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Yèna bh Dbmyamyt

kyna S`fa

èna bh DbmyamytDbs{ukfgy

Iaikd`ykbm

skfu`sg

@ Mbya hubo yga @qygbu

gbqy Gau Nbxan{ Mòa

gkt Kt Tb Mby Oa

nqo Yuaa

@dlmbvnaifoamyt

Duaikyt

q{ yga Ebbl


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Dbs{ukfgy 5305 e{ M`y nka Taueau

@nn ukfgyt uatauxai

Hbu kmhbuo`ykbm ebqy sauokttkbm yb uasubiqda tanadykbm

hubo ygkt ebbl. vukya yb Sauokttkbmt. Gbqfgybm Okhhnkm

Gùdbquy Sqenktgkmf Dbos`m{. 501 Sùl @xamqa Tbqyg.

Mav [bul. Mav [bul 03334-vvv-gogebblt-dbo

Ygata tybukat bukfkm`nn{ ssaùai. km tboa d`tat km tnkfg

ikhhauamy xautkbmt. km yga hbnnbvkmf sqenkd`ykbmt:

Ygkt Kt Tb Mby Oa. Kmlvann.Sbuyau Fqndg Uaxkav. `mi@

Hùa: Tybukat. Sbaot. mi Att`{t bm Hnkfgy< Snqo YuaaFqnh Db`ty< Tgbqy Gau Nbxan{ Mòa. Gqmfau Obqmy`kmYgata tanadykbmt ua vbult bh hkdykbm- Mòat. dgù`dyaut

sn`dat. mi kmdkiamyt ua akygau subiqdyt bh yga qygbut

o`fkm`ykbm bu qtai hkdykykbqtn{- @m{ uataoen`mda yb `dyq`

sautbmt. nkxkmf bu iaì. kt amykuan{ dbkmdkiamy n-

Sauokttkbmt duaikyt ùa nbd`yai `y \=_-Yga Nkeuù{ bh Dbmfuatt g`t d`y`nbfai yga sukmy aikykbm

`t hbnnbvt:Taueau. M`y`nka-

Tgbqy gau nbxan{ mòa " M`y`nka Taueau-

s- do-KTEM ;67/3/196/84915/9

0- Obygaut `mi i`qfgyautHkdykbm- 5- A`ykmf iktbuiaut

Hkdykbm- 4- HòknkatHkdykbm- 9- Iboatykd hkdykbm- 1-

St{dgbnbfkd`n hkdykbm- K- Ykyna-

ST480;-A641;T18 5305

704&-8id54 5300348;39


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aKTEM ;67/3/199/39315/8


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Hbu Tbsgka. Oknat. mi Jban

vkyg nbxa mi fu`ykyqia


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@nn K ua`nn{. ua`nn{ v`my bqu nbxa yb ib.

Kt yb eukmf bqy yga eaty km oa `mi {bq-

Jbmk Okydgann


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@ Mbya hubo yga @qygbu

Gannb!

m yga aùn{ axamkmft. vgam yga nbqi `mi ùfqoamy`ykxa

ubvt f`ygau km yga tknxau anot K nkla yb v`nl km o{

akfgebugbbi- Sùamyt. ykuai hubo vbul. sqnn kmyb iukxav`{

Lkit iubs dna`yt `mi fqkyùt km yga g`nn. saug`st yga{ tayyna

y yga ikmkmf ubbo yèna yb vbul ygubqfg ` s`fa bh `nfaeu`

ubenaot- O{ makfgebut nbmf/nkoeai eb{ kt bqy hubmy

gbbykmf gbbst- Eagkmi gko. yga enqa fnbv bh ` YX nkfgyt

ga nkxkmf ubbo vkmibv- @ dgkni u`dat gboa bm ` ekla. `

bf eùlt hubo eagkmi ` hamda- Gqobu. `mfau. yga yguknnkmf

oboamyt bh iaas nbxa `mi dbmmadykbm. yga nbman{ oboamyh iats`ku. nn bddqu vkygkm ygata gboat- Yga awg qtyai

vbuukat bh ` mav obo. yga sùy{ yg`y tvkmft bqy bh dbmyubn

vgam sùamyt ùa `v`{. yga o`n`kta bh uìk`ykbm yua`yoam

ga vkha vgb yqumt gau e`dl bm gau gqte`mi. ko`fkmkmf `m

myaukmf yga taduay gaùyt bh buikmù{ sabsna eukmft qt

btau ybfaygau- Yg`y kt vg{ K uaì `mi yg`y kt vg{ K vukya. yb

aan natt nbma-

ga tybukat kmdnqiai km ygkt fkhyai okmk a/ebbl ùa y`lam

bo o{ dbnnadykbm. Tgbqy Gau Nbxan{ Mòa` ebbl yg`y

wòkmat yga kmyamta `mi dbosnaw faboayu{ bh bqu obtyo buy`my uan ykbmtgk t. ygbta vkyg bqu nbxaut `mi t bqtat


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qu dgkniuam `mi bqu sùamyt-

Km yga yguaa tybukat kmdnqiai gaua. ` {bqmf dbnnafa

yqiamy tma`lt toblat `mi fu`ssnat vkyg gau mav nkha.

vgkdg kmdnqiat ` oqdg bniau gqte`mi `mi `m kmh`my< `

aam`fau tya`nt gau obygaut vaai `mi hkmit gautanh

mawsadyain{ km yga e`dl ta`y vkyg ` eb{ tgat jqty oay< `mobygau yukat gau eaty yb `xauy yga yauukena ybnn ` i`qfgyaut

`ykmf iktbuiau y`lat bm gau hòkn{-

Yga dgù`dyaut ùa gbsahqn. h`nnkena. pqkwbykd. mi

oekykbqt- Yga{ v`my yga eaty hbu ygaku hòknkat `mi fb `hya

gaku iatkuat km tboaykoat yga ètbnqyan{ vubmf v`{t- Kmygau vbuit. yga{ ùa `nn bh qt-

g`ml {bq tb oqdg hbu {bqu kmyauaty km o{ vbul- K gbsa {bq

mjb{ yga tybukat `mi vknn skdl qs Tgbqy Gau Nbxan{ Mòavgam ky ùukxat km ebbltybuat bm Jqma 58-

`la fbbi dùa.

M`y`nka


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Tgbqy Gau Nbxan{ Mòa

O`{

m yga eafkmmkmf. ibmy y`nl yb {bqu i`qfgyau. ead`qta

m{ygkmf {bq t`{ tga vknn uahqya- Mbykda yg`y tga mb nbmfau

`yt dgaata- [at. dgaata: `m amykua hbbi d`yafbu{ fbat

okttkmf hubo gau ikay- Tga dn`kot dgaata kt iktfqtykmf `mg`y. gannb2 tga g`t nv`{t g`yai ky- Ygkml yb {bqutanh - - -Bl`{. mb hay`. mb Fbqi`yg`yt ` qmkpqa `mi s`kmnatt`yg yb kmikxkiq`ykbm< tgat mby skaudkmf. y`yybbkmf. bu

qhhkmf- Dgaata ktmy duqdk`n- Yga natt t`ki èbqy dgaata

ga eayyau. ygbqfg gbmatyn{ {bq ib uaoaoeau v`ydgkmf gau

mjb{ Euka bm ` e`fqayya Huki`{ axamkmft vgam ygaakfgebut dòa bxau `mi ygaua v`t n`qfgyau km yga gbqta

Ygam e`fqayyat fb ybb-

Vgkya hnbqu ktmy ga`nyg{. tga t`{t-

Tga dn`kot yb ea tb oqdg g`sskau mbv yg`y tgat

a`nygkau. mbv yg`y tga ibatmy a`y dgaata. s`ty`. dbblkatoa`y. sa`mqy eqyyau. `xbdìbt. `mi oknl- Tga yannt {bq `nn

gkt vkygbqy toknkmf- Ty`mikmf eahbua yga bsam uahukfau`ybu

la `m mygubsbnbfkty tyqi{kmf yga dqtybot bh ` pq`kmy `mi

`dlvùi dkxknkz`ykbm. tga ibatmy `ssaù g`sskau-

Vgam tga tyast v`{ vkyg bmn{ vaifa bh {annbv eann

assau. t`{. @ua {bq tqua yg`yt `nn {bq v`my2 Vg`y èbq


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bqu ebmat2 [bqu ebi{ kt fubvkmf. mbvt yga ykoa yb nbì

s bm d`ndkqo tb {bq ibmy ami qs ` nbman{ bni gqmdge`dl

vaaskmf yga tkiav`nl km hubmy bh {bqu dbyy`fa- Eami bxau

bqu suayami eubbo. mbi {bqu gaì. `mi dubbl ` hkmfau `y

au-

Mkeena. mkeena nkla ` obqta. vgb kt mkeenkmf bm o{

gbqta2 dukai yga bni vkydg- Bg. iaù Fuayan. dboa km-

Ygaua kt mbygkmf yb ea hukfgyamai bh- Dboa km- Tga

ybbl Fuayan e{ yga g`mi `mi nai gau kmyb gau nkyyna gbqta-

Ygam fbbi hbbi v`t tay eahbua Fuayan. oknl mi

`xbdìb. sa`mqy eqyyau. oa`y. dbblkat. s`ty`. mi

dgaata-

[bqu i`qfgyau tyùat qs `y yga lkydgam daknkmf. gau nbbl

yav bh ikti`km `mi hbueaù`mda- Jqty tb {bq lmbv. Obo

bqua tb mby yga toùyaty sautbm km yga ubbo- Tga mkeenaau sassau vaifa. `mi {bq gbsa mbma bh ky fayt tyqdl

ayvaam gau yaayg bu tga vknn oktt g`nh gau oa`n-

@nbma `y mkfgy. tyùy yb Fbbfna a`ykmf iktbuiauyguaaoat- Vgam {bq hkm`nn{ suatt amyau. {bq ua `tybmktgai yb

aa yg`y ygaua ùa 6.733.333 s`fat bh uatbqudat. vkyg

aìkmft nkla St{dg Damyu`n. Ebi{ Iktybuykbm. AI Kmiaw.

Uadbxau{ Enbf. Danaeukykat vkyg @mbuawk`. @nnk`mda hbu

Gbsa. ITO/KX-Ua`nkza `m awsauy kt maaiai `mi y`la {bqu i`qfgyau yb

kaykyk`m- Km yga anax`ybu bm yga v`{ qs. tga ty`mit t hù

v`{ hubo {bq `t tga sbttken{ d`m- Gau g`ku. yga dbnbu bhaì u`tt. g`m t bxau gau hkauda a at- Km d`ta bqua


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vbmiaukmf. K g`ya {bq-

Uaoaoeau {bqu i`qfgyau kt km ygaua tboavgaua-

Ygkt ikaykyk`m. yga hkuty bh yguaauadbooamiai e{ `

gkninatt. hbuy{/tboaygkmf hukami vgb tbqfgy gans km buiau y

bta eann{ h`ynbblt `y {bqu i`qfgyau `mi taat bma bh gau

tq`n dnkamyt- Tga uadbooamit hbquyaam gqmiuai d`nbukat`{. mbmh`y i`ku{. bma tnkda bh euaì. jqty bma yènatsbbm b

nkxa bkn bm t`nì fuaamt- [bq ikimy lmbv{bq ygbqfgy {b

vaua ibkmf yga ukfgy ygkmf. `mi {bq ua mbv uanaf`yai yb yg

qmda dbumau hbuaxau e{ {bqu i`qfgyau vgb kt ygkm `t tgat

nv`{t v`myai yb ea-Yga hbquyaam/{aù/bni sùy bh {bqyga Yaam o`f`zkmaqetdukekmf sùy bh {bq yg`y ena`dgai {bqu iùl g`ku bu`mf

vkyg Tqsau Tqm/Km mi g`yai. ètbnqyan{ g`yai. {bqu ygkfgt

ga sùy yg`y tboaykoat qtai yb a`y mbygkmf eqy ` e`fan `n

`{ tb kh `m{bma `tlai {bq vg`y {bq `ya. {bq dbqni `mtva

@ e`fan. `mi haan tyubmfyg`ysùy bh {bq ygkmlt {bqu`qfgyau nbblt fbbi- [bqu i`qfgyau kt maùn{ t ygkm t `

kf/a{ai La`ma fkun. `t ygkm `t yga taxamyg/fuìa fkunt vg

ukhy `nbmf yga g`nnt bh gau okiina tdgbbn. ygaku ekmiaut

uattai yb ygaku dbnnùebmat. ygaku dbxayai nbv/ukta.

atyub{ai/iamko. tlkmm{/hky. tkza/ibqena/zaub ja`mt fu`zkmgaku jqyykmf gksebmat- Tga kt `t ygkm t gau hukamit vgb

u`f èbqy eakmf tyqhhai `hyau ygaku bma/dùuby nqmdgat-

Kyt du`z{. Obo- Ko vbuukai èbqy Eayg. Tù`.

OdLamzka. Dn`kua - - - tga t`{t. v`xkmf gau tnkda bh {annbv

ann sassau km yga `ku-

Fbbfna a`ykmf iktbuiaut `f`km- Ygkt ykoa dnkdl bm yga


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ml qmiauty`mikmfAIt-dbo-

v kh nbv/ukta )1;-13 033! dbyybm. ybbygskdl naf.tqeyna hìkmf `mi vgktlaukmf. awyuaoa xkmy`faiatyuqdykbm v`tg. nbv/ukta tlkmm{ hky. kosbuyai kTybdlsgbyb-dbo

Jqn{

Ibmy y`nl yb {bqu i`qfgyau èbqy hbbi. ygbqfg ygkt kt `nn tg

vknn v`my yb y`nl yb {bq èbqy- Ts`fgayyk vkyg dn o t`qda

bqmit ò`zkmf. tgann t`{. hnksskmf ygubqfg Fbquoayo`f`zkma. eqy vgam {bq suasùa ky. `nbmf vkyg e`ydg bh


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ubvmkat. gbskmf tgann a`y. tgann dn`ko tgat `nv`{t

ayatyai ky- Tgann d`nn {bq `m kikby hbu dbblkmf tgky/hbbi {b

mbv tga nb`ygat- Fqatt vg`y. Obo. tga vknn t`{ vkyg ga

av xkyukbn. K maxau v`my yb ea ` dgqee{/tyqski/mb/nkha/

qdlkmf/ekydg/nbtau nkla {bq-

@hyau {bq tn s gau. ibmy du{- Gbni {bqu bhhamikmf s`nof`kmty {bqu bvm dgaal km oanbiuò`ykd fatyqua bh

gòa `mi gbuubu yg`y {bq ygkml {bq ua`nn{ oa`m- Haan mb

`ykth`dykbm- Vgam tga d`nnt {bq eqtkxa `mi ygua`yamt yb

gbma dgkni subyadykxa tauxkdat. uatkty g`mikmf gau yga

gbma vkyg ` vu{ K iùa {bqtokna- Yu{ mby yb tduaò e`dly gau- Ibmy `tl gau vg`y yga gann tanh/tyùx ykbm kt kh mby

eqta- Ea gqoknk`yai `mi aoeùu`ttai. eqy ibmy o`la

bqutanh `m{ suboktat èbqy maxau tybbskmf yg`y nbv `f`km

Uaokmi {bqu i`qfgyau yg`y ts`fgayyk vkyg dnò t`qda `mi

ubvmkat v`t yga aw`dy oa`n tga uapqatyai hbu gau yvanhyg

kuygi`{. `mi ygam pqkdln{ na`xa yga ubbo-

Nbxan{t Yvanhyg/Ekuygi`{ Eubvmkat5 tykdlt qmt`nyai eqyyau

9 bqmdat eaty/pq`nky{ qmtvaayamai dgbdbn`ya

5 dqst tqfù

9 afft

0 ya`tsbbm x`mknn`

0 dqs hnbqu

0 ya`tsbbm t`ny

0 dqs huatg u`tseauukat


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Suaga`y bxam yb 413 iafuaat- Eqyyau nùfa e`lkmf s`m-

Oany ybfaygau eqyyau `mi dgbdbn`ya bxau ` xau{. xau{ nbv

hnòa bu. eayyau {ay. km ` ibqena ebknau- V`ydg `mi tyku

dbmty`myn{ yb suaxamy equmkmf- Yqum bhh ga`y- @ii tqfù

`mi tyku qmykn fu`mqnat ikttbnxa- Tyku km afft. bma `y `ykoa. qmykn hqnn{ kmdbusbu`yai `mi yga e`yyau tgkmat-

Enami km x`mknn`< hbni km yga hnbqu `mi t`ny qmykn jqty okwai-

@ii u`tseauukat- E`la hbu 43 okmqyat- Yga damyau vknn

ea fbba{< yga aifat vknn g`xa eafqm yb sqnn `v`{ hubo

yga tkiat bh yga s`m- Yu{ {bqu eaty yb v`ky qmykn yga

eubvmkat dbbn eahbua {bq tnkda ygao- Amjb{!

N`yau. `hyau {bq g`xa a`yam g`nh yga eubvmkat `mi skdla

y yga duqoenkmf ekyt tyqdl yb yga s`m. `sbnbfkza yb {bqu

`qfgyau- Tga vknn yann {bq tga ikimy oa`m ky vgam tga

`nnai {bq dgqee{- Gqf gau `mi haan `t kh {bqua dnqydgkmf ``f bh gòoaut yb {bqu dgaty-

Kmikd`ykbmt bh mbuawk` mauxbt` ùa `m betattkbm vkyg

hbbi `mi `m ètbnqya uahqt`n yb o`kmy`km mbuo`n ebi{

vakfgy- Bma bh yga obty hukfgyamkmf `tsadyt bh yga

iktbuiau kt yg`y sabsna vkyg `mbuawk` mauxbt` dbmykmqa

yb ygkml yga{ nbbl h`y axam vgam yga{ ùa v`tykmf `v`{-

Ygaku m`knt mi g`ku eadboa eukyyna. mi ygaku tlkm o`{

eadboa iu{ mi {annbv-

Suasùa oa`nt {bq gbsa tga vknn a`y: eqdlvga`ybbinat vkyg tgukos. fuknnai t`nobm mi pqkmb`. e`lai


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gkdlam vkyg eqnfqu. boanayt vkygbqy dgaata- Vgam {bq

oany eqyyau km yga s`m bu sqy bnkxa bkn bm yga t`nì. yu{ mby yb

ay gau taa- Yu{ yb dbbl vgam tga kt `v`{ hubo yga lkydgam

gbqfg tqiiamn{ ky kt gau h`xbukya ubbo. yga dbblebblt gau

av nkeuù{- Haan `t kh {bq `nv`{t g`xa ` tgùs/ea`lai

`xam bm {bqu tgbqniau. v`ydgkmf. sadlkmf. iadkikmf mby yb`y. `mfu{ `y hbbi. `mi yauuken{ `mfu{ `y {bq-

Eafkm yb g`xa ga`yai. vgktsauai dbmxaut`ykbmt vkyg

bqu gqte`mikm dnbtayt. km yga s`myu{. km eai `y mkfgy- Ga

v`myt yb tma`l duaò kmyb yga oknl dùybm- Ga v`myt yb sq

oanyai eqyyau km gau {bfquy- Ga v`myt yb mbquktg gkt nkyyna fk

Ga kt yauukhkai-

[bq ùa `mfu{. uatamyhqn. `mi dbmhqtai- [bq v`my gans-

[bq ùa yauukhkai-

Tgat oa`m ead`qta tgat tyùxkmf. ga t`{t- Gbv

bq haan ibatmy o`yyau-

[at. eqy K g`xa yb nkxa km ygkt gbqta ybb-Gbv {bq haan ibatmy o`yyau-

[at. eqy tga qtai yb nbxa oa-

Ygkt ktmy èbqy {bq-

N`yau`hyau {bq bmda `f`km ib mby g`xa tawfay bqy b

ai. dnbta yga e`ygubbo ibbu eagkmi {bq. dnbta yga tgbva

bbu eagkmi {bq `t vann. ygam du{ kmyb ` ybvan hbu `t nbmf `

bq nkla- @tl {bqutanh. Kt ygkt èbqy oa2

Tasyaoeau

`la {bqu i`qfgyau yb yga ibdybu- Naùm ebqy buygbty`ykdnbbi suattqua `mi ebi{ o`tt kmiaw- Naùm yg`y tgat g`


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kzz{ tsannt. yg`y tga g`tmy gì gau saukbi hbu hbqu obmygt

Vbuu{ yauuken{- Haan nkla ` h`knqua: nkla ` dgqee{/tyqski/mb/

ha/hqdlkmf/ekydg/nbtau-

Vgam yga suafm`my ibdybu yannt {bqu i`qfgyau yg`y tga

aait yb f`km hkxa sbqmit. {bqu i`qfgyau tyùyt yb du{ `mi

gam yb tduaò yg`y mbma bh{bq sabsna nkxa km gau ebi{.bq sabsna g`xa mb kia` vg`y tga maait. {bq sabsna ùaqia `mi tga vknn nktyam yb bmn{ gautanh- [bq sabsna '{bq `mga ibdybu `mi yga mquta+ gqiina ybfaygau `mi nktyam- [bq

bmy v`my yb ea bma bh{bq sabsna. {bq v`my yb ea gqffkm

bqu hukfgyamai. gbtykna i`qfgyau. vgb tkyt `nbma bm ygawòkm`ykbm y ena- Eqy tga vbmy nay {bq- Yga ibdybu fkxat

au ` vaal yb f`km yvb sbqmit `mi hkmi ` ygau`skty bu tga

vknn ea uahauuai yb `m a`ykmf/iktbuiau dnkmkd- [bq v`my {bqu

`qfgyau yb tqddaai- [bq v`my gau yb ty`{ vkyg {bq `y

boa. yb ty`{ km tdgbbn. yb o`la mav hukamit. yb n`qfg. yb

mtvau gau ebi{ vgam tga haant gqmfau-[bq v`ydg {bqu i`qfgyau v`ydg yga suafm`my ibdybu

pqaazkmf eayvaam yga dèkmay `mi yga awòkm`ykbm y ena

mi {bq lmbv aw`dyn{ vg`y {bqu i`qfgyau kt ygkmlkmfH`y.`y. h`y-

Eahbua {bq na`xa. yga ibdybu sqnnt {bq `tkia `mi yannt {bg`y {bqu i`qfgyau tqhhaut hubo iktbuiauai a`ykmf- Tga

annt {bq yb `ttaoena ` yua`yoamy yaò: ibdybu. ygau`skty.

qyukykbmkty. hòkn{ ygau`skty- [bqnn maai tqssbuy< {bqnn maa

yu`yafkat-

[bqxa maxau eaam bm ` yaò eahbua- @tl yga bexkbqt

qatykbm: A`ykmf iktbuiau xautqt iktbuiauai a`ykmf2


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Vg`yt yga ikhhauamda2 Fay mb `mtvau- Yu{ yb fb a`t{ bm

bqutanh-

Lmbvnaifa èbqy yga d`qtat bh `mbuawk` mauxbt` ùa

mby hqnn{ lmbvm `mi o`{ x u{- Km `m `yyaosy yb

qmiauty`mi `mi qmdbxau kyt bukfkmt. tdkamyktyt g`xatyqikai yga sautbm`nkykat. famaykdt. amxkubmoamyt. `mi

ekbdgaoktyu{ bh sabsna vkyg ygata knnmattat- Dauy`km

dboobm sautbm`nky{ yu`kyt km sautbmt vkyg `mbuawk`

mauxbt` ùa nbv tanh/atyaao. tbdk`n ktbn`ykbm 'vgkdg

qtq`nn{ bddqut `hyau yga eag`xkbu `ttbdk`yai vkyg

`mbuawk` mauxbt` eafkmt+. `mi sauhadykbmkto- Ygata

sabsna yami yb ea fbbi tyqiamyt mi awdannamy

`ygnayat- Ky ibat taao dnaù '`nygbqfg ygkt o`{ mby ea

uadbfmkzai e{ yga s`ykamy+ yg`y hbdqtkmf bm vakfgy nbtt

`mi hbbi `nnbvt yga sautbm yb kfmbua subenaot yg`y ua

ybb s`kmhqn bu taao kuuatbnx ena-

Uaoaoeau. {bq vaua `nv`{t ygaua yb nktyam yb s`kmhqn

ubenaot. yb gans- [bq lasy {bqu gbqta squfai bh h`tgkbm

o`f`zkmat. pqky eq{kmf yga yanasgbma/ebbl/tkza

asyaoeauXbfqa `t tbbm `t {bq f`xa ekuyg yb gau- Bmn{n`mdai `y Sabsna km yga iamyktyt bhhkda- Tb vg{2 Gbv2

Gbv iki ygkt g`ssam yb {bqu hòkn{2

Lùam Dùsamyau. Où{/L`ya Bntam. Bsu`g Vkmhua{.

@mma Tawybm. S`qn @eiqn. T{nxk` Sn`yg. Sukmdatt

Ik`m`. J`ma Hbmi`. @qiua{ Gasequm. Oùf`qwGaokm v` . T`nn Hkani. @mm` Huaqi. Anybm Jbgm.


20/74

Ukdgùi Tkoobmt. Hu`mz L`hl`. hbu Dguktyt t`la

[bq tgbqni maxau g`xa s`ki Dkmiauann` yb amdg`my yga

kunt `y gau hbquyg/ekuygi`{ sùy{- Dukmfa `t {bq uaoaoeau

ga tgkooaukmf enqa `day`ya fbvm `mi yga dkudna bh

oatoaukzai fkunt `y Dkmiauann t lmaat. ygaku a{at tbhyn{nbtai. yamiau obqygt tn`dlamai yb obkty Bt- Dkmiauann

qooai Dkmiauann t nbxa tbmf< tga d`lai kukiatdamy enq

{a tgìbv bm a`dg fkun vgkna yga{ `nn hann km nbxa vkyg gau

mi gau sùykdqnù h`my`t{- Lmbv km {bqu gaùy yg`y axam

gbqfg {bq d`mdanai dèna `mi hbueìa Eùeka yb dubttbqu yguatgbni. {bq ùa uatsbmtkena- [bq g`xa h`knai gau-


21/74

Ankz eayg O- Saugò

@hyau yga ibdybut `ssbkmyoamy. iukxa yb {bqu i`qfgyaut

`xbukya Yg k uaty`qu`my vgkna tga vaast eatkia {bq `mi

annt {bq tga maxau ko`fkmai tgai ea ` sautbm vkyg `m

`ykmf iktbuiau- Kh ygkt dbqni g`ssam yb oa. `m{ygkmf d`m`ssam yb `m{bma-

Yann gau. [bqu nkfgy vknn tgkma- Nkxa tyubmf- Va vknn dboa

gubqfg ygkt- X`fqa `hhkuo`ykbmt ua tqiiamn{ {bqu

sadk`ny{-

Ko tdùai. tga yannt {bq-

Hbu yga hkuty ykoa km obmygt. {bq ùa mby tdùai- [bq ùa

`no- [bqu i`qfgyau taaot snkèna. ua`dgèna- Iqukmf yga

mykua dù ukia. yga taùdg hbu ` sùlkmf ts`da. `mi yga v`

myb yga uaty`qu`my {bq ùa hknnai vkyg gbsa- @mi ygam {bq `

a`yai hbu nqmdg `mi tga tyqikat yga oamq hbu anaxam

okmqyat. hkm`nn{ buiaukmf bmn{ fuaam s`s`{` t`nì- Gbsaaat `mi ygkt kt yga oboamy {bq eafkm yb a`y nkla ` ubna

obian- [bq ybb buiau ` t`nì< {bq `ntb buiau sgb `mi

`nobm mi dqtyùi `mi ya`- A`y tnbvn{. vkyg h`nta jb{ mi

kxbnky{- Tgbv gau gbv oqdg hqm a`ykmf d`m ea! Nbbl `y o

`/g`. i`mfnkmf ukda mbbinat hubo o{ dgbstykdlt. yknykmf o{

aì yb fay ky `nn km o{ obqyg- [qo! Iankdkbqt! Vbv! G`/g

G`/g`! G`!

Bdybeau

Uajbkda! [bqu i`qfgyau ìit iu{/ub`tyai `nobmit yb gauubxai/hbbi nkty- Tga a`yt g mihqn axau i` - Tga `ntb


22/74

`yt nb`xat bh obygau/fu`km euaì hubo ` xaf`m uaty`qu`m

dubtt yga ukxau- [bq fnìn{ iukxa ygaua km yga u`km. n`ya `y

kfgy- Km yga obumkmf. tga ty`mit squsna/nkssai km hubmy bh yg

b`tyau. gbnikmf gau g`mit qs yb ky hbu vùoyg-

Sabsna vkyg `mbuawk` mauxbt` bhyam dbosn`km bh haankmfdbni ead`qta ygaku ebi{ yaosau`yqua iubst- Yga{ o`{

iaxanbs n`mqfb '` yauo qtai yb iatdukea yga hkma g`ku

bm mavebum+ bm ygaku ebi{-

[bqu i`qfgyau hqukbqtn{ fm`tgat ` vì bh fqo- Tga ua`boavgaua yg`y fqo tykoqn`yat ikfatykbm `mi tga dgbos

aùn{ `nn i`{- [bq hkmi dnqost bh fqo km yga n`qmiu{. km yga

bft eai. o`tgai kmyb yga dùsay. tyqdl yb tva`yaut-

aakmf gau `ffuattkxa dgavkmf o`lat {bqu tlkm du`vn- Ya

au gbv {bq haan-

Vg{2 {bqu gqte`mi iao`mit- Gbv {bq haan ktuanax`my-

Fbbi hbu {bq. {bqu dgkninatt hukami yannt {bq- [bqu

`qfgyau tgbqnimy fay v`{ vkyg u`knubìkmf {bqu hòkn{-

Tga&t `m `mfu{ fkun- Yga mav ygau`skty skmdgat `

obnadqna bh nkmy hubo gau h`tgkbmèna vbbn tlkuy-

Tga d`nnai oa s`ygaykd/dqmy/Oqmdg`qtam/nbtau- Vgau

ki {bqu i`qfgyau naùm ygkt n`mfq`fa2 [bqu i`qfgyau g`t

aam uasn`dai e{ yva`lkmf u`ssau skos vkyg

t{dgbnbf{ iafuaa- Vg`y ibat tga oa`m2 {bq `tl-

Yga ygau`skty. km gau Suì` ebbyt mi en`dl d`tgoaua

va`yau. tsa`lt km nbv xbkda- Tga g`t xau{ tgbuy g ku `mbbi avanu - Ty nktg. bq ygkml< bqu i`q gyau vknn nkla gau-


23/74

Tga oa`mt {bq ùa o`lkmf qs gau subenaot yb fay

yyamykbm. Oqmdg`qtam t{miuboa e{ subw{. yga ygau`skty

`{t-

[bq tyknn ibmy lmbv vg`y yg`y oa`mt. tb {bq xbnqmyaau

mhbuo`ykbm- Tga dgavt fqo-

Yga{ `nn ib-

g`ya yg`y ekydg. {bqu i`qfgyau tgukalt km yga dù bm yga

v`{ gboa- Ko maxau fbkmf e`dl- Uaoaoeau yb tsa`l km

`no ybmat vgam {bq `mtvau- Uaoaoeau vg`y yga ygau`s

bni {bq ebqy yga tkw Dt: dnaù. d`no. dbmtktyamy.booqmkd`ykbm. dbmtapqamdat - - - {bqxa `nuaì{ hbufbyya

ma- Dg`my yga hkxa {bq ib uad`nn km {bqu okmi vgkna {bq

ùahqnn{ yann {bqu i`qfgyau yg`y tga dauy`kmn{ vknn fb e`dl b

nta- Km eayvaam x`fqa ygua`yt '{bqu tsadk`ny{+ `mi

asa`ykmf {bqu mav o`myu . haan tsquyt bh u`fa ybvùi {bq

qte`mi hbu tamikmf {bq `nbma yb ygau`s{ vkyg {bqumbuawkd i`qfgyau- @ntb haan yauuken{. vhqnn{. iaasn{ fqkny{

bu haankmf hqu{- Vg`y lkmi bh obmtyau ibatmy v`my yb ea

nbma vkyg gau bvm dgkni2 Iqukmf ygkt kmyaum`n

g`my"ùfqoamy"nòamy d`dbsgbm{. ukfgy eahbua {bqu xau{

{at. {bqu i`qfgyau yu`mthbuot kmyb ` s`mygau- Tga lkdlt

ga dù i`tg vkyg gau ebby gaan. yvktyt `mi {`mlt lmbet

{kmf yb eua`l yga uìkb. yga ga`yau. m{ygkmf. vgkna

duaòkmf g`ya/hknnai t{nnènat- Gau h`da yqumt dukotbm `t

ga sqmdgat `mi tn`st `y {bqu ùot- Sqnn bxau mbv- V`ydg

m gbuubu `t tga tdu`ydgat gau bvm vuktyt `mi yga tlkm dqun

v`{ nkla eùl eama`yg gau hkmfaum`knt- @nn yga vgkna tga vduaò yg`y bq ua ibkm ygkt yb gau- Ibmy du bu tga vknn


24/74

`nn {bq s`ygaykd `f`km- Uaoaoeau yg`y {bqu i`qfgyau kt km

gaua. tboavgaua- Yann gau {bq nbxa gau- Uahqta yb iukxa

mykn tga eqdlnat km yb yga e`dl ta`y- Vbmiau kh ygaua kt `m

mty`my dbni s`dl km yga hkuty/`ki lky- Vbmiau kh ygaua kt ` d`

a`y ekf ambqfg yb dbmy`km gau- [aùm hbu ygbta nbmf/`fb

ù/ta`y i`{t- Ygkml. Vaxa gky ebyybo- Ygkml ky. eqy ibmybqmy bm ky- Ygam uaoaoeau yga n`ty D: dbos`ttkbm-

bu tboa ua`tbm. iukxkmf tqiiamn{ hukfgyamt {bq- Vgam {b

oqty dg`mfa n`mat. {bqu gaùy ygqmlt nkla ` iubssai s`ku b

bbyt. {bqu g`mit dnqydg yga tyaaukmf vgaan- [bq tgukmlbvm km {bqu ta`y. suasùai hbu ` tkwyaam/vgaanau yb uò

myb {bq- [bq d`m gaù ky `mi taa ky dbokmf `y {bq km {bqu

aùxkav okuubu- Maùn{ dnbta {bqu a{at eqy ibmy< kmtyaì.

qnn bxau- Axau{ ykoa {bq fay kmyb {bqu dù. uaokmi {bqutanh

b hbdqt. yb iukxa vgkna {bqua iukxkmf. yb eua`yga- Hkma. hkma

ma. {bq vknn ea hkma. dg`my ygkt `t {bq tyùy {bqu amfkma- Eao`zai `mi hukfgyamai e{ yga h`nta tyèknky{ {bqxa eaam

xkmf vkyg {bqu amykua nkha- Kh ygkt d`m g`ssam yb {bq. `m{ygkm

`m g`ssam yb `m{bma-

Vgam {bqu gqte`mi na`xat ybvm hbu eqtkmatt. vbuu{

ebqy eakmf `nbma vkyg {bqu i`qfgyau- Yu{ mby yb qstay gauVgam tga yannt {bq tga fby ` 039 saudamy bm gau Huamdg

aty. tokna- Vgam tga yannt {bq tga kt fayykmf `m @, km

nfaeu`. t`{. VbvIbmy nay gau lmbv yg`y {bq ygkml tqsaudgkaxaoamy kt sùy bh gau ikta`ta- Ibmy nay bm yg`y {bq

vktg tga vbqni a`y obqtta `q dgbdbn`y. uaì Tkobma ia

a`qxbkut Na iaqwkoa tawa. `mi aùm I km Huamdg-


25/74

afkm yb ygkml yg`y o`{ea {bq ùa `nv`{t nbblkmf hbubqena. Oqmdg`qtam e{ subw{- Ea g`ss{ vgam tga g`t `

òalkm bh iu{ daua`n eahbua eai-

Tyasgam X`mgbum ~ Iuaòtykoa-dboGqf gau eahbua {bq uaoaoeau tga vbmy nay {bq. `mi

bmy `mtvau vgam tga t`{t. Ekydg. fay bhh oa-

Km yga okiina bh yga mkfgy v`la gau `mi yann gau yg`y

bqxa gì ` eì iuaò- @tl gau yb dboa `mi tnaas km

bqu eai- Vgam tga ibat. gqf gau- Dbohbuy gau- Dbohbuybqutanh- Uaoaoeau gbv tga toannai `t ` ybiinau. nkla


26/74

va`y mi fu`gò du`dlaut- Uaoaoeau gbv o`m`faèna

au y`myuqot qtai yb ea- Vgktsau bxau `mi bxau km gau

auhady aù yg`y {bq oktt gau- Yg`y {bq nbxa gau- Yg`y tga

vknn fay eayyau- Lmbv yg`y tga maait yb gaù {bqu vbuit.

ankaxa yg`y tboavgaua kmtkia tga haant ygkt oboamy- Km yg

obumkmf. nbbl `v`{ vgkna tga ty`mit squsna/nkssai eahbuaga yb`tyau-

Vgam {bqu gqte`mi iaikd`yat axau{ T`yqui`{ `hyaumbbm yb

bqu i`qfgyau. y`lkmf gau yb nqmdg. tgba tgbsskmf. obxka

ta yga ykoa yb y`la dùa bh {bq- Lktt ygao ebyg fbbie{a

mi t`{ vkyg ` hbudai nkny. Vktg K dbqni dboa ybb- Pqkdln{

gqy yga hubmy ibbu- Yu{ mby yb uafktyau ygaku awsuattkbmt. yg

bboai tg`la bh {bqu gqte`mit gaì. {bqu i`qfgyaut

{at hn`y `t aosy{ tlknnayt-

Y`la tboa oa ykoa. {bqu dgkninatt hukami qufat- Fay

`dk`n - - - o`tt`fa - - - saikdqua- Y`la ` m`s. {bquawg`qtyai- Uaì B o`f`zkma- Yga o`f`zkma dbqmtant:

Vg`y yb Ib Vgam Nkha Taaot Qmh`kuIb {bq tl. Vg{ oa2Bu ib {bq nbbl `y vg`y {bqu nkha kt yu{kmf yb yann {bq2Gbv {bq dgbbta yb uatsbmi yb yga ikhhkdqnyygkmft yg`y g`ssam yb {bqd`m oa`m yga ikhhauamda eayvaam nkha bh mfau- - - bu jb{-


27/74

Kmtyaì. y`la ` nbmf e`yg- Nkfgy ùbo`ygau`s{ d`minat

mi kmdamta- Sbqu km tbbygkmf/uayua`y e`yg bkn- Axam ygbqf

kt bmn{ anaxam bdnbdl km yga obumkmf. okw skydgau bh

O`mg`yy`mt-

Sn`{ vbuni oqtkd `mi suayami {bq ùa tboavgaua anta

wdasy bh dbquta {bq ùamy- [bq lmbv {bq ùamyboavgaua anta ead`qta `t {bq vaua hknnkmf yga yqe {bq

bykdai u`ffai{ ekyt bh hbbi km yga iu`km-

Vbqnimy tga xboky km yga ybknay2 [bqu i`qfgyau oqty ea

auukhkai hbu gautanh yb na`xa eagkmi ygata Yadgmkdbnbu dnqat

Fay km yqe- Dbmykmqa ìikmf gby v`yau- Iu`km yga v`yaua`yau- Mbykda `t yga v`yau naxan dnkoet. dbxaukmf hkuty {bq

maat. ygam {bqu ygkfgt. `mi ygam {bqu dgaty. yg`y {bqu

ybo`dg kt maùn{ yga n`ty ygkmf yb fb qmiau- Vaalt bh ubna

obian a`ykmf g`xa dg`mfai {bqu ebi{- Yu{ yb nbxa {bqu ma

eqmi`mda-

Vgam {bqu gqte`mi `mi i`qfgyau uayqum. {bq ùa tyknn kmga yqe- Tga tnòt gau eaiubbo ibbu- [bqu gqte`mi

boat km mi tnqost bm yga ybknay. gkt gaì km gkt g`mit-

Pqkayn{ nktyam-

Tga suayamiai mby yb lmbv vgaua yga tgba tybua v`t-

Va v`nlai hbu hbuy{/hkxa okmqyat- Ua`nn{. ky v`t obua bh `budai oùdg-

T`{ mbygkmf. ygbqfg {bq haan obua yg`m ` i`tg bh ekyyaut

bq haan `mfu{ `mi ykuai bh eakmf `mfu{- Tyùa `y {bqu

vukmlnai ybat- [bq ùa a`dg `nbma: {bqu i`qfgyau km gau

bbo. {bqu gqte`mi bm yga ybknay. {bq km yga yqe- [bqua a`d

m {bqu sukx`ya nkyyna tqhhaukmf/eqeena-Awaudkta kt xauebyam bq t` - Yga ibdybu g`t kxam


28/74

bq ebyg ygkt ikuadykxa-

K lmbv- Vgam gkt xbkda eua`lt `mi gkt g`mit tgqiia

ay bqy bh yga nqlavùo yqe- Dnkoe kmyb gkt n`s. `mi sqy {bq

uot ùbqmi gko- Dnkmf ybfaygau-

Mbxaoeau

Gbbu`{! [bqu i`qfgyau g`t ìiai vgbna/vga`y s`ty` yb

au `ssubxai/hbbi nkty- @y yga ibdybut bhhkda. gau enbbi

uattqua kt ò`zkmf! Tgat f`kmai hkxa sbqmit! [bq

absna ùa `nn toknkmf- Ygkt ykoa km yga anax`ybu. {bqu`qfgyau ty`mit ukfgy eatkia {bq- Hbu i`{t {bq ùa g`ss{Qmykn {bq hkmi gau km yga lkydgam enbyykmf bkn bqy bh yga hktg

`jky`t- Vgam {bq dbmhubmy gau. yann gau yg`y kt `mbuawkd

ag`xkbu. tga ygubvt yga ts`yqn` `dubtt yga ubbo-

Sautbmt vkyg `mbuawk` mauxbt` iaxanbs tyu`mfa a`ykmfgèkyt tqdg `t dqyykmf ygaku hbbi kmyb ykm{ skadat.

uahqtkmf yb a`y km hubmy bh bygaut. bu hkwkmf anèbu`ya

oa`nt hbu bygaut yg`y yga{ ygaotanxat ibmy a`y- Hbbi

`mi vakfgy eadboa betattkbmt `t sabsna vkyg ygkt

iktbuiau dbmty`myn{ ygkml èbqy ygaku mawy amdbqmyauvkyg hbbi-

[bqu i`qfgyau dn`kot bkn fkxat gau kmikfatykbm. yga hbbi

m yga iu`km kt ead`qta bh `dki uahnqw. {bq ùa yga bma

etattai. {bq ùa yga bma vgb kt tkdl. tga kt hkma-

[bq t`{. Eqnntgky-


29/74

Tgg. {bqu gqte`mi t`{t- D`m va sna`ta g`xa

a`da2 Nkla ` okiina/tdgbbn sukmdks`n. ga d`nnt {bq kmyb

kt gboa bhhkda yb yann {bq yg y tga ibatmy maai yb ea ybni

xau{ tkmfna oboamy yg`y tboaygkmf ktmy ukfgy- Tybs

aokmikmf gau. ga t`{t- Na`xa gau `nbma- Kyt gùi ambqf

bu gau vkygbqy g`xkmf yb h`dagausubenaoaxau{tkmfnaokmqyaGa d`my axam t`{ yga vbui `mbuawkd-Subsaun{ damtquai. uayqum yb yga lkydgam- [bqu i`qfgyau

{at {bq vkyg toqf t`ykth`dykbm mi a`yt eùan{ bma g`nh b

vgbna/vga`y ybuyknn`mb dgaata. mb `xbdìbvkyg gau

tg- @ xkta bh uatamyoamy ykfgyamt ubqmi {bq- @mbuawk`

`t uaùu`mfai {bqu hòkn{-

ikxbuda \ik/x`vut. /xbgut_mbqm.xaue /xbudai. /xbudkmf

mbqm

0- jqikdk`n iadnù`ykbm ikttbnxkmf oùuk`fa kmvgbna bu km sùy. atsadk`nn{ bma yg`y uana`tat yga

gqte`mi `mi vkha hubo nn o`yukobmk`n benkf`ykbmt-

5- `m{ hbuo`n tasù`ykbm bh o`m `mi vkha `ddbuikmf

yb atyènktgai dqtybo-

4- yby`n tasù`ykbm< iktqmkbm: ` ikxbuda eayvaamygbqfgy mi dykbm-xaue 'qtai vkyg bejady+9- yb tasù`ya e{ ikxbuda: Yga jqifa ikxbudai yga

dbqsna-1- yb eua`l yga oùuk`fa dbmyu`dy eayvaam bmatanh

`mi 'bmat tsbqta+ e{ ikxbuda: Tga ikxbudai gau


30/74

gqte`mi-8- yb tasù`ya. dqy bhh: Nkha `mi ùy d`mmby ea

ikxbudai-

H`my`tkza èbqy gbv {bq vknn iadbu`ya {bqu nkxkmf ubbo

vgam {bq nkxa `nbma. vgam {bq iktjbkm. ikttbdk`ya. ikxkia.ktdbmmady- Ko`fkma {bqu mav vgkya ebbld`tat nkmai vkyg

anh/gans ebblt:

Vktgkmf VannYga Eaty [aù bh [bqu NkhaYga Sbvau bh MbvVgam @o K Fbkmf yb Ea G`ss{2Hnbquktg@ Dbquta km Oku`dnat

Fay Bqy bh [bqu Bvm V`{Yga Qsv ui Tsku nHbufkxa yb VkmTqsau Kooqmky{Yga Attamyk`n N`vt bh Haùnatt Nkxkmf

Haan Vandboa Mbv033 Tkosna Taduayt Vg{ Ibft O`la Qt G`ss{

[bqua hknnai vkyg yguknnkmf hnqyyau bh tgòa- Vgam iki yg

adboa èbqy {bq2


31/74

mbbs- Nbbl ygubqfg {bqu i`qfgyaut n`qmiu{ e`tlay hbu

boky{ ybvant- Ty`mi bqytkia yga e`ygubbo ibbu `mi nktyam

bbl km yga yu`tg hbu qma`yam hbbi- Ygbqfg {bq v`my yb d`n

au tdgbbn yb taa kh tga kt a`ykmf yga nqmdg tga s`dlt vkyg

wyuaoa dùa axau{ i`{ 'mbmh`y Fuaal {bfquy. iu{/ub`tyai

nobmit. bma `sukdby+. ibmy- Vgam {bq hkmi gau jbqum`n.bmy uaì ky- Gau ygau`skty g`t ybni gau tga tgbqni uadbui

au haankmft. gau haùt- [bq ùa iatsau`ya yb lmbv vg`y ky

`{t- Yga jbqum`n tduaòt mi vgktsaut {bqu mòa `nn i`{

bmf- N`yau. vgam {bq ùa hbnikmf n`qmiu{ `mi d`m mb nbmfa

atkty. fb e`dl qsty`kut yb gau ubbo `mi hkmi yg`y tga g`tm

vukyyam ` tkmfna ygkmf- Iats`ku-

Xktkykmf {bqu sùamyt y Yg`mltfkxkmf. {bq ua`nkza yg`y yga

khhauamda eayvaam {bqu h`ygaut bxauiukmlkmf `mi {bqu

`qfgyaut qmiaua`ykmf kt tnko- Iam{. iam{. iam{- Yga uaty

h yga hòkn{ kt `dqyan{ vùa. `mi eayvaam v`ydgkmfndbgbn dbmtqoai `mi hbbi nahy bm yga sn`ya. {bqu f`za

kmf/sbmft eayvaam {bqu i`qfgyau mi {bqu h`ygau- Ebyg

yùy bqy dgùokmf ambqfg- [bqu i`qfgyau tayt ` ea`qykhqn

èna: snqos nkyyna sqoslkmt dùxai bqy. ygaku yqookat hknnai

vkyg oqot `mi ubtat. yg{oa `mi n`xamiau. tnamiau vgkya

`saut uktkmf qs hubo yga damyau `mi hnkdlaukmf nkfgy bxau yga

ub`mkmf yèna- Eqy `t yga `hyaumbbm subfuattat `mi

Fu`mis`t vkmafn`tt kt hknnai `mi aosykai `f`km. yga yqula

ùd`tt kt uaobxai `mi skat aoaufa. {bqu i`qfgyaut

obbi hìat yb en`dl-

Jqml km yga yuqml. Fu`mis` tnqut. s`yykmf {bqu èqmi`maù `t ga v`nlt eagkmi {bq- Mawy {aù. va tgbqni `nn h`ty


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[bq v`my yb lknn gko-

[bqu tyùxkmf i`qfgyau sqtgat `v`{ gau sn`ya. gau h`da

kmdgai. ikt`ssbkmyai. `mfu{- [bq d`m taa gau o`myu`

dubnn dubtt gau a{at nkla yga DMM mavt du`vn: nbtau - - -

`knqua - - - s`ygaykd - - - dgqee{ - - - Vg`y tga d`nnt gautanh kt

akygau vbuta mbu eayyau yg`m vg`y tga d`nnt {bq- Kyt àxan`ykbm. `mi {bq uasa`y {bqu Dt: d`no. dbmtktyamy.

bos`ttkbm. dbooqmkd`ykbm. d`nòkybqt. dbnn sta. dqutai

bmiaomai-

@y yga gbyan. {bqu i`qfgyau kmtktyt bm y`lkmf ` nbmf v`nl

yuaydgkmf gau tybo`dg. tga d`nnt ky- [bq `mi {bqu gqte`mi`{ mb- Tga ygubvt ` y`myuqo `mi {bq ùa `nn yu`ssai km yga

byan ubbo. tyùkmf `y ` haan/fbbi hòkn{ obxka kmxbnxkmf `

vanxa/tyas subfuò. dqst bh gby dbhhaa. `mi uaiaosykbm-

Fbi. fu`my qt yga tauamky{ yb `ddasy yga ygkmft va

d`mmby dg`mfa.dbqu`fa yb dg`mfa yga ygkmft va d`m.`mi vktibo yb lmbv yga ikhhauamda-

{ yga mawy ibdybu xktky tgat nbty tkw sbqmit `mi tga dukatmi dukat- [bqu ebi{ fbat dbni- [bq haan nkla ` hbbn.

nqosai bm yga saik`yukdk`mt ybiinau eamdg. tyùkmf y yga

v`nns`sau: Obygau Fbbta `mi gau hnqhh{ bqytyuaydgai vkmft

bxaut ebxa {bq vkyg eaoqtai ybnau`mda `mi awyuaoa

`sèknky{- @m kmh`my dukat km yga mawy ubbo `mi {bq {aùm h

ga i`{t bh qmdbosnkd`yai dùa `mi dbohbuy-


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K o tb `mfu{- [bqu xbkda kt mby `mfu{. ky kt iasnayai-

[bq ùa mby `t dbosayamy `t Obygau Fbbta. {bq ùa yga

vbo`m yu`ssai km tgba vkyg bmn{ bma dgkni `mi tyknn {bq

bmy lmbv vg`y yb ib-

[bqu i`qfgyau `fuaat yb fb bm mykiasuatt`myt. yb gans

au ìjqty yb gau dg`mfkmf ebi{. yga ibdybu t`{t- Vgam {ba`xa yga bhhkda {bq iukxa tyu`kfgy yb yga sgùo`d{ `mi yga

b ` e`lau{ mi v`ydg gau dbmtqoa ` Subz`d `mi `

gbdbn`ya dgks dbblka- Gau a{at. gau fk`my. dgbdbn`ya/

qiikmf a{at. iuks yaùt kmyb gau gby oknl< gau g`mi tg`la

@mykiasuatt`myt kmdua`tai yga uktl dbosùai yb

sn`daeb bh tqkdki`n ygkmlkmf `mi eag`xkbu 'tqkdki`nky{+

km dgkniuam. ibnatdamyt. mi {bqmf ìqnyt km tgbuy/yauo

tyqikat bh o`jbu iasuattkxa iktbuiau 'OII+ `mi bygau

st{dgk`yukd iktbuiaut- @m{bma dbmtkiaukmf yga qta bh

\Kmtauy atyènktgai mòa_ bu `m{ bygau `mykiasuatt`mykm ` dgkni. ìbnatdamy. bu {bqmf ìqny oqty e`n`mda ygkt

uktl vkyg yga dnkmkd`n maai-

Kyt mby o{ h qny. tga tbet-

Bg. Nbxan{- [bq tg`la {bqu gaì. uaxkav yga o`m{

gabukat yg`y Fbbfna iuaifai qs: famaykd suaiktsbtkykbm.

uqt. n`dl bh tanh/dbmdasy. tyuqffna hbu dbmyubn.

btyyu`qo`ykd tyuatt iktbuiau-

K ikimy v`my ygkt. tga t`{t-

Bh dbquta {bq ikimy-

Yga xbkda tdùat oa-Xbkda2


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O{ a`ykmf iktbuiau- Yannt oa K tqdl `mi ky maxau tgqyt

s. bmn{ kh K uatyukdy-

S`{ `yyamykbm- Ygkt kt n`mfq`fa yg`y {bq g`xamy gaùi

ahbua- V`ydg- Nktyam- Obbi tvkmft- Tqkdki`n kia`ykbm-Dg`mfat km eag`xkbu- Ea yauukhkai èbqy axau{ygkmf- @tl

vkyg mbmdg`n`mda. Ygkt xbkda. kt ky {bqut2Tga yqumt `v`{ hubo {bq- Gau tlkm kt yga yu`mtsùamy

nqa bh tlko oknl-

`yau. vgam {bq ùa `nbma. d`nn {bqu gqte`mi bm gkt dann

gbma- Ga kt ty`mikmf km nkma. v`kykmf yb ebùi ` sn`ma-Ibmy dùa- Tduaò kmyb yga sgbma- Ko`fkma {bqu ykmm{.

kydg{ xbkda na`lkmf ùbqmi gkt aù vgkna oam gbnikmf

`yyat. vboam vkyg Db`dg eukahd`tat. tyqiamyt. `mi

u`mio`t yu{ mby yb nbbl `y gkt vbum h`da-

T`{ ky bqy nbqi-

Tga g`t `m a`ykmf iktbuiau. ga oqoenat-Mby hqdlkmf ambqfg. {bq tgukal. {bqu g`mit tg`lkmf-

Qmykn ga t`{t ky nbqi. ìokyt ky hqnn{ yb gkotanh. {bq vknn mby e

`ykthkai- [bq o`{ g`xa fbma du`z{-

O{ i`qfgyau kt `mbuawkd- Ygaua-

[bq nay ky nka-

@ua {bq g`ss{ mbv2 ga vgktsaut-

Biin{ ambqfg. {bq ùa oboamyùkn{ g`sskau-

Oùdg

gat e`dl- [bqu i`qfgyau i`mdat kmyb yga lkydgam. gbnikmkada bh dkmmòbm yb`ty- Tga v`myt oknl 5 audamy- Tga


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ntb v`myt ` dbblka `mi s`ty`. ` e`m`m`. ` sqss{. `mi `

ks yb Ky`n{-

K v`my tboa bh ygbta. {bqu gqte`mi vgktsaut. mbiikmf

b yga suatduksykbm ebyyna bm yga vkmibvtknn-

[bq v`my ygkt yb dbmykmqa- Tga o`{ mby ea a`ykmf Euka

mi e`fqayyat. eqy tgat n`qfgkmf- Gau dbnnùebmat ùa natubokmamy- Tgat- Fkxam- Qs- Fqo-

Yga xbkda kt na`xkmf. Obo. tga dbmhkiat- Ky sbnnqyai

xau{ygkmf- Tga toknat. gbsahqn `mi dgùokmf. tb v`mykmf

b sna`ta- Axam ygbqfg ky o`{ mby dbosnayan{ ea yuqa èbq

ga xbkda. tga v`myt ky yb ea `mi hbu mbv iatkua g`t yb eambqfg- Yg`y tga y`nlt èbqy yga xbkda vkygbqy `mfau bu

aùt y`lat ` fubdau{ dùy bh dbqu`fa-

Pqky vbuu{kmf `mi v`ydgkmf oa tb oqdg. tga t`{t-

[bq mbi `mi tokna- [bq vknn maxau pqky vbuu{kmf `mi

v`ydgkmf-

Va`l tsukmf tqmnkfgy hknnt {bqu lkydgam- [bqu i`qfgyau.vkyg ` g`mi bm gau gks. ty`mit eahbua yga bsam uahukfau`yb

kmfkmf- [bq tyknn ùa mby dauy`km laaskmf gau gboa `mi km

dgbbn kt yga ukfgy dgbkda- @ dnkmkd o`{ ea kmaxkyèna- [bqx

bnnbvai ìxkda. {bq g`xa {bqu yaò. {ay nayykmf fb bh

v`ydgkmf `mi vbuu{kmf vbqni uapqkua ` fubdau{ dùy hqnn bhbqu`fa yg`y {bq ib mby g`xa- Jqty {atyaui`{ {bq dgadlai

au Vae gktybu{ mi hbqmi tgai xktkyai

`nbukatsaugbqu-dbo-

Ko gqmfu{. {bqu i`qfgyau t`{t-

[bq g`xamy gaùi ygbta vbuit hubo gau hbu maùn{ `

aù- Fuè bm yb ygao. ygkt kt ` oboamy bh sbyamyk`n- Nbblbu obua- Uaoaoeau ygao- Tyukm ygao yb aygau- Vukya


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bty/ky mbyat hbu yga kmtkia bh {bqu oaikdkma dèkmay-

@nobmit K gaù oa Yvb saudamy oknlKo gqmfu{Iuaòh yga i`{ vgam {bqu dèkmay ibbu vknn nbbl nkla ` vkmf.

a`ygauai km gbsahqn nkyyna {annbv tpqùat-

Ygam Fuayan. tqiiamn{ uana`tai hubo yga eùt bh gaud`fa. tsuaì gau ùot nkla vkmft `mi uajbkdai- Eqy

mbv K oqty hkmi o{ v`{ e`dl. t`ki Fuayan- Tga v`nlai

bmvùi qmykn tga dòa yb ` x`ty n`la- K taa mb v`{

`dubtt - - -

Skdyqua {bq sabsna: {bqu gqte`mi. yga sg{tkdk`m. ygagau`sktyt `mi mqyukykbmkty. hòkn{ oaoeaut`nn ty`mikmf

dubtt yga v`yau. v`xkmf. d`nnkmf< ` sùy bh gau uao`kmt

tyamkmf bm yga bygau tkia. `hu`ki yb nbta dbmyubn. `hu ki yb

`kn. `hu`ki yb iubvm-

Bsam {bqu ùot vkia- [bqu i`qfgyau kt fayykmf maùau-Lmbv yg`y ky kt qs yb gau- T`{ gau nbxan{ mòa- Lmbv yg`y ky

t q yb gau- Tgbqy gau nbxan mòa-


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Ygkt Kt Tb Mby Oa

v`t dnkoekmf yga ty`kut yb V`nyaut eubvmtybma. Azalkan

vìinai qs ykfgy nkla yga{ tgbvai oa yguaa ykoat eahbuaahy yga o`yaumky{ vùi- [bq lmbv. gbv yga{ua tqssbtai yb

aan eayyau kh ygaku ùot `mi naft ùa vìiai km dnbta nkla

ga Eè{ Jatqt n{kmf km yga o`mfau- Taaot ky vbqni o`la

oa v`my yb tduaò. eqy vg`yaxau- Tb Ko gbnikmf gko mawy

b o{ dgaty vgam `nn bh yga tqiiam K fby ygkt qufa. vg`y kh K

qty iubssai gko ukfgy bxau yga tkia bh yga e`mktyau-

Lausnqml. nkla ` dgatymqy- K dbqni nobty taa o{ uota`dgkmf bxau yga aifa `mi nayykmf fb `mi yg`y eè{ enqa

n`mlay dùaamkmf yb yga fubqmi `mi oa jqty yqumkmf bm o{

aan- K ibmy g`xa yb yann {bq yg`y ky tdùai yga du`s bqy bh o

mi K suattai o{ tt `f`kmty yga eukdl v`nn yga uaty bh ygav`{ qs-

K lasy yg`y tybu{ yb o{tanh- V`nyau v`t nuaì{ betauxkmf

oa hbu sbtysùyqo iasuattkbm `mi yga n`ty ygkmf K maaiai

v`t Ou- Vbuty/D`ta/Tdamùkb eua`ygkmf ibvm o{ madl-

ga{xa ian`{ai qt gaua `y yga @oaukd`m @kunkmat f`ya hbu

kmay{ okmqyat mbv- Yga obty yga{nn t`{ kt yg`y ygaua g`t

aam tboa oadg`mkd`n ikhhkdqny{- Uqobu kt ygaua v`t `

gksoqml bmebùi `mi yga{ua dgadlkmf yga vkukmf hbu

keenat- Yg`y mavt èbqy tamy V`nyau bxau yga aifa `mi g

vamy hbu Dbquxbktkau bm ybs bh yga X`nkqo ga ybbl eahbuava nahy- Vgam K gani bqy o g`mi hbu qty bma nkyyna enqa knn g


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`xa oa yg`y vg y lkmi bh oì dbv ua {bqnbbl. nkla kyvbqni fb tyu`kfgy bqy o{ mkssnat `mi o`la Zala ` obubm

Axau{ygkmfK ib ebboau`mft e`dl yb Zala- Mbv V`nyautvaùkmf bqy yga equmy bu`mfa dùsay vkyg gkt s`dkmf `mi

jj`{keua`ygkmf- K ybni gko yga dboekm`ykbm bh

gùo`daqykd`nt. `ndbgbn. `mi {bf` vbqni laas gko enktthgubqfg `m{ km/hnkfgy ikt`tyau- K v`myai yb yann gko ky lasy oa

nktthqn ygubqfg yga suafm`md{. eqy gat tb iòmai

`mdykobmkbqt-

@nuaì{ K uafuay ygkt enbqta- K iadkiai yg`y tkmda K dbqni

ay yga eqyybmt yb oaay bxau yga x`ty dbmykmamy yg`y kt mbvo{ dgaty. K vbqni vaù ky- V`nyau t`ki yga snqo/tkza f`st

axan vkyg o{ mkssnat oìa oa nbbl bxaun{/vknnkmf tb K t`

bbi. vg y ` fua`y kosuattkbm yb o`la bm gkt sùamyt km

Dbaqu i@nama. Ki`gb. gboa bh yga Ln`m- Yga enbqta dnkmft

la tgukml/vu`s `mi K d`m haan tva`y dbnnadykmf `nbmf o{

skma- Zala kt n{kmf km yga dubbl bh o{ anebv. ts`dkmf bqym yga hnqbuatdamy nkfgyt. bma bh gkt yvb yukdlt. `mi o{ naft

`xa fbma mqoe hubo yga uqeeaukzai ykfgyt K vaù hbu

ùkdbta xakmt- Yga mqutkmf enktyau bm Zalat ybs nks equty

gkt obumkmf `mi yga tlkm hn`s hnqyyaut km mi bqy vkyg a`dg

qdl bh eua`yg- K yukai yb eami ibvm mi ekya ky bhh. eqy vkygo{ tykhh madl hubo tnaaskmf vakui. kyt kosbttkena- K qtai yb

aas bm o{ tybo`dg `mi K v`t tl{kmf `y yga kia` K dbqni

f`km bmda Zala v`t ebum- Eqy yga hkuty mkfgy K yukai. ky v`t

la tnaaskmf bm yvb gùi enìiaut. `mi o{ oknl nahy m`ty{.

sa vay tsbyt-

Tboa jaul bxau `y yga dbqmyau kt n`{kmf kmyb yga hnkfgy


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yyami`my- K v`ydgai gko ty`nl bxau. gkt gòo{ ygkfgt

qeekmf ybfaygau tb gùi K dbqni dyq`nn{ gaù gko vaùkmf

qy yga kmtkia taòt bm gkt Vu`mfnaut-

Vg`y yga hqdl2 Kyt ` dgksoqml. nkla Dgks bu Eknn.

qdlkmf dùybbm- Gbv oqdg nbmfau ùa {bq fbkmf yb laas q

aua2 Ga sbqmiai gkt hkty bm yga nkfgy enqa Hbuokd`< {bqmbv gbv @oaukd`m @kunkmat yukat yb o`la axau{ygkmf

`yukbykd. eqy mby2 K ygbqfgy akygau yga dbqmyau bu yga hnkfgy

yyami`my vbqni du`dl- Tga tybbi ygaua vkyg gau h`la tokna

`tyai bm gau iùl nkst- K mbyai gau nks nkmau vgam K v`t

ayykmf bqu ta`y `ttkfmoamy maù yga eqnlgaì. ead`qta

V`nyau t`ki kyt yga obty dbohbuyèna sn`da vgam {bqua

dgnasskmf `m kmh`my `dubtt yga dbqmyu{ yb Ki`gb- K ibmy

mbv gbv ga lmbvt ygata ygkmft-

Tku. K oqty `tl {bq yb tyas `v`{ hubo yga dbqmyau- Yga

auxkda duav kt vbulkmf `t pqkdln{ t sbttkena- Va

tyko`ya iasùyqua km yga mby/ybb/ikty`my hqyqua-Vg`y ibat yg`y oa`m2 Ga sqtgai bhh hubo yga dbqmya

mi u`myai `nn yga v`{ kmyb yga e`ygubbo- K eay gkt tyuaò k

auda- K maxau mbykdai `m{bmat tyuaò yknn V`nyau tyùyai

kttkmf èbqy gkt- Hbufkxa yga sqm- Ga t`ki vgam ga gky

buy{/akfgy ga nbty gkt sbvau-

K gbsa gat mbvgaua maù yga eqnlgaì- V`nyau mbiia

bvùi yga oamt ubbo- Ga nbblt sbyamyk`nn{ xkbnamy-

K v`t ybb tkdl `mi ykuai bh tbbygkmf `mi subxkikmf tqdl

b ia`n vkyg V`nyaut sù`mbk`- O{ mkssnat vaua dg`ssai.

ga tqyquat hubo o{ yaù eùan{ ikttbnxai. `mi V`nyau v`t

nuaì{ sqyykmf gkt gaì km o{ n`s `mi oavkmf nkla ` gqmfkyyam-


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K dbqni fay xkbnamy. K t`ki- Kyi fkxa {bq tboaygkmf yb y`

b {bqu sùamyt ebqy-

Tgg- Gkt a{at hnkdlauai km Vu`mfnau O`mt ikuadykbm-

Ga tybuoai e`dl ybvùi qt `mi iubssai nkla `

ìinae`f km yga ta`y ikuadyn{ eagkmi oa- K gaùi gko tyukl

o`ydg `mi ygam K toannai yga tobla- K dnbtai o{ a{at.ua`ygai km iaas. yu{kmf yb fay ` dkfùayya tm`dl-

Nayt obxa. V`nyau vgktsauai `mi dbdlai gkt gaì yb

ga tkia nkla ga gì ` eì yvkydg-

Mb-

Yga tadbmig`mi tobla - - - ga kmtktyai-

Ygauat mb sn`da anta yb tky- Eatkiat. K d`my haan o{

aft- Ga ikimy lmbv èbqy yga hkutyg`mi tobla K gì axa

`{ `y hbqu ygkuy{ vgam ga vamy bqy yb fay yga s`sau- K lasy

ga gùi s`dl bh S`nn O`nnt qmiau yga damyau dqtgkbm bh gkt

a`ygau dbqdg- Ki y`la ky bqy bmyb yga e`ndbm{ vkyg bma bh

gbta nbmf hkuasn`da o`ydgat `mi nka bm gkt ya`l iadl dgì t`{. Ibmy v`ydg Oboo{. `mi nkfgy qs- O{ tyùxai

qmft tb`lai qs yga mkdbykma nkla tsbmfat- @hyau. K euqtgai

o{ yaayg. dgavai yvb Dauyt. `mi oìa o{tanh ` dqs bh

uaam ya`- Ki ea `y yga iatl vgam ga uayqumai. fgbtykmf `

auo s`sau hbu tboa J`maA`ykmf Iktbuiaut km

vamykayg/Damyqu{ Haokmkty Nkyau`yqua bu Sbayu{. T{nxk`

n`yg. `mi Obygaugbbi- O{ mauxat `ssa`tai hbu {ay

mbygau axamkmf bh V`nyaut subiikmf oa. t`{kmf. Yg`y

bqni ea {bqu ikttauy`ykbm. Tgane{- [a`g. kh K f`xa ` h`y

yt tt-

V`nyau dnaùai gkt ygub`y km gkt obty subhattbuk`n v`{-Awdqta oa. tku-


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Mbygkmf-

Awdqta oa2 V`nyau na`mai bxau oa `mi y`ssai yga

gbqniau bh Vu`mfnau O`m-

Vg`y2 ga hkuai `y qt ebyg-

Tbuu{ yb ebygau {bq eqy ygkt kt ` mbmtoblkmf tadykbm-

Ga sbkmyai bqy yga YG@ML [BQ HBU MBY TOBLKMF tkfm- @miga tobla. kyt mby fbbi hbu bqu eè{-

Vu`mfnau O`m nbblai `y V`nyau nkla ga v`t ` dgkffau.

bbl ` ekf iu`v bhh gkt tobla. `mi awg`nai ` ygkdl fu`{

bqi-

Tadbmig`mi tobla vbuukat qt- V`nyau sbkmyai `dubtga dbuukibu yb yga ibzam bu tb ta`yt kmtkia ` fn`tt dqea-

ga toblkmf nbqmfa- Yga{ g`xa ` tsby hbu {bq sabsna-

Bqdg-Vu`mfnau O`m tmbuyai- K ò mby obxkmf `f`km qmykn K fa

o{ tt bm yg y sn`ma- Ga iubssai gkt eqyy bm yga dùsay

mi duqtgai ky vkyg gkt ebby-Yg`mlt ` nby. K t`ki yb gko. du`mkmf o{ madl yb fay bma

`ty vgkhh- @mi e{ yga v`{. kyt Dgks `mi I`na- Yga Iktma{gksoqmlt- Mby Eknn< I`na- V`nyau ubnnai gkt a{at `y oa `m

n`dai ` subyadykxa s`no bm Zalat gaì-

Nìkat `mi famynaoam. fbbi mavt- Bqu yubqenat g`xaaam ankokm`yai `mi yga fubqmi duav g`t dnaùai qt hbu

bùikmf- Hòknkat yu`xankmf vkyg to`nn dgkniuam mi hkuty/

n`tt s`ttamfaut o`{ sua/ebùi `y f`ya akfgyaam @- Ky

v`t tqdg ` enkyga `mi nknykmf xbkda. nkla tgai ea tauxkmf qs

bs/Yùyt yb ` yèna hqnn bh huadlnai. skmytkza f{om`tyt-

Ankokm`yai2 V`nyau t`ki ` nkyyna ybb nbqi. taalkmf `m


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qikamda hubo yga sb`dgai h`dat bh bqu hannbv s`ttamfau

Vg`y2 Nkyyna dgksoqml o`hk` vkyg daoamy tgbat vaua

`nnai km2 @mi eankaxa ky bu mby. yg`yt vg`y K ygkml kt lkmi b

vaay èbqy V`nyau. gkt kmduaiken{ eì jblat- K ga`xai qs

qy bh yga dg`ku `mi tgkhyai Zala yb o{ tgbqniau- V`nyau

bnn`stai yga tyubnnau `mi K nqoeauai eagkmi- Vu`mfnau O`ì `nuaì{ eùuanai s`ty qt `mi v`t d`qtkmf ` tdama `y

ga nadyaum-

Tku. vaua sua/ebùikmf- Ubv yvanxa vknn ebùi km hav

okmqyat-

Ygkt ubv yvanxa vknn ebùi ukfgy mbv-

Va tyuqffnai ibvm yga jayv`{ nkla bxauequiamai

knfukot. eaffkmf sùibm hbu bqu eqnl{ dùu{/bmt- Bm yga

n`ma. Vu`mfnau O`m sknn fai yga `ktna ta`yt `t ga s`tta

uèekmf sknnbvt. en`mlayt. `mi ` Dbtob. hbu yga eua`tygbyt. K v`t dauy`km-

Va tpqaazai kmyb bqu ubv. tybvkmf yga eè{ dùukau. ygk`sau e`f hknnai vkyg Sùamyt Dgbkda `vùivkmmkmf kmh`

b{t. ebyynat bh hubzam eua`ty oknl 'km d`ta K ygubv o{tanh

bo yga sn`ma+. `mi dbyybm ik`saut- [at. va qta ` ik`sau

auxkda. `mi {at. va ùa dùykmf du`ss{ ik`saut `dubtt yg

ua`y n`mi bh bqut- Vgbta kia` ib {bq ygkml yg`y v`t2

V`nyau nay oa g`xa yga `ktna tb K dbqni tyuaydg o{ naft

mi fay qs yb s`da axau{ tb bhyam kh o{ xakmt ygubeeai-

ayvaam yga ùouatyt. yga ykfgyt `mi enbqta. o{ tvbnnam

aay. `mi yga sìt tyqdl km o{ eu`yby`nn{ tbff{ mbvK ha

la ` tyqhhai bnkxa- K f`kmai hkhy{ sbqmit vkyg ygkt suafm`md

O{ qssau ùot hn`ssai< axam o{ gaì hany h`y- O{ td`nsdgai `mi tva`yai- K vbqni g`xa s`myai nkla ` ibf kh K


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gbqfgy ky vbqni dbbn oa bhh-

Iki {bq uaoaoeau yb buiau yga xafayùk`m oa`n2

K ikimy `mtvau-

Tgane{. {bq iki uaoaoeau yb buiau oa yga xafayùk`m

oa`n2

K okfgy g`xa hbufbyyam-Ga awsannai ` tbhy. ikt`ssbkmyai tkfg `mi nbblai `v`{

bo oa. bqy yga vkmibv bmyb yga yùo`d- Bl`{. nay oa

gadl yga ik`sau e`f hbu `ssnat bu tboaygkmf-

Tpqaazkmf s`ty o{ naft. V`nyau eqosai Zala. vgb

yùyai gkt kmh`my v`kn. ygkm mi sn`kmykxa. vgkdg d`qtai o{

oknl yb nay ibvm- @y yga gbtsky`n yga mquta ybni oa yb ygkml b

u{kmf `t tyuamfygamkmf eèkat nqmft- Eqy yb oa ky tyknn

bqmiai nkla vba-

Yga d`sy`km t`{t `t tbbm `t axau{bma kt ta`yai. va

`m sqnn e`dl hubo yga f`ya- Ygkt v`t uasa`yai bxau yga

@ t{tyao yguaa ykoat km fuìq`nn{ obua gbtykna ybmat vgkV`nyau dbmykmqai hbu`fkmf `mi dòa qs vkyg bma `ssna. `

kfgyn{ euqktai e`m`m`. `mi ` ty`na g`nh ` e`fan-

Tky ibvm- Ky v`t Vu`mfnau O`m-

[at. bl`{. V`nyau fuqoenai- Ibat ga g`xa ykdlayt yb

ga Vbuni Vuatynkmf Haiau`ykbm bu tboaygkmf2

Tgqy {bqu gbna dòa Vu`mfnau O`mt nbxan{ uaybuy-

V`nyau- K vkmdai `t Zala n`ydgai bm yb oa nkla ` ub`d

ks- Tboaykoat o`ygao`ykdk`mt tgbqnimy yu{ yb o`la

blat-

Jqty `t yga d`sy`km buiauai ` dubttdgadl bh yga ibbut

va gaùi xkfbubqt v`knt dboa ibvm yga jayv`{- @ o`muattai `nn km en`dl. nkla Jbgmm{ D`tg eqy hbu yga vgkya


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bnnù bh ` sukaty. tyassai dùahqnn{ ygubqfg yga ibbu. gkt

`ku ` hukmfa km hubmy bh gkt a{at. gkt dgaal suattai kmyb yga

ùl gaì bh yga uaiiaty/h`dai eè{ K g`xa axau taam-

Gbn{ hqdlkmf Dgukty. Vu`mfnau O`m dukai hubo gkt ta`y

mi va v`ydgai axau{bma na`m v`{. nkla yga sùykmf bh yg

Uai Ta`. `t yga sukaty `mi eè{ s`ttai- Ga oìa gkt v`nbmf yga `ktna. sayykmf yga eè{t gaì `mi dnqdlkmf

vlvùin{- @ hnkfgy `yyami`my gansai gko fay ta`yai. yga

bbu tgqy. `mi. hkm`nn{. hbu eayyau bu vbuta. va sqnnai `v`{

bo yga qoeknkd`n dbui bh yga jayv`{ `mi ybua ygubqfg yga

auo`mamy hubtykmf bh eubvm oqdl bxau Mavùl-

ala d`my tayyna ibvm vkyg yga bygau eè{t tduaòkmf-

Gat tmbuykmf `mi tmqhhnkmf. `mi o{ oknl kt fayykmf km gkt

{at- Axau{ ykoa ga ua`yy`dgat K ikf o{ m`kn kmyb yga ygkm

lkm bm V`nyaut nahy g`mi- Mb `fa tsbyt {ay- V`nyau g`t gk

`{ ibvm mi gat ùu`mfai yga nkos e`m`m` `nbmf vkyg ygssna `mi e`fan kmyb ` s`ygaykd tyknn nkha-

Eagkmi qt yga sukatyt eè{ dbmykmqat kyt d`yauv`qnkmf

vkyg kosuattkxa nqmf d`s`dky{- K yqum mi taa Vu`mfnau O`

ò bm aùsgbmat mi sbqmi yga eqyybmt bm gkt ta`y yu{km

b fay yga hnkfgy `yyami`my. yga km/hnkfgy oqtkd ty`ykbm.

m{ygkmf yb iubvm bqy yga eè{- @mbygau hnkfgy `yyami`my

qtgat s`ty vkyg dqya nkyyna ebyyna bh J`dl I`mkant km bma

`mi `mi ` eè{ ebyyna km yga bygau- Yga eè{ tduaòt `m

kddqst `mi ygam kt tknamy-

V`nyau tkfgt ga`xkn{ mi K dnbta o{ a{at- V`nyau ybni o

ga mòa bh yga gbuobma yg`y uana`tat kmyb ` vbo`mtnbbityuaò vgam tga n`dy`yat gkt yauo - Bw ybdkm- K bmn


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vktg ky v`t ebyynai `mi tbni ead`qta ky sqyt oa ukfgy yb

naas-

V`nyau kt yvamy{/hkxa {aùt bniau yg`m K ò- Ky ktmy gùi y

o`fkma yg`y K v`t gkt tyqiamy- K v`t km gkt Awdqutkbmt km

O`yg taokmù mi. tqusukta. K gì yb y`la axam yga

bmagaì dn`tt yvkda ead`qta o`yg hbu oa kt nkla a`ykmfvamy{/hkxa gùi/ebknai afft km bma tkyykmf. vgkdg K yukai bm

ùa km tkwyg fuìa- K dbqni tv`nnbv bmn{ yga hkuty tkw `mi yga

òa e`dl qs- K vbmy ebua {bq vkyg yga iay`knt bh gbv K

miai qs km ygkt nkha vkyg Zala `mi V`nyau. gaìkmf yb oaa

dybfamùk`m km/n`vt km Dbaqu i@nama- E`tkd`nn{ K obxaisty`kut- Pqky o{ ibvmty`kut eb{hukami `mi obxai qsty`ku

vkyg V`nyau- Knn jqty t`{ ky v`t `mbygau km yga taukat bh

bmiadktkbmt yg`y o{ sùamyt t`{ o`la qs yga ùd bh o{

ha- @y na`ty Obo `mi Iìi{ d`m t`{ K oùukai ` subhattb

xam kh ga kt ` Iaobdu`y-

@y hkuty K gì `nn yga ykoa K v`myai yb nka ùbqmi `mi uaìga Eubmy tktyaut- @t ` h`dqny{ vkha K dbqni y`la dn`ttat hb

aa. `mi K iki. bmda- V`nyau ikimy sqy `m{ iao`mit bm oa

Ga jqty nklai oa yb ea gboa vgam ga dòa km- K nklai yga

yu`kfgyhbuvùi taw- Hbu ìiai o{tykpqa. K gì gko vgktsa

gkmft èbqy mi tbnxkmf hbuwvgkna va hbumkd`yai-Ygam K v`t suafm`my `mi `nn bh yga tqiiam ga `tlai oab pqky toblkmf `mi a`y tkw bqmdat bh tb{ subyakm `y a`dg

pqùa oa`n- Ga iu`ffai oa bm nbmf v`nlt `mi

mdbqu`fai oa yb tpq`y vgamaxau sbttkena yb nbbtam yga

fòamyt km o{ gkst- Ygkt v`t V`nyaut Ekf Dg`mda- Gkt

uty vkha. vgb u`ktai Tdbyyktg yauukaut. hnai `hyau yam {aùt v`ydgkm gko d`ndqn ya `mi `xbki gau- Vkyg oa dùu km gk


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ubfam{. ga ybbl bxau o{ nkha. `mi mbv vkyg Zala gaua.

òai hbu gkt fua`y/qmdna. `yyamykbm g tmy v`mai `y `nn- Ga

kfgnkfgyt ùykdnat èbqy gbv yga eè{ tgbqni n`ydg bm vkygo{ amykua ùabn` suattai qs `f`kmty gkt tbhy s`n`ya `mi

bv mqutkmf o{ankm`yat yga mauxat hbu u`ski/hkua eu`km

dykxky{- K v`my yb lmbv kh Zala vknn axau tokna- V`nyaumhbuot oa yga tbdk`n tokna dboat `y tkw vaalt. eqy K d`m

`la yvb obua vaalt bh v`kykmf- K dbb km Zalat h`da. yann

ko o{ eaty jblat. `mi K fay mbygkmf- V`nyau ebqfgy ` ikfky

òau` tb K dbqni y`la ` tgby bh yga hkuty tokna `mi a/o`kn

b gko `y DQM[. eqy ygaua yga dòau` tkyt bm yga tkiaebùmi K g`xamy naùmai yb qsnbì-

Vgam K v`la. Kxa fby ` tyukmf bh iubbn `yy`dgkmf oa yb

ga sqda yvaai hèukd Xandubai yb o{ gaìuaty hbu nkda

bmyubn bu tboaygkmf- K uqm o{ g`mi `nbmf o{ h`da `mi haa

dua`ta ibvm o{ dgaal hubo tnaaskmf bm yga taò- Tyknn

vgam V`nyau mbykdat oa tykuukmf. ga nbblt `y oa nkla ga`my eankaxa gbv nqdl{ ga kt-

K `ya yga t`nì `mi K t`xai yga yqm` d`ttaubna hbu {bq-

Kxa fby yb saa. K t`{. ty`mikmf `mi gbnikmf Zala-

V`nyau nbvaut o{ yu`{ yèna- Ga sqyt yga dbni nqmdg nahybxau

m ky `mi u`ktat gkt yu`{- Ga tgkhyt yb fay dbohbuyèna km gkta`y- Ga y`lat yga en`mlay `mi n`{t ky bxau gkt tgbqniau- Ga

qyt yga sknnbv km gkt n`s-

V`nyau. Kxa fby ybsaa. K ty`fa vgktsau- Ko tv`{kmfbo bma hbby yb yga bygau. ibkmf Lafant nkla du`z{-

Hkm`nn{ ga ua`dgat bqy `mi y`lat Zala- V`nyaut vùo

`mit duìna Zalat kmmbdamy madl `mi eqyy- Ga sqnnt yga


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è{ kmyb gkt dgaty vkyg iaxbqy `yyamykbm `mi fu`da- K o

obxai `mi m`qta`yai `y yga tòa ykoa-

Km yga v`m fuaam nkfgy bh yga e`ygubbo K yu{ yb vukffna bq

h o{ ykfgyt eqy K g`xa yb saa tb eì K d`my gbni ky `mi `

vùo tyuaò dbqutat ibvm o{ naf- Yga h`qday vbmy ty`{

m km yga ygkoena/tkza oay`n e`tkm tb K g`xa yb laas sqtgkmibvm yb vay yga ybvant `mi K eùan{ g`xa yga ts`da yb

ami bxau `mi vksa o{tanh bhh- Ko yqumkmf hubo bma tkia yb

ga bygau nkla ` ibf dg`tkmf gkt bvm y`kn `mi K ami qs

uòokmf yga obqmy`km bh an`tykd kmyb yga ykm{ obqyg bh yga

`tg d`m- K na`m e`dl `f`kmty yga ibbu. dnbta o{ a{at-

Vgam K dboa bqy ` eè{ tyùyt yb tduaò- Kyt mby Zala

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