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hntamN\apWnbpsS Dev]n Ncn{X ]pkvXIw Rm I-nn. Rm ImWpItbmhmbnbvpItbm D-mbn FphvAhsmcp enJnX Ncn {Xanstm, AXn\vbp cmbNcn{XImcmcnstm, ]pkvXIn\vtbmKyXbp Ncn {Xanstm Aan. am hpSnbn CtXhsc Ah Hpambnn, Fnepw {]hniy, tI{ aWvUefnAh thcpIfphcpw, NnebnSfn an\Snbntebvv Bgv v thcn dnbnpXpw,thcpIfn \nv apf s]mn, apf X-mbn, XSnbmbn hfv] ennpXpamWv. Fm apNnebnSfn ]SpapfIfmbnp-v. apfv Ipsd gnv thcp I Nnv, X-v NovapSnpt]mbnpap-v. am hpSn an Ahv thcp ]nSn m sshIn. Fnepw thcp]nSnp

XpSnbnps-vCs IY I................... Ah cpsS amhpSn Dev]n IyXyambnv]d bm Ignbnsnepw, Fs Hmbn Idp tcJIfmbn InSpsmcp IYbp-v. tImtfPv Imkn kz]v \ s\bvXp \Spw Imew. s\bvXp Iqnb kz]v\fpsS CgIfn kp\bpw, kpioebpw, tKm]nIbpw, ssj\nbpw, tagvknbpw, tacnbpw, k^nbbpw, kJodbpsams Hmtcm IYIfmbncpp.a[pcnbvp B temIp IqSn ssII hoin \Ssh Hcp\m B ssIIfniamsbmcp ]nSnhoWp.Xncnpt\mn, I-p Abmsf. Rm AbmsfappwI-np-mbncpp. AbmfpsS Dcp-pIqSp amwkt]inIfpw Dbchpw Fstamlnnnpap-mbncpp. amhpSn inht{Xns ]ndIn sInbp-mnb sjnhvAbm IpnIv Btbm [\IebpsS ]mT sNmnsmSppps-v tIp IbpwsNbvXncpp. a\ :ntbbpw ]ptcmKa\kwLSnX intbbpw Xmev]cytmsS honpIbpwa\nempIbpw sNbvXncp Rm AXnt\mS{X CjvSw ImWnpIbp-mbn. Abm FsS tm ]nnephscmWm IqSn CSbmbn. Ahcn Fskl]mTnIfpap-mbncpp.

Cvkp[m Ics honhp\Sp tbmKn ]sSpWw. Abm fpsS kzcn Imiyw, CjvSw tXmptXm hioIcntXm Bbncpn.Fnepw sshInvkp[m Ics hon t]mbn.

tbmK nhfsc A[nIw t]scmpw]sSpn. Hcp mns henhpwNnbpambncpp. aqpt]cmWv kwkm cnXv. KoXsbpdnv, cmambWspdnvhntamNIapWnbpsS BhiyIXsbpdnv. cmasbpw koX bpsSbpw IYb ]dXv. ]mmenbpsS Akmam\yambhioIcWn Xfbvspt]mb Apt]cpsS Imcyam ]dXv. ]s, ]d Xnt\msSmpw bpn]cambnv tbmPn bvm Ignn. AXpsIm-vBtbmKw Fs Ahkm\tbmKambnocpIbmWp-mbXv. Fnepw am hpSnbn thcpI ]nSnncnpp. apnepw aqebnepw IheIfnepwsImSnIfpw t_mUpIfpw ncambn m]nbvsncnbvpp. NphscgppIfpwt]mdpIfpw _m\dpIfpw {]XysSpp.

Ah cpsS tamlambncpp amhpSn Ncn{X]pkvXIn C{]mhiysanepw HtcSvXpdbvpI FXv. FnXn Xen]nIfn {]knUnsbpw sk{IdnbpsSbpwJPmPnbpsSbpw, thWsan In AwKfpsSbpw t]cphnhc FgpXntpI. ]s, taml ]qhWnbmsXt]mbn.................... C{Xbpw kwLj `cnXamb kmlNcynemWvkXoi kzX{\mbnv Pbn ncnpXv.AsX Cv am hpSnbnse Ghpw {itb\mb hyn kXoi\mbncnbvbmWvv Ahs\RmFtadp IgnncpXmWv. PohnXns ]mXbn Aht\msfms {itbcmb

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]etcbpw ImtW-Xmbpw Adntb-Xmbpw htm kXois\ Xpmcs\ hnkvacnpt]mbn, Ahs ASpvXpmt]mepw sIm SpmsX. am hpSn \Kck`bnse amhpSn Hcp sNdp{Kmaambncpp. av `mK sfms]et]cpIfn Adnbsncp sNdnb {Kmatfm shfnpdtfm,

IpnmSpItfm,h\{]tZitfm Hs Bbncpp. \Kcambn {]Jym]nbvstm,]Wambn hnIknp htm, Hm^okpIfpw henb IhS tI{fpw D-mbtmtIm kpJapsffmcp t]cv th-n hp. \mp {]am Wnam IqSn BtemNnvIs-pIbmbncpp. am hpSn. at\m lcamb \maw! B \ma n R A`nam\w sImffpp. \ap nhnsS kXois\ BWvAdn tb-Xv. Ctmgpw Ah t\pdnv Nnn bvptm a\nsep Htcsbmcp Nn{Xw. shfpXpWnbn s]mXn Nph B apJamWv, Ahs Np-pIpw Nph\ndambncpp. BNp-pI, Ahs AbpsS \amb amdn Aav............ B Zyiyw Fs hmsX thbm Snbnp-v. AXp I- ASp cmhpIfn RmXpSbmbnv kz]v \w ImWpambncpp. B kz]v\fn \npw tamN\w InnbXv tImtfPvPohnXtmsSbmbncpp. ]s, Ctmgpw B Zyiyn\v Fs AcwKn bmsXmcp aeptann........ AtXm sSmw HmbnsepXvAh s\n ]noSvtI Hcp IY bmWv. B IY XpSpXv ] Pn \npamWv. ]Pw shfp nmWv. hapJhpw \nXw_w adp InSp apSnbpw ImscnFbpsS aWhpap-hv.........

ImcWw, Ah sfmcp \mS s]mbXpsIm-p Xs. ]s, ] Psn ]dbWsan BZyw kZminhs\ndtb-n hcpp.kZminh\nsn]Pw Hcp ImcWhimepw amhpSnbnsenmbncpp.AhfpsS\mnXs ]ipsf hfnbpw ]mSv sImm t]mbpw Asn GsX nepw \mnseHcpImmcnbpsS `mcybmbn asf {]khnv, AhvapesImSpv tNmdp sImSpvhfn,Pohn pIbmbncpts\. sNmm tZmj ap-mbncpp,]Pn\v. hnhmlhpambnsphscms Amcyw{KlnpIgnbptm AIp t]mbnsm-ncpp. AhfmsWn Ccp]XpIfpsS]IpXn]nnSpIbpw sNbvXncpp. GIktlmZc hnhmlw sNbvXp XtSnbmsbmcp \mqhon hcnIbpw, Ah

smcp Ipv D-m IpappXs ]Pns A acnpIbpw, Hcpapdnbpw ASpfbpwNmbv]pw am{Xap hon, cmhpIfn ktlmZcsbpw \mqtbpw ASnnSnkwkmcfpw, ASnbnpw ASm i_vZfpw Ahsf hmsX {]tem`nnpwsIm-ncp Imev ktlm Zcs tak]Wnv Im fmbnh kZminht\mSvKpcpZnWbmbn BhiysSpXvsNmmtZm jap s]sf t]mWsamWv.

kZminh\v Hpw a SntXmnbn. ss\nbnSmsX ssIenbpw upw amdsmcp tXmpap-pw[cn]PnsshfpIgpw,s]mnShpw Ah t\csXs I-vCjvSsncpXmWv. ]s,henbB`m SsfmpanmsX ]Ps Iqn honhtm kZminhsAbvv AXv ckn bvpIbp-mbn. ImcWw AXns Xtephsc H apdnbpw

ASpfbpap hon kZminh\pw Abpw B H apdnbnemWvDd nbncpXv]Wosams]TnvsImdvImsims H-mn Hcpapdnw IqSn IqnsbSpnpthWw

IymWw \SmsavIcp XoXv.Ahs A Fm htcmSpw ]dp\Sp.

]s, ]Wn]Tnnbvms\pw]dv Bim Zn WtNmZnp,sImSpmXncnbvmtzm? kZminh FmhtcmSpw tNmZnp

Hm.............. FmsNm\m................. Fmw Ignnt..........................

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kZm inhs A Fpw sXmSmsX kwkmcnsnepw, Acnnnhpw, amknnhpw\onhncp clkykmZywsIm-vHcp Nmbv ]pw IqSn]WnXp. Fmepw ]Pw Nmbv ]n am{Xw HXppIbnsv Ah A[nIw sshIm sXXsa\nemn. AhfpsS DSens {]tem`\ Ahv a\ nemIpw. Ahsfmcp

kv{XobmsWpw, \mp\S\pkcn v AS Wsapw HXpWsapw KpWtZmjnbvpIbpwsNbvXp. AmsX, Ahsf klmbnbvm\mbnv Ah ^b kn\n aImWpItbm, \\mcpsSc-ps]IpnI hmbnbvpItbm sNbvXncpn. Ahv Adp ]Xv]nnncnbvpp. c-mwXctam, aqmwXctam Ignv ]mSv]WnIsfmsbmbnvIgn pIqSn ]XnapphbpXnItm am[h ImmcnbpsS IqsS\mfpw ]hpw t\mn XmensInt]mXmWv. kZminh\v apm bnv ]Xn s\mpafp-mbn,BWpw s]pambnv Hcp aI c ksXpSv acnsXmgnm Fm hcpwkpJambnIgnbpp. AsX, kpJ ambnIgnbpI \ hntijw Fsmw ]dbpXv Hu]Nm cnIambhmpIfmWv.AhIsmpwbmYmyhpambnsmcp_hpan. tNmZyfn \npwcsvt]mIp Xn\mbnvDXn cnphnp hmpIfmWv. \nv tXmp p-mImw IY ImSpIbdpIbmsWv. ]s, F\nv tXmp XvIYI ImSpIbdnbmsekkX sXfnbpIbpp FmWv. \mn am{XwNpnXncnbpIsbp]dm Nnbmbnp\phfp sNSncfpw Iyjnbn\fpwam{Xta ImWm IgnbpIbpp I\men IqSntbm tXmnIqSntbm HgpIp shnsXWpt Adnbm\mhpIbpp. Imnsentem, {]IyXnbpsS hnIyXnIfmb tNmeacfpwkkyPmefpw ImWm\mhpw. Hcp]msSmcp]mSv K fpw \ndfpw A\p`hnbvm\mIpw.ImcphnIfpsS emf\tbm Ignbpw.

kXois Pohn Xn Imnse kpKfpw ImcphnbpsS Ipfnabpambn ]Pw]cnWanbvpIbmbncpp. ImcWw ]Pnt\mSv ASpw tXmp ImeLn AhhnhmlnX\mbncpp FXpXs, kXo is `mcy kcnX, kcn XFm kcnXv. AXv ka XenepsS HgpInsbp \ZnbmWv.kaXefpsS kmaqlnI]mewhvt\mptm {KmafmWv. AXpsIm-vXs ImcphnbpsS hnipnbpw Ipfnabpwkqnbvphm IgnbmsX hcpp. Imcp hnI ]cniphpw ]cnaf]qcnXamsbmcptNme{]tZis XcWw sNbvXvFnbXmsWtm, kcnX _ylmsbmcp P\]Ys XcWw sNbvsXnb Ahnip

Pehmln\nbmsWtm, ]dbm\mhn. F\nv Adn bmhpXvIY I am{XamWv; tIptIhnI am{XambXv. Np-pIfn \nvsNhnIfntebvpw, AhnsS \nv Np-p Ifntebvpw, ]noSvsNhnIfntebvpw]IvFptm tXbvam\fp-mImw, tXbvam\ ]cnlcnbvm\mbnIqntepIfpwan\pp]WnIfpw \Snp-mImw. Fm Inepw ]Pw kXois ]cnh\ambn FXv hyw. Asn Hcp ]s,Cv \ Adn bp kXoi D-mhnmbncpp. ]Pw kXoiPns HcpapJyLSIambncpspkmcw. AY XpS IbmWv. XpSp Xv Hcp \p mWv. B \pmWv ]Pw kXo is XSbn

BZyambnsnbXv. AXp AhfpsSbpw kZminhsbpw hnhmlw Ignnv aqp amk]nnXn\ptijw. AhfpsS hoSpw XSbpw Xn, ]gbIWpI hp]dm \mep^temv AI etabpp. sIm-nmSp {][m\hgnbn tNcp Hcp CShgnbnepsSIbdn, Hcp Ipndn, tXmSpISv ]mSh cpIbdn, ASpp CShgnbnepsS \SmBZywImWpXmWvAh fpsS hoSv. Ah Xtev DSp ncp hkv{Xsfms IgpIn DWm\nv, DWnbXpSpv,D`Ww Ignv, kZminhs A Dabn\vInS t\cw.

kXotim...................

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Ah fpsS hnfntIv Hcp \Sp tmsSbmWv Ah Xebpn t\mn bXv. Xen{ihncnpIbmbncpp, Ah. FsImSpmXn\m X sajo\vi_vZwIqSnbnpap-mbncpp. ASp p ]eNcpISmc am amn t]mbncnbvpIbpw NmbSmc

IcpWmIc \mb `Wn\pw hn{ian\pambnvhont]m bncnbvpIbpambncpp. Dbv vhgn bn NqSvA[n IambncpXn\memImw hnP\hpambncpp.

Fssbmcp upXbvWw.

Mm! \o GXm ?Rm kZminhs `mcy........ ImpWnosS.................Hm............... Rm \ns-nn.

Ah XpWn smXn Xanjy\n hp. Ah s]mXn Agnp AXn Xen\pXpWnam{Xtabp-mbncppp.

Afthm ?

AfshSppXbvmtte.......... HFtmw ]mIa............... Xsa jo\vtijw, InwKv tS_nfn\ptijap I\padhn hmWvkXo i AfshSpXv. ]Pns amdn InSncptXmp\on AfshSptmgmWv Ahs a\ nsemcp {]I\wcq]wsIm-Xv.`qanbvpIosgbpImfnIsf AInsm-v Dus ]pd tbvv hnSmshpXpt]msebpsmcp I\mh.

Fm ImtNmbnXv........... thZ\FSpzmWtm............... Fm \ns t]cv? ]Pw.

\o Fs Ips]mnm t\mzmtWm ?tbbv........ \ Im............. Fmaqbm.........sXmfptIdntmIphs........

kXo i tXmpAhfpsS amdnenpsImSpp.

Fm............... sXmfptIdntmImsX Cutmp adbmbnsIStmt. Ahs]mnn cnp. kXoi Adnp, kcnXbvv Hcn bvt]mepw C{]Imcw{]tIm]nnbvm Ignnnsv. ]Pn\phmsmcp BIjWinbps-v. ]s, Xbv pIgnv up hmms\nbtm, Ah ]Psa ImcphnbnXopw hoWpt]mbn. Ahfnse ItmePme Ahs\ XnfnbvpI Xs sNbvXp.

Apw Ah hXv Dk abpXsbmbncpp. Xbn uv ISem ns]mXnv Ahv \ev In, NncnpsIm-pXs kXoisIpIfn t\mn Ah sXcn.

Cu Is ]pdIn\nsmv Cp t\mntms............]mIatsm-pt]mbnsmImcyw.........................

Hm......... AXns\m ? Is ad hn\npw FsbpsS Kw Ahs\ hioIcn v AItbv vhnfnbvpIbmbncpp. Is ad shfnn ..... .........

Ah fpsS amdns [\yX......... s]mnp gnbpsS hiyX.......... ]noSv ASp smcpcmhn kZminhs Nmbv n B hiyXbpw [\yXbpw ashnfns anb shfnn Ah ho-pw I-p.]ntv apJw IgpInXpStm shfp tXmp ap-n \mnIbpsS Zzmcn\npwascn ]nbncnbvpXpw I-p........... ho-pw, ho-pw tXmn Icn ]Sp cmhpI ]ndnpw ashnfns\AWm Ah\mbn.

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]s, B Im gvNI FmIYIfnsebpw t]mse XpScm\mbn. XpScm\mhpIbnsXv\psS kaqlns \nbaamWtm. ImcWw \nba kaqln\pth-nbpXmWv. Cu BImcku` Khfpw hiyam[pcnIfpw \fn tafnnp Xnp, \fn Nneam{Xw hnizknp ssZhns CjvS {]Imctam, \fn Nne am{Xw [cnp bpnbpsS

B[mc{]Imctam, \fn Nne am{Xw ImWp {]IyXn\pIqetam A. AXv\nbXamsbmcp \nbahpa. ]eImefn, ]e _pnIfn, ]e ImgvNmSpIfn, ]e]eImcy kmyn\mbnpXmWv. NnesXms D-mnbppXpamWv. Ah I FpamIs kXoisbpw ]Pnsbpw _w BZyw AdnXvkZminhs A Imp]WnnbmWv. aIs km\nyap-m Imdp i\n Rmb ZnhkfptSXm Hcp cmhnNmbv]n\npw ]pcpjs Kw AhcpsS apdnbnsenbtm, i_vZw tItm ......... aIs hnh c Adnbmsa Hscm B{KltmsSbmWv Nmbv ]ns hmXnXnhnfnXv.

tamt\ ktZ................................

fn ep-mbncp shfnw AWbpIbmbncpp, achpw Inepp i_vZhpw\nebvpIbmbncpp.

tamt\................... ktZ.............. \o FgmSmht............ an-man.

tamsf ]Pw............... C Atmgpw i_v Zan ]s, Ah hm Xn InSncp ]mZcI I-p AXp kZminhtXsvXncndnp. Ah Aeap dIqpItbm, Is\vhnfn p]dbpItbm sNbvXn. \n_vZw hcmbnInSncp _n Ccpp. \mgn IIsfn, AcaWnptdmfw.......... ho-pw as hnfv In, hmXn Xpdv Nppw Itm SnbvmsX Xs kXoisNcpn\pn ]mZsf ISm {ianbvptmgmWv Imp ]Wnn as hnfvsImfpn Ahs apJn\vt\sc ]nSn Xv. Ah hnc-p t]mbn, i_vZanmh\mbntmbn, ]escbpw {]Xonv Nppwt\m n.BcpansvI- tm ]IpXn kam[m\ambn.

kXoi\mtWm ? Ah an-n bn

Fs tams\ sImcpXp tItm....... kXo i Ans\bp ISpwssIIsfmpw sNbvXn. i\n, RmbAmZnhkfn, cm{Xnbn ]Pns Nmbv]n ]noSpw t]mImdpap-mbncpp]Phpw Imp]Wnnbpw am{XadnpsIm-v. ]s, ] Pns Nmbv]nse hn{iaw Ignsn Ddp kXoi]mXncm{XnIgnv kz]v \w I-v sRn bpWcmdp-v. Ahs kz]v\sfmwHpXsbmbncppXm\pw. XmSn sbpI ]pdtbvv Xnb NXp cnep apJw ImaneIbdnIcphmfnncnpp. ssIenap-pSpv, ISp\ndnep unSp Ah amdvtXmnSmdn. AhNncnbvptmgmWv kXo isRnbpWcpXv. ]pIbned]nSnIdp ]pI Ahs\ Fpw t]SnnpsIm-ncpp. B ]pIpn Hfnncnbvp\mhvHcn bv kXyw ]dbpsavAh in psIm-ncpp. Ans\ Hp ap-mbnsnepw, BZyw apdpm hmpXn\pw, ]noSv hovkm[\ hmpXn\pw hkv{X hmpXn\pw, HSphn hoSv hnkv Xmcw IqpXn\pwAh ]Ww hmnpSnbtm AbSm {inbvm XpSn.

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