne Ô e AHdrmaH, tote &anne p` svR ]ut&an kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahahaha¦ Aavo magR pkDta k@`pDe, idgHbr jEn \mR snatn Anaid AnHt jene g`\roAe SvIkayoR, [NãoAe sTkarkrIne Anuwƒo, [Não AekavtarI Aek wve moÙ jnara Ke xkeNã. su\mR devlok b5Islaq ivman, Aek-Aek ivmanmaH AsHQy dev, Aeno SvamI [Nã Ke. ATyare xkeNã.wgvanna xaÏmaH isâaHtmaH Aem kæuH Ke. ke te TyaH=I mnu*y =ne moÙ jvano Ke.Aahaha¦ ([Nã) smiktI Ke. babulalÒ? [Nã su\mR, devlok Ke, _pr pheluH me$pvRt

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_pr trt b5Is laq to ivman Ke. Aek Aek ivmanmaH AsHQy to dev Ke. kok ivmannanuH hxe, bakI Fà, AsHQy Ke. Aeno SvamI Ke, kroDo to APsraAo Ke. p` AHdrmaHAahaha¦ Ae wav]ut&an=I Aa„ane ÔÌ lI\o Ke. Aahaha¦ to Ae ko cIj marIn=I, (AiwÝay Ke ke) huH [Nã n=I, huH Aa [NãaÌno SvamI n=I. huH 32 laq ivmanno\Ì n=I. Aahahaha¦ huH to Aek ]ut&an äara i5kazIne meH Ô~yo Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvanAene ]utkevzIAo, ]utkevzI khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te Ae Ô`naruH je &an Ke. Ô`naruH&an Ke, Aene svR]ut khI Ane te &an Aa„anuH Ke Aa„a sa=e sHbH\ Aevo ƒvhar Ke.Ae!lo wed paDIne smÔƒuH Ae ƒvhar =yo. Aahahaha¦ dya, dan ne Aaid Vyvharnav/tna ivkLpnI to É–aHy vat rhI nhÄ.

fkt je ]ut&an je Aa„ane Ô`naruH &an wle Ae ALp&an ho p` Aene svR]utkæuH, kar` ke je Ô`naro Ke tene Ô`nara hare Aa &anno sHbH\ Ke Ae &an te Aa„aKe. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- svR]utno A=R Svpr Ýkaxk levay?) Ae svR Ae!le Aa„aneje Ô`naruH &an te svR ]ut. Aa„a je &an Ke. Ae Aa„ane sI\o Ô e Ae to sI\I vatKe prma=R, hve Ae &anne AhÄ, Ae &anne svR]ut kæuH kemke Ae svR Aa„ane Ô`naruH &anKe. Ae &an ne Aa„a beyne sHbH\ Ke. tadaTMy tdŸ$p Ae kar e &anne svR&an kæuH Anete &an te ]utkevzI Ke. Ae ƒvhar kæo. Ae &an te ]ut kevzI Ke Aene Ô e Aene ]utkevzIkhevo Ae ƒvhar Ke. Ane Ae &an Aa„ane Ô e tene inüy ]utkevzI khe Ke. Aahaha¦

kho kaiNtwa? Ai\kar to ßyare Aave Tyare SpÚIkr` =ay ne? (]ota:- svR]ut&an AtIiNãy &an Ke?) ha, Ae —AtIiNãy&an˜ Ke. AhÄ to Ae!luH khevuH Ke, ke Aa&an Aeno sHbH\ tÀv Aa„a hare Ke. ma!e te tadaTMy sHbH\ hova=I ;&an te Aa„a'Aem je wed paDIne smÔvvuH te &anne ƒvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦nvrHgwa AavI vatuH Ke¦

phelI 12 ga=aAomaH to AaquH smysarnuH AaquH Sv$p pheluH wrI dI\uH Ke. pKI 13maH=I Aeno ivStar. 12 ga=a phelI gjb kuHdkuHdacayRnI rcna Ane Am<tcHãacayRnI!Ika idgHbr sHto¦ Aahaha¦ AtIiNãy Ýcur AanHdna vednmaH pD–a Ke. Aene Aa ivkLpAaƒo ne !Ika rca g. KtaH Ae pote Aem khe ke Ýwu Ae !Ikano huH rcnar n=I hÇ, Aeto xBde rca g Ke. Aahahaha¦ huH to Sv$pmaH Aa„amaH KuH, huH to Sv$pguPt KuH.Aahaha¦ huH ßyaH Kë TyaH to ragey n=I. TyaH prne smÔvvano ivkLpey n=I. Ane huHßyaH Kë Ane je KuH te !Ikana xBdne rce Ae Aa„a n=I. Aahahaha¦ ikHictŸ ma5 maruHktRƒ n=I Aem kI\uH Ke. Ae !Ikana xBdnI rcna = AemaH ikHicHtŸ, AikHicHtkr jrIAe maruHktRƒ n=I. Aahahaha¦¦ vStunuH Sv$p Ke AemaH hÇ. prãƒnI rcna ko` kre Ýwu? AeprãƒonaH rjkònI te smye te pyaRy =vanI hoy Ae prãƒ=I =ay. Aahaha¦

AhÄ to Ae mo!a \H\a ne rojgar ne AenaH b\a (kam) huH KuH to =ay Ke. huH AenekruH KuH. FÌ w/mà. Aa tmare xei@ya jevane \H\a mo!a hoy b\aH mo!a mo#a Aagz


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dukanpr bese =De, =Do khevayne xuH? dukannI pe#I _pr Aa kro Aa kro ne Aam kro.Aahaha¦ ko` kre Ýwu? prãƒnI ko` iÊya kre na=? Aahaha¦ tuH ßyaH Ko TyaH AekrvanuH Sv$p Ke j nih.

Are¦ tuH ßyaH Ko TyaH moÙna magRnI pyaRy p` ßyaH AemaH ãVymaH n=I. Aahaha¦Ae pyaRymaH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavo je Svwav bapu Ae Svwavne je Ô`naruH &an Ae &anneAhÄ svR]ut khevamaH Aave Ke. kemke te —&an te Aa„a˜ &anno sHbH\, Aa„a hare AamKe. &anno sHbH\ ko Aà„a hare Ke nih, Ae &anno sHbH\, ƒvhar rTn5yno ragKe, é@e Ke AenI harey sHbH\ n=I. Aahahahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

je wav]ut&an Ke Aena äara sI\o Aa„ane Ô e, wed pD–a ivna Ae to saco]utkevzI inüy prma=R. p` te pda=Rne Ô`naruH wav ]ut&an je Ke. je &anno sHbH\(inÔTmane) Aa„a hare Ke, te=I te &anne Aa„a khIne, Ae &anne ƒvhar svR]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat. tI=ÅkrnaFrnI vat Ke Aato. jene g`\ro saHwzta hta. jene AekavtarI AekwvtarI [HãosaHwzta hta Ae Aa vat Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan (sImH\rna=) ibraje Ke TyaH=I to Aavat AavI Ke. Aahahaha¦

hÒ to inüy ne ƒvhar kone khevo Ae vat ATyare cale Ke. Aahaha¦ je AHtr&an äara Aa„ano Anuwv kre sI\o Ae to y=a=R inüy prma=R ]utkevzI, p` teprma=R Sv$pnuH Ô`naruH je &an Ae &an Aene tadaTmy (Aa„a) hare sHbH\ Ke, vStuhare, Ae to wed ÔÌne Ae &anne svR]ut kæuH Ane Ae &anne ƒvhar kæo, Ae ƒvhar]utkevzI kæo. Aahahahaha¦ kho, ritwa? AavI vatuH Ke. hve mUz cIj bhu ferfar= gyo Ke. Aahaha¦ AWyas nhÄne? Ae!le k@` pDe AevI lage Aa vat. vStu to AarIte j Ke. Ane Ae j prm sTy Ke. Aahaha¦

—&an˜, xaÏnuH &an nih, Aa„anuH je =yeluH &an, Ae —&an te Aa„a˜ Ke,Ae!lo wed paDIne smÔvvuH Ke, Ae &an te Aa„a Anuwve Ke Ae prma=Rne khevuH Ae wedivna smÔvI xkay nih, Ae=I vcmaH Aavo Aek ƒvhar wed (Aave Ke) Ae wed Aa,ke &an je Aa„ane Ô`naruH Ke, te &an Aa„ane Ô e Aem sHbH\ Ke, te=I te &anne svR]utkhIne tene ƒvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ \I$wa¦ Aavo magR Ke.Aahaha¦

Arere¦ jene saHwzva mZyuH n=I. Aava mnu*ypàH, prm idvs to Ae ivcarAaƒa htaH kI\uHne? Arere¦ vhala kheta marI ba ne mara bapa¦ vala marI ba ne marobap vhala kheta(taH) Ae É–aH gya hxe, Ae ivcar kyÈ Ke? babulalÒ¦ Aahaha¦ tuHAam (tuH) kheto marI ba, Aam qozamaH besaDe ne sacve. Aahaha¦ be pg laHba krInedSt =ay, Aa be pg laHba krIne Aam besaDe Aam kre ne bazkne jHgl, idxa ma!epgne, pg krene nanuH bazkne Aene Aahaha¦ Ae je e mo!o kyÈ'ne je e vhalp krIne ba

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ba ba kheto'to Are Ae mrIne g É–aH bapu, teH Ôeyu Ke? Aahaha¦ iptaÒ¦ Aam bapuÒbapuÒ krto wa tuH, wa É–aH gya bapu. Aahahahaha¦ Aeva to AnHta ma bap kyaÅ.Aahaha¦

Aek(Kokro) lÄbDo toDto'to to kI\uH ke wa tuH rheva de bapu, Ae tara pUvRnaFàH ma-bap AamaH be@a Ke. Aa lÄbDo-nIm, babulalÒ¦ Aa nÄm p¿a hE ne? AekAek p¿amaH AsHQy Òv Ke hÇ Aek p¿amaH AsHQy Òv Ke. Aek k!kImaH AsHQy.Aahaha¦ wa tuH AamaH Aa toDvuH rheva de kI\uH. bapu, tne qbr n=I. tara AsHQywvonaH FàH ko ma-bap mrIne AamaH be@a pD–a hxe. tuH jene ma ma krto ne ba bakrto saDlo Jalto saDlo É–a khete hE? saDI JalIne Aam éwo rheto ba bakrto'to. Aahaha¦ Are¦ wa teH ivcar kyÈ n=I, Aahahaha¦ Aeva AnHt Òvo É–aHyrqDta rqDta É–aHy pirw/m` krtaH hxe. bapu tuH(wv) su\arvanaH pH= mZya Kesu\arI le Aeva vqt frIne mzxe nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa j krvanuH Ke.

K #azamaH Aave Ke ne? laq vatnI vat Aek inüy _r Aaò, K #azamaH Aavene wa laq vat laq nih p` AnHt vat AnHt vatnI vat inüy _r Aaò, KoDIjgt äHä fHd inj Aatm ér |yavo. Aahahahaha¦ K #azamaH Aave Ke. gagrmaH sagrwrI dI\I Ke. K #azamaH bhot, sHtone Ae vqte to pHiDto p` bhu sara, !oDrml,bnarsIdas, wagcHdÒ, Aa doltram pHiDto te pHiDto p`, ATyare to b\I grbD= g. Aahaha¦

wa, tare deqav krvo Ke ke deqnarne deqvo Ke? Aahaha¦ duinyamaH deqav krvoKe? ke Amne ko Aozqe ne Amne ko mo!a mane Ame kaHk KIAe Aem g`trIduinyamaH =ay. wa¦ tare TyaH kravvuH Ke? Aahaha¦ ke deqnarne deqvo Ke? deqnaro5`lokno na= ibraje Ke Ýwu¦ Aene je &an Ô e Ke te &anne ]utkevzI khevamaH AaveKe. Aahahaha¦ b\uH w~yo tuH. Aahaha¦

ityÅc smiktIne p` je &an=I Aa„a jày te &anne ]utkevzI ke ƒvhar]utkevzI khIAe, bapu teH je Ô`vanuH htuH te Ô~yuH, tara &anmaH Ae cIj AavI g.Aahaha¦ 5` lokno na=, pU aÅnHdno na= Ýwu Aene teH &anmaH Ô~yo, Ae &anne neAa„ane tdŸ$p sHbH\ Ke, te=I tene &anne j Ame ƒvhar ]utkevzI khIAe KIAe. te p`svR]ut$pI Vyvhar ]utkevzI khIO KIO. Aahaha¦ gjb vat¦¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

=oDuH p` sTy hovuH ÔeAe. laHbI mo!I vatomaH sTy...... Aahaha¦ jemaH=I jnmmr`no AHt n Aave Ýwu, Ae xuH cIj Ke? jemaH jnm mr` AnHt AnHt kyaÅ. Aahaha¦Ane jene im+yawav pD–o Ke, Ae im+yaTvmaH to AnHta jnm mr` krvano gwR pD–oKe. Aahaha¦ AhÄ to je kaH Aa„ane Ô`naruH &an Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae &anne Ae &annewgvanne(AaTmane) Ô`va laykvazuH &an Ae=I Aene svR kæuH Ane ]utkevzI kæuH.Aahaha¦ wa teH b\uH Ô~yuH bapu, tne je Ô`va yoGy cIj tenuH teH &an kyuÅ te &anne


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Ame svR &an khIAe KIAe Ane ;&an te Aa„a' Ae!lo wed Ke ma!e Ae &anne ƒvhar]utkevzI khIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ bapu AavI vat mzvI muXkel Ke wa. Aahaha¦ bhumuXkel = gyuH bapu¦ Aahaha¦ prm sTyno Ývah to Aa Ke. Aahaha¦

je svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. AolamaH xuH htuH? kevz xuâ Aa„ane Ô e Ke Aem htuH.Ke ne? ]ut=I kevz xuâ Aa„ane Ô e Ke Aem htuH Ane AamaH, svR]ut&anne Ô e Ke. ferKe. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? sHtonI vaÌ Ae!lI gHwIr Ke Aene ma!e Fò AWyasÔeAe Ane !am levo ÔeAe bapu. Aaha¦ Ane te potana Aa„ana ihtne ma!e Ke ne?Aihtna rSta ne \H\a to tuH krI ræo Ko Ýwu. Aahaha¦

Ae vatnI ivxeØta xuH =? ke je Aa„a vStu Ke Ae &anaid AnHtgu nuH Aek$pKe. to Aeva &anne AevI vStune ÔÌ Lye Ae &an to Awed = gyuH Ae!le ]ut&an,inüy ]utkevzI = gyuH. p` je &an vStune Ô`naruH Ke, Aene Ô`vamaH gyuH n=I,Awed =yuH n=I, Ae Ô`naruH &an Ke AenuH Aa„anuH Ane Aa„a hare Ae &anno sHbH\ Ke.Ae &anne rag ƒvhar rTn5y hare ke dev guÌ-xaÏ ke bIÔ AÒv tÀv hare &annoAam sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦ &anno Aam Aa„a hare sHbH\ Ke. tadaTMy te ma!e te &annesvR &an khIAe, Ane te &anne svR ]utkevzI ke ƒvhar khIAe. Aahahaha¦ kal tobpornI vat htI ke Ai\kar saro Aaƒo hto. babulalÒ¦ dupohrkI(bpore) cIjmeHAe Ai\kar bhot ACKa Aaya=a kl muinp uH, kevzI Ae pyaRy Aa„amaH n=I. Aahaha¦Aaje Aavxe ivxeØ dophrko. Aahaha¦

je svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. waØa frI g? phelamaH Aem htuH kevz xuâ Aa„aneÔ e Ke, Aem htuH Ae inüy Ane Aa svR ]ut&anne Ô e Ke. smÔ uH kaH? svR]ut&anne Ô e Ke. svR khevano Aaxy to i5kazIne Ô e Ke, tevuH je &an, Ke hÒ iwNn.p` Aene ƒvhar ]utkevzI Aene je Ô e Ke Aene ƒvhar ]utkevzI khIAe. Aahahaha¦te ƒvhar Ke. ÔeyuH? AHtrna wav]ut&an äara AnuwvmaH caLyo gyo ãƒmaH, ãƒnaHAnuwvmaH Awed &an =yuH. Ae to prma=eR sTy &an ]ut kevzI Ke. saco ]utkevzIprma=eR ]utkevzI. Aahaha¦ kem ke AemaH=I to Aene kevz&an =vanuH Ke.

wgvanno Anuwv =yo je &an äara Anuwv kyÈ. Ae wgvanna &anmaH=I toATyare wle Aa!luH &an AaƒuH p` Ae to ]utkevzI inüy kI\o Ae=I Aene prma=eRkevz&an ALpkazmaH =vanuH Ke, Ae ãƒmaH=I =vanuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?jemaH=I kevz&an =vanuH Ke, Aene je &ane Anuwƒo ma!e te inüy ]utkevzI prma=R=IKe. Aahaha¦ gHwIr vat-gHwIr vat¦¦

idgHbr sHtona isâaHto gjb Ke kaH, É–aHy mze Aeva n=I. Aahaha¦ lokonedu:q =ay. Are Tyare Amaro sHÝday qo!o? bapu, wa¦ Aa ihtnI vat Ke. jemaH Aiht=ay te vStu xuH? Aahaha¦ jena jnm mr` !zIne, Aahaha¦ jenamaH jnm mr` nejnm mr`no wav n=I, Are¦ jenamaH moÙna magRnI pyaRy p` n=I. Aahahaha¦

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Aeva &ayk wavne je e Ô~yo Ae to ]utkevzI Ke inüy. Aahaha¦ Ane Aene kevz&anto ALp kazmaH =vanuH j Ke, p` Aene Ô`naruH je &an Ke Aem AevuH je, Ae Ô`nar&anne p` Ame svR]ut khIAe KIAe, sHto mhav/t\arI, sacaH mhav/t\arI hÇ. Aahaha¦Aa„&an ivnana je!la mhav/t\arI Ke Ae b\aH to qo!aH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae sTymhav/t\arIAo Aem pokar kre Ke, ke Ýwu tara Aa„ane je Ô`naruH, je &an Ke ne?Aahaha¦ Ame sTy mhav/t\arI khIAe KIAe, %iØ¬ro khe Ke Aem AaƒuH tuH ne, %ØI¬roAem pa@maH AaƒuH htu'ne %iØ %iØna ¬r nam g`\ro p` Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ Aawiv*yna ¬r prma„a Ke ijne¬rdev Ae p` Aem khe Ke.

je e Aa„ane Anuwƒo &an=I sI\a wav=I Ae to prma=R ]utkevzI Ke p` teneÔ`naruH &an Ke Aene svR khIAe KIAe, One ƒvhar ]utkevzI khIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦kar`ke Ae &anno sHbH\ Aa„a hare Ke. Ae &anno sHbH\ ko, ƒvhar rTn5ynaH raghare p` jeno sHbH\ n=I. Aahaha¦

kemke rag to A&an Ke. A&an Ae!le? AemaH &anno AHx n=I. ivprIt &anAem n=I khevuH p` je dya dan v/t ke ƒvhar rTn5yno ivkLp Ke rag, AemaH &annoAHx n=I kemke rag Ô`tuH n=I, rag potane Ô`tuH n=I, tem ÔeDe cEtNy Ke tene Ô`tuHn=I p` te rag cEtNy äara jày Ke ma!e te Acetn Ke. Aahahahaha¦

—AhÄ be pÙ l prIÙa krIAe˜ hve AoluH &anne Ôè te ƒvhar ]utkevzIkæuH Ane svR Ô`naruH kæuH Aene hve AenuH jrI SpÚIkr` kre Ke. Ae &an je wav]utKe, Ae &anne svR]ut kæuH Ane Ae &anne ƒvhar ]utkevzI kæuH. kar` ke &an AampkDyuH n=I AnuwvmaH gyuH n=I, iwNn rhIne vat krvI Ke ATyare, Ae &anneƒvhar ]utkevzI kæuH kem? AhÄ be pÙ lne prIÙa krIAe KIAe. _pr kheluH —svR&an Aa„a Ke ke Aà„a?˜ je &an Aa„ane Ô`naruH Ke te &an Aa„a Ke ke AeAà„a Ke? Aahaha¦ Aa ko!RmaH jem kayda bole ne tem Aa kayda kre Ke. wgvannaHFrnaH, kayda ka#e Ke, klm ka#e Ke, Ae saHwz to qro Aek var tuH Ýwu. Ame wgvanAa„a Aene Ô`naruH &an, Ae &anne Ame svR kæuH, Ane Aene Vyvhar ]utkevzI kæuH,AenuH kar`? ke te &an Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke? Ae Aa„a Ke ke Aà„a? Ae &an Aa„a sa=esHbH\ raqe Ke ke Ae &an ragaid Aà„a sa=e sHbH\ raqe Ke? smÔùH kaH?Aahahaha¦

Ôe _pr kheluH svR &an svR Ae!le ƒvhar ]ut&an, ãƒ]ut nih. AenI to vatj É–aH AhÄ? Aahaha¦ _pr kheluH svR &an, ma=e kæuH'ne svR ]ut&an Ae _pr kheluH svR&an AaTma Ke ke AàTma? Ôe AnaTmano Ôe pÙ levamaH Aave, to te to brabr n=I.kem? ke smSt je jD$p Ana„a Aakaxaid paHc ãƒo, Aahaha¦ \maRiSt, A\maRiSt,pudŸgl prma u, Aakax, kaz Ae temnuH &an sa=e tadaTMy bntuH j n=I. paHc je jDpda=R Ke te &anne ne jDne Aek$pta hotI j n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?


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ƒvhar ]utne svR]utkem kæuH? ke Ame Aem khIAe KIAe ke je &an Ke, Ae teAa„Sv$p Ke Aa„a hare sHbH\ raqnaruH Ke ke Aà„ Sv$p, Aà„a sa=e sHbH\raqnaruH Ke? Aahaha¦ vaÌAa veparIne kam Aava leva tkRna sU"m, Aene levuH pDxebapu¦ Aa jnm mr` m!aDvano bIÔe ko _pay n=I. coraxIna Avtar Aek AekyoinmaH AnHt kyaR bapu Aeno Aene =ak laGyo n=I hÒ. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ huH É–aH gyone É–aH rqDyo KuH? AÔ~ya Ùe5o ne AÔ~ya Aa„aAo ne AÔ~ya wav ne kazmaH.Aahaha¦ wa Aeva pirw/m` te AnHt kaz=I krto Aave Ke. Ae im+yaTvne lne, Aeim+yaTvne !azvano Aa Aek _pay, ke je &an Aagm=I &an =yuH Ae &annuH lÙ p`KoDI Ane je e Aa„anaH lÙe je &an kyuÅ te &ane Aa„ane Anuwƒo, to to tene inüy]utkevzI Aene wvno Awav = gyo. Aekad wv be wv ho wle p` wvno Awavho gya pirw/m` _ske hE hI nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦

hve jene &an khIAe Ane je &an Aene Ô~yuH Ae &annuH svRp uH Ane ƒvhar]utkevzI kæa AenuH kar`? Ae &anno sHbH\ Aa„a hare Ke ke Ae &anno sHbH\ rag nejD hare Ke? Aahahahaha¦ Aa to wgvannaH ko!RnaH kayda Ke kolej Ke, wgvannIkolej Ke. Aahaha¦ loko pKI AevuH khene Aa to AeklI inüynI- sTynI vato kre Ke,Aem krIne Ae inüyawas Ke, AekaHt Ke. kho Ýwu tum tmare qbr n=I tne, Aa wgvantarI cIjnI, xuH cIj Ke? Ýwu tne qbr n=I. Are AenaH Ô`nar &annI p` tne qbrn=I. Aahaha¦

Ae &an j Aa„ane ÔÌ xke, Ae rag=I jày nih. kemke Ae &anno sHbH\Aa„a sa=e Ke. Ae &anno sHbH\ rag sa=e n=I, Ae p` paHc ãƒmaH prãƒmaH- Ôy Kerag, ƒvhar rTn5y. Aahaha¦ Ae je wav]ut&an je Ke Aene Ame svR ]ut kæuH Ae tosvRne Ô`narane pkDyuH ma!e Ane tene Ame ƒvhar]ut kæuH wed$pe to Ae &anno sHbH\Aa„anI (sa=e) Ke ke Ae &anno sHbH\ rag Ke? - ke rag (sa=e) sHbH\ to Ke nih.ragmaH ne xrIrmaH ne vaÌmaH pudŸglmaH ne copDImaH ne puStkmaH ne Ae &an to n=I.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? kho, Ko!awa¦ klk¿amaH mzvuH muXkel Ke. hve \Uz mze TyaHpEsa. Aahahaha¦

Ana„ano pÙ levamaH Aave to te brabr n=I. kar` ke smSt je jD$pAna„a Aakaxaid paHcãƒo qreqr to AemaH ƒvharno rTn5y rag Ke ne? Ae p`ƒvhar ]utkevzIne ne Aene kaH sHbH\ n=I kar` ke Ae ragmaH &an n=I ragne ne &annesHbH\ n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Ae &anne ne Aa„ane sHbH\ Ke, te=I Aene ƒvhar ]utkevzI kæoAe &anne ne ragne sHbH\ Ke to rag to Aà„a Ke. to Aa„anuH je &an te Aà„a sa=esHbH\ raqe Aem kem ho xke? Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? JIÌ vat to Ke bapu.

Aa to 5` lokna na= ijne¬r svR&. Aahaha¦ jenI pase Aek wvtarI [NãoA\RloknaH SvamI kU¿Ina bCCaaHnI jem bese saHwzva. Aahaha¦ smoxr`maH Ýwuna

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smoxr`maH. Aahahaha¦ jenI nIce AsHQy to dev, Aek Aek vEmanmaH Aeva b5Is laqvEman Aeno laDo [Nã AavIne, Aahaha¦ Ae wgvannI vaÌ saHwze. Ae vaÌ kevI hoywa? (AlaEikk) Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan keva hoy ne AenI vaÌ kevI hoy? Aahaha¦AenI ivSmyta AdŸwUtta Aene ko id' AavI n=I. Aahaha¦

Aa bharna @a@ ma@ foSfrs haDkanaH tej Ke b\aH mha`maH haDkanI foSfrscmke ck ck Aem Aa xrIr ne pEsa ne Aab$ ne mkan mo!a. Aohoho¦ Ae mha`naHhaDkaHnI foSfrs Ke bapu¦ tarI cIj ko iwNn Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦ tarI cIjnuH &ankrnaruH &anne p` ƒvhar ]utkevzI khe. Aahaha¦ heH? wle Ae xaÏ &an AoKuH Aenehoy. Aahahaha¦ ityÅcnuH &an Aa„ane pkDe Ke te &anne p` svR ]ut ƒvhar ]utkevzI,Aahaha¦ isHh, isHh hoy jHglno Ane smiktI Ke, bhar A#I iäp bhar AsHQyataisHh ne AsHQyata mCK, AsHQyata vaF smiktI Ke bhar A#I iäp bhar. Aahahaha¦ßyaH Aa„&an pame Ke Aahahaha¦ Aena &anne p` ƒvhar ]utkevzI khIAe, khe Ke.ityÅcna &anne p`. Aahahahaha¦

AihHya to =oDuH F uH ßyaH bharnuH AavDe TyaH Aiwman = Ôy ke Ame ÔÌAeKIAe ne Ame mo!a KIAe ne Ame Aava KIAe ne Are¦ bapu¦ wa tuH É–aH ÔvuH Ke tare?Aahaha¦ konI hare sHbH\ Ke? temnuH &an sa=e sa\n bntuH n=I. kemke temnamaH &anisâ j n=I. te=I ANy pÙno to Awav hova=I &an Aa„a Ke. Ae pÙ isâ =ay KeAe vat ivxeØ khevaxe.

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smysar nv‡dx ga=a cltI hE =oDI calI g, ihNdImeH frIne.Ý=m muQy bat Ae hE ke, Ôe ]ut&anse wav ]ut&an ãVy xaÏka sUnnese &an

ho vo &an nhÄ. yhaH to Svawaivk svR& SvwavI Sv$p Ýwu _ska AvlHbnse Ôe&an huva Ae &anko AhÄya wav ]ut&an khete hE. svR& SvwavI AaTma, AaTma hE AesvR& Svwav hE, AHtr svR& Svwav n ho to svR&pà Aayega khaHse? svR&prmaTma huAa vo Aaya khaH se? Aahahaha¦ AhÄ vzI bIÒ rIte caLyuH Aaje, Ae svR&SvwavI Ýwu _ska svR&ka AvlHbnse Ôe &an ApnemeH pyaRymeH huAa _sko AhÄya wav]ut&an khete hE Ae je ko Òv wav ]ut&anse kevz xuâ AaTmako, Aahahaha¦ Ae!lewav]ut&anse kevz svR& SvwavI xuâ AaTmako, Aahahaha¦ pyaRymeH svR&pà hE nihp` vStumeH svR&Sv$p hE.

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prIÙa krne ÔAega to tuH w/Ú ho Ôyega, AwI btayane? AÚpahuD. _ska Ae A=R hEsU"m hE wgvan, svR& SvwavI wgvan AaTma _ska ]ut&anmeH _ska &an huAa vosvR& Svwavke Aa]yse Ôe wav]ut huAa Ae wav]utmeH svR& SvwavI AaTmaka &anhuAa. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE gHwIr vat bhot. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- AhÄ ÝÆ hota hEALp& hE vh svR&ko kEse Ô e?) svR&ne Ô e, Ae khete hE AhÄya Ae j bat lena hEne? ALp& pyaRymeH svR& SvwavkI ]âa &an brabr hota hE. KtaH svR& SvwavIAaTma ALp& ]ut&anmeH Aata nhÄ. p` _ska sam+yR hE ye sb &an Aata hE.babulalÒ¦ JI`I vat bhu bapu. Aahaha¦ Aaha¦

rai5ko kha =a ne? Aahaha¦ Ùe5ka AHt khaH? Éya cIj hE Aa? Aakax..Aakax.. Aakax.. Aakax.. Aakax caEd b/ïaHD Ôe AsHQy ÔejnmeH hE _sse bharAnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt.. AnHt... cale Ôv to ÉyaHy AakaxkaAHt hE? xuH Éya khete hE Aa? Ae Aakaxka AHt nih ÉyaHy, Aahaha¦ AaEr kalkI Aaidnih ke phela AaTma ko`, ne phelI pyaRy ko`? Aahahaha¦ Ae bI ko AicHTy AnaidAe vStu. AaEr AaTmaka AnHt gu Ôe hE, Ae bI Aakaxna ÝdexnI sHQya krte AnHtgu agu hE, wa magR bhu AlaEikk hE bapu. Aahaha¦ Aakaxka Ôe Ýdex hE AnHt _sseAnHt gu a gu Ae tnamaH AnHtgu a gu ¦ Éya hE Aa? Aohoho¦ AaEr AnHt guhE iktna ke sHQyameH ÉyaHy AHte y Aave nih. KtaH TyaH hE. Aahaha¦ ijskI sHQyameH AHtna Aave AEsa (tna) gu wI AaTmameH hE. Aahaha¦ Aakaxka AHt n Aave p` AEsahE, kazka AHt n Aave p` kaz AEsa hE. Aahahaha¦

AEse wgvan AaTma Apna svR& Svwavkae Ônkr Ôe ]ut&an huAa, vo]ut&ankI pyaRymeH wI svR& SvwavIkI ÝtIit Aaya, AaEr Ae svR& Svwavka pyaRymeH&an Aaya, KtaH vo svR& SvwavI cIj (Ae) pyaRymeH nih AatI. Aahaha¦ Aek vat.tnI vtRman ]ut&ankI pyaRy sara svR& Svwavko ÔneH top` je svR& sHpU RSvwav hE _smeHse ]ut&an huAa to _sko ÔnnekI laykatvaza tna huAa KtaH AeSvwavmeH kmI (hu) nih. Aahahahaha¦ AaEr _smeH kevz&an ho, ma ekcHdwa¦Aahaha¦ Ýwu magR ko AlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae svR&p`a Ýg! huAa to wI svR&SvwavmeH kmI hu AHdr AEsa nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AaEr svR& pyaRy Ýg! hu, _ska Ôe Aivwag ÝitCKed AnHt hE, ÉyuHik svR&to AnHta svR&aeHko wI Ônte hE AnHt svR&aeHko wI Ônte hE. Aahaha¦ to Ae svR&kIpyaRymeH ijtna wag Aivwag AHx pDte hE, AnHt.. AnHt.. Aahaha¦ tna hI AeAnHt ãVymeH hE &an gu meH. Aahaha¦ kevz&ankI pyaRymeH je!lI sam+yRta Aivwagjena wag n pDe AEsa Ked krke. AnHt-AnHt Aivwag (AHx) Ýwu magR bhu dulRwhE wa. Aahaha¦ KtaHy Ae cIj to tere pas pDI hE AHdr. Aahaha¦ Ae svR&ka AeAnHta Aivwag ÝitCKed Ýg! huAa (to wI) tna ne tna &aykmeH AnHt Aivwag

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ÝitCKed hE. Aahahaha¦AEsI xi› Ôe hE, AEsa svR& Ýwu Svwav AaEr svR& je pyaRy hu. Aahaha¦

_smeH to AnHt AguÌlFu pyaRy (Ýg! hu) wa Ae xuH Ke, Éya hE? svR& pyaRymeH AnHtgu I v<iâ ho Ôy ne AnHt gu I hain ho Ôye.. pyaRy AEsI-AEsI. Aahaha¦ Éya hE Aa?smjmeH Aaya? Ae kevz&ankI pyaRy, AhÄ to Aap e ]ut&anse AaTma Ô e AemaH Aalena hE.. ke AevI kevz&ankI pyaRy je AnHt hogI, Ae bI sb xi›$p &angu meHsvR&pàmeH pDI hE. Ae svR& SvwavI AaTma je &anse ÔnnemeH Aave Aate hEH, Ae &ankoAhÄya ]ut&an khete hE. Aahahaha¦

JIÌ vat Ke bapu. Aa ko vataR k=a n=I. Aa to svR& i5lokna= ijneNãdevkIbat hE. Aahaha¦ Aga\ Aga\ gHwIr cIj hE. kwI AWyas ikya nhÄ, kwI sUna nhÄ.Aahaha¦

AEse Ok Aek gu kI Aek Aek pyaRymeH AnHt Aivwag ÝitCKed tna ne tnagu meH tna Aivwag ÝitCKed. Aahaha¦ Ae Aivwag ÝitCKedvazI pyaRy Ýg! huKtaH AHtrmeH to ijtna gu meH hE Aivwag ÝitCKed to xi› to tnI ne tnI rhetIhE, svR&pà Ýg! ho to p` &aykpà svR& SvwavI vStu hE to tnI ne tnI hE,AaEr mit&an pyaRy, ]ut&an pyaRy, kevz&ankI AnHtmeH wage hE, to p` &aykwavmaHsvR&Sv$pI je AaTma Ae to tna ne tna hE. Aahahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? waAa to AlaEikk vatuH hE. svR& ijne¬rdev jene Aek smymeH itnkaz itnlok deqa waAe ko magR AlaEikk hE Ýwu. Aahahaha¦ AEse AaTma svR&kI pyaRy Ýg! ho to wIkhete hE ke svR&kI pyaRyka ktaR svR& ãVy nhÄ. ma ekcHdwa¦ ÉyaH Aa vat. Aahaha¦loko ÉyaH A!k–a Ke ÉyaH vStu pDI Ke Aa. svR& pyaRy Ýg! hu, Aahaha¦ AEsIAnHtI pyaRy &an gu meH hE. AEsa svR& Sv$pI Ýwu ]ut&anse ÔnnemeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ Ae wav]ut&ankI takat iktnI? Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

AaEr Ae svR& pyaRy Ýg! hotI hE, _ska ktaR ãVy nhÄ, (AaTm) ãVy nhÄ AepyaRy-pyaRyka ktaR, KtaH Aa hE ãVymeHse. Aahaha¦ Ae k ApeÙaAe bat hE? Aahaha¦Ae pyaRy to ApnI stŸ Ahetuk, Aahahaha¦ SvtH5 pyaRy hu hE ãVyke kar`se nhÄ, gu kekar`se nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tarI bilharI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae _ska je cEtNy Svwav-svR&pà huAa to Ae cEtNy Svwave Ýg! ikya AEsa nih, pyaRy hE ne? AavI vat Ke.Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae e wgvan svR&nI je Aa&a, AhÄ to ivcar Éya Aaya ke svR&kIAa&a mankr prIÙa krna, AeklI Aa&a ivna prIÙa krne Ôyega to w/Ú ho ÔAega,AEsa Aayane, AwI btayane? Aahahaha¦ bapu vStu AEsI gHwIr hE. je sMyGdxRn AenIsa= huAa ]ut&an AemaH tnI takat hE ke je AHdr svR& AnHtI pyaRy Ýg! ho AEsa gupD–a hE, AaEr AnHtI smiktnI pyaRy Ýg! hogI, Ae sb ]âa gu meH pDI hE AHdr.Aahaha¦ AaEr AnHt AnHt AanHd Ýg! hoga kevzIko, AEsI AnHt AanHd (pyaRy) jena


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AanHd gu meH pD–a hE. Aahahaha¦ AnHt vIyR prmaTmako Ýg! hota hE.wa wa*aa wle ihNdI p` wav to Ôe hE ye hE, kwI AWyas nih, Ae bat ATyare

cltI nhÄ. Arere¦ Aene AnHt vIyR Ôe Ýg! huAa prmaTmako to bI AHdr vIyRnI pUr`ta_smeH qamI Aa nih, AaEr pUr` vIyR Ôe hE. Ae AnHt vIyR Ýg! hE _ska ye ktaR nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- AdŸwut AaüyR lgta hE) AaüyRkI bat hE bapa. Aahaha¦

Aek AHgUznaH AsHQy wagmaH ingodna AnHt Òv, AsHQy xrIr AHgUznaHAsHQy wagmaH AsHQy xrIr, Aek xrIrmaH AnHt Òv. Aek Aek Òv svR& SvwavI.Aahaha¦ bapu Aa xuH cIj Ke? Ae ijnvrdev isvay (ÉyaHy n=I) Aahahaha¦ AreÝwuna ivrh pD–a, wgvan hE nhÄ, vStuno ivrh, pyaRymaH vStuno ivrh n=I. pyaRy_sko Ô`e to pyaRymaH wgvanka ivrh hE nih. Aahaha¦

Éya ikya? Aam 5` lokna na= mhaivdehmeH rhe gye. wrt Ùe5meH ivrh pD–a,p` AhÄyaH AEsI svR& xi›ka wHDar wgvan. vo svR& ]ut&anse Ô e, to _skoivrh nhÄ. (]ota:- wgvanka ivrh nhÄ idqta hE) brabr wa? Aahaha¦ Aohoho¦Aa to fer ilya vo ihNdI, Ae to frIne nIkze to y Ae vat bapa xuH khIAe. Aahahaha¦Ae vStuno Svwav Aek prma umeH AnHta gu o Ane Aek AHguzna AsHQy wagmaH AekAakaxna ÝdexmaH AnHta prma una SkH\ rhe, Ane Aeke Aek SkH\maH AnHt prma uH rheAne Aekek prma umeH ijtna Aakaxna gu hE, Òvna gu hE. tnI sHQyameH prma umaHgu hE. Aa xuH cIj Ke Aa te. Ko!awa¦ AamaH kaH klk¿e- klk¿e mze AevuH n=I.(]ota:- Ae &an p¿o mezvI Lye Ke.) Aahahaha¦

AihHya to ]ut&anse AaTma Ô e Aeno A=R hale Ke ke AaTma iktna- kevDo?jemaH AnHt AnHt gu o Ane AnHtI pyaRy je kevz&an AaidnI Ýg! =ay Aeno SvwavAHdr pair`aimkwave wav. svR& Ô e ke Aa pyaRy Aa AavI ne Aa pyaRy AhÄ=I gne AhÄ Ôxe. Aahaha¦ Ae svR& Ô e . Aahaha¦ AguÌlFunI Ø!Ÿgu hain v<iâ,kevz&anno pyaRy p` AemaH AnHt gu v<iâ ne AnHt gu hain = Ôy Aek smymaH,KtaH p` Ae pyaRy 5`kaz 5`lokne Ô e Ae!lI ne Ae!lI rhe Ke . xuH Ke Aa? ãVymaH=IAnHtI pyaRy Ýg! =ay KtaH ãVy Ae!la ne Ae!la (AevuH ne AevuH) rhega. gu meHse AnHtIpyaRy pU R Ýg! ho to wI gu tna ne tna rhega. Aahahaha¦ Ane pyaRy wI...Aahaha¦ pU R Ýg! ho, vo wI pU R pyaRymeH prkI ApeÙase _Tpþ hu AEsa nhÄ.Aahahahaha¦ Aevo je wgvan AaTma gHwIr rhe Ýwu¦ p` sUnneko sUnna to pDegaÝwu. Aahaha¦ AnHt-AnHt gu Ôe AnHtI pU R pyaRy Ae pU R pyaRymeH AnHtgu hain-v<iâ AguÌlFu wav. Aohohoho¦ (]ota:- hain- v<iâ xuH?) Ae hain v<iâ QyalmeH nAave Ae ma!e to vat mUkI Ke. pyaRy kevz&an 5` kaz 5`lokne Ô e AEsI pyaRytnI ne tnI rhe KtaH _smeH AnHt gu , hainv<iâ =ay Ae to svR& Ô e. Aahaha¦(kevzI Ô e) AevI vat Ke. bhu laHbI vat krIAe, to Ø!Ÿ gu hain v<iâ drek gu mo!I

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vat Aam laHbI vat drek pyaRy mit&an Ok smynI pyaRymaH Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ, Aekkevz&annI pyaRy =ay, Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ, AnHt AanHd huAa _smeH p` Ø!Ÿgu hainv<iâ. Aahaha¦

É–a hE Aa te? Ýwu tera SvwavnI ko AicHTy mihma. Ae ko ivkLpse parnhÄ Aayega, Aahaha¦ Aem btana hE. Aahaha¦ vo xuwragse Ae Aa p¿a lg Ôy?ragnI myaRda ne hÒ to sIma Ke. Aahahaha¦ wle AaTmakI ]ut&ankI pyaRy wImyaRidt hE kevz&annI ApeÙaAe AnHtmeH wage, Aahahaha¦ KtaH Ae &an svR&nIAnHtI pyaRy Ýg! ho jEse ãVymeH, Ae ãVyko Ae ]ut&an Ônte hE brabr. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? wa vItrag magR ijne¬r devno magR dUsra (ApUvR) AlaEikk hE.Aohoho¦ jem jem éHDa jAe tem tem teno p¿o éHDo éHDo laGya kre. Aahaha¦

AaHhÄ khe Ke, ]utse Ae ]ut, wav]ut lena (smjna) vtRman wav]ut&an ke jei5kazI svR&ka Svwavke AvlHbnse huAa, ijska AvlHbnse huAa, _sko Ae ]ut&anpU R Ônte hE. Aahahaha¦ Are¦ smysar Ane AenI !Ika ne Aena xBdo?¦ je Ôe ]utsewav ]ut&anse xuH? wgvankI vaÌ sUnI Ae svR& hE, vaÌmeH wI bhot Aata hE batSvpr Ae sUnI ne Ôe &an huAa, vo huAa Apnese, KtaH vo &ankI pyaRy prlÙI hE, skIbat yhaH hE nhÄ, Ae prlÙI &anse AaTma ÔnnemeH Aata hE AEsa hE nih. smÔy Ae!luHsmjvuH Ýwu terI Ýwutano par nhÄ na=. Aahahaha¦

teremeH Aek Aek xi›meH ¬rta wrI hE. Aek AnHt xi›yaeHmeH Aek xi›meH AnHtÝwuta wrI hE. Aahahaha¦ AhÄya to Aem khena hE ke AEsI AnHtI Ýwutaka $p Aek$pvStu svR& SvwavmeH wI AnHtI Ýwuta hE. svRdx±meH AnHt Ýwuta hE. Ýwuta gu meH wIAnHt Ýwuta hE. ]âan gu meH AnHtI Ýwuta hE. cair5meH AnHtI Ýwuta hE. AiStTvgu meH AnHtI Ýwuta hE. AEse (AEse) AnHt AnHt gu Aek-Aek gu meH AnHtI Ýwuta,AnHtI ¬rtaH AEsa AnHtI ¬r(ta)ka gu ka \rnevala ¬r Ýwu, Ao ko bIÔ¬r nih. Aahaha¦ Ae ¬rko (injko) ]utse kevz xuâAaTmako Ônte hE. Aahahaha¦AEse ]ut&anse kevz Aek$p AaTma i5kaz, kevz xuâ AaTmako Ônte hE. Aahaha¦smjmeH Aate hE? Aahahaha¦ Aa bIÒ rIte AaVyuH vzI, kal bIÒ rIte htuH. Ae kaH.....Aahaha¦

je, Ôe ko ÝaÌ AaTma Apna wav ]ut&an ke Ôe svR& SvwavI Ýwu AaüyRkarI(ne) AdŸwut xi›ka wHDar wgvan Aek hoH, AEsI to AnHtI xi› hE. Aahaha¦ AEsavStu je Ýwu ApnI cIj pU R vo ]utse Ôe ÔneH kevz xuâ AaTmako Ôe ÔneH, Aekla xuâAaTmako ÔneH Aem khete hE. ÔeyuH? Aahaha¦ ]utse ]utko ÔneH AEsa nhÄ kha wa, xuH? Éyaikya? Aahahaha¦ Aek wav]ut&an Ôe huAa bapu Aa to ApUvR vat hE wa, Aewav]ut&anse wav]ut&an Ôna Aesa nhÄ kha- Aahahahaha¦

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[Não Ane AenI pTnI- ÏI wI Aek wvtarI hE, pit pTnI donaeH Aek wve moÙ ÔnevalahE. su\mR devlokmeH. Ae wgvankI vaÌ sUnneko Ôte hE, Ýwu Ae vaÌ kEsI hogI?Aahaha¦ Ae vaÌmaH kEsI AaüyRta AatI hogI? Aahaha¦ Aahahahaha¦ Ae vaÌmaHiktnI gHwIrta, Aahaha¦ AhÄ to =oDa sa\ar` ßyaH bol Aaid AavDe ßyaH TyaH Ô eke Aahaha¦ Ame to Ô e ÉyaHy v\I Gya ne Aagz v\I gya. Are Ýwu sUn to shIwa¦

Ôe ]ut&anse ]ut&anko Ônte hE AEsa nhÄ kha, wav]ut&anse Aa AaTmakoÔneH i5kaz, AnHtI xi›ka wHDar ne Aek Aek xi› p` AnHt AnHt Svwavka wHDar,AEse Aek$p Ýwu AaTma, Aahahaha¦ _sko Ône ve ]utkevzI hE.. (vhI) ]utkevzI hE.Ae e pU R AaTmako Ô~ya Ae ]ut&an, ma!e Ae ]ut&an Ae pU R ]ut&anI hE. Aahahaha¦Ae ]utkevzI hE, sMyGdxRn huva, pU aRnHdka na= AnHt xi›ka wHDar Aek Aek xi›meHAicHTy AicHTy sam+yR je Aekdm A&anIna sa\ar` tkRse p` p¿a n lge, AevIvItrage je wav deqa Ane kha AEsa hE, AEsa AaTmako je Ônte hE, Aahahaha¦ Ae]utkevzI hE. smjmeH Aaya? Ae ]utkevzI prma=eR ]utkevzI hE. Aahaha¦ Aaya? vhto prma=R hE¦ hEH? Aa Aek pHi› (meH) iktnI wrI hE sHto idgHbr sHtonI vaÌ.Aahahaha¦

je ko wav ]ut&an äara, Aahaha¦ AaTmako ÔneH, wav ]ut&anse ]utko ÔneHke pyaRyko ÔneH AEsa n ilya. wav ]ut&anse kevz AaTmako ÔneH Ýwuko ÔneH. Aahaha¦Aahahaha¦ mEH pU R prmaTma ãVy hU¥ AEsa Ôe wav]ut&an äara ÔneH Ae ]utkevzI prma=eRhE, y=a=RmeH vaStivktameH vo ]utkevzI hE. (]ota: Ônvrko hota hE?)

Ônvrko hote hE. pxuko, narkIko hota hE. sMyGdxRnnae wav satmI nrk jemaHÔnevala im+ya¹iÚ Ôte hE TyaH smiktI n Ôy, p` gya pIKe smikt hota hE. vonIkze pIKe wI im+yaTv ho Ôta hE. p` ibcna kazmaH sMyGdxRn hota hE. satmI nrk.Aahaha¦ Ae bI je wav]utse AaTmako ÔneH, Aahahaha¦ Ae ]utkevzI. waAe to AemkI\uH ityRHcmeH AEsa? p` nrkmeH wI AEsa, AaEr ityÅcmeH wI pxu AsHQy pDa hE bhar,A#I äIp bhar AsHQy pxu hE isHh, vaF, mCK, kaEva AsHQy hE, _smeH AsHQymeH,AsHQymeH wagmeH AsHQy smiktI hE. Ae smiktIko AhÄya ]utkevzI kha. Aahahaha¦wgvan AaTma AHdr, Aahahahaha¦ jenI pyaRynI pU R sam+yRnI xi› p` Apnesehu hE. Ae i5kazmeHse nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AEsa i5kazI wgvan &ayk Sv$p Ýwu pUr`wa¦ Ae vStu ko AgMy hE. Aahaha¦ AgMyko gMy krna hE. hEH? Aahaha¦

Ae ityÅc hE ye wI sMyG¹iÚ wav ]utse kevz Ýwu AaTma pU aRnHdka na=svR&SvwavI, svRdx±SvwavI, pU R AanHd SvwavI, pU R vIyR SvwavI, pU R Ýwu-SvwavI, pU R ktaR SvwavI, pU R kayR SvwavI, pU R kayR Svwav _ska AHdrmeH. Aahaha¦pU R sa\n SvwavI, Aahaha¦ pU R Aa\ar SvwavI. Aahahahaha¦ AEsa AaTmako

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AvlHbn lekr je &an huAa, Ae &an _sko Ônte hE. smjmeH Aaya? Aa AEsI ko vathE xaÏmeH AEsa to lÙ krna, smjmeH Aaya? ko isâaHt svR& i5lokna= idgHbrsHto Ae AenI vaÌmaH ko bhot hE. gHwIrta. wavnI AEsI ko cIj hE. to AEsa lÙkrna. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

;Ae prma=R hE', Ae prma=R hE, je AHtrmeH ragka lÙ KoDkr Sv$p i5kazIka lÙkrke, Ôe &an huAa, Ae &an ijske lÙse huAa _sko vo &an Ô e. Aahaha¦ Ae toprma=R ]utkevzI hE. Aahaha¦

iqskolI hotI hE, qIskolI Éya khete hE. (]ota:- iqlehrI) iqlehrI. - Aeneysmikt hota hE. ha=Iko hota hE. wrt nhÄ. Aaya nih, wrtna im5 ha=I =a to vobe@kr Ôte =e vo wgvanka dxRn krne to wrtko vErag ho gya, id"aa le ilya toha=Iko ÔitSmr` ho gya. ivcar krte ke Are¦ Aa to maro im5, Aekdm pHdr-pHdridvsne AaHtre Aahar leta hE Aap e Sva|yay mHidrmeH (iCa5) hE Ane AaTm&an.Aahaha¦ xrIr Ao cahe to ha=Ika ho ke mnu*yka ho ke #e#groDIka ho, #e#groDI smjte?nanI nanI nih hotI hE KIpklI? ijvat pkDte hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae p` AaTma AHdr Kene Ýwu? xrIr Ae iwþ cIj hE AaTma iwþ cIj hE. Aahaha¦ Aene p` ßyare ]ut&an=IAaTmanuH &an hota hE to ]utkevzI khenemeH Aata hE _sko. Aahaha¦ AaEr Aek vat huprma=R ]utkevzI. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

je e AHdrmaH wav]utse AaTmako Ôna, Ae Apna Sv$p sa\neko ivxeØ sa\nekoku!uHb ÏI Aaid KoDkr vnmeH cale Ôta hE, Ae kEsI cIj hogI? mata ipta hÔroraÌAo Ane jene nIlmÌna to ladI, mkanmeH nIlmÌnI ladI, AEsa mkan AaErÏIyaH, cÊvt±ka dIkra ho ke raÌ ho mha p` Aa ßyaH (injka) wan huAa AHdrmeH,Are¦ mE to AanHdna na= ]utkevzI Aa merI cIj to pU R. Arere¦ mere sa\neka mereSv$pmeH ivxeØ sa\neka (hE) mE to inv<i¿ levuHga. Aahaha¦ Ae hÔro raÌAo mataipta Ae bHgla, nIlmÌnI ladI, Sfi!kna mkan, Sfi!kna mkan, bapu 5`lokno na=(inÔTma) AhÄ jàò Ke, Aena sa\vane ma!e Aek bzqa jem KoDe, KU!e AemcÊvt±ka raj KoDte hE. Aahaha¦ bzqa smjte hE? =UHk, AEse AHtrka AanHdka na=(&aykÝwu) ßyaH ÔnnemeH Aaya, _sko sa\neko AHtrmeH Sv$pmeH iS=r honeko AenIlmÌna ne Sfi!kna mkan trànI jem KoDkr cle Ôte hE vnmaH, vaF ne v$nIibcmeH ßyaH paÌ Aaharna ibHduy n mze. Aahaha¦

Éya hoga mere (muJe) jHglmeH? hoga mere (muJe) jHglmeH kevz&an. Aahaha¦AtIiNãy AanHdno qorak lete lete lete AtIiNãy AanHdka wojn krte krte AtIiNãyAanHd Ýg! hoga. Aahaha¦ babulalÒ¦ AavI cIj saHwzva mztI n=I ATyare AreÝwu xuH =ay wa¦ Aahaha¦ i5lokna= AnHt ijneNãono Aa pokar Ke. AnHt tI=Åkro,AnHt kevzIAo Aahaha¦ Ae AnHt tI=Åkrone kevzIAone p` Aek smymaH Ô`narI


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xi› Aene AnHtne Ô`tI hE, AevI AnHt pyaRy AnHtI pyaRy to AHdr Aek &angu meHpDI hE, AEsa &an gu sHpþ Ýwu Ane AnHt gu ka Sv$p Aek, kevz AaTmako je eAEsako Ôna. Aahaha¦ prma=R ]utkevzI hE. sHto khete hE ke hm khete hE ke Ae prma=R]utkevzI hE. Aahaha¦ ]utmeH Ônna =a pU R Ae sb Ôn ilya _sne. smjmeH Aaya?

Ae sMyGdxRn kho ke ]ut&an kho, &annI ApeÙaAe ]ut&an ne ÝtItnI ApeÙaAesMyGdxRn. Aahaha¦

;AaEr Ôe svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE' Éya khete hE? ke je AaTma pirpU R vStu hE,_sko je &an Ônte hE &an, Ae &anko AhÄya svR &an khenemeH Aaya hE. phele to &an]ut&anse AaTma Ôna Ae prma=R ]utkevzI, hve Ôe ]ut&an hE, svR ]ut&anko ÔntehE. Aahaha¦ ãVy ]utkI bat AihHya nih, AHtr &ankI pyaRymeH sara pU R AaTmaÔnnemeH Aaya, AEsa &anko svR &an khete hEH. vo svR& &an Aem nih. Aahaha¦ svR&an, &anmeH pirpU R Ýwu, pU R svR& SvwavI je &ane Ô~ya te &anko svR &an khenemeHAata hE, (Aha¦) svR &an khenemeH Aata hE. (Aoho¦) svR &an khenemeH Aata hE.Aahahaha¦ je &anse AaTmako Ôna vo prma=R ]ut Ae prma=R kevzI, Ane je e AeÔnnevalI cIjko Ôna Ae &anko svR&an khete hEH. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat krte hE.svR& SvwavI wgvanko Ôna, to Ae &anko svR&an khete hE, Aahahaha¦

Arere¦ wrtÙe5 ÉyaH Ýwu ne ÉyaH mhaivdeh ne kyaH Aa iS=it¦ Aohoho¦ Aewgvan pase kEsI va`I¦ kEsa ]ota¦ Aahaha¦ AhÄya to prmaTmake pas gye =einüy prmaTma ne Vyvhar prmaTma, kuHdkuHdacayR Aahaha¦ vo khete hEH ke je &an AHtrnuHwav &an je AaTmane Ô`vanI laykvazuH (laykatvazuH) wav &an Aene Ame svR]ut&an khete hE. Aahahahaha¦ kem ke je svR& SvwavI AaTma AEsako Ônnevala &anAe &anko svR &an khete hE. wle svR& nhÄ p` svR&an. Aahahaha¦ ]ut&an trIkesvR&an Aem. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? bapu vItrag magR JI`o Are Ýwu mZyo n=IhÒ Aene hÇ. Aahahaha¦ Arere¦ mnu*yno wv Ae wvna Awav ma!e wv Aa hE. Ae koduinyamaH pEsa mezvva ne \H\a krna Ae ma!e Aa wv nhÄ Ýwu, bharnI mo!p mezvvIne. Aahaha¦ mnu*yno wv &ayte [it Aa„ &anmŸ te mnu*y. Aahahaha¦ je AaTmakoÔne &ayte Aene mnu*y khIAe, bakI pxu Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa xrIrnI suHdrta ne l"mInI suHdrta ne mo!p, mkan mo!a Aars pha`namo!a sHgemrmrna ke Aa Sfi!kna. Aahaha¦ Ae kazna H\nna kaznI AiGn pase è\`ho ÔAega, è\` jem lkDI AiGnmeH bz (szgI) ÔtI hE. Aahahahaha¦ prmaTmÝkaxmeH hE. mHidr kroDo $ipya ka bnaya ho p` kaz$pI AiGnka Ae è\` ho ÔAega.Aahahaha¦ Ýwu Ae ko cIj ko xa¬tI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ xa¬t cIjko jene Ô~ya Ae&anko ;svR &an' khete hE. nvrHgwa¦ Aahahaha¦

Ôe svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE. Aahahaha¦ je &ane ]ut&anwav hoH, AaTma Ô~ya

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Ae &anko svR ]ut&an khete hE. Aahaha¦ Ae svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE. svR ]ut&ankoÔnte hE, AemaH ]ut&anse AaTmako Ônte hE phele Aaya. Aa svR ]ut&an svR ]ut&ankoÔnte hE. to pyaRy Aa g ne Vyvhar Aaya. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Ôe svR]ut&anko Ônte hE ve ]utkevzI hE, p` Ae Vyvhar. ÉyuHik &an svR hE, svRko Ôna AEsa&an Ae &anko Vyvhar ]utkevzI khete hE, &anko Vyvhar ]utkevzI khete hE Ane &anseAaTmako Ône Aene prma=R ]utkevzI khete hE. Aahaha¦

b\I AÔ`I vatuH, AolI ko tI=R krvuH Ô5a krvI Aa krvuH bapu. Aahaha¦5`lokno na= Are pyaRyna ÝemmaH AaDsmaH pD–o Ke Aekkor AaDo, (AaFo) ragnaÝemmaH Ýwu mo!o wgvan AHdr hE p` Aekkor rhI gya. Aahaha¦

AihHya khete hE, Ôe svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE. svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE. phelamaH Éyakha =a, kevz xuâ AaTmako Ônte hE Aem kha =a, p` AihHya hve &an-&anko ÔntehE. Ae gu -gu &an pyaRy hu _sko Ônte hE. Aahahaha¦ Ae ]utkevzI Vyvhar hE. AeVyvhar hE. Aahahaha¦

rag, dya dan wi› ne rag Ae Vyvhar AenI bat AhÄya hE nih. Aahahaha¦Ae to AsdŸwUt, Aa to _smeH hE pyaRymeH, Aahaha¦ to Ae &anko Vyvhar khete hE.Aahaha¦

ÉyÇik Ae —&an te AaTma˜ Aem &an te AaTma AEsa &ankI sa= AaTmakatadaTMy sHbH\ hE, Ae btaneko sdŸwUt Vyvharnyse ]ut&anko Ônnevaleko Vyvhar]utkevzI kha. Aahahaha¦ Ae ga=aka A=R huAa. hve _ska SpÚIkr`.

—yhaH do pÙ lekr prIÙa krte hE.˜ ikska? ke Aa ]ut&an te svR]ut&an te]ut&an hE Ae AaTma sa=e sHbH\ raqte hE tadaTMy te=I Aene Ame Vyvhar ]ut kæa._ska kar` Éya? _ska kar`- hetu Éya? yhaH do pÙ lekr prIÙa krte hE. Lyo prIÙato AavI. Aa&ako Ý\an raqkr prIÙa krna Ae to Aaya _smeH btaya ne AwIAeklI Aa&a KoDkr AeklI prIÙa krke hm manega to w/Ú ho Ôyega. Aahaha¦btaya hE ne _smeH?

ALp&anIAomeH be@kr mhHt buiâ rqe tb Apna Ýaº &an wI nÚ ho Ôyega.Aahahahaha¦ s Ýkar Ônkr inüy Vyvhar$p AagmkI k=n pâitko inüyVyvhar Aagm k=n pâitko smjkr _ska ]âan krke y=a xi› Aacr` krna.s kazmeH, Aahaha¦ guÌ sHÝdayke ivna mhHt nih bnna. Aahahaha¦ guÌgm, jEnsen imlI ho, Aa wvmeH ke pr wvmeH guÌgm to imla nhÄ Ane ApnI SvCKHde vaHce nesmje khete hE. Aahaha¦ hE? guÌ sHÝdayke ibna mhHt nih bnna. ijn Aa&aka lop nhÄkrna, heH? Aahaha¦ ko khete hE hm to prIÙa krke ijnmtko maneHge, ve v<=a (nkama)bkte hE.

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Svwav Ae pyaRy Svwav Aaid ko AlaEikk vatHu hE b\I. Aahaha¦ v<=a bkte hE.SvLpbuiâka &an prIÙa krneke yoGy nhÄ hE, Aahaha¦ 5` lokna na= ijne¬rnIAa&ase Ôe Aaya AenI ALpbuiâ, prIÙa krne Ôyega nih kr skega. Aahaha¦ AEsIcIj gHwIr hE na=, tum gHwIr hE, terI xi› gHwIr hE, terI dxa gHwIr hE. Aahaha¦ dUsra(bIjuH) ãVyka gu wI gHwIr hE. AnHt gu bIÔ prma u(ka) Aaidka. Aahaha¦SvLpbuiâka &an prIÙa krneke yoGy nih. Aa&ako Ý\an rqkrke bne ijtnI prIÙakrnemeH doØ nhÄH, ÔeyuH? Aahaha¦ phele to svR&kI ÝtIt hu hE AaEr svR&kI Aa&akIÝtIt hu. to Ae Aa&a Ý\an rqkr, Aahaha¦ Aa&ako muQy rqkr bne ijskI prIÙakrnemeH doØ nhÄ.

kevz prIÙa hI ko Ý\an rqnese kevz prIÙa hI. Aahaha¦ gHwIr Svwav Ýwu ijnAa&ameH to gHwIr Svwav Ok Aek cIjka Aaya. Aahaha¦ wgvannI Aa&ako muQy rqkrprIÙa, kevz prIÙakI Ý\an rqnemeH ijnmtse Cyut ho ÔAe, to bDa doØ Aave, tum bhotxHka krega Aa kya. Aakax ke Ýdexse AnHt gu a gu , hE to tnameH, AaEr hE AHgulka AsHQywagmeH AnHt ingod hE to tna. Are Ýwu sun to shI Ýwu¦ Ae SvwavnI mihma jewgvane deqI hE Ae Ýma e kha, Ae Aa&anI muQyta rqkr prIÙa krna. Aahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦Aahaha¦ guÌgm ilqa hE jEn \mR (AlaEikk) dxa hE. Aahaha¦ koka pUvRka sHSkar ho kaHvtRman guÌgm ho vo ilqa smje AEsI cIj hE. Aahaha¦

s Ýkar ÔnaeH, ijnmtse Cyut ho Ôye, to bDa doØ Aayega, silye to ijnkoApne iht Aiht pr ¹iÚ hE, ijnkI Apne ihtne Aiht pr ¹iÚ hE. hEH? Ae to s ÝkarÔnaeH, AaEr ijnko ALp&anIAomeH mhHt bnkr Apne man, low, bDa, ivØy kØaypuÚ krna ho _nkI to bat nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ sU"m bat Aa g hE. ma ekcHdÒ¦ batto AEsI hE. ve to jEse Apne ivØy kØay puÚ hÇge vEse kreHge. ApnI man, bDa puÚIhÇgI vEse kreHge. Aahaha¦ _nko moÙmagRka _pdex nhÄ lgta, ivprItko iks cIj ka_pdex? s Ýkar Ônna caihAe.

juAo, A=Rkare pHiDtÒAe. AÚpahuDmaH (]ota:- Aa&ase kam cl ÔAe to prIÙakyUH krna?) Aa&ase tdŸn Aa&ase (kam Aem) nih. tdŸn Aa&ase nih AHdr prIÙkho, vo muQyta honI caihAe, nhI to Aekla vcnse manna to dUsra btaAega to w/Úho ÔAega. AamaH ilya hE moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH !oDrmlÒAe Aekla vcnse mane p`AHdr muQy prIÙa honI cahIAe ke Aoho, AaTmano Svwav to &an _ska A=R Ae svR&Svwav hE, AEse to prI"aa krnI. Aahaha¦ Ane svR& SvwavI hE, to ijske mtmeHsvR&p`a Ýg! huAa ho _ska kha pH= ye pH= hE, ijske mtmeH svR& nhÄ ye pH= claveye pH= nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AhÄya khete hE ]ut kevzI Ae Vyvhar hE hve be pÙlne vat krxe pKI. ivxe*a.

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Ývcn nH. 3p ga=a 9-10 ta. 16-7-78 rivvar, AØa# sud-11 sH. 2p04

smysar 9‡10 ga=a frIne !Ika:- —Ý=m to je ]utse kevz xuâ Aa„ako ÔntehE, Ae ]utkevzI hE,˜ kya kha? wav]ut&an inivRkLp xaHit smai\ vo äara Aa„akoÔnte hE, Ae Aa„ako Ônnevala prma=R inüy ]utkevzI khenemeH Aata hE. smjmeHAaya? Aa„a vStu Ôe Aa„ pda=R Aene je &an, inivRkLp &an hokr ragka wI pÙKoDkr inivRkLp xaHit, smai\ Ae äara je Aa„ako i5kazIko ÔneH, Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? sU"m bat hE wa prm sTy bhu sU"m. Aa Aa„a cIj Ôe hE AnHt AanHd neAnHt &an sHpþ Ýwu, ijska Svwav hE _ska to map kya? Amap &an ne AmapdxRn ne AanHd Aaid AEsa Aek$p vStu, AnHt gu meH Aek$p vStu ãƒ. _sko Ôe/ &anvtRman rag riht hokr inivRkLp xaHit äara ãƒko Ônte hEH, _sko inüy ]utkevzIkhete hE. JI`I vat hE. babulalÒ¦ Aahaha¦

je Aa Aa„a vStu hE. pirpU R AHtr (pirpU R) sHpdase wra pDa Ýwu _sko ÔevtRman &an inivRkLp nam ragnI ApeÙa KoDkr inivRkLp xaHit ne smai\ AEse Aeäara vo _smeH &an Aaya. Ae äara Aa„ako ÔneH Ae inüy ]utkevzI khenemeH Aata hE.smjmeH Aaya? AavI vat sU"m hE. AhÄya to Aa„ako je e Ô~ya Ae inüy ]utkevzIhE. p` Ae k rIte Ôna? AHtrmeH ragse iwNn hokr je &an xaHit Ane vItragI pyaRyhu Ae äara je Aa„a ÔnnemeH Aaya, ske äara sI\a Aa„a ÔnnemeH Aaya, _skoinüy ]utkevzI khete hE.

b\I vat jgt=I inrazI Ke wa xBdo Ôuda, wav Ôuda AevI Ke qbr Ke neAahaha¦ mUz cIj AaqI AHtr vStu wgvan Aa„a inTy vStu-\/uv vStu-xa¬tvStu hE. vo kaH n _TpNn hu nih, AaEr _ska AHxe p` nax hoga AEsI cIj nih,AEsa xa¬t Ýwu AivnaxI Aa„a _sko vtRman xaHit ragse riht hokr-ragseiwNn hokr ApnI xaHit Ane &anäara je Aa„ako Anuwve- Aa„ako Ô e [skoAhÄya inüy sCca ]utkevzI khenemeH Aata hE. kho rajmlÒ¦ devIlalÒ¦ Aahaha¦hE? Ae prma=R hE.

AaEr Ôe svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE. Aek to Aek (yh kha) Ôe &an Apneko ÔntehE Ae &anmeH pirpU R (cIj) Aa g kemke pirpU Rko ÔnnevalI &an pyaRy, Ae &anmeHsvR]ut Sv ko wI ÔneH Ane Ae &an prko wI ÔneH. Aahaha¦ AEsa Aa„aka &an voAa„ako sI\a ÔneH Ae to inüy ]utkevzI. p` vo &an Ôe hE ne Ae Svko ÔneH ne prkoÔ`e Ae to Svko ÔneH Ae &ankI pyaRymeH prko Ônneka &an to Aa gya. Aahaha¦ AeSv-prko ÔneH AEsa Ôe &an _sko ƒvhar ]utkevzI khete hE. vStuko i5kazko ÔneH Aeinüy ]utkevzI hE. Aahaha¦ Aa to AlaEikk vatuH Ke bapu.


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jgt=I tdŸn inrazI ATyare to go!a é@ya Ke b\a. svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE ve]utkevzI hE Ae ƒvhar hE, kyuHik je &an hE Ônn Ônn Ae Ônn xi› Svko wI ÔneHAe Ônn prko ÔneH Ae to sa\ar` vat hE Ae Svprko Ônnevala &an Ae &ankoƒvhar ]utkevzI khete hEH. nvrHgwa¦ bey Aek jevuH n=I. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat bapu¦Aa to prm sTyna sagr, prm sTy sagr Ýwu je vStu hE Ae to pirpU R SvwavsewrI pDI hE. vStumeH ApU Rta ivprItta ke Axuâta hotI nih. Ae sb pU R vStu Ôe hEAa„a vStu, _sko je inivRkLp xaHit äara je &an sa=meH xaHit hE, Ae xaHit äara(&anko) &an Aa„ako ÔneH Ae to prma=R huAa to prm pda=Rko Ôna to prma=R]utkevzI khete hE. smjmeH Aaya? AaEr svR ]ut&anko ÔneH Ae &ankI pyaRy cahe tobar AHgko ÔneH, Ane Ae &ankI pyaRy Svko ÔneH Ae &an bs hve. Ae &ankI pyaRy Aei5kazIko Svko ÔneH Ane AhÄya baæ&an hE _sko wI ÔneH, Ae &anko ƒvhar, pyaRyhE ne? wed hE ne? to ƒvhar ]utkevzI khenemeH Aaya hE. JIÌ vat bapu. Aohoho¦

ATyare to \mal bharmaH Ô5a ne Aa ne Aa ne, Aahaha¦ wi› ne pUÔ ne AemaHÔè \mR ho gya? Aahaha¦

AHtr cIj ko dUsrI hE. Aaha¦ AiSt hE ne¦ hE ne vStu¦ hE Ae he ko vStuAnaidkI hE Ane AnHt kaz rhegI AEsI Ae cIj he. AaEr Ae cIj hE _smeH Svwav Ôe hEAe wI pirpU R i5kaz hE. vStuka Svwav jEsI vStu i5kaz hE AEsa _ska Svwav &an,dxRn, AanHd Ae Svwav ne Svwavvan Ae do (bþe) Anaid vStu xa¬t hE. Aahaha¦Ae cIjko je sMyG&an xaHit äara ÔneH, to to Ae prma=R Ôna to Ae prma=R ]utkevzIkhete hE, AaEr je &an Svko ÔneH ne prko ÔneH Ae &an, Ae &anko AhÄya ƒvhar]utkevzI khete hE. smjmeH Aaya?

AihHya do pÙ lekr prIÙa krte hE _pro› svR &an Aa„a hE ke Ana„a? kyaikya? je &an hE ne &an, Svko ÔneH AaEr prko ÔneH, AEsI Ôe xi› Ôe &ankI Ae &an hE,Ae Aa„a hE ke Aà„a? Ae Aa„Sv$p sa=e sHbH\ hE? ke ko Aà„a sa=e sHbH\ hE?Aaha¦ Ônn-Ônn-Ônn Svwav Ae Aa„a sa=e sHbH\ hE? Ae Aa„a hE? ke ragaidpr sa=e sHbH\ hE ke Aà„a hE? smjmeH Aaya?

Aa to kezvÌ ÔudI ÔtnI Ke wa. Aahaha¦ Aa to svR& prma„anI kolej Ke.Ae kolejnI cIj AnHt kazmaH Ae e ÔÌ n=I AenI vat Ke, bakI to =o=aH Aa jgtnabharna Ô`pà ne xaÏna Ô`pà AekIla, _sko to AhÄya ƒvharmeHy ilya nih.

Apna ne prka &an do (ka) Ae &anko ƒvhar ]utkevzI khete hE. Ane svR]utkhete hE _sko. smjmeH Aaya? AWyas ÔeAe wa Aa to, Aekdm AWyas ivna (nsmÔy) hve Ae khe Ke ke je &an ƒvhar kha, je &an hE, Ae &an Aa„ako sI\a ÔneHAe to inüy. hve Ôe &an hE, Ae &an hE Ae É–a hE? ke Ae &an Aa„aka &anhEke jDka&anhE ye?

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be pÙ ilya. do pÙ prIÙa krke. —svR &an Aa„a hE ke Aà„a?˜ —Aà„akapÙ ilya ÔAe Ae to @Ik nih.˜ je Ônn-Ônn-Ônn je wav Ae kmRka hE xrIrkahE ragka hE to Ae pÙ sTy nih, Ae &an _ska hE nih. &an _sko Ônte hE ye batAhÄya nhI. p` Ae &an hE ikska? &an Svko Ône ne prko Ône, Ae &an hE ikska?Ae &an Aa„aka hE ke Aà„aka? dya dan rag xrIr ke vaÌ _ska &an hE Ae? smjmeHAaya? to Aà„aka pÙ ilya Ôye Ae to Ae @Ik nhÄ kemke Ônn-je Ônn hE SvkoÔnnevalI pyaRy AaEr prko ÔneH pyaRy &an Ae &an Aà„a hE, rag hE ke xrIr hE kexrIrkI sa= _ska sHbH\ hE AEsa @Ik nih. Ae &anka sHbH\ to Aa„a sa=e sHbH\ hE.smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

AavI vatmaH nvrax É–aH mze? v/t pazo ne Apvas kro ne bavIs klak \H\okre, Aa Aek klak be klak mze TyaH Aa kro p` Aa cIj É–a hE? vStu É–a hE nevStukI ÔnnekI xi›kI takat iktnI hE? vStuko ÔneH je &ankI takat vo to inüy hE,p` vo inüyka Ônnevala Ôe &an hE Ane Ae &an wle prko wI ÔneH p` Ae &ankItakat vo to inüy hE, p` vo inüyka Ônnevaza Ôe &an hE. Ane Ae &an wle prkowI ÔneH p` Ae &ankI pyaRy Svpr ÔnnekI takatvazuH &an hE, Ae &an Aa„a sa=esHbH\ raqte hE ke jD sa=e sHbH\ raqte hE? ke jD sa=e sHbH\ raqte hE ye @Ik nhÄ. keÔnn deqn Ô`vanI je dxa hE (_ska) Ae rag ne xrIr sa=e sHbH\ hE nhÄ. Aaha¦smjmeH Aaya? JIÌ vat Ke wa. Aaha¦

kyÇik Ôe smSt jD$p Aà„a, Aakaxaid pda=R hE ne? Aa prma u xrIraidpaHc ãƒ hE, Aa„a isvay jD paHc ãƒ hE vStu. \maRiSt, A\maRiSt, AakaiSt, kazne pudŸgl _nka &anke sa= tadaTMy bnta hI nhÄ. jDnI sa=e Ônn- &an wle AevtRman dxaka &an, &an$pe hE, vtRman dxaka &an$pe, Ae vtRman dxaka &an AejDnI sa=e sHbH\ raqte hE ke Ae &an AaTma sa=e sHbH\ rqte hE? ke Ae &an Aa„asa=e tadaTMy-tdŸ$p hE ke &an rag ne xrIr sa=e tdŸ$p hE? AavI vatuH hve. Aaha to(Aakaxaid paHc ãƒo) _ska &anke sa= tadaTMy bnta nih ANyke sa=, kyÇik_nmeH &an isâ nih. rag dya dan v/taidka wav AaEr xrIr vaÌ ka wav jD _skesa= &anka sHbH\ hE hI nhÄ, _smeH &an hE nhÄ, &an _ska hE nhÄ, &anka sHbH\ _skesa= nhÄ. Aahaha¦ _nmeH &an isâ nhÄ [silye ANy pÙka Awav honese &an Aa„ahI hE, &anAa„a hI hE. &an rag hE, &an xrIr hE, AEsa nih. cahe to &an rag nexrIrko ÔneH, Ônna KtaH Ae &an pyaRy rag ne xrIrkI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ônn xi› jehE Ae sHbH\ to Aa„a sa=e rqte hE. smjmeH Aaya? wa AavI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ vStui5kazI AaEr _sko Ônnevala &an to Ônnevala (&anpyaRy) _sko to svR]utkhIne prko wI ÔneH to ApeÙase svR ]ut kha. KtaH vo &an SvprÝkaxkkI ÔnnekItakat rqte hE. Ae &anko ƒvhar ]utkevzI kha. kyÇ ik Ae &an Aa„a sa=e sHbH\


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rqta hE wed hokr ke Aa &an te Aa„a to Ae to _skI sa= sHbH\ hE wle AihHyaƒvhar ho p` Ae &an Aa„a sa=e sHbH\ rqta hE, Ae &an rag ne xrIr sa=e sHbH\rqta nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

—[silye ANy pÙka Awav honese &an Aa„a hI hE &an Aa„a hI hE [tnaƒvhar ho gya. &an Aa„ako ÔneH Ae to inüy huAa. hve Aa &an Aa„a hI hE AEsawed pD–a to Ae &anko ƒvhar kha. Aahaha¦ p` Ae &an Aa„a hE, Ae &an rag nexrIrpàka hE nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ —yh p"a isâ huAa˜ silye ]ut&an wI Aa„a hIhE. kaEn? &an hÇ¦ &an ƒvhar ]ut kha =a ne? ƒvhar ]ut&an, Ae ]ut&an wI Aa„ahI hE, Aa„a to Aa„a hE hI p` ]ut&an wI Aa„a hI hE kyuHik _skI sa= tadaTMy sHbH\hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa honese —Ôe Aa„ako Ônte hE vh ]utkevzI hE AEsa hI Fi!t hota hE.˜

Ôe Aa„ako ÔneH wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu AiSt$pe mojUdgI cIj$pe Ane mojUdgIAiSt cIj hE. Ae ApU R ne ivprIt$pe hotI nhÄ. pU R ne AivprIt Svwavse wra pDaÝwu hE. (inÔTma) _sko Ôe ÔneH vo to inüy ]utkevzI hE. smjmeH Aaya? yh toAEsa honese Aa„ako hI Ônte voto ]utkevzI hI hE, AEsa hI Fi!t hota hE, Aahaha¦Ane Aola —]ut&an wI Aa„a hE ye to ƒvharmeH gye.˜ —AEsa honese Aa„ako ÔntahE vh ]utkevzI AEsa Fi!t hota hE.˜ —AaEr yh to prma=R hI hE.˜ Aahaha¦ je &ane&ey Aa„ako bnakr Aa„ako Ôna, je &an (Anaidse) Aeikla prko Ônte hE ApnIpyaRymeH, prko Ônte hEH ye to AekaHitk &an, Ae &aney nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

p` je &an Svko Ônte hEH. AaEr prko wI wle ÔneH, AEsI to takat _smeHSvprÝkaxk hE. p` vo &anka sHbH\ Aà„a- xrIr vaÌ kmRse hE nhÄ, Ae &ankasHbH\ Aa„a sa=e hE. Aahaha¦ ;&an te Aa„a' AEsa wed paDke khane? —&an teAa„a˜ Aa„a te Aa„a, AEsa Anuwv huAa Ae to inüy huAa. p` &an te Aa„a,_sko Ônnevala &an AaEr vo &an prko wI ÔneH. Ae &an Aa„akI sa= sHbH\ rqtehE. Sv ne prko Ônneka &an Aa„akI sa= sHbH\ rqte hE. prko ÔneH ma!e prke sa=sHbH\ rqte hE, AEsa nhÄ hE. Aahahaha¦ AavHu JI uH Ke.

É–a krna? wa AnHt kaz=I coraxIna Avtar Aa jNm mr` krI ræo KecoraxIna, Anek wv Anaidno Ke, to ræo É–aH? wv w/m`maH ræo¦ Aahaha¦ Aewvw/m`meH to du:q hE Aeikla cahe to SvgRka dev ho ne mnu*yka raÔ ho du:qI hEibcara ragäeØnI pIDameH AakUztameH pIData hE¦¦ Aahaha¦ _sko pIDase KU!na _ska_pay É–a? ke Ae je &an Apne trfko Apneko ÔneH to Ae ]utkevzI nam prma=eRAa„ako Ôna to _ska wvw/m` rha nhÄ. kyuHik Aa„ameH wv ne wvka wav hE nhÄp` Apna wav pirpU R hE. Aahaha¦ Ae pirpU R wgvanko (&aykko) Ôna je &aneAe to prma=R ho gya.

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sHbH\ ikskI sa= hE? prko Ônte hE ma!e prkI sa= sHbH\ hE? smjmeH Aaya? Ônteto pyaRy ApnI Apneko ne prko doko, ÔnnekI dxa to Svpr doko ÔntI hEH. KtaH&anka sHbH\ rag ne xrIr kmR, jD sa=e hE nhÄ. Ae sHbH\ to Aa„a sa=e hE. Aahaha¦AavuH JI uH Ke.

lokone AHtr étrvuH É–a cIj hE AHdr, prma=R Ýwu¦ Aa xrIr to vaÌ jD hE._ska &an ho, p` _ska &an Ae &an xrIrkI sa= sHbH\ rqte hE AEsa nhÄ. xrIrka&an ho, p` Ae &an xrIrkI sa= sHbH\ rqte hE AEsa nhÄ. Ae xrIrka &an ho AeSvprÝkaxk &ankI pyaRy Aa„akI sa= sHbH\ rqtI hE. nvrHgwa¦ Aahaha¦ smjmeHAaya? Aa AavI vat Ke, wa Aa rivvarno idvs Ke ne b\aH ma`so Kokra-KokraAaƒa Ke ne Aaje FàH. Aahaha¦

pU aRnHd Ýwu pU R Svwavvan vStu hE Ae pU R j hotI hE, vStu hE _smeH ApU Rtake ivprItta ke Axuâta hotI nih. Ae p` qbr nih hÒ. vStu hE Anaid cEtNyFn ÝwuAe to pirpU R xi› ne pirpU R Svwavse pirpU R vStu hE. Ae pirpU R cIjko je &anÔneH, Ae &anko, &anko to ƒvhar]ut khete hE p` je &an _sko ÔneH AHdrmeH, AeAa„ako ÔneH to inüy khete hE. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke. AEsa honese Ôe Aa„ako ÔntahE vo ]utkevzI hE, ye sb Fi!t hota hE AaEr vo to prma=R hE.

—[s Ýkar &an AaEr &anIke wedse khnevala ƒvhar˜ deqo, ÔeyuH? É–a khete hE?je AihHya &an vtRman &an hE, Ae &an Svko ÔneH ne prko ÔneH p` vo &ankI pyaRykoƒvhar kha. kyÇ? ke Aa &an te Aa„a AEsa wed ho gya ne? Aa„a Aeikla to toinüy ho gya, hEH? Aahaha¦ —&an AaEr &anIke wedse khnevala Ôe ƒvhar _sse wIprma=R ma5 hI kha Ôta hE.˜ Aahaha¦ &an Sv ne prne Ô e te &an te Aa„a, toAe!lo wed ikya to ƒvhar ho gya. to ƒvhare btaya hE inüyko. je &an Svka huAane prka huAa, Ae &ane Aa„ako Ôna Ane Ae &an te Aa„a AEsa wed krke ƒvhar kha,to ƒvhare btaya kya? i5kazI vStuko. to tna ƒvhar Aaya _smeH, to _skoƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE. p` Ae ƒvharka Aa]y lenese inüy hota hE AEsa nhÄ. Aeƒvharka Aa]y to i5kazI hE. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat bhu AavI. frIne lI\Hu ne Amarebabuwa khe, frIne Lyo babulalÒ khe. vat sacI Aa to gme te!lI var Lyo,babulalÒ¦ Apar vStu hE. Aahaha¦

cEtNy cmkto hIro AHdr Ke cEtNy cEtNy cEtNy cEtNyna Ýkaxno cmkto hIroAHdr, pirpU R czkto hIro (&ayk) Svwav wgvan hE. Aahaha¦ AEsa pirpU Rxi›ka Svwavse wrapDa pirpU R Ýwu hE. Aeva pirpU R Ýwuko je &an sI\a pirpU RkoÔnte hE vo to ]ut inüy prma=R ho gya. p` je &an Svko ÔneH ne prko ÔneH Ae&anko ƒvhar kha, É–aeH ik &an te Aa„a AEsa wed paDkr kha ma!e ƒvhar huAa.smjmeH Aaya?


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;sÝkar &an-&anIke wedse' &anI xBde Aa„a, &an xBde vtRman &an gupyaRy, Aena wedse khenevala Ae ƒvhar _sse wI prma=R ma5 hI kha Ôta hE. ÔnnekI(dxa) &an te Aa„a Ane Ae Aa„ako ÔneH, Ae prma=Rko ƒvhare btaya hE. ƒvhareƒvharko btaya AEsa nhÄ. ƒvhare btaya prma=Rko. Aahaha¦ (]ota:- tna_pkar manna Vyvharka) [tna ƒvhar S=apne yoGy hE. hE tna, p` vo ƒvharkeAa]yse hota hE inüy Ae nhÄ. Aahaha¦

bhu fer Ke wa. Are¦ ATyare to b\uH grbD = gyuH Ke. sHÝdaymaH to, Aola khedya pazo, v/t kro ne Apvas kro. hve Ae to ragnI iÊya Ke. Aola khe ke wi› krone Ô5a kro. Aaj Aaƒa htaH AhÄ mo!a palIta`avaza, mo!o sHF Aaƒo hto. FoFawavngr jvano, AhÄ étyÈ hto, Ôeyo'to, Ae bs Ô5a kre ne Aam = Ôy ne AamAap e trI gya. Ae to xuw ragnI iÊya Ôe mHd rag krte ho to Ae Ô5a ne AenHu namxuwrag hE pu~y. Ae ko \mR nhÄ. Ane vo \mRka kar` wI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ \mRka kar`to Ýwu i5kazI Aa„a Ôe hE. Ae vtRman AanHd ne xaHit ne smiktka kar` to AeAa„a hE. Aahaha¦ Ane Ae Aa„ako je e Ô~ya _skI pyaRymeH AanHd ne smikt Aaidhota hE. to Ae pyaRy Svne ne prne Ô e te &anko ƒvhar ;&an te Aa„a' [tna wedpaDya. Ae ƒvhar khenemeH Aaya. [sko ƒvhar khenemeH Aaya. KtaH Ae &an ƒvhar hEAe ƒvharko Aeikla btate hE AEse nhÄ. Ae &an te Aa Aa„a, Aa Ônte hE ne? ÔntehE nE? ;Ae Ônte hE Ae Aa„a' Aem Aa„ako btaya. ƒvhare- ƒvhar ]ut kevzIAeƒvhar &ane p` Aa„ako btaya. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

Aa k Ôtno \mR Aa? bapu xuH khIAe? prm sTy vStu prm sTy kyÇik Ýwutum hE Ae svR& Sv$pI tum hE. wa¦ tne qbr n=I. tuH Aa„a Ôe hE Ae &anSv$pI hE,cEtNy Ýkax Sv$p hE, cEtNy Ýkax Sv$p hE, to Ae cEtNy Ýkaxka pirpU R Ýkax hE.pirpU R nam Ae svR& Ýkax Sv$p hE. Aahaha¦ _ska xi›$p svR& Ýkax Sv$pAa„aka hE. ;&' Sv$p kho Ýwu, Ae ;&'nuH pirpU R Sv$p svR&p uH kho to Ae svR&SvwavI Ýwu Aa„a hE, p` vo &ankI pyaRy i5kazko Ôe Anuwve, inivRkLp smai\,xaHitäara tbto mUz cIjko Anuwve Ae to prma=R huAa. p` vo pyaRy Ôe SvprkoÔntI hE. Ae pyaRyko ƒvhar kyuH kha? ke vo to wed hE. i5kazI vStumeH &an-gu AEsapyaRy wed huAa vo kar`se ƒvhar kha, p` ƒvhare btaya hE prma=Rko. Aahahaha¦smÔy Ke kaH?

Ae ƒvhar hE qra, p` vo ƒvhar btate hE i5kazI prma=R Sv$p icdanHd Ýwu,ma!e ƒvharno sHbH\ &anno p` Aa„a sa=e Ke. Ae &anno sHbH\ pr sa=e nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ je &anne ƒvhar kæo, Ae É–oH ke &an te Aa„a AEsa wed huAa ma!e. p`vo &an Apneko ne prko Ône ma!e te &an prka sHbH\ rqte hE AEsa hE nhÄ Ae &anto Aa„akI sa= sHbH\ rqte hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

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nva ma`sne to AevuH lage ke Aa xuH khe Ke Aa te, AamaH kH jEndxRnmaH vItrag,bapu¦ margDa Aeva Ke wa. svR&=I isâ huAa ne tum wI Ýwu svR&Sv$pI ho, AesvR&e Ôe Ýg! ikya Ôe _skI Aa&ameH Aaya Ae Aa magR Aaya. Aahaha¦

bIÒ vat, ke ragse Aa„a ÔnnemeH Aata hE Ae to ƒvharey nhÄ. &anse Aa„aÔnnemeH Aata hE Ae _sko AhÄya ƒvhar kha. Aahaha¦ Ane te ƒvhare to ragkojàya AEsa nhÄ Ae ƒvhare jàya Aa„a. Aahaha¦ Aa Ônn pyaRy je AvS=aSvpr ÔnnekI AvS=a Ae, Ae xi› vStu Ôe i5kaz (&ayk) hE _ska vo &an hE Aemye btate hE. ƒvhar inüyko btate hE. Aahaha¦ ƒvhar-ƒvhar _pr lÙ krana Aemn=I. smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH Ýwu, Aa to ko AlaEikk vatuH Ke xuH khIAe? Aahaha¦

_sse wI prma=R ma5 hI kha Ôta hE, kya ikya? Ôe Ônn- Ônn- ÔnnAa„ako ÔneH ne prko ÔneH AEsa &an, Ae &an Aa„ako btata hE. Aa Aa„a sa=esHbH\ hE. Ae &ane prma=Rko btaya. hE ne? Aor _sse wI prma=R ma5 hI kha Ôta hE, &ante Aa„a. AEsa prma=Rko btaya. Ae &ane prma=R vStuko btaya. ƒvhare prma=R vStukobtaya. &an$pI vtRman pyaRy je wed$p ƒvhar _sne wI Awed &aykko btaya.Aahahaha¦ F uH sU"m.

Aa to Aga\ svR& i5lokna= prma„a svR& Ýwu Aek sekNDna AsHQywagmaH 5` kaz 5` lokne Ô e AevI potanI pyaRynuH sam+yR, Aene Ô e khevuH Aeƒvhar Ke. AevI svR& dxa ßyaH Ýg! = Ane [CKa ivna vaÌno \o\ nIkZyo, AevaÌmeHseH xaÏ rCya. Ae xaÏmaHse Aa wag Avyv hE _ska, smysar¦

muq Aomkar |vin sUin A=R g`\r ivcare, wgvannI muqmaH=I vaÌ,Ao...m...|vin, idVy |vin, Ý\an Avaj _sko sUnkr sHto, AagmkI rcna kre Ke, rcIAagm _pdex wivk Òv sHxy invare, Aahaha¦ Ae Aagmne sUnkr wƒ layk ÝaÌsHxyko nax kre. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Aare¦ AavI vatuH.

;_sse iwNn kuK nhÄ kha Ôta'. ƒvhar &an hE. —[sko wle hm (ne)ƒvhar kha, p` vo ƒvhare btaya to i5kazI &aykko, _sse kuK iwNn cIj tobtayI nhÄ Aene. Aahaha¦ &an Svwav Ôe pyaRymeH Sv ne prka ÔnnekI takatvaza&an kI\uH Ae to SvprÝkaxk hE ne? KtaH Ae Svpr ÝkaxkkI pyaRy Aa &an Aa„a sa=esHbH\ raqtI hE. Ae prma=R Aa„ako btate hE. Ae Svpr Ýkaxk &ankI pyaRy, Ae btatIhE sHbH\ raqtI hE Aa„ake sa=. Ae SvprÝkaxk &an prke sa= sHbH\ nhÄ raqte.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? ke!luH yad raqvuH? Aek klakmaH, bhu JI uH bapa. Aaha¦AlaEikk cIj hE. Aahaha¦

khe Ke [s Ýkar &an AaEr &anIke wedse, pyaRy &an Ane &anI ãƒ, AenaH wedsekhenevala ƒvhar _sse wI prma=R ma5 hI kha Ôta hE. Ae &ane btaya ke Aa Aa„a.AEsa prma=R i5kazI Sv$pko &an Ônte hE, to _sne ƒvhare inüyko btaya. ƒvhare


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AhÄya to &ankI pyaRy Ôe hE vo pyaRy wI SvkI sa= sHbH\ rqtI hE, to wedpaDkr btaya p` &an te Aa„a, Ae Aa„ako btaya. wle &an wed krke ke Aa &ante Aa„a. [ &an Ae ƒvhar vtRman p` _sko Ônna Ao inüy, p` Ae &ane inüykobtaya ke Aa i5kazI vStu te huH KuH. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AEsa jb &an AHdrmeHho tb _sko AtIiNãy AanHd Aata hE, Ae AtIiNãy AanHdkI pyaRy wI vtRman hE toƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE, p` vo pyaRy btatI hE AitiNãy AanHd Sv$p wgvan Aa„akesa= AanHd sHbH\ hE. Ae AanHdka sHbH\ ko rag ne prke sa= nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AhÄya to&an ilyane (to &an) Svpr Ýkaxk hE. AanHdmaH to ko Svpr hE nih. Aahahaha¦

to Ae &anmeH Svko ÔnnekI takat ne prko ÔnnekI takat vtRman haeH Aa vtRman&an p` KtaH Ae Svpr ÔnnekI takatvaza &an vtRman, Ae sHbH\ to i5kazIkobtate hE. Ae &an ragko ne xrIrko btate hE AEsa nhÄ. Ae &an Svprko ÝkaxkmaHragko ÔneH, xrIrko ÔneH, vaÌko Ô e, Aem khena vo wI AsdŸwUt ƒvhar hE. Ae&ankI pyaRy &anko ÔntI hE Ae pyaRymaH Sv-prÝkaxkpà Ônta hE. Ae SvprÝkaxk&anko AhÄya ƒvhar kha, kyuHik &an ne &anIka wed btaya, p` wed btakr wI Ae&an Aa„ako btate hE. Aaha¦ ke Aa &an te Aa Aa„a i5kazI Ýwu pU aRnHd hE AHdr.Aahaha¦ AavI vatHu Ke.

Aa frIne ilya p` fer gme te!lI var le, ferfar =oDa waØamaH Aata hE, vStu toje hE Ae hE, vStu to¦ sa\ar` ÝaÌ to Aeme y khe sMyGdxRn to kevzIgMy hE, kevzIgMy hE Aem, AÚpahUDmaH lI\uH Ke. p` KtaH Ae sMyGdxRn- AnuwUi¿ äara ÔnnemeH AatahE ma!e ƒvhar kha. sMyGdxRn sI\I cIj hE Ae inivRkLp ÝtIit hE vo ÔnnemeH nihAata. p` sa=maH AnuwUit hotI hE je &an Aa„aka Anuwv kre te &an AnuwUit AeAnuwUitkI sa= sMyGdxRn hE to AnuwUitse sMyGdxRn ÔnnemeH Aaya, vo ma!e teƒvhar khnemeH Aaya. sI\a sMyGdxRn ÔnnemeH n Aata hE. kyuHik Ae to inivRkLpAvS=a $pI cIj hE. ye sMyGdxRn Apneko nhÄ Ônte, sa=meH &anko nhÄ Ônte, p`&an AnuwUit hu Ae &anmeH ÔnnemeH Aaya ke Aa smikt hE Ane _ska ivØy Aa i5kazhE Ae AnuwUi¿se ÔnnemeH Aaya. smjmeH Aaya? smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AhÄ toAnuwUitkI pyaRyko wed krke khena Ae wI ƒvhar hE. p` vo ƒvhar AnuwUit btatehE ãƒko, Aa ãƒkI AnuwUit, Aa ãƒ¦ smjmeH Aaya? p` AhÄ to &ankI bat clIhE ne &an, kar` ke ÔnnekI cIj to Ae hE, sMyGdxRn, cair5, AanHd ko Ônte nih,hE tna, ye hE p` _sko ÔneH &an, to &ankI Ý\antase k=n ilya hE AhÄya. Aaha¦smjmeH Aaya?

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s Ýkar &an AaEr &anIke wedse khenevala Ôe ƒvhar Ae _sse wI prma=R ma5hI kha Ôta hE. Aa„a hI khenemeH Aaya hE. Aaha¦ &an... te Aa„a, &an... te rag Aemn kha. Ônneka &an te xrIr (Aem n kha) &an te Aa„a. ragka &an huAa, p` &anhuAa to &an te rag, AEse nhÄ. ragka &an huAa. Ae to Svpr Ýkaxk xi›ke kar`,KtaH AhÄ &an te Aa„a. smjmeH Aaya? Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke. bar ga=a phelIAaqa smysarnI pIi@ka Ke. mUz, mUz Ae!le Aek Aek ga=amaH Aek-Aek vat gjbgHwIrta par n pDe AevI CaIj Ke. Aahaha¦

xrIr va`I mn to jD hE. AaEr dya dan v/t wi› Aaidka, prma„aka Smr`Aaidka wav Ae rag hE _smeH to &an hE hI nhI. to _smeH &an hE nhÄ to ye rag teAa„a, AEsa nhÄ hota, p` ragka &an huAa Ane Apneka &an huAa Ae &an te Aa„ato ƒvhare p` inüyko btaya prma=Rko, ƒvhare ƒvharko btaya hE AEsa hE nhÄ.Aahaha¦ Ko!awa¦ AavuH JI uH Ke. AaEr Ôe ]utse kevz xuâa„ako ÔneH Ae ]utkevzI hE.[s Ýkar heH¦ AavI gyuH ne¦ sse iwNn kuK nih kha Ôta.

AaEr Ôe ]utse kevz xuâ Aa„ako Ônte hE. wav]ut&anse Ôe sI\a Aa„akoÔnte hE Ae ]utkevzI hE. Ae prma=R huAa. s Ýkar prma=Rka Ýitpadn krna AxÉ–honese Aeikla prma=Rka Ýitpadn Aa Aa„a, Aa Aa„a Aem khena Ae smj xke nhÄ,AxÉ– hE, to tna wed paDkr kha. Aa —&an te Aa„a˜ tna ƒvhar krkebtaya. Aa Aa„a Aa„a khe p` Aa Aa„a kya? to prma=R Aa„ako khena AxÉ–hE, hEH? prma=Rka Ýitpadn krna khna AxÉ– honese. —Ôe svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE yh]utkevzI hE.˜ Aahaha¦ AEsa ƒvhar, je &an Svne prko ÔneH Ae &an, ]utkevzIkoÔnte hE, svR ]ut&anko Ônte hE, ve ]utkevzI hE Ae ƒvhar kha. —AEsa ƒvharprma=Rke ÝitpadkÀvse Apneko ¹#tapUvRk S=aipt krta hE.˜ ƒvhar hE Ae vatS=aipt krte hE. p` ƒvhar btate hE inüyko. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AavI vatuHKe ƒvhar hE- ƒvhar S=apn krta hE, ƒvhar AiStTv hE p` vo ƒvhar btate hE toprma=Rko, &an te Aa„a AEsa wed krke btaya Aa„a. &an te &an, &an te &an Aeto wed ho gya. ;&an te Aa„a.' Aahaha¦

AEsa wed krke ƒvhare p` prma=Rko btaya. Ýiv`wa¦ Ae ƒvhar, prma=Rkek=nke kar` Apneko ¹#tapUvRk S=aipt krta hE. deqo¦ _smeH phele Ae Aaya =a. Aaya=ane (ga=a) Aa@mI meH? ƒvharnyko prma=Rka khenevala Ônkr _ska _pdex idyaÔta hE, pa@meH AEsa Aaya. ÔuAo, pa@ silye ƒvharny S=aipt krne yoGy hE.Aa@mI ga=amaH !Ikano KeLlo xBd !Ikano Aa@mI ga=ano KeLlo xBd. silye ƒvharnyS=aipt krne yoGy hE. hE? Aa@mI ga=anI !Ikano KeLlo xBd. !Ikano kI\o, wava=RnonhÄ. wava=RnI _pr.

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MleCK nhÄ ho Ôna caihAe s vcnse ƒvharny Anusr` krne yoGy nhÄ. ƒvharhe AEsa S=aipt krne layk hE p` ƒvhar Anusr` krne layk nhÄ. Anukr` krnelayk nhÄ hE, Anusr` krne layk vStu (AaTmãVy) Aahaha¦ AamaH b\u AÔ~yuHlage. Ô e AÔ~ya dexmaH Aaƒa hoy, hE? (]ota:- Aa wgvanna dexmaH ÔvanuH Kepotana) prma„Sv$p AHdr. Aahaha¦ Ae &an te Aa„a AEsa wed huAa ma!e &ankoƒvhar kha. p` vo ƒvhare btaya É–a? Aa„ako, prma=Rko btaya. ƒvhare ragkone xrIrko btaya nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

barmI ga=amaH Aavxe ke ijsne Apna Sv$pka AnuwvmeH ¹iÚ ÝtIt huAa.Anuwv krke ÝtIt hu Apna Aa„akI, vo to inüyka Aa]y ilya, hve _skI pyaRymeHApU Rta, xuâta ALp hE Axuâta wI hE. [sko É–a khena? ke vo ;ƒvhare Ô eloÝyojnvan' hE Ae ƒvhar Ôna huAa Ýyojnvan hE. ƒvhar Apna mana huAaÝyojnvan hE AEsa nhÄ. Ae Aagz Aavxe barmI (ga=ameH) care kor=I vat TyaHy kha ke rag ne ALp& Ôna huAa Ýyojnvan hE Ae!luH, p` AhÄ Ae kha ke je ALp&AvS=a, Svne prko ÔneH te &an Aa„ako btate hE ma!e _sko ƒvhar khenemeH Aata hE...Ae &an ragko ÔneH prko ÔneH ma!e &an ragke sa= sHbH\ raqte hE, prko ÔneH ma!e prkIsa= sHbH\ raqte hE AEsa nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦ gjb xElI Ke¦¦

smysarnI Aek Aek ga=a wrtÙe5maH to ATyare Aa isvay ko bIÒ cIj KenhÄ éHCaI. Aahaha¦ p` Aene ma!e Fò pu$Øa=R Svwavne smjva ma!e bhu inv<i¿ÔeAe. Aahaha¦ Aek L. L. B. Ane M. A. w`va ma!e p` vqt gaze Ke ne? paHc-dxvØR, \Uz ma!e. Aahaha¦ to Aa to Ýwu jena=I jNam mr` riht =vuH Ane jNam mrìjsmeH hE hI nhÄ, AEsI cIj smjnemeH k ivi\ ƒvhar ne k ivi\ inüy Ae _skosmjna caihAe.

mo!I tkrar Aa. ÔuAo AhÄ _smeH Aaya =a ne ke ƒvhar S=apn krne yoGy hE.Aa@mImeH AhÄ p` yh kha, heH? Ae AhÄ ƒvhar prma=Rke Ýitpadn krte Apneko¹#tapUvRk S=aipt krte hE AEsa ilya. ƒvhar hE AEsa ƒvharny S=aipt krtI hE p`vo ƒvhar btate hE inüyko. Aahaha¦ &ankI pyaRy hE Ae ƒvhar hE to ƒvharS=aipt krna yoGy hE, kar` ke ƒvhar hE _ska ivØy wI hE. p` ƒvharka ivØykoƒvhar kha vo to Aa„aka &an kraneko kha, _ska &an kraneko kha tna nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ ƒvhar &anko ÔnteH hEH, ƒvhar &an, ragko Aaid p` Ae &an Aa„akoÔnte hE Ae inüy Ane Ae &an ragko Ônte hE Ae ƒvhar, p` ragko Ônte hE KtaHy&an ragka huAa nhÄ. ragka &an huAa to ragka &an huAa? rag hE to _ske kar`seTyaH &an huAa AEse nhÄ. smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota:- Aap roj nyI-nyI bate krte hEH. jEsa v›a AEsa hI klas honacahIAe) AEsa hE wEyaÒ. Aahaha¦ 5` lokna na= svR&nI vaÌ Ae Ke, wa xuH khIAe.

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Aahaha¦ prma„a 5`loknaH na= svR&dev _sse sUnI hu vaÌ sHto xaÏ rckrbtate hEH. Aahaha¦

Ae AHdrmeH jrI Ôy Qyal Aave to _sko _skI mihmaka Qyal Aate hE. Aahaha¦AEsa ƒvhar prma=Rke, ƒvhar prma=Rke ÝitpadkTv honese. ƒvhar ƒvharko btatehE Ae ma!e nhÄ Aahahaha¦ &an Ae ƒvhar, i5kazI vStu te inüy Ae &an btate hEi5kazIko ma!e ƒvhar S=apn krne yoGy hE, ƒvhar Aata hE, Vyvhar hE p` ƒvharAa]y krne layk hE AEse nhÄ, Aa]y krne layk ƒvhar khete hE ke i5kazka Aa]ykre Ae vStu AqHDanHd Ýwu, ÝitpadkTvse Apneko ¹#tapUvRk S=aipt krta hE Lyo. _skawava=R Aayega Lyo.

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wava=R:- je xaÏ&an=I A=aÅtŸ AHtrna &an=I wav&an, ]ut&an Aena=IAwed$p &aykma5 xuâaTmane Ô e vtRman smymaH Awed cIj Ke. jemaH pyaRynoywed n=I, jemaH vtRmanmaH jenuH i5kazI$p \/uv Ke. Aene je &an sI\uH wgvan AaTmaneÔè te inüy ]utkevzI Ke. Ae e Ô~yuH qruH je Ô`vanuH htuH Ae Ô~yuH. Aahaha¦ jeAHtr&an=I wav&an=I, xaÏ&an tae Aek inim¿=I k=n Ke. p` Ae xaÏ &an=I=yeluH Svne Aa]ye =yeluH je &an AevuH je &an Ae tdŸn &atane Ô e, Awedne AeksmymaH Awed cIj Ke, Aene je Anuwve Aene Ô e Ae ]utkevzI Ke. —Ae to qreqrprma=R Ke.˜ smÔy Ke kaH? je e AHdr &ananHd Ýwu xuâ iv&anFn vtRmanmaH pU RSv$p AevI cIjne je &ane ÔÌ, te Ô`nar je &an Ke, Ae e je ãVyne Ô~yuH, vStune ÔÌte &an prma=eR inüy Ke, Ae sTy &an Ke, A=va sTy ]ut kevzI Ke. Aahaha¦

;vzI je svR xaÏ &anne Ô e' bey @eka e Aem lI\uH, mUz to &anne je Ô e,&anne je Ô e Ae e p` &anne Ô`va=I AaTmane j Ô~yo, kar` ke &an Ke te (no)AaTma sa=e sHbH\ Ke. ne je &anne Ô e te AaTmane Ô e Aevo je wed=I k=n AeneVyvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave (Ke) &anne hÇ, je &an vStune Ô e te &anne Vyvhar]utkhevamaH Aave Ke. kemke &an te AaTma, Om &ane wed=I btaVyuH ma!e te &anne Vyvhar]ut khevay Ke. Aare¦ AavI vatuH¦ &an te AaTma Ke. —vzI &an-&anIno wed khenaroVyvhar.˜ ;&an te AaTma.' Aa Ô`nar, Ô`nar jày &an te AaTma, Aem &anAne &anIno wed khenaro Vyvhar te e p` prma=R j kæo.

O &an te AaTma Aem prma=R to AaTmane j te e kæo. je sI\o &an=I AaTmaneÔ e Aekdm O to inüy p` &an te AaTma, Aem &ane p` AaTmane jàVyo ma!e te


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&anne p` Vyvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave (Ke) (kar` ke) Ae e wed=I smÔVyuH, keAa &an te AaTma. smÔ uH kaH[? &an Ane &anIno wed khenaro, &anI Ae!le AaTmai5kazI Ane &an Ae!le vtRman Ô`p uH Ae e p` &an- &anIno wed krIne, Vyvharte e p` prma=R j kæo. Ae e kæo to prma=R, je i5kaz&an Ke te Aa &an Ke, i5kazIvStu Ke tene Aa &an jàve Ke. Ae &an i5kazIne jàve Ke, ma!e &ane prma=Rne jjàVyo. wed paDyo Ae!lo AemaH (te=I) Vyvhar khevamaH AaVyo. smÔ uH kaH? AavIJIÌ vat.

vStu Ke vStu Aek smymaH Awed Aek$p cIj tene vtRman &an=I tene ÔÌneAnuwve O to prma=R &an Ke Ae!le ]utkevzI Ke. p` je &ane Aene btaVyuH te &an, Ae&ane p` btaVyo tene vStune, Ae=I te &anne p` Vyvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke.kar` ke &an Ke te AaTma Aem Ae e kæuH. kæuH to prma=Rne Ae e p` wed paDIne kæuH te=Ite &anne Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke.

]ota:- Ýma`no ivØy khevay?Ae AhÄ vat n=I. Aa to &ane wed paDIne &anIne btaVyuH Ae!lI vat. Ýma`nI AhÄ

vat Ke nih. je &an, wav &an je =yuH, te =yuH Ke to i5kazI &ayk AaTmanaH AvlHbe, p`te &ane tene j AnuwVyo i5kazI AaTmane AenuH nam wav]ut&an kevzI. wav]ut äaravStune AnuwvI ma!e te prma=R ne inüy Ke Ane Ae &an, Aa &an te AaTma Aem wedpaDIne &ane kæuH, kæuH to &ane prmaTmane p` ;&an te AaTma' Ae!lo wed paDyo Ae=IAe &anne Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane te Vyvhare p` jàVyo to AaTma ke Aa ;&ante AaTma' Aem. Aahaha¦ Aevo magR Ke bapa. JIò magR bhu Ýwuno. Aahaha¦ bhu Aene\IruH =vuH pDe.

ANy kaH n kæuH. Vyvhare- te e p` prma=R kæo. &an Ae AaTma Om kæuH ne.Ae Ae e Vyvhare p` prma=Rne kæo ANy kaH kæuH n=I. &an te rag, &an te xrIr, &ante wgvanne Ô e Ke Aem kaH O &ane kæuH n=I. &an te wgvanne Ô e Ke, kevzIneÔè Ke, Aem Ae e kæuH n=I. Ae &an te AaTmane jàve Ke, &an te AaTma Ke Aam Aevowed paDIne kæuH to prma=Rne, ANy kaH kæuH n=I. AnerI cIjne AemaH btavI n=I.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aa to be idvs=I cale Ke. prm idvs p` caLyuH htuH. kale lI\uH AapèbabulalÒAe ivStar krvanuH kæuH'tuH ne kaley lI\uH Aa. frIne Aa to wava=R Ke.Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke. bapu¦ AnHt kazmaH pH=ne Ô~yo n=I Ane vtRmanmaH to go!aAeva é@ya Ke ke É–aHy cIjne phÇcI vze kem Ae vatnay @ekaàH n mze. Aa to v/t krone tp kro ne Apvas kro ne wi› kro ne Ô5a kro je pr trfna lÙvaza wav kroAe to ivkar rag Ke.

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svÈTk<Ú Ae prmaTma khevay Ke. Ae tuH pote j svÈTk<Ú Ýwu Ko vStu AHdr hÇ. Aene je &ansI\o Anuwve Aene, AenuH nam prma=R Ane Ae &an te AaTma (wed paDIne) Aem je &anjàve (Ke) Vyvhar krIne, Vyvhar kæo p` Vyvhare btaVyo to AaTmane p` Ae!lowed paDyone ke Aa —&an ne AaTma˜ &an Ae AaTmane sI\o Anuwve Ae to inüy prma=R.p` ;&an te AaTma' Aem Vyvhar khIne p` btaVyo AaTma, Ae!la Vyvhare ;&an teAaTmane' btaVyo Ae &ane prne btaVyuH Ke AevuH kaH Ke nih. Aahaha¦ ANy kaH n kæuH ÔeyuH?

xuH kæuH ? ke Aa &an Aam Ô e Ke ne, vtRman Ô`vanI dxa te AaTma, Aa &ante AaTma, &an te Aa rag ne &an te prne Ô e te Aa &an, Aem kH &ane kæuH n=I. &anprne Ô e te &an Aem (kH kæuH n=I) Ae &an Aane Ô e, &an te Aa AaTma Ke. AaneÔ e tenuH nam &an, Aem &ane wed paDIne kæuH te=I tene Vyvhar kæo Ane te Vyvhare p`jàVyo Ke AaTmane. Aahahaha¦ ke!luH yad raqvuH AamaH? nvI vato b\I OvI Ke. bapu¦AHtrmaH magR Aevae Ke.

vzI prma=Rno ANy ivØy to k=Hic¿Ÿ vcngocr p` n=I, xuH khe Ke? AaTmanoAnuwv AaTma-AaTma AenuH khevuH Aene xI rIte smÔvvuH prma=Rne, wed paDIne smÔveke &an te AaTma. sI\o (Awed) AaTma Aeklo to smÔvI xkay Aem n=I. Aahaha¦;prma=Rno ivØy to k=HictŸ vcngocr p` n=I' i5kazI vStu. te=I VyvharnyAaTmane Ýg!p e khe Ke Aem Ô`vuH. O ;&an te AaTma' Aem Vyvharnye AaTmane&an siht &annuH tadaTMy sHbH\ AenI sa=e Ke Aem Vyvhar jàve Ke. Ae ga=a pUrI=. kho hIrawa¦ JI uH to AaVyuH F uH. Aahaha¦

rag ne pr ne AenI AhÄ vat j n=I. AhÄ to &anno je wav Ke AHdr, rag ivnanuH&an Ae &an sI\o AaTmane Anuwve, Ae to inüy, sTy prma=R vStu Ke, p` je &anAem jàve ke Aa ;&an te AaTma' Aem wed=I btave Aene Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke.Ae &anne Vyvhar ]utkevzI khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane te Vyvhar ]ut&ane p` kæuH Ae xuH?ke —&an te Aa AaTma˜ Ae!lo wed paDIne p` prma=Rne Ae e btaVyo ma!e tene VyvharkhevamaH Aave Ke. kho smÔy Ke kaH? Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

hve ga=a êcI AavI jEndxRnno Ýa`¦ brabr @Ik Ke Aaje AhÄ Aaj AaVyaKe. wa babulalÒ. Aa ga=a jEndxRnno Ýa` Ke. 11mI ga=a. Aahaha¦ i5lokna=jEn prme¬r, Ae j prme¬r Ke ne Ae e j 5` kaz 5` lokne Ôeya. bIÔ ko Ke jnih. Ae prme¬rnuH je xasn Ke jEn xasn jEn (A=aRtŸ) ixqam`, jEnno magR AenoAa prma=R Aa ga=a. jEn dxRnna Ýa` Ke. ke je Ýa`=I jEn dxRn Òve ne !ke, (jem)Aa Ýa` hoy to xrIr !ke. Aem Aa Ýa` hoy to AaTma !ke. jEndxRnno Ýa`,kElasCaHdÒAe p` lQyuH Ke Aek fere hae Aa ga=a ma!e Aem ke Aa ga=a to jEn dxRnnoÝa` Ke, kElasCaHdÒ Ke ne Ae e lQyuH'tuH Aekvar Aa to AlaEikk vatuH Ke.

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vvharae½wUdT=ae wUdT=ae deisdae du suâ`Aae.wUdT=miSsdae qlu sMmaidõI hvid jIvae.. 11..Vyvharo½wUta=È wUta=È dixRtStu xuâny:.wUta=Rmai]t: qlu sMyg¹iÚwRvit jIv:.. 11..

Vyvharnyo ih svR OvawUta=RTvadwUtm=R Ý>otyit, xuâny Ok OvwUta=RTvatŸ wUtm=R Ý>otyit. t=a ih-y=a ÝblpHksHvlnitroihtshjE-kaCKwavSy pyso½nuwivtar: puÌØa: p÷pysoivRvekmk¡vRNto bhvo½nCKmevtdnuwviNt¸ keic¿u SvkrivkI Rktkinpatmaœaopjintp÷pyoivvektya SvpuÌ-ØkaraivwaRivtshjEkaCKwavTvadCKmev tdnuwviNt¸ t=a ÝblkmRsHvlnitroihtshjEk&aykwavSyaTmno½nuwivtar: puÌØa AaTmkmR oivRvekmk¡vRNtoVyvharivmoihtñdya: Ý>otmanwavvE¬$Py tmnuwviNt¸ wUta=RdixRnStu Svmit-inpaittxuânyanubo\maœaopjintaTmkmRivvektya SvpuÌØkaraivwaRivt shjEk-&aykwavTvatŸ Ý>otmanEk&aykwavH tmnuwviNt. tdœa ye wUta=Rma]yiNt tOv sMykŸ pXyNt: sMyG¹Úyo wviNt, n punrNye, ktkS=anIyTvatŸ xuânySy.At: ÝTygaTmdixRiwVyRvharnyo nanustRVy:.

hve vzI Aevae ÝÆ é@e Ke ke-phelaH Aem kæuH htuH ke Vyvharne AHgIkar nkrvae, p` Ôe te prma=Rnae khenar Ke tae Aeva Vyvharne kem AHgIkar n krvae?tena _¿r$p ga=asU5 khe Ke:-

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ga=a=R:- (Vyvhar:) Vyvharny (AwUta=R:) AwUta=R Ke (tu) Ane(xuâny:) xuâny (wUta=R) wUta=R Ke Aem (dixRt:) %iØ¬raeAe dxaRVyuH Ke(jIv:) je Òv (wUta=R) wUta=Rnae (Aai]t:) Aa]y kre Ke te Òv (qlu)inüy=I (sMyG¹iÚ:) sMyG¹iÚ (wvit) Ke.

!Ika:- ƒvharny b\oy AwUta=R hova=I Aiv>man, AsTy, AwUt A=RneÝg! kre Ke xuâny Aek j wUta=R hova=I iv>man, sTy, wUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke.Aa vat ¹ÚaHt=I btavIAe KIAe:- jem Ýbz kadvna mzva=I jeno shj Aek





inmRzwav itrowUt (AaCKaidt) = gyo Ke Aeva jzno Anuwv krnara puruØo-jz Ane kadvno ivvek nih krnara Fà to, tene (jzne) miln j Anuwve Kep` ke!lak potana ha==I naqela ›kfz- (inmRzI AaEØi\) na pDvama5=Iépjela jz-kadvna ivvekpà=I potana puruØa=R äara AaivwURt krvamaH Aavelashj Aek inmRzwavpàne lI\e, tene (jzne) inmRz j Anuwve Ke AevI rIteÝbz kmRna mzvanI jeno shj Aek &aykwav itrowUt = gyo Ke AevaAa„ano Anuwv krnar puruØo-Aa„a Ane kmRno ivvek nih krnara, ƒvhar=Iivmoiht ñdyvazaAo to, tene (Aa„ane) jema H wavonu H iv¬$ppù H(Anek$ppùH) Ýg! Ke Aevo Anuwve Ke¸ p` wUta=Rdx±Ao (xuânynedeqnaraAo) potanI buiâ=I naqela xuâny Anusar bo\ =vama5=I épjelaAa„-kmRna ivvekpà=I, potana puruØa=R äara AaivwURt krvamaH Aavela shjAek &aykwavpàne lI\e tene (Aa„ane) jemaH Aek &aykwav Ýkaxman KeAevo Anuwve Ke. AhÄ, xuâny ›kfzna S=ane Ke te=I jeAo xuânyno Aa]ykre Ke teAo j sMykŸ Avlokn krta (hova=I) sMyG¹iÚ Ke p` bIÔ (jeAoAxuânyno svR=a Aa]y kre Ke teAo) sMyG¹iÚ n=I. ma!e kmR=I iwNn Aa„anadeqnaraAoAe ƒvharny Anusrva yoGy n=I.

wava=R:- AhÄ ƒvharnyne AwUta=R Ane xuânyne wUta=R kæo Ke. jenoivØy iv>man n hoy, AsTya=R hoy, tene AwUta=R khe Ke. ƒvharnyne AwUta=Rkhevano Aaxy Aevo Ke ke-xuânyno ivØy Awed Aekakar$p inTy ãƒ Ke,tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqato n=I¸ ma!e tenI ¹iÚmaH wed Aiv>man, AsTya=R jkhevo ÔeAe. Aem n smjvuH ke wed$p kaH vStu j n=I. Ôe Aem manvamaH Aaveto to jem vedaNtmtvazaAo wed$p AinTyne deqI AvStu mayaSv$p khe KeAne svRƒapk Aek Awed inTy xuâb/ïne vStu khe Ke AevuH @re Ane te=I svR=aAekaHt xuânyna pÙ$p im+ya¹iÚno j ÝsHg Aave. ma!e AhÄ Aem smjvuH keijnvaÌ SyadŸvad$p Ke, Ýyojnvx nyne muQy-gaE` krIne khe Ke. ÝaÌAonewed$p ƒvharno pÙ to Anaid kaz=I j Ke Ane Aeno _pdex p` bhu\a svRÝaÌAo prSpr kre Ke. vzI ijnvaÌmaH ƒvharno _pdex xuânyno hStavlHb(shayk) ÔÌ bhu kyÈ Ke¸ p` AenuH fz sHsar j Ke. xuânyno pÙ to kdIAaƒo n=I Ane Aeno _pdex p` ivrl Ke- É–aHk É–aHk Ke. te=I _pkarI ]IguÌAe xuânyna g/h`nuH fz moÙ ÔÌne Aeno _pdex Ý\anta=I (muQyta=I)dI\o Ke ke- —xuâny wUta=R Ke, sTya=R Ke¸ Aeno Aa]y krva=I sMyG¹iÚ =xkay Ke¸ Aene Ô~ya ivna ßyaH su\I Òv ƒvharmaH mG™ Ke TyaH su\I AaTmanaH&an]âan$p inüy sMykŸTv = xktuH n=I.˜ Aem Aaxy Ô`vo.

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Aahaha¦ hve vzI Aevae ÝÆ é@e Ke ke phelaH Aem kæuH htuH ke Vyvharnyne AHgIkarn krvae-Aa@mI ga=amaH to Aem kæuH htuH, ke VyvharnuH Anusr` n krvuH Ane tme vzIkhae Kae ke Vyvhar Ae prma=Rne jàve Ke tae Ae Vyvhar kem AHgIkar n krvae? Ke?Vyvharne AHgIkar n krvo p` te prma=Rnae khenar Ke tae Aeva Vyvharne kem AHgIkarn krvae?

xuH ÝÆ Ke? ÝÆnuH $p xuH Ke? ÝÆnI rItnI Sv$p iS=it xuH Ke? ÝÆkarnae Ae ÝÆKe ke tme phelaH to Aa@mI ga=amaH Aem kæuH ke dxRn, &an, cair5ne ÝaPt =ay te AaTmaAevae Vyvhar kæae, Ane Ae Vyvhar Anusr` krva layk n=I, khenarne Ane saHwznarne,Aem Aa@mI ga=amaH tae tme kæuH. vzI te Vyvhar Anusrva layk n=I Ane vzI tmekhae Kae ke Vyvhar prma=Rnae khenaro Ke. Ae Vyvhar AHtr prma=Rne jàvnarae Ke, taeAe Vyvhar AHgIkar kem n krvae? ÝÆ smÔy Ke kaH? AenuH ÝÆnuH $p Aa Ke.

jyare tme Aem kæuH, ke wgvan AaTma, Ae AaTma khetaH Ae n smßyae Tyare tmare wedpaDIne smÔvvuH pD–uH, ke AaTma Ae!le xuH? ke dxRn&ancair5ne hHmexa ÝaPt =ay,dxRn&ancair5=I ÝaPt AaTma =ay Aem nih. p` je AaTma Ke te dxRn&ancair5ne ÝaPt=ay Aem wed=I Aene smÔVyuH.... KtaH paKuH Aape Aem kæuH ke Aeva wed=I Ame smÔVyuH Ke,Amne p` ivkLpmaH Ae smÔvvanae wav AaVyae Ane tne p` khIAe KIAe, KtaH Ae wednuHAnusr` krva layk n=I. Aahaha...¦ wed Aadrva layk n=I. AHdr (Awed) i5kaz vStuKe te AadrÌy Ke. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

waØa tae sadI Ke. p` wa, wav tae je kH hoy Aene he@aH xI rIte étarva?Aahaha¦ AHdr cEtNyrTnakr wgvan AnHt AnHt gu mÌno rTnmaza=I wrelaewgvan, Aaha¦ AnHt AnHt gu nI qa`, bapu¦ AaTma Ae!le xuH? Aahaha¦ svÈTk<ÚÝwu AaTma AHdr vStu Aene Aape wed krIne smÔVyae ke je AaTma Ke Ae AamdxRn&ancair5ne ÝaPt =ay. ragne ÝaPt =ay Ane prne ÝaPt =ay Aem n kæuH. fÉtAa!lae tmare wed smÔvvae pD–o.

Aa AaTma ]âa, &an ne iS=rtane ÝaPt =ay te AaTma. toe Aape Vyvhar=I taesmÔVyuH, wed paDIne tae smÔVyuH, tae Vyvhar tae AaVyae. vzI tme khae Kae ke VyvharAHgIkar krvae nhÄ. Vyvhar AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ Ane Vyvhar AHgIkar krva layknhÄ. Aa xuH tme khae Kae? smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦

AavI vatuH- Aa tae jEndxRnna mH5ae Ke. Aahaha¦ hve vzI Aevae ÝÆ é@e Ke kephelaH Aem kæuH htuH ke Vyvharne AHgIkar n krvae, vzI Aem tme kæuH ke Vyvharprma=Rna ÝitpadkpàHne paetane ¹#p e S=aipt kre Ke, KeLlI lI!I AavIne? !IkanI

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KeLlI lI!I. !IkanI KeLlI lI!ImaH Ke. Aaha¦ te Vyvhar prma=Rnae khenar Ke, to OvaVyvharne kem AHgIkar n krvae? Aevae jene-smjva ma!e ÝÆ é@–ae Ke-mez qatae n=IAene smjnarne, p` smjnar Ae!luH pkDI xÉyae Ke ke Vyvhar AHgIkar n krvae AemAape kæuH Ane vzI kæuH ke Vyvhar prma=Rnae khenarae Ke, Ae prma=R btave Ke, ke &ante AaTma Aam i5kazI Aene btave Ke, tae Aevae Vyvhar kem AHgIkar n krvae? AevaeAene ÝÆ AHdrmaH=I é@–o Aene Aa _¿r devamaH Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

AavI iS=it jene mgjmaH &anmaH=I Qyal é@yo Ke ke, Aaehae¦ Aa tae khe Ke ke;&an te AaTma', Ane dxRn (&an) cair5ne ÝaPt =ay te AaTma Aevae tae Vyvhar Ke,Ae Vyvhare inüyne btaVyae Ke, Ane Ae Vyvhar AaVya ivna rhetae, (n=I) VyvharS=apva yaeGy Ke Vyvhar Ke Aem S=apva yaeGy Ke, KtaH Ae Vyvhar Aadr`Iy n=I.AHgIkar krva layk n=I. Aenae _¿r xuH Ke? smÔ uH kaH?

(ga=a) Aigyar.

vvharae½wUdT=ae wUdT=ae deisdae du suâ`Aae.wUdT=miSsdae qlu sMmaidõI hvid jIvae.. 11..Vyvharny AwUta=R dixRt, xuâny wUta=R KewUta=Rne Aai]t Òv su¹iÚ inüy haey Ke. 11

hÒ tae sMyGdxRn kem =ay, AenI vat Ke-cae=uH gu S=an. Aahahaha¦ gu S=annIpyaRy ãVymaH n=I. gu S=anona wed vStumaH n=I. p` vStune Aa]ye =tI pyaRy-sMyGdxRn Ae xuH cIj Ke? Vyvhar AHgIkar n krvae tme kæuH, tae Vyvhar tae AaVyaivna rhetae n=I Vyvhare tae smÔVyuH Ke Aene, tae Aenae _¿r xuH Ke-AenuH sma\an xuH Ke?

to ga=a (no) A=R phelo lAe:- ;Vyvharny AwUta=R Ke', samaNy vat krI.b\aey Vyvhar AevI waØa AhÄ n lI\I, Ae !IkamaH lexe. Vyvharny AwUta=R-AsTya=RKe. AsTya=R nam j¡õI Ke. Vyvharny AstŸA=R AwUt A=R Ke, Ktae A=R n=I Ae taeAsTy Ke, Ane xuâny wUta=R Ke. -xuâny wUta=R Ke paete hÇ, xuânynae ivØy wUta=RKe Ae pKI khexe, p` pheluH tae Ae khe Ke ke i5kazI wUta=R Ktae pda=R &aykwav-Svwavwav Awedwav Ae xuâny Ke. Ae xuâny Ke, xuânynae ivØy Ke tene AaHhIxuâny kI\I Ke. ware AakrI ga=a Ke bapu¦

xuH kæuH ? ke Vyvharma5 pKI khexe Ae to, hÒ tae Vyvhar AsTy Ke Ane xuânyte sTy Ke tae xuâny Ke. Ae tae &annae pyaRy Ke. Aenae ivØy Ke i5kazI wUta=R Ke,p` AaHhI tae wUta=Rne j xuâny kI\ae. ny Ane nyna ivØynae wed p` ka#I naQyopheluH. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? maze¦ AavI vatuH.

xuH kI\uH? xuâny wUta=R, xuâny wUta=R Ke. ny tae &annae AHx Ke. &anno AHx KeAe tae pyaRy Ke, wle inüynuH, inüy &an Ke p` Ke tae O pyaRy-&annae AHx Ke. Aene


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tme wUta=R khae Kae? ke ha. Aenae ivØy wUta=R Ke ma!e Ame xuânyne wUta=R kI\I. ivØyAne ivØyI Aenae wed p` AaHhI=I ka#I naqIAe KIAee. xuâny Ke ivØy krnar |yeypkDnar &eyne Ô`nar Aevae je wed Ke Ae AaHhI ka#I naQyae Ke ke ny Ae to wUta=R potej ny, xuâny Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

xuâny wUta=R Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek baj¡ Aem khevuH ke inüyny ne xuâny=I je huHAaTma KuH wUta=R, Aevae ivkLp p` KaeDva jevae Ke. (ga=a) 142 huH xuâ KuH. pU R KuH.wUta=R KuH Lyone, Aevae je xuânynae ivkLp é@–ae Ke Ae qreqr xuâny nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Ae ivkLpnae inØe\ krIne Aeklae cEtNy wgvan ¹iÚmaH Aave, Aene Ame xuânykhIAe KIAe. Ae xuânynae ivØy Ke tene j Ame xuâny khIAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦ AavIvat Ke. qreqr tae sMyG¹iÚnae ivØy j \/uv Ke. smÔ uH kaH? p` AaHhI tae khe Ke keje i5kazI Ke tene j Ame sMyGdxRn ne xuâny khIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ vStu je KeAahaha¦ Ae j xuâny Ke. i5kaz icdanHd Ýwu Awed, jemaH rag tae nhÄ p` pyaRynaewedey nhÄ. Awed cIj-vStu Aek$p tene Ame xuâny khIAe KIAe. pheluH Awedp uHS=aPyuH. hve Aem %ØI¬raeAe dxaRVyuH Ke.

je Òv, hve paKuH khe Ke j¡Aae ;je Òv wUta=Rnae Aa]y kre Ke' NyaH wed paD–ae.AoluH tae wUta=R paete i5kazI cIj tene xuâny kI\I'tI tene inüyny j kI\I'tI. hvekhe Ke ke wUta=R je i5kazI Ýwu Ke, sTya=R sTy vStu Ke, i5kazI prm sTy inTyanHdÝwu \/uv Ke Aenae je Aa]y kre AenuH je AvlHbn Lye, Ke? Aa]y kre Ke te Òv inüy=IsMyG¹iÚ Ke. te qreqr sMyG¹iÚ Ke. sMykŸ nam sTy¹iÚvHt Ke. kem ke Ae e pUr`sTyne ÝtItmaH lI\uH, pUr` sTynae Aa]y kyÈ, pUr` sTy Ýwu Aek smymaH AwedcIjnae je e Aa]y kyÈ. te Aa]y krnarnI ¹iÚne Ame AaHhI sMyG¹iÚ khIAe KIAe.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ae ÝÆ é@–o'to TyaH vDvamaH qHwat pase wa hta ne TyaH somcHdwa kej¡Aae¦ ;wUdT=mAiSsdae' pyaRy AavI ke nhÄ Aa]y krvamaH? Aem ÝÆ kyÈ'to. Ae ter(mI) salmaH ßyare phela nIkZya ne muHb jva ter-ter, AekvIs vØR =ya. Ae ÝÆ NyaH,vDvamaH kyÈ'tae. p` (kæuH) wa Aa]y kre Ke Ae Ke tae pyaRy, p` pyaRynae ivØypyaRy n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Ae pyaRynae ivØy Aa]y wUta=R i5kazI cIj Ke. Aahaha¦xuH kæuH ? Aem ke Ôe Aa]y tae AaVyae, to pyaRy tae AavI wegI, p` pyaRy AavI Aetae pyaRye Aa]y kyÈ i5kazI cIjnae je e Aa]y kyÈ Ke tae Ae pyaRy p` Aa]y kyÈ pyaRy tene sMyGdxRn khevuH p` pyaRynae ivØy (|yey) pyaRy Ke Aem n=I.Ko!awa¦ AavI vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦

wgvan Aa idgHbrdxRn tae j¡Aae. Aahaha¦ jEndxRn vaStivk Sv$pnuH prma=R$p. Aahahaha¦

sTy saheb, wgvan sTy saheb pUr` Awed Aek$p vStu Aenae je Aa]y kre-AenuH

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je AvlHbn Lye tene sMyG¹iÚ khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa tae sadI waØa Ke. mohnlalÒ¦Aahaha¦ gujratImaH khae ke ihNdImaH khae. Aa to waØa tdŸn sadI Ke.

wUta=R i5kaz Aek$p rhenar vStu vtRmanmaH hae Aek$p i5kaz. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦wle wiv*ymaH rhexe, wUtmaH htae. p` AaHhI tae Aek$p vtRmanmaH je Ke-i5kazrhenaruH sTv¸ Awed-Aek-Aek$p-samaNy$p-inTy$p-\/uv$p-Awed$p tene pheloinüy xuâny kæae htae. hve AaHhI khe Ke ke je ¹iÚ ne ny Aenae Aa]y kre ¹iÚ (Ae)¹iÚne Aene sMyGdxRn khevamaH Aave Ke. Ke sMyGdxRn pyaRy p` sMyGdxRn pyaRynaeivØy (|yey) pyaRy nhÄ kar` ke sMyGdxRnaid caEd gu S=an tae ãVymaH Ke j nhÄ.Aahahaha¦

AavuH ÉyaH smjvuH AamaH? kho ihHmtwa Aa lae#ana vepar AaDe ÉyaH AamaHnvrax mze Ke AamaH? levae pDxe Aa nvrax. Aahaha¦ lae#anae vepar Ae!le ragno(vepar) rag j Ke ne? lae#anae vepar¦ Aahaha¦

wgvan saena sman, jene ka! n=I. Aahaha¦ JHk-JHk saenane JHk n haey, Ýwu5` laekna na=ne mel n haey AevI Ae cIj Ke AHdr. Aaha¦ Ae piv5tanuH \am Ke.wgvan pU R xuâ \am Aap e AaVyuH'tuH ne bpore tI=R xuâ \am-wgvan te tI=R Ke.Aahaha¦ Aene Aa]ye trvanae _pay Ýg! =ay Ke, ma!e te vStu paete j tIr= Ke¦Aahaha¦

(]aeta:- AaTma tI=R Ke ke rTn5y tI=R Ke?) vStune j tI=R kI\I AaHhI to,vStune Aa]ye pKI Ýg! =ay te rTn5y _pay Ke, p` _pay jena=I Ýg!–o Ae jvStu tI=R Ke, AemaH Snan kyuÅ Ae ãVymaH Snan kyuÅ Tyare sMyGdxRn&ancair5 Ýg!=yuH. Aahaha¦ Ae wUta=Rnae Aa]y kre Ke te Òv inüy nam sace sac, prm sTynaeje e Aa]y lI\ae, prm !ka_ cIj je i5kazI Aek$p !ka_, !ktI cIjnae je e Aa]ylI\o, te sMyG¹iÚ-te stŸ¹iÚ.

i5kaz stŸnae je e Aa]y lI\ae i5kazI s¿no te=I te ¹iÚne p` sTy¹i*! AnesMyG¹i*! khIAe KIAe. Aahaha¦ sMykŸ nam sTy ¹iÚ. sTyŸ ¹iÚ tene khIAe je prmsTy Ýwu wUta=R-sTya=R vStu wUta=R kho ke sTya=R kho stŸ$p kaym Aeno je e Aa]ylI\ae te ¹iÚne sMyG¹iÚ khIAe. Aahahaha¦ Aa tae mUz cIjnI vat Ke.

JaD mo!uH hoy AaHblInuH ke tenaH paHdDaH ne DazanaH paHqDa taeDe p` mUz saj¡H haeytae paKuH pHdr id' Ae paHgrI jxe-falI jxe. p` jenuH mUz Ke>uH pKI Ae paHdDaH-faHdDa. pHdrid' Ae sUka jvana. Aem AaHhI tae je e im+yaTvnuH mUz je sHsarnuH Aene Ke>uH. k rIte?ke i5kazI wgvannae Aa]y lne sMyGdxRn =yuH Ae e sHsarna mUzne kapI naQyuH.smÔ`uH kaH? hve =aeDaH rag-äeØ AiS=rtana paHdDaH ræaH, Ae Ême Ême Aene qrI jxe.Aahaha¦ jene mUz j ha= AaVyuH n=I. Aahaha¦ jene cIj j ha= AavI n=I Aene pyaRyinmRz ne Ýg! ÉyaH=I =ay? Aahaha¦


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kem ke Ýwu cEtNy v<Ù Ke-kLpv<Ù Ke AaTma. Aahaha¦ Aek smymaH pU aRnHdnaena= wUta=R sTya=R sTy stŸnae ipHD Aeklae st stŸ stŸ AenaH Aa]ye stŸ ¹iÚ =ay Ke,Ae ivna kaena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ vtRman pyaRymaH AigyarAHgnuH &an haey, devguÌxaÏnI ]âa haey Ae rag. Aene Aa]ye Ae sTy n=I kaH.Aahahaha¦ te=I tene Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Aem stŸ n=I tae AstŸ Ke, pyaRyma5ne AhÄyaH AstŸ kI\I Ke gaE krIne qulasae Aavxe. Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: im+ya¹iÚne dev-guÌ-xaÏnI wi› ]âa haey tae?) Ae p` rag Ke, Aep` AekTv buiâ Kede Ke. Ae rag=I law =ay Ae buiâ i5kazne Aa]ye sMyGdxRn =taHAe buiâ Keda Ôy Ke, wav haey qrae, p` Aena=I law =xe Ane Ae marI cIj Ke AenuHnam tae im+yaTv Ke. devguÌ\mRnI ]âanae wav Ae p` rag Ke. pHcmhav/tna piràmAe p` rag Ke. Ae ragne Aa]ye tae rag j =ay. Aahahaha¦ AaHhI tae i5kazne Aa]yesMyGdxRn =ay, ragne Aa]ye sMyGdxRn (=ay nhÄ) Aahaha¦ Ane te inüy sMyGdxRn,i5kaz sTya=R stŸ stŸ stŸ stŸ prmpairàimk-&aykwav$pI prm sTy tena Aa]yesMykŸ =ay. te pKI Aene devguÌxaÏnI ]âa haey Aeva ivkLpne p` Vyvhar smiktnaeAaraep AaPyae Ke. Ae Vyvhar smikt, smiÉtey n=I. Ke tae rag cair5daeØnI pyaRy,devguÌ\mRnI ]âa, pHcmhav/tna piràm, xaÏ trfna ivkLpvazuH &an (Ae) Ke torag, Ke to rag. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ Ke tae rag, p` AaHhI inüy SvwavnI ¹iÚjyare = Tyare te ragne Vyvhar smiktnae Aaraep AapIne Vyvhar smikt kæuH, smikt Ke nhÄ. p` Aanae Aaraep AapIne in$p` k=n kyuÅ, k=n kyuÅ. vStu Aem Ke nhÄ,vStu tae Aek j i5kaz ãVyne Aa]ye sMyGdxRn te j dxRn Ke. devguÌnI ]âa te smiktdxRn, te tae AaHhI inüy =yuH haey Aene Vyvharnae Aaraep AapIne k=n kyuÅ Ke, p` AekaH sMyGdxRn n=I. Ae tae rag Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

(]aeta: J! smÔy AevuH n=I, jLdI smÔy AevuH n=I)Aa Amare xe@ ræa lalcHd¦ jUna ma`s, n=I smÔy AevuH n=I, Ae to Ýem=I

Aaƒa Ke ne saHwzva Ýem=I. kem xe@? smÔy AevuH Ke ne hzve-hzve. Aahaha¦wgvan AaTma Ke ne Ýwu, Aahaha¦ Ýwu tarI tne tara FrnI qbr n pDe, Aem kemkhevay? klHk lage Ýwu tne. Aahaha¦

AHdr cEtNy czktae hIrae jenI cmknae par n=I. jenI &annI cmk, dxRnnI cmk,i5kaznI haeH¦ AanHdnI cmk¸ AiStTvnI cmk, ÝwuTvnI cmk Ýkax-ÝTyÙ =ay tevIxiÉtnI cmk, Aahaha¦ svRdixRTv xiÉtnI cmk¸ svR&Tv xiÉtnI cmk, Aeva AnHtgu aenI cmkvazae wgvan (inÔTma) pU aRnHd Ýwu Aevae je prm sTy Ýwu Ae prmsTyne AaHhIya inüyny xuâny kæae, khIne pKI ferVyuH ke wa Ae p` i5kaz Ke tenaeAa]y kre tene sMyGdxRn =ay. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ? Ae xBda=R-ga=a=R kyoR.

hve, !Ika:- ;Vyvharny' pa@maH Vyvharny AsTya=R Ke Aem kæuH htuH. hve

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!Ikakar khe Ke Vyvharny ;b\aey' AsTya=R haeva=I, Vyvharny ;b\aey' AsTya=RKe. pyaRy ma5 AsTya=R Ke. Ae gaE krIne hÇ? ;pyaRy n=I' Aem krIne nhÄ. Aa]ykrva layk n=I Ane tene gaE krIne n=I Aem kæuH AsTya=R. Ane wgvan i5kazIstŸ Ke tene muQy krIne inüy kæae. Ane pyaRy Ke Aene gaE krIne ;n=I' kæuH, AwavkrIne ;n=I' kæuH Aem nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Vyvharny b\aey-b\aey Ae!le car (Ýkar) AhÄ car leva A|yaTmmaH. carxuH? Aek tae rag je =ay Ke. Ae ragne Ô`vanuH &an Ô e, Ô`vamaH rag Aave Aene;AsdŸwUt _pcar Vyvharny' khe Ke. saHwzo, smjva jevI JI`I vat Ke. rag =aytene Ô e Ke Òv Aam Ô e Ke Aa rag Ke. Ae ApeÙaAe tene AsdŸwUt Vyvharny _pcarkhevamaH Aave Ke Aek ny. rag Ke tene te j`ay Ke ke Aa rag Ke, Aem Ô`vamaH AaveKe. te ApeÙaAe te ragne Ô`vana &anne AsdŸwUt Vyvharny _pcar khevamaH AaveKe AsdŸwUt Ae!le ke rag AaTmamaH n=I, Vyvhar Ae!le ke wed Ke ragno bIÔe j¡dI cIjAstŸ Ke AsTy Ae!le ke (rag) i5kazmaH n=I-AsdŸwUt Ke. Ae, rag Ke te i5kazvStumaH n=I ma!e tene AsdŸwUt kæae Ane Vyvhar tae wed Ke, Ae!le Vyvhar Ke j. Anerag AaVyae Aene Ô`vanuH &an Ke Ô`vamaH Aave AevuH je &an, Aene AsdŸwUt Vyvharnyne _pcar kæae Ke.

Ane te vqte _pyaeg =aeDae sU"m n=I S=Uz Ke. Ae=I ragne Ô`vanuH &an =yuH. Aevqte ke!laek rag Ô`vamaH n Aave Aevo hare Ke. je rag Ô`vamaH Aave Ae &annoragne AsdŸwUt Vyvharny kæae, p` te vqte hÒ rag Ke AHdr-hare Ke, Ô`vamaHn=I Aavtae-_pyaeg kam krtae n=I. AbuiâpUvRk AHdr rag Ke, smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦Ae rag Ke tene Ô`narna &anne ;AsdŸwUt A`_pcar Vyvhar' khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahaha¦

AlaEikk ga=a Ke bapa¦ Aa tae frI-frIne khexuH hÇ. Aa!la xBdo paKa wa Aekal kæuH'tuH ne babulalÒAe frIne Lyo khe. Aahaha¦

Ýwu¦ tuH kae Kae? tara Sv$pmaH Ýwu Awed ne Aek$pta Ke. hve AemaH wednaÝkar car, Aek tae rag =ay te p` AsdŸwUt Ke taramaH n=I, ma!e te rag Ke wlepyaRymaH, p` ãVymaH-vStumaH n=I. Ane te rag Ô`vamaH-QyalmaH Aave Ke ke Aa ragKe te=I te ragne AsdŸwUt ‡ vStumaH n=I ma!e AsdŸwUt, Vyvhar Ke ma!e Vyvhar Ke-wed Ke Ane _pcar Ae!le ke Ô`vamaH Aave Aene KtaH Aene rag Ke Aem khevuH Ae_pcar Ke.

Aahaha¦ Ane te vqte hÒ ragnae wag sU"m Ke te Ô`vamaH Aavtae n=I._pyaeg S=Uz Ke. Ae!le Ô`vamaH Aave rag Ane n Ô`vamaH Aave Aevae rag Ke AHdrAe !a e. Ae n Ô`vamaH Aave Aevo rag Aene p` AsdŸwUt (kæo) (kar`ke) Sv$pmaHn=I ne Ke Vyvhar wed Ane Aene A`_pcar kæae (kem ke) Ô`vamaH Aavtae n=I ma!e


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A`_pcar kæae. Ô`vamaH Aave tene _pcar kæae. Ô`vamaH n Aave Aene A`_pcarkæo. TyaH be ny =. AsdŸwUt Vyvharnyna be Ýkar =yaH. Ae inØe\ krvalayk Ke.

hve, AavI be bIÒ (ny) sdŸwUt Vyvharny. ke je &an ragne Ô e &annuHAiStTv mara paetamaH Ke, ma!e sdŸwUt p` ragne Ô e Aaelae (ny) ragne Ô e Ae taeAsdŸwUt ragne Ô e p` AaHhI tae ragne Ô`vanuH &an paete kre paeta=I. ragneÔ`vanuH &an paeta=I. SvprÝkaxk &anpyaRyna sam+yR=I ragne Ô`vanuH &an kreAem khevuH Ke, tae Ô`vanuH &an paetanuH-ragne Ô`vanuH &an Ke tae paetanuH, p` Aeragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae ;sdŸwUt _pcar ny' khevamaH Aave Ke. Aa b\amaH Aa carbol Ke.

AaeluH tae ragne Ô e Ke, Ô`va Aene AsdŸwUt _pcar Vyvharny kæae, AneAhÄyaH tae ragne Ô`vanuH &an paeta=I =yuH Ke ma!e te ;sdŸwUt' Ke p` Aene ragneÔè Ke Aem khevuH te ;_pcar' Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Ae sdŸwUt &annae pyaRy Ke paetamaH ma!e sdŸwUt, Ae ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te_pcar Ke. Ae!le sdŸwUt _pcar ny = gyae. ;sdwUt Vyvhar _pcar' =yo, Anecae=ae, ;Ae &an te AaTma Ke' je hmàH AaVyuH'tuH Aevae wed paDIne k=n Ke, te ;sdŸwUtA`_pcar Vyvharny' Ke. kar` ke &an paetamaH Ke Ane Aa AaTmane btave Ke Aam,&an —Aa AaTma Ke Ae!lae wed Ke ma!e Vyvhar Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

paetamaH Ke ma!e sdŸwUt Ke Ane Aam wedne btave Ke ma!e Vyvhar Ke Ane teneA`_pcar kæuH kar`ke &an te AaTma Ke Ae tae brabr Ke Ae ApeÙaAe tene sdŸwUtA`_pcar Vyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke.

car (ny) =. Ae ;b\aey' xBdmaH Aa car (Ýkar) Aave. be AsdŸwUtnaH nebe sdŸwUtnaH Vyvharny (Ke). Aahaha¦ Aa drkar j krI n=I Ko!awa? Aa rzvuHne Aa krvuH. Aahaha¦ 5`laekna na=nae marg ijne¬rnae... ÉyaHy Ke nhÄ-AenI gH\ÉyaHy n=I. Aaha¦ Ae marg smjva ma!e (inv<i¿ ÔeAe). (]aeta: Aap khae Kae Tyarebhu quxI =Ae KIAe) AemaH xuH p` hÒ Ae smje tae... quxI =vanuH Ke ne. ke vItrage kæaete j marg sTy Ke AevuH paetane AHdr smÔy Tyare quxI =ay Tyare AanHd Aave.Aahaha¦

Vyvharny, Ae!le? wedne Ane AsdŸwUtne Ô`naruH ny tene Vyvharny khIAewedne Ane AemaH n=I i5kazImaH Aevane Ô`nar nyne Vyvharny khIAe. Ae Vyvharnyb\aey. ;b\aey' Ae!le car.;AsdŸwUt _pcar Vyvharny' rag Aave Ke p` i5kazmaHn=I ma!e AsdŸwUt Ane tene Ô`vamaH AaVyuH KtaH khevuH ke Aa rag Ae _pcar =yo. AeAsdŸwUt _pcar Vyvharny Ae inØe\va layk Ke. hve te vqte rag Ke sU"m AeÔ`vamaH Aavtae n=I, KtaH Ke Aem tae &anmaH jày, &anmaH jày Ae!le &anmaHQyalmaH Aave Aam Aa rag Ke Aem QyalmaH n Aave wle, p` hÒ AaHhI rag sU"m

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Ke. kem? n haey tae tae AHdr AanHd Aavvae ÔeAe. smÔy Ke kaH? Ae rIte ragne sU"mKe tene QyalmaH sI\ae Aavtae n=I, p` Ke ma!e te ragne AsdŸwUt A`_pcar VyvharnykhevamaH Aave Ke. Ae AsdŸwUtna be (Ýkar) =yaH.

hve sdŸwUtna be (Ýkar). Ae ragne Ô`naruH &an, Ae &an Ke tae paetanuH, Ae=IKe paetanuH ma!e sdŸwUt p` Ae ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te _pcar Ke. Aahahaha¦ pkDayAe!luH pkDvuH bapu Aa tae marg... Aahaha¦ Ae sdŸwUt _pcar Vyvhar Ae!le ke pyaRyKe te ragne Ô`narI Ke te pyaRy paetanI Ke. p` ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te sdŸwUtVyvhar Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Ane te=I te ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH te sdŸwUt Vyvhar_pcar Ke. Aahaha¦ ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae to sdŸwUt _pcar Ke. qreqr tae;ragnuH &an Ke te &anne &an Ô e Ke.' smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ Aavae marg Ke.

(]aeta:) prne Ô`vuH te _pcar Ane Svne Ô`vuH te A`_pcar Aem levuH?(_¿r:) Ô`vamaH-ragnuH &an =yuH, Ae &an tae =yuH Ke paeta=I, p` KtaH ragne

Ô`e Ke Aem khevuH Ae sdŸwUt _pcar Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te &an te AaTma, Ae AhÄ ;&ante AaTma' Aevae je wed paD–ae te sdŸwUt A`_pcar Vyvharny Ke.

carey nyae AsTy Ke Aem khevuH Ke AaHhI. Aahaha¦ AstŸ Ke Ae!le? ke Ae Aa]ykrva layk n=I. gaE krIne tene AsTya=R khevamaH Aave Ke. nhÄtr ;&an te AaTma'vStu te brabr Ke. p` tenae wed _pr lÙ jxe tae Aene ivkLp é@xe te=I te VyvharnymaH-A`_pcarnyne p` AstŸ khI dI\I Ke.

Aek kaer sdŸwUt pyaRy Ke AenamaH Ane Ae Ô e Ke ragne Aem sdŸwUt Vyvharny_pcar Ane —Ae &an AaTma Ke Aem sdŸwUt A`_pcar, Aekkor pyaRy Ke tenesdŸwUt kI\I, pyaRyne hÇ. Aahahaha¦ KtaH tene gaE krIne jene stŸ kI\I'tI tene AstŸkI\I Ke. Aahahaha¦

frIne hÇ? hzve hzve Aa tae hzvek=I, paHc imin! Ke.vStu Ke Ýwu¦ pUr` Aek$p Awed Ae tae ¹iÚnae ivØy (Ke). Ane Ae tae wUta=R

Ke tene ivØy kre Ke ¹iÚ.hve, ¹iÚnae ivØy n=I AevI ny Ke car. Aek tae ke rag Ke-Aene Ô`vuH ‡ ragnuH

AaHhI &an =ay ATyare AaHhI vat nhÄ. fÉt rag Ô`vamaH Aave Ke ke Aa rag KeAe ApeÙaAe tene AsdŸwUt Vyvharny _pcar khe Ke. Ô`vamaH AaVyae Ke Ane KtaH-rag AaHhI Ke Aem _pcar=I kæuH, Ane te ragne sU"mp uH te !a e Ke =oDuH, Ae Ô`vamaHAavtuH n=I KtaH rag Ke Aem &anmaH Aave-QyalmaH n Aave sI\uH, p` &anmaH hoy kehÒ Aa S=Uz rag Ke tem sU"m p` rag Ke, te=I te ragna Ô`nar &anne ;AsdŸwUtA`_pcar Vyvharny' khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

hve, sdŸwUtna be wed. ke ragne AaeluH Ô e Ke Ae bIÒ = g vStu. Aa taeragne Ô`naruH &an Ke, Ae &an Ke paetanuH Ae!le paetanuH sdŸwUt Ke KtaH Ae &an ragne


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Ôè Ke Aem khevuH te _pcar Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae Vyvharny sdŸwUt p` AsTya=R Ke.gaE krIne tene j¡õI @ravI Ke.

Ane cae=I (ny) Ae —&an te AaTma˜ AaeluH tae &an ragne Ô`tuH htuH Ae!luH khevuHhtuH. Ke paetanuH p` (ragne) Ôè Ke Aem khevuH te _pcar. hve Ae —&an te AaTma˜ tenuHnam ;sdŸwUt A`_pcar Vyvharny' khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ae b\ayna A=RmaH Aa Caar Ke. Aa ;b\aey' xBd je pD–ae Ke Aena Aa car A=R Ke.Ae carey nyae AsTya=R haeva=I-AsTya=R nam te i5kazI cIj n=I, Ùi`k Ke Ane

tenae Aa]y krtaH rag =ay Ke, ma!e te nyne ‡ vStu car haeva KtaH tene gaE krIne AsTyKe tem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. AakrI ga=a Ke Aa. smÔ uH kaH?

gaE krIne AsTya=R haeva=I‡Aiv>man, Lyo ÔeyuH, n=I tene te khe Ke. Ke to qruHsdŸwUt &an... TyaH sdŸwUt &an-_pcar, sdŸwUt &an Anupcar Aem kæuH. p` i5kaznIApeÙaAe, Ae sdŸwUt je kæuH'tuH Aene p` ;n=I' AsTy Ke, Aem gaE krIne tene ;n=I'Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

;Aiv>man' Ô e n=I mare Aa]y krva layk cIj (Vyvharny) Ae n=I, ma!e;n=I'. Ke wle, vStu vStu trIke ho. Aahaha¦ Ae AsTy Ke.

i5kazI stŸnI ApeÙaAe Ae care nynae ivØy te gaE krIne AsTy kI\ae Ke.AwUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke, n=I Sv$pmaH tene te ny Ýg! kre Ke.

sdŸwUt VyvharnynuH wedp uH Ane AsdŸwUtnuH tdŸn ragnuH Ae vStumaH n=I, ma!ete AwUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. AenamaH n=I vStumaH tene Ae khe Ke, ma!e tene Vyvhar khInejU@ae kæae Ke.

ivxeØ khevaxe. (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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smysar, Aigyar ga=a. Aa jEnxasnnae sar Ke-Ýa` Ke. Aane smßya ivnabIj¡H gme te!luH smje kae vaStivk &an n=I. Aa inüy ne Vyvhar bey brabrÔ`va jeva Ke. ÔÌne inüynae ivØy je &ayk i5kaz te AadrÌy Ke Ane VyvharnaeivØy wed Ae Ô`va layk Ke-Aadrva layk n=I.

hve khe Ke ;Vyvharny' Vyvharny Ae!le? ke je wedne ivØy kre Ane wedmaH p`gu gu Inae wed A=va ragne Ô`vanae Aevae wed A=va rag Ke AevuH Ô`vuH Aevae je wedAene Vyvharny khe Ke. JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ Vyvharny AenI VyaQya Ae!lI, b\aeyVyvharna A|yaTmnI AHdr car wed paD–a Ke. Ae AwUta=R haeva=I Aem xBd Ke. ;AwUta=RKe' Aem n=I kI\uH. ;AwUta=R haeva=I' Aiv>man, AsTy, AwUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke.

Ae!le xuH? Vyvharny b\aey AsTy haeva=I AsTynae A=R? i5kazI vStu trIke

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te n=I. Vyvharnynae ivØy i5kazI vStu n=I. Aenae ivØy vtRman wed ke ragnae wedprnae ke paetamaH gu gu Inae wed Aene AhÄya Vyvharny AsTya=R kæae. Ke ne? b\aeyAwUta=R haeva=I Ae!le ke jU@ae haeva=I Aem kI\uH AaHhI tae. Ae!le xuH? je AaTmamaH ragj`ay Ke-pyaRymaH Ke. vStumaH n=I.. Ane te=I te rag Ke tene AsdŸwUt khIAe-AsdŸwUt,vStumaH n=I, pyaRymaH Ke. Ae=I tene AsdŸwUt khIAe Ane Aena be Ýkar. rag AsdŸwUtKe rag Aena be Ýkar. vStumaH n=I p` pyaRymaH Ke. Ae=I Aene Vyvhar kæae neAsdŸwUt kæae.

Ae!le ke je rag =ay Ke pyaRymaH Ke, Aene AsdŸwUt _pcar ny khe Ke. kem? KeAem khevuH-Ae _pcar Ke. Ane Aene Ô`naruH &an Ae AsdŸwUt Vyvharny Ke. Aahaha¦rag Ke pyaRymaH p` AsdŸwUt Ke vStumaH n=I, p` pyaRymaH Ke Ae ragne Ô`vana beÝkar. (rag) Ke Ae AsdŸwUt Ke. Ane AsdŸwUtnynae Ae ivØy Ke. p` Ke na be Ýkar.Aek Ô`vamaH Aave Ke buiâpUvRk rag Ane Aek Ô`vamaH n=I Aavtae KtaH Ke AevuH &ankrvuH. Ke Ae Ô`vamaH Aave Aene AsdŸwUt _pcar khe Ke Ane rag Ke p` Ô`vamaHAavtae n=I p` Ke te=I tene AsdŸwUt A`_pcar khe Ke.

AavuH kH caepDamaH AaVyuH n haey. sHÝdaymaH haltuH nae haey¸ dya pazae ne v/t kraene wiÉt krae ne bapu¦ mUz cIj. vStu je Ke AaTma Ae i5kazI tae &aykSv$p icdanHdshÔTmSv$p Ae tae Aek j wUta=R Ke. KtI cIj Ke ke jene ivØy (|yey) bnavva=I,jene ivØy bnavva=I sMyGdxRn =ay. Ae!le ke prm sTy vStu je \/uv samaNy &aykAek$p wav Aene ivØy bnavva=I-Aene |yeymaH leva=I sMyGdxRn =ay. Ae wUta=RvStu i5kaz Ke Ae!le Aenae Aa]y krva=I sTy dxRn =ay pyaRymaH, sMyGdxRn.

p`, je pyaRymaH rag Ke, Ae i5kazmaH vStumaH n=I. ma!e tene AsdŸwUt khI Aneiv>man n=I Aem kæuH, AsTya=R kæuH Ae Ke j nhÄ. k ApeÙa=I? i5kazmaH n=I, ma!ete n=I Aem gaE krIne n=I kæuH, Ke. n hoy to to rag Ke, &anIne p` rag tae haey Ke.Aahaha¦ &anIne p` AaTma &ayk Sv$p Ke pUr` AanHd Awed Sv$p Ke. AevIãVy¹iÚ \/uv¹iÚ haeva KtaH p` &anIne rag tae haey Ke.

rag haey Ke tene Ô`vana be Ýkar.. Aek Ô`vana QyalmaH Aave Aevae rag, p`vStumaH n=I ma!e ;AsdŸwUt Vyvhar _pcar' Ane QyalmaH n Aave Aevae rag,Sv$pmaH n=I ma!e AsdŸwUt p` QyalmaH Aavtae n=I KtaH Ke Aem khevuH Ae ;A`_pcarAsdŸwUt' Ke. Aare¦ AavI vatuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

Vyvharnyna car Ýkar (Ke). je n=I Aem AhÄ kæuH Ke n=I Ae!le? ke i5kazmaHAe n=I. Ane i5kaznI ApeÙaAe, i5kazna AwednI Ape"aaAe ßyare i5kazIne sTykhevuH Ke Tyare te Aa wedne AstŸ khIne-gaE krIne AstŸ khIne Aene Vyvharnynae ivØyg`vamaH AaVyae Ke.

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Ke Aa tae. Aa ga=a tae jEndxRnnae Ýa` Ke.... jem Ýa` ivna Òvn n rhe Aem Aaga=ana wan ivna jEnxasn ¹iÚmaH nhÄ Aave. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? VyvharnyAe!le ke ragne Ane wedne ivØy krnar, Aevae je Vyvharny, smÔ uH kaH? VyvharnyAe!le? je &annae Vyvharny AHx Ke. Ae ny wedne ivØy kre-Ô e Ane AenamaH n=IAeva ragne p` Ôè Ae Ôè AenaH Ýkar pKI be Ane wed Ke AenaH Ýkar be.

Ôè ke rag Ke, Ae QyalmaH Aave Aevae rag Ke Aene AsdŸwUt Vyvhar _pcar(kemke) QyalmaH (rag) AaVyae KtaH Ke Aene _pcar. Ane te !a e _pyaeg S=Uz Ke te=Irag Ô`vamaH Aave AenI sa=e rag bIÔe Ke =aeDae Ae Ô`vamaH Aavtae n=I. Ô`vamaHAavtae n=I ma!e tene A`_pcar kæae Ane AaTmamaH n=I ma!e AsdŸwUt kæae AsdŸwUtA`_pcar, Ô`vamaH n=I Aavtae _pyaegmaH, Ke qrae, te=I tene A`_pcar AsdŸwUtVyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke. pkDay Ae!luH pkDvuH bapu Aa tae.

(]aeta: AÝm¿nI vat = Aa tae) nhÄ, nhÄ. AÝm¿nI vat n=I. Aa tae raghaey Ke TyarnI vat Ke. Kõe gu S=ane p` rag haey Ke ne? satme AbuiâpUvRk Ke AemATyare AaHhI n=I levuH. satme AbuiâpUvRk Ane Kõe buiâpUvRk Aem n=I levuH. devkInHdneA=R Aevae kyÈ'tae. devkInHdn hta' ne pHiDt, Ndaerna. Aevo A=R kyÈ Ke Aeè,pHca|yayIno pKI AaHhI AaVyaH. xe@nI hare, kI\uH ke Aa A=R tae tmarae qae!ae Ke. AbuiâpUvRksatme Ane buiâpUvRk K@e-Aem nhÄ, AaHhI vat-Aem n=I, AaHhI kI\uH. p`, ma`ssrz hta, (khe) smÔvae. mharaj su\aravae. devkInHdn hta ne [Ndorvaza bhuxaÏna Ô`nara hta. nrm ma`s hta ne. gujrI gya ibcara.

Aem e pHca|yayImaH Aevae A=R krelae ke AbuiâpUvRk satme Ane buiâpUvRk Kõe-Ae!le satme Ke Ae AbuiâpUvRk Ke Ae A`_pcar AsdŸwUt Ane AaHhI buiâpUvRk Ke te_pcar AsdŸwUt. Aolo A`_pCaar AsdŸwUt ne _pCaar AsdŸwUt, kI\uH Aem n=I p`ma`s bhu srz hta. pHca|yayI Ke AemnuH AaHhI, AemaH Aavae A=R kyÈ Ke p` kI\uH ke AatmarI wUl Ke (Tyare te khe) Ame to pHiDto KIAe, n smÔy tae p` lqI naqIAe. kI\uHAem nae hale Aa tae vItrag marg Ke. bhu srz.

saHwzae, AhÄyaH tae Kõe gu S=anmaH je rag Ke tena be Ýkar, Aek buiâpUvRk AneAbuiâpUvRk. AaHhIyaH Kõe buiâpUvRk Ane satme AbuiâpUvRk AhÄ n=I levuH. satme AeklaeAbuiâpUvRk Ke Ae AaHhI n=I levuH. AhÄya tae ‡ gaem!sarmaHy Ke Aa.

je rag Ke smiktIne- &anIne- muinne p` Ae rag Ke, Aem je Ke Aene Ô`vae,buiâpUvRk Ke Aem QyalmaH Aave Aene, Aene AhÄyaH buiâpUvRk AsdŸwUt _pcarny kæaeKe. Ane Aene ne Aene je rag AHdr Ke QyalmaH Aavtae n=I p` Ke qrae, _pyaeg S=UzKe. Ae!lo Aevae AbuiâpUvRk- (rag) Ke Ane QyalmaH n=I Aavtae te te j Òvne jeQyalmaH n=I Aavtae te Òvne, te ragne ;A`_pcar AsdŸwUt Vyvharny' khe Ke.wEya... JIÌ vat Ke Aa. Aahaha¦ \Ime=I khIAe KIAe.

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rag Ke Ae Sv$pmaH n=I. ma!e tene AsdŸwUt kæae hve AsdŸwUtna be Ýkar ke AekÔ`vamaH Aave tene AsdŸwUt _pcar khIAe Ane te j Ù`maH, te j vqtmaH je ragnaewag Ke AHdr, Ae Ô`vamaH Aavtae n=I, ma!e tene AsdŸwUt A`_pcar (Vyvhar)ny khevamaH Aave Ke. buiâpUvRk (rag) Kõe Ke ne Vyvhar _pcar AsdŸwUt khIAe Anesatme (gu S=ane) AbuiâpUvRk Ke ma!e tene AsdŸwUt A`_pcar khIAe, Ae AaHhI vatn=I. babulalÒ¦ smÔy AevuH Ke \Ime=I hÇ. JI`ae ivØy bhu bapu¦ Aaha¦ vItragmarg prme¬r i5laekna=nae. Aahaha¦

frIne, Amare babulalwa khe Ke ne frIne (Lyae khe Ke) Aa v\are ivStar kyÈ Ke ne?Aa AaTma je Ke Ae i5kazI wUta=R &aykwav Ke. Aene wUta=R khIAe. KtI cIj,

stŸ cIj, stŸ sahebae, stŸ saheb Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Ane tenI pyaRymaH wed=I AenuH &ankrvuH ke rag Ke marI pyaRymaH Ke buiâpUvRknae Qyalvazae rag, tene AsdŸwUt _pcarkhIAe. Ane tene QyalmaH n=I Aavtae Aevae je rag tene AsdŸwUt A`_pcar VyvharkhIAe. khae smÔy Ke kaH?

Ane... sdŸwUtna be Ýkar: ke je &an paetanI pyaRymaH Ke. p` Ae &an ragne Ô eKe Aem khevuH ‡ AaeluH Ke tae fÉt rag Ke Aem Ô`vuH Ane AaHhI tae &annae pyaRy ragneAam Ô e p` pyaRy Ke paetamaH. Ae paetanI pyaRy ragne Ô e Aem sdŸwUt pyaRy Kema!e sdŸwUt paetamaH Ke. p` Aene Ô`vuH khevuH Ae _pcar Ae!le sdŸwUt _pcar =yaeVyvhar.

\Ime=I smjvuH wa¦ Aaha...¦ Aa tae jEndxRnnae Ýa` Ke AigyarmI ga=a tae.Ae kElascHdÒAe lqeluH Ke Aekvar... KapamaH ke 11 mI ga=a vItrag prme¬r (na)margnae Ýa` (Ke) Aa ivna Òvn-cEtNy kem Ke Ae tene nhÄ j`ay. Aaha... ha¦

(khe Ke ke) Ae!le Vyvharny b\aey, b\aey Ae!le car (Ýkarnae).je rag Ke, Ae pyaRymaH Ke, vStumaH n=I. p` Ae pyaRymaH Ke tae Vyvhar =

gyae. Ane pr Ke ma!e AsdŸwUt = gyae. Ae AsdŸwUt Vyvhar AenaH be Ýkar-jeQyalmaH Aave Aeva ragne ;AsdŸwUt _pcarny' khIAe. Ane te j vqtnae rag,QyalmaH n=I Aavtae ‡ _pyaeg S=Uz Ke ma!e, te ragne-AbuiâpUvRk pD–ae Ke tene tej Òvne Aene A`_pcar (kæae) QyalmaH Aavtae n=I p` Ke, ma!e A`_pcarAsdŸwUt Vyvharny tene khevamaH Aave Ke. Ae vStu (Vyvhar) b\aey AwUta=R Ke,AwUta=R nam vStumaH n=I, ma!e tene gaE` krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH AsTy Ke. Ke taeqruH, rag Ke- be Ýkar Ke Aene buiâpUvRknuH &an te Vyvhar AsdŸwUt _pcar AneAbuiâpUvRk &anne AsdŸwUt Vyvhar A` _pcar ;Ke' (prHtu) AaHhI khe Ke ke;AwUta=R haeva=I'.

xuH kI\uH? Ae ;n=I' Ae!le gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. iblkul n=I tae taeVyvharnynae ivØy j n=I vtRmanmaH. smÔ uH kaH? gu vHtwa¦ Ke ne puStk same?


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Aahahaha¦ Aavae marg¦wgvan AaTma, Aek smymaH sTya=R Sv$p, pUr` Sv$p, Awed Sv$p¸ samaNy

Sv$p¸ sTya=R vStu i5kaz, te tae xuânynae ivØy Ke Ae=I Aene i5kazne xuâny p`khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane AaHhI (sa\kne) je rag AenamaH (pyaRymaH) Ke, hÒ sa\k KeAenI vat Ke ne AhÄya. nynuH &an tae ]ut&anIne haey Ke ne? kevzInI Aa vat n=I kaH,Ae!le ]ut&an=I je e &aykne Aam Ô~yae-AnuwVyae Ae tae inüy, p` Ae ]ut&anmaHhÒ Aa baj¡maH je rag Ke Ae QyalmaH Aave Aeva ragne ;AsdŸwUt _pcar Vyvhar'khe Ke. Ane QyalmaH n Aave Aene ;AsdŸwUt A`_pcar' (Vyvharny) khe Ke.

p` AenamaH Ke tene ;Ô`vuH' AaHhI tae Aem kæuH ke ;b\aey' AwUta=R-Aiv>man;n=I' tene khe Ke. Aenae A=R? ke i5kaznI stŸnI ApeÙaAe Ae vStu n=I, pyaRynIApeÙaAe AemaH Ke. Aahaha¦ i5kazne ßyare muQy krIne inüy khIAe, Tyare wedne gaEkrIne ;n=I' Aem khIAe, gaE krIne AwUta=R haeva=I-AwUta=R haeva=I, AsTya=Rhaeva=I, jU@uH haeva=I... Aahahaha¦ xxIwa¦ Aavae ivØy Ke. Aa laekae Aekdm smßyaivna, bharna Aa dya ne v/t ne Ae tae b\a A&an Ke im+yaTv.

je rag, Sv$pmaH n=I te ragne krvae ne manvae Ae tae im+yaTv Ke. krvae ne manvaeAem. Aam Sv$pnuH &an =ya pKI, rag =ay tene ;AsTya=R haeva=I' Aem kæuH. kem kekaymnI cIjnI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe Vyvharnae ivØy je n=I Aiv>man Ke. iv>man taei5kazI cIj Ke te Ke. Aahaha¦

vStu Ke sMyGdxRnnae ivØy, Ae tae xuânynae ivØy te sMyGdxRnnae ivØyi5kazI, i5kazI wgvan, pU aRnHdnae na= Ýwu \/uv (AaTma) Ae sTya=R Ke. Ane tenaeAa]y krva=I sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. hve ßyare pyaRymaH p` hÒ rag Ke, tae Ae ragne xuHkhevuH? ke tene AhÄya i5kazIne sTy kæuH Ke Ae ApeÙaAe rag Ke tene AsTy kæae Ke, Ke?

tene i5kazIne ßyare sTy kæuH tae Aa (rag pyaRymaH) Ke tene AstŸ kæuH Ke p`n=I Aem nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? Ae ragna be Ýkar Ô`va Ae AsdŸwUt Vyvharna_pcar-A`_pcarna be Ýkar =yaH. hve be wed bIÔ sdŸwUtna. Ae p` ;AwUta=Rhaeva=I' AaHhI kæuH Ke. Vyvharnynae sdŸwUtnae ivØy Ae p` ;n=I' -Aiv>man KeAem kI\uH. Ae k ApeÙaAe? ke i5kaz stŸne muQy krIne ßyare inüy Ke Aem kæuH TyareAa pyaRyne gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke.

hve Ae sdŸwUtna p` be Ýkar, ke je &annae vtRman pyaRy ragne Ô e Ke AemkhevuH-Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae sdŸwUt _pcar, Ae p` i5kaznI ApeÙaAe ;Aiv>man' Ke.Aare¦ AavI vatuH. smÔ uH kaH? vtRmannI ApeÙaAe tae stŸ Ke. n haey tae tae vedaHt= Ôy Ke. pyaRy n=I-rag n=I, Aa tae vItrag svR&nuH xasn Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae!le ke sdŸwUt Vyvhar Ae!le? AenaH be Ýkar, ke je &an paetamaH (Ke) pyaRynIvat Ke hve ATyare. &annI pyaRy paetamaH Ke Ae=I sdŸwUt, p` Ae &an ragne Ô e Ke

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AenuH nam _pcar, Ae sdŸwUt _pcarne Aiv>man Ke Ae i5kazIne iv>man gÌne AaneAiv>man gaE krIne Aiv>man Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ kho Ko!awa? kae id'Aa ivcarey kyaR n haey AemaH. Aahaha¦ Aavae marg vItragnae, Aaha... waQyae]IvItrag-i5laekna= prmaTma (Ae) idVy|vinmaH Ae kæuH Ke: Ýwu tuH (kevae Ke?) AmeAaHhI khIAe KIAe kar` ke pa@ Aem Ke ne? ;AwUta=RTvatŸ AwUtm=RmŸ' jU@ae Ke ma!e jU@aA=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. Aem kæuH. pa@ to Aevae Ke sHSk<t AwUta=R... AwUta=RTvat Ae!le;n=I' tene kar e AstŸ kæae Ke. pa@ tae Aevae Ke. Aenae A=R Ae!lae... ke vStunI (je)i5kazI sTy vStu Ýwu, AenI ¹iÚnae ivØy je i5kazI stŸ Ke, Ane Vyvharnae ivØy AenegaE krIne AsTya=R haeva=I, AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Ane xuâny sTya=Rhaeva=I, Aek sTyne j Ýg! kre Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH kam.

frIne, Vyvharny b\aey AwUta=R haeva=I Aem xBdae Ke ne? pa\ruH AwUta=R Aemn=I lI\uH. AwUta=RTvatŸ AwUtmŸA=RmŸ Ýg! kre Ke jU@o haeva=I jU@a A=Rne Ýg! kre KeAem kæuH. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Ae!le? ke i5kazI vStu je &ayk pUr` Ýwu Aene ßyare sTya=R kæae Ane Ae jsMyGdxRnnae ivØy Ae!le xuânynae ivØy kæae, tene ßyare sTy kæuH, Tyare pyaRynaAa wed Ke ke je &an ragne Ô e Ae &annI pyaRy Ke, p` Ae ragne Ô e Aem khevuH, AesdŸwUt _pcar Ke. Ae AwUta=R haeva=I n=I Aem kæuH, Ke tae qrae p` i5kaznIApeÙaAe tene AsTy khIne, AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. Aahaha¦ ragne Ô`vuH AevuH je&an, &an ragne Ô e Ae AstŸ A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ae!luH smjvuHÝwu Aa tae¦ vItrag margnae êDae êDae gHwIr wav Ke. wa¦ Aahaha¦

\Ime... \Ime b\uH khevaxe hÇ hzve... hzve... Aekdm mUkI nhÄ dAe. Amare babulalkheta'tane ke frIne Lyae. wa¦ Aa tae be-carvar lAe taey kaH par n Aave.Aahaha¦ Vyvharny Ae!le? wedne Ane AemaH n=I Aeva ragne Ô e tene Vyvharnykhe Ke. Aa !UHkI waØa, Vyvharny Ae!le AwedmaH=I wedne krvae Ane AenamaH n=I Aevaragne Ae bene Ô`vuH, Ae n=I i5kaznI ApeÙaAe te n=I. gaE krIne Ae n=I Aem khIneAe AwUta=R haeva=I KtI cIjne te jàvtae n=I. KtI cIjne te Ýg! krtuH n=I.Aahahaha¦ KtI cIjne Ýg! krtuH n=I Ôe pKI Vyvharnynae ivØy Ktae n=I? ny Ketenae ivØy Ôe haey nhÄ tae ny n haey. p` AhÄ i5kazne ßyare sTya=R khIne muQykrIne inüy kæae Tyare te Vyvharna wedone AenI pyaRymaH &an Ke Ae &an ragne Ô eKe. AevuH haeva KtaH Ane bIÒ vat, —Ae &an te AaTma˜ hve Aam lI\uH Ae p` ;sdŸwUtA`_pcar' =yo ;&an te AaTma¦' Aene p` AwUta=R Ae!le ke kaymI cIj n=I tenete Ýg! kre Ke wedne, tene gaE krIne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

rate ÝÆ krva, nae smÔy p` ko ÝÆ tae krtuH n=I. (]aeta: AmarI wUl tmeÔÌ Ôv.) AemaH xuH vaH\ae Ke wUl tae.... smjva ma!e tae... gme Aeva ÝÆ haey xke


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Aahaha¦ Ane Aa tae qas cIj Ke. Aahaha¦Ae!le? Vyvharna car Ýkar =yaH Aek rag buiâpUvRk =ay tene Ô`vae Ae AsdŸwUt

_pcar, Ae vqte rag j`atae n=I te vqtnae rag Aeno ne Aeno, tene AsdŸwUtA`_pcar Ane AhÄya &annI pyaRy paetamaH Ke p` Ae &an ragne Ô e Ke. KtaH Aetae pyaRy Ke, pyaRy Ke ma!e sdŸwUt Vyvhar = gyae. Ane Ae ragne Ô e Ke Ae sdŸwUt_pcar = gyae. sdŸwUt Vyvhar _pcar, pyaRy Ke ma!e Vyvhar, p` paetamaH Ke ma!esdŸwUt. smÔ uH kaH?

Ane Ae &an ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH ‡ Ô e Ke tae &an &anne p` Ae &anragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae ;sdŸwUt _pcar Vyvharny' n=I tene Ýg! kre Ke Aem jekI\uH Ae gaE krIne n=I Aem kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

Ane &annI pyaRy AenamaH haeva KtaH Ae tae Vyvhar Ke. sdŸwUt Vyvhar Ke. Aeneragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae _pcar Ke. qreqr tae &annI pyaRy &anne Ô e Ke. &annIpyaRy &anne Ô e Ke. KtaH Ae &annI pyaRy ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae paetanI pyaRyKe ma!e sdŸwUt, Aene (ragne) Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae _pcar Ane pyaRy Ke ma!e Vyvhar.Aahaha¦ Aene AhÄya AsdŸwUt haeva=I AsdŸwUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke Ae!le ke i5kazIcIjmaH Ae n=I Ane pyaRymaH Ke, p` pyaRyne gaE krIne, Aenae Aa]y KaeDavva ten=I tem gaE krIne kæuH Ke svR=a n=I Aem n=I. smÔy Ke kaH...?

(]aeta:) ãVymaH tae svR=a j n=I?(_¿r:) ãVymaH Aem ãVymaH Ae ßyare AenI Ae ãVy vStu Ke Ae AwedmaH n=I.

wedmaH Ke Aena ãVyna wedmaH, p` AwedmaH n=I. AwedmaH n=I ma!e tene Vyvhar kæae.wed paDvae Ae Vyvhar Ke. &annI pyaRy Ae khevI Ae wed-Vyvhar = gyae pyaRy jekhevI Ae j Vyvhar = gyae Ane Ae Vyvhar ragne Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Ae sdŸwUtVyvharnae _pcar = gyae. Aahaha¦

hve cae=ae, ;&an te AaTma' Ae!lae wed pD–ae ne? Ae y Vyvhar Ke. kar` ke &ante AaTma Ae wed = gyae. wedne gaE krIne, AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. -[ sdŸwUtA`_pcar ny. &an te AaTma Ae sdŸwUt Ane Anupcar AenamaH Ke. sdŸwUt neA`_pcar Ae!le Ke -Aa &an te AaTma Aem Ô`I xkay, p` Ae!lae wed pD–ae Anete=I tenamaH pyaRy tae sdŸwUt Ke. p` Aaela ragne Ô`vuH Aem khevuH Ae _pcar Ke neAane Ô`vuH khevuH Ae inüy A`_pcar Ke. Aahaha¦

Aevae je ;&an te AaTma' Aevae je wed Ae sdŸwUt A`_pcar. Ae VyvharnyKtI cIjne Ýg! krtae n=I. AstŸne Ýg! kre Ae!le ke i5kazI cIjmaH Aevae wed n=I,Ae wedne gaE krIne, wed n=I Ane Vyvharnynae ivØy AsTyne Ýg! kre Ke AemkhevamaH Aave Ke. xuknlalÒ¦ AamaH tae pHiDta pDI rhe AevuH Ke b\I. Aahahaha¦ kaltae kheva uH' tuH Aa tae frIne... saD5Is, AaD5Is imin! tae =.

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Vyvharny b\aey Ae!le Aa car (Ýkarnae) AwUta=R nam AsTy haeva=I-AsTynae A=R gaE krIne AsTy haeva=I Ane muQy i5kazIne muQy krIne sTya=Rhaeva=I. Aahaha¦ kemke i5kazI je sTy vStu Ke pUr` b/ï Ýwu, Aenae Aa]y krva=IsMyGdxRn =ay Ke. ma!e te wUta=R vStu te j i5kazI Ke, ke jene Aa]ye sMykŸ =ay, AneAa je wed Ke Aene Aa]ye tae rag =ay. wedne Aa]ye ivkLp é@e, te=I te wedne-ragnawedne Ane gu gu Ina wedne p`, AsTya=R khÄ AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke Ae!le i5kazIsTyne Ýg! krtuH n=I, wedne Ýg! kre Ke Ae AwedmaH wed n=I, te=I tene gaE krIneVyvharny AsTyne Ýg! kre Ke.

(]aeta: Ýg! kre Ke Ae!le?) btave Ke. Ke tae AsTy. Aaha... ha¦ hÒ Ae xBdAaVyae n=I p` phelaH Ae A=R kyÈ. hve Aavxe j¡Aae. Vyvharny b\aey Ae!le car,AwUta=R Ae!le jU@a haeva=I jU@o haeva=I. (]aeta: Ke Aene jU@o kem kæae?) Ae tae kI\uHne gaE krIne jU@o kæae Ke. kar` ke ¹iÚnae ivØy Aene btavva, Ane ¹iÚnae ivØy tej sTy Ke Ane TyaH j ¹iÚ kaym raqva jevI Ke. Ae ApeÙaAe wednI ¹iÚ raqva jevIn=I, KtaH Ae Ke AevuH &an krva jevuH Ke. Ke AevuH &an p` AaHhI tae gaE krIne n=I AemkæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ same pa@?

Aalap pâitmaH bIj¡H kæuH Ke wa. Ae Aagm pâitnuH Ke. AagmnI waØa Ke. AaA|yaTmnI waØa Ke.

AhÄya tae Ýwu¦ AaTma prmaTm Sv$pe i5kazI Aek$p vStu Ke, tene j AhÄyaßyaH sTya=R ne wUta=R ne KtI cIj tene khevamaH AavI Ke, Ane tenI pyaRy Ane temaHrhelae rag tene gaE krIne ;n=I' khIne-Vyvharnae ivØy te AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kreKe. Aahaha¦ kem ke je i5kazI n=I, vtRman Ke tenae Aa]y krva jevae n=I, ma!e tenegaE krIne, Vyvharne AsTya=R kæae Ke. AavuH Ke bapu¦ Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: Vyvhar ne AsTya=R khexuH to sHsarj nhÄ rhe.) Ae vStumaH Ke nhÄ Anei5kazIne muQy krva ma!e-Aene sTy krva ma!e-i5kazIne muQy krIne sTy krva ma!e,Aane gaE krIne, AsTy khIne... n=I Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ hsmuqwa Aaƒa Ke,wa p` Aaƒa Ke ne jyHtIwa.

AavI vatuH Ke Aa JI`I, hzve hzve smÔy AevuH Ke haeH \Ime... \Ime... Qyal raqene. Aahaha¦ Aa tae wgvan, smjnarne smÔve Ke ne? ke Ae ragne smÔve Ke? heH?xrIrne smÔve Ke? Aaelae smjnar Ke Aene smÔve Ke. Aahaha¦

wa¦ tuH Aa rIte smj, Ae i5kazI Ýwu Ke. Aahaha¦ tene Ame muQy krIne, sTyte j Ke Aem tene inüy kæae Ke. Ane pyaRymaH sdŸwUt AenI pyaRy haeva KtaH, &an AneAaTma Aem A`_pcar wed paD–ae Aem Ke tae qruH. p` wed paD–ae ma!e Aene gaE krIne;&an te AaTma' Aene p` gaE krIne, ;&an te AaTma' Ae AstŸ A=Rne Ýg! kre KeAem kæuH. Aahahahaha¦


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khae \I$wa? NyaH htuH kaH TyaH? mHidr bnavae ne Aa krae ne #Ik uH krae ne.Aahahaha¦ 5` laeknae na= badxah-pU aRnHdnae na= badxah AHdr ibraje Ke ne¦ Aebadxah Ke te j sTy Ke Aem khI Ane AenamaH pyaRynae Ane ragnae wed pDe tene (AstŸkæae) Ke tae qruH, p` tene gaE krIne, Vyvharny AsTyne Ýg! kre Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuHKe. ;n=I' j Aene Ýg! kre Ke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Vyvharnynae ivØy j n=I tae ny xuH? ny tae ivØyI Ke. Ane samae Aenae ivØyhaey Tyare Vyvharny haey Ke. smÔ uH kaH? inüyny Ke Aahaha¦ Ae p` ivØyI Ke.Aenae ivØy Ôe n haey tae ivØyI j É–aH? Aahaha¦ inüynae ivØy tae i5kazI&aykwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Vyvharnae ivØy vtRman pyaRy ne rag wed Ke, ivØy AenaeKe tae ny khevamaH Aave Ke. p` te ivØyne gaE krIne Ae AsTyne, i5kazIne Ýg! krtaen=I wedne Ane ragne Ýg! kre (Ke) ma!e gaE krIne AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. AemkæuH Ke. Aahahahaha¦ kho devIlalÒ¦ AavI vatuH Ke. hÒ tae Aa phelI lI!Inae A=R haleKe Aa. Aaha... ha¦

Are¦ wgvan AHdr Ýwu Ae &annuH ibHb, cEtNy ibHb Ýwu tuH Kae ne? Aahaha¦Aekla cEtNyna ÝkaxnuH nUrnuH tej samaNy Awed$pe vStu tuH Kae Aene sTy khIne AenesacuH khIne, te j Ktae pda=R Ke Aem khIne, tenae ivØy nynae ivØy tene bnaVyaeinüynae, Ane pyaRymaH pyaRy AHx Ke te wed Ke Ane rag p` pr Ke, AenamaH n=I, AenaeivØy Vyvharny Ke. Ae Vyvharny Aene Ô e Ke Ae to brabr Ke p` AaHhI Aene gaEkrIne Vyvharnynae ivØy n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavae marg¦ idgHbrjEndxRn isvay saHwzva mze AevuH n=I bapu. Aahaha¦ snatn jEndxRn 5`laeknana=nuH kheluH, Aahaha¦ pUvaRpr ivrae\ riht AevuH Ae jEnxasn Ke. p` Aene smjva ma!eF`ae ÝyTn ÔeAe. F`I inv<i¿ lne puruØa=R=I tene smjvuH ÔeAe.

Vyvharny b\aey Ae!le car (Ýkarnae) AwUta=R haeva=I jU@o haeva=I, khaeVyvharny jU@o tae pyaRy n=I? (n=I, to) taee vedaHt = gyuH AamaH=I ka#e Ke ... Aaelae¦na=uram ÝemI Aem kheta ke Aa tae vedaHtna #azamaH #aZyuH Ke, kuHdkuHdacayeR smysarne.

Are... NyaH Aagz to kI\uHke wgvan AhÄ AaVyuH ke pyaRy Ke, ãVynI Ke, pr=I j¡dIKe, paetamaH Ke Ane pyaRy ãVy=I jUdI paetamaH Ke Aem b\uH isâ kyuÅ Ke. vedaHtmaH ke id'htuH? Aahahaha¦ kheta , Aa pyaRyne AwUt kI\I ne? pyaRy te n=I Aem kI\uH AhÄtae¦ ãVy te Ke pyaRy n=I AsTy Ke Ae!le ke n=I. Aem kæuH'tuH ne? bapu¦ k ApeÙaAekæuH? (]aeta: ApeÙa=I kæuH.) AenI ApeÙaAe... Aene gaE krI AenuH lÙ KaeDavva, Aen=I Aem kæuH Ane jenuH lÙ devuH Ke Aene muQy krIne te j sTy Ke Aem ¹iÚ kravvI Ke.smÔy Ke kaH?

(]aeta: gaE Ke tene gaE kravel Ke?) p` haey Aene gaE kre ne? n=I Aene gaExuH krvuH? kaH cIj j n=I Aene gaE krI? gaE kaene kre? tze!Ine gaE krvI ne _pr

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c#vuH, p`... tze!I Ke ke nhÄ? gaE krI naqvI, NyaH _wa rhevuH n=I - ÔvuH Ke _pr.tze!Ine gaE krIne ßyaH jvuH Ke tene muQy krIne te Ke Aem kæuH. Aem VyvharnI tze!IKe. Aene AsTy khIne NyaH=I qsIne ÔvuH Ke AHdrmaH. Aaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? ma!e tetze!Ine jem AstŸ khI, p` tze!I Ke ke nhÄ? (]aeta: Ke). tze!I KaeDIne pKI Ôy Kene Aam AHdr Ke Aene tze!Ine KaeDIne Ôy Ke ke nhÄ? tem Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke, AeneKaeDIne inüynI ¹iÚ kre Ke. Aahahahaha¦

(]aeta:) s¿a tae Ke p` njrmaH gaE kre Ke.(_¿r:) AaHhI tae gaE -muQy=I k=n Ke te Aavxe AHdr wava=RmaH, p` Aene

gaE kyuÅ ma!e Awav j manI levae, im+ya¹iÚ Ke. pyaRy n=I? rag pyaRymaH n=I? toto xuâ cEtNymUitR Sv$p kevz&an prma„a haevo ÔeAe. smÔ uH kaH? rag pyaRymaHn=I? tae tae pKI kevz&an = gyuH¦ Aa tae sa\k ÒvnI vat Ke. Aahahahaha¦

je e AaTma Aek smymaH pU aRnHdnae na= Ýwu \/uvSv$p jene AtIiNãy SvadAaVya Ke jene. Aahahaha¦ Ae AtIiNãynae Svad leva ma!e AtIiNãy Aek$p pda=R tesacae Ke, ma!e sacane mezv, sacane mezv Ane Aa vStu tne Aa]y krva jevI n=Ite=I tene gaE krIne n=I tem kæuH Ke. ma!e NyaH=I qsI Ô. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

smÔy Ae!luH smjvuH bapu¦ wgvanna margnI ghntanae par n=I. Aahaha¦AenI sU"mta AenI gHwIrta. Aaehaehaeho¦

Vyvhar- inüynI p` gHwIrta bapu ApUvR Ke. Aahaha¦ barmImaH tae khexe,Vyvharny Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem khexe. n=I Aene Ô elae khevay? AamaH inüynemuQy krI Vyvharne gaE krI, n=I Aem kæuH. VyvharmaH khexe barmI ga=amaH ke tnewan =yuH ke AaTma AqHD wUta=R Ke, hve pyaRymaH? ApU Rta ne rag Ke ke nhÄ? Ke. Ôen haey tae vItrag kevzI = Ôy.

;tae Ôèlae' -Ô`vuH tae Aenae ivØy Ke ke nhÄ? ;Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke' -Vyvharny Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Ô`vuH ÔeAe, AadrÌy ma!e Ýyaejn Ke AemnhÄ. Aahahaha¦

Vyvharny b\aey Ae!le AaHhI car bael leva bs A|yaTmna. AwUta=R namAsTy haeva=I Vyvharny AsTy haeva=I-pyaRy ne pyaRyna wedaemaH ragaid te jU@ahaeva=I, Aiv>man, n=I tene AsTyne AwUtne n=I tene-Aeva n=I tene A=Rne Ýg! kreKe, n=I tena wavne Ýg! kre Ke. Aahaha¦

Aek lI!ImaH ke!luH wyuÅ Ke. Aahaha¦ sHtae Ane kevzIAae AenI VyaQya krta hxe¦Aahahahaha¦ muinne 5` kØaynae Awav =ne ÝcUr AanHdnI wUimka jene Ýg! =Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xaÏaena A=È keva krta haey. Aahaha¦ sHtae, vItragI muin idgHbraeAenI xuH vat khIAe bapu¦ kemke Aato AemnuH kheluH k=n Ke. Aahaha¦

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j n=I gaE krIne n=I, AsTy Ane AwUt Ae!le n=I Aeva A=Rne, n=I Aeva wavne-n=I Aeva wavne Ýg! kre Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek nyna ivØynI VyaQya =. Lyae¦ Aa=va AaVyae klak tae paHc imin! Ke K imin!. Aahaha¦

gjb vat Ýwu tarI. svR& prme¬r AenaH k=nae \mRnaH ne \mR ivruânaH beynuHk=n AlaEikk Ke. AevI vat-prmsTy kane pDvI bapu¦ Ae p` waGyxazI haey AenepDe. smje Ae tae Nyal = Ôy. Aahahaha¦

hve xuâny Aek j haeva=I, AaelamaH b\aey htuH ne? Vyvharny b\aey htae FàHhta Ae!le car bael. Aa tae Aek j Ýkar Ke. Aahahaha¦ bIÔ xaÏaemaH xuânI VyaQyaAave Ke-xuâny-Axuâny Aeva wedae Aave Ke, p` Ae b\a wednI ApeÙaAe prsmynImuQyta btavva, Aa tae SvsmynI muQyta btavva. Aahahaha¦ mhaÝwu Aek smymaHÝwu xuâny Ae Aek j wUta=R haeva=I. Ke? ;xuâny Aek Aev' Aem Ke sHSk<t. Aahaha¦;xuâny Aek Aev wUta=RTvatŸ' ;wUta=R' ;haeva=I' Ae paKuH NyaHy te AaeluH AwUta=R;haeva=I' htuH. Aahahaha¦

Ýwunae marg JIàe bapu wa¦ laekaene ha= AaVyae n=I, sHÝdaymaH tae Aa vatsaHwzva mztI n=I. Aahaha¦ S=ankvasI ¬etaHbrmaH tae Aa vat j n=I. idgHbrmaHvat Ke p` Aena A=Ène... paetanI kLpnaAe A=R krIne, Vyvharna ivØymaH caLyaÔy Ke. Aahaha¦

v/t Ane tp Ane wiÉt ne pUÔ ne krtaH (krtaH) kLya` = jxe. jene AaHhI AsTykI\ae tene Aena=I sTy mzxe Aem clave, bapu¦ nuksan =ay Ke wa. tne... ivprItwavna fzmaH, vedn AakraH pDxe Ýwu. ivprItwav vtRman Ke Ae p` du:q$p Ke Ane AenuHfz p` wiv*ymaH wa tne du:q$p Ke bapu. Aa vat tara itrSkar ma!e n=I Ýwu. p`,ivprIt ]âa Ane ivprIt &annuH fz, AenuH wiv*ymaH Ýwu AakruH du:qKe. Aahahaha¦

jena fz trIke ingaed ne nrk bapu samuH kae Ôenar nhÄ mze, Aahaha¦ AeÔÌtae NyaH kae ma`s nhÄ haey Ae AÔ~ya Ùe5maH-AÔ~ya xrIrmaH ÔvuH bapa.Aahaha¦ Ae im+ya]âana fzmaH Ae iS=it AnHtvar éwI = Ke. Aaha... ha¦

wa¦ taruH saHwznar kae nhaetuH TyaH haeH? tuH raD paD kape ne du:qI =a. AaAmeirkamaH... saHwzIAe KIAe ne? Aam gayaene éwI raqe gma`maH qava ma!e seHkDaegayae Aek hare. ma=e=I hi=yar (pDe¦) sHcae haey sHcae ma=uH Aam pDI Ôy. ksa[qanuHKe ne AmerIkamaH. Aahaha¦ wa xuH hxe bapu ragnI Aekta Ane xrIrnI Aekta buiâmaHbapa Aene pIDn Ae kapvanuH (kpavanuH) pIDn n=I Aene AektabuiânuH pIDn Ke. AektabuiânuH du:q Ke. Aahaha¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae ;xuâny Aek j wUta=R haeva=I' AenI ivxeØ VyaQya Aavxe.(Ýma` vcn guÌdev.)

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Aigyar ga=a. Vyvharny b\aey AwUta=R haeva=I AenI _peÙa kravI Ke.Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke qrae, kemke rag Ae Ke ne? AsdŸwUt _pcar-rag Ke, toKe tenuH&an =taH Aene vItragta ATyare n=I AevuH Aene &an =ay. Ane ;ragne Ô`naruH&an' Ae sdŸwUt _pcar (Ke). Ae &annI paetanI hEyait isâ kre to pKI Aa ;ragneÔè' _pcar Aem Aave. &an Ke paetanI pyaRymaH paetanuH Ane Ae ;&an te AaTma'Aem khIne, Ke p` vtRman pyaRynI _peÙa kravI Ke. gaE krIne _peÙa kravI, Ae b\aeyAwUta=R haeva=I AsTy A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke. sI\I waØa to AevI Ke Ô e, pyaRy b\I n=IAem nhÄ, pyaRynI _peÙa krva Ane i5kazI wgvan xuâ cEtNy tenuH AvlHbn leva,te pyaRyne ;Ke' KtaH _peÙa krIne ;n=I' Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. hve Ae tae Vyvhar KeAenI vatuH FÌ laHbI Ke.

hve AaHhI AaVyuH ;xuâny' Aek j wUta=R haeva=I, bIÔH S=anmaH tae xuânynawed paDya Ke xuâ-Axuâaid, p` Ae qreqr Axuâny p` VyvharmaH Ôy Ke. AaHhI taeAek, xuâny Aek j Ke AenamaH bIÔe wag n=I, Ae!le? xuânynae ivØy je i5kazIwgvan \/uv, tenI ¹iÚ ma!e xuâny Aek j Ke. Are¦ AavI vatuH hve Aa. smÔ uH kaH?

vStu je Ke \/uv Aek smymaH, tene Aek Nyaye tae AaHhI ny kI\I Ke xuâ, KtaH...xuâny Aenae ivØy krnar Ke, i5kazI \/uvnae Aek j xuâny Ke, xuâny Ae!le&annae AHx, Ae i5kazIne ivØy kre Ke. te=I xuâny Aek j wUta=R (Ke) kem? Ýyaejntae ãVyne ¹iÚmaH levuH-Aenae SvIkar krvae Ae Ýyaejn Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

Ae pyaRy-&annae AHx te AaTma AenI p` _peÙa kravI(Ke). &annae AHx jeragne Ô e Aene ragna _pcarnI p` _peÙa kravI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane rag Ke, Aem AenaHbe Ýkar Ke, Aek rag Ke Ae sa\n Ke Ane sa|y Ke ke je AVyÉt rag Ke-Ôe buiâpUvRkrag Ke tae AbuiâpUvRk (p`) rag Ke, AenI p` AhÄya _peÙa kravI hve. Aaha¦ Ae marIcIjnI ¹iÚna ivØymaH Ae vStu n=I. ;&an te AaTma' Ae p` mara ¹iÚna ivØymaHn=I. Aahaha¦ JIàe bhu marg¦

xuâny Aek j xBd Ke. ÔeyuH? ;Aek j' Ae bIje @eka e AacayÈ xuânyna wedpaDe. AamaH !IkamaH ne A=RmaHy Aavxe. Axuâny p` pKI Axuânyne pyaRyny khIneVyvharny khevae Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le xuH? i5kazI vStuno SvIkar kravvamaH,pyaRy Ane pyaRyna wedaenI _peÙa kyaR ivna-tenuH lÙ KaeD–a ivna, i5kazI &aykwavnI¹iÚ n =ay Ane Ýyaejn tae &aykwavne AnuwvmaH levae Ae sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahaha¦i5kaz &ayk cEtNy stŸ mhaÝwu, svÈTk<Ú prm pairàimk xuâpairàimk prmwav,xuâ shj Svwav prm wav, xuâ shj prmwav i5kaz, Aenae Aa]y letaH sMyGdxRn


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=ay. \mRnI phelI sI#I TyaH=I x$ =ay Ke ma!e tene xuâny Aek j Ke. smÔ uH kaH?Aahaha¦ Aavae marg.

;xuâny Aek j wUta=R' xuâny Aek j sacI Aem. wUta=R Ae!le sacI. ;haeva=I' paKuHAe p`;haeva=I' xuâny Aek j sacI haeva=I, sacaH Ae!le Ke ;iv>man-sTy-wUt A=RneÝg! kre Ke.' xuâny Ae!le ke je &annae AHx wag te xuâny Aek j Ke. kemke Ae xuânyi5kazI wUta=R vStu Ke sTy Ke, Aek$p Ke Ae sTyne iv>man Ke \/uv, wUt A=R Ae!le Ktae pda=RKe tene Ýg! kre Ke. Aarere¦ frIne....

(]aeta: xuâny pyaRyne kI\I Ke ne mharaj?) pyaRy Ke p` pyaRynuH lÙ KaeDavIne,pyaRynI ¹iÚ ãVy _pr Ôy Ke Ae AenuH nam xuâny. te ivna sMyGdxRn =ay nhÄ Aemkhe Ke. pUr` pUr` vStu Ke AemaH AenuH &an Ane ÝtIt =ya ivna-pU R Ke Aevae SvIkarAave nhÄ TyaH su\I pU R Ke AevuH Aene ÉyaH Ke? xuH kæuH? pUr` Ýwu Ke AeksmynI pyaRyisvay, Aahahaha¦ AnHt gu aenuH Ýwu Aek$p AevI pUr`cIj Ke, Ae cIjnae Aa]y lI\aivna sMyGdxRn =ay nhÄ. Ae!le ke pUr` Ke -Ae Ke tae Ke p` jenI ¹iÚmaH pUr` Ke Aemn Aave, TyaH su\I Aene tae pUr` Ke nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? heH?

Aa ÝÆ =yae htae, nhÄ? vIrÒwana idkraAe ÝÆ kyÈ'tae. i5waevnwaAe.Aem ke Aap AaTmane kar` prmaTma khae Kae to kar` haey tae to kayR AavvuH ÔeAe.tae kar` prmaTma tae b\anI pase Ke, to kayR kem AavtuH n=I? Ae ÝÆ kyÈ'tae.vIrÒwana i5wovnwaAe, xuH kæuH? Aa AaTma Ke ne i5kazI tene ;kar` prmaTma'khe Ke Ane temaH=I kevz&anaid =ay Aene ;kayR prmaTma' khe Ke. pyaRynI pU RtanekayRprmaTma khe Ke Ane vStunI pU Rtane kar`prmaTma khe Ke. Tyare Ôe kar`prmaTmaKe, tae kar` Ke to to kayR AavvuH ÔeAe? Aem ÝÆ =yae' tae.

p` kaene kI\uH? kar`prmaTma Ke p` je mane Aene Ke ke n mane Aene Ke? jenI¹iÚmaH te AaVyae-ke Aa Ke tae tene kar` prmaTma =yae. ¹iÚAe... ;Ae Ke' Aem je eSvIkayuÅ Ae ¹iÚmaH... ;Aa Ke' AevuH SvIkayuÅ Tyare kar`prmaTma ;Ke' AevuH AenI ÝtItmaHAaVyuH Ane Ae ÝtItmaH AaVyuH Ae!le Aene sMyGdxRn$pI kayR =yuH. AavI vat Ke.

frIne, Aem ke kar` prmaTma tme khae, ;kar`prmaTma' khae ;kar` Òv' khae\/uv khae, samaNy khae, Aek$p khae, tae Aevae je kar` Ýwu Ke tae... AenuH kar` kho taeto kayR AavvuH ÔeAe. vat sacI Ke kI\uH. p` kaene? je kar` Ýwu Ke i5kazI¦ AenaeSvIkar jene =yae ¹iÚmaH.... Aene kar`prmaTma Ke. p` AenI ¹iÚmaH AaVyae n=I Ane¹iÚmaH pyaRy ne ragnae SvIkar Ke. Aa pU R Ke Aenae tae SvIkar Ke nhÄ tae Aene tae kar`prmaTma Ke nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? Aa ga=a JI`I Ke wa¦ Aa tae jEn dxRnnae Ýa` KeAa ga=a. AamaH tae je!luH naqe Ae!luH nIkze AevuH Ke, par n=I. Aahaha¦

xuH kæuH? ke Aek smymaH, AaTma \/uv p` Ke Ane te j smymaH AenI Aek smynIpyaRy p` Ke. be Ke ne¦ pyaRy p` AenamaH Ke ne? pyaRymaH pyaRy hae be Ke. hve bemaH

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jenae SvIkar pyaRynae Ke kar` ke AenI ¹iÚ AenaH _pr Ke pyaRy Ke Aenae SvIkar =yae,Ane kaH pyaRy=I AaFae-laHbae Gyae to rag Ke, xrIr Ke Aem Aene SvIkar =yae, p` Aenei5kazI Ke Aenae SvIkar n =yae, Ke vStu KtaH SvIkar n =yae. smÔ uH kaH?

AhÄyaH tae i5kazI Ke &aykwav, \/uv Svwav Aenae jene vtRman pyaRymaH-&anmaH jà uH. wle vStu pyaRymaH AavI nhÄ, p` pyaRymaH Ke tem jà uH Aenekar`prmaTma Ke, Ane jevae kar`prmaTma Ke tevae SvIkar =yae tene sMyGdxRnnuH kayR=ya ivna rhe nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? AavI vatuH, hve ÉyaH?

Ae=I xuâny Aek j wUta=R Ke. Aahaha¦ kaene? je vtRman pyaRy Ane rag AenI_peÙa krI naqIne Ae!le tene gaE krIne Ae!le ke Ke KtaH tenae Aa]y KaeDIne, Aai5kaz je &ayk wav Ke Ae Ke tenae Aa]y lne tenae SvIkar =yae, tae Ae wUta=R KeAevI ¹iÚ = &anmaH jà uH Aene Ae wUta=R Ke. Aaha¦ AavI vatu Ke. JIÌ vatuH bapu¦jEn dxRn ATyare tae S=Uz krI naQyuH Ke¦ Aahaha¦

bey Ke. pyaRy Ke pyaRymaH ragey Ke Ane ãVyey Ke. Ke? hve rag Ke, pyaRy Ke Ae!lIjenI ¹iÚ TyaH Ke Aene ma!e tae Ae!luH Ke. Aene ma!e i5kazI Ke Ae tae AaVyuH nhÄ. jenevtRman pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ Ke tene pyaRy Ke AevuH ]âamaH AaVyuH, to to Ae pyaRy¹iÚAne Aagz Ôy pyaRynI ¹iÚvazae tae rag Ke Aem mane, Aa xrIr Ke Aem mane. AeAenI ¹iÚ tae lHbane Aam (rag-xrIr) _pr Ôy Ke. tae Ae!luH maNyuH Ae tae brabrAe!le ke im+yaTv Ke. Ae!luH maNyuH Ae Aene ma!e brabr Ke, p` Ae im+yaTv Ke. Aahaha¦

p`, i5kazIvStu Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aek smymaH pU aRnHdnae na= Ýwu ;Ke' KtaHpyaRybuiâvazane Ae n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦ Aem jene ragnI Ìic Ke Aa, Aapaekar kre Ke ne ke v/t ne tp ne wiÉt krtaH-krtaH Vyvhar krtaH krtaH inüy(Ýg!e¦) Ae!le ragnae SvIkar Ke Aene¦ Aene ihsabe Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke wle Aene;ny' n=I p` bIÒ ApeÙaAe tene Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke. ;nyvaza' Aene Ô e.smÔùH kaH?

p` Aene i5kazIvStu Ke mhaÝwu. jemaH AaquH sÀv wyuÅ Ke pUr` prmaTmSv$p KejenaH gu na map nhÄ Ae!la tae gu ae, Ke Ae b\a gu aenuH Aek$p je Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae jsTy Ke. kene? ke je e pyaRy Ane ragnI _peÙa krI Ane i5kaz _pr je e ¹iÚ mUkI, Aenema!e te wUta=R stŸ Ke. Ane te=I wUta=R-stŸ Ke AevI ¹iÚ = te=I ¹iÚ p` AenI sacIKe. smÔ uH kaH? kho, Ko!awa¦

;je Ke' bey Ke. pyaRyey Ke, rage y Ke Ane i5kazI y Ke. hve Ae be Ke Ae maHylae,jene i5kazI vStunI ¹iÚ n=I, Aene vtRman pyaRy ne rag Ke tenI ¹iÚmaH, Aene ma!e taebrabr Ke Ae tae im+yaTv Ke. Aahaha¦ kar`ke AenI ¹iÚ wUta=R _pr g n=I. i5kazIvStu Ke Ae _pr AenI ¹iÚ n=I g. Aaha...¦

hve je e i5kazI vStu Ke-Aek j vStu, xuâny Aek j Ke. Ane Aenae ivØy Aek$p


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j prma=R Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xuâny Aek j sacI haeva=I Aek j sacI haeva=I, Ae sTynam iv>man-Aa Ke Aene Ane stŸ Ke Ane, Ktae pda=R Ke tene Ae Ýg! kre Ke. Ae!lexuâny KtI cIj Ke tenae ivØy krIne te ;Ke' tem tene Ýg! kre Ke. ;Ke' Aem AenIdxamaH Ýg! =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ maze AavuH JI uH Ke.

Ane Ae A=R lI\ae Ke ;pHca|yayI' maH ke wE Aa xuâny Ke Aek j khe Ke. AneAenaH be wed paDe tae svR&nI Aa&a bhar im+ya¹iÚ Ke. AevuH pHca|yayImaH Ke. xuH kæuH?pHca|yayImaH Aem Ke ke wgvannI Aa&a Aek j Ke ke xuâny te Aek j ny Ke Aexuânyna Aekna be wag paDe-ke Axuâ Ke ne Axuâ _pcairk Ke ne Axuâ A`_pcarKe, Vyvhar Aeva wed paDe Axuâna, xuâmaH=I tae svR&nI Aa&a bhar im+ya¹iÚ Ke.pHca|yayImaH Aem kI\uH Ke. tae pKI... Aam mkqnlalÒAe A=R kyÈ Ke TyaH tae... bIjeto b\e go!o vaZyo Ke F e @eka e, NyaH A=R kyÈ Ke ke wa Aa AhÄ khe Ke SvsmymaHAa]y leva ma!e SvsmynI ApeÙaAe Aek ny kI\I Ke. Svsmy Ae!le AaTmai5kazI. smÔ uH kaH? Ae e lQyuH Ke nIce mkqnlalÒAe, pHca|yayInae phelae A=RmkqnlalÒAe j kyÈ. pKI bIÔe devkInHdnÒAe Ane 5IÔe fUlcHdÒAe pHca|yayIna5` A=R Ke. 5 ey puStk Ke AhÄyaH. Aa vat fUlcHdÒna puStkmaH Ke.

AaHhI xuH khevuH Ke? Aaha¦ Ýwu Aek smymaH pyaRy p` Ke, ragey Ke Ane Ae \/uvAek$p vStu p` Ke. hve ßyare Aek$p vStu Ke Aenae SvIkar krvae haey tae Ae e pyaRyAne ragne Ô`vanI ny Ke tenI _peÙa krvI pDxe. tene hey krIne Aek i5kazI vStu Kete _padey krvI pDxe. smÔ uH kaH?

xuâny gHwIr Ke bapu¦ Aa ga=a tae AevI ga=a Ke. Aahaha¦AiSt tae beynI Ke-pyaRynI p` AiSt Ke, ragnI p` AiSt Ke ne \/uvnI p`

AiSt Ke. AiSt Ae!le Ke, iv>man Ke bey, p` Aek iv>man Ke tene Aiv>man krIAe!le lÙ KoDavva ma!e, te n=I Aem khI Ane iv>man Aek i5kazI vStu Ke tenI ¹iÚkravva Ae sTy Ane wUta=R te Aek j Ke. Aahahaha¦ khae, hIrawa¦ AavuH JI uH Ke.Amare AaVya Kene hsuwane AaVya Ke. JI uH, ga=a Ke ne. Aahahaha¦

Ýwu tuH kevDae ÉyaH Kae Aaqae? TyaH tenI ¹iÚ l jva, TyaH tenI ¹iÚnae ivØybnavva, pyaRy ne rag haeva KtaH ¹iÚnae ivØy n=I, gu wed krvae Ae p`¹iÚnae ivØy n=I. tae pKI pyaRy Ane rag Ae tae ¹iÚnae ivØy Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AeÔ`va layk Aek Ke p` Aadrvalayk ma!e tae Aa Aek j i5kazI vStu Ae j xuâ neAe j sTy Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aa bIÒ lI!Inae A=R hale Ke Aa. Aahaha¦ ghn Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ AaTma, xrIrÝma e AsHQy ÝdexI AemaH AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... AnHt... AnHtna AnHtne AnHtp egu ae Ane Aene paKI je raix Aave Aeva Aene AnHtp e gu ae, AenI raix Aave AeneAnHtp e gu ae, Ae AnHt gu taH-gu taH Ae AnHt AnHt caLya Ôy AHdr tae p` te gu nI

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hd, te sHQyamaH AavtI n=I. Aahaha¦ Aevae prmaTm Svwav Aevae ãVy Svwav. Aahaha¦Ae tae svR& isvay ÉyaHy Ke nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦

¬etaHbrmaHy paKuH Aem khe Ke Aek smye kevz&an Ane bIÔ smye kevzdxRn, p` vat ke!lI vat fer¦ AaHhI tae pirpU R cIj Ke tenuH pirpU R &an ne dxRn Aek smymaHj bey haey Ke. smÔ uH kaH? tae pU R pyaRynI vat krI. p` pUr` pyaRy jemaH=InIkze Ke pUr` vStu Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae pUr` vStu &an=I ne pUr` vStu dxRn=I AemAnHtgu =I pUrI pUr` vStu Ke, tene AhÄ sTy khI Ane iv>man khI, hEyaitvazI te jcIj Ke Aem khI Ane tene sTy Ane wUta=R khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

Ke? phelamaH Aem htuH ke Aiv>man, AsTy ne AwUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke, bIÔmaHiv>man, sTy ne wUt A=Rne Ýg! kre Ke-be isâaHt AavI gya, ga=ana Nyay.

;Aa vat ¹ÚaHt=I btavIAe KIAe'-hve khe Ke ke Aekdm n smÔy tne, tae Ame¹ÚaHt dne smÔvIAe KIAe. ;jem Ýbz kadvna mzva=I' - ivxeØ` AaHhI Ke Aeklaekadv mzva=I nhÄ. (prHtu) ;Ýbz' kadvna mzva=I. paÌmaH kadv Ke ne pHk¦ Ýbzkadv mzva=I jenae shj Aek inmRzwav‡paÌnae-jz (no) shj-Svawaivk AekinmRzwav Ke. AemaH milnwav Ae Aenae Svwav Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ae paÌnae shjAek inmRzwav itraewUt = gyae Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae!le ke milntanI pyaRyne ÔetaH AedeqatuH n=I Ae!le Aene #Hka gyae Ke. inmRz jz tae Ke. p` milntane deqnarne teinmRz jz #Hka gyuH Ke. Ae!le inmRz jz dUr = gyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ke? itraewUt(A=aRtŸ) dUr = gyuH Ke, Ae!le ke je milnne deqe Ke kadvne Aene inmRz jz Ke tae qruHp` Ae Aene Ôetae n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae=I Aene inmRz jznuH Sv$p itraewav #Hka gyuH,dUr = gyuH AenI ¹iÚmaH Ae AaVyuH nhÄ... miln j deqa uH p` inmRzjz Ke KtaH deqatuHn=I. Aahahahaha¦

;Ae Aeva jznae Anuwv krnara' inmRz jz ßyaH #Hka gyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦milnne Ôenarne kadv=I mzela jzne mzela, kadv=I mzela Ôenarne inmRzjz Ke Ae¹iÚmaH AavtuH n=I Ae!le #Hka gyuH Ke Aene tae AaCKadn = gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

hÒ tae Aa ¹ÚaHt Ke haeH¦ pKI Aenae isâaHt étrxe bapu. marg Aeva JIàH Kewa¦ Aahaha¦ Ae e &anne kezvvuH pDe, &anne AHdr ksrt krvI pDe, heH? Aahaha¦

ke je jz ¹ÚaHtmaH hÒ pheluH, jz Ke tae inmRz p` kadvna mzva=I te vtRmanpyaRymaH miln deqay Ke Aene AaeluH jz inmRz Ke te #Hka gyuH Ke. AenI njrmaH AaVyuHnih Ae!le Ae e ;n=I' Aene #Hka gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

kukDa (gam) Ke ne TyaH mUzI pase, kukDa gam Ke. TyaH Ame gya hta brobr te je@mihnanae vqt htae rajko! jvuH' tuH. rtncHdÒ TyaH AaVya hta TyaH, xtav\anI TyaHpaÌ meluH j te TyaH kUvae n mze. hmàH Ok drbar gya'tane [SpItal, cHduwanabap sa!u, TyaH Ae kukDana graisya hta Ae Aaƒa' ta pge lagva ibcara- Ame


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kukDana KIAe Ane Amare TyaH jEnnI vStI n=I. p` Apasro raQyo Ke sa\u Aave to-Ame gya te id' Apasrae nhaetae, caere étyaR'ta Ame. Ae ko grasIya Ke te AaVya'ta.Aene ko hxe xhermaH. paÌ Amne mZyuH, meluH j te tdŸn. kar`ke AaHhI Aem ke tzavnuHpaÌ j Ke meluH AaHhI bIj¡H sa\n n=I, kUvae n=I, jzinmRz ndI caltI n=I, kaHKe nhÄ. Aane mharaj @arÔe \re, - @arÔe Ae!le xuH smßyaH? mel jrI inkazIne @re,mel he@e besI Ôy Aem. Aaha... ha¦

p`, AaeluH melne j je deqe Ke, Ae tae jz AHdr caeQquH Ke Ae tae Ôe xkta n=I.heH? Ôe xke tae @arva ma!e (ÝyTn) kre. Aem... jzno Aek inmRzwav itraewUt =gyae Ke, Aeva jznae Anuwv krnara puruØae-jz Ane kadvnae ivvek nih krnara, paÌne kadvnI j¡dane nih Ô`nara, ÔeyuH? meluH paÌ Ae kadv Ke ne jz inmRz Ke, be nej¡da nhÄ paDnara, Aaha... ha¦ benae ivvek nih krnara FàH tae, b\aH Ke Aem n=I lI\uH,b\aH j meluH Anuwve Ke Aem n=I lI\uH. FàH tae, Aahaha¦ tene Ae!le paÌne miln jAnuwve Ke. meluH j te paÌ Aem meluH j Anuwve Ke. FàH¦

p` ke!lak paetana ha==I naqelaH, hve AavI vat j¡Aae NyaHy ke!lak¦ NyaHyb\aHy nhÄ, heH? ke!lak ma`sae paÌ meluH haeva KtaH ke!lak ma`sae —paetana ha==Inaqela˜ vzI xuH kæuH? Ae naekrne hukm kyÈ n=I ke AamaH Aa naq Ane Aane j¡duHpaD, pote Ôte j¡duH paDe Ke. mel Ane paÌne paete-Ôte krIne melne j¡duH paDe Ke. paetanaha==I naqela xuH? ktkfz inmRzI AaEØi\, Aek AaEØi\ =ay Ke inmRzI (je) gaH\InIdukane mze te jevI paÌmaH naqe ke mel j¡dae = Ôy Ane paÌ j¡duH = Ôy, AaEØi\ AaveKe inmRzI AaEØi\, lQyuH Ke ne AamaH inmRzI AaEØ\I, paetana ha==I naqI Ke. naekrnekæuH n=I ke AamaH naq Aem, Ae!le ke AemaH je!lI ÔeAe te!lI paÌna Ýma`maH jeÔeAe Ae!lI pote Ôte j naqI Ke inmRzI AaEØi\.

paetana ha==I naHqela, vzI AaHhI kae tkrar Lye ke ha= tae AaTmanae n=I netme khae Kae ke paetana ha==I naqelaH, Are wa¦ AhÄ to ¹ÚaHt Ke. Aa ha= AaTmanaen=I, paetana ha==I naqelaH Ae tae ¹ÚaHt=I smÔvvuH Ke ke-Aa ha= Ke Ae!le paetanaha==I naqe Ke Aem. naqI xke Ke ke ha= tenae Ke Ae ATyare AaHhI isâ krvuH n=I.Aahaha¦

paetana ha==I naqela naQyuH, mela paÌmaH ktkfz naHQyuH ne pDvama5=I Aem,Ae Aam AHdr pD–uH ßyaH, pDva ma5=I épjelo, Aahaha¦ ÔeyuH? tTkaz mel Ane jzinmRz j¡duH pDI gyuH. Aahahaha¦ jz-kadvna ivvekpà=I paÌ ne kadvnI j¡dapà=Ipaetana puruØa=R äara. Aahaha¦ Ke ne? Ôtnae puruØa=R kyÈ, AaivwURt krvamaH AavelHuinmRz paÌ Ke te Ýg! krvamaH AaVyuH, Ke tae htuH (inmRz j) p` milnne lne#HkayeluH htuH, AenI-milnnI ¹iÚvazane, Ae e AhÄya inmRz Ýg! kyuÅ. inmRz ;Ke' AevuHÝg! kyuÅ Ke? AaivwURt Ae!le Ýg! kyuÅ. AolamaH itraewav Ae!le #Hka gyuH. milnna

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deqnarne inmRzjz #Hka gyeluH Ke, p` AaHhI milnta Ane jzne iwþ paDnarIAaEØi\ naqva=I, paetana ha==I-puruØa=R=I AaivwaRv krvamaH Aavela ;shj AekinmRz wavpàne lI\e'-paÌno Svwav, tae Svwav j Aenae Ke khe Ke. Svwavshj Aek inmRzwavpàne lI\e jzne inmRz j Anuwve Ke. paÌne tae ;inmRz j'Anuwve Ke. Aaela miln Anuwve Ke, wed nih paDnara milnne j deqnara, AHdr jzinmRz Ke Aene Qyal n=I. Aahahaha¦

Aare... daqlae p` kevae AaPyae Ke j¡Aae, Ae tae ¹ÚaHt =yae.;AevI rIte-jz Ane kadvna ¹ÚaHte, hve isâaHt isâ krvae Ke AaTmamaH ;AevI

rIte Ýbz kmRna mzva=I' ÔeyuH? ragnI tIv/ta haey Ke-kmRnae _dy Fàe haey Ke Aneivkar p` paete Fàe krtae haey Ke pyaRymaH ;Ýbz kmRna mzva=I' -Aahaha¦ prãVylI\uH Ke p` prãVyna inim¿=I =tae ivkarI wav, Aaha¦ Aena mzva=I jenae shjAek &aykwav wgvan AaTma Svawaivk Aek xuâ &aykwav kar`prmaTmanuH Sv$pje Aek inmRz &aykwav ;itraewUt = gyae Ke' kaene? je rag Ane äeØne, milnpyaRyna deqnarne Ae je &aykwav Ke, Ke tae Ke p` Aene itraewUt = gyae Ke-#HkaHgyae Ke, Ke tae &ayk &ayk j haeHH¦ Aahaha¦

&aykwav Ke tae kae id' miln =tae n=I, tae pyaRymaH milnta Ke. pyaRy(melI Ke) &aykwav tae Aevae ne Aevae pD–ae j Ke AHdr, suHdr xuâ cEtNyFn Ýwu.Aahaha¦ Aeva inmRz, Ke? jenae Aek &aykwav itraewUt = gyae Ke. xuH kI\uH? je ragne äeØ ne kmRna sHbH\vaza milnne deqe Ke Òvne, Aene to &aykwav Ke tae qrae pÀene #HkaH gyae Ke. te &aykwav, &aykwav #Hkatae n=I, &aykwav Ýg! =tae n=I¦&aykwav tae i5kaz Ke.

p` milnta deqnarne &aykwav Ke Ktae... KtaH tene (&aykwav) #Hka gyaeKe. xuH kæuH? smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ jem paÌ inmRz Ke Ane milnta tae AenIpyaRymaH Ke. Aem wgvan AaTma &aykwav tae inmRz j Ke i5kaz, p` rag Ane äeØne pu~y-papna melnI pyaRyne Ôenarne, Aene j je j¡Ae Ke-njruH jemaH TyaH pDI Ke. pyaRy_pr Ane rag _pr Ane ivkar _pr AenI njruH TyaH Ke Aene &aykwav Ktae pD–ae Ke pÀene ma!e #Hka gyae Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

AavI vat Aa tae Am<tnaH JràH Ke. Am<tna mH5ae Ke Aa tae, Aaha¦ jem spRneétarvana mH5ae haey Ke ne? vÄKIna (Jerne) étarvana mH5ae haey Ke Aem Aa tae mH5aeKe. Aaha... ha¦

;Aeva', xuH kI\uH? ;AevI rIte Ýbz kmRna mzva=I' -Ae!le ivkarI piràmnItIv/tana kar e, pyaRymaH haeH ;jenae shj Aek &aykwav'-Svawaivk Aek &aykwav,rag Ane äeØne Ôenarne, AenaH AiStTvne Ôenarne, &ayknuH AiStTv te #HkaH gyuH Ke,Ke KtaH te Ôetae n=I Ae!le #Hka gyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦


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Aavae _pdex Lyae¦ pKI ma`s khe ke saeng#vaza to Aek inüynI j vat kre Kep` Vyvhar=Iy =ay, (AevuH kheta n=I) babulalÒne kI\uH'tuH ne sureNã pase gya'ta NyaHbabulal, Aola srImaH Ke ne sureNã Ae e kI\uH'tuH Vyvhar=I =ay, Aa e na paDI, b\aneAe vaH\a é@e Ke.

Ae pa`I jem meluH Ke tae hve mela=I inmRztanuH wan =ay? Aem pyaRymaH ivkar Ke,ivkar=I Aek &aykwavnuH wan =ay? Ae tdŸn qae!I vat Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

Ae Vyvharna ragne Ôenarne tae Vyvhar rag j deqay Ke. AenI _peÙa krIne je&aykwav Ke Ae tae Aene #Hka gyae Ke. AenI _peÙa krI naqI Ke. &aykwav i5kaz KetenI _peÙa, _peÙa milnwavnI krvI ÔeAe. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

je AaTmamaH pu~y-papna miln wav Ke tenI _peÙa krvI ÔeAe. kar`ke vaStivk&aykwavmaH Ke nhÄ. p` jenI _peÙa krvI Ke tenae Aa]y-tenae Aadr kyÈ AnejenI _peÙa n=I krvI tenI _peÙa krI. i5kazI &aykwav Ke shj$p tenI _peÙa krIAe!le Aene #Hka gyae. Aahaha¦

Aavo vItrag marg¦ ATyare tae saHwzvae mzvae muXkel pDI gyo Ke bharmaH...kDakU!maH pD–a ne Vyvhar krtaH-krtaH ne v/t ne tp ne wgvannI pUÔ ne wiÉt neApvasne Ame NyaH gya'ta Aek var, bIÒ var tav Aaƒo Tyare tHy Ae paete sureNd^Snan kravta'ta wgvanne Ýitmane kravtaH'ta. tav AaVyo'to ne Ame Gya'taTyaH, Ae b\uH kre Ae!le Aam Ô e Aap e. Aaehaeho¦ kae kre bapu? xrIrnI rag-b\IiÊya tae jDnI Ke Aenae wav tmarae jrIk haey tae te p` xuw Ke rag Ke, te ragneÔenarne rag=I riht &aykwav Ke Aene tae Ae Ôetae n=I. Ae kaze p` rag haeva KtaH,ragne j Ôenarane rag haeva KtaH &aykwav Ke TyaH, rag haeva KtaH tene &aykwav Kep` ragne Ôenare &aykwavne itraewUt krI naQyo Ke. Aaha... ha¦ Ae e tae Aene #aHkIdI\ae, Ane Aa éFDI gyae pu~yne papna wav bhar AavI gya. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? shj Aek &aykwav itraewav = gyae-AamaH jrI gU# Ke, shj Aek &aykwavitraewUt = jtae n=I. &aykwav itraewUt = jtae n=I.

p`... kmRna mzva=I jenae, Aeva AaTmanae Anuwv krnarne ma!e vat Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? je kH pu~y ne papna wav, Aenae je Anuwv kre Ke Aene &aykshj Aek wav te #Hka gyae Ke, AenI ¹iÚmaH Aavtae n=I. AenI ¹iÚmaH tae Aa dya,dan, v/t, wiÉt Aa krIAe Ae AmaruH Ke. Aaha... ha¦ AevI rIte Ýbz kmRna mzva=IÔeyuH? AakraH kmRnuH mzvuH-tIv/ ivkar F`Ç wle hÇ¦ Aahaha¦ p` jenae shj Aek&aykwav #Hka gyae Ke-#Hka gyelanI VyaQya Aa!lI. &aykwav #Hkatae n=I.

ãVywav, ãVySvwav Ke tae kaym xuâ inmRzanHd j Ke. p` je milnneÔenarne &aykwav #Hkatae n haeva KtaH Aene #Hka gyae Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.pyaRy¹iÚvazane-ragnI ¹iÚvazane &aykwav Ktae Ke p` tenI njrmaH te letae n=I.

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ma!e tene #Hka gyae Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦&aykwav itraewUt =tae n=I Ae vStu je &ayk cEtNymUitR tae i5kaz inmRzanHd

Ýwu j Ke. Aahaha¦ p` jene vtRmanmaH rag Ane dya-dan ne pu~y-papnaH ivkarneÔenaraH Ke Ane TyaH Ae ruicmaH pD–a Ke, Ane Aena=I =xe Aem mannara Ke, Aene&aykwav #Hka gyae Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavae marg Ke.

Aeva, shj Aek &aykwav #Hka gyae Ke, Aeva AaTmanae Anuwv krnar ÔeyuH?Aeva-rag äeØne j Anuwv krnaraH jene &aykwav Ktae Ke p` njrmaH letae n=I,Aeva ragnae Anuwv krnar Òvne, Aahaha¦ AaTma Ane kmRnae ivvek nih krnara.Aahaha¦ wgvan &aykwav Ane ragäeØ Ae kmRwav ivkarwav, Aahahaha¦ benIj¡da nhÄ krnara, be Ke vStu trIke be Ke, be ne be trIke iwNn nhÄ krnaraH,Aahaha¦ AaTma Ane kmRnae ivvek nam iwNn nhÄ krnara. Aahahahaha¦ Ae!le? keAaTma shj &aykwav Ae tae Ke j. p` AenI pyaRymaH pu~ypapna xuwAxuw wavnImilnta Aenae Anuwv krnara-Ae j AiStTv Ke, Ae!lI j AiStTv iS=it Ke (Ae jAaTma Ke) Aem Anuwv krnara Aene mhaÝwunuH je AiStTv Ke je &ayk shj Sv$pKe te tenI njrmaH AaVyuH nhÄ Ae!le #Hka gyuH Ke. Ko!awa¦ AavuH Ke AavuHH. klktaflkta É–aHy n mze, \H\amaHy n mze. Aahaha¦

vrne mUkIne Ôn ÔeDI dI\I, duLha khe Ke ne tmare duLha ivna Ôn ÔeDI dI\I. vr ivnaÔn khevay j nhÄ, Aem inüy vStunuH wan haey Aene ragnae Vyvhar khevamaH Aave, p`jene wan j n=I ne ragne j paetanae mane, Aene Vyvharey ÉyaH Ke? smÔ uH kaH? kar`ke tae ragne j paetanuH mane Ke, Ae j pote Ke Aem, AemaH vzI bIÒ cIj ÉyaH AavI?Aaha¦ Aene tae Ae j Ke, Aene &aykwav Ke Ae tae Aene Vyvhar = Gyae-prmaH = gyaeAene Ae Vyvhar = gyo. Aaha¦

inüymaH dya, dan, v/t, wiÉtna wavvazane &aykwav #Hka gyae Aene&aykwav dUr = gyae. Aahaha¦ je wUta=R Ke tene AwUta=R krI naHQyae Ane jeAwUta=R Ke tene wUta=R krIne AnuwVyae. Aahaha¦

;Aeva AaTmanae Anuwv krnara puruØae', puruØae xBde AaTma. puruØae Ae!le kHS5Inae AaTma nhÄ ne puruØono j AaTma Aam krI xke Ke Aem nhÄ. puruØae Ae!leAaTma. pKI cahe te S5Inae haey ke cahe puruØnae haey, cahe tae cHDaz haey ke narkInaeAaTma haey. Aahahaha¦ p` je kae-puruØae ragne jenI cIjmaH Ae n=I Aeva ragne jAnuwvnara, tenae &aykwav #Hka gyae haeva=I Ae benae ivvek nih krnara, Vyvhar=Iivmaeiht. Aahahaha¦

Ae pu~ynaH wavmaH j VyvharmaH j mUHJa gya (Ke) ivmaeiht TyaHH ivxeØe maeiht-mUKaR gya Ae!le TyaH raeka gya. Ae rag te huH KuH ne Ae maruH ktRVy Ke, Ane Aena=I mnelaw =xe. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke caeQqI, —Vyvhar=I ivmaeiht ñdyvazaAae ÔeyHu?


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Aahaha¦ jene wgvan &ayk Sv$p KtI cIj pDI Ke, inmRzanHd shjSvwav AenIsamuH Ôetae n=I Ane ragnae wav je dya ne dan ne v/t ne tp Ane wiÉtne, AenI samuHÔenara Ae VyvharmaH ivmaeiht Ke-VyvharmaH mUHJa gya Ke, ivxeØ VyvharmaH lIn Keivmaeiht im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: AõavIs mUzgu maH p` daeØ lage Ke?) AemaHrokay gyo, b\a Aek Ke. sureNã hmàH Aek Ke ne? NyaH babUlalÒ gya' taH te...b\aHy Aem khe Ke te. Aahaha¦ AekaHt Ke Vyvhar=I inüy n =ay Aem manvHu te AekaHtKe. ragnI iÊya krtaH-krtaH AanHd Ýg!e &ayk Ýg!e to to AnekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae khe Ke ke Svne Aa]ye Ýg!e ne prne Aa]ye Ýg!e nhÄ, AenuH namAnekaHt Ke. tae Aa khe Ke ke rag krtaH-krtaH Ýg!e AenuH nam AnekaHt Ke Ane rag=IÝg!e Aem n manae tae AekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦

xuH =ay bapu? Aa Ýwu tara _âarnae marg tae Aa Ke. Aaha¦ Are¦ ÉyaH raekaGyae ßyaH cIj Ke TyaH n jtaH, je cIjmaH n=I cIj AemaH raeka gyae. Aahaha¦ cahe tae dya, dan, v/t, wiÉtnaH piràm ke pHcmhav/tna hae, p` Ae Vyvhar ivmaeiht KeAemaH je muHJa gya Ke ne AaTma tae Aena=I iwNn Ke Aene Ae ÔetaH n=I tae Aene tae#Hka gyae AaTma. Aahahaha¦

smÔy AevuH Ke ne waØa sadI Ke kaH bhu (ki@n n=I¦)Vyvhar=I ivmaeiht ñdyvazaAae tene jevaH wavaenuH iv¬$pp uH Ýg! Ke Aevo

Anuwve Ke. xuH kI\uH ? te AaTmane jemaH wavaenuH Anek iv¬ Ae!le Anekp uH potewgvan phelo kI\o ke shj Aek &aykwav Ke- tae shj Aek &aykwav Ke. Ane AaivkarI wavae tae Anek Ke, jemaH wavaenuH iv¬$p Ae!le Anek$pp uH Ýg! Ke. Ýg! Ke,ivkar j Ýg! Ke Aene tae. Aahaha¦ Ane wgvan AaTma &aykwav to Aene AÝg!Ke. Aaha¦ jene Ýg! Ke KtI cIj, Aene Ýg!p e n mantaH, pyaRymaH ragaidnuH Ýg!p uHtene te Ýg! Ke Aem mane Ke. Aa j Ke b\uH Aa j Ke. (vStu) j Aa Ke. Aahaha¦(]aeta:) Aek-AekmaH mn nhÄ lage tae Anek-AnekmaH mn lgave Ke?(_¿r:) ha, mn Ôy Ke AnekmaH ma!e im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Anekpàne Anuwve Ke-VyvharmaH

muHJayela. Aahaha¦pKI... Sv$pnae SvIkar =ya pKI... rag Aave Tyare Ae tae p<=k trIke tene &ey

trIke Ô e Ke. pr&ey trIke Ô e Ke. Ane Aa tae paetanuH Sv$p j rag Ane Aena=I mnelaw =xe Aem mannara Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

AaTma &ayk Ke shj Aek &ayk Ke-shj Aek &aykwav Ke. AevI xuâny=IAenuH wan =yuH AHtrŸ¹iÚmaH Tyare tae Ae e melp e huH KuH Ae tae n ræuH, KtaH mel Ke Aenetae Ae Ô e Ke. jem Sv pirpU R shj Svwav KuH Aem Ô e Ke, AenI pyaRymaH rag Ke ragne Ô e Ke. Ae p` Ô e Ke Aem khevuH Aey Vyvhar Ke. qreqr tae Ae &annI pyaRynej Ô e Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦

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iv¬$pp uH Aa iv¬$pp uH kem mUkyuH? AaelamaH shj Aek &aykwav Ke ne i5kazIAek$p Ke vStu \/uv inTyanHd \/uv. ßyare pu~y-papna wav Anek$p Ke. AsHQy Ýkarna,-dya, dan, v/t, pUÔ, nam Smr`, Ôp maza, wiÉt Aaid xuwna Anek Ýkar Ke AneAxuwna Anek Ýkar Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xuwna Anek Ýkarna wavne Anuwvnara-VyvharmaH mUHJa gyela, Aaha¦ Vyvharne j paetana mannara. Aahaha¦ AavIvatuH Ke. Aeva ñdyvazaAae jemaH wavaenuH Anekp uH Ýg! Ke. AaelI vStu Ke te AVyÉt KepyaRynI ApeÙaAe AÝg! Ke. pyaRymaH Ýg! n=I vStumaH Ýg! Ke. pyaRynI ApeÙaAevStu (&ayk) Aƒ› nam AÝg! Ke. Ane Aene Aa pyaRy Ke te ƒ› ne Ýg! Ke.Aahahaha¦

A&anIne Ae pu~yna wav dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt Ae j Aene Ýg! Ke. Ýg! deqayKe. j¡Aaene Aa ke!luH b\uH KoDyuH, dukan KaeDI, \H\a KaeD–a, bayDI KaeDI, KaekraH KaeD–aH neAa be@ae. AaHhI hmàH Aek AavI'tI khetI'tI Aam e Tyag kyÈ Ke ne vzI smiktn=I ne xuH? Aahaha¦

wa ¬etaHbrnuH tae b\uH smjva jevuH Ke, idgHbrnaH tae ÙuLlk haey Ae p` Aeneshn krvanuH F uH haey Ke. nGnp e rhevuH sa\une Aane tae kaH n mze AenI tae vat xIp` ibCaara Aa nGn rhe ixyazanI !a#–uH. Aahaha¦ xaHitsagr AaHhI AaVya'ta...97'maH xaHitsagr bhu mae!a ATyare AaCaayR. AaHhI @HDImaH paeØ mihnamaH hta, Ae bharnIkZyaH AaerDImaH sUvaD–aH htaH AHdr, bhar nIkZya to Aam, \/uje \/uje \/uje @HDI bhunebH\ krae bH\ kro bH\ kro¦ Aam bcaraH nrm htaH p` vStu iS=it.

AaHhI Vyvharna ñdyvazaAae Anekp uH Ýg! Ke Aevae AaTmane Anuwve Ke. AevaeKe nhÄ Aene Anuwve Ke, Ae im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

ivxeØ khexe... (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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Aaje ]av` vd Aekm Ke isâaHtnI. idVy|vin idn, wgvannI idVy|vinnae Aajidvs Ke. wgvanne rajg<hIna pase ivpulacl pvRt _pr Aaj idVy|vin KU!I htI.kevz&an tae vExaq sud 10 me =yuH. p` Kas@ idvs vaÌ bH\ rhI. vaÌnae yaeg nihne saHwznarnae (p`) yaeg nhÄ. (wgvan mhavIrnI) Kas@ idvs vaÌ bH\ rhI.Aaj svarmaH sUyR éGye be FDI... idVy|vin KU!I. [Nã laVya g`\rne gaEtm SvamIneAaVya Ae!le AHdr, manS=Hw ßyaH deQyae, AemaH AenuH man gzI gyuH, Ane Aene paetaneAHdr wav]ut&an Ýg! =yuH.

wgvannI vaÌ nIkzI, Ae vaÌmaH wav]ut&an AaVyuH kevz&an nhÄ.wav]ut&anmaH b\uH Aave. kar`ke vaÌ Ke ne Ae!le Aena wavna A=Rna ktaR tI=Åkr


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khevay Ke Ane AenI rcna g/H=na ktaR gaEtm g`\r (Ke). Ae=I Aene wav]utp epir`me Ke ne Aene, Ane pKI rcna ãVy]utnI kre Ke. p` wav]utp e pir`me Ke tevaÌne p` wgvane wav]ut kæuH Aem kæuH. ;\vz' maH pa@ Ke. wgvannI vaÌmaHwav]ut äara k=n Aem AaVyuH, wav]ut äara smÔVyuH A=R-ktaRAe. Aahaha¦

wav]utmaH smÔVyuH b\uH kevz&an Aaid je!laH jgtnaH (pda=È) K ãVyae AenaHgu pyaRyae vgere Ae wav]utmaH AavI Ôy Ke, p` kevz&an=I te smÔVyuH Aem n=IkæuH. smÔ uH kaH? pa@ Ke AemaH paHs@ pane wav]ut äara A=R=I smÔVyuH wgvane¦Aahaha¦ g`\re wav]utne saHwZyuH Ane Aene p` wav]ut pir`MyuH Aahaha¦AHtmuRq =ne Aene p` wav]ut&an =yuH. Ae Aa idvs Ke Aaj, idVy|vinnae Aneg`\re AHtmuRhUtRmaH Ême car &an Ýg! kyaR ne bar AHgnI rcna krI. bar AHgnIrcna krI Ême krI. Aek smymaH = Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Ême krInebar AHgnI rcna p` AHtmuRhUtRmaH (=). Aahahaha¦

jem wgvannI wav]ut&an\ara calI, AevuH j g`\rey wav]ut&anpèpir`Mya. Aahaha¦ Ae e Aek AHtmuRhUtRnI AHdr, Aahahaha¦ be FDInI AHdr‡car &anÝg! kyaR-mit, ]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRy Ane AHtmuRhUtRmaH je AacaraHg Aaid g/H= KexaÏ AenaH A#arhÔr pd Ke, Aek Aek pdnaH Aekavn ÊaeD ÔJeraH laek Ke, Aeva Dbl(bmàH), sUyg@aHg K5Is hÔr pd, bÇter hÔr pd, AeksaecumalIshÔr pd AambmàH bmàH =taH Aava Aigyar AHg Ane Ae=I p` bar (muH) AHg jemaH caEdpUvR neAe=I _praHt bIÔH... (AenI) je e AHtmuRhUtRmaH rcna krI bapu Ae xiÉt kevI hxe?Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦

bar AHg kaene khe? Aek AHgmaH A#arhÔr pd Ane Aek Aek pdmaH Aekavn ÊaeDÔJeraH laek AevaH Aigyar AHg ne bar AHg tae ko Apar Ke. Aahaha¦ p` AaTmanItakat Ke g`\rnI. Aahaha¦ AHtmuRhUtRmaH ADtalIs imin!nI AHdr Ême... rcnamaH(bar AHgnI krvamaH) AHtmuRhUtR laGyuH. Aahaha¦ Aek sa=e tae (Aek smymaH) krI xkenhÄ. Ême rcna krtaH, Aahaha¦ bar AHgnI rcna krtaH Ême AHtmuRhUtR laGyuH¦ Aahaha¦Ae takat ke!lI? Aahaha¦ wav]ut&anp e pir`Mya Ke. cEtNy wgvan Aa je caleKe AigyarmI ga=a. &aykne AvlHbe jene wav]ut =yuH Ke wgvannI vaÌ tae inim¿Ke. smÔy Ke kaH?

AHdrmaH prmaTm Sv$p pUr` Ýwu pU aRnHdnae na= pirpU R Svwav=I wrelo,AtIiNãy AanHdna wav=I pUr` wrelae, Aahaha¦ Aem AtIiNãy &anna wav=I pUr`wrelae Aevae &aykwav. Aap e AigyarmI (ga=amaH) cale Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae &aykwavne AHtmuRhUtRmaH AvlHbIne-Aek j smy =ay Ke Aene to, _pyaegmaHvar lage Ke (AHtmuRhUtR¦) Aek j smymaH smyaHtr krI naQyuH &an. Aahaha¦ jeim+ya&an htuH, vedaHtI hta ne Ae tae? gaEtm¦ b/aï` hta. vedmaH pUr` htaH. p` je e...

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&ayk (AnuwVyo) wgvannI va`I tae inim¿ Ke. p` AenI takat Ae!lI htI.Aahaha¦ ke Aa &ayk pUr`Svwavwav AenuH AvlHbn lne, Ae &aykwav Ke inralHbn Ke hm`aH btaVyuH htuH kokne ga=a lok TyaH _pr, btavI'tI? inralHbnKe. Aahaha¦ vStune ÝaPt =vamaH kae AalHbn bharnI j$r n=I, Aevae je inralHbIÝwu AenuH AalHbn lne, je e wav]ut &an AanHdna Svad sihtnuH wav]ut&an Ýg!=yuH. Aahahaha¦

je &anmaH AtIiNãy AanHd SvadmaH sa=e Aave tene AaHhIya &an khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahahaha¦ AevuH &an, je e AHtmuRhUtRmaH ‡ Ae tae _pyaeg AHtmuRhUtR Ke, Ke tae Aek smymaH.Aahaha¦ smyaHtrmaH Aekdm AaqI lan frI g. je ¹iÚ rag Ane pu~y _pr htI Ae¹iÚ pDI &aykna AanHdna sagrmaH, Aek smymaH &an sMykŸ = gyuH. je &ane wvnaeAHt lI\ae, Aahaha¦ Ae &anne ÝaPt krIne (g`\re) bar AHgnI rcna Ane car&annI ÝaiPt AHtmuRhUtRmaH krI naqI. Aahaha¦

j¡Aae¦ Ae takat g`\rnI, Ke KÍS=-p` AaTma AHdr Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ vedaHtmaHpUra hta vedmaH Ýiv` hta, Aena mae!a Ag/esr hta. Aahaha¦ AevI ¹iÚvHt p`, 5`laeknana=nI idVy|vin ßyaH sUnI (saHwzI) Aahahaha¦ Ae e puruØa=RnI gitne AHtrmaH vazI,je (git) rag _pr htI. Aahaha¦ (te ¹iÚne AHtmuRq krI¦) wav Aakrae Ke bapa.Aahaha¦

Ane Ae ]utkevzIAae, Aahaha¦ ]utne AHtmuRhUtRmaH fervI Ôy AevI AenI takatKe. rcna AHtmuRhUtRmaH krI, bar AHg kaene khe wa Ae tae kH ivcayuÅ Ae e, Aahaha¦jena 5IÔ wagmaH tae caEd pUvR Aave Ke. Ane Ae isvay be wag bIÔ Ke. Aahaha¦Aeva Aaqa bar AHgnI rcna AHtmuRhUtRmaH krI p` KÍS= Ke te Ême krI.

kevz&an ÝaPt =ay Ke te Aek smymaH =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦Ae bar AHgnI rcnanae idvs p` Aa j Ke. Aa je xaÏ Ke Aa, Aenae A=R A=R,

pKI bar AHgna Ô`naraAaenae ivCKed = gyae, pKI Aigyar AHgna Ô`nar ræa,pKI tenaey ivCKed = gyae, (Aem smy jtaH) pKI Aek AHgna Ô`nara ræa, AenaeivCKed = gyae. pKI Aek AHgna A=Rna Ô`nar ræa. Aahaha¦ Ae A=Rna Ô`narmaH=IAa kuHdkuHdacayR‡Aek AHgna Amuk A=Rna Ô`nar. Aahaha¦ AemaH=I Ae e smysarbnaVyuH. Aahaha¦ Aa smysar g/H=nI Ýmai`kta Ke. paete kæuH Ke paHcmI ga=amaH.

mara guÌ je Ke, ke AirhHt je Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae AirhHt iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta.kevz&anI prmaTma mhavIr Ýwu Aaid, Ae iv&anFn wgvan AemaH inmGn hta, AnepKI g`\r =ya Ae (p`) iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta, TyaH=I Amara guÌpyÅt, Aahaha¦kuHdkuHdacayR Aem khe Ke ke Amara guÌpyÅt jeva AirhHt iv&anFnmaH mGn hta, inmGn,mGn Aekla nhÄ Aeva Amara guÌ iv&anFnmaH (AHtinRmGn hta) iv&anFn wgvan,Aeklae iv&annae pUHj Aaqae mae!ae Ýwu. AemaH AirhHt inmGn hta, Aem Amara guÌ p`


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inmGn hta. @e@ =I @e@ AirhHt=I maHDIne Amara guÌ (pyÅt) Aahahahaha¦j¡Aae¦ Aa xaÏnI Ýma`ta btavvamaH Ýmai`k Aava puruØae hta. smÔ uH

kaH? Aahaha¦ Aene KtaHy inmaRn, inmaRn, inmaRn. Aahaha¦ ÉyaH Ýwu AmaruHwav]ut&an Ane ÉyaH Ýwu tmaruH kevz&an? Aahaha¦ jene AHtmuRhUtRmaH bar AHgnIrcnanI takat Ane bar AHgnuH &an AHtmuRhUtRmaH Ýg! kyuÅ¦ Aahaha¦ Ae sHt khe Ke,Ýwu tmarI kevz&annI pyaRy ÉyaH Ane AmarI Aa ]ut&annI pyaRy pamr ÉyaH?Aahahahaha¦ Aam Ke. AaHhI tae ßyaH =aeDuH F uH \aràmaH kaH AavD–uH Ane AavDtmaHAaVyo, TyaH Aene Aem = Ôy ke Aap e v\I gya ne Aap e Aagz gyane bapa AemargDa AHtrna AlaEikk Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

je g`\rne bar AHgnI _Tpi¿ Aek Ù`maH krI Ane rcna Ok "a`maH krI. car&an-mit, ]ut, Avi\, mn:pyRynI _Tpi¿ Aek Ù`maH =, Ae puruØ Aem khe, ÝwutmaruH kevz&an ÉyaH? pyaRy haeH? ãVynI tae vat ÉyaH krvI? kevz&annI pyaRy ÉyaHÝwu Ane AmarI ]ut&annI pyaRy ÉyaH? Aaha¦ Ame Ýwu pamr KIAe haeH¦ Aahaha¦vStu trIke Ame Ýwu KIAe p` pyaRy trIke ‡ Aavae rcnanI AHtmuRhUtRmaH bar AHgnIxiÉt Ae p` Aem khe ke Ame pamr KIAe. Aahaha¦ Ae maHæluH rcayeluH Aa smysar Ke.Aenae tae Aek wag Ke =aeDae, KtaH FÌ vat rhI g Ke.

Aap e AaHhI su\I AaVyuH Ke. Ke ne?jemaH wavaenuH Anekp uH Ýg! Ke Aevae Anuwve Ke, A&anI¦ Aahaha¦ pyaRymaH

AigyarmI ga=a vcmaH Ke vcmaH kal AaVyuH'tuH. kal to sjÔy htI prm id' Ke?vcmaH ;Vyvhar=I ivmaeiht ñdyvazaAae, jemaH wavaenuH Anek$pp uH Ke, Aevae AnuwveKe' xuH kæuH ? ke pyaRymaH Anek Ýkarna xuwaxuw rag Ke, temaH VyvharmaH mUHJagyela ivmaeihtvaza Òv, Aahaha¦ tene maruH Aa Sv$p Ke tem Anuwve Ke. Aahaha¦AenuH Aene vedn Ke du:qnuH. Aahaha¦

je &an, wavaenuH Anek$pp uH AemaH ivkLpaena Anek Ýkar Ke. A&anIne SvwavnaeAa]y tae =yae n=I. jene AvlHbe Aekta =ay Ane Anekta tU!e Ae tae =yuH n=I. Ae=IAnekpàne j Ae Anuwve Ke, pu~y ne pap, dya ne dan Aaid AsHQy Ýkar xuwna AneAsHQy Ýkar Axuwna, Aene A&anI, VyvharmaH maehayela, mUHJayela ÝaÌ, VyvharmaHmUH# ÝaÌ Aene Anuwve Ke. smÔy Ke kaH? Aahaha¦

hve, —p` wUta=Rdx±Aae˜-Ke? KtI cIj Ke, wUt Ktae pda=R Ke Aahaha¦mhacIj Ke vStu Ke maEj¡dgI hEyaitvazI cIj Ke \/uv &aykwav. Aahaha¦ Ae xuânynedeqnaraAae AHtrne ÔenaraAae, je pyaRy prne j¡Ae Ke te KaeDI dne je pyaRy paetanej¡Ae Ke. —Aeva xuânyne deqnaraAae paetanI buiâ=I naqela˜ Aahaha¦ puruØa=R=Irag=I iwNn pDIne, Aahaha¦ rag Ane Svwav vCce Ý&aKIÌ puruØa=R=I krI Ke.Ý&aKIÌ marI Ke vcmaH. Aahaha¦

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Ke? paetanI buiâ=I je paetanI &annI dxa Ke paetanuH &an pyaRy, Aena=I naqela(Ae!le) rag Ane Svwav vCce Aa rIte Ý&aKIÌne naqIne, Aahaha¦—xuâny Anusar bae\ =va ma5=I, =va ma5=I˜ Svwavne Aa]ye je bae\ =yaexuânyne Aa]ye je bae\ =vama5=I-xuH kæuH? Aaha¦ paetanI &annI inmRz pyaRy,Aene Svwav trf vaztaH je xuâny Anusar bae\-&an =va ma5=I épjeluH, &aykna&anma5 =va=I _TpNn =yeluH, AaTm- kmRna ivvekpà=I, AaTma Ane ragnae ivkLpKe kmR. AaTma Ane kmRna ivvekpà=I benI j¡da=I. Aahaha¦ &aykwav, Aexuânyne Anusare tenuH &an =taH, AaTma Ane kmRna ivvekpà=I, Aahaha¦ rag AneSvwavnI j¡danuH wan =va=I, Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

paetanI buiâ=I naqela¸ Aenae A=R xuH? Aahaha¦ saHwzeluH &an Ke Ae p` nhÄAem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ saHwZyuH Ke Ae &an n=I Ae paetanI buiâ nhÄ. AhÄya taecEtNySv$p wgvan Aene Anusare =ne je &an =yuH Ae paetanI buiâ=I, Ae &an=IAahaha¦ —Ae buiâ=I naqela xuâny Anusar &an =vama5=I˜, —épjela AaTmkmRnaivvekpà=I paetana puruØa=R äara˜-waØa naqI ÔeyuH? paetana puruØa=R äara AHdrmaHkmR jrIk qSya Ke ma!e Aa kam cale Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦ —paetanaH puruØa=R äara,Aahaha¦ AaivwURt krvamaH Aavelae xuH? je &aykwav i5kazI, ragna Ane pyaRybuiânaÝemmaH #Hkayelae htae. QyalmaH nhaetae Aavto. Aahaha¦ Aek smynI pyaRyna ÝemmaH keivkLpna ÝemmaH Ae #Hka gyae, vStu htI KtI KtaH te AaCKadn #Hka g htI.Aahaha¦ A&anIne AaCKadn = g Ke. vStu AaCKadn =tI n=I p` Aene AaCKadnpyaRymaH = Ae!le #Hka gyo Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

vStu &aykSv$p je vStu Ke Ae tae i5kaz xuâ Ane AanHdkHd j Ke Ae #HkatI n=Ine Ýg! =tI n=I, Ae tae Ke j AevI. Aahaha¦

Aa ga=a tae jEndxRnnae Ýa` Ke, Aaqa bar AHg ne jEnxasnnuH mUz Ke Aa.JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ ATyare tae muXkel = pDI Ke. bharnI vatmaH ne vatuH Ke-AavuH AakyuÅ ne Aa kyuÅ, v/t kyaÅ, ne tp kyaÅ ne piDma lI\I ne, Aahaha¦ Ae b\a-Anek ivk<twav, Aene Anuwvnara, VyvharmaH mU# = gya Ke Ae tae Ane Aa wanvaza VyvharnaÔ`nara rhI gya Ke hve. Aahaha¦ je e AaTma Ane kmR, kmR Ae!le rag, cahe Òvnoxuwrag hae Ae rag Ane AaTmana ivvekpà=I Aene iwNn paDva=I Aene j¡da krva=I,Aahaha¦ épjelae je bae\, Aahaha¦ AemaH=I paetana puruØa=R äara AaivwURt krvamaHAavela, xuH? shj Aek &aykwav¦ Aahaha¦

vzI, Aek baj¡ Aem khevuH-ke je i5kazI &aykwav Ke Ae i5kazI te xuâ j Ke. Aekae id' Avraàe n=I, Axuâ =yae n=I, hIàe ræae =yae n=I. Aahaha¦ Aa!la-Aa!laAnHt wv kyaR p` &aykwavmaH kH p` é`p AavI n=I. KtaH AaHhI Aem khe Ke ke&aykwav #Hka gyae Ke. Ae pyaRyvazane (pyaRy) ¹iÚ Ke tene njrmaH n=I, (te=I


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tene) #Hka gyae Ke. Aahaha¦ vItrag marg kae AlaEikk Ke bapu. Aahahaha¦Ae... jemaH Aek &aykwav. Aahaha¦ AaelamaH Anek xBd htae, Ke ne? jemaH wavaenuH

iv¬$pp uH Anekp uH Ýg! Ke, Aene Anuwve Ke. hve Aa, AaTma ne kmRna j¡dapà=I,ivvek Ae!le j¡dap uH potana puruØa=R äara Ýg! krvamaH Aavelo AaivwaRv Ae!le -AolamaH Aem htuH smÔùH? iv¬$p Ýg! Ke Aem htuH AemaH ÔeyuH? jemaH wavonuH iv¬$pÝg! Ke Aem htuH. ma=e=I 5IÒ lI!I AemaH. Aahaha¦ co=I paHcmI lI!I - jemaH wavonuHAnek$pp uH Ýg! Ke Om htuH. hve AaHhI Ýg! Aa (&aykwav) kyuÅ. Aahaha¦ Ke tae Kep` rag=I iwNn pDI Ane jevae &aykwav Ke, tevae ¹iÚmaH Ýg! kyÈ. Aahahahaha¦ Ke?AoluH Ke?

—jemaH wavaenuH iv¬$p Ýg! Ke,˜ Aevae Anuwve Ke. Ke? KeLle prm id' svarmaHAaVyuH'tuH KeLluH. Aahaha¦ Anekp uH Anuwve Ke te=I tene &aykwav #Hka gyae Ke.Aahaha¦ Ane Aa Aek &aykwav Ýkaxman Ke. ÔeyuH? Aaha¦ Aaelane Anek wav Ýg!Ke tene Anuwve Ke, te=I &aykwav vStu Ke AaCKadn = g¸ #Hka g, KtI Ke tene#HkaH g khevay ne? Aaha¦ AiGn _pr raq naqe ne te AiGn dba g- (#HkaHg) p` AiGn tae AiGn j Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem cEtNy cmTkar vStu je tÀv Ke, AeragnI AektabuiâmaH dba g Aem khae, tae p` te tae &ayk cEtNy Ýkaxna nUrnuH tejto je Ke te Ke. A&anIne njrmaH n AaVyuH ma!e #Hka gyuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aare¦ Aavae _pdex hve. jenI Aek-Aek vatne pkDvamaH FÌ sav\anI ÔeAe.Aahaha¦ lgn vqte n=I kheta? smy vteR sav\an¦ !am AavI gyae Ke, haey Ke neAenuH muhUtR lgnnuH ke Aa@ne pcIs (imin!e) mezap (hStmezap) krvae ne #Ik uH ne AevuHKe kHk Aap e tae kaenuH bhu ÔeyuH n=I, Aek quxalwanuH ÔeyuH'tuH. Aem baele Aaelae mH5w`narae baele, smy vteR sav\an-!am = gyae Ke. kNyane lavae Aem. Aem hxe netmare ihNduStanmaH Aam =atuH hxe ke nE? (]aeta¦ Aem j =ay) =ay, =ay bIÒ waØamaHn =ay AevuH n haey (]aeta: smy bteR sav\an) Aene qbrey É–aH Ke Ae baele j te, Ae!am haey ne ke Aa@ ne pCcIs Ae vqte baele ke lavae smy vteR sav\an.

AaHhI smy vteR sav\an. Aahaha¦ AaTma AanHdnae na= Ýwu rag=I ßyaH iwNnpD–ae. sav\an =ne AHdrmaH gyae, &ayk AaivwaRv = gyae, je #Hkaàe htae AeAaivwaRv (= gyae). Aahaha¦

Are¦ Aa iÊyakaHDmaH mxgUlne AavI vat smjvI k@` pDe. nhÄ? gulabÒ¦Aaha¦ Ýwu mUz marg Aavae wa-Ane te p` Ýwu tara ihtnae Ke ne na=. Aaha¦ tuHsuqna pH=e kem pD Ae vat Ke. du:qne pH=e to daera gyae Ýwu tuH. iv¬na Anek$p wavAe!le ivkar-iv¬$p Anek$p tae du:qnae pH= Ke TyaH tae daera j gyae Kae Anaid=I.te=I Ýwu taruH &aykSv$pp uH #Hka gyuH Ke tne, pyaRynI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe. Aahaha¦ jeÝg!-baæ ivkLpae Ke tene Ae Anuwve Ke p` AHdrmaH je mhaÝwu &aykwav Ke tae

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Aene #Hka gyae Ke. Tyare... kmR Ane AaTmanae ivvek krnara paetana puruØa=R äara, Aahaha¦shj Aek &aykwavne je e Ýg! kyÈ Ke, AahÄ Ae n j leta Aem kæuH ke Aek &aykwavÝkaxman Ke Aem kæuH, Aaelane Ýg! Ke AaHhI Ýkaxman Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

FÌ !Ika gHwIr¦¦ ihNduStanmaH ATyare AavI !Ika ANy mtmaH tae n=I, p` jEnmtmaH -idgHbrmaHy AavI ;AaTmQyait' jevI bIÒ Aekey !Ika n=I bIje, AevI AlaEikk!Ika Ke. Am<tcHãacayR¦ Aahahahaha¦ idgHbr sHt¦ Aahaha¦ hÔr vØR phelaH htaH hÒto wrtÙe5maH ivcrta hta. Aahaha¦

KtaH Ae paKa KeLlaH Aem khe Ýwu Ae !IkanI rcna mara=I n=I = hÇ¦ Aahaha¦huH tae &anSv$p KuH, to huH tae maramaH KuH Ae vaÌmaH huH ÉyaH=I AaVyae, ke huH vaÌne rcuH?Aahaha¦ ßyaH huH KuH TyaH to vaÌ n=I huH tae &anSv$pmaH Sv$pguPt KuH. Aahaha¦ tae huHvaÌne bnavuH Ae Aave ÉyaH=I? Aahahaha¦

Tyare Aek ÝÆ mHdsaErvazaAe kyÈ Ke, Aem ke bhen]IAe (cHpabene) Aam lQyuH kecetn jày Ke p` pUr` khI xkatuH n=I, Aem kem? Aem ke ne mharaj p` (]IkanÒSvamI) p` Aek klak \ae\mar (vaÌnI vØaR) vhave Ke Aem lQyuH Ke Ae e, p` krekae waØa? Are Ýwu wa¦ waØa waØane kar e nIkze Ke.

AemaH kæuH Ke ne? svR&nI vaÌ svR&ne AnusarIi` khevay, AnuwvxIlI Aevopa@ Ke ne phela pH. rajmlÒnI !IkamaH. wgvannI vaÌ kevI Ke ke AnuwvxIlI, kewgvanne AnusarIi` Ae!le? ke svR&ne Anusare (pir`me) vaÌ inim¿ Ke teneAnusre Ke inim¿=I =ay Ke Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ jevuH TyaH svR&pùH Ke AevI rIte jvaÌ inim¿ne AnusrIne paetana _padannI xiÉt=I SvprÝkaxk vaÌ pir`me Ke.Aahaha¦

Are Ýwu tae &anSv$p Ke Ae ragmaH Aavtae n=I tae vaÌmaH ÉyaH=I Aave?Aahaha¦ vaÌmaH SvprÝkaxk khevanI Svt: xiÉt Ke. AaTmamaH SvprÝkaxk Ô`vanISvt: xiÉt Ke. Ô`vanI Svt: xiÉt, vaÌmaH Svt: prnI ApeÙa ivna, Aahaha¦wle Aene AnusarIi` kI\I, p` Ae to prnI ApeÙa raqIne (Ke Aem n=I nhÄ to) tae paete paeta=I j pir`mI Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae ccaR calI Ke... AolamaH AavI Ke qainya. ;qainyaccaRmaH' Ae ccaR calI Ke.Aem ke vaÌ tae wgvanne AnusarIi` Ke, Are bapu¦ k ApeÙaAe Ke? Ae tae inim¿Ke ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke. bakI vaÌ tae vaÌne kar e, te smymaH te prma u waØap epir`mvane layk htaH te paeta=I pir`Mya Ke. Aa vat¦ Aahaha¦

Aek &aykwav¦ Aahaha¦ AaelamaH wavonHu iv¬$pp uH Anek$pp uH Aem htuH.iv¬$pp uH-Anek$pp uH Ýg! Ke Aevae Anuwve Ke. Aahaha¦ Tyare \m±Òv paetane ragAne AaTmanI j¡dapàne lI\e, paetana puruØa=R äara, Ýg! krvamaH Aavelae ;Ke taeKe' p` ¹iÚmaH ßyare AaVyae Tyare Ýg! krvamaH AaVyae Aem khevamaH AaVyuH. Aahahahaha¦


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(;paetana puruØa=R äara AaivwURt krvamaH) Aavela Aeva shj Aek&aykwavpàne lI\e' Aahaha...¦ —AaivwURt krvamaH Aavela Aeva shj Aek&aykwavpàne lI\e AaivwURt krvamaH AaVyae'nae A=R? ¹iÚmaH tenae SvIkar =yae KeAem, Ae e AaivwaRv kyÈ Aem khevamaH AaVyuH. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke JI uH¦

vtRman ¹iÚ AenaH sNmuq =ne Aenae SvIkar =yae Ae=I Aene, Aahaha¦ Aek&aykwav j Ýkaxman Ke. Aahaha¦ jenI ¹iÚmaH A=va &annI pyaRymaH Aek &aykwavj Ýkaxman Ke. jenI &annI pyaRymaH Anek ivkLpna piràm Ýg! Ke tene AnuwveKe Ae im+ya¹iÚ VyvharmaH mU# = gyela Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa rag=I iwNn pDIne,paetanI &annI pyaRymaH Aaqa wavnuH &an =taH te &aykwav Ýkaxman Ke. &annIpyaRymaH Aek &aykwav Ýkaxman Ke. sMyG&annI Aek pyaRymaH, Aahaha¦ Aek&aykwav Ýkaxman Ke Aevae Anuwve Ke. Aahaha¦

sMyG&annI sa=e ¹iÚ AHdr rhI Ke sa=e. sMyG&an, ragne Ane AaTmane j¡dapaDI Ane AaTma trf ßyaH #ZyuH Ke &an, Tyare te shj Aek &aykwavpàne lI\e teneAek &aykwav Ýkaxman tenI pyaRymaH AaVyae. Aahahaha¦ AH\aramaH hto Ae ÝkaxmaHAaVyo. Aaha¦ Aa cEtNy Jzhz-Jzhz ßyaeit, jenI &annI pyaRy rag=I iwNnpDIne puruØa=R äara AHdr Ôy Ke Aene Aek &aykwav Ýkaxman deqay Ke. smÔ uHkaH? AanuH nam tae hÒ sMyGdxRn Ke. Aahahaha¦

AenI ivi\ Ane rItnI p` qbr n mze Aene Aa AekaHt lage, AavuH p` AenuHsa\n xuH? sa\n j Aa. paetana puruØa=R äara, rag=I (AaTmane) iwNn krI ne Aekshj &aykwav Ýkaxman AaVyo Ae AenuH sa\n (Ke.). Aahaha¦ bIj¡H sa\n nhÄAenuH nam AnekaNt Ke. Ane Aa tae Aem khe Ke ke AaAe qruH ne Vyvhar=Iy =ay Aey qruH-to AnekaNt Ke.

Are wgvan¦ Aem n haey. AiSt-naiSt Ke Ae sPtwHgInae phelae bael Ke.Svp e Ke ne prp e n=I. Aem Svp ey Ke ne prp ey Ke? Aahaha¦ AnekaNtnae A=RSvp ey p` Ke ne prp ey p` Ke AenuH nam AnekaNt Ke? Svp e Ke ne prp e n=I-caEd baelmaH AemaH tae Aave Ke. AnekaNtne Ýkaxnar Am<tcHãacayR cEad bol t¿-At¿, Aek-Anek. Aahaha¦ je stŸ ãVy Ùe5 kaz wav=I Ke, te pr ãVy Ùe5 kazwav=I n=I. Aahaha¦

je inüy=I xuâ cEtNy Ýkaxman Ke, te rag=I Ýkaxman ne rag=I jày tevaeKe nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke p` xuH =ay? wgvanno idVy|vinnae idvs Ke Aeivpulacl pvRt _pr, rajg<hImaH wgvannI vaÌ nIkzI hxe Ae g`\r ne [Nãae ne,Aahaha¦ pcIssae vØR = gyaH. Aahaha¦

kHkne TyaH AHdr AaTm&an =yaH. kaene muinpàH AaVyaH. Aahaha¦ Aane-gaEtmnetae muinp uH AaVyuH Aekdm, wgvan ibrajtaH htaH. Aahaha¦ \mRnI ha!DI qaelI wgvane

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Aahaha¦ kHk mal leva AaVyaH'ta¦ Aahaha¦ ivpulacl pvRt _pr, Aahaha¦ g`\rjevaH muinp uH l lI\uH bIÔH kae ]avk =yaH hoy, ko muin, smiktI =ya hoy.Aahaha¦

Ane Aa bar AHgnI rcnanae idvsey Aa j Ke Ae!le ke Aa xaÏ Ae maHæluH KeAe!le AenI rcnanae idvsey Aa j Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? JI uH Ke bapu p` xuH=ay? Aahaha¦

caeraxIna AvtarmaH j¡Aaene, Aahaha¦ saHwzIAe KIAe ne vzI kae idkrI ibcarIbzIne mrI g bzI g, KaekraHne KaekraHne ha!Rfel = gyuH. Aahaha¦ keNsr koAam mrI KaekraH ibcaraH kal AaVyaH hta ne damngrvaza wavsar Ae htaH. TyaH be5` Fr j fÉt AaHhIna mumuÙu trIke Ke. temaH Aek wavsar htaH. xrIr lõ jevuH htuH bhuHp` tene keNsr =yuH. Kaekrae kal AaVyae htae (khe:) mara bapa mrI gya, gujrI gyakeNsrmaH. Aa rivvare marI pUÔ Ke ne Kaekrane Aap e Aaezqta nhaeta. AenaH bapneAaezqta, khae Aeks@ vrsnI ëmr ne keNsr p` KeLla su\I AaHhInI r!àH nhÄwlam` khevI ne xuH krÔe tme AanuH ne iblkul nhÄ Ae khe marI paKz Aa krÔe AeAavuH krÔe Ae kH nhÄ... Ae tae paetana ivcarmaH hta bs Ae j. deh KU!I gyae.Aahaha¦

nhÄ tae wlam` tae kre ke Aa tarI mane sacvje, fla uH Aam krje, #Äk uH krje.Aahaha¦¦ kae sacve bapu? Aahaha¦ tarae ivkLp j mftmaH Ôxe, heH? AevaH KaekraHhoy ke samuHy nhÄ j¡Ae AenI manI samuH. Aevay haey Ke ne? FàH Ke daqla Ke FàH ÔeyaKe ne bapu? bapu kaenuH kae Ke wa? b\aH Sva=Rna sga Ke. paetanuH paeØ` mze TyaH su\IAe vhalaH lage. Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae khe Ke A&anI AaTmane jemaH Anek wavnuH Ýg!p uH Ke Aevae Anuwve Ke.\m± jemaH Aek &aykwav Ýkaxman Ke, Aevae Anuwve Ke bs. Aahaha¦ Aa beynIvat. AHtrŸ Ýwu cEtNy ßyaet Jzhz ßyaet wgvan xuâ AanHdnae na= Ýwu paeteprmaTm Sv$p j Ke. AenaH jevI kae svÈTk<Ú ko cIj Ke j nhÄ. Aevae Aek shj&aykwav Ýkaxman Ke Aevae Anuwve Ke. Aahaha¦

j¡Aae Aa sMyGdxRn Ane AenI sa=e rheluH Aa sMyG&an. Aahaha¦ AaHhI=I taex$Aat =ay Ke, hÒ \rmnI AaHhI=I x$Aat =ay Ke. AenI qbruH n mze ne. Aahaha¦

;AhÄ xuâny ktkfzna S=ane Ke' jem AaeluH paÌ Ane kadv htuH, AemaH jeinmRzI AaEØi\ naqI'tI, tevuH mel Ane paÌ j¡daH pDI gya'ta¦ Aem Aa xuânyktkfzne S=ane Ke. rag Ane wgvan sMyG&an=I j¡daH pDI Ôy Ke jem ktkfz-inmRzI AaEØi\=I kadvnae mel Ane jz inmRz j¡daH pDI Ôy Ke. Aem Aa xuânyAe!le? Svwavne AnusrnarI je &anny Ae &an Aene AnusyuÅ Ke Aene lne, Aahaha¦Ae ktkfzne S=ane (Ke) ragne iwNn pDvana S=ane Ae Ke.


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AaelamaH ragnI Aekta krvamaH htuH im+ya&an, Aa rag ne iwNn paDvanaS=anmaH Ke. je &an Svwav sNmuq vZyuH Tyare te &ane rag Ane Svwavne bene iwNnkyaÅ Aahaha¦ Ae inmRzI AaEØi\nI pe@e Ke, xuâny Aem khe Ke. inmRzI AaEØi\ naqI nej¡daH pDe Aem xuâny ßyaH AHdr vze Svwav Anusar ßyaH &an =ay, Ae &ane ragne AneAaTmane j¡daH paD–a. Aahahahaha¦

xuâny ktkfzna S=ane Ke. te=I jeAae xuânynae Aa]y kre Ke Ae!le ke i5kaznaeAa]y kre Ke. teAae j sMykŸ Avlaekn krvavaza Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xuânynae Aa]ynaeA=R . xuânynae ivØy i5kaz Ke i5kaz xuânyno ivØy i5kaz j Ke. O i5kazno-&aykwavnae Aa]y kre Ke. ;teAae j' (xuH kæuH?) ;teAae j'. Aahaha¦ je i5kazI&ayk cEtNy \/uv Aek smymaH haeH p` i5kaz Ae!le wiv*ymaH rhexe ne(Om nhÄ)AaHhI tae vtRmanmaH. Aahaha¦ &aykwav \/uv !ktuH i5kazI tÀv. Aahaha¦ Aenae jeAa]y kre Ke, teAae j sMykŸ Avlaekn krta haeva=I —teAae j˜, Aek j¸ ;sMykŸAvlaekn krta haeva=I sMyG¹iÚ Ke¦' Aahahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ AemaH?

jeAae xuânynae Ae!le wUta=Rnae‡ga=amaH be wag AaVya'ta ne? wUta=R te jxuâny Ke. bIÔpdmaH Aem AaVyuH htuH. Ae i5kazI vStu te j xuâny Ke Ane 5IÔ pdmaHAem AaVyuH'tuH ke wUta=Rnae Aa]y kre Ae xuânynae Aa]y kyÈ khevay, Ane Ae pyaRynep` xuâny khevay. 14 mI ga=amaH Ae Aave Ke, je vStu xuâny Ke O i5kazne p`khevay Ane Aene Aa]ye AanHd AaVyae-inmRz sMyG&an =yuH Aene p` xuâny khevamaHAave. Aenae AHx Ýg!–aene? Anuwv khae, xuâny khae ke AaTma khae 5 ey Aek j Ke.Aave Ke ne caEdmI ga=amaH? Aa tae AigyarmI cale Ke. Aahaha¦

jeAae xuânynae Aa]y kre Ke. ;wUyT=mAisdae' Ke ne? AenI VyaQya =, jei5kazI &aykwav (Ke). Ae trf je e &anne vaZyuH Ke, Ane &annI pyaRymaH jenei5kazInae Aa]y Ke. Ae rIte je i5kazIne Avlaeke Ke. Aahaha¦ —teAae j sMykŸAvlaekn krta (haeva=I)˜ kem ke sacuH Avlaekn tae te j krnara Ke, i5kazIcEtNynae pUHj Ýwu, Aahaha¦ prme¬r Sv$p Ýwu Aeva prme¬rnae je Aa]y kre Ke Anete Aa]y krIne te prme¬rne Avlaeke Ke. Aahaha¦ te j sMyG¹iÚ Ke.

AavI ga=a Ke Aa. hÒ tae Aa cae=a gu S=annI vat Ke, piDma\arI paHcmuH nemuin KõuH Ae tae ÉyaH? Aa tae piDma, be-car lI\I TyaH tae = gya Aap e Ô e paHcmegu S=ane AavI gya. mhav/t lI\a te Ô e AavI gya muinp`aH. Are re¦ Aahaha¦

(]aeta: pa5 haeve tae malUm pDe ye pa5 tEyar haeve tae malUm pDe ne) Ae AaAHtmuRq Ôy Tyare mal mze. ßyaH mal Ke TyaH Ôy tae mal mze. mal ÉyaH Ke? AHtrmaHKe. prmaTmSv$p Ýwu prme¬r Sv$p j Ke. Aahaha¦ paetanae prme¬r, wUlI gyae htoAaVyuH Ke ne (smysar) AaD5Is ga=amaH. Aahaha¦ AaD5Is ga=amaH Aave Ke. paetanaprme¬rne wUlI gyae Ke, paetanae prme¬r, wgvan nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

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Aene wUlI Gyae'to, jem muõImaH saenuH haey, p` Ae wUlI gyae, ÉyaH saenuH? ÉyaHsaenuH? daHt` krtaH vqte saenuH Aam ka#Ine muõImaH raQyuH haey pKI khe ke ÉyaH gyuH?AaHhIne AaHhI rhI gyuH haey muõImaH. muõImaH saenuH KtaH wUlI gyae. Aa bayHune kaHqmaHKaekruH haey p` wUlI Ôy Aem KokruH kaHqmaH hoy Ane ha= Aam rhI gyo hoy ne ÉyaHgyuH? ÉyaH gyuH? AhÄ lÙ n rhe... Aahaha¦ (]ota:- bayu wUle p` waAe teDyuH hoyto wayuH wUle ke nhÄ?) wayuna bapey wUle b\a, Aa to KokranI bayunI vatuH Ke.F uH to Kokra sacve Ke bayune, Ae!le Aaha... ha¦ bayune kaHqe KokruH ne wUlI ÔyAem. Aem AadmIna kaHqe KokruH ne Aey wUlI Ôy. Aahaha¦ Aem wgvan AHdrÝkaxman ßyoit Ke tene wUlI gyae. Aahaha¦ Ane je tenamaH n=I tene yad kyuÅ. pu~y nepap ne tene yad krIne temaH raeka gyae. bIÔ idvse ivxeØ vat.

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vStunuH iv¬dxRn Ae jEndxRn Aenae Aa ga=a Ýa` Ke. JI uH bhu JI uH¦AhÄyaH khe Ke j¡Aae AhÄ AaVya, AhÄ xuâny ktkfzna S=ane Ke. Ke? KeLlI lI!I

car Ke. xuH khe Ke? ke Aa AaTma je Ke vStu Ae pUr` AtIiNãy AanHdFn Ke i5kaz stŸKe Ane AemaH icdŸFn &ananHdnae Ae ipHD Ke, AanHdnae Ae gHj Ke Aene AhÄya &aykwavi5kazI &aykwav Ô`k Svwavwav Aene AhÄyaH i5kazI AaTma khe Ke, AenI ¹iÚkrvI. Aahaha¦ Aevae i5kazI &ayk je prm sTy Ýwu paete j pU aRnHdnae na= prmsvÈTk<Ú Ýwu Ke. Aahaha¦ Aenae kae ktaR Ýwu bIÔe kae Ke nhÄ. SvyHwU Ke. AevI je cIjAene ragna wav=I sHyaegna wav=I, pyaRynI Aek smynI dxa, tena=I p` AHtr vStuje pUr`-pUr` Ke Ae _pr ¹iÚ krvI Ane &aykwavnae Anuwv krvae AenuH nam sMyGdxRnne \rmnI phelI sI#I Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

jem paÌmaH mel haey Ke, AemaH inmRzI Aek AaEØi\ =ay Ke. Ae inmRzI AaEØi\naqva=I mel Ane paÌ bey j¡daH pDI Ôy Ke. Aem Aa AaTma AanHdnae na= Ýwu¦siCcdanHd Sv$p paete Sv$p Ke, AemaH je Aa pu~y ne papna wav-ihHsa, jU@uH, caerI,ivØy-waegvasna Ane dya, dan, wiÉt, pUÔ, v/taidna wav Ae b\aH miln wav Ke.Ae paÌmaH jem kadvnuH milnp uH Ke Aem AaTmana i5kazI SvwavmaH Aa vStu n=I.p` AenI vtRman pyaRymaH Ae miln wav Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa xrIr, vaÌ Ae tae jD KeAe tae AemaH Ke j nhÄ Aa tae ma!I Ke. vaÌ, xrIr, kmR, pr vStu (Ae) AemaH AaTmamaHKe j nhÄ. p` AenI dxamaH =ta pu~y ne papna milnwav, cahe tae dyanae dannaewiÉtnae pUÔnae wgvanna Smr`nae wav hae p` (Ae) wav Ke rag Ane miln.Aahaha¦

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naqtaH j¡du pDI Ôy Ke, Aem AaTmamaH‡JIÌ vat Ke bapu¦ AnHtkazmaH Ae e kae dI'krIn=I AnHtkaz caeraxIna Avtar caeraxInI laq yaeinna Avtar AnHt AnHt kyaR.Aahaha¦ caeraxI laq yaein khe Ke ne? AemaH Aek AekmaH AnHt var jNMyae Ke. Aahaha¦wUlI gyae.

AhÄyaH khe Ke ke Aeva jnm mr`na kar`$p je wav. Aahaha¦ pu~y ne papnoje wav Ae miln wav Ke Ane wgvan AHdr jem jz inmRz Ke Aem Aenae Svwav xuâ&ananHd, xuâ prm ¬rSv$p, prm xaHtSv$p, prm vItragSv$p AevuH AenuH i5kazISv$p Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aena _pr njr pDtaH rag Ane AaTma be iwNnpDI Ôy (Ke). Aahaha¦ Ke? xuânyne ktkfz Ae!le inmRzI AaEØi\ Ae paÌmaH jemmel haey ne inmRzI AaEØi\ naqtaH mel Ane paÌ j¡daH pDI Ôy Ke, Aem wgvan AaTmasiCcdanHd xuâ i5kazI Sv$p Ke, AemaH pu~y ne papna wav Ae mel Ke. AemaH wed&ankrtaH Aena=I iwNn marI cIj &aykwav Ke Aem xuânynae ivØy-i5kazI &aykwavnaeAnuwv krtaH, Aahaha¦ Ae xuâny ktkfzna S=ane te=I xuânynae Aa]y kre Ke.JIÌ vat FÌ bapu¦ Aaha¦

Aa bharnaH kam krIAe KIAe Ame, Ae b\aH im+ya¹iÚna wav Ke. smÔ uH kaH?Aa \H\ane paÌne sumnwa sacuH hxe Aa b\uHy tmarI nokrI bokrInuH b\uHy. AakarqanaH kraeDaena clavvane Ane Aa Ame krIAe KIAe (]aeta: naekrI nae A=R j nae...krI) nae... krI tae Ke. p` Aa kam karqanaH ne pEsa _Fravvana ne pEsa _FravInekam krIAe KIAe kHk Ae tdŸn im+ya¹iÚ juõI¹iÚnuH paqHD Ke. Aahaha¦

kem? ke Ýwu AaTma Ae prãVy=I j¡dI cIj Ke. Ae j¡dI cIj, j¡danuH kaHp` krIxke Ae 5`kazmaH nhÄ. (]aeta: xe@nuH kam naekr n krI xke?) naekre y kre nhÄ ne xe@ey kre nhÄ, kae krto'to \Uz, xe@ khevae kaene? AbÔe $ipya ne kraeDae $ipya ma!e xe@khevae? xe@ tae he@ Ke . AaTmana Svwav=I he@e _trI gyae Ke prne paetanuH manIne. xe@tae Aene khIAe, xe@ Ae!le ]e¤ Ae ragna ivkLp=I j¡dae paDI AaTmanI ¹iÚ kre,Anuwve Ae xe@ Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: tTvnI ¹i*!Ae xe@ khevay p` laEikk ¹iÚAe xe@khevay Ke ne?) laEikk Ae!le paqHD ¹iÚ, laEikk Ae!le xuH? Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ae AaHhI khe Ke —teAae xuânynae Aa]y kre Ke Ae!le i5kazI AanHdkHd Ýwu \/uvAivnaxI AaTma, Aenae je Aa]y kre Ke. Ke? 5IÒ lI!I Ke. Ke? ihHmtwa¦ 5IÒ lI!IKe ke nhÄ Aene sUJ–uH ke nhÄ Aene? ÔeDevaza btavaene Aene kaek Aene kae id' caepDavaHCya n=I. b\a bharmaH kDakU!maH. Aahaha¦ AaHhIya khe Ke ke Aa Ýwu AHdr je cEtNySv$p Ke, AtIiNãy AnHt Svwavna sagr=I wreluH tÀv Ke. Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ AesiCcdanHd stŸ xa¬t, icdŸ ne AanHd-&an Ane AanHdnae Ae wHDar Ke. Aahaha¦ Aenaeje e Aa]y kyÈ AenuH je e AvlHbn lI\uH, Aenae je e Aa\ar bnaVyae. duinyanI kaeiÊya, jD Aaid Ke tenI sa=e kaH sHbH\ n=I Ane Ae pu~y papna wav =ay Ae p`

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ivkarI mel (Ke). Aahaha¦ inmRzanHd Ýwu, jenae Svwav inmRz cEtNy (Ke). jem jzinmRz Ke Aem kadvnI milnta=I pyaRymaH milnta deqay Ke, jz tae inmRz Ke Aemwgvan AaTma cEtNyÝkaxnae pUHj inmRz Ke. cEtNynae Ýkax cEtNyÝkax Ô`n deqnÝkax tenae pUHj Sv$p inmRzanHd Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Aenae Aa]y kre, sHyaegnuH lÙ KaeDI>e, AHdr dya, danna ivkLp é@e AenuHy lÙ KaeDI de Ae bH\nuH kar`-du:qnuH kar` Ke. AeksmynI vtRman dxa caltI AvS=a halt AenuH p` lÙ KaeDI de. Aahaha¦ Ane siCcdanHd\/uv cIj \/uv Ke AHdr wgvan inTy inTyanHd Ýwu Ke. Aahaha¦ Aenae je Aa]y kre Aeneje AvlHbe AenaH trf je dxa #zI Ôy. Aahaha¦ tene Avlaekn krnar Ae xuânynaeAa]y kre i5kazI cIjnae Ane tene je Avlaeke. Aahaha¦ pU aRnHd Ýwu pUr` AHdr KeAene je Avlaeke, te sMyG¹iÚ Ke. te hÒ \rmnI phelI sI#Ivazae sMyG¹iÚ Ke sHwzayKe ke nhÄ, ihHmtwa¦ sHwzay Ke ne? bey kane êca Ke, Aena. qbr Ke ne. \I$waAaVya Ke, mZya? Aa ihHmtwa AaVya Ke, \I$wa v#va`. Aahahaha¦ AaVya Ke.

AaHhI khe Ke teH kdI kyuÅ n=I, saHwZyuH n=I Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ kaH tae prnI dyayuHpazvI ne wgvannI wiÉt krvI ne v/t pazva ne Ae b\I ragnI iÊyaAo Ke bapu AekaH tarI \mRiÊya n=I. (]aeta: laekseva krvamaH tae kH vaH\ae n=I heH?) laekseva kaekrtae'tae mUH#? A&anI mUH# Ae tae phelI vat krIne... prnI seva krI xkuH KuH Ae maNytaj im+yaw/m paqHD Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: AapnI ¹iÚAe Ae Ke.) A&anInI ¹iÚAe taeA&anp e Ae gme Aem mane, Ae=I kH sTy = Ôy? Aaha... ha¦ Aek AaHgzI Aahle Aene hlavI xke nhÄ AaTma¦ Aa tae jD ma!I Ke, Ýwu tae cEtNy Sv$p Ke. Ô`nardeqnar, &ancÙu Ke Aane =tane Ôè p` =tane kre... Ae AaTmamaH Ke j nhÄ kaeid'. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aa tae sarmaH sar ga=a Ke. AenuH tdŸn maq` Ke. Aahahaha¦&an, &an Ae!le Ô`vanae Svwavnae ipHD Ýwu, AemaH tae pu~y ne papna ragey

n=I. p` je vtRman dxa Ke vtRman pyaRy, Ae p` jemaH n=I. Ae tae pirpU R AanHd nepirpU R &an ne pirpU R xaHit ne pirpU R vItragta, pirpU R ¬rtana Svwav=I wrelaeÝwu Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae pamrne Ýwuta kem bese? smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Aevae je wgvan svÈTk<Ú tÀv Ýwu paete Ke. Aahaha¦ jenI s¿amaH jena haevamaH, AaxuH Ke AevuH jày Ke Ae s¿a cEtNy Sv$p Ke. jenI wUimkamaH, jena haevapàmaH, Aa xrIrKe, Aa kmR Ke, Aa rag Ke Aa Ke, Aa Ke AevuH jenI s¿amaH haevapàmaH jày Ke, Ae Ô`naraete AaTma Ke. Ae jày je cIj Ae tenI n=I. Aahaha¦ Ko!awa¦ AavuH Ke Aa vat, AnHtkaz+yae wa, AnHtkaz=I Aa=D–ae ivna wan wgvan. iÊyaAaey krI AnHtvar v/t ne tp newiÉt ne pUÔ ne... kraeDaenaH mHidro bnaVyaH ne... AemaH \UzmaH kaH n=I AemaH. Aahahaha¦ AemaHragnI mHdta haey tae kdac pu~y =ay. Ae pu~y tae wv Ke. Aahaha¦

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Ke. Aahaha¦cEtNy ÝkaxnI mUitR je AaTma, AemaH tae vtRman pu~y-papnae wavey n=I Ane

vtRman je ¹iÚ AenI kre, Ae ¹iÚ p` AemaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ xuH kæuH ? wa margkae judI Ôt Ke. Are duinyane mZyae n=I, Ae bharmaH w!Éya-w!k Aek tae \H\a AaDenvrae n=I bavIs klak papmaH, bayDI KaekraH \H\ae rzvuH karqanaH hlavva ne AemaHbavIs klak pap, klak be klak mze TyaH ma=e kuguÌ lUH!I Lye. v/t krae AmarI wiÉtkrae, Amne dan Aapae tmaruH kLya` =xe. marI naQya \UzmaH y n=I kLya` saHwznee.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH...?

AaHhI tae khe Ke. jena haevapàmaH pUr`&an ne AanHd Aaid Ane pUr` xaHit...xaHit... xaHit Ae xaHit... xaHit 5`var kæuH p` xaHit... xaHit... xaHit... xaHit... xaHit AeAnHt-AnHtvar xaHit khae tae TyaH xaHitnae KeDae n=I, Ae!lI AHdr xaHit wrI Ke.

xuH kæuH smÔùH kaH AamaH? wgvan AaTma¦ Aa icdanHd Ýwu Ae pu~y papnarag=I tae iwNn Ke p` Aek smynI pyaRy=I iwNn Ke Aeva tÀvnI AHtrmaH ¹iÚ detaH,¹iÚ Ke te pyaRy Ke. Aene Avlaekn krnarI dxa pyaRy Ke, pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a. vtRmanhalt, KtaH te Avlaekn dxa te tenamaH n=I, tene Avlaeke Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH kæuH ?Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bapu \rmnI¦ AaHhI tae sa\ar` ma`s Aam wiÉt krI ne pUÔ krIne v/t paZya ne = gyae \rm \Uzey n=I \rm saHwzne mrI Gya AnHtvar.

(]aeta: je kH krtae n=I Aena=I tae @Ikne?) Aena krtaH tae Ae rqDvanuH kre Ke .Aahaha¦ gammaH SpItal bnavI devI, mHidr bnavI devaH, pEsa _Fravva b\aH papnaHwav Ke. (]aeta: pu~yey nhÄ?) pu~yey nhÄ _Fravva Aem kI\uH ne Ae!le, Aene krI dë¸ krIdë, krI dë, ktaR =ay Ke te mrI Ôy Ke AHdr AaTma=I. &ata cEtNymUitR Ýwu jgtnI AaHQyuHKe Ae tae Ô`nar Aene ktaR @ravvae prnae, Ae cEtNyna qUn kre Ke. Ae paetana cEtNynIihHsa kre Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ae tae @Ik p` AHdr rag kre ne? dya, dan, v/tnae rag =ay Ke Aene kre tae y pÀaTmanuH mr` =ay Ke TyaH. Aahahaha¦ kem ke rag Ke te Sv$p=I ivprIt Ke. Ane te ragmarae Ke Ane huH kruH, Ae Sv$pnI ihHsa Ke. AakrI vatuH Ke bapu¦ duinya AaqI Aemne AemrqDI. caeraxIna AvtarmaH mnu*yp uH paMyae, paHc iNãyae mzI, Aahaha¦ AemaH jEnkuzmaHAvtar mZya, jEnvaÌ mzI... AnHtvar, p` Ae cIj xuH Ke tene smjvanI drkar krInhÄ. #aernI jem Avtar gaZyaH smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke ;xuânynae Aa]y kre Ke' Ae!le ke i5kazI AanHdnae na= Ýwu¦ AiStAiSt hEyaitvazuH tÀv \/uv AivnaxI Ýwu Ke AHdr. AivnaxI AevuH je i5kazI\/uv Aenae je Aa]y-AvlHbn kre Ke, —teAae j sMykŸ Avlaekn krta haeva=I˜, —te jsMykŸ Avlokn krta hova=I sMyG¹iÚ Ke,˜ Aahahaha¦ pUr` cEtNy Svwav, jenaeSvwav Ke te pU R j haey. pUr` AtIiNãy AanHdnae Svwav, Svwav Ke te pU R j haey.

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AtIiNãy xaHit xaHit xaHit xaHit AkØay vItrag Svwav xaHit¦ Ae p` pU R Ke.Aaha...ha¦

Aeva pU aRnHdnae Aa]y kre Ae!le ke tene AvlHbe Ae!le ke tene Avlaeke. Aahahaha¦je &annI vtRman dxa, pU aRnHdnae na= tene Avlaeke, AvlaeknarI pyaRy Avlaekay Kete cIjmaH pestI n=I. tem AvlaeknarI pyaRymaH Avlaekn yaeGy vStu AavtI n=I.Aare...¦ Aakrae marg wa¦ Aahaha¦ AHtrna jnm mr` riht =vanI rIt bhuJIÌ Ke bapa. Aahaha¦ caeraxIna Avtar tae AnHt kyaÅ hÒ jene im+ya ]âa Ke AeneAnHta wv AenaH gwRmaH pD–a Ke rqDvana. Aahaha¦ Ae #aermaH jxe, kagDa-kUtramaHjxe. AhÄ AbÔepit haey Ane maHs da$ Aaid n qatae haey ne AavI mmta \H\anI neAanI, Ae mrIne b\a #aermaH jvana, pxumaH Avtrvana, kemke je e ivkarIwavnIAaDaeDa bhu krI AaDaeDa !eDa, Aene Aa xrIr je mnu*y éwaH Ke Ane gay, weHs,iqskaelI Aaid Aam AaDaH Ke. Ae AaDoDa krI Ae AaDoDa xrIrmaH Avtrxe.Aahahaha¦ AaDoDa smje? !eDa. iqskolI, gay, weHs, FoDa ha=I Aaid Aam(AaDaH) Ke ne? ma`s Aam (éwa) Ke ne AaelaH AaDaH Ke. Aahaha¦ je e maHs da$ AevaHqa\aH Ke te tae mrIne nIce nrkmaH Ôy Ke. Aeva wv p` AnHtvar kyaÅ. p` Ae n haeyAne AeklaH Êae\ ne man maya kØay laewaid wav tIv/ kyaR Ke ne AemaH j (rCyae) pCyaeKe. Aahaha¦ AenI kØaynI tIv/tanI AaDsne lne, jenae AaTma tae ê\ae pD–ae pÀeno jNm =xe TyaH xrIr AaDuH mzxe Aene. tIrKuH xrIr vaHkuH mzxe. Ae ma`s éwaH nhÄ= xke. JIÌ vatuH bapu¦ Ae e kyuÅ n=I drkar wa. Aahaha¦

AaHhI=I wiv*ymaH AnHtkaz rhevano Ke. AaTma nax =ay Aevae Ke? AaTma taeAivnaxI Ke. tae AaHhI=I KU!Ine p` rhevanae Ke ne? ÉyaH rhexe? je e Aem maNyuH Ke ke huHdya danna rag mara, Aa prnuH krI xkuH KuH. Aeva im+yaTvwavna (fzmaH) wiv*ymaHrhexe, du:qImaH rhexe, du:qmaH. Aahahahaha¦

kem wgvan AaTma tae AivnaxI Ke Ae kaH nax =ay Aevae n=I, Ane laekaey Aemkhe Ke ne deh KU!e Tyare Ae Òv gyae, Òv mrI gyae Aem khe Ke? (na) mrtaH deh KU!e Tyare(baele ke) Ae Òv gyae Ae Òv gyae¦ pLs n=I ha= AavtI Ae Òv gyae Tyare Òv KeAe gyae ne? Ane paKae gyae TyaH rhexe ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦

ÉyaH rhexe Òv jne? Aa ê\a b\I krI Ke, Aa prna kam meH kyaR ne AamkyaÅ ne prne pre (bIÔHAe) AiwnHdn AaPyaH ne wegaH krIne, jlsa nÇ\avIne¦ tme taeware kam kyuÅ ne tme to pcas laq wegaH kyaÅ ne... Aa AaH\/ÝdexmaH j¡Aaene ATyare =ayKe ne? AaH\/ dexmaH mae!uH qedan-medan = gyuH Ke ne AaH\/ÝdexmaH FàH paHc-paHc, dx-dx laq wegaH kre Ke ma`sae AaelaH ßyaH Aape ne TyaH tae. Aahaha¦ tme tae Nyal krInaQyaH Aem jgt baele \Uzey n=I hve saHwzne¦ hve taraH Aava kØayna AiwnHdndenarne p` im+yaTvnuH pap lage Ke Ane Aa AiwnHdn je JIle Ke mne (mara) vqa`


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kre Ke Aem mane Ke Ae p` im+yaTv A&anne seve Ke. Aahahaha¦AaHhI to Ýwu svR& i5laekna= ijne¬rdev prme¬r-i5kaz&anI, jene 5`kaznuH

&an Ke Ae prmaTma frmave Ke Ae sHtae, AaDitya =ne jgt pase Ôher kre Ke. maltae Ýwuna Frnae Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ae xuânynuH AvlHbn le Ke Aa]y ;teAae j' bIÔ nhÄ Aem. vtRman pyaRynaeAa]y kre, ragno Aa]y kre Ae iblkul im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahahahaha¦ teAae j sMykŸAvlaekn krtaH haeva=I sMyG¹iÚ Ke. Aahaha¦ p` bIÔ sMyG¹iÚ n=I Aem levuH.kÕsmaH khyuH ke xuâny, Axuânynae svR=a Aa]y kre, Ae!le xuH kI\uH? ke i5kazI &ayknaeAa]y kre Ke, Aene p` pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke AevuH lÙ Ke. lÙ Ke. AvS=amaH rag Ke AevuHlÙ Ke p` Aa]y Aanae (&aykno) kre Ke, Ane Aenae svR=a lÙ j n=I. jene, AxuâtaKe j nhÄ pyaRymaH, Ae to wUl kre Ke. Axuânynae svR=a Aa]y kre Ke. Aenae A=R =yoke sMyG¹iÚ p` k=HictŸ Axuâno Aa]y kre Ke Ae!le ke pyaRymaH Axuâta ApU Rta KeAevuH Aene QyalmaH Ke KtaH Aa]y kre Ke i5kazno. smÔ uH kaH?

Are¦ AavuH kyaH nvra hoy Ke. Aahaha¦ Are, mo!a raÔne mae!a kraeDpit mrIneAe bkrInI kUqe bCcaH =ay, Ae #e# graezInI kUqe, Aahahaha¦ ke!laHk tae kraeizya =ay,kaH wmra =ayne Are¦ Ýwu¦ tne qbr n=I bapu¦ Aahaha¦ jeè Aa Aek j ÝwunaeAa]y lI\ae jeè, te Aek j sMyG¹iÚ Ane \m± Ke. bakI je!la prnae Aa]y lnepD–aH Ke, Ae b\a im+ya¹iÚ Ke.

Tyare AaHhI Axuânyno svR=a Aa]yno A=R ke, —&anIne p` Axuânynae Aa]yKe.˜ AevuH AHdrmaH Aave Aenae A=R Aa!lae, Ae 14 mI ga=amaH Aave Ke, A=RmaH. SvnaeAa]y levanI vat Aek j Ke. KtaH pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke Ae!luH lÙ tae haevuH ÔeAe, pyaRyKe, Axuâta Ke, Ae lÙ hovuH ÔeAe. pKI Aa]y levae nih Aenae, p` Axuâta iblkulKe j nhÄ pyaRymaH tae tae Ae lÙ cUkI Ôy Ke to Axuâta !azvI Ae p` rhetuH n=I.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

smÔùH kaH Aave Ke ne? smÔ uH haey to to = ræuH. Aa tae k pâit=I ne krIt=I khevay Ke, kaenI trf vl` Ôy Ke Ae!luH smÔy Ke? Aahaha¦ jeAae AxuânynaeAe!le ke bIÔAae, sMyG¹iÚ n=I. Aahaha¦ jene pyaRynae Ane ragnae ne inim¿naeAa]y Ke Lye Ke Ae sMyG¹iÚ n=I, Ae im+ya¹iÚ A&anI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae cargitmaHnrk ingaedmaH jvanaH wavne seve Ke . Aahahaha¦

;ma!e kmR=I iwNn AaTmana deqnaraAaeAe' Ke? KeLlI lI!I, pu~y ne papna wav,dya dan v/t wiÉt pUÔnae wav Ae kmR Ke ivkar Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aena=I iwNndeqnaraAaeAe Ae ragnI iÊyana kayR=I Ýwu iwNn Ke. kemke Aena=I riht = xke Ke taesiht haey tae riht = xke nhÄ. qreqr ãVy-vStu rag siht Ke j nhÄ, Ae=I ragriht = xke Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

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teAae kmR=I iwNn rag=I iwNn, Ae ivkLp é@e Ke. gu I wgvan AnHtgu nae\Ì Ane AenuH &an AanHd Aevae gu , Aevae je wed é@e ivkLpnae rag, Aahaha¦ Aena=Ip` iwNn kmR=I iwNn deqnara, Aeva rag=I p` iwNn Ô`nara.

Aare... AavI vatuH hve ÉyaH? caevIs klakmaH-ma=akU!maH pD–a Ke te hve AeneAavuH TyaH l jvae AHdr. kae id' Ôeyae n=I-Ô~yae n=I TyaH Aene Avlaekn krva ljvae. bapu¦ Aeno ÝyTn AnHtgu ae Ke. sumnwa¦ Aahaha¦

ATyare tae bharmaH gae!a vaZya Ke sHÝdaymaH to AaqI vat. b\I qbr Ke ne¦sHÝdaymaH kaek v/tne \mR mnave, kae dyane mnave kae wgvannI wiÉtne \rm mnave(sa\kne y) haey Ke-xuwwav haey Ke. pUr` vItrag n =ay, TyaH su\I AaTmanuHAvlHbn haeva KtaH xuwrag Aave p` Ae Ke bH\nuH kar`. Ae \mRnuH kar` ne maeÙnuHkar` n=I. Aahaha¦

AaHhIya tae khe Ke —kmR=I iwNn AaTmana deqnaraAaeAe Aahaha¦ kmR xBdeAaHhI rag Ke. rag=I j¡do Ýwune deqnaraAaeAe, —Vyvharny Anusrva yaeGy n=I˜ Aeragne AvlHbva yaeGy n=I. Aahahahaha¦ Ae dya, dan Ane v/tna wavne Anusrvalayk n=I. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH...?

Ae Aigyar ga=a. hve Aenae wava=R. AaelI sHSk<t !Ika htI. !IkamaH FÌ gHwIrtawrI Ke, Aene caltI waØamaH jrI wava=R smÔve Ke.

(wava=R:-) AhÄ Vyvharnyne AwUta=R, Ae!le? ke vtRman rag =ay dya-dannae tene Ane Ae ragne Ô`narI (&annI) vtRman pyaRyne AwUta=R kI\I. Ae ;KenhÄ' -AenamaH Ke qrI, p` vStunI ¹iÚ kravva vStumaH n=I ma!e tene n=I Aem kæuHKe. Ae pyaRy j n=I rag j n=I. Aahaha¦ kemke Aenae Aa]y krvalayk n=I.Aahahaha¦ Aek smynI je dxa Ke Ô`vanI dxa Ô`narae i5kazI Ýwu Ke p` AenIvtRman dxa je pl!tI-hlcl =tI dxa ivcarnI (&annI) Ae AaHhI n=I Aem kæuH¦;n=I' kæuH. Ae gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke- Aem khe Ke j¡Ao¦ AwUta=R (kæuH¦)

Ane xuânyne wUta=R kæae Ke. i5kazI cIjne sTy kI\I Ane pyaRy Ane ragneAsTy kæuH. jenae ivØy iv>man n haey jenae ivØy j haey nhÄ, AsTya=R haey teneAwUta=R khe Ke¸ Aa AwUta=RnI VyaQya krI. phelaH ga=ano A=R Ke ne Aenae A=R kheKe. ny Ae!le Ô`vanI dxa. AemaH Aek Vyvharny Ae!le vtRman pyaRyne AvS=aneAne ragne Ôè Ae Vyvharny¸ Ane Ae &annI pyaRy xuâ i5kazne Ôè Ae inüy(ny¦) xuâny.

AaHhI Vyvharnyne juõI khI AwUta=R kæo Ane xuânyne sTy kI\I, Ke Aem kæuH.hve Aenae ivØy Aiv>man haey-AsTya=R haey, Vyvharnae ivØy ;n=I' Ae ma!e AeneAwUta=R kI\I Ke. k ApeÙaAe Ae khexe, tene AwUta=R khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH kI\uH ?Vyvharny Ae!le vtRman pyaRy Ane dya dannae rag, Aene Ô`narI je ny Ke &annae


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AHx Vyvhar, tene AaHhI juõI khI, ;n=I' Aem kæuH, AwUta=R Ke Aem kæuH Ane i5kazIcIjne sTy Ke ne wUta=R Ke Aem kI\uH. hve Aenae A=R ke jenae ivØy n=I, tene AwUta=Rkhevay, Ke ne? Aahaha¦ AsTya=R khevay. Vyvharnyne AwUta=R khevanae AaxyAevae Ke-hve khe Ke AenI vtRman pyaRy Ane ragne (Vyvharny) j¡õI Ke n=I (AsTya=R)Ke Aem khevanae Aaxy (Aevae Ke ke) -xuânynae ivØy tae Awed Ke. Aahaha¦

xuH kæuH? AHdr sMyG¹iÚ Òv, \mRnI phelI sI#Ivazae Òv, Aenae ivØy Ke Ae taei5kazI Awed AqHD Ke. i5kazI AanHdnae na= Ýwu, inTyanHd Ýwu Ae xuânynae ivØyKe. Aahaha¦ Ae Awed Ke. i5kazI cIj Ke AemaH pyaRy Ane ragnaey wed n=I. Aare¦AavI vatuH? smjvuH.

xuânynae ivØy Ae!le xuânynuH lÙ je Ke te Awed Ke Aekakar$p Ke. Aahahahaha¦sMyGdxRnnI ÝtIit je pyaRy, Aenae ivØy Awed Ke. i5kazI Aek$p vStu Ke Ane teAekakar Aek Sv$pe Ke. wed Ane Anekta temaH n=I. Aa tae mH5ae Ke Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ATyare tae saHwzvuH muXkel pDI Ôy tevuH Ke, ßyaH j¡Aae TyaH \mal¦ \mal¦ \mal¦v/t krae ne Apvas krae ne, wiÉt krae ne... pUÔ krae ne... Ae y mae!I-r=ya5a ka#ae ne...gjr= ka#ae ne...¦ ha=Ine ka#e Ke ne gjr= paHc-paHc laq qc±ne. Are¦ bapa Ae taeb\I prnI vStu Ke AemaH kdaictŸ ragnae wav mHd haey tae pu~y Ke pu~y Ke te wv Ke newv Ke te sHsar Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

AaHhÄyaH tae qulasae pHiDtÒ Aevae kre Ke. w¦ AaHhI Vyvharnyne juõI kI\I Ae!levtRman pyaRyne, ragne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ane i5kazI vStu Ke tene sTy khIne ;Ke' AemkæuH. Aenae A=R xuH? ke Vyvharnynae ivØy AwUta=R kæae Aenae A=R ke jenae ivØy n=I.Ke? tene AwUta=R khe Ke, Vyvharnyne AwUta=R khevanae Aaxy Aevae Ke ke-xuânynaeivØy Awed, Aekakar$p, inTy ãƒ Ke. inTy ãƒ Ýwu kaym rhenarae wgvan, kaymwgvan Anaid Ke ne AnHtkaz Aem ne Aem rhenaruH tÀv \/uv, Ae \/uv tÀv je Ke te(&aykwav) sMyGdxRnnae ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae xuânynae ivØy Ke¦

waØa tae smÔy AevI Ke p` wav bapu jem Ke, Aem Ke. Are¦ je krvuH ÔeAe AepheluH kre nhÄ ne bakI mUkIne b\a =ae=aH. Aahaha¦

xuH kI\uH? i5kazI vStunae ivØy krnar ny A=va sMyG¹iÚnae ivØy Awed Ke.jemaH Aek smynI pyaRyno p` Aenae ivØy n=I. Ae tae i5kazI Aekakar$p Awed-wedivnanI cIj vStu Ke Ýwu. Aekakar-Aek Sv$pe, te p` inTy ãVy Ke Ae tae, kaymrhenarI cIj Ke, pl!tI je AvS=a, bdltI AvS=a Ke Ae tae vtRman Ùi`k Ke Anekaym rhenarI cIj Ae paete to inTy ne \/uv Ke. Aahaha¦

AaTmamaH be Ýkar: Aek bdltI AvS=a¸ Ù e Ù e ivcar bdlay Ane Aek kaymrhenarI cIj, kaym rhenarI cIj te inTy Ke, bdltI AvS=a te AinTy Ane pyaRy Ke.

ihHmtwa¦ kae id' saHwZyuH n=I ne kyuÅ n=I ne ma=akU! krIne mrI gyaH, NyaH

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Aemne Aem ijHdgImaH Ane srvaza Aavxe. Aahaha¦ bapu¦ Ae srvaza Aavxe jenaqae!aH Ke Aena qae!aH srvaza Aavxe. (]aeta: jevI rkmae haey Aevae srvazae Aave ne)rkm Aek be car paHc AaHkDaAae haey tae srvazae Aave p` mÄDaH mUÉya haey Aenaesrvazae xuH Aave? (]aeta: mÄDaHnae srvazae mÄDaH¦) mÄDaHnae srvazae mÄDaH Aave.Aahahaha¦ AaHkDa wle mUke Aek-Aek, Aek-Aek-Aek taey Aenae srvazae Aave Aa dsAaHkDa, pHdr AaHkDa, vIs AaHkDa. Aahaha¦ Aem je e prnuH kyuÅ huH prnuH krI xkuH KuH.prmaH krvanae wav +yae marae rag ne Ae p` marI cIj Ke ne Aeva mÄDaH je e mUÉya Ke,Aena srvazamaH mÄDaH Aavxe. Aahaha¦ Ae!le AaTmanae wav nhÄ Aave p` sHsarAavxe Aem. Aahaha¦

xuânynae ivØy, Ae!le sMyGdxRn \mRnI phelI dxa, Aeva \m±nae ivØy AwedKe cEtNy cEtNy cEtNy cEtNy cEtNy Ýkax pUHj Aekakar Ke Aek Sv$pe Ke Ane te inTyKe. Aahaha¦ tenI ¹iÚmaH-sMyG¹iÚnI ¹iÚmaH Awed, Aekakar, inTy ãVy Ke. ãVy Ae!levStu. tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aa tae mH5ae Ke bapa¦ Aa te kH(Aekdm) k=a-vataR n=I ke halI Ôy. Are¦ Ae e inÔnHdnae na= AHdr Awedp eibraje Ke AHdr. Aahaha¦

AenI ¹iÚnae ivØy Ae Awed Ke, Aek Sv$pe Ke, inTy Ke, AevI ¹iÚAe deqnarne-Awed ne Aekakar ne inTy deqnarne, tenI ¹iÚmaH wed, Awedne deqnarne wed deqataen=I, Ke? Aahaha¦ xuH kI\uH ? \/uv Ýwu Ke inTy Ýwu, pyaRy AvS=a Ae bdle KeivcarmaH dxa, p` vStu trIke tae \/uv Ke. Ae \/uv Ke te Awed Ke. te Awed-Aekakar inTyãVyne Ôenar Ae tae Awedne j¡Ae Ke. tae Awed Ôenarne wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ AHdrAaTmamaH AnHta gu ae Ke, vStu Ke te AaTma Ane gu o Ke te AenI xiÉt. AaHhI AevaeAHdrmaH wed Ke, p` Awedne deqnarne Ae wed deqay nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Are AavI vatuH hve bapu¦ Aene vqt Ôexe. Aek mei!^k jeva papna A|yay ma!e,sumnwa? papna A|yay ma!e Ameirka tme ke!luH rqD–aH? Ameirka ke nhÄ? ÉyaHhxe qbr n=I paKuH, bIÔH FàHy Ôy Ke ne? laQqae $ipya qrcIne Ameirka ne Aaflaè-#Äkè AaiËka ne. Aahaha¦ heran, heran Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae bIj¡H khevuH Ke. ke sHsarmaH &an ma!e-Ô`va ma!e p` ke!laek kaz AeneÔeAe Ke ne? vkIl =avuH haey tae Ael. Ael. bI. ma!e p` vqt ÔeAe ke nhÄ? daÉtrne Aem. Ae. =vuH haey tae p` kaH vqt ÔeAe ke nhÄ? tmare Aa \H\amaH y vqt taegyae hxe ne paHc, sat dx vrs. Aahaha¦ tae... Aena papna \H\a ma!e p` ke!laek vqtÔeAe tae... AaTmanI Aaezqa` ma!e bapu kaH vqt n ka# tuH? (]aeta: p` xuH kre?Aaqae id' Aaeifse jvuH ne AemaH vqt mze ÉyaH=I?) xuH kI\uH? (]aeta: svare Aa@ vaGyeÔy ne ra5e Aa@ vaGye Aave) Aemna idkranI vat krI. svare Ôy ne. Are¦ Aahaha¦

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AhÄya \m± Ane sMyG¹iÚ khe Ke Ane Ae sMyG¹iÚne Awed _pr ¹iÚ haeva=I ‡ AwedmaHgu ae$pI wed Ke KtaH Awed _pr ¹iÚ haeva=I tene AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I. maze¦ AavIvatuH hve.

vStu je &ayk cEtNy ßyaet Ke cEtNyna Ýkaxnae pUHj Ýwu AaTma, AemaH xrIr kmRne Aa dex ne Ae tae Ke nhÄ AemaH, p` AemaH pu~y ne papna wav je dya, dan, kam, Êae\naAe p` Ke nhÄ, p` Ae AwedmaH, wedey n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

jenI cEtNyÝkax s¿a Ke. Aevae je wgvan AaTma, cEtNyna ÝkaxnuH haevapùHjenuH i5kazI Ke, Aene deqnarne sMyG¹iÚ Ane sMyG&anI tene Avlaeknarne-AweddeqtaH tene wed temaH deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ Ke? tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I, ma!etenI ¹iÚmaH wed Aiv>man, AsTya=R khevae ÔeAe. Aahaha¦ jeè ¹iÚne sHyaeg_pr=I KaeDI dya danna ivkLp=I p` KaeDI, Aek smynI pyaRyna wed=I KaeDI, Anegu` guÌna wed=I p` ¹iÚ KaeDI, Ane jeè sMyGdxRnmaH Awedne deQyae. Aahahahaha¦hÒ tae cae=a gu`S=annI vat cale Ke.

]avk kheva kaene Ae b\a smjva jevI vatuH Ke bapa¦ Aa b\aH vaDana ]avk taeb\a savj Ke. Aa muin kaene kheva bapu? Ae AlaEikk vatuH Ke wa, Aahaha¦ jeneAtIiNãy AanHdnI dxamaH KaeZyuH éDtI haey Ke jem diryamaH wrtI Aave Ke jempaÌnI, Aem muinnI dxamaH AtIiNãy AanHd=I wrelae wgvan AtIiNãy AanHdnIKaeZyuH Aave Aene. Aahahahaha¦ Aene muin khIAe bapu¦ naga =ne fre ne lUgDaH ferVyaHne bava = GyaH ma!e sa\u? Aahahaha¦

AtIiNãy AanHdnae na= Ýwu siCcdanHd jene AnuwvmaH AaVyae Ke Ae e AwedneÔeyae Ke, Ane je AwedmaH @yaR Ke AHdrmaH, AtIiNãy AanHdmaH ÔmI gyaH Ke Aene AhÄyasa\u Ane muin khevamaH Aave Ke.

bhu fer p` Aa tae vate vate fer¸ ihHmtwa¦ muHbmaH mze AevuH n=I TyaH \UzmaHymze AevuH n=I NyaH bo!admaHy NyaH rqDarqD krIne. Aahaha¦ AhÄyaH tae Ýwu Aem kheKe ke je e AaTma inTy vStu, Aene je e Ôe AHdr Awedne, te AwedmaH wed tene Ke qraeAHdr gu wed, gu InI ¹iÚ krtaH AHdr gu Ke. p` AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I, ma!e teAwednI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ ma!e tenI ¹iÚmaH wed jU@o Ke, Aemkhevay Ke. Aahaha¦ AwedmaH wed Ke, p` Awedne deqnarne wed deqatae n=I. wed deqataehaey tae Awed deqatuH n=I. Aahaha¦

Aavae \rm kae khe ke nvae ka#–ae hxe Aavae? bapu¦ Anaidnae marg Aa Ke p`jgtmaH bhar pD–ae nhaetae Ane AaHhI AaH\ze-AaH\zuH haltuH'tuH qatuH. Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae khe Ke, vtRman dxa ne rag Aaid A=va gu`wed, Aenae ivØyVyvharnynae Ke . Ae Vyvharnynae ivØy tene jU@ae kI\ae. ;n=I' Aem kæuH? kem?ke je e AHdr gu gu Ina wednae p` ivkLp KaeDI dI\ae Ke, Ane je e ¹iÚne i5kazI \/uvmaH

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ÔeDI dI\I Ke. Ae Awedne deqnarne AenaH AnHtaguàe guÌna gu` wed$p Ke, KtaH tene-Awedne deqnarne wed deqay nhÄ. smÔùH kaH...? Aahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ke Aa. Aavae _pdex ÉyaH=I ka#–ae? Aahaha¦ Ae wgvannae _pdex Kebapu¦ Aaha¦ tI=Åkrdev jEn xasnna ixraemi` prmaTma AenI Aa vaÌmaH AaVyuH, Aejgt pase Ôher =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ AhÄ khevanae Aaxy xuH Ke? ke pyaRyne- Ke pyaRy,gu gu I wed p` Ke, rag p` Ke, Ae b\ae Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke vtRman Ane i5kazIdeqnarne inüynynae ivØy Ke. tae i5kazI Awedne deqtaH AemaH gu gu Inae wed,Awedne ÔetaH wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae=I Awedne ÔetaH wed deqatae n=I ma!e te wedne Vyvharnynae ivØy gÌ Ane;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke, p` iblkul n=I j Aem nhÄ. Vyvharnynae ivØy n=I j ‡ AaHhItae n=I Aem kæuH Ke, p` ;n=I' Aem khevanae Aaxy xuH? ke i5kazImaH ¹iÚ pDI Ke\m±nI, AemaH wed deqatae n=I, ma!e tene wed n=I Ane wed jU@ae Ke. Aem kæuH¦ p` wedp ewed Ane pyaRyp e pyaRy n=I Aem nhÄ.

AenI vat krxe... (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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smysar, AigyarmI ga=anae wava=R. kal ke!laHk nhaetaH ne AhÄyaH. AmarebabulalÒ nhota. bIÔy Aaje wavngrvazay AaVya Ke ne? Aa tae Ai\kar jyare(Aevo Ke) gme te!lI (var) Lyae ne, tme to hta kal.

wava=R:- AhÄ-Aa @eka e AigyarmI ga=amaH, AhÄ Ae!le Aa AigyarmI ga=amaH;Vyvharnyne AwUta=R Ane xuânyne wUta=R kæae Ke.' Ae!le? ke je AaTma Ke AwedvStu AnHtgu nae ipHD, AemaH je gu wedne lÙmaH Lye, Aene Vyvharny khe Ke. je gu IvStu Ke Awed AqHD AemaH gu je AnHt Ke, Aeva gu ImaH=I gu nae wed lÙmaH Lye AeneAhÄya Vyvharny vtRman wed pÙne lÙmaH Lye Aene AhÄya Vyvharny khevamaH AaveKe A=va pyaRyne lÙmaH Lye Ae p` wed Ke i5kazImaH A=va ragne lÙmaH Lye Ae p`Vyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke.

Aene Ô`narI nyne Vyvharny Ane Vyvharnynae ivØy, gu gu I wed, pyaRyAne ragaid Aenae ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene AhÄya jU@ae kæae Ke. AhÄya VyvharnynejuõI khI Ke, k ApeÙaAe juõI khI qulasae kre Ke. Ane xuânyne wUta=R kæae Kei5kazI je Awed cEtNy Sv$p wgvan je &annae ivØy tdŸn Awed Ke. jenI Awed¹iÚ=IsMyGdxRn =ay Ke. AevI je AqHD Awed cIj Aene AaHhIya xuâny kI\I Ke A=vaxuânynae Aene ivØy kI\ae Ke Ane tene sTy kæuH Ke. xuH kæuH? i5kazI sTya=R vStu jeAek$p Awed Aene sTy kæuH Ke Ane gu wed, pyaRywed, ragwedne Vyvhar khIne tene


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;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. AenuH xuH kar`? Ae vat cale Ke. Aahaha¦(]aeta: phelaH gae!azae khevae ne pKI Aenae qulasae krvae?) gae!azae kI\ae j n=I,

k ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke Aene lÙmaH n Lye.te=I ;AhÄ' Aem kæuH ne? bIje @eka e to qulasa b\a kyaR Ke iwNn iwNn. Aa

@eka e- Aa ga=amaH, te=I ;AhÄ' kæuH ne? AhÄ k ApeÙa Ke¦ Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuHbapu¦ \rm Aevae JIàe Ke. AnHtkazmaH Ae e lÙmaH Aa vat lI\I n=I.

vStumaH, vStu je AaTma Ke Ae vStu trIke tae Awed Ke. Awed nam jemaH gu Anegu Inae wede y n=I Ae tae gu I AqHD vStu Ke AemaH Aek smynI pyaRy cale Ke Ae p`wed Ke, Ae p` AemaH n=I Ane je dya dan v/t wiÉtna piràm =ay rag Ae p`Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke, Ae p` vStumaH n=I. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke bapu¦ bhu JI uHtÀv Ke.

AhÄ Vyvharnyne jU@ae kæae Ke, AwUta=R nam jU@ae. Aa @eka e, bIje @eka e tae kæuHKe Vyvharny stŸ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? stŸ Ke Ae!le pyaRy Ke. gu wed Ke, rag Ke, Ae!luH.p` AhÄyaH je n=I kæuH AenuH xuH kar` Ke? Aa @eka e Aam kæuH AenuH xuH kar` Ke? Aemkhe Ke ke Vyvharny AsTy Ke, AwUta=R nam AsTy, AwUt Ae!le j¡õI Ke, Ke nhÄ. Anexuâny te Ke wUta=R sTy Ke. hve Aenae qulasae kre Ke.

jenae ivØy iv>man n haey, jenuH |yey ivØy haey j nhÄ Ane AsTya=R haey,AsTy haey tene AwUta=R khe Ke. tene AsTya=R-AwUta=R khe Ke. Aahaha¦ wa AaƒaKe ke nhÄ. hsmuqwa¦ @Ik AaFa be@a Ke. kal bpore hta, svare nhota. Aa (ga=a)vqte nhotane? bpore to xinvar Ke ne te hoy j te, Kokravne rÔ hoyne, hare lneAaVya'ta ne- Kokrane lne AaVya'ta. so kezaH lne AaVya'ta. Kokrane Aapvasa!u lne Aave Ke ne xinvar-rivvare kaym. Aa to kal nhota Aa ivØymaH.

xuH kæuH? pheluH tae Aem kæuH ke: Vyvharny te juõI Ke, Ane inüyny te sacI Ke.Tyare hve Aenae Aaxy xuH? ke jenae ivØy iv>man n haey-jenae ivØy Ke j nhÄ, jenuH|yey je Ke Ae Ke j nhÄ Ane AsTya=R haey, jU@ae haey iblkul n j haey tene AwUta=Rkhe Ke. Aahahaha¦

Vyvharnyne AwUta=R khevanae Aaxy hve khe Ke. ke w¦ AsTya=R kæae Ke Aa@eka e, Aenae Aaxy xuH? Aenae ivØy n=I kH? tae AaHhI tae AwUta=R Ke to jeno ivØyn=I Aem khevuH Ke. Vyvharnynae ivØy j n=I, ma!e juõI kI\I Ke. Aem je AhÄya khevamaHAaVyuH Ke. tenuH kar` xuH? Aahaha¦ Vyvharnyne Ae!le ke gu gu Ina wedne ivØykrnar, pyaRyne ivØy krnar, Ane rag dya danna ivkLpne Ô`nar ivØy krnar, Aenyne juõI khevanae Aaxy Aevae Ke ke, Aene AsTya=R n=I Aem khevanae Aaxy Aevae Ke,ke Aahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu bapu¦

xuânynae ivØy, Ae!le ke je AaTma AqHD Awed vStu Ke, Ae xuâny Ae!le

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sMyG&annae ivØy Ke, Ae sMyGdxRnnae ivØy Ke. AaHhI ;ny' kem kI\I Ke ke sMyGdxRnKe Ô`tuH n=I. tae ÝtIt$p Ke. te=I xuâny Ô`nar Ke. xuâny i5kazne Ô`narKe te=I Aene xuâny AaHhI kI\ae Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? kar`ke Ô`vanae ivØy taeAe &an j Ke. Ae isvay kae gu Ô`nar n=I. wa¦ TyaHy Aem kæuH Ke ne !aeDrmLlÒmaHÝÆ Aevae kyÈ Ke ke inüy smikt O ÝTyÙ ne Vyvhar smikt Ae praeÙ, Aem ix*yeÝÆ kyÈ Ke AemaH. Tyare khe Ke ke ÝTyÙ praeÙ ko wed smiktna Ke j nhÄ. Ae &annaj wed Ke, ÝTyÙ-praeÙ. bIÔ kae gu nae wed ÝTyÙ-praeÙ hae xke j nhÄ. wa¦Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ix*ye Aem pUK–uH' tuH. !aeDrmlmaH Ke rhSypU R icõImaH ke inüy je smikt Ke teÝTyÙ, i5kazI vStune je ÝtIt kre te inüy ÝTyÙ Ane Vyvhar wedne je ivØy kre tepraeÙ Vyvhar smikt. tuH khe Kae Aem Ke j nhÄ. smiktna be wed¸ inüy ÝTyÙ nepraeÙ be wed Ke j nhÄ. AaTmana &an isvay ÝTyÙ ne praeÙ Aeva be wed bIÔ kaegu na hae xke j nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? tae AanHdne ÝTyÙ kæae Ke ne TyaH? Ae!le ke paeteÔ ene vede Ke ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ, Ae kaH vStu &annae ivØy n=I, &an Ke tae ÝTyÙAne praeÙ Ke. hve Aenay Ýkar JIà bapa¦ bhu FàH wed, AanHdnuH vedn Ke Ae paete vedeKe. Ae kae bIÔe vede Ke Aem nhÄ, ma!e Aene ÝTyÙ kæuH. bakI kaH je &annae ÝTyÙnowag Ke Ae AanHdnae ÝTyÙnae wag n=I kaH. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? JIÌ, vat KeAe=I hÒ Aa\I Ke. je &anne p` ÝTyÙ kæuH ]ut&anne Ae p` ]ut&anne &annaeÝTyÙ wed kæae, Ae p` Aaqa AaTmana Aaqa AsHQyÝdex ne Aakarne kaH Ô`tuHn=I. (]aeta: Anuwv ÝTyÙ Ke¦) Anuwvnae A=R: AanHdnuH vedn ÝTyÙ Ke, ÝTyÙAe!le? paete vede Ke Aem. ÝTyÙ ne praeÙ wed Ae AanHdna wed n=I. wed-ÝTyÙ ne praeÙtae &anna wed Ke. wa¦ Aahaha¦ hÒ AemaHy Aek JIÌ vat Ke p` bhu JIÌ = g.

AemaH ]ut&an potane ÝTyÙ Ô e Ke Aem khevuH ÝTyÙvtŸ Ke ma!e ÝTyÙ kæuHKe. (]aeta: nhÄ tae Ae y praeÙ Ke¦) nhÄtr Aey praeÙ Ke. je ]ut&an Svne Ô e Ke AehÒ praeÙ Ke. kar`ke ]ut&anmaH kaH AsHQy ÝdexI Aakarne Ae b\uH kaH jàtuH n=I.kevz&an j Aek ÝTyÙ Ke. Aahahaha¦ JIÌ vatuH bhu bapu¦ magRmaH Ae!lI ApeÙaAaeKe. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke: Vyvharnyne jU@ae kæae AenuH kar` xuH? Vyvharnynae ivØy xuH Ke?ke jenae ivØy n haey, je ny Ke Aem khae Ane Aenae ivØy n haey? (]aeta: ny naeivØy n haey?) ny Ke ivØyI Ke Ane Aenae ivØy tae haey j.

p` AaHhI Vyvharnynae ivØy n=I, Aem kæuH Ke AenuH kar` xuH? smÔ uH kaH?\Ime=I smjvuH wE Aa ga=a tae (]aeta: AlaEikk Ke) AÔ~ya ma`sne tae Aa b\uHAaquH kar`ke Aa \mRnI vat j ATyare... ferfar krI naQyae laekaeAe Aaqo. Aahaha¦Vyvharnynae ivØy AwUta=R khevanae Aaxy Aevae Ke ke xuânynae ivØy Awed Aekakar$p


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vStu je Awed AqHDanHd Ýwu Aevae je ivØy Ke Awed, Aekakar Ke. Aek Sv$p j Kei5kazI, Ane inTy ãVy Ke.

xuânynae ivØy Awed Aekakar Aek Sv$p, Aekakar Ae!le Aek Sv$p, AekakarAe!le Aek Sv$p Ane inTy ãVy, i5kazI ãVy te xuânynae ivØy Ke, xuâny tene |yeybnave Ke. Aahahaha¦ AavuH smjva mage Ke xuânynae ivØy Ae!le xuâny Ke te&annae AHx Ke Ane &annae AHx Ke tenae ivØy kaH haey ke nhÄ? tae &annae je AHx KeAenae ivØy Awed Aekakar$p AHtrŸ Aek$p i5kazI Awed inTy ãVy te xuânyna-&anna AHxnae ivØy Ke. Aahahaha¦

tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma paetana AwednI ¹iÚmaHÔy Ke vStu AqHD AnHtgu nae ipHD Ýwu AenI ßyaH ivØymaH ¹iÚmaH Ôy Ke Tyare teneAwed ¹iÚmaH deqay Ke, Ae AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ Ke? tenI ¹iÚmaH, tenI¹iÚmaH Ae!le? inTy¹iÚ je krI Ke sMyGdxRne sMyGdxRnnae ivØy inTyãVy Ke, \/uvi5kaz i5kaz. Ae i5kazI ãVynae ivØy kyÈ Ke AemaH wed, AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I.Aahahaha¦ tenI ¹iÚmaH hÇ? i5kazI Ôenar sMyGdxRn Ae i5kazI AwednI ¹iÚnaeivØy Ke. AenI hare AaHhI ny lI\I, kar`ke ¹iÚ Ô`tI n=I ne? ¹iÚmaH Ô`vanaeSvwav n=I. sMyGdxRnmaH ÝTyÙ Ane praeÙna wed n=I. ÝTyÙ Ane praeÙ tae &annaj wed Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ AavuH JI`uH ke!luH¦

Ae=I AaHhI khe Ke: xuânynae ivØy, AqHD Sv$p pUr` ãVy je vStu wgvan,i5kazI inTy ãVy vStu, inTy pda=R Ke. AevI ¹iÚmaH AwedmaH tene te AwednI ¹iÚnakazmaH, wed AwedmaH deqatae n=I. wed n=I Aem nhÄ wed AemaH Ke, Aek$p vStunI¹iÚmaH gu ae AnHt Ke, gu InI ¹iÚmaH AHdr gu Ke, p` gu ne gu Ina wed ivØy NyaHsMyGdxRnmaH n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae tae gu gu I Aek$p Ke Aevae je Awed ivØyne lenar, tenI ¹iÚmaH wed AHdrhaeva KtaH Awedne deqnar wedne deqtae n=I. tenI ¹iÚmaH wed Ke nhÄ. ma!e tenI ¹iÚmaHwed n=I, Aiv>man Ae!le n=I. Aahaha¦ =aeDuH =aeDuH smjvuH \Ime=I smjvuH w¦Amare babulalÒ kal nhota ne Ae!le frIne kæuH. Aahaha¦

ivØy bapu Aa tae Am<tna sagr Ke. Aahaha¦ pyaRyne-pyaRyma5ne AhÄya juõIkI\I. kevz&annae pyaRy p` jU@ae kI\ae AaHhI tae, kemke Ae Vyvharnynae ivØy Kekevz&an AHx Ke ne? Ae sdŸwUt Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke, rag Ke Ae AsdŸwUt VyvharnynaeivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane mit&an Aaidna je wed Ke Ae sdŸwUt, Aahaha¦ _pcarnaeivØy Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae b\a AwUta=R Ke Aem AaHhI tae khevuH Ke. k ApeÙa=I? ke i5kazInI ¹iÚ ßyaHkre Ke Awedne ßyaH Ôeve Ke, AemaH wed Aene deqatae n=I, te=I tene wed n=I Aem khevamaHAave Ke. Aahaha¦ Awedne ÔetaH wed deqatae n=I AwedmaH, ma!e tene (wed) n=I Aem

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kæuH Ke. Vyvharny n=I Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ bhu |yan raqe tae (smÔy) vai`yane\H\a AaDe nvrax n mze Ane \rmne name bharmaH Aa v/t ne tpmaH pD–aH. Aahaha¦Ý=m sMyGdxRn Ane sMyG&annae ivØy (|yey) xuH Ke? Aaha¦ smÔ`uH kaH?Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae AaTmanae je Anuwv Ke Ae p` ¹iÚnae ivØy n=I. (]aeta: Ae pyaRyKe) pyaRy Ke. Aahahaha¦ wgvan svR& prmaTmane je AnHt&an Ane AnHt AanHdaidÝg!–aH. Ae tae Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke, Ae inüynae ivØy n=I. Ýg!–a ne? Ke i5kazje i5kaz Ke, vStu Sv$pe i5kaz Ke Aene Ôenarne Ane Aene sTya=R khevamaH Aave Ke.Ane sTya=Rne deqnarne tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I ma!e wed n=I tem khevamaH AaveKe. Aare... AavI vatuH¦ smÔ uH kaH? É–aH gya kpurwa¦ klk¿amaH AavuH Ke nhÄkaH, heran =vana rSta Ke b\a. Aahahaha¦

gjb vat kre Ke ne Aa ga=a tae jEndxRnnae Ýa` Ke. iv¬dxRn, jEndxRn kae pÙn=I iv¬dxRn. K ãVy, AemaH AaTmãVy Aek AnHtgu nae ipHD Aene Ô`vae Ae jEnxasnKe, jEnxasn kae pÙ n=I. vStu je jEn Sv$p Ke i5kazI Ae Awedne ÔevuH AenI pyaRynejEn xasn khe Ke, pyaRyne haeH?

AaHhI tae Ae pyaRynae ivØy Ke. Ae Awed Ke, Aek$p Ke, inTy Ke. Aahaha¦ 5` xBdvapyaR Ke. Ke ne? Awed, Aekakar, inTy. Aahaha¦ je ¹iÚ ke &annae AHx AaHhI tae;Ô`vuH' Ke ne Ae!le, je &annae AHx, i5kazI inTyne Ôeve deqe, tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqataen=I. te=I wed n=I Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahahaha¦ khae, smÔ uH kaH...? tenI¹iÚmaH wed Aiv>man, Aiv>man Ae!le n=I, AsTya=R Ae!le jU@ae j khevae ÔeAe.Aahaha¦ AaHhI su\I tae kal AaVyuH htuH. babulalÒ¦ AhÄ su\I kal AaƒuH'tuH, Aa tmarama!e Ane hsmuqwane b\a Aaƒa Ke ne nva. Aahaha¦

ke Aa xuH Ke p` Aa 5`-car lI!ImaH. Aahaha¦ Are¦ bapu¦ Aaha¦ gHwIr margÝwu¦ vItrag svR& prme¬re, hÒ tae svR& kae Ke AenI qbruH n mze, Ane svR&nIhEyait jgtmaH Ke ke nhÄ, AenI y qbruH n mze¦ AenI qbruH n mze tae svR& SvwavIAaTma Ke ke nhÄ, AenI y qbruH n mze. Aahahaha¦

svR& Ýg! =yelI pyaRyvaza Ke ke nhÄ? Ane pyaRyvaza Ýg!vaza Ke tae svR&Svwavvazae AaTma Ke ke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ tae svR& SvwavI Awed SvwavmaH ÔenarneAene Aa kevz&annI pyaRy ne mit&annI pyaRy ne wed AemaH AwedmaH deqatae n=I. tenI¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe wed Ke, KtaH Aa ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAe wed n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.sumnwa¦ ra5e to bapuÒ kheta'ta ke hve Aek mihno rÔ lexe hve, Aem @Ik.

Aa krvanuH Ke bapu, tae b\uH smjva jevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ wgvan Ke ne Ýwu¦taruH Sv$p j AHdr wgvan Ke. inTy ãVy wgvan Sv$p Ke i5kazI. AenI je ¹iÚA=va AenuH je &an, AenaH &anne AemaH ivØy je Awed Ke, temaH wed deqatae n=I¸ ma!e


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(]aeta: FiDkmaH Aap AqHD khae, FiDkmaH qHD khae, Amare tae AamaH krvuH xuH?) kæuHne? be y ApeÙa tae kI\I. qHD Ke, p` AqHD ¹iÚna deqnarne qHD deqatae n=I ma!e qHDnejU@o kæae Ke. (]aeta: AqHDne Ôevavazane qHD xeno deqay?)

ma!e to khe Ke AqHDne deqnarne- Awedne deqnarne, inTyne deqnarne, Awednedeqnarne, wed deqatae n=I. Aekakar deqnarne Anekta deqatI n=I. inTy deqnarneAinTy deqatuH n=I. Aa vzI v\are SpÚ kyuÅ Lyae. Aahaha¦ Are¦ Ýwuna marg bapa¦ATyare tae saHwzva y muXkel pDe AevI cIj Ke Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe¦ Aaha¦

xuH kI\uH? ke AHtr je e &anna wagne ‡ Ýma`ne n=I AhÄyaH, Ýma` tae i5kazIneÔ e Ane pyaRyne Ô e-beyne Ô e AenuH nam Ýma`. ma!e AaHhI xuâny (kI\I Ke) AeÝma`nae Avyv, ny Ke-xuâny, Ýma` Ke i5kazIne Ô e ne vtRmanne Ô e, beyneÔ e AenuH nam Ýma`. hve Aa Ýma`nae Avyv te ny, Ae maHælo Avyv je inüy Ke,xuâinüy Ke Ýma`na wagnae Aek ivØy inüyne Ô`nar Ke, te Aek ivØy Ke, te Aekny Ke Ae Ýma` n=I. Aaha¦

Ae ny, Aek AHxne ivØy kre Ke. ny, ãVy Ane pyaRy benae ivØy n=I krtI. nyAek AHxne ivØy kre p` Aa ny Aek AHxne ivØy kre. p` Ae AHx Éyae? ke Awed neAekakar inTy AHx Ke Aene ivØy kre Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? ivØy kre Ke Ae!le xuH?ke lÙmaH Lye Ke. (]aeta: Ae!le Aene Ô e Ke.) Aahaha¦ tenI ¹iÚmaH wed Aiv>manAsTya=R j¡õae khevae ÔeAe, hve qulasae kre Ke ke AenI ¹iÚmaH i5kaz vStu &ayk ÝwucEtNy i5kaz AanHdnae na= inTy vStu (hova=I) AenI ¹iÚmaH wed n=I, ma!e te wednen=I khIne jU@ae khevamaH AaVyae Ke.

hve Aem n smjvuH ke wed$p kaH vStu j n=I. AsTya=R kæae jU@ae kæae. n=Ikæae. Aiv>man kæuH ne? Vyvharnae ivØy n=I j, k ApeÙaAe? Ae i5kaz ¹iÚnaAnuwvnI ApeÙaAe, xuânynuH |yey pU R, Awed Ke AenI ApeÙaAe wed n=I Aem kæuH. p`svR=a wed n=I j Aem mane, Aahaha¦ Ke? Aem n smjvuH. Aahaha¦

Aa ga=amaH=I tae Aek hta ne na=ulal ÝemI muHb, idgHbr pHiDt hta. Aaga=amaH=I ka#ta ke Aa tae vedaHtna #azamaH #azI Ke Aa ga=a. AaHhI pyaRy n=I, pyaRyn=I, pyaRy juõI Ke tae vedaHt pyaRy juõI Ke Aem khe Ke (p` AaHhI) Aem n=I bapu¦ Aetae pyaRy iblkul n=I Aem khe Ke (vedaHt) p` AaHhI tae pyaRyne, ãVy¹iÚmaH n=I deqatIma!e pyaRyne juõI kI\I, pyaRy pyaRyp e Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? rivvarnae idvsAa wavngrvazaH b\aH AaVya Ke ne, AemaH Aaje AavuH AaVyuH Ke Aa. (]aeta: bhu sarIvat Ke ne¦) gme Ae!lI var vaHce ne Aa tae... Am<tna sagr Ke. Aahaha¦

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tene ¹iÚ je j¡Ae Ke Ae!le &an‡¹iÚ tae ÝtIt$p Ke, Ôenar tae &an Ke, je nyno AHx&anno AHx‡Ýma` nhÄ. Ýma`nae AHx tae i5kazne j¡Ae ne pyaRyne j¡Ae, p` AeÝma`nae Aek AHx je xuâny je Awedne j¡Ae i5kaz vStu, Aeva AwedmaH AekakarmaHinTymaH wed, Anekta Ane AinTyta TyaH haetI n=I deqatI n=I. ma!e Vyvharne n=IAem kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

p` Aenae A=R Aevae n=I ke Vyvharny Ane nynae ivØy iblkul Ke j nhÄ. Aetae i5kazInI ¹iÚ ne AwednI ApeÙaAe, AenI ¹iÚmaH Awed deqay ma!e AenI ¹iÚnIApeÙaAe wed n=I Aem kI\uH. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦ hve vai`yane nvrax mze nhÄne... Aa b\a in Ry krva. kpurwa¦ (]aeta: ny, kaH Aaqae id' FrmaH Aave nhÄ¦)FrmaH n mze ne Apasre Ôy taey n mze derasr Ôy taey n mze Aa vat. Aaha... ha¦\Ime=I smÔy AevuH Ke Ýwu¦ AaTma Ke ne? tae AanHdno &ansagr Ke. Ae &an kaenen smje? Aahaha¦ Aa tae AnHtkazmaH (saHwzI) nih vat AevI AlaEikk vatuH Ke.Aahaha¦

p`... AwednI ¹iÚmaH Aek nynae xuânynae ivØy je Awed Aekakar inTy AenI¹iÚmaH wed Anekta Ane AinTyta deqatI n=I, ma!e wed Anekakar Anek Ane AinTynen=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. p` Aa AenI ¹iÚmaH. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

maze¦ AavI vatuH krvI JIÌ ne... vzI smÔ uH kaH? khevuH. bapu¦ Aa tae AlaEikkvatuH. xuH khIAe? ATyare tae... ferfar-ferfar Fàe = gyae Ke bapu duinyane ÔÌAeKIAe ne Aaqa ihNduStanne ÔÌAe KIAe dx-dx hÔr mal 5` var fyaÅ KIAe AaqaihNduStanmaH mae!r=I. Aahaha¦

Aa vStu kae j¡dI bapu¦ Aa tae svR& prme¬r, Aene je &anmaH jà uH-5` kaz,5` laekne Ô`narI pyaRyne ÔÌ Aena AvajmaH |vin é@–ae AomŸ. AaemŸ |vin é@–aene AenI rcna krI AagmmaH sHtaeAe, Ae maHæluH Aa Aek Aagm Ke. (smysar¦) AemaHp` AigyarmI Aa ga=a Aaha¦ ;vvharae½wUdT=ae wUdT=ae deisdae du suâÀae.'Aahaha¦ Aa Vyvhar wed, Anek, Aek, pyaRyaid juõI Ke Aam xBd épaD–ae pa\rae.

;vvharae½wUdT=ae' -wed, pyaRy, rag, Anekp uH juõuH Ke. Ane ;wUdT=o deisdaeqlu' -xuâny, i5kaz Aek vStu Ke te j sTy Ke. i5kaz Aek vStu sTy Ke. wed, AnektaAinTyta te n=I Aem Aa ¹iÚna ivØymaH n=I deqatuH ma!e tene Aiv>man Vyvharnekæo Ke. Aahaha¦

;p` Aem n smjvuH ke wed$p kaH vStu j n=I. Ôe Aem manvamaH Aave tae taejem vedaNtmtvazaAae, wed$p AinTyne deqI. Aahahaha¦ xuH khe Ke? vedaNtvazasvRVyapk Aek AaTma j khe Ke bs. pyaRy ne Anek gu ae ne Anek ãVyae ne Ae mantan=I. Anek ãVyae tae nhÄ p` Anek gu ae Ae manta n=I. Anek gu ae tae @Ik p` AaTmaAnuwv kre AaTma pyaRyno Aey manta n=I. kar`ke AaTma Ane Anuwv kre-Ae be


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wed = gya. Aey xxIwa¦ Aa xxIwa ræa. Amare vedaHtI iv* u hta mo#-mo#wavngr vaHce Ke. Aahaha¦

AaHhI tae khe Ke ke vedaNtvaza tae Aek j (svR) Vyapk khe Ke. Aek AaTma iv&anFnAemaH iv&an Ane AaTma Aemey nhÄ, tae bs Aek-Aek$p vStu, AemaH gu wede y nhÄ,pyaRywede y nhÄ ivkar nhÄ ne Anekta y nhÄ Anek ãVy Aey nhÄ. Aahaha¦

to vedaNtmtvazaAae wed$p Ae!le gu`na wedne, ke bIÒ cIjne ke pyaRyneAinTyne deqI AvStu, Ke? —mayaSv$p khe Ke.˜ Ae tae maya Ke... ma... ya...¦ya...ma¦ ya te ma... n=I¦ ya... ma, ma... ya¦ ma... ya... ya... ma¦ te n=I-ya te n=I,pyaRy n=I, gu`wed n=I, Anek n=I, Aem vedaNtnae mae!ae mt Ke. muslmanmaH p`Aek sUfI fkIrno Aek mt Ke. sUfI fkIr =ay Ke Ae p` Aek$p mane Ke. (]aeta: Ae p`vedaNt =ay ne?) vedaHt nhÄ, p` vedaHt jevuH j mannara. sUfI fkIr =ay Ke, Aekfere meH Ôeya'ta bae!admaH brabr huH drvaÔ bhar nIkZyae Ane Ae brabr sameAavta'ta. to bCaara éwa rhI gya. Aam to maruH nam mae!uH Ýisâ tae qruH ne,bae!ad sHFaDamaH (sHÝdaymaH) hÔr pHdrse ma`so. b\a cImaeternI sal=I (mzva)Aave, kI\uH Ae fkIrne Qyal htae, hta vEragI _das-_das Aam huH nIkZyae Ae!leAekekaer éwaH ræaH. meH ko[ne pUK–uH ke Aa Ke kae`? khe ke Ae sUfI fkIr Ke. vedaHtnI jevuHmannara.

Aek$p vStu Ke Aem mannara hm quda hE, qud yaro bIÔe kae quda nhÄ, hm qudahE. Aeva fkIr, hta _das Ôeya'ta be htaH F uH krIne, drvaÔe Ke bae!adnae bharnIkzvanae, TyaH Ame nIkZya TyaH Aey ibcara Aam Aavta'ta, p` Aekkaer éwarhIgya. Ae sUfI fkIr p` Aa tÀv mZyuH n haey ne ibcara xuH kre? vEragI deqata hta,mae#e vErag, _das bIÔ sa\ar` (loko) jeva nhaeta deqata p` Aek$p vStu Ke ke hmquda hE, sb quda hE. Aek j quda hE-hm hE qud quda yaro.

AemaH Aek = gyae Ke ne? nam xuH heH? xUzIAe cDaVyae'tae. mnsur-mnsur Aekhtae AenamaH =ay Ke. (]aeta: AnlhÞ¦) O nhÄ Ae tae AnlhÞ Aem baeLya p`AenuH nam xuH? mnsur, mnsur hto Aek j mane, faHsIAe cDaVyae. faHsIAe cDaVyae taebaele, AnlhÞ -Aek quda mE huH. quda Aek hI hE. AaVyuH Ke k=amaH Aave Ke ne faHsIAecDaVyae, faHsI _pr, laekae ivrae\maH pD–a ne (khe) quda tum qud Aek quda sb quda hE.faHsIAe cDaVyae'tae te baele AnlhÞ -Aek quda hE. dae quda nhÄ, dae tÀv nhÄ cDavIdI\ae faHsIAe.

AaHhI khe Ke ke vedaNtmtvazaAae wed$p Ae!le AnerI cIjne deqIne ke paetanagu wed deqIne ke AinTyne deqI, AvStu Ae vStu j n=I Aem khe Ke. maya Sv$p Ke,p` mayaSv$p Ke ke nhÄ? (Ke) tae be = gya. Aek AaTma ne Aek mayaSv$p.

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hHs AmarI dIÙamaH hta. VyaQyanmaHy FÌ vqt Aavta (sHvt) nevasInI sal=I,te e idÙa l lI\I pHca uHmaH. pKI AaVya'ta AaHhI AaVya'ta, rajkae! AaVya'ta. qUbccaR krI. pKI kæuH tme khae Kae ke ;Aek j AaTma Ke' Aem mano tae Aek AaTma Ke Aemkhenar je Ke te Aem khe Ke, vedaHt ke tme AaTyaHitk du:q=I muÉt =av. tae... Aem kæuH taeteno A=R du:q Ke ne AenuH AiStTv Ke -du:q Ke AenuH AiStTv Ke, Tyare AanHd AaTma Anedu:q be = g cIj, Ane du:q=I mu› =ay TyaH AanHd Aaƒo, Tyare AaTmane pyaRyAanHdnI be vStu = g.

pKI... @e@=I bhu ccaR = Tyare kbUl kyuÅ'tuH Aene pircy Fàe htae phele=InevasI=I (VyaQyanmaH) 5`, 5` hÔr ma`s, paete VyaQyanmaH Aavta. pHca uHmaH yAaVya'ta pKI kae Ô e gme Aem = gyuH, bEraHne kaHk (ivro\ hxe) prmhHs =gya dxa ]ImazI vai`ya hta. Ô`ta'ta tme? nhÄ? pKI tae gujrI gya. AaHhIAaVya'ta, qUb ccaR =.

wa¦ tme Aem khae ke Aek j Vyapk Ke, Tyare Ae Vyapk Ke, Ane Vyapk n=I Aemmannarae, kae ? n=I mannarae p` bIÒ kae cIj Ke ke nhÄ? n=I svR Vyapk AevuHmannaray Ke ne? Aene j svRVyapk khe Ke ne? tae Aenae A=R = gyae ke (Ke) khenarAek ne n=I Aem mannara Ke Ae!le n=I, Ane Ke mannara Ke Ae!le be äEt = gyuH, AäEtn ræuH.

Aa vedaNtvaza tae wed Ae!le Anek cIÔe AinTy Ae!le pyaRyne deqIne AvStu Kene mayaSv$p khe Ke Ane svRVyapk-svRVyapk. Aahaha¦ svRVyapk Aek Ae!le vStuAek j Ke svRVyapk, be (n=I). Awed, Ae!le? gu wed nhÄ (khe Ke). svRVyapk AekAne Awed Ae!le gu nhÄ wed nhÄ. inTy Ae!le pyaRy nhÄ. FàH xBdae JIàH Ke AemaH¦Ae tae svRVyapk Aek Ane Awed, Ae Aekne j mannara ne Awed Ae!le gu wed p`mannara nhÄ, Ane inTy Ae!le pyaRy mannara nhÄ, xuâb/ïne vStu khe Ke:

Aeva svRVyapk, Aek, Awed, inTy, xuâb/ïne vStu khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ mae!ae mtKe vedaHtno Aaqae, AmeirkamaH y gyae Ke Ae vedaHt mt, kar`ke vatuH krnarane AavI vatuHsarI lage ke xuâ Ke ne AaTma Aek Ke ne. Aahaha¦ hve tae Aave Ke ne Aaela muHbmaH nhÄAmeirkana... hre k<*`, hre k<*`, hre k<*` krva nIkze Ke muHbmaH nIkze Ke bava...Ameirkana Ke ne? ÔeyaH Ke ne, kaH wan n mze hrek<*`. Aahaha¦ AaelaH NyaH=I kH!aZyahaey ne bhu pEsa-pEsa haey ne FàH pEsavaza AbÔepit TyaH Ke p` xaHit-kaH deqatIn=I. Ae!le ibcaraH kyaHk hve bIje xae\va nIkZyaH p` stŸ xuH Ke Ae ha= AavvuH k@Àene. Aahaha¦

AaHhI khe Ke Ae A&anI, wedne Ae!le Anek AaTmaAae Anek ãVyne nhÄ mannara,gu wedne nhÄ mannara, pyaRyne nhÄ mannara, Aene AvStu khenara Ane svRVyapkAek Awedne vStu khe Ke, AevuH @re. pheluH kæuH ne ke AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I, ma!e wed n=I


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Aem kæuH, p` wed n=I j Aem mane tae to Ae vedaHt jevuH = jxe. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? \Ime... =I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa tae margDa (kae juda j Ke¦) Aahahaha¦

AevuH @re, Ane te=I svR=a AekaHt xuânyna pÙ$p svR=a AekaHt Awed ne Aekakarne inTy j vStune manvanI ApeÙaAe, AekaHt xuânyna pÙ$p im+ya¹iÚnae j ÝsHgAave. Ae tae im+ya¹iÚ = Ôy. Aahaha¦ Anek ãVy n mane, Aek ãVymaH gu wed n mane,Aek ãVymaH pyaRy n mane, tae Ae xuânynae AekaHtpÙ, im+ya¹iÚ = jxe, juõI ¹iÚ =xe.

Aare¦ AavI A!p!I vatuH¦ te=I na=uram ÝemI Aek hta ne, gujrI gya. khetake Aa ga=amaH tae pyaRyne n=I Aem vedaHtmtnuH S=apn kyuÅ Ke. vedaHtmtna #azamaHsmysarne #aZyuH Ke. (p` Aem n=I.) Ae tne qbr n=I bapu¦ k ApeÙa=I AaHhI kæuHKe? pyaRy juõI, gu wed jU@a, Anekp uH juõuH, k ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke? Ae i5kaznI ¹iÚdeqnarne vStunI AHt:¹ RiÚ Ôenarne xuâny=I Aaqa ãVyne Ôenarne, wed-AinTy neAnekta deqatI n=I, AenI ¹iÚnI ApeÙa=I tene juõI kæuH Ke, p` wed Ane pyaRy AneAnekta n=I j Aem manva jxe tae AekaHt im+yaTv =xe. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

te=I svR=a Aem, k=HictŸ Awed Ke Ane pyaRy¹iÚAe wed Ke. k=HictŸ xuânye AekKe, gu pyaRye Anek Ke k=HictŸ xuâ pU R Ke, pyaRynI ApeÙaAe p` Axuâ Ke. Aem beyApeÙaAe y=a=R Ô e Ane mane to Ae y=a=R ¹iÚ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

ma!e Aeva AekaHt mtnae pÙ Aave tae im+ya¹iÚ-juõI ¹iÚ = jxe. AwedmaH=I wedn=I Aem ßyaH kæuH Ane Anekp uH ne pyaRy n=I Aem kæuH, Ae tae Aek$pnI ¹iÚ kravvane Aek$pnI ¹iÚmaH pyaRy ne gu wed deqato n=I, ma!e n=I Aem kæuH Ke. p`... gu wedne pyaRy n=I, Aem Ôe manva jx, tae svR=a AekaHt im+ya¹iÚ = jxe. Aahahahaha¦smÔ uH kaH?

p` je Awedne j¡Ae Ke, Ae p` Aek &annae AHx Ke, Ane Aenae ivØy Ke TyaH Aebe wed = gya. ;wUyT=miSsdae qlu' hve 5Ij¡H pd Ke AaHhI. wUta=Rnae Aa]y kre Kete Aa]y krnarI pyaRy Ke ne Aa]y Ke wUta=Rnae, TyaH be wed = gyaH. smÔ uH kaH?wed n j haey tae Aa bey juõuH pDe Ke. p`... je e inim¿ ne rag ne pyaRy ne gu wed=I¹iÚ _@avI Ane je e &anna AHxne ‡ Aek ny Ke ne Ae!le, i5kazI inTynae bIÔe AHxKe tene lÙmaH=I KaeDI d, Aek i5kazI AHx Ke tena _pr ¹iÚ krtaH, bIÔe AHx Ke Aei5kazImaH deqatae n=I ma!e jU@ae kæae'tae, p` svR=a n=I Aem Ôe manI bese taeim+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ma!e AhÄ, AhÄ Aa ga=anI ApeÙamaH, maze !Ikanae (wava=R wyÈ Ke ne¦)pHiDtae(no) p` AhÄ khevanae Aaxy Ke, bIje @eka e tae caeQqI vatuH krI Ke ke pyaRy Ke,gu wed Ke, AnHtagu ae Ke. p` AaHhI je khevamaH AaVyu Ke, Ae ApeÙamaH, —AhÄ AemsmjvuH -Aa ga=anaH A=RkazmaH Aem Ae e smjvuH, ke —ijnva`I SyadŸvad$p KevItrag prmaTmanI va`I, SyadŸ nam k=HictŸ khenarI Ke, k=HictŸ i5kazI Awed Ke inTy

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Ke, k=HictŸ pyaRye AinTy Ke Aem khenar Ke. k=HictŸ Awed Ke k=HictŸ wed Ke, k=HictŸ AekKe k=HictŸ Anek Ke, Aahaha¦ ;Aek' Ane ;Anek' tae Aenae gu Ke. Aenae AaTmanae;Aek' p` Aek gu Ke ne ;Anek' p` Aeno gu Ke, i5kazI AwedmaH p` Aek Aneknamnae gu Ke. 47 (xiÉtAae) maH Aave Ke Aek, Anek¦ Aahaha¦

JIÌ vatae NyaH Ôy tae, vStu trIke Aek Ke Aevae p` Aek gu Ke Ane gu ae trIkeAnek Ke Aevae p` Aenae Aek i5kazIgu Ke. smÔ uH? tae Anekne gu ne n mane taeAek$p ãVyne Ae e maNyuH n=I. Aahaha¦

bhu JI uH n=I l jta haeH? =aeDuH-=aeDuH¦ Aahaha¦ Aek, AneknI VyaQya tae,suDtalIs xiÉtmaH lI\I Ke bhu, Aek Ke, Anek Ke, Aahaha¦ ktaR Ke, kmR Ke, kr` Ke,sHÝdan Ke, Apadan Ke (Ai\kr` Ke) Aeva AnHtgu ae Ke AHdr (AaTmamaH). AekvStu Ke, vStu trIke Aek gu AnHt Ke. AnHt Ke Anek Ke. Anekne AekaHt nhÄmannara ‡ AaHhI Aene je khevamaH AaVyuH Ke ke Anekp uH n=I Ae tae ijnvaÌ SyadŸvadkhenarI Ke i5kazne Awed btavva kaze, wed n=I Aem wedne Ane Anekne gaE krIne;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. Aare¦ Aare¦ xBde xBde fer.

—ijnvaÌ SyadŸvad$p Ke Ýyaejnvx˜ xuH khe Ke? ke paetanuH i5kazI xuâcEtNynuH Ýyaejn isâ krvuH Ke sMyGdxRn Ýg! krvuH Ke, Ane xuânynae ivØy pUrÀek$p deqvae Ke. Aeva Ýyaejnne vxe muQy gaE krIne khe Ke. Ýyaejnne vxe, fz Anehetune vxe, muQy-gaE krIne khe Ke.

Ae!le xuH kæuH? ke i5kaz Awed Ke, te j muQy Ke Aene muQy krIne tene sTya=R kæuHKe, Ane pyaRy Ane gu wedne gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. Awav krIne n=I AemkæuH n=I. smÔ uH? Aahaha¦ pe!amaH raqIne n=I Aem kæuH Ke. jem tze!I tae Ke, p` cDvuHKe AaHhI (_pr) Ae!le tze!I n=I Aem kI\uH. Ae tae cDvanI ApeÙaAe tze!I n=I. p`tze!I tze!I trIke Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem AaTmanI vtRman dxamaH pyaRy Ke. AaTmamaH AnHtgu ae Ke. AenI pyaRymaH ragaid Ke. tene Ýyaejnne vxe, i5kaznae Aa]y kre tae smikt=ay, Awedno Aa]y kre to smikt =ay, Aeva Ýyaejnne vxe muQy Ke tene inüy kæaei5kazIne Ane pyaRyne wed Ke tene gaE krIne ;n=I' kæae Ke. Awav krIne n=I AemkæuH n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?

Aavae b\ae ivØy JIàe¦ smjvo pDxe ke nih Aa bapu¦ Aa mnu*yp uH haLyuHÔy Ke. AaHQyuH vÄcay jxe bapu Aekvar, deh KU!I jxe, bIje Ôy, AaTma tae kaH nax=ay tevae Ke? Ane É–aHk Ôxe paKo rqDva. Aahahaha¦ wan nih kre Ane Aaezqa`nih kre tae paKuH rqDvanuH Ke. Aaha... ha¦

te=I khe Ke Aekvar smjva ma!e i5kaznI ¹iÚ kravva, inTynae Aa]y kravva,inTy te sacuH Ke Ane AinTy te qae!uH Ke. Ae inTynae Aa]y muQy krIne inüy khIne kæuHKe. AinTyne gaE krIne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ýyaejnne vx j$iryatne


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ijnvaÌ SyadŸvad, Syat Ae!le ApeÙa, Ane vad Ae!le khevuH. Ane te ApeÙa=Ikem kæuH? ke Ýyaejnne vx sMyGdxRn Ane xuânyne sacI kI\I Ane Aenae ivØy sacaekI\ae Ae kemke tenae Aa]y krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. Vyvhar Ane pyaRynae Aa]y krtaHsMyGdxRn =tuH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Ýyaejnne vx nyne Ae!le kae nyne inüyne muQykrI, inüyne muQyne inüy krI, inüyne muQy krI Aemey nhÄ, Ae bemaH fer mae!ae, jemuQy Ke i5kazI tene muQy krI, te Ke Aem kæuH Ane pyaRy ne gu wedne gaE krI ;n=I'Aem kæuH. Ko!awa¦

AamaH NyaH kaH vepar \H\amaH klk¿amaH sUJe AevuH n=I NyaH. kaH Amare xe@ khe Keke, —ke xuH krva AhÄ AavIAe KIAe NyaH ÉyaH Ke?˜ Aahaha¦ Aa bapu margDa Ýwu¦Aevae marg Ke AlaEikk, Aaha... ha¦ phelae tae Ae e smjvo k@` pDe Aem Ke. Aahaha¦AenI xElI AenI rcna, Aahahaha¦ Ane A=R krnara pHiDtae p` keva nIkZya? Aenae-pHiDtnae A=R Ke. Aahaha¦ jycHd pHiDt Ke g<hS= Ke.

Ýyaejnne vxe nyne muQy krIne khe Ke. kem Aem kæuH? Awedne sTy kæuH AnemuQy kæuH Ane gaE ne-pyaRyne AsTy kæuH, gaE krIne n=I kæuH Aem khevanuH kar` xuHKe? smÔ uH kaH? Ae vat lexe. (Ýma`vcn guÌdev)

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smysar, Aigyar ga=anae wava=R. ÝaÌAaene TyaH=I Ke... Ke? Ýyaejnvx nynemuQy gaE krIne khe Ke. TyaH su\I AavI gyuH Ke. xuH kæuH? ke i5kazI AaTma je inüy KeAne inüy tae ãVye y Ke ne gu e y Ke ne pyaRye y Ke. SvnI ApeÙaAe inüy Ke, prnIApeÙaAe Vyvhar Ke. hve AhÄyaH i5kazIne inüy kæuH, AenaH gu wed ne pyaRyne VyvharmaHnaQyaH. kem? ke i5kazI &aykwav \/uvwav, Ae muQy Ke te=I te inüy Ke, Ane teneAa]ye sMyGdxRn =ay Ke. te=I muQyne inüy khI Ane pyaRyaidna Vyvharne gaE krIAne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH htuH. gaE krIne khevamaH AaVyuH. muQy-gaE , muQy tei5kazI vStu Ane pyaRy Ane ragaid Vyvhar te gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH htuH, AneAa muQy krIne inüy Ke, sTya=R Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuH htuH.

Aare¦ kem khevamaH AaVyuH htuH khe Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦ —ke ÝaÌAaene Òvaene, wed$pVyvharnae pÙ˜, wed$p pyaRynae Ane gu gu Ina wednae, ragnae, Aaha¦ —Aevawed$p Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaid kaz=I j Ke.˜ Anaid kaz=I Ke. vStu AqHD Awed Ke.

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Aenae tae pÙ Ane Aa]y kdI lI\ae n=I. te=I Anaid=I A&anIne gu gu Ina wednaeA=va pyaRyna wednae ke ragnae pÙ Anaid=I Ke. smÔy Ke kaH?

ÝaÌAaene- FàH Òvaene Aem. Aekne nhÄ, ÝaÌAaene¦ Aahaha¦ wed$p VyvharAek smynI pyaRy Ane rag ne gu gu Iwed Ae b\ae pÙ Vyvharnae pÙ wed$pVyvhar. JIÌ vat Ke¦ ga=a j bhu sU"m Ke Ane wava=R p` pHiDtÒAe bhu srs wyÈKe. Aahaha¦

wed$p Vyvhar Aenae pÙ tae Anaid=I ÝaÌAaene Ae!le FàH Òvaene to Ae Ke, Aekvat. —Ane Aenae _pdex p` bhu\a svR ÝaÌAae prSpr kre Ke -Aenae _pdex p` v/tkrae, Apvas krae, Vyvhar smiktna Aacr`, Vyvhar &annaH Aacr`, tpnaH Aacr`,Vyvharna Aenae _pdex tae A&anIAae prSpr maHhaemaHhe kre Ke. Aahaha¦ AabehUb ictarAaPyae Ke. prSpr Aa tae Ý$pà kre Ke mane Ke sEa duinya. khenara khe Ke ne saHwznarap` khe Ke ke vah¦ Aa brabr Ke, Aaela tae inüy, inüynI vatuH kre Ke.

v/t, tp, wiÉt, pUÔ, dev-guÌ-xaÏnae ivny, smiktna Aa@ Vyvhar Aacar&anacar Vyvharna, Ae krva jeva Ke, Ae sa\n Ke, Aevae A&anIAaenae _pdex (Ke).Ke? Aenae _pdex p`, p` Ae!le Aaelae wed Vyvharnae pÙ tae Ke AemaH Aa bIÒ vat._pdex krnaraAaene Ane saHwznaraAaene p` Aa vat (nI) ruic Ke Anaid=I. Aahaha¦_pdex p`... Aem Ke ne? Ae!le phelae bael raqIne, bhu\a-mae!ae vgR Òvnae, svRÝaÌAae prSpr kre Ke. Vyvhar smiktna Aacràe, Vyvhar &anna Aacràe, Vyvharcair5na Aacràe v/t-tp, Vyvhar ivny Aaid Aahaha¦ Ane tpna Vyvhar AacràeAnxn, _àedrI vgere... Apvas krae, Tyag krae, _àedrI krae, rs KaeDae. Aevae bhu\aÝaÌ maHhaemaHhe-prSpr, AekbIÔne vat bese (smÔy) Ke, Ae=I FàH kre Ke.smÔùH kaH? Aahahaha¦ maze ke!luH wyuÅ Ke !UHkamaH j¡Aaene.

ke Anaidnae Aene wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ tae Ke Ane bhu\a ÝaÌAae Aeno _pdexj Aape Ke. (]aeta _pdexk p` Aeva Ke) heH? _pdexk p` Aene Aeva j mZya Ke.Aahaha¦ AakrI vatHu bhu te prSpr kI\uH-AekbIÔ Aaela _pdex kre ne Aaela ha paDe.Aemne Aem inüy pa\rae pmatae hxe? inüy, inüynI vatuH kre, p` Vyvhar sa\nivna inüy pmay? (]aeta: Vyvhar sa\n Ke?) sa\n Ke Aem khevay-k=n=I, pÀe qreqr sa\n Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ prSpr Ae _pdex kre Ke. Aahaha¦ _pdexkae p`,Vyvhar=I law =ay, Ane wedna pÙnI vatuH Vyvhar smiktna Aacràe, Vyvharsmiktna, ƒvhar &anna Aacràe &an, ivny, _p\an vgere. Vyvhar v/t, tp,Vyvhar Anxn, _àedrI Aaid tp, AenI vatuH Vyvhar saHwze tae law =ay, VyvharkH kre tae law =ay, Aevae prSpr _pdex A&anIAae Fàe, FàH ÝaÌAae kre Ke. vatsmÔy Ke kaH?

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xaHit=I Aa tae vStumaH Vyvhar AwUta=R Ke, AsTya=R Ke. inüy sTya=R Ke Aneinüy wUta=Rnae Aa]y letaH sMyGdxRn =ay, AevI je mUzga=a ne mUzvStu (Ke.) Tyarekhe ke Aam kem kæuH? ke Vyvhar jU@o? ke w tae gaE krIne jU@o kæae Ke. Vyvhar,Vyvhar trIke n=I pyaRy trIke n=I, Aem nhÄ. tem rag trIke Vyvhar Aave Ke, Aen=I Aem nhÄ. p` tene gaE krI Ane i5kazI muQynI ¹iÚ kravva, i5kazI te sTy KeAne pyaRy Aaidna Vyvharae te AsTy Ke, Ae gaE krIne AsTy kI\aH Ke. Awav krIneAsTy kI\aH n=I. te=I Aene muQy gaE krIne khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

Tyare ke Aam kem kæuH ke Vyvharna wed$pI Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaid kaznaepaetane lne SvCKHde Ke. Ane _pdexkae p` Aeva mZya Ke. Vyvharnae _pdex krI AnebIÔne law =ay AevaH saHwznaraAone p` AemaH @Ik pDe Ke. babulalÒ¦ Aahaha¦Ke? Aenae _pdex p`, xenae _pdex? Vyvharnae. dya-dan-v/t-tp krae, ivny krae,wiÉt krvI, smiktna Aacar pazvaH brabr Vyvharna, Aenae _pdex p`¸ Aek taeVyvharnae pÙ Aene Ke Anaidnae ne AemaH _pdex denara p` Aava mZyaH Ke. Aaha¦ p`bhu\a Ae!le FàH, svR ÝaÌAae, FàH svR ÝaÌAae prSpr (_pdex) kre Ke khenaraH kheKe ne saHwznara ha paDIne ÝsNnta Aape Ke. brabr Ke, sa\n Ae j ÔeAe, AemneAem =ataH hxe pa\raH inüynI vatuH kre Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Aem A&anIAae FàH ÝaÌAae tae Vyvharnae maHhaemaHhe _pdex AapI Ane ÝsNntapame Ke, khe ke bhu sarI Aap`ne sarI vat krI Ane krtaH-krtaH =ay ne, ke pa\ruH =atuHhxe? Axuw !aze, xuw kre pKI xuw=I xuâ =ay. (]aeta: Êm tae Ke Aevo ne?) Êm jn=I. Ae Êm tae sMyGdxRn paMya pKI Sv$pnI ¹iÚ ãVynae Aa]y kyaR pKI, phelaHAxuw cair5naH Axuwna piràm !aze Ane pKI xuwnaH !aze tae Aa ApeÙa Ke.(]aeta: sMyGdxRn pKInI vat Ke) sMyGdxRn =ya pKInI vat Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH

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kaH? Ae maeÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH Aave Ke satmaH A|yaymaH.phelo tae i5kazI AaTma AanHdSv$p Awed Aenae Aa]y lne sMyGdxRn =ay

Aenae Anuwv =ay, Ae Òvne phelaH cair5nae Axuw daeØ Ke Ae Aene !azvo, pKI Aenexuw !azIne xuâ _pyaegmaH ÔvuH, p` phelI ¹iÚ tae xuâ _pyaegmaH AaTmanI ¹iÚ = KeAene ma!e vat Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

(]aeta: A&anIAe xuH krvuH?) A&anIAe krvuH Aa Vyvhar KaeDIne inüy krvae A&anIAe krvuH Aem khe Ke. hÒ Aavxe hÒ hve hÒ 5IÔ baelmaH AakruH Ke. be baeltae... smÔ uH kaH? Aenae _pdex p`... Ae!le Aaelae wednae pÙ tae Ke Aene _praHt Aene_pdex denara p` bhu\a svR ÝaÌAae prSpr kre Ke. Aahaha¦ be vat.

hve 5IÒ vat... ;ijnvaÌmaH,' hve vItragnI vaÌmaH p` Vyvharnae _pdexFàe AaVyae Ke. smÔ uH kaH? ;ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnae _pdex xuânynae hStavlHb'Ae!le xuânyna SvwavnI ¹iÚmaH, te kaze hStavlHb Ae!le shayk, shcr deqIne, hareAevo xuw wav v/t-tp, sMykŸ inüy Ke, Aene shcr trIke inim¿maH, Vyvharsmiktna Aa@ Aacarae haey Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aenae _pdex ijnvaÌmaH p` AaVyaeKe. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

crànuyaegmaH kæuH n=I ÝvcnsarmaH? he dxRnacar smiktnaH Vyvhar dxRnacar,in:xHk Aaid, huH Ô uH KuH ke tuH maruH Sv$p n=I. Ývcnsar¦ tuH maruH Sv$p n=I huH Ô uH KuH,p` tara Ýsad=I b\a Vyvharna k=n Ke. ßyaH su\I huH xuâ pU Rne n pamuH TyaH su\Itarae Ýsad Ae!le tne inim¿ trIke AHgIkar kruH KuH Aem Ke TyaH. Aahaha¦

khae¦ ijnvaÌmaH p` Aem AaVyuH Ke, khe Ke, Aek tae wednae pÙ Aene Ke, prSpr_pdex p` wedno ÝaÌAae FàH kre Ke Ane 5Ij¡H ijnvaÌmaH p` Vyvharnae _pdexFàe AaVyae Ke. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: sb Ok hI Ôitka hE tae wed ÉyÇ krte hE? swI Êm Ok hI Ôit ka taewed ÉyÇ krte hE? xuw AEar Axuw AekhI Ôit ka hE to _smeH wed kyuH krna? (_¿r:)kae kre Ke wed? Ae hÒ Aene var Ke wed ÉyaH...¦ Ae tae sMyGdxRn =ya pKI AnuwvsMykŸnae =ay pKI, phelaH Aekdm xuw !azI xktae n=I. phelae Axuw !azIne xuwmaHAave, pKI xuw !azIne xuâmaH Aave, p` Ae tae sMyGdxRn =ya pKInI vat Ke. sMyGdxRnphelaH Ae iblkul vat juõI Ke tdŸn Axuw !aze ne xuw Aave, ma!e tene sMyGdxRn =ay,tdŸn im+ya¹iÚ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Ae tae AaHhI khe Ke.

Aene xuwwavnae (pÙ Ke) te=I \rm =ay, wed=I \rm =ay, wedna Vyvhar=Ilaw =ay, AevI ¹iÚ tae... im+ya¹iÚnI AnaidnI Ke. JIÌ vat Ke. Ane bIÒ (vat)_pdexkae p` AevuH j Aene khe Ke. Vyvhar krae Aa Vyvhar tp krae, Apvas kro, Tyagkrae. Aahaha¦ smiktna Aa@ Aacar Vyvharna phelaH pazae pKI inüy smikt =ayAem A&anIAae _pdexkae bhu\a, prSpr Aevae _pdex kre Ke.


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kemke kæuH ne hmàH crànuyaegmaH Ývcnsar, smiktna Aa@ Aacar smiktI=ya pKInI vat Ke. AaTm&an-Anuwv =yae Ke pheluH-ãVynae Aa]y l AwednI¹iÚ Ýg!I Ke. AaTmana AanHdnI dxanae Svad-AanHdnae Svad AaVyae Ke Aeva smiktIne...Ý=m Aem khe Ke ke he dxRnacar¦ Vyvhar. he &anacar¦ huH Ô uH KuH ke tuH maruH Sv$p n=I.Aahahaha¦

Vyvhar v/t, tp, Aaidna wavne khe Ke ke huH Ô uH KuH ke Vyvhar mhav/taidnapiràm, Ae maruH Sv$p n=I. p` marI pUr` vItragta n =ay, TyaH su\I maraAnuwvnI sa=e taruH (Vyvhar) haey Ke ma!e tene huH Vyvhar=I AHgIkar kruH KuH, AemkhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: Aem p` kI\uH ke tara Ýsad=I) kI\uH ne Vyvhar=I... Aem kI\uH taraÝsad=I, Ae!le taruH Ae inim¿ Ke ne? shcr Ke ne? ßyaH su\I huH vItrag pUr` n =aëTyaH su\I mara inüyna AnuwvnI sa=e, taruH shcr deqIne, tara Ýsad=I Ae!leinim¿ne kar e Ae VyvharnuH k=n Ke. marI ÝaiPt =xe. Aahahaha¦ Ke tae AaHhI VyvharnuHfz bH\n. ijnvaÌAe khyuH AenaH fz bH\n Ke. hve bH\nne kar e AbH\ dxa =ay?mae!ae gae!ae ATyare Aaqae im+ya]âanuH paeØ` j Ke ATyare AaquH. Aahaha¦ pirØhshn krae, _psgR shn krae.

(]aeta: pirØh, _psgR tae im+yaTvnae Ke) pirØh p` haey kaene? jene sMyGdxRn-Anuwv =yae Ke AanHdnae, Aene ÝitkUzta !a e shn krvanI dxane pirØh khe Ke,A&anIne pirØh kevae? Ae to AekluH k*! Ke Aene to. Aahaha¦

Aa 5IÔ baelmaH jrI bhu AakrI vat Ke. ijnvaÌmaH p` Aem, ijnvaÌmaHVyvharnae _pdex¦ Aahaha¦ kemke inüy smikt je AaTmana AvlHbe =ay, AenI sa=eVyvhar smiktnae Aa@ Aacar, inim¿ trIke sa=e shcr trIke haeva=I, _pcar=Itene Vyvharnae _pdex kyÈ. Aahaha¦ Aem inüy sMyG&an-Anuwv =yae, AaTmanaAanHdnuH &an =yuH, Ae &annI sa=e, Aa@ Aacar je ]ut&anna Ke ivny krvo, _p\ankrvae... Aaid Ae ÔeDe haey Ke, shcr trIke inim¿ trIke, te=I tenae _pdex wgvaneAaPyae. KtaH te inim¿nuH fz shcr je Ke tenuH fz sHsar (maH) rqDvanuH Ke. Aahahaha¦

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hIrawa¦ Aahaha¦kæuH nhÄ? smysar na!k¦ ke wE AaTmanu AHdr sMyGdxRn Anuwv =yae-

muinp uH =yuH AHdr AtIiNãy AanHdnI Lher ÔgI é@I, Aene p` pHcmhav/tno ivkLp-Vyvhar Aave, smÔùH? p` ... jgpH= Ke. Ae sHsarpH= Ke. xuwrag Ae paete sHsarpH= Ke.

Tyare khe (Ke ) wgvane kem kæuH Aene? ke Ae vStuna Sv$pna wanvazane ÔeDeAevuH Aek Vyvhar ragnI mHdtanae wav inim¿ trIke haey Ke. Ae=I krIne Aene kæuH ke AaVyvhar Ke. p` AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Ke ke nhÄ AemaH j¡Aaenepa@ tae vaHce tae qbr pDe. Aaha¦ bhu srs vat Ke Aa tae AlaEikk vatuH Ke bapa¦Aahaha¦ hÒ xaÏ vaHcta y AavDe nhÄ Aene smjvanuH tae....Aahaha¦

khe Ke ke Ame AaHhIyaH i5kazI wgvan pU aRnHdna na=ne sMykŸ sTya=R kæae,Ane Ame pyaRyne Aena gu wedne ;n=I' Aem kæuH. AsTya=R Ke Aem kæuH, kem? Ae taemuQy gaE krIne kæuH Ke. i5kazIne muQy krI Ane inüy khI Ane Aenae Aa]ylevraVyae Ke. Ane pyaRyna wedaene, gaE krI ;n=I' khI-Vyvhar khI ;n=I' Aem kæuHKe. p` pyaRymaH Vyvhar Aave Ke. smiktIne p`¦ Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- smiktne jsaco Vyvhar hoy Ke) KtaHy Ae VyvharnuH fz sHsar Ke Aem khevuH Ke AaHhI tae.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH...? bhu \Ime=I smjva jevuH Ke bapu¦ ATyare tae sHÝdaymaH mae!aegae!ae é@–ae Ke Aanae. pKI saeng#nuH inüyawas Ke ne AekaHt Ke ne Aem krIne khe, khe,qbr n=I Aene xuH kre.

AaHhI tae g/H=kar nhÄ, p` isâaHtkar paete khe Ke. ke Vyvhar ne pyaRy te juõI Ke.Aem khIne, tene gaE krIne juõI Ke Aem kæuH. AiStTv tae Ke AenuH Aem dya dan v/twiÉtna piràmnuH AiStTv tae Ke. p` tene gaE krI, Ane Ae n=I Ane i5kazI sTyKe tene j sTya=R khI muQy krI, inüy khI, Aenae Aa]y levraVyae Ke. Are re¦ Aahaha¦smÔùH kaH?

ijnvaÌmaH, p` pKI khexe ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnae _pdex xuânynI sa=e, Vyvharhaeva=I, shayk nam shcr, sa=e haeva=I, inim¿ gÌne, ÔÌ bhu kyÈ Ke. vCceinim¿ Aave Ke-Vyvhar Aave Ke Aene ijnvaÌAe _pdex kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ dxRnacar¦&anacar¦ cair5acar¦ tpacar¦ vIyaRcar¦ Lyae. Aahaha¦ Ae b\uH Aave p` VyvharnuHfz tae... sHsar Ke.

smiktIne Vyvhar Aave AenuH fz sHsar Ke. A&anIne tae Vyvhar haetae n=I.Vyvharawas Ke. Aahahaha¦ kho, rtIwa¦ AavuH JI uH Ke. maza !Ikakare ke!lI SpÚtakrI Ke. ga=amaH Aa wav Ke kemke Vyvharne jU@ae kæae, inüyne sacae kæae, tae Vyvharnae_pdex to kevzIAe p` AaPyae Ke. tae kæuH w Ae jU@ae kæae Ae gaE krIne jU@ae kæae KeAne inüyne muQy krIne inüy kæae Ke. i5kazIne muQy krIne inüy kæae Ke.


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p`¦ Aem kem kæuH? inüyne j sTy kæuH ne Vyvharne AsTy gaE krIne kæuH, kemkæuH? ke wednae Ane Vyvharnae pÙ tae Òvone Anaidnae Ke. Ane prSpr Ae _pdex krej Ke Ae=I Aa _pdex kyÈ Ke. Ane 5Ij¡H ijnvaÌmaH p` ßyaH TyaH Vyvharnae _pdex FàeKe. &anna Aacar Ane smiktna Vyvhar Aacar pazva ne¦ Vyvhar smiktna Aa@Aacar Ae tae ivkLp rag Ke. &anna Aa@ Aacar ivny=I w`vuH ne Aa krvuH ne Ae p`tae xuwrag Ke. cair5nae Vyvhar v/t, tp Aaid je Anxn _àedrI Aaid tp, Ae b\aexuwrag Ke. Aahaha¦ p` Aevae vCce (Vyvhar) Aave Ke te=I &anIne p` AavuH inim¿ÔeDe deqIne, wgvane Aenae _pdex Ke tenuH k=n krIne smÔVyuH Ke. p` tenuH fz tae sHsarKe. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke¦

Aek cEtNy wgvan pirpU R Ýwu¦ Aene Aa]ye =tae marg j Aek sTy Ke AneAenuH fz maeÙ Ke. bakI je inüyna Svwavna Aa]ye wan =yelane p` ijnvaÌAekhelae Vyvhar Aave Ke, KtaH tenuH fz tae sHsar Ke. Aahahahaha¦ Ke ne AemaH? (]aeta:Ke, Ke AenuH fz sHsar Ke) sHsar ;j' Ke.

caepDa Frna ke!laH mezvo Kae idvazI Aave Tyare? tae Aa xaÏna-caepDa mezvvapDxe ke nhÄ? idvazI Aave Tyare caepDa mezve Ke ke nih w? Aa be laq, paHclaqnae qrc +yae, AemaH laq peda +ya, pcas hÔr peda +ya¦ Aa dx laq hta AemaHbe laq v|ya, bar laq +ya, Ae tae \Uzna qcR b\a kre Ke¦ to Aa caepDa wgvannaxuH khe Ke? Aene Ôene. Aahaha¦ sureNãÒ¦ Ke ne same? 5` Ýkar kæa, 5 eynuH fz sHsarKe. Aahahahaha¦ Aaha¦

pheluH tae hÒ smje tae qrae¦ phelI cIj hÒ Vyvharey. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: AapehmàH _pdex AaPyo Aey Vyvhar Ke) ha, Ae Vyvhar Ke. (]aeta: Aem smje tae qraeAe Vyvharnae _pdex Ke, Ae ÉyaH inüyno _pdex Ke.)

AhÄya tae AigyarmI ga=a... jEn dxRn svR& jEn xasnnae Ýa` Ke. kem kejEnxasn éwuH kem =ay Ke? Ae!le ke jEn \mR _TpNn kem =ay Ke? ke Ae i5kazI ãVyneAa]ye j _TpNn =ay Ke Ane care AnuyaegnuH taTpyR k=nmaH vItragta Ke. careAnuyaegaemaH k=n wle gme te Ýkar hae, p` AenuH taTpyR vItragta Ke. Ae Aeksae bÇterga=a pHcaiStkay, care AnuyaegaenuH xaÏnuH fz vItragta Ke.

Ane vItragta¦ te kem Ýg! =ay? ke i5kazI ãVyne Aa]ye vItragta Ýg! =ay.prne Aa]ye rag =ay, prne Aa]ye vItragta =ay nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? cahe tae wgvannaeivny kre ne wiÉt kre p` Ae pr Aa]y Ke te rag Ke. Aahahahaha¦ &anmaH Aem Aaveke _p\an krva, Apvas krva, ivny krvae, xBd AÙr brabr xuâ Ô`va, AÙrcaeQqa-Aenae A=R brabr Ô`vae, _wyne-bene brabr Ô`va. Aahaha¦ AevI vat taeVyvharnI ijnvaÌmaH y Aave Ke. KtaH¦ (AenuH fz sHsar) Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦

kem? ke i5kazI Ýwu je Awed cIj Ke, tena Aa]y ivna \mRnI x$Aat sMyGdxRn

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=tuH n=I. tenae Aa]y leva ma!e tene stŸ kI\uH Ane Vyvhar Ane pyaRyne haeva KtaH, tenuHlÙ KaeDavva Aenae Aa]y KaeDavva Ae ;n=I' Aem kæuH.

hve Tyare ke ;Ke' Aem tae ijnvaÌ khe Ke. AaHhI ;n=I' kI\uH gaE p e ke gaE p en=I kI\uH ne? p` wavp e Ke ke nhÄ? tae wavp e AhÄya ijnvaÌ inüy sMyG¹iÚ&anIne p` Vyvhar vcmaH inim¿-shcr trIke, smiktna Vyvhar Aa@ Aacar,&anna Vyvhar Aa@ Aacar, cair5na Vyvhar v/t, tp, inym, simit, guiPtnae wav,tpna wav Anxn _àedrInae, vIyaRcar xuwwavmaH-xuw wavnae vIyaRcar, AenuH k=nijnvaÌmaH Aave Ke ne? kem? ke inüy Ke AenI hare sa=e AavuH shcr AavuH haey Ke, AevuHdeqIne ijnvaÌAe kæuH Ke. p` Ae ijnvaÌ paKuH Aem khe Ke, Aahaha¦ AenuH fz sHsarKe. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AakrI vat Ke bapa¦ vItrag svR& i5laekna=¦ heH?(]aeta: Aatm wavna kyaR vgr Anuwv kevI rIte =ay) Aatm wavna, wavna Ae!leSv$pmaH Aekag/ta. Aatm wavna wavtaH Òv lhe kevz&an. ]ImdŸmaH Ke. Aatmwavnane? ke ragwavna? Aahaha¦

JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ A=Rkare ga=anI SpÚta krI Ke. ga=amaH Vyvharne jU@o gaEkrIne jU@ae kæae, Ae!le jU@ae Ke Aem nhÄ. Ae &anIne p` shcr inim¿p e AHdr AaveKe. AiStp e Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦ p` tene gaE krI Ane inüyna Aa]ymaH smikt-&anaid =ay Aene muQy krIne tene sTy kæuH Ke. Ane Aa Ae sTy tae Ke p` shcrmaH sTyhaeva KtaH Aene gaE krIne jU@ae khIne Svnae Aa]y levraVyae Ke.

hve khe Ke ke gaE krIne jU@ae kæae¦ Aenae A=R¦ kar` xuH? ke Vyvharnae pÙ taeAnaidnae jgtna Òvaene Ke Ane prSpr _pdex p` Ae krI ræa Ke. smikt ivna samaiykkrae, paeØa krae, piDÞmà krae, Apvas krae, Aevae A&anIAonae _pdex maHhaemaHhe Ke. AneijnvaÌmaH p` inüy SvãVyna Aa]ye \mR haeva KtaH, tena shcr trIke AavI ragnImHdtanae wav, &annae ivny¦ smiktnae Aacar¦ &annae Aacar¦ Vyvhar cair5nov/taid Ae sa=e haey Ke. ijnvaÌmaH Aenae _pdex AiSt AenI Ke Aem kyÈ Ke Ae (wav-AiStp e) ijnvaÌmaH haey Ke Aem _pdex kyÈ Ke. p` tenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke?ijnvaÌmaH¦ Aahaha¦ gjb kam kyuÅ Ke ne maze. pHiDt tae Aa khevay ke jene vStunIiS=itmaH Ke tevuH SpÚIkr` kre, nae haey ne FrnuH naqIne kre¦ Aahaha¦

maehnlalÒ tae saHje Aavvana Ke. saHje ne? (]aeta: ha, Ò Aaje rvana =xe )Aahaha¦ Aa j saHwzva jevI vat htI. bhu srs vat FÌ vat Ke. Aahaha¦ gjbA=R kyÈ Ke. mUz ga=ane sacI @ravva k ApeÙa Ke Ae vat SpÚ kre Ke. Aahaha¦smÔùH kaH?

vzI ijnvaÌmaH vItragnI vaÌmaH Vyvharnae _pdex AaVyae Ke te p` FàeAaVyae Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ke? Vyvharnae _pdex xuânynuH inim¿ deqI, xuânynI sa=eshcr deqI, xuâSvwavna Aa]ynI sa=e, Vyvhar shcr _pcar deqI tene Vyvhar=I


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_pdex kyÈ Ke p` AenuH fz sHsar j Ke ijnvaÌAe khelae Vyvhar bhu xaÏaemaH v/tne tp ne wi› ne ivnynI bhu VyaQya krI Ke VyvharnI. Aahaha¦ Ae tae fÉt inim¿-shcr deqI, Aave Ke vCcmaH Ae!le -shcr deqIne _pdex kyÈ Ke. p`... tenuH fz taerqDvanuH Ke cargitmaH, ijnvaÌAe khelae Vyvhar AenuH fz rqDvanuH Ke. (]aeta: mhav/tnuHfz rqDvanuH Ke?) mhav/t ne tp ne Ae b\a rqDvana fz Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke ke nhÄ pÀemaH j¡Aae ne¦

p`... Aem kæuH Ke ne paKuH? Aem ke ijnvaÌmaH AavuH kæuH Ke ne? tae Aena=I kHklaw =ay ke nhÄ? ijnvaÌmaH Aavo Vyvharnae _pdex kyÈ Ke ne... bapu Ae tae shcrdeqI, sa=e Aavae Aek ragnI mHdtanae wav, AnuwvI Òvaene p`, iS=rta n haey TyareAene Aave. Aave Ae=I Aene Vyvhar=I Aeno _pdex jàVyae p` Ae Aave Vyvhar AenuHfz sHsar Ke. \m±Òvne p` je Vyvhar vCce Aavae Aave AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahahahaha¦

ATyare tae Aaqo _pdexnI xElI frI g Ke. phele=I maHDe kaHk Tyag krae, b/ïcyRpazo, piDma l Lyae, v/t l Lyae, ê\a=I maHDI Ke pa\rI im+yaTvna paeØknIÝ$pà Ke b\I. Aahaha¦ pKI Aeney Aiwman = Ôy ke Ame kaH v/t lI\aH Ke,im+yaTvnuH Aiwman = Ôy Aene. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: veØ bdlvae pDe ne) veØ ferve tae laekae mane Aem¦ (]aeta:) veØ taefyÈne? (_¿r:) \Uze y n=I veØ. AaHhI tae g<hS=a]mmaH p` haeva KtaH kae!-pa!lUnAam rexmna pheyaÅ haey, KtaH AHdrmaH smikt dxRn Ke, AaTmanuH wan Ke ke huH xuâcEtNy AqHD AanHd KuH, tae Ae maeÙmagRmaH Ke. rTnkrHD ]avkacarmaH, ]avk rTnkrHDAaCaarmaH Aave Ke. pHDItÒ¦

g<hS=o moÙmagRS=o inmÈho nEv mohvanŸ.Angaro g<hI ]eyanŸ inmÈho moihno mune:..33..

smiktI AaTm&anI-AaTmana AnuwvI Òv g<hS=a]mmaH hae, hÔrae raÌ hae,Ane kae!-pa!lUn rexmna Ane 5` rexmna gadle sUta haey... KtaH Ae maeÙmag± Ke.Ane... nGn =ne vS5nae !ukDae raqtae n haey, p+=rmaH he@e sUtae haey, lUQqae Aaharkrtae haey, KtaH \rm Ke Aem mane Ke te im+ya¹iÚ Ke. sHsar mageR Ke. rTnkrHD]avkacarmaH Ke. pHiDtÒ laek baeLyane. smÔ uH kaH?

AVvldaemnI vatuH Ke bapu¦ bhu ferfar¦ bhu ferfar¦ Aahahaha¦ (]aeta: Aevamuin nih Aeva g<hS= Ke Ae ]e¤ Ke) ]e¤ Ke, maeÙmag± Ke. hßÔrae raÌAaena waegmaHpD–ae haey Ane cÊvt±na pdmaH pD–ae haey p` smiktI Ke te maeÙmag± Ke. je eAaTmanae Aa]y lne sMyGdxRn&an Ýg! kyaÅ Ke Ae maeÙmag± Ke. Ane je e baKaeDIne kpDaH p` KaeD–aH ne nGn = gyae, p` je e ragnI Aekta=I law =ay keVyvhar krtaH-krtaH law =ay Ae im+ya¹iÚ sHsarmag± Ke. Aahahaha¦ babulalÒ¦AavI vatuH Ke. ke!luH pHiDtÒAe keva A=R wyaR Ke? Aahaha¦ (]aeta: pHiDtÒ Aava j

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haey¦) Aaha...¦ vStu iS=it Ke AevI Aa te vStu. Aaha¦p`... Aem kæuH ne paKuH ke ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnae _pdex Fàe kyÈ Ke ne¦ xaÏmaH

crànuyaegmaH ke!lae Ai\kar. krànuyaegmaH ke!lae kmR=I =ay kmR=I =ay. &anavr`=I&an raekay, dxRnavr`=I (dxRn Avray). Aevae Vyvharnae _pdex to wgvane p` kyÈKe. Aahahaha¦ Ane muinAe Ôene calvuH, ivcarIne baelvuH, indÈØ Aahar levae-AeØàsimit, yaR, waØa, AeØà, Aadan, inÙep AevI simit khI Ke. wgvane y khI KeVyvhar.

wle kæuH haey, saHwzne¦ Ae tae i5kazIna AanHdne Aa]ye shcrno Aevae ragdeqI, Aene _pcar=I k=n kyuÅ Ke. jem maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH kæuH Ke ne ke inüysMyGdxRnnI sa=e Vyvhar smiktnae je ivkLp é@e Ke-dev, guÌ, \mRnI ]âanae, Aahaha¦Aene Aaraep=I shcr deqIne, inim¿ deqIne _pcar=I Vyvhar smikt kæuH Ke. kaHsmikt Ke nhÄ, tae rag Ke. Aahahaha¦

Vyvhar smikt smiktnuH inrup` be Ýkare Ke, smikt be Ýkare n=I, smikttae Aek j Ýkare Ke. inrup` AaVyuH Ae!le Ae laekaene = gyuH ke be Ýkare Ke ne? wgvaneVyvhar smikt kI\uH Ke ne? p` inrup`nuH k=n Ke Ae tae VyvharnuH k=n Ke tae shcrdeqIne AenuH &an kraVyuH Ke. AaVyuH Ke ne maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH Aem ke Vyvhar-inim¿aidnuH &an kravva Ae Vyvhar kæo Ke. Aeksae KPpn pane maeÙmagR Ýkaxk.Aahahaha¦ kem kæae Aavo Vyvhar ke inim¿aidne-shcr ÔÌne, &an kravva-&ankravva, krva layk Ke ma!e Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke¦

Aek tae inv<i¿ n mze smjvanI¦ smjvanI inv<i¿ n mze Ane Aaqae id'ÝpHc pD–a haey bharmaH, Ane Aene Aava mze kI\ane Vyvharna _pdex denaraH, Ae!leAene @Ik pDe, Ô e ke Aap e Aa wiÉt krIAe KIAe, dev dxRn drraej krIAe KIAe. bs¦Ane pa klak A\È klak vaHcIAe KIAe stŸSva|yay, dev guÌnI seva vHdn krIAe KIAe,Aahar - p\aro p\aro K ]avkna Aacar Ke Ae to krIAe KIAe. Aaha.... ha¦

Ae tae b\ae rag Ke Ae Aacar Ke j nhÄ, ]avknae Aacar tae AHdrŸ sMyGdxRnAaTmane Aa]ye, je!lI lInta =ay te!lae maeÙno magR Ke. vCce Aa b\ae wav,ijnvaÌAe khelae AenuH fz p`... p`... Ke ne p` AenuH fz... kae khe ke ijnvaÌmaH kæuHKe ma!e kaHk law Ke, smÔ uH kaH?

vItrag magR (maH) vItrage paete kæuH Ke ke Aavae Vyvhar haey, Aavae Vyvharhaey. p`... Ae kæuH wgvane bhu\a Ae tae shcr ne inim¿nuH &an kravva, KtaH Aeshcr ne inim¿nI dxa AenuH fz sHsar Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

inüy VyvharnuH F uH j SpÚ k=n... caeQquH krI naQyuH Ke. pHiDtÒAe paete, pHiDtKe Aa jycHd pHiDt g<hS=a]mmaH. ityÅCana smiktmaH ne isâna smiktmaH fer xuH?smikt tae be y srqI Ôt, Aek j Ôt Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? p` Ae smikt


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xuH bapu¦ laekaene ATyare... Aahaha¦ ha dev guÌ \rmnI ]âa krae¦ bs smikt¦ hve,v/t l Lyae¦ p` AaHhI khe Ke dev-guÌ-\mRnI ]âanae wav AaVyae, Ae xaÏmaH kæaeKe p` Ke Ae rag Ane AenuH fz sHsar (Ke). Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

xaÏne vaHcae, qUb saHwzae. Aem xaÏmaH Aave, p` AenuH fz tae ivkLp Ke neivkLpnuH fz tae bH\n Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? puStk ha=maH lne ma=e (mUkIne)Aevae ivnynae wav, smiktIne y Aave, p` KtaH Ae rag Ke Ane Ae ragnuH fz taebH\n Ke. A&anInI tae vat xuH krvI? A&anIne tae inüy n=I ne Vyvhare y n=I.AeÞey n=I Aene tae kaH. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: &anI tae rag ne hey mane Ke) hey mane Ke Ane Aaelae to wlae mane Ke.Aaha¦ Aahaha¦ (]aeta: hey mane tae frI sHsar ÉyaH=I =ay?) KtaH sHsar Ke ne ragKe ne¦

&anI hey mane Ke te maNyta Ke. p` wav Ke AenuH xuH fz? (]aeta: wav j sHsarKe?) ha, Ae wav j sHsar Ke, jgt Ke, wv krxe. Aahaha¦ kI\uH ne? Ae jgpH= Ke.muinna pHcmhaVa/tna A@avIs mUlgu na piràm Ae p` jgpH= Ke, sHsarnae pH= Ke.Aave Ke ne smysar na!kmaH, maeÙ Ai\karnae calIsmae bael Ke. smysar na!k¦Aahaha¦

5` baele tae inüy VyvharnuH SpÚIkr` krI naQyuH Ke. Vyvhar haey Ke AneijnvaÌAe p` jàVyae Ke ke sMyG¹iÚ &anI AHtrmaH Sv$pnI rm`tavazae cair5vHtAene p` pHcmhav/tna ivkLpae haey Ke, Aem ijnvaÌAe kæuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ p`... tepHcmhav/tna ivkLpaenuH fz... bH\n ne sHsar Ke.

AavI vat vItrag isvay kae kre? b\a pÙnaH baH\Ine be@a ne? Ke? ijnvaÌmaH,p` AenuH fz ijnvaÌmaH khela VyvharnuH fz sHsar (Ke) A&anIAe khela VyvharnIvat tae ÉyaHy (dUr) rhI g. Aahaha¦

¬r ktaR Ke ne ¬rnI wiÉt krae ne AenI tae vat AhÄ Ke j nhÄ. AaHhI taeprmaTma i5laekna= tI=Åkr svR&dev, AenI wiÉt krae Ae xuwwav Ke. Ae Aave ma!eijnvaÌAe jàVyuH Ke, p` AenuH fz bH\n Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦

xuânynae pÙ tae kdI AaVyae n=I. ÔeyuH? pÙ nam Aa xuâ cEtNy Ke tenae Aa]ykdI AaVyae n=I. Aaha¦ Ke? Aenae _pdex p` ivrl Ke. Aahaha¦ pÙ kdI AaVyae n=I.kdI n=I AaVyae Aenae A=R Ae ke xuâ cEtNy vStu Ke Aenae Aa]y Aek Ù` p` ko dI'AaVyae n=I. nvmI g/Eveyke (gyo) AnHt var muin idgHbr =yae ne hÔrae raÌ KaeDI AnepHcmhav/t inritCaar Aene ma!e wojn krIne Aape tae Ýa` Ôy tae p` n Lye, AevuHAnHtvar paZyuH p` Ae e xuâ cEtNy Ýwu AHdr iwNn Ke, Aa iÊyakaHDna ivkLp=I, AenaeAa]y n lI\ae, Aenae pÙ n kyÈ. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦ (]aeta: pÙnaeA=R xae?) Aa]y. Aaelae-Vyvharnae pra]y Ke, Aanae SvAa]y n lI\o. Ae khexe.

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—j¡Aae xuânyna g/h`nuH fz maeÙ ÔÌ˜ Aem kæuH Ke ne paKuH, Aavxe, AemaH trtpKI AaHhI xuânynae pÙ tae kdI AaVyae n=I. Ae!le ke AaTmane g/æae j n=I ko dI'.Aahaha¦ AqHDanHd Ýwu xuâ cEtNy AenI tae ¹iÚ kdI krI n=I, Aam tae Aigyar AHgw~yae Ke, pHcmhav/t paZya p` Aa xuâ Ke cEtNy Aenae Aa]y kyÈ n=I. b\aeVyvharnae Aa]y krIne raeka gyae Ke. Aahaha¦

xuânynae pÙ tae kdI AaVyae n=I, Ae!le xuH? jenuH fz maeÙ Ke, Aevae je SvãVynaeAa]y tae kdI AaVyae n=I. Ae AaHhI khe Ke paKuH AenuH fz maeÙ Ke Aem btavvuH Ke. jemAaela-Vyvharne jem ijnvaÌAe kæae, AenuH fz sHsar Ke, Ane Aa xuânynae pÙ KeAa]y, AenuH fz maeÙ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦ Aenae pÙ AaVyae n=I, Ane Aenae _pdexp` ivrl Ke, Aenae _pdex j ivrl ÉyaHk Ke. bakI tae b\e y bhu\a im+yaTvnae (_pdex)VyvharnI ]âa Ke.

ivxeØ khevaxe. (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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smysar AigyarmI ga=anae wava=R. AaHhI su\I AaVyuH Ke, —xuânynae pÙ taekdI AaVyae n=I,˜ xuH kæuH? Vyvhar Ke Ae b\ae AsTya=R Ke Ae!le ke Aa]y krvalaykn=I. wle wgvannI Aa&a=I Vyvhar AaVyae ko Ô`va, p` Ae b\ae Ô`va laykKe. Aadrva layk n=I.

(]aeta:) Aeklae Ô`valayk Ke ke hey Ke?(_¿r:) Ô`va layknae A=R j = gyae ne ke Ke hey. Aa tae Aadrva layk Ke

Aa. cEtNy&ayk Sv$p xuâ cEtNy AanHd mHidr-cEtNyFn Ae j Aa]y krva layk.Aadrva layk _padeyp e Ae Aek j cIj Ke. Tyare Aene AanHd ne xaHit Aave saMywavAaqa jEn dxRnnuH taTpyR tae saMy, vItragwav Ke. Ýiv`wa Aaƒa lage Ke.AigyarmI ga=a Aeno wava=R AemaH KeLluH Ke.

(]aeta:) wava=R phele=I Lyae tae xuH vaH\ae Ke?(_¿r:) wava=R phele=I? wava=R:- —AhÄ Vyvharnyne Ae!le ke je kaH

AaTmamaH gu gu I wed, pyaRy, rag Aene je ivØy kre Aene Vyvharny khIAe. JIÌvat Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦ je ny Ae!le &annae AHx, ny Ae!le &annae AHx Ae gugu Ina wedne ivØy kre gu I AaTma ne &anaid gu Aeva wednae ivØy kre, AnepyaRynae ivØy kre Ane dya dan Aaid ivkLpnae ivØy kre Ae ny Ae!le &anna AHxneVyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke. Aekla isâaHtae Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae Vyvharny AwUta=R Ke, jU@o kæae Ke AhÄyaH. Ke tae qrae, pyaRy Ke, gu wed Ke,dya danna ivkLpae p` Ke, p` AwUta=R AsTya=R kæae. kem ke Aenae Aa]y krva jevae


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n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aenae Aa]y krva jevae n=I. gu wednae, pyaRynae ne ragnae Ae=I AeneAsTya=R khI-gaE khIne ;n=I' Aem Aa]y krva layk n=I ma!e ;n=I' Aem kæuHKe. Aahahaha¦

;xuânyne wUta=R kæae Ke' i5kazI vStu je AanHdkHd Ýwu Aene je &annae AHxÔ e-j¡Ae, Aene (wUta=R kæae) kemke Ae sTya=R i5kazI AaTma Ke. Ae \/uvne j¡Ae teneny, xuâny khe Ke Ane Ae xuâny wUta=R Ke. kemke Ae i5kazIne ivØy kre Ke. Aare... AavuHKe, \rmnuH Sv$p ware AakruH jgtne. Ke?

hve khe Ke ke AwUta=R ne wUta=R kæae, Aenae Aaxy xuH hve? AenI iS=it xuH?—jenae ivØy iv>man n haey˜ Aahaha¦ jenuH |yey je Ke te iv>man n haey,

AsTya=R haey-juõuH haey tene AwUta=R khe Ke. Aa Vyvharnyne AwUta=R AenI VyaQya =.Aahahahaha¦ AakruH nva ma`sne AWyas nhÄ, mUz cIjnae AWyas nhÄ.

wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ Aek smynI pyaRy p` jemaH n=I. Aenae ivØy krvae,Aene |yey bnavvuH Ae xuânynae ivØy Ke. Ae sMyGdxRnnae ivØy khae, xuânynae ivØykhae, ke tenae ivØy samaNy Ke tene xuâny khae. Aahaha¦

(jeno) ivØy iv>man n haey Aene AsTya=R khe Ke. —Vyvharnyne AwUta=Rkhevanae Aaxy Aevae Ke ke xuânynae ivØy Awed Aekakar inTy ãVy Ke.˜ Aahaha¦sMyG&an je sTy xuâ AHx, ny Ke te AHx Ke, Ae i5kazI \/uvnae ivØy kre Ke. VyvharKe te vtRman wed ne pyaRyno ivØy kre Ke.

Ane Aa xuâ sMyG&annae je Aek AHx Ýma`nae, Ýma` tae ãVy ne wed, Awed newedne beyne Ô e p` Ae Ýma`maH Aeno je ny-wag, Aek AHx Ke Ane te AHx p`i5kazIne Ô e te AHx Ke, Aene AhÄya xuâny khe Ke. Aaha¦ Aa b\uH AavI gyuH Ke Aap ep` Aa tae frIne jrI.

—Aenae ivØy Awed˜ Aaha¦ cEtNy b/ï wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu Awed samaNyjemaH gu gu Inae wedey nhÄ Ane jemaH pyaRy vtRman iv>man Ke Aeno p` jenae ivØynhÄ. Aahaha¦ xuânynae ivØy Awed cEtNy Sv$p Aek$p Aekakar, Anek nhÄ, AekSv$pe wgvan je xuâ icdanHd Ýwu Ke, te inTy ãVy Ke. (]aeta: Ae tae xuâny Ke?) ha,te Aek ny te inTy ãVy Ke. xuânynae ivØy, te i5kazI ãVy inTy Ke. sMyGdxRnnae ivØyp` Ae i5kazI ãVy Ke. Aahaha¦ \rmnI phelI x$Aat =taH sMyGdxRn je x$AatAenae ivØy inTy ãVy Aekakar Awed Ke. Ae xuânynae ivØy khae ke sMyGdxRnnae khae.AhÄ Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe lI\uH Ke te=I ny lI\I Ke. Ane ÝtItmaH Ô`vuH n=I TyaH AwedAekakar inTy ãVyne ÝtIt kre Ke Aare... AavI vatuH p` Ae ÝtIt Ke Ae Ô`tI n=I. te=IAaHhI Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe lne je &annae sMykŸ-inüy AHx, Awed Aekakar inTyãVyne je ivØy kre Ke, tene AhÄya xuâny khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

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ivØymaH Awedne Aekakarne inTy ãVyne ÔenarnI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I. Aare¦ tenI¹iÚmaH Aem kæuH ne? je vStu i5kaz &ayk icdanHd Ýwu \/uv Ke. Ae sMyG&an AnesMyGdxRnnae ivØy Ke. sMyG&an Ae!le Aa inüy sMyG&an, Vyvhare y sMyG&an Ke.p` tenae ivØy wed ne ny Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH i5kazI je vStu Ke-\/uv Ke wed Ane pyaRyna Aa]y ivnanI Ke. AekinTy i5kazI Ýwu Ae xuânynae |yey ivØy haeva=I, xuâny te Awedne deqe Ô e Ke,te=I tenI ¹iÚmaH-Awedne deqnara xuânynI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=I.

(]aeta: AamaH smÔ uH nhÄ kaH) frIne khIAe Aa kyaH Aap e? Aahaha¦ vStuKe AqHD Aek$p AaTma Aene deqnarne, wed deqatae n=I, kemke Awed _pr ¹iÚ KesMyGdxRnnae ivØy i5kazI Awed Ke. Awed samaNy inTy ãVyne, je ny A=va¹iÚ deqe Ke temaH wed deqatae n=I, Awed deqnarne wed ÉyaH deqay? wed Ke nhÄ AemaH.Aahaha¦ (]aeta: i5kazImaH wed n=I?) i5kazImaH Aek$p p` gu wed Ke, pÀwednI ¹iÚmaH Ae gu wed deqatae n=I. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH bapu¦ bhu JIÌ¦ vItragmarg bhu JIàe.

kae id' saHwZyae n=I wa Ane Aa bharna kDakU!maH kaH tae Aa jgtnI sevakrvI ne fla uH krvuH ne mrI gyae NyaH kae seva krtae tae? prnI seva krI xkuH KuH, Aemmannar AaTmane marI naqe Ke, AaTmanuH Ae e qUn kyÅu Ke. kemke AaTma &an ne AanHdSv$p Ke Ae tae Ô`nar-deqnar Ke Aene prnuH krvuH Ke Aene sÇPyuH tae Aenae Svwavn=I, tenae Anadr kyÈ. heH? Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH tae khe Ke. Vyvhar AwUta=R AsTya=R kæae Ane inüy xuânyne sacae nesTya=R kæae ne wUta=R kæae. Aenae Aaxy xuH? ke Aenae Aaxy ke jenae ivØy n=IAsTya=R Ke tene Vyvharny khe Ke. Tyare khe ke Vyvharnynae ivØy n=I kem? keinüymaH Awedne deqnarne AemaH wed deqatae n=I, ma!e temaH wed n=I. Aahaha¦ vItragnamargna laeijko Nyayae bhu AlaEikk Ke. Aahaha¦

ATyare tae-saHwzvuH muXkel pDI gyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aavo Svwav¦ wgvanprmanHd$p Ýwu¦ vItrag mUitR AaTma i5kaz¦ AenI ¹iÚ krtaH, Awedne ne Aekakarnete deqe Ke, te=I te AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I ma!e Ae ApeÙaAe Vyvharne jU@ae kæae Ke.AwedmaH wed deqatae n=I ma!e wedna lÙ krnarne jU@ae kæae Ke.

Aare¦ Aare¦ Aahaha¦ Aavae marg, Ae dya pazvI, v/t krva, Aiwman¦ dankrva laqae-kraeDaena, Aem khe tae smÔye y qruH, kaHk? krI xke Ke-Aem mane Ke Aene.Aahaha..¦ (]aeta: krI ke id' xke Ke?) krI ke id' xktae'tae? (]aeta: prnuH kae krIxke?) Ae Ýwu tae &anSv$p Ke ne¦ AemaH tae pyaRy Aek AvS=a vtRman cale Ke hlclgitvazI Aenae p` pyaRynaey jemaH Awav Ke. Aahaha¦ je pyaRy Aenae ivØy kre Ke AepyaRynae p` AemaH Awav Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke Aa. je xuâny &annae AHx Ke A=va


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sMyGdxRn je sacI ÝtIit AHx Ke, Aenae ivØy Ae i5kazI \/uv Ke Awed. Aem ivØy haevaKtaH, te pyaRy AemaH n=I. pyaRy-pyaRymaH Ke ne Awed AwedmaH Ke¦ Aahaha¦ smÔyAe!luH smjvuH bapu¦ Aa tae vItragnae marg kae AlaEikk Ke, duinyamaH ÉyaHy Ke nhÄAa. Aahaha¦

Ane Aa xr` ivna Ae jnm mr` nhÄ mUkay Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae caeraxI laqnIyaein, AÔ`I yaeinyaemaH jne jNme, mre, bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Ae du:qna diryamaHpDe, Ane Ae du:qnI vatuH xuH krvI? jenaH nkRna Ù`na du:qae, wgvan Aem v Rve, nkRnaHÙ`naH du:qae kraeDae Òwe ne kraeDae wve n khI xkay. AevuH Ae nkRmaH Ù`maH du:q Ke. AevaHAevaH tae te5Is sagr su\I waegVyuH AevuH Aek var nhÄ p` AnHtvar te5Is sagrgyae. Aaha¦ bapu tara du:qne deqI, deqnarne AaHsu AaVya Ke wa¦ tuH ATyare bharmaHraÒ ne quxI =ne pD–ae Kae, bapu¦ tara rSta ÉyaH=I Aavxe na=? Aaha... ha¦

AaHhIyaH tae Aek smynI pyaRy ne gu gu Inae wed, Ane dya-dan-v/t-wiÉtpUÔno wav Aene je Ô e te Vyvharny Ane Ae Vyvharnynae ivØy te, Ane teneAaHhIya jU@o kæo. jU@o kem kæae? ke Awed ¹iÚmaH deqatuH n=I Ae=I tenI iv>mantabharmaH haeva KtaH, AwedmaH iv>man deqatae n=I, ma!e jU@o kæae. Aahahahahaha¦ ma!etenI ¹iÚmaH, Aem Ke ne? kaenI ¹iÚmaH? ke je &ayk Sv$p i5kaz Ke Aene je Ôenarxuâny sMyG&annae AHx Ke Ae Awedne Aekakar inTyne deqe Ke, tenI ¹iÚmaH wed deqataen=I. Aahahahaha¦

Aavae _pdex k Ôtnae Aa? heH? Aa te vItragnae marg hxe Aavo. Are bapu¦wa¦ tne qbr n=I. Aaha... ha¦ Aa saMywav Ae vItragwav Ke Ane Ae saMywavcare Anuyaegaenae sar Ke Ane Ae saMywav, kem Ýg! =ay? ke saMywavna sHpU RSvwav=I wrelae wgvan Ke. Aenae Aa]y letaH saMywav Aave, Ane Ae saMywavmaHsaMywavnI ¹iÚ=I ßyare i5kazne Ôeve Ke tae te Awed Ke. xuâny=I khae ke vItragwav=Ikhae. Aahahaha¦

Vyvharne jU@o ne AsTy kæae AenuH kar` xuH? Aaxy xuH? ke inüy je sTy &an Kene ¹iÚ je Ke Ae i5kaz ne Awed _pr pDI Ke ne Awedne deqe Ke Ae=I temaH wed deqatae n=I.te=I te wedne Aiv>man, AsTy khIne Vyvharnynae ivØy AstŸ Ke, te=I VyvharnyAstŸ Ke. Aahahaha¦ tenI ¹iÚmaH wed Aiv>man, AsTya=R khevae ÔeAe. Ke? Aaha¦

AamaH tae Fre kaH saHwze tae smÔy AevuH n=I AenI mezaAe, Aa xuH lQyuH Ke p`Aa? bapu Aa tae mH5ae Ke, bapa wa¦ Aa tae cEtNy AanHdnae na= AanHd mHidr cEtNyrTnakr Sv$p wgvan AnHtgu nae sagr, Apirimt xiÉtAaenae sHg/haly, Aevae jewgvan AaTma, AenI ¹iÚne deqtaH AemaH wed n deqay, ma!e te wednae ivØy krnar ny,Aene juõI kI\I Ke. Aahahahaha¦ xxIwa¦ AavuH Ke.

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Aem n smjvuH ke wed$p kaH vStu j n=I. Ôe Aem manvamaH Aave tae tae jemvedaHtmtvazaAae, vedaHtmtvaza svRVyapk Aek AaTmane khe Ke. wed$p pyaRyne Anewed$p vtRman AvS=ane AinTyne deqI, Ke? Ae AvStu mayaSv$p khe Ke. Ae vStu n=Imaya, ya... ma, te n=I ya te... ma n=I, Aem vedaNtvaza khe Ke. Aahaha¦ maya Ke Ae taeAe!le ke Ae n=I. ya ma Ae... n=I. Aem vedaNtmtvaza, pyaRyne Ane AnHtgu aena wedneAne ragaidne Ane Anek ãVyne, nih khenaraAae Ôe wedne Vyvharny, n=I tae tae pKIAa cIj j n=I, tae vedaNtmt = gyae. Aahaha¦

Aaha...¦ AaHhI tae wedne jU@o khevanae Aaxy, AwednI ¹iÚmaH wed deqatae n=Ima!e jU@o kæae Ke. p` Vyvhare Vyvharnae ivØy Ke, Aenae inØe\ n=I. Aahahaha¦ AneVyvharnae Vyvhare ivØy Ke, AenI ]âa p` krvI ÔeAe. p` KtaH Ae ]âa KaeDvalayk Ke. ]âa krva layk Ke, Ke Ae ApeÙaAe. p` Ae ]âa KaeDva layk Ke. Aahaha¦Ane i5kazI wgvan je AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnae sagr Aek$pe saMywave pDelaeÝwu Aene Ôenarne wed deqatae n=I, ma!e Vyvhar ne wed ne pyaRyne juõI khI, p` Ae=IAem n smjvuH ke gu wed ne pyaRy ne bIÔ Anek ãVyae Aaid n=I, Aem n smjvuH, wa¦Aahahaha¦

AlaEikk vat Ke bapa¦ Aa kraeDae-AbÔe $ipya Aape tae y mze AevuH n=I, AacIj AevI Ke. Aahaha¦ Am<tsagr AHdr éKZyae Ke AHdr=I. AenI Aa vatuH Ke b\I.Aahaha¦

ßyaH Am<tsagr=I wrelae wgvan. Am<t Ae!le AtIiNãy AanHdnuH Am<tp uH.Aena=I Ýwu tuH wrcÞ-KlaeKl wyÈ Ke Aek$p Sv$p. Aahaha¦ AenI ßyaH ¹iÚ =Ane Aene je e ivØy bnaVyae, Ae ivØymaH tae wed Ke nhÄ. Ae=I Vyvharne jU@o AaApeÙaAe kæae Ke. p` tdŸn Vyvhar n=I j Aem mane, tae vedaHtmtvaza jevuH A&an=ne im+yaTv =xe. Aahaha¦

Ke? AvStu mayaSv$p khe Ke Ane svRVyapk. vStu=I Aek, gu =I Awed. Ae laekaexuH khe Ke? ke vStu=I Aek Ane Awed AemaH gu onae wed p` n=I Ae tae Awed Ke inTy.pyaRy n=I Ae tae inTy j Ke. Aek, Awed, inTy 5`na A=R Aa =yaH. ke vStu Aek, guwed nhÄ, pyaRy nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH...? drek xBdmaH gHwIrta Ke. !Ikakare pa@maH VyvharneAwUta=R kæae pa@maH. AenI !Ika krI ÝwuAe Am<tcHãacayeR, Aene sadI waØamaH smÔvvaAa pHiDtÒ A=R kre Ke, jycHd pHiDt¦ Aahaha¦ g<hS=a]mmaH rhel¦ AhÄyaH tae AaTmanuH&an sMyGdxRn =ay, Ae g<hS=a]mmaH haey tae y maeÙmag± Ke. Ane sa\u =nepHcmhav/t paze, hßÔrae ra`I KaeDe, nGnp uH ne jHglmaH rhe, p` je e ragnae-wavnae


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Ke, Ae sHsar Ke, Ae wv Ke, wvnae jene Ýem Ke te wvaiB\maH rqDnarae sHsarI ÝaÌ Ke.Aahahaha¦

muin¦ hÔrae raÌ KaeDI haey, nGnpùH \ar` kyuÅ haey, jHglmaH vstae haey, p`jene AHtrmaH mhav/t Aaidna piràm je _TpNn =ay rag, Ae ragne paete AadrÌymane Ke. Aahaha¦¦ jenae ivØy j Vyvharnynae rag Ke te j mane Ke Ane Ae ragnuHAekTvp uH jene mane Ke Ae sHsarmageR Ke. Ane KNnu kraeD paydzna Ane KNnHu hÔrS5IAaena v<HdmaH pD–ae cÊvt± p` AaTma Awed icdanHdnae Anuwv Ke. Aahaha¦ AemaeÙne mageR Ke, Aaelae sHsarne mageR Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ae laekae tae svR Vyapk ;Aek' AaHhI vjn ;Aek' Ke. vStu trIke svR Vyapk Aek,gu trIke gu aenae wed nhÄ Awed, pyaRy trIke AvS=a nhÄ ne inTy, AevI xuâ b/ïnevStu khe Ke. Aek, gu wedivnanI, pyaRy ivnanI, xuâ b/ïne vStu khe Ke, AevuH @re.

Ôe wed Ane pyaRy n haey tae vedaHtmtvaza jevI ¹iÚ im+yaTvnI @re. Aahaha¦Vyvharnae ivØy wed-pyaRy-rag Ke Aem manvuH ÔeAe, manvuH tae ÔeAe. p` AemaNyta hey KaeDvalayk Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ane AqHD, Awed cEtNy vStu AenuH &an krIneÝtIt krvI, Ae _padey Ke. Ae j AadrÌy Ke. Ane Ae saMywav Sv$p wgvanAemaH=I Ýg! =yelae saMywav Ae AanHdmy Ke. te maeÙne mageR Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? AavI vatuH Ke.

Ane te=I svR=a AekaHt xuânyna pÙ$p svR=a. Ae!le ke inüy Aek Awed j KeAne wed pyaRy n=I tae svR=a AekaHt =ay Ke. k=HictŸ rIte Aem kheta haey ke i5kaznIApeÙaAe inTy Ke, pyaRynI ApeÙaAe AinTy Ke. gu gu Ina wed ivnanI ApeÙaAeAwed Ke, p` gu gu Ina wednae iwþ ivcar kre tae wed p` Ke. tae tae k=HictŸ inTyAne k=HictŸ AinTy tae tae k=HictŸ \/uv Ane k=HictŸ pyaRy Aem isâ =ay... p` AasvR=a AekaHt xuânyna pÙ$p im+ya¹iÚnae ÝsHg Aave. Aahahaha¦

Ôe Vyvharnae ivØy wed, pyaRy, rag Ke, Anekp uH p` Ke, AekmaH Anek gu p`Ke, Aeva Anek gu ne n mane, pyaRyne n mane, wedne n mane tae im+ya¹iÚnae ÝsHgAave Ke vedaHtmtnI pe@e. Aahaha¦¦ Aa tae vItrag, svR&-kevzI prmaTmaAe ÔeyuH temarg Ke. AenamaH kae svR& n=I ke Ae e ÔeyuH xuH Ke? tae kLpna=I b\I vatuH nvIéwI krI. Aahaha¦ vedaHt mtvazaAe.

ATyare mae!ae pÙ Ke vedaHtnae, mae!a mae!a Ai\karIAae ne Amldarae ne mo!a b\ay AevedaHt pÙmaH Ke. muslmanmaH y Aek pÙ Ke Aevo kI\uH ne kal kæuH tuH. Aek sUfI pÙ Ke. sUfIAena fkIrae AnlhÞ Aek quda KuH, Aem mannara Ae fkIrne Ôeya Ke meH Aek fere bae!ad,vhaerva bhar nIkZyae'taene be fkIr éwa ta. Aam tae... qsI gya ibcaraH Aek trf

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hta _das¦ _das fkIr htaH. pKI, meH pUK–uH ke Aa Ke kae ? muslman Ae sUfI fkIr khevay.khe Ae AnlhÞ¦ mannara-Aek j quda Ke Aem mannara, jem Aaela Aek AaTma

mannara Ke Aem Aa Aekquda. AnlhÞ¦ AnlhÞ¦ Aek htae mnsur AenamaH, AeAnlhÞ quda Aek Ke Aem mantae'tae duinya ivrae\I pDIne faHsIAe cDaVyae. faHsIAecDaVyae'tae Tyare p` baeLyae ke AnlhÞ- quda Aek Ke Aave Ke AenamaH, b\uH F uHsaHwzeluH Ke ne phele=I j F uH ÔeyuH dukan _prey Ame hta TyaH b\a Amare vedaHtvaza FàFrak hta, Aavta. b/aï` htae Aek mae!ae vedaHtI, tae Amarae g/ahk htae. Ae laekaemaHAave Tyare Aene pge lage FàH ma`s. Ame _FraÌ leva Ôy Tyare ibcarae qa!laenaqIne (#azIne) bese Ae gam Ke palej pase. AenuH b\uH te id' Ô~yuH'tuH b\uH p` b\uHAek ne Aane te b\I smßya ivnanI vatuH¦

Aa tae svR& prme¬re.... Aahaha¦ AnHt AaTma Ôeya, Aekek AaTmamaH AnHtgu Ôeya, Aek-Aek AaTmamaH Aek smynI AnHtI pyaRy Ôe. Aahahaha¦

ma!e, AhÄ Aem smjvuH. phelae ßyaH kI\ae'tae ne wava=R? AhÄ, Aem kI\uH tuH'neAhÄ, Aem kem kæuH? ke Aa @eka e je Vyvharne AstŸ kæae Ke, Aenae A=R xuH Ke? bIje@eka e Vyvharne stŸ kæae Ke. Ae!le ;AhÄ' xBd AhÄya vapyÈ Ke. Aa @eka e VyvharneAsTy kæae ne inüyne sTy kæuH, Aenae Aaxy xuH Ke te smÔVyo, hve Lye Ke.

ma!e AhÄ, frIne lI\uH j¡Aae¦ AhÄ Aem smjvuH ke-Aa S=anmaH je VyvharneAsTy kæae Ane i5kazne sTya=R khIne te j Ke Aem kæuH. AhÄ, Aaha... ha¦ Aa waAeÝÆ kyÈ tae ra5ewaAe ;vvharae½wUdT=ae' bIje ÉyaHy Ke? ha, kI\uH ne pÍnHidpHcivHxitmaHKe ne AemaH Ke. inüy Ai\karmaH Ke Vyvhar AwUta=R Ke. p` TyaH Ae lI\uH Ke Ae e;vvharae½wUdT=ae wUdT=ae deisdae du suâÀae.... wUdT=miSsdae qlu' yit-sHt muiÉtnepame¦ yit lI\a TyaH AaHhI sMyG¹iÚ lI\a Ke.

(]aeta: TyaH Vyvharne Vyvhare pUßy kI\ae Ke) Ae pKI kæuH, Vyvhar pUßy KeVyvhar=I Vyvhar pUßy Ke. tdŸn Vyvhar Vyvhar=I pUßy n haey tae tae pKI dev, guÌ-xaÏ Ane pge lagvuH ke Ae kaH rhe nhÄ. te=I Vyvhare Vyvhar pUßy Ke. Vyvhare taeijnvaÌ pUßy Ke Ae n AaVyuH? bIÔ laekmaH. Aahaha¦ AhÄ Aem smjvuH ke-AaHhI jeVyvharne AsTy kæae Ke Ane inüyne sTy kæae Ke, ma!e AhÄ Aem smjvuH ke ijnvaÌSyadŸvad$p Ke. SyadŸ nam ApeÙaAe khenarI Ke. ApeÙa=I, k ApeÙa Ke ApeÙa=IkhenarI Ke. Aahaha¦ i5kazne inTy mane khe, pyaRyne AinTy khe, Aahaha¦ gu wed nepyaRyne Vyvharnae ivØy khe, i5kazne inüynae ivØy khe Ae SyadŸ k=HictŸ Aa rItekhevamaH AaVyuH Ke,

Ane Aenae A=R Ýyaejnvx Ae!le? ke AaTmana Aa]ye je sMyGdxRn =ay AneAaTmane AanHdnI ÝaiPt =ay, Aeva Ýyaejnne kar e... Aaha...¦ Ýyaejn tae suqnuH KeAanHdnuH. tae AanHdnuH Ýyaejn isâ kem =ay? AanHdnuH Ýyaejn Ýg! kem =ay? ke


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—Ýyaejnne vxe AanHdne ÝaPt krvana hetuAe, —nyne muQy gaE krIne khe Ke AhÄ.Ae inüyne, muQyne inüy khIne te sTy Ke Aem kI\uH. Aahaha¦ i5kaz, wUta=R vStu Kete j muQy Ke, Ane tene inüy, inüy tae 5 ey ãVy gu pyaRy inüy Ke. kem ke Sv Kema!e inüy ne pr Ke ma!e Vyvhar.

p`, AhÄyaH Ae=I bIÒ vat levI Ke. AhÄya tae muQy je cIj i5kazI Ke teneinüy khIne ;te j Ke' Aem khIne, Aene muQyp e isâ kyuÅ Ke. Ane pyaRyne-gu wednegaE krIne ;Ke KtaH' gaE krIne te ;n=I' tem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Awav krIne nhÄ,AhÄ Aem n=I. AaHhI AsTya=R kæuH p` Aenae A=R Aavae n=I. ke ;n=I j' Aem n=I.gaE krIne ;n=I' Vyvharnae ivØy Ane Vyvhar Aem kæuH Ke.

Are AavuH Aeke AekmaH kaene nvrax Ke? Aek tae sHsarna papna \H\a Aaqae id'Aa rzvuH ne waeg ne ivØy ne pEsa ne dukanne sacvvane Aa daÉtrp`ana ne Aaviklatne... Aekla papna \H\a Aaqae id' hve AemaH \rm tae ÉyaH'y ræae, pu~ye' yÉyaH' y ræuH. Aahaha¦ pu~y tae hÒ car paHc klak stŸ smagm kre stŸ smagm kaenekhevae? Aene Aaezqe Ane Aenae smagm kre, vaHcn be car paHc klak kre tae pu~ye y=ay, pu~ye y =ay. Aahaha¦ \rm tae pKI.

(]aeta:) \rm tae bhu k@` krI dI\ae Ke.(_¿r:) vStu AevI Ke bapu.(]aeta:) $ipya grIbaene Aape Ae!le pu~y =ay.(_¿r:) \UzmaH y nhÄ. kraeDae Aapene, ivxeØmaH tae AevHu Ke ke Aa kraeD meH AaPya,

mara manIne AaPya Ke te im+ya¹iÚ im+yaTv seve Ke. khae mhan paqHD seve Ke pEsae KejD AÒv, wgvan AaTma Òv. te AÒv mara Ke Aem manIne Aape tae Ae im+yaTvneseve Ke. wle AHdr ragnI mHdtanae kae wav hae, tae im+yaTvsiht Aene pu~y bH\aypapanuHbH\I. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.

(]aeta: pEsa kaena n=I ne huH AapuH KuH¦) AapuH KuH Aem kI\Hu ne? AapI xke Ke ÉyaH? pr cIjne l xke ke KaeDI xke AaTmamaH Ke j ÉyaH? AenamaH gu tae (Ke Aek)Tyag _padan xUNyTv xiÉt Aenae gu tae Aevae Ke, Ýwunae cEtNynae ke prnae Tyag keprnuH g/h`, Aena=I to riht Aenae Svwav Ke. prnae Tyag kruH ne g/h` kruH Ae Sv$pmaHKe j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke. duinya=I tae ivruâ Ke w¦

(]aeta: tae guÌdev k rIte AapI xke Aa pEsa mara n=I, huH AapI xktae n=I,huH l[ xktae n=I, tae k rIte Vyvhar kem cale? ) ko` khe Ke? Vyvhar tae ivkLpAaVyae Ae Vyvhar Ke. ivkLp AaVyae Ae Vyvhar, Ae p` hey Ke. Aa tae j¡dI Ôt Ke bapavatuH¦ Aahaha¦ 5`laekna na=, vItrag prmaTma. Aahaha¦ AkØayI kru a=I prmaTmajgtne khe Ke. AkØayI kru a haeH¦ heH¦ Aahaha¦ wgvHtŸ¦ saHwz tara FrnI vat Ýwu¦Aahahahaha¦ tarI Ýwuta pUr` Ke tene deqnarI nyne sacI khIAe KIAe. kemke sacae

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pUr` sTy saheb pD–ae Ke, Aaha¦ Ane wedne Ane pyaRyne, dyadanna ivkLpne je nyÔ e Ke te nyne Ame juõI khIAe KIAe, gaE krIne juõI khIAe KIAe. Aane muQy krInesTy khIAe KIAe. Aahahahaha¦

Aapè tae Aa AavI gyuH Ke. Aa b\uH p`, Aa laekae ma!e ramÒwa khe...(]aeta: Amare ma!e Ke) heH? tmare ma!e¦ Aahaha¦ Aa tae ivØy AlaEikk Ke bapa.Aaha¦ AtIiNãy AanHd Aaid AnHtgu`nuH Aek$p AevuH je ãVy inTy, te jenae ivØy KedxRnnae A=va xuânynae, Aahaha¦ tene AhÄyaH sTy khIne, wUta=R te j Ktae pda=RKe. Ane wedne-pyaRyne Aiv>man khIne n=I khIne, jU@o Ke Aem kæuH. Aahaha¦ AenaeAaxy Aa. ke AwedmaH ¹iÚ pDtaH, wed deqatae n=I. ma!e te wedne Aiv>man khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahahaha¦

Ýyaejnvx¦ suq ne xaHitnI ÝaiPtna hetuAe, Aahahaha¦ AtIiNãy suqnI ÝaiPtnavx, Ýyaejnvx, Ýyaejn Òvne suqnuH Ke. Òvne AanHd ÝaPt =ay, suq ÝaPt =ay AeAenuH Ýyaejn Ke. Ae Ýyaejnne vx, jena=I AanHd ÝaPt =ay, Aeva i5kazI wUta=Rnesacae kæae Ane jena Aa]ye AanHd n =ay p` du:q =ay Aeva wedne pyaRyne VyvhargÌne AsTy, gaE krIne AsTy kæae. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.pae ae klak tae = gyae¦ AamaH to yad ke!luH rhe AamaH=I?

hve khe Ke Ýyaejnvx nyne muQy gaE krIne khe Ke. AhÄ¦ AhÄ haeH¦ AhÄya¦ hveAem kem kæuH? ke ÝaÌAaene wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaidkaz=I j Ke. Aahahaha¦gu wed, pyaRynI ¹iÚ pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ. wle Aek smynI pyaRyne Ôe xke nhÄ,kar` Aek smynI pyaRy ne Ôeva Ôy tae _pyaeg sU"m Fàe = Ôy, p` AenI ¹iÚmaHãVySvwav n=I, te=I tene ¹iÚmaH pyaRy Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. smÔ uH kaH?Aahahaha¦

nih tae pyaRy Ke to Aek smymaH AnHtI, AnHtgu nI. p` AnHtgu nIAnHtIpyaRynI mudt Aek smynI. hve Aek smynI mudtnI pyaRynI ¹iÚ krva Ôy taetae Aek smy pkDay Ôy tae tae _pyaeg = gyo xuâ. p`... Aene ¹iÚnae ivØy jei5kaz Ke Ae n=I, Ae=I tenI ¹iÚ wed ne pyaRy _pr Ke, te=I pyaRy¹iÚvazae khevamaHAave Ke. Aahahahaha¦

ÝaÌAaene, AaHhI ÝaÌAae xBde bhuvcn lI\aH. FàH ÝaÌAaene tae, wed$pVyvharnae pÙ Anaidkaz=I j Ke Ae tae. Aahahaha¦ Aek vat. wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ,Aa]y-AvlHbn, Ae j Ke Aevae pÙ tae Anaidnae Ke. Ane Aenae _pdex p` bhu\a _pdex;p`' Aem kem kæuH? ke Aek tae Aa Ane bIj¡H Aa. Aek tae Anaidnae Aene wed$pVyvharnae pÙ Ke Aek, Ane Aenae _pdex p` bIj¡H, p` te=I levuH p` bIjuH. bIÔe baelAa p` Ke AenI hare ke bhu\a svR ÝaÌAae-FàH svRÝaÌAae AaTmaAae prSpr _pdexkre Ke, Ae j kre Ke. dan krvuH v/t krva-Vyvhar krvae tp krva, pUÔ krvI, Ae khenara


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Aaela khenara khe ke... inüy, inüy vatuH kre p` Vyvhar ivna inüy =ay? AemkrIne Vyvhar v/t krae tp krae dan krae seva krae, paHjrapaez bnavae, wUQyane Aahardae, trSyane paÌ dae, raegIne AaEØ\ dae, rhenarne S=an Aapae, Aevae _pdex A&anIAaekre Ke Ane saHwznaraAae Aene ÝsNn (psHd) kre Ke. Ahaha¦

phelae bael tae lI\ae ke wednae pÙ Anaidnae Ke Ane Aene _pdexkae p` Aeva jmze Ke b\a. Aahahahaha¦

_pdex p` bhu\a, bhu\a, svR ÝaÌAae prSpr kre Ke. maHhaemaHhe Ae j vatuH AneAe j vatnI puiÚ kre Ke bs. Aahaha¦ seva krvI ÔeAe, du:qIne, du:qI ÝaÌ Ke AenedeqIne AnukHpa n Aave Ane AnukHpa Aave tae Aene Aahar paÌ devanae wav n =ay?ma!e krvuH j ÔeAe. (]aeta: pr seva tae ghn ivØy Ke) \Uzey n=I, pr seva Ae!leAaTmanI seva. pr Ae!le Ý\an Aevae wgvan AaTma AenI seva. pr Ae!le Aa nhÄ.Aahaha¦

Aeno j A=R kyaeR. pU aRnHdna na=nI seva s Aev, seva Ae!le s Aev, se..va, s Aev. i5kazI Aa j te AaTma pU aRnHd AenI ÝtIt ne seva dulRw Ke. AaHhI taeivØy b\o fer Ke.

AevuH Ke vStu Sv$p AevuH Ke (]aeta: Aa seva yaeGy AaTma j) ha...¦ Are¦AaHgzIne hlavI xÉtae n=I ne Ýwu. j¡Aaene Aa tae jD Ke. Aa hale Ke Aene kar e Aatae (AaHgzIAae) tae jD Ke. AaTma Aene hlavI xke Aem manvuH Ae im+yaw/m Ke A&anKe Ane Ae bIÔne dva Aape ne Aahar Aape ne.

(]aeta: daÉtraeAe dd±Aaene wUHgzI mUkvI ke nhÄ? naDI ÔevI ke nhÄ?) kae` j¡AeKe? Aene ivkLp Aave fÉt, Ae iÊya tae jDnI Ke. duinya=I j¡dI Ôt Ke bapavItragnae marg. Aahaha¦ prme¬r i5laekna=¦ Aahaha¦ svR&¦ saÙatŸ ibraje KeÝwu¦ mhaivdeh sImH\rwgvan tae ibraje Ke, mhaivdehmaH. Aahaha¦ Aa AenI AavaÌ Ke b\I. kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH gya'ta TyaH=I laVya, Aa AenI vaÌ Ke. Aahaha¦wgvannae Aa sHdex Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ tarI pUr` Ýwutane sHwaz¦ Ýwu AemaH tneAanHd Aavxe... tuH pyaRy ne rag ne prnI sHwaz krva jx Ýwu tne du:q =xe, rag=xe du:q =xe. Aahaha¦

Aem ÝwunuH frman Ke. 5` laekna na=nI Aa Aa&a Ane hukm Ke. Ýwu¦ taresuqnuH Ýyaejn Ke, tae suqnuH Ýyaejn tae Ýwu, jemaH suq Ke temaH ¹iÚ Aap tae suq =xe.Aa suq AemaH Ke? prnI sevamaH suq mane Ke te Ae tae rag Ke, rag Ke te du:q Ke. Aahaha¦AakruH kam Ke bapu¦

bhu\a ÝaÌAae prSpr kre Ke. ÔeyuH? prSpr kre Ke. khenaraAae p` sHQyamaH FàH,

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saHwznaraAae sHQyaAomaH FàH. Ýa`wa¦ Aa Ýa` Ke haeH. Aaela Ýa` tae b\aH qo!aHKe Aa b\a. Aahaha¦ cEtNyna wavÝa` AanHdna Ýwu¦ Aene sTy khIne te j Ke Aemisâ kyuÅ Ane pyaRy, ragaid ;Ke' KtaH tene AsTy khIne juõo krIne gaE krIne ;n=I'Aem kæuH. Aenae hetu Aa ke suqnuH Ýyaejn tne haey, tae tare ãVy _pr ¹iÚ devI pDxe, Awed_pr ¹iÚ detaH tne suq Ýg!xe. wed Ane pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ AaptaH Ýwu tne rag =xe, tnedu:q =xe tuH du:qnI AakuztamaH veda jx Ýwu. Aahaha¦

be =yaH. hve —ijnvaÌmaH p` Vyvharnae _pdex xuânynae hStavlHb ÔÌ FàekyÈ Ke.˜ Aahahaha¦ kem ke inüy Sv$p je wgvan AaTmanuH dxRn &an =ay, cair5AenI sa=e Vyvhar haey. Ke dya ne dan ne v/tnae Aevo Vyvhar haey Ke, Aenae _pdexVyvharnae p` wgvane Fàe kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

smiktna Aa@ Aacar, &anna Aa@ Aacar, cair5na Aa@ Aacar Vyvhar Aeb\anuH v Rn wgvane kyuÅ Ke. Ke Aem kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

p`... ijnvaÌmaH je _pdex Aa Vyvharnae AaVyae. Aahahahaha¦ hStavlHbnaeA=R inim¿ levo shayknae A=R hare Ke Aem levuH inüynI hare Aevo ivkLp ragnaehaey Ke, Aem inim¿ trIke shcr trIke ÔÌne Aevae _pdex vItragnI Aa&amaHVyvhar Aa&amaH AaVyae Ke. p` AenuH fz sHsar Ke.

(]aeta: _pdexmaH sa\n sa|y kæuH.) sa\n sa|y kæuH. p` inim¿ sa\nnuH &ankraVyuH Ke. sa\n tae Aek j Ke. j kI\uH Aa, je sa\n ivkLp haey Ke AenuH &an kravva,Aene Vyvharnae _pdex S=aPyae, p` Ke AenuH fz sHsar. Aaha... ha¦

ivxeØ khexe... (Ýma` vcn guÌdev)

Ývcn nH. 44 ga=a - 11 ta. 26-7-78 bu\var, AØa# vd-7 sH. 2p04

smysar, (ga=a) AigyarmInae wava=R, AaHhI=I frIne lAe. ÝaÌAaene Ke?xuH khe Ke, jrI bhu... AhÄyaH Vyvharne jU@o kæae Aenae A=R +yae ke pyaRy AemaH n=I.Ane ãVyne vStu i5kazIne sTy kI\I ne pyaRyne gaE krIne juõI khI dI\I. hve AeneÝyaejn tae ke ãVy¹iÚ kravva pyaRy KtI Ke, KtaH Awedne deqvamaH wed deqatae n=I.ma!e te wedne gaE krIne n=I Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.

hve AhÄya khe Ke. ÝaÌAaene, Ke? wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ, Ae!le? Aek smynI jeAvS=a Ke Ane temaH je rag =ay Ke, Ae wednae pÙ Ke. smÔy Ke kaH? AhÄya AwednemuQy krIne wedne gaE krIne ;n=I' kæuH AemaH Ýyaejn ãVyne, sMyGdxRn ÝaPt krva,ãVynae Aa]y letaH, te Ýyaejn isâ =ay Ke. ma!e te ãVyne Awed khIne, pyaRy AemaHhaeva KtaH, wed AvS=a haeva KtaH, tenuH lÙ KaeDavva, gaE krIne n=I khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.

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Ane, satmI ga=amaH Aem kæuH, ke wed _pr lÙ jxe tae tene rag =xe. ma!e teneAwed Aeklae &ayk Svwav Ke tenI ¹iÚ krtaH, tene sMyGdxRn &anaid =xe. Ane wednuHlÙ pyaRynuH lÙ krva jxe, tae ragI ÝaÌ Ke ma!e wednuH lÙ krva jtaH rag =xe. wednuHlÙ krva jtaH rag =tae haey tae kevzI p` wed Awed cIjne brabr Ô e Ke. JIÌ vatKe¦ Aahaha¦

kevz&anI p`, i5kazI Awedne p` Ô e Ke Ane pyaRynae je wed Ke Ae p`kevzI to Ô e Ke. wedne Ô`taH rag =tae haey tae tae kevzIne rag =vae ÔeAe, pÀaHhI sragI ÝaÌ Ke sa\kmaH Ke Aene ãVy _pr ¹iÚ kravtaH, AenuH Ýyaejn je suq nexaHit Ke Ae ÝaPt =ay Ke. Ae ma!e wed AenamaH haeva KtaH, wedne gaE krIne n=I kæuH Ke.smÔùH kaH?

Ane maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH satma A|yaymaH, AaTmane wedawed kæae n=I. Ae etae Awed kæae Ke. Ae pr=I j¡dae Ke ne paetana gu pyaRy=I Awed Ke, Aem btavvuH Ke TyaH.smÔùH kaH? pyaRy Ane ãVy vStumaH Ke. p` Aene TyaH maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH tosatma A|yaymaH 2p6 pana pKI 2p7 pane vStune Awed kI\I. Awed Ae!le? Ae vStuKe AaTma, Aena gu ne pyaRy bFa Aek mek pr=I iwNn Ke, Ane paeta=I Svwav=IAiwNn Ke. waØa vaprI Ke ne? Aare¦ AavI ApeÙaAae hve.

ke vStune... maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH Aem khe, !aeDrmLlÒ¦ ke vStu Ke Ae Awed Ke.AemaH &an dxRn cair5nI pyaRyna wed krva, Ae wed n=I, Aene smÔvva wed kæo Ke.kemke je &an dxRn cair5=I ÝaPt AaTma =ay, Aene (&andxRn cair5ne) ÝaPt krema!e tene wed=I k=n (kyuÅ Ke). p` vStu wed$p n=I, vStu tae dxRn &an cair5nIpyaRy siht AaTma Awed Ke.

jrI JIÌ vat Ke w¦ Aa tae Aa wed _prna ivcar AavtaH, xuH khe Ke? AaHhIkhe Ke ke ÝaÌAaene wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaid kaz=I Ke, pyaRy _pr ¹iÚ AenIwed$pmaH to AnaidnI Ke Aem khe Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Ane maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) maH AemkæuH ke vStu Awed Ke pyaRy siht te j vStu Ke, pyaRy wed Ane ãVy Awed Aem Ke nhÄ.TyaH tae pr=I j¡duH paDIne, Aena ãVy gu pyaRymaH Awedne vStu kI\I Ke. Ane AhÄya jeKe Aene gu Ane pyaRyae je Ke. Ae i5kaznI ApeÙaAe, Aek smynI pyaRy wed$p Ke.Aaha¦

i5kaz (vStu) Ke te vStu Awed Ke \/uv Ane pyaRy Ke te teno wed Ke Ane tewednae pÙ to Anaidnae Ke ÝaÌAaene. Aahaha¦ te=I Ae pÙ KaeDavva, vStu wed$p n=I,Ae!le Vyvhar n=I, pyaRy n=I-Aem khIne i5kazI AaTmanae Aa]y lne, smikt nesuqnI ÝaiPt =ay, Ae Ýyaejne Vyvhar ne pyaRyo je Ke wed, Ae n=I Aem kæuH Ke.

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ware... AakrI vatuH wa¦ Aaha¦ Ane satmI ga=amaH kæuH ke wednuH lÙ krxe, taerag =xe. AaHhI p` wedne gaE krIne wedne ka#I naQyae. smÔ uH kaH? Ane saezmIga=amaH p` dxRn, &an, cair5ne sevvaH Aem kæuH. Ae Tyare qulasae kyÈ ke laekae pyaRy=Ismje Ke ma!e Ae rIte smÔVyuH Ke. bakI dxRn &an cair5nae wed, Ae tae pyaRyny neVyvharnynae ivØy Ke. Aare... Aare...¦ smÔ uH kaH...?

TyaH pyaRyne AenI Awed vStu Ke Ae paetana Svwav=I AiwNn Ke ‡ ne gu pyaRy=Ip` AiwNn Ke. Aem khevuH Ke maeÙmagR ÝkaxmaH.

je pyaRyne n=I mantae Aene nhÄ, p` mane Ke te pyaRy ne ãƒ gu Awed-Aekakar Ke. te=I vStu Awed Ke Aem kI\I. Aare¦ Ane satmI ga=amaH, vStune AwedkhIne, gu ne pyaRyae wed Ke tena _pr lÙ jxe tae rag =xe, ma!e ßyaH su\I sragIÝaÌ Ke, tene AwednI muQyta kravva, AwednI ¹iÚ ne Awednae Aa]y leva, wednuHlÙ krtaH rag =ay Ke ma!e wednuH lÙ KaeDae¦ Aahaha¦

Ane saezmI ga=amaH p` Aem kæuH, ke je dxRn, &an, cair5 Ke Ae VyvharnynaeivØy Ke ne miln Ke Ae meck Ke. JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ Aa tae jrIk wednae pÙ Ke-ƒvharno pÙ Ae pyaRy Ke. KtaH Aenae pÙ Ke, Ae qae!ae Ke Aem AaHhI isâ krvuH Ke.smÔùH kaH? vStu Ke Aek$p Awed Ke. AemaH je pyaRy Ke Ae wed Ke. Aahahaha¦ KepyaRy AenI, Ae AvStu n=I, Ke vStu p`... i5kazmaH=I pyaRynae AHx wed Ke AnewednuH lÙ, ragI ÝaÌ Ke ma!e rag _TpNn =ay, ma!e wednae pÙ KaeDaVyae Ke. smÔ uHkaH...? Aahaha¦ Aava Ýkar Ke.

Ae lI\uH frIne, ÝaÌAaene Ae!le Fà Òvaene wed Ae!le pyaRynae Ae!le VyvharnaepÙ tae Anaid kaz=I Ke. smÔ uH kaH? maeÙmagR (Ýkaxk) khe ke pyaRy Awed Ke, wedn=I, pr=I j¡duH paDI ne paetana Svwav gu pyaRy=I AiwNn Ke Ae!luH TyaH btavvuHKe. smÔ uH kaH? Ane AhÄyaH ne satmI ga=amaH ne saezmImaH 5 enuH Aa lÙ Ke. kewed pyaRy Ke qrI ÒvmaH p` Ae wednuH lÙ krva jxe tae rag =xe. Ane suqnuH ÝyaejnKe, smiktnuH Ýyaejn Ke, Ae pyaRyne lÙe Ýyaejn isâ =xe nhÄ. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

ÝaÌAaene wed$p Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaid kaz=I j Ke. Ae pyaRy Ke wed Ke.i5kaz ãVynI muQytanI ApeÙaAe, pyaRy Ke te gaE krIne n=I kæuH, kem ke Aenae pÙ kreKe Aene rag =ay Ke ne Anaidnae pÙ Ke. pyaRynae, Vyvharnae pÙ tae Anaid kaz=IÒvaene Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Ae KaeDavva, pyaRyne gaE krIne, n=I wed khIne n=I AemkhevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

Ane Aenae _pdex p` bhu\a, Ke? Aek to Aene pyaRy wednae pÙ to Anaid=I KeAne Aeva _pdexkae p` Aene Aeva mze Ke ke Vyvhar krvae, pyaRymaH rag v/t krvaH,tpSya krvI, wiÉt krvI. Vyvhar krtaH krtaH kLya` =xe, AevuH khenara A&anIAaebhu\a, Ke? Aahaha¦ _pdex p` bhu\a ;p`' kI\uH ne Aek tae wednae pÙ Ke Ane AemaH


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vzI wednae _pdex denaraH p` Ke. Aahaha¦pyaRynaH lÙe Aene v/t ne tp ne Aam krae, lÙ tae TyaH ¹iÚ Ke, AaHhI ãVy _pr tae

¹iÚ Ke nhÄ. Aevae _pdex, prSpr maHhaemaHhe kre Ke. _pdex ;p`', ;p`' Ae!le bIÔebol phelae bael tae Anaidnae Ke j _praHt bIÔe bael Aa _pdex p` b\a svR ÝaÌAaeprSpr kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ be bael¦

—vzI ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnae _pdex xuânynae hStavlHb ÔÌ bhu kyÈ Ke -ijnvaÌmaH p` dev guÌ xaÏnI wiÉt, v/t tp Aaidna wavae btaVyaH Ke. ijnvaÌAep` inüy vStu ßyaH Ke. AaTmanae Aa]y lne ßyaH sMyGdxRn &an =yuH Ke, AeneragnI mHdtanae wav cae=e, paHcme ke Kõe Aevae mHdtanae wav Aave, Aave Aene _pdexijnvaÌmaH kæae Ke. ke j¡Aae Aavae Vyvhar (sa\kaene) haey. Aene v/t haey, Aene wiÉthaey Aene Aa haey Aem ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnynae _pdex hStavlHb ÔÌ Ae!le keinim¿$pe ÔÌ, inüyna Svwavna wanna kazmaH Ae Vyvhar shcr sa=e deqIneshcr, sa=e deqIne inim¿ gÌne, tenae _pdex p` ijnvaÌAe AaPyae Ke. Fàe _pdex AaPyae Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

dxRn Aacar smiktna Vyvhar, &anna Vyvhar Aacar —inNhv n krvaeivny krvae ivgere. Aahaha¦ jenI pase=I saHwZyuH Ke tene n gaepvvuH Ae b\ae Vyvhar.Aevae Vyvhar ijnvaÌmaH p` AaVyae Ke. Aahaha¦ ;hStavlHb' nam inim¿, ;shayk'nam sa=e rhenarae inüynI sa=e Vyvhar ne ragnI mHdtanae wav haey Ke. Aem deqIneinim¿p e deqIne ‡ jene Svwavna Aa]ye Anuwv ¹iÚ = tena sa=e, shcrp eAavae rag mHd haey, Ae!luH jàvIne jàVyuH Ke p` AenuH fz sHsar j Ke. Aahaha¦5èy, wedna pÙvazanuHy fz sHsar Ke, Vyvharnae _pdex kre Ke Aek bIÔ AenuHy fzsHsar Ke, Ane ijnvaÌAe khelae Vyvhar AenuH fz sHsar Ke.

Tyare khe ke Vyvhar kæae kem? ke inüy je AaTma AanHd Sv$pnae Aa]y lnesMyGdxRn &an cair5 Aaid =yaH Ke. AenI pU Rta n haey Tyare ragnI mHdta shcrsa=e haey Ke, Aem gÌne tene p` Vyvhar kæae Ke. p` Ae Vyvhar AadrÌy n=I.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Vyvhar Ke qrae Aem ijnvaÌAe kæuH. Aaha¦ p` te AadrÌyn=I AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: krva yaeGy tae Ke?) krva yaeGy n=I. AaHhIya tae Aave Ke shcr deqIne_pdex kyÈ Ke. krva layk Ke AevI buiâ smiktIne haetI n=I. AavI Ôy Ke vcmaH shcrsa=e AavI Ôy Ke, Ae=I Aenae _pdex kyÈ Ke. p` Ke AenuH fz sHsar. Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: AnaidnI Ke?) AnaidnI pyaRy buiâ Ke Aem khe Ke, Ane pyaRybuiânae_pdex, Vyvharnae maHhae maHhe kre Ke. v/t krae wiÉt krae tp krae dan krae tae Aena=I =ay,Aevae _pdex kre Ke. Ae im+yaTv _pdex Ane ijnvaÌmaH p` inüyna Sv$pna wannakazmaH p`, Aevae ragnI mHdtanae wav AaVya ivna rhetae n=I AevI rIte jàVyuH Ke. p`

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jàVyuH Ke, KtaH AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦hve, AavuH b\uH smjvuH Ae e. smÔ uH kaH...? satmI ga=amaH tae AavI gyuH Ke

Aap e... ix*ye ÝÆ kyÈ tae... ke Ýwu Aa AaTma Ke. AemaH dxRn, &an, cair5 Ke Ae taeAenI pyaRy Ke AenI vStu Ke, AenI pyaRy Ke AenI vStu Ke tene tme Vyvhar kem khae Kae?kemke Vyvhar tae Aene khIAe, AvStune. AvStu Ae!le? ke AenamaH n haey, pr haey teneVyvhar khIAe Ane Aa tae dxRn &an cair5 tae AenamaH Ke. Ke tae vStu Ke. to vStu KeAene Vyvhar kem khae? smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ Aavo marg JIàe bhu bapu¦ Aaha¦

ke w, Ame Aene Vyvhar kæae Ke. vStu tae AenI pyaRy Ke. p` ragI ÝaÌ Kema!e, ßyaH su\I te AwednuH pU RpùH nhÄ kre, TyaH su\I Aene ragne karè, wed _pr lÙjxe, tae rag =xe, bH\n =xe. Aahahaha¦ ma!e tene pyaRynaH wedne p` inØe\ krIne,Aeklo AaTmanI ¹iÚ kr Aem btaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aare¦ Ane saezmI ga=amaH p` kæuHke dxRn &an cair5 sevvaH mUz ga=amaH. tae Ae tae pyaRy = wed =yae. ke w pyaRy=I,wed kI\o Ke AenuH kar`? ke laekaene pyaRy=I ne Vyvhar=I smÔvvuH Ke te=I kæuH Ke. bakIpyaRy Ae AadrÌy n=I. wed, Aek ãVynae Aek AHx je vtRman dxa Ae AadrÌy n=I.Aahaha¦ AavuH vStunuH (sU"m Sv$p¦) hve. smÔ uH kaH?

Ae j vat AhÄya AigyarmI ga=amaH lI\I Ke. AigyarmImaH satmImaH, saezmIga=amaH je kæuH Ae xElI, AaHhI lI\I Ke. Ane maeÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH tae prãVy=I j¡dae paDI,Ane Aenae je Svwav, gu ne pyaRy Aena=I te AiwNn vStu Ke, p` vStu tae Awed KeAem kI\uH Ane satmI ga=amaH vStu wedawed Ke Aem kI\uH. (]aeta: sacuH ÉyuH AemaH=I?)bey. k ApeÙaAe kI\uH Ke, kI\uHne? ke wedawed Ke Aem kI\uH Ke Ae vStunuH Sv$p Ke, Ane TyaHje Awed kI\uH Ke Ae pr=I j¡duH paDIne, paetamaH gu ne pyaRy Ke, Ae!luH btavva teneAiwNn kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aa tae wednae pÙ AaVyae ne, te _pr=I Aa ivcarae AaVya b\a FàH. (]aeta:sara ivcarae AaVya Ke.) Aa tae wednae pÙ +yaene? Aahaha¦ Ýwu¦ margDa vItragnaAeva ko Ke Aa, ATyare tae gae!ae é@–ae Ke mae!ae. Aahaha¦ svR&nae pH= vItragtanaesar Ke. tae vItragta =ay Éyare? wedno pÙ kre, lÙ kre tae vItragta n =ay, taerag =ay. smÔ uH kaH?

pHcaiStkaynI Aeksae bÇter ga=amaH AaVyuH ke b\a xaÏaenuH taTpyR xuH? ke taTpyRvItragta. cahe to crànuyaeg haey ke krànuyaeg haey, ãVyanuyaeg haey ke k=anuyaeghaey, Ae carey AnuyaegnuH taTpyR tae vItragta Ke. Ae vItragta tae pyaRy Ke.

p`, Ae vItragta Ýg! kem =ay? Aenae A=R =yae ke Aene ãVynae Aa]y Lye taevItragta Ýg! =ay. pyaRynae Aa]y Lye tae rag =ay. vItragta Ýg! =ay nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ devIlalÒ¦ Aa tae 5`, car bael nIkZya AamaH=I. Aahaha¦ Aahaha¦

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inim¿, shcr bhu kyÈ Ke, bhu kyÈ Ke Vyvharnae _pdex xaÏmaH Fàe Ke. kar`ke laekaeVyvhar=I smje Ke. Ane pyaRy¹iÚne, pyaRy Ke Aene smÔve Ke. Ae!le laekae Ae rItesmje Ke Ane _pdex Aevae Fàe kyÈ Ke. p` Ae bhu\a ijnvaÌAe p` _pdex kyÈ jeVyvharnae ke dxRnna Aa@ Aacar krva Vyvhar smiktna, &anna Aa@ AacarVyvhare krva.

Ae kal kæuH'tuH ÝvcnsarmaH Aem AaVyuH Ke ke he dxRnacar Vyvhar, tuH maruH Sv$pn=I. crànuyaegnI xElImaH TyaH Ai\kar Ke. crànuyaegmaH Ývcnsar Vyvhar smiktnaje Aa@ Aacar Ke inxHk-in:kaH"a Aaid. Vyvhar &anna Aa@ Aacar Ke, _p\an, |yan,ivny=I w`vuH, AÙr caeQqa krva, Ae b\ae Vyvharnae _pdex kyÈ Ke Aene Aem khe Keke Ýwu, tuH marI cIj n=I. Aem smiktI khe Ke. tuH marI cIj n=I. p` ßyaH su\I huH pUr`n =aë, TyaH su\I tara Ýsad=I Ae!le inim¿nI hajrImaH maruH kam krI lë mara=I.Aaha... ha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦

vItragI xaÏae AlaEikk Ke. AemaHy idgHbr sHt, idgHbr muin Ane idgHbr \mRAe tae snatn Anaid magR Ke. vItragno Anaid marg Aa Ke, Aevae marg bIje-kaesHÝdaymaH, ÉyaHy Ke nhÄ. Aaha¦ xElI tae j¡Aae xElI¦ Aaha¦ ijnvaÌmaH Vyvharnae_pdex kyÈ Ke ne AaHhI Vyvharne AstŸ khe Ke. Vyvhar jU@o Ke Ane ijnvaÌmaH VyvharAave Ke Aem btaVyuH Ke. AenuH kar`?

ke inüynuH-AaTmanuH AvlHbn Ke, inüy=I sMyGdxRn-&an =yaH Ke. KtaH pUr`n=I Ae!le ragnI mHdta smiktna Aa@ Aacar Vyvharna, &anna Aa@ Aacarivny Aaid, cair5na Aa@ Aacar paHc simit guiPt vgere, Aevae wav TyaH haey Ke.haey Ke Aem ÔÌne, jàVyae Ke Aene ijnvaÌAe, p` AenuH fz bH\n ne sHsar Ke.Aahahaha¦

vItragI muin Ke ne vItragI smiktI Ke, cae=e gu S=an=I smikt vItrag Ke.smikt srag frag haetuH n=I. Ae vItragI Sv$p wgvan AaTma AenI ¹iÚ krtaH jevItrag smiktp uH =ay, Aeva Òvne p` smiktna Vyvharna Aa@ Aacar Aave,&anna Aave. Aahaha¦ Ae wiÉt Aaidnae wav Aene haey Ae wgvane jàVyae. keinüynI sa=e Aa haey¦ p` Ae haey AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AavuHA!p!uH Ke. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH Vyvharne jU@o kæae Ane inüyne sacae kI\ae. inüy Ae!le i5kazI, wUta=R,stŸ, \/uv te j sTy Ke Ane pyaRy te AsTy Ke Aem kI\I. Aenae A=R pyaRy khae ke Vyvharkhae ke Aene gaE krIne lÙ KaeDavva Ane muQynuH lÙ kravva te i5kazI sTya=R Ke te jstŸ Ke. Ane vtRmanmaH wed Ke te Ke qrae p` tenuH lÙ KaeDavva, tene gaE krIne AwednI¹iÚmaH te wed deqay nhÄ, ma!e tene jU@o kæae Ke. AavI vatuH Ke. Aahaha¦

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hStavlHb Ae!le ha=ne jem !ekae mze ‡ Aam meDIAe cDe ne meDI khe ne? Aa lakDanok@oDae haey Ke ne cDe Ke tae Aana=I paeta=I Ae inim¿ hoy lakDuH haey ne laHbu ha=ne ADeAem hStavlHb ha=maH jem Ae inim¿ Ke, Aem Aa Vyvharne inim¿ gÌne, inüynaSv$pna ]âa ne &an ne xaHit Ýg!I Ke, Aene pU Rta n=I, ma!e vCcmaH Aavae VyvharAave. te=I ijnvaÌAe Vyvharnae Fàe _pdex kyÈ Ke. Aenae (Vyvharnae) _pdex tae Fàej Aave ne crànuyaegmaH Aave. Aahahaha¦

p` Ae VyvharnuH fz, wedna pÙvaza Òvae Ke Anaidna, AenuHy fz sHsar AnemaHhaemaHhe je Vyvharnae _pdex kre Ke AenuHy fz sHsar Ane ijnvaÌAe Vyvhar kæaeAenuHy fz sHsar. Aare¦ AavI vatuH Ke.

(]aeta: ijnvaÌnuH fz sHsar haey?) ijnvaÌ (maH) kI\uH ne ke Vyvhar vCcmaHAave Ke Ae!le ijnvaÌAe dxaRVyae Ke, ke AavuH haey TyaH AavuH haey TyaH AavuH hoy, dxaRVyaeKe p` AenuH fz bH\n Ke. Aahaha¦

vStu wgvan AaTma AtIiNãy AanHdnuH \am Ýwu, AanHd mHidr wgvan. Aahaha¦Aaela wjnmaH kheta pop!wa gaH\IÒne kaH, AanHd mHidr qaelae, AevuH kaHk AavtuH'tuHnepop!wa gata. bharnuH nih p` Aa AanHd mHidr AHdr. wgvan AaTma¦ AtIiNãyAanHdnae sagr Ke. pU aRnHdnae na= Ýwu¦ pU R xiÉtna Svwav=I wrelae Ýwu Ke. AesvÈTk<Ú Ýwu AaTma Ke. Ae AaTma paete wgvan Ke prme¬r Ke, Ýwu Ke, ¬r Ke. Aaha¦

Ae vStu k<tk<Ty Ke. Aaha... ha¦ vStune kH krvap uH n=I Ae tae vStu k<tk<Ty Ke.Aahahaha¦ AenI ¹iÚ kravva Aene muQy krIne inüy kæae Ane pyaRyne-ragne gaEkrIne n=I Aem kæuH Ke. Awav krIne n=I kæuH Ke Aem n=I. Ôe pyaRy n j mane taevedaHtnI pe@e im+ya¹iÚ = jxe Ane pyaRy=I \rm =ay Aem mane tae p` im+ya¹iÚ =axe.Aahaha¦ Aavae marg vItragno, Ke ke nhÄ AaHhI? heH¦ p` AenuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahahaha¦

te H pyaRynae ne ragnae pÙ kyÈ Ke Anaidnae Ae y sHsar Ke. Ane pyaRynae neragnae _pdex kre Ke ne maHhaemaHhe Aam krae, Aam krae pa\ruH kaH =vatuH hxe? sMyGdxRninüy=I Aekdm =ay. phela Aa kHk Vyvhar sa\n dev guÌ xaÏnI wiÉt, pUÔAaid krIAe Ane Ô5a pUÔ krtaH krtaH xaÏ vaHcn qUb kro Aeva ivkLpae AaveAena=I hzve hzve law =ay Aevae je _pdex kre Ke, Ae p` im+ya¹iÚ Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ane 5IÔe (bael) ijnvaÌmaH p` inim¿ deqIne, Aahaha¦ inim¿ AaidnuH &ankravva... Aahaha¦ Ae TyaH satma A|yaymaH Ke ne? (maeÙmagR, Ýkaxk) maH ke AeVyvhar Ke Aene g/h` krvanuH kI\uH Ke ne. Vyvharnyne g/h` krvI, Aa v/t g/h`krvane fla uH ne kI\uH Ke ne? ke w g/h` krvanae A=R AadrvuH Aevae n=I. g/h`krvanae A=R Ô`vanae Ke. Aahaha¦ !aeDrmLlÒAe lQyuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH...? Vyvharnyetae Aem kI\uH ke v/t krae ne, tp krae ne... wiÉt krae ne.. Apvas krae ne mHidr bH\avaene...¦ Aahaha¦ pÍnHidpHcivHxitmaH tae AevuH kæuH Ke, je kae Ýitma Aek Aa!lI p`


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S=ape, Aahaha¦ tae p` Aene sHFvInI pdvI mze k ApeÙa? bapu¦ Aahaha¦smÔùH? Aahaha¦ TyaH tae jàVyuH Ke. ke smiktI Ke AaTm&an Ke AaTm Anuwv

Ke Aene p` prmaTmanI mHidr bne Ae tae mHidrne kar e, Ýitma S=pay Ae p` jDnIpyaRy jDne kar e, p` Aane Aevae xuwwav AaVya ivna rhe nhÄ. Ae!lae xuwwavAaVyae Ke Aene Vyvhar trIke inim¿ trIke gÌne jàVyae Ke. p` Ae Vyvhar xuwAave Ke vcmaH AenuH fz sHsar ne bH\n Ke. Aare¦ heH¦ (]ota: Aa vat AhÄya j Ke)to mohnlalÒ AaVya xuH krva klk¿e=I AaHhI, Aave Ke. Aahaha¦

bapu marg bhu j¡da wa¦ Aaha¦ Aa tae jnm mr` riht =vanI vatuH Ke Ýwu¦Aahaha¦ (]aeta: AenuH fz sHsar Ke Aem kheva=I wDke Ke) lQyuH Ke ne Ýwu, Ô¡AaeneAaHhInuH Ke Aa, Aa tae jycHd pHiDtnuH (lqa`-wava=R Ke) (]aeta: AaHhInuH j Ke)Aahaha..¦ xaHit=I smje tae... brabr bese AevI vat Ke. Aaha... ha¦

Vyvhar kæae kem Tyare ijnvaÌmaH? kæuH ne Ae inüynI sa=e Aap e AaVyuH Ke nesatma A|yaymaH-maeÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH ke inüy smikt jene AaTmane Aa]ye =yuH Aeneje dev guÌ xaÏnI ]âanae rag, smiktna Aa@ Aacar, Ae b\ane p` smikt kæuH Aetae Vyvhar=I sa=e deqIne, Ke tae ragwav, xuH kæuH? AaTma je vStu Ke icdanHd pirpU RÝwu¦ AenI jene AHtr Awed ¹iÚ = Ke, Anuwv =yae Ke, Ae sMyGdxRn sTy Ke. Ane sa=edev, guÌ, xaÏnI ]âanae rag Vyvhar smikt, je ragaidna Aacràe, Ae Ke tae rag, pÀa inüy smiktnI (sa=e) shcr deqIne, ragne Vyvhar smiktnae Aaraep AapIne,Vyvhar smikt kæuH Ke, Ae Vyvhar smikt Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ satma A|yaymaH Aave Ke,moÙmagR ÝkaxkmaH ke inrup` be Ýkare Ke, vStu be Ýkare n=I. Aahaha¦

Aem Vyvhar ne inüynuH inrup` be Ýkare Ke. Aahaha¦ vStu be Ýkare n=I, vStutae je inüyne Aa]ye =ay Ae Aek j Ýkare Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH xElI¦ xuH xElI¦ idgHbrsHtaenI xuH xElI¦ gjb xElI¦ !UHka xBdaemaH p` gjb vatuH Ke. AavI vat ¬etaHbrmaH n=Ine S=ankvasImaH n=I. ANymtmaH tae Ke j ÉyaH? Aahaha¦

Aene p`... vaDamaH pD–a Aene y qbr ÉyaH Ke? Aahaha¦ sHtae kuHdkuHdacayR,Am<tcHãacayR Aaid¦ Ae svR&na keDaytae¦ Aahaha¦ Ane kuHdkuHdacayR, Am<tcHãacayeR toAem kæuH paHcmI ga=amaH, Amara wgvan AirhHt Ýwu Ae iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta.Ýwu¦ vItrag¦ Aemna pKI g`\r. Ae p` iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta. mGn Aekla nhÄinmGn. mGn tae smiktI y haey Ke, p` Aa sHtae Ke Ae inmGn Ke. pKI Amara guÌpyÅt.Ame KÍS= KIAe p` Ame caeÞs=I khIAe KIAe ke Amara guÌpyÅt iv&anFnmaHinmGn hta Aem Ame khIAe KIAe. Aahahaha¦

Ane teè Amne _pdex AaPyae AaTmanae, mherbanI krI. Aahaha¦ Aemè AmneAaTmanae _pdex AaPyae, Aena=I Amarae injvEwv Ýg!–ae Ke. sMyGdxRn &ancair5 je injvEwv AanHd inim¿ trIke Ae hta, kyuÅ Ke Ame paeta=I, p` AemaH

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inim¿ Aa hta. Ane te inim¿ Amara guÌ p` iv&anFnmaH inmGn htaH. pHcmhav/t ne nGnpùH Ke Ae kaH muinpùH n=I. Aahaha¦ KÍS= muin pHcmAarana paetanaguÌ p` iv&anFnmaH inmGn Ke Aevae inüy krI naQyae? (]aeta: paetey iv&anFnmaHinmGn Ke.) paete Ke Ae to vat j¡dI Ke, Aa to Amara guÌ pr, AirhHt pr, g`\r=ImaHDIne AenI prHpra su\I Amara guÌpyÅt iv&anFnmaH inmGn hta, Aeva guÌAeAmne Aa AaTmanae _pdex AaPyae Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat krI Ke ne¦ ÉyaH Aa vattae j¡Aae.

Ane Ae Amara injvEwv=I Amne Ýg!–ae Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ame Ýwu AaTmaAanHd Sv$p KAe Ame pUr` &anSv$p KAe. Aevae Amaro ãVynae Aa]yletaH, Amne pyaRymaH injvEwv, sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Ane AtIiNãy ÝcurAanHdnuH vedn Ae Amarae inj vEwv Ke. Aa \Uzna vEwv Ae nhÄ. Are rag AHdr=ay Ae Amarae injvEwv nhÄ Aem khe Ke. !Ika krtaH ivkLp é@–ae Ke Ae AmaraeinjvEwv nhÄ. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH? Aahaha¦ vStunI sTynI isiâ k rItekrI. Aahahaha¦

5 ey jànuH (bolnuH) fz sHsar ;j' Ke Aem kI\uH. AekaHt kI\uH, k=HictŸ bH\n nek=HictŸ AbH\. v/t, tp, wiÉt, pUÔna wav Aave tae k=HictŸ bH\nuH kar` ne k=HictŸ AbH\nuHkar` Aem n=I khyuH.-smiktIne p` je Aa wav Aave, Ae bH\nuH kar` Ke Ae!lae sHsar KehÒ. Aahahaha¦ A&anIne tae... xuH khevuH? Aene tae inüyey n=I Ane Vyvharey n=I.

jene inüy Svnae Aa]y =yae Ke, Aene je shcr trIke Vyvharna ragnI mHdta-&anacar, dxRnacar, cair5acar, vIyaRcar ivgere Aave Ke. v/t, inym, tp, wiÉtwgvannae ivny Aaid Ae haey Ke, shcr deqIne AenuH &an kraVyuH Ke wgvane, pÀemaH &an kraVyuH ma!e AenuH fz, Ae vStu Ke AenuH fz tae sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦

vStu Ke Svwav¦ AnHt AanHd, AnHt &an ne AnHt mihmavHt, ApirimtxiÉtnae sagr Ýwu, mhaTma Ke prmaTma Ke Ýwu Ke ¬r Ke, Aevae jenae ãVySvwav Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae j sTy Ke Aem khIne, sMykŸ ¹iÚ kravva Aene sTy kæuH Ke. Ane pyaRymaHwav rag mHd Ane pyaRy haeva KtaH, Are Aigyar AHgnuH &an haeva KtaH, Aahaha¦tene AsTy khI, gaE krIne pe!amaH raqIne ‡ muQyta tae AanI kravvI Ke ma!e Aenepe!amaH raqIne gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? kho sureNãÒ¦klk¿a flk¿amaH mze AevuH n=I NyaH É–aHy. Aahaha¦

vItrag¦ svR& prmaTmana ivrh pD–a, p` AemnI vaÌ rhI g AnesHtaeAe Ôher krI jgtne. Aahaha¦ Ýwu tuH Ýwu Kae¦ Aem AacayÈ Ýwu trIke baelaveKe. —wgvan Kae˜ Aem baelave Ke, bÇter ga=amaH smysar. —wgvan Aa„a˜wgvan sHtae ;wgvan' trIke baelave Ke. Ýwu¦ tuH wgvan Kae ne Ýwu¦ tarIpyaRymaH rag äeØaid haey Ae tarI cIj n=I, tem tuH Aek smynI pyaRy je!lae n=I.


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Aahaha¦ Aevae je wgvan AaTma te j sTy Ke, Ane pyaRy ne ragaid, dev-guÌnI]âanae rag Aaid Ae b\ae AsTy Ke. Aem gaE` krIne AstŸ kI\ae Ke. AaHhI kI\uH ke poteshcr deqIne ijnvaÌAe vat krI Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔùH kaH? Lyae AavI vatuH Ke Aa.Aahaha¦

Are¦ Ae vat ÉyaH Ke AavI bapa? 5`laekna na= tI=ÅkraeAe kheluH, kevz&annakeDaytae idgHbr sHtae Ae!le kevz&anna keDe calnara kevz lne p¿ae l levanakevz&annae Ae. Aahaha¦ keDI haey Ke ne? pgdHDI khe Ke ne Amare keDo khe Ke. Aahaha¦Ae Aem khe Ke, Aa tae pHiDtÒAe qulasae kyÈ Ke.

Vyvhar AwUta=R kæae Ane i5kazne sTy kæae, kem? Aenae qulasae kre Ke.Aemna FrnuH kaH kheta n=I, AHdr Ke AenuH SpÚIkr` kre Ke. Aahaha¦ VyvharneAsTya=R kem kæae? ke Ke tae qrae, pyaRy Ke. dya, danna ivkLpae p` Ke. ke Ae pÙ taeƒvharno to Anaidnae jgtne Ke Ane _pdex p` FàH ÝaÌAae bhu\a Ae j kre KeAne ijnvaÌmaH p` inüy sMyGdxRn &annI wUimkamaH shcr$pe sa=e AavI Vyvhardxa haey Ke, Ae=I _pdex ijnvaÌAe kyÈ Ke. p` fz tae 5 eynuH sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦

AavuH Ke (]aeta: bhu srs) prm id' haLyuH'tuH, kale y haLyuH ne Aajey Aa haLyuH AeramÒwa khe ke Amara saruH Lyae kale khe tae Aaj paKuH frIne AaVyuH Aa.

Aa tae wedpÙ AaVyae ne. Aekkor wedpÙ Ke Aem kI\uH pyaRy, Aem AaHhI khe Ke ke-Ke tae qrI¦ p` gaE krIne tene ;n=I' Aem kæuH, kem Aem kæuH? ke wednae pÙ taejgtne Anaid=I Ke. Ane wednI vatuH krnara p` prSpr _pdexkae p` Aeva jgtnemze Ke Ane saHwznara p` quxI =ay Ke ke vah¦ Aa-Aa-Aa kro. Aahaha¦, Aa qruHAaela tae VyvharnI vatae y krta n=I maza song#Iya to, saeng# p` saeng#nIÉyaH Ke Aa vat?

Ýwu¦ tara FrnI vatuH na=. Ýwu¦ taruH Fr AHdr mae!uH Ke. Aahaha¦ Amara mamahta be sga mama nana hta. Ane Amara mamana kakana idkra mae!I ëmrna nepEsavaza Aa ye pEsavaza tae mamay hta p` Aaela bhu pEsavaza Éyarek Ame khIAetae te khe tae AmarI mamI Aem khe mo!e Fre pUKae. me H kI\uH mo!uH Fr Ae!le xuH? Ae Amaramae!a mama hta, bhu pEsavaza hta mkanae jmInae bhu, b\uH qlas = gyuH ATyaremrI gyane dIkrIye n mze pKI Aam pEsavaza hta. kheta AmarI mamI kheta sgImamI, mo!e Fre TyaH mama Ke Aene pUKae... TyaH pUKae mae!uH Fr Ke Aem khe.

Aem Aa mae!uH Fr wgvan AaTma Ke. Aahaha¦ nano wa Aaƒo hoy to khe TyaHmo!e Fre pUKo Aem. AaHhI mae!uH Fr tae 5` laeknae na= cEtNy ibraje Ke na=¦ Aahaha¦jemaH AnHt Am<t wyaR Ke AnHt xaHit wrI Ke. Aahaha¦ SvCKta AnHtI, ¬rtaAnHtI wrI Ke. Aahaha¦ AenI ¹iÚ kravva Aenae Aa]y kravva, pyaRyne gaE krIne,Ae ;Ke' KtaH ;n=I' Aem kæuH Ke. Ane Aa Aek j sTya=R Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦

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smÔy Ke ke nhÄ?tme nva Kae hÒ te phela-vhela AaVya Kae. tmara idkranI vat hale Ke. (]aeta:

b\ay AaHhI tae nva Ke) Ke ne wa Amare ma ekcHdÒ Aena nana phela vhela AaVyaKe. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH bapa¦ Aa tae tara FrnI vat Ke na=¦ Aahahaha¦ tara FrnIKe. Aahaha¦

tara Fr bharnae Vyvhar Aave ßyaH su\I vItrag n=I Ae!le Aave Aem jàVyuH p`Ke vItrage, p` bapu¦ Ae Vyvharna fz tae bH\n Ke. Aahaha¦ smysar na!kmaH tae TyaHsu\I kæuH Ke. kzxmaH=I lne ke muinAaene AHtr to AanHd éKzI Gyae Ke SvsHvednnaeAanHd-AanHd, ÝcUr éKzI Gyae Ke, Aahaha¦ AenI wUimkamaH p` je pHcmhav/taidnaivkLpae Aave Ke, Ae jgpH= Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae jgpH= sHsar Ke. Aahahahaha¦

jenI ¹iÚ im+yaTv Ke ne Aene je ragnI mHdta AenI tae AaHhI vat Ke j nhÄ.Aahaha¦ im+ya¹iÚp e rhIne ko ragnI mHdtanI iÊya kre tae Vyvharey n=I neinüyey n=I. bey jU@a-qae!aH Ke. Aahaha¦

p` wgvan ÔGyae Ke AHdr=I... AtIiNãy AanHdnae na= szvzIne ÔgtI ßyaetjenI ¹iÚmaH-AnuwvmaH AaVyae Ke. Aahaha¦ Aene p` je ragnI mHdta dev guÌ xaÏnIwiÉt, pHcmhav/tna piràm, ]avkne barv/tna piràm Aave p` AenuH fz tae sHsarKe wa¦ Aahahaha¦

je!lae SvãVy i5kazI wgvan Aenae Aa]y lne, dxa Ýg!I te!lae maeÙmagR Ke.Aahahaha¦ AavuH stŸ Ke Ýwu¦

maze... p` !IkamaH Vyvharne AsTy je kI\ae AenI SpÚta krI Ke Aa. ke kemAsTy kI\ae? ke Aek tae pÙ to jgtne Ke Ane _pdexkae p` Aeva j b\ay Ke FàH, AneijnvaÌmaH y Vyvharnae _pdex Fàe y AaVyae Ke. tae Aa@mI ga=amaH kæuH ne?AaTma dxRn &an cair5ne ÝaPt =ay te AaTma, Aem wed paDIne kæuH. p` wed Ke nhÄAena Sv$pmaH. wed paDIne kæuH p` Ae wedne Anusrvalayk n=I Aem kæuH TyaH vzI.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aahaha¦ Ae hve svzanI vat Aave Ke. je AaHhI wUta=R kæae ne i5kazne, Ane tej sTy kI\uH Ane te j Aa]y krva layk Ke. —Ae xuânynae pÙ tae kdI AaVyae n=I.ÃnHtkaz =yae, muinv/t \ar` kyaÅ, —muinv/t \ar AnHt bEr g/Eveyk _pÔyae, pÀatm&an ibn lex suq n payae.˜ Ae pHcmhav/t ne A@avIs mUl gu Ae ivkLp nedu:q Ke. Aahaha¦ gjb vatuH¦ Aa khe pHcmhav/t paze tae \rm =ay Ke, ne AaHhI khe kepHcmhav/t Ke te ivkLp Ke. rag Ke ne? jgpH= Ke wa¦ tne qbr n=I. Aahaha¦ muÉtSv$p tae wgvan AaTma muÉt Sv$p Ke Abâ Ke. ãVy Svwav Aenae Abâ ne muÉtKe. tene Aa]ye piràm =ay te maeÙnae magR Ke. Aahahahaha¦

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tae kae id' kyuÅ n=I. Aahaha¦ VyvharmaH j rCyae ne pCyae AnHtkaz=I ræae im+ya¹iÚp e.Aahaha¦ xuânynae pÙ, pÙ Ae!le Aeklae ivkLp nhÄ haeH AaHhIyaH, Aenae AHdr Aa]yKe. kar`ke AenuH fz maeÙ khexe ne? xuânynae pÙ je Ke inüynyno ivkLp ne Ae nhÄAa. AbâSp<ÚmaH Aave Ke ne? Ae nhÄ. Ae nhÄ. AaHhI tae inivRkLp pÙ je Ke te AaHhIKe-te xuânynae pÙ Ke Ae... Aahaha¦

Ae to kdI AaVyae n=I. ragriht wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ Aa xrIr AnepEsa ne mkan ne hÒra Ae b\aH haDkaHna faeSfrs Ke. Aahaha¦ tae msa`na haDkaHnaefaeSfrs. $pazaH xrIr deqay ne kpDaH pheyaRH haey ne mDdaHne x`gare bapa¦ Aa tae raquHKe. Aahaha¦ AenaH ivnanae AHdr Am<tnae sagr wgvan¦ Aahaha¦ Aenae pÙ tae kdIAaVyae n=I. xrIrnI iÊya meH AavI krI ne¦ xrIr=I meH b/ïcyR paZyuH ÔVv Òv Ane ÔVvÒvnuH bazb/ïcarI Ame KIAe ne AemaH daizya xuH =ya? Ae tae xuwwav Ke. Aahaha¦Aavae marg Ke.

xuânynae pÙ tae kdI AaVyae n=I, kdImaH Aek smy p`, Aahaha¦ Anaidno Aeksmy¦ Aahaha¦ Ae muinv/t \ar` kyaÅ, A@avIs mUlgu paZya. pirØh, _psgR FàHshn kyaÅ, p` Ae b\ae im+yaTvwav Ke. Aahaha¦ te=I kæuH ne ke —muinv/t \ar AnHtbEr g/Eveyk _pÔyae p` AaTm&an ibn suq lex n payae tae Aenae A=R xuH =yae?pHcmhav/t, AõavIs mUlgu baz b/ïcarI ÔVv Òv, hßÔrae raÌAaenae Tyag. p`pHc... mhav/tna piràm Aaid brabr inritcar caeQqa, KtaH Ae du:q, lex suq npayae, suq AHxe y n mZyuH. Aahahaha¦

Ae Aa xuânynae pÙ kdI AaVyae n=I. Ane Aenae _pdex p` ivrl Ke. ÉyaHk ÉyaHkAenae _pdex Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: Ae tae AaHhI saeng#maH Ke bIje n=I. Aekla saeng#maHKe¦) Amare maehnlalÒ khe Ke ne hmàH kI\uH'tuH ke AaHhI mze Ke (]aeta: pirØh shnkre ne &an nhÄ?) TyaH wan n=I ne xuH &an Ke? pirØh Ke j ÉyaH? Ae tae im+ya¹iÚKe. Aahaha¦ Are bapu¦ AakrI vatuH bhu.

Aenae _pdex p` ;p`' kem kæuH? Aek tae xuânae pÙ AaVyae n=I Aek, Ane ;p`'Aenae _pdex ;p`' Aem bIÔe bael (]aeta: paetane AaVyae n=I ne) _pdex p` mZyae n=IAene _pdex Aavae ÉyaHy Ke?¦ ÉyaHk Ke. Aahaha¦ bakI tae Vyvhar Vyvhar. Aahaha¦ TyaH\mal halI'tIne hal kuravDmaH halI'tIne hmàH pHckLya`k htuH'ne Amare jmnlalÒ¦Aa jmnlalÒnuH gam. b/ïcarI Ke ne TyaH bhu |yan raqta dx-pHdr hÔr ma`sae =taH,dx dx hÔr VyaQyanmaH Ane ÔeDe wÄDr htuH TyaH sa\u hta, TyaHy FàH ma`s. p` laekaeAa saHwzIne ke!lak tae, Aahaha¦ kheta ke AavI vat tae Ame ÉyaHy saHwzI n=I.

bapu¦ Aa margDa j¡da bapu¦ Aa pÙ n=I wa¦ Aa tae sTyna ve la vaYvaKe bapa¦ ivxeØ khexe... (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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smysar, AigyarmI ga=anae wava=Rno KeLlae wag Ke. vat Ae AavI g TyaHphelI, hve AenI bIÒ vat Ke. phelI vat tae Aem AavI ke FàH ÝaÌAaene Anaid=Iwed$p Vyvharnae pÙ Ke. vStunI pyaRy Ae Aenae wed Ke, rag p` Aek Aenae AsdŸwUtwed Ke. pyaRy sdŸwUt wed Ke. wednae pÙ tae Anaid=I Ke. wed$p Vyvharnae pÙAnaid=I Ke. JIÌ vat Ke¦

Ane maHhaemaHhe _pdex p` Ae Ôtnae krI ræa Ke. ƒvhar wed$p Vyvharnae keAana=I kLya` =xe. v/t krae ne tp krae ne wiÉt pUÔ Aaid. Aem _pdex p` maHhaemaHheFàH Ae krI ræa Ke. 5Ij¡H ijnvaÌmaH p` inüyna SvwavnI sa=e shcr sa=e-VyvhardeqI, Aenae _pdex Vyvharnae Fàe AaVyae Ke. p`, AenuH 5 eynuH fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦

car gitmaH rqDvanuH AenuH fz Ke. AaVyuH ne TyaH su\I. xuânynae pÙ tae kdIAaVyae n=I. cEtNy xuâ ãVy &aykmUitR-\/uv, Aenae Aa]y kdI lI\ae n=I. tenae pÙ kdIAaVyae n=I. (]aeta: pÙnae A=R?) pÙnae A=R Aa]y. Vyvharnae Aa]y lI\ae Anaid=I,p` AHtr AaTma¦ &ayk Svwav wav¦ je \/uvwav Ke Aenae Aa]y AvlHbn pÙ kdIkyÈ n=I. Aahaha¦

Ane Aenae _pdex p` ivrl Ke, _pdex p` ÉyaHk Ke. ke w¦ xuâ cEtNy wgvan¦pU R AanHdnae \/uv kHd tene Aa]ye j sMyGdxRn &an cair5 =ay. Ae _pdex ivrl KeÉyaHk... ÉyaHk Ke Aem khe Ke. (]ota:- song#maH Ke) Aahahaha¦ bhu ferfar = gyae.Ae VyiÉtne ibcarane qbr n=I Ae!le, p` Ke tae du:qnae pH= p` Ae rIte Ô e-\rm =xeAem mane Ke. Aahaha¦

AaTma AqHD AanHd \//uv¦ AenuH xr` AenuH |yey krIne je dxa =ay te vat ivrlKe khe Ke. Aahaha¦ ÉyaHk ÉyaHk Ke. te=I Aa karè, te=I Ae!le Aa karè Ae!le kexuânynae pÙ n=I Ane Aenae _pdex p` ivrl ÉyaHk Ke, te=I jgtne sTy mztuH n=I.;te=I _pkarI ]I guÌAe' Aahaha¦ kuHdkuHdacayR¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦ Aahaha¦ muinAaeAeidgHbr sHtae kevz&anIna keDaytae Ae sHtaeAe xuânyna g/h`nuH fz Ae!le ke ãVySvwavje xuâ cEtNy \/uv Aene g/hvae Aene pkDvae Aenae Aa]y levae AenuH AalHbn levuH, AenuHfz maeÙ ÔÌ, AenuH fz maeÙ Ke. Vyvharna pÙnuH fz, ijnvaÌAe kæae Vyvhar AenuHfz sHsar Ke. Tyare khe, khyo kem? ke inüyna Svne Aa]ye =tI \mRdxana kazmaHshcr sa=e ragnI mHdtanI dxa haey Ke, AenuH &an kravva ijnvaÌmaH Fàe _pdexAaVyae Ke. p` KtaH tenuH fz tae sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦ inüyna wan sihtnae Vyvhar.Aahaha¦

cEtNy Ýwu AtIiNãy AanHdnae rskHd Ýwu AaTma. Aenae Aa]y lne je inüysMyGdxRn &an Caair5 Aaid =ay, Aene pUr` vItragta n=I. te=I shcrmaH sa=e


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ragnI mHdtanae, ivnynae, wiÉtnae, pUÔnae, v/tnae Aevae wav Aave, AevuH ijnvrejàVyuH p` Ae ijnvre jàVyuH AenuHy fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦ Ke ne?

Ane xuânyna g/h`nuH fz. ÔeyuH? AaelamaH pÙ kæae tae ne? Ae!le SpÚ kyuÅ, pÙAe!le ivkLp$p pÙ nhÄ. Aahaha¦ xuânyna g/h`nuH fz. Ae!le? i5kazI wgvan&aykwav-\/uvwav tene g/hvanae, tene Ô`vanae ne tenae Aa]y levanae, —g/h` krvanuHfz maeÙ ÔÌne Aenae _pdex muQyta=I kyÈ Ke.˜ gaE p e Vyvhar Ke jàVyuH Ke p`muQypè Aanae _pdex Ke, AanuH fz maeÙ Ke ma!e. smÔ uH kaH?

Vyvhar vCce Aave Ke AenuH &an kraVyuH Ke. Ane Aenae _pdex Fàe Vyvharnae j KexaÏaemaH. p` VyvharnuH fz tae bH\n sHsar Ke. ma!e xuânyna g/h`nuH fz maeÙÔÌne Aenae _pdex Ý\anta=I, muinAaeAe muQyta=I teno _pdex kyÈ Ke. VyvharnogaE krIne - Awav krIne Aem vat krI'tI, p` gaE krIne Ke qrae Vyvhar. Aenae_pdex p` Ke ijnvaÌmaH. Ae tae shcr ragnI mHdtane deqIne, Vyvhar ÔÌne AenejàVyae Ke, ke Aa wUimkamaH Aavae ragnae Vyvhar hoy. p` Ae... ragna fz trIke taebH\n ne sHsar Ke. Aahahaha¦

cahe tae AaTm&anIne rag Aave, ke muin je pHcmhav/t\arIne rag Aave, Ane 5`kØayna Awav (pUvRk) AanHdnae wav tae éKzI gyae Ke AHdr, p` AenI sa=emhav/tnae ivkLp Aave, AõavIs mUlgu nae Aenae _pdex vItrage jàVyuH Ke ke Ae haeyTyaH... p` AenuH fz tae bH\n Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: wgvane kI\uH ne... AenuH fze y bH\n?)Aem Ke. Ae kæuH Ke kem? ke inüyna Svwavne Aa]ye je xaHit, sMyGdxRn &an cair5=ya, AenI ApU Rtane kar e AenI sa=e ragnI mHdtanae Aavae wav haey Ke. Ae!luH &ankraVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

AWyas ÔeAe w Aa tae¦ Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH...?Ýwu¦ cEtNymUitR prm piv5nae ipHD Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ AtIiNãy &an, AtIiNãy

AanHd, AtIiNãy xaHit, AtIiNãy ¬rtanae to sagr wgvan Ke. tenae Aa]y kre neAvlHbn kre tae tene maeÙnuH kar` =ay. Aeva maeÙna kar`ne, Ýg! =yelane p`-wUimkana Ýma`maH Vyvhar, ragnI mHdtanae dev guÌ xaÏnI wiÉtnae, ivnyno Aevae,wav Aave sa=e deqIne Aene kæuH Ke... p` AenuH fz tae sHsar Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AavI vatuHAakrI bhu jgtne. Aaha¦

AnHtkaz=I rqDe Ke j¡Aaene. Aahaha¦ Aa lImDane kaer =ay ne kor fUl #glaH pDesamuH kae ÔetuH n=I. kcrIne Fa`. Aek Aek kaer fUl, fUl khevayne Aa lImDana... kaer Aekra je!lI k!kImaH tae AsHQy xrIr ne AnHt Òv Ke. Aahaha¦ gHwIr Ke¦ (]aeta:ÒvaenI sHQya FÌ mae!I Ke?) sHQya mae!I... Òvae FàH Ke. vStu AnHt. Aahaha¦ Ae=IAnHt gu a tae rjk` Ke. Aahaha¦ ÒvnI sHQya Ke AnHt, AnHt-AnHt AenaH krtaHrjkàenI sHQya AnHtgu I Ke. Aahaha¦ AenaH krtaH 5`kazna smynI sHQya AnHtgu I

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Ke. AenaH krtaH Aakaxna ÝdexnI sHQya AnHtgu I Ke. AenaH krtaH Aek Òvna gu nIsHQya AnHtgu I Ke. Aahaha¦ ke!luH? Aahaha¦

Ane Ae AnHtgu nI Aek smynI pyaRy p` Aakaxna Ýdex=I AnHtgu I Ke.je!la gu Ke te!lI j pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦

Aavae diryae mae!ae pD–ae Ke wgvan¦ Aenae je e Aa]y lI\ae Aenae sHsarnae AHtAavIne maeÙ =ay. p` Aene KaeDIne Aekla Vyvharnae j Aa]y Lye, tae sHsar ne bH\nKe. Ane Aenae Aa]y letaH A\Urax ma!e Vyvhar Aave AenuHy fz sHsar Ke. Aahaha¦

wv mze Aem. (]aeta: kHk wv tae êcae mze ne) wv Ae!le êcae khevae kaene?(]aeta: tI=Åkrnae¦) tI=Åkr Ýk<i¿ne p` JernuH JaD kI\uH Ke. AakrI (vat¦) Aahaha¦Aeksae ADtalIs Ýk<it, paKz smysarmaH Aave Ke Ae Jerna JaD Ke, Am<tnuH JaD taewgvan Ke AHdr.

jem kerIna JaDmaH AHb pake, kerI pake, Aem wgvanna JaDmaH tae Am<t pake Ke.AevuH Ae Am<tJaD Ke. Ane Ýk<it je Ke Aeksae ADtalIs Ae te JernaH JaD Ke. Aem kæuHKe. Aahaha¦ ivØv<Ù Aem kæuH Ke. kzxmaH Ke.

Aa tae xaHit ne \Irjna kam Ke, bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae e AnHtkazmaH vStu j AaqIje pU R AanHd ne pU R xiÉtnae sHg/haly \am. Aeva \/uv \amne Ae e SpXyÈ j n=I,\/uv\amnI Ae e ikHmt krI j n=I. Aahaha¦ i5kazI \/uvnI Aene mihma AavI n=I.i5kazI \/uvnI AaüyRta Aene lagI n=I. Aahaha¦

VyvharnI AaüyRta ne mihma ne AemaH gUHca gyae, sHsarna VyvharnI AaHhIvat n=I. sHsarnae je Vyvhar \H\a veparaid Ae tae Aeklae pap. Aahaha¦ Aa taeijnvaÌAe khelae inüy sihtnae Vyvhar p` jene inüy n=I Aene je Vyvhar Ke,Aahaha¦ Aene tae Aeklae sHsar ne pirw/m` Ke. Aahaha¦

—xuânyna g/h`nuH fz maeÙ ÔÌne Aenae _pdex Ý\anta=I kI\ae Ke.˜ Aenae A=Rke Vyvharnae _pdex gaE p e Ke. Aa muQyp e Ke. kem ke Aena Aa]y=I maeÙ =ay Ke ma!e.Aahaha¦

xuH kæuH? te=I khe Ke ke-—xuâny wUta=R Ke -i5kazI sTy te j sTyvtŸ Ke.Aahaha¦ i5kazI sTyanHd Ýwu¦ stŸ... AanHd... pU R Ae j sTya=R Ae j cIj vStu Ke.pyaRy vStu Ke. rag vStu Ke. p` qreqr Ae vStu i5kazI n=I. Ane Aene Aa]ye kdaictŸsMyGdxRn =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ Aa tae AVvldaemnI vatuH Ke wa¦

xuâny tae wUta=R Ke. wUt nam Ktae pda=R i5kaz i5kaz i5kaz i5kaz &ayk...&ayk... &ayk... &ayk... &ayk... &ayk¦ jem paÌnuH pUr Aam vhe Ke. Aem Aa &ayk...&ayk... &ayk... Aam \/uvp e vhe Ke. Aahaha¦ paÌnuH pUr je haey Ke ‡ pUr Aave Ke neFaeDapUr, FaeDo êco haey ne Ae!luH paÌ Aave. ma=e vIs, pcIs èc vrsad AavI gyaehaey ne carekaer=I ndI ne nazaHnuH paÌ weguH =ay... Aa!luH Aa!luH paÌnuH dz haLyuH Aave


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Aam, AaHhI kaHkra haey, ma=e=I pUr haLyuH Aave. Amare tae gammaH ÔeyeluH ne? _mraza¦mae!I ndI Ke NyaH kaH vrsad n haey kaHkra éDtaH haey ndImaH ne Aam FaeDapUr Aave_pr=I... v<âae paekar kre KaekraHvne... KaekraHv, nIkzI Ôv bhar paÌ Aave Ke, FaeDapUrAave Ke _pr=I. NyaH kaHkroy n hoy ne vrsadnae KaH!aey n haey. p` _pr vrsad AaVyohoy vrsad smje paÌ, paÌnuH dz-Aa!luH Aa!luH êcuH haeH êcu dz haLyuH Aave.Aahaha¦ Ôe étavz n kre KaekraHv tae tày Ôy AemaH. Ae Aam dz Ôy Ke Aa wgvan\/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... \/uv... Ae Aam Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ Aare AavI vatuH.

Aa dehmaH Ýwu ibraje Ke. Aek smynI pyaRy ivnanI je cIj Ke, Ae \/uv Ke, AwedKe. samaNy Ke, Aek$p Ke, s¹x Sv$pI Ke, pUr` SvwavI Ke, Ae Aemne Aem \/uv...wUtkazmaH ræae ne wiv*ymaH rhexe Ae bIÒ vat p` Ae tae \/uv j vtRman j\/uv Ke, Aahahaha¦ Ae \/uv vStunuH AalHbn lne muQyta=I Aenae _pdex krvanuH karÀe wUta=R Ke Ktae pda=R Ke. i5kazI stŸ, \/uv vStu Ke. Ae sTy Ke. Aahaha¦ AenI ApeÙaAepyaRy je AvS=a Ke Aene gaE krIne AsTya=R khevamaH AavI Ke. pyaRy Ke, n=I Aem nhÄ.

Aane muQy krIne sTya=R wUta=R Ke Aenae Aa]y krva=I sMyG¹iÚ = xkay Ke.ÔeyuH? hÒ tae pheluH sMyGdxRn¦ \rmnI phelI sI#I¦ Aahaha¦ i5kazI \/uv¦ sadIwaØamaH tae bhennI waØa Ae j htI. AaelamaH Aave Ke pIyUØmaH Ke A|yaTm pIyUØmaH_pr xBd Ke. vHcaVyae tae. mohnlalÒ¦ —Ôgtae Òv éwae Ke ma=e Ke. tae Ke pÀa tae AaelamaH A|yaTm pIyUØ Ke ne AemaH Ke. AemaH ma=e vHcaVyuH'tuH p` ;Ôgtae Òvéwae Ke' Ae!le?

Ôgtae Ae!le &ayk Òv &ayk Òv &ayk... Ae éwae Ae!le Aemne Aem \/uv Ke ne? sadI gujratI waØa. Aahaha¦ \/uv Ke ne Aemne Aem pDI Aek cIj AaqI. Ke te \/uvKe. te=I te \/uv Ke te éwae Ae!le AemaH ferfar =tae n=I. AemaH pyaRy p` =tI n=I. AevaH\/uvmaH pyaRy p` n=I. Aahaha¦ pyaRy je Ke Ae tae hlclvazI pirìtvazI pl!vavazIdxa Ke. Ane vStu Ke tae hlcl ivnanI \/uv......

Aenae Aa]y krva=I... Ke ne? sMyG¹iÚ = xkay Ke. Aahahahaha¦ AavuH Ke. AeneÔ~yaH ivna. Ôgtae &aykwav-\/uvwav-samaNy Svwav wav i5kaz Aene Ô~yaivna ßyaH su\I Òv VyvharmaH mGn Ke. Aahahaha¦ pyaRymaH... ragnI mHdtamaH AaidmaHmGn Ke, Aahaha¦ TyaH su\I AaTmana &an ]âan inüy smikt = xktuH n=I.Aahaha¦ dya dan v/t wiÉt pUÔ Aaidno ivkLp je Ke mHdrag, AemaH je mGn Ke,VyvharmaH mGn Ke, TyaH su\I tene sTydxRn prmaTm Sv$pnaH sacaH dxRn ÝtIit Aene=tI n=I. Aahahaha¦

khae smÔy Ke ke nhÄ kaH? idnexwa¦ smÔy Ke ke nhÄ Aa? kalpUK–uH'tuH wanuH nam xuH? ke idnexwa¦ jvahrwa¦ Aaha¦ AavI vStu bapa mzvImuXkel Ke AevuH Ke wa, saHwzva mzvuH muXkel kI\uH ne Aenae _pdex j ivrl ÉyaHk Ke.

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Aahaha¦ bakI gamaegam Aa Vyvharnae _pdex, Vyvharnae _pdex. Ane —VyvharmaHßyaH su\I mGn Ke, TyaH su\I tene sMyGdxRn =tuH n=I˜ Aahaha¦ TyaH su\I tene \rmnIx$Aat =tI n=I. v\vanI, !kvanI ne v\vanI vat tae pKI, Aahaha¦

\rm !ke Ane \rm v\e Ae tae pKI, p` Ý=m je VyvharmaH mGn Ke, tene inüysMyGdxRn-\mRnI x$Aat j =tI n=I. Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: Vyvhar krtaH krtaH inüy =ay?) vat j juõI Ke tdŸn tae. VyvharnIruic KaeDI Ane i5kaznI ruic kre ne Anuwv kre, Tyare sMyGdxRn =ay. Aahaha¦ Ae sa!uH,tae kæuH. —ßyaH su\I Aene Ô~ya ivna ßyaH su\I Òv VyvharmaH mGn Ke Aahaha¦ AenIbuiâ j vtRman pyaRy ne rag _pr j Ke. AemaH mGn Ke bs. AHdr vStu \/uv icdanHdwgvan Ke, tena trf AenI njruH n=I Aenae Aene Aa]y n=I, AenuH Aene AvlHbn n=I.AenI Aene mihma n=I. VyvharnI iÊya kre tae bs AemaH, Aaehaehae¦ rs KaeD–ane Aa eAa!la rs KaeD–a, ne Aek bajranae qaqrae j Aek qay Ke, bIjH¡ nhÄ ne #Äk uH. hveAemaH xuH p` =yuH?

(]aeta: Aap tae khae Kae qa xke Ke ne?) qa xke Ke Ae vat n=I, p` qavanaeAenae wav... Ae!luH qavuH Ke mare, vat krtae'tae Aaelae &ansagr, NyaH. kuravDmaH AaeKuHqavuH, AaeKuH krvuH AevI iÊya krtaH krtaH smikt =axe, Aahaha¦ ÙuLlk =yae Ae nE phelaHAaHhI AavI gyae'tae, Ka5 trIke paKae baeltae'tae Aem ke mharaj huH tae Ka5 KuH p`Ka5 Ko to baele Ke tae tuH Aa, tarI sa=e Amare vat xI rIte krvI? AavI iÊya kre.pirØh shn kre, _psgR Aave, shn kre AevI iÊya kre Aene smikt =ay, pKI. Are¦\UzmaHy n =ay saHwzne. Aahaha¦

Ae VyvharmaH mGn Ke TyaH su\I inüy sTyna dxRn ne smikt Aene =tuH n=I.Aahaha¦ VyvharnaH ivkLp ne pyaRynI ¹iÚmaH wgvan pU aRnHdnae na= tene deqataen=I. Aahaha¦ VyvharmaH mGn Ke. Aa Vyvhar, sHsarna VyvharnI vat n=I.hsmuqwa¦ tmare \H\ane Ae pap AenI vat n=I Aa. Vyvhar Ae!le AaHhI dya danwiÉt v/t tp Anxn _àedrI kayklex, rspirTyag ivny ivny ivny devguÌxaÏnae ivny.

(]aeta: ivny tae \mRnuH mUz Ke Aem kI\uH Ke.) Ae ivny kyae? Ae Svwavna wansihtnae, saca dev guÌ xaÏnae ivny Ae Vyvhare êcae khevay Ke. inüy=I tae Svnaeivny Ke. pU aRnHdna na=nae ivny tae Tyare j khevay ke pU R AanHd Sv$p Ke tevI teneÝtIitmaH SvIkarmaH Aave Tyare tene AaTmanae ivny kyÈ Aem khevay. Ane pU R Ke teneApU`R ne ragvazae mane, Aaha¦ TyaH su\I Aeè AaTmanae Aivny ne Anadr neAxatna krI, AavI vat Ke Ýwu¦ magR xuH =ay wa¦

Aene Ô~yaH ivna \/uvne i5kazI ne, ßyaH su\I Òv VyvharmaH mGn Ke. Aahaha¦ATyare tae Ae j FàH khe Ke ke Vyvhar kro, krtaH krtaH inüy =xe. Aahaha¦ Jer pIAo,


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pItaH pItaH Am<tnae AaeDkar Aavxe AevuH Ke tae, Aaha¦ ls` qata qata kSturInaeAaeDkar Aavxe, AevuH Ke . Aahaha¦

Aene Ô~yaH ivna ßyaH su\I Òv ‡ Aem kem kæuH? ke Aene krmnuH Ôer Ke ma!e AammGn Ke Aem nhÄ, Ae paetana ê\a puruØa=R=I j VyvharmaH mGn Ke. smÔ uH kaH?Aahaha¦ Aem ke dxRnmaehnuH Ôer Ke Aene, ma!e VyvharmaH mGn Ke dxRnmaeh krm Ke AenIsa=e xuH kam Ke tare¦ Aahaha¦

taruH pUr`Sv$p wgvan cEtNy¦ cEtNy wgvan Ýwu¦ pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ AenaeAa]y n krtaH, Aenae Aadr n krtaH, pamr je pyaRy ne rag Aenae Aadr kyÈ, Aahaha¦Aeva VyvharmaH mGnne sacuH sTy dxRn smikt =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

Ane AenaH du:q !ztaH n=I. Aahaha¦ TyaH su\I AaTmana &an ]âan inüy Ae!lexuH kæuH? VyvharmaH mGn Ke TyaH su\I Aene smikt sacuH =tuH n=I. Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦TyaH su\I AaTmana &an ne ]âan$p inüy smikt AaTmanuH &an Ane AaTmanI ]âaVyvharmaH mGn Ke TyaH su\I inüyna Aa„anuH &an Ane ]âan tene =tuH n=I.

AhÄ Aem Aaxy Ô`vae. Lyae, AigyarmI ga=a Fà id'halI ke!la id' =ya?(]aeta: Aigyar) Aigyar. Aahaha¦ Aa tae mUz ga=a Ke. jEndxRnnae Ýa` Ke. Aaga=a. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Tyare AhÄya Vyvharnae inØe\ kyÈ. Ane Vyvhar n=I Aem kæuH-gaE krIne taeVyvhar Ke ke nhÄ kyaHy? ke n=I j to Ae saHwz¦

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A|yaTm pâit Ane A|yaTmno Vyvhar Ae!le xuH?AaTma &an ne AanHdSv$p Ke tena piràmmaH je piv5ta Ýg!e tene AhÄya

A|yaTm pâitno Vyvhar khe Ke. A|yaTmmaH inüy to ãVy vStu Ke. vStu =oDI JIÌKe. Aaqa ÒvãVyna xuâ piràm te ãVy piràm Ane &an dxRn cair5na wedvazapiràm te gu piràm. Aa bHne A|yaTm pâitno Vyvhar kæo Ke. Aa VyvharnI toA&anIne qbre n=I. AaTmana inmRz piràm moÙmagRna =ya tene A|yaTmno Vyvharkæo Ane i5kazI cIjne inüy khI. Are¦ Aa jNm mr`na AHt lavvanI vato Ke.

A|yaTmno Vyvhar Ae!le xuH? A|yaTmno inüy Ae!le?i5kaz ãVy vStu te inüy Ane tenI dxRn &an cair5nI inmRzta$p vItragI

pirìt tene A|yaTmno Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Are? AavI vato¦ AhÄ to vate-vate fer. ke!lake to ko id' saHwZyuH p` n hoy. tÀv=I AÔ~ya ma`s ibcara ho¦Are¦ jnm mr`na AHt lavvanI Vyvhar pâitnIy qbr n mze¦ smÔ uH kaH?

(klxam<t wag-2 pana nH. 86, pU. guÌdev]Ina ÝvCano)





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A= c keØaiˆTkdaicTso½ip Ýyojnvan. yt:-

suâae suâadesae `adVvae prmwavdirsIihH.vvhardeisda pu ßae du Aprme iõda wave..12..

xuâ: xuâadexo &atVy: prmwavdixRiw:.Vyvhardeixta: punyeR Tvprme iS=ta wave..12..

ye qlu pyRNtpako¿I RjaTykatRSvrS=anIyH prmH wavmnuwviNt teØaH Ý=m-iätIya>nekpakprMprapCymankatRSvranuwvS=anIyaprmwavanuwvnxUNyTvaCKuâ-ãVyadeixtya smu>oittaSqiltEkSvwavEkwav: xuâny OvopirtnEkÝitvi Rka-S=anIyTvaTpir&ayman: ÝyojnvanŸ ye tu Ý=miätIya>nekpakprMprapCy-mankatRSvrS=anIymprmH wavmnuwviNt teØaH pyRNtpako¿I RjaTykatRSvr-S=anIyprmwavanuwvnxUNyTvadxuâãVyadeixtyopdixRtÝitivixÚEkwavanekwavoVyvharnyo ivicœav RmailkaS=anIyTvaTpir&aymanStdaTve ÝyojnvanŸ tI=RtI-=RflyoirT=mev VyviS=tTvatŸ. _›H c-

—j[ ij`myH pvßjh ta ma vvhari`CKO muyh.OÉke iv`a iKßj[ itT=H A~ e _` tCcH..˜

hve, —Ae Vyvharny p` kae kaene kae vqte Ýyaejnvan Ke, svR=ainØe\ krva yaeGy n=I¸ te=I tenae _pdex Ke Aem khe Ke:-

deqe prm je wav tene xuâny &atVy KeAprm wave iS=tne Vyvharnae _pdex Ke.12

ga=a=R: (prmwavdixRiw:) je xuâny su\I phÇcI ]âavan =ya t=a pU R&an-cair5van = gya temne tae (xuâadex:) xuâ (AaTma) nae _pdex (Aa&a)krnar (xuâ:) xuâny (&atVy:) Ô`va yaeGy Ke (pun:) vzI (ye tu) je Òvae(Aprme wave) Aprmwave-A=aRtŸ ]âa t=a &an-cair5na pU R wavne n=I phÇcIxk–a, sa\k AvS=amaH j (iS=ta:) iS=t Ke teAae (Vyvhardeixta:) Vyvharäara _pdex krva yaeGy Ke.

!Ika:- je puruØae KeÐa pak=I étrela xuâ suv R sman (vStuna) _Tk<Úwavne Anuwve Ke temne Ý=m, iätIy Aaid Anek pakaenI prHpra=I pCyman


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j[ ij`myH pvßjh ta ma vvhari`CKO muyh.OÉke ivà iKßj[ itT=H A~ e _` tCcH..

(A=R:- AacayR khe Ke ke he wVy Òvae¦ Ôe tme ijnmtne ÝvtaRvva cahta haetae Vyvhar Ane inüy-Ae bþe nyaene n KaeDae kar` ke Vyvharny ivna tae tI=RVyvharmagRnae nax = jxe Ane inüyny ivna tÀv (vStu) nae nax =jxe)

wava=R:- laekmaH saenana saez val Ýisâ Ke. pHdr-vla su\I temaH cUrI AaidprsHyaegnI kailma rhe Ke te=I Axuâ khevay Ke Ane tap detaH detaH KeÐa tap=Iétre Tyare saez-vluH xuâ suv R khevay Ke. je Òvaene saez-vla saenanuH &an,]âan t=a Ýaiº = temne pHdr-vla su\InuH kaH Ýyaejnvan n=I Ane jemnesaez-vla xuâ saenanI ÝaiPt n=I = temne TyaH su\I pHdr-vla su\InuH p`Ýyaejnvan Ke. AevI rIte Aa Òv namnae pda=R Ke te pudŸglna sHyaeg=I AxuâAnek$p = ræae Ke. tena, svR prãVyae=I iwþ, Aek &aykpàma5nuH &an, ]âant=a Aacr`$p ÝaiPt Ae 5 e jemne =[ gyaH temne to pudŸglsHyog jintAnek$ppàHne khenarae Axuâny kaH Ýyaejnvan (kae mtlbnae) n=I¸ p`ßyaH su\I xuâ wavnI Ýaiº n=I = TyaH su\I je!luH AxuânynuH k=n Ke te!luHy=apdvI ÝyaejnvazuH Ke. ßyaH su\I y=a=R &an-]âannI Ýaiº$p sMyGdxRnnIÝaiº n = haey TyaH su\I tae jemna=I y=a=R _pdex mze Ke AevaH ijnvcnaenuHsaHwzvuH, \ar` krvuH t=a ijnvcnaene khenara ]I ijnguÌnI wiÉt, ijnibHbnadxRn [Tyaid VyvharmagRmaH Ýv<¿ =vuH Ýyaejnvan Ke Ane jemne ]âan-&an tae=yaH Ke p` saÙatŸ Ýaiº n=I = temne pUvRki=t kayR, prãVynuH AalHbn KaeDva$p

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A uv/t-mhav/tnuH g/h`, simit, guiº, pHc prme¤Ina |yan$p ÝvtRn, Ae Ýma eÝvtRnaraAaenI sHgit krvI Ane ivxeØ Ô`va ma!e xaÏaenae AWyas krvae [TyaidVyvharmagRmaH paete ÝvtRvuH Ane bIÔne ÝvtaRvvuH-Aevae Vyvharnynae _pdexAHgIkar krvae Ýyaejnvan Ke. · Vyvharnyne k=HictŸ AsTya=R khevamaH AaVyaeKe p` Ôe kae tene svR AsTya=R ÔÌ KaeDI de tae xuwaepyaeg$p Vyvhar KaeDeAne xuâaepyaegnI saÙatŸ Ýaiº tae = n=I, te=I él!ae AxuwopyaegmaH j AavI,w/Ú =, gme tem SveCKa$p ÝvteR tae nrkaid git t=a prHpra ingaedne Ýaº =sHsarmaH j w/m` kre.ma!e xuânynae ivØy je saÙatŸ xuâAaTma tenI Ýaiº ßyaHsu\I n =ay TyaH su\I Vyvhar p` Ýyaejnvan Ke Aevae SyadŸvadmtmaH ]I guÌAaenae_pdex Ke.

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hve, Ae Vyvharny p` kae kaene kae vqte Ýyaejnvan Ke, Ae!le? A= ckeØiˆTkdaicTso½ip Ýyojnvan. yt: Ke ne sHSk<tmaH AhÄ, kaene kdaictŸ Aem kaekaene kdaictŸ Aem. kae kaene Ane kae kaze-ßyaH su\I Vyvhar Aene haey Ke-inüysihtVyvhar haey Ke. AaTmana AvlHbn=I sMyGdxRn-&an-cair5 Ýg!–uH Ke, Ane pUr`n=I Ae!le ragnI mHdtanae Vyvhar haey Ke, te=I kaene-kae kaene Ae!le Aa Òvne Anekae vqte Ae!le ßyaH su\I inüysiht Vyvhar haey Ke TyaH su\I. Ýyaejnvan Ae!leÔ elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aa A=RmaH mae!a vaH\a _@ave Ke¦ kae kaene kae vqte ÝyaejnvanKe. tenae A=R sHSk<t !IkamaH Ô elae te kaze Ýyaejnvan Ke. AadrÌy nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Sv$pnI ¹iÚ = Ke &ancair5aid =yaH Ane AenI sa=e ragnI mHdtanae dev guÌxaÏnI ]âa, wiÉt, v/tna ivkLp haey, Ae kaze je!lae rag Ke Ane je!lI xuâta =aeDIKe Ane Axuâta Ke tene te kaze te!lae te Ýkare Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahahaha¦

Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aa mae!I tkrar AamaH Ke.svR=a inØe\ krva yaeGy n=I¸ Ae!le ke Vyvhar n=I j... Aem n=I. ßyaH su\I

vItrag dxa n =ay, TyaH su\I &anIne, muinne, smiktIne p` AHtrna Aa]ye sMyGdxRn&an =ya KtaH, ragnI mHdtanae wav Aene haey Ke. smÔ uH? svR=a inØe\... n=I jVyvhar, Ae=I krIne Vyvhar=I inüy =ay Aem vat n=I. ;inØe\ krva jevo n=I' Ae!leVyvharnae inØe\ kyÈ Ae!le ke Vyvhar=I p` law =ay, Ae AhÄ vat n=I. Aahaha¦

· ƒvharnyna _pdex=I Aem n smjvuH ke Aa„a prãƒnI iÊya krI xke Ke, p` Aem smjvuH keƒvharopi¹Ú xuw wavone Aa„a ƒvhare krI xke Ke. vzI te _pdex=I Aem p` n smjvuH ke Aa„axuw wavo krva=I xuâtane pame Ke, prHtu Aem smjvuH ke sa\k dxamaH wUimka Anusar xuw wavo

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svR=a inØe\ krva yaeGy n=I. k=HictŸ inØe\ Ae!le? ke SvwavnI ¹iÚnI ApeÙaAeinØe\ krvalayk Ke p` vStu trIke n=I Aem nhÄ. Aahaha¦ muinAaene p`, saca sHtnep`, Vyvhar vcmaH Aave Ke. dev guÌ xaÏnI wiÉt Aaid, Ae=I n=I Aavtae, AeminØe\ krva jevuH n=I. tem Aave Ke ma!e lawdayk Ke, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

AamaH ke!luH xIqvuH AamaH? Aahaha¦ (]aeta: =aeDa xBdae xIqvana.) Aa to bhu=aeDa xBdaemaH Aave Ke. svR=a inØe\ krva yaeGy n=I, Ae!le? k=HictŸ inØe\, Ae!le?inüynI ApeÙaAe Vyvhar inØe\ krva layk Ke. p` Vyvhar, Vyvhar trIke TyaH AaveKe to haey Ke Ae!luH, p` te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke, p` ga=anaH A=RmaH AevuH Aavxe Ae!lelaekae b\ay mUHJa gya, xahuÒAe ÝÆ kyÈ'tae idLhI. Aa ga=a Aavxe AenI.

ga=a-12suâae suâadesae àdVvae prmwavdirsIihH.vvhardeisda pu ßae du Aprme iõda wave..12..

deqe prm je wav tene xuâny &atVy KeAprm wave iS=tne Vyvharnae _pdex Ke.12

Aa Vyvharnae _pdex Ke ne, AenaH ke!laHy A=È ATyare hale Ke. hmàH Aek mae!aeleq AaelamaH lQyae Ke. diÙ` dexmaH=I kae'k Ke. j¡Aae¦ Vyvharnae _pdex krvae, Vyvharnae_pdex krvae¦ ;Aprme iõda wave' Ae!le ßyaH su\I cae=e, paHcme, Kõe Ke TyaH su\I AeneVyvharnae _pdex krvae... Aem mae!I VyaQya krI Ke kae'ke vzI. Aahaha¦ Aem n=I. AabIÒ rIt Ke Aem khevanI j¡Aae.

ga=a=R:- je xuâny su\I phÇcI ]âavan =ya. pU R &an cair5van = gyaAe!le inivRkLpmaH pD–a, inivRkLp dxa = g A=va pU R dxa =, xuâny su\IphÇcI kevz&an =ay Tyare xuâny=I pUr` = jvana, Ae AaSa/v Ai\karmaH Ke.kevz&an =ay Tyare xuâny pUr` =, nihHtr to xuâny tae \/uvnae Aa]y te Ke. pÀa]y levanuH bH\ =yuH ßyare, Tyare xuâny pUr` = Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahaha¦bhu fer Ke.

;je xuâny su\I phÇcI, je xuâny su\I phÇcI Ae!le svR& =ya Ane bIÒApeÙaAe inivRkLp |yanmaH gya Aene ]âavan =ya (t=a) pU R &an-cair5vHt =gya temne tae xuânae _pdex krnar xuâny Ô`va yaeGy Ke. Aene hve xuâny Ô`vayaeGy Ke Aem khe Ke. Ô`va yaeGy Ae!le Aene xuânynae ivØy ræae nhÄ hve. pUr` AqHDAanHd = gyae. Aahaha¦

Aa mae!I tkrar (Aa) ga=amaH S=ankvasImaH=I phelI tkrar AavI'tI. AaelaediryaprI n=I? Aolo n!u n!u diryaprI, FàH vqt phelaH diryaprI nih? v#va`n!una bapnuH nam xuH? heH? kpurwa, kpurwa caera umaH AaHhI AaVya'ta phelaH

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Sva|yay(mHidr)maH AaVya'ta. kpurwanae idkrae n!u htae, phelae j¡Aae¦ Aa barmIga=amaH, S=ankvasI htae. S=ankvasIne barmI ga=a ne Aa smysar Ke kyaH? KtaH,saE Aa\ar Aanae Lye¦ ¬etaHbrmaH p` Aa\ar Lye Ke, idgHbrmaH p` AekaHt pÙvaza KeAe Aanae Aa\ar Lye¦ j¡Aae Vyvhar, Vyvharnae _pdex krvae... Vyvharnae _pdex krvae,kaene? ke je nIclI dxamaH, kevz&an n=I =yuH Aeva Òvone Vyvharnae j _pdex krvae.

Aem n=I... jrI, A=R fer mae!ae Ke. \Ire=I smjvuH Ôexe. jene AHtrna AnuwvmaHpUr` dxa = g, Aene tae xuânae _pdex krnar xuâny, Ae!le to pUr` dxa = gAe!le Ô`va yaeGy (pU R) = gyuH bs. Aene hve kaH Aadrva layk ke xuâny Aa]ykrva layk Ke AevuH ræuH nhÄ.

vzI je Òvae Aprmwave Ae!le ke ]âa &an cair5na pU`R wavne phÇcIxk–a n=I, Ane sa\k AvS=amaH j iS=t Ke tenI pyaRymaH ApU R xuâ Ke, ragaid Ke.te=I, Vyvhar äara Ae!le ke te kaze te Ô`va layk Ke. Vyvharno _pdex krva ma!e teekaze te Ô`va layk Ke. Ae !IkamaH Aavxe. Aa tae xBdaenI pdnI rcnamaH ;vvhardeisda'xBd AavI gyae Ke. p` Aenae wav... tae te ßyaH su\I pUr` kevz =yuH n=I Aene SvãVynaAa]ye dxRn&an-cair5 =yaH Ke p` pyaRymaH hÒ ApU R xuâ ne Axuâta Ke, tene teÔ`vI Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke. tene te Ýkare TyaH Ô`vuH te brabr Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

mae!a Aa ga=amaH vaH\a AigyarmImaH'y vaH\a, drekmaH vaH\a Ke. Aa ÝÆ kyoR'taeidLhImaH, xahuÒAe pHiDt laekae Aene w`ave ne Aa... j¡Aae¦ Vyvharnae _pdex kI\o KenIclI dxavazane cae=e, paHcme, Kõavazane Vyvhar j krvae. Vyvharnae j _pdexkrvae. kevz pamI Ôy Aene pKI nhÄ Aem kI\uH Ke ne? kI\uH¦ p` Aem Aenae A=R n=I.Aahahaha¦ Aeno A=R !IkamaH j¡Aae kI\uH Aavxe. !IkamaH Aave Ke j¡Aae. Aa ;vvhardeisda'nae A=R !IkamaH Aave Ke paKz. KeÐe Ke. —Ô elae te kaze Ýyaejnvan Ke !IkamaH phelapereg/afmaH KeÐI cae=I lI!I. j¡Aae, phela pereg/afnI KeÐI cae=I lI!I. —Ô elae te kazeÝyaejnvan Ke sHSk<t !Ika Ke.

Vyvharnae _pdex krvae Aem n=I. Ae tae waØa Ke. p` te kaze Vyvhar ragAaidnI mHdta haey te!lae te kaze ‡ je smye xuânae Aa]y lI\ae Ke, dxRn &an cair5=yaH Ke, KtaH pUr` n=I. te=I ragnI mHdtane xuâtanI ApU Rta haey Ke.

Aene te te smye, je!lI xuâtanI ApU Rta ne Axuâtanae wav, te smye tene Ô`vaeÝyaejnvan, bIje smye xuiâ v\e Axuâta F!e te smye te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan, 5Ijesmye xuiâ v\e, Axuiâ F!e tae te smye te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan. JI`I vat Ke bapu¦ Aatae... Aahaha¦

Aigyar ne barmaH mae!a gae!a é@e Ke, AigyarmI (ga=amaH) je inüy kæae, Aeinüynae Aa]y =yae. sMyGdxRn &an cair5 =yaH, p` pUr` =yuH n=I. Aene vtRmanpyaRymaH xuâta =aeDI Ane Axuâta bey vteR Ke, Aene Ô`vuH Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke. AadrvuH


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tae i5kaznae Aadr Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AavI vatuH Ke.Aa ;vvhardeisda' na A=RmaH ë\I Ý$pà !IkamaH A=R Am<tcHãacayeR

;vvhardeisda' nae A=R xuH? tae !IkamaH kI\uH ke te kaze Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. ;deqaDvuHne _pdex krvae' Aevae Aenae A=R Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦

Aem tae bH\k=anae pa@ AaVyae Ke phelaH, AaTmamaH bH\k=a te ivsHvad _Tpþ kreKe tae (xuH) bH\k=a ivsHvad _Tpþ kre Ke? pa@ tae Aavae Ke. wav bH\ Ke te Sv$p AbH\Ke. Sv$p wgvan AemaH Aa wavbH\ Ke te ivsHvad Ae!le AekmaH bIÔnuH ÔeDa` bgaD=ay Ke. Ae ÔeDa`-bH\ wav. Aahaha¦ Ae bH\k=a Ae!le bH\wav, ivqvad _Tpþ kreKe Aem Ke. bH\k=a xuH ivqvad _Tpþ kre Ke? pa@maH bH\k=a Ke. 5IÒ co=I ga=a, k=anaeA=R tae vaÌnuH AenuH je vaCy Ke-bH\wav te ivqvad, ivsHvad _Tpþ kre Ke.

Aem AhÄyaH ;vvhardeisda' Vyvharnae _pdex, Ae tae xBd Ke. AenuH vaCy ke je tekaze xuâta AaeKI Ane Axuâta AenuH &an krvuH, AenuH nam Vyvhar deqaD–ae, Ae!leVyvhar Ôeyae, Ae!le Ô~yae Ae (Ô elae) Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahaha¦ khae smÔy Ke kenhÄ Ko!awa? AamaH É–aHy mze AevuH n=I klk¿amaH É–aHy b\ey. mohnlalÒ khe Ke.n=I k–aHy Aa, AavuH Ke j nhÄ, b\ae ferfar Fàe = gyae ferfar = gyo. Ae laekaeneibcarane qbr n=I ne Aa vStuiS=it Aam Ke.

ke xuâny Ô`vayaeGy Ke, vzI je Òvae Aprmwave Ae!le ]âa &an ne cair5maHpU R wav n=I =yae-pUr` wav =yae n=I. Aene pU R wavmaH phÇcI xk–a n=I. sa\kAvS=amaH Ke, iS=t Ke tene Vyvhar Aave Ke, Aene Ô`vae Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke.

—Vyvhardeixda˜ nae A=R Aa Ke. Aahaha¦ idLhImaH Aa ÝÆ kyÈ'tae xahuÒAe, Aelaekae bharmaH ibcaraH b\aHAe... Ae ÝÆ laVyae hto. S=ankvasI n!uH, deravasI tae lavej te, idgHbraey Aa ga=a lave, j¡Aae Vyvharnae _pdex krvae... Vyvharnae _pdex AhÄkrvae (kI\uH) _pdexnI VyaQya n=I Ýwu Ae tae xBdae Ke, AenuH vaCy tae !IkamaH lI\uH Ke.te kaze je!lae rag =ay te!lae tene Ô`vae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? hve,AamaH (smjva) k–aH nvra haey Ke AamaH dak!rne [Njekxn devamaH b\a p` AaNjekxn j¡dI ÔtnuH Ke. Aahaha¦

khe Ke Ýwu¦ Aekvar saHwz ke AaTma je Ke vStu Ýwu¦ Ae AtIiNãy AanHd neAtIiNãy&annI pUr` mUitR Ke Ýwu Aenae je e Aa]y lI\ae, AenuH AvlHbn lI\uH AenesMyGdxRn &an cair5 =ay. Aene Aa]y=I dxRn =ay, Aene Aa]y=I &an =ay, AeneAa]y=I cair5 =ay, te tae inüy. p` jene hÒ &an ke cair5 ]âaid hÒ pUr` =yan=I, kevz&annI iS=it = n=I-prm Avga# smikt n=I, prm kevz&an n=I,prm y=aQyat iS=rta cair5 n=I. Aeva Òvne nIclI dxamaH je ragnI mHdta AnexuâtanI ApU Rta deqay Ke, tene Ô`vuH Ae Ýyaejnvan Vyvhar=I kæuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

Aa Fà tae ATyare Aano A=R Aevae j kre Ke. pHiDtae, sa\uAae g<hS= haey tae te

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p` Fàe mae!ae leq lqe Ke kae'k. maetIcHd krIne kok Ke NyaHno pl!nno. Ke kae¦ (]aeta: tae inim¿ne j mane Ke) Ke ne barIS!r Ke. te id' Ae ivro\ kyÈ'tae pl!n gya Tyare,VyaQyan saHwZya pKI (khe) Vyvhar=I Aam...

Are Ýwu¦ wa saHwz bapa¦ Vyvhar Aene khIAe ke jene Sv cEtNy Ýwu AenaeAa]y lne jene inüy sTy dxRn &an cair5 =yuH Ke Ae Òvne pUr`dxa n=I, ma!e TyaHVyvhar ragnI mHdtanae AaVya ivna rhetae n=I. Ae ragnI mHdtane Ô`vuH Ae Vyvhardeixta:nae A=R Ke Ae Aene Ô`vae Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke, Ae Vyvhar deqaDvanuH Ýyaejn Aa Ke.Aahaha¦

Are¦ k–aH jgt slva gyuH Ke ne, slva uH. hÒ tae xaÏna A=R krvamaHê\a. AHtr tae ¹iÚ Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Aa khe: —vvhardeisda˜ Vyvhar deqaDvae paKaeA=R Aevae Ke ne j¡Aae. deisda Ae!le _pdex krva yaeGy Aem, p` AenI VyaQya?

je \m±ne AHtr Svwavne Aa]ye \mR Ýg!–ae Ke, sTy dxRn &an cair5 =ya Ke,p` jenI dxa pUr` = n=I, te=I tene, te kaze ragnI mHdtano shcr$pI VyvharAaVya ivna rhetae n=I. Aene Ô elae... inüy Ke te AadrÌy Ke Ane Vyvhar Ke teÔ elae Ýyaejnvan Ke, Ô`valayk Ke.

inüy AadrÌy Ke ne Vyvharey AadrÌy Ke, tae tae be wag pD–a kem? Aaha...ha¦ be ny Ane be nae ivØy kem =yae? Ôe bey AadrÌy haey tae bey ivØy iwþ haevaÔeAe. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦ Aenae A=R =yae ke Aek inüy je Svwavnae Aa]y Ke teSvwav Ke te Aa]y Aadrvalayk Ke. Ane je!lae ragnI mHdtanae wav, pUr` vItrag=yae n=I, Ae=I AaVya ivna rhetae n=I. p` te kaze te e tene Ô`vuH ke Aa Ke bs Ae!luH,AadrÌy Ke ne Aena=I law Ke Ae ÝÆ AhÄ Ke j nhÄ. Aaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aahaha¦ hve ga=ana A=R krvamaH y mo!I wUl, hve AemaH ÔvuH k–aH? Aahaha¦Aava A=R kre ne... Aaela ibcara sa\ar` ma`s halae v/t Lyae ne piDma l Lyae. p`tara piDma-fiDma AekDa ivnana mÄDaH Ke. sMyGdxRn j n=I (pheluH) ßyaH TyaH piDmak–aH=I AavI g? mhav/t l Lyae Drxae nhÄ, Aem Aek j` khetae' tae vzI. xuH ke Aa?bharmaH l levuH p` bharmaH levuH Ae tae AnHtvar lI\uH Ke, nvmI gEveyke gyaeAnHtvar, ATyare tae Aeva mhav/t k–aH hta? Ae=I tae êca wav Tyare hta, ATyaretae k–aH? Aa tae Aene ma!e krela caekane Aahar Lye Ke b\a. indÈØ mzvuH muXkel Ke. Aaelacaeka kre ne Aa Lye, Vyvharey n=I ATyare tae.

(]aeta:) ratna vqtmaH... éHF ke!la klak AavtI hxe?(_¿r:) p` Ae tae AeÞaer ræae. muinne éHF j pae I sekNDnI AHdr haey, Aa tae

K-K sat klak sUve, tae ãVyilHgnuH y @eka uH n=I, wav tae Ke j k–aH? inüysmiktne... VyiÉtne ma!e n=I Ýwu haeH¦ tae ibcaraH vStunI iS=it Aa Ke. VyiÉtnIvat n=I AenI jvabdarI tae Aene Ke ne, (Aa ) Ae wgvan Ke wa¦ wULyae Ke p`


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wgvan Ke. Ae wUlmaH Aene du:q =xe, AenI Aene qbr n=I .Aahaha¦ Vyvhar krtaHinüy =xe, AevI maNyta tae im+yaTv Ke. Ane im+yaTv Ke Ae mhasHsar Ke.

AaHhI tae muinne je pHcmhav/tnae ivkLp é@e, Aene p` jgpH= ne sHsar khe.Aahahahaha¦ tae VyvharnI iÊya krtaH-krtaH inüy =ay, Ae tae mae!ae jgpH= im+yaTvKe. Aahaha¦ im+yaTv Ae jgpH= Ke Ane im+yaTv gya pKI rag rhe Ae p` jgpH= Ke.(]aeta: ragnuH fz j wv Ke.) Aahaha¦ tae pKI hÒ xuw krIAe, xuw krtaH krtaHAagz jvaxe xuâ =axe. Ae pheluH pgi=yuH Ke, Axuw !azIne xuw(maH) AavvuH pKI xuw!azvae Ae pgi=yuH Ke Aem A&anIAae-im+ya¹iÚAae mane Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae tae sMyGdxRn =ya pKI-Anuwv =ya pKI... Aene phelae Axuw !aze ne xuwmaHAave ne pKI xuw !azIne xuâmaH Aave Aem vat Ke. p` hÒ AaHhI @ekaàH n mze, Vyvhar]âana @ekaàH n mze ne Axuw phelaH !ze ne pKI xuw Aave. Aene tae b\uH Axuw j KeAene tae¦ im+yaTv Ke Ae j mae!ae Axuw Ke¦ Aahaha¦ AakrI vatuH bhu.

Ae xBda=RmaH Aavae wav Ke. Vyvhardeisda kI\uHne? A=aRtŸ Aenae A=R Ae =yae keVyvhar deqaD–ae Ke. bs¦ te kaze pUr` cair5 n=I Ane ApU R cair5maH Ke, dxRn&an=yaH, p` cair5 pUr` =yuH n=I Aeva sa\k Òvne, Ke ne? sa\k AvS=amaH j. isâ =gya-kevzI = gya Aene kaH nhÄ, im+ya¹iÚne kaH nhÄ.

xuH kI\uH? svR& =ya AenuH AaHhI kam n=I, tem im+ya¹iÚ Ke AenuH y AaHhI kam n=I.Aa tae sa\k AvS=amaH- Aahaha¦ je e Aa AaTma AanHd Sv$pnuH sa\n kyuÅ Ke,AHtrne Aa]ye jene dxRn &an cair5 AHxe Ýg!–aH Ke. p` sa\k AvS=a Ke TyaH ba\kAvS=a hÒ éwI Ke, sa\k TyaH su\I khIAe Aene ke ba\k AvS=a Ke. Ae ba\k AvS=aKe tene Vyvhar khIne Ô elae Ýyaejnvan kI\ae Ke. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ xuH =ay¦ wgvannaivrh pD–a, i5laekna= AaHhI ræa nhÄ, kevz&annI _Tpi¿ rhI nhÄ, Avi\-mn:pyRy=IkHk ÝTyÙ jày AevI cIjey rhI nhÄ. Aahaha¦ Ane b\a gae!a é@–a.

Ae!le khe Ke. ]âa &an ne cair5na pU R wavne n=I phÇcI xk–a Aem, mUz taecair5nI pU R dxane paMya n=I Ane &annI pU R dxane paMya n=I Aem. p` ]âa tae]âa = Ke. smÔ uH? Ane ]âa p` prm Avga# Ae = n=I, kevz&an pU R =yuH n=I,cair5 y=aQyat =yuH n=I, Aeva pU Rwavne n=I phÇcI xk–a, sa\k vtRman sa\kAvS=amaH vteR Ke Ae!le ke ba\k AvS=anae tae nax kyÈ Ke im+yaTvnae, p` bIÒ ba\kAvS=a ragnI hÒ bakI Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

sa\k =yae Ke Sv$p xuâ cEtNy Ke tena Aa]ye sMyGdxRn &an =yuH Ke, sa\k Ke,Aene pU R dxa n=I, AevI AvS=amaH, Vyvhar äara Ae!le Vyvhar tene Ô elae ÝyaejnvanKe. Aene Vyvhar Aave Ke, Ae=I Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahaha¦ hve Aava b\a A=Rkrva, Ae laekae Aem khe ke maza saengi#ya Ae A=R ferve Ke, b\I qbr Ke ne¦ (]aeta:Ae tae Aem j khe ne¦)

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Aem j khene xuH =ay. Aahaha¦ AaHhI tae Ýwu¦ barmI ga=amaH wgvan kuHdkuHdacayRnaeAaxy Ae Ke ke tenae qulasae !Ikakare-Am<tcHãacayeR qulasae krI naQyae Ke. ke w¦vvhardeisdanae A=R xuH? ke te kaze ragnI mHdta sa\kÒvne vteR Ke, tene Ô`vae teÝyaejnvan Ke, Aem vvhardeisdanae A=R Ae Ke, Aahaha¦ Aavxe !Ika, Aa tae xBda=RmaH,(SpÚIkr` =aeDuH =yuH)

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smysar, barmI ga=a.;je puruØae KeÐa pak=I étrela xuâ suv R sman _Tk<Ú wavne Anuwve Ke.' jem

saenuH sae !ka ne saez vluH =ay, Aem xuâ suv R sman vStuna _Tk<Ú wavne AaTmana_Tk<Ú wavne Anuwve Ke. |yan raqae Aey, ihHmtwa¦ k–aH njr Ôy Ke tmarI. AaHhIxuH khevay Ke? AamaH F uH b\uH gyuH, F uH vyuH gyuH F uH.

_Tk<Ú kem kæae? ke suv R jem saez vluH sonuH pUr` haey, Aem jenI pUr` dxa Ýg!= g kevzIne. Ke? temne _Tk<Ú wavne Anuwve Ke. svR& prmaTma ‡ Fàe AamaHferfar Ke. Aa ga=ana A=RmaH Aana A=eR y ê\a kre Ke FàHy, FÌ Ôtna Ae!le AamaHfer Ke jrI.

je puruØae KeÐa pak=I étrela xuâ suv R sman, Ae to ¹ÚaHt Ke. xuâ suv R smanvStuna _Tk<Ú wavne Anuwve Ke. Ae!le ke KeÐI dxa-kevz&anne Ýaº Ke, ;temne taeÝ=m, iätIy Aaid Anek pakaenI prHpra=I paCyman' Ý=m, sMyGdxRn =taH phelIpyaRynae je Anuwv, Aene n=I hve. tem vclI dxanae Anuwv p` kevz&anIne n=I.|yan raqÔe.

;temne Ý=m, iätIy Aaid Anek pakaenI prHpra=I pkavvama Aavta Axuâ suv Rsman je AnuTk<Ú m|ym,' AnuTk<Ú kem kæuH? ke sMyGdxRn =taH phele smye jFNyAnuwv haey Ke, bIje smye Aena=I v|yae, m|ym = gyae, te kevz&an n =ay, tephelana Aa baj¡na smy su\I Aene m|ym khevamaH Aave Ke.

xuH kI\uH ? sMyGdxRn =ay, xuâ cEtNy &an Sv$p, AaHhIya tae Ae svR& Sv$pIj Ýwu \/uv Ke. &ayk khae ke svR&SvwavI Aam inTy \/uv AenI ßyaH ¹iÚ =, AenaeSvIkar ne sTkar =yae tae phela smynae je Anuwv, Aene jFNy khe Ke. p` te trt jAene bIje smye, 5Ije smye Anuwv haey j Ke. smÔ uH kaH? sMyG¹iÚ Òvne xuâcEtNy &aykwav, svR& SvwavI vStu AevI ¹iÚ =taH phela smynae je Anuwv AeAsHQy smy rhe Ke te=I tene bIÔ 5IÔ Aaid m|ym Anuwv tene = Ôy Ke. jFNyAaezHgIne.


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Aa tae AamaH bhu ivrae\ AaVyae Ke te=I v\are SpÚ =ay. prHpra=I pkavvamaHAavta Axuâ suv R sman jem suv R Axuâ haey, Aem Aa hÒ AnuTk<Ú m|ymwav,jFNywav n lI\ae, kemke jFNywav tae phele smye haey Ke. xuH kI\uH ? xuâ cEtNy&aykSv$p Ke, AevI je ¹iÚ ne Anuwv =yae, AenaH phela smynuH vedn tae jFNy khevay.p` Ae tae Aagz v\I j Ôy, trt j tene bIje smy Aaid AsHQy smynI v<iâ tenehaey j te. smÔ uH kaH?

FàH Ýkar Aavxe, \Ime=I saHwzÔe.m|ymwav, tenae Anuwv n=I haetae. jFNy tae smikt =ya pKI p`, jFNy

Anuwv tae Aene y n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Ane Aane _Tk<Ú Anuwv n=I haetae, kemkesMyGdxRn =ya pKI p` ßyaH su\I kevz&annI dxa n =ay, TyaH su\I m|ym dxanaeAnuwv Ke. vat smÔy Ke?

Ae!le kæuH ke AnuTk<Ú Ae!le _Tk<Ú nhÄ. je pheluH kæuH, ke _Tk<Ú wavne Anuwve KekevzI. Aene Aa _Tk<Ú wavnae Anuwv m|ym Anuwvvazane n=I. smÔy Ke kaH?Aahaha¦ Ane AhÄ=I jFNy tae Ae Ke j nhÄ. Ae jFNy phela smynae g~yae Ke, AneAa§vmaH je jFNywav g~yae Ke mUzpa@maH. wa¦ jh`wave¦ Ae jFNywav,_Tk<ÚwavnI nIce wav Ke Ae b\ane jFNywav g~yae Ke.

xuH kæuH? AaHhIya je jFNywav Ke, Ae tae sMyGdxRn Anuwv =vanae phelae smyKe tene jFNywav khe Ane pKIna wavne m|ymwav khe, _Tk<Únae Awav ne jFNy toGyae. smÔ uH kaH? Aene m|ym wavnae Anuwv haeva=I te wavno Anuwv n=I. kone?kevzIne, Axuâ suv Rsman je AnuTk<Ú wav tenae Anuwv haetae n=I, kaene? kevzIne.

je puruØae KeÐa pak=I étrela xuâ suv R sman saez, xuH kI\uH? saez. (]aeta: sozvla sman) saez xuH kI\uH? (]aeta: vluH) saez vluH wUlI Ôy tmarI waØa¦ saez-vluHßyaH suv R = gyuH Aene pKI m|ym ne Axuâ suv RnI je m|ym dxa, Ae Aene haetI n=I.Aene ter vluH ne caEd vluH haetuH n=I.

Aem jene svR& pU Rdxa =, Aene jFNy tae n=I. Ae smiktIne y jFNy n=I.jFNy tae phele smye = gyuH Ane svR& n =ay TyaH su\InI dxane _Tk<Ú dxa n=I tenete AnuTk<Ú dxane m|ymdxa khe Ke. Ae m|ym dxanae Anuwv kevzIne haetae n=I.smÔ uH kaH?

AamaH mae!I tkrar Ke Ae!le jrI hmàH AaVyuH Ke, ke xuânyne Ô elae ÝyaejnvankevzIne Ke. Aene ke id' xuâny htae? ke tme Aene (Ô elae Ýyaejnvan khae Kae?) xuânytae satma=I xuâny =ay Ane cae=e, paHcme, Kõe su\I Vyvhar haey Ke.

kevzIne xuâny Ô`vanuH tme khae tae Aene ny Ke k–aH? Aem khe Ke Ae (laekae) Aemkhe Ke, saHwzo \Ire... =I saHwzae. b\uH smjva jevI JIÌ vat Ke. jem jem ivrae\ AaveKe tem tem SpÚIkr` (=ay Ke.) Aem khe Ke hmàH lqa` Ke maetIcHd¦ pl!nnae Ke

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kae'k vkIl. Aem ke xuânyne Ô`vanuH kæuH Ke. xuâny kevzIne k–aH Ke? kevzIne tae ny(n=I) Aene tae pUr` = gyuH Ke xuâny k–aH Ke? xuâny tae nIclI dxamaH satma=Ite _plI dxamaH xuâny haey. ne cae=e, paHcme, Kõe tae Vyvharny haey. (]aeta: cae=e=Ixuâny x$ = Ôy Ke) xuâny NyaH=I (Cao=e=I) nhÄ Aene Aenae inØe\ krvae Ke ne Aene?Aahaha¦ xuåny NyaH=I (Cao=e=I) nhÄ.

Aahaha¦ kar`ke... Aem tme khae, AaHhI khexe j¡Aae.tenae Anuwv haetae n=I te=I, xuâãVyne khenar haeva=I Ae!le ke xuâ ãVyne

Anuwvnar haeva=I Aem, khenar haeva=I. smÔ uH kaH? JI`I waØa Ke bapu¦ Aa tae...A|yaTm marg AHdr bhu sU"m Ke. Aene pkDvae, smjvae Ae bhu puruØa=R maHge Ke.

AhÄya xuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I Ae!le ke xuâ ãVyne Ô`nar haeva=I-pUr`, je eAcilt AqHD Aek Svwav Aek wav Ýg! kyÈ Ke. je e Acilt, AqHD, AekSvwav$p-m|ymwav htae TyaH Aek Svwav hÒ nhaetae. smÔ uH? Aa tae AekSvwav wav svR&=ya. Aek Svwavwav Aek wav Ýg! kyÈ Ke. Aekwav Ýg! kyÈ Ke Aevae xuâny jAaHhI vaH\ae Ke. kevzIne tme xuâny lgaDae tae ny k–aH Ke NyaH Ae Aem khe Ke. ma!e Aaxuâny Ke satme, Aa@me, nvme AemaH lagu pDe, cae=e, paHcme, Kõe xuâny lgavae Aen kam Aave, tem xuâny kevzIne lgavae Ae n kam Aave, Aem Ae khe Ke. vkIl Ke Aek,mae!uH lqa` AaVyuH Ke.

Ae tae... b\I tkrar cale j Ke Ae tae b\I Aa barmI ga=anI to. Aahaha¦AhÄyaH tae khe Ke ke xuâ suv R saez vla sman, je e AaTmanae xuâ pUr` Svwav

svR& pUr` AanHd ßyaH Ýg! = gyae, wav Ýg! = gyae, je Aek SvwavwavAcilt AqHD Ýg! = gyae, Aene tae xuâny j. Ke? -xuânynae A=R Ae ke hve Aenexuâny krvanuH ræuH n=I. wa¦ Aa§vmaH Aave Ke ne? kevz&anIne xuâny pU R = gAem kI\uH Ke. Aa§v Ai\kar. saHwzÔe, Aa barmI ga=ano... bhu tkrarI wa te!Ikana F`aH Ýkar AamaH nIkzxe.

Aek to Aa§vmaH jFNy wav kI\ae. Ae jFNywav k–ae? ke _Tk<Ú kevz&anInaewav n=I, Ane m|ym Ke tene AhÄ jFNy kI\ae. bIÒ vat... wava=RmaH xuâny pUr`kevz&anmaH =ay Ke Aem lQyuH Ke. be @eka e Ke ne? Ke ne AamaH? Aa§v, Aa§v j¡AaepanuH AaHhI Ke gujratI bsae caeraxI, Aeksae vIs kzx Ke. pana fer hoy to Aeksae vIskzx AemaH nIce Ke. nIce Ke tdŸn.

saÙatŸ xuâny tae kevz&an =ye =ay Ke. Ke? KeÐI lI!I, AamaH KeÐI lI!I Ke.Aeksae vIs kzxna pKI, wava=R =ya pKI saÙatŸ xuâny tae... ÔeyuH? xuâny saÙatŸtae kevz&an =ye =ay Ke.

k ApeÙa kI\I? Aekkaer Aem kæuH ke i5kazI wUta=R te xuâny. Ane AaHhIsaÙatŸ xuâny kevz&anmaH =ay Ke Aem kæuH. Aenae A=R? ke xuânynae hve AamaH Aa]y


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leva jevae htae Ae Aa]y TyaH Ke nhÄ, Ae!le TyaH xuâny pUr` = Aem. smÔ uH kaHAamaH? Aahaha¦ Aava wHg pDe FàH, Aa vaH\a é@aVya Ke Aa barmImaH. xuâny Aenek–aH Ke kevzIne Aem khe ma!e xuâny Ôèlae, Ô elae tme khae Kae te xuâny Aene Ô`vuHKe?

ha¦ Aene xuâny Ô`vae Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aeksae teHtalIs ga=amaH kæuH nemUzpa@maH pKI, ]utkevzI hare mezVyuH Ke ne? TyaH y xuâny Ôè Ke Ae!luH. AeksaeteHtalIs Ke ne? Aekso teHtalIs ga=a. ktaR kmRnI ne? KeLlI. Aeksae teHtalIs. haeH¦j¡Aae¦ Ae Aeksae teHtalIs ga=a. jevI rIte kevzI wgvan, iv¬na saÙIpàne lI\e,Aek bael¦ Ke? bIÔe bael¦ hve bIÔ bael _pr vjn Ke AaHhI. ]ut&anna AvyvwUtAeva je Vyvhar inüyny pÙae temna Sv$pne j kevz Ô e (Ke). Ke?

xuH khe Ke? kevzI, Vyvharny ne inüynyna pÙae temna Sv$pne ;j' kevzÔ e-Ae!le xuâny Ô e Ke Aeno A=R Ae ke Aene xuânynae ivØy pUr` = gyae Ae!lehve Ô`vanuH j ræuH bs Aem.

\Ime=I smjvuH bapu¦ Aa ga=a tae mae!I tkrarI Ke ne?xuH kI\uH? kevzI wgvan iv¬na saÙIpàne lI\e, ]ut&annae Avyv-]ut&an Ae

Ýma` Ke Ane inüy ne Vyvharny Aeno Avyv Ke, wag Ke. te=I AvyvwUt Aeva jeVyvhar inüyna pÙae temna Sv$pne j kevz Ô e. kae'hve ny k–aH Ke TyaH? p`... Ô eKe Aenae A=R j Ae ke Ô`vuH rhI gyuH AekluH Aem. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Ke? kevzI pìnüy-Vyvharnyne Ô e Ke. kevzI p` Vyvharny ne inüyny Aena Sv$pne Ô e KeAem kæuH.

hve, TyaH kaH inüy-Vyvhar ny Ke nhÄ. Ae=I Aene Ô e Ke &anmaH Ô e Ke, jemhtuH tem Ô~yuH AenuH nam Vyvhar ne inüyne Ô`naro kæo. Aare¦ Aek vat¦ AhÄya kæuHke xuâny kevz&an =ye =ay Ke. Aa§vmaH kæuHne? Ane AaHhI kæuH, Aap e Aa caltaAi\karmaH, xuH kI\uH AaHhI j¡Aae AnuTk<Ú wav tenae Anuwv kevzIne haetae n=I. te=IxuâãVyne khenar Aevae xuâny j. Ke? Ae xuâny j, saE=I _prnI Aek Ýitvi Rkasuv Rpàna sman haeva=I-saezvla sman haeva=I-Ô elae Ýyaejnvan. xuâny jÔèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke.

hve AaHhI tkrar kre Ke. Aene xuâny k–aH Ke ke Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke?Are wa¦ Ô`vanuH Aene b\uH AaVyuH AemaH Ô`vanuH Ô~yuH Ae e bs Ae!luH. AahÄ

tae Ae j kæuH-xuânyne Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem kI\uH. ny Aene haetI n=I, p`Ô`nar Ke Aem kI\uH Aene bs Ae!luH. xuânyne p` Ô`nar Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔy KekaH?

AamaH tkrar xuH Ke? ke Ae barmI ga=amaH je Vyvhar kæo. Ae tae cae=e, paHcme, Kõesu\Inae Vyvhar Ane pKI xuâny kI\I Ae to satma pKI xuâny Ane kevzIne xuâny

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haey nhÄ, Aem khe Ke. wa¦ Aenae AaHhI qulasae Aem Ke ke Ae xuânynuH pUr` Sv$p ‡xuâny tae wUta=Rne kI\I Ke i5kazne Ane i5kazne Aa]ye ¹iÚ =ay sMyGdxRn AneAnuwv iS=rta Aene p` xuâny khevamaH Aave Ke caEdmI ga=amaH. Ane AaHhI p`kevz&anmaH p`... xuâny pUr` = g-Aa]y levae Aene p` xuâny Ôè Ke AemkhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH? ra5e ÝÆ krva.

5` vat =. Aek tae _Tk<Ú suv Rnae jene Anuwv Ke Aene m|ym suv RnaeAnuwv n=I, Aem jene _Tk<Ú-kevz&annae Anuwv Ke Aene m|ym dxanae Anuwv n=I.kemke Aene Aek$p AqHD dxa Ýg! = g Ke, te=I xuâny tene Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke.Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ane, AaHhIya AnuTk<Ú xBd lI\ae, lI\one? kemke jFNy, m|ym wav tae Aene n=I.p`... sMyG¹iÚ Òvne hÒ barmaH su\I m|ym wav Ke. pUr` = gyae terme Tyare hvem|ym wav ræae n=I, _Tk<ÚwavnI dxa = g. Aene xuâny Ô elae Ýyaejnvan AemkI\uH. Aene xuâny TyaH j haey Ke Ane xuâny nIce n=I haetae, Aem n=I. xuâny tae cae=e=Ilagu pDe Ke.

i5kazI wUta=R &ayk svR&Sv$pI Ýwu¦ Aam svR& Sv$pI svR& SvwavI je\/uv vStu Aenae Aa]y lI\ae, TyaH phele smye je dxRn Ýg!–uH-&an Ýg!–uH Ae jFNywavekhevamaH Aave Ane Ae Aek smy rhetuH n=I pKI turt j bIje smye, 5Ije smye, cae=esmye AenI dxa v\I j Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH? ha, jrI JIÌ vat Ke. Aa tae Aaela laekaejem maza ivrae\ krta Ôy Ke ne Aem Aa v\are... SpÚIkr` =tuH Ôy Ke.

Aek tae Aem khe Ke ke xuâny Ô elae NyaH kI\uH to Aene ny n=Ine Ô elae ma!e qae!Ivat Ke, Aene ny n=I. ny tae xuâny kaene haey? satme, Aa@me, nvme Aene xuâny haeykevzIne xuâny n haey. cae=e paHcme Kõe xuâny n haey, cae=e paHcme Kõe Vyvhar haeykevzIne xuâny n haey, vclI dxane xuâny haey, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

xuânynI x$Aat tae wUta=Rnae Aa]y =yo, sMyGdxRnnI dxa, jene \/uv... &aykwavAam Aeklae &anwav bIÒ waØaAe khIAe tae, svR& Svwavwav, svR& Svwavwav,\/uvwav, &aykwav Aem svR... & Svwav. Aaha¦ AemaH ßyaH ¹iÚ pDI, Tyar=I phelesmye AenuH vedn _Tpþ = gyuH, p` phelae smy rhetuH n=I, trt j bIje smye...5Ije smye AenuH m|ym vedn (= Ôy Ke) Ae m|ym vedn k–aH su\I haey? ke, _Tk<Ú-kevzIne n hoy TyaH su\I dxane m|ym haey, kevz =ay TyaH su\I tae m|ymvazanexuânynae Aa]y Ke. hÒ pUr` vStuno Aa]y Ke, Ae Aa]y kevzIne KU!I gyae Ae!lekevzI xuânyne Ôè Ke tem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke.

Aaha....¦ \Ime... \Ime smjvuH Aa ivØy phelae j x$Aat =ay Ke. AavuH SpÚIkrÀa pheluH Aa ivrae\ bhu AaVyae ne. Ae khe xuâny cae=e-paHcme-Kõe to ;Vyvhar deixda'p` AaVyuH'ne AamaH¦ Vyvharnae _pdex krvo, kaene? cae=a paHcma Kõane¦ Aahaha¦ Are


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wgvan¦ xuH kre Ke Ýwu tuH xuH kre Ke wa? Aahaha¦ wgvan Ke ye y te¦ Aahaha¦dxamaH wUl =ay Ke wa¦ Aahahaha¦

xuâny nIce n haey ne Aeklae Vyvhar j haey tae Vyvhar, inüy ivna Vyvharhae xke j nhÄ. inüy Sv xuâ i5kazI wUta=R vStu Ke Aenae Aa]y = gyae KesMyGdxRn =taH j, Aenae Aa]y xuânynae Ae vStu i5kaz Ke Aene p` xuâny khIAe,Ane Aenae Aa]y krnarI pyaRyne p` xuâny khIAe. Aahahaha¦ Ane Ýg!elI dxanep` xuâny khIAe Ane pUr` =yelI dxavazane p` xuâny pUr` = g Aem khevamaHAave. Aey hIrawa¦ Aa Ýwunae marg Are Ýwu tara... Aaha¦ svR& ræa nhÄ, laekaeAekLpna=I margne cUH=I naQyo, bapu marg Aam n=I wa¦ Aahaha¦

AaHhI jFNy dxa kem n lI\I? AnuTk<Ú lI\uH kem? te Aek smynI dxa smiktmaHAsHQy smymaH tae v\I j gyae Ke AHdr Ae!le jFNydxa hve Aene rhI n=I. Aahaha¦heH¦ Ane kevz&andxa = n=I, Ae=I Aene AnuTk<Ú-m|ymdxa khevamaH Aave Ke.mohnlalÒ¦ smÔy Ke ke nhÄ? Aa tae marg bapu, svR& i5laekna=¦ Ae p` idgHbrdxRn, Aahahaha¦ AavI vat k–aH Ke kyaH? prm sTyne Ýisâ krnar Ke. ;Aa'Aahaha¦

Aek tae AaHhIyaH kæuH ke m|ymwav, tae Aenae A=R Ae =yae ke smiktI =yane,jFNywav haetae n=I. ‡ kemke phele smye jFNy haey Ke ne trt j bIje smy=I m|ymwav = Ôy Ke. Ane AahÄ jFNy lI\ae n=I Aa m|ym Ke Aene Aa§v Ai\karmaHjFNy kI\ae Ke. wa¦ ;jh`' wave pir`mn. ßyaH su\I \m±Òvne _Tk<ÚwavnuHpir`mn n=I, TyaH su\I jFNywave Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. hÒ Aene AaeKuH Ke ne, AaeKuHKe ne¦ Aahaha¦

jFNywav Aa Aek smynae Ke nhÄ. _Tk<Úwav n=I Aena=I he@e Ke AenejFNywav. je AaHhI m|ym kæae Aene TyaH jFNy kæae. Aahaha¦ hve AaHhI tae Aem khevuHKe ke xuâny khenar haeva=I Ke ne? Ae!le Aa laekaene vaH\a é@e Ke. xuâny khenar Ke p`(xuuâny) kevzIne k–aH Ke Ae kaH? Aem khe Ke.

p`... AaHhI tae xuâny khenar haeva=I Ae!le xuânynuH Sv$p vaStivk haeva=IAem, khenar to ;bH\k=a' Aevae xBd Aave Ke, p` AHdr ;bH\wav' btavvae Ke. AemAaHhI ;xuâny khenar'nae A=R ke xuâny jene haeva=I, jene Acilt, pUr` = gyuH AeneAem, Acilt AqHD Aek Svwav$p Aekwav Ýg! kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦ svR& prmaTmanetae ASqilt AekSvwavwav Ýg! = gyae Ke. Aevae xuâny, ÔeyuH? Ýg! =yae Ke Aevaexuâny. Ýg! tae kevz&an = gyuH Ke. pU Rdxa¦ p` Aene hve AaHhI xuânynae Aa]ykrvae A!kI gyae, Ae!le ke xuâny Ýg! = g pUrI Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

(]aeta: xuâny Ô elae Ýyaejnvan = gyuH.) , p` Ô elanuH khe Ke keKÍS=ne Ô elo haey, kevzIne Ô elae ny k–aH=I haey Aem khe Ke. (]aeta: kevzI tae

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b\uHy Ô e¦) p` kæuH ne Aeksae teHtalIsmaH btaVyuHne.... iv¬na saÙIpàne lI\einüy-Vyvharnyne Ô e Ke hve inüy Vyvharnyne Ô e Ke Ae!le inüy VyvharnyKe TyaH Aem nhÄ. p`... jem bIÔne Ô e Ke Aem inüy-Vyvharne p` Ô e Ke. wa¦Aahahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapa¦ vItrag marg¦ Aahaha¦

AaHhI xuânyne khenar haeva=I Ke ne? Ae!le Ae laekae le Ke ke xuâãƒne khenarhaeva=I je sa\e Ke Aene Ae xuâãVynI ny Ke satme, Aa@me, Aaid Aene xuåny Aem ke|yanmaH ßyare haey Tyare...

Aevae xuâny j Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aenae A=R Ae ke nyp uH TyaHKU!I gyuH Ke hve. Ane te=I Aem p` l lI\uH ke xuânynI pU Rta kevz&an =ye =ay Ke.AaVyuH'ne ? Aa§vmaH. be @eka e AaVyuHne bey baj¡Ae Ke. Aa panuH Aa baju. Aahaha¦wa¦ k ApeÙa Ke wa, AevuH Ô`vuH ÔeAe. Aem qeHcata` kre bapu Aem n hale.Ýwunae marg Ae AnekaHitk je Ke Aene Ae rIte Ô`vae ÔeAe. Aahaha¦

AhÄyaH tae khe Ke ke saez vluH saenuH jene pU R = gyuH Aene hve ter caEd vluH haetuH n=I.Aem jene pU RSvwav xuânynae pU R wav Ýg! = gyae, Aene hve kae Svnae Aa]ylevae AevuH rhetuH n=I. ma!e xuâny Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke, Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.hsmuqwa¦ Aa tmara vepar bepar=I Aa Ôt j j¡dI NyaH kaH saHwzva mze AevuHn=I NyaH Aekla kroDo $ipyane Aava $ipyane \Uzne Aem vatuH bhu kre Ke ma`s.Aahaha¦

Aa mhaÝwu¦ AnHt AnHt l"mInae wHDar wgvan Ke. Aahaha¦ Aenae Aa]ykrvae Aenae A=R xuânynae Aa]y kyÈ, Ane Aena Aa]ye Aene xuâny AHxe Ýg!I. AnepUr` xuâny kevz&ane Ýg!I. Aaha¦ Ae!le ke hve Aene Aa]y krvanae ræae nhÄ.Aahaha¦

vclI dxavazane m|ymdxa kI\I. AnuTk<Ú, _Tk<Ú nhÄ Ae!le m|ym. je dxaneAa§vmaH jFNydxa kI\I. wa¦ Ae dxane AaHhI m|ym kI\I. Ae jFNy kem lI\uH? kekevz&an ßyaH su\I =yuH n=I TyaH su\I jFNywave pir`me Ke, tae Aene hÒ ragaidwavKe te=I tene bH\ Ke. iblkul bH\ n=I Aem je kæuH htuH, &anIne bH\ j n=I. Aem je kæuHhtuH Ae ApeÙa=I kæuH htuH. p` ßyaH su\I jFNywave pir`me Ke TyaH su\I p` AHdr hÒragnae wag Ke Ae!le bH\n Ke. pUr` kevz&an =ye jFNywav Ae!le m|ymwav KU!Igyae Ane pU R wav = gyae Aene tae kaH jrIye bH\n Ke nhÄ. Ae tae inras/vI Ke.

Aare¦ AavuH b\uH yad ke!luH raqvuH? devIlalÒ¦ Aey goivHdramÒ¦ prmsTy KeÝwu¦ xuH krIAe? (]aeta: Ae mudŸanI vat AavI g. KÍS=ne Aa]y Ke. kevzIne Aa]ynhÄ, ma5 Ô e¦) Ô e bs¦ bs¦ Ae Ô e kevzIÝwu¦ jem b\uHy Ôè Ke Aem]ut&annae AvyvwUt inüy ne Vyvhar tene te Ô e Ke, Aem AaVyuH ne, Aeksae teHtalIs.inüy ne Vyvhar bey Ôè Ke Aem kI\uH TyaH. AaHhI xuânyne Ô e Ke Aem kæuH.


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wa k ApeÙa Ke bapa¦ Aahaha¦ TyaH inüy Ane Vyvhar nyne, Ô e Ke AemkæuH-Aeksae teHtalIs, AaHhI xuânyne Ô e Ke Aem kæuH. wa¦ TyaH pUr` Ô e Ke ma!eb\uHy Ô e Ke Aem kæuH Ane AaHhI hÒ Vyvhar bakI ræae Ke, Aene jàvva xuâny pUr`= g Ke, Aene xuâny Ôè Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. \Ime \Ime smjvuH bapu¦

(]aeta: Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ke Ae!le?) Ô e, Ae!le Ke bs Ô e Ke. ny n=I hve.jem b\ane Ô e Ke tem nyna wavne p` Ô e Ke. ny-by Aene n=I hve. ny taeÝma`&an = Ôy. Aahahaha¦

mae!a vaH\a ATyare Aa... (mane Ke ke) Vyvhar, Vyvhar=I =ayne, AevuH isâkrvuH Ke ne Ae!le cae=a, paHcma, Kõane Aeklae Vyvhar Aave, vvhardeisda (kæuH Kene) Aene _pdex Vyvharnae krvae Aene inüynae nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ýwu tuH xuH kre Kewa¦ Aem n hale, prmaTmana ivrh pD–a, kevzIAae ræa nhÄ, Aeva A=R n =ayÝwu¦ Aahaha¦ Aemnae je Aaxy Ke wgvannae, Ae Ýmaè Aenae A=R =vae ÔeAe.Aahahaha¦

Aevae xuâny j, Aenae srvazae AaHhI Ke. Aaelae tae ¹ÚaHt kI\ae. saE=I _prnI Aekvi Rka sman Ae!le saez vluH. Aevae xuâny j Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke.

smÔy Ke bapu¦ smÔy AevuH Ke \Ime=I smÔe¦ Aa tae vItrag marg Ke wa¦Aahaha¦ svR& i5laekna=¦ AenaH Aa k=nae Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae sHtae Ôher kre Ke, ke jenesaenuH m|ymp uH jenuH !zI gyuH Ane saezvluH jene = gyuH, Aem je e xuânynae ivØyAa]y kyÈ htae Ane hve Aa]y krvae bH\ = gyae, Aene xuâny AeklI Ô`va laykKe Aem = g. Aahahaha¦

A!p!I vat Ke jrI, p` Ke bhu sI\I. heH? Aahaha¦ cetnÒ? (]ota:- F uHka#–uH Aape to AamaH=I) AamaH Ke AevuH. Aaha¦ barmI ga=anae ivrae\ tae phele=I haLyaeAave Ke Amare. caera umaH Ae n!u AaVyae tae kpurnae. kpurwanae tmarae TyaH Are NyaH=I_pa½yuH'tu maze. Are Ýwu¦ tmare smysar kevuH? Ane tme barmI ga=anae Aa\ar Aapaewa¦ AenaH A=Rne tme kevI rIte smÔe? S=ankvasI, Aa deravasI AamaH=I ka#e. j¡Aae,barmI ga=amaH kæuH ke Aam krvuH, Aam krvuH, Aam krvuH, krvuH krvano A=R Ae haey Ketene Ô`vuH NyaH Aem Aeno A=R Ke. Aavxene hmàH nIce A=R Aavxe.

Aaela laekae khe Ke ke xuâny cae=e paHcme Kõe haey j nhÄ, nhÄtr Aa Vyvharnae_pdex kaene krvae? hve Aavxe. jene inüy = gyae Ke Aene Vyvharnae _pdex k–aHkrvanae ræae? Vyvhar jene hÒ inüy =yae n=I Aene Vyvharna _pdexnI j$r Ke AemAe khe Ke. AaHhI Aem n=I Ýwu¦ Vyvhardeisda xBd tae p>maH xBd gae@vva AaVyae Ke.p` tenae A=R khexe paete AhÄ ke AaTm&an =yuH Ke Sv$p xuâ cEtNyna AvlHbn=I, hveAe tae inüy =yae, p` AenI pyaRymaH Axuâta bakI Ke, Ane xuâta AaeKI Ke, Aene Ô`vIAe nyne xuH khevuH? ke Ae nyne Vyvharny khevo.

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Ae Vyvharny te kaze te te smye je!lae xuâ AHx KaeDIne, xuânae AHx ræae AaHhIyaAne Axuânae AHx, te te smye te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. bIje smye xuâtanae AHx v\eKe, Axuâtanae AHx F!e Ke, te smye te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. 5Ije smye xuâtanae AHxv\e Ke, Axuâtanae AHx F!e Ke te kaze te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan. Aahaha¦ AavuH JI uH¦ vatbapu¦ xuH =ay? Are Ýwu tuH... ivrh... Aahaha¦

hve, prHtu hve Ae vat tae lI\I, pUr` dxa = g, Aene xuâny Ô`va layk KeAe!le Aene xuânynae ivØy Ke Ae kaH ræuH n=I hve Aa]y krvae ræo n=I. pU R Aa]y= gyae Ae!le xuâny Ô`valayk Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuH. Aahahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH?

—prHtu je puruØae Ý=m, iätIy Aaid Anek pakaenI prHpra=I pCyman Axuâ suv Rsman ÔeyuH?˜ saenane phelI AaHc Aape, Ý=m caeQquH krva Ý=m, iätIy Aaid AnekpakaenI prHpra=I pCyman pakeluH, —Axuâ suv R sman je AnuTk<Ú m|ymwav tenoAnuwv Ke.˜ sMyG¹iÚne, ßyaH su\I pUr`dxanae Anuwv n=I, TyaH su\I Aene jFNynaey n=I ne _Tk<Úno y n=I. kar` ke jFNy tae vItI gyae Ke Aene phele=I, _Tk<Ú Ke nhÄ,m|ymwavne Anuwve Ke. Aahahaha¦

Are re¦ jenaH hÒ &aney sacaH n mze Ýwu¦ kaene xr e jxe Ae wa. Aahaha¦smÔ`uH kaH? xr` tae cEtNySv$p Ke AHdr pUr`¦ je svR&Sv$pI Ke- & Sv$pI Ke,svR&Sv$pI Ke, ;&' \atu &anne \arI raqeluH tÀv Ke, AekluH tÀv. Aahahaha¦ AenaeAa]y krtaH sMyGdxRn =ay Ke sMyG&an =ay Ke, cair5 Aenae Aa]y krtaH =ay Ke.Aenae Aa]y ßyaH kyÈ Tyare jFNy Aa]y tae vItI Gyae, hve m|ymmaH vteR Ke. saenuH jemhÒ tervla ne caEdvlamaH rhe Ke, TyaH su\I saezvluH =yuH n=I. Aem ßyaH su\I sMyG¹iÚ,paetanae Aa]y-Svwavnae lne m|ymwavmaH vteR Ke, jFNywav tae vItI gyae trtj te. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

AnuTk<Úwav tene Anuwve Ke. ÔeyuH? —temne KeÐa pak=I étrela, xuâ suv Rsman_Tk<Ú wavnae Anuwv n=I haetae saez vluH jem saenuH n=I Aem Aane pUr`wavÝg!–ae n=I. vclI dxamaH Ke. Aahaha¦ sa\kdxamaH Ke. jFNywav vItI gyae Ke,_Tk<Úwav Ke nhÄ, m|ym wavmaH vteR Ke. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: AaHhÄ xuâaepyaegne xuwaepyaegbþe sa=e Ke?) Ke. hare Ke. pUr` xuâ n=I te Axuâta Ke ne hare. sa\k Ke TyaH ba\kp uHpD–uH Ke ne hare. Tyare tae Aene m|ymwav kI\ae. rag hÒ Ke ke nhÄ? Are¦ @e@ dsmaHgu S=an su\I rag Ke. Ane buiâpUvRk rag Kõa su\I Ke. buiâpUvRk ne AbuiâpUvRk Kõe p`Ke Ane satme Aeklae AbuiâpUvRk Ke, te dsma su\I bhu laHbI vatuH bhu bapu¦ tÀvnI vatuHAevI Ke. Aahaha¦

—Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I, _Tk<Úwavnae Anuwv n=I haetae te=I Axuâ ãVynekhenar haeva=I, je e j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p Anek wavae deqaD–a Ke.˜ ÔeyuH?


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Ae Axuâ ãVy Ae!le ke hÒ Axuâ pir`it Ke Ane xuâ p` Ke. xuâ p` Ke m|ymnIAne Axuâta p` sa=e Ke. Aeva Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I je e j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p Anek wavae deqaD–a, AaelamaH xuH htuH? Aek Svwavnae Aek wav Ýg! kyÈ Ke AemhtuH. je e Acilt AqHD Aek Svwav$p Aek wav Ýg! kyÈ Ae _Tk<Ú (wav). Anem|ymmaH? Aahahahaha¦ Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I ‡ ãVyne Axuâ kem kI\uH? ãVy taeAxuâ Ke nhÄ. p` AenI pyaRy Ke Axuâ hÒ Aene, xuâta =aeDI Ke Ane Axuâta p` Ke,Ae=I Axuâ ãVy, bIÔne kar e nhÄ, p` Ae paetane kar e ãVy AHxe miln Ke, inmRz p`sa=e Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.

Aaeho¦ Ýwunae marg Ke xUranae... TyaH m|yS= ÒvaenuH kam Ke. Aag/hI-pkDnarnuHAaHhI kam n=I, bapu AaHhI. Aahaha¦ teva Òvne, j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p, ÔeyuH?xuâtanae AHx Ke AenI hare Axuâ p` Ke. Aahahaha¦ bIje smye p` xuânae AHx kHkv|yae, KtaH Axuânae AHx F!–ae p` Axuâta sa=e Ke, Aeva j¡da j¡da Anek wavnedeqaDnar haeva=I. Aahaha¦ Ke? j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p Anek wavae Aek AekwavSv$p Anek wav. Aahaha¦ je AHdr phele smymaH je xuâtanae AHx Ke ne AxuâtaKe Aene @eka e bIje smye xuâtanae AHx v\e ne Axuâta F!e, Aem Aek Aek wav iwþ iwþje Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek Aek wavSv$p Anek wav deqaD–a Ke. Aevo Vyvharny ivic5Anek v Rmaza sman haeva=I, saenane jem AaHc detaH, iwþ iwþ v R rg deqay ne¦saenanaH rg deqay, AemaHna Anek ÝkarnI Axuâta Ane xuâtana AHxae Anek Ýkaredeqay Ke. Ae xuâtanae AHx Ke Ae p` Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke. Aaha¦ pyaRy Ke ne¦smÔ`uH kaH? Aahaha¦ gjb vatuH Ke¦¦

te=I Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I Ae!le, khenar haeva=I Ae!le? Axuâ ãVynI dxahaeva=I. AaelamaH Aem AaVyuH'tuH ne, Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I wa¦ ma=e AemAaVyuH'tuH. khenarno A=R te khevuH Ke k–aH? Axuâ, ãƒ pUr` haeva=I Aem AaHhI AxuâãVyne khenar haeva=I, Ae!le Axuâ ãVynI AvS=a haeva=I. ãVymaH inmRzta p` Ýg!IKe Ane kHk milnta p` sa=e Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aevae Vyvharny ‡ Aa tae Aem khe Ke kecae=e, paHcme, Kõe tae Vyvhar j Ke. Are wgvan p` ƒvhar, inüy ivna, Vyvhar haeynhÄ. (]aeta: be y Aek hare j haey Ke¦) Aahaha¦ Ae laekaene Vyvhar=I law =ay Aeisâ krvuH Ke ne, Ae!le Aanae A=R Ae l Ôy Ke, bapu¦ Aem n=I wa.

phelo, Aigyar ga=amaH wUta=R Ke te j xuâny Ke Aem kI\uH. pKI vzI Aem kI\uHke wUta=Rnae Aa]y kre Ae j sMyGdxRn, Aem krIne wed paDyo, p` Ae Aa]y kre Tyaretene sMyGdxRn =ay, TyaH=I tae x$Aat krI. hve Ae tae inüynae ivØy Aene Ô~yae, hveAenI pyaRymaH kaH ApU Rta-Axuâta Ke ke nhÄ? jem ãVy Aam xuâ j Ke Aem pyaRyp` xuâ = g Ke? ke na. Aene p` hÒ kaHk xuâta Ke ne kaHk Axuâta Ke. AeneVyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke. Aavae marg bapa¦

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Aevae Vyvharny, ivic5 v Rmaza sman haeva=I, AoluH saenamaH ivic5ta haeyne? AaHc detaH detaH, pIzax-pIzax k=Irnae wag =aeDae haey Anek v Rmaza smanhaeva=I Ô elae. ÔeyuH? Vyvhardeisdanae A=R kyÈ, Vyvhar _pdex krva layk Ke AevI jewaØa Ae tae p>maH gae@vva ma!e Ke. p>maH bIÔe A=R Aave Ke tenae Ae!le, p` Aenae A=RAa Ke. ke Vyvhar Ô elae te kaze Ýyaejnvan Ke, AaHhI vjn Ke. kemke Am<tcHãacayeRvvhardeisdanI VyaQya Aa krI. Aahaha¦

kuHdkuHdacayRne vvhar deisdamaH khevano Aa Aaxy Ke, AevuH Am<tcHãacayeR !IkamaHquÐuH krI naQyuH. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ gay, weHsna Aa_maH dU\ Ke, Ae bzukI ba ka#eKe, Ae AHdrmaH Ke Ae ka#e Ke. Aem Aa waØamaH Ae wav Aa j Ke. vvhardeisda kæuH Ae!leVyvharnae _pdex krvae Aem nhÄ, p` te kaze Axuâta Ke, xuâtanae Aa]y lI\ae Ke te!lIxuâta AHx p` Ke ne Axuâta p` Ke. Aene te Vyvharny Ae!le pyaRy-xuâ pyaRy keAxuâ Ae Vyvhar, Ae Vyvhar te kaze te Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aavaemarg Ke.

Are re¦ A=È y ê\a krva, paetane bese Aem A=R krva bapu Aem hale nhÄ. Aatae 5`laeknae na=, tI=Åkrae, Aaha¦ jenaH saÙI Ke, g`\raene je e SvIkayaR Ke. [Nãae jeneAnuwve Ke sMyG¹iÚ. Aahaha¦ Aa kaH AalI duvalInae marg n=I. Aaha¦

(]aeta:) Aene Aem ke jyCaHdÒne malUm nhÄ ke Ô`vamaH wed&an?(_¿r:) wed&anIne, wed&an =ya pKI kHk rhI gyae Ke rag, Aene Ô elae

Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem Ke AaHhI tae. AaeluH pUr` = gyuH Aene kaH Ke nhÄ hve, Aene taepUr`nuH vedn Ke Ae!le xuâny Ô`elae Ýyaejnvan Aem. Ô`vo Ae!le jem b\ane Ô eKe Aem nyne p` Ô e Ke Aem. Aem j¡dae nynae ivØy Ke ne ny Ke ne? Aem kaH n=I.Aa tae Aeksae teHtalIs (ga=amaH) AavI gyuH, ]ut&anna AvyvwUt inüy-Vyvharnyneje AaezHgI gya Ke. Aeksae teHtalIs. Aahahaha¦ wgvanne pKI ]ut&anmaH.....

Vyvhar ne inüy Ae ]ut&anna wed Ke. xuH kæuH. smÔ uH? ]ut&an Ke Ýma`Ke, wav]ut hoH, tae Ýma` Ke, ãVyne y Ô e ne pyaRyne y Ô e. hve Aeno Avyv Ae!lewag inüy ne Vyvhar. inüy Ae i5kazne Ô e Vyvhar vtRman pyaRyne Ô e, taeVyvhar vtRman pyaRy ne Ô e... inüynae Aa]y lne sMyGdxRn =yuH hve AenIpyaRymaH Axuâta Ke ke nhÄ, Aene pyaRymaH xuâta pUr` n=I tae Axuâ ApU R pyaRy Keke nhÄ? Aahaha¦ Aene ma!e Aa barmI ga=a kI\I.

ke je Ae ApU R xuâta Ke, AenI sa=e Axuâta Ke, Aene Ô elae Ýyaejnvan, Ô`vuHÔeAe. brabr Aena &anmaH Ae vat AavvI ÔeAe. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? pHiDtÒ¦Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke, \Ime \Ime =aeDe =aeDe bapu¦ Aa tae prmaTmanae marg Ke. Aahaha¦ jenesae [Nãae tizyaH ca!e Ke. Aahaha¦ AsHQy devna laDa [Nãae, jenI swamaH Aam ha=ÔeDIne kUtrIna bCcaH jem (be@aH haey) bapu¦ marg kevae haey wa?


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Ae kae sa\ar` marg n=I Ýwu¦ Aaha¦ Ane Aena sHto Ae marg Ôher kre Ke.kuHdkuHdacayR¦ Am<tcHãacayR¦ Aahaha¦ jgtne.. smajnae smtael rhexe ke nhÄ, AenI kHdrkar sHtaene n=I. sTy Aa Ke ne AsTy Aa Ke Aem Ôher kre Ke. bese n bese tmne,tmarI jvabdarI. Aahaha¦

Ae!le kae Aem khe ke xuâny Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. xuâny tae kevzIne n=I, ma!enIclavazane xuâ Ke. Ane Ae=I nIclavazane xuâ n=I Aene Vyvhar Ke Aem n=I.smÔ uH kaH?

AaHhI to pUr` xuâ AigyarmI ga=amaH kæuH vvharaeDwUdT=ae pyaRy ma5 gaEkrIne ;n=I' Aem khI, tae hve kH pyaRymaH Ke ke nhÄ? tae TyaH gaE krIne AstŸkI\I'tI. hve sMyGdxRn =yuH. AHtr Sv$pnI ¹iÚ =, tae hve pyaRymaH kaH Axuâta,pyaRy Ke ke nhÄ? n=I Aem kI\uH'tuH tae gaE krIne kI\uH'tuH. hve AaHhI pyaRy, AenesmiktIne Ke ke nhÄ? Aahahaha¦ Ae smiktInI pyaRy, xuâtanI ApU Rta Ane Axuâtanaesa=e AHx haey Ke. Aene AaHhIya Vyvhar khIne, Ô`valayk Ke Aem kI\uH Ke. AadrvalaykKe ne Aena=I law Ke, Aem vat khI n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Aevae Vyvharny, ivic5 v Rmaza sman, Ô elae te kaze Ýyaejnvan Ke.ivxeØ khevaxe. (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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barmI ga=a AenI !Ika smysar.pheluH tae Aem kæuH ke saenanae KeLlae je wag saez vluH =ay, AemaH Anek v`È n=I.

Aek j v R saenanae Ke. Aem je e AaTmanae Aa]y l Ane pUr` sozvla sona smansuv R sman, Aek$p suv R sman, Aek$p je e dxa Ýg! krI Ke, Aeva kevz&anInexuâny Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. xuâny TyaH Ke nhÄ. pUr` = gyuH p` Aek ApeÙaAe AenekæuH kal ke xuânynI pU Rta kevz&anmaH =ay Ke. AaSa/v Ai\kare, k ApeÙa? ke jeAaTma prmb/ï AanHd pUr` AaTmSv$p, Ae j vStu pote xuâny Ke p` Aenae Aa]ylne, je dxa =ay sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 Aene p` xuâny khevay. Ane jenae Aa]ylne, pirpU R dxa Ýg! =, tene p` xuâny pUr` =, Aem khevamaH Aave. smÔ uH?

AaVyuH ne AhÄyaH Ae Ýitvi Rkanae A=R Ae =yo. suv RnuH Aek$p saez vluH, AemAaTmanuH Aek$p, kevz&an pyaRy pUr` Aem Aek$p AaHhI, AhÄ ãVynae Aa]y tae Ke j.\/uv _pr ¹iÚ tae Ke, p` pyaRymaH suv Rna saenana v RnI pe@e pUr` dxa jene Ýg! =Ke tene xuâny Ô`elae Ae!le hve to tene Ô`vuH j Aeklu ræuH bs. Ae vaH\a ka#e Ke neAemaH=I xuâny Ô elae Aene xuâny kevzIne k–aH Ke? Aem khe Ke. Aa kevzIne Ke Aem kheKe AaHhI.

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xuH kI\uH j¡Aaene, saE=I _prnI Aek suv Rna v R sman haeva=I, Ô elae xuânyÝyaejnvan Ke. svR& prme¬r jem b\uH Ô e Ke, Aem nyne Ô e bs Ae!luH Aem. nyn=I TyaH hve. Aahaha¦ p` Ae xuânynuH pUr` $p pyaRymaH je AavvuH htuH te AavI gyuH,te=I Ae xuânyne Ôè Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aavae Aa marg Ke.

Ane jene Ae _Tk<Ú suv R smannae Anuwv n=I tene suv RnuH jem tervluH, caEdvluH,pHdrvluH haey Ke Aem jene m|ym(no) Anuwv haey Ke, pUr` n=I, Aene vclI dxamaHsMyGdxRn &an cair5, Svne Aa]ye =yaH Ke, p` pUr` n=I te=I TyaH ragnae wag p`vteR Ke. tae xuâtanae pyaRynae AHx, Ane Axuâtanae AHx, Anek = gya. je kevz&anmaHpU R Aek$p htuH AevuH Aek$p AaHhI n=I sa\k dxamaH¦ Aavae marg. \Ime=I smje taesmÔy AevuH Ke, kae waØa kae AevI AakrI n=I. wgvan pUr` Sv$p xuâ cEtNy,Aenae Aa]y lne jenI dxa pUr` = g kevz&anIne-prmaTmane, Aene hve kaeAa]y levae bakI ræae n=I. te=I xuâny pUr` = Ane xuânyne Ô e Aem khevamaHAave Ke. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: xuâny ÝTyÙ = g ke praeÙ¦) xuâny ÝTyÙ praeÙ Aem n=I. xuânyKe tae ÝTyÙ j Ke, p` ]utnI ApeÙaAe praeÙ Ke. jevuH kevz deqe AaTmana AsHQy ÝdexaeÝTyÙ, AevuH n=I deqta ma!e Aene praeÙ kæuH. JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ tÀvnI vat bhu sU"mATyare tae Ýcilt AaeKI = g Ae!le laekaene smjvuH k@` pDe p` Ke tae sTy srz.

Sv$p pU aRnHdnae na= Ýwu¦ Aem jene |yey bnaVyuH, kal AaVyuH nhaetuH bpaere,Ô`nar... Ô`nar... Ô`nar... Aevae i5kaz Aene vtRman pyaRy jenI Ke AenuH lÙ krtaHAene \/uv _pr lÙ Ôy Ke. AhÄyaH Ae khe Ke ke Ý=m tae \/uv _pr ¹iÚ Ôy, Tyare tenesMyGdxRn =ay. sMykŸ nam sTy dxRn, sTy nam jevuH pU R sTy Sv$p Ke, pUr` jevuHsTy Sv$p Ke AevuH j &an ne ]âa =ay, Aene sMykŸ sTy dxRn =yuH Aem khevamaH Aave.

hve jene pUr` dxa = n=I, Aene Vyvhar Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem je AhÄkhevuH Ke. Ae!le xuH? ke ¹iÚ tae m|ym Òvvazane p`, ¹iÚ tae1 _pr j Ke. smÔ uH kaH?p` dxamaH, xuâtanI pUr`tanae Awav Ke, te=I te m|ym dxamaH vteR Ke. jFNy dxa taehaetI n=I. kar` ke Ae tae Ý=m sMyGdxRn =taH j, phele smye jFNy haey, pKI tae vItIgyuH Ke FàH smyae... Aahaha¦ \Irana kam Ke bapu¦ Aa kaH étavze AaHbae pake AevuHn=I AamaH AaHbae pake n=I khetaH, _tavze AaHbae pake? gae!luH vaVyuH ne trt kerI =Ôy? ;AHb' xaHit, \Irj raqvI ÔeAe.

Aem Aa sTyne smjva ma!e FÌ \Irj ÔeAe. Aahaha¦je e pUr` dxa Ýaº krI Ke Aene xuâny Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke, AemaH tkrar kre

Ke ke Aene xuâny k–aH rhI hve? p`, AaHhI k ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke?xuânynI pyaRy je, Aa]y krvae Ke je cIjno Aene to xuâny khIAe i5kazne p`

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pyaRymaH pUr` = g Aem. Aahaha¦ hve AavuH k–aH... \H\a AaDe sUJe AamaH. Aahaha¦Aaqae id' papna \H\a. AemaH saHwzvana mze nhÄ sacaH. Are¦ Aene k–are vqt mze?vqt mze Tyare paKa vaH\a ka#e.

ke Aa xuâny Ôèlae Ýyaejnvan kI\ae Ae kevzIne nhÄ, kem ke Aene xuâny taesatme, Aa@me, nvme ]e Ivazane xuâny Ke, p` NyaH tae pUr` = gyuH Aem khe Ke. pÀem n=I. xuânynI pUr`ta m|ymdxavazane Ke nhÄ, caEdmI ga=amaH kæuH Ke ne, Anuwvkhae ke xuâny khae ke AaTma kho, bapu¦ k ApeÙa Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦

ßyaH i5kazI wgvan pU aRnHd Sv$p, AtIiNãy Am<tna sagr=I wrelae wgvanKe. Aahaha¦ Aene je e |yey bnaVyuH Ane |yanmaH teno ivØy bnaVyae. Aahaha¦ tenesMyGdxRn &an =yuH, tenae ivxeØ Aa]y haey tae cair5 p` =yuH, p` pUr` Aa]y n=I,Ae=I Aene m|ym dxa vteR Ke. sMyGdxRn cair5nI m|ym dxa vteR, pUr` Ôe haey tae taetene xuânynuH pUr`$p pyaRynuH Ae AavI gyuH. ãVynae to Aa]y xuâny Ke j. p`pyaRyne p` xuâny kI\I Ke. tae xuânynuH pUr`$p tae Ýg! = gyuH wgvanne, Ae!leAene kH hve... Vyvhar Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke vat Aene rhetI n=I. p` kaene rhe KeAe vat? je e Aa AaTmanae Aa]y lI\ae, sMyGdxRn =yuH, sMyG&an =yuH, xaHit p`Ýg!I =aeDI, pUr` xaHit n=I, Ae=I pyaRymaH xaHitnI pyaRynae p` wed Ane AxaHit Ae!leragnae p` wed, Aeva Anek wavne btavnarI (Vyvharny) Ke?

Aeva Axuâ ãVyne khenar haeva=I, khenar nam Ô el haeva=I je e j¡da j¡da AekAek wavSv$p xuânynae AHx te pyaRy inmRz xuânae AHx. Ane Axuâ(no AHx) Aeiwþ iwþ wav Ke. AahÄ Anek wav Ke, kevzIne Aek$p Ke AevuH AaHhI n=I. xuânae pÀHx Ke Ane Axuânae p` AHx Ke. Aeva j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p Anek wavaedeqaD–a Ke. Aevae Vyvharny, ivic5 v Rmaza AaelamaH Ýitvi Rka htuH, suv RnuH Aek$pAem svR&ne &annI pUr` dxanuH Aek$p, AanHdnI pUr` dxanuH Aek$p. saenanuH Aek$pAem AenI dxanuH Aek$p. hsmuqwa¦ AavuH Ke.

Are AavuH !a uH mZyuH mnu*yp uH, AemaH krvanuH tae Aa Ke. bakI Aa n kyuÅ tae =ræuH =ae=aH paKaH... caeraxI laqna Avtar¦ AÔ~ya... ãVy, Ùe5, kaz, wavmaH jvanuH,bapa¦ Aa tae ÔÌtae ßyaH AaTmane kyÈ, Aahaha¦ vStu cEtNy Sv$p Ke, Ane \/uv nepyaRy be Ke, AemaH pyaRye je e \/uvne pkD–ae. Aahaha¦ AinTye inTynae in Ry kyÈ. TyaHsMyGdxRn &an Ýg! =yuH, cair5nI iS=rtanae Aek AHx p` Ýg! =yae te=I te dxanem|ym dxa kI\I. pUr`dxa n=I, jFNydxa tae AozHgI g Ke, sMykŸTv =taH j. Aaha¦vclI dxamaH vteR Ke Aene xuânae AHx Ke pyaRymaH Ane Axuânae AHx Ke Ae p` pyaRymaH,Aeva j¡da j¡da Anek wavaene deqaD–a Ke. Aahaha¦ ivkarI wavne p` ne AivkarIwavne p`, j¡daH j¡daH Anek wavae Ke Aene je e deqaD–a Ke? deqaD–a Ke. Aevae Vyvharnyivic5 v Rmaza sman AaHhI ivic5 v Rmaza sman, AaelamaH Aek v Rmaza sman.

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pUr` dxamaH saenanuH Aek$p saezvluH Aem ßyaH kevz&an ne kevz AanHdmaH Aek$ppU R xuâta, Aene hve xuâny Ôèlae Ae!le ke Aene pUr` dxa = g. Aahahaha¦ p`...vcla m|ym dxavazane |yey tae \/uv _pr Ke, ¹iÚ tae \/uv _pr Ke te inüy. p`pyaRymaH, xuâta ne Axuâtana AHxae hÒ m|ym dxavazane vteR Ke. Aa tene Ô`vuH Vyvharnyne Ô`vae Ýyaejnvan khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aa tae kal kheva gyuH'tuH Aa tae v\are AenuH : (Sp*!Ikr` Ke).Ôèlae te kaze Ýyaejnvan Ke. je xBdna A=RmaH AaVyuH htuH ke ;vvhardeisda'

Aenae A=R kyÈ htae ke Vyvharnae _pdex krvae, Aevae xBd htae. Aenae Aa A=R Ke. AenaeAa A=R Ke, ke Vyvhar deqaD–ae Ae!le _pdex kyÈ. Ae!le xuH? ke te kaze Vyvhar Ô elaeÝyaejnvan, Ae vvhardeisdanae A=R Ke. phelaH AavI gyuH ne¦ Vyvhar? ƒvhar äara_pdex krva yaeGy Ke NyaH Aaqa vaH\a é@e Ke ne? Aenae A=R j !Ikakare Aam kyÈ ne AemKe. _pdex krvae ne Ae AaHhI k–aH vat Ke? AhÄyaH tae cEtNySv$p wgvan, ¹iÚmaHAaVyae Ane inmRz dxa Ýg! =, jFNyp uH AaezHgI gyuH, inmRz dxa pUr` = n=I,Tyare vclI dxamaH m|ym dxamaH, inmRz dxa p` Ke =aeDI Ane sa=e Axuâta p` Ke, toAe j¡da j¡da Anek wavne deqaDnar Ae!le Ô`nar Aevae Vyvharny Ô elae ÝyaejnvanKe. Aahaha¦ xxIwa¦ AavuH Ke. Aahaha¦

vai`yane Aa jEn\mR mZyae, Ane vepar AaDe nvra =avuH nhÄ. Ane Ae e AavuHsmjvuH. bapu¦ te kyaR ivna KU!kae n=I, nih tae caeraxIna Avtar pD–a Ke. Aahaha¦k–aH jNme, k–aH ibKDe, k–aH lDegae laD. Aa Amare gujrI gyane guÌ sHÝdayna hIraÒmharaj rStamaH gujrI gya Tyare meH Aa kDI khI'tI. te id' hoH¦ khaH jNme? marvaDmaHjNMya hta. kha jNme khaH ibKDe kai@yavaDmaH v|ya sa\u =ya'ta ne S=ankvasI sa\uhIraÒ mharaj, khaH lDegae laD, n Ô e khaH $h tze j pDega haD-k–a Ùe5maH xrIrpDxe? Aaha¦ rStamaH Ae wa v#va`=I kaHp=I haLya Ane Aa xuH qerazI, gya AaFaTyaH vCcmaH deh KU!I gyae. haltaH haltaH deh KU!I gyae.. k–aH marvaDmaH jnm, kai@yavaDmaHS=ankvasIna sa\u trIke _Tk<Ú sara Aem lDaVya laekaeAe, Ane mr` =yaH jgtmaHkae sa=e htaH. Ae mo#a Aagz caltaH'ta TyaH Aekla paete paKz=I Aam DcUrae AaVyaeAHdr=I haltaH haltaH¦ Aahaha¦ tÇterna cEtr vd Aa@m. tÇter, tÇter. Aam l=DIpD–a bs rStamaH, deh KU!I Gyae TyaH ne TyaH¦ k–aH jNMya, k–aH v|ya, É–aH deh KU!–o.Aahaha¦ Aem Aa É–aH jNMyo, É–aH v|yo, bharna sa\n Aaid Ane k–aH jne dehKU!xe? bapu¦ Aahaha¦ kar` ke deh kaH AenI cIj n=I. Ae tae j¡dI Ke, sHyaege AavI Kene sHyaegnI mudt =taH KU!I j jvanI Ae to¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae phelaH Ae e Aa AaTma wgvan pU aRnHdnae na= Sv$p Ke AenuH Ôe Ae e |yeybnaVyuH, Aahaha¦ tae AenI pyaRymaH inmRzta Ýg! =, tae inüy ¹iÚ tae \/uv _pr Ke.p` pyaRymaH xuâta Ke Ane =aeDI Axuâta Ke, Ae bey dxana Anekpàne Ô`vuH, AenuH


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nam Vyvharnye Ô elae Ýyaejnvan khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?Vyvharny=I inüy =ay Ae AaHhI vat n=I. tem Vyvharnynae ivØy n=I Aemey

AaHhI vat n=I. Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke. p` jem inüymaH ¹iÚ \/uv _pr Ke Ae tae inüy=yae. hve pyaRymaH ApU Rta xuâtanI Ane Axuâta sa=e Ke Aene Ô`vuH Ae k nykhevay? ke pyaRy Ke ma!e Aene Ô`vuH Ae Vyvharny khevay. i5kazne Ô`vuH teinüyny khevay. Aahaha¦ Aava b\a wHg, wed Ane te p` A=R krvamaH vaH\a b\ana.Ae Aa Vyvhar deqaDvae, _pdex krvae, Aem khIne cae=e, paHcme, K@e Vyvhar j haey Aembtave Ke. Ane xuâny, pUr` Ke Ae kevz&anIne Aem nhÄ. Aene ny j n=I. ny taesatme, Aa@me, nvme, dxme Ke. Aene xuâny Ke Aem krIne m|ymvazane j TyaH ny @raveKe. nIclavazane inüy nhÄ, saE=I _prvaza pU Rtavazane xuâny nhÄ, xuâny Aavclavazane haey Aem AamaH=I Aa ka#e Ke. Aahaha¦ Aem n=I wa¦ vStunI iS=it tmeQyalmaH jrI Lyae tae besI Ôy AevI vat Ke. Aaha¦

ke vStu Ke Ae cEtNy\n Ke. AnHt... AnHt gu nI raix ne Aek Aek gu maH AnHt...AnHt sam+yR Aeva AnHta gu aenae pUr` ipHD Ýwu¦ Ýwu paete Ke¦ wgvan Ke¦ prmaTmaKe¦ Aahaha¦ Aeva prmaTmanI ¹iÚ krvI. AenI Ae ¹iÚnuH nam sMyGdxRn inivRkLp ¹iÚÝg! krvI AenuH nam sMyGdxRn. Ane te sMyGdxRnne kaze, pUr`ta xuâ = n=I TyareAxuâta p` hare =aeDI Ke, wle ke Aagz v|yae haey jrI sMyGdxRn pKI cair5aid taep` tene pur` xuâta n=I, te=I Axuâta sa=e Ke.

xuâtanae AHx Ae p` pyaRy Ke ma!e Vyvharnynae ivØy, Ane sa=e AxuâtanaeAHx Ae p` pyaRy Ke ma!e Vyvharnynae ivØy. Aare¦ AavuH hve k–aH¦ Ae ibcara cDIgya pKI, piDma levI ne.. Aa v/t leva ne lUgDaH KaeDvaH ne nGn = gya.

Are, bapa¦ Aeva weq tae AnHt var kyaÅ wa p` AemaH kaH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦Are¦ jemaH jnm mr`na AHt n Aave, jemaH wvna AHt n Aave, Ae marg xae wa¦Aahaha¦ marg tae Aa, Aahaha¦ kal AaVyuH'tuH ne bpaere ke Ô`nar je pyaRy Ke AevtRman Ke Ae cIj i5kazne btave Ke. Aa vtRman kaenuH? ke kae i5kaz Ke tenuH. Aahaha¦

Aem vtRman sMyGdxRn i5kazne ]âe Ke, Aem vtRman sMyG&annae AHx i5kazneÔ e Ke. te inüy khevay Ane je &annae AHx vtRman pyaRy xuâ ne Axuâna Ýkar wedaeKe, Ae pyaRyaene je Ô e te nyne Vyvharny khevay. kemke vtRmanne Vyvhar khevo Anei5kazne Ô`vuH Ae inüy khevae. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ane Vyvharnye Ae pyaRy Ke, xuâ Ke =aeDI. pUr` xuâ haey tae tae inüy, kexuânyey hve rhI n=I Ane Vyvhar tae Ke j nhÄ TyaH. AhÄyaH ApU R xuâta Ke, sMyGdxRnsa\k wav x$ = gyae Ke, &an xaHit Ýg! =yelI Ke p` pUr` xaHit n=I, pUr` cair5n=I te=I tenI dxamaH Axuâtanae AHx, v/t inym Aaidno ivkLp haey Ke. Aahaha¦Aene... Axuâ pyaRyne Ane xuâ pyaRyne Ô e. pyaRyne Ô e tene Vyvharny khIAe.

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xuH kI\uH? (]aeta: pyaRyne Ô e te Vyvharny) pyaRy, pyaRy paete VyvharnynaeivØy Ke. ãVy paete inüynynae ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ i5kazI wgvan Ae inüynae ivØyKe. ne vtRman Aeno AHx qHD pyaRy, O Vyvharnae ivØy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae=I \mRnIx$Aat je e krI Ke AHtr Aa]y lne, Ane pU Rta = g n=I Aene hÒ pyaRymaHAxuâtana ne xuâtana AHxae Ke, te j¡da j¡da Aek Aek wavSv$p, ÔeyuH? xuânae AHxAe p` j¡dI Ôtnae Ke ne Axuânae AHx p` j¡dI Ôtnae Ke, p` Aek smye hoH?

Aek Aek wav Ane pKIna smye wav je =ay Ae pKI, AahÄ tae Aek Aek smymaHÔ`vanuH Ke ne Ô elae te te kaze Ae!le je smye xuâtanae AHx Ke Ane Axuâtanae AHxKe Aene te kaze Ô elae Ýyaejnvan. bIje smye jrI xuâtanae AHx v\e Ke Axuâta F!eKe te kaze te j¡da j¡dane Anekne Ô`vuH Ae Ýyaejnvan. wa¦ Aa j¡da j¡da kem Ae!leAek smymaH j¡da j¡danI vat Ke ne?

pKIna smymaH j¡da j¡da, phela smymaH j¡da j¡da, 5IÔ smymaH j¡da j¡daAe!le? xuânae AHx Ke ne Axuânae AHx Ke Ae j¡dI j¡dI Ôt Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aaha¦marg bapa¦ Aa vItragnae marg bapa bhu AlaEikk Ke. (]aeta: Aek j AlaEikkKe) heH? Aahaha¦ Ane te k rIte kæuH Ke j¡Aae tae qra, sHtaeAe kevI waØa sadImaH AenaHsTyne Ýisâ kyuÅ Ke... Aa !IkanuH nam AaTmQyait Ke. AaTmane Ýisâ kyÈ Ke.

hve AaTma Ke sMyGdxRnmaH Ýisâ =yae. sMyG&anmaH =yae Ae tae i5kaz. p`hve vtRman pyaRymaH pU Rta n=I Ane kHk Axuâta ne xuâta Ke. Ae xuâ ne Axuâ j¡dIj¡dI Ôtna wavae smy smymaH vtRta tene te kaze tene Ô`vae Ýyaejnvan Ke. bIjesmye je xuâtanae AHx v|yo, Axuânae AHx F!–ae ‡ Ae j¡da j¡da wavne te kaze Ô elaeÝyaejnvan Ke, 5Ije smye Ôuda j¡da Ae!le xuânae AHx v|yae Axuânae AHx F!–ae. Aebey j¡dI j¡dI Ôt Ke. Ae j¡da j¡da Anekne Ô`vuH Aene Vyvharny khevamaH Aave Ke.Aahahahaha¦ AlaEikk vatuH Ke bapu Aa.

vStu Ke pUr` Sv$p Ke ne? \/uv inTy Ke ne? jenI dxa Ke te i5kazI Ke ne? dxaKe Ae i5kazI n haey tae Ae dxa kaenI? Aahahaha¦ dxa Ae!le pyaRy, halt. jenI dxaKe halt AenuH i5kazI Ke, Ae i5kazIne Ô`vuH Ae inüy Ke. Ane vtRmanmaH pyaRynaHwedaene, xuâ ne Axuâ AHxae hare Ke, Ae j¡dI j¡dI Ôtna Ke, Aene te te kaze tene Ô`vuH teVyvharny Ýyaejnvan khevamaH Aave Ke. Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke _pdex krvae neAadrvae Ae AaHhI vat Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦

AavuH Ke bapa xuH =ay? (]aeta: Ô`vuH Ke hey-_padey krva?) Ô`vuH j Ke pKIAemaH ÝÆ k–aH ræae, Ô`vuH Ke bs Ae!luH. hey tae pKI ÝÆ. hey to hey. p` AaHhI tae bsKe Aem Ô`vuH bs Ae!lI j vat Ke. tae vzI hey Ke ne Aa _padey Ke tae vzI j¡daeÝÆ Ke. Aa tae be Ke Aene Ô`vuH ‡ be Ke Aene Ô`vuH, i5kazne Ô`vuH, te inüy Ke. AnevtRman Ke tene Ô`vuH te Vyvhar Ke, bs Ae!lI vat Ke. Aek Nyay fre tae AaquH frI Ôy


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tevuH Ke. Aa... tae marg bapa¦ 5`laekna na= svR& ijne¬rdevnuH Sv$p Ke AevuHwgvane kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ jene saHwzva b5Is laq vEmannae laDae [Nã, Aek AekvEmanmaH AsHQy dev bBbe sagrnI iS=itvaza. Aahahaha¦ Aek sagrmaH ds ÊaeDaÊaeDIpLyaepm, Aek pLyna AsHQy wagmaH AsHQy Abj vrs, Aeva be sagrnI iS=itvazaAsHQy devae Aek vEmanmaH, Aeva b5Is laq vEman AemaH kae nana Ke =oDaH, p` FàHtae AsHQy devaevaza Ke. Aenae SvamI [Nã, te p` mit, ]ut ne Avi\ 5` &anvazae,Aahaha¦ te p` Aek KeÐae wv devno, mnu*y =ne maeÙ jnarae, Ae ßyare wgvannIswamaH haey, Ane Ae vaÌ hoy Ae kevI haey bapa¦ Aahahaha¦

(]aeta: Aenae kHk nmunae Aapae.) Aa nmUnae j Aave Ke NyaHnae j te. Aahahaha¦Aa ivdehnI vaÌ Ke Aa b\I. Aahaha¦ ivdehmaH Gya'tane wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR Gya'ta.TyaH=I AaHhI AaVya ne Aa (xaÏo) bnaVya. pKI !Ika krI wle ivdehmaH n jnar wlep` Aena wavne Ô`ta hta. ke Aa ga=anae Aa wav Ke, paetane Ô`ta hta te AaneÔ`ta hta. Am<tcHãacayR¦ Ae to Aek hÔr vrs phelaH =ya. kuHdkuHdacayR tae be hÔrvØR phelaH =ya. Aahahaha¦

Ô elae te kaze, te kaze kem? pa@maH Ke hoH . j¡Aae sHSk<t (!IkamaH) —Vyvharnyaeivic5v RmailkaS=anIyTvaTpir&aymanStdaTve ÝyaejnvanŸ Aevae sHSk<t pa@ Ke.;pir&an manTva¿' -smSt Ýkare Ô e p`, tdaTve te kaze, Aavae pa@ Ke AamaH.sHSk<tmaH.

xuH khe Ke? ke inüy Ke je vStu Ae tae i5kaz Aek$p j Ô`vanI Ane pyaRymaHje xuâtana Ane Axuâtana wedae Ke hÒ sa\k Ke, sa\k Ke Ae!le ba\kp uH p` hare Ke.te sa\knae AHx ne ba\knae AHx, Ae Anek =ya iwþ iwþ Ôtna =ya. te iwþ iwþÔtna Ke tene Ô`vuH Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Ae AadrvayaeGy Ke ke Aena=I inüy =ay Ke.Ae vat Ke nhÄ. mohnlalÒ¦

AavI vatuH Ke wgvan¦ xuH =ay? Are¦ Ýwuna ivrh pD–a Ane Aa paKz rhIgya. Aahaha¦ Ane Aa vadnae ivØy j n=I. wgvan kuHdkuHdacayR tae Aem khe Ke ke ÝwutuH Ôe &anSv$pne paMyae hae, tae vad ivvad Svsmy ne prsmy hare vad-ivvad krIxnhÄ. kar`, Aa vStu ko AevI Ke, ke vadivvade pUruH pDe AevuH n=I. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: Aa sa\kne kaH xuânynuH Ýyaejn ræuH n=I?) tae = gyuH Ke. ivØy Kene kI\uH ne \/uv tae sday Ke. \/uv je Ke Ae tae sday Ke ¹iÚmaH Ae tae phelI j vat krI. xuânynae ivØy je i5kaz Ke Ae tae Ke. hve pyaRymaH xuâny Ke Ae p` AHx Ke. pyaRymaH jexuâtanae AHx Ke Ae p` Aek Nyaye xuânynae j AHx Ke. p` AenI hare Axuâ je Ke-Ae AaHhIxuânyno AHx jene khevo Ke Aene AahÄya Vyvharnynae ivØy khevae Ke. pyaRy Ke ne?

i5kaz xuâ cEtNy Ýwu AenuH AvlHbn lne |yey bnavIne je dxa =, Aene p`xuânynuH fz AaVyuH Aene xuâny Aek ApeÙaAe khevay Ke. p` Ae pyaRy Ke ma!e tene

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i5kazna iv*aynI ¹iÚvazanI ApeÙaAe, vtRman pyaRyne ÔenarI Ke Ae=I xuâny nhÄ,Ae Vyvharny Ke. Aahahaha¦ Are wgvan tae mhaivdehmaH ibraje Ke, b\I vatae Ýwutae kre Ke TyaH. Aahaha¦

Aaha¦ Aevae Vyvharny, ivic5 O!le AaelamaH Ýitvi Rka htuH-Aek$p suv RnuHAek$p, Aem kevz&anInuH Aek$p pUr` xuâtanuH pUr` Aek$p Ae xuâny pUr` = gAem. Aa]y levae bH\ = gyae xuânae. Ae=I pUr` = g. Ane te kal kI\uH neAaSa/vna Ai\karmaH, kal btaVyuH'tuH. ke xuânynI pUr`ta kevz&anmaH =ay Ke. AenaeA=R? ke Aene hve Aa]y levae ræae n=I. Ae=I AenI pUr` dxa Ýg! = Aene p` xuânykhevamaH Aave Ke. Ke tae Ýma`. Aare... Aa.

Aem AhÄyaH i5kazI wgvan ÝwunuH AvlHbn lne, Ae inüy Ke. AaHhI xuânyÝg!–ae Ke AHxe Aene p`-Anuwvne p` xuâny khevamaH Aave Ke. p` Ae kApeÙaAe? xuâpàne Aa]ye xuâp uH Ýg!–uH Ke ApeÙaAe. p` ßyaH bIÒ ApeÙa lAeke i5kazne Ôenar te inüy Ke, Ane pyaRyne Ôenar te Vyvhar Ke. Ae ApeÙa letaH Aexuâtanae AHx Ane Axuâtanae AHx Ae beyne Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Vyvharny Ke.Aahahaha¦ AevuH Ke.

(]aeta: Ô e ke shj jày Ôy?) Ô`vanuH haey Ke te kaze, bhu laHbI vatuH krvajAe tae pkDay nhÄ Ae!le... qrI rIte ÔeAe tae inüynuH &an ßyaH =yuH Ke te vqtepyaRy &annI Svpr ÝkaxknI Ke tevI j pyaRy Ýg!e Ae tae FÌ vatuH AavI g Ke Aatae b\Iy Aek hare kaH... Ae qreqr tae je!lae ragwag Ke Ane je!lae xuânynae AHxéFDelae Ke, Aene pyaRy trIke Ô`vuH Aevae te vqtnae &annae pyaRy shj, Ae Ke ma!e =yuHKe Aem nhÄ. Ae Svpr ÝkaxknI pyaRy j Ae vqte AevI ÔtnI =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuHAenae marg? xuH AenaH fz¦ Aahaha¦ xuH AenI kza ne xuH AenI rIt Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

AaHhI su\I tae Aap e AavI gyuH'tuH. Aa tae v\are SpÚ ma!e Ke. bapu¦ Ae margDana= Ýwu¦ ApUvR Ke wa, Ae bharnI Ýv<i¿ Ane iÊyakaHDmaH raekane, AemaH=I \rmmanIne Aa vStu rhI g. Aahaha¦ mihma Aene bharnI rhI g.

je rag Aave smiktIne Ae p` Vyvharnynae ivØy ÔÌne, Ô eluH Ke Ýyojnvanhve Aene A&anmaH ragnI iÊyane \rm manI Ane sa\n manIne Aena=I xuâta =xe, bhuivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

KaekraAaene smÔy AevuH Ke haHe, KaekraHAaeAe |yan raqvuH. JIÌ vat Aave Ke ma!e,Aa tae AaTma Aa@ vrse to kevz&an pame Ke. Aahaha¦

cEtNyna Svwav=I wrelae wgvan AevI kevznI pyaRyae to jena &angu maH toAnHtI pDI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Aa@ vrsnI ëmrvazuH xrIr ‡ xrIrnI ëmr Ke ne? Ae AHdrmaHkevz&anne Ôeve Ke-kevz Ae!le AolI pyaRy nhÄ-Aek AaTm&an jemaH AnHtI kevzIpyaRyo jemaH pDI Ke. Aeva Asa\ar`&anne ÔetaH, Aave Ke ne wa ÝvcnsarmaH. ÝvcnsarmaH


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Aave Ke ke Asa\ar` &anne kar`maH ÔetaH Aene kayR Aave Ke AemaH. Aahaha¦ kuHdkuHdacayRnaxaÏaeAe tae gjb krI naqI Ke. kevzIna ivrh wUlaVya je e. Aahaha¦

TyaH Aem kæuH Ke ÝvcnsarmaH ke Asa\ar` Aevae je &angu i5kazI, Aahaha¦Aene kar`p e g/hIne Ae!le Aene |yey bnavIne, Aahahaha¦ jene inmRz dxa Ýg! =ayKe. Aahaha¦ maeÙmagR jena=I Ýg! =ay Ke Asa\ar` &angu Ke, i5kazI Aenae Aa]y|yey bnavIne pyaRymaH sMyG&andxa Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae sMyG&an Ýg! =ay Ke Ae kayRKe. i5kazI &angu te i5kazI Aek$pgu AnHt xiÉtvazuH te kar` Ke Ane Aene pkDtaHpKI je kayR AaVyuH Ae kayR, pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ kayR pyaRymaH haey. kayR \/uvmaH n haey.

Aare... Aare... vate... vate fer Aave Ke. ßyaH bIÒ vat kheva jAe TyaH bIÒ rIteAemaH Aave AevI xElI kae AlaEikk vatuH bapa¦ Aahaha¦ jEn \mR svR&nae khelae, AeidgHbr \rm Ae kae AlaEikk cIj Ke wa¦ Ae ko sHÝday n=I.

Aaela tae Aem khe Ke jypurvazae Aek htae ne Aaelae, pHiDt [NãÒt, [NãÒtne?ha, kheta ke idgHbrmeH jNm ilya Ae b\a sMyG&anI tae Ke j. [NãlalÒne? (]aeta:ha, Ò [Nãlal.) [Nãlal. gUjrI gyae, Aem khetae'tae. idgHbrmaH jNMya b\asMyG&anI tae Ke j hve Aene v/t leva ne v/t pazva. Aaha¦

bapu¦ xuH =ay? Arere¦ ma=e kae \Ì ræuH nhÄ, \Ì ivnanaH #aer rqD–aH kre ßyaHTyaH. Aahaha¦ lakiDyuH j qay, mar qay Aem khevuH Ke mare to. \Ì ivnanaH #aer \Ìne qbr ho[ ko marnar Ke tae #aerne NyaH n jva >e. Aa tae Ae NyaH haLya Ôy ne ma=epDe pKI mar FDa\D. Aahaha¦

Aem Aa kaze svR& vItrag prmaTmana ivrh pD–a laekaeAe paetanI kLpna=Imarg claVya. mar... pD–a ma=e bapa rqDvana. Aahaha¦

AhÄya tae prmaTmaAe kæuH te sHtae jgtne Ôher kre Ke. Ýwu taruH i5kazI vStu Ke,vStu Ke Aene |yey bnavIne sMyGdxRn =vuH Ae Aek marg Ke. Ae isvay kae marg Ke nhÄ.

hve bene Ô`vavazI nyne xuH khevI? ke i5kazIne Ô e tene inüy khevuH AnevtRman gu Ýg!–ae Ke pyaRy Ane kHk bakI Ke Axuâta, Ae iwþ iwþ Ôt Ke, tene tete smye te te smyne kaze, te Ýkare Ô elae Ane te Ýkare te pyaRy te, Aene Ô`va yaeGyvazIj pyaRy TyaH Ýg! =ay Ke. p` Aene smÔvvuH Ke te xI rIte smÔve? Aahaha¦

AaTma &anSv$p Ýwu Ke cEtNy i5kaz Aenae Aa]y lne je &an =yuH Ae &ansmye smye Svne Ýkaxe Ke Ane je kH pyaRy, xuâta AavI Ane Axuâta Aene p` ÝkaxeKe, tevuH &an j smye smye Ýg! =ay Ke. Ae xuâtanae AHx ne Axuâta Ke ma!e SvprÝkaxk &an Ýg! =ay Ke Aemey nhÄ. devIlalÒ¦ AavuH Ke bapa¦ Aahaha¦

Are, Ýwu tuH kae Kae Ýwu bapu Are tne ÝwutanI qbr n=I wa¦ Aahaha¦ AneÝwutane ßyaH prQyae, Ae prQyanI je ¹iÚ Ýg!I. Aene Ô`vuH Ae tae Vyvhar Ke khe Ke.tae p` Aene Ô`vuH Ae to Ae smye... &annae pyaRy j Aevae j Ýg!e Ke, Svne Ô`vuH Ane

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Axuâta Ke je!lI Ae Ýkare j Ô`vanae pyaRy, smye smye Svpr Ýkaxk pyaRy Ae teSvt: =ay Ke. bhu JaJuH laHbu laHbu krva Ôy bhu tae... Aahaha¦

Aahaha¦ Are Ýwunae marg bapa¦ Aahaha¦ waGyvanne tae kane pDe AevI vatKe heH? bakI tae b\u sHsarnuH &an kyuÅ ne Aa vkIlae +ya ne daÉtr +yane Ael. Ael. bI.ne Aem. Ae. na pUHKDa vzgaD–a ne, Aahaha¦ b\aH ku&an Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa tae Ýwu jemaH &annae... gaH@Dae Ke. Ae &annae sagr Ýwu Ke. AemaH=I je &an,Aene |yeyne lne Ýg!e, te &anne vtRman &an khevamaH Aave Ke. te &anne te &an Ô`tuH,xuâne Axuâne Ô`tuH te &an Ýg! shj =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ te=I Vyvharne Ô elaeÝyaejnvan Ke Aem khevamaH AaVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

Aahaha¦ barmI ga=amaH F uH wyuÅ Ke.Vyvharny, ivic5 v Rmaza sman, kae ? saenuH. saenuH Ke ne Ae hÒ pheluH pU R =yuH

n=I, Tyare Aene AaHc de Ke AiGnna, to v R ivic5 pIzax Ane AemaH k=Irnae wag,5aHbanae wag Aeva b\a v`È deqay ne Anek Ýkar j¡da j¡da v`È j¡da j¡da pIzaxnaewag Ane Aaela 5aHbanae wag, iwþ iwþ Aek smye Aam, Aem AhÄyaH xuâtanae AHxAne Axuâtanae AHx Anek, Ke? ivic5 v Rmaza sman haeva=I. Aahaha¦ Ae j¡da j¡daAek Aek wavSv$p Anek wavae deqaD–a haeva=I... Aahahaha¦ Aek j smye j¡da j¡daAnek wavne deqaD–a haeva=I, Aek smye, bIje smye bIÔ, 5Ije smye 5IÔ. Aahaha¦xxIwa¦ Aavae marg Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa tae jene AaTmanuH iht krvuH haey bapu¦ Aahaha¦Arere AnHtkaz=I... rqDe Ke, j¡Aaene ke!la? Aahaha¦ bazk jNme ne NyaH ne NyaH kapIneka#va pDe matana _drmaH=I srquH n nIkze, heH? Aahaha¦ =ay Ke ne? bne Ke ne? kapIneka#vuH pDe. Aahaha¦ nv mihna to sva nv mihna tae ê\e ma=e NyaH ¬as levanuH krIte? qaerak k rIte? Aene ka#ta paKuH kapIne ka#e kapIne ka#e ne vzI mrIne k–aHy Ôy.Aahaha¦ Are Ýwu¦ xuH Ke bapa¦ Aava wvo teH AnHtkyaÅ Ke wa¦

hve Aene du:qne !azvuH haey tae Aa _pay Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae 5`laeknae na= Ýwuwgvan paete, \/uv Ke tene |yey bnavIne sMyGdxRn pheluH Ýg! krvanuH Ke Ane pKISv$pmaH @rtaH AemaH je Ô~yuH Ke, temaH @rvuH tenuH nam cair5 Ke. cair5 kaepHcmhav/t ne nGnp uH Ae kae cair5 n=I. Aahaha¦

AemaH khe Ke ke Ô`Ine @yÈ, p` pUr` @yÈ n=I, te=I AHdrmaH AiS=rtanae AHx Ke-Axuâtanae Ane xuâtanae pyaRynae AHx Ke te Aek smymaH iwþ iwþ Ôtna Aene Ô`vuHne deqvuH, Ae Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke, Ae Vyvharny Ô elae, Ae &an AevuH j te vqteÝg!e Ke. Aene Ô elae Ýyaejnvan khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahahahaha¦

hÒ tae AaHhI su\I to AaVyuH ne AenuH Aa paKuH maHD–uH. le.. Aek klak tae =va AaVyae.Aaha duleramÒ, ramnI maHDI Aa to. Aahaha¦ Ýwu¦ tuH kae Kae wa? Aahaha¦ AnetarI ÔtnI wat pDe pyaRymaH ßyare, Aahahaha¦ jevae tuH inmRzanHd Ko, AevI ßyare


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pyaRymaH wat pDe, ÔtnI wat pDe, Ae ¹iÚ Ane &anne AenI kaer l jtaH... Aahahaha¦Ae &annI pyaRy ne ]âanI pyaRy Ane xaHitnI pyaRy p` ApU R Ke hÒ, Ae=I i5kaznaeivØy Ke Ae tae inüy Ke to hve Aene Vyvhar pyaRy Ke ke nhÄ? Aek tae tme i5kazI ãVykI\uH ne Aenae Aa]y smikt kI\uH tae hve Aene kae pyaRy, pyaRy rhI Ke ke nhÄ? ke pUr`= gyuH Ke? pU Rnae Aa]y lI\ae p` pyaRymaH pU R = Gyae Ke? heH¦ Aahahaha¦

xuH krI Ke vat, gjb krI Ke ne¦¦ xxIwa¦ wa¦ teH pUr`nae Aa]y kyÈ-\/uvnae... p` pyaRymaH pUr` =yae Kae? =yae haey tae to pyaRynae Vyvhar tare haey nhÄ.

Ane te Ô`vuH rhe nhÄ tene Aem Aene khe Ke. Ane je pUr` =yae tae tene Axuâta kexuâta Ke nhÄ. Ae!le Ae Ô`vuH Aene Ke j nhÄ. Aahaha¦ te=I kevzIne xuâny Ô`elaeÝyaejnvan Aem kI\uH, nih tae NyaH ny k–aH Ke? Aaha¦ Ae kæuH htuH ne kal. AeksaeteHtalIs ga=a —ktaR kmR , ke ]ut&anmaH Vyvhar wed$p inüy ne Vyvharny, te nyneAaezHgI gyela kevzI. kemke ny Ke te ]ut&annae wed Ke. wgvan tae ]ut&anne AaezHgIgya Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae!le Aene ny Ke nhÄ. KtaH Aem kI\uH ke xuâny pUr` = g AenaeA=R Ae ke Aenae Aa]y krvae bakI ræae nhÄ. pU Rdxa Ýg! = g hve Ô`vuH kam kreKe bs¦ Aahaha¦ Aeksae teHtalIsmaH Aave Ke ktaR kmRmaH. Lyae AaHhI su\I tae khevaygyuH htuH kal. AenuH Aa haLyuH Aa!luH. kae Ko!awa bpaere kal to ko saruH CaaLyuH'tuH.(]ota:- bhu srs Nyal = Ôy tevuH) ha. Nyal = Ôy tevuH vat saCaI. Aahaha¦

Ke tene Ýaº krvae Ke ne Ýwu¦ n haey tene Ýaº krvae haey tae to n =ay. Aahaha¦Aem AaVyuH'tuH ne Ke.. Ke.. Ke.. Ô`nar, Ô`nar, Ô`nar. Ke ne? i5kaz... Ô`nar...Ô`nar... Ô`nar... Ô`nar... bs, Ke tene Ýaº krvae Ke, Ke Aem Aene SvIkar krvaeKe. Aahaha¦ Ae=I pyaRy SvIkar kre Ke jenI Ke tene. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? JI uH bhubapu¦ Aahaha¦

Ae=I, pKI khe ne saeng# inüyvadI, AekaHtvadI, AekaHtvadI. Ýwu¦ tne qbr n=Ibapu wa. (]aeta:- AaCaayaeRney inüyvadI khya to to) inüyvadI Ae!le Aa taeAekaHt inüyvadI khe Ke, Aem ke Vyvhar=I =ay Ae vat kheta j n=I. inim¿=I =ayAem kheta j n=I. vat tae Aem j Ke. Vyvhar Ke Aem Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem khIAeKIAe. p` Vyvhar=I inüy =ay AevI vStu n=I.

(]aeta: inim¿ n=I tae bey _padan Ke?) p` be ny Ke te beynae ivØy ivruâ Kenihtr be (nam) kem pD–aH? be nynae srqae ivØy haey tae be pDe kem? Aek nynaeivØy i5kaz Ke Ane Aek nynae ivØy vtRman pyaRy Ke-xuâ, Axuâ Aaid, Aahahaha¦bey ivruânae SyadŸvad sma\an krI naqe Ke. ke i5kaznI ApeÙaAe Aene inüy kæae,vtRman pyaRy Ke te Vyvhar Ke. wed pD–ae ne.. wle xuânae AHx wed Ke te Vyvhar Kei5kazI Awed te inüy Ke. Aahaha¦ Lyo Ae!luH +yuH Lyae AoluH pKI levaxe.

(Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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Ývcn nH. 48 ga=a - 1r ta. 31-7-78 somvar, AØa# vd-12 sH. 2p04

smysar, barmI ga=a Ke. ;Ýyaejnvan Ke' TyaH su\I AavI gyuH Ke kale. Ae rItepaet paetanaH smymaH-Ae!le ke Sv$pnI ¹iÚ Ke te inüynae ivØy Ke, ¹iÚnae ivØy jeKe Ae inüy Ke. Ane pyaRynaH wed pDe Ke te Vyvhar Ke. inüynae ivØy i5kaz ãVy Ke.Ane Vyvharnae ivØy vtRman pyaRy Ke. —Ae rIte paetpaetana smymaH bþe nyaekayRkarI Ke.˜ Aa rIte. Aek ny inüy Ke Ae i5kazIne ivØy krnar Ae Aadr`Iy Ke AnevtRmanmaH pyaRynae wed pDe, Ae Ô`va layk Ke Vyvharny. Ae rIte paet paetanasmymaH bþe nyae kayRkarI Ke. Aa rIte kayRkarI Ke.

;kar` ke tI=R Ane tI=Rna fznI AevI j VyviS=it Ke.' Ae!le? ;jena=I trayte tI=R Ke.' sMyGdxRn &an cair5nae magR je Ke, Aena=I tray Ke, Ke pyaRy, Ke Vyvhar,sdŸwUt Vyvhar !Ikakar jycHd pHiDte AsdŸwUt VyvharnuH inim¿=I k=n kyuÅ Ke.AsdŸwUt VyvharnuH k=n kyuÅ Ke Vyvhar p` qreqr tae Vyvhar je pyaRymaH sMyGdxRn,&an, cair5, pyaRy Ke Ae Vyvhar Ke Ae tI=R Ke Ane AenuH fz p` kevz&an, Ae p`Vyvhar \mRnuH fz Ke. maeÙmagR je Ke, pyaRy Ke ma!e Aene Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. AneAena fz trIke kevz&an Ae p` Vyvhar Ke. ]ut&anIne Ae p` kevz&an sdŸwUtVyvharnynae ivØy Ke. Ae!le Vyvhar\mR je inmRz, xuâ cEtNy ãVy ghn ne gHwIrcIj tenI ¹iÚ =taH, te ¹iÚmaH ghn ivØynuH wan =vuH te inüy Ke. Ane vtRman pyaRynuHÝg! =vuH Ae pyaRy Ae Vyvhar Ke.

;jena=I tray' Ae!le ke maeÙnae marg pyaRy Ke. p` Aena=I tray Ke, trvanaeAe _pay Ke Ane Vyvhar \rm Ke. Ke ne? pyaRy, \rm Ke ne pyaRy Ke ne maeÙmagRKe Ôe ke Aa tae AsdŸwUt Vyvharny lexe. p` kaH trvanae _pay n=I. ÔeDe haey KetenuH &an kraVyuH Ke. Aahaha¦

vaStivk tae wgvan AaTma¦ AnHt gu gHwIr¦ jena gu nae p` sHQyaAe AHtnhÄ Ane jenI pyaRy, Aek gu Ke, sHQyaAe gu nae AHt nhÄ Ane Aek gu Ke tenasam+yRnae AHt nhÄ. AevuH je ãVySv$p, jemaH AnHt gu Ke gu nI p` hd nhÄ, AneAek gu nI xiÉtnI p` ßyaH Apirimt hd nhÄ. Aevae je ãVy Svwav, AenI ghntana,gHwIrtana... ivcarnI pyaRymaH AenI gHwIrtamaH ivcar kre, Tyare Ae pyaRy ãVy trf#zI Ôy Ke. te ãVy Ke te inüy Ke Ane je Ýg! =yelI pyaRy Ae Vyvhar Ke, Ae tI=R Ke.cae=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH gu S=annI inmRz dxa, Ae tI=R Ke Vyvhar, Ane AenuH fz p` VyvharKe kevz&an, Ae p` pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦

;jena=I tray te tI=R Ke.' pyaRy maeÙmagRnI, vStu mha gHwIr sagr AenIAHtrmaH ÝtIit =vI Ane AenuH &an =vuH Ane AemaH rm`tana AHxae =va, Ae tI=R trvanae


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_pay Ke. ãVy tae inüy Ke. AemaH Aa pyaRy ne _pay ne _paynuH fz Ae AemaH n=I.smÔùH kaH? Ane par =vuH te Vyvhar\mRnuH fz Ke. Ae maeÙmagR je pyaRy Ke Ae wed Ke,te=I te Vyvhar Ke. Ane tenuH fz maeÙ Ae p` pyaRy Ke AenuH fz Vyvhar Ke. Aahaha¦Aare AavI vatuH Ke¦

jycHd pHiDte AemaH=I AsdŸwUt Vyvharnae, Ae !a e je inim¿ haey Ke ne AenuH &ankraVyuH Ke. hve, AemaH=I Aa gae!a é@–a Ke b\a. ke j¡Aae Aa pa@ Ke Kõe Aam krvuH. Anev/t pazvaH inym krvaH. bapu¦ Aem nhÄ haeH¦ Ae haey Ke AenuH &an kraVyuH Ke. te=I VyvharÔèlae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem kI\uH Ke.

Ane te... Vyvhar ne Anek j¡da j¡da \mR btaVya Ke, kæaH Ke ne wa¦ bhu JIÌvat Ke bapu¦

wgvan AaTma pUr` AanHdnae kHd¦ mha mha AaüyRkarI, gHwIr ghn Svwavnaesagr Ýwu¦ Aene |yey bnavIne ‡ je |yey =yuH AHdr Ae inüy Ane (|yey) bnavInepyaRy je =, Ae nhaetI ne = Ae ma!e pyaRy Ae Vyvhar Ke. Ke, Ke ne Ke Ae i5kaz teinüynae ivØy Ke, p` nhaetuH ne Ýg!–uH trvanae _pay Ae to Vyvhar =yo. Ane AevaVyvharnI sa=e, AsdŸwUt Vyvhar v/taidnae ivkLp kevae haey AenuH AaHhI &an, kraVyuH Kewava=RmaH. smÔ uH kaH?

—Ane Ae Vyvhar\mRnuH fz Ke, par =vuH pU`R =vuH,˜ Ae svR&pùH =vuH Ae p`Vyvhar \mRnuH fz, Ae p` pyaRy Ke. Aa sa\knI ApeÙaAe Éevz&an p` VyvharnynaeivØy Ke. kevz&anIne hve ny n=I, p` AaHhI sa\k Òv ßyare ãVy Ane pyaRynawednae ivcar kre Ke Tyare kevz&an p` Vyvharnynae ivØy Ke. kar` ke Ýg!elIpyaRy Ke, Ae kaH AÝg! vStu je i5kaz ghn Svwavnae wHDar, Aek$p rhenar teAe cIj n=I. Aahaha¦ te=I khe Ke ke Vyvhar tray te tI=R te Vyvhar\mR, maeÙnaemarg AenuH fz kevz&an Ae Vyvhar\mRnuH fz, A=va —paetana Sv$pne pamvuH tetI=Rfz Ae.˜ Vyvhar\mRnuH fz Ae. jevuH Sv$p Ke tevuH pyaRymaH svR&pùH Ýaº =vuH AetI=Rfz Ke.

bIÒ jGyaAe p` kæuH Ke: j[ ij`myH pvßjh ta ma vvhari`CKO muyh.Aahaha¦ te Vyvhar, inüy tene mUkvae nhÄ. OÉke ivà iKßj[ itT=H A~ e _`tCcH.. AacayR khe Ke ke he wVy Òvae, Ôe tme ijnmtne ÝvtaRvva cahta ho. vItragmagRnI ÝvtRna je rIte Ke Ae rIte ÝvtaRvva maHgta hae, tae Vyvhar Ane inüy Ae bþenen KaeDae. pyaRy Ke Ae n=I Aem n KaeDae. ãVy Ke Ae n=I Aem n KaeDae. ;pyaRy n=I' AemkI\uH'tuH. AigyarmI (ga=a) maH AsTya=R khI htI, AaHhI hve khe Ke ke ;pyaRy n=I'Aem n krae. pyaRy Ke, AsTya=R khI'tI Ae tae gaE krIne ;n=I' Aem kæuH htuH. i5kazIvStune ¹iÚ vStunI kravva te muQy Ke te inüy Ke Ane pyaRy Ke te gaE krIne ;n=I'Aem kæuH htuH. p` Ae pyaRy n=I Aem n manae. Aahahaha¦

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bþe nyaene n KaeDae kar` ke Vyvharny ivna tae tI=Rnae-Vyvhar\mRnae nax =jxe. sMyGdxRn, &an, cair5 je maeÙmagRnI pyaRy Ke je wed$p dxa Ke. i5kazI AwednIApeÙaAe, Ae maeÙnae magR Ke Ae p` wed$p Vyvhar\mR Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

(]aeta:) kae @eka e Vyvhar khe ne kae @eka e inüy khe AemaH Amare in Ry xIrIte krvae?

(_¿r:) k ApeÙaAe inüy Ke? ragnI tIv/-mHd dxa Ke Tyare AenI ApeÙaAeragne ßyare Vyvhar kæae Tyare inmRz pyaRyne inüy khevae. p` AaHhI ßyare i5kazneinüy khevae Tyare wedne Vyvhar khevae, Aam Ke. vStunI iS=it tae Aam Ke. Aahaha¦inmRz pyaRy Ae tae AaHhI tae naqI barmI ga=amaH iwþ iwþ pyaRy inmRz ne rag AeAnek Ýkar =ya Aek Ôt n =, Ae beyne Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem kæuH Ke. Aene beyneÔ`vuH Ae VyvharnynuH Ýyaejn Ke. Aahaha¦

je maeÙnae marg Ke Ae pyaRy Ke Ane AenI hare AsdŸwUt ivkLp, v/taidnae hoyKe Ae p` ivkarI pyaRy Ke Ae!le be je =yaH Anek =yaH. Anekne te rIte Ô`vuH te VyvharKe. Ane i5kazIne Ô`vuH te inüy Ke. Aare AavI vatuH Ke. Ýg!e Ane nax =ay Ae qreqrtae Vyvhar Ke, _TpadŸVyy Ke. Ane \/uv je i5kaz Ke te inüy Ke, jemaH épjvuH n=I bdlvuHn=I, Vyy =vuH n=I, Aek$p je AnHt gu nae raix Ýwu¦ Aahahahaha¦

Aek prma unae Aek s¿a gu Lyae taey p` Ae!lae srqae. Ane Aek Aakaxnaes¿a gu Lyo AnHtgu ae phaezae tae p` Ae srqae. Aahaha¦

(]aeta: xiÉt Ane wav ApeÙaAe srqaH Ke) Ae, Ae rIte j srqaH Ke. Ùe5=Iphaezae ma!e mae!ae Ke Aem nhÄ. (]aeta: wav ApeÙaAe mae!uH ne?) Aek j Ke, Ùe5=I mae!uHma!e mae!uH Ke vat j nhÄ AaHhIya.

Aem wgvan AaTma AHgulna AsHQy wagmaH AnHt AaTmaAae Ke Aek AekAaTmanI s¿a... Aahaha¦ ;haevap e je Ke' Ae pUr` Ke Ane Ae AaTmanI s¿a, kevzsmudŸFat kre Tyare p` s¿a tae, s¿a Ke Ae s¿a j Ke, Ae s¿a mae!I = ne AaHhI s¿ananI = Aem n=I. ghn vat Ke wa¦

vItrag marg to smjvae bhu k@` Ke. Aahahahaha¦Ae AaHhI khe Ke ke Vyvhar ivna tae tI=R Vyvhar\mR. pyaRy je Ke Ae j Vyvhar

Ke. pHca|yayImaH to caeQquH pyaRy te Vyvhar ne ãVy te inüy, Aem caeQquH lI\uH Ke. AneAhÄyaH p` AigyarmI ga=amaH Vyvhar b\ae AwUta=R Ke Aem khIne, b\ae AwUta=R KeAem khIne AenI pyaRynae wav p` AwUta=R Ke Aem khIne inØe\ kyÈ Ke. Aahaha¦

Aek i5kaz wgvan, AnHt AnHt gu AnHtnI kae hd nhÄ. Aahahahaha¦jem Ùe5nI kae hd nhÄ, ke Ùe5 k–aH = ræuH pUruH, laeknI bhar Alaek k–aH pUruH =yuH? xuHKe Aa te vat¦ Ae Ùe5nI ßyaH hd nhÄ, AHt nhÄ, AevI j rIte kaznae ko AHt nhÄ,k–ar=I kaz x$ =yae? Aahahaha¦ Anaid¦ AevI rIte wavnI kae sHQyanI hd nhÄ,


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Aek AaTmana gu aenI sHQyanI hd nhÄ, Aaha... ha¦ Ùe5nuH p` ßyaH map hd É–aHy nhÄ,kaznI k–aHy hd nhÄ, wUt ne wiv*ynI. Aahaha¦ ke AaHhI=I x$ =yuH ne AaHhI pUruH =yuHAevuH Ke k–aHy? AevI AenI ghnta.

Aem j Ae wgvan AaTmamaH AnHt je gu ae Ke, Ae gu aenI sHQyanI p` gHwIrtanaepar n mze, hd n mze, wle Ùe5 Aa!luH xrIr Ýma e. Aahaha¦ Aeva AnHtgu ae AnHtnaeAHt nhÄ Ae!la AnHt Aem. Ane Aeva AnHtgu aenI AnHttanI hd nhÄ Ae!la Ane Aekgu nI p` xiÉtnI hd nhÄ AevI Aek xiÉt AenI. Aahahaha¦ kem ke Aek Aek gu maHAnHt gu nuH $p, tae gu ke!la? ke hd nhÄ, AHt nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae!la gu aenuH Aekgu maH $p. Aahahaha¦ tae Aek gu nI p` hd nhÄ. Aaha¦ bapu¦ margDa kae j¡da Kewa¦ Aahaha¦

Aevae je Aek gu tenI p` ßyaH hd nhÄ ke AaHhI gu pUrae = ræae, Aem n=IÉ–aHy. Aahahaha¦ Aeva AnHtgu nuH Aek$p vStu te inüy Ke, je kaym Ke te inüy Ke,Ane je Ôy ne =ay te Vyvhar Ke. Aahaha¦ sHsarnae pyaRy =ay Ke, Ae Ôy Ke, maeÙnaepyaRy =ay Ke. frIne, maeÙnae pyaRy =ay Ke ne? Ae kaH Ke nhÄ i5kaz. Aahahaha¦ Aatae ghn vatHu Ke Ýwu¦ xuH khIAe? Aahahahaha¦

Ae gHwIrtanI hd leva Ôy, TyaH ¹iÚ inivRkLp =ay. ¹iÚmaH myaRidt rag rhe, TyaHsu\I tenI behd xiÉtnae Svwav Aene ÝtItmaH n Aave, Aena &anmaH n Aave. kar` kerag Ke te sImavazae ne hdvazae ne myaRidt Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane Arag je sMyGdxRn&annI pyaRy, te sMyG&annI pyaRy p` behd Ke. Aahaha¦ kem ke Ae paete behd guãVyne paete Ô e ne mane Ke. Aahahahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke wa Aa tae......

Ae sMyG&annI Aek smynI pyaRy, Amap Aeva gu ae ne Amap AevaH Aek gu nuHsam+yR, Aeva AnHtgu nuH Aek$p, jenI pyaRymaH Ô`vamaH Aave Ae pyaRy kevDI mae!I?Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRyna p` AivwagÝitCKed krva Ôy tae AHt nhÄ Ae!la Ke.Aahahaha¦ JIàe marg bhu wa¦ sTy Ke kae AlaEikk vatuH Ke. Aaha¦

Ae cIj je i5kazI vStu Ke, jemaH hlcl n=I, jemaH pl!vuH n=I, jemaH nax =vuHn=I, jemaH épjvuH n=I. Aevae je wgvan AaTma pU aRnHdnae na=, Ae sMyGdxRnnaeivØy Ae inüy. Aahaha¦ Ane je pyaRy Ýg!I sMyGdxRn, sMyG&an mhagHwIr,pda=Rne ÔÌne Ane ÝtIt krIne, p` KtaH Ae Ýg!I pyaRy te Vyvhar Ke. Aahahahaha¦Ane AenI sa=e v/taidnae ivkLp rhe, Ae AsdŸwUt Vyvhar Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae AsdŸwUt Vyvhar Ae \rm n=I kaH, tem tenuH fz kevz&an Ae AenuH fz n=I.Aahahaha¦ p` Ae inmRz pyaRynI sa=e Vyvharnae ivkLp k myaRdanae haey Ke AevuHjàvI ne Aene Vyvhar\mR kæae _pcarIk. smÔ uH kaH?

vaStivk tae Vyvhar\mR Ae Ke. wgvan AaTma behd Apirimt Svwavnaesagr. Aahaha¦ Ae kevz&anmaH map Aave. p` Ke vStu AnHt xiÉtAae Ane xiÉtAaenuH

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sam+yR, Aahaha¦ Aene je e ÝtItmaH AnuwvmaH lI\uH sMyGdxRnmaH, Aahaha¦ Ae pyaRynep` AaHhIya tae Vyvhar khevamaH Aave Ke. Ane Ae Vyvhar\mR trvanae _pay Ke.sMyGdxRn &an cair5 je ragnI ApeÙaAe inüy, ãVynI ApeÙaAe Vyvhar bhu JI`aebapu marg¦ xuH khIAe? Aahaha¦

ijne¬rdev Ane AemnaH khelaH tÀvae, Ae bIje k–aHy Ke nhÄ. kaeAe Ô~yuH n=I neAenI gHwIrtane kae pkDI xk–a n=I. b\aAe kiLpt vatuH krI Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa taeijne¬rdeve khelae marg, je ãVyne Aa]ye Ýg! =ay marg. Aahahaha¦ tene p` AaHhIVyvhar, trvanae _pay g`I Ane Vyvhar\mR kæae.

tI=R Vyvhar\mRnae nax = jxe. ÔeyuH? pyaRy nhÄ manae-AsTya=R kI\I'tIAigyarmImaH Ae pyaRy n=I Aem manae tae sMyGdxRn &an cair5 ne cae=a, paHcma,Kõa, satma, Aa@manI pyaRy Aenae nax = jxe. Aahaha¦ heH? kem ke caEdgu S=an jãVymaH n=I Ane caEd gu S=anne AsTya=R ne AwUta=R kæa Ke. (]aeta: Aene to AÒvAi\karmaH pudŸglna kI\a Ke) Aene ApeÙaAe, k ApeÙa Ke bapu¦ Aaha¦ Ae AsTya=RkæaH Ke p` Ôe pyaRy ne gu S=an n=I j tae tae tI=R j n=I. cae=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH, satmuHgu S=annI dxa j n=I. Aahaha¦ Ko!awa¦ AavuH gHwIr Ke¦ Aahahaha¦

Ae to AaHhI khexe wava=RmaH Ae naqxe. wava=RmaH Vyvhar naqxe. Vyvhar\mR AeKe Aem khexe. qrae Vyvhar\mR...to Ae pyaRy Ke Ae j Vyvhar\mR Ke, i5kaznI ApeÙaAe.prma=R vcinkamaH kæuH Ke, prma=R vcinkamaH Ke ke je maeÙmagR inüy Ke, Ae j VyvharKe. pyaRy Ke ne ? Aahaha¦

Ae!le ke je pyaRy n=I Aem kæuH htuH, Ae gaE krIne, muQy inüynuH lÙ kravvaAene AsTya=R kI\I'tI gaE krIne. p` Aene n=I j Aem manae tae tae cae=uH, paHcmuH, KõuH,satmuH, Aa@muH gu S=annI dxa j n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aa tae vItrag marg bapu bhuSyadŸvad k ApeÙaAe kæuH Ke Ae ApeÙaAe Aene Ô`vuH ÔeAe. AsTya=R kæuH'tuH kApe"aaAe Aene Vyvhar pyaRyne khe Ke k ApeÙaAe? paKa rag =ay ÔeDe Aene Vyvharkhe Ke k ApeÙaAe? Aahaha¦ Aeklae Vyvhar AstŸ, dya, dan, v/t, wiÉt Ae tae bH\nuHkar` Ke Ae kaH maeÙnuH kar` n=I. Aahaha¦ v/t, inym, pCcqa` bharna ivkLp jeé@e Ke b\a, Ae tae b\a bH\na kar` Ke. Ae kaH maeÙnuH kar e y n=I ne AenuH fz maeÙeyn=I. AenuH fz tae bH\ Ke. Aahahaha¦

;tI=R Vyvhar\mRne nih manae tae Vyvharno nax = jxe' pyaRynae nax = jxe.pyaRy n=I Aem = jxe, Aem n=I. Ane —inüy ivna vaStivk pUr` tÀv Ke AenI ¹iÚivna p` tÀvnae nax = jxe. tÀv to mUz Ke i5kazI, Aa pyaRy tae Ýg!elI dxa Ke.p` je Ýg!vuH n=I jene Aek$p i5kaz rhevuH Ke Aevae je inüy n manae tae to tÀvnae nax= jxe. Aahahaha¦ AavuH Ke p` bhu magRnae ferfar = gyo bhune. Aahaha¦ 5`laeknana= kevzI prmaTma to bIraje Ke ne mhaivdehmaH TyaH=I tae Aa vat AavI Ke. Aahahaha¦


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kuHdkuHdacayR TyaH gya hta, Aa@ id' ræa hta ne AaHhI AavIne Aa xaÏ bnaVyaH Ke.Aahaha¦ inüyny ivna Ae!le ãVyna SvwavnI i5kazta ivna tÀvnae nax = jxe,vStunae nax = jxe. tÀv, inüy n mane tae vStu j n=I TyaH kaH. Aahaha¦

inüy pUr` sTyne n mane tae tae ãVynae j nax = Ôy Ke, Ane vtRman Ýg!elIpyaRyne n=I Aem mane tae maeÙnae magR je tI=R Ke tenae nax = Ôy Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

hve, wava=R :- —laekmaH saenana saez val Ýisâ Ke.˜ saezvluH khe Ke ne? tmarexuH khe ihNdImaH? saezvluH. pUr` saezvluH saenuH. —pHdr vla su\I temaH cUrI Aaid, 5aHbuAaid, k=Ir Aaid prsHyaegnI kailmaH rhe Ke caEdvla, pHdr vla su\Ina saenamaH,5aHbanae ke k=Irnae AHx wegae rhe Ke, saez vlamaH Ae AHx rhetae n=I. saezvluH caeQquHsaenuH = Ôy Ke. te=I Axuâ khevay Ke. saenamaH ter vluH ne caEd vluH Ae Axuâ khevayKe. pUr` saez vluH n=I ma!e. Ane tap detaH detaH KeÐa tap=I étre, AiGnnI AaHc detaHsaenane, KeÐa tap dne saez vluH pUruH =ay, —Tyare saez vluH xuâ suv R khevay.˜

Aa tae tmara saenanI vatuH Ke FrnI. Aahaha¦ hve Ae to ¹ÚaHt =yo.je Òvaene saezvla saenanuH &an, ]âan ne Ýaiº = temne pHdr vla su\InuH kaH

Ýyaejnvan n=I. Ae!le ke Aene pHdr vluH Ke j nhÄ, Ke j nhÄ pKI Aene Ýyaejnvank–aH ræuH? sozvluH =yuH Aene caEdvluH pHdrvluH Ke j nhÄ. Ae=I AenuH Ýyaejn Aene kaHn=I. Aahaha¦

Ane jemne saez vla xuâ saenanI Ýaiº n=I = temne TyaH su\I pHdr vla su\InuHÝyaejnvan Ke. Ýyaejnvan Ke Ae!le ke Ae!luH Ke te Ô`vuH ÔeAe. brabr Aene Ô`vuHÔeAe ke Aa ter vluH Ke, ke caEd vluH Ke ke pHdr vluH Ke Aem Ô`vuH ÔeAe Ýyaejnvan Ke.Aene saez vluH manI Lye, tae wUl Ke. Ane pHdr vluH Ke Aene n mane tae y wUl Ke. Aahaha¦Aa tae ¹ÚaHt =yae.

—AevI rIte Aa Òv namnae pda=R wgvan AaTma AHdr. Aahaha¦ Òv namnaepda=R. Òv Ae pd Ke xBd, Ò...v pd be AÙr =ya ne pd. Ane A=R Ae Òv vStu Ke. jemsakr xBd Ke Ae pd Ke Ane sakr vStu Ke Ae!le Aeno A=R Ae!le pda=R Ke. Aem Òv xBdKe Ae pd Ke, Ane je vStu Ke A=R, Ae A=R Ae vStu Ke Ae pda=R Ke. Òv namnae pda=R Ke,te... pudŸglna sHyaeg=I pudŸglnae inim¿$pe sHyaeg haeva=I, Axuâ Anek$p = ræae Ke.Ke Axuâ$p paetane kar e p` Aene pudŸglnae inim¿$pe sHyaeg Ke. Ae inim¿na sHbH\maH,AenI Axuâta ÒvnI pyaRymaH = rhI Ke. Ke? pudŸglna sHyaeg=I, sHyaeg=I kI\I Ke,sHyaeg Ae!le bIÒ cIj Ke Aem Ae!luH. p` = Ke Axuâta Anek$p = paetanIpyaRymaH. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

—Òv namnae pda=R Ke te pudŸglna sHyaeg=I sHbH\=I Axuâ Anek$p = ræae Ke.˜Ae sHbH\ paete kyÈ Ke ma!e Axuâ =yae Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? tena svR prãVyae=I iwþ,tene svR prãVyae=I iwþ, —Aek &aykp`a ma5nuH &an˜ Aahaha¦ svR prãVyaena sHbH\=I

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iwþ Aek &aykp uH Ô`nar svR& SvwavI wgvan pUr` ‡ SvwavnI vat Ke haeH. i5kaz¦&ayk¦ Aek$p i5kaz svR& Svwav¦ Aek$p i5kaz¦ Aeva &aykpà ma5, &aykp uHma5, AekluH \/uvp uH, &aykp uH, svR& Svwavp uH, samaNyp uH, \/uvp uH, Aek$pp uH, s¹xp uHma5 —&an, ]âan ne Aacr` Ýaiº˜ AenuH jene &an, ]âan ne Aacr`$p Ýaiº, pyaRymaH,—Ae 5 e jemne = gyaH temne tae pudŸgl sHyaegjint Anek$ppàne khenarae AxuânykaH Ýyaejnvan˜ Ae!le Aene Axuâny Ke nhÄ. Ke nhÄ Ae!le Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvan ræuH nhÄ.saez vluH =yuH Aene pHdr vluH ræuH nhÄ Ae!le Ýyaejn ræuH nhÄ. Aem saez vluH kevz&an =gyuH Aene pKI sHyaegjint pyaRy Ke nhÄ te=I Aene Ýyaejn AenuH ræuH nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH?gHwIr vatuH bapu¦ Aek Aek vat¦ AevI vat Ke wa¦ laekaeAe \mRne sa\ar` krI naQyaep` \mR bapu kae AlaEikk cIj Ke. Aahaha¦

xuH kI\uH? svR pr ãVyae=I iwþ, sHyaegna sHbH\=I iwþ, Aek &aykpà ma5nuH, Aeklowgvan Ô`nar xuâ cEtNymUitR Ýwu AenuH jene &an =yuH, Aahahaha¦ AenuH jene sMyGdŸxRn=yuH ]âa ÝtIt = Ane AemaH @rvanuH Aacr`$p Ýaiº =. Aahaha¦ &aykpà ma5nuH&an, &aykpà ma5nuH &an, xuH kI\uH? &aykpànuH i5kaznuH &an, i5kaznI ]âa Anei5kazmaH Aacr` @rvuH. xuH kI\uH? svR pr ãVyae=I iwþ, Ae... k &aykp uH i5kaz &aykAek$p Svwav, AenI ]âa, &an ne Aacr` Aeva &aykwavnI pUr`tanuH &an, ÝtIt neAacr`. Aahaha¦ Ýaiº, —Ae 5 e jemne = gyaH, temne tae pudŸgl sHyaegjintAnek$ppàne khenarae Axuâny kaH Ýyaejnvan n=I.˜ Aene Axuâny Ke j nhÄ,Ýyaejnvan n=I Ae!le ke Aene Ke nhÄ, Ane nIcle Ke ma!e Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AavI vate vate JI`v! Ane nvrax mze nhÄ, fursd mze nhÄma`sne. (]aeta: k–are ivcare?) cImnwa¦ Aa lae#a AaDe AemaH k–aH AamaH? Aahaha¦S!IlnuH mae!uH karqanuH hve NyaH raekay ke Aa karqane raekay? Aahahaha¦ prnuH = xktuH jn=I jrIAe, pu~y ne papna wav kre-AsHQy Ýkarna xuw ne AsHQy Ýkarna Axuwwavkre A&an, p` prnuH tae Ae Aek AaHgzI fervI xke nhÄ. Ae ÝÆ j k–aH? Ae e AnHtkazmaHb\uHy kyuÅ, Ae!le xuH? xuw ne Axuwwav, prnuH tae ikHictŸ ma5 Aek prma une fervI xke(nhÄ) AaHhI Ke ne AaHhI, 5` kazmaH krI xktae n=I. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: raej Amare krvuHne krI xktae n=I, Aap khae Amare krvuH xuH Aenae _pay xuH?)

krI xktae n=I, kae Ke Ane AenaH wav xuH =ay Ke Ae Ae e pheluH nÞI krvuHÔeAe. krI xktae n=I KtaH wav =ay Ke krvana Ane Ae wav =ay Ke Ae Ùi`k Ke ke_pai\ Ke ke mel Ke AevuH Ae e Ô`vuH ÔeAe. Ane Ae ivnanI i5kazI cIj je Ke ‡ Aa taeÙi`k _Tpþ =ay Ke, Ae krI xke Ke A&anwave, xuw ne Axuwwav, A&anwave krI xkeKe. A&anwave prnuH tae krI xktae n=I. Aahahaha¦

Aa vkIlae jvabae Aam baele ne, Aa kaydanuH Aa Ke ne Ae waØa AaTma krI xktaen=I 5`kazmaH jysuqwa¦ (]aeta: te id' AavuH nhotuH Ô~yuH? te id' k–aH qbr htI, te


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id' tae huixyarImaH AHdr.. Aahahaha¦ prnuH tae Aek rjk`ne p` Aek Ýdex=I Aam bIjeÝdexe qesvvanI (iÊya) krI xke nhÄ AaTma. (]aeta: AemaH to bemt Ke. Aek prma unuH nkrI xke?) Ae tae A&anIAae b\a khe Ke Ae tae vat = g Ke. NyaH ramivjyna guÌ htaAenI sa=e ccaR ='tI. sumnwane... Aemna idkra Ane jj AapàH knuwa AmdavadmaHjj Ke ne AaHhIna hIrawana idkra. Ae mkanmaH Ame hta sva5` vrs. jj Ke knuwa, be y jà gyela, Aa khe ke AaTma prnuH krI xke nhÄ. Ae khe ke nhÄ. prma unuH n krIxke, xrIrnuH krI xke. Aahaha¦ Aava ne Aava. xuH =ay wa¦

xuH krvuH Ae!le? prãVynuH krvuH Ae!le prãVy paetanI pyaRy ivnanuH Ke? ke tenuH krvuH=ay? je smye tuH khe Ke ke AanuH krvuH tae Ae ãVy xuH kayR ivnanuH Ke? ke tenuH tuH kr¦ laeijk-Nyay=I pkDvuH pDxe ke nhÄ Aene¦ (]aeta: Ae tae paetanuH kam kre ne paetana wanuH ykre) \UzmaHy kre nhÄ, Aiwman kre. Aahaha¦ laekaemaH Aem khe Ke ke Aek gaynae gaevazAem paHc gaynae gaevaz Aek gayne crva l Ôy bhar (vgDamaH), wegI paHcne lÔy tae vaH\ae xuH? Aem AeknuH FrnuH kre ne bIÔnuH y kre p` AaHhI tae khe Ke ke AekeynuH krIxktae j n=I. Aahaha¦

AavI vatuH Ke A&anp e kre tae Ae pu~y ne papna wavae kre, xuw Axuw wav kre.AaHhI khe Ke ke jene dxRn, &an, cair5 pur` Ýaº =yaH Aene Axuâ haetuH n=I. ivkarwavj haetae n=I, Ae!le Aene Axuâny kaH j$rnuH n=I Ae!le Ke j nhÄ Axuâ Aem. AaHhIAenae A=R j Ae Ke ke jene Axuâny n=I, Aene Ô`vuH k–aH ræuH. p` jene hÒ ragnae wagKe, Ane xuâta p` AHxe Ýg!el Ke, Aene Ô`vanuH rhel Ke. ke hÒ huH ApU R KuH, pUr` marIdxa Ke nhÄ, Aem Aene Ô elae, Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahahaha¦

Anek$ppàne khenarae Axuâny kaH Ýyaejnvan n=I, p` ßyaH su\I xuâwavnI Ýaiº = n=I TyaH su\I je!luH AxuânynuH k=n Ke Ae!le ke pyaRynI pUr`ta n=IAne ragaidnae wav Ke, te!luH y=apdvI Ýyaejnvan, Ô eluH Ýyaejnvan Ke. Aahaha¦Ô eluH Ýyaejnvan Ke Aam Ke. kI\uH ne? ke pUr` xuâny = tene hve Axuâny n=I ma!etene Axuâny Ýyaejn n=I. Ae!le Axuâne Ô`vuH Aene Ke nhÄ, Ane Aane to hÒ AxuâKe, xuâpyaRy Ke ne Axuâ rag Ke, bey wegaH Ke, Ae=I Aene te kaze te!luH te Ýkare Ke AemAene Ô eluH Ýyaejnvan Ke.

pUr` =ya ne Axuâ Ýyojn n=I Aenae A=R xuH =yae? ke Aene Axuâ n=I. n=I te=IÝyaejn n=I. Aane Axuâta Ke Ane Ô elo Ýyaejnvan Ke. Axuâta Ke maramaH AnexuâtanI pUr`ta n=I, Aem Aene Ô`vuH brabr y=a=Rp e ÔeAe. Ôe Ae rIte n Ô e taetI=Rnae nax = Ôy. Ae!le maeÙmagRnI pyaRy ne sa=e inim¿ Ke tenae y Awav =Ôy. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

te=I Aem n=I ke Ae Vyvhar je inmRz pyaRy AavI, Ae tae y=a=R Vyvhar Ke. p`ÔeDe rag Ke Ae=I krIne Axuâta =aeDI Ke ne xuâta (Ke) Ae=I beyne Ô`vuH te Ýyaejnvan

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Aene Ke ma!e Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvan. pur`ne n=I ma!e Aene Ô`vuH Ýyaejn n=I Aene AxuâtapyaRymaH n=I. AhÄ to Ke ma!e Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvan Ke Aem kI\uH. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

hve Aek Aek ga=amaH Aa!lI gHwIrta wrI Ke. hve Fere vaHcIne besI Ôy AaquHsmysar, Aek j`ae khetae'tae ke bhu tme smysarna vqa` krae Kae te, Aaehohoho¦ga=amaH Aam... pHdr idvsmaH vaHcI gyae khe Ke... Aahaha¦ (]aeta: vaHcI gyae ne p`...smjyo kaH?) AemaH bapu pHdr id'maH gaeqIne, giDyaH gaeqI Ôyne smßya ivna A"arvaHcI Gyae AemaH xuH =yuH p`? p` temaH wav k ApeÙaAe kæae Ke te smßya ivna vaHCyuHÉ–aH? ;vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar, Ae smje nhÄ sFzae sar' Ae Amare AavtuH dlptrammaH,te id' sIter vrs phelaH, kiv hta kiv prIÙa lenaraH. ;vaHce p` nhÄ kre ivcar, tesmje nhÄ sFzae sar,' vaHCya kre p` smje nhÄ ke Aa xuH Ke? Aahaha¦

ßyaH su\I xuâwavnI Ýaiº = n=I TyaH su\I Axuânyna ivØy Ke Aem khevuH Ke.Aenae ivØy Ke. xuâvazane Aenae ivØy j n=I Ae!le Axuâny Ýyaejnvan n=I. p`AaHhIya-AaHhIya Aenae ivØy Ke. ma!e Aene Ô elae Ýyaejvan Ke. Aem Aenae A=R Ke mUztae. Aahaha¦

te!luH y=apdvI Ýyaejnvan Ke —ßyaH su\I y=a=R &an ]âannI Ýaiº$p˜ hve taesMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº n = AenI vat kre Ke. AaelI tae pUr` Ýaiº = n=I¸ Ane ApU Rp exuâpyaRy pU R n=I ne rag Ke, Ae!le Ke Aene Ô`vuH brabr Ke. pUr`ne tae Ke nhÄ, Ke nhÄAe!le Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvan k–aH ræuH? AaHhI tae Ke Ae Ô eluH Ýyaejnvan Ke. kar` ke Ketene Ô`vuH Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

ßyaH su\I y=a=R, hve AaHhI he@luH lI\uH ‡ AaHhI ga=amaH Ae kaH n=I p` Ae enaQyuH. ga=amaH tae fÉt inüynI ¹iÚ jene = Ke Aene pyaRymaH pUr`ta = Ôy to AeneVyvhar haetae n=I. p` ApU R rhe to Aene Vyvhar Ke, AevuH Aene Ô`vuH brabr ÔeAe.kar` ke ApU R xuâ Ke. Ane Axuâtanae AHx sa=e Ke tae Aene jem Ke tem Ae e Ô`vuHÔeAe. bs Ae!luH isâ krvuH Ke, kho devIlalÒ¦ Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke wa vadivvade parpDe AevuH n=I Ýwu xuH kre? Aaha... ha¦

hve AaHhI Ae e paete jycHd pHiDte jrI, sMyGdxRn phelaH p` vat krI =aeDI. pa@nIxElImaH Ae n=I. pa@nI xElImaH tae sMyGdxRn paMyae Ke i5kaznae Aa]y lne, Aene jepyaRymaH Axuâta ne ApU Rta Ke, Aene Ô`vuH ÔeAe Ae!lI vat Ke. smÔ uH? p` Aepamelae Ke ne pUr`ta pyaRymaH n=I, Ane ApU R xuâne Axuâta Ke, te Ke ma!e Ô e, te KeAene Ô`vuH Aem, Ke Aene Ô`vuH, Ae Ýyaejnvan Aem. Aaelane n=I Aene Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvann=I Aem kI\uH. Aeno A=R. Aahaha¦

hve Aek klakmaH ke!lI vatuH Aave. AamaH hve \H\a AaDe É–aH daÉtr ne [Njekxnne AamaH Aaqae id'. Aahaha¦ (]aeta: [Njekxn mare ne Aayu*y n haey tae mrIÔy¦) Aaelae mrI gyae xIvlal AaHhInae, xIvlal p!el hta Aek. Ae tae ibcarae


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du:qI =atae tae haeH kaH nhaetuH raeg hoH jrIAe, Aa vÐwwa p!el khevay Ke ne Aenaeku!uHbI. krmsd, krmsd Ke, Aa`HdnI pase Ae ivõl p!el krmsdna, Aa Ae krmsdnaehtae, krmsd ÔeyuH Ke Ame, dukannae mal leva jtae te id' FàH vrsnI vatuH Ke.ADs@-AaegàeternI vatuH Ke. krmsd mae!ae bIDInae vepar mae!ae, viryazI naqInetmaku AeklI nhÄ haeH. AemaH viryazI naqIne bIDIyuH, krmsd Ke TyaHnae xIvlalp!el Amare AaHhI htae. te qa AaVya, Aapè rsaeDe qataH. qane AaVya te rsaeneb\I Ane... kH phelaH kezaH qa\aH ke nhÄ? (]aeta: xÄgna Aaeza) xÄgna Aaeza.xÄg-xÄg na Aaeza qa\elaH ne Aa qa\uH. qane ßyaH AaVya, Ane AaerDI htIAaHhI Aapè, TyaH be@a'ta. huH Aahar krIne frva nIkZyae saHje Aam frtaH frtaH xIvap!elne, kem Ke? be@a'ta Aam nIce qane AaVya, kaH n mze. kem Ke p!el?AHtiÊya¦ xuH p` Ke? ke AHtiÊya¦ kem Ke xuH =yuH? he@e be@a'ta qane AaVya, ¬asDUH!I=I qsI gyae Ke ¬as, Ae naiw=I ¬as qsI gyae, kaH kyuÅ n=I meH tae qaneAaVyae KuH, halIne AaVyo. kaH n mze, raeg n mze, be@ae ne ¬as AaHhI=I qsI gyaenaiw=I. he@e n bese. AHtiÊya marI, Aaey mayaR. pKI =aeDuHk haLyuH svar su\I ke saHjsu\I? (]aeta: be vaGya su\I ) heH? bpaer su\I pKI wa gya, \rmcHd daÉtr paseAaela du:qI =ay ne [Njekxn AaPyuH. bs, [Njekxn AaPyuH te besI gyae ¬as.(]aeta: du:qI =ay v\are) deh KU!I gyae. AaHhI j htI AaerDI. Aahaha¦ jene iS=itAeje pze deh KU!vano smy Ke Aene kae` ferve? Aahaha¦

be@a, be@a ¬as Aam = gyuH, kI\uH ne Aaelae mlkapurvazae, j¡van Kokro xuH nammlkapurvazo w elae maeÙmagR Ýkaxk, Aene AaquH maeÙmagR Ýkaxk kH@S= te. phele=Ij rs Ke (]aeta: Sv$pcHd) Sv$pcHd¦ mae!ae veparI Ke kapDno ds, ds hÔr $ipyanuHkapDno mae!ae veparI Ke. p` Aa tÀvnae rs bhu moÙmagR Ýkaxkno. kuHvarae htae Tyar=IÝÆ bhu krtae, hve to pr~yo ne mlkapurmaH dukan mae!I Ke. khetae'tae mharaj huH Aekvar be@ae'tae, im5 htae ÔeDe 2p‡26 vØRno im5ne kaH raeg nhÄ, bey vatuH krta'ta...Aam Aam krIne fUf fUf... krIne deh pDI gyae. kaH raeg nhÄ, kaH ¬ase y nhÄ, vat krtaHkrtaH fU Aam =yuH khe, deh KU!I gyo. khetae tae Sv$pcHd khetae tae, bhu huixyar ma`s,mlkapurmaH, Ke ko mlkapurna? n=I- kapDno veparI Ke mo!o ds-ds hÔrno.Aahaha¦

Ae tae dehnI iS=it bapu¦ je smye KU!vanae AemaH tenuH kaH kam nhÄ Aave. qbreyn pDe ke Aa KU!–uH f! KU!I Ôy.

AaHhI khe Ke ke Axuâta ßyaH su\I Ke, TyaH su\I Ke tene Ô`vuH. pU RtamaH Axuâtan=I Ae!le tene Ô`vuH Ýyojn n kI\uH. Ke TyaH su\I Ô`vuH Ýyaejnvan kI\uH. AadrvuH keAevI vat n=I.

ivxeØ khexe... (Ýma` vcn guÌdev¦)

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Ývcn nH. 49 ga=a - 12 ta.1-8-78 mHgzvar, AØa# vd-13 sH.2p04

barmI ga=a Aenae wava=R, AaHhI su\I AaVyuH Ke.ßyaH su\I y=a=R &an ]âannI Ýaiº$p sMyGdxRnnI Ýaiº n = haey TyaH su\I

Aa haey Ke. xuH? TyaH su\I ke jemna=I y=a=R _pdex mze. Aahaha¦ Aa p` xrt Aa,jemna=I y=a=R _pdex mze¦ Ae!lI tae Ae e ipKa` phelI krvI pDe ne?

sMyGdxRn =ya phelaH AavuH haey. KtaH Aena=I sMyGdxRn =ay Aem nhÄ. sMyGdxRn=va phelaH Aene jemna=I y=a=R _pdex mze, jemna=I y=a=R _pdex mze. Ae!le jem jey=a=R _pdex Aapnar kae Ke AevuH tae Aene pheluH &an haevuH ÔeAe, wle A&an Ke TyaH,p` Aene Ae ÔtnuH tae &an haevuH ÔeAe ne ke y=a=R _pdex krnar ko` Ke?

AevaH ijnvcnaenuH saHwzvuH-jemna=I y=a=R gu o AevaH ijnvcnae Ae!le ke AevItragwavne S=apta haey AevaH ijnvcnaenuH saHwzvuH. je _pdexk y=a=R _pdexmaHvItragwavne S=apta haey, Aene ijnvcnae khIAe ne Aene ijnvcnae saHwzva.

\ar` krvuH, saHwzIne \arI raqvuH. xuH khe Ke? vItragwav Ýaº kem =ay? AemxuH khe Ke Aene \arI raqvuH. t=a ijnvcnaenaH khenara ]I ijnguÌnI wiÉt. AolI &an,]âanI Ýaiº jena=I =ay, Ae ijnvcnne khenara ]I ijnguÌnI wiÉt, vItragI guÌnIwiÉt. Aahaha¦ ijnibHbna dxRn. b\e ijn ijn xBd TyaH=I vapyÈ Ke. vItragIAaelamaH Aem AaVyuH'ne, ijnvcnaenuH saHwzvuH y=a=R _pdex mze , Ane ijnvcnaenekhenara ijn guÌnI wiÉt Ane ijnibHbna dxRn vItragI ibHb Ýitma¦ Aahaha¦ jenema=e x<Hgar ke vS5 te n haey, jevuH ijnSv$p htuH wgvannuH AevuH ijnibHb AhÄya haey,AenaH dxRn [Tyaid VyvharmagRmaH ‡ Ae kH smikt Ke nhÄ, p` KtaH Aavae wav Aenehaey, Aene ÝvtRvuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

Ýyaejnvan Ke. Ae!luH to Aene Aave j. Ane jemne ]âa-&an tae =yaH smikt =yuH‡&an =yuH. p` saÙatŸ Ýaiº n=I =, pUr` vItragtanI dxa Ýaº = n=I. sMyGdxRn&an =yuH p` pUr` y=aQyat cair5 kevz&an =yuH n=I. temne pUvRki=t kayR, pUvRki=tkayR Ae!le , y=a=R ijnwgvanna vcn saHwzvaH, \arvaH, ijnguÌnI wiÉt,ijnibHbna dxRn pUvRki=t kayR haey Ke Aene. smÔ uH kaH?

sMyGdxRn &an =ya pKI p`, Aavae Vyvhar pUr` vItrag n=I Ae!le haey Ke.prãVynuH AalHbn KaeDva$p A uv/t mhav/tnuH g/h` p` haey Ke. je!la Ýma`maH

prãVynuH AalHbn KaeDe Ae!la Ýma`maH Aene A`uv/t ne mhav/t haey Ke. AenuHg/h`, simit, guiº paHc ÝkarnI simit, guiº 5` pHc prme¤Ina |yan$p ÝvtRn,pHcprme¤InuH |yan$p, ÝvtRn Ke Ae Vyvhar Ke ne xuw ivkLp Ke.

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AWyas krvae. sMyGdxRn &an =ya pKI p`... pUr`ta n haey tene Aa Ôtnae AWyasxaÏnae tene haey Ke. xuwwav Ke ne? Aahaha¦ [Tyaid VyvharmagRmaH paete ÝvtRvuH,Ke ne? Ane bIÔne ÝvtaRvvuH Ae!le _pdex Aevae Aenae haey Aem.

Aevae Vyvharnynae _pdex AHgIkar krvae Ýyaejnvan Ke. nIce qulasaeVyvharnyna _pdex=I Aem n smjvuH ke AaTma prãVynI iÊya krI xke Ke. p` AemsmjvuH ke VyvharaepidÚ xuw wavaene AaTma Vyvhare krI xke Ke. Aahaha¦ Aam AenaeA=R Ke. Vyvhare Aene xuwwav, Axuw=I bcva haey Ke. vzI te _pdex=I Aem p` nsmjvuH ke AaTma xuwwavae krva=I xuâtane pame Ke. ijnibHbna dxRn, ne ma!e Aena=Iinüy pmay Ke, Aem n=I. Aahaha¦

prHtu Aem smjvuH ke sa\k dxanI wUimka Anusar xuw wavae AaVya ivna rhetan=I. bs, Aa!lI vat Ke.

qreqr tae vat AevI sU"m Ke ke sMyGdxRn Ane &an =yuH. Aahahahaha¦ AenuH &anj. je Ýkarnae rag Aavvanae Ke te j ÝkarnuH &an j Svpr Ýkaxk te smye =ay j.&an j tevuH Svne Ane je rag Aaid je!lae wag Aave Aene Ô`vanI yaeGytavazuH j &anÝg! =ay. smÔ uH kaH? je!la Ýkarnae... rag je Aave Ane sMyGdxRn Ke, Ae!le ¹iÚtae \/uv _pr Ke. Ane &an p` Svne Ô e Ke Ane te kaze tene te Ýkarna rag je Aavvanahaey Ke, tene Ô`tuH j &an Ýg! =ay Ke. AavI vat Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦

Ae Vyvharnyne k=HictŸ AsTya=R khevamaH AaVyae Ke p` Ôe kae tene svRAsTya=R Ô`I, jU@o Ô`I KaeDI de tae xuwaepyaeg$p Vyvhar KaeDe xuwne KaeDe Ane xuâtae AaVyae n=I-Aahaha¦ xuâaepyaegnI saÙatŸ Ýaiº tae = n=I, vItragta je xuâaepyaeg=I=vI ÔeAe te tae Ke nhÄ Ane xuw_pyaeg KaeDe, tae tae AxuwmaH j Ôy. Aahaha¦

te=I él!ae AxuwaepyaegmaH j Ae AavI, w/Ú =, gme tem SveCKa$p ÝvteR gmetem SveCKa$p ÝvteR tae nrkaid git t=a prHpra ingaedne Ýaº =, Aahaha¦ ¹iÚ =n=I, &annI qbr n=I Ane Aa xuwne KaeDIne bese, tae tae AxuwmaH Ôy. Aahaha¦ ÔexuânI Ýaiº = haey tae tae xuw KU!I Ôy. Aahaha¦

nrkaid git t=a prHpra ingaedne ÝaPt =. Aahahaha¦ Aaj tae ivcar AevaeAaVyae'tae svarmaH, phelae Aa é@Ine svare vaHcta'ta Tyare, ke Aaehae¦ Aek ¬asmaHingaedna A#ar wv =ay. Aahaha¦ êce nIce mUke Aeva ¬asmaH mnu*ynae ¬as levae hoH,A#ar wv =ay. Aahahaha¦ Aene ke!luH du:q hxe? Aahaha¦ devna wvmaH Aek sagrnuHAayu*y haey, pqvaiDAe ¬as Aave Aene, Aa xuH khe Ke Aa? sHsarnI iS=it p` AevIko Ke. Aahaha¦ SvgRna devae Aek sagrnI iS=itvaza haey, Aene pHdr id'Ae AekvaCKaevas (hoy) Aahaha¦ l xke Ke ke mUkI xke Ke ÝÆ AaHhI Ke nhÄ.smÔ uH? Ane narkIne tae ¬asnuH ddR j phele=I haey. jNme Tyar=I \m` hale. Aahahaha¦

te=I, ke!lak Aem kheta ke ¬as, Aap e hzve hzve lAe, tae =aeDaH ¬as levay

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tae Aayu*y v\e, FàH haey Ke ne. (]aeta: maNyta haey ne, Aem mannara haey ne) Ke.Amare tae FàH Aek hta i5wuvn ivõl xe@, Daesa la@ImaH laHba, Aane kaH raeg n=Ine Aa Aam kem hale Ke? hta v<â hzve, hzve Aam raeg nhÄ, inraegI. Ae khe ke ke!laklaekae Aem khe Ke ke ¬as AaeKa lAe, tae Aayu*y lHbay, ne ¬as Ôe bhu JaJa lAetae Aayu*y F!I Ôy Aem n=I. ¬as _pr Aayu*y n=I. Aayu*ynI iS=it tae je Ke Ae Ke.Aahahaha¦

ingaedna Òv, Aek ¬asmaH A#ar wv wa¦ xuH Ke bapu¦ Ae vat. narkIna ÒvnejNm=I ¬asnI \m` hale, Aahaha¦ devna Òvaene sagraepme, pqvaiDye Aek ¬asAave. Aahaha¦ Aa tae sHsarnI iS=itmaH AavuH Sv$p Ke vaCKaevasnuH. Aaha¦

Ane AaHhIyaH Aek juAo to, Aek vaCKaevasmaH, Sv$pnuH wan krIne wvnaeAHt lave. Aahaha¦ AHtr vStu xuâ cEtNy \n Ke AenamaH AHtr jtaH, Aek j smylage Ke. khe Ke. Ae tae Aave Ke ne ;rwsa' smy Aek lage, p` _pyaeg AsHQysmynae Ke ne Ae!le AsHQy smye AenaH QyalmaH Aave. AanHdnae Anuwv ne¦Aahaha¦ Ae narkIne Aave ne ¬asae, devne p` ds hÔrnI iS=itvazano ¬as kevaehxe? Ane jeè Aek sagraepme pHdr pqvaiDAe ¬as, Aave. svaR=Risiâna te5Issagrvaza saez pqvaiDya saDI saez pqvaiDya Aene ¬as Aave. Aahaha¦ xuH KeAa te sHsar te, saDI saez pqvaiDya ke!la =yaH, saD sat mihna =yaH ne? (]aeta:sva Aa@ mihna) saDa Aa@ mhIna =ya. saDa Aa@ mihne, Aevae ¬as AekvarAave. Aahaha¦

Ae devmaH ds hÔrnI iS=itvazane ke!lae hxe? jene sagre... pHdr pqvaiDAe AenaepLyaepm tae dsÊaeDaÊaeDI pLyaepm Ke Aenae ¬as ke!lae hxe. Aaha¦ Ane dshÔrnIiS=itvazane ¬as kevae hxe devne, Ane narkIne te5Is sagrnI iS=itvaza, Aahahaha¦Ae ¬asnI \m`¦ Aahaha¦

AevI iS=itmaH p` AHtrŸmuq =ne sMyGdxRn kre Ke. wgvan ibraje Ke ne ÝwuAHdr wa¦ pUr` prmaTmSv$p tarI pyaRynI pase Ke ne¦ Aahaha¦ kaH dUr n=I.Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRyne AHtrmaH vaztaH AevI iS=itmaH p` Aek ¬asmaH jene to \m`haltI hoy ¬asnI. Aahaha¦ tae sHsarnI gitnI iS=it Ke. ¬as huH Aam lxkuH ke Aam KaeDI xkuH AevuH Ke j nhÄ. Ae tae jDnI prma unI iÊya Ke. Aahaha¦ p` AemaHpaete, paetana Sv$p trfnae wvwynae Dr krIne, Aahaha¦ ma=ewy, wv AnHt AnHtAava teH kyaÅ. Aahaha¦ Aeva AnHta wvnae, wynae Dr krIne, wv-wy=I DrI ic¿, AHtmuRq =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦ du:q=I nih, wvwy=I wv ma5 du:q Ke. vzI SvgRnae wvAe @Ik Ane narkInae A@Ik, Aeme y nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

wv ma5na, wvna wyna Dr=I, Arere¦ k–aH AnHta wv Ane k–aH huH wvna wavivnanae maruH Sv$p¦ Aahahaha¦ wv ivnanuH tae qruH p` wvnawav ivnanuH maruH


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Sv$p¦ Aahahaha¦ Aevae icdŸFn wgvan¦ AemaH paKae vzIne AHdrmaH Ôy. Aahahahaha¦AHtrmuhUtRnI AHdr _pyaegnI ApeÙaAe, bakI tae smyaHtrmaH dxRn =taH, &an smyaHtrmaHsMykŸ = Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ae xaÏ&annI TyaH j$r n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae wgvan AaTma¦ pUr` xuâSv$p¦ghn, ghn jenae Svwav ne ghn jenI xiÉtAae. Aahaha¦ Aa ghn jena wvw/m`nawav ne wavae. Aahaha¦ AemaH=I qsIne... wgvan mhaÝwu¦ prmaTm ãVy vStu AenI¹iÚ kre Ke, Tyare &an sMykŸ =ay Ke Ane Tyare tene AtIiNãy AanHdnae Svad Aave Ke.Aahahaha¦

Ae te5Is sagrna devae te5Is pqvaiDye ¬as Lye Ane te5Is hÔr vrse kH@maH=IAm<t Jre, Ae jDnuH Am<t Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aek sagrnI iS=itvaza dev, Aene hÔrvrse kH@maH=I Am<t Jre. Aene daz, wat, rae!la krvana nhÄ ne cUla krvana Ae n=IkaH. Aahahaha¦ Ae pu~yna fz trIkenI sHsarnI iS=it tae j¡Aae. Aahaha¦ jemaH \rmtae Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦ pu~yna fze mzelae dev, Aene hÔr vrse kH@maH=I Am<t Jre Ae jDAm<t Ke. Aa tae Ýwune Aek Ù`maH pkDtaH Am<t, AanHd Am<t Jre. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH?

Aaelane Aek hÔr vrse sagraepmvazane, AaeKavazane. Aa tae khe Ke ke Aa ÝwutuH kae Ko, Ôe xuâ _pyaegnI Ýaiº kr. xuâ _pyaegmaH AaTma j`axe, Ane xuâ _pyaegpUr` =xe pKI Aene xuw wav Aavxe nhÄ. xuâ _pyaeg=I AaTmane pkDta, Aahaha¦ tneAm<t Jrxe. Aaelane devne Am<t Jre Ke Ae tae \UznuH Am<t, pudŸglnuH. Aa tae Am<tnaena=. Aahahaha¦

Are re¦ Aene ma!e vqt k–aH le Ke ? parka sa!u krIne jgt, jHÔzmaH ÒvngazIne. Aahaha¦ paetanae Aek Ù` p` mnu*ynae kaEStuwmi` krtaH p`, Aaha... ha¦mhaikHmtI Ae xene ma!e? \rmne ma!e¦ Aahaha¦

Aek Ù`maH AHdr jtaH tne Am<t Aavxe Ýwu¦ devne tae, sagraepme pHdr id' AeAm<t Aave, hÔr vrse Aave, pHdr id'Ae Aekvar to ¬as Lye, ingaednaH Òvae Ýwu Aek¬asmaH A#ar wv kre, AenaH Aek wvmaH Aena ¬asnI mudt ke!lI hxe? xuH kI\uH ? Aek¬asmaH je A#ar wv, tae Aek wvmaH ¬asnae wag ke!lae Aene Aavtae hxe? Aahaha¦Aava wv Ýwu teH kyaÅ AnHt¦

hve AaHhI tae khe Ke ke smikt =ne pKI je Vyvhar Aave, Aahaha¦ Aene p`Ô`narae rheje. Aahahahaha¦ krnarae =ne khe Ke Ae tae VyvharnynuH k=n Ke. wgvanAaTma¦ wUta=R prmaTma¦ AnHt AnHt Am<tna Svwav=I KlaeKl Ýwu wyÈ Ke. Aekgu , Aeva tae AnHtgu Aene tuH &anmaH ne ¹iÚmaH le, tae Aena=I tne Am<t Aavxe. Anete pKI tne xuw wav Aavxe. KtaH te taruH &an tne Ane tene Ô`tuH j pyaRy$p Ýg!=xe. Aahaha¦ Aavae marg¦ Aahaha¦

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sMyGdxRn =ya pKI, vStune Ô`I Ôe AnuwvI. Aaehaeho¦ Aa tae Am<tnaesagr. jena AHxna nmUnamaH=I, Aaqae AaTma Aa tae Am<tnae sagr Ýwu¦ Are huHk–aH gyae'tae? Aane KaeDIne huH k–aH ræae htae? hve... ragne KaeDIne huH AaHhI Ôë KuH hve.Aahahaha¦ AevI je ¹iÚ = Anuwv =yae, Ae tae inüyna lÙe =yae ma!e inüy =yuH.p`... Aene ßyaH su\I pyaRymaH, xuâ _pyaegnI Ýaiº n =ay, Aek\ara xuâaepyaegnI Ýaiºn =ay, xuâ_pyaegmaH smikt =yuH, &an =yuH p` Ae xuâ _pyaeg laHbae kaz rhe nhÄ.smÔ`uH kaH? Aene xuw Aave, Axuwey Aave. Aahahaha¦ p`... Ae xuwmaH=I Aagzjne Aeklae xuâ _pyaeg n =ay TyaH su\I Aavae xuw wav Aave. Aene &annI pyaRy tesmynI Svne Ane tene Ô`vanI yaeGyta=I j Ýg! pyaRy =ay. Aene nvuH bIj¡H Ô`vuHKe Aem kaH Ke nhÄ. Aahaha¦

xuH kæuH ? Ae &an je SvwavnuH =yuH, AemaH je &annI pyaRy =. Ae smye ßyarexuâ _pyaeg AHtrmaH Ke, bharmaH tae Ke nhÄ. wle AHdr AbuiâpUvRk AHdr rag Ke, KtaHrag trfnae _pyaeg n=I, p` KtaH tena &annI dxa te kaze p` Svne Ô e Ke Ane Aerag Ke tene AVyÉtp e p` AHdr Ô`vanI pyaRy =ay Ke. hve bhar nIkZyae Ane ßyarexuw wav AaVyae Tyare p` te kaze tene Ô`tI j pyaRy Sv Ane prne Ô`tI te smynIte te yaeGytavazI¦ Aahaha¦ je!lae xuânae pyaRy =yae Ane je!lae Axuâ =yo tene Ô`tuH&an j Ýg! =ay Ke. Aene Ô elae Ýyaejnvan khevamaH Aave Ke. Aam Ke Ýwu¦ Aaehae¦xuâ _pyaeg =yae n haey, ¹iÚ jene sMykŸ Ke tae AavuH kre nhÄ. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦p` jene ¹iÚ = n=I ne maNyuH Ke ke mne smikt =yuH Ane Ae Aa xuw _pyaeg KaeDI de,tae tae AxuwmaH Ôy. Aahaha¦

sMyG¹iÚ jene \/uvnuH jene wan =yuH Ke, Ae tae xuwmaH Aave Aene Ô e xuw KaeDIneAxuwmaH n Ôy. Aahaha¦ Ae xuw KaeDIne tae xuâmaH Ôy. p` je e maNyuH Ke ke AmesmiktI KIAe ne ]âa Ke Ane Aene xuw wavne KaeDe tae tae AxuwmaH AavIne SvCKHdI=ay. Aahahahaha¦

tae nrkaid git t=a prHpra ingaed, kem kæuH ke mUz tÀvnI ivra\na Ae ingaednuHj kar` Ke. Aahaha¦ tÀvnI Aara\na Ae muiÉtnuH kar` Ke, tÀvnI ivra\na AeingaednuH kar` Ke. Ane vCce je ityÅc ne mnu*y Aaidna wv =ay, nrkaidna Aexuwaxuw wavnuH fz Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ marg AlaEikk Ke bapu¦ Aaha¦

sHsarmaH j w/m` kre. ma!e xuânynae ivØy je saÙatŸ xuâ AaTma tenI Ýaiº ßyaHsu\I n =ay pUr` Aem. xuânynae ivØy je saÙatŸ xuâ AaTma ‡ Ae!le ãVy nhÄ,pyaRymaH, p` AaHhI, xuânynae ivØy je saÙatŸ xuâ AaTma, tenI Ýaiº ßyaH su\I n =aypyaRymaH, Aahahahaha¦ xuânynae ivØy tae AaTma, p` tenI pyaRymaH Ýaiº ßyaH su\IpU R n =ay TyaH su\I Vyvhar p` Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke. Ae Ýyaejnvan Ke Ae!le AevuHAevuH &an j Aene Ô`tuH Ýg! =ay. AavI vat Ke wa.


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Ae vat, ccaR = g'tI Aek ma`s kae b/ïcarI htae ne AenI hare... Aa kheAa tae &an j AevuH Ýg!e Ke. Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ae!le nvuH Ô`vuH _pyaeg mUkIne AevuHNyaH n=I. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma cEtNyibHb Ýwu AenuH ßyaH &an =yuH pyaRymaH, tae pyaRymaH &an SvnuH p` AaVyuH Ane te kaze ragnae wag p` bakI Ke tenuH p` &an TyaHprÝkaxk AenI hare Ýg!e Ke. kemke &annI pyaRynae Svwav SvprÝkaxk Ke.

jem A&anIna &anmaH p` SvãVy j Ýkaxe Ke Aem &anIna &anmaH Vyvhar jÝkaxe Ke, Sv tae Ýkaxe Ke j, Ae _praHt¦ Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aaehae¦ Aavae marg¦ Are¦ saHwzva n mze Aa mnu*yp uH caLyuH Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦AenI Aek Aek pz¦ Aahahahaha¦

ßyaH su\I Ýaiº n =ay, TyaH su\I Vyvhar Ô`vae... AevuH j Sv$p AenuH Ke.Vyvharne Ô e AevuH j AenuH Sv$p Ke. Ae!le Vyvhar Ô elae Ýyaejnvan Ke AemkhevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Aevae SyadŸvad mtmaH ]IguÌAaenae _pdex Ke. kuHdkuHdacayR Aaid sHtae¦ idgHbrmuinAo¦ je AaTm&anI AnuwvI cair5maH, Aeva ]IguÌAaenae Aa _pdex Ke. ke ßyaH su\IAaTmane xuânynae ivØy ãVy Ke p` AenI pyaRymaH Ýaiº ßyaH su\I xuânI n =ay TyaHsu\I tene nIcla drßÔmaH Vyvhar Aave, Ane Vyvhar Aave te Ô`va yaeGy Ke Aem Ô eAadrvayaeGy Ke Aem Ke nhÄ. Aahahaha¦

AavuH ApeÙa=I kæuH Ke, Vyvharne AsTya=R kæae ApeÙa=I kæuH Ke Aem, muQyne inüykhIne AenI ¹iÚ kravva AsTya=R kæae, sTy Aane kæuH'ne Aene AsTya=R kæae. AsTya=RmanIne, xuw j KaeDI >e Ane xuâ _pyaegnI Ýaiº = j n=I tae w/Ú = jxe. Aahaha¦

vStunI myaRdanI dxa j AavI Ke. Ae kH wgvan khe Ke ma!e AavuH =ay Ke Aemn=I. Aahahaha¦ vStuna Sv$pnI iS=it j AavI ÔtnI Ke. Aahaha¦ ke pUr` Sv$pneÔ`e, Tyare Aene sMyGdxRn&an =ay, te j kaze tene te pyaRymaH rag Aaid bakI Ke tenuHp` &an =ay j hare. smÔ uH kaH? Ae Aene Vyvhare Ô elae Ýyaejnvan kæuH, bakItae 5`sae vIs ne Aog`Is ga=amaH to Aem lI\uH Ke, ke \m± Òvne AaTm&an =yuH Ane&aykwav Ke AaVyae, Ae tae Ae _dyne p` Ô e Ô e, Aa Vyvharne Ô e, injRrane p`Ô e, Aahahaha¦ bH\ne p` Ô e, maeÙne p` Ô e. Ae tae Ô`nar cEtNymUitR &ayk rsKe. Ae tae beyne Ô e Ô e Ô e¦¦

Ae injRra kre ne _dy kre ne, Aahahaha¦ AevuH k–aH Ke? Ô`nar wgvan &aykmaH AevuHk–aH Ke? Ae tae bH\ne Ô e, maeÙne Ô e. Ae bH\ne kre ne maeÙne kre Aemey nhÄ. Aahahaha¦vStu Ke paete pyaRyne kre-bH\nI ne maeÙnI pyaRyne kre Aem n=I. =ay Ke, tene SvprÝkaxk&annI pyaRymaH &ayk tae \/uv Ke, p` tenuH je &an =yuH Ke SvprÝkaxk temaH, Aene Ô e Ke.Aahaha¦ AevuH j vStunuH vaStivk vStu Sv$p Ke. AevuH wgvane kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦

Lyae, barmI ga=a pUrI =.

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_wynyivro\|vHisin SyaTpda÷eijnvcis rmNte ye SvyH vaNtmoha:.spid smysarH te prH ßyoitÌCcE-rnvmnypÙaÙu~`mIÙNt Ov..4..

loka=R:- (_wy-ny-ivro\-|vHisin) inüy Ane ƒvhar-Ae be nyoneivØyna wed=I prSpr ivro\ Ke Ae ivro\ne nax krnaruH (SyatŸ-pd-AHke) ;SyatŸ'pd=I iciît (ijnvcis) je ijn wgvannuH vcn (va`I) temaH (ye rmNte) jepuruØo rme Ke (-Ýcur ÝIit siht AWyas kre Ke) (te) te puruØo (SvyH) potanImeze (ANy kar` ivna) (vaNtmoha:) im+yaTvkmRna _dynuH vmn krIne (_CcE:prH ßyoit: smysarH) Aa Aitxy$p prmßyoit Ýkaxman xuâ Aa„ane (spid)turt (ÙNte Ov) deqe j Ke. kevo Ke smy-sar$p xuâ Aa„a? (AnvmŸ) nvIn_Tpþ =yo n=I, phelaH kmR=I AaCKaidt hto te Ýg! ƒi›$p = gyo Ke. vzIkevo Ke? (Any-pÙ-AÙu~`mŸ) svR=a AekaHt$p kunyna pÙ=I qHiDt =to n=I,inbaR\ Ke.

wava=R:- ijnvcn (va`I) SyadŸvad$p Ke. ßyaH be nyone ivØyno ivro\Ke-jem ke: je stŸ-$p hoy te AstŸ-$p n hoy, Aek hoy te Anek n hoy, inTy hoyte AinTy n hoy, wed$p hoy te Awed$p n hoy, xuâ hoy te Axuâ n hoy [Tyaidnyona ivØyomaH ivro\ Ke-TyaH ijnvcn k=HictŸ ivvÙa=I stŸ-AstŸ$p, Aek-Anek$p, inTy-AinTy$p, wed-Awed$p, xuâ-Axuâ$p je rIte iv>man vStu Kete rIte khIne ivro\ m!aDI de Ke, ÔU@I kLpna krtuH n=I. te ijnvcn ãƒai=Rk AnepyaRyai=Rk-Ae be nyomaH, Ýyojnvx xuâãƒai=Rk nyne muQy krIne tene inüy kheKe Ane Axuâãƒai=Rk$p pyaRyai=Rknyne gaE krI tene ƒvhar khe Ke. -AavaijnvcnmaH je puruØ rm` kre Ke te Aa xuâ AaTmane y=a=R pame Ke ANy svR=a-AekaNtI saHQyaidk Ae AaTmane pamta n=I, kar` ke vStu svR=a AekaHt pÙnoivØy n=I top` teAo Aek j \mRne g/h` krI vStunI AsTy kLpna kre Ke-jeAsTya=R Ke, ba\a siht im+ya ¹iÚ Ke. 4.

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_wynyivro\|vHisin SyaTpda÷eijnvcis rmNte ye SvyH vaNtmoha:.spid smysarH te prH ßyoitÌCcE-rnvmnypÙaÙu~`mIÙNt Ov..4..

Ae A=RnuH kzx$p kaVy !Ikakar hve khe Ke. kzx:4 ;_wyny ivro\ |vHisin˜-inüy Ane ƒvhar be nyone ivØyna wed=I prSpr ivro\ Ke, xuH khe Ke inüyny KeAne ƒvhar Ke, Ae be pD–a ma!e beyno ivØy ivro\ Ke, inüyno ivØy i5kaz Keƒvharno ivØy vtRman Ke, be ny j ivro\ Ke. ivro\ n hoy to be pDe nih beyi5kazne Ô e ke bey pyaRyne Ô e A=va bey _padeyne mane bey to Ae nyna wed bepD–a k–aH=I?

Aek ny inüy Svne i5kazne _padey Ô e, Ane ƒvharny rag Aaidne pyaRyAaidne hey Ôè, Ô`vanuH, p` hey trIke Ô e. Aahaha¦ kem ke be nyno ivØy be nyoKe, ny Ae!le &anno AHx Ane teno ivØy be Ke iwNn. inüynyno ivØy Ke i5kaz,ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke vtRman pyaRy Ane ragaid. Aahaha¦ Are AavuH xIqvuH ne AavuH,Ae krtaH CKaim piDkm uH [rIyaivrIya¦ jysuqwa¦ imCKaim du:kkDH Ôv¦ @aà_@a H¦Aek S=an=I bIje S=ane-Aa kUtra Aave Ke ne pKI _@aDe Ke ne? pKI @a H _@a H n=IAavtuH? Ae sHÝdaymaH Aek S=ane Òv hoy TyaH=I bIje @eka e fervvo. Aem to potamaHAe e lUgDa _pr c#–o hoy to pUHjva isvay bIÔe ko _pay n mze. Ae AenuH S=anKoDIne Aam Ôy. Ko!awa¦ CKaim piDÞm uH¦ kyuÅ'tuH ke nhÄ? kyuÅ'tuH Aave Ke ke nhÄAemaH? @aàH _@aàH, ÒvIya_ v_xvIya ¬etaHbrmaH Aave Ke-pheluH nmo AirhHta H, bIÔuitQquto, 5IÔe CKaim co=o trs_trI, paHcmo logSs, Kõo kreim wHte Ane satmuHnmo+=u H. kem, suÔnmlÒ¦ kyaR'ta ke nih sat? Ame to dx vØRnI ëmr=I kyuÅ htuHAavuH b\u. pa@xazamaH¦ jEnxazamaH¦ Aaha¦

nyone ivØyna wed=I, be nyona, Aahaha¦ Aek inüyny Ane Aek ƒvhar,beno ivØy iwNn Ke, ma!e bena ivØymaH ivro\ Ke. be ny j ivro\ ivØyvazI Ke.inüynyno ivØy wgvan pUàRnHdno na= Awed i5kaz Ke, ƒvharnyno ivØyteno j vtRman AHx ne rag, Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. hve vzI be ny ne Aeno vzIivØy Ane Aeno ivro\ xuH Aa te vat? bapu¦ vStunuH Sv$p AevuH Ke wa¦ je &annoAHx i5kazne Ôè tene inüy khIAe, je &anno AHx vtRmanna pyaRyna AHxne neragne Ôè tene ƒvhar khIAe. vStu be Ke ke nhÄ? i5kaze y Ke Ane pyaRye y Ke nerage y Ke. Aahaha¦

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mUz vatnI vat F!I g Ane _prna iÊyakaHDo ne mrI gya \usane AemaH ne AemaH= ræuH. Lyo, cIj xuH Ke Ane Aena wed xuH nyna Ke ne. Ae be ny xuH Ke Ane Aeno ivØyxuH Ke Ane beno ivro\ xuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae vStu Ke ne wgvan AaTma¦ pUr` xuâ cEtNyFn¦ Awed Aek$p¦ Ae to inüyno ivØy Ke, Ane teno j Aek vtRman AHx, i5kaz nhÄp` vtRman AHx Ane rag Aaid, äeØ Aaid Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ae!le ƒvhar teneÔè Ke, inüy Aane Ô e Ke. Aahaha¦

prSpr ivro\ Ke, Ae ivro\ne nax krnaruH SyadŸpd AHk SyatŸ pd=I iciîtŸ lÙ` Ke.ApeÙa=I khevuH jenu lÙ` Ke, i5kazne Ô e te inüy Ke, pyaRyne Ô e te ƒvhar Ke. AevuHk=HictŸ inüy Ane k=HictŸ Vyvhar beynuH &an ijn vcn krave Ke. ;ijn vcnis rmHte'ijn wgvannuH vcn vaÌ temaH je pu$Øo rme Ke. hve AamaH=I loko AevuH ka#e Ke ke ijnvcnmaH rme Ke Ae!le inüyny Ane ƒvharny beymaH rme Ke. Aam kæuH ne? ijn vcn-(bemaH Aek hare rmI xkay j nhÄ) Aem ho xke j nhÄ-kzx !Ikakare ijn vcnis rmeteno A=R j Ae kyÈ Ke, ke ijn vcnmaH Aa„a i5kazI Ke te _padey kæo Ke temaH je rme,ijn vcn to jD Ke. AemaH rmvuH xuH? ijn vcnit rmHte-AemaH rmvuH te xuH? Ane bIÒ rIteijn vcne bey kæa Ke, inüy Ane ƒvhar, to beymaH rmvuH Ae xI rIte xuH? Aahaha¦smÔ uH kaH? Ae!le SyatŸ k=HictŸ i5kazI Ke vStu te inüy Ke Ane vtRman pyaRyno AHxte ƒvhar Ke. Aem khIne i5kazImaH rmvuH Aem ijn vcnmaH kæuH Ke. Aahaha¦

AamaH=I Ae ka#e Ke FàH, p` Aa kzx !Ikakare to cokqu kæuH ijnvcnis rmHte- kzx !Ikakar AenI ga=ana A=RmaH j Ae kæuH Ke, ijn vCaHis (kzx!Ika Ke nerajmlÒnI) rmHte Ae!le vItrage je pU R xuâ cEtNyne _padey kæo, Ae ijnvcn Ke.Ae e vaÌmaH rmvuH nhÄ p` ijn vcnmaH khelo Aavo je Aa„a, Aahaha¦ AemaH rmvuH,Aem ijn vcnis rmNteno A=R Ke. hve Aena 5` A=R kre. Aek to khe ke ijn vcnmaHrmvuH, to vaÌmaH rmvuH Ae to vStu Ke nhÄ, pKI bIÔe khe ijn vcnmaH be kæa Ke inüyAne ƒvhar, beymaH rmvuH, Aa Aek xBdmaH=I 5` A=R _wa =ay Ke. xuH kæuH? ke ijn vcnisrmHte Ae!le vaÌmaH rmvuH. to vaÌmaH rmvuH xuH? vaÌ to jD Ke, waØa to AavI Ke.

bIÔe Aem khe ke ijn vcne to bey ny kæa Ke beymaH rmvuH Aem n=I. p` be nykæa Ke Ae beyne Ô`va, Ô`va, Ô`vanI ApeÙaAe bey Aek Ke. p` AadrvanIApeÙaAe Aek i5kazI AadrÌy Ke, vtRman (pyaRy) hey Ke. Aahaha¦ AavuH xuH =ay¦ma`s potanI kLpna=I Ane potanI vatmaH je ¹iÚ pDI hoy Ae ¹iÚmaH l jva mageKe. ijn vcnmaH vtRmanmaH b\a Aa khe Ke, inüy Ane ƒvhar bey kæa Ke, j¡Ao ma=en AaƒuH? inüy ƒvhar be nyone ivØyna wed=I ivro\ Ke. ivro\ne nax krnaruH SyatŸpd=I Ae ijn wgvannuH vcn Ke. temaH k=HictŸ inüy Ane k=HictŸ ƒvhar bey kæo Ke,AemaH rmvuH Aem Ae khe Ke. Aem n=I. wa¦ bemaH rmay j nhÄ. ragmaHy rme AneSv$pmaHy rme bey Ae kem =ay?


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Ae!le rmva yoGy AevI cIj je i5kaz Ke AemaH rmvuH Aene _padey krIne wgvane_padey kæuH Ke, TyaH rmvanuH kæuH Ke Ae kzx!IkamaH A=R Ke p` ATyare AhÄ n=I, TyaH Ke.smÔùH kaH? pUH@a kal cDaƒa Ke koke bIÔAe Ae!le AavuH j pUH@u AenuH. kale, kzx !IkaÔetI'tI svarmaH, nhotI . meH kI\uH ko` l gyuH? pKI kI\uH ko'k pUH@uH cDavva l gyela,ko benuH idkrIyuH l Ôy Ke pUH@uH fervva svarmaH. AoluH pU@uH htuHne JrInuH.

xuH kæuH Aa? ;SyatŸ' ApeÙaAe wgvannuH k=n i5kaz Ke te sTy Ke Ane vtRmanpyaRy te AsTy Ke Aem kI\I. p` Ae ApeÙa=I kæuH Ke, kemke i5kazno sTyno Aa]yleta sMygŸ =ay Ke, ma!e tene sTy kæuH Ane Aane Aa]ye =tuH n=I ma!e tene AsTy kæuH.p` Ae gaE krIne n=I Aem kæuH htuH, pyaRy n=I j Aem krIne AstŸ kæuH Ke Aem n=I.Aahaha¦ AamaH nvra k–aH AamaH ko`, rzvuH ne qavuH pIvuH ne wog, mrIne ÔvuH paKuH#ormaH. = ræuH Ôv. Aahahaha¦ Arrr¦ (]ota:- TyaH to kmavuH nhI: ne AekluH qavuH)Arere¦ xuH =ay bapu? wle paHc pcIs laq mZya hoy ne \Uz p` mrIne #ormaH jvana. pxu =vana. \H\a Aekla Aaqo id' rzvuH ne wog, pap, pap ne pap. Aahaha¦ Dglene pgle pap Ke sHsarmaH to. \mR to n=I p` pu~yey n=I TyaH, Aahaha¦ Arere¦ bayDIsamuH ÔevuH, KokraH samuH ÔevuH, dukan samuH ÔevuH, dukanna nokro xuH kam kre Ke, Ae ÔevuH Anemare Aa xuH kam krvanuH Ke Ae ÔevuH. Ae ma=akU! papnI halI. svarnI prHpra=I. Arere¦Aene pu~yno vqt mze nhÄ. jemaH git kaHk mnu*ynI ke devnI mze, Aevo vqt mze nhÄAene \mRno vqt, bapu¦ Ae to bhu AlaEikk vatuH wa¦

Aene to ivkLp=I p` par Ýwu¦ Aahahaha¦ Ae ivkLp je gu gu Ino wed ivkLpp` Ýv<i¿=I par vStu Ke. Aahahaha¦ k–aH ÔvuH Aene ke!lI inv<i¿ hoy bapu¦ Aahahaha¦jene ivkLp p` boÔe lage. Aahaha¦ Ae boÔno war ka#I hzvI xuâ cEtNy vStumaH¹iÚ krvI. Aahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke Ýwu duinyaAe, vItrag magRne bgaDI marI naQyo,cUH=I naQyo Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH kre Ýwu¦ bapu¦ Aa ijn vcnmaH rmvuH Aeno Aa A=R kreKe ke inüymaH p` rmvuH Ane ƒvhar p` krvo, ijnvcnmaH bey kæuH Ke ne? Aemke AevoA=R kre Ke. Are Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

ijn vcnmaH to i5kazI &aykne j _padey kæo Ke. Ane pyaRyne, ragne to heykæo Ke, AsTya=R kI\I ne? p` AsTya=Rno A=R ke Ke, p` Aa]y krva layk n=I, AeApeÙaAe tene AsTy kI\I p` Ke. Aene AsTy kI\I. Aahaha¦ p` Ae beymaH rmvuH Aeijn vcnmaH be ny kI\I Ke. vItrage be ny kI\I Ke, ne beymaH rmvuH Aevo Aeno A=R n=IÝwu AhÄyaH. Aahaha¦ Aava A=R Ae kre Ke. ijnvaÌmaH bey AaVyuH Ke, inüy Aneƒvhar. beymaH rmvuH Aevo A=R kre Ke ne pHiDto ATyare, wa Aem n=I bapu¦ (]ota:ijnvaÌmaH hey ne _padey bey Aadrva layk hoy?) Ae hey _padey Aem nhÄ, beyÔ`va layk Ke ke nhÄ. Ô`va layk bey Ke ke nhÄ ma!e bey Aadrva layk Ke. Ô`valayk Ke p` Aek to _padey trIke Ô`va layk Ke, Ane Aek hey trIke Ô`va layk Ke.

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Ô`va layknI ApeÙaAe bey brobr Ke. Aahahaha¦ xuH =ay wa? ma=e wgvan rhyanhÄ, kevzI ræa nhÄ. kevz&annI _Tpi¿ rhI nhÄ. wle wgvan n hoy, p` Aey ræuHnhI, Avi\ Ane mn:pyRy &an je ÝTyÙ, samane Aem = Ôy ke Aoho¦ Aa to maramnnI vat Ô e Ke, wa¦ to Aene Aey n ræuH. hve Aa ]ut&an äara, wav]ut&an äaraAa„ane pkDvo Ae vat Aek rhI Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane te ]ut&an qreqr to proÙ Ke,AanHdnI ApeÙaAe AnuwvnI ApeÙaAe ÝTyÙ wle khe-Aahahaha¦

ijn vcn, wgvannuH vcn, vaÌ temaH je puruØo rme Ke Aa ijn vcn AaƒuH ne?p` ijn vcnmaH khelI muQyta, je vStu je Ke. pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu¦ te _padey Ke, AeAa]y krva layk Ke, Ae AadrÌy Ke ne Ae j jgtmaH mUz Ýwu pote Ke. Aahaha¦ AevIvStumaH je rme Ke. Aahaha¦ temaH ÝIit siht (je) AWyas kre Ke, te puruØo potanImezaAe ANy kar` ivna im+yaTv kmRna _dynuH vmn krIne, Aahaha¦ Ae!le? je xuâcEtNy Svwav Ke TyaH AHdr rme Ke Aene im+yaTvno _dy =to j n=I. te e im+yaTvnevmI naQyuH Aem khevamaH Aave Ke.

ivxeØ khexe - Ýma` vcn guÌdev.

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Ke ne Cao=o kzx.—_wynyivro\|vHisnI˜ É–a khete hE? ke inüy ƒvhar do nyoHke ivØyke wedse

prSpr ivro\, k–a kæa? inüynyka ivØy i5kazI ãƒ Svwav hE. xuâ cEtNy AqHDprm Svwavwav prma„ ãƒ vo inüynyka ivØy hE. _ske lÙse prma„ ãƒkeAa]yse sMyGdxRn hota hE. sMyGdxRn Ôe hota hE. Ý=m \mRkI x$Aat Ao i5kazI&ayk prma„a ãƒ vStu _ska Aa]yse sMyGdxRn hota hE. ƒvharny hE, pyaRy hE,rag hE, gu wed hE, p` vo to ƒvharnyka ivØy, inüyka ivØyse ƒvharnyka ivØyiv$|\ hE, dono meH iv$|\ hE¦ Aahaha¦ je inüy y=a=R ¹iÚ Ôe hE A=va &an hE¦ voi5kazko ivØy krtI hE, pU aRnHd Sv$p shÔnHd Ýwu¦ _ska vo ivØy hE, ye inüynyka|yey hE, ye sMyGdxRnka Aa]y krnevalI cIj hE. Aahaha¦

AaEr ƒvharny vtRman pyaRy AvS=a AaEr ragaid wav _sko btanevalaƒvharny hE, to doka ivØymeH iv$|\ ho gya. heH? inüy AaEr ƒvhar n do nyaeHkeivØy nam _ska lÙka Ôe Aa]y hE _smeH prSpr iv$|\ hE, [s iv$|\ka naxkrnevala SyadŸpdse iciît, Aaha¦ ApeÙase khena hE. i5kazI sTy hE AaEr pyaRyAsTy hE, AEsa Ôe khena hE Ae ApeÙaAe khena hE, i5kazI sTy Ôe \/uv cEtNymUitRprmanHd Ýwu vo ih sTy hE, _sko muQy krke inüy krke _sko sMyGdxRnka ivØybtaya. Aahaha¦ JIÌ vat Ke bapu¦


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AaEr Aek smykI pyaRyka AaEr rag xuw dya dan wi›ka rag Aaid ho ye sbpyaRyka Vyvharnyka ivØy _sko nih hE gaE krke nih hE, AEsa khenemeH Aaya hE¦ AavIAakrI vat¦ jgtne bharna iÊyakaHDse AEsa hoga ne AEsa hoga vo to pu~y bH\ka kar`hE ko \mR nih¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- im+yaTv rihtnuH pUNy ke im+yaTv sihtnuH pUNy?)im+yaTvŸ sihtnuH pu~y, wgvankI Ýitma, pUÔ, jEndxRn ]v`, vaHcn, Ae sb xuw rag hE,rag hE ne _smeH \mR mante hE, Ae im+yaTv siht pu~y hE¦ Aahahaha¦ AakrI vat Ke wa¦

AihHya khete hE ke mUz cIj Ôe i5kazI Aa„a AanHd Sv$p wgvan shÔ„Sv$pxu|\ _ska ivØy krnevalI ny Ae nyko ivØy krnevalI nyka ivØy \/uv _sko sTykha AaEr ƒvharnyka ivØy pyaRy vtRman AvS=a Ane dya dan rag Aaidka wav_sko AsTy kha, Ae ApeÙase kha hE¦ muQykI ¹iÚ kraneko ƒvharko gaE krkeApeÙase, nih hE AEsa khnemeH Aaya hE¦ Aahahaha¦

ijnwgvanka vcn vaÌ hE _smeH Ôe puruØ rmte hE, É–a khete hE? wgvanijneNãdevkI vaÌmeH to Aa pU aRnHdka na= Ýwu xu|\ cEtNy voih _padey khenemeH AayahE. Aaha¦ vItragkI vaÌmeH ijne¬rkI idƒ|vinmeH wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu pyaRyey nih,ragey nih, inim¿ey nih ne gu gu Ika wed wI nih, AEsI Awed cIj Ôe hE. _sko hIijnvaÌmeH Aadr krneka khenemeH Aaya hE. Aahahaha¦ AamaH hE ne¦ kl kha =a ne¦ Aakale nhotuH AhÄya 4 =I ga=ameH kzx!Ika kzxmaH kha hE ne Lyo.

ijnvcnsI idVy|vinke äara khI hE _padey$p xu|\ Òv vStu, i5kaz siCcdanHdÝwu¦ xu|\ cEtNy ãƒ Svwav¦ vo ijnvcnmeH Aadrne layk khenemeH Aaya hE, pyaRyne rag Aadrne layk hE AEsa ijnvaÌmeH hE nih. Aahahaha¦ AavI vat Ke. heH? rajmle!Ika AEsa kIya hE, ijnvcnsI Ae!le idƒ|vin äara khenemeH Aaya hE AEsa Ôe xu|\ ÒvvStu voih _padey hE. TyaH njr krne layk hE ne voih AadrÌy hE.

vtRman pyaRy AaEr dya dan v/t wi› Aaidka wav vo Aadrne layk nihH. AeÔnne layk hE, ke hE, Aadrne layk nih. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aata hE? AaEr Aek Òv vStu_smeH rmHte sav\anpè Ìic ]|\a ÝtIit krte hE. i5kaz¦ pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ _skI ÌicÝtIit, ]|\a krte hE, xu|\ Òvka ÝTyÙp e Anuwv krte hE _ska A=R Ae hE, ]|\a ÌicÝtIitka A=R Aa ke wgvan Aa„a pU R xu|\ Aek smykI pyaRy riht AEsa i5kazIwgvan Aa„a Ae vStuko ÝTyÙp e Anuwv krte hE, ska nam sMyGdxRn khnemeHAata hE. Aahahaha¦ (]ota:- Anuwv to &annI pyaRy Ke) wle hoy, &annI pyaRymeHÝtIt hE ke nih, sa=e Aacr` wI hE ke nhÄ iS=rta? Sv$p Aacr`¦ smjmeH Aaya?

]ImdŸmaH to Anuwv, lÙ, Ýitt. lÙ Ae &an, Ýitt Ae ]|\a ne Anuwv AeAacr` lIya hE. prma„Sv$p Apna bharkI cIjko inim¿ wle ho, wgvan hosaÙatŸ. to wI prãƒka lÙse to rag hI hoga. _sse \mR hoga ye tInkalmeH nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

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to ijnmHidr Ane wgvan Ýitma Ane sMmedixqr Ae sb prke lÙse toxuwrag hI hoga. Aayega, p` hE rag, hE hey, KoDne layk. Aahaha¦ Aek prmaTmSv$p xu|\ cEtNy, kale ÝÆ hto ne, ke wa pamva phela xuH hoy? ke Ae xuH hoy AenokaH ivkLp kevo hoy Ae AenuH ko no hoy Ýma` Ae Aap e AamaH benmaH vcnam<tmaHnaQyuH Ke, phelo ivkLp kevo hoy Aevo ko inym n=I, (ivkLp hoy qro) hoy qrop` Aavo j hoy, ke huH xu|\ KuH, AqHD KuH Aek KuH k Ýkarno ivkLp Aave Aem hoy nih,kevo Aave Aene Ae vqte Aevo. smÔ uH kaH? JIÌ vat Ke bhu¦ Aahaha¦

KtaHy ivkLp Aave Ae vStu nhÄ. _ske AvlHbnse AaTmaka \mR sMyGdxRnhota hE, Ae nih. Aahahaha¦ ivkLp hE vo to Vyvharnyka ivØy hE, rag Aaya AeVyvharnyka ivØy hE. Ae Vyvharny hE Ae Ônne layk hE. p` hey trIke, KoDnelayk trIke Ônne layk hE, AaEr i5kazI wgvan pUàRnHd Ýwu _padey trIke Ônnelayk hE. AavI vatuH Ke.

Ke? ÝTyÙp e Anuwv tenuH nam Ìic ]|\a ÝtIit, _ska nam Ìic ]|\a ÝtIitAem ne Aem ]|\a Amare AaTmakI hE, Aem nihH. Aahaha¦ wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu¦ vStu\/uv teno vtRman pyaRymaH ÝTyÙ Anuwv hona, AaEr Ae AnuwvmeH ÝtIit hona _skanam sMyGdxRn hE. Aahaha¦ ATyare to magRmeH ferfar, bahr=I =axe AEsa kro. Va/t krone tpSya kro ne wi› kro ne mHidr bnavo ne Ýitmana dxRn kro ne Ô5a kro, \UzmaHyn=I. muinne Aahar Aapo. muinAone Aahar Aapo, Ae to b\aH rag hE. Aahaha¦ muinneAahar devanI iÊyano wav Ae rag hE, Ae ko \mR nihH. Aahaha¦ \mR to AHdr Aa„apU aRnHd Ýwu, _ska _padey krke Aekag/ta hona, AaEr inivRkLp dxa Ýg! hona _skanam \mR hE. AavI vat hE. Aahaha¦

bICameH vItrag pU R jb n hoy tblg bIcmeH rag AEsa Aata hE. v//tka,wi›ka, Aata hE p` hE Ae hey, _sse bH\n hota hE. smjmeH Aaya? to khe-vcnpudŸgl ijn vcn hE ne, pa@ to Aesa hE, ijnvcnmeH rmHit, hE? to khete hE ke ijnvcnto pudŸgl hE, jD hE, jDmeH rmna hE? pa@ to AEsa hE ;ijnvcHis rmHte' p` AacayRkhete hE _ska A=R kya? _ska Aaxy É–a? pudŸgl... tenI Ìic krta Sv$pkI Ýaiº nhÄhotI, AEse vcn äara khenemeH Aanevala ko _padey vStu, AadrÌy vStu, Aahahaha¦_ska Anuwv krna Ae fz Ýaiº hE. Aahahaha¦ kzx !Ika hE ne phela Aaya =a klnhta. kale AhÄya nhotuH ne.

;ijnvcHis rmHte' heH? [ska A=R ye, AaEr dUsrI bat khIAe to carey Anuyogkasar to vItragta hE, Ane vItragta Ôe hE Ae ijnvcnmeH vItragta btaya kevItragta Ýg! kro. to vItragta Ýg! kb hogI? ke i5kazI wgvan &ayk Sv$phE _ska Aa]y krnese vItragta (Ýg!) hogI. Aahahaha¦ to ;ijnvcHis rmHte' maHAa k–uH kha? ;ijnvcHis rmHte' AemaH Òv _padey AEse k–uH kha? ke ijnvcnmeH sara


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car AnuyogmeH vItragta btana hE, taTpyR trIke vItragta btana hE, to vItragtajb btana hE to vItragta hogI kb? to Ae to i5kazI ãƒse _ske Aa]yse hogI._ska A=R Ae ho gya, ;ijnvcHis rmHte' smjmeH Aaya? Aahahaha¦ wgvankI vaÌidƒ|vin i5lokna= prma„a _skI vaÌmeH carey Anuyog Aaya. p` _ska taTpyRk–a wle k=anuyog Aaya, krànuyog Aaya, ãƒanuyog Aaya, crànuyog Aaya,p` _ska taTpyR k–a? ke, vItragta. to ijnvcnmeH taTpyRta vItragta btana hE,to vItragta kb hogI? x$AatmeH i5kazI ijnSv$pI wgvan Aa„a¦ prmanHdSv$p Ýwu¦ vo vItragmUitR Ýwu Aa„a hE¦ _ske AvlHbnse vItragta sMyGdxRnhoga. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

k–a iÉ–a? ;ijnvcHis rmHte' no AEsa A=R k–uH ikya _sne? Aahaha¦ ko kheAe to kzxkare ikya hE, p` k–uH ikya? kar` ke ijnvcn ijtna hE care Anuyognak=n wgvankI vaÌmeH Aaya. to p` wgvankI vaÌmeH Aaya, _ska taTpyR k–a?_ska fz k–a, ke vItragta¦ carey AnuyognuH taTpyRta vItragta. ko rag krna neragka fz vo ijnvcnmeH hE hI nih. Ae to ÔnnekI cIj khI. smjmeH Aaya? Ane Aato vItragta Ýg! krneka kha, to vItragta Ýg! kb ho? vo ko pyaRy vtRman hEke raghE ke inim¿ hE-_ske Aa]yse vItragta nhÄ hogI. Aahahaha¦

to vItragta pyaRymeH kb hogI? ke vItrag Sv$p wgvan ijn Sv$pI ÝwuAa„a hE, prma„a¦ APpa so prma„a. Aa„a so prma„a. Aahaha¦ Ae wgvanAa„a prma„ Sv$p i5kaz _ska Aa]y lenese vItragta hotI hE, to ijn vcnkataTpyR btaya hE _smeH. wa¦ Aem ke rajmle Aam kyuH ikya, TyaH to ijnvcnse rmHtekæuH ne Aavo A=R kEsa ikya? Ae vItrag vcnomaH xaÏo je Aaya _ska taTpyRvItragta hE Ane vItragta Ôe hE Ae i5kazI Aa„a AanHd Sv$p wgvan _padey hE_sko _padey kre, _sko vItragta hogI. smjmeH Aaya?

(]ota: btanevala ÝTye Aadr hoy to AaTma ÝTye Aadr hoy ne) btanevalenIAaHhI j$r n=I. btanevala btanevalene Fer gya. Ae to rag hE. btanevaleko saHwztehE _sko rag hE JIÌ vat Ke wa¦ Aahaha¦ btanevala Aaya ne sUna vo to rag hE,Ae rag p` vo ragka taTpyR to pIKe vItragta, to _ska Aaxy kya huAa? -ke ragkawI nih ne sunna hE AEsa wI nih. Aahaha¦ 172 ga=a pHcaiStkay sara xaÏvItrag ijn xasn sara xaÏka taTpyR vItragta hE AEsa lIya 172 ga=a. TyareijnvcHis rmHte no A=R AEsa k–uH ikya? sar ikya hE ke, vItragta btana AejEnxasnka vaÌka sar hE, to vItragta kb hogI? ke ijnvcHis rmHte, vItragtabtanevalI vaÌ. Ae vItragta kb hogI? ke i5kazI _padey mankr vItragta hogIto ijnvcn Aem khete hE. Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya?

Aavo A=R kem kIya ne Aa e A=R sa\ar` ilya hE, Aa e to mmR ilya hE wa.

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xuH? k–a ikya? Aahaha¦ mmR É–a? ke ijnvcnmeH rmHte Ae!lI ƒaQya xBd pa@ hEH. hveijnvcn hE vo to jD hE, _smeH to ko rmna hE nih, hve ijnvcnmeH khenemeH Aaya jecar Anuyog _ska sar taTpyR fz kya hE ke vItragta, to vItragta Ôe hE Ae kbÝg! hogI? Ae i5kazI &aykwav wgvan pU aRnHd Ýwu _ske sNmuq hoteH _skaAa]y lete hE to vItragta hogI. to carey AnuyogmeH _padey Aa Aa„a hE, _smeH rmnahE Aem khenemeH Aaya hE. rajmlÒ¦ devIlalÒ¦ Aahaha¦

vStu kI\I Ke. Ae e ;ijnvcHis rmHte' Ae Aem kyuH kha? ijnvcn Aa„ako_padey khete hE, _sku kyuH kha? ke ijnvcnmeH to vItragta taTpyR hE. sar AekvItragta btana hE fz trIke, to vItragta Aa„aka fz kEse hoga? Ao i5kazI vStuwgvan pU aRnHd jemaH inim¿ to nihH, dev-guÌ wI nih Aa]y, kem ke dev guÌ pr hE,_skI ]|\a krna Ao bI rag hE, AhÄ to vItragta taTpyR hE. ijnvcnnI taTpyRtato vItragta hE. Aahaha¦ Ko!alalÒ¦ (]ota: ApUvR vat Ke.) AavI vatuH Ke. (]ota:Nyal = Ôy AevI vat Ke) xElI to j¡Ao ÝwunI¦ Aahaha¦ ijnvcn Aem khe, careyAnuyog cahe to k=anuyog ho, cr`anuyog ho p` _ska taTpyR to vItragta btanahE, vItragta Ýg! krna, to vItragta Ýg! krna to _ska A=R Ae huAa ke careyAnuyogmeH vItragta Ýg! krnaka A=R? pU aRnHd Ýwuka _padey krna, kre to _skovItragta hogI. Aahahaha¦ Nyay hE ke nih? Aahaha¦

rajmle to mmR nIkala hE AEsa ko A=R krI xke nih sa\k¦ ATyarejgmohnlale kIya hE p` Aa to ;ijnvcHis rmHte', kyuH kha AEsa A=R? vItragnIva`I car Anuyog$pe nIkzI —idƒ|vin˜ to p` _ska taTpyR É–a? fz É–a? kevItragta Ýg! krna, to vItragta Ýg! krna to vItragta Ýg! hogI kb? kei5kazI ijnSv$p ijn F! F!meH ijn vse wgvan Aa„a ijnSv$pI prmaTma hE,voih AaTma hE. Aahaha¦ —F! F! AHtr ijn vse ne F! F! AHtr jEn, mt midrakepanso mtvala smjen˜ wgvan AHdr ijnSv$pI Ýwu Ke _ska vItragta taTpyRAeno A=R ijnSv$pka Aa]y krna. mohnlalÒ¦ 172 ga=ameH to AEsa kha.pHcaiStkay ke wa su5 taTpyR to xBde-xBde ga=ameH Aaya Ao taTpyR kha, hve saraxaÏka taTpyR É–a? carey Anuyog kha wgvane, p` _ska fz kya? _skokheneka fz É–a, ke vItragta Ýg! krna vo btaya, to vItragta Ýg! krna vobtaya. to Ae vItragta Ýg! hogI kb? Ae i5kazI &aykko _padey krke Ône mane_sko vItragta hogI.

Ý=m sMyGdxRn wI vItrag pyaRy hE. i5kazI wgvan ijnSv$pI prmaTma, AeAPpa so prmaTma. APpa so prm-APpa. tar` SvamImaH Ae xBd Ke APpa so prmPpa.AaTma Ae prmaTma hE, bIÔe prmaTma Aene Fere rhya, Aa AaTma pote j prmaTm Sv$pKe AHdr Svxi›. Aahaha¦ Ae vItrag Sv$p j Ýwu Ke. Ae!le taTpyR nam vItragta


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ijnvcnmaH AavI vat lI\I bhot, p` _ska fz É–a? vItragta Ýg! krna,to vItragta Ýg! hogI kb? Ý=m sMyGdxRn wI vItrag pyaRy hE, sMyGdxRn kosrag smikt AEsa fEsa hE nhÄ ko. Aahaha¦ srag smi› ne vItrag smi› Aeto crànuyogmeH doØko TyaH btaneko, ke smikt to vItragI pyaRy hI hE. Ý=m co=agu S=annI smikt dxa Ae vItragI pyaRy hE, to vItragI pyaRy hE Ae jEn xasnkataTpyR hE, to vItragta pyaRy hE Ae Ýg! kem hogI? to khe ãƒke _padey mannese.i5kazko _padey mane phelese te @e@ lg. pU R vItragta Ýg! honemeH wI pUr` Aa]ykrna _padeyka vo jEnxasnka taTpyR hE. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE¦ kevI xElI¦ kevI xElI¦Aahaha¦ Ane kevI bH\ bestI Nyayse. Aahaha¦ Aevo A=R kyÈ.

Ae lokone ruce nih Ane Aevo A=R _smeHse nIkalte hE ke ;ijnvcHis rmHte',ijnvcne to do ny kha hE, to do nymeH rmna, AEsa hE hI nih, do ny to ivro\ hE, Aoma!e to khete hE, ivro\ hE, to domeH rmna. inüymey rmna ne ƒvharmeHy? Aahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? ware magR bapa¦ Aahahaha¦ Aa to sMmedixqrnI Ô5a kro tokLya` = Ôxe, \UzmaHy n=I kaH NyaH laq var Ône kroD var, sMmedixqr Ae toxuwrag hE, Aate hE p` Ae \mR nhÄ. Ae vItragta nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ ijnvcnmaHvItragta btana hE. pHcaiStkay¦ cetnÒ¦ pHcaiStkay 172 ga=a. carey Anuyognosar, xaÏno vItragta lana. vItragta kb Aayega? Aahaha¦ ke vItrag Sv$p jeF! F! AHtr ijn vse, ijn Ýwu pote F!-F!meH wgvan prmaTmay pote hE, SvymŸ hE._ska Aa]y krnese vItragta hogI, to carey AnuyogmeH Svka Aa]y krna vo _skakhena hE. devIlalÒ¦ heH? Aahaha¦

gjb vat krI Ke ne? Ae b\a ivcar AaVya'ta hÇ ke ATyare, Aane Aam kem kæuHAa, wa Aem AhÄ ;ijnvcHis rmHte' xBd hE, TyaH ijnvcnmaH _padey ijn vStu jekI\I temaH rmvuH Aeno A=R xuH? Aahahaha¦ Ae A=R Ae to j kre. bIÔno wav nhÄAHdr=I, ÉyaHynuH ÉyaHy ka#e Ae ÉyaHy. Aahahaha¦ ijn vItrag i5lokna=nI gme tevaÌ ho car AnuyognI, p` _smeHse nIkalna sar vItragta hE. vItrag wgvan hE,to vaÌmeH vItragta kem Ýg! ho AEse btana hE. to vo vItragta sara Anuyogka,sara ijnxasnka, sara xaÏka taTpyR hE, to Ae vItragta kb hogI?

Aahahaha¦ i5kazI jEn Sv$p wgvan AaTma, prmaTm Sv$pe ibrajmanAaTma hE. Aahahahaha¦ _ska Aa]y krnese ÉyuH ke vItrag Sv$pI ijnSv$pI AaTmahE, _ska Aa]y krnese vItragta hogI. Aahaha¦ carey Anuyogno pokar Aa Aek hE.smjmeH Aaya? v/t Aana ne wi› Aana, Ae Aate hE. Ae j¡dI vat Ke. p` hE hey¦ AevItragta btana Ae _smeH Aaya nih. Aahahaha¦ Aam v/t krna ne Aam Apvas

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krna AevI crànuyogmaH vat Aave, p` _ska A=R kya?sNmuq hokr AiS=rta rhetI hE, to AEsa ivkLp Aata hE, p` vo ivkLp

AadrÌy nhÄ. AadrÌy to i5kazI &aykwav, vItragwav _Tpþ honemeH kar` hE.ma!e AadrÌy hE. Aahaha¦ Ane _smeHse vo wI nIkla ke vItragwav(ka) taTpyR, toi5kazke Aa]yse hota hE. to Vyvharke Aa]yse to vItragta nih hogI to Vyvharhey ho gya. Ônne layk ho gya. Ônne layk, Ônne layk hE Ae tna. Aahaha¦gjb vat Ke, inüy ne VyvharnI sHi\.

AhÄ to bharmaH Apvas kyaR ne wi› krI ne pUÔ kyaR ne paHc pCcIs laq qcRikya ne ho gya \mR. \UzmeHy \mR nihH. \mR kEsa NyaH. TyaH to kdaictŸ ragkI mHdta, ikyaho to vo pu~y hE, rag hE, Ae kaH \mR nih. Aahahaha¦ xe@¦ Aavo magR hE¦ Aahaha¦Aavo kevo A=R kyÈ khe Ke? Aa e vzI xuH kyuÅ hxe? Aahaha¦ ijnvcn, vItragkavcn, vItragta Ýg! krneka vcn, vaCy. Aahaha¦ rag to AnHtbEr Ýg! ikya. voko ijnvcn xaÏka taTpyR nhI kaH. Vyvhar-Vyvhar AekIla Aata hE. Ae koxaÏka taTpyR nih. Aahahaha¦

smiktIko wI Vyvhar Aata hE Ae ko xaÏka taTpyR nih. Aahahaha¦smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦ wgvan i5lokna=¦ svR& prme¬r ijne¬r¦ _skI idVy|vinAom kar |vin —muq Aom kar |vin sunI A=R g`\r ivcare, rcI Aagm _pdexewivk Òv sHxy invare.˜ p` Aa, sHxy invare Ae!le ke im+yaTv !aze Ae!le ragnIAekta !aze ne vItragta kre. Aahahaha¦ te carey AnuyogomaH AagmnI g`\rercna ikya _smeH. Aahahaha¦ xuH xElI¦ xuH xElI¦ gjb xElI¦ carey kor=I mezvo toAe!lo Aam imlan = Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ ke 11 mI ga=amaH kha 12 mImaH AihH kha- 11 mImeH kha ke i5kazI wgvan pUàRnHd Ýwu, Ae prmaTma hE ne _ska Aa]y kro,_ska AvlHbn kro. Aaha¦ Ae AalHbn vo vItragta _TpNn honeka kar` hE.vItragI Sv$p i5kazI hE _ska AalHbn, Ae vItragkI pyaRy _TpNn krneka kar`hE. Aahahaha¦ Vyvhar bIcmeH Aate hE, ye jEnxasnka vItrag vaÌka taTpyR nihhE. Aahahaha¦ Ae to ibcmeH puruØa=RkI kmÔerIse Aata hE. Ae ko xaÏka taTpyRnhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Vyvhar Ae ko xaÏka taTpyR nhÄ. Aahaha¦ sara xaÏ kroDoAbÔe, Aahaha¦ Aek AacaraHgna A#ar hÔr pd, Aor Aek pdmeH Aekavn kroDJaJera lok, Aek AacaraHg su5 pheluH 18 hÔr pd, Aek pdmeH Aekavn kroD JaJeralok, AEsa-AEsa Dbl K5Is hÔr sUygDaHg, 72 hÔr p` Ae sb xaÏ ne barAHg. Aahahaha¦ Ae sara 12 AHg ne 11 AHgka kheneka taTpyR Éya hE? ke je AnHtkazmeH Svka Aa]y lekr vItragta Ýg! ikya nhÄ. Ae Svka Aa]y lekr vItragtaÝg! krna vo sara taTpyR hE. Aahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? Lyo Aa bIÒ rIte AaVyuHvat Aaje ihNdImeH wa AaVya Ke ne, wa¦ Aa bhu srs vat Ke. Aahaha¦


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;ijnvcHis rmHte', —je puruØ _smeH rmte hE, Ýcur siht AWyas krte hE,˜ Ae!leA=aRtŸ ijnSv$pI wgvan AHdr ibraje Ke.

_ska Aa]y lekr vItragta hotI hE to Ae jEn ijnvcnmeH vItragta btanahE. to vItragta to Svke Aa]yse hota hE. to ijnvcnmeH Svka _padey krneka khenemeHAaya hE. Aahahahaha¦ to ijnvcnmeH i5kazI wgvan _padey AanHd kHd Ýwu vohI_padey khenemeH ijnvcnmeH Aaya hE. Vyvhar _padey hE. AEsa ijnvcnmeH Aaya nih.Vyvhar Aata hE, p` hey hE. Aahaha¦ babulalÒ¦ Aaj to ihHdI Aaya =oDa. Aahaha¦Aa to rajmlÒAe AEsa A=R ÉyuH ikya? ijnvcn to pudŸgl hE, to ijnvcnmeH khahuAa Ôe wav hE. _ska taTpyR to vItragta hE. to vItragta ijnvcnmeH kha to AevItragta _TpNn hoga Svke Aa]yse, ma!e ijnvcnmeH SvãVykae _padey kha hE. Svi5kazI wgvan Ae _padey khekr vItragta Ýg! krneka kha hE. Aahaha¦ carAnuyog, bar AHg gme te car Anuyog hoy, flaàmaH Aa kæa ne #IkàmaH Aa kæane.crànuyogmaH Aa sb kæa. Aahaha¦ _ska A=R? ke tera Sv$p j &ata ¹Úa hE.&ata¹Úa ho Ô, tb vItragta hogI. Aahahahaha¦ jysuqwa¦ Aa tkraro kre.Aa=I Aem Ke ne, Aa=I Aam Ke ne, Aa Vyvhar=I inüy =ay, Ýwu p` Aem n hoy. ÝwutuH tara tÀvnI xElIne wUlI gyo Ko. Ane vItragne Ae khevuH n=I, vItragne Ao khenahE hI nih. Aahahaha¦

vItragne to prmaTmane tae Ae hI khena hE. i5lokna= prmaTm Sv$p tum hE nena=¦ vo Aadr sTkar kr _ska. Aahahaha¦ voih _padey Ôn, Vyvhar Ae _padey nhÄ.Aata hE p` hey hE Ane jEn Anuyogo ne xaÏka taTpyR ko Vyvhar rag Ae taTpyRnhÄ. Aahahaha¦ Ae=I Òsko xaÏka taTpyR AEsa vItragta je SvãVyke Aa]ysehotI hE. _sko Vyvhar Aata hE, p` vo Vyvhar hey hE, ÉyuH ik xaÏka taTpyR nihH Ae.Aahaha¦ khaH lg Ae _padey hE ke jb lg vItragta kevz&an pU R n hoy. tblgvItrag Sv$p wgvanka hI AadrÌy krna. Aahaha¦ xElI to j¡Ao xElI¦ Aahaha¦Aa vItrag vaÌ ne Aa vItragnI vaÌno sar. Are Ýwu¦ vad Ane ivvad, inim¿=Ihoga. Are Ýwu¦ Ae inim¿=I hoga Ae vaÌnuH taTpyR hE?

to inim¿se hoga to to rag hoga. Aahahaha¦ wgvan saÙatŸ ibrajte hosmosr`meH, _ska dxRn krna vo wI Aek xuwrag hE. ÉyuHik Ae prãVy hE. Ae kaHjEnxaÏka Ae taTpyR nih. wgvanka dxRn¦ Aahaha¦ taTpyR to vItrag. pheledrýese i5kazI wgvan prmanHd Ýwu AaTma prmaTma Sv$p j AHdr ibrajman hE.Svwav$pe, xi›$pe, sÀv$pe, tÀv$pe _ska Aa]y krna voih sara Anuyogkakhena hE. Ae Aa]y khaHlg, jblg pU`R vItragta n hoy tblg. kemke x$AatmeHwI vItragta taTpyR hE, Ane pU`R vItragta taTpyR hE paKa, Aahaha¦ hE?Aahahahaha¦ to pU`R vItragta wI Svka pU`R Aa]y lenese hota hE. to TyaH wI Ae

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wgvan AaTma j Aek _padey Aaya. Aahahaha¦ Aa ijnvcHis rmHtemaH=I Aa b\uHAaVyuH. Aahaha¦

Apne Aap puruØ rmte hE. (SvymŸ) Apne Aap hI ANy kar`ke ibna, vaNtmoha:;im+yaTvka w/màka' ragkI Aektaka im+yaTv wavka, Aahaha¦ SvnI AektakataTpyR hE to SvnI Aekta krte hE to ragkI Aekta SvyH nax ho ÔtI hE. ;vmn ho ÔtahE?' Aahaha¦ hE? vaNtmoha: im+yaTvkmRka _dyka vmn krke , Aaha¦ w/mà Ôepu~yse \mR hoga ne Vyvharse \mR hoga ne inim¿se \mR hoga, AEsI Ôe w/màim+yaTvwav vo Apna Svwavka Aa]y krnese im+yaTvwav nax ho Ôyega, vmnho Ôyega. vmn ka A=R? ke Aek vmn ikya vo ifr vmn lete hI nihH. Aahahahaha¦

ijsne wgvan AaTma pU aRnHd Ýwu inivRkLp vItrag mUitRka Aa]y ilya.Aahaha¦ _ska Ôe im+yaTv vmn ho gya. Ae ifr im+yaTv _sko Aata hI nih.Aahahaha¦ smjmeH Aaya? AenI meze, TyaH vaHce to kaH smÔy AevuH n=I NyaH. ladImaHbhu grI gya hoyne. muHbmaH ladInuH Ke? =aàmaH ladInuH, Aa to Aek daqlo. kop`pda=R TyaH ne TyaH AHdr FUSya kre. Aahaha¦

—ANy kar`ke ibna˜ Ae!le Éya khete hE? Aene ko nax krva ma!e mE Ao Aa]yilya ma!e nih, Ae to nax hone kI laykatse nax hoga hI. Aahaha¦ jb wgvanAanHd Sv$p Ýwu vItrag mUitR \/uv siCcdanHd AqHD _ska Aa]y ilya to im+yaTvkavgr kar`, ANy kar` ivna nax ho Ôyega. AhÄ vItragta Ýg! ikya ma!e naxhoga, Ae to nax hoga vmn _ska shj ho ÔAega. AenI pyaRymeH vo kazka \mR AEsahE. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke ne¦

(]ota:)- vItragta Ýg! krne ke ilye Apne ãVyke sharekI j$rt hE kI nhÄ?(_¿r:)-Ae to Ae ne Ae huAa vItrag wavka shara lena. ãVyka sharaka A=R

É–a? vItragwavka shara vItragwav hE.(]ota:)- Ae ãVy kuK pyaRyne mdd kre Ke?(_¿r:)- iblkul mdd kre nhÄ. Aahaha¦ devguÌ xaÏ kaH mdd kre nih.

Aahaha¦ AavI vat Ke.dev guÌ xaÏkI maNytaka ivkLp Ôe rag hE. vo wI Apna Aa]y krnemeH iblkul

mdd krte nih. nukxan Aave Ýwu¦ AavI vat Ke bapa¦ jEndxRn¦ Aahahaha¦ AavStunuH Sv$p j AEsa hE, ke pote vItragSv$p Ýwu vItrag Sv$p hI hE. kæane? F!-F! AHtr ijn vse sb F!maH ijn vse wgvan j ijnSv$p hI vste hE. Aahahaha¦Ane F!-F! AHtr jEn. Ae ijnno Aa]y ilya vo jEn. jEn ko sHÝday nih. Aahaha¦ko vaDa nih, pH= nih. vo to vStuka Sv$p. Aahahaha¦ ijnSv$pI wgvan¦Aahaha¦ _ska Aa]y lenese vItragta hu voih xaÏka kheneka taTpyR hE.

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AEsa hE nih. Vyvhar Aata hE, _sko vItragwav Ôe _TpNn huAa Ae wavmeH rhekrAata hE _sko prÝkaxk trIke &ankI pyaRy Ae smye prko ÔnnekI laykatse _TpNnhotI hE. AEsa [ska Svwav hE. jb AihHya vItrag Svwavka Aa]y ilya to jesMyG&an Ýg! huAa Ae sMyG&an vItrag pyaRy hE, ne vo pyaRymeH Svkae Ônna Aneje ragaid bakI Aata hE. _sko Ônna, Ae rag hE to Ônna AEsa wI nih. Ae pyaRykaAEsa ye Svwav hE ke Svpr Ýkaxk trIke _TpNn hogI. Aahaha¦ Ae vItragI sMyG&anhI AEsa _Tpþ hoga. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat Ke É–aHnu É–aH l Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦

Ae SvcEtNyÝwu¦ inivRkLp cEtNy wgvan AaTma¦ ãVySvwavka Aa]y ilyato &an huAa vo vItragI &an huAa. kyuHik vItragI Sv$pka Aa]y lekr &an huAato vItragI &an huAa. to vItragI &an Ae &anka Svwav Svpr Ýkaxk hE. Aahaha¦tb Ôe vItragI &an huAa, smikt dxRnke sa=meH &an, to &anka Svwav SvprÝkaxk hE. to rag hE _sko Ônna vo wI khena Ae Vyvhar hE. Ae pyaRy je AEsI _TpNnhotI hE Svpr Ýkaxk vItragI pyaRy _TpNn hotI hE. Aahahaha¦ AavI vatHu Ke bapu¦smjmeH Aaya? Aaha¦

Ýwu¦ tarI cIjmeH terI cIjnI mo!p tnI hE, ke ßyaH prmaTmakI pyaRy wI [skIpas paÌ wre, kyuHik pyaRy to Aek smykI Ane Aa wgvan to AnHt gu ka ipHD sarahE. Aahahahaha¦ Ane wgvankI pyaRy hE vo wI Vyvharnyka ivØy hE. Aahahahaha¦xuH É–a khete hE Aa? Aa Ýwu AHdr bolate hE¦ Aa magR Aa hE¦ Aahaha¦ É–a iÉ–a?Vyvhar Aata hE ne? p` Vyvhar Aata hE ne p` Ýwu sun to shI. Ae ko vItragkaxaÏka taTpyR nihH.

te=I _ske kar` SvcEtNymUitR wgvan _sko _padey trIke ßyaH &an huAa.sMyGdxRnke sa= Ae &an wI vItragI pyaRy hE. vItragke Aa]yse vItragI pyaRyhE Ae sragI &an nih. Ane Ae &ankI pyaRyka Svwav Svpr Ýkaxk hE. Ae=I ijsnei5kazI &aykka Aa]y ilya, _ska &an Svpr Ýkaxk pyaRymeH vItragI _TpNnhoga, to vo rag Aata hE _sko vItragI &anse Ônte hE Aesa khena wI VyvharhE. Aahahahaha¦ qreqr to vItragI pyaRyko Ônte hE. Aahahaha¦ Aa prmaTmanIvaÌ Ke bapa¦ AavI É–aHy Ke nihH bIje. Ane Nyay=I Aene besI Ôy AevuH Ke, jrI|yan raqe to. Aa kaH praè besaDvanI vat Ke qeHcIne, Aem kaH n=I. Aahaha¦Aena shj Sv$pnI j vat AavI Ke. @Ik ATyare brabr Amare mohnlalÒ ne b\asaHwzvamaH AaVya Ke ne TyaH Aa nvI vat ka#I Ke hÇ, AavI hmàH SpÚ AavI n=I.Aahaha¦

Ae kar` ke ibna im+yaTvkmRke _dyka vmn krke —_CcE prm ßyoit smysarÃeØ Aitxyo prmßyoit Ýkaxman xuâ AaTma smysar Ae!le xuâ AaTma. Aem,ßyoit smysar khane? smysar. Ae!le xuâaTma. smysar xBd pD–o ne AHdr _CcE

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prm ßyoit smysarH:, _CCaEH Aitxy$p prm ßyoit$p TyaH su\I to _CCaEH prmßyoitno A=R É–aeR. hve ko`? ke smysar¦ Ae!le ko`? ke xuâAaTma¦ Aahaha¦ Aa toloko sHtona Ke. Ae kH vat bapu¦ Ae kaH¦ Aahaha¦ gjb vatuH wa¦

—Ae smysar, ko tTkaz hI deqte hE˜ Aahaha¦ xuâaTmako xuâaTmaka Aa]yilya Ane im+yaTvka vmn _ske kar`se ho gya. to tTkaz xuâaTmaka dxRn _skohoga. smjmeH Aaya? xuâaTmako tTkaz hI deqtee hE, —spid ÙNte˜ spid Ae!letTkaz, [ÙNte Ae!le deqte hE. —Aev˜ Ae!le —hI˜, j tTkaz Ke ne hI tTkaz deqtehI A=va tTkaz hI deqte hE. Aahaha¦ wgvan AaTma¦ pU`R xuâ AqHD Awed cIj¦_ska jb Aa]y krte hEH to vItragI pyaRymeH AaTma pU`aRnHd hE, Ae deqnemeH ÝtItmeHAata hE. deqnemeH Aata hE nam ÝtItmeH sara AaTma hE Aesa Aaya, wle ÝtItmeHAaTma Aaya nhÄ. Aahaha¦ p` xuâaTma hE Aesa pyaRymeH &an Aa gya, xuâaTma hEAEsI ÝtItmeH ]âameH sara AaTma Aa gya, AaTma Aa gya nam xuâaTma hE AEsakItna AEsI ÝtIit Aa g, xuâ AaTma to xuâaTmameH rha. Aahahaha¦ bhu magRJI`o bapu¦ Aahaha¦ (]ota:- Aap coQqo krIne smÔvo Ko) AavI to vatnIkze Ke. nIkze Ke Ôevone AHdr=I Aave Ke vat. Aaha¦ Aola ibcara n AaVyaATyare, moDa Aavxe. Aola Aavvana Ke ne Caok@avaza? nsIb hoy Aene kane pDeAevI vat Ke, Aa to. Aahahaha¦

—spid [ÙNte Aev˜ je e je e jEnSv$p wgvan ska Aa]y ilya to pyaRymeHsara AaTma tTkaz deqnemeH Aata hE, pyaRymeH sara AaTma iktna kevDa pU R hE, _ska&an ho Ôta hE. Ae pyaRymeH _sko deqte hE. Aahaha¦ pyaRymeH deqte hE. _ska A=R?vItragI pyaRymeH vItragSv$p Aesa hE Aesa &anmeH Aaya. Aesa ÝtItmeH Aaya.Aahaha¦ vStu to vStumeH rhI, p` pyaRy Ôe _ske Aa]yse Ýg! ikya Ae pyaRymeH sarawgvan xuâaTma Ae vItrag Sv$p hE. AEsI vItragI sMyG&anmeH, vItragI Aa Sv$phE AEsa QyalmeH Aa gya. Aahaha¦ gjb vat hE.

hve Aa smysar ko khe vaHcI gyo, bapa¦ wgvan¦ Ae xuH Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦—_s smysar$p xuâaTma nivn _TpNn nih huAa˜ deqnemeH Aaya Ae kaH nya nihHhE. deqnemeH Aaya Ae vqte Aem lage ke Aa to nya¦ vStu to hE ye hE¦ Ae vqte deqnemeHAaya¦ p` deqnemeH Aa cIj ko nvI nhÄ hE. pyaRy, vItragI pyaRymeH deqnemeH Aaya.Ae vItragI pyaRy nyI hE. p` vo deqnemeH Aaya vo cIj kaH nyI nih hE. AnaidkI hE.Aahaha¦ ikNtu phele kmRse ACKaidt =a. ragnI Aekta buiâse AaCKaidt =a. Ôe soÝg! Vyi›$p ho gya. AaEr vh svR=a AekaHt$p kunyna pÙ=I (Vyi›$p) qHiDtnhÄ hota inbaR\ Ke. kunyse qHiDt kre toye Ae qHiDt nih hota AesI vo CaIj hE.

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kzx frIne lAe kale ihNdI htuH ne, Aaje gujratI (lAe). inüy Ane ƒvharAe be nyone ivØyna wed=I prSpr ivro\ Ke. Ke? (]ota:- AamaH lQyHu Ke p` AmnesmÔtuH n=I.) hÒ to A=R É–aH kyÈ Ke? p` hÒ Aa to wane kI\uH. TyaH puStkmaH panHuKe ke nih Ae!luH. A=R kyÈ n=I hÒ. Aahaha¦ xuH khe Ke? —inüy ne ƒvhar be nyonaHivØyna wed=I prSpr ivro\ Ke. Ae ivro\ne nax krnaruH SyadŸpd=I iciîtŸ ijnwgvannuH vcn temaH je pu$Øo rme Ke hve TyaH su\Ino A=R. ke ijnvcnmaH mUz toijnSv$p je vStu Ke. Aa„anuH ijn Sv$p j Ke. (]ota:- to kaH deqatuH n=I.)

Ae, Ae vat cale Ke. deqe te pyaRy vItragI Ke. Ae vItragI pyaRy Ke Ae ƒvharKe, Ane i5kazI ijnSv$p Ke te inüy Ke. jEn\mR ko pÙ n=I jEn\mR Ae vStunuH Sv$pKe. Ae!le ke Ae ijnSv$p j Aa„a-vItrag Sv$p j Ke. bIÒ waØaAe khIAe to Aa„amu› Sv$p Ke. smÔy Ke kaH? mu› Sv$p Ke to Aem khIAe to Ae invaR Sv$p jKe. Aahaha¦ JI`I vat Ke¦ Aa ko id' saHwzI n=I kaH bhar. Aahaha¦

Anaid AnHt tI=Åkro AnHt kevzIAo AnHt sHto =ya Ke Ane =xe Ae Aa Aa„aijnSv$p Ke. teno Anuwv krvo Ae jEn xasn magR Ke. Ae jEn\mR Ke, p` Anuwvkrvo Ae pyaRy Ke. Ane i5kazI Sv$p te ijn Ke. pyaRy Ae!le AvS=a, halt, vtRmandxa Ane vStu i5kaz-i5kaz, Ae i5kaz je vStu Ke. Ae vItrag Sv$p j Ke. mu›Sv$p j Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae vItrag Svwav Sv$p j Aa„a Ke. b\a wgvan Aa„ahoH¦ Aahaha¦

Ae vItrag Sv$p Ke Aa„a, Aeno Anuwv krvo Ae pyaRy =, to SyatŸ Aa„ainTy Ke, SyatŸ Aa„a AinTy Ke, Aa ApeÙaAe. kemke je i5kazI cIj Ke ijnSv$p,vItrag Sv$p, wgvtŸ Sv$p, mu› Sv$p Ae ijnSv$p. Aeno Aa]y lne jeAnuwUitno vItrag pyaRy Ýg! =ay, te AinTy Ke, Ùi`k Ke, AvS=a Ke. to SyatŸ pdkrI k=HictŸ i5kazI inTy Ke. Ane pyaRynI ApeÙaAe te AinTy Ke. smÔy Ke kaH?Aahaha¦ jEn\mR Ae!le svRƒapk Ae!le Ae ijnSv$p j wgvan Aa„a, Ae to kæuH'tuHne ;F! F! AHtr ijn vse.' ijnSv$p j Ýwu Ke. vItrag Sv$p j Ke. Aahaha¦ AeinTy Ke. Ane Aeno Anuwv krvo Ae AinTy Ke. to SyatŸ inTy ne SyatŸ AinTy Ae rItekhe Ke. KtaH Ae nax krnaro SyatŸ Ke.

;ijnvcHis rmHte' hve ijn vcnmaH rme Ae!le xuH? ijnvcnmaH kheluH ijnSv$pje Aa„a AemaH je rme, rme Ae pyaRy =, i5kazI Sv$p te inTy =yuH, Aahahaha¦ Aneje i5kazI Sv$p Ke, magR bapa j¡dI Ôt Ke. Aa jEn\mR kae pÙ n=I kae vaDo n=I.Ae vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke. wgvan Aa„a¦ Aahaha¦ mu› ijnSv$pe ibrajman Ke,

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Aeno Anuwv krvo Aene Anuwv krvamaH rag ne inim¿nI ApeÙa Ke j nihH ko, keAavo Aene ƒvhar hoy to Anuwv =ay. devIlalÒ¦ Aahaha¦

kemke je vItrag Sv$p Ke, AemaH AkayRkar` namno gu vItrag SvwavepD–o Ke. xuH kæuH ? ijnSv$p wgvan Aa„a, AemaH Aek AkayRkar` namno vItragISvwav gu` pD–o Ke. ma!e tena vItrag Svwavne cEtNyna i5kazI Svwavne,Aahahaha¦ Anuwv krvamaH vItragp`anI pyaRy Ýg! krvamaH ijnSv$p Ke tenIApeÙa wle ho, inim¿ trIke lÙ trIke p` Aene ko kar` ƒvhar Aavo hoy to Aeinüye Anuwv =ay, AevuH Aena Sv$pmaH n=I. te=I tenI pyaRymaH p` AevuH n=I. xuH kæuH? Aahaha¦

jEn vStu Ke Ae Sv$p jEn Ke ijn Ke. hve Ae ijn jEn =ay Tyare Ae ijnnoAnuwv kre, Tyare jEn =ay. jysuqwa¦ loÒk=I to vat cale Ke p` hve xuH =ay?Are magR Ýwuno¦ Aahaha¦ AnHt tI=Åkro, AnHt kevzIAo =yaH Ke ne =xe Aeno AekÝkar Aa Ke. ke be ny Ae!le? i5kazI cIj Ke Ae vItrag Sv$p Ke. Aeno Anuwv krvoAe pyaRy Sv$p Ke. Ae pyaRy Ae p` vItrag Sv$p Ke. Ae vItrag Sv$pnI pyaRyneprna kar`nI ApeÙa n=I, ke ƒvhar Aavo hoy to Aena=I =ay Ae vat j tdŸn Ôu@IKe. Aahahaha¦

Aeno ƒvhar pyaRy kem Ýg!e inmRz ke i5kazI ijnSv$p Ke Aeno ¹iÚmaH ßyaHSvIkar =ay Tyare &anmaH Aeno Anuwv =ay, Ae Anuwv pyaRy Ke, Ane Ae vItragIpyaRy Ke. Aek vat, Ane tenaH ijnSv$pmaH AkayRkar` namno Aek gu` Ke, AevItragI gu` Ke. AkayRkar` namno Aek gu` Ke Aa„amaH Ae vItragI gu` Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae vItragI gu`ne, gu`no Aa]y Ke ãƒ. p` Ae ãƒno Aa]y krtaH, AemaHgu`nuH AkayR kar`p`uH p` pyaRymaH AavI Ôy Ke. AenI je pyaRy vItragI Ke Aeneƒvhar kar` ne inivRkarI pyaRy kayR, Aevo pyaRyno Svwav n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aab\aH ÝÆo htaH ne, pheluH AavuH hoy ne AavuH hoy Aavo ivkLp hoy ke Ae b\I vatuH.Aahahaha¦

jem Ae ijnSv$p Ýwu Ke Aene ko ApeÙa n=I ko Aeno ktaR Ke ke Aana=I bNyoKe ke Aa kaze =yo Ke Aem Ke ko? vStu je Ke wgvan¦ ijnSv$pI prme¬r Sv$p Aeneko ApeÙa n=I Ae to Ke Ke ne Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeva prme¬r Sv$pno Aa]y lne Ae!leke tena trf lÙ krIne je pyaRy Ýg! =ay, vItragI pyaRy, sMyGdxRn Ae vItragIpyaRy Ke, sMyG&an Ae vItragI &an Ke. Ane temaH Sv$pnI iS=rta Ae vItragIAacr` Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRymaH p` AkayRkar` gu no pyaRy Aaƒo Ae pyaRyneragnuH kar` ne pyaRy kayR AevuH pyaRynuH Sv$p n=I. ãƒnuH Sv$p to n=I. Aahahaha¦gjb vat Ke. lokone ƒvhar=I =ay ne inim¿=I bapu Ae jEn\mR j n=I. Ae jEn\mRneÔ`ta j n=I. Aahaha¦


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ƒvhar ho O to jàvva ma!e ho, p` Ae to Ô`vanI pyaRy je Svne Aa]yeÝg! = Ae Ô`vanI pyaRymaH SvprÝkaxp uH pota=I Ýg! =ay Ke, AemaH Ae ragaidhoy Ae Ô e, p` Ae ko cIj AadrÌy Ke ke Aena=I Aa pyaRy Ýg!I Ke AevuH Ke nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

Ae khe Ke, ke je ijn wgvannuH vcn Ae!le ke ijn wgvannu vcnmaH ijnSv$pKe te AadrÌy Ke Aem btaƒuH. ijnvcnmaH je vStu i5kaz Ke, kem? ke Aene AadrÌybtaƒHu AemaH bey AavI gya Aek to i5kazI vStu AavI Ane Aadr krvo Ae pyaRy pÀavI g. Aahaha¦ p` Ae jene Aadr krvo Ke, Ae ijnSv$p Ae vItrag Sv$p Ke.Aahaha¦ Ae=I AemaH pyaRymaH p` vItragta j Ýg! =ay. Aa jEn \mRnuH AnaidSv$p- $p Ke. AemaH AaDuH AvzuH kaH krva Ôy to Ae jEn\mR n=I. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? Ae pyaRy je Ke ne nhotI te Ýg!I, vStu to Ke i5kaz, mu› Sv$p j Ke. Aave Kene mu› Aev vStu mu› kho, isâ Sv$p kho, invaR Sv$p kho, moÙ Sv$p kho¸vItrag Sv$p kho, prmanHdnI xi›no sagr Aeklo kho. Aahaha¦ Aevo je wgvanAa„a Ae ijnSv$pe Ke. Aahahaha¦ gjb vat kre Ke.

AenI waØa vItrag to j¡Ao, Aaha¦ AenI vaÌmaH ijnvcnmaH rmvuH Ae!le kaHvaÌmaH rmvuH n=I. xBd to Ae AaHhI Ke. ;ijnvcHis rmHte' p` ijnvcnmaH ijnSv$pje Ke wgvan Aa„a te AadrÌy Ke, _padey Ke Aem ijnvcnmaH kæuH Ke. AemaH ragaidAave Ae AadrÌy Ke, inim¿ AadrÌy Ke Aem ijnvcnmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ smÔ uHkaH? tem Aena vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. ijnvcn khe Ke Ae kaH Am=uH khe Ke? vStuSv$p j AevuH Ke ke vItragmUitR pote prnI ko ApeÙa ivna Ae cIj Anaid AnHtxa¬t Ke. AenI ApeÙa krIne je kaH pyaRy Ýg! =ay Aene wle AanI ApeÙa gòãƒnI p` prnI ko ApeÙa j n=I Aene. Aahahahaha¦ vStu to Aa Ke smÔ uH kaH?Aahahaha¦

jEn\mR ko sHÝday n=I, vaDo n=I, ke wa Ame jEn KIAe Ane tme ANy Ko ne.Aahahaha¦ jEn Sv$pI wgvan Ke, tene _padey trIke ÔÌne pyaRymaH vItragta Ýg!krvI, Aahaha¦ Ae jEn\mR¦ ijnSv$p vStu¦ AamaH É–aHy mze AevuH n=I TyaH dvaqanane daktrne. Aahaha¦ vStu to ÔuAo. Aahaha¦ wgvan ;ijn soih ye Aa„a, ANysoihye kmR, kmR k!e ijnvcnse' Aem ]ImdŸe kæuH. vcnso xBde nam wav, je Sv$p KejEn vItrag AkØay Sv$pnI muitR Ýwu Ke. Aene... Aa]ye vItragta =ay, te vItragtakmRno nax kre, Ae p` ƒvhar Ke. nax kre Ke Ae. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? (]ota:-k@` kho Ane pKI pUKo ke smÔ uH kaH) p` hzve hzve to khIAe KIAe AamaH kaH p`vStu j AavI Ke TyaH bIjuH xuH? Aahaha¦ ijnibHb Ke Aa„a. AolamaH Aave Ke ne wa¦ijnibHbnaH dxRn=I in|\t Ane inkacIt kmR !ze bapu¦ Aahaha¦ (\vlmaH) \vlmaHAahaha¦ Ae to inim¿nuH k=n Ke. ijnibHb Aa„a Ýwu Ke¦ wa¦ Aa„a xuH Ke, Ae

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vItragI gu ono ipHD Ýwu¦ ivtragI ibHb Ke ¦ Ae vStunuH Sv$p Aa Ke. jEn\mR koAa Ke ne fla uH Aa, Ae jEn\mR Ae!le j Aa. Aahaha¦

vStu je vItragI ibHb Ke Ýwu ãƒ, Aene Aa]ye in|\t ne inkacIt kmRno nax toAene kar e =ay. p` Aa inim¿ Ke, Aem khevay TyaH. Aahahaha¦ inim¿ kaH krtHu n=Inax krvamaH. Aahaha¦ Are Aavo magR¦ saHwzva mze nih. jEn prme¬r i5lokna=AnHt-AnHt tI=Åkrono Aa Avaj Ke. Aa idƒ |vinno Avaj Aa Ke. wa¦ tare ihtkrvuH hoy, du:qI to = j ræo Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ prna lÙvaza pu~y ne papna wavivkarI Ae to du:qI = j ræo Ke, prna lÙvaza. Aahaha¦ Svna lÙvaza wav tovItragI =ay Ane prna lÙvaza te b\aH ragI wav, rag wav =ay. smÔ uH kaH?

cahe to 5`lokno na= tI=Åkr hoy to Aem khe Ke ke mare lÙe to tne rag =ayÝwu, kemke Ame pr KIAe Ane tare lÙe tuH —Sv˜ Ko, ;ijnSv$p' Ko. to tare lÙe tnevItragta =xe. Ane Ae vItragtanI pyaRymaH ãƒno je AkayRkar` namno vItragIgu Ke Aeno pyaRy Aaƒo, AnHtgu ƒ› =ya ne? Aahahahaha¦ Ae=I AenI vItragIsMyGdxRn &annI je pyaRy tene ko kayR ragnuH kayR, rag kar` ne inmRz kayR, Ke nhÄ,kemke Ae pyaRy pote j bIÔna kar` ivna =yelI Ane bIÔnuH kayR krnarI Ae pyaRy n=I.Aahahaha¦ Ae!le xuH? Aahahaha¦

Ae je ijnSv$p wgvan Aa„a¦ Aa ;ijnvcHis rmHte'maH xuH Ke? Aaha¦wgvane to Ae kæuH Ke, ke je kaH pyaRy ne ãƒ bey Ke p` hve je ãƒ je Ke i5kazI te_padey Ke xemaH? ke pyaRymaH. Ae!le bey isâ = gyuH. Aahaha¦ jEn\mR Ae to Anaidsnatn sTy Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔy Ke kaH? Ane bIÔmaH p` É–aHk Ôe KaHy AavIhoy to Aa wgvannI AavI Ke. ko ko vat _pinØdŸmaH ne baEâmaH ne fla`amaH ne#Ik`amaHne Aa to. Aahaha¦ prm sTy sUyR Ýwu¦ Aevo je wgvan Aa„a¦ Aena gu oAnHt Ke, p` Aek Aeno gu no gu xuH? Ae gu AkayRkar` Ke Aeno gu no gu xuH?ke pyaRymaH vItragta =vamaH Ae gu no gu Ae Ke ke pr kar`nI ApeÙa Ke j nhÄ.Aahahaha¦ mohnlalÒ¦ NyaH É–aHy sHwzay AevuH n=I NyaH klktamaH kaH n mze. Aeto Ae e kæuH'tuH phele id'. Aavo magR vItragno bapa. Aahahaha¦

]ota:- pr to kar` n=I p` _padan kar` 5` Ke.Aek j kar` Ke, Aa i5kazI ãƒ i5kazI, vtRman pyaRyey nih, AhÄya to,

i5kazI _padan Aek j \/uv, Aene Aadr krta je _padan pyaRy =ay Aene wle _padankho inim¿nI ApeÙaAe, bakI Ae pyaRy Ke, Aeto. Aahaha¦ xuH wgvannI xElI toÔuAo. Aahahaha¦ je wgvan Aa„a, AnHt gu`nuH Aek$p AemaH Aek AkayRkar`naHgu`nuH Aek$p, Ae=I AenI pyaRymaH p`, Òvno Anuwv krvo, Ae Anuwv krvamaHAene AnuwUit ma!e ko ivkLp ne ko inim¿ ne ko ragnI ApeÙa Ke j nih.Aahaha¦ AavuH Ke.


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;ijnvcHis rmHte'. Ae to A=RmaHy Aem kæuH Ke. ÔuAo Aava ijnvcnmaH ApUvRrm` kre. nyne gaE krI ƒvhar khe Ke Aem, A=RmaH Ke. ãƒai=Rk Axuâ ãƒai=RkpyaRyai=Rk Aem kI\uH. Aene gaE krI tene ƒvhar khe Ke. Aava ijnvcnmaH rme Ke. ÔeyuH?AHdr wava=RmaH. Aahaha¦ lok hÒ gjb Ke. Aahaha¦

Aa to svarmaH yad AevuH AavI gyuH Ke. AoluH Aave Ke ne? AmdavadnuH xuÊvarxowa wlI Aa@e !a e =ay. c#te pore cokmaH wlI bÔr wray, Aave Ke ne? inxazmaHAavtuH inxazmaH inxazmaH phela AavtHu htuH. Aa xuÊvar Ke Aaj. Lyo @Ik Ae vatsacI. xuÊvarna DazIya n=I Am=a kheta, DazIya =ya kaH? Aa vaÌya vepar beparkre Ke. xuÊvar =yo Aem khe. xuÊvar kaH =yo? xuÊvar Ae!le DazIya =yaH É–aHy,\UzmaHy n=I. Ae DazIya, saHwzne maza JernaH k!kaAo Ke TyaH to. Aahaha¦

Aa„amaH vIyR Ke AnHt xuÊ, vIyR Aa„amaH Ke xuÊ Aa„amaH AnHtgu Ke. AemaH AekvIyR namno gu Ke. to Ae vIyRgu p` bIÔgu nI ApeÙa=I Ke Aemey n=I. Ae gu naeAa]y ãƒ Ke. to je e ãƒno Aa]y lI\o Ae jEn\mR, Ae jEn Sv$p Aeno Aa]y lI\o,Ae jEn\mR. Ae jEn\mRmaH AenuH je vIyR Ke xuÊ vIyR, Ae e Sv$pnI rcna krI. Ae Sv$pnIrcnamaH prnI ko ApeÙa n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

qHDva bHDvamaH AamaH kaH n=I NyaH qHDa Ôy AevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ ÔuAo to qraHÝwunI vaÌ to ÔuAo. Aahaha¦ Ae vaÌmaH ãƒ ne pyaRy bey Aaƒa. k rIte? keijn Sv$pmaH rmvuH, ijnSv$p Ke tene _padey krvuH, Aem vItragnI vaÌmaH AaƒuH,TyaH bey AavI GyuH. i5kazI wgvanne _padey kyÈ Ae pyaRye, Ae!le pyaRy p` AavIg. Aahaha¦ Ane te pyaRyne rcnamaH vIyR namno gu` Ke te Sv$pnI rcna vIyR kreKe. Ae pirìtne rag rcnar ƒvhar kØaynI mHdtano iÊya Axuw !azIne xuw kyuÅ,ma!e Aene Aa pyaRy =, 5`kazmaH n=I. (]ota:-phelI kaH tEyarI krvI pDtIhxe.) Aek j tEyarI Aa Ke, bIÒ tEyarI n=I. rag ivnano wgvan Ke TyaH ¹iÚ krvIAe Aek j _pay Ke. ko bIÒ ApeÙa Ke j nih. kevo ivkLp phelo hoy Ke? Aahaha¦wgvannI vaÌmaH Ae AaƒuH, AnHt tI=Åkro = gya, ibrajman Ke, =xe AnHt,AenI vaÌmaH Ae AaƒuH, vItrag Sv$pI Ýwu taruH Sv$p Ke Ae _padey Ke, Aem vaÌmaH

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AaƒuH. Aem Aavta bey ny AavI g. i5kazI Ke te inüy, Aahaha¦ Ane pyaRyÝg!I vItragI te ƒvhar. Aene ƒvharna ragnI ko ApeÙa Ke j nihH. Aahahaha¦suÔnmlÒ¦ Aahaha¦ AavuH vStunuH Sv$p j Ke. Ae kaeAe kyuÅ Ke Aem n=I. vStunIiS=it j AevI Ke. Aahaha¦ to AhÄ JFDa Aa ƒvhar=I inüy =ay Aem kho toAnekaHt, nihH to AekaHt, p` Ýwu¦ sun to shI tne AnekaHt ne AekaHtnI vatHunI qbrn=I wa¦ Aahaha¦ potana ãƒne Aa]ye =tI inmRz pyaRy Aene prnI ApeÙa n=Ine SvnI ApeÙa Ke Ae AnekaHt Ke. i5kaznI ApeÙa Ke p` prnI ApeÙa n=I AeAnekaHt Ke. Aahaha¦ Aeklo vItragwav FUH!yo Ke. heH? Aahaha¦ sMyGdxRn AevItragI pyaRy Ke. sMyG&an Ae vItragI pyaRy Ke. Sv$p Aacr` AHdr iS=r =vuHAe p` vItragI AnHtanubH\Ina AwavnI vItragI pyaRy Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aene p`NyaH im+yaTv ne AnHtanubH\Ino Awav =yo ma!e Aa pyaRy = AevI ApeÙa Ke jnhÄ Aene. Ke j nhÄ. Aahahaha¦ smÔùH kaH?

Ae=I Aena vIyR gu ne Lyo AkayRkar` namna gu ne Lyo, Ae bey gu o Ke,vItragI Sv$p Ke. jem pote ijnSv$p Ke tena gu o p` vItragI Sv$p Ke. Aahahaha¦Aeno Aa]y levo, Ae pyaRy Aa]y le. Ae!le ãƒ ne pyaRy bey isâ = gyuH. k=HictŸinTy Ke Ane k=HictŸ AinTy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane AinTy Ke Ae inTyno in Ry kre Ke.vItragI pyaRy je AinTy Ke Ae i5kazI inTy ãƒno in Ry kre Ke. Aahahaha¦ in Rykrvo Ae kaH inTymaH n=I. inTy to i5kazI Aek$p Ke. Aahahaha¦ inTyno Aadr kyÈTyaH j pyaRy = g. Aahahaha¦

vItrag magR bapu É–aHy Ke nih. vItrag sHÝdaymaH ATyare go!a _@ya Ke.Aaha¦ mUznI phele=I qbr n mze. Aahaha¦ kho babuwa¦ Aavo magR Ke. ijnwgvannuH vcn AemaH je rme Ke Ae!le Aa. vaÌmaH Aem AaƒuH, Ýwu¦ tuH ijnSv$p Kone¦ Aaha¦ Ame ijnSv$pI pyaRy Ýg! krI, p` tuH ijnSv$p j Kae. kemke ijnSv$pIpyaRy = Ae É–aH=I AavI? ijnSv$pmaH=I Aave ke É–aHy ragmaH=I ke prmaH=I Aave?Aahaha¦ Ae=I Aem kæuH, Ae vaÌmaH Aem AaƒuH ke je ijnSv$p Ke Ýwu taruH Ae _padeyKe. Ae waAe Aem kæuH Ke ne Aa kzx !Ikakare kzx !Ikakare ijnvcnno A=R j Ae kyÈke kal haLyu'tuH ihNdImaH. Aahaha¦ ;ijnvcHis rmHte' Aeno A=R? ijnvcnmaH jei5kazI ijnSv$p wgvan Aene AadrÌy ne _padey kyÈ. AemaH rmvuH Ae ijnvcnmaHrmvuH khevay Ke. Aahaha¦ loÒk=I Nyay=I p` Aa vat isâ =ay Ke, p` ma`snepotano pÙ mukvo n=I. te=I kæuH'ne AemaH —F! F! AHtr ijn vse Ane F! F! AHtrjEn.˜ Ae ijnne mane te jEn. Ae ijn Sv$pI vItragI Aene Anuwve ne mane te jEn. AeF! F!maH jEn Ke Ae bharmaH ko n=I. Aahaha¦ hve Ame jEn KIAe S=ankvasI jEnKIAe, deravasI jEn hve mukne vat pDtI b\I. Aahaha¦

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tuH jEn Kae. ijnSv$pI to htuH j, p` pyaRymaH teH Aadr kyÈ'to tuH jEn = gyo. ijnnojEn tuH = gyo hve. Aahaha¦ Are Ae vat htI nhÄ hÇ, loko ibcara É–aH gya hxe?Aahaha¦ Arere¦ wgvan Ke Ae. Aahaha¦ Aek kUtro hmàH roto hto. to loko Aem kheKe ne Ae jmDane deqe. AemaH xuH? Aene Ae Ôtno xok AavI Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ roto'to qUbroto hto. Are¦ wgvan¦ tuH wgvan Ko ne Ýwu¦ Aa xuH Ke tne Aa. Aahaha¦ Are¦ tneqbr n=I tne. Aahaha¦ Aa Avaj ne xrIrne Ae kaH tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ AihHya toragno ivkLp Aey Aa„a n=I. dya-dan-v/t-wi›-pUÔno ivkLp é@e, b/ïcyRpazvano ivkLp é@e, Ae p` Aa„ano n=I. Aahaha¦ kar` ke ivkLp rag Ke ne Aa„ato vItrag ijnSv$p Ke. Aahaha¦ vaÌ bapa vItragnI. Aahaha¦

Ae AkayRkar` gu =I Lyo, xuÊ gu =I Lyo, Aahaha¦ ko p` gu Ke tenI pyaRynuHkar` te ãƒ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aeklo gu ey nih. gu pir`me Ke Aem n=I lI\uH.icdŸivlasmaH AaƒuH'tuH wa¦ ãƒ pir`me Ke. Aahaha¦ icdŸivlasmaH¦ kaH gu ÔudoKe? ãƒ AaquH ãƒ Ke ijnSv$pI Ýwu¦ Aeno Aadr krtaH AaquH ãƒ vItragI pyaRyp epir`me Ke, heH¦ Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? smÔy Ae!luH smÔe Ýwu¦ Am<tnI vaÌvItragnI Aa Ke. AamaH kaH ferfar kre to kaH hale AevuH n=I. Aahahaha¦

Ae ijn wgvannuH vcn temaH puruØo ÝItI siht AWyas kre. Ae!le ruic sihtAemaH @re AHdr. Aahaha¦ AanHdno sagr wgvan Ae AanHd p` ijnSv$pe Ke, vItragSv$pI, vItragI AanHd Ke. &an AHdr Ke Ae. vItragI &an Ke, AanHdey vItragI AanHdKe. vIyR Aey vItragI vIyR Ke. Aahahaha¦ AnHta gu o vItragI gu Sv$p Ke Ae. AevawgvanmaH je kaH rme Ke. Ae!le \/uv Ke AemaH rmvuH, \/uv Ke to \/uv Ke. ãƒ Ke to ãƒ Ke.p` AemaH je rme Ke Ae pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ SvsNmuq =ne temaH rme Ke. te ijnvcnmaHrme Ke Aem khevamaH Aave Ke. Aahaha¦ ragnI iÊyaAo krIne mane Ke ke Ame kaH TyagI=ya. smiktna TyagI =ya, \mRna TyagI =ya. Aahahaha¦ jemaH rag n=I temaH ragnoTyag krvo Aey vStumaH n=I. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ ßyaH Sv$pmaH rag n=I hveragno Tyag krvo Ae É–aH Ke? Aahaha¦

Ae kem kæuH p` Ae? kemke ijnSv$p Ýwu Ke. Aena Aa]y=I to vItragta =ay.Aahaha¦ Aene rag krvo Ke ke KoDvo Ke, Ae É–aH ræuH? Aahaha¦ ijnSv$pno Aa]y krtavItragI (pyaRy) = Ae ragno _dy KU!I gyo. Ae e KoDyo n=I, KoDvo n=I, AemaHÉ–aH Ke te KoDvo Ke? Ae AaƒuH Ke ne 34mI ga=amaH, ke ragno Tyag p` prma=eR Aa„amaHn=I. Aahaha¦ Aa to jrI bharno Tyag krIne meH Tyag kyÈne, im+yaTvnuH poØ` Ke.Aahahaha¦ im+yaTvne ¹# kre Ke, AnHt sHsarne gjb vatuH bapa¦ magRnI rIt AevI Ke.Aahaha¦ Are¦ puruØo rme Ke AenI ƒaQya krI. Sv$p je ijnSv$p Ke tenI ruic krIne ruicAnuyayI vIyR. jenI ruic = wgvan pU aRnHd huH KuH, vItrag Sv$p KuH, AevI ruic = toAene Anusare AenuH vIyR TyaH kam kre. Aaha¦ ragmaH kam n kre. Aahaha¦

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Vyvharne _pÔve Ae Aa„a nih. Aahaha¦ rag Ke AemaH É–aH rag hto te _pÔve?Aahaha¦ p` AhÄya Aem kæuH Ke ke je e ijnSv$pno Aa]y krIne vItragI pyaRy Ýg!krI, Aene ƒvhar Ô elo Ýyojnvan Ae!le? ke tenI &annI pyaRy j AevI = Ke keSvnuH &an =taH Ae pyaRy j AevI Ýg!I Ke. ke Svne Ô e ne ragne Ô e ƒvhar=I, AevIj pyaRy Ýg!I Ke. ragne kre ne rag=I =ay Ae vStuna Sv$pmaH n=I. AenI pyaRynaSv$pmaH n=I. Aahahaha¦ Aavo magR Ke. kho, kaHitwa¦ TyaH kaH PlaiS!kna wUkamaHAa kaH vat saHwzva mze AevI n=I NyaH Aa. Aahaha¦ Are¦ jEn\mRne name lokoAeto kaHknuH kaHk krI naQyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ phelo baæ Tyag kro =oDo Aa KoDo, Aa KoDo.(]ota : wUimka saf kre Ke.) wUimka saf kre Ke ke bgaDe Ke? JI`I vat Ke bapu¦ bhuvat¦ ragno Tyag p` Aa„amaH n=I. AenI pyaRymaH ragno Tyagey n=I. ragno Tyagkhevo Ae prma=eR n=I nam ma5 k=n Ke. Aahaha¦

Sv$p ßyaH icdanHd ijnSv$p Ke, Aeno Aa]y lne je vItragta =, TyaHragnI _Tpi¿ te!lI n =, te e ragno nax kyÈ Aem inim¿=I k=n Ke. Aahaha¦ragno Tyag kyÈ Ae inim¿=I k=n Ke. vStu Aem n=I. to prno Tyag to Ke j É–aHAa„amaH? prna Tyag g/h` riht to Aeno gu Ke. xuH kI\uH? Aahaha¦ Tyag _padanTyag, g/hvuH Ane KoDvuH Aek-Aek rjk`nuH, xrIrnuH, va`InuH, pEsanuH ko p`nuH g/hvuH neKoDvuH Aena=I riht Aeno gu Ke. hve Ae gu nI pyaRy p` prna Tyag ne g/h` rihtj Ke. xuH kI\uH? smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ Aa to vItragno \mR xuH Ke, Ae vat Ke bapa¦bakI rqDvana pH= to krI ræo Ke Ae Aaqo id'¦ cargitmaH É–aH jne jxe, pDxe.Aahaha¦

... xuH kI\uH? ke ragno Tyag krvo Tyag Òve kyÈ pyaRye hÇ¦ Aahahaha¦ kemke ragSv$pmaH n=I, pKI Sv$pmaH n=I Ae rag Tyage Ke Ae ræuH É–aH? Ae to vItrag Sv$pKe. Aahaha¦ vItrag Sv$pno Aa]y leta to vItragI pyaRy =ay bs. Aahaha¦ AaAenI pyaRy, Ae pyaRye ragno Tyag kyÈ Ae p` vStuna Sv$pmaH, pyaRymaH n=I Aem kheKe. kemke AenaH gu maH p` vItragta Ke, to AenI pyaRymaH vItragta AavI, ragnoTyag Aevo AemaH Ke j nih. Aahaha¦ pHiDtÒ¦ AavI vat Ke.Aahahaha¦ jeno gu jvItrag Ke AenaH gu na, gu nI vItrag pyaRy =ay. Ae ragne kre? ne ragne KoDe?prno Tyag g/h` to n=I j. Aahaha¦

prno Tyag krIne lUgDa KoDI naqI ne deqav krvo ke Ame kaHk TyagI KIAe. Aabhu AakrI vat Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ vItrag magRne Aozqvo ko ApUvR ÝyTn ÔeAebapu¦ Aahaha¦ Ae kaH laDva qava n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae j khe Ke ÔuAo —Ýcur siht AWyas kre Ke.˜ Ae!le ke vStunI ruic siht AHdrAekag/tano AWyas kre Ke. Aahaha¦ vItrag ijnSv$pnI ruic kemke Ae vItrag mUitRj ijnibHb Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦ AenI ruicpUvRk je AHdrmaH AWyas kre Ke Aekag/tano, te


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potanI mezaye ANy kar` ivna Ae to Aene kar` ivna im+yaTvno to Aene kar e nax=ay Ke. Ae im+yaTvnI Ýk<i¿no Ae vqte nih _dy =vano Ane nax =vano AenIÝk<i¿no Svwav Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane im+yaTv wavno Ae AhÄ jyaH sMykŸ Aa]y kyoRTyaH im+yaTvwavnI _Tpit = nih Ae im+yaTv wavno Tyag kyÈ Aem inim¿=I k=nKe ƒvhar=I. Aahahahaha¦

—Ae SvyH vaNt moha˜ Ae!le ke rag AenI mezaAe KU!I Ôy Ke. Ýk<i¿ p e AenImezaye KU!I Ôy Ke Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦ SvyH Ke ne? Aa„a KoDe Ke ma!e KU!I Ôy Ke Aemn=I. Aahahaha¦ wgvan Aa„a¦ potana ijnibHbno ßyaH Aa]y lI\o ijnibHbAevuH Sv$p je wgvan Aa„anuH Aena smIp gyo ne Aa]y lI\o ne AvlHbn lI\uH.Aahaha¦ AevI pyaRye ragne vmI Ke ne rag nax kyÈ Ke Aemey n=I, Ae to AenI mezayej nax = Ôy Ke. Aem khe Ke. Aahaha¦

—SvyH vaNt moha:˜ mohno im+yaTvno pir`am Ane SvyH AenI mezaye _TpNn=taH n=I. Ýk<i¿ to AenI mezaye nax =ay Ke, Ae to prma u Ke Aene kaH Aa„ane sHbH\n=I. Aahaha¦ xuâ cEtNy ãƒnuH ßyaH AvlHbn lI\uH, Aene ßyaH Aa]y ne _padey maNyo,TyaH te ¹iÚmaH sMykŸ cEtNynI dxa =. TyaH tene ragnuH KU!vuH Ae rag AenI mezaAe KU!IÔy Ke. Ane Ýk<i¿ to tenI mezaye j TyaH nax =vane yoGy htI te nax =ay Ke. AenuHAa vItrag pyaRynuH inim¿, Ane ragno nax =vo Ae _padan AenuH, inim¿e kaH kyuÅn=I, Aene nax kyÈ (n=I) Aem khevuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Aa inim¿na JFDa Ke ne? Ae!luHto kbuLyuH Ke ke inim¿ to song#vaza mane p` Aena=I prmaH =ay Aem nih. Aahaha¦Are¦ bapu¦ song#vazanI vat n=I Aa, Aa to vItragna FrnI vatuH Ke. kho,Ko!awa¦ Aavo magR.

—SvyH vaNt moh˜ xuâ cEtNy Sv$p wgvan Aeno ßyaH Aa]y lI\o, _padeymaNyuH Ae maNytanI pyaRy ßyaH SvtH5 Ýg! =, te kaze maNytanI pyaRy f› inim¿,Ane im+yaTvno nax =vo Ae Aena kar e, _padanne kar e Ane Ýk<i¿no nax =vo Aenekar e. Aahaha¦ F uH-F uH kzxo, kzx Ke Aa to bapuH¦ Aahaha¦

Aa —Aitxy$p prm ßyoit˜ wgvan cEtNy ßyoit Jzhz ijnibHb htuH. AenaeAa AHdrmaH Aa]y lI\o Aadr`Iy TyaH cEtNy ßyoit pyaRymaH Ýg! =, Aa to cEtNynaÝkaxnuH pUr Ke Aa„a to bapu¦ AemaH ragey n=I ne xrIrey n=I iÊya iÊya AenamaH Ke jnih. Aahaha¦ Aene kmRno nax krvo Ae AenaH Sv$pmaH n=I. Aahaha¦ FatI kmRno naxkrI wgvan kevz paMya Aem Aavene waØa. Aahaha¦ wav \atI kmRno nax krvo AeySv$pmaH n=I, kar` ke Aa vItrag mUitR Ýwu ßyaH Ke Ane ßyaH pyaRye Aeno Aa]y lI\o,Tyare vItragI pyaRy =, AemaH ragnI pyaRyno vItragI pyaRye nax kyÈ Aemey n=I, SvyHAenI mezaye rag ne kmR nax = Ôy Ke. Aahaha¦ ivxeØ khevaxe.

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—_wyny ivro\ |vHisin˜ kæuH Ke ne? Aeno qulaso kre Ke. ijnvcn vhSvadŸvad$p Ke. ApeÙaAe k=n kre Ke. qulaso Aavxe hmàH. ßyaH be nyone ivØynoivro\ Ke kemke Aek vStu i5kaz p` Ke Ane AenI pyaRy p` Ke. Ae vStunuH Sv$p Ke.pyaRy Ke Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke ãƒ Ke Ae inüynyno ivØy Ke. beynaH ivØymaHivro\ Ke, KtaH bey ny Ke. ivØyno ivro\ Ke, KtaH bey ny Ke. kemke je vStu inTy ÝwuKe, Aa„a ijnSv$pe inTy Ke. Aeva inTyno in Ry krnar ne |yan krnarI pyaRy, Aeto pyaRy Ke. smÔ uH kaH? je vStu inTy Ke, Aa wgvan Aa„a ijnSv$pe inTy Ke.ijnSv$p j Ke pote, Ae inTy Ke p` Ae inTy Ke Aeno in Ry krnar ko`? inTy in Rykre? Ae pyaRy in Ry kre, Ae pyaRy Ke te AinTy Ke. vStu pote inTy Ke. Ae!le ijnvaÌAa rIte be nyono ivro\ hova KtaH, tenuH sma\an kre Ke. AhÄ to Aa„a _pr _tare Kene AhÄ Aa„a _prnI vat Ke ne? ijnvcnmaH rmHit.

ijnvcnmaH, ãƒ je ijnSv$pI vItrag mUitR Ýwu Ke Ae _padey Ke, to _padey KeAe to pyaRy = g, Aa _padey Ke Aevo je in Ry Ae to pyaRy = g. _padey vStu.smÔy Ke kaH? ijnvcnmaH be nyno ivro\ krIne je inüy Ke. tene AadrÌy btaveKe, Ane AadrÌy kre Ke ko`? ke- pyaRy. JIò ivØy bapu¦ bhu AlaEikk vat¦ AejEn\mR isvay É–aHy Aa vat ho xke j nih. je ijnSv$pI Ýwu Ke¦ vItrag ibHbcEtNy Ke¦ p` Ae vItrag ibHb Ke, Ae to inTy ne \/uv Ke. hve Ae inüynyno ivØy to\/uv Ke. Tyare Aeno in Ry krnar Ae pyaRy Ke, Ae pyaRy Ke, n hoy to to Aeno in Ryko` kre? inTy AinTy vStunuH Sv$p j Ke. wgvane kaH \mR kæo Ae kaH pÙ=I kæon=I. Ae to jevuH vStunuH Sv$p Ke, te rIte Aem e jàƒuH. smÔ uH kaH[? Aaha¦

Ae!le je inTy Ýwu Ke ne AemaHy AaƒuH ne? 47 ga=a ãƒsHg/h —duivyHip moq heyuÔè pahuDe inyma˜ Aahaha...¦ gjb vat kre Ke ne? xuH khe Ke Ae. wgvan Aa„aijnSv$pI ijnibHb j pote prma„ Sv$p j Ke Ae. Aaha¦ AenuH je |yan kre Ae!le kete trfnI Aekag/ta kre te moÙmagR, Ae to pyaRy =, vStu Ke AenuH je |yan kreAekag/ta, Ae to nvI pyaRy =, Ae i5kazI cIj n rhI. ivØy Aeno i5kazI. smÔ uHkaH? Aahaha¦ —duivyHip moq heyu Ô e pahuDe inyma˜ jEndxRn jEnSv$p Aa„a AenuHje lÙ krvuH, Aekag/ta krvI Ae AenuH |yan Ane Ae |yan Ae pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ hveAhÄya moÙmagR be Ýkare kæo. Ae!le Aek j vStu to inüy moÙmagR te j moÙmagRKe. bIÔe to rag Aaid Aene Aarop=I Aene k=n krI Ane te inüy je sMyG&an Ke. Aei5kazI ijn Sv$pne Aa]ye =yeluH, \/uvne Aa]ye =yelI je pyaRy Ae pyaRymaH SvprÝkaxkSvwav hova=I, Ae Svne Ô e Ane rag bakI ræo Ke Ane ƒvhar moÙmagR kæo. p`


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Aene Ae Ô e Ae Ô e Ae Aene Ô e, AevuH Ae p` nih. qreqr Aene Ô`vanuH Ane SvneÔ`vanuH SvprÝkaxk, SvyH isâ pyaRy hova=I te ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. Aare¦ Aare¦AavI vatuH Ke. \nalalÒ¦ vStu j AavI Ke. Ane jEn\mR ko pÙ vaDo n=I. Ae tovStunuH Sv$p Ke. Aahaha¦

je ijnSv$p Ke Ýwu¦ AenuH |yan Ae!le teno Aa]y krvo Ae to pyaRy Ke. Ae!lepyaRy Ke Ane Aeno ivØy Ke te i5kaz Ke. be nyno ivØy ivro\ = gyo. smÔ uHkaH? Ke? be nyone ivØyno ivro\ Ke. jem ke stŸ$p hoy te AstŸ$p n hoy. Aemlokone QyalmaH Aave Ke. Ae pyaRy ApeÙaAe AstŸ Ke, AstŸ nam i5kazmaH Ae n=I.Aahahaha¦ vStu trIke stŸ$p Ke. je sMyGdxRnno ivØy Ke. sMyGdxRn Ke Ae pyaRy Ke.p` Aeno ivØy Ke te i5kazI \/uv Ke. ijnSv$p Ke, je=I ijnSv$pnuH |yan krtaH A=vatemaH Aekag/ =taH, Aene vItragI pyaRy Ýg! =ay. Ae vItragI pyaRy te moÙno magR.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

vStu Ke Ae to vItrag Sv$p j Ke. hve Aena _pr lÙ gyuH, lÙ gyuH konuH? pyaRynuHAe!le pyaRy Ane pyaRyno ivØy be ny = gya. Aahahahaha¦ Aek stŸ$p Ke. te jAstŸ$p Ke. pyaRy ApeÙaAe te st n=I. ãƒ ApeÙaAe stŸ Ke. Aahahaha¦ k ApeÙaAe?pyaRy pyaRyp e stŸ Ke, p` i5kaznI ApeÙaAe te AstŸ Ke. pote ßyare AivnaxI Ke,Tyare pyaRy naxvan Ke. smÔ uH kaH? JI uH bhu Ke Aa¦ b\I ÒHdgI Aa smßya ivnaÔxe to fok! Ôxe. Aahahaha¦ 5`lokna na= svR&deve svR& SvwavI vStu=I svR&p uHÝg! kyuÅ. Ae svR& Svwav Ae to inTy Ke, p` Ýg! kyuÅ te AinTy Ke. (]ota : AenuHAe inTy Ane AenuH Ae AinTy) AenuH Ae AinTy kyaH kI\uH Ke. Aene Aa]ye Ýg! kyuÅ teAinTy Ke Aem kI\uH. svR& Svwav je i5kaz Ke. te inTy Ke Ane Aene Aa]ye Ýg! =yelIpyaRy svR& Ae AinTy Ke. (]ota:- Aek svR&maH inTyp uH ne Aej svR&maH AinTyp uH)Ae j khe Ke ne nyno ivØy bapu¦

vItrag magR Aevo Ke ko AlaEikk Ane Ae isvay ko \mR Ke j nih É–aHy.kar` ke vStunI iS=it Aa rIte Ke. ãƒ Ane pyaRy. Ane Ae rIte jena magRmaH n=I. AemaHpyaRyno \mR \mIRne i5kazne Aa]ye =ay AemaH ãƒne pyaRy be vStu$p Ke, AevuH jenamaHn=I, Aene ko \mR ho xke nih. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ xuâwav Ai\karmaH inymsarmaHn=I AaƒuH kevz&an naxvan Ke. kevz&an naxvan¦ pyaRy Ke ne? Aahaha¦ AekApeÙaAe prãƒ kæuH, p` Ke prãƒ pyaRy. Ae to prãƒ kæuH kem? ke jem prãƒmaH=InvI pyaRy AavtI n=I. Aem \mRnI pyaRymaH=I nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I, Ae ãƒmaH=IAave Ke. ma!e Svãƒne ãƒ khI Ane pyaRymaH=I nvI pyaRy AavtI n=I, prãƒmaH=I jemn=I AavtI Aem pyaRymaH=I n=I AavtI, ma!e pyaRyne prãƒ kæuH, Aahaha..¦ AavomagR Ke.

(]ota : Aa vat to sacI p` \mR kem =ay?) Lyo Aa xuH hale Ke. Aa?

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ke \m± je ijnSv$pI Ýwu vStu¦ Aeno Aa]y leta Ae!le ke AenuH |yan krtaH Ae!leke Aene lÙmaH letaH, je pyaRy Ýg! =ay te \mR Ke. (]ota : p` pyaRy Amara FrmaH xBdj vprato n=I.) pyaRy n=I vprato xBd wgvanna xasnmaH to Fre vpray Ke neAhÄ.

(]ota : pEsane ãƒ kæo Ke.) pEsa \UzmaH NyaH É–aH? pEsamaHy te prma uH Ke teinTy Ke. Ane AenI pyaRy te AinTy Ke. vStunI iS=it AevI Ke. Aene AinTy=I inTynoin Ry krvo AevuH AenamaH Ke nhÄ. Ae vStu Ke inTyainTy, p` Aa to inTyainTymaH,AinTy inTyno in Ry kre Ke. Ae=I Ae AinTy p` vStu Ke, ne inTy p` Ke. i5kaznesTy khIAe to pyaRynI ApeÙaAe tene AsTy p` khevamaH Aave. Aahahahaha¦ AavIcIj Ke. xuH =ay? vStunuH Sv$p j AevuH Ke, wgvane kaH kyuÅ n=I. jevuH Ke AevuH Ô`InekæuH Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae stŸ hoy te AstŸ n hoy Aem lage, p` i5kaz Ke te stŸ Ke ne AeksmynI pyaRy kaym rhenarI n=I ma!e AstŸ Ke. Aahahaha¦ wava=R Ke ne? co=alokno¦ paHc to hve Aavxe.

—Aek hoy te Anek n hoy˜ ÔeyuH? Aem lage p` vStu trIke Aek Ke ne pyaRy trIkeAnek Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae Anek n hoy to Aekno in Ry kre ko`? Aahahaha¦ pyaRy AnekKe. &annI dxRnnI Aaid Anek Ke, Ane Ae pyaRy pote p` Aek smynI bIÔ smynIAem Anek Ke. Ae Anekp uH Ke, te p` Ke, te ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. Ane Ae Aneke Aeknoin Ry kyÈ, Aevo Aek Ke te inüynyno ivØy Ke. Aahaha¦ AavI vatuH Ke bapu¦ smÔ uHkaH[?

(]ota : jra k@` to pDe.) k@` to pDe jene AWyas n hoy Aene k@` pDe, p`vStu to Aa Ke. vStunuH Sv$p j AavuH Ke TyaH. AavuH n hoy to ko rIte stŸ ne AstŸnI,ãƒ ne pyaRynI isiâ = xkxe j nih. smÔ uH kaH? Aahahaha¦ Aa i5kaz Ke Ae toKe, p` i5kaz Ke Ae Ô`narI pyaRy Ke ke Ô`naro i5kazI ãƒ Ke? Aahahaha¦ i5kazIwgvan Aa„a¦ pU aRnHdno na= Ýwu¦ Ae sMyGŸdxRnno ivØy, p` sMyGdxRn Ke AeAinTy Ke ke inTy Ke. pyaRy Ke ke ãƒ Ke? kaym rhenarI Ke ke Aek smy rhenarI Ke?Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aa to mUz tÀvno p¿o levanI vat Ke wa¦ heH? Aahaha¦heH¦ Aa lok vStuno Ke. te=I AhÄ Aa vStunuH Sv$p Ke. ma!e Aa be ny lI\I ne? Anete ;ivro\|vHisnI' Aem kæuHne. Ôe mUz lok Ke juAo co=o. —_wynyivro\ |vHisinSyaTpdaHke ijnvcHis rmNte Aahahaha¦

ijnvcnmaH ãƒ ne pyaRy vStunuH Sv$p Ke AevuH ijnvcnmaH be nyno ivØybtaƒo. Aam ivro\ Ke Aek i5kaz rhenar Ke. Aek, Aek smynI pyaRy Ke. AekAivnaxI Ke Tyare Aek naxvan Ke Ae rIte ivro\ hova KtaH, vStunuH Sv$p Ke. smÔ uHkaH? Aahahaha¦ Ae pyaRyne, Are¦ moÙno magR je Ke, Ae pyaRy Ke, Ane Aeno ivØyKe Ae ãƒ i5kazI Ke Ae i5kazI Ke to Aek$p wgvan ijnSv$pe Aek$p Ke. Ane ijn


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Sv$pno Aa]y l, AenuH |yan krI, Aene |yey bnavI, je e pyaRy Ýg! krI Ke, AevIpyaRy te vItragI pyaRy Ke, Ae vItragI pyaRy te moÙno magR Ke. Ae moÙno magR tepyaRy Ke Ane Aeno ivØy Ke te i5kazI \/uv Ke. Aahahahaha¦ xuH =ay? ATyare to gDbDbhu = g ne FÌ, Ae!le Aa vat pkDvI Aene k@` pDe (Ke). heH? Aahaha¦ AWyasn mze Aek to AolamaH lQyuH Ke. AolaAe ATyare vaÌyane ƒvsayvazane jEn\mR ha=AavI gyo. wa¦ heH? Aahaha¦ vaÌya Aekla Aaqo id' ƒvsay \Uz Aa ne Aa neAa ivkLpo kyaR j kre. prnuH kre nihH. Aahaha¦ vaÌyane (jEn\mR) ha= Aaƒo. AajEn\mR to AlaEikk cIj Ke. Aahaha¦ jene Aa ƒvsaymaH \UHcI gya Ke, Aene Aaƒvsay ha= nihH Aave. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH[?

ijnvcn —ivÌâ|vHisnI˜ be nyno ivro\ smaDI de Ke. kem ke beyno ivØyivro\ hova KtaH bey vStu Ke. Aahaha¦ bey Ke, Aekno ivØy pyaRy Ke, ne Aekno ivØy\/uv Ke. p` bey Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦ AihHya to sMyGdxRnne Ýg! krvuH AevItragI pyaRy Ke, vItragI pyaRy Ke, Ae vItragI mUitR Ýwu Ke. Ae vItragI Sv$pne lÙene temaH |yane ne temaH Aekag/ta =taH smikt =ay Ke. Aahaha¦ \nalalÒ¦ Aahahaha¦Aa to sadI waØamaH AavI vStu Ke. laHbI vatHu p` FàH Ýkar p` vStu Aam Ke.Aahaha¦

te=I kæuH ne FÌvar khIAe KIAe ne ke —ijn soih Ae Aa„a, ijn soihAe AaTmaANy soih Ae kmR, Ae ih vcnse smj le ijnÝvcnka mmR Ôeke ]ImdŸmaH Aeno xBdbIÔe Ke —ijn soih Ae Aa„a ANy soih Ae kmR, kmR k!e ijnvcnse Aem AaƒuH pÀeno A=R Ae, ke vItrag mUitR Ýwu Aa„a¦ i5kaz vItrag Sv$p j¦ svR& Sv$p j¦prma„ Sv$p j, Ke Aahaha¦ Aeno Aa]y letaH, Aene |yanmaH |yey bnavtaH, Aahaha¦tene vtRman &annI pyaRymaH &ey bnavtaH. Aahahaha¦ je pyaRy Ýg! =ay Ae AinTyKe. kar` ke nhotI ne =ne? Ane AoluH to Ke, Ke ne Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

kaHitwa¦ Aola PlaiS!knaH wUkamaH kaH ha= Aave AevuH n=I Aa. Aahahaha¦pEsa peda bhu =ay Ke AemaH. \UzmaHy pEso n=I, Ae to jD Ke peda =ay to xuH AemaH?Aahaha¦ AenI pase É–aH Aave Ke Ae? Ae to mne mZya AevI mmta Aene AavI AenIpase. te mmta p` Aek pyaRy Ke, Ane mmta ivnanI cIj Ke Ae i5kazI ãƒ Ke.Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? AamaH Aavxe. pKI Aavxe j¡Ao.—inTy hoy te AinTy nhoy˜ Aem lage p` inTy Ke, Ae i5kazI Ke Ane Aeno in Ry krnarI pyaRy, Aa inTyAem in Ry krnarI pyaRy AinTy Ke. Ae Ke ivro\ Ke p` Ae Ke. smÔ uH kaH? Aahaha¦

—wed$p hoy te Awed$p n hoy.˜ vStu Awed Ke AemaH pyaRyno wed Ke. p` AamÔ e Awed hoy, te wed n hoy p` Awed Ke Ae pyaRye wed Ke. Aa, Ae vStunuH Sv$p AemKe. Aahahaha¦ Ane Awed vStu Ke i5kazI Ýwu¦ Aene pyaRyna wede Aeno in Ry =ay Ke.Ae!le vItragI pyaRy=I Awedno in Ry =ay Ke, wle vItragI hoy p` Ke pyaRy,

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sMyGdxRn&an cair5 Ae pyaRy Ke, Ane Ae pyaRy wed$p Ke. Ane wed$p p` Ke, AneAeno ivØy Awed p` Ke. Aam lage ke Awed ne wed ivro\ Ke, Awed hoy te wed n hoy.Ae Awed hoy te wed n hoy. p` hare bIÒ cIj Ke Ae wed$p Ke. Aahahaha¦ Aa to waÔ`vanI vat Ke, AHdr phelI to. Aahaha¦ jevI rIte vStu Sv$p Ke Ae rIte &an n =ayto te AHtrmaH nhÄ vzI xke. Aahaha¦ jevuH vStunuH Sv$p Ke, AevI rIte &an n =ay, toAe &an stŸ j n=I, to sacuH &an hoy, to ãƒne i5kaz Ô e, pyaRyne Ùi`k Ô e.Ô`Ine Ae sacuH &an Aem Ô e ke vStu i5kaz, pyaRy AinTy Ke, to Aene i5kaz _prÔy, AenuH lÙ i5kaz _pr Ôy. Aahaha¦ Ae lÙ Ke Ae sMyGdxRn ne &an Ke. Aahahaha¦

Aa to co=a lokno wava=R wre Ke. Ke? xuâ hoy te Axuâ n hoy, i5kazIwgvan xuå Ke te Axuâ n hoy, p` pyaRymaH Axuâ hoy. Axuâ pyaRy Ôe n hoy toAene vednmaH xuâ AanHd Aavvo ÔeAe. to pyaRymaH ßyare AanHdnuH vedn n=I, ke jeAanHdnI pyaRy \/uvne Aa]ye =ay AevI n=I, to Ae prna lÙe =ay AevI Axuâ pyaRyKe. Aahaha¦ Aa to bapu¦ jrI inv<i¿ lne¦ heH? Aahaha¦ Are AnHtkaz=I jene Aeksmy ma5 p`, sMyGdxRn xuH cIj Ke¦ Ýg! kyuÅ n=I bapu¦ Ae cIj kevI hoy wa¦Ae ko sa\ar`=I Ýg! =ay AevI cIj n=I. Aahaha¦

Ae xaÏ &an Ke, Ae prlÙI AinTy Ke. Ane Sv$pnuH &an Ke Ae SvlÙI, p` Ke&an AinTy. sMyG&an Ke Ae AinTy Ke, Ae pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ane vStu Ke, Ae xuâKe. vStu Ke, Ae vStu Ke Ae ApU R n hoy, Axuâ n hoy, Aavr` n hoy, ivk<t n hoy,vStu Ke Ae to vStu piv5 ipHD Ýwu Ke, p` AenuH jene lÙ n=I. Aeno jene Aa]yAnaid=I n=I te=I Aene prãƒno Aa]y Ke, pyaRymaH¦ Aa]y Ke ma!e TyaH Axuâta =ayKe. Ae Axuâta p` Ke. pyaRymaH Axuâta Ke. vStu xuâ Ke. Aahaha¦

(]ota : FiDkmaH xuâ ne FiDkmaH Axuâ) FiDkmaH ne FiDkmaH kone, Aene ne AeneAxuâ É–aH kæuH? jene xuâ kæuH Aene Axuâ É–aH kæuH? xuâ Ke to, Ae xuâ j Ke, p` AenepyaRy ÔeAe Ae n=I. Ae!le xuâ n=I. Ae=I Aene prne Aa]ye Axuâ Ke. Ae vStunuH Sv$pKe. Aahahaha¦ kho, devIlalÒ¦ Aa to loÒk=I to vat cale Ke. Aahahaha¦ ÝwunomagR Ke surano, Ae kayrnaH TyaH kam n=I bapa¦ Aahahaha¦ xuâ hoy te Axuâ n hoyAem ivro\ deqay, [Tyaid nyona ivØyomaH ivro\ Ke. ijnvcn k=HictŸ ivivÙa=I kApeÙaAe, ivivÙa Ae!le k ApeÙaAe? k Ape"aaAe stŸ, k Ape"aaAe AstŸ. i5kaznIApe"aaAe inTy, vtRmannI ApeÙaAe AinTy. i5kaznI ApeÙaAe xuâ, vtRmannI ApeÙaAeAxuâ. AnaidnuH Ke ¦ Aeva stŸ Ast$p, Aek Anek$p, inTy AinTy$p, wed Awed$p,xuâ Axuâ$p, je rIte iv>man vStu Ke, paKuH Aem. vStu Ae iv>man Ke, Ane AenI pyaRyp` iv>man Ke... ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke ke nihH? ny Ke &anno AHx to teno ivØyiv>man Ke ke nhÄ. pyaRy trIke iv>man Ke. ãVy trIke iv>man ãVy Ke.

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n=I, v/t pazo ne wi› kro ne, Aa kro ne te kro ne, Ae b\o Axuâ ivkarIwav, je prlÙe =ay Ke, Ae ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke. Aene inüynyno ivØy ßyaH Ýg!–o n=I toAene ƒvharnyno ivØy p` Aene n=I. Ae to AekaHt A&an Ke. Aahaha¦ xuH kæuH ?ke prai]t je!la v/t, inym, wi›, pUÔ Aaidno wav Ae rag Ke. Ane Ae b\aH prlÙIAe dxa pr idxa trfnaH vl`vazI dxa Ke. Tyare Aa„a je Ke Ae i5kazI xuâ Ke, Aenavl`vazI Ôe dxa hoy to to (Ae) xuâ hoy. Tyare Aena vl`vazI dxa n=I to- Tyareprna lÙvazI prnI idxa trf dxa #ze Ke, AevI AxuâtanI hEyatI Ke. \nalalÒ¦mohnlalÒ¦ pkDay AevuH Ke hzve hzve hÇ, veparIne veparmaH Aava gUHcI Gyane Ane AaAaqo magR ko¦ Aahaha¦

je rIte iv>man vStu Ke, ÔeyuH? i5kaz trIke inTy iv>man Ke, pyaRy trIkeAinTy iv>man Ke. i5kaz trIke xuâ iv>man Ke, pyaRy trIke Axuâ iv>man Ke AxuâKe. Axuâ n hoy to Aene AanHdnI dxanuH vedn hovuH ÔeAe, Ae n=I. Tyare Aene du:qnuHvedn Ke AxuâtanuH Ae p` Ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota : pEsa kmay Ke. AemaH kaH du:qnuH vednn=I.) kmavano wav j du:q Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae g`vano wav j du:q Ke, ke Aa pCcIslaq mZya ne ds laq mZya ne \Uz mzI ne. Ae to pap j Ke. Aahahaha¦ p` Ae Ke,pap j Ke gò to Ae. Aahahaha¦ prlÙInaH wavo j kyaR kre Ke FàH to, 22 klak 23klak. Aahaha¦

stŸsmagme Aene stŸ xaÏnaH vaHcn pircymaH Aave becar klak to TyaH xuwwav=ay, \mR pKI, p` xuwey Ke Ane Axuwey Ke. Aem iv>man Ke teno ivØy kraƒo Ke.jàƒo Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae rIte je rIte iv>man vStu Ke. Ae svR& isvay, vItragisvay, Aa vStu É–aHy ho xke nih. smÔ uH kaH? kemke vItrage vItrag pyaRy Ýg!krI. Ae vItragI ãƒne Aa]ye, Ae be vStu tene AenaH &anmaH AavI Ane AevuH AaƒuH AevuHAene k=nmaH kæuH, Aaha¦ vaÌmaH AaƒuH. Ae vaÌmaH AaƒuH AevuH iv>man vStune je Ke AerIte, Ae je rIte te e jàvI. Aahaha...¦ smÔy Ke kaH?

khIne ivro\ m!aDI de Ke, ÔeyuH. je rIte iv>man i5kazI trIke i5kaz iv>man Ke,pyaRy trIke pyaRy p` iv>man Ke. Ke ne? ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke ke ivØy n=I? to nyxenI? Aahahaha¦ pyaRy p` ƒvharnyno ivØy Ke, Ane i5kaz te inüynyno ivØyKe. be ivro\ hova KtaH bey rIte Ke. Aahaha¦ Aek ma`sne \mR krvo Ke. Tyare Aeno A=RAe =yo ke AenI pyaRymaH A\mR Ke. ãƒmaH kyaH? Tyare Aene pl!vuH Ke ne Ae pl!vanIdxamaH A\mR Ke ne? Ôe pl!vanI dxamaH A\mR n hoy to to \mR hovo ÔeAe. to Aene\mR krvo Ae to rhetuH n=I. Aahaha¦

mare \mR krvo Ke Ae xBdmaH |vin 5` _@I, Aek to vtRman A\mR Ke Aene !azIne\mR tenI dxamaH lavvo Ke be Ane \mR lavvo Ke Aeno Aa]y vStu ãƒ Ke. Aahaha¦\mRnI pyaRyno Aa]y prãƒ n=I. smÔ uH kaH[? Aahahaha¦ \mRnI pyaRyno Aa]y

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ãƒ Ke. kemke \mR je vItragI pyaRy Ke, \mR Ae vItragI pyaRy Ke, moÙmagR Ae vItragIpyaRy Ke. Ae vItrag Sv$p je i5kaz Ke tene Aa]ye =ay Ke. Ae!le bey isâ = gyuH.i5kazI ijnSv$p p` Ke. Ane Aene Aa]ye =yelI pyaRy, Aahahaha¦ Ae p` Ke beyiv>man Ke. te=I vtRman pyaRyna ivØyne ƒvharny kæo, (Ane) i5kazno ivØykrnar Aene inüy kæo, bey Ke vStu.

vedaHt ãƒne mane AekluH, p` te ãƒ Ke Ane du:q=I mu› =ay Aem je kæuH, ke waAek$p Ke Aem in Ry kr. p` Aek$p Ke nhÄ Aevo in Ry to Ke. to Ae pyaRymaH äEt p`to AavI GyuH, Ane Aekp uH in Ry krva Ôy Ke. Anekp e maNyuH'tuH Ae !ZyuH Ane Aek KuHAevuH to pyaRymaH AaƒuH. heH? !zvuH ne =vuH Ae to pyaRymaH Aave, !zvuH ne =vuH Ae \/uvmaHn hoy, Aahaha¦ Ae=I Ae khe Ke. wgvan ijnvcn je rIte Ke te rIte khIne, xuH kæuH?ijnvcn pheluH Ke ne? TyaH ijnvcn, k=HictŸ k ApeÙa=I, khIne ivro\ m!aDI de Ke.Aahaha¦ bapu Aa to smysar Ke. Aaha¦ heH? Aa to hÒ x$AatnI vat Ke. Aahahaha¦Ane AavuH ãƒ ne pyaRy ne xuâ ne pyaRy Axuâ Ane ãƒ xuâne paKI pyaRy p` xuâ AevuHÉ–aH Ke? (ijnvcnmaH Ke) smÔ`uH kaH? Aahaha¦

Ane te ãƒ je xuâ Ke, i5kazI wgvan Ke, tenuH lÙ kre Ke. Tyare Aene xuâ pyaRyÝg! =ay Ke. Ae Ýg! = Ke Ae pyaRy Ke. Ýg! =vuH ne n =vuH Ae to \/uv i5kaz Ke.jysuqwa¦ AavuH JI uH Ke bapu¦ Aahaha¦ viklatmaHy =o=a b\aH Ke NyaH. Aa tovItragnI vkIlat Ke bapa¦ Aena inymo ne Aena kayda¦ Aahaha¦ ijnvcn k=HictŸivivÙa, i5kaznI ApeÙaAe inTy Ke, vtRmannI ApeÙaAe AinTy Ke, Aem kheva=Iivro\ m!aDI de Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

AamaH to wa mgjne kezvvuH ÔeAe. Aa to vItrag svR& prme¬r jEnprme¬rno jEn\mR Ae jEn\mR Ae!le xuH? je ijnSv$p i5kaz Ke wgvan Aene Aa]ye=yelI dxa te jEn\mR Ane prna lÙe =yelo te A\mR. cahe to dya dan ne v/t wi› ho,p` Ke to Ae A\mR. kemke Sv cEtNy wgvan vItrag mUitR Ýwu Aene Aa]ye to Ae dxa= n=I. Ae to v/t ne tp ne wi› ne pUÔ ne b/ïcyR Ame xrIr=I b/ïcyR pazIAeKIAe. Are¦ xrIr Ae!le jD, Aaha¦ Aena=I b/ïcyR pazvuH Ae!le xuH? Ae to ivkLp Ke,xuwrag Ke. Aahaha¦ (]ota : b/ïcyR kone khevuH.) b/ï nam Aa„a AanHdno na= AemaHcrvuH nam rmvuH AenuH nam b/ïcyR (Ke).

AolamaH AaƒuH' tuH kale nhÄ? AnuwUit te jEn\mR Ke. Ane Anuxasn, AemaH AeAaVyuH'tuH wa Anuxasn Ae!le ke AemaH rmvuH. Aahaha¦ AanHdSv$pne ¹iÚmaH lI\o KetemaH rmvuH, Ae sHym Ke. Aahahaha¦ Ae sHym p` pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ kemke Ýg!I nvIdxa Ýg!I Ke, Ýg!e te gu n hoy ãƒ n hoy, ãƒ ne gu to i5kaz rhenara Ke.Aahaha¦ bdle nax =ay ne _pje Ae to pyaRymaH hoy, Aahaha¦ te=I kevz&an p`_pje Ke Ae pyaRy Ke. Aahaha¦ Ae ijnvcn. Aahaha¦


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ko ApeÙaAe kheva=I i5kazne inTy khIne pyaRyne AinTy kI\I, i5kazne xuâkI\uH pyaRyne Axuâ kI\I. Ae ApeÙaAe be nyno ivØy ivro\ hova KtaH m!aDI de Ke. Aehoy Ke, Ae rIte hoy Ke. j¡õI kLpna krtuH n=I. vItrag va`I ko kLpna=I = n=I,Ae to stŸ Ke te rIte va`I AavI Ke. Aahaha¦

ijnvcn, ãƒai=Rk ne pyaRyai=Rk be nyomaH, ãƒai=Rk Ae!le i5kazI ãƒ, AeneÔ`naro ny Ane pyaRy Ae!le vtRman AvS=ane Ô`naro ny pyaRyai=Rk be nyomaHÝyojnvx, j$iryatne kar e potana law =vane kar e, xuâ ãƒai=Rknyne muQy krI.Aahaha¦ potanuH Ýyojn suqnuH Ke. Ae suqnI Ýaiºne kar e xuâ ãƒai=Rknyne muQykrIne te Ke Aem kI\uH Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aa„anuH Ýyojn to suqI =vanuH Ke ne?suqI =vana Ýyojnne ma!e xuâ ãƒai=Rknyne muQy krI tene inüy kæo, te Ke te stŸKe Aem kæuH.. Ane Axuâ ãƒai=Rk$p. Ae!le xuH? Axuâ Ke to ƒvharno ivØy AapyaRyai=Rk, p` Ae ãƒ pote pyaRyp e Axuâp e pir`MyuH Ke. pyaRyp e hÇ, Ae=IAxuâãƒai=Rkny kæuH. kmRne lne nih, prne lne nih. Ae ãƒ pote pyaRymaH Axuâp epir`MyuH Ke. Ae pyaRymaH hÇ - ãƒ pote Axuâ =tuH n=I. Aahaha¦ Ae ãƒ pote pyaRymaHAxuâp e, Axuâ ãƒai=Rk$p Aene kæuH. ivkarp e pir`me Ke je pyaRy Aene Axuâãƒai=Rk khI Ae!le je ãƒ Ke teno Ae pyaRy Ke. p` Ae Axuâ Ke Ae=I Aene Axuâãƒai=RkkI\I, Ae Axuâ ãƒai=Rk pote pyaRy Ke. Aahaha...¦

Ae pyaRyai=Rk nyne gaE krI, n=I Aem nih, p` Aene gaE krI, Ane i5kazIne,inüyne muQy krI Ane tene ƒvhar khe Ke. Aahahaha¦ pyaRy ma5 hova KtaH, Axuâtahova KtaH, tene gaE krIne ƒvhar khe Ke. Ane i5kazne muQy krIne inüy khe Ke,i5kazne muQy krIne pyaRyne n=I, Aem kheta n=I... gaE krIne n=I Aem kæuH Ke.Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?

hve, Aava nvrax É–aH, AamaH levI? bayDIAone Aaqo id' \H\a raH\vuH ne, sUpDesozvuH ne, papD krvane, xuH khevay vDI ne, Kokrane sacvvane, inxaze jva phela AeneraH\Ine qvDavvuH pheluH ne nhÄtr !am = Ôy, Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Aava vqtmaH AaÉ–aH in Ry krva Aavo b\o, Ane vqt to haLyo Ôy Ke Ýwu¦ Aahaha¦

Aava ijnvcnmaH je puruØ rm` kre, Aava Ae!le? ƒvharne gaE krI Ane ãƒnemuQy krI, ãƒmaH je rme Ke. Aem khevano Aeno A=R Ke. Aano A=R Aevo kre Ke ke bey nymaHrm` krvuH ijnvcHis, ijnvcne be ny kI\I Ke. p` be nymaH Aek nyne gaE krI, AneAek nyne muQy krIne temaH rmvuH Ke. smÔ uH kaH[? Aahaha¦ kemke rmvuH Ke Ae to pyaRy Ke,jemaH rmvuH Ke Ae ãƒ Ke. smÔ uH kaH? te=I te pyaRyne pyaRy _prnuH lÙ KoDavva, pyaRynegaE krIne ƒvhar kæo. Ane i5kazIne muQy krIne inüy kæo. Aeva i5kazI je Aa„a\/uv inTyanHd Ýwu Ae ijnvcnmaH _padey trIke v Rƒo Ke. kzx !IkamaH Ae Ke, ijnvcHisrmHte, Aeno A=R Ae kyÈ Ke ke ijnvcnmaH i5kazI ãƒne _padey kæuH Ke. \nalalÒ¦

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(]ota:- bHne nyone n KoDvI ÔeAe Aem p` kæuH Ke ne?) ny Ke ne? n=I? Kema!e KoDvI nhÄ ÔeAe. gu S=an wed n=I? smikt &anaid wed Ke ke nih? Ke ma!e AeneKoDvI n ÔeAe. n=I Aem nih. p` Ke ma!e te Aa]y krva layk Ke Aem n=I. Aahaha¦Aava ijnvcnmaH je Ae!le ke, je ãƒai=Rkne muQy krIne kæuH, Aeva ijnvcnmaH je AaƒuHAeva inTyanHd ÝwumaH je rm` kre. Aahahaha¦ shÔ„ Sv$p shj trIke pl!tIAvS=a p` ßyaH n=I. AevuH shÔ„Sv$p¦ xuâ ijnibHb Ýwu¦ Ae j _padey Ke AemijnvcnmaH kæuH Ke. AadrÌy ne sTkar krva jevuH hoy g/h` krva jevuH hoy, to Ae xuâi5kazI ãƒ Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH[?

vato JIÌ ka#vI ne smÔùH kaH paKuH khevuH, p` magR to Aavo Ke bapa wa¦ATyare to ivHqa GyuH Ke. Aahaha¦ ATyare to v/t, tp, wi›, pUÔ ne Apvas nepirØh shn kro Ae b\uH kLya` =axe tmaruH. Aahaha¦ Ae shn kre Ke Ae É–aH Ae to Êo\$H\ayelo Ke n=I ;bhene' lQyuH? AakruH kam wa¦ Ae ko ƒi›nuH kaH nih Aap e tosTynI vStu xuH? ƒi›nI jvabdarI to ƒi›ne Ke. ê\a piràmnuH fz to, AenevedvanuH Ke ne? bIÔne xuH Ke? Aahaha...¦ ko ÝTye Aem ivro\ nhÄ, Anadr nhÄ.itrSkar nhÄ Ae Ýwu Ke. wgvan¦ Arere¦ Aene ivro\tana wavmaH, ivro\ du:qna fzAavxe bapu¦ Aahaha¦ Aena ÝTye Anadr n krvo ÔeAe, kru a lavvI ÔeAe.Aahahaha¦

AihHya to Ýwu Aem khe Ke ke ijnvcnmaH, AavuH ijnvcn kevuH? ke muQyne inüykhe Ane pyaRyne gaE krIne Vyvhar khe, Aeva ijnvcnmaH Ae!le AevI muQy vStu KetemaH rme. gaE krIne Vyvhar kæo ne Vyvhar KoDva jevo Ke. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH?kaHitwa¦ AamaH ÉyaH nvrax mze Ke? Aa vqtnI. Aahaha¦ Arere¦ Aene krva jevuHÝwu, bIÔ mane n mane smje AenI hare kaH sHbH\ n=I.

pote wgvan¦ pU aRnHdno na=¦ ijnSv$pI¦ teno Aa]y kravva tene muQy krInete j Ke, Aem kæuH. tene muQy krIne te j Ke Aem kæuH. Aene pyaRy Ke tene gaE krIne te n=Item kæuH. Aahahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? Aeva puruØo Aa xuâaTmane y=a=R pame Ke. Aahaha¦

qreqr to je xuâ pyaRy sMyGdxRn Ke, Ae Svna lÙe =ay Ke. KtaH te ãVy=I =tIn=I, pyaRy=I pyaRy =ay Ke. smÔ uH kaH? _TpadŸ je smiktno =yo Ae _TpadŸne \/uvnop` Aa]y n=I, _TpadŸne Vyyno Aa]y n=I, Aene \/uvno Aa]y n=I, Ae to SvtH5_TpadŸ =yo Ke. Aahaha¦ smÔ uH kaH? kemke xaÏmaH to Aem kæuH 101 ga=a, Ývcnsar¦_TpadŸne \/uvno Aa]y n=I, _TpadŸne VyynuH AalHbn n=I, ke Vyy Ke ma!e _TpadŸ =ay Ke,\/uv Ke ma!e _TpadŸ =ay Ke. Aahahahaha¦ pyaRy p` sMyGdxRn &an Ae pyaRy Ke Ane_TpadŸ$pe Ke, Ane te stŸ Ke. Ae stŸno Ae!lo fer ke Ae pyaRynuH lÙ Aam Ôy Ke Ae!luH,p` Aene ãVyno Aa]y mZyo ma!e pyaRy = Aem n=I.

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Anaid AWyas n mze. Ane Aa AWyas rag ne äeØ ne, Aahaha¦ pu~y papno,prno to AWyas Ke j nih, prno to krI xkto j n=I. ivkarno AWyas Ke Anaid=Ixuw ne Axuwwavno. Ane te p` xuw-Axuw pyaRy p` tene kaze _TpNn =vamaH jenekmRnI ApeÙa n=I, \/uvnI ApeÙa n=I. Aahahaha¦ AakruH pDe Ke ATyare to mo!a-mo!apHiDto go=a qay Ke. nhÄ, ivkar pyaRy kmRne lne =ay. nhÄtr Svwav = Ôxe,wa¦ pyaRyno te Ýkarno te smyno _Tpi¿no kaz Ke te smye =ay Ke. Aahahaha¦jenI ivkarI pyaRy Ke, im+yaTvnI tene ãVynoy Aa]y n=I, tene pUvR pyaRynoy Aa]yn=I, tem inim¿no Aa]y n=I. Aahahaha¦ AevuH vStunuH Sv$p j Ae rIte Ke, Ae rIte nÔ e to ivprIt ¹iÚ Ke. smÔ uH kaH?

je ko ijnvcn Ae!le AaTmamaH rme Ke, Ae!le ke i5kazI &ayk Sv$p wgvanAena trf jenuH lÙ Ôy Ke. bs¦ Aa!lo fer¦ te xuâaTmane y=a=R pame Ke. Aahaha¦ texuâ AaTmane jem Ke tem pame Ke. ivxeØ khevaxe.

- Ýma`vcn guÌdev.

Ane inüy=I toprma=R ¹iÚAe to wgvan \/uv Ke Ae piràmno p`ktaR n=I. kemke Ae svR&nI je pyaRy Ke Ae ktaR, kr` Aaidna Ø!Ÿkark=I Aepirìt éwI =ay Ke, ãVyne kar e nih, Aa.. ha.. ha...¦ AavuH vItragSv$pAevuH JI uH (Ke), bapu¦

;pHcaiStkay sHg/h' nI bas@ ga=amaH kæuH ne? ivkarna piràm je Ke,im+yaTvna-ivprIt ]âana je piràm Ke Ane rag-äeØna (piràm Ke), Aepiràmno ktaR p` piràm (Ke) piràmno ktaR ãVy nih. Aa.. ha.. ha...¦Ae im+yaTv, rag-äeØna piràmno ktaR piràm, piràmnuH kayR piràm,piràmnuH sa\n piràm, piràm ma!e piràm kyuÅ, piràm=I piràm=yaH, piràmne Aa\are piràm =ya, ãVyna Aa\are nih- ãVy=I nih, Aa..ha.. ha...¦ wa...¦ Tyare Aa svR&Svwav p` inüy=I j¡Ao (to) Ýwu...¦Aa.. ha.. ha...¦ Vyvhar=I gme te!lI vatuH AavI hoy (ke), pUveR moÙmagR htone Aene lne kevz =yuH Ane ãVyne Aa]y=I =yuH...¦ pUvRnI pyaRy=I =ay, Aeka#I naqIAe¦ (A=aRtŸ) _TpadnI ApeÙaAe kevz&anno _Tpad =yo Aene pUvRnako VyynI ApeÙa n=I, tene inim¿nI ApeÙa n=I, tene \/uvnI ApeÙa n=I¦¦Aa.. ha.. ha.. ha....¦ Aa te kaH vItragnuH tÀv&an....¦ ¦ bhu JI uH wa¦

Aa.. ha.. ha...¦ (ÝvCan su\a wag-2 pana nH. 346‡47 pU.guÌdev]Ina ÝvCan)

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