the white chamber
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By: Janet Huang 1 Words in Oxford 3000: 92% 2 Chapter 7. The cruel Truth’s out there…56 Chapter 4. Please Don’t, Daddy….39 Chapter 2. Felicia’s Dream….13 Chapter 3. Felicia’s falling in Love..31 Chapter 1. Felicia’s preface…4 3TRANSCRIPT
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The White Chamber
By: Janet Huang
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Words Checked: 4924
Words in Oxford 3000: 92%
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Content
Chapter 1. Felicia’s preface…4
Chapter 2. Felicia’s Dream….13
Chapter 3. Felicia’s falling in Love..31
Chapter 4. Please Don’t, Daddy….39
Chapter 5. The very first time ..45
Chapter 6. Wake up or Another Nightmare…51
Chapter 7. The cruel Truth’s out there…56
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Chapter One: Felicia’s Preface
I am alone in a white chamber with
a door often sealed and it’s very bright
here. The room is really tiny like a
prison. However ,there’s not any scary
prisoners. I have no idea why I am
here. All the things I can see are all
white and rusty although I know what
shapes they are. However, the things
here are all white and dull. The ceiling
is white. The wall is white (is it rusty?).
The table and the chair are white. The
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cloth decorated in this room is all
deadly white. There’re not any windows
for me to look outside of this weird
place. It’s so strange that because in a
room without windows. How can I
breathe without fresh air? I can see
everything very clearly. Nevertheless, I
cannot see my face because there’s no
mirror here. But, I can see that my
hands are pale and white. I am tearing
my skin on my fingers. I am just trying
to find things in color like my blood
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which is supposed to be bloody red.
However, I only can see some white
liquid crashed out of my torn skin of my
fingers. I don’t feel scared of the liquid.
It’s not scary. It’s not blood. It’s just like
some water mixed with the milk.
Perhaps I am enjoying tearing of the
finger skin. However, I am not actually.
The queerest point is that I don’t feel
pain. That’s why I can keep tearing skin
on my finger. I’ve got so many
questions like why am I here, why is
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this room decorated in white, and why I
cannot see anything colorful and vivid.
There will be people come to see me
everyday. I don’t know that if they are
going to visit me or not. They don’t
carry any gifts. But still, I am always
looking forward to their visit. It’s the
only short period when the door won’t
be sealed, and I feel like I can breathe
some fresh air. The faces of visitors are
not clear but dim. Actually, I don’t think
they’re visitors but food feeders. They
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don’t bring me gifts but food. I don’t
even think they’re human-beings. They
are always giving me some stick and
thick nutriment to eat. It’s hard to
swallow it. The food or the nutriment
tastes awful or I should say disgusting.
No taste, not delicious, it’s not tasty to
swallow. Sigh, I shouldn’t expect too
much. It’s because I am not in my home.
However, I still want to ask why I am
here. Sometimes they give me some
injections and white pills which I have
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no idea why I have to take these. Of
course, those liquid in these unknown
injections are white, too. The light
upon me is dazzling my eyes. Certainly
that I won’t be in the darkness in this
room. I shouldn’t be afraid, but very
strange is that I am quite insecure in this
quiet, bright room. The door has been
opened now, so I guess it’ time to be
taken another shot. The visitors who
have dim faces and in white clothes has
just come. I once said I don’t feel hurt.
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No, I don’t feel hurt. When they punch
the tiny pin into my skin, into my blood
vessel, I don’t feel scared or hurt. It’s
like a daily process. They give me food
and I have to be given shots.Or it’s like
the science fiction stories; I was
kidnapped to a spaceship that aliens
own. Maybe they use me to do
experiments. They are observing
my reactions to the medicine. Maybe, I
don’t know. Everything could be
possible. It’s a treat I guess, they keep
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me alive, and I have to be the objects for
the experiments. Eh? Why is the
surrounding revolving? Some parts of
my brain are numb. I think I am going
to faint now because of these shots
which had mysterious functions in my
brain. The whisper far away is
murmuring near my ears. The ceiling
is revolving now, too. Yes, all of this is a
daily process. Given food and then
injected shots and next step is…..wait…
I cannot make myself conscious any
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more …….
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Chapter Two: Felicia’s Dream
Felicia was having a dream after
she was given a shot. She was in a room
very familiar to her in the dream. She
immediately remembered it was her
original room at her home. It was white,
too. Felicia’s father decorated it for
her. Her Lucy doll was laying on her
bed beside the window. She used to hug
Lucy doll when she was alone at home.
She often waited at the dinner table for
her Daddy’s to
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come back. Daddy said that he had to
work harder to make their home.
Felicia thought Daddy was right. So, she
always just sat there and waited,
hugging Lucy Doll. Actually Felicia
didn’t go to school. It’ was because she
was always laughed at that she didn’t
have a mother. “Felicia’s a dumb got
no mom,” sang the school boys. They
pulled Felicia’s pig tales, and made fun
of her. The school boys, could be only
nine to ten years old, thought it was
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really interesting to see a little girl
crying there alone. There was no one to
help her. More children joined in
“Felicia’s game”. They could win the
game if they made Felicia cry loudly.
They locked the door when Felicia was
in the restroom. Felicia always was
taken out by teachers who heard her
screaming and weeping. The textbooks
that Felicia had could never be a
complete book. They were torn into
pieces. Felicia really didn’t understand
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why they made fun of her. Why didn’t
they go to tease the others? Once she
quietly stood there and was wet. Yes,
they just used the fire hydrant to wet her
completely. Felicia couldn’t figure out if
there were tears on her face. All the
guys around her in the school just stood
there cold and no one wanted to help her.
They whispered behind her back.
Although it was only whisper, Felicia
still heard that. They said, “If Felicia’s
got a mom who brought shame to her
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family, she would do the same as her
mom did, too.” Felicia said not a word,
just left the classroom. She was sick of
this. She was always trying to be a nice
girl. She wanted to be Daddy’s good girl.
She was not a dumb. She was quite
intelligent. She did very well in school
subjects. She loved reading and learning.
The teachers liked her, but they didn’t
do her any favor. They thought all of
these were naughty games. After all,
they were kids; they were not adults
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who were wicked. Consequently,
teachers ignored the affront in poor
Felicia. But, she was too fragile to face
all of these. Felicia was only nine years
old. How could she understand? She
thought everybody hated her. In other
words, She had a mom who shamed
their family which used to be happy and
wonderful, so she became the person to
be laughed at and bullied.
“Felicia’s dumb got no mom.” The
verse they used to make fun of her. They
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thought it was not a big deal. This was a
kidding and, it was just a game on
pranks. Nevertheless, they didn’t know
that how much pain they had brought to
Felicia. The harm in the inner space of
rooted in Felicia’s heart deeply, but,
actually she didn’t hate her mom at all,
instead she hated herself because she
thought she must have been a bad bad
girl, so that was why everybody hated
her. She blamed herself all the time. She
didn’t think too much that the school
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girls and boys were just too bored with
these boring daily subjects.
Consequently, they wanted to have
some fun. Felicia was quiet. They
thought she was strength-less to fight
back . Life’s like this, wasn’t it? The
more powerful ones defeated the others
who were weaker. Human nature isn’t
going to be changed. The lack of fair
isn’t going to be changed.
Felicia understood this, so she never
tried to fight back. She couldn’t fight
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alone against the others in group. She
read it from book talked about human
nature.
It said that the public opinion was the
hardest to fight against, and especially
when you were alone without anybody’s
help. Poor Felicia, she inherited her
mom’s crime for her family. Even when
she was alone, she could still hear the
verse murmuring her ears, like a illusion
and it never stopped. She didn’t know
how to face these cruel but pure naughty
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games that her classmate made. At last,
she chose to escape. She locked herself
in the restroom for one short peace
period to take a breath. Often she was
weeping in the little and hard to breathe
restroom. She wanted to protect herself
with being alone in her world. She
wanted to be stronger, but unfortunately
she couldn’t, she was just a little girl,
and then she left the school.
Her mother, Delilah, left her and her
father when she was only six years old.
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Her father, Jackson never told her why
mom left them both when she was little
and too pure to accept the cruel truth.
She heard the story from the others, the
older ones. They said her mother had an
affair with a rich guy. They said Delilah
had fad of wealthy. Felicia’s father was
just a poor teacher, earning little money.
When the older people talked about her
mother’s affair, actually she didn’t
understand what an affair is. Eventually
Felicia found what the meaning was
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when she grew up older. Nevertheless,
she never hated her mother. After all, it
was a memory so far away. Felicia
could only remember that Delilah was
holding a man’s arm and lifting some
luggage, looked happily, and then
turned around, and gave the Lucy doll to
Felicia. Her father, Jackson, just stood at
the door and spoke not a word. Felicia
remembered that Delilah looked at her
father scornfully and said “You cannot
give me what I want.” Jackson kept
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silent. “Look at this small flat, I cannot
stand it anymore.” There was no answer
replied from Jackson. “You are nothing
to me now, and for me is that you are a
poor person who insisted to be honest
and, but you never understand the
reality is, do you?” Delilah tossed her
head and kept speaking without pause,
“You should be happy that you won’t
need to feed two people that you cannot
afford with your poor salary, and I have
no idea why I married to you when I
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was so beautiful and young then, come
on, let’s see what I am going to have, a
villa in east coast and everything in
famous brand. I, different from you,
poor guy, am going to be rich.”
“Mommy, what are you and Daddy
talking about? Why are you carrying
luggage? Are you going to have a
vacation? Mommy?” asked little Felicia
with her innocent eyes. “Good girl, you
have to stay here. Mommy cannot be
with you anymore” Delilah was smiling
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to Felicia hardly, said ”Keep the Lucy
doll I give you well, treat her nice, don’t
be like your father” turned to Jackson
with a mocking face,” I’m so glad that
my little girl has my beauty, and I wish
she could have a wonderful life in her
future.” “Mommy? Why? Why can you
not be with me anymore? We were
happy, weren’t we?” said Felicia sadly.
Delilah took a deep breath and tried to
explain to Felicia “When you grow up,
you will know what do you really need
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and want. If you want a life what you
really want, sometimes you must
sacrifice something to have it.” “Daddy?
What is Mommy saying?” said Felicia
and tried to ask the help from her father.
Delilah caressed her little girl’s face and
said “Poor Felicia, I’m sorry. I cannot
bring you to the east coast. If I brought
you, the guy over there wouldn’t be
happy about this. I want a joyful life.
The man stood aside the car parked in
front of the door can give me what I
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want. I am sorry, Felicia, you will
understand when you grow up.
Mommy’s got to go now. Take care of
yourself, ok?” “Mommy?? What are
you talking about? Mommy!! Don’t
leave us.” Felicia cried. “Just let her go,
Felicia, we will be doing fine even
without her” Jackson finally said
something and was grabbing Felicia’s
shoulder tightly. “Sure!” Delilah
responded scornfully, ” you will be
really wealthy in the future.” “Have you
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had enough?” said Jackson calmly was
trying to ignore the insult. “I’m going to
enjoy my life, a joyful life, and living in
a large cabin but not small flat like a
prison, farewell then” said Delilah
turned to Felicia “Good bye, sweetie”
and she kissed Felicia’s forehead. She
got in the car. The car just sped away
from Delilah’s family home. That was
the last time Felicia saw her mother.
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Chapter Three: Felicia’s falling in Love
Felicia put the Lucy doll back on the
bed. She guessed the Lucy doll was
worn out seriously. Her Lucy doll’s face
was pale, too. The eyes of her are dull,
and the color of Lucy doll’s dress turned
rusty. The eyes of Lucy doll’s looked so
empty just like Felicia‘s heart. “I must
think of Mommy too much, so I have
worn Lucy doll out” she thought. She
was alone all the time in this house
which mommy used to call prison. She
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didn’t have any friends. Felicia thought
everybody hated her. However, she still
wanted to make friends. She often
looked out the windows to see those
teenagers who are at the same age as her.
Sometimes when she stood near the
windows, she would see a boy named
Adam. She heard his friends called him
so. She thought she liked him, but Adam
would never know a girl up here looked
at him all the time. She sometimes
dreamed that she could talk to Adam.
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Adam lived very near her place, but she
never had a chance to talk to him,
because her father didn’t allow her to go
out. She didn’t know why. Jackson said.
“You should stay at home and be a good
girl. Don’t be like that woman who
brought shame to us. You are so alike
her. That’s why you’d better stay at
home. I don’t want you to be like her.”
Felicia chose to be Daddy’s good girl.
She didn’t want Daddy to be sad. She
saw Daddy drinking beer more and
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more at mid-night. She knew that
Daddy was sad. Jackson depended on
alcohol to erase the pain of his wife’s
leaving. She understood that she had to
behave herself for her father. Even
though she really wanted to make
friends, she knew that Daddy wouldn’t
allow this. Therefore, she just stood
near the windows, observed people and
looked at Adam who she admired. She
started dreaming that she would be with
Adam some day when Daddy was not
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so sad anymore. She often saw Adam
going out with his parents, and they
looked so happy just like her family
used to be before her mother left.
She was sometime jealous of this. She
picked up Lucy doll again, sat on the
floor and sang a song Mommy used to
sing to her.
“Felis~ baby lies on bed, she falls asleep
at night, or mom and daddy would stare
at her the all night” Delilah always
could easily to make Felicia laugh.
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Felicia began to think of all the
memories which she had when she was
little. Delilah held Jackson’s arm and
pulled up Felicia’s little hands when
they were going out for a walk. They
were singing together. Jackson’s face
was soft, just like he owned the whole
world when he had a wonderful family.
Felicia didn’t sing well, but she still
whispered with her mom and dad.
However, it was a long time ago.
Jackson once was a good man; he was
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generous and kind to everyone with
good temper. However, things changed
after times went by. He has changed
rapidly since Delilah left, too. Jackson
now had really a bad temper. Everything
could easily get him mad. Felicia had no
idea how to calm her dear Daddy down.
She could only cower and shake in the
corner when Jackson yelled at her. She
thought it was going to be over sooner
or later. Therefore, she ignored the
insult and scolding from her dear Daddy.
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She hoped everything was going to be
ok soon.
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Chapter Four: Please Don’t, Daddy!
Felicia looked around her room. It
was so empty just like Lucy doll’s eyes.
She was still wondering why she was
back here. She kept tearing her finger’s
skin sitting on the floor, still trying to
find the vivid bloody red. Suddenly, a
man rushed inside. It was her father,
Jackson, was shouting to Felicia” WHY
IS YOUR ROOM TOTALLY A
MESS????” Felicia said no at once and
responded ” No, Daddy, there’s nothing
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messy here in my room.” “You liar,
can’t you see the blood on the floor?”
shouted Jackson again. “No, Daddy, I
can only see the pure white liquid on the
floor” said Felicia.” Are you DAMN
color blind?” said Jackson angrily. “No,
Daddy, I don’t think so.” “You know
what you have to do now, right?”
“Please don’t. Daddy, I am sorry. I will
behave myself well. Please don’t, please,
I am begging you.” said Felicia in a
scared tone. She looked so scared. It
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seemed that something serious was
going to happen. “Bad girls should be
punished.” said Jackson cold. He took
off his leather belt for his pants. Yes, he
was going to punish Felicia with the
leather belt and whip his own little girl.
He was quite excited. Hot breath came
out from his mouth. “Come, honey,
you know this rule we made, right?”
“Yes, Daddy, but I wish you would be
kind to me.” Felicia seemed more
scared now. “A rule is a rule, and it’s
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never going to be changed” said Jackson
emotionless.
”Ready?” asked Jackson but at the same
time the whipping had begun slashing
Felicia thin skin. Felicia tried not to cry.
However, the pain was slitting her skin
and she felt like the slashing just came
in through her bones. The pain was
spreading over her whole body, made
Felicia strength-less. She was begging
to God the slashing end soon. She really
couldn’t stand these pains. Nevertheless,
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Jackson didn’t stop. Felicia started
begging her father and asked “Daddy,
Daddy, could you please stop? I have
had enough. Please, please, could you,
Daddy?” “It’s not enough for me” said
Jackson in a fierce tone. “And there will
be more, sweetie” and Jackson kept
whipping and whipping like a crazy
man, and it’s like Felicia was a criminal
was punished seriously or maybe he was
relishing in this moment. Felicia could
only whimper. She was not allowed to
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cry or there would be more. She bit
her tongue.
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Chapter Five: The very First Time
“HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA”
Jackson laughed out crazily,”You want
to be a slut like the bitch who left us,
right?” “No, Daddy, no, I don’t, and
please don’t talk about mommy like
that.” said Felicia. Poor Felicia, she was
shaking. “How dare you refute me.”
said Jackson madly. He rushed to
Felicia’s bed and took the Lucy doll and
said “This doll that Delilah gave you is
not worth kept” The doll was threw it
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out the window. He kicked Felicia
after he threw the doll away. Kicking!
Kicking! Kicking! KICKING!!!! Till
finally Felicia felt like she had no
strength to say anything. She was so
helpless and staring at her father
innocently. Suddenly Jackson turned
soft, and said” Oh! No! Darling? Are
you alright?” Felicia couldn’t answer
back. She was lying on the floor.
Jackson touched her face and
said ”Sweetie, I’m so sorry, I didn’t
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mean this.” “Daaadd..dy?” answered
Felicia weakly. “Come, honey, we have
to fix your wounds.” said Jackson who
had just abused Felicia. “Take off your
clothes; I have to check your
wounds.” ”No, Daddy, I am ok” ”I can
fix this myself.” answered Felicia.
“Take off your clothes now!!” cried
Jackson again as madly as before. “No,
I can’t, Daddy. I am seventeen now”
refused Felicia,” I don’t think it’s
appropriate to take off my clothes in
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front of you.” “I am your Daddy,
remember?” said Jackson, “Come!
Honey, I will fix your wounds.” And
then he took off her clothes fiercely or it
could be said he ripped Felicia’s clothes.
“You are so like Delilah” said Jackson
in lovingly eye sights”Come closer,
honey.” Felicia was crying and yelling ”
No! Daddy! I am not Mom!!” “You
are as beautiful as Delilah” kept saying
Jackson. He began to touch her body
which was shaking. His touches on
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Felicia’s body were very soft and gentle.
They were so delicate. However, for
Felicia those were not so. She felt
disgusted. This man wasn’t her dear
Daddy. He’s a mad man now. He’s not
healthy minded. She screamed,
pushed Jackson away and tried to
escape from this white chamber.
Jackson grabbed her down. Felicia
didn’t have much strength to break
away from Jackson’s force because of
her wounds. Jackson felt like Delilah
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was back. He kissed Felicia, and he lost
his mind already. He raped Felicia. That
was the very first time. Felicia fainted.
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Chapter Six: Wake up or Another
nightmare?
Felicia opened her eyes. Yes, it was
a dream. But, it was a dream which
reflected her past. She looked around
again. “Am I safe here?” she thought.
The memories now were full of her
head. She shook her head, and tried to
forget about those bad memories. She
felt something’s coming back. She was
quite insecure. She pulled her hair, and
held her arm. Her head bended to her
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slender legs. She need some securities
by acting this maybe,.
“Creak…” the door suddenly opened.
Felicia was scared. But, it was just the
visitor who came in to give her food.
She heard the visitor saying something,
but she couldn’t understand. After she
finished the stick and thick nutriment,
she was given another shot. She fell as
sleep again. Yes, the daily process, of
course.
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Felicia was now lying on the living
room floor. Yes, she was dreaming again,
just in the different place. She
couldn’t move.Ropes were tied on her
body. Jackson came in front of her and
said “My dear Delilah, are you ok?”
Felicia was so afraid of her father now.
She screamed again. Shouted loudly.
Just like the night that she had been
through when Jackson raped her the
very first time. She could only weep and
let her father kiss her like treating
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mommy. She had no way to escape.
When she felt she was hopeless, the
image of Jackson slowly disappeared in
front of her. But, she saw much more
disgusting things. Worms which
appeared suddenly were crawling
toward to her. They were crawling
slowly and slowly. Felicia tried to
escape, but she still couldn’t move.
The worms were crawling on her skin.
They were eating her, and chewing her
wounded skin. She was in pain, in great
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pain. She could see the blood now.
Bloody red decorated the floor, but it
wasn’t her blood. It was her father’s
blood. Jackson was lying on the floor
and smiling at Felicia, said ” Dear
Delilah, I love you.” There was a knife
on his back. Felicia screeched out loud.
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Chapter Seven: The Cruel Truth’s
Out There
There was another room next to the
white chamber. The room was bright,
too. Everything was put in good
order. However, the difference was
that this room was colored. It was
warm and didn’t make people insecure.
There were windows. There was an
antique table made of brown teak. The
curtain was pink. There were people,
too. Of course, they were not alone, and
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it seemed that they are gossiping.
The three people dressed in white
there were in the room talking secretly.
“It’s so scary, did you see that?” said
one young woman. “Of course I did.
The girl in the next door is always
tearing her finger skin and shouting
during her sleep.” said the other. ”It’s
my turn to take care of her today! I
really don’t want to look after her” said
another old woman. “Have you heard
why she was sent here? We are so
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curious about this.” said the first young
woman. “I shouldn’t talk about this, but
if you really want to know, I will tell
you.” said the elder one looking around
secretly. “Come on, Teresa, tell us.
Don’t tease us” said the second young
woman, and she seemed eager to know
about this. “OK! OK! But you both have
to promise me that you both won’t tell
anyone. We are not allowed to tell
secrets.” said Teresa. “We promise!”
said them both very quickly. “She was
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raped by her father because she looks so
much like her mother.” said Teresa
secretly. “And then?” the first young
woman Cherry asked. “And she killed
her father with a knife, the dead body
was found in the living room, and then
she tried to jump out of the window to
commit suicide. When the police
arrived , they thought that it was so
disgusting. The face of the dead body
was smiling and the blood spread on the
floor” said Teresa. “Oh my God!! It
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must have been terrible!! How could a
nearly dead person put a smile on his
face before dying “said Cherry. “Who
found the girl and sent her here?” asked
the second named Helen. Teresa
answered “A young boy whose name
is ..eh..Let me think about it..
ah…ah…ah, yeah, Adam!” “A boy?
Cherry was quite shocked “Wasn’t he
scared then?” “Of course he was, and he
told us the girl was a lunatic because he
found her often stared at him on the
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second floor before this event already.”
responded Teresa, “ and he said he hated
her looked at him in that way.” “It must
have been scary .” said Helen. “What
are all of you doing now?” shouted a
man. “NOTHING! Dr. Hughes”
responded all three nurses. “OK! Teresa,
come, take those colorful pills next door
for the girl” said Dr. Hughes. “Why
does she have to take those colorful pills
and shots?” asked Cherry. ”We’re trying
to make her recognize colors again and
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use the medicine to stimulate her
reactions to color” said Doctor. Hughes,
She was shocked by the blood.”
Suddenly there was screaming again
from the next door. “Quick! Quick! Go
and check her” commanded DR.
Hughes. They rushed to the chamber
which was painted in red, yellow and
blue in a mental hospital.
Felicia was screeching loudly and
loudly. She was in her own white
chamber in her dream in her own reality.
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She was tied in the dream, and could
only let the worms chew her skin. The
most unacceptable part is that she was
facing her father’s dead body lying on
the floor. She knew that she killed
Jackson. She now remembered all of
those.
That night, Jackson climbed up on
her bed again. She said no. However,
Jackson didn’t listen. He just wanted to
taste the feeling that like Delilah was
back. Felicia was scared, and this time
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she decided to fight back. She rushed
down stairs to the kitchen. She took a
knife. She threatened Jackson that if
he touched her one more time, she
would commit suicide.
Jackson wanted to stop her. He ran to
Felicia and wanted to take the knife
away. Nevertheless, he failed. Felicia
rushed to his back. Now she was
standing behind Jackson. She suddenly
remembered once mom said “When you
grow up, you will know what do you
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really need and want. If you want a life
that you really want, sometimes you
must sacrifice something to have it.”
Yes, now she understood . She wanted
her freedom. She decided to sacrifice
her father. Fiercely she stabbed into
Jackson’ back with the knife, again and
again with her slender hands. And then,
Jackson turned around, smiled, and fell.
Felicia towed her father’s dead body to
the living room. The blood’s wake on
the floor recorded what she had done.
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The fear had disappeared after she killed
her father.
However, the freedom didn’t come;
instead the guilt filled her mind.
After then, Felicia went slowly up the
stairs to her white chamber which
Jackson had decorated for her. She
stared at the window.
Would there out of the windows be
freedom for her? She wanted to find out.
Now she was back and tied lying on
the white chamber’s floor. She
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understood all of this now. She had to
be in this white chamber forever. No
matter she woke up or not, she would
always be in the white chamber in
reality and nightmares.
The worms would always be there to eat
and chew her soul,to guilt of killing her
father, and every nights, Felicia’s
yelling never stopped, and the endless
nightmare would never stop, too.
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The End