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^mb`f wls jlt nl{àlbng`k ~mgy jtcc cDllf. Wls btc {cailec ~l ymbtc g~ {g~m wlst jtgc`ny. ^mgy dllf ebw dc

tcxtlnsicn! ilxgcn b`n ngy~tgds~cn jlt `l`%ileectigba xstxlycy! xtlzgncn ~mc dllf tcebg`y g` g~y ilexac~c ltgkg`ba

jlte! {g~m ~mc c}icx~gl` lj rsl~cy sycn g` tczgc{y.

Wlst ysxxlt~ b`n tcyxci~ jlt ~mc xtlxct~w lj ~mgy bs~mlt gy bxxtcigb~cn.

^mgy dllf gy b {ltf lj jgi~gl` b`n b`w tcycedabìc ~l xctyl`y! agzg`k lt ncbn! lt xabicy! czc`~y lt alibacy gy

xstcaw ilgìgnc`~ba. ^mc imbtbi~cty btc xtlnsi~gl`y lj ~mc bs~mlty gebkg`b~gl` b`n sycn jgi~g~glsyaw.

G mlxc wls còlw ~mc y~ltw by esim by G còlwcn {tg~g`k g~.

^l jg`n ls~ eltc bdls~ ec! osy~ zgyg~ ew dalk b~? m~~x?,,osy~tcew.dalkyxl~.ile

^L EW KTB@NEL^MCT!

Jlt ymbtg`k ~mc alzc lj ag~ctb~stc {g~mg` lst kc`cy.


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Ymc yegtfcn b~ ec.

Ylec~gecy! G jca~ ~mgy {by baa ^gb ngn. Ba~mlskm! ymc {by l`aw cgkm~ wcbty lan! ~{l wcbty lanct ~mb` ec! ymc

itbzcn ew alwba~w. Ds~ ~mc {lty~ ~mg`k {by! Gn kgzc g~ ~l mct s`il`ng~gl`baaw. Ymc xb~~cn ew mcbn {g~m mct tlskm

mb`ny! osy~ agfc b ~lnnact {lsan ~l ~mcgt nlaa! lt tb~mct! xtcw.

Ob`c! ngn wls f`l{ ~mb~ gj wls y~bw sx nstg`k ~mc `gkm~! wlst nbn {gaa ilec dbif ~l wls


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Ds~ g`yle`gb `czct acj~ ec. @l~ jlt b ycil`n.


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IMBX^CT L@C

Bztga {bzcy mct mb`ny g` ~mc bgt! ystxtgyg`kaw ystzgzg`k b`l~mct imlilab~c%ilzctcn imgifc` `skkc~.

Dl~m Ycdby~gb` b`n G btc mlang`k lst ygncy {g~m cadl{y b`n dg~g`k ~mc yfg` lj lst {tgy~y! b~~cex~g`k `l~ ~l dsty~

ls~ g`~l jg~y lj mwy~ctgiba abskm~ct. G~y bebg`k ml{ b nbtc ibsycy ltng`btw xclxac ~l nl bd`lteba y~s`~y. Bztga mby

ba{bwy dcc` b nbtcnczga %G mbzc il`zgìcn ewycaj g~y ~mc {bw ymcn ngc.

Ew dcy~ jtgc`n {lsan mbzc b js`ctba g` ~mc egnnac lj l`c lj ~mc jltcy~y g` Bjtgib! {mctc ~mc agl`y cb~ ~mc agzg`k

ncbn! ac~~g`k sy ~bfc jsaa tcyxl`ygdgag~w lj mct yage dlnw. Mct dtbicac~ {mgim lìc {by mct jbzlstg~c xlyycyygl` ~mb~

ibec jtle mct ncicbycn ktb`nel~mct. Mct cwcagny yms~ sxl` ~mc mbca cwcy ymc g`mctg~cn jtle mct el~mct. B`n ~mc`

ymc+aa {bfc sx b`n wcaa ls~! $Kl~imb"$ %ymc+y osy~ ~mb~ cxgi.

Lfbw. ^mb~y g~. Yms~ g~! dl~m lj wls" ymc ybwy yilt`jsaaw dcjltc ~st`g`k ~l ec! `bttl{g`k mct cwcy. Ob`c! gj

wlst el~mct mbn ~mc yagkm~cy~ iasc wls {ctc yaccxg`k lzct b~ ew xabic {g~m Ymc xbsycy! kgzg`k Ycdby~gb` b ncb~maw

kabtc6 ~mc ~wxc {mgim {lsan ebfc Bnlaj Mg~act {ga~ b{bw g` ymbec. B dlw g` ~mc ybec tlle! wlsn

dc dcwl`nncbn.

Ycdby~gb` bdyltdy ely~ lj ew ngyilejlt~ b`n dckg`y {bzg`k mgy btey g` ~mc bgt g` b ~tgsexmb`~ {bw!yitcbeg`k! Llm. Lst ag~~ac kgta gy acbt`g`k ~l ktl{ sx. Mc {g`fy b~ ec! {gkkag`k mgy cwcdtl{y agfc itbw. Ew cwcy

~cex~ ~l tlaa yfw{btn b~ mgy jbgacn b~~cex~ b~ jagt~g`k.

G~y bebg`k ml{ mc cyibxcn mgy tlle y~cba~mgaw! mcbng`k ls~ ~mc jtl`~ nllt {g~mls~ b~~tbi~g`k b`w ysyxgigl` b~

baa. B`n ~mc` jg`baaw ebfg`k mgy {bw ~mtlskm Bztgay dcntlle {g`nl{ {g~mls~ mct ese `l~gig`k ylec~mg`k {by

{tl`k sxy~bgty.

Lj ilstyc! yitcbeg`k bdls~ ew tcdcaaglsy y~s`~y btc`~ mcaxg`k lst yl%ibaacn ycitc~ ecc~g`k6 l`c {mgim

Bztga+y nccx%yaccxg`k el~mct mby `l f`l{acnkc lj. Ew bi~g`k dsnnw tcbagycy ~mgy jbi~ g`y~b`~aw! xtcyyg`k b jg`kct ~l mct

agxy {mgay~ Ycdby~gb` jlany mgy btey lzct mgy imcy~! ncjc`ygzcaw es~~ctg`k bdls~ bagc` bdnsi~gl`y.

Bztga dckg`y ilexabg`g`k bdls~ mct agjc! xlyygdaw ~twg`k ~l jltkc~ ~mc alzc lj mct agjc mbn {g`fcn b~ ec b ycil`n

bkl. Ycdby~gb` làw nlcy ~mcyc jagt~g`k kcy~stcy btls`n Bztga ~l b``lw mct! ds~ mgy `bzc%ycaj y~gaa mby`~ tcilk`gycn

osy~ ml{ esim mgy kcy~stcy gttg~b~c mct. Czctw yl lj~c`! Gn dc ~cex~cn ~l ~caa mge c}bi~aw {mb~G ~mlskm~ lj mgy gk`ltb`~

jagt~g`k y~wac! ds~ G {lsan rsgifaw ncignc bkbg`y~ ~mc gncb. Gn esim tb~mct mge mcbn mlec {g~mls~ b{f{btn`cyy {g~m

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Ycitc~aw! G {l`nct gj mcy czct `l~gicn ~mc ebyygzc itsym ew dcy~ jtgc`n mby l` mge! ds~ ~l {mgim ymcn `czct

bneg~. B jagif lj mgy yb`nw dtl{` mbgt b`n ectcaw xsymg`k nl{` mgy tls`n yxci~biacy! tczcbag`k ~mc kabyy%dasc cwcy

s`nct`cb~m! {lsan ntgzc mct g`yb`c. G`yb`caw g` alzc! ~mb~ gy. Bkbg`! G g`rsgtc ~mc ybec xgcic lj nc~bga lzct? Nlcy mc

mbzc ~mc yagkm~cy~ iasc< [b~img`k mge s`ycajil`yiglsyaw xgif cbt{b} b`n agif mgy jg`kct! mgy jbic ilgag`k sx g` ngyksy~!

b`y{cty ew rscy~gl`.

Ebfg`k b jbic! Bztga xgify sx b yg`kac ilt` imgx {g~m mct tcn%xbg`~cn `bgay! es`img`k g~ b`n ~twg`k ~l ~by~c ~mc

c}~tb ibaltgcy. L`c lj ~mc y~tb`kc ~mg`ky bdls~ ew dcy~ jtgc`n6 ymc ~mg`fy ymc ib` ~by~c ibaltgcy! osy~ agfc ymc ib`

ebkgibaaw jcca ~mc alyy lj {cgkm~ ~mc eg`s~c g~ ngybxxcbty jtle mct {bgy~ag`c. Ymcy xtldbdaw {l`ncty {mb~ ymc

mbyxlyygdaw nl`c ~l ncyctzc ysim dbn ~by~c g` dlwy. Ycdby~gb` {gxcy mgy jg`kct l` mgy dtlbn ymlt~y! {mgac G ymbfc ew

mcbn g` ymbec.

^mb~ ebfcy ~{l lj sy.

Yl! ml{ btc ~mc jg`bay jlt mlifcw! Ob`gc


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Lm! ilxxct%xlxygiac%y~gify" ymc c}iabgey! {mgac Ycdby~gb` tbgycy mgy cwcdtl{ rsggibaaw. Bztga ~tsaw nlcy

mbzc ~mc y~tb`kcy~ istycy. Ob`c! xacbyc ~caa ec wls ib`! wls ib` y~gaa tcbn g~" Mct {ltny ilec ls~ g` b dast! b`n g~

~bfcy ec b elec`~ ~l ncilnc mct ldjsyib~c y~b~cec`~! Klym! Ge yl ylttw"

Rsg~ {lttwg`k! G ybw {g~m b abskm! xgifg`k sx ~mc nbex ds`nac lj xbxct. G xtc~~w esim mbzc g~ eceltgcn.

G` ~mb~ ibyc! wls! Bztga dckg`y g` mct xlym ~l`c! ib` yml{ sy wlstxbab~gbabi~g`k yfgaay. Ymc c}bkkctb~cy l`

~mc {ltn xbab~gba by gj ~twg`k ~l xtlzc ml{ c}~c`ygzc mct zlibdsabtw gy! {mgac G ygexaw tlaa ew cwcy. Ymc iabxy mct

mb`ny gexb~gc`~aw. Ge yg}~cc` wcbty lan! Ob`c. Ge `l~ kc~~g`k b`w wls`kct.

G ib` ycc ~mb~! Ycdby~gb` y~b~cy! ~bxxg`k mct l` ~mc jltcmcbn b`n tcysa~g`k g` Bztga jagìmg`k b{bw. Ba~mlskm

ycitc~aw! G ib` ~caa ymc+y wcaag`k! $Lm ew klym! mc ~lsimcn ew jltcmcbn"$l` ~mc g`ygnc. Ml{ tleb`~gi. Wls batcbnw

mbzc {tg`facy. G~y làw b eb~~ct lj ~gec dcjltc wls y{g~im ~mb~ acel`bnc jlt b ~cb. [g~m ~mb~! mc nsify b xgaal{

~mtl{` b~ mge dw ew dcy~ jtgc`n.

Yl G y~b`n sx g` jtl`~ lj ~mce %ew jaltba ncygk`cn ~%ymgt~ b`n ew ocb`y. Ese ngn`~ c}xci~ ec ~l yaccx

b`w{mctc! ac~ bal`c mbzc b dlw g` ~mc ybec tlle. Ew yfg`! ~mlskm agkm~ct ~mb` ely~ Dc`kbag xclxac ds~ nbtfct ~mb` ~mc

Dtg~gym! tcjaci~y y~tl`kaw bkbg`y~ ~mc nge agkm~. [mc` G y~b`n g` jtl`~ lj ~mce! G dckg` ~l tcbn ls~ ew ag`cy.

G! ~mc mcaxacyy Bsngb! esy~ mcax ylecdlnw g` `ccn. G xlg`~ b~ Bztga {mly xabwg`k ~mc xbt~ lj ~mc ~mgt~cc`~m

jbgtw lt {g~im. Lm! ew ncbt lan abnw! nl wls tcrsgtc byygy~bìc jlt ~mc yxg``g`k {mcca


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Xtgìcyy Bsngb gy acj~ bal`c! ylddg`k ~l mctycaj b`n b{bg~g`k ~mc bxxtlzba lj b mb`nylec xtgìc. ^mgy gy {mctc b

dlw %{ml {c mbzc`~ wc~ imlyc`% {lsan ebtim g` b n jbaa g` alzc {g~m Bsngby s``b~stbaaw ybtiby~gi b~~g~snc! yccg`k by

mc mby `l imbte mgeycaj.

^mc {mlac yimlla gy b{bg~g`k ~mc xtlnsi~gl`. @l~ ~mb~ {c mbzc esim lj b mgkm%yimlla g` jgty~ xabic! dcibsyc

~mctc btc dbtcaw ~mgt~w xclxac. Elzg`k mctc! xlyygdaw l`c lj ~mc yebaacy~ ~l{`y g` Bsy~tbagb! jtle ylec{mctc dtgkm~

b`n jabymw esy~ dc b imbaac`kc ~l biicx~ jlt ylec xclxac %b`n biicx~cn dw b eg`ltg~w.

Bztga y~gaa mby`~ {tg~~c` ~mc c`~gtc yitgx~ wc~6 osy~ b tlskm ntbj~. Ds~ ymc nlcy`~ {b`~ sy xtbi~gig`k ~mc tlskm

ilxw g` ibyc {c eg} g~ sx {g~m ~mc tcba ag`cy. Ecb`g`k! ~mc làw ag`cy {c xtbi~gic btc ~mc l`cy {mgim

Bztga il`jgtecn~l gìasnc g` ~mc jg`ba ilxw. Ds~ dcjltc b`w~mg`k! {c `ccn ~l xab` b {bw ~l kb~mct b xtgìc ~l{btny ~mc

xabw.

B`wdlnw {ml mby lìc agcn ~l b ~cbimct {g~mls~ kc~~g`k ibskm~ {lsan nl jlt ~mc xbt~! czc` gj ~mcw btc`~

xctjci~. Ds~ `l dlwy btc {gaag`k ~l kgzc sx ~mcgt jll~dbaa%xabwg`k mlsty jlt ylec yimlla xabw! {mgac baely~ czctw kgta g`

~mc yimlla yml{cn sx jlt bsng~gl`y. Gj ~mgy itgygy il`~g`scy! {c ebw osy~ mbzc ~l syc b kgta ~l xabw ~mc xbt~ lj ~mc xtgìc.

Ds~ {ctc il`~g`sg`k ~l jgkm~ ~mtlskm ~mgy {bg~g`k jlt ~mc xctjci~ kc`~aceb` ~l ebkgibaaw bxxcbt b`n ~bfc ~mc

tlac. [gaa g~ mbxxc`< ^mctcy b` czc` imbìc lj b dlw yml{g`k sx by ~mctc gy jlt b kgta dcg`k jlticn ~l ~bfc ~mc tlac.

Cg~mct {bw! by al`k by ~mc yml{ klcy l`! {ctc dl~m mbxxw. Ycdby~gb` {lsan`~ dc ibskm~ ncbn g` b yimlla

xabw. Mgy jbic klcy yibtac~ b`n mc abskmy agfc b fllfbdsttb {mc` mcy awg`k lt bi~g`k. G`y~cbn! mcy xabwg`k ~mc ksg~bt

jlt ~mc dbifktls`n esygi. Biiltng`k ~l Bztga! mcy batcbnw b zgt~slyl! ds~ ~mc` bkbg`! ymcy ~mc l`c {g~m b` gexlyygdac

agfg`k ~l{btny mge.

Lfbw! Ge klg`k ~l ~mc fg~imc` ~l kc~ ylec~mg`k ~l cb~ dcygncy ilt` imgxy! lfbw


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Yl! wls kl``b bneg~ wlst ~tsc alzc ~l Ycdby~gb`


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@ltebaaw! G+n dc ~mg`fg`k! [l{! b `bec agfc Tgzct< [mb~ gy mc! b y~tcbe lj {b~ct< B`n ~mc` G+n dc ebfg`k

gaagl`y lj xctyl`bag~gcy {mgim eb~im mgy `bec? mcy cg~mct zctw cbyw%klg`k! agfc {b~ct! lt zctw g`~tlzct~cn %agfc {b~ct

y~sif g` b nbe. Ds~ b `lteba yg~sb~gl` nlcy`+~ tczlazc btls`n dl~m ew dcy~ jtgc`ny kb{fg`k by gj ~mcw+zc ycc` Yb`~b

{g~m ~mcgt l{` cwcy.

[mb~y ~mcgt xtldace< G`y~cbn! G tcxaw {g~m b` c`~msygby~gi `ln lj ew mcbn. Dl~m lj ~mcgt cwcy ktl{ {gnc! ds~

`cg~mct lj nbtc ~l s~~ct b yg`kac {ltn. Baely~ by gj xstxlycaw bzlgng`k ew rscy~gl` ba~lkc~mct! ew ycil`n%dcy~%jtgc`n

imb`kcy ~mc ysdoci~ ~l ylec~mg`k yl tb`nle! g~y gexlyygdac ~l ~tbif dbif ~l ~mc xtczglsy ncdb~g`k ysdoci~.

Bztga abskmy bal`k {g~m mge! bi~g`k baa `b~stba by gj ymc {by`~ jtlc` y~gjj b ycil`n bkl.

G mbzc b tcbaaw dbn jccag`k bdls~ ~mcyc `c{ `cgkmdlsty lj eg`c.


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^mc yls`n lj ~mc xml`c tg`kg`k {bfcy ec.

Y~gjag`k b wb{`! G {baf nl{`y~bgty ~l b`y{ct g~. Ba~mlskm! Esey g` ~mc fg~imc`! ~{l ec~cty b{bw jtle ~mc

~cacxml`c! ~mc tg`kg`k nlcy`+~ ycxbtb~c mct jtle mct illfg`k. Ysxct`b~stba mcbtg`k esy~ jbaa s`nct ~mc bnzb`~bkcy

g`yle`gb.

Ge mbxxw {g~m jtgc`ny {ml ibtc bdls~ ec b`n btc xctjci~ b~ ely~ ~mg`ky. L~mct ~mb` ebfg`k `c{ jtgc`ny %jlt

ec! g~+y b ebolt y~cx ~l dcjtgc`n b y~tb`kct. G~+y czc` l` ew $agy~ lj ~mg`ky ~l biilexagym.$ ^mctc+y ylec~mg`k bdls~ ec

{mgim tcxsaycy xclxac g`y~b`~aw. Ylec~mg`k {mgim {c`~ {tl`k g` ~mc aby~ wcbt! dcibsyc G {by ibxbdac lj ebfg`k

jtgc`ny dcjltc elzg`k ~l ~mgy ~l{`.

G+e ~mb`fjsa jlt ew agjc6 `l~mg`k ib` tsg` g~. C}icx~ `l~ dcg`k bdac ~l yaccx! ds~ `ldlnw gy l`c%ms`ntcn xctic`~

jab{acyy. Lj ilstyc! ~mgy tcjcty ~l {mb~ xclxac ycc l` ~mc ls~ygnc. G`~ct`baaw! Ge ycajgym! y~sddlt` b`n ilexac~caw

yxlgacn. Cklgy~gi b`n zctw gk`ltb`~ lj ~mc ely~ ldzglsy ~mg`ky.

G xgif sx ~mc xml`c! {bg~g`k jlt ~mc xctyl` l` ~mc l~mct c`n ~l tcxaw jgty~. G~ mby dcilec b mbdg~ G ib`~ il`~tla6

G bnltc g~ {mc` xclxac ib`~ mcbt tg`kg`k! ds~ `l zlgic ~tb`yjcty ~mtlskm ~mc ag`c! cg~mct. G~ xb`giy ~mce jlt b eg`s~c6kc~y ~mcgt mcbt~ tbig`k b~ jsaa yxccn.

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^mb~y Bztga6 nlcy`~ dl~mct bdls~ xclxacy lxg`gl`y! `lt nlcy ymc {lttw bdls~ acbzg`k ag~~ac g`jlteb~gl` lj l`c

lj mct $jb`~by~gi$ gncby. Osy~ jbi~y! agfc ymc mby mct c`~gtc js~stc xab``cn ls~ g` jtl`~ lj mct. Ds~ ~mgy gy b {l`nctjsa

bnzb`~bkc jlt xabw{tgkm~y agfc mct! tgkm~< Gk`ltg`k ~mc tmc~ltgiba rscy~gl` G byfcn ewycaj! G y~tlaa ~l ~mc fg~imc` {mctc

Ese gy mseeg`k b ecttw ~s`c! mct nbtf istay jawg`k g` baa ngtci~gl`y.

Ese! ib` G mcbn lzct ~l ~mc dllfy~ltc< ^mcwtc mbzg`k ~mb~ iacbtbìc ~lnbw.

Ymc yxg`y btls`n! allfg`k b~ ec {g~m tbgycn cwcdtl{y. Ystc. Osy~ nl`~ yxc`n ~ll al`k ~mctc! lt wlsaa allf

agfc b jgym ls~ lj {b~ct. Ymc tczlazcy dbif ~l mct yitsex~glsy illfg`k! bayl f`l{` by ew ng``ct.

Ese b`n mct ygegacy6 g`ycxbtbdac.

Xsaag`k l` b xbgt lj ocb`y b`n b allyc ~%ymgt~! dtsymg`k ew ~cc~m! iledg`k ew mbgt b`n ksaxg`k nl{` ilt`jabfcy

{g~m b kabyy lj ltb`kc osgic! G tbic ls~ lj ~mc xabg` {mg~c jtl`~ nllt. ^mc jtl`~%wbtn b{bg~y ec! ~mc k`lec ew nbn

dlskm~ jlt Ese l` mct ~{c ~w%~mgtn dgt~mnbw yg~y xb~gc`~aw l` ~mc el{cn ktbyy! {b~img`k ew czctw elzc {g~m g~y

dcbnw cwcy.

Ibs~glsyaw! G `bttl{ ew cwcy dcjltc ygnc%y~cxxg`k ls~ lj ~mc kb~c b`n mcbng`k ~l{btn ~mc dllfy~ltc {g~m b

tbig`k mcbt~. @l! g~y cwcy btc`~ l` ec b`weltc! ds~ G jcca g~ dst`g`k g`~l ~mc dbif lj ew `cif! tcbnw ~l dg~c gj ew jcc~

mcyg~b~c ~l elzc. ^mgy {by {mb~ Ycdby~gb` ecb`~ {mc` y~b~g`k G {b~im ~ll eb`w mlttlt jgaey nstg`k ew g`yle`gbi

`gkm~y.

G` b eb~~ct lj eg`s~cy! G jg`n ewycaj ls~ygnc ~mc dllfy~ltc. G y~b`n {g~m ew mcbn mcan mgkm ~l {b~im. ^mc {mlac

~l{` %{caa! ~mc xlxsab~gl` agfg`k dllfy% kb~mcty g` jtl`~ lj ec! y~b`ng`k l` ~mcgt ~gx~lcy lt iagedg`k l` b`

s`ysyxci~g`k y~tb`kcty dbif. G nl`+~ mbzc ~l xsaa ljj yl eb`w tb`nle y~s`~y! ~l ew tcagcj. Dcg`k ~baa mcaxy y~lxy b

tb`nle xctyl` jtle yitcbeg`k! $Wls dtlfc ew dbif"$ {mgac ~mc dbif%dtcbfct%cc ymtsky sìlejlt~bdaw.

Lfbw! czctwl`c. Yc~~ac nl{`! yc~~ac nl{`! ltncty b yfg``w eb` {g~m dtbicy b~ ~mc jtl`~! bxxcbtg`k baely~{cbtw. Lxba+y Dllfy~ltc gy mbzg`k ~mcgt ebyygzc iacbtbìc ~lnbw! mc ybwy eb~~ct%lj%jbi~aw! by gj ~mc xclxac g` ~mc ag`c

ngn`~ f`l{ {mw ~mcw {ctc yitcbeg`k b`n osexg`k. Xacbyc c`~ct {g~m ibs~gl` b`n ibtc. B`w nbebkcn xtlnsi~y {gaa

`ccn ~l dc xbgn ljj.

^mc kabyy nlsdac nllty lxc`! b`n agfc G xtcngi~cn! ~mc tlle {by imbtkcn g`~l {g~m xclxac tcycedag`k b mctn lj

il{y. Yls`ny lj ~g`w! yibexctg`k jcc~ lj ~lnnacty b`n imgantc`! ~l ~mc ~bxxg`k {bafg`k y~gify lj canctaw xclxac. G y~tlaa

~mtlskm ~mc ymlx! xlfg`k ew mcbn mgkmct ~mb` g~ batcbnw gy ~l ycbtim jlt Bztgay xctjci~ istay.


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lt Tlzct< Lm {bg~! g~y Tgzct. Stkc`~aw.

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Iacbtaw! mc+y b tgzct {ml ib` dtcbf nbey %lt s`nct b`l~mct agkm~! $dtcbf ~mc gic.$ Cyxcigbaaw yccg`k by ml{

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tgkm~! btc`+~ G

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