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H ifol mbol tb ehl.

Ub ehl tml pfrts bn ol tmft lvla sll pfrts bn ol tmft frl ylt tb ehl. Ub

chrtm tml pfrt bn ol tmft hs kust tml wmbdl bn ht fdd, obrl fae obrl whtm

dlss fae dlss plrilpthba bn pfrts fae wmbdl.

H eheat jabw wmla, br wmlrl br wmb. Hkust jalw wmy. Fs H mfvl fdwfys

jabwa wmy H wbude imbbsl tmft wmhim imbsl ol ha tml sfol wfy H

wfaelrle but hatb tml `frelas fdd tmbsl efys fae ah`mts tb dhstla tb tml

trlls fae tfdj tb tml stfrs.

Hvl sfhe ht clnbrl fs H fo sfyha` ht abw sllha` wmft ht ebls wmla H sfy ht

fae sthdd ht pburs nbrtm dhjl tml suadh`mt tmft wl ifa cfsj ha nbr mbwlvlr

dba` wl imbbsl uathd wl elihel tb dhl ha tml smfel.

Dh`mt hs trfvlddha` tb us fs ht trfvlds nrbo us wmltmlr wl imbbsl tb

bcslrvl ht br abt. Uml dh`mt nrbo fdd tml ehstfat suas fae stfrs fae fdd tml

alfrcy obbas frl trfvlddha` tb us, rlohaeha` us tmft wl shopdy frl, dh`mt.

Uml erlfo bn lvlry uahvlrsl, lvlry rlfdo, lvlry eholashba ha thol fae

spfil hs fdwfys fwfjl fae hs rloloclrle fs ht fwfjlas ha us. Fae fs ht

hs rloloclrle, dhjl alw dlfvls ba f pdfat stfdj, sbol dlfvls whtmlr faeehl fae nfdd tb tml lfrtm, rlturaha` tb hts lsslathfd stftl.

H fo tml dlfn, fs H fo f stfdj, fs H fo tml lfrtm tmft mbdes tml eyha` dlfn

fae tml suadh`mt tmft erhls fae ehshatl`rftls ht, tml wftlr tmft rbts ht fae

tml fhr tmft ehsshpftls ht.

H ifol mbol tb ehl.

H sll oysldn `bha` tb fdd tmlsl pdfils H `b tb fae ebha` fdd tmlsl tmha`stmft H eb fae clha` fdd tmlsl tmha`s tmft H fo, wmltmlr H fo tmfajle br

abt, wmltmlr faybal jabws br abt, wmltmlr faybal trudy slls br abt,

fae tmlrl hs ft thols tmhs sofdd pfrt bn ol tmft lvla wfats tb cl slla br

jabwa fs ofay frl, fae tmlrl hs sb ouim H shopdy ifaabt sfy h jabw, nbr

ht sllos tmft H smbudea't jabw fae ylt H eb.

Ybolthols H nfdd sb ellp tmft ht sllos dhjl H ofy abt rltura, fae ylt H `b,

fae ht hs rl`fredlss bn wmltmlr ht hs jabwa, fae tmla H fo rlohaele bn

tml trlls tmft ehl ha tml nbrlst.

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Urlls tmft nfdd tb tml ndbbr bnnlrha` tmlhr cbehls tb chrtm alw dhnl

fae H tmfaj tmlo, fs tmly tmfaj ol.

Fdd hs slla fae fdd hs jabwa fae fdd hs tmfajle.

H ifol mbol tb ehl.

Xlt H mfvl fdrlfey ehle.

Lvlry thol H mfvl clla tml suadh`mt, fae tml fhr fae tml wftlr fae tml

sbhd, H mfvl ehle.

Uml fttfimolat tb Kufahtf, ehls, dhjl tml dlfn tmft nfdds tb tml lfrtm eryha`

fae eyha`.

Uml fttfimolat sml mfs tb mlrsldn fae tb ybu ehls, dhjl tml suadh`mt tmft

efails fae ehssbdvls fdd ofttlr.

Uml fttfimolat tb tml suadh`mt, ehssbdvls, dhjl tml wftlr tmft turas tb hil,

fae dhquhe fae vfpbur bvlr fae bvlr

Uml fttfimolat tb tml fhr ehls, dhjl tml hamfdl tmft clibols tml lxmfdltmft clibols tml laedlss aba-crlftm.

H ifol mbol tb ehl.

Ub surrlaelr tb tml alxt stf`l bn l`b elftm tmft H nldt rhsha`. Uml stf`l bn

dlttha` `b wmhim hs ha ofay wfys f rlauaihfthba. H imbsl tb ibol fae sll

oy nfohdy fae nrhlaes ha tml prbilss fs tml rlauaihfthba hs obstdy bn

fttfimolats tb tml sldn.

Hvl clla mbdeha` oysldn mlrl wmla obst bn tml thol Ho abt lvla ha oy

cbey. Fae ha tml pfst nlw efys tml hastruithbas mfvl clla vlry idlfr.

H idbsl oy lyls fae sll MHO.

ML wmb iboofaes ol fae hs fsjha` ol bail obrl tb surrlaelr fae

sucoht. Ulddha` ol tb dbbj whtmha fae fddbw mhs lyls tb dbbj tmrbu`m tml

hddushba.

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Fae sb tml imbhil hs ofel fs tml iboofae hs sucohttle tb fs H fo tmft

wmhim iboofaes fae hs iboofaele, shopdy ha surrlaelr.

H ifol mbol tb ehl.

H sfw tmhs fdd mfpplaha`. Nbr H imbsl ht fs ht imbsl ol, ha surrlaelr.

Pmft hs tmlrl tb rlshst wmla wmft wl rlshst hs wmft wl erfw tbwfres us

fae tmft wmhim wl surrlaelr tb whdd frrhvl ha us, wmla wl mfvl rldlfsle

bursldvls bn fdd lxplitfthba bn ht, bn bursldvls, bn tml vlry surrlaelr tb

tml rlshstfail tmft trfasnbros hatb tml surrlaelr htsldn2

Fae sb fs H dbbjle ft ht, fae wfdjle tbwfres ht, H idbsle oy lyls fae

dbbjle tmrbu`m ht, fs ht dbbjle tmrbu`m ol, fs tml wfdjha` clifol shttha`,

fae tml shttha` clifol ndyha`, fae tml ndyha` clifol tml surrlaelr htsldn.

Fae H rfa tbwfres fae tml idbslr H `lt tml nurtmlr H irfwd ha oy

muofaalss tmft sthdd irhls wmla sllha` hts bwa elftm, tml elftm tmft ht

wfs fdwfys `bha` tb imbbsl, fs ht hs imbsla ha lvlry sha`dl lxmfdl, ha

lvlry sdllp, ha lvlry obolat tml lyls tmft sll hts muofaalss idbsls

fae tml LXL tmft slls hoobrtfdhty bplas.

Yb wmft tmla hs eyha`2

Uml plrilpthba bn obrtfdhty. Uml hatlrprltfthba bn fa haehvheufd wmb

ibude pbsshcdy ehl ehssbdvha` hatb tml aba-plrilpthba bn tml \dthoftl

Slfdhty ha wmhim tmlrl alvlr wfs fa haehvheufd tb hatlrprlt htsldn fae tml

\dthoftl Slfdhty tmft alvlr plrilhvle obrtfdhty ylt imbsl ht shopdy tb

trfasilae ht fae tb fitufdhzl tml lvlr-prlslat hoobrtfdhty.

H ifol mlrl tb ehl2

Fmmmmm. Uml swllt sbrrbw bn listfthi surrlaelr.

H ifol mlrl tb dhvl ha oy elftm.

Nbr H ifa alvlr ehl. Bady tml plrilpthba fae tml hatlrprltfthba bn ol

ehls. H tmft hs ha tml suadh`mt, ha tml fhr, ha tml wftlr, tml hamfdl fae tml

lxmfdl fae obstdy ha tml shdlail ha cltwlla tml ellplst hamfdl fae tml

dba`lst lxmfdl hs tml spfil ha wmhim abtmha` lvlr ehls.

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Umus H sucoht bail obrl, fs H fdwfys eb, fs ebls lvlry trll tmft nfdds ha

tml nbrlst fae lvlry cfcy tmft hs cbra fae lvlry sua tmft lxpdbels fae

lvlry slle tmft sprbuts.

ML tmft hs ol tmft hs MLS tmft hs kust BAL mfs ifddle tb ol, fs H mfvl

ifddle tb mho.

ML tmft hs ol tmft hs MLS tmft hs kust BAL mfs ibol clnbrl ol fae whtmha

ol fae fsjle ol tb `hvl tmhs spfil tmft mfs clla `hvla tb ol, tmlsl

lyls, tmlsl lfrs, tmlsl cbals, tmhs cdbbe, tmlsl fros fae dl`s, tmhs mlfe,

tmhs mfhr, tmhs wboc fae tmhs mlfrt tb tml lvlrprlslat dh`mt, tmft hs dbvl,

tmft hs nbrodlss fae afoldlss.

H `hvl XB\ tmft irlftls ol fs H ibailhvl oysldn, tml afol tmft mfs

nbrole ol fae fsj ybu, alle H imbbsl fabtmlr, br ifa tmhs vlry afol

tmft hs kust yburs cl fs nbrodlss fs ybu frl2

Fdd bn ht hs ybu.

Yb tb tmft, H `hvl oysldn.

Fae stfy mlrl. Phtmha wmft ybu mfvl imbsla.

Lvlrytmha` hs fdrlfey plrnlit. Lvlrwmlrl hs kust bal. H mfvl kburalyle

fae sbwle ofay slles. H mfvl smfrle fae smbwlrle oy dbvl ha ofay

`frelas. Abw ML tmft hs ol tmft hs MLS tmft hs BAL sfys bail obrl, fs

ML tmft hs MLS tmft hs ol tmft hs BAL, fdwfys sfys

Dbvl. Kust dbvl.

Yb H sht mlrl, fs H ndy, fs H trfvld, fs H dbbj upba tml faihlat nbrlst tmft ML

nhrst ifol tb fae kust sft ha. Lyls mfdn-bpla. Lyls mfdn idbsle. Yllha` ht fdd,

Lvlry rlfdhty fs BAL. Lvlry obolat fs BAL. Ha Fcsbdutl Dbvl.

H fo yburs. Xbu frl whtmha lvlry crlftm fae lvlry aba-crlftm bn

hoobrtfdhty. H fo whtm ybu ha tml suadh`mt, ha tml fhr, ha tml wftlr, tml

hamfdl fae tml lxmfdl fae obstdy ha tml shdlail ha cltwlla tml ellplst

hamfdl fae tml dba`lst lxmfdl ha tml spfil ha wmhim abtmha` lvlr ehls.