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This story is about my Ammi (mother) and me. Her name is Zeenat. My Father,

Mustaq Ali got married with her at very young age. Within year my oldest brother,

mran bhai (!rother in "rdu) was born when she was only eighteen, a#ter year later

my sister, $habnam aa%a (sister in "rdu)) was born. When my mother was twenty

she gave birth to me, $alim. We are ty%i&al Muslim #amily living here in !ombay.

My #ather was a quiet %erson who has got some e'%ort business. He used to go

every morning #or wor and would &ome ba& late at night. nitially my #ather and

mother were enoying their marriage li#e. !ut a#ter having three &hildren*s he

a%%arently lost his interest in my mother. A#ter that he devoted his li#e #or his

business. A%%arently due to his business he ignored my mother lately. My mother

be&ame quiet a#ter that. !ut he still loves my mother and she res%e&ted and loved

him too. They laugh and mae oes some times but not lie earlier days. +ven

though she was always &heer#ul now there was some sadness in her.

My older brother, mran bhai wasn*t interested in the study and s&hool. He was

more interested in hanging around with bad boys, always staying out o# home, my

%arent tried to &hange his bad habits and things but he never &hanged. A#ter that

they leave him on his own destiny. My sister, $habnam aa%a was serious %erson lie

#ather and was good in the s&hool. Her li#e was reserved within our house, study and

#ew girl#riends. was more &heer#ul &om%ared to others, always taling, $tudying

seriously, hel%ing everybody.

$in&e the beginning lie my Ammi very mu&h and hel%ing her e%t me &lose to

her. ue to my nature Ammi was always e'%e&ting hel% #rom me although $abanam

aa%a was there #or hel%. was always with her, maing #un, taling with her. $he

always a%%re&iates what was doing as it hel%s her to relieve her tension. A#ter

dinner when everybody goes to slee% used to stay in the it&hen with Ammi,

hel%ing her &lean the dishes, taling about everything. $he would always %hrase me

and tell me that was very mature #or my age. We were very &lose that we taled

about every thing, lies, dislies, and even %ersonal #eelings.

When was -, started develo%ing interest in girls and se'. $taying around my

mother realise that she was a se'y woman. began to wat&h Ammi in a di/erent

way. $he had long bla& hair, whi&h rea&hed u% to her hi%s. +ven a#ter having three

&hildren still she had a sha%ely body. Her #a&e was attra&tive with bright bla& eyes.

Her sin was #are and glowing. started to wat&h my mother as an attra&tive


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woman and desire her. 0ow when she hug me &ould #eel her lus&ious breast and

body rubbing against me, whi&h maes me e'&ite.

began to tell Ammi how she loos and how she*s beauti#ul. $he blushes when she

would hear &om%liments #rom me. started to bring 1owers or 2aara #or her, whi&h

she would ha%%ily, wears in her hair. $ome time would bring her %er#ume or ttar,

whi&h she %ut on her every time in the house. was trying to show her in every way

that how she*s beauti#ul women and how mu&h love her. $he always a%%re&iates

my love. mran bhai and $habnam aa%a used to &all me mily boys that still need

mother and always staying around her. !ut didn*t &are.

+very $aturday evening Ammi used to go #or weely sho%%ing and used to

a&&om%any her. A#ter %ur&hasing we used to go to sea #a&e and wal #rom one end

to all the way other end. While waling with her would inno&ently lean against her

or hold her hands. A#ter rea&hing at the other end we would sit in the ro&y area

along the sea #a&e, mostly avoiding &rowd. $ome time i# she sits quietly would %ut

my arm around her shoulder at whi&h she would lean ba& and rest her head

against my shoulders. We would tal, laugh and tease ea&h other. A#ter we would

get ba& at home by bus. new that she lies to s%end our weeend time lie that

together.

3ne day we were waling on sea #a&e, taling and laughing. We saw one boy and

girl at my age, holding ea&h other*s hand %assed #rom us. Ammi saw them and

looed at me and smiled. also smiled ba& but &ouldn*t understand why she

smiled. We rea&hed our sitting s%ot, sat and rela'ed.

A#ter some time Ammi ased me smilingly, 4$alim5 id you wal with any girl lie

them6 on*t you #all in love with any girl6 o you have any girl#riend64 4Ammi4

answered immediately without thining mu&h about it, 4as #ar as remember wal

only with you lie that. have tried to e'%ress my #eeling to some girls but always

thin about you. thin you are my girl#riend.4

$he %ulled her head ba& in sur%rise looed at me and then looed away silent.

4Ammi, did say something wrong4. ased worriedly. 4We should go home now,4

she said a#ter a long silen&e.


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n my mind blamed mysel# #or saying what said, but new that now when told

my true #eeling to her there was no turning ba&. de&ided to go #urther.

4Ammi, don*t now *m wrong or right but really am in love with you and will do

anything to mae you ha%%y.4

The silen&e &ontinued #or some time and then she looed at me sadly. 47ou are my

son, $alim. This ty%e o# love should not ha%%en between a mother and son. What

other will thin i# they new64

4Ammi,4 re%lied in des%eration, 4 am really loving you. don*t now what others

will thin but at least will you thin seriously about what said64

$he was silent #or a long time and then started &rying. #elt sad about her. %ulled

her to me and held her.

4$alim4 she whis%ered, 4 thin we should go home.4

A#ter that Ammi sto%%ed going to sea #a&e with me. requested her every time but

she re#used saying that should go with girl at my age. told her 8rmly that don*t

want to go with any other girl but only with her. $he never agreed and sto%%ed even

taing me #or %ur&hasing. This went on #or a #ew wees. $he be&ame silent and sad

day by day. +ven mran bhai and $abanam aa%a noti&ed the &hange and ased her

why she didn*t go out with me any more. Mother shoo her head and told them

some #alse reason. 0either she nor was ha%%y about her de&ision.

e%t hel%ing Ammi in her wor and &ontinue bringing her 1ower and %er#ume. $he

did a&&e%t them without saying or e'%ressing her #eelings. had ho%e some day

she*ll understand my love and will &hange her mind. And she did. $he realised in

s%ite o# her &oldness towards me never &hanged my mind or my love to her. 3ne

day Ammi and were alone in the house and she was woring in the it&hen. went

there and o/ered her hel%. $he looed at me #ondly #or #ew se&onds and &ouldn*t


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hold hersel# any more. $he hugged me and %ut her head on my shoulders. $he

%hrased me #or being %atient and told me she a%%re&iate my love towards her.

hugged Ammi tightly indi&ating to her that with her agreement our relationshi%

had &hanged. silently but very gently &aressed her ba& running my hands over

her shoulders and over her ba&. $he &ontinued to rest her head over my shoulders.

%ulled ba& and looing dee% into her eyes said in a quiet voi&e,

4Ammiaan, love you and won*t &hange my love #orever4.

bent down issed Ammi*s &hees, her ne&, and then boldly %la&ed my mouth on

her li%s. $he did not draw ba& #rom my embra&e. was ha%%y that at last she wasres%onding.

A#ter that everything &hanged between us. 0ow when bring her 1owers or

%er#ume she would give warm iss on my &hee. When we were alone in the house

we would hugs ea&h other tightly. would move my hands now #reely on her and

gently &aressed her. would iss her #a&e o%enly and she would some time even let

me iss her li%s too. We would lay down on bed and embra&e ea&h other. would

run my hand u% and down her ba&.

nitially was moving my hand on her ba& ust &asually but then began to noti&e

stra%s o# her bra under her 9ami and a#ter started to #eel her bra underneath.

$ome times &asually would slide my hand down on her butto& and #eel outline o#

her %anties. wasn*t doing that %ur%osely or se'ually but ust while in the

a/e&tionate mood would #eel them and she never sus%e&t that what was a&tually

#eeling. t seemed that she was really missing these ty%es o# hugging and issing

#rom Abba.

0e't $aturday ased Ammi about going out lie old days and she ha%%ily agreed.

n the evening when saw her was stunned. $he wore %in &oloured $alwaar and

sleeveless 9ami, whi&h never seen be#ore. Her breasts and butto& were

a&&entuated beauti#ully into her dress. was e'&ited looing at her beauty. $he was

looing younger than her real age o# :. While going to the maret noti&ed so

many men stares at Ammi.


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wasn*t in the mood o# doing that household sho%%ing instead ased Ammi to go

#or movie. $he was hesitant 8rst but then agreed. We went to the nearby &inema

theatre to wat&h evening movie. The movie was a sentimental roman&e. First hal# o#

the movie $he hold tightly my hand %ressing her breast on my arms and %ut myhand on her thighs &aressing lightly. 3n the se&ond hal# o# the movie %ut my arm

around Ammi while she leaned her head against my shoulders.

A#ter movie we went to one ni&e restaurant to have dinner. Then a#ter dinner as

usual we went to sea #a&e, waling all the way u% to the other end. While we went

to sit in the ro&y area &hoose se&luded s%ot rather than our usual s%ot. t was a

#ull moon night with &ool atmos%here.

When we settled down looed at Ammi and said, 4Ammi, you loo se'y tonight in

this dress4. Mother %ulled her head ba& and re%lied, 47ah Alla, $alim5 am your

mother. 7ou should not use those words #or your Ammi.4 43h &ome on, Ammiaan.

now you lie when say that. Tell me, did Abba &om%liment you sin&e last &ou%le o#

years64 4Whatever it is, $alim. !ut still love your Abba.4 4Ammi, do you really love

him6 see he had been ignoring you and you are unha%%y with him. 7ou are so

beauti#ul that anybody would die to mae you ha%%y. 2ive me a &han&e, &an mae

you ha%%y54 Ammi was %leased at the &om%liment had %aid her. $he &aressed my

&hee, 4o you really thin am beauti#ul, $alim64 smiled and re%lied by hugging

her, 47es Ammiaan, you are beauti#ul and se'y.4

hugged her tightly. Then $uddenly bent and issed her on li%s. $he draws ba& in

sur%rised and said, 4yah Alla5 $alim6 What are you doing6 We*re in %ubli& %la&e and

we should not do this here.4 told her in des%erate tone, 4Ammiaan, am sorry but

you are so beauti#ul that never have &ontrol on what say you or what do4.

4$alim, ;ust behave your sel#. thin we*re getting late, we should go home now.4

$aying that mother stood u%.

We got ba& home by bus. As we rea&hed in our building and started to &limb on

stair&ase. ased Ammi, 4$o5 How was our night out a#ter so long time64 Ammi said

to me, 4Movie was ni&e and dinner was also good. t*s been long sin&e enoy su&h a

good time.4 4*m glad, you lie that, Ammi,4 said ha%%ily, 4do you thin deserve

something #or that64 4Why not5 What you want, Mere


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!y this time we rea&hed at #orth 1oor at our 1at*s door. We sto%%ed outside our 1at

and &ontinue taling slowly.

4Ammi5 When we were at sea=#a&e you said we should not do this in %ubli& %la&e.

0ow we*re not in %ubli& %la&e and want to hug you and iss you.4 4Where6 Here64

she ased me s&reaming slowly. 40o, 0ot her. nside.4 re%lied. 4nside6 +verybody

must be inside. How its %ossible64 4Then, how about going u% at terra&e door64

Ammi got &on#used. At 8rst she %rotested saying that someone would &ome u%

there.

re%lied quietly but 8rmly, 4Ammiaan, love you as have never loved anyonebe#ore. ust want to iss you all the time4. 4$alim, mere ome on54

didn*t give her &han&e to say anything and hold her hand. Then %ulled her and

started to &limb stairs to terra&e. We are living at the last 1oor in our building and

stair&ase was going #urther at terra&e. At terra&e door it was ind o# room with

%riva&y. We rea&hed at the terra&e door.

4$alim, what*s this madness6 $he ased worriedly. 4on*t worry, Ammi. Terra&e door

is lo&ed and nobody will &ome u%stairs at this time.4 re%lied her.

t was #ull moon night there were moon light &oming #rom ventilator on the wall

above man height. %ushed Ammi to stand o%%osite wall o# ventilator so moonlight

was dire&tly beaming on her. Ammi and stood there #or #ew se&ond looing in to

ea&h other*s eyes. Then hugged her immediately. $he also embra&ed me and

started to move her hand in my hair #rom ba& o# my ne&. hugged her so tightly%ulling her on my body that she moaned in %leasure. Then %ulled ba& and started

to iss her on her shoulder to ne&, then her &hees, and then %ut my li%s boldly on

her li%s. Her body sti/ened when she #elt my li%s. started to iss her mouth madly.


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was all over her #a&e? issed Ammi*s &hees, her eyes, her nose and ba& to her

li%s. While issing her o%ened my mouth and started to li& her li%s with my

tongue. $he draws ba& with sur%rised. !e#ore giving her &han&e to say anything

began issing and li&ing her mouth. This time Ammi did not draw ba& but

remained sti/ in my arms. &ontinued to iss her with more and more %assion.

$uddenly she %ressed ba& her li%s with equal %ressure against my li%s. At last &ould see %ro%er res%onse #rom her. %ressed my lu& and gently %robed her mouth

with my tongue and she o%ened her li%s. We then started to su& ea&h other*s

tongue.

As was issing my mother was moving my hand u% and down on her ba&. While

moving my hand #elt stra% o# her bra #rom above her 9ami. move my hand u%

and down some times #eeling her bra stra% and then started to tra&e her bra

through her dress. was tra&ing her bra then %ulling her bra stra% with her dress.

$he #elt me %laying with her bra. Then she sla%%ed me on my ba& moaning andindi&ating what was doing. All the time we were issing. %ulled my hand #rom

Ammi*s ba& to #ront and gently %ut on her breast.

$he sti/ened %ulled away #rom my li%s and whis%ered, 4$alim, don*t thin we

should do this4.

!ut &ut o/ any #urther %rotest by #or&ing her li%s ba& into mine. &ontinued

&aressing Ammi*s breasts #rom above her dress. They were 8rm and #elt wonder#ul

in my hands. new Ammi was getting e'&ited be&ause she began to moan as iss

ba& with greater intensity. slide my both hands again on her ba& and moved u%

and down #or a while. Then suddenly rea&hed down at the hem o# her ami@ and

insert my hands in. slowly brought my hand u% on her bare ba& inside the dress.

Ammi moaned again in my mouth indi&ating her disagreement.

nside her 9ami@, &aressed her bare ba& #or a while then again brought my

hands in #ront and %la&ed then on her bra=&u%%ed breast. Ammi moaned again with

disagreement but still issing me she slide her hand in the ami@ trying to removemy hand #rom her breast. !ut e%t &aressing her breast. $he surrenders me and

removes her hand and e%t issing me.

We were issing and #ondling lie that around ten minutes. brought my mouth

near her ear and whis%ered,


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4Ammi, want to see your breast4. 4What6 Are you &ra@@y, $alim64 40o *m not,

lease Ammi, show me your breast4. 47ah Alla, $alim, do you now what you*re

asing to your mother64 43h &ome on Ammiaan, don*t be so shy. t isn*t lie never

seen them be#ore. n #a&t su&ed them when was baby4. 47es Mere ome on don*t disa%%oint me, lease show

me your breast4.

$aying that started to raise her 9ami@ #rom #ront. $he %leaded me #or a while

holding my hand but never gave u% and %ulled u% her 9ami@. Again she surrenders

and leaves my hands. move her 9ami@ u% e'%osing her bra=&u%%ed breast. n the

mily moonlight those bla& bra &lad breast was looing magni8&ent. tried to &u%

her breast in my both hands but her 9ami@ #all on her breast. tugged them again

u% but its #all down every time &u%%ed her breast. ased Ammi to hold her 9ami@

and to my sur%rised she held it.

t was su&h an eroti& site5 Here was with my mother, who*s standing against the

wall holding her 9ami@ u% e'%osing her #ull breast #or me and was &u%%ing them

with my hand. #ondle Ammi*s breast #or a while and then slide my hand at the ba&

on her bra hoos. $he sti/ened when she sensed that but remain &alm. tried to

unhoo her bra but &ouldn*t. #umbled with her bra hoo %ulling and tossing trying

to remove it. Ammi realised my %roblem and whis%ered,

4Wait5 Wait $alim5 on*t get so rough. 7ou*ll tear my bra,4 saying that she le#t her

ami@ and brought her hands on the ba& to remove hoos o# her bra. ress #ailed

again on her breast blo&ing my view. hold her 9ami@ again u% e'%osing her breast

while she was removing hoos o# bra. When she unhooed her bra she brought her

hands at #ront and %ulled her bra &u%s above e'%osing her naed breast #or me.

4Wow54 &u%%ed her bare breast trying to hold them #ull in my hands, 4they arebeauti#ul, Ammi54 47ah Alla5 Forgive me54 Ammi said, 4 &an*t believe *m doing this

with my own son4.

ignored Ammi*s &omments and was busy with #ondling her breast. was neading

them, &u%%ing them and squee@ing them. started to %lay with her ni%%le holding


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them in my thumb and #ore8nger. t*s immediately got hard and ere&t. When

%in&hed them Ammi moaned in %leasure (or %ain6 didn*t now).

47ou now5 ts so embarrassing, $alim, holding my dress u% e'%osing my breast #or

my son. That*s also out side the house. o you have any idea what will ha%%ened i#

we get &aught64 40obody*s going to &aught us, Ammi. ;ust rela'54 4Bela'6 Are you

&ra@y6 We*re all ready late, $alim. We should go in the house.4 ;ust #or a while,

Ammi,4 e%t #ondling her breast ignoring her &om%laint.

$uddenly Ammi le#t her dress and hold my hand 8rmly removing #rom her breast.

$he %ulled ba& and said, 4$alim we must sto% and should go down4. realised it*s

not wise to %ress my lu& any #urther and s%oil our mood. $o said, 43 Ammi5 Will

go down4.

Ammi then tugged her breast in bra and hooed it and straightens her 9ami@. We

started des&ending stair&ase. was silent at that time. Ammi ased me slowly,

4$alim, are you disa%%ointed be&ause sto%%ed you64 40ot really, Ammi. ts 39,

0ever mind4. 4


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went in my room &hange in urtaC %yama and waited #or Ammi e'&itedly. A#ter

around -D minutes my room door o%ened and Ammi waled in. $he &losed the door

and lo&ed it. $he &ame u% to me and said,

47our Abba is snoring #ast slee% as usual drun4. 4That*s good5 Then you don*t have

to rush ba& soon in your room, Ammi4. 4$alim, We should not do this as have

never &heated your Abba4. 4 now4 re%lied 4!ut Ammi, trust me would never hurt

you. love you as have never loved anyone be#ore4. 43h $alim, mere $ahaade54

Ammi said and issed me on the &hee.

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