It feels great when someone special is beside you. You heartbeat suddenly beats fast and loud that it can burst to your chest anytime. You feel somewhat dizzy and sweating even if the weather is just fine. That you are happy and the world suddenly enlightened when you see her. Well, actually you ONLY see her, as if she is the only person in the world. Just like this time. Wait, you say I like her?? No, I LOVE HER. I love her that it hurts without a reason. Maybe because Im not always with her anytime, that we have a separate group of friends, that we only talk about our same interests or anything related to school, that I wanted to say my feelings for her but I cant, and whatsoever. But it doesnt feel awkward and I dont feel awkward about that. Its just that it hurts. Jealous? Nah... Maybe. I dont know. The only thing I know is that I love her. I always care about her as much as myself. So I choose to be silent and wouldnt express this feeling, because I know it is only a one-sided. And I should accept it. My question: You know you wouldnt want to lose someone just by telling the truth right? If that is so, would you prefer be a good friends and let your feels be running and bursting inside? My answer Yes. But the another question is: How long will be that way? *sighs*

Suddenly, my subconsciousness says: When the time is right.

Hi Tiffany good morning! Taeyeon gladly says as she and Yoona walks in the classroom. She is the first person she saw in this morning, but she greeted her other classmates as well. Tiffany just smiled and wave her hand while still busy texting on her phone. Taeyeon place her bag down and try to calm herself because they made a long walk on the way to school.Whoo! So exhausting.. Yoona, were not yet late right?Yup. We still have 15 minutes left. Yoona said as she checks her watch.Well thats great. She said.Hey guys! Do you have any food? Im hungry. Sooyoung blurted.Tch. As always shikshin. Why you wouldnt just control youself? Sunny said. Sooyoung gave her a glare. Why would I? You dont own my stomach anyway. Then she stuck her tongue out. Sunny rolled her eyes as she continue to focus back on her game in her gadget.Shikshin shakes Jessicas shoulders. Yah pabo! Come lets eat please please pretty please?? Now she gave her a pout hoping that it might work. Sica stares for a while,And melt.Aish.. Stop doing that thing derp! I dont want to.Stop being lazy for once Sica-yah! You know, cucumbers will haunt your dreams tonight. Mwehehe. She smirks.As if! Sica crossed her arms while giving Soo a cold stare. Sooyoung swallowed and shifts uncomfortably in her seat, giving the ice princess a pout again.Okay. Never mind about that. And she lowered her head.Jessicas conscience strikes. Then she placed her hand in shikshins shoulders. Aww Poor cutie. You know Im joking right? Okay lets eat. She smiled.Really? Sooyoungs eyes widened, sparkling. Lets go! Ill treat you. She suddenly grabbed her hand and run through the door before Ice princess could respond.Wait up! Me too yah! Hyoyeon rushed into them.And dont eat burgers and hotdogs! Seohyun shouted.Meanwhile, Yuri sat beside Yoona. Yoong I want to tell you something.What is it?Ive completed Insurgent trilogy books! Yeyy! Yuri said as she raises her arms wide.Oh my gosh really? O__O Thats amazing! Now youve added more books into you mini library huh? How lucky. Yoona claps in amazement.Lets meet in lunch and Ill show you those books.Of course. By the way, can you accompany to the bookstore after that? Lets check someone ones there. Yoong happily suggested.Thats awesome! Now I cant wait for later. Weeee! They both laughed.Those one of the moments that Taeyeon witnessed every morning inside the classroom. But she dont know why she feel really strange today.

Im bored. Tiffany said.Me too. Then Taeyeon turned to her. What if you love someone who doesnt love you, what will you do?Why are you suddenly asking me that?I-i uhh I dont know..He..he.. she said nervously. She was actually surprised and confused when she said that question.Well, I will just love him secretly I guess? It depends haha. The taller girl replied.Ohh.. okay. Pause. Wait, him?? Whos him?Huh? Nothing. I dont have any love interest to a person for now.Oh sorry, I thought you have one lately haha.How about you? Do you have any? Tiffany smirks.M-me?? Y-yess. Maybe. No. What?Do we have any assignments today?No we dont have. And you are changing topic. So tell me, who is this person? Yiieee.Obviously, Its you. Actually I dont have. I lied.Ows? Really? Fany was not convinced. She poke the short girl many times.Hey stop haha.. If you dont want to believe me, then dont. Taeyeon pouts.Just kidding. Tiffany makes a peace sign together with Taeyeons weakness: her eyesmile.Aish just forget that. Hey, lets ditch this class. Mrs. Han was not here yet.And where do you want to go?To the mall of course.. Wait, where is everybody? Taeng said. He noticed that no one is here but the two of them. It seems they have already left. Hey Tiff. We shoushe turned to Fany but suddenly the atmosphere changed. She blink.

Blink.

Blink.

Hello? Spacing out? Were not on planet Mars girl. The eyesmiler said as she waved her hand to shortys face. Huh?? Why are we here? Taeyeon was back from her short thoughts.You said we will ditch class remember? Now we are here. And hey! It says that its malls anniversary so everything here inside was free! Now lets go grab some GG albums. O-okay Taeyeon was still confused, but she realized that she should take the moment because she was ONLY with the one she secretly love most. Plus, this may never be happen again for Tiffany was always with her group of friends, which she knows she doesnt belong. All she need to do is to have fun with her.

Kyaaa! GG albums and posters.. Oh. My. God. Miss, can we have them all? the taller girl asked to the salesperson. Of course maam. You can have it free before its too late. Said the salesperson.Me too! Taeyeon said as they joyfully get all those CDs plus DVD movies. Now, lets go get some ice cream! she again suggested. The two continue to have fun by buying outfits, eating, playing in game stall/consoles, and roaming around. Taeyeon realize that there are only few people around in this mall. There are supposed to be a bunch of people here caring almost all goodies but she doesnt expect to be just that few less than sixty. Oh well, Ill just focus on Tiffany instead, She thought as she recently glance to the girl who shows only happiness and painted eyesmiles on her face. Taeyeon still cant believe that she was still with her, she felt like she was floating with butterflies inside. It made her crazy more when Fany intertwined her fingers into her spaces perfectly. This is one of her wishes she could ask for, and hoping it will not come to the end. Im tired. Can we watch a movie?Sure. Lets buy popcorn first. Taeyeon said as they led to the food stall, swinging hand in hand.

Well, that was scary. Hahaha. But the movie was awesome. Shorty said. She wiped some tears in her eyes because she laughed so hard during the movie. Tiffany is still hugging her, not moving.Hey, the movie was already finished okay? Everythings fine. Taeyeon comforted her.I will never ever watch this kind of movie again, the latter said. Taeyeon giggled. She slides her hand through Fanys smooth hair, mesmerizing the different kind of warmth she receives, filled with hopes and desires as she was able to take the familiar sweet scent closer. The short girl finally lost in her own thoughts until the taller girl said such a beautiful view in here, She smiled.The short girl suddenly feels the cool breeze of air touching lightly into her face. They were on the hilltop. Thousands of tiny, flickering lights are showed down in the city like fireflies gathering around in the blackness of the night. Taeyeon couldnt resist this pressure anymore. She may regret this, but she dont care. At least she tries to let it out.I have something to tell you Fany-ah, She softly said, bracing herself for the expecting pain and rejection.Hmm? Fany said, breaking the hug to face the short one. Taeyeon stared deeply in her brown eyes, she took a deep breath before she at last escaped the three, sweet words coming from her mouth.I-I love you.Tiffany gasped.I love you, I really do. But this is silly right? I shouldve seen this coming and avoided it, but I cant. I just let it happen. You know, youre the first person Ive noticed most since our first day of school. And Im grateful when we have the same interests, at least we can be closer. Im always worried every time you feel bad and not in mood. I really felt different whenever Im with you, I try to say that Im always here at your side, but the words just fail. I just.. ughh.. god, Im not good at this.. hehe.. she scratched her head then she rises up from her seat. Tiffany remained quiet.*sighs* Never mind Tiffany. Just Just forget what I said earlier Lets go home. She turned to walk away but Fany stands up and immediately hold her hand. They stared each other for a second.Tiffany smiled slyly. Why would I forget those things you said earlier?.. She reaches the latters hand and squeezes it both. ..when I know now we are the same? Taeyeon couldnt believe what she heard. Before she could respond to her feeling inside, Tiffany gave her a quick peck on the lips. She felt her cheeks are burning.I love you too Taetae. She whispered. She leaned again for another kiss. This time, a long, sweet, and passionate kiss. Taeyeon give in, as she placed her both hands and traced her fingers a little, receiving a chilling sensation to Fanys back. Then she put her arms at Taengs shoulders to pull her closer, deepening the kiss. After their few tugs and moans, they finally break the kiss to catch up some air. They stare each other for a moment and smiled. Tiffany reached up for another hug.You dont know how much youre mean to me Taetae, and I didnt expect that you will feel the same too. Thanks for making me happy. The eyesmiler said softly. The short one just smiled. I love you Fany-ah.I love you too Taetae. Wake up now

Wake up now Taeyeon!! Its already 7 or youll be late for school again. A voice echoed from kitchen.A dim light flashes into her eyes as she hardly open it. Hmm okay mom.. she yawned and stretched her short arms and legs before she sat up and suddenly thought of something. She sighed.Just another dream about her She sighed again and ruffled her hair. She got down from her bed and prepared herself to go to school, bracing herself to face her dearly love again.(_)