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    Filozofski vestnik vum/l XXvii numbr/a 2 2006 229251

    tHe eXPeRienCe oF PsYCHoAnAlYsis

    Bgda Wf

    The Unconscious

    i h bgg hr wr r f pychaay, amg hm h ryf h uccu. th uccu wa prd hrugh dr maphrprmary cudg ha f archagy, ad h cd ac ha f ar-chcur. A hry, ad pychaay wa xcp, d a rpra-, a rary a aayc h ca, ad h ma a gdu f h magary ma. i wrd hr, . Frud admrd schma,

    wh dcrd try udr ra ayr f hr urba ru ad afr -ay gg up h y rur fwg h c-rda adw ard dcr Frud. th mard h bgg f dma fh wr whr h uccu wa ry ra.

    thu Frud d pychaay durg h wr wh h hyrc,whch h m ma hyrca wm. smhg puzzd hm abu hmad h ard g mr cy. i wa hrugh h dcur f h hyrc,a w wud ay wh laca, ha h fud h uccu. Hw h dcrd ha cad puzz u. Ju h abu h: h babbr a h crr-

    f pychaay, yappg, mag ad cmpag a a fuda fh uccu. Ad h, why ? if h had cy fwd h cacad fwrd ad h xua bd fwg , wa y grap ha mhg fh rdr f h f wa a pay ha babbr. Ad ry qucy Frud d-crd ha h hyrc d w wha h ag abu. th babbrwa drucb, uppab, ad mwha, am h dr, bd.

    Ad hrfr had a h characrc f ur uccu, a laca cad afr fudg h sch 1964. Bu wa whu h rcur h

    augura dcry f Frud ha laca cam up wh h w df f huccu, h smar Xi. Fwg h, h dfd h uccua cup f yar ar ha , qu mpy, wha w ay .

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    tha h uccu wha w ay fw frm ahr am halaca mad m m arr, amy ha aguag h cd f h u-ccu. if wr h hr way rud, a lapach wad , wha wudha Frud b g ? A phphca da prhap? A f a da, ada ccp, wr par f aguag. A f laca dd ay ha ha hccp f h uccu cudd h uccu. Frud cud prc up h ar bcau aguag wa prfrmg phc acrbacbfr hm bu bcau h fud a ra afac a h har f h hyrcababbr. if h uccu wa crucd a a ffc f a u f aguag,h afac wa prducd agd .

    nw, wha xacy dd laca ha md wh h ad ha h uc-cu wha w ay? H ar m mpy ha h uccu fa

    ad uprfca. s w had wa a h yar c Frud dcry fd ha h rucur f h uccu cud a a urfac? Hwdappg mu ha appard h wh dd fw raha pychaay gr a rfc f h cac cham, a fprfudy r a hrad f myry. G wh h wd w h archagyf h uccu, g h archcur f dph, ad g h maphr fca ad paac, f Ahambra ad f schma try. G wa hhr d f h M f h 60. laca hmf g u 8 df m-

    d by Dwhaur wha h uccu . Addd w may fdHarma opusmagnus h phphy f h uccu.th uccu a a urfac ad h dgy f h ubjc a capurd

    ra h ohr h urfac h wa dd mhg radcayw. i ad laca whr apparac gr h pp, r a g, fc bu mhd . A r a r a r, G. s ad g bfra f h wa a lacaa. Wha appar a a r a r, ad h c fh r, wha h r ray , a Pa wud ay, apparac. thapparac c ad h c apparac, parab, w d

    f a bad r d ad ud f a h. th uccu ju ha d fa r.

    Terrorismth hr wa a dram, cary h rdr, a h rdr f h

    uccu p u fr hm wh pa wh . i h dram h aa-

    yad appar Brafa tv prgram ad ad whhr pychaayca ay way crbu h dba abu rrrm. i ad y, h add,y, ca, hwr mmay. Prhap h wud wa chag mhg

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    pp prcp f h prbm r f hm. Prhap rrrm ad pycha-ay ar apar ha h frg pcy ad rrrm. H wrrdabu wha ccr u a. i hw h gd. l a f u h Cr, .

    Ad h g a brf awr h wradr y, ca, hwr mmay:h rrr a uffr. suffrg, r mhg , awa hm. Wa uffr, h add, ad h rrr ar xcp. of cur h dram abu rrrm bu abu wha h ay . suffrg wgh dw hm. suffrg h rya rad h uccu, h mar gfr hawgh dw hm. Wud h b a xcp by arg mhgccrg h uffrg r h hr way rud? i ru ha h hm-f a m f whm m wdg ca b uppd r d h xpch aay hm h? Y.

    sm day ar i p a wpapr ad am rmdd ha h pubcdba rrrm wdg ad ha pgh ca y b p-ca, mary ad pag xpr. Ad bdy , ru, pych-g, phphr, pychaay crbu. i prhap pary bcauw wud gr pa abu rrrm. Aga, h mm a maphrprd a dur fr a h hru, hr a dagr ha a xcm fwdg ahr up mgh pr u.

    s far i ca fd h hg ha rrrm ha cmm wh pych-

    aay. if y har abu h frmr frm h pwr, bcaupwr a a hr. th babbr f pca, prd, prm mrmg wh h c f mprac ad dc frm mary urc, f-fca urc, grm urc, c, bu ab a, urprgy, frm

    jura, amy mda. th mda ju ahr wrd fr juram hhc f a jura, h pubc ha h rgh w, appar b f r- u f h jura rpr mudd ad dd by ahr. iay urprgy bcau par f hr prfa pracc bubcau hr crcm f h pwr d crbu a a ad-

    drg h prbm a a effect. Ca b ha my aayad crbud f-fcy h prbm ? of cur h dd crbu hprbm a a bcau wha h cfrd wh ccr hm a a ubjc. Hqud h magd apparac f wha h h wad frm hm, fh dmad b , w abu wha? Ad h gd .

    thr r a hrag f h, ad wh hy ama ad bcm much w g a h a h hr d f h dcur cad h dcur fh gd. thr hg mr ufrgab, accrdg laca, ha h

    cad gd . th cud b udrd ha m bad ca b frg: i y wad a b f fu, ay a ma abu h xramaraaffar. A a h r w w w why h wrhy f hr. Bu gd

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    , amy i dd fr mp a bu r a rward fr h dr. ofr yu ad fr m h am f h ac cad gd.

    th way h wrd rrrm ud day m ugg ha aarbu dcrbg a f umbr f huma bg r, f yu , a cd. i hr wrd, rrrm uara. i df prcud u r mr yu, a w d ga wh rrr. i y bad hmad hm, a wm ac r . th hrd pr ju h ha,accrdg laca, d x. Wha d x rh d ca drbu ad huff h ac pubc dma. tha way fapprachg rrrm a a effect. th ffc f h uccu y rmdu ha ca auhr u, ad ha yu wa hg yu d wyu d. i ffc h uccu ha rmd u ha wha auhr u

    pa, ad hrfr ac, ar h hg ha yu ad i wa fr yu adm quayur r my ghbur, whhr r ha r bh. i h dyu a, a a, hw w h hg h uccu wa fr yu? Adf yu drgard r gr hm hy w ur aga yu. th uccu a rrr. i Science and Truthlaca cmpard h p f h ubjc aaway rpb rrrm. Pychaay h y prf fr a a prf whrby ubjc rpby a ffc f h uc-cu. i am y auhrd by wha i ay h spara ru f h hc f

    pychaay.Bu f yu ad m, wh cud b f hm, h hr,h ubarab ghbur i a wh m my dram. Wh h rpb-y fr h ghmar, fr Jruam ad Bzr, fr Waraw ad Carag, frh Jw, Bac, Mum, fr Guag ad Fawa, agd h hr,h i myf a a am f yray ad druc. Pr m. th whaty Bar d wh h ad: n, rrrm a ffc f ur frgpcy bu a ac aga ur au ad way f f. i h ha huccu a rrr, a bjc a cmpac ru, udrm

    h dagru ay f gd , wrgf h arcc bwh ur au, ad rp pc h mgamaaca cam f cuuraad rgu uprry.

    Uaray appar a h cd fr rrrm ha ay magfr u, fr h rrrm f. n wh Gd, whhr rm f h x-c r xc. Wh w pa abu Gd, uaray qu.th qu f Gd, ju ha f aguag, ruh, cra, ryday f,cudg ag hab, fura r, frm f paur, g f ha b-

    cm pahc. Bu wha h pubc ay abu rrrm f cquc pychaay. th qu f Gd, bcau ccr h ohr m radca frm, mhg pychaay ca d whu.

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    s wh ar h rrr? i ha rrad Jacqu-Aa Mr Tenderness ofthe Terrorists. oy a pychaay cud ha apprachd h prbm f ac uch a way. Ad h ma ur ha w d a sa fr aybdy: n crup, dccy. n aca, ac bg,.. h prfccudr. tha w d. th cudr whm laca dguhd frma f, a dpab cw-adr a ry dc rya cur ad ymg mdr grm h wh r , r d h ruh whch h am hg, ad wh b ha ur aur hary hud ha a R-Ryc, a Margar thachr bd, r habcmg a mar am a ca bga h wh d . Bu wa a sa, wa , wh had a da ha m f h wh d fw h Pary gud hud b dmd a may dfc ad

    pycharc u. th cam m szaz ay hr ucha hg a a ma .

    Bu h rrr d f h lacaa b, ad Mr prc ugh.say f sa wha yu may, 20 m ff Guag, , d, ard,rurd dah, bu h d ma hm a rrr, a h r pu hf a r, d fr a grar ga. sm f h wh d, ha a dffrra. thy ha b d a hr f ha hy ar wrh ad hpfaur. s y a ac f hug magud ha cud rdm hm h

    y f h uprm Gd. th Japa amaz, h da w, muha bd mhg h , b a cury, gry ad hrgry afrf. i h way r h way f agr, rg, mu ad dumbhp, h rrr pu ryhg a a, amy h f. thy hprc f da f sm d Mfr, Ghg kha, Haba,xd phumuy h hrc au, bu f cudr.

    Philosophy of psychoanalysis

    t h ry day m phphr ca frg laca ad pychaay- ha dar ram h ac f a ad uquab cary, frxamp whu ryg y h uray ha phphy rmah ma payr. th dycray ca b duc a w a rrag, adrafrc, a w w, ca a ur h ga .

    succumbg h dgmac dc wud y rma fr u ay ha h dffrc bw phphy ad pychaay dpd

    whhr h mag d fwg h/hr aay. i hr wrd,h ru au f phphy may b rad f appar a a gfr f a rypca quay, a mar gfr dd. Accrdg laca h ubjc uffr

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    frm h gfr, mm frm h gfr ra h magary, admm frm h gfr ra h ra. i ha pychaayda wh h Ra ad phphy wh h f ruh, a Badu r cc h radr. Bh da wh h gfr, ad bh hr m-hg f h ra a a ad mhg f h magary fr a m cr.

    Fr m phphy, , ca b a ympm, prdd ha mrgda a way f h ubjc dfc aga h ra, ad hrfr acqurd a rypca quay, amy ha f a da. Ad f cur, wh h fd f hda a h, , ca bra . s whr h ubjc f h ympm?oc a crp ad a frg carry hm acr h rr. oh , i w ,ad h frg. Why ?, ad h crp. Bcau yu w g m. iprm i w , ad h crp, i y wa cr h rr. A rgh,

    h, agrd h frg ad h crp hr bac. Hafway hrugh hcrg h crp ug h frg. Ad why dd yu d h? ad h frg.Bcau my aur, awrd h crp. th wr f h ympmha d wh wha bcam aur. i ha d wh mhg ha prcdh ubjc, ha ac frm whu, cmp hm, puh hm, rgr hahm. smwhr nzch ay ha ry ha h rgh ma aprm.

    Whar h fd f wdg ha prcd ry pychaay,

    hr x a qu ha cau a ubjc hf ra wdg.Bu h qug happ, ruy, a a ru f rafrc, bcau mrga a ffc f h hf h ubjc, h wh uppdy ha ahrwdg, ad hrfr cad aay. th p a pah ward h par-cuar. n, a pah, rahr a d, a pra r a fa hg w yg wr afr h garm, p, hab f hugh, ffr f h bdy gchucd a h way dw h p f rpr. sm w ha urd adrafrmd ffc w way fr h ananke, h cary. Up udra-g a ury cur puru f wdg, my far wr cfrmd ha

    ury d a c f h dffrc bw h acadmc w-dg ad h wdg f xprc, ha d f macy ha laca, adfr a ra, cad xmacy. i a wha w ca ruh. th ruh awayxma. i bfa ad urpr yu by apparg frm arud h crr hmm yu ry cu . th u h, hag ara, wha wahg w. t Bc h am r cad h. My frmr ur phphy ud g h h mdd f ry ura, away a hxacy am m. H dd fr yar ad w prhap cu fr h r f

    ry bu w away b h ad bdy ry. th u hg Bc cpd h ruh whch away w fr h ubjc.

    Frud dd ru phphr ad dd ma much f hm. H mad

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    xcp w ca: ka wh cagrca mpra h mbdyh ruh abu h uprg, ad Bra, a pcha phphr whcur mxg m f pychgy ad ac phphy h add h 1880. s m g h rfrc rgh. Frud uad phphy h fd f Weltanschauung, amy a a dcp ad pracc f prga pcur f h f-cad wrd ha, by h , fr frm cracad chrc. Frud rgardd phphy a a pc f cc, a aa ppd , whch ma ha h cdrd rucur wh dagwh dffr dcur. obuy hy dffr bu rucuray hy bg h am mday f ba ur wh paraac ra. i hr, hybg h rdr f hugh. Frud ad amc hugh, ad hdd h m f barqu, ahugh whu magca ac. th ha

    d, h df, wh h raua f h wrd ad bf ha raymhw a pac accrdac wh hg mpd . s aba wrdw ha Frud g u a a dmra f a rucurf rrr a cug phphca ga.

    Frud wa h fr cdr h gra dcur f humay, r-g, cc, phphy ad ar, frm h prpc f h afac hyam a r h ubjc. th wha bhrd hm abu phphy cr up h ac, h ac bg, bcau d w wha d wh

    . th phphr rma wdg by fag cud h ac h qua. Ad f h ac hugh f, bcm uhab.laca pacd h hugh a h f jouissance, cdg Frud

    ffr whu ag ayhg away frm hm. thugh jouissance, lacaay, bcau hg, apar frm bg a prc, a a frm f uprgccmmad. thugh fw h cmmad: th!.

    Yu ar frm a dffr mud, i wa c d by a phphy prf-r a f h Brh ur. Ca argu wh ha, i a acmpm hag chc f rcg hrw a h m f gradu-

    a. Tempus aire tii est. Ad i wa g. thy mad pa fr m harfrc Camu, Dyy ad Frud wr wcm whr a mpcmm wa uffc. thy dd w hw e dfd cm-m , amy a a um a f prjudc gahrd bfr h ag f 18.i mm f brag h ru f h gam, ad Prad ggwr cracg hr by . nzch, Augu, Hdggr? W d d h r f hg hr, cam a cff f a crcm. i wa a frgrprg whch i rchd ad liitumwh i cud. i wud b uhab, i

    magd, fr a Frch Ury prfr ma uch a dmg rmarwh h ud wr rfr Du sc, Bhp Bry r Hum. ofcur i cud ha w fr ur. Wha cud wa frm h h-

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    r wh wud g fr a w durg cur ad wr frm h cmfrf ug h wr hy w by har? obuy i wa a h wrg pac,radg Frud bw ca ad rfug wr ay whu hm. Bu wa a h rgh m fr a h mar gfr b ar ad udrd.Phphy abu ryhg ad hg .

    To think or not to think?

    A a paa pychaay Frud udr wr u h fucf hugh a a cmpu h ba f h ra bjc mg frm hc f ubjc afac. Pychg wud ca a md bu i f ha

    had b far Frud ad ha hg wa furhr frm h md hcur f crucg h fr r fauy rucur f h pych. Hag huprpd a apparau a h har f whch a fudama faur h waw h p brg hg a a rprduc prc. th prcw amp cc ad hrfr pach up h fau h a fprcp, amy abh a dy bw a rpra prcdfrm ud ad a rpra d by h g. th c f whaFrud ca hugh-prc ad a cmpu h pra a a b-

    w ubrdgab ad rrccab gfr. i cu a amp bud a cmmuca bw ray ad xprc. Whhr Frudpa f cg (judgm) r pracca r hrca hugh h qu- away abu dy bw prcp ad xprc. th frma a pp. thg hrfr h d f ruh f, a laca ay hEthics, rpb fr h prc f arch fr hbjc bcau ha a dffr fuc fuf, amy ha f brdggubjc wdg ad h wdg f ray, hr wrd a w-dg f ahr ubjc. th Frud f 1895, hugh whu laca, my

    Frud a h m f bg a h wrg pac. i dcdd i w p argu-g wh h ury phphr whu my mar. i wa ju ha i dd y w ha wa Frud, r laca, wh wa my ru mar, bu huccu.

    laca a up hg ra pac f h achg, cudg, ha 60, ha f h ra bw i am ad i h a muuay xcu.sm yar ar h accu fr h p f h aay a ha f apens.th brg h ubjc bac whr wa, ha ay whr h aa-

    y rpr bu whr h uccu d. Jacqu-Aa Mr wrhw h gc f h d f h ra f rpra. Bh p mdd m. thr wa a gca cc bw h uccu a r-

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    prg, a prducg w , a mag a w ap, ad a wag bhard, amy b rprd, ad h p f h aay a h-g. By gg h uccu a had, by awg rpr, h aayrma h p f apens. laca prp wud hu b ha bcm a aay hrugh hag jy h cmmad h! thawhy h aay, laca ay, ca b dumb, a dupe.

    th uccu rpr hughy whch f h p awhch w ca ca laca a aphphr. A aayad r ma f a para wh h grfrd ad pau fr a mm: i f , hcu, my dr wd. tha h d f h . Wh w hwg ad, hw may mu r hw may yar? sm ca a hr -. i fuy hw Mr xpa mwhr ha by ryg b c ur

    iPA cagu, wh prfr wr wh aarm cc rahr ha wh h m- uccu, w rfra frm cag h hr, ad ca arabad. th cr h ruh a prhap w a a dcaamu f m. Bu w hud b ayg, h add, ha h f.H hu rduc a paradx f m. if h uccu m, a Frudad, ad ca b rducd a r f db mm Ar hugh wa, r lbz mad, h m f h fac f. th h ba fr h cu. Phphca aay f a x f-prpuag ad

    prduc ahr x. th aayc d prduc ahr r ahr aay. i prduc a , fwg h cu, fjouissance, h mf wg. ify mp ubrac bcau h fy qu h arr a by fy addg umbr, a eucd dd, bu by a-g a r a f, .. a cudg h f umbr, a Car dd.laca fy wa mad f h ra, f jouissancewhu m. th fyf addg umbr h m, a hghr umbr addd, ad .i w wr h mwhr .

    s wa a fw mu, a h aayad rur h am m

    yar, i cu f hw may, ar. My dr wd bcau wd .th fah f h uccu, udd pg ad cur ruc u h -fy a b f m. th am f h ubjc dr ha f wag gwhr had a hm, whr h wad, dp r rrpc f ar, g.such h Fruda hc. A fr laca hc h cr jouissance f w-g rmad h d f gg up dr. Bu wha pd hfd f dr wa much h wd a h fa f h adjouissance

    thg ha whch mda ad dy bw ubjc w-

    dg f h uccu ad h wdg f h ohr, hrw w aa bary f gfr g way h bjc a. ejy yur hg hdacg cw whm hd h hrrr, ad h rrr, f ha ra ha

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    frm byd. Whr hr hg, w ha a hrz f h bjc.Frmpens a. th bac apens.

    being and lack

    i up pychaay accu fr phphca rrr fr hbf f phphy, a hugh phphy hrafr wud b ab r-a r accu fr f. thr ca b uch hg, c mag prcy phphca rrr f. th ubjc wrg dfy wh hccu, a yu ha m pu , Gd w why, bu bg cmpd m h pgy whch ma a f f hm ha dfca. th

    laca rpdg phphy ud a vc 1966. thr mr qu. Ad mr. A phphca rrr whch c ha paraacffc f cauay g bg ad hugh, ad mag rm fr u ca y b accud fr, laca ayg hr, by h ubjc. Whhr hubjc df wh bg a phphr r a hr f cquc h fac ha h yp f rrr d ca b crrcd. t abh acaua bw hg ad bg, afr h wr Frud cducd whh hyrc, wa fr laca f h ara h apprachd wh a maur f

    upc. if i h i ca b a h am m. if i am, ad yu ju mb, ad i drf h a f h hr, a Bach dram f, d h c-u hg?

    th ac f hg, far a bud a mda bw h ubjcwdg ad h bary f gfr h d f h ohr, rm hba f bg by h ry r. thr hg fa bac c i gwhr h. thg a baacg ac, a ghrp crg wh aguhwag ag udr h f. Wh h ubjc har h cc cg, yhr r fur h cc f r fry, h a hd ad gam

    hr chdhd whch h payd wh a by wh wud hd h wardrbwh h cc h had. Bu wha awa hr, wha brg hr aay h dram f a bmb gg ff h wardrb. sh updd by hmyry f -bg wh am axy far a arud by hhr wag, wha f mhg cad m. th y pd gap aguag ma h m a h mr fd wh rmbg.

    th rdr f bg dp ryhg Hdggr ad ccrg Seina h m wh h wa wh Haa ra f a a ac bg

    ad, hrfr, a wag b. i wa b h, i wa b ha h aw fdfca. laca mdfca, hrfr, (h hrfr fw fr hmfrm h aayc xprc) ad hm h fwg: h whr i am

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    , wh bg rma wh h fd f h gaz ad f h y acf hmgy, amy f h mag f h bdy a a wh. i wha Frudrd h dcur f phphy wh h rpdd sbrr b-ra durg h wr arcm?

    Accrdg Frud h phphca gh, whch ubjc h cr-ca agcy f h uprg facag h cmpu f gac, wr aa d f arcc gaz h wr f h i-bd. th bjc f h b-ra y rucuray bg h pac f h g mag, a lacadfd , bu h ry mag dad, .. f-g, f-g,f-aggradd, hr au-rc frm. thu h md f bracad phphca, Frud ccud, aca bw wha h cad hSelstgefhl, -f-f r fg-f, ad f-crcm. th ph-

    phr h wh, fg h wachd, wach hmf. Phphca b-ra prduc h ffc f f-bra ad f-aay, g hahselfam a rfc drc h bda m a. s h rubjc h prc h rgr ffh f h rubjc faur r,mr prcy, h bdd m a d a r, qu mpy, h m. thawhy Frud h paraac m h phphca bra.i-wachg-myf-bg-wachd cu f quay da ad paraaccrcu ha ry f accuab fr wha happ bra ad -

    rpc. such wud b a prra f a phphr a a hg bg.Frud accu m amug a m bu a ra qu ha ar rarypurud. Wha wud bcm f phphy f h phphr mad a mward h ac rahr ha ward ryhg? i prhap h yp f qu- whch laca rd rpd. Ad h dd b h cud bcau hr awr h qu xcp a h f h ubjc.

    Frud bjc rma ad, ad ha b rfrcd by laca cm-m amg a parag h dcur whch ar para. tha why car m, a wa naa Charraud, why Badu mad py-

    chaay a cd f phphy. i pb, h pcua f h wrd, ha wha ad hm h cam wa a upp ha h p-p hd ru. i a w i ha hard xprd by m phphr,amy ha whu h ccp ha d h hry f phphy frr w huad yar, hr wud b a pychaayca hry. Adi wud y ay h wh pu uch a w ha hy cud hag mr wrg ha ha. Fr hr hg mr pa laca, m Frud, ha a ry mp ac whch h pychaayc cc

    wa bad, amy ha h cd f pychaay, whhr a h m femma, Dra r Rama, aguag.

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    The School

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    wrr wr ghr h qua maur f rafrc ad gracwhch a md f pa f whch h aay ma a fw fur bprc u. t h x ay dcur pb h lacaa chbcau ay f h fur md f grac pb, mar bcau a h uccu, hyrc bcau hr ba , ad haf ury bcau, c h ch rucurd a ury, whawud b grac whu h wdg f . Bu y h aay, hdcur whr h ac dma, w, hrugh hisgrac, a fur.th aay, a w w, wa dfd by laca a a a pary bcau h rgu rad h a d mbdy h uprm bcad arum, a wa c aumd, bu a ascesisf qug ad ac, pr-dd w a h ascesiswh h ymgca y f wha acuay ma

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    ur a gma pac, u Frud wh hugh h wrd wud bff h ba dd x ahugh hy prd dpab fr hhyrc. thr mhg dpy prcu h ba ha hycarry arud ad a rywhr hy ar ad . Ad hy r drp r frg r par wh wh hy d a h hg. obuy hr hg mr prcu ha h mag f a rrpacab f y ad au.

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    wa ag abu wh h md cac fg.i h d Frud apprach rg hrugh h dah f M. M

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    Bu ay dfc f phphy ha rh a dcur hapac hg h dma p wh a h am m bypag wha mg a cudd. i am a f had 3 rahr ha 4 m. Frh ra phphy ca b apprachd, ad mpd ay y,a a wr f a hr ad a wrr by prdd h r h ubcrb wha i wud ca universalis qua singularis. if h wr a prcp f ph-phca dcur, wud b bad ccrg fuur. i wud b gd ugh ab u udrad why h ca f m auhrxamg ad aayg h cuur f day h brad f h wrd,

    hy ar ad ad d a amp a phphy a uch a universalis f h amp ma a frm u f aayca ccp cudg ha fh ac. Ad why f h wha ha away d? Prhap wh ju xcp.

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    h b ad h rgrd bcau r cruc a dm f x-raubjcy whr Frud da ca b wy-y racd bac nzchgh. Whhr hy ca r m a puru xrc ha cud ju aw b prd ug hry. Wha d A ad B ha cmm, whad A ay ha B d , c? nzch ruary ad prfud a-m dd pr hm frm payg h hgh prc wh h pychfay rggrd. Bu h pa ma a gd ca fr h wh apr frh ura b udd by . Ad f cur hr mr b arfrm nzch ha abu h dah f Gd.

    nzch dah f Gd wa h am fr h ra f h ohr ha d x. Hw dd Frud cm rach h p? thrugh h dah f M,hrugh h dah f h fahr. Bu a hrugh h parcd whch h dah f

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    wha w ca h nam-f-h-Fahr, ha a cmfrg fuc ad frhr h qu f ad dr f hr g dad fahr.Ad wha abu h d, ab f, mgu h Hy

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    r-mrg wh a dub frc. th qu ha mrg wh : wha dyu w h ubjc, ymbcay pag?

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    Wha rma f hjouissance f h ohr, h gfr f h ac h ohr dr. icday, laca cad h m cr m py-chaay. H dd h wh gg cmmary Ham, h mu ha

    cdrd f au h ca f ba ur. i h bawh day ad infinitumh p f rmg h ohr frm h dr pup h fd f dr.

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    pud f fh a fw up h ubjc cam ha h phau. Buf h ubjc dd had h phau ad a h ubud pwr ha mag-a cud brg wh why wud h wa acrfc ? Wh arhwud wa acrfc hr m prcu p ha guara acc a wdm ad rch f h wrd? n , ha h p, bcau hphau whr b fud. Ad h wa a car dca fr laca a hm f wrg ubma ha wha ray a a jouissance am, whch away rma h am, bu h bjc.

    i h paradx f acrfc,jouissance rmad h am ad y pac

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    l h cd fr pag, whhr pag w r , a hr. Bu ju bcau h ubjc m way wh pag a hr, d mpy ha h w hw pa abu wh pa-g. vry fw dd ad laca wa f hm. Ad wha h ad f daybcam par f h cc f h aphrm: g wha d ha.

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    hr wrd, hr uch ad warmh, h fr rpra, ha h a fd h a xchag ad mar wha h w ca f h r Fh rg f mray. H m qu prud f hmf ma h cc-. l ad mray. i h cmba, m m, ha w cudfd m ba fr wha laca achg w bcm pa. tdr, ag-gr, yraca, maaca, mag, b, rrr pa ha wud x whu h ghbur, hw laca adacd ary Fruda r-pr h p f ympmac frma. Y, wr wh h ympm, dfy wh h ympm ca a ma, fr a auray, wr, ,

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    mad r pubhr cur hr u w hr had ad a crac?tha ad x ar cmpab. tha f yu wa p yur rahp,whch prumaby h d f , yu ha raa x duc- ad rc pay. Pr h fr c ha mr f ha rbfr marrd cup d wa p wh ach hr aymr. M adwm, h cam, d pac fr hm a, ad hrfr a pac hapara hm. Ad c h pac f para rcd bw hm, adhy ca g ff hday whu h parr, hy ca h rum, r ddcmmc h gam f duc. th prbm, accrdg Pr, ha wxpc pr, a pu, prd wha a r cmmuy ud g: , frdhp, x ad hr frm f bdg. G yur para way,h rcmmd, ad yu w b brugh ghr. May cup bfd

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    thr a arfc pr h xamp Pr m prd hrf ,c afr a h d uccd pg h cup ghr r ca-g wr hr rahp. sh d wr ff hr by dg ach ca a mcham ha wud hp hm fac up h d ca wh hm ca whu hm. Wha hr r ad gd adcm uch ha hg d wh dr h x ha , hpaur f hg abu ahr, a Jacqu-Aa Mr dfd , ca afrm f dr whr y wrd rma a g f , ad whr uafac- aum a (+) au. Pr d m b ccrd wh a hrag

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    cfud a h ra fr cmg aay. Ad ha hy arr cfud wh wha d g u uch a ra, amy dr. thr dr g aay, whch hw laca parad frm cadrafrc.

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    a mday f xc a h rprd ca rur a m uxpcd par f. th hr a a prbm wh dr f whch ca b adha h ubjc d dr, bu ha h dr .

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    crbd hm. th dd rpd wha h ra f a ma a wma cad ad, ad f m cuur cr h fac h,prhap, bcau hr fmy b .

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    bc. s ccr pch whr hw mad. l x wudb laca uma ccu f h dcur, prdd w apprach hxc agd h xc f h xua ra.

    laca mad h ffh m. l prma f f hrar dffr md f cudg hard, aggr, raag r wha hcad hainamoration, a ha-g parrhp wh ahr. if hr -capg rpby frm ubjcy, hr capg frm gm, mwhr ad ccag mwhr . Wha laca ad abu

    Gd ad fr . thga cud d much br whu Gd ha hcud. Cud w ay ha h cd f Gd rahr ha Gd hcd f ? Ad f w ca d whu Gd a h ucra ohrwh dmad h acrfc f wha dar, bcau aradycrbd whu Gd r Gd h Fahr g u, whch whyacrfc bcm pb? nhg prhap a ucra.

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    h cr pychaay? thr a cr pychaay ad prhappychaay f w away b a ram f a cr. i h achglaca rd car f h sr f h mar gfr, h o ha mrg,

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    whhr rg r cc, a suprm Mag. By dg ha h rdcar f bmbardg h r wh mag ad wh achrg p,whch wha h mar gfr d; by mag h gfr ad h g-fd a cup, r a mag, a dominantaf mag, a laca pu, uggg prhap ha f mary frg muc frg pch hr. th prgr f h achg appar a a prgr f hcr, frm h cr f h gfr hrugh h cr f h ac h g-fr h cr fjouissance h ar pha.

    th cr f h gfr a ura, ad h cr f dcur a h -ca fuc f odpu, ad ward guary, amy ward h cr fjouissancecphrd ad dcphrd a h am m. t h x ha aayam a pag abujouissance, pychaay cud b dfd a a du-

    raa qua singularis. Wha h universalis pychaay f whaappar udr h fuc f h am, pychaay cad h nam-f-h-Fahr, h x hajouissance f h ohr a g f ?

    Wha h fahr ram h chd h frm f h xua fucccr mhg f h rdr f h abu, mhr a abujouissance,fr a fahr Hg. o h hr had, h ry fuc f h paramaphr p, h ca f h g wh ma a judgm, a dm- f wha ca b amd, wha mpb ay. A h d f h ach-

    g laca d h mpb h xua ra.s wha h cr f pychaay? Wh w h abu a cr wh abu bg guardd by h ubjc. i am gg yu h,h chd ay, bcau a cr. Bu h w d h f pychaay-. i pychaay h cr guardd by h ubjc bu by h b-

    jc. th cr f pychaay, h myry, ha d wh h bjc.tward h d f h wr laca brg h bjc cr bcau har hr a d, h mpb g ha rh c-u g, by , pa . Ad h ubjc wdr whhr wa

    h bjc prc frm h ar ha wa h hr f h dr ha adh ubjc . Fr h bjc qu h ha ca b cayhard, xchagd, ubud, h -cad gd r huma au. th b-

    jc ha ar hrugh axy rafrab r xchagab (mr r a a mu way c). i hr, i am ag abu h bjcha b rcd ad mu hrfr b g away h ohr. th hw laca augura h puraa f am f h fahr h baf a guar bjc wh h wrd: i yu bu, xpcaby, i yu

    mr ha yu bjc a ad hrfr mua yu.idby f h bjc, ghr wh h fac ha rurab

    ad xchagab, am wha w cur ryday f a a rag

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    prc f wha fr m r fr yu. thu uch a bjc dd hwh ry ma a xcu cam . th qu f wrhp f

    Jruam cud b prd h way. A h m drab bjc hadd cama, Jruam rma db ad uparab. Ad f ca b ddd, ca, hrfr, b rafrrd frm d ahr,ay ry x r w mh, r ry fu crc f f, rgu du,a a jyd by d u h bjc pad ahr d.o yar h ira, x h Paa, h h Chra, ha fhm wud ha ry fr hm.

    Fr h ar laca h dm f ha mrg a a g f . od x whu h hr, hc laca hainamoration, ha. Ha,a w a agr ad raag, p fr h ubjc a ry parcuar dm

    byd dr, amy pra. W rca frm h ary prd ha pra ra a h f h ac, amy h Penis-neidfr a wma, ad h ca-ra cmpx fr a ma. Fr bh x h ra wh bjc mdadhrugh a ac, whch why a magary fuc (magary fahr) madu f. i h mm wh w bam m fr crwg up ur f, whw rprach hm fr mag u adqua, md ad uab ur ha fudama hg, amy h xua ra. th b bamd fr uch axua cmpc h magary fahr. Bu ca a b a mm wh

    ha h (magary) fahr f ur u b gd ugh. th paagfrm h ra fahr, a ag cara, h magary fahr a, cahm a par f pra, bad h ymbc fuc f h nam.

    Wha laca cad puraa f h am ma ha ach prabar a dffr am, ha fr ach ubjc hr mhg . W cuday ha h aayc pracc am, hrugh fr ach ubjc mhg ,a ug h cr f jouissance, whr h parcuar ad guar u hy rac f h abujouissance f h mhr, a laca cad h Frudathg, das Ding. A erc laur pu , h fuc f h fahr gud

    frm dr ad h rr. or frm pa dr.th cr f pychaay h bjc ha mrg h paag.

    Whch prhap why h cr guardd by h ubjc bu by h bjc,mhg ha may appar a cmprhb a h upprr f argua f pychaay. Brard-Hr l w far a ay hapychaay h rgh h cr. i h gh f chgca dp-m ad ara way f rducg h xua fuc whr hrpra r h phau a a cd f dr m pay a par frm

    adp hrugh dg bab bab rdr, hr a mrg a rgh h fahr r h rgh h am. i far a chgy h d fh a, .. h d f ga ara, pychaay rma h d

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    f h am f h cr ad f ramg ad ud h cuarm.

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