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To Build My Shadow a Fire

Books by David Wevill

Penguin Modern Poets 4 (with David Holbrook and Christopher Middleton) (1963)

Birth of a Shark (1964)

A Christ of the Ice-Floes (1966)

Penguin Modern European Poets: Sándor Weöres and Ferenc Juhász (1970)

Firebreak (1971)

Where the Arrow Falls (1974)

Casual Ties (1983)

Other Names for the Heart: New and Selected Poems 1964–1984 (1985)

Figure of Eight: New Poems and Selected Translations (1987)

Figure of Eight (1988)

Child Eating Snow (1994)

Solo With Grazing Deer (2001)

Departures: Selected Poems (2003)

Asterisks (2007)

TO BUILD MY SHADOW A FIREThe Poetry and Translations

of David Wevill

Edited by Michael McGriff

Truman State University PressNew Odyssey Series

Published by Truman State University Press, Kirksville, Missouri USAtsup.truman.edu© 2010 Truman State University PressNew Odyssey SeriesAll rights reserved

Cover image: “Bizarre Tree in Front of Sand Dune,” Mlenny Photography, with permission of iStockphoto.

Cover design: Teresa WheelerType: Arno Pro © Adobe Systems Inc.; Galahad © Adobe Systems Inc.Printed by: Edwards Brothers Inc., Ann Arbor, Michigan USA

Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Wevill, David, 1935–To build my shadow a fire : the poetry and translations of David Wevill / David Wevill; selected, edited, and with an introduction by Michael McGriff. p. cm. — (New Odyssey series)Includes index.ISBN 978-1-935503-04-0 (pbk. : alk. paper)1. Canadian poetry—20th century. I. McGriff, Michael, 1976– II. Title.PR9199.3.W4257T6 2010811'.54—dc22

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No part of this work may be reproduced or transmitted in any format by any means without written permission from the publisher.

The paper in this publication meets or exceeds the minimum requirements of the American National Standard for Information Sciences—Permanence of Paper for Printed Library Materi-als, ANSI Z39.48–1992.

For Mike and Britta, who lit the fire and kept it going.

I’m carried in my shadowlike a violinin its black case.

—Tomas Tranströmer

Contents

Author’s Preface | xivEditor’s Preface | xvAcknowledgments | xviiIntroduction | xix

Part One Poetryfrom Penguin Modern Poets 4 (1963)

The Two-Colored Eagle | 3My Father Sleeps | 3Spiders | 4Last Settlers | 6Monsoon | 6The Venturers | 7Separation | 8Impression During an Interview | 9Clean Break | 10Puddles | 11At Rideau Falls | 12The Crèche | 12

from Birth of a Shark (1964)Poem | 15Germinal | 15Fraying-Stocks | 17A Legend | 18Wine-Cask | 19Fugue for Wind and Rain | 20Third Time Lucky | 22The Birth of a Shark | 22The Black Ox’s Curved Back | 26Cockroach and Star | 26The Circle | 27Two Riders | 28

from A Christ of the Ice-Floes (1966)Love-Stones | 31A Christ of the Ice-Floes | 32Winter Homecoming | 33Catkins | 34Last Snow | 35Meditation on a Pine-Cone | 36Self-Portrait at Ten | 39Visit of the Son | 40Diamonds | 42Either/Or | 44Dirge | 45Construction Site | 46Wherever Men Have Been | 47

from Firebreak (1971)Poem | 51Taos | 52Texas Spring | 52For Woodwinds | 53A Beginning | 54Three | 55Nocturnes | 56Memorial II | 57X4 | 58Lament | 60October | 60Sickness | 61From a Yoruba Poem | 63

from Where the Arrow Falls (1974)Part One (excerpts)1 | 658 | 6610 | 6713 | 6814 | 68

16 | 7020 | 7126 | 7229 | 7332 | 7836 (excerpt) | 7939 | 8141 | 8246 | 84

Part Two1 | 852 | 853 | 864 | 875 | 876 | 887 | 888 | 899 | 9010 | 9011 | 9012 | 92

from Casual Ties (1983)They That Hunt You | 95The Big List | 96Birthday | 97Being Absent | 98Telephone | 99Talking | 100The Text | 101Ring of Bone | 102Tiger Tiger | 103A First Drawing | 104

from Other Names for the Heart: New and Selected Poems 1964–1984 (1985) Spain | 121

Rincón for Paco the Fool | 121Rincón for the Face in Hotels | 122Grace | 123The Unapproachable | 124Redtails | 125Late Sonnet V | 126Shallots | 126Polonaise | 127Scavenging | 128Visitors | 128Snow Country | 129Other Names for the Heart | 132Neutrons | 134Cante Hondo | 135The Conquest | 135Inktonmi, a Prayer | 136Paracentric | 137

from Figure of Eight: New Poems and Selected Translations (1987)Premonition | 140Figure of Eight | 141Interstice | 153Patterns Leaves Make | 153Proof of How it Should Look | 154Spain and Kafka | 155And Language is Everything | 157Assia | 157Climbing | 158

from Child Eating Snow (1994)Baby Upside Down in a Light Snowfall | 161Child Eating Snow | 161Exuberance (Paul Klee) | 164Separation in the Evening (Paul Klee, 1922) | 165Paris, 1957 | 166Poem Depending on Dashes | 166Namelessness | 168Old Legends | 168

Ethnic Poem II | 169Night Bus South | 170Beyond | 170A Window in London | 171Vigil | 171An Event About to Happen | 172Bettelheim | 173In Late June | 174Conversation | 174Heat Wave | 175Summer Morning | 175

from Solo With Grazing Deer (2001)Lamp | 178Sabi | 178Rune | 179Landscape | 179

| 181Stump | 182Railroad Tracks, House for Sale and Clouds | 183Happiness | 184Wild Eyes | 185Frictions | 185Sunlight Through Blinds, Four O’clock, Facing West | 186Answers | 187Departures | 188Time Out | 189Solo With Grazing Deer | 190

from Asterisks (2007)3. | 1935. | 1939. | 19411. | 19412. | 19517. | 19619. | 19721. | 197

24.  |  19827.  |  19933.  |  20036.  |  20044.  |  20145.  |  20249.  |  203

Part Two TranslationsFerenc JuhászIntroduction to Ferenc Juhász  |  207

Silver  |  213Gold  |  213Birth of the Foal  |  214Then There Are Fish  |  215Comet-Watchers  |  215Mary  |  217The Tower of Rezi  |  217November Elegy  |  219The Boy Changed into a Stag Clamors at the Gate of Secrets  |  221Hunger and Hate  |  233Four Seasons  |  234The Flower of Silence  |  235A Church in Bulgaria  |  235A Message Too Late  |  239Black Peacock  |  240The Rainbow-Colored Whale  |  242Thursday, Day of Superstition  |  246

A Note on Fernando Pessoa,  San Juan de la Cruz, and Alberto de Lacerda  |  253

Fernando PessoaAfter the Fair  |  254Every day I discover  |  254

Henry the Navigator | 256Ode | 256On a Book Abandoned on a Journey | 257

San Juan de la CruzThe Dark Night | 258

Alberto de LacerdaFour | 260Bones of man | 261In Hadrian’s Palace | 261Poem for Octavio Paz | 262Here | 262Palace of Piero Della Francesca | 263Your beauty hurts | 264Ceremony | 264Sun within | 265

About the Editor | 266Index of Titles | 267Index of First Lines | 269

Author’s Preface

It is difficult to preface a book that covers so much of one’s lifetime. The poems and other work in this selection represent some forty-five years, dur-ing which there have been many life-changes, changes of circumstance and place, especially my move from England to America in the late sixties.

There have been changes, too, in voice, style, and technique. An earlier rhetorical energy gave way to a more stripped-down, quieter economy of expression, relying more on image than descriptive elaboration. But while much has changed, weathered perhaps, some themes and preoccupations remain, I think, as ground-notes throughout. They are part of one’s shadow, for better or worse, they move as one’s self moves.

The poems here, I hope, speak for themselves. The short prose-form pieces are another way of speaking. The translations are occasional, except for the Juhász poems, which were commissioned by Penguin. With virtu-ally all the translations I’ve needed the help of native speakers.

Lastly, and importantly, I owe this book to Michael McGriff, a fine poet and friend. He conceived it, he shaped it and put it together, and his energy, effort, and patience nursed it to publication. I owe him a very great debt of thanks.

David WevillAustin, TexasSeptember 2009

Editor’s Preface

Toni Morrison has written somewhere that she began her life as a novelist when she made the simple decision to write the books that she wanted to read. I admire this sentiment as both a reader and writer—it’s a warning against listening to the various taste-makers and dictators of culture, and it’s a call to action, an invitation to make it new, a celebration of the individual voice. To this end, the roots of To Build My Shadow a Fire are straightfor-ward. I wanted to read (and wanted to share with others) a book that didn’t exist, so I had to make it myself. When I received David Wevill’s blessing for this endeavor, I proceeded not as a scholar or critic (that is to say, with no formulated aesthetic agenda or tinted biographical lens), but as an avid reader and admirer of the poetry itself. I let my intuition about the work guide me during the editorial process, with David serving as both sounding board and veto holder. That said, assembling a collection like this is not sim-ply the process of compiling the “best” work. A book of poetry (be it an ed-ited collection or an individual volume), essentially, is a unified, sequential work, with each poem being a distinct source of light shining within a pool of light. The editorial challenge is to find the many arcs of the work, and to highlight those arcs with the most invisible of hands, for to cast a shadow or hold up a mirror does a great and potentially dangerous disservice to the writer, the reader, and ultimately, to the art itself. This invisibility act proved complicated when excerpting from the long sequences in Firebreak, Where the Arrow Falls, and Asterisks. I wanted to honor the narrative, thematic, and stylistic threads in each of these works by piecing together key sequential portions that spoke to the overall trajectory of the given piece. Though it is undeniable that the ideal and most contextualized way to enter a poet’s work is to enter it in its entirety and on its own terms, and though it is the nature of a book such as this to be suggestive rather than comprehensive, it is also true that a thoughtful selection of a writer’s work will open as many doors as the reader is willing to step through.

Projects like these are never tackled alone, and I have many to thank. Of course, my thanks to David Wevill for entrusting me with such a rare, important, and meaningful undertaking. Thanks to Britta Ameel, Eavan Boland, Carl Adamshick, Michael Dickman, Matthew Dickman, Charles Seluzicki, and Bruce Meyer for offering invaluable support and editorial ad-vice. Thanks to Tony Frazer at Shearsman Books for sending me a copy of

Wevill’s obscure chapbook Figure of Eight. I would also like to express my appreciation for Barry Callaghan and Michael Callaghan at Exile Editions Ltd.—both are long-standing champions of Wevill’s poetry and deserve to be recognized for their efforts. Many heartfelt thanks to Nancy Rediger, Barbara Smith-Mandell, and Jim Barnes at Truman State University Press. Without their vision, this book would not exist.

Michael McGriffSan FranciscoSeptember 2009

Acknowledgments

Works in this volume have been previously published in the following books:

Penguin Modern Poets 4 (Penguin, 1963)

Birth of a Shark (Macmillan, 1964)

A Christ of the Ice-Floes (Macmillan, 1966)

Penguin Modern European Poets: Sándor Weöres and Ferenc Juhász (Penguin, 1970)

Firebreak (Macmillan, 1971)

Where the Arrow Falls (Macmillan, 1974)

Casual Ties (Curbstone Publishing Company, 1983)

Other Names for the Heart: New and Selected Poems 1964–1984 (Exile Editions, 1985)

Figure of Eight: New Poems and Selected Translations (Exile Editions, 1987)

Child Eating Snow (Exile Editions, 1994)

Solo With Grazing Deer (Exile Editions, 2001)

Asterisks (Exile Editions, 2007)

Introduction    xix

Introduction

Michael McGriff

David Wevill was born a Canadian in Yokohama, Japan, where his  family had lived for two generations, in 1935. His family left for Canada before the outbreak of World War II. Wevill grew up in Canada, and moved to England to  attend  Caius  College,  Cambridge,  where  he  graduated  with  honors  in English and history (M.A.) in 1958. During the 1960s Wevill lived in Lon-don, Burma (where he taught at the University of Mandalay for two years), and Spain. He moved to Texas in 1968, where he joined the Department of English at the University of Texas at Austin. He became a dual citizen (Canada and the United States) in 1994, and taught in the English depart-ment at Texas until his retirement in 2007. He continues to reside in Austin.

Wevill gained recognition as a promising new voice during his involve-ment with the rich poetry culture surrounding the University of Cambridge in  the  late  1950s.  Four  of  Wevill’s  earliest  published  poems  are  found  in Poetry from Cambridge: 1958 (Fortune Press, 1958). In addition to Wevill, twenty-one  poets  comprise  Poetry from Cambridge, most  notably  Sylvia Plath, Robert Wallace, and Ted Hughes. More notoriously, Wevill was asso-ciated with The Group, an unofficial “workshop” collective of young poets in London. Whether by design or by chance, the poems generated by The Group served as a stark contrast to the creative efforts generated by the so-called Movement. The Movement poets were featured in Robert Conquest’s 1956 New Lines anthology (Macmillan) and tended toward a conservative, somewhat neoclassical, and traditionally formal aesthetic. The Group was facilitated  by  Philip  Hobsbaum  in  1954,  then  by  Edward  Lucie-Smith  in 1959. The ranks of The Group included an ever-shifting amalgamation of young poets whose origins were as varied as Pakistan, Australia, Cyprus, and  Jamaica.  In  addition  to  Wevill,  The  Group  facilitated,  to  varying  de-grees, the creative efforts of Zulfikar Ghose, George MacBeth, Peter Porter, Peter Redgrove, Fleur Adcock, and Nathaniel Tarn. When Hobsbaum left Cambridge to lecture at Queen’s College, Belfast, he organized the so-called Belfast Group. During its tenure, The Belfast Group included, among oth-ers, Seamus Heaney, Michael Longley, Ciarán Carson, and Paul Muldoon. In 1963 Edward Lucie-Smith and Philip Hobsbaum edited A Group Anthol-ogy (Oxford University Press), which included five poems by David Wevill, the anthology’s lone North American voice.

xx    Introduction

England’s early 1960s gave rise to one of the most influential English-language poetry venues in the postwar era, the Penguin Modern Poets se-ries. Eschewing the traditional hardbound single-author volume, Penguin published three authors in each of its Modern Poets titles, all of which were sold as inexpensive pocket-sized paperbacks. From 1962 to 1979, Penguin published eighty-one poets (twenty-seven books) in this format, including Lawrence Durrell, Allen Ginsberg, William Carlos Williams, Charles Bu-kowski, John Ashbery, Edwin Muir, Kenneth Koch, and Denise Levertov, as well as several poets featured in A Group Anthology. The fourth title in this series, Penguin Modern Poets 4 (Penguin, 1963), showcased the poetry of David Holbrook, Christopher Middleton, and David Wevill. In this vol-ume, readers first caught a broader glimpse of Wevill’s distinct style, which is marked by a controlled, muscular line, dark and earthy imagery, and a lyr-ical voice that speaks from the empirical world as it leaps toward the realm of the figurative. We can see these traits in the opening and final stanzas of Wevill’s first poem in Penguin Modern Poets 4, “The Two-Colored Eagle.” 

The last days wrenched her inward completely.Her beak scraped inner brain,Her skull turned to old rocks and the wine seeped out dry.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Now her iron-age furnace heartHardens too, with October, the dead in our bones.It is a grim place to bring love.

The speaker in these poems, and to a larger extent in the later work, finds himself out in the wilderness, sorting through his desires and fears amid an organic, uncontrollable, and oftentimes violent terrain. In this metaphori-cal territory, the voice wears the mask of the pilgrim, the exile, and the Or-phic figure. 

One year after the publication of Penguin Modern Poets 4, Wevill pro-duced his first  full-length collection, Birth of a Shark (Macmillan, 1964). This book contains the best work in Penguin Modern Poets 4 and an ample selection of new work. Birth of a Shark resonates both tonally and themati-cally with his first publication, continuing the search to create a language for the precarious relationship between death, life, and the elemental. As seen 

Introduction    xxi

in the following excerpts from the long poem “Fugue for Wind and Rain,” the  voice  has  the  capacity  to  become  a  synthesis  of  man  and  landscape, both of which are acted upon by a sense of darkness, isolation, and danger. 

We come into a new time; the heavy-moonedDarkness hangs its orange crater flareAbove the sea.My beaches are quiet: not a crabShuffles to disgorge its load of soft bulk from its outwornShell and dieIn patterns on the sand. …. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

We come into a new time,The world and myself: …

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

… In my effort to call them backI make slaves of everything I see: that ditchWhere wineskin-fat cactuses grippedThe white solid fortress rock,Where red-black beetles fought and tore at each other’sStrung nerves: in the violence of thunder off the hills’One rainstorm in a month,—In our bodies gored by the flame of July night.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

This sea has many coasts,And every inch and brown poolIs a fingerprint.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

xxii    Introduction

… I look for the change of light, nowOver this sea: which tomorrow promises only by small chanceTo reveal, be re-revealedThrough its weak heart of water, my body, my blood.

Birth of a Shark was greeted with critical acclaim in the UK, and quickly went  into  a  second  printing.  In  1965, Birth of a Shark garnered  the  Arts Council Book Prize for the best first or second book published in the three previous years (an award shared with Philip Larkin for his collection The Whitsun Weddings), the Richard Hillary Prize, and an Arts Council Poetry Bursary.

For Wevill, 1966 marked a meteoric year. His work was showcased in the revised and enlarged edition of A. Alvarez’s seminal anthology, The New Poetry (Oxford University Press, 1966); he published his second full-length collection, A Christ of the Ice-Floes  (Macmillan, 1966); he was awarded a second Arts Council Poetry Bursary; and A Christ of the Ice-Floes was run-ner-up for Canada’s Governor General’s Award (which Margaret Atwood won for The Circle Game). In addition to the poetry showcased in The New Poetry, Alvarez’s  truculent,  finger-pointing  introduction  to  the  anthology, “Beyond the Gentility Principle,” helped to make the book both an instant controversy  and  an  instant  success  (The New Poetry  eventually  sold  over 150,000 copies). In “Beyond the Gentility Principle,” he railed against the decency,  politeness,  and  bourgeois  conservatism  he  found  at  play  in  the English poets of the postwar era, particularly the Movement poets:

Of the nine poets to appear in this [New Lines], six, at the time, were university teachers, two librarians, and one a Civil Servant. It was, in short, academic-administrative verse, polite, knowledge-able, efficient, polished, and, in its quiet way, even intelligent. What it had to offer positively was more difficult to describe.

In its first edition, The New Poetry postured itself as an all-English anthology, though it contained the work of American poets Robert Lowell and John Berryman. In short, The New Poetry  featured the poets who would define their generation: Donald Davie, Philip Larkin, Michael Hamburger, Chris-topher Middleton, Charles Tomlinson, Thom Gunn, Ted Hughes, Geoffrey Hill, George MacBeth, Ian Hamilton. In  its revised and enlarged edition, The New Poetry shed its English-only parameters, adding Sylvia Plath, Anne 

Introduction    xxiii

Sexton, Peter Porter, and David Wevill to its table of contents.A Christ of the Ice-Floes follows the trajectory of Wevill’s previous work, 

yet it differs in three ways. The poems in this volume, arguably, are his most distinctly Canadian—not in the sense of nationalism or populism, but in the sense that many of the poems deal directly with details of landscape and place exclusive to the Canada of the author’s adolescence. Secondly, the po-ems in this collection signal the beginning of Wevill’s experiment with the fragment and poetic line, as seen here in  “Either/Or.” 

Iyou

witnesses—

the doors between us  glass doorsthrough the clothes and skin

and the senses’circuit

from event to eventare interlocking circles

never concentricnever the same wound in the same place

but a shift in the airlike a mouth riding alone  through the spaces

of rooms: speakingwhisper-cautions  less than that  lip-readings

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I fret for the future  but am at peace in the nowand no new thing

can blend us or divide usbeyond what we are

and will be.

Thirdly, this volume marks Wevill’s first explicit engagement with the ethical dilemmas surrounding modernization, mechanization, and the environment, 

Index of Titles 267

Symbols and Numbers

, 1811, 65, 852, 853, 86, 1934, 875, 87, 1936, 887, 888, 66, 899, 90, 19410, 67, 9011, 90, 19412, 92, 19513, 6814, 6816, 7017, 19619, 19720, 7121, 19724, 19826, 7227, 19929, 7332, 7833, 20036, 20036 (excerpt), 7939, 8141, 8244, 20145, 20246, 8449, 203

AA Beginning, 54A Christ of the Ice-Floes, 32A Church in Bulgaria, 235

A First Drawing, 104After the Fair, 254A Legend, 18A Message Too Late, 239And Language is Everything,

157An Event About to Happen,

172Answers, 187Assia, 157At Rideau Falls, 12A Window in London, 171

BBaby Upside Down in a

Light Snowfall, 161Being Absent, 98Bettelheim, 173Beyond, 170Birthday, 97Birth of the Foal, 214Black Peacock, 240Bones of man, 261

CCante Hondo, 135Catkins, 34Ceremony, 264Child Eating Snow, 161Clean Break, 10Climbing, 158Cockroach and Star, 26Comet-Watchers, 215Construction Site, 46Conversation, 174

DDepartures, 188Diamonds, 42Dirge, 45

EEither/Or, 44Ethnic Poem II, 169Every day I discover, 254Exuberance (Paul Klee), 164

FFigure of Eight, 141For Woodwinds, 53Four, 260Four Seasons, 234Fraying-Stocks, 17Frictions, 185From a Yoruba Poem, 63Fugue for Wind and Rain, 20

GGerminal, 15Gold, 213Grace, 123

HHappiness, 184Heat Wave, 175Henry the Navigator, 256Here, 262Hunger and Hate, 233

IImpression During an Inter-

view, 9In Hadrian’s Palace, 261Inktonmi, a Prayer, 136In Late June, 174Interstice, 153

LLament, 60Lamp, 178

Index of Titles

268 Index of Titles

Landscape, 179Last Settlers, 6Last Snow, 35Late Sonnet V, 126Love-Stones, 31

MMary, 217Meditation On a Pine-Cone,

36Memorial II, 57Monsoon, 6My Father Sleeps, 3

NNamelessness, 168Neutrons, 134Night Bus South, 170Nocturnes, 56November Elegy, 219

OOctober, 60Ode, 256Old Legends, 168On a Book Abandoned on a

Journey, 257Other Names for the Heart,

132

PPalace of Piero Della Franc-

esca, 263Paracentric, 137Paris, 1957, 166Patterns Leaves Make, 153Poem, 15, 51Poem Depending on Dashes,

166Poem for Octavio Paz, 262Polonaise, 127Premonition, 140Proof of How it Should

Look, 154

Puddles, 11

RRailroad Tracks, House for

Sale and Clouds, 183Redtails, 125Rincón for Paco the Fool,

121Rincón for the Face in Ho-

tels, 122Ring of Bone, 102Rune, 179

SSabi, 178Scavenging, 128Self-Portrait at Ten, 39Separation, 8Separation in the Evening

(Paul Klee, 1922), 165Shallots, 126Sickness, 61Silver, 213Snow Country, 129Solo With Grazing Deer, 190Spain, 121Spain and Kafka, 155Spiders, 4Stump, 182Summer Morning, 175Sunlight Through Blinds,

Four O’clock, Facing West, 186

Sun within, 265

TTalking, 100Taos, 52Telephone, 99Texas Spring, 52The Big List, 96The Birth of a Shark, 22The Black Ox’s Curved Back,

26

The Boy Changed into a Stag Clamors at the Gate of Secrets, 221

The Circle, 27The Conquest, 135The Crèche, 12The Dark Night, 258The Flower of Silence, 235Then There Are Fish, 215The Rainbow-Colored

Whale, 242The Text, 101The Tower of Rezi, 217The Two-Colored Eagle, 3The Unapproachable, 124The Venturers, 7They That Hunt You, 95Third Time Lucky, 22Three, 55Thursday, Day of Supersti-

tion, 246Tiger Tiger, 103Time Out, 189Two Riders, 28

VVigil, 171Visit of the Son, 40Visitors, 128

WWherever Men Have Been,

47Wild Eyes, 185Wine-Cask, 19Winter Homecoming, 33

XX4, 58

YYour beauty hurts, 264

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AA baby hung in the wind, 169A Citroen Deux Chevaux, 166A hand raised, 200All winter the thudding sparrows came and

went, 10Always the search for a form, 125A man running on a background of wind, 185A prayer before a journey, 79As I danced along the tightrope, 164As I grow older, 68As May was opening the rosebuds, 214A snake emptied itself into the grass., 6“As one grows older one becomes, 137As people dreamed, 68At a time when people still talk about the

heart, 100At eighty-two her great artery, 135At night or just before dawn, 66autumn in spring, 72Autumn is gone. The leaves have turned to

mold, 234A year, 51

BBetween midnight and daybreak, 92Bones of man, 261Both will lose face. The one, 9Brown before the first big spring rain, 104But for the tapping of a hammer on wood, 174But here with winter about to begin, 166By now after all these years, 168

CCottonmouth, 70

DDance is the gesture, 264Deep as it appears to have gone, 153Dreams: radical doors, 194

EEvery day I discover, 254Every man, 42

FFell into a false sleep—woke up, 58First this house, 54Forever confusing smoke with weeds, 215Frost a little like Yeats, 141

HHeadlights in the mirror on a lonely road, 52He asks each sunrise, 73Here, 262Here, there, memory fails, 201Here we go, laughing, 102Hills become trees, 52How exactly the paler shadows of the, 155

II, 44I am alone in body, 15I am drawn to bèi, the Chinese cowrie radical,

181I am tall as this ruined tower, 17I came from near Beja, 257I cannot comfortably gaze at standing water,

11I feel my rust beginning., 178If I am to stay where you put me, 157If it is the nature of women, 200If there were a god I’d deny him, 233If you grunt you will be understood, 121I had finished washing up, 173I have built you, 85, 90I have known three healers, 55I have set plaster to catch a foot, 185I have this habit of talking to you, 174I imagined silence was a way of speaking, 123I lean into the crowd and ask, 135

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I might have imagined the voices singing, 170In autumn the silences grow loud, 179I noticed in the mountains this time, seven

years later, 158In the wilderness she, 161I pull the blankets close, 7I read your poems again, my friend, 239I see a face in the stone, 82I sit here in the Rezi tower, 217It is liveliest to be still, 90It is quiet here, 87It is these nights when, 175It was so long, 88It was taken in the late afternoon, 172I visited your grave, 57I walk backward into the time it takes to

become my body, 97I was walking alone uphill, 171

JJetties suck, suck, 8Juniper you stand in the west wind, 81

KKawabata talked about, 129

LLike a little cow swollen with calf, 217Loose, tethered loose, 28

MMadrid in the rain. Every day, 122Man and geometry, 260Mother’s son, father’s son, 190Muddling up the wooden stairs one night, in

my socks, 4My mind hunts in circles, sober, ruthless and

cold, 219

NNight of south winds! night of the large few

stars!, 170No one goes to the park in winter, 184

North wind at stalemate with the sun. Acorns, 121

Not Navajo, 71Not to, 203Now your grave is sinking, 242

OOn a dark night, 258One blind-calm summer night, 215One by one they go, 199One has been there and one has not, 101One of a thousand dust-blown, touchy, 34On his throne among the shining spheres, 256On the third day it is hardest, on the third, 246Out there, rain telling the trees, 189

PPoints, angles, hollows, lines, all, 240

QQuiet as stones, but, 86

RRound and round, 85

SShe chose, 60She dreamt, 126She kicks off her jeweled sandals, 140She left us while the light was bad, 183Sometimes, 87Subject to object: sun wind rain, 202Sun within, 265

TThe adams and eves are in the gallery, 153The airfield stretches its cantilever wings, 33The animal that thought itself a tiger, 103The burnt-out house we are always, 182The cold bottom pond, 35The companions of Red Horn return to their

homes, 136The crèche of faces, 12

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The cure as with a flower is to water the root, 124

The dry wind ticks in the leaves, 53The flower of silence fades to grief ’s huge

funeral leaves, 235The knife-cut knuckle, 197The lake’s banked fires, 56The last days wrenched her inward completely,

3The lifesnake uncoils, 193The light-beast rose early, 63The mother called to her own son, 221Then comes the screaming dog, 78The ones we know and recognize, 161The other day a scrap of paper crawled in my

direction, 96The pine-cone’s whorled, 36There is no equality among those, 67The sea rises at night, 26These elegies, black dreams, 84The sinewy nerves of a cabbage now, 18The slow work-gang, 46The spider hasn’t dreamed about his, 27The three-day blow, 31The tideless Ottawa is small, 12The top of your head is still open, 65The train all night dappling lights in the edge

of our eyes, 45The traveler stands in the freezing cold, 213The whipped horse was lame. We’d cycled to

town, 39The woman touches her bun, 213They hung, 188They scattered the fires, 196They that hunt you know two things about

you, 95They wander down the road, 254This feebleness, this trembling, 132This is a temple of absolute love, 261This is the address. The number is unknown,

40This mark refers you to, 194This philosopher I knew, his, 157This place is sacred. Grace, here, 263To be great you must be whole. Don’t, 256Too early yet to tell what the day will bring, 99

To see it all fresh, 90To the trees at the waterline—, 32Tu Fu: “How will poems, 197Twice I called, and twice, 22Two arrows point, 165Two branches, 193

UUnder the wind there is a place where you

can hide, 179

VVillage, hills, blue sea, 198Virtually nothing is whole. I imitate myself in

the mirror, 126

WWastes grow; you lean into the sun, 15We asked for proof, 154We come home in the sense, 195We come into a new time; the heavy-mooned,

20We drink the rain, 127We find our selves, 89What had become of the young shark?, 22What is blacker than a black horse, 19What is the time of day, 187When the wind blows, 134When your eye, 88Where I am not is what begins to happen, 98Where is there true strength, 26Where the conjunction is, 262Where there were houses there is grass, 128Where the wind goes it breathes, 168Wherever men have been, this, 47While I was dreaming inside my flame, 178Who brought from the snow-wrecked, 3Whoever comes stepping through the frame,

186Whoever lived in this house commanded the

valley, 6Who was that you saw walk past, 171Winter vines running like flames, 128Wreathed into the earth, a stone coffin, this

church, 235

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YYou dream about circuses, the clown, the

tightrope walker, 60You must get up as early as the light, 175Your beauty hurts, 264You turn, 61