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    The Poison Butterfly was awarded an Honorable Mention

    in the Mainstream/Literary Short Story category of the 1998

    Writers Digest Magazine writing competition.

    It is presented to you with minimal changes.

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    To those with a broken heart

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    The poison butterfly

    Chatel gathered up her skirts as she ran through the soft hues of the

    garden, the wet grass squished between her toes.

    Ven, Ven! she screamed for her husband but he did not come. She

    was near the outlying woodlands as her dark eyes swept over the limbs for a

    sturdy, low branch but it was too late. The white pup, thinking the woman

    was toying with him had given chase and was just a length behind when he

    charged up to her.

    In Chatels hesitation the pup managed a swift lick at her heel.

    That was all it took.

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    The Pyrenees recoiled in agony, eyes bulging as he fell over, dead in

    seconds from the poison that ran through the womans body, from every

    pore, even the tips of her nails and the short tendrils of her hair.

    Im sorry, little one. Chatel looked about the grounds but could see

    nothing of the mother Pyr who had long since learned to stay away. Laying a

    hand to the soft fur, Chatel gasped as the white coat turned a hideous black

    beneath her fingertips.

    Madam? Ezabelle, her maid, came from the far corner of the rose

    garden. She held an apron to her forehead, winded by the exertion of

    running to meet the cries of her mistress. What is wrong?

    Ezabelle spied the dead puppy, and dropped her shoulders in misery,

    while a strand of her red hair fell into her face.

    She dared not step closer.

    I tried to get away from him. Chatel slipped into the arms of a peach

    tree and set her forehead against the wood. Please, keep the puppies in the

    main yard; dont let them in the garden.

    He must have slipped away from the bitch.

    Yes, of course, curious puppy.

    Ezabelle considered the foggy confines of the garden, arms crossed

    over her chest. She was a lovely young woman with pale skin, her cheeks

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    flushed with worry. Its damp and chilly this evening, Madam, do you want

    your coat?

    No thank-you, but where is my husband?

    At business, Ezabelles delicate fingers twisted about her apron. She

    looked uncomfortable as she continuously looked back to the cottage nestled

    beyond the trees. She sighed with obvious longing for an escape to its safety

    and took two steps backward. Hell be home late. Do you wish for me to

    summon him?

    No, Chatel mopped her brow with the lacy end of her skirt. There

    was an unsettling silence between them for a moment before the maid spoke.

    If I may say so, your hair is longer and rich with curls once again.

    Oh? Chatel lifted a delicate hand to her head, she had barely

    noticed, only that her hair curled beneath her ears and distracted her during

    the humid summer afternoons.

    How long had it been? She wondered. How many months since the

    day she had taken the gardeners sheers and ripped the tresses from her

    head?

    Perhaps you would like me to Ezabelle stopped, blushing fiercely

    as she lowered her head.

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    Chatel knew what the maid had begun to offer, perhaps a styling,

    maybe a trim at the ends, or to put seashell combs into the blonde locks.

    To draw so near would mean Ezabelles end.

    Please have my husband come to me after supper.

    Yes, Madam. Ezabelle curtsied, her relief evident as she quickly

    disappeared into the darkening folds of the trees, leaving Chatel alone.

    As evening settled around her, Chatel moved into the greenhouse, a

    skeletal building across from the main house. The oil lamps along the walls

    burned low as she set towards her tiny bed in the rear. The moon was barely

    visible above her; the stars but faint orbs as the clouds began to further

    choke the sky. She lay on the bed, a sleeping gown across her lap, her

    breasts exposed to the slight breeze of the building. The aroma of greenery

    and earth lulled her to sleep till she heard her name softly spoken upon the

    wind.

    Chatel?

    Immediately, she rose from the bed, the lamps putting a soft glow on

    her skin. She barely tried to cover herself with the filmy gown. Yes, Ven?

    Her husband was a handsome man, with light hair, almond eyes, and a

    smile that spoke of the noblest of hearts. He had been a loving, doting, and

    romantic husband until the unfortunate accident left him floundering in the

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    wake of his wifes condition . He knew not how to handle any part of the

    plague that had come to them less than a year ago. His helplessness evident

    in the way he stood on the threshold, an arm to his side, the other bent, with

    the hand clasping his jacket collar.

    Chatel noted the manner in which his shoulders drooped, as if the

    weight of the world had suddenly grown too heavy to bear. He was

    obviously very tired, very lonely.

    Ezabelle said that one of the pups died today, Im sorry.

    She stepped further into the light and watched as his eyes swept over

    her slim, near-naked figure. I hope that the other pups will be confined to

    safer areas of the property?

    Of course, I should have realized the danger. His body stiffened

    with the uncomfortable fact that his wife was dangerous, but that was

    exactly what she was. The hand left his collar and wrapped about the handle

    of the greenhouse door. How was your day?

    Chatel snickered and dropped the gown an inch to expose the round

    tops of her breasts. There was nothing to tell of her day. All the days of so

    many months melted into one long, continuing nightmare.

    Oh, but she yearned for him!

    Youre growing whiskers.

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    Ven smiled as he ran a hand along his face. The movement pierced

    her soul.

    Yes, I thought it would make me look more distinguished. What do

    you think?

    Ven needed no beard and mustache to appear distinguished. His voice

    low and powerful, his demanding eyes, the way his body strongly filled his

    suits. Chatel closed her eyes and recalled the mass of him on top of her and

    shuddered.

    There would be no passion between them for the rest of their lives.

    Very distinguished and handsome, she replied breathlessly.

    He smiled again and glanced down at his feet, the awkwardness

    beginning. What were a husband and wife to do when they could neither

    hold nor kiss one another?

    How is your garden?

    Beautiful as always, the gown barely concealed her body, she

    yearned for him to approach her, to touch her in the intimate folds of her

    body. She took a single step forward when he suddenly said.

    I went to the lab today.

    The effect was instantaneous. Chatel pulled the material quickly over

    her body to cover herself, blushing at her immodesty and her stupidity. She

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    could well picture the men at the University, in their long robes, with noses

    tucked into moldy books, too large for them to hold in their hands. The smell

    of foreign chemicals would follow the tails of their suits long after they had

    left the laboratory. They would whisper amongst themselves as Ven stood

    before them with dim prospects that they had somehow found a cure.

    Dare she to ask?

    Oh, but she was going to ask because somewhere deep within her she

    prayed that there was a miracle that was going to set her free. Free to fall

    back into her husbands arms, free to go back to her home, her life

    Did they have anything to say?

    Nothing new Im afraid, the same old things.

    Then why did you bother going? The words fell angrily from her

    mouth. She was not unlike a venomous snake prepared to strike an

    unknowing trespasser.

    Ven straightened, his voice rigid and demanding.

    Because I love you, Chatel, I love you with all my heart. How I

    yearn for you, look at you. The latter was spoken with want and desire.

    Chatel bit her lower lip as she fought tears of anger and frustration.

    I am a powerful man. I have all the treasures any man could possibly

    desire, except for the caress, the kiss, the love of his wife!

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    As if it were my fault! She was furious now. Why do you torment

    me? You are so like those reporters and gawkers who straggle through the

    gates to spy on me!

    Who? No one should be allowed passed the gate! Who has been

    here? He looked out from the shadowy greenhouse glass to the yards and

    surrounding gardens to search for the mysterious men as if to spy them he

    could instantly dispose of them with a single blink of an eye.

    Why, everyone who wants to come and set eyes upon the woman of

    death, the Poison Butterfly!

    Chatel, Chatel, Chatel, He cooed her name and took a single step

    forward then stopped. Chatel screamed in agony at his hesitation, his fear.

    You see, even you are frightened! Too close and you will die! The

    rage was full in her heart. Even an innocent puppy dies at my feet! Yet the

    flowers, the trees, the grass beneath me flourish with just the kiss of my

    breath! Am I to be forever a prisoner of this garden?

    No, we will find some way to fix everything, I promise, I love you,

    my wife, my dear, my only! Ven stepped from the doorway and softly, ever

    so softly closed the door.

    How he left so soon! His form but a ghostly image behind her closed

    eyes, the scent of him coughed out the door into the night air.

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    Chatel cried out again, dropped onto the bed and swallowed back a

    thundercloud of tears.

    In the morning Chatel found the valley bleak and foggy, the sky

    cheerless. Just beyond the door, on the ground, as every morning it would

    be, was her breakfast. Neatly covered, the meal would be prepared in the

    cottage and brought to her in the early peaks of sunrise, when the Poison

    Butterfly would be sleeping in her cocoon and held no danger. It was a

    glum, lonely existence, humbling.

    Chatel sat with the tray square on her knees, the cool concrete of the

    steps awakening her dull senses. There was an unnerving quietness to the

    property as she nibbled upon toast lightly spread with jam. Left over dreams

    from a hectic nights sleep started to wane into vague, fog-filled memories.

    Dreams of poison .

    Memories of the accident, a long and troublesome story, flooded

    through her mind. The day forever marked in her memory, the day when the

    poison fell from the greenhouse rafters and soaked her skin, leaving her a

    monster. They had been but chemicals for the flowers, life saving, life

    giving, full of enrichment.

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    How it came to happen, she did not know, but the poison had bathed

    her skin; the pores alight with a fierce fiery intensity. She had clawed at her

    arms, her legs and face, and tried to scream in terror but her cries were

    drowned in the hostile takeover of the vile, poisonous liquid.

    Three doctors had died as they tried to get near her after the accident.

    Even Chatels own mother had collapsed when she stood but three feet from

    her own child. It was then that Chatel came to realize something dreadful

    had indeed happened to her.

    Soon the valley was encroached with wagons and horses as people

    from near and far came to see the Poison Butterfly. They wanted to know if

    people really died from but a single touch, to see for themselves if her hair

    really was a ball of flaming snakes.

    Did she spit fire?

    The rumors and stories were endless, the crowds as well.

    Ven had been nearly a country away when the accident had occurred,

    leaving Chatel to suffer the humility of being spied upon like a circus freak.

    The greenhouse was her only sanctuary, and within time her only home. At

    first, she feared the maids would abandon the cottage, leaving it for vagrants

    and thieves. For some unknown reason, two of them, Ezabelle and her

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    younger sister took pity upon her and kept care of the house while serving

    her meals.

    Chatels father came; he too had been away, summoned home by the

    near death of his wife and the strange stories of his daughters tragic turn

    into the Devils child. As he stood on the threshold of the greenhouse, he

    listened to his daughters cries for help, sweaty and teary-eyed, unable to

    take a step forward after having seen the condition of his wife.

    I want Ven, please Father, when will Ven return? She sobbed, lying

    on the bed that the maids had dragged from the house for her.

    Soon, my dear, soon, we are trying everything we can to fix this, I

    promise, everything will be all right.

    Nothing would ever be the same. Chatels mother died eight days

    later, her skin dark as the night and her father, deep in misery, stayed until

    Ven appeared at the gate, then left, never to be heard from again.

    Chatel had found Ven hard to face as he stood in the doorway; and

    glanced about the greenhouse, the property had taken on a grandiose quality

    like nothing he had ever seen before.

    Chatel, my darling, His whispered endearments sent Chatel into

    tears of exhaustion and frustration. What have you done to your hair?

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    Nearly eights months to the day Chatel reached for the hair that was

    now to her ears and remembered that day her husband returned home to find

    his wife, the Poison Butterfly, nearly bald.

    She had hoped it was her long, gold curls that held the poison.

    It was not to be.

    The poison was rooted in every fold, every nook and cranny of her

    body, her very breath was coiled in the likeness of death no matter how

    sweet it may be.

    She started to count the months on her fingers. Yes, it had been nearly

    six months since she cut her hair, eights months since the poison sent her to

    this hell.

    The garden was the only thing that thrived beneath her touch. The

    blooms were twice as large, and the smell of them filled the entire valley in a

    soft perfume. The grass was an incredible green. The trees grew plump and

    their leaves rich. The maids delighted in picking the berries from bushes and

    vines after their mistress had passed. They held none of the toxins but three

    times the deliciousness of any other berry in the countryside.

    Chatel had been prepared to end it all. She had reached for the sheers,

    wanting nothing more than to slide the steel across the soft skin of her

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    throat, to feel the burn of her poisoned blood as it flowed down her chest and

    drenched her white skirts before sending her blissfully to heaven.

    However, the question of whether she would go to heaven or to hell

    filled her mind. The fear of falling below the ground and into the arms of the

    Devil himself stopped her.

    She began to tear at her hair. Not so much cutting as sawing it from

    her head with the blades.

    Chatel emerged from the greenhouse to retrieve her supper lying feet

    from the door that evening. A departing Ezabelle glanced back and saw her

    mistress nearly bald and tossing to the ground all the beautiful curls that had

    once adorned her head.

    Now in the bleak morning hours, her hair grown to her ears, Chatel

    slipped through the garden, and struggled against the chill which threatened

    the summer day. Something had caught her attention. A fleeting sight passed

    her vision and she followed. It was Ezabelle moving further into the arms of

    the woodlands. The maids hair was loose about her shoulders, the white

    dress she wore incredibly pale. Even in the weak morning light, Chatel could

    see the outline of the girls hips.

    So intent on her journey Ezabelle never knew she was being followed,

    moving with a sure step through the trees. Then she stopped, turned to the

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    east and swung her arms open wide. Chatel ducked behind a shrub, unsure of

    what or whom Ezabelle was about to embrace. When she felt safe enough to

    look, Chatel was horrified to see Ven nestling his face into the bosom of

    their maid.

    Chatel turned away. It took everything she had not to scream, tears

    burned at the corner of her eyes, her lips quavered. Her knees shook, and

    threatened to spill her.

    The forest, once quiet in the morning hour, was filled with the lovers

    cries of passion.

    She dared to look again, her heart exploding with pain as she

    glimpsed Vens body deep within the young maids embrace.

    Sick, shuddering with anger, Chatel slowly crept away.

    Betrayal can do strange things to the kindest of hearts.

    Chatels heart, having been broken in a single moment, turned bitter

    and ugly. It was one thing for the poison to have destroyed her life but to

    have been a silent witness to the lusting of her husband with another

    woman...

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    The garden seemed to register the darkness that grew in her heart and

    flourished beyond beauty into a monstrosity that overtook the grounds like a

    jungle. Within a months time, the greenhouse was shrouded in green vines,

    nearly invisible from the road. Ven called for gardeners to come and control

    the insanity but no amount of cutting, burning or destroying was able to

    control the greenery. Only when winter came did peace come to the

    property, the vines that had swallowed the greenhouse turned brown, an ugly

    map of dirt roads across the glass.

    In the spring, Chatel awoke one morning to a terrible sound that filled

    the air, one to which she would never experience. She could hear the maids

    tortured cries as she gave birth to Vens child.

    Chatel closed her eyes so as to picture the tiny body as it forced its

    round head, then shoulders, arms, fingers, buttocks and finally its long legs

    and toes out of the whores body.

    There were no visitors.

    The doctor silently came and went.

    Two days later Ezabelle was at the greenhouse doorstep, delivering

    breakfast. She was ill-prepared for the appearance of her mistress. Startled,

    the maid clutched the small bundle close to her breast as Chatel moved from

    the hidden arms of the surrounding gardens.

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    Chatel raised her head to the bundle. What is it?

    Ezabelle gave a tremulous smile. A boy.

    Why isnt your sister delivering my meals as she has for the past few

    months? Chatel delighted in the maids nervous blinks, she well knew that

    Ezabelles young sister was being bed by Ven as well.

    Madam? Ezabelle blanched as she set the meal down to better hold

    her child.

    Here let me see, Chatel moved closer, further terrifying the young

    woman. Dont worry, I only want to look.

    Not wanting the Poison Butterfly any closer, Ezabelle peeled back the

    folds of the warm blanket where the babe slept.

    The child was incredibly small, the skin pink and healthy. Chatel

    could see Ven in every line. The nearness of her made Ezabelle tremble with

    fear; the maid stood firm for a moment longer and then took half a dozen

    steps back.

    I must go, The maids eyes were moist with unwept tears and her

    mouth drawn up in tension. She had gotten a whiff of the poison and it made

    her unsteady.

    Dont drop the poor little dear. Chatel watched as the young girl

    composed herself before she hurried away.

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    The baby started to cry.

    So ensued a strange ritual of Chatel peeking at the babe during every

    meal. She even dared to venture toward the house, which sent the Pyrenees

    into fits as they ran away from her.

    The cottage was as beautiful and elegant as always, dappled white

    with green shudders. She easily found the nursery window and was pleased

    to find it open.

    Day after day, Chatel visited the child. She stood before the nursery

    window to listen as Ezabelle and her sister cleaned the house and prepared

    meals. They were none-the-wiser to the Poison Butterfly outside the babes

    room, allowing the wind to carry bits of her poison inside. She stayed just

    long enough to instill the child to tears and then departed.

    In time the baby became accustomed to the poison, longer could

    Chatel stand by the window before he started to cry.

    A plan, though not quite drawn or clear, was working.

    By the time he was a toddler, young Jeffrey, as Ezabelle had named

    him, delighted in seeing the woman at his window. He stepped close to her,

    incredibly close, with no fear or hesitation. Drawing closer than anyone had

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    ever done in such a long time that it brought tears to Chatels eyes. She

    brought him gifts of flowers and berries, while his mother and father never

    guessed the disaster about to enfold.

    It was on the bleakest of days, so many months later that the day came

    when Chatel was able to touch the rosy cheeks of the boy and scoop him

    into her arms. On that day, the sweet smell of the child engulfed her nostrils

    as she pulled him through the open window.

    Ezabelle happened into the room.

    The maid stopped short in bewilderment, shocked to see her child in

    the arms of the Poison Butterfly. Her cries of terror filled the air.

    Chatel held the child close to her breast as she ran back to the

    greenhouse, a smile of delight spread wide across her face. From the cottage,

    there came the cries of Ven and Ezabelles sister, all three raced after her.

    When they crashed through the doorway of the greenhouse they found

    Chatel seated on her bed, Jeffrey snug in her arms. Ezabelle wailed as she

    fell to her knees, while her sister pushed her way back outside.

    What are you doing? Ven eased forward, his eyes fastened on his

    son.

    Dont worry, my dear, hes alive. See. She held the boy up; Jeffrey

    smiled at the sight of his father and clapped his hands before he reached out.

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    How ?

    Chatel swiped a dark lock of the childs hair from his small forehead.

    Hes immune to my poison, for months I stood before his bedroom window

    and perfumed the very air he breathed with death till he thrived beneath it.

    Let him go.

    Why should I? She held Jeffrey to her breast. Hes mine now.

    Ven called for his son but Chatel would not let him go, even when the

    boy cried out, and tears of rage fell down his baby face.

    Let him go!

    Her skin crawled beneath her husbands rage. Chatel released the boy,

    her eyes full of tears as Ven swept Jeffrey into his arms. No sooner was the

    boy in his fathers strong arms then did Ven stagger, choking on the venom

    that was now within his son.

    He released the boy before he fell.

    Ezabelle threw herself against the glass walls as Jeffrey toddled

    toward her. His small arms outstretched in anticipation of his mothers

    embrace. Ezabelle would have nothing to do with him; she flung herself out

    the greenhouse door, and raced into the surrounding trees.

    Jeffrey, unable to understand, curled against the doorframe, to watch

    his departing mother, whilst his father lay dying on the gravel floor.

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    Chatel knelt to her husband and enveloped his head in her arms. As

    his skin turned black beneath her touch, he whispered, Poison Butterfly, my

    butterfly, my wife, my only.

    The fire crackled within the cottage fireplace, enshrouding the room

    in its warm glow. Slowly the rocker moved back and forth, a soft voice sung

    a lullaby. Jeffreys eyes closed. He was a beautiful child, his lips impossibly

    red.

    Chatel kissed the top of his forehead and smoothed back a lock of his

    hair.

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