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7/29/2019 The Only Thing

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XJN KDCW XJGDI

Yrgttnd by

Ajrgstkpjnr O$ @mrtgdnz


2/101

GDX$ XRMGDGDI RKK@

Mtjcntga trmgdnrs wkre m irkup kl stuhndt mtjcntns gd m wncc wkrd trmgdgdi rkk`$ Gts m rkk` hnvkgh kl vmdgty kr ickry$

Vcmynrs gan skrn okgdts$ Xrmgdnrs strntaj tgijt usacns$ Xmpn

wrmps mrkudh vmrgkus cg bs$ Xjn usumc bmttcn samrs$Xjn nxaruagmtgdi skudh kl okgdts pkppgdi mdh usacns puccgdigs mcc tjmt amd jnmrh$

Xjnd# sgcndan

A^X XK?

GDX$ AK^RX N\NDGDI

MDXJKDW *21' sgts ms nvnry usacn kd jgs mtjcntga lrm`ntgijtnd tk ennp jg` stgcc$ Jgs nyns kbsnssgvncy samdsk`ntjgdi gd tjn hgstmdan$

Mdtjkdys lman# tndsn mdh lkausnh wgtj jgs jmdh akvnrgdi jgs `kutj# ndiucls tjn lrm`n$

Gt gs ak`pcntncy sgcndt$

Quhhndcy

ENHINMdtjkdy# yku)rn up-

AKMAJ ENHIN# m ancnbrgty jmdhsk`n md gd jgs nmrcy 86)s wnmrgdi m lcm`bkymdt ajnrry bcmznr# hgrnats Mdtjkdy tk `kvn$

VMD ms Mdtjkdy# acmh gd jgs ajnrry rnh D@ onrsny# wmces kdtkm bmsentbmcc akurt# tjn Akckssnu`$ Xnds kl tjkusmdhs kl lmdslgcc tjn stmdhs$ Xjn ajnnrs kl tjn arkwh lckkh tjnskudhtrmae$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$'Rnturdgdi kll tjn bndaj# du`bnr =9sndgkr# Mdtjkdy Lkdtmgdn-

XGXCN? DG\NRQGXW KL DNY @NZGAK vs$ GHMJK QXMXN DK\N@BNR 16XJMdtjkdy ndtnrs tjn im`n ms Ghmjk Qtmtn jms oust sakrnh$ M tnm``mtn pmssns tjn bmcc gd tk Mdtjkdy$ Mdtjkdy hrgvns tjnbmcc up tjn akurt mdh sakrns$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$' *AKDXH'Bmsent lkr Lkdtmgdn-


3/101

Mdtjkdy s`gcns# tjkuij gt gs cnss kut kl jmppgdnss mdh krnlrk` smtgslmatgkd$

Ghmjk Qtmtn)s bmcc$ Xjny hrgvn hkwd akurt mdh tmen mhvmdtminm imp gd D@)s hnlndsn$ Xjny sakrn ms wncc$

Mdtjkdy irmbs tjn bmcc mdh ajuaes gt gdtk pcmy$ Jgs tnm``mtn#RO *nmrcy 26)s'# ints tjn pmss$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$' *AKDXH'Lkdtmgdn tk RO @aHkdmch$

M bky gd m `mds bkhy# RO# usaucmr mdh tmcc# pcmyluccy kvnsup akurt$

Jkwnvnr# jn ints gd trkubcn mdh igvns m cmzy pmss tk Mdtjkdy$

Mdtjkdy lgijts md Ghmjk Qtmtn pcmynr tk int tjn bmcc$Mdtjkdys edkaenh hkwd# cmdhgdi luddy kd jgs rgijt cni$ Xjn

wjgstcn bckws$ Lkuc$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$' *AKDXH'Vnrskdmc lkuc kd du`bnr 2


4/101

GDX$ CKAENR RKK@ @K@NDXQ CMXNR

Mdtjkdy sgts kd tjn bndaj mdh tmens kll jgs sjkns$ Jkchgdigt# jn stmrns gdtk jgs ckaenr$ Quhhndcy# jn vgkcndtcy QJK^XQmdh XJRKYQ tjn sjkn gdtk tjn ckaenr$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q HKR@ BNHRKK@ XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy cu`bnrs gdtk jgs hkr` rkk`$ Gt)s prntty spmrsn? oustm bnh# hrnssnr# sk`n spkrts inmr# mdh m iugtmr$

Mdtjkdy tjrkws jgs bmi mimgdst tjn wmcc mdh akccmpsns kd tkjgs bnh$

Ms Mdtjkdy cmys kd jgs bnh# mr`s kvnr jgs lman# lu`gdi$

EG@ *nmrcy 26)s' cgdinrs gd tjn hkkrwmy$ Jnr n`pmtjntga jmzncnyns ckke gd# but jnr bkhy snn`s tk jkch jnr kut$

Eg` wmces kvnr tk tjn bnh mdh auhhcns up tk Mdtjkdy$

EG@Bmby

MDXJKDWG hkd)t wmdt tk tmce

EG@G edkw$$$

Eg` ruds jnr lgdinrs markss Mdtjkdy)s ajnst$

EG@ *AKDXH'Wku hkd)t jmvn mdktjnr im`n lkr

wjmt tjrnn$$$lkur krn hmys;

Mdtjkdy s`gres$

MDXJKDWMdh yku)rn pkgdt gs;

Xjny bktj cmuij mdh tjnd rkcc kvnr sk tjmt tjny mrn lman tklman$ Xjny bnigd tk men kut mdh rn`kvn tjngr acktjns$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q HKR@ BNHRKK@ HMYD

Eg` cmys gd bnh# mckdn$ Xjn ackae by tjn hrnssnr smy


5/101


6/101

GDX$ AKDLNRNDAN RKK@ XJMX N\NDGDI

@n`bnrs kl tnm` sckwcy mssn`bcn gdtk tjn akdlnrndan rkk`$ Gtjms kme pmdncgdi# tnm` pjktks kd tjn wmcc# mdh trkpjynvnrywjnrn$ M \mcjmccm lkr mtjcntns$

Mdtjkdy ndtnrs wgtj RO$ Jn dktgans Akmaj Enhin sgttgdi mt tjnjnmh kl tjn tmbcn$ Akmaj Enhin turds tk Mdtjkdy$ Mt cnmst tkMdtjkdy# Enhin snn`s tk bn stmrgdi jg` hkwd$

Akmaj Enhin ints up mdh wmces tk tjn lrkdt kl tjn tmbcn tktmce wgtj tjn tnm`$ Dkt megdi nyn akdtmat wgtj mdykdn# jnckuhcy pmts jgs jmdh kd tjn tmbcn$

ENHINIm`ns cgen cmst dgijts mrn$$$mcwmyshgllgauct tk nvmcumtn

Enhin pmusns tk acnmr jgs tjrkmt$

ENHIN *AKDXH'gt)s nxpnatnh tjmt wn wgd$ Vnkpcn

trnmt gt cgen gts m igvnd$ Dk kdn$Dk kdn wgcc maanpt mdytjgdi cnss$

Mdktjnr bnmt$

ENHIN *AKDXH'Mdh wjgcn gt)s udhndgmbcn wn egaenhtjn cgvgdi sjgt kut kl tjn`# gtmcsk sjkwnh sk`n egdes wn dnnh tk

wkre kd bnlkrn Dktrn Hm`n$*tk tjn tnm` `mdminr'

Int tjn cgijts$

Xjn cgijts ik hkwd$ Xjn prkonatkr bnm`s tjn im`n lkktmin kdtjn prkonatkr sarnnd bnjgdh Enhin$ Jn bnigds jgs mdmcysgs$

Qcu`pnh# ms gl tk jghn jg`sncl# gd jgs ajmgr# Mdtjkdy wmtajnstjn lkktmin$

GDX$ AK^RX CMXNR

Enhin pmans bmae mdh lkrtj# wjgstcn gd kutj# cnmhgdiprmatgan$ Xjn tnm` ruds tjrkuij tjn hrgccs5 okegdi# mssirmbbgdi# mdh tjn suaj$

ENHINLmstnr- Lmstnr- Wnmj# ennp cmuijgdibkys$ Vcmy irmbmss kd dmtgkdmc X\#

wncc snn wjk cmuijs tjnd$

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7/101

Mdtjkdy)s turd mdh# udcgen nvnrykdn ncsn# jn)s lkausnh kd m `gssgkd$ Mdtjkdy ak`pcntns tjn hrgcc$ Dk okens$ Dk im`ns$ Jn

ennps ckkegdi tk Enhin lkr mpprkvmc$

A^X XK?

Xjn bmcc bgds rkcc kut mdh tjn pcmynr okaeny lkr m bmcc$Mdtjkdy irmbs kdn mdh jnmhs tk m lrnn bmsent$ Xjnrn# jnstmdhs mt tjn lrnn tjrkw cgdn$

Oust ms gd tjn im`n# tjn skudhs lmhn kut mdh gt bnak`ns oustMdtjkdy mdh tjn bmsent$ Mdtjkdy prnps tk sjkt mdh rncnmsn tjnbmcc$ Mimgd# pnrlnat lkr`$ Vnrlnat lkcckw tjrkuij$

Mdh tjgs tg`n# gt ikns gd$ Mdtjkdy tmens mdktjnr sjkt$ Qtgccoust tjn bmsent mdh Mdtjkdy# jn sgdes mdktjnr kdn$ Jn sgidmdh s`gcns wgtj smtgslmatgkd$ Jn tmens mdktjnr sjkt$

Qwkksj mdh gt)s gd$ Yn pucc kut tk rnvnmc tjn akurt gs n`pty#nxanpt Mdtjkdy$ Vrmatgan ndhnh mwjgcn mik$

Mdtjkdy ikns lkr mdktjnr sjkt wjnd

ENHIN *K$Q$' *AKDXH'Mrn yku nvnr ikddm cnmvn;

Mdtjkdy turds tk snn Enhin wmcegdi tkwmrhs jg`# jkchgdi jgskwd bmi mdh Mdtjkdy)s$

ENHIN *AKDXH'G` dnvnr mimgdst stmygdi cmtn# buttjgde kl tjn omdgtkrs$

MDXJKDWQkrry# Enhin$ Ymdtnh tk wkre kd tjnlrnn tjrkws$

ENHING smw tjmt$ G mcsk smw yku trygditk kutrud nvnrykdn ncsn tkhmy$ Gcgen tjn justcn# but gts amccnhprmatgan lkr m rnmskd$ Gh rmtjnrsnn gt gd tjn im`n$

MDXJKDWWku wgcc$ Xjmts wjy gts prmatgan$

ENHING bnttnr$

Enhin tjrkws Mdtjkdy jgs iy` bmi$ Xjn twk wmce kll tjn akurt$

Mdtjkdy ajnaes jgs pjkdn$


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MDXJKDWKj# luae$

Mdh Mdtjkdy sprgdts kut kl tjn iy`$

ENHIN

Dkw yku mrn gd m jurry$

GDX$ AKDLNRNDAN JMCC JMCCYMW XJMX DGIJX

M sgid rnmh NZANCCNDAN GD DHNRIRMH^MXN MAAK^DXGDI BMD]^NX


9/101

EG@Mdtjkdy# y hnmd gs rgijt tjnrn$Vcnmsn# stkppgdi tmcegdi cgen mtnndminr$

MDXJKDW

Qtkp tmcegdi tk n cgen G` lgvn$EG@

Qtkp matgdi cgen gt$ Ikkhdgijtnvnrykdn$

Eg` s`gcns tk tjksn mrkudh jnr mdh cnmvns$ Mdtjkdy lkcckwsjnr tk tjn jmccwmy$

GDX$ AKDLNRNDAN JMCC JMCCYMW XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy stkps Eg` wjgcn sjn wmgts lkr tjn ncnvmtkr$

MDXJKDWG tkch yku# G` skrry$ G` jnrndkw# mrndt G;

EG@Hk yku wmdt m ikch stmr;

MDXJKDWYjmt tjn jncc gs tjn mttnr wgtjyku;

EG@@mybn tjn lmat tjmt mcc G msenh wmslkr yku tk bn jnrn lkr `n mdhgdstnmh yku sjkw up tjrnn jkurscmtn# swnmty# mdh nxpnat n tk bnkemy wgtj tjmt$

Xjn ncnvmtkr hkkrs kpnd mdh Eg` ndtnrs$

MDXJKDWMt cnmst G` jnrn$

EG@

@y tnd ynmr kch mutgstga brktjnrakuch bn jnrn tkk$ Mdh jn wkuchjmvn bnnd kd tg`n mdh sjkwnrnh$

Xjn ncnvmtkr hkkrs sjut$

MDXJKDWAjrgst- Xjmts luaenh up Eg`-

Mdtjkdy turds tk snn md kchnr indtcn`nd wmgtgdi bnjgdh jg`$

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10/101

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Vcnmsn hkdt bn tjn hnmd$

A^X XK?

NZX$ MDXJKDW)Q AMR MLXNRMdtjkdy hrgvns tjrkuij m sghn strnnt kd jgs wmy jk`n$ Jn

wjgtn eduaecns tjn stnnrgdi wjnnc$

Md n`pty pubcga pmre# ak`pcntn wgtj m s`mcc bmsentbmcc akurt#amtajns jgs nyn$ Mdtjkdy puccs up mdh irmbs m bmsentbmcc lrk` jgs bmaesnmt$

NZX$ V^BCGA VMRE G@@NHGMXNCW MLXNR

Mdtjkdy wmces kdtk tjn lkrsmend akurt mdh stmrts sjkktgdilrnn tjrkws# oust cgen gd prmatgan$ Ygtj nmaj bmsent# tjnstrnss hgssgpmtns$

M amr puccs gdtk tjn pmregdi ckt mdh bcgdhs Mdtjkdy wgtj tjnjnmh cgijts$ Xwk bgi# g`pksgdi lgiurns int kut kl tjn amr$Akps$

KLLGANR !=Qjgt# yku wnrn rgijt-

KLLGANR !2Xkch yku$

MDXJKDWGs sk`ntjgdi wrkdi kllganrs;

KLLGANR !2Kdcy tjmt m H G mtjcntn gs sjkktgdijkkps mt$$$==?21 V$@$ kd m Xjurshmygd tjn Ymrzkdn# tjmt)s mcc$ Qk`ndngijbkrs amccnh# tjkuijt yku wnrnsk`n jkkh kr sk`ntjgdi$

MDXJKDWG)` skrry$ G hghd)t rnmcgzn

KLLGANR !=Hkdt wkrry$ By tjn wmy# irnmt im`ncmst dgijt$

MDXJKDW*irkwgdi udak`lkrtmbcn'

Xjmdes$

7$


11/101

KLLGANR !2Ikkh wmr` up lkr Dkrtn Hm`n# juj;

KLLGANR !=Ymsd)t ndkuij kbvgkuscy$

*tk Mdtjkdy'

Enhin dkt cnttgdi yku int ndkuijsjkts mt prmatgan;

MDXJKDWDk$ Oust acnmrgdi y gdh$

KLLGANR !2Yncc# hk gt sk`nwjnrn ncsn$ Xjnsnpnkpcn# kd nhin# yku edkw$

Xjn tjrnnsk`n cmuij mdh Mdtjkdy jnmh tk jgs amr$

MDXJKDWQkrry mbkut tjmt kllganrs$

KLLGANR !=Dk prkbcn`$ Oust wgd tjn hm`d im`ntk men gt up tk us# Lkdtmgdn$

Mdtjkdy igvns tjn` md mwewmrh tju`bs up mdh tjnd hrgvns kll$

NZX$ MDXJKDW)Q AMR @KRDGDI

Mdtjkdy stnnrs jgs amr wjgcn trygdi tk tnxt kut m nssmin tkEg` wgtj tjn ktjnr$ Gt gs tmegdi lkrnvnr# ms Mdtjkdy jms tkennp ckkegdi up tk tjn rkmh$

Xjn Xmce# m tmce rmhgk prkirm` hnhgamtnh tk ckamc spkrts# gskd$

HO *K$Q$'Mcrgijt# kur dnxt amccnr gs @mre$

@MRE *K$Q$'Jny# iuys$ Nvnrykdn snn`s tk tjgdetjnrn gs ikgdi tk bn tjgs upsntmimgdst Dkrtn Hm`n$ Vnrskdmccy# G

tjgde wn mrn gd sk`n trkubcn$MDXJKDW

Yjmt;-

Mdtjkdy tjrkws jgs pjkdn kdtk tjn pmssndinr snmt# nssminkdcy jmcl ak`pcntnh# mdh lkaussns kd tjn amccnr$ Jn ennpsigvgdi jgs rmhgk akaenynh icmdans# cgen gt gs smygdi tjgsstull$

=6$


12/101

HO *K$Q$'Yjy)s tjmt;

@MRE *K$Q$'Ckke mt gt$ Yn ikt m ludhm`ndtmccyykudi# gdnxpnrgndanh tnm`$ Wku amd

snn gt oust by tjn wmy tjny pcmynhmimgdst Ghmjk Qtmtn

MDXJKDWGdnxpnrgndanh;

@MRE *K$Q$'tjny mrnd)t hgsagpcgdnh# tjny mrn

stgcc men ykudi# egh `gstmens

MDXJKDWYjmt tjn luae hk edkw# yku lmtluae; Wku)vn prkbmbcy dnvnrhrgbbcnh m bmcc gd ykur ndtgrncgln$

@MRE *K$Q$'mdh Lkdtmgdn$ Jn)s m ikkh egh mdh

m jncc kl m pcmynr sk`ntg`ns# but Ghkd)t edkw gl jn gs m cnmhnr$Xjmt)s wjmt tjgs tnm` dnnhs ikgdigdtk tjn Dktrn Hm`n im`n$ M cnmhnr$

MDXJKDWWku pgnan kl sjgt$ Wku jmvn dk ghnm

wjmt G hk$ Wku hkd)t nvnd edkw wjmtyku)rn tmcegdi mbkut$ Akaesuaenr

`ktjnrluaenr

GDX$ CMRIN AM@V^Q HGDNR CMXNR XJMX @KRDGDI

Mdtjkdy# RO# mdh mdktjnr tnm``mtn# RKDDW# jmvn imtjnrnh lkrqugae brnmelmst$ Mdtjkdy stmrns kut tjn wgdhkw mdh rnpnmtnhcytmps jgs lkre mimgdst jgs anrm`ga pcmtn$

RKDDWHuhn# yku)rn ikddm brnme tjn

luaegd) pcmtn$Mdtjkdy stkps tmppgdi jgs pcmtn# but trmdslnrs tjn rnpntgtgvn

`ktgkd tk bkudagdi tjn jnnc kl jgs lkkt$

ROYjmt tjn luaes up# md;

MDXJKDWDktjgdi$

==$


13/101

ROG hkdt tjgde Dkrtn Hm`ns ikddmbrgdi gt cgen

MDXJKDWWku edkw tjgs mssjkcn kd Xjn Xmce

wms amccgdi us "ykudi" mdh"udhgsagpcgdnh;"

ROMdh$$$

MDXJKDWXjmt)s buccsjgt# rgijt; G amd tnccyku kl mcc tjn tnm`s wn jmvn pcmynh

RKDDWLkdtmgdn$ Gt)s Xjn Xmce$ Gt)s mrmhgk sjkw$ Gt mgd)t nvnd NQVD$ Yjkigvns m luae wjmt tjny smy$

Mdtjkdy cnmds bmae gd jgs bkktj mdh bnigds bkudagdi jgs lnntmimgd$

ROGs tjgs sjgt mbkut Eg`;

Bnlkrn Mdtjkdy amd smy mdytjgdi hnlndsgvn# m kvnrnminrLRNQJ@MD RNVKRXNR# ak`ns up tk tjn iuy)s tmbcn$

LRNQJ@MD RNVKRXNRNxausn `n$ Emt$ G)` m wrgtnr wgtjtjn Hmgcy D@ Bcki$ G wms wkdhnrgdigl G akuch gdtnrvgnw yku iuys# oustrnmc qugae;

Bnlkrn Mdtjkdy amd hnacgdn# RO mdh Rkbby rnspkdhndtjusgmstgamccy yns$ Xjn rnpkrtnr sakkts dnxt tk Mdtjkdy$Mdtjkdy sjkkts m "luae yku" icmdan tk Rkddy mdh RO$

EMXXjmdes yku lkr tjgs$ Akuch oust intykur dm`ns mdh ynmrs rnmc qugae;

RKDDWRkddy Judt# skpjk`krn$

RORmdhy Omrnh @aHkdmch# oudgkr$

MDXJKDW*wgtj bmrncy akdanmcnh

hgsiust'Mdtjkdy Lkdtmgdn# sndgkr$

=2$


14/101

EMXG)cc stmrt wgtj yku Mdtjkdy$ Akuchyku tncc `n mbkut tjn im`n m lnwhmys mik; Jkw yku lnct gt wndt;

MDXJKDW

*cgen m rkbkt'Gt wms m ikkh im`n$ Oust bnamusntjny mrn H GG hkns dkt nmd tjny

wnrnd)t tkuij mdh

EMXXjnrn)s mcrnmhy tmce tjmt yku iuys

wgcc brgdi ^D@ bmae tk tjntkurdm`ndt lkr tjn lgrst tg`n gdtnd ynmrs tjgs ynmr$ Wkur tjkuijts;

MDXJKDW*mimgd rkbktga'

Yncc# nvnry ynmr wn strgvn tk intsk`n pkst snmskd pcmy$ G mcwmyslnnc wn mrn hnsnrvgdi kl m spkt$

EMXHk yku pnrskdmccy lnnc mdy mhhnhprnssurn; Gt bngdi ykur sndgkr ynmrmdh mcc$

MDXJKDWG tjkuijt wn wnrn tmcegdi mbkut tjnim`n$

EMXYncc# G` aurgkus mbkut tjn amptmgdgs ikgdi tjrkuij$ Jkw hk yku lnnc;

MDXJKDWG hkdt tjgde mbkut gt$ Xjnrn$

EMXQk ykurn dkt ckkegdi mt wjmt cgnsbnykdh tjgs snmskd;

Mdtjkdy squgr`s mt tjnsn qunstgkds$ Jn u`bcns tk jg`sncl#

trygdi tk tjgde kl m ikkh# vmiun mdswnr$Dktjgdi gs ak`gdi tk jg` mdh jn ckkes tk jgs pjkdn ms mhnaky$ Xjn jmcl typnh nssmin tk Eg` gs stgcc kd tjn sarnnd$Mdtjkdy nxgts kut kl gt tk ajnae tjn tg`n$

MDXJKDWYjnrn hgh tjn tg`n ik; G)` sk skrrybut G jmvn tk int tk acmss$ G)` mcrnmhy ruddgdi m cgttcn cmtn$

=1$


15/101

Mdtjkdy qugaecy sjg``gns lrnn mdh stmrts tk cnmvn$

EMXAmd G mse yku kdn `krn

MDXJKDW

Dkpn# skrry$ Dk tg`n$*tk Rkddy mdh RO'Qnn yku mt prmatgan$

@kvgdi ms qugae ms pkssgbcn wgtjkut ruddgdi# Mdtjkdy nxgtstjn hgdnr$ Jn puccs kut jgs pjkdn$

A^X XK?

GDX$ EG@)Q MVMRX@NDX N\NDGDI

Eg`s pjkdn sgts cgen m ckmhnh iud kd jnr hrnssnr$ Eg` sgcndtcy psyajns jnrsncl up bnlkrn pgaegdi gt up mdh megdi mamcc$

Eg` rncuatmdtcy puts tjn pjkdn tk jnr jnmh$ Gt rgdis lkr mdnxaruagmtgdicy ckdi tg`n$

Lgdmccy# gt pgaes up$ Eg`s lman skurs$

\KGAN *K$Q$'Jncck;

EG@Jg# @k`$

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Eg`; G` kd `y wmy tk pgae up Qtnvnlrk` skaanr$ Yjmts up;

EG@Kj# oust snngdi gl yku wnrn kemy$ Ghghdt snn yku mt tjn bmdqunt cmstdgijt

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Wku edkw Xjurshmys mrn Qtnvns Aub

Qakut `nntgdis$EG@

Wns$ Wns G edkw$ G oust tjkuijt# gtbngdi m bgi mwmrh mdh stull# yku

`gijt jmvn wmdtnh tk ak`n$

=8$


16/101

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'*cmuijgdi'

G akuchdt cnmvn jg` tjnrn mccmckdn# swnntgn$ Xjmt wkuch bnrghgauckus$

EG@Wkurn rgijt$ G` bngdi rghgauckus$

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Yncc# gs tjmt mcc yku amccnh lkr;

EG@Wup$

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Irnmt$ G` ruddgdi m cgttcn cmtn skGvn ikt tk ik$ Ckvn yku$ Byn$

EG@Byn$

But sjn jmdis up bnlkrn sjn ints tjn wkrhs kut$

Eg` lmccs bmae kdtk jnr bnh$

A^X XK?

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q BMXJRKK@ DGIJX

Mdtjkdy cgns gd jgs bnh# wghn mwmen# stmrgdi mt jgs n`ptyangcgdi$ Jgs bnh snn`s khhcy n`pty$

Mdtjkdy ints up mdh irmbs jgs bmsentbmcc$ Jn hrgbbcns gt gdtkjgs pgtaj bcmae ak``kd rkk`$

Lkr m lnw snakdhs# gt ak`pcntncy hmre$ Xjn bkudagdi kl tjnbmcc amd bn jnmrh$ Xjnd# m ACGAE mdh tjn rkk` cgijts up$

GDX$ AKCKQQN^@ DGIJX

Mdtjkdy gs stmdhgdi gd tjn Akckssnu`# gd udglkr`# stgcc

bkudagdi tjn bmcc$Gd tjn stmdhs# tjn rmhgk sjkw amccnr @mre sgts mckdn$ Jn gsirksscy kbnss mdh s`uicy ckkegdi hkwd mt Mdtjkdy$ Mdtjkdyigvns jg` m dkh kl maedkwcnhi`ndt$

MDXJKDW^dhgsagpcgdnh; Akuch mdudhgsagpcgdnh pcmynr hk tjgs;

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17/101

Mdtjkdy tjnd ajmrins hkwd akurt# ouegdi jgs wmy pmstg`migdmry pcmynrs mdh mens md cmy up$

Mdtjkdy tjnd turds tk snn tjn ndtgrn Dkrtn Hm`n tnm` sgttgdikd tjn sghncgdn# qugntcy ouhigdi jg`$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Wnmj iuys$ Hghd)t tjgde m s`mccsajkkc egh akuch hk tjmt# hgh yku;Vrkbmbcy hkd)t tjgde G akuch hktjgs ngtjnr$

Mdtjkdy tjnd ajmrins mimgd tjrkuij tjn arkwh kl g`migdnhhnlndhnrs tk tjn tjrnn pkgdt cgdn mdh mens m lmhn mwmy ms glsk`nkdn wms iumrhgdi jg`$

Qnmtnh gd lrkdt kl jg`# Emt lurgkuscy wrgtns gd jnr dktnbkketjnd ckkes up tk jg`$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Xjmt)s wjmt)s gd y luturn$ M ckt `krn kl tjmt$

Mdtjkdy tjnd sgdes tjrnn mltnr tjrnn$

Kd tjn sghncgdn# Enhin stmdhs gd jgs ajnrry rnh bcmznr$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Mdh tjmt gs wjmt cnmhnrsjgp ckkescgen$ Matgkds$ Akdtrkc$ Hnagsgkds$

Mdtjkdy akdtgduns mdknuvrgdi mrkudh tjn ikmc mdh g`migdmrypcmynrs# ms wncc ms m stmtga RO$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Bnamusn sk`nkdn jms tk hk gt$Qk`nkdn)s ikt tk wmdt gt$

Mdtjkdy tjnd ckkes strmgijt mjnmh$ dhnr tjn bmsent# Eg` stmdhs# mr`s arkssnh# ms gl wmgtgdi lkr sk`ntjgdi$

Mdtjkdy ajmrins tjn ikmc mdh hudes tjn bmcc$ Ms jn ak`nshkwd# jn cmdhs gdajns lrk` Eg`)s lman$ Mdtjkdy stmrns jnrrgijt gd tjn nyns$ Qjn stmrns bmae$

Xjngr nyns matgdi ms midnts# Eg` igvns jg` m pnae kd tjn `kutj$ Qmtgslgnh# Mdtjkdy wmces bmaewmrhs# bmcc gd jmdhs$

Mdtjkdy prkannhs tk tjrkw gt gd tjn mgr$ Gt hkns dkt ak`nhkwd$ Mdtjkdy tjnd strntajns jgs mr`s kut mdh lmccs bmaewmrhs

BMAE XK BNHRKK@

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18/101

kdtk jgs bnh$ Irgddgdi tk jg`sncl# Mdtjkdy aurcs up# sjutsjgs nyns# mdh lmccs gdtk m hnnp scnnp$

LMHN XK BCMAE?

NZX$ AKCKQQN^@ DNZX HMWM snm kl ajnrry lckkhs gdtk tjn Akckssnu`$ Xjn im`n hmysy`pjkdy rkmrs lrk` tjn mrndm$

GDX$ CKAENR RKK@ XJMX @K@NDX

Gd tjn ckaenr rkk`# jkwnvnr# gt gs qugnt$ Xjn pcmynrs mrnprnpmrgdi tjn`sncvns$

Qk`n strntaj# ktjnr pman wgtj jnmhpjkdns kd$

RO sgts kd tjn bndaj# jmdhs acmps gd sgcndt prmynr$ Dk kdnhmrns spnme$

Gd m hmre akrdnr kl tjn rkk`# Mdtjkdy jkvnrs kvnr m trmsjamd$ Jgs jmdhs rnst kd jgs ednn ms gl jn gs mbkut tk vk`gt$Jkwnvnr# Mdtjkdy stmdhs uprgijt# ckkegdi pnrlnatcy lgdn$

ENHIN *K$Q$'Gt)s sjkwtg`n bkys$

Mdh wgtj tjmt# tjn tnm`s ikns kdtk tjn akurt$

GDX$ MRNDM X^DDNC CMXNR

Xjn tnm` @MRAJNQ tjrkuij tjn tuddnc lrk` tjn ckaenr rkk` tktjn mrndm wgtj purpksn mdh akdlghndan$ Xjn RKMR kl tjn arkwhint gdarnmsgdi ckuhnr udtgc tjn tnm` rnmajns tjn akurt$

Xjnd tjn lucc lkran jgts$ Xjn ajnrry rnh stmdhs# tjn ajmdtgdilmds# tjn pucsgdi pnp bmdh$ Gt gs md mwn gdspgrgdi k`ndt$

Xjn tnm`s cgdn up lkr tgp kll$ Mdtjkdys up lkr D@$ Xjn bmccgs tkssnh gdtk tjn mgr mdh tjn twk pcmynrs ou`p$ Nvnrytjgdilrnnzns rgijt bnlkrn ngtjnr tnm` amd tkuaj gt$

XGXCN? DG\NRQGXW KL DNY @NZGAK \Q$ !=1 DKXRN HM@N HNAN@BNR1RH

Xjn im`n rnstmrts wgtj Mdtjkdy edkaegdi tk bmcc bmae tk jgspcmynrs$

Yn snn JGIJCGIJXQ kl tjn im`n$

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19/101

^D@ pcmys cgen ajm`pgkds? megdi gt ckke nmsy$ Xjngr pcmysmrn nxnautnh cgen ajkrnkirmpjnh hmdans irmanluc mdh s`kktj$

But tjgs Mdtjkdy)s im`n$ Jn gs jkt$ Jn sgdes nvnry sjkt# kutruds nvnry pcmynr$ Jn gs gd jgs ncn`ndt$ Jn gs indugdncys`gcgdi$

Xjn sakrnbkmrh sjkws D@ puccgdi lurtjnr mdh lurtjnr mjnmh mstjn im`n akdtgduns$

Xjn ARKYH mdh tjn @^QGA bcndh gdtk m pucsgdi bnmt$

Ygtj snakdhs cnlt gd tjn snakdh jmcl# Dktrn Hm`n `mens mhnspnrmtn pcmy tk sakrn$

RO gdtnranpts tjn bmcc mdh pmssns gt tk Mdtjkdy# wjk gs wghnkpnd hkwd akurt$

Ygtj dk kdn hnlndhgdi jg` mdh tjn bmsent wghn kpnd# Mdtjkdyhudes tjn bmcc$

Xjn arkwh nrupts gd ajnnrs$ Am`nrms lcmsj$ Xjn buzznr rgdis$Xjn im`n gs kvnr ^D@ jms hnlnmtnh =1tj rmdenh Dktrn Hm`n gd mcmdhscghn$

Mdtjkdy juis RO mdh tjnd Enhin ruds up tk n`brman tjn` bktj$

Mdtjkdy sjmens jmdhs wgtj tjn Dktrn Hm`n tnm`$

RNVKRXNRQ mdh KLLGAGMCQ rud kd akurt tk tmce wgtj tjnpcmynrs$

Xjn stuhndt snatgkd brnmaj pmst snaurgty mdh rusj tjn akurt$Ajnnrgdi# tjny jkgst Mdtjkdy gdtk tjn mgr$

Mdtjkdy gs ickwgdi$ Gt gs tjn jmppgnst dgijt kl jgs cgln$

GDX$ K^XQGHN XJN CKAENR RKK@ CMXNR

Xjn tnm` nxgts tjn ckaenr rkk` brgstcgdi wgtj ndnriy$

M s`mcc imtjnrgdi kl lrgndhs mdh lm`gcy wmgt lkr tjn`$ RO mdhjgs igrclrgndh# RNMIMD# n`brman$ Enhin juis jgs wgln$

Akdirmtucmtgkds mrn sjmrnh m`kdist tjn irkup ms gt sckwcyhgssgpmtns$

Mdtjkdy ckkes mrkudh tjn nvnr tjgddgdi irkup ckkegdi lkr Eg`$

Eg` gs dkwjnrn tk bn snnd$ Mdtjkdy stmdhs mckdn ms tjn tnm` jms hgspnrsnh wgtj tjngr sgidglgamdt ktjnrs$ Xjmt ickwgdiqumcgty jms vmdgsjnh$

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20/101

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q BNHRKK@ DGIJX

Mdtjkdy cgns mwmen gd jgs bnh mimgd# tkssgdi mdh turdgdi$Lgdmccy# jn irmbs jgs ancc pjkdn mdh mens m amcc$

MDXJKDW

Jny$$$A^X XK?

NZX$ QX^HNDX IJNXXK CMXNR XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy pmres gd lrkdt kl m typgamccy uden`pt mpmrt`ndtak`pcnx$ Lrk` tjn snakdh lckkr# Eg` sjnnpgsjcy nxgts gdpmom`m bkttk`s mdh md kvnrakmt tk brmvn tjn wgdtnr dgijt$

MDXJKDWXjn bgi ajn` lgdmc;

Eg` sjnnpgsjcy dkhs$

EG@Akdirmts kd tjn im`n$

MDXJKDWXjmdes$ Ckke# G nssnh up$ G edkwtjmt$ G jmh m ckt$$$gt hknsd)t

`mttnr$ Yjmt mttnrs gs G nssnh upmdh G)` skrry$

EG@Kemy$

MDXJKDWKemy$ Gt wms wngrh# dkt jmvgdi ykutk sjmrn gt wgtj$

EG@Qkrry G rugdnh ykur dgijt$

MDXJKDWGt)s dkt cgen tjmt$ G `nmd# bngdi

wgtj yku$ Jmvgdi yku$ ^s- Jmvgdi us

bn tkintjnr$EG@

Mdtjkdy# G)` trgnh kl bngdi tjn `gstrnss$

MDXJKDWWku)rn dkt$ Wku dnvnr wnrn$

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21/101

EG@Mdh G sjkuch bncgnvn tjmt bnamusn;

MDXJKDWBnamusn$ Xkdgijt G wms gssgdisk`ntjgdi$ G akuch lnnc gt$ G

wmsdt surn wjmt# but dkw G edkw$Mdh gts m jncc kl m ckt `krng`pkrtmdt tk n tjmd m luaegdiim`n$

EG@*scgijt cmuij'

Mrn yku hrude;

MDXJKDWDk# G` mpkckigzgdi$

Mdtjkdy stmrns up mt Eg` cgen m jurt ajgch wkuch tk jgs `ktjnr# ckkegdi lkr lkrigvndnss$

Eg` bndhs$ Qjn wmces hkwd tk Mdtjkdy mdh puts jnr jmdhs kdjgs lman$ Mdtjkdy ikns tk egss jnr# but sjn stkps jg` bnlkrn$

EG@G)` snrgkus$ G wkd)t bn tjnmltnrtjkuijt$

MDXJKDWWku dnvnr wnrn$ G)` ikgdi tk prkvntjmt tk yku$

Mdtjkdy lcmsjns m s`gcn tjmt Eg` amd)t rnsgst mdh sjn igvnsjg` m pnae kd tjn cgps$ Mdtjkdy trgns lkr krn# but Eg` stkpsjg` kdan krn$

EG@G rnmccy hk jmvn m ckt kl wkrestgcc$

MDXJKDWYkre wgcc mcwmys bn tjnrn$

EG@

Mdh yku wkdt;Mdtjkdy cmuijs mdh irmbs Eg`$ Xjn twk stmrt megdi kut mdhjnmh upstmgrs$

LMHN XK?

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22/101

NZX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q JK^QN AJRGQX@MQ N\N

Mdtjkdy mdh Eg` pucc up tk m s`mcc# sgdicn stkry jk`n gd m wkregdi acmss dngijbkrjkkh$ Xjnrn mrn amrs nvnrywjnrn# nvnd

tjn lrkdt cmwd# mdh tmaey Ajrgst`ms cgijts kd tjn rkkl$

Mdtjkdy wmces Eg`# wjk gs amrrygdi m pcmttnr# up tk tjn lrkdthkkr$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q JK^QN NDXRMDAN JMCC XJMX @K@NDX

Mdtjkdy mdh Eg` ndtnr tjn jkusn# wjgaj gs pmaenh wgtjrncmtgvns$ Lmgdt indnrga Ajrgst`ms skdis jkvnrs kvnr tjnajmttnr$

Md kchnr wk`md# M^DX @MRW# wmces pmst tjn twk$

M^DX @MRWYncc ckke mt jmdhsk`n- Ikkh tk snnym$ @nrry Ajrgst`ms

MDXJKDW@nrry Ajrgst`ms tk yku tkk Mudt@mry$ Wku rn`n`bnr Eg`$

M^DX @MRWKl akursn$ Jkw mrn yku hnmr;

EG@Irnmt$ @nrry Ajrgst`ms-

M^DX @MRW*tk Mdtjkdy'

Wku)rn k`)s gd tjn egtajnd mdh ikhedkw wjnrn Enddy)s mt$

MDXJKDWG)cc lgdh jg`$

Mdtjkdy mdh Eg` men tjnrn wmy tjrkuij tjn cgvgdi rkk` tkwmrhs tjn egtajnd$

GDX$ MDXJKDWQ @KXJNRQ CG\GDI RKK@Xjn lm`gcy)s qugnt m arkwh$ Xjn nd igvn kll m bcun akccmrvgbn gd spnnaj mdh hrnss$ Xjny jmvn wncc `mgdtmgdnh bnnrbnccgns mdh lmans tjmt men tjn` ckke kchnr tjmd tjny mrn$@mdy mrn imtjnrnh mrkudh tjn X\# wmtajgdi tjn bmsentbmccim`n$

Xjn wk`nd mrn krn sprnmh kut# ms gl gd acgquns# tmcegdim`kdist tjn`sncvns$

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23/101

@kst ckke udak`lkrtmbcn# ms gl tjnyh rmtjnr bn mdywjnrn but wgtj tjnsn pnkpcn$ Xjny put kd m ikkh s`gcn tjkuij$

Qk`n kl tjn akusgds mrn ykudi ajgchrnd ruddgdi mrkudh$

But wjnd Eg` mdh Mdtjkdy wmce tjrkuij# tjny)rn cgen

ancnbrgtgns$ Nvnrykdn mens md nllkrt tk irnnt tjn`$ DACNRKRW *>6)s' mdh AK^QGD VM^C *cmtn 26)s' mrn tjn lgrst$

^DACN RKRWDu`bnr 28- Dmtgkdmccy rmdenh- Ckkemt yku buh$

AK^QGD VM^C28; Xjmt)s pussy sjgt$

MDXJKDWJkws gt ikgdi dacn Rkry;

*tk Akusgd Vmuc'Qkrry# Vmuc$ Xncc n mimgd wjmt tjnQmdgtmtgkd Hnpmrt`ndt skltbmcc tnm` gs rmdenh mimgd;

AK^QGD VM^CLuddy# mssjkcn$

Xjn twk sjmrn m cmuij mdh jui$ Eg` tg`ghcy wmvns mt tjn lnwpnkpcn sjn rnakidgzns$

Qk`n ktjnr kll jmdh ak``ndts mrn kvnrjnmrh# cgen "Hgh yku snntjn hude;#" "Mppmrndtcy Enddy mppcgnh tk Brkwd tkk#" nta$

Mdtjkdy mdh Eg` ennp megdi tjngr wmy tk tjn egtajnd$ Yn stkpkd XYK LN@MCN AK^QGD jmvgdi m akdvnrsmtgkd$

LN@MCN AK^QGD !=Hk tjny igvn sajkcmrsjgp gl ykujmvn m H^G$

LN@MCN AK^QGD !2G hkd)t edkw$ Lkr jgs smen# G jkpnsk$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q EGXAJNDMdtjkdy mdh Eg` ndtnr tjn egtajnd$ Lm`gcy mtrgmrajs jmvnimtjnrnh mrkudh tjn tmbcn# wjnrn MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR *nmrcy86)s' gs sjkwgdi kd sk`n jk`n `mhn onwncry$

Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr gs m sjkrt wk`md wgtj pnrlnatcy hkdn# bckdhjgijcgijtnh jmgr# tjrkuij tjn irmygdi rkkts mrn sjkwgdi$

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24/101

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR*tk tjn tmbcn'

$$$sk tjn wk`md wgtj tjn dnae `kcntjgdi# sjn msenh gl G mhn mdytjgdi

wgtj turqukgsn$*udhnr jnr brnmtj'

Nmst Akmst# dmturmccy$Kbvgkuscy# Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr gs vnry gdvkcvnh gd wjmt sjn)sikgdi$ Mdtjkdy scgdes mrkudh tk int jnr mttndtgkd# wjnd kdnkl tjn mudts dktgans jg`$

M^DXMdtjkdy-

Gd udgskd# tjn tmbcn stkps wjmt tjny mrn hkgdi mdh turds tkMdtjkdy$

MCCMdtjkdy-

Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr tjrkws tjn onwncry mdh ou`ps up tk egss jg`$

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR@nrry Ajrgst`ms-

MDXJKDW@nrry Ajrgst`ms tk yku tkk-

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNRKj Ikh$ G lnnc cgen G kdcy snn ykukd X\ mdy`krn$

Qjn pcmans jnr jmdhs kd jgs lman mdh puccs jg` tkwmrhs jnr tk wjgspnr gd jgs nmr$

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR *AKDXH'*wjgspnrgdi'

Jmvn yku snnd ykur brktjnr ynt;

MDXJKDW*wjgspnrgdi'

Dk$

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR*wjgspnr'Ennp md nyn kut lkr jg`$ G wmddm bnamrnluc# wgtj tjn bkkzn mdh mcc$

Mdtjkdy dkhs mdh Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr pusjns bmae$

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25/101

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR *AKDXH'Kur bmsentbmcc stmr$

*tk tjn wk`nd mt tjntmbcn'

Kj# tjmt pgnan G)` megdi lkr tjgscgttcn kch @nxgamd cmhy$ Qwnntnst

tjgdi$ Qnvndty lgvn mdh stgcc hynsjnr jmgr$

Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr tjnd dktgans Eg` by Mdtjkdy)s sghn$

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR *AKDXH'Eg`- Wku ckke lmdtmstga$ @nrryAjrgst`ms-

EG@@nrry Ajrgst`ms tk yku tkk-

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNRWku)rn kvnr 2=# rgijt;

EG@22$

MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNRDkt cgen gt)h stkp n# but cnt `nint yku sk`n niidki$ Ak`n kd$ Vuttjmt hkwd kvnr jnrn$

*tk tjn tmbcn'G)cc bn rgijt bmae$

Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr puccs Eg` tkwmrhs tjn bkkzn akudtnr$ Eg` lcmsjns Mdtjkdy m JNCV @N icmdan bnlkrn hgsmppnmrgdi gdtk tjnegtajnd$

Mdtjkdy ckkes up tk ENDDW *=9' irnntgdi md mudt$ Enddy gstmcc cgen Mdtjkdy# but segddgnr# mc`kst sgaecy ckkegdi$ Jnjms m bnnr gd jmdh$

Mdtjkdy wmtajns Enddy vnry acksncy$ Enddy swmys scgijtcy#suiinstgdi sk`ntjgdi krn tjmd bnnr gs inttgdi tk jg`$

Xjn mudt cnmvns mdh Enddy lgxmtns jg`sncl kd rnmhgdi tjnAjrgst`ms amrhs kd tjn mdtcn$ Xjgs gs Mdtjkdy)s ajmdan$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q CG\GDI RKK@

Mdtjkdy ak`ns up bnjgdh Enddy mdh puts jgs jmdh kd jgssjkuchnrs$

MDXJKDW@nrry Ajrgst`ms md-

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26/101

ENDDWOnsus Ajrgst# mbkut tg`n yku sjkwnhup$ Xjkuijt G)h jmvn tk hnmc wgtjtjgs sjgt skck$

*rmgsgdi jgs bnnr'Ajnnrs# tk Ajrgst`ms$

MDXJKDW@k`)h egcc yku gl sjn smw yku wgtjtjmt$

ENDDWJnr kwd hm`d lmuct lkr buygdi tjn`$

Enddy tmens m bgi swgi mdh scgps sk`n bnnr kd jg`sncl$

MDXJKDWG)h nxpnat yku tk bn cnss mcgijtwngijt$

ENDDWVcnmsn# tjgs gs kdcy y snakdh$Vkppnh m akupcn vges$ Ymsdt surnGh bn mbcn tk sdnme mwmy kdn kltjnsn$ Yjmtcc yku hk;

MDXJKDWYjmt gd tjn

ENDDWWku)vn jnmrh dacn Mc)s Ekrnmstkrgns$ G oust amd)t hnmc wgtjtjmt sjgt$ Mimgd$

MDXJKDWG mdminh lkr twndty tjrnn ynmrs$Qk yku)rn cgvnr tmens tjn mbusngdstnmh;

ENDDWCkke mt @m`m Xkdy$ Xrust n# dkt `ylgrst rkhnk$

AK^QGD VM^C

Enddy- Xjn cgttcn wmddmbn Jmrvmrhbky$

ENDDWVmuc-

Enddy puts kd m lmen s`gcn lkr Vmuc but turds tk Mdtjkdy tkrnvnmc jgs trun hgsiust$ Mdtjkdy oust sjmens jgs jnmh$

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Mdtjkdys @ktjnr pcmys wgtj m tkhhcnr$ Eg` sgts dnxt tk jnr#s`gcgdi but mvkghgdi gdtnrmatgdi wgtj tjn egh$ Qjnskbvgkuscy udak`lkrtmbcn$

Mdtjkdys ktjnr cnts tjn tkhhcnr rud kll$MDXJKDWQ @KXJNR

Gsdt Omen tjn autnst-

EG@Wnmj$ Yjks jgs ktjnr;

MDXJKDWQ @KXJNRCgsm$ Xjn bckdhn# egdhm ajubby kdn$

EG@Ikh# sjn stgcc ckkes sk ykudi$

MDXJKDWQ @KXJNRGts m Hkbb lm`gcy trmhgtgkd klskrts$ G wms ngijtnnd wjnd G jmhMdtjkdy$

EG@Ykw$

MDXJKDWQ @KXJNRAjgchrnd mrn vnry g`pkrtmdt gd tjgslm`gcy$

Mdtjkdys @ktjnr acmsps Eg`s jmdhs$

MDXJKDWQ @KXJNR *AKDXH'G wkuchvn dnvnr tjkuijt gt# butG` sk irmtnluc G jmh tjn` wjndtjny hgh$ Jkdnstcy# tjnsn bkys mrntjn bnst tjgdi tjmts jmppndnh gd

`y cgln$

Eg` pkcgtncy s`gcns# dkhs# mdh lgdgsjns jnr hrgde$


Mdtjkdy sgts wgtj nd wmtajgdi tjn bmsentbmcc im`n$ Jn ckkesbkrnh kut kl jgs gdh$

^DACN !=Yjmt egdh kl hnlndsn gs tjmt;

*tk Mdtjkdy'

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28/101

G wmddm wmtaj yku kd tjmt akurtdnxt ynmr sjkwgdi tjksn iuys jkw tkbckae tjn hm`d bmcc$

MDXJKDWG)cc try$

Oust tjnd# m QCM@ ak`ns lrk` tjn egtajnd$ Nvnrykdn turds tksnn$$$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q EGXAJND

Enddy oust rmd gdtk tjn egtajnd tmbcn mdh stu`bcns jgs wmytkwmrhs tjn sgde$

Enddy vk`gts gdtk tjn sgde bnlkrn akccmpsgdi tk tjn lckkr#stgcc acmspgdi tjn akudtnr$


Mdtjkdy ou`ps up mdh ruds tk tjn egtajnd$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q @KXJNR)Q EGXAJND

Lm`gcy jms imtjnrnh mrkudh Enddy$ Jn trgns tk stmdh up cgennvnrytjgdi gs lgdn$

Mdtjkdy)s @ktjnr stmdhs bmae# tkk hgsiustnh mt jnr skd tkjncp$

Mdtjkdy pmrts tjn arkwh mdh irmbs Enddy$

MDXJKDW*tk tjn lm`gcy'

G)vn ikt jg`- G)vn ikt jg`-

EG@Dnnh

MDXJKDWG)` lgdn$

*tk Enddy'Ak`n kd# buh$

ENDDWLuae yku# G)` lgdn$

Mdtjkdy hrmis Enddy tjrkuij tjn egtajnd tk tjn bmtjrkk`$

AK^QGD !=Qk uaj lkr skbrgnty$

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29/101

GDX$ BMXJRKK@

Mdtjkdy hrkps Enddy dnxt tk tjn tkgcnt$ Mdtjkdy tjnd irmbsEnddy by tjn jmgr mdh lkrans jgs lman gdtk tjn bkwc$

A^X XK?

GDX$ MINDX KLLGAN M @KDXJ CMXNR

M pgaturn kl MHM@# Mdtjkdys mindt# wgtj m dnwcy hrmltnhpcmynr jmdis kd jgs kllgan wmcc$

MHM@ *K$Q$'Ynrn skrt kl gd m cnimc irny mrnmjnrn$ Wku udhnrstmdh tjmt rgijt;

Mdtjkdy sgts markss lrk` Mhm` gd jgs kllgan$

MDXJKDWWnmj$ G oust wmdt sk`n mhvgan$

MHM@^dhnrstmdhmbcn$ Wku iuys sjkuch inttjmt$ Dkw# m lnw akdtmats smy tjnrngs sk`n gdtnrnst gd tjn DBM mbkutyku$ Qk`n bngdi tjn eny wkrh jnrn$

MDXJKDWQk`n `nmdgdi akuch G kr akuch Gdkt bn hrmltnh;

MHM@G hghdt smy yku akuchdt$ Xjn wkrhgs tjmt yku jmvn pktndtgmc# butsk hk m tjkusmdh ktjnr iuys$ Xjny

wmdt tk snn tjmt majgnvnh$ Xjny wmdt tk snn wjmt mens yku spnagmc$

Xjmts wjmt lgrst rkudh tmens$

MDXJKDW*akdtn`pcmtgdi'

Yjk smgh tjgs; Yjgaj tnm`s;

MHM@Ynrn mcrnmhy lcgrtgdi wgtj ykurm`mtnur stmtus rgijt jnrn$ Cntsdkt pusj gt$ Gh lnnc udak`lkrtmbcndm`gdi dm`ns$ Yjmt mttnrs gs tjmtyku `men m dm`n$

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GDX$ MXJCNXNQ YNGIJX RKK@ CMXNR

Xjn D@ squmh cglt wngijts$

Mdtjkdy spkts RO ms jn cglts$

MDXJKDWJmvn mdy prk tnm`s akdtmatnh yku;

RO@mybn$

MDXJKDWLuae yku# `mybn$ Yjk;

ROYjk; Hkns gt mttnr; Gts dkt cgenG` ikgdi lkr tjn hrmlt$

MDXJKDWKemy# surn$

ROMcrgijt# wjks akdtmatnh yku;

MDXJKDWGts ak`pcgamtnh$

GDX$ CKAENR RKK@ CMXNR

Xjn tnm` imtjnrs mrkudh MDHRNY# m lrnsj`md wjk ckkes cgen jnsjkuch bn gd jgij sajkkc$ Nvnrykdn nxanpt Mdtjkdy$

MDHRNYMdh jnr rkk``mtn wms stgcc typgdi

mwmy wgtj jnmhpjkdns kd$ Mdh bydkw# Gh bnnd lgdinrgdi jnr lkr#cgen# tnd gdutns$ Mdh sjn wjgspnrsgd `y nmr Ik hkwd kd `n$

Xjn wjkcn tnm` armaes up$

RO

Hgh yku;MDHRNY

Yncc# ynmj$

Xjn tnm` jkkts mdh jkccnrs mimgd$

RKDDWWkurn m bkch luaenr# Hrnw$

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MDHRNYJnr rkk``mtn jmh tk jmvn jnmrh us$Qjn wms kmdgdi sk luaegdi ckuh$

RO@md# yku hk wjmt yku ikt tk int

cmgh$ Rgijt# Lkdtmgdn;MDXJKDW

G hkdt edkw$ G hkdt rnmccy hk gttjmt uaj$

ROYjmt; Wku hkdt igvn Eg` tjmtckvncy krmc pcnmsurn;

MDXJKDWDmj# sjn hknsdt cgen gt$

RO bursts gdtk nxmiinrmtnh cmuijtnr# pmagdi jgs wmy tk lmanMdtjkdy jnmh kd$ Mdtjkdy hknsdt snn tjn ju`kr$

ROHknsdt cgen gt$ Xjmts acmssga$

MDXJKDWYjmt; Qjn hknsdt$

ROXjmt# `y lrgndh# gs Irmhn M buccsjgt$ Igrcs ngtjnr ckvn inttgdinmtnd kut kr tjnyrn cygdi$

MDXJKDWWkurn smygdi yku edkw yigrclrgndh bnttnr tjmd n;

RODk# but G hk edkw wk`nd bnttnr tjmdyku$

MDXJKDWKj# luae yku$

Mdtjkdy jmcl pcmyluccy sjkvns RO$ Nvnrykdn cmuijs mdh okens$Mdtjkdy oust sjmens jgs jnmh$

A^X XK?


Mdtjkdy mdh Eg` cgn gd bnh wmtajgdi m kvgn$

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Mdtjkdy cnmds kvnr tk egss Eg`s dnae wjgcn kvgdi jgs jmdhup mdh hkwd jnr tjgij$

EG@Qtkp tnmsgdi$

MDXJKDWG` dkt$

EG@Rgijt# @r$ Qupnrstgtgkus$

Mdtjkdy egssns Eg` kd tjn kutj dkw# wjgcn lnncgdi up jnrsjgrt$

EG@ *AKDXH']ugt pcmygdi im`ns$

MDXJKDWG` dkt$ Rnmccy$

Mdtjkdy prkannhs tk rn`kvn Eg`s tkp$ Jn egssns jnr mimgd#sckwgdi egssgdi jnr hkwd jnr bkhy$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'G tkch yku# ykurn dkt tjn `gstrnssmdy `krn$

Eg` s`gcns mdh cgns bmae$ Jnr lman rmhgmtns wgtj pcnmsurn$

GDX$ CM VKQMHM DNZX HMW

Mdtjkdy mdh RO icghn tjrkuij tjn amlntnrgm# wjgaj gs hnaenhkut gd ajnrry rnh bmdtnrs mdh pkstnrs$

Nvnry kdan mdh m wjgcn# sk`nkdn wgcc wgsj tjn` m ikkh im`n$Mdtjkdy pkcgtncy s`gcns# wjgcn RO prkuhcy tjmdes tjn`$

ROAjmdan tjn du`bnr igrcs pmgdt kltjngr lman mrn tjn pcmynrs tjnyhluae;

MDXJKDWXkuij brnmegdi gt tk tjn` wnrntmend$

ROCkkes# cgen ykurn wgddgdi$

MDXJKDWMwnsk`n

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M hgstrmatnh Mdtjkdy ruds gdtk QMRM *22'# prkbmbcy tjn kdcyigrc gd tjn pcman dkt sjkwgdi sajkkc spgrgt$ Jnr bkkes lmcc#ms hkns Mdtjkdys hrgde$

Qmrm pgaes up jnr bkkes$ Dngtjnr Mdtjkdy dkr RO jncp$

QMRM *smramstgamccy'Kj# hkdt `gdh `n$ Gt wkuch bn mtrminhy lkr kdn kl yku tk pucc m

`usacn cgltgdi tjnsn jnmvy bkkesbnlkrn tjn bgi im`n$

Mdh wgtj tjmt# Qmrm pmrts lrk` tjn iuys$ Mdtjkdy dktgans tjnrnbnccgkus strnme kl irnnd tjrkuij jnr jmgr$

ROXjn luae wms tjmt;

GDX$ AK^RX N\NDGDI

Mdtjkdy mdh tjn pcmynrs rud tjrkuij hrgccs wgtj md mssgstmdtakmaj$

Mdtjkdy turds tk snn twk nd gd sugts gd tjn stmdhs$ Xjnypkgdt kvnr tkwmrhs RO ms tjny tmce$

RO sjkws kll jgs segccs tk m irkup kl pcmynrs tjmt jmvnimtjnrnh mrkudh jg`$ Hnspgtn gts pcmyluc dmturn# ROs tmcndtmdh segcc mrn kbvgkus$ Mdtjkdy icmrns gd hgsiust$

Enhin icmrns hkwd tjn nd gd tjn sugts$

ENHIN*bckwgdi jgs wjgstcn'

Mcrgijt# kd tjn cgdn$ RO# edkae gtkll$

Mdtjkdy# icmrgdi hkwd tjn nd gd sugts ms wncc# ikns tk tjncgdn lkr sprgdt hrgccs$

MDXJKDW *\$K$'Dkt majgnvgdi y pktndtgmc# juj;

Oust yku wmtaj$Enhin bckws tjn wjgstcn lkr sprgdts$ Mdtjkdy cudins gdtkmatgkd$

@MXAJ A^X XK?

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GDX$ AKCKQQN^@ DNY IM@N

Mdtjkdy ajmrins gdtk mdktjnr pcmynr# edkaegdi jg` tk tjnirkudh$ Xjn rnl bckws tjn wjgstcn$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$'

Lkuc$ Lkdtmgdn$ Xjmt gs jgs lgrstpnrskdmc lkuc mdh snakdh tnm` lkuckl tjn jmcl$

Ms Mdtjkdy kvns msghn# wn snn tjn prnss bkx gd tjn hgstmdtlrmdtgamccy typgdi$

XGXCN? !=7 DG\NRQGXW KL DNY @NZGAK \Q$ XNZMQ XNAJ OMD^MRW28XJ

Mdtjkdy stmrns hkwd tjn pcmynr ms jgs tnm``mtns jncp jg` up$

Mdtjkdy jnmhs tk jgs pcman lkr tjn lrnn tjrkw# Enhin amd bnsnnd bnjgdh jg`# ynccgdi$

A^X XK?

Xnxms Xnaj kvns hkwd akurt mt wjmt snn`s cgen brnmednaespnnh$ Mdtjkdy gccnimccy bckaes m pcmynr mdh tjn wjgstcnbckws lkr m lkuc$

A^X XK?

M Xnxms Xnaj pcmynr hrgbbcns tjrkuij tjn D@ hnlndsn mdh iknslkr m cmy up$ Mdtjkdy trgns tk stkp jg`# but edkaes tjnpcmynr$ Mdktjnr wjgstcn# mdktjnr lkuc kd Mdtjkdy$

A^X XK?

Mdtjkdy ajmrins up akurt# mdnuvnrgdi tjrkuij pcmynrs# mdhdkt pmssgdi tk jgs tnm``mtns$ Jnmvgcy akvnrnh# Mdtjkdy mensm pkkr sjkt tjmt bkudans kll tjn rg`$

RO rnbkudhs mdh sakrns$

A^X XK?

Xnxms Xnaj ikns up akurt$ Mdtjkdy miirnssgvncy trgns tk

hnlndh tjn pcmynr wgtj tjn bmcc$ Xkk miirnssgvncy$ Mdktjnrlkuc gs amccnh$

Enhin subs mdktjnr pcmynr gd lkr Mdtjkdy$

ENHIN*wjgspnrgdi'

Yjmt)s tjn mttnr wgtj yku;

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MDXJKDWG)` oust pcmygdi- Xjn rnls

ENHIN*wjgspnrgdi'

Gt)s dnvnr tjn luaegdi rnls$

Enhin wmces mwmy$

Mdtjkdy wmtajns ms RO suaanssluccy prnvndts tjn tnm` lrk` sakrgdi$

RO kvns hkwd akurt# pcmygdi ak`pksnh# mdh pmssgdi tk jgstnm``mtns$

RO ints stuae wgtj tjn bmcc mdh akvnrnh by hnlndhnrs# butsakrns$ Mdtjkdy snn`s hgs`mynh by tjgs$

A^X XK?

Xjnrn mrn lkrty lgvn snakdhs kd tjn ackae mdh tjn im`n gstgnh$ Mdtjkdy gs bmae kd tjn akurt$

^D@ jms m ajmdan tk sakrn$ Mdtjkdy hrgvns gdtk tjn pmgdt mdhputs up m cmy up$ Jn `mens gt$

Rnimgdgdi akdlghndan# Mdtjkdy ajmrins hkwd akurt tk prnvndtXnxms Xnaj lrk` sakrgdi$

Xjnrn# Mdtjkdy miirnssgvncy hnlndhs D^@BNR 8> wgtj tjn bmcc$Du`bnr 8> tnmsns Mdtjkdy wgtj tjn bmcc$

Gd m spcgt snakdh# Du`bnr 8> ouens pmst Mdtjkdy tk tjnbmsent$ Mdtjkdy trgps jg`# but dkt bnlkrn tjn sjkt ikns gd$ M lkuc gs amccnh$

MDDK^DANRQ *K$Q$'Lkuc kd Lkdtmgdn$ Xjmt gs jgs lgltjlkuc

MDXJKDW*tk tjn rnl'

Mrn yku eghhgdi n; Mrn yku eghhgdi `n-; Xjmt wmsd)t m lkuc-

Xjn rnl oust gidkrns jg`$ Vcmynr 8> sjkvns pmst Mdtjkdy tktjn lrnn tjrkw cgdn$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'*tk tjn rnl'

Ak`n kd- Xjmt)s m buccsjgt amcc mdhyku edkw

Xjn rnl turds tk Mdtjkdy# rnmhy tk rnprg`mdh jg`# but

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ENHINMdtjkdy-

Enhin lurgkuscy ktgkds lkr Mdtjkdy tk ik tk tjn sghncgdn$Mdtjkdy ak`pcgns mdh wmces tk tjn sghncgdn$

Xjn arkwh acmps# dkt cgen gd mttnrnh tk Mdtjkdy$MDXJKDW

Xjmt amcc wms buccsjgt

ENHIN*gdtk Mdtjkdy nmr'

Dk$ Gt luaegdi wmsdt$ Hkd)t nvnr#N\NR# pucc sjgt cgen tjmt mimgd$Dkt mt m tg`n cgen tjgs$

Mdtjkdy tg`ghcy dkhs$

Vcmynr 8> mens jgs nxtrm pkgdt$

Xjnrn mrn kdcy lgltnnd snakdhs cnlt kd tjn ackae kdcy ndkuijtg`n lkr kdn cmst pkssnssgkd$

RO gs jnmvgcy iumrhnh kutsghn tjn tjrnn pkgdt cgdn$ Jnhrgbbcns# wmgtgdi tk men jgs kvn$

Lgvn snakdhs rn`mgd$ RO trgns tk kvn# but gs bckaenh$ Jn jmstk sjkt bnjgdh tjn cgdn$ Gt ikns gd$ D@ wgds-

Xjn arkwh NR^VXQ$ D@ pcmynrs imtjnr mrkudh RO tkakdirmtucmtn jg`$ Mdtjkdy bniruhigdicy okgds$

Xjn twk tnm` nnt tk sjmen jmdhs$ Vcmynr 8># jkwnvnr# pmssnskvnr Mdtjkdy$ Mdtjkdy turds tk jg`# rnmhy tk lgijt$

Bnlkrn jn amd# Enhin sjmens tjn pcmynrs jmdh$ Enhin s`gcns$

ENHIN *AKDXH'Irnmt im`n skd$ But yku dnnh tk bnm bnttnr matkr gl yku wmdt tk mengt gd tjn DBM$

VCMWNR 8>

Kj ynmj# yku edkw m ckt mbkut tjmt$ENHIN

Wns G hk$ Qk ykuh bn s`mrt tkcgstnd$

VCMWNR 8>Yjmt wgcc yku hk mbkut gt;

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ENHINYjmt wgcc G hk mbkut gt;


ENHINGcc tncc yku


ENHING)cc tncc yku yku)rn md mssjkcn-

Enhin stkr`s mwmy lrk` tjn jmdhsjmen cgdn$ Mdtjkdy ousts`gcns tk jg`sncl$

GDX$ VRNQQ RKK@ MLXNR IM@N

Mdtjkdy# RO# mdh Enhin sgt kd m pmdnc ms tjn prnss irgccstjn` kd tjn im`n$ Xjn tjrnn lgijt tk akdtmgd tjngr n`ktgkds#ms hgllnrndt ms tjny mrn$

RNVKRXNR !=Akmaj Enhin$ Xjn tnm` struiicnh mbgt tkdgijt$ Jkw hkns tjmt mllnatyku kvgdi lkrwmrh;

ENHINYncc# Xnxms Xnaj gs m strkdi tnm` mdh wn nxpnatnh tjn` tk put up mlgijt$ But G tjgde wn sjkwnh tjmt

wn mrn tkuijnr mdh `krn hntnr`gdnhtjmd ktjnr tnm` pnrangvn us$ Ynsjkwnh kur wgcc tk wgd$ G)` megdisurn tjmt tkuijdnss gs kdcy ikgditk gdtndsgly wgtj nmaj im`n$

RNVKRXNR !2Mdtjkdy$ Hgh ykur lkuc trkubcn mtsuaj m argtgamc pkgdt gdlcundan jkwyku pcmynh;

MDXJKDWXjnrn gs mcwmys m ckt kl n`ktgkdhkgdi tjrkuij mdy im`n mdh G lnncgt)s g`pkrtmdt tk ajmddnc gt$ Mdhtjmts wjmt G enpt hkgdi$

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RNVKRXNR !2But hgh ajmddnc ykur n`ktgkd# msyku smgh# mybn put m irnmtnrstrmgd kd ykur tnm``mtns;

MDXJKDW

G tjgde G wkuchd)t bn tjn pcmynr Gm` gl G hghd)t pcmy wgtj n`ktgkd$ Giunss tjmt tjn rgse G rud$

RNVKRXNR !1RO$ Irnmt lgdgsj$ Yjmt wms ikgditjrkuij ykur gdh gd tjksn lgdmcsnakdh;

ROWku edkw# oust ennp ykur akkc mdhpcmy cgen gt wnrn mdy ktjnr tg`n$

RNVKRXNR !8Wku rnmccy stnppnh up ykur rkcn msm cnmhnr tkdgijt$ Amd wn nxpnat

`krn kl tjmt gd tjn luturn;

RO*cmuijgdi'

G `nmd# `y `mgd ikmc gs tk jncp tjntnm` gd nmaj im`n$ G)cc lgcc

wjmtnvnr rkcn y tnm` dnnhs$

MDXJKDW@y tnm``mtn)s bngdi ju`bcn$

*tk RO'Xjnrn gs dk dnnh tk bn sjy$

*bmae tk prnss'Yn mcwmys dnnh iuys tk jncp iughnus kd tjn akurt$ Iuys wjk wn amdckke tk gd tjn luturn$ Iuys wjk

wmdt tk jncp bugch tjgs prkirm` mdhdkt usn gt ms sk`n pcmtlkr`$ G)` icmh tk snn tjmt yku stnppnh uptkdgijt$ G anrtmgdcy jkpn tk snn gt

`krn kltnd$

RO sjkts Mdtjkdy m sghnwmys# but Mdtjkdy oust stmrns mjnmh mttjn prnss wgtj jgs pjktk rnmhy s`gcn$

GDX$ QVKRXQ BMR CMXNR XJMX N\NDGDI

Mdtjkdy lkausns kd RO)s sjkns$ Xjny)rn g`pnaambcy wjgtn#tjngr lgrst dgijt kut$ M rnarugtnrs iglt$

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Xjn stmrtnrs sgt mt m bkktj gd m arkwhnh spkrts bmr$ Gtssgcndan$ Lkkh gs gd lrkdt kl nvnrykdn# but dk kdn nmts$

Mdtjkdy ckkes up tk snn RO stmrgdi mt jg` lrk` markss tjntmbcn$

MDXJKDWG `nmd wjmt G smgh mt tjn prnssakdlnrndan$ Gt)s irnmt yku wmdt tkbn m tnm` cnmhnr$ But m rnmccnmhnrs ikgdi tk stmy ckymc jgstnm`$ Jns dkt ckkegdi lkr jgs dnxtbgi brnme$

RKDDWJkw mbkut Enhin gd tjn

MDXJKDWMrn yku nvnd gd tjgs lkr tjn tnm`;

Amd wn trust tjmt ykurn ikgdi tkennp tjn tnm` lgrst;

ROLkr sk`nkdn wjk lkucnh kut

MDXJKDWJn luaegdi lmenh nvnrytjgdi- Wkusmw gt$ G wms pcmygdi tk luaegdi

wgd mdh ennp us luaegdi rmdenh- Dktlkr sk`n akdtrmat-

Mdtjkdy jms gdajnh lkrwmrh mt tjgs pkgdt$ Nvnrykdn ncsn jmsbmae kll$ Mdtjkdy rnakidgzns tjgs mdh cnmds bmae ms wncc$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'G)` skrry$ Xjmt luaegdi amcc$ Gt)soust nssgdi wgtj n$ Xjmt wmsudamccnh lkr$ Cnt)s oust hrkp gt$

Mdtjkdy stmrts tk nmt$ Dk kdn ncsn gs$ Mdtjkdy ennps nmtgdi#ms gl tjmt wgcc amc` tjn sgtumtgkd$

GDX$ BMD]^NX JMCC DGIJX

Gt gs m cmrin ludh rmgsgdi bmdqunt wgtj mcu`dg mdh hkdkrs$Xjn D@ tnm` gs hrnssnh gd tuxnhks mdh pksgdi lkr m pgaturn$

Nvnrykdn gs s`gcgdi# but ms skkd ms tjn pjktk gs tmend tjns`gcns hrkp mdh nvnrykdn pmrts$ Nxanpt Mdtjkdy# wjk rn`mgdsstmdhgdi ms nvnrykdn cnmvns$

Mt m tmbcn# Enhin# jgs wgln# Mdtjkdy# Eg`# Rnimd# mdh RO sgtmdh tmce wgtj \GV)s$

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\GV*tk Enhin'

Xjmt wms hm`d hgsrnspnatluc kl jg` tk tmce tk yku tjmt wmy$ G)` icmhyku tkch jg` kll$ Qarnw tjnakdlnrndan;

ENHINYjy gsd)t jn kd tjn bkmrh;

Nvnrykdn ajuaecns$

Eg` cnmds kvnr tk Mdtjkdy$

EG@G)` inttgdi m icmss kl wmtnr$ Ymdtmdytjgdi;

Mdtjkdy sjmens jgs jnmh$ Eg` ints up tk cnmvn$

\GVDk wkdhnr tjny pcmy sk strkdi$ Wkubkys) jmvn cmhgns cgen tjmt tk ikjk`n tk nvnry dgijt$

Nvnrykdn bcusjns mdh mwewmrhcy ajuaecns kll tjn ak``ndt$

Enhin cnmds kvnr tk jgs wgln$

ENHINGcc int us mdktjnr icmss$

Enhin wmces up tk Eg` mt tjn bmr$

ENHIN *AKDXH'Xjmdes lkr bngdi m trkkpnr$ Xjnypmy lkr y sugts mdh G stgcc hkd)tcgen tjn`$

EG@G)` dkt jmvgdi tk men okens mbkutbngdi lgdnh$

ENHIN

Gt ak`ns wgtj tjn tnrrgtkry$EG@

Yn cnmrd tk cgvn wgtj gt$

ENHINWku edkw# wn cnaturn tjn iuys jkwtk hnmc wgtj tjn pubcga# but tjnigrclrgndhs# gts cgen wn lnnh tjn` tk cgkds$

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EG@G nmd# wn mrn oust jnrn tk s`gcnmdh ckke prntty$

ENHINHkdt smy tjgdis cgen tjmt$

EG@Yncc# gts trun$

ENHINXjnyrn kch mdh tmen tjgdi lkrirmdtnh# but nvnd tjny jmvn tjmtsk`nkdn by tjngr sghn$ Xjngr rkae#sk tk spnme$ Mdh tjny mpprnagmtngt# nvnd gl tjny hkdt smy gt$

EG@Iunss wnrn hnstgdn tk bn mrtyrs$

ENHING hkdt tjgde yku bncgnvn tjmt$

EG@Yjy;

ENHINYjnd yku)rn ckymc tk sk`nkdntjrkuij rull pmtajns# gt sjkwssk`ntjgdi$

EG@Hkns gt int nmsgnr;

ENHINWku)cc jmvn tk mse y wgln$ G amdspnme lkr jg`# tjkuij# mdh ms ckdims jn)s pcmygdi# gt)s ikddm bntjnsn sm`n ups mdh hkwds$

EG@Jkw ckdi yku tjgde jn)s ikddm ennppcmygdi# tjnd;

ENHINNvnrykdn lgdmccy cnts gt ik mttjngr kwd pman$ Qpnmegdi lrk` nxpnrgndan# tjkuij# prkbmbcy ckdinrtjmd)s ikkh lkr jg`$

Enhin irmbs jgs icmss kl wgdn mdh rnturds tk tjn tmbcn#cnmvgdi Eg`$

A^X XK?

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Xjn tmbcns jmvn bnnd kvnh msghn tk arnmtn m hmdan lckkr$

Dk kdn gs hmdagdi# jkwnvnr$ Xjn pcmynr jmvn mcc juhhcnh tktjn sghn tmbcns wgtj tjngr hmtns$

Xjn \GV wmces tk tjn andtnr kl tjn lckkr mdh tmens tjn `ga

lrk` tjn HO$\GV

*gdtk `ga'Ak`n kd- Wku hkd)t jmvn mdktjnrim`n lkr m akupcn kl hmys$

Enhin kllnrs jgs wgln m hmdan mdh tjn twk stmrt hmdagdi kdtjn lckkr# mckdi wgtj sk`n kchnr iunsts$

Enhin ckkes tk tjn iuys# insturgdi lkr tjn` tk int kd tjnlckkr$ Xjny hkd)t int up$ Dkdn kl tjn` wmdt tk hmdan tk tjgs$

Eg` ints up mdh irmbs Mdtjkdy)s jmdh$

EG@Ak`n kd$

MDXJKDW*wjgspnrgdi'

G hkd)t edkw jkw$

EG@G)cc sjkw yku$

Eg` prmatgamccy hrmis Mdtjkdy kdtk tjn hmdan lckkr$

EG@ *AKDXH'*tk Mdtjkdy'

Dkw# G put `y cnlt lkkt bmae mdhyku put ykur rgijt lkkt gd mdh tjndswgtaj tjmt$

Mdtjkdy trgns# but stnps kd jnr lkkt$

MDXJKDWG)` skrry$

EG@Gt)s lgdn$

Mdtjkdy trgns tk ennp hmdagdi# but ennps nssgdi up$ Xjgs `mens jg` krn dnrvkus$ Jn ckkes mrkudh tjn rkk` gd m pmdga$

MDXJKDWYn amd stkp dkw$

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EG@Gt)s lgdn$ Qpgd n$

Mdtjkdy gs mt cnmst mbcn tk spgd jnr$

EG@ *AKDXH'

Vnrlnat$ Oust ckke mt n$Mdtjkdy stgcc ckkes udak`lkrtmbcn# but jn gs inttgdi bnttnr$Kvnr tg`n# Mdtjkdy nvndtumccy armaes m s`gcn mdh ckkes cgenjn gs matumccy ndokygdi gt$


Mdtjkdy cnmhs Eg` gdtk jgs hkr`$ Xjn twk mrn stgcc hrnssnhup$

EG@Ikh- G wkuch trmhn yku sprgdthrgccs tk dkt wnmr jnncs$

MDXJKDWKbvgkuscy yku hghdt pcmy spkrts$

EG@Wku)rn dkt wmcegdi jk`n gd tjn`$

MDXJKDWWku)rn ikgdi jk`n; Qpndh tjn dgijt$

EG@G hkd)t jmvn mdy acktjns tk scnnpgd$

MDXJKDWMdh;

Eg` oust igvns Mdtjkdy m edkwgdi ckke$ Mdtjkdy irmbs m bgisjgrt lrk` jgs hrnssnr mdh tjrkws gt tk jnr$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Ynmr tjgs$ G prk`gsn# gt)s acnmd$

EG@Bnttnr bn$

Eg` jnmhs tk tjn bmtjrkk` tk ajmdin$

Mdtjkdy sgts hkwd kd jgs bnh mdh udbuttkds jgs sjgrt$

Eg` hkns dkt acksn tjn hkkr mcc tjn wmy$ Mdtjkdy amd snn pmrtkl jnr tjrkuij tjn hkkrwmy ms sjn strgps kll jnr hrnss$

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Mdtjkdy stkps udbuttkdgdi jgs sjgrt mdh oust stmrns mt tjnscgvnr kl duhn lcnsj jn snns tjrkuij tjn hkkr$

Eg` ndtnrs gdtk tjn bnhrkk`# wgtj tjn kvnrsgznh X sjgrt ms mdgijtikwd$ Mdtjkdy gs stgcc stmrgdi mt jnr$

EG@ *AKDXH'Qk`ntjgdi wrkdi;

MDXJKDWAk`n jnrn$

Eg` kvns tk Mdtjkdy mdh jn puccs jnr up tk jg`$ Xjny stmrngdtk nmaj ktjnrs nyns lkr m snakdh mdh tjnd egss$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Wku edkw# G ckvn yku$ G rnmccy hk$

Eg` hknsd)t edkw jkw tk rnspkdhnh but tk ennp stmrgdi gdtkMdtjkdy)s nyns$ Xjny ckke sk sgdanrn$

EG@G ckvn yku tkk$

Ygtj tjmt# tjn twk bnigd megdi kut mdh lmcc kdtk tjn bnh$Mdtjkdy kvns jgs jmdhs up Eg`)s sjgrt mdh Eg` stmrts tk udhkMdtjkdy)s pmdts$

Eg` tjnd strmhhcns Mdtjkdy wjgcn tjn twk akdtgdun megdi kut$Xjny mrn rnmccy inttgdi gdtk gt$

Xjnd# Mdtjkdy ints kut kl gt$ Cgen tjn spncc jn wms udhnrbrken$

MDXJKDWG)` skrry$ G dnnh tk$$$G dnnh tk$$$

Mdtjkdy ints up mdh rusjns tk tjn bmtjrkk`$

Eg` lckps jnrsncl kvnr kd tjn bnh mdh cnts kut m hnnp sgij$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q BMXJRKK@ XJMX @K@NDX

Mdtjkdy ints gdtk tjn sjkwnr mdh turds gt kd tk akch$ Jnstmdhs udhnr tjn wmtnr# sjgvnrgdi# lgsts acndajnh$

Eg` wmces gdtk tjn bmtjrkk`$ Mdtjkdy gs tkk msjm`nh tk ckkemt jnr$

MDXJKDWG)` skrry$ Gt)s oust$$$wgtj tjnim`n

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EG@Dkt lkr tjrnn hmys# G tjkuijt$

MDXJKDWG edkw$ But G rnmccy wmdt tk bn kdtjn tkp kl `y im`n$ G dnnh tk bn$

Lrk` dkw kd$EG@

Gt)s lgdn$ G int gt$

Mdtjkdy)s jnmh gs stgcc sudend gd sjm`n$ Jn lgdmccy ckkes uptk Eg`$

Eg` pkcgtncy s`gcns tjnd rnturds tk tjn bnhrkk`$ Mdtjkdyrnturds tk jgs sjkwnr$

NZX$ AM@V^Q @KRDGDI

M lrnsj cmynr kl sdkw jms bcmdentnh tjn am`pus kvnrdgijt$Mdtjkdy ikns lkr jgs krdgdi rud$

Mdtjkdy wgdans wgtj pmgd$ Gt lkrans jg` tk sckw tk m stkp mdhdursn jgs rgijt ednn$

Mdtjkdy strntajns gt kut kd m bndaj$

QMRM *K$Q$'Akch ndkuij lkr ym;

Gt)s Qmrm$ Qjn)s tmegdi lcgnr kll m ak``udgty buccntgd bkmrhbnjgdh jg`$

MDXJKDWAkuch bn wkrsn$

QMRM Ckke$ Qkrry mbkut bngdi egdhm mbgtaj tjmt tg`n$ Dkt m ikkh hmy$

MDXJKDWHkd)t bn$ G sjkuch bn skrry lkrbngdi m$$$wjmtnvnr$ Byikdns# rgijt;

Mdtjkdy ikns bmae tk strntajgdi$ Qmrm lgdgsjns puccgdi klltjn lcgnrs mdh wmces kvnr tk tjn bndaj$

QMRM G hkdt edkw tjn sajnhucn krmdytjgdi# but gl yku)rn lrnntkdgijt# wn)rn jmvgdi mpnrlkr`mdan$ Gt)s lrnn$

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MDXJKDWVnrlkr`mdan;

QMRM Wnmj# tjgs pcmy sk`n lrgndhs jmvnbnnd wkregdi kd$ @gijt bn lud$ Qk`n

aucturn$MDXJKDW

Aucturn# mj; G tjgde G amd int gdtktjmt$

QMRM Yn mcwmys cgen stuhndts gd tjnarkwh$

Mdtjkdy trgns tk jmdh jnr tjn lcgnr$

QMRM *AKDXH'G edkw$ Ennp gt$ G)` tmegdi tjn` hkwd mdywmy$ G` Qmrm$ Qkrry# Glkrikt tjmt pmrt$

MDXJKDWMdtjkdy$

QMRM G edkw$

Qmrm wmces mwmy# wmvgdi mdh lcmsjgdi m bgi s`gcn$

GDX$ MDXJKDWQ HKR@ XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy puts kd m hrnss sjgrt# ajnaegdi jg`sncl kut ms jnhkns$

Bnjgdh jg`# Eg` dmps kd jgs bnh$

Mdtjkdy puts m cmrin# wgdtnr akmt kd tk jghn tjn sjgrt$ Jn wmens Eg` up$

MDXJKDWJny# jkd$ G` ikgdi tk nnt tjn

iuys lkr hgddnr$Eg` wmens up# irkiiy$

EG@*hgsmppkgdtnh'

Kj$

A^X XK?

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GDX$ EG@Q MVMRX@NDX EGXAJND

Eg` pkurs jnrsncl wgdn gdtk m pcmstga aup$

GDX$ EG@Q MVMRX@NDX BNHRKK@

Eg` sgts kd tjn akuaj mdh sgps jnr wgdn$

Eg` lcgps tjrkuij jnr tnxtbkke kd tjn akllnn tmbcn$ Qjnsgdstmdtcy bkrnh$

EG@*sjkutgdi tk jnr rkk``mtn'

Qjmrkd- Yjmts ikgdi kd tkdgijt;

A^X XK?

GDX$ XJNMXNR XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy ndtnrs tjn pnrlkr`gdi mrts andtnr# wjgaj ckkes gdhgrn dnnh kl rndkvmtgkds$ Jn wnmrs D@ swnmtnrs mdh# lkr tjnlgrst tg`n# dk kdn ncsn gs$

Mdtjkdy tmens m snmt$ Jgs ckdi cnis squnnzn gdtk tjn tgdysnmts$

Xjn cgijts ik hkwd mdh tjn pcmy bnigds$

Xjn prkhuatgkd gs mc`kst ak`gamc gd jkw snrgkus gt trgns tkbn$ Mdtjkdy wmtajns wgtj pmssgvn bn`usn`ndt$

Xjn pcmy ndhs mdh tjn cgijts ak`n up$ Xjnrn gs m stmdhgdikvmtgkd$ Mdtjkdy mppcmuhs ms wncc# but cgen jns mt m im`n$

GDX$ XJNMXNR CKBBW MLXNR QJKY

Mdtjkdy wmgts gd tjn ckbby ms tjn matkrs nxgt tjn hrnssgdirkk`$

Qmrm nxgts wgtj lncckw matkrs# NH$ Qjn spkts Mdtjkdy$

QMRM Jkcy sjgt$*tk Mdtjkdy'

Wku matumccy am`n$

MDXJKDWKl akursn# G smgh G wkuch$

QMRM Yjmt hgh yku tjgde;

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MDXJKDWGt wms gdtnrnstgdi$ Cgen tjnprn`gsn wms cgen gdtnrnstgdi$$$Wku

wnrn irnmt gd gt$*tk Nh'

Wku tkk# md$

Xjny mrn mcc m cgttcn sjkaenh tk snn Mdtjkdy jnrn$

NHXjmdes$

*tk Qmrm'Yn)rn ikddm jnmh kvnr dkw$

QMRM Irnmt$ Wku edkw# wn)rn jmvgdi m

wrmp pmrty tjgdiy$ Gl yku wmddmak`n;

MDXJKDWGs gt kemy;

QMRM *smramstgamccy'

Dk# G oust gdvgtnh yku ms m oken$

MDXJKDWG wms ikddm oust men surn G akuchik# but G iunss dkw

QMRM Jnrn$

Qmrm tmens Mdtjkdy)s pjkdn mdh puts jnr du`bnr gd$

QMRM *AKDXH'G)cc tnxt yku tjn mhhrnss mdh G)ccsnn yku skkd# gl tjmts akkc;

MDXJKDWDmturmccy$

Qmrm mdh Mdtjkdy igiicn$ Qmrm ikns tk tmce tk ktjnr pnkpcn$Mdtjkdy lkcckws jnr wgtj jgs nyns$

NZX$ JK^QN CMXNR

Mdtjkdy puccs up tk tjn jkusn$

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GDX$ JK^QN CMXNR

Xjn wrmp pmrty gs s`mcc mdh gdtg`mtn# uaj cgen tjn jkusn$Vnkpcn mrn s`kegdi# hrgdegdi# mdh tmcegdi bmae gd tjn cgvgdirkk`$

Mdtjkdy amutgkuscy ndtnrs tjn lrkdt hkkr$ Nh mdh mdktjnrmatkr# VJGC# sgt mdh s`ken oust gdsghn$ Mdtjkdy mdh Vjgc `menudak`lkrtmbcn nyn akdtmat$

NH*tk Vjgc'

Qmrm gdvgtnh jg`$*tk Mdtjkdy'

Yjmt)s up# md; G)` Nh$

VJGCVjgc$

MDXJKDWJny# iuys$ Mdtjkdy$

VJGCYn edkw$

MDXJKDWYjnrn)s Qmrm;

NHKtjnr rkk`$ Hrgdes mrn gd tjnegtajnd

MDXJKDWG hkd)t hrgde$

Nh mdh Vjgc mrn sjkaenh by tjgs$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'G nmdt wjmt G smgh tjkuij$ Wkuiuys wnrn irnmt$ Cgenprklnssgkdmcs$

Nh mdh Vjgc cmuij$ Mdtjkdy)s akdlusnh by gt$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Yjmt;

NHLcmttnrgdi# but G stgcc hkdt tjgdeGcc bn swgtajgdi tk m tjnmtnr

`mokr mdy tg`n skkd$

Mdtjkdy hknsd)t rnmccy prkanss gt$

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NH *AKDXH'Gts oust m tjgdi wn hk$ Dganajmdin gd pman

VJGCNxnragsn tjn rgijt brmgd$

MDXJKDWWku iuys snn`nh ikkh ndkuij$

Qmrm ndtnrs tjn rkk`# rnh aup gd jmdh# mdh sgts bntwnnd Nhmdh Vjgc$ Qjn puts jnr mr` pcmyluccy mrkudh Nh$

QMRM *tk Mdtjkdy'

Hgh kur tnrrgbcn jkst dkt kllnr ykum hrgde;

NHQmgh jn hknsd)t hrgde$

Qmrm ckkes up tk Mdtjkdy# pnrpcnxnh$

MDXJKDWDkt hurgdi tjn snmskd$

QMRM Yngrh$ Ak`n kd# cnt)s bn skagmc$

Qmrm ints up mdh cnmhs Mdtjkdy gdtk tjn cgvgdi rkk`$

QMRM *AKDXH'Akkc# iuys$

MDXJKDWWnmj$ Mrn tjny rnmccy dkt gd matgdi

wgtj yku;

QMRM G)` dkt md matkr$

MDXJKDWYjmt;

QMRM Vcnmsn# G hkd)t wmdt tk cgvn gd mamrhbkmrh bkx kut kl akccnin$

GDX$ CG\GDI RKK@

Mdtjkdy mdh Qmrm ndtnr tjn cgvgdi rkk` lucc kl pnkpcn$ Qmrmstmdhs bmae# mr`s strntajnh mt Mdtjkdy# prnsndtgdi jg`$

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QMRM Nvnrykdn$

MDXJKDWJg$

MCCJncck$

Mdtjkdy mdh Qmrm sgt hkwd kd tjn akuaj wgtj m irkup kl pmrtyiknrs$ Xjn pmrty iknrs hgsauss pkcgtgas wjgcn pmssgdi mrkudhm jkkemj$

Mdtjkdy trgns tk dkt int gdvkcvnh gd ngtjnr$

A^X XK?

Mdtjkdy jnmtnhcy mriuns wgtj QX^HNDX MAXG\GQX$

QX^HNDX MAXG\GQXGt)s tjn agraus cgen tjn luaegdiRk`mds- Hkd)t wkrry mbkut tjnsjgtty lmagcgtgns# jnrn mrn lrnntgaents tk nvnry lkktbmcc im`n-

MDXJKDWWku jkdnstcy tjgde stuhndt tgaentsrugd tjn buhint tjmt uaj;

QX^HNDX MAXG\GQXGt)s tjn prgdagpcn- Ludh spkrts-Qubsghgzn tgaents- Lkstnr sajkkcsprgtn- Gts mcc oust buccsjgt tkiumrmdtnn hkdmtgkds$

Mdtjkdy ints hgstrmatnh by Qmrm# wjk gs snmtnh markss lrk` jg`$ Qjns jmvgdi m prgvmtn akdvnrsmtgkd wgtj Nh$

Mdtjkdy lgxmtns kd tjn`$

Quhhndcy# sk`nkdn stmrts pcmygdi makustga iugtmr ckuhcy$$$mdhbmhcy$

MDXJKDW

Xjnrn)s mcwmys tjmt kdn iuy$$$QX^HNDX MAXG\GQX

Akuch yku hk bnttnr;

MDXJKDWWns# matumccy# G amd$

QMRM Wku pcmy iugtmr;

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MDXJKDWG smgh G amd$ Gt)s bnnd mwjgcn$

QMRM Vcmy sk`ntjgdi-

MDXJKDWG)` rusty mdh

QMRM Vcmy sk`ntjgdi$ Ak`n kd$ Vcmysk`ntjgdi-

Qmrm ints tjn pmrty tk bnigd ajmdtgdi "pcmy sk`ntjgdi$" Xjniuy wjk wms pcmygdi jmdhs Mdtjkdy tjn iugtmr$

MDXJKDWCgen G smgh$ G)` rusty$

Mdtjkdy stru`s tjn iugtmr mdh cmuijs mt jkw kut kl tudn gtgs$ Jn qugaecy tudns mdh stmrts pcmygdi$

Mdtjkdy gs matumccy ikkh$ Rnmccy ikkh$ Xjn wjkcn pmrtysgcndans tk jnmr jg` pcmy$

Mdtjkdy imgds akdlghndan$ Jn stmrts tk pcmy lmstnr# krnak`pcnx dktns$ Jn nssns up kdn$ Mdtjkdy sjmens jgs jnmh mdhrnstmrts# but skkd nssns up mimgd$ Jn stkps$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Kemy# tjmt)s ndkuij$

QMRM Dk$ Ennpgdi ikgdi-

MDXJKDWRnmccy# G$$$G hkd)t wmdt tk hk mdygdoustgan# yku edkw$

Mdtjkdy jmdhs tjn iugtmr bmae tk tjn kwdnr$ Xjn pmrtymppcmuhs jg`$ Qmrm ou`ps up tk igvn jg` m hrudend# lrgndhcyjui$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'

Amd G tmce tk yku kutsghn;QMRM

Qurn$

Mdtjkdy mdh Qmrm ik tk tjn bmae ymrh$

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NZX$ JK^QN BMAE WMRH

Mdtjkdy kpnds tjn hkkr lkr Qmrm mdh tjny wmce kutsghn$ Qmrmcgijts up m agimrnttn$

MDXJKDW

Gdtnrnstgdi pmrty$QMRM

Gt)s jkw wn tjnmtnr dnrhs hk$ Wkudnvnr tkch n yku pcmynh;

MDXJKDWG tkch yku# G hkd)t$

QMRM Qurn hkd)t pcmy cgen yku hkd)t$

MDXJKDWXkke cnsskds wjnd G wms ykudi# butlncc kll tjn wmikd# sk tk spnme# gdjgij sajkkc$ Iunss gt)s cgen rghgdim bgen kr sk`ntjgdi$

QMRM Yncc# akckr n g`prnssnh$

MDXJKDWGs tjmt Nh iuy ykur bkylrgndh;

QMRM *cmuij'

Dk$ G ckvn Nh# but jn)s dkt `ytypn$

MDXJKDWRnmccy; Yjmt)s ykur typn tjnd;

QMRM Ikh gl G edkw$

MDXJKDWG tjgde yku edkw$

Mdtjkdy pcmans jgs jmdh kd Qmrm)s uppnr tjgij tjmt k`ndt$Qmrm cmuijs pmrt lrk` sjkae# pmrt lrk` hgsmppkgdt`ndt$

Mdtjkdy gsrnmhs tjn cmuij ms m ik mjnmh$ Jn kvns gd lkr tjnegss$ Qmrm akkccy stkps jg`$

QMRM Wku rnmcgzn tjmt hkkr jms m wgdhkw;

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MDXJKDWYmdt sk`nwjnrn `krn prgvmtn;

QMRM Kemy$ G)` ikgdi bmae gd$

Qmrm ints up mdh jnmhs tk tjn hkkr$ Mdtjkdy rnmajns tk jkchkd tk jnr mr`# but sjn qugaecy puccs gt mwmy$

MDXJKDWQk tjmt)s gt; Yjy hgh yku nvndgdvgtn n;

QMRM Wku edkw wjmt; Xjmt)s m rnmccy ikkhqunstgkd$

Qmrm turds mrkudh mdh jnmhs gdsghn$

Mdtjkdy cnmds bmae gd tjn cmwd ajmgr$

Jn pudts md n`pty bkttcn by jgs lkkt$

GDX$ JK^QN RGIJX MLXNR

Mdtjkdy rnturds tk tjn pmrty# stgcc cgvncy ms nvnr$ Mdtjkdyajmrins tk ajmgr wgtj jgs akmt$

NHYjmt)s tjn jurry;

QMRM G tjgde jn jms prmatgan nmrcy#rgijt;

MDXJKDWWup$

Mdtjkdy irmbs jgs akmt mdh wmces kut tjn hkkr$

NZX$ MDXJKDW)Q AMR CMXNR

Mdtjkdy spnnhs hkwd tjn rnsghndtgmc strnnt cgen m bmt kut kljncc# udtgc jgs pjkdns rgdis$ Gt)s Eg`$

MDXJKDWEg`;

A^X XK?

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NZX$ MDXJKDW)Q AMR CMXNR XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy)s amr dkw jkchs Eg`# mc`kst pmssnh kut# gd tjn lrkdtsnmt mdh Qjmrkd# wjk gs ak`pcntncy pmssnh kut gd tjn bmaesnmt$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q BNHRKK@ CMXNR XJMX DGIJX

Mdtjkdy amrrgns Eg` tk jgs bnh$

GDX$ MDXJKDWQ HKR@

Mdtjkdy puccs kut m stgaey pmh lrk` jgs bmi$ Jn wrgtnssk`ntjgdi hkwd$

Quhhndcy# Akdstmdt Akdvnrsmtgkd by Vmssgkd Vgt bcmrns lrk` jgs bnhrkk`$

GDX$ MDXJKDWQ BNHRKK@

Mdtjkdy ndtnrs tk Eg` hrudendcy hmdagdi gd tjn ghhcn kl jgsrkk`$

MDXJKDWEg`# turd gt kll$ G` nxjmustnh

EG@Dk# dk$ Hmdan wgtj n$

Eg` irmbs Mdtjkdy mdh stmrts sckw hmdagdi acksn tk jg`$ Eg` `u`bcns mckdi wgtj tjn skdi$

Mdtjkdys jms ndkuij$ Mdtjkdy lkranluccy stmrts megdi kut wgtj Eg`$ Jns pmrtgaucmrcy miirnssgvn mbkut gt$ Jn stmrts

trygdi tk rn`kvn jnr acktjns$

EG@ *AKDXH'Dk$ Dkt dkw$

MDXJKDWG tjkuijt yku ckvnh n# Eg`$

EG@G hk$

MDXJKDWWku edkw# G akuch bn rnstgdi$ Gsjkuch bn$ But wjy m` G dkt;

Eg` rncndts$ Qjn stmrts tk udhrnss jnrsncl$

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Xjn twk kvn tk Mdtjkdys bnh$ Mdtjkdy udhkns jgs bnct$ Xjnystmrt jmvgdi snx$ Xjnrn gs dk nyn akdtmat# dk egssgdi# dkgdtg`may$

Yn jkch kd Eg`)s lman$ Xjn QAKRN kvnrtmens tjn usga$

A^X XK?

@KDXMIN

Xjn usga akdtgduns tjrkuij m `kdtmin kl dnwspmpnr acgppgdikl tjn vmrgkus mwmy im`ns D@ pcmys$ Xjny gdacuhn pjktks#

`kst kl Mdtjkdy$

Xjny stmrt wgtj?

BGI YGD MQ AKDLNRNDAN VCMW QXMRXQ

Xjny rud tjrkuij twk kdtjs kl im`ns mdh sjkw D@)s rgsgdirmdegdis$ Xjn lgdmc g`min gs?

XK^IJ CKQQ? D@ CKQNQ GD K\NRXG@N MIMGDQX BW^

A^ lrk` mrtgacn? LKDXMGDN NZGXQ GD QNAKDH ]^MRXNR YGXJ MDGDO^RW# B^X RNX^RDQ MX XJN QXMRX KL XJN XJGRH$

GDX$ MDXJKDW)Q BNHRKK@ @KDXJQ CMXNR

Xjmt mrtgacn# mckdi wgtj ktjnrs# gs tmpnh tk Mdtjkdy)sbnhrkk` wmcc$

Mdtjkdy sgts mdh strntajns jgs rgijt cni$

Jgs rkk` gs `gcgtmrgstgamccy krimdgznh$ Qtgaey dktns wgtjtrmgdgdi sajnhucns mdh pnp tmces mrn nvnrywjnrn$ M stgaeydktn oust rnmhs QMRM$

Kd jgs hrnssnr# jgs ancc pjkdn stmrts vgbrmtgdi$ Mt lgrst#Mdtjkdy gidkrns gt$

Gt rgdis mimgd$ Mdtjkdy pgaes gt up$

MDXJKDWHmh;

RMDHW *K$Q$'Jny# skd$ Mrn yku lrnn tjgsmltnrdkkd;

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NZX$ DMXMXKRG^@ MLXNRDKKD

Gt gs cmtn wgdtnr+nmrcy sprgdi dkw ms Mdtjkdy wmces up tk mcmrin brgde dmtmtkrgu` kd m sajkkc am`pus$

M md wmgts mt tjn ndtrmdan$ Jn gs gd jgs `gh >6)s# tmcc mdh

cmdey# wgtj m cnmtjnry lman$ Xjgs gs Mdtjkdy)s lmtjnr# RMDHW$Rmdhy spkts Mdtjkdy mdh ikns tk jui jg`$

RMDHWIkh# gt)s ikkh tk snn yku$ Gt)sbnnd mwjgcn$

MDXJKDWIkkh tk snn yku tkk# Hmh$

GDX$ DMXMXKRG^@ CMXNR

M jnmt kl jgij sajkkc igrcs pkudan lrk` tjn hgvgdi bkmrhsgdtk tjn pkkc lkr m rman$

Mdtjkdy mdh Rmdhy sgt gd tjn bcnmajnrs# mwmy lrk` tjn ktjnrspnatmtkrs mdh wmtaj$

RMDHWQnn$ Gd tjn tjgrh cmdn$ Xjmt igrc$@maendzgn @aGdtgrn$ 1rh bnst gd tjndmtgkdmc lkr jnr min$

MDXJKDWDk sjgt$

RMDHWQtmdlkrh swkkpnh jnr up rnmc qugae$Kbvgkuscy$

MDXJKDWAmrkcgdn nvnr ik mimgdst jnr;

RMDHWQk`ntg`ns$

MDXJKDW@ust bn rull kd jnr$

RMDHWWku edkw Amrkcgdn$ Qjn)s cgen jnr

`ktjnr$ Qjn hkns gt lkr tjnlrgndhs# G tjgde$

Xjnrn gs m pmusn ms Mdtjkdy rn`mgds lkausnh kd tjn rman mdhRmdhy trgns tk lgiurn kut wjmt tk smy$

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RMDHW *AKDXH'Xjnd mimgd# G hkd)t edkw wjmt sjntjgdes jmcl tjn tg`n$ Xnndmin igrcsmrn m hgllnrndt bnmst$ G wmsd)t

`nmdt lkr igrcs$ Wku bkys) wnrnnmsgnr$ G udhnrstkkh yku mdh Enddy$

G hghd)t mcwmys cgen wjmt Enddyhgh# but G udhnrstkkh gt$ Ikh edkwsG udhnrstkkh gt$

Mdtjkdy gs vgsgbcy udak`lkrtmbcn wgtj tjn hgrnatgkd tjnakdvnrsmtgkd gs ikgdi$

RMDHW *AKDXH'But yku$ G dnvnr wkrrgnh mbkut yku$Wku mcwmys jmh tjmt lkaus$ Wku ednw

wjmt yku wmdtnh mdh yku dnvnr cnttjgdis hgstrmat yku$ G hkd)t edkw

wjnrn gs am`n lrk`$ Jmh tk bn ykur `ktjnr$ Mdh dkw mt ckke mt yku- G)` sk prkuh kl wjmt yku)vn bnak`n$

MDXJKDW*sjmrpcy'

G edkw# Hmh$

RMDHWG edkw yku edkw$ But G)` yku)rn Hmhmdh yku jmvn tk hnmc wgtj gt$ MdhG)` oust prkuh kl yku$ Qjgt# yku)rntjn amptmgd kl tjn :tj rmdenh tnm` gd tjn luaegd dmtgkd$ Xjmt)ssk`ntjgdi tk prkuh kl$ Xjmt y skd

MDXJKDWG tjgde tjmt)s Amrkcgdn$

Qurn ndkuij# Amrkcgdn wmces tk tjn bkmrhs wgtj tjn ktjnr jgijsajkkc igrc ak`pntgtkrs mdh ints gd tjn pksgtgkd tk rman$

Mdtjkdy mdh Rmdhy ajnnr lkr jnr lrk` tjn bcnmajnrs$

Xjn iud ikns kll mdh tjn igrcs hgvn gdtk tjn pkkc$

A^X XK?

GDX$ HNVMRX@NDX QXKRN QM@N XG@N

Eg` gs trygdi kd m hrnss gd lrkdt kl m `grrkr$ EG@)Q @KXJNR#m >6 ynmr kch wk`md trygdi tk pmss ms 16# jkvnrs bnjgdh jnr$

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EG@)Q @KXJNRG oust hkdt tjgde rnh ckkeslcmttnrgdi kd yku# tjmts mcc$

EG@Gts ajnrry mdh gts tjn sajkkc

akckrs$EG@)Q @KXJNR

Yncc# gl yku jmh ikdn tk Bkuchnrtjny wkuch jmvn bnnd tjmt uicy irnymdh ikch$ Ykuch yku jmvn wkrd tjmt;

EG@Vrkbmbcy$

EG@)Q @KXJNRXjn yncckw kdn oust ckkes sk dgan$

EG@Oust igvn gt tk n$

Eg`s @ktjnr jmdhs jnr tjn yncckw hrnss$

EG@)Q @KXJNRG` ikgdi tk amcc tjn sgttnr$ Bnrgijt bmae$

Eg`)s ktjnr wmces mwmy$ Eg` insturns ms gl sjn wkuchstrmdicn jnr ktjnr$

GDX$ AJMDIGDI QXMCC

Eg` tjrkws tjn yncckw hrnss tk tjn lckkr mdh g``nhgmtncyajmdins gdtk jnr dkr`mc acktjns$

Quhhndcy# tjnrn gs m scm``gdi kd tjn hkkr$

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Ymgt# Eg`# try tjgs kdn$

EG@@ktjnr# G` ajmdigdi$

EG@Q @KXJNR *K$Q$'Wkurn y hmuijtnr$ Oust kdnsnakdh$

Eg`s @ktjnr kpnds tjn hkkr tk lgdh Eg` stgcc wgtjkut jnr tkpkd$ Eg`s @ktjnrs omw hrkps$

RN\NMC Eg` jms m CKDN YKCL tmttkk kd jnr rgb amin$

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GDX$ LKKH AK^RX CMXNR

Eg` mdh jnr ktjnr sgt gd m sjkppgdi mcc lkkh akurt$ Eg` akkccy nmts$ Jnr ktjnr ckkes sjmend$

EG@)Q @KXJNR

Mdy ktjnrs G sjkuch edkw mbkut;EG@

Dk$

EG@)Q @KXJNRJkw ckdi jmvn yku enpt tjgs lrk`

`n;

EG@G oust ikt gt m lnw `kdtjs mik$Qjmrkd suiinst wn hk sk`ntjgdi lkrkur cmst sn`nstnr$

EG@)Q @KXJNRG edkw ykuvn hkgdi tjgs bnamusnyku tjgde G` m jkrrgbcn ktjnr$

EG@G hkd)t tjgde yku)rn m jkrrgbcn

EG@Q @KXJNRGvn oust trgnh tk rmgsn yku rgijt$Gts jmrh# yku edkw# bngdi m sgdicn

`ktjnr$ Qnngdi tjmt# gt oust samrns `n$ G tjkuijt G hgh nvnrytjgdi

rgijt$ G usn tk tjgde G ednw tjnigrc ykuh bnak`n$ Dkw# G ousthkdt edkw$

EG@*tk jnrsncl'

Xjn igrc Gh bnak`n$

Eg` mdh jnr `ktjnr sgt gd mwewmrh sgcndan$

GDX$ IW@ XJMX DGIJX

M tjrnn kd tjrnn sarg``min gs udhnr wmy wgtj Mdtjkdy mdh ROkd kppksgtn sghns$

Mdtjkdy lgdhs md kpndgdi m sgdes m bmsent$

ENHINAk`n kd# Hrnw- Qtmy wgtj jg`-

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Mdtjkdy miirnssgvncy iumrhs RO# dkt cnttgdi jg` kut kl jgssgijt$ RO trgns tk kvn pmst jg`# but Mdtjkdy pusjns jg` tktjn lckkrbkmrhs$ Xjn tnm` rusjns tk jgs mgh$

ROXjn luae md-

MDXJKDWKj# ak`n kd$ Gt wms m pmt$ XjgdeBW^ wgcc ik sklt kd yku;

ROKj# tjmt)s wjmt tjgs gs; Kemy# jnrnm luaegd pmt-

RO sjkvns Mdtjkdy$ Mdtjkdy curajns gd tk sjkvn bmae$ Xjntnm`s rusjns gd tk stkp tjn`$

ENHINNdkuij-

Enhin snpmrmtns tjn lgijtgdi hkis$

ENHIN *AKDXH'Gs tjnrn m rnmskd wjy twk stmrtnrs#twk uppnracmss`nd# m amptmgd

MDXJKDWG)` oust trygdi tk

ENHING hkd)t wmdt tk jnmr mdktjnrikhhm`d wkrh kut kl ykur kutj$

Xjn iy` lmccs hnmh sgcndt wgtj tjn stnrd krhnr$ Mdtjkdy sgdesjgs jnmh$

ENHIN *AKDXH'G hkd)t edkw wjmt jmppndnh bntwnndyku twk mdh qugtn lrmdecy G hkd)tigvn m sjgt$ G wgcc dkt tkcnrmtntjgs skrt kl bnjmvgkr# nspnagmccylrk` yku$ Nvnrykdn kd tjn cgdn$Qugaghns$

ROYn jmvn m im`n-

ENHING hkd)t wmdt tk jnmr gt- Kd tjnluaegdi cgdn- Mcc kl yku-

Enhin turds tk jgs mssgstmdt akmaj mdh hgrnats jg` tk tmenkvnr$


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Xjn pcmynrs bgtaj mdh kmd tjngr wmy tk tjn cgdn$ RO lcmsjnsMdtjkdy m hgrty ckke bnlkrn okgdgdi$

NZX$ VMREGDI CKX MLXNR VRMAXGAN

Xjn tnm` hrmi tjn`sncvns tk tjngr amrs$ Hnspgtn tjgs# ROcmuijs mdh okens wgtj m pmae kl pcmynrs mrkudh jg`$ Mdtjkdy wmces m lnw lnnt bmae$

MDXJKDW*tk RO'

Wk- Amd G tmce wgtj yku;

RO turds tk Mdtjkdy mdh tjn ktjnr pcmynrs ennp ikgdi lkrwmrh$Mdtjkdy wmces up tk jg`$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'Ckke$ Gt wms luaenh kl n# wjmt Ghgh$ Gt)s oust$$$tjn im`n tk`krrkw$Gt)s ikt n tndsn$ Gt)s ikt njypnh# yku edkw$ G$$$G sjkuchd)ttmen gt kut kd yku tjkuij$ G nmd#tjmt)s hu`b$

ROYjmtnvnr md$ Gt wms stupgh

MDXJKDWDk# yku wnrn rgijt$ Xjnrn)s bnndtjgs tndsgkd# sgdan tjn Xnaj im`n$Gt)s luaegdi wgtj tjn tnm` inc$ Gtjgde yku jmh tjn rgijt ghnm$ Ynoust dnnh tk lgijt gt kut mdh bnhkdn wgtj gt$

RO amd)t bncgnvn wjmt jn jnmrh$ Jn amd kdcy cmuij$

MDXJKDW *AKDXH'G)` snrgkus$ Yn lgijt gt kut rgijtjnrn mdh `kvn kd$ Int gt kut kl kursystn`$

RO

Wku)vn ikt tk bn sjgttgdi n$MDXJKDW

Ak`n kd- Dk kdns jnrn$ Gt)s oustus$ G)cc igvn yku tjn lgrst pudaj$

RO@md# ik jk`n$ Rnst$

RO stmrts wmcegdi tk jgs amr mimgd$


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MDXJKDWHkd)t luaegdi wmce mwmy- Jgt n-Ak`n kd mdh jgt n-

ROIk jk`n Mdtjkdy-

MDXJKDWLuae yku- Jgt `n-

Mdtjkdy)s mr`s mrn strntajnh wghn$ Jn sdkrts cgen m bucc$ Jgsnyn wghn wgtj rmin$

RO oust sjmens jgs jnmh mdh hrgvns kll# cnmvgdi Mdtjkdy gdtjn hnskcmtn pmregdi ckt$

GDX$ HKR@ JMCCYMW CMXNR XJMX DGIJX

Eg` hrmis jnr lnnt hkwd Mdtjkdy)s hkr` bugchgdi jmccwmy$ Qjnckkes ndtmccy hrmgdnh$

Gd tjn hgstmdan# m ullcnh sjkutgdi amd bn jnmrh lrk` mdudedkwd rkk`$ Qjn turds tjn akrdnr tk Mdtjkdy)s rkk`$ Gtgdtndsglgns$ Yjk ncsn$

Eg` lkrans jnr bkhy acksnr tk tjn hkkr$ Jnr mr` lgijts gtsncltk edkae$ Quhhndcy# m ARMQJ amd bn jnmrh gdsghn$

Gdstmdtcy# Eg`)s mr` rnakgcs$ Qjn sckwcy bmaes mwmy$ Eg` hknsmd mbkut lman mdh cnmvns$

GDX$ EG@)Q MVMRX@NDX XJMX DGIJX

Eg` ints jk`n$ Gt)s m `nssy rn`gdhnr kl jkw kvnrwjnc`nh sjnlnncs$

GDX$ EG@)Q BNHRKK@ @K@NDXQ CMXNR

Eg` akccmpsns# lman lgrst# gdtk jnr pgcckw$

Eg` cgns# ktgkdcnss# lkr m lnw snakdh$ Qjn cnts kut m ckdi#pndt up sarnm` gdtk tjn pgcckw$

A^X XK?

GDX$ EG@)Q BMXJRKK@ CMXNR

Eg` stmdhs ckkegdi gd m grrkr$

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Eg` ruds jnr lgdinrs tjrkuij jnr ckdi# strmgijt# brudnt jmgr$

Eg`# dkw wgtj sagsskrs# jkchs kut m ckdi# tjgae strmdh kljmgr$ QDGV$

Ms tjn jmgr hrkkps mwmy lrk` jnr jnmh# Eg` armaes m lmgdt

s`gcn$A^X XK?

GDX$ AKCKQQN^@ XJN DNZX HMW

Mdtjkdy mdh tjn tnm` mraj tjrkuij tjn tuddnc tk tjn akurt$Jgs lman gs stkdn akch snrgkus$ Nvnrykdn)s gs$

Xjny rnmaj tjn akurt$ M lnw pcmynrs kd tjn lrgdin kl tjnirkup irgd$ Xjn irgddgdi mdh cmuijs sprnmhs tjrkuijkut tjntnm`$ Gt rnmajns Mdtjkdy# wjk amd)t jncp but cmuij ms wncc$

VMD tk tjn stuhndt snatgkd# wjgaj gs pmaenh wgtj spnatmtkrshrnssnh gd wjgtn buttkd ups# bcmae tgns# mdh bgayacns jnc`nts@kr`kd mttgrn ajnnrgdi tjn tnm` kd$

Mdtjkdy ruds tjrkuij wmr`s ups wgtj jgs tnm`$ Jn snn`sprnpmrnh$

Mltnr megdi m bmsent# Mdtjkdy turds tk tjn stmdhs tk snn jgslmtjnr# stnp `ktjnr# stnp sgstnr# mdh Eg`# wjksn jmgr gs dkwsjkrt# mcc sgttgdi tkintjnr$ Mdtjkdy)s lman ikns bcmde$

Xjn ajnnrs mdh pnp bmdh ik lrk` dmturmc skudhgdi tk ckuh#lnrmc# mdh smvmin$

A^X XK?

VCMWNR =2# pmrtgaucmrcy g`pksgdi BW^ pcmynr# ndiucls tjnlrm`n$ Jn iumrhs Mdtjkdy#$ Mdtjkdy mens m pkkr sjkt bnamusnkl tjn hnlndsn$

Gt gssns$ BW^ rnakvnrs$ Nvnrykdn ajmrins hkwd akurt# nxanptMdtjkdy# wjk ckke uttnrcy ckst$

XGXCN? !: DG\NRQGXW KL DNY @NZGAK \Q$ !=6 BRGIJM@ WK^DI

^DG\NRQGXW LNBR^MRW 9tjBW^ pcmynrs snn` tk nllkrtcnsscy scgan tjrkuij D@)s hnlndsnmdh sakrn m tjrnn pkgdtnr$

Enhin amccs m hnspnrmtn tg`n kut$


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MDDK^DANR *K$Q$'Xg`nkut# D@$ BW^ cnmh :$

A^X XK?

^D@ struiicns tk men mdy bmsents$ Mttn`ptnh pmssns mrn

stkcnd$ Qjkkts hkd)t ik gd$ Cuae gs dkt kd tjngr sghntkdgijt$

RO mdmins tk int gd m cmy up# but gs edkaenh tk tjn irkudhby VCMWNR =2$ M lkuc gs amccnh kd jg`# but Vcmynr =2 mc`kstsnn`s tk cmuij mt gt$

Mdtjkdy dktgans tjgs$ Rmin gs vgsgbcn gd Mdtjkdy)s nyns$

Mdtjkdy cndhs RO m jmdh$ Ms RO ints tk jgs lnnt# Mdtjkdypuccs jg` gd lkr md n`brman$

MDXJKDW*wjgspnrgdi'G)cc wkrry mbkut twncvn$ Wku oust

stmy kpnd lkr `n$

RO dkhs gd mpprkvmc$ Jn ikns tk tjn lrnn tjrkw cgdn$ RO sgdestjn nxtrm pkgdt$

A^X XK?

Xjn sakrnbkmrh sjkws D@ gs dkw kdcy hkwd lkur pkgdts wgtj 2>snakdh rn`mgdgdi$

BW^ rnakvnrs tjn bmcc mdh ckkes lkr wjk tk pmss gt tk$Mdtjkdy bckaes Vcmynr =2$

Vcmynr =2 mens m brnme# tjn bmcc gs pmssnh tk jg`$ Mdtjkdycudins mt tjn bmcc$ Jn edkaes gt kut kl tjn pcmynrs irmsps

RO rnakvnrs gt$ Jn sakrns m qugae cmy up$ Xjn arkwh nrupts$BW^ amccs m tg`n kut$

MDDK^DANR *K$Q$'Xg`nkut# BW^$

Ms tjn tnm` imtjnrs tk n`brman RO# Mdtjkdy spkts Vcmynr =2

icmrgdi jg` hkwd$A^X XK?

BW^ ints tjn bmcc tk Vcmynr =2# wjk ajmrins up akurt$ Mdtjkdystmys rgijt kd jg`$

Vcmynr =2 pcmys wgtj Mdtjkdy# trygdi tk rud kut tjn ackae$Mdtjkdy wmgts pmtgndtcy# udtgc jn snns jgs kppkrtudgty$


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Mdtjkdy edkaes tjn bmcc kut kl Vcmynr =2)s jmdhs mdh imgdsakdtrkc$

Mdtjkdy ajmrins tkwmrhs tjn bmsent$ Dktjgdi stmdhs gd jgs wmy$ Dktjgdi amd stkp jg`$

EG@ *K$Q$'Cnt)s ik bmby$

Eg`)s vkgan hrkwds kut nvnrytjgdi ncsn$ Mdtjkdy gdstgdatgvncyturds tk jnr gd tjn arkwh$ Nvnrytjgdi snn`s tk lrnnzn lkr m

`k`ndt$

Gd tjmt k`ndt# Xjn bmcc bkudans kll Mdtjkdys lkkt mdh kutkl jgs akdtrkc$

M BW^ pcmynr hgvns lkr tjn bmcc$ Jn pmssns gt tk mdktjnrpcmynr$ Xg`n ruds kut$ M ckuh sgij lgccs tjn mrndm$

MDDK^DANR *K$Q$'Mdh tjmt)s tjn im`n$ BW^ wgds :: tk:

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