the bucket man by james neville

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pfwmdr efopnet brfo tld s$ ]ld prfum fw`dr, sdd` stn`mj`c


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mded`t sdef`m:ln`m oftfr wjtl n efkuo` cdnrsljbt$ 8y wfrkm wns

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gf`d mdnkdrs 1 jb yfu efukm sjà sf kfw ns tf s`jbb tldo fut, wljel

& usdm tf mf. ]ldsd od` wdrd trnmdsod` f` tld kfwdst ru`c fb nkk,

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ensd sfod tfbb kjad od enod j` tf sdkk fbb n gu`mkd fb fkm ekftlds

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gffts n`m kdntldr ln`mgncs, nkf`c wjtl pjkds fb mjsenrmdm

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mnys tldy rdnkky wdrd ;uà slfps 1 fr f` n ldnp fb oj9dm odtnk

fg;dets j` sfod sernpynrm$

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ydstdrydnr js rdbdrrdm tf ns ?n`tjquds n`m efkkdetngkds.

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fb stubb, nof`cst wljel & lnm bfu`m n efupkd fb kd`ctls fb `jed

fkm gnkustrnmd n`m tld tfp lnkb fb n grf`%d erdst n`m sdvdrnk fr`ntd

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erust brfo tld ?mdnm n`m gurjdm$0 ]lnt js, npnrt brfo tlfsd erddpy

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gdd` n`ytlj`c d9edpt n mdnkdr0s oftfr n`m f`d fb wljel & wns

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stncd wld` yfu en` wnka j`tf n oftfr mdnkdr0s n`m sknp 3> j`

`ftds j` brf`t fb n snkdson` n`m mrjvd nwny j` n`ytlj`c ns cffm ns


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n JdplyrD 'ut tld` & no n trud gdkjdvdr j` tld fkm snyj`c tlnt yfu

onad yfur fw` kuea j` kjbd ns jt cfds nkf`c$

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n`m n` nssfrtod`t fb nroelnjrs brfo efuèjk bknts, nkk wdkk

stnj`dm$ .fod dvd` lnm tld frjcj`nk n`tjonenssnrs f` tldjr gneas

n`m mrnpdm fvdr f`d, n rfkk fb eldnp `ykf` enrpdt f` wljel tldy

lnm fèd stffm$ ]ldrd wfukm gd gdms, wjtl ekdn` nttrdssdscunrn`tddm!0 bfr u`mdr " n tjod$ AclD

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nkwnys wfrtl n kffa, gdenusd fèd j` n pkned kjad tlnt & lnm gdd`

kueay d`fucl tf bj`m n eldst fb mrnwdrs, wjtl pknstje ln`mkds, sf

efvdrdm j` knydr upf` knydr fb kjclt pjà pnj`t tlnt jt nppdnrdm ns

f`ky bjt bfr tld `d9t 2uy )nwads gf`bjrd mdspjtd tld nppdnkj`c

ùrsdry rlyod trn`sbdrs wljel nmfr`dm ofst fb jts surbned$

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& a`dw `nvnk eldsts lnm fèd gdd` onmd tlnt wny 1 n`m & tffa n

elnèd n`m gfuclt jt, tljàj`c n`ywny jt ojclt ;ust gd wfrtl

strjppj`c, ns & `ftjedm tld mrnwdr sjmds wdrd onmd fb fna, wljel

wns nkwnys n cffm sjc`$ 5ld` tld pnj`t mjm dvd`tunkky efod fbb,

jt rdvdnkdm n ojkjtnry eldst 1 tld enrenss onmd d`tjrdky fb tdna 1

wlfsd twf lnkvds lnm gdd` `njkdm tfcdtldr, wjtl dnel fb jts

mrnwdrs bjttdm wjtl bj`d 7unkjty j`sdt grnss bkusl:ln`mkds sf

gdnutjbukky j`knjm tlnt jt lnm gdd` jopfssjgkd tf mdtdet tldjr

prdsdèd u`mdr tld on`y knydrs fb pnj`t$ & ;ust wf`mdrdm wlf lnm

bjrst mdejmdm jt wfukm kffa gdttdr pnj`tdmD &t tur`dm fut tf gd wfrtl

wdkk fvdr # 1 n kft fb of`dy j` tld dnrky s$ dèd & lnm

kdnr`t jt wns nkwnys wfrtl n kffa nrfu`m, n`m sf & stfppdm$

fwdvdr f` tljs feensjf`, `ftlj`c, n`m fgkjvjfus tf tld

strdno fb fèfoj`c (f`mf` trnbbje, & ldnmdm up tfwnrms


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'knealdntl$ @d9t stfp n sonkk n`tj7ud slfp wlfsd prfprjdtfr mdnkt

j` wlnt tld trnmd rdbdrs tf tldsd mnys ns snkks1 .tnbbfrmsljrd

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ojclt gd n kjttkd `dst fb frjd`tnk tngkds, gfuclt brfo tld wjmfw

wlfsd lusgn`m lnm gdd` j` tld Efkf`jnk .drvjed fut j` 'uron 1

`ft oy aj`m fb tlj`c$ ]ld nmvd`turfus dnrky 00s wns tld tjod

bfr tld uùsunk6 mdefrntjvd pjdeds fb purd `f`sd`sd n`m tlj`cs tf

stjea f` ajteld` sldkvds suel ns fkm gjseujt tj`s fr n sdt fb senkds$

2jvd` jts kfentjf`, tldrd wns ;ust n elnèd tlnt j` n slfp kjad tljs n

prjojtjvd pnj`tj`c fb n "#tl:Ed`tury snjkj`c sljp, fr dnrky stdnodrojclt lnvd cf`d u`vnkudm n`m bfu`m jts wny tf tld gnea fb tld

slfp wldrd tld cd`tddk knmy prfprjdtfr lnm `ft dvd` gftldrdm tf

ln`c jt f` tld wnkk gdenusd tf ldr jt sddodm sf u`j`spjrj`c$ &t wns

tld aj`m fb slfp wljel j`vnrjngky n``fuèdm yfur d`trnèd gy tld

rj`c fb n gdkk nttneldm gy n sprj`c tf tld tfp fb tld mffr n`m

nkwnys onmd yfu bddk rntldr nwawnrm wld` n cffm kffa rfu`m

tfkm yfu tlnt yfu wdrd wnstj`c yfur tjod$ 'ut jt wns `dvdr n

edrtnj`ty$ ]ld cd`tddk prfprjdtfr lfvdrdm$H!`ytlj`c n gjt fmm fr uùsunkNG & nsadm$ H!`ytlj`c `nvnk6

&0o mfj`c n `nutjenk tldod bfr tld kfenk rdp$ *& wns`0t fb

efursdK- ]ldy0rd mfj c "OU #j`nbfrd 1 n` fkm kjbdgdkt fr n

efupkd fb sdn elnrts, fr sfod gjt fb fkm u jbfroKNG Cb efursd &

a`dw j` nkk kjadkjlffm tldrd wns kjttkd elnèd tlnt sld wfukm sny

yds, gut fèd ncnj`, yfu `dvdr a`dw n`m j` wlnt sddodm kjad n

wnstd fb tjod j` nsaj`c, tldsd wdrd tld bdw sdef`ms & efukm kffa

nrfu`m tf onad surd & wns`0t ojssj`c n`ytlj`c sld lnm `ft bdkt

wfrtlwljkd tf mjspkny tf nmvn`tncd, wjtlfut nppdnrj`c tf gd ;ust

n`ftldr mdnkdr, pfaj`c n`m prfgj`c 1 tlnt wns n surd rdejpd bfr

ojssj`c n cffm mdnk$

&` n` need`t knedm wjtl mdprdentj`c cd`tjkjty nt oy succdstjf`

tldrd ojclt gd suel erumd jtdos j` ldr stfea, sld rdpkjdm tldrd wns

;ust f`d tlj`c sld lnm gdd` tfkm wns n` fkm sdnon`0s spkjej`c tffk,

jb sld efukm f`ky bj`m jt, n`m nbtdr ruooncj`c ngfut j` n enrrjdr


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efod tld`, & tlfucltL pdwtdr wns nkwnys cffm$ & a`dw tlnt

gdenusd sfodf`d lnm tfkm od fb n slfp ;ust fbb @fttj`c jkk 2ntd,

enkkdm Ensjjrs, wldrd tldy wdrd bnjr n`m cnvd n rdnkky cffm prjedbfr tld stubb$ & a`dw & efukm onad n bdw 7ujm f` tld bd`mdr jb & cft

jt eldnp d`fucl$ &t wns`0t nkk grnss n`m wns tld typd wljel lnm n`

jrf` brnod j`sjmd bfr stjeaj`c tld adttkd fr tdnpft f`$ ]ld on`

pusldm jt fut wjtl ljs bfft$ H5n`t jt tld`NG ld nsadm, a`fwj`c

tlnt ld0m lnvd n kjttkd sfodtlj`c jb & tffa jt$ HOds6 jt mfds`0t kffa

tff gnm,G& rdpkjdm$ !t wljel ld tffa jt up n`m put jt f` tld senkds$

Hdrd wd nrd tld`L ;ust tnad tljs tf tld fbbjed,G ld snjm cjvj`c od n

bjktly gjt fb `ftd pnm f` wljel ld0m wrjttd` 1 ?grnss %&kg. 'nrtjrf` (kg$0 H]ln`as,G & snjm, ln`mj`c ljo n pfu`m$ HCF ontd6 &0kk

addp n kffa fut bfr yfu bfr `d9t tjod$G & rntldr suspdetdm ld snjm

tljs tf n`y mdnkdr wlf enkkdm j` 1 tldrd oust lnvd gdd` ftldrs wlf

a`dw tlnt sernpynrms wdrd nkwnys kjadky pkneds wldrd n bdw d9trn

7ujm efukm gd dnr`dm$

@ft d9netky tld wny f`d ojclt d9pdet n` d9:pugkje selffkgfy

tf gd onaj`c ljs wny j` kjbdD

& lnm tf pnrt wjtl "Xm j` tld wdjclgrjmcd fbbjed bfr tldbd`mdrL stjkk, tlnt wns`0t gnm$ & a`dw & efukm sdkk jt dnsjky tf f`d fb

tld d9pfrt mdnkdrs fbb tld frtfgdkkf Bfnm wlf tffa nkofst

n`ytlj`c$ !t kdnst tlnt odn`t oy prfbjts bfr tld wdda wfukm gd up

fvdr "+, nktlfucl tlnt wns`0t tff d9ejtj`c gdenusd & a`dw sfod

fb tld mdnkdrs wdrd onaj`c wdkk fvdr +> n wdda sfodtjods$ &

;ust lfpdm tlnt & wfukm onad n bdw cffm bj`ms mfw` j`

frtsofutl tld bfkkfwj`c wdda, wljel wns wldrd & wns pkn``j`c

tf cf, ns & a`dw sdvdrnk kjadky pkneds `ft bnr brfo tld mfeaynrm

tldrd, wldrd yfu ojclt wdkk efod nerfss tlj`cs efoj`c brfo tld

`nvnk dstngkjslod`ts wljel wdrd gdj`c ekfsdm mfw`$

Bjclt `fw, tldrd wns ;ust f`d ftldr kjadky slfp j` 2rdd`wjelL

f`d wljel lnm f`ky rded`tky stnrtdm up n`m wldrd tld fw`drs

ekdnrky lnm`0t gdd` j` tld trnmd bfr kf`c, ;umcj`c brfo sfod fb tld

sjkky prjeds tldy wdrd nsaj`c bfr tld ofst efoof` fr cnrmd` stubb,

gut tlnt wns n lfpdbuk sjc` tlnt tldy ojclt `ft rdnkjsd ;ust lfw


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sfuclt:nbtdr n`ytlj`c rdnkky u`usunk, gut `ft `dedssnrjky fkm,

ojclt gd$

.urd d`fucl, tld bjrst tlj`cs & `ftjedm f` n tngkd gy tld mffrwdrd n efupkd fb gfrj`c prj`ts, gnmky brnodm, mdpjetj`c 'dkcjuo

kned onadrs *wljel oust gd nof`cst tld ofst gfrj`c sug;dets j`

tld wfrkm- n`m prjedm nt


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n snjk:onadrK*2rdd`wjel wfukm gd n kjadky pkned tf bj`m suel

tlj`cs nbtdr nkkK- fssjgky j`sjmd & ojclt bj`m n bdw jtdos fb tldjr

trnmd$ ]lj`cs kjad tlnt wdrd nkwnys vdry snkdngkd$ !kk & snw j`sjmdwns n gu`mkd fb fkm #jeturd #fstoncn%j`ds n`m f`d fb tlfsd

nsltrnys tlnt spj` rfu`m wld` yfu prdss tld 'nadkjtd a`fg j` tld

ed`trd, sd`mj`c tld nsl n`m gutt d`ms j`tf jts tj``y gfwdks bfr

doptyj`c kntdr$ !pnrt brfo tlnt, tld ef`td`ts wdrd twf wdkk:usdm

nkuoj`juo snuedpn`s, n pdt0s d`nodk bddmj`c gfwk n`m n gu`mkd

fb mjrty, alnaj:efkfurdm ldssjn`$ nrmky wlnt yfu0m enkk mdsjrngkd

'jdeds)!ktfcdtldr, gf9 n`m ef`td`ts wdrd kjad nkk tlfsd mjsenrmdm

pfssdssjf`s bfu`m j` mnà rffos wjtl pddkj`c wnkkpnpdr, wljelnrd kdbt gdlj`m nbtdr sfod ncdm rffoj`c td`n`t lns djtldr mjdm fr

ofvdm f` j`tf sfod fkm pdfpkds0 lfod, kdnvj`c tld u`snkdngkd

ruggjsl tlnt dvd` tld lfusd:ekdnrdrs prdbdrrdm tf kdnvd gdlj`m$

!s & gd`t mfw` tf kffa nt tld mntd fb tld #jeturd #fst

oncn%j`ds fut fb pnssj`c j`tdrdst gdenusd tldy rdoj`mdm od fb

prdp:selffk mnys, & enuclt n wljbb fb oustj`dss, `ft d9netky

u`pkdnsn`t ns f`d ojclt d9pdet, gut tljs sodkk wns sugtky mjbbdrd`t

1 ofrd stnkd, ydt fmmky ofrd nrfontje$ .trnjcltd`j`c up n`mekfsj`c tld kjm, & kffadm gnea fvdr oy slfukmdr n`m snjm sojkj`c,

sf tlnt tld mjsnppfj`tdm prfprjdtfr a`dw tlnt nt kdnst & lnm ljs gdst

trnmd j`tdrdsts nt ldnrt6 H2fsl, & tljà yfu ojclt lnvd n mdnm

ofusd fr sfodtlj`c j` tld gfttfo fb tljs rntldr `jed kjttkd eldst

ldrdDG d0m sdd` od ruooncj`c j` tld ef`td`ts n`m ns & wns

nkofst nt tld mffr n`m f` tld pfj`t fb snyj`c n bj`nk cffmgyd, ld

enkkdm nbtdr od 6 H.frry ngfut tlnt$ Ods, & rdnkky oust ekdnr tlnt

gf9 fut6 jt0s `ft n ofusd, jt0s tlnt gkffmy tlj`c j` tld ldssjn`$ Iust

tnad n kffa nt tld kngdk f` jt n`m yfu0kk a`fw wlnt & odn`D &t0s

odn`t tf gd sfod pnrt fb n` nèjd`t ouooyD 2fm a`fws wlf0m

wn`t tf grj c n`ytlj`c kjad tlnt lfod$G & stfppdm j` oy trneas$

dnrj`c tljs, oy j`tdrdst wns joodmjntdky nrfusdm$ ]ldsd wdrd

tld tjods wld` tld gj%nrrd n`m uùsunk wdrd dncdrky sfuclt nbtdr

gy nkk tld `dw grddm fb mdnkdrs wlf mdnkt j` dpldodrn 1 tld fmmdr

tld gdttdrD ]ljs onradt ldkm n eneldt nkk fb jts fw` gnea j` tld s


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n`m jb tld tlj`c wns bfr snkd, & a`dw d9netky wlf & efukm sdkk jt tf$

8nygd n gjt clfukjsl, sodkk fr `ft$ !`ywny & efukm efpd wjtl

tlnt, & bdkt edrtnj`$ & a`dw & wns f tf sfodtlj`c$ & tur`dm gnean`m kjbtdm tld kjm tnaj`c fut tld gu`mkd fb alnaj:efkfurdm sneaj`c$

&t wdjcldm ngfut n pfu`m$ C` n sonkk, grfw`:stnj`dm kngdk wdrd

wrjttd` tld wfrms6 ?Bfft. Oujbjdm. *jsef+drdm gy ,cgdrt Wfkb.

-nkkdy fb tld j`cs ,cy't. %/8>. *jc 7.

]lnt mjm jt$ & lnm tf lnvd jt$ &ts sodkk fb efursd wns tld sodkk

fb n`tj7ujty, fb nrelndfkfcy, fb sfodtlj`c vdry nèjd`t n`m

bnsej`ntj`c$ 'y efopnrjsf`, tld fkm bd`mdr brfo tld sernpynrm wns

trjvjn$ & efukm nsa n kft bfr tljsDH5dkk,G& snjm 1 tryj`c f` tld ;ust vncudky j`tdrdstdm npprfnel

1 tur`j`c jt fvdr j` oy ln`ms, bfr tld bjrst tjod, rdnkjsj`c jts slnpd

wns j`mddm tld slnpd fb n bfft. & ef`bdss tlnt ;ust tfuelj`c jt cnvd

od n strn`cd bddkj`c fb u`dnsd$

H&t0s n gjt crudsfod n`m sodkky js`0t jtD 'ut & oust sny jt

wfukm gd n bu` tlj`c tf lnvd, & efukm onad up d`mkdss stfrjds

ngfut jtDG ]ld` tld mdkjgdrntd pnusd n`mK$ H.f, lfw ouel js

jtKNG & nsadm td`tntjvdky$ H& 7ujtd kjad tld bnet tlnt &0kk gd f`d fbtld f`ky pdfpkd wjtl n` fkm =cyptjn`0s bfft f` oy on`tdkpjded,G

ns jb & wns cfj`c tf addp jt ns n ;fad$ & wns`0t ngfut tf cjvd tld

joprdssjf` & wns cfj`c tf sdkk jt, ;ust j` ensd ld eln`cdm ljs oj`m

ngfut jts vnkud$

H@dvdr rdnkky tlfuclt ngfut tld wrdteldm tlj`c, tf gd lf`dst,G

snjm tld ojkjtnry on`$ H5lnt ngfut bjbtdd` gfgNG

& pnusdm ;ust bfr n sdef`m fr twf, kffaj`c sdrjfus, ns jb tld

prjed ojclt lnvd gdd` tff ouel n`m tld` snjm wjtl n lj`t fb

rdsjc`ntjf`6 HCF, & tljà &0kk tnad jt,G nt wljel tld prfprjdtfr

sddodm vdry pkdnsdm n`m nsadm jb ld efukm put tld tlj`c j`tf n

enrrjdr gnc bfr od n`m & kdbt tld slfp bddkj`c ljclky d9ejtdm wjtl

oy bj`m wljel & wns ef`vjèdm & efukm sdkk bfr nt kdnst +, jb &

stnrtdm gy nsaj`c > bfr jt$ & lnm n wfon` mdnkdr j` oj`m, wlf

wfradm brfo ldr lfusd j` freldstdr ]drrned, fbb tld 'nyswntdr

Bfnm, wlf kjadm ?tld uùsunk$0 & lnm guopdm j`tf ldr j` n odtnk


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pfkjsldr0s wljel tld trnmd usdm$ .ld lnm sddodm vdry brjd`mky,

fpd` n`m wdkk spfad` n`m lnm cjvd` od ldr enrm, wljel lnm onmd

od bddk & wns cfj`c up j` tld wfrkm fb n`tj7ud mdnkj`c, dspdejnkkywld` sld lnm dèfurncdm od tf cdt j` tfuel jb & lnm n`ytlj`c fut

fb tld frmj`nry, n`m tld bfft wns edrtnj`ky tlnt$

2fj`c tlrfucl @dw Erfss & stfppdm n`m trjdm ldr ùogdr, gut

tldrd wns `f rdpky$ ]ldrd wns`0t ouel fb )rjmny kdbt gy tld tjod &

rdneldm tld ^nu9lnkk 'rjmcd$ ]ff kntd tf ef`tdopkntd tryj`c tf

bj`m n`y ftldr guydr bfr oy `dwky:mjsefvdrdm =cyptjn` nrtdbnet$

C`d tlj`c & lnm kdnr`t wns tlnt mdnkdrs rnrdky kjadm tf guy nt tld

d`m fb n mny bfr sfod rdnsf`, sf tldrd wns `ftlj`c dksd tf mf guttf wnjt u`tjk tld `d9t mny gut tlnt wns`0t cfj`c tf gd tld jmdnk mny

djtldr, ns tld f`ky mdnkdrs & a`dw fb wlf ojclt gd j`tdrdstdm j`

suel n rnrd fmmjty, jèkumj`c tld wfon`, wfukm djtldr gd

spd`mj c tldjr mny mfw` j` tld 'drof`msdy n`tj7uds onradt,

tryj`c tf sdkk fbb tldjr fw` stfea tf tld !odrjen` guydrs wlf

lngjtunkky wd`t mfw` tldrd f` n .nturmny, fr tldy wfukm gd j` tld

frtfgdkkf Bfnm, ouel tff gusy mfj`c gusj dss wjtl tld

wlfkdsnkd mdnkdrs n`m sljppdrs bfr wlfo .nturmny wns tld gjcmny wld` n kft fb of`dy eln`cdm ln`ms$ Ap tldrd yfu snw gjc

wnms fb `ftds n`m n kft fb lncckj`c cfj`c f` fut f` tld

pnvdod`ts$ & wfukm gd ngkd tf cdt rjm fb tld bd`mdr dnsjky d`fucl

nt Ensjjrs, ;ust fbb @fttj`c jkk 2ntd, wldrd tldy spdejnkjsdm j`

grnss n`m pdwtdr$ ]lnt wns`0t n f`d:on` gusj`dss kjad ofst fb tld

ftldrs6 sfodf`d wns surd tf gd tldrd$ ]ld pkned wns ru` gy n

Idwjsl cuy n`m wns `dvdr ekfsdm$

=9ejtdm gy tld prfspdet fb n ldnktly prfbjt brfo oy mny0s

wfra n`m lfw oy wdda wns gfu`m tf lnvd tur`dm fut tf gd

sueedssbuk, d`mj`c up wjtl dvd` ofrd ensl j` oy wnkkdt rdnmy bfr

guyj`c mfw` j` frtsofutl, & tlfuclt & wfukm trdnt oysdkb tf n

odnk nt n kjttkd &`mjn` rdstnurn`t & a`dw, fbb rndm .trddt, enkkdm

5ld Utnr fb J`mjn$ !krdnmy & wns tljàj`c lfw &0m lnvd twf

mjbbdrd`t eurrjds, f`jf` gnl;dds, tld kft nkk wnsldm mfw` wjtl n

efkm Mfugkd Mjnof`m$ Ods, jt wns edrtnj`ky wfrtl edkdgrntj`c nt


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tld d`m fb n wdda wld` &0m onmd sfodtlj`c kjad n bfrty 7ujm

prfbjt$ =vd` gdttdr jb & efukm tljà fb sfodf`d & efukm ?cf Mutel0

wjtl, tf slnrd oy bddkj`cs fb d9ugdrnèd$&` tlfsd mnys, oy rffo wns j` 2kfuedstdr ]drrned, ;ust fbb

nrawny, wljel ru`s mfw` tf Enomd` ]fw` n`m f` tld rnrd

dvd`j`c, wld` & wns`0t tff tjrdm f` cdttj`c gnea tf (f`mf` nbtdr

rnaj`c nrfu`m tld ;uà ynrms n`m sdef`m:ln`m slfps n`m tld mny0s

pjeaj`cs lnm prfvdm prfbjtngkd, & wfukm sfodtjods cf fvdr tf f`d

fr ftldr fb tld efbbdd gnrs & a`dw, up tld ]fttd`lno Efurt Bfnm$

]ld twf & a`dw gdst sddodm tf gd brd7ud`tdm gy odmjenk stumd`ts

brfo 2uys n`m tldntrd typds wlf wdrd nt B!M!, pdfpkd fb oyfw` ncd, wjtl j`mdpd`md`t jèkj`ntjf`s, wljel nppdnkdm tf od$

Ctldrs wdrd trnj`j`c tf gd nreljtdets fr wdrd nt tld Ed`trnk .elffk

bfr !rt n`m Mdsjc`$ .fod wdrd ;ust stnrtj`c nt tld ''E$ &t wns

dnsy tf strjad up ensunk ne7unj`tnèds, ofst fb tldo efoj`c brfo

tld snod aj`m fb gneacrfu`m ns oysdkb n`m yfu `dvdr a`dw wlnt

ojclt kjd j` stfrd ns n` dvd`j`c wfrd f`D ]ld `nods fb tlfsd

efbbdd gnrs lnvd kf`c sjèd gdd` bfrcfttd` j` tld ojsts fb tjod,

gut tlfsd dvd`j`cs wdrd bu`, nktlfucl & `dvdr gdenod bjro brjd`mswjtl n`y fb tlnt erfwm$ 8fst fb tldo slnrdm bknts n`m wd`t tf

tldntrds, lnm nkkfwnèds n`m wdrd f` tld bjrst ru`cs fb n cffm

prfbdssjf`nk knmmdr, wldrdns & wns `ft ouel ofrd tln` n wdkk:

spfad` ;uà mdnkdr n`m nktlfucl & lfpdm & mjm`0t slfw jt, & a`dw &

wns n` futsjmdr n`m bdkt & efukm lnrmky nsa n`y fb tldo gnea tf n

mnop sdoj:gnsdod`t rffo gdlj`m n d`kdy0s cnrncd, kdt nkf`d

tdkk tldo d9netky lfw & onmd n kjvj`c$

]ldrd wns f`d d9edptjf` lfwdvdr n`m & mdejmdm & ojclt nsa

ljo tf efod tf 5ldUtnr fb J`mjnwjtl od$ ]ld bjrst tjod & lnm

sdd` ljo, ld lnm efod kurelj`c brfo sjmd tf sjmd tlrfucl tld

d`trnèd fb tld efbbdd gnr, n erutel u`mdr dnel nro, bfft bkfppj`c

nbtdr bfft, tdrrjgky erjppkdm, gut tljs mjm `ft stfp ljo sojkj`c nt nkk

nrfu`m ljo n`m & bfu`m jt jopfssjgkd `ft tf gd mrnw` tf ljo nt

fèd$ 5d cft tnkaj`c$ & tfkm ljo n kjttkd fb wlnt & mjm, wljel

sddodm tf bnsej`ntd ljo$ d tfkm od lfw n enr neejmd`t lnm kdbt


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ljo u`ngkd tf wnka, gut tlnt wns`0t cfj`c tf stfp ljo neljdvj`c

ljs kjbd0s nogjtjf` fb gdefoj`c n md`tjst n`m lfw ld wns tld` nt

2uys, wjtl f`ky n ydnr tf cf gdbfrd 7unkjbyj`c$ & sff` mjsefvdrdmld lnm n crdnt sd`sd fb luofur ns wd tnkadm f`, neefopn`jdm gy

ljt tu`ds efoj`c brfo tld ;uad gf9 n`m tld ljss fb d`mkdss eups fb

enppueej`f gdj`c sdrvdm up brfo gdlj`m tld efu`tdr$ & d`vjdm ljo

ljs frmdrky kjbd$ 5lnt kjttkd & lnm tfkm ljo fb oy fw`, ld oust

lnvd tlfuclt prdtty pdeukjnr, & cudssdm, gdnrj`c j` oj`m wd lnm

fèd gdd` tnkaj`c ngfut s7unsl, n`m & lnm tfkm ljo & lnm

enptnj`dm tld tdno murj`c oy tjod nt Mnrtofutl, wljel oust

lnvd sddodm prdtty fmm `fw tlnt & wns n ;uà mdnkdr$ fwdvdr, &tljà pdrlnps jt `dvdr rdcjstdrdm$

& rn`c ljs )kn9on` ùogdr brfo n gf9 j` 'nadr .trddt$ d

knucldm n`m sddodm pkdnsdm nt tld tlfuclt fb cfj`c fut tf n`

&`mjn` rdstnurn`t wjtl ljs f`ky ;uà mdnkdr brjd`m, ns ld usdm tf

rdbdr tf od$

H.trn`cdky d`fucl f`ky tfmny, & tlfuclt fb yfu, Ijo,Gld snjm

knuclj`c$ H&0kk tdkk yfu nkk ngfut jt wld` wd oddt$G

& wns nkrdnmy j`sjmd, snvfurj`c tld spjey sodkk fb effaj`cefoj`c brfo gdlj`m tld bnt:stnj`dm eurtnj` wljel ljm tld ajteld`

brfo tld mj`drs, wld` & snw ljs spdejnkky ef`vdrtdm oj`j nrrjvd

futsjmd, n`m tld` j` ld wnmmkdm, wjtl n grfnm sojkd f` ljs bned, ns

nkwnys, swnyj`c sjmd tf sjmd ns ld prfpdkkdm ljosdkb bfrwnrm f`

ljs erutelds$ & wns myj`c tf ldnr tld rdnsf` bfr ljs dnrkjdr, fmmky

kfnmdm rdonra f` tld plf`d, wld` ld0m snjm ld lnm gdd` tljàj`c

ngfut od f`ky tlnt ofr`j`c, ns fur kjvds wdrd sf uttdrky mjbbdrd`t$

!btdr n kjttkd kjclt:ldnrtdm gn`tdr n`m lnvj`c pknedm fur frmdr,

ld wd`t f` tf d9pknj` tlnt nkf`c wjtl tld ftldr stumd`ts j` ljs

ydnr, ld lnm cf`d tf n mdprdssj`cky cnu`t ^jetfrjn` nsykuo bfr tld

j`sn`d, gujkt gnea j` tld "s, f` tld futsajrts fb (f`mf`, j`

frmdr tf wjt`dss md`tnk fpdrntjf`s f` sfod fb tld u`bfrtu`ntd

jòntds wlf wdrd bnejnkky mdbfrodm$ @ft d9netky pkdnsn`t

ef`vdrsntjf` fvdr mj``dr, ef`;urj`c up sed`ds fb suel crudsfod

lfrrfr ns jt mjm$ fwdvdr, ljs stfry vdry sff` rdneldm jts eru9 n`m


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tld rdnsf` bfr ljs lnvj`c tlfuclt ngfut od tlnt ofr`j`c$

!ppnrd`tky tld fpdrntj`c tldntrd lnm gdd` j` tld burtldst

gkfea, ld tfkm od, wljel odn`t ld lnm lnm tf gd pusldm j` nwlddkelnjr nkf`c n sugtdrrn`dn` ef``detj`c pnssncdwny pnrtjnkky

bjkkdm gy n` fvdrspjkk fb uùsdm n`m futmntdm lfspjtnk

pnrnpldr`nkjn$

H8y 2fm, Ijo : yfu wfukm`0t gdkjdvd sfod fb tld tlj`cs &

snw mfw` tldrd$ )jrst tldrd wdrd twf fkm wjeadr gntl: elnjrs,

bjttdm wjtl wlnt kffadm kjad sfod aj`m fb sonkk jrf` encd wjtl n

sfrt fb eknop f` jt, f` tfp fb tld gnea:rdst, prdsuongky bfr

addpj`c n pntjd`t0s ldnm stjkk, n`m tld wlfkd tlj`c wns bjttdm futwjtl lucd kdntldr strnps nkk fvdr$ &t onmd od slummdr tf tljà fb

wlnt wd`t f` j` tlfsd mnys6 nkk ofst sj`jstdr, & en` tdkk yfuD !`m

tlnt wns`0t nkk6 tldrd wdrd wdjrm gjts fb wlnt oust lnvd gdd`

rdstrnj`j`c cdnr, pjkdm up wjtl wlnt kffadm kjad strnjclt;neadts

n`m ofst fb tlfsd wdrd stnj`dm wjtl 2fm a`fws wlnt$ ]ld

d9pdrjdèd wns bnr tff `dnr tld onra bfr od, dvd` tlfucl &0o j`

tld sf:enkkdm odmjenk gusj`dssDG

]f od fb efursd, jt nkk sfu`mdm vdry j`tdrdstj`c6 & lnm gdd`tfkm tlnt wdjrm odmjenk tlj`cs kjad tlnt wdrd prdtty snkdngkd, jb yfu

a`dw tld rjclt aj`m fb mdnkdr$

H& a`fw nkk tljs ojclt gd n gjt wny fut dvd` bfr yfu,G ld wd`t

f` Hgut tldrd wns nksf n stnea fb tlj`cs wljel tld pfrtdr wlf wns

slfvj`c od nkf`c, snjm wdrd fkm ?skjppdr pn`s0$ 1 sfod ^jetfrjn`

onùbneturdr0s pntd`t, neefrmj`c tf ljo, n`m j`serjgdm f` tld

gnea, f` tld j`sjmd, u`mdr n rfynk erdst, wdrd tld j`struetjf`s f`

lfw tf usd tldo, nkk j` gdnutjbuk Bfon` jtnkjesKKbrfo odofry,

& tljà jt gdcn`, ?skjmd tld pn` gdtwdd` tld pntjd`ts kdcs0 n`m tld`

jb & rdodogdr rjcltky, jt snjm sfodtlj`c ngfut cd`tky puslj`c jt up

tfwnrms tld guttfeas$ &b n`yf`d efukm fvdrkffa wldrd tldy lnm

gdd` n`m `ft tljà ngfut tldjr usd, jt wfukm gd n ojrnekd 1 tld

sed`nrjf fb j`sn`d Erjodn` vdtdrn`s, kyj`c kjad vdcdtngkds,

ernppj`c tldosdkvds. &b f`d efukm fvdrkffa jt, tld` & efukm sdd n

usd bfr tldo ns non%j`cky uùsunk ;nrmj`jdrds fr sfodtlj`c


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21/28

& `dvdr bfu`m n guydr bfr tld ouooy0s bfft & lnm gfuclt j`

2rdd`wjel n`m bj`nkky tlrdw jt nwny6 & mnrd sny jt d`mdm up j` f`d

fb tld gnrcds bukk fb (f`mf` ruggjsl n`m wns muopdm sfodwldrdj` tld =ssd9 onrslds, f`ky tf gd mjsefvdrdm gy sfodf`d dksd$ !t

kdnst jt wfukm `ft lnvd efst ljo n`ytlj`c6 tld tlfuclt nousdm od$

.fodlfw tld d`tjrd dpjsfmd dpjtfojsdm wlnt oy kjbd wns kjad

j` tld dnrky "#s$

& put fbb cfj`c tf frtsofutl bfr n bdw mnys n`m sfkm tld

wlfkd kft fb tld skjppdr:pn`s dnsjky, tf ;ust tlrdd mdnkdrs j`

frtfgdkkf, dnrky tld bfkkfwj`c wdda$ ]ldrd wdrd fvdr sj9ty fb

tldo$ ]ld prfprjdtfr nt n slfp enkkdm 5rnm, tffa 4>, n`m ldknucldm, snyj`c ld tlfuclt tldy0m onad onrvdkkfus nsltrnys$ 2fm

nkf`d a`fws wlnt usd tld ftldr mdnkdrs tlfuclt tldy ojclt gd put

tf$ !kk & enrdm ngfut wns tld bnet tlnt & lnm onmd ofrd tln` n bdw

7ujm, tln`as tf oy brjd`m brfo 2uys$ & cft fvdr n pfu`m dnel bfr

tldo$


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23/28

>Onv!"#$ %&'

@ft bnr nkf`c tld rfnm brfo wldrd & wns stn`mj`c tlnt 8ny mny j`

"#>, wnjtj`c bfr n )rnttf` nra tf Ap`fr trfkkdy gus, wdrd tld

ru`:mfw` stn`ms fb frtsofutl A`jtdm )fftgnkk ekug$ & lnm gdd`grfuclt up tf rdcnrm bfftgnkk ns n spfrt prdmfoj`n`tky pknydm gy

tld kfwdr eknssds, wjtl od` wdnrj c tlj cs enkkdm slj :pnms,

dccdm f` gy erumd slfuts n`m tld `fjsd fb rnttkds$ 8y jmdn

edrtnj`ky wns`0t bfr ldnmj`c tfwnrms tlnt aj`m fb kjbd 1 gut ;ust

wldrd & wns ldnmj`c, & wns `ft surdD )jrst tlj`c wns tf cdt tld ldkk

fut fb frtsofutlD

'dlj`m od n ljcl grjea wnkk ljm tld crjo gujkmj`cs fb tld

@nvnk 2u``dry .elffk, 8. ,=edkkd`t$ ! kjttkd wny nkf`c, n`nreldm d`trn`edwny surofu`tdm gy n cjkmdm !mojrnkty erfw`,

cnvd needss tf tld gkdna dstngkjslod`t gdyf`m$ ! `nvnk rntj`c,

wdnrj`c n wjmd wljtd gdkt n`m slj`j`c gknea kdntldr cnjtdrs ngfvd

ljs gffts, stffm f` sd`try:muty wntel gy n gnrrjdr wljel wns

lj`cdm tf tld wnkk fb tld sonkk rdm:grjea cunrmlfusd$ !erfss tld

nerds fb pnrnmd crfu`m stffm tld onj` gujkmj`cs, wjtl tldjr stf`d

bkffrs, jrf` rnmjntfrs n`m grfw` pnj`t 1 & a`dw tldo f`ky tff wdkk

1 kfntlsfod, cnu`t n`m bfrdgfmj`c 1 gdenusd f`ky tld mny gdbfrd,

oy kjbd lnm gdd` n pnrt fb nkk tlnt$ ]ld`, & lnm gdd` n `nvnk

fbbjedr$ @fw, & wns ?fut,0 n ejvjkjn`, prfgngky kffaj`c sfodwlnt

j`ef`crufus nt n gus stfp j` tlnt wfraj`c:eknss mjstrjet fb n

mfeaynrm tfw`, mrdssdm j` `nrrfw: gfttfodm envnkry twjkk

trfusdrs, sudmd slfds, wljtd sljrt n`m ernvnt, tfcdtldr wjtl n kfvnt:

efkfurdm spfrts ;neadt wjtl n sj`ckd vd t, tnjkfrdm gy 8dssrs$

2jdvds fb 'f`m .trddt, tld efst fb wljel wns tf gd pnjm fbb nt tld


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rntd fb " pdr of`tl$ & wns prfgngky tryj`c tf kffa sunvd, kjad

sfod nreldtypnk yfu`c tfbb wlf a`dw n gjt ngfut tld wfrkm n`m

wns f` ljs wny up j` kjbd$ &` rdnkjty & wns n kjttkd brjcltd`dm,n`9jfusky wn`tj`c tf cdt tf tld rnjkwny stntjf` n`m nwny, gdenusd

& a`dw tlnt oy kjbd lnm mdsed`mdm j`tf n odss$ 8y bdw pdrsf`nk

pfssdssjf`s wdrd j` tld `dw:kffaj`c fbbjedr0s crjp f` tld

pnvdod`t gdsjmd od$ & lnm nrrn`cdm bfr oy tj` truà tf gd sd`t f`

gy $($!$ &t wns nkk fvdr, n`m & a`dw & wns bnej`c uèdrtnj`ty$

]ld strddt wns `dnrky dopty d9edpt bfr tlrdd fr bfur pdfpkd

wnjtj`c nt tld fppfsjtd gus stfp n`m sdvdrnk od` j` enps f` fkm

uprjclt, cdnrkdss gjeyekds, stfkjmky pdmnkkj`c tfwnrms tld Ap`frBfnm$ =nel wns sku`c wjtl ljs fgvjfusky nroy surpkus lnvdrsnea

n`m f`d fb tldsd lnm tld tfp fb n tldrofs stjeaj`c fut$ ]ldy oust

lnvd gdd` ekfeadm:fbb dnrky brfo sfod sljbt fr ftldr, wdkk gdbfrd

tld lfftdrs wd`t$ Iust bfr n ofod`t jt feeurrdm tf od tldy ojclt

gd kueayL tldjr kjvds ojclt lnvd sfod purpfsd$ ]ld f`ky vdljekds &

efukm sdd npprfnelj`c wdrd n trfkkdy:gus, cfj`c tld wrf`c wny

bfr od, n`m n sonkk grfw` 8frrjs vn`, rnttkj`c fvdr n pntel fb

efggkds, wjtl tld wfrmj`c dk4 n`m Uf`2 #kugj`c n`m,kdetrjenkswrjttd` f` jts sjmd$ ]ld sed`d n`m sodkk wns f`d fb tld

mjrt n`m mrng`dss fb kj`cdrj`c pfst:wnr pfvdrty$

&t ojclt gd ;ust tff dnsy tf gknod oy bntldr bfr tld rdnsf` &

wns nt tld gus stfp n`m tld odss & lnm cft oysdkb j`tf n`m bfr ;ust

ngfut dvdrytlj`cK gut & mf$ &t0s tld cd`dsL tldy sddp mfw` brfo

cd`drntjf` tf cd`drntjf`, jt0s j`dsenpngkd n`m yfu lnvd tf needpt

jt$ 'ut gdenusd fb tldsd cd`ds, f`d fb tld vdry bdw tlj`cs & mf

lnvd tf tlnà ljo bfr js gdj`c ngkd tf d9trjentd oysdkb wld`dvdr

tlj`cs nrd kffaj`c n kjttkd trjeay$

8y bntldr wns n strn`cdky sderdtjvd on`, `dvdr tdkkj`c n`yf`d

ouel ngfut ljs pnst$ js pnrd`ts, wlf, fèd ncnj`, ld `dvdr spfad

ngfut, lnm cjvd` ljo tld twf Elrjstjn` `nods fb !rtlur n`m

!mfkplus$ ]ljs knst, rntldr uùsunk `nod, & f`ky bfu`m fut ngfut

on`y ydnrs nbtdr & lnm bjrst gdefod j`tdrdstdm j` pdfpkd0s j`jtjnks

n`m lnm nsadm wlnt tld sdef`mNstffm bfr, f`ky tf gd tfkm jt stffm


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bfr !kkjsf`$ !t wlnt stncd, n`m wly, ld mjteldm ljs rdnk `nod fb

!mfkplus, wjkk bfrdvdr rdonj` n` u`n`swdrdm 7udstjf`$ 5lnt

kjttkd & mjm a`fw wns tlnt ld lnm gdd` dmuentdm nt tld wdkk:a`fw`ugkje .elffk fb njkdygury, murj`c tld 2rdnt 5nr 1 wljel

prdsuongky odn`t ljs pnrd`ts lnm gdd` fb n edrtnj` eknss n`m

efobfrtngky fbb$ !t tld selffk, ld lnm gdefod n Eknssjes selfknr

n`m d9edkkdm nt spfrts, gdbfrd cfj`c f` tf d`tdr tld Bfynk 8jkjtnry

!enmdoy, .n`mlurst$

js `nod ldnmdm n kjst j` n efkuo` fb 5ld 5jds, mntdm #tl

!ucust, "#+", u`mdr tld ldnmj`c Ej+jk Udr+jed Efjssjf`drs,

stntj`c tlnt ld lnm gdd` sueedssbuk j` cnj`j`c d`try bfr sdrvjed j`tld Envnkry, )fft 2unrms fr tld &`bn`try, neljdvj`c tfp onras fb

nkk tld yfu`c cd`tkdod` wlf lnm snt tld d9noj`ntjf`s twf

of`tls dnrkjdr$ js onras wdrd ",44< efopnrdm tf tld knst tf

cnj` nmojssjf`, wlf lnm sefrdm n odrd >,


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`dvdr od`tjf`dm, dvd` gy oy oftldr, wlf oust lnvd a`fw`$

C`ky ouel kntdr mjm & ldnr fb vdjkdm bnojky ruofurs tlnt bjrst fb

nkk ld lnm cf`d tf !odrjen, wldrd ld lnm gdd` n lfusd:pnj`tdr j`(fs !`cdkds, n`m kntdr f` lnm gdd` dopkfydm ns n elnubbdur tf

sfodf`d j` tld dnrky bjko j`mustry$ d lnm trjdm tf pntd`t sfod

jmdn bfr ej`d:prf;detjf` j`vfkvj c tld usd fb prjsos, wljel enod

tf `ftlj`c, n`m tld` ld gdenod j`vfkvdm j` ouray mdnkj`cs nkf`c

tld 8d9jen`:!odrjen` gfrmdr, nbtdr wljel tld Enkjbfr`jn` .tntd

!utlfrjtjds bj`nkky nrrdstdm ljo n`m ld wns mdpfrtdm tlrfucl tld

j`bnofus =kkjs &skn`m j` "#++$ & cudss tlnt oust lnvd gdd` tld

mntd, gdenusd wld` ljs Enkjbfr`jn` .tntd elnubbdur0s gnmcd tur`dmup j` ljs dbbdets on`y ydnrs kntdr, tlnt wns tld mntd jt gfrd$ &t wns

kjttkd wf`mdr pdrlnps tldrdnbtdr, wld`dvdr !odrjen wns

od`tjf`dm, ld tffa f` n kffa fb s`ddrj`c ef`tdopt$ fw ld onmd

n kjvj`c j` tld 0s rdonj`s n oystdry tf tljs mny$

& mf tlnà 2fm tlnt tldrd wdrd sfod rntldr ofrd ofkkjbyj`c

cd`ds tf gd lnm nt tld eruejnk tjod fb oy pnrd`ts0 efupkj`c n`m j`

tljs rdspdet & wns kueay gdenusd, j` ef`trnst, oy oftldr enod

brfo n ojkmky sueedssbuk frtsofutl bnojky fb trnmjtjf`nk `nvnkstfea$ dr bntldr neljdvdm tld rnà fb Enptnj` n`m efoon`mdm

tld Bfynk Onelt -jetfrjn n`m Nkgdrt, f` wljel ld wns

neefopn`jdm brfo tjod tf tjod gy oy crn`moftldr f` erfssj`cs

tf tld &skd fb 5jclt, wld` Wudd` ^jetfrjn wd`t tf ldr gdkfvdm

Csgfr`d$ .f, tld cd`d nspdet wns `ft nkk tlnt gnm bfr od j` bnet$

!pnrt brfo tlnt, oy oftldr0s twf grftldrs lnm gftl gdd` `nvnk

fbbjedrs n`m & lnm n` dkmdrky crdnt uèkd wlf lnm rjsd` tf tld rnà

fb !mojrnk wlf kjvdm j` 7ujdt rdtjrdod`t j` tld fèd cd`tddk tfw`

fb )fkadstf`d$ F`fwj`c wlnt & a`fw `fw, tldy nkk kjvdm f`

odncrd pd`sjf`s, subbjejd`t f`ky tf sdttkd up dnel of`tl bfr tldjr

cj`, gjttdrs n`m suppky fb sfmn sjplf`s$ &t wns tld fkm !mojrnk

wlf tfkm od tlnt j` tld "#+s ld lnm slft pjcdf`s brfo tld grjmcd

fb tld gnttkdsljp ld fèd sdrvdm j`, wljel sddodm n trdod`mfusky

d9ejtj`c tlj`c tf lnvd mf`d$

.f, wjtl tldsd aj`ms fb stnkwnrt n`tdedmd`ts j` oj`m *n`m


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pdrlnps oy fw` mrdnos fb f`d mny nspjrj`c tf lnvd n sfmn

sjplf`D- jt wns lnrmky n`y surprjsd tf kdnr` tlnt jt wns tf gd oy

mdstj`y tf gd `d9t j` tljs `nvnk kj`d$ !s jt wns tf tur` fut, tljs f`kytff sff` enod tf n` ngrupt d`m wld` & mjm sfodtlj`c enkkdm

?swnkkfwj`c tld nèlfr$0 ]ljs js n` fkm `nvnk d9prdssjf` cd`drnkky

nppkjdm, wjtl sfod mjsmnj` gy tlfsd fb n edrtnj` rnà, tf n bdkkfw

fbbjedr wlf kdnvds tld sdrvjed dnrkyK HMno` gnm tlj`c yfu a`fw

1 yfu`c sf:n`m:sf, ld0s swnkkfwdm tld nèlfr 1 kdt tld sjmd mfw`

1 `f gkffmy ofrnks$G .lnmds fb oy bntldr0s cd`ds & bdnr$ !s n

sonkk gfy, & wns a`fw` tf ofst fb tld bnojky ns ?(jttkd Ijooy0,

gut wlfsd tdopdrnod`t wns j` trutl 7ujtd u`sujtdm tf kjbd j` tld.drvjeds$ jcl lfpds lnm gdd` pj``dm f` od gut ns jt wns tf tur`

fut & `dvdr bnèjdm tlnt aj`m fb kjbd tnad` up wjtl pjà cj`s, n

`nvnk gkn%dr wjtl n gnmcd f` jt n`m erf7udt nt wdda:d`ms$ @f, &

lnm gdd` jrrdvfengky enst j` tld ofukm fb oy bntldr wlf lnm gdd`

strue4 fbb tld strd`ctl$

& edrtnj`ky wfukm `ft lnvd cudssdm tlnt on`y ydnrs nbtdr tljs &

wfukm d`m up wjtl n erjoj`nk rdefrm, bnkk bfr n onrrjdm wfon`,

fw` n sdef`m:ln`m Mfrofgjkd n`m n of`crdk mfc enkkdm Inrvjs 1

n erdnturd & efukm stjkk ery fvdr 1 n`m gd kjvj`c n lnruo:senruo

kjbd fb jrrdspf`sjgjkjty, trnvdkkj`c tld kd`ctl n`m grdnmtl fb

=`ckn`m, tryj`c tf onad of`dy mdnkj`c j` ;uà, ns wdkk ns kjvj`c

tld mfugkd kjbd fb n kjgdrtj`d gdtwdd` n `dnr mdrdkjet twf:rffodm

gnsdod`t fbb 2kfuedstdr ]drrned f` tld dmcd fb Enomd` ]fw`,

efstj`c 4$" n wdda, n`m n Bdcdèy lfusd fvdrkffaj`c tld

Eln``dk$ &` (f`mf`, oy rffo wns sf mnop tlnt sfodtjods oy

gdm stdnodm wld` & tur`dm f` tld dkdetrje bjrd n`m & j`vnrjngky

wd`t tf skddp lnvj`c tf kjstd` tf tld `fjsd fb rnjkwny trueas

futsjmd f` tld rnjkwny kj`ds, gdj`c slu`tdm gnea n`m bfrtl tf tld

`dnrgy .t$ nèrns cffms ynrms$

@djtldr wfukm & dvdr lnvd joncj`dm tlnt tldrd wfukm gd

jmykkje tjods spd`t j` n sonkk pdnsn`t bnrolfusd, gfuclt wjtl tld

brujts fb oy sueedss, j` tld ljkks f` tld sfutldròfst tjp fb .pnj`,


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wldrd tlrfucl tld fpd` gdmrffo mffr, & efukm sdd fut nerfss tld

.trnjts tf wldrd tld kjclts fb ]n`cjdr ckj`tdm tlrfucl tld mnra`dss

djclt ojkds nwny n`m ldnr tld tlrfg fb mjdsdks efoj`c brfo tldbjslj`c gfnts fut nt sdn, wljkd kyj`c, gntldm j` kn`cufrfus

sntjsbnetjf`, vdry ekfsd tf tld wfon` wlf lnm sf wf`mdrbukky kdt

od sdmued ldr nt tld stnrt fb oy nmvd`turd, n`m wlf js tld rdnsf`

bfr oy tdkkj`c tljs stfry$

&t oust gd ns tldy sny, ?yfu onad yfur fw` kuea0, n`m tldrd

en` gd `f d9pkn`ntjf` ns tf wly bntd bnvfurs sfod wjtl gj%nrrd

dvd`ts tlrfuclfut kjbd, wldrdns tf ftldrs jt mjetntds n ydnr:f`:ydnr

pnttdr` fb needptdm `fronkjty$ ]f od kjbd nkwnys sddodm tf kdnmtf sfod fb tld ofst mjsfrmdrky n`m u`kjadky twjsts n`m tur`s$

]ldrd en` gd bdw pdfpkd wlf lnvd wfad` f` n .u`mny ofr`j`c

tf bj`m tldosdkvds n`m wlnt tldy wdrd mfj`c nt tld tjod, summd`ky

spknsldm nerfss tld gn``dr ldnmkj`ds fb n `ntjf`nk pnpdr, `fr bfr

tlnt onttdr wlf lnvd lnm tld efopkjod`t pnjm tf tldo gy lnvj`c

nrtwfras wljel tldy lnm sjopky mrdnodm up, nppdnr f` tld brf`t

efvdr fb "fusd 3 Cnrmd`, ofrd tln` fèd, fr sdd` tldo

d9ljgjtdm j`, nmojttdmky rntldr kdssdr, !odrjen` ousduos, ns tjodwd`t f`$ &t wns f`ky tlrfucl tlfsd j`bnofus bnojky cd`ds tlnt &

wns kueay d`fucl tf j`ldrjt n bdrtjkd joncj`ntjf` n`m n tfuel fb

mdvjfus`dss wljel d`ngkdm od, tfcdtldr wjtl n guèl fb tld ofst

u`kjadky pdfpkd, tf efèdjvd n`m onad nrtdbnets tlnt lnvd cf`d f`

tf mdefrntd tlfusn`ms fb !odrjen` n`m =urfpdn` lfods,

rdstnurn`ts n`m lftdks, sfod fb wljel ef`tjùd tf tur` up ns

?bnads0$ &t js edrtnj`ky ljclky crntjbyj`c tf a`fw tlnt oy dbbfrts j`

tljs rdspdet, cnvd gftl n crdnt mdnk fb gusj dss, prfbjt n`m

pkdnsurd, tf n` d`tjrd cd`drntjf` fb mdnkdrs 1 sfod lf`dst, sfod

`ft sf lf`dst 1 nksf dvdrymny efkkdetfrs, wlf wdrd j`tdrdstdm j`

pfp nrt n`m tld ne7ujsjtjf` fb nrtdbnets fb n gycf`d drn$

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