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Table of contents Dedication

Prologue Elizabeth & Armando Chapter 1 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 2 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 3 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter Katalyna/ Theo Chapter ! Katalyna Chapter " Katalyna Chapter # Katalyna/ Theo

Chapter $ Katalyna/ Theo Chapter % Katalyna Chapter 1 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 11 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 12 Katalyna Chapter 13 Katalyna Chapter 1 Theo Chapter 1! Katalyna

Chapter 1" Katalyna Chapter 1# Theo Chapter 1$ Katalyna Chapter 1% Katalyna Chapter 2 Theo Chapter 21 Katalyna Chapter 22 Theo Chapter 23 Katalyna

Chapter 2 Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 2! Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 2" Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 2# Katalyna Chapter 2$ Katalyna/ Theo Chapter 2% Katalyna


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Epilogue

Dedication I would like to dedicate this book to any onethat has ever had a dream on writing their ownbook. Go and write your book don't let nothinghold you back

Prologue

Elizabeth

' can(t belie)e it* been 2 year* *ince ' *aid +' do,to Armando- .o e are here at the doctor* o0ceready to nd out the *e o our babie*- 4y lie i* *oonderul right no- ' am marry to the be*t man inthe orld and on top o that ' am ecepting tin*- 'turn to Armando +Are you ready or thi* poppa bear5,

' a*6 him- Armando and ' ha)e a bet going on aboutthe *e o our babie*- ' told him that e areecepting to baby girl*- Armando turn* to me andgi)e* me a in6 +' am ready or my to champ*,- 7ereally don(t care hat e are ha)ing all e care i*that they are healthy- ' turn to Dr- 7ren and a*6 him


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+7hat are e ha)ing doc5, +7ell 4r- and 4r*-4orale* l am happy to inorm you are ha)ing---,-

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't(* been about 1$ hour* *ince ' been in thi*aiting room ith no inormation about my reina andmy babie*- ' can(t belie)e the day ha* come that eare nally going to meet our little 4orale*- Threemore hour* pa**ed by until nally ' *ee Dr- 7ren al6out the room- +:o are they5 Can ' *ee them5 7herei* my ie ' am go *ee her no, ' tell him a* ' run togo *ee my ie- Dr- 7ren grab* me and tell* me tota6e a *eat +7hat(* rong5, ' a*6- +The babie* are

ne they both came out healthy and *trong;, heinorm* me- ' ha)e a eeling that there i* more to thi**o ' a*6 +


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heart told me that my Elizabeth a* going to be ithu* alay*-

Chapter 1

Kathalyna

18 years later...

' a6e up to a 6i** on my orehead and a+:appy birthday prince** time to get up, rom mydad- +Daddy do ' really ha)e to get up it* a =aturdayand my birthday,- :e loo6* don at me ith a *mile+Come on prince** your brother i* all ready upaiting on you,- 9 cour*e he ould be up he alay*ant* to be the r*t at e)erything- That(* the badthing o *haring your birthday ith *ome one el*ethat you aren(t the center o attention- ' lo)e my tinKel)in ater all e did come in to thi* orld together-Dad gi)e* me another 6i** and a hug and ma6e* hi*ay out my room- ' get up and al6 to the bathroomto bru*h my teeth- ' loo6 or my a)orite *hirt o


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a bear hug- +:appy birthday to you too ?in; and youare only older than me by ! *econd* *o don(t call memunch6in-, ' loo6 into the *ame hazel eye* that ' a*loo6ing at a e minute* ago in the picture- Kel)in

ha* mom(* eye* and her la*he* but he loo6* moreli6e dad- 't* unny ho e loo6 *o much ali6e but atthe *ame time di@erent- 7e both ha)e a caramelcompleion than6* to our mom- nli6e me Kel)in i*!($ ith dar6 bron hair; he ha* a athlete body no atall mu*cle* than6* to him playing *occer *ince he canal6- :e i* the team captain o our high *chool*occer team- +All right you to *it and eat beore it

get* cold, dad command* u* a* e *it ' loo6 aroundand notice *ome one mi**ing +7here i* Bita5, ' a*6-Bita i* our grandmother e call her Bita becau*ehen e ere younger e eren(t able to *ayabuelita- +That(* a good ue*tion, dad reply- 4inute*later there i* a 6noc6 at the door and Kel)in get* upto open the door- +:appy birthday bro;, ' o)erhear

Theo a* they al6 into the 6itchen- Theo ha* been

my brother(* be*t riend *ince ' can remember- Theoi* !($ ith blond hair and beautiul green eye*- :i*body i* *haped li6e a model ith ab* and pac6* allo)er- :e i* u*t perection at it* ne*t- ' ump onto myeet becau*e ' 6ne hat a* coming- :e run*toard* me and gi)e* me a hug and *pin* me around+:appy birthday munch6in, he *aid a* he put* mebac6 don- ' roll my eye* at him and punch him on

hi* *houlder +:o many time* do ' ha)e to tell youto ' am not a munch6in e are all the *ame age,-:e gi)e* me that *mile that melt* me in*ide and 'orgot hat ' a* e)en mad about- :e al6* o)er tomy dad and gi)e* him a hand +>ood morning 4r-4orale*-, he *aid- +Theo; you are li6e amily plea*e


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call me Armando enough ith thi* 4r *tu@ ma6e* meeel old(( my dad tell* him- Theo really i* li6e amilyhe practically li)e* here- :e *tay* here all the timeand e)en *leep* in my room ith me- .o one e)er

*eem* to care becau*e they all 6no he *ee* me a* alittle *i*ter no or*t than that he *ee* me li6e one othe guy*- That i* my on ault becau*e ' do dre** a*a boy and *ometime ' e)en act li6e one too- ' don(tmind it ' li6e eeling comortable- ' don(t 6no hy itbother* me *o much that Theo *ee* me a* one o theguy*- 9h yeah ' 6no hy becau*e ' am in lo)e ithhim- .o big deal-

Theo

' am getting ready to go o)er the tin* hou*e and' get a me**age-

anessa! what time are you comingover

?ane**a mu*t be crazy i *he thin6* ' am going topic6 her o)er the tin* e*pecially on their birthday-

?ane**a thin6* that e are a couple e)en tho ' toldher *e)eral time* that e are u*t riend* ithbenet*- Today *he i* being etra annoying becau*eit(* ?alentine* day but or me it(* u*t the tin*birthday-

"orry can't today maybe tomorrow

' tet her bac6- Pulling up to the tin* hou*e ' ma6e*ure ' ha)e Byna(* git-

+:appy birthday bro;, ' gi)e Kel)in a hug a* he open*the door +Than6* bro; come in-, ' al6 in and ran toByna; that i* all ready aiting or me ith her


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that *he hate* it hen e call her that but ' lo)e toatch her big beautiul hazel eye* roll- +:o manytime* do ' ha)e to tell you to ' am not a munch6ine are all the *ame age;(( *he *aid- 7e are all the

*ame age no but in a month '(ll be older than them-' loo6 at her and ' gi)e her my be*t *mile- ' ma6e myay to her dad and ' *ay good morning- +Theo; youare li6e amily plea*e call me Armando enough iththe 4r *tu@ ma6e* me eel old,- ' can(t help to callhim that Armando 6no* me *ince ' a* a little boy-Armando and my dad are bu*ine** partner* that(*hy Kel)in and ' are be*t riend- +=o hat are you

to up to today5, Byna a*6- ' loo6 o)er to Kel)in a*he *tare* at me and *ha6e* hi* head arning me notto tell her- +.othing really e are u*t going to play*ome *occer, ' *ay- That(* the be*t part o li)ing in4iami the eather i* alay* perect to play *occer-

Technically ' didn(t lie to her e are going to play*occer but ater that e are going to the tattoo *pota e bloc6* aay- Kel)in ha* anted to get a tattoo

but couldn(t becau*e he a*n(t old enough but nothat he turn 1$ it(* a di@erent *tory- :e doe*n(t antArmando or Byna to nd out *o e are 6eeping it a*ecret- +=ound* un i*h ' could go ith ya but =6y i*coming o)er, Byna *tate*- +7ell there i* alay*tomorro, Kel)in tell* her- +u*t remember to bebac6 on time or our little get together, Armandotell* all o u*- +Fe* =ir-, e *ay at the *ame time-

+Come on bro e ha)e to go, Kel)in *aid- A* eal6ing out the door ' loo6 at Byna and in6 at her +'ha)e a pre*ent or you but '(ll gi)e it to you later-,

Chapter 2

Katalyna

+9h my go*hG :e ha* a pre*ent or me;, ' tell =6y-


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=6y i* my be*t riend but e are totally oppo*ite romone another- =6y i* your typical girly girl- =he goe* allout ith her hair; ma6eup; and her outt*- =heremind* me o a PopH*tar- =6y alay* loo6* good and

you ill ne)er catch her dead ith hat ' ear- ' lo)ethat girl *he i* li6e the *i*ter ' ne)er had- +Fou got itbad Kat hen are you going to tell him that you lo)ehim5 't(* been or e)er, *he *aid- +' 6no but to him 'am u*t one o the boy*, ' *ay- +7ell hat do youepect you dre** and act li6e one;, *he *aid- +Comeon let(* go e are going to be late-, ' *aid hile ' rollmy eye*- ' ha)e a appointment at +'n6Hcreable Tattoo

*hop, at 1I pm and it(* 12I ' am getting my r*ttattoo done today- ' ha)e been anting one *ince 'a* 1! but o cour*e dad ne)er ga)e me hi*permi**ion to get one- +' cant belie)e you are reallygoing to do thi*;, =6y tell* me a* e are in the room-+' 6no ' am *o ner)ou*, ' *aid- Bugi > al6* in he i*my tattoo arti*t- +Don(t orry it(* li6e lo*ing you)irginity it hurt* at r*t but than you *tart li6ing the

pain;, he *aid +here are you getting thi* bad boy5,-' lit up my *hirt and point to my let rib right belomy boob +8ight here ' ant it a* clo*e to my heart a*po**ible,- :e loo6* me in the eye +>ood luc6*eetie u*t remember it* all orth it at the end, he*aid- :e *tart* to or6 on it and than ' realize hy hei*h me good luc6- ' eel li6e '(m getting *tab o)erand o)er again and the pain u*t 6eep* getting or*t

by the minute*- ' didn(t realize ho hard ' a*holding =6y until ' hear her let out a *mall cry +' am*o *orry =6y, ' *ay to her a* ' let go o her- A eminute* later ' don(t eel no more pain '(m actuallynumb rom the pain- +All right *eetie e are almo*tdone you are doing a good ob, ' hear BuiH>- ' u*t


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clo*e my eye* and thin6 i* thi* hat '(m going to eelhen ' lo*e my )irginity all that pain and thannothing- +All done you ant to *ee it5, he a*6- +Fe*, 'reply- ' al6 to the mirror in ront o me and ta6e a

loo6 at my tattoo- 4y eye* *tart to get atery a* 'ta6e in my tattoo- 't* perectG ' got a hal o moonand 3 *tar* around it- Each *tar repre*ent* the 3mo*t important people in my lie- ' loo6 at the r*t*tar that i* on top o the moon in*ide the *tar there i*an A- Than ' mo)e to the *ide and nd another *tarand thi* one ha* a K- ' mo)e don to the la*t *tarthat i* at the bottom o the moon and nd the letter

E in*ide it- ' bru*h my nger on the tattoo andhi*per +Elizabeth, a tear roll* rom my eye*- Ba*tbut not lea*t ' nd my a)orite *aying on the bottomo my moon- ' read it out loud +' lo)e you to themoon and bac6,- +' hope tho*e are tear* o oybecau*e i they aren(t than ' uite my ob right no,BuiH> yell* o)er me- +Than6 you *o much it(* perect,' tell him a* e ma6e our ay out the room- ' bump

into *omeone and ' turn around +'(m *orry, ' *ay a* 'turn around and than realize it a* Theo and Kel)in-+7hat the hell you ollo me munch6in5, Kel)in a*6-+7hat5 .o ay hy ould ' ollo you5, ' *ay- Thanit hit me +9mg you got a tattooG Bet me *ee, ' tellhim- +.o ' didn(t; ait i you didn(t ollo me herethan hat are you doing here5, he a*6- ' loo6ner)ou*ly around +' am here ith =6y, ' *ay a* ' grab

her and turn around to al6 out- :e grab* me andturn* me around +Bet me *ee it, he *aid- +Jine only iyou *ho me your* r*t, ' *ay- :e turn* around andpull* up hi* *hirt +'t(* beautiul, ' tell him a* ' trace itith my nger- :e got our mom(* name tattoo incur*i)e acro** hi* bac6 ith a cron on top o the


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letter E- +Four turn, he *aid- 7ithout thin6ing ' lit my*hirt up and *ho him- +7o that(* an ae*ometattoo, ' hear Theo *ay- ' orgot he a* e)en there 'loer my *hirt becau*e ' a* *hoing my lace blac6

lace bra- Kel)in loo6* at me ith a *ad *mile +To themoon and bac6, he *aid a* he hug* me-

Theo

+Damn that *hit hurt*, Kel)in yell*- +4an the uc6 upyou almo*t done, ' tell him- +All done hand*ome youcan *ee it no, Jatima the tattoo arti*t tell* him-+Thi* i* amazing than6 you; beautiul, Kel)in tell*

her- A* e are lea)ing ' *ee Jatima riting don hernumber and than gi)ing it to Kel)in- +Fou(re *uch adog, ' tell him a* ' gi)e him a hiH!- ' bump into*omeone and ' turn around to apologize- 7hen ' loo6bac6 ' *ee Byna *tanding there- +7hat the hell youollo me munch6in5, ' hear Kel)in- A* ' *tand thereand hear them tal6 ' thin6 to my *el ho unny i* itthat they both decided to get a tattoo on their

birthday- 7hen Byna *ho* Kel)in her tattoo ' can(thelp but to *tare at her at *tomach- ' ne)er actuallypayed attention to her body *he alay* co)er her*el ith o)er *ize clothing- 7ith out e)en 6noing 'loo6 up to here her blac6 bar a* *hoing and ' eltthe need to ha)e her *tanding na6ed in ront o me-:er tattoo i* beautiul and ' can tell that *he reallyput meaning to it- +7o that(* an ae*ome tattoo, '

*ay to her- =he uic6ly put* her *hirt don a* i *henally realize ' a* *tanding there- +To the moon andbac6, ' hear Kel)in *ay to Byna a* he hug* her- .o 'denite 6no that *he i* going to li6e her git-

Chapter 3


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Katalyna

' can(t belie)e ' a*h Theo- ' a* *o caught up inthe moment that ' orgot that he a* *tanding netto ?in- +7ell thi* i* by ar the girly ' am going to get,' *ay to my*el a* ' *tare in the mirror- ' ha)e my hairup in a me**y bun- ' am earing a blac6 tan6 topith the only hite pair o *hort* that aren(t made orboy*- ' al6 don*tair* to the bac6 yard and ' noticethat all the guy* are here- ' *ee Adam; Ethan; and


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+7hat(* *o unny5, Theo a*6 a* he put* hi* armaround my *houlder- +.othing u*t Kel)in acting li6emy dad again, ' *ay a* ' roll my eye*- +Prince**;, 'hear my dad call rom in*ide the hou*e +come to the

6itchen and help Bita,- ' al6 into the hou*e to ndBita putting the la*t detail* on the ca6e*- E)ery yearBita ba6e* to ca6e*- 9ne ca6e i* or our birthdayand the *econd ca6e *he ba6e* it(* or my mother-7e alay* ma6e her ca6e *hape a* a heart- Jor torea*on one becau*e ater all it i* ?alentine* day andrea*on number to e)en i *he i*n(t ith u* *he i**till the heart o thi* amily- 7al6ing o)er to Bita '

gi)e her a 6i** on the chee6 +Bita they loo6deliciou*,- ' put mom(* ca6e aay becau*e e cutthat one hen e ha)e more pri)acy- 7e al6out*ide ith our ca6e and ' put it don on the table- 'eel Kel)in all ready by my *ide-,96ay e)eryone onthe count o 3;, dad yell* +1;2;3 happy birthday toyou; happy birthday dear tin*; happy birthday toyou,-

Theo.o i* the perect time or me to gi)e Byna her git- 'al6 toard* Byna ater e *ang to them- +:ey Byna;here i* your git ' hope you li6e it, ' *ay to her- =heopen* the bo and pull* out the charm bracelet that 'got or her it(* made o *tar* and it ha* a moon- +'lo)e itGG it(* perect, *he *aid a* *he gi)e* me a hug+' 6ne you ould lo)e it,- +h hum, ' hear *ome

one grol behind me- ' turn around and nd ?ane**a+=o you don(t ha)e time to an*er my tet* becau*eyou are to bu*y ith thi* thing5, *he a*6ed- +Thi*thing ha* a name bitch, ' hear Byna *ay and ' *tep inthe middle o them beore Byna punche* ?ane**a- +'got thi* Byna, ' *ay a* ' grab ?ane**a arm and drag


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guy*, ' tell them- +7e can that, =6y *ay ith a*mile on her ace- ' all ready 6no hat *he mean*by that *he ha* been trying to con)ince me to let herdo a ma6e o)er on me +.o ay =6y,- +9h come on

hat do you ha)e to lo*e5,


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*tair*- ' thought he a* going to go to Kel)in(* roombut he come* into mine* in*tead- :e lay* by my *ideand ' can *mell hi* manly cologne- ' clo*e my eye*and ta6e hi* *mell in hi* *mell i* *o intoicating- ' can

eel my in*ide* doing a happy dance and ' eel myheart ready to eplode- 4y *6in *tart to bra6e outinto goo*ebump* a* he grab* my hand- +Did youenoy your birthday5,- ' turn to my *ide *o ' can acehim ' can *mell the beer on hi* breath +' alay* enoymy birthday,- +' am glad you had un you 6no 'didn(t get the chance to tell you ho pretty youloo6ed today- ' am not u*e to *eeing your girl *ide,

he *aid- ' *ear at that moment ' elt my heart dropto my *tomach and ' eel heat ru*hing to my chee6*-

Theo u*t *aid ' a* pretty maybe =6y a* rightabout the ma6e o)er- +Are you blu*hing munch6in5,he a*6- +.o, ' try to hide my embarra**ment but 'can(t *top *miling- +9h there goe* your dimple* youare di@erently blu*hing, Theo *aid- ' grab a pilloand try to hide my ace but he pull* it aay +Fou

6no ' lo)e to *ee you *mile and ' lo)e it hen yourdimple* come out and play,- Did he u*t *ay he lo)edmy *mile *eriou*ly ' am going to ha)e a heart attac6any minute no- :e lean* toard* me and no 'completely orgot ho to breath- '* he going to 6i**me5 '* thi* really happening right no5 ' clo*e myeye* and ait or the only birthday git that ' i*hedor- ' eel him mo)ing clo*er ' can *mell that he i*

only inche* aay- ' ant to open my eye* and *ee hi*but ' can(t manage to open them- ' eel hi* *ot lip*on my right chee6- +' really; really lo)e your dimple*,he *aid a* ' bra6e into a *mile and he 6i**e* my letchee6- 9 cour*e ho could ' ha)e thought that hea* going to 6i** me ' am u*t hi* +riend,- +.ight


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Byna, he *ay* a* he i* getting up and ' pull hi* arm+=tay ith me Coop,- ' call him Coop due to hi* la*tname hich i* Cooper- +96ay, he get* bac6 into bedand gi)e* me a 6i** on my orehead and hug* me

until ' all a*leep- Theo

' a6e up to Byna(* head on my che*t and herarm around my ai*t ith one leg o)er me- ' *tare ather and can(t help to thin6 ho angelic and peaceul*he loo6*- ' ta6e a *trand o hair that i* hanging inront o her ace and tuc6 it behind her ear- Thi* i*n(tthe r*t time ' a6e up to Byna but it i* the r*t time

' thin6 ho perect *he t* in my arm*- 't(* li6e eere mold or one another- ' 6no ' *hould be gettingout o bed ' ha)e practice in hal in hour ' try my be*tto *lip aay ith out a6ing her- ' put a pillo inbeteen her arm* here *he a* hugging me and 'ta6e one more loo6 at her and *he really do loo6 li6ean angel- ' lean in and gi)e her a 6i** on theorehead- +=ee you later Byna, ' hi*per a* ' al6 out

her room- ' al6 to the bathroom and bru*h my teethmemorie* rom la*t night came bac6- ' anted to 6i**her *o bad la*t night and hen *he ga)e me her6iller *mile ' thought ' a* going to lo*e it but 'manage to contain my*el- =hit ' hope ' didn(t ma6ething* a6ard beteen Byna and me- +Fou 6noyou(re a luc6y ba*tard;, ' hear Kel)in a* ' al6 intothe 6itchen - ' *tare at him ith a blan6 ace

+becau*e i you here any one el*e you ould beballHle** or *leeping ith my *i*ter, he add*- ' heonly 6ne hat ' a* thin6ing hell ' don(t e)en 6nohat* going on ith me- +Fou 6no it(* not li6e thatith Byna, ' *aid- +9 cour*e ' do that(* the onlyrea*on hy you *till got your ball*, he punche* me


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on my arm a* e al6ing out the hou*e-

Chapter !

Katalyna

' can(t concentrate on hat 4r- >reen i* teaching-A replay o =aturday night 6eep* playing in my head- The ay that Theo 6i**ed my dimple* ho ' i*hed itould ha)e been my lip* in*tead- The act that hecalled me pretty- +reen- All thi* ee6

Theo ha* been al6ing me to cla** he e)en ait* orme to go to lunch- 7e ma6e our ay to the caeteria

and e *it ith the re*t o the guy*- +


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*aying tal6 about the de)il and he ould appear5, he*aid- +All right Bucier; you can 6eep going on youray,


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=6y(* hou*e, he *aid +:o do you 6no *he i*there5,- +


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conu*e until ' realize hat *tore e are *tanding inront o- +7elcome to ?ictoria =ecret, *he *aid andno ' under*tand hat *he meant-


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ready hat i ' don(t li6e hat ' *ee5 +Doll5, ' hear4ic6ey and ' nod my head- +3;2;1 tadaG,- ' *tare atmy reection and ' don(t recognize the girl that i**taring bac6- 4y light bron hair i* out and

completely ull ith )olume in*tead o being in theme**y bun that ' alay* carry- 4y hair goe* pa** my*houlder and ' ha)e no more *plit end*- ' run mynger* thre it and it eel* *o *ot u*t li6e *il6- ' ta6ea loo6 at my eyebro* and ' *ee a perect arch inthem- +Feah ' gure you li6e mine* *o much ' madeyour* loo6 li6e mine*, ' hear 4ic6ey *ay- ' u*t nod athim and 6eep re)ieing hi* or6- ' thought my

eyela*he* ere long beore but no they loo6 largerthan lie- ' eel li6e they re*emble a peacoc6 eather*they are all *pread out- 4y hazel eye* pop out morethe green and bron in them are mied u*t perect- 'can *ee my mom* eye* *taring bac6 at me brighterand *tronger than e)er- ' eel a 6not orming in mythroat but ' *allo it bac6 don- 't(* amazing hatma*cara and a little eyeliner can do or you- 7ait a

minute my lip* ha)e color in them- +' lo)e the pin6lip*tic6 on her, ' hear =6y *ay- +=o hat do you thin6:un5, 4ic6ey a*6 me and ' turn and gi)e him a hug+' lo)e it than6 you *o much, ' *ay- +.o all you gotto do i* get rid o them na*ty cloth* that you ha)eon, he *aid- =6y and ' al6 out the *alon and ' *eeAleander al6ing by +7o hello *ey thing hereha)e you been all my lie5, he a*6- +Did you u*t

really call me *ey thing5, ' a*6 out loud +Feah hedid, =6y an*er or him- +Fou loo6 li6e *e on leg* e*hould go out *ome time, he *aid- ' roll my eye* athim +.ot a chance in hell, ' al6 aay-

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ma6ing a big mi*ta6e, *he *aid ith an attitude- That(* it ' lo*t my cool +


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me, *he *aid- Feah ' am denitely going to 6ill himno- +Fou loo6 amazing by the ay ' li6e *eeing youli6e thi* not that ' don(t li6e *eeing you beore, ' *hutup beore ' 6eep putting my eet in my

mouth-,Than6*, *he *aid a* *he *mile- +7ell hello*ey thing you loo6 hot today, ' hear Aleanderbehind u*- +7hat the uc6 did you u*t call her5, ' *aya* ' turn around ready to hit him- Byna grab* myhand +' got thi*, *he hi*per in my ear- +Boo6 herebad boy *top calling me that i you ant to tal6 to mecall me by my name hich i* Katalyna,- +Jine '(ll callyou Katalyna i you agree to go out on a date ith

me, he *aid- +:ell .o, ' grol at him- +=tay boy, hemoc6* me- That(* it ' am going or hi* head ' lean inand ' eel a *mall hand on my che*t +Alright you toenough- Aleander ' ha)e to *ay no to your in)itationcome on Theo, *he pull* me and ' grin at Aleander-+Are you uc6ing 6idding me5, Byna a*6 me- +7hat5,' an*er +Didn(t e u*t ni*h ha)ing a tal6 aboutyou telling me hat to do and there you go again

an*ering or me, *he *aid- +=o you ant to go on adate ith that a**hole5 , ' a*6 her uriou*- =he *tep*bac6 and loo6* me in the eye* +8eally Theo really5Didn(t you hear me turn him don or a* your head*o ar up your a** that you didn(t hear me you 6nohat ' ha)e to go to cla**, *he *aid and al6* aay- 'call ater her but *he u*t ignore* me-

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#atalyna Jinally the la*t cla** o the day- ' am pretty pi**edo at Theo but =6y *aid *ome thing to me that caughtmy attention- =he *aid that maybe he a* ealou* oAleander- 9n the other hand can he really be thatblind and not notice that ' ha)e no intere*t* in


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Aleander but in him- ?ane**a al6* pa** me andintentionally *ho)e* me +9op* *orry Cinderella didn(tnotice you there- ' gue** e)en ith your ma6e o)eryou *till aren(t *omething to ac6noledge, *he *aid- '

turn around and counted to 1 becau*e ' am *o clo*eto lo*ing it- ' can(t help to thin6 *he i* right *ure 'ha)e gotten attention rom guy* but not the one guy' ant- ' loo6 at my bracelet and eel hopele**- +


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*el-

Me: yes you do have a lot o$ making upto do

Coop: I'll do my best "wink ace#

' am *o o)erhelm ith ecitement that ' can(t e)enproce** hat(* going on around me- ' hear the la*tbell ring and ' put my thing* aay a* ' al6 out thecla** ' *ee Theo aiting or me +7ell hat a*urpri*e, ' *aid-

Theo

7hile ' ait or Byna out*ide her cla** ' tet =6y

and let her 6no that ' a* going to be ta6ing Bynahome- +7ell hat a *urpri*e, ' hear- ' loo6 up and*mile +7hat can ' *ay ' li6e to 6eep my promi*e* andtechnically it(* ater *chool,- +7here are you ta6ingme today 4r-


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omen ha)e a bi6ini on ' eel my ball* tingling and 'can eel my *el getting hard u*t thin6ing o her- Thi*i* going to be harder than ' thought no pun intended-+Alright alright hold your ball*, *he *aid a* *he

climb* in the car- ' *he only 6ne hat ' ant to doith my ball*- ' pull up to the par6ing lot and ' reachor my *occer bag +Fou *hould o told me e ereplaying *occer ' ould o brought my *occer *tu@, 'hear Byna *ay- +7e aren(t playing *occer thi* righthere i* my handy dandy bac6 pac6, ' tell her a* eal6 don to the beach- +Plea*e tell me you didn(t

u*t uoted Dora, *he a*6- +Fe*; ye* ' did and there i*

no *hame in my game, ' *aid a* e both *tart tolaugh- ' open the bag and pull out a hite *heet and 'lied it on the *and- 7e *it don and ' pull out our*andiche*; her a)orite *oda and ruit- +>reengrape* and CocaHCola *ome one did their re*earch,*he *aid a* *he ta6e* a bite o her *andich- +' don(tneed to do re*earch Byna ' 6no you pretty good,-+Thi* i* nice Theo than6* but ' ould o orga)e you

either ay, *he *aid a* *he drin6* *ome *oda- +'6no you ould o but ' anted to do thi* ith you, '*ay- +Coc6y much5, *he a*6- +.o not at all ' am u*tcondent o ho ell ' 6no you, ' *ay- =he *mile*at me and ' eel that ache again- 7e eat the re*t oour ood and tal6ed about e)erything and nothing-+Are you ner)ou* about the game on Thur*day, *hea*6- +Fe* a little but ' am (coc6y( li6e you *ay that e

are going to in, ' gi)e her a grin- +Feah ' amcondent that you guy* are going to in you andKel)in ma6e a good team, *he *aid- +Are you comingto the game5, ' a*6- +Are you 6idding me ' ouldn(tmi** it or the orld, *he *aid- +' ha)e to go cheer onmy to a)orite boy*, *he add*- +To5, ' a*6- +Feah


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Kel)in and Aleander o cour*e,- ' eel li6e *ome one u*t punch the air out o my lung*- ' eel all the colorrom my ace draining- +' am u*t 6idding o cour*eyou are the other one *illy not Aleander, *he i* on

her bac6 laughing her a** o@- +That a* not unny atall, ' *ay- ' eel li6e *mac6ing her a** *o hard that 'ould lea)e my hand print on her but decided totic6le her in*tead- +=topG =top ' am *orry, *he plead*a* *he laugh- ' lo)e to hear her laugh it ll* my heartith oy- +Come on Coop let* go or a *im, *he*tart* to ta6e o her dre** and ' nally conrm my*u*picion- Byna i* denitely earing a bi6ini *he i*

*tanding in ront o me ith a pol6a dot bi6ini- =hecan(t be more perect e)en i *he tried- :er leg* loo6*o *mooth and *hiny ith no *car* by ar the *eie*tleg* ' ha)e e)er *een- ' mo)e my ay up and nd herbi6ini bottom- ' lic6 my lip* a* ' imagine ta6ing themo@ and 6i**ing her all o)er- ' continue my trip andno ' am *taring at her tattoo- ' really don(t 6nohat it mean* to her but '(ll a*6 her later- ' mo)e

upard* and lay my eye* on her amazing tit*- ' ha)ebeen dreaming o them e)er *ince the tattoo *hop- '

u*t ant to put them in my mouth and *uc6 themuntil ' lea)e my mar6 on them- ' eel my coc6 goinghard and ' 6no ' am in trouble no- +'(ll race youcome on, ' hear her *ay a* *he run* aay- ' *ee hera** and god damn that a** o her i* amazing the ayit ump* up and don hen *he run*- ' u*t ant to

*in6 my teeth in her a**- Feah a *im *ound* goodright no maybe the cold ater can get rid o myhard one- 7e ere in the ater or about 3 minute*playing around- ' tried my be*t no to get to clo*e toher becau*e my coc6 *eem* to ha)e a brain o it(*on hen ' am around her- 7e lay on the *heet a*


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e get dry and atch the *un *et +7hat doe* yourtattoo mean5, ' a*6- =he loo6* at me and than at herbracelet +Fou 6no ' ne)er got to meet my mom 'ne)er got to *hare a moment ith her; ' ne)er e)en

got the chance to *ay ' lo)e you or e)en hear her *ayit bac6- ' 6no that *he lo)ed Kel)in and me becau*eater all *he did *acriced her lie to bring u* in to theorld but it ould ha)e been great to actually hear itrom her mouth- ' ould gi)e up anything ' ha)e tobe able to eel a hug and a 6i** rom her, *he loo6*at me and ' *ee that *he ha* tear* in her eye*- +' am*orry Byna orget that ' e)en a*6,- +.o; it(* ne '

don(t mind tal6ing about her, at that moment 'realize that *he needed a riend- ' put my arm aroundher and lay her head on my che*t a* e *tare at thenight *6y- +7hen e ere younger e ould ma6eour dad tell u* *tory about her, *he continue a* 'play ith her hair- +:e u*e to tell u* ho *he ouldalay* tal6 to u* hen e a* in*ide her belly andho e)ery night a* they laid don to *leep *he ould

alay* hi*per to u* that *he lo)ed u* to the moonand bac6, ' eel a arm tear drop all onto my che*t-' tilt her head up and our eye* meet a* ' ipe hertear* rom her ace- +' 6no ' might *ound crazy buthen ' loo6 up at the *6y and *ee the moon and the*tar* around it ' can almo*t hear my mom )oicetelling me that *he lo)e* me to the moon and bac6,*he *aid- +That(* not crazy at all Byna that(* the mo*t

beautiul thing ' ha)e e)er herd, ' gi)e her a 6i** onthe orehead- +Fou are amazing, ' hi*per to her ear-

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+7hat about you Coop5, ' a*6 him- +7ell you6no that my parent* are di)orce, he *aid and that(*


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all ' 6no about them- +=uc6* that they aren(ttogether, ' *ay- +Fea; but you don(t 6no hy theygot a di)orce tru*t me that part i* the one that*uc6*;, he *aid ' loo6 at him and ait until he

continue +my mom let my dad or another per*onand i that a*n(t bad enough the other per*on a* aomen,- ' am *peechle** ' can(t nd anything to *ayto him *o ' u*t *ueeze hi* hand- +' ha)e try toorgi)e her but ' can(t manage to do it and it(* not theact that *he let ith a oman it(* the act that *hegot up one day and decide to abandoned not only myather but me too, ' can hear the hurt in hi* )oice-

+Fou ha)e all the rea*on* to be mad at her Theo butyou 6no e)entually you are going to ha)e to orgi)eher- Don(t allo your anger to 6eep you aay romyour mom unli6e me you can *till ha)e *ome 6id orelation*hip ith her, ' *ay- +Fou(re probably right,he *aid- +Ater all e can(t all be perect li6e you; eare only human and e are bond to ma6e mi*ta6e*, '*aid to him and ' laugh- +7e *hould go it(* getting

late and e ha)e *chool tomorro, he get* up- 9urride home a* *ilent +:ome *eet home, he *aid a*he pull* up my dri)eay- ' gi)e him a hug and a *ot6i** on hi* chee6 +Than6 you or today Coop it a*hone*tly amazing,- +Fou(re elcome Byna *ee youtomorro, he *aid a* ' get out the car- ' am laying inbed and all ' can thin6 about a* my day ith Theo- 'can(t belie)e ' open up to him about my mom and he

e)en open up about hi*- ' under*tand he i* mad athi* mom but e)entually he i* going ha)e to orgi)eher- ' u*t hope he can put hi* pride a*ide and orgi)eher they both de*er)e a *econd chance- ' eel myphone )ibrate ' reach or it and read the me**age-

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Me: no but it was ama)ing

7hen ' came home to change =6y a* all ready atmy hou*e hich ' thought it a* eird *ince onlyKel)in a* home-

Me: you never told me why was youin my house earlier

:one*tly ' thin6 there i* *omething going on beteenKel)in and =6y- ' eel my phone )ibrate again-

Coop: good night yna thanks $ortoday I had $un

Me: *ood night and see you

tomorrowA* ' rite to him ' can eel my heart beat thre myhole body- +96ay tell me e)erything *tep by *tep,=6y *aid a* e al6 to my loc6er- ' ent o)er thedetail* but 6ept Theo(* *ecret or me- +9mg he lo)e*you he i* *loer than a turtle or not 6i**ing you buthe i* *o in lo)e ith you, *he *aid- ' agree ith the*loer than a turtle part +7ait a minute hy ere

you in my hou*e you ne)er an*er my ue*tion, 'a*6 again- =he *tart* to play ith her hair and loo6*aay *he only doe* that hen *he i* ner)ou* +mm 'a* um aiting or you, *he an*er- +=ure you a*,' *mile at her- +


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Me: how would you know we haven't seen each other

Coop: you didn't see me but I sawyou

Me: okay stalker

Coop: you know you like that idea

' actually do li6e the idea o Theo *tal6ing me i* thateird5 ' can(t admit it to him tho that(* u*t pathetic-

Me: you wish

Coop: see you at lunch

Me: is that a +uestion or a

command Coop: its an order "wink $ace#

' li6e eeling that he ant* me around *o ' don(t e)enmind the telling me hat to do thing- ' can(t ait orlunch- Jinally it(* lunch time ' ma6e my ay to myloc6er and ' eel *ome one cra*h into me +7atchhere you(re going Cinderella, ?ane**a *aid-+.e**a;, ' *ay to her +*eetie you better atch hat

you hit becau*e net time you may cra*h into my*t,- +' ould li6e to *ee to 6itten* ghting,Aleander *aid a* he *tand* behind u*- +4o)e bitch,?ane**a *aid a* *he al6* pa** me ' turn around todrag her bac6 but Aleander *tep* in beteen u* +=oho about that date Katalyna, he a*6- +Are you*eriou*5, ' *tare at him and roll my eye*- +7hyouldn(t ' be *eriou*5, he a*6- ' can(t belie)e he

ould a*6 me on a date again hen ' all ready turnhim don- +


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ith anger in hi* )oice- +.ot more than that bitch?ane**a you better chec6 her beore ' do, ' *ay tohim- +96ay '(ll tal6 to her but *he i*n(t my e ene)er dated and '(ll al*o tal6 to him, he *aid ' roll my

eye* and e al6ed to the caeteria- +7e got thi* i*the bag, ' hear Adam *ay- +:ell yeah it* a piece oca6e,


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Theo

' am going to 6ill Kel)in ' a* in the middle ocone**ing to Byna ho ' eel about her- +=up bro5,he a*6 a* ' al6 into hi* room- +.ot much ' am callingit a night ' am heading home,- +7hy *o early5, hea*6 ith a e)il *mir6- +' need my re*t or tomorro*game, ' *ay but hat ' really ant to *ay i* i ' don(tlea)e right no ' am going to punch you in the ace-+Chec6 you out later, he *aid a* ' al6 out hi* room- 'ha)e to tell Byna ho ' eel but r*t ' ha)e to tellKel)in ' don(t ant to lo*e my ball*- ' don(t 6nohich con)er*ation ' am more ner)ou* about- 7hat '

do 6no i* that Byna i* orth lo*ing my ball* or buti ' can a)oid it ' ill- '((ll tell Byna tomorro ater thegame ' reach or my phone and ' tet Byna

we have to nish our convotomorrow

yna: why not now(

Me: cu) what I have to say I wantto say it to your $ace

yna: ne can I ask you something

Me: you can always ask meanything

, yna: whats with the balls joke(

' can(t help but to laugh ' am denite tal6ing to Kel)inr*t-

Me: that's a story $or another time

yna: what ever I'll nd outeventually "rolling my eyes#

Me: *oodnight yna

yna: -ight Coop

' hope *he dream* o me becau*e ' 6no or a act '


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am going to dream o her-

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+Fou(re coming to the game5, ' a*6 =6y- +Feahhy do you *ound *urpri*e5, *he a*6 +becau*e youhate *occer and be*ide* you ha)e ne)er been to anyo the game*,- =6y hate* *occer or anything that ha*to do ith *port matter o act all *he li6e* about*port i* the men- +7ell ' thought it ould be nice to*ho *ome *chool *pirit, *he *aid- =chool *pirit mya** more li6e Kel)in *pirit- +96ay '(ll meet you atercla** *o e can ride together, ' *ay a* ' al6 to mycla**- ' 6no there i* *omething up beteen Kel)inand =6y but ' ha)en(t had time to in)e*tigate- ' *it incla** and ' notice that ueen b i*n(t in cla** *heprobably all ready let *ince the game i* aay and*he i* head cheerleader- The guy* let all readythereore ' didn(t e)en get the chance to i*h themgood luc6- ' ta6e out my phone and tet them goodluc6- Kel)in tet bac6 *aying than6 you but Theo

didn(t reply he i* probably dri)ing *ince they too6 hi*car- ' meet =6y at her car +=o *hould e go home andchange into *omething more eather riendly5, *hea*6- 7e *hould go change e are going to be *ittingunder the *un or a hile +Feah but a*t, ' *ay- 'change in to a blac6 *hort* that hug my a** u*t rightand into a hite *hirt that ha* Kel)in* uniormnumber on ront and Theo(* on the bac6- ' tie my hair

in a perect pony tail and too6 my *un gla**e* a* 'al6 out- +Come on e are going to be late, ' hear=6y- ' laugh a* ' get in the car did *he u*t ru*hed meto go to a *occer game5 +=o hat(* up ith Theo5,*he a*6 a* *he dri)e*- +:e ha* *omething to tell mebut ' ha)e no idea hat it i* about, ' *ay- +4aybe he


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i* going to cone** hi* lo)e or you and than youguy* can 6i** and go uc6 li6e ild animal*, *he *aida* ' laugh- +Fou(re *o *tupid you 6no ' am *till a)irgin, ' *ay- +' orget that you are a )irgin ' *till cant

belie)e that but Theo ill change that *oon, *he *aida* *he turn* up the radio to her a)orite *ong- ' 6nothat ' am in lo)e ith Theo but i* it enough to tru*thim ith my body5 ' a*6ed Bita ho ould ' 6no i 'a* ready to ta6e that *tep and her an*er a* thatmy heart and *oul ould lead the ay ' ounderhat that meant- All ' 6no i* that ho e)er it i* 'ha)e to be *ure that he i* orth it- 7e al6 to the

bench and loo6 or a *eat the game i* about to *tart-' *ee Theo and Kel)in arming up and ' can(t 6eepmy eye* o@ Theo(* body- ' re)ie him rom head totoe and ' can *ee hi* mu*cle* *tretching a* ' loo6 up '*ee him *taring at me and he *mile*- ' gi)e him alame a)e a a)e really hat a uc6ing lo*er ' am-

The game *tart* and ' *tart to get ner)ou*- Theoppo*ite team *core* and e are lo*ing 1H +Come

on boy* it(* *till early e got thi*, ' yell to them- ' *ee Theo(* and Kel)in(* ace and ' can tell by theirepre**ion that they are pi**ed- 7ith only ! minute*let o the r*t hal Kel)in pa** the ball to Ethan;Ethan cro**e* the ball to Adam- Adam loo6* to hi*right and *ee that Theo i* ide open *o he pa**e*the ball to him- Theo run* ith the ball and no i**tanding in ront o the goalie he *hoot* and ' hold

my breath a* ' *ee the goalie try to reach or the ballbut he mi**e* and the ball* goe* into the net- ' letout the breath ' a* holding and *tart to *cream+>9AAABBBBBBBG,- The r*t hal o the game ni*hright ater the goal- +Thi* game i* going to 6ill me, 'tell =6y +' 6no hat you mean ' had no idea *occer


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ould be *o inten*e, *he an*er*- ' loo6 don at herhand* and realize *he ha* eaten all her nger nail*+Boo6* li6e you are going to need a manicure,- =heloo6* don +Feah loo6* li6e it ' didn(t e)en notice '

a* doing it,- The *econd hal *tart* and 1 minute*into the game Aleander get* a yello card or*liding and hurting the other team member- +Damn i he get* another yello he i* going to lea)e the teamith one le** men, ' *ay- Aleander ha* the ball andKel)in i* to hi* right ide open +' am open pa** it,Kel)in yell*- Aleander loo6* at him put doe*n(t pa**the ball in*tead he run* ith it and *hoot* but the

ball ie* o)er the net- +Juc6, ' yell i he ould opa**ed it than maybe it ould o gone in- +7hat auc6ing a**hole he preer* to mi** the goal in*tead o pa**ing it to Kel)in, =6y *aid 2 minute* let o thegame and Theo ha* the ball he run* ith and pa**e*it to Kel)in; Kel)in 6ic6* the ball and he *core*- ' turnaround and hug =6y and e both ump up and dona* e *cream- The re*t o the game a* ner)e

rec6ing but e manage to *ur)i)e until the reereeblo* hi* hi*tle and it(* o0cial e are in the nal-All the guy* run onto the eld and orm a big circlehile they ump- =6y and ' run onto the eld and 'run into Kel)in(* arm +7e made it e are in the nal?inG, ' yell at him a* he *pin* me around- +' 6nomunch6in, he put* me don and hug* =6y +Than6*or coming, he *ay* to her- ' laugh a* ' thin6 *chool

*pirit my a**- ' loo6 around or Theo but can(t ndhim than ' *ee him tal6ing to ?ane**a- 4y hand* *tartto *eat; ' eel my body heating up; and ' can tell myear* are red becau*e ' can eel them burning- ' atcha* they tal6; hi* bac6 i* acing me and all ' can *ee i*that bitch ace- =he loc6* eye* ith me and *he


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thro* her arm* around hi* nec6 and 6i**e* him- 'eel my blood eplode ' turn around and al6 aaytrying my be*t not to cry- ' eel *tupid ho could 'e)en thin6 that *ome thing a* groing beteen me

and Theo- :o can ' be *o *tupid to thin6 that thi*ma6e o)er a* going to ma6e a di@erence- ' can eelmy heart brea6ing by the *econd*- ' ru*h thre thepeople in the eld and than ' eel *ome one grab me-' turned around ready to punch the a**hole that *topme and *ee it a* Aleander- ' pull my arm out o hi*hold +7hat5, +' u*t anted to 6no i you a*coming to my party5, he a*6- ' open my mouth to

*ay no but than ' *a Theo *taring at u* +9 cour*e 'am going ouldn(t mi** it or the orld, ' an*er-+>reat *ee you there, he *aid and gi)e* me a hug- 'al6ed aay and *potted =6y +Bet* go, ' tug her-

Theo

The game ni*he* ' loo6 around or Byna butin*tead ' *ee ?ane**a al6ing o)er to me- +Congrat*babe, *he *aid +Than6*; but ' am not your babe and

no that ' ha)e you here ' ant to tal6 to you about*omething, ' *ay a* ' pull her to the *ide- +7hate)ere had i* in the pa*t; e can be riend* i you antbut only that-, ' *ay to her- +'* it becau*e o thatthing5, *he a*6ed- +:er name i* KATABF.A and ye*it(* becau*e o her-, ' *aid- +Fou are lea)ing me orher5 =he i*n(t e)en pretty only becau*e *he ear*ma6e up and change the ay *he dre**e* doe*n(t

ma6e her better than me- =he *till i* that na*tytomboyG, *he yelled at me- +That (tomboy( a* youcall her i* a million time* prettier than you and morethan a omen that you ould e)er be- 9h and onemore thing bac6 the uc6 o@ don(t undere*timateByna due to her height *he can 6ic6 *ome *eriou*


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a**-, ' tell her- +7hate)er, ' hear her reply a* ' amabout to al6 aay; *he ump* up and rap* herarm* around my nec6 and gi)e* me a 6i**- +7hat theuc65, ' *ay a* ' pu*h her o@- +'t(* a goodbye 6i**,

*he *aid ith a *mile- +' hope you enoy that becau*ethat a* the la*t time you ould e)er ta*te my lip*, 'turn around and ' *ee Byna al6ing aay- Juc6 ' hope*he didn(t *ee hat ?ane**a did ' al6 a*ter to catchup to her and than ' *ee Aleander grab her- A* ' amma6ing my ay to them Kel)in *tep* in my ay+=top-, +7hat do you mean *top don(t you *ee that,' point to Aleander- +Feah; but ' al*o *a you and

?ane**a and i you ant your ball* to *tay herethey are ' ad)ice you to lea)e Katalyna alone- ' can6ill that a**hole in a heartbeat but ' don(t ant to 6illmy be*t riend, he *aid- ' *ho)e him and loo6 orByna but it a* to late *he a* gone-

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earing my ?ictoria =ecret lingerie you *till thin6 'am beautiul in*ide5 ' a*6 her ith a *mile- =he let*out a laugh +E)en i you are earing granny pantie*you are *till beautiul, *he *aid a* *he pull* up to my

hou*e- ' *ay bye to her and run to my room ' loo6 oran old *hirt and *ome paama* to change into- 'loc6ed my door and turned on my *tereo- ' cried *ohard to the point here ' had no more tear* to crythere i* a 6noc6 on my door +4unch6in can ' comein5, ' hear Kel)in a*6- ' al6 o)er to the mirror andtry to my *el up but there i* no hope or my redpu@y eye*- ' open the door +Are you o6ay5, Kel)in

a*6 a* e ta6e a *eat in my bed- +Feah ?in, ' nod myhead- +Fou 6no it a*n(t hatH, +' don(t ant tohear it ?in i you came to deend him and ta6e hi**ide than you can lea)e, ' cut him o@- +Boo6 Katalyna' ha)e no clue hat happen but i there i* a *ide 'ha)e to pic6 '(ll pic6 your *ide; ' am team munch6ine)eryday all day ' don(t *ay oten but ' lo)e you and 'ill chop anybodie* ball* o@ or you-, ' loo6 at my

brother and laugh becau*e ' nally under*tand theball* o6e +.o; ?in it* not hi* ault that he don(t *eeme li6e ' *ee him, ' *ay- Kel)in rap* hi* arm* aroundme in a tight hug +:e i* one *tupid *onHoHaHbitch 'can cut hi* ball* o@ and gi)e them to you a*trophie*-, ' laugh my a** o@ hat ' am going to doith to ball*5 +' am going to the party tomorro, '*ay a* he let* me go- :e arche* hi* eyebro +7ho

*aid5, +Come on ?in ' am 1$ year* old ' can ma6e myon deci*ion* and ' am not a*6ing you ' aminorming you that ' am going, ' *ay- +Jine; butpromi*e me i any one e*pecially Aleander trie*anything ith you; you(ll loo6 or me, he *aid- +'promi*e, ' roll my eye* becau*e come on ho ould


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ma6e a mo)e on me- The net day at *chool 'a)oided Theo ' can(t *tand *eeing him right no-+7ell loo6 ho i* bac6, ' hear


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laugh my a** o@ and than *mile at him +4aybe '*hould introduce you to-,

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+' don(t 6no i ' ant to go to the party, ' *ay to=6y- +Juc6 that e are going to thi* party and e aregoing to ha)e un, ' gi)e her a pity loo6 maybe *helet* me *lide- +Come on Kat you ha)e to *ho thata**hole that you can do better than him, *he *aid-=he ha* a point ' do ha)e to act li6e e)erything i*alright- +Fou(re right let* go get drun6 and party, '*ay- +That(* my girl let* go *ha6e our a**G, *hereplie* and al6* to my clo*et and loo6* or a dre**+Thi* i* perect or tonight ' 6ne it a* going tocome in handy- 8ule number one alay* ha)e a littleblac6 dre** in your clo*et, *he lay* it don on mybed- +=ee you in a e, ' *ay a* *he al6* out myroom- ' hit the *hoer careully not to et my hair- 'get out the *hoer and loo6ed or my blac6 braHle**lace ith a blac6 thong to put on- ' al6 o)er to my

bed and put the dre** on- The dre** i* al*o *traple**and it t* me li6e a glo)e it hug* all o my cur)e* u*tright the *ide o my dre** i* *ee thre- ' let my hairdon and all my curl* *pread around me- Than6* to4ic6ey the curl* are bouncing around in*tead obeing at and zzy- ' al6 o)er to the mirror to put on*ome ma*cara and eyeliner- ' loo6 around or my redlip*tic6 that 4ic6ey ga)e me earlier and put *ome on-

' al6 to my clo*et and put on my blac6 heel* that=6y made me buy hich ' am than6ul or- ' al*o ha)eto than6 her or *hoing me ho to al6 in them *hemade me practice or a hole ee6- ' turn to themirror to chec6 my*el out +.ot bad Katalyna not badat all, ' *ay out loud- ' hear *ome one hi*tle


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+4amacita, =6y *aid a* ' al6 don*tair* +Fou loo6hat K do ' 6no ho to pic6 them or hat5, *hea*6- ' loo6 at her +' got to admit you 6no hat youare doing by the ay you don(t loo6 bad your *el,-

=6y i* earing a red bandeau and a hite mini *6irtith red heel*- +Come on let* go e ha)e a party togo to, *he *aid a* *he pull* me- 7e pull up toAleander hou*e and my mouth drop* open +Theyere not o6ing hen they *aid that he can t halthe *chool, ' *ay- :i* hou*e i* huge and hi* par6inglot i* ull ith car*- 7e al6 up to the door +8eady5,=6y a*6 +:ell yeah let* go get drun6,- 7e al6 in to

the hou*e and ' hear the mu*ic playing *o hard ' canbarley hear my thought*- ' don(t e)en 6no hal thepeople in here +Come on let* go get u* a cup, =6y*aid- =he drag* me acro** the dance oor and ' amtrying no to bump in to no one *ince they are toobu*y grinding on each other- 7e nally reach the6itchen hen ' hear *ome one hi*tle at me +7o i '6ne you ould dre** li6e thi* or my party than '

ould thro partie* e)eryday, Aleander *aid- ' turnaround ith a cup in my hand +Don(t atter your *el' ouldn(t come e)eryday,- +Keep telling your *elthat baby, Aleander replie* ' roll my eye* at himand al6 aay hile *ipping on my cup- A e cup*later ' *tart to lo*ing up +Come on let* go dance, 'drag =6y to the dance oor- 7e *tart to dance +=ingleBady, by


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don and than bac6 up loo6ing at him rom thecorner o my eye*- ' can eel hi* eye* on my bodyolloing my e)ery mo)e and it(* ma6ing me eel*ey- Than ' *ee ?ane**a *tanding net to him and

the moment i* o)er- The *ong ni*h and e *tart toal6 aay and than Aleander grab* my hand+Dance ith me5, hat the hell hy not ' thin6 tomy*el- 8ihanna(* *ong +8ude o get it, ' yell at her a* 'clo*e and loc6 the bathroom door a* ' *tand up ' eel

a little dizzy *o ' al6 to the *in6 and a*h my hand*and *plat *ome ater in my ace- .o more beer* orme- ' al6 out the bathroom and ' eel *ome onedrag me to a room- +7hat the uc6G, ' *cream ' try toe*cape but they ouldn(t let me loo*e- +8ela baby,the hair* on the bac6 o my nec6 *tand* up hen '


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realize that it(* Aleander- ' eel my heart in mythroat- +' got to go, ' tell him a* ' turn around +Comeon let* ha)e *ome un, he *aid- ' try to reach or thedoor but he *tand* in my ay- :e loc6* the door and

al6* toard* me and ' al6 bac6ard*- 4y hand*are *ha6ing and ' *tart to eel *eat coming don myorehead- +9pen that door thi* i* not unny at all, '*ay and ' hear my )oice crac6ing- :e grab* me andpre** hi* body to me and ' can eel hi* hard coc6again*t my *tomach- +Fou *ee hat you did to medon*tair*5,- ' pu*h him aay and try to ma6e a runor it but he grab* my arm and *ing* me to the bed-

+Fou aren(t going no here, he pin* my arm* on topo my head- +Fou loo6 *o uc6ing *ey in thi* dre**but ' ant to *ee hat you loo6 ith out it, he *aid- 'mo)e around to *et my *el ree +Don(t uc6ing touchmeG, ' yell at him- :e lean* don and *tart* to 6i**me and ' can eel hi* na*ty lip* on my nec6- +=topGPlea*e *top, ' eel tear* building up- +Fou ant thi*a* much a* ' ant it, he *aid a* he trie* to 6i** me

on my mouth- ' mo)e my head to the *ide +.o ' don(tplea*e let me go and ' promi*e ' on(t tell Kel)in, 'plead- +:a; hat the uc6 i* that pu**y going to do5,he mo)e* don to my collarbone- +:EBPGG =ome oneplea*e help, ' yell out de*perately- :e ta6e* hi* handand co)er* my mouth +=hh, he *aid- ' ta6e theopportunity and punch him in the no*e- :e let(* go o my other hand to co)er hi* no*e and ' pu*h him o@

and run to the door- ' unloc6 the door and *tart toturn the 6nob and ' eel him pull my hair +Come herebitch-, he turn* me around and *mac6* me acro**the ace and ' can ta*te my blood- :e pull* my dre**up +Fou ant to play ru@ bitch '(ll *ho you ru@-, 'eel hi* hand* touching my body and ' can(t belie)e


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help but to imagine her on top o me mo)ing the*ame ay- =he loo6* up and *tare* at my eye* ande)eryone di*appear it(* only u*- ' *ee a loo6 in hereye* ' ne)er *een beore ' *ee de*ire in them- Than

*he doe* the *ei*t thing *he put* her hand up onher head and *loly *tart* to go don and than bac6up- ' chug the re*t o my beer becau*e ' eel mythroat dry- ?ane**a al6* o)er and a*6 me to danceand ' decline her- Byna *tart* to al6 o@ the danceoor and ' *ee Aleander grab her- ' eel my in*ide*burning and my breath *tart* to increa*e- 4y hand*are in a *t *he better not dance ith him but *he

doe* eactly that- =o *he ant* to play game* than 'am *ho her ho to play- ' grab ?ane**a and ta6eher to the dance oor *he *tart* to dance on me- :era** i* on top o my coc6 a* *he mo)e*- ' it a*another circum*tance than ' ould be hard a* a roc6but all ' care about no i* Byna- ' loo6 and ' *ee herbody clo*e to Aleander and ' eel uriou* *o ' grab?ane**a rom her ai*t and *he drop* on her hand*- '

loo6 at Byna again and ' *ee her acing Aleander andgrinding on him- ' turn ?ane**a to ace me and *he

ump* on to my arm* and rap* her leg* around me-' loo6 o)er again to *ee hat i* her net mo)e but '*ee her al6 aay rom the dance oor- ' pu*h?ane**a o@ me and ' al6 to get another beer- ' don(t6no hat ?ane**a yell* ' u*t lea)e her in themiddle o the dance oor- ' atch Byna and =6y

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notice =6y come bac6 don but ' don(t *ee Byna ithher- =he al6* to the table and grab* *ome thing 'al6 o)er to her +7here i* Byna5,- +7hy do youcare, *he gi)e* me an attitude- ' don(t 6no hat the

hell ' did to her but ' u*t bru*h it o@ +' u*t ant total6 to her,- +7ell *he don(t ant to tal6 to you *oho about you u*t go bac6 to that crazitch o your*,*he *aid and no ' 6no hy *he i* pi**ed- +'t(* nothat it *eem*, ' *ay to her- +Feah it(* ne)er hat it*eem*, *he an*er a* *he al6* aay- ' try to olloher but ' *top hen ' *ee her tal6ing to Kel)in- ' bac6o@ becau*e ' *till ha)en(t tal6 to Kel)in and ' am not

about to tal6 to him right no- A e minute* goe* byand than ' *ee her al6 bac6 up *tair* and Kel)inal6* toard* me +=o you and =6y5, ' a*6- +7e u*triend*, he *aid- Feah right li6e Kel)in can be u*triend* ith a girl +=ure,- ' *ee =6y running don the*tair* and *he run toard* u* +' can(t nd Kat, *he*aid ith tear* in her eye*- +' thought *he a* in thebathroom, Kel)in *aid a* ' loo6 around the room

+=hit; Aleander i* not around either, ' *ay- +=ohat5 Kat ouldn(t be ith him, =6y *aid +Feah butthat ouldn(t *top him, Kel)in *aid- 7e run up*tair*and e *tart opening e)ery door e pa**- E)ery doore open i* empty e reach the la*t door and it(*loc6- Kel)in 6noc6* on the door and that(* hen ehear Byna *cream- +=he i* in there, ' *ay to him-Kel)in and ' *tep bac6 and 6ic6 the door open- ' *ee

Aleander on top o her and a a)e o anger run*thre me- +>et the uc6 o her, ' hear Kel)in- ' go orAleander and ta6e him o@ her and punch him in hi*ace- :e *tep* bac6 to catch him *el and ' *ee thathe i* bleeding rom hi* no*e- ' hear Kel)in tal6ing toByna and ' hold Aleander in place becau*e he i*


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trying to al6 out- +:o dare you put your hand* onmy *i*ter, ' hear Kel)in a* he punche* him- ' loo6 toByna and *ee *he i* bleeding and i ' a* mad beoreno ' am outraged- +:e did hat5, ' a*6 a* ' thro

my *el to 6ill him but than Kel)in *top* me- Jor amoment ' thought ' a* going to punch Kel)in or*topping me rom getting to Aleander- +Bea)e himto me and go to her, Kel)in *ay* to me- ' debate ora *econd i ' *hould go ater him anyay* but than 'loo6 at Byna and *he i* *ha6ing *o ' ru*h to her *ide- '6no that Kel)in ill ta6e care o that a**hole- +Areyou o6ay5 Doe* it hurt5, ' a*6 her a* *he put* on her

dre**- +' am o6ay, *he lean* into my che*t and *tart*to cry ' can eel her *ha6ing- ' *tart to regret mydeci*ion o lea)ing Kel)in to ta6e care o Aleander '*hould be the one 6illing that motheruc6er but ' amnot lea)ing her *ide- ' *ee Ethan and


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+>o ahead *ay it, ' blurt out +=ay hat5, he a*6-+=ay you told me *o,- ' hear him chuc6le +Fou thin6that(* hat ' ant to *ay to you right no5 ' ha)e alot to *ay but tru*t me it(* not that, he *aid- .o '

6no ' ha)e it coming- +Fou thin6 ' ta6e pride intelling you ' told you *o5 7ell no ' don(t; it pi**e* meo@ that you ouldn(t li*ten to me or your brotheronly becau*e you can(t *tand people trying to protectyou, he *aid- 7e *top at the light and he loo6* o)erto me +' e told you to *tay aay rom him i*becau*e e 6no the type o douche bag he i*, headd a* he dri)e o@- +' tried to pu*h him aay he a*

the one that alay* loo6ed or me, ' *ay- +7ell youdid a good ob at pu*hing him aay coming to hi*party and dancing ith him, he *aid- :o dare hee)en *ay that to me i* he uc6ing 6idding me5 +7ellmaybe ' ouldn(t o came to hi* party i you didn(tma6e me eel li6e *hit, ' yell at him- +=o becau*e youelt li6e *hit you decide to come dre** li6e you didand grind on Aleander5, he a*6 and ' eel my blood

boiling- +.o; ' danced ith him becau*e ' *a youith ?ane**a, ' *ay- +8eally5 Are you *o ignorant toput your *el in danger only becau*e ?ane**a a**tanding be*ide me ' can(t belie)e ho childi*h youare, he *aid- That(* it ' am beyond pi**ed +' can bechildi*h but at lea*t ' am not a dumb a** li6e youG, 'yell- +:o am ' a dumb a**5, he a*6 +u*t the actthat you ha)e to a*6 pro)e* my point,- +At lea*t '

don(t ha)e to change my *el in order to ma6e peopleli6e me, he yell*- ' can(t belie)e he *aid that to me 'eel my heart hurting and ' eel *o angry that ' antto punch him- +Fou really thin6 ' change my *el orpeople to li6e me5 Fou are more o a uc6ing idiotthan ' thought- ' change my *el becau*e ' anted


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you to loo6 at me di@erently ' did all thi* *hit or youbecau*e my *tupid a** lo)e* you and ' anted you tolo)e me bac6;, ' yell a* e pulled up to my hou*e+but you a* *o bu*y uc6ing ?ane**a that you didn(t

e)en notice me; you ne)er did notice me, ' *lam hi*door- +Byna, he *aid a* he ollo* me +Juc6 you 'don(t ant to hear it, ' *ay a* ' al6 a*ter- Kel)in*ee* me crying and *tep* in ront o Theo +.ot todaybro, ' hear him *ay a* ' clo*e the door behind me- 'run up*tair* to my room and ta6e a *hoer- ' need toa*h my *el ' eel dirty; *eaty; and there i* nobetter place to cry than in the *hoer- ' don(t e)en

6no ho much time ' been in the *hoer but itmu*t been a hile becau*e the hot ater i* runningout- ' hop o the *hoer and dre** into my paama* 'thro my *el in bed- ' hear a 6noc6 on my door +>oaay Kel)in, ' yell- +Prince** it(* me can ' come in5,oh *hit it(* my dad- +Feah; Papi come in, ' *ay a* ' tryto my *el up a little- 4y dad al6* in and ta6e* a*eat net to me +'* e)erything o6ay prince**5, ' hope

Kel)in didn(t tell my dad becau*e that ould be 3guy* that ould ant to murder Aleander not thathe don(t de*er)e it but ' don(t ant none o my menin ail or him- +' am u*t a*6ing prince** becau*e '*a you run up*tair* and you didn(t 6noledge me,he add* and ' eel bad becau*e he i* right ' didn(te)en 6no he a* home- At lea*t he don(t 6nohat happen to me he lean* in and gi)e* me a hug

and that(* all ' need to *tart crying again- +'t(* o6ayprince**; Papi i* here, he gi)e* me a 6i** on top omy head- +Papi; my heart i* bro6en into million* opiece, ' *ay- +7hat happen baby girl doe* it ha)e todo *omething ith a boy5, he a*6 and ' nod myhead- :e ipe* my tear* aay +


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+=eetie ' am home, =6y )oice ll* the room- +'nhere honey, ' yell bac6 at her- =he come* in ith a7altH4art bag +' brought *ome ice cream; candy;

un6 ood; and mo)ie*, ' *mile at her +Fou 6no me

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=6y +ater e let the party ' got a called rom .icoleand *he told me *he *a Aleander yelling at?ane**a or coming up ith a *tupid plan that gothim beat up, ' eel my anger con*ume me ' am lo*t

in my on rage- +They plan thi*5 =he planed it5, 'a*6 a* ' clench my *t; *truggling or control- +Boo6*li6e it but you promi*e me that you a*n(t going todo nothing, =6y mu*t be out her damn mind i *hethin6* ' am u*t going to *it bac6 hile ' 6no it(* thatbitch ault- ' 6no that it(* not only her ault butAleander got hi* already and no it(* her turn and 'am going to be the one to gi)e it to her +h huh, '

*ay- ' promi*e ' ouldn(t do nothing today buttomorro it(* a di@erent *tory- 7e ni*h ba6ing ourcoo6ie* and atch our mo)ie* +=ee you tomorro,=6y *aid a* *he al6* out the door- Tomorro can(tcome a*t enough-

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' a6e up the net day and got ready or *chool- 'am earing a blac6 tH*hirt and *ome legging* ithmy con)er*e- ' tie my hair in a tight bun- ' al6don*tair* and *ee Kel)in +7hy do you loo6 li6e youare going to 6ic6 *ome one* a**55, ' loo6 at him and*mile +Don(t ' alay* loo6 li6e ' am ready to 6ic6*ome one* a**, ' *ay- =6y i* all ready aiting or meand ' get in her car the ride to *chool i* uite- ' al6

to my cla** and *ee ?ane**a tal6ing to *ome girl*- 'eel my anger rai*e up all o)er again and my hand*begin to *ha6e- ' hand my *tu@ to =6y and beore *hee)en a*6 hat* going on ' al6 toard* ?ane**a and' *pin her around +7hat the uc65, *he *aid- +Fouthin6 it a* unny5, ' a*6 +Actually ' thought it a*


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hilariou* you ant to dre** li6e a hoe than you gettreat li6e one, *he an*er*- That a* the la*t *tra 'a* hoping *he ould deny it but no in*tead *heproudly admit it- ' punch her right in the ace u*t li6e

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my dad hi* hand +4orning, dad reply- +' called you inthi* morning becau*e Katalyna decided *he antedto turn into a boer thi* morning, he *aid and dadloo6* o)er to me +Fou got into a ght5,- +=he

de*er)ed it dad, ' *ay +' don(t thin6 ?ane**ade*er)ed ' bro6en no*e Katalyna, Principle Da)eadd*- =he de*er)e more than a bro6en no*e ' thoughtto my *el- +' am *orry to inorm you 4r- 4orale* dueto Katalyna action* ' ha)e to *u*pend her or a ee6,Principle Da)e *aid- +7hat about the other girlbecau*e e)en i Katalyna *tarted the ght ' can tellby the *cratch on my daughter* ace that it a* a 2

*ide ght, dad a*6 +Fe*; o cour*e 4r- 4orale* *he i*al*o *u*pend or a ee6, he *aid- 4e and dad al6out hi* o0ce and toard* hi* car in *ilent- +Katalyna;hat in the orld i* rong ith you5, he a*6 a* edri)e o@- ' loo6ed out the indo and *tayed uite 'don(t 6no ho to *tart eplaining to him ith outcrying- All the adrenaline rom the ght i* comingdon- +Katalyna thi* better not ha)e nothing to do

o)er that boy becau*eH, ' cut him o +.o; dad ' ouldne)er ght o)er a boy and you 6no that,- +Thanhy did you ght that girl to the point that you bro6eher no*e5, he a*6 and ' loo6 don at my hand*-+Prince** you can tru*t me you 6no that right5, 'eel hi* hand co)er mine* and ' eel tear* in the bac6o my eye*- +8emember hen you ere little and youu*e to tell me ' a* your be*t riend ore)er5, he a*6

+Feah, ' hi*per- +Am ' *till your be*t riend ore)er5, ' reach o)er and gi)e him a uic6 hug and a6i** +9 cour*e daddy or e)er,- :e *mile* at me+96ay prince** *o hat happen5, he a*6 again andthi* time ' gi)e my dad the *hort )er*ion o hathappen ith Aleander and ?ane**a but 6eep the


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rapping part out- +=o thi* ?ane**a girl came up itha plan ith Aleander to harm you5, ' nod my head+Than they both had it coming and ' can(t be moreproud o you or *tanding up or your*el and ' am

proud o Kel)in or deending hi* baby *i*ter, he *aida* he gi)e* my hand a 6i**- 7e get into the hou*eand my dad* phone ring* and he al6* aay- ' hoponto the *oa and *tart to atch a mo)ie a hal hourlater dad al6* bac6 in +Prince** ' ha)e to go aayor the ee6 due to or6 but ' don(t ant to lea)eyou alone right no- Do you mind *taying ith Bitaor a e day*5,- +Dad '(ll be ne here and plu* '

ouldn(t be alone Kel)in ill be here, ' *ay- +Plea*eprince** do it or me ' 6no that Kel)in i* going to behere but he ha* *chool and practice, he *aid- +Jine'(ll go, ' *ay a* ' al6 up *tair* to pac6- 7e arelea)ing a* *oon a* Kel)in get* bac6 rom *chool-+8oc6y here you at5, ' hear Kel)in a* he al6* in- 'al6 don*tair* +Badie* and >entlemen in thi*corner eighing 13 pound* e ha)e Katalyna

4orale*, he *hout*- ' laugh at him +Junny boy youant *ome, ' put my *t up laughing- Dad come* outand inorm* Kel)in about hi* trip and about melea)ing to Bita*- :e agree* ith my dad on me*taying ith Bita or a e day* he *aid it ould begood or me- +' you need anything don(t be *hy toa*6 =6y, ' *ay a* ' climb in to the car-

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' ha)en(t *een or *po6en to Byna *ince the dri)ehome- =he didn(t e)en let me tell her that ' eel the*ame ay a* *he doe*- ' 6no ' acted li6e a totala**hole that night ' let my ealou*y ta6e o)er- ' tried


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to go o)er but Kel)in a*6 me to gi)e her *ome *paceand the only rea*on hy ' agreed a* becau*e *hehad a lot going on but today ' am going to tal6 to herand no one i* going to *top me- ' meet Kel)in in ront

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him- ' get in my car and dri)e to Byna hou*e ' can(tait to tell her that ' lo)e her a* much a* *he lo)e*me- +7hat* up bro5, Kel)in *ay a* ' al6 in +7hat*up5 7here i* Byna5 ' ant to tal6 to her and ' don(t

care hat you *ay, ' *ay- +Damn *he let li6e 2minute* ago, he *aid and ' ta6e a *eat +'(ll ait, '*ay- +Than you better get *ome ood becau*e *he letto our grandma(* hou*e or the ee6, he *aid and 'get up +7hy *he lea)e5,- +Dad thought it ould bebetter i *he a* aay rom the drama, he *aid-+>i)e me your grandmother(* addre** ' need to gotal6 to Byna,- :e loo6* at me and laugh +=it don

Theo, ' loo6ed at him conu*ed +=it, he demand*- 'ta6e a *eat and ' 6no hat(* coming net +7hat theuc6 i* going on ith you and Byna5 Boo6 man youare my be*t riend but i you thin6 that ' am going tolet you play ith my *i*ter(* eeling you ha)e anotherthing coming, he *aid- +.o it(* not li6e that Kel)in;,he i* loo6ing at me all *eriou* +' lo)e her,- +=incehen5 =ince *he change the ay *he dre**5, he a*6-

+.o;, ' *ha6e my head +' been in lo)e ith Byna e)enbeore that,- +Than hy you aited until no to *ay*omething5, he a*6- +


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thre a lot the*e couple o day* and *he might actli6e *he i* tough but *he i* a )ery *en*ible per*on 'thin6 *he de*er)e* to ha)e a e day* to regroupdon(t orry *he i* madly in lo)e ith you and that

on(t change,- ' 6no he i* right my poor baby ha*been thre a lot and *he need* *ome time o@ +Fouare right and ' don(t need your permi**ion a**hole;, 'loo6 at him and he loo6* mad +but ' am glad youappro)e that mean* ' can 6eep my ball*, ' add andhe laugh* +Jor no you *till got them but i you uc6up and hurt her '(ll chop them o@ and gi)e them toher a* a trophy, ' laugh at him but he u*t *tare* at

me +' am *eriou*, he *aid ' nod my head +'under*tand,- 't(* been day* *ince Byna let and 'can(t go one more day ith out *eeing her- +8ela bro*he i* coming home tomorro, Kel)in *aid a* heopen* up hi* rerigerator and to** me a *oda- +' 6nobut *he i*n(t going to ant to tal6 to me; you 6noho *tubborn *he i*,- +Fea you are right *he can be alittle *tubborn, he *aid and ' loo6 at him +A little5, '

reply- +' got an idea but e are going to need *omehelp, he *aid +:elp rom ho5, ' a*6- Ji)e minute*later there i* a 6noc6 on the door +That ould be ourhelp, he *aid a* he open* the door- +:ello boy*, 'hear =6y al6 in-

Chapter 18

&atalyna

' really enoy *taying at Bita hou*e my *tay ha*been calm and peaceul- 7hen ' a* younger ' lo)edcoming o)er becau*e *he alay* had re*h ba6egood* aiting or u*- ' *ort o don(t ant go hometomorro but ' mi** Kel)in- 7e ha)e ne)er been*eparated or a long period o time ' *tart to get *ic6


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hen ' don(t ha)e him around- +Are you ready to gohome baby5, Bita a*6 hile *he coo6ing- +.ot really '

u*t ant to *tay here le** drama than bac6 home, '*ay- +7ho i* the luc6y boy5, ' am *urpri*e hen *he

a*6 me becau*e ' ha)en(t *aid anything about Theo-+There i* no boy Bita, ' lie +Come on baby you can(tlie to me ' can tell there i* a boy by the ay you ha)ebeen mopping around the hou*e, *he *aid- =he i*right ' ha)e been mopping around the hou*e ' can(thelp but to mi** that a**hole o Theo- ' mi** ha)inghim around bothering me ' e)en mi** the ay he*mell* +=o tell Bita ho i* the boy,- +Bita do you

remember Theo5, ' a*6 +9nly becau*e ' am old don(tmean ' don(t remember ' ha)e a good memory you6no,- +7ell that(* him, ' *ay and ' brea6 into a*tupid *mile- +Jinally you to lo)e bird* admit that yalo)e each other- ' 6ne it a* *oon a* ' *a yatogether, *he *aid ith ecitement- +' don(t 6nohat you *a but ' am the only one here that i* inlo)e, ' *ay ith a *ad *mile a* ' hold bac6 my tear*-

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run don*tair* and gi)e Bita a big hug and ' 6i**+Than6 you Bita ' lo)e you,- +Bo)e you too baby anddon(t orry e)erything ill be ne, *he *aid- +94J> 'mi**ed you *o muchG, =6y yell* a* ' get in the car +'

mi**ed you too,- +Don(t e)er lea)e me again and JF'e are going out tonite and ' am not ta6ing no or anan*er, *he *aid +' a*n(t going to *ay no,-+7elcome home munch6in, Kel)in greet* me ith abig hug +4i** me5, ' a*6- +4ore li6e your coo6ing;,he *aid and ' punch him in the arm +:ey ' am u*t6idding o cour*e ' mi**ed you; ho a* Bita hou*e5,+>ood *he *aid you better go )i*it her beore *he

come* and drag* you by your ear, ' *ay +'(ll go by*oon,- 7e chat or a hile and than ' go up*tair* toget ready- ' am earing a mini blac6 *6irt ith a pin6hal *hirt and ' *traighten my hair- ' put a little onatural eye *hado; *ome eyeliner; ma*cara; and*ome pin6 lip glo** on- ' loo6 or *ome hoop earning*and or my bracelet; that ' only ta6e o@ hen '*hoer- ' al6 to my clo*et and ta6e out my pin6

*tiletto*- ' got to admit ' lo)e high heel* they are *o*ey- ' might a* ell go all the ay out- ' loo6 or myhal leather ac6et to top it all o@- +4unch6in =6y i*here, Kel)in yell* +' am going,- ' *ee Kel)in tal6ing to=6y but they loo6 *u*piciou* +7hat are you guy*tal6ing about5, ' a*6- They both ump up +.othing,they *ay at the *ame time- +7o 4amacita;, =6y*aid +Fou li6e5, ' a*6 a* ' *pin around- +' don(t li6e,

Kel)in *aid ' loo6 at him and roll my eye* and he*tart* to laugh +7hat(* *o unny5, ' a*6- +' u*tremember *omething;, he *aid +u*t lea)e beore 'change my mind and ma6e you change, he add*- +A*i, ' *ay and al6 out uic6ly becau*e he ouldactually ma6e me change- ' *ee him in6 at =6y


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+7hat a* that5, ' a*6 her a* e get in the car-+7hat5, *he a*6 o6ay enough i* enough ' am goingto cut *traight to the cha*e- +Are you and Kel)inme**ing around5, *he turn* and ace me +7e aren(t

me**ing around but ' do li6e him Kat,- +>ro** youli6e him5, ' a*6 +Feah ' do he i* *o *eet; *mart; and*o hotG, *he *aid +96ay enough ' don(t ant to hearabout my brother that ay; but you 6no i you thin6he i* hot that mean* you thin6 ' am hot;, *he *tart*to laugh +u*t be careul, ' add +' ill, *he an*er-7e head to a Karao6e bar that =6y pic6ed out eal6 in and ' *ee


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about Theo and ho crazy it i* that he ga)e me thi*pre*ent the *ame day a* ' got my tattoo- Come tothin6 about Theo 6no* me pretty ell ' *tart to mi**him e)en more- 7hat the hell am ' doing here5 '

mean ' do mi** my riend* but ' mi** him more ' antto be ith him- 4atter o act ' am going to go loo6or him *o hat i he don(t lo)e me the ay ' anthim too- ' don(t ant to lo*e him ' need him in my liee)en i it(* u*t li6e a riend- +Are you o6ay Kat5, =6ya*6 +Feah, ' might a* ell *tay 1 more minute* 'oe it to her- ' hear a guitar playing on the *tage andho e)er it i* they are playing +u*t The 7ay Fou

Are, by G ' recolonize that )oice ' *pin around and ' *ee Theo on *tage- ' can(t belie)e he i* up there *inging 'am *hoc6 and *peechle**- 7ait i* he *inging to me5.o ay he had no idea that ' a* going to be here or

did he5 ' loo6 o)er to =6y and *he *mile* at me andmouth +=orry,- =o he i* *inging to me; ' turn bac6around to *ee Theo and our eye* meet and he in6*at me- 4y heart *tart* to beat a*ter; ' eel butterie*in my *tomach; and ' eel an ache beteen my leg*-

“Oh you know, you know

'! ne"er ask you to #hange

i$ per$e#t is what you're sear#hing $or

%hen &ust stay the same

o !on't e"en bother asking i$ you look okay”

4y eye* *tart to get atery- u*t by him *inging thatpart o the *ong to me mean* *o much- The ay he i*


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*taring at me i* li6e he i* loo6ing right thre me intomy *oul- ' get lo*t in hi* gaze all the pain and anger 'had thi* couple o day* ha* no )ani*h and hat(*let i* only lo)e- ' am madly in lo)e ith Theo Cooper

there i* no ay ' can go bac6 to being u*t riend*-

“Her lips, her lips

#oul! kiss them all !ay i$ she let me

her laugh, her laugh

she hates it but think it's so se(y”

' eel a *mile creeping up on me and ' bite my loer

lip- ' can(t *top blu*hing he i* really up there *ingingto me ' eel li6e ' am dreaming and i ' am ' don(tant to a6e up e)er-

+)irl you're ama*ing &ust the way you are”

+' ant to dedicate thi* *ong to the mo*t amazingand beautiul girl that ' e)er met thi* *ong i* or youByna, he *aid a* the *ong ni*h- ' can(t e)en thin6*traight right no all ' 6no i* that ' am *o et right

no that ' eel embarra**- ' try to calm my breathand my heart beat ' ipe my hand* on a nap6in- '*ee Theo al6ing toard* u* and ' turn around theguy* are all cheering him on +7ay to go, Kel)in *aid-+


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' hold my breath +' lo)e the*e thing* right here; ' lo)eyour laugh; your eye* are my on per*onal *tar*; hell' e)en lo)e the ay you roll your eye* hen you(remad;, ' let out a *mall laugh +' lo)e the act that '

eel *o comortable around you but ' al*o get ner)ou*hen e are together; you ma6e me eel thing* 'ha)e ne)er elt beore; you ma6e me eel all armin*ide and e)ery time ' *ee you my heart beat rai*e*up that ' can eel it in my throat;, it eel* li6e he i*eplaining e)erything ' eel +7hat ' am trying to *ayi* that ' am in lo)e ith you Katalyna 4orale* 'alay* ha)e been, he *aid and i ' a* *peechle**

beore no ' am mute ' can(t nd nothing to *ay- 7ellnot really ' ha)e a lot to *ay but ' can(t manage toget the ord* out- +' under*tand i ' am to late ' u*tneeded to tell you, he *aid a* he i* getting up- ' grabhi* hand and bring him bac6 don +'t(* ne)er to late 'lo)e you Theo ' ha)e and ' alay* ill lo)e you,- :eput* hi* arm* around me and pull* me into him 'clo*e my eye* and ait or the 6i** ' been aiting

or; ' eel *ot lip* on mine- >od he ha* the *ote*tlip* ' ha)e e)er elt ' ha)e 6i**ed boy* beore butthey don(t compare- :e trace my lip ith hi* tongue 'open my mouth a* an in)itation- 9ur tongue* mo)edtogether *loly until e all into a rhythm- :i* tonguei* eploring my mouth a* ' do the *ame to hi*- ' letout a *mall moan in to hi* mouth and ater he moan*into mine*- :e ha* one hand around my ai*t and

the other one in bac6 o my nec6 he lay* me on the*and a* he po*ition* hi* body on top o me- ' moanagain god he i* talented ith that tongue ' ta6e hi*bottom lip in beteen my mouth and bite don alittle and than lic6 here ' bit don and he let* out agroan- :i* groan ma6e* my nipple go hard and ' eel


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my *el going et all o)er again- ' *ear ' can eel hi*heartbeat a* hi* che*t i* pre**ed on my boob*- :ebrea6* the 6i** and e both ta6e a minute to catchour breath but ' in*tantly mi** hi* lip*- :e bend*

don and 6i** me on my chee6 and than on my no*e+Byna;, he hi*per a* he plant* a *ot 6i** on my lip+do you ant to be my girlriend,5

Chapter 2

Theo

' ait or Byna to an*er my ue*tion- ' can(tbelie)e ' got up *tage and actually *ang- ' ha)e ne)er

*ang in ront o people beore ' a* *o ner)e* butonce ' *a her ace e)eryone el*e di*appeared- +=o;do you ant too5, ' a*6 again and *he *ha6e* herhead to the *ide +' need *ome time to thin6, *he*tart* to laugh and my heart ump* on the *ight oher dimple*- +9h you need *ome time5, ' *tart totic6le her and *he 6ic6* and laugh and her laughma6e* me laugh- +96ay; =top =top, *he beg* +.ot

until you an*er my ue*tion, ' *aid- =he trie* topu*h me aay and ' pin her arm* abo)e her head*he *tare* at me ith atery eye* due to herlaughing *o hard +Fe*; ' ould lo)e to be yourgirlriend, ' lean don and gi)e her a *ot 6i** herlip* ta*te li6e *traberrie* and they are *ot- 7hat*tarted li6e a gentle 6i** turned into a pa**ionate andhunger 6i**- ' can eel her nipple* harden beteen

our *hirt and that a6e* up my coc6- 9ur breath *tartto e*calate and my heart begin* to drum again- 'remo)e a *trand o hair rom her ace; e)ery time 'do that ' can *ee her blu*h; and ' 6i** her no*e+Fou(re *o beautiul,- +Fou aren(t that bad loo6ingyour *el, *he replie*- ' ha)e to get o@ her beore *he


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eel* hat *he doe* to me- ' can(t lo*e my controle)en tho my de*ire or her i* begging to come out-+Come on baby let(* go bac6 to the bar, ' *aid a* 'help her get up- ' need to be around people becau*e

ith that *6irt and her hal *hirt ' don(t 6no homuch longer ' can hold bac6- =he pout* her *ey lip*at me +4mm; ho about e go bac6 to my hou*eand atch a mo)ie, *he *tand on her toe* and gi)e*me a 6i** on the corner o my mouth- ' don(t 6no igoing bac6 to her place and being alone ith her i* agood idea- +Are you *ure5, ' a*6 one more time- =he6i**e* the other *ide o my mouth +Fea ' am *ure,- '

can eel my coc6 pre**ing again*t my zipper +96ay;hat e)er you ant, ' *ay e)en i that mean* my*u@ering- =he 6i**e* me and nibble on my bottom lip-Any control that ' had u*t let the building- ' rap myarm* around her ai*t and pull her in and ' de)ourher lip*- ' can *mell her ruity perume and it ma6e*my mouth e)en more atery ' ounder i *he *mell*li6e that all o)er- ' pic6 her up and *pin her around

and ' can eel her *mile on my lip* +=hall e go5, 'a*6-

Chapter 21

#atalyna

' can(t belie)e ' am o0cially Theo(* girl- ' am *ohappy that ' can(t *top *miling- +' lo)e to *ee you*mile it light* up my orld, Theo *aid and ' laugh

becau*e he i* *o corny but ' lo)e it- 7e get into thecar and ' ta6e out my phone to tet *6y

Can you keep my brother occupied $orthe rest o$ the night( /nd thank you

Cielo: my pleasure "wink $ace#


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lic6* hi* lip* and ' get turn on ' rap my arm* aroundhi* nec6 and than he rap* hi* around my ai*t- 'lean in and lic6 hi* lip here he lic6ed it and than ebegin to 6i**- 9ur mouth t *o perect it(* li6e they

ere made or each other- ' am glad he i* holding mebecau*e ' eel my thigh* ui)ering- ' hear him groanand it ma6e* me moan- ' lo)e hearing that *ound hema6e*- ' can eel hi* erection pre**ing again*t mycenter and my hip* automatically *tart mo)ingaround- +


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it(* dri)ing me crazy +9h >od;, he *aid a* ' relea*ehim rom our 6i** +Byna you don(t 6no ho bad 'ant you,- ' giggle at him +' can eel it, ' *ay- +'*hould lea)e baby, ' *it up and ta6e o my *hirt +'

don(t thin6 *o,-

Chapter 22

Theo

' don(t 6no ho much longer ' can hold my*elbac6 Byna i* on top o me *hirt le**- At thi* point '*ort o i*h Kel)in ould o chop o my ball* they areon re- :er boob* are *pilling rom her bra +Juc6 it, '

*ay out loud- ' cup her boob* ith my hand* +=operect,- ' ma6e my ay to the bac6 o her bra anda*6 her one la*t time +Are you *ure5, *he lean* donand bite* my loer lip +Fe*,- ' unbuc6le her bra andher boob* *pill ree- +Fou ha)e no idea ho manynight* ' dream o your tit*, ' *ay a* ' 6i** her- ' cupone brea*t and her nipple i* all ready hard +9h baby,' pa** my arm tongue acro** her nipple and the

*eie*t moan come* out o her- ' mo)e my tonguearound than ' *uc6 on her tit +9h >od Theo, *he *igha* *he play* ith my hair- ' can eel her *6in bra6e into goo*ebump* and it ma6e* me *hi)er- ' nibble onher nipple and than gi)e it a *ot bite- =he thro* herhead bac6 and dig* her nail* in my *houlder- ' traceher nec6 line ith my tongue and 6i** the *ide o hernec6 here ' can eel her heartbeat- +=o *ey, '

hi*per into her ear and than *uc6ed on her earlobe-' return to her other brea*t and gi)e it the *ametreatment a* the other one- +Bit your arm* up, *hecommand* and ' do hat '(m told- +9mg *o perect,*he mumble* a* *he 6i**e* my aline and than mynec6- ' eel her lip* on the *ide o my nec6 *he bite*


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don and than l eel her et arm tongue and it*end* chill* thre my body- ' let out a groan due toplea*ure not pain- =he 6i**e* my collarbone and thanma6e* her ay to my che*t +>od i* it e)en legal to

ha)e thi* many pac6*5, lea)e it up to her to ma6eme laugh- =he 6i**e* my rib* and ' eel my coc6

ump- ' ip her becau*e ' can(t ta6e it anymore- ' 6i**her all o)er the place- ' nd her tattoo and 6i** e)erypart o it +' lo)e thi* tattoo, ' *ay- ' ma6e my aydon her belly button ' *tart to pull don her *hort*and loo6 at her or permi**ion *he u*t nod* and bitedon on her lip- ' continue to pull them o@ and *he

lit* up her hip* to help me- ' can hear her breathaccelerate ' lean bac6 and ta6e her in- =he loo6* *obeautiul ith her hair e)ery here and her eye* loo6brighter than ' e)er *een them beore the moon lightcoming thre the indo ma6e* her loo6 *urreal-+7hat5, *he a*6 a* *he trie* to co)er her *el up '*top her +.othing u*t ob*er)ing the ma*ter piecethat you are;, ' lean in and loo6 in tho*e eye* that

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problem*,- +Did ' hurt you baby5, he a*6 me ithorry in hi* eye*- :e i* *o *eet +.o;, ' gi)e him a6i** ' can(t get enough o hi* lip*- +Than hat(*rong5, he a*6- +9ne you *till ha)e your pant* on;, '

*mile at him +and to thi* i* embarra**ing but ' don(t6no ho to return the a)or, ' *aid a* ' loo6 don-:e ta6e* o hi* pant* +=olution number one and orthe *econd problem don(t orry about that it a* myplea*ure and ' can alay* *ho you later, he in6*-:e lay* on top o me and *tart* to 6i** me- ' canta*te my*el on him and that turn* me on- 4y hand*ma6e their ay in to hi* boer and ' eel on hi* coc6-

9mg he i* huge ' run my nger up and don and 'can eel him getting harder i that i* e)en po**ible- 'ha)e no idea ho he i* going to t in*ide me ' *tartto panic- 7hat i he rip* me and ' ha)e to go to theho*pital and get *titche*- +Don(t orry baby e don(tha)e to do anything, he rea**ure* me- To hell iththat ' ant to do it my body i* aching or him to bein*ide me '(ll deal ith the ho*pital later- ' pull don

hi* boer and hi* coc6 *pring* out- 't(* *o pin6 andperect nothing li6e hat ' a* epecting- +'t(* *opretty, ' blurt out he laugh* and loo6* at me +Pretty5

Fou u*t called my manhood pretty5 't(* ne)er beencalled pretty beore ' don(t 6no hat ' *hould *ay,- 'giggle and eel humiliated or *aying it out loud-+


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beteen my leg* and ' *tart to thin6 *tupid thought*-7hat i ' bleed to death5 7ell at lea*t '(ll die happy- 'eel the head o hi* coc6 mo)ing up and don myold* and ' eel et all o)er again +4m you are *o

et already, he hi*per in my ear- :i* head nd* myclit and he rub* it +9h god, ' hum ' can eel my*elbuilding up again- +Fou li6e that5, he tea*e* me+Fe*, ' manage to *ay- :e grab* hi* coc6 and place*the head on my center- ' put my hand* on hi* che*tand ' can eel hi* heartbeat it matche* mine*- +'()ealay* lo)ed you Byna, he loo6* in to my eye* and 'can eel a tear building up +=o ha)e ', ' reply- +'(ll go

*lo and *teady baby, he *aid- :e *loly pu*he* hi*tip in*ide me and the pre**ure build* up a* he*tretche* me or the r*t time- ' open my mouth andhe lean* don to 6i** me- :e *loly pu*he* him *elmore into me little by little- ' eel li6e he i* ripping myin*ide* and ' let out a cry ' ta6e in a deep breath- :ebite* don into my lip and ' eel *o much pain butal*o plea*ure- :e *top* *o ' can catch a bra6e and '

am *o terried to e)en mo)e a tear roll* don mychec6- :e lic6* it o@ my ace +Are you o6ay baby5,he a*6- ' nod becau*e ' can(t *pea6 he glide* all theay in*ide me and my in*ide rap* around him a* ihe a* alay* meant to be in there +=top babe;, 'nally *ay he *top* and trie* to pull out and ' holdhim in place +.o u*t gi)e me a *econd to reco)er,-+96ay baby, he goe* don and grab* my nipple in

hi* mouth- =ome one *hould gi)e him a medal orthat tongue o hi* he dri)e* me crazy ith that thing-' gro hornier by the *econd and u*t the *imple actthat he i* in*ide o me dri)e* me crazy- +


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to greet him +That(* it baby, he *aid- At r*t itburned and ' elt a little pain but no it eel* *o good-:e pull* hi* coc6 out and than pu*he* it bac6 in andma6e* my toe curl- 7e both moan at the *ame time-

:e thru*t in and out hile hi* tongue i* ippingin*ide my mouth- ' am *o lo*t in thi* man ' eel li6eour *oul* combine into one- ' pull on hi* hair becau*e' can eel my *el getting clo*e to coming again +Juc6Byna you eel *o uc6ing good, Theo *aid ' let out amoan- :e mo)e* hi* hip* in circle and ' can eel himall o)er me +Ja*ter, ' yell cha*ing my orga*m- ' reachor hi* a** and pull him in clo*er ' can eel hi* tip

po6ing my gH*pot- ' pu*h my *el up and don at the*ame time he mo)e* ' dig my nail* in hi* bac6 +9hmy god ' am *o clo*e, ' let him 6no- +Come or mebaby, he thru*t in*ide me and ' nally eel hi* tip ripthre my *pot- 4y *6in bra6e* out into goo*ebump*;' eel tingle* all through my body; the hair on thebac6 o my nec6 *tand* up a* ' yell hi* name- +Byna,he *aid a* ' *ha6e underneath him he thru*t to

more time and than nd hi* relea*e- :e drop* ontome and 6i**e* me +That a* amazing, ' *ay +.o youare amazing, he *aid- :e pull* out o me and ' *tareat hi* a**; e)en that i* perect on him; a* he al6* tothe bathroom- :e come* bac6 ith a arm toel andclean* me ' *ear he i* going to gi)e me diabete*becau*e he i* *o *eet to me- ' nally under*toodhy ' aited *o long to lo*e my )irginity becau*e my

body and my heart alay* 6ne Theo a* thecho*en one- ' 6no it *ound* *o chee*y but that(*ho ' eel- Theo ma6e* hi* ay into the co)er* anddrag* me to him +'* e)erything alright baby5, ' nodmy head and ' can eel a tear coming don he 6i**e*it aay +7hat(* rong baby tal6 to me5,- ' loo6 up to


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hi* eye* +'t(* going to *ound *o dumb, ' *ay+.othing; you *ay can be dumb, he *aid- +' u*t eel*o much lo)e that it(* o)erhelming ' gue** you can*ay that they are tear* o oy, ' *ay- +Damn; ' 6ne '

a* good but not that good, he *aid- ' *it up and loo6bac6 at him i* he *eriou*5 :e *tart* to laugh andgrab* me bac6 don +' am u*t 6idding baby ' u*thate *eeing you cry e)en i they are tear* o oy,- 'laugh +' a* *o ready to 6ic6 you out my bed,-+


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li6e the pain- ' *tare at hi* pin6 coc6 and ' lic6 my lip*' ha)e no idea ho to do thi* but ' remember *ometip* that =6y ga)e me- =he *aid that it(* li6e *uc6ingon a lolly pop but not to bite on it- ' lic6 the tip o hi*

coc6 and than ' *loly blo on it he let* out a moan 'loo6 up and he i* *till a*leep- ' run my tongue up anddon hi* coc6 and than ' open my mouth to elcomehim in- 9 cour*e ' can(t t all o him hat e)er it(*let ' rub it ith my hand*- ' thought ' ouldn(t li6edoing thi* but ' am actually enoying it ' am gettinget u*t by doing it- +Thi* i* a good ay to a6e up, 'hear him *ay ith a *ey ra*py )oice- :earing hi*

)oice turn me on ' *irl my tongue around hi* head+4m *loer baby, he grab* a handul o my hair andguide* me ' ne)er thought oral *e ould turn me on*o much ' eel li6e ' am ready to come and he ha)en(te)en touch me- +A little bit a*ter no baby, hecommand* a* ' do hat ' am told- ' cup hi* ball* inmy hand and ' *tart to play ith them +Juc6 Byna, helit* me o@ and 6i**e* me +>ood morning baby,- +'

a*n(t done, ' *ay a* he gi)e* me another 6i**-+Tru*t me ' a* a *econd aay rom coming but 'ant to come in*ide you, he *aid- ' eel my clit pumpli6e i it had it(* on hear

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