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12:01 pm, Thursday, 2011-12-15 1st, Mayan day 9 Lamat/Star

Everything as a Pattern – Fractal Living

– Death of Mind

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I've gotten lost, lately. It seems since about 12-12-11 that I've been kinda“out there” - feeling very odd. Whatever self or self-concept I had has

gotten shattered, leaving me feeling unsteady. Identity is shifting. Howabout you? Is it this way for you, as well?

It really pays to hold all beliefs lightly – not being overly attached to any of them. That way, when these changes and shifts occur, we can at least flowwith them. We may not have the least bit of understanding. Actually, I findthat to be the way, most of the time. Seldom do I know in the happening,itself, what is transpiring. I might get the sense of it, but not much more –not really what, why, or how.

It's in hindsight that the pieces fit together. I'm usually led to certain thingsthat, by their resonance, give me some pieces that seem to fit. It's not amind journey, at all, as you can see. This is symptomatic of heart living.

This heart living I find superior in so many ways, but I won't try to justify it.If you're led to it, fine. You'll know what the call is, where it is pointing you –which is right into heart, often enough – or deeply into the Now. That'sbeen my experience – this is a call being answered. It's not a self setting

out on a journey – not anymore. The journey comes to an end at somelovely, surprising point.

We are not who and what we think we are – not even partially. We arewholly incorrect in our beliefs – at least 99% of them, just like the atom is99+% empty – so are our beliefs.

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There's nothing wrong with having beliefs. They're very useful in their time,here in 3D. We're climbing a spiral of them, however – leading ever higher,if that's how your heart goes. So, when we find newer, better, moreaccurate beliefs, we let the old ones go and take the new ones on-board.

Actually, it usually works the other way. We discover a new idea or fact thatwe recognize as correct, so we adopt it – we make it into a belief. Thatbeing done, this new belief will have its own frequency or vibration. It willclash or not harmonize with other older beliefs, chances are.

So, what happens, then? These older beliefs come up, into awareness. They fill our head with their chatter, claiming they are right – how theyrightly describe the world. Now, it gets down to two or three things, whathappens next. The first is, how self-observant are we. Do we even notice

the mind chatter of the clashing beliefs?

Another factor is how determined we are that the new belief we've chosenis correct. How much does it resonate with us? These new beliefs will betested by older ones every time there's a clash in them – which is usually.So, if we weren't fully present in the now moment when we chose the newbelief, it may go down in smoke, here. It may not survive this clash.

After all, we've held these old beliefs, maybe for such a long time. They're

old friends. They inhabit our comfort zone. If, in this clash, we refuse togive them up, then the new belief goes – it doesn't stick. Oh, we may givelip service to it, still. We may not be so self-aware that we notice our owninterior space – and the clashes. So, we may even be in the confused state– as most people are – of thinking we believe things that are clearlyclashing. We're just not alert.

So, the third thing was our level of self-awareness. Any new belief has quitea gauntlet to run on its way to being fully adopted. We hold many

unquestioned beliefs. Did you know that? Are you aware of your owninternal cognitive dissonance? A lot of this is subconscious, so don't besurprised not to know. Until we know about it, what is to make us evenlook?

The overall – not mind set – but set of your being determines a lot. Howcommitted are you to awakening, to Light or Love, God or whatever you callit? On the scale of importance, ranked with the things of your life, how



important is it? That sets the overall tone. That plays the major role inyour eventual success. Until you are one-pointed, you're not reallysufficiently determined. You'll be easily dissuaded.

So, this one-pointedness plays a part, too, in setting the overall tone for the

life into which the new belief falls. Nisargadatta is fond of saying all that'sreally needed for awakening is sincerity – is earnestness. I agree. It willcarry you through that gauntlet – and any others. Actually, the challengeswill help you sharpen your will for this – if they don't dissuade you. How dothey say it? “Whatever doesn't kill you, strengthens you.” Well, in a way,this is true for the spiritual path.

I don't like saying “path,” anymore. It ceased being that, at some point. Idon't know exactly when it was. It may have had something to do with

accepting the belief that all time is simultaneous. That would mean you'reliving all of your lifetimes right now. Right this minute. That kinda kicks theidea of a path in the rear.

How is that? Well, a path implies taking steps along it. That is linear. Thatrequires time. Once the whole concept of time is busted – well, the wholepath thing has to follow – and be busted. No such thing. We shift over frombecoming into just being.

It may be a tough shift, but it's worth it. I find more Truth in it, and that'smy ultimate compass – Truth. What has more Truth has my loyalty,completely. Truth isn't something that can manifest itSelf here in 3D. Yetwe get the reflection, the essence of it. Heart guides us into That. Heart isthe portal for this... the way.

There were about three different subjects in the video. I don't feel I can dothem all justice, here. Even my journaling is shifting. I seem to be losingheart for the way I've been doing the written ones. To make them the

companion for a live video – well, that's what is changing. I don't knowwhere it's headed. All I can do is go by how I feel, and be true to heart'scall.

That's actually one of the things I shared, live in the recording – how I livemy life this way. It's tricky to put into words. Not that it's so very hard toshare, but to those living in mind it is useless to try to convey it. Mindhasn't a clue about this. It mostly sits quietly and just watches. It's been



trained to do that. It wasn't that way at all, at first. Oh, no.

Mind used to fight this, entirely. At some point, mind rightly saw it was thedeath knell to its dominant position in life. No more would it get to be theunquestioned ruler of my life. Now enters the Higher Authority. Well, no

self-respecting mind likes that – so they fight it. They're very tricky, too. Imean, just consider – mind thinks it's fighting for its very life – for life theway it has known it. And it is.

So, there's no little tactic or trick mind won't play to get back in control of you. That's what I found, anyway. It was a bit of a long haul – lastingsomething like 18 months or so, as I recall. If you go back into the earlier

journals, there I chronivled the way of it – what I went through.

What seems to have happened, over time, is that eventually mind saw thatthe results of me trusting heart usually turned out pretty good. It gotresults mind couldn't fathom. It still doesn't understand much, if anything,about what happened – how or why. What it does know, however, is that itisn't banished or killed. It still gets to participate in life.

It just depends on how stubborn your mind is – and how attached it is toruling you. I don't know a mind worth its salt who won't fight, and fighthard, at heart taking over. Mind isn't a subservient creature. It's usually

dominant – and quite used to getting its way.

So, at some point my mind settled down. Oh, it can still do the hamster-wheel thing, if I let it – if I get inattentive. That means not present in thehere-now moment. When we catch the self wandering about in the past orthe future – you can be sure you've slipped into mind. It will keep youthere, too, until you restore order. It might allow heart to reign, but notundisputed. At least, that's they way of it for me, here-now.

I wish for everyone this heart way of living – well, for those who desire it. Itis a bit expensive, though – you'll be required to give up basicallyeverything for Truth, as you see it. It takes loyalty to That, or to Source, orto Prime Creator, Higher Self – whatever you call it. It's not something thatmind originates, this trek – it comes from heart, from soul, the inner being –or whatever you call that.



So, your life, as you know it now, will be the casualty. Yep, it will die a verystrange death. Everything changes – everything. Things outside of youmay look the same or similar – but you don't see them that way, anymore.

They have shifted – morphed into something else, entirely.

This comes with realizing that you're projecting the universe – the world, asyou experience it. That is your creation. Oh, and don't forget – atoms areempty. They aren't really there – that goes for everything they compose, of course. And where does that leave ya? Are you brave enough to explore,and maybe abide in this territory? Alice in Wonderland stuff.

My prescription to help you get there – if that's where you want to go – isDimitri Halley on YouTube. Listen from heart. This guy gets it. He'll helpyou see this way, if you'll let him. He's not the only one, of course – but

most people are pushing stuff and nonsense. So be choosy about what youtake in.

Oh – and get rid of television – and radio – and major media. That stuff isgood for nothing but programming – keeping the sheeple asleep. I told youthis way was “expensive.” I just didn't spell it out, but this is one way. Theold Comfort Zone takes a real hit – daily =D

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