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7/31/2019 Manic Musings Re CLF -- I Think, Feel, Believe, And KNOW That the Very Best Thing You Can Do is an About-face

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I feel so fortunate to be a part of the CLF family and it is my GREATEST DESIRE that I could continue with you PART-TIME,AS NEEDED, WHEN ITS BUSY,when ANYONE NEW NEEDS TO BE GIVEN A TOUR, TRAINED, etc.

Complete the following sentences:

The only job that ever works for me is I felt that you didn t appreciate me when

Whats wrong with the following statements? Use the space provided to fill in your answers.

? I didnt have a lcue how you felt about me As a worker until yout eventually ?FINALLY! communicated with mein a way you could understand and {wouldnt you know it , the VERY NEXT DAY everything went tail overteacup AND YOU WERE SO UPSET sorry

? I though we had an understading, and YOU keep chaging it!? YOU MISPREPRESENTED YOURSELF? You lied to me!? Why>? Why not?? Congratulate yourself if you realize that there are NO STUPID QUESTIONS & NO WRONG ANSWERS.? I couldnt care LESS a bout what you think is right or wrong, black or white; or whether you have doubts about

my ability to succeed.? Why dont we all just get along? ? I THINKN? hold up a minute Im thinkin

Why are you lecturing me about peoples STRENGTHS & WEAKNESSES?

CHOOSE ONE:1.2. I cant chooz cause you choices dont work 4 me 3. I cant choose because you arent providing the right choices for me, but I appreciate the opportunity!

Which of the following statements is true? (circle one.You may use any writing instrument that works for you, provided that it is a mechanical pencil.)o I am black

I am white I am stupid I am incompetent All of the above

I dont give a flying heliotrope on the way to Alaska via Siberia with a 4-hr. layover Moncton WHAT you think about MYTRUTH!I >LOVE< THAT WE SHARE SO MUCH IN COMMON & AM ELATED at the thought of working permanently with CLF andsomebody actually utilizing everyones strengths so that I can put down roots & stop running around and being so

unhappy

I THINK THEREFORE I AM jean-paul Sartre, philosopher.

I took one poetry class in college and never forgot that. I am an encyclopedia of knowledge about an astounding arrayof subjects.

I am JUST LIKE MY DAD in this respect, opnly his take on it is he knows a lot about some things and a little about a lot of things, which I think is MARVELOUS!!!


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ITHINK

I THINK I THINK I THINK I THINK I THINK

this is a joke

If only SOMEONE ANYONE (including you) WOULD JUST HAVE SAID YOU WERE DYSLEXIC & what do I need to do tocommunicate with you, I would have figured it out

everyoine invloced would have been accommodated to the best extent possible given the circumstances

there would have been no blowouts, FIRINGS, your last day already happeneded and your belongings will be +gently+gathered, packed, hermetically sealed and handed to you on a silver platter whenever you say the word

I wouldnt have had to SPEED -DIAL THE WHOLE UNIVERSE before I was able to get someone the lowdown on the phone

I mean, get someone on the phone I am able to communicta ewith

{BTW, the most valauvble piece of info you have given me , ROBERTA, is that JOHN KASSEL IS A superb visionary and anenormous asset to the future of clf and its impact on New England for hopefully generations to come!}

AND

If only I had kknown I ve been duslexic ALL MY LIFE & didfnt daiagnose myself Unitl about a half hour ago,

ALL OF THE MISUNDERTSANTINGS

MISCOOMUNNICATIONS

THE BLOWOUTS

MISPRESENTATIONS

And every- and anything else that made anyone involved upset IN ANY WAY

[Secret: between just me & you ROBERTA I dont like to abbreviate your name RAG because its not true IN ANY WAY / Rather, I write/type RG which is for me the

best way.] PLEASE STOP squinting at the screen PUSHING POPLE OUT OF TH WAY IN THERE OWNSPOACE TO GET AT WHAT YOU NEED WHEN YOU WANT IT AND pretending to be what youarent so that you can blend in with those who know who they are and are very comfortable

with it PRETENIDNG NOT TO BE WHO YOU ARE SO THAT THOSE WHO

AND

WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO IS EVERYTHING I CAN & be the best I can be (Ive been saying that my whole life, years B4the ARMY!)

I LOVE NUMBERS especially 3 7 13 the TV show numb3ers

I used to detest math, and got straight As in very subject in every s chool that gave me grades EXCEPT


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but dislike numbers but Im good at working with them because its like doing puzzles all day

The only relationships I really want from CLF are:

WORK yes in the HR DEPARTMENT Im 45, broke & for ca sh

HOME yes Hilda needs to get me hooked up to a remote desktop ASAP, michelle may figure out forherself in her own good time

SCHEDULE

COPES WITH CHANGE Yes, very well, thank you, and YOU? I could blow the lid off of CLF so far into thestratosphere that KAREN WOOD WOULD BE BEGGING FOR A CHANCE to finesse my ideas into FRONT PAGE NEWS {note:page may refer to web, ours, theirs, and/or everyone elses}, ROBERTA WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I WILL DO MY

LEVEL BEST not to scare her with loud noises

We could all show each other a few tricks. Why not?

What do the following

Nothing to lose, everyuthing to gain. WORK SMARTER NOT HARDER Be all that you can be! YOO KAN DOO ITJust do it. Theres nothing to it but to do it.

Take somebody to lunch & talk about how youre going to get the roof back on the building without anyone noticing ithad recently come undone.

zoom in & out as needed for gosh sakes! [I am cracking myself up so much right now, as I often do.]

How can you, a civilian, untrained in these matters, having NEVER been in THIS PARTICULAR SITUATION with all thingsbeing equal and constant, EXCEPT everything that is not (i.e., change,

Complete this sentence: I am pretty sure Im not.

If I could play only one song at my next wedding, it would be:

If I said you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? SONG SUNG BLUE {what the Heche does THAT mean, anyways?And was that actually the tiltle tile title? [Be

careful, everyone you need help determining whether to call your local advocate, a priest, your shrink if]Anyway, all I know is Neil Diamond sang it when I was growing up, and it has a hook that appeals to enoughpeople our buddy is


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I havent a speck of sleep for 2 days, and the ONLY reason I am not hopping on the next train to WHO?ville is that despite ALL EFFORTS of all the GREATEST EXPERTS yes, friends, INCLUDING McLean they really should be tellingSOMEONE that its all a scam and only a few folks there actually play well with others and have continuously since theyopened & always wil SUNLESS unless someone blows the whistle on them so we can stop the madness! & stop sittingaround doing worse than nothing while they tinker with, torture & torment EVERY LIVING CREATURE WHO PASSESTHROUGH THEIR DOORS.Wouoldnt we all feel safer if our local PSYCHiatric services were NOT almost compleletypopulated by unmedicated, untreated PSYCHOTICS? {yikes!} I really dont know about you, but I have a storng sense of

self-presevrastion and I also know how to take care of myself and ABSOLUTEKEY EVERYOINE ELSE WHO NEEDSANYTHING I CAN GIVE, I ALWAYS HAVE, without crumbling into an unseemly poo porridge.

ALL I WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW IS CONTINUE THIS COINVERSATION LATER with anyone who wishes AT A TIMEMUTUALLY AGREEABLE TO ALL PARTIES INVOLVED as long as you trust me to know what I need what I want That I am anadult who is NOT any of the following: STUPID RETARDED SLOW UNCOORDINATED A CHILD YOUR CHILD

And that I AM tired, coinfused, I NEVER GET HEADACHES! Yay!! But sometimes feel like someone has {unbeknownst tome} skillfully lifted my lid with a CLAM KNIFE only to find nothing in there but some MINOR DYSLEXIA, WHICH WILLCLEAR UP AFTER EXECTLY 30 DAYS in her comfy, at-hom-spa-detoxification&renewalCenterWhich,BTW,ANYONE SAFEFUN & IN NEED OF AYTHINGinclduying a *hug*W/Ohaving2ask

Im Sso TIRED OF PLAYING THIS game!

Im going to:

click send to all of you & hope for the best

get some coffee, chocolate, cheese & have dinner & conversation with my partner whilst listening to Joni Mitchell whenshe was doing THE EXACT SAME THING!


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