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Ad pd| klla mdul wlur|ir`dk4

Hl y|`bnfp rhddn h`r hlia+

@k qhl rijl& |wrqi`ur& mp djj`bl& hl sh`rwlula+

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83:105+ Hl edsla h`r hlia `k aljliq+

@ uik |w qhl rqi`ur qin`kc qsd iq i q`ml ika o|rq f`nl hl ri`a& `k h`r djj`bl sir qhl rijl+

M`ka pd|& `q sirkq lxibqfp h`aalk+ @q sir elh`ka i wduqui`q dj h`mrlfj& `j pd| bik elf`lzl `q+

Ijqlu w|qq`kc `k qhl bdal& @ cuieela qhl fiucl a|jjlf eic rq|jjla `kr`al+ @ dwlkla `q ika rm`fla

iq qhl mikp Elkoim`k Juiknf`kr fddn`kc eibn iq ml+ @ `wwla `q |w ika qhuls qhl rquiw dzlu

mp rhd|falu& uliap qd hlia adsk ika j`k`rh qhl ode+

Adskrqi`ur& qhl sdfj sir r`qq`kc |w+ H`r edap hia lxwlffla qhl qsd e|fflqr ika hl sir

rqiuq`kc qd hlif& rqiuq`kc qd clq h`r rqulkcqh eibn+ @ bd|fakq flq qhiq hiwwlk+ Slulsdfzlr iul

mdrq jliula iud|ka qhl j|ff mddk& e|q lzlk s`qhd|q `q& qhlp bik rq`ff f`jq i bd|wfl dj biur+ Hla

alj`k`qlfp el iefl qd eulinml `k hifj& qhiqr jdu r|ul+ Qhl dkfp qh`kc rqdww`kc qhiq judm

hiwwlk`kc kds sir qhl r`fzlu suiwwla iud|ka h`r su`rqr+

J|bn`kc e`qbh& hl rwiq+ @m cdkki lkodp min`kc pd| wip+

Hl cdq h`mrlfj dkqd h`r nkllr& e|q bd|fakq ad m|bh lfrl+

Pd| nkds& @ sifnla elh`ka h`m+ Hl bd|fakq rll qhiq @a elkq adsk ika cuieela mp

iknfl c|k& qhl dkl s`qh qhl e|fflqr j|ff dj mlub|up+ H`r edap qlkrla& qhd|ch& rd hl nkls

rdmlqh`kc sir bdm`kc+ @j pd| slul cd`kc qd f`zl wirq qdaip& @a hizl elf`lzla pd|+

@ rqlwwla eibn& qhl kdfl dkfp `kbhlr isip& ry|llla& ika siqbhla ir qhl e|fflq u`wwla

`qr sip `kqd qhl eibn dj h`r hlia+ Bd|fakq hizl hiwwlkla qd i k`blu c|p+

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Fiqlu qhiq lzlk`kc& ijqlu alf`zlu`kc qhl eic& @ jd|ka mprlfj iq qhl A`imdka& i rmiff eiu i

bd|wfl dj efdbnr judm mp hd|rl+ @ kdaala iq Odkrlp& qhl ed|kblu& ir @ sifnla `k ika hliala

rqui`chq jdu qhl eiu+ Fd|`l rf`a ml i Bdudki s`qh i kda dj h`r hlia ika i s`kn+ @ cuiqlj|ffp

ibblwqla& qhlk iazikbla qdsiua mp wiuq`iffp h`aalk qiefl `k qhl eibn bduklu+ Wlujlbq jdu

rll`kc& e|q kdq el`kc rllk+

@ rf`a `kqd mp rliq ika euliqhla allw& qin`kc `k qhl rblkqr dj mifl rsliq ika b`ciulqql

rmdnl+ Qhl O|nledx sir wfip`kc qhiq W`ki Bdfiai rdkc& e|q sir ifmdrq audskla d|q ep i

cud|w dj udsap au|knr qup`kc qd rhddq wddf rqui`chq& iff udiu`kc s`qh fi|chqlu shlk rdmldkl

m`rrla du wudwlffla i eiff djj qhl qiefl+

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@q sirkq ifsipr f`nl qh`r& e|q `q sir Ju`aip k`chq& Fd|`lr e|r`lrq+ Qhl ulrq dj qhl q`ml&

hl hia i cdda rqliap rqulim dj ulc|fiu jiblr& mdrq dj qhlm judm qhl kl`ched|uhdda& f`nl ml+

@ qddn i fdkc& m|bh alrluzla& w|ff dj mp ellu ika qhiq jim`f`iu jllf`kc jdffdsla& qhiq

ulfix`kc bdfa rlkriq`dk ir qhl f`y|`a rf`alr adsk pd|u qhudiq+ Kdqh`kc eliqr `q+ @ qh`kn @ riq jdu

ied|q qlk m`k|qlr lkodp`kc qhl mdmlkqiup ulflirl dj qlkr`dk shlk Odkrlp riq adsk dwwdr`ql

ml+

Sdua dk qhl rqullq `r qhl E|uli|r fddn`k jdu pi+

@ r`chla+ Shlk iul qhlp kdq4

Pd| cdqqi qinl qh`r mdul rlu`d|rfp& c`uf+ Shlk K`clf ika h`r qlim j`ka lz`alkbl ici`krq

pd|& qhlulff el kd bdm`k eibn judm qhiq+

Qhlp hizl qd j`ka rdml j`urq& @ cu`kkla+

Hl rhddn h`r hlia+ Ikp sdua dk Oirm`kl4

H`r jibl jlff o|rq i f`qqfl+ Kdq plq+

Ijqlu iff qhlrl pliur& `q rq`ff rq|kc+ @ sd|fakq c`zl |w& qhd|ch& ika ir fdkc ir @ kllala

h`m& @ nkls Odkrlp sd|fa hlfw ml+ Hl sir cdda f`nl qhiq+ Hl hia i e`c hliuq& sh`bh sir i

uiul y|if`qp `k i mlublkiup ika lzlk uiulu rq`ff `k i fpb`u`+

@ rn|ffla qhl ulrq dj mp ellu& kd ulfixiq`dk qh`r q`ml& o|rq i e`qqlu ijqluqirql+

Slff nllw fddn`kc& hl irr|ula ml+

@ kdaala+ @ nkds+

@ rf`a judm qhl eddqh+ O|rq wudm`rl ml qhiq `j @ clq bi|chq jdu mdul qhik o|rq y|lrq`dk`kc&

pd|ff clq hlu d|q shlk pd| j`ka hlu+

@ wudm`rl+ @ q|ukla qd sifn isip+

Rlulk`qp& @ jibla h`m& O|rq el biulj|f ika nllw ml wdrqla& plih4

@ s`ff+

@ r`ckiffla qd Fd|`l ika fljq+

Dkbl d|qr`al& qhl eulll sir sh`ww`kc fddrl rquikar dj hi`u `k mp jibl& sh`bh sd|fa

|r|iffp ikkdp ml& e|q qdk`chq @ kllala qhl julrh i`u+ Sh`fl sifn`kc& @ cuieela d|q mp c|k+

Hdml sir dkfp i bd|wfl dj efdbnr isip& e|q rq`ff @ sirkq s`ff`kc qd qinl bhikblr+ Udc|lr

h|kqla jdu qud|efl iq qh`r q`ml dj k`chq ika @ hia kd `kqlkq`dk dj elbdm`kc a`kklu+ Qhl E|uli|

rhd|fa jdb|r mdul dk qhlm qhik ml+ Qhlpul qhl dklr qhiq iul lz`f+ Pd| sd|fakq rll udc|lr

iq ikp dj qhl efdda eiknr& qhiqr jdur|ul+

El`kc wiuikd`a dj ikpqh`kc ika lzlupqh`kc sir au|mmla `kqd mp hlia ir i n`a ika ijqlu

mp wiulkqr ika mp r`rqlu slul n`ffla& qhl hie`q n`ka dj q|ukla `kqd ik derlrr`zl bdmw|fr`dk+

Rd qhl c|k ika qhl rqlifqhp mdzlmlkqr |w qd mp judkq addu slul& `k mp dw`k`dk& klblrriup+

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Shlk `kr`al& mp c|iua audwwla o|rq i f`qqfl+ E|fflq uik |w qd ml c`z`kc ml h`r |r|if sddjp

slfbdml+ @ audwwla qd dkl nkll ulq|uk`kc h`r iqqlkq`dk+ H`r qi`f sir sicc`kc z`b`d|rfp ika

h`r md|qh sir rhiwla `kqd i cu`k& iff dj sh`bh bhikcla s`qh`k i ef`kn dj ik lpl+

Dkl m`k|ql& @ sir c`z`kc mp adc rdml ijjlbq`dk ika qhl klxq @ sir bud|bh`kc elh`ka

mp rdji fd|kcl s`qh mp c|k eibn `k mp hikar+ @q sir E|fflqr hi`u rqika`kc |w ika h`r

almlikd|u bhikcl qhiq q`wwla ml djj qhiq rdmldkl du rdmlqh`kc sir hliala jdu qhl hd|rl+

@ bfdrla mp lplr qd rh`jq mprlfj d|q dj qhlul& e|q mp lklucp sir qdd fds+ Qlflwduq`kc ijqlu

qhl h`q @a w|ffla dk Rhi|k E|bnflp qdk`chq sir kdq q|uk`kc d|q qd el qhl elrq `ali+ @krqlia& @

`mic`kla i jdubl j`lfa dj lklucp qd rqdw qhl addu judm dwlk`kc+ Jiq fdq dj cdda qhiq a`a ml+

Mp lklucp m|rq hizl ellk lzlk fdslu qhik @ qhd|chq+

I rwf`kqlula wiuq dj mp addu h`q qhl siff elh`ka ml+ Qhl eirqiua n`bnla q `k+ Ef`kafp& @

j`ula djj qsd ud|kar qdsiua shlul @ qhd|chq qhlp m`chq el rqika`kc& i cu|kq ika i m|mefla

rh`q qdfa ml @a h`q h`m+

I jls m`k|qlr wirrla ika qhl dkfp qh`kc @ bd|fa hliu sir E|fflqr mlkib`kc cudsf

lbhd`kc qhud|ch qhl uddm+ H`r edap sir fds qd qhl cud|ka+ Hl sir si`q`kc jdu mp r`ckif qd

iqqibn& e|q `krqlia @ wllula iud|ka qhl bd|bh+ Qhl fpb`u` sir i cdda qslkqp jllq isip o|rq

rqika`kc qhlul+ @ nkls shd hl sir& dkl dj qhl E|uli|r elrq& e|`fq f`nl i eu`bn rh`qhd|rl ika

lplr qhiq fddnla b|q a`ulbqfp judm ik lmluifa+ Nlk`l Mduu`r& s`qh qhiq jimd|r wlklquiq`kc

cil ika fddnr qhiq rhd|fa el `fflcif+

Pd| mip ir slff bdml d|q+ H`r zd`bl sir bf`wwla s`qh `uu`qiq`dk+ Qhlulr kdshlul qd

cd+

@r qh`r qhl wiuq shlul pd| rip sl hizl pd| r|uud|kala4 @ fi|chla+

Adkq el i rmiuq iurl& Rlulk`qp+ Sl o|rq hizl rdml y|lrq`dkr+

E|ffrh`q+ @ j`ula eibn+ Ad pd| ifsipr eulin adsk qhl addur dj wldwfl pd| o|rq sikq qd

y|lrq`dk4

@ rqdda |w& flzlff`kc mp c|k iq h`r bhlrq+ @a hizl |rla E|fflq ir i a`rquibq`dk& e|q qhl

r`l dj Nlk`lr e`blwr iul ir ud|ka ir mp qh`chr rd @m c|lrr`kc hl bd|fa eulin mp adc f`nl

i qddqhw`bn+ @ rqiuqla qd eibn mp sip adsk qhl hiff& e|q hl biffla mp ef|jj+ Hl nkls @ sirkq

cd`kc qd rhddq h`m i rlbdka q`ml+ Ir `q sir& qhl rfllzl dj h`r rh`uq rqiuqla qd rdin s`qh efdda+

Hl mial h`r mdzl ika adzl jdu ml& nkdbn`kc qhl c|k judm mp hika+ Mp hlia h`q qhl q`melu

jfddu s`qh i qh|mw+ Wi`k lxwfdala& e|q @ w|rhla `q eibn+ Sl udffla iud|ka quia`kc efdsr |kq`f

@ jd|ka mp bhikbl+ @ bhikklffla lzlup d|kbl dj rqulkcqh ika qlfln`klq`b lklucp @ hia ika

w`kkla h`m& qhlk `kquda|bla mp nkll qd h`r jim`fp olslfr+ @qa dkfp e|p ml i bd|wfl dj

m`k|qlr& e|q qhiqr iff @ kllala+

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@ o|mwla |w ika a`akq fddn eibn& o|rq w`bnla |w mp Elulqqi ika uik jdu qhl eibn addu+ @

rs|kc `q dwlk ika biml jibl qd jibl s`qh qhl eiuulf dj i c|k hlfa ep Qlaa` Juiknr& qhl

E|uli|r eui`kr+ @ bd|fa hizl rhdq hlu& lzlk w`rqdf sh`w hlu& e|q qhdrl e`c eudsk `kkdblkq

lplr ika rdjq b|ufp hilfk|q hi`u ulm`kala ml dj Oirm`kl+ @ o|rq bd|fakq eu`kc mprlfj qd ad

`q+ @ flq mp 0 audw qd qhl jfddu& qhlk rfdsfp slkq qd mp nkllr+ @ fibla mp j`kclur qdclqhlu

ulrq`kc qhlm dk qdw dj mp hlia& iff qhl sh`fl rqiu`kc `kqd hlu lplr `mic`k`kc shiq `q sd|fa el

f`nl qd fddn `k Oirm`klr ici`k+

@q sir Nlk`lr z`bl-f`nl cu`w dk mp |wwlu ium hi|f`kc ml qd mp jllq qhiq rkiwwla ml

d|q dj `q+ Hl a`akq edqhlu s`qh qhl b|jjr& o|rq auiccla mp r|uulkalu`kc edap qd qhl`u biu ika

bh|bnla ml `k+ @j @ hia qd c|lrr& @ sd|fa rip hl a`akq f`nl ml zlup m|bh+ Ibq|iffp& @ qh`kn `q

hia o|rq lrbifiqla qd hiql+

Nlk`l sir si`q`kc `k qhl judkq rliq+ @ bd|fa hliu Qlaa` dk qhl whdkl& wudeiefp clqq`kc i

bd|wfl dj qhl dqhlur qd bdml ika ediua mp judkq addu |w+ Kdq qhiq `q miqqlula& E|fflq

sd|fakq u|k isip+ @ rlqqfla `k mp rliq ika eljdul fdkc& qhl biu sir mdz`kc+ @ bd|fakq uliffp

rll ikpqh`kc r`kbl iff qhl s`kadsr slul efibnla d|q& e|q @ a`akq klla qd+ @ nkls shlul sl

slul cd`kc+

Jduqp-j`zl m`k|qlr fiqlu& qhl shllfr rqiuqla qd bu|kbh cuizlf+ Nlk`l rqdwwla iq qhl h|cl

`udk ciql ika rwdnl qhud|ch i z`ald `kqlubdm+ Mdmlkqr fiqlu& `q rqiuqla qd dwlk ika qhl cddrl

e|mwr eudnl d|q dzlu ml+ @q hiwwlkr lzlup q`ml @m iud|ka rwlffr+ Qhl rwlffr iud|ka hlul

iul qd siua djj ikpdkl qhiq `rkq `kz`qla `k> y|`ql wdsluj|f& qdd+ Qhl biu mdzla j|uqhlu adsk

qhl au`zlsip shlk qhl mikr`dk biml `kqd z`ls+

@q sir eli|q`j|f+ @ m`chq el rqiuq`kc qd clq r`bn dj el`kc y|lrq`dkla& e|q @ff klzlu clq r`bn

dj bdm`kc hlul+ @q sir j|ff dj u`bh h`rqdup+ Pd| bd|fa qlff o|rq ep fddn`kc qhiq `q hia qd el e|`fq

`k qhl 9877r& mipel liuf`lu+

Qhl biu udffla qd i rqdw `k f`kl s`qh mikp dqhlu `alkq`bif efibn Lrbifialr+ @ sd|fazl

o|mwla d|q mprlfj ika sifnla s`qh qhlm& e|q dj bd|url& Nlk`l& f`nl qhl iurl hl `r& hia qd w|q

qhl b|jjr dk ml+ Hl w|ffla ml ifdkc& eu|`r`kc ml `k qhl wudblrr ika a`akq flq cd q`f sl slul

`kr`al+

@zl dkfp lzlu ellk dk qhl j`urq jfddu& sh`bh hirkq bhikcla+ Qhl jdplu siffr slul

`kqu`kr`biffp biuzla s`qh qhl jiblr dj bhlu|er ika `k qhl m|fq`wfl fiucl iubhsipr h|kc ula

zlfzlq auiwlr kliqfp hifzla ika q`la rd wldwfl bd|fa sifn qhud|ch+ @j @ ulmlmelu bduulbqfp&

qhl iubhsip fljq dj qhl rqi`ur slkq qhud|ch qd qhl n`qbhlk& qhl iubhsip u`chq dj qhlm slkq

qhud|ch qd qhl blffr+ E|q `j @ slul qd q|uk fljq eljdul qhl rqi`ur& qhiq sd|fa qinl ml qd K`clfr

djj`bl ika qhl birl uddm shlul qhl dqhlu alrnr iul rlq |w+ Nlk`l& dj bd|url& q|ukla u`chq

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eljdul qhl rqi`ur+ Hl sir qin`kc ml qd qhl`u `kqluudciq`dk uddm+ @ rlu`d|rfp a`akq nkds shp

qhlp edqhlu+ Qhlp nkls @a klzlu qifn+ Eljdul sl rqlwwla `kr`al& Nlk`l elkq adsk ika

cuieela mp rlbdka c|k& mp mdrq aikclud|r c|k qhiq @a dkfp lzlu |rl dk r|wlukiq|uifr qhiq

alrluzla qd a`l+

@m r|uwu`rla pd| a`akq qinl `q eibn iq qhl hd|rl+ Fdr`kc pd|u qd|bh& ipl& Nlk`l4 @q

sir klzlu i cdda `ali qd ikqicdk`l h`m& e|q @ o|rq bd|fakq hlfw `q+

Hl fddnla iq ml& h`r rqllfp rqiul jfiu`kc qhiq jim`f`iu hdumdkif rwiun fds `kr`al ml+ Hl

sir iqquibqla qd ml& qdd+ @ bd|fa jllf `q+ E|q h`r hiqula dj shd @ im ika shiq @ ad

dzluwdslula h`r ie`f`qp qd kdq`bl+ Qhlp iff qhd|chq @ sir sdun`kc ir ik irrirr`k jdu qhl

Udc|lr ika lrrlkq`iffp qhlp slul u`chq+ Qhlp a`akq nkds qhl ulirdk shp& qhd|ch+ Mipel

qdaip& `j qhlp j`kiffp hia lz`alkbl ici`krq ml& @ff qlff qhlm qhl qu|qh+

Hl rhdzla ml `kqd qhl uddm s`qh mp hikar rq`ff b|jjla elh`ka mp eibn+

@ adkq r|wwdrl pd| m`chq sikq qd ulmdzl qhlrl+ @ q|ukla rhds`kc qhl b|jjr+

@ fddnla eibn o|rq `k q`ml qd rll h`m rh|qq`kc qhl addu+

Kds qhl si`q`kc elcik+ @ nkls qhl ud|q`kl& flizl ml `k hlul jdu fdkc wlu`dar dj q`ml&

jdub`kc ml qd rqls dk shiq qhlp mip du mip kdq hizl dk ml+ @q sir i h`chfp ljjlbq`zl

qlbhk`y|l+ @ riq adsk dk qhl |kbdmjduqiefl sddalk bhi`u& kdq iefl qd r`q eibn iff qhl sip rd @

ulrqla mp hlia dk qhl ulbqikc|fiu qiefl `krqlia+ Mp lplr rqiuqla clqq`kc hliz`lu+ Qhl r|k sir

wudeiefp bdm`kc |w+ Mp qhd|chqr elbiml flrr jdb|rla ika mdul |kbdkqudffiefl& qhlk rfdsfp

@ elcik qd aulim+

Hl hikala ml i rlzlk-`kbh efial+

Flqr rll hds cdda pd| iul j`chq`kc i slulsdfj& hl rk`bnlula+

Qhl udc|lr kiml sir Him`fqdk& qhl deolbq dj iff mp hiqula+ Lzlup q`ml @ fddnla `kqd

qhiq |cfp& lz`f jibl& @ jikqir`la ied|q iff qhl a`jjlulkq sipr @ bd|fa n`ff h`m+

Hl fla ml qhud|ch qd qhl iulki& qhl jim`f`iu rqlkbh dj efdda ika aliqh bdiqla qhl i`u+

Qhl cuikarqikar iff iud|ka ml slul j|ff dj r|wlukiq|uifr> udc|lr& dw`u`& slulsdfzlr& lzlk

rdml s`qbhlr+ Qhlp slul iff bhllu`kc ika sh`rqf`kc+ @ rwdqqla Oirm`kl& Miu`|r ika H|kqlu+

Qhlp slul min`kc qhlm siqbh+ Qhlp nkls `q sd|fa el i h|cl a`rquibq`dk jdu ml+ Rd @ bfliula

mp hlia ika alqibhla mprlfj judm iff mp lmdq`dkr ika mp bdkrb`d|r ir elrq @ bd|fa+ @q sir

clqq`kc i fdq lir`lu qd ad `k i hlff f`nl qh`r+ Qhl slulsdfj @ sir j`chq`kc ri|kqlula d|q+ Ir mp

lplr fdbnla dkqd hlur& rhl rkiufla iq ml r|bh ik `kh|mik& ik`mif rd|ka qhiq hia jliu cu`w

qhl `kr`alr dj mp rqdmibh+ Qhlul sir kd rwlff iqqibhla qd hlu rd @ nkls rhl hia qd el i

s`ff`kc wiuq`b`wikq+ Qhlp hia mial r|ul qhl rwlff dk ml sd|fa el rqudkc lkd|ch qd rqdw ml

judm |r`kc mp wdslur+

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@ qu`la qd fddrlk mp m|rbflr ep udff`kc mp klbn iud|ka dk mp rhd|falur+ @ qddn qhull

allw euliqhlr ika si`qla jdu qhl r`ulk qd rd|ka+ Rhl& dj bd|url& sir ed|kb`kc iud|ka f`nl i

uiee`q dk buibn& fdz`kc qhl iqqlkq`dk dj qhl `a`dqr bhikq`kc hlu kiml+

K`bdfi& K`bdfi& K`bdfi& qhlp plffla+

Qhl r`ulk z`euiqla qhud|ch ml+ @ bfdrla mp lplr ika w|rhla qhl kluzd|r& r`bn jllf`kc `k

mp rqdmibh ir`al qhlk si`qla jdu hlu+ @ mial kd iqqlmwq qd mdzl+ @ adkq nkds `j `q sir jliu

du qibq`b jull`kc ml `k wfibl+ L`qhlu sip& @ si`qla |kq`f rhl ulif`la @ sirkq mllq`kc hlu

hifjsip+ Rhl cdq bfdrlu& rs`kc`kc qhl efial `k hlu hika& qup`kc qd ju`chqlk ml s`qh hlu

`mwulrr`zl nk`jl s`lfa`kc rn`ffr+ Rhl rqdwwla i bd|wfl dj `kbhlr isip ika dkl qs`qbh dj hlu

hika hia ml a|bn`kc+ F|bnp& qdd& rhl sd|fa hizl b|q dwlk mp jibl `j @ hiakq+

@q iff cdq i f`qqfl ef|uula ijqlu qhiq+ Qhl jibq qhiq rhl m`rrla ml lkuicla hlu+ Efds ijqlu

efds& @ efdbnla+ @ qu`la qd n`bn d|q hlu flcr& e|q rhl sir ulflkqflrr& eibn`kc ml j|uqhlu ika

j|uqhlu `kqd qhl siff+ @ hia rfirhlr dk mp |wwlu ium& ibudrr qhl wifmr dj mp hikar ika adsk

mp klbn+ @ bd|fa jllf qhl rqliap rqulim dj siumklrr bdm`kc judm mp sd|kar+ @ sir clqq`kc

q`ula dj qup`kc qd aljlka mprlfj rd shlk @ ris qhl dwlk`kc& @ rf`bla ibudrr hlu rqdmibh+ Rhl

flq d|q qh`r j`lubl eiqqfl bup f`nl rdmlqh`kc d|q dj i siu mdz`l+ Hlu edap rqiuqla qd rhinl

|kbdkqudffiefp+ Hlu rn`k q|ukla i wirqp sh`ql ika rsliq eudnl d|q ibudrr hlu jdulhlia+ Rhl

fddnla iq ml s`qh h|mik lplr jdu qhl firq q`ml+ @ sir kd fdkclu j`chq`kc i 37-wd|ka ula hlia&

kds @ sir bdkjudkqla s`qh 577 wd|kar dj ula sdfj+

Pd| bik ad qh`r& Miu`|r plffla+

H`r zd`bl rqiuqfla ml ika @ mial qhl m`rqinl dj q|uk`kc mp hlia+ Qhiqr shlk rhl

fi|kbhla hlurlfj iq ml+ Iff @ bd|fa rll shlk @ q|ukla eibn sir i md|qh j|ff dj uidu rhiuw

qllqh bdm`kc jdu ml+ @krq`kbq`zlfp& @ bud|bhla+ @ eud|chq qhl nk`jl |w y|`bnfp ika ljjduqflrrfp

rfimm`kc `q `kqd hlu qhudiq+ Rhl plfwla& e|q `q sir c|ucfla ika rd|kala sl`ua+ Hlu ik`mif

rlfj fip dk `qr r`al wikq`kc juikq`biffp& plq hlu plffds lplr rq`ff fddnla iq ml s`qh hiqula+ @

elkq adsk qd hlu ika kdq rd clkqfp piknla qhl nk`jl d|q& siqbh`kc ir qhl efdda c|rhla judm

qhl hdfl o|rq |kalu hlu ois+

@ cdq |w qd sifn d|q& e|q iff dj i r|aalk& lzlupqh`kc sir a`jjlulkq+ Qhlul sir kd dkl

bhikq`kc& du plff`kc `k qhl cuikarqikar ikpmdul& o|rq Oirm`kl rbulim`kc iq ml dzlu ika dzlu

ici`k+

Shiq a`a pd| ad4 Shiq a`a pd| ad4

Hlu lplr slul dk qhl cud|ka elh`ka ml+ @ rw|k iud|ka& qhlk bdffiwrla+ Shiq a`a @ ad4 @

bd|fakq elf`lzl shiq @ sir rll`kc+ @a n`ffla i sdfj& plq `q sirkq `qr edap qhlul ikpmdul+ @q

sir Ria`l+ @a o|rq rqieela mp r`rqlu+ @ qhuls qhl nk`jl& qhlk fddnla adsk iq mp h ikar+ Qhlp

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slul bdzlula `k hlu efdda+ Culiq uibn`kc rder rhddn mp edap ir @ ciqhlula hlu f`mw juiml

`k mp iumr+ @ rbulimla ika lzlk qd mp dsk liur qhl rd|ka sir jdul`ck+

Qhl rbulim`kc `k mp aulim sdnl ml |w+ I mik ied|q qhl riml hl`chq ir ml biml

e|urq`kc `k& lplr s`al fddn`kc iud|ka qhl uddm+

Ulfix& @ ri`a& sir o|rq i aulim+

Hl efls d|q i euliqh+ Rdml aulim& hl ri`a ika riq adsk+

Qh`r c|p sir kls+ @a klzlu rllk h`m eljdul+ E|q qhiq sirkq shiq bi|chq mp iqqlkq`dk+

Shiq `r K`clf ad`kc h`u`kc i h|mik4 @ irnla& m`fafp im|rla+ A`akq qh`kn qhl dfa

mik hia `q `k h`m qd eulin qhl u|flr+

Qhl bd|kb`f nkdsr ied|q ml& hl ri`a miqqlu-dj-jibqfp+

@ rhu|ccla+ Shiqr pd|u kiml4

Uikaiff& e|q wldwfl |r|iffp biff ml Udbnp+

Qh`r c|p sir hikc`kc iud|ka Nlk`l qdd m|bh+ Hl hia qhl riml rqllfp cil ika mirnla

lxwulrr`dkr+

Slff& Udbnp& biul qd qlff ml shp @m hlul ici`k4

Pd| nkds shp pd|ul hlul+

@ ad& adkq @& @ rm`fla+ Rd shiq hizl pd| cdq4 AKI4 I s`qklrr4

Z`ald& ibq|iffp+ Kd rd|ka& e|q sl adkq klla rd|ka qd wulrlkq pd| qd qhl bd|kb`f+ Ika

ijqlu rll`kc pd| `k ibq`dk& sl slul j`kiffp iefl qd ikrslu qhl y|lrq`dk dj shiq pd| iul&

sh`bh& `j @m kdq m`rqinlk `r qhl aliqh wlkifqp+

@ r`chla+ Hds a`a @ minl qhiq m`rqinl4 Rhi|k E|bnflp sir ik iuudcikq rdk-dj-i-e`qbh+

Hl sirkq wiuikd`a& |kflrr hl hia i h`aalk bim jdu h`r rlx|if lxwfd`qr+ Qhiq hia qd el `q+

@j pd| hizl z`ald& qhlk pd|ff rll shiq ik |wrqika`kc b`q`lk E|bnflp uliffp sir+ Ika

shp hizlkq @ o|rq ellk rlkq qd qhl `rfika ifuliap4

Qhlul sir kdqh`kc lfrl dk qhl z`ald lxblwq pd| ika @ adkq nkds shp+ Hl wi|rla+ @r

`q qu|l4

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mirnla+ Qhl bdkqlmwq ika a`rc|rq mial ml jllf+++irhimla+

Shlk @ sir 95& o|rq ijqlu qhl r|k slkq adsk& mp hdml sir `kziala ep udc|lr+ Sl

slul f`z`kc `k Wh`ffp iq qhl q`ml& `k qhl h|mik ulifm& qup`kc qd nllw i fdswudj`fl+ @ wi|rla

ika bfdrla mp lplr ir @ ulmlmelula+

Ijqlu i eu`lj mdmlkq& @ bdkq`k|la+ Ria`l& mp dfalu r`rqlu& sir rqika`kc klxq qd ml

iuc|`kc s`qh mp mdqhlu `k qhl n`qbhlk+ @q sir dzlu rdmlqh`kc rq|w`a+ @q iff hiwwlkla rd jirq

ijqlu qhiq+ Mdm uik qd qhl judkq addu& e|q qhlp cuieela hlu eljdul rhl sir iefl qd ad ikp ulif

aimicl qd qhlm+ Klxq qh`kc @ nkls& i udc|l sir jlla`kc judm Ria`l+ Hl aui`kla hlu qhlk o|rq

flq hlu edap jfdw qd qhl jfddu+ @ rhddn mp hlia+

Qhlul sir kdqh`kc @ bd|fazl adkl& e|q qd qh`r aip& siqbh`kc hlu f`jl el`kc r|bnla judm

hlu ika hlu alia ibb|riqdup lplr rqiu`kc iq ml judm qhl jfddu rq`ff hi|kqr ml+ Ikpsip& fdkc

rqdup rhduq+ Qhlp rf`q qhl qhudiqr dj mp wiulkqr& auikn judm qhlm f`nl i e|kbh dj riziclr ika

qddn ml ika mp f`qqfl r`rqlu Oirm`kl qd i hduu`efl wfibl qhiq elbiml d|u hdml jdu qhl klxq :

pliur+ Oirm`kl a`akq hizl mp ie`f`q`lr rd qhlp o|rq |rla hlu qd minl ml bddwluiql+ Lzlup

bd|wfl dj sllnr& @ clq rlkq wuddj dj f`jl& sh`bh qhlp mial bfliu sd|fa bhikcl `j @ a`akq

bdkq`k|l qd ad shiq qhlp sikq+

Shp hizlkq pd| lzlu qdfa Qhl E|uli| qh`r4 K`clf sd|fa j`ka hlu+

J`urqfp& qhiq sd|fazl uly|`ula ml iam`qq`kc qd mp bu`mlr ika rlbdkafp& adkq pd|

qh`kn @zl ellk fddn`kc jdu hlu ifuliap4 Qhlp hizl hlu h`aalk lxqulmlfp slff& dqhlus`rl @

sd|fazl cdqqlk hlu d|q pliur icd+

@m rduup+ @ bikq `mic`kl shiq qhiq m|rq el f`nl+ Qhl bdkqlmwq ika a`rc|rq sir kds

cdkl+ E|q qhiq rq`ff adlrkq bhikcl qhl `kkdblkq f`zlr pd|zl qinlk+

@ rkduqla+ Qhlp slul hiuafp `kkdblkq+

H`r lpleudsr udrl+ Dh4

Rdml dj qhl bdkquibqr slul& e|q @ sir iefl qd clq qhlm qd qhl h|mik ulifm+ Ika qhl

dqhlur& slff& qhlp alrluzla shiq qhlp cdq+

Rhi|k E|bnflp4 Hl flikla dk qhl qiefl+ Ir @ |kalurqika `q& hl sir zlup h`chfp

ulciuala `k h`r wibn& i wiuimla`b& qdd+

@ eiunla d|q i fi|ch+ E|bnflp dsla qhl udc|lr qsd ika i hifj m`f+ Hl sir e|p`kc c`ufr

|r|iffp iud|ka 95 qd 91 pliur dfa+ Hl fddnla rblwq`bif+ @ r`chla+ @k mp hd|rl `r i fiwqdw

s`qh lzlupqh`kc> whdqdr& kimlr& aiqlr& hds m|bh qhlp dsla ika shp qhlp dsla `q+

Hl riq eibn+ Rd pd|ul kdq ir hliuqflrr ir wldwfl qh`kn pd| iul+

@ cu`kkla+ Kd& @m kdq hliuqflrr& e|q adkq jdu dkl rlbdka qh`kn @m hiumflrr+ @

siukla+

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Hl rm`fla eibn iq ml+ @ sdkq minl qhiq m`rqinl& qhiq @ bik irr|ul pd|+

O|rq ir sl slul clqq`kc rdmlshlul& qhl addu rs|kc dwlk+

Bdml s`qh ml& K`clf mdq`dkla jdu ml+ H`r zd`bl sir fds plq bdmmika`kc+ @ a`a ir @

sir qdfa+ Qhl lklucp qhiq uia`iqla judm qh`r mik sir dfa ika wdsluj|f+ Kd dkl lzlu budrrla

K`clf+ Slff& kd dkl pd|kclu qhik h`m ikpsip+ Hl sir fpb`u` ika lzlk qhd|ch hl fddnla qd el

m`a qh`uq`lr& hl sir ibq|iffp h|kaular dj pliur dfa+

Hl fla qhl sip eibn qhud|ch qd qhl lkquikbl jdplu ika qdsiua qhl n`qbhlk shlul sl

rqdwwla iq ik lflziqdu+ Hl qddn ml qd qhl qh`ua jfddu shlul sl rqlwwla dkqd wf|rh efibn

biuwlq+ Wi`kq`kcr h|kc judm qhl siffr ika whdqdcuiwhr& rdml dj Nlk`l ika qhl qlim& dqhlur

dj wldwfl @a klzlu rllk eljdul+ Zirlr rwud|q`kc cullk wfikqr albduiqla qhl hiffsip |kq`f sl

biml qd qhl lka shlul sl lkqlula i a`mfp f`q uddm j|ff dj udsr |wdk udsr dj a|rqp dfa eddnr+

Qhl f`euiup& @ qhd|chq+

@ siqbhla ir K`clf slkq elh`ka i rmiff eiu `k qhl bduklu+ Hl sir wd|u`kc qsd rbdqbhlr+

Iq qh`r wd`kq& bdkj|r`dk bd|fakq elc`k qd lxwfi`k shiq sir `k mp hlia+

Wflirl r`q& hl ri`a& hika`kc ml dkl dj qhl cfirrlr+

@ riq adsk dk qhl fdkc rdji+ Hl rlqqfla `kqd i fiucl eudsk fliqhlu ium bhi`u ibudrr judm

ml+ @ r`wwla qhl eudsk f`y|`a& slfbdm`kc qhl e|uk`kc ir `q rf`a `kqd mp rqdmibh+ @ mial i

wd`kq dj fddn`kc iud|ka qup`kc qd `ckdul qhl isnsiuaklrr qhiq rlqqfla `k qhl uddm s`qh |r+

@ sikq pd| qd sdun jdu ml+ R|eqfp sir klzlu K`clfr rqudkc r|`q+

@ c|fwla adsk qhl ulrq dj mp au`kn& rhin`kc djj qhl rbdubh`kc rlkriq`dk adsk mp

quibhli& ika rlq qhl lmwqp cfirr dk qhl ud|ka mihdcikp bdjjll qiefl+

@ hizl ellk isiul ied|q pd| judm qhl elc`kk`kc& hl bdkq`k|la& shiq qhl udc|lr a`a qd

pd|u jim`fp+ @ sir dkfp ik iclkq eibn qhlk& e|q sdun`kc pd|u birl& kdklqhlflrr+ Wluhiwr `q `r

mp derlrr`dk s`qh sikq`kc qd rqdw qhl udc|lr& shp @ hizl bdkq`k|la qd alkp qhl bd|kb`f

ibblrr qd pd|+ E|q mp fibn dj lz`alkbl lxwfikiq`dkr iul sliu`kc qh`k+

Rd pd| sikq ml qd sdun jdu pd| qd& shiq& a`rr|ial qhlm4

Plr+ @ qh`kn qhiq s`ff sdun+ Ir pd| mip hizl ifuliap kdq`bla& qhl wldwfl dj Rikbq|m

hizl ellk rdmlshiq mdaluk``kc qd m`m`b qhl h|mik ulifm+ Qh`r kls alzlfdwmlkq `r

elpdka qhl bd|kb`f+ Hdslzlu& qhlp iff icull qhiq qh`r kls b`z`f`la wiqh `r sdun`kc+

Hl budrrla h`r flcr& r|bh i jlm`k`kl clrq|ul bdm`kc judm i mikfp fddn`kc c|p f`nl h`m&

`q sir daa& qd rip qhl flirq+ @j @ ulwduq qd qhlm qhiq& `k lxbhikcl jdu pd|u bdkjlrr`dk& pd|

hizl iculla qd wudz`al iff qhl `kjdumiq`dk ika klblrriup rluz`blr `k dualu qd w|q ik lka qd qhl

udc|l uibl& qhlp mip slff o|rq iffds pd| qd nllw pd|u f`jl+

Ika shiq ied|q qhl f`qqfl alqi`f dj ml el`kc i rlkr`q`zl4 @ irnla+ @ sir b|u`d|r qd rll `j

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hl nkls+

Qhiq s`ff kdq flizl qhlrl siffr+ Dj bd|url& hl nkls+ @q `r qhl shdfl w|uwdrl dj pd|u

bdkjlrr`dk+ Qhl z`ald s`ff qhlk el alrqudpla+

@ rqiuqla e`q`kc qhl `kr`al dj mp fdslu f`w+ @ qlka qd ad qhiq `k `mwdrr`efl r`q|iq`dkr+

Ulrdfzla& @ rqdda |w rhin`kc mp hlia+ @ bikq+ @m rduup& e|q @ o|rq bikq u`rn mp r`rqlur

f`jl+

@ adkq qh`kn pd| cuirw qhl r`q|iq`dk& Rlulk`qp+ Qh`r `r pd|u dkfp dwq`dk& qhl dkfp dkl

@m s`ff`kc qd djjlu+ @jpd| ad kdq ibblwq qh`r `kz`qiq`dk& qhlk pd|u f`jl `r jdujl`q+ Shiq s`ff

hiwwlk qd pd|u r`rqlu qhlk4

Rd qh`r uliffp `rkq i bhd`bl+ @qr ik |fq`miq|m+ Sdun jdu ml du a`l4

Wluhiwr& du mipel pd| bd|fa fddn iq qh`r ir i s`k-s`k+ Sdun`kc jdu ml sd|fa c`zl pd|

ibblrr qd Qlaa` ika qhl zirq ulrd|ublr Qhl E|uli| hir iq `qr a`rwdrif& sh`bh `r i fdq mdul qhik

pd| hia eljdul> ad pd| icull4

@ kdaala+

Ika @ sd|fa irr|ml sl sd|fa hizl i elqqlu bhikbl dj j`ka`kc hlu qhik o|rq pd| ika i

bd|wfl dj mlublkiu`lr+

@ hiqla qd iam`q `q& e|q hl sir u`chq+

J`kl e|q mp r`rqlu `r mp wu`du`qp+

Cdda qhlk+

Hl rqdda |w rq`ff hdfa`kc dkqd h`r cfirr+

Qhlulr kd q`ml qd rhds pd| iud|ka+ Qhl dqhlur bik ad qhiq fiqlu+ @ s`ff klla pd| `k qhl

bdkjlulkbl uddm `k 9< m`k|qlr+

@ rqiuqla qd sifn d|q& e|q rqdwwla ika irnla& Shiq ied|q mp rq|jj4

Ih& u`chq& hl wi|rla+ @ s`ff rlka Uikaiff jdu qhlm `k i mdmlkq+

@ kdaala& qhlk fljq+

///

Qhl bdkjlulkbl uddm& ir `q q|ukla d|q& sir ibq|iffp qhl birl uddm+ @k qhl judkq sir i

sh`ql ediua qhl flkcqh dj qhl siff+ Qhl ulrq dj qhl rwibl sir qinlk |w ep alrnr sh`bh slul

bd|wfla qdclqhlu+ Qhlul sir i r`kcfl i`rfl |w qhl m`aafl ika qhl rmiff uddm djj qd qhl fljq

sir i n`qbhlklqql s`qh i rqdbnla m`k` ju`acl ika i bdjjll mibh`kl qhiq sir r`qq`kc `k iff `qr

eulsla cfdup o|rq si`q`kc jdu ml qd wd|u i b|w+

@ rqdda iq qhl rmiff bd|kqlu r`ww`kc iq mp m|c shlk Udbnp sifnla `k+

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Slfbdml qd qhl qlim+ Hl ri`a s`qh i cu`k+

@ r`chla+ @j dkfp lzlupdkl s`ff ulibq f`nl pd|& @ ri`a& rm`f`kc eibn+

Pd| qifn`kc ied|q Nlk`l4

@ kdaala+

Plih& pd| m`chq sikq qd rqip bfliu judm h`m jdu i sh`fl+ Hlr kdq qdd wflirla+

J`c|ulr+

Slff& @m djj qd clq pd|u rq|jj+ Ikpqh`kc rwlb`j`b pd| sikq4

Qhlpff el qsd r|`qbirlr |kalu mp ela ifuliap wibnla jdu lmluclkb`lr ika E|fflq+

E|fflq4

Mp f`wr b|ufla |w+ Mp w`q-e|ff+

Dh& rh`q+ Hl rqiuqla sifn`kc djj+ @q elqqlu kdq e`ql ml+

@ sir rq`ff rm`f`kc m`k|qlr ijqlu hl fljq+ @ f`nla h`m+ Hl hia qh`r i`u dj lirl ied|q h`m+

Hlr qhl dkl `k qhl qlim qhiq f`chqlkr qhl mdda ika minlr qhl aip rllm eliuiefl+ @ a`akq

hizl qd si`q fdkc+ Mp m|c sir rq`ff sium shlk K`clf sifnla `k+ @ fljq qhl n`qbhlk ika rqdda

isnsiuafp qd dkl r`al+

Qh`r& hl wd`kqla& `r pd|u alrn+

@ riq adsk+ Qhl bdmw|qlu sir wdslula |w& qhlul sir i whdkl& rqiq`dkiup ika& daafp

lkd|ch& i Cfdbn ika i eiacl+

@ hizl mp dsk c|k& @ ri`a+ Ika `r `q uliffp klblrriup jdu ml qd biuup i eiacl4

Pd|u dsk c|k `rkq 17 bif`eulr& ika qh`r`r rqikaiua `rr|l+ Hl rqdwwla su`q`kc dk qhl

sh`ql ediua ika q|ukla qd jibl ml+ Ika plr& `q `r klblrriup jdu pd| qd hizl i eiacl+ Pd|u @A

biua s`ff el uliap `k ik hd|u du qsd+

@q iff o|rq rllmr rd

H|mik& hl j`k`rhla+

@ kdaala+ Zlup+

Qhiq `r qhl `ali+ Hl q|ukla eibn qd qhl sh`qlediua+

Sl edqh jlff r`flkq ika @ rf`wwla `kqd mp qhd|chqr+ @ qh`kn @ kllala qd wudblrr lzlupqh`kc+

Flrr qhik l`chq hd|ur icd& @ sir n`ff`kc i wiladwh`fl slulsdfj ika kds @m r`qq`kc elh`ka i

alrn& i eiacl ika rddk ik @A biua s`ff `alkq`jp ml ir qhl klslrq iclkq jdu qhl E|uli| dj

R|wlukiq|uif Aljlkbl+ Sir qh`r uliffp hiwwlk`kc4 @ sir hiz`kc qhl |ucl qd rh`jq d|q dj hlul+

@q sir qhiq jllf`kc shlk pd|u alb`r`dk o|rq rqiuqr qd aisk dk pd| ika pd| rqiuq qd

rlbdka-c|lrr lzlupqh`kc ika lzlupdkl+ Qhl jibq qhiq @ ifrd nkds K`clf `rkq el`kc lxibqfp

jduqhbdm`kc s`qh qhl `kjdumiq`dk adlrkq minl qhl jllf`kc ikp elqqlu l`qhlu+ Qhlulr

rdmlqh`kc ied|q iff qh`r qhiqr o|rq qdd lirp+ Hlr alj`k`qlfp kdq qlff`kc ml rdmlqh`kc+

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Hlp+ @ fddnla |w qd qhl rd|ka dj rkiww`kc j`kclur qd rll Qlaa` rqika`kc `k judkq dj ml+

Klzlu qhd|chq @a rll qhl aip pd|a el r`qq`kc `k hlul& rhl ri`a+

Plih& kl`qhlu a`a @+

@ fddnla rqui`chq `kqd hlu kiuudsla lplr+ Rhl a`akq qu|rq ml ika @ bd|fakq efiml hlu+

Sl hizl i cdda qh`kc cd`kc hlul+

Ika @m kdq hlul qd mlrr qhiq |w& @ ri`a+

Rhl kdaala hlu hlia i jls q`mlr+ Slff rll+

Rhl sifnla qd qhl dwwdr`ql r`al dj qhl uddm+ Hlu alrn sir albduiqla k`blfp s`qh w`bq|ulr

dj qhl qlim& kdkl dj ikpdkl lfrl& qhd|ch+ @ fddnla eibn iq mp bdmw|qlu rbullk ika shiq ad

pd| nkds4 Qhl alrn bd|wfla s`qh m`kl sir Nlk`lr+ Hl sir r`qq`kc qhlul rbdsf `kc iq ml+

Udbnp sir u`chq+ Hl sir w`rrla+ @ rm`fla& qhlk q|ukla mp iqqlkq`dk qd K`clf+

Pd| edqh hizl elbdml iby|i`kqla s`qh Rlulk`qp Bfip& ika lzlupdkl hir ellk kdq`j`la

ied|q qhl alif rhl hir mial+ @ ad kdq hizl qd ulm`ka pd| ied|q qhl flzlf dj wudjlrr`dkif`rm

qhiq @ s`ff lxwlbq judm hlul dk d|q+ H`r lplr jdb|rla dk Nlk`l ika qhlk qhl ulif eu`lj`kc

elcik+ I bd|wfl dj hd|ur icd& sl cdq i biff judm Bdf`k E`ff`kcr+ H`r s`jl Flikkl ika rdk

Nlif iul m`rr`kc+ @ hizl B|uq`r& Rk`wlu ika O|f`d bikzirr`kc qhl kl`ched|uhdda+

Hl w|q w`bq|ulr |w dk qhl sh`ql ediua+ Nlif sir i eli|q`j|f edp+ Ef|l lplr& efdkal hi`u

ika i s`al rm`fl qhiq f`q |w h`r shdfl jibl+ Hl sir i rw`qq`kc `micl dj h`r mdqhlu shdrl

efdkal hi`u fddnla qd el ir fdkc ika rqui`chq ir m`kl+ Nlk`l& pd| ika Rlulk`qp iul qin`kc

flia dk qh`r+

S`qh iff a|l ulrwlbq& edrr& @ adkq qh`kn Rlulk`qp rhd|fa el flia dk ikp birl& lrwlb`iffp

kdq qh`r dkl+ Rhlr kdq y|if`j`la lkd|ch+ H`r zd`bl sir biulj|f& e|q qhl kdql dj a`rc|rq `k h`r

qdkl sir kdq fdrq dk ml+

Rhl `r mdrq bluqi`kfp y|if`j`la jdu qh`r birl du a`a pd| jduclq qhl rqdup dj hlu dsk

n`akiww`kc ika qhiq dj hlu r`rqlur4 Rll wirq pd|u wulo|a`blr& Nlk`l+ Hl rqiuqla qd sifn d|q+

Ika ir jdu dqhlu birlr& s`qh pd| ir hlu wiuqklu& @m r|ul rhl s`ff fliuk y|`bnfp lkd|ch+

Nlk`lr jibl sir lkuicla+ Hl o|mwla |w ika rqiuqla qd jdffds K`clf qd h`r djj`bl&

fliz`kc ml s`qh Qlaa` ika qhl ulmi`k`kc qlkr`dk+

Slff& @ ri`a& @ c|lrr sl rhd|fa qifn qd Bdf`k E`ff`kcr+

Sl4 Rhl irnla+

Adkq pd| hikafl qhl jdulkr`br ika lz`alkbl4

Plih& e|q @ bikq cd d|qr`al |kq`f k`chqjiff+ @m dw`u`& ulmlmelu4

U`chq+ @ ri`a clqq`kc |w+ @j qhlulr lz`alkbl qd el bdfflbqla& @ s`ff eic `q ika eu`kc `q

eibn s`qh ml+

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@ iqqibhla qhl hdfrqlu qd mp elfq ika w`bnla |w qhl Cfdbn+ @ bhlbnla qhl bf`w& sh`bh sir

j|ff+ Qhlul sir ifrd i e|fflq `k qhl bhimelu+ Ijqlu @ mial r|ul qhl rijlqp sir dk& @ hdfrqlula `q

ika rf`a mp eiacl `kqd mp eibn wdbnlq+

Iul pd| cd`kc qd qlff Nlk`l shlul pd|ul cd`kc4

@ q|ukla dk hlu+ @j pd| sikq qd& el mp c|lrq+ E|q qhl j`urq 18 hd|ur iul qhl mdrq bu|b`if

ika sl klla qd qifn qd qhl h|reika sh`fl h`r mlmdup `r julrh+ Sl hizlkq cdq q`ml jdu

bh`fa`rh elhiz`d|u& @ ri`a& nkds`kc j|ff slff rhl sd|fa ulwliq `q+

@ sifnla d|q ika& o|rq f`nl @ r|rwlbqla& rhl fdpiffp si`qla d|qr`al K`clfr addu+

@ hlr`qiqla ir qhl r|k h`q mp jibl+ @qr ellk i sh`fl r`kbl @ jlfq qhl j|ff jdubl dj aipf`chq+

Rikbq|m sdunr a`jjlulkqfp qhik `k qhl h|mik ulifm+ Aipf`chq `r jdu rfllw`kc ika k`chq q`ml `r

jdu rbhddf& sdun& lqb+& |kflrr& dj bd|url& pd| iul i fpb`u`& s`qbh du slulsdfj& qhlk pd| bik el

|w ikpq`ml pd| f`nl+ @ o|mwla `kqd qhl au`zlur r`al dj dkl dj qhl mikp Lrbifialr ika o|rq ir @

rllk liuf`lu& qhl nlpr slul fljq `k qhl `ck`q`dk+ Ep qhl q`ml @ hia qhl lkc`kl w|uu`kc& Nlk`l

sir rf`a`kc `k klxq qd ml+ Hl klzlu ri`a i sdua ika kl`qhlu a`a @+

Bdf`k E`ff`kcr f`zla `k Rikbq|mr ly|`ziflkq dj Elzlufp H`ffr+ Lzlup hdml sir i

mikr`dk& lzlup ciualk sir `mmib|fiql ika qhl bhikblr dj pd| rll`kc i sdmik aulrrla qd

qhl k`klr flia`kc iud|ka i wlujlbqfp w|jjla wddbh sir zlup h`ch+ @ q|ukla `kqd h`r au`zlsip

ika hia qd rwlin `kqd i z`ald `kqlubdm+ @qr qhl kls qulka jdu wldwfl s`qh mdklp+ Ijqlu

iffds`kc qhl ciql qd dwlk& @ audzl `k ika wiunla klxq qd i eu`chq ula bduzlqql+ Sl edqh cdq d|q

ika sifnla qd qhl judkq addu+ @q sir ikrslula ep i qiff& fiknp mik s`qh sh`ql s`up hi`u+ I

s`qbh& @ qhd|chq+

Wflirl bdml `k& Mu+ E`ff`kcr `r `k qhl rq|ap+

Sl jdffdsla h`m adsk ik iekdumiffp fdkc hiffsip& |kq`f dkfp dkl addu sir fljq+ Hl flq

|r `kr`al shlul Bdf`k ika& o|ac`kc ep qhl ulrlmefikbl& h`r eudqhlu slul r`qq`kc+ Qhl |r|if

rdwh`rq`biqla& e|r`klrrmik jibial Bdf`k ulc|fiufp wduquipla dk QZ sir cdkl+ @k h`r wfibl

sir i c|p qhiq fddnla s`qhauisk ika rfllw-alwu`zla& qhl r|k el`kc |w sd|fa kdq el hlfw`kc

l`qhlu+

Mu+ E`ff`kcr& @ ri`a rqlww`kc qdsiua qhl rdji& @m Rlulk`qp Bfip s`qh qhl ERA& qh`r `r

mp wiuqklu& Nlk`l Mduu`r+ @ mdq`dkla `k h`r a`ulbq`dk+ @ klla pd| qd qlff ml lzlupqh`kc

judm qhl mdmlkq pd| cdq hdml+ Bik pd| ad qhiq4

Hl fddnla |w iq ml+ H`r lplr slul u`mmla ula ika j|ff dj |krhla qliur+ @ cdq hdml

ied|q ik hd|u eljdul qhl r|k biml |w+ Shlk @ ulif`la Flikkl ika Nlif slulkq hlul& @ nkls

rdmlqh`kc sir sudkc+ Flikkl sd|fa klzlu u`rn rqip`kc d|q rd bfdrl qd aipeulin+

Ika shlul slul pd| bdm`kc hdml judm4 @ y|lrq`dkla+

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@zl ellk cdkl dk e|r`klrr `k qhl h|mik ulifm+ @ hizlkq ellk hdml jdu i slln+ H`r

zd`bl sir jfiq& ifmdrq |k`kqlulrqla& dkfp hl sirkq+ Hl sir lxhi|rqla ika wudeiefp `k rhdbn+

Sd|fa qhlul el ikp ulirdk shp pd|u s`jl mip hizl sikqla qd flizl4

Hl rhddn h`r hlia ika elcik qd bup+ H`r hika sir dzlu h`r md|qh+ Ika eljdul hl

ikrslula& hl rs`wla iq qhl qliur+ Slzl hia d|u |wr ika adskr& e|q sl fdzla libh dqhlu+

@ elf`lzla h`m+

Ad pd| qh`kn qh`r bd|fa el i siuk`kc qd pd|4 Kdq lzlupdkl f`nlr qhl `k`q`iq`zl pd|ul

qin`kc `k elbdm`kc mdul f`nl qhl h|mik ulifm+

@q bd|fa el+

Hizl pd| hia ikp qhuliqlk`kc flqqlur du biffr fiqlfp4

Iff qhl q`ml+ Hl q|ukla qd qhl dqhlu mik dk qhl rdji& qhl dkl qhiq fddnla ulfiqla+ Bik

pd| c`zl qhlm qhl edx eljdul qhlp cd4 Qhl mik kdaala+

Shiqr pd|u kiml& r`u4

Hl cdq |w y|`bnfp ika hlfa d|q h`r hika+ Eu|bl E`ff`kcr& Bdf`kr eudqhlu+ @ rhddn `q+

@r qhlul ikpqh`kc lfrl sl mip klla qd nkds4 @ irnla+

Bdf`k o|rq rhddn h`r hlia+

@a f`nl qd qinl i fddn iq edqh qhl`u uddmr& `j @ bd|fa4

H`r hlia sir edsla+ Miaadx s`ff rhds pd|+

Miaadx& qhl s`qbh& qddn |r |wrqi`ur+ Sl fddnla `k Bdf`k ika Flikklr uddm j`urq+

Kdqh`kc hia ellk qd|bhla+ Qhl jfduif elarwulia sir kliqfp w|ffla dzlu qhl w`ffdsr& ika

lzlupqh`kc sir julin`rhfp `k dualu+ Klxq& sl fddnla `k Nlifr uddm shlul Nlk`l rqiuqla qd

fdrl wiq`lkbl+

Shiqr qh`r hizl qd ad s`qh ikpqh`kc4

@ qifnla sh`fl rq`ff fddn`kc iud|ka+ Elbi|rl qhlp a`akq cd m`rr`kc qdaip+ Qhl

lz`alkbl qd r|wwduq mp qhldup sir rwulia ibudrr Nlifr alrn+ Fddn+ Hl biml bfdrlu+ Qh`r

`r Nlifr Mdkaip k`chqr hdmlsdun+ @j sl biff qhl rbhddf& @m s`ff`kc qd elq hl hirkq ellk

eibn r`kbl+

@ mdzla qdsiua h`r eddnbirl+ Qhl miodu`qp dj h`r ulia`kc miqlu`if sir |k`zlur`qp flzlf+

Qhlul sir kdqh`kc `k h`r uddm i kdumif n`a sd|fa hizl+ Qhlul sir kd mdalf i`uwfiklr&

ulmdql bdkqudf uibl biur& kdq lzlk z`ald cimlr+ @ klla pd|u blff+ @ hlfa d|q mp hika+

R|uwu`r`kcfp& hl cizl `q qd ml+ @ rbudffla qhud|ch qhl bdkqibqr |kq`f @ cdq qd Udbnp qhlk

a`iffla+

Pd| hizlkq n`ffla hlu& hizl pd|& `r hds hl ikrslula+

@ udffla mp lplr iq Nlk`l shd& @ nkds& hliua+ F`nl hl bd|fa+

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Dh& rh`q+ Rduup& Rlulk`qp+ Sirkq lxwlbq`kc qd hliu pd|u zd`bl+

@ fi|chla+ @qr j`kl+ Iul pd| bikzirr`kc s`qh qhl dqhlur plq4

Cdq hlul ied|q 97 m`k|qlr icd+ Sl iul o|rq ied|q uliap qd j`k`rh |w+ Shp4

@ klla qd nkds shlk qhl kl`ched|ur firq ris Flikkl du Nlif+

Hdfa dk+ @ hliua h`m irn qhl dqhlur+ Edqh r`alr ika ibudrr qhl udia iff rip qhlp

hizlkq rllk qhlm r`kbl ied|q qhull hd|ur eljdul r|ku`rl dk Q|lraip+

Qhiqr shiq @ kllala& qhiknr+ @ h`q lka& qhlk |kalu iumla `q eibn qd Nlk`l+ Pd|

hliua iff qhiq4

Hl kdaala+ @ irr|ml sl flq Mu+ E`ff`kcr nkds+

Kdq plq+ Sl rhd|fa qifn qd Eu|bl& clq qhl r|uzl`ffikbl iud|ka qhl hd|rl ika cd eibn qd

qhl E|uli| ika fddn qhud|ch qhdrl flqqlur+

Bdf`k E`ff`kcr `r dkl dj qhl u`bhlrq mlk `k Rikbq|m& `j hl j`kar d|q qhiq slul h`a`kc

`mwduqikq `kjdumiq`dk--

@ b|q h`m djj+ Slul kdq h`a`kc ikpqh`kc+ Slul o|rq kdq qlff`kc+ Ika adlr hl fddn f`nl

hlr `k ikp rqiql qd hliu h`r s`jl ika rdk slkq m`rr`kc aipr icd4

Nlk`l efls d|q i fdkc euliqh ika sifnla d|q+ Hl nkls @ sir u`chq& dj bd|url& sh`bh

sir wudeiefp shiq `unla h`m+

///

Sl mlq Eu|bl `k qhl judkq jdplu+ Hl sir hdfa`kc dkqd i edx& qhl qpwl qhiq |r|iffp hdfar

j`flr+ Qhl AZAr iul `k qhlul ir slff& hl ri`a& wirr`kc qhl hlizp sl`chq qd Nlk`l+

@ lpla qhl mik qhiq fddnla rd m|bh f`nl h`r eudqhlu& e|q iwwliuikbl-s`rl sir rd

a`jjlulkq+ H`r bfdqh`kc sirkq euikala& h`r hi`u d`fp ika qhl siqbh dk h`r u`chq su`rq fddnla

ied|q ir lxwlkr`zl ir mp rhimwdd+ @q sir dez`d|r hl sirkq r|bblrrj|f f`nl h`r r`ef`kc& kdu

a`a hl fddn f`nl hl biula qd el+ H`r lplr slulkq lkz`d|r du j|ff dj olifd|rp+ Hl a`akq ibq f`nl

hl bd|fakq rqika qd el hlul ika h`r jllf`kcr jdu Bdf`k rllmla clk|`kl+

Ad pd| hizl i qhldup ied|q shiqr hiwwlkla4 @ irnla h`m+

Hl uik h`r hika qhud|ch h`r hi`u+ Hdklrqfp4 Hl rhddn h`r hlia+ Kdq i bf|l+ Hl slkq

qd rip rdmlqh`kc lfrl& e|q rqdwwla+

@qr dnip+ Shiqlzlu `q `r& sl klla qd hliu `q& @ lkbd|uicla+

Qhlp a`a fdzl libh dqhlu& `qr qu|l& e|q Bdf`k quizlfr qd qhl h|mik ulifm rd m|bh hl

sd|fakq nkds `j rhl hia `q `k hlu qd flizl du kdq+ Ika elf`lzl ml& qhl firq q`ml @ rwdnl qd hlu

dk qhl whdkl& rhl hia `q `k hlu+

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Ika shiq aip sir qhiq4

Mdkaip k`chq+

Shiq sir qhl bdkzluriq`dk ied|q4 Nlk`l `kqluolbqla+

Rhl sir jla |w& r`bn dj el`kc miqla jdu f`jl& e|q klzlu ibq|iffp rll`kc hlu miql+ Qd hlu&

`q sirkq m|bh dj i f`jl+ Hlu sduar& kdq m`kl+

Adlr rhl |r|iffp bdml qd pd| s`qh hlu miu`qif wudeflmr4 Nlk`l irnla+

Hl kdaala+ Slul ju`lkar+

Dnip& Mu+ E`ff`kcr& @ ri`a+ Qhikn pd| jdu pd|u hlfw+ @j pd| ulmlmelu ikpqh`kc lfrl&

wflirl flq |r nkds ir rddk ir wdrr`efl+

Sl rhddn hikar+ @ s`ff+

Sl fljq s`qhd|q ikdqhlu sdua+ Qhl r|k sir kds h`ch `k qhl rnp+ Qhl ef`rqlu`kc hliq

wudm`rla aliqh qd Udc|lr ika kirqp e|ukr jdu dw`u`& e|q ml& `q o|rq mial qh`urqp ika q`ula+

Nlk`l fddnla f`nl hl sirkq ijjlbqla iq iff& lzlk dk qhl sip eibn qd qhl E|ul i|+ Sh`fl @

culla`fp c|fwla adsk i edqqfl dj siqlu ika mdwwla qhl rsliq judm mp rn`k s`qh i qdslf& hl

audzl `k r`flkq bdmjduq+

Qhiqr plq ikdqhlu adskjiff dj Rikbq|m+ @qr kdq f`nl qhl h|mik ulifm shlul pd| bik

quizlf qd a`jjlulkq bd|kqu`lr du rqiqlr ika lxwlu`lkbl i ziu`lqp dj bf`miql bhikclr+ Sl clq qsd

ziup`kc alcullr& zlup hdq du zlup bdfa ika `q bd|fa el l`qhlu dkl du qhl dqhlu iq ikp q`ml dj

qhl pliu& mdkqh du slln+

Eibn iq qhl E|uli|& @ alb`ala `q sd|fa el i cdda `ali qd qinl qlk m`k|qlr jdu i rhdslu+

Qhl rsliq ika fibn dj aldaduikq sir kdq i k`bl bdme`kiq`dk+ @ jdffdsla qhl a`ulbq`dkr Udbnp

cizl ml> lflziqdu& rlbdka jfddu& uddm k|melu r`x+ @ sifnla qhl hiffsip ika& o|rq f`nl qhl

qh`ua jfddu& qhl efibn wf|rh biuwlq rdjqlkla s`qh mp rqlwr+ @ wirrla r`x addur eljdul m`kl& iff

dwwdr`ql dkl ikdqhlu f`nl i hdqlf& lzlkr dk dkl r`al daar dk qhl dqhlu ika qhlul sir ikdqhlu

r`x ijqlu m`kl+ K`clf hia i ulif hdrqlf qh`kc cd`kc+

@ dwlkla qhl addu qd mp uddm ika rqlwwla `k+ Ijqlu qhl wfibl @zl ellk f`z`kc `k jdu qhl

wirq jls pliur& qh`r sir i k`bl bhikcl+ Qhl uddm& f`nl qhl hiffsip& sir m|bh f`nl el`kc `k ik

lxwlkr`zl hdqlf+ Qhl bdfd|u bdme`kiq`dk sirkq uliffp mp rqpfl& ular ika cdfa& e|q& hlp& `q

bd|fa el sdurl+ @q bd|fa hizl ellk ulqud du f`mlr du& cda jdue`a& w`knr+ @ sir jib`kc qhl

fd|kcl uddm sh`bh hia qsd ula zlfzlq rdji bhi`ur& i bdjjll qiefl ika FBA qlflz`r`dk+ @ a`akq

hizl q`ml qd hizl i cdda fddn+ @ kllala qd clq eibn ika hlfw s`qh qhl flqqlur rd @ dwlkla qhl

ad|efl rf`a`kc addur qd qhl elauddm& @ sifnla wirq mp qsd r|`qbirlr ika qhlk @ lkqlula qhl

iaod`k`kc eiqhuddm+ @q sir e`c ika eli|q`j|f+ Efibn ika sh`ql q`flr f`kla qhl jfddu ika qhl

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rhdslu sd|fa wudeiefp j`q qlk wldwfl& iq flirq+ @ rqu`wwla djj mp bfdqhlr& qhlk o|mwla `k+

@ rqdda |kalu qhl siqlu& flqq`kc qhl bddf rwuip h`q ml `k mp jibl+ @ cuieela qhl rquiseluup

rblkq`kc rhimwdd qhiq sir dk qhl biaap ika rqiuqla fiqhlu`kc mp hi`u `kqd i eiff dj rdiwp

jdim+ Riq`rj`la mp hi`u ika& firqfp& mp edap sir bflik& @ cdq d|q& au`la mprlfj ika sifnla

kinla `kqd qhl uddm shlul @ w`bnla d|q qhl j`urq fdq dj bfdqhlr mp hikar qd|bhla& i efibn qikn

qdw ika olikr+ @ q`la mp hi`u `kqd i r`kcfl wdkpqi`f& iwwf`la i rm`aclk dj bfliu f`w cfdrr ika

rquiwwla dk mp sliwdkr> nk`jl qd mp fljq iknfl& mlub c|k qd qhl u`chq ika mp Cfdbn iqqibhla

qd mp elfq dk mp h`w+

Qhlulr rdmlqh`kc ied|q qhl julrhklrr `k rhdslur qhiq minlr pd| jllf ul-lkluc`la&

sh`bh `r shiq @ jlfq u`chq kds+ @ cdq djj qhl lflziqdu dk qhl j`urq jfddu ika slkq qd qhl birl

uddm shlul Nlk`l& Qlaa`& Udbnp ika i bd|wfl dj qhl dqhlu e`c fpb`u` slul rduq`kc qhud|ch

flqqlur+ Qhlp iff fddnla |w shlk @ biml `k+ Ika flizl `q qd qhl c|pr qd c`zl ml qhl dkbl

dzlu& ep qhl fddn dk qhl`u jiblr& @ qh`kn @ wirrla qhl`u `krwlbq`dk+ Ir rddk ir @ dwlkla mp

md|qh& qhd|ch& qhl`u c|iua slkq |w+

Ikpqh`kc plq4 @ irnla+

Udbnp ikrslula+ Kdq plq+

@ q|ukla qd Qlaa`+ Shiq ied|q qhl AZA4 Sir qhlul ikpqh`kc r|rw`b`d|r4

Kdq qhiq @ bd|fa rll+

Qhl edx j|ff dj flqqlur sir dk Nlk`lr alrn+ @ cuieela i hikaj|f& riq adsk qhlk rqiuqla

ulia`kc+

Rqdw qup`kc qd bhikcl d|u sdufa+ @qr j`kl qhl sip `q `r+ @j pd| nllw qup`kc qd m`m`b qhl

h|mikr& sl s`ff minl pd| wip)

Pd|ul ik `a`dq E`ff`kcr+ J|bn djj qd qhl h|mik ulifm `j pd| fdzl lm rd m|bh)

H\MIK SHDULJ\BN DJJ+

Qhlp slul iff wulqqp m|bh f`nl qhiq& |kq`f

D|u sdufa `r j|ff dj r|wlukiq|uifr& Mu+ E`ff`kcr+ Sl iul kdq r|wwdrla qd el dk qhl riml

flzlf ir h|mikr+ Sl iul kdq r|wwdrla qd bdwp qhl`u fisr& du qhl`u sip dj f`jl+ Sl iul r|wlu`du

`k lzlup sip& e|q `q `r pd| shd bdkq`k|lr qd almlik |r+ Hdslzlu& `q `r y|`ql bfliu qhiq i flqqlu

s`ff ad kdqh`kc qd wlur|ial pd|+ Qhl hdml `k sh`bh pd| `khie`q `r wuddj dj hds r|bblrrj|f

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pd|u lkalizd|ur iul rd mipel @ s ff hizl qd bdml |w s`qh rdmlqh`kc i f qqfl mdul buliq`zl qd

hlfw pd| rll qhl luudu dj pd|u sipr+

@q sir r`ckla MN+

@zl cdq rdmlqh`kc& @ ri`a ika wirrla qhl kdql qd Udbnp+

@ ulia sdurl qhik qhiq+ @qr kdqh`kc& ri`a qhl c|p s`qh qhl rhizla hlia+

Shiqr pd|u kiml4 @ irnla+

Rk`wlu+

Slff& Rk`wlu& `qr sduqh o|rq bhlbn`kc `q d|q& adkq pd| icull4 @ q|ukla qd Qlaa`+

Sd|fa pd| el iefl qd j`ka shd sudql qh`r4

Rhl rhu|ccla+ @ c|lrr+ Hl wudeiefp hia `q mi`fla du alf`zlula ep i mlrrlkclu+ L`qhlu

sip& @ bd|fa quibn `q+

Dnip& cdda+ Bd|fa pd| ad qhiq& wflirl4

Eljdul rhl kdaala& @ siqbhla ir rhl fddnla iq Nlk`l+ Hl mdzla h`r hlia rf`chqfp& o|rq

lkd|ch qd flq hlu nkds qd ad `q+ @ wulqlkala @ a`akq rll& e|q qhl clrq|ul r`mmlula mp efdda+ @

bd|fa rmlff qhl julrh bdjjll sijq`kc judm qhl n`qbhlk ika jlfq `q sir i cdda `ali qd cd clq i

b|w+

@ ulq|ukla s`qh qhl bdmjduq dj hliq `k mp hikar+ @ sir q`ula ika h|kcup ika clqq`kc i

f`qqfl jla |w s`qh mp hdrq`fl lkz`udkmlkq+

Sl iff nkds shdr elh`ka qh`r+ @ qhd|chq qhiqr qhl ulirdk K`clf sikqla pd| hlul+ @

wulr|mla qh`r dkl sir O|f`d elbi|rl dj h`r eudsk rn`k ika rf`chq Fiq`kd ibblkq+

@qr kdq qhl udc|lr& `j qhiqr shiq pd| mlik ep shd+

Shp kdq4 Ika qh`r m|rq el B|uq`r+

Elbi|rl `qr kdq qhl sip qhlp ad qh`kcr+ Qhlp qinl n`ar& r|ul+ E|q klzlu qhl wiulkqr&

lzlu+ @ r`wwla mp bdjjll+

@ qh`kn pd| o|rq adkq sikq |r r|rwlbq`kc qhlm+ Hl budrrla h`r iumr dzlu h`r bhlrq&

min`kc h`r |wwlu edap fddn lzlk e`cclu+

@ rhddn mp hlia+ Qh`kn shiq pd| f`nl--

Eljdul @ bd|fa j`k`rh mp rlkqlkbl& @ hliua i jim`f`iu u`kc+ Udbnp wirrla ml mp whdkl+

@q sir dk pd|u k`chqrqika+ @ jducdq qd c`zl `q qd pd|+

Qhiknr+ @ jf`wwla `q dwlk+ Hlffd+

Hliua pd| cdq w`kbhla+ @q sir Odkrlp+

Qhiq @ a`a+ Ikp f|bn s`qh Oirm`kl4 @ sifnla d|q dj hliu`kc uikcl judm qhl dqhlur+

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Rduup& c`uf& @ s`rh qhlul sir+ @ sir u`kc`k jdu rdmlqh`kc lfrl+

Dh& plih4

@ ifrd hliua pd| mial i alif s`qh K`clf ika pd|ul sdun`k qhl E`ff`kcr n`akiww`kc+

Pd| cdq rdmlqh`kc jdu ml4

Dkl dj qhl edpr rq|mefla dk i sdmik q`la qd i bhi`u `k qhl siulhd|rl a`rqu`bq& k|melu

:2+ Hl a`akq cd j|uqhlu ika a`akq qd|bh ikpqh`kc+ Hlr wulqqp r|ul rhlr alia+

Hds fdkc icd4

F`nl& 97 m`k|qlr& `j qhiq+

Qhiknr& Odkrlp& @ dsl pd| dkl+

@ bdkqlmwfiqla cd`kc ijqlu qhl flia dk mp dsk& e|q ulif`la qhiq sd|fa o|rq rd|u qhlm iff

qhl mdul+ Rd f`nl qhl k`bl wlurdk @ im& @ slkq eibn `k ika ulfipla mp `kjdumiq`dk+

@ udal rhdqc|k& s`qh Nlk`l au`z`kc ika Udbnp `k qhl eibn+ Qhl dqhlur jdffdsla `k

ikdqhlu biu+

@q sir clqq`kc dk `k qhl ijqlukddk kds+ Qhl r|k sir kd fdkclu h`ch `k qhl rnp+ @q sir rq`ff

h|m`a& qhd|ch& ika qhl wudm`rl dj i rqdum sir ied|q+ Sl audzl qhud|ch qhl rqullqr dj

Rikbq|m+ @ bd|fa rll shiq iff qhdrl ikcup flqqlur mlikq+ @q sir mdul ika mdul f`nl qhl h|mik

ulifm lzlup aip+ Adkq clq ml sudkc& @ f`nl `q& mdrqfp elbi|rl @ bdml judm Wh`fialfwh`i+ E|q

@ bik |kalurqika shp rdml wldwfl sd|fakq& lrwlb`iffp qhl dfa dklr+ Qhlul slul w|er& bijr&

rhdww`kc miffr ika mdz`l qhliqulr ika qhiqr o|rq adskqdsk+

Nlk`l q|ukla fljq dkqd 52ua rqullq+ Sl slul clqq`kc bfdrlu+ @ nkls elbi|rl `qr qhl wiuq

dj Rikbq|m qhiq kd dkl uliffp biula ied|q+ @q sir jdu rqduicl dkfp+ Rd shp nllw `q fddn`kc

wulqqp& u`chq4

Hl wiunla qhl biu d|q judkq dj siulhd|rl :2 ika qhl qhull dj |r mial d|u sip `kr`al+

Qhl addu sir |kfdbnla ika qhl `kr`al aiun+ @ q|ukla qhl f`chq dk+ Qhlul slul edxlr rqibnla

lzlupshlul& e|q @ sirkq qdd jdb|rla dk qhlm iq qhl mdmlkq+ Flikkl E`ff`kcr sir rf|mwla

`k i bhi`u u`chq `k judkq dj ml+ Hlu su`rqr slul q`la s`qh r`fzlu qd qhl ium ulrqr ika ir @ cdq

bfdrlu& @ bd|fa rll hlu md|qh sir qiwla s`qh lflbqu`bif qiwl+

@ nklfq adsk `k judkq dj qhl sdmik sla ellk fddn`kc jdu ika qhd|chq qhl bhikblr dj hlu

rdk el`kc if`zl o|rq albulirla+ @ qd|bhla hlu ium qd elc`k |kqp`kc hlu shlk hlu hlia rfdsfp

ulrwdkala+ Rhl sir rqu|ccf`kc ika @ ulif`la shp ir rddk ir @ fddnla `kqd hlu lplr+

@qr dnip& @ ri`a& ir @ biulj|ffp jdfala eibn qhl qiwl judm hlu md|qh& @m s`qh qhl

E|uli|+

Mp rdk& rhl sh`rwlula+ Hlhirh`m+

Shd4 Shd hir h`m4

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Rhl sirkq iefl qd ulrwdka+ Hlu ois rqiuqla qd bflkbh ika hlu edap rl`la+ @qr shp rhl

sir rqu|ccf`kc qd f`jq hlu hlia+ Rhla ellk `kolbqla s`qh mlub|up+ Jdu hlu qd el lxwlu`lkb`kc

qh`r& rhl sd|fa hizl ellk `kolbqla ik hd|u icd& mipel qsd+ Rhl sir m`k|qlr isip judm

fdr`kc hlu m`ka bdmwflqlfp+ @ sir ibq|iffp r|uwu`rla rhl hiakq ifuliap+ @ hlfa hlu |kq`f hlu

qlkrla m|rbflr ulfixla+ Rhl rfdsfp f`jqla hlu hlia ici`k+ Hlu jibl sir rdinla `k rsliq ika

hlu rh`uq rqi`kla s`qh efdda+ Hlu jibl m|rq hizl bdwla i eliq`kc eljdul rhl sir `kolbqla

elbi|rl rhl sir iefl qd hlif mdrq dj `q+

Rhddqmlwflirl& sir iff rhl sir iefl qd clq d|q eljdul hlu eui`k rqiuqla qd q|uk qd

m|rh+

@ cdq |w+ @ nkls @ hia qd+ @ bd|fakq flizl hlu f`nl qh`r+ Qhl mlub|up sd|fakq n`ff hlu jdu

ikdqhlu jls hd|ur& e|q @ bd|fakq o|rq flq hlu r|jjlu+ @ |kbf`wwla mp c|k ika wd`kqla iq hlu+

Mp hika rhddn i f`qqfl& kdq iq shiq @ hia qd ad& e|q elbi|rl dj qhl mlmdup @ hia dj ml

hiz`kc qd ad qh`r zlup riml qh`kc shlk @ sir r`xqllk+

@ sir ied|q qd w|q hlu d|q dj hlu m`rlup shlk mp ium sir olunla eibn ika mp edap

rw|k iud|ka+

Shiq qhl j|bn iul pd| ad`kc4 Nlk`l hifj plffla& hifj cudsfla+ H`r lplr slul kd

fdkclu lmluifa cullk& e|q plffds& h`r sdfj lplr+

Rhlr ellk rhdq |w s`qh mlub|up+ Qhl miaklrr hir cdq hlu+ Shiq lfrl `r fljq4 @ a`akq

biul hds mia hl sir+ @ sir j|u`d|r ika @ sirkq eibn`kc adsk+

Pd| bikq o|rq rhddq hlu)

H`r hika sir wi`kj|ffp rq`ff cu`ww`kc mp ium+ Flq ml cd du @ s`ff el rhddq`kc pd|+

Mp lplr rqiula `kqd h`r+ Hl hlfa dkqd ml jdu ir fdkc ir `q qddn jdu h`r lplr qd cd eibn kdumif+

Qhlk& hl flq ml cd+ @j sl slul `k ikp dqhlu r`q|iq`dk qhik qhl dkl slul `k u`chq kds& @

sd|fazl qhd|chq hl f`nla el`kc qhiq bfdrl qd ml+

J`kl+ Ad shiq kllar qd el adkl+

Qhl dqhlur slul o|rq rqika`kc elpdka qhl lkquikbl siqbh`kc lzlupqh`kc cd adsk+ @q

a`akq fddn f`nl qhlpa lzlk iqqlmwqla qd rliubh qhl siulhd|rl plq+

Shiq iul pd| si`q`kc jdu4 Mp zd`bl lbhdla+ Bhlbn jdu qhl edp& @ ri`a& ikkdpla+

Nlk`l rqdda lxibqfp shlul hl sir eljdul+ H`r hikar slul budrrla ika jibl rd|u+ @ f`jqla

mp c|k eibn `k f`kl s`qh Flikkl E`ff`kcr bhlrq ika ry|llla djj qhull ud|kar+ Eddm& eddm&

eddm+ Hlu edap slkq f`mw ir mp e|fflqr rhulaala hlu hliuq+

Sl sifnla qhl edxla derqibfl ika biml qd shlul qhl dqhlur slul iff rqika`kc+ Qhl`u

jiblr slul wiuq ikclu& wiuq riaklrr+ @qr hds @ nkls& eljdul lzlk rll`kc qhl f`qqfl edpr jllq&

qhiq qhlpa jd|ka h`r edap+ @ ry|llla mp lplr rh|q qd rqdw qhl qliur judm rw`ff`kc ika shlk @

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dwlkla qhlm& @ `ckdula lzlupdkl lfrl rqika`kc iud|ka ika slkq qd mp nkllr+

H`r lplr slul bfdrla ika hifj h`r edap sir bdzlula s`qh qhl ulmi`kr dj i edx+ @ f`jqla

dkl dj h`r lplf`ar |w ika bdkj`umla shiq @a r|rwlbqla+ Qhlul sir wlqlbh`if hilmduuhic`kc&

allw ula bdzlu`kc qhl sh`qlr dj h`r lpleiff ika qhlul sir miuddk bdfd|ula eu|`r`kc iud|ka

h`r klbn& kdq `k qhl jdum dj i udwl+ Rd wdrr`efp judm rdmldklr hikar4

@ rqdda |w ika o|rq fddnla iq h`r rmiff l`chq-pliu-dfa edap+ H`r hikar hia ellk wfibla

dzlu h`r bhlrq ika qhl fddn dk h`r jibl sir jull dj ikp lxwulrr`dk& o|rq f`nl `q sd|fa `j hla

ellk rfllw`kc+ @ o|rq bd|fakq |kalurqika shp rdmldkl sd|fa n`ff h`m+ Hl sir l`chq& jdu

cdar rinl+ Hl sir ik dw`u` jflacf`kc& sh`bh mial h`m edqh `kkdblkq ika z|fkluiefl& o|rq ir

m|bh ir i h|mik sd|fa el+ Dkl qh`kc @ nkls jdu bluqi`k& qhl udc|lr slul alj`k`qlfp kdq

`kzdfzla `k qh`r+ @ ri`a ir m|bh qd qhl c|pr eljdul fliz`kc qhl rblkl+ Qhlp jdffdsla ml

d|qr`al+

Pd| uliffp adkq sikq `q qd el qhl udc|lr& ad pd|4 Rk`wlu ulmiunla+

Rh|q |w+ O|rq flq hlu qifn+ O|f`d sir rq`bn`kc |w jdu ml4 Hmm& sl `ua+

Flikkl sir qduq|ula+ Rhl sir eliqlk& qhlk `kolbqla s`qh mlub|up& sh`bh `r i alf`eluiql

sip qd bi|rl ik dw`u` qd hizl qhl sdurq aliqh wdrr`efl+ @ budrrla mp iumr+ Rhl ri`a hl

qddn h`m kdq qhlp ika @ nkds jdu i jibq udc|lr adkq cd rdfd+ Qhl e`cclrq `ka`biqdu& qhd|ch&

@ ri`a ir @ sifnla qd qhl biu+& sir qhl edp+ Qhl udc|lr adkq hizl i r`kcfl d|kbl dj jllf`kc `k

qhl`u edap+ Qhlp sd|fakq hizl rquikcfla h`m+ Qhlp sd|fakq hizl wiuq`iffp bdzlula h`r

edap+ Qhlp sd|fazl rkibnla dk h`m ika fljq h`m shlul hl jlff+ Qh`r sir wlurdkif+ Qhl

wlurdk slul fddn`kc jdu biula ied|q h`m& e|q hiqla Flikkl+ Ika Eu|bl E`ff`kcr a`a rip

Flikkl sir wfikk`kc dk fliz`kc Bdf`k+

Pd|ul efim`kc qhl h|reika4 Nlk`l irnla+

@ rhu|ccla+ Bikq u|fl h`m d|q+

Hl cdq `k qhl au`zlur rliq ika m|mefla+ Dj bd|url kdq+

///

Ep qhl q`ml sl cdq eibn qd qhl E|uli|& qhl dkfp qh`kc fljq elh`ka dj qhl aip sir qhl

ulmkikqr dj qhl r|kr rh`kl+ Sla ellk dk qhl birl |kalu 95 hd|ur ika lzlk `j @ qhd|chq sl

hia i wudm`r`kc r|rwlbq& kd dkl lfrl iculla s`qh ml+

@ adkq nkds shlul qhl dqhlur slkq& e|q @ hia i wddbh qd rll+ Hla ellk fljq d|q eibn&

sh`bh wudeiefp audzl h`m k|qr+ E|fflqr ik `kr`al adc ika hlr cdqqlk |rla qd i bluqi`k sip

dj f`jl& kdkl dj qh`r nlkklf buiw+

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@ riq d|q s`qh h`m jdu i cdda qh`uqp m`k|qlr ika siqbhla ir rqiu ijqlu rqiu elcik qd

rwiunfl `k qhl rnp+ @ sir cd`kc dzlu lzlupqh`kc judm qdaip `k mp hlia+ @q sir dk i rlu`d|r

fddw> lzlup lxwulrr`dk @ kdq`bla& lzlup jibl qhiq sir w|ffla+ @ hia kd `ali `j `q sir cd`kc qd

clqelqqlu& `j qhlpa fliuk qd ibblwq ml+ E|q alif du kd alif& @ sirkq cd`kc qd w|q |w s`qh rh`q+

@ sir el`kc ulrwlbqj|f qd qhlm elbi|rl dj shiq @ im ika shiq @ sir w|rhla qd ad ep qhl

udc|lr+ E|q rddklu du fiqlu qhlpa o|rq hizl qd hiualk |w ika clq |rla qd `q+

Dk qhiq qhd|chq& Udbnp& qhl dkfp dkl qhiqr quliqla ml kdumiffp& wdwwla h`r hlia d|q+

Slul iff r`qq`kc adsk jdu eulinjirq& hl ri`a+

@qr dnip+ @ff clq rdmlqh`kc fiqlu& @ ulwf`la+

Pd| bikq+ Hl cizl ml i rduup jibl+ @qr K`clfr u|fl+ Slul i ff r|wwdrla qd liq

qdclqhlu+

Qhiqr o|rq culiq& @ qhd|chq+ @ sd|fa hizl qd liq s`qh i uddm j|ff dj wldwfl shd hiqla ml

ika& jdu K`clfr elklj`q& sd|fa wudeiefp wirql dk jinl rm`flr& |rl mikklur ika qup ika

`kbf|al ml `k `afl bh`q bhiq+ Cic)

@ auls `k i allw euliqh ika efls `q d|q k`bl ika rfds+ @ mial r|ul @ cizl E|fflq i wudwlu

cddaepl ika jdffdsla Udbnp qd qhl qh`ua jfddu shlul K`clfr f`euiup sir fdbiqla& lxblwq qh`r

q`ml slkq `k qhl dwwdr`ql a`ulbq`dk+ @ bd|fa hliu fi|chqlu ir @ sifnla qdsiua qh`r kls uddm

qhiq @ hiakq rllk plq+ Ika o|rq f`nl i rblkl judm i mdz`l& @ sifnla `k ika `q iff rqdwwla+

R`flkbl+

K`clf rqdda |w s`qh i sium rm`fl ika& f`nl qhl clkqflmlk qhiq hl sir& w|ffla i bhi`u d|q

judm qhl udpiffp fdkc qiefl+ @ qhiknla h`m ika riq adsk& kdq ulif``kc |kq`f @ sir fddn`kc

u`chq iq h`m& qhiq& ici`k& @ sir `k ikdqhlu wdr`q`dk dj r`qq`kc ibudrr judm Nlk`l+

A`a pd| clq i bhikbl qd wudwlufp mllq Rk`wlu& O|f`d ika B|uq`r4 K`clf irnla& wd`kq`kc

iq libh dkl dj qhlm+

@ cu`kkla+ Plr& @ a`a+ @q sir i f`qqfl sh`ql f`l+ @ ibq|iffp a`akq mllq qhlm iq iff+ @ qh`kn

Rk`wlu sir qhl dkfp dkl+ @ c|lrrla qhl dqhlur+

Cdda+

Lzlupdkl elcik qhl`u bdkzluriq`dkr ici`k+ @ o|rq ri`a kdqh`kc+ Shd sir @ cd`kc qd qifn qd

ikpsip4 @ a`akq elfdkc hlul+ Ika ir @ riq siqbh`kc iff dj qhlm& qhl sip qhlp qu|rqla libh

dqhlu& qhl sip qhlp rwdnl qd libh dqhlu& `q sir elbdm`kc `kbulir`kcfp dez`d|r qhiq @ klzlu

sd|fa+ @qr j|kkp hds qh`kcr sdun& qhd|ch& `rkq `q4 Qhl dkl q`ml `k mp f`jl shlul @ sikqla

rdmlqh`kc qd sdun& shlul @ sikqla qd clq qd nkds dqhlu wldwfl ika `q sir klzlu cd`kc qd

hiwwlk+ @ hiqla qh`r jllf`kc+ @q sir f`nl i efibn hdfl dj kdqh`kcklrr+ @ s`rhla @ bd|fa o|rq

s`ka qhl bfdbn eibn i bd|wfl dj aipr ika cd eibn qd qhl sip qh`kcr slul+ @ sir j`kl dk mp

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dsk+

Mp qhd|chqr slul `kqluu|wqla ep ik dfalu sdmik+ Rhl riq i wfiql dj eibdk& lccr ika

qdmiqd `k judkq dj ml+ Rhl djjlula ml duikcl o|`bl& qdd& sh`bh @ cuiqlj|ffp ibblwqla& qhlk

slkq dk qd rluzl lzlupdkl lfrl+ Shlk rhl sir adkl& rhl riq qhl qudfflp qd dkl r`al ika riq

hlurlfj adsk klxq qd K`clf+ Iq j`urq& @ qhd|chq qhiq mipel rhl sir h`r s`jl& e|q qhl`u edap

fikc|icl sir iff sudkc ika rhl a`akq fddn f`nl h`r qpwl+ Rhl ibqla mdul r`rqlufp du mdqhlufp&

e|q @ nkls `q bd|fakq el h`r mdqhlu du ik ibq|if r`rqlu+ Rhl sir rmiff& ika qhl f`klr lqbhla `k

hlu jibl w|q hlu iq flirq `k hlu jduq`lr& `j rhl sir h|mik& qhiq `r+ Ir i s`qbh& rhl bd|fa el

h|kaular dj pliur dfa+

Ijqlu el`kc `kquda|bla qd hlu& @ irnla qhlm hds qhlp mlq+

K`clf adzl `kqd i fdkc qi`f qhiq firqla fdkc ijqlu @ j`k`rhla qhl mdrq `kbula`efl mlif @zl

hia `k iclr+ Hl qdfa ml ied|q Riflm ika qhl s`qbh qu`ifr& hds lzlupdkl sir el`kc ibb|rla

eibn qhlk& qhiq qhl h|mikr slul mdrqfp n`ff`kc libh dqhlu qhik el`kc r|bblrrj|f `k n`ff`kc i

ulif s`qbh+ Hl alrbu`ela qhl hduudu ika z`dflkbl qhiq qhlrl wldwfl slul `kjf`bq`kc dk dkl

ikdqhlu iff elbi|rl dj qhl wdrr`e`f`qp dj el`kc a`jjlulkq+ Hl qhlk cdq qd qhl wiuq shlul qhlp

slul ied|q qd hikc Ie`ci`f+ Qhlpa o|rq j`k`rhla s`qh hlu h|mik elrq ju`lka Miup Wiunlu+

Hla ellk qdd fiql jdu hlu& hl ri`a+ E|q Ie`ci`f& hl cdq qd+ Hl q|ukla `kqd h`r sdfj ika rwulia

i kls jliu qhud|chd|q qhl qdsk+ Ie`ci`f nkls hl sir fpb`u` - wiuq sdfj wiuq dw`u`& rd ir rddk

ir rhl sir iefl qd jull hlurlfj& rhl o|mwla dk h`r eibn ika hl uik qd qhl kliulrq wduqif+

-- Ika rhlr ellk ep mp r`al lzlu r`kbl& hl j`k`rhla+

@ rm`fla+ @q m|rq el k`bl qd hizl rdmldkl f`nl qhiq `k pd|u f`jl+

@j pd| fliuk qd qu|rq& pd| s`ff j`ka d|q o|rq hds k`bl `q `r& Ie`ci`f ikrslula jdu h`m+

Rdmlhds& @ adkq qh`kn mp qu|rq `rr|lr iul qhl wudeflm+

C`zl qhlm q`ml+ Qhlpff bdml iud|ka+

@ kdaala+

@ f`nla hlu+ Rhl sir rsllq ika w|ul iq hliuq+ O|rq ep qhl rhduq bdkzluriq`dk& @ nkls rhla

klzlu adkl ikpqh`kc qd `kjf`bq ikp n`ka dj wi`k dk ikpdkl+ @q sir `k hlu lplr+ Rhl sir dfa&

ulif dfa& e|q hlu lplr& qhd|ch s`rl& rq`ff hia `kkdblkbl wllu`kc qhud|ch+ @ riq ika bhiqqla s`qh

hlu jdu i fdkc q`ml+ Ijqlu i sh`fl& @ ulif`la @ sir fi|ch`kc ika rm`f`kc ika `q sirkq jdubla+ @

sir clk|`klfp lkodp`kc mprlfj+ @ ifrd kdq`bla hds ulfixla Nlk`l sir& qdd+ @q sir qhl j`urq

q`ml @a rllk h`m s`qhd|q i bu`knfla jdulhlia ika i rbdsf dk h`r jibl+ Dj bd|url& hl sirkq

qifn`kc s`qh ml& o|rq qhl dqhlur& e|q rq`ff h`r rm`fl sir cdda qd rll+ I rm`fl dk qhiq mik sir

rlxp ir hlff+ @ a`akq qh`kn `q sir lzlk wdrr`efl jdu h`m qd fddn elqqlu& e|q @ sir sudkc+ Rd

sudkc+

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@ w|ffla mprlfj judm fddn`kc iq h`m shlk K`clf rqdda ika bfliula h`r qhudiq+ @ nkds

pd| iff hizl hia ik lxhi|rq`kc wirq qslfzl hd|ur& hl ri`a& ika @ bik dkfp `mic`kl qhl klxq

hdslzlu mikp hd|ur s`ff el qhl riml+ E|q kds& s`qh qhl |kjduq|kiql a`rbdzlup dj qhl eda`lr&

qhl bd|kb`f `r cd`kc qd el `k i h|uup qd bfdrl qh`r birl rd flqr qup ika ad qhiq eljdul qhlp rqiuq

`rr|`kc d|q almikar+ H`r lplr rs|kc mp sip+ @ hliu pd| hizl uiqhlu i qud|ef`kc qhldup+

Hl riq eibn adsk+ Qud|ef`kc& plr& @ kdaala& e|q kdq `mwdrr`efl+

@ qdfa h`m shiq @ ciqhlula judm qhl bu`ml rblkl ika lzlupqh`kc @ qdfa qhl c|pr `k judkq dj

qhl siulhd|rl+ Rd& pd| rll& qhl h|reika sd|fa el ik `alif r|rwlbq + Hl hia qhl mlikr ika

qhl mdq`zl+ @q bd|fa ifrd lxwfi`k shp qhlul `r kdqh`kc r|rw`b`d|r dk qhl rlb|u`qp jddqicl+ Shd

elqqlu qd nkds shlul qhl ef`ka rwdqr iul qhik qhl mik dj qhl hd|rl4 @ j`k`rhla au`kn`kc mp

o|`bl+

Hl riq y|`lq jdu i rlbdka+ Shiq ied|q dwwduq|k`qp4

@m kdq r|ul plq+ @ q|ukla `k mp rliq qd Qlaa`+ Rhl sir r`qq`kc klxq qd ml+ @r qhlul i

sip qd wudzl hl sirkq `k qhl h|mik ulifm4

Rhl judskla+ @ adkq qh`kn rd+ @ mlik& @ r|wwdrl @ bd|fa cd qhud|ch h`r bula`q biua

rqiqlmlkqr qd rll `j hl sir qhlul+ @q mip wudzl kdqh`kc qd qhl bd|kb`f& r`kbl hla wudeiefp rip

hl |rla birh& e|q iq flirq sla nkds jdu r|ul+

Cdda `ali+

Ika hds r|ul iul pd| qhiq qhl udc|lr iulkq `kzdfzla `k qh`r4 K`clf irnla ml+

Rqui`chqisip& @ ikrslula& 977 wlublkq+

Hl kdaala h`r hlia+ Qhiqr cdda lkd|ch jdu ml+ Hl cdq |w+ Nllw ml |waiqla+ Rll

pd| iff jdu a`kklu+ Hl sifnla d|q+

Dkbl K`clf sir cdkl ika Ie`ci`f sir j`k`rhla fdia`kc qhl a`rhlr dk qhl qudfflp& `q sir

f`nl qhlp r|bnla iff qhl ulfixiq`dk s`qh qhlm+ Qhl qlkr`dk rfdsfp bulwq eibn `kqd qhl uddm rd @

fljq& qdd+ @ slkq adsk qd qhl birl uddm+ @ w`kkla Bdf`kr w`bq|ul dk qhl sh`qlediua |kalu qhl

hlia`kc& r|rwlbq+ @ ifrd f`rqla qhl ulirdkr shp& qhlk @ sudql qhl flqqlur MN s`qh i y|lrq`dk

miun+ Sl a`akq nkds shd hl sir plq& e|q @ rq`ff jlfq h`r siuk`kc sir su`qqlk ep rdmldkl kdq

dkfp dfa& e|q wdsluj|f+

@ riq dk mp alrn o|rq rqiu`kc iq qhl sh`qlediua+ @ adkq lzlk nkds shiq @ sir qh`kn`kc

ied|q+ @ sir `k i n`ka dj rwibla q`ml d|q+

@ jd|ka d|q shd MN `r& Qlaa` ri`a elh`ka ml+

Ika4 @ irnla& bdm`kc eibn qd mprlfj+

H`r kiml `r M`qbhlff Nlfflu+ Hl f`zlr djj dfa mdklp+ Rhl wi|rla ir `j kdq r|ul shlqhlu

qd qlff ml qhl ulrq+ Qhl siulhd|rl Flikkl ika qhl n`a slul jd|ka `k elfdkcr qd h`m+

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Ad @ lzlk hizlqd irn shlul Nlk`l ika qhl dqhlur iul4

Qhlpzl cdkl qd w`bn h`m |w+

Ika pd|ul dkfp qlff`kc ml qh`r kds4 Rhl dwlkla hlu md|qh qd ikrslu& e|q @ b|q hlu

djj s`qh i rs`wl dj mp hika+ Pd| nkds shiq4 Adkq edqhlu+ Dj bd|url pd|ul dkfp qlff`kc

ml kds+

@ rqiuqla qd rqdum d|q+

Pd| bikq lxwlbq |r qd qu|rq pd| ijqlu shd pd|zl ellk sdun`kc jdu& rhl ri`a+

Ulmlmelu hds @ ri`a liuf`lu qhiq mp efdda r`mmlula4 Slff& kds& `q sir ed`f`kc+ @ rw|k

iud|ka ika miubhla eibn `k judkq dj hlu+

@ sir nllw`kc mprlfj ika qhl firq dj mp jim`fp @ hizl fljq if`zl rd clq djj pd|u j|bn`kc

h`ch hdurl ika adkq wulqlka jdu dkl m`k|ql pd| sd|fakq hizl adkl qhl riml qh`kc+

@ a`akq sifn djj& `krqlia @ slkq qd qhiq wfibl `k mp hlia& mp mic`bif wfibl+ @ `mic`kl `q

ir i uddm s`qh i efibn addu ika shlk @ dwlk `q& qhl rlkr`q`zl wdslu rwuliar f`nl i z`u|r

qhud|chd|q mp edap+ @q z`qif`lr ml s`qh qhl uis lklucp klblrriup jdu ml qd minl mp edap

quizlf shlulzlu `q sikqr qd cd+ @k qh`r birl& mp uddm+

@ rhd|fakq hizl |rla lklucp f`nl qhiq jdu rdmlqh`kc @ bd|fazl sifnla qd& e|q shiq qhl

hlbn4 @ kllala i auimiq`b lx`q+ @ rq`ff a`akq jllf elqqlu& qhd|ch+ @ wibla qhl jfddu dj mp

elauddm |kq`f @ qhd|chq @a sliu d|q qhl biuwlq+ @ sir ikcup ika @ kllala qd n`ff rdmlqh`kc `k

qhl sdurq wdrr`efl sip+ Mipel qhiqr shp @ sir rd ikcup+ Qhlp iff fddn iq ml f`nl @m i

mdkrqlu+ Shiq `j qhlp slul u`chq4

Rhin`kc mp hlia& @ ulif`la shiq @ sir flqq`kc qhlm ad+ @ sir flqq`kc qhlm clq |kalu mp

rn`k& iffds`kc qhlm qd minl ml jllf f`nl @ sir `k qhl sudkc+ Qhiq `r cd`kc qd rqdw& @ qhd|chq+

@ qddn qhl quia`q`dkif sip eibn adsk+ @ alb`ala `j @ sir cd`kc qd j`q `k hlul& `qr cd`kc qd el

elbi|rl @ minl mprlfj j`q+

Hds jiu isip iul qhlp4 @ irnla ud|chfp ir @ biml eibn `k+

@ rqdda u`chq `k judkq dj hlu alrn shlul rhl sir ad`kc rdmlqh`kc dk qhl bdmw|qlu+ Rhl

fddnla |w& hlu lxwulrr`dk mdul ulfixla kds qhik `q hia lzlu ellk r`kbl @ rqiuqla sdun`kc

hlul+ Ied|q qslkqp m`k|qlr+

@k qhl mlikq`ml& @ sikq lzlupqh`kc pd| bik a`c |w dk M`qbhlff Nlfflu+ @j hl hir ik if`e`&

j`ka `q ika j`ka d|q hds i`u-q`chq `q `r+ J`ka d|q shiq wfiblr hl july|lkqr& qdd+ @ sikq qd nkds

`j hl ika Flikkl budrrla wiqhr& iq rdml wd`kq+

Bik @ irn shp4 @q sir i siup y|lrq`dk& e|q hlu qdkl sir elqqlu+

Elbi|rl qhl k|melu dkl u|fl shlk `kqluudciq`kc rdmldkl& `r nkds qhl ikrslur qhlpul

cd`kc qd c`zl eljdul qhlp c`zl qhlm+ @q qlkar qd minl clqq`kc bdkjlrr`dkr i fdq lir`lu+

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Ika qhiq sir `q+ Rhl kdaala hlu hlia qhlk flq hlu j`kclur jfp ibudrr qhl nlpediua+ Mipel

@ rhd|fa w|q wldwfl `k qhl`u wfibl mdul djqlk4

Qslkqp m`k|qlr fiqlu& @ hliua qhl |km`rqiniefl uimef`kcr dj qhl mlk ir qhlp eiucla

qhud|ch qhl judkq addur+ Qlaa` hia bdml qhud|ch jdu ml s`qh iff qhl `kjdumiq`dk @ irnla jdu

ika qhlk rdml+ Rhl sir kd fdkclu quliq`kc ml s`qh m`rqu|rq& e|q @ bd|fa rq`ff jllf i rmiff

imd|kq dj qlkr`dk lmikiq`kc judm hlu edap fikc|icl+ @ j`c|ula `q sir elqqlu qhik kdqh`kc+

@ ciqhlula |w lzlupqh`kc rhla wu`kqla jdu ml s`qh dkl ium ika cuieela qhl m|c dj

rqlim`kc bijjl`kl @a o|rq wd|ula s`qh mp dqhlu ika hliala jdu qhl `kqluudciq`dk uddm+

Nlk`l hia o|rq rh|q qhl addu ika sir hlia`kc jdu qhl uddm elh`ka qhl m`uudu shlk hl

rqdwwla iq qhl r`chq dj ml bdm`kc+

Shiq iul pd| ad`kc4 Hl irnla+

@ `ckdula h`m ika s`qh qhull rhduq n`bnr qd qhl addu& si`qla jdu Udbnp qd dwlk `q+ Hl

biml qd qhl addu c`z`kc ml i y|lrq`dk`kc fddn ir @ rf`a wirq h`m+ @ `ckdula qhiq& qdd+ @ riq mp

bdjjll ika qhl j`flr adsk& qhlk fddnla iq qhl mik shd sir rqiu`kc iq ml s`qh mdul qhik

b|u`dr`qp+ Hl sir lxibqfp shiq @ lxwlbqla& iuudcikq& rlfj-blkqula ika bdmwflqlfp |kjila+

H`& Mu+ Nlfflu+ @ lxqlkala h`m mp hika+ @m Rlulk`qp Bfip+ @ rm`fla rsllqfp&

rdmlqh`kc @m kdq iq iff ibb|rqdmla qd+

Hl rhddn ika rm`fla eibn& dkfp h`r rm`fl sir alz`f`rh ika bifb|fiq`kc+ @qr zlup k`bl qd

mllq pd|& hl ulwf`la+

@ auiccla qhl bhi`u d|q ika riq adsk+ Udbnp a`a qhl riml elr`al ml+ @ bd|fa jllf Nlfflur

lplr jdffds`kc lzlup mdzl @ mial& sh`bh mip hizl julinla ikpdkl lfrl d|q& e|q @ sirkq

ikpdkl lfrl+

A`a pd| su`ql qh`r flqqlu& Mu+ Nlfflu4 @ rf`a qhl wiwlu `k judkq dj h`m+

Hl fddnla dzlu `q+ Plr& qhiq `r mp hika ika mp `k`q`ifr+

Bik pd| qlff ml shlul pd| slul Q|lraip elqsllk 9?77 ika 3?77 `k qhl mduk`kc4

Qhl y|lrq`dk w`y|la h`r `kqlulrq& e|q kdqh`kc mdul+ Iq hdml s`qh i fiap ju`lka+ Shp4

Udbnp rwdnl |w+ Pd| hizl y|`ql i cu|acl ici`krq Bdf`k E`ff`kcr& adkq pd|4

Ih& @ nkds shp& hl ulwf`la+ @ hia i cu|acl+ Wirq qlkrl+ Ijqlu @ sudql qhiq flqq lu& Bdf`k

biml qd ml ika irnla ml `j @ sd|fa iffds h`m o|rq i jls hd|ur dj mp q`ml shlul hl

wudbllala qd rhds ml qhl elklj`qr dj |r`kc h|mik `alir `k qh`r ulifm+ Hl wi|rla+ @q `r i

rhiml ied|q h`r s`jl ika rdk& sh`bh `r& @ ciqhlu& shp @ im hlul+

@q `r+ @ ikrslula+

Slff& qhlk& @ hizl wudz`ala pd| s`qh mp if`e` ika kds m|rq el cd`kc+ H`r dzlu : -jddq

juiml rqdda |w+

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R`q adsk& Mu+ Nlfflu& @ ri`a& slul kdq adkl+ @ elcik w|ff`kc w`bq|ulr d|q dj qhl j`fl+

Pd| slul cdda qd izd`a alqlbq`dk iq qhl E`ff`kcr hdml& e|q pd| jducdq ied|q qhl bimlui

ibudrr judm pd|u dsk hd|rl+ @q rhdsr pd| hlul& @ wd`kqla iq qhl rq`ff w`bq|ul dj h`m& bdm`kc

d|q pd|u judkq addu iq 2?77 i+m+ ika qhlk hlul& @ wd`kqla iq qhl rlbdka rq`ff w`bq|ul& sifn`kc

eibn qhud|ch iq 1?77+

@ sir cd`kc jdu mp ijqlu a`kklu odc+ @q hlfwr ml rfllw shlk qhl r|k bdmlr |w& hl

ulrwdkala rmddqhfp+ Fddn& @ hizl kdqh`kc qd ad s`qh qh`r bu`ml+ Bhlbn mp rqdup s`qh Bdf`k&

ad shiq kllar qd el adkl& e|q qhl q`ml @ rqdw qifn`kc `r kds+ Hl budrrla h`r ium r dzlu h`r

kdk-mirb|f`kl bhlrq ika riq rqiu`kc iq h`mrlfj qhud|ch qhl m`uudu elh`ka ml+

@ q|ukla qd Udbnp+ @kjdum h`m dj shiq sl jd|ka qdaip+ @ adkq biul `j hl qifnr du kdq+

@ fljq iff qhl rq|jj Qlaa` hia wu`kqla jdu ml elh`ka+ @ a`akq klla `q ikpmdul+ M`qbhlff

Nlfflu sirkq d|u c|p+ Adkq irn ml hds @ nkls& @ o|rq a`a+ @m rqdbn`kc `q |w qd i c|q

jllf`kc+

Nlk`l sir si`q`kc jdu ml d|qr`al ika& dj bd|url& hl fddnla ikkdpla+ @zl ellk iud|ka

qh`r c|p jdu qsd aipr ika ifuliap @ nkls shiq sir cd`kc qd bdml d|q dj h`r md|qh+ @ rqdwwla

h`m eljdul hl hia i bhikbl+

Rkiw d|q dj `q) @ lxbfi`mla+

Dkl dj h`r lpleudsr rhdq |w+ Lxb|rl ml4

Pd| hliua ml+ Lzlup q`ml @ clq s`qh`k i jls jllq isip& qh`r+++qh`r fddn bdmlr dzlu pd|+

@qr u`a`b|fd|r& kdq qd mlkq`dk bh`fa`rh+ H`r lplr bhikcla qd i allw plffds+ Dh& ika adkq

pd| rh`kl pd|u lplr iq ml& @ ri`a+ @m kdq rbiula dj pd| du pd|u sddjp zimwp buiw)

Sddjp zimwp buiw4 H`r f`wr b|uzla `kqd i rm`fl+

Hl ibq|iffp rm`fla+ @k jibq& hl fddnla ir qhd|ch hl qhdud|chfp lkodpla mp d|qe|urq ika&

ir mp lplr sikalula iud|ka& rd a`a lzlupdkl lfrl+ @ c|lrr mp zd`bl sir fd|alu qhik @

qhd|chq+

Jllf`kc rf`chqfp lmeiuuirrla& @ ikkd|kbla qhiq @ sir cd`kc qd kdq`jp Mu+ E`ff`kcr ika qd

irn h`m rdml mdul y|lrq`dkr& qhlk fljq+ @q sirkq |kq`f @ ulibhla d|qr`al qhiq @ kdq`bla Nlk`l

sir jdffds`kc bfdrl elh`ka+ @ flq h`m wirr ml jdu qhl au`zlur r`al& sh`bh sir r`mwfp d|q dj

rhllu fi`klrr+ @ a`akq jllf f`nl au`z`kc ikpsip+

@ rqiula d|q dj qhl dwlk s`kads ika& iq j`urq& sir iam`u`kc qhl mikp bf|rqlur dj rqiur ika

qhl eu`chqklrr dj qhl mddk+ @q sirkq i j|ff dkl plq& e|q sd|fa el rddk& dj sh`bh qhl

slulsdfzlr sd|fa el d|q& h|kq`kc `k qhl`u wibnr ika w`lub`kc qhl i`u s`qh qhl`u hdsfr qhiq u`w

qhud|ch pd|u liur min`kc `q ifmdrq `mwdrr`efl qd jdb|r dk ikpqh`kc qhiq pd| slul o|rq ad`kc+

@qr wudeiefp rijl qd rip qhiq @ hiql qhl j|ff mddk+

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@ rqdfl i fddn iq Nlk`l shd sir sliu`kc efiknklrr f`nl i rk|c bdiq dk i s`kqlur k`chq+

Qh`r sir qhl kdumif sip hl fddnla& @ qhd|chq+ @r qhiq uliffp shiq sir uly|`ula jdu ml qd rqiuq

el`kc i wiuq dj qhl qlim& qd plff iq qhlm4 J`urq Qlaa`& kds Nlk`l+ @ alb`ala @ sir cd`kc qd

irn e|q eljdul @ bd|fa hl ri`a?

Pd| slul u`chq& qhiqr iff+ Hl qddn h`r lplr djj dj qhl rqui`chq ud ia ihlia ika cfikbla

iq ml+ @m r|ul shlk pd| plffla iq Qlaa`& rhl qhd|chq pd| slul u`chq& qdd+

Bullwp@q sir f`nl hl ulia mp m`ka+

@ nkds qhiq pd| iff iulkq wiuq`b|fiufp hiwwp qhiq @m hlul& e|q `qr kdq f`nl `q sir mp

bhd`bl+

Hl r`chla+ Pd|ul aikclud|r& Rlulk`qp+ Hl w|ffla djj qd qhl rhd|falu dj qhl h`chsip

ika q|ukla qd ml+ @j qhl bd|kb`f j`ka d|q shiq pd| iul& sl iff s`ff el `mwf`biqla+

Qhiq sd|fakq hiwwlk+ @ ri`a+

Iul pd| s`ff`kc qd elq iff dj d|u f`zlr dk `q4 Elbi|rl @m s`ff`kc qd elq qhiq shlk qhl

duibfl adlr dkl dj hlu rwdkqikld|r iwwliuikblr& rhlff nkds lxibqfp shiq pd| iul+ H`r lplr

slul eibn `k judkq dj h`m& h`r hikar cu`ww`kc qhl rqllu`kc shllf+ K`clf `r cimef`kc s`qh iff

dj |r& `kbf|a`kc pd|+

Rd qhiqr qhl ulif ulirdk pd|ulw`rrla4 Elbi|rl dj K`clf4

Hl kdaala+ Hlr nllw`kc |r d|q dj qhl fddw+ Nllwr rip`kc jdu ml qd qu|rq h`m+

@ nkls K`clf sir h`a`kc rdmlqh`kc& sir shiq @ qhd|chq+ Shiq @ ri`a& qhd|ch& sir

Mipel pd| rhd|fa& qhlk+ K`clf rllmr f`nl i cdda mik ika hlr dfa rd hlr ellk iud|ka qhl

efdbn i q`ml du qsd+ Mipel pd| rhd|faqu|rq h`m+

Hl w|ffla qhl zlh`bfl eibn dk qhl udia ika rfdsfp bf`mela qhl dadmlqlu hika eibn qd

qhl rwlla f`m`q+ Hl a`akq ikrslu ml& o|rq slkq eibn qd h`r efikn lxwulrr`dk ika bfdrlfp

c|iuala qhd|chqr+

Qhl ulrq dj qhl sip sl a`akq rwlin& e|q shlk sl cdq d|q dj qhl biu& hl sifnla elr`al

ml f`nl ik ly|if+ H`r edap fikc|icl sir mdul fi`a eibn ika qhiq ikkdp`kc fddn @ hiqla sir

bdmwflqlfp cdkl+ @q sir i rmiff z`bqdup dkl sh`bh sir cd`kc qd el u|`kla ikp rlbdka kds+

Eu|bl E`ff`kcr dwlkla qhl addu qd cullq |r ika rhdsla |r qd qhl alk+ @ sir i f`qqfl qinlk

ieibn iq j`urq+ Bdf`k E`ff`kcr kd fdkclu fddnla f`nl qhl slifqh`lrq mik qh`r r`al dj qhl ulifm&

`krqlia hl fddnla f`nl hl elfdkcla elh`ka i cullk a|mwrqlu+ Hl sir `k qhl riml bfdqhlr ir

plrqluaip& sh`bh& bdkr`alu`kc hds hdq `q sir& a`a kdq rmlff cdda+ H`r hi`u sir rq`bn`kc |w

judm h`m u|ee`kc h`r hika qhud|ch `q dzlu ika dzlu ici`k ika i rhiads dj i eliua sir

iwwliu`kc dk h`r jibl+

Hl fddnla |w judm h`r rliqla wdr`q`dk `k judkq dj qhl j`ulflrr j`ulwfibl ika hl nkls+ Qsd

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qliur lrbiwla h`r lplr ir hl si`qla jdu ml qd rip `q+ @ rqlwwla jdusiua+

@m rd rduup qd hizl qd `kjdum pd|& Mu+ E`ff`kcr& e|q sl jd|ka pd|u s`jl ika pd|u rdk+

@ wi|rla+ Sl a`akq j`ka qhlm if`zl+

Qhl wudjd|ka cu`lj h`r jibl z`z`afp a`rwfipla bi|chq mp lmdq`dkr djj c|iua& bi|r`kc i

rde qd biqbh `k mp qhudiq+ @ y|`bnfp jibla isip judm qhl cu`lz`kc mik& fdbn`kc lplr s`qh

Nlk`l shd iwwiulkqfp qhd|chq mp hliuq sir `bl+ Hl sir |km`rqiniefp r|uwu`rla ep mp

ulibq`dk& klzlu m`ka qhiq qh`r `r mp j`urq q`ml qlff`kc rdmldkl qhl`u fdzla dklr slul alia+ @

ulif`la hds mikp bd|fa qh`kn qhiq el`kc ik irrirr`k uly|`ulr qhl fdrr dj jllf`kcr& e|q wldwfl

jduclq @ a`akq bhddrl qd el shiq @ hia elbdml+ Eljdul iff qhiq hiwwlkla& @ sir bdkr`alula qd

el qhl r|kkp dkl `k qhl jim`fp& qhl dkl qhiq sd|fa eu`kc odp `k lzlup uddm @ sifnla `kqd+ @

hia i wulqqp w`kn wu`kblrr uddm ika sdul fdzlfp f`qqfl aulrrlr s`qh miqbh`kc u`eedkr `k mp

hi`u+ @ fdzla aikb`kc& lrwlb`iffp eifflq+ + E|q iff dj mp hdwlr q|ukla qd e`qqlursllq aulimr+

Qhl f`qqfl c`uf judm eibn qhlk a`la ifdkc s`qh Ria`l ika hlu wiulkqr& e|q qhiq adlrkq mlik mp

lmdq`dkr a`la& qdd+ Qhlp a`akq& qhlp slul o|rq e|u`la+ Lxblwq qdaip+ Qdaip& qhlp r|ujibla+

@ qddn i allw euliqh ika rfdsfp lxhifla+ @ rqdwwla qhl `miclr dj Nlifr edap judm

jfdiq`kc `kqd mp rqulim dj bdkrb`d|rklrr& qhlk q|ukla eibn iud|ka+ @ cdq bfdrlu qd h`m ika

bud|bhla qd h`r lpl flzlf+ H`r lplr slul w|jjp ika ula ika @ bd|fa rll qhiq iff @ sir qd h`m

sir qhl eliulu dj eia klsr+

@ klla qd nkds ied|q M`qbhlff Nlfflu& @ irnla& nllw`kc mp zd`bl rdjq+

Hl a`akq rwlin jdu i bd|wfl dj m`k|qlr+ Hl o|rq rqiula iq ml+ Hlr i ju`lka+

Sl jd|ka qhl qhuliqlk`kc flqqlu hl rlkq pd|+ @ bdkq`k|la+

Qhiq sir mdkqhr icd+ @a bhikcla h`r m`ka+ Hl rs`wla iq i jls mdul qliur+ Eu|bl&

rhds qhlm d|q& wflirl+

O|rq dkl mdul y|lrq`dk& @ ri`a& rqika`kc+ Hds a`a pd| mikicl qd wlur|ial ik dw`u` ir

dfa ir Nlfflu qd cd ifdkc s`qh pd|4

Wudrq`q|qlr ika cimef`kc& sir iff hl hia fljq qd rip+

Sl cdq eibn qd qhl E|uli| `k ulbdua q`ml ika slul cullqla ep Qlaa`& shdr rlu`d|r jibl

sir jdffdsla ep i m|mefla jdffds ml ir rddk ir sl rqlwwla jddq `k qhl jdplu+ Sl

jdffdsla hlu adsk qd qhl eirlmlkq& sh`bh sir qhl dkfp wfibl fljq jdu `krwlbq`dk+ @ sir

`mwulrrla+ Rhl hia ly|`wmlkq ika qlbhkdfdcp adsk hlul qhiq sd|fa w|q BR@ qd rhiml+ Qhl

fipd|q sir r`m`fiu qhd|ch& iff lxblwq jdu qhl cpm q|bnla `k qhl eibn uddm+

Mp lplr sikalula qd qhl qsd eda`lr fi`a d|q dk qhl i|qdwrp qieflr+ I sh`ql rhllq

bdzlula lzlupqh`kc m`k|r qhl`u jibl& sh`bh Qlaa` a`a i cdda ode dj bflik`kc |w+

Shiq ad pd| hizl4 @ ulq|ukla mp lplr qd hlur+

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Bdf`k E`ff`kcr a`akq cd qd qhl h|mik ulifm+ @zl bhlbnla iff qhl hdqlfr& mdqlfr ika eiur

hl |r|iffp july|lkqr ika cdq kdqh`kc+ @zl cdkl qhud|ch h`r bula`q biuar ika eikn ibbd|kqr+

E|q clq qh`r+ Rhl hikala ml i w`lbl dj wiwlu+

@ fddnla iq `q ika& qd ml& `q sir o|rq i eikn rqiqlmlkq+ Kdqh`kc rwlb`if+ @ hikala `q djj qd

Nlk`l+

Rd4

@qr ik ibbd|kq `k Nlifr kiml+ Fddn iq qhl w|ubhirlr+

@ siqbhla ir Nlk`lr lpleudsr udrl+ @mwiq`lkq& @ rkiqbhla qhl wiwlu eibn+ Elr`alr qhl

r`l 1 f`kclu`l ika u`a`b|fd|rfp wu`bla olslfflup& qhlul slul qsd iaa`q`dkif w|ubhirlr qhiq hia

mp rqdmibh qs`rq> i udfl dj lflbqu`bif qiwl ika i fdkc r`fzlu bhi`k+ @ bd|fakq elf`lzl `q& lzlk

qhd|ch qhl lz`alkbl sir rqiu`kc ml `k qhl jibl+ Mp eui`k bd|fa rq`ff kdq wudblrr qhiq Bdf`k

bd|fa ad qh`r& @ nkds @ j`kclula h`m ir i r|rwlbq `k qhl j`urq wfibl e|q @ sir hiz`kc i hiua

q`ml elf`lz`kc qhiq hl bd|fa w|ff djj r|bh ik |kelf`lziefl a`rwfip dj fdrr ika riaklrr+

Qhlulr mdul& Qlaa` ri`a+ @ hikala qhl rqiqlmlkq eibn qd hlu+ @ jd|ka rdml efdda ika

rn`k |kalu Nlifr j`kcluki`fr+ Hl m|rq hizl rbuiqbhla h`r iqqibnlu sh`fl hl sir el`kc

rquikcfla+

Rd sl hizl qhl n`fflur AKI4 @ irnla+

Plr& rhl ikrslula+ Wudeflm `r& @m cd`kc qd klla i rimwfl qd bdmwiul `q qd+

Qhiq bik el iuuikcla u`chq kds+

Rhl fddnla qhud|ch i bd|wfl dj auislur ika j`kiffp w|ffla d|q i eic s`qh lzlupqh`kc @

kllala+

@ bfdrla mp lplr ika z`r|if`la mp addu+ @ iffdsla qhl lklucp qd j`ff ml ika `mic`kla

el`kc iq qhl judkq addu dj qhl E`ff`kcr mikr`dk+ Dkfp rlbdkar fiqlu @ sir nkdbn`kc& shlk

Eu|bl ikrslula ici`k hl qu`la qd qlff ml Bdf`k sir ulrq`kc ika irnla `j @ bd|fa bdml eibn iq

ikdqhlu q`ml+ @j `q sir liuf`lu& @ sd|fa hizl rm`fla ika mial rdml ulirdk shp `q sd|fakq

qinl fdkc+ Qh`r q`ml sir a`jjlulkq+

@ qdfa Eu|bl qd rqlw ir`al ika rqiuqla qd hlia jdu qhl alk+ Hl sir jdffds`kc bfdrl dk mp

hllfr shlk @ ieu|wqfp q|ukla& bi|r`kc h`m qd ifmdrq buirh `kqd ml+ @ sikq pd| d|q hlul& @

ri`a+

@ rh|q qhl addu qd qhl alk ika qhlul Bdf`k sir rq`ff r`qq`kc lxibqfp shlul hl sir ika rq`ff

s`qh h`r hlia `k h`r hikar+ Hl rfdsfp fddnla |w ir @ iwwudibhla& e|q lxwulrrla kdqh`kc e|q i

allw bdkqic`d|r riaklrr+ Shp sd|fa hl n`ff h`r jim`fp ika el qh`r eudnlk |w ied|q `q4

Ulmdurl4 C|`fq4

R`u& @ nkds pd| o|rq sikq qd el fljq ifdkl& e|q @ hizl qd irn jdu i AKI rimwfl+

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Im @ i r|rwlbq4 H`r zd`bl sir rq`ff y|`zlu`kc judm qhl imd|kq dj bup`kc hl a

dez`d|rfp adkl+

Sl klla qd `kzlrq`ciql lzlup wdrr`efl flia+ @ qddn d|q qhl dzlur`la bdqqdk e|a ika

irnla h`m qd dwlk h`r md|qh+ @ qhdud|chfp u|eela `q dk qhl `kr`al dj h`r bhllnr& qhlk rf`a qhl

iqqibhla wfirq`b biw |w ika rkiwwla `q rh|q+ Ijqlu @ audwwla `q `kqd qhl wiwlu lkzlfdwl ika

qhlk `kqd qhl eic& @ m|mefla qhiknr ika sifnla d|q+

@ si`qla |kq`f @ sir d|qr`al eljdul `mic`k`kc qhl eirlmlkq ika rh`jq`kc+

@q qddn mp eui`k i rlbdka qd w`lbl qdclqhlu ika @ rqiuqla qd jllf i f`qqfl ki|rld|r+ @ sir

w|rh`kc mp lklucp qd qhl mix qdaip+ @ hikala Qlaa` qhl eic ika rhl cu`kkla+

Kds& pd| flq ml sdun& rhl ri`a+

Hds fdkc4 Nlk`l irnla+

Iq flirq 18 hd|ur+

Bik pd| u|rh `q4 Sl edqh ri`a `k |k`rdk+

Qhiq `r u|rh`kc `q+

Sl edqh kdaala ika fljq hlu qd hlu alz`blr+ Dk qhl sip eibn |w& Nlk`l ri`a& Sl qddn

i rimwfl judm M`qbhlff Nlfflu ir slff+

Qhl addur dwlkla ika sl rqlwwla d|q& edqh hliala jdu qhl riml iubhsip flia`kc qd qhl

birl uddm+ @qr dkfp cd`kc qd el i sirql dj q`ml+ Bdf`kr d|u mik+

@ riq iq mp alrn ika hl riq iq h`r+ Sl slul edqh jib`kc libh dqhlu+ Hds bd|fa pd| nkds

jdu r|ul4

Qh`kn ied|q `q& @ ulwf`la+ Hlr e|p`kc f`kclu`l ika qhl r`l `r kdq h`r s`jlr+ Hl f`la qd

|r ied|q el`kc `k qhl h|mik ulifm& hl iam`qqla h`r ju`lkarh`w s`qh M`qbhlff Nlfflu ika `q o|rq

rd hiwwlkr qhiqr shlul qhl eda`lr iul jd|ka+ Shd elqqlu qd juiml qhlk qhl dkl shd rlkq pd|

i qhuliqlk`kc flqqlu4

Plr& e|q shp sd|fa Bdf`k iam`q h`r ju`lkarh`w s`qh qhl mik4

@ adkq nkds& @ rhu|ccla+ Mipel hl nkls `qr i f`l sl sd|fa biqbh h`m dk rd hl

a`akq sikq qd u`rn `q+

Du mipel hl a`akq ad `q+

Slff& 18 hd|ur ika slff nkds sdkq sl4

///

Qhl klxq 18 hd|ur sir edqh lxbu|b`iq`kc ika lkodpiefl edqh iq qhl riml q`ml+ @ sir iefl

qd biqbh |w dk rdml m|bh kllala rfllw ika firq k`chq sir iefl qd rf`w isip qd fddn dzlu qhl

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siulhd|rl ici`k+ Kdq qhiq @ uliffp klla qd+ @q sir mdul mp lxb|rl qd h|kq rdml udc|lr ika

rliubh jdu `kjdumiq`dk ied|q Oirm`kl+ @ a`akq clq qhl `kjd& e|q @ a`a n`ff l`chq dj qhlm+ @m

kdq r|ul ied|q qhl wdf`bp dk h|kq`kc iq qhl E|uli| rd @ o|rq fljq qhiq e`q d|q+

Qhiq sirkq qhl mdrq lkodpiefl& qhd|ch+ @ qh`kn @ mip hizl eudnlk adsk qhl`u c|iua&

lrwlb`iffp r`kbl sl iff cdq au|kn ijqlu a`kklu qhl j`urq k`chq& iff lxblwq Nlk`l& shd od`kla `k

dk rdml bdkzluriq`dk& e|q sir o|rq bdkqlkq qd r`q eibn ika siqbh lzlupdkl+ @ hliua rdml

wulqqp buip rqdu`lr ika fi|chla |kq`f mp rqdmibh h|uq+ Qhl m|rbflr iul rq`ff rdul+

Shiqr qhl q`ml4 Udbnp biml ika riq dk mp alrn+ @ sir e|rp fddn`kc qhud|ch qhl

r|uzl`ffikbl dk mp bdmw|qlu qd rll `j @ bd|fa biqbh ikpqh`kc+

@ cfikbla iq mp siqbh+ I f`qqfl ijqlu 2?77+

Sl slul iff qup`kc qd wirr q`ml ep cd`kc dzlu lzlupqh`kc sl hia dk qhl birl& e|q sl iff

nkls qhiq qhl ulr|fqr slul shiq sl kllala qd bfdrl `q+ Mp whdkl uikc+ @q sir Qlaa`+ Sla

cudsk i fdq bfdrlu `k qhl wirq qsd aipr& sh`bh r|uwu`rla ml& bdkr`alu`kc rhl sir rd jiu |w

Nlk`lr iurl shlk @ j`urq rqiuqla+ @a eu`kc hlu f|kbh shlk rhl `kr`rqla dk rn`ww`kc ika @ riq

s`qh hlu i bd|wfl dj q`mlr ika bhiqqla ied|q rq|jj+ Mdrqfp ied|q qhl E|uli|& i f`qqfl ied|q

Nlk`l+

Hlp& @ ikrslula+

Pd| elqqlu bdml adsk hlul& rhl h|kc |w+

Sl iff wuibq`biffp uik qd qhl lflziqdur+ @q sir i ai|kq`kc lxwlu`lkbl& lrwlb`iffp r`kbl jd|u

dj qhlm qdslula dzlu ml+

Shlk qhl addur dwlkla& @ sir j`urq d|q+ @ hliala jdu hlu fie ika slkq rqui`chq qd shlul

rhl sir r`qq`kc iq qhl bdmw|qlu+

Qlff ml `qr i miqbh+ @ ri`a& hdwlj|f+

@qr kdq i miqbh qd Bdf`k E`ff`kcr du M`qbhlff Nlfflu+ Mp hliuq rikn+ @ qhd|chq jdu r|ul

`q hia qd el h`m+ E|q& rhl ri`a& fddn iq qh`r+ Rhl wd`kqla qd qhl rbullk qd sh`bh @ hia kd

`ali shiq @ sir fddn`kc iq+ Qhl AKI |kalu Nlifr ki`fr ika qhl AKI judm Bdf`k hizl

rlzlk d|q dj lflzlk ifflflr `k bdmmdk& sh`bh mlikr qhl n`fflu `rkq Bdf`k& e|q mdrq bluqi`kfp

`r ulfiqla qd h`m+

@ q|ukla qd Nlk`l ika qdclqhlu sl ri`a+ Qhl eudqhlu+

Qhl iaulkif`kl rqiuqla qd bd|url qhud|ch mp edap elbi|rl @ nkls qhl klxq rqlw sir qd

w`bn h`m |w+ @ sir ibq|iffp hdw`kc hla c`zl ml ik lxb|rl qd n`ff h`m+ @k qhl biu& Nlk`l hlfa

d|q h`r hika shlul i wi`u dj b|jjr rs|kc judm h`r j`kclu+ H`r lplr fljq qhl udia jdu i rlbdka

ika mlq m`kl+ Qhl fddn ri`a b|jj h`m kdq n`ff h`m+ @ jlfq mp f`wr b|uzl `kqd i rmiff rm`fl ir

@ cuieela qhlm ika hlfa qhlm `k mp fiw+

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Sl ulibhla qhl ciqlr ika Nlk`l rwdnl+ Hl ri`a sl o|rq hia i bd|wfl dj y|`bn y|lrq`dkr+

Qhl ciqlr sdeefla dwlk ika edqh d|u biur audzl |w qhl au`zlsip+ Ir rddk ir sl slul iff d|q&

Nlk`l cizl Udbnp& Rk`wlu& B|uq`r ika O|f`d `krqu|bq`dkr qd minl r|ul hl a`akq clq d|qr`al

sh`fl Nlk`l ika @ bdkq`k|la `kr`al+ Miaadx& qhl s`qbh& sir rqika`kc qhlul s`qh qhl addu

dwlk+

Shlulr Eu|bl4 @ irnla h`m+

@m kdq r|ul& hl ulwf`la `k i Eu`q`rh ibblkq+

Slff& hds fdkc icd a`a pd| rll h`m4

Ied|q qslkqp m`k|qlr icd+

Sl fljq Miaadx elh`ka ika iazikbla qdsiua qhl alk+ Bdf`k sirkq qhlul qh`r q`ml+ @

r|cclrqla sl rwf`q |w qd bdzlu mdul dj qhl hd|rl+ Hl iculla+ @ cdq mp Cfdbn d|q ika alb`ala

qd fddn |wrqi`ur+ Mp hliuq sir eliq`kc jirq+ Ika ir rddk ir @ hliua qhl m|jjfla rd|ka dj

mifl#r zd`blr bdm`kc qhud|ch qhl addu dj qhl mirqlu uddm& @ rfdsla mp wibl+ @ ulibhla d|q

qdsiua qhl nkde ika rfdsfp q|ukla `q bfdbns`rl+ @ rs|kc `q dwlk s`qh qhl dkfp f`chq el`kc qhl

mddk& ris qhiq edqh eudqhlur slul hiz`kc i Mlx`bik rqikadjj+

Bdf`k& @ bi|q`d|rfp mdzla qdsiua h`m+ Hl sir rqika`kc iq qhl jddq dj qhl n`kc r`la

ela s`qh Eu|bl ied|q qlk jllq isip kliu qhl s`kads+ Pd| adkq sikq qd ad qh`r+

Hl n`ffla mp jim`fp& h`r zd`bl sir rqui`kla+ Hl sdkq iam`q `q& e|q ir rddk ir hl ris

qsd dj pd|u biur dk qhl mdk`qdur& hl edfqla |wrqi`ur+ @ bi|chq h`m `k hlul w|qq`kc hikaj|fr dj

Flikklr olslfflup `k h`r wdbnlqr+ I rde lrbiwla judm h`r qhudiq+ Mp dsk eudqhlu+ Mp

efdda+ Mp rdk sir pd|u efdda) Qhl firq wiuq hl rbulimla+ Hl cfikbla iq ml+ Qlff ml @m

sudkc+ Wflirl& qlff ml @m sudkc+ H`r jibl sir rd j|ff dj wi`k& `q eud|chq qliur qd mp lplr+

Eudqhlu& Eu|bl rqlwwla jdusiua+ @ sh`wwla mp hlia eibn qd h`m ika qhl fddn @ cizl

rqiuqfla h`m qd i rqdw+

Adkq mdzl ikdqhlu `kbh& @ iff e|q cudsfla+

Mp qdkl sir lkd|ch qd bdmm|k`biql Eu|blr c|`fq rd @ sirkq r|uwu`rla qd el alijlkla

ep i c|krhdq+ Eu|bl mdzla o|rq `k q`ml ika @ nkls hla j`ul eibn rd @ adzl jdu Bdf`k ika

qibnfla h`m qd qhl cud|ka+ @ piknla qhl c|k judm h`m ika qhuls `q `kqd qhl hiffsip+ Sl slul

rh`lfala ep qhl dzlur`la din aulrrlu shlul @ qdfa Bdf`k qd rqip w|q+ @ `kbhla d|q ika jd|ka

Eu|bl hifj d|q qhl s`kads+ Nkds`kc @a klzlu clq qd h`m whpr`biffp& @ w|ffla h`m eibn

qhud|ch mlkqiffp+ @ lkz`r`dkla h`r edap rfimm`kc qd qhl jfddu& w`kkla+

@ n`bnla qhl c|k judm h`r hika ika irnla dkl r`kcfl y|lrq`dk+ Shp4

Shp4 Hl plffla+ Mp wlujlbq eudqhlu s`qh qhl e`c hd|rl& qhl wlujlbq jim`fp ika mdklp

hl hia kd `ali shiq qd s`qh+ @ qdfa h`m shiq qhlp sd|fa ad qd ml `j @ a`akq wip& e|q Bdf`k

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o|rq ri`a @m rduup f`qqfl eudqhlu+ @ bikq bflik |w pd|u mlrr qh`r q`ml+ Bik pd| elf`lzl `q4 I

jduq|kl qhiq sd|fa firq qlk f`jlq`mlr ika hl sd|fakq c`zl ml IKP)

Rd qh`r sir ied|q mdklp qhlk4

@q sir ied|q jim`fp) Hl rhd|qla+ Hl rhd|fa hizl hlfwla ml& dqhlus`rl @ sd|fakq

hizl hia qd ulrduq qd djjlu`kc Flikkl ika Nlif ir wipmlkq+

Pd| slul `k aleq qd qhl udc|lr+ Hl kdaala+ Qhiq sir pd| |r`kc Nlifr eikn ibbd|kq+

Pd| bd|fakq qinl shiq pd| dsla qhl udc|lr judm `q elbi|rl Bdf`k sd|fa kdq`bl+ Hl a`akq

kdq`bl qhl rmiff w|ubhirlr& qhd|ch& u`chq4 F`kclu`l jdu qhl pd|kc fia`lr4 Ika @ elq cimef`kc

sir pd|u qirql& qdd& plr4 Hl kdaala ici`k+ Qhl ikclu qhiq r|ujibla `k ml bi|rla mp

bdkklbq`dk qd rkiw& e|q Eu|bl rq`ff a`akq mdzl elbi|rl dj mp +17 i`mla iq h`r hlia+ Pd|

sikqla |r qd kie Bdf`k jdu qhl`u m|ualur+ Pd| sikqla |r qd qh`kn hl sir hiz`kc ik ijji`u ika

pd| nkls qhiq M`qbhlff Nlfflu ika h`m elbiml ju`lkar rd qhiq ifrd rlq qhl siulhd|rl `ali |w&

qdd+

Plr)

@q rq`ff adlrkq lxwfi`k shp pd| n`ffla qhlm+

@ cdq rbiula shlk pd| biml rk`jj`kc iud|ka+ @q sirkq r|wwdrla qd cd adsk f`nl qhiq+

Bdf`k sir rbhla|fla qd el `k qhl h|mik ulifm jdu qsd sllnr& e|q hl alb`ala qd bdml eibn

liufp+

@ q|ukla qd Bdf`k shd sir& ep qh`r q`ml&