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The Church of the End-Time Zombies
Detoxing from Religious
Counterfeits
By Pamela Sheppard
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Copyright 2015 by Pamela Sheppard All rights reserved. ISBN 978-1-312-86982-0 Sheppards Counseling and Publishing Center PO Box 356 East Greenbush, NY 12061 To protect the privacy of the individuals referred to, names of persons and other details and circumstances have been changed. Unless otherwise noted, scriptural references in this publication are from the New King James Version. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, be it electronic, mechanical, photocopy, recording or any other, without the prior permission of the author/publisher. For current information about books, visit www.lulu.com/spotlight/pam_s911 Email address: [email protected]
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The Preface
In 1988, Geraldo Rivera televised a program that
centered on Christian Cults, with the subtitle Zombies
for Christ. Interviews were held with people who
underwent deprogramming from the influence of
charismatic, fundamentalist leaders and churches. The
title stuck in my mind. As such, the use of the term
zombies for this book seemed appropriate because I
perceive that the entire institutional church is a
Christian cult. Until the spiritual blindness is removed,
all church attenders are akin to zombies.
After the Apostle Peter declared that Jesus is the
Messiah, the Lord responded by saying, And I say
unto thee, Peter, that upon this rock, I will build my
church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.
To prevail means to overcome, win over, or succeed.
The rock in this symbolism is not Peter but rather what
the Father revealed to Peter, that Jesus is the Messiah.
The Lords church is built upon the rock that is Christ
Himself. He is the Head of His church.
As you read this book, you will come to understand that
in these later days, the institutional system is not the
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Lords church. Not only is He not the head of Her, but
in His own words, there was a time when He stood
outside and knocked.(Rev. 3:20) The invisible church of
Christ is neither a building nor an institutional system.
The spiritual church is the Body of Christ, consisting of
all born again believers, both living and dead.
Since Satan is the god of this world and since the
institutional church is also in the world, Satan has power
and authority in the Harlot. His army of fallen angels
and demons have strategically swooped in with false
doctrine and practices. Many churchgoers have already
departed from the faith and even some of the very elect
have received false conversions and counterfeit gifts. .
Yet this book is a beacon of hope, echoing the Lords
words, that the gates of hell shall not prevail.
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Acknowledgements and Dedications
I am blessed to have been sent a group of wonderful friends and associates who I love dearly and whose love I experience every day. So my sincere gratitude goes out to the members of RESCUE, for allowing me to share some of their personal experiences and testimonies as expressed in their conversations on an online private WordPress Blog called Rescue Fellowship. Each of your contributions is extremely meaningful for the work the Lord Jesus Christ has committed into our hands. I also want to thank the artist, Michael Duggan for succinctly depicting my vision for this bookcover. I make references to various bible scriptures with only a few direct quotations from the New King James Version.
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Contents
INTRODUCTION..1
CHAPTER 1 The Zombie-Masters, The Rats and the Roaches .. 11
A Telepathic Communication ...................................................... 11
The Message Received on July 27, 2007 ...................................... 12
The Church Addict ........................................................................ 14
Comments From Former Zombies ............................................... 18
The Process of Deception ............................................................. 22
We Must Know Ourselves ............................................................. 24
The Importance of the Altered State (ASC) ................................. 27
The Pastors Dilemma .................................................................. 29
CHAPTER 2 ................................................................................. 31
The Flesh, the World and Its Institutions ....................................... 31
The Role of the Prosperity Gospel ............................................... 33
Leaving the IC is Not Easy .......................................................... 35
I The Tree and Its Fruit ................................................................ 38
What Did the Lord Say? ................................................................ 38
Hurt People Hurt People .............................................................. 40
Four Reasons Why Repentance Won't Occur ............................. 49
CHAPTER 3 ................................................................................. 53
Salvation and the IC ........................................................................ 53
The IC and the Great Falling Away ............................................. 53
The Most Dangerous Churches ................................................... 55
Charles Finney and the Fake Jesus .............................................. 57
The Sinners Prayer ....................................................................... 60
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The IC Omits or Minimizes the Resurrection ............................. 66
The Cross Without the Resurrection ............................................ 70
A Dead Spirit Cant ACCEPT JESUS because it is DEAD! ! The
dead can do NOTHING. ............................................................. 72
All Sorrow Is Not Godly ................................................................ 75
The Dark Night of the Spirit ........................................................ 76
The Difference Between Saved And Being Born Again ............. 78
CHAPTER 4 ................................................................................. 83
Why A Zombie is A Zombie ........................................................... 83
God Does Not Will For You! ........................................................ 83
Confirmation .................................................................................. 84
Passivity in General ....................................................................... 87
A Blocked Conscience .................................................................. 90
The Unpardonable Sin and Blasphemous Thoughts.................. 92
Spiritual Personality Disorders ..................................................... 95
How the Devil Uses Zombie Passivity ........................................ 98
Zombies and Lack of Discipline ................................................ 100
Just Plain Lazy Zombies ............................................................. 101
Countless Zombies Susceptible to Witchcraft ........................... 106
CHAPTER 5 ................................................................................ 111
Fruits of the Altered State of Consciousness.................................. 111
A Composite Profile .................................................................... 115
The Jezebel Spirit ........................................................................ 117
Joels Army.................................................................................... 118
A Perverse Generation Seeks Signs ............................................ 120
CHAPTER 6 ................................................................................ 139
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The Chakras and the Kundalini .................................................... 139
Opening Chakras : The New Bondage ...................................... 139
Chakras As Demonic Doorways ................................................. 140
Chakras: A Charismatic/Occult Connection ........................... 144
Visualization and the Chakras .................................................... 145
Kundalini Energy ........................................................................ 149
Symptoms of Kundalini Activation ............................................ 152
The Kundalini and Fasting ........................................................ 159
Reiki? The Enemy Heals Too! Then Comes the Torment! ..... 162
Zombie, Fix Your Life! .................................................................. 171
Expose the Darkness! ................................................................. 171
The Lords Prayer Is Also For Sinners ....................................... 177
Wake Up, Zombie! ...................................................................... 182
Prayer Language? Demonic Babbling ...................................... 184
Be Discerning When Praying For Others .................................. 187
Bibliomancy is Witchcraft........................................................... 193
Be Angry, But Sin Not! ............................................................... 195
CHAPTER 8 ........................................................................ 203
Are YOU Born Again? .................................................................. 203
Reasons Why False Conversions Occur .................................... 205
Torment As A Sign ...................................................................... 213
Condemnation As a Sign............................................................. 216
Know Them By Their Fruit ........................................................ 225
CHAPTER 9 ................................................................................ 231
RESCUE: A Religious Detox Journey ........................................... 231
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INTRODUCTION
A Word From A Former Zombie: A minister Who No Longer Goes To Church
Born again 38 years ago, I have been a minister of the
gospel of Jesus Christ for 33 years, licensed 10/25/81
and years later, ordained. Twenty-five of those years, I
served as both a pastor and an evangelist in a well
known African American denomination. I even founded
my own church in 1996 which I closed in 2009. Today, I
do not attend church, at all. I personally believe that
church is a dangerous place to be, particularly for the
sincere follower of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.
The Lord came to me as I slept in September 2003. In
that dream, He stated that He could not use me in the
denomination where I was serving because Pam, you
are a candle hidden under a bed. Then, almost as an
afterthought, He turned around and reminded me to
let them put you out. I did not understand how the
Bishop and the rest of the leadership could put me out
after 25 years of faithful service. However, a week after
the dream, I learned of a secret plot against my online
ministry which I had started in 2002.
I must admit that I definitely did not want to come out
of the church. Yet that compelling dream left a
powerful impact upon me. So against my normal
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reaction to fight back when wrongfully accused, I
remained in silence and let denominational leaders have
their way. I chose to be obedient to the Lord without
fully understanding His reasons so I let them put me
out, not realizing at the time that I would never belong
to any other church again.
Looking back over the last 12 years since that dream, I
am humbled by the fact that the fruits of obedience have
been extremely rewarding on a spiritual level. In short,
the knowledge and wisdom imparted to me in the last
ten years have been astounding. Revelation reach an all-
time high in the summer of 2006. I heard in the spirit a
message that declared that the church had already been
judged. Consequently, I certainly did not want to
believe that this prophetic word came from God. How
could I continue in Christian ministry without the
authority and back up of such a powerful worldwide
institution? I thought to myself this has GOT to be the
devil.
This is what zombies do. They rationalize, minimize,
and shove the truth on a shelf to gather dust, simply
because the revelation does not suit their own personal
agenda. Yet another zombie tactic is to assume that
messages sent to them from the devil are from God
when it suits them, which is generally all the time. Yet
when they receive a word from God that does not fit in
with their preconceived plans, they set out to disprove
the message. Oh my! So for one solid year, I tried the
spirits by studying church history. I thought to myself,
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there will be something in church history that will
reveal the truth.
The result was my 4th book, the Fake Jesus: Fallen
Angels Among Us. In 2008, I shut down the church
that I started in 1996. Also in 2008, I deleted from
everywhere my ministerial name as my studies proved
the name Healing Waters was sent to me through a
false prophecy uttered by a ning year old, inspired by
Maitreya. Then an astounding, life-changing event
occurred on June 25, 2007 when I went to church for
one last time. On that day, and for the next two days,
the Lord revealed so much that it was like reeling
around in a whirlwind yet not falling, nor was I dizzy. I
was shocked but at the same time, everything made
sense.
In order to understand my position, you need to know
that I am not coming from whether or not there are
good churches or bad churches. Certainly, there are
both, a situation that has continued for centuries. Even
in our times, there are some wonderful, good people and
excellent programs operating in plenty of churches.
However, this is the power of man. This is the power of
human flesh. No one can deny that human beings can
do some good and wonderful things without God. For
example, man has proven that he can build a rocket and
walk on the moon. Man has also conceived the very
computers that we all use and share with a wealth of
information at our finger tips. This is a good thing.
Likewise, just because a church is good doesnt mean
that God is there.
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So be warned! When your OWN eyes have finally been
opened, look out!!! Being deceived by church leaders
can be taken as a personal insult when you perceive that
you have been duped: bamboozled, run amuck, gone
astray, hoodwinked, made a fool of. Dont even go there
in your thoughts about all of that hard earned money we
put into the hands of religious demons. Lord, Help!!!! In
my own case, truth has been so liberating that it has not
mattered that it took 30 years to find. I have pressed on
and I no longer look back. I certainly dont cry over spilt
milk when the Lord has so much meat to share!
My position is this.
The bible foretells through Paul to the Thessalonian
believers that in the last days, a time in church history
would come when God would send strong delusion.
In like manner, Paul even warned Timothy that in the
last days, there would be a group of demons who would
infiltrate the churches with false and mixed doctrine,
capable of even causing some of the elect to depart
from the faith and give heed to or listen and absorb
devilish false teachings.
From my work on the Fake Jesus, I have been
convinced that THAT DAY came already. It is quite
possible that Strong delusion has already been poured
out. Paul also wrote that the Anti-Christ was being
restrained by the Holy Ghost. Even so, there would
come a day in church history when the Holy Ghost
would be so grieved that He would be taken out of the
way. Paul wrote to the Thessalonians that when the
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Holy Ghost is taken out of the way, the anti-Christ
would be revealed.
With the preparation of the book the Fake Jesus
particularly the info about the ascended master known
among occultists as Maitreya, I now suspect that the
Anti-Christ is really a fallen angel. Certainly this angel
will use the body of a man at some point and he has
already done so. According to Benjamin Creme,
Maitreya was revealed in July 1977. I was born again in
March 1977, just 4 months before Maitreya was revealed.
Consider that if the fallen angel who calls himself
Maitreya has already been revealed, then strong delusion
has already been poured out. 1
So how did I get to church in the first place? Well, I had
3 dreams that sent me to an African American
denomination in 1979. I learned just as I finished The
Fake Jesus that those dreams came from the religious
fallen angel that is assigned to me. The book Come
Out of Her, Gods People addresses why the enemy
would actually send me to church and why God would
allow it to happen.
It is important to note, that I didnt become born again
from the word preached either in church. In fact, no
churchgoer either witnessed to me or invited me to visit
their church. Instead, I became acquainted with the
gospel through the holidays and various movies about
1 Pam Sheppard, The Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us, Pam Sheppard Publishing, 2007.
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Jesus. I had heard that Jesus had died for my sins and
that He was raised from the dead. I heard, I understood,
and I did not believe.
Nevertheless, in spite of my former godlessness, I
became born again because the Holy Ghost drew me to
the cross on March 29, 1977, on a Monday around 4 pm.
That very day, He caused me to see that I was a sinner
and He led me to repent. Faith was dropped into an
atheist to believe that Jesus was dead and He got up
from the grave in His physical body. It was like a
lightbulb went off in my spirit where it has remained
there like a hard rock in my spirit where He still lives
after 38 years.
Without ever having heard a word preached in a sermon
by a minister behind the pulpit, God saved me. It is an
experience that absolutely no one can take away from
me. It is an experience that every born again person
MUST have. This book will blow your mind and than
empower your thoughts with compelling information as
to why no born again experiences are happening in the
institutional church,-nor at revivals, crusades,
conferences, meetings or as you watch your favorite
mega preacher on television or listen to him or her on
radio.
Therefore, it stands to reason that if God saved an
atheist without any church background who had never
even read the bible, then God can save anyone
anywhere, without using institutional churches. This is
the symbolic message behind my born again experience.
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As a former zombie for 25 years, it took me three
decades for this particular revelation to sink in. You see
the church of the latter day zombies is really the end-
time church of Laodicea. We are poor, blind, naked,
stupid, calling what is of the devil as as a message from
the Holy Ghost. Yet, when we wake up and buy gold
from the Lord refined in the true fires of God, our days
as a church zombie are OVER!
No doubt, the word of God has been heard around the
world. There is no where that the name of Jesus is not
known. To preach is not to stand behind a pulpit with a
sermon. To preach is to proclaim or simply to tell the
story of Jesus. Where in this world are you going to find
ANYONE who has not heard the story of Jesus? The
real problem today is that those who have heard the
word in church simply do not understand it. I am
willing to say that 95% of churchfolk do not understand
either repentance, rebirth, or the resurrection. Without
an understanding, they are not yet born again. (Matthew
13:23) Yet they believe that they are converted because
they have given heed to doctrines of devils. They are
like zombies, stumbling around in the dark.
In this book, it will be explained to you in a clear and
concise manner as to why the worst of all the doctrines
of devils is the sinners prayer and the invitation to
Christian discipleshipdoctrines suggesting that by
your choice, you can enter the kingdom of God.
Whatever happened to no man is saved of himself,
salvation is a gift from God, lest any man boast that I
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accepted Jesus. No. We dont accept Jesus. He accepts
us---a choice made from His own sovereign will.
The bottomline is that I believe the church age has been
over a long time ago---perhaps 50 years, definitely since
1977. Actually, every single church on earth is a fruit of
Catholicism. Catholicism is an evil, corrupt tree. Jesus
said that good fruit cannot and will not come from a
corrupt tree. Certainly, there are people in church who
are born again, the elect of God. However, they are not
redeemed because they heard a sermon preached in
church. They are born again because the Holy Ghost
brought them to the cross. I contend that every born
again churchgoer did not receive salvation because of
attending a local assembly, but in spite of it.
I hope you will be equipped to digest the strong
meat that shall be laid before you within these pages
and that you will go forth and set a Church Zombie free!
The reason why every churchgoer needs this book in his
or her hands either in paperback or on his or her
electronic device of choice is that in the years ahead, you
will have to stand alone. Certainly, you are all welcome
to come and join us at our online ministry called
RESCUE. As long as Internet is available, we provide
more individual support than any churchgoer has ever
received or ever will receive in a building. We can
provide you with counsel and advice to support you
while you are on your own in your community. My
perspective is that even if the Internet becomes unsafe,
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you can reach for this book to find the wisdom you need
to address your individual and local concerns.
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CHAPTER 1
The Zombie-Masters, The Rats and the Roaches
A Telepathic Communication
When I left the church in 2004, I did not know that it
was a permanent move. I expected that the Lord would
lead me to another church affiliation. I had my eye on
Rev. Paul Mortons organization, the Full Gospel
Baptists. It seemed a great choice for me because I had
been ordained and served in a denominational church
very compatible with the Baptists, yet I was also a
Pentecostal in orientation, belief and practice. So when 3
years passed and I did not have a leading to join ANY
church, I wondered why. It didnt take long for me to be
answered once I sought the Lord in prayer. In less than
a week, a kind of telepathic communication took place
to let me know that I was not to join any institutional
church, ever again.
I was spoken to in a kind of parable. I was asked,
Pam, would you put curtains up at the windows of a
condemned building?
I thought of all of the condemned buildings I had seen
growing up in the inner city. I answered in my mind.
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No, I would not.
Then came a kind of speech, more like a telepathic
pattern of thought that went something like this.
A homeless person will make a home in a condemned
building. To escape the elements of the weather on the
outside, he will satisfy himself and make do with no
heat, no running water, no lights, and he will share his
dwelling with its occupants: the rats and the roaches.
Then I was hit in the face with the next outrageous
statement.
Pam, if you try to edify the organized church with
seminars and conferences, you will be putting up
curtains at the windows of a condemned building.
Wow. I was stunned. I had already begun to conduct
deliverance seminars with the first one in Bermuda and
the second one in Lawrenceville Ga. I was planning the
third conference when this spiritual conversation
transpired.
The Message Received on July 27, 2007
Metaphorically speaking, it was clear to me that the
condemned building was a symbol of the entire
institutional church. I reasoned that if this rather
strange conversation was from the Holy Spiritthen
the metaphor clearly suggested that the institutional
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church, ---herein referred to as the IC--- is condemned,
in other words, judged already.
As this strange parable continued, it was explained
that zombies who attend church regularly are those who
are afraid of the outside elements of a dangerous and
sinful worldand rightly so. Therefore, it makes sense
to run inside of church walls for protection. The other
symbols were explained. For example, the reference to
light and heat. When churchgoer zombies run inside,
what they find is no light. Yet God is light. And they
find no heat, no warmth. No running water in the
condemned building means no rivers of living water, No
Holy Spirit. No heat. No fires of the Holy Spirit.
Amazed and shocked, I realized immediately that this
modern-day parable was clearly revealing that the Holy
Spirit has left the organized church. And no wonder.
Then came the strong punch line in the interpretation of
the rats and roaches. The voice went on to say that the
rats were the pastors and church leaders and the roaches
were the church members. For the sake of my title, I
have re-named the roaches. The roaches are a symbolic
synonym for the zombies. The pastors and the leaders
are the puppet or zombie masters, serving as hypnotists,
gatekeepers and handlers within every IC. The process
may vary from church to church but the goals, objectives
and outcomes are practically the same.
Leadership is looking for church members to become
addicted zombies.
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The Church Addict
What is addiction? A simple and concise definition is
that it is enslavement to a habit or practice or to
something that is psychologically or physically habit-
forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that the
cessation of the drug or substance causes severe trauma.
It had been my experience in working for decades with
addicts that a physical addiction can be controlled
within 30 days. However, in the addiction field, the
recovery period for the soul takes at least a year. The
soul also known as the ego in psychoanalyst is quite
mysterious. It consists of both the conscious and
unconscious mind, the emotions, the personality and its
disorders, perceptions, likes, dislikes and the will power.
Consequently, addiction may start in the body but the
real struggle to overcome it lies within our souls.
So too with the church addict. From 90 days to 6
months, perhaps a year, the church addicts mind must
be re-trained. False doctrines and practices that the
churchgoer has believed in for decades must be
challenged so that the soul can be renewed. As God
Himself has compared false worship to prostitution or
whoredom , I am not out of line in making a similar
comparison. A church addiction can be compared to
good sex with someone you know does not really love
you. Simply put, you get hooked to the thrill and the
feeling. Those of us who have never been there and
done that wonder what the thrill is for a masochist.
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Masochism from a psychiatric perspective is defined as
a condition in which sexual gratification depends on
suffering, physical pain and humiliation gained from
despair, deprivation, and degradation. The perpetrator
can be others or it can be self inflicted. Unfortunately,
masochists are known to find pleasure in self denial and
emotional pain.
So fallen angels and demons work behind the scenes as
they use church leadership to implement religiosity
without power. While the leadership verbally beats the
zombie both up and then down, the deceptive strategy
is to lull churchgoers into a false sense of security-to
rationalize and justify their behavior by concluding that
avid churchgoing is not only the right thing to do, but
that if they make the IC itself the center of their lives,
they will please God and live fulfilling, blessed lives.
How the Lord plays into this scenario is that the rats
preach that the roaches or zombies will find Him by
going to church every time the doors are opened.
When religious deception sets in, the zombie has already
mistaken faith in God for faith in his religion and in his
church. So they find shelter in both. Zombies become
addicted to the feelings they experience out of
manipulating people. After all, religion produces good
feelings, prestige, self-worth, a sense of protection, as
well as an opportunity to feel like they are in control,
when in reality, they are being manipulated and
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controlled by the religion itself.2
Countless tricks and deceptions are used to paint a
prosperous image. For example, leaders will often use
"logical fallacies," or logically flawed arguments, to
persuade and manipulate churchgoers into doing what
they want. According to Wikipedia,
"A fallacy is an incorrect argument
in logic and rhetoric resulting in a lack
of validity, or more generally, a lack
of soundness."
A very common fallacy used is called anecdotal
evidence, confirmation bias, biased sample, and
proof by example), "... it is the act of pointing
to individual cases or data that seem to confirm
a particular position, while ignoring a
significant portion of related cases or data that
may contradict that position."3
Here is a classic example, frequently used. The
leadership pushes members to tithe and "sow more
seed. So they pre-arrange that particular zombies stand
up before the church to give their testimony of how they
finally decided to give tithing a try, and almost
immediately thereafter, something really good
2 Steven Arterburn and Jack Felton, Toxic Faith, Experiencing Healing, Over Painful Spiritual Abuse, Waterbrook Press, 1991 Kindle 2001 3 En.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anecdotal_evidence
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happened to them. Maybe they received a big settlement
they had been waiting on for a long time, or a
promotion at work, or a check in the mail that they
hadn't been expecting, or perhaps they were approved
for a house or car loan they should not have been
eligible for with their credit rating, and things of that
nature.
These kinds of testimonies would have everyone
wanting to give more, because they thought if they
poured money out of their coffers and gave it to the IC,
the same would happen to them. The fact was, for every
member who'd had an experience like that, there were
many more who had been faithful in tithing and giving
offerings for years, yet never experienced any kind of
windfall or dramatic change in their financial situation.
But those people were not going to be asked to testify
about it in front of the church, so you weren't going to
hear those stories. The leadership showed you the
evidence they wanted the zombies to see and excluded
the real truth.
For zombies who have been raised in church all of their
lives, these kind of improprieties are rationalized and
minimized. Being bamboozled is not a problem because
these churchfolk can't even conceive a relationship with
God without church attendance. As a pastor for 17 of the
25 years I served in the IC, I know the game real well. I
was sincere in the work of feeding and tending Gods
sheep. Nevertheless, the challenge ever before me was
to find ways to fill the pews and then to keep the folk
addicted to coming back. I also was in contact with
hundreds of other pastors. As a handler, the average
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sermon preached on a Sunday morning focuses on
leaving your problems at the door and entering the
sanctuary with praise and thanksgiving.
Actually, the rat encourages the roaches to enter
into a psychological defense mechanism called denial.
Functioning as an enabler to the growing addiction,
the congregants reality is overlooked by minimizing
their problems for a few hours in order to get their
praise on! The praise and worship leaders, the altar
workers, the prophetsall support the pastor in their
unified quest to keep the doors of the church opened so
that they can continue to perform. To do so necessitates
unreasonable pressure as demonstrated by a small
sample of the many emails I have received on this
matter, as depicted in the following comments:
Comments From Former Zombies
From a former church zombie in Colorado
I had a prayer leader tell me that the devil wants to get
me out of church to beat the snot out of me, at the time
it did put fear in me not to miss a service nor those
exhausting 3-4 hour prayer meetings. Like we needed all
that just to stay prayed up for the 2 days until the next
service came along. I remember one gals husband
calling the church for his wife to come home because
her son was in a wheelchair and he needed help with
him. The pastor including the prayer leader (jezebel
type) swore up and down that we had to intercede for
the enemy to stop her husband from keeping her from
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the Lords work at prayer meeting. Such bondage and
slavery!
After those meetings, I would go home and during the
night, suffer sharp needle-like pains in my back and
shoulders. I felt the demons binding me. I was very
much in a contest to see who could spend the most time
at church. We never truly cared for who we prayed
for,,,,so and so would call me if I missed a meeting and
say, " Oh it was a 911 meeting, the Holy Spirit showed
up and GURL you MISSED it!" I used to hate that shit!
As a former zombie, I was so deceived and stupid, but
not anymore!!!
A former church zombie from Georgia:
When I was church hopping, I kept thinking, "Well,
maybe this one is right, maybe that one...no maybe this
one." I am a person who was pretty much RAISED in
the church, and my eyebrows were raised at a very early
age...but since this is all I knew to be the route, the
connection to God, I continued to immerse myself in it.
I went from Baptist, to a little bit of Pentecostal, to non-
denominational, to charismatic & apostolic.
I sought and sought after the truth, but all I kept
finding was different false doctrines everywhere! And the
main reason I church hopped was because a church
leader kept telling me that even though many churches
are false, there are still some out there that are "good"
churches...like hers. So hence, I prayed for God to lead
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me to the right church, and went from this one, to that
one, to the other one, still knowing that something was
missing or just not right with each one of them. I
thought it was odd that I never got a response.
I kept wondering why God never "sent" me to a
particular church. Well now I know why: BECAUSE
THE ENTIRE SYSTEM IS CONTAMINATED! So,
God would NEVER send me to something that is
contaminated. Next thing I know, I ended up leaving for
good this time, KNOWING that I was not supposed to
be in the IC, and realizing that all those times before
when I left my church and returned, that it was God
calling me out of the IC. At first I thought the problem
was just with MY church that I left, and that something
"better" was out there. But I searched and searched and
searched, and never found it. But what I DID find was
even MORE evidence that false doctrines are being
preached ALL OVER THE IC. Now THAT was an
EYE-OPENER!
A former church zombie from Kentucky
I felt like I was in kindergarten, even the elders were
babies, but they didn't know it. Some even taught that
we were to be like little children. I don't know for
certain, but I don't think that is what Jesus meant when
He said be humble like little children. There is a far cry
from being a responsible, stable, sound minded mature
humble adult, and from being a border line spiritual
imbecile. He said be humble like little children not
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ignorant like them, but that's just me. The humility that
these so called humble were presenting wasn't really
humility at all but pride in disguise.
Pride. Hmmmm. Lord have mercy. Attending church
on Sunday is really a walk on the red carpet for the
fashionistas to strut their stuff, and a place to show off
what they drive, where they work, how much money
they have and who they know!!! Where is God in all of
this?
A former church zombie from New Jersey
NO meat in the I.C! No true healing or deliverance from
sin. No true repentance that leads to true forgiveness
and reconciliation with God. Vague answers to sincere
questions. Misleading folks into false conversions. Too
much emphasize on tithing. Secular practices are
everywhere including taking secular music and
tweaking it to be gospel. Participating in pagan
holidays, traditions and now eastern practices such as
yoga, hypnosis, and the like. Fear is rampant in the i.c.
no peace. Fear of going to hell, being disowned by the
church. Works are focused on. Most believe that they
must perform works , they wear themselves out doing
works and then they crash and fall back into a sinful
lifestyle. Confusion, dissension, hypocrisy, pride, hate,
strife, etc
These four former zombies from different locations in
the United States touch on some rather serious matters.
Yet even more deadly is how the enemy uses the rats to
cause the roaches to lose themselves through the altered
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state of consciousness, also known as the trance. It is
actually the trance that precipitates the addiction called
either religiosity and more recently referred to as
churchianity. In Know the Facts About the Altered
State of Consciousness, the author quotes from the
written work of Dr. Elizabeth Hillstrom:
Altered states also have important commonalities. They can all impair one's ability to test reality, to think critically and logically or to remember. They create a passive state in which mental events seem to develop on their own and are simply experienced rather that being controlled. Many also weaken emotional restraints, allowing moods to swing from wild jubilation to deep fear and depression. In addition, they can all create perceptual distortions and hallucinations and precipitate unusual bodily sensations like numbness, dizziness, tingling or rushes of energy.... They can make people hypersuggestible, so they are open to many strange beliefs and are easily influenced by the suggestions of other people. Altered states have the singular ability to make all kinds of improbable events seem exceptionally real and significant.... One final effect of altered states is their apparent ability to facilitate or enhance mystical experience.4
The Process of Deception
The strategy of deception involves fallen angels to
stand by patiently watching and waiting for their
4 John Weldon and John Ankerberg, Know the Facts About the Altered State of Consciousness, ebook, 2012
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churchgoing prey to allow themselves to be induced into
an altered state of consciousness by any means
necessary. Once they spot an opening, the religious
angels seize the opportunity. The most well known and
classic example is that of Alice Bailey, the infamous
mother of present day occultism called the New Age
Movement. A churchgoing woman, Bailey is actually
the founder of what is known today as the occult.
Most startling is that Alice Bailey began as a Sunday
School Teacher in a Presbyterian church. Think of it.
An IC Sunday School teacher helped to promote the
New World Order.
In 1973, the late doctor, Kurt Koch of Germany outlined
what he described as an increasing chaos growing in the
intellectual and spiritual climate of our times:
1. An unquenchable thirst in the soul of man is
continuing to promote an increase in all forms of
mysticism, spiritism and musical ecstasy.
2. Mankinds sensual desires are promoting an
increase in sexual, alcoholic and drug
licentiousness.
3. The heightening of the spiritual need of our
times has led to the birth of the so-called
charismatic movement and other extreme
religious tendencies.
4. An overemphasis on the irrational is producing a
growth in magic and other mediumistic
practices.
5. The pandemonium of our times is most terribly
evident in the Judas, Spiritistic and Satan Cults
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which have recently sprung up in different parts
of the world.5
The times that Koch is referring to existed 40 years ago.
In 4 decades, the spread of mysticism has been
successfully carried out by virtue of the tremendous,
explosive growth of the charismatic movement within
the IC. Magic has successfully crossed over from New
Age occultism into the church and religious worlds. As
the Lord said, a perverse generation seeks after signs.
Clearly we are that perverse generation.
We Must Know Ourselves A Word From Watchman Nee
Some may learn yet such learning may not be thorough enough. Judgment or discernment comes not from knowledge, cleverness or mind. It comes from what we have gone through ourselves. Only after God has broken something in your life, will you be able to judge someone else. Therefore, let us not try to escape from discipline and personal dealing or we will not be able to deal with other people. We need to learn deeply so that we may be useful. Whatever lesson you have learned from discipline or revelation, that very thing you will store in your spirit. He who is broken most is the richest for ministering to others.
5 Kurt E. Koch, Demonology Past and Present: Identifying and Overcoming Demonic Strongholds, 1973, Translated from German, Kindle.
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What is meant by ministry, your ministry? It means that you use what you have learned and stored in your spirit to help others. This is ministry. One of our prayers ought to be to ask the Lord to increase His judgment in you so that you might be enriched, that you may appreciate what is truth and recognize what is problematic. The Lord will deal with our spirit daily until it becomes dependable.6
The problem with zombies is that their spirits are not
dependable. Such a condition is understandable when
we consider that the vast amount of churchgoers are not
even born again, which means that their spirits are still
dark, alienated from the life and the light of God. Those
who are born again will h but deceived born again
people have the light but it's like a lamp with a black
shade on it.
As an example, I remember when the Holy Spirit called
me out of the IC in a dream. He said Pam, I cannot use
you here for you are like a light hidden under a bed.
The year of this revelation was 2003. It is amazing that I
understood anything at all back then my discernment
was completely off. I thought what came from God was
of the devil and vice versa. Born again 26 years at that
time, I was still a spiritual knucklehead. So not fully
comprehending, I thought He was referring to one
denomination and not the entire church system. My
point is that even though you may be born again, other
conditions must be met to. Have reliable and
dependable discernment.
6 Watchman Nee,
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In spite of the vast variations within the IC relative to
doctrines and practices, one common denominator is
that the members lack spiritual experience, which
includes knowing how to try the spirits. Those in the
pews are passive, depending upon the experiences of the
leaders, particularly the pastors. Even in dealing with
the mundane issues of life, passive zombies often
respond with Pastor said. Suffice it to point out both
at this point and in other chapters that passivity sheds
light on the reasons why church members tend to make
poor decisions because they have suppressed their
commonsense. So when a poor decision is carried out,
zombies project blame on either the enemy or God
Himself, a matter that is addressed more than once in
this book.
Once again, Watchman Nee clearly points to the lack of
discipline as a major discernment issue:
The Lord is looking for dependable people. The more the discipline, the better the standard of discernment. How do I know which kind of Christian is right? People who have received more discipline are the most reliable. For there will come forth worthy diagnosis and judgment. We need to know our own selves. If we have learned to know ourselves aright, we will be capable of dealing with all men. Humans are all almost alike. You yourself qualify as a representative.
There is the seed of sin in all of us. Human nature in all of us is nearly alike. It is hard to find anyone who is altogether different. The difference is merely in the growing into fruit. If you really know yourself, you will be able to deal with most any person. Ones learning experience needs to be wide as well as deep so that none
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of what your brothers and sisters have learned will be beyond your ability to discern. Gods judgment enlightens you. Each and every instance of learning will increase the light, enabling you to deal with others. But should the discipline of the Holy Spirit not be deep enough, the dealing will not be thorough and broad, thus disabling you from judging many things. And if you find yourself unable to judge, do not ever try to discern with your mind.7
The Importance of the Altered State (ASC)
So you are thinking How is the altered state of
consciousness (ASC) obtained in the IC? I write about
it in my book, Come Out of Her Gods People and
also on my public blogs. Here is an excerpt:
Satan has always wanted to be worshiped and therefore he looks for every opportunity within a church assembly to steal some worship for himself. In order to do so, he confronts and overpowers human resistance by creating within the churchgoer an altered state of consciousness. As the worshipper enters the spectrum and attains the ASC, a fallen angel attempts to walk into a worshipper. Through deceptive devices, an effective trick can cause a worshipper to be at various levels of risk of demonism.
The passive situation for a churchgoer is to become like a puppet, a robot, even a machine. Passivity can also be obtained by a wrong interpretation of scripture. For example, a woman becomes a passive puppet, robotic
7 Watchman Nee, CHRISTIAN Fellowship Publishers, Kindle, 2014
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like machine when she accepts persistent physical battery from her husband because the bible says that God hates divorce. A passive Christian is like a zombie who is helpless in action. For this reason, he has not rightly divided the word because he believes that this is Gods will.
On the Charismatic side, good people have been deceived into accepting all things supernatural as of the Lord and they have made a voice from God the
deciding factor in every matter, both trivial and important. Passive believers have also suppressed their personalities to such an extent that they cant distinguish their own persona from demonic thoughts, visions and voices. 8
The truth of the matter is that every church zombie
should ask himself how did I come to believe what I
think I know about God, religion and the bible? The
problem is that I often hear church zombies brag and in
that proud, nasal tone, I have always known God from
a child. I think to myself yes, and you also knew Santa
Claus and the Tooth Fairy too. If we continue to
blindly concur with generally accepted ideas, isn't it
likely that others have done the same? I believe that if
Satan has deceived the whole world, since we all live on
the planet, it does not take a rocket scientist to figure
out that he has deceived us also.
8 Pamela Sheppard, Come Out of Her Gods People, 2010, page 198
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The Pastors Dilemma
As will be repeated throughout this book, ministerial
and laity leaders serve merely as figureheads or channels
to the nefarious plots and schemes of the unseen spirit
beings working for Satan as puppetteers pulling human
strings. We all have been lulled into a semi- or fully-
delusional state where we are drugged into believing
something we know deep down inside just isnt right.
We just went to church and went along with the
programs to get along. We didnt want to rock the boat,
so to speak, out of fear that we would be labeled
rebellious, unfaithful, unteachable, or a host of other
names leadership likes to place on thinking people who
were blessed with common sense AND wisdom to know
game when they see it.
When I was a faithful pastor in the IC, I had several
memorable dreams that showed me the spiritual
condition of the entire IC but I misinterpreted them. I
thought the dreams were pertaining to my former
denomination only. I understood years later that a
particular church in a dream was only intended to be
representative or symbolic of the entire IC. In several
dreams, The pulpit and altar area was defiled with
menstrual blood, feces and urine. I would dream about
toilets overflowing in the sanctuary. I also saw ministers
and bishops sitting up on a high stage get blown off if it
by a strong wind, followed by the words this is my
judgment.
I did not understand those dreams until three years
after I left the IC. I now know that the defilement
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represented the plagues. For in the natural, plagues have
broken out because of infectious, unclean conditions
caused by rats and other vermin. The unclean natural
condition of a house will cause it to be condemned,
boarded up.
Besides a condemned building, I also call the IC a
haunted house because it is filled with evil spirits who
have taken the IC over, due to the plagues. A haunted
house is filled with the demons that once inhabited the
dead who lived in that house.
The Lord Jesus called the religious folk of his day,
white washed tombs on the outside, contaminated with
dead mens bones on the inside. This is the IC today. It
is also a huge whitewashed tomb. A haunted house.
Dont let the white washed physicality, Her stained glass
beauty fool you. The spirit realm is invisible to our eyes
but it still exists. In the spirit realm, every pulpit is
covered in unclean blood, urine and feces.
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CHAPTER 2
The Flesh, the World and Its Institutions
Understanding the World
The word tells us that God so loved the world that He
gave His beloved Son to die as a sacrifice for sin.
However, God loved the people in the world and not the
systems of the world. The Lord Jesus did not love the
world or its systems. We are warned in scripture that if
we love the world or lust after it, then the love of God is
not in us. Implicit in bibles perspective of the world is
some very important information. Satan is the God of
this world. The Lords kingdom is not of this world. The
kingdom of JESUS Christ consists of people, both dead
and alive who are born again, chosen to be among the
elect of God, the body of Christ.
As such, the world consists of various systems that
include nations, organizations and institutions. So it
stands to reason that all institutions are being ruled by
Satan in order to build up his kingdom. So a very simple
question comes to mind. Since all churches are
institutions, either denominations, non-denominations,
Protestant or Catholic, how could the Lord Jesus Christ
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be the commander in chief of a worldly institution, run
by the devil?
The believers of the first two centuries were not a part of
an institution. It was only in the year 313 AD that
Roman Emperor Constantine decided to stop all
Persecution of Christians, become a Christian himself,
and then lay out the structure yesterday of what we call
church today. So simple logic tells me that since Satan
is the God of this world, then he must also be the God of
All institutions. Need I say MORE? The church has
been an institution since 313 AD so do the math.
In his book entitled Engaging the Powers, biblical
scholar, minister and author, the late Walter Wink
outlined a model of assumptions that fits all facets of an
institutional system. Wink addresses the need of the
system to control its members to prevent chaos. This
manner of control will require some people to dominate
others. Those who dominate often use other people to
achieve their goals. I'm keeping with the vernacular,
elite zombies and the lesser zombies. Also a valued end
justifies ANY means. Other assumptions include:
1. Ruling or managing is the most important of all social
functions.
2. As such, they should be rewarded by extra privileges and
benefits.
3. Money is the most value.
4. The possession of money is tangible proof of ones
political and social worth. To that, I also add religious
or spiritual worth, since the IC is also an institution.
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5. Property is sacred. Ask AMY member about their
church building.
6. Property ownership is an absolute right.
7. Great size is proof of the institutions power and value.
8. Institutions are more important than people.
9. God is the protector and patron of the institution.
10. God is not revealed to all, but only to a select individual
or nation, and their rulers and or priesthood.9
The Role of the Prosperity Gospel
Wink's model of assumptions remind me of the
prosperity gospel that started among American
charismatics about 30-40 years ago and has spread
throughout every denomination around the world.
MacArthur adds meat to Winks assumptions held by
worldly institutions, quite astutely expressed:
The prosperity message unashamedly calls people to place their hope in the passing pleasures of this world. Rather than denouncing wrong desires, it glorifies worldly lifestyles, feeds on sinful greed, and makes poppycock promises to desperate people: Get right with the Lord and he will give you a well- paid job, a nice house and a new car.
The prosperity gospel is more morally reprehensible than a Las Vegas casino because it masquerades as religion and comes in the name of Christ. But like the
9 Walter Wink, Engaging the Powers, Fortress Press, 1992, pg. 95
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casinos, it attracts its victims with glitzy showmanship and the allure of instant riches. After devouring their last cent, like a spiritual slot machine, it sends them home worse off than when they came. The subjective and mystical nature of charismatic theology is an ideal incubator for prosperity theology because it allows spiritual swindlers to declare themselves prophets, claim divine anointing, and pretend they speak with Gods authority in order to escape biblical scrutiny while fleecing people and peddling aberrant doctrines. 10
Actually, the prosperity gospel has armed corrupt
ministers to exert rule and control over the masses as
they insist that to prosper, all must sow seed to impress
God. The rats coerce the zombies to pay their tithes
and offerings through a kind of f ear based coercive
bargaining, ie you plant your seed and God will cause
you to reap a 100 fold blessing. If you don't give, then
you rob God and the fires of hell will burn hot for you. In
spite of this obvious scam, the zombies belief system
allows them to make excuses for this flagrant corruption
as leadership continues to pick their pockets.
In Engaging the Powers, Wink points out that at any
time, the populace can rise up and overthrow the world
system by virtue of their numbers but rarely does this
happen. The reason for it is deception. The
churchgoing zombie has believed lies to be the truth.
Then again, a victim to a lie has too much pride to
admit that he was duped. Zombies, though victims of
the I.Cs delusional system of false doctrine and
practices that clearly did not work, are nevertheless
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responsible for allowing the system to shape their souls.
Besides hearing directly from God as I did, a zombie has
the free will to use his or her COMMONSENSE and
declare, this mess ain't workin.
Yet there is a way to recognize the elect. The Lord
showed me several years ago that He shall make His
chosen ones lose every material thing that they have
acquired, in order to open their blind eyes to the fact
that the prosperity gospel is a lie from the devil. If it
were from Him then it would work.
Beside God having to make such a drastic statement to
His zombies, He also gave each of us a will power. Our
personal volition is the most important weapon to
achieve and maintain freedom. Simply, STOP GOING
TO CHURCH. You don't have to riot, sue, or maim
anybody. You don't have to stick around the IC to try
to fix what is broken beyond repair. Understand that
you gave your money to the devil and he is not going to
give it back to you. Nor will the church or the pastor
make good your losses. So just walk. Simply put----,
RUN!!
Leaving the IC is Not Easy
Yet, the psycho-social aspects of churchgoing make it
extremely difficult to give it up cold turkey. Culture,
history and the fear of going to hell play a big part in
sustaining the addiction. Fagetaboutit!!! Those whose
entire income has been supplied by the IC will most
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assuredly die in Her. Thank God that for 25 years a
minister in the IC, I maintained a full time secular job
Lets face it. If I had to depend on the IC for my
livelihood, I might still be in the institution called
church myself.
I personally don't address and dissect all the false
prophets, false doctrines and un-scriptural practices for
a very practical reason. Besides being an author, I am
also a pastor, a therapist and a deliverance minister. I
simply would have no time to do anything else but write
books as there are simply too many false prophets,
doctrines and demonic practices for me to deal with
each and every of them. So at the end of the day, I have
reserved my attention to examine those practices that
play a significant role in Satans end-time agenda, like
speaking in tongues, and the zombie fascination for the
supernatural as a few examples. Consequently, I try to
keep things simple by concentrating on the entire forest
and not every individual tree.
So I face the fact that there are a significant number of
church zombies today who are still looking for the right
church. I know how that is because I was once one of
them. Even though we know of the corruption of most
churches, we still believe that the deception has not
affected ALL churches. So if you have left the
institutional church for good, you are going to run into
people who will confront you on this matter.
Q How are you going to handle it?
There is more than one way. Here is a start.
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The bible foretells through Paul to the
Thessalonians that in the last days, a time in church
history would come when God would send strong
delusion. In like manner, Paul even warned Timothy
that in the last days, there would be a group of demons
who would infiltrate Christians with false and mixed
doctrine, capable of even causing some of the elect to
depart from the faith and give heed to or listen and
absorb these devilish false teachings.
From my work on the Fake Jesus, I have been
convinced that THAT DAY came already. Strong
delusion has already been poured out. EVERYONE
has been affected including ministers and members.
Demons are the authors of the false doctrines and
practices that almost the entire church stands upon as
pillars of truth.
There is ONE doctrine more dangerous than all others
that ALL churches go by. It s called by a few names:
easy believism, the decisional gospel based on the altar
call and the sinners prayer where you ask Jesus to come
into your heart and a religious demon responds. This is
so important that I have devoted an entire chapter to it
in order to explain the issues in more detail. Zombies
are deceived at various levels. So one of the facts we
have to face is biblical. It is this. For the way to
salvation is narrow and not broad and few will find truth
and be undeceived. So I focus on the few.
Unfortunately, to be un-deceived is the exception and
not the rule.
Here are some additional biblical variations to explain
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your position as out of churchers.
I The Tree and Its Fruit
The Lord teaches us to know the essence of a thing, you
have to look to both its root and its fruit. For
ANYTHING, the same test applies. A good tree does
not bring forth evil fruit and an evil tree does not bring
forth good fruit. So when speaking to others of a
different point of view, apply the Lords principle. You
may not find history one of your favorite subjects but
there is a simple way to expose the darkness in the
church.
So cultivate a historical perspective of how the
organized IC started with the Roman Emperor
Constantine in 313 AD, a fake Christian who did not
abandon his pagan gods. In fact, Constantine and not
the Pope, is the father of the Roman the Catholic
Church. All churches have the Catholic Church as their
mother. It is not difficult to present the witchcraft nature
of Catholicism. Since the root and the tree itself are evil,
how can one expect anything different from the fruit of
the IC? Its foundation, its historical roots, were
established by an emperor of Rome.
What Did the Lord Say?
The Lords kingdom of heaven parable in Matthew 13
speaks of the mustard seed that grew into a huge tree
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with many branches with the birds of the air coming and
dwelling in them.
The mustard seeds are the early apostles and disciples,
the 120 in the upper room. The trunk and the roots of
the tree is Catholicism. The branches are Protestant
churches and denominations. Jesus explains later in the
chapter that the symbolism of birds is that they
represent demons. Fallen angels and demons have
swarmed into the IC and taken her over with false
religion.
Then there is Rev 18:4 Come Out of Her My People.
You want to encourage those who are on the fence about
the IC to think for themselves. Revelation is
predominately an end-time book for end-time believers.
So clearly the Lord is speaking to the last generation
when He warns His people to come out of Her. So to
encourage free thinking, how can Gods people all leave
a nation? Gods people are in ALL nations.
If we were to leave the USA, where would we go?
Canada? The Caribbean? South America? Back to
England? Would God tell us to come out and not give us
the means to do so? Countries have immigration laws in
these times.
So could HER be a nation? Where are those who call
themselves Gods people? THEY ARE MOSTLY IN
CHURCH. Biblical symbols for Gods people
are generally feminine, both in the old and the new
testaments. Revelation mentions the harlot. The mother
of harlots is Catholicism, the mother of all
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denominations, sects and non-denominational churches.
Blasphemous doctrines and practices that are the most
glaring are those which add to or detract from the gospel
of Jesus Christ as both Savior and Lord. As Paul warned
the Galatians, to add to or detract from the gospel brings
a lasting curse with it. (Galatians:1:8) A curse is
synonymous with a plague.
What are the plagues? The worst plague is a curse of
spiritual blindness caused by delusion and demonic
deception. The worst of the worst is to be duped into
believing that you are going to heaven, and to die and
find yourself in hell for eternity. For what does it profit a
man, if he gains the whole world yet loses his soul?
(Matthew 16:25)
Hurt People Hurt People
Consider a news report of a pastor who was confessing
his sins before his congregation and he dropped dead
right there in front of them. When I looked at your
comments to that link, I believe that the pastors death
in his own church has a serious meaning. I have learned
over decades that God uses newsworthy events of a
shocking nature to send a wake up call to His people
and I will explore this trend further in an upcoming
chapter. Suffice it to say for now to my readers who do
not fully understand why I warn members to stay out of
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the IC, I revisit this subject with a spiritual explanation.
Unless your soul tie is broken to the world, the enemy
will try to draw you back into the the institution because
todays church IS the world. So my readers need to really
know why you need to stay out of that haunted house.
There are spiritual matters going on at an unseen level
that are quite dangerous because the IC has already
been spiritually taken over. Since God is not there, it is a
very dangerous place to be for the elect. The Lord
revealed to me that when I arrived at the IC in 1979, the
takeover had already taken place.
Looking back, I can remember how the enemy tried to
kill me in the pulpit also. Too much sorrow can kill you.
One day, A few church members did such an awful
thing to me in front of the entire assembled
congregation, that I fell down and lay prostrate over the
altar rail, weeping until I could barely stand and my eyes
swelled up so that I could hardly see. Satans problem at
that occasion is that my physical heart is way too strong
to induce death. Furthermore, the angel assigned to
protect me, DOES HIS JOB WELL!!!
Here is how the takeover of the IC was implemented.
When signs, wonders and strange religious practices
that did not emanate from the Holy Ghost are accepted
as divine, a spiritual invitation is made to the fake Jesus.
Without hesitation, the fake Jesus pushes his way
through the doors of your soul. When sermons are
preached by wrenching scriptures out of their context
for the purpose of making three points that have nothing
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to do with repentance, rebirth or the resurrection, an
invitation is made to the religious demon.
When salvation is taken out of the sovereign calling and
election of God and put into the hands of man to make
a decision for Christ then Satan moved from the
backseat into the pulpit. When unsaved people came to
church altars chanting as they sought to speak in
tongues, they invited demons to enter them and
countless of these folk are now tormented, almost fully
demonized.
As would be expected, the zombies followed the
preaching of a distorted gospel, looking for blessings,
success, and prosperity to come in the abundant life
they are taught that Jesus promised them. They have
been seduced into believing that they have a right to
the good life and all that prosperity entails. Rarely do
preachers even mention that serving Jesus Christ can
also bring trial, tribulation, trouble and in some cases,
even death. Consequently, Satans seat has been secured
by the gradual elimination of the cross from the gospel
preached in most pulpits.
Understand this. Statistics show that floods of people are
leaving the IC daily. The question is, where are they
going? It could be that many of these folk are just
joining up with yet another branch of the IC or doing
the IC thing at home. Opening a church in your home,
teaching the same false doctrines and practices, causes
that home to be just as dangerous a building as those
with stain glass windows. It becomes a condemned
building as well. Truly, unless you are cut off from the
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IC in your soul, chances are, the harlot will pull you
back in bed with her.
I can't repeat this warning often enough. The fact that
countless people have been indoctrinated into the I
accepted Jesus practice aka the make a decision for
Christ gospel are the worst abominations of them all.
For this form of idolatry distorts the word of God to such
an extent, than I am willing to estimate that 90% of
churchgoers believe that they are saved, and they are
not. Counterfeit spiritual births at the altars of God are
the absolute worst plague, the fruit of idolatry. This
horrendous sign is pervasive throughout the organized
church worldwide---a wide gaping hole for demonic
infestation and other horrendous plagues to enter with
ease.
It follows that plagues that can destroy the soul are
actually worse than those that debilitate the body only.
Sickness and disease are certainly among the plagues,
but there are several others. In our times, there are
plagues that were not around in other generations:
HIV/AIDS, crack, violence, drive by shootings, missing
children and so many more. Domestic violence and
drug abuse, spiritual abuse can also be addictive. For
example, even though I was certainly spiritually abused
by church leadership and by those I served as a pastor, I
had become ritualized and I certainly had no intention
to leave the institutional church because I thought God
sent me there. What a crock!
Of course there will always be the diehard zombies
who quote the scripture about not forsaking the
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assembling of yourself together with the brethren. Point
out to them that when the scripture itself was written,
the institutional church did not exist. So the Apostle
Paul certainly was not referring to Sunday morning
worship.
The world does not love Christians, so expect otherwise
is also deception.The more we truth, the more we will
realize that our journey is NOT popular. When I left the
IC behind, I lost friendshipsTHATS A FACT. What
I was hearing in the spirit was so revolutionary, so
radical, that I consulted with no one. I did do a search
and the only person I found on accord with me was
Harold Camping. I bought some of his books, only to
discover that he was still deceived in other important
areas. So I consulted no one and simply waited on the
Lord for direction.
Without seeking or listening to the opinions of others, I
found it much easier to stand alone. MOST people are
not interested in TRUTH. Church zombies worship
their religion so deeply, that they have no desire or
respect for the truth. They only want to hear what makes
them feel good.
Once you are significantly undeceived, you will find that
you cannot share what you are learning with everyone in
your lifenot your parents, not your siblings, not your
friends, and sometimes not even your spouse. Why?
Because not everyone is READY for the truth, and quite
frankly, not everyone is meant to know the truth.
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You cannot force truth on the world. In fact, as an
author and a minister, I don't pressure anyone to believe
me. I just pump it out in a Blog, a video or a book, like
BAM! In other words, take this or leave this as you have
a very nice day. I don't try to force blind churchgoers
to see that the religion they are in is not of God, but
instead a bunch of religious lies from the enemy.
What actually happens is that those who receive are
those who have already been prepared by the Holy
Ghost. You have got to leave that up to the Holy Ghost
to open their eyes and show them. It is NOT our job to
coerce anyone with the truth.
You will be required to be as wise as a serpent but as
harmless as a dove when zombies are sent to you by
God, so as to use you to help undeceive them. Some will
be sent by the devil to mock your ministry and to cause
confusion.
So, what do you do? You watch and wait and see. As I
preach truth in my online ministry called Rescue, it
doesnt take very long for me to tell the difference. When
it is the enemy, religious demons in zombies who are
bound by their religious
In the Charismatic churches, they teach that God allows
you to suffer to strengthen you for your high calling. As
such, the the enemy attacking us because he was
threatened by the mighty spiritual warriors zombies
have become, coupled with this teaching is that there
would be a huge blessing from God on the other side of
glory that would make up for tolerating spiritual abuse.
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Charismatics content that if a zombie just kept
persevering, one day he or she will have a mega-
ministry, a mansion, and fancy car.
Denominational zombies are different. They perceive
the physical church as THEIR property. As such, the
IC is a financial, cultural and emotional investment that
they refuse to relinquish. Also, denominational,
traditional churchgoers have witnessed ministerial and
lay leadership come and go. Consequently, they believe
that all they have to do is stand strong and committed to
the institution, and their enemies will either fly or off die
off.
Regardless of whether the IC is charismatic or
traditional, religion is so ingrained in many of us, that
oftentimes, it is difficult to make the distinction between
a pure desire, led by the Holy Spirit, versus a hidden
desire that will reveal your love for religion. It takes
awhile to identify the religion within us, and detox
ourselves from the very religion and religious acts that
have shaped us, and influenced many of our life
decisions. If you have been influenced by religion in any
way, chances are the very beliefs, morals, and values you
have are based on a religious foundation. In deliverance
counseling, I challenge everyone along these very lines.
For many religious zombies, the truth is a very difficult
pill to swallow. It is painful, yet I will challenge
everything church zombies have ever believed and
practiced that was taught to them by the institutional
church.
Heres a good tip: If it is the road the majority of the
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religious world is taking, then it is most likely NOT the
road to truth, for broad is the way and wide is the gAte.
that leads to destruction. If there is a less popular road
that very few are taking, chances are it could be the right
one.
Therefore, don't fret or trouble yourself about what
others are thinking or doing or what their opinion of you
is going to be. If your mind is clear and open to a fresh
way of reasoning, it will not be difficult for you to stand
your ground, without argument or debate.
Once out of the IC, I have continued to stand alone for
the last ten years. My asset beyond all else is that I have
a consistent, unwavering love for truth, even if truth
hurts. Why? Because the emotional pain is followed by
exhilarating personal freedom that builds up my spirit
as well as increases my faith in God Himself.
How about you? When tough times and tests come, will
YOU be prepared to stand alone? Or will you cave in to
pressure from those around you? Do you have the will to
stand against adversity? Will you stand your ground, or
will the ground open up and suck you under? Are you
TRULY ready to detox from your churchianity?
Andrew Strom, a charismatic once deeply involved in the
prophetic movement provides some meaningful insight
from his vantage point as an insider:
The people in the pews are almost as much to blame as their leaders in allowing things to become as sick as they have now become. However, it is very important to note that when the people of Israel fell into a state of serious
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spiritual decline, God often held the kings and spiritual shepherds of Israel directly responsible. Often, the judgment that fell upon the leaders as such times was far harsher than that which fell upon the nation as a whole. This is because they were some of the few who could have made a real difference....the obvious and brutal truth is this. It is simply not possible to have a lukewarm church unless the leaders are lukewarm, just as Israel was not able to fall into a state of worldliness or idolatry unless her kings and shepherds were men of compromise.11
Among those zombies who will go so far as to admit
they realize that the IC is corrupt, their emphasis is
upon saving Her. Saving Her is their solution primarily
because they mistakenly confuse the organization with
the Body of Christ. However, I believe the Lords
declaration of the prevailing power of the church was
not referring to Her as an institution, but as a spiritual
body of born again believers. The question is not
whether or not the IC SHOULD be saved. No, the
question goes a lot deeper. The question should really
be CAN the I.C be salvaged in its present
condition? Quite frankly, sin and deception have
permeated churchianity so deeply, that only a profound,
deep move of repentance and contrition could save Her.
As Jesus warned the Angels of 7 churches in the book of
Revelation, Remember therefore, from whence thou art
fallen, and REPENT, and do the first works, or else I
11 Andrew Strom, True and False Revival: Insider's Warning, Revival School, 2008 and 2012, page 109
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will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy
candlestick from its place, except thou REPENT.
(Revelation 2:5) Since He clearly states that the
candlestick is a metaphor for the church, it is apparent
that Jesus Himself will bring down the organized church
system, the entire thing known today as church.
Another related and important question to ask today is
has the opportunity for the church to repent expired?
My position is solid on this matter because I believe that
it was God who spoke to me and compared the IC to a
condemned building, as stated, the rats are pastors and
ministers, and the roaches are the pew warmers, also
known as the zombies. I don't expect everyone
wholeheartedly embrace a revelation that was personally
given to me. However, on sheer commonsense
reasoning, there are four practical reasons why I suspect
that wide scale IC repentance is not going to occur.
Four Reasons Why Repentance Won't Occur
First of all, too many preachers, even the sincere ones,
have made ministry a career rather than a
calling. They cant repent because their pocketbooks are
tied to church donations. There are several mega
preachers who are independently wealthy because they
became best selling authors. Even though they did not
make themselves independently wealthy from church
donations, it was zombies like you and I once
were who gave them their start in the first place, a
foundation they usurped on their way of up the ladder of
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tremendous wealth.
On the contrary, the livelihood of most full time pastors
is dependent upon continuing to do whatever they can
to pay their bills and provide food on their tables and
care for their families with something left for retirement.
Most pastors cant come out of the church simply
because they would experience financial ruin in a
failing economy.
Secondly, repentance would necessitate a fundamental
change in how the gospel is preached. Ministers can be
very proud folk. They would rather confess to some
kind of sin of the flesh before admitting that preaching a
decisional, come to the altar and accept Jesus, repeat a
sinners prayer gospel has caused people to invite the
fake Jesus into their hearts.
Thirdly, pulpits have already been taken over by
religious demons and devils. The grip of these unseen
forces has occurred because God Himself has sent forth
a spirit of strong delusion, causing zombies to believe a
lie. Preachers, even good, sincere, righteous men and
women are already under the power of seducing spirits
whose False and mixed doctrines they continue to
preach.
Last but not least is the ICs own understanding of why
she is falling: the Jezebel Spirit. Granted, there is no
such demon. I have read several articles on the subject,
written by an IC pastors. what I perceive is that this
entire Jezebel thing is the ICs late explanation of what
is happening to Her. The truth is that Fallen angels and
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demons are riding the backs of fake Christians and
using them to tear down each local assembly from
within.
What the IC is calling Jezebel is really the spirit of the
anti-CHRIST. In summary, these are rats and roaches,
planted by the enemy in each and every local, national
and worldwide assembly that operate like termites,
eating away at the system until it collapses from within.
In summary, IC Jezebels struggle over and usurp power
and authority by destroying other zombies. They
manage to get in positions of authority, and are difficult
to remove , once there.
Most who are considered Jezebels are not the pastors
but the lay leaders who support him. Pastors who want
full control are often intimidated by lay leade