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The Mindand

Matter

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Table of ContentsChapter 1 An introduction to the

mind

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Chapter 2 Personality, spirit and

consciousness

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Chapter 3 Perception of the mind 31

Chapter 4 Feelings, emotions and

the personality matrix

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Chapter 5 Triggers, pheromones

and communication

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Chapter 6 Sickness in the body 77

Chapter 7 Sickness and the mind

and body

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Chapter 8 Philosophy and purpose

for life

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Chapter 9 Ethics and values 123

Chapter 10 The mind and brain

connection

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Chapter 11 Limitation and

perception of life

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Introduction

The Mind and Matter is the second book to my creation theory

writing studies and explores the major link to our own consciousnessand awareness, that which I call the mind. Throughout the writing

of this book I will endeavor to explore components of the mind in

relation to our physical world, discussing what the mind is and how

it is formed. I will link back to the work of Creation Theory

Revised in order to expand on the topics already noted giving abroader idea on how much the mind and our perception is a major

factor to understanding the reason why we are here, also focusing onwhy we do all the things that we choose to accept as reality.

The mind is a very complex concept and cannot be taken in andunderstood with just one book alone. It is extremely unlimited and

expansive in its possibility that only the most common human

interaction will be explained in this book to give light to why we are

human and how we choose to see the world we live in. Of coursethe mind is more than just connected to the human physical world.

It is linked to the whole of creation and cannot be organized into onesmall explanation. It needs to be considered when focusing onthings in more detail and shown by how it affects the physical matter

around us in order to form our perceptions.

As I noted in my first book, I would probably need a million books

in which to describe all of the mind and how it works and the

influence it has on the whole of creation. However, for this book itis not necessary to view the whole of creation together but to see

only the mechanics behind our human state of being. This is what

we know so far, this world called earth and all that is on it. We are

only just getting our feet wet when it comes to exploration beyondour own limited known understanding.

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However, we are getting so eager to move on to see new worlds and

explore new horizons. We have past the point of repeating ourselvesto a level of needing more stimulation in order to create elevatedexperiences and interests. We are now in exploration mode and the

understanding of our mind comes at a time when we will start to

utilize its functions to see beyond the ordered world that we know.

It is true, this physical world as we know it now has accumulated a

tremendous amount of order and structure that we are even morelimited than we were in our first exploration days, when we were

only just coming out of our humble tribal like ways. The more we

isolate ourselves within these limited confines then the mind beginsto turn inwards again in order to learn a new level of exploration and

understanding of our life and all that it has to offer. This is the level

we are at now. We are re-evaluating our lives and how we exist

within its framework, wanting more than just the world that weknow. It is time to understand the mind for what it is and what it has

to offer us into the future.

As I am writing these words it is not hard to see, especially for first

time readers of my work, that I see the mind as a natural component

in itself. It must seem such a weird concept to place the mind as asubject when it has no physical attribute in which to show its true

formation. However, gradually as I start to explain the mind and

what it means to me and the self studies I have done over the last ten

years specifically, you will gradually see where I am coming fromwhen I describe its meaning and purpose. I will give a basic outline

of how I see its formation and how it is utilized within the physical

world around us.

Some of the subjects I will endeavor to explore surround the basic

fundamental formation of the mind with connection to the purposeof existence. I want to emphasis the importance of ethics and

reasoning within creation itself, and what it means to exist. This is

one of the greatest topics that people question throughout their life,why is there existence? What is the reason behind our existence and

creation, there has to be a plausible answer.

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I will endeavor to explain the motivation behind the mind in creation

and how it develops reason in all formation, linking it to the physicalworld through our bodies and how we interact with one another.

Other subjects that I will explore will include how physical matter

interacts with the mind, revising on a bit of the information from myfirst book in order to give a more complex understanding to the

topics first realized. These topics surround the idea of the

personality matrix and energy matrix. Leading into topics ofmotivated existence and how the mind has influence on this,

especially describing the link between matter bodies. I will

endeavor also to discuss electromagnetic energy and the reason forour own choices and interactions in life.

Not only will I discuss the connection between mind and matter but I

will also begin to branch out into aspects of life that do notnecessarily have a complete physical bounds. Things like emotions,

triggers, sensations and expression. I will start to look at the mind

from the inner core of life, what it is in its purest state and how iteffects us here now as humans. Choice, expression, creativity,

illusion, all these things come from our connection to the mind. I

will begin to open up the onion that is our current beliefs to get adeeper look at the minds influence on us as a whole and how we

view our own complex nature. Eventually I would like to lead to a

broader understanding of the human state that we are in, giving

awareness to possibility beyond the physical state. Maybe even toshow how much more there is for us still to explore in the world that

we know, things we might not yet have awareness of, that do not

hold to a purely material objective.

Could it be possible to be living within the influence of something

that we are not even aware of? This thing could very well be themind, the basis of who we are at the core of our being. It is time to

see it for what it is, to see it as having a formation and to understand

its very nature and how it affects us as a whole.

Let us now view into the mind and explore its possibility within

matter

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Chapter 1

An introduction to the mind

Is it possible to explore such a miraculous yet illusionary part ofcreation as the mind, to know it for all that it has to offer and what it

brings to us in our current state of perception? Its formation isunlimited and so grand that to merely describe it as the mind is

almost lunacy, yet in its core foundation this label for it is an

appropriate title. The mind is exactly that, one of the most important

parts of existence that we as humans utilize on a daily basis. Itmakes us see what we presume is the truth through the physical

senses and relays it back to the centre of who we are, allowing us to

choose what we do and create a path in life for all that we wish anddesire. The mind is the core of our very nature, it helps to illuminate

the matter that we are and makes us aware of our own creation.

If the mind were to be described in a short paragraph it would have

to be one of the defining factors to why we exist. Although it is not

the total reason why we have physicality, it is the integral part that

makes life motivated and energized, the part that gives life breath toawaken its possibility, to drive it toward purpose and reasoning. It is

personality, creativity, development, initiative, emotions, urge and

most of all passion and love for all that we strive to achieve in life.It defines our own nature on every level which could also be

described as the soul of our own being. In all ways it is the deepest

part of ourselves and all that we see, and links us all together fromthe centre of the original point of creation, to the point that we

understand ourselves existing in now, that which is the moment.

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Remember these are only just labels, to describe the mind how it

could be seen. However it could also be described in so many otherways and understood for so many different values. It could be seenas the mother, the nurturer, the core, the zero point, the black hole,

the mirror and the heart of creation for all that it stands for and its

very central reason for the purpose of why we are here. However todefine such a purpose, the mind needs to be seen for what it is from

its own unique state, from the origins of life and then understood

through to what it offers creation as a whole. To understand themind is to reason it from all points of view, from all perceptions and

from all life and its link to creation at its core. Without the mind we

cannot even reason purpose and existence, I would not even be hereto write about our nature and possibility. The mind is the most

essential component in order to view creation and understand it for

what it has to offer in worth and value.

In order to describe such a complex component of creation, firstly it

needs to be seen from a humans perception, from the eyes of how

we see ourselves now. The mind is an interesting thing when itcomes to a humans perception. We see that we have physical

bodies and with these bodies, we feel, we experience and most of all

we think, reason, devise and create. We focus a lot on the brain andthe way it functions, presuming that all reasoning comes from its

synapses and linking energy pathways to which we call thought and

memory. In some ways this is so, especially memories are

developed in the perceived organ we call the brain. It stores shortand long term memories that which we can access depending on the

health of our brain and its creative ability. However the brain is not

the main factor defining why we think internally, but merely a toolof the body in order to co-ordinate functioning for keeping the body

alive within the physical state.

How could such a concept be proven, that there is a mind, another

separate body that grants us thoughts and personality? When we see

the human body we know for sure that we have a hand, eyes and amouth. We feel it with our senses and see it with our eyes, and

utilize their functions on a daily basis.

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These things have what we consider factual understanding. They are

physically provable and constantly been made aware of in all that wedo in our life.

What is not fully understood is that the mind also has this ability to

be seen as factual. In order for us to even see our hands or any otherphysical component in our life we have to think that it exists. We

have to reason it and understand it though our own perceptions in

order to say that it is there. Without our own thoughts andperceptions we would not even acknowledge the physical attributes

that we see in the world around us. The mind might not be able to

be placed in the palm of our hand or understood in a physical sense,but it has a formation just as the air we breathe, that which cannot

also be seen but is an integral part of physical life.

Most would presume then the brain does all this functioning for us,it makes us take the breath in order to breathe in oxygen. This

summation is very much true. However in order for the brain to

utilize its own physical functions, it is necessary for the mind to giveit power and drive it towards its animated state. It would be more

reasonable to conclude that without all components there would not

be any life at all for what we now see. The necessary parts of lifeare the physical components and the non-physical forces, one being

the motivator the other being the building block to form the

structures that we are, the animated creation called human.

There cannot be life without formation and without the integral

component of force that motivates it to exist and create upon itself.

They are two separate components and each stands for thefoundation of life as a whole. The first being what I call the

unending light particle, or physical embodiment of creation, the

other being the unlimited force of the mirror, to which I call themind.

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In my last book, Creation Theory Revised, I outlined quite

descriptively the original creation and how it is formed by these twocreator components. I will quickly outline this for people who havenot read the other book and wonder at how the origin of creation is

written from my own perspective. It is an important part in

understanding the mind and how it functions in our world, andunderstanding it for its full purpose and importance. Without

knowing what it is at the core is as good as having a baseball bat

without knowing what to do with it. The mind is an integralcomponent of who we are, and will give more clarity to a lot of

things we understand and reason in our life around us now.

Imagine how creation would be seen, without the veil of learnt

teachings, and the predisposed patterns of thoughts and ideas that we

have already devised. How would creation be seen from a

conceptual state where only foundational elements are utilized inorder to describe it?

Imagine there was once a light particle, a simple elementalcomponent of matter, unlimited in its own very nature, yet never

knowing itself for what it was, never having purpose or reasoning. It

stands as the formation of all but also as a whole embodiment ofone. One day it sees at the core of its embodiment an illusional

separation. It sees a mirror standing in the center of it total form

inviting it to come and look at the very nature its own existence.

The light particle that surrounds the mirror looks within its surface.This first curiosity of the light particle is the original spark of the

nature of reality. It is this point that light hits the mirror, that which

is the mind, that it starts to reason its own existence and creation.

Maybe one would at this point question why the light particle is even

there, or the mirror within it. It would be easy to answer, but noteasy for us to accept, because in life there is always reason, however

outside of creation itself, formation has a different understanding,

one that does not need to have purpose or foundation as we know itsystematically. It exists because it can, and because it is, without the

need to have a direct understanding or a defined logic.

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Systematic logic and reasoning comes from the creation itself not of

the creator forming it. It is not until the light particle hits the mirrorthat consciousness and reasoning can be utilized in order to find anypurpose for existence. Before this time it was not necessary. Light

had no mind in which to think, it was just matter at its most refined

state, existing without motivation. The mind was emptiness to beginwith, so it did not even need to be reasoned from nothing to

something. It was not until both elements came into contact that the

reason was determined. That purpose is founded on the fact thematter can now see itself and delve into the reasoning of its nature

and cause.

It is us the creation from the original elements that can marvel at

the miracle that they produce. We have the best of both worlds

combined into one that we utilize to the very edge of all possibility.

We are the ones who reason creation, not the creator bodies in theirpure state. Their purpose is separate to ours and it could never be

seen as the same, purely because creation and creator belong to two

separate viewpoints. We do not live within their perception as muchas they cannot live within ours in their whole entirety. However

they are who we are, together, they make us who we are and creation

what it is. It is not their separate states but their combined marriagewhich forms us into the animated existence that we know and see

today.

There is no more practical way to describe such an event in words asto make it sound like a marriage but I will try and explain in more

simplified terms so all who have a separate belief can see it as a core

foundational study and not as a faith or practice. When I write thisfoundation of creation it is to simply find understanding in the

beginning formation to be utilized at the core of all that is known. It

should not matter what belief or understanding that we have chosento hold fast to, it would be best to be seen to be able to be identified

within all structures and understanding. It is not in the words that

the core formation is understood, it is in the essence of its meaningthat people can derive understanding, if they so choose. Each person

takes what they need and turns it to suit their own lifestyle and

beliefs in order to form their own separate opinion.

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It does not matter what way it is looked at, whether the core

foundational embodiments have a different name, they still exist andare undeniably the very center of our own nature and purpose. It isthe only truth we have to hold onto to know that there is physical

embodiment, that which we call the body, and another component of

ourselves to which we call the mind, to reason all of life and its coreformation.

These things are fact by acceptance alone, acceptance by all, unlesswe wish not to see life for what it is now and to not exist at all.

Even with such philosophy we would still wake up in our own body

and realize that we are thinking and still existing in creation. Whichever way we look at it, it is an unavoidable reality and it is from this

that we can devise the main facts and foundations of life:

1 We exist in body

2 We think and reason

3 We create

4 We die in body

These things can be very determinable just by simply pinchingyourself and watching the world around you. They are what I callcausal truths and they are the very reason for who we are at the

essence of our formation. They do not require faith or science to be

devised, or any other method of seeing, from past or present. They

are known in the now moment of our own nature, known by allexperiencing it in direct, as they live their lives out as humans and

interact in the world around them. They are fundamental truths that

everyone can relate to and they are where we can start to explore theunderstanding of the mind and creation without having an ulterior

motive in which to formulate a purpose.

The mind is a hard component to tackle down to the core. Most

would want to keep thinking in terms of upbringing and truths told

from when they were born in order to devise ways to see life.

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It makes no difference when looking at the core components as a

whole, what faith or understanding you have. They exist within allconcepts and beliefs, and they are the core of all that we know andappreciate, the linking components between all our visualizations

and desires. If we were to strip away at our beliefs to the core, as

well as our bodies to the core, these building blocks or elementswould be seen as the basis of formation, without needing a way in

which to compare or reason. They would just be foundational truth.

Looking at the foundational truth at its simplicity, each component

of creation, the creator elements have an integral part to play in theforming of animated reality. I would like to firstly demonstrate this

in a diagram that I have devised myself, in order to keep things

simple and devoid of labels as much as possible. Here is creation at

its most simple, seen from my eyes and based on the foundationalquestions that are shown on the previous page:

T h e o r i g i n a l m a t te r l i g h t p a r t i c l e i sv i e w i n g w i t h i n t h e m i r r o r a n e x a c t

r e f l e c t i o n o f a l l t h a t e x i s t s .

This first diagram shows how the light particle views itself within

the mirror. The mirrors role here is to show light its true form,

giving reason and insight to allow it to see the nature of its unique

formation.

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Not only does the mirror give the light particle a doorway into

seeing its own very nature, but it also creates a great pressure thatsplits the light up into other matter formations. The mirror is theforce behind the creation at this point. You can view this splitting

up in more detail in the following diagram:

I t s e tt e r t o s e e t e o r g n a c r e a t o na s a v i e w i n g f r o m w i t h i n .

A s p l i t t i n g u p o c c u r s o f t h e l i g h tp a r t i c l e i n t o a d u a l n a t u r e t h a t m a k e s i t

v i e w b a c k w a r d s i n o n i t s e l f . T h i s c r e a t e sa n i n w a r d a n d o u t w a r d f l o w i n g

o f c r e a t i o n .

T h i s d u a l n a t u r e c r e a t e d f r o m t h em i r r o r i n g e f f e c t o f z e r o p o i n t o r m i n d

f o r m s a g r e a t p r e s s u r e th a t p u s h e sc r e a t i o n t o s p i n i n o n i t s e l f t o f o r m a n

o u t w a r d m a t e r i a l fo r m a t i o n .

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This diagram shows the splitting up of creation forming a dual

nature of the original light matter particle. The pressure of the forcebehind the mirror is what drives the light to split itself up and forminto the dimensions of creation. It would not matter what object or

part of creation that would be viewed, this diagram can work for all

formation of existence, from a planet to a cell or anything that can beformed from physical matter. Here is the diagram of it seen from the

side:

A g o o d w a y t o v i e w t h i s i s s i d e o n , t h i si s t h e w a y a l l f o r m a t i o n i n c r e a t i o n i s

m a t e r i a l i z e d .

This simplified version of creation can be seen in many ways, but

this is the most basic of understanding that I have found so far, based

on the easiest of terms and words. It does not matter what labels areplaced on it or what wording is used. New phrasing would not even

change the form of creation in any way. It is not the wording that

should be looked at but the form itself. It is easy to be turned offwriting when people see words that come from ideas that they do not

believe in or understand.

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However words are only labels and they do not truly represent the

concept that a person is trying to portray. It is best to see beyondwording to the core of what is being described. It is not in the wordsbut the understanding of the original formation that is the key.

This understanding, however it is chosen to be seen, is the linkingcore of all that we know, no matter what way it is described. The

mirror is the centre of this outward expression of ourselves and

forms energized creation as we know it, the third dimensionenvironment.

This might seem very confusing at this point to see the mirror/mindfor what it is at its original formation. Later I will describe in more

detail how this formation is developed into other forms of

mind/mirror interaction, how we view life as humans with the use of

this original formation and the force behind all that exists.

In order to see and understand the full role of the mind it is

important to see its effect on creation as a whole. To also see how itforms the matter that we know as the human body. In the following

diagrams I want to detail how the original elements create all of

matter existence that we know as the physical and how matter isenergized into existence:

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I n o r d e r to s e e h o w t h i sf o r m a t i o n w o r k s w i th i n

o u r p h y s i c a l b o d i e s ,i n s i d e o u r h e a d s

a n d w i th i n t h e c e n t r a lb a l a n c i n g p o i n t o ft h e b r a i n i s w h e r e t h e

c o r e c r e a ti o n f o r m e di t s e l f . I t t h e n c r e a t e s

t h e o u t w a r d v i e w o ff o r m a t i o n i n t o a d u a l

c y c l i n g e f fe c t w h i c hc o u l d b e s e e n a n d

t e r m e d a s B i o - c y l i n d r i c a l e x i s t e n c e .

T h e h u m a nh e a d s h o w i n g

t h e m o d e lo f t h e o r ig i n a l

c r e a t i o n .

Here is a basic representation of the original creation within the

human body. However the diagram can be used on any known formthat we see around us on every level. Anything that has a three

dimensional formation, that which is a matter body with an

energized existence.

I will get more into how the matter dimensions form in order to

make us who we are in personality as well as matter formation, but

firstly I want to show how bio-cylindrical creation forms all that weknow and see:

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E v e r y t h i n g w i th i nc r e a t i o n c a n b e m o d e l e do n i t s b i o - c y l i n d r i c a lf o r m , w i t h a c o r ec e n t r a l p o i n t t h a tm i r r o r s o u t tw os e p a r a t e h a l v e s . T h i s i st h e d u a l e n e r g i z e d n a t u r eo f a l l m a t e r i a l f o r m a t i o n a n d c r e a ti o n . I t

i s f r o m t h i s c o r e b a l a n c i n g p o i n t i n a l la n i m a t e d t h i r d d i m e n s i o n a l c r e a t i o n t h a ta m i r r o r e d s t a t e i s p r o d u c e d w h i c hf o r m s t w o s i d e s b o t h n o t e n t i r e l y e x a c tt o o n e a n o t h e r , b u t i n s t e a d a n i l lu s i o n a lm i r r o r i n g i s s e e n t o o c c u r .

The mirror is the illusional state. It is what creates the thought of

seeing even within the framework of visualizing life, it is what helpsus to view our outside world.

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The spiraling of the dual nature that comes from the splitting up of

the original light particle forms the dimensions of the materialworld. These dimensions form with the mind/mirror as the core,spiraling out and returning to its original state with each wave or

event. In the next diagram I will give a brief understanding to how

the dimensions work. I will not go into too much detail seeing asmost I have already outlined in my first book. I will detail just what

is needed to outline the concept of the mind and to show how the

human body is formed and the personality within it. Without seeingthe formation of the dimensions, human personality cannot be

understood. Each dimension plays a role in the whole makeup of the

human form:

D m e n s o n s s t a r tf r o m t h e c o r eo f m i r r o r i n a l lf o r m a t i o n a n dp r o d u c e a l l f o r mb a s e d o n t h e l a w s o fe n e r g i z e d c r e a t i o n .

T h e s e l a w s a r e l i m i t e d t o t h e f o u n d a t i o n so f t h e o r i g i n a l l i g h t p a r t i c l e a n d a r e b a s e do n f o r m i n g c r e a t i o n a s a m o t iv a te d s ta t eo f c o n s c i o u s n e s s a n d e m b o d i m e n t .

1 s t D i m e n s i o n : L i g h t a n d e n e r g y m a t r i x , S p i r i t2 n d D i m e n s i o n : C o m p o s i t i o n a n d s o l i d i t y3 r d D i m e n s i o n : A n i m a t e d r e a l i t y4 t h D i m e n s i o n : D r e a m , t i m e a n d p h e r o m o n e5 th D i m e n s i o n : C o n s c i o u s n e s s a n d e t h e r0 / 6 : F o r c e f r o m m i n d / m i r r o r ( Z e r o p o i n t )

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I will describe more about the mind/mirrors influence on the

dimensions in later chapters but for now it is only a quick guide forpeople who have not yet read my previous book. It is better to seethe dimensions for their whole formation within creation itself and

how all is formed from the core to the state that we see in now:

E a r t hG a l a x y

S o l a r S y s t e m

S u n

P l a n e t

M o o nS o l a r S y s t e m

D i m e n s i o n s e x i s t o n l y i n s i d e c r e a t i o ni t s e l f . E a c h 1 s t d i m e n s i o n a l f o r m a t i o n

o f e n e r g y m a t r i x , o r

p o i n t i n s p a c eh a s i t s o w n u n i q u ev i e w p o i n t a n d

s e p a r a t i o n o fd i m e n s i o na n d s p a c e .

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The mind/mirror is the core of all things within material creation. It

is the driving force behind the motivation it has in order to exist. Itis like the energy inside an electrical appliance, or the fuel inside amotor. It is the connection point, or spark produced between the

mirror and the particle of light that forms all the dimensions and

makes us the material formation that we know and understand.

This is just the basis of formation of what the mind has to offer

material creation. There are however many different ways to viewthe mind for what it is. I will venture into a few of these topics

within this book. The most important place to begin is in the first

dimension where the formation of the mind is determined into nowmoments. Each moment creating with it a linking electromagnetic

energy that forms the personality of who we are and every other

formation within creation itself.

In the next chapter I will outline the formation of personality and

what could be seen as spirit, or the electromagnetic energy charge

that pushes the formation of matter. Instead of just taking on aviewpoint from matter as I did in my first book I will endeavor to

describe the role of the mind within the formation of these matrixes

and how it creates our unique perception that we have of the worldaround us.

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Chapter 2

Personality, spirit and consciousness

What is the main non-physical area of human interaction that

differentiates one person from the next? We can all quickly choose

physical characteristics to determine difference, but when it comesto non-physical components of existence, we find it hard to define

what it is that makes a person who they are as a unique creation. Itis obvious however to the title of this chapter that the place that I am

referring to is the personality. This is the place that people are far

more aware of than they would be likely to admit. A personality is acharacter form that we all adhere to individually, each person with

their own unique angle of representation.

Normally in life we choose to look at personality of each personafter we have decided on their character physically, how they are

projecting themselves on the outside. These characteristics usuallyare determined by how well we blend in with another personsoutward projected state. Seeing as this projected state is what the

other person is representing as themselves on the outside, it can

often lead to later learning new things about a person that do notshow on the surface. Most have this relationship with one another,

this surface understanding. They will only see what they want to

see, to what makes this person unique in their own eyes.

Often this can lead to all sorts of misunderstanding, especially when

people start to get to know each other. They often find things in

the other person that they did not think possible or might laterconsider misleading.

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What is happening in this scenario is a truth in the eyes of the

physically limited world. What we see is what we get and althoughwe all have a unique personality state, when viewing another personwe can only determine what we wish to take on from what we

decide ourselves to explore. The longer we get to know someone,

the more we delve into their personality and the truth of their ownformation and reasoning.

How does this personality form develop and what does it mean inour eyes? A personality is a projection that another person shows to

us, to state how they are in character and form. It is a choice based

expression that comes from a persons own mind and allows them todecide on what they wish to show others about themselves and their

lives. Each and every person has this unique personality reference,

which is individual and different to all that they come across in life

depending on the choices and projections of the people around them.

The personality that we know on the outside is a shadow to the real

one that does truly exist, and even though we know this to be truewe cannot individually justify this fact. We cannot say to another

that they are not projecting their true form when we ourselves are

limited by our own reflection that we project to others, one that wedo not always understand in ourselves. No one can state the

personality of another when they cannot be in the shoes of another to

understand their own life and everyday experiences. Our life is our

own and the personality is the only way that we can link to theoutside world that we know, in order to communicate our own

desires and needs.

In order to understand the personality for what it really is, it needs to

be viewed from the original elements of how it is formed. I want to

show how the personality develops into the expression that we knowin human form, to which we interact with on a daily basis. Here is a

diagram that outlines the link of the personality from the mind:

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T o u n d e r s t a n d t h e p e r s o n a l i t y m a t r i x a n dh o w i t i s f o r m e d , t h e r e i s a l i n k i n gc o m p o n e n t t h a t i s f i r s t r e a l i z e d b e f o r e th ep e r s o n a l i t y i s d e f i n e d i n c r e a ti o n a n d t h a ti s t h e c r e a t i o n o f t h e e n e r g y m a t r i x o fa l l t h a t w e k n o w a n d s e e .

T h i s fo r m r e p r e s e n t s a l l k n o w n p o i n t s i ns p a c e a n d i s th e c e n t r a l c o m p u t e r f o rd e v e l o p i n g a l l f o r m s o f c r e a t i o n , w h e t h e rt h a t b e f r o m a l l th e p h y s i c a l t h i n g s t h a t w ek n o w w i th o u r e y e s t o a l l t h e f o r m s o fc r e a t i o n t h a t w e d o n o t s e e . I t a l s or e p r e s e n t s a l l t h e p o i n t s i n s p a c e , f r o mo n e m o m e n t t o t h e n e x t .

T h i s f o r m i s n o t t h et r u e r e p r e s e n t a t i o n

o f h o w t h i s w o u l d b es e e n , b u t a s i m p l ed i a g r a m s h o w i n g

h o w t h e e n e r g y

m a t r i x i s f i r s t r e a l i z e d .

The energy matrix is the starting point of outward creation. It is

where creation splits up into all the forms of perception possible into

moments of space. Each black ball that links from the larger ball

represents the mind reaching out into creation and linking to all theforms of matter that is created from the original pressure formed out

from the interaction of light and mirror. Try and imagine that this

diagram is totally full without any gaps, because all of known space

or creation has these energy matrixes within it.

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Every particle, cell, formation and embodiment has at its central core

a link back to the original mind, that which it was created out from.This energy matrix is what determines the force exuded to make thecreation outwardly projecting to form into the dimensions that I

showed in the earlier chapter.

I call this outward projection of the mind, energy matrix, simply

because that is what it stands for. It is in itself an individual ball of

energy that forces personality into being. In order to do this it firsthas to identify its position in space in connection to other points in

space. It will automatically relate to other points in space via the use

of personality that which in the original state of itself is nothingmore than electromagnetic energy. What this electromagnetic

energy does is that it draws all other points in space towards the

other creating a link that determines not only the position of the

created object, but the relationship it has in connection with othercreation around it.

The formation part of the matrix can be very tedious to understandfor people that do not have a mind for such schematics. However it

can be seen in many other ways. Think of how we individually

work on the basis of consciousness of our environment around us,before we can know that we ourselves exist as an embodiment we

have to have a point in creation to exist from. Right now I am here

writing this book in this point in space. I am myself, but yet without

reference to other points in space around me I am unaware of theposition of where I exist. It is important for my current point of

perception to differentiate from the other points of living organisms

around me otherwise we would all just blend back into one anotherand have no cause to be individualized at all.

It is the individualizing of ourselves that determines the points inspace. Thus my current point in space is my mind now viewing this

page that I am writing. It is the beginning of determining my

position and identity.

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A good way to look at the energy matrix is to see it as a unique key

that is the beginning of the music that is about to be created, thatwhich is the physical embodiment. Each one of us has this uniquekey tone within us. It is sort of like a buzz that emanates out like a

pulse, which always remains individualized depending on each

embodiment and the interactions that we have with other formation.

After determining our unique place in creation it is then up to the

link we have with other matter in order to determine our own beingand how it is defined within the whole makeup of creation. In order

for us to realize that we are human it is important for us to determine

the environment that we live in. The personality matrix is the meansin which we characterize our world and give it reference. Here is a

more defined diagram of the energy matrix formed into human

showing the link of the personality matrix that connects all life

together giving us all a unique reference point:

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T h e p e r s o n a l i t y n o t o n l y l i n k s t o t h e m i n da n d c o r e o f c r e a t i o n , b u t a l s o b e t w e e n a l lt h e o t h e r c r e a t e d m a t t e r f o r m s w i t h i nc r e a t i o n i t s e l f .

P o i n t s i n s p a c e

P e r s o n a l i ty m a t r i x

E a c h h u m a n p o i n t i n s p a c e i s c o n n e c t e dt o t h e e a r t h s p o i n t i n s p a c e t o w h i c h i t i s

c r e a t e d f r o m . W e a l l h a v e a p e r s o n a l i t ym a t r i x t h a t n o t o n l y l i n k s to t h e e a r t h a n do u r o w n v e r y n a t u r e b u t t o a l l t h e o t h e r

f o r m s , a n i m a l s a n d p e o p l e a r o u n d u s .I t d e t e r m i n e s w h o w e a r e a n d o u r p o s i t i o n

w i th i n c r e a t i o n a n d i d e n t i f i e s u s f o r o u ro w n c r e a t i v e n a t u r e . I t a l s o f o r m s o u ri n d i v i d u a l i d e n t i t y a n d t o n e s i g n a t u r e ,

t h a t d i f f e r e n t i a t e s u s f r o m t h e n e x t .

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This shows the personality matrix as having a linking to all things in

the environment around us. A link which is formed out of theenergy released from the point in space. This energy is what I call,electromagnetic, the best word I could find to identify it. It does

work in this way, creating a field that pulls and pushes the other

energy forms around it. The electromagnetic energy of thepersonality matrix is what makes the shape of our form and

determines the interaction that this form has with other forms around

it. It creates fields of space that identifies objects individually whilstin turn showing the effect that each object has when it comes into

contact with another, or in the same environment of another.

Both the personality and energy matrixes are the beginning of the

formation of the dimensions, together they combine to form an

electrical charge that helps to determine existence and its continual

cycling. This electrical charge, I have named Spirit, but could beseen in many ways. It is the energy that pushes all solid matter to

motivate, to make it move through vibration forming all the rest of

the dimensions on its journey to consciousness.

This charge or spirit energy is what makes us get up in the morning,

to move and walk, to breath and to perform any task that we do inhuman form. It determines the force behind all matter within

creation. Everything in creation needs a motivator in order to

formulate itself. That is just common sense and knowledge that we

all know and understand. When we see man made appliances andhow they work, the same applies to all the objects that are not man

made but created from the earth. All forms need a charge in order to

get them moving and creating.

The charge or electricity can be seen in many ways. Some link their

ideas of spirit and say that it is our bodys state when we leave thephysical form that we know as human. In some ways this is true,

however not entirely. The spirit is the electrical charge that

determines the formation of the matter environment.

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Alongside with the mind/mirror, it could be seen as the driver within

the physical body being used as a vehicle. However, for me, to seeit as the result after the cause, the embodiment after the human form,in my eyes is not totally correct. Instead it is the form that creates

the embodiment in the first place, which allows it a place and

formation within existence. Utilizing the reference of a driver in avehicle then is not totally accurate for the fact that they body needs

the spirit in order to also form its structure.

This might seem confusing and illogical to some, the order of such

formation. One thing to take into consideration when viewing

material creation is that formation comes before consciousness andunderstanding. This is the factor that we forget to take into

consideration when we think and determine logic within our own

minds. We see something before our eyes and immediately

determine it as a physical formation outside of ourselves. Forstarters, Spirit is not outside of us but instead what determines our

consequential lives and the motivator behind our creativity in human

form. The after effect that we are seeing and terming spirit is in factthe ether that is the de-materializing element of creation on its way

back to mirror in the fifth dimension.

It might sound confusing to see it this way, but spirit is in fact

energy, the name itself derives in my mind a logical link to its

formation. Whether we were to term it holy spirit, spirit,

electricity, force or motivation, it is all meaning the same thing.The forms that we say we are seeing through our mind around us as

ethereal beings of white light. Whether we see it as angels or spirits,

or dead loved ones, it does not matter how we are determining it,they are the ether of fifth dimension realizing itself on its way back

to the mirror. They are creation becoming aware of its own nature

through consciousness before dissolving back into the originalelements of creation to be reinvented in another way, through the

cycling of creation.

This consciousness that I refer to is exactly that. It is the awareness

that creation exists, and that it is formation.

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This is the point to which we all say that we are existing and creating

as humans here on earth, and determines the true identity of who weare in totality.

Whilst the personality matrix determines our position in creation and

a unique identity key, it is not until creation reaches its highest pointof connection and returns to the mind/mirror that it realizes itself to

be form, then within our minds we say that we exist. Here is a

diagram that explains this in more detail to which I hope provides abit more understanding:

Y o u c a n s e e t h e f l o w o f t h e d i m e n s i o n s i n

m a t t e r w i th t h i s c h a r t a b o v e . I t s h o w s h o wc r e a t i o n g o e s f r o m t h e m i n d / m i r r o rf o r m i n g t h e d i m e n s i o n s o f m a t t e r o u tf r o m i t s c o r e , w h i c h w h e n r e a c h i n g t h eh i g h e s t p o i n t o f m a t te r , t u r n s i n o n i t s e l ft o r e t u r n b a c k t o t h e o r i g i n a l s ta t e a n dt h e s o u r c e to w h i c h i t c o m e s fr o m .

T h e d i a g r a m a l s o i n d i c a t e s th e p o s i t i o no f f i f t h d i m e n s i o n w h e r e c o n s c i o u s n e s si s f o r m e d . Y o u c a n s e e o n t h e c h a r t t h a t

t h e f i f t h d i m e n s i o n l i e s o n t h e s a m e c i r c l ea s t h e f i r s t , b u t o n t h e w a y b a c k t o t h es o u r c e o f a l l .

T h e f i r s t d i m e n s i o ni s w h e r e t h e e n e r g y

a n d p e r s o n a l i tym a t r i x e s a r e

f o r m e d t o c r e a t ea n e l e c t r i c c h a r g et o w h i c h c o u l d b e

c a l l e d S p i r i t .

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You can see in the diagram that both the first and fifth dimensions

lie in the same circle of vibration of matter. They may live withinthe same place, but the reason why they are not the same projectionof energy is that one is lying on the side of creation that is

solidifying itself, the other on the side that is non-solidifying back to

mirror. As seen in this diagram:

S o l i d i f y i n g

N o n - s o l i d i f y i n g

O n e s e ot h e f l o w o f

t h e d i m e n s i o n s

i s m a t t e rs o l i d i f y i n g

i t s e l f .T h e o t h e r

i s m a t t e rb e i n g

a b s o r b e db a c k i n t o i ts

o r i g i n a l f o r m .

First and fifth dimension are both pointed in opposite directions sothus not being the totally same formation as each other but existing

within the same world and formation. To describe this better, would

be to ask someone to differentiate the back of my body to the front.Some people have trouble in determining people just by viewing

them from the back and often mistake people for the wrong person

just by their hair and body shape. The front of a person is not the

same as the back, yet they both belong to the same person and

formation, that which is called the human body.

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If the question still remains even after my explanation, to wonder

why I would see spirit and ether as different to one another, the onlyway I can explain this even better is to say that they both playdifferent roles. They might work within the same framework of

creation, but because of their different viewpoints, they have

different roles to play. One is on a separate journey to the other butalso living within the same framework of the others existence.

The mind plays a very big role in how both sides see creation.When looking at the fifth dimension, you can see on the diagram

that creation is returning to the mind/mirror. Right at the point that

it touches the outside wall of the mirror, is the point whereconsciousness is understood. Whereas on the solidifying side of

creation, matter and formation has less influence from the mind,

forming more from the original light particles outward expression.

The mind helps to determine creation by defining its position,creating a pressure that forms the original light into solid matter that

we know as our bodies.

The solidifying side of creation is the side that we are more

acquainted with in understanding. It is the side that determines the

formation of matter and the existence of energy and embodiment.The side of creation that we are less understanding is that is more

dominated by the mind, the non-solidifying side where creation is

determining its position within the mind and reasoning. Many

things on this side are determining themselves simply from the factthat creation is starting now to see the mirror on its way back to its

origins.

Such things that come up within the dimensions on the non-

solidifying side are emotions, creativity, concentration, perception,

understanding, reasoning, thoughts, and processes such as dreamsand time. This side has a very big connection to non-material

creation and is more influenced by the minds reasoning and

formation from the created perception.

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What I mean by created perception is that to see the mind as

anything, when it is not, is simply achieved through our own mindor created embodiment perception.

I want to lead onto perception of creation in my next chapter, to give

more light to the topics that I have written about in this chapter. It isa very difficult topic to conceptualize however an important stepping

stone in understanding the core foundation of the mind itself and

what it means to see and know that we exist.

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Chapter 3

Perception of the mind

How we view creation and existence stems from many different

factors in our lives. One huge factor is from our upbringing, from

the time of our birth to the current state that we find ourselves innow. We are born here on this earth as a baby, with no specific

guidebook on how to be a human. Most is learnt from our parents orother people who are our teachers in life. Who are here for our

development and security on some levels, and on some levels they

can become our intellectual and psychological teachers, guiding uson pathways through our lives. They become our textbooks, purely

on the fact that they themselves have had many levels of experience

and have acquired a level of knowledge on what life is about for

human survival.

People might say that there are guidebooks written already on life,developed over the years by masters of the mind. Perhaps this is so,but for a baby, he/she has not yet developed the necessary means to

read or communicate properly, and has many years of being drilled

and taught the means to read and write before they even have achance to be taught the ways of what is considered right or wrong.

Books are a creation developed on experiences that are accumulated

on a persons journey through life. It is a personal and intimaterelationship that a person has with their own knowledge of life and

what they have learnt on their own path through experience.

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In many ways this journey that is taken by these individuals is

unique and a personal experience, but when shared with others, theyhelp to enhance lives and inform on issues that may not have beenyet considered.

A good way to look at such a philosophy would be to consider thewriting of an author who talks about his journey into the mountains

and the experiences that he comes into contact with. Although we

read the information that this writer portrays in his book, the realunderstanding of the experiences is a personal experience and unless

we ourselves experience that exact life also, we would not really

understand the true value of the words and writing that was set downby the writer himself.

We can marvel at his words and try and imagine how such an

experience might be seen, but the truth of the whole process is thatwe cannot really understand the true experience unless we would

have participated in it ourselves. It would not matter how many

books we read or what sort of information is written, the portrayal isyet an experience of the other human, with a completely different

and individual understanding for the words that are being placed on

the page. That is why many books which are read, have just asmany different reviews on the subject matter depending on each

individual person and how they have interpreted the words projected

on the page. There are no two people in life that see in the same

way, even if we can agree on certain things it is not the entirety ofour whole personal outlook. Each individual has a unique way of

seeing and interprets their own life depending on experiences,

development and personality.

Im sure these words are not that new to anyone reading this

information, we can see with our own eyes that everyone is uniquelydifferent to each other. We all have a different viewpoint in which

to see. You can imagine creation from the mind and how this unique

perception could be seen, that we all have our own individual pointin space, creating from this singular perception throughout our lives.

This is how unique and individual we are:

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E a c p e r s o n n e a s t e r o w np e r c e p t i o n a n d v i e w p o i n t , a l l to a t o t a l l y

d i f fe r e n t a n g l e t o a n o t h e r . N o t w op e o p l e s e e f r o m t h e s a m e p a r a m e t e r s .

N o t o n e p e r s o n c a n s t a n d i n t h e e x a c ts a m e s p a c e o f a n o t h e r i n t h e p h y s i c a l

e n v i r o n m e n t . T h e o n l y c o n n e c t i o nt h a t l i n k s a l l i s t h r o u g h t h e m i n d

i t s e l f a n d t h a t c o m e s f r o m w i t h i n a l lo f u s . T h e p h y s i c a l w o r l d i s l i m i t e dt o t h e b o d y t h a t w e a r e p r o v i d e d w i th .

When looking at the diagram, you can see by the black lines that

they are a representation for the connection that we all have with the

core of creation, that which is our mind. It is easy to be mistaken to

believe that the mind is connected to the core of all then we all arefrom one source and entirely connected as one.

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It is an interesting theory, and in some ways true, but only when it

comes to components of the mind and how it is utilized. When itcomes to physical matter itself the mind works in a moreconcentrated way, seeing life within the confines of physical matter,

that which is the human three dimension form we call the body.

It is good to see that the mind is one, which is true, when looking at

the diagram none of the lines really do exist, in fact they all connect

into one entire space that is a whole. It is almost like the bending oflight around one core inner realm of space. It could almost be seen

like this in a simplified way:

T e r s t p c tu r e s o a u m a n t e w a yw e s e e t h e f o r m i n p h y s i c a l r e a l i ty ,

s ta n d i n g u p r i g h t .

T h e s e c o n d i s a r e p r e s e n t a t i o n o f t h eh u m a n f o r m f r o m t h e m i n d s p e r s p e c t i v e ,

w i t h t h e m i n d c o n n e c t e d a s o n e .

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When looking at this diagram it might seem a bit extreme to imagine

a human in such a way, for starters we do not walk on our heads andcertainly not with our head inside the centre of the earth. Thisdiagram is not to be taken so literally for the fact that it is just

showing the representation of how the physical form is represented

as matter in connection to the mind. The reason why we do not seematter in this way as physical beings is because of our three

dimensional viewpoint. When we are created as the physical matter

embodiment, the mind is what forms it, but through the perceptionof the brain and our senses, creation is seen from only the matter

components point of perception. We see with the physical

embodiment thus allowing us only to see creation from the matterviewpoint.

Matter viewing matter sees itself far differently than the mind sees

reality. This is the illusional side of the mind that we still havetrouble dealing with even within our physical forms and the

limitation that is presented to us. This problem and confusion of

some of the things that we deal with in our mind comes directlyfrom the creator elements and the separation that non-matter (mind)

has from matter. We see in matter but yet think in non-matter. This

is bound to bring up many issues of illusional misunderstandings.

Perception of the mind is one of the biggest subjects when it comes

to understanding how we see the world around us. Some things

might be an illusion to the mind, but the physical world hasorganization and structure. It is through the viewing of the physical

world that we can categorize the information that we receive through

the mind. We can choose what we want to focus on, depending onour own motives and drives. This is something that people might

not be aware of in their daily lives. How influential the mind is

when it comes to our own thoughts and perceptions. We all viewlife depending on our own personal experiences and understanding

from the learning we have developed in the physical world so far.

This could be seen on a graph of possibility when it comes to thephysical and might give a broader understanding to how we as

humans view life in general:

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T h e m i n d i t s e l f v i e w s

a l l p o s s i b i l i t y f r o mo u t s i d e o f i t s e l f .T h e r e a r e n o l i m i ts

t o i t s v i e w o fc r e a t i o n a n d w h a t

i t w i s h e s t o s e e .

T h e s e c o n d d i a g r a m i s s h o w i n g t h ep e r c e p t i o n o f h o w c e r t a i n p e o p l e m i g h t

v i e w c r e a t i o n f r o m t h e i r o w n b e l i e fs t r u c t u r e s . T h e d i a g r a m i s f i r s t l y

d i v i d e d i n t o f o u r d i f f e r e n t l i f e / r e l i g i o u sp e r c e p t i o n s . E a c h l i f e / r e l i g i o u s v a l u eh a s c e r t a i n e c o n o m i c / s o c i a l a r e a s th a t

t h e y f o c u s o n , e a c h d i v i d e d a l s o i n t of o u r s e c t i o n s .

W h a t t h i s d i a g r a m s h o w s i s h o wc e r t a i n p e r c e p t i o n s o f c r e a t i o n c a n

l i m i t t h e f o c u s o f o u r m i n d a n d h o wm u c h w e a r e a b l e t o t a k e i n f r o m t h e

w h o l e o f c r e a t i o n .

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The more beliefs or choices that we make bring to us a finer line of

perception from the mind. This comes from the fact that we aredeciding individually not to concentrate on all the things possiblefrom the mind at once. We only want to take in what we have

decided or been taught to see. The more and more we take on

beliefs and structures there is created a finer degree of focus whichleads to tunnel vision of life, only allowing for certain experiences

and life goals to play out. This is all choice based from our own

individual connection to the mind. However what this means is thatat any time the limitation that we put on our mind can always be

seen in a more expansive way. Just by letting go to set structures in

our mind we start to open up to more possibility and moreunderstanding to the whole of creation.

The mind has the ability to view the whole of creation in all forms

and in all ways, it is only through our physical body that we ashumans choose to view using set methods, but also we are bound by

certain physical constructs that already limit the mind to some

degree. Just being in a human physical body limits the mind in somuch scale from viewing the whole of creation. You could imagine

that if it is limited even more than our perception becomes almost

like a pinpoint view of all that is. This works on all levels ofcreation no matter the construct that is formed within matter it is

always limited to the physical world and its environment,

determining how much we can view through the mind and the rest of

the creation as a whole.

All perception of creation when utilizing our mind can be divided

into percentages of probability and possibility. This comes purelyfrom the fact that the mind is the core of all creation and thus when

viewing outside of itself it is then split up into direction and purpose

of the physical matter forms. The only thing that can see the wholeof creation is the mind as a whole. This can be accessed at any time

through the physical world via all the points in space and their

connection to the mind as a whole. This means that all humans,animals and anything living or organic on this world can view

portions of the mind that it has access to and see information that is

sourced in a group parameter.

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This purely depends on how open people are in the mind to

accessing thoughts that come from inside themselves.

This is an interesting topic to talk about and very much links to our

perception through our mind. The topic of how information is

gathered into our physical brain and from within our mind ingeneral. There are four ways in which to receive information within

our human bodies. One is to access information via our minds,

which in many ways is called inspiration and innovation. Thesecond is to take information in through our bodies on what we see

through our physical senses to the world around us, this includes via

the use of language and communication, and learning from sight.The third is to take things on via the personality matrix which is

joined to electromagnetic energy and depends on how good a person

is at reading the information of this transference. The fourth is

reading via the pheromone body which is a chemical transference.

Currently when viewing a humans perception as a whole, eighty

percent of our thought processes comes from the physical senses,fifteen percent comes from the inspiration of the mind itself and a

small five percent comes from the reading of information via the

personality matrix and pheromone. Most thought processes that weutilize derive from our connection to life and the physical world.

We think daily about our activities and action that we need to do or

have done in the past, mostly thinking about the tasks that we need

to do daily in the now moment. A lot of these tasks are moresystematic and require very little thinking in order to produce an

outcome. Most of this thinking is focused around ordering the

physical body to produce a result.

Throughout these mundane processes that we do daily we think back

and forward about experiences that we have within our brains of pastand future. Most is usually focusing on about 5 percent of the

experience that was participated in, from our own focused

viewpoint. When viewing the future we utilize at times connectionto the mind, when it comes to inspiration, creation and ideas.

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A small percentage of the time, and mostly when we connect with

other people or living things in life, we acquire information via thepersonality matrix and pheromone. This can only be achieved whenwe come into contact with another object in the physical world

around us, and not when we are individually participating in a task at

hand. Mostly this occurs also between us and animated objects, notnormally objects which have a high level of physical solidity. What

I mean by this is things such as rock and solid matter building

blocks. Even though it is possible to connect to these forms via thepersonality matrix it is not readily noticed or bothered with, their

formation is developed in a more simplistic way.

We are all aware of how we take in information in the physical

world, and most are on a daily basis using inspiration in their work

and life. The area that we are not so aware of is the receiving of

information via the personality matrix and pheromone. I want todetail this more to make things clearer on how this method of

communication works.

Everyone by now is familiar to the work of people who term

themselves Psychic or Empathic. We are aware of how this works

through seeing these people picking up our thoughts and changingcertain constructs in the world around, utilizing this method of

seeing through the personality and pheromone. There have been

people who pick up emotions, others that pick up words or

experiences, and there are people who talk to spirits that existoutside of our known physical space. I want to now describe how

this works when it comes to the mind and make clear how simple

and yet illusional this method of communication is.

When viewing these methods of picking up information, we

automatically see the result and determine in our minds a certainbelief structure that goes with the practice. It is not a method that is

widely used, but becoming more and more popular as we become

more interested in the mind than the physical world.

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What most will find intriguing is that this method of communication

is still very much physically inclined and does not have a biginfluence from the mind itself. I will try and explain this from myown point of view, and from the viewpoint of the mind.

One thing to take into consideration when viewing the work ofreading from the personality matrix is that each individual person

has their own connection individually to the mind. This space that

they have within themselves is unique and belonging only to theirsingular mind. No one person can access the information of a

singular mind unless it is chosen to be openly accessible for people

to see. How does this work?

The best way to see this is to look how we as humans think from

accessing our brain and mind. Usually when we think within

ourselves it is either with words, pictures, feelings or emotions. Wemight be a person who lives out thoughts of the past through story

form in our minds, reliving the experiences almost like movies

running in our heads. Some people think also with words, talking tothemselves in phrases and sentences. Living out conversations that

they have had in the past, inventing new paragraphs in which to

express in the future. Some people also do not think much at all, butlive mostly in the moment of what stimulation they access through

their physical world. Others think in visuals and feelings,

remembering touching others people and objects in the world around

them. They can link feeling to taste and smells also.

Thoughts are individually chosen and in some instances not directed

to people on the outside and can not always be accessed via thepersonality matrix. Only when information is directed outwards into

the physical can this information be picked up via people who can

read the personality matrix and pheromone chemicals. People fear alot this sort of communication connection, often being misled by

fears, especially when it comes to protection of their own personal

space. One thing that is never taught and understood is that withineach of us this personal and individual space already exists, and it is

from our own choice that we have accepted others to access it at one

level or another.

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This also can be seen through the actions and words that we present

to all, it is chosen from our mind how we wish to be seen.

This type of reading of information has been always around, and

even though it is getting more popular people will start to become

gradually aware that they are also choosing themselves individuallythrough the mind what information they want to present to the

world. Whether that involves past experiences or thoughts in their

head, they outwardly express these things from how they think andwhat emotions they give out in every moment of their lives. This

does not mean that these things cannot be chosen to be more discreet

and hidden from other people. It is all a choice of the individual andwhat they wish to achieve and experience.

This topic is a very big subject and often extremely sensitive to each

individual when it comes to perception of the mind. I would like tolead into how this is also seen through emotions and outward

displays of personality, which I will talk about more in the next

chapter. Then in the following chapter I will describe how thepersonality matrix works in relation to utilizing and harnessing the

energy of electromagnetism, and understanding pheromones.

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Chapter 4

Feelings, emotions and the personality matrix

What is a feeling compared to an emotion if it is not considered the

same in meaning? When looking at how we express ourselves inthis world, these two labeled words are the best way in which we

describe our outward displays or reaction to the world around us. Afeeling from my own wording comes from the reaction of our

physical bodies to an incident that causes sensation through our skin.

To understand how this works, it is best to see it in a scenario, where

a person is confronted with an incident in their lives where feeling ofthe body occurs.

This person may be walking along in the street and all of a suddenthey fall over onto their knee. There is an instant shock reaction and

feeling within their body to the event that takes place. This shockfeeling and pain that goes through their body is a feeling reactionthat is determined by the bodys defenses and senses. This is via the

nerves under a persons skin where this reaction takes place. There

are conditions where people cannot feel the physical word around

them with their bodies. A person that does not have good sensitivityof the nerves would react to the situation in a totally different way,

maybe not even noticing the wound that is made and how serious it

is until some time later.

This instant shock of the body or sensation reaction from the nerves

is called in my terms, feeling. It is a purely physical reaction andsense and is not directed outward from our mind, but firstly created

by the body in order to protect ourselves within the environment

around us.

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Feeling is also when we sense heat when drinking coffee, the sense

that we get in the body when we jump into a cold pool. It is thereaction of the physical body that determines the feeling that isissued to our brains, which is then picked up via the mind.

The mind does not have a direct connection with feelings, for thefact that it makes adjustments to a persons awareness after the

physical event occurs. This adjustment that it makes is based purely

on the emotion created from the mind in order to deal with thesituation at hand. Emotion comes from the mind and is issued out

after the pain is felt and the brain picks up the senses of the body.

These emotions can range from upset to anger depending on how theindividual has learnt to deal with experiences and situation in their

life and the feelings that they have through the body.

Repeating what I wrote earlier, humans are born here without anyrules on how to perform in the body. We learn how to react to

situations as we grow up and according to the experiences that we

come across in life. It is easy to see this when viewing how a childreacts to falling the first time in their life, when they are learning

how to walk. Most often the child does not know how to first react

and they will often look to the parent for a way in which tooutwardly act. When they find no response they will then cry in

order to get feedback from the parent to understand the feeling that

they have received through their body.

Children know automatically from birth that crying is the best means

to get what they need. This is why crying is the first emotional

reaction that they learn to cope with unknown situations at hand. Itis not until later in life that they learn that crying will gets them

nowhere. They then adopt a cursing and anger expression for the

experience at hand especially when it comes to hurting themselves.This new reaction through emotion is learnt and takes some years

before the person realizes that crying has inverse effects as we get

older.

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Emotions are learnt paradigms in our life. They are learnt from birth

in order to react to situations and feelings at hand. Also they are aform of communication to show others how we are feeling. Agood example of this, which shows that emotions are learnt, is to

detail how someone reacts to pain emotionally. Imagine that

someone in your life has fallen and you go to them and they are overexcessively outwardly reacting to the situation at hand. They are

cursing and they are grabbing at the place where it is hurting and this

goes on for some time, for at least a few minutes. Some might thinkwhat a silly person for reacting so badly, others might think that the

person has hurt themselves worse than what is really occurring and

will have concern that is maybe not necessary, or perhaps the personhas broken something or the condition is far worse than what was

initially thought.

Each person has an individual pain threshold and reacts to the samesituation differently. The same pain might have occurred, the exact

same incident, but what determines the outcome comes from the

persons own individual approach to outward emotional expression.One person might have a fear of hurting themselves so they then

might react far worse to the situation at hand than a person who is

accustomed to feeling pain and instead of reacting, just rubs the spotwhere they have been hurt and continues to walk on without an

outburst of emotions.

Emotion is the outward display of the feelings that we are learningto deal with. Learning is the perfect word to describe what is

happening with emotions, because daily we are learning how to

change the way we react and view life with each experience that wehave and person or event that we come into contact with. We can

even learn from other people how to react emotionally in different

ways, especially through forms of self defense arts, where pain ispart of the experience. Some people also learn to not show pain

outwardly through their emotions and expression, but instead to deal

with it more inwardly and systematically through the feelings andsenses of the body.

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Like for instance if they were to have a cramp in their foot they

might just shake it out and try not to focus on it for too long to giveconcentration to the problem. Sometimes not focusing on things canalso allow the issue to be resolved a lot faster and the pain to be less

influencing on the mind.

It is the influence of feeling on the mind that creates the order of

emotions. The mind is so creative and will want to experience the

feeling in all ways depending on what is to be achieved by theexperience. Some people can even be seen to deliberately hurt

themselves in order to get attention, like for instance a child who

sees that emotions can receive attention and reaction from otherpeople around them. This is then a way in order to manipulate via

emotions the world outside of their own physical existence, in order

to get immediate interaction from others and a desired result.

Of course this is an extreme example and most often people display

emotions automatically without realizing where they are getting the

reaction from in the first place. They have from their ownknowledge been reacting to the situation for many years and do not

ever remember when they first learnt how to express such emotions.

It is a cultural acceptance that emotions are a display ofcommunication. We even have television programs that utilize the

full extent of emotional and drama displays, in which to teach people

new ways to express themselves outwardly. They teach also ways in

which to manipulate the world around us to best suit the intentionsthat we wish or desire, and at the other end of the scale they can

teach people what results can come from such displays of emotions

if they are utilized towards others.

Emotion in some ways is a creative activity, an art form that is as

language is for a writer that becomes a form of expression for anactor in a film or play. It is an outward creative state of being and

can be viewed also through the mind. The reading of such

emotional states becomes then part of the understanding of what Idetailed in the previous chapter, of how people can read information

via the personality matrix and pheromone.

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I want to now detail this more how this is seen from the mind and

show how it works through diagram:

W e n o o n g a t t e p e r s o n a t y m a t r x nm o r e d e t a i l , i t c a n b e s e e n a s a l a y e r o f

o u t w a r d e l e c t r o m a g n e t i c e n e r g y th a t c a nw h e n c o m i n g c l o s e t o a n o t h e r p e r s o n o r

o b j e c t h a v e a r e a d i n g r e c e i v e dt h r o u g h w h a t c o u l d b e t e r m e d

a s a d i f f e r e n t s e n s e o f o u r b o d y .

S o m e p e o p l e d e t e r m i n e t h i s s e n s e t o b et h e i r s i x t h s e n s e w h i c h i s l i n k e d t o

f e e l i n g s a n d e m o t i o n s . T h i s s e n s e i sl i n k e d t o t h e p e r s o n a l i ty m a t r i x w h i c h i s

a n e n e r g y t h a t i s s e n t o u t f r o mt h e m i n d t o f o r m a

s o r t o f e l e c t r i c f i e l d w i th i n t h e b o d y .

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When it comes to pheromone, this level of communication is coming

from the fourth dimension and it is affected by the levels ofelectricity charges created from first dimension in the mostinteresting way. Normally these two dimensions do never come into

connection with each other and influence each other directly, but via

the second dimension which is creational building blocks this ismade possible. This is mostly also because spirit itself which is the

electricity behind the body is on the crux of first dimension and

second. It almost has a connection to both dimensions, but indifferent ways.

Firstly to understand feelings and how they work when it comes tosensation, there is a sort of sixth sense of the body physically that is

separate to the sixth sense that is determined as the personality

matrix. The main physical sensations of the body are:

Sight

Sound

Taste

Touch (feeling)

Smell

I consider that there is another sense of the physical body that we

are not so aware of that could also be termed the sixth sense but it is

not linked to how we pick up the personality matrix or pheromonebody. This sense is:

Sensation

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Most might consider that sensation comes from touch itself. This is

in some ways true but not totally accurate. Feeling when we go totouch something is allowing us to determine things by physicaltriggers in our finger tips or body which can well be seen as the

sensation of the body. However the word feeling really means the

outward approach to touch, and how the body comes into contactwith the object outwardly with account to realizing the texture of the

object interacted with. It is a determining of the world outside and

how it feels to us. However sensation is the inward reaction thatwe have to something, whether that be shock or reaction to an event

that is not necessarily physically interacted with in order to receive

the effects.

Another thing to consider is that sensation itself even though it is

felt inwardly it is a way in which to understand the outside world

and is in turn affected by outside influence. Without the physicalbody and the physical components of the third dimensional

environment, sensation would not be determinable or exist.

When looking at the personality matrix in this level of

communication things work a little differently. To begin with the

awareness of the electromagnetic pulse is not sensation, it is not aphysical component of the human body and can exist outside of the

physical form that we know as human. It exists within everything

and can be a level of communication used within all forms of life

even when they have no physical communication ability, such aslanguage in order to express. The personality matrix is the

formation of the intention of the physical form, the energy that will

eventually create it. It is almost like a hum or sound that resonatesin our bodies making us project in the way that we do, and can be

seen as an electricity current that determines intention expressed

outwardly.

How then is communication achieved via the personality matrix? I

will show in a diagram first to give an example of how this isformulated:

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E a c p e r s o n a s a n e e c t r o m a g n e t c et h a t e x i s t s i n s i d e a n d o u t w a r d f o r m i n g

t h e p e r s o n a l i ty a n d s t r u c t u r e o f t h e b o d y .

T h e p e r s o n a l i t y m a t r i x c o u l d b e s e e n a sa f o r m a t i o n o f l i g h t b e a m s o r s p a r k s

a l l i n t e r l o c k i n g w i th e a c h o t h e r .I t i s o n e t h i n g k n o w i n g i t e x i s ts

a n d a n o t h e r t o u n d e r s t a n d h o w i t f u n c t i o n s .T h e p e r s o n a l i t y m a t r i x l i n k s n o t o n l y t o t h e

f o r m a t i o n o f a l l e m b o d i m e n t i t i s a l s o t h eo n g o i n g c o m m u n i c a t i o n

t h a t l i n k s b e t w e e n m a t t e r a t a l l l e v e l s .

In order to achieve communication through the personality matrix,two creational embodiments have to come into contact with each

other. This is determined by the space that exists between them.

Not only is there physical three dimensional touching but there is alevel of touching that exists outside of the body that we are not yet

fully aware of. This touching is between the dimensions of matter

that we do not see with our eyes in the space where we think only airbased life forms exist. When looking back at the work of my first

book it can be seen in this way:

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T h e d i m e n s i o n s o fm a t t e r n o t o n l yp r e s c r i b e t o e x i s tw i th i n th e f r a m eo f t h e b o d y b u t

a l s o c o n n e c t i n g t o t h e w h o l e o f p h y s i c a le x i s t e n c e , l i n k i n g a l l f o r m s o f l i f et o g e t h e r t h r o u g h e n e r g y , n o t o n l yt h r o u g h t h e m i n d o r c o r e o f t h ei n d i v i d u a l e m b o d i m e n t s b u t a l s o i n t h ee n v i r o n m e n t t o w h e r e m a t t e r i s f o r m e d .

The best way to describe this fluctuating energy that links allformation together is to see it as almost like a pulse, or heart beat.

The pulses are what the body and the mind picks up as thecommunication directed by the other forms that it comes into contact

with through the personality matrix. However, electro

the mind and matter

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