the common prayer (serial novel) -- episode 13
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Restore thou them that are penitent;According to thy promises declared unto mankind in Christ
Jesus our Lord.
Chapter 37
Lincoln hurried out the door past his father, down the steps, and
through the gate. Turning left, he sped past the line of houses notknowing exactly where to go.
One thing I do know, and that is, I am not going back,he
muttered to himself as he glanced up at the night sky. Im a grown
man and I can do for myself. Ill show him I dont need him now and I
wont be needing him going forward.
Lincoln forced himself not to look back; he knew his father was
watching him, and would watch him until he was out of sight. Having
reached the end of the housing complex, he stopped by the main
street trying to decide which way to go. If I hurry I can make it to the
convenience store before it closes and give Bruce a call from
there,he thought glancing at his watch. He stepped inside theconvenience store just as the attendant was getting ready to lock the
door. The attendant was kind enough to allow him to use the store
phone.
ruce, Lincoln here. !an you come pick me up" # need a place
to stay for the night$maybe for the weekend.%
&hat do you mean a place to stay" # just dropped you off about
an hour ago at your house. &here are you"% ruce asked.
Lincoln told ruce what had happened. '#(m just tired of him
controlling my life. # want to live my own life now,% Lincoln said as he
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and ruce drove to ruce(s apartment which he shared with one
other roommate$)anny.
*ou(re welcome to stay here until you decide what you(re going
to do,% ruce offered. '# don(t want to put any ideas into your head,
but we have enough space for you to move in with us. &e(ve talked
before about you moving in with us after graduation.%
ruce was wrapping up his first year at the !ommunity !ollege
majoring in physics. He had graduated from the same high school
that Lincoln was attending and the two knew each other +uite well
having played on the school(s soccer team together. ruce was able
to secure a job at the financial aid office at the college on one of the
student work programs to help take care of a portion of his tuition.
The other part his parents took care of. ruce also did volunteer work
on the weekends at the hospital.
)anny should have been graduating with Lincoln, but he dropped
out of high school and opted to take a job. His family was well off
financially, but he had had several runins with them as well as with
the law stemming from spraying graffiti on the school walls more than
once and speaking disrespectfully to some of his teachers. Taking the
savings that his father had set up for him, he moved in with ruce. He
started his own lawn business and was doing +uite well.
- third friend, uke, would be moving in with them after
graduation. uke was a prankster and loved to see what he could get
away with. /nce he walked into 0adio 1hack, picked up a pair ofexpensive headphones, and calmly walked out. He later called and
spoke with the manager telling him what he had done and told the
manager they needed a better security system. He was interested in
law enforcement and did volunteer work at the local police station. He
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worry about him. 8od is watching over him, and He(s not going to let
anything happen to him that is not for his own good. # do not believe
8od ignores the prayers of parents for their children. Let(s pray for
him right now.%
Heavenly Father, we come before You asking that You would
answer our many rayers for our son, !incoln. !ord, You know where
he is at this time. You know whats going on in his heart right now.
You know what will haen to him on tomorrow. "hatever life lesson
You want him to learn, I ray that You would bring about
circumstances in his life to teach him that lesson. #nd, !ord, I ask
You to do it $uickly so he will not waste too many of the years of his
life wandering around aimlessly and full of bitterness. In %esus name
I ray. #men.
Laverne shuddered at her husband(s last re+uest, but knew it was
made out of love for their son.
I cant believe they still want to do things for me. # car& I missed
out on a car. 'y own car. 'an, that stinks( Lincoln(s father(s last
words to him before he had walked out kept resonating in his ears
throughout the evening and dampened his celebration3
You may want to think long and hard before you make a rash
decision.
You think youre ready but youre not ready esecially when you
are irresonsible, when you dont think of others, when you dont
resect authority, and when youre acting like a child.
Youre an overgrown, immature child and youre acting like one.
"ell, this day was sure to come, Lincoln thought.
The words stung deep within his soul and as much as he tried to
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block them out of his mind, he was unsuccessful.
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Chapter 38
*ou seem to be a million miles away,% ruce said slapping
Lincoln on the back when they arrived home after ending their
graduation celebration at a burger joint. The foursome stayed up until
the wee hours of the morning talking and discussing their plans for
the future. 'oes this have something to do with your parents" # saw
them talking with you after the ceremony.%
*eah. # was surprised they even came$considering my father
and # hadn(t been getting along too well. Things just got so bad #
walked out. #t seemed every direction # turned he was blocking my
path. # felt so suffocated # had to remind him that # was no longer a
boy and that according to state laws # am a grown man.%
#t(s ama9ing how soon our parents forget,% )anny said. '# got
tired of my mother wrapping her apron strings around me. 1he was
boohooing and carrying on when # told her # was getting my own
place. 1he begged me to give her the address, but # know better than
to do that; she would be over here every day. # have to control that
relationship so # call her when # feel up to it just to let her know # am
still in the land of the living. *ou saw how she was crying at the
graduation. )an, that was embarrassing:%
The boys chuckled.
&hat(s getting to me is that my father gave me some money $
>.>>,% Lincoln said. '# was not expecting anything. He told me
they had already planned on giving it to me as part of my graduation
gift and that just because # left that was no reason for them to go
back on their original plans.%
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# sure wish # had a father to do that for me,% uke said matterof
factly. '1ometimes, # feel a little guilty leaving my mother like that; but
# could not take being treated like a little boy anymore.%
# know that feeling,% )anny said.
&hat your parents did for you is true love right there,% ruce
said. '&hat was the other part of their graduation gift"%
*ou guys wouldn(t believe it$a car. He was going to take me
down to the dealer and let me pick out my own car.%
/h, man, that(s a bummer,% uke said.
ruce spoke after a few seconds of silence. '#f # were you, #(d go
and apologi9e to your father. *ou know, make things right. Hear me
out first before you cut me off,% ruce said when Lincoln started to
protest. '*ou don(t have to go back to living with your family, but #
think you should apologi9e to your father; that(s the right thing to do. #
know you feel guilty whenever you think about it. &hat if you need
him further down the road"%
&hat are you getting at"% Lincoln asked.
*es, why would you say something like that" His father was
stifling him just like my mother tried to do me,% )anny said. ')y
mother was stifling me, and now that # walked out she(s reaching out
for me. # don(t know how many times she(s apologi9ed to me begging
me to come back home.%
This is different. Take it from me3 a father is different,% ruce
said. '# had my runins with my father. He gave me the option3 getmyself together and stay, or not change and leave. )y mother took
me aside and told me the best thing to do is to get myself together
and stay if for no other reason but for the free room and board. 1he
told me that they did want me to go out and learn to live life on my
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own, to be a man and to take on some responsibilities, but they just
wanted me to leave on good terms. 1he also told me that if # left right
and not in anger they would have my back whenever the need arose.
/ne day, # asked my father why he was so hard on me and he toldme he did it because he wanted me to be a responsible and
disciplined man; he wanted me to be responsible for myself, and if #
planned on being a husband and father one day that # needed to
begin acting like that now.%
&ell, how did you end up getting your own place"% uke asked.
/h, # shared with my ad that # wanted to go out on my own to
start learning how to be a man like he said. Those words were music
to his ears,% ruce said. 'He helped me get in here and he told me if
# ever run into any financial problems to just give him a call but only
after #(ve looked at all my options. He pretty much told me to act as
though # had no family but at the same time to know that he would be
there for me as a last resort. He also told me that whatever # decided
to do to do it honestly.%
That(s because you have a good father,% )anny said. '# have no
father.%
&ell ? # believe you can work with your mother by respecting
her,% ruce said. '# just don(t think any good parent would desire evil
for their children. *our parents may handle you differently from how
my parents handled me but it all boils down to the same.%
That sounds like something your father said,% uke said with a
laugh.
*ep, you got that right,% ruce said. 'Lincoln, you should
consider fixing things between you and your father; it will work in your
favor in the long run. 4or them to go ahead and still give you the
fifteen hundred dollars says they have no hard feelings toward you
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and are willing to forgive. The ball(s in your court.%
Lincoln went to bed thinking on ruce(s words. I areciate the
money, but I )ust dont feel I should aologi*e for anything. I still feel
he was being too hard on me. +lus, I got my own life to live. nowing
him, he would robably come droing by every evening on his way
home from work to try to tell me what to do. Ill )ust leave things as
they are for right now.
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Chapter 39
Laverne and enise had a +uiet ride home from the 9oo.
-hats what life is all about loving and caring for one another,
and not always utting yourself before others,Laverne thought. !ord,
)ust hel me to love /enise and hel her to feel that love.
The !larke family welcomed enise into their home.
*ou know,% Laverne(s husband said to her as they climbed into
bed that night, '# believe 8od sent her here to remind us that we need
to get out of ourselves and begin thinking of others. &hen we have to
share our things with others, it teaches us to be more appreciative of
what we have.%
*ou(re right,% Laverne said. 'Larron, #(ve been acting like a nut
giving you a hard time about the financial and spiritual changes you
are leading this family to make. #(m sorry about that. The Lord used
)rs. &hitaker and enise to show me that life is not all about getting,
and neither is it all about me; it is all about 8od and giving.%
That(s a lesson we all need to learn,% Larron said. 'La5oi seems
to be getting it. # heard her and enise giggling and carrying on in the
room like old friends, and that(s a good sign.%
Laverne smiled. '# guess when 8od takes someone or something
away from you, He replaces it with another person or thing of e+ual
or greater value.%
Larron placed his hand on top of his wife(s hand. 'on(t worry
about Lincoln. 8od is watching over him.%
# just wish # knew where he was$you know$how he(s doing. #
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fear for him.%
&e(ll just have to continue praying for him. 1ometimes love
means letting a person go,% Larron said. '1ome of us just have to
learn things the hard way.%
The family attended church on 1unday, and everyone was glad
they did especially for enise(s sake. 1he seemed more cheerful and
at peace after hearing 7astor Tourneau(s sermon from 7salm
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and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance
were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them. How precious
also are thy thoughts unto me, / 8od: How great is the sum of them:(
8od loves you so much that He not only took the time to make us inHis image, but He took the time to make each of us a uni+ue
individual.%
'y substance being yet imerfect1, thought enise over and
over. Yet, He still loves me with my imerfect leg. 0od still loves
me.- cheerfulness that she could not contain seemed to overtake
her.
# believe that )rs. &hitaker(s 8od loves me,% she told the !lark
family at the dinner table, 'and # love Him too. 6ow # do not have to
wish # was like other people. # no longer have to worry about what
people are saying about me or even thinking about me.%
-nd so the !lark family continued with enise as a joyful new
member. They prayed for Lincoln(s safety everyday. Laverne looked
around as she drove to and from work hoping to catch a glimpse of
her son? hoping today would be the day he would return home.