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Please Note: This document was first typed on 5 th April, 2014 and last edited on 25 th June, 2014. Please keep this document very confidential. This is an intimate letter from me to very few intelligent, creative, open-minded and bold people. I am Durosas Pathika. I was a trainer for Red Hat Linux certifications in Information Technology (IT) sector. . . And as of today I am a financially stable guy having assets worth more than ` 1.2 crores with no liabilities. . . but in the last three and half years my ambitions, my goals, my career, my health and most things in my life was cruelly, ruthlessly, brutally crushed by former finance minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family, their close associates and their close relatives. They misused their political and money power against me. Using the state police and intelligence machinery they conducted military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping etc against me. I was stripped down naked of all my privacy, humiliated, made to undergo intense mental torture and had to face psychological warfare on an extreme scale and level. Their motive was to oppress me, suppress me, subjugate me and use me. There is a dark, ugly and dirty side to Mr. P.Chidambaram, his family, his close associates and his close relatives, all of whom behave in a gentle and decent manner in front of public, press and media. I was suffering and I am suffering a lot. I could not even take treatment for severe pain with burning sensation in my lower abdomen for last eleven months. My doctor suspects it might be colon cancer. In last three months, often I had to go without food for days or weeks together. These are just few of the sufferings I went through last three and half years. My parents disowned me, decided to be an onlooker to my sufferings and refused to help me because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires. All my friends, all the people I knew and most people of this society were onlookers to all the injustice and crime done to me because I was not according to their traditions and prejudices. Also my friends and most people of this society did not want to go against these powerful people. And also my parents, many of my friends and many people of this society decided to side with these powerful people for their own selfish vested interest. I would like to bow down in deep gratitude to Shri Narendra Modi for sweeping the Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014. I now at least have a chance to get my individual rights and individual freedom. Mr. P.Chidambaram did not contest in this election, for the fear of losing in this election, his son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election on a huge margin and Indian National Congress, the political party to which this P.Chidambaram belongs to was washed out and was almost decimated in these Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014. I am struggling hard to find good and helpful people who are intelligent and bold to stand for me, rescue and save me from these evil people, help me in selling my land worth more than ` 1.2 crores and take me with them, so that I can take medical treatments, renew myself and live my life peacefully. Since I am honest, sincere and always alone, I do not have anyone to help me. I am an ordinary guy. I always live alone, a simple life, quietly and joyously in some corner without harming anyone. I am being unnecessarily, cruelly, brutally harassed and bruised by these crooked people for their vested interest, pleasure and ego. But why should P.Chidambaram family and their associates spend so much resource to crush me and use me? To know that and my whole story, please read the document overleaf that contains my story. . .

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I am an Osho disciple. I am being continuously harassed and abused by former finance minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram's family and their associates and relatives for last 4 years. Most things in my life has been crushed cruelly and brutally for their vested interests, pleasure and ego. I cannot bear the pain any longer. I am on the verge of dying. lucky i have some assets worth around Rs 1.5 crores. At least now i want to start a new life. . . But these people want to grab my assets and leave me on the streets. I beg all Osho disciples to rescue me and take me with them and give me life. Please download document (PDF file) that contains my whole story and read it. And also please share this link with everyone.

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Please Note: This document was first typed on 5th

April, 2014 and last edited on 25th

June, 2014. Please keep this document very

confidential. This is an intimate letter from me to very few intelligent, creative, open-minded and bold people.

I am Durosas Pathika. I was a trainer for Red Hat Linux certifications in Information Technology

(IT) sector. . . And as of today I am a financially stable guy having assets worth more than `̀̀̀ 1.2

crores with no liabilities. . . but in the last three and half years my ambitions, my goals, my career,

my health and most things in my life was cruelly, ruthlessly, brutally crushed by former finance

minister of India Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family, their close associates and their close relatives.

They misused their political and money power against me. Using the state police and intelligence

machinery they conducted military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping

etc against me. I was stripped down naked of all my privacy, humiliated, made to undergo intense

mental torture and had to face psychological warfare on an extreme scale and level. Their motive

was to oppress me, suppress me, subjugate me and use me. There is a dark, ugly and dirty side to

Mr. P.Chidambaram, his family, his close associates and his close relatives, all of whom behave in

a gentle and decent manner in front of public, press and media.

I was suffering and I am suffering a lot. I could not even take treatment for severe pain with

burning sensation in my lower abdomen for last eleven months. My doctor suspects it might be

colon cancer. In last three months, often I had to go without food for days or weeks together.

These are just few of the sufferings I went through last three and half years.

My parents disowned me, decided to be an onlooker to my sufferings and refused to help me

because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires. All my friends, all the people I knew and most

people of this society were onlookers to all the injustice and crime done to me because I was not

according to their traditions and prejudices. Also my friends and most people of this society did

not want to go against these powerful people. And also my parents, many of my friends and

many people of this society decided to side with these powerful people for their own selfish

vested interest.

I would like to bow down in deep gratitude to Shri Narendra Modi for sweeping the Indian Lok

Sabha elections of 2014. I now at least have a chance to get my individual rights and individual

freedom. Mr. P.Chidambaram did not contest in this election, for the fear of losing in this

election, his son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election on a huge margin and Indian National

Congress, the political party to which this P.Chidambaram belongs to was washed out and was

almost decimated in these Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014.

I am struggling hard to find good and helpful people who are intelligent and bold to stand for me,

rescue and save me from these evil people, help me in selling my land worth more than `̀̀̀ 1.2

crores and take me with them, so that I can take medical treatments, renew myself and live my

life peacefully. Since I am honest, sincere and always alone, I do not have anyone to help me.

I am an ordinary guy. I always live alone, a simple life, quietly and joyously in some corner

without harming anyone. I am being unnecessarily, cruelly, brutally harassed and bruised by

these crooked people for their vested interest, pleasure and ego.

But why should P.Chidambaram family and their associates spend so much resource to crush me

and use me? To know that and my whole story, please read the document overleaf that contains

my story. . .

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� Please keep this booklet very carefully. Since it is a small booklet, i

� Do not fold this booklet because folding this booklet might erase the printing in this booklet.

� I have put in lot of effort in making this documen

please pass this to someone who might read this

� This is a no-nonsense document. And everything written is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all

identity documents like my passport, PAN card etc. I can also show all other related documents like my land documents etc.

� It is easy to understand this document if you

15). And it is easy to read this document liste

Bhagawan Shree Raj

The Rime of the Ancient Marine

ly. Since it is a small booklet, it is very easy to lose this booklet.

Do not fold this booklet because folding this booklet might erase the printing in this booklet.

lot of effort in making this document, so please read this document. But if you are not reading this document,

one who might read this and help me.

nonsense document. And everything written is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all

identity documents like my passport, PAN card etc. I can also show all other related documents like my land documents etc.

you read the glossary first and then read the main content (glo

listening to good music in background. Piano or Violin instrume

Pranams to

Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh (Osho)

“Until my ghastly story is told,

This heart within me burns.”

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

The Rime of the Ancient Mariner

f you are not reading this document,

nonsense document. And everything written is true and honest. I am ready to show and give photocopy of all my

identity documents like my passport, PAN card etc. I can also show all other related documents like my land documents etc.

(glossary starts from page

umental is very good.

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Please rescue me from cruel harassment and psychological warfare of P.Chidambaram group

(I am fighting for my individual rights and for my freedom)

Dear Sir/Madam,

My name is Durosas Pathika which means lazy wanderer in Sanskrit. I am also known as Parthi

which is my official name given to me by my parents. I am 33 years (born on July 23rd

, 1980). I am

currently residing in Bangalore, but I am basically from Tamil Nadu. I am a very ordinary guy. I have

completed B.Sc Computer Science and I was a trainer for basic and advanced Red Hat Linux

certifications in authorized institutes of Red Hat. I have never associated myself with any political

organization or religious organization and I have never done any business in my life. I have never had

any drinking, smoking or drug habits in my life. I am a vegetarian. I always cherish and enjoy being

alone. I am unmarried. I was always single and have never had any girlfriend in my life because I was

more interested in other things. My only weakness is I am very lazy and very slow in doing things.

I am spiritually inclined and I am a sincere disciple of Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho). I have read

hundreds of spiritual books by Osho, J.Krishnamurthi, Gurdjieff etc. I am one of the top Rudraksha

experts in the world. I am also interested in science and technology particularly Information

Technology (IT). I am an open source software and Linux enthusiast. I do a lot of travelling. I like

forests, mountains, beaches and natural places. I have travelled to Himalayas (Nepal) many times for

trekking and meditation. I love music and I always have an intense longing to learn a musical

instrument.

In last 3.5 years my dreams, ambitions, goals, career and everything in my life was crushed

ruthlessly and brutally by one of my aunt1 and her husband, who are very close to P.Chidambaram

family2 along with close relatives, associates and family members of Mr. P.Chidambaram in the process

of trying to ruin me and make me serve them. This aunt and her husband are very cunning and are

always envious of others and they do not like other relatives to have a good life or be better off. I also

have few skills and things which will be very useful for P.Chidambaram family and their group.

They play a cruel psychological warfare towards me. They tap my phone calls, hack my web

accounts, spy on me, strip me completely of all my privacy, spread wrong lies about me and finally try

to brainwash me, oppress me and suppress me. In fact they have a special team for spying and playing

psychological warfare (I will be writing about this in detail in later part of this document in glossary).

Because of severe harassment from this aunt and her husband along with P.Chidambaram group3, I

became severely depressed, I ran away from society and I am living a secluded life for last 3.5 years.

Because of this, I am going through lot of pain and suffering. I am having severe pain with

burning sensation in my lower abdomen for last 11 months. I consulted Dr Poorna Chandra of Fortis

Hospital, Bannerghatta Road, Bangalore. After taking initial tests, the doctor is suspecting it might be

colon cancer but I am not having money to go for further tests and treatments because I am being

blocked from selling my property worth more than a crore by this aunt and her husband along with

P.Chidambaram group. When I asked for money and help from my parents they cruelly refused to help

me (I will be writing about my parents in detail in later part of this document). Three months before

they removed my bike engine oil completely during night without my knowledge and ceased my bike

engine. Since all my savings got over three months before, often I had to go without food for days or

weeks together. In spite of me going without food for many days during last three months, few rich

persons I know very well, who used to help me a lot even when I did not need any help, refused to

help me because this group has instructed and pressured them not to help me.

The only solution to all my problems is to sell my residential land worth more than ` 1.2 crores

in Coimbatore. The documents are properly registered in my name. Patta (khata) is also clearly in my

name. Encumbrance Certificate for this land does not have any problem for last 40 years. This property

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does not have any litigation. I am not able to sell my land and move forward in my life, because I am

being cruelly abused, harassed and threatened by this aunt and her husband along with close relatives,

associates and family members of Mr. P.Chidambaram and using their political, money and other

powers they are blocking me from selling my land for past one year. I also face a threat of being

suppressed and slaved by use of police force or some other means. I also face threat to my life because

of this aunt and P.Chidambaram’s family, associates and close relatives.

But I am not interested in getting into street fight with Mr. P.Chidambaram’s family and their

group or malign their name in public. I just want few people to rescue me from this aunt, her husband

and P.Chidambaram group’s psychological and power warfare towards me… but I don’t have anyone to

help me. As I am very shy and sensitive from my childhood, I had only few friends and I lost all of them

because of this problem. And also since I am honest, sincere, straightforward, downright and always

like to be alone most people do not like me. I request you to give me all ethical, legal and humanitarian

help possible. Please help me, as I am also a human being who have my own dreams, desires,

ambitions and goals. I have desire to work as a trainer for Linux, learn a musical instrument, learn few

more languages, travel and do many more things.

Some of the things in this document might look unbelievable, but nothing in this document is

written out of imagination. This is a no-nonsense document. And everything in this document is

written after careful analysis of all happenings, occurrences, events, evidences, proofs and facts. I can

give you all the evidence and proof I have. I can also give you all the supporting documents like my

land documents etc. In day to day life all people face psychological mind games in a small scale but I

had to face these mind games on an extreme scale and level. We can find psychological warfare being

played on us, easily, if we have good memory, common sense, right reasoning and sharp intelligence (I

will be writing in detail on how I came to know about all these psychological warfare being done to me

in later part of this document). As an educated and knowledgeable person, you know who is capable of

doing what? And what they do? My experience with psychological warfare is that it is more severe and

painful then physical harassment and it can make people get into suicide and criminal can never be

caught. And also I myself feel very bad that I have to write in negative way about many persons in this

document, but what to do? If people harm me I have to fight back.

Who am I? Who are my parents and siblings? And what is my relationship with them? How and

why I am being harassed by P.Chidambaram group? What help I want? And the complete story is given

below.

My parents4 are settled in Chennai for last 30 years and they are still alive. They are financially

very well to do. I have one younger sister5 as sibling who is married and is living in U.S with her

husband. My mother is a mentally/psychologically wounded person because her father (my maternal

grandfather) was very harsh and cruel with her. My mother is a sadist, a pessimist and she always gets

into fight with everyone including neighbors. She always looks for some reason or excuse to torture

others. My father is a medium level businessman6 and he is an egoist. He is never friendly and do not

care for my well being or goals. He is only concerned about family status, social status and family

lineage. He is always stubborn with his desires, beliefs and prejudice and will get his desires fulfilled or

force his decisions on others by lying, acting and other cunning and crooked ways.

I did my school and college education, staying away from my parents in Erode and Coimbatore

respectively. During my school and college days, I was staying with very few friends I had and

sometimes alone. I completed my graduation in the end of 2002. After that, I shifted to Chennai in

January, 2003, for further studies and work. Even during my further studies and work, when I was in

Chennai for next 8 years, I was staying away from my parents. My parents never allowed me to live

with them in their house from my young age. Even in case of accident or ill health they did not allow

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me to stay in their house or take care of me. Usually, when I go to my parent’s house, my mother

throws my things out of their house and brutally chases me out, not because I am bad, but because

she is a sadist and a pessimist and enjoys torturing others. My father always heeds to her and will ask

me to get out of the house. My parents would always rationalize and justify for not allowing me to stay

with them with some excuses like some astrologer has told them that if I stay with them in their house

they would get health problems, I am not clean and neat so they don’t want me in their house, they

don’t want to look at me because I am lazy etc.

I would like to give few examples and narrate few incidents to make you understand my

parents. I am a foodie and whenever I buy sweets or ice cream from street vendor or tasty vegetarian

foods from a good restaurant and eat, my mother gets angry and she shouts and cries with everyone in

her house that I am eating good foods. She herself is well to do, having lot of money and if she wants,

she can also buy good food and eat. She is a pure sadist. My father would always discourage me and

refuse to give me financial support if I ask him money for my dreams and goals which goes against his

wishes, desires and prejudice. Like if I ask him money for learning flute or money for taking an annual

membership in a gym, which would cost little, he will discourage me and will refuse to give me money

because it does not fit his wishes, desires and prejudice. I will have to beg my father a lot, many times

by falling on his feet, even if I have to get money for the right things I desire to do or learn. My parents

would always shout and yell at me in fury and anger to get poison, drink it and die because I was not

fulfilling their expectations, beliefs and prejudice. Because my mother was a sadist and a pessimist and

my father was an egoist I suffered a lot in my life. Also I would like to narrate two incidents that will

make you understand my parents more. Once my parents tried to convince my sister very hard, to

marry a boy with severe stammering problem, just because that boy belonged to my parents caste, but

luckily my sister love married a Christian guy working in an Information Technology (IT) company called

Tata Consultancy Services and she escaped. Recently, last September, 2013 I called up my father and

told him that I am having severe pain with burning sensation in my lower abdomen and my doctor

suspects that it might be cancer. I also told him that cancer might spread if I do not take treatment in

early stage itself, but he bluntly told me that I should not come to his house and he will not help me in

any way. These are just few examples and incidents regarding my parents. Just imagine how much I

would have suffered in my life because of my parents.

I had my own strengths and weakness. I was not born as an intelligent and smart guy. In fact I

was born with some genetic problems because of which I was often gloomy and was very slow in doing

things. I had mild Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Predominantly Inattentive (ADHD-PI) and

mild Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) which are caused due to chemical imbalance in brain.

Because of mild ADHD-PI, I had difficulty in focusing and being attentive and I was very slow in doing

things. I could not do anything fast, if someone tries to force me to rush things I will become gloomy

and I will sit in a corner and cannot do anything. I usually take two to three days to complete a work

that someone will do it in one day. And because of this mild OCD which is a type of anxiety disorder, I

will become anxious and fearful very easily and become gloomy even if someone is little harsh towards

me or if someone scolds or hurts me even a little. I had these symptoms from my young age but I came

to know that I have these disorders only at the age of 19 when I completed my schooling and was

about to join college. At that time, I read about these disorders and its symptoms in newspaper and

got a doubt that I might be having these disorders. So I myself went alone to check with a psychiatrist

near my house and after diagnosis the psychiatrist confirmed that I have mild ADHD-PI and mild OCD. I

refused to take western medical treatment because I was aware that western medicines cause lot of

side effects. Later my parents also came to know that I have these disorders but they did not show any

kindness or love towards me and they never allowed me to do things in my own pace because I was

not doing things according to their wishes and desires. They would purposefully hurt me, compare me

with others and discourage me and would force me to rush things so that I become gloomy and I don’t

achieve what I want. This is a way to suppress me by using my weakness. Since I had OCD I was usually

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more anxious and fearful than normal persons. And since my parents were always prejudiced and was

never friendly and understanding towards me, I was always living under increased level of anxiousness

and fear of whether my parents will support me for my dreams and goals which goes against their

desires, beliefs and prejudice. And this in turn affected my concentration in my studies and work. My

strengths were I did not have any negative or bad habits and I was spiritually oriented. I have never

had even a tiny bit of any habits that are bad for my health or life like drinking alcoholic beverages,

smoking, taking drugs, visiting prostitutes etc. For your information, I avoid drinking even carbonated

drinks because it is bad for health.

My biggest strength was I was spiritually inclined from the age of 16. I started to read The

Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda and The Gospel of Sri RamaKrishna at the age of 16. I got

introduced to Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho) at the age of 20. From then on, over the span of next 10

years, I have read some 60 important books of Osho, back to back, several times. These books were

mostly commentaries by Osho on Upanishads, Patanjali Yoga Sutras, Dhammapada, Zen etc. At the age

of 25, when I was living in Chennai, I was staying with a guy who was deeply spiritual. We both used to

have spiritual discussions and we exchanged lot of spiritual knowledge. Also at the age of 25 I got

introduced to J.Krishnamurthi. I used to visit Vasanta Vihar in Greenways Road, Chennai which is

international headquarters of Krishnamurthi Foundation International (KFI). It is a very beautiful place

having a library with lot of spiritual books. Since I had very friendly relations with people of

J.Krishnamurthi Foundation I used to visit Vasanta Vihar often for reading spiritual books and doing

meditation. I started wearing pure original Rudrakshas from Nepal from the middle of 2008 i.e. at the

age of 28. I wear Rudrakshas around my neck hiding it inside my shirt without the Rudrakshas being

visible outside. And I was trying to overcome my genetic problems of chemical imbalances in my brain

through ayurveda, yoga, Rudrakshas, meditation etc. Because of wearing Rudrakshas and doing some

secret spiritual practices I was successful in coming out of my genetic problems to a certain extent.

I would like to write few things about Rudraksha before proceeding further. These Rudrakshas

are natural beads found inside a blue colored berry grown on a tall broad leaved tree whose botanical

name is Elaeocarpus Granitrus Roxb. Rudraksha beads show variation in number of grooves on their

surface and are classified based on the number of divisions they have. Based on number of grooves

and divisions Rudraksha beads are classified from 1 mukhi (1 face) to 21 mukhi (21 faces). The

Rudrakshas of Nepali origin are very powerful. Wearing the Nepali Rudrakshas for the first time will

induce diarrhea, vomiting, headache etc for first few days, because it detoxifies the body. It regulates

the bioelectricity and biomagnetism in human bodies. Because of this it drastically improves physical

and mental health of those who wear it. It also reduces the astrological ill effects of planets. Beads of

different mukhis (faces) have different health benefits and astrological benefits. Initially I was wearing

Rudraksha mala (rosary) consisting of 3 mukhi to 13 mukhi beads but due to these problems, currently

I am wearing Rudraksha mala (rosary) consisting of 2 mukhi to 16 mukhi beads. I am the only south

Indian and one of the very few Indians to have gone to very remote and secret places were Rudrakshas

grow. I have done lot of research on Rudrakshas and I am one of the top experts in Rudrakshas. Hence,

I always get the world’s best Rudrakshas each year for my personal use.

As I have stated earlier, I was interested in spirituality from my young age. I did not believe in

idol worship but I was interested in yoga, meditation etc. Because of wearing Rudrakshas, reading

spiritual books and doing spiritual practices my whole body mind started changing, my chakras got

balanced to a certain extent, my senses became sharper, I become more intelligent, more creative etc.

Music and everything in this world was sweeter… I got the same effect of cannabis without having

even a bit of cannabis. Is this what they call bliss? I understood all cultures, all dances, all music, all

people and all places are unique and beautiful. If the world is so beautiful then why is there so much

misery in this world? This question let a flood of knowledge into me… real Hinduism, real Islam, real

Christianity is all hidden and what is preached as religion is completely corrupted versions, which keep

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people in slavery and misery. The world political system, social system, educational system, economic

system, financial system, judicial system is designed in such a way that few people can control and

everybody else are kept as slaves. I did not want to become a slave to any of these systems. Also due

to these spiritual practices, I lost craving for sex, money, power, social status etc. I understood many

secrets about life. One such secret is I do not have to be rich to live a rich life. Boys sometimes fall in

intense love with girls, but as a Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho) sanyassin I fell in intense love with

existence and life itself. I tasted a different dimension of life by some luck and I lost interest in the

ways of this rotten society.

“No society wants you to become wise: it is against investments of all societies. If people are wise they

cannot be exploited. If they are intelligent, they cannot be subjugated, they cannot be forced in a

mechanical life, to live like robots. They will assert their individuality. They will have the fragrance of

rebellion around them. They would like to live in freedom. . . no society wants people to be free. . . no

society will like people to use their own intelligence, because the moment they start using their

intelligence they become dangerous, dangerous to the establishment, dangerous to the people who are

in power, dangerous to the haves, dangerous to all kinds of oppression, exploitation, suppression,

dangerous to the churches, dangerous to the states, dangerous to the nations. In fact, a wise man is a

fire, alive, a flame. He would like rather to die than be enslaved. . . but he cannot slave his life to all

kinds of stupidities, to all kinds of stupid peoples, he cannot serve them. . .” - Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society” - Jiddu Krishnamurty

I wanted to live a simple ordinary life with people who are simple, innocent, honest and filled

full of love. I wanted to live my life, out of my own intelligence, understanding and experience. I

wanted to be myself and be responsible for myself. I wanted to do a job in Unix/Linux domain, learn

some music, be creative, help others as much as I could and contribute something to make this world a

paradise.

“Good food three times a day, some clothes, a neat house in a peaceful place to stay, good friends (It

extends from canis lupus familiars to Elephas maximus to few good homo sapiens), beautiful mountains

and forests around my town, a work that gives me job satisfaction, a laptop and a desktop computer,

some electronic gadgets and a Honda Unicorn bike is all that I have and this is more than enough for

me.” - Durosas Pathika

“The world is my country, all plantae, animalia, fungai, protista, eubacteria, archaebactaria are my

friends, to live a life of awareness is my religion, mother nature and this whole existence is my god.”

- Durosas Pathika

So I was a different person, moving in some other direction. I was trying to absorb the best of

inner science of the east and outer science of the west. I wanted to be a Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho)

sanyassin in my personal life and I wanted to work in Information Technology (IT) as a profession. And

my parents were traditional, conservative and prejudiced with all wrong desires, beliefs and ideologies.

My parents thought that I was born only to produce family lineage and carry on their legacy

which includes only idiotic desires, beliefs and ideologies. My parents wanted me to live the way they

want me to live and think the way they want me to think. My parents refused to acknowledge that I

am a human being and I have my own intelligence. They also refused to acknowledge that I am unique

and I have my own strengths, weakness and limitations. They did not have a heart to look into my

individual feelings, likes and dislikes. They were indifferent or against my dreams and goals. They

treated me like a machine with cruelty and harshness. They would always suppress me if I go against

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their idiotic desires, beliefs and ideologies. If I try to talk to them, to make them understand things,

they would stubbornly refuse to talk or listen to me.

My parents were one hundred percent influenced, conditioned and programmed by the

society/crowd. Their minds were filled only with garbage from the society/crowd. They did not have

any intelligence, love or life in them. They did not have any self thinking capacity of their own or any

commonsense of their own. They did not have any self awareness or individuality. They themselves did

not know who they are, what they were doing and what life is. They treated me like a machine which

was made to fulfill their desires and follow their beliefs and ideologies without any questioning. They

were like a wrongly programmed, rusted, primitive robot of sixties in some abandoned factory in

Russia.

“Father. Forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing.” - Jesus Christ, Luke 23:34, Bible

Since I did not have any negative habits and my parents were also financially very well to do,

my parents could have easily allowed me to live with them, allowed me to do things in my own speed,

encouraged me to do the job I liked, could have been kind and loving towards me and could have had a

good friendship with me. Just because I did not fulfill their wishes and desires they did not accept me,

they treated me with cruelty and harshness and hated me a lot. They made their life and my life a hell.

Since from my childhood, my relationship with my parents was always strained and since I was

suffering a lot due to them, I told myself “enough is enough” and decided to part ways with them. I

told my parents about my decision to part ways with them in October, 2010. We just started the

dialogue of parting ways and our parting of ways was not finalized. My mother was very interested in

parting ways with me, because she knew that I will not bend to their wishes and I am of no use to them

and she also wanted to enjoy her life without me. My father was hesitating a little, but finally he

accepted... So finally we parted ways in December, 2010. Regarding property and financial settlement,

I asked for a residential plot measuring an area of 4800 sq ft in the outskirts of Coimbatore which was

worth ` 10 lacks at that time and cash of ` 40 lacks which sums up to total settlement worth ` 50 lacks.

But instead my parents promised me orally, to give me one property, which is a vacant residential plot

in prime area of Coimbatore which was worth ` 80 lacks at that time. Please note that they just

promised to give the property to me orally and they did not register the property in my name legally,

at that time. I told them to give all other properties worth few crores to my sister as I was not

interested in marriage and was also not interested in having any relationship with my parents.

They say politicians are dangerous persons and we should always stay away from them. My

entire life got ruined because I did not heed to this advice. I got introduced to Nalini Chidambaram7,

who is a distant relative of mine in the middle of 2009. I was on good terms with Nalini Chidambaram

for one year. I decided to end relationship with her also in October, 2010 (exactly the same time I

informed my parents of my decision to part ways with them) because I felt it is good to stay away from

politicians and their families. Another main reason I decided to end my relationship with Nalini

Chidambaram was because P.Chidambaram was justifying the Sinhalese offensive against Sri Lankan

Tamils in the final war of Sri Lankan civil war in 2009 (I will be writing about this in detail in glossary).

Since I have already parted from my parents and did not like any of my relatives, I decided to

say good bye to everyone except very few friends in December, 2010. I wanted to go away and start a

new life. I wanted to have friendship only with very few good people who are of my kind, from all

corners of the world irrespective of their country, religion, caste, color, money. I decided to move to

Coimbatore because it is a pleasant place on Kerala border with lot of nature around it. There were

few good midsized Information Technology (IT) companies in Coimbatore and also there were few

good IT training institutes which were doing corporate training for big international IT companies. So I

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decided to join as a trainer for Red Hat Linux Certifications in any of these companies or training

institutes... but I overlooked the problems I am going to face in Coimbatore.

So, carelessly, underestimating the problems I am going to face, I shifted to Coimbatore in

December, 2010, to join a new job and live there… But I had this cunning aunt and uncle living in

Coimbatore, who is very close to P.Chidambaram family. This aunt and uncle did not like me leading a

happy life. This aunt was an Osho meditation facilitator running an Osho meditation centre in

Coimbatore, she could clearly understand the significance of what I was trying to achieve. I was trying

to absorb the best of both eastern inner science and western outer science. I also understood Osho in

right sense. This aunt and uncle could not digest all these things, I was trying to do. And since I was in

good terms with Nalini Chidambaram for one year in the past, Nalini knew that I had important skills

needed for business like understanding other peoples mind and understanding of how the entire

system works. So this aunt and uncle along with Nalini Chidambaram decided to crush me and use

me… So starting from December, 2010, this aunt and uncle, P.Chidambaram family along with my

parents (who’s mind was corrupted by the aunt), started to spy on me. My parents wanted me to

marry, Nalini Chidambaram wanted me to work for her sons business and this aunt and uncle wanted

to ruin my ambitions and goals. This aunt and her husband and another guy8 along with few other

associates9 of P.Chidambaram started using P.Chidamabaram’s spying infrastructure and network to

spy on me which includes tapping my phone, hacking my web accounts like my social networking

accounts, mail accounts etc, putting a chip in my bike to track me where I go, using police in

plainclothes or congress party members to follow me and spy on my activities. I also includes

threatening my house owner and neighbors with police, opening my rented house with duplicate key

when I am not in house and read all my personal documents and notes including visiting cards.

They started to play psychological warfare on me. First they will tap my mobile phone to find

out my contacts like my friends, professional colleagues, house owner, neighbors etc. Then they will

contact few or most of my friends, colleagues, neighbors and do character assassination of me by

telling lies like they love me and care for me but I am not having good relationship with them, I am

innocent, I will get cheated easily, I am immature, I cannot live a life of my own, my parents are poor,

my parents are feeling miserable because I am not getting married etc. Then they will convince or

brainwash or bribe my friends, colleagues and neighbors to turn into spies/informers. Then, they will

collect all the information about me, including everything I talk and do with my friends, colleagues,

neighbors, so that they can understand my psychology better… then studying my psychology they will

instruct my friends and colleagues, what to talk to me, how to talk to me, when and how to discourage

me, encourage me and confuse me, how to hit me emotionally, how to threaten me, how to convince

or brainwash me and change me. They don’t stop doing this with just my friends, colleagues and

neighbors alone, they will also find out the shops, restaurants, internet cafe and other places which I

visit regularly, then they contact the persons of these places, turn them into spies/informers, play

psychological mind games through them and try to brainwash me through them too. They even have

records of people whom I have met or spoken to, only once, that too years before. They also hacked

my facebook account and all other web accounts, got my friends list and started to spread false

information about me to them. During the last 3.5 years, I was being continuously spied. There was not

even a single privacy for me. Since I was being heavily spied, I could not do anything in my life without

their knowledge. If they want, they can bring someone into my life or chase away someone from my

life. They tried to control my life. Their strategy was to play this psychological warfare until I come

under their control. And they are continuing this psychological warfare even today.

“All human beings have three lives: public, private, and secret.”

- Gabriel García Márquez

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“. . .privacy matters. Privacy is what allows to determine who we are and who we want to be.”

- Edward Snowden

I had an intense longing and thirst to live a simple, happy life with the people of my kind. As I

have stated earlier I was in intense love with everything in this existence and with life itself. I also had a

strong desire to learn few things related to Vedic science and also had strong desire to become an

expert in Linux, but when I understood that these people will not allow me to live a life of my

understanding and will not allow me to pursue my goals… I felt like these people were giving me blows

and beatings for not living their way of life, I got severely stressed and depressed. Even people who are

very social and mentally strong will get disturbed if their privacy is invaded, but think of how sensitive,

private persons like me will feel. And also I had this Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) because of

which I am more prone to anxiety and fear. I had an intense fear that my parents won’t give me the

property that they promised me orally. I also had an intense fear that they will force me to their way of

life. I panicked. I had a nervous breakdown. I started to get nightmares for each and every day and it

continued for next 2 years. I also started to get hypnic and myoclonic jerks which are mild form of

epilepsy. I took ayurveda treatments and started to have ayurveda medicines which I continued for

next 2 years. I shifted to Bangalore in October, 2011. I took rest for next 1.5 years without going for

any job and lived a secluded life in Bangalore. I wore much more powerful Rudrakshas from Nepal. My

depression and nightmares started to gradually reduce. Finally, I did meditation and some intense

spiritual practices for 10 months from May, 2013 to February, 2014 and renewed myself completely.

I had cash savings of ` 13 lacks. With this cash savings of ` 13 lacks, I managed all my expenses

during these 3.5 years.

I went through lot of suffering in last 3.5 years. During these difficult times also, my parents

refused to allow me to stay with them or help me in any way. I used to go to a village near Thrissur in

Kerala for ayurvedic treatments for my depression and I had to stay there alone and take my

treatments alone, without anyone to help me or take care of me. When I took these ayurvedic

treatments in Kerala and came to my parent’s house to take rest, I got brutally chased by my parent’s

from their house. My parent’s always give police complain whenever I go to their house. There are

three police complaints against me given by my parents in Thirumangalam police station, Chennai,

within which limits my parent’s house come. Even during last October, 2013 when I got severe fracture

in my leg, my parents refused to allow me to take rest in their house. During last 3.5 years, because

this P.chidambaram group was always playing psychological warfare on me, I lost the few friends I had

and I could not make any new friends and I was running here and there suffering alone. My goals, my

career and everything in my life were cruelly and brutally crushed by this aunt along with

P.Chidambaram family and my parents without having any pity for me.

But the only good thing that happened in past 3.5 years was that somewhere in the middle of

all this, in September, 2012, I got the property that my parents promised to give me orally in

December, 2010, registered legally, in my name. The property is a vacant land in prime area in

Coimbatore and is worth around ` 1.2 crores. The documents are clearly registered in my name and no

one can put any litigation or claim the property. This property settlement can never be revoked or

cancelled. The original documents of this property are also safely with me. Also at the time of

registration, my parents and myself exchanged affidavits with each other that I will not ask them

money or claim any other property from them or disturb them and they also should not disturb me or

expect anything from me.

I want to sell my property and start my life again new. At least now I want to restart my career

as a trainer for Linux and live my life happily, the way I like. I want to invest some money to buy an

apartment or a residential plot in Karnataka, invest some money for my career i.e. renewing my

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advanced Red Hat Linux certifications (these are high-end Information Technology certifications that

has to be renewed every 3 years) and deposit rest of the money in fixed deposits in few good banks.

Now this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group does not want to allow me to sell my land or

want to grab my land for very low price, because they want to force me to come back to them.

“No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.” - Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

The most important technical information, I want to give about my land problem is, this aunt

and her husband who harms me and another aunt had their land next to my land. They have already

sold their land to a builder one year before and the builder cannot build apartment without buying my

land because he cannot get larger floor space index (FSI) without my land. This aunt and

P.Chidambaram group has told the builder not to buy my land from me directly and they will somehow

grab my land and give it to the builder. Whenever I tried to sell my land during past one year, they

would threaten the buyer not to buy my land. If I get the help of some powerful persons, social

activists and press to support me, I can even demand more money from the builder for my land than

the market price.

Even if my parents are willing to leave me alone, to go and live a life of my own, this aunt and

P.Chidambaram group corrupt my parents mind to go against me and this P.Chidambaram group keep

on spreading wrong lies about me. The greatest weapon P.Chidambaram group uses against me is that

they tell a lie that will touch the most sensitive part of mind of typical traditional Indian people. They

spread lies to everyone that my parents will be miserable, if I don’t get married and go away from my

parents, but the truth is my parents will not feel miserable, if I don’t get married or go away from

them. My parents themselves don’t want any relationship, love or money from me and they don’t

want me to disturb them.

My parents are having a comfortable life. They live in rupees two crores worth apartment in a

posh locality called Anna Nagar in Chennai. They have two cars, one for each. They have their own

friends and foes. Daily, my father closes his shop in evening, he goes to a posh club near his house, he

will have few pegs of drinks, he chats with his friends till 10:30 P.M and then goes to his house. This

way of living is happiness for him. My father’s medium level trading business is also going fine. So, first

my parents are financially well to do and are having a good life. Second, my parents themselves don’t

want me in their house under any circumstances and is not interested in any relationship with me.

Third, my sister is also doing fine. With everything going on very fine for them, how will my parents

feel miserable if I am living alone somewhere else? Honestly, my parents are very selfish and they think

about me very rarely and are bothered only about themselves and their life. An example I can give you

is that while I was doing my school and college education staying away from my parents, they won’t

even call me to wish on my birthday and won’t even remember my birthday… when my parents have

already got an affidavit from me that I will not disturb them or claim anything from them and they

have given me an affidavit that they will not disturb me, why do they suddenly change their mind? The

truth is this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group corrupts my parents mind pulls them in and

makes all troubles for me. If my parents do not need any money from me and does not want any

relationship from me, why do this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group spread lies that my

parents are feeling miserable without me? The truth is a majority section of this Indian people is very

sensitive and sentimental regarding family issues and this aunt and P.Chidambaram group want to turn

all my colleagues, neighbors and this traditional society against me. If this aunt is very much concerned

about my parents, why she did not step in before and cement the relationship between my parents

and myself in the first 30 years of my life when my parents and myself were not in good relationship?

A majority section of Indian people is highly traditional, prejudiced, conservative and

conditioned. So it becomes extremely difficult for me to get help because I go against their beliefs,

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ideologies and dogmas. These traditional and conservative people of India believe that the purpose of

life is to produce family lineage i.e. reproducing. Suppose if some guy did not have a good education

and he is a dumb idiot, but he accepts to marry some girl, get rupees one core as dowry from the

bride’s father, do some business, produce babies, populate this world and live like a pig or sheep,

these traditional people will praise him as matured person and he is useful to the society… But if some

guy wants to be himself, live alone, be responsible for himself, and do some creative work and live a

peaceful life these traditional people of India cannot tolerate him and they become disturbed. If a boy

or a girl is a rebel going against the beliefs and dogmas of these traditional people they will consider

him or her a sinner, a criminal and these rebels are bound to face severe social backlash.

This aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group who are all aware of this prejudiced society

turns these traditional and conservative people as a weapon against me. They touch these traditional

people of India sentimentally by saying that I am not getting married and I am not producing family

lineage. Hence, no one from this society comes to help me and everyone turns against me. For

example if I am visiting a internet centre regularly and even though I mind my own business of

browsing, paying for the services and leaving the place quietly, this P.Chidambaram group will find out

this place by spying and tell the owner and the person looking after this internet centre that I am not

marrying and not producing family lineage and such other things and brainwash them against me, now

these persons of the internet centre will agree to spy on me and inform them of everything I do. I

know for sure that they install hacking tools in the computers of internet centre I visit regularly

because many times my gmail password will be changed within few minutes of me logging into my

gmail account and I have to recover my account using the recovery options. Why do they do this? Are

they trying to install fear in me? They do the same thing of brainwashing the persons of restaurants

and other places I visit regularly. So, if I try to catch a real estate agent or a buyer for my land or a

lawyer or anybody else, everybody is brainwashed to come on their side by using this issue of tradition

and family lineage. If someone does not heed to these issues of tradition and family lineage they will

use other methods like bribing, threatening etc.

Since this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group knows the places I visit regularly like

internet centre, restaurants etc and the people I meet regularly. They spy on me, communicate to me,

play psychological mind games and threaten me through this channel. I am being spied on day to day

basis through these back channels. For example a local police collects all the things I talk and all other

information about me from internet centers where I surf the internet regularly or from eateries where

I eat regularly. They do this so that they can know my plans and strategy. Based on this input they plan

their next crooked actions and strategies against me. For the past one year they are afraid to call my

mobile or contact me directly because I will give it as an evidence for press people so they

communicate to me through these back channels. Few months before this aunt and P.Chidambaram

group sent a person to me and the person told me to catch a K.P.N bus to Chennai, fall in the feet of

Nalani Chidambaram and my aunt and do some business in Tamil Nadu and be a loyalist and work for

Chidambaram family and his group for my whole life. Recently this group again tried to convince and

brainwash me through one of the person I know that I should forgive them, have compassion for them

and go and serve them and I should forget about my dreams and ambitions. Many times this

P.Chidambaram group sends me warning through this channel that if I don’t live to their expectations,

they will use their power and suppress me and ruin my life. Many times they make the people working

in these places which I visit frequently to make fun of me indirectly and hit me emotionally. These are

few examples of how they spy on me, what they communicate to me and how they play psychological

mind games on me through back channels. It is not possible to write everything they do to me on day

to day basis in this document.

I have also got news that some powerful people belonging to Kongu Vellalar Gounder

community (the caste to which my parents belong to) which is the majority caste in Coimbatore have

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unanimously taken a decision, not to allow me to sell my land because I have gone against their

tradition of reproducing. They have informed all the real estate agents and land brokers of Coimbatore

and people living around my land to inform them, if someone enquires about my land, so that they can

brainwash or threaten the buyer and block him from buying my land.

Recently, this aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group has even started to argue by

bringing in some stupid logic. They say since I got a property from my father, I should get married. My

answer is very clear. First, I don’t consider this property as a gift from my father, but rather I consider it

as a compensation for all the psychological and mental torture they gave me and for all the harm they

have done to me. Second, just because I am born to my father, it does not entitle him to force all his

stupid desires and ideologies on me. I cannot be a comfort to my father’s ignorance and foolishness. It

is he who should be broad-minded and it is he who must change.

Some of the lies P.Chidambaram group spread about me to the people who are in contact with me are

given below:

Lie: My parents are poor.

The Truth: My parents are financially very well to do. As of today they have more than ` 5 crores of

assets.

Lie: I will be cheated and I will give my money and property to someone else.

The Truth: No one can cheat me easily. I do not have any negative habits and will never fall into any

negative habits because I always wear Rudrakshas and I do Sadana (personal spiritual discipline) daily. I

will not give my money or property to someone else and stand in the street.

Lie: I will sell the land and spend all the money.

The Truth: I am not a spendthrift. My plan is to invest some money in buying an apartment or a

residential plot in Karnataka depending upon how much money I get, invest some money for my career

and deposit rest of the money in fixed deposit of some good banks.

Lie: I am mentally ill or mentally unfit to lead my life on my own.

The Truth: I am mentally stable and I do not have any mental illness. Any doctor or psychiatrist can

check me.

Lie: I am going after sex and pleasure so I am avoiding marriage.

The Truth: I have never had a girlfriend in 33 years of my life. I have never had sex with any girl nor

have I visited any prostitute in spite of travelling alone with lot of money to many cities. I will never go

to prostitutes or have casual sex. I don’t need to run after sex, because of spiritual practices I feel

joyous and blissful just by walking alone on a secluded road or beach or in forest. I am also not a gay.

Lie: I don’t want to work and hence I am avoiding marriage.

The Truth: I was a trainer for basic and advanced Red Hat Linux certifications. I was working as a Linux

trainer in various IT training institutes in Chennai which was authorized by Red Hat Global Learning

Services to conduct courses for Red Hat Linux certifications. But I was little lazy, a slow worker and was

earning less money through my previous jobs. For any enquiries regarding my previous jobs you can

call Red Hat Global Learning Services head office in Bangalore and talk to Mr. Neju Paul or Mr. Amal

Mathai. You can also enquire with Mr. Reji.M.Cyriac working in Red Hat, Bangalore, India. I have also

passed Red Hat expertise exams in SELinux Policy Administration and Clustering and Storage

Management. I am very interested in working in Information Technology (IT) sector and I am avoiding

marriage for various other reasons.

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Lie: My parents are very loving towards me but I run away from them.

The Truth: My parents are very cruel and harsh. I have already written everything about them very

clearly. Even recently I begged and pleaded my father “you and your relatives bruised and abused me

for last 3.5 years. At least now you allow me to live my life as I like. Please don’t force your desires,

prejudices and beliefs on me” and his reply was as usual “I don’t care”.

Lie: My parents will feel miserable if I don’t get married.

The Truth: My parents will forget me and live their normal life even if I don’t get married. With this one

lie the P.Chidambaram group is able to turn everyone against me.

Lie: I am a racist and I like only white skinned people.

The Truth: I respect honest, innocent, intelligent and creative people from all over the world

irrespective of nationality, religion, caste, color etc. In fact I respect and like many black people from

Africa and I have good kind hearted black friends from Africa.

So, why should P.Chidambaram group spend so much time, money and resources to suppress

and crush me? The main reason is on top of my business skills I have a big astrological benefit.

Astrologers say that I have a strong sukra dasa in my astrological chart from the age of 34 to 54 and

whatever I do I will be extremely successful and I will be very very lucky for whomsoever I work with.

Few of my relatives including this aunt and her husband have told this to Nalini Chidambaram. Hence,

P.Chidambaram and his wife want me to work for their son Karthi Chidambaram, so that their son will

be well off. This is how it all started. On another side my parents don’t love me and is bothered only

about family lineage, since I have went against their wishes, they have given this aunt, her husband

and P.Chidambaram group a free hand to do whatever they want, and they don’t care even if

P.Chidambaram group kills me. On another side this aunt and her husband is boiling inside with

extreme envy, ill wishes and grudge towards me, so they are pouring all their time, energy and life to

oppress, suppress and crush me, so that they can achieve their dream of ruining my dreams and also

get good name from P.Chridambaram family. And also P.Chidambaram family have lot of black money

earned through corruption hence they could afford to waste lot of money in playing psychological

warfare on me. Because of all these factors P.Chidambaram group spends lot of time, money and

resources to oppress, suppress and crush me.

So, how did I come to know that this aunt and P.Chidambaram group are spying and playing

psychological warfare on me? Initially I used to be surprised on how did my parents and relatives

including this aunt and her husband knew most of the things I did or talked in my workplace and while

I was with few friends I had. Later on few of my friends leaked the news that my father or this aunt or

somebody else would call them and talk to them that I am innocent, I cannot take care of myself,

someone might cheat me etc and then they will ask them to take care of me. Then finally they might

ask all the information about what I am doing. Many more things revealed the spying activities and

psychological warfare they were doing. I was working in an IT training institute in Chennai, this aunt

was living in Coimbatore, and she does not have anything to do with my workplace but how can my

colleagues who were working with me in the IT training institute in Chennai be in this aunt’s facebook

friends list? Some times when I happened to meet the people close to P.Chidambaram family, they

themselves used to carelessly hint and leak about the spying activities they are doing?. Since I was very

sensitive, I had only very few friends, and since I had very good memory, I always remembered what

information I have disclosed and what did I talk with each and every friend. I used to be puzzled many

times because my friends might know the information and other personal things which I have not

disclosed to them at all.

Many times I used my common sense and right reasoning to find the spying activities they are

doing. For example I used to stay in a rented house, in the suburbs of Bangalore, in a peaceful place

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where there were only very few houses. Everyone living in that place knew each other well. Even

though the owner of my rented house was staying in another house in a nearby area, by common

sense I can surely tell that my neighbors in that place knew my owner very well because I have seen

my owner talking or chatting with my neighbors whenever he visits to inspect my rented house.

Suddenly one day an old couple who were my neighbors living next door and who were also owners of

their house, asked my owners phone number acting as if they never got his phone number before or

even talked to him before. They both had mobile phones each. Do you think this old couple does not

have my owner’s number in their mobile and in their personal telephone directory? I laughed at this

because this P. Chidambaram group had found out that I am vacating that rented house because I

came to know from a street lady that some people who looked like police in plainclothes tried to open

my house with duplicate keys when I was not in station. So to confuse me this P.Chidambaram group

made the old couple staying next door act like this, so that I will feel no one in that place is bothered

about each other and it is safe for me to stay there. Many times I have to use my sharp intelligence to

find their activities, for example some of my friends will talk irreverent things like convincing me very

hard to have good relationship with my parents when I don’t even talk about my parents or other

personal problems related to my family and don’t even talk about any problem. So every day until this

day, this P.Chidambaram group has drastically failed and keeps on failing to hide the spying and

psychological warfare they are playing.

“Three things cannot be long hidden: the Sun, the moon and the truth.”- Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

“You can fool some people sometimes but you cannot fool all the people all the time.” – Bob Marley

Even after Indian National Congress (INC), the party to which P.Chidambaram belongs to was

washed out and was almost decimated in the Indian Lok Sabha elections of 2014 and even after

P.Chidambarams son Karthi Chidambaram lost this election by a huge margin losing his deposit, this

aunt, her husband and P.Chidambaram group has not stopped their activities against me. Since

Congress is the ruling party in Karnataka state, this P.Chidambaram group is still using the state

government’s power, their money power and their influence to harm me and crush me. They want to

try their best still the last minute until they lose completely in this game to oppress, suppress,

subjugate and use me. Recently I am receiving lot of threats from this group through back channels,

like they will come with my father in a car and chain me telling everyone that I am a mentally ill person

and they will take me with them, if I don’t sell my land to them in very low price. They are also

threatening me that they will kidnap me and force me to sign the documents. Recently I am also

receiving death threats many times from this group through back channels that I will be killed if I don’t

give them my land. But I am not a coward to heed to all these threats. But now they might even try to

argue to you (if they come to know that you are helping me) that they love me and they are there for

me and they will take care of me and will advice you not to interfere in their family affairs. This aunt

and uncle, P.Chidambaram family and their group and my parents hit me, bruise and harass me inside

but they act as if they love me outside. Please don’t believe all their lies and please don’t heed to their

threats. You just help me in selling my property and take me with you.

Please do not worry about my future. Some people might think that if I break my relationship

from my parents and relatives I will not have anyone to help me in times of ill health or in times of

need. I always have you as my friend and I also know authentic Bhagawan Rajneesh people who are

purest of pure people, in India and all over the world, we all have maturity to be self-responsible and

also help each other unconditionally. I will also be secure financially throughout my entire life. My

lands market price is around ` 1.2 crores. I will sell my land, I will pay tax, and then with rest of the

money, I will buy an apartment for ` 35 lacks in Shimoga, Karnataka or a residential plot for ` 15 lacks

in Shimoga depending upon how much money I get, invest ` 7.5 lacks for renewing my Red Hat Linux

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certifications and put the rest of money in some good banks for interest. Because I will always be single

this money is more than enough for me.

Even though I always live a simple life, I need money to achieve my dreams, ambitions and

goals. Money is also needed to live a secure life and do lot of meaningful things in life. I need to update

my technical skills now and then to have a stable career, I need money for this. I have done lot of

research in Rudraksha and spirituality, I have to continue this research and help people with this

knowledge, I need money for this. I might have to face medical emergency expenses in my life, I need

money for this. Sometimes I might have to help people who are very close to me, I need money for

this. I like travelling, I want to learn a musical instrument, I want to learn new languages and I need

money for this. So all these expenses have to be managed only with my salary and the interest money I

get by depositing some money in bank. Now if they are successful in grabbing my land for low price, I

will have to be again dependent on my parents for most things, I cannot do many good and beautiful

things in my life and I will have to live a crippled and handicapped life.

My parents and all my relatives are very well to do. They are living their life comfortably and

happily. All these people are neither buddhas nor my well wishers, they have their own vested

interest and they want to crush me and exploit me. I do not belong to any of these people. Please

stand for me and help me. It is my individual right to live my life sensibly and responsibly, with my

kind of people.

To be very precise I am a Rajneesh sanyassin, who have an intense thirst to work in

Information Technology (IT) sector i.e. as a trainer for Linux and open source softwares. I always like

to do creative work. If this property is not sold now, all my dreams and ambitions will be crushed

and they will be successful in crushing me and making me a slave. My life is being brutally crushed in

front of everybody eyes in broad daylight because some powerful people want to use me. I am being

victimized just because I am alone and powerless. Please stand for me and help me, my democratic,

legal and individual human rights are being blocked.

It pains me and I suffer a lot if I am not allowed to walk my own path. I have already suffered

a lot. Please save me and protect me from these evil minded people who are crushing and

suppressing me for their vested interest, pleasure and ego.

Everything written in this document is one hundred percent true and honest. I would like to

state very clearly that my purpose is only to sell my land and lead my life as I like and not to spread

wrong lies about anyone or harm anyone. Some people advised me to give a police complain in

commissioner office either in Bangalore or in Coimbatore and I am also ready for that if you can help

me with an honest lawyer. I tried to contact many lawyers myself but I am not able to get a good

lawyer. I request you to help me in all possible ways you can. And please don’t be an onlooker. I will be

grateful to you all through this life, if you can help me.

Given the nature of my problem, no single person can help me. Because my parents, this aunt

and uncle along with P.Chidambaram family and their associates, my relatives and the whole caste to

which my parents belong to are against me. So I have to get together intelligent, open-minded, bold

and helpful people from all walks of life. You can help me in following ways. There are many good,

open-minded people who are sensitive to individual human rights in Bangalore and India. If you are in

contact with them, you can take photocopy of this document and send it to them or get a soft copy

(PDF file) of this document by messaging me to my mail and forward it to them and you can ask them

to join with you in helping me. I have also talked with reporters of few honest press houses. I have also

given them this document and have asked them for help.

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Anything you want to do please do it fast because justice delayed is justice denied. I am

suffering from severe abdomen pain with burning sensation in my lower abdomen. It might be cancer.

Whether I live long or die short of cancer, I would always like to live with freedom, the way I like, with

people I like. This is my individual right. I fall on your feet and beg you to give me life.

[email protected] Yours sincerely,

[email protected] Durosas Pathika

1 This aunt name is Sivagami Udaya Kumar a.k.a Ma Gyan Rikta and her husband name is A.S.Udaya Kumar. Mr Udaya

Kumar is my father’s blood brother. This aunt and uncle live in Coimbatore. They run an Osho meditation centre called

Osho Premveena Meditation Centre in Coimbatore. This aunt is a relative of Nalini Chidambaram and is very close to

Nalini Chidambaram. This aunt has a daughter named Sindhu, who is married and settled in Sydney, Australia and a

son named Surean, who is not married and is living with them in Coimbatore. 2 P.Chidambaram family refers to Mr. P.Chidambaram, his wife Nalini Chidambaram, his son Mr.Karthi Chidambaram.

3 P.Chidambaram group refers to P.Chidambaram family, their relatives, their workers, their associates and their

loyalists in Congress party. 4 My father’s name is A.S.Rajasekharan and my mother’s name is Sivagami. They live in their own apartment which is

located in following address H-1045, 27th

Street, Ponni Colony, Anna Nagar, Chennai-600040. 5 My Sister name is Pooja Shree and she love married a guy called Kingsley (a Christian) who is working in Tata

Consultancy Services and is now in onsite project in United States. He is an engineering graduate with an M.B.A. 6 I don’t know what business my father exactly does but I think he is a distributor for Godrej Locks for North Chennai.

7 Nalini Chidambaram is the wife of Mr. P.Chidambaram. She is a lawyer.

8 This guy name is Siddarth, he is 32 years old and he is owner of Jessi Publications and Jessi Group of companies in

Madurai. This business was started by his parents. His family is very close to P.Chidambaram family. 9 Other associates of P.Chidambaram involved in this are Mahesh a.k.a mahi who is a relative of Nalini Chidambarm.

Mahesh looks after all the business of Karthi Chidambaram. There is one more person called Rajesh involved, who is

blood brother of Mahesh. This Mahesh and Rajesh are cousins of the evil Aunt Sivagami Uday Kumar.

Glossary

Psychological Warfare

“What is psychological warfare? Suppose if I want to make you a slave I do not have to put

physical chains on you. I can put chains in your mind which are called samskara in Sanskrit and

conditionings in psychological terms. Likewise if I want to get you under my control, I don’t have to

threaten or harm you physically, I can play psychological mind games on you and break your mind to

fall off its balance/stability and make you surrender to me or ruin your life or end your life without any

bloodshed.”

These days powerful politicians have become very smart. If they threaten you or harm you

physically they will get caught, but if they play psychological warfare on you they can never be caught.

From land issues to all issues, to make people come under their control, these politicians have started

playing mind games, instead of harming people physically with goondas etc. But the worst part is since

they have government machinery under their control they use it for these purpose. They tap your

phones, hack your web accounts, bribe people who are close to you, threaten people using police force

and collect all your data, information and everything about you. Then understanding your psychology,

your strengths, your weakness and everything about you they start playing mind games on you.

Politicians like P.Chidambaram have special teams with necessary infrastructure and network

to conduct military grade reconnaissance, surveillance, espionage, wiretapping etc against their

political, business and personal enemies and also against their friends and loyalists. The people

working in these psychological warfare teams are experts in convincing, brainwashing, threatening and

bribing people. The people working in these psychological warfare teams are also experts in doing

character assassination, playing psychological mind games etc and they will make people surrender or

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ruin them or kill them without any bloodshed. My story is just one example on how these politicians

play mind games and I am just one victim of these politicians mind games. There might be many other

victims who’s story has not come out. From very important people to social activists to very ordinary

people like me, many are suppressed and their voices silenced by politicians like P.Chidambaram using

these psychological mind games.

“. . . you’re being watched and recorded. . .Then they can use the system to go back in time and

scrutinize every decision you’ve ever made, every friend you’ve discussed something with, and attack

you on that basis to sort of derive suspicion from an innocent life and paint anyone into context of a

wrongdoer.” - Edward Snowden

Sri Lankan Civil War

About Sri Lanka. About Sri Lankan Tamils and their language. About Sri Lankan civil war. Why

did India support the killing of Sri Lankan Tamils by Sinhalese people? Why was P.Chidambaram

justifying the ethnic cleansing of Sri Lankan Tamil people?

Sri Lanka is a tear shaped island located near the southern tip of India very close to the Indian

state of Tamil Nadu. It is a very beautiful country. There are two major ethnic groups in Sri Lanka. One

ethnic group is Sinhalese who are mostly Buddhists and they speak a language called Sinhalese.

Another ethnic group is Tamils who are mostly Hindus and speak a language called Tamil. I am from

Tamil Nadu in India and I am fluent in Tamil. Tamil people of Sri Lanka speak a different unique Tamil

called Sri Lankan Tamil which is very beautiful and musical. Sri Lankan Tamil relives me of all my stress,

whenever I hear it. In fact Tamil scholars say that Sri Lankan Tamil is the pure original Tamil. I love Sri

Lankan Tamil and Sri Lankan Tamils.

I was deeply saddened when I saw the pictures and videos of Sri Lankan Tamil people being

brutally killed during the final war of Sri Lankan civil war in 2009. This civil war was an ethnic cleansing

of Sri Lankan Tamils by Sri Lankan Sinhalese people. This was a cruel war crime on broad day light.

Mahindra Rajapaksa, the president of Sri Lanka could not have conducted this war without the support

of India. During the final war of Sri Lankan civil war the ruling party in India was Indian National

Congress (INC) which is owned by Rajiv Gandhi family. Why did India support Rajapaksa? Is it because

wife and children of Rajiv Gandhi particularly Priyanka Vadra loved Rajiv Gandhi very much and wanted

to revenge Sri Lankan Tamils for assassinating Rajiv Gandhi? These Sri Lankan Tamils assassinated Rajiv

Gandhi because he sent Indian troops to fight against Sri Lankan Tamils who have faced cruel injustice

from Sinhalese. Why did Priyanka Vadra meet Rajiv Gandhi assassin Nalini Sriharan secretly in Vellore

jail just before the final war of Sri Lankan civil war? Priyanka Vadra has replied “It is true that I met

Nalini Sriharan in Vellore Central Jail on March 19, 2008. It is my way of coming to peace with violence

and loss that I have experienced”. But this is all bullshit, having known P.Chidambaram family very

well, I know what type of crooks are these politicians. Some questions regarding Rajiv Gandhi

assassination might have been asked by Priyanka Vadra to Nalini Sriharan and few doubts might have

been clarified before the Rajiv Gandhi family took the final decision to revenge Sri Lankan Tamils.

The main reason I decided to end my relationship with Nalini Chidambaram was because

P.Chidambaram was justifying the Sinhalese offensive against Sri Lankan Tamils in the final war of Sri

Lankan civil war in 2009. He was justifying so, to show his loyalty to Sonia Gandhi and to get favors

from Sonia Gandhi and her family. Mr. P.Chidambaram had a dream of becoming next Prime

Ministerial Candidate of Indian National Congress and become the next Prime Minister of India. Being

a spiritualist and having practical knowledge of karma, I felt that I will get very bad karma if I drink

even water in P.Chidambaram’s house.

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http://www.channel4.com/programmes/sri-lankas-killing-fields

Traditional Parents and Traditional People of India

How the children in India are suppressed by these traditional and conservative parents of India

and Are these traditional and conservative people of India real Hindus?

For all foreigners and people who are not familiar with Indian society, I would like to explain on

how children in India are suppressed by the parents who are traditional and conservative. I am not

blaming all the Indian parents, there are lots of open-minded and broad-minded parents in India who

love their children truly and have a heart to give their children freedom, with discipline and guidance

and also support their children to pursue their dreams and goals. But yet there are still large sections

of parents in India, who are still traditional and conservative.

My grandma used to often mention about a man who is my relative. That man does not allow

his daughter who is studying in college to have a mobile phone because he wants to block his daughter

from talking with any boy. That girl is made to study in an exclusive college for girls where she cannot

meet any boy. Daily this man drops his daughter in college and picks her up from college and does not

allow his daughter to travel by bus because this man is afraid that his daughter might meet some

handsome boy in bus and fall in love with him. One day this girl will be married to a boy of her parent’s

choice from the same caste to which her parents belong. After marriage this girl will have to produce

children. She will have to mingle with only all these traditional people and not the people of her

choice. One more example is that I once met a man, he told me that his son wanted to go to United

States to do higher studies, but this man strictly told his son that he can financially support his son to

study in United States only if his son gets married to an Indian girl of his caste. This man wants to block

his son from getting married to a US girl. Have you heard of dog kernels where pure bred dogs are kept

confined in a prison like environment so that cross breeding is avoided? It is exactly the same situation

for children of conservative and traditional parents in India. These conservative and traditional parents

of India strongly believe that the purpose of the life is to marry and produce children and their children

especially girl children are suppressed and grown like these breeding dogs.

The worst thing that these traditional parents do in India is that they condition and program

their children in very young age that marriage gives security and Indian tradition is the greatest

tradition in the world and they are the real followers of Hinduism.

Are these traditional and conservative people of India real Hindus? I have read translations and

commentaries of Vedas and Upanishads. I also checked the books of many enlightened masters like

Buddha, Bhagawan Rajneesh (Osho), Ramana etc. Hinduism and Vedas are pure science. The Hinduism

that these traditional and conservative Indians follow does not have anything to do with real Hinduism.

I can prove it. For example why do these Indians think only the children born out of their sperm or

ovum as their own children? Why they can’t love unconditionally an orphan child roaming in road as

their own child? But Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt have adapted children from Cambodia, Vietnam and

Ethiopia as their own children in spite of being capable of giving birth to their own children. This is

unconditional love and this is real Hinduism. Moreover according to Upanishads parents can give only

the outer physical body to their children. When a soul is born it chooses to be born in a particular

womb based on its previous karma, it’s longing and desires. If people can meditate a little more, they

can remember all their previous birth and also can choose their next birth. This birth, reincarnation is a

big science and it is always kept as secret. So even though the physical body is that of the parents the

soul inside the physical body with all its previous vasanas is not that of the parents. So the truth is

whether a couple gives birth to a child or adopts a road side child, it does not make any difference,

anyway the child does not belong to the couple. My personal opinion is that Angelina Jolie and Brad

Pitt are real Hindus and these traditional and conservative people of India are not real Hindus.

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“Your children are not your children. They are sons and daughters of Life’s longing itself. They come

through you, but not from you, And though they are with you yet they belong not to you. You may give

them your love but not your thoughts, For they have their own thoughts. . . You may strive to be like

them, but seek not to make them like you. . .” – Kahlil Gibran

And also according to real Hinduism couples have no right to impose their desires, beliefs,

prejudice and all their garbage and shits on their child because the child does not belong to them. If a

couple can love a child unconditionally they can give birth to a child otherwise they can do family

planning and remain childless. Each and every child should be given absolute freedom to choose his or

her own spiritual path, his or her own subject of study, his or her own career etc. Having done deep

research in psychology, sociology etc I know for sure that there will be no crime in a society if there is

freedom with love, equality, discipline and responsibility.

And also according to real Hinduism live-in relationship is not wrong. Hinduism even accepted

polygamy among women. One great example is in Mahabharata which is one of the supreme most

scriptures of Hindus, a woman called Draupadi was shared by five brothers called Pandavas. Draupadi

lived with each of the Pandavas for one and half years in rotation. Why do the traditional and

conservative people of India do not talk about all these things from their scriptures?

If these traditional and conservative people of India are real Hindus they should not touch non-

vegetarian foods. According to Vedas it is a crime to accumulate more wealth than needed. Hence

Ambani’s and other super rich people of India should be declared as criminals and their excess wealth

should be snatched away for common good.

Hinduism is a quality and a way of life that involves freedom, beauty, love, intelligence,

creativity and many more things which blossoms out of spiritual practices like yoga, meditation etc.

Only those who have these qualities wherever they are living can be called as Hindus. So I would like to

conclude that people can be declared as Hindus only by their quality and attitude and not by their

birth. And also many foreigners are authentic Hindus these days and Indians are not.

The Wayseers

The Wayseers is a movement started by Garret John LoPorto for those who have Attention

Deficit Disorder (ADD)/Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder (ADHD) or bipolar disorder. He says that

these ADD/ADHD and bipolar disorders are not a curse but a boon because people with these disorders

have many creative and rebellious qualities that ordinary people does not have. He gives the fact that

most intelligent personalities of the world like Angelina Jolie, Steve Jobs, Albert Einstein, Thomas

Edison, Isaac Newton, Leonardo da Vinci etc are all Wayseers i.e. they are all people of ADD/ADHD or

bipolar disorder.

Wayseers are the change agents of society. Wayseers are the ones who know first, who sense

earliest the disturbances in the fabric of human affairs - the trends, the patterns, the fashions, the

coming groundswells of popular demand, the revolutions that are afoot, the powerful ephemeral ebbs

and flows of the way.

Ten percent of world population has a mysterious genetic polymorphism that originated

thousands of years ago – this polymorphism appears to be the key to being a wayseer. The

polymorphism is actually an elongation of the DRD4–exon III gene to 7 repeat. People who carry this

DRD4 7R gene and whose environments have activated it display a novelty seeking, thrill seeking, more

impulsive temperament that is radically less inhibited and much more powerfully connected to deep

spontaneous intuition.

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“The long repeats of DRD4-exon III polymorphism are related to Novelty Seeking personality trait.”

- American Journal of Medical Genetics

Wayseers operate from a different centre than that of Normal types. Normal type brains are

well wired to operate from the more task-oriented and superficial levels of consciousness where

conditionings, rules objectives, social norms, laws and conformity register most prominently in

awareness. This is the level of consciousness where childhood conditioning is more powerful and tends

to be a dominant thought and behavior.

Wayseers operate from a level of consciousness that is more fluid, less regimented, and less

easily influenced by parental, cultural and social programming. This level of consciousness does not

hold onto outer directives as forcefully, and thus leaves plenty of room for improvisation.

The benefit of Normal types to large conquering empires is that a Normal type child can be

easily programmed from a young age with rules of conduct that they will tend to follow

unquestioningly for their rest of their lives. This propensity makes building vast civilizations using

Normal types as predictable building blocks, much easier than endlessly trying to convince every

maverick Wayseer to go along with a master plan.

The rarer Wayseers are in a given population, the easier that population is to rule. When

human civilizations have needed large populations of easily programmed and less complaint worker

class, then normal type was naturally selected – probably in large part because Wayseer non-

conformists would have been ostracized or killed by ruling class before they could pass on any more of

their non-conformist Wayseer genes.

Wayseers have far less repression than Normal types. Repression appears to be engendered by

fear of reality. Wayseers being thrill seekers face the rush of facing the uncontrollable nature of reality

and riding it like a wave. They do not fear the unknown as much as they welcome it.

The great artists, inventors, entrepreneur and leaders of our day are in tune with their

unconsciousness minds, They may not describe it that way, but that’s preciously what they are doing

when they are making their most powerful choices.

“True genius resides in the capacity for evaluation

of uncertain, hazardous, and conflicting

information.”

- Winston Churchill

Please read the Wayseer manifesto below to understand about those who are affected with

ADD/ADHD or bipolar disorder.

The Wayseer Manifesto

By Garret John LoPorto on September 22, 2010

ATTENTION: All you rule-breakers, you misfits and troublemakers - all you free spirits and pioneers - all

you visionaries and non-conformists...

Everything that the establishment has told you is wrong with you - is actually what's right with you.

You see things others don't. You are hardwired to change the world. Unlike 9 out of 10 people - your

mind is irrepressible - and this threatens authority. You were born to be a revolutionary.

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You can't stand rules because in your heart you know there's a better way.

You have strengths dangerous to the establishment - and it wants them eliminated, So your whole

life you've been told your strengths were weaknesses - Now I'm telling you otherwise.

Your impulsivity is a gift - impulses are your key to the miraculous,

Your distractibility - is an artifact of your inspired creativity,

Your mood swings - reflect the natural pulse of life, they give you unstoppable energy when you're

high and deep soulful insight when you're low,

Been diagnosed with a "disorder"? That's society's latest way to deny it's own illness by pointing the

finger at you. Your addictive personality is just a symptom of your vast underused capacity for heroic,

creative expression and spiritual connection. Your utter lack of repression, your wide eyed idealism,

your unmitigated open mind - didn't anyone ever tell you?! these are the traits shared by the greatest

pioneers and visionaries and innovators, revolutionaries, procrastinators and drama queens, activists

on the social scene, space cadets and mavericks, philosophers and derelicts, business suits flying

fighter jets, football stars and sex addicts, celebrities with ADD, alcoholics who seek novelty, first

responders - prophets and saints, mystics and change agents.

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all affected by the way -

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all attracted to the flame -

You know in your heart that there's a natural order to life,

something more sovereign than any man-made rules or laws could ever express.

This natural order is called "the Way."

The Way is the eternal substrate of the cosmos. It guides the very current of time and space. The Way

is known by some as the Will of God, Divine Providence, the Holy Spirit, the implicate order, the Tao,

reverse-entropy, life-force, but for now we'll simply call it "the Way." The Way is reflected in you as the

source of your inspiration, the source of your passions, your wisdom, your enthusiasm, your intuition,

your spiritual fire - love. The Way takes the chaos out of the Universe and breathes life into it by

reflecting divine order. The Way, when experienced by the mind, is genius, when perceived through

the eyes is beauty, when felt with the senses is grace, when allowed into the heart ... is love.

Most people cannot sense the Way directly... But then there are the Wayseers. The keepers of the

flame. Wayseers have an unexplainable knack for just knowing the Way. They sense it in their very

being. They can't tell you why or how they arrived at the right answer. They just know it in their core.

They can't show their work. So don't ask. Their minds simply resonate with the Way. When the Way is

present, so are they.

While others are blind to it, and society begs you to ignore it, "the Way" stirs you inside. Neurological

repression blocks most people's awareness of the Way - censoring all thoughts and impulses from the

unconscious is their prefrontal cortex - the gestapo of the brain - nothing which violates its socialized

programming even gets through; but your mind is different. your mind has been cracked wide open to

the Way - by some miraculous genetic trait, some psychotropic chemical or maybe even by the will of

your very soul, your brain's reward pathways have been hijacked - dopamine employed to overthrow

the fascist dictatorship of your prefrontal cortex - now your brain is free of repression, your mind free

of censorship, your awareness exposed to the turbulent seas of the unconscious - through this open

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doorway divine light shines into your consciousness showing you the Way. This is what makes you a

Wayseer.

90% of human civilization is populated with those who's brains are blocked to the Way. Their brains

are hardwired to enforce the social programming indoctrinated since birth. Unlike you they cannot

break out of this programming, because they have not yet experienced the necessary revolution of

mind. These programmed people take social institutions and rules very seriously. Society is full of

games programmed to keep peoples' minds occupied so they will not revolt. These games often cause

sick fixations on peculiar protocols, power structures, taboos and domination - all subtle forms of

human bondage - This distinct form of madness is not only tolerated by the masses but insisted upon.

The programmed ones believe in rules so forcefully they become willing to destroy anyone who

violates them.

Wayseers are the ones who call their bluff. Since Wayseer minds are free to reject social

programming, Wayseers readily see social institutions for what they are - imaginary games. Wayseers

comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable. Helping those who are lost in these games and

refuse to help themselves is a calling of many Wayseers. Since Wayseers are the ones who keep

contact with the original source of reality - they are able to disrupt societal conventions and even

governments to realign humanity with the Way.

The Wayseers are an ancient lineage. A kind of priesthood - carriers of the flame - ones "in the know."

There must always be Wayseers to reform the dizzying psychotic spinning gears of society - giant

mindless hamster wheels obscuring the pure blue sky, keeping humanity shackled in a darkened cage -

so Wayseers are called - to shed light on the madness of society - to continually resurrect the timeless

transcendent Spirit of Truth -

Wayseers reveal this divine truth by devoting themselves to the birth of some creative or disruptive act

expressed through art or philosophy, innovations to shake up industry, revolutions for democracy,

coups that topple hypocrisy, movements of solidarity, changes that leave a legacy, rebellions against

policy, spirit infused technology, moments of clarity, things that challenge barbarity, watersheds of

sincerity, momentous drives for charity

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all affected by the way -

We are - all - the same - you know

'cuz we're all attracted to the flame -

This is your calling, Wayseer.

You've found your tribe.

Welcome home.

www.wayseers.org www.wayseermanifesto.com www.garretjohn.com � Please add me in your facebook friends list. So that I can keep you updated and be in touch with you. You can get

my facebook profile by searching with the following email id [email protected].

� You can get soft copy (PDF file) of this document by mailing to me at [email protected]. If you want you

can take a printout or make a booklet like this of this document and give it to your close and confidential people.

You can also forward the soft copy of this document to your close and confidential people… but please don’t give

this printout or soft copy of this document to people are not close to you.

� I also want to send this document to socially responsible good people of this society who will not digest injustice

like honest lawyers, honest judges, good social activists, good corporate employees, good Information Technology

(IT) professionals etc. So if you know any socially responsible good people of this society, please give them a

printout or a soft copy of this document.

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“All that is gold does not glitter. Not all those who wander are lost . . .”

- J.R.R. Tolkien, The fellowship of the ring.

Thank you for reading

“Do not believe in anything because you have heard it. Do not

believe in anything simply it is spoken and rumored by many. Do

not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your

religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority

of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because

they have been handed down for many generations. But after

observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with

reason and is conductive to the good and benefit of one and all,

then accept it and live to it.” - Siddhartha Gautama Buddha

“Be a light unto yourself.”

- Gauthama Buddha

“Drop the idea of becoming someone, because you are already a

masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only to come to it,

to know it, to realize it.” - Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“Never belong to a crowd; Never belong to a nation; Never belong

to a religion; Never belong to a race. Belong to the whole existence.

Why limit yourself to small things? When the whole is available.”

-Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“All that we are is the result of all that we have thought.”

- Siddharta Gauthama Buddha

Mind (noun): a beautiful servant, a dangerous master.

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

When mind knows, we call it knowledge. When heart knows we

call it love. And when being knows we call it meditation.”

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“If you love a flower, don’t pick it up, it dies and ceases to be what

you Love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about

possession. Love is about appreciation.” -Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“God is without purpose. The sky exists without purpose. Flowers

bloom without purpose and stars shine without purpose. What

happens to poor man that he cannot live without purpose?”

- Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh

“Put everything at stake. Be a gambler! Risk everything, because

the next moment is not certain, so why bother? Why be

concerned? Live dangerously, live joyously. Live without fear, live

without guilt, live without any fear of hell or any greed for heaven,

just live!” - Bhagawan Shree Rajneesh