The Omen Equinox Spring of the Ram

Astro and various Occult Arts programby J.M. Von Kotterhausen

The following article is dedicated to the exploration of some of the significant findings as they relate to one of the high dates of all mystically, religiously, and otherwise metaphysically inclined people; that of the Spring Equinox.

Without delay, the primary factor being engaged is the astrological principle named Black Moon Lilith Lilith of myth and archetype has already been put on full display in earlier work in the Library along with, other coordinating factors including expanded knowledge on the nature of The Beast [here not meaning Crowley] and the energies of the malefic forces of Mars and Saturn, of which among these we'll be teaching ourselves how toharness to gain advantages in and both defend ourselves in the regions we are at the mercy of, and put at our mercy all those who seek to gain the upper-hand advantages over us at our expense. Of extreme importance is the array of conflicts, conjunctions, competitions, and culminations of certain features; ways to come out on top, and avoid being sucked down, pulled in, and just being another number that gets cosmically crunched as a statistic in the great 'star-market'.

More than anything else, and before we really delve into the technical aspects of what each side or facet is doing to or offers into the other[s], let me just say something is going on that few see and no one has yet addressed, and that's a wide open gateway for stressing initiative ventures. The thought that travels with this is Fortune Favours The Bold; a personal beloved concept here in these, my mid-30's. Normally, this would not be the usualassociation to a waning moon, much less one of the current position seen in Chart 1. That depends upon you, really. Knowing who you are will relate to if you are self educated enough to enter onto the playing field and consummate anything of worth.

While February's new moon is on the 18th, that of March is on the Equinox itself. Not only that, but there will be a total solar eclipse [only naked eye visible along arctic regions], and also Lilith is in the sign of Virgo, the Virgin. Deserving mention as part of this Whole Complex is Saturn's retrograde. So, really on the Equinox itself, but as stated, from the Moon's current interactions with Pluto in the Saturn ruled Capricorn, now up to March 20th, we want to look at forming covens, emerging broods, corporate world mergers, advancing market stage by leaps and bounds, and this would definitely include seedy underbelly and crime world promotions and advancements. There will be many innovations and partnerships in the 'unholy arts and territories'.

On the individual level, it would absolutely lead to the typically outsider observed stereotype of the 'Faustian bargain', whether by an act of desperation or self sacrifice for a greater cause like preservation of family and house even on down to Because I can.., or similar to the question of why did you climb the biggest mountain on Earth?... Because it was there. Even Forrest Gump said, I just felt like runninggg, too simple in a pure way that is admirable, to the extent that he had zero thoughts nor caring that it was his moment to be on a pedestal and drone on about some shining example of being at the forefront of some great moralistic cause. The exact opposite of what most people do to come off as admirable and attractive is what made him most admirable and attractive, putting butts in theater seats to see the simple man make a light bulb go on over the heads of those thinking themselves burdened by genius, yet so far from.

A thought that sprung to mind investigating this whole affair:

We are often so vain over how humble we think we can get ourselves to look as themasters over our impulses toward vanity.

My new, latest fav quote from my meditative work received by myself. Notice I said my three times but the triple self reference indicates an event beyond the scope of narrow perceptions of the limits of 'me-ness'. Pretty much a subliminal 'selfless', then.

How often do we roll our eyes at how many times someone says I in their paragraph, while we are so conscientiously avoiding saying I to be separate and different from their perceived mistake, we barely can hear anything outside the box of the trained new obsession that is virtually impossible to follow, and if you ask me, moronic in its pure futility to even begin to, as well as far away from the bull's-eye. Couldn't be further...

I think that at the corporate market level, some of this is on a we have to do this basis,with few outside the C.E.O. And boards of directors and trustees, it's all transition being dragged into. Literally, we feel something dying and a forced rebirth; being pushed out of a nest. Elevated to a more metaphysical stance, many of these murders and executions..I mean, mergers and acquisitions, will be fully sought out by the unanimous group, with (somewhat frightening) leaders coming forward that offer a collective sigh of relief as much as even greater tensity because while restrictions die off in one isolated portion, the bar for performance standards will be raised at full volume upon the dust settling from coagulation,like two colliding galaxies collaborating to decide what star systems and nebula fit where, and how to yet determine chronologically which galaxy was the dominant-winning factor after the moment they are now virtually indistinguishable.

It's like sports statistics; you can't tell if an athlete is great based on the back of their trading card, but in terms of how the universe began, every scientist would want the information of the historical separate galaxies integral preconception of becoming a singular entity. You may cry 'No fair!' at some point because you'll feel that information coming to light is damning after you've done great things no paper-tracking could possibly record; let's face facts, we live in a world the 6 o'clock [or national] news does not revolve on good deeds or the hope in our hearts after hearing little Jimmy's lemonade stand was more successful than last Summer's and he used the money to buy his twin sister a stuffed animal.

If we operated all on one platform where we were on the same page based upon the notions we have more options by intentionally being on different pages, and coupled this with the military utilized notion that Your squadron is only as good/effective as your weakest member, we would be that much closer to a high-tech Edenic utopian society. Especially if people were encouraged to do what they love and given all available props to encourage love for what they do.

All that would be brilliant, be leave us teetering ever closer at the detriment to of free will, ability to choose and the Saturn/Lilith inspired lessons that cultivate wisdoms spoken of by Blake as a 'Road of excess leading to that Palace.... Hence, nobody likes Saturn and few really 'get' Lilith because it is all strictly parental and governing to where boundaries are lifted to give you a taste and see if you...here it comes; damn yourself through folly and addiction.

Truth be told, while Saturn and Lilith will let you shoot yourself in the foot, they are both yet loving energies that comprise what we often read into as pure hatred and setting usup to fail, that latter idea also explored in an earlier project here at the Von Kotterhausen Library. The cyclical nature of Saturn and Lilith in Virgo is centralized as the meta-reality corridor of the need for, and self aware damnation, in any governing and universal governments, right down to the very household infrastructure of parent-child relations; the youth seeking rebellious flight and willingness to fight for the right to party, and then the parents' own ideas of how to run the show, which so often takes precedence simply...you guessed it, Because we can...or because we say so, and not everyone grew up in that house of 'traditional structural roles', but until the turn of the century, you had to hit hippie mom & pop jackpot to avoid it.

Still, a mirroring infinite variety of damning pitfalls exists in that house, for both parental units and the youth...most often in the form of losing touch with anchoring and what was just mentioned, It would be great if we lived in this dreamy world, but..., and that interjection is where so many how won the hippie-home lotto walk out on you for encroaching their comfort zone of only endlessly infinite potentiality, and now almost the entire turn-of-the-century positivist students of formulaic, stale, unadaptively brittle self helpguru strategists who mainly are at the front lines of a war to hug yourself every morning will smiling in the mirror for 15 minutes. That kind of over-sheltered protectiveness many of you were exposed to left you underexposed, and while you left the chrysalis, you never truly got your wings. It's the hallmark of blandness and unimaginative minds and hearts.

It has only ever led to sculpting and maintaining with all obsessive, compulsive over-ordering compensation to hinge on the value of things you just can't keep, among which thereal value of those things is that they are biodegradable and disposable intentionally.

God[s] and all the scientists & artists help you if you have your way. There are times winning really is the outcome reserved to pacify a set of unknowing losers. Once again, governed perfectly to finally get you to see how to govern yourself from within, rather than be codependent on abusive governing systems.

There is no need to mention my own Saturn in Virgo positioning as I already went into that previously in some depth, but what I neglected to mention was its opposition to my March 18 Mars/Pisces...which is great, as oppositions and how opposites attract were also explored fully. The trick is, Lilith is virtually hand-in-hand with a retrograding natal Saturn in Virgo, for me. With Mars in Pisces living right along with my Pisces Sol in conjunction with Mercury in Aries, I can adapt and harness all this well, as Mercury the Messenger and lord over commerce and the market makes for a quick wit and silver-spiked tongue, Virgo being fortunately ruled by Mercury, and with the sign of mutable water featuring prominently, I am not dead at 12 years old, and really have quite a knack for internalized ability to resurrect 'Out Of Nothing/Nowhere'. I can only hope as a Von Kotterhausen, I can buck the whole 9 lives limitation theory. Does this paragraph seem vain, useless to you,and wrapped up in 'me-ness'? Revert back to the beginning and recap the first page or so: I am sharing this information so you can more easily grok how the very best person is writingin these matters, who is suited to get you to rise above and be able to navigate on your own waters, on your own clock, more spirited, emboldened, wiser, and with maximized savvy.

Funny timing: I as of today have been on a Super 7 Sunday kick. By that I really mean the seven deadly sins, first of all. 7 has so many other occult significances reflected in the natural world of sight and sound and various spectrums, it would be useless filler material to put my own slant on the preexisting vast libraries, so if you want, study that in your web browser or public library searches. While these are not connected specifically bymyself in this work, there is a 'Super 7 crystal' called amethyst cacoxenite. It is called so as ithas 7 different minerals formed together in a single purpose.

Same with the sins, talking purpose-wise; whether you believe in how far it all goes up toheavens or how deep it all goes to hells or is the fictional leveraging of the earthbound priesthoods with their game-rigged predestined political seats of power, the 7 Deadly are in existence because when you break it all down, to play with these fires creates deep difficulties for our 'ruling classes', a.k.a. 'archons', the actual word that means rulers, that as you study is pretty openly cosmic material that goes far beyond already ungraspable labyrinth of the practical earth bound visible government we understand to the notions of heavens, hells, and how galaxies collide and the ways to survive it all or be liberated from needs to any longer carry burdens of instinctual surviving and preservation needs or notions.

Definitely know that because I mention Amethyst cacoxenite alongside the deadly sins, I in no way whatsoever imply it must correspond that having a 'Melody's Stone' has a crystalvariety inside for each one of the 'deadly sins'. That sort of statement would be comical, and while I can imagine some who grew up without much of an anchoring trying to pitch that pent, it doesn't sail on these campgrounds, but is laughable at least, and there is some of the best medicine.

I know want to go back to the term Integral Preconception, as it is crucial to this short presentation... there is another I.P. Which is always hotly contested that courts revolve around and are paid off of: Intellectual Property. As an artist, I have to constantly be able to shift around that: When is it okay to be inspired by [all inspiration comes from endlesslyrewoven ancestrally ancient materials] and when am I copying/guilty of plagiarism. Moreover and completely honestly, when do I know I'm basically being a scavenger but how do I do it in a way that's smart that no one can really drop the hammer on me? Hence, the art of the mash-ups...which, still often puts you in jeopardy of violating some technical I.P. Laws. Integral Preconception, a world or universe of medium tracked either intuitively or through investigative record keeping, includes the arts and sciences of...rather than meta-reality, encompassing the substratum of the thing, presents a dynamic linear systems challenge where there is only a virtual nothing/ blank room or other notion of space to be filled being so, inquires what existed before the inhabiting as the singular entity within the context of the sensory interactions happening now. Becoming an overnightTime-lord is almost a necessity. Or having generous helpings of Scorpio and/or Capricorn, or some other strong placement of Saturn and Lilith.

Now, here in this we are talking about Black Moon Lilith among the other varieties possible, and there are a few including a physical asteroid. Mean Lilith is also about detachment; where we need to focus on detaching with intent, and the ability to sort out and sublimate among the features of the sign resided in.

To do that, you need to know in this case about the planetary ruler as much as the nature of the features of the sign itself. Both in the current sky and in my natal, we are talking Mercury in all caduceus, volatilizing, hermetic and polar-state harmonizing glory. Do not forget the role of marketing and commerce master, either. Where cooler detachment does not prevail, wisdom's exit will follow shortly behind, in the certain traits that change soul to soul in natal Black Moon Lilith residencies. Where that happens, it is only a logical observation among the living and earthbound that addictions and out of our control obsessions start finally setting in. Addiction is Neptune which rules Pisces, and obsession falls in the realm of the Scorpion, whose rulers are Mars traditional and modern Pluto. Pisces would be the Equinox focus, as opposition to the Virgin. Mutable water has already experienced intuitively everyone and everything in the void, blank space that is romanticized as 'pure potentiality on and on forever', to most other people who avoid the hell out of finally anchoring a course for life and finally deciding once and for all what epitaph to chisel on their gravestone, so to speak.

The Key to Integral Preconception is through the streaming of Nodes between the Pisces/Virgo opposition, especially dictated as missing factors and parts received and manifesting by way of the positioning of the nodes themselves.

These nodes are called True/North and South nodes. Or, very importantly here, they are called Rahu and Ketu in Vedic myths forming jyotish astro.

Now, let's add my True/North Node [Rahu] to Virgo along with a retrograding Saturn [remember March 14th 2015: Saturn goes retrograde] and Black Moon Lilith.

Whereas my two 'deadly sins' are Pride and Wrath, my opposite who hates me and I hate are the Envious Slothful ones. Rahu is the source node for calcifying passions that leadinto obsessions that become addictions. While that is Scorpio into Pisces, it really, in this case, has a powerful need to latch into mutable earth to get it to actually start to solidify, a.k.a. manifest through giving the hunter-gatherer or ecstatic sensation seeker [would-be student of liberation], and so it needs the polarity functionary extremes to merge in specificconditions to reverberate between fantastical mutable water, and organizational along with nurturing mutable earth. In the Neptune+Mercury synthesis, an attractive dream-anything object-subject package is formed specific to the whims and fancies and likeliest pitfalls of a consumer...the more impulsive, the better.

Where addictions are broken through and pulled out & away from, boundaries of causation are loosened. Respect of The Father [of consequence and groundings] are gainedwith merits included. So, what do you 'get' as reward? You are thinking more in terms of Pluto...

You get nothing from Saturn, just about exactly what you want. More space equals more time, less overbearing investigation and interrogation into your part, less government digging into your motives, rhyme and reason and lacks thereof, and even return of your own clearer, less walled in and becoming frantic or desperate 'thoughts 'n actions'.

If addictions or dependencies are limitations or a glass ceiling, taking initiatives is what the Aries cardinal fire propels all systems is all about; how fortunate then to have volatile Mercury in that sign. It provides all kinds of opportunities to create turbo-thrusters, flux-capacitors, light speed, sub-light hyperdrives, and warp-core technologies in all metaphorical chariots and even engineering our 'real world' chariots and other logistics. You/we are at the forefront. Where most people need plenty of toys, you just need your own mind, and existence itself connects to all external sensory array as your personal toybox.

MomentumMomentum actually has already been covered in my Library in the form of practical

discipline with the rune 'Ehwaz'.I recommend incorporating that after finishing this.

The theme at hand is that through momentum you need to create/recreate yourself as ajuggernaut before you can even begin to hope to get anywhere as a self sufficient astronaut.

Momentum is not just an object in motion tending to stay in motion, it is a Virgonian critical, subjective, infrastructural, composed and dedicated choice upon sublimating out from the risks to conscientiously foster and cultivate the planted seeds of initial goals with determination that is not ever dissuaded from what life is in the care-taking/task-managing/grounds-keeping, and not betraying that core pulse for an ideal sensory experience or chronological narrative of 'right growth' pitted against 'wrong growth'.

This is not HGTV, either you are in a pleroma [Cosmic Fullness Jungle], or you are passing through a stage of barrenness or the forest is on fire, and in the later case, everything burning down around you, through the ashes emerges greener life than before. If the seven sins are 'fires' and fire is destructive, this is a tale of a more resilient Truth and diamond body emerging from the razed ashes. Ashes are an omen, the results of omens come that are about to come true. Ashes are good. They are the forebear of something greater just around the corner of initial meltdown crises.

Constant gardening is intentional series of smaller break-through sessions...Kal-EL, always be pushing the limits of what can be done -

Try not to think of Rahu as the purely malevolent and Ketu as purely benign, they are both 'devic' or 'demonic' and they both are serpentine growths attached to a demon spawn by the great preserver god in the Vedic myths of the deity. Once again, we easily revisit themes of destroying to create [Rahu], and creating to destroy [Ketu]. Right now, the focus is on Rahu, being more like a reverberated Saturnine 'nest' for all the eggs that the Father ofstrictness and boundaries and time cycles can possibly churn out, and the Mother of detachments and karmic cord severing or also that strictness applied in a more truer feminine divine sense will then 'shove out of the nest' one day to either dash against the rocks or soar with the eagles. It instantaneously conjures imagery of where the Garadu and Nagas meet. Rahu is the essential Naga that is right for this project.

Over foreign affairs, sudden ground-breaking life-changing incidents, and able to perfectly reflect and adapt partner needs; Rahu is also the home of the ecstatic trance, having fingers in every intoxication form, and you combine these together, the modern pop-psychology of the problem in [often misdiagnosed] schizophrenia and other similar disordering activity surfaces, and where and the way it surfaces presents solutions already simply in showing up so exact in cosmic placement, meeting specific needs person-to-person.

On this note, one of the greatest and most tragic things about the 'foreigner': Like Kal-El, they either become the diamond-body/hearten Supermen, or the diabolical Bond villains. For all their life, though, as this is not a comic book, even in their best, they are indistinguishable from the worst scenarios and vice-versa.

It takes a total victim to return to the tribe as a shamanic visionary empath of any sort. Even if not anything so noble, to aqcuire the superpowers at all what soever, it takes victimization. Hence, Saturn and Lilith are 'horrible parents', but their children are all everything that rolls out of bed and exists to kick ass as soon as they are halfway through their first cup of coffee.

Rahu/True Node then surfaces in the other function; that of the 'alien gateway technology'. Or, as some of you may have guessed, vortexes across the planet like Soma; those ancient and resurfacing in their importance 'twilight zone' regions of lunacy...pure mind and the loss of mind in the smelting fires, the magma chambers of our subconscious where upon our return or cooling back again all diamond-body forms, all thunder mindin the storm creating whirlpool weather where hot and cool systems clash, collide, funnel, and merge. So, where the dedicated discipline of religious and spiritual arts are steadily constructed over time, Rahu is likened unto the Lemurian crystals...being formed practically overnight out of seemingly nowhere and an unobservable, ungraspable, and unattainable process that only the most advanced in the arts and sciences of the vast Binah-oceanic 'streams' of Integral Preconception can surrender the walled in sensory logos of laws of physics to pull in worlds and intergalactic gateway information that most others laugh at notions of to keep sane.

They habitually will forever be just chalking it all up to the fantasies we bring back from the light in the madness of 'quantum foam' speculating. To them, it's not that we didn't feel anything, but it was just an untrustworthy fleeting feeling and nothing more, the mutable axis between the Pisces-Virgo mystically transcendent and eminently manifesting is simply outside of their range. To deal with that it is by choices primarily, you have to be made the martyr, or the crazy person, otherwise, people who intentionally busy themselves with the most trivial matters available to intentionally avoid this place are being held accountable by your mere existence...much less writing in any depth about it like I am right now. Truth be told, you are far more anchored in what is going on.

Enter the only really hostile alien, and its ugly head rearing right here in the familiar forms, in our homes and gardens, wearing the masks of friends and family...

Can you continue doing what is right [in your mind's eye] for the Whole Tribe when the entire village suspects, outcasts, curses and hates you -

even self righteously proclaims as boldly as in cowardice that you are going straight to Hell?

You see, this is a favoured ploy and tactic spoken through puppet-master stylepulling the strings of fears inspired and ruled over by Rulers.

Rulers from earth-bound shoddy governments to the cosmic deviations they learnedtheir oppression formulas off of.

Fear has its home and purpose, and a perfect example is that birds fearfully build neststhat are at the same time and at once building their own coffins.

No bird has ever feared that building the wrong nest or using the wrong variety ofmaterial would lead to eternal hell-fire and damnation; that is a yolk burdening only the

more developed intellects by those who must leverage on the compartmentalized areas ofmind they feel they have developed that their slaves, drones, and clones have not.

Their aim is to seem to evolve by keeping it that way...if that suppression cannotcontinue the archontic parasite simply must fall out and find another host or wither & die.

Archontic evolution looks and feels exactly like when you are sitting in your vehicle and the car next to you starts slowly rolling backward in reverse/neutral.

You even feel as your mind fills in the blanks, a sort of sensory narrative even in yourstomach that you have begun to move forward and are experiencing a progress when you infact are not moving at all, att a complete standstill, and without nourishing yourself off the

comparative through backward motion and suppression of a thing, you have to by all rightsstart to face how your philosophies and actions have now put you in a cosmically stagnating

position and stranglehold.

Most of the people labeled as 'spoilers of the peaceful order of things' are breaking-freeoutcasts, while the libelers are the real children of archontic parasites and under layers on

layers of smiling in the mirror for 15 minutes every morning and hugging themselves,are infinitely more hostile than the rebel child rock star neurosurgeon of the Lord of

the Rings Father and the Black Moon Mother.Being demonic/devic or asura/angelic is far from a bad thing, trying to pawn off that one

is wholly bad while you are in the clear at the opposite end of brand loyalty to spectralextremes is the hallmark of entropy in yourself, and spreading from your core in all our

interconnected roots to choke off the garden across a universe entire...to Sink TheLighthouse.

Image of a frozen lighthouse outsourced from weather channel.

I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me -Marilyn Manson

Let's return back into the matters opened up on earlier; that of addictions and momentums to break through ceilings, or also ground-breaking to gain foothold as roots godeeper, boughs break the limits of growth into new territory.

All cravings fall into the range of Lust, yet like the song says above, the initial romanticizing wears down, and under the sparkling, light-catching, attractively crystalline peak of the hypnotic Iceberg is the rest of what sinks the Titanic. The insatiable is not Lust,but the wrongly crossed wiring between Greed and Gluttony tossing searing sparks on our delicate space shuttle equipment.

Along with the Wounded Healer/Warrior archetype of Chiron, resurfacing here is just as significant an archetype that goes generally unexplored yet exists everywhere in the matrix. The Angel In Disguise, i.e. 'the testing unfortunate soul'. This is a theme replayed and exploited again and again as a more efficient way to work on the hearts and yeah, even govern a civilization, than the clumsy manifold called 'The 7 Deadly...'; it uses a very real thing in a very fictional format, the 'animal maker' or the 'Old Wandering Gypsy Curse'.

In digging through this for information, I hit a well-spring of imagery in the forms of Disney's Beauty and the Beast animated film, Stephen King's 'Thinner', and while that was a great movie, my more recent favourite: Drag Me To Hell. I know I'm leaving some out, but this needs to stay streamlined. However, in a non-supernatural way, Guy Richie explored the harshness of what gypsies are put through and the far extents of what they will effectively put you through.

Out of them all, quickly I wanted to mention that in the ultimate 'get 'em while there young' in Nazi youth training fashion, the masonic crafted occult propaganda mastery of Disney has Beast trapped in his own abode, his own internal universe serving physically as a bad ass mansion in the mountain forest wilderness of Old France. In that world, he needsto recognize himself to redeem all of his loyal servant subjects that by his erring were magically blended into objects in a finally unavoidable series of lessons on love and life inspired through a similarly incontrovertibly animistic environment.

Who is the Beast, ever and always, whether we are talking Disney or the Lamias as in Drag Me To Hell? 666 Saturn. Thee Father. Also Rahu, and so relating to the Amanita/Soma/Manna...the Panspermia. The Animus, but also the Anima-seeking as it is yet trapped or untapped within the raw materials of the Beast, at the same time even, Infinite Potentiality in which nothing is yet made manifest or crystallized, and so there is no feminine divine but yet a void.

A concept reinforced by Darth Vader, very naturally, and nearly goes without saying.

It is the I.P. Void. Yeah, I mean intellectual property as well as integral preconception fathoming.

What do all these characters go through at the hands of vengeful gypsies who are not afraid of hell, and so willing to conjure in the Saturnine/Lilith/Rahu constructs?

Forced AttritionAlso mentioned as a centerpiece to motives of the killer in the great classic film Se7en.

Speaking of movies, I was interested in reading up again, a bit more on Black Moon Lilith, and especially in Virgo, and in the title was aptly listed:

'Perfect Witch or Total Bitch?...

Lilith is really a coin toss sometimes, where chance does not exist, then there is void forany detachment [and soaring high or falling flat] with any dependency or codependency cord-cutting. Anton Chigurh from No Country For Old Men, another movie that resonatesand is a Scorpio fav along with Se7en, represents the nature of Lilith so well with even and especially the now famous coin toss scene so perfectly, artfully executed A.C. is the ultimate son of Saturn and Black Moon Lilith in Virgo.

Except, Rahu involved changes all that, because Rahu is the dramatic flair and breathtaking showman, fiery or 'hot-shot' fly-boy in nature, and ecstatic...one could only say then gregarious and very open...not in the sense of pure vanity to be seen as the prettiest, but in the sense of how the labyrinth of the vain is cut through as seen in the beginning nextto the Downey Jr. 'That face you make when... photo. Rahu is Asura and Asura is Saturn because it is institutions such as academia and marriage...it is thee Government. The Big golden G in the center of scale and compass. While charging and uplifting it, don't forget its retainer is Saturn, not Mars, who is Ketu's retainer. So, it is still shrewd, calculating, echoes the Wise Elder/Chief of the Tribe, and like yang hides the pitch black seed, it is all the more frightening in the potent illumination under layers on layers of what only seems surface-y codependency because it so beautifully reflects to the core hidden information systems of hopes and fears, anybody who he is with. To the shallow then, who only want amiable situations of conveniences, the Rahu/North Node impact as mistranslated as itself being so shallow, it has no identity of its own and needs to latch onto their good thing.

So, this is the House of both greatest lovers, and most ruthlessly efficient killers.

Lilith is the Mother Vampire/Serpent and reptilian Goddess.Saturn is the mamalian, lycanthropic [shape-shifting] animist, at times cannibalistic and pack structure, hierarchically focused Beast.

Where Rahu meets to work at both in a single sign, he exists to boil and smelt with Dragon Fire, and is the Dragon Him/Herself. Yet, not isolated to their own means of the Beast seeking the Anima in vain, they are at once the Eastern magical system's notions of the Dragon...the source of corporate success, flawless growth strategy, blessings and treasures galore, ultimate giver of fortunes. I thought of Lestat's line in Interview...

The Dark Gift is different for all of us.

I wrote down about the Equinox, Lestat's Hours.Within the span of a few moments, it switched around in my mind's eye to:

Horus Tattles...

Rahu working alongside Saturn and Lilith comes to bear light as those who join, merge,and make acquisition to divide from those empathetically deemed as self righteous and

guilty of hidden, gross injustices against the very little souls they were charged withprotecting whilst wearing white robes.

They are Wyatt Earp and moreover the very relationship bond between Doc Holidayand Earp, in Tombstone. Where they form an Alliance, expect an O.K. Corral scenario.There Will Be Blood...the very motto of Saturn in Retrograde, so perfectly fit with the

character of the oil baron. It is a tycoon in general. Especially the one who has no qualmsover cornering markets, and Mercury is the friend of Saturn in astrology. This can be an

internal individual situation, too, where those energies simply accumulate along yourblockages or subtle/light body clotting.

Because in out tangled roots, that will spread violently as plague on some level, at timeseven in the most visible, sensory world type manifestation. The fact remains, this

knowledge simply Is, and it will turn you a profit by it and prosper or you will run back toSaturday morning cartoons safety and security, where everything is black and white-cakes,

and the sweet hearts always come out on top.A magical place where you are hidden from Pan's Labyrinth and everything is explained

to you in simplistic Life is like a box of chocolates formats. Yet, as Saturn is law and karma, all you avoided tragically snaps back but even more

rigidly and like a ton of bricks, and like a lighthouse covered in ice and inoperable, allsubtly is lost upon you and there is no appreciation for the intelligence of the sphere.

The frozen gears are locked up and breaking apart, brittle, bland...abandon all hope of renovation and making better than before.

It only looks diamond-like on surface level, but is stagnant and serves no purpose of itsoriginal intended design values.

It has to be condemned property unfit for anything but a nice 'selfie', to be torn downand completely replaced rather than recycled...

and there's the flesh & bones of your Equinox Omen....

There is a long-standing Kabbalah question, between the sephiroth of Hod andNetzach, and it takes the form of, Why do the good die young? And, why does God allow

evil to flourish and prosper?It is the wrong question to ask:

like Rahu's Asura [compliment of Ketu's Deva] delineates, it is more like this; howmuch more God and Government do we think or feel we need to break through the

ceilings we put over ourselves. As a strong Uranus/Moon/Rising Scorpio conjunct, I'vealways hated government and surveillance with expressive passions, I was glad to be a

bastard away from the Beast 666 Saturnine Father, and yet I cleaved to Black Moon Lilith,and so hit the ground over and over expecting her to stay 'corded' to me for an indefinite

period of attachment.

Life is not meant to be all Milk-shakes & White-cakes. And the White Sun provides endless opportunities and infinite varieties of pitfalls along with surface level preconceptions of where the blessings come from...

Bare Scars In Pride And Wrath, because to not do so kills the New Man's character to extol the virtues purely of The Mother as solution to the long running monotheist's masculine Beast-domination starving in a desert far removed from presence of Anima, and She Is more pissed off now than our Old Man ever was. As Kali-Ma yuga, while eternally most sacred, it is irrelevant and indifferent to Her whether Husband or Son was a sweetheart Pisces. She'll just salivate over the kill even more. Even though She is sacred and untamed and free and wild and that is what we are attracted to and love - Kali is not HGTV, but either there as a wild Jungle or you are in the desert the Mars of this Whole Thing is that She in the end wants you also to detach from Her, not just teach you detachment in the quality of the signs. The beautiful thing about her is that she will feel yousever that very umbilical cord and hand you the crudely sharp stone to saw away at it...unlike The Father. Yeah, it stings like a motherfucker. Yeah, it builds character. Without the sting, there is no character building and vice versa.

Again, The Mars of the Thing; it isn't putting Her in check or Her place, Her only real place is fertility in abundance which requires much logical temperance to menstruation cycles and other chaos [also extremely sacred as sacred can get], it is knowing where you stand and who you are within, and keeping your reaction in check. You must know then if you are more in need of passion to cultivate Anima Mundi world-soul, or if you are more in need of killing your passions to finally stave calcified addictions or habits holding you back from breaking ceilings, because only ever being in infinite potentiality without the certain manifestations to pilot your vehicles, that activity is being Forever Baby Horus at theteat of Hathor's white light milk-shake.

Finally, you will always though you never should as a society ostracize passionate people who are master over their conscientious addictions and cravings and good at repackaging them to sell them right back to you. They grew up the most unfairly criticized and abused, neglected skinny puppies of them all. Not much need to speculate over why they aren't big fans of society and have made you into fiscal quarter statistics to cope...

Like I said, I used to hate government, than became aware of how I play into it all, too, regardless of trying to be the plastic unknown soldier in the miniature dirt war hero revolutionary. The hardest thing for me to do was as a Natural Born Anarchist concedeto and harness that people want to be ignorant on purpose, they just want things to work and are freaked out by the 'forced attrition' that make them realize their roles they play in all the gritty, hot, sweaty inner workings of the gears in the Beast-Machine.

They actually love the commercials they pretend to hate, and crave the structure of even disciplinary parenting. The more they front to be the ones to smash the control machine, the more they love it and want to sit at the forefront of it all in their hearts. They are just pissed that nobody cares enough to listen unanimously over why they think they arethe best choice to rule over it all.

So, while they make out like they hate the archons, they are the must numero-uno oriented souls and tiny, so true-to-form unaware Saturnine Demiurges of all, but that Pitch Black at the core is hidden so deeply, they can't even begin to imagine, and start to abuse the Neptunian addiction-bearing fantasy realms of getting away and coping only through layering on sugar-coated white-cakes and milk-shakes, 15 minute hugs in the mirror like glistening lighthouses taking selfies, unaware of how the gears of operation and self sufficiency are crumbling at the heart & soul of it all...already sunken. Through the energiesof Rahu, the mind being ever so quickly to perfectly reflect it all, like the greatest lover and best friend, and the greatest warrior we will face who fights dirty as hell to make sure you are not the one in control here.

Again I must state, people try to stay out of the front lines when it comes to mutable earth and water's oppositions and Rahu/Ketu dealing with the Sol Daddy and Moon Momma.

If you lose this, you end up sacrifice to a whole Mythos of Outer Gods of Sloth and Envy who have a taste for your soul that rivals only the cannibalistic Kronus.

I would rather go out kicking and screaming with tons of piss and vinegar and Lust For Life than all the pacifist enlightenment in the universe that should lead me to the bad habitthat I do nothing as I'm about to get swallowed whole, because I feel like I'll be reborn as the prettiest butterfly ever in Some Other Killer's Jungle...

Art for Thrill Of The Hunt, a dark wave track of my creation...intentionally rigid/serrated edges, by the way..spirit of the thing.

https://soundcloud.com/jmk9000-1/thrill-of-the-hunt

Crummy pen skills for an artist this was drawn uber quickly while the info was there.

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Finished at 3:44 PM EDT, on Monday February 16th.