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z`ndyn opgei

zgtynlsqei

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ixen ia`

l"f oeiv-oa oa odkd miig sqei

ceaklemilebce milecb mixen drax`

dxezd lr i"yxit zpada mixry il egzty

`"hily xhky dyn oxd` b"dxdoilxa miig 'x `zaiznc daiyi y`x

l"vf b`xa opgl` l`eny b"dxdoilxa miig 'x `zaizna xery cibn

l"f onyh oeyxb axd

l"f q`iaeh bilrf ryedi 'x

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izy` ceakl

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za d"r `bit dxye l"f wgvi iel 'x

cgi dkfpy dlitzazizin` zgp zeexlepzae epipanl`xyi lk jeza

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Dedicated to our parents

Aryeh Leib and Tziril Ogorek

Our parents were survivors. They survived the

Nazi genocide. Their Emunah in Hashem

survived as well. In fact, their faith in Hashem

grew stronger through the years.

From them we learned the middos of belief and

of hard work on behalf of the family whom they

loved.

They came to America without financial riches.

They left this world with the immense treasure

of children and grandchildren who are projecting

Jewish values into the future.

Ezra & Miriam, Benny, Elky & Robert, Usher & Shevy

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xtqd ipexhtThe author extends his heart-felt thanks to

those who generously supported thepublication of this book:

Phyllis Joseph digzy izxen in`

In memory of dear departed members of the family**************************************************

Michael Joseph and Family******************************************

Adam Joseph and Family******************************************

Avraham Y. Rosskam and Family******************************************

Gary and Joyce Levine and Family******************************************

Tonia and James Frohwein******************************************

Ezra Ogorek and Family**************************************************

Joseph Lowenstein and Family**************************************************

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Doniel and Batya Brooks:zenyp xkfl

d''r ikcxn x oa oeyxb d"r oerny za lgx

d"r sqei za dxy `pixa***************************************************

Trisso: A Technology Firm in Brooklyn***************************************************

Gary Katz***************************************************

Gerald and Sandra Glassman:zenyp ielrl

d"r ryedi xi`n axd za dkxa zinleySelma B. Glassman a”h

c"qyz ixyz g"k r"alp

d"r ield mgexi 'x oa dix` l`xyi 'xLouis I. Glassman a”h

c"ryz a` 'h r"alpd.a.v.p.z

***************************************************Meir Lubetski and Family

***************************************************Shmuel Zazulia and Family

***************************************************Gershon Steinberg and Family

:zenyp xkfld"r oinipa oa gqtd"r xfril` za dkxa

**************************************************Benjamin Solomon

**************************************************

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Yosef and Rivka Gesser and Family:zenyp ielrl

d"r sqei 'x za dpg l"f ield dpipg oa leiit 'x

**************************************************Joel and Eva Zuller

In loving memory of their parents: Mr. and Mrs. Morris Spiegel

Mr. & Mrs Philip Zuller******************************************************

The Meth, Nigen & Hoffman Families In memory of

Solomon Meth l"fDavid Hoffman l"f

******************************************************Yehuda Epstein and Family

znyp xkfll"f ield dcedi oa l`izewi

******************************************************Nachman Kempler and Family

******************************************************Ezriel Kempler

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Special thanksto

Rabbi Zvi Bajnon and Congregation Ahavas Chesed

3007 Avenue L, Brooklyn, NY

To my colleagues atCongregation Ahavas Chesed,each one of whom has becomemy teacher, my friend, and my

student:

“I have learned much Torah from my teachers, andeven more from my friends, and from my studentsmore than all of them” (Makkot 10a)

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zxhndxezd lr i"yx yexit z` invrl xàl ìd dfd qxhpewd

mixvw yi .mipey mibeqn mixeà ea yi okle .izleki ahink

yie ze`xwnd oeyl gezip t"r yi ,miltletne miheyt ,mikexè

zepyxte xqene dkld ixtqne cenlze yxcnn zencwd t"r

.'eke zeciqge

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weqta ìyw e` wecwc e` xezii yi di` weqtd ly oiwcqae

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mr caa zkled ìdy weqtd lr dyxc elaw l"fgy oeik :envrl

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cerejk ,miaezk mdy enk miweqtd z` xàn i"yxy myky z`f

z`f .mazk l"f èdy enk mxàl aiig i"yx ixac z` xànd

'cke milind xiagz mewira wegx jxca mxàl oi`y zxne`

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,xeàd zilkz l` àl ick àeh ltltl jixv minrtly t"r`y

itl xexae heyt xeà zeidl zaiig letltd zxhn z`f lka

.1xyi ik" :dviln jxca minl` giyn 'ql dncwda y"na wnerd edfy d`xp ."'d xac i"yx ik - {c:bl mildz} 'd xac

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.i"yx oeyl ly eheyt

dpdemillk dnke dnk yi "azka lkd"y dfd lecbd llkd on

dpde .l"f i"yx iyxtn ixaca mi`vnp maex ,epnn mitrzqny

.izpad itk mzvwn zniyx

weqtl ribny cr miweqt ipy oia dxizql qgiizn i"yx oi`

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envr weqtay iyewd mb ayiizi dxizqd aeyii i"re3 .jxca n"ytn zernypy oze`n ueg zekld xikfdl ekxc oi`

xiyi4opi`y zekld xikfn i"yx zenewn dnka mle` .on l"fg eìvedy -- dkldd zriciy meyn n"ytn zernyp

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izàxge`n mcwend xàn i"yx minrt" :minl` giyn 'ql dncwd 're ."...daq zzl jixv dfe .mcwen xge`nde

.3xeaic lk lre" :`xè d"c dncwda cecl likyna y"n llka dfy d`xp`xwpd ìyew oirk inecw`l jl zi` {i"yxc} dinetn witpc xeaiceèd à d"cae ,"dxà myne `xwc diteba ybep enk avip epd ybxdgxhc `kide oiaizk `le oiixw eiybxd lk ik oiaz oia" :jiynnik i`w `xaa dikxt xwir i`cec epnid lk `l 'eke `yexita diazkeoirn yie .d"yr "gixkne cinrnd xac `l` epi` aizkc i`ne digxe`

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z` wfgl ick `l` oxikfn epi` i"yx minrtly zecbà èd

.n"yt jxca eyexit

mewna `l` xizi e` xqg aizkl qgiizdl i"yx ly ekxc oi`

weqtay iyewl oekp aeyii ài xizid e` xqgd xeà i"ry

envr6oky meyn d`xp xizie xqgl qgiizn epi`y mrhd .epl fnx i`ceeay t"r` okle xziil e` xqgl azekd jxc

edf n"n ,xizide xqgd i"r milecb mipiipr 'zi azekd

n"yt jxca e`le fnx jxca7qgiizn ok i"yx mle` .miavp 'ta enk} zeize`d on dlrnl zeaezkd zecewpl

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.r"ve .dxàl i"yx zaege

zeevnd inrh z` xewgl i"yx ly ekxc oi`8minrtl j` .iptn e` n"yta yxetn èdy iptn devnd mrh z` xikfn

.n"yt yexitl zriiqn mrhd zriciy

wqere ekxcn dhep i"yxy oda xnel xyt`y dxeza zeiyxt yi

.zenewnd x`ya oda weqrl ekxc oi`y l"pd mixaca xzei

zeklde mipic ìan i"yxy xnel xyt` mihtyn 'ta*

dynl d"awd l"`y yxit ixdy ,yxcd i"r ecnlpy

" eidiy cr mihtynd z` xàliptl lek`l okene jexrd oglyk

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:{`k:i} à 't i"yxit 're ."'eke dxvwoi`y itl s"l` zexqg daxd zeaiz epl yi oebk dpexqg lr citwn aezkd oi` jk lk zxkp sl`d zxad{k:bi diryi} iaxr my ldi `le

'eke . .8d`x.17 llk a wxt dxezd lr eyexita i‰yx illk

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zexizq dywn i"yxy xnel xyt` zexacd zxyra*

'r} ekxc ok oi`y s` mdil` eprbd mxhy miweqtn

'ta i"yx 'ky iptn dfa mrhd .{'` llk lirl

" :{ai:ck} mihtynzxyr llka zevn dxyr ylye ze`n yy lk

od zexacd .{f:k exzi 't mipta 'r} "

dhep i"yxy xnel xyt` dkxa e` dxiy ly zeiyxta*

mdizeyxca l"fg epl eliby zeipy zepeekl xzei9.dpeekdy dxiyd zlebqe rah èd jky iptn èd mrhd

enk ,dieage dwenr dpeek ìd zihytde dpey`xd

xac wnrd ynegl dncwda dkexà xìay10.l` xzei dhep i"yx miaezke miìap lr eyexita*

dxezd lr eyexita xy`n yxcd11èd mrhdy d`xp .miìapd lk {"hn zenai} l"fg exn`y dn t"r

lkzqp epiax dyn dxi`n dpi`y ìxwltqà elkzqp

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,'eke d`xne d"c g:ai mye 'eke d`xna 'd d"c

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dxez zxeqn t"r xeà xzei mikixv miìapd ixac

xzei miyxtzny d"r epiax dyn ixac znerl t"ray

.mnvr jezn

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ztih lk lr miiwp 'f ayil xànd jixve ,eihyta oxfte

.recik eic

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116 'nr "dxezl eyexita miyxcn zàda i"yx .8 dxrd

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.ee` yxcndn zniieqn dcaer xikfn i"yx oi`y mewna

.dcaer dze` t"r n"yt z` yxtl ezrc oi`y èd oniq ,cenlzd

.my oeilbd ileyae {d:a} zex lr y"n mipta 'r `nbecle

.fmle` .recik i"yxl 'il dyw 'ed i`n ytgl jixv cinz

yxcn e` cenlza `l` weqta epi`y dn 'il dywc xnel oi`

e` cenlza y"nn weqtd lr dywn i"yxy d`xpy mewnae .'cke

i"r envr weqta iyew ayiil i"yx dvexy l"v 'cke yxcnn

.cenlzde weqtd oia dxe`kl dxizqd aeyii

.gmiwelg miyxcn t"r miweqt 'a yxtn i"yxy xnel oi`

t"r yxtn xg` mewnae '` yxcn t"r yxtn '` mewnay epiidc

miyxcna ryrzydl epevx oi` ixdy .oey`xd z` xzeqd yxcn

z` xzq `l 'zi dxezd azeky i`ceeae .n"yt z` yxtl `l`

envr12 . .hoi` ,cenlze yxcna l"fg ixacn daxd hhvn i"yxy t"r`

minrt daxdy `l` .mnvr cenlzde yxcnd zpeekk cinz ezpeek

itl eyexit jxev itk mdn rxeb e` mdixac lr siqen i"yx

z` xne` i"yx oi` zenewnd aexay dn `gip dfae .n"yt

l"f mdixac wizrdl ezpeek oi`y oeik ,mxne` mya mixacd

'ilicn oerxbe dtqed i"r n"yt mdn cenll `l` ,weica13. .ie` dnezq dyxt ly wqtdd mewinn cnel i"yxy mixac yi

ryedi lr y"n mipta 're) daizkd zxev mvrn df ixdy ,dgezt

.(ci:e

.ìmiaezk mpi`y t"rè .`xwnd inrhn daxd cnel i"yx

iwtpe ("fl mixcp 'qna `zi`ck) ipiqn mdy oeik n"n z"dqa

a epiaie" (g:g dingp) y"nn`xwnxaqe envr `xwnk md ixd "

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."d"dlf.13llk jexa ixn` 'ql dncwda r"re .i"yx wiicn 'ql dncwda ahid 'r

.'g

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.mcrla yxtzn n"yt oi`y i"yx

.aiz` dlbn wecwcd ixdy ,wecwcd znkgn daxd cnel i"yx

i"yx irhw lr blcny cnelde .weqta milind zpeek zehyt

èd wecwcd llkae .daxd daeh envrn rpen wecwca miwqerd

,z"qa zeaezk opi`y t"rè .'eke u"nwe g"zt zecewpd zxeqn

ipiqn mdy i"yxl l"qc d`xp14ly eheyty ipiqn xqnp jky , .r"ve .zecewpd i"r yxtzi `xwn

.bimzaizk zehyt itk i"yx ixac z` xàl xànd aiigy oeik

i"yx ixaca dpekpd `qxbd z` xxal dlhnd eilr dlg ,lirlck

megza micneld ipir z` mixi`ny mixtqd on .zlekid ahink

m"`xd z` l"f mipey`xd on oiivl yi ,df15,oexkfd 'q zè .epxec ipan lld sqei xtqd zè

.14ipiqn dynl dlaw inrhe icewp" :g"ef mya bp oniq "j"pzl èan" 'ripiqc `xehn `ziixe` liawc dynk oedi `nlrc iìap lk elit`c 'eke

."'eke `xirf dcewp `cg elit` `zcgl eyx oel zil.15oipra l"f m"`xd z` c`n gayny 'r 'nr i"yxa mipeir 'ql dncwda 'r

.df

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** ziy`xa zyxt **

:i"yxita {`:`}**mzyaky mz` mihql l`xyil mlerd zene` exnì m`yeipira xyi xy`l dpzpe d`xa èd ìd d"awd ly ux`d lk mdl mixne` md zene` 'f zevx`

epl dpzpe mdn dlhp epevxae mdl dpzp epevxal"f i"yx epl xxia `l dpde .w"we ."eipira xyi" didy iptn ux`d el dpzipy df èd inepl xxia `l mbe .mixex`de miryxd zene`d 'f edfy xn`py

" xy` df èd inmdn dlhp epevxae mdl dpzp epevxa'ta y"n 'r mle` .‰ {e:ai} jl-jluxà f` iprpkde...uxà mxa` xarie.d"c} i"yxite

:{iprpkdez` gp wlgyk dltp my ly ewlgay my ly erxfn i"` z` yaeke jled dideipal ux`d...jipal dxifgdl ip` cizr z`fd ux`d z` oz` jrxfl mxa` l` xnìe jkitl

my ly erxfn mdyz` d"awd ozpy o`k i"yxity dny d`xp f"tle ." i"èipira xyi xy`lmikqde .'c ipira xyie wicv didy m¥W edf "

i"yxity dne .m¥W§l i"` z` wlig xy`k wicvd gp mr d"awd"mdn dlhp epevxae mdl dpzp epevxadid `ly t"r`y .orpk edfy d`xp "

i"` z` yeaki èdy epevxa dlr jk n"n 'zi eipira xyi" i"yxity dne .dry itl my-ipanepl dpzpemdxa` edfy d`xp "

.jl-jl 'ta i"yxity enk lkde .my ly erxfn èdy iptn.r"ve

{`:`}** ‡ebe `xa ziy`xa. :{c‰à} i‰yxitee`xwpy l`xyi liayae{b:a dinxi}ezèaz ziy`x e`xwp dnl l‰f i‰yx o`k xxia `le .

{b-a miweqt my} dinxia my yxetn xacd ,mle` .‰ziy`xŠdkycw drexf `l uxà xacna ixg` jzkl jizelelk zad` jixerp cqg jl izxkf ‡c xn`

‡cl l`xyiezèaz ziy`x:{c‰à} i‰yx my yxite .jixerp cqg èd dne ia mzpn`d ik jxcl dcv oiè xacnl mz`vi zayep ux`n oxdè dyn igely xg` jzkl.zekfa èd `xwc `tiqa ezèaz ziy`x e`xwpy dny rnyn dfnemy aezky à ‡ta ìcda èd oke .`yixay mixerp-cqg

{hl:ai}mdl eyr `l dcv mbe :i‰yxite .ji` exn` `ly l`xyi ly ogay cibnjixerp cqg jl izxkf dlawa yxetny èd eklde epin`d `l` dcv `la xacnl `vp...jzkl

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drexf `l uxà xacna ixgèixg` yxetn xky dne{ezèaz ziy`x} ‡cl l`xyi ycw .liaya `xapy epiid l`xyi liaya mlerd `xapy dny f‰tl `vnpezeppeazde---.daxd dfa opeazdl ie`xe .‡ca mpeghae mzpenèpiè dxva `vnp mc`y dryay .azka reawl invrl dyx` zg`lre elfn-rex lr mrxzi l` ,mei clei dne jli okidl rceimlerl izrbd z`fk zrl ixd :xnì `l` .eytp-zgepn xqegmzpen` liaya mlerd `xap ixdy .`xap mlerd lk z`fk zrleip` mbe .l‰pk ekli okidl erci `ly drya l`xyi ly mpeghaedf avn oiè .z`fd zra ‡zi ea gha`y oeghad liaya iz`xapède xwird èd `l` .mihwyde minirpd i©i©g zxbyn bxeg

iz`xap mliaya xy` zilkzd16.oade .

{a:`}** .‡ebe edae edz dzid ux`de :{edz d‰c} i"yxite edzday eda lr mnezyne `dez mc`y oennye dnz oeyl :{eda d"cae} .zew¥x oeyl

ecvemnezydl lkeiy mc` mey mlera did `l f`y t"r` dpde .ddez did mc` my did el`y i"yx zpeeka l"v ,zewixd lrdxezd dxga dnl l"f c"tl a"v n"ne .zewixd lr mnezyneezelrtzde mc`d zaebz itl avnd z` x`zny ,edz ly df iehiaa {ci:`} onwl 'ky dn itl oiadl d`xpe .avnd mvr itl `leidi

. ‡ebe minyd riwxa zexe`n :i"yxite zelzdl mdilr dev iriaxae e`xap oey`x meineilr xfbpy meia rawp cgè cg` lke oey`x meia e`xap uxè miny zeclez lk oke riwxa.

Š t"dr i"yxit oke‰dig ytp ux`d `vezŠ t"dr oke {ck:`} dl`‰m`xada ux`de minyd zeclezmeiay zn`d itl `vnpe .y"r {c:a}

lky wx ,llk m¥nye w ¥x ux`d dzid `l xe`d zìxa mcew oey`xmrawe lretl d"awd mìvedy cr zxzqp dxeva eid f` mi`xapdoeyla dxezd dxgay dn oiadl yi dfae .eneia cg` lk mnewnaddez did mc`d wxy .mnezyne ddez mc`y i"yxitk edzxak lkd znà la` .ezbyd xvew cvn zewixd lr mnezyne

.llk zewix my did `le ,`xap

.16 .ì 'iq ycewd-zxbà ìpz 'r

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lfxae zygp yxg lk yhl oiw laez z` dcli ìdia` d"c} i"yxite . :{c"à dpwne ld` ayimilil` zcearl miza dpea dcb` yxcne...ytez eig` oke

milil` zcearl xnfl abere xepkmlera mipey`xd eid laeie laiy rnyne . y"nk ,el`d zecearaia` did èdzligza} i"yxite ,‡ebe

:{xeaicdoey`xd did èd {ek:c} onwl y"nn w"rv k"è .mb zyle'c mya `xwl lged f` yep` eny z` `xwie oa cli èd :i"yxite .`xwl oileg oeyl

zedel` ozexwle milil` ozeyrl d"awd ly enya miavrd zeny zè mc`d zeny z`.lai ly xeca `le ,yep` xeca dzid f"r ly dzligzy xèanelaie ,x"dc`l iyily xec èd yep`y xnel oiè---.laeieeiniae ,daxd yep` mdl mcw okle ,ipiny xec eid laeiedl xnfle miza dl zepal eligzd `ly `l` ,f"ra eligzdi"yx zhiyl ixdy .epi` df .laeie lai ly mxec cr zexinfoiw laez mya xirv g` mdl did ixdy .yep`l laeie lai encwlaez ly eznxbay {bk weqta} i"yxite .{a"k weqt} l"pkjk iptne .envr oiw laez z` mbe ,oiw z` jnl bxd ,oiw{dk weqta} i"yxit cere .yinyzn epnn eyxt jnl ly eiypx"dc` odl xnè eiyp lr lawe x"dc`l jnl el à df iptny

:el exn` ode .x"eta weqrl zekixvyzyxt `lde dlgz jnvr heyw dpy miylye d`n df jzy`n... ezy` z` mc` rcie cin ze` g"tya y"re d"yr}

y"nk} zy clep ,ezy` z` mc` rcie eze`ne .{l"yxdn mya 'cy"nk} 'c mya `xwl lged fè .yep` clei zyle .{d"k weqtaxirvd mdig`l encwy ,laeie laiy `vnpe .{l"pk e"k weqtl"w ozeày `vnp abè}---.yep`l encwy i`ceea ,oiw laezoeayg itle .zexec 'f oiw-ipa ecinrd ezy`n mc` yxity dpy.jxra ivge g"i liba mipa ciledl ligzd cg` lky l"vmipa ciledy in mda did `ly (gk-e:d) zy-ipaa `vnz mznerle

(eh:c) y"n i"tr èd dfa mrhd ileè .a"q libn zegtaoklmwªi mizray oiw bxd lk :i"yxite .zexec dray seql eiykr oiwn mwpdl dvex ipi`

edbxdie eipa ipan jnl cenriy epnn iznwp mwep ip`z` d"awd xdiny l"ie .jnl ài xdny ick xvw onfa zexec 'f oiw-ipa ecinrde uwd

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did in ,zepey`xl xefgpe---{r"ve oiw z` bexdie iriay xeca`ly xnel d`xp zehiytae .laeie lai e` yep` ,f"ra oey`xd

Š execa y"n ixdy ,yep` ly exec cr f"ra eligzdlged f`,‰ i"yxit`xwn ly eheytz` i"yx ìady dne .f"r epiidc yxcndyep`l mcew eclep mdy t"r`y l"i ,laeie lai lr

xg`l `l` f"rl zexinfe miza eycig `l n"n {lirl xèank}d`xp oke .milil`d zcear mvr z` eycge exec-ipae yep` àyd‰adl mi`pwn eid xaryl :l‰fe m‰`xd o`k ìady yxcndnx‰na ède} l‰kr...ìqdxta ez`pwl exfg eiykr zeipenhnaz` yep` ycig dligzay l‰pk yxcnd zpeek d`xpe .{bk dyxtzeaxae .drpva mdiyrn lk eyry `l` ,milil`l dceard mvrmiza i‰r ìqdxta mzcear z` rval laeie lai eycig minid

.r‰ve .milil`d ceakl zenirp zexinfe mixètn

{ak:c}**lfxae zygp yxg lk yhl oiw laez z` dcli ìd mb dlve. :i"yxiteoiw ly ezepne` laez...oigvexl oiif ilk zeyrl oiw ly ezpne` oiwzde laez.

qek dlv z` dwyd jnly {h"i weqt} lirl i"yxity t"r` dpdeoixwrd qeky l"f miyxtnd eyxit xak ,xarzz `ly ick oixwr

dgxk-lra dclie dl lired `l17.{l"f miyxtn x`ye `"eb 'r} oiif-ilk oiwzdy oiw-laezk o¥a§l dzkf dgxk-lray d`xpe{f-e:h} gp 'ta aezk ixd .dcn cbpk dcn ède .migvexl

‡ebe eaxe ext mzè...jtyi enc mcà mc`d mc jty:{'f weqta} i"yxite .minc jteyl diaxe dixta wqer epi`y in yiwdl eyxcn itle18dlve jnl okle .

minc daxdy oa mdn clep ,x"eta weqrl `ly cifna epeekzdy {bk:c} onwl aizk dpde---.mleraorny dlve dcr eiypl jnl xnìe

'ebe irvtl izbxd yi` ik...ilew :i"yxite .itl yinyzn epnn zeyxet eiyp eidy

.17`l` oeixd rpn `l mqd `ny xn`z mè .l‰f miyxtn x`ye `‰eb ‡raei` ‡qa i‰yxit ixd ,dzewydl wiqtde jnl hxgzd onf ixgè ,zipnf

:{`k:ck} clz `ly ick oixwir qek dwyn yinyzl zcnery efzinler‡eke .y‰r ,.18dixta wqer epi`y in lkŠ "bq zenai 'qna xfril` 'x xn`n èd

.y"r ,‰minc jtey eli`k diaxe

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digk el dncpe oiw z` d`xe ekyen oiw laeze `neq jnl didy epa oiw laez zè oiw z` bxdymdipia epa z` wtqe sk l` sk dkd epwf oiw èdy rciy oeike ebxde zywa jeynl eia`l xnè

'eke epnn zeyxet eiyp eide ebxdemirbepd mixac ipy o`k yiy d`xpe .mbe .oiw ly ezbixd z` mxb oiw laezy oey`xd .l"pd oiprldzid ìd ,oiw z` da bxde jnl da ynzydy zywd dze`y xazqn.l"pd t‰r oiadl yi df lke .oiw laez ly eici zxivin,x"et lehiaa eixed ly mpeiqp zexnl xvep oiw laezy oeiknyi"ry ipyde---.mlera minc zeaxdl elxebe erah did okljnl elhazp df i"r ,oiw laez i"r dnxbpy ,oiw ly ezbixd.dkk d`xp oiprd xeàe .eiyp epnn eyxty ,x"etn eiypejteyk èd ixd x"eta wqer epi`y lky lirl xkfpy dn dpdn"n ,ynn minc jtey epi`y t"r`y .yecig df ixd ,minc`hiyt df la` .x"eta wqer epi`y iptn minc jteyk èd aygplr devy z"iyd oevxl cbpzn èd ixd ,ynn minc jteyy inyutgy zeixad ieaixn zg` dixa xqig èdy xac seq `le .x"etlka x"et lehia ly oipr mxeb èdy `l` ,'zi `xead eaminxeb ,rxl od aehl od ,`"pa iyrny recik .zeillka mlerd

mlerd lkl mirityne19dyr xy` ,oiw-laezy d`xp okle .lehial mb èd mxb ,oiw ly ezbixdl mxbe migvexl oiif-ilkzeaxdl did epiipry oeiky .eiype eia` ly x"et

.oade .x‰et hrnl mb epiipr did ,minc-zkity

{al:d}**zti zè mg z` my z` gp cleie . :i"yxitezti `lde'eke epnn `vi mdxa`ye ledn èdyk clepe wicv èdy z` yxec dz` dlgza `l` èd lecbd.

" eziiyewy d`xplecbd zti `ldeyxcndn ìady dn gkn ìd " :{dpy ze`n yng oa d"c} mcewd xeaica `di `ly ickeipaa lecbd zti

'eke leand iptl oiyperl ie`xy"n gkn ìd eziiyewy xnel oi` la` . {`k:i gp 't} onwllecbd zti ig`zeywdl ekxc oi`y `cg .

.19gp 't yix ield-zia 'qa zekixà dfa 'r .glyie ‡ta y‰n r‰re :{dk:el}‡ebe xacna mnid z` `vn xy` dpr èd .dpr èd d‰c} i‰yxite

:{c‰àdpr z` cilede en` lr oerav ày cnln :{minid z` d‰cae} .riaxd micxt cxt dclie dawp qeq lr xengmlerl mileqt ìade xfnn did ède‡eke .

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ixdy cere .{'` llk dncwd 'r} epcnl mxhy miweqtn zexizqig` d"c my i"yxita d`xzy enk jk-lk zyxetn dii`xd oi` myn

.lecbd zti

** gp zyxt **

{ci:e}**xtŸka uegne zian dz` zxtke d"c} i"yxite . :{xtkaick cere uegan ztfe miptan xnga dic miyz mind eidy ici lr dyn ly ezaza

'eke ztf ly rx gix wicv eze` gixi `lydzpzyp dnl uxzl ày d`xp oi` .'t} weqtd z` epcnl mxh ixdy ,gp ly ezaizn dyn ly ezaizcere .{'` llk dncwda 'r} dyn ly ezaiz lr {b:a zenywfgl ày d`xp `l` .zeey zeidl zekixvy `xaq oi` dxe`kl`lce} ztf èd "xtŸk" yexity xeaicd zligza yxity dn z`.{gt`w zxecdn b"qx 'it 're ,r"a`x 'r ,hih oin èdy `"ikiab aezkd ztfl `kdc "xtk" deeyny yxcnd ixacn riizqn dfae

" yxtny cere ,dyn ly rx gix wicv eze` gixi `ly ickztfèd xtky ixd ," .ztf

** {`:g}mind ekyie ux`d lr gex miwl` xaried‰c} i‰yxite . :{gex miwel` xarieeiptl dxar dgpde oinegpz gexlr d‰cae} .

:{ux`dux`d iwqr lr .lr yxtl okzi `ly iptnŠ :xìay `‰eb ‡redxarddc `nlra mewnl mewnn xary l‰x dxardy ernynk ux`d`l mind yaiin èd ayep gexd xy`ky...mind aebp lret epi`gex zxardl cebipay l‰v eyexit itle .‰mewnl mewnn dxarddgex ly `nlra dxard ixd ,mind z` yaiil dgka oi`y `nlradlecbd dnigd z` s` jkyl dgka yi d‰awd iptl oinegpz

oade .leand z` dìady20.

{gk-fk:ì} **ciled oxde oxd zè xegp z` mxa` z` ciled gxz‡ebe eia` gxz ipt lr oxd znie hel z`gxz ipt lr d‰c} i‰yxite .

.20 .eteqa ai wxt daeyzd zxb` ìpz 'r

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:{eiaèia` iigamrhd edfy d`xpe .eia`n mziizp hely ixd .el didy ,eirqn lka ez` rqpe ecec mxa` l` hel xagzdy

une`n oak mxa`l21eiwel` mre mxa` mr mipen` xny hele .cxtzd hel xiyrdy ixg` wxe .epgley lr jenq didy onf lk

{d:bi} jl-jl ‡ta y‰nk .mxa` lrno`v did mxa` z` jldd hell mbemildè xwae :{ì weqt} oldle .eig` lrn yi` ecxtie mcwn hel rqie.

:dcb` yxcn t‰r i‰yxiteriqd `l iyt` i` xn` .mler ly epencwn envreiwlà `le mxaà .lecb lkyd-xqen dfa yi ik ahid oade .

** {gk:ì}micyk xeà ezclen uxà eia` gxz ipt lr oxd znie. :{c"à} i"yxitelr cexnp iptl epa mxa` lr gxz lawy zn eia` i"ry `"i `"ne

xneè ayei oxde y`d oyakl ekilyde einlv z` zzkyealacexnp mè elyn ip` gvep mxa` m` ip` mxa` lyn oxd mdl xn` dz` in lyn oxdl el exn` mxa` lvipyke elyn ip` gvep

'eke sxype y`d oyakl edekilyd `l` xn` `l oxd m` wcwcl yie .ealael`y dnl mxa` lvipy ixg` k‰` ,l‰f i‰yx oeyln d`xpy enkixg` dhep èd ealay erci ji` ixd ,dz` in lyn oxd z`lewa mb ezrc-lewiy z` oxd ìved znày `niz elitè .mxa`{mxa` mr ezrcy xg` cv meya ea ecygy e`} edel`y okle mx

ok xn` èdy i‰yx xikfd dnl a‰v n‰nealagxken d`xpe ?meya ezrc z` erciy e` mx lewa ewitq z` oxd `hazd znày

ok xn`y i‰yx siqedy `l` .edel`y okle zxg` jxc ealaickèd gvep èd cexnp m`y xn`y dn lr oxd yprp recn xiaqdldtyd on xn`pd xack `l` oxd ok xn` `ly xnŸ p m`y .elynlr eyiprn d‰awd did `ly l‰i ,eytp lr obdl ick ueglela` .eytp-gewit cvl dzid ezpeek xy`k ipevige lw xeaic

oxd ok xn`y oeiknealad‰awd dyri `l m`y znà oeekzde ,cexnp lyn èd ixde f‰r ly dgka oin`n èd ixd mxa`l qp

.r‰ve .sxype y`d oyakl edekilydy yprp df lr

.21 :hele mdxa` oipra {d:a} mixac ‡ta i‰yx oeyl ‡repak e`yry‰re . .izexrd

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** {gk:ì}micyk xeà ezclen uxà eia` gxz ipt lr oxd znie. :{c"à} i"yxitecexnp iptl epa mxa` lr gxz lawy zn eia` i"ry `"i `"ne...

elyn ip` gvep mxa` m` eala xneè ayei oxde y`d oyakl ekilyde...mxa` lvipyke...micyk xeà edfe sxype y`d oyakl edekilyd ip` mxa` lyn oxd mdl xn``vnpe .

,ililyd cv lr èd df xetiql aezkd fnx xwiry l"f c"tldfa aezk `l mxa` lr ixdy .lvip `l oxdy xtql epiidc

Š aezk oxd lr wxe ,melkmicyk xeà...oxd znieonwl y"ne} .‰Š `"l weqtmicyk xe`n mz` e`vie...epa mxa` z` gxz gwieyxc `l my ,‰

yxtzn èd mW¤W ezrc d`xpe .micyk-xe` m¥y §A melk i"yxweqta o`k `weece .mgpn mya o`k yxity enk ‰drwaŠ eheytk

Š y"n iptn ,y` oyak oeyl xE` zln i"yx yxc g"kipt lr oxd znieeia` gxzoi` dnvr xE` zlnn la` .zn eia` i"ry ,‰

{i:ci} jl jl 'ta y"n itl oiadl d`xp dfa oiprde---{.gxkddny eltie dxnre mcq jln eqpie xng zxà zxà micyd wnred"ca} i"yxite .

:{c"à 'eke zxà`viy mecq jlnl qp dyrpe mda laben hihd didy dcb` yxcneoeike y`d oyakn micyk xe`n mdxa` lvipy oipin`n eid `ly ozvwn zeneà eidy itl myn

rxtnl mdxaà epin`d xngd on df `viydzid mdxa` ly ezlvdy `vnpe ..llk da epin`d `ly zeneà eid ixdy ,xzqp qp oirkoinì `l i ¦n¤W ,ielb xac did oxd ly eztixy ixd dznerled`xp okle .sxype oyakl jlyed mc`y dfk irah dxwnan"n ,ynn dxeza zyxetn dpi` ìd mby t"r` ,oxd ly eztixyydry dzeày ,mdxa` ly ezlvd k"`yn .xexa fnxa ìd zfnexnipta dyrnk xexa fnxa dxeza dfnxp `l ,lkl dxexa dzid `ld`xp cere---.oxd ztixy ly dyrnd xetiqa sipqk `l` ,envrqp azkp `ly mrhd :l"fe .cecl likyna o`k y"n itl oiadldn 'zi eiptl ielb didy itl xnel okzi xexiaa dxeza df...`xep oez`l dixfre l`yin dippgl jilydl p"p cizr didymnvr exqny zene`d exnì `ly frl mdilrn xiqdl mewnd oeikemd mb egha jkitle...mdxa`l rxi`y dxeza 'ky dn erciy itlexqny mlerd ipira mqxtiy mceakl df qp aezkd milrd jkl...qpd z` milrd aezkdy enky xnel d`xpe .l"kr zenl c"r mnvrdf i"r eze` milrd mb k"enk ,fnxa `l` yexita eazk `ly i"r

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`l` ,mdxa` ly ezlvd lr xwira dxen epi` fnxa aezky dn s`yon mqxetiy dn xwirdy ick dfa dxhnde .oxd ly oca` lrmceakl èd df lke .y` oyakn lvpdl xyt`-i`y didi aezkddn jnq lr lvpdl zpn-lr mnvr exqny exnì `ly e"ng lydn jnq lr dzinl mytp exqny exnì àxc` `l` .mxa`l rxi`y

.oxdl rxi`y

** jl jl zyxt **

{g:ai}**myn wzrie...my oaie mcwn irde min l` zia dld` hie'c mya `xwie 'cl gafn :i"yxite .z` k"gè ezy` ld` dhp dligza aizk dld`

elyetebn xzei ezy` z` cakl jixvy meyn mrhd azk `"ebae ..o`k `weec df xac dxezd dazk dnl oiadl jixv n‰ne .y‰rezy` ceak ly oiprd azkp recn le`yl yiy dn mcwda d`xpel"f exn`y dn mrhn èdy heyt d`xpe .ld`d ziihp lv` `weecmildz} dnipt jln za dceak lke {‡a `nei} ezy` ef ezia

ci:dn22dpde .ziad èdy ld`d ziihpa dcakl ie`x okle .{o`k okle .ld` dhp mdxa`y mewn meya azkp mxh df weqt crezy` dxyl ld` dhp dligzy aezk ld` ziihp aizkd dpey`xlyl`-zia oia ld`d ziihp azk o`ky oiprd dpde---.dcakl icky"n t‰r d`xp ,mky iab {'e weqt} lirl dazk `le ,irde,mky mewn cr uxà mdxa` xar dligzy {'d weqt} my o"anxdz` eyaki awri ipay dnl fnx dfe .ux`d el dghaedy mcew

y"r ux`d lk z` elgpiy mcew mky23oia gafn dpay dn dpde .xìa `"ebae .okr dyrn lr àpzpy i"yxit ,irde l`-zia`le 'c gka didiy ux`d zyexi ote` z` d"awd el d`xd dfay

.22 .‡eke izia zexew e`x `l d‰c ‡fn `nei ‡qn lr i‰yx d`xe

.23 Š `xwnd oeyl dpd...mky mewn cr uxà mxa` xarie :i‰yxite ‰ipa lr lltzdlmkya mgldl eàiyk awrioey`x qetc gqep ìady lld sqei ‡qa ‡re .

Š oicizryqpkilmkyl .oade .‰

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mdxa` zìay `vnpe .y"r `hgy okr izlef yi` mdn letimkyl ezìa znerl ,ux`d zyexi lr zfnxn irde l`-ziald`xp okl .dyexi mcew uxà lbxd zqixc zligz lr wx zfnxny.dyexi jxck ld` dhpe ayiizpe envr z` raw l`-ziaa `weecy`l ,dyexid mcew ohw wlg egwiy dnl fnx èdy ,mkya la`l`-ziaay epivn dpde---.dyexi jxck ld` dhpy dxeza azkp

" aizk'c mya `xwieo"anx 're .mky lv` aezk `vnp `ly dn ,"z` mqxite ricedy epiid 'c mya dìxwdy yxity {'g weqt}xeà ikŠ :epeyl dfe .orpk ux` iayeil z"iyd ly ezewel`ghaedy z`fd uxà àyk dzre reny ea` `le mcnln did micykjixve .‰zewel`d mqxtle cnll cenl did jikxan dkxaèmqxt `l dnl ,zghaend uxà ezeida meqxtd dlz m`y oiadldn t‰r heyt d`xpy `l` .i"à èd mby mkya ezeida xakmy jnq `l okle ,zeriaw jxc ayi `l mkyay .lirl epxìaymy ayiy l`-ziaa la` .i"à dglvde dkxa el dghaedy dn lr'c z`n el dghaedy ,ezceara gilviy eal jnq my ,zeriawa

.dlecbe dglvdl dkfi i"ày

{hi:ai}jle gw jzy` dpd dzre :i"yxite .el xn`y jlnia`k `l {eh:k}"jiptl ivx` dpd "'eke md dnif itehy miixvndy cenrz lè jl el xn` `l` .

oipra dpd .mixetiqd ipy oia iepiy cer xàl df t"r d`xp {ci:ai} aizk `l` ,dnya dxyl e`xw `l eicare drxte`xie

z` mixvnddy`d'ebe {eh:ai} cere , g ©T ªY ©edy`ddrxt zia xg`l sè . {k:ai} aizk `l` ,dny z` exikfd `l ,ìd in mdl rcepyevie

zè ez` eglyie miyp` drxt eilrezy`'ebe ixd ,jlnia` iab k"`yn . {a:k} aizk .dnya zxkfp ìd z` gwie xxb jln jlnia` glyiedxy.

{ci:k} aizk mdxa`l dze` eaiydae z` el ayiedxyezy` aizke , {fh:k}ledxy'ebe jig`l sqk sl` izzp dpd xn` èd iepiyd xeàe .

e`x `l dnf itehy eidy miixvndy .l"pd i"yxit t"r heytixy dny xy` ,zeinexz zecn mey `le zcgein zeiyi` mey dxyak"`yn .`l eze "dy`" ìdy `l` da e`x `l .df lk lr dxenokle .ollba da oiprzde zecne zeiyi` da d`x jlnia`

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dzeiyi` lr dxen èdy dnya zxkfp ìd eizece` xetiqazece` glyie 'ta y"n xàl df jxc lr cer d`xp---.dizecnednya dpic dxkfp `l xeng oa mky ly dlapd-dyrnay .dpic{a:cl} y"nk ,lrtd seqa iepik i"r e` "dze`" zln i"r `l`

`xiedz` gwie 'ebe xeng oa mky dz` akyie dz` dprieoiprzd `ly zexedl .dxkfp f` ,da ad`zd qpe`d-dyrn xg` wxe .day "dy`"a `l`

{b weqt my} aizkc ,dnya'ebe awri za dpica eytp waczead`zdy . .awri dia` ly ezeaiyga oiprzd sè zecgeind dizecna

{`:ci}** ‡ebe xrpy jln ltxn` inia idie :i‰yxite .cexnp èd mdxa`l xn`ylety`d oyak jezl jezl envr z` litd mxa`y rnyn .

jlnd ieev t‰r oyakd24‡t seqa lirl aezky dnn wcwcl yie . {gk:ì} gp‡ebe eia` gxz ipt lr oxd znie :i‰yxite .mxa` lr gxz lawy

einlv z` zzky lr cexnp iptl epaekilyde‡eke y`d oyakl jlyedy rnyn ixd .jlnd dev znày xyt` d`xpe .envr z` litd `le egxk-lradf mby `l` .ieevd it-lr envr z` litd ède ‰lŸeRŠ mxa`l.jlnd xn`n t‰r dyrp xacdy oeik ‰ekilydŠ oeyld ea ltepceqi d`xpe---.xeà jixv zepeyl izyl oiprd zewlgzd mpn`

mdxa`y xnŸ p xy`ky mixacdjlyedi‰yx oeylk} oyakd jezl Šekilyde,myd-yeciw lr dzinl eytp xqn èdy dxen df oi` {‰

xnŸ p xy`k mle` .qp jxca lvip èdy oaend xwiry `l`dxen df ixd ,envr z` litd ède ‰leRŠ mdxa`l xn` cexnpymicyk xeà rxe`ndy xexa d`xpe---.mdxa` ly eytp-zexiqn lrly oipr cer ea yiy `l` ,`cixb dlvdd epiipr seq oiòldl aizk ixdy .'zi ezewel` meqxt ornl ytp zexiqn

{i:ci} 'ebe xng zxà zxà micyd wnre :i"yxite .hihd didy dcb` yxcne

.24xn`y ltxn` eny `xwpŠ `qxbd mye ‡bp oiaexira èd i‰yx ixac xewnlitde.ìyw `l lirlc ìyw f‰tle .‰y`d oyak jeza epia` mdxa`l

Š `l` z‰dr i‰yxita `qxb iz`vn `l mle`letm‰`x ewizrd oke .‰cexnp eilr xfby" {a:hl} x"na oeyld rnyn oke .dxe`d yeale `‰ebe

cxilèd ieevd wxe mdxa` dyrn ìd dcixidy ixd ,"y`d oyak jezl .cexnpn

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lvipy oipin`n eid `ly ozvwn zeneà eidy itl myn `viy mecq jlnl qp dyrpe mda labenrxtnl mdxaà epin`d xngd on df `viy oeike y`d oyakn micyk xe`n mdxa`dpde .

zpkqn mdxa` ly ezlvd did dfd rxe`nd xwir lky `nip i`mipin`n oi` zene`d zvwn m` 'zi 'il ztki` i`n ixd ,zenxèan i"yx ixacny `l` .lvipy èd xwird ixd ?dlvd dzeàmeqxtd eze`y oeike .zewel`d meqxt ly oipr cer dfa yiyzene`d zvwn ixdy ,y`d oyakn dìvid i"r ezenlyl ribd `lz` ìadl ick qp cer zeyrl d"awd "jxved" ,ea epin`d `l

ezenlyl meqxtd25dxeza azkp `l oyakd xetiq dpde---.gp ‡t seqa èd ‡`d .zenewn ipya fnxp èdy `l` ,yexitajlnd mya jl-jl ‡ta èd ‡ade ,micyk xeà oxd zzin oipraqtze zeighya oiad oxdy d`xpe---.mdxa` mglp eay ltxn`.l‰pk qp jxca dlvdd lr wx dxen ìdy dklydd z` xwirl

Š :i‰yxity enkeip` gvep cexnp mè elyn ip` gvep mxa` m` eala xneè ayei oxdeelyneiwelà ynn yi ixd qp jxca lvpi mxa` m`y epiidc .‰

xwird mdxa` lv` mle` .‡eke e`l mè ,eixg` zkll ie`xez` xeqnl mdxa` mikqd df xn`n t‰ry ,‰leRŠ jlnd xn`n did

myd-yeciw lr eytp26 .

{i:ci}**dxnre mcq jln eqpie xng zexà zexà mic ¦Ÿyd wnre'ebe dny eltie :{c"à} i"yxite .dyrpe mda laben hihd didy dcb` yxcne

micyk xe`n mdxa` lvipy oipin`n eid `ly ozvwn zeneà eidy itl myn `viy mecq jlnl qprxtnl mdxaà epin`d xngd on df `viy oeike y`d oyakndf qpy t"r` dpde .

zeeydl d`xp ,y`n dlvd did mdxa` ly qpde ,xngn dlvd did't} lirl 'ky dn t‰r ède .cg` beqn mdipyy xnele miqipd

{gk:ì gpmicyk xeà...eia` gxz ipt lr oxd znielk i"yx my ìade .`le y`l jlyed oxde ,levipe y`d oyakl jlyed mdxa`y yxcnd

.25llba meqxtd z` milydl mdxa` ly edyrnl leaiak d"awd lthpy d`xpem` ,ytp zexiqna ea lczyn mc`dy oipray .mdxa` ly eytp-zexiqn

.eci lr milyn d"awd ixd ,eywean zenily lk z` biyn epi`.26 {bi:al} `yz-ik 'ta i"yx oeyl 'r mdxa`l xekfenvr xqnymicyk xeà jilr sxyil

'eke .

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:I"yx miiqe .levipmicyk xe` edfe.y` 'l èd "xE`"y epiid . :l"fe hytd itl "xe`" zln z` my i‰yxit cerexe` yxit mgpne

drwa...xe` iexw wenr rwae xeg lkzecbpzd o`k oi`y d`xp dpde .ly eheyt xwir ixd yxcnd lra itl s`y `l` .yxcde hytd oiadpi`y} "xe`" zlna dxezd dxgay oeiky `l` .drwa èd "xe`"jxca ,dipy zernyn o`k yiy yxcnd lra xn` {jk lk dlibxxetqd lr epl fnxn "micyk-xe`" iehade .oeyl lr ltep oeylayi t"dr k:c ziy`xa 'ta `"eba df oirk 're} y`d oyak ly`l` ,y` lr zfnxn "xE`" zlny xac seq `le .{dpwne ld``xie 'ta i"yx 'k ixdy .`weec y` ly oyak lr ìd zfnxny

Š èd "oyak" zln yexity {oyak d"c gk:hi}dxitgz` da oitxeyy dxezay oyak lk oke ciql mipa`‰27èd "xE`" ly eheyty oeik okle .

èd eyxcn ixd ,y` èd eyxcne ,mgpn ly eyexitk rwae xeg `weecy`-oyakmby f"ktl `vnpe---.y` ly dxitge xeg èdy

jln ly ezlvd enk ,wnre drwa ly mewnn dzid mdxa` ly ezlvdick ycg qp zeyrl d"awd xfb xy`ky d`xpe .micyd wnrn mecqmewna `weec qpd z` dyr ,rxtnl mdxa` ly eqpa epinìy

.r"v oiicre .mdxa` ly eqp ly mewnd enk ,drwa

{bi:ci}** ‡ebe ixard mxa`l cbie hiltd àied‰c} i‰yxite .:{hiltd àiednglnd on hlty ber df eheyt itl...ber df dax ziy`xa yxcne

leand xecn hlty...dxy z` `yie mxa` bxdiy oiekznex`ye m‰`x exìae .ber oeekzdy yxtl i‰yx jxved x‰a yxcn itl wxy l‰f miyxtnlr mdxa` z` xyal enewnn wzrp dnl k‰l`y ,dxy z` `yilmya dfa dpekn ber dnl a‰v n‰ne .mdixac ‡r ,hel ziiay

Šhiltd`yil dvxy dnl dfa yi zekiiy dne ,leand xecn hlty ‰d‰awd ly eznbn lky mixtqe mixteq itn reci mpn`---?dxy z`lwlwy `l` ,oey`xd mc`n gextle z`vl dxen` dzid enleracr oiàe oiqirkn eid eixg`ly zexec dxyre .lqtpe `hga

.27ltxn` jlnd my z` yxity {`:ci} jl-jl ‡ta i‰yx oeyl cer oiireŠ mxa`l xn`yleRy`d oyak jezl okle ,dxitg èd oyaky dfn mb rnyn ixd .‰

.‰ekezl leRŠ eilr xnel jiiy

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{f:e ziy`xa} d‰awd xn`y‡ebe dnc`d ipt lrn iz`xa xy` mc`d z` dgn`.`vny meyny ,gp z` `l` xi`yd `le ,leand in z` mdilr ìade.enlera ‡zi eznbn lk gxtze `vz epnn ixd ,‡c ipira ogdzid `le miàe oiqirkn eid epnn e`viy zexecd s` ,mle`zeidl dkf ède .mlek xky z` lawe mdxa` ày cr zlrez mda

{c:a} ziy`xa ‡ta aezky dnn d`xp oke .dìxad zilkzdl`‡ebe m`xada ux`de minyd zeclezi dyxt dax yxcn} l‰fg eyxce .

y‰r ‰mdxa` ly ezekfa mdxaàŠ {h oniq28ly execa dpde---.dìxad zilkz èdy x`tzdl lkeiy in did `l i`ceea mdxa`.meyd ztilwk eznerl eaygp `l i`ceea mlek ixdy ,mdxa` `lecenrl leki èdy ezrca jk dlr zerhay did cgein cg` wxxecn hlt èdy oeikn ixdy .ber èd `ld ,mdxa` mewnazexecd dxyr iyp` lk z` d‰awd lqty t‰r`y oniq ixd ,leandlehi mdxa`y zeidl lekiy myke .lqt `l eze` ,gp cr mc`ny.èdd xzkd z` lehi bery xyt` mb jk ,dìxad zilkz xzk z`z` `yi ède dnglna mdxa` bxdiy ber oeekzd jk meyny d`xpe.mi`xapd xigal dy` zeidl dzlrn cvn dpken ìdy ,dxy

Š mya df dyrna ber dpekn df meyny d`xpehiltdxecn hlty ‰mewna cenrl daygn el zpzepd ìd leand on ezhilty ,leand

.r‰ve .dxy z` `yile mdxa`

{a:eh}**izia wyn oae ixixr jled ikpè il ozz dn 'ebe mxa` xnìexfril` wync èd :{wync d"c} i"yxite .dlec oewixhep eyxc eply `xnbae

mixg`l eax zxez dwyneyiy `l` .xfril`l lecb gay df dxe`kl .dn lr laew mxa`y jtidl èd `xwnd hyt zernyn ixdy wcwcldlecy t"r`y d`xpe .xfril` wync `l` el oiè oa el oi`y,xfril` card biydy zilrp `bxc ìd mixg`l eax zxez dwyneznbeck èd dwyne dlecdy .mxa` s`ye deiw dfl `l n"n

.28ly df xn`ny d`xp n‰n ,eheytl `xwnd z` yxit ok `l i‰yxy t‰rèŠ {`:` ziy`xa ‡t} i‰yxity dna èd llkp yxcndziy`x e`xwpy l`xyi liayae,‰

ly mxewne mdia` èd mdxaè ,l`xyi liaya `xap mlerdy oeikn ixdy .eliaya mlerd `xap ixd ,l`xyi

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la` .ely micinlzl exqene eaxn dnkg cnely ixbpc ìleywepiz znbeck didiy ,exyan xya ,oa èdy cinlzl s`y mxa`wepizde ,dzenvr mvr z` wepizl zxqen m`dy ,en` icyn wpeid

ely eipal dzenvr z` xqene ,m`d oirk dyrpe lcbzn29edfe .dwyne dlec "`l` epi`y" xfril` wync `l` el oi`y mxa` l©awy

.mixg`l eax zxezn

{ì:eh}**mxa` mz` ayie mixbtd lr hird cxie .:i"yxite {ayie d"c} on eze` oigipn oiè mzelkl iyi oa cec àiy fnx 'eke dgxtde daiyp oeyl

giynd jln èaiy cr minydon hird z` mxa` gixtdy t"r`y d`xp .jke .èeyl ezcixi dzid `le ,hrn lek`l gilvd n"n ,mixbtdoikde ,hrn mdn dlike zene`d z` zelkl cec ày ,lynpa èdlr izexrd 'r .dk`lnd z` xenbie àiy giynd jlnl jxcd z`

.fi:ck wla 't

{hi:fi}**'ebe wgvi eny z` z`xwe oa jl zcli jzy` dxy la`. :i"yxitely dpy 'we lenipy mini 'ge dxy ly dpy 've zepeiqp dxyr my lr mixne` yie

mdxa``lde ,wgvi ly enya zepeiqp 'i efnxp dnl zvw r"ve .dn t‰r xàl d`xpe .wgvi ly `le eid mdxa` ly eizepeiqp

{a :ak} `xie 't seqa aezky gw`p'ebe jpa z` :i‰yxite .`p oiòda eid `l zepey`xd exnì `ly oeiqpd dfa il cenr jnn dywaa el xn` dywa oeyl `l`

ynndpde .zepeiqpd lk z` wfgne zn`n dciwrd-oeiqpy ixd . :{g:ak} my i"yxity enk ,wgvil mb oeiqp dzid dciwrdt"r`y

dey ala eicgi mdipy eklie hgydl jled èdy wgvi oiadyxqny dfay `vnpe ..mdxa` ly eizepeiqp lka wlg lhp ,dhigyl eytp z` wgvily eizepeiqp 'i lk wgvi ly enya efnxp df meyny d`xpe

.mdxa`

.29 {`:l} ilyna jlnd dnly zece` y"na df oirk epivny d`xpoa xeb` ixac'ebe dwi . :i"yxitedìwde dpiad z` xb`y dnly ixac .

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** `xie zyxR **

{b:gi}**lrn xarz `p l` jipira og iz`vn `p m` ip-ec` xnìejcar :i"yxite .mipec` mlek m`xwe xn` mday lecbl...`"c .leg èd df oeylae

xg` aezky t"rè migxe`d z` qipkie uexiy cr el oizndl d"awdl xne` dide èd ycew ‡mz`xwl uxieˆ{'a weqt}izyxity enk ok xacl ze`xwnd jxce dzid okl mcew dxin`d

‡mcà igex oeci `lˆ lv`{b:e} ‡gp cleieˆ xg` azkpy {al:d}mcew k"`` ok xnel `"è 'eke dpy k"w zxifbly ipyd yexitd lr dywdy cecl likyn 're .

i"yx ìany t"rè jtedn weqtdy dyw `"cle :l"dfa i"yxb"dke micxtp mipiipr ipy md mzd gp cleiec ìddn 'ii`x'` oipr xtqny `kd la` dxeza xge`ne mcwen oi` opixn` i`ce'w 't 'nba xèan oke jtedn 'tdy xnel `"` 'ed ikid `caerla` ipiipr ixza n"d 'eke mcwen oi` opixn` ikc e"c migqtczrca xyt` d`xpe---.l"kr 'eke mcwen mcwenc dn `piipr `cga

Šc èddc l"iy i"yxgp cleieŠe ‰igex oeci `l`cgk md ixd ,‰Š on ,my miweqtd zyng lk znày .`piiprgp idiecr {l:d} ‰

Šuxà eid militpddyxt wqtd ila xcqk miaezk mlek ,{c:e} ‰'ky dpy mixyre-d`n zxifba mixacn mleke .dnezq e` dgezt

Š {'e weqt} y"n mbe .dl mixeywd mipiiprae 'b weqtagp idiecleie dpy w"z oaenk .oiprd eze`l xyewn èd mby d`xp ,‰ :my i"yxitym` d"awd xn` w"zl dfe dpy 'wl eciled zexecd lk mrh dn ocei x"`

df wicvl rxe mina ecaì md miryx...ick dpy ze`n w"z cr ciled `le epiirn z` yak'eke leand iptl oiyperl ie`x eipaay lecbd zti `di `lyzrced mvry ixd .

xetiqdn wlg èd zti z` ecileda dpy w"z oa did gpy dyrnd`cgk md ixd o`k miaezkd lk e`vnpe .dpy k"wd zxifb lrenke} dpy 'k gp zcledl dncw dxifbdy t"rè .`piipr`vnpe .dxifbd mcew dcledd dazkp {'b weqta oldl i"yxitydii`x i"yx ìan dfne .xge`ne mcwen oi` `piipr `cga s`y

Šc èddlxearz `p l`Š mr `piipr `cga èdy t"r`y .‰uxiemdxa`lra dywdy dn dyw oiicry `l`---.xge`n mcwend azkp ,‰

`l `piipr `cgac my xèany migqt 'qn 'nbn cecl likynon `vei df llkn yiy ycgl d`xpe .xge`ne mcwen oi` opixn`

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weqtay rxe`nd m`y epiide .{cga la` d"c 'qeza y"re} llkdjxc dfa f` ,mcewd weqtay rxe`nl mcwen i`pz èd xge`ndz` aezkl k"gè ,xge`nd rxe`nd z` micwdl ok xacl ze`xwnd

Šc èdda ixd .ielz èd ea xy` i`pzdgp cleieaezkd ‰epricen k"g` .zeclez gp ciled dpy w"z libay epricen,mcewn aezky dnl mcwen i`pzk èdy ,leanl dpy k"wd zxifbyak dxifbd dze` iptn `weecy ,my i"yxitn epxìay enkeribi `ly ick ,w"z oa cr ciled `le gp ly epiirn z` d"awdèdda oke .i"yxa d"yr .leand iptl oiyper llkl eipa

Šcxearz `p l`,migxe`d z`xwl mdxa` ux¤W epricen aezkdy l"i ‰epiidc ,ea ielz èdd dyrnd xy` i`pzd z` epricen k"gèz` qipkie uexiy cr el oizniy d"awdn zeyx ywa okl mcewydyrnd z` aezkl ze`xwnd jxc dl` oebkay d`xpe .migxe`dxge`ne mcwen oi` opixn` dl` oebkae .i`pzd z` k"gè mcew

`piipr `cga elit`30`"rxbd oiiv l"pd migqt 'nba dpde---.dpy k"w zxifbc èdd '` .z"dr i"yxita zenewn 'bl l"f

Šc èdd 'a .{b:e ziy`xa}xearz `p l`èd 'be .{b:gi 'xa} ‰ :my aezky {k:c} zenyayie xengd lr maikxie eipa zè ezy` z` dyn gwie

ecia miwel`d dhn z` dyn gwie mixvn dvx`'eke ayie d"c} i"yxite . :{'ebe dhn z` dyn gwie .`xwna miwcwecn xge`ne mcwen oièpiidc

oi`y `l` .dnixvn aeyl ligzdy mcewn dhnd z` gwl i`ceeayjxck exàl yi iyilyd aezkd df mby d`xpe .xge`ne mcwen.mixvnl ezxfgl mcwen i`pzk ìd dhnd zgiwl ixdy .l"pd

{fi:c} d"awd eze` devy enkz` ea dyrz xy` jcia gwz dfd dhnd zèzeze`dmixvnl ezxfge dhnd zgiwl i`ceeay t"r`y d`xp okle .

,xge`ne mcwen oi` opixn` dfa mby l"i ,`piipr `cgk od ixdz` k"gè mcew dyrnd z` aezkl xacl ze`xwnd jxc oky oeik

.r"ve .i`pzd

.30 {`k:c} mihtey 'qa lri dyrna `nbec cer d`xpezwxa czid z` rwzzeznie srie mcxp ède uxà gpvzednl czid zriwz z` `xwnd micwdy ixd .

" oipry oeikny `l` .jtidl dyrnl didy dn ,`xqiq mcxpysrie mcxp" .l"pk exg`l aezkd jxc ixd ,czid z` ea rwzy dnl mcwen i`pz èd

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{c:gi}** 'ebe min hrn `p g ©T«ªi :i"yxite .jexa yecwde gily ici lr xn`py gily ici lr eipal mly èd{ì:k xacna}rlqd z` jie eci z` dyn mxie .

mdxa` dyry dn lk" :opixn` mye ."et n"aa eixac xewn."envra eipal èd jexa yecwd dyr envra zxyd ik`lnlxwad lè {gi weqt}" :enk ,ef dyxtn ze`nbec dnk opiziine.`xnba y"r ,"'d z`n rqp gexe {`l:ì xacna} - mdxa` ux

" ly df `l` o`k ìad `l i"yx dnl wcwcl yie`p g ©T«ªii"r dyry "dyry mdxa` iyrn x`y lr `xnbd ixac ìad `le ,gilyzyxcl i"yx jxved dnl xìay `"eba o`k 'r mle`---.envraixd dywy itle" :l"fe ,gily i"r eipal mliy d"awdy l"fxici lr df dyry jl azk o`ke wicv ly zepba xacn dxezd oi`d"awd zcn aezkd jl cibdl ày uxize envr ici lr `le gilymdxa` dyry dn ik xnele dxryd hegk eiaiaq mr wcwcn èdyf"tle .d"yr ,"gily ici lr eipal d"awd mliy gily ici lrdyry mewna `l` l"fx ixacl gxkd oi` `xwn ly eheytay d`xpzxacn dxezdy d`xp did l"f mdixac ilely ,gily i"r mdxa`mey oi` ,envra mdxa` dyry mewna la` .wicv ly ezepbal"i cer---.`xnbd ixacl i"yx jxved `l mye ,wecwce ìywwfgl ick ab` jxca `l` 'nbd ixac z` i"yx ìad `l mlerny

" yexity y"ng©T«ªienk yxtl xyt` did ixdy .gily i"r èd "ybeiy gxkd oi` f"tly ,"min zvw mkl ybEi" b"qx yexita 'ky`le {lrted oeyla} mind èd dlertd `yepy `l` ,gily i"ri"r `weec ìd dpeekdy yxit i"yx mle` .mind z` ìanddfae ,{g ©wN ¦i azknl l"ed b"qx yexitk i`c meyn ile`} gily.gily i"r èdy l"f edeyxit my s`y `xnbd ixacn riizqd .oade ."dnyl" dcbà o`k wqer i"yx oi` mlerl la`

{fh:gi}**‡ebe mcq ipt lr etwyie :i‰yxit .`xwnay dtwyd lk drxl‡jycw oernn dtiwyd‡n ueg {eh:ek mixac}zcn jtedy miipr zepzn gk lecby

mingxl fbexdèd s` ,llkd on `veid èdy ,xn`nd seqy d`xp .mi`ven eid m` ,drxl dzid mztwyd xwiry t‰r`y .o`kl jiiy

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enke .mingxl zkted fbexd zcn dzid miipr zepzn mecqa {`k weqt} onwl epivny‡ebe dlk eyr il` dàd dzwrvkd d`xè `p dcx`.

:i‰yxitedpzpy lr dpeyn dzin debxdy zg` daix zwrv ‡dzwrvkdˆ eyxc epizeaxe‡eke iprl oefn,zilkza miipr zepzn oiprl ecbpzdy ixd .d‰yr ,

Š zxifba mpic uxgp okledlk .i‰yx y‰r ,‰

{fi:hi}**‡ebe hlnd dxdd . :i‰yxiteayei èdy gxa mdxa` lv`‡eke xda {hi-gi miweqt} eixg` aizke .`p l`...hel xnìe

izne drxd ipwacz ot dxdd hlndl lke` `l ikpè...ipc` .i‰yxite :{‡eke ipwacz ot d‰c}dyrne iyrn dèx d‰awd did mecq iyp` lv` iziidyk

‡eke ryxk ip` wicv lv` à`yke lvpdl i`cke wicv d`xp iziide xird ipaxeà .envr cvn zekf el oi`y hell riced j`lndy d`xp oiprdyxetn oke} mdxa` ly ezekfa lvpi dxdd hlni m` wxe ,lvpdl

Š hk:hi onwlz` glyie mdxa` z` miwel` xkfie xkkd ixr z` miwel` zgya idie‡ebe dktdd jezn hel.j`lnd ixacl zecedl axiq hel la` {.‰

ezeida la` ,ryxk d`xi mdxa`l aexw ezeiday jtidl xaq èded`xp dpde---.lvpdl èd i`cke envr cvn zekf el yi ecalixdy .hel ly ezxaq z` dgvp j`lnd zxaqy miaezkd jyndn`yp j`lnde ,xrev xir l` qepl ywa hely {`k-k miweqt} aizkd‰awd jtdy ixg` ,oiprd seqa aizk la` .dfd xacl mb eipt

{l weqt} mecq ixr z`xreva zayl `xi ik...xda ayie xrevn hel lrie.enke ,xrev xira envr zekfa miiwzdl hel leki did `ly ixdixacke ,mdxa` zekfa xda wx meiwl dkfy `l` ,dligzn yway,mdxa` ea ayiy xdd eze` èd o`k xkfpd xddy gkene} .j`lnd

Š `:k oldl aizk ixdy‡ebe abpd dvx` mdxa` myn rqie :i‰yxite .`‰c .‡eke heln wgxzdldyrna dpad siqedl d`xp df lk t‰re---{.w‰ece

l‰iy .l‰pd ze`xwnl dkenqd dyxtd èdy eizepa izye hel`l` epi`y iynne ielb oteà hell d‰awd giked df dyrnaydyrn lka .ìd jk oiprd zrvde .mdxa`l lheane lhae lthiabl l‰fx ixacke ,zlrtpd ìd dy`de lretd èd xabd beef‰cr oixcdpq ‡r} dlirad dyrna ‰mler rwxwŠ dy`dy xzqèizepa izye hela mle` .{ìd mler rwxw d‰c my i‰yxitae

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{bl:hi} aizk .èd jetdpedxikad àze èd dlila oii odia` z` oiwyze dnewae dakya rci `le dia` z` akyze.{dl weqt} dxirva aizk oke .

enk ,oenre aèn ,zene` izy e`vi el`d zelira izyn dpdeizy zece` dcakp drici dpde .{gl-el miweqt} onwl aezky

{a:`l} zehn ‡ta aezky dna epivn elld zene`l`xyi ipa znwp mwp‡ebe mipicnd z`n :i‰yxite .miaènd z`n `le...il yiy zeaeh zecixt izy iptn

zipenrd dnrpe diaènd zex mdn ìvedlozilkz xwiry dfn xèan ixd .mdxa` rxfl zlrez odn ìvedl ìd elld zene` ‡a ly31,

.zipenrd dnrpne diaènd zexn mdl didzy zlrezd epiidczlrez ynyl ociwtzy zene` izy xab dxede ‰lrapŠ hely ixdlky hel ly eipt lr d‰awd giked dfay d`xpe .mdxa` rxfl`le ,mdxa` ly ezlrezl ilk ynyl `l` epi` ely ezilkz

.df lka ‡re .envr cvn meiw-zekf el yiy zirhend ezxaqk

{a:ak}** ‡ebe wgvi z` zad` xy` jcigi z` jpa z` `p gw xnìe. :{`p gw d‰c} i‰yxitedfa il cenr jnn dywaa el xn` dywa oeyl `l` `p oi`

oeiqpdynn oda did `l zepey`xd exnì `lyexnì dnl oiirl yi .Šynn oda did `l zepey`xdzeevn ly okxc ìd jk ike ,‰

mc`y zencewd zeevnd lk z` lhan zg` devn ly meiw-oexqgyŠ miax oeyla wcwcl yi cere ?ie`xk oniiwexnì,i‰yx hwpy ‰

‰xne`d xnì `lyŠ hwp `l dnle ,dkk exnìy mixne`d md inixg` epax dyn ly ezltz t‰r xàl d`xpe---?‰xn ¨ ¥i `lyŠ e`

{bi:ai:al zeny} lbrd dyrnbxdl mìved drxa xn`l mixvn exnì dnl‡ebe jicar l`xyile wgvil mdxa`l xkf...dnc`d ipt lrn mzlkle mixda mz`.

:{mdxa`l xekf d‰c} i‰yxitemdia` mdxa` zexacd zxyr lr exar m`xyra xyr e`vie el edpz exky law `l oiicre zepeiqp xyra dqpzpdfn epcnle .

daxnd lke ,`nlra zeevn ody zepeiqpd ‡i ly oxcb oi`yexky ixd mzvwn miiwln eci dxvwy lke ,gaeyn df ixd oniiwl

.31 {b:ai ziy`xa} aizkc i`n xfrl` x‰èŠ :‡bq zenai ‡rlk ja ekxapednc`d zegtynja jixadl il yi zeaeh zekxa izy mdxa`l d‰awd l‰` .

zlrez yi elld miyp izyny ixd .‰zipenrd dnrpe diaènd zex .xyi jxca envr mdxa`l

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zepeiqpd ‡iy `l` .miiwl gilvd `ly zeevnd xtqn itk hrnznmdxa` gilvd zepeiqpd ‡ia ezcinr i‰ry ,odl yi cgein ciwtzzexacd ‡i lr exari m` s` mr xeza eipa ly mneiw z` gihadl

mdilr lawl md micizry32ezprh z` law d‰awdy epivn dpde . {ci ‡qt} jynda my xn`py ,epax dyn lyxac xy` drxd lr ‡c mgpie

enrl zeyrl,z`fd dprhd z` law d‰awdy oeikny heyt d`xpe .dvxy `l` ,xyra xyr e`viy dligza epevxa dlr jky jgxk-lrjnqe} xyra xyr silgi ‡zi èd fè df lr lltzi dyny d‰awd

(i:ck) oiprd zligza y‰nn dfl ‡ebe il dgipd dzre :i‰yxite ,oiicrxacdy ericede gzt el gzt o`k `l` ‡il dgipdˆ xne` ède mdilr dyn lltzdy eprny `l

mlki `l mdilr lltzi m`y ea ielzeze` riad xak df oevxy d`xpe .{Š ‡zi exnà ,mdxa`l d‰awd‰jpa z` `p gwd‰awd ywia dfay ,

cenri `l m`y .l‰pd i‰yxitk dciwrd oeiqpa cenriy mdxa`nŠ ixd ,dfaynn oda did `l zepey`xd exnì`l zepeiqp ‡hy epiidc ,‰

,odilr xearl eipa micizry zexacd ‡i z` lhal ynn oda didioipra dyn ly ezltz dzid jk dpde .ryza e`vi `l xyr ixdy

Š :df dnlmixvn exnìmixda mz` bxdl mìved drxa xn`l epiidc ,‰Š ly ezprhayxyra xyr e`vily mzxin` z` lhal dyn oeeik ‰

Š exnìy miixvnd mixne`dmìved drxahwpy dn `gip f‰tle .‰Š miax oeyla i‰yxexnìŠ exnìy miixvnd md mixne`dy ,‰drxa

mìveddf lka oiire .‰33.

{ci:ak}**d`xi ‡c xda meid xnì xy`d‰c seqa} i‰yxite . :{meid d`xi ‡d xda miàd zexec lka dfd meid xnìy ickwgvi ly ext`cnere xeav

dxtklsxyp `le hgyp `l wgvi dyrnl ixdy oaen epi` dxe`kl .Š èdye ,d`xp ext`y xnel okzi ji` k‰è ,xt` dyrp `lexeav

dxtkl cnere {b‰i weqt} df iptl aizk mle` ?‰eipir z` mdxa` `yie dlrl edlrie li`d z` gwie mdxa` jlie...li` dpde `xieepa zgz :i‰yxite .edn

dieyr ìd el`k ef `dzy oevx idi xneè lltzn did epnn dyry dcear lk lr ‡epa zgzˆ

.32 .a:d zea` ‡qn lr i‰yxl qgeind yexita ahid xèan df oipr

.33 .d‰yr ,b:` aei` lr i‰yxita oiirl yie

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wexf enc el`k ,hegy ipa eli`k ,ipaa...oyc dyrpe xhwp èd eli`kd`xp f‰tle .Š èd ,eynnae eteba ,li`d ly ext`ywgvi ly extèilr ixdy .‰

Š aygiz li`d ztixy zceary mdxa` lltzdipaa dieyr ìd el`k.‰Š èdy ,xt`d ezeè ,dlawzp ezltzewgvi ly ext`èd ixd ,‰

Šd ¤ x¥iŠ ,zexecl ‰dxtkl cnere xeav.‰

** dxy-iig 't **

{l-hk:dk}**yi`d l` oal uxie oal enye g` dwaxle...ze`xk idiemfpd z`...dwax ixac z` ernyke...'ebe milnbd lr cner dpde yi`d l` àie.

:{uxie d"c h"k weqta} i"yxite‡mfpd z` ze`xk idieˆ ux dn lre ux dnloenna eipir ozpe df èd xiyr xnùxzl à i"yxy 'ky `"eb 're .

Š dligzn xnel ie`x didy jetd èd aezkdymfpd ze`xk idie‰Š k"gèuxieŠ ipyd weqtdy i"yx uxiz df lre .‰ze`xk idieèd ‰

Š dnl yxtnuxie.{'r ze` g"tya r"re} d"yr oey`xd weqtay ‰rxe`nd l` onfa mcw èd ipyd weqtay rxe`ndy `vnp dpdecgac 'e sc migqt 'qna opixn`c b"rè .oey`xd weqtay'tl izexrd 'r ,dxeza xge`ne mcwen oi` opixn` `l `piipri`pzk èd ipyd weqtdy `kidc xàl izkx`d my {b:gi} `xie'eke xge`ne mcwen oi` opixn` dfa oey`xd weqtay dnl mcwenz` oal d`xy dn inp `kdc xytè .y"r `piipr cga elitùx¤W d©n§l mcwen i`pz èd df lk dwax ixac z` rnye micinvdaezkd jxc df oebkae .ux èd mllba j` xy` ,xfril` l`

.r"ve .mcwend z` xg`l

{an:ck}**'ebe oird l` meid àè :{c"à} i"yxite .iax xn`dletk xfril` ly dyxt ixdy mipa ly ozxezn mewnd iptl zea` icar ly ozgiy dti `g`

dfinxa `l` epzp `l dxez iteb daxde dxezadltkp dnl f"tl oiirl yi .ìdd dyxtd oi` ixde .icewt 'tae ldwie 'ta okynd zyxtepiax ixac 'r mle` .mipa ly ozxezn `l` zea` ly ozgiyndtiŠ `g` iax xn`n z` èd mb ìady {bi:ck lirl} l"f iiga

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zecre zten df ik wtq oièŠ :l"dfa siqede .'eke ‰ozgiy zea`d zlrn lr dlecbdakxnd md mdy‰34d`xp l"f c"tle .

icar ly ozgiy ìdy iptn xfril` ly ezyxt dltkpy myky heyt,okynd zyxt mb dltkp jk ,dpikyd z`xydl ilk md ixde ,zea`ly dkxc ìd jke .dpiykd z`xydl ilk i`ceea èdy iptn

dpikyd z`xyd oipra zwqery dyxt litkdl dxez35dpde---.y"nk ,dpikyd z`xyda zniizqn xfril` ly ezyxty znà epivn

{fq:ck}'ebe en` dxy dld`d wgvi dìaie :i"yxite .ìd ixde dld`d dìaiewelc xp did zniiw dxyy onf lky en` dxy znbec ziyrpe xnelk en` dxy...lr xeyw opre

exfg dwax zàyke ewqt dznyne ld`dèd dfd oprdy 'ky `"eb y"re .miletkd eihxt lka xfril` ly exetiq lky `vnpe .dpikydly eziaa dpikyd z`xyd icil ìadl did ezilkz seq `lddihxt lka ,dletkd okynd zyxt lky i`ceea ok enke .mdxaèl`d zeiyxte .dpikyd ea dxyzy dzilkz seq did ,diwecwce

{ak:dl} aizkc ldwie zyxt 're---.ltkdl zeie`xd od odeàie'ebe mfpe gg eìad al aicp lk miypd lr miyp`d:my mixehd-lra l"fe .

ìad yi` lky rnyne .‰cgi mià ezyè yi` f` ìxhnibaŠ`weec didy oiprd xeàe .bef bef ely dy` mr cgi ezacpxfril` zyxty xac seq `ly .l"pd xe`l oiadl d`xp df oteàodizy okle dpikyd z`xyda zewqer odizy okynd zyxtexfril` zyxty .dfn xzei `l` .l"pke ltkdl zeiie`xxewnd ìd ixd dwaxe wgvi ly mldà dpikyd z`xyda zniizqndepivny myke .okyna dpikyd z`xydl zea`d-dyrnedxdhl xeaigd gka `l` ldà dpikyd dzxy `ly zea`d-dyrna

‰odipia dpiky ekf dyè yi`Šc36ecal mdxa` didyk ixdy} mxh ea dzxy `l mbe ldà dpiky dzxy `l dxy zxiht ixg`

.34q‰`l ynn dakxn zpigaaŠ dzid zea`d zceary {hl wxt `‰wl} ìpz ‡r md ‡zi exeà llkile zeìvna eil` lhaile d‰amdl xy` lkedfae .‰

zgiy s`y oaenicar .mewnd iptl ìd dti zea`d .35df oirnŠ k‰gè ,dpikyl dakxn eid zea`dy {cl wxt `‰wl} ìpz ‡r

z`xydl...okyn el zeyrl mdl xn`Š k‰gè ,‰ipiq xd cnrna l`xyi ekf .d‰yr ,‰ezpiky

.36‡fi dheq

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dzxy `l okynd èdy mipal-oniqa jk {dwax z` wgvi ea qipkdmixehd-lra ixacke ,cgi ezyè yi` ly mgka `l` dpiky eamià ezyè yi` ly df oteà `weec mzacp eìady l"pd l"fl"pd weqtd lr mixehd-lra 'ky dnn d`xp dfl jnqe---.cgi

'ebe dld`d wgvi dìaiedpenyay fnx dxeqna 'g dld`d :l"fe .zia oey`x zia oerab aep dliy lblb okyn dpiky dzxy zenewnzlna o`k `weec fnxp df xacy dn dpde .l"kr àl cizrl ipy

"dld`dly mldà dpikyd z`xydy .l"pk èd oiprdy d`xp "lka dpikyd ze`xyd lkl zea`d-dyrn èd ixd zea`dzefnxp olek okle .zepadl micizrd ycwnde okynd-ild`

" zlna `weecdld`ddpikyd z`xyda zxacny ,o`ka daezkd "w"ece .l"pd i"yxitk ,zea`d ly mldà37 .

{an:ck}**'ebe oird l` meid àè :{c"à} i"yxitae .x"`'eke mipa ly ozxezn mewnd iptl zea` icar ly ozgiy dti `gìzkx`d xake .

ly ozxeza s` epivny oiprd xeàa mbe ,df xn`n xeàa lirlxeviwe .okynd zyxt ìd ,dihxt lka dltkpy zg` dyxt mipadx"` dxeara xy` ,zea`d ly mzlrn xwiry èd mipiiprd okezdlewy okle .dpikyl dakxn ozeid ìd ,'eke ozgiy dti `gìlk èd mb okyndy iptn ,zea` ly ozgiy zyxtl okynd zyxtdfa rivdl izà dzr mle` .lirl ahid 'r .dpikyd z`xydlixhe liwy myy glyie 't yix `"eb oiieri---.ycg mrheid awri glyy mik`lndy l"fg exn` dnl l"f m"`xd ziiyewa

Š iab ok eyxc `le {c:al my i"yxity enk} ynn mik`lnglyiemik`ln dynŠ iab e` {ci:k xacna} ‰milbxn miyp` ipy ryedi glyie‰

dlrnl opixn`c ìyw df oi`Š :`"ebd uxize .{`:a ryedi}ixw` dyn zxezc b"r`...zea` icar ly ozgiy dti `g` x"`lr `l`...ozgiy enk k"b ezxez 'id `l dnle 'd car èdcmd zea`dy itl xzeie xzei zea` oipr aeyg mewnd iptl jgxk

.37 :c‰à l‰fe zllg d‰c {‰dp} zay ‡qn i‰yxit ‡r mle`ld` dpap `ly crmiwicv ildà dievn dpiky dzid crenenr ezy` oi`y wicv elit`y zvw rnyne .

.r‰ve .l‰pd epixack `ly ,eldà dpikyd dxyzy xyt`

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mdy xeara mlerd ceqi md zea`d ik...mipal dcleze dlgzdmd xy` mik`lnde mlerd zxev xwir mde...l`xyi lkl xwirmdy zea`d mr mi`vnp md eilr mipenne mlerd xenyl mipzepepi`y xeara zea`d on epi`...d"rxn la` dìxad zeceqiyi df oipray d`xp dpde---.mi`ltpd eixac ahid 're ,‰dlgzd`yp 'ta aezky dn ède .okynde zea`d oia deeyd cv

Š ìype ìyp lk aixwdy {bt-ai:f}dlwyn d`ne miyly zg` sqk zxrw'ebe lwy miray sqk cg` wxfnfnxn df lky {hi weqta} i"yxite .‰

zene`d miraye gp ly eizeclez lre x"dc` ly eizepy lr:azk my `"ebae .d"yr mipiipr x`ye awrie wgvi mdxaèzk`ln ik l"ie gpe x"dc` zepyl o`kl df oipr dn z"èŠ'id mlerd zìxaa 'idy xac lke mlerd zìxa enk lewy okynddhepd mlerd llka enk zerixi okyna eid .okynd zk`lnaokyna mi`xp miqxwd jk mi`xp miakekdy enke drixik minymlerd lky...zene` 'r gp mc` mdy mler iceqi lk jkitle...llk l` okyn zencl okyna efnxp mdilr cner

‰mlerd38,"mler ly ezxev xwir" od zea`dy myky d`xpe---.deeyd cvd edfe ."mler ly ezxev"k ezxev dzid okynd jkjky d`xpe .mlerd llkk milewy mdipyy zea`de okynd oia,dze` dlitkde okynd zyxta aezkd jix`dy dna mrhd èdiptn ,zea` ly ozgiyn e`le mipa ly ozxezn ìdy t"rèmdy cvl epiid zea` ly ozgiya aezkd jix`dy dna xwirdyokynd zyxta mb jix`dl ie`x okle .‰mler ly ezxev xwir"dxrda xèan dpde---.oade ".mler ly ezxev"k iepa èd mbyxèane .dpikyd z`xydl milk mdipy okynde zea`d ik zncewdilele .elek mlerd llkk milewy mdipy ik lirl z`fd dxrda.dfa df mixeyw dl`d mipiipr ipyy xne` iziid `pitzqncoipr ìd dfd mlera dpikyd z`xyd ly dzeìvny epivn znàylr ezlitza dnly xn`y enke .mc`-ipa zpadn dqekne `ltp

.38.‡eke dnkgd z` `lnie d‰c ci:f ` mikln lr i‰yxita df oirk ‡r .c ze` e xn`n ‰zayd meiae xryŠ wgvi cgt ‡r df oipra xeà xzile

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{fk:g '` mikln} ziadinye minyd dpd ux`d lr miwel` ayi mpn ªd ikizipa xy` dfd ziad ik s` jelklki `l minydd"c} i"yxit y"re .

my yxite .dinzd `"d ìd weqtd zligzay `"d ze`y {mpne`d`l df uxà mc`d mr miwel` ayiy ìd znà xnelkŠ :w"cxmewn dz` ik jlekiy mewn jl oi`...dz` ik oin`dl okzi

{`:eq} ediryi xn` oke .‰jnewn mlerd oiè mlerdzia df iìzgepn mewn df iè il epaz xy`dpikydy epivn mpn` .{w"cx y"re}

.okyna dzxy mbe dpikyl dakxn ody zea`d lr dzxy ok`llk znbeck od ixd dpikyde zea`dy iptny d`xp oiprd xeàezexyle mvnhvdl dpikyd dleki okl ,l"pke elek mlerd

dlà39elek ux`d `lnk cg` lk `l` laben mewn mpi` ik ..r"ve .eceak èd my ux`d èlnae .lewy èd

{aq:ck}**‡ebe i`x igl xà èan à wgvie :i‰yxite .jldydp`yiy eia` mdxa`l xbd ìadldn t‰r dfd xetiqa zlrez `vnl d`xp .

{bq weqt} eixg`ly `xwna aezkymià milnb dpde `xie eipir `yie.ebef-za ,dp`yiy eia`l xbd z` wgvi ìady ixg` ciny epiidccbpk dcn exky wgvi laiwy ixd .d`ype eil` dribd wgvi lyezy` z` èd `vn cin okl ,eia`l jeciya lczyd èd .dcn

heyte .ely40.

{gi:dk}** eig` lk ipt lr...xey cr dliegn epkyieltp. :i‰yxiteo©ky... oldle dlitp oeyl xne` èd o`k{ai:fh ziy`xa}ipt lrˆ xne` ‡oekyi eig` lk ‡ltpˆ mdxa` znyn ‡oekyiˆ mdxa` zn `ly crltpy yxtl oi` .

{h-g miweqt} lirl aizk ixdy ,ezwcvnwgvi ez` exawie...mdxa` znie‡ebe eipa l`rnyie :i‰yxite .eiptl wgvi z` jilede daeyz l`rnyi dyry o`kn

‡eke{fi weqt} y‰nk ,ezaeyza l`rnyi x`yp ezen cr f`ne .einr l` sqìe znie rebie...l`rnyi iig ipy dlè:{rebie d‰c} i‰yxite .

miwicva `l` drieb dxn`p `lltp mdxa` zen ixg`y dpeekd `l` .

.39 .y‰r oili icy oia d‰c ‰gt zay ‡qnl i‰yxita xkfp zenvnhvdd oipr

.40 .wgvi xà ‡qa dpey xeà ‡r

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a`y epnny yxcnd iyxtn eyxit oke .ezglvde ezlecbn l`rnyijl-jl ‡t dax-yxcn lr miyxtn x`ye sqei-ur ‡r .exewn i‰yx

.bi ze` dn dyxt

** zeclez zyxt **

** {k:dk}'ebe dwaxÎz` ezgwa dpy mirax` oa wgvi idie.:{dpy mirax` oa d"c} i"yxitexyazp dixend xdn mdxa` àyk ixdy

'eke dpy raye miyly oa did wgvie dwax dclepydwax dclep wxta eae`dzy cr dl oiznd ,d`ype mipy yly dìal die`x`xè 't seqa y"ny i"yx zrca xèan .

{ak-k:ak}mipa èd mb dkln dcli dpd xn`l mdxa`l cbie dl`d mixacd ixg` idiedwax z` cli lèzae lèza zè 'eke exka uer z` jig` xegpldwax zcil ixd ,

uer ly mzcily b"rè} ok iptl `le ynn dciwrd wxta ea dzido`k 'r ,mipy dnk dciwrd iptl eid jgxk-lr dkln ipa lke'r} wgvi d`ypyk c"i za dzid dwaxy c"nle .{dfa y"n `"ebciqg lèny x"d mya 'ek xne` èd oke d"c "`q zenai 'qezuery enke ,dciwrd iptl mipy dnk dclepy jgxk-lr {`"xityn

.dciwrd iptl eclep eig` lke

{`k:dk}**'c el xzrie ìd dxwr ik ezy` gkpl 'cl wgvi xzrie'ebe dwax xdze :{el xzrie d"c} i"yxite .zltz dnec oi`y dl `le el

dl `le el jkitl ryx oa wicv zltzl wicv oa wicv:l"fe cecl likyn 'q ‡r .l"idy t"r`y ith sicrc `xazqn ryx oa wicvd àxc`c dywŠcibdl {'k weqt} lirl ìad 'iteb i"yxe cnl `l cenll innaeyg ith zeaiyg oiprl mlerlc l"pe 'eke ryx za dzidy dgaydpi` dltz oiprl n"n...ezekf lecbe ryx oa wicvdnec d"de ezywa dyrzyl ith ipdn wicv oa wicve...dneclv` gly f"aix ly epa dlgyk {"cl zekxa} 'nba `zi`c i`nlf"aix xnè 'ige eilr lltzde ...eilr lltzdl `qec oa g"xe`l l"` jnn lecb èd ike ezy` l"è...i`kf oa gihd `lnl`(elv` libxe zia oa èdy) jlnd iptl cark dnec èd `l`xyk dnec èd x"avd p"d k"` y"r jlnd iptl xyk dnec ipè

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jlnl aexw epi` d"t` edine... ith aeyg èdy jlnd iptlv"avd la` cin ezl`y `lniy aexw epi` jkle elv` libx epièoak èd ixde eizea` cvn dnecw ezyecwy ith aexw èd

‰zia41oixeliw md cecl likynd ixac cg` cvn dpde---.cvn mpnè .oiprl mi`zne ze`p èd liyndy lynde .mipirlèd lyn lky illk xack d`xp ixdy .a"v oiicr oiprd ipyoi` la` .dywen oipr ly exeà zpadl crqe xfr xeza ynynielin ielz dnl a"v eppiipra okle .xeàd ly eteb lynd,v"avd ly ewlg ìdy ,'c l` wicvd ly ezaxewa `weec dywaddfa d`xpde---.x‰avd ly ewlg èdy ,wicvd ly ezeaiyga `le

.l"pd `xwna wcwcl yiy dn mcwda èdìd dxwr ik...'cl wgvi xzrie'ebedligz dxe`kly .onfa miyrnd xcqk aezk epi` dxe`kly .

l"ede .ezy` gkpl lltzd k"g` wxe dxwr ìdy wgvi da xikdminkg ewcwc o`kny d`xpy `l` .dlitzd iptl zexwrd micwdlx"` mixewr epizea` eid dn iptne :{'cq zenai} exnè l"fepiidc .y"r miwicv ly ozltzl de`zn d"awdy iptn wgvidee`zn d"awd ik .elltzdy did dyrnd dfa oeeknd xwiry`l` .elltzd okl zexwrn elaqy iptny oiprd oiè .ozltzlekxhviy ick wxe j` did zexwrdn elaqy dn lky àxc`z` xgiè zilkzd ìdy dlitzd z` aezkd micwd okle .lltzdl`tiqc `vnpe---.zilkzd l` ìand irvn`k `l` dpi`y zexwrd`le .zilkzd l` ìand irvn`d qgik diyix l` qgiizn `xwcepivne .`weec "cifn"e oeekn irvn` `l` iixwn irvn`

{ì:gk} aizkc `vie 'ta eznbec'ebe ynyd à ik my olie mewna rbtie. :{à ik d"c} i"yxiternyn ynyd à ik my olie ynyd àie aezkl el did

my oiliy ick dzpera `ly me`zt dng el drwyyd"awdy dn dpde---.oade .d"awdy iptn heytd xeàd d`xp ,miwicv ly ozltzl de`zndpdpy myke .wicvd eil` axwzny zeaxwzd lkn lekiak dpdpzeyrpd eizeevnne ,wicvd ly eizegayze eizexiyn d"awd

.41dpey xeà `vni eteqa xe`-iakek 'qa oiirndy oiivl ie`x abè.l"nkè .cecl likyn ixack mi`xp my 'nba i"yx ixace .l"pd 'nba

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dpdp jk ,dceard ibeq lkn dnecke ,dnyly ecenlne ,p"qnaminrtly jk ick cr ,dxve jxev zra wicvd ly ezltzn d"awdlawie 'zi eil` lltziy irvn`k wicvd lr dxv d"awd ìandpde---.miwicv ly ozltzl èd de`zn ik .lekiak d`pd epnncr d"awd l` lltzdl wicvd jixv dnk cr df oebka xewgl yidà `ly oeikny heyt d`xpe .dxvd epnn xiqie ezywa dyriyaxwzi jk i"re 'cl lltziy ick `l` z`fd dxvd lk wicvl elz` biyiy rbxay ixd ,l"pke lekiak epnn dpdie 'zi eilèpnn xeqz df rbxa ixd ,d"awd epnn dpdie ,dyexcd zeaxwzddda oiè dciwtz z` ef dxv dniiw df rbxa ik .`linn dxvdxqiil oicd-zxeyk cer didi `l df rbxa mbe .xzei jxevcere---.dyexcd zeaxwzdd z` biyd xaky oeik ,mpg lr wicvxzei z`fd zeaxwzdd z` lertl lbeqn wicv dfi` xewgl yid`xp dfa daeyzde .ryx oa wicv e` wicv oa wicv ,zexidnawicvdy l"f cecl likyn lra ixacn epcnl xak ixdy .dheytbiyi dxdnae .x"avd on xzei 'zi eil` aexwd èd wicv oa`linn dxvd epnn xeqze dyexcd zeaxwzdd zcn z` v"avdz` biyd `l oiicre ezltza un`zn edcer x"avdy cera .l"pkeìady dwaxe wgvia dyrn did jky d`xpe---.dyexcd zeaxwzddik ,'zi eil` elltziy irvn`k zexwrd zxv z` d"awd mdilr,elltzde mdipy ecnr xy`ke .miwicv ly ozltzl èd dee`znzeaxwzdd zbqtl wgvi ribd ,egk itk yi` 'zi eil` eaxwzdexy`ke .xzei aexw did dligzne èd v"av ixdy ,dpey`xaixdy .mdipyn zexwrd zxv dxq `linn ,z`fd dbqtl wgvi ribdsè .z`fd dxvl zilkze mewn cer did `l i`ceea wgvi iablxak wgvi iably oeik n"n ,mewn dl did oiicr dwax iably.dwaxn mb zexwrd dxq `linn ,dxwr dy`n leaqiy oica epi`

.df lka r"ve

{my}**e'ebe dwax xdze 'c el xzrixzrie d"c} i"yxite . :{eldl `le el jkitl ryx oa wicv zltzl wicv oa wicv zltz dnec oi`y dl `le el.

,l‰f cecl likyn lra ly ekxc t‰r df oipr xeàa izkx`d xak

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{fh:et} mildza y‰n t‰r zxg` jxca d`xp cere .lirl ‡rdptjzn` oal driyede jcarl jfr dpz ippge il`:{jzn` oal d‰c} i‰yxite .

eipec` iptl envr z` lityn dn`d oawiga lcbe èd zia cili dn`d oay sqk zpwnn xzei eipec`lcby jezny .dn`d-oa znbeca èd v‰avy d`xpe .

eipec` iabl zia-cilik èd ixd ,wicvd eia`-ziaacar did `ly ,sqk-zpwn card znbeca èd x‰ave .mler-oec`dn`d-oa zlrny i‰yxit dpde .ezciln eini lk mler-oec`l

Š èdy ezcna ìdeipec` iptl envr z` litynzeltyd zlrn dpde .‰‡qna epipyy enk ,dlitzd oipra lecb xwir ìd drpkdde.‰y`x caek jezn `l` lltzdl oicner oi`Š {‰l} zekxa

:{y`x caek d‰c} my i‰yxitedrpkdzlrny t‰r`y d`xp okle .dlrna dwax z` aezkd gaiyy enke ,dlecb dlrn ìd x‰avdv‰avd ly ezlrn n‰n ,{lèza za d‰c i‰yxitae k:dk} z`fdjezn zlaewn xzei ezlitzy ,`weec dlitz iabl dlern ìd

.r‰ve .dlitzl liren df oipre ,envr z` ripkne lityn èdy

{fk:dk}**e'ebe civ rcei yi` eyr idie mixrpd elcbi. :i"yxiteoazd zè glnd z` oixyrn ji`d à` elèye eita eia` z` zenxle cevl

zevna wcwcn èdy eia` xeaqyzenxl did lw xac `ly i`ceea d`xp .onwl ‡ky dn t‰r ède .dnkga ednix eyr la` .wgvi z`

{`k:fk}ipa jynè `p dyb :i"yxite .my zeidl eyr jxc oi` eala wgvi xn`‡jiwel` 'c dxwd ikˆ xn` dfe eita xeby miny:l‰dfa xìa my `"ebae .

eyr z` oc wgvi did n"n wgvil zexyk zwfga eyr didy b"rèd`xin caerd ik miny-my xikfdl `ly xdfp eyr didy zekf skllecbd eny iptn `xiizn èd ik mlerl eny z` xikfn epi`...did wgvi cgte aizkck ok did wgvi zcny iptne eiptn ldapeeyr yalzd o`k mby d`xpe .l"kr 'eke eyr z` ade` did...il.oazd zè glnd z` oixyrn ji` l`ye .miny z`xic `lhvià.xyrnd ozip mdl xy` 'c icaerl dxizi dad` jezn ok l`y `leglnd ile` wtzqnk envr dyr eyry ,`"eba o`k yxity enk `l`èd oazd n"n ,lke` mpi`y t"r` ik .xyrna miaiig oazdemaiigl yi ile` okle ,lke`l mrh ozep glnde ixtl xney

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.miny z`xi ly oipr èd df oipry d`xpe .d"yr xyrnae` aiig df xac ile` wtq cvn envr lr xingn 'c z` `xidy`lhvià yalzdy ,eyr ly eze`nx-znkg idefy d`xpe .xeq`ìd ezcny wgvi z` zenxl mewn `vn dfae .'c-z`xic

d`xid42.ezenxl eyr leki did `l ef dnkg `la i`ceeae .

{my}** 'ebe civ rcei yi` eyr idie mixrpd elcbie. :i"yxiteoazd zè glnd z` oixyrn ji`d à` elèye eita eia` z` zenxle cevl

zevna wcwcn èdy eia` xeaqywgviy epivny dn itl xàl d`xp . {ai:ek} onwl y"nk .zexyrn yixtdd`n ìdd dpya `vnie...wgvi rxfie

'ebe mixry :i"yxite .d`n edecn`y zg` lr dzyre zeyrl die`x dnk edecn`ydid zexyrnl df cne` exn` epizeaxe {cl:ek} cer aezky dn itle .idie

'ebe izgd ixà za zicedi z` dy` gwie dpy mirax` oa eyr :i"yxite .did eyrxifgl lynp...miqnege milfeb el` jk xedh ip`y e`x xnel eitlh hyet akey èdyk...lk

odilra ci zgzn miyp cv eyr did dpy 'n...s` dy` `yp dpy 'n oa à` xn` 'n oa didykok ip`dzid eyr ly eze`nx jxcy `vnpe .{jix`dy `"eba y"re}

n"n ,eia` wgvi ikxcn ekxc wegxe did ryxy t"r`y ,dfadfay d`xpe .wgvil dnczn èd el`k mixacd ipt z` eyr d`xdeyry wgvi d`x xy`ky .envr wgvi z` s` zenxl mewn `vn.edenk zeevna wcwcn èd eyry wgvi xaq ,xyrn zeklda lèy

{b-`:ek}**uxà arx idie...mizylt jln jlnia` l` wgvi jlieuxà xeb jil` xn` xy` uxà oky dnixvn cxz l` xnìe ‡c eil` `xie dxxb

l`d zvx`d lk z` oz` jrxfle jl ik jkxaè jnr didè z`fdi‰yxite . :{‡eke cxz l` d‰c} arxd inia eia` cxiy enk dnixvn zcxl ezrc didyel xn`

dnixvn cxz l`jl i`ck ux`l dveg oiè dninz dler dz`yly egxkd dn r‰ve ..aezka ceqi dl oi`y dpevig `xaqk zi`xpy ,ef `xaql i‰yxon ezìvi zripnl zxg` daq lr dxen `xwn ly eheyt dxe`kle

{b weqt} y‰nk ,ux`d jkxaè jnr didè z`fd uxà xebz` oz` jrxfle jl ik

.42àdcc `ziqteq eyr" cenrd seqa 'a 'nr k sc zeclez 't z"ewl 'r ."'eke wgvic dxeabd zleqt

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l`d zevx`d lk‡ebe .wgvil ux`d z` d‰awd ozpy oeikny epiidcdpnn z`vl el ie`x oi` ,erxfle43ef `xaq epivn dxe`kle .

{f-d:ck} dxy-iig ‡ta xfril`l mdxa` xn`y dna `xwna zyxetn‡eke il xac xyè...ia` zian ipgwl xy` minyd iwel` ‡c dny ipa z` aiyz ot jl xnyd

myn ipal dy` zgwle jiptl ek`ln glyi èd z`fd ux`d z` oz` jrxfl xn`lixd .l‰pk ìd ux`l uegl z`vln wgvi z` zrpend daiqdy dfn rnyn

Š d‰awd xn`y oeiknyux`d z` oz` jrxflrxf eze`l ie`x oi` okl ‰ux`d on z`vl44daqd my mby iiga epiax my yxity t‰rè .

rnyne ,melk yxit `l my i‰yx ixd ,‰dninz dlerŠ cvn ìdzyxtn zeclez zyxt `py i`n k‰è .eheytk yxtl ezrcygipd mye ‰dninz dlerŠ zxaql i‰yx jxved o`ky ,dxy-iigz`vl rip¥nd dxy-iig ‡tay meyn wlgl izrnye---?eheytk oiprdda`z `l ile`y daexw ‰dpkqŠ dfae ,dy` `yil ick did l‰egllk l‰ega ezy` mr zayl wgvi jxhvie ,orpk ux`l aeyl dy`dd‰awd gihady dghadd lehia o`k yiy i`cee dfae ,eiig iniz`vl rip¥nd zeclez ‡ta k‰`yn .mdxa` ly erxfl ux`d z` zzleytp zeigdl lke` mixvna `vniy ixg`y xazqn dfae ,arxd didjxved okle .dghadd lehia o`k oiè ,orpk-ux`l aeyi cindlerŠ zxaq ìd ezìvi z` zrpend daiqdy yxtl i‰yxarxd zngn mixvnl cxi mdxa` ixd xacl dii`xe---.‰dninzini lk my ayie zghaend ux`l xfg xvw onf ixgè oey`xdecxi `l eipae awri ixd ,welgl oic-lral yi mle` .eiig‡tl izexrd ‡re ,c:fn uwn ‡ta xèank} my rwzydl mixvnl

mipy e‰cx my eayi k‰trè {i:` zeny45oteà izwlg ipè---.‡tay epiidc .‰dninz dlerŠ zxaql gxkdd z` izxà mbe ,xg`.zeytp zpkq èdy arxd did ux`d on z`vl rip¥nd ixd zeclez

.43dpnn `vz `ly dzr jevn ip` ikŠ a weqt lr o‰anx oeyl ahid ‡re.epxetq r‰re .‰jrxfl oz` l`d zevx`d lk ik mlerl

.44z`f irxfl ozie o`k ipìady {minyd iwel` ‡d} :my m‰ayx l‰fed‰awdl el dn k‰`y o`kn irxf wigxiy dvex epi`y izrci ux`d

.l‰kr ‡eke o`k ipìadl.45 .my f‰acxae f dkld d wxt mikln zekld m‰anx d`xe

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ipta cner dghaddn `veid ‰xeqi`Šd ike i‰yxl dywed okle`l ezìvi z` zrpend daqd xwiry ycig df lre ?ytp gewits` d‰awd cinrd df xace .dninz dler ezeid `l` arxd did,‰lEq §RŠ xcba `l` ‰xeqi`Š xcba epi`y iptn ytp gewit mewnan‰n ,arxd zngn l‰egl z`vl wgvil el xzEi m` s`y epiidcgafnd lv` cnerd odk ,jnvra rbd .‰dninz dlerŠ zlrnn lqtieal my `le ,ebxdl eilr eniiè mieb eàe ,ecia dler-xyaexyad cera ycwnd on gxa `l` ecin ycewd-xya z` jilydlixdy ezvignn xyad z` ìvedy dna ecia dxiar oi` ixd ,eciadid xzeny t‰r` ,wgvi jk .`veia lqtp xyad n‰ne ,did qep`z` d‰awd epnn rpn z`f lka ,ytp gewit gkn ux`d on z`vl el‡ta k‰`yn .‰dninz dlerŠ zlrnn lqti `ly ick ezìvidgcp df rip¥n ixd ,dy`d zìvn did z`vl rip¥ndy ,dxy-iigi‰yx jxved `le ,ezìvi z` repnl ‰dghadd-xeqi`Ša ice ,lwaseq `ly xne` iziid `pitzqnc `lele---.‰dninz dlerŠ zxaql`l` ,dxy-iig ‡ta ‰dninz dlerŠ zxaql i‰yx jxved `ly xacepiax mè .my dxn`l wcvei `l `xaq dze` xac ly ezin`ly.i‰yx eilr wleg ixd ,l‰pk my zwcvenl dze` ayg iigazenlyd zlrn ìd ‰dninz dlerŠ zlrn .èd jk oiprd xaqdemb .{minz dide d‰c `:fi jl-jl ‡ta i‰yxit ahid ‡r}xfrl` ‡x xn`y enk ,zenlyd zywa ìd dy`d zìvnl yetigd‡t} ‡py mc` epi` dy` el oi`y mc` lkŠ {‡bq} zenai ‡qna

ˆ {a:d ziy`xamc` mny z` `xwie m`xa dawpe xkfzeclez ‡ta dpde .‰‡xnè .eytp zeigdl lke` ywal ick ux`d on z`vl wgvi aygezenlya mebti ezìviay ,z`vl el i`ck oi`y d‰awd eldl`yd dzid dxy-iig ‡ta ,mle` .‰dninz dlerŠ mya z`haznd`l myy d`xpe .dy` `vnl ick ux`d on z`vl wgvil el yi mìxdy ,ezenlya rebtl `ly ick z`vl el oi`y el xnel jiiyixdy ,llk zenly el oi` dy` `la iexy èdy onf lk znà

dy` `la iexydmc` epi`z` zrpend daqd zriaw oiprle .dribtd meyn i` ,dy`d zìvn zxhna ux`d on wgvi zìviepnn repnl xyt`-iè ,ìxi` `l ‰dninz dlerŠ zlrna dnibtde

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cvn epiidc ,xg` mrhn `l` ux`d on dìvid zìyxtn ixdy ,df lka r‰ve .lirl xèank ‰dghadd-xeqi`Š

.dne`n z`fd ìbeqa exac `le hrnk l‰f i‰yx

{gi:ek}**mdxa` inia extg xy` mind zexà z` xtgie wgvi ayie'ebe mizylt menzqie eia` :{xtgie ayie d"c} i"yxite .zexàd z`

xxbn wgvi rqpy mcewe menzq mizylte eia` mdxa` inia extg xy`weqta y"nk}{f"i-f"hoxtge xfg y"ny d`xp l"f c"tle .{`"ebe o"anx 're}

"xetgie ayie:zilbp` 'la} ‰diipy mrt xtg èdŠ exeà didi "he re-dug} ‰xtge xxbl xfg èdŠ `le ,{he went back to Grar and dug.{

l"f c"tl `vnp cer---.`xwnd 'la dfk `nbec cer yi m` r"ve" g"i weqtay rxe`ndyxetgie ayierxe`nd l` onfa mcw èd "

" f"i weqtayxxb lgpa ogie...myn jliexge`ne mcwen oi`y l"ve .‰`l `piipr cgac 'e sc migqt 'qn 'nba `zi`c b"rè .dxezaxàl izkx`dy enk xnel d`xp ,'eke mcwen oi` opixnì`pzk èd ipyd weqtdy `kidc {b:gi} `xie 'tl izexrdaelit` 'eke mcwen oi` opixn` dfa ,oey`xd weqtay dnl mcwen.{l-hk :ck dxy-iig 'tl izexrd r"re} d"yr `piipr cgamcwen i`pzk did {g"i weqta} zexàd z` xtgy dny l"i `kdecr xxb z` aefrl wgvi dvx `ly .{fi weqta} xxbn jldy dnloipr dlawde azkd 'q 're} eia` ly eizexà z` xtge xfgyl` i`pzk èd ipyd weqtay rxe`ndy ,df oebkae .{dfa d`pcga elit` mcwend z` xg`l aezkd jxc ,oey`xd weqtay rxe`nd

.r"ve .`piipr

{k:ek}**‡ebe wyr xàd my `xwiextqi :o"anx l‰fe .yi la`...zlrez xetqd iheyta oiè zexàd oipra...aezkd'eke miwel` zial fenxi miig min xà ik...xzqp oipr xacaitn dxezk epl ìd dfa l"f o"anx ly fnxd jxc dpd .l‰kryxcnd t"r xetqd iheyta zlrez èvnl d`xp n"ne .dxeabd

:l"fe {h:e zeny} `xè 'ta i"yx ìadyl"` zerxd dnl dyn xnòigkzyn `le oica`c lr lag d"awd...cr rwxw `vn `l dxy z` xeawl mdxa` ywayke

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zwlg z` owie awria oke xtg xy` zexàd lr eilr exrxr wgvia oke miaexn minca dpwyizecn xg` exdxd `le eld` zehpl dcydzylyn '` lk lv` epivny ixd .

xg` exdxd `le l`xyi-ux` zaiyi oipra oeiqpa ecnry zea`d.zexàd ly df xetiq èd wgvi ly epeiqpe .'zi eizecni"` ziipwa bdpzdl ji` cnlp epnny ,dielb xetiqd zlrezeiheyt jynda c`n oekp l"pd yxcndy d`xp dpde---.dzaiyie

{`:ek} aizk dlgz ixdy .`xwnd'ebe uxà arx idiewgvi ayge .Š d"awd el xnè .{a weqt} my i"yxity enk ,dnixvn zcxlxeb

z`fd uxà.i"yxitk jl i`ck l"eg oiè dninz dler dz` ik ‰ {'b weqt} y"nk .ux`d zyexi lr wgvil d"awd el xyiaejl ik

'ebe l`d zevx`d lk z` oz` jrxfleŠ ok iptne .xxba wgvi ayiecine .‰aky hrnke ezy`l mewnd iyp` el`y ik .zexv dnk eilr evtwe`pwie xwae o`v dpwna yi`d lcbie k"gè .ezy` z` mrd cg`.c`n epnn znv` ik epnrn jl wgvil jlnia` xnìe mizylt eamy reawl dvxyke .my ayie xxb lgpl edpgn wizrdl gxkede

min zezyl ywae eayen46z`f lkae .eizexà z` mizylt enzq `le xà xtg dyrn-seqy cr .'zi eizecn xg` wgvi xdxd `l

{ak weqt} wgvi xnè .dilr eaxuxà epixte epl 'c aigxd dzr ik.jk .dlgp uxà delya aype i"à dt epayen rawp dzr xnelkdl`d mixacd oirke---.mheyt itl miaezkd jynd xeà d`xpmc`l didiy ie`x :l"fe `"v zlrez b"alxd zeilreza iz`vniptn wgvi dpd ik dfe .ezevn ze`lnl 'zi 'c ceakl laqdnlka mizylt eze` miqirkn eidiy laq xxba xebiy i"yd edevy

.l"kr z`vl jlnd egixkdy cr myn `vi `le fer

** `vie zyxt **

{f:hk}**ewyd dpwnd sq`d zr `l lecb meid cer od xnìeerx ekle o`vd :{c"à} i"yxite .ixiky m` xnelk lecb meid cer mdl xn`

.46.o`k `negpz yxcn oeyl 'r

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dpwnd sq`d zr `l k"tr` mkly zendad mè meid zlert mznly `l mz` mei.zg` .zecxtp zegkez 'a awri mgikedy l"f miyxtnd eyxitelr zipye .md mei ixiky m` ,meid zlert znlydn zelyxzd lripyay d`xpe---.mdlyn od zendad m` ,mnvr zk`lnn zelyxzd`le ,ma ezefixfae mdilr ezxinya awri oiihvd dl`d mipiprdoixcdpqk} ‰dligz jnvr hywŠ meyn mdilr ezgkeza didoipra ixdy .{dk:c ziy`xae `:a diptv i"yxit 're ,'hi-'gi

{n-gl:`l} awri xn` ziad-lra ly ezlert znlyd`l jifre jilgxizpy xcze dlila gxwe axg iplk`...jil` izàd `l dtxh izlk` `l jp`v iliè elky

ipirnlky oal dcedy rnyn melk dfa eaiyd `l oaly oeikne .oiprae .zefixfae dpenà oal o`v z` xnyy ,zn` eid eixac

{dk:al} glyie 'ta aezk ixd envr zk`lna zefixfdawri x ¥ze ¦ie'ebe enr yi` waìe ecal :{xzeie d"c} i"yxite .xfge miphw mikt gky

mdilrx"` :`zi` mye '`v oileg 'qna èd mixacd xewn dpde .mdilr aiagy miwicvl o`kn miphw oikt lr xiizypy xfrl`lfba mdici oihyet oi`y itl dnl jk lke mtebn xzei mpennàl mivex mpiè mxvin mi`xiy iptny xeàd d`xpe .k"rmikt elit` mpenn z` ca`l `ly c`n micitwn jkl ,lfb icil`lnl ick dlifbl ekxhvi ile` mpenn z` ecaì m`y .miphwfxcfdy f"ktl `vnpe .{l"pd weqtd lr iiga 'x 're} mpexqgzexinyd eazkp `ly t"rè .envr oenn lr ezxinya mb awrid`xp n"n ,mipiiprd mze` lr ezgkez dazkpy xg`l `l` ellddl`d mipipra fxcfdle xnydl awri ly ekxc did xaky xazqn‰jnvr hywŠ meyn ezgkeza did `le .mirexd z` giked mxh s`

.l"pke

{al:hk}**'ebe oae`x eny `xwze oa clze d`l xdze. :i"yxite`l dfe awril dxekad xkny ing oal ipa oia dn e`x dxn` eyxit epizeax

xead on eìvedl ywiay `l` eilr xrxr `ly cer `le eilr xrxr `le sqeil dxkn.dn ède} eyr ly xenbd-jtidd did oae`xy d`xp dfa xeàde

:zilbp` ‡la `xwpyanthisesisoa zcll d`l dzkfy dn dpde .{ {fi:hk} lirl y‰n t‰r oiadl d`xp ,dfk‡ebe zekx d`l ipire.

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:i‰yxitedwaxl mipa ipy mixne` lkd eidy dzkae eyr ly elxeba zelrl dxeaq dzidyohwl dphwde lecbl dlecbd oall zepa izye`ly daxd dzkay zekfay d`xpe .

,eyr ly eizecnl dcbpzd c`ny epiidc ,eyr ly elxeba dlrzdfd oade .eyr ly eizecnl ixnbl cbpzn èdy oal dzkf dfadf oirk epivne---.l‰pk eyr ly xenbd-ektd èdy oae`x èd

{dk:l} aizk sqei zcil ixg` ixdy .sqeie lgxa mbxy`k idieivx`le inewn l` dklè ipgly oal l` awri xnìe sqei z` lgx dcli:i‰yxite .

‡`py eyr ly ephy clepyn {‡` dicaer}eyr ziae dadl sqei ziae y` awri zia dideaeyl dvxe d‰awda awri gha sqei clepyn ‡eke ywlzelkl sqei lbeqny ixd .

:zilbp` ‡la mi`xewy dn oirk ède} eyr z` ca`leantidote.{ {ak:l} my y‰n itl d`xp ,dfk oa zcll lgx dzkfy dnexekfie

dngx z` gztie ...lgx z` miwel` :i‰yxite .dzeg`l dipniq dxqny dl xkfeyr ly elxeba dlrz `ly dxivn dzidye‡eke mipa dl oi`y itl awri dpyxbi `ny ixd .

sqeik oal dzkf okly d`xpe .eyrl c`n dcbpzd lgx mbyahid ‡re} edlkne eyrl cbpzn èdy ,eyr ly ephy èd erahayglyie ‡ta aezk dpde---.{b:` mixace ,ak:gn ziy`xa izexrd

{bk:al}eicli xyr cg` zè eizegty izy zè eiyp izy z` gwie èd dlila mwie‡ebe :i‰yxite .jkle eipir eyr da ozi `ly dipta lrpe daiza dpzp dzid okid dpice

‡eke ahenl epxifgz `ny eig`n drpny awri yprp`hg dn znqxetn dinzde .epxifgz `nyy dewza ryxl eza z` mc` ozi ike .dfa awridn micwp dligze .l‰pd xe`l zvw oiadl d`xp mle` .ahenl`py i`nc :l‰fe awri zlgp ‡q mya cecl likyna o`k dywdyiyrn eidy gayl dxikfn aezkdy d`ln {dpic lr i‰yxity dn}ezxifgn dzidy xyt`y t‰r` dyprp `le dipira mièpy eyrd`xp :l‰dfa l‰f cecl likyn lra uxize .l‰kr ahenleyr ywan did eli` d`l mby p‰d oi`c `zil `xwirn eziiyewcepxifgz `ny `teb h‰dn el `ypiln zrpnp dzid `l dnr `ypilly elxeba zelrl dl `gip ithc dkea dzid jkle ‡eke ahenlahenl exifgdl lkez `l `nyc wtqd lr eyrl `ypiln ith wicvd`l dcbpzd c`n cg` cvny `vnp dpde .d‰yre l‰kr xexaeeyr ly ektd èdy oae`xl dzkf oklye ,eyr ly eizecnl.ahenl eyr z` xifgdl zlbeqn d`l dzid ipy cvne .l‰pke

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,dy`l dzgwl ywan eyr did m` jka lczydl zivxzn dzidemxebd èd ixd oey`xd cvy i`cee d`xpe .cecl likyn ixackezilkza eizecinl dcbpzdy iptny .exveid ède ipyd cvd l`daxc` `l` ,drxl epnn rtyez `ly ìd dgeha ,zecbpzdd.d`l ly dza ìd dpic dpde---.oade .daehl eilr rityzy

{`:cl} y‰nk .dn` lyl zenec dizecn eidy epivneza dpic `vzeux`d zepaa ze`xl...d`l :{d`l za d‰c} i‰yxite .my lr `l` awri za `le

xn`py dzid zip`vi ìd s`y d`l za z`xwp dzìvi{fh:l}‡ez`xwl d`l `vzeˆ .dzeida dl dznc mb ,zip`vi dzeida dn`l dzncy enky `xazqneahenl exifgdl zlbeqn ipy cvne ,eyrl zcbpzn cg` cvndpic z` rpny awri yprp df lry d`xpe---.jka lczydl dvexneenk ,ahenl exifgdl dleki dzid ìd `weec znày .eyrn`nlrc yipi` i`ceea la` .zeyrl dleki dn` d`l mb dzidy

.r‰ve .ahenl exifgdl ick ryxl eza xeqnl el oi`

{ci:l}**‡ebe dcya mi`cec `vnie mihg xivw inia oae`x jlie. :i‰yxitemixerye mihg ìadl lfba eci hyt `le did xivwd zry mihay ly ogay cibdl

ea citwn mc` oi`y xwtdd xac `l`gken oae`x gpiz `d wcwcl yi .`ly i‰yxl el oiipn mihayd x`y la` ,lfb `ly o`knlirl izexrda izxày dn mcwda xàl xyt` d`xpe---.elfb

{my} aezky enk .eyr ly ektd did oae`xy {al:hk}d`l xdze‡ebe oae`x eny `xwze oa clze :i‰yxite .xkny ing oal ipa oia dn e`x dxn`

‡eke sqeil dxkn `l dfe awril dxekadjixve .{zekixà izexrda d‰yr} :l‰fe {b:`} mixac ‡t yixa i‰yxity dn mb micwdlgiked `ly

{awri}lk jizgked `l dn iptn jl xne` ip` ipa oae`x xn` ezenl jenq `l` eipa zìg` eyra wacze jlze ipgipz `ly ick elld mipydoae`x did m`y dfn d`xpe .

,ea waczne eyr l` `weec jled did eia` ly eizegkeza hreaoeikny izexrda my izxàe .mzq drx zeaxzl `vei did `lezilkza eyrl cbpzdl lekiy ezlrne oae`x ly ezcn idefy,exvi lr xabzi `l m`y ,epelyk zcewp mb idef ixd ,cebipddnka epivn dpde---.ahid y‰r .el dnczie eyrl `weec wacziwgvi xn`y {b:fk} zeclez ‡ta y‰nk .olfb did eyry zenewn

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Š eyrlciv il dceve dcyd `ve :i‰yxite .‰lfbd on `le xwtdd onixd . {d weqt} cer my aizke .lfbd lr ceyg didycevl dcyd eyr jlie

ìadl civ :i‰yxite .lfbd on ìai civ `vni `l m` ìadl edncer y‰re . {eh weqt}‡ebe zecengd lecbd dpa eyr icba z` dwax gwze:i‰yxite .

cexnp on oze` cngycexnp z` bxd eyry eyxity g‰tye `‰eb y‰re . {cl:ek} y‰n r‰re .micbad epnn gwlegwie dpy mirax` oa eyr idie

‡ebe dy` :i‰yxite .xifgk lynp did eyr...eitlh hyet akey èdyk dfd xifgdmiyp cv eyr did dpy ‡n lk mixyk mnvr mi`xne miqnege milfeb el` jk xedh ip`y xnel

‡eke oze` dprne odilra ci zgznektd did oae`xy lirl xèan dpde---.z` xdhl ecia zleki dzid cg` cvny f‰tl d`xpe .eyr lyoi` jci`ne .lfbd on dripnde xyeid zcna oiihvdle eiyrnìdy eyr ly ezcna wacdle lykdl lelry mihayd lka edenkenke} epelyk èd my mc` ly ezlrn mewna ixdy .dlifbdzgiwl dyrn df meyny d`xpe .{mixac ‡t yix izexrda izxày`weec azkp ,lfbd on dripn ly dyrn èdy ,xwtdd on mi`cecdxedh ,eyr ly eaexw-ektd èdy df elit`y ricedl ,oae`xamdici ehyt `ly mihayd x`yl e‰w `linne .lfbd on èdx`y ,lykp `le lfba lykdl ezcn cvn lelry oae`x dn .lfbaedfy d`xpe .e‰w dfl milelr eidiy `xaq oi`y mihayd

Š mb gken oae`x ly ihxtd dyrnny i‰yxitymihayd ly ogay‰.r‰ve .zeillka

{al:l}**'ebe èlhe cwp dy lk myn xqd meid jp`v lka xar`. :{c"à} i"yxit ozeè{'eke micewp}W¥x§t©d eykr opyiy m¥ci¦w§t©d§e mdn cia

'eke jipa" zln yxtn i"yxy ixd .x¥qdl` awrin ieev oeyl ìdy "xiqnde .{w"cx y"nk ,awri l` aqen xewn oeyl e`le} oald`xpe .{y"r dl 'qt onwl ezhiyl lif` i"yxy enke} oal èd

{el-dl miweqta} aizkc miaezkd jyndn ezii`xz` èdd meia xqie'ebe awri oiae epia mini zyly jxc myie eipa cia ozie 'ebe mi`lhde micwrd miyizd.`yixa y"ne---.awri `le oal èd dl`d zelertd lk lretd ixd

" {al:l} `xwcjp`v lka xar`èd xaerd awriy dfn wiqdl oi` " cearle xearl zeyx il oz `yexit ikd `l` .xiqndlkajp`v

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.'eke micewpd zcil i"r daxd gieex`y ick ,ezvwna wx `lemi`vnpd 'eke micewpd lk z` xiqnd didz oal dz` mlerl la`

.jixcra zrk

{bn:l}**‡ebe micare zegtye zeax o`v el idiednly dxez ‡r .mcew zegtye aizkc `xwa lecb wecwc yieŠ :xirdy {nw ze`}‰zegtye micar aizk (minrt `‰i) j‰pza mewn lkae micarhxta awriy i‰yxl epivny cer wcwcl yie .{uxizy dn y‰re}onwl y‰nk ,mixkfd z` cinz micwdl ycewa ekxc fg`

{fi:`l} ‡ebe eiyp zè eipa z` `yie awri mwie :i‰yxite ,zeawpl mixkf micwdmixkfl zeawp micwd eyre {gi:`l} my aizk ixd cere .y‰r ,z` bdpie

ykx xy` eykx lk zè edpwn lkepipw dpwn‡ebe ykx xy` d‰c} i‰yxite , :{epipw dpwn ep`vn dpwy dnzegtye micarmixenge milnbe yxity ixd .

Šepipw dpwn`l` {bn:l} lirl mixkfpd mixacd mze` md mdy ‰,zeawpl mixkf micwde `xwnd oeyl z` jtd i‰yxy

Š `xwc `yixa y‰na xeàd mcwda xàl d`xpe---.ddnzò`vzeaxo`rŠ qelwpe` mebxzk yxtl d`xp did zehiyta xy` .‰

:yxit i‰yxy `l` .o`v daxd epiidc ‰oiìbqo`v x`yn zeaxe zextawri jxazp dnl i‰yxit itl oiadl jixve .{`‰ebe m‰`x ‡r},o`v x`yn xzei zeaxle zextl okxcy dfa ozlrny o`va `weecsebd zeìxa e` xnv ieaixa ozlrny xg` beqa jxazp `le

zelrnd xzin dnecke47o`v beqa `weec jxazp awriy d`xpe .ixd .dry dzeà `vnp ea avnl mi`zne ie`xd èdy itl dfenewn l` reqple eing zia z` aefrl awri opekzd dry dzeàjixv cg` cvn xy` .mipad-zkexa ezgtyn z` qpxti my ,evxèdidi miqkpd ieaix ipy cvny `l` .dqpxtl miqkp daxd dfl

.47on wlga t‰kr awri wifgd mlerly epivny dn itl le`yl yi xzeiaeŠ awriy {micare zegtye d‰c} o`k i‰yxity t‰r` ixdy .dfd o`vdxken

dl` lk gwele mixwi minca ep`v{bn:`l} awril xn` oaly oldl epivn ixd ,‰ ipa mipade izpa zepadip`v o`vde‡ebe xn`y glyie zyxt yixa eipvn cere .

{e:al} awri xenge xey il idieo`v‡ebe dgtye care lk z` xkny xazqn `le . .xg` o`v odinca gwle da jxazpy o`vd

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èd dzr dgxh xy` o`vd idefiè .evx`l erqna gxehl eledf xne` ied ?aexwd cizra miyak ieaix dpnn `vi la` ,hrn

Šzeax o`vèd df jxc lry d`xpe---.xzeia zeaxe zexty ‰ixdy .mewn lka ekxck `ly micarl zegty `xwc `tiq micwdy

Š awriy {micare zegtye d‰c} i‰yxitlk el gwele mixwi minca ep`v xkendl`didy t‰r`y .da jxazpy o`vd oirk miqkp dpwy d`xpe .‰

n‰n ,i‰à eiqkpa lthle ezia z` ynyl micar daxdl jixvedfiè .jxca ezeida gxehl eiykr el didi micard ieaixmiynyn ly lecb àv epnn `vi la` ,hrn dzr egxh xy` cardlke dzenk dclee xy` ,dgtyd idef xne` ied ?aexwd cizrazegtyd z` o`k aezkd micwd okle .dipec`l didi clzy dnmle`---.micar hrn wxe zegty daxd dpwy zexedl micard iptleznkga hilgdy ,awri ly ezhlgd oiprl `l` epi` df lky d`xplreta ezriqp oiprl la` .micaran xzei zegtya zeaxdlrepvd ekxck ,zegtydn wgxzde micard l` xzei axwzd i`ceeaweqtd lr onwl i‰yxity enke ,zeawpd l` mixkfd micwdl

{fi:`l}‡ebe eiyp zè eipa z` `yie{gi:`l} y‰n oiadl yi oke ....z` bdpieepiipw dpwni‰r dpwy dn lkl ìd dpeekdy i‰yxity .

Š hwpe aezkd xcq z` jtd i‰yxy `l` .ep`v zxiknmicarzegtyei‰yxit ,lreta driqpe dbdpda xaecn myy oeikny .‰

.ekxck zeawpl mixkfd z` awri micwd i`ceeay

{bp:`l}** wgvi eia` cgta awri rayie‡b t‰r oiadl d`xp .rayil i`yx mc` oi`y (` .i‰yxita mipey zenewnn zencwdy‰nk .‡zi ea zewiac ly dbixcnl ribd k‰`` d‰awd ly enya

{k:i} awr ‡tarayz eae wacz eae cearz eze` `xiz jiwel` ‡c z`. :{c‰à} i‰yxite‡rayz enyaeˆ f` elld zecnd ja eidiy xg`leoi`y (a .

`xie ‡ta y‰nk .wgvi ly ezewiack ‡zi ea zewiace daxew {ci:ak}d`xi ‡c xda meid xnì xy` d`xi ‡c èdd mewnd my mdxa` `xwie.

:{c‰à} i‰yxitedpy lka l`xyil ef dciwr d`xi ‡c `‰ne...dfd meid xnìy ickdxtkl cnere xeav wgvi ly ext` d`xi ‡c xda miàd zexecd lkamc` oi` (b .

awr ‡ta y‰nk .mewn-aexiwa elenn èdy xacn `l` cgtn

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{dk:ì}‡ebe ux`d lk ipt lr mkiwel` ‡c ozi mk`xene mkcgt :i‰yxite .`ldemiwegxd lr mk`xene miaexwd lr mkcgt `l` `xen èd cgti‰yxit cer ‡re}

mya d‰awd dpekny dny xexa d`xp dpde---.{fh:eh glya ‡tea wac wgvi didy zewiacd mvern raep df ixd ‰wgvi cgtŠmewn-aexiwa elenn cnerk d‰awd did wgvi iably ,‡zilr cgtŠ zpigaa dzid ‡zi epnn ez`xi okle .lekiakxy`ky d`xpe---.‰miwegxd lr `xenŠ zpigaa `le ‰miaexwdea zewiacd zcinl envr xyiw ixd ,oall rayil awri jxvedokle .‡zi enya rayil dvexy inl zkxvpd dcnd ìdy ,‡zizewiacd lr dxen df my xy` ‰wgvi cgtŠ mya `weec awri raypmy zxkfd i‰re .‡zi ea wac eia` wgvi didy d`ltpd daxewdeenya raypd mc`l jxvpd zewiacd-xeriya awri mb wacp df

.oade .‡zi

** glyie zyxt **

{h:al}**dide edkde zg`d dpgnd l` eyr ài m` xnìedhiltl x`ypd dpgnd :i"yxite .mixac 'bl envr oiwzd enr mgl` ik egxk lr

'eke dnglnle dlitzl oexecldylyn cg` lkl xewn oiivne jled i"yxe .la` ,aezka miyxetn dlitze oexecy d`xz wcwczykle .mixacdlr xirdy enke ,yxc jxca zvwe `weicn ìz` dnglnl dpwzddlirl i"yxity dn t‰r xàl d`xpe .o"anxae y"r r"a`xd df

:{xvie `xiie d"c 'g weqt}mixg` z` èd bxdi m` el xvie bxdi `ny `xiie.`l df meyny d`xpe .dnglnl qpkdl awri dvx `l znày ixddvex did `l znà ik .cala fnxa `l` dnglnl dpwzdd xikfd

dliaya oken `di xak dl jxhvi m`y wx ,jka48mby t‰rè---. {ak:al} oldl aizk oexecd oipra‡ebe eipt lr dgpnd xearze.

:{c‰à} i‰yxitedf lkl jixv didy qrka iexy èd s` eipt lr `‰neixd .

.48l"pd i"yx ixac lr y"n l"f iwvpnw i"xbdl `xwna mipeir xtq 're.'eke envr oiwzd

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epiipr z` xikfd ok t‰rè ,ea dvexn did `l oexecd mbylr qrka didy t‰r` oexecd iably wlgl d`xp .yxetna

eglyl jxhvdy dvexn did n‰n ,ezlertae ezlreza,did `l dnglnd k‰`yn ,enr milyie dgnya eplawi eyry epiidcokle ,eyr z` bxdiy epiidc ,ezlerte ezlreza elit` dvexn

.heyte .fnxa `l` exikfd `l

{`:dl}**my aye l` zia dlr mew awri l` miwel` xnìe‡ebe gafn my dyre :i‰yxite .jzan z`f jl àe zyprp jxca zxgi`y itl.

yper xeza rxi` ef dyxt iptl aezkd dpic dyrny epiidc :ìd jk oey`x qetc zgqep dpde .jxca xgi`y lr awrilitl

zxg`yjxcp‡eke zyprp 49y‰n t‰r oaen oiprd d`xp ef `gqep itle . {d:d} zldwa mixcpd oipra‡ebe jxya z` ìhgl jit z` ozz l`.

:{jxya z` ìhgl d‰c} i‰yxitejipa lr oerd cewtiy50d`xp okle .,dqp`pe dthgp ezay dfa `weec yprp excp z` xgi`y awriyly eipa lr mixcpd oer z` cwet d‰awdy dcnd ìd jk ixdydxizqk zi`xpy dna l‰f miyxtnd egxh xak dpde---.`hegdawril el à xcpd xegi` oeray yxit o`k ixdy .i‰yx ixaca

{bk:al} aizk lirl la` .dpic dyrnizy zè eiyp izy z` gwie‡ebe eicli xyr cg` zè eizgty :i‰yxite .lrpe daiza dpzp dzid okid dpice

cia dltpe ahenl epxifgz `ny eig`n drpny awri yprp jkle eipir eyr da ozi `ly diptamkymle` .ef dxizq aeyiia eazky dn `‰ebe m‰`x ‡re .

xwir znày lirl xèand t‰r xne` iziid l‰f mdixac ileljk cg` cvn ixdy .xcpd xegi` did awri ly eyperl daqd.l‰pk mc` ly eipa z` cwet d‰awd dfd oeray zldwa xèanz` rpny lr awri yprii dnl oiadl c`n dyw znà ,ipy cvne

.49jky my ìany ‰lld sqeiŠ ‡qa d`xe ,‰miig zxezŠ ynega xqnp jk`qxbd dzid jky my xryne ,dxen`fe uawl` iqetca mb `gqepd ìd

.`‰ebe m‰`x iptl.50my `zi`c b"rè .‰al zay ‡qnae ‡hl zereay ‡qna eixacl xewn d`x

mdyk mizn mipa" zayamiphwiyi` xve` 'r ,dphw dzid k"b `pic `d "za dzidy e` (h:`k mixteq 'qn) yy za dzidy e` ,zerc izy j"pz

.(b:cl ziy`xa aeh lky yxcn) ivge dpeny

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izexrd ‡re} daxd dfa ekix`d xaky enke ,ryxd eyrn dpicŠ `l` epi` xcpd xegi` llba yperd zcny `l` .{al:hkcewtiy

jipa lr oerdleti mipad on oa dfi` lr zraew dpi` la` ,‰xy` mipad oia oal d‰awd ytgn z`fd zeriawly d`xpe .yperdezeày zpzep dcnd jky ,a`d zebdpzda mbte oexqg did eitlkmewn ‡zi aegd-lra `vn ,df dxwnae .zewll a`l el ie`x oadmbte oexqg did ditlk xy` ,dpica `weec eaeg z` zeableze`y t‰rè .eyrn drpny dna dia` awri ly ezebdpzdaz` reawl èd i`ck n‰n ,miwcay wcd on i`ceea èd oexqgz` exegi` llba awril die`xd mipad lr dciwtd ly dnewn

.r‰ve .excp

{ak:dl}**'ebe eia` yblit ddla z` akyie oae`x jlie. :i"yxite'eke daky el`k aezkd eilr dlrn eakyn lalay jezndyr dn a"ve .

‡ita y"n t‰r d`xpe .daky el`k aygiy ddlal oae`xzegty `le eid zexenb miyp dtlfe ddlay `vie 't miigd-xe`lr weqta o`k aezky dn t‰r mbe .{b:l d"yr} miyblit e`

" ìdy ddlaeia` yblit oae`x da bdpy eyexit d`xpy ,"bdpnzeyblit`le d`l ld` l` ddla ld`n awri zhn xiardy ,

b:hn igie 't miigd-xe` ixacn d`xp oke} dxenb dy`k daiygdt"dr a:fl ayie 'ta eixac r"re ,eixac zekix` seqa y"r

Š...ddla ipa z` xrp èdeiypeia` ,dxenb yi`-zy` ìdy oeik okle {.‰,ipyd dvwl dhep df ixd ,yblit ìd eli`k da bdp èdeokle .epevxk dnr zeyrl èd lekie ,llk awril dèyp dpi`yzecb` iyeciga iz`vn df oirke} daky el`k aezkd eilr dlrnly zhren dxiary dn dpde}---{xn`py d"c ‰dp zay 'qn `‰yxdnd`xp ,yi`-zy` zaiky ly xeng oeerk el daygp zehnd zxardigie ‡ta df dyrn lr oae`x z` awri gikedy dn t‰r oiadl

{c:hn}‡ebe jia` iakyn zilr ik xzez l` mink fgtfgt d‰c} i‰yxite . :{mink ze`xdl zxdn xy` dldade fgtdjqrkl` jkl mzvexnl mixdnnd elld mink

.xzez,qrkd zcina did oae`x ly ezerh yxeyy dfn epcnl ixddpde .eilr qrky `l` ,en` oealr lr citwdy xac seq `ly

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wxta ,qrkd oipra l‰f mixyi-zliqn lra epiax ixac oiieridcear caer el`k qrekd lk eilr exn`y ofbxd yiŠ :l‰fe `‰icr dnig `lnzne epevx cbp eyriy xac lk lr qrkpd ède dxfaixgdl i`ck dfk yi` dpde .dxrap ezvre enr la eal xakyède llk ea hley lkyd oi` ik ecia zleki didi m` `ln mler

...zetxehd zeigd lkk ynn mrh xqlk lr xearl i`ce lw èdemdl edìaz ezng m` mleray zexiar ipinripn el oi` xak ik

llkp `l i`ceay t‰rè .‰jli edìai xy` lè eqrk `l` xg`drbte mkezl qrkd zcin dxcg xy` ,z`fd mipfbx zka oae`xdzlebqe dgk z` l‰f epiax ixacn epcnl n‰n ,dyep` dkn mda‰zexiar ipin lk lr xearl i`ce lwŠ qrekdy ,qrkd zcn lyxabzd `ly oeiky ,oae`xa did jky d`xpe .ecil dpncfz xy`jxcn dlw diihq lk ixd ,ezenk lecb mc`n yxcpd itk eqrk lrìadl qrkd ly egk èd jk ixdy ,xeng oerk el daygp xyid‰zEppekŠd avne .ecil oncfi xy` leykn lk icil mc`d z`lealia okle ,o`yr xak el`k oae`xl el aygp zexeng zexiarli"r dpde---{.oade .ddla z` aky eli`k el aygp zehnd`zi`cke ,sqeil dpzpe ezxeka z` oae`x ciqtd dfd dyrndezxeka dpzpy èd oica ik l"pd t‰r d`xpe ."f zekxa 'qnaz` oae`x ciqtd l"pd itl ixdy .sqeil `weec oae`x lyzn`d itk da bdp `le ,ybltk ddla z` aiygdy i"r ezxekaayie 't yixa aizk sqeia dpde .dxenb yi`-zy` dzidy

{a:fl}eia` iyp dtlf ipa zè ddla ipa z` xrp ède :i"yxite .libx xnelkaxwn ède oze` oifan eig` eidy itl ddla ipa lv`d`xp oaxwn didy mrhde .o

`le ,awri ly zexenb miypk dtlfe ddla z` sqei aiygdy meyn.{d"yr miigd-xeà my y"nn d`xp oke} miyblt e` zegtyk

{i-h:fl} ayie ‡ta aezk cercgè gxide ynyd dpde...melg cer mlgieèap èad znlg xy` dfd melgd dn el xnìe eia` ea xrbie ...il miegzyn miakek xyr

dvx` jl zegzydl jigè jnè ip`:{èap èad d‰c} i‰yxite .jn` `lde en`k ezlcby ddlal oiribn mixacdy rcei did `l ède dzn xakddlay ixd .

,ynyl eia` z` sqei dnic xy`k okle ,en`k sqei z` dlcibdaiygd èd m` jk dnciy xazqn `le .gxil ddla z` dnic

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ezy`k sqei dze` aiygdy d`xp o`kn s`y `l` ,yblt e` dgtykoae`xn dgwlpy dxekad dze`y d`xp f‰ktle .eia` ly dxenbìdd dxekad dpzp ,l"pke yblte dgtyk ddla z` aiygdy i"rcbpk dcn .dxenb yi`-zy`k ddla z` aiygdy sqeil `weec

.dcn

** ayie zyxt **

{ai:fl}**mkya mdia` o`v z` zerxl eig` eklie. :i"yxiteonvr z` zerxl `l` ekld `ly z` lr cewplikyne `"eb 're .

my ekldy i"yx zpeeke ,"o`v drex" oeylk èd "zerxl"y ceclzezyle lek`l51df zeyrl ekldy èd dxwna `ly d`xpe .

{e:ai} t"dr jl-jl 't o"anx y"n t‰r ède .mkya `weec'ebe mky mewn cr uxà mxa` xeariei"à oey`xd mewnd èd mkyy .

o"anxa ahid y"r} ux`d x`y zyexi mcew awri-ipa edeyakyik d`xpe .{hi:bl glyie 't o"anxa r"re ,g:ai my izexrdaeik ,mkya `weec z`f eyr diizye dlik`l onvr z` eraw xy`kdn oirk ,diizye dlik` da reawl ie`xe .dyexi-ux` mdl ìd

{i-f:g} awr 'ta aezkyzraye zlkè...daeh ux` l` jìan jiwel` 'c ik'ebexknp myne ,eig` z` èvnl mkyl jld sqei dpde---.

ribdy cr eig` z` `vn `l znày t"rè} zelbd dligzdeyi` ed`vnie ,mkyl eèa zrn ik d`xp ,fi:fl y"nk ,ozecl.{inc dlebke eia` zian wzepn did xak ixd ,dcya drez dpdemdxa`l xn`py dn miiwl `l` .èd dxwna e`l df lky d`xpe

Š {bi:eh}mdl `l uxà jrxf didi xborpk-uxà zenewn x`ya dpde .‰,zelbd zligz dzid mkyn `weec `l` .mdl did `l ikd-e`lalirl y"nke ,iele oerny edeyaky zrn xak mdl dzid ìd ikmiwynd-xyl sqei xn`y dn f"tr xàl d`xpe---.o"anx mya

{eh:n} izapeb apeb ikmixard ux`nz`xwp dxeza mewn lka dpde .

.51,‡eke o`vd `ld d‰c a:cl l`wfgi lr i‰yxitn mxeàl dgked yi .d‰yr

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z`xwp o`ke .'eke izgde iprpkd ux` e` orpk-ux` mya i"`dcal ìdy ,mkyn `weec apEby iptn èdy d`xpe .mixard-uxèxrv aexle .mcia dyeak dzid xaky ,mixard-ux` znà dzid,eiykr izgtyn icia zwfgend ynn ivx`n izapeb :sqei xn`

.cizrl mdl dghaedy ux`n mzq `le

{dl:fl}**‡ebe mgpzdl o`nie engpl eizpa lke eipa lk en ªwie. :i‰yxite‡eke haye hay lk mr eclep zene`z zeig` xne` dcedi iaxwcwcl yi .

‡ta elld zepad lk ly ozcil dazkp `l dnl ef dricl zvw,cere .dpic ìd zad zcil mre mipad zcil mr cgi ,`vie

{bk:al} aezky oipra glyie ‡ta exkfp `l dnleiyp izy z` gwiewai xarn z` xarie eicli xyr cg` zè eizgty izy zèheyt d`xp `l` .

:l‰fe {`k:l} ‰dpicŠ myd mrha i‰yxity dn itldpcy epizeax eyxitdawpl jtdpe eilr dlltzde zegtyd zg`k izeg` lgx `dz `l xkf df m` dnvra oic d`l.,dnvr cvn dzeaiyg cvn dpic zcil dazkp `ly d`xp dfn xy`lr xetiqdn wlgke mihayd a‰i ly mzcil lr xetiqdn wlgk `l`.{dl-cl:hk i‰yxit ‡r} mzcila zedn`dn zg` lk ly owlg`l` ,oa zeidl die`x dzid znày ,dpic ly dzcil dazkp okle.mihay ipy zcila lgx dzkfe dawpl jtdp d`l ly dzlitz gknylr xetqd llka dpi` {dcedi iax zrcl} zene`zd zcil laèxkfp `l mbe .`vie ‡ta dazkp `l okle ,mihayd zcil`le .mihayde zedn`d `l` epnp `l myy ,glyie ‡ta zene`zdzcia` lr awri mgpzd `ly ricedl o`ka `l` elld zepad exkfpaey---.eizepany sè eipany dl`d minegpzd lk zexnl sqeià l‰f èdy `l` ,l‰f cecl likyn lra dfa wcwc xaky iz`vnixac wizrdy ,l‰f i‰yx oeyla xg` wecwc gkn ,oitiwra eil`

Š dcedi iax haye hay lk mr eclep zene`z zeig`me`ypelikyn l‰fe .‰o`k aezkl i‰yx jxved zilkz dfi`l oiadl jixvŠ :ceclxnel dil ibq ded eizepa lke ‡tl `l` epi`y oeikc me`ypexaqnl dfa ezpeeky xytè .`l eze hay lk mr eclep zene`zdpic dxkfedy enk glyie zyxta lirl exkfed `l i`n` `nrhmde mdig`l zeèyp eidy itl exkfed `ly i`da dil `gipe

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epi` ‰wgeceŠ oeyla miiqy dny d`xpe .‰wgece odl zelithzln etiqeda i‰yx ly ezpeek dzid jky xnel wgecy `l`

Šme`ypeitl glyie ‡ta zene`zd exkfp `ly uexizd la` .‰.geexn uexiz èdy d`xp ,mdl zelithe odig`l zeèyp eidyglyie ‡ta zene`zd exkfp `ly dn mb ayiil lkep df t‰rexyr-cg`y aezky oeikny .wai xarn z` awri-zia exar xy`klky `hiyt dfy ,mdizeyp z` xikfdl jxev oi` ,exar eiclieribd `ly mixirvd mihayd elitè .el dlthe enr ezy` cg`dzid zepad ly ozeìvn xwiry oeikny l‰i ,dy` `yil mwxtl

odièyip iptl s` mdl zelith od ixd ,mihayl `ypdl ick52.

{ì:hl}**'ebe ezk`ln zeyrl dziad àie dfd meidk idie. :xn`c o`n cgl i"yxite'eke dnr eikxv zeyrlji` oiadl jixve .

zeyrl ick dziad jldy dpezgz `heicl hrnk wicvd sqei cxi{h-g miweqt} lirl y"n t"r oiadl d`xpe--.dnr eikxv o`nie

lecb eppi` icia ozp el yi xy` lke ziaa dn iz` rci `l ipc` od eipc` zy` l` xnìedrxd dyr` jiè ezy` z` xyà jze` m` ik dne`n ipnn jyg `le ipnn dfd ziaa

'ebe z`fd dlcbddligzay {c"nxz zpy} my xìay zn`-zty 're .i` mc` xnì l` l"fg y"nk wx mrh ila dxiara sqei oìn"dne ".ilr xfb minyay ia` dyr` dn wx .xifg xyaa iyt`

" epeìn z` xiaqdl sqei jix`dy'ebe ziaa dn iz` rci `l ipc` odlk ,"jiyndl wx" jk xn`y e` ,mrh ila èdy oeìnd xwirl lth df,mrhen-izlad oeìnd `l` jixv did `l envrl la` ,"dze` mb

d"yr53`l ,mei-mei xtihet zy` ly dxeaic i"ry d`xp mle`--.t"r hlgen oe`n ly dabyp dbixcn dzeà cnrn sqei wifgd

{i weqt} aizk ixdy .jln zxifbdil` rny `le mei mei 'ebe dxack idiednr zeidl dlv` akyl :{dnr zeidl d"c} i"yxite .àd mlerlixd .

z` legpl dvex epi`y mrha envrl s` epe`n z` mirhd o`kyixd ,xaca ielz epe`ny eiykry d`xpe .àd mlerl xnd dlxeb

.52 .mixi`nd eixac y‰r {ek:en} ybie ‡t lr `‰eba df lk oirk yi

.53" wiqtd mrh z` l"f eixac t"r xiaqdl yixnìe | o`nieepi` oeìndy ," .dxin`da ielz

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zripnn sicr ygende aexwd dxiard xkyy oerhl xac-lral xyt`.wicvd lykpy hrnke .àd mlera ygen-izlade wegxd xrvd

.r"ve

** uwn zyxt **

{a:`n}**zìxae d`xn zeti zext ray zlr xìd on dpdeegà dpirxze xya:{d`xn zeti d‰c} i‰yxite .raeyd inil èd oniq

dzxaga dxv dixa oir oi`y efl ef zeti ze`xp zeixadyyexci jk dxe`kle .Š aezky dna {b weqt} onwl mb i‰yx‰d`xn zerxoniq èdy dzxaga dxv dixa oir didz arxd iniay54itl wcwcl yie .

ixd ,‰xya zeìxaŠ iptl ‰d`xn zetiŠ aizk dnl l‰f eixacavnd clep fè ,raeyd xxey dligzny ,jtidl èd mixacd xcqdligzay ,arxd oiprl oke .dzxaga dxv dixa oir oi`ymicwd dnle .dfl df oir-ixv miyrp k‰gè ,arxd milaeq

daiql aaeqnd z` aezkd55dfa aezkd epricedy l‰i ileè .,rtyl lke`d zeìvn mvr dpi` raeyd zepy ly ozaeh xwirydixa oir oi` raeyd zepyay ,daehl mc`-ipa zecin iepiy `l`

dzxaga dxv56`l` ,oefnd xqeg mvr arxd zkn xwir oi` oke .,dfl df oir-ixv miyrp zeixady ,eci lr znxbpd zecnd zzgydèdy aaeqnd z` aezkd micwd okle .dknd zcewp xwir ìd

.54{mipyd} odykeŠ {f‰nw fnx epzyxt yixa} iperny hewlia èd jke‡zexg` zext rayˆ xn`py mdixagl mixg` {zeixad} oiyrp zerx

.d‰yr ,‰odn mdipt zektedy.55lr yxcd z` ecqi myy `l` {d,ht} x‰na èd i‰yx ixac xewn dpde

Š weqtd seqegà dpirxze`gip f‰tle .y‰r ‰degè dad`Š oeyl èdy ‰Š `yixa fnexn ,arxd mvr epiidc ,daiqdyxya zeìxae d`xn zeti,‰

,`tiqa fnexn èd ,dfl df oir-ixv zeixad oi`y epiidc ,aaeqnde.wcwcl yi i‰yx ixaca la` .miyrnd xcq èd jke

.56 {b:ar} mildza y"nn ok rnyn zvw'ebe mrl mely mixd e`yi:i"yxite .ednezgz lè otb zgz l` edrxl yi` `xewe dxv zeixad oir oi` zexit oiyer odyk ,oi`yep mixddy melyd

dp`zmely ly efn ueg zexitd ziiyrn zlrez mey xkfp `ly oeikny . .xwird ìdy rnyn ,oir-zaehe

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.r‰ve .xwird57

{an:`n}** sqei ci lr dz` ozie eci lrn ezrah z` drxt xqie .exèv lr adfd cax myie yy icba ez` yalie :i"yxitjlnd zrah zpizp

dlcbl el ipy zeidl el dpzepy inl ze` ìdi"yx oeyl ìany o"anx 'r .oiprk enzeg ìd jlnd zrahy oekpde" :l"dfa eilr wlegecibp zeidl mzegd el ozp dpde {g:g xzq`} jlnd zraha enzge`vnp ".uetgi xy` lk jlnd zraha mezgie zeklnd lka devnezrcl la` ,zeklnd zexifb zwiwgl ilk èd zrahd o"anx zrclzrcl riiql d`xpe .dlecbl oniq `l` dwiwg-ilk dpi` i"yxxac èd ilkk `le oniqk zrahd oipr .`---.mikxc dnka i"yxciax zniye yy icba zyalda `xwc `tiqa y"nn epiiprn cnld`l` izekln yeniy mey mdl oi` adfd ciaxe yyd icbay ,adfddfn cnle (yy icba d"c i"yxit 're) `nlra dlecb ipniq mdyoia lecb iepiy yi .a---.ilk `le oniq ìd zrahd s`y i"yxaezkd yibcd o`ky .xzqà da y"n oial zrahd oipra o`k y"n

" y"nk ,`weec cid lr zrahd zcipr z` lrn ezrah z` drxt xqieeci lr dz` oziecisqei y"nk ,cid oipr xkfp `l xzqà k"`yn ."

{a:g}'ebe ikcxnl dpzie ondn xiard xy` ezrah z` jlnd xqie dfny d`xpe .`l okle zexifb-zwiwg ilk èd xzqà zrahd oipry i"yx cnl.jxevd zrl zpken ,dqtewa gpen e` cid lr ìd m` dpin `wtpoipr ìdy d`xp dfn ixd "ci" da aizkc ,sqei iab k"`yn{ck:hn} onwl 'r .b---.`weec eci lr dcepr ìdy inl zeaiyg

'ebe eici irxf eftie :hytd itl i"yxite .'eke eci lr zrah zpizp èd ef.yibcn okle zeaiygl oniq èd zrahdy i"yx cnl dfny d`xpedyrp dlecb-oniq dze`y zbltend ezeaiyg z` sqei zkxaa awriixd dwiwg-ilk ìd zrahdy o"anx zrck i` la` .ft-adfn

.exikfdl ie`x oiè iccv oipr èd ft-adfn dzeid

{`p:`n}** z` miwel` ipyp ik dypn xekad my z` sqei `xwie

.57 .‡d cia `p dltp d‰c ci:ck a lèny lr i‰yxita dfa oiirl yi

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ia` zia lk zè ilnr lkdceie gnyi wicvd sqeiy okzid a‰v .Š z` epnn gikyd xy` lr ‡clia` zia lk,dyr jk znà mè ?‰

dced sqeiy yxit b‰qx dpde ?df lr epnn rxtpy epivn okid z` epnn gikydy dn lr wx ‡cllnrd,eia` ziaa el didy

Š zlnyilnrŠ y‰n lr mb zltep ‰ia` zia lk‰58d`xp oi` mle` .yxtl ezrcy rnyn dfne ,melk o`k yxit `l ixdy ,i‰yxita ok

ernynk `xwnd z`59Š iehiady ia` zia lkdidy dn lkl qgiizn ‰ {ck-bk:an} oldl y‰n t‰r oiadl d`xpe---.eia` ziaa`l mde

‡ebe jaie mdilrn aqie mzpia uilnd ik sqei rny ik ercioiirnd dpde .xrv mdl mxb sqei ,mixvnl mig`d eribdy rbxny d`xi miweqtaeig` zngn sqeil xrv mxbpy dpey`xd mrtde .edexrv `l mdedpde .eig` oiay giyd z` ernya dka sqeiy z`fd mrtd ìdmdipiipra mixacn eid `l mpeyl oian sqeiy mig`d erci eli`xacl mnvrl exizd mzepia didy uilnd llba wxe .eiptadpde .mzepia uilnd ik d‰ca i‰yxity enk ,eipta mdipiipra

did dfd uilndy {uilnd d‰c} yxit i‰yxdypno`ky d`xpe .d‰awdy ez`cede ezgny y‰r df epa my `xwy dn lr sqei yprpy‰r `xwpy df oa `weec .eia` zia oexkf z` epnn gikydxrhvdl el mxbe eia`-zia z` el xikfdy èd eia` zia zgky

.r‰ve .mirebrba

{gl:an}**'ebe mknr ipa cxi `l xnìe. :i"yxite law `lipa `le md eipa ike eipa zindl xne` èd df èd dhey xeka xn` oae`x ly eixac.`l ezvr m` `ld .oae`x ly ezxeka z` awri lflf dnl w"rveezexwl la` .ewenip wnpie ok el xnìy el ic ,eipira dxyixaic oae`xy dfny xàl d`xp zehiytae---.el dnl dhey xekacvn oae`xy awri oiad ,mig`d x`yn cg` `le ,dvr rivdedxyi `l ezvry oeik okle .xacl envr lr gwl ezxeka

.58 .‰miig zxezŠ ynega dqtcpy gt`w zxecdn ‡r

.59,dxe`kl ,iyew mièx ep` xy`k ikŠ :7 llk ` wxt ‡i‰yx illkˆ ‡rz` èvnl epilr -- eil` qgiizn epi` i‰yx xy`...`xwn ly eheyta

‰...`xwna miyxetn mixaca oexztd

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z`fk dvr ike awri l"` ,"md eipa ike"c `xaqd cvn ,eipiradaeh `l dvr `ld ?dxekad ly zeixg`d jezn il rivn dz`.dhey xeka `l` izin` xeka jpi`y d`xp dkezne .ìdly zeixg`d cvn lrte xaic oae`xy epivn xak znàe}---

(ak:fl) ayie 'ta aezky dn ède .dxekadl` oae`x mdil` xnìe'ebe mc ektyz :{c"à eze` livd ornl d"ca} i"yxite .ip` xn`

ia `l` oegxqd dlzi `l olekay lecbe xekaeze`n rci `l awriy t"rè .lr i`xg` zeidl ,cinz oae`x ly ekxc dzid jky xazqn ,dyrncere---{.mlekay lecbde xekad èdy cvn ,mig`d ipiipr lkike" xn`y dne ,"df èd dhey xeka" awri xn`y dny dfa d`xply miwlg ipye ,cg` oiprn mdipy ixd ,"ipa `le md eipadnkg-jyn 'qa y"n t"r d`xp dfa xeìade .md mly cg` xn`n

Š {ak:c} zeny 'tal`xyi ixeka ipamipy-it lhep xeka oay ,‰d"yr ,a`l eze` dyr èdy meyn60eixac itl xazqn dpde .

z` aiygne cakn èdy xekaa `l` dpi` dxekad zlrn xwiry èdy oeiky .eiaòzeplawl el xyt` ixd ,a`d l` zeaiyg

èdy dna zeaiygdyrz` aiygn epi`y xeka la` .a`l eze` el yi dlrn dn ixdy .ezxeka zlrn mvra el xqg ixd ,eiaòkle a`d z` aiygn epi` envr èd `ld ,a`l eze` dyry dnalky i`ceeae} .a`l eze` dyry i"r zeaiyg lawi èdy `"`z` aiygn epi`y t"rè ,aezkd-zxifbn mipy-it lhep xeka

epi` eia` z` aiygn epi`y xekay `l` ,eia`zebdpzd bdepxekal die`xdoipra dxez ly dzinczl dnec ezincz oiè

" oae`x xn`yky d`xp dpde---{.oade .dxekadzinz ipa ipy z`,"mipa-ipa l"iiw ixdy ,ezeda` zeaiyga herin awri dfa yibxdzenewn x`yae ai:k `xie ‡t i‰yx ‡re} mipak md ixdxn`yke .oae`x ly eipal a ¨ §k èd awri okle .{l‰nkèz` yigknk èd ixd ,ixnbl eyekxk mdy ,eipa z` ziniy oae`x`vnp lirl y"n itle .mipad mze` ly a`d èd awriy dcaerdmbte hrin èd f"ir ixd ,eia` zeaiyga hrin oae`xy dfay

.60.a ze` aq xn`n aia`d yceg xry wgvi cgt 'qa r"re

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awri xn`y dn xàl d`xp df lk t"re .ezxeka zlrn mvraeipa eli`k xacn oae`xy oeik xnelk ."df èd dhey xeka".ily zeda`d z` aiygn epi` ixd ,ily mb `le ,ely wx md`l` izin` xeka epiè ,ezxeka zlrn xwira mbet èd f"iref"ktl `vnpe---.xekal die`x dpi` ezebdpzde .dhey xekaleflfe oixehpw ixac epi` "df èd dhey xeka" xn`y dnyawri ly ezecbpzd mvrl xeìae yexit èdy `l` .`nlral"f iwvpnw i"xbdl `xwna mipeir 'q 're} .oae`x ly ezvrlitl ayiil yi my eixac seqa dywdy eziiyewe .df weqt lr

{.w"ece epixac

{l:bn}**'ebe zekal ywaie eig` l` eingx exnkp ik sqei xdnie. :{eingx exnkp ik d"c} i"yxiteil did g`" el xn` ,"m`n g` jl yi" el`y

xn` 'eke "mny dne" el xn` ."il yi dxyr" el xn` ,"mipa jl yi" ."èd okid rcei epiè"ede`vn xy` zexvde ig` my lr mlk" el xn` "elld zeny ly maih dn" el .lk d`xe

ixd a"ve .oinipa ipa ly mdizeny geprta i"yx ìany yxcndxiaqdl l"ed ,zekal sqei ywia dnl xiaqdl i"yx dvx m`,mipy daxd ed`x `ly eig` z` eze`xa zekal ywiay zehiytai"yxl el dnle ,e`xzd `l mipy daxdy dgtyn iaexw lk jxckmle`---.`xwn ly eheyta xewn el d`xp oi`y yxcnd z` ìadl`l` .sqei dka dnl xiaqdl i"yx zpeek xwir oi`y d`xp

" dnl xiaqdl ezpeekexnkp" oipr ixdy .eingx "exnkpi"yxit " :onwl `xwnae 'eke inx` oeylae 'eke dpyn oeylae enngzp" {i:d dki`}epxer

"exnkp xepzk,'eke arx zetrlf iptn mihnw mihnw ehnwpe enngzpzening ède .ezii`xn gkeny enk ,lrtpa iepiye dlert zeyrl dgkay dlecb

zepey`xd eiezii`x izya oiirnd d`xiy enke ,dki`n61lre ..eig` z` eze`xa jk-lk eingx elrtp dnl i"yxl dyw did dfmiaexw mzqa oi`y dn eba yi mixacy yxcnd t"r uxize dflemxby edfy oinipa ipa ly mdizeny zrced ède ,mi`xznd

.61 {c:bl} glyie 'ta i"yxity dna mingxd zxink ly dgk cer d`x xn` `l` awril `pey eyry recia ìd dkld i"ayxeingx exnkpyeal lka ewype eyr z`pyy ixd .

.mingxd zxink i"r ald lka dwiypl dktdp

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weqt} onwl y"n dfl sxvl yie---.xnkdl sqei ly eingxl{`l 'ebe wt`zie `vie eipt ugxie :i"yxite .}...oeyl ède un`zp{f:`n aei`"mipbn iwit`," wfeg,oziela xaecn myy aei` lr i"yxita y"re .

" y"n lr i"yx l"fe .{dk:n} lirl y"nn gkeny enkiwit` de`bmipbn :"obnk eilr oipibny eilry miywyw od eipibn wfega el yi dlecb de`bdpde .

on xzei daxd lecb wfeg èd ozield iywyw ly mwfegy heytsqeia y"n i"yxl dyw did ybie 'ta o`ky d`xpe .libxd

"wt`zieeze` aezkd eilr xnìy cr jk-lk wfgzdl jxved dnl ,"xacy uxiz df lre .ozield iywyw lv` epivny blten oeyl

.l"pke eipa zeny zece` lr oinipa el xtiq c`n ybxne lecb

{cl:bn}**z`ynn onipa z`yn axze mdl` eipt z`n z`yn `yie mlkzeci yng‡ebe . :i‰yxitedypne zpqè sqei z`yne eig` mr ewlg

mixtè{l:bn} lirl y‰n t‰r xàl d`xp . l` eingx exnkp ik sqei xdnie‡ebe zekal ywaie eig` :i‰yxite .rcei ipiè il did g` el xn` m`n g` jl yi el`y

xkae rla el xn` mny dne el xn` dxyr il yi el xn` mipa jl yi èd okid...dn el xn`zene`d oia rlapy rla ede`vn xy` zexvde ig` my lr mlk el xn` elld zeny ly oaih...

ezteg ip` izi`x `le izteg d`x `ly mitge...eingx exnkp cinllbay `vnpe .eztega `l dnily dgny oinipa gny `l ,sqei zcia` lr exrvel daxrzp mlek lr ezgnyay ,el eclepy mipaa `le ezy` mregnyle engpl sqei o ¥Ei ¦My d`xpe .sqei eig` zcia` lr dbezzg` dpn .dcerqa zexizi ze`yn el wlig okle ,df lk lrlr oinipa xrhvdy xrvd lk cbpk ,sqei ly ewlg ìd dxiziexrv cbpk ,sqei-zy` zpq` ly ewlg ìd diipy cer .ezcia`ziyily cer .eztega d`x `l sqeie sqei ly eztega d`x `lyxrhvdy xrvd cbpk ,mixt` ly ewlge dypn ly ewlg od ziriaxezexvde eig` my lr mlek my z` `xwy ,eipan cg` lk zcilaly mdig` èdy sqei dlib `l oiicry t‰rè---.ede`vn xy`lr qeit xeza oinipal ez`yn z` ozpy xn`Ÿp ji` k‰è ,mihaydenrŠ jxc lr ,eig` èd eli`k envr z` bivdy l‰i ,ezciaàwri xn`y {c:hk} `vie ‡ta epivny jxcd lre ,‰dxva ikep`

Š mirexlmz` oi`n i ©g ©‡ta aizk dpde---.mxikd `ly t‰rè ,‰

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{ak:dn} ybieynge sqk ze`n yly ozp onipale zlny zetlg yi`l ozp mlklzlny ztlgzetilg yng ozn lr eywd {‡eh} dlibn ‡qn `xnbae .

àx xn`c ea lyki wicv eze` ea xrhvpy xac xyt`Š :zelnydsqeil awri siqedy zlin mirlq ipy lwyn liaya...ìqgn xaiyecg y‰re .‰mixvnl epizea` ecxie xacd lblbzp eig` x`ynlelr èd mby sqkd ze`n yly lr dywd oky `‰yxdn zecb`.{`‰yxdn ly evexize ‡nbd uexiz y‰r} mig`d oia d`pw xxerlixdy ,dcerqa zecid yng ozn lr ok zeywdl oi`y d`xp mleòinipa z` qiitl ,dcia` zayd xcba df did lirl xèand itl.dllba exxbpy zecia`d lk lre m`d on eig` zcia` lr`l ,z`fk dcia` mdn dca`p `l a`d on mig`d x`yny oeikneezcia` lr ‰miievitŠ lawi oinipa xy`k d`pw mda xxerzz

.w‰ece .ely

** ybie zyxt **

{gi:cn}**drxtk jenk ik :{c‰à} i‰yxite .jteq eyxcnedakry zg` dlil lr dxy izpwf ici lr drxt dwly enk zrxva eilr zewlll‰fe .

yxtl yi zepfl dgwly ith rxb dxy iabc b‰r`Š :cec ixac`xwie} y‰nk ezxeag ipan mc`d z` cixtnd xac èd zrxvcliaya zrxva drxt mb dwlp d‰yne ‡ebe ayi cca {en:bizrxva zewll jteq ok p‰d cg` dlil mdxa` on dxy z` cixtdydakryˆ i‰yx xkfy dn `gip dfae onipa z` cixtn dz`y dn lrdn lr `l` citwd `lc dze` gwly liaya xn` `le ‡cg` dlilyix dax yxcndn eixacl dlecb dii`x d`xp .‰dakre dcixtdy

{fh:e} ilyna `xwnd yxec myy {`,fh} rxevn zyxt‡c `py dpd yy...xwy oeyl zenx mipir eytp zarez rayemig` oia mipcn glynemy xneè .

lr xewn oiivne jled yxcnde .‰zrxva ewl olekeŠ opgei iax:èd jk zexewnd oeiv meiqe .zrxva eypery yydn zg` lkdxyl mdxa` oia mipcn glyy drxtn ‡mig` oia mipcn glyneˆŠ

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z` 'd rbpieˆ {fi:ai ziy`xa} '`py zrxva dwly oipnedwl ellbay oeerd xwiry dfn xèane .ahid y‰r ,‰‡drxtmya dfa mipekny dxye mdxa` oia cixtdy dfa did drxtède .{sqei ur y‰re} wec`d mxeaige mzad` y‰r ‰mig`Šgprt-zptv z` mii` dcediy ,ynn l‰f cec ixac lra ixackdwly enke ,eigè oinipa oia cixtn èdy df lr zrxva dwliymipte` ‡re} w‰ece ,dxye mdxa` oia cixtdy df lr drxt

.{`‰eba dfa mixg` {ak:dn}**sqk ze`n yly ozp onipale zlny zetlg yi`l ozp mlklzlny ztlg ynge:eywdy {‰eh-‡eh} dlibn ‡qn `xnb oiir .

xa àx xn`c ea lyki wicv eze` ea xrhvpy xac xyt`Šsqeil awri siqedy zlin mirlq ipy lwyn liaya...ìqgniax uxize .‰mixvnl epizea` ecxie xacd lblbzp eig` x`yniptln `viy epnn z`vl oa cizry el fnx fnxŠ :zti xa oinipa

{eh:g xzq`} xn`py zekln iyeal dynga jlndyeala `vi ikcxne‡ebe zlkz zeklnel dpzip ikcxn ly ezlecby dfn rnyny a‰ve .‰

cere .ez`n el epzip oinipa ly eizelnyy myk ,sqei z`nt‰r` dpde .o`kay xetiqd lv` df fnx ly epiipr dn a‰vgzt geztl d`xp n‰n ,dfd weqtd lr melk yxit `l i‰yxyeyexita i‰yx epl cqiiy zeceqi dnk t‰r l‰pd dcb`d zpadllr s` xe` uitn èdy eyexit zenily lr ze` df ixde}dncwda ‡re ,melk xird `le mzq mday zenewndicin `vei df `xwn oi`y reawl jixv lk ziy`xe---.{izexrdlsqei ozpy mrhdy i`cee d`xp `xwn ly eheyt itle .eheytzblten dad` eze` ad`y meyn èd zexizid zelnyd z` oinipalxrhvpy xac xyt`Š ìyewd gkny `l` .m`d on eig` ezeid cvn,zxzqpe dwenr ,diipy dpeek l‰fg epl elib ‰wicv eze` easeq `le .zcner dnewna dielbd dpeekd n‰ne .z`fd dpznadpey`xd dpeekd z` zxzeq dpi` ziyxcnd diipyd dpeekdy xaclr `l` iepa epi` diipyd dpeekd ly dnvr lky `l` ,ziphytd

{ck-ak:l} `vie ‡ta aizk---.dpey`xd ly dceqiz` mid-el` xkfie

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sqei eny z` `xwze...oa clze xdze dngx z` gztie...lgxd‰ca} i‰yxite . :{c‰à ‡eke xekfieawri dpyxbi `ny eyr ly elxeba dlrz `ly dxivn dzidye

‡eke mipa dl oi`y itlzekfay {al:hk} izexrda my izxìae .z` zcll dzkf ,elxeba dlrz `ly dzkae eyrl lgx dcbpzdy

{dk:l} my y‰nk .eyrl cbpznd-gk èdy sqeilgx dcli xy`k idieivx`le inewn l` dklè ipgly oal l` awri xnìe sqei z`d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{sqei z` lgx dcli xy`k clepyneyr ly ephyziae y` awri zia dideˆ xn`py ‡ywl eyr ziae dadl sqei{gi:` dicaer}‡eke gkdy yxetn hrnk znàe .

y‰nk ,lgx enà `weec ielz ,eyr ly ephy èdy ,sqei ly dfdxy`k idieŠlgx dcli xzq` zlibna epivn dpd---.‰sqei z`

cinydl ywiae eyr ly eipa ipan wlnr rxfn ibb`d ond cnry`l eze` gvpnde el cbpznd mle` .micedid lk z` ca`le bexdl

{d:a xzq`} y‰nk .oinipa ipan `l` sqei ipan didxiì oa ikcxnipini yi` yiw oa irny oa :{ipini yi` d‰c} i‰yxite .jk did oinipan

‡eke eheytikcxnl el ozip wlnra mgldl df gky d`xpy `l` .fnx oinipal zelnyd yng z` sqei xeqnay ,sqei z`n ipinidzekln iyeal dyng yaliy ikcxn ly dcizrd ezlecb lr elzxiqnay `l` ,el fnx fnx mzq `le .ibb`d ond z` cinyiely ephy zeidl cgeind egkn ikcxn lr sqei liv`d zelnydsqei wiprdy drya `weec dzid z`fd dxiqnd ly Dzrye .eyron eig` ezeid cvn eze` ezad` llba oinipal zexizi zepzn.xàzpy enk en` lgx zekfa ielz sqei ly df gk ixdy .m`dly dipan ezeid cvn zelnyd zpzna oinipa dkfy drya okleinl `l` ie`x epi` èd mby ,eyr-ly-ephy gka mb dkf ,lgx

.lgxn clepy62

.62did reah ,jxa` ced r©ah eiptlŠ :mipyd zkxaa mixetl uaexw d`xecedl ikcxn dkfy iptl cer :xn` jky miyxtnd eyxite .‰j ¥x£ ©d§l okenedkfy f`ne ,‰jxa`Š `xwpy sqeil ced eze`l d‰awd eriahd xak ,zeklnea ynzyie ikcxn eplhie àiy cr okene xeny cedd eze` did sqei earax`l zexèand zexvei xcqŠ d`x} l`xyi ly mzle`be mzètxlcer d`xe .sqei z`n egk yxi ikcxny ixd .{`yiy f.a z`n ‰zeiyxt:uaexwd iyxtn my edeìady {f ‡iq f dyxt} xzq` dax yxcn ixacmei sqei l` dxack aizk sqeia dey ozlecbe dey oqp lgx ly dipaŠ

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{a:en}**'ebe miyp` dyng gwl eig` dvwne:i"yxite .mizegtd onoeyl df 'eke oinipae xkyyi iel oerny oae`x md dlè 'eke mixeab mi`xp oi`y dxeabl mday

'eke dax ziy`xala` ."mixeab eid `ly" oeyld myy x"a y"r ." epeyla jix`de dpiy i"yxmixeab mi`xp oi`y dxeabl mday mizegtd on."

dyng lky xnel `"`y `cg .zeiyew 'a 'il ìyw didy d`xpe {d:an} aizk ixdy ,eheytk "mixeab eid `l" elld migèàie

'ebe miàd jeza xayl l`xyi ipa :i"yxite .mdl devy itl 'eke onvr oipinhn mi`p mleky rxd oir mda helyz `ly 'eke cg` gzta mlek e`xzi `ly mdia`mixeab mleke.

ixdy "mixeab eid `l" iele oernyy xnel dyw ixd cere"mky ly lecb jxk eaixgdxnyp i"yxy d`xpe .{ci:an i"yx oeylk} "

yxcnd oeyln dpiyy dna xnyp '` ìyewn .elld zeiyew 'an" oeyll "mixeab eid `ly"dxeabl mday mizegtd onmig`dy epiidc ,"

" ixdy ,eid mixeab znà elldmixeab mlekmzxeaby `l` ,eid "qgia dzegtoerny oipra 'ad ìyewne .mig`d x`y zxeabl

" 'ky dna xnyp ielemixeab mi`xp oi`yx`yl qgia s`y epiidc ,"ly lecb jxk eaixgd ixdy ,mixeab iele oerny eid mig`dmze` miyi `le ,oirl jk-lk zi`xp mzxeab oi`y `l` ,mky

.r"ve .ezngln ixyl drxt

{hi:en}** oinipae sqei awri zy` lgx ipa. :i‰yxite `l olekaezia ly exwir dzidy `l` zy` oda xn`piyp lka i‰yxl dil ìywc rnyn .

.dtlfe ddlaa elitè ,‰awri zy`Š eda azknl l‰edc awrizegtyy iptn ‰zy`Š ‡l eda aizk `lc xninl dil `gip `ledtlfe ddlay i‰yxl l‰qc dxe`kl dfn rnyne .eid miyblteepiax zrc èd oke .miyblt `le awri ly zexenb miyp eidglyie ‡t izexrd ‡r .eid zexenb miypy l‰f miigd-xe` lra

.ak:dl

{cl:en}** ‡ebe jicar eid dpwn iyp` mzxnèuxà eayz xeara

jxa` eiptl e`xwie aizk sqeia meie mei eil` mxn`k ikcxnae meiz` sqein ikcxn yxiy ixd .‰‡eke yi`l dyri dkk eiptl `xwe o`ke

.w‰ece ,lgx ly dipan ezeid cvn `weec dfd gkd

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oybo`v drx lk mixvn zarez ik {‡eke xeara d‰c} i‰yxite .ìdemkl dkixveilrn mkwigxi zxg` dk`lna oiìwa mz` oi`y el exn`zyke drxn ux` ìdy

my mkaiyeieèd oexqgdy ‰dil` mikixv mz`yŠ l‰ld dxe`kl .jky p‰d`c l‰i ileè .drxn-ux` mkl oiè mirex mz`y mkamikixv mz`y iptn mkliaya jxev ìd oyeb ux`y ,dpeekd ìdsqeiy ,jtidl l‰i e` .mkxwae mkp`v liaya drxn-ux` `vnloyeb ux` z` i‰pal zzl drxt mikqi dit-lry `xaq `vnl mkgzdoyeb-ux`y oeikny ìde .{d:fn onwl ‡r} ux`d-ahin ìdy

Š ixdy ,my xecl mivex miixvnd oi` ixd ,drxn-ux` ìdzarezo`v drx lk mixvnìdy ìdd ux`dn geex mey drxtl oi`y `vnpe ,‰

ick i‰pal ef ux` zzl drxt mikqi i`ceea k‰è .evx`-ahinoyeb-uxà èd oexqgdy `vnpe .dpnn migeex mci-lr ìvedl

.geex dpnn ewitie eàiy i‰paa jxev dl yie

** igie zyxt **

{`l:fn}dhnd y`x lr l`xyi egzyiey`x lr} i‰yxite .:{dhnd‡eke dleg ly eizey`xn dlrnl dpikydy exn` o`kn dpikyd cvl envr jtd .

`l` ,awri ly ezhn lr dpikyd dzid cinz `ly dfn rnyneawri xn`y dnn df lr wcwcl yie .eilg llba my dzid eiykry

{c:hn} onwl oae`xl jia` iakyn zilr ik xzez l` mink fgtirevi zllg f`dlr:{zllg f` jia` iakyn zilr ik d‰c} i‰yxite .dlry my eze`

irevi lr dler zeidl dkxc didy dpikyd ìde irevi lrìd jky rnyn dfn ixd .ji` k‰è .cinz awri ly ezhn lr zelrl dpiky ly dkxc

Š y‰nn i‰yx gikeddhnd y`x lrlk ly eizey`xn dlrnl dpikydy ‰elit` cinz dpikyd dzid ezhn lry awri ip`y `nlc .dlegelit` ezxwan dpikyd oi` `nlrc yipià la` ,eilg zrya `ly{‡eke zilr ik d‰cl} i‰yx ixac xewn d`x mle`---.eilg zryalala zervn izy mixne` mixg` :`xnbd l‰fe ‰dp zay ‡qnazllg f` aizkc epiide eia` ly zgè dpiky ly zg` {oae`x}

:{dpiky ly zg` d‰c} my i‰yxite .l‰kr dlr ireviawri did jk

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ole à èd dpikyd ea dèx èdy ld` ezeàe dpikyl dhn cinrn eiyp ild` draxà dyerdlild eze``l` awri ly ezhn lr dzlr `l dpikydy dfn d`xpe .

{‡fi dheq ‡qn} l‰f mxn`n jxck ,eiyp mr dilr aky èd xy`kdxy-iig ‡ta i‰yxity jxcke} ‰odipia dpiky ekf dyè yi`Š`l` myl dxfg `le mdxa` ldà dpiky dzxy `l dxy zen ixg`ydxy-iig ‡t izexrd ahid ‡r ,dwax mr ld`d l` wgvi ày ixg`d`l ly ozzin ixg` la` .{èdd `xwnd lr dpey`x dxrd an:ck

lgxe63Š {hk:fn} ea aezk xaky ixgè ,zenl l`xyi ini eaxwie,‰ebeeif zyecw cvn ezhn lr diexy dpikyd dzid `l xaky d`xp

Š awri f` degzydy epivny dfn ,okle .eiyp mrdhnd y`x lr‰ ly eizey`xn dlrnl dpikydy gikedl yi xitydlegileli`y ,

ezhn lr dpikyd dzid `l eilg64.

.63ezn `l mè ,ezn xak m` ,dry dzeà eid okid r‰v dtlfe ddla lreddlay i:fl ayie ‡t i‰yxita izi`x aey} `l e` mixvnl ecxi m`deini eaxwy oeikny d`xp t‰kre .{èap èad d‰c y‰r ,mixvnl dcxi‡qna my l‰xdn zecb` iyecig ‡re .eiypl wwfp did `l xak zenl

.zay.64Š i‰yx cnly dn lr dywdy cecl likyn ‡rdleg ly eizey`xn dlrnl dpikydy‰

xg` weqtn df z` ecnl {‡n mixcpe ‰ai zay ‡qn} `xnba `ld ,o`kn {c:`n mildz}iec yxr lr epcrqi ‡cxìa {zexg` cere} ef ìyew gkne .

llk dleg did `l awri znày epiidc .c`n zycegn jxca i‰yx ixacdlrnl dpikydy dne .cinz dkxck enr dzid dpikydy `l` ,dry dzeà

dleg ly eizey`xn Š weqtdn dil opitliepcrqi ‡cawrin opitli `le .‰.eizey`xn dlrnl èd dnewn ,ìdy daq efi`n ,elv` dpikydy iny `l`f‰tle .{awri zlgp mya minkg iztyae wgvi xà ‡qa r‰re} ahid y‰rxne` n‰n ,llke llk i`ck ipi`y t‰r` mle` .l‰pd izxrdl mewn oiì‰yx ly epeyl zpeek zehytk l‰f cecl likyn lra ly ekxc oi`y ipòi`y zehyta d`xpe ,r‰v zay ‡qn `xnbn ìyewd mvrl xyàe .dxe`klyneg ‡re .xg` xewna `l` zay ‡qnc ìbeqa eizecizi jnez i‰yxyxcnd l‰fe .‰dcb` yxcnŠ xtqa i‰yx ixac xewn oiivy ‰miig zxezŠdlrnl dpikydy ,dpikyl .dhnd y`x lr l`xyi egzyieŠ :{xaea zqxibk}.‰(‡c `‰n milidz) iec yxr lr epcrqi ‡d {xn`py} dleg ly eizey`xnlray epiidc ,miccvd ipyk yxtzdl mipzip yxcnd ixac ixdy r‰veepzyxta weqtdn oiprd witdl {`xnbd jxck `ly} envrl jxc llq yxcndlikyn ly zltletnd jxck znà ìd yxcnd zpeeky e` ,milidzn `ledlrnl `weec dzE`vnde milidzn opitli dleg mr dpikyd zE`vndy ceclxriy xaea .y xicdnd ixdy r‰v cere .awrin opitli eizey`xn

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{ak:gn}***ixn`d cin izgwl xy` jig` lr cg` mky jl izzp ipèizywae iaxga. :{jl izzp ipè d‰c} i‰yxite gxeh dz`y itl

xn`py mky ef efiè da xawzy dlgp jl izzp ip` mbe izxeawa wqrzdlryedi} {al:ckmkya exaw mixvnn ‡ebe elrd xy` sqei zenvr zèˆcg` mky d‰cae} . :{‡ekejig` lr dxizi cg` wlg jl didz ìd ynn mkymkyy epeyln rnyn .

{dypne mixt` epiidc} sqei hayy `l` ,sqeil lxeba dltp `lmky dpzip dfl sqepae ,lxebd t‰r mdl `vi xy` mwlg lk elhpllkn mky z` awri ìved ji` oiirl yie .sqeil xaw zfeg`ljl-jl ‡ta o‰anx ‡ky dn itl oiadl d`xpe .lxebd zlgpdx`y zyexi mcew da ewifgde mky z` eyak awri ipay {e:ai}iz`xd xaky ai:fl mbe ,g:ai lirl izexrd ‡re ,d‰yr} ux`d`l znày f‰tr d`xpe .{o‰anx zxaqk xaeq i‰yx s`y oikenqmihayl wlig lxebdy .lxebd oiprl l`xyi ux` x`yk mky dzid,eiiga awri icia dzid xaky ux`d la` .zghaend ux`d z`zzl xga ède eipira xyiy inl zzl ezeyxa dzid ,mky epiidc{dk:cl} dxeza xèany t‰rè .sqeil xaw zfeg`l dze`didz mkyy d`xp did k‰è ,mky iyp` lk z` ebxd iele oernyy

Š o`k aizk ixd ,awri zeyxa `le mzeyxaiaxga ixn`d cin izgwl xyìzywae :i‰yxite .‰mdizeaiaq lk eqpkzp mky iyp` z` iele oerny ebxdyk

xbge mdl beecfdlawriocbpk dngln ilk dkf z`fd dnglnd i‰ry d`xpe .Š `xwnd oeylke ,envrl mky xira awriizgwl xy`xity k‰è .‰

.r‰ve .dvxiy inl zzl awri ly ezeyxa dzid mkyy l‰i

{ak:gn}** cin izgwl xy` jig` lr cg` mky jl izzp ipèizywae iaxga ixn`d. :{c‰à cg` mky d‰c} i‰yxite cg` mky `‰c

eipa elhiy dxekad ìd{sqei ly}‡eke miwlg ipy cin izgwl xy` d‰cae} . :{ixen`deit ixnà eia` cv didy `‰c ixen` dyrn dyry eyr cin`vnpe .

gwl ,miwlg ipy elhi sqei ipay ,dfd xacdy l‰f eixac itl

a`ye dxezd lr i‰yxit d`x xak ‰dcb` yxcnŠ ly xcqndy ezncwdae`} ‰dcb` yxcnŠn a`y i‰yx m` eppipra rci in k‰è ,y‰r ,epnn

.l‰nkè .i‰yxn a`y ‰dcb` yxcnŠ lra `nlc e` {dnec xewnn

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gwly epl oipn mbe ,eaih dn df xac r‰ve .eyrn awri eze`ly dletkd dyexi xwir epi` df xacy xexa dfe} .eyrn ezeèlit`y (bk:dl) glyie ‡ta i‰yxit xak ixdy .awri ly exeka

Š oae`x x`yp ddlae oae`x dyrn xg`loipnl xeka dcearl xeka dlgpl xekamihay ipyl dyrpy mihayd oiprl `l` sqeil dxeka dpzp `le`xaq dn cere .‰

`weec didz awri ly exeka lawiy dletkd dyexidy xn`py ìd.dxekad z` ez`n dpw xy`k eyrn awri gwly miqkpd mze`ndxekad dze` dzid m` r‰v dxekad zxikn dyrna i‰yxita mbe‡re---{.l‰nkè cl-`l:dk eyexit y‰r .llka oennay xacuxzl rivde .l‰pd i‰yx ixaca iyewd lr cnry cecl likyn

Š aezky dfyixen`d cin izgwl xy`Š enk ìd dpeekd ‰xy`k‰izgwl ji` sqeil xiaqdl awri dvxy l‰f c‰tl xeàd d`xpe .y‰r{mihay ipyl eipa eyriiy} z`fd dxekad z` el oziy xytàwri xn` dfl .oey`x clep èdy dxekad htyn oae`xl `lde.mirxd eiyrn llba dxekad z` ciqtdl oey`x clepd o¥A©l xyt`ydyrn dyry ,eiyrn llba eyr cin dxekad izgwl ip`y enkecin dxekad z` gwz dz` mb jk ,eit ixnà eia` cvy e` ixen`z‰n iptl `weec dfy i`ceeae} ddla mr dyry dn cvn oae`xìd oae`x ly ezlrny minrt dnk izazk xak dpde---.{l‰nkèixd `teb df meyne .eyr ly xenbd jtidd zeidl‡r} ezenk `weec riyxdle eyrl zenczdl ìd epelyk-zcewpdf oipry d`xpe .{b:` mixac ‡te al:hk `vie ‡t izexrdoae`xy ìd l‰pd itl aezkd zpeek ixdy .o`k dpype xfegixd .ely ezxeka z` ciqtdy eyr znbec ezxeka z` ciqtdcecl likyn y‰r mle` .eyr ly epelyk oirk oae`x ly epelykenkŠ e` ‰izgwl xy`kŠ aezkl el did ok m`y ,ef drvd dgcyipè :l‰dfa dax yxcnn ìady m‰`x ‡re---.y‰r ‰izgwlycin izgwl xy` oey`xd mc` ly eyeale dxekad ef mky jl izzpoiadl yi dxe`kly ezpeeka r‰ve .l‰kr ‡eke eyr df ixen`d,eyrn gwl oey`xd mc` ly eyeal wxy ‡` jxc .mikxc izyalra qipkd `teb df meyne .ely eiqkpn ìd dxekad la`dnl dyw d‰l`c meyn `xwnl x‰dc` ly eyeal oipr z` yxcnd

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awri gwly dxekad dze` ìd sqeil awri xqeny dxekady xnŸ pepiidc ,mixacd ipyy ‡a jxce .l‰pd epziiyewke eyrnexn`l okzi ‡` jxc dpde---.eyrn awri mgwl ,yealde dxekad.i‰yx zpeeka dxn`l `‰` dxe`kl la` ,envr yxcnd xeàaoi`y xnel dywe ,llk x‰dc` yeal oipr xikfd `l i‰yx ixdy

Š zwqtixen`d cin izgwl xyì‰yxy ef dtqed icrla dti zyxtzn ‰mgwl mixacd ipyy ‡a jxck xn`p mè .xtqd on dxiqgd envrsqei ly ezxekay aezk recn ,dnewnl ìyew dxfg ixd ,eyrnlr dpedk zepzn yexita ‡re .eyrn awri gwly dxekad ìd ìdliaya dzid eyrn awri gwly dxekady oiprd xìay yxcnd{lirl ‡r zeclez ‡ta i‰yxitn d`xpy enk} d‰awd zcearipy z` awri xqn okle ,dpedk icbak did x‰dc` ly eyealelk mle` .y‰r dceard icbae dceard zekf ,sqeil dl`d mixacddxekady lirl ezrc epxkfd xak ixdy i‰yx zhiya okzi `l df`l` sqeil dxeka dpzip `le ,oae`xn dff `l mlern dcearliziid `pitzqnc `lele---.mihay ipyl eipa eyriiy df oiprld`xp eixacl gztnde .ixnbl zxg` jxca l‰f i‰yx ixac xàn

{d-b:gn} lirl aezky dnnfela il` d`xp ic-y l-` sqei l` awri xnìez`fd ux`d z` izzpe minr ldwl jizzpe jiziaxde jxtn ippd il` xnìe...orpk uxà

il eidi oernye oae`xk dypne mixt` md il...jipa ipy dzre...jixg` jrxfl. :{minr ldwl jizzpe d‰c ‡c weqta} i‰yxitez`vl micizry ipxya

minre ldw cer ipnn...jl ozep ip` dpzn dze` dzre wlgil ihayn cg` cizry ipcnl.awril el dpzip ,mipyl wlgzn eihayn cg`y ,ef dpzny ixdoiirp xy`k dpde---.fela d‰awd eil` rited xy` drted dzeàdxerne dxeyw dlky d`xp ,ìdd drteda zxacnd dyxt dzeàìd ixd drtedd dzeè .eyr mr awri ly ewa`na.eyr mr exywa awric dilr ecrc iwztxd lk ly lbrnd-zxibqkl`-zia mewna rbt ekxcae .dpxg rqpe eyrn gxa awri dpd

{ci:gk `vie} d‰awd l‰è fel ìddppz` jl dilr akey dz` xy` ux`djrxfleweqt my} y‰nk .eyr i‰r wfei `ly d‰awd egihade . {eh‡ebe jnr ikp` dpde :i‰yxite .oalne eyrn `xi didy itli`ceeae .

lr dzb`cn ezrc dgp `l oal ziaa awri cary mipyd oze` lky

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oi`y eal ghay cr oal zia z` awri afr `le .eyr eig` z`py {dk:l my} y‰nk .eyrn `xil elawri xnìe sqei z` lgx dcli xy`k idie

‡ebe inewn l` dklè ipgly oal l` :i‰yxite .eyr ly ephy clepyn...clepynaeyl dvxe d‰awda awri gha sqeiezyibt lr zxtqn glyie zyxt lke .

awri `vi xac ly eteqae .orpk ux`l eaeya eyr mr awri ly {gi:bl} y‰nk .ìxae mly eyr mr ewa`nnmky xir mly awri àie

‡ebe mx` octn eàa orpk uxà xy` :{mly d‰c} i‰yxite .`txzpy eteba mly‡eke oexec eze`n melk xqg `ly epenna mly ezrlvnoctn eàa d‰cae} .

:{mxòctn mly àie o`k s` mly àe zeix` ipiy oian ipelt `vi exiagl xne`d mc`kjxca el ebeecfpy eyrne oaln mxèdev ,mkyl eèa xg`l cin hrnke---.

{`:dl} y‰nk .fel ìd ,l`-zial zkll d‰awd...l` zia dlr mew jil` d`xpd l-`l gafn my dyrejig` eyr iptn jgxaaeil` rited mye .

e`vi cery lirl zxkfpd dghad dze` z` awril egihade d‰awd {ì:dl} y‰nk .mihay ipy epnn‡ebe jnn didi mieb ldwe ieb daxe dxt.

:{mieb d‰c} :i‰yxiteoipna mde sqein z`vl micizry mixtè dypnmihaydmkyl awri zìa oia dpic dyrn azke wiqtdy dne}---.

wa`nd xetiql jynd èd df xetiq s`y l‰i ,fell ezìa oiae {bk:al} aizk ixdy .eyre awri oiayizy z` gwie èd dlila mwie

‡ebe eicli xyr cg` zè eizgty izy zè eiyp :i‰yxite .dpzp dzid okid dpicedaiza...awri yprp jkle eipir eyr da ozi `ly...mky cia dltpe.

ly ewa`n lk seqa `weec dghaed ef dghad dpde---{.oadeepnn xy` mewnd èd ,fela `weec dghaed mbe ,eyr mr awri.ezgixa lk meza xfg eilè eig` eyr iptn egxaa awri `viezglvd cra awril xky-ozn oirk ìd ef dghady d`xp ok-lreawri dpwy dxekad lr d‰awd siqed dfae .eyr mr ewa`nazeclez ‡ta i‰yx zhiy itl xy`} ìdd dxekad calny .eyrnmb d‰awd el siqed {d‰awd zcear ìd dpiipr xwiry d`xpdidi oey`x clepy oae`xy xac seq `ly ìde .zxg` dxekaeihayn cg` mby `l` ,oipnl xeka dcearl xeka dlgpl xeka‡ta ìcdl i‰yxity enke ,dxeka oirk z`f mby ,mipyl wlgiilaiw xy` ,z`fd zcgeind dxekady `vnpe---.lirl ‡r ,igieìd ixd ,eyr mr ewa`na ezglvd cra xky-ozn xeza awri dze`

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Š aezkd xeà edfy d`xpe .eyr cin dze` gwl eli`klr cg` mkyixen`d cin izgwl xy` jig`z`fd dxekad lr yxtzn i‰yx itly ,‰.oade .eyrn awri gwly

{c:hn}**‡ebe xzez l` mink f ©g ©R:{mink fgt d‰c} i‰yxite . zxdn xy` dldade fgtdjqrk ze`xdl‡eke mzvexnl mixdnnd elld mink rnyn .

,eqrk d`xdy `l` ,ynn oae`x q©rM `l znày l‰f i‰yx oeylndncn èdy mc`kŠ {b dkld a wxt} zerc zeklda m‰anx ‡ky c‰r

.‰qrek epi` ède eqrk zrya qrek65eilr orh awriy `l` Š dfazxdin xy`did qrkd t‰kry d`xp dfay ,qrkd z` ze`xdl ‰

jxck dwc drepza `hge ,hrn j` ezeiniptayxit envr èdy dn t‰r d`xp i‰yx ly ezii`xe---.miwicvd

:{fgt d‰ca} l‰fe ,‰fgtŠ zlnacewp eleke dlrnl enrh jkitl èd xac mydhnl enrhe g"zt eivge u"nw eivg cewp did xar oeyl did elè g"ztitl `vnp .

mey o`k dzid `ly eyexitdlertqrkdy `l` ,qrk ly did `ly cera ,ueg itlk eze` d`xd oae`xy epiidc ,‰ritedŠ

.èdy-lk uny `l` ezeinipta66

{i:hn}** minr zdwi ele dliy ài ik cr .cr d"c} :i"yxit :{'ekegiynd jln :{minr zdwi `le d"cae} .xn`py 'eke minrd ztq`

{i:ì diryi} 'eke ‰eyxci mieb eil`Šopgzè 'ta y"n cer d`xe . {c:e}cg` 'c epwel` 'c :i"yxite .zene`d idl` `le dzr epidl` èdy 'd èd

xn`py ,"cg` 'd" zeidl cizr {h:b diptv} `xwl dxexa dty minr l` jtd` f` ik""'d mya mlk---.eplv` zernypd zetwyd izy jixtdl yi df lkn

lky xnelk ,"mny gni"d zhiy ìd '` dtwyd .zetekz mizrl."bexd miixvnay aeh" llka èd ixd l`xyi llkn epi`y indpde---."jz`va mcè jziaa icedi did" zhiy ìd 'ad dhiye

.65lihdl dvxŠ xy` dxwna qrkd z` ze`xdl m‰anxd my xizdy myky d`xpeenvrl oae`x xizd jk ,‰ahenl exfgiy ick...ezia ipae eipa lr dni`ld`l ezhn z` awri xiardy dn lr ezprh z` wfgl ick eqrk z` ze`xdl

.r‰ve ,ddla.66 .o`kl myn dxizq oi`y oade ,{ak:dl} glyie ‡t izexrd d`xe

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{miìapd ixac lr dxfg `l` mpi` znày} l"pd i"yx ixac itloi` k"è .ilìvphet 'c-caer èd ieb lky oaen ixd

lehae diigc ly qgia mlera ezeìvn lkl qgiizdl67àxc` .ly dig `nbec eiptl ynyle oncfi xy`k aeh el lenbl epilrjci`le---."mny gni"d zhiy zkxt idef .'zi `xead-zcearixd .miiebd ipta micedi zeidln yiiazdl epl oi` `qibxebqd xfen hay ly oglet dpi` {d"awd zcear epiidc} zecdidmlk oi` dzr mè .xevid lk zaeg ìd `l` .evxà xbeqnemiaehd epiyrn jxc t"kr mdl dricedl epilr ,mzaega mixikn

."jziaa icedi" zhiy zkxten ixd .epizeevn jxce

{ì:hn}**dzeq miapr mcae eyal oiia qak .d‰c} i‰yxite :{oiia qakoii ieax oeyl df lkqakl jxc oi` ikŠ yxity m‰`x ‡re .

mdibca eqakiy dfa yi dkxa dn k‰` z‰è .‰oii mr micbadoiia qakl jxcd did `ly t‰r`y l‰i .ea qakl jxc oi`y xaca`ziixaa epivn ixdy ,èd zexf jxc e`l n‰n ,aexd it-lrzexit oixqen oi` :l‰fe ziriay oiprl {‡n} dkeq ‡qna:{dqeakl `le d‰c} i‰yxite .dqeakl `le dxynl `l ziriay

‡eke ziriay ly oiia micba qeakloxeriae oz`pd oi`y iptn mrhd y‰re .‰mc` lka deeyŠ ìd oiia dqiak z`pdy ìbeqa xèane .deeyileè .zexf jxc dpi` oiia dqiakdy gken t‰kre .{‰n y‰r}daxd oii el didiy ,dcedi ly ezkxa idefe .ìd zexiyr jxcz` ea qakl mb lkeiy icka eziizy xg` epnn xiizyiy ick cr

.r‰ve .eicba

{ck:hn}**'ebe awri xia` icinlr onwl} i"yxite . :{eig` xifp d"c 'ek weqt'eke eia` ly epweic zenc el dz`xpyd`xp .

{b:hn} lirl y‰n t‰r xàl'ebe ipe` ziy`xe igk dz` ixeka oae`x. :i‰yxiteeinin ixw d`x `ly ely dpey`x dth ìdyecw did awriy ixd .

d`xp xy`ky l"i okle .ycew zixa zxinya egk axe c`n xedhe

.67.ebxdle mikydl devn f`y ,jbxdl ày `l m`

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cnre wefige drtyd dfn el dzid ,awri ly epweic sqeilawri ly egk edf ixdy .xtihet zyà lykp `le oeiqpawfgzp df oipra awri ly egkne .l"pke ycew-zixa zxinyaly df gky èd dxwna `ly d`xpe---.l"we oipr ezeà sqei

" ixdy .sqeil mb el cnr awriipe` ziy`xe igkly ezkxaa xkfp "x`y jeza oae`xl df gk ligpdl dvx awriy rnyne .oae`xie`x einin ixw d`x `ly df gky i`ceeae} ezxeka zyexiciqtd mink fgty iptny `l` .{oade ,xekal `weec exiardl.{"f zekxa 'qn 'nba `zi`ck} sqeil dpzpe ezxeka oae`xly df gk mb did ,sqeil oae`xn xaredy cngpd xve`d jezae

"ipe` ziy`xe igkxtihet-zy` mr epeiqpa sqeil el cnry ède ."dzid sqeil dpzpy dxekad ixdy .dfa w‰rv mle`---.l"pke

{bk:dl} glyie ‡ta y‰nk ,zlaben dxeka‡ebe oae`x awri xeka. :i‰yxitemihayd oiprl `l` sqeil dxeka dpzp `le oipnl xeka dcearl xeka dlgpl xeka

.mihay ipyl dyrpyŠ oipry xn`p ji` k‰èipe` ziy`xe igkèd mb ‰oi`y d`xp znày `l`---.dxekadn wlgk sqeil oae`xn xaredz` ciled awriy dfa xeàd wnery d`xp ixdy .llk ìyw o`kdcledd-gky epiid ,einin ixw d`x `lye ,dpey`x eztha oae`x`vi `l df gkn dth s`y ,dxdhde zenlyd zilkza did awri lyoiprd dfa egk axy meyny d`xpe .exeka z` eciled mxh wixldny l‰i f‰tle .d-i ihay a‰i ly mdia` zeidl awri xgapmb sqeil ozpy dne ,sqei l` oae`xn df gk z` awri xiardy.cg` oipr md ixd ,mihay ipy eipa eyriiy dxeka oirkmly didy ,ely dcledd-gk z` sqeil awri xiardy epiidcnry ‡` :milecb mixac ipyl sqei dkf df gk i‰re ,xedhe,dci-lr ely dcledd-gk z` lwlw `ly ,xtihet-zy` mr oeiqpa`l` dfl dkef mc` oi` i`ceeay ,mihay ipy ciledl dkfy ‡ae

.oade .xedhe mly ely dcledd-gk ok m`

** {fk:hn}'ebe sxhi a`f oinipa :{c"à} i"yxite .àp oipthg zeidl oicizr eidiy lr{`k:`k mihtey}yblta ‡ezy` yi` mkl mzthgeˆ

'eke drabaekxved `l ixde .dfa yi gaye dkxa dn a"ve .

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.draba yblta eyry lecbd xerikd iptn `l` z`fd dtihglŠ mihayd eraypeoinipal dy` ozep xex`seqal wxe {gi 'qt ty} ‰

lr mihayd exari `l dfay ick ezy` yi` ethgiy mdl exizdmzreay68ezkxay ,oinipal lecb gay dfa yi znày d`xpe---.

oinipa rxbi `l ote` meyae mipt meyay el dzid jk awri lyyblta lecb xerik zeyrl micizry sè .l`xyi ihay oipnn,daxd mda ezigyie dngln mz` eyri l`xyi lke ,drabaehxgzi seqal ixd ,dy`l mdizepa mdl epzi `ly mlk erayie

{b-a 'qt my} y"nk .mzreay lrlew ekaie mlew e`yie...l`-zia mrd àiecg` hay l`xyin meid cwtdl l`xyia z`f dzid l`xyi iwel` 'c dnl exnìe lecb.

{e 'qt my} cer aizkecg` hay meid rcbp exnìe eig` oinipa l` i"pa engpiel`xyin {fi 'qt my} exn` cere .l`xyin hay dgni `leseqale .

didz `l minxka ezy` yi` oinipa ipa ethgi m`y dvr e`vnoinipal xyt`-i`y iptn did df lke .mzreay lr dxiar dfa

" exnà awri mdl gihad xy`k ,mihayd oipnn cxtiya`fsxhioinipa `vi `l ote` meyay ,df oipry d`xp znàe---."

el xyazpy drya awril el fnxp èd ixd ,l`xyi ihay oipnn {ì-h:dl} glyie 'ta y"n ède .oinipa ly ezcil lr`xie

ldwe ieb daxe dxt i-cy l-` ip` miwel` el xnìe...mx` octn eàa cer awri l` miwelè`vi jivlgn miklne jnn didi miebèd "ieb"y {ì 'qt} i"yxite .

:i"yxit miklne d"cae .mixtè dypn èd "mieb"e oinipaeclep `l oiicry oinipa hayn eidy zya yiè le`y.i"yxita ztqez yi o`ke .

weqt lr dax yxcna èd n"n ixd ,l"f i"yxn znà dpi` mè:ztqezd oeyl dfe .{iepiy zvwa y"r d ze` a"t dyxt} dfaizkc oinipa eaxwe edeyxc mihayd sè zya yi` jilndyk xpa` eyxc df weqte

{` :`k mihtey}did `lnl` exnè exfge ‡dy`l oinipal eza z` ozi `l epnn yi`ˆ `vi jivlgn miklneˆ awril xne` d"awd did `l mihayd on dlere‡ztqezd l"kr ,

" 'ky dnn df oipr eyxcy dax yxcn 're}jnn 'idi mieb ldwe ieb.{"hay èdy fnxd oenh xak oinipa ly ezcil zxeyaay `vnpe

.68lly shgy ikcxna d`hazd dtihgd zlrny rnyn myy ci ‡iq `negpz ‡r .o`k i‰yxita rnyn ok `l mle` .y‰r ,ond zian

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dlecbd dkxad idefy d`xpe .d-i ihay oipnn cxtp-izla" exnà awri ekxaysxhi a`f---.l"pke oipthg zeidl micizry "

lth zeidl ieyr èdy oinipa hay ly eizelebqn epivn dpde {d:a} xzq` zlibn 'r .mrd zeillkl sxevneoyeya did icedi yi`

ipini yi`...ikcxn enye dxiad :{icedi yi` d"c} i"yxite .mr dlby lrxg` hayn elitè miebd oia micedi miiexw eid dcedi ikln mr elby oze` lk dcedi zelb

md :{ipini yi` d"cae} .'eke eheyt jk did oinipanetxvpy ixd .eid mby t"rè .micedi e`xwpe llkd l` oinipa ipa elthpedf xac n"n ,i"yxity enk ,micedi e`xwpy mixg` mihayndryay epivn z`fn dlecbe .ipini yi` ikcxn lr yxetna azkphay mr cgi oinipa hay lk uxà x`yp ,mihayd zxyr elby{gi:a mikln} y"nke .dcedi mya mrd lk `xwp n"ne .dcedi

ecal dcedi hay wx x`yp `l eipt lrn mxqie l`xyia c`n 'c sp`zieyxite .ly df oipry d`xpe---.‰enr llkpe el lth oinipa hayeŠ w"cxoinipay l"pd oiprd mr cg` èd ixd llkd l` zelithe sexivèdy oeik cg` cvny .l`xyi ihay oipnn cxtp-izla hay èd.mzeillk l` lthe sxevn èd ixd ,l`xyi ihayn cg` cinzcg` èd ixd ,mzeillk l` lthe sxevn èdy oeik ipy cvnerahn ly miccv ipyk md dl`d mipiipr ipyy `vnpe .mdnmiaezk ipya zvw oiadl yi l"pd lk t"ry d`xpe---.cg`

{d:ai} xne` cg` aezky .d`x 'ta df z` df miyigkndl` m` ik mkiwel` 'c xgai xy` mewndmkihay lkn'ebe {ci:ai} xne` ipy aezke .

'c xgai xy` mewna m` ikjihay cgà'ebe cgà d"c ci weqt} i"yxite . :{jihayoxebd z` cec dpwyk cvik `d ‡mkihay lknˆ xne` èd dlrnle oinipa ly ewlga

.did oinipa ly ewlga oxebd n"ne mihayd lkn adfd dab iqeaid dpex`n`vnpe dia opixwe .cg` hay ly ezeyxa dligzn did oxebd eze`y

Šjihay cgàdne`d lk ly dzeyx oxebd eze` dyrp seqale .‰Š dia opixwe .zeillkajihay lkndxwna df oi`y d`xpe .‰

hay l¤W ¦n `le `weec oinipa hayn didy oxeba miiwzp df xacycg` didi mlerly cgeina oinipal ghaed ixd cg` cvny .xg`

Š xity 'ia opixw okle .l`xyi ihaynjihay cgàipy cvne .‰lwae .llkd l` lthe sxevn didiy oinipa èd lbeqn ixd

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opixwe .zeillka dne`d lk ly dwlg èdy w"ndia ewlgn dyrpŠ 'iajihay lkn.r"ve .‰

** zeny zyxt **

{i:`}**mb sqepe dngln dp`xwz ik dide daxi ot el dnkgzp dadux`d on dlre epa mglpe ep`pey lr èd'eke dlre d"ca} i"yxite .

:{c"àepilre azk el`k èd ixde mixgà ezllw dleze envr llwny mc`k eyxc epizeaxedeyxii mde ux`d onexn` `lde .jk ceygiy drxtl el oipn a"ve .

{c:fn ziy`xa} evx`l màa mihayd eldrxn oi` ik epà uxà xeblorpk uxà arxd cak ik 'eke o`vlick `l` rwzydl eà `ly rnyne .

y"n 'r mle`---.orpk uxà arxd dlkiy cr mp`vl drxn èvnl {ì:fn ziy`xa}...mixvn uxà dfeg` mdl ozie eig` zè eia` z` sqei ayeie

drxt dev xy`kmdl ozie sqei ayeieˆ mrheŠ o"anx my yxite .eidiy dvx `l ik...dfegàe ux`d ahina mze` aiyedy ‡dfeg`drxt zeyxn dfe...mxke dcy zlgpe miza mdl dpwe uxà mixbkaeyp arxd xeara ik xecl `l ‡epà uxà xeblˆ exn` md ikux`d iyp`k maiyeiy ‡jia` z` ayedˆ sqeil xn` drxte epvx`l

{fk:fn} ybie 't seqa y"n cer 're ."‡eke miayezdayie'ebe da efgìe...mixvn uxà l`xyi :{efgìe d"c} i"yxite .dfeg` oeyl.

oedl epae mixvnc `rxà l`xyi aizieŠ aezk my r"ai mebxzae‰...minxke oilwg zpqg` da epiqgè...oihlte oiyxcn izayyg mpg lr `ly `vnp f"ktle .{xwi ilk 'ita ahid y"re}ixdy .edeyxii mde mvx`n miixvnd z` l`xyi eyxbi `ny drxtdrxt xn` jk iptne .mixbk `le miayezk mibdpzn eid xak

"dnkgzp dadjyg idie d"c ak:i} à 'ta i"yxity dn 're---." :{c"dà 'ekemivex eid `le miryx xecd ezeà l`xyia eidy jyg mdilr ìad dnle

'eke dlit` ini zylya ezne z`vlevx `ly elld miryx ly mzaqy xytè .l"pke miayezk my efg`zd xaky iptn dzid mixvnn z`vl

.l"nkè epxecl rbepd lkyd xqen dfa yie---.l"nkè

{ì:`}**'ebe miqn ixy eilr eniyie {eilr} i"yxite .lr

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mrdi`dc `tiqa èd oke .cigi oeyla `xwp mrd lky epiidc ." aizkc ,`xw ornlŸezpr {eze` zepr} mzlaqa oaie'ebe epri xy`keŸezŸok

'ebe daxi" y"ne} "mzlaqa" mzelaqa epiidc i"yxit "mixvn ly.{" {ci weqt} y"nk miax oeyla e`xwp onwl mleìig z` exxniemd'ebe

car lk z`mz ecar xy` mda'ebe i"pa eid oey`xd alyay d`xpe---." cigi oeyla mlek e`xwp okle dxenb zecgà micge`neilr."

,eze` zeprl evx miixvndy t"r` oey`xd alyay d`xp df meyne" y"nk ,wfp mey mdl mexbl egilvd `l znàdaxi ok ŸezŸ epri xy`ke

uxti oket"kr zeaal cexit i"paa did xak ipyd alya mle` ."egilvd df alya df meyne .miax oeyla e`xwp okle .hrnadceardy dnn dfl dii`x zvwe .mdiig z` xxnl znà miixvnd

"jxta" dlnd zernyn ixdy .ipyd df alya `l` azkp `l "jxta"" dcear ìdy i"yxitezxayne sebd z` zkxtndepi` df yexite ."

dxenb dlert lr `l` ,zglven-izla zelczyd lr dxe`kl dxenxrve wfp mexbl mznifna miixvnd egilvdy epiidc ,zglvene

.i"pal

{ci:c}**izrci ield jig` oxd` `ld xnìe dyna 'c s` xgieeala gnye j`xe jz`xwl `vei èd dpd mbe èd xaci xac iki"yxite .

:{s` xgie d"ca}ea xn`p dxezay s` oexg lk xne` dgxw oa ryedi 'xmyex...`le iel zeidl cizr didy ‡ield jig` oxd` `ldˆ myex ea xn`p efa s` iqei 'x l"`

'eke ield dzè odk didi èd `l` ok didi `l dzrn jnn z`vl xne` iziid dpedkde odk. :i"yxit eala gnye j`xe d"caedz`y jilr citwn `diy xeaq dz`yk `l

dlecbl dlerald lr oezpd oygd icrl oxd` dkf myneik eixacn d`xp dpde .`l` ,ecvn dyrn ztqez mey ila oxd`l ie`x did dpedkd mvrcner oxd` did `linn ,dpedkd epnn dlhipe dyn `hgy cinydyry cr oxd` ea dkf `l ,zehxta oygd icr eliè .enewna

Š ly dyrneala gnye j`xe'ta y"n t"r xàl d`xpe---.a"ve .‰ {ek:e} `xè'ebe i"pa z` eìved mdl 'c xn` xy` dyne oxd` èd.

:i"yxitejl xnel oxd`l dyn micwny zenewn yie dynl oxd` micwny zenewn yicg`k oilewyyk"g` eli`c xn`w dry dzeàŠ xìa cecl likynae .

dvign dyn 'eke dlr dyne aizkc dyn dlrzp dxez ozn zrya

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milewy eidy xn`w miyrna inp i` .envrl dvign oxdè envrlmiyrnay ezpeek d`xp ‰inp i`Š oeyla xìay dne .‰xwiredyny i`ceea dxez zlawe zeìapa la` ,dynk lewy oxd` did

.recik oxd`n lecb did69'ta i"yx ixac xàl d`xp f"tre---dyrn ztqez ila oxd`l ie`x did dpedkd mvry .l"pd zenyxihwne aixwn odkdy ,dyrn ly oipr ìd dpedkd ixdy ,ecvnt"rè .dynl oxd` lewy ixd dyrn oiprle .dnecke wilcneel mirecid minrhn ,dpedka dyn z` zekfl d"awd dvx dligznydpzip `linn ixd ,epnn dlhipe dyn `hgy oeik ixd ,'zi.oygd ip`y la`---.miyrna dynk lewy èdy oxd`l dpedkdycwnd ilk 'ld} m"anx y"nke ,zeìap ly oipr ea yi ixdy

cineŠ {ì:iycewd-gexea dèxe oyga hiane odkd z` yael dèapd d`xna‰'eke oygd on zehleay zeizeà...70.

did `ly d`xpe .l"pk dynk lewy oxd` did `l dèap oiprae`l` .iièap oipr zexecl erxfa rawiy envr cvn oxd`l ie`x

Š ly dyrn-ztqezl jixv did dflyeala gnye j`xelhiay epiidc ,‰dkf f"ire .xirvd eig` zlecba gnye ,dynl envr z` ripkdedynl xzei jiiy envr cvnye ,iièap oipr èdy oygd icrl mb

:{fh:fk} dyn xn`y qgpt 't 're---.w"ece oxd`l xy`ncewtidcrd lr yi`...'c :i"yxite . xn`{dyn}z` ipa eyxiiy ikxv raz`y dry ribd

'eke ryedi èd i`ck iptl daygna dzlr jk `l d"awd l"` izlecbaizk oldle . :{`k weqt} cnri xfrl` iptle{ryedi}'ebe mixe`d htyna el l`ye .

:i"yxitejixv `di ryedi s`y jia` zian ff dfd ceakd oi`y zl`yy jzl`y ixdxfrl`ldvx èd ixdy .dynl dfa yi qeit dn a"v dpde .

`di eig`-oay d"awd eaiydy df dne ,ezlecb z` eipa eyxiiy

.69 {d:c} mixiyd-xiy d`x‡ebe diav ine`z mixtr ipyk jicy ipyd‰c} i‰yxite. {jicy ipyoxdè dyn df jze` zewipnd :{‡eke mixtr ipyk d‰cae} .diav jxc

dfk df milewy miey mdipy jk mine`z zclei zeidlmieyy l‰i dl` eixac it-lre .miicyl mileyn mdipy z`fd dcnay ,l`xyil mzrtyd zcna wx oxdè dyn.oxd`n lecb dyn did ‡c-xac z` ezbyd mvray i`cee la` .zewipn

.oiire.70 :xzia` lrie d"c ck:eh a lèny 'qa i"yx y"nn gikedl d`xp okeeze`

wlzqp meid [xzia`]'eke dprp `le mineze mixeà l`yy dpedkd on .

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d`xp l"pd itl mle` .el jixv `di ryedi s`y cr lecbl`ypd zeidl gkd el yi b"k xfrl`y dn ixdy .oiadl`l` oyga oxd` dkf `l ixdy .dynn yxi df gk ixd ,mixeàryedi cnri xy`ky `vnpe .l"pke dynl envr z` lhiay i"rezeklne ezxxyl jynd dfa yi ,xfrl` oyaely mixe`dn l`yiewqtiz `ly ezl`yl zvwna meiw t"kr dfa yie .dyn lyogky` `lc l"f exn`y 'bq oiaexir 'qn 're---.ezeklnipta dkld dxedy lr eyper did dfe .xfrl`l ryedi jixhvi`coeekn yperdy l"pd itl d`xpe .'nba y"r oicn ilka dynoxd` dkf `ly epxìa ixdy .dcn cbpk dcn `hgd l` ahidd`xp okle .dynl envr z` lhiay i"r `l` oygl erxfedkld dxedy `l` ,ie`xk dynl envr z` lhia `ly ,xfrl`y.mrt s` ryedin mixeà l`yp `ly dfa `weec yprp ixd ,eipta

.{`k:fk qgpt 'tl izexrd ahid 're} dcn cbpk dcn

{h:d}**xwy ixaca eryi lè :i"yxite .cinz exacie ebdi lè ixacagexdgafp dklp xn`l oke ."gex" zlnl "xwy" zln dpiyy ixd .

:l"f xeaicd seqa ixaca mixacp eidi l` xwy ixaca eryi lìàde èyixd .zkiiy `l o`ky l"qc meyn d`xpe ."iàde èy"l "xwy" dpiyympevxy èd zn` ixdy ,zn`d jtd ìdy dlibxd "xwy" z`xedoi`y `l` ,dfa dcaerd z` yigkn drxt oiè .xacna zkllèye gex oeyl èd "xwy"y i"yxit okle .mzywa `lnl epevx{'cw} zay 'qn l"f`y enk ,meiw el oi`y xac epiidc ,iàdemixaca eryi lè drxt w"de .y"r i`w `l `xwiy i`w `hyew.xacnl z`vl zeyx mdl ozep ippi` ixdy ,meiw mdl oi`y

{eh:f} mildz ‡re---.heyte lagi dpd{ryxd} clie lnr dxde oe` xwy. :i‰yxiteecia miiwzn epi`y ea xwyn lkd rbie cilen èdy dn lkmby ixd .

gxkdde .meiwe ynn ea oi`y xac èdy ‰xwyŠ yxit my .l‰nkè fi-fh miweqt my ‡r my eyexitl

** `xè zyxt **

** {ai:e}'ebe oae`x ipa mza` zia iy`x dl`d"c} i"yxite .

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:{'eke dl`zrya elld mihay dylyl epia` awri mxhpwy itl izi`x izax `zwiqtamd miaeygy xnel mcal o`k mqgie aezkd xfg ezendf xac fnxp dnl a"v .

'r .odxè dyn ly mqegi z` miricend miweqta o`k `weec.d:fi gxw 'tl izexrd

{fk:f}**‡ebe glyl dz` o ¥ n mè . :i‰yxiteo¥ n dz` oaxq mè

lrtnd my lr mc`d dpik `l` o¥ n§n enk71 e¥ly enk {ai:fh aei`} hwye72,s¥rfe x©q {bn:k ` mikln}. enk èd ‰o ¥ nŠy i‰yx ‡ky t‰r` dpd

dlert èd ‰o ¥ n §nŠy .mdipia wlgl yiy heyt d`xp ,‰o`nnŠmrta o`nn mc`d zeaiqde avnd itly epiidc ,zi ¦x §w ¦ne zinrt-cg

Š i‰yxity enk ,mc`d lr xèz èd ‰o ¥ nŠ la` .z`fdmc`d dpiklrtnd my lrl` zeqgiizd ila eraha oaxq èd mc`dy epiidc ,‰

daiqde avnd73 :zilbp` ‡la ‰o`nnŠ mebxz didie} .he refuses, :‰o ¥ nŠ mebxzea refuser,‰o`nŠ ‡la `weec aezkd qtzy dne---{.

{b:f} lirl y‰n t‰r xàl xyt` d`xpiziaxde drxt al z` dyw` ipèmixvn uxà iztn zè izz` z` :i‰yxite .iptl ielbe icbpk qixzde riyxdy xg`n

izeze` ea zeaxd ornl eal dywziy il aeh aeyl mly al zzl `‰er zeneà gex zgp oi`yizxeab z` exikze‡k df lky l‰f miyxtn x`ye `‰eb ahid ‡re .

.71Š Ecw ¦p miyneg zvwnal¥rt§n©dcwpl d`xp xzeie .il oaen epiè ,‰Šl©r§t¦n©dlld sqei ‡qa àend uawl` zqxbk qexbl e` ,dlertd xnelk ‰Šlrtznd .eci-lr zlrtznd dlertd my lr èd mc`d iepiky epiidc ,‰.72Š Ecw ¦p miyneg zvwnah¥wŸy§e {ì:gn} dinxia y‰nl epiive ‰aèn op`y

eixny lr èd h ¥wŸW §eŠ ly dlwyn oi` ixdy dywe .h¥wŸW §emilind x`y lwynk ‰‰hwyŠ zlnn e‰è ze` exiqgd ‰miig zxezŠ ynegae .dfa i‰yx ìady

Š ewizrdehwy e¥ly enkile` ef `qxb itle .y‰r ,dinxi xtql oeiv `ll ‰Š cwpl yih ¥wyenky ,`nlra `nbec `l` ,`xwn oeyl dpi`y l‰ie ‰Š epivny ‰e¥lyŠ èdd lwynd lr epgp` xnŸ p jk ,`xwnd oeylah ¥wy‰

oeyl lwyna xeàd jix`ny bk:bl dkxad z`fe ‡t i‰yxita dfk epivne}cg` oiè ‰dgw§lŠ ,‰drc §iŠ ,‰r ©c §iŠ ,‰y ©x §iŠ zeln dii`xl ìane ieev

Š zlny l‰i e` .{d‰yr ,`xwna `vnp odnh ¥wyi‰yx ly eyexit èd ‰Š `xwnd oeyl lre¥ly .r‰ve .‰

.73min xà ,oexkfd xtqa xzid oia ‡r ,i‰yx iyxtn lagn dler jk .dpial rcene ,aeh wac ,miig

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cgè .`hgiy drxt z` d‰awd gixkd ji` dywi `ly ick i‰yxŠ èd dfa dpzd i‰yxy mi`pzd onmly al zzl `‰er zeneà gex zgp oi`y

aeyl,`‰erd lka illk xack df xac azk i‰yxy t‰r` dpde .‰did `l ,hxta drxt iabl zn` df xac did `l m`y heyt d`xp

eal z` dywn d‰awd74oi`y ‡zi eiptl ielby dny cer d`xpe .z` ‡zi ezrici cvn df oi` ,aeyl mly al zzl gex zgp drxtlezeiyiè erah z` ‡zi ezrici wner cvn èdy `l` ,zecizrd

drxty eiptl ielby i‰yx azk `l ixdy .drxt lyaeyi `lcizra ‡ky `l` ,mly al zzl eiykr gex zgp el oi`yaeyldrxt ly epeìn oi`y d‰awd rciy epiidc d`xpe .

avnd itl zixwne zinrt-cg dlert epiidc ,‰o`nnŠ zpigaaoaxq èd drxty epiidc ,‰o`nŠ zpigaa èdy `l` .daiqde‰o`nŠ ‡la `weec aezkd qtzy edfy d`xpe .eraha aeyln

.r‰ve .l‰pke i‰yxitke

{a:g}** mixvn ux` z` qkze rcxtvd lrze :i‰yxite .rcxtv‡eke eyxcn edf miligp miligp zfzn ìde dze` oikn eide dzid zg`xeà oiire .

dn itl yexc jxca zvw cer d`xpe---.cecl likyna df oipr {gk:f} lirl aezkylre jakyn xcgae jziaa eàe elre mircxtv xìd uxye

‡ebe jnrae jicar ziaae jzhn :{jziaa d‰c} i‰yxite .jicar izaa k‰gè ‡enr l` xnìeˆ dlgz dvra ligzd èd{h:` zeny}zeprxetd dligzd epnne ‡re .

.weqtay oeyl-xezii llba dfl i‰yx gxkedy l‰f miyxtnd ixaczkna o`k `l` eze` epivn `l dligz drxt dwly df oipr dpdel‰i ,mc zkn ìd ,zncewd dkna df xac azkp `ly dne .rcxtv

.74zzl gex zgp mda oi`y milil`d-icaer ly mzcn ìd jk m` r‰v znàe:{dyiyxz gexal d‰c b:`} dpei xtq yixa i‰yxit ixdy ,aeyl mly al

xn` depip l` jlil dvx `ly dpei d`x dnemd daeyz iaexw miebdiz`vnp daeyz eyrie mdl xne` m` miìapd ixacl mirney oi`y l`xyi z` aiignd‰c my i‰yxitae fk:fh l`wfgi r‰re .

uawl` qetc zgqep ìady lld sqei ‡q d`x mle` .‡eke zenlkpd :epzyxta i‰yx ixaca oi`y iptl ielbe icbpk qixzde riyxdy xg`nel gex zgp zezeàel zzl

‡eke il aeyl mly ale`} cala drxt itlk miaqen mixacd f‰tle .d‰yr ,Š znày l‰i mzeillka miiebd lr la` {enr itlke eitlkmd daeyz iaexw,‰

.w‰ece `gip lkde

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dknd ixdy ,drxtn dknd ligzzy jiiy `l myy meyn zehiytamc zkn xwiry l‰i cere .ytp lkl deeyd xac ède ,mina ìdmbe ,{f:f} lirl i‰yxity enke ,dligz mz`xi zewldl ick didzekn x`ya ok azkp `ly dne .mieey mlek df oipraxak ixd rcxtv zkna dligz drxt dwly oeikny l‰i ,zexge`ndixd zekn x`ya k‰g` dwly dn lke ,dligz dwliy eyper miiwzpzkn dcgiizp t‰kre .rcxtva dligz dwly dn lr ztqezk èdi‰yx zhiy itle .dligz dwl drxty oiprd aezk day rcxtv

{i-h:` zeny} enrl xn`y dn lr dcn cbpk dcn èdipa mr dpdlr èd mb sqepe dngln dp`xwz ik dide daxi ot el dnkgzp dad epnn mevre ax l`xyi

ux`d on dlre epa mglpe epi`py`l drxt ly ezb`cy heyt dpde---.`l` did `l i‰pa ly mzaqa mixvn laqy dn lke ,ynn da dzideyprp okle oick `ly mdilr laq eaxd mnvr miixvndy cvnmr dligzdy rcxtv zkna fnxp jky d`xpe .zekn xyra mixvnmiligp miligp dfizd ìde ea ekd miixvnde zg` rcxtv,rixtdle wifdl dgka oi` zg` rcxtvy myky .lirl i‰yxitkmiixvnd i‰r `l` miligp miligp ly dlecb dxvl dktdp `le`le ,mixvnl wifdl mzrca did `l l`xyi jk ,da ekdy mnvrmda ekdy mnvr miixvnd ici-lr `l` mixvnl dlecb dxvl ektdp.zeny ‡t yixa miaezkd on d`xp jke .jxta mda ecarzype

Š mdy i‰pa lr opelzd drxty t‰r`yepnn mevre ax`l ,{h:`} ‰`l` i‰pa zaqa miixvnd elaqy laq mey lr aezkd cirdy epivnmy y‰nk .mdl laq mexbl miixvnd eligzdy xg`l `weec

{ai-ì miweqt}eze` epri xy`ke...mzelaqa ezepr ornl miqn ixy eilr eniyieuexti oke daxi okŠ aizk k‰g` wxe .l`xyi ipa iptn ev ªwie.‰

{fi:g}**‡ebe axrd z` jizaae jnrae jicarae ja gilyn ippd. :{aexrd z` d‰cà} i‰yxiteef dnl dkne dkn lka dcbà xaca mrh yie

mdilr à mikln zengln iqiqkha ef dnle...dizepiirn lwlwn dlgza xir lr dxvyk mldale m`xil zexteya oirixne mdilr oirwez jk xgèminede mixwxwn mircxtvd oke

‡ekely mlewa did rcxtv zkn ly dtwez xwiry dfn d`xp .

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znàe} dldae cgt miixvnl enxb jkae ende exwxwy mircxtvdmxbpy laqe wfp mey dxeza xkfp `ly `xwn ly eheyt cnle `v

mircxtvd zngn miixvnl75fnxp xewxwd ly df oipr wxe .Š (hk:f) lirl y‰na‡ebe mircxtvd elri jicar lkae jnrae dkae,‰

:i‰yxityoixwxwne oiqpkp mdirn jeza76mdl ie`x jky d`xpe {. {gk:f} lirl aizk ixdy .dcn cbpk dcn mixvnlxìd uxye

‡ebe jnrae jicar ziaae jzhn lre jakyn xcgae jziaa eàe elre mircxtv. :{jziaa d‰c} i‰yxitel` xnìeˆ dlgz dvra ligzd èd jicar izaa k‰gè

‡enr{h:` zeny}zeprxetd dligzd epnne xeza dà rcxtv zkny ixd . {i-h:` zeny} enrl xn`y drxt ixac lr yperax l`xyi ipa mr dpd

epi`py lr èd mb sqepe dngln dp`xwz ik dide daxi ot el dnkgzp dad epnn mevre‡ebelewa eyper mb did ,lewa did e`hgy oeik okle .

`l znày ,mpg lr cgt ixac xaic eleway myke .mircxtvdxewxiw lewa eyper did jk ,l`xyi-ipan cgtl el didgk mda oi` la` ,lidadle cigtdl `l` mgka oi`y ,mircxtvdcbpk mpg-cgt lew .aexr zkn ly zendae zeigk ynn zigydl.{a:g} lirl izexrd ‡re .dcn cbpk dcna lkd ,mpg-cgt lew

{gi-bi:h}**drxt iptl avizde xwaa mkyd dyn l` ‡c xnìe‡ebe c`n cak cxa xgn zrk xihnn ippd...eil` zxnèo`k aezky t‰r` .

Šdrxt iptl avizde xwaa mkydŠ aizk `l ‰dnind `vei dpdlirl y‰nk ‰.{fh:g} aexr zkn lr ez`xzdae {eh:f} mc zkn lr dyn z`xzdadrxty {eh:f} lirlc ìdda i‰yxity dn t‰r xàl d`xpy `l`

Š dnind `vei didmikyne eiawpl jixv epi`y xneè del` envr dyer didy eiawpleikxv my dyere qelipl `veieŠ y‰ny {b:f} i‰yxit xak dpde .‰dyw` ipè

‰drxt al z`Š la` ,zepexg`d zekn ynga `l` did `lzekn ynga

.75oiiw hip llka fi` {rcxtv} qèeŠ :39 cenr `‰k wlg y‰ewl ‡r{dn:gr] mildza y"nn w"rvy `l` .50 dxrd 43 cenr cer y‰re .‰wifn

mzigyze rcxtve :i"yxite ,mdivia z` oihney . .76 {d:bk} diryi d`xexŸ«v r ©n ¥W §M eligi mixvnl r ©n ¥W xy`k :{c‰à} i‰yxite .mb

zekn oze` znbec eidi xev ly dizekn...{mixvn ly} ‡xirn oe`y lew‡ {e:eq diryi}efmircxtvd xewxw‡eke .

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‡drxt al wfgieˆ `l` ,‡drxt al z` 'd wfgieˆ xn`p `l zepey`xdf‰tl d`xpe .,eikxv zeyrl dnkyda dnind `veie ,del` envr dyer didy dfydzeà ixdy .zepey`xd zekn yng ztewz jyna `l` df did `ldxayp xaky ixg` la` .envrn eal z` dywn did oiicr dtewz,del`l envr wifgd `l cer ,zepey`xd zeknd yng zngn ezee`baezky edfe .eikxv zeyrl dnkyda dnind z`vl ebdpn z` afre,dàd dknd lr dynl z‰id z`xeda {oigy} ziyyd dknd meza

:cxa zkn ìddrxt iptl avizde xwaa mkyd dyn l` ‡c xnìeaizk `le .Šdnind `vei dpdz`vl ekxc cer did `le drxt al xayp xaky .‰

z` wfigy d‰awde .del` èdy zeixad z` zerhdl ick dnindŠ ok dyr ‡zi èd ixd ,ealizexeab z` exikze izeze` ea zeaxd ornlenk ‰

o`niy cr eal wfegiy ic dfle .d‰yr {c:f} lirl i‰yxitycr drxt al z` dywi d‰awdy `xaq oi` la` .mrd z` glyl

.r‰ve .del`k envr z` aeygiy

** à zyxt ** {i:i}**zè mkz` gly` xy`k mknr ‡c ok idi mdil` xnìe

mkipt cbp drx ik e`x mkthxn`y dfa drxt zpeek dzid dn a‰ve .Šmknr ‡c ok idimya mze` jxal dvx ryxd drxt ike .‰

Š `xwc `tiqa y‰n t‰r xàl d`xpe---?‡cmkipt cbp drx ik e`x.‰ :i‰yxiteenebxzkcarnl oixiaq oez`c `yia ix`Š epiidc .

mebxzd zpeek xìay o‰anx ‡re .‰`xgzq`l oekit` liawlxnè eilr mii` okle .gexal dyn ly ezrca didy drxt oiady,o`kn e`vz `ly mkipt cbp aeyz ìd zeyrl ayeg dz`y drxdzpeeka df oirk xìay cecl likyn ‡re} d‰yr dcn cbpk dcncbpk dcn mlyn d‰awdy dny xg` mewna epivn dpde---.{i‰yxy‰n èd .zn` miwel` lkd oec` èdy dlecb dgked ìd dcn

{i`:gi} exzi ‡tamdilr ecf xy` xaca ik midel`d lkn ‡c lecb ik izrci dzr. :i‰yxitemina eca`p mde mca`l enc mina enebxzkepxetq my xìae .

ly mdilr mixvnd ecf xy` envr xacd ezeà mrd livd ik"

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mey dayg `l ik midel`d lk lr ezlecb dxed dfae...l`xyidcn cbpk dcn mlyl dlrn ixy mdidel`n l` mey lkeiy dne`

‰cala el cgein cg` xaca lkeiy eayg la` xac lka77ixd .lkn lecb èdy gken dcn cbpk dcn jxca d‰awd ly ezbdpdny

Š t‰dr fl:ci gly ‡t izexrd ‡re} midel`diptl dtbna‡cdna drxt ly ezpeek dzid jky xnel d`xp f‰ktre---.{‰

Š xn`ymknr ‡c idimini ‡b jlil mkpevxy mixne` mz` xnelk .‰.ixnbl gexal mkalay ip` dèx la` .‡cl geafle xacnaixd ,mknr ède ,mixne` mz`y enk ,miwel`d èd ‡c m` oklemkixacl ixdy .dcn cbpk dcn mkipt lr aeyz drxd mkzaygnmknr ‡c idi .dcnd z`fa mlyl lekie lkd-oec` èd ‡c wx

.rxd mklenbk mkl mlyie

{a:ì}**ilke sqk ilk...edrx z`n yi` el`yie mrd ipfà `p xacadf :i‰yxite .eze` xnì `ly jk lr mxidfd jnn dywaa dywa oeyl `l` `p oi`

mda miiw `l ‡lecb yekxa e`vi ok ixgèˆ mda miiw ‡mze` epre mecareˆ mdxa` wicv. xacywia d‰awdy ,mdxa` ly egaya dfa aezkd eprinyd c`n lecb`le mdxa` ly epevx `lnl ick dlert i‰pa eyriy ‰`pŠ oeyla

Š xnìmda miiw `l ‡lecb yekxa e`vi ok ixgèˆdnxl mdxa` dkfy d`xpe .‰ywiay d‰awd ly ezywa ixg` `lin èdy dn i‰r z`fd dabypd{a:ak `xie ‡t} dciwrd dyrna y‰nk .‰`pŠ oeyla k‰b epnn

‡ebe wgvi z` zad` xy` jcigi z` jpa z` `p gw :i‰yxite .dywa oeyl `l` `p oi`ynn oda did `l zepey`xd exnì `ly oeiqpd dfa il cenr jnn dywaa el xn`zekfa .

Š mdxa` miiwy`p gwŠ oeyla exeara ywai d‰awdy dkf ‰xac`p‰78dpyn a wxt} zea` iwxta epipyy dn oirk èd oiprde .

.77{bk:k ` mikln} a`g` i‰r egvepy ixg` mx` jln icar exn`y dn d`xmdn wfgp `l m` xeyina mz` mglp mleè epnn ewfg ok lr mdiwel` mixd iwel` .

.78Š oeyla mdxa` z` o`k dPiM i‰yx dpde‰wicv eze`. eixac xewna èd okey‰re} ‰wicv eze`Š iepika `l` my xkfp epi`y ‰h zekxa ‡qn ‡nbao`k siqed i‰yxy d`xpe .`zil ‰mdxa`Š zlne {wicv eze` d‰c i‰yxit.‰wicv eze`Š iepikd èd xwird la` ,xeà ztqezl ‰mdxa`Š zlnxkfpd ‰wicv eze`Š lr riavdl èd df iepik zpeeky xyt` d`xpe

Š zywal mdxa` dkfy à fnxle ,‰`pŠ oeyla dciwrd-dyrna`p xaci‰r ‰

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epiidc .‰epevxk jpevx dyriy ick jpevxk epevx dyrŠ {coeyla epnn ywiay d‰awd oevxk epevx dyr mdxa`y iptnyezghad miiwl èdy ,epevx z` d‰awd lhia lekiak okl ,‰`pŠ

Š yygd cvn exac miiwl mdxa` ly epevx dyre ,xyeid cvn`lymiiw `l ‡lecb yekxa e`vi ok ixgèˆ mda miiw ‡mze` epre mecareˆ mdxa` wicv eze` xnì

mda.oiire .‰

{bn:ai}**ea lkì `l xkp oa lk:i"yxite . eia`l eiyrn exkpzpyrnyna xnen l`xyi cgè ixkp cgè minyaylky rnyn oeyld zehytn .

" ink xèzn ixkpminyay eia`l eiyrn exkpzpyjled xyi èdy t"rè ,"minyay a`d l` zeaxwzd mc`l oi`y .gp-ipa zeevn 'f miiwne

.oade .ipiqa l`xyil epzpy zeevn b"ixz i"r `l`

{h:bi}**'ebe jipir oia oexkfle jci lr ze`l jl dide i"yxit .:{jci lr d"c}Š jkitl l`ny ci lr dkci dipy dyxta `ln ‰{fh weqt onwl}

ddk ìdy ci da yexcloze`n ueg zekld xikfdl i"yx ly ekxc oi` .xiyi jxca n"ytn zernypy79oica wqrzdl 'il 'ed `l k"è .

" aezk myy onwlc weqtl ribiy cr l`ny cidkcici rnync "n"yt itl ìd dyxc dze` m` oiirl yi my elit` znàe .ddklr i"yx ixac lky d`xp mle`---.i"yx yexitl qpkdl diie`xe

" y"n lr ixdy .dfa df mixeyw df weqtoia oexkfle jci lr ze`ljipir :i"yxit " rexfae y`xa mxywze elld zeiyxt aezkzyezpeek d`xpe .

jl didi eheyt wner itl" :l"f m"ayx eckp yxity dnn iwet`l" iehiady epiidc ,"'eke jci lr aezk el`k cinz oexkfllr

jcixacl ìd dpeekdy yxtn i"yx la` .`nlra dviln èd "ìan df lre .epici lr mxywpe slw lr zeiyxt aezkpy iynn

" onwlc weqt lr l"fg eyxcy dnn reiq i"yxdkciddk ci "gken df ixd .`weec l`ny ci lr zeiyxtd z` xeywl mikixvyjiiy dn m"ayxl eli`y ,iynn xac èd jci lr ze`dy i"yxitk

Š zywa z` miiwy dn`p gw .w‰ece ,‰ .79 .'a llk dncwda 'r

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ly eheyt wner ixd ,zeiyxtd z` egipi ci dfi` lr reawlekxc oke .llk zeaezk zeiyxt lr xacn epi` ezrc itl `xwndmdil` ribd mxhy miweqt lr l"fg zeyxcn riizqdl i"yx ly .oiire .n"yt ewa `weec opi`y zeyxcn sè

** glya zyxt ****{gi-fi:bi} ux` jxc miwel` mgp `le mrd z` drxt glya idie

èd aexw ik mizylt :i‰yxite}mixvnl jxcd ezeà aeyl gepe{ miwel` xn` ik...dnixvn eaye dngln mze`xa mrd mgpi otmixvn ux`n i‰pa elr miy ªnge.

:{miynge d‰c} i‰yxiteezn miwlg ‡ce e`vi dyngn cg` miynegn miyªng `‰cdlit` ini zylya .:l‰dfa df yexit lr wcwcy cecl likyn oiir

mixvnn z`vl mivex eid `le miryx eidy miwlg ‡cd lky xg`nŠmiqèn eide miwicv eidy n‰y exzezip ellde ezn xakmixvnl xefgl evxiy iziz `kidne mixvn ileliba

{bi:a} mixiyd-xiya y‰n t‰r ayiil d`xpe---.‰‡ekedhpg dp`zd‡ebe gix epzp xcnq miptbde dibt :{jl inew d‰c} i‰yxite .`‰c

dp`zd...dlit` ini zylya elky l`xyi iryet el` .:{‡eke miptbde d‰cae} mdn mix`ypd el`daeyz eyr ‡eke elawzpely rytd xwiry d`xp dpde---.

enk .mixvnn z`vl evx `ly dna did dlit`d inia elky dl`:{jyg didie d‰ca ak:i} à ‡ta i‰yxitn d`xpymdilr ìad dnle

z`vl mivex eid `le miryx xecd ezeà l`xyia eidy jyg80‡eke dlit` ini zylya ezne .81

eyry èd df ryt lry d`xpe .{i:` zeny ‡t izexrd ‡re}z`vl evxzpy t‰r`y d`xpe .elawzpe mdn dyngn cg`d daeyz

.80 :oey`x qetc mya lld sqei 'qa gqepd xexa xzeiexecd eze`n l`xyia eidy miryet`ly'eke z`vl mivex eid .

.81 {f:k} l`wfgi d`x mleèafr `l mixvn ilelb zè...il` renyl ea` `le ia exnie‡ebe :{ia exnie d‰c} i‰yxite .enk dlt` ini zylya ezny l`xyi ly maex miryxd md

‡eke ‡elr miyengeˆ xn`pymixvn ililà efg`y dna did m`hgy rnyn ixd .miwicvd oipra lirl àend l‰f cecl likyn lra ly epeyln d`xp oke}

eide miwicv eidyŠ mixvnn e`viymixvn ilelba miqènl‰ie .{‰Š eidy à ‡ta i‰yxity dny ,èd cg` lkdyz`vl mivex eid `le miryxepiid ‰

.l`wfgia i‰yxity enk ,mixvn ilelb z` aefrl evx `ly meyn `nrh .r‰ve

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ixnbl ef daygnn exdhp `l n‰n ,mzaeyz dlawzpe mixvnn‡t oiir ,mixvnn mzìvi lr ehxgzdy minrt dnk epivny enke}zwg ‡te ,d:ì jzelrda ‡te , b:fi ,b:fh ,ai-ì:ci glyaux` jxca mbidpi mzi`vi zligza m`y d‰awd rcie .{d:`k ,d:kmzaygnl exfgie ,oeiqpa ecnri `l ixd ,dngln e`xie mizyltjxc mrd z` miwel` aqie okle .dnixvn eaeyie dpey`xdzkxaa gqt ly oexg`l heitd oeyl ‡re}---.‡ebe xacnd.‰glqe aeh zylt gxe`n mccv ,gl ªyn mr rb §kŠ :miznd-dignl‰pk xeàd d`xpe .‰glqŠ mya dfd dyrna d‰awd dpekny ixdglq d‰awdy i‰re mzaeyz gk i‰r `weec e`vi ixd e`viy mze`ymazeyza ecnriy ick zylt gxeà mbidpd `l okle ,mdl

{.mzgilqae

{eh:ci}**erqie l`xyi ipa l` xac il` wrvz dn dyn l` ‡c xnìe. :{‡eke xac d‰c} i‰yxitezekf i`ck mdipta cner mid oi`y rqil `l` mdl oi`

mdizeaè`vie ia epin`dy dpen`de mdemid mdl rexwl r‰xl `wp xnr ‡q ‡r .mixvnn e`viy mzpen`Š ìd z`f dpen`y xìay l‰f `xepihxan`l dcv mbeˆ {hl:ai} weqta i‰yx yxitck dciv mdl epikd `le

‰‡mdl eyr82exn`y dn t‰r z`fd zekfd oipr oiadl d`xpe---.yecwd dpzd oi`pzŠ {d oniq d dyxt dax ziy`xa} yxcna l‰fgzeny} aizkc èd `cd l`xyi iptl rxwp `diy mid mr èd jexa‡q d`xe .‰enr dpzdy e`pzl ‡epzi`l mid ayieˆ {fk:ci:l‰dfa yxcnd ixac xìay l‰f iwvpnw i‰xbdl `xwna mipeirjxvp dide ,miqipa dywd did seq mi zrixwy ep` oièx dfneŠznà dpdc l‰pde...df z` zeyrl ick mid mr zepzdl d‰awdodn ‡` lke ,mie ,uxè ,miny :dìxal miwlg ‡b mpyiy epivn

zcgein dìxa èd83biydl mil el xeq`y zniiw zixa ixde...rahd z` zepyl wx `l df qpa jixv ‡id jkitle ,dyaid leabdìxad zrya d‰awd jxved jkitle ,dìxad ceqi z` `l` cala

.82 .ewrvie d‰c {i:ci} lirl exeàa èd

.83.a:a ziy`xa lr l‰f xagnd ixac dfa ‡r

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zgz ycg xac dt ‡idi `ly ick cgein i`pz zepzdli`pzd z` d‰awd lihn did `ly lwp oeapl zrc dpde---.‰ynydxeara wxe j` `l` ,ohwe lw xac xeara ziy`xa-dyrna dfdepivne .e`pz z` d‰awd lihd ea dielz dìxad xy` xac dfi`,dciv-ixqegn xacnl e`vie ‡ca i‰pa epin`dy dpen`dy znà{`:` ziy`xa} aizk ixdy .mlerd `xap mliayay mixacdn ìd

‡ebe `xa ziy`xaŠ `xap mlerdy i‰yxite . e`xwpy l`xyi liayadinxi}{b:a‰‡ezèaz ziy`xˆ xèzl ekf l`xyiy my izexrda izxàe .

yxetny enk ,xacnd l` mixvnn e`viy ef dpen` xeara ‰ziy`xŠ {b-a miweqt ,my} dinxiay ze`xwnajixerp cqg jl izxkf ‡c xn` dk

‡cl l`xyi ycw drexf `l uxà xacna ixg` jzkl jizelelk zadèzèaz ziy`x‡ebe , {hl:ai} my aezky ,à ‡ta ìcda èd oke .i‰yxit y‰rembe

mdl eyr `l dcv :i‰yxite .dcv `la xacnl `vp ji` exn` `ly l`xyi ly ogay cibnjixerp cqg jl izxkfˆ dlawa yxetny èd eklde epin`d `l`...`l uxà xacna ixg` jzkl

‡drexfeixg` yxetn xky dne‡{ezèaz ziy`x} ‡cl l`xyi ycwˆ yi df lk t‰re---.Š zekfa `weec seq-mi rxwpy dn oiadle`vie ia epin`dy dpen`d.‰

,mlerd `xap eliaya xy` ,dfk lecb xac xeara `weec ixdyzixad xtez mipnfd on onfay ziy`xa dyrna i`pz d‰awd lihdxacdy oaen ixdy .mid leab z` biyz ux`de ,ux`de mid oiayynyl egka yi ,mlerd zìxal ‰zeaiqŠdn èdy ,dfd lecbd

oade .dìxad ixcqa ‰raewŠ84.

{dk:ci}'ebe zecaka edbdpie eizakxn ot` z` xqiei"yxit . :{zeciaka edbdpie d"c} mdl dywe dcak ìdy dbdpdaeccny dcna lirl}

{cl:h‰zcaka edbdpieŠ o`k s` ‰eicare èd eal cakieŠ zrixw i`lt aexa .d`xp o`k mle` .dcn cbpk dcnd z` i"yx xìa `l seq mi`le 'zi b ¥d©p §Od l` qgizn `xwnay zecakdy yxtl xyt` didyzeciakdy yxtl xyt` didy e` {`"eb 'r} mibdepnd miixvnl

.84Š xy` cer i‰yx xikfdy dnmid mdl rexwl. . .mdizea` zekf i`ckxyt` d`xp ,‰Š oiprn cxtp xac epi`ye`vie ia epin`dy dpen`d,mdizea` zekfy `l` .‰

gk mdl ozepd èd ,mdizea` zyxenl mipn`p mipa mzeid epiidc.r‰ve .mdl eyr `l dcivy t‰r` xacnd l` z`vl z`fk dpen` oin`dl

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'q 'r} r"ta xac dpiè eizeakxn ote` zxqdn d`vez ìdxac ìd zeciaka dbdpddy i"yxit df lkn iwet`le .{oexkfdeyexitl wefg ìan df lre .mixvn ly ìd zeciakde r"tacbpk dcn yper xeza mixvnl die`x zecakdy l"fg eyxcy dnn

dcn85 .'a llk dncwda 're .

{`:eh}**mia dnx eakŸxe qeq:{eakxe qeq d‰c} i‰yxite .oicxtp opiè wnerl mze` oicixene mexl mze` oilrn minde dfa df mixeyw mdipyd`xp .

oiprde .eqeqe ixvnd oiay oeieeyd z` aezkd epl dxed dfayjl-jl ‡t} ezqitzn dxy z` exizda drxt xn`y dn t‰r oaen

{hi:aijle gw jzy` dpd:i‰yxite . el xn`y jlnia`k `l {ci:k}ivx` dpdˆ xn`py md dnf itehy mixvndy cenrz lè jl el xn` `l` ‡jiptl{k:bk l`wfgi}

‡mznxf miqeq znxfeˆmeyny d`xpe .miqeql miixvnd elynpy ixd .ok eqeqky zexedl eqeql xeyw èdyk ixvnd akexd yprp jk

.èd86

{c:eh}**seq mia Er §A ªh eiyly xganed‰c} i‰yxite .:{erahecaryy mzcnk mdl lenbl hih mid dyrpy cnln ‡eke hih mewna `l` driah oi`

mipalae xnega l`xyi z`87 {e weqt} jenqa aizke .‡ebe eniqki zndz. :{eniqki c‰à} i‰yxiteerahˆ edyxt jk cizr oeyl drnyny dpey`x c‰eide

‡eke oze` eqkie mind exfgiy ick ‡seq miai‰yxit itly wcwcl yie .Š dnvr ipta dxhn dl dzid seq mia driahdyecaryy mzcnk mdl lenbl

mipalae xnega l`xyi z`myl dzid driah dze`y aezkd xeà dn k‰` ,‰Š zxg` dxhnoze` eqkie mind exfgiy ickyixa y‰n t‰r xàl d`xpe---?‰

{i-h:`} zeny ‡tdnkgzp dad epnn mevre ax l`xyi ipa mr dpd enr l` xnìe

.85 .`"eba dpey xeà 'r

.86 .cecl likyna mixg` mixeà ‡r

.87mb ixdy .seq mia eraeh ‰eiyily xganŠ wxy dn df t‰r oaeny d`xp {ì:` zeny} y‰nk mixy i‰r did mipalae xnega cearydixy eilr eniyie

‡ebe miqn ,w‰ece.x`yan xzei o`k xacd mrh z` i‰yxity dn dpde " eyexit z` wfgl ày l‰i dxiya mixkfpd miyprdmewna `l` driah oi`y

hihyi ok ixd hiha `weec eraheiy xaca mrh yiy oeikny epiidc ," .did ok znày yxtl

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‡ebe el :{el dnkgzp c‰à} i‰yxite .ly oriyenl mkgzp eyxc epizeaxemlerl lean ìai `ly rayp xaky mina mpecl l`xyiligzd `ly t‰r` dpde .

weqt my} zepkqnd ixr zepal mgixkdy ixg` `l` mina mpeclŠ mdiig z` exxne jxta mze` eciardy ixgè {ìxnga dyw dcara

dcya dcar lkae mipalaezyxcn mièx ixd ,{ci-bi miweqt my} ‰ède ,dligz daygna did mina oeicdy i‰yx ìady epizeaxmicwdy mrhde}---.eil` encwy miiepird lk ly dxhnd didxwir did èdy mina oeicd iptl miiepird x`y z` drxt

Š dligza xfb el`y meyn d`xp ,ezxhnedkilyz dxìd celid oad lk,‰meiwa milyxzn eid t‰kry e` eil` mirney miixvnd eid `larxd dlk ezekfay awri ly ei`v`v md i‰pa ixdy .ezxifbz` lklky sqei ly eig`-ipa mde {b:p igie ‡t i‰yxity enk}i‰pa z` cary dligzy drxt mkgzde .arxd zepya mixvn lkt‰kre---{mina mbxdl miixvnd evxzd f‰ire ,mlityde mripkdedxhnd liaya dpkd xcba did mipalae xnega cearydy `vnpcbpk dcn miixvnd eyprp df lry d`xpe .mina oeicd ìdy

Š ixd mipalae xnega cearyd mvr lr .dcne dcn lkmia Er §A ªhseq,mina oeicd l` dpkd xcba did dfd cearydy dn lre .‰

Š ixdeniqki zndzŠ seq mia eraehy epiidc ,‰eqkie mind exfgiy ickoze` .‰

** exzi zyxt **

**{d:gi} ‡ebe xacnd l` dyn l`...exzi àie :i‰yxite .ep` sèal eacpe mler ly eceaka ayei didy aezkd xac exzi ly egaya `l` did xacnay mircei

xacnd l` z`vledz mewndxez ixac renyl izya i‰yx siqed dn a‰ve .Š milinedz mewnŠ ly oeyl ltk `l` opi` dxe`kl xy` ,‰xacnd.‰

Š oi`y zexedl i‰yx ày d`xp eheyta dpdexacnd l`‰`l` ,‰ipiq-xacnŠ mya `xwpy mewn l` ày ,`cixb mewn-d`xnz` afry exzi ly egay edfe ,mneye w ¥x mewnl xèz my èdyi‰yx hwp dnl wcwcl yi n‰ne .dfk mewnl el àe eceak lkd`xpe---.dnecke ‰mneyŠ e` ‰w ¥xŠ ‡la `le ‰edzŠ ‡la `weec

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lkl `nbec ìd exzi ly ezìa dpd .yexc jxca zvw dfaìd jke .dxez-ixacl leaiw-ilk mc`-oa dyrp ji` mler-iàavna didy epiidc ,mler ly eceaka ayei exzi didy :`nbecdribd seqale .ytpa `le seba `l oexqg mey envrl yibxd `lyxicbd ‰xacnŠ ly df avne .lkn xqg èd my xy` ,xacnd l`

Š mya i‰yxedz mewnziy`xa} i‰yxit xak ‰edzŠd oipr ixdy .‰Š èdy {a:`day eda lr mnezyne ddez mc`y dnnye dniz oeyl‰edaŠe} ‰

z` x`zn epi` ‰edzŠy `vnpe .{my i‰yxity enk zewix epiidmc`d ly ezaebz z` x`zn èdy `l` ,zewixd avn mvr.{izexrd y‰re} dlidande znneynd zewixd z`xwl ezelrtzdedqipy xg`y .exzi eil` ribd xy` ‰edzŠd avn edfy d`xped`xe {ì:gi onwl i‰yxity enk} mleray dxf-dcear lka eci,eiigay zewixd lr mnezyne ddez did f` ,melk oda oi`y.miigd ipiiprn oipr meya bdpzdl jiè zeyrl dn rcei epi`yxacnd l` `vie .dxez ef d`xedl èd jixvy exzi yibxde.znà dxez lawl leaiw-ilk did f` ik .dxez-ixac renylavna didiy cr znà dxez-ixac lawl lbeqne xyken mc` oi`ydxeza ‰edzŠ oeyl epivn `l dpde---.‰edzŠ mya dpeknd dfepif`d zxiya ipyde ,l‰pk ziy`xaa cg`d .zenewn ipya `l`

{i:al} xacn uxà ed`vniedzae‡ebe edppeai edpaaqi onyi lli i‰yxite .:{‡eke ed`vni d‰c} mdilr elawy xacnd uxà mipn`p el `vn mzeèzxezezeklne

‡eke elere:{edpaaqi d‰cae} .mippra mtiwde maaq my ...xdd zizgza maaqezibibk mdilr edtky . d‰cae} :{edppeai my dxezadpiae zlawy ixd .

myky `vnpe .‰edzŠ mewna xacn uxà `weec dzid dxezdmb dzid jk ,‰edzŠ mewna `weec dzid exzi ly dxezd zlawy

.oade .‰edzŠ mewna `weec elk l`xyi-mr ly dxezd zlaw

{`k:gi}**zn` iyp` miwel` i`xi lig iyp` mrd lkn dfgz dzè‡ebe mdlr znye rva i`py :{dfgz dzè d‰c} i‰yxite .ycwd gexa

jilry .Š aezkd xn`y oeyld-iepiyn heyt ezii`xedfgz`le ‰ {dk weqt} onwl ‡ky dne .‰xgazŠ e` ‰d`xzŠxgaieiyp` dyn

‡ebe mrd lr miy`x mz` ozie...ligxnel aezkd zpeeky eheytl d`xp ,

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s`y `l` ,oiic zeidl ie`x in ycwd-gexa dfgy xac seq `lyixac t‰r l‰i cer---.oic-ziaa mze` aiyede lreta mze` xga

Š zln yexity xìay m‰`xddfgzŠ epiid ‰ycwd gexam`cŠ meyn ‰.y‰r ,‰aall d`xi ‡iie mipirl d`xi mc`d rci `pn ok `l

Š zepnl dynl uri exziy iptn edfemiwel` i`xi‰ mixacd on èdyèd in wecal dyn leki did `le ,aall d`xi ‡c wxe ,alay

Š s` ileè} eilry ycwd-gex izla znà miwel`-`xizn` iyp`rva i`peyepivn mle` .{r‰ve ycwd-gex i‰r `l` `vnl `‰` ‰

{dk weqt} y‰nk ,lig-iyp` `l` `vn `l dynylig iyp` dyn xgaie‡ebe88èd in wecal leki dyn did `ly zexnl dpde .

el did lwp ixd ,lirlck eilry ycwd-gex izla miwel`-`xi‡r} mixiyr èd i‰yx itl eyexity lig-iyp` md in wecal`vn `l ycewd-gex zervnày oeikne .{`k weqt lr eyexit.‰xegalŠ `l` ‰zefglŠ jxved `l cer ,miwel`-i`xi dyn

Š aezky edfy d`xpexgaielig iyp` dyn dpin znày mze` ixdy .‰mze` xga `l` ycwd-gexa jkl miie`x mze` dfg `l mipiicl

.w‰ece .dlibxd ezii`x t‰r

{gi:hi}** epyr lrie yà ‡c eilr cxi xy` iptn elk oyr ipiq xdeoyakd oyrk‡ebe .:{oaykd d‰c} i‰yxitexzei `le df oyakk leki ciq ly

l‰z...mdl xkipd oniq zeixal ozep renyl dleki ìdy dn ofe`d z` xayl oyak l‰z dne‡ekeoyakd y`l `weec d‰awd ly ey` z` dncn aezkdy dn .

eyexita ‰oyakŠ zln z` i‰yx epl xicbdy dn t‰r oiadl d`xp :oyak d‰ca l‰fe {gk:hi} `xie ‡tloke ciql mipa` z` da oitxeyy dxitg

dxezay oyak lklr y`d dxrae yà ‡c cxiy o`ky d`xp okle .ìd mby oyakd-y` znbeck z`fd y`d dzid ,xdd y`x zirwxwe`vnd mewn llba zcgein dxeva oyr dlrne rwxwa zxrea

.oiire .rwxwa

.88.mirecie minkg miyp` d‰c my i‰yxitae eh-bi:` mixac ‡ta y‰n ‡r .zg` daihgl zeiyxtd izy z` aikxny ipewfga ahid y‰re

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{a:k}**micar zian mixvn ux`n jiz`ved xy`d"c} i"yxit . :{micar zianicar `le eid jlnl micar 'eke el micar mziidy drxt zianm

micarlikln jln l` carzydl epl ie`xy oiape rcp dfny l"i .epiid `l epzelty zizgza s` ixdy .e"g ezlefl `le miklnd

drxt èd epnfa lecb ikd jlnl micar `l` micarl micar89 .

{b:k}**'ebe mixg` midl` jl didi `l :i"yxit .'eke xn`p dnl.,c`n xdd lk cxgie elk oyr ipiq xde miwxae zelew idie dpd

" lèy i"yxe ,dxeabd itn `vei lewdexn`p dnloiè !ddnz` ,"" oia dxizqd zngn ìd eziiyew xwiry d`xpjl didi `loiae "

"jl dyrz `lon dfy d`xi my oiirndy ,epeyl jynda 'ky enk ,"ìywd on `le uexizd90" oeyld ileè--- `ldidijl envr cvn "

" xn`n eprny xak ixdy ,'il ìyw didjiwel` 'c ikepòi` rnync "ezlef midel`91mixg` midel` mey epl zeid i`ceea k"è ,

i"yx uxiz df lre .oey`xd xeaicd gkn rpnpd on xak èdicia dyrp xaky s` lqt mey miiwp `ly xidfdl aezkd ày

epilr xq`p mxhy dyrn dfy ,mixg`92.

{f:k}**'ebe zayd mei z` xekf :i"yxit .cg` xeaca xenye xekf'eke exn`p`l zepexg`l zepey`x zexac oia miepiy x`ya dpd .

.89.i"yx wiicn 'qa r"r

.90mxhy miweqtn opyiy zeilitke zexizql qgiizdl l"f ekxc oi`y cere`lt df d`x cere .{'` llk dncwda 'r} miaezkd xcqa mdil` eprbd

weqtn zelitk e` dxizq dywn i"yxy gkeny mewnaymcwenazek epi` ," oeyldxn`p dnl" `l` `kd enk "xn`py itl{hk:`k} mihtyn 't 'r ."

'ebe dy` e` yi` zinde :i"yxite ,xn`py itl" gbi ike "gk:l},dgibpa ezindy `l` il oi` {'eke oipn 'eke dtigc dkiypa" 'ky dn lr i"yxity dna `"l weqt my r"re .e`

gbi zae gbi oa" oepbqd oi`y rnyn df lkn ."xn`p dnlìyw lr dxen ".xge`n weqtn zelitk e` dxizq zngn

.91èdy wx oiivn cner ip`" :ikep` ip` jxr ,lnxkd xtqa m"ialn l"fxn`yk 'eke xg` `le ikp` wx oiivn cner ikp` la` ayei `le cneregipd mewn" 'qa àed} "xg` `le 'd ikp` wx wiicn jiwl` 'd ikp`

{.ì dxrd c"lw 'nr "eizea`.92 .`wp xnrae cecl likyna dfk izi`x aey

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lr zeywdl ekxc oi`y cer wcwcl yie .melk i"yx xirdmiaezkd xcqa mdil` eprbd mxhy miweqtn miiepiye zexizq93.

cr "xeny"l "xekf" oiay iepiya wqrzdl 'il ded `l k"èlr dxen epi` o`k epeyl oepbq znàe .zepexg` zexacl ribiyzeipyd zexaca opgzè 'ta k"`yn .zelitke dxizqn ìyw

:ok dxen epeyl oepbq'eke cg` xeaca mdipy "xekf" xne` èd zepey`xae.my eziiyewk o`k eziiyew oi`y d`xp i"yx ly zepeyl iepiyneìyw did o`ky l"i ileè---.odizyl dler cg` uexizy t"r`

" aezkd oeyl 'ilxekfxak ixde ,zayay iaeigd oipr èdy "" {bk:fh} enk ilily oipr mb yiy ond zyxtn eprciet`z xy` z`

elya elyaz xy` zè et`lyale zet`l xeq` zayay rnync ,"94enke , {hk:fh}iriayd meia enwnn yi` `vi l`dxen "zay" myd mvry cere .

dxikf zlert lr `le ,dlertn dziay lr .o`k aizk ixd cere" y"nk zayay ililyd oiprd jyndadk`ln lk dyrz `l"95k"è .

znày i"yx uxzn df lre .ililyd oipr o`k xkfp `l dnld`xp cer---.cg` xeaica exn`p ililyd oipre iaeigd oipr"xekf" oiay iepiyl o`k qgiizn i"yx znày xnel xyt`miweqtn zeywdl ekxc oi` zenewn x`yay t"rè ."xeny"lseqa aizk ixdy .zexacd zxyra `kd ip`y .mdil` eprbd mxhy

{ai:ck} mihtyn 't'ebe devnde dxezde :i"yxite .ylye ze`n yy lkzevn xeace xeac lkl cqiy zexdfà yxit dicrq epaxe od zexacd zxyr llka zevn dxyr

ea zeielzdixd ,zexacd 'ia zellkp zeevn b"ixz lky oeikne .k"è .zeevnd lkl xak ribd eli`k èd zexacd 'ia `xewdlkn zeilitke zexizqe miiepiy ayiil mewnde onfd ribd xak

.dxezay mewn

{h:k}**jzk`ln lk ziyre carz mini zyy :i‰yxite .àzykdk`ln xg` xdxdz `ly dieyr jzk`ln lk eli`k jipira `di zayxewn dpd .

.93 .hq dxrd lirl d`x

.94ceran 'et` et`z xy` z`' aizk zaya" {b:dl} ldwie 't m"ayx 'r .ozp iax zyxca y"n o"anx y"re ,"'elya elyaz xy` zè' mei

.95 .'i"yx wiicn' 'q 'r

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ezk`ln zeyrl mc`l el xyti` ikeŠ :{f dyxt} `zlikna eixaczeay xg` xac dieyr jzk`ln el`k zŸeay `l` mini zyyaoeyln d`xp ixdy i‰yxit lr wcwcl yie .y‰r ‰dcear zaygnnel`kŠ zeayiy ,dpey`xd .zewelg zerc izy o`k yiy `zliknd‰xg` xacŠ oeyla diepy ìdy ,zipyde .‰dieyr jzk`lnzericd izy z` i‰yx aikxd dnle .‰dcear zaygnnŠ zeayiydiipyd dricdy i‰yxl l‰qc l‰i ileè .cg` yexitk m`yrei‰yx qtzy oeike ,dpey`xd dricd lr siqedl dà `zliknay

odizy ixack qtz ixd dpexg`d ixack96dfa wcwcl yi cer---.Š i‰yxity `lyxdxdzdk`ln xg` `zi` ixdy .dkldk dpi`y d`xpy ‰

mc` xne`ˆ xne` dgxw oa ryedi iaxŠ :‡pw zay ‡qn ‡nbaxn` dpg xa xa dax xnè .‡axrl inr cenrzy d`xpd exiagldpg xa xa dax xnè .dgxw oa ryedi iaxk dkld opgei iaxèvnn {bi:gp diryi} aizkc w‰aixc `nrh i`n opgei iax xn`

,xeq` xeaic ,xac xace jvtgxzen xedxdoiady d`xpe .‰‡" ly eheyt xwiry i‰yxjzk`ln lk ziyreày `zliknd zrck èd ‰

Š zlily zniiwzn dfay ,xedxd s` xeq`ljzk`ln lk.zenlya ‰w‰aix mya ilaad zrck weqtl epilr dkld oiprly t‰rèy‰nn `l` df `xwnn dpi` w‰aix ly ezii`x `ld ,xzen xedxdy

Š diryiaxac xaceixdy ,xg` yexit yi `xwn eze`ly jgxk-lre} ‰i‰yxityk okl .{‡nba ‡r ,xeq` xedxd s`y l‰q w‰aixc w‰z`le ,enewna ernynk eze` yxit zexacd zxyray dfd `xwnd z`

.r‰ve .diryiay `xwn eze`l qgiizd

** mihtyn zyxt **

** {`:`k}mdiptl miyz xy` :i"yxit .lr dlrz `l dynl d"awd el xn`

.96l‰fe ‰i‰yx ixeìa lr lecb llkŠ z`xwpd aeh wac xtql dncwda d`xibiltc mi`xen` e` mi`pz ixz àil` i‰yx yxtn minrtleŠ :c‰k llkaà cg`c xaqc i‰yx ixac yxtl yi eyexita ecia micg`l eidie`xwc dihyta xgea i‰yxe eilr bilt w‰ze oey`xd ixac lr iieth`l

.‰eheytk yxtl izà ipè minrt dnk azk xy`k

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ipiè dzpynk mdita dxecq `dzy cr minrt 'b e` 'a dkldde wxtd mdl dpy` xnel jzrcŠ xn`p jkl eyexte xacd inrh mpiadl invr gixhnmdiptl miyz xyòkene jexrd oglyk ‰

mc`d iptl lek`lìadl i"yx ly ekxc oi`y 'a llk dncwda 'r .mle` .xiyi jxca n"ytn zernypy oze`n ueg zekld eyexitad"awd l"` o`k ixdy ,mihtyn zyxta bdep df llk m` oiirl yi

" envr z` gixhdl jixv èdy dynleyexte xacd inrh mpiadlmiyle "" mipicd z` mdiptlmc`d iptl lek`l okene jexrd oglykmrhn ileè ."

el` s` n"yt llka md mdinrhe mipicd ihxtn daxdy l"i df" epi` mcrla ixdy ,yxc jxca `l` micnlp mpi`yjexrd oglyk."

dinrhe drivx ipic ihxta i"yx jix`ny e:`k onwl 'r `nbecleeh:`k r"re .n"yt zpadl miigxkd mi`xp mpi`y mixaca sòda dyriy cr aiig enè eia` dkn oi`y l"f exn`y dn ìanym"`x y"r} llk weqt eze`n cnlp epi`y xac èdy ,dxeag

" weqtd did `l df hxt icrlay `l` {`"ebelek`l okene jexrd oglykmc`d iptl .r"ve ."

{fh:k}** 'ebe exkne yi` apbe :i"yxit . xn`py itl xn`p dnl}mixac{f:ckŠ eig`n ytp apb yi` `vni ike` mehnh e` dy` ,ytp apby yi` `l` il oi` ‰

Š xnel cenlz oipn eapby qepibexcpèxkne yi` apbe‰" ìywd .xn`p dnla"v "'il ìyw 'ed ileè .{jl didi `l y"n lr lirlc dxrd 'r}

" aezkd oepbqexkne yi` apbeapebd lr xèz mey xkfp `ly "uxzn df lre .dyxtay zeevnd aexa 'ky enk "mc`" e` "yi`"klry {oipra miweqtd zelitkn eìvedy} l"fg zyxc t"r i"yxe` dy` lr cnll à df weqt la` ,xg` weqt yi ytp apebd yi`dnk llek df weqty oeike .eapby qepibexcp` e` mehneh

" xzqp oeyla aezk èd okl ,mipey mipinn miyiàpbezexedl "" àd weqta l"i df oirke---aiig aepbiy edyin lkyeia` llwne

enè :i"yxity " xne` èdy itl xn`p dnl{h:k `xwie}Š llwi xy` yi` yièia` z`Š xnel cenlz oipn dia` z` dllwy dy` ,eia` z` llwy yi` `l` il oi` ,‰llwne

enè eia`dy` oiae yi` oia mzq ‰zelitkn dpi` i"yx ly ezxrd xwiry ." y"nn ìd ezxrd `l` ,`xwie 'qaye o`kay oiprdllwneoeyla "

.'eke xzqp

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{fh-eh:ak}** xdn dnr akye dyx` `l xy` dleza yi` dzti ikezlezad xdnk lwyi sqk el dzzl dia` o`ni o`n m` .dy`l el dpxdni.

:{zelezad xdnk d‰c} i‰yxitez` qtezd lv` sqk miyng aevw èdy xn`py qpeà dnr akeye dlezad{hk:ak mixac}dxrpd ia`l dnr akeyd yi`d ozpeˆ

‡sqk miyngdztnd ly einelyz z` aezkd hxit `ly `vnp .mye qpe`d zyxtl oiirnd ly eal-zneyz z` dptdy `l` ,enewnaly mxcbe mnrh z` aezkd epl fnx dfay d`xpe .eywean `vnizexrpd oia mibeq ipya oigadl yi ixd---.dztnd inelyzz` xenbl dztnd oevxl deey dpevxy èd cg` beq .zezetnd‰zeixad exnì dnŠ yyg cvne aehd dkepig cvny `l` ,mzee`zwyg ixac hrna ,mle` .dztnd zriazl cin znkqn dpi`

Š dpevx wner z` zelbl dztnd gilvn ,miiezitednr akye.‰`l` .dxiara lykdl llk dpevxa oi` znày èd ipy beqze`ngna epeyl dl wilgn ,mixac dilr daxn dztndydncpy cr ,‡cke dpyld ineià dilr mii`n s` ,èy-zeghadae`vnpe .ezriazl rnydl `l` dxixa dl oi` hrnky dxrplogand dpde---.‰d¤n ©“ §nŠ mya mb ezepkl ie`x dfd dztndyèd ,epptl zcnerd dzetnd dxrpd ìd beq dfi`n rcp eci-lry,dztnl `ypzy diaè dzetnd mikqz m` .dztnd mr oièypdoevxl deey did dpevxy oey`xd beqdn ìdy `zlin i`lbi` ixditlk dadè wyg hrn zegtd-lkl dala did `l m`y .dztnd`ypdl o`nz o`n m` mle` .el `ypdl dnikqn dzid `l ,dztnd,dpevx lr epevx z` gixkd dztndy `zlin i`lbi` ixd eldn oirk ède} .eze` dzyr qpeà hrnk dzyry dyrnd ezeè,‰èd qpe` dphw iezitŠ ‰bl zenai l‰fg exn`y`ly dxwnay aezkd xn`y dnn cenll yi jky d`xpe---.{y‰r

Š mlyl eilr ixd ,dztnl `ypzy diaè dxrpd enikqixdnkzlezadŠ sqk miyng i‰yxitk epiidc ‰aevw èdy...z` qtezd lv`

dnr akeye dlezadqpeàq¥pe` xcba hrnk èd dfd dztnd ixdy ,‰ .ezenk einelyze

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{hi:ak}** ecal ‡cl izla mxgi m ¦dŸl¡ l gafd‰ca} i‰yxite . :{midl`lxn`y eiykr ,mixg` aezkle yxtl jixv did midl ¥l cewp did el` dxf dcearl

oebk shga dcewp m` daizd y`xa zeynynd z‰iae c‰nl lky mixg` yxtl jixv oi` midl`ljln§l...jln dfi`l yxtl jixv...midl` lk midl ¥l oke rnyna mikln lk yxtn epi` mè

jln©l enk gzt dcewp ìdyk la` ycw elit` rnyn...jln dfià rcep...midl`l oke‡eke xg` mewna mdilr mzxdfedy oze`lipipra jlnd xg` ài ine .

z`fd oeylk aezkd qtz znà dnl zvw wcwcl yiy `l` .wecwcŠmidl`lŠ ernyny ‰xg` mewna mdilr mzxdfedy oze`loeylk qtz `le ,‰

mixac ‡qa epivny enke} ‰mixg`Š eixg` yxtle ‰midl`¥lŠŠ fi:lmixg` midl`¥l ziegzydeecva ezaeyz d`xpy `l` .{y‰r ‰

:yxit myy ,mxgi d‰c ,àd i‰yx ly exeaica`lde mxgi xn`p dnle xg` mewna dzin ea xn`p xak{d:fi mixac}yi`d z` z`vedeˆ ...`ly itl `l` ‡

gaefˆ o`k jl yxite à dzina zecear lk xn`z `ly dzin aiig dcear efi` lr yxit...‡deegzynde jqpnde xihwnd daxn ip` j` minyl mipta ziyrpd dcear dgiaf dn jl xnel

dxf dcear lkl mdilr miaiige mipta zecear ody...uaxnde cakn oebk zecear x`y la`dxdfà `l` dzina epi` wypnde stbndeexwir oi` df weqty `vnpe .

èdd aeigd mvr ixdy ,f‰r caerl dzind aeig mvr z` rinydldf weqty `l` .i‰yx ly eziiyewk mixac ‡qa èd aezk `ldefi` lr rinydle ,mixac ‡qay weqtl xeàe hexit siqedl àxaecny my aezk xaky oeikne .xeht efi` lre aiig dcear

Š {b weqt ,my} y‰nk mixg` midlàmixg` midl` cearie jlieixd ,‰Š rnyn `linne ‰midl`lŠ `l` aezkl jxved `l o`kmzxdfedy oze`l

xg` mewna mdilr‡ta `xwndy xn`p ji` w‰rvy `l` .l‰we .‰dnk yie .dxez dpynay `xwnd z` xànd ipy alyk èd mihtyn

.l‰nkè ,i‰yxita dfk ze`nbec

{gk:ak}**il ozz jipa xeka :i"yxit .odkd on mirlq ynga ezectl xg` mewna eilr dev xak `lde}- fh:gi gxw 't 'ebe dctz ycg oan eiecte{`l`

xn`py edcet mei miyly xg`l mc` xeka dn "jp`vl jxyl dyrz okŠ el jenql ick{my}'eke dwc dnda xeka s` ‰dctz ycg oan eiiecteŠoi`y '` llk dncwda 'r .

.ipyd weqtl ribny cr miweqt ipyay oipr ltkl qgiizdl ekxco`k mle` .gxw 'tay weqtn o`k dywn dnl oiadl jixv k"è

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" yxity dn wfgl ày d`xpil ozzxekad z` zzl ernynk epi`y "d"awd l`97" èdy `l` ,odkd on mirlq ynga ezectlìan df lre ."

{"ek zexeka 'qnae `zlikna} eywdy l"fg ziiyew mvrn dii`x" gxw 'ta y"nn df weqt lrdctz ycg oan eiiectedid `l ixdy ,"

" eyxit md s`y `l m` mdl dywil ozz`le oeict epiidc " .ynn dpizp

{f:ck}**dyrp 'c xac xy` lk exnìe 'ebe `xwie zixad xtq gwiernype" èd zixad-xtqy i"yxite .eehvpy zeevne dxez ozn cre ziy`xan

dxnampi` z"n cre ziy`xan miaezkd mixacd iaex dpd ."mixvn cearye zea`de ziy`xa-dyrn ixetiq `l` zeevn

" oeyla dlawd mda jiiy ji` oiadl jixv k"è .dle`bdedyrprnypeziy`xany l"pd mipiiprd lry dxe`kl gken dfny `l` ."

zn`l l"pd z` l`xyi-llk elawy zcgein dlaw dzid z"n crmihayde zea`d ly mdizecnk bdpzdl daeg mdilrye ezin`liac `pz} l"f exn`y dnl on`p xewn dfne .'eke oxdè dyneeribi izn cgè cg` lk mixne` eidi" {` oniq hk dax edilìk xwy ixaec it mzqie ."awrie wgvi mdxa` dyrnl iiyrn

dxezd ixetiq lk zzinà oin`dl epilr daeg oi`98.

** dnexz zyxt **

{k:dk}**'ebe dlrnl mitpk iyxt miaxkd eide :i"yxite .`ly `diy mdiy`x lv` dlrnl mideabe miyext `l` miakey mditpk dyrzllga migth dxyr

zxetkl mitpkd oiaydkqa `zi`ck dxyr xeryy xnel ezrcy d`xp oi` .itpky yxity dn lry `l` .`xwn ly eheytn rnyp migth

.97ycwnd zcearl ycw zcear lkl - il ozz jipa xeka" :epxetq 'r ."'eke mipdka k"g` didy enk dxez cenlzle

.98'gd ceqid" wlg wxt yix oixcdpq 'qn m"anxl dpynd yexit ahid 're ."'eke minyd on dxezd zeid

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" eid miaexkdmdiy`x lv` dlrnl mideabe miyextixacn dii`x ìan ,"" eidy `xnbdzxetkl mitpkd oiay llga migth dxyrdnn d`xp oke ."

" ,ekxck `ly ,exewn oeiva miiqydkqa `zi`ckoi` xnelk ,"l"fg zlawa èd exewny `l` ,`xwn ly eheyta xewn dfd xacl

.dkq 'qna edewizrde

{l:dk}**'ebe mipt mgl oglyd lr zzpe :c"à i"yxite .oipne mipdkd l` xenà miyxetn eizekxrn xcqe mgldrbep df oi` dxe`kl .

wfgl ick o`k df siqedy l"i ileè .o`k `xwn ly eheytl{eizeyw d"c hk weqt} yxity dn (` .lirlc eiyexitn miipy

" zexceqn eid zeywdymipwd oze` iab lr cg`d mgl ayiy mgl lk y`x lr'eke mgll mgl oia oilicanezeiwpndy {eizeiwpne d"c} yxity dn (ae ,"

" eidmgld zkxrn daeb cbpk daxd oglyd on dlrnl cr mideabe uxà zecner."oglyd lr mixceqn eid mingl daxdy gken el` miyexit ipyny

" aizk o`ke .zekxrnamglmewn dn k"è ,cg` mgl rnync "on mideab zeiwpna yi jxev dne mgll mgl oia elicaiy zeywl'ta aezky dnl i"yx oiiv df lr .zekxrnd daeb cbpk oglyd

" o`k y"ne .oglyd lr eid mingl daxd znày xen`mglèd "o`k yxit `l `xwndy `vnp f"tl dpd--.mingl daxdl llek my't cr dfa oizndy `l` ,mxeciqe mgld oipn z` dnexz 'ta`l` mxeciqe mgld oipn xkfp `ly xac seq `ly d`xpe .xenòipra ab`-jxca `l` llka mgld oipr xkfp `ly `l` ,ab`-jxca

{a:ck} xen` 'ta y"n oiieri .oglydzizk jf zif ony jil` egwiecinz xp zlrdl xe`nl :i"yxite .`l devz dzè zyxte ,zexpd zevn zyxt ef

"'eke dxepnd jxev yxtl okynd zk`ln xcq lr `l` dxn`p'ixza aizk dpde .{d:ck} mgld izy oipr 'ebe zelg dxyr mizy dz` zitè zlq zgwle.

k"b jiiy l"pd xe`nl onyd oipra i"yxity dny heyt d`xpe`l` mgld xkfp `l devz dzè 'tay epiidc .mgld oiprl

" ab`-jxcakokynd zk`ln xcq lrxen` 'tae .oglyd jxev yxtl "'ta xikfd `l `xwndy myke .dihxt lkl mgld zevn zyxt ìdoipn z` xikfd `l i"yx jk ,ab`-jxca `l` mgld oipr z` devz`xwna el didy iyew wlql ab`-jxca `l` mxeciqe mgld

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miptd-mgl xkfed `ly dnn èd l"pd lkl reiq cer---.l"pkeonwl izexrd 're .{fh-i:fl} ldwie 'ta oglyd ziiyr lv`citwz z` xàl aezkd oepbq devz-dnexz zeiyxtay {bi:gk}aezkd oi` icewt-ldwie zeiyxta k"`yn ,mzilkze okynd-ilkxkfp `ly l"pd t"r dpde .mzxeve milkd xneg z` `l` xànjxev z` yxtl ick `l` dnexz 'ta oglyd oipra miptd-mgl`ly dn oaen ixd ,ezilkze eciwtz z` xàl epiidc ,oglydz` xikfdl aezkd jxc oi` myy ,ldwie 'ta llk mgld xkfp

.milkd ciwtz

{h:ek}** zltke cal zrixid yy zè cal zŸrixid yng z` zxageld`d ipt len l` ziyyd drixid z`:{‡eke len l` d‰c} i‰yxite .

gztd cbpk gxfnay jqnd lr letke ielz did dagx ivglr sirva dqeknd drepv dlkl dnecdipt {fh:`} mixiyd-xiya aezky dn mr xyw dfl yiy d`xp .jpd

dpprx epyxr s` mirp s` icec dti :{‡eke epyxr s` d‰c} i‰yxite .lr xn`py dt jil` mivawp mlek mdy epizepaae epipaa epyxr dpprx dpd jizenirp ici`xwie}

{c:gdcrd ldwzeˆ... ‡dhn iexw okynddnlyly ezhn dpdˆ xn`py ...‡99oke ycwnd...l`xyi ly oiiaxe oiixt ody100oiixt èd okyndy oeike .

ixd .drepv dlkl dnci ezqipkay ie`x ,l`xyi ly oiiaxe‡iq r‰d` r‰ya y‰nk} zeaxle zextl ick dy` `yil mc` aiigdiixtl ilk el dyr ¥ze dizepetv el dlbz ìdy iptly `l` ,{`dipt sè zilkza drepv ìdy ‰dlkd ztewzŠ yi ,diiaxedtewz lr blcl xqend one qenipd on epiè .sirva zeqeknycwnc o`n cibpn axc ‡ap zenai ‡qn ‡nba exn`y oirke} ef,okynl qpkp mc` oi` .lynpd èd jk lynd oirke .{dìaaxry z` xeari èdy cr ,l`xyi ly diiaxde diixtd oern èdy

.99Š {a:ì} a miklna df oirk d`xzehnd xcgai‰yxity ‰ :iycw zia ziilramiycwd... my lr zehnd xcg dze` `xewe {bi:` mixiyd-xiy}‡eke ‡oili icy oiaˆ .y‰r ,

.100onf lkc ixinbeŠ ‰bq oiaexr ‡qna `xnbd xn`n itl oaen df oipr‡qa y‰re} ‰dhnd yinyza oixeq` onewna `ly oiiexy dpikye oex`yìd w‰ndiaa dpikyd z`xydy `vnp .{dfa wcwcl yiy dn miig zxezyinyza mixeq` dicrla ixdy ,l`xyi ly oiiaxe oiixt lkl znxebd

.dhnd

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ly sirva dqeknd drepv dlkl ezeripva dnec èdy dqipkd.r‰ve .dipt

{a-`:fk}**zygp ez` zitve...mihy ivr gafnd z` ziyre. :{‡eke zitve d‰c} i‰yxite xn`py gvn zefr lr xtkl{c:gn diryi}

‡dyegp jgvneˆmicwdl jixve .lkyen jxca ef dxtk oiadl d`xp .ietivdy i‰yx ly ezii`x z` l‰f cecl likyn lra xìay dn

Š ick did dfdgvn zefr lr xtklsqkn ecaril ok `l m`cŠ :l‰fe ,‰o`ka i‰yx jxved jkle zexiyr mewna zeipr oi` `dc adfneoi` zxaqy d`xp dpde---.‰miietvd lkn ith `nrh` ixecd`lmrh ywal i‰yx z` dgixkd ìdy xac seq `l ‡eke zeipr,dpwqnde zn`d itl s`y `l` .miietivd x`yn xzei df ietivalr xtkl gafnd ly zyegp-ietivl gk zpzepd ìd ef `xaq`heg mc` oi` ixd .oaxw aixwnd `hegd ly egvn-zefrepevxae ekxva aygzdl eipt fird ok m` `l` oaxw aiigznedeev dfly d`xpe .‡zi e`xea ly eieeive epevxn xzei elyze`xay .zyegp-dtevn gafn lr oaxw ìaie `hegd ybiy aezkdxxeyd llkd zexnl ,jxrd-zegt xnega dtevn gafnd z` `hegdzezigt z` eal l` miyi ,zexiyr mewna zeipr oi`y ycwnaepaxw z` aixwie ,èhgl el dnxby egvn-zefr zè ,ely ekxrmingxa epaxw z` e`xea lawi df i‰re ,al-oexaye daeyz jeznlr xtik gafnd ly zyegpd-ietivy `vnpe .el glqie

.`hegd ly egvn-zefr

** devz zyxt **

{i:gk}**mixzepd dyyd zeny zè zg`d oa`d lr mznyn dyymzclezk zipyd oa`d lr .:{mzclezk d‰c} i‰yxiteoae`x eclepy xcqk

sqei oleaf xkyyi xy` cb dipyd lre zg`d lr ilztpe oc dcedi iel oernyoky `ln oinipaezgè zg` lka zeize` d"k ezclez mewna aezk èd .zeize` d‰k ly oipr

mpi` dxe`kl ,`ln oinipa my zaizk oipr mbe ,oa` lka

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oiprae .mxikfn i‰yx dnl r‰v k‰è ,`xwn ly eheytn mirnypcecl likyn lra azky dn itl cer r‰v `ln ‰oinipaŠ zaizkzexizia wqrzdl i‰yx ly ekxc oi`y {ì:h} awr ‡ta l‰f,`xwn ly eheyta iyew ayiil jk i‰r ày mewna `l` zexiqgemy azkp `ly o`k k‰è .{fk:b a miklnl izexrd ‡re} y‰ri‰yxl el did `l dxe`kl ,xqg `le `ln `l ,llk oinipalr zelrdl xyt` didy ‡ky m‰`x ‡r mle`---.oipra wqrzdl

Š yexity zrcdmzclezk‰ èd mipa`d lr mihayd zeny excqpyitk excqpy e` ,cgè cg` lkn e`viy mi`v`vd xtqn ieaix itkoa ciled xirvd oernyy xyt`y ,mdipa z` md eciledy xcqdipyn iwet`l i‰yx àe .‡cke xekad oae`x ok dyry iptl

Š zln yexit rawe ,dl` miyexitmzclezkmihayd zeny excqpy ‰ahid ‡r ,‰mcle ¦dkŠ èd dyexity epiidc ,eclep mdy xcqd itk

l‰f m‰`xd oeyl101i‰yx à `l mvray d`xp eixac itle .zg` lk lr eidy zeize`d xtqn z` eprinydl df xeaicayxtl ày `l` ,`ln ‰oinipaŠ my zaizk z` `l mbe ,mipa`dn

Š zlnmzclezk .‰oiprae xtqnd oipra i‰yx ìady dn lkeŠ zlna eyexit z` wfgl ick `l` did `l ,`lnd aizkdmzclezk‰

df jezny .zenyd zaizk ote` z` epl ex`zy l‰fg ixac jeznmy eazk oa` lka zeize` d‰k milydl ickay l‰f exn`y

Š riten èdy enk `ln ‰oinipaŠezclez mewnaziy`xaa èdy} ‰Š yexit oi`y epcnl ixd {gi:dlmzclezkllyy miyexit mze`k ‰

epiidc ,‰mcle ¦dkŠ èd eyexity `l` ,lirlck l‰f m‰`xd mzeì‰yx oi` mlerle .eclepy zra mzaizkk e` ,eclepy xcqk e`ly eheytn rnypd itk `l` mipa`d zipazl qgiizn{‡el} dheq ‡qna `xnbd ziibeqn d`xp df lkl jnqe---.`xwn

.101yexit did m`y ,i‰p dix` dcedi xnk ipan izrny ipyd yexitd zlilyŠmzclezk`l ixdy ,mezq xacd did ,mdipa z` mihayd eciledy xcqk ‰

à `le ,mdipa z` mihayd eciled ea xcqd z` `xwna mewn meya epivnexcqpy ,oey`xd yexitd zlily z` ,mle` .yxtl `l` mezql o`k aezkd

.r‰ve ,iz`vn `l cer ,mdizeiqelke` ieaix itk mdizeny

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exewn z` i‰yx a`y dpnny102mipa` izyŠ :{‡el} my opiqxb .mihay xyr mipy zenye...eitizk lr lecb odkl el eid zeaehmzenyn dyy xn`py ef oa` lr dyye ef oa` lr dyy mdilr aezk

'ebe zg`d oa`d lriptn mzeclezk dpey`x `le mzeclezk dipymcwen dcediy :{mzclezk d‰c} my i‰yxite .‰ozcil xcqk dyy

ozcil xcq edf oinipae sqei oleafe xkyyi xyè cb oxcqk mipexg`dda eazkp mipey`x dyyedcedin ueg ozcil xcqk ilztpe oc iele oerny oae`x dcedizecb`-iyecig y‰re .

ixack dcedi z` micwd `ly z‰dr i‰yxit lr xirdy `‰yxdn`l ynega i‰yxeŠ ‡ky `l` ,melk dfa `‰yxdn uxiz `le ,`xnbd.l‰pk èd z‰dr i‰yx ixac aeyiiy d`xp mle` .y‰r ,‰wc,eihxt-ihxt lkl zenyd zaizk ote` z` x`zl i‰yx à `ly ixd

Š zln yexit reawl ày `l`mzclezkl‰fg ixac jezn dpde .‰z` i‰yx `vn ,zenyd zaizk ly dihxt-ihxt z` epl ex`zy

Š zln yexitmzclezki‰yx ìad jk myle .mzlawe mzrc itl ‰llkdn bxeg dcedi my xeciqy df hxtay `l` .mdixac z`,`xnbd ixac xg` i‰yx wcwc `l ,eclepy itk excqp zenydy.Ellk l‰f mdy llkdn `vei mey oi` eli`k mdixac z` ìadezaizk ote` z` x`zl i‰yx ly ewqr oi`y meyn l‰pk èd mrhde

Š zln z` yxtl `l` eihxt-ihxt lkl zenydmzclezklka r‰ve .‰.df

{bi:gk} cet`d oipr seqa aizk** izyezexyxyxedh adf

'ebe" .zexyxyaizk oygd oipra onwle .o"iyix izya " {ak:gk} oygd lr ziyrezeyxy'ebe zelab " .zeyxy.zicigi y"ixa "

" .od zepeyl izyy {zeyxy d"c ak weqt} yxit i"yxezexyxy"" la` ,‰zlylyŠ dpynd oeylk èdzeyxyenk ‰yxeyŠ oeyl èd "

Šielz didi mday oygl oifig`n eidi el` s` uxà rwzdle fg`dl oli`l oifig`nd oli` iyxeycetà,‰ gfi `ly ick did zezeard zilkz xwiry d`xpe .d"yr

cet`d zetzka zepezp ody wx ,cet`l zeynyn opi` la` .oygdze`xwp cet`d oipra okle .gfi `ly oygl ynyl elkeiy ick

.102 .minl` giyn ‡qa o`k ‡r

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Šzexyxydyrn ody xnegde zi`xnd my lr ,zlyly oeyl èdy ‰Š ze`xwp oygd oipra la` .zlylyk drilwzeyxyoeyl ‰

‡ta dpde---.oygd gfi `ly dlertde zilkzd my lr oli`-yxyŠ my xkfp `l {hl wxt} icewtzeyxymrt e`xwpy `l` ,llk ‰

ŠzexyxyŠ mrte {eh weqta} ‰adfd zzard izy ‰.{fi weqta}dyrn lr xetiqd `l` ieevd epi` myy meyn d`xp mrhdemy-lr milkd my z` zepkl èd aezkd oepbq okle ,diiyrd.drilw i‰r eyrpe zlylyk ze`xp ody ,cala xnegde zi`xndick èdy ciwtzde zilkzd my-lr mzepkl llk my oipr oièieevd èd myy dnexz ‡ta wxe .cet`d lrn oygd gfi `ly

Š myd jiiyzeyxyjky d`xp znàe---.ciwtzde zilkzd y‰r ‰oia aezkd oepbqa milwd miiepiyd on daxdl gztnd èd,icewt-ldwie zeiyxtay df oial devz-dnexz zeiyxt,ciwtzd y‰r milkd my zepkl aezkd oepbq devz-dnexzay.xnegde zi`xnd y‰r milkd z` dpkn oepbqd icewt-ldwieae

oeyl-iepiycg`Š oeyl oia l‰pd èd zeyxyŠ oeyle ‰zexyxy.‰zipyŠ mya oygd `xwpy dn èd ,htynd oygdevz ‡ta ‰

Š `l` `xwp epi` icewt ‡tae ,{l,eh:gk}oygd.{hl wxt} mzq ‰i‰yxity enk ,ciwtzd z` yibcn aezkd devz ‡tay meyn d`xpe

Š myoicd lewlw lr xtknyŠ e` ‰zn` ezghade eixac xxany‡ta k‰`yn ,‰oeyla enye ,cbad zi`xn z` ricedl `l` à aezkd oi` icewt

.‰oygŠ èd zixarziyilydevz ‡tay ,zerabnd oipra èd {n:gk} aizk ceakl mdl dyrz zerabnezx`tzleaizk icewt ‡tae .

{fk:hl} zèix`tyy zrabnd l‰f i‰yx ixacl ep` mikixv dfae . :yxityzexètnd zerabnd zerabnd zx`tzdà `ly ezpeek d`xpe .

Š zlnix`t`l` ,zx`tz myl ody zerabnd ly ociwtz lr zexedl ‰zxètn zi`xna eyrpy ozi`xn lr zexedl103à devz ‡ta wxe .

.103Š mya hiykz my xikfny {k:b} diryi ‡rmi ¦x ¥ §R ©d :i‰yxite ,‰mebxz‡zerabnd ix`tˆ enk ‡ìlilkˆŠ zlny dl` eixacn d`xp .ix`tly mvrd-my èd ‰

Š ièl-my mr dxeza dày `l` ,df hiykzzerabnd-ix`t ,‰i‰yxitk `lcezlny ynega Šix`tŠ xèz-my ìd ‰zexètnd zerabndmiyexitd ipyl j` .‰Š zln oiìx`t .w‰ece .cbad ly ezilkze eciwtz z` ricedl dà ‰

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Š èdy zerabnd ly ociwtz z` ricede aezkdzx`tzle ceakl.‰ziriaxz` aezkd riced devz ‡tay .miiqpknd oipra èd

{an:gk} y‰nk ,miiqpknd ly mzilkz ca iqpkn mdl dyrexya zeqkldexr,eyrp epnny xnegd z` `l` riced `l icewt ‡ta la` .

{gk:hl} y‰nkxfyn yy cad iqpkn zèèd oepbqd-iepiy mrhe ..df lka oiire .l‰pd lkk

{el:gk}**'ebe uiv ziyre{uiv d"c} i"yxit . adf ly qh oink didzerav` izy agexof`l of`n gvnd lr siwn " didy dn .zerav` izy agex"

"bq zay 'qna `zi`ck l"fg zlaw èdy `l` n"ytn rnyp epi`wc uivd didy yxtl drhp `ly ick eìad i"yxy d`xpe .y"r

" oeylk xr ¥Ÿykiy`x ziviva{b:g l`wfgi} "104agx didy ezii`xe ." `tiqa y"nn èd hrn'cl ycw mzg igezt eilr zgztewc did eliè ,"

ezii`xy t"rè .mzeg igezit eilr gztl xyt` did `l xrykoniqa elit`} ligznd xeaica eìad `l ,`tiqn did i"yx lyji` uivd zxev xwir yxtl ìd ezpeek lky iptn {"'ebe"

.d`xp

{a:hk}** migyn zevn iwiwxe onya zlela zvn zlge zevn mgle‡ebe onya.:i‰yxite ìd ‡zevn mglˆ .oiwiwxe zelge dkeax oipin ‡b el` ixd

oipra dhnl diexwd{bk:hk}zelgd cbpk dkeaxa ony ozepy my lr ‡ony mgl zŸlgˆ oiwiwxdezelg xyr xyr mià oipind lkexyr mià oipind lky xewnd .

dcez ingln zegpnd lk ecnl myy ,e‰r zegpna èd xyrekxcn df oi` mle` .`‰ebe m‰`xa o`k ‡re y‰r ,epivn-dna`xwn ly eheytn mirnypd mze` `l` zekld ihxt ìadl i‰yx lydxe`kl epivn-dna cnlp èdy dfk xace .{a llk dncwd 'r}

`xwn ly eheyt lr cqein epi`105i‰yx eìan dnl a‰v k‰è .Š o`k `xwpy dny i‰yxity dna ecva ezaeyzy d`xpe---.o`kmgl

zŸevnŠ mya {bk weqt} oldl `xwpd èd èd ‰ony mgl z©lg} ‰my lr

.104 .xvwd yexit `xfr oa` o`k 'r

.105ynzyn i‰yx oi`Š :{1 llk ,eh wxt} ‰i‰yx illkŠ xtqa cqi oke .‰`xwn ly eheyta mewn el oi` ik ,{‰epivn dnŠ} df cenila

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oiwiwxde zelgd cbpk dkeaxa ony ozepyzexnl ixdy ,zvw dyw df dpde .{miax oeyla i`cee od dpexg` o`k miiepnd mingld ipy zenyy

Š}onya migyn zŸevn iwiwxe onya zŸlela zŸvn zŸlg,oey`xd mgld my ixd {‰ŠzŸevn mglŠ zlny ,cigi oeyl èdy xnel xyt` ,‰zŸevnepi` ‰

cigi mgl xnelk ,xèz my èdy `l` ,mingl ieaix lr dxenŠ mya oldl `xwpd edfy xnel dyw k‰è .zŸevn ly beqdnz©lg

ony mgl,beqd eze`n cg` mgln xzei didy gken myn ixdy .‰Š aizk ixdy ony mgl zlgezg`zevnd lqn...dxez daiigy oeikny ,‰

dlg zgwlzg`lry d`xpe .zg`n xzei lqa yiy gxken ,lqd on :miiqn i‰yxy èd dfzelg xyr xyr mià oipind lkeoeikn xnelk .

mixkfpd mipind lky {mdl zexeqnd mikxcd zgà} l‰fx ecnlyo`k `xwpy dny xnel yi xity ixd ,zelg xyr xyr eà o`k

ŠzŸevn mglŠ mya {bk weqt} oldl `xwpd èd èd ‰ony mgl z©lg,‰Š .mingl ieaix lr mixen miiepikd ipy ixdyony mgl z©lg‰

iepikd sè .xàzp xaky enk mingl ieaix lr dxen oldlcŠzŸevn mglŠ zlnn rnyny enk mingl ieaix lr dxen o`kay ‰zŸevn‰

.miax oeyla èdy

{k:hk}**oda lre zipnid eipa of` jepz lre oxd` of` jepz lr dzzpe'ebe zipnid mlbx oda lre zipnid mcid"c} i"yxit . :{mci odalcebd

irvn`d wxtae" didz mcd zpizpy siqedy dna r"v .irvn`d wxta,"l"ed `le `xwn ly eheytn ecnll oi` df xac dxe`kl ixdylirl yxity dn z` wfgl `l` eìad `ly xytè .eìadl i"yxl

" zlnajepz" èdy "o"excph oixewy of`d jezay irvn`d xcb qegqdède ."r"a`x 'r} ofe`d iletiya jxd xyad èdy miyxtn yil cebipawxt ecnly mipdk zxezd ixac z` i"yx ìan df lre .{b"qxejepzdy edl `xiaqc gken dfny .jepzn `ywida odac irvn`d

.ezizgza `le ofe`d zirvnà èd

{ck:hk}**'ebe dtepz mz` ztpde:{dtepz d"c} i"yxite .zerx zegexe zeiprxt zlhane zakrn dtepze ely mlerd zegex rax`y inl ìane jilen

mirx millh zakrne ely ux`de minydy inl cixene dlrn dnexzly ekxc oi` .

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d`xpy `l` .jix`d o`ke ,zeevnd inrha wqrzdl l"f i"yx" zln yxtl ezpeek xwirydtepz" èdy "ìane jilen" zlne "dnexz"

" èdycixene dlrn ,"df lre .{orlw ¨ y} `nlra reprpa ic `le" ìd dtepzdy l"fg exn`y dnn dii`x ìanmlerd zegex rax`y inl

'eke ely" ìd dnexzde "'eke ely ux`de minydy inljixvy d`xp dfny ,"ic `le ,uxè miny itlke zegexd rax`n cg` lk itlk sipdl

.`nlra reprpa

{`n:hk}**'ebe ggip gixl dl dyrz dkqpke xwad zgpnk. :{ggip gixl d"c} i"yxite .lilk dlk mikqp zgpny xn`p dgpnd lrxcqe

xn`py dgpnd jk xgè dlgza mixa`d mzaxwd{fl:bk xen` 't}‰dgpne dlerŠ .xcq z` xàl--`xwn ly eheyt z` eyxta--o`k d`x dn wcwcl yidnn gkeny enk ,ef dyxta xkfp `ly zihxt dkld èdy ozaxwddnl wcwcl yi `qib jci`le .xen` 'tn di`x ìadl jxvedyzncew dlerdy o`k gken `ld ,xen` 'tn engl wegxn ìanyxity xg`ny l"i ileè---.{n-hl miweqt 'r} mikqp zgpnl

"cggip gixldnvr ipta gk dl yiy c"q ,dgpnd lr i`w "106ìde " ixdy ,ggip gix xwirggip gixlmiyakd iab `le dab aizk "107.

dnicwd hytn yi dgpnl ile`y ozaxwd xcqa wtzqdl yi k"èz` micwdl yi jtidl `nlc e` .gegipd gix xwir ìdy iptn.rxkd oi` o`k miweqtdne .'eke ycwa oilrn meyn dlerd

.r"ve .xen` 'ta aezkdn ezii`x ìan okle

{g:l}**'ebe dpxihwi miaxrd oia zxpd z` oxd` zlrdae. :{dpxihwi d"c} i"yxitemiaxrd oia xihwn qxte zixgy xihwn qxt mei lka.

mxh `ld ,`cg .dxhwdd xery epricedl i"yx ày d`xp oiìck da eidy mipnnqd zenk zè zxehwd ziiyr ote` z` eprny

.106.i"yx wiicn 'q 'r

.107" aizk o`ky iiga epax wiicy dnn dfl reiq zvwDkqpkeqgpt 'tae "" aizkekqpke{xkf 'l èdy} xwead ly ekqpk èd yexitd myy uxize ,"

ìd dgpndy ixd .y"r {daiwp 'l ìdy} dgpnd ly Dkqpk yexitd o`ke .dil` milth dl yiy xwir

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enk ivg èdy} qxt èd dnke mei lkl dpnn ribn dnk rcpymelk o`k epricen i"yx oi` k"è .{miyxtnd o`k eyxityzixgya qxt oipr oi` dxe`kl ixd ,cere .dxhwdd xery oiprai"yx dnl k"è ,`xwn ly eheyta o`k xkfp 'eke

" aezky dn i"yxl dyw didy d`xp mle`---.eìandpxihwiizy ":{f weqt} aizk lirlc .minrtminq zxhw oxd` eilr xihwde xwaa xwaa

zxpd z` eaihidadpxihwi" yexit dpde .dpxihwilr i`wc rnyn ""minq zxhwminqd zxehw z` xihwiy epiidc ,`yixa xkfpd "

" mrtd cer aizk o`ke .xwaa miaxrd oiadpxihwiz` xihwiy ,"miiaxrd-oia xihwi ji` dyw k"è .miiaxrd-oia zxehwd dze`t"r i"yx uxiz df lre ?xwaa xhwed xaky zxehwd dze` zòteà miwlgl zxehwd z` ewlgy {'f-"e zezixk 'r} l"fx ixacqxt exihwd ineid wlg eze`ne ,mei lkl ribd cg` wlgyxwead-wlgy oeikne .miiaxrd-oia qxte xwaa {eivg epiidc}

cg` mly mvrn miwlg mdipy miiaxrd-oia wlge108`vnp ixd ,.miiaxrd-oia mrtd cer eze` exihwd xwaa exihwdy dny

" aizk xityedpxihwimiinrt "109 .

** `yz-ik zyxt **

**{eh:l} lr xtkl ‡c znexz z` zzl lwyd zivgnn hirni `lmkizeytp.:{c:à} i‰yxite cgè cg` lk epzpe okynd zacpa eligzdyk o`pny

.108zxehwd zxhwdy i"yxl l"qc mipexg`d egikedy dnl mi`zn dfy d`xpjlnl dpyn 'r .b"ixz oipnn od zg` devn olek miiaxrd-oiae xwaag-d 'nr 'a wlg ftne adfn 'q 're .'g 'ld 'a wxt ycwnd ilk 'ld'q lr m`x zetrez xeà mya ìady dn ('f 'nr) d"yre .jix`dy

.mi`xi.109.miig min xàa df oirk 'r

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xkkd z`nl dlre lwyd zivgn...‡eke mipc`d eyrp mdnei‰yxit oke . :{‡eke eze` zzpe c‰à} fh weqta zekixàmzepnl deehvpy zcnl

dtbn mda qpkpy iptn lbrd dyrn xg` okynd zacp zlgza...lr daiagd o`vl lynxac da ltpy dilra...ricedl mda exzep dnk rce ip`v z` dpn jnn dywaa drexl el xn`

‡eke eilr daiag ìdy :{cren ld` zcear lr d‰cae} .ea eyrpy mipc` od.mzyecw èd okynd zyecw ceqiy d`xp l‰f eixac llkn dlerdelr xtkl ick lwyd-zivgn ozp l`xyin cg` lk ixdy .l`xyi lymewnd iptl ezeaiag lr ricedl icke {eh weqta y‰nk} eytpokynd-ipc` eyrp elld milwydne .{f‰h weqta i‰yxity enk}lk ly ezyecwn zraep okynd zyecwy `vnpe .okynd ceqi mdyziyrnd dpigan ik xnŸ p oiprd zxdadle---.l`xyin cgè cg`lrtzdy i`ceea okynd zexvga xwia xy` il`xyid yi` ixddpikyd z`xyd mvrne oipad-itei zx`tzn dyecw ly zelrtzdèd xacd ixd mipiiprd-ly-myxy zpigan mle` .mewnayeze` ly ezyecwa zyxyene dielz okynd zyecw lky .jtidlceqi ly mipc`d lk ixdy .eixag l`xyi lke il`xyid yi`z` ricedl jxrpy oipnd eze` ly mixetikd-sqkn eyrp okyndiptl miaiage miyecw l`xyi eid `l mè .l`xyi ly mzag

okynl èti` mewn did `l ,d‰a mewnd110onwl aizk dpde---. {bi:`l}mkipiae ipia ìd ze` ik exnyz izzay z` j` xn`l i‰pa l` xac dzè

mkycwn ‡c ip` ik zrcl mkizxcl :{‡eke j` d‰c} i‰yxite .eidzy t‰r`} dk`lnd zefixfa oifixfe oitecxokynd oipa ly‡eke diptn dgcz l` zay {. :{ìd ze` ik d‰cae}‡eke mka izxgay epipia ìd dlecb ze`d‰cae} .

:{zrclmkycwn ‡c ip` ik da zene`d`vnp l‰f eyexit itl dpde .ly mzyecwa `xw miiqe zaya okynd zk`ln zripna `xw gztct‰r`Š :l‰dfa mipiiprd xeyiw z` xìay epxetq ‡re .l`xyioze` egcz `le exenyz izezay z` n‰n okynd zk`ln lr izievyze`d df elwlwz mè {mkipiae ipia ìd ze` ik} dliayad`xpe .‰mkkeza ipkyl okyn zeyrl mewn mey oi` {zay}

.110" k:dn l`wfgi lr i"yx oeyl f"tl oaeiziad mixtekn l`xyiy onfayxtekn"epizea` zia" mya w"ndia dpekny dn oaei cere .d"yr,"

:i"yxite ,dl:i dingpaepizea` zyecw zia ìdy .

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oeikny .i‰yx zrca lirl xèand xe`l c`n oaen exeàyzyecwy oeikne ,l`xyi ly mzyecw èd okynd zyecw ceqiy

Š y‰nk} zayd z` mzxinya dielz l`xyimkipiae ipia ìd ze` ik...ikmkycwn ‡c ip`letz ixd zayd z` l`xyi ellgi m`y `vnp ,{‰

.okynd zyecwl ceqi ynyl mzyecw lkez `le ,dzbxcnn mzyecw,okynd oipaa wqrzdl ick zay llgl oekp oi`y i`ceea k‰èzhiy lr wlegy o‰anx ‡re---.oade .okyn oi` zay oi` m`y

Š zln dà `ly o‰anxl l‰qe .df weqt yexita i‰yxj`hrnl ‰xzeny ,zay zxinyn ytp gewit hrnl `l` ,okynd zk`lnn zay

zaya ezeyrl111xeqi` znày i‰yx zrc xìay `‰eb ‡re .Š zln xeziin ol `wtp `l zaya okynd zk`lnjèheytn `l` ‰

t‰r`y xnel ,okynd zk`ln xg`l zay zxiny dazkpy ,`xwn lymlerle .zayd z` exnyz n‰n okynd zk`lna miweqr eidzy`wtp ytp-gewt xzidy o‰anx ly eyexitl i‰yx ly eyexit dcen

Š zln xeziin olj`zericd lkly `vnpe---.`‰eba d‰yr .‰fnxpy dne .zaya ytp gewit xzid lr mb fnxl à dfd weqtdixd .lirl xèand xe`l oiadl d`xp ,o`ka `weec df xacl`xyi ly mzyecwe ,l`xyi ly mzyecw èd okynd zyecw ceqizayd z` ellgi `ly dxez dxn` okle ,zayd z` mzxinya dielzlkez `le mzyecw lwlwzz ixd ok eyri m`y ,okynd zk`lnaà df lre .l‰pk lkde .okynd zyecwl ceqi ynyl mzyecw

Š zlnn fnxdj`ly ytpd-gewit liaya zayd z` llgl xzeny ‰èd x`yi l`xyi eze` ly eytp zlvd i‰ry epiidc .l`xyidf liaya wxe .okynd zyecwl dyecw ezyecw siqeze ,ezyecwala` .okynd zyecwl siqen èd dfa ik ,zayd z` llgl xzen

.oade .xeq` èd okle ezyecwn rxeb èd zayd lelig mzq

{hi:l}**mdilbx zè mdici z` epnn eipae oxd` evgxe .

.111`l` dhwp `l dxe`kl ,zaya dlin-zixa xzid mb o‰anx xikfdy dneznà la` .zay zxinyn hrnl xyt`y mixacd on èdy `nlra `nbecl‡re .‰alw-‰`lw zay ‡qn ‡r .`pixg` `xwn `l` ol `wtp `kdn e`l

.l‰nkè .o‰anxa ahid

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:i"yxite'eke eilbxe eici ycwn did zg` zaa'edc xàn dix` xeba ." y"n i"yxl ìywmdici" iptl "mdilbxoiè ycewa oilrn `de "

.y"r ,olek z` ycwn did zg` zaay i"yxit okle ,oicixendid `l ,'eke oilrnc ìyew jd e`l i`c `"ebd ixacn rnynmpi`y mixaca miilbxe miici yeciw zekld ihxta wqrzn i"yx

.minrt dnk xak izazky enke ,`xwn ly eheytn mirnyp

{ek:l}** 'ebe cren ld` z` ea zgyne :i"yxite .oink zegiynd lk'eke zipeei s"klirl yxity dn iptn df ìadl jxvedy xyt` .

" dgynd-ony ly onyd oidy {ck weqt}"wtiq epi` oixwird z` jeql,geynl dgynd-onya wtiq did ji` 'il ìyw did df t"ry .y"rl"fg ixac eìada uxiz df lre .eilk lk zè cren-ld` z`lk z` ekq `ly zxne` z`f .zipeei s"k oink dzid dgiyndyony hrnay `l` .onya wtiq did `l znà k"`y ,milkd ghy

.dfd hrna ice ,zipeei s"k oink eyr

{`:al}**eil` exnìe oxd` lr mrd eldwie...dyn yyea ik mrd `xie'ebe epiptl ekli xy` mid-el` epl dyr mewekli xy` d"ca} i"yxite .

:{epiptlmdl eei` daxd zedel`ly `hg did lbrd-`hgy dfn rnyne .d`xp oke .d"yr 'eke eplrd xy` d"ca rnyn oke .dxf-dcear

Š {h:bl} t"dr dkxad z`f 'ta i"yxitnjzxn` exny ik.y"r ‰,'eke jiz`ved xy` d"c seqa {a:k} exzi 't i"yxa r"re

Š zxac lr exar lbrd-`hgay my rnynyjl didi `lepiidc ‰dl`y {k:al} onwl i"yxity dnn d`xp oke .y"r dxf-dcear.y"r zgcpd xir htynk siiqa epecp d`xzde micra e`hgyo`k jix`d o"anxdy t"rè---.f"r ìd zgcpd xir `hg ixdebidpn gkl `l` f"rl mi`hegd zaygn zligz dzid `l ik xàld"c `k:al} onwl `"ebdn rnyny t"rè ,d"yr dyn ly enewnaz` ecar seqaly d`xp n"n ,dfl dcen i"yxy {'eke mixeqi dnk

{g:al} aezky enk .ynn f"rk lbrdel eegzyie dkqn lbr mdl eyr'ebe el egafiet"kre .{'eke itykn eà d"c c:al `"eba r"re}

oke .f"rc ediixfia` did lbrd-`hgy dcen o"anx s`y d`xp

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{`k:al} aezky dnn d`xp'ebe dfd mrd jl dyr dn oxd` l` dyn xnìe. :i"yxitedf `hg mdilr ìaz `ly cr jexqiy zlaq mixeqi dnkdywde .

bxdiy mi`hgd on dfd `hgd ik ipira oekp eppièŠ :o"anxxeari `le bxdiy azky dnn dpde .‰‡eke xeari `le mdilrji` milèy miax dpde---.ediixfia` t"kr e` f"r didy rnynskizy `zwinr `xial `nx `xbi`n drc-xec xacnd xec eltpd`xnd lk ike .lbrd-`hga elykp z"ne ipiq-xd cnrn ixg`t"kr exnyiy ick myex mdilr dyr `l mdipir ena e`x xyòpgzè 'ta aezky dn t‰r xàl d`xpe---.ddnz` .xeng `hgn

{dl:c}ecaln cer oi` miwel`d èd 'c ik zrcl z`xd dz` :i"yxite .ozpykmipezgzd z` rxw jk mipeilrd z` rxwy myke miriwx dray mdl gzt dxezd z` d"awd

'eke icigi èdy e`xe :{hi:d} zexacd 'i xg` aizkc cer y"re .z`'ebe sqi `le lecb lew ltxrde oprd y`d jezn...'c xac dl`d mixacd:i"yxite .

ianet ezeà ze`xdl siqed `le ‡sqi `leˆ `"czelbzdy `vnp df lkne .`le eiptl dzid `ly dcna ipiq-xda dìyl dribd 'c cegiiipy md rxde aehd ik reci ceqi dpde .mlerl eixg` didzdpde .ef znerl ef ly qgia dfl df miqgiizn xy` zegekikŠ :{rxi` `le d"ca d:d} zea` 'qna aeh-mei zetqezd oeylcg`yke .miaie` ipyk df mr df mihhewzn rxd xvie aehd xvieil` dzlk ik eze`xa ecnr lr wfgzi gvepn zeidl aexw odnmixac exacie ewfgzi ozxiht zra miyp`d on daxde drxdoiprd èd jky d`xpe .‰'eke miìxa md el`k miaehdcna 'c cegii zelbzdl l`xyi ekf dxez-ozn zra .lbrd-`hgamlv` xxerzp `teb df meyn `weece .mlerny dlecb xzeiddryay jxcd ìd jk ik .'c cegii ly jtidd èdy f"rc `xvirxd-xvi lczyd drya da ,xexiad zilkza mdl xxazd 'c-cegiiydid jke .f"r epiidc ipyd dvwl mxiardl dnevr zelczydik `yz-ik 'ta i"yxita epivn jk znàe---.lbrd z` ecaryenk .ohy ly egkn mi`xep miyrn i"r mdl à lbrd-`hg

:{yyea ik d"c `:al} i"yxityjyg zenc d`xde mlerd z` aaxre ohyd à'eke dyn zn i`cee xnel ìaeaxre dlitèyi`d dyn df ik d"ca my oke .

:i"yxitminyd riwx xieà eze` mi`yepy ohyd mdl d`xd dyn zenc oinkoke .

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:{dkqn lbr d"c c:al} i"yxity dnaxr itykn eà xeka xe`l ekilydy oeikax...'eke mityka ede`yrely ereiq gkn egilvd mdityky d`xpe .

:{oxd` `xie d"c d:al} i"yxita èd oke .ohydgex ea didymiig...'eke ohy dyrn gilvdy d`xe{e:al} 'ky dna oiprd èd oke .

'ebe zeler elrie zxgnn enikyie :{enikyie d"c} i"yxity ,ick mfxf ohyde`hgiycnrnay oeiky .l"pd itl oiadl d`xp df lk dpde .

df znrl ,'c-cegii zxkd oipra dabyp dbxcnl eribd ipiq-xd'r dpde---.l"pke f"ra mìhgdl d`xep zelczyd ohyd lczyd

{a:k} exzi 't'ebe mixvn ux`n jiz`ved xy` jiwel` 'c ikpì"yxite . :{'eke jiz`ved xy` d"cqa}dt oegzt ozil ‡jiwel`ˆ cigi oeyl xn` dnle

`lˆ ziev mdl `l ‡jnra jt` dxgi 'c dnlˆ xn`y edfe lbrd dyrna ìxebipq cnll dynlmkl didi...ical il `l` ‡dfnxp lbrd-dyrn lr zelvpzddy `vnpe .

Š zxac mvra‡c ikep`zxac mvray zeevn x`ya epivn `ly dn ,‰.devnd lr xearl cizry inl zelvpzd dxezd epl zfnxn devnd

" d‰awd xn`y dryd dpdy .l"pk oiadl d`xp oiprdeikep`,"mdl rxwy l"pk opgzè 'ta zxkfpd dryd ìd ìd dxe`klo`k ahid ‡re} 'zi ecaln cer oi`y e`xe mipezgze mipeilr'a ly daygnd zlilyl à "'c ikep`"y exzi 'ta i"yxitazelbzd ze`ltp lk f` e`xy dny lirl xàzp xake .{zeieyxaehd lk znerly ,lbrd-dyrn mdl "mxb" xy` èd ,'c cegiidfnx o`k `weecc l"i okle .f"ra mìhgdl ohyd lczyd ,èddmvry meyn ,devnd zxac mvra deevnd lr xaer©l zelvpzd dxezd

.dxiard z` "dnxb"y ìd ixd devnd

{hi:al}**xdd zgz mz` xayie zgld z` ecin jlyie. :i"yxite dxez dxn` zevnd on cg` èdy gqt dn xn`{bn:ai à 't}oa lkŠ

mdl dppzè mixnen l`xyi lke o`k dlk dxezd ‰ea lkì `l xkpdfn rnyn .gqt oaxw lke`dy enky ,miycw zlik`l dnec dxezd cenilyixac z` qipkn dxez cneld k"enk ,eirn jezl zqpkp dyecwd

{h:n milidz} y"nke ,eirn jezl dxezdirn jeza jzxeze112.

.112`"wla ahid 're .diipyd dxrd {ì:ek} izwga 't lirl izexrd 'r

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zeidl oicd on àl eicc" :`"eba dywdy dn ayiil d`xp f"tlek"è dlik`d wx cenild cneynl xeq` epi` gqt dnc oecpk."'eke zegeld z` xay dnle xzen ok mb cneynl dxezd cenilzlik` mè ,dlik` enk znà ìd dxezd cenil l"pd itl ixdydidi dxezd cenily e"wn cenll yi xity xnenl dxeq` gqtd

.r"ve .el xeq`

** ldwie zyxt **

** {`:dl}'ebe dyn ldwie :i"yxite .mixetkd mei zxgnl'eke exeac it lr oitq`p od `l` micia miyp` sqe` epi`y lirtd oeyl ède xdd on cxiyk.ipyde .ldwdd onf zriaw cg`d .mipiipr ipya o`k wqer i"yx

" zln wecwcldwie,mipiiprd ipy oia xyw oi` dxe`kle ."hrnky wcwcl yi cere .ligzn ixeaic ipyl mwlgl l"edejxc lr---.dxàl jxved dnle lirtd 'l èd "ldwie"y `hiytonf z` reawl ìd i"yx zpeek xwiry l"i ile` zvw yexcd

" didy ldwddxdd on cxiyk mixetkd mei zxgnldnl dix` xeb 're} "wecwcd xeà ìad eyexit z` wfgl icke .{df xàl jxved

" lirtd 'l èd "ldwie"yexeac it lr oitq`p od `l` micia miyp` sqe` epi`y"`hg zxtk ixg` i"pa avnl znledd ìd ef dbixcny .dyn lyzlrn lr dxen cgi oitq`py dny .zeipy zegel ozne lbrdjixv did `le dyn ly exeaic it lr dyrp dfy dne .zecg`dmvra ìdy dyna zewiacd zlrn lr dxen df ixd ,gka mtq`lmzbixcnl ribn df oi` z`f lkae .d"awd oevxa zewiacd zlrn

{a:hi exzi} aizk myy z"n iptlyxdd cbp l`xyi my ogie xacna epgie. :i"yxitecg` ala cg` yi`kdxenb zecgà mztiq`y d`xp myy ."

itly ,etq`zp `linny `l` dyn ly exeaic it lr dzid `llbrd `hg xg` o`k k"`yn .mdl ie`x did jk zi`lird mzbixcn

ixde ogly ixd opgei iax xn` :'en oiyeciw 'qn r"re .'d wxt ìpz .'eke ogly ixd d"c i"yx y"re .lek`l dt epl oiè oikq ixde xya

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.dyn ly exeaicl ekxved

{ek:dl}**z` eeh dnkga dpz` oal `yp xy` miypd lkemifrd :i"yxite .oze` oieeh mifrd iab lrny dxizi zepne` dzid ìdd`xp .

" aezky dnn èd weicdy xnel oi`ymifrd z` eehlrn rnync ,"{mifre d"c c:dk} dnexz 't yixa yxit i"yx ixdy ,mdiab

epiid okynd zacpa my dpnpy "mifr"ydvep`le mifr ly " zln o`k aezky dnn dii`x oi` k"è .y"r mnvr mifrmifrd"

" aezky dnn èd weicdy d`xp `l` .mifrd iab lrn eehylke dpz` oal `yp xy` miypddnkgai"yxit oke .dxizi dnkg rnync ,"

'nba i"yxity dne .{oal `yp d"c} 'hv zay 'qn `xnba ìcdlŠ aezky dnn èd weicdy {'eke mifra sehy d"c} "cr myz` eeh

mifrd`l` mzd i"yx i`w `lc l"i .y"r rnyn mifr ly oteba ‰dieeh dny dnda iab lrn dieehc xn`y opgei 'x ixac yxtleehy okynd zk`lna epivnc `dn dil gkene .z`hg dilr aiige

" aizkc ,dieeh ixwn ikdac jgxk-lre .mifrd iab lrnz` eehmifrddieeh jxc oi` xn`c dizeek l"iiwc `pdk axl la` ."

opiwiic mifrd lrn eehy dn dicicl ,ip`y dxizi dnkge ,jka" aizkcn dil dpz` oal `yp xy` miypd lkednkgad`xpy enke ,l"pke "

.y"yx y"re .{dxizi dnkg d"c} "cr my i"yxitn

{my}**mifrd z` eeh dnkga dpz` oal `yp xy` miypd lke. :i"yxiteoze` oieeh mifrd iab lrny dxizi zepne` dzid ìdxewn ‡r .

ef dxizi dnkga eynzydy xèan myy {‡hv} zay ‡qna eixac`le ,mifr ly zepeilrd zerixi ly mihegd zieeha `weecy‰re .zepezgzd zerixi ly ‡eke onbx`de zlkzd zieehalk repnl zlrez ef dnkga yiy xìay `‰yxdn zecb`-iyecig,dieehd zrya dy`l d`neh rx`z elit` ixdy ,d`neh ly zexyt`dne .ig-lral xaegn ecera d`neh lawn dndad-xry oi` ixd`‰yxdn my xìa ,zepeilrd zerixia `l` jka elczyd `lylr fnxl ày d`xp epeyl xvew jezn xy` ,mixn` xeviwaitl oipra wqrzdl epl gipd mewne .d‰yr ,mixzqp mipiipr

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,zepezgzde zepeilrd zerixi oia lcadd z` oiadl ,epkxcn‰n `lde .dlibx diieha eeh elàe ,dxizi dnkga eeh elàyick mifrd iab lrn odiheg z` zeehl zepezgzl liren didmihegd z` s` eeh `l dnl k‰è .d`neh ly zexyt` lk repnlseq `ly d`xp mle`---?mifrd iab lrn zepezgzd zerixi lydxizi dnkg zkxvne zyxec zepeilrd zerixid zyecwy xaczerixid ly opiipr okezy `l` ,l‰f `‰yxdn ixack ,oziiyraozk`ln z` zeyrl zeehd miypl gk zpzepd ìd zepeilrddnexz ‡ta} zepeilrd zerixia aizk ixd .dnkg-zexizia

{h:ekld`d ipt len l` ziyyd drixid z` zltkelen l` d‰c} i‰yxite . :{‡eke gztd cbpk gxfnay jqnd lr letke ielz did dagx ivgdrepv dlkl dnec

dipt lr sirva dqekndly oipr èd el`d zerixid oipry ixd .drixid ly ltk ezeà laben df fnx ly enewn oiè .zeripvly oipr zipeilrd zerixi ly zkxrnd lky `l` .cala ziyydsirva dipt z` dzqk dlk m` ,jnvra rbd .oda yi zeripv?zeripv o`k yid ,zerepvd jxck dzqk `l dteb xziy ceraly ciwtz dyniy el`d zerixid zkxrn lky jgxk-lr `l`drixid ly ltk ezeà xzeia `hazd dfd ciwtzdy `l` ,zeripv,zeripva diyealn lky dlkl dnec okynd did dgkny ,ziyydzcn ly dizelebqn dpde .xzi-zeripvl sirva dzqk dipt sè{a:ì} ilyna y‰nk ,dnkg icil dìan zeripvdy ìd zeripvd

dnkg mirepv zèdnkg znxeb zeripvdeŠ dpei epax yexit y‰r .‰dilral113did owqry drya ,zeehd miyp oze`y d`xpe .

ixd ,lirlck zeripv èd opiipry ,zepeilrd zerixid ziiyraz` on`l egilvde dxizi dnkgl ekf zeripv ipiipra owqr gknzerixia did owqry drya k‰`yn .mifrd iab lrn zeehl odicizeehl ocia dlr `l ,zeripv ly oipr opiipr oi`y ,zepezgzdly zexyt` repnl zlrez dfa didy t‰r` ,mifrd iab lrn

.d`neh

.113mikgn drpva ecenlza rbid lkeŠ a‰i ‡ld b wxt z‰z ‡ld m‰anx d`xe .‰dnkg mirepv zè xn`py

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{g:gl}** ld` gzt xy` zàvd z`xna...zygp xeikd z` yrie

cren . :i‰yxitezehywzn odyk oda zeèxy ze`xn ocia eid l`xyi zepa...lry lkd on ilr oiaiag el` ik law d‰awd l‰` rxd xvil miieyry iptn oda dyn qèn dide

‡eke mixvna zeax zeàv miypd ecinrd mdiciolaiwy xàl xyt` d`xpe .,mixvna zeàv cinrdl ,devn `cg eda ciarzè lièd d‰awdxn`nk ,okynl xeik odn zeyrl ,`pixg` devn eda ciarzilitl xèan xzei oiprd d`xp mpn`---.y‰r ‰fiw zay ‡qna l‰fg,l`xyi ly mzyecw èd okynd zyecw ceqiy lirl izcqiy ceqid‡r} l`xyi epnp mday milwyd-i`vgn eyrp okynd-ipc` ixdyelrty elld ze`xndy l‰i df t‰re .{eh:l lirl izexrd ahidixd ,okynd zk`lnl milwy eaxd k‰ire ,l`xyia miyi` zeaxdldplrtz i`ceeay ,okynd zk`lnl lawzne d`p xzei xac jl oi`

oade .okynl dyecw siqedl elld ze`xnd114.

** icewt zyxt **

{`k:gl}** ‡eb zecrd okyn okynd icewt dl`.d‰c} :i‰yxite :{okyn okyndl`xyi ly mdizeper lr oipaxeg ipya okynzpy ycwnl fnx minrt ipy.

dfi` oekyn epnn gwel exiagl sqk delnd mleray bdepa dpd`le dxfga etqk lawl delnd dvxi m`y .sqk-deey èdy utgsqkdy .deldy sqkd zxenz oekynd z` gwi ,delnd cia dididf zgz df qpkpe ,sqk-deey ,cg` beqn mdipy oekyndemdizeper lr okynd okynzpy dfa wcwcl yi okle .ezxenzkji` ,e‰g mca`le l`xyi z` zgwl d‰awd dvx m`y .l`xyi lyokynde l`xyi-mr dxe`kly ,mzxenze mdizgz okynd z` gwio`kny `l` .l‰pd sqk-deeyde sqkd znbeck ,cg` beqn mpi`èd okynd zyecw ceqiy lirl xèand ceqil reiq cer d`xp.{g:gl cere eh:l lirl izexrd ahid ‡r} l`xyi ly mzyecw

.114197 'nr ,c ze` `yz-ik 'tc '` dgiya 'e wlg y"ewla dpey xeà 'r .oldle

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gwip dti okle .l`xyi-zyecwn dyrpd dnybd oirk èd okyndy.oade .cg` beqn mdipyy ,oekyn xeza l`xyi zxenz okynd

{my}** ‡eb zecrd okyn okynd icewt dl`.d‰c} :i‰yxite :{okyn okyndl`xyi ly mdizeper lr oipaxeg ipya okynzpy ycwnl fnx minrt ipy.

:{zecrd okyn d‰cae}ixdy lbrd dyrn lr d"awd mdl xziey l`xyil zecrmdipia ezpiky dxydmpd cg` `xwn ly eiwlg lky wven ceqi dpd .

,xeyiwe xeaig ly mirav llya ,ahid mixyewne mixaegnl‰f i‰yx iyexit lky ceqi cere .mixzqpe miwenre miielblky myke ,`xwnd zpeek mvr ly miielb `l` mpi` `xwn lr`xwn lr i‰yx ixeaic lk jk ,mixyewne mixaegn `xwnd iwlgxèane heyt df lke .xeyiwde xeaigd zilkza mpd cgì‰yx iyexitay xeyiwe xeaig ly miptd miray one---.oiirnldyrn lr d‰awd xziey dn ixd .oldlck cg` ot d`xp ,l‰pdelyki ik s` enr ‡c yehi `ly wdaen oniq èd `ld ,lbrdz`xyd èd dfd oniql oniqde .lbrd dyrnk xzeia xengd `hga

Š i‰yx oeylk ,okyna dpikydmdipia ezpiky dxyd ixdy‰115,mle` .ly epevx l`xyi miyery onfa `l` dlbpe d`xp epi` df oniq,lekiak mewn ly eqrk xaebe ,`hga miaxny zra la` .mewngwel z`fk zrl ,e‰g enr z` cinydl ‡zi eiptl daygna dlered`xpe .l‰pd i‰yxitk oekyn zxeza eppian okynd z` d‰awdixd uxà dhnl .dlrnl zgè dhnl zg` ,letk oniq yi dfaymi`hg lr s` xzeel d‰awd okeny oniq eze` z` mièx eppi`zwzepn-izlad dad` dze`y be`cl epilre .xzeia milecbditlk dlrnl la` .epkxc z` owzp `l m` ,wzpdl mpn` zcnerepycwn z` epnn gwel d‰awd ixdy .jetd èd oniqd ìny`l` ,exiwtn epi` oekyn gweld deeln dpde .oekyn zxezaèd aiige ,oekyn dpew aeg-lra ixdy ,ahid ea lthn àxc`

jxevd zrl eze` xifgdl lkeiy ick ezeixgà116zrae .

.115Š {g:dk} lirl aezky dna eixac xewnemkeza izpkyeoekyiy epiidc ‰ .eade` zpekya xebl xgead mc`k mdipgn rvnà

.116 .oekyn dpew d‰c my i‰yxitae ‰`l migqt ‡qn ‡r

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oniqd z` elv` axwn d‰awd ixd ,‡zi eiptl qrkd zexabzdff epi` dfd oniqd oexkf df i‰re ,ea lthne edpewe l‰pddyrnk miyrn lr s` xzeel d‰awd èd okene ,‡zi eiptln

.r‰ve .oteè mipt meya enr z` yehi `le ,lbrd

** ** `xwie zyxt

{`:a}**'ebe dgpn oaxw aixwz ik ytpe:i"yxite .acpzdl ekxc in eytp aixwd el`k eilr ip` dlrn d"awd xn` ipr dgpny‰n itl xàl d`xp .

{ì:fi} zen-ixg` 'taxtkl gafnd lr mkl eizzp ipè ìd mca xyad ytp ikxtki ytpa èd mcd ik mkizeytp lr :{xyad ytp ik d"c} i"yxite .ly

lr xtkze ytp èaz mc`d ytp lr xtkl gafnd lr eizzp jkitle dielz ìd mca dixa lkytpdig-lrad mc z` lawn d"awdy ici-lr xtkn oaxwdy ixd .

're ,h:` `xwie 't o"anx 'k df oirke} aixwnd ly enc zxenzdpi` ixdy ,df lk oi` dgpna dpde .{d"v devn jepigd 'qo`k oi`y t"r`y .‰ytpŠ o`k aezkd xn` dfly d`xpe .ig-lraaixwd el`k eilr dlrn d"awd n"n ,ig-lrad ly enc èdy ytpddaiyid y`x iptl dl`d mixacd oirk izxnè---.eytp z`dgpn aixwndy dn ik siqede .mdnr mikqdy d`xpe `"hilyt"r` ik .mrh xaca yi eytp z` aixwd el`k aezkd eilr dlrnn"n ,ely zgz miaixw eixaiè enc eidiy ig ytp aixwd `ly

aixwdmglenvr z` aixwd el`k aygp dfae .eytp-iig èdy gafnd iab lr ence117‰ytpŠ aezky dn oiadl yi f"ktle---.

lv` lirl aezk ok `le ,ipr ly epaxw èdy dgpnd lv`fi weqta} i"yxit ixdy .ipr ly oaxw k"b èdy serd-zler

Š eitpk z` mb serd mr oixihwny {eitpka d"cray gafnd `diy ick ly epaxwa xcedneipr‰,ipr ly oaxw ìd serd-zler mè .y"r

.xèan weligd l"pd itly `l` ?elv` mb ‰ytpŠ aezk `l dnloaxwd-ilra ly dzeipr iptn e`l ,dgpnd lv` ‰ytpŠ 'ky dfy

.117s` dwcvd zlrn oipra {f‰l wxt `‰wl} ìpz ‡re mixehd-lraa o`k 'rleki did el` zernae lièdŠ :l‰fe eitk ribin dpdp epi`y ina

.‰‡dl eytp iig ozep ixd zipeigd eytp iig zepwl

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jxved okle .l"pke ig-lra ly oaxw epi`y iptn `l` ,aezkaixwndy oeik n"n ig-lra epi`y t"r`y cibdl ‰ytpŠ aezklz` aixwd eli`k èd ixd eci dbiyd xy` z` ìade ipr èdlefa zipwp ìdy t"r` ,serd-zler lv` k"`yn .l"pke eytpjxved `le .o`ve xwa enk ig-lra ìd ixd n"n ,ipr i"r

.‰ytpŠ elv` aezkl

{i:c} giyn odk z`hga aizk** minlyd gaf xeyn mxei xy`kdlerd gafn lr odkd mxihwde:{c‰à mxei xy`k d‰c} i‰yxite .

minlyl eyiwdl `l` o`k yxit `ly minlyd gafa yxit dn ike...mlerl mely minly dnemlerl mely df s`migafd lky k‰za yixcy b‰r sèŠ :azk `‰ebae .

xzei md minly n‰n...zenyè ze`hg elitè mlera mely md...zepaxw x`yn mlera melymely èd giynd odk xteixnbl minlyd enk mleraoiadl d`xp oiprde .d‰yr ‰

‡re} oxd` mewna cner èd ixd xec lkay giynd odky meynzea`} l‰f exn` oxd` lr dpde .{al:fh zen-ixg` ‡tl izexrdxac xikfd i‰yxe} ‰mely scexe mely ade`Š {a‰i dpyn ‡` wxteyexit r‰re ,g:cl dkxa ‡tae hk:k zwg ‡tl eyexita dfdyrp oxd` mewna cnerd lecbd-odkd m`y d`xpe .{e:a ik`lnlxqg mely daxde ,ie`xk eciwtz `lnn epi` ixd ,`hga lwlewnk‰g` mè .zeaxdl ezlekia didy melyd-ax znerl ,mlerd only eciwtzl èd xfeg ixd ,el xtkzne giyn-odk z`hg ìanoaxwd z` `weec okle .mlerl xfeg mely daxde ‰mely ade`Š

.minly oaxwl aezkd eyiwd ely

** {fi:c} ldwd z`hg zyxta aezkz` ‡c iptl minrt ray dfdezkxtd ipt . :i‰yxite dlrnle {e:c giynd odkd z`hg iab}èd

zkext ipt z`ˆ xne`ycewdely ìlnt dgxq dherin m` dpicn eilr dgxqy jlnl lyn ‡e‰g mlek e`hgyn ycwnd lr mewnd zyecw my oiicr giyn odk `hgyk o`k s` zniiwzn

.dyecwd dwlzqpceqiy lirl xèand ceqil reiq cer o`kn d`xpezyecw z` mixveid mdy ,l`xyi ly mzyecw èd okynd zyecwxy`k okle .{`k:gl ,g:gl ,eh:l zeny ‡qa izexrd ahid ‡r}

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on dyecwd wlzqzy minxeb md ixd ,`hg i‰r mzyecw milwlwnoade .mdly dyecwa zyxyen okynd zyecw znà ixdy ,okynd

** ev zyxt **

{e:e}**dakz `l gafnd lr cwez cinz y` . :i‰yxitey` da xn`py zexpd z` da oiwilcny ìd ‡cinzˆ da xn`py {k:fk zeny}xp zelrdlˆ

cwez oevigd gafnd lrn ìd s` ‡cinzdn t‰r oiadl d`xp oiprd mrh .zyxt dxg`zpy dn ayiil {`:l zeny} devz ‡ta epxetqd xìay:l‰fe .dnexz ‡ta okynd ilk x`y mr dazkp `le zxhwd-gafnoiprd didy enk epkeza l-`d oikydl ea dpeekd dzid `l ikŠziaa eceak d`xn cixedl epiipr did `l mb...milkd x`yal-`d z` cakl gafnd df oipr did la`...zepaxwd dyrn oiprk‡xe o‰anx y‰re} ‰‡eke enr zcear oevxa lawl eèa ixg` ‡ziepè ,zxehwd oipr ceq z` epcnll epxetqd à dpde .{iigamdy ,zepaxwd ipiiprn cakp oipr mb eixacn micnl ep`vnp

milirendziaa ‡zi eceak d`xn cixedlaizk dpde . {b:ck} xen` ‡ta dxepnd oipra‡ebe eze` jexri zecrd zkxtl uegn.

:{c‰à} i‰yxitedpikydy mler ià lkl zecr èdy iaxrn xp lr eyxc epizeaxe‡eke l`xyia dxeylr dcirn dxepndy lirl xèand itl `vnpe .

mzlreze mgkn edfy ,zepaxwd gka okynl dcxiy dpikyd dze``weec dxepnd z` miwilcn df meyny d`xpe .l‰pk zepaxwd lydpikyd lr dxepnd dcirny oeikny .zepaxwd-gafn ly yàmy ¦ ¥n `weec dewilciy dl ie`x ,zepaxwd ly mgka okynl dcxiymyke .y`d dze`n ìd dzecr ly dxewn ixdy ,zepaxwd lydielz dxepnd ly dzecr xewn ixd zizaygnde zipgexd dpiganyzwlcdl y`d xewn ziyrnd dpigaa mb jk ,zepaxwd-gafnaixg` dpde---.zepaxwd-gafn ly y`dn zeidl dkixv dxepndy‰nk ,zxehwd z` mixihwn f` ,gafnd-y`n dxepnd z` miwilcny

{g-f:l}miaxrd oia zexpd z` eaihida xwaa xwaa minq zxhw oxd` eilr xihwde‡ebe dpxihwi miaxrd oia zexpd z` oxd` zelrdae dpxihwimrh zzl d`xpe .

,dwlcd e` dahd e` ,dxepnd mr wqr yiy dryay .l‰pd lk t‰r

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dryd ìd okle .l`xyia diexy dpikydy zecrd-zcbd zryk ìdèd zxhwd oipr ixdy ,zxhwd zxhwda dpikyd z` cakl die`xd.l‰pd epxetqd ixack ,okynl eèa ixg` ‡zi l-`d z` cakldie`xd dryd ìd epipia ok` dpikydy zecr epl yiy dryae

.dpikyd ceakl zxhw xihwdl

{b:g} mièlnd oipra aezk**ld` gzt l` l ¥d §w ©d dcrd lk zècren :i‰yxite .daexnd z` hren wifgdy zenewnd on cg` dfd`xpe .

mzyecw èd okynd zyecw ceqiy lirl xèand itl zvw oiadlmday milwydn eyrp ,eceqi mdy ,okynd ipc` ixdy ,l`xyi ly,g:gl ,eh:l zeny ‡qa izexrd ahid ‡r} l`xyin cg` lk epnpdid leki df meyny l‰ie .{fi:c `xwie ‡tae ,`k:glixdy ,daexnd l`xyi zcr lk z` wifgdl hrend okynd-xvg.l`xyin cg` lk ly ezyecwn ziyrpd dnybd oirk èd okyndlk ly enyy ,mdn cg` lk wifgdl okyna mewn yiy i`ceea okle.okynd zyecw llkn cg` hxew lr lekiak meyx èd ixd cg`

oade .ea mewn el yie118cnrna i‰pal dyn xn` dpde---. {d:g} dfd `ltpdzeyrl ‡c dev xy` xacd df :i‰yxite .e`xzy mixac

‡eke dyer ip` ig` ceakle iceakl exn`z lè zeyrl d‰awd ipev mkiptl dyer ip`y.èd ixd dpedkd xzka oxd` z` xizkdl dyriy dn lky epiidccnrna ahid wecd df xn`ny d`xpe .d‰awdn ieevd it-lr dyermzyecw gka wxy ,l`xyi mr zyecw lr cirn cnrndy .dfdz` wifgdl hrend mewnl xyt` did okynd zyecw z` dxviydeev d‰awdy dyn mdl xn` df cnrna `weece .l‰pk daexnddcrd lky t‰r` xnelk .dpedkd xzka oxd` z` xizkdl eze`zyecwl mzekiizydn zraepd zine`le zillk dyecwa miyecw mlk

.118 {h:b} ryedia y‰na ahid oiirl yiernye dpd EyŸb l`xyi ipa l` ryedi xnìe‡ebe ‡c ixac z` :i‰yxite .hren wifgdy zenewnd on cg` df .oex` ica ipy oia mlek z` mvnv

daexnd z` {i weqt} eixg` aizke .mkaxwa ig l-` ik oercz z`fa ryedi xnìe‡ebe :i‰yxite .o`k oinvnevn mklky mièx mz`y dnazlekiy aezk `l ixd .

`l` {èd ok i`ceeay t‰r`} ‡zi mvnvnd zleki lr ze` èd mevnvdŠ yiy ,l`xyi ly mzyecw lr ze` ìdy ig l-`mkaxwa .oade .‰

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mc`y ziyiè zihxt dyecw ly oipr mb yi ixd ,dne`d zea`yciwy ine .miaehd eiyrn ici-lr dxizi dyecw envr z` ycwn.ycewa zxyie mrn mxeiy el ie`x z`fk dxizi dyecwa envr z`zillkd dyecw lr cirnd dfk cnrna `weecy d`xp oklezihxtd ezyecw zekfa oxdà xga d‰awdy dyn mriced zine`lde

.ziyi`de

{f:g}** ct`d z` eilr ozie lirnd z` ez` yalieayga ez` xbgieea el ctìe ct`d.xzi-zty ea yiy d`xpy weqtd seq a‰v .

{`l:gk} devz ‡ta y‰n t‰r xàl d`xp mle`cet`d lirn z` ziyre‡ebe :i‰yxite .dxebgl eilr ozip cet`dycet`d iciwtzn cg`y ixd .

.enewna lirnd z` wifgzy dxebg xeza cet`d-ayga ynzyiy èdŠ mya lirnd `xwp oklecet`d lirnepewiza cnery lirnd èdy ‰

ipy ciwtz cer cet`l yiy i`ceeae .cet`d ly ezxebg i‰r{g:gk} devz ‡ta aezky enke .envr lecbd-odkl heyiw èdy

‡ebe eilr xy` ezct` ayge :i‰yxite .odkl edpwzne ect`n èd eci lry xebgeehywne.èd jk l‰pd `xwnd xeryy xnel yi el` zerici t‰re .

Šct`d z` eilr ozie lirnd z` ez` yaliez` oxd` z` yialdy ixg`y ,‰Š k‰gè .cet`d z` {lirnd lr} eilr ozp ,lirndayga ez` xbgie

ct`denke ,cet`d-ayg z` xywy i‰r {lirnd z`} eze` xbgy ,‰Š k‰gè .{`l:gk zeny} i‰yxityea el ctìeowize c©t ¨ y ,‰

eteb lr cet`d z` aiyedy epiidc ,cetà {oxd`l} el hyiwe.heyiwle ceti`l el `diy zpwezne zxceqn dxeva

{cl:g}** mkilr xtkl zyrl 'c dev dfd meia dyr xy`k. :i"yxite'oerh lecb odky cnlle mixetkd mei dyrn df 'xtkl' dxt dyrn df 'zeyrl

dxtd z` sxeyd odk oke 'eke k"dei mcew dyixtipyay xàl d`xp .mièlnd jildz oirk ycgn xearl odkd aiig el`d zeipncfdepiidc ,mcw inia dpedkl eipae oxd` eqpkp eci-lr xyìnia eipae oxd` eyxtedy enk mini zray ezian yxteiyzcearay .dkk èd el`d zeipncfd 'a ly mcegie---.mièlndixdy .dielib-ìya dlecb-dpedkd zyecw dlbzn mixetkd-mei

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odk zcearn daxd dpey b"dk zcear oi` dpyd-zeni x`yalecbd odk ici-lr ìd meid zcear lk k"deia wxe .heicdoirk xeariy dxez dzeev df lre .àekirle `weecdxtd ztixy oipre---.dfl opekzdl ick ycgn mièlnd-jepig

da ielz ixdjyndz`hg-in zxdh icrla ixdy .dpedkd oipr odky `vnpe .ycwnd zcear lk lhazze mixedh mipdk eidi `ldlwye .dpedkd oipr lk z` jiynne miiwn èd dxtd z` sxeydodkd z` dzeeve .oipr ly ezxivik oiprd-jynd z` dxezjildz èdy mièlnd jildz oirn ycgn xeariy dxtd z` sxeyd

.dpedkd zyecw zxivi

** ipiny zyxt **

{c:i}** ee`y eaxw mdl` xnìe...otvl` lè l`yin l` dyn `xwidpgnl uegn l` ycwd ipt z`n mkig` z`z` e`y d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{mkig` iptln znd z` xard exiagl xne`d mc`kdlkddgnyd z` aaxrl `ly .Š oipr i‰yx hwp `ly d`xpdlkdznày `l` ,`nlra lyn mzqk ‰

y‰re {h:ek} dnexz ‡ta eyexitn d`xpy enk ,dlkl okynd lynp.izexrd

{ai:i}** xnzi` lè xfrl` lè oxd` l` dyn xaciemixzepd eipa‡ebe dgpnd z` egw . :{mixzepd d‰c} i‰yxites`y cnln dzind on

xn`py èd lbrd oer lr dzin dqpwp mdilrˆ {k:h mixac}c`n ‡c sp`zd oxdàe ‡py mipa ielk `l` dcnyd oiè ‡ecinydlˆ {h:a qenr}ly ezltze ‡lrnn eixt cinyè

‡eke dvgn dlha dynawr ‡tae {xfril` ‡x d‰c} o`k `‰eb ‡re .rxf `la eipa ezny oxd` ly eyper èd df xacy xìay {k:h}dn y‰r ,mdia` oera mipad eyprp ji` zeywdl yiy dne}yprpy df oipra `weec oxd` ly eyper did dnl a‰ve .{uxizy{c:al} `yz-ik ‡ta y‰n itl xàl d`xpe---.eipa zzin i‰r

gwie{oxd`}‡ebe dkqn lbr edyrie hxga eze` xvie mcin d‰c} i‰yxite . :{dkqn lbrax axr itykn eà xeka xe`l ekilydy oeik...yie mityka ede`yre

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my did dkin mixne`...xey dlr xey dlr dyn ea azky qhe my ecia dide...ekilydelbrd `vie xekd jezl.lbrd zeyrl oxd` oeekzp `l llkay ixd .

{a:al} y‰nk .mrd ea ewqrzi `ly oxd` lczyd mbemdil` xnìe‡ebe mkiyp ipfà xy` adfd infp ewxt oxd` :i‰yxite .miypd eala oxd` xn`

‡eke dyn ài jk jezae xacd akrzi `ny odihiykza miqg miclidecer aizke . {d:al}xgn ‡cl bg xnìe...eiptl gafn oaie oxd` `xiebg d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{xgn ‡cledecariy mcew dyn ài `ny meid `le...mipea md m` xnè d`x ceredpea ip`y jezn zg` zaa dieyr ozk`ln z`vnpe oa` ìan dfe xexv ìan df gafnd z`

à dyn jk oiae jk oia izk`lna lvrzne ezeòxd` ly ewlgy d`xp f‰ktle .jxvedy `l` ,libxd oaena ‰`hgŠ zpigaa did `l lbrd-dyrna

dyrn dyry iptn dxtkl oxdèpnn `viy`nbece---.rx xac {g:ak `yz-ik ‡t} dwrnd oipra y‰nn d`xp dfljbbl dwrn ziyre

jziaa minc miyz `leepnn ltepd leti ik :i‰yxite .`l k‰trè letil df ie`xaiig i‰r daege i`kf i‰r zekf oilblbny jci lr ezzin lblbzzoipra d`xp oke .

md ixdy ,ax axrle l`xyil ie`x did `hgd mvr ixd .lbrdmde ,{ekli xy` d‰c `:al `yz-ika i‰yxity enk} el ee`zdmy y‰nk ea egnye edecar mde ,lirl xkfpk mdityka ede`yrmdn uaiw èdy ,oxd` ly eci lr oiprd lblbzpy `l` .{e:al},l‰pk xekd l` adfd z` jilyd ède ,{a:al} my y‰nk ,adfdàiy xyt` did `l df lky d`xpe .l‰pk gafn eiptl dpa èdedf lk itl d`xpe---.daeg ly dn-cv ea didy `l m` eci-lroxd` ly ewlg l` mi`znde ie`xd èd df yper znàydxiar-dyrn mey oxd` dyr `l znày t‰r` ixdy .lbrd-dyrna`vi n‰n ,dpebd-izla dpeek mey ayg `ly e‰we ,libxd oaenaly eipa dpde .dxtkl jxved df lre ,aeh-`l dyrn eci zgznl‰f exn`y enk ,eici zgzn mi`veiy miyrnd-xwir md ixd mc`l`ˆ {d:d zldw} ‡py...mizn mipa mixcp oeraŠ :‰al zay ‡qnadnl dbby ik j`lnd iptl xn`z lè jxya z` ìhgl jit z` ozzdyrn od dfi` ‡jici dyrn z` lage jlew lr mid-el`d sevwimyky d`xpe .‰mc` ly eizepae eipa xne` ied mc` ly eicid`vezdy `l` ,mnvr oxd` ly eiyrna `hg-cv did `l znàyribd `l ely yperd jk ,dlwlwe dlwz ly oipr dzid eiyrnn

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mdly dzinde .epnn d`vezd mdy eipaa rbty `l` ,envr eil`.r‰ve .mdia` oxd`l yper zaygp

{a-`:ì}**ipaÎl` exac mdl` xn`l oxd` lè dyn l` ‡c xacie‡ebe elk`z xy` digd z`f xn`l l`xyi .xn`l d‰c} i‰yxite

:{mdil`‡eke xnzi`le xfrl`l xnìy xnìpa l` exac d‰cae} . :{l`xyizxifb mdil` elawe dninca eeyedy itl df xeaca migely zeidl deyd mlek z`

dad`n mewndmigely zeidl df xky `weec elaw recn a‰v .z` dnincae dadà elawy dn xear zexeq` zelk`n zyxt xeaicaecva ezaeyzy d`xpe---.èdiaè acp zzin ly mewnd zxifb

Š aezky dnadigd z`f :i‰yxity ‰oiie`xe mewna miweac l`xyiy itl miig oeyllyn .melk xq` `l mlerd zene`le zevn mdilr xfbe d`nehd on mlicad jkitl miig zeidl

`negpz iax yxcna `zi`ck ‡eke z` xwal qpkpy `texl:{e wxt} yxcnd l‰fe .dpkqa didy mdn cg` d`x mileg 'a xwal jldy `texl c"dlnŠcizry cg`d d`x ,ywan èdy lk`n lk el epz ezia ipal xnèxn` ,lkì `l jke jk lkì lk`n jke jk mdl xn` zeigldf el izxn` miigl èdy dfl `texd mdl xn`...df dn `texldn lk mdl izxn` dzinl èdy eze` la` lk`z `l dfe lek`m"ekrl xizd d"awd jke miigl epi`y el epz ywan èdyil mziide mdl xn` miigl mdy l`xyi la` miynxde mivwydzè elk`z df z` ,mkizeytp z` evwyz l` ip` yecw ik miyecwyxcnd itl `vnp---.‰‡eke miigl mdy dnl...elk`z `l dfenrl miig ozep d‰awd eci-lry irvn` èd zelk`nd xeqi`yl`xyi-mrl df oipr ricedl ie`xy in oi`y d`xpe .l`xyiexdxd `l èdiaè acp zzina ixdy .xnziè xfrlè oxd`k`ly miwicv ezeni jiè ,el` e`hg dn xn`l ‡zi eizecn xg`miigdy dl`d miwicvd epiad `l` .dnecke ,mdini ivgl eribd,xvwi ezevxae mze` jixì ezevxa ,d‰awd z`n mpg-zpzn mddpde .ezleki itk ‡zi epevx itk bdpzdl `l` mc`l oièwner mb èd ixd ,epevxk miig ozepd èd d‰awdy ,df oiprmeiw i‰r miig ozep d‰awdy ,zelk`nd xeqi` ly epiiproipr xeqnl miie`xd md md xnziè xfrlè oxd` okle .epevx

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.r‰ve .l`xyi-mrl df

** rixfz zyxt **

{e:bi}**'ebe èd zgtqn odkd exdhed"c} i"yxite . :{zgtqnxedh rbp myexnà `xw l"nw i`n zvw wcwcl yi .

epi` èd xedh m` ixd .xedh rbp my èdy zgtqn z`xwpy,eilr rbp my n"n ,xedh èdy t"r`y l"nwc l"i ileè .melk:{e dpyn f wxt} zexekaa epipyy enk ,odka men df ixde

.mcà oilemt mixedh mirbp ilrae

** rxevn zyxt **

{en:bi}**'ebe ayi cca :i"yxit .enr miayei mi`nh x`y eidi `ly epizeax exnèyi` oia rxd oeyla licad ède lièd cca ayil mi`nh x`yn dpzyp dn

lcai èd s` edrxl yi` oiae ezy`l`l` .zeevnd inrh xàl ekxc oi` .s` cca ayil jixv rxevndy yxity dn wfgl ày d`xp o`kymrh z` l"fx eyxity dnn dii`x ìad df lre .mi`nh x`ynlcaiy `xazqn okle 'eke rxd oeyla licad èdy iptn devndz` rxevn 't yixa yxit i"yxy dn---.mixg` mi`nhn s` lkd on

.aeh wac 'qa y"r ,rxevnd zxdha mixtvd mrh

{c:ci}**‡ebe zexdh zeig mixtv izy xdhnl gwle odkd deve. :{c‰à zexedh d‰c} i‰yxitedyrn èdy rxd oeyl lr mià mirbpdy itl

cinz oihthtny mixtv ezxdhl ewwfed jkitl mixac ihethtlew sevtvad`xp .dfa epiipr seq oi` xetvd oiae x‰dl xtqn oia oeincdy.epepbqe mhetht oteà s` md minecy `l` .mihthtn mdipyymixtvdy xàl siqedy dna df xac eprinyd i‰yxy d`xpe

Š mihthtnlew sevtvadiryia `xwna aezk sevtvd oipr ixdy .‰ {c:hk}svtvz jzxn` xtrne jlew ux`n ae`k dided‰c} my i‰yxite . :{sevtvmiwc zeter lewk ygl lew oeyl èdote` s`y d`xp df itle .

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ixdy .xetvd ly dfl dnec èd x‰dl xtqn ly hethtd oepbqeŠ ly oepbqa `weec èd xetvd sevtvygl lewekxc s`y recie .‰

mixac} y‰nk ,xzqae hwyda eixac xacl èd x‰dl xtqn ly {ck:fk edrx dkn xex`xzqa‡ebe :i‰yxite ,xne` èd rxd oeyl lr`vnpe .

,rxd oeyl xtqn ly ezxtk zeidl ixnbl miie`x md mixtvy.x‰dl xtqn ly ehethtl ixnbl dnec mhetht ixdy

{hn:ci}**'ebe mixtv izy ziad z` `hgl gwlezrxv iab o`k ." aizk `l ziadzexdh zeigzrxv iab {c:ci} lirl 'ky enk "

:{zexedh d"c} my i"yxity dn mcwda d`xpe---.mc`dserl hxtmixtv ezxdhl ewwfed jkitl mixac ihetht dyrn èdy rxd oeyl lr oià mirbpdy itl `nh

lew sevtva cinz oihthtnyzpeek oi`y exìa l"f miyxtnd dpde .ày `l` {ekxc ok oi` ixdy} "dnyl" devnd mrh z` xàl i"yx.x"dyl lr mià mirbpdy l"fg exn`y dn t"r ìyw ayiildnl oilk`p oi`y xg`n" :i"yxl 'il dyw dedc 'k aeh wac 'qaok m` 'eke oià mirbpdy itl yxit okl mzxdha aezkd wcwcne` ze`nh iwet`l oihthtn zeter oze`y mixedh zeidl oikixv'edc xg` oipra 'k dyn oexkf 'qae ."oihthtn opi`y zetixh

" aezkl jixv dnl i"yxl ìywzexedhwxt 'nba gken ixd ,"uxzn df lre .xedh èd xetiv mzqc {"hlw oileg} owd geliy

" i"yxeke rxd oeyl lr oià mirbpdy itlmixtv `pin` jzrc `wlq" k"è "jixv okle mixedhd enk mitvtvn mi`nhdc rnyna lkd `kdc

"hernl119x"dyl lr dà zrxvdy gxkddy mdipy ixacn dlerd---." `weec aezkd jixvdy dnn `l` ,mixtvd zaeg mvrn dpi`zeig

zexdh" aezky dnn e` {aeh wacd itl} "zexdhoexkfd itl} "" da aezk `ly rxevn zxdh epivn Ele .{dynzexdh zeig`l "

epivn z`fk zrxv znàe .x"dyl lr dà zrxv dze`y gxkd did" da aezk `ly mizad zrxvazexdh zeig.lirl epxrdy enk "

x"dyl oer lr mià mpi` znày i"yxitn rnyn ixde120`l` ,

.119 .r"ve mitvtvn mixedhd wxy aeh waca y"n lr wlegy `vnp

.120miza irbp s`y i"yx xaeqy dii`x ìad "eizea` egipd mewn" xtqamixtv jixvy mc` irbp iab i"yxit xak ixdy ,mià md x"dyl lr

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rbp izzpe d"c cl:ci} mizad zrxv zyxt yixa yxity enk :{zrxvadf ly zeipenhn miixen` epinhdy itl mdilr mià mirbpdy mdl ìd dxeya

o`vene ziad uzep rbpd ici lre xacna l`xyi eidy dpy mirax` lk mdiza zexiwa." jixv `ly oaen k"èzexdh zeigb"rv mle`---.x"dyl lr xtkl "

ziaay milk lr dxez dqgy dn lr my exn`y d:ai mirbp dpynneyxite ,"wicv ly lr xnege lw ryx ly lr jk m`" :rbepndixd ,rxd oeyl lr mià mirbpdy iptn ryx `xwpy l"f mipy`xdi"yxl l"q z`f lka ileè .mià md x"dl lr miza irbp s`yepinhdy itl `l` mià miza irbp oi` `xwn ly eheytly

'eke miixen`121my xiyr oed 'qa iz`vny dn t"r l"i cere .ziaay zeipenhn el zelbl mewnl mikxc dnk wicvlc" :l"feb"r` ryx eze` `xew jkl rbpd zervn` ly lnre gxeh ilad`xp f"tly ."ok el rxi` oenhn dfi` el zelblc xyt`cenk 'eke miixen` epinhdy itl xwira mià miza irbpy

,'eke mixac ihetht dyrn èdy x"dyl oer lr miày iptn mzxdhllry gken okle mzxdhl mixtv aezkd jixvd k"b miza irbp zxdhle.dii`x dpi` lirlc "aeh wac"d ixac itl mle` .y"r ,mià md x"dylmixtv jixvy dfn ìd x"dyl lr mià mirbpdy dii`xd eixacl ixdy

"zexedh zeigaezk `ly ,miza irbp iab ,mle` .mihthtnd mdy `weec "" mdazexedh zeig.x"dyl oeer lr xtkl mixtvd miày dii`x oi` ,"

ìadl i"yx jxved `l eixacl ixdy dii`x oi` k"b dyn oexkf ixacley"n 'il ìyw 'edc meyn `l` 'eke mià od x"dl lry l"fx ixac

"zexedh" da aizk `lc ,miza zrxv iab mle` ."zexedh zeigl"i xity " .ekxck ,mrh da ozep i"yx oiè aezkd-zxifb èdy

.121lr cecl likyn 'qd ixac ède lkd ayein day zirvn` jxc dfa yib"rè" :l"fe 'eke ìd dxeya mizad zrxvy {'cl weqt} i"yx ixaczeytpd lra oi` opixn`cke [x"dyl lr] yperl miza irbp ok mb miàceà `l `din ux`l ozìa zligza mewn lkn 'eke dligz zeytpa rbetzeeydl d`xp cere .y"r ,"aezkd o`k fnx dfe xky jxc `l` yper jxcon oenh x`ypy dn :l"fe 'h oniq 'a wxt n"a y"`xd ixac t"r zehiydlkl wlgzn did llyd ik ewlgl rwxwd ltpy eze`l eid `l miixen`ddn wlg giexd l`xyi yi` lky t"r`y `vnp f"tly .y"r ,'eke l`xyiziad lra n"n ,ekeza oenh xve`d `vnpe zrxv zngn ziad xzqpy f"irhren wlg `l` oenhnd on el ribn epi` ixdy .ciqtd minrt aexaìd ziaa rbpd zìvny l"i k"è .ezia zcia` z` aygl jixv ecbpke

.epeer lr ziad lral yper ìdy cera ,l`xyil daeh dxeya

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did èdy `hg dfià ryx did `l m`y `l` .ynega i"yxity`zyd .gxeh ila diiwpe dlw jxca oenhnd z` d"awd el dlbnd"awd oi` ,rxd oeyl `weec e`le ,èdy lk `hga ryx èdymiza irbp oi` mlerle .rbpd zxdh gxeh i"r `l` el dlbn

r"ve .x"dyl lr mià122 .

{ì:eh}**eeicba qake mina shy `l eicie afd ea rbi xy` lk

axrd cr `nhe mina ugxe:{mina shy `l eicie d"c} i"yxite .ez`nehn lah `ly cera...jcnll mici ztihy oeyla af ly eteb zliah aezkd ìvedy dfe

micid enk ielbd xa` `l` min zìa oerh mixzqd zia oi`yji` zvw r"ve .jixvy xne` aezkd ixdy .eheytn `xwnd z` l"fg eìvedd`xpe .sebd lk zliah jixvy exn` mde ,cal mici ztihyx"` à` xa ìig x"` {'eh} zekxa 'qn `xnba y"n t‰r ayiillltzne y"w `xewe oilitz gipne eici lhepe dptpd lk opgeiaizkc oaxw eilr aixwde gafn dpa el`k aezkd eilr dlrnxaq `l àx 'il xn` ‡'c jgafn z` daaeqè itk oeiwpa ugx`îtk uigx` aizk `le ‡oeiwpa ugx`ˆ aizkc lah eli`k xn dl.sebd lk zliahk zaygp mici zvigxy àxl l"qc ixd .k"r,sebd lk zliah jixvy mewna af lv` o`ky xnel d`xp okle

.md mieey dn-cva ik ,eici ztihy ly oeyl aezkd xn`

.122bef gwi dtixh z`vnpe dhgy" d:ci mirbp 'qna epipyy dnn r"v cerhxt aizk zeigc" meyn dleqt dtixhy a"rxd my yxite ."dipyl.miza irbpl mc` irbp oia dpyna dfa ewligy epivn `le ."zetxhliab jixvy enk miza iab "zexedh zeig" jixvy epivn-dna ecnly l"ved`xpy enk mc` irbpa `weec ixiin ef dpyny wgeca l"iy `l`} .mc`m"anxd oeyln d`xp oke .{zglbz ipica ixiinc diptly zeipyn izyn

'eke ziad z` oixdhn cvik" g:eh zrxv z`neh 'ldepxày mc` zxdhkxac lkl 'eke oiey odiyrn lk x`yexnele zegcl yi df s`y `l`} "

mià zrxvd ibeq lky i:fi zrxv z`neh 'ld seqa ezhiyl m"anx lif`clr mià mc` irbpy i"yxl k"`yn .deey mzxdh okle ,rxd oeyl lrmzxdh oi`y l"i 'eke zeipenhn liaya md miza irbp la` x"dyl

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** zen ixg` zyxt **

** {al:fh}e'ebe eia` zgz odkl...eze` gyni xy` odkd xtk. :{eia` zgz odkl d"c} i"yxitemcew èd enewn z` `lnn epa m`y cnll

mc` lklt‰r oiadl d`xp ,mewnd dfa `weec df oic azkpy dn . {'b weqt} lirl y"n'ebe ycewd l` oxd` ài z`fa{z`fa} :i"yxite .

oey`x zial fnx xyre ze`n rax` ely ìxhnibxìay cecl likyna y‰re .`zi`c ef dcbà uxzl gxked jkle elà l"ledc l"wcŠ :l"dfalr dlrz ike mipy i"z ig èdy exyan aezkd l"fe dax `xwieaea eyniyy i"r oey`x ycwn `l` mipy i"z ig oxd`y jzrcipy ycwn .epa oa epae èd midpk 'g ea eyny dpenàmlky miiw oxd` el`k aeyg mipyd oze` lky xnelke k"r...'tahid 're} ‰ryedie dyn iab y"n c"re...eicinlz miaeygmiaezkd t‰r exìay ,'eke eyny `le d"c 'h `nei 'qn 'qezaxg` oa eid oey`x ziaa milecbd mipdkd lky minid-ixacak"dei zcear oipra miaezkd ly mheyt xwiry `vnpe .{oaedecnl ipy ziaa mb dceard dbdpy dne} oey`x ziaa xaecnziaae .{'b weqt lr `"ba 're y"r ,k"eza `xwc ìeaixn l"fenewn z` `lnn oa el did lecb odk lky dyrn did jk oey`x`weec azkp oad znicw oicy d`xp okle .eia` zgz odikyxaecn dxwiry ef dyxta `weec xzeia xacd rbep ixdy ,o`k

.oey`x ziaa

{c-b:fi}**'ebe ayk e` xey hgyi xy` l`xyi zian yi` yi`yi`l aygi mc 'ebe 'cl oaxw aixwdl eìad `l cren ld` gzt lè 'ebe dpgna

èddjty mc'ebe :{ayk e` xey d"c} i"yxit .xacn aezkd miycwena'eke:yxit {jty mc d"c} oldle . 'ebe mc`d mc jteykoiadl jixve .

xyt`y d`xp---.mc`d mc jteyk uega miycw hgeyd aygp dnl{ì:fi} onwl y"n t"r oiadl lr mkl eizzp ipè èd mca xyad ytp ik

xtki ytpa èd mcd ik mkizytp lr xtkl gafndytp ik d"c} i"yxite .:{xyadytp èaz mc`d ytp lr xtkl gafnd lr eizzp jkitle dielz ìd mca dixa lk ly

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ytpd lr xtkzed"awdy ici-lr xtkn oaxwdy xèan dfn xy` .'k df oirke} aixwnd ly enc zxenz ig-lrad mc z` lawnf"tle .{`:a `xwie 't lr izexrd 're ,h:` `xwie 't o"anxìd `l` .dnda "mzq" dpi` ixd oaxwl dycwedy dnday d`xpdnc zeidl zcner ìd ixdy ,lekiak mc`-oa zbixcna zcnerznàe .eaixwnd mc`-oa ly enc zxenzk d"awd i"r zlaewnzxenz zlaewn ìd ixd yecwd ycwna mc`-oad eze` hgyi mèli`k df ixd ,ie`xd enewnl ueg ephgyi m` mle` .ely enc.leaiak mc`-oa zbixcna zcner ef dnda ixdy mc`d mc jty

.r"ve

{a:gi} zeixr zyxtl dncwda aizk**zxnè l`xyi ipa l` xacmkiwel` 'c ip` mdl` :{c"à} i"yxite .oteqy eiptl recie ielb xne` iax

wzpl'eke mkilr xfeb in erc mkiwel` 'd ip` dxifba mdilr à jkitl `xfr inia zeixra ." zlnwzplwzpil qxeby oexkf xtq 're .a"v "123oeyl èdy ,

yxy eyxit mixzetd dpde .`xwna mixkfpd i"pa lr aqend lrtpl`xyiy recid t"r xàl d`xpe .dwgxde weliq epiipry w"zpmebtl xyt` zeixr i"r wxe .èd l`xyi `hgy t"rèidi eipa ,dexrd lr à m`y .t"kr erxf ly "zEil`xyi"adzenk dclee zixkpd lr à mè .ldwa àl mixeqè mixfnn't onwl izexrd 're} llk l`xyi xèz dpnn erxf lr oièi"r l`xyi-llkn wzpil mc`l xyt`y `vnp .{ì-i:ck xen`

" i"yx oeyl edfe .zeixrd oteqywzpil`xfr inia zeixra .r"ve ."

** miyecw zyxt **

{b:hi}**'ebe e`xiz eiaè en` yi` :i"yxite .mkn cg` lk'eke eheyt edf enè eia` e`xizdfa aezkd eprinyn dn eheyt itl r"v .

xne`ymkn cg` lk.zeevn x`ya ok `vnp `ly dn ,e`xiz

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Š oipra onwl i"yx y"nezeyrl ecia wtiq yi`la` .eyxcn edf ,‰.r"v eheyt itl

{fi:hi}**'ebe jenk jrxl zadè :i"yxit .llk df àiwr iax xn`dxeza lecboaen exiagl mc` oiay zeevn `gipd mlerd miywn .

" on zetrzqn olekyjrxl zadèi`n mewnl mc` oiay zeevn la` "'qna i"yxity dn t"r xàny cecl likyn 're .xninl `ki`

:{ciarz `l jxagl ipq jlrc d"c} '`l zay"aefrz l` jia` rixe jrix" {i:fk ilyn}jxiag xeariy ie`py jilr ixdy eixac lr xearz l` èd jexa yecwd df

jixac lroiay zeevn s`y l"i k"è "jrx" `xwp d"awd s` ixd ." on zetrzqn mewnl mc`jrxl zadèoi`y heyt d`xp dpde---."

" on zetrzqn exiagl mc` oia zeevn lky oiprdjrxl zadè"" on zetrzqn mewnl mc` oia zeevn lke ,eheytkjrxl zadè"

olek zeevnd lky `l` .epi` df .d"awd df "jrx"c eyxcnk" on zetrzqnjrxl zadèlk ceqiy ,d"awd df "jrx"c eyxcnk "

" i"yx y"n èd zeevndeixac lr xearz l`dwelg cer yi dpde---."ìd .exiagl mcè mewnl mc` oiay dwelgd cal zeevna

{c:gi} lirl y"nk mihtyne miwg oiay dwelgdzè eyrz ihtyn z`'ebe exnyz izwg" md mihtyndy i"yxite .htyna dxeza mixen`d mixac

oxn`l i`ck did exn`p `l el`y" md miwge ,"aiyn rxd xviy jlnd zxfb mdy mixac'eke z`hg in zxdhe fphry zyiale xifg zlik` oebk 'eke oxnyl epl dnl mdilr---."

" i"yx y"n èd miwgd zxinye meiw ceqiy heyt df dpdelèixac lr xearzlkyl mielb mpi` miwgd ly mdinrh ixdy ,"

mihtynd meiw ceqiy zrcd lr zelrdl xyt` did la` .iyep`dxvepd mlerd oewiz iptne mihtynay minrhd zexyi iptn èdzeevn lkay lecbd llkdy lirl xèand itl mle` .mdici lr

" èd dxezdjrxl zadèlr xeari `le d"awd z` adìy epiidc "miwg oia welig zeevnd aeig ceqi xwira oi` ixd ,eixacjezn mniiwl mc` aiig zeevnd ibeq ipy z`y `l` ,mihtyneil d`xpe .eixac lr xearl `lye 'c xac z` miiwl oevxd

.l"ce dfa mireh daxdy

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{hk:hi}** ‡ebe ux`d dpfz `le dzepfdl jza z` llgz l`. :{ux`d dpfz `le d‰c} i‰yxitedizexit z` dpfn ux`d ok dyer dz` m`

‡eke mkvxà `le xg` mewna ozeyrl`ly dpeekd d`xp epeyl zehytn .`l` ,egnvi zevx` x`yae zexit ginvz `l l`xyi-ux`y xac seqzevxà mzizexit z` eginvi l`xyi-uxà rxfzy mirxf mze`y

{d:a} zldwa y‰n t‰r oiprd oiadl d`xpe .zexg`zepb il iziyrixt lk ur mda izrhpe miqcxte :i‰yxite .icib z` eznkga xikn dnly didy

oiltlt ea rhpe yek l` jled cib dfi` ux`d...ezizyn myny oeivl mià zevx`d icib lkymler ly...‡ek ixt lk ur xn`p jklmc` xy`ky eixac itl `vnp dpde .

,ìdd uxà èd drixfd-dyrny t‰r` ,yek uxà oiltlt rxef.l`xyi uxày oiltltd zginv xewnn `l` epi` dginvd-gk `ldl`xyi-uxà exewnn ux`d icib jeza raep dfd dginvd-gke‡tl izexrd d`xe} drixfd-dyrn dyrp da xy` uxà crid-mewnlmicibd jeza xaer dginvd-gky myky d`xpe .{h:g awri‰à dyrpd drixf-dyrn s`y xyt` mb jk ,l‰egl l`xyi-ux`n`l` i‰à eixt z` rxfd ozi `le ,micibd jeza egk xarei

Š zevn lr l`xyi mixaer xy`k dcnd ìd jke .l‰egaz` llgz l`dzepfdl jzaŠ f`y ,‰mkvxà `le xg` mewna ozeyrl dizexit z` dpfn ux`d.‰

.r‰ve

{a:k}**xn`z l`xyi ipa lè . :i"yxitezexdf`d lr oiypr.mixeqi`d lk `d i"yxl 'il dyw dedc exìay `"ebe m"`x 'rod mzdc uxiz df lre .zen-ixg` 'ta eyxtzp xak elld'qa xeà xzia 're} miyprd l"nw `kde ,zexdf`dz` i"yx cinrd dnl wcwcl yi mdixac itl mle`---.{oexkfd

" milind lr eyexitxn`z l`xyi ipa lèoey`xd xeqi` lr `le ,"" epiidc aezkd eilr dpeyy'ebe jlnl erxfn ozi xyà"v znàe ."

" el` milin l"nw i`nxn`z l`xyi ipa lèdxe`kl ol ibq dedc ,"" `yixa y"naxn`l dyn l` 'c xacieayii df lky d`xp mle`---."

:l"fe dnkg jynallek l`xyi zcr lk l` xn`p dpey`x dyxtc yexit"yeprl miypd oieevn oi` oiypera o`ke k"b miypd

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ipa lè wx okl r"ekl zeytp ipic oecl oileqtyoecle yeprl oieevn opi`y ,l`xyi zepa `l l`xyienk ipa lè ligzn okle .heyte .oitxypde oilwqpdmdil` zxnè aezk ixg` 'ta zexdfàe .xeacd rvnà

miyp zeaxl".wizrdy milind z` `weec yxtl à i"yx l"f eixac itl ixd

.ekxck zrce mrh aeha myxtne ,zxzeka

** xn` zyxt **

** {d:`k}‡ebe my`xa dgxw egxwi `l :i‰yxite .`lde zn lr

‡mkipir oiaˆ l`xyia xn`py itl `l` jk lr exdfed l`xyi s` {`:ci d`x ‡t}`l lekideey dxfba mipdkdn l`xyi ecnlie ‡my`xaˆ l‰z y`xd lk lr aiig `di...lk o`k dn

rnyna y`xd lk oldl s` y`xdŠ l`xyia aezky dne .mkipir oiat‰rè ,‰dn lr cnll `pixg` y‰bl iz`c l‰v ,y`xd lk lr miaiig znày

Š oilitzd oipra aezkyjipir oiadgxwd enk xrŸy mewna èdy ‰.y‰r cecl likyne `‰eb eazk jk .xry mewna jgxk-lr ìdyzekld ly df oic azkp dnl a‰v l‰f mdixacl s` dxe`klemrh epivny dn itl xàl d`xpe---.dgxwa wqerd weqta oilitz

{a-`:ci d`x ‡t} aezka xèan dgxwd xeqi``l mkiwel` ‡cl mz` mipa znl mkipir oia dgxw eniyz `le eccebzzzeidl ‡c xga jae jiwel` ‡cl dz` yecw mr ik

minrd lkn dlebq mrl el‡ebe :{c‰à eccebzz `l d‰c} i‰yxite .itlmigxewne micecb `le mi`p zeidl miie`x mzè mewn ly eipa mz`yxeqi`y ixd .

mewnd iptl x`tzdle ze`pzdl l`xyi miie`xy cvl èd dgxwdixaca epivn dpde---.xètn epiè d`p epi` gxewnde ,d‰ax`te iep md oilitzd mby miaezkd ifnxn epecnly l‰fg

{i:gk àz ik} y‰nk .l`xyi-mrljilr `xwp ‡c my ik ux`d inr lk e`xejnn e`xieoilitz el`Š {‡e zekxa} df lr ‡nba l‰f exnè ..‰y`xay124md fer oilitzdyŠ df weqtn ecnly cer y‰re

.124 {e:f} mixiyd-xiya aezk df oirke‡ebe lnxkk jilr jy`x :i‰yxite .el`

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oilitz gipndy df weqtn ecnl mby {‡fp} cer y‰re .‰l`xyil.‰x ¥ §RŠ mi`xwp oilitzdy cer epivne---.dlecbl dtvi melga

{fi-fh:ck} l`wfgia y‰nk...jipir cngn z` jnn gwel ippd mc` oa :i‰yxite}jzy` {jlrpe jilr yeag jx`t dyrz `l l ¤a ¥ ...dkaz `le cetqz `le‡ebe jilr miyz :{jx`t d‰c} i‰yxite .dzè mila` zevn dl` lk ,oilitz

‡eke lcpqe oilitza xeq` l¥a¨ selig(` :zebixcn ‡b dfa yiy `vnpe---.d`x ‡ta i‰yxity enk ,mlaà migxwzne miccebzn miixen`del ie`x ik ey`x z` gxwn epi` la`znd l`xyi (a ;{`:ci}epi`y l`xyi (b ;my i‰yxity enk ,d‰a mewnd iptl ze`pzdlèdy `l` ,dgxw i‰r ex`t z` zigyn epi`y xac seq `l la`zn.l‰pd lkn gkeny enk ,ey`xay oilitz i‰r x`tzne fer yalznly miccv ipyk md ixd oilitzd zevne dgxwd xeqi`y `vnpejxca df ,l`xyi ly mx`te mfer z` milbn mdipyy ,cg` rahnepl dzlby edfy d`xpe---.dyr-mew jxca dfe dyrz-lè ayaezky dn i‰r `weec xry mewna oilitzd-zgpd mewn z` dxezdoiaŠ ìcda oilitzd zyxta aezk did eli`y .dgxwd zyxta`l `nrha `zln la` opirci ded `zln ,‡cke ‰xry mewna jipirepi` fere x`t md oilitzdy oiprd xwir ixdy ,opirci dedzyxta xacd ‡ky `zyd la` .`xwn ly eheyta ynn yxetnxryd mewn cgiizpy myky .opirci `zlnc `nrh mb ,dgxwdzigyp `ly dxez dcitwd cgeinay ,dgxwd oipra mipird-oiayy`xd lky y‰bn epcnly t‰r` ixdy} èdd mewna epx`t z`

Š aezk `xwn n‰n ,rnynamkipir oiamrhd mye ,{i‰yxit y‰re ,‰jk ,epx`t z` zigyp `ly meyn èdy `xwn ly eheyta yxetnoeikny .èdd mewna `weec oilitzd z` gippy dxezd dcitwddfn gken ,epzigyp `ly dctwdd xwir dlg èdd mewnd lrymb èd okle .y`xd daeba ezeida x`tde ferd mewn èdy.l`xyi ly mx`te mfer mdy oilitzd zgpdl mi`znd mewndick `weec dgxwd zyxta oilitz zekld ly df oic azkp dtie

rlqk o`xene owfeg ìd ixd ‡jnn e`xie jilr `xwp ‡d my ik ux`d inr lk e`xeˆ xn`py y`xay oilitzmixdd y`x èd lnxke mixd .

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.r‰ve .xacd ly enrh z` zelbl

{ck:ak}**eyrz `l mkvxàe 'cl eaixwz `l...zezke jerne. :{eyrz `l mkvxàe d"c} i"yxiteelitè dige dnda mey qxql df xac

'eke mkvxà xy` lk zeaxl ‡mkvxàˆ xn`p jkl d`nhjepigd 'q oeyl 're . eyrz `l mkvxày oin lkn eyexitŠ :{`"vx devn}epvxày lke

miigd ilra lke dndade mc`d lelkimeyn d`xp exeàe .‰ {h:g mixac} aizkc'ebe da lk xqgz `l mgl da lk`z zepkqna `l xy` ux`.

dxqg i"` oi`" {"`t `neia oke} 'dl dkeq 'qn 'nba `zièi"yxit y"r} i"à mi`vnp mleray mipind lky epiidc .‰melkoeyld dfa dxezd dhwp dnl a"v mle`---.{xqgz `l d"c

"mkvxàxy`k ,cala i"` lr dyxtl d`xp dpey`x dtwyda xy` ,"mcwda d`xpe .mlera dige dnda lkl dkldd itl ìd dpeekdd`xpy .dixa mey dxqg i"` oi`y l"pd oipra oiadl yiy dn

{ai:ì mixac} awr 'ta y"n t"r exeàdze` yxec jiwel` 'c xy` ux`'ebe cinz :i"yxite .yxec èd zevx`d lk `lde...dze` `l` yxec epi` lekiak `l`

dnr zevx`d lk z` yxec dyxecy dyixc dze` i"re:xìa my `"ebae .iptn wx z`xap 'idzy ie`x 'id cala ux`dy oaen df oipreŠjkitle lkd dyecw lawl ie`x oi`y cala ux`d zeidl xyt`-i`ymnvrl zevx`d x`y zìxa oi` ik iptne dnr zevx`d x`y e`xapdnr zevx` x`y yxec dze` yxec xy`k jkitle dnr e`xapy `lòiprd z` xàl d`xp c"tre .‰ala miielz mixa`d lky enkdie`x dzid cala i"`y iptny .dixa mey dxqg i"` oi`y l"pdik .mlerd lka `vnpy dn lk da `vnpy i`ceea okl ,ze`xadle`xap zevx`d x`yy `l` ,mlerd lk ìd i"` ixd znà:{`"vx devn} jepigd 'qa 'k qexiqd xeqi` yxey dpde---.dnr`le xqg `l zenlyd zilkza enler `xa èd jexa mydy itlŠmixt mzeidl miigd-ilra jxiae epevxn dide...xac ea xzieytpa d`xn rxfd ilk ciqtnd ok lre...ecenri ornl...miaxe.‰aehd enler zzgyda dvexe `xead dyrna uw èdy ink

" 'la dxezd dhwpy dn oiadl d`xp f"ktle---mkvxàxy` ,"d`xi `ly ìd dcitwd xwir ixdy .ìd i"` lr dheytd dz`xed

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dìxad lk xwire .jepigd y"nk mlerd-zìxaa uw èdy eytpadfn raep i"à `vnp lkdy xacd xwire .`"ebd y"nk i"` ìddxn` xy`k okle .epxìay enk ,i"` ìd dìxad xwiry `teb'la dhwp ,mleray dige dnda oin mey zigyp `ly dxezd

"mkvxàdn lkn zigyp `ly ,xwird edf oiprd yxeya ixdy ."mi`xapd lly ieaix lk znà ik .i"à e`xal epevxa dlrydlry `l` .i"à mlek e`vniy epevx did ,m`xal epevxa dlrymy `vnpy dn mbe ,zevx` x`ya mb mixacd zvw e`vniy epevxa

" okle .epzigypy epevx oi`mkvxà.eheytk edf ynn "elitè dige dnda lk epiidc mkvxày lk zeaxl dkldl eyxcnezvwa izkx`dy h:g mixac 'tl izexrd 're} oade .d`nh

.{o`kl mirbepd mipiipr

{ì-i:ck}** z`...awie...ixvn yi` oa ède zil`xyi dy` oa `vie‡ebe ixac za zinly en` mye...llwie myden` my d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{ixac za zinelydzid dcal ìdy xnel efl aezkd dnqxty l`xyi ly ogaydpefxvid zexnl zepfn xdfdl mlek icia dlr ji` denzl yi .

mc zlik` xeqi` oipra aizk ixd ?dil` mc`d z` ìand wfgd {dk:ai mixac}‡ebe jixg` jipale jl ahii ornl eplk`z `l:i‰yxite .`v

eixg` epale el dkef epnn yxetd epnn dvw mc` ly eytpy mcd m` zevn ly oxky ozn cnle lfbl e"wmdl de`zn mc` ly eytpy zeixre{i:ì jzelrda ‡t} cer aizke .

‡ebe eizgtynl dka mrd z` dyn rnyie :i‰yxite .lr ‡eizegtynlˆ exn` epizeaxemdl zexq`pd zeixr lr zegtyn iwqr125aexŠ {‡dqw a‰a} l‰fg exnè .

‰zeixra herine lfba126i‰pay epivn `l mipiipr x`ya dpde .

.125mdl xn`y drya mixrhvn l`xyi eidyŠ :{v ze`} my ixtqa exewn d`x‡ld ak wxt} dìa ixeqi` ‡ld m‰anx l‰fe .‰zeixrd on yextl dynon `l` yextl mrd aexl dyw èdy dlek dxezd lka xac jl oi`Š :{gizeixrd lr l`xyi eehvpy drya minkg exn` ,zexeq`d zeìade zeixrdiwqr lr ‡eizegtynl dkeaˆ xn`py dikae zenerxza ef devn elawe eka

.‰zegtyn.126onfe onf lka ldw `ven dz` oièŠ :{hi ‡ld} l‰pd wxta m‰anx d`xe

ly exewny l"i abè .‰zexeq` zeìae zeixra oivext oda oi`yeilr ecirdy xecd ezeà s` ixdy .zinelyc df dyrnn èd m"anxd

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{hi:ci} glya ‡ta aizk ixd .miwicv mlek eid mixvnarqie j`lnmiwel`d‡ebe mdixg`n jlie l`xyi dpgn iptl jldd d‰ca} i‰yxite .

:{mdixg`n jlielka miwel` oi` ‡miwel`d j`lnˆ o`ke 'd j`ln xne` èd mewn lka mixvn mr ca`dl m` lvpdl m` dry dzeà oica oipezp l`xyi eidy cnln oic `l` mewn.miticr l`xyi eid `l rbx ezeà mdiyrn cvny rnyn

miixvndn127mdn cg` lykp `ly epivny dfa oiirl yi f‰ktle .yxcna èd oiprd gztny d`xpe---.ixac za zinelyn ueg zepfa:l‰fe {d:al} dax `xwiea ède ,exewn z` i‰yx a`y epnnyl`xyi el`bp mixac 'c liaya `xtw xa mya xn` `ped axŠ`le rxd oeyl exn` `le mpeyl zè mny z` epy `ly mixvnnyxcnd-lra oiivy y‰re .‰dexra uext odn cg` odipia `vnpèd zeixra elykp `ly dfl xewnde ,mipiiprdn cg` lkl xewnen` myeˆ '`py aezkd dnqxte dzid zg` ok didy jl rczŠ :jkdeey-cv mixacd zrax` lky d`xp dpde .‰‡ixac za zinelymvr lr xenyl ecrep mlky ède ,mdipia yi szeyn-dpknemny z` epy `lyŠ .mixvn zelb ipa ly zil`xyid zEd ¥fe cegiisè .el`d zexinya dpeekd dzid jky `hiyt ixd ,‰mpeyl zèoeyld zyecw z` mzxiny cvn `ly d`xp ,rxd oeyl exn` `ly dfdf lr df epiyld `ly ìd yxcnd zpeeky `l` ,dfa erbpoeyl exn` `leŠ :o`k yxcnd oeyl jke .miixvnd mdicarynldidy `ven dz` ‡mrd ipfà `p xacˆ {a:ì zeny} xn`py rxd

ycg a"i lk olv` cwten xacdexiag lr cg` oiyld `le.‰d`vezk ,lirlck zicegiid mzedf lr ahid exnyy oeikny d`xpeeig`l wfp mexbl envrl yi` dyxd `le dti cegià ecg`zd dfnjk mipey`xd oeiavky d`xpe .miixvnd mdixxev-mdicaryn i‰rodipia `vnpŠ `ly dfa s`y ,dl`d mixacd zraxày oexg`d èdmcegii lr exny jkay èd oiprd ,‰dexra uext odn cg`cleed `veie dzenk dclee zixkpd lr àd ixdy .mzedfe

dzid zg` ixd ,zeixra mivext eid `ly {onwl 'r dax `xwiea} l"fg .zexec x`yl e"we .dvxty

.127.fh wxt l`wfgi ‡qa mixvna i‰pa ly mzepb lr mixn`n dnk d`xe .d`neh ixry h‰n ecxi mixvna i‰pay xn`nd reci cere

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,mebt cleedy l`xyi-za lr àd ixkp sè .zi`lxyid ezedfnely ‰zEil`xyiŠd jxra ekxr rxb dfa ixd128lr àde .

xèz z` eipan zigtn dfay i`cee ixd ,xfnn cleedy exya-x`yldwa àl dfd cleel xeq` ixdy ,ely ‰il`xyiŠdon ìd zeixr xeqi`n dxinydy t‰r`y d`xp f‰ktle---.l`xyimiyrn meiwa epiihvd `l mixvna i‰pay t‰rè ,zeywd zeceardzepfn dxinyd lr c`n ecitwd n‰n ,xeqi`n dxinyae miaehdid dfae ,zicegiid ‰zil`xyiŠd mzedf lr exny dfay iptn

.df lka ‡re .mzle`bl gztnd oenh

** xda zyxt **

{ci:dk}** ‡ebe jzinr cin dpw e` jzinrl xknn exknz ike. :{c‰à} i‰yxiteikeˆ l‰z jxag l`xyil xekn xken dz`yk oipn dyxc yi cere

cin dpw e`ˆ l‰z jxag l`xyin dpw zepwl zà m`y oipne ,xekn ‡jzinrl xknn exknz .‡jzinr.laeid zyxta o`k `weec jiiy `l df xac dxe`kle

{fi weqt} oldl ‡ky dna le`yl yi oke‡ebe ezinr z` yi` epez `le. :i‰yxitedpi`y dvr epìyi `le exiag z` yi` hipwi `ly mixac z`pe` lr xidfd o`k

.‡eke urei ly ez`pde ekxc itl el zpbedmiillk md elld mipic ipy ixdzyxt ìdy ef dyxta `weec eazkp dnl k‰è ,mipnfd lkllirl ‡ky dn lr dlawde azkd ‡qa oiieri mle`---?laeid

Š {h:dk}drexz xteyoeylk èd o`k dxen`d ‰drexzŠy yxity ‰Š {`k:bk xacna} mrla i‰r dxen`d drexzea jln zrexzexy` ,‰

Š my i‰yx dyxitzerxe dag oeylazkd lra o`k xìae .y‰r ‰zpy ikŠ :l‰fe ,zerxe dag ly oipr yi laeia o`k s`y dlawdedpy ,ux`d iayei lkl xexc zìxwe zexig ly zpy ìd laeidea oi` ik micarle dfeg` ilral miiprle mixiyrl dgny lydf mr df ebprzi mlek la` ,dxivw `le drixf `l dnc` zcearjky o`k i‰yxitn d`xp oi`y t‰r` dpde .‰‡eke mirxn zxaga

.128lr àd ixkp dxez-ozn iptly ztxv inkg mya {i weqt} o‰anx d`xe .y‰r i‰yx zrca ipewfg azk oke .ixkp cleed l`xyi-za

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Š milind z` yxit èddrexz xtey,dfd oiprdy d`xp n‰n ,‰gxken hrnke oekp èd ixd ,mirxn-zxag ly dpy èd laeidyef dyxta ellkp okly d`xpe .dyxtd lka ze`xwnd ly mheytnoia die`xd zerixdn miraepd mipic {yxca e` ìcdl e`}

.exiagl l`xyi

{gl:dk}**mixvn ux`n mkz` iz`ved xy` mkidl` dedi ip`.midl`l mkl zeidl orpk ux` z` mkl zzlmkl zeidl d‰c} i‰yxite

:{‡ekemilil` zcear caerk dpnn `veid lke miwel`l el ip` l`xyi uxà xcd lk.zicinze daexw xzei ìd z"id zgbydy epivny itl xàl d`xp

{ai:ì} awr 'ta aezky enk .l"ega xy`n i"à'c xy` ux`dpyd zixg` cre dpyd ziyxn da jiwel` 'c ipir cinz dz` yxc jiwel`y"re .

dze` dwyn l`xyi ux`Š :{'i} ziprz 'qna r"re .i‰yxitminyb in dzey i"`...gily i"r elek mlerd lke envra d"awd

:i"yxite} ‰'eke zivnzn elek mlerd lkexg` miara x`ypy dndziizyjl-jl ‡t i‰yxit lr `‰eba ahid ‡re} `xnba y‰r {

f"r 'lda m"anxd xìa dxf dcear ly dyxey dpde---.{g:ficeak wlgl eligzde yep` inia erhy {a-` 'ld '` wxt}.mlerd z` bidpdl mewn ly eigely mdy milblbe miakeklzelfne miakekl wx ecare ixnbl 'c z` egky minid zeaxae,d"awd ly ezgbyd z` egkyy did f"r ly dceqiy `vnpe .d"yrz` bidpn 'zi èd mci-lr xy` eigely z` ecare

mlerd129zxkip eay mewnd ìdy ,i"`n `veidy d`xp okle---.zcear caerk èd ixd ,icinze aexw oteà 'zi ezgbydznlrde 'zi ezgbyd zgkya èd f‰r ly dyxey ixdy .milil`:l"fe {'g} zekxa 'qnc 'nb oiadl d`xp f"ktle---.dpnn mc`deaxi ornl xnè dnz laaa iaq `ki` opgei iaxl 'il exn`Šixn`c oeik .`l ux`l dvega la` aizk dnc`d lr 'eke mkiniipd`c epiid {opgei 'x} xn` `zyipk ial ikygne incwn 'ilial eliire ekiyge enicw 'ipal iel oa ryedi 'x xn`ck edl

.129 .{"awri dpde" rhwa c 'nr cq sc} l`xyi daey d"c z"ewl dkexà 'r

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.l"pd t‰r d`xp oiprd xeìae .‰iig ekxezc ikid ik `zyipkl"ega k"`yn ,zicinze daexw z"id zgbyd myy ìd i"` zlrnyzqpkd-ziaa jix`ny in mle` .'zi ezgbydn wegx èd mc`deigelyn `le ,'zi ez`n lkdy xikn èdy xkip ixd ,dlitzaèd hxtae llka eikxv lk z` ixdy .yep` xeca erhy enk e"gèd okle lkd èd ez`ny xikn èdy jgxk-lre .z"idn ywanmpi` `zyipk-iaa ikygne incwnc dl` okle .epnn ywanipak mini jix`dl milekie .'zi ezgbydn miwegxhrnky hi:ek ` lèny ‡ql i‰yxita epivn dpde---.l`xyi-ux`za hrn ztqez my siqedy `l` ,o`kn eyexit z` i‰yx wizrdy

:my aizk ixd .milin izycear jl xn`l ‡c zlgpa gtzqdn meid ipeyxb ikmixg` midel` :{ipeyxb ik d‰c} i‰yxite .l`xyi ux`njl d‰cae} .

:{mixg` midel` cear ux`l uegl i‰`n `veidziad onfa.‡eke b‰r caer el`k Š ‡ky dfn ezgked ileèmixg` midel` cear jlxwiry rnyn dfny ,‰

dnewn z` afer èd dfay cvn did ux`d z` eafra cec ly exrvzcear xwir ixde .f‰r ly dnewnl qpkpe d‰awd zcear lyxkf oi` xda ‡tay weqta k‰`yn .ycwnd-ziaa ìd d‰awd

lzcearonfaŠ ly i`pzd z` i‰yx xikfd `l okle ,d‰awd ipya eiyexit oia dyrnl zwelgn oi` dxe`kly t‰rè ,‰ziad`veid oi`y lèny ‡qa ezrc xèan t‰kre---.r‰ve .zenewndoiprd xeàe .`weec ziad-onfa `l` f‰r caerk aygp i‰`nzgbydy ,i‰` ly dcegii xwiry xnŸ py `l` ,l‰pd lkk d`xponfa `weec ìd ,zevx`d x`y lr xy`n ìd dxizi dilr z‰idzè .dzenlya ìd i‰` zyecw f` j` xy` ,miiw ycwnd-ziayi‰r i‰` ipak mini jix`dl mileki l‰eg ipa mby epivny dfzqpkd-ziay epivny dn itl xàl d`xp ,zqpkd-ziaa dcnzdd

{fh:ì} l`wfgia y‰nk ,‰hrn ycwnŠ mya dpeknycwnl mdl idèmy eà xy` zevxà hrn :{hrn ycwnl d‰c} i‰yxite .‡eke `zyipk izal

mikef i‰` ipay myky l‰i okle .{‡hk dlibn ‡qn ‡re}llba dpeilr dgbyda zkxeand uxà m`vnd i‰r mini zekix`ljix`dl mileki l‰eg ipa mb jk ,ycwnd-zial okyn-mewn dzeidmb ixdy .zeiqpk-iza el` hrn-ycwna m`vnd i‰r mini

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,l`xyi-ux` ly dgbydd dzeè dkxad dze` oirk yi zqpkd-ziaa,l‰pk ycwnd ze`vnd mewn dzeid llba ìd dcegii xwir ixdy

.w‰ece .hrn-ycwn èd zqpkd-ziae

{bn:dk}** 'ebe jxta ea dcxz `l . :i"yxitezeprl ick jxevl `ly dk`lnèa`y cr otbd zgz xecr jixv epi` ède dfd qekd z` il mgd el xn`z lòipr .

{bi:`} zeny 'ta aezk xak "jxt"jxta mda ecar xy`mye , :i"yxitezxayne sebd z` zkxtnd dyw dcearaokzi `l o`ky `l` .

" `tiqa y"n llba ok yxtljiwel`n z`xie :i"yxity "oi` xn`z `nyxn`p jkl all xeqn dfd xacd ixd ,jxevl èdy el ip` xneè e`l m` jxevl m` xaca xikn

"z`xie"" xnel jiiy `ly heyte .xaca xikn oi`" dceara "z` zkxtndezxayne sebd" èdy "jxt" oipr o`k i"yxit okle ."`ly dk`ln

ezeprl ick jxevl ."lre `xwc `yix lr o`k i"yx ixacy dfl reiqeeixac eà `ly oniq ixd ,exn`p cg` xeaica mlek `xwc `tiq

.`yixd lr eixac z` wfgl `l` `tiqd lr

** izewga zyxt **

{ì:ek}**mkz` iytp lrbz `le mkkeza ipkyn izzpeoiir .ik d"awd xnìy dfa mrhd dn izrci `leŠ :dywdy o"anxeytp lerba epze` q`ni `l epevx epzeyre zeevnd lk epxnyaxyt` d`xp hytd jxcae .ceq jxca uxizy dn 're .‰'eke

{k:ì} jzelrda 'ta aezky dn t‰r xàlmkl dide...mini yceg crmixvnn ep`vi df dnl xn`l eiptl ekaze mkaxwa xy` 'c z` mzq`n ik ori `xfl.

:{mkaxwa xy` 'c z` d"ca} i"yxitedab `l mkipia izpiky izrhpy `l mèlld mixacd lkl qpkil mkaalt"r` ,l`xyia dpikyd z`xydy ixd .

zedabl mexbl dgka yiy ,dpkq mb da yi ,dlEcbe dkxa ìdyedfy l"ie .d"awd lr mrxzdl eài al zedab jezne .al

" .l"pd izewga 'ta weqtd xeàmkkeza ipkyn izzpeef ixd ,"" .dlEcbe dkxamkz` iytp lrbz `le.dkxal dxiny ef ixd ,"

al zedab icil àl mileki dpikyd z`xyd jezny t"r`y

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ixd ,epze` q`nie lrbi d"awdy xyt` jk jezne ,znexrzezeevnd z` xenyp m` jk dxwi `ly epgihane epkxan d"awd

" zkxady xac seq .zenlyaiytp lrbz `leipta dkxa dpi` "" zkxal dghad ìdy `l` ,dnvripkyn izzpemeyl mexbz `ly "

{d:e} mixiyd-xiya iz`vn dfl jnqe---.wfpmdy icbpn jipir iaqd'ebe ipaidxd :i"yxite .ial eqibd...df ycwna d"awd xn` èd jk `nbecde{ipyd}mkze`xdl oey`x ziaa ipeaidxd mdy miaexke zxetke oex` mkl aiydl xyt` i`

ia mzlrny cr dxizi dagdzidy ,oey`x ziaa dpikyd-z`xydy ixd .mewna cexnle lernl mdl "dnxb"y ìd ,dtwez èlna f``xwc `tiq dpde---.dpikyd zewlzqde ziad oaxeg icil ìadle

Š :èd jk mixiyd-xiyacrlbd on eylby mifrd xcrk jxrŸy:i‰yxite .‰daxd gay yi mkay miwce mikxe miphwad`xp `tiq l` `yix xeyiwe .

dxizid dagd dzid `l miwicve milecba xaecn did m`y meynŠ `weec la` .‡zi ea elrniy daq d‰awd z`nmiwce mikxe miphwa

mkayea elrny cr d‰awd z`n dxizid dagd z` e`xy jk rxi` ‰zkxa ixd .dxeza fnexn df lky d`xpe---.zedabe zeqb jezn

Šmkz` iytp lrbz `ledpikyd z`xyd mexbz `ly dghad ìdy ,‰oiprd y`xa aezky dna ìd zipzen `ld ,l‰pk znerxze zedabl

{b:ek}mz` mziyre exnyz izevn zè eklz izwga m`m`} i‰yxite . :{c‰à ‡eke izwgadxeza milnr eidzyizevn zè d‰cae} .

:{‡eke‡eke miiwle xenyl zpn lr dxeza milnr eedef dbxcy i`ceeae .lk eidi m` wxy d`xpe .miwicve milecba `l` dievn dpi`

Š zkxaa md mighaen ,dl`k dlrnd-inx dne`dmkz` iytp lrbz `le,‰la` .znerxze zedab mdl mexbz `l mdl zrcepd mewnd zagy

Šmkay miwce mikxe miphwaŠ mda yiy t‰r` ,‰daxd gaydag n‰n ,‰enke ,‡zi ea elrniy mdl mexbl dgka yi mdl zrcepd dxizid

.mixiyd-xiya i‰yxity

{my}**mkz` iytp lrbz `le mkkeza ipkyn izzpei‰yxite . :{ipkyn izzpe d‰c}ycwnd zia df:{lrbz `le d‰cae} .dvw igex oi`

enk xaca relad xac zhilt ‡l dlirb lk mkaˆ {`k:` ‡a lèny}obn lrbp my ikzipg e` ur zkn eilrn wilgdl ick lyean alga xer ly obn oigyeny dgiynd law `l ‡mixeab

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xerd aewi `ly .dfa yi dkxa dn ike l‰f o‰anx ziiyew dreci dpdlerba epze` q`ni `l epevx epzeyre zevnd lk epxnyaŠ xy`xacdy d`xp mle` .{lirl izexrd ‡re ahid eixac ‡r} ‰eytp

Š ìd dlirby l‰pd i‰yxita uxeznxaca relad xac zhilt oeyl‰130,zewiac ‡zi ea miwac l`xyi eidiy dnvr dkxad idefy l‰iy`l ‡zi ède .lekiak xaca relad xack eidiy cr d`ltpdkxa i`cee efe .lekiak ea mzrilan mhilti `le mlirbiea miwac eidiy ìcda `xw `nil k‰` z‰è---.oade .dnevroeylae ,mc` ipa oeylk dxez dxacy l‰i .dxenb zewiac ‡ziìdy z`fk zewiac lr zexedl ofe`d z` xayl `‰` mc`-ipa

Š ilily oeyla dxez dxac okle .lekiak xaca relad xack`lelrbzon dlrnl `lte `ltd ìd zewiacdy `weicn opirnye ,‰

{cn:ek} onwl aezky dne---.oade .dbydduxà mzeida z`f mb jè‡ebe mizlrb `le mizq`n `l mdiaie``l zelbd zra mby dfn d`xp xy` .

zelbd zr `py i`n wcwcl yi k‰è ,‡zi ea mzewiacn mlirbiŠ zkxaa ekxazi f` mb xy` ,daehd zrnlrbz `le‡re} l‰pke ‰

ezaeyz d`xpy `l` .{z`fd ìyewl oeekzd d`xpky o‰anxŠ `tiqa aizkc ,ecva mizlrb `leizixa xtdl mzelklmz` d`xpy .‰

zra zewiacd ixdk zelbd zra zewiacd ixd `l i`ceeay xeàdgzexa gzex zrila znbeck zewiacd didz daehd zra .daehdzewiacd didz zelbd zrae .dkizgd lka drilad zhytznyz`f mb s` la` .dtilw ick `l` zcxei dpi`y drilad znbeckcxzy `l` ,mz` ezixa xtdle mzelkl zewiacd cxtzz `loeyl epivn dpde---.dyelw drilal dxenb drilan dzbixcnn

{eh:ek} y‰nk .zeevne dxez lv` mb dlirblrbz ihtyn z` mè‡ebe mkytp {bn:ek} mbe .mytp dlrb izwg zèmeyn oiprd d`xpe .

didzy cr dxenb zewiac zeidl dleki ‡zi ea zewiacdy mykyzeidl dkixv zeevnae dxeza zewiacd jk ,xaca relad xackolrebe ohletk èd ixd oze` afery ine ,xaca relad xack

.130{k:ì} jzelrda ‡t r‰r‡ebe mkt`n `vi xy` cr :i‰yxite . `veiy crlrbpeuegl s`d jxc ‡eke.

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{h:n} milidza epivn oke .odl ie`xd mewnd èdy ekez-jeznirn jeza jzxeze {ì:hiw} ,jzxn` izptv iala {`l:my} ,jizecra izwac.

{f:`p} diyria aizkemala izxez m©rzewiacdy `vnp dpde---.oia die`xd zewiacd dze`k ìd d‰awde l`xyi oia die`xd.i‰yxitk xaca relad xac znbeck odizy ,zeevnde l`xyi`ziixeè jixa `ycewŠ l‰f mxn`nn cenll yi jky dnecnke

.enewn o`k oiè .‰èd cg l`xyie

{hi:ek}**.‡ebe mkfr oe`b z` izxaye :i‰yxite zia df xne` èd oke ycwndˆ {`k:ck l`wfgi}‡mkfr oe`b z` iycwn z` llgn ippd.

Š w‰ndial df iepik ly dzernyn dn a‰vemkfr oe`bdpde .‰mfre w‰ndia did l`xyi oe`b ikŠ :l`wfgi ‡qa my yxit w‰cxyàe opra jxazi l-`d ceak ea d`xp didy mr lk lr mzx`tze`weec df iepik xn`p dnl le`yl yi oiicre .‰dpeilrd

oipra mixacnd zenewnaoaxgd`xpe---.l`wfgiae o`k ziad-oeiqp ìd w‰ndiaa dpikyd z`xydy dyxtd y`xa izxày dn itlald-zedab jezne ,al-zedabl mexbl dgka yiy ,l`xyi mrl dyw.{ì:ek lirl izexrd ahid ‡r} dxiare znerxzl àl mileki

Š iepiky d`xpemkfr oe`bly ezeìvna ef dpiga lr dxen ‰mfre w‰ndia did l`xyi oe`b ikŠ jezny ,l`xyia w‰ndiaexare zedab icil eà `teb df jezn ,‰mr lk lr mzx`tze`weec df iepik `vnpy dn f‰tl oaene .epaxgl enxby zexiardze` lr dxen df iepik ik ,ziad-oaxga mixacnd mipiipra‡it ‡r dpde---.epaxgl dnxby w‰ndia ly dzeìvn ly dpigadhn mkl ixayaˆ aizkckŠ :{mkfr oe`b z` izxaye d‰ca} m‰ayxw‰ndia ìd dcbàe .‡dl did mgl zray oe`bˆ aizkcke ‡mglenk hytd itle .‡mkfr oe`b ‡eke llgn ippdˆ aizkck.‰‡eke ‡lfxak mkiny izzpeˆ `xwnd seq giken jky izyxity

Š yxtl ezrcy ixdmkfr oe`bìane .dqpxte mgll iepikk ‰minyb-zxivr oipra k‰b xacny `xwc `tiqn dii`x m‰ayxdi‰yxit lr ìd ìyewe ,dwfg dii`x ìd znàe .dèaz-xqege`xwc `yix xyewn ji` ,w‰ndia èd ‰mkfr oe`bŠy

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oe`b z` izxaye d‰c} miigd-xe` ‡t ‡r mle`---.ditiql`ly oeik dfa dpeekde ok `xwpy w‰ndia df l‰f exn`Š :{mkfroiicr mda utg ‡d ik mzrca miayegy dxei df daeyza exfg.‰‡ebe izxaye xn` dfl miwfgzn dfae mkeza okey ecery dnn

Š iepiky lirl xèand t‰r d`xp eixacl xeàemkfr oe`bdxen ‰.zedabe dee`bl znxeby w‰ndia ly ezeìvna ef dpiga lrzepey`xd zeiprxet ray elired `l z`fd zedabd zngnednn oiicr mda utg ‡d ikŠ mzrca eayg ik ,daeyza mxifgdlzeiprxet ‡f zkxrna ik d‰awd xfb okle .‰mkeza okey eceryenvr cvn `le .mfrn-oe`b oexay oday dpey`xd didz zeipyddid z`fd dipyd dkxrnd ly dxwir lk ixdy ,‡zi eci ea drbpezilkzy `l` .`xwc `tiqa y‰nk mgl-xqege myb-zxivrzeiprxetl al epziy icka dzid mfer-oe`b oexay ly zpeekndik miayeg eid meiwa x`yp mfer-oe`b did m`y .eixg` zeàdokey ecery dnn oiicr mda utg ‡dŠ ixd miiywd lk zexnldxzqp f‰tly d`xpe---.daeyza mixfeg eid `le .‰mkezaixdy .l‰f i‰yx ly eyexit ayeine ,l‰f m‰ayx ly ezii`xyxtl yi xity n‰n ,‡cke minyb-zxivra xacn `xwc `tiqc t‰r`.`tiql `yix xyewn dtie .ziad-oaxega xacn `xwc `yixc

.w‰ece

{an:ek}**izixa z` sè wgvi izixa z` sè aewri izixa z` izxkfe‡ebe xkf` mdxa` . :i‰yxitedynga xqg edilè `ln azkp zenewn dynga

eipa zle`b xyaie èaiy oeaxr edil` ly enyn ze` lhp awri ,zenewnoiirl yi .‡tl izexrd ‡r} xqge `ln aizk yexcl i‰yx ly ekxc oi` ixdy‡r mle` .{fk:b a mikln ‡qle ,an:al zehn ‡tle ,i:gk devzlr fnxn xqg aizky {6 llk ci wxt} ‡i‰yx illkˆ ‡qa y‰ndpde .gaye dlrn ly oipr lr `ln aizke oexqg ly oipr,epia` awri lv` oexqg ly oipr lr dxen df `xwn ly eheyt

:àd xeaica i‰yxity enk èd i`ck xnelk ,zipxeg` epnp dnl ohwd awrijkli`ck epi` mèenr wgvi ixd ‡ekeohwk aygp awri df oipray ixd .

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zeaày131Š azkpy dfn ixdy ,i‰yxl dyw did df lre .aewri‰awri ly ezlrne egay lr fnxn `lnd aizkdy ,jtidl d`xed yiuxiz df lre .dxe`kl `xwn ly eheytl xzeq fnxd k‰è ,l‰pk

Š didi `ly xyt`y t‰r`y i‰yxohwd awri àiy i`ck ‰mvrdle`bd y ède .df oipra gaye dlrn el yi z`f lka ,ezekfazxeya

ze` lhp awriy df i‰r zgxkene zghaen edil` i‰r dle`bd.df lka r‰ve .oeaxrk enyn

** xacna zyxt **

{a-`:`}**‡ebe y`x z` e`y...ipiq xacna dyn l` ‡c xacie. :i‰yxiteo`pn lbra eltpyke o`pn mixvnn e`viyk dry lk mze` dpen eiptl ozaig jezn

xiià cgàe okynd mwed oqipa cgà o`pn mdilr ezpiky zexydl àyk mixzepd oipn rcilm`pnŠ :{xeaicd seqa} `‰eb l‰fe .oipne oipn lkc b‰rè

jxevl didn‰n dry lk mze` dpeny dna yi daig dn k‰è...jixv oiè...cne`d lr k‰g` jenql jxc zg` mrt m`pny oeikoiirl yi dpde .‰cne`d lr jneq epi`y daigd edfe zepnloipn `nlyac .mda did jxeve mrh dn znà ,dl`d mipiipnaipyd oipne .mrl mzeida mpiipn reawl ick didy l‰i oey`xd.lbrd `hg ixg` mixzepd oipn rcil ick didy ìcda i‰yxitxxazp `l ,mdilr ezpiky zexydl àyk didy iyilyd oipn la`rxe`n f` didy `niz ike .dfd oipna did jxeve mrh dn il‡zi ekxc dzid dfk cakp rxe`n lkae ,dne`d-iiga cakpzerxe`n x`yae dxez-ozna m`pn `l dnl wcwcl yi k‰` ,mzepnl

.131Š :{` oniq e‰r dyxt} dax ziy`xa yxcna y‰nn r‰vzeaày xegaddf l‰q ileè .‰‡d-i el xga awri ikˆ {c:d‰lw mildz} xn`py awrioiprl dzid awri ly ezxigay xèz-dti lra my y‰nn d`xpy enk i‰yxlezidl leki mipiipr x`yl la` ,mihay a‰i e`vi epnne dnly ezhnyl‰qc l‰i e` .{oiwxin ly eyexit ‡re} y‰r ,zeaà ‰ohwdŠ èdyitl ixdy .yxcnd yexitk milidzay `xwn eze` ly eheyt oi`y i‰yxlmebxza mle` .wgvi oa awri yi`d ly eny èd weqtay awri m¥y yxcnd

cŠ mbxz ixdy ,dne`d ly my èdy yxit myziad`xp oke .‰xga awri .d‰yr ,`:an diryi lr i‰yxitn rnyn oke .my w‰cx yexitn

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dn mcwda iyilyd oipnd ly epiipr xàl d`xpe---?micakpdi‰yxity dn ixdy .ipyd oipnd ly epiipra ycgl d`xpyok hwpy d`xp ,mixzepd oipn rcil ick did ipyd oipndyoipnd eze` znà mle` .èdd oipnl daiqd xwir edfy xeviwaeyrp èdd oipnd ilw ¦y ¦n¤y epiidc ,zxg` dxhnl mb yniy{eze` zzpe d‰c eh:l} `yz-ik ‡ta i‰yxity enk ,okynd-ipc`

:l‰femda qpkpy iptn lbrd dyrn xg` okynd zacp zligza mzepnl deehvpy zcnldtbn...z` dpn jnn dywaa drexl l‰` wqtyne xac da ltpy ‡ilra lr daiagd o`vl lyn

eilr daiag ìdy ricedl mda exzep dnk rce ip`v...milwyn mipc`d eyrp dfd oipndne‡eke elyweqt my eyexit r‰re ,‡eke zcear lr d‰c cer y‰re}

mixzepd oipn zrici ,elld mipiipr ipyy i`cee d`xpe .{e‰hmipiipr ipyk mpi` ,okynd-ipc` ziiyrl milwyd ziiabely mzeìvny `l` .dxwna cg` wcpetl epncfd `le ,micxtpd‰awd lr miaiagd l`xyi-mr ly ezeìvn epiidc ,mixzepddfe .okynd zyecw z` zxveid ìd ìd ,dilra lr aiagd o`vkmzyecw lr zcqein okynd zyecwy minrt dnk izxà xaky enkmdy mipc`d eyrp mdihxt-zxitq ici-lry ,mxtqn lkl l`xyi ly.{zenewn x`yl oiievn mye b:g ev ‡t izexrd ‡r} okynd-ceqil`xyi epnp dceakl xy` ,okyna dpikyd z`xydy d`xp f‰ktle`l` .dne`d-iiga cakp rxe`n mzq dzid `l ,ziyilyd mrta

Ša cakp rxe`n dzidyxtqnd-iigiigay .dne`d ly ‰,mixvn zìvi (` .c`n micakp zerxe`n dyly eid dne`d-xtqn

dzid f`y zeriawf`y ,lbrd-`hg (a .mrl mzeida mpiipn dzidjynde dxiny,hrn `l` dtbnd i‰r xqgp `ly ,mxtqnl

.l‰pd i‰yxitk drexd lr o`vd zaigk mxtqnl mzaig drcep fè dxnbp f`y ,okyna dpikyd z`xyd (bzlertmzeìvny ,mxtqn

znày t‰rè .lirl xèank okynl ceqi dzyr mxtqnl i‰pa lydà `l n‰n ,ipyd oipn ly milwyd i‰r dlrtp z`fd dlertdfè .mei miyly zeriawa okyna dpiky dzxyy cr dxnb icilèdy iptn ,ziyily mrt l`xyi epnp èdd cakpd rxe`nd ceaklcer mzepnl ie`x fè .`wiic mxtqn i‰r mxbpd cakp rxe`n‡zi eiptl aiag mdn cg` lky ,‡zi eiptl mxtqn-zaig ricedl

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.mkeza ezpiky zexydl zexeab lret mxtqne ,mxtqn-ieaix lkl .oade

{bp:`}**lr svw didi `le zecrd okynl aiaq epgi miielde'ebe l`xyi ipa zcr :i"yxite .mixf eqpkiy e`l mè svw didi `l izevnk m`

'eke ‡svwd `vi ikˆ gxw dyrna epivny enk svw didi ef mzcearadfn rnyn .okle ,iel hay ly ecegii lr mb dzid ezcre gxw zpelzy

ly `weec dzid mditlk d‰awd ly ezaebzsvwxaky enk ,.svwa oeci miield ly mxcb z` uextiy iny o`k dxezd dxidfd

:{d:fh} gxw 'ta y‰nn d`xp okeel xy` z` 'c rcŸie xwai"yxite ."diiel zcearl.my izexrdae `"eba y"re ."

{a:b}** .‡ebe a®cp | xŸk §A ©d oxd` ipa zeny dlèoniqa oiirl yiŠ zln oiay ‰wiqtŠxekadŠ mye ‰acp‰132d`xp ernyne .

Š zln oi`y ,xeka epi` dn-zpigaayxekadŠ myl zxaegn ‰acp‰133. {` weqt} dfn lirl y‰n t‰r oiadl xyt` d`xpeoxd` zclez dlè

ipiq xda dyn z` ‡c xac meia dyneoxd` zeclez dlè d‰ca} i‰yxite . :{dyne‡eke dxez ocnly itl dyn zeclez e`xwpe oxd` ipa `l` xikfn epièd`xpe .

ecnly gkn ‰dyn zeclezŠ e`xwp oxd` ipay ,z`fd dpigaaymixirvd eig` itlk dxeka ly dlrn mey acpl oi` ,dynn dxezribd èdy liba yi` yi` mze` cnil `l dyn ixdy ,epnn

Š xy` meidn mze` cnily `l` ,jepiglipiq xda dyn z` ‡c xac‰

.132Š aezkl jixv didy eheyt itl d`xpoxd` ipa zeny dlèk‰g` cine ,‰Š xèza wiqtdl `le ,mipad zeny z` aezklxkad.‰zexedl wiqtd àe

ak} diryia epivn eznbece .dfd jetidd lr: {adined xir d À ¥l §n | zF ´ ªW §Y‡ebe :{d`ln ze`yz d‰c} i‰yxite . dzidy xirzeèyz d`lndined mc` aex lew

‡ek dfilreŠ milindy ezrc ixd .d ¨ ¥l §n zF` ªW §Y ‰jixv dide ,od zektednkŠ `k:` y‰nk} ‰ze`yz d`lnŠ aezklhtyn iz`lnoia wiqtd àe .{‰

ŠzF` ªW §YŠ oiae ‰d À ¥l §n:fl} milidza epivn cer .jetidd lr zexedl ‰

{ci 'ebe miryx egzt | axg :i"yxite .'eke mexige xbz egzt miryxdxeàd d`xpe ." dk:a ` minid ixaca epivn cer .l"pkmx | xekad oexvg xeka l`ngxi ipa

"'ebe. .df lka r‰ve .133 .eyr il` dàd d‰c `k:gi `xie ‡t i‰yxit d`x

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`yz-ik zyxt seqa i‰yxitn d`xp jke .cgia mlek ,d`lde :my l‰fe {al:cl}el dpy oxd` qpkp dxeabd itn cnel did dyn dpynd xcq cvik

ewxt dyn...mwxt dyn mdl dpy eipa eqpkp‡eke md ewlzqp lky ixd .y‰r ,df oiprae ,mwxt z` mlkl dyn dpye cgia eqpkp oxd` ly eipazln oiay ‰wiqtŠ oniqy d`xp okle .eig`n sicr acp did `l

ŠxekadŠ mye ‰acp,dynl oak aygp acpy t‰r`y à èd fnxl ‰.r‰ve .xekak aygp epi`

{fn-en:b}** zgwle 'ebe miz`nde mirayde dylyd iiect zè'ebe zlblbl milwy zyng zyng :{c"à} i"yxite .zyng gwz mdn

lgx ly dxeka didy sqk mixyr sqei ly ezxikn dzid jk zlblbl milwyoiirl yi .xàl ezpeek m` jytp-dnn .sqei ly ezxikn ìadl jxved dnlinrha wqrzdl ekxc ok oi` ixd {`wp xnra y"nk} devnd mrhxekal ie`xd xigny `nbec ozil `l` à epi` mè .zeevndo`k aizk oky `hiyt df {miig min xàa y"nk} sqk 'd èd

"milwy zyng {bk:i} à 'ta y"n itl xnel d`xpe ."yi` enw `lemini zyly eizgzn :{zyly d"c} i"yxite .WEN¦W oke f"rla `p"iivxh mini ly

mini ly `p"iihy mewn lka 'mini zray'.aezk did m`y xìa `"ebae jk eidy wx xtqn lr wcwcl aezkd à `l" ,libxk "mini dyly"xtqnd lr wcwcn aezkd 'eke 'mini zyly' azk xy`k la` mini

ok mèxacl mrh yi.d"yr ,"xzei `le zegt `l jk did xtqny " xne` aezkdy o`k s`y d`xp f"tlemilwy zyngdyng" `le "

" dnl xacl mrh yiy ricedl `xwn ly eheyt à "milwyzyng"ly eheytn rnyp èd mrhd zeìvny oeike .xzei `le zegt `lmixyr enk èdy yxite mrhd z` yxtl i"yxl jxved o`k ,`xwnyiy dn ayiil yi df t"ry cer d`xpe---.sqei zxikn ly sqksqk mixyry xnel jxhvpe} sqein dii`x i"yx ìad dnl wcwcljxhvp cere ,miyxtnd y"nk o`kc milwy 'd èd èd sqeicìad `le {dxikna ixiin mye oeicta ixiin o`ky t"r` mzencl

" {fh:gi} gxw 'ta aizkc xeka oeict zeevnn dii`xoan eiecte

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'ebe milwy zyng sqk jkxra ycg"134z` i"yx ytgn o`ky oeiky l"iy ." aezkd iptn dfl jxvedy} deevnd mrhzyngic oi` {lirlck "

jnrhc ,xeka oeictc milwy 'd enk èd o`kc sqk mixyry xnell`xyi ixeka oeicty èd geexn xzeid mrhd `l` .ira `nrhmdipy xign okle sqei zxikn lr dxtk oirk èd miield zxenz

.w"ece .milwy 'd èdy sqk mixyr èd

** `yp zyxt **

i"yx daxn dheq 'ta el`d miweqta {gi-eh:d}**llk dncwda 'r} zenewn x`ya ekxck `ly mipicd inrh z` xàl

.zg`l zg` mpde mrh ozil yi lka mle` .{'ceh weqtdheqd zgpn recn mipicd inrh z` xàn i"yx :

wevi `l recne mihg `le mixeryn ìd recne zlŸeqn dpi`meyn df lkl jxvede .dpeal dilr ozi `le ony dilrzegpn x`yn lk-lk z`fd dgpnd zbxeg dnl 'il dywc

.dxezayfi weqt" aizk:miycw min:i"yxite " xeikd dyrpy itl xeika eycwy

getzd zgz mixvna odilral zelrap eidy odikxcn dyxt efe zeàevd ze`xn zygpnea wcaz xg`l dlwlw efemrhd z` xànd yxcnd ìady d`xp .

" aezky dny hytd z` yxity dn z` wfgl ickmiycw min"daxda i"yx ly ekxc dfe .xeika eycwy minn epiidjxcay eyexit z` wfgl ick yxcnd z` ìadl zenewn

.hytdmy" aizk :yxg ilka:i"yxite " gaeyn oii sèpd z` dzwyd ìd

qxg ly diefa dciwna mixnd min dzyz jkitl migaeyn zeqekad`xp .ef dgpn zipzyp dn `xaqd on 'il dywc meyn dfl jxvedy"zexiyr mewna zeipr oi`" llkl cebipa qxg ilka dày

.{"ew zeaezk 'qn 'r}

.134.myn dii`x ìady ipewfg 'r

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gi weqt" aizk :rxtei"yxite " dzefal ick dxry zrilw z` xzeqodl i`pb y`xd ielby l`xyi zepal o`kn" mrhd i"yx xìay dn .ick

dzefal"'eke dl lieepn ileep" "g dheq 'qna èd exewn "jxca yxity dn z` wfgl ick eìan i"yxy d`xpe .y"r

" zln yexity hytdrxte" èdy `l` epi` "xzeqzrilw z` dxry oeyl epiè ,"lecibonwl y"n lr i"yxity enk xry

{d:e}ey`x xry rxt lcbèd mrhdy l"fx eyxity oeiky .`le zerilwd zxizq èd eyexity xazqn dzefal ick

" dkldd ìady dne---.lecibodl i`pb y`xd ielby l`xyi zepal o`kn"`l` .`xwnd on dkldd cenll ezpeek mvr oi`y d`xpz` zeqkl okxcy oeikny l"pd eyexitl wefig cer èdy

.ieqkd zxizq i"r èd ozefal jxcdy xazqn oxry

{eh:d}**mixry gnw 'ebe dpaxw z` ìadei"yxite . :{mixery d"c}dnda lk`n dpaxwe dnda dyrn dzyr ìd mihg `lew"rv .

jìd k"è ,cegiid mvrn ueg xac mey dzyry eprci mxh `ld" ze`ceea xnŸ pdnda dyrn dzyr" onwl y"nl inc `le} dilr ozi `le

dpeal" i"yxite ,"yodikxcn dyxit ìde 'eke dpeal ze`xwp zedn`dixdy ,"cbpk ipelt mr dcgiizdy dna zedn`d ikxcn dyxit znà myd`xp mle`---.{melk dzyr `ly xyt`y `kd k"`yn dlra oevx

{fk:`} ziy`xa 'ta y"n t"r oiadldawpe xkf 'ebe mc`d z` 'ebe `xaiemz` `xa :{'eke dawpe xkf d"c} i"yxite .ipy e`xapy dcb` yxcn

owlg jk xgè dpey`x dìxa mitevxt'zi `xead oevx xwiry dfn epcnl .s`y d`xpe .dxenb zecgà cg` seba dawpe xkf eidiy dzidezyè yi` eidiy cner enewna epevx ixd ,owlgy xg`ldìxay heyt dpde--.miteb ipyl ixyt`d zecg`d ìya micg`znly drepz lky d`xpe .mc`d oina `l` dzid `l ef zitevxt-eczendal zEnczd itlk drepz ìd ixd ezyè yi` oia cexitjke .dawpe xkf zecxtp zeìxa dligzn e`xapy mi`xapd x`ye

" dheqd oipra i"yxity dna xeàddnda dyrn dzyr ìdt"r`y ."n"n ,l"pk ipelt mr dcgizpy dna dxiar mey dzyr `ly xyt`ydfae .epial dpia cexit dyrn dzyre dlra oevx lr dfa dxar

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" okle ,dndad zcnl daxwzpe mc`d zcnn dwgxzddyrn dzyr ìddnda ."

** {eh:d}‡ebe dpeal dilr ozi `le :i‰yxite .yzedn`d xn`py dpeal ze`xwpˆ {e:c mixiyd-xiy}odikxcn dyxit ìde ‡dpeald zrab l`.

Š myy i‰yxitn d`xp my mixiyd-xiya ixdy w‰rvedpeald zrab‰.w‰ndial e` ziad-xdl iepik `l` zedn`l iepik epi`ìapy ick cr zedn`l iepik èdy llk my gken epi` dxe`klely ezii`x xwir ileè .dpeal ze`xwp zedn`dy dii`x myneyxity l‰fg ixacn `l` y‰dya aezkd mvrn dpi` dfa i‰yx

Š zlny yxtl yi dt mb okle .dpeal ze`xwp zedn`dydpeal‰zedn`l zfnxn135i‰yx xnyp dnk cr zillk dxiwg jixv znàe .

.dxezl eyexitl miaezke miìapa eyexit mi`zdl l‰fl‰nkè136oi`y d`xp ,dpeal ze`xwp zedn`dy xacd mvrae---.

miaehy ,dpeal mya `xwpd myeal zenec ody epiipr seq

.135 {ci:n} diryi ‡r‡ebe edcnlie edpiaie urep in z` .edpiaie d‰c} i‰yxite :{‡ekeoiadle eil`n exikdl al ozpy mdxa`l dyry enk dnkg ecnly ok dyr m‰ekrd od in z`

dxeza...xn`py dnkg zeraep eid eizeilke {f:fh mildz} ‡izeilk ipexqi zelil s`îxd .zeraep eid mdxa` ly eizeilky mildza weqtd on dii`x ìan i‰yxyly eheyt yxtl ezrc d`xp myy mildz lr eyexita oiir ,mle` .dnkg,epia` mdxa` itlk mixen` mixacdy df yexit lre .xg` oipra `xwn

Š :i‰yx my azek dxez dpzp `ly cr eil`n dxez cnly epia` mdxa` lr edeyxit epizeaxeep` jòxcq lr ze`xwnd ayil oikixv} ‰mildze oilael j‰p ‡r ,‰s`Š `le ‰j`Š qexbl d`xp jkqcxt zxecdn i‰yxit mr{mdxa` lr mixen` mixacd oi` hytd itly k‰è .

mildzay df `xwnn dii`x diryil eyexita i‰yx ìad ji` ,epiaòi`y lirlck d`xpy `l` ?dnkg zeraep eid mdxa` ly eizeilkyl‰fx epl eliby dcaer dze`n `l` weqtd mvrn i‰yx ly ezii`xlr ayiizn df xac oi` mè .dnkg zeraep eid mdxa` ly eizeilkybef cer d`xe .diryia ayiizn èd ok ixd ,mildza miaezkd ly oxcqqenr (a mr ,mixzepd d‰c i‰yx {ai:i} `xwie (` ,miyexit-miweqtillk" xtqa ‡re .zgzn eiyxye d‰ce lrnn eixt cinyè d‰c {h:a}

.3 llk ,i wxt "dxezd lr eyexita i‰yx .136dn`zd zeidl zaiig `lŠ :azk "dxezd lr eyexita i‰yx illk" xtqa

,20 llk ,b wxt) ‰j‰p lr eyexit oial dxezd lr i‰yx ly eyexit oia .(19 llk y‰re

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`weec zenecy oiprd xwir `l` .dpeal ly aehd gixk odiyrnozi `ly dxez dcitwdy dpeal dze`k ,dgpn-oaxw ly dpeallcvny dgpn ly dpeald oipra epivn dpde---.dheqd ly dzgpna‰dgpn-oaxwŠ èd oaxwd myy ,oaxwd xwir iabl ìd dlith cg`

{`:a} `xwie ‡ta y‰nk .‰dpeal-oaxwŠ `le aixwz ik ytpeoaxwdgpndpeal dilr ozpe...zlq ‡cl `xew èdy zlq d‰c i‰yxit y‰re .

Š mya dfd oaxwlzlq zgpnèd oaxwd xwiry df lkn gkene .‰cvn mle` .ztqezl dilr ozipy lth `l` dpi` dpealde ,zlqd

{a weqt my} y‰nk .dlecb zeaiyg dpeala epivn ipylk lr‡ebe xihwde dzpeal :i‰yxite .dxhwda dpeald s`` weqt y‰re .

:{c‰deqa dpeal dilr ozpe d‰c} i‰yxityz` hwln unwy xg`lydxihwne dilrn dlek dpealdunewdŠ :opzc ‡fk zegpn ‡qn r‰re .

.i`xw ixzn dl witnc ‡nba y‰re .‰df z` df oiakrn dpealde {`:a} lirlc `d `cgxihwde dzpeal lk lr{g:i} ev ‡ta jciè .

‡ebe dgpnd lr dpeald lk zèaezkd eilr dpyy ‡nba my i‰yxite .dler dleky dpeall zcgein zeaiyg df lkn ixd .y‰r akrldxizq o`k oi`y i`cee d`xpe---.oaxwd xwira zakrne deabllthŠ mya zepkl d`xp oiprd zxcbde .dl`d miccvd ipy oia.zlqd iabl dpeald ìd dlith oaxwd my mvray xnelk .‰uegpdpeald ixdy ,zlqd zexykl dpeald ìd zgxkene dvegp k‰trèdy`d qgia epivny d`xp dfl `nbec oirke .unewd z` zakrn

Š cg` cvn ixdy .dlra lècbpk xfrèd lrady rnyne .aizk ‰Š ipy cvne .ezxfere el dlith ìde xwirdmc`d zeid aeh `l

ecaldy` el oi`y mc` lkŠ {‰aq zenai} ‡nba exnè .aizk ‰lkŠ {‡bq} cer y‰re .‰daeh `la dkxa `la dgny `la iexydzeaiyg dlecby rnyn df lkne .‰mc` epi` dy` el oi`y mc`zepkl yi dfd oiprd zxcbd mbe .dcrla yi`l `‰è dy`d lyl` zedn`d ly opeinc edfy d`xpe---.lirlck ‰uegp lthŠ myaeid zedn`de xwird eid zea`dy t‰r` ,zedn`d mby .dpealdonvra elrt daxde .dlecb zeaiyg oda yi n‰n ,mcbpk xfrl.dxhnl zea`d-odilra En ¨Ÿy xy` zelecbd zenbnd zbyd ornl‡t i‰yxit dfa ‡re} zedn`d ly ozxfra dielz zea`d zlecbe

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‰uegp lthŠ od ixde .{an:ck my izexrdae fk:ck dxy-iigzeidl ekf dci lry ,zedn`d zk`ln dpde---.dpeald znbeckznkgezn zaygn-zk`ln ìdy znà d`xp ,zea`d l` ‰uegp lthŠick mc`l jixv dyrnd-lewiye zrcd-lewiy daxd ixdy .c`n`l dheq dy`y heyt d`xpe .zg`-zaa ‰uegpŠ mbe ‰lthŠ didiyly ez`xzd lr dxary dna ixdy .ef dk`lna dweg z` dnilydl` ‰zelith‰a dpexqg d`xp dfa ,ipelt mr dcgiizpe dlramixnd-in oeiqpl dxqene ezian dlra dìveny dnae .dlra.dlra l` dly ‰zevigp‰a dpexqg d`xp dfa ,dzin zpkq èdy

Š dheqd oipra i‰yxity dna qpkp df lky d`xpe‰odikxcn dyxityzedn`d ixdy ,dpeal dpaxw lr ozi `l okle .zedn`d lydpiè odikxcn dyxit ìde ,‰uegp lth‰d ceqa dpeall zenec

.oade .‰uegpŠ dpiè ‰lthŠ

{ci:f}** zxhw d`ln adf dxyr zg` skd‰c} i‰yxite . :{zxehw d`lndry z`xede cala ef `l` oevigd gafn lr `le cigil zxhw epivn `l

dzid {`:d} mixiyd-xiya y‰n t‰r oiprl mrh zzl d`xp .izà‡ebe iyac mr ixri izlk` inya mr ixen izix` dlk izg` ipbld‰c} i‰yxite .

:{izixìzhwl...oevigd gafn lr miìypd cigi zxehw exihwdy zxehwd my lr xn`pelcb èdy yac yi ‡iyac mr ixri izlk`ˆ xn`p ok lre zexecl bdep epi`y xac ède dlawzpe

mipwa...dpw oeyl ìd zxrie...ixri izlk` daig aexn ipè urd oikilyne yacd mivvenedacp zxhw ie`xd mr ie`x epi`y z` yacd mr dpwd izlk` iyac mr...ea mizlaw ipè

meiagafn lr cigi zxehw lawl ,z`fd dryd-z`xedy ixd .d‰awd l` i‰pa eaagzp day dagd aex jezn drap ,oevigdenk} dxeyd z` zlwlwn dad`y dcnd ìd jky .dry dzeàlaw dad`de dagd jezne {yagie d‰c b:ak `xie ‡ta i‰yxityyi n‰n mle`---.mixg` mipnfa miie`x mpi`y mixac s` d‰awddry zeidl dzkfy gafnd zkepg ly z`f dry dcgiizp dna oiirlmci-lry miìypd ekf dnae ,‰dxeyd z` zlwlwn dad`Š lylawe dad` jezn dxeyd z` lwlwe ezag z` d‰awd d`xd `weecdfa d`xpe .zxg` zepncfd meya miie`x mpi` xy` mixac mdn

{gk-fk:dl} ldwie ‡ta y‰n t‰ripa` zè mdyd ipa` z` eìad m ¦ ¦Upde

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minqd zxhwle dgynd onyle xe`nl onyd zè myad zè oygle cet`l mi`lnd. :{c‰à ‡eke m`ypde d‰c} i‰yxitegafnd zkepga acpzdl miìyp e`x dn

dne miacpzny dn xeav eacpzi ‡eke exn` jk `l` dlgza eacpzd `l okynd zk`lne dligzazeyrl epilr dn miìyp exn` ‡eke lkd z` xeav enilydy oeik eze` oinilyn ep` oixqgnydxqgp dlgzn elvrzpy itle dlgz gafnd zkepga eacpzd jkl ‡eke mdyd ipa` z` eìad

aizk m`ypde mnyn ze`likyn lra jix`d dl` i‰yx ixac lr dpde .dyweŠ :xeviwa l‰fe {a:dk} dnexz ‡t yixl exeàa l‰f cecllk eìady cr ‡eke mly ala eacpzd xeavdy d`xpc oeikci`ce `l` ‡eke mdyd ipa` ok mb eìad `l dnl xzede jxevdeìai mixacd mze`y aezkd zxfb dzid jky itl meìad `lyd‰yr ,‰‡eke mixacd xzia xeavd mr mzeacp lr sqep miìypdmiìypd mikixv eid mixac ibeq ipyy `vnpe .mixi`nd eixacmd dl`y ‡eke mièlnde mdyd ipa` (` :okynd zacpa ìadld`xp oke} mìadl mdilr daege `weec mzbxcnl mie`xd mixacd

Š i‰yx oeyln wiicl dn miìyp exnèpilrzeyrl dn rnyny ‰daegxzik ,mal zeaicpk epziy zeacp ipin x`y (a .{zeyrl epilrmiìypdy ,‡eke onbxè zlkze adfe sqkk i‰pa eìady zeacpdlkk zeacp ìadl mdl yie ,l`xyi iyp` x`yn irixb `l,zeacp epiidc ‡a beqa miìypd elvrzp dyrnl dpde---.mpendmdyd ipa` ody daeg-zpzn epiidc ‡` beq `l` eìad `lemrtd cer lykdl `ly ickae .mnyn ze` dxqgp df lre ,‡ekei‰yxitk lkd ,gafnd zkepga dlgz miìypd eacpzd df oexqgameiwk `l` dzid `ly okynd zacpl mzpzn znerly `vnpe .l‰pdaezkd zxifb dzid jky iptn ‡eke mdyd ipa` z` eìady mzaegmdizepaxw z` ixd ,{cecl likyn ixack} mzbxcnl miie`xd mdyoevx jezn ,zeaicp ly oevx jezn miìypd epzp gafnd zkepglon xzei ziiyr ly oevx jezn ,oicd zxeyn miptl dqipk lyzkepgl mdizepaxw z` eìady oeikny d`xpe .aiiegnde ie`xditk ‡zi lawnd ly epevx rawp ixd ,dl`d zepevxd jezn gafndxzei s` ìadl did mipzepd oevxy oeike .mipzepd ly mpevxepiidc ,dcn cbpk dcn d‰awd mdn law ixd ,mdl ie`xd onminlye zeler oebk dacpk lawzdl miie`xd mixacd z` lawy

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zxehw oebk dacpl miie`x mpi`y mixacd z` sè ,zxy ilke.r‰ve .mixiyd-xiya i‰yxitk ,oevigd gafn lr dacp

{hi:f}**'ebe sqk cg` wxfn :i"yxite .gp my lr k"wz ìxhnibaenk eizeclez mcew leand zxifb dxfbpy dpy mixyr my lre dpy w"z oa zeclez cinrdy

izyxity{b:d ziy`xa}'eke ‡dpy mixyre d`n eini eideˆ lv` dnl a"ve .mcew dpy 'k leand zxifb dzidy ef dcaerl fnx cgiizp,efk ìxhnib dyrp ji` wcwcl yi cere .gp ly eizeclezw"z ,zewelgn izy epiyr k"wz dlery zeize`d oeaygnymcwda xàl d`xpe---.dxifbd odl dncwy dpy 'ke ,eizeclezldn lry .l"pd xeaicl mcewy i"yx ly exeaica wcwcl yiy dn

" weqta 'kydlwyn d`ne miyly :i"yxit " cinrdyky my lrmc`}{oey`xd'eke did dpy 'le d`n oa mlerd meiwl zeclez 'a i"yx siqedy ixd ." milinmlerd meiwl.gp lv` ok siqed `ly dn ,mc` zeclez lv` "

dpy l"w oa ezeida mc` cinrdy zeclezdy meyn d`xp xeàdei"yxl dyw dide .i"yx ìany weqta gkeny enk ,zy èd ixduxize .el mcewn eclep lade oiw `lde ,zyl dxezd dfnx dnl

mlerd meiwl zix`y dx`yp `l lade oiwny meyn i"yx137k"`yn ," dzid zy zcilmlerd meiwlmilin siqedl i"yx jxved `le ."

zeclezd mcewn mixg` mipa mey el eid `l ixdy ,gp lv` el`myky cer heyt d`xpe---.heyte .w"z liba cinrdl ligzdy`weec `l` ciledy mipal mzq dxezd dfnx `l ,mc` iaby

cinrdy zeclezlmlerd meiwldfnx `l ,gp iab ok enk ,cinrdy eizeclezl `weec `l` ,ciledy mipal mzq dxezd

mlerd meiwlmlerd meiwl eipa ex`ypy gp dkfy dn dpde---.ziy`xa} aezky dn ède .i`pz dfa did ,leana eca`p `le

{al:dzti zè mg z` my z` gp cleie dpy ze`n yng oa gp idie:i‰yxite .md miryx m` d"awd xn` ze`n w"zl dfe dpy 'wl eciled zexecd lk mrh dn ocei x‰``le epirn z` yak daxd zeaiz zeyrl eilr gixh` md miwicv mè df wicvl rxe mina ecaì

.137xikfn epiè x‰dc` ly eizeclez dpen `xwndy `:` minid ixac ‡xoiw xikfd `ly dneŠ :i‰yxl qgeind yexita aezke .zy `l` lade oiw

‰...mdxaè gp zeclez e`vi zyn la` zeclez ecinrd `ly itl lade

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xrpd ikˆ aizkc leand iptl oiyperl ie`x eipaay lecbd zti `di `ly ick dpy w‰z cr ciledyperl ie`x ‡zeni dpy d`n oa...dxez ozn iptl-zxifb dncw `l m`y ixd .

mix`yp eid `l ,dpy mixyr t"dkl gp ly eipa zcill leand'k mzcill dxifbd dncwy iptn wxe .mlerd meiwl mipad mze`.elevip okle ,leand zìa iptl miyper llkl eribd `l dpydpy k‰w leand lr xefbl ‡zi epevxa dlr jky i`cee dfe}

(b:e) ziy`xa ‡t seqa y‰nk ,ezàd iptlmcà igex oeci `l ‡c xnìedpy mixrye d`n eini eide...mlerl :i‰yxite .mdl jix`` dpy mixyre d`n crlean mdilr ìa` eaeyi `l mè it`my i‰yxitae ci:e onwl cer ‰re .

'ta fnx cgiizpy dn oiadl d`xp dfae---{.‡eke jl dyr d‰czpeek xwir ixdy .mzcill dpy 'k dxifbd dncwy dnl `ypmeiwl ex`ypy zeclez gp cinrd day dpyd lr zexedl èd fnxdmdn did `l ,mzcill dxifbd dncwy df ilae .l"pke mlerd,mipyl ìxhnibd dwlgp ji` xrxrl oi` f"ktle .mlerl meiwfnxd xwire .md cg` oiprn mdipy ixdy ,o`kl 'ke o`kl w"zdid i`pzy `l` .eizeclez cinrdyk gp didy dpy w"zl èdmzcill leand-zxifb dncwy i"r `l` meiwl ex`yp `ly ,xaca

.cg` oeaygn miyxcp mipiiprd ipy okle .dpy 'k

{k:f}**zxhw d`ln adf dxyr zg` skeyexita} i‰yxite . :{zg` sk d‰c gi weqtld‰awd ly ecin dpzpy dxezd cbpkd‰cae} .

:{adf dxyrzexacd zxyr cbpk :{zxhw d`ln d‰cae} .zxhw ly ìxhnibw‰c x‰b y‰a z‰` ici lr z‰lca s‰ew silgzy calae zevn b‰ixzoiadl d`xp .

d`ln d‰c ci:f} lirl i‰yxity dn t‰r dl`d mifnxd oipr :my l‰fe .dacp dzid z`fd zxhwdy {zxehw`le cigil zxhw epivn `l

cala ef `l` oevigd gafn lrdzid dry z`xede .dyer mc` xy`ky d`xpemewnd z`n deehvp jky `l` ,dxezd cbpk èdy xacz` xzeia xekfle wfgzdl eilr ìdd drya `weec ,dry-z`xedaeipir cbpn xiqi lal ,dizeevne dxezd mvr ly ezlrn oexzi,dry-z`xeda cgein jxevl `l` el xzed `l dyer èdy dyrndydrya okle .hlgen xeqi`l df dyrn el did mixg` mipnfaet‰r `l` xzed `ly xac èdy ,cigi zxhw miìypd eìady

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cbpk mifnxa miìypd ewfgzd ìdd drya `weec ,dry-z`xedexkf dti df ici-lry ,zeevn b‰ixze zexacd zxyre dxezd

.dry-z`xed `l` dpi` oevigd gafn lr cigi zxehw z ©xh §w ©dy

{k:f}**zxhw d`ln adf dxyr:{adf dxyr d‰c} i‰yxite .zexacd zxyr cbpk :{zxhw d`ln d‰cae} .calae zevn b‰ixz zxhw ly ìxhnib

w‰c x‰b y‰a z‰` ici lr z‰lca s‰ew silgzyitl `xwnd xeaig d`xp .epiidc ,zeevnd b"ixzn "d`ln" ìd zexacd zxyr zkxrny yxcdepiax mya i"yxity enke ,zexacd 'ia zelelke zefenx olekymixiyd-xiya èd oke .{ai:ck} mihtyn 't seqa dicrq

{ci:d}'ebe yiyxza mi`lnn adf ililb eici lr eyexit seqa} i"yxite ." {fh weqtadf ililb :"'eke zexacd el`"e ,yiyxza mi`lnn :"zxyra llky

zevn b"ixz zexacd .

{bk:f}** ‡ebe mipy xwa minlyd gafle :i‰yxite .oxdè dyn cbpkminyay mdia`l l`xyi oia mely epzpydyn o`k exkfpy dna zvw r‰ve .

mdia`l l`xyi oia mely epzpy ef dlrn my-lr `weec oxdèdnle .l`xyi ly mzlrna dielz mzlrny dfn rnyn xy` ,minyayoi` xy` ,zeinvr zelrn ody ,zexg` zelrn y‰r exkfp `ldn t‰r oiadl d`xpe---.`cixb mnvr zlecbl `l` zeqgein

Š oipra {hi weqt} lirl i‰yxitysqk zxrweizepyl fnx èdy ‰Š aezky dne .oey`xd mc` lysqk cg` wxfneizeclezl fnx èd ‰

mipiiprd ly mzekiiy z` xiaqd my `‰ebae .d‰yr ,gp lylke mlerd zìxa enk lewy okynd zk`ln ik l‰ieŠ :o`kl dl`dzerixi okyna eid okynd zk`lna did mlerd zìxaa didy xaciceqi lk jkitle ‡eke drixik miny dhepd mlerd llka enkmlerd lky zexacd ‡ie dxezde zene` ‡r gp mc` mdy mlerdpde .‰mlerd llk l` okyn zencl okyna efnxp mdilr cneroey`xd .mipiipr a‰i efnxpy d`xi o`k i‰yx ixaca oiirndzeaezkd zexac yng èd oexg`de ,x‰dc` ly eizepy èd mdnzyng z` `l` xikfd `l `‰eba epiaxe .‡eke cg` gel lrmiie`xe ‰mler iceqiŠ mleky d`xp mle` .mday mipey`xd

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,zeevnd b‰ixz o`k efnxpy dn ixdy .okynd zk`lna fnxdlgel lr zexac ynge ,dxez iyneg ‡d ,miaezk miìap dxez`‰eba azk xak dxezd lre .dxez ly mifnx md dl` lk ,cg`miel mipdk ly oiprd fnxpy dne .‰mler iceqiŠ on ìdy.l`xyi-mr ly mzeìvn mvrl fnx èdy d`xp ,mil`xyie{`:` ziy`xa} y‰nke ,mlerd iceqin cg` èd l`xyiy i`ceeae

‡ebe miwel` `xa ziy`xa {c‰à} i‰yxite .dzèaz ziy`x e`xwpy l`xyi liaya‡ekemdy cvl `l` zene`d miray o`k exkfp `ly d`xp znàe}

miray oia zg` dne` mdy l`xyi ly mzxeve mxcb mvrn wlgdn `l` xàl x`yp `le---.{g:al mixacl i‰yxit r‰re ,zene`dpde .oxdè dyn efnxpy dne ,awrie wgvi mdxa` efnxpydyn oiae zea`d oia lecb lcad df oipra yiy znà d`xpmlerd lkyŠ mixacd oiprae ‰mler iceqiŠ oipra ixdy .oxdèik yxey epl yixyd xak l‰f `‰ebd epiaxy d`xp ‰mdilr cnerdyn la` ,mihayde zea`d `l` ekf `l zcakpd z`fd dlrnlmewnd iptlŠ :glyie ‡t yixa l‰fe .dl dkf `l d‰r epiaxdcleze dlgzd md zea`dy itl xzeie xzei zea` oipr aeygl`xyi lkl xwir mdy xeara mlerd ceqi md zea`d ik...mipalik mlerd zxev xwir mde...haye hay lk zea` md mihayd mbed‰rxn la`...dìxad xwir èdy cr envr ipta aygp cg` lkeixac d‰yr ,‰‡eke dlgzd epi`y xeara zea`d on epi`zk`lna fnxdl zea`d miie`xy i`ceea d`xp f‰tle---.mi`ltpdzxevk ìd okynd zxeve ,mlerd iceqin md ixdy ,okyndzk`lna fnxdl miie`x mpi` dxe`kl oxdè dyn la` .mlerd`l` .l‰pd `‰eb ixack ,mlerd iceqin mpi` ixdy ,okyndfnxdy ‡ky ,l‰pd i‰yx ly epeyla uxezn xak df xacy d`xpy

Š z`fd dlrnl `weec èd oxdè dynlmdia`l l`xyi oia mely epzpyminyayokynd zk`lna fnxdl ekf `weec ef jxcay epiidc ,‰

xwirne mlerd iceqin md l`xyie l`xyil meiw eyry iptnfnxdl miie`x eid `l zeinvrd mdizelrn cvn la` .ezxev

.r‰ve .o`k

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{ct:f} **sqk iwxfn dxyr mizy sqk zxrw ‡ebe gafnd zkpg z`fdxyr mizy adf zetk xyr mipymizy sqk zxrw d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{dxyrleqt mda rxi` `le eacpzdy md mdepcnllŠ :oexkf ‡q l‰fe .`le meaixwdy drya eidy enk ozyecwa ex`yp dxyr mizyd lkyrxi` `ly rnyn ,eidy enk ex`ypy ‡ky dnn .‰'eke leqt rxiì‰yx ixacy awri-zlgp mya oxd`-ixry ‡re .mlerl leqt mda`ly b‰rè ,`xwna mixkfpd milkd ibeq ‡b lk itlk miaqenmilk ‡b ekfy d`xpe .sqk zexrw `l` ligznd-xeaica xkfp,miìypd mda eqipkdy mifnxd llba gvpl meiwd ceql elldl‰w lwyna dzid sqk-zxrw lky {k-hi:f} lirl i‰yxity enk

Š zeclez cinrdyk dpy l‰w oa did oey`xd mc`y my-lrmeiwlmlerd‰e .‰sqk cg` wxfnŠ gp y‰r k‰wz ìxhniba èd ‰cinrdy

eizeclez mcew leand zxfb dxfbpy dpy mixyr my lre dpy w‰z oa zeclez‡re} y‰r ,‰lr mifnxn mlky d`xz mda oiirzykl mlk oke .{lirl izexrd

.gvpl miiwzdl el` milk ekf okly d`xpe .miigvp mipiipr

** jzelrda zyxt **

{a:g}**zexpd zray exiì dxepnd ipt len lì‰yxite . :{‡eke len l` d‰c}dxepn ly seba `l` mipwa epi`y irvn`d xp len l`.

:{zexpd zray exiì d‰cae}lenl mipet miigxfnd zyly ,mipwd zyy lry dyy ,irvn`d lenl zeliztd iy`x miiaxrnd dyly oke ,oday zeliztd irvn`d`ly ick dnle

jixv èd dxe`l exnìlk ly dnrha wqrzdl i‰yx ly ekxc oi` .Š o`k dywny dn a‰v k‰è ,devne devndnle‰138d`xpy `l` .

xpd itlk zeliztd lk z` zeptdl jixvy eyexit z` wfgl àyŠ aezky dna ixdy .dxepn ly seba èdy irvn`dipt len l`

dxepndlky yxit m‰ayx ixd .mixg` miyexit ly zexyt` yi ‰r‰re ,dxepnl lenn èd enewny oglyd itlk epti zexpdmrhdy epl eliby l‰fg ixacn riizqne i‰yx à dfle .ipewfg

.138 .17 llk a wxt "dxezd lr eyexita i‰yx illk" d`x

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ŠŠ dxez dzeevy dnadxepnd ipt len l`dxe`l exnì `ly ickŠ èd ‰dpwd len l` mipet zexpd lky ìd dii`x efe .‰jixv èdixyt`d lkk zlaben xe`d zehytzd jkay ,i‰yx yexitk ,irvn`dqpkp `l mlerl la` .jixv èd dxe`ly zeixad exnì `le

.‰dnylŠ zeevnd inrh qcxtl i‰yx

** {a:h} gqtd z` i‰pa eyrieecrena :i‰yxite .zaya s`‡eke .dynl xn`p df xeaicy {` weqt} lirl aizk ixd wcwcl yiŠoey`xd ycga mixvn ux`n mz`vl zipyd dpya :i‰yxit mye .‰y`xay dyxt

xii` cr dxn`p `l xtqd... l`xyi ly ozepb èdy iptn efa gzt `l dnledpy mirax` lkycala df gqt `l` eaixwd `l xacna l`xyi eidylky ,did jky oiprde .

xèan ,eaixwd ok z`fd zipyd dpya wxe gqt eaixwd `l mipyd {dk:ai zeny} gqtd oipra my ‡ky à ‡taxy` ux`d l` eàz ik dide

z`fd dceard z` mzxnye...mkl ‡c ozi :i‰yxite .ux`l mzìaa ef devn aezkd dlz zipyd dpya eyry cg` gqta `l` xacna eaiigzp `lexeaicd it lr lka aygpy dne}

.{l‰nkè jzelrda ‡ta l‰f miyxtn x`ye `‰eb ‡r zepbl z`fwxe ,gqt oaxwa d‰awd maiig `l xacna mzeid ini lky `vnpednn ìyw k‰è .dry-z`xedk zg` mrt maiig zipyd dpya,leg-meia oqip c‰i didi dpy dzeày d‰awd rci m` .jytp

Š xn` dnlecrenarci mè .zaya elit` aixwdl xzeny cnll ‰Š xnel jixv did `l dxe`kl ,zaya oqip c‰i didiyecrena.‰

d‰awdy `l` ,xacna mzeid llba mixeht md mvray oeikn ixdydfià rcei d‰awde ,dry-z`xedk z`fd dpya wx mze` deevnoqip c‰i legiy mei dfiày `hiyt ixd ,oqip c‰i legi mei

.r‰ve .zaya elitè ,aixwdl mdilr daeg f`

{b:h}**ez` eyrz eihtyn lkke eizwg lkki‰yxite . :{eizewg lkk d‰c}dpy oa xkf minz dy etebay zevn el`lkke d‰cae} .

:{eihtynung xeriale dvnl mini zray oebk xg` mewnn eteb lry zevn el` ‡r .xaic `ly o‰anxl l‰qe ,xteq zerh md i‰yx ixacy azky o‰anxgqta okeŠ :l‰dfa dii`x ìade .llk ung xeqià dfd aezkd,‰‡eke ziaa enr unge dvne {ci:h} eihtyne eizewg xn`p ipy

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zerh o`k yiy o‰anxd zrxkd lr xrxrl dywy t‰r` dpde .y‰rmixtqd zqxb z` miiwl miccv `vnl d`xp z`f lka ,xteqy‰n .dpey`x dxrd---.dxrd jxca mipt-lk-lr i‰yx yexitai‰yx s`y èd zn` ,‰ziaa enr unge dvnŠ ipy gqtay o‰anxo‰anx ìady dn mle` .i weqtl eyexita ‡ky enk ,jk l‰qung xeqi` oiè ‰eihtyne eizewgŠ aezk myy ipy gqtn dii`xseqa aezk jk ixdy .i‰yx zhiyl dii`x dpi` dxe`kl ,llka

{ci:h} ipy gqt zyxtok ehtynke gqtd zwgk ‡cl gqt dyre xb mkz` xebi ike‡ebe dyri :i‰yxite .'ebe ‡zg` dwgˆ xnel cenlz cin gqt dyri xiibznd lk leki

dyri htynke dwgk eixiag mr gqt zeyrl zr àe xb mkz` xebi ike ernyn jk `l`.ipy gqta `le oey`x gqta aezk df `xwny i‰yx zhiy `vnpe

Š y‰ny l‰i xity k‰è .{r‰a`xe o‰anx y‰re}ehtynkeà ‰,eixiag mr oey`x gqt dyri xy`k ung xeraa aiig xbdy xnel

Š `xwnd znbeckeeihtyn lkkeeyry gqta ung xeqi` daxny ‰l‰pd i‰yxita mixtqd zqxibk ,xacna139.diipy dxrd---.

:l‰dfa i‰yx lr zeywdl siqede o‰anx zhiy z` wfig m‰`xdxeriale dvnl minid ‡f oebk eteb lry zevn exn`y df ednŠeteb lry `xwiy cr gqt oaxwl epiipr dn ung xera ‡eke ungdvnyŠ :wgvi xà xtqa dze` uxiz xak ef ìyew dpd .‰‡ekeoke enr zlk`p dvndy itl mda ielz gqtd zevn ung xeriaeeixac lr siqedl d`xpe .y‰r ,‰gqtd z` ung lr hegyl xeqùng xeqi` dnr zxxeb gqtd zevny i‰yx zhiy ìd jk znày

:{ci:h lr eyexita} onwl i‰yx azk ixdy .zvwna t‰kripy gqt ung xeqi` oiè aeh mei my oiè ziaa enr unge dvnezlikà enr `l`jyn d`xe .

my ‡ky dnn cnlp xacdy xìae i‰yx zhiya jnzy {ì:h} dnkg

.139lry zevn el` - eihtynŠ qxeby {h ze`} ixtql `‰xbd zedbd ‡rexerale dray dvnl eteb lr `ly zevn ìadl - eihtyn lkk .etebung xera daxn aezkdy ,dnvrl jxc zlleq ezqxby d`xpe .‰ungd`xp ixdy .dyw `l o‰anxd ziiyew z`f lkae ,i‰yx zhiyk xacn-gqtl`l` ‰eihtynŠ zlnn epi` xacn-gqtl ung xera ieaixy ezqxb zpeekilvk ‰eteb lryŠ zeevn lr dxen ‰eihtynŠ zln mlerle .‰lkkŠ zlnn .oiire .‰eihtynŠc i`xw ixzn dxizq oiè .o‰anx zrck mixexne y`

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Šedelkì mixexne zevn lrzevn lr xnelk ,dyr llkn àd e`l jxca ‰zrc d`xpe .d‰yr ,ung lr edelkì lè edelkì mixexne,ezlikà enr t‰kr ung xeqi` enr xxeb ipy gqty myky i‰yx

.r‰ve .dray lkl ung xera enr xxeb xacn-gqt jk

{al:i}**‡c aihii xy` èdd aehd dide epnr jlz ik didejl epahde epnr :i‰yxite .z` oiwlgn l`xyi eidyk exn` el eaihid daeh dn

zia dpaiy in exn` welgln edegipde dn` w"z lr dn` w"z egixi ly dpyec did ux`d‡eke akx oa acpeil exzi ipal edepzp jk oiae jk oiae eplhi èd ewlga ycwnd .a‰ve

dpaiiyk ixdy ,dxe`kl ìd dnebt dpzn ef dpzn ixdyinl ozpze exzi ly eipa ipa icin ef dpzn `vz ,ycwnd-zia?d`lde f`n exzi ipal `dz d`pd dne ,ewlga ziad dpaiiy

{`l weqt} dfn lirl aezky dn itl xàl yi ileè`p l` xnìe‡ebe epz` afrz :i‰yxite .dagn exzi xiibzp `l exnì `ly dywa oeyl `l` `p oi`

el jlde mgipd wlg mdl oi`y d`xy eiykr uxà wlg mixbl yiy did xeaqf‰tly .ick ,onf xg`l ecin `vzy zipnf dpzn el epzp dpeekay d`xp

Š xy` iptn xiibzp exziy exnì `l znàywlg mixbl yiy did xeaquxàwlgŠ xcba `l la` ‰dpznŠ xcba dzid laiwy dn znày .‰

dpzn ly dkxc efy ,eci zgzn `vz ìd seqal ixdy ,‰uxàs` okle .uxà dyexi wlg ly dkxc ok `l la` ,i`pza dpzipy`ly cer d`xpe---.dagn xiibzp `ly exnì `l ,ef dpzn laiwydrya `weec eci zgzn `vz exzi ly ezpzny df èd dxwna

{ì-i:ai} d`x ‡ta aizk ixdy .ycwnd-zia dpaiiyz` mzxaredide...aiaqn mkiai` lkn mkl gipde mkz` ligpn mkiwel` ‡c xy` uxà mzayie ocxid

‡ebe mkz` devn ikp` xy` lk z` eìaz dny my eny okyl ea ‡c xgai xy` mewnd. :{uxà mzayie ocxid z` mzxare d‰c} i‰yxitelk `die dewlgzy

ehay zè ewlg z` xikn cg`:{mkl gipde d‰cae} .on dgepne welge yeak xg`l ‡eke miiebdd‰cae} . :{'ebe mewnd dide‡eke milyexia dxigad zia mkl epa .

iwlg ly oihelgl-zeriawd zry ìd ìd w‰ndia oipa zryy ixddpzn laiwy iny ozep oicd jke .mihayle zegtynl ux`dìdy inl dze` xiardl eilr ìdd drya `weec ,exzik zipnfiptl enewn z` xikn `di cg` lky ick ,znà el diie`x

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.r‰ve .w‰ndia dpaiiy

{gl:i}**jiptn ji`pyn eqpie{ji`pyn d"c} i"yxite .'eke mlerd dide xn`y in z` `pey l`xyi z` `peyd lky l`xyi i`pey el`hwpc `d .

Š i"yxmlerd dide xn`y ind`xp ,‰d"awdŠ e` ‰'cŠ hwp `le ,‰{`xa ziy`xa d"c `:`} ziy`xa 'ta i"yxity dn t‰r xàl

Š `xap mlerdy‰ziy`x e`xwpy l`xyi liayainy l"i f"tly .y"r ezìxa zilkzl cbpzn èd ixd ,mdl cbpzne l`xyi z` `peyyhwp okle .e`xay inl cbpzne `pey èd `linne ,mler ly

Š z` `pey l`xyi z` `peydy `kd i"yxmlerd dide xn`y in.`weec ‰Š i"yx hwp dnl wcwcl yi n"ny `l`mlerd dide xn`y inhwp `le ‰

meyn d`xpe .‰mlerd z` dyry inŠ e` ‰mlerd z` `xay inŠŠ z©l ¦nyziy`xa,l`xyi liaya `xap mlerdy da fnexn xy` ,‰

ìd ixd `l` ,mlerd z` 'c `xa ji` xeìze xetiq mzq dpi`xèany enke} mlerd `xap oday zexn`n dxyrn oey`xd xn`ndd wxt zea` ‡qn lr i‰yxl qgeind yexit ‡re ‰`k dlibn ‡qnaxn` ‡zi èd ixd mlerd dide xn`y iny `vnpe .{` dpynliaya ìd z`fd dìxady fnexn ea xy` dfk xn`na `weecèd ixd lx`yil cbpzne `peyy in ik weica l"i okle .l`xyiokezl cbpzn èd ixdy ,mlerd dide xn`y inl cbpzne `pey

ea xy` xn`ndxn``ni` igxe` abè---.w"ece .mlerd dide yi dfay .l`xyi liaya `xap mlerdy i"yxity dna `zlin da,mzelb ini jyn lk zene`d oia l`xyi mr meiw ceq oiadl

d`ltp drtez znà èdy140dixehqdd zexewa zpaen-izlae gxken xacd l"pd i"yx yexit itl mleè .recik ziyep`dliaya `xap mlerdy iptny .dxezay dpey`x dlna oaeneila ik ,e"g mlerd on l`xyi xqgiy okzii `l ixd l`xyidxezd zeizinà e"g wtzqiy in mbe---.il dnl mler l`xyi`ldy .l"pdn wfgzdl lkei miyecwd l"fg ixac zeizinàe

.140 {h-g:eq} mildz d`xeplbx henl ozp `le miiga epytp myd 'ebe epiwel` minr ekxa.{'ebe minr ekxa d"c} :i"yxite lr eize`ltpmileki mkpiè zelba miiga epytp my èdy

.mze` cinydl

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oklye l`xyi liaya `xap mlerdy ceriie dghada dligzn dxezddrtez jl oi` ziyep`d dixehqda dpde .gvpl miiwzi l`xyigexa l`xyi-mr z` ca`l zene`d zelczydk zipype zxfegi`vein miltkn xzei ,meid eplk miig eppd df lk mre .mybae,c`n lty èd zeipgexa dne`d avny èd zn` mè .mixvn.epipia mix`yp cer zeevn iniiwne dxez icnel daxd n"nly eitn zizin` ìd dxezdy dlecb xzei zecr jl oi` `ldly dyexit elawy dna l"f epinkg ixac miizinè ,mler-`xea

.dxeabd itn dynn yi` itn yi` ,izin`d dxez

** gly zyxt **

{fh:bi}**ryedi oep oa ryedl dyn `xwie:i‰yxite .milbxn zvrn jriyei d-i eilr lltzdlltzd `l dnl l‰f miyxtnd eywde .

.evxizy dn cecl likyne `‰eb ‡re .milbxnd x`y lr mbx`y lr mb dyn lltzd znày xne` iziid l‰f mdixac ileleike .zpzep `xaqd oky `cg .mzegilya egilviy milbxndayei dyne uxà milbxnd ekld mei mirax`y jzrc lr dlrzd`xp oky jciè ?mzegilya egilviy lltzn epiè xacna

{al:`k} my aezky ,zwg ‡ta i‰yxitnecklie xfri z` lbxl dyn glyie‡ebe dizepa :i‰yxite .gka ep` migeha mipey`xk dyrp `l exn` deckl milbxnd

mgldl dyn ly ezltzmiipyd milbxn oiay lcadd lky rnyne .dyn ly ezltz gka egha miipydy dfa èd mipey`xd milbxnemle`---.mlek lr lltzd znà dyn la` .egha `l mipy`xdesiqed èdy ,zcgein dlitz dzid ryedi cra dyn ly ezltzoinhd dfd ycgd mya xy` ,my iepiy ea lrte enya c‰eily eny ixdy ,milbxnd zvrn ryeedl gkd ryedi ly ekez-jezaxaky o`k m‰`xd zrcl elitè} .recik ezenvr lr cirn mc`d`xp ,(h:fi) glya ‡tn d`xpy enk ,ok iptln ryedi mya `xwpeiykr wxe ,‰gkŠ zpigaa df my ly eyexit did eiykr cryezenvrn wlg dyrpe ,lretd l` dfd myd ly gkd z` dyn ìveddne---{.m‰`xa ahid ‡r .milbxn zvrn xnydl lkeiy ryedi ly

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meyn d`xp ,milbxnd x`y cra mb z`fd dlitzk dyn lltzd `ly.zEnvr iepiye my iepiy lertl el xyt` did ryedi liaya wxy‡ta y‰nk .ixnbl el lhazne dyna wac did ryedi wx ixdy

{gi-eh:fk} qgpt‡c xnìe ‡eke dcrd l` yi` ‡eke ‡c cewti ‡eke ‡c l` dyn xacie‡ebe oep oa ryedi z` jl gw dyn l`:{cewti d‰c fh weqt} i‰yxite .

dnly xn`y edfe ld`d jezn yn `ly eyeny xky lehil ryedi èd i`ck{gi:fk ilyn}dixt lkì dp`z xvepeynyln ff `ly dfa dynl ryedi lhazdy ixd .

ld`d jeza141dax xncnan i‰yxit ly exewn ìady m‰`x y‰re .did ède ceak jl wlg daxde jzxy daxd ryediŠ :yxcnd l‰feède milqtqd z` xcqn did èd jly creed ziaa axrne mikynèd i`ck egk lka jzxy ède liède ze`lvgnd z` qxet did

{ì:bl} `yz-ik ‡ta y‰n ‡re .‰l`xyi z` ynyiyryedi ezxyneld`d jezn yini `l xrp oep oa{‡fh} dxenz ‡qna l‰fg eyxite .

jl yiy zewitq lk ipnn l`y ryedi l‰`...dyn xhtpy dryaŠzazk jk `l xg` mewnl izklde zg` dry jizgpd melk iax l‰`d`xp oke .y‰r ‰ld`d jezn yini `l ‡eke ryedi ezxyne iaqgpt ‡ta oldl y‰nn dyn l` ryedi ly ezelhazd ze`xdl

{k:fk}‡ebe eilr jcedn zzpe:{jcedn d‰c} i‰yxite .epivne jced lk `le oicnldpalk ryedi ipt dngk dyn iptdn `l` dpald xeà oi`y myky .

dfe .dynn lawy dn `l` ryedia did `l jk dngdn zlawnyenvr z` lhany in `weecy d`xpe---.oade .ezelhazd lr dxenz` zepyl wicvd leki eliaya wx ,dxenb zelhazd wicvd l`

ezenvre eny142cia xnegk ezenvr dyrp zelhazdd iptny .t‰r` ,mixg` miyp` la` .ryedia miiwzp dfe .xveid-wicvdi‰r mzenvr z` zepyl wicvd ly egka oi` ,md mixyke miaehyeid mixyke miaeygy t‰r`y .milbxna miiwzp dfe .my iepiy

.141`tiqn èd ilynn i‰yx ly ezii`x xwiry yxity lld sqei ‡q ‡reŠ `xwcca ªki eipec` xnyedyn iabl ryedi ly ezelhazdy f‰tl `vnpe .‰

.w‰ece .eipec` l` card zelhazdk dzid

.142 {c:el} a minid ixaca ahid oiireny z` aqie...miwil` z` mixvn jln j¥ln©ie‡ebe miwiedi :i‰yxite . my mdizxynl mipkny mixyde miklnd jxc jkmivex mdy`xwieˆ `nbec...

ick lkde...‡ryedi oep oa ryedl dynea lyen èdy ricedlepevxk my el zepkl .

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zelhazd dynl elhazd `l {b:bi i‰yxity enk} mzegily iptldyn mdilr lltzdy d`xpy t‰r` okle .ryedi dyry enk dxenbik ,mzevnre mzeny jeza ezltz qipkd `l ,mzegilya egilviy

.r‰ve .ok zeyrl leki did `l

{ak:bi}**'‡ebe oexag cr àie abpa elrie. :i"yxite alk'eke mzvra zeidl eixagl zqip `di `ly zea` ixaw lr ghzype my jld ecald`xp .

xvewn d"c h:e} `xè 'ta i"yx ìady l"fg zyxc itl xàl :c"à l"fe {gexlr ope`zdl il yi oigkzyn `le oica`c lr lag d"awd el xn`

'eke jny dn il exn` `le i-cy l-à mdilr izilbp minrt daxd zea`d zzind"cae} . :{l"f izenwd mbeminca dpwy cr rwxw `vn `l dxy z` xeawl mdxa` ywayke

zehpl dcyd zwlg z` owie awria oke xtg xy` zexàd lr eilr exrxr wgvia oke miaexn'eke izecn xg` exdxd `le eldì‰` ziipw oipra eqpzp zea`dy ixd .

alk jld okly d`xpe .'zi eizecn xg` exdxd `le dzaiyiegilvi èd mby lltzdl zea`d ly mxaw lr `weec ghzydlzekfa epegha alk m ¨Ÿye .i"` zaiyi oipra ok-mb didy epeiqpa'zi eizecn xg` exdxdy milbxnd zvrl zqip `di `ly zea`d

.dzaiyie i‰` ziipw oipra

{ak:bi}**‡ebe oexag c` àie abpa elrie :i‰yxite .ecal alkmy jld‡eke mzvra zeidl eixagl zqip `di `ly zea` ixaw lr ghzype d`xp .

dlitzd caln ,oexagl dkildd mvr lr zcgein dybcd epeylnxzei `xwna zyxetn oexagl alk ly ezìa znàe} my lltzdyly daeyii mcwda oiprd oiadl d`xpe---.a‰ve .{dlitzd onaizk ixd .milbxnd ly mzexyk oipra dxe`kl epivny dxizqd

{b:bi}‡ebe miyp` mlk...dyn mze` glyie :i‰yxite .oeyl `xwnay miyp` lkeid mixyk dry dzeè zeaiyg {ek:bi} oldl aizk la` .dyn l` eàie eklie

‡ebe :i‰yxite .ozkild s` drx dvra ozìa dn ozìal ozkild yiwdl ‡eklieˆ edndrx dvradzeà}Š :l‰dfa dxizqd ayiiy {b weqt} `‰eb ‡re .

ecnl miryx ly mdigely eide eglypyn la` {eid mixyk dryyiwn onwl xn` jkitle...mnvr miglynd enk miyrpe mdiyrnnmiglyndy `‰eba azky dn dpde .d‰yr ,‰‡eke ozìal ozkild

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{ak:`} mixac ‡ta y‰nn exewn d`xp ,miryx eidmklk il` oeaxwze‡ebe ux`d z` epl extgie epiptl miyp` dglyp exn`ze :i‰yxite .ìaeaxra...

miy`xd z` oitgec mipwfe mipwfd z` oitgec micli`xwna mipeir ‡q y‰re .zbdpda mixqg eidy dpeekd oi`y xìay l‰f iwvpnw i‰xbdlo`kyŠ :l‰fe .oeghaae dpenà mixqg eidy `l` ,ux`-jxc‡c xeaca mipin`nd miyp`k...ez` xacl eà `ly driazd dzidepiide dldaae ìaeaxra eil` eà `l` ‡eke zgz lè `xiz l`‡ta eixac r‰re} ‰‡eke ‡ca dpekpd dpen`d mdl dxqg el`kdlwz àzy d‰awd yyg y`xn xaky epivn dpde---.{c:bi gly

{`:bi} y‰nk .milbxnd i‰r glyjl‡ebe miyp` :i‰yxite .ip` jzrclgly dvxz m` jl devn ipi`... xn` {d‰awd}daeh ìdy mdl izxn` ip`...mdiig

deyxii `l ornl milbxnd ixaca zerhl mewn mdl ozep ip`yzvrn yyg dyn mbe .y‰nk .dlitz i‰r mzvrn ryedi lr obdl mkgzde milbxnd

{fh:bi}ryedi oep oa ryedl dyn `xwie :i‰yxite .jriyei d-i eilr lltzdmilbxn zvrnzvrn lvpdl zxg` dvrl jixv did alk ,mle` .

.{fh:bi lirl izexrd ‡r dyn eilr lltzd `ly dne} milbxnd alky onf lk .ezvr dzid jky l‰pd lk xe`l d`xpejldcgia

eid mdiglyn ixdy ,mzvrl zqip `diy dpkqa did milbxnd mr okl .lirl xèank mzenk riyxdl dnd milelre ,miryxjld

dheq ‡nbd oeyl ‡re} mzxagn cxtzdl ick oexagl ecal alkyŠ ‰clyxitqxeby d`xpy m‰`x o`k ‡re ,‰milbxn zvrn alk

yŠ ‡nbayxitn alk zxagalk lhia dfay d`xpe .{‰milbxnd e` i`nvr gilyk èd dyrpe ,miryxd miglynd ly mzegily zàlk gilvd {lltzdy ezlitzl sqepa} dfae .dyn ly egelyk

.r‰ve .milbxnd zvrl zqip `di `ly lvpdl

{`l:bi}**epnn èd wfg ik mrd l` zelrl lkep `l:i‰yxite .exn` dlrn itlk lekiak .z`fk dpezgz `heicl ecxi ji` denzl yie

dpde .lekiak d‰awdn wfg èd iprpkd mr ik `ln dta cibdlepnn yxtl oi`cŠ :l‰fe i‰yx ly eyexitl gxkd azk o`k `‰ebawfg mrd eze`y `l` wfg l`xyi mby rnyn epnn oeylc...l`xyinmiabgk uxà ayeid mrd eze`l mnvr mincn `dc epi` dfe epnn

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èd wfgy lekiak `l`...epnn èd wfg ik oeyld leti `le.mxn`y inl mixacd miie`xe .‰eze` exn` dlrn itlk epnn

Š exn`y yxtl `‰`y idpc r‰v oiicry `lèpnn èd wfg,l`xyin ‰Š exn`y yxtl xyt` ji` `qib jci`l laèpnn èd wfgitlk ‰

{gi:al mixac} epif`d zxiya y‰n itl oiadl d`xpe---?dlrn‡ebe i ¦y ¤Y jcli xev :{c‰à iyz d‰c} i‰yxite .aihdl àyk eyxc epizeaxe

mkl aihdln egk miyizne eiptl oiqirkn mz` mkl:l‰dfa xìa my `‰ebae .lawn oi` xy`ke ozep yi lawn yi xy`ky df oipr ik rceŠedfe ozepd gk wleqi...lawl miie`x l`xyi oi` xy`k epiidc

‰‡eke lret gk `vnp `l f` lawn o`k oi` xy`k ik gk zyzd143.lawl miie`x eid `ly df avnl eribd milbxndy i`ceea d`xpeixd ,lawl miie`x eid `ly oeike .d‰awd ly eaeh zrtydèd ixd iprpkd mry zn`d ecibde ,dlrn ly egk eyizd lekiaklawl miie`x eid `ly mavn itly xnelk .lekiak d‰awdn wfgiprkd wfg el`ke miiprpka mcra mgldl dlrn ly egk yzed ixd

Š aizkc eh:d diryi ‡re} .d‰awdnyi` ltyie mc` gyie.‰ :c‰à i‰yxiteèd oke mdcp yi`k ze`xdl el enxb mdy d‰awd df eyxcn itle

‡eke iyz jcli xev xne`.w‰ece .144mixehd lra ‡ita o`k ‡re---{Š ly eyexita l‰f èd mb wqryepnn èd wfg:l‰fe .ely jxca ‰

epi` ziad-lra elit`y epnn `l` epnn ixwz l` ‡nba `zi`Šepnn ly zeize` lky itl n‰ie...myn milk ìvedl lekiyxcde eheyt mixac ‡a ea llek jkl e‰ie o‰ep m‰n miletk

Š z©l ¦ny dxwn df oi`y i`cee dpde .‰elyepnnitlk zyxtzn ‰l` ‰mxebŠ oey`xd yexitdy d`xp `l` .dlrn itlk mbe l`xyilawl milbxnd mie`x eid `ly iptny xnelk .ipyd yexitd,l`xyin wfg èd iprpkdy ferna eyibxde ,miprpkd lr oegvp.lekiak d‰awdn s` wfg èd iprpkdy avnd xvep `teb df iptnd`xp l‰pd oiprd lke} .ozep o`k oi` lawn o`k oi`y iptny

.143 ."`zelba `rxn idi` `zpiky" oipra `l oniq ycwd zxb` ìpz r"r

.144 {gk:ci} ilyn cer ‡reoefx zzgn m`l qtàe jln zxcd mr axai‰yxite . {mr axa}èd d‰awd zxcd mi`kf xeavdy {m`l qtàe} ,ea miwac mpi`ykzzgn} ,

{oefx èd ezepfx oexqgxkp idl`l eceakn ozep lekiakeipa lr zene`d z` hilyne .

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xn`y dn lr eh:ì jzelrda ‡t `‰ebd ixac itl mb epiadl yiyŠ dynil dyer Y © dkk m`{.l‰nkè d‰yr ,‰

{bl:bi}**oke miabgk epipira idpe...wpr ipa militpd z` epi`x myemdipira epiidmilbxnd daeb itlk militpd daeby d`xp epi` .

jky `l` .abg ly edaeb itlk mc`-oa daebk ynn dideyibxdexn`y dn jezn z`fd dltyd dybxdl eribdy d`xpe .milbxnd

{`l weqt} lirlepnn èd wfg ik mrd l` zelrl lkep `li‰yx ixdy .Š my yxitexn` dlrn itlk lekiakz` zeeydl eairzd ezigyd ixd .‰

dpde .lekiak dpnn xzei sè ‡zi ezxeabl miprpkd zxeab {ak:n} diryia aizkmiabgk diayŸie ux`d beg lr ayŸid`xapdy ixd .

milbxndy oeike .‡zi `xead zlEcb l` eqgiizd abgl lynpoaen ixd ,‡zi `xead zlecb ly dnewna miprpkd zlEcb z` EnŸyèd jk ixdy .miprpkd itlk miabgk mnvr milbxnd elyniiy

.w‰ece .dlŸecb xzeid dlEcbd itlk libx `xap oia qgid

{c:ci}**dnixvn daeype y`x dpzp eig` l` yi` exnìe. :{c‰à} i"yxitemilil` zcear oeyl eyxit epizeaxedn t‰r xàl d`xp .

:l"fe {gl:dk} xda 'ta i"yxitylke miwel`l el ip` l`xyi uxà xcd lky`"r caerk dpnn `veidevxe i"`n eyìizpy milbxndy d`xp okle .

okle .`"r icaerke i"`n e`viy ink md ixd ,dnixvn aeyl" milbxnd exn`y dny l"fx eyxity`x dpzpzcear ly oeyl èd "

my igk itl izxìa 'eke i"`n `veid lky oiprde} .milil`‡ql i‰yxitn my izàdy dnn zeywdl oiè---{.y"r xda 'taly onfa `weec f‰r caerk aygp i‰`n `veidy {hi:ek} ` lènyixdy .ycwnd-zia onfa eid `l milbxnd ixde ,ycwnd-ziaz` zepal zpn-lr i‰`l mkxca l`xyi eid milbxnd geliy zryaxy`ke {fi-ci:eh glya ‡t mid-zxiya gkeny enk} ycwnd-ziazczernde mdl zghaend i‰à ehra `ld i‰à milbxnd ehra.ekeza ycwnd-zia mr mlyd dpipaa i‰` i`ceea ìdy ,mdl

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{my}** dnixvn daeype y`x dpzp eig` l` yi` exnìe. :{y`x dpzp d‰c} i"yxitejln epilr miyp `yix ipnp enebxzk eyxit epizeaxe

milil` zcear oeyl`l` ,miyexitd ipy oia ax wgxn oi`y d`xp .èd epizeax yexite ,`xwn ly eheyt èd oey`xd yexityjln zyway epivn ixdy .oey`xd yexit ly ewnere exexia‡qa y‰nk .dxf dcear jxq meyn da yi l`xyi mr ici-lr

{d:g} lènyl l`xyi exn`y ‡` lènymiebd lkk ephtyl jln epl dniy. {g-f weqt my} lènyl d‰awd xnèik eq`n jz` `l ik...mrd lewa rny

dfd meid cre mixvnn mz` izlrd mein eyr xy` miyrnd lkk mdilr jlnn eq`n iz` ipafriejl mb miyr dnd ok mixg` midl` ecarieyiy zekixà w‰cx y‰re .

i`ceeae .ievx epi`y ote` yie ievx èdy jln zywa ly ote`f‰r jxq ea yiy èd ievx-izlad ote`d eze` wxy145dpde .

‰ milina milbxn zyxta z`haznd jlnd zywadaeype y`x dpzpdnixvnl‰fg ea e`x okle ,ievx-izlad ote`dn i`ceea ìd ‰

ly oeyl èd ewnerle ,jln zywa èd eheytly mycw-gexaz` df minilyn l‰f i‰yx ly eiyexit ipy `vnpe .dxf dcear

.oade .df

{ck:ci}**ixg` `lnie enr zxg` gex dzid awr alk icaredpyxei erxfe dny à xy` ux`d l` eizìaded"c} i"yxite .

:{dpyixeidpizxii enbxzl oiè da xy` mrd zè miwprd z` eyixei dpikxzi enebxzkdpyxii mewna `l`dyxed oeyl aezk znà dnl zvw oiirl yie .

lirl y‰n itl xàl d`xpe .dyexi oeyl `le oikexize {ai:ci}‡ebe epyxeè xaca epkòeyl èdy i‰yxit my mbe .

o`k yxity enk oikexiz146egka did milbxnd `hgy `vnpe .cnry `l` ,oecaè ‡c z`n oikexiz icil l`xyi mr z` ìadlcbpzdy iny èd ie`x k‰è .dxifbd z` lhiae jeeza dyndkfiy dcn cbpk dcn exky lawi ,erpnl egk lka lczyde `hgl

.145{c:g} ryed r‰r miavr mdl eyr madfe mtqk...ipnn `le ekilnd mdzcevn y‰r . .oade ,ekilnd md d‰c cec

.146ly oaen ynyn oikexiz oeyly xìay {ai:ci} lld sqei ‡q ‡r .d‰yr ,oeca` ly mbe oiyexib

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èd .alka miiwzp jke .eiaie` z` ca`le yixedle jxzlokl ,ìad milbxnd `hgy oikexizde dyxedd z` repnl lczydà xy` ux`d iayei z` jxzle yixedl ekfi erxfy exky laiwzxg` jxca d`xp cer---.dcn cbpk dcn lkd .oexag ìd ,dny{'eke onig` mre d"ca "cl} dheq 'qnl `"ga `"yxdn y"n t‰rjxcd milbxnd enwr {inlze iyy onig` ly} ocgtneŠ :l"fe'da geha eale zxg` gex did alk la`...{oexagl ekld `le}jld alky ixd .‰'eke lltzdl my jlde dlwz my el ài `lyokly d`xpe .my xy` miwprdn cgtl el didy t"r` oexaglxky èdy ,myn miwprd z` yxbie yixei erxfy d"awd egihaderxf okl ,mdn cgt `l èd .dcn cbpk dcn ahid oeeknel ozip dnl zvw dyw znà df xeà ilae .mcaìe myixeiozpi zea` ixaw lr ghzyde devn my dyry liaya ike .oexagel ozpi mewn dfià devn dyri xy` mc` lk ike .mewnd elyixei erxfy èd xwirdy .`gip l"pd itl la` .exkya mewndoeik `linn wxe .l"pke ynn dcn cbpk dcn èdy ,miwprd z`y"n oiir mle` ---.ely mewnd didi my miayeid z` eyixeiy

{el:`} mixac 'tada jxc xy` ux`d z` oz` ele dp`xi èd dpeti oa alk izlef'ebe {h:ci} ryedi 'qa y"n mbe .ux`d `l m` xn`l èdd meia dyn rayie

'ebe mler cr jipale dlgpl didz jl da jlbx dkxc xy`ze`xwn ipya ixdy .`le ,dplgpi ède alkl ozpz oexagy dn lr ybcd mŸyEd elld

.w"rve .da miayeid z` caìe yixei èdy dn lr

{cl:ci}**mei mei mirax` ux`d z` mzxz xy` minid xtqna...mkizperÎz` e`yz...dpylizèpzÎz` mzrciez` d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{izèpzixg`n mkaal z` mzeìpdy. enk dxqd oeyl dèpz {e:l xacna}ik dze` dia` ìpdŠ zlna x¥A ©C §O ©d cra iepikd dxe`kl dpd .èpz-iz‰

,df weqta xacnd èdy ,d‰awd lr aqeny yxtl d`xp xzei didmkz`n dpete xq ip` xy` z` mzrcie eyexit didie147r‰ve .

.147 {ak:f} l`wfgia dfa `veik epivne .'ebe mdn i©pt i ¦zFA ¦q£d ©e

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l` dèpz zln xwir z` qgiil miwacd oia cixtn i‰yx dnlmixq l`xyiy epiidc ,d‰awd l` xacnd cra iepikd zè ,l`xyi

‡zi ez`n mipete148y‰n llba eyexitl i‰yx gxkedy d`xpe---.ixd .llk l`xyi z`n d‰awd xq `ly gken myny ,`xwc `yixat‰r èdy ,dpy mirax` xacna erxi xec eze`y `yixa aizk

Š oeaygdpyl mei dpyl mei mei mirax` ux`d z` mzxz xy` minid xtqna.‰zegt mdn cg` zeni `ly icka èdy {dpy mirax` d‰c} i‰yxite

miyy oan149`l` ,cer `le .o`k yi cqg ly oeayg ixd .y‰r mei miraxà i‰` lk z` xezl milbxnd ewitqdy dcaerd mvryeaeyie d‰c dk:bi} l‰fe .qp jxca did dfy i‰yxit xak ,cal

:{‡eke ux`d xeznz` mdiptl xvw ,dpyl mei mdilr xefbiy d‰awd iptl ielbyjxcdxak ‡q-oan zegt ezeni `ly cqg-ly-oeayg eze`y ixd .

‡zi dililrd-axe dvrd-lecb i‰r okede ,dligz daygna did,d‰awd cvn ‰dèpzŠ o`k oi`y gken df lkn xy` .qp jxcajezn cqg-oeayga zhxetne zihxt dgbyd o`k yi àxc` `l`dèpzdy yxtl i‰yx jxved df meyny d`xpe .cqg-oeayg .d‰awd z`n epte exqy l`xyi cvn ìd o`k zxkfpd

{fl:ci}**e'c iptl dtbna...miyp`d ezeni:i"yxite .dcn cbpk dcn mdl dpebdd dzin dzeà...eizecn it lr mdl die`xd dzeà 'c iptl edfedcn cbpk dcn ccen èdy d"awd lycgiizne oiihvn d"awdy rnyne .

zeyrl lekiy ezlef xg` oiè ,dcn cbpk dcn ccen èdy dfa {ì:gi zeny} exzi xn`y dnn yxetn d`xp oke .okik izrci dzr

mdilr ecf xy` xaca ik mid-el`d lkn 'c lecb :i"yxite .enc mina enebxzkmina eca`p mde mca`ldcn-cbpk-dcn zcnny ixd .{epxetqa y"re}

èd z`fd dcna ik ,'zi 'ca dricie dxkd icil exzi àoiadl d`xp f"ktre---.ecaln dfa cer oiè cgiizne oiihvn

.148 {h:al} zehn ‡ta y‰nn ìd ezii`xy l‰iipa al z` eìpie ux`d z` e`xie‡ebe l`xyik‰`y `l` .d‰awd i‰r `le i‰pa i‰r dzid dèpzdy ixd .

mxhy `xwnl yng-oad zlrezl o`k èdd weqtd z` ìadl i‰yxl l‰ed .r‰ve .zehn ‡t cnl

.149 .{`k ‡yn g wxt} zeaà opzck ‰dpwfŠ xeriy èd

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{b:`} mixiyd-xiya aezky dnok lr jny wxez ony miaeh jipny gixljead` zenlr :{'eke jipny gixl} i"yxite .ony my lr `xwp aeh my

aeh :{ipyd 'eke gixl d"cae} .jrny erny xy` ux` iqt` mda egixdymixvna ze`xep jzeyra aehd :{zenlr ok lr d"cae} .drenyd lewl exzi à

'eke xiibzpeinl dlynp xiibzdl exzi zìay `vnpe .d"yre ,èd onyde .xzei ea gixdl axwzne àe wegxn axr ony gixny.df lyna `weec exga dnl a"ve .d"awd ly aehd myl lynel zcgeind ezenvr lr dxen xac ly enyy recid it lr d`xpe

ecal150d"awd dyry ze`xepd z` erny xy` md miax dpde . {fh-ci:eh zeny} mid-zxiya y"nk .mixvnalig oefbxi minr erny

'ebe zylt iayei fg`.cala exzi `l` xiibzdl wegxn eà `l la` .ze`xepd z` erny zene`d lky meyn d`xp mdipia lcadde.ecal el zcgeind d"awd zcn z` mda e`x `l la` ,eldapezetixye ux`d-zecirxe milidan miwxa e`x xaky enky eaygezelecb ody wx ,n"vi ly ze`xepd od jk ,'cke zelecb

Š t"dr i"yxit dfa 're} libxd on xzei ze`xepemìven l-`'ebe mixvnnexzi mle` .{wla 't yix `"eb 're ,ak:bk xacnaa ‰

,ecal el zcgeind d"awd zcn z` mda `vne ze`xepa opeazdwegxn à jk jezne .l‰pke dcn cbpk dcn ccen 'zi èdygixdy mc`k exzi didy lyn epl elyn df lry d`xpe .xiibzdllyn èd aeh onye .xzei egixdl axwzdl àe wegxn aeh onyedfe .ecal el zcgeind ezenvr lr dxen xac ly enye .m¥y§ld"awd zcn z` mda xikde wegxn mixvn ze`xep rnyy ,exzi

.xiibzdl àe ,dcn cbpk dcn ccen èdy el zcgeind

:l"dfa i"yx 'k dyxtd seqa**oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqineizwzrd...‡‡zetpk rax` lrˆ .‡mixyp itpk lr mkz` `yèˆ cbpk ‡mdicba itpk lr...

dle`b ly zepeyl 'c cbpk...‡zexeka leky my lr ‡zlkz lizt...oke dlila dzid mzkne

.150lr dxend èd ihxtd mvrd myyŠ :{d:`} zeny ‡ta m‰`xd oeyl dpdon zra miyi`d on ezlefl mvra mxeag xyt` i`y zepekzn xaegnd yi`d

{h:e} dkin d`xe .‰mizrdjny d`xi diyeze :i‰yxite .mdl `xew diyeze ìapdjikxc ze`xle opeazdl al ozep xy` jny z` dèx xy` .oade .

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l`xyi edyy mini 'g cbpk day miheg dpenye axr zrl xigynd riwxl dnec zlkzd ravmid lr dxiy exn`y cr mixvnn e`viynziviv-zevny l"f e`vny dn dpd .

dyxtd seqa ‡ky dnn df eìvedy heyt ,n"vi lr zfnxn{`n:eh}'ebe mixvn ux`n mkz` iz`ved xy` mkiwel` 'c ip` `teb ìdy `l` .

dn t‰r xàl d`xpe .n"vil ziviv oia xywd dn `nrh ira {bk:h} gp 'ta aezkyeklie mdipy mky lr eniyie dlnyd z` ztie my gwie

'ebe mdia` zexr z` eqkie zipxg` :i"yxite .xzei devna un`zpy my...ekf jklziviv ly zilhl eipa...mixvn iay z` xey` jln bdpi okˆ erxfa xn`p eia` z` dfiay mge

...'eke sgie mexr dyrnd i"r devn ly zilhl dkf myy `vnpe .dyrnd i"re .eig` mgn gayl lcaen èdy d`xd ea xy` èddd`xpe .eyper z` laiwy mg znerl exky z` my laiw èdd`viy "mipal oniq"de ."zea`-dyrn" èd ixd dyrnd eze`yxnbp da xy` ,mixvn-zìvi èd zea`d-dyrn eze`n deedzpeezxara dkn d"awd n"via ixdy .eig` mg cbpk my ly epegvp.mler zexigl mkezn mi`vei l`xyi-ipae mg-ipa ixeka z`mpegvp lr ze`k ìdy ,zilhd z` my-ipa miyaely drya oklezilhd z` hywl mdl ie`x ixd ,l"pd zea`d-dyrn ezeàèdy ,mixvn-zìvic mipal-oniqd lr mifnxnd mihiykzaoiadl d`xp f"ktl dpde---.zea`d-dyrn eze` ly xnbde zilkzdcg` fnx cgiizpy l"pd oyxcd dyn 'x ixaca `vnpy dn zvwlr fnxnd ipy fnx cer cgiizpe ,zlkzd ède ,zexeka zknlriwxl dnec zlkz ravy ède ,dlila dzid zexeka-zkny dcaerddcaerl cgein fnx jixv dnl a"v xacde .y"r axr zrl xigynyxèany dn mcwda èd dfa d`xpde .dlila dzid mzkny ef:'a zeà my l"fe .'e oipr elawe eniiw qxhpewa wgvi cgtaminec mipiipr ipy oia `vnpd lcada mipigan ep`ykŠèd iexy mda ozipd lcadd ik jgxk lr f` ik - mzeipevigahley oda xy` zepeilrd zeakyd dpiaxz xy` lkk .mzeiniptazcewp ly dnewn wner epiptl xxazi ,df znerl ok ;iencd èdmiixvnd zeknd xyr lka dpde---.eixac jynda d"yr ,‰dlcaddaezka yxetn xacde .cg` s` wfed `l i"pane ,ebxdpe elaq.gkyze wec ,zexeka zkne ,jyg ,cxa ,xac ,aexr zekn lv`

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.zexeka-zkn oiae zepey`xd zeknd 'h oia dfa yi lcad mle`s` i"pan wfed `ly èd qp i`ceeay t"r` ,zeknd lka ixdy`weec zpeekn dzid dkndy iptn zehiyta oaen oiprd n"n ,cgòkle .dknd iptn dpkqa llka eid `l i"pae ,miixvnd l`mle` .dkndn wfp mey elaq `l i"pay lecb jk-lk `ltd oi`,dlecb dpkqa miixvnd eid i`ceea my xy` ,zexeka-zkn ip`y

Š {ak:ai zeny} d"awd z`n exdfed i"pa mbegztn yi` e`vz `l mzèxwa cr ezia" `ly ick ,‰sebpl mkiza l` àl zigynd ozi.{bk weqt my} "

mdipyy ,l`xyie mixvn oia ienic-cv yi zexeka-zknay ixdi"r mdipia xy` dlcadd wner z` dlib d"awdy `l` .dpkqayexita oiirnd dpde---.livd epiza zè miixvnd z` bxdyda miiexy l`xyi eidy ,z`fd dpkqd lky ezrc d`xi my i"yxy"n lr ixdy .dlil ly onfd f` didy cvn j` dzid ,l"pke

Š mysbpl mkiza l` àl zigyn ozi `le :i"yxit ‰zeyx dpzpy xg`ny cibn ryxl wicv oia oigan epi` lagl zigynlìd milagnl zeyx dlile'eke ahid y"re}

,l`xyie mixvn oiay iencd-cv eze`y `vnpe .{`"ebe o"anxixd ,riwxd-xdefk mdipiay lcadd xidfn dfd iencd jezn xy`dzid zexeka-zkny dcaerdn xvep èd dfd iencd lkcgiizpy l"pd oyxcd dyn 'x ixac zpada d`xpd edfe---.dlila`weec dzid zexeka-zkny dcaErl cgein fnx ziviv-zevnaziviv zevna efnxpy dny lirl xàzp xak ik ède .dlilamipal-oniqd èd n"viy cvn èd mixvn-zìvi ly mipiiprly epiipre .mge my ly zea`d-dyrn ici-lr deedzpe `viymg ipt-lr gayl envr z` licad m¥yy èd zea`d-dyrn eze`gayl elcaed l`xyiy mb èd n"vi ly mipal-oniqde .eigèkfy devn ly zilhae .mg ly eipa mdy mixvn z`n eyxtedemihiykz ea eidiy ie`x l"pd zea`d-dyrn ici-lr my-ipa ealkde ,zea`d-dyrn gkn deedzpy mipal-oniqd lr mifnxndlr fnxi dl`d mihiykzdn cg`y oekpe ie`xy d`xp okle .l"pkiptn `weec ixdy .dlila `weec dzid zexeka-zkn ik dcaerdllba `weece ,l`xyie mixvn oia ienic-cv did dlila dzidy.l`xyie mixvn oiay zinedzd dlcadd zexeka-zknn `vi df

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dl` lk ly dcewpd-xwir znà ìd ef dlcad-zhlad ixde .oade .devn ly zilha md mifnexn xy` n"vil mifnxd

** gxw zyxt **

{d:fi}** el dyn cia ‡c xac xy`k ezcrke gxwk didi `le. :{c‰à ‡eke xac xy`k d‰c} i‰yxite`le dyn cia edne gxw lr eyxcne

xn`py ecia dyn dwly enk zrxva oiwely dpedkd lr miwlegl fnx dyn l` azkzeny} {e:czrxva difer dwl k‰re ‡blyk zrxevn eci dpde dìveieôipr dn a‰ve .

ezrxv `lde .dpedkd lr wlegd ly ezrxv lv` dyn ly ezrxvmy i‰yxity enk l`xyi lr xtiqy rxd oeyl iptn dzid dyn ly

:{c‰à}dzwly enk zrxva edwld jkitl ‡il epinì `lˆ exneà xtiq rxd oeyly el fnxrxd oeyl lr mixnlr wlegd lv` df oipr dn k‰è .

dpedkd lr wlegd s`y i‰yx ixacn epcnly d`xpe---?dpedkdt‰rè .x‰dyl mdilr xtqnke l`xyi ly mceak litynk èd ixd

Š {b:fh} ezcre gxw exn`y‡c mkezae miyecw mlk dcrd lkmzqd one ,‰el`k mdixac mi`xpe ,dl`d mixack xne` dpedkd lr wlegd lkyz` mipian mpi`y ,jtidl èd zn`d ,l`xyi-oxw minixnmdl zrcep dxizi daig znày .ìdy zenk l`xyi ly mzeaiygdn àxcè .melk `le mzx`tzn zrxeb dpedkd-zx`tz oièepiad `le erci `ly dxen df ixd ,dpedk mb miywan miwlegdy

‰`cixbŠ l`xyi mzeida mzlecb zx`tz xwi z`151t‰r dpde---.oldl} zehnd oipra zvw dywy dn oiadl d`xp df lklr ze` ìd oxd` dhn zgixty i‰yx zrc ixdy .{ek-fh:fid‰c seq bk:fi lr eyexit ‡r} dpedkl erxfe oxd` zxiga

.151xyid yi` jxc" :eheyt it lre d"c e"lxz zpy gxw 't zn` zty 'rixdy .ohw xac lk zeaiyg rcei .xzei dbixcn dlery lk `xead zcearaozipy 'ield 'iga zeaiag oiad mdn dlrnl zebixcn dnk 'idy d"rxn

."'eke .e`ypzd mde .z"iydn mdl

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{ze`l zxnynl d‰c dk:fi lre ,micwy lnbie152yi f‰tle .gkeny enk ,iel hay lkl jiiy did èdd dhnd ixd wcwclk‰è .hayd y`x ezeida oxd` my eilr azkpy wx ,gi weqtaea yi `l` ,cal oxd` zxiga lr oniq dfa oi` dhnd gxt xy`kyiy dn oiadl jixv cere .llka iel hay lk zxigal mb oniqlk z` ixdy .mlk mihayd lk ly mzlecbl oniq zehnd dyrna

Š dyn gipd zehndzecrd iptl cren ldà‰ ze` èdy {hi weqt}cvl edhn gpeiy dkf s` mihayd on cgè .mzlEcb lr dlŸecbi‰yxity enk ,ehaye oxd` s` dil` dkf `ly dlrn ,ynn dpikydz` zekfl d‰awd dvx mè .{mzehn jeza d‰c} ak weqt lrzeà `weec ‡zi xga dnl ,dpedkl ezxiga lr dxend zeà oxd`?elek mrd lk zlEcb lr sè iel hay lk zxiga lr mb dxend`l ezcre gxw ly ezerhy ,lirl xèand t‰r oaen oiprdy `lìleè} s`y `l` ,jxevd lkk oxd` z` eaiygd `ly dfa wx dzideaiygd `l ,miiel xezae mil`xyi xeza ,mnvr z`y {xwirddyly d‰awd d`xd dfay ,zehnd ze` dà df lry d`xpe .irackixdy ,l`xyi lkl zrcep dxizi daigy ,cg`d .milecb mixwirgped mdn cg` ly edhn sè ,zecrd iptl egped mdizehn lkehay} iel haya yi zcgein dlEcby ,ipyd .ynn dpikyd cvl

Š mya `xwp gxty dhnd ixdy {gxw lyiel dhn.{gi weqt} ‰dhn eze` ixdy ,dplk lr dler odkd oxd` zlEcby ,iyilyde

Š mya `xwp dhnde ,oxd` my ea aezk did gxtyoxd` dhn‰zaygp oxd` zlecb oi`y `vnp dpde---.{dk ,ak ,`k miweqt}ìd oxd` zlecb àxc` `l` ,iel hay ly ezlecb iabl dlilykegkn mignevd micwye gxtk ,elek hayd zlecb gkn gnevd xackzlecb lr ze`k eritedy micwyde gxtd ixdy .urd spr ly

Š `xwpd dhn eze` lr `weec erited oxdìel dhnzehn sè .‰`l` ,mdiabl dlily oxd` dhn zgixt oi`y l‰i mihayd x`y

Š gpen did gxty dhn eze` ixdy ,mgkn gnevd xackmzehn jeza‰

.152df lk {dk ,gi-fi ,e miweqt lr eyexit ‡r} o‰anx zrcl cebipa .llka iel hay zxiga lr ze` ìdy

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zipnp dpedkd zeìvn mvry ìcdl epivn oke---.{`k weqt} {e:al} epif`d ‡ta y‰nk .l`xyi ly mdizelrn oiajyr èd

jppkie :{jyr èd} i‰yxite .zeneà dne` :{jppkie} .lka ok ixgèa ielz lkdy jxk mikln mkne miìap mkn mipdk mkn oke qiqa ipinèd oke .

{dk:bk} l`wfgia‡ebe exiqi jipfè jt`jt` d‰c} i‰yxite . :{jipfè liynd mdle sevxtd zx`tz mddpedkdzeklnde .153yi f"ktle---

ly mqegii z` miricend miweqta {e wxt} `xè 'ta y"n oiadlmy} oernye oae`x ly mqegii mixkfp dligzy oxdè dyn

:{'eke dl` d"c} my i"yxite .{eh-ci miweqtawri mxhpwy itlmd miaeygy xnel mcal o`k mqgie aezkd xfg ezen zrya elld mihay dylyl epia`.o`k `weec mihayd 'a ly mzeaiyg z` aezkd riced dnl a"velirl xèand itl oiadl d`xpe .oxdè dyn ly mqegiil xywadne`d lk ly mzx`tz ìd miklnde miìapd mipdkd zeìvnydlEcb oi`y d`xp f"tle .mlek zlecbn `weec zgnev ìdezlEcb ìdy mxewnn mdl znxefy dn `l` miklne miìap mipdkloexqge mbt eze` ixd mrd zlEcba oexqge mbt yi mè .mrdàyk dfle .miklne miìap mipdkd zlEcba mb `linn `vniily mklne mìape mpdk mdy ,oxdè dyn z` qgiil aezkd`"cqc .oerny haye oae`x hay z` mb qgiil jxved ,l`xyiyi k"è .miaeyg mpi` ixd mkxia `le mxhpw awriy oeiknyl"nw .mklne mìape mpdka mbt didi `linne mrd zlEcba mbtdyn ly mzeaiyg mb `linne .md miaeyg oernye oae`x s`y

dnly ìd oxdè154 .

{my}**el dyn cia ‡c xac xy`k ezcrke gxwk didi `le.: i‰yxitedpedkd lr miwlegl fnx dyn l` azk `le ‡dyn ciaˆ edne gxw lr eyxcne

.153exzkp mixzk dylya :{` dkld z"z 'ldn b wxt} m"anxd oeyl 'r'eke oxd` ea dkf dpedk xzk .zekln xzke dpdk xzke dxez xzk l`xyioxd` ekfy ixg`y xeàd d`xp oiè .'eke cec ea dkf zekln xzkekfy t"r`y `l` .cg` xzk `l` l`xyil x`yp `l zeklne dpedka cecezeìvny l"pdk ède .mixzk 'b l`xyil yi oiicr ,zeklnae dpedka

.elek mrd zlecb ìd zeklnde dpedkd.154 .l"f f"`` mya d"c e"lxz jzelrda 't zn` ztya df oirk 'r

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xn`py ecia dyn dwly enk zrxva oiwely {e:c zeny}‡blyk zrxevn eci dpde dìveieˆzrxva difer dwl k‰redpedkd lr ewlg ezcre gxw ixd wcwcl yi .

y‰n ‡r ,mle` .etxyp elè erlap el` `l` ,zrxva ewl `le {c:e} diryi ‡qa‡ebe `xewd lewn mitqd zen` erpied‰c} i‰yxite .

:{c‰à `xewd lewnyrxd mei did ède...,lkida xihwdl difr cnr meia ea xn`py enk dtixya epic xnel etxeyl miny eyrx {dl:fh xacna}z` lk`zeˆ

‡yi` miz`ne miyngnd...,dpedkd lr xrxry gxwk rlal epic dxeaqk erleal ux`d dyrx dxnè lew za dzvi {d:fi my}l`xyi ipal oexkf‡...lr xxernd mc` cer ‡didi `le

zrxevn dìvede dpqa ‡dyn cia ‡d xac xy`kˆ `l` dtixya ‡ezcrkeˆ drilaa gxwk dpedkdblyk155egvna dgxt zrxv o`k s` ,`xwnd df yexit itl ixd .d‰yr ,

xzi ly myper ixdk ezcre gxw ly eyper ixd `ly yxtn envr,oiprd mrha r‰v znàe} cizra ecnriy dpedkd lr miwlegdoeekzd gxw ‡tl eyexita i‰yxy xexa d`xpe .{`‰eb ‡remye xviw o`ky `l` ,diryil eyexita ìady dyxc dze`l

jix`d156 .

{g:gi}**ezxnyn z` jl izzp dpd ipè oxd` l` 'c xaci'ebe iznexz :i"yxite .df èd dgny oeyl dgnya...jlnl lyn...gxw ày itl

'eke dpedk zepzn c"k el ozpe aezkd à dpedkd lr oxd` cbpk xrxreoiir dpd .{`k:gi} 'py miiel ly xyrnd lv` mb df oeyl epivny onwl

iel ipalizzp dpd'ebe dlgpl l`xyia xyrn lk oniq} ixtqa l‰fg eyxite .s` dgnya dxn`p dpedk zevny mykeŠ :{`‰xbd zedbd t‰r h‰iw`l` dpd oi` izzp dpd iel ipale xn`py dgnya dxn`p efzepelzd calny lirl i"yxity dn itl xàl yie .y‰r ,‰dgny,mzyexil iel hay lk zxiga lr mb dpelz dzid ,oxdè dyn lr

{d:fh} aizkc'ebe el xy` z` 'c rcie xwa :i"yxite .diiel zcearl.eidy oeik dield lr miwleg eid `ly b"r`Š :my `"eb l"fe

.155 {e:c} zenya `xwnd oeylblyk zrxvn eci dpde d`veie .

.156eyexit oirk o`k i‰yx zpeek exìay minl` giŸy ¥ne miig min xà ‡rqetc zqxb ‡re .my ly eyexit z` mya exikfd `ly `l` ,diryiasexye rela cer didi `le eheyt itleŠ :lld sqei ‡qa zàend uawl`

.‰ecia zrxva dwly dynl dyrp xy`k j` ezcrke gxwk

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o`k oi`y oeikc dield lr miwleg eid el`k dpedkd lr miwleg`"eba y"re} ‰dliagd dcxtzp ol `niiwc diel o`k oi` dpedklr cer epeli `le d"ca eixac cer 're xeaicd seq cr

Š aezky dny l"i f"ktle .{dpedkd'eke izzp dpd iel ipaleèd mb ,‰àe .hayd lk zxiga lr xerxr didy iptn ,dgny ly oeyld`lrde mzege az §kk èdy ,xyrn mdl zzl dgny oeyla aezkd

.cer mdilr exrxri `ly oi`kxra

** zwg zyxt **

{a:hi}**‡ebe dxezd zwg z`f :i‰yxite .mlerd zeneè ohydy itl,iptln ìd dxfb ,dwg da azk jkitl da yi mrh dne z`fd devnd dn xnel l`xyi z` oipen

dixg` xdxdl zeyx jl oiìk ,oiprdeŠ :azk ‰minl` giŸy ¥nŠ xtqa .‡d xy` micixyl mpn` la` ,rxd xvi gk jxra miwg md miwgd,wegk md mkxra mlerd zene`l oke .lecb mrh mda yi ,`xewoiaiyn mpiè miwg opi` ,zn`d cv lr l`xyi mi`xwpl la`dxe`kl d`xpy dn ayiil ezpeek d`xpe .ahid y‰r ,‰dilrìd dnec` dxt zevny i‰yxit o`k ixdy .i‰yx ixaca dxizqkxiaqd {ak weqtl eyexit ixg`} oldl eliè ,oaen-izla wgly eyxcn t‰r zrce mrh aeha dnec` dxt ipiipr lk z` i‰yxohyd liayay minl` giyn lra uxiz df lre .oyxcd dyn iaxmd mirtyeny drtydd jxr itk l`xyi ipale} mlerd-zeneè,znà l`xyi mya mipEknd miwicvl la` .wg ìd ixd {mci-lrmin xà ‡qa r‰re} r‰ve .dnec` dxt zevna lecb mrh yi ixd

miig157 .{

xg` i"yx owizrdy oyxcd dyn 'x ly eceqin zeyxca**:l"f 'eke fx` ur d"ca ,ak weqt hi wxtl eyexitelld oipin 'b

.157 .e"lxze `"lxz zpy {a:hi} i"yxit lr y"n zn`-zty 're

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deabdy oniq mlekn jenp aefè zepli`d lkn deabd èd fxè lbra eltpy yi` itl` 'b cbpkel xtkzie zrleze aef`k envr z` lityi `hge d`bzpylbrd `hgy dfn rnyn .

Š t"dr mixac 't i"yxitn zvw d`xp oke .de`b i"r mxbpdlàdf ice...mixacd‰ :i"yxity .mdl didy adf aex liaya eyry lbrd lr ogiked

xn`py{i :a ryed}‡lral eyr adfe mdl iziaxd sqkeˆ okid r"v n"ne ..de`b i"r mxbp `hgdy lbrd-dyrn iweqta fnexn

{bk:k}**mec` ux` leab lr xdd xda oxd` lè dyn l` 'c xnìe

xn`l :i"yxite .exqge mdiyrn evxtp ryxd eyrl axwzdl o`k exagzpy iptny cibn'eke dfd wicvdly ezcn oeekna dvxtp z`fd dvxtdy xàl d`xp .

Š i‰yx oeyl dxen oke} oxd` ly ezcn cbpk eyrwicvd exqgedfd {bl:dk} zeclez 'ta y‰n t‰r ède .{‰zenl jled ikep` dpd.

:i‰yxiteda oiielz zezine oiypere zexdf` dnk l"` ef dcear ly daih dn eyr xnùtg dn k"` dci lr zenl jled ip` xn` y`x irexte oii iiezy dzinay od el` epipyy dze`k

da ilmiyperd iptn mewn ly ezcear z` q`n eyry ixd .èdy epivny ,dceard cenr oxd` èd ecbpke .da oiielzd{b:i} ipiny 'ta y"nk .miycwd ly myper z` envr lr laiw

oxd` mŸC¦I ©e :i"yxite .'eke ezwizy lr xky laiwebxdp eipay ixd .y"r edfe .dwizya myper z` laiw ède dxf y` eaixwdy oeeramiyperl yygy iptn mewnd zcear z` q`ny eyr ly ezcn jtdeyrl l`xyi exagzd xy`ky l"i okle .l"pke da miielzddfa `weec dvxtd dzid ,mdiyrna dvxt eaiigzd f"ire ,ryxddceard z` lhal eyr ly egke ezcn idefy ,oxd` exqgy

{`:`k} onwl aizk dpde---.l"pkeà ik abpd ayŸi cxr jln iprpkd rnyie‡ebe l`xyia mglie...l`xyi :{‡eke rnyie d‰c} i‰yxite .oxd` zny rny

‡eke ceak ippr ewlzqpe :{abpd ayei d‰cae} .uxà ayei wlnrˆ ‡`py wlnr dfmcia miprpk zzl d‰awdl milltzn l`xyi eidiy ick orpk oeyla xacl epeyl z` dpye ‡abpdmzq lltzp exn` orpk oeyl mpeyle miiwlnr iyealk mdiyeal l`xyi e`x miprpk mpi` mde

‡icia dfd mrd z` ozz ozp m`ˆ ‡`py.l‰pd itl oiprd oiadl d`xpe .z` exqg df iptn ,dceard-gk jtid èdy eyrl exagzdy itlyewlzqpe oxd` z` exqgy xg`ne .l‰pk dceard-cenr èdy oxd`.eyr rxfn èdy wlnr `l` ma mgldl à `l ,ceakd ippr

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eyrl gk dfa ozip ,dceard-cenr èdy oxd` z` exqgy iptnyxacl mpeyl epiyy dne---.dvxt mda uextiy dceard-jtid èdyl`xyi ly mzlitz z` lalale lwlwl evx dfa ,orpk oeylaepiide .miprpk mpiè mcia miprpk zzl d‰awdl elltziyawr ‡ta y‰nk .recik cg` md dceard-gke dlitzd-gky

{ci:ì}‡ebe mkaal lka ecarle mkiwel` ‡c z` dad`ld‰c} i‰yxite .{‡eke ecarle‡eke dcear diexw dlitzdy dlitz ìd efe ala ìdy dcear :.

èdy eyr rxfn wlnr eà ,dceard-cenr oxd` zny oeikeznày ,l`xyi ly mzcear-mzlitz elwlwy hrnke dceard-jtidenkgzdy `l` .oxd` ly epexqg z`tn zlbeqn dryd dzid jklèd oxd`y o`k izazk dpd}---.eryepe mzq lltzdl l`xyimbe (ak:gn) igie ‡t izexrd ‡r mle` .eyr ly egk-jtidèd eyr ly jtidd-gky izxà myy (b:`) mixac ‡tl izexrdly egky oeikny l‰iy .dxizq o`k oi`y d`xp la` .oae`xjtidd-gk okl ,lirl xèank ,d‰a mewnd-zcear lehia èd eyr.zexekaa dzid dceardy iptn ,xekad oae`xl dligzn ozip ely

(ai:b) xacna ‡ta y‰nkxeka lk zgz i‰pa jezn mield z` izgwl dpd ipè‡ebe i‰pan mgx xht :{c‰à ‡eke jezn d‰ca) i‰yxite .dzidy itl

mdizgz exgap `‰r ecar `ly mielde elqtp lbra e`hgyke zexekaa dceardoke .y‰nk ,ezxeka cvn oae`xl die`x dzid mewnd-zceary yxetn

(b:hn) igie ‡tafr xzie z`y xzi...dz` ixeka oae`xd‰c) i‰yxite .:(z`y xzi‡eke mitk zeìyp oeyl dpedka jig` lr xzi zeidl ziid ie`x `l` .Š xy` zngnxzez l` mink fgtdkf `l (i‰yxit y‰re ‡c weqt my) ‰

gk ozip ele ,oxd` da dkf seqale .dpedkl oae`xin oipr ly ellke .eyr ly jtidd-gk èd èdy mewnd-zcear{.r‰ve .eyr ly jtidd-gk èd èd ,mewnd-zcear gka dkefy

{eh:`k}**‡ebe xr zayl dhp xy` milgpd cyè. :{milgpd cyè d‰c seq} i‰yxitely xdd rfrcfp xearl l`xyi eày oeik

l`xyi jx`dzxiab ipt liawdl z`veid dgtyk‡eke aèn ly xd cvl axwzpe .xnel yiepiè ,l‰eg ly xdd ìd dzxiabe i‰` ly xdd ìd dgtydy

mle` .oaen `wqt hi dyxt dax yxcna èd i‰yx ixac xewn

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dz`xy dgtyl lynŠ :oeyld mye .dkdipec` oadvtw dlv` à ìd zxabdy rnyn ixd ,‰ezlawe eze` dncwel`xyi-mroke ,

èd l`xyi-mrl i‰` oia qgidy `vnp .dpedk zepzna my yxit,oiprd xeàa jix`dl yie .dzxiabl dgty oiay qgid jxrk

.enewn o`k oiè

{ek:`k}** jlna mglp ède èd ixn`d jln oŸ²gi ¦q xi À¦r oeayg ik‡ebe oey`xd aènŠ iehiad dpd .oegiq-xireyexite zekinqa à ‰

did dxe`kl okle .{‰oegiqc `zxwŠ `‰z oke} ‰oegiq ly xirŠmb e`} wiqtn mrha ‰oegiqŠe zxyn mrha ‰xirŠ mirhdl jixvr‰ve .{eixg` àd ‰ixn`d jlnŠ mr exagl ick zxyn mrha èdminrhd on èdy iriax mrha ìd ‰xirŠ zlny dnad‰c bk:`k} lirl i‰yxity dn itl oiadl d`xpe---.miwiqtnd

:{‡eke `vieoegiq did mè dyakl dleki dixa lk oi` oiyezi d`ln oeayg dzid eli`‡eke oeayga didy y‰ke eyakl leki mc` lk oi` ylg xtka‡t i‰yxit r‰re}

yiy ixd .{‡eke ayei xy` d‰ce ‡eke oegiq d‰c c:` mixac.envr ipta oegiql zeaiyg yie dnvr ipta xirl zeaiygmrha zg` lk ‰oegiqŠe ‰xirŠ milind o`k eà df meyny d`xpednn df lr zeywdl oiè---.dnvr ipta daeyg zg` lk ik wiqtn

{fk weqt} ‡kyoF «gi ¦q xi¬¦r o¥pFM ¦z §e d¬¤pA ¦Y oF ®A §W ¤g E ŸAmrha ‰xirŠ zlny ,xak ixdy .‰oegiqŠ zlnl dkinqdl ick mizxynd on èdy `kxneà} i‰yxity enk ,dnvr ipta oeayg ly dzeaiyg my azk

:{oeayg‡eke ellwl mrla z` xkye jlde dyakl leki oegiq did `ly`xwc `tiqe .oeayg xird opekze dpazy ,oegiq ly ezeaiyg cibdl àdpaz d‰c i‰yxit y‰re} dyakl gilvdy oegiq ly enya dtiwzd

{gk weqt} ‡ky dnn zeywdl oi`y d`xp mbe---.{‡eked`vi y` ik‡ebe oŸ®gi ¦q z©i §x ¦T ¦n dad«¤l oeaygnon èdy gpen mrha ‰z©i §x ¦T ¦nŠ zlny ,

d`xp ixdy .dixg`ly ‰oegiqŠ zlnl dkinqdl ick mizxyndxg`ly ,oegiq ly etwezn `l` ,xir ly dtwezn my xaecn oi`ydpicnd lk z` aènn yake jld f` ,oeayg z` oegiq yakyd‰c i‰yxit y‰r} dadlle y`l oegiq lynp df lre ,xr z`xwpydfeŠ :{mdixac seqa} l‰fe mipwf zrc y‰re .{‡eke y` ik

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dyn ly egk lecb dnk jricedl oegiq zexeab lr elyny lyndezxeab lr èd aezkd zrced xwiry ixd .‰‡eke ebxde egvpyzln dày d`xp okle .exir ly dzxeab lr `le oegiq ly

.‰oegiqŠ èdy xwird l` dkinqdl zxyn mrha ‰zixwŠ

** wla zyxt **

{a:ak}**ixn`l l`xyi dyr xy` lk z` xetv oa wla `xie.,`xwna xkfp mxh xetv oa wla yi`d df ixd ,zvw wcwcl yiy‰n t‰r oaeiy `l` .èd dne èd in yxtn epi` dfd `xwnde

{c weqt} onwlèdd zra aènl jln xetv oa wlae:i‰yxite .ie`x did `l zeklnl...dry jxevl mdilr edepn oegiq zny oeikewla d`xy dryay ixd .

Šixn`l l`xyi dyr xy` lk z``l okly d`xpe .did heicd oiicr ,‰aygp did `l dry dzeà ixdy ,èd dne èd in aezkd yxit

.heyte .melkl

** {l:ak}zakx xy` jpez` ikep` `ld mrla l` oez`d xn`ze...jcern ilrizpkqd okqdd`l xnìe dk jl zeyrl :i‰yxite .enebxzk

...{`ptil` slind}zakx `l `nrh i`n ‡il exn` ‡nba df `xwn eyxc epizeaxef‰r ‡qna `zi`ck ‡eke ‡il i`cy àihxa oedl xn` ìqeq` .eyxity {‰c} y‰re

Š oeyly l‰fizpkqd okqdmi`kln} y‰nk yinyze menig oeyl èd ‰ {a:` ‡`zpkeq el idzemeia zeaikx el dzyr mrla ly epezè .

ick ef ‡nb ìad i‰yxy dxe`kl d`xp dpde---.dlila zeyièŠ xfend iehiad yxtlizpkqd okqddŸeyxit oey`xd eyexitae .‰

ilbxd did jk m`d mrlan oez`d dl`yy ,bdpne lbxd oeylni‰yxit ipyd eyexitae .jizgz ueaxle jxcd on zehpl ibdpnezyxc dxe`kly r‰v mle` .l‰pk yinyze menig oeyln èdy

.hytd on dwegx ìd ‡nbd dl`yy dxen `xwnd zehyt ixdy znà ìdy xac dfi` lr oez`d`ldinzd `‰d dxen oky ,dzyr

Š xn`y mrla ly ezaeyz dxen ok mbe ,‰okqddŠ zlna`lmè .‰Š oeyl yxtpizpkqd okqddixd ,yinyz oeyl èdy ‡nbd yexitk ‰

`‰d yxtzi jiè .dlila zeyi` mrlal dzyry did ok zn`d

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,dqitz oi` l‰f ‡nbd inkg lr dpde .mrla ly ezaeyze dinzdŠ xfd iehiaay l‰iyizpkqd okqddly exerik lr dxend fnx e`vn ‰

i‰yx lr mle` .xg` oipra xacn `xwn ly eheyty t‰rè ,mrlad‰c d:b ziy`xa} eyexit y`xa dxhn aivd xak ixdy ,r‰v l‰f

:{c‰à ernyie`xwnd ixac zayiind dcb`le `xwn ly eheytl `l` izà `l ipèeipte` lr xeaic xacŠ {ak:b ziy`xa} y‰n lr i‰yxit r‰re .ot dzre

‡ebe eci glyi :l‰fe ,‰eheyt lr oiayein oi` la` dcb` iyxcn yier‰re .i‰yx oeyl ‡re .{gex xvewn d‰c h:e} `xè ‡t lr eyexit

:mixiyd-xiyl ezncwdadcb` iyxcn dnk dfd xtql izi`xe...miayiizn mpiè‡eke ze`xwnd xcqe `xwnd oeyl lrlr ef dyxc i‰yx ìad dnl ok mè .

Šizpkqd okqdd.r‰ve .`xwnd oeyl lr zayiizn dpi`y d`xp xy` ‰

{al:ak}**eavp dz` ik izrci `l ik iz`hg ‡c j`ln l` mrla xnì dzre jxca iz`xwlil daey` jipira rx m`rx m` d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{‡ekelhan j`ln dzè zkll ipev envra èd el xn` ef daeyz ìd mewnd cbp qixzdl ‡jpa z` `p gwˆ mdxa`l xn` exifgn j`lne xac xne`y jka èd cenl eixac z`‡t}

{a:ak `xieaeyl ip` jixv jipira rx m` ip` s` exac z` lha j`ln ici lrea‰ve .{h:dp diryi} aezky t‰rè .ef jxca d‰awd bdpzd znà dnl

ŠmkizŸaygnn izŸaygne mkikxcn ikxc edab ok ux`n miny edab ikz`f lka ,‰ayei d‰awdy reci dpd---.d`xpd itk oipra mrh zzl d`xpeigely i‰r oezgzd mlerd z` bidpn ède ,mipeilra lekiak.miy`x ipyl cxtzn d‰awd ly epevx minrtly d`xpe .mik`lndaex it-lr mbe} oezgzd mlera miipirl d`xpy dn èd cg` y`xèd ipyd y`xde .{mc`-ipaay minkgl zpaen ezpeek didzmlera dlert epnn àz `l minrtl xy` ,d‰awd ly xzqpd epevxdlert epnn àz ciny dxwna elitè .xec sl` cr oezgzdcr dlertd zpeek z` epiai `le erci `l eizeixa n‰n ,zinyb‡zi epevx ,dciwrd dyrna dpde .xytè i`d ilek ,ax onf.wgvi z` hgyi `l mdxa`y èd oezgzd mlera miipirl-d`xpd`xie} j`lnd xnè ,z`fd dlertd z` lertl j`ln gly okle

{i:akdne`n el yrz lè xrpd l` jci glyz l`did xzqpd epevx la` ..hgy el`k el dlri mdxa` ly epevxy e` ,dhigy oirk didzy

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{ci:ak} y‰nk‡c xda meid xnì xy` d`xi ‡c èdd mewnd my mdxa` `xwied`xi :{c‰à meid d‰ca} i‰yxite .gelql ef dciwr d`xi ‡d dcb` yxcne

dpy lka l`xyil... d`xi ‡c xda miàd zexec lka dfd meid xnìy ickxeav wgvi ly ext`dxtkl cnere158oiè ,zi`lird-zxzqpd dpeekd ìd z`fy oeike .

i‰r d`hazd `l okl ,oezgzd mlera xya-oirl ze`xp dize`vez {a-`:ak} y‰nk ,envrae eceaka d‰awd i‰r `l` j`lnmid-el`de

dlŸrl my edlrde wgvi z`...jpa z` `p gw {mid-el`d} xnìe...mdxa` z` dqp‡ebely ielbd epevx dpd .mrla dyrna mb d`xp df oirke---.

ekxc fg` okle .i‰pa z` llwi `le jli `l mrlay did d‰awdmrla z` repnle lretl epevx z` ìvedl ick j`ln glye ‡zi

{ak:ak} y‰nk ,zklln‡ebe el ohyl jxca ‡c j`ln avizie‡zi èd sè} (ai:ak) y‰nk ,z`fd dpeekd z` `hia envrae eceakaxnìe

‡ebe mrd z` x`z `l mdnr jlz `l mrla l` mid-el`‡zi el dzid ,mle` {.mrlal d‰awd xn`y dn èd .df oipra zi`lir-zxzqp dpeek mb

{k:ak} dligza‡ebe mz` jl mew miyp`d eà jl `xwl mì`cee df dpde .`l` .e‰g mrla ly egeexl xeqxq zeidl d‰awd lthp `lyeà cala jl `xwl mèŠ :l‰fe o‰anx my xìay enk èd oiprdjl mew...mrd z` llwz `ly zpn lr mdnr jzkla evxziy xnelkdev` m` elit`y dyrz eze` jil` xac` xy` xacd z` jè mz`jliy dlgzn cakpd myl utgd did oke...mkxazy jxal jze`

...mdnritn l`xyi z` jxaiy jxazi eiptl oevxd ik‰miebl ìap159,zi`lird-zxzqpd ìdy ,z`fd dpeekd dpde .

‡zi epevx z` ìvedl èd eciwtzy ,j`ln i‰r d`hazd `lenvrae eceaka d‰awd i‰r `l` ,inybd mlera lretl160`vnpe .

.158‡ta i‰yxity dn r‰re ,my `‰ebae an:ek izwga ‡t lr i‰yxit ‡re .‰dninz dlerŠ did wgviy {b-`:ek} zeclez

.159 .i‰yx zpeeka df oirk xìay cecl likyn d`xe

.160{dl:ak} aizk `d z‰è xy` xacd z` qtè miyp`d mr jl mrla l` ‡c j`ln xnìe‡ebe xacz ez` jil` xac`.mrlay zxzqpd dpeekd z` `hia j`lnd s`y ixd

{`k:ak} oiprd y`xa y‰nk ,did meia myy l‰i .l`xyi z` jxaie jli‡ebe epz` z` yagie xwaa mrla mwie {g:ak} lirl aizk xake .mdil` xnìe

‡ebe dlild dt epil :i‰yxite .dlila `l` eilr dxey ycewd gex oi` .

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,mrla ly ezpadk ,i`pb `le dxizq `l d‰awd ly ekxca oi`y.r‰ve .‡zi el zeìk dnkge xcq dlek `l`

{g:bk}**dŸA ©w `l aw` dn ‡c mrf `l mrf` dne l-`.Š z©l ¦n¤y yxit r‰a`xdŸA ©w‰ ìd d`xp oke} y‰r ‰eze` dawŠ enk

.k‰b i‰yxit oky d`xpe .{‰Di¥hl `lcŠ mbxzy qelwpe` zrcŠ y‰n lr ixdydŸA ©w `l :yxit ‰mdia` xikfdyk ,ellwzp `l llwzdl mie`x eidyk

} ‡mt` xex`ˆ xn`py mt` `l` llw `l ,‡yi` ebxd mtà ikˆ mper z`:hn ziy`xaze`nbecd x`y lk oke} `weec l`xyia ìd `nbecdy ixd .{f-e

Š yexitl m`zda {i‰yx ìanydŸA ©w‰ dawŠ enkeze`k‰`yn .‰Š y‰na‡c mrf `l :i‰yxit ‰qrek d"awdy dryd oiekl rcei ip`y `l` igk oi` ip`

‡eke jil` izày elld minid lk qrk `l ède dadry yiy illk xac df ixd .Š y‰nl m`zda ède .cal l`xyi lr e`le ,mzq qrek d‰awdy`l

mrfoeeik lr dxend dtqed e` iepik ila ,mzq oeyla ‰ .heyte .miieqn

** {`k:bk}‡c l`xyia lnr d`x `le awria oe` hiad `l

ea jln zrexze enr eiwel` . :i‰yxiteenebxzk iglt zile zilkzq`} {‡eke l`xyia xwy zeìl icar `l sè awri ziaca oilelbxac

eixac lr oixaer odyk awriay oe` d‰awd hiad `l d`p yxcn yxcp èd eheyt ixg` xgèzc lr oixaer ody olnrae mdly zeipeà opeazdl mdixg` wcwcn epi` .r‰v dxe`kl

lr d‰awd wcwcn c`ny jtidl epivn `ld ,ipyd eyexit lr àeh‡ta zegkeza y‰nk ,miyw miypr myiprne l`xyi ly mdizepeer

zenewn x`yae àz-ik ‡tae izwga161 162yexitd itl dpde .Š yxity ,o`k oey`xdenebxzkixac exn`p `ly i`ceea d`xp ,‰

f‰rn miiwp eid mdy ,cala xecd eze` lr `l` elld mrla

.161 {a:gi} diryi d`x‡ebe dqeane ew e ©w ieb :i‰yxite .dcna dcn epera ea rxtpydqeanl ozipe .

.162x"enc` ixn`n r"re .i`qk minyd d"c seq ziy`xa 't xe` dxez 'roia wligy {`p 'nr} 'eke oicwxn cvik x"z d"c dpezg iyexc y"xdnìdy mler zad` 'ga oiae ,"wqtp zeidl leki" ìdy dax dad` 'ga

."oinlrl wqtp epi`y leab ila"

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eid `ly mixg` zexec eidy i`ceea ixdy ,‰xwy zeìlŠneexn`p `l ipyd yexitd itl mby l‰i ileè .jka miiwpzexiar dnk exary t‰r`y .cala xecd eze` lr `l` mixacd

Š mdilr xnel xyt` n‰n ,minrt xyr d‰awd z` eqpieeiwel` ‡cea jln zrexze enr :{eiwel` ‡c d‰c} i‰yxity enke ‰oiqirkn elit`

okezn ff epi` eiptl mixnner‰v mle`---.{‰`xwn zpiaŠ yneg ‡re} {`:ck} oldl y‰namrtk jld `le l`xyi z` jxal ‡c ipira aeh ik mrla `xie

eipt xacnd l` zyie miygp z`xwl mrtaoeik mrlay enebxzk i‰yxite .z`xwl d‰ca} l‰fe .‰`xacna l`xyi ecarc `lbrŠ itlk eipt

:{c‰à miygplegz mdizeper zxkfd lr dllwde mdizeper xikf`s`y ixd .Š mrla xn` xakyawria oe` hiad `lŠ mdyk s`y eyexity--‰lr oixaer

ezc lr oixaer ody olnrae mdly zeipeà opeazdl mdixg` wcwcn epi` eixac‰lka--dxe`kle .mdize`hg cvn dllw mdilr ìadl mrla dqip z`f`l` micizrd zexec lr dllwd z` ìadl dzid `l ezpeek xwir

{ci:ck} mrla xn`y dna r‰v oke .xacnd xec lr‡ebe jvri` dkl. :i‰yxiteèd dnf `pey el` ly mdidel` dvrd ìd dne zeyrl jl dn...mrlay rcz

xn`p ixdy dnfa mliykdl ef dvr ìyd {fh:`l}‡mrla xaca l`xyi ipal eid dpd odˆ..zeixra elyki m` i‰pa z` yipri d‰awdy mrla rciy ixdrnyn ixd .dyxtd seqa xèank eyprpe elykpy did jk znàelr myiprdl d‰awd wcwcn xecd eze` lr s`y dxe`klilyna y‰n t‰r xàl znà d`xp mle`---.r‰ve .mdizexiar

{bk:gk}oeyl wilgnn `vni og i ©xg` mc` gikenixg` d‰ca} i‰yxite . :{c‰à ogl`xyi z` gikedy dyn df ,‡ixg` mc` gikenˆ mixacd dl` lr `negpza

d‰awd xg`... ea xn`peˆ {ai:bl zeny}‡ipira og z`vn ik163df ,‡oeyl wilgnnˆ , mipwezn mixac l`xyil xne`d mrlaŠ {d:ck xacna}jild` eaeh dn

‰awri... ,citwn epiè mkze`z EŸy£r sipgne fixkn mrlaeŠ {hi:ek xacna}yi` `l‰dyri `leŠ xne` mka la` ,zeneà ,‰afkie l`.164xn` `ly i`cee df dpde

oirk lky i`ceeae ,eita d‰awd mŸy xy` mixacd z` `l` mrlai‰yx ixacn d`xp z`f lkae .cenll ep` mikixve ìd dxez df

.163Š `xwnd oeylmbe‰...z`vn

.164.d‰yr ,`negpz yxcnl xaea ly zenlyda `vnp yxcnd

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oeyl wilgdl ick zezeern zepeek eixaca oiekzd mrlay l‰pdoey`xd i‰yxit oia lcadd edfy d`xpe .mìhgdle l`xyil

Š oey`xd yexity .ipydeenebxzk ‰cibdl d‰awd ly ezpeek èdla` .lirl ‡r ‡eke f‰r icaer mda `vnp `ly l`xyi ly mgayl`xyil oeyl wilgdl mrla ly zzeernd ezpeek èd ipyd yexit‡ta dnkg-jyn ‡qa iz`vn dl`d mixacd oirke---.mìhgdle

{fh:`l} my aizk .zehn‡ebe mrla xaca i‰pal eid dpd odlra l‰fe .jxcn xeq ilal dxezd ikxc ik okziŠ :xeviwa l‰f dnkg-jyn,idern exzei oxze d‰awd xne`d lke lry `lnk s` dxezdmi`heg m` s` ‡awria oe` hiad `lˆ...l`xyil xn` mrla k‰`ynik ,xert lral ecnv okle...myiprn epiè mdl al miyn oi`‡mrla xacaˆ aezkd xn`y ède ,oe` ma hiai `le ‡c gpfi `lmixac ‡t yix yxcna exn`y dfe ,‡awria oe` hiad `lˆ xacy...{bk:gk ilyn} ‡oeyl wilgnn `vni og ixg` mc`l gikenêltpe mal dabe l`xyil oeyl wilgdy mrla df ‡oeyl wilgnnˆmd miaqen l‰pd yxcnd ixacy eixacn epcnle .‰‡eke mihiya

Š `xwnd lr sòe` hiad `lyxcna xn`p èdd `xwnd iabl s`y ,‰l`xyi z` zerhdl dpeeka mrla xaicy165seq `ly epcnl cere .

eixac z` mrla xn`y xacdpeekas`y `l` ,zzeerne znwern itl d`xp ixdy .zn`d itl mpi`y mipiipr eizepeeka qipkd

Š mrla ixacy l‰f eixacoe` hiad `lmpi` {ipyd i‰yxit itl} ‰itl la` ,l`xyi z` ìhgdl dxhna mrla ly epeyl zwlgdn `l`,l`xyi ly mdizeipeà ahid wcd wcwcne hian d‰awd zn`dlr mrla zpeekn ‰dxizqŠ oiè .lirlck zegkezdn gkeny enkedpi` mrla zpeeke ,zn` md zegkezd ixacy `l` ,zegkezd ixac.r‰ve .l`xyi z` zerhdl ick mrla ly epeyl zwlgd `l` zn`

{my}zrexze enr eiwel` ‡c l`xyia lnr d`x `le awria oe` hiad `lea jln .:i‰yxitewcwcn epi` eixac lr oixaer odyk awriay oe` d‰awd hiad `l

.165lra epax xìae oiad jky `l` ,yxcna jk yxetn epi` dxe`kle.l‰f dnkg-jyn

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ezc lr oixaer ody olnrae mdly zeipeà opeazdl mdixg` .iziywdy dn 're` oe` mey mzeinipta mkeza hiad `ly xàl d`xpe .lirl

'zi ez`n cxtdl diipt mey iniptd mpevxa oi` ixdy .lnr166." wxea jln zrexzyiy èd 'zi ea wacdl oevxd wxe j` ,"

df oirke---.recik oiyexib 'lda m"anxd ixack ,mzeinipta {ak:al} lbrd dyrn ixg` oxd` xn`y dn xàl yimrd z` zrci dz`

èd rxa ikoad .mda rewy rxd oi` la` ,rxa rewy mrd xnelk . .df lka

{fi:ck}**ugne ‡ebe awrin akek jxc ‡ebe dzr `le ep`x` xwxwe aèn iz`tzy ipa lk :i‰yxite .ly epa zy on e`vi mleky zene`d lk

oey`xd mc`xacn dfd `xwnd lk i‰yx zhiy itl ixd wcwcl yi .xkf oiè ,aèn iz`t ugne d‰ca lirl i‰yxity enk ,cecacixy cia`de d‰c my i‰yxity enk ,hi weqtl cr giynd jlnl

xirn167Š o`k ‡ky df dn k‰è .zy ipa lk xwxweepivn `l ixd ,‰m` `l` ìyw df oi`y d`xp mle`---.mc`d ipa lk lr lyn cecy

ŠŠ zln yxtpxwxwer‰a`xdk e` ,‰helyieŠ qelwpe` mebxzk ‰dze` yxite ,dfn xnyp i‰yxy d`xp la` .‰qxedŠ dze` yxity

Šfrla x‰iixet.i} gecwl e` {ohw .n} awpl egeprty ,‰`le zy-ipa lk z` qxd `l cecy xeàd d`xpe .{iwviee`webi‰yxitn d`xpy enke ,zeyrl giynd cizry enk ,mdilr hlzydxeg gcwe awp awip cec mle` .{cia`de d‰c gi weqt} onwlerxf-oa dyriy dnl dpkde dncwd dyr dfae ,zene`d ly xiwaepi` dk`lnd z` xenbl giynd jlnd ly egke .giynd jlnd.dk`lnd dze` z` ligzdy cec jlnd eizea`-ia`n `l` raep

.enewn o`k oiè dfa jix`dl yi daxde

{a:dk}**'ebe odidl`l eegzyie mrd lkìe:i"yxit .exvi swzyk el zxneè dwign xert zenc el dìven ìde il irnyd dl xneè eilrdfl degzyd.

.166.d"pxz-c"pxz zpy zn` ztya df oirk 'r

.167ipya xacn dfd weqtdy ‡` wxt mikln zekldn `‰i wxt m‰anxdk `lce .d‰yr ,giynd jlne cec ,migiynd

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dz`xi dìved" :`zi` mzde 'ew oixcdpqa èd i"yx ixac xewn el dxn` dwig jezncearel dxn` ip` icedi `ld dl xn` dfl

`l` jnn miywan melk jl ztki` dnexeritd"c i"yx y"re "oeyln mle` .efixzde lil`d iptl mnvr exrty rnyne .xerit

o`k i"yx"dfl degzyd"`ly `xwn ly eheyt t"r ezrcy rnyn " `xwnd on rnyny enke ,eegzyd `l` exrteegzyie

odidl`l"168" àd weqta y"ne---.xert lral l`xyi cnvie" i"yxite "lrirx oiìvene zrahd it eiptl oixrety myznày l"x oi`y l"pd itl l"v ,"

jxvedy d`xpe .lil`d my z` yxtl i"yx ày `l` eiptl exrt {hk:`k} zwg 't seqa y"n iptn dfl'ebe yenk mr zca` aèn jl ie`.

" èd yenky i"yxiteaèn idl` myy"n 'il dyw 'ed f"tle ."" èd aèn idel`y o`kxert lraxert lra el mi`xewy yxite ."

"'eke eiptl oixrety my lrely mvrd my la` ,xèzd my èdy epiidc "xèzd mya lil`d z` dpkn `xwndy `vnp f"ktle---.yenk èd

"eiptl oixrety my lrl"ie .eiptl mnvr z` exrt `l i"pay t"rè "jxcy df lil` ly ezeqeìne ezezigt z` yibcdl `xwnd àyeze` caery in sè .eiptl mnvr z` mirxety èd ezcear

.oade .f"r icaer x`yn qe`ne zegt èd ixd diegzyda

{c:dk}**'ebe ynyd cbp 'cl mze` rwedecbp d"c} i"yxite . :{c"à ynydzgxef dngde ecbpkn ltwp oprd mi`hegd z` ricen ynyd dcb` yxcne

eilr {fq:ck} dxy-iig 'ta y‰n itl xàl d`xp .dld`d wgvi dàie'ebe en` dxy :{c‰à} i‰yxite .welc xp did zniiw dxyy onf lky...opre

ld`d lr xeywzpiky èd ceakd opr ikŠ :yxit my `"ebae .y"r icil ìan dxdhd ik dxdhde dyecwd ceakl edfe jxazi ceakddidiy dzkf zecpd on dxdhd zxney dzidy dxy jkitle...w"dexepi` mc`dy e"g jtidl m`y d`xpe .ld`d lr dxey ceakd oproprl dkef epi` ,dexrd xcb uxet èd `l` ,dxdhd xneyiptny .aèn zepa mr e`hgy dlà miiwzp dfy d`xpe .ceakd

.168wleg i"yx n"ytay jxev oi` izrcle .cecl likyna dxizql aeyii 'r .'h llk dncwda 're .'nbd lr

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ltwp ceakd opr ixd ,zeixra evxty `l` ,dxdhd exny `lyynyd mdilr dgxf `linne .el miie`x eid `l ik ,mcbpknqgpt dkf oiprd df meyny d`xp cere---.mz`hg drcepeevxty dl`l qgpt cbpzd ixnf z` bxdy dna ixdy .dpedkldyecw ìdy ,dpedkl dkf f"ire ,dxdhd z` èd xnye zeixrayix} o"anxde .dpikyd oern èdy ycwna caer odkde ,dxizidpedkl qgpt dkf ixnf zbixd i"ry yxit {riced d"c qgpt 't.ynn dpikyd mewn èdy miptle iptl qpkp b"kde .y"r dlecbdyecwl dkf okle dxdhd z` xnyy iptn èdy d`xp df lkeqgpt 't yixa epivn df meyny xytè---.l"pke dpikyd z`xydemy i"yxity enk ,oxd` xg` qgpt z` qgiie aezkd ày {ì:dk}xn`Š {"r} oiyeciw 'qn `xnba `zi` ixdy .{'eke qgpit d"c}lr `l` dxyn oi` ezpiky dxyn d"awdyk `pipg iaxa `ng iaxjxved df meyny xytè .y"r ,‰'eke l`xyia zeqgein zegtynìd dpedk ixdy .odk dyr ¥iy mcew qgpt ly ezgtyn z` qgiildyrp qgpt oi` okle .l"pke dpikyd oerna ynyn odkde dyecwmihayd zprhk `le ,l`xyia zqgein dgtynl qgiiziy cr odki"yxitke 'eke df ihet oa mzi`xd eze` mifan eidy

Š y‰n lr ixdy ,df lka r‰v mle`---.myrwede mrd iy`x lk z` gwynyd cbp ‡cl mze`:{mrd iy`x lk z` gw d‰c} i‰yxit ,‰z` hetyl

xertl micaerd . :{mze` rwede d‰cae} z`micaerdxac xwiry rnyne .Š dyn deehvpy dfynyd cbp mze` rwed,zeixra evxty meyn e`l ‰

myper did dnl a‰v oiicr k‰è .xert-lral ecary meyn `l` .oiire .mcbpkn ltwp oprdy i‰yxity ote`d dfa `weec

** qgpt zyxt **

{ì:dk}**'ebe odkd oxd` oa xfrl` oa qgpit:i"yxite .ìyp bxde `"rl milbr en` ia` mhity df ihet oa mzi`xd eze` mifan mihayd eidy itl

oxd` xg` eqgie aezkd à jkitl l`xyin hayy"n itl xàl xyt` d`xp .ze`n rax` lèny xn` dcedi x"`Š :{"r} oiyeciw 'qn `xnba

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xni` oa xegytl el eid micar mitl` zrax` dl ixnè micar`l` epi` mipt zefr ea yiy odk lke dpedka ernhp mleke

‰mdn169dpde .odk epi`y mc` lr dxen mipt-zefr z ©c ¦ny ixd . {b"i weqt} onwl y"nk ,qgpt z` odkl à o`k aezkd...el dzide

'ebe mler zpedk zixamleè .{zixa d"c} my i"yxity enke ,rebtl firdy eay miptd-zefr lr eze` mifan eid mihayd.miaehd on ely eqegi oi`y s`-lr l`xyin hay-ìyp ixnfaokle .l"pke dpedkl ie`x epi` ixd mipt-fr èd m` dpdeoxd`l èd eqegi xwiry xnel ,oxd` xg` eqgie aezkd ày l"imeyn `l ,hay-ìyp bexdl eal e`ypy dne .dpedkl èd ie`xe

Š `tiqa y"nk .'cl d`pw meyn `l` ,did zefriz`pw z` e`pwa.‰ :{e`pwa d"c} i"yxite didy svwd z` etvwa iznwp z` enwpail'eke sevwl

.{mkeza iz`pw z` e`pwa d"c miigd-xeà y"n r"re}

{bl-gk:ek}** zgtyn xiknl dypn ipa 'ebe mzgtynl sqei ipaxfri` crlb ipa dl` icrlbd zgtyn crlbl crlb z` ciled xikne ixikndik mipa el eid `l xtg oa cgtlve ixtgd zgtyn xtge 'ebe ixfri`d zgtyn

'ebe zepa m` {ck:ek} lirl i"yxit 'r .mipa ipa rlal eidy ip` xneèrla y"r mipad x`y zeclez e`xwpe dax dgtyn '` lkn d`vi onrpe cx` elld mipyne daxd

.mny lr e`xwp elld mipyd zeclezezg` zegtyn 'al ewlgpy xikn ipaa xne` ip` okeepa crlb y"r z`xwp zgè eny lr z`xwp170cgtlv zepa l"pd itl dpd---.

xtg ixdy .ixiknd zgtynn e`le icrlbd zgtynn eid xtg oazgtyn"l mikiiy crlb ly eipa ipae eipa lke ,crlb ipan did

{hl:al} zehn 't seqa y"ne---.l"pd i"yxitk "icrlbdipa eklie'ebe dcklie dcrlb dypn oa xiknxara eayiizdy dypn hay-ivgn mde .

.169l` gvn zefra odk zi`x m`Š l‰qe df lr wleg xfrl` iaxy `xnba y‰r {c:c} ryeda y‰nn dii`x ìane ,‰eixg` xdxdzodk iaixnk jnrey‰re}

weqtd zpeek oi`y ef dii`x lr aiyi dcedi axy d`xpe .{`‰yxdn :ryed ‡qa my i‰yxity enk `l` ,daixn-ilra md mipdkdyoeditln mr ovp

xn`py enk d`xed ipa eid mipdkdy{i:bl mixac}‡awril jihtyn exeiˆ oi` f‰tly ixd . .w‰ece .mrd `l` daixn-ilra mipdkd

.170zegtyn-zz ody l"v .'eke iwlgd zgtyne ixfri`d zgtyn y"ne.r"ve .icrlbd zgtynl zekiiyd

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d`xp .{d`lde bl:al on miaezkd jyndn my gkeny enk} ocxidux`d z` eaagy ,cgtlv zepa la` .l"pd "ixikn" zgtynn mdyeayiizdy ipyd dypn hay-ivgn od ixd {`:fk i"yxity enk}

n:al my y"n jrhi lè}---.orpk uxà z` dyn oziecrlbdoa xiknl 'ebe dypnocxid xara mewn my `cg .edpip crlb ixz ik .dgxfn171ly epa ,mc` my jciè .ixikn zgtynl epzp dyne

ezgtyn oiè ,r"ta dgtyn-ia`l dyrp eipa ieaix llbay ,xikn{bl:al} zehn 't lr o"anx 'r mle`---{.xikn eia` y"r z`xwpzea`-iza dpenyy {fi wxt yix} ryedia miaezkd on gikedyipa epiidc dgxfn ocxid-xara eayiizd mdn miipy ,dypna eidipa epidc orpk-uxà eayiizd mdn dyye ,crlb ipae xiknrnyn .o"anxa d"yr ,rcinye ,xtg ,mky ,lìxy` ,wlg ,xfri`zgtyn llka mpi` ,cgtlv zepa llek ,xtg ipay eixacn,zehiyd z` zeeydl epà mè .l"pd i"yxitk `lce ,icrlbd.icrlbd zgtyn llka zeaygp cgtlv zepa mlerly l"i ile`zg` zk .ozeayiizda zezk izyl dcxtzp icrlbd zgtyny `l`,zipy zke {o"anx gikedy enk} dgxfn ocxid xara eayiizdy`lel mpn`---.orpk uxà dayiizdy ,cgtlv zepa zllekd ìdeipay o"anx azky dn lr wleg i"yxy xne` iziid `pitzqncly ezii`x xwir ixdy .dgxfn ocxid xara eayiizd crlb

{`:fi} ryedia y"nn dxe`kl ìd o"anxcrlbd ia` dypn xeka xiknloyade crlbd el idie 'ebecrlb yi`dy i"yx zrcl lirl izazk xake .

ilin ixz ,crlb z`xwpd ocxid xaray uxè ,xikn ly epa"dgtyn"l eaygp okle miaexn eidy ,crlb yi`d ipae .edpiporpk uxà `l` ,crlb z`xwpd uxà eayiizd `l ,mnvr ipta,wlg ,xfri`) crlb ly eipa lky ryedia y"nke .eayiizdorpk uxà zeleab erawp mlekl (rciny ,xtg ,mky ,lìxy`

" ocxid xaray crlbd uxè .{ì-f miweqt y"r} dzid {wx}ipalmixzepd dypn .r"ve .ixikn zgtyn epiidc {e weqt} "

.171{`k:`l} `vie 'ta y"nk mcw inin dfd mewnl did xak df myy d`xpcrlbd xd eipt z` myiey"r mewnd `xwp `le .{dke bk miweqt cer y"re}

.dypn oa xikn oa crlb

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{el:ek}** 'ebe glzey ipa dlè :epeyl jk i"yxitae .`vxn`py edfe ynge miyy ixd dpeny iel ipane zegtyn raye miying ef dyxta `vnze aeyge

{f:f mixac}minrd lk zegtynn mixqg mz` dyng hrn `"d 'ebe ‡hrnd mz` ikˆ 'eke miray mdymiray xtqny i"yxit {g:al} epif`d 'ta dpd .

l"fe .mixvnl ecxiy ytp miray xtqn cbpk oeekn èd zene`{'eke xtqnl d"ce 'eke avi d"ce 'eke ecixtda d"c} my:

`l` ok dyr `le mlerd on mxiardl ecia did dbltd xec uitdyk...mca` `le mniiw...aivd mixvnl ecxiy i"pa ly ytp miray xtqnle my ipan z`vl micizry i"pa xtqn liaya

oeyl miray minr zeleabèd ytp 'r i"pa xtqny i"yxity ixd .xtqny i"yxit qgpt 'ta o`ke .zene` 'r xtqn cbpk oeeknoiadl d`xpe---.w"rve .zene` 'r xtqnn `"d xqg èd i"paxtqn recn mrhd yxtl cecl likyna ‡ky dn mcwdalky fnxl èdy ,zene` 'r xtqnn `"d xqg èd l`xyi-zegtyn,zene` `"dn ueg l`xyi-llk lr dhily mdl oi` zene`d 'r---.d"yr mecè icne-qxt oei laa zeiekln 'ce mixvn odyizya oiadl d`xp ,o`ka `weec df oipr dxezd dfnxy dn dpdeoipnd jxeva {`:ek} i"yxity dn t‰r ìd dpey`xd .mikxc

:l"fe .i"pa z` xfrlè dyn Epn¤y dfdjezl mia`f eqpkpy drexl lynzexzepd oipn rcil mze` dpen ède mda ebxde excrixg`y exeà d`xpe .

i"pa z` ca`l miaènde mrla ly mzaygn-ixt dzid xy` ,dtbndd"c ci:ck} wla 't seqa i"yxity enke ,zeixra meliykiy i"rd"q e`vnpe .mixzepd z` zepnl d"awd dev ,{jvri` dklhrn exqgpy t"r`y fnxl ,zene` 'r xtqnn `"d xqg ,zegtynxtqnl deey èd mxtqn mvra ixd ,aène mrla zvr i"rzene` `"dn ueg mdilr dhily zene`l oiè .zene`d

cala172aezkd weqta i"yxity dn t‰r d`xp dipyd jxcde---. {bp:ek} '`py ,oipnd df lk meiq xg`'ebe ux`d wlgz dl`ll"fe .

:i‰yxmixyr oan mizegtl `le...eid m` slè sl` ze`n yy el` `l` uxà wlg elhp `l

.172zekixà l"xdnl devn xp 'q zligza oiirl yi el`d zene`d oipr lreoiè,{i:eh}jl-jl 't mixzad-oia zixaa oiprl zvw fnx i"yxe .d"yr

.jix`dl mewnd o`k

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ecal mdia` wlg `l` elhp `l mipa dyy mdn cg`loipnd zxhny `vnp c"tle .ux`d ilgep z` reawl ick mb dzid dfd173lky d`xp dpde .

mr zeaxrzd mey mdl dzid `ly hrnk ,xacna l`xyi eidy onfmpd cg` cvn ixdy .dzid `l mdn dpkq mbe ,llk zene`dcvne .my mi`vnp minr x`y oiè ,oeniyi lili edza xacnamda rebtl dleki dne` lk oiè mnei mdiptl jled 'c opr ipy

Š 'py bi:al mixac epif`d zxiya xèan d`xp oke}epgpi cca 'c,‰ :i"yxitexacna mbdp ghae cca 'dux`l eqpkp xy`k mleè .{

l`xyil dpkq yie ,zene`d oia dne`k mpd ,da elgpzde,dfd oipnay epivn df meyny l"ie .mytpae mteba zene`dnjxcd z` oikdle ux`d-ilgep z` reawl ezilkze ekxev xyòi`y aezkd fnx ,zene`d oia dne`k mvxà l`xyi zeayiizdlxtqnl deey mxtqn ixdy .cal zene` 'dn `l` dpkq mdlelld mikxc 'ay d`xp dpde---.yng xtqn oexqgn ueg ,zene`dèd zegtyn d"q xtqny èd odizy oipry .zg` ody mizymdnr mwa`zdae zene`d l` mqgiizda i"pa xtqn.d`xp dpde .l`xyi lr dhily zene`l oi`y èd eay fnxdeèd mb zene` 'r xtqn jk ,df oipr lr fnxn d"q xtqny enkydf mixtqnd 'a ly mqgia oenh èd fnxd ixdy .df lr fnxnd`xpe .cgia mdipy oian `vei fnxdy jgxk-lr okle .dflzene`d ly mzhily-i` lr fnxn zene` 'r xtqny oiprd yxeyy.l"pd epif`d 'ta i"yx ixac it lr oiadl yi l`xyi lr`le mniiwy `l` ,dbltd xec z` ca`l ecia did d"awdy yxityytp miray xtqnle mdn z`vl micizrd i"pa xtqn liaya mca`zene`d 'r ly mneiw lky `vnpe .y"r ,mixvnl ecxiy i"paedfe .mdn z`vl micizry mixvn icxei 'r liaya `l` epi`lr zene`d ly mzhily-i` lr fnxn zene` 'r xtqny oiprd yxey`l` epi` zene` 'r ly oneiwe ozeìvn lk ixdy .l`xyii`ceea okle .i"pa ly mixvn icxei 'r mdn e`viy liaya

.173 miweqt ,ek wxta eixac oiir ,zenewn dnka ef drca wifgd o"anxd.en ,h ,d

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'r xtqny èd df lkn dlerde---.l`xyi lr dhily zene`l oi`y èdyxeyd-xtqnmixvn icxei 'r ly df yxeyn xy` ,i"pa ly

'rl yxey mb yi df yxey liaya xyè ,mly mr gxte lcbzegtyn d"q xtqn mle` .xtqn cbpk xtqn deeya deey ,zene`l` mqgiizda gzetnde mlyd i"pa mr xtqn èdy `l` .ok epi`micedid lr ehlyi `l xy` fnxp eae .odnr mwa`zdae zene`d'` xtqny xaca dxizq oi`y i`ceeae .cala zene` 'dn uegcg` lky oeik ,deey epi` cg` xtqne zene`d xtqnl deey

.oade .el yi cgein oipr elld mixtqndn

{en:ek}**gxy xy` za mye :i‰yxite .zniiw dzidy itlo`k d`pn miigaybie ‡ta y‰nk mixvn icxein ìdy epiidc .

‡ta i‰yxity enk ,mipy e‰cx mixvna eid i‰pae .{fi:en}zpya dyrp df oipne .{jrxf didi xb ik d‰c bi:eh} jl-jlmiiz`n za ìd gxyy `vnpe .mixvnn i‰pa z`vl mirax`daezkd dze` dpn df `lt lr xirdle ,zegtd lkl dpy miyinge{gxy} dzid ikŠ :xg` oipra yxity o‰anx ‡re---.heyte .o`kezy` za dzid la` {xy`l} el eid mixkf mipa ik zyxei zacgtlv zepa xikfd xy`k o`ka aezkd dxikfd jkle dlgp zyxeid`xpe---‰...‡ux`d wlgz dl`lˆ {bp:ek} llka qpkze {bl:ek}zligza aezky dn oia qgid xeàa o‰anxe i‰yx ewlgpy xàloipnd zligzay .eteqa aezky dn oial ef dyxta i‰pa oipn

{a-`:ek} aizki‰pa zcr lk y`x z` e`y...dyn l` ‡c xnìe dtbnd ixg` idie‡ebe {bp:ek} aizk oiipnd seqae .‡ebe dlgpa ux`d wlgz dl`l.

,aaeqnd l` daiqd qgik èd mdipia qgidy o‰anx zrc d`xpeŠ `xwndy epiidcwlgz dl`l,oipnd z` zaiignd daiqd èd ‰

reawl icka dzid oipnd zxhn lke ,eci lr aaqend èd oipndexkfpy in lky o‰anxl l‰q okle .ux`d z` miyxeid eidi ingxyk miyp exkfp mè .miyxeid on gxkda èd ixd oipnamle`---.miyxeid llka od s`y l‰v jgxk-lr cgtlv-zepakei‰yxit ezilkze oipnd jxeva ixdy .i‰yx zrca zxg` d`xp

:{`:ek} lirl l‰fe .dlgpd oiprl xeyw epi`y i`nvr mrhlyn

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xg` xac zexzepd oipn rcil oze` dpen ède oda ebxde excr jezl mia`f eqpkpy drexloipna mxifgn ep`v xifgdle zenl axwy eiykr oipna el exqnp dynl exqnpe mixvnn e`viyk.o`k epnpy epiidc ,cg` èd miyexitd ipy ly mceqiy d`xpei`cee d`xp oey`xd mrh ixdy .d‰a mewnd iptl mzaig jezn.my l`xyi epnp xy` oipna xtqd y`xa i‰yxity dn oirk èdy

:{`:` xacna} l‰feo`pn mixvnn e`viyk dry lk mze` dpen eiptl ozaig jeznmixzepd oipn rcil o`pn lbra eltpyke‡eke dyny ,ipyd eyexity d`xpe .

èd jky .dagd lr cqein èd s` ,oipna mxifgde oipna mlawdrexde oipna drexl mxqen èdy eilra lr aiagd o`va jxcdcvn dagd dzid oey`xd yexitly d`xpy `l` .oipna mxifgndagd dzid ipyd yexitle ,mihiyay dpexg`d dtibndn exzepy.xacnd zepy lka jxca mz`vn xy` d`lzd lkn exzepy cvn

Š y‰ny d`xp f‰ktle---.oiirewlgz dl`l.oipnd zaiq epi` ‰i‰r mzaig drcep xy` dl`d miyp`d `weecy dxez dxn` jky `làzk df oirke} ycewd-uxà dlgp zyxl miie`xd dnd oipnddyxtd ipiipr aexa i‰yx ly eizeawra jledy y‰r ,iiga epiaxenk} ezaiigne oipnd z` znxeb dlgpd oi`y `vnpe .{z`fdi‰r i‰pal zrcepd dxizid daigd àxc` `l` {o‰anxdn d`xpy

dzaiign ìde dlgpd z` znxebd ìd oipnd174epivn dpde---.mya d`xwp dgtyne dgtyn lke ,zegtynl epnpy df oipna yecig

Šikepgd zgtynŠ e` ‰i`ltd zgtyn{d:ek} o‰anx ‡re .dnecke ‰:l‰fe .zelgpd ipica miieqn oic cnll à df xacy yxityicxeil zea` izal dwlgzp...mihayl ux`d dwlgzp xy`k ile`Šikepgd zgtyn wlg dide miwlg 'c oae`x zlgpn eyre mixvnmzegtynl ux`d ewlgy e`...inxke oexvge ièltd zgtyn wlgk

.174`hgn miiwp eid dfd oipna mipnpd lky itl d`xp oiprd xeàeŠ epnpe ,exzepe aèn-zepaa e`hg `ly md dl` ixdy ,zeixr-ielibrcil

zexzepd oipnŠ d weqta y‰n lr i‰yxit r‰re} l‰pd i‰yxitk ,‰zgtynikepgdoipr seqa zen-ixg` ‡ta aizk dpde .{onwl lirl xèaie ,‰

{dk-ck:gi} zeixrdglyn ip` xy` miebd e`nhp dl` lka ik dl` lka e`nhz l`diayi z` ux`d `wze dilr dper cwtè ux`d `nhze mkiptnenvr `nhndy ixd .

miie`xdy oiadl lw k‰è .l`xyi-uxà x`ydl lkei `l zeixr-ieliba.zeixr-ielib uny mda oi`y o`k mipnpd dl` `l` mpi` ux`d z` legpl

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dgtyna axrzz `le cg` mewna mwlg did dgtyne dgtyn lkejxev xwiry l‰qc ezhiyl o‰anx jledy d`xpe .‰‡eke zxg`y‰r mle` .lirlcke milgepd z` reawl icka did oipnd

:l‰fe .xg` oipra yxity i‰yxitmze` oifan zene`d eidy itl...el` dnmdizenà miixvnd ehly `ly od oixeaq mdihay lr oiqgiizn...eny d"awd lihd jkitl

‡eke mdizea` ipa mdy mdilr ip` cirn xnel df cvn c"eie df cvn `"d mdilrd`xpe .ly ozaig jezn dyrp oipndy l‰qc ,ely dhiya i‰yx jledyipicn oic cnll ick zegtynl epnpy yxit `l okle .l`xyi

.mzaga sqep ot lr cnll ick `l` ,zelgpd175okzi f‰ktle---ixdy .miyxeid on epi` n‰ne oipna xkfpy in yiy i‰yx zrclxtq ‡re .l‰pke dlgpl xeyw epi`y i`nvr mrh èd oipnd mrhr‰re} zyxei za gxy dzid `l znày i‰yx zrca ‡ky oexkfdicxein ìdy itl dzaig jezn oipna dxkfpy l‰ve .{ipewfgdzid `l n‰ne .l‰pd i‰yxitk miiga zniiw oiicre mixvn

Š llkawlgz dl`l.df lka r‰ve .dlgpn miyp ehrnzpy iptn ‰

{ai:fk}**l` ztq`pe...mixard xd l` dlr dyn l` ‡c xnìe‡ebe jinr :i‰yxite .xn` ‡mdl ozz ozpˆ d‰awd xn`y oeik o`kl dknqp dnl...

ux`l qpkè dxifbd dxzed `ny...gny oae`x ipae cb ipa zlgpl dyn qpkpy oeik `‰c‡eke ixcp il xzedy dnecnk xnèipyd eyexity ‡ky cecl likyn ‡re .

`pngx xhp i`n` dyw inp `dèŠ :l‰fe ,dyw èd i‰yx ly

.175(` .i‰yxe o‰anx oia ef zwelgn ly miielib dnk cer `vnl d`xpemzzine mxiaè ozc dyrn xikfdl aezkd jix`d oae`x ipa oipna,uxà mwlg eca`y ricedl aezkd ày o‰anx my xìae .{i-g:ek}aezkd ày i‰yx zrcl okzie .ezhiyk epiide .lènp mdig`l dx`ype{el:ek} i‰yxit (a .dpnpy in lkl zrcepy daigd llkn mze` ìvedl

l‰fe .zegtyn d‰q epnp lkd-jqay :xn`py edfe ynge miyy ixd {f:f mixac}ikˆ ‡eke miray ody minrd lk zegtynn mixqg mz` dyng hrn `"d ‡hrnd mz`likyn y‰re .

l`xyi-llk lr dhily mdl oi` zene`d 'r lky fnxl ày xìay ceclmecè icne-qxt oei laa zeiekln 'ce mixvn ody ,zene` `"dn uegzxhny l‰pd i‰yx zhiyk èd df lky d`xpe .my izexrd ‡re ,d"yrihxt yi` my lk ly ezxkfde .mipnpd zaig z` ricedl ìd oipndlr dxen lkd-jqa mipnpd xtqn zricie ,ziyi`de zihxtd ezag lr dxen

.oiire .dne`k zillkd mzaig

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l‰led cgtlv zepa oipn xg` `pci`d cr ‡eke dlr dil xninld`xpe---.‰‡eke bere oegiq uxà qpkpyk cine skiz ikd

Š ly df oiprl cr zwg ‡t seqn miaezkd lkay meyn ayiildlrmixard xd l`.mipiipr `‰i yi ,‰

`ède .{`:ak cr `k:`k} bere oegiq ux` zyiak oipr (Š dpiM i‰yxy dnoae`x ipae cb ipa zlgpl dyn qpkpy‰

a{dk:ck cr a:ak} eizekxae mrla oipr (bcr `:dk} qgpt dyrne mihiya dtibnde oerd oipr (

{h:dk(c{eh-i:dk} qgptl mler zpedk zixa oipr (dŠ oipr mipicnd z` xexv ‰

(ecr `:ek} i‰pa z` xfrlè dyn Epn¤yŸ oipnd oipr{dq:ek

(fŠ oiprux`d wlgz dl`l{ep-bp:ek} ‰ (g{dq-fp:ek} ield hay icewt oipr (h{d-`:fk} cgtlv zepa ly ozprh oipr (i{ì-e:fk} odil` dyn ly ezaeyz oipr (ìŠ oiprmixard xd l` dlr .‰

Š oipr èd wegx znày t‰r` dpdemixard xd l` dlrzyiak oiprn ‰oiirnd n‰n ,cecl likyna xirdy enke ,bere oegiq ux`mpd l‰pd mipiiprd lky d`xi i‰yxit zhiy itl l‰pd miaezkaux` zyiak ixdy .cg` jynda ipyd l` cg` micegè mixeywmrla ly epiipr lk z` dnxby ìd {‡` oipr} bere oegiq

{a:ak} y‰nk .{‡a oipr} eizekxae‡ebe wla `xie :i‰yxite .xn` {wla} mikln ipy el` {bere oegiq}‡eke mdipta ecnr `l mdilr migeha epiidy.

oiprd lk y‰r ,l`xyi z` llwl mrla z` wla xky jk iptnez` llwl mrla gilvd `ly iptn dpde .i‰yxitae miaezka

{ci:ck} wlal xn` f` ,l`xyi‡ebe jvri` dkl :i‰yxite .ly mdiwel`èd dnf `pey el`... ‡py dnfa mliykdl ef dvr ìyd mrlay rcz{fh:`l xacna}

ˆ‡mrla xaca i‰pal eid dpd oddtibnde oerd l‰pd ‡b oipr lk edfe .zpedk zixa epiidc ,‡c oipry `hiyte .qgpt dyrne mihiya‡d oipry `hiyt mbe .‡b oiprl xyewn èd ixd ,qgptl mler

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Šmipicnd z` xexvaizk ‡e oipra dpde .‡ce ‡b oiprl jynd èd ‰ {`:ek}‡ebe dlrne dpy ‡k oan i‰pa zcr y`x z` e`y...‡c xnìe dtibnd ixg` idie.

:i‰yxiteoipn rcil mze` dpen ède mda ebxde excr jezl mia`f eqpkpy drexl lyn‡eke zexzepd.el mincewd mipiiprl jynd èd ‡e oipry ixd .

Š èd ‡f oipreux`d wlgz dl`ldl`l d‰c bp:ek} i‰yxite .‰ :{‡ekeux`d welg mxha mixyr llkl ày t‰r` mixyr oan mizegtl `le...elhp `l

‡eke slè sl` ze`n yy el` `l` uxà wlgoipr èdy} ux`d welgy ixd .‡re} dfl df mixeyw e`vnpe ,‡e oipray oipnd t‰r dyrp {‡fi‰yxe .iel hay icewt èd ‡g oipr dpde---.{en:ek izexrdo‰anx ‡r mle` .mpipna zilkzd dzid dn ìcda xìa `lmixrd epzp dl`l ileèŠ :l‰fe dfa minrh ipy ‡ky {gp:ek}mdl dyrpy e` ok ixg` miclepl `l mzndal mdiyxbne zaylegibyi `ly zegt jln ly oeibl didi `ly myd iptl ceaklly mpiipn ixd oey`xd mrhl dpde .‰mrd x`yk ezepnl eilr

Š ‡f oiprl jynd èd iel hayux`d wlgz dl`lèd ipyd mrhle .‰e`vnp minrhd ipyle .i‰pa oipn epiidc ‡e oiprl jynden:ek izexrd ahid ‡re} df l` df dti mixaegn mipiiprdo‰anx ly ipyd mrhk xaeq i‰yxy xazqn my xèand t‰rycgtlv zepa ly ozprh mdy ‡i oipre ‡h oipr dpde---.{o`k

Š ‡f oiprl mixyewn mdy i`ceea odil` dyn ly ezaeyzedl`lux`d wlgz`xwnl cr zwg ‡t seqn zeiyxtd lky `vnp dpde---.‰

Šmixard xd l` dlr`l` cer `le .cg` jynda zeaezk olek ‰Š xn`nl dyrna encw olek dxe`klymixard xd l` dlrlr wxe} .‰

Š ‡f oiprwlgz dl`ldevn dze` dniiwzp `ly oeiky ,oiirl yi ‰ile` ,df iptl mixard xd l` dlr dyne ,i‰`l eqpkpy xg`l cr

Š xn`ny l‰idlrŠ xn`nl mcw ‰wlgz dl`l`teb df iptny `l` .‰Š azkpydl`lŠ xn`nl mcew ‰dlrxcqk mixacd eazkpy xazqn ‰

l‰f cecl likyn lra dywdy dn ayein d`xp f‰ktle {.exn`pyoae`xe cb ipa zlgpl dyn qpkpy oeiky ìd zn` ixdy .l‰pk`l` .l‰pk i‰yxity enk ,ixcp il xzedy dnecnk xnè gny

Š dynl d‰awd el xn` `ly d`xpymixard xd l` dlrlk xg`l `l` ‰zwg ‡t seqn mikynp md mlk ixdy ,l‰pd mixeaicde miyrnd

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.oiire .l‰pk cg` jynda

{ai:fk}**z` d`xe dfd mixard xd l` dlr dyn l` ‡c xnìe‡ebe ux`d :i‰yxite .ize` xn` ‡mdl ozz ozpˆ d‰awd xn`y oeik o`kl dknqp dnl

`‰c zcner dnewna izxfb d‰awd l‰` ux`l qpkè dxifbd dxzed `ny mligpdl mewnd dev‡eke ixcp il xzedy dnecnk xnè gny oae`x ipae cb ipa zlgpl dyn qpkpy oeikdpd .

Š azk dnl (` :i‰yx oeyla wcwcl yi dyn qpkpy oeikipae cb ipa zlgploae`xmxh znà ixdy ,bere oegiq ux`l qpkpy mzq azk `le ‰

i‰yx ‡k oey`x oeylay (a .oae`xe cb ipa dyrn dxeza azkpŠdxifbd dxzed `nyŠ ‡k ipy oeylae ‰ixcp il xzedy dnecnkixd .‰

i‰yx hwp oey`x oeylay cere .xcp oiprl dxifb oiprn dpiyyŠ ‡la`nyŠ ‡k ipy ‡lae ‰ixcp il xzedy dnecnk xnè gnyixd .‰

dfn rnyne ,‰dnecnk‰a ‰`nyŠ silgde dgnyd oipr siqedydzid xy`n mihayd ‡a zlgpd cvn dyn ly ezewz dzid dlecbydf lky d`xpe---.a‰v df lke .cgtlv zepa zlgpd cvn ezewz

{bk:b} aizk myy .opgzè ‡t `‰ebd ixaca xèan‡c l` opgzè‡ebe ìdd zra :i‰yxite .xcpd xzed `ny izinc bere oegiq ux` izyaky xg`l.

did `l k‰` xcpd xzedy xeaq didy xg` dyweŠ :my `‰eb l‰feìai `ly rayp d‰awdy xaeq did dyny d`xpe...lltzdl jixv...z`f dreay llkae mzea`l rayp xy` ux`d l` l`xyi z` dynlv` i‰yx yxity enk mdxa`l d‰awd ozp ixdy oegiq ux` s`l` dyn ày dne {‡eke èdd d‰c bi:c} mi`tx ux` `xwi èddoae`x ipa el`y `l oiicry `nrh epiid...bere oegiq uxì‰pa miyxei eid `l...miywan `l mè mwlgl ux`d cb ipaezehn ‡ta epkx`d mbe {`k:`k} zwg ‡ta o‰anx ‡ky enk ux`dux`d dzid `l` y‰r {‡eke eap zè d‰c i‰yxit lr gl:al}mdl oiklede jk dze` oigipn eide ayei oi`n daixg zx`ypizrayp xy` ux`d l` ldwd z` eìaz `l dfa `xwi `l jklbere oegiq ux` z` oae`x ipae cb ipa el`y xy`ke...mzea`l...ldwd z` eìaz `l ìd dreaydy xg` xaeq dyn did mwlgl`xew bere oegiq ux` z` eyxiy oeiky...ux`d l` mizàd ipèxcpd zvwn lhay oeiky xne` dide mzea`l izrayp xy` ea ip`

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xcpdy b‰r`y lltzdl ip` jixv xne` did n‰ne...elek lhaeze` yiprdl dvex d‰awdy dn lha `l yperd seq seq...lhampn`...cner enewna yperd `kdn lc dreayc...ux`l ài `ly‡eke ìaz `l d‰awd xn`y dny dreayd dlhazp `l zn`d itldpde---.d‰yr ,‰d`lde ocxid xarn ède ux`d xwir lr didoegiq ux`l qpkpy cvn dzid `l dyn zewzy l‰f eixacn xèanoae`x ipal dwlgzp ux`d dze`y cvn `weec dzidy `l` ,bere

Š i‰yx ‡ky edfy d`xpe .dkezl qpkp dyn ède cbeqpkpy oeikoae`x ipae cb ipa zlgpl dynoeyla i‰yx hwp opgzè ‡tay t‰rè} .‰

Š‡eke bere oegiq ux` izyaky xg`ld`xp ,cbe oae`x ipa xikfd `le ,‰oegiq ux` ìd ux` dze`y xn`w `hyew n‰ne ,hwp `weec e`lcxìay l‰pd `‰eb ixac md ‡` .migxkd ipy dfl yie .berewligy cr d‰awd iptl dyn opgzd `ly opgzè ‡ta i‰yx ixacal‰f `‰eb lral l‰qc jxgk-lre .mihayd ipyl ocxid xar z`

Š i‰yx hwpy dnybere oegiq uxègxkd ixd ‡ae .`weec e`l èd ‰Š i`wc yxity i‰yx lyìdd zraèd `ld bere oegiq yeaik` ‰

bere oegiq znglna xaecn mixac ‡t seqay ,miaezkd ly mxcqnŠ aezky opgzè ‡t yixa o`k okle (ì:b-ck:a ‡r)ìdd zra‰

y‰re) bere oegiq yeaik xg`ly dry dzeà epiidc i‰yxitwelign k‰b xaecn mixac ‡t seqa dpde .(‡d ze` g‰tye m‰`xxn`ny jgxk-lr k‰è .(k-ai:b y‰r) icbe ipae`xl ux`d dze`

Šìdd zra‡al ux`d-welig xg`l `l` xn`p `l opgzè ‡tay ‰Š i‰yxity dne .mihaydbere oegiq ux` izyaky xg`lèd `weec e`l ‰Š oeyld ileè .l‰weizyaky xg`lwelig z` mb ernyna llek ‰

dpiyy dn `‰eb ixac itl cer oaene---{.r‰ve diayeil ux`d‡k mihayd ‡a iab o`ke cgtlv zepa iab ‡ky dxifb ‡ln i‰yxezvwn xzedy xcpŠ oicd cvn dzid dyn zxaq ixdy .xcp ‡lepivn `l ixdy ,xcp iab `weec jiiy dfe ,‰elek xzedd`xpe---.‡eke ezvwn dxzedy dxifby oic d‰awd ly eizexifbacvn dyn ly ezewz dzid dlecby l‰pd `‰eb ixac itl heyt cermy ixdy .cgtlv zepa zlgpd cvn dzid xy`n mihayd ‡a zlgpddfa oi` dkezl qpkp `ly oeik la` ,i‰à ozlgpd lr deeiv wx

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i‰yx my hwp okly d`xpe .ezxifb dxzedy dxexa dgked meyŠ ‡la`nymzlgpl dyn qpkp ixd mihayd ‡a zlgpda k‰`yn .‰

oeiky dwfg `xaq dyn xaq okle ,i‰`l znà qpkp ixd dfaei‰yx hwp okly d`xpe .eleka xzen `di zvwna excp xzedy

Š ‡laxnè gnyŠ ‡l zgze ,‰`ny‰dnecnkŠ ‡l azk zwteqnd ‰Š xn`n lr ixdy .oeir il jixv f‰ktl mle`---.iaeigdl` dlr

mixard xdŠ i‰yx dywd qgpt ‡tay ‰o`kl dknq dnluxiz df lre ‰Š `‰cacb ipa zlgpl dyn qpkpy oeik...‡eke ixcp il xzedy dnecnk xnè gny.‰

Š dfd xn`nd dxe`kledlrly ezltzl d‰awd zaeyz èd èd ‰.{d‰yr fk:b mixac} my o‰anx ‡k oke ,opgzè ‡tay dyn

Š xn`n jnqp dnl ,dzkecl i‰yx ziiyew `xcd dxe`kl k‰èdlr‰zngln xg` cin eid d‰awd zaeyze dyn zltz m` `nlyac .o`kl

Š xn`ny l‰i bere oegiqdlr‡t seqay dnglnd xetiql jnqp ‰lirl izxà xak ,mdipia miazkp mipiipr dnky t‰rè} zwgla` .{y‰r zwg ‡t seqn cg` jynd md ixd mipiiprd dl` lkyixd ,cbe oae`x ipal ux`d welig xg`l `l` dyn lltzd `l mìxd dyw izk` k‰è ,zehn ‡t seq cr azkp `l èdd dyrnd

Š xn`ndlr .r‰ve .jnqp dn l` ‰

{ci:fk}**ipyicwdl dcrd zaixna ov xacna it mzixn xy`kov xacn ycw zaixn in md mdipirl mina :i‰yxite .oer mda oi` mcal md

oiv xacna exndy mnvr md seq mia exndy eid md dxna exndy md `‰c xg`‡re .ikŠ :l‰fe .‰seq miaŠ mewna ‰micitxaŠ qxeby dxe`d yeal...wlzqp zenewnd el` lkae mixvnn ozìvi zlgzn ozp xàdŠ i‰yx ‡ky dny xìay aeh wac ‡qa r‰re .‰mdl xfgedemd

exndymxb xàd-in oexqgy xnelk .xàay mind lr aqen ‰zxkfdl mrh dn xàzp `l mleè .d‰yr zenewnd ‡b lka mcxnl.oxdè dyn ly mpeer-xneg lr lwdl ày ileè .df xac- dfn ueg xg` oeer mda eid `ly i‰yxit oey`x yexitay enkyipyd yexita mb jk - mpeer xneg lr dliwn ef dcaer i`ceeaymxbpy iyilyd cxnd df did xaky exnà mdilr lwdl aezkd àlr qerkl `ly mevr oeiqp mdl did df iptny ,mind i‰r

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{fh-eh:fk}**dcrd lr yi` 'ebe 'c cwti xn`l 'c l` dyn xacie.d"ca} i"yxit :{'ebe 'd l` dyn xacie mixhtpyk miwicv ly ogay ricedl

xeav ikxva oiwqere okxv migipn mlerd on:yxit 'c cwti d"ca mle` .oeik ipa eyxiiy ikxv raz`y dry ribd xn` eizepal cgtlv zlgp oz mewnd el xn`y dyn rnyy

'eke izlecb z`zxèan dxizqde .176mc` lkn eiprd aygzd ji` a"ve :{cl wxt} ìpza y"n t"r xyt` d`xpe---."izlecb"ae "ikxv"adry elit` ewiqtd `l mlerl mdini lky dakxnd od od zea`d"lehiaa minler oeaxl mznype mzrc xywln zg`

l"pd177dpiky ex`ny dplk lr dlerd ìd d"rxyn zbixcne..."'eke dyn ly epexb jezn zxacn178ly dlecbde jxevdy `vnp .

yxiiy dyn ywia `le .d"awd ly dlecbde jxevd od od dynly ezenly xkip xzei didi f"iry meyn `l` ezlecb z` epa.'zi epeax ly ezenly mb xkip xzei didi `linne on`pd cardoexqg df ixd ,enewn z` `lnl ie`x epa didi `l m` jtidle

.r"ve .lekiak epecà oexqgk ied `linne dyna

{`k:fk}**'ebe mixe`d htyna el l`ye cŸnri odkd xfrl` iptle. :i"yxitejixv `di ryedi s`y jia` zian ff dfd ceakd oi`y zl`yy jzl`y ixd

xfrl`ldxend lk} xne` xfrl` 'xŠ :{'bq} oiaexir 'qn 're .xfrl` xnìe xn`py ezlecbn eze` oicixen {eax ipta dkldipta mixkp ilerib zekld dxedy} 'ebe àvd iyp` l` odkdypri` d"t` dev `l izeè dev à` ig`l edl xn`c b"rè {dyndil jixhvi`c ogky` `le cnri odkd xfrl` iptle aizkc

.176 .daèyd zia oirne ,wgvi xà ,minl` giyna miaeyii 'r

.177 .bl wxt 'r ynn zeìvnd lehia epiid

.178car" zbixcn xe`za 323 'nr h wlg zegiy ihewila xeà xzia 'rfi` zeìvn xrvp`b oiif ,envrl hip zeìvn oiiw fi` xr" :"on`phbipii`x`t dyrne xeaic daygn oiif fi` x ¨ p hip ,oec`d zeìvn xrcoe` oevxd gk xrc elit` ,miinipt zegk rpiif jie` x ¨ p ,oec` o'hin

."'eke beprzd gk xrc elit`--xrxrn j ¨ p

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cbpk dcn èdy heyt d`xp 'nbd xeàe .i"yxit y"re ,‰ryediie`xk xdfp `ly meyn el dcizrd dlecbl xfrl` dkf `ly ,dcnoiadl d`xp dxeza o`k i"yx yexitn dpde---.eax dyn zlecbadcizrd dlecb dze`y d`xp eyexitn ixdy .wecwc xzia yperdmewn-`lnn xeza el àz ,mixeà ryedi epnn l`yiy ,xfrl`ly"nk} enewn z` eipa eyxiiy dyn dkf `ly t"r`y .dyn lycenriy cgein cg` eia` zian x`yp n"n {fh weqt lirl i"yx`l dn meyne .xfrl` ède ,el jixv `di ryedi sè enewnazlecba ie`xk xdfp `ly meyn èd ?jka xfrl` dkfy ogkyìe`x did `l okly d`xpe .l"pke eipta dkld dxede dynmzq `ly ixd .ryedi zl`yl aiydl dyn mewna cenriy xfrl`da dkfy dlecb dze`n `weec cxiy `l` ,ezlecbn xfrl` cxioixcdpq 'qna 'qezd y"n oiadl d`xp dfae---.dyn ly egknwelig zligzy 'nba mzd `zi`c .'eke dzligz dn d"c {'fh}'nbn 'qezd eywde .mineze mixe` t"r dzid i"` ly dlgpmixeà le`yl ryedi jixhvi`c ogky` `lc l"pd oiaexirczxifbc mineze mixe` i"r i"` zwelg ip`yc evxize .xfrl`nogky` `l mixeà le`yl mikixvd mixac x`y la` .ìd aezkdweligd oiadl yi l"pd itle .y"r xfrl`n ryedi el l`yymixeà ryedi epnn l`yiy xfrl` dkfy dn ixdy .'qezd eazkydkf xy` èd dnecke zengln oebk dry itl el mikixvd mixaca`l xy`k edecixed ìdd dlecbdne .l"pke dyn ly egkn eli"r i"` ewlgy dn la` .eipta dkld dxede dyn zlecba xdfply mineze mixe` i"r dwelgd didzy k"dfb ìd mixeà dl`y,dyn ly egkn dlecb dpedkl xfrl` dkf `ly heyte .lecb odkoxd` ly egkn dlecb dpedkl dkfy `l` ,enewn-`lnn xezaexdfp `ly t"rè ,dpnn cxi `l mlern dlecb dze` okle .eia`l"pd i"yx ixac xwira w"rve}---.eipta dxede dyn zlecba

Š 'ky'eke jia` zian ff dfd ceakd oi`ydil ded `ticr dxe`kly .‰dyn ly eipak miaygp oxd` ipa x`ye xfrl` ixdy .hwpnlzeclez e`xwp oxd` ipay (`:b) xacna 't i"yxity enk ,ynnl`yy dnl xzei aexw did dfa dxe`kle .dxez ocnly iptn dyn

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{.ezlecb z` eipa eyxiiy dyn

{b:gk}**mipy mninz dpy ipa miyak ‡cl eaixwz xy` dy`d df‡ebe meil :{c‰à meil mipy d‰ca} i‰yxite .eidiy cnll à exwire

zerah ly ogxfna miaxrd oia lye axrna xgy ly cinz meid cbpk oihgypmrh dpd .zene`dy itlŠ :l‰f l‰xdn ig`l miig min xà ‡qa xìa xacdgxfnl ecnriy mdipaxw eaixwiy mipeekzn eid ynyd icaeroiktdne axrna oicner ep` la` dzxeab d`xpy mewna ynydl`wfgi} dinxi inia miryxd eyr xy`n jtd ynyd l` epixeg`

‰‡eke lkidd l` mdixgè dncw mdipt didy {fh:g179w‰rve ..o`k eyexitl exewn i‰yx a`y myny ‰aq `nei ‡qnl i‰yxitnzipetv oxw lr hgyp did xgy ly cinzŠ :‡nba my exn` ixdoxw lr hgyp did miaxrd oia lye dipy zrah lr ziaxrndipy zrah lr d‰c} i‰yxite .‰dipy zrah lr zipetv zigxfn

:{c‰àhgeyd ipte oeqklà dndad xève zipetv zigxfn cvlzixgy dà ynyd myny ‡eke :xeaicd seqa oke .cvl envr jyen axrnd on dà dngdy miaxrd oia lye

zleki lka gxfnmexc axrnl eiptemyn dà dngd zgixfy oeqklà xèan ixd .àxc` `l` ,miig min xà ixack ynyd itlk eixeg` dptd `lymiiaxrd-oiae gxfn itlk xgya ,ynyd itlk eid hgeyd ipt

axrn itlk180Š dhigyd oipry l‰i z`f lkae .meid cbpkèd ‰mewn ,yny ly ezxeab zi`xpy mewnay ,f‰rl zecbpzd ly oipraefrp `weec myy d‰awd epev ,eceakl zene`d mihgey eid myy‡zi enyl j` aixwdl xyi jxca jlpe zelwlwrd mdizegx` z`df oica epiipr seq oi` f‰rl zecbpzdd oipry d`xpe---.ecally miillkd zeceqin èdy `l` ,meid cbpk dhigy ly miieqnd

{a:gk} cinzd zyxt yixa y‰nk .cinzd oaxwl`xyi ipa z` evecrena il aixwdl exnyz iggip gix iy`l ingl ipaxw z` mdl` zxnè:i‰yxite .

dlrnl xen` dnˆ {fh:fk} ‡d cewtilr yi` xya lkl zegexd iwel`}{dcrd‡zxhtp dzidy jln zal lyn ilr ipa z` dev ipa lr ipevn dz`y cr d‰awd el xn`

.179mikln ‡r ,ynyd zxeab zi`xpy mewna mdizepaxw eaixwdy xikfdy dn .my izexrdae {fk:b} ‡a

.180 .`xnbd lr my wgvi giy ‡qa dfa y‰n ‰re

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ixtqa `zi`ck ‡eke dipa lr dlral zcwtn dzide mlerd onixtqa lynd l‰fe .on zxhtp ezy` dzidy jlnl dnec xacd dnl lynŠ :{a‰nw}il xdfd jnn dywaa el dxn` dipa lr ezcwtn dzide mlerd

dz`y cr dl xn` ipaa181`ly ilr ipa icewt ipa lr ipzcwtn cr d"awd el xn` jk .oeifa bdpn ia ebdpi `lye ia ecxnioeifa bdpn ia ebdpi `ly ilr ipa cewt ipa lr ipcwtn dz`yèd cinzd oaxwy `vnpe .‰xkpd idlà iceak z` exini `lyeick d‰awd ceakl oaxw aixwdl wfgzp mei lkay ,f‰rn dwgxde‰g mceakl zepaxw aixwpe xkpd idelà eceak xindl àp `ly

Š aezky dnn jk ewiic ileè} aixwdlilzaxwdy dfn rnyny ,‰oi` ,icigid oec`d èdy ‡zi ecnrn mvrl zrbep dfd oaxwdzeceqi ixwirn ìd f‰rn dwgxddy oeikne .{r‰ve ,ezlef xg`ly mipiipr mpyi oaxwd ipic ihxta mby oaen ixd ,oaxwd

lirl xèank ynyd cbpk dhigyd oebk ,f‰rn dwgxd182.

**** zehn zyxt

{a:`l}**‡ebe mipicnd z`n l`xyi ipa znwp mŸwp. :i‰yxite `lemiaènd z`n...dnrpe diaènd zex mdn ìvedl il yiy zeaeh zecixt izy iptn

zipenrd,zex ly dizea`n ueg miaènd lk z` ecinyi z‰è .dnrpe mipenra oke183efa `weec ìd zex ly dzlebqy l‰i .

dlcbzp lkd zexnle ,dzaiaqae dkepigae dzcleza ziaèn ìdyzekln ly dn` zex zeidl dzcear i‰r184.dnrpa dfa `veike .

edfy xytè .onr jeza zeayei odyk m` ik ixyt`-izla dfednrpe aèn ¦n zex ìvedlŠ azk `ly l‰f i‰yx oeyl weic

Š `l` ‰oenr¥n zex mdn ìvedldiaènd dnrpe zipenrdzex didzy epiidc ‰

.181 .ìd zerh dxe`kle xkf ‡la ixtqa qtcp jk

.182xtqa l‰f m‰ialn oe`bd azk xak dl`d mixacd oirky iz`vn aeyze`xdl il gipd mewny d`xp n‰ne .mi`ltp mixac y‰r ,devnde dxezd

.l‰f i‰yx ly eyxcn-zia ilzek oian gxf xak df xe`y.183 .uxizy dn y"r "gl w"a 'qn rciedi oa 'qa dywd ok.184 .k:a ` mikln lr i"yxita àede "`v a"aa `vnp df iepik

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diaèn dnrpe `wiic zipenrxèan dpde---.oade .`wiic dbxcna oezgzd" èd inybd dfd mlerdy {el wxt `"l} ìpzaletk jyge 'zi exe` xzqd oipra epnn dhnl oezgz oi`y'zi eiptl gex zgp zeidl 'zi epevxa dlr jky" `l` ."ltekneseq oi` 'd xe` xiìy `xedpl `keyg jtdzè `"q ìtkz` ckfr xzie z`y xzia elek f"der lk ly `"qde jygd mewna d"aielz" `xedpl `keyg iketdc ef dk`lne ."jygd on xe` oexziedà dpiè {fl wxt} "zelbd jyn onf lk epzceare epiyrnazeìxa zenilye zilkz" didi f`y giynd zeni cr dzenly icil`keyg iketdl z`fd zlekidy d`xpe---.d"yr ,"dfd mlerly `n` ìd zex ixdy .dnrple zexl cgeina dkxved `xedplcr jlnd cecny zlylya zg` dilEg ìd dnrpe .recik giynzeidl jxved ixd giynd ly eyxey ody oeikne .giynd jlnl`keyg zkitd zk`ln z` milydl èdy ely cgeind gkd oda

.`xedpl

{my}**‡ebe mipicnd z`n l`xyi ipa znwp mŸwp. :i‰yxite `lemiaènd z`n...dnrpe diaènd zex mdn ìvedl il yiy zeaeh zecixt izy iptn

zipenrd`pin` ded miaènd `nlya l‰f miyxtnd ewcwc xak .z` eìhgd mipicnd ixdy ,mipicnd mr cgi mdn mwpdl yiyllwl mrla z` exky miaènd ok enke ,mrla zvr t‰r i‰pai‰yx jxved dnle o`k ediiny xkc o`n mipenrd la` .mze`:`‰eb l‰fe ?mdn mwpdl d‰awd deiv `l recn mrh zzldeivy dnc dil `xiaqc aène oenr liaya zecixt izy...hwpzeyrl `ly mdilr deiv ik df lv` df jiiy èd oenre aèn lrixdy didi mdipy ici lr cec zia zeklny itl dngln mdnre` aèna epiidc cgà la`...cec zia zekln did mragxe cecnllka cec zia zekln mdn `diy xwiry cixene dlrn epi` oenramdipyy itl...mdn ìvedl ip` cizry zecixt izy xn`w jkitle`nlya ixdy `‰eb ixaca s` wcwcl yie .d‰yr ,‰...zg` dpeekdpi` zipenrd dnrp la` ,cec zia zekln lk ly `n` ìd zex` miklna y‰nk} dnly oa mragx èd cg` jln ly en` `l`

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ici lr cec zia zeklnyŠ `‰eb y‰n oaen epi` k‰è .{`k:cieli`k cg` xn`na i‰yx oze` xikfdy dn oaen epiè ,‰mdipy,lecb xac `‰eb ixacn epcnly d`xpy `l` .dlrna zeey odizyèd ixd ,wzpdl dlelr ìdy rbxa zxyxya dilEg siqendy èdeìd zex ixdy .zxyxyd zligz z` dyry in mr dlrna deeyly dpa mragxe .cec zia zlyey ìd zxyxyd zligz z` dzyryi‰r wzpdl dlelr dzidy rbxa zxyxya dileg siqedy èd dnrpdcli dnrpy df zekfae .mihayd zxyre hap oa mraxi ly mcxnixd ,dileg cer da siqede zxyxyd z` wfig èdy mragx z`ly dzlrn oi`y t‰rè .cg` xn`na zex mr cgi zxkfp ìdoipa ly ef dpigaa n‰n ,zex ly dzlrnk dnvrl ìdyk dnrp

oade .zeey odizy ixd ,cec zia zekln185 .

{ck:al}** zxcbe mkthl mixr mkl epamk`pvl'ebe .:i"yxit zxfbn ef daiz" {g:g milidz}mlk mitlè d¤pŸv ,"o"ep oia wiqtn sl` ea oi`y

.ok izcnl oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqin 'eke i"cvledpkn i"yx dnl wcwcl yi" mya o`koyxcdt"r hyt `l` dcb` zyxc o`k oi`y oeik "

o`k qixb `l {lld sqei 'qa àed} oey`x qetca mle` .wecwc"oyxcd{`:bl} aizkc irqn 'ta onwl d`xp df oirke---.w"ece "

'ebe mzàvl mixvn ux`n e`vi xy` l`xyi ipa irqn dl` :i"yxite .eazkp dnlmixyr `l` erqp `l dpy miylye dpeny lky 'eke mewn ly eicqg ricedl 'eke zerqnddidy jlnl lyn zxg` dyxc ea yxc `negpz iaxe .oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqin df ,zerqn

'eke epxwed o`k eppyi o`k el xn` 'eke dleg epaoi` oey`x qetca k"b myy ." aezkoyxcd dyn iax" mzq `l` ,zenewn x`yak "dyn iaxd`xpe ."

" zln hinyd i"yxy xytòyxcdoey`xd df yexity fnxl ick "" yexit znerl hytd l` aexw xzei èdyxc `negpz iaxeixdy ."

.185il yi zeaeh zekxa izy mdxa`l d‰awd l‰`Š :‡bq zenai ‡qn ‡r mle` :i‰yxite .‰zipenrd dnrpe diaènd zex ja jixadl,miìape mikln mdn e`vi

‡eke ìapd ediryie mixenb miwicv eedc htyedie `qè diwfg dpnn `vie mragx ly en` dnrpixd .wx `le epnn e`viy miwicvd lk cvn ìd dnrp ly dzlrny eixacn rnynd‰c ‡fr sc zenai ‡qn lr i‰yxit r‰re .`‰ebk `lce .mragx cvn

.r‰ve .dnrp

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aezk dn wecal epngl wegxn ìadl ep` mikixv `negpzd itlick o`k miaezkd zenewna exw xy` miyrnd z` zenewn x`ya

" okid zrcleppyi" okide "epxwedyexcl mikixv mzvwnae .'eke "`l` jixv oi` dyn iax yexit itl k"`yn .zenewnd zeny z`lka rxi` dn ztki` `le ,o`k miaezkd zenewnd xtqn z` zepnl

zenewndn cg`186 .

{`n:al}**zeg odz` `xwie mdizeg z` cklie jld dypn oa xiìexiì :{mdizeeg d‰ca} i‰yxite .oedipxtkodz` `xwie d‰cae} .

:{xiì zegoexkfl enya m`xw mipa el eid `ly itl dnk dfa yi dpd .s`y ,‰mdixtkŠ `xw `nil mixtk od ‰zeegŠ m` (` .miwecwc

{ai:f} mixiyd-xiya y‰nk `xwn oeyl èdmixtka dpilp dcyd `vpyi (a .{dk:fk ` minid ixac ,gi:e ` le`ny cer d`xe}

Š zlna oiirlmdizeegep`vn `le `xwnd lka epxfg ixdy ,`teb ‰ly zeeg oze` oipra miaezk mlky miweqt lagn ueg dfd oeylk` mikln ,c:i mihtey ,l:bi ryedi ,ci:b mixac d`x} xiìxacnaa èd df yexit xewn (b .{bk:a ` minid ixac ,bi:c

{e,ci} dax187jixv mle` .y‰r miìypd zepaxw lr zeyxca dfd yxcnd z` el gixkdl dt weqta i‰yx d`x fnx dfi` zrcl

.186 {i:ek} ilyna df oirk cer d`xpmi ¦x §aŸr x ¥kŸU §e liqk x ¥kŸU §e lk llegn ax." mya yexit ìany xg` ,i"yxitaedcb` yxcn :cer azek ,"dyn iax ixacae

jxc ixaer lk xkeyk èd dpd ezk`lna liqk xkey mè daxd zelert el yi xiyr ,lk llegn ax izi`x .'eke owzl ji` zexedl dk`lnd lewlwa oièxy" mya i"yx exikfn o`k s`y xytèiax

dyn" mya `le ,mzq "oyxcdznerl ,hytd jxca md o`k eixacy iptn ,"" mya lirl i"yx ìady yexitddcb` yxcn`vz ik 't yixa iz`vn aey ."

{ci:`k} aizkc'ebe da xnrzz `l . :i"yxitezecarl oixew iqxt oeyla da ynzyz `lok izcnl oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqin d`xnir yeniye" qixb oey`x qetcae .dyn iax`le "

"oyxcd {k:ì} jzelrda 'ta y"na r"v mle` .l"pk ède ,"`xfl mkl dide, :i"yxite dyn iax ixacae mzaxwy dnn xzei eze` oiwgxn eidzyoyxcdoixewy oeyl yiy izi`x

"`xf" axglyexit `l` xne` epi`y mewna s` "oyxcd" mya edpkny ixd .l"qc l"i ileè .{dfa miqetcd oia iepiy yiy izi`x `le} milindyexitd znerl yexcd c"r èd axg oeyl èdy dyn iax yexity i"yxl

.dwgxd oeyl èdy oey`xd .187 .‰miig zxezŠ ynega mitqep mipeiv ‡re

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èdy mixtkl my `xw jk meynye xiìl mipa eid `lyznày .df jxca miwecwcd lk z` ayiil xyt` d`xpe---.ckl`l` .j‰pza libxd oeylk ‰mixtkŠ mya mixrl `xwl jixv didoipr lr fnxn df oeyly meyn ‰zeegŠ oeyla xiì qtzymdl `die ièld ,mipa i‰r iigl jynd oi` xnelk ,‰miigŠ

Š mya e`xwiiy mixtkd i‰r jyndxiì zeegfnx jxca yxtzny ‰yxcnl gxkd i‰yx d`x df oeyl iepiy gkne .‰xiì iigŠk

Š mixrl `xw mipa-oexqg meynyxiì zeeg.r‰ve .‰

{an:al}**enya gap dl `xwie dizpa zè zpw z` cklie jld gape. :i‰yxitemy dl miiwzp `ly itl oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqia izi`xe `"d witn epi` dl

‡eke `l enk eyxcn rnyny dtx èd jkitl df,df my miiwzp `ly mrhd . {ai:hn} milidza ‡ky enk èdy d`xpmzenya e`xw...mlerl eniza maxw

zenc` ilr :{‡eke maxw d‰c} i‰yxite .miza mdl zepal mzeaygnmlerl eniiwziy :{mzenya e`xw d‰cae} mdiza z`...oexkfl mdl didi ornl

{fi:e ziy`xa}dpa qewilq ìkehp` dpa qekeihp` ‡jepg epa myk xird my `xwieˆ ìwilqŠ xy` miryxd cbpk dgkeza df lke} ‰enl lqk mkxc dfy‰r

.ely mya xir ly my `xwl mc`l ie`x oi`y ixd .{ci weqtŠ {`n:al xacna} xiìa y‰nl inc `le}odz` `xwie mdizeg z` cklie

xiì zeg {.mipey mipteà xiaqdl yie .miiwzp my eze`y ,‰

{my}**enya gap dl `xwie dizpa zè zpw z` cklie jld gape. :i‰yxitemy dl miiwzp `ly itl oyxcd dyn iax ly eceqia izi`xe `"d witn epi` dl

xnìeˆ dl zenecd zeaiz izya yexci dn ipdnze `l enk eyxcn rnyny dtx èd jkitl df ‡frea dl}{ci:a zex ‡zia dl zepalˆ }.{ì:d dixkf azk xak dpd

xizie xqg aizk xg` wcwcl i‰yx ly ekxc oi`y cecl likynaxqg gkn l‰f minkg eyxcy yxcd xy` weqta iyew yi ok m` `l`ldwie d‰ca ezncwda cecl likyn ‡r} iyewd z` xzet xizie

ì:h awr ‡tl exeàae ‡eke zeldw188mikln ‡ql izexrd ‡re ,dietx `‰d xg` wcwcl ekxc oi` ok enky `xazqne .{fk:b ‡a

.188 .2-1 millk ,ci wxt ‡i‰yx illkˆ d`xe

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miweqtd ipyn dfl dii`x zvwe .`‰d witn l‰v dzidy mewnamewna dietx `‰dd mdipyay ,dixkfe zexn i‰yx o`k ìadylr melk xird `l mnewna eyexita i‰yxe ,`‰d witn l‰v dzidyzehn ‡ta o`k xnel jixv mixacd mipk mè .witnd oexqg.miweqtd oeyla iyew dfi` gkn witnd oexqg xg` wcwc i‰yxyzenyd-zeìxwa oeyld iepiy el dyw didy meyn xyt` d`xpe

:fl weqta aizk ixd .mixrl zŸnya e`xwiezèpa xy` mixrd zeny . :aizk `n weqta mbe `xwiez`xiì zŸeg odcg` oepbqa mdipy .

:an weqta aizk gap lv` k‰`yn .‰z`Š zlna epiidc `xwiedl‡ebe gapiax ly eyxcnl i‰yx jxved df wecwc meyny xytè .

z` dxezd dzpiy gap lv`y xèan eyxcn itl xy` ,oyxcd dynoexqg i‰r -- fnxl ick ,‰z`Š `le ‰dlŠ oeyla xacl dpeyl

miiwzp `l df myy meyn ,‰`lŠ ly dpeekl -- witnd189.r‰ve .

** irqn zyxt **

{dp:bl}'ebe mkipira mikyl mdn exizez xy` dide.i"yxite :{mdn exizez xy` dide d"c}drxl mkl eidi:cecl likyn 'r .

k"`c mix`ypd miebd lr i`wc xninl `kil `xwa aizkc didec"exizez xy` ik dfd xacd dide w"d `l` dide `le eide l"led

"'eke èd xvw `xwne 'eke mikyl mkl eidi mdn190d`xpe---.`l` ,cala iwecwc welig epi` "dide"l "eide" oia weligdymiiebd eide aezkd xn` eli` .mdipia yi izernyn welig s`yihwxte iyeniy oipr df did .'eke mikyl exizez xy`la` .mikyl mkl eidi mze` exizez mè md mirx mdd miiebdymdn exizez xy` dfd xacd dide" eyexite "dide" aizkc `zyddny ,ilenb oipr èd ixd ,cecl likyna xìay enk ,"mikylmzxzed xy` dfd xacd lr yper xeza èd 'eke mikyl eidiy

{bp 'qt lirl} mziehvpy dnl cebipa mzeìayi lk z` mzyxede

.189` minid ixaca y‰nn dii`x zvw d`xp miiwzp `l df myy dcaerd mvrl.bk:a

.190 .'i"yx wiicn' 'qae oexkfd 'qa df oirk 'r

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'ebe ux`d.lecb oipr dfa yi ik oade .

** mixac zyxt **

{b:`}**'ebe dpy miraxà idie :i"yxite .`ly cnlnawrin cnl inn ezenl jenq `l` mgiked...jizgked `l dn iptn jl xne` ipa oae`x xn`

'eke ig` eyra wacze jlze ipgipz `ly ick elld mipyd lk`ny `weec xn`y dn .,'cke drx zeaxzl `vz e` riyxz `ny mzq xn` `le ,eyra wacz

{al:hk} `vie 'ta y‰n t‰r xàl d`xpeny `xwze oa clze d`l xdze'ebe oae`x :i"yxite .dxekad xkny ing oal ipa oia dn e`x dxn` eyxit epizeax

on eìvedl ywiay `l` eilr xrxr `ly cer `le eilr xrxr `le sqeil dxkn `l dfe awrilxead.eyr ly xenbd jtidd zeidl oae`x ly ezcn ìd jky ixd .

ea ,etwez exvie eytpa oexqg `ven mc`dy mewnay reci dpdezeabyp zelrn biydl lbeqne leki èd ixd mewna191znerle .

èd mewna ea ,dlrn-lrae wfg envr z` `ven mc`dy mewna dfjtidd zeidl dzid ezcny ,oae`xy d`xp okle .mileyknl lelrdid eia` ly eizegkez ieaix zngn cxen did m` ixd ,eyr lyzeidl ìd ezlrny zeida ik .eyra `weec wacile zkll lelr.eyrl wace dnec zeidl èd eleykn ixd ,eyr ly jtidd

.oade

{g:`}**wgvil mdxa`l mkiza`l ‡c rayp xy` ux`d z` eyxe eàawrile . :{eyxe eà d‰c} i‰yxitemikixv mkpiè xaca xrxrn oi`

oiif ilkl oikixv eid `l milbxn egly `l el` dnglnl .d‰cae} :{mkizea`ldnl i`ck awri envrl i`ck wgvi envrl i`ck mdxa` `l` awrile wgvil mdxa`l aey xikfd

envrl .dze`l èd i`ck zea`dn cg` lky l‰f eixacn rnyned`xp oiprd xeàe---.‡eke dnglnl mikixv mpi`y l‰pd dlrn:l‰fe {h:e eyexit y‰r} `xè ‡ta i‰yx ìady yxcnd t‰r

.191`yz-ik 't lirl izexrd 're ,h"n ze` wicvd-zwcv 'qa dfa 'rzeihddn" :oqip 'g "...mei meid" 're .aeh-mei zetqez mya {`:al}oewz lklkl ji` rceie mkgzn dfn ,zeirahd eizecna yibxny zerxd

."z"iyd zceara ely zegkd cearye eizecn

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‡dzerxd dnlˆ dyn xn`y{ak ,d zeny}oigkzyn `le oica`c lr lag d"awd el xn` jny dn il exn` `le i-cy l-à mdilr izilbp minrt daxd zea`d zzin lr ope`zdl il yi

‡eke :{izenwd d‰cae} .dpwy cr rwxw `vn `l dxy z` xeawl mdxa` ywaykedcyd zwlg z` owie awria oke xtg xy` zexàd lr eilr exrxr wgvia oke miaexn minca

eld` zehpl{hi:bl ziy`xa}‡eke izecn xg` exdxd `le cg` lky `vnpe .xdxd `le ,dzaiyie l`xyi-ux` ziipw ornl laqe gxh zea`dnmdipa z` zea`d exht dfay d`xp okle .‡zi eizecn xgèxrxri `ly ie`x did zea`d exdxd `ly oeike ,ef daegnyeaika leaqle gexhl mipad ekxhvi `le ,mipad cbpk zene`dèd i`ck zea`dn cg` lk dfd xacae .dngln jxca ux`dk:ek zeclez ‡t izexrd ‡re} xdxd `l mdn xg` lky ,envrl

{fl-el:hq} milidz ‡re---.{ak:bi gly ‡t mceriyei mid-el` ikoeiv...delgpi eicar rxfe‡ebe md ‰eicarŠy cec zcevna yxite .

mya mipeknd zea`d ly mdipal ozpz ux`dy ixd .y‰r zea`dŠeicarixd .l‰pd lk xe`l oiprd oiadl d`xpe .mewn ly ‰

micnerd miiywd lk lr mippelzn oi`y ,zea`d ly ef dcnmelk dinxbl zilc ‰carŠd zcn ìdy d`xp ,mkxca192oeikny .

lr dpelz el oi` ixd ,oec`d ly epevx wxe j` èd epevx lkydaq dzid ef dcny myky cer d`xpe .ely epevx ielin xqegmb ìd ixd ,l‰pk ux`d yeaik liaya dnglnn mipad z` xehtlllkay ,ux`d z` i‰pal zzl d‰awd raypy dreayd mvrl daq

Š cec xn`y dn yxtzn dti k‰è .dpn miz`n rxfeeicardelgpi ,‰`ly zea`d ly ‰zecarŠd zcn zekfa ux`d z` elgpi i‰payux`d ziipw oipra d‰awd mdl cinrdy miiywd lr exdxd

dzaiyie193 .

.192iz`vn el minecd la` .iz`vn `le izytg df iehia ly exewn z`d,fq ziy`xa dax yxcnae ,‰eax dpw car dpwy dnŠ ‰gt migqt ‡qnaièŠ :l‰fe `‰i wxt mixyi zliqn ‡re .‰`xnl dilic dn lk `carŠ.‰‡eke envr ceak lr qg èdy onf lk epewl on`p car zeidl el xyt`:1062 ‡nr {w‰db`} ‰ìpzd xtqa mixeryŠ xtql migtqpd mixeàa d`xeyekx -- fi` zeìvn oiif ,envrl zeìvn oiiw hip j`c fi` car o © Š

.‰oec`d.193Š {hk:aw} milidz r‰reoeki jiptl mrxfe epekyi jicar ipa .my cec zcevnae ‰

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{gk:`}**zelecb mixr epnn mxe lecb mr xn`l epaal z` Eq ©n ¥d epig`minya zexevaemy epi`x...zexevae zelecb mixr d‰c} i‰yxite .

:{minyaiàd oeyl miaezkd exacx`ye g‰tya ‰iàdŠ yexit ‡re} exacŠ hwpnl i‰yxl ‡il ‡ed dxe`kl dpde .{l‰f miyxtn

milbxndŠ `le ‰ exacmiaezkdzxtqnk `l` dxezd oi` o`k ixdy ,‰envr ‰dxezd azekŠ ixacn el` milin oiè ,milbxnd ixac zàxdn} ‡j‰pzl èanˆ xtqa àh `zipbxn iz`vn mle`---.‡zie‰fxdn yxtnd ixacn {er ze`} my hhivy {l‰f xpned lènyililbd iqei iaxa xfril` ‡xc zecn a‰lc `ziixal exeàamewn lky l‰fx ixaca on`pe oekp llkŠ :l‰fe {‡f dcn}`vnpy mc` dfi`n dcb` e` dkld xac micnel l‰fxy epivnye` ok dyry xg`n mc` eze`n micnel epgp`y dpekd oi` `xwnaok azk ìapdy xg`n èd dpekdy `l` èd ok `l ,‡eke ok xnèp`vn eliè epnn micnel ep` d‰awd itn dèapa oipr ezeèpiid `l ycwd iazka `le xg` xtq dfià aezk oipr eze`‡d itn dèapa eazkpy xg`n l‰fg zpeeke...llk epnn micnelmixacd exn`py cvn mdn cnlle yexcl ozip...k‰` èd jexa

‰ycwd gexe dèapa194adfd epeyla i‰yx oeik jky d`xpe---.Š exacmiaezkdiàd oeyla ly mditn e`viy milind mvr cvny ,‰

cvn ìd dxrdd lky `l` ,cenil `le dxrd `l epl oi` milbxnddyw did df lr wxe .dyecwd dxezd jeza miwzren mdixacy dnuxiz df lre .minya zexeva dpiidzy mixrl xyt` ike i‰yxl

ly mkxc ìd jkymiaezkdzwcwecn dpi`y `nfeb ‡la xacl .zn`d itl195iàdd-ixacn cenll xyt`y cenild oiprle}

lre .daèyd zia oirn ‡q r‰re ,cecl likyn ‡r ,dl`dmeiaeŠ xry wgvi cgta `ltp xeà ‡r `nfebd oipr zeillk

{.‡f ze` ‡` xn`n zeniyx qxhpewa ‰zayd

.194 .g"nw ze` wicvd zwcv 'qa df oirk d`x

.195 {n:`} ` miklna y"na oiirl yidlecb dgny mignye millga millgn mrdemlewa ux`d rwaze :i"yxite . iàd oeyla miìapd exacmc` ipa oelyk .

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{d:a}**ma exbzz l` {eyr ipaa}mkl oz` `l ikxiry xd z` izzp eyrl dy ªxi ik...mvx`ndyexi d"c} i"yxite .

:{eyrlmdxa`n... mipyde{aène oenr mdy minr}jldy xkya hel ipal epak e`yr ìd izeg` ezy` lr mixne` eidy dn lr wzye mixvnl ez`xyt` d`xp .

,hel did oxd ly epae ,oxd did mdxa` ly eig` ixdy xàlenk ,oxd ly eza dzid dxye .{fk:ì} gp 'ta yxetnk

Š `xwp oxdy {dkqi d"c hk:ì} my i"yxitydkqi iaè dkln ia`,‰dxye hely `vnpe .y"r w"dexa dkŸeqy my lr dxy ìd dkqiedzid dxye eig`-oa did hel .deey jxra mdxa`l miaexw eidxwy did `l ezeg` ìd dxyy mdxa` xn`yk dpde .eig`-zamipa-ipa ixdy {ezeg` d"c ai:k} `xie 'ta i"yxity enk ,ynn,dxy ly dia`k mb èd mdxa`-ia` gxzy `vnpe ,mipak mdezeg` zaygp dxyy k"è .y"r mdxa` ly ezeg`k ìd z`vnpei"yxit oke .mdxa` ly eig` aygdl leki hel ixd ,mdxa` ly

Š hell xn` mdxa`y l"pd xeaicaepgp` mig` miyp`xn`yk dpde .‰ixd ,dfa el gepy d`xde ,wzy hele ,ezeg` ìd dxyy mdxa`f` ezeg` ìd dxy m` ixdy .mdxa` ly eig`k aygp èd dfa.oa mdxa`l did `l dry dzeà dpde .eig` èd hel `linnqgpt 'ta y"nk ,eig`l zxaer ezlgp dzid ,f` zn did mèf` ,za el oi` mè ,zyxei eza f` ,oa el oi` m`y {h-g:fk}.oal ie`x didy mewnd z` `lnn g`dy epiide .yxei eig`wzyy i"r ,mdxa` ly eig`k aygdl dkfy ,hely l"i f"ktleèd dlgp ipica ixd ,l"pke ezeg` ìd dxyy mdxa` xn`ykaène oenr ux` z` mdxa` el ozp okle .mdxa` ly epak aygp

.l"pke dcn cbpk dcn htyna lkde .epa èd el`k dyexia

** opgzè zyxt**

{f:e}**jxca jzklae jziaa jzaya ma zxace jipal mzppyejnewae jakyae :{mzppye d‰c} i‰yxite .miccegn eidiy èd cecg oeyl

‡eke jita :{ma zxace d‰cae} .lè xwir mŸ¥y£r ma `l` jxeac xwir `di `lylth mŸ¥y£r©Y:{jakyae d‰cae} .leki ‡jnewaeˆ xnel cenlz meid ivga aky elit` leki

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onf dxez dxac ux` jxc ‡jxca jzklae jziaa jzayaˆ xnel cenlz dlild ivga cnr elit`dniw onfe daiky196zpeeky d`xp mipey`xd mixeaic ipyn dpd .

eidiy dxez dzeev mlk lry ,dxez ixac zeillk lr ìd `xwndla` .lth myrp `le epxeaic xwir mŸyrpye epita miccegniweqt lr ìd dpeekdy i‰yxitn `vei yxetn oexg`d xeaicn.dniw onfae daiky onfa m`xwpy dxez dzeev mdilry ,cal y‰wd`xpy `l` ?iykx ixz` i‰yx diakx` dnl wcwcl yi k‰è

Š aezky oeiknyma zxaceŠ eyexity ,‰ma `l` jxeac xwir `di `lyixd ,‰lkae zenewnd lka z‰c zeillka xacl miaiigy rnyp xak dfn

Š k‰è .mipnfdjnewae jakyae jxca jzklae jziaa jzayadnl ez `d ‰,z‰c zeillk lr zeaqen el`d milind oi`y jgxk-lr `l` ?ilmdilry ,y‰w iweqt epiidc `teb ef dyxt ly miweqtd lr `l`d`xp jk .`weec dniw onfae daiky onfa m`xwpy dxez dzeev`xw gztc i‰yxit itl `vnp t‰kr---.o`k i‰yxitl gxkdd,mda wqrd zeicinzae z‰c oepiya epiidc ‰zxacŠae ‰mzppyeŠazevn s`y d`xp dfne .y‰w zevn epiidc ‰jzayaŠa `xw miiqeixaca mqxetnk miny zekln ler zlaw dpiipr seq oi` y‰wzeillkay .da yi z‰ca icinz wqr ly oipr s`y `l` ,l‰fg

Š y‰nk cinz ma xacl miaiigy t‰r` ,z‰cma zxacelk n‰n ,‰xwir rawi mdilr xy` z‰c ly wlgd z` envrl xgai yi`reawl el oncfp `l mlern xy` miieqn wlg yi mè ,exeaic

Š oic meiwn rxbn df oi` ,exeaic eilrma zxacela` .‰iweqtŠ `xwpd z‰c ly wlg ezeày dxez dzeev ,dfl cebipaonfae daiky onfa ,cinz ea weqrl mc` lk aiig ‰rny zìxw:{‰hv} zegpn ‡qna exn`y dn l‰fxl `vi dfny d`xpe .dniw`l` mc` `xw `l elit` igei oa y"x meyn opgei iax xn`Šjitn dfd dxezd xtq} yeni `lˆ miiw ziaxre zixgy rny zìxwmiweqtd zìxway ixd .y‰r ,‰‡eke ‡{dlile mnei ea zibdelk xe`l d`xpe .dxezd wqr ly illkd aeigl meiw yi dl`d

.196migekp mixac ‡r ,dfd oexg`d xeaica `qxibd oewiza wcwcl yiy dn .lld sqei ‡qa

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zixgy y‰w `xwy iny ,zeixwn ly oipr df xac oi`y l‰pddyrnly ,dxezd wqra ezaeg ici `viy dxwna el oncfp ziaxremd jkl dl`d miweqtdy `l` .dxezdn miweqt xtqn t‰kr `xwdaiky onfa zicinzd mzìxwy ,‡zi dxezd ozep z`n ecrepwqrd ly zeicinzde oepiyd ipte`n cg` ìd ixd dniw onfae

Š df `xwna milelkd dxez ixacamzppyez` `xwy ine .‰jxca t‰kr z‰ca wqrd-zeicinz zaeg ici `vi dl`d miweqtd`yixc d`xp jk ,`yixc ìnec `tiqc epxày myke---.menipindzlaw ìd y‰w zevn ly dizexhnn zg`y myky .`tiqc ìnec

Š zevn meiw mb jk ,recik miny zekln lermzppyezevne ‰Šzxaceea xacie ecenil mc` opyi `ly ,ef dxhnl zeidl aiig ‰

zlaw myl ecenil lk zxhn seq didz `l` ,cal zenkgzd mylxwir didi cnliy mipiiprd ihxtay t‰rè .miny zekln lerxiqi `l n‰n ,mzxevke mheytk mipiiprd oiadl evn`ne ewqr‡zi eil` axwzdl ìdy eznbne ezxhn seq z` eipir cbpn

.df lka r‰ve .miny zekln ler z` envr lr lawle

** awr zyxt **

{h:g}**da lk xqgz `l mgl da lk`z zªpkq ¦na `l xy` ux`'ebel`xyi-ux` oièŠ {"`t `neia oke} 'dl dkeq 'qn 'r .

mipind lky ìd dpeekde .‰da lk xqgz `l 'py melk dxqg`l d"c i"yxit y"re ìbeqa gkenck ,i"à mi`vnp mleray'xa r"re ,y"r '` `wqt awr 't ixtqa gken oke} 'eke xqgz

{ai:ì} onwl y"n t‰r xàl d`xp oiprde .{o`k iigaxy` ux`'ebe cinz dze` yxec jiwel` 'c :i"yxite .yxec èd zevx`d lk `lde...`l`

dnr zevx`d lk z` yxec dyxecy dyixc dze` i"re dze` `l` yxec epi` lekiakl"fe .z`xap 'idzy ie`x 'id cala ux`dy oaen df oipreŠ :my `"ebdyecw lawl ie`x oi`y cala ux`d zeidl xyt`-i`y iptn wxx`y zìxa oi` ik iptne dnr zevx`d x`y e`xap jkitle lkdyxec dze` yxec xy`k jkitle dnr e`xapy `l` mnvrl zevx`d

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d`xp oke .‰ala miielz mixa`d lky enk dnr zevx` x`yŠ y"nk ,mlerd lk ly mipind lk i"à yiy dfa xeàdlk xqgz `l

day"nk} z`xap didzy die`x dzid cala i"`y iptny .‰znà ik .mlerd lka yiy dn lk da `vnpy i`ceea okl {`"ebaixtq 're---.dnr e`xap zevx`d x`yy `l` ,mlerd lk ìd ixdz`xap lkn daiag dzidy l`xyi-ux`Š :l"fe {'` `wqit awr}zevx` x`y el` ‡ux`ˆ .zevege ux` dyr `l cr 'py lkl mcew.l`xyi-ux` ef ‡laz zextr y`xeˆ .zexacn el` ‡zevegeˆzlaezn ìdy dny laz `xwp dnl...i"` ef ‡lazˆ xne` i"ayxefa oi`y dn efa yie efa oi`y dn efa yi zevx`d lky lkaxqgz `l...zepkqna `l xy` ux` 'py melk dxiqg dpi` i"` la`

" mya i"` dpekn ea xy` - df weqtay `vnpe .‰da lklaz,"envr df weqta ixd - mlera yiy dn lka zlaezn i"`y meyn

Š 'py enk lkl dligz z`xap i"`y `xw xn`wlaz zextr y`xe.‰`ly znàe ,lkl dligz z`xap i"`y iptny .l"pk d`xp oiprdelk da yi `teb df iptn ixd ,dcal ìd `l` ze`xadl ie`x didjxca l"f mixehd-lra epl dlib oky d`xpe---.mlera yiy dn

Š weqta eixac 'r ixdy .fnxxqgz `lo"ibz xqgz `lŠ :l"fe ‰fnxd oiadl d`xpe .‰laz zextr y`x ìdy xnel y"ixd lr,laz zextr y`x ìdy iptn èd da lk xqgz `ly dny .l"pke`xap `l zevx`d x`ye .dìxad lkl xwire y`x ìdy epiidc

.w"ece .da lk xqgz `l jk iptne .dliaya `l`

{f-d:i}** iziyr xy` oexà zŸgld z` m ¦U ¨ «e xdd on cxè otè...my eidiemy xawie oxd` zn my dxqen owri ipa zxàn erqp l`xyi ipae...

min ilgp ux` dzahi dcbcbd one dcbcbd erqp myni‰yxite . :{f-e miweqta}`lde dxqenl erqp owri ipa zexàn ike cere o`kl df oipr dn

owri ipal eà zexqenn...zn xdd xda `lde oxd` zn my cere...dgkezd on ef s` `l`mkl mz`xi ceak ippr ewlzqpe dpy mirax` seql xdd xda oxd` znyk z`f mziyr cereowri ipa cr zerqn dpeny mkixeg`l mzxfge mixvnl xefgl y`x mzzpe cxr jln znglnnjxca mkz` exifgdy cr mdn mzè mkn ebxde iel ipa mkl englp my dxqenl myne

mkzxfg...eli`k mkl dncpe z`f mkl dnxby oxd` ly ezzin lr cak l¤a¥ mziyr dxqenae

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my znzegeld zxiayl ef dgkez dyn jnqemeik d"awd iptl miwicv ly ozzin dywy xnel zegeld ea exazypyea eyry meik epnn yextl ‡y`x dpzpˆ exn`y dn el dywedy jricedle

lbrd z` .e`hgy meik ‡zi eiptl dyw df xac didy oiprd xeàŠ i‰yx ly epeyla wcwcl yiy dn mcwda oiadl d`xp ,lbraexn`y

y`x dpzpexn` m` `xwnd jezn rcp `l epgp` el` milin ixdy .‰azkp `l i‰yxita xteqnd dfd dyrnd lk ixdy ,`l e` oze`y‰nn df oeyl l`y i‰yxy l‰i zehytay `l` .fnxa `l` dxeza

{c:ci} milbxn dyrna eig` l` yi` exnìey`x dpzpdnixvn daeype 197.Š mxnà i‰`l mkxcn exfg milbxndy enkey`x dpzp`xazqn ,‰

oirk k‰b exn` ixd dnixvn aeyl i‰`l mkxcn mixfegd o`k s`yi‰yx epcnil lecb xacy d`xpy `l` cer `le .df oeylmilbxn dyrna my ixdy .milbxn dyrnl df dyrn z` ezeeyda

Š oeyly i‰yxity`x dpzpŠ ìdy epizeax eyxit ‰milil` zcear oeyl,‰i"yxity dn t‰r xàl d`xpy izexrda my izxà xake .y‰r

Š {gl:dk} xda 'tacaerk dpnn `veid lke miwel`l el ip` l`xyi uxà xcd lky`"raeyl evxe i"`n eyìizpy milbxndy d`xp okle .‰

eyxit okle .`"r icaerke i"`n e`viy ink md ixd ,dnixvn" milbxnd exn`y dny l"fxy`x dpzpzcear ly oeyl èd "

,awr ‡ta o`k s`y d`xp df lk t‰re .izexrd y‰r ,milil`dfae .mixvnl xefgl mdipt En ¨Ÿye i‰`n eyìizp i‰pa `lddyw did df xac okle .`‰r icaerk eaygpe milbxnl eeyedi‰yx epcnil df lke .lbrd dyrna `‰r eyry meik ‡zi eiptl

.r‰ve .milbxnd dyrnl df dyrn deeydy dna

{e:i}** xawie oxd` zn my dxqen owri ipa zxàn erqp l`xyi ipae'ebe my :i"yxite .`lde ,dxqenl erqp owri ipa zexàn ike cere ,o`kl df oipr dn

} xn`py ,owri ipal eà dxqenn{`l:bl xacna" 'ebe zexqnn erqie" cere "zn myoxdòn ef s` `l` ,xdd xdl zexqenn zerqn dpeny `vnze ayge `v ,zn xdd xda `lde "

.197Š exn`y xn`na m`hg did `ly lld sqei xtqa y‰n itl sèy`x dpzp‰dywedyŠ i‰yx ixaca dibde ,mixvnl xefgl y`x epzpy eyry dyrna `l`ìd zl`yen ‰y`x zpizpŠ oeyly d`xp n‰n ,‰‡eke y`x epzpy lr el

.lld sqeia ahid y‰re .milbxn ly mpeyln

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,ceak ippr ewlzqpe dpy mirax` seql xdd xda oxd` znyk z`f mziyr cere ,dgkezdzerqn dpeny mkixeg`l mzxfge ,mixvnl xefgl y`x mzzpe ,cxr jln znglnn mkl mz`xi

dxqenl myne owri ipa crmkz` exifgdy cr ,mdn mzè mkn ebxde iel ipa mka englp my ,mkl dncpe z`f mkl dnxby oxd` ly ezzin lr cak la` mziyr dxqenae 'eke mkzxfg jxca

.'eke my zn el`k.`xwna aezk jky meyn owri ipa xikfn i"yxzaiq ixd .`xwna owri ipa xkfp dnl eyexit itl a"vy `l`zlert seqe .xdd-xda erxi`y zerxe`nd llba dzid mzriqpzzin lr ela`zde iel ipaa englp myy dxqena did driqpd

melk eyr `l owri ipaa la` .oxd`198lky xnel xyt` d`xpe--.driazd oi` xdd-xdn mzriqp mvr lr dpd .dgkezd on dfoeghaa wfgzdl mdl did i`ceeay t"r` ixdy .dyw jk-lki"r eldap c`n znà n"n ,zghaend ux`l mkxc z` jiyndlemipibnd ceakd ippr zewlzqd i"re aed`d mbidpn oxd` zzindzid dxeg` mzgixae .cxr jln zngln i"re ,wfp lkn mdilrdpgna epge mytpl gepn e`vn xy`k mle` .qpe` xcba hrnkzrcd aeyii icil xak àl mdl did ,dxeg` mkxca dpey`xddriazd dlcb ,ok eyr `ly oeike .i"` itlk mkxc z` jtdlezrcd aeyii icil eà `l cere ,dipyd dpgnl màae .mdilr'ce 'b dpgna oke .xzeia driazd mdilr dlcb cer ,oeghaelkae ,owri ipa zexà ìd ,ziriayd dpgnl eày cr .'ekedywd driazd ìd df lr ixd ,oegha-ixqge mildean mcer z`fmy rxi` `ly s` ,owri ipa aezkd xikfdy edfy d`xpe .xzeiadgkezd xwir èd owri ipaa mziipg lry iptn .xac meyx`y `le ef dpgn xikfdl dgkezd on ef sè ,driazdeexfgy azk o`ky i"yx lr eywd l"f mixytnd dpde--.zepgndray exfgy 'k {c:`k} zwg 'ta eliè ,zerqn dpeny mdixeg`l`kd la` ,zeriqp aiygw mzdc uxizy dix`-xeb 're .zerqn.y"r ,zerqn `xwp diipgd mewn s`y ,epg oday zenewnd aiygwz` epl xtqn aezkd zwg 'ta mzdc .l"pd t"r mirhdl d`xpezeriqpd z` zepnl jiiy mye ,xdd-xdn dxeg` exfgy dyrnd mvr

.198.hytd c"r d`xp epi` c"prl mle` .awri zlgpa df lr `ltp xeà 'r

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lr mze` giken epax dyn `kd la` .'f k"dqa eidyick ,epg oda zenewnd z` zepnl xzei jiiye ,mdizepeerzenewn daxdl eày s` mzldan egp `ly dn lr dgkezd licbdl

.l"pk ,dgepn

{fi:ì}**'ebe daehd ux`d lrn dxdn mzcaèd"c} i"yxite .:{dxdnd`n eini eideˆ '`py leand xecl `kx` dpzp `lde exn`z mè `kx` mkl ozep ipi`

cenll inn mkl yi mzè cenll inn mdl did `l leand xec ‡dpy mixyreg"ty 're .w"dc l"i e`hgy xg` `kx` l`xyil mb ozp `lde z"èŠ :'kyxec iab k"`y dn zeiprxt mdilr ìai cin mz`q `lnzzy oeikaizkck `kx` cer mdl ozp d"t` mz`q `lnzpy t"r` leandit` mdl jix`` i"yxite dpy k"w 'ebe oeci `l 'c xnìeaizkc opgzè 'ta lirl xèan eixac ceqiy d`xpe .‰'eke

{dk:c}'ebe mzgyde uxà mzpyepe...mipa cilez ikd"c} i"yxite . :{mzpyepe'eke mzpyepe oipnk dpy miyinge ze`n dpeny seql dpnn elbiy mdl fnx

'eke ‡oeca`z ca` ikˆ mda miiwzi `ly ick mzpyepel mipy izy micwdeonfy ixd ..ztqep `kx` mey mdl siqed `le ,y`xn d"awd mdl raw dfdncwda didy t"rè .mipy izy mzelbdl micwd àxc` `l`zexidn lr d`xed mb da yi n"n ,l"pd i"yxitk ,cqg cv z`fdd`xp oke---.l"we awr 'ta i"yxitk ,`kx` zpizp ila oeca`d

{dl:al} epif`d 'ta 'ky dnnmei aexw ik mlbx henz zrl mlye mwp il'ebe mci` :{'eke henz zrl d"c} i"yxite .'eke mzea` zekf mezzyk.

:{'eke aexw ik d"cae}ìadl iptl onefne aexw mci` mei mdilr ìadl dvx`yk'ekemezzy cr jex` onf didiy t"r`y ixd .{`"eba y"re}

Š dia opixw n"n ,mzea` zekfenl zecizr yge mci` mei aexw ik,‰àz `l` ,ztqep `kx` didz `l onfd eze` ribday oeik

l"pk lkde ,zexidnae onf aexiwa zeprxetd199i"yx y"n}---.

.199 {bi-ai:en} diryi ‡r .dle`bd oiprl epivn df oirk...il` ernymiwegxddwcvn :i‰yxit}le`bl izwcv mkz` izi`xd `le minid mkl ekx` xy` {`l izwcv izaxw

‡ebe xg`z `l izreyze wgxzŠ y‰nk ,zxg`zn dle`bd cg` cvny ixd .miwegxddwcvn‰Š ixd ,dle`bl ie`xd onfd ribda z`f lkae ,xg`z `ld`xe .‰

{b:a} wewag cerxgì `l ài à ik el dkg dndnzi m`...crenl oefg cer iky‰r .

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" eixac seqa awr 'tacenll inn mkl yi mzèdpeekdy d`xp did ,"cecl likyna ahid 'r mle` .leand-xecn cenll milekiy ìd-ià xecy i"yxita xeàd d`xp eixacny (c:e) ziy`xa 't seqipirl xacna ezn mlky dnglnd iyp` xecn cenll mdl did ux`d

{.r"ve d"yr .ux`d-ià

** d`x zyxt **

{`l:ì}**xy` ux`d z` zyxl àl ocxid z` mixaer mz` ikda mzayie dze` mzyxie mkl ozep mkiwel` ‡c:i‰yxite . ocxi ly miqip

ux`d z` eyxize eèazy mkcia oniq eidi .df xn`n ly ezekiiy dn a‰ved`xp ixdy .eheytl df `xwn xeà mcwda xàl d`xpe---.o`k.`xwnd `yep xwir md ocxid iqipy l‰f i‰yx oeekzd `ly xexazexizid milinn epl d`veiy fnx-ztqezk md miqipd oipry `l`

Šocxid z` mixaer mz` ikly eheyt xwir la` .{`‰ebe m‰`x ‡re} ‰dlrnly lair-xde mifixb-xd zevnl mrh zpizp èdy d`xp `xwnwqra llwle jxal miaiig mz`y mrhd :`xw xn`w ikde .epnnz` eyxize ocxid z` exarz aexway iptn èd dl`d mixda lecbzeevnd z` mkzxinya ìd zipzen ixd ux`d zyexie ,ux`d

{al weqt} `xwc `tiqn d`xpy enk ,el`dmiwgd lk z` zeyrl mzxnye‡ebedfl xxerzdl mz` miaiig ux`l mkzqipka cin okle .

lkdy exkfz odici-lry ,zellwde zekxad i‰r dlecb zexxerzddf `xwn zpeek xwir d`xp jk .zeevnd z` mkzxinya ielzsiqed df rwx lry d`xpe---.{xac wnrde m‰ialn ‡re} eheytlipya xàl d`xpe .i‰yxitk ocxiay miqipl fnx aezkddevn-zaegl mrh zpizp èd `xwnd xwiry t‰r`y (` .mipte`

Š xyan weqtdy {crenl oefg cer ik d‰c} i‰yxit laa zltn crenzle`bel`xyiŠ `xwnd seq xn`p df lre .‰xgì `l ài à ik el dkg dndnzi m`.‰

Š dle`bd-onf àa z`f lk mr ,dndnziy t‰r` ixdxgì `l ài àepnfa ‰ .`kx` mey ila wiecnd

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n‰n ,deyxii `l deniiwi `l mè ,ux`d zyexil ekfi dci-lryixdy .deyxii ok`y mdl gihan d‰awdy dghad-fnx mb ea oenhocxiay elld miqipe .qp jxca ux`l mqipkdl d‰awd halzdxwiry enky (a e` .deyxiie eài ok`y mcia oniq md ixdzekxad i‰r zeevnd zxinyl xxerzdl mikixvy mxidfn aezkdmikixvy mzxidfn eay fnxd-ztqez mb jk ,mixday zellwdely df oniq m`y .qp jxca didiy ux`l mzqipk ote`l al miylegilvie zeevna exdfi zexxerzd-zxkfnl mcia didi miqipd

Š i‰yx ‡ky ‰eidiŠ zln f‰tle .ozekfa ux`d z` zyxlly miqip ocxi lyeidimkcia oniq ,dghade dcaer x¥R ©q §nk cizr ‡l mzq epi` ‰

zxkfnl mcia df oniq ewifgiy mdl dee©v §nk ieev oeyl `l`jxc-dxenle200j` dzid ux`l mzqipky cinz exkfiy epiidc .

wxe j` dielz uxà mzglvd xzi lk okle ‡zi epevx i‰r wxe.r‰ve .‡zi epevx z` mziiyra

{bi:ci}** 'ebe dicde di`d zè d`xde . :i"yxite'eke di` ìd d`x 'eke welgl oic lral dt oegzt ozil `ly dizeny lka xidfd dnlemi`nhd jl hxt zeterae

hrend z` hxt jkitl mi`nhd lr miaexn mixedh zetery cnllixd wcwcl yi .iab 'd weqt lirl yxity enk `lce} mi`nhd z` hxt dnl ìywd

" mcewd weqta zeywdl l"ed {dnda"dipfrde qxtd xypdd`xpe---.lr dxez dxidfd dnl xiaqdy mzligzl xeyw i"yx ixac seqy

" ick ,dizeny lka d`xddxqe`d `di `ly welgl oic lral dt oegzt ozil `lyaezkd xq` `l efe 'eke dny dic ef xne` xizdl àde d`x dze` `xewdid df lre ."

zeterd zeny lk z` aezkd hxti ixd `d meyn i`c i"yxl dyw`le `nh èdy rcp mixedhd zniyxa hxtp `ly my lke ,mixedhdaezkdy i"yx uxiz df lr .d`xd ly dizeny lk xikfdl jxhvphxtl jxved k"è .hrend mdy iptn mi`nhd z` hxtl `weec dvx

.'eke dt oegzt ozil `ly ick d`xd ly dizeny lk z`

.200 {i:c} ryedi ‡q lr i‰yx oeyl ahid ‡rzpn lr ocxid z` mixaer mz` dnl ercux`d iayei lk z` eyixezy .

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{g-f:eh}**gztz gzt ik...jaal z` un`z `l...oeia` ja didi ik ‡ebe el jci z` . :{gztz gzt d‰c} i‰yxiteminrt dnk elit`.

{i weqt} aizk oldle‡ebe el ozz oezp :i‰yxite .minrt d`n elit`.Š oia wlgl oi` dxe`kle ,a‰v oiprd ltk dpdminrt dnkoial ‰

Šminrt d`nepipy myy {f‰iw-f‰hw ze`} ixtq ‡r mle`---.‰geztl jteqy zg` mrt zgzt m`y oipneŠ :{`‰xbd zedbd itl}‡oezpˆŠ :oldle .‰‡el jci z` gztz gzt ikˆ l‰z minrt daxd.‰‡ozz oezpˆ l‰z minrt d`n elit` oipn zg` mrt `l` il oi`

Š yxtl ixtq zpeek d`xpegztz gztzgzt m`y ,dghad ìdy ‰cer el geztl lkezy icka miqkp d‰awd jl ozi zg` mrt iprl

{f weqt} eiptl aezky dn jxc lr ède .daxd minrtuwtz `leoeia`d jig`n jci z` :i‰yxite .oeia` ly eig` zeidl jteq el ozz `l mèmy .

inl xyer dgihad o`ke ,eci z` utewy inl iper dxez dgihadŠ oeyld jiiy dfay d`xpe} .dgzetyminrt dnkŠ `le ‰d`n

minrtlkeiy icka xyer el gihaz dxezdy xazqn `l ixdy .‰dkxad lceb zeriawa minxeb daxd yiy ,`weec minrt d`n zzlcg` iprl eci z` gzetdy i`cee df la` .zekfd itl lkde

Š cer mb zegtl dkfiminrt dnkŠ y‰n la` .{mipt lk lr ‰ozpozz.minrt d`n elit` ipr eze`l zzl aiigy ,ieev èd ‰

Š oeyldy d`xp dfae}minrt d`nheyt d`xp ixdy .znledd ìd ‰zpeeke .xetq-oi` minrtl ìd dpeekde ,dbltd èd df xtqnyelitè minrt d`n elit` cg` iprl zzl mc`d aiigy `xwndhren zepizp xtqnae .dwcvl jxvp iprdy mrt lk ,dfn xzei`vi `l ‰minrt dnkŠ e` ‰minrt daxdŠ mya ezepkl xyt` xy`

Š ieeva gzt {h weqt} eiptly `xwny enke {.ezaeg icixnyd‡ebe lrila jaal mr xac didi ot jlŠ dllwa miiqe ,‰`hg ja didejk ,‰

Š ieeva gzt {i weqt} df `xwnozz ozpŠ dkxaa miiqe ‰llba ikjiwel` ‡c jkxai dfd xacddf lk m` r‰ve ,ixtq zpeeka d`xp jk .‰

oia oeyld iepiy z` xàl d`xp cer---.i‰yx zpeeka oekpŠminrt dnk elit`Š oiae ‰minrt d`n elitàzky dn ixd .heyt jxca ‰

Š i‰yxminrt dnk elit`Š aezkd xn`n lr eyexit èd ‰z` gztz gzt ikel jcieixg` aizk ixdy ,dpzn oipra xacn df xn`n dpde .‰

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Šephiarz hardeŠ i‰yx itl eyexity ,‰dèlda el oz dpzna dvx `l m`,‰Š eiptl aezky dny rnyngztz gzty‰n mle` .dpzn oipra èd ‰

Š i‰yxminrt d`n elit`Š aezkd xn`n lr eyexit èd ‰didi ot jl xnydoezp...el ozz `le...jpir drxe dhnyd zpy rayd zpy daxw xn`l lrila jaal mr xac

‡ebe jaal rxi `le el ozzdèld oipra xacn df xn`ny èd heyte .‰ozi `ly lrila xac ezrc lr dlriy xyt` dèld iabl wx ixdy

Š xy` df llba eldhnyd zpy rayd zpy daxwdpi` dpzn ixdy ,‰jk dyriy okzi ,exiagl zern delnd dpde .dhinya zxfegdkk mè .mrt lka eaeg z` mlyi deeldy i`pza ,minrt daxdoiè ,minrt d`n elit` el zeeldl delnd lkei ,deeld dyrimlyiy cr dèldd ini jyna eizern lehian ueg ,dfn wfp el

Š i‰yxity edfe .mrt cer deeld elminrt d`n elit`xn`n lr ‰Š aezkd‡ebe jl xnyddpzn ozepd mle` .dèeld oipra èdy ‰

minrt d`n cr xetq oi` minrt el zzle xefgl lkei `l exiagloziy zepzn dnk ixgè ,zxfeg dpi` dpzn ixdy .xzeieaiigy t‰rè .dycg dpizp icka envrl x`yi `l xak exiagl

Š y‰nk ,zg` mrtn xzei zzlgztz gztzepizpd xtqn ixd ,‰ozil ick envrl iper mexbl aiig epi`y ,exyer itl laben

Š i‰yxity edfy d`xpe .exiagl zepznminrt dnk elit`xn`n lr ‰Š aezkdgztz gztepi` dpzn oipray ,l‰pk dpzn oipra èdy ‰

.dfn xzei aiig

{ci:eh}** 'c jkxa xy` jawine jpxbne jp`vn el wiprz wiprd'ebe jiwel` :{'eke jp`vn d"c seqa} i"yxite .cala el` `l` il oi` leki

s` dkxa llka mdy micgein el` dn el` exn`p dnle ,j`xea jkxay dn lkn jkxa xy` l"z ,zecxt e`vi dkxa llka èdy lklkn el ozep dnk deey dxifba oiyeciw 'qna epizeax ecnle

oine oinepi`y t"r` ,dwprdd xeriy z` fnxl jxvedy d`xp .d"c} `xwnd zlizza yxity dn llba ,`xwn ly eheyta yxetn

" oeyl {wiprz wiprdwiprz wiprd" èdy "xac oird zi`xnae daeba icr oeylel zeaihdy xkip `diyokl ,aeyg xac `diy zaiign dxezdy ixd ."

mle`---.zeaiygd xeriy z` {fnxl t"kr e`} yxtl i"yx jxved,'eke wprd d"ca cin df z` i"yx ìad `l dnl f"tl wcwcl yi

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ixacay meyn d`xpe .àd xeaic seq cr xacd z` xny dnlexeaica zxxerznd dl`yl aeyii mb yi oiyeciw 'qna 'nbd

" yexit did eli`y epiidc .'eke jp`vn d"c èd ,ipydjp`vnjawine jpxbne" z` j`y jzrc `wlqdk "cala el` ",dwprda ozep did

èd {`xwn ly eheyt t"r t"kr} dwprdd xeriyy xnel xyt` did" miiw ixd cg` yak ozpy in ixdy .èdy-lkajp`vnin oke "

" miiw ixd zg` dhg ozpyjpxbnewiqny dn itl mle` .'eke "" `diy wx dvxiy oin lkn wiprdl lekiy i"yxdkxa llka ,"ixd

.ezaeg ici z`vl ick ozil jixv dnk dl`yd zxxerzn aeyozpy meyn g"i `viy xnel `"` cg` oenx ozp m` ,`nbeclyoiznd df meyny xytè .`xwna ok aezk oi` ixdy "epenxn"z` eazk ixg` `l` oiyeciw 'qnc `xnbd z` ìad `le i"yx(` :zel`yd izy z` miayiin 'nbd ixac `zydc .ipyd xeaicd

" ly zeaiygd xeriy èd dnkel zeaihdy xkip `diy xacdnk (a ."" mdy mipind lkn ozil jixvdkxa llka".

{eh-ci:eh}**mixvn uxà ziid car ik zxkfe 'ebe el wiprz wiprd'ebe jiwel` 'c jctie :{'eke zxkfe d"c} i"yxit .jl izipye izwprde

el dpye wprd dz` s` mid zfiae mixvn zfianzefiad o`k exkfp `ly t"r` .yi mle` .miaezkd oipr itl eil`n oaen xacdy l"i `xwnadiictd z` xikfn weqtdy xtqd on xqg xwirk d`xpy wcwcl

.dxkfp `ly dfiad `l` epi` oeeknde

{gi:eh}**xky dpyn ik jnrn iytg ez` jglya jpira dywi `l‡ebe mipy yy jcar xiky :i‰yxite .oiae meia oia caer ixar car exn` o`kn

zeclede ziprpk dgty el xqen eax dlila ezcear edne mei ixiky zcearay miltk edfe dlilaoec`leipira dyw didi l`y ,ixar car gpiz `d wcwcl yi .

el dxqnpy dfa miiltk-zcear ecar xak èdy iptn iytg eglyl,iprpk car dl xqen dax oi`y ,dixar dn` la` ,ziprpk dgtyglyl eipira dywi `ly heyt dfy l‰i ileè ?xninl `ki` i`ncia did ixdy ,jk lr exidfdl aezkd jxved `le dixar dn`xèank ,epal dze` cril e` ,dy`l el didze dze` cril oec`d

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enk diyeciw sqk èd dziipw sqke ,{h-f:`k} mihtyn ‡tadn` i‰r gieexn didy i`ceea ,jk dyer did mè .my i‰yxityxgay oeike .dlibx mei-zxiky ly dzcearn xzeie miiltk efciqt`c edi`c eytpa df oec` rcei ixd ,dcriil `ly ezrcnly mipy yy meza mpg dglyl eipira dywi `le ,diytp`

.r‰ve .dzcear

** mihtey zyxt **

{gi:fh}**ozep jiwel` ‡c xy` jixry lka jl ozz mixheye mihtey‡ebe jihayl jl :i‰yxite .xire xir lkae haye hay lkl mipiic oiaiyeny cnln.

zg` xir dzid m`y (` .mipte` ipya df xac xìay o‰anx ‡re(a e` .day haye hay lkl c‰a da miaiyen ,mihay ‡alxir lka c‰a mipnn k‰gè hayd lk lr lecb c‰a mipnn dligzyxir lkay oicd-iza lr hayd ly c‰a oexzie .hayay xirei‰yx iyxtn ‡re} ahid eixac ‡r ,mipte` dnka my o‰anx xìadxe`kl `vnpe---.{o‰anx ly ipyd yexit xg` ekynp maexy l‰foke .ely hayny mipiic i‰r `weec oecip l`xyin mc` lky

{bi:`} mixac ‡ta y‰nn d`xpmirecie mipeape minkg miyp` mkl ead‡ebe mkihayl :{mkihayl mirecie d‰c} i‰yxite .m`y mkl mixkip mdy

ea oixikn mz` la` oebd mè èd hay dfi`ne èd in rcei ipi` ezilha shern iptl à‡mkihayl mirecieˆ xn`p jkl eze` mzlcb mz`ydidiy dpeekd oi`y d`xpe .

recie xkip didiy `l` ,mrd zeillkl recie xkip oiic lkŠ aizk ixdy ,ehaylmkihaylŠ i‰yx oeyln d`xp oke .‰mz`y

eze` mzlcblr `le miieqn hay lr dxe`kl jiiy df oeyly ,‰mipiic i‰r oecip cg` lky xacd mrhae---.dne`d zeillkt‰r`y l‰pd i‰yx ixac lr ‡ky cecl likyn y‰r ,ehaynyok xn`Š ,lkd z` zrcle xikdl leki did eycw-gexa d‰rxnyd`xpe .‰mda dxigade dlEcbd dlze mzrc qitdl l`xyil-zE`xk mdipiic exga mdy epiipr seq oi` df qeit ly epkezydlEcbd mb yi `l` .dyn ly ezxiga mdilr dztkp `le mdipirmipc el`k xacd aygp dfay ,mdly mhayn md mdipiicy zx`tzde

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epif`d ‡ta aezk epivny d`xp z`f oirn dlEcbe .mnvr z` {e:al}L«¤p£pŸ «k §i«©e L §U«r èd :{jyr èd} i‰yxite .zeneà dne`:{jppkie}lkdy jxk mikln mkne miìap mkn mipdk mkn oke qiqa ipin lka ok ixg`

ea ielzdipdky dnn zx`tzn dne`d zeillky myky d`xpe .el`k aygp dfae ,md mnvr-ilEcibn mlek diklne diìapeipiicy dnn haye hay lk x`tzn jk ,mnvr z` mibidpn

.r‰ve .mnvr z` mipc el`k aygp dfay ,md mnvr-ilEcibn

{eh:fi}**ixkp yi` jilr zzl lkez `l jln jilr miyz jig` axwneèd jig` `l xy`‡ta y‰n t‰r df xeqi`l mrh zzl d`xp . {e:al} epif`djyr èd jpw jia` èd `ld mkg `le lap mr z`f elnbz ‡cld

jppkie :{lap mr d‰c} i‰yxite .mdl ieyrd z` egkyyèd d‰cae} . :{jyrzeneà dne` :{jppkie d‰cae} .mkn oke qiqa ipin lka ok ixg`

ea ielz lkdy jxk mikln mkne miìap mkn mipdkoileg ‡qna exewn ‡re . :{`kxk d‰c} i‰yxit mye {‰ep}xg` mrn `le odn odilyen lky`vnpe .

milyend z` xec lka oda lzey d‰awdy l`xyi ly mzx`tzn dfy.xg` mrn mytgl mikixv mpiè mdl miwewf mdy201egkyi mè

Š mya mi`xwp md ixd z`fd daehd z`lap mrieyrd z` migkeyy ‰ixd ,xg` mrn jln mdilr elawi znà m`y i`cee d`xpe .mdl

Š mya mi`xwp eidie z`fd daeha mixtek mdlap mrd`xpe .‰Š xeqià minrhd cg` dfyixkp yi` jilr zzl lkez `l.‰

{b:gi}** rxfd odkl ozpe...mrd z`n mipdkd htyn didi dfedawde miiglde{rexfd} :i"yxite .oixewy ci ly sk cr dakx` ly wxtd on

o"eclty`.} {miigldeoeyld mr ,xn`py ci zgz "rexf" mixne` eid zeneyx iyxec {f:dk xacna}" ecia gnx gwie", xn`py dltz zgz "miigl" {l:ew mildz}

"lltie qgpit cnrie", zgz "dawde" "dzaw l` dy`doi`y izazk xak ."

.201 {dk:bk } l`wfgi d`xe‡ebe exiqi jipfè jt`:{jipfè jt` d‰c} i‰yxite . dpedkd liynd mdle sevxtd zx`tz mdzeklndemdy ,ofe`de s`dy i`cee dfe .

ixde .xg` mewnn miàen mpiè miptd mvrn md ixd ,sevxtd zx`tzmvrn ìdyk `l` dzx`tz oi` ìd s` zeklndy `vnpe ,lynl dnec lynpd

.w‰ece .xg` mewnn zàen ìdyk `le ,envr mrd

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zeevnd inrha wqrzdl i"yx ly ekxc202`l o`ky d`xp okle .eheyt yxity dn wfgl ick `l` zeneyxd iyxec ixac z` ìad

" exn`y dfny epiidc .`xwn lyci zgz rexfyxity dnl wefig yi "" lkd llek rexfdy ly sk crciexn`y dfne ." "dltz zgz miiglyi "

" ìd miigld zpzny yxity dnl wefigoeyld mryiy `l` ."" zgz ìd dawdy ìady dny l"v f"tly wcwcldzaw l` dy`d`l "

.xn`nd x`y ab` `l` eìad

{b:gi}**miiglde rxfd odkl ozpe...mrd z`n mipdkd htyn didi dfedawde :{c‰à miiglde d‰c} i‰yxite .rexf mixne` eid zeneyx iyxec

xn`py ci zgz{f:dk xacna} xn`py dltz zgz miigl ,‡ecia gnex gwieˆ mildz}{l:ew ‡dzaw l` dy`dˆ zgz dawde ,‡lltie qgpit cenrieˆ .{g:dk xacna}

mdn yi ixdy ,qgpt ly erxfn mipdkd-hay lk oi`y t‰rèxnzi` ly erxfn203el`d zepzn dkife qgpit dkfy l‰i n‰n ,

,cer wcwcl yiy `l` .erxfn mpi`y dl`l s` ,ehay ipa lklly egkn mipdkl epzp dawde miiglde rexfdy rnyn o`kn ixdyaizk ,eypere gxw iyrn lk xetiq ixg` ,gxw ‡ta mle` .qgpt

{g:gi xacna}mizzp jl...iznexz zxnynÎz` jl izzp dpd ipè oxd` l` ‡c xacie mler wgl jipale dgynl :{c‰à} i‰yxite .lr oxd` cbpk xrxre gxw ày itl

o`kl ef dyxt dknqp jkle mler gln zixaa dpedk zepzn c"k el ozpe aezkd à dpedkd.epzp ,dawde miigld rexfd llek ,zepznd c‰k lky rnyn ixd

Š mipdklmler wgld`xp df lka zn`d mle`---.oxd` ly egkn ‰ {ì:dk} qgpt zyxt yixa y‰n t‰r xàlodkd oxd` oa xfrl` oa qgpit

‡ebe l`xyi ipa lrn izng z` aiyd :i‰yxite .eze` mifan mihayd eidy itlà jkitl l`xyin hay ìyp bxde milil` zcearl milbr en` ia` mhity df ihet oa mzi`xd

oxd` xg` eqgie aezkdegky eprh mihaydy i‰yx ixac xeà d`xpe .df gk a`y ède ,xzi-zeipeviwe zeixfk` ly gk èd qgpt lyxg` eqgiie aezkd à df lre .f‰r caer didy en`-ia`n.oxd` eia`-ia`n a`yy gkd èd qgpt ly egk xnelk ,oxd`

.202 .p"ye {a:h} jzelrda 't lirl izexrd 'r

.203` lèny lr i‰yxit r‰re .y‰r ,ck wxt yix ` minid ixaca xèank .izxn` xen` d‰c l:a

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mely scexe mely ade` did oxd`y epiidc204dyr qgpt sè ,oke .minyay mdiaè l`xyi oia mely zeyrl ick ely dyrn

Š oipra y‰nn d`xpl`xyi ipa lrn izng z` aiyd{ai:dk} y‰nn mbe .‰Šmely izixa z` el ozp ippdqgpt ,dcn cbpk dcn xcba èdy d`xp ,‰

egky `vnp f‰ktle .mely-zixa el ozep d‰awd okle mely dyrerxfn epi`y s` ,odk lke .oxd` ly egk znà èd qgpt lyhayd-ia`n df gk yxi èd s`y ,gkd eze` el yi ,qgpt lydyry enk ,lretl dfd gkd z` ìvedl `l` jixv epiè .oxd`miigl rexfa mikef mipdkd lky dn oiadl yi dfae .qgptezcn ixdy .erxfn mlek oi`y t‰rè ,qgpt ly ezekfa daiwes`y oaene .oxd`n df gk eyxi mlky ,mlkl yi qgpt ly egkely egkn epzpy zepznd c‰k oia epnp dawde miiglde rexfd

.r‰ve .gxw ‡ta i‰yxitn d`xpy enk ,oxd`

{i:gi}**'ebe opern minqw mqŸw yà ezae epa xiarn ja `vni `l." oeyldja `vni `lxiarz `lŠ gkep oeyla xn`p `l dnl ,a"v "

.{epxetqe ixtq 're} mixeqi` x`ya aezkd oeylk ,'cke ‰jpa {bk-`k:bk xacna} dèapa mrla xn`y dn t‰r xàl d`xpe`l

'ebe awria oe` hiad :i"yxite .enebxzkzil zilkzq`Š :epiidc .Š aizk oldle .‰awri ziaca oilelb igltmqw `le awria ygp `l ik

l`xyia :i"yxite .‰minqewe miygpn mda oi`y dkxal md mie`x ikixd .in mda yi ile`y t"r`y ux`d-ià xec lr dèapa mrla cirdy

llk mda oi` seyike dxf-dcear n"n ,dxiar xaery205l"ie .ezae epa xiarn ja `vni `l :mihtey 'ta dyn mdl xn` jkydl`y enk xnelk .mitykn x`ye minqw mqew ja `vni `le ,yà

.204d‰c g:cl mixac lre ,l`xyi zia lk d‰c hk:k xacna lr i‰yxit d`x .l`xyi ipa

.205 {ci:ck} ryedia y‰nn ok gikedl yi f‰r iablecar xy` midl` z` exiqde mkizea`mixvnae xdpd xara‡ebe ,elld zetewz izy xg`ly rnyn ixd .

weqt cer y‰re} f‰r ecar `l ,xacnd ztewze xdpd-xar ztewz epiidc‡ta aizk ixd ,xacna mzeida xert-lra z` ecary dn iable .{eh

{b:c} opgzèjaxwn jiwel` ‡c ecinyd xert lra ixg` jld xy` yi`d lk ik`vnp . .mrt i` f‰r cary cg` s` epiax dyn ly egwl irney oia did `ly

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jk ,mrla ly ezecrk ,llk eiykr mka mi`vnp mpi` mixacdd`xp cer---.mlerl mka e`vni lè mkzxnyn lr ecnrz cizrl

" oeyldy xnelja `vni `l`ly ,dghade dkxa oipr fnxl à "ixdy ,'eke operne minqw mqŸw i"r zecizrd xg` xewgl ekxhvi

{eh 'qt} oldl y"nk ,miìapd lr ezpiky z` d"awd dxyd ìap'ebe 'c jl miwi ipnk jig`n jaxwn{ì:d} dkina epivn df oirke .

jl eidi `l mipperne jcin mityk izxkdet"r dyxt dzeà oiirnde .ekxhvi `ly dghade dkxa oeyla aezk dlk-lky d`xi i"yxit'qt} y"nk .mxfra didi d"awdy iptn my miaezkd mipiiprl

{h'ebe jaxwn jiqeq izxkde :i"yxity ,mdilr mipryp mz`y mixvn zxfr ìdmiqeq mkìvndl {i 'qt} y"nke .jvx` ixr izxkde :i"yxity ,jxhvz `le

xvan ixrl" y"na yexitd d`xp oke .jcin mityk izxkdeekxhvz `ly " .miìap mkl yi ixdy ,mitykl

** àz-ik zyxt **

{h:ek}**‡ebe z`fd ux`dÎz` epl ozie dfd mewnd l` epàie.:{dfd mewnd l` d‰c} i‰yxiteycwnd zia df epl ozie d‰cae} .

:{ux`d zèrnynk xcq ixd wcwcl yie .{l`xyi-ux` epiidc}z` epa k‰gè ux`d l` eà dligz ixdy ,dxe`kl jetd df`wqit} l‰fe ,ixtqa edeayii xak df wecwc mle` .w‰ndiadf leki e` .ycwnd zia df ‡dfd mewnd l` epìaieˆŠ :{`‰yxne` ied ‡z`fd ux`d z` epl ozieˆ xne` èdyk ,l`xyi ux`

‡dfd mewnd l` epìaieˆ l"z dne .l`xyi ux` efxkyaz`fd ux`d z` epl ozep dfd mewnd l` epzìayexit ‡re .‰

dnl el dywedcŠ :xìay {‰cenlzd èanŠ xecna} mdxa` rxf ‡it ‡eke epzìa xkya xn`w jkl...xcqd jtdnd‰a zepal icky

z`fd ux`d z` epl ozpmicwn aezkdy df lka oiprd d`xpe .‰daiql onfa xge`n èdy t‰r` ,ycwnd-zia èdy zilkzd z`

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l`xyi-ux` zìa èdy ,dil` dìand206dfl `nbec dpde---. {bi:eh glya} aizk dligz ixdy .mid-zxiya epi`xl` jfra zldp

jycw depmiweqt} aizk k‰gè .w‰ndial mìady epiidc , {eh-ciaèn ili` mec` itel` eldap f` zylt iayi fg` lig oefbxi minr erny

orpk iayi lk ebnp crx enfgìi‰`l i‰pa zìal qgiizn df lke .d‰ce mec` itel` d‰ce zylt iayei d‰c i‰yxitn gkeny enke}`l` .w‰ndia oipal onfa daxd dncw ìdy {y‰r ,ebenp

.l‰pke zilkzd z` aezkd micwdy

{bi:ek}**izgky `le jizevnn izxar `l`le d‰c} i‰yxite . :{izgkyzexyrn zyxtd lr jkxaln.cec ixace `‰ebe m‰`x ‡r .

{bi:h} ` lènya aezky dn r‰re‡ebe gafd jxai èd iki‰yxite . :{c‰à}epycw xy` mlerd jln epiwel` ‡d dz` jexa mzlikà oikxan minlyd lr

gafd z` lek`l epeve eizevnaonfl daxd mcw zeevnd zkxa gqepy ixd . .r‰ve .dlecbd zqpk iyp`

{fh:ek}**zè dl`d miwgd z` zeyrl jevn jiwel` ‡c dfd meidjytp lkae jaal lka mze` ziyre zxnye mihtyndd‰c} i‰yxite .

:{dfd meid‡eke miycg jipira eidi mei lkaziyre zxnye d‰cae} . :{‡ekedàd dpyl dpyz meid mixeka zàd ezkxan lew zalikyn ‡re .

lka oicd èd `l` `weec e`l i‰yx hwpc mixekay ‡ky cecldpyzŠy d`xpe .y‰r dàd dpyl dpyz ezkxan lew za zeevnd`l` ,`weec e`l èd mb cecl likyn lra hwpc ‰dàd dpyldze` jeza elit` jcil devnd àzy dàd mrtl dpyzy dpeekdef dghad oipre .‰dàd dpyŠ hwp mixekia jxq meyne ,dpyea eli`k dycgk devnd z` dyery ina o`k xaecny itl d`xpiny zeèx epipir dpde .l‰pd i‰yxitk ,dilr deehvp meiaèd lelr ,cal eizea` bdpne lbxdd cvn zeevnd z` dyery

.206z` micwn mixekiad-ìany àz-ik ‡ta wgvi xà ‡qa y‰nk l‰i e` lecbd aehd lr zecedlŠ ick w‰ndia ly exkfiytpdzia epl dpay

aehdl dlrna mcew ède dxigadiptebdziiced k‰g` xikfd okle .‰yace alg zaf ux` zpizp

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ik .zeevnd z` dyri `l aeye elbxd z` aefri seqayibdpne eilbxda zlrez d`xi `l miigd-i`pze miavnd zeycgzdaoiprae .miwizre mipyi mi`pze miavna mzceqi xy` ,eizea`zeevnd z` miiwny in mle` .recik eltp millg miax dfmiavna mb oniiwl jiyniy i`ceea ixd ,eehvp meia ea eli`kmeia mb oeilr itn deehvn devnd ixdy .miycg mi`pze,lenz` ea deehvpy ieevd miiwy enke .i`pzde avnd zeycgzdmiiwl dkfiy `l` cer `le .meid deehvny dn miiwi `l dnl

Š `xwc `tiqa y‰nk ,zenilya zeevnd z`jytp lkae jaal lkaik .‰mle`---.oade .ie`xk dniiwl adlzi ,el dycg ìdy devna.mixekiad oipr o`k xikfdy dna oiirl yi i‰yx ixac xwira

Š zghady l‰pd cecl-likynd ixac itl s` ixdydàd dpyl dpyz‰iptn mixekia hwp i‰yxy i`ceea ixd ,zeevnd lkl zkiiycecl-likyna ‡ky enke ,z`fd dyxtl mixekiad oipr zekinqoia dwiqtn xyrn-iecee zyxt ixd wcwcl yi dfae .y‰r ìcda

Š ly ef dyxtl mixekia zyxtjevn jiwel` ‡c dfd meidd`xpy `l` .‰ {bi:ek} xyrn-iecee oipra y‰n t‰r ayiilmbe ziad on ycwd izxra

‡ebe dpnl`le mezil xble iell eizzp‡eke eizzp mbe d‰c} i‰yxite . :{c‰à dnexz zeaxl mbemixekaexyrn-iecee zyxt znày `vnp ixd .

zeklday oexg`d oicd ixdy ,mixekia zyxtl ztqeze jynd ìdk‰è .xyrn-iecee zekldl aezkd ribdy cr dpyp `l mixekia

Š zyxtl mixekia zyxt dknqp xityjeevn jiwel` ‡c dfd meidjynda ‰izy eixekia ddyy in s`y dxe`kl `vnpe .wqtd ila xiyillka èd s` ,mdilr zeceezdl ick seqal `l` mìad `le mipy

Šjevn jiwel` ‡c dfd meideipira od zeevndy i‰yx itl eyexity ‰Š dghadd llkae ,mei lka el miycgkziyre zxnyeŠ xy` ‰lew za

dàd dpyl dpyz meid mixeka zàd ezkxan.oade .‰

{ap:gk}**zexevade zedeabd jizeneg zcx cr jixry lka jl xvde‡ebe :{zcx cr} i‰yxite .yeake iecx oeyl .:c‰à m‰`x l‰fe

dcixi oeyl letz `l ik dcixi oeyln zcx cr yxtl oi` la`Š...epnn lty xg` mewnl deabd enewnn wzrp ellka xacdyk wx

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envra enewna zltepe zqxdp md wx ok dpi` zenegd zcixie.‰‡eke207,okynd iab dcixi oeyl y‰nn eilr dywdy `‰eb ‡re

{`p:`} xacna ‡ta enk‡ebe mield eze` ecixei okynd reqpaedf oirke .eze` miwxtne eznwdn eze` micixen myy enke .zenewn x`yadcixi oeyl l‰i o`k s` ,dcixi oeyl ea jiiy n‰ne ,eiwxtly‰re ,eziiyew zpeek zi`xp jk} zxazynde zltepd dnegd lrmle` .{envr i‰yx yexit mbe m‰`xd xeà dgc ef ìyew gknyiptn èd dcixi llka oiicr okynd wexity m‰`xl l‰qc d`xpezxevl zcnernd ezxevn dxev-iepiy `l` qxde lewlw ea oi`y,zlwlwzne ‰zltepe zqxdpŠ ìdy ,dnegd zlitp la` .zwxetnddnn i‰yxitl gxkd cer d`xpe---.r‰ve .dcixi llka dpi`

{bp:gk} df `xwn xg` aezkyjl wivi xy` wevnae xevna...jpha ixt zlkè jaie``nip i` xity jiiy df xace .{fp-cp miweqt r‰re}

lal xird zenega hleye dcex aie`dy dna o`k xaecny i‰yxitkdna xaecny `nip i` la` .mytpl lke` ìadl dpnn e`vixteqiy jiiy xzei ixd ,ux`l mlitde zenegd z` uxt aie`dy.arxe xevn lr `le ,xirl qpkpd aie`d ly axge bxd lr o`k

Š cp weqtl eyexit seqa i‰yx ‡ky dne} mdipa xyan epzi `lemihegydmixzepd mdipalqpkpd aie`d i‰r dzyrp `l z`fd dhigydy d`xp ,‰

uxt `l oiicr ixd i‰yx zrca lirl xèand itl ixdy ,xirlmiclid ixed i‰r dzyrp z`fd dhigyd `l` .dnegd z` aie`dd`xp oke .arxd zbltd zngn mdici ena mdicli ehgyy ,mnvrepir rxzŠ :l‰fe lld sqei ‡qa dàend oey`x qetc zqxibneipa xzie lkì xy` mdig` xyan mdn cg`l zzn mixzepd eipaa

mihegyd on xizei xy` elk`nl hgyiy dze` dpde---{.‰‡eke`le .xzeia zexengd on i`ceea ìd mipad zlik` ly dllwi‰yx ea yxity dn llba `l` ,cala dyrnd xerik mvr llba

:{beprde ja jxd d‰c} l‰fewepit oeyl beprd èd jxd èd...èdy t‰rèipa xya epearxl el wzni qe`n xaca dvw ezrce wpetn...aald jxe ipngxd ‡ja jxdˆ `‰c

.207.miaxe cigi dawpe xkf oeyl zn`zda c`n zyaeyn l‰f m‰`xd oeyl .qetcd-zerh o`k yiy i`ceeae

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mixzepd mdipal mihegyd mdipa xyan epzi `le exfk`zi zepzarx aexnahid ‡re}jezl dcxi ,zellwd x`yl cebipa ,ef dllwy `vnpe .{m‰`xa.drxl zeaehd eizecn z` dzpiye il`xyid yi` ly ezeinipt,zepngxd ìd daeh dcna xaecny i`ceea ipyd yexitl ixdyxaecny ,oey`xd yexitl sè .zeixfk`l ef dllw zngn dktdpezecnd on ìd s`y d`xp ,qe`nd on leribde wepitd zcnaly ezlgp ìde .dzepicre ytpd zegva ìd dxewny ,zeaehdy‰nk .‡zi mler ly ekln èd jln-oa ezeida il`xyid yi`

Š {`:ci} d`x ‡tamkiwel` ‡cl mz` mipazngne .i‰yxit y‰re ‰dwezn dzyrp eipa zlikè zeqbl zepicrd dktdp z`fd dllwddiptl ‡ky dna ìd dverp ef dllw ly dzviwry d`xpe---.eita

Š cr jixry lka jl xvdezcxjizeneg hleye dcex aie`dy i‰yxitke ,‰dzgyde laq daxd mexbl aie`d lekiy t‰r`y d`xpy .odilrzeinipta zrbep ezzgyd oi` n‰n {`p-p miweqta ‡ky enke}.odilr hleye zenega dcex èdy cr il`xyid yi` ly dxedhdède lyend èdy oeikn mixcg-ixcgl cr zxceg ezviwr f` wxeaie`dy znà epivn dpde---.oade .ux`d-mr lkl ritynd{p weqt} lirl y‰nk .zezgyen zecn lra èd o`k ea xaecnd

oegi `l xrpe owfl mipt `yi `l xy` mipt fr iebly ezhily zngny d`xpe ..l‰pd i‰yxitk mixfk`l mipngxd i‰pa ektdp dfk ixfk` aie`

Š {hn weqt} ‡ky dneepeyl rnyz `l xy` ieblr dxen dfy d`xp ,‰oniq ìd ixd mpeyl zeixkpy .dfd aie`d ly ezeixkp{ak:`} mixac ‡t `‰eba epiax xìay enke .mzpekz zeixkpldne`d xcbŠ ède ,‰dne`d zbixcn itl qgizn èd oeyld ikŠ

Š ,dfd aie`de .d‰yr ,‰ìdy dnepeyl rnyz `l xy`hlgda ixd ,‰zngny xnel xytè .jenk mler ly ekln oa epiè jig` epi`miqbl mipicrd i‰pa ektdp dfk aie` ly ezhilyj` epizeneg lr zgyend aie`d zhilyy xac ly ellk---.l‰pkejix`dl yi daxde .epzeinipt z` zigydl dlekiy dcal ìd{h:g} mixiyd-xiya y‰n ‡re .yexcd jxcae xqend jxca dfa

Šsqk zxih dilr dpap ìd dneg m` ebeo`k oiè .my i‰yxitae ‰‡.jix`dl mewnd

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** jlie zyxt **

** {ì:`l}'ebe l`xyi lk cbp z`fd dxezd z` `xwz:i"yxite .'eke `xew did jlnd.jlnd l` xeaicd z` dyn o`k aqiy dyw zvw .

" dxn`p dyxtd lk ixd cere .jln did `l dry dzeày ,`cgl`l`xyi ipwf lk lè 'ebe iel ipa mipdkdìpz 'r mle`---.'h weqta y"nk "

mc` lky l"fix`d y"n z`f zrcen j`" :h"k oniq ycwd zxb`zevn b"ixz lk miiwiy cr miax mileblba àl jixv l`xyin

'eke dyrne xeaic daygna dxezdèdy jlna zeielzd zevn calmlek zellk èd ik l`xyi lk ìvens`y l"i f"tle ".'eke

" xeaicdxezd z` `xwzx`yk l`xyi ipwfe mipdkd itlk aqen "`l` .l`xyi lk lr ìd daeg ldwd zìxwc devn znày ,dyxtdly ezìxw i"r epzaeg ici mi`vei ep`y epl elib l"fgy

jlnd208.

{ci:`l}**cren ldà eavizde ryedi z` `xw...dyn l` ‡c xnìeEP ¤E ©v£ «©e ‡ebe :{epevè d‰c} i‰yxite .epfxfè`‰ebe m‰`x d`xe .

okl ,ieev mey o`k epivn `ly iptn dfl i‰yx jxvedy exìayŠ zlny yxitepevè`l` ,d`xede ieev oeyla o`k yxtzn epi` ‰

oeyl `xw `nil ok m`y wcwcl yi mle` .y‰r ,fexif oeylao`k oi` m` ieev oeyla aezkd qtz dnle ,ìcda fexif‡a da yi ‡zi d ¤e©S §Od ly devn lk znày d`xpe---.ieevz`n gk-zpizpe fexif (ae ,d ¤eEv §Od lr aeig zlhd (` :mipiproeyl 'ky `xwna zenewn aexa dpde .d ¤eEv §Od l` ‡zi d ¤e©S §Odd‰awd lihdy epivn `ly o`k mle` .ea mipiprd ipy ixd ieevi‰yx jxved {`‰ebe m‰`x ixack} d`xed e` aeig mey ryedi lrfexif oeyl èdy ipyd oiprd wx o`k yiy yxtl

.208" xeaicd seqa i"yx y"na wcwcl yiy dndxfra oiyer eidy ur ly dnia lr,"dn d`x ,df `xwn ly eheyta xewn mdl d`xp oi` el`d mipicd ixdy

.187 'nr "i"yx yexitl mixeà"a l"f yhieeàeiln iaxd mya 'ky

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gk-zpizpe209,mzq miaeig lihn d‰awd oi`y z`f dcn dpde---.z` miiwl lkeiy ick d ¤eEv §Od l` gk ozepe fxfn èdy `l`zxdad myle .‰a`Š `xwp d‰awdy dna yxyen èdy d`xp ,ieevddpi` ,dxifb zwweg dpicn ly dlynn xy`ky micwp oiprdlky dxifb exfbi m` ,`nbecl .deniiwiy digxf`l zriiqnlkyd-gk ixd ,miieqn h¤l¤yl eaxwzda xevrl aiig zipekn-bdpel mipzip mpi` ,dxifbd z` xenyl bd¤pl mixyt`nd sebd-gke.ezìxaay mitzey dylyn el dpzn mdy `l` ,dlynnnd ixynzxiya aizk ixd .ok epi` d‰awd ly eizeevn iabl mle`

{k:al} mdl xnè i‰pa lr dprha d‰awd ày epif`do ªn ¥ `l mipama :{ma oen` d‰c} i‰yxite .daeh jxc mizixed ik mda mixkp ilecb oi`

dpnn exqe . {oen` d‰cae} ‡one` idieˆ oeyl{f:a xzq`}f"rla d"xehixcep .digxf`n zyxece dxifb zwwegd dlynnk d‰awd ly ekxc oi` ixdz` mpal miwiprny mè a`k èdy `l` .mnvr zegka dexnyiy,dxyi jxc el mixen sè .miiga eiciwtz lk meiwl yexcd lkf‰tle .zelwa da zkll lkeiy ick eze` milibxne mipn`negk-zpizpe fexif mb yi ,lihn d‰awdy ieeve aeig lkay oaenmè a`y aeig lka gk-zpizpe fexif yiy jxck ,d ¤eEv §Od l`

.df lka oade .mpa lr milihn

zyxt **d** epif`

** {a:al}epiwel`l lceb ead `xw` 'c my ik :i"yxit .ik ixd .eny ekxae "epidl`l lcb ead" mz` 'd my xikfè `xw`yk 'eke xy`k oeyla ynyno`kn

ycwnay dkxa xg` "ezekln ceak my jexa" oipery exn`l"qc d`xp oi` .zpeek xwir ìd ycwnay dkxa xg` diiprd oic zrcedy i"yxld`xpy `l` .dxiya o`k ef drced `kiiy i`nc ,eheytl `xwndèd df `xwnay "ik" zlny eyexit z` wfgl ick df oic ìadyzpizp dzid m` ixdy .lirlc` mrh zpizp dpiè "xy`k" oeyl

" eyexit didi ,lirlc` mrh'ebe izxn` lhk lfz igwl xhnk sxrii`n ,"

.209" t"dr lènyn my 'q 'rminya `l .{ì:l} lirl "

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" ixdy ,`nrh`xw` 'c my ik'c ixac md iixac ,xnel dvex ,"`tiq didi f"tl mle` .'eke xhnk etxriy mdl ie`x okle

" `xwcepiwel`l lceb ead`yixl xyewn-izla envr ipta xn`n "dti dfae "xy`k" eyexit "ik" zlny i"yxit okle .`xwc

" :`tiql `yix xyewneny ekxae "epidl`l lcb ead" mz` 'd my xikfè `xw`yk'ekedpery df `xwnn eyxcy l"fg ixacn riizqn df lre ."

"ik" eyxit md s`y gken dfny .ycwnay dkxa xg` l"nkya ."xy`k" oeyla

{ci:al}**‡ebe mixk alg mr o`v alge xwa z`ng .i‰yxitezlne .oiie mgle o`ve xwa ieaixa biltn weqtdy eheytk

Šmixkeixac seqa mle` .eyexit ‡r ,o`vd ipinn oin èd ‰mixeabl miiepik md weqta mixkfpd zeny lky yxcn-jxcl dhp

:l‰fe .‡cke miklneqelwpe` ly mebxz xg` elld ze`xwn ipy yxtl yi cere‡ebe `rx` itwez lr oepixy``vei eixac itly mebxza ahid ‡re .

Š yexitymixk alg mrŠ zlny ,‰oedipaxax x©zŸrÎmrŠ èd ‰mixkèd ‰a miklna dfl dxexa dii`x d`xe .mixye milecbl iepik

:{c:ì}‡ebe mivxle i ¦xM ©l ze`nd ixy z` gwie rciedi glyd‰c} i‰yxite . :{ixkl ze`nd ixymixeablz` yxtl zxg` jxc oi` hrnk mye .

Š zlny ìd dii`xe ,`xwn ly eheytmixkmilecbl iepik zynyn ‰mixye210 .

{gi:al}**‡ebe iyz jcli xev :{c‰à} i‰yxite .eyxc epizeaxemkl aihidln egk miyizne eiptl oiqirkn mz` mkl aihidl àykxàl d`xp .

{fi weqt} lirl ‡ky dnn mxbpe jynp df xacy`l micyl egafi‡ebe d-el` :i‰yxite .d`pw dzid `l jexv mda did eli` ‡jexv oeda zilcˆ enebxzk

eiykr enk dletkgk èd ‰jexvŠ yexity l‰f miyxtnd eyxite .,zlekie gk mda oi`y milil`l egafy oeikny d`xpe .zlekiegkd-lra znà èdy ,d‰awd l` ept xy`ky dfa did myper ixd,lekiak mdl aihidln egk yyz eli`k eze` e`vn ,zlekid-lrae

.210 .micezre mixk d‰c my i‰yxitae e:cl diryi cer ‡re

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{an:gi} milidz ‡re---.`‰eb ‡re .dcn cbpk dcnoiè Er §E ©y §impr `le ‡c lr riyen :{ereyi d‰c} i‰yxite .milil` zcearl dxezd iyigkn

mdly . :{riyen oiè d‰cae}mpri `le ‡d l` mi`xewe mixfege zleki da oi`y.Š `xwc `yixc xàl d`xp l‰pd xe`leereyil` mxebd èd ‰

Š ditiqmpr `lemilil`d l` dxezd iyigkn mipety iptny .‰dy¢r¥i ‡zi izin`d zlekid-lray minxeb okl ,zleki mda oi`y.oiire .mzywal dper epi` okle ,lekiak zleki ea oi` eli`k

{ek:al}**‡ebe mdi`t` izxn` . :c‰à i‰yxiteyxtl yie‡eke xwtd ilrn mkilydl d`t mziy` ‡mdi`t`ˆ .‰d`tŠ oi`y i`cee df dpd

xacl {dxethn} `nbece lyn èd d`ty `l` ,mvra xwtd oeylly df oeyla `weec aezkd qtz dnl a‰v k‰è .xwtd èdydpyn ‡c wxt} d`t ‡qna epipyy dn t‰r oiadl d`xpe .d`t

,rwxwl xaegna zpzip d`td :{`cixen ziad lra lwcae zilcamiiprl wlgneiab lr zilcend otb :{zilca}Š :a‰rxd yxite .

mze` aefrz aizkc :{wlgne cixen} .zepli` iab lr e` mivryiy mze` afer dz` iè mdiptl afer dz` dpkq mda oi`y mzeòi`y ixd .‰mdl wlgne oli`d on cixen `l` mziilra dpkqziad-lra oi` ixdy ,xwtd ixac x`yk ynn ixnbl xwtd d`tdède yiy `l` ,my dilr `xwy dryn xenb wezip epnn wzpzn

dzhiwla dpkq yiy mewna miiprl dze` wlgle da lthl aiig211.xy`k s` ixd .l`xyi l` d‰awd ly eqgi mb èd jky d`xpexwtdk eilrn mkilydl ‡zi eiptl oevxa dlrie l`xyi e`hgiwezip mdn wzpzn epiè xenb xwtd mxiwtn epi` z`f lka ,e‰gziad-lrak ,mdilr gibyne mda lthn epcer èdy `l` ,xenb

.ez`ta lthnd

** dkxad z`fe zyxt **

.211i‰yxe .‰dgpnae zevgae xgya meia zeira` ylyŠ :‡d dpyn cer y‰re,dywna dpelnk d‰c g:` diryil eyexita zvwna dyxite ef dpynl fnx

{fk:ci} d`x 'ta i"yx oeyl 're .y‰r'eke xwtde d`te dgky hwl e`viixd . .xenb xwtd d`td oi`y rnyn zvw

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{b:bl}**‡ebe minr a¥aŸg s` :i‰yxite .aaig dxizi dag mb‡eke mihayd z`dzid z`fd daigdy i‰yx ly ezgked dn wcwcl yi .

Š dagdxizigxken i‰yxity d`xp mle` .daig mzq `le ,`weec ‰lirl aizk ixd ,okezd cvn---.oeyld cvn mbe okezd cvn

{a weqt}‡ebe ox`t xdn rited enl xiryn gxfe à ipiqn ‡c xnìei‰yxite . :{‡eke xiryn gxfe d‰c}evx `le dxezd z` elawiy eyr ipal gztycere . :{ox`t xdn d‰ca} yxitevx `le delawiy l`rnyi ipal gzte my jldy‡re .

enk ,zene`d lkl dxezd z` d‰awd rivd znày xìay dix` xeb`l {eyexita i‰yxe} weqtdy `l` .miyxcnae `xnba xèanyxg`Š :`‰eb l‰fe .l`rnyi ipae eyr ipa ,el` z` `l` xikfdel` ik l`rnyie eyr l` à edelaw `le zene`d lk lr xfgyy‰r ,‰dxezd lk miiwy mdxa` rxf mdy delawiy xzei xazqndaigy `l` ,elld zene` izyl daig d`xd d‰awdy `vnpe .ahid

dxizi `le dxezd z` mdl ozp seqaly dfa l`xyi-mrl d`xd.zxg` dne` meyl212Š zlna wcwcl yi ixd ,oeyld cvn---a¥aŸg‰

Š dyxit i‰yx la` ,deed oeylk zi`xpyaaig,xar oeyl ìdy ‰‰oepaiagŠ mebxzd oeyl d`xp oke213oirk epivn xak mle` .

Š {d:ek} àz-ik ‡ta aezky dna df inxàŸ¥c ia`dxe`kl ìdy ,‰Š xar oeyla eyxit i‰yxe ,deed oeyl oalywiaxg` scxyk lkd z` xewrl

‡eke awriŠ zlny ‰dpial rcenŠ extqa d‰eexd my xìae .‰caŸ‰mya miwcwcnd ita recid cgein oipaa xar oeyl znà ìd.ycwd-iazka df oipal ze`nbec dnk ìady y‰re .‰l¥rŸetŠxaky èd dfd oipad zeìvn lr cer dxeiy dneŠ :xeviwa l‰feezgpd xwir mpeyl ilra zecr itle...axr oeyla mb edep`vnyxec èdy cr z`f ezlertl lretd zweyz zxicz lr zexedl

.212Š `tiqa aizk dpdeycw zeaaxn `zè :i‰yxite ,‰ycw ik`ln zeaax zvwn enre‡ekeeywa mik`lndy ‡gt zay ‡qn `xnba y‰nl fnxn dfy d`xpe .

dxezd z` ozpe mzprh xzq d‰rxn la` dxezd z` mdl oziy d‰awdnz` aaigy dxizi daigd on èd df s`y `vnpe .mik`lnl `le l`xyil

.mik`lnl dpzp `le dxezd z` mdl ozpy mihayd.213.‰mr jl dzaag s`Š b‰qx oeyle ‰mlawe d‰awd aaigŠ m‰ayx oeyl ‡re

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ipepia lwyn lr dpap èd z`fly il dncie...cinz dze` ywane‰‡eke lretl èdd dweyzd zxicz lr fenxl lw214c‰tle---.

Š zln o`k s`y d`xpaŸg¥aenke ,xar oeyla dfd oipadn ìd ‰Š i‰yxityaaigz` yibcdl `weec df oeyla qtz aezkde .‰

lka enr z` d‰awd aaig da xy` zeaiagd ly dzxicze dtwezdpi` df weqta zxkfpd dagdy i‰yx giked dfny xytè .zr

Š `l` mzq dag dagdxizi‰l¥rŸetŠ oipa z`xedk ,`weec ‰ :i‰yxit onwl dpde---.l‰pkzene` ly ozag zrya s` minr aag s` xg` xac

mcia l`xyi z` zxqne zewgey mipt mdl zi`xdy mlerddf oeyla azk `le . daigŠdxizi.mlerd zene` iabl df okzi `l i`ceeay ,‰

Š zln df yexit itly xytèaŸg¥a,deed oeyla lw oipa ìd ‰d‰awdy mlerd zecleza minrt dnk dxwnd zŸepû ¦d lr zexedllr d`xed o`k oi` la` .recik zene`l zewgey mipt d`xddze` ywane yxec èdy cr z`f ezlertl lretd zweyz zxiczŠ

.r‰ve .‰cinz

{my}**‡ebe minr a¥aŸg s` :i‰yxite .mihayd z` aaig dxizi dag mbmr iexw cgè cg` lk‡eke cg` lkl `xwl df oeyl aezkd qtzy d`xp .

.envr ipta haye hay lk jxal ày meyn o`k `weec mr mya .heyte

{b:bl}**‡ebe jlbxl ekz mde jcia eiycw lk minr aag s`.

:{minr aaeg s`} i‰yxite‡eke mihayd z` aag dxizi dag mblk} .:{jcia eiycw xn`py oiprk ez` zefepb miwicvd zeytp {hk:dk ` lèny}

‡eke ‡miigd xexva dxexv ipec` ytp dzideˆ .:{jlbxl ekz mde}jkl mie`x mde ‡eke ipiqa jlbxl xdd zizgz jezl onvr ekz ixdy :{jizxacn `yi} .mdilr e`yp

jzxez ler .z` aaigy z`fd dagd idn dxe`kl dyxtzp `lŠ eixg` aezky dn `teb ìdy d`xpe .mihaydjcia eiyecw lk,‰

.214{bk:hn igie 't} y"n lr eixac cer 'r EAŸxe edxxnieilyn 're . {gi:fi] sk rwz al xqg mcà ¥xŸredrx iptl dAx£r :i"yxite .xakxenyl d"awdl axr

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Š xy` ef dcaeryez` zefepb miwicvd zeytpaaigy dagd ze` ìd ‰oeeknd oi`y d`xp l‰f i‰yx oeyl znizqne .mihayd z` d‰awdlkay miwicvd zeytpy `l` ,cala awri-ipa mihayd zeytpa dtdagd lr ze`d ìd z`fe ‡zi ez` zefepb md ixd xece xec`tiq aizk dpde .mihayd zeclez mdy l`xyil mdl zrcepy

Š `xwc‡ebe jilbxl ekz mdejezl mnvr z` ekzy i‰yx itl eyexity ,‰Š df llbae .dxezd ler z` mdilr elawe ipiq xd zizgzmd

jkl mie`xŠ xy` `yixa aezky dnl miie`xy epiidc ,‰miwicvd zeytpez` zefepbxec meya wicv ly eytp oi`y dxe`kl `vnpe .‰

dxezd ler zlaw zekfa `l` ‡zi ez` fpbdl dkef zexecdnjnqe .ipiq-xd ly ezizgza mcnra xacnd-xec mdilr elawyiige zn` zxez epl ozp xy`Š dxezd zkxa gqepn d`xp dfl

.r‰ve .‰epkeza rhp mler

{b:bl my}** Li ¤zŸx §A ©C ¦n `yi:{jizexacn d"c} i"yxit .m"nd enk ceqil aexw ea{ht:f `yp 't} ,"eil` x¥A©C¦n lewd z` rnyie" {a:a l`wfgi}

'eke jizexacn df s` il` xaczn enk ,"il` x¥A©C¦n z` rnyè"`yp 'ta dpd ." meyn "x¥A ©C ¦n" oepbqa aezkd xaicy i"yxitok xnel dlrn ly eceak

eil`n rney dyne envr oial epia xacnwcwcl yie .l`wfgia yxit oke ,"i"yxy xnel xyt` didy t"rè---.df oirk o`k azk `ly dna`l znày xzei d`xp ,`yp 'ta xak yxity dn lr o`k jneq

" meyn o`k yxtl okzidlrn ly eceaklirl i"yxit xak ixdy ."" dyny {'eke ipiqn 'd d"c a:bl}gzt k"gè mewn ly egaya dligz gzt

ea gzty gayae l`xyi ly mdikxval`xyil zekf zxkfd ea yi'eke dn dpde ."" oepbqa dxezd ixac z` rinyd d"awdyenvr oial epia x¥A©C¦ndfa oi` "

xacn did m` mdl dlEcbe zekf xzei ixdy ,l`xyil zekf zxkfdo`k yexitd oi`y dii`x cere---.mipt l` mipt zpigaa mz`yexitd lr wcwcl yi ixdy .`yp 'ta enk dlrn ly eceak meynzenewnd lka `le my `weec "x¥A ©C ¦n" oeyl aizk dnl `yp 'tamewna" :l"dfa xìa wgvi xà 'qae .dyn mr d"awd xaic mda

epricedl xetiqd zpeek xwir ày xg`dnà okl 'c enr xac {`yp 'ta} o`k la` dyn l` 'c xnìe e` dyn l` 'c xacie

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jxevdn 'c enr xacy {dcaerd mvr} epricedl dpeekd xwiry.{y"r l`wfgia d`xp oke} "dlrn itlk ceak jxc df xikfdlmvr z` epricedl `xwnd zpeek oi` dkxa 'ta o`ky d`xpe

:{jizxacn `yi d"ca} i"yxit ixdy ,'c mnr xacy dcaerd e`ypjzxez ler mdilrote` z` epricedl `xwnd zpeek xwiry ixd .

dn `l`---.xeaicd zcaEr mvr z` e`le 'zi exeaic l` mzaebzozeà xak yxit i"yxy d`xp ,"x¥A ©C ¦n" oepbqa aezkd o`k xaicy

::l"pd milinjzxez ler mdilr e`ypoi`k mnvr eyry epiidc .xaic 'zi èdy t"rè .'zi dxezd ozep zrcl mzrc z` elhaeelaw n"n ,mcvn drc zradl mewn gipd `le "x¥A ©C ¦n" zpigaayi i`ceea df xace .rnype dyrp zpigaa dxezd ler z` mdilr

" eal`xyil zekf zxkfd .l"nkè ,dxez cnel lkl lecb ceqi dfe ."

{ì-i:bl}**ugn...l`xyil jzxeze awril jihtyn exeioenewi on eipyne einw mipzn :{'eke ugn d"c} i"yxite .oicizry d`x

'eke mdilr lltzde miakek icaer mr mgldl eipae i`penygfnx dfa yiy d`xp .."jzxez iwqer cia micfe" miqipd-lr gqepa l"fg epwzy dnl

Š lirl aizk ixdyawril jihtyn exeidxezd ixen md mieldy ,‰z` gvpl gk mdl ozepy edfy rnyn miaezkd jyndne .l`xyil.i"yxitk mipeeid z` egvpi i`penyg ipay epiidc ,mdaie``weecy ,"jzxez iwqer cia micfe" l"f epwzy edfy d`xpedf oirke---.mcia micfd exqniy mxby èd dxezd-wqr lk gkd

{h:fi} htyedia aezky dn a minid-ixaca epivnyely zpyae edikinle l`pzple dixkfle dicarle ligÎoal eixyl gly eklnldcedi ixra cnll.

:{‡eke cnll d‰c} i‰yxitel`xyi ipa zexedle dxezoldl aizke . {i-h miweqt}zeklnn lk lr ‡c cgt idie ...‡c zxez xtq mdnre dcedia ecnlie

‡ebe zevx`d :{‡eke cgt idie d‰c} i‰yxite .dxez ecnly zekfa.Š ‡g weqt y‰remxedie rnyil` mdnre...edicafe edipzpe edirny mield mdnre

mipdkd :{‡eke mdnre d‰c} i‰yxite .cnll mielde mipdkd lr ikzexedle...xenyle mdl renyl mgixkdle mdit z` exni `ly itl mdnr ekld mixyde

‡eke mihteyd zevnk zeyrle,dxeza eyxyk èd o`k oiprdy ixd . .dnglna dglvdl znxeby ìd `weec mield i‰r dxezd zvtdy

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{eh:bl}**'ebe mcw ixxd y`xne :{c‰à} i"yxite .xg` xacmixd x`yl ozìxa dncwy cibndfa gayde dlrndeŠ :xìay g"ty 're .

dnecw ìdy oeik zevx` x`y lrn xzei evx` lr d"awd zgbydy'eke dilr dnecw inp i"yd zgbyd dìxaa215xak dpd---.‰

myy ìd llka l`xyi ux` zlrny xda 't izexrda xàl izkx`denke .zevx` x`ya xy`n zicinze daexw xzei z"iyd zgbyd

{ai:ì} awr 'ta 'ky'ebe cinz dz` yxŸc jiwel` 'c xy` ux`y"r .dny awr 'tl izexrda xàl izkx`d cere---.xda 'tl izexrdxèank} mleray mi`xapd ipinn oin meyn dxiqg dpi` i"`ydlek dìxad xwir ìd i"`y dnn raep df xac {'dl dkeq 'nbazevx`d x`yl dligz z`xape {ai:ì mixac ‡qa `"eb y"nk}df mby d`xpe .d"yr {'` `wqt awr 't ixtqa l"f exn`y enk}lceb lr dxen i"à mipind lk zeìvny ,l"pd oiprk èdèd df lke---.zevx` x`y lr xy`n xzei dilr 'zi ezgbyddlrnd ,mcw ixxda sqei jxazpy dny ,l"pd g"tyd ixacl wefigzgbydy dxen elld mixdd ly mzencwy iptn èd dfa gaydecer c"tl `vnpe .mixdd x`y lr xy`n xzei mdilr ìd z"iydz`n daexw dgbyd ly gaye dlrn dl yi i"` lky dacerd zexnlyx`yn xzei ef dlrn dl yi hxta sqei ly evx` ixd ,z"iyda"ve .uxày "zil`xyi-ux` ikd" dwlga sqei dkfe .i"ìny heyt d`xp dpde---eig`n xzei sqei dfa dkf dn iptnwwezyne sèy èd my ezeid onf lk la` - l"ega `vnpyi"` oa zpigaa èd ixd - dil` xefgl ecia oi`y `l` ,i"`lèd i"` zlrn xwiry oeiky heyt d`xp cere .mipiipr daxdlznà ède ,l"ega `vnpy in okl ,dilr d"awd zgbyd wfeg cvlz` ahid xikne wfgzn èd n"n la` ,'zi ezgbydn wegx zvwi"`-oak èd mb ixd ,fer lka eghan 'ca mUe dpeilrd dgbyddxda 'tl izexrda izxà df oipre} mipiipr daxdlwwezydy oey`x .eytpa sqei miiw dl` ipyy d`xpe---.{y"r

.215 .dpy mitl` mlerl dncw dxezd oipra `:` ziy`xa 't xe` dxez 'r

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{eh :n} ayie 'ta y"nk ,i"`l xefgl'ebe mixard ux`n iza©P ªb aŸP ªb ik.eywean xwir did `l miwynd xyn daeh eywaa ik dfn d`xp xy`.mixard-ux`l xefgiy `l` oixeg-oa didie xead on `viy

{dk:p} igie 'ta cer aezkedfn izenvr z` mzilrdedfn xy` .ezeida s`y ipye---.ezena t"kr i"`l xefgl wwezydy d`xpeèaa cin y"nk .bidpnde gibynd èd 'cy ahid xikd l"ega

{a:hl ayie 't} mixvnl'ebe sqei z` 'c idiedid `l eli`y heyte .cere .enr 'c did `l ,ea ghae xikdy epiidc ,'c mr sqei

Š {fh:`n uwn} drxtl sqei xn`'ebe drxt mely z` dpri miwel` icrla,‰z` bidpn d"awdy fer lka sqei xikdy lilra dxen dfyxn`y ,'ca oegha xqeg lr sqei yprpy dne}---.lkd

Š (ci :n) miwynd-xyl'ebe drxt l` ipzxkfde...jz` ipzxkf m` ikenke ,‰xak ,mipy 'a cer xq`p df iptny (bk weqta) my i"yxityzg` dxhn l` mleke .zepey mikxca l"f miyxtnd eyxit,ìltdl dnx dbixcna sqei ly epegha did `l eli`y ,epeekion dwc dzid ezìby znà ik .llk df liaya yprp did `l

l"nkè dwcd216i`ceea i"à eayiy sqei ly eig` dpde---{.`ld jln ly oihlta ayeiy in ik .'zi ezgbyd z` exikdy,l"ega ayiy sqei la` .jln ly ezegkep z` yibxi èd zelwaìd dfa ezevn ixd ,l"pke jln ly ezgbyd z` xikd ok t"rèenvr z` dyr èdy ,‰xrva `ly d`nn xzei xrva cg`Š zpigaadcnd itl exky lawy d`xp okle .xrve lnr i"r i"` oakdwlg mzqa `le .ynn i"à dwlgl dkfy ,`xb` `xrv metlc.l"pke i"ày "zil`xyi-ux` ikd" dwlga dkfy `l` ,dkfixd ,z"iydn zcgein dgbyd zgz ìd i"` lky dcaerd zexnlys` dpeilr dgbyda ìd ,dly mcwd-ixxd mr ,sqei ly evx`zkxal jenqa dpde---.dcn cbpk dcn lkde .i"` x`yn xzei

{f"h weqt} dkxa cer daezk mcwd-ixxddèlne ux` cbnne're .dìln sqei ly evx`y cnlnŠ :eyxcy {ai `wqt} df lr ixtqadpi` sqei ly evx`y dpeekd d`xpe .‰dkxa lk dxiqg oiè

.216 .e ze` a wxt l‰f yi` oefgd z`n oeghae dpen` ‡q d`x

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dkeq} 'nba l"f exn`y enke .mi`xapd ipinn oin mey dxiqglr xn`p jk ,melk dxiqg dpi`y zeillka i"` lr {l"pe 'dlwizrny {g"pwzz} hewlidn d`xp oke .zehxta sqei ly evxìgei oa oerny 'xŠ :l"dfa eilr siqene .l"pd ixtq oeylepnn ueg jixv oiè sqei ly ewlga ezpitq mc` cinrn xneìxd n"n ,melk dxiqg i"` oi`y t"r`y dxe`kl `vnpe .‰melkefià ep`vnpy i`cee ,`xap dfi` ytgp m`y .zeillka dfdghad oi` ,envrl haye hay lk ly ewlga la` .uxà dpitepivn àxcè} .ewlga `weec mi`xapd ipin lk z` `vnpyenk ,mixg` mi`xapa `le minieqn mi`xapa ekxazpy mihayweqt) leg ipenh ipetye mini rtya ekxazpy oeleafe xkyyirnyne .('ck weqt) onya jxazp xy` haye (i"yx y"re h"ioeleafe xkyyi mbe .mi`xapd mzeà ekxazp `l mihayd x`yyx`yy ly mwlga e`vniiy mixg` mi`xapa ekxazp `l xyè.dzeillka i"` znbeck did sqei ly ewlg mle` {.mihaydsqei ly ewlga `vnp lkd jk ,dzeillka i"à `vnp lkdy mykyllka i"`y myky .l"pd lk t‰r d`xp oiprd xeàe---.zehxtamleray dn lk jk iptne ,dìxad lk ly dxwire dzligz dzid,sqei ly evx` jk ,{awr 'tl izexrda izkx`dy enke} da `vnpokle .i"` ly dxwire dzligz dzid ,dly mcwd-ixxd mr

" zkxaa dkxazpdèlne ux`dllka i"` ly daeh lky epiidc ,".w"ece .hxta sqei ly evxà `vnp

{bk:bl}**dW «x §i mexce mi 'ebe oevx ray ilztp xn` ilztple." zlny i"yxitdW «x §idazkp dnl wcwcl yie .ieev oeyl ìd "

" `yixa y"na dcva dzaeyzy d`xpe .ieev oeyla dkxadmimexce :i"yxite ."minxg yextl dnexca mxg lag `ln lhpe ewlza dltp zxpk mi

zexenknemwlg eltpy mihayl zeidl ie`x did lag eze` dpde .zxpk-mi ly enexca217z` lehil qqdi ilztpy okzi df mrhne .

" dyn el xn` df meyny l"ie .dfd wlgddW «x §iieev oeyla "

.217 .mihayd zeny z` izazk `l okle zepeyd zetnd oia zwelgn iz`vn

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dxifbd mrhe---.ewlg ìdy dxfbp jk ik ezgwl fxcfiy ick" o`k y"n meyn l"ioevx raymewn ilztpl ozip `l eli`y ."

oevx-zriay el dzid `l ,zexenkne minxg yextl mid mexca .mid ly inexcd wlgn zlrez witdl el dyw didy ,ezkxan

{dk:bl}**jàc jinike :i‰yxite .ini ody jl miaeh mdy jinike mdy jzpwf ini eidi jk jixerp ini jzlgzmihhenzne miaf miaècxzei dxe`kl .

jzpwf ini eidiy oevx idiŠ jxal did oekpmipprxe miwfgŠ eidi dpwfd iniy dkxaa reawl `le ‰jixerp inikmiaf miaèc

mihhenzneepztewza dniiwzp xak ef dkxay d`xp t‰kr .r‰ve ,‰,hhenzne af l`xyi-mr cg` cvn .miktd ipy za dtewz ìdydnkn xzei s` ,ea mixkip cer zexrp ipniq daxd ipy cvnecg` mcà s` ze`xl xyt` df lke} ef dtewzl encwy zexec

.oade .{mixwnd aexa

** ryedi **

{ci:e}**e‡ebe izà dzr ‡c àv xy ip` ik `l xnì .i‰yxite :{izà dzr d‰c}‡eke dnegd litdl dytezle dilr mgldl leki mc` oi`y jzxfrl.

wlgd mewny ,zeiyxtd welign `l` dpi` eyexitl dgkeddy d`xp ìd ixd dnezq dyxt lyxg`l {`:e} aezky dn z ¤x¤B ªq §nE z ¤x¤bŸq egixie

‡ebe l`xyi ipa iptnxefrl ìd j`lnd ly ezià zaqy gken dfne .leki mc` oiè zxbeqne zxbeq ìdy egixi yeaika l`xyi-ipal`xw qipkde ‰miwxtŠd z` oiivy ine} .dytezle dilr mgldl

{.recik ekxck drh ixd ,ycg wxta ‰zxbeqŠc

{b:ck}** orpk ux` lka eze` jleè xdpd xarn 'ebe mkia` z` gwèwgvi z` el ozè erxf z` ¤A §x © e :{erxf z` axè d"c} i"yxit .xqg

rxf el izzp `ly cr enr iziyr zepeiqpe zeaixn dnk `"d'b llk dncwda 'r .l"i o`k mle` .zexizie zexqga wqrzdl i"yx ly ekxc oi`y

" ixwd itl y"n l"wcerxf z` daxèwgvi clepy iptl znà ixdy "okle .l`rnyi èd cg` oa `l` mipa ieaix mdxa`l did `l

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" yxecy xqgd aizkd yxcn t"r yxit¤A §x © e .r"ve .daixn oeyln "

** mihtey **

{`l:d}**‡ebe ezxaba ynyd z`vk eiadèlr l‰fg exn` dpd .oztxg oirney oialer opiè oiaelrŠ {‰gt zay ‡qna} df weqtxne` aezkd odilr oixeqia oignye dad`n oiyer oiaiyn opièl‰f ìpzd-lra ly exeà ‡re .‰‡ezxaba ynyd z`vk eiadèˆ

Š df xkyy {e‰k wxt `‰wl}ezexaba ynyd z`vk`weec mledd èd ‰z` gayl dxeac xgaz dnl a‰v n‰ne .d‰yr ,oixeqia gnyy inllirl y‰n t‰r xàl d`xpe---.z`fd dzxiya `weec dfd oexzid

{b:c mihtey} xevg jln oiai oipradwfga l`xyi ipa z` ugl èdedpy mixyr :i‰yxite .‡eke oiteciba `negpz iax yxcoiaiy t‰r` dpde .

lka epivn `l ,dpy mixyr i‰pa z` scibe sxig xevg jlndn lr ea englpy `l` ,oitecib el eaiyd i‰pay o`k xetiqdz` dxeac dgaiy df lry d`xpe .{a weqt y‰nk} ecia exknpyèdy ,oialer opiè oiaelr mdy mdl ie`xd gaya dxec ipa

Šezxaba ynyd z`vk eiadèernyy mze` s`y micnl epivnp abè} .‰lvpdl ick dnglnn erpnp `l z`f lka ,eaiyd `le mztxg,oiai ly eitecibn xxgzydl ick englpy xyt` mbe .xxevn

Š llkn mi`vei eid oitecib el mixifgn eid m` wxez`vk eiadèezexaba ynydoiire .‰218{.

** mikln **

}** ` {ì:d mkgie{dnly}onide igxf`d ozi`n mc`d lkn 'ebe legn ipa rcxce lklkeˆ :i"yxite .mdl lgnpy ‡legnˆ xacnd xec df ‡rcxce

.218dxiy dxy dxeac ixdy ,oitecibdn dxzdd lr xiyl ie`xy epcnl cer {e:dl} diryia xèan oiprde .df oegvp lroeyl oŸxz §e gqt li`k blci f`

‡ebe ml` :{ml` oeyl d‰c} i‰yxite .mirney minl` micykd oia eidy l`xyi ly mpeylmiaiyn mpiè zetxgdl ie`x oitecibd zriny zrya ml` didy oeyldy ixd .

.oitecibdn dxzdd zrya xiya geztl

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lbrd dyrn lr,lbrd dyrn lr mdl lgnpy mgayn wlg dfy rnyne .exn` ixdy .drca mzElcb lr dxen df znày d`xpe .a"vexn`py eilr mgxl xeq` drc ea oi`y in lkŠ {bl zekxa} l"f.‰edyer epngxi `l ok lr èd zepia mr `l ik {fk diryi}:l"fe diryi 'qa w"cx my yxity dn itl d`xp dfa xeàdedrxd eilr àa l-`l ay epiè eiyrn lr opeazn epi`y itlŠede`vne lek`l dide mdn eipt xizqde eppgi `le...epngxi `lea yiy iny d`xp jtidle .aeyi f` ile` zerxe zeax zexv.el lgnpe l-`l aye eilr dày drxd lr opeazn èd ixd drclgniy el xyt` ixd ,exiagn dlecb drc el yiy in lky d`xpeaye opeazn ède ,el yi dlecb drc ixdy .lecb xzei oer elixd ,c`n lecb oer el lgnpy in okle .dyry epeer jxr itlxeca epivny edfy d`xpe .c`n dlecb drc el yiy dxen dfdfy ,`xepe lecb oeer èdy lbrd dyrn lr mdl lgnpy xacnddid `l ,drca milecb eid `lnl`y .drca eid milecby dxen,o`k aezky dnly ly egay edfe .dfk xeng oeer mdl lgnpmdl lgnpy drc-xecn xzei s` drca lecb didy{l:al} `yz-ik 'ta lbrd-`hg oipra aezk dpde---.lbrd-dyrn

mrd l` dyn xnìe zxgnn idiedlecb d`hg mz`hg mz`dxtk` ile` 'c l` dlr` dzre mkz`hg crampn` ik mkz`hg lceb ercŠ :l‰dfa epxetq yxite .

yxetn `vnp c"tle .‰'eke wtq ila daeyz didz ezriciazgxkend ìd ik ,drcd lr dyn mfxf lbra e`hgy zray dxeza

Š `xwc `tiqa 'ky enke ,l"pke dxtkd zbydldxtk` ile`.‰.w"ece

}** ` :ziad lr ezlitza dnly xn` {`l:gxy` z`dzè dfd ziaa jgafn iptl dl` àe ezel`dl dl` ea `ype edrxl yi` `hgiey`xa ekxc zzl ryx riyxdl jicar z` zhtye ziyre minyd rnyz

ezwcvk el zzl wicv wicvdle:{edrxl yi` `hgi xy`} i"yxite .yi` zy` lrea {dl` ea `ype} eze` oiwcea mind jk dze` oiwcea mindy myky

ˆ {jgafn iptl dl` àe}‡'c iptl dy`d z` odkd cinrdeekxc zzl} {ey`xaˆ‡'eke dpha dzave {wicv wicvdle} ˆ‡'eke rxf drxfpe dzwper"ve .

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ezltza dheq ly oipr xikfdl eznkga dnly d`x dn i"yxit itlmy azky ,`yp 'ta o"anx ixac t‰r oiadl d`xpe---.ziad lrqpa ielz xac dxezd ihtyn lka oi` dpdeŠ :dheq-zevn oipramzeida l`xyia dyriy reaw qpe `lt èdy dfd oiprd izlefeidiy zexfnnd on l`xyi zewple...mewn ly epevx miyer maex`ly t"r` ik xèane .‰'eke mkeza dpiky zexydl miie`x-z`xyd ieliba wqery mewna n"n ,qpd lr dxezd ihtyn eknqijenqi dxezd ihtynn htyny xytè ,bdep df llk oi` ,dpikyddniyxa dkepg z`fe qxhpew wgvi cgta ahid 're---.qp lry"re .l"pd o"anx ixaca `ltp xeìa xèan myy ,xtqd seqaoi`y ède .eppiiprl zrbepd zg` dcewp l"f siqedy 'e zeàdpikyd ieliba wqerd mewnay o"anx ixac ly mpiipr seq

xytèfi` `vnpy mewnay .dfn xzei `l` .qp lr jenqpy dpikyd-z`xyd lr dii`xe dgked ef ixd ,qp lr zkneqy devnly iaxrn xpy {‰ak zay} 'nbd xn`n my xìa dfae .l`xyia

did dxepndzecr mler ià lkl l`xyia dxey dpikydy.dzid ef dwlcde ,qp jxca cinz wlec did iaxrnd xpy oeikny`l df mrh ila ik .l`xyia diexy dpikydy jgxk-lr ,devneknqi `l dxezd ihtyn ixdy ,qp i"r miiwzzy devnl xyt` did.dpikyd z`xyda wqerd mewna wxe j` `l` qp lroipr z` dnly xikfdy dn oiadl d`xp l"pd lk itle---.d"yrlr 'cl zecedl did ezltz xwir ixdy .ziad lr ezltza dheqd

{i:g lirl} y"nk .eziaa dzxyy dpikyd'c zia z` `ln oprde. {hk:g} y"nk ef d`xyd jynd lr ywaledfd ziad l` zegezt jpir zeidl

'ebe my iny didi zxn` xy` mewnd l` meie dlilik lirl xàzp dpde .lr dgkede dii`x ìd qp lr zkneqy devn ly dzeìvnmewn ynyn ezia `diy dnly ywiay d`xp okle .dpikyd-z`xydzeidae ,qp lr zkneqy devn ìd ixdy .dheq-zevn meiwlokè dlawzp ezltz ik lk oirl xxazi eziaa zniiwzn ef devn

.oade .ziaa diexy dpikyd

}** a {fk:blr dlŸr edlrie eizgz jlni xy` xekad epa z` gwie

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'ebe dnŸgd :{dnegd lr d"c} i"yxite .dngl caer didy e"è xqg.:i"yx yexita llk 'ky {ì:h} awr 't lr cecl likyn 'r dpdyxtl `l` à `l ik epiax lr zexizie zexiqg zeixg` oi`Šgxken {zexizie zexiqg yxec i"yxy} b"dk lke ze`xwnd ihyto`ky d`xpe .‰'eke aezkd oeyla iyew dfi` ayiil ày xnelà dn i"yxl dyw did ,dxiqgd z` yxec i"yxy ,miklnadpin `wtp i`nc ,dnegd lr `weec dlerl edlrdy eprinydleprinydl à ,xqg aizk èdy dfay yxit okle .edlrd dti`dnl hytd mb ayein `zyde .dngl epiidc edlrd lil` dfi`lmewn dnegd daeb lr edlrdy l"iy .dnegd lr edlrdy aezk`xwnd hyta iyewdy `vnpe .eze` caer didy ynyd cbpky,zexiqgd z` epyxcy ixgè .zexiqgd yexca wqrzdl epìan

.w"ece .hytd xexial mb epikf aey

}** a {`:g dy`d l` xac ryilèdpa z` digd xyìnew xn`l ‡ebe arxl ‡c `xw ik ixebz xyà ixebe jziae z` ikle`xwn ly eheyt .

,arxdn dlivdl cqg dl lenbl z`fd dyà `weec xgay dny dxenŠ xak èdy dn zaiql èddpa z` digdìdy cqgd meyn e`le ,‰

dn t‰r xàl izrnye .a‰ve {c wxt lirl xèank} el dlnbel dxnè .oa clzy z`fd dy`l gihad ryil`y lirl xteqny

{fh:c}jzgtya afkz l` miwel`d yi` ipc` l`l` d‰c} i‰yxite . :{afkz`l` il ozz l` jnn dywaa j` oa il ozpie mingx ywal yi weqtiy xac ip`xz l`

`niiw ly oaixg` ixdy ,z`fd dywal mikqd ryil`y d`xpe .z` el dxikfde ryil`l dy`d dà ,zne dlg oa ezeè oa dcliy

{gk:c} y‰nk .dywad dze``l izxn` `ld ipc` z`n oa izl`yd xn`zeiz` dlyz :{izxn` `ld d‰c} i‰yxit mye .jzgtya afkz l` L§lixd .

ryil` ef dywa t‰re .dligza epnn dyway dyawd ìd ìdydid on`p ryil`y ixd .jynda my xèank clid z` dl diigdezepn`p lr ze`de ,`niiw ly oa didi dy`d-oay z`fd dywalarxd xetiqa y‰n edfy d`xpe .dpa z` diigdy z`f ìd

Š dy`d l` xac ryilèdpa z` digd xy`jziae z` ikle inew xn`l dny .‰clid z` miiwl ezghadl ezepn`p lr ze`d èd dpa z` diigdy

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z`fd dy`l `weec cqg lenbl xgay èd dfd xacd llbae ,dfddzgtyne ìd zenz m` ixdy ,arxdn dzgtyn zè dze` livdl

.ezghad lr ryil` xeari dfa ixd ,arxa

}** a {ck:ge‡ebe cec xira eiza` mr xawie eiza` mr mxei akyi. :i‰yxite minid ixacae {k:`k ,a}miklnd zexawa `le cec xira xne`.

ecxn einia ixdy ,izin` jlnk did `ly meyn dfa mrh izrnydqeaz lgpy mbe {ak weqtae k weqta y‰nk} dpal mbe mec`lr dxen df lk ixd .{`k weqta y‰nk} dxirv ezkla dnglnacgeind xawa xawp `l okle ,dkelnl ie`x epi`y ylg mc`

.miklnl

}** a {c:h xrpd jlieìapd xrpd‡ebe Š zlny i‰yxite .xrpd‰Š zlnl zekinqa ìd‰ìapd :l‰fe ,lfèˆ ozpei mbxz jk ìapd ryil` ly exrp

‡ìapc `cinlz `nileroeyld jxc ixdy ,wegc df yexit dpde .,cal diipyd dln y`xa dricid `‰d z` lihdl df oebka

recik219Š zlny i‰yx yxit `l dnl o`k oiirl yi okle .‰ìapdŠ zlnl iepik ìdxrpdìap envra èd dfd xrpdy ,‰220ixdy ,

Š dfd xrpdy {` weqt} lirl i‰yxitdid izin` oa dpeiznà èdy ‰ìd dpey`x daeyz .zeaeyz izy dfa d`xpe---.ìap didoa dpei did dfd xrpdy lirl i‰yxity dn epiidc ,zày mewnn

{`:h} my aizk ixdy .izin`‡ebe miìapd ipan cg`l `xw ìapd ryilè.Š aezky dfny d`xpeipanmiìapd `l xrp eze`y i‰yxl el `vi ‰

dna okle .envra ìap `le ìap ly cinlz `l` f` did

.219eznbec epivn n‰ne .rax` zixw d‰c fk:dl ziy`xa lr i‰yxit ‡r{fi:fh a mikln} onwl ‡r .dpey`xd dln y`xa mb zpzip dricid `‰dy

Šzepeknd zexbqnd :i‰yxity ,‰‡eke mdilr zeieyr zepekndy ze`lahviòi`y ixd .Š zlne zepeknd od od zexbqndy yexitdzepekndzlnl xèz ìd ‰

Šzexbqndzlne ,zepeknl zekiiy od zexbqndy eyexit `l` ,‰Šzexbqnd zlnl zekinqa ìd ‰Šzepekndlr i‰yxita ìcda èd oke .‰

cer ìady cer y‰re .df weqt my ìady ‡eke zixad d‰c ì:b ryediŠ {hl:`l} dinxin `nbecmixbtd wnrd .mixbtd ly wnrd eyexity ‰

.220 .y‰r ,m‰ialne w‰cx eyxit jk

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Š mya xrpd eze` dpeknyìapd xrpdenebxzk eyxtl i‰yx wgcp ‰y‰n t‰r ìd dipyd daeyze---.lirlck ‰ìapc `cinlz `nilerŠ

{dk:ci} oldlèd {yèi oa mraxi} iwel` ‡c xack ...l`xyi leab z` aiyd‡ebe ìapd izn` oa dpei ecar cia xac xy` l`xyi:c‰à my i‰yxite .

‡zipy dpei l` ‡d xac idieˆ ewcwc epizeax {`:b dpei}oad ceak razy itl ziyily `ledepipl dpei cia xac xy` ‡d xack edevxze `xwnd df mdl dywede a`d ceak raz `lemca` xy` da eidy drxn yèi oa mraxi inia l`xyil jtdp jk daehl drx zxfb dktdpe

mx` jln...daehl mdl jtdp eiykreàpzd `l mlerny dfn xèan ixd .heyt d`xp dpde .extqa zeaezkd zeèap izy oze` `l` dpeiiptl did èd èdi z` geynl ryil` i‰r dpei glypy dny

Š mya o`k `xwp ixdy ,depipl ezèape ezegilyxrpdk‰è .‰Š o`k y‰n yxtl oi`ìapd xrpdk‰`y ,ìap did envra èdy ‰

yexity wgeca yxtl jixv `l` .ziyily mrt àpzdy `vnpŠìapd xrpd.ryil` ìapd ly cinlzde xrpd didy èd ‰

** diryi **

{fh:cl}**èd it ik...dxcrp `l dpdn zg` e`xwe ‡c xtq lrn eyxcovaw èd egexe dev {‡d xtq lrn eyxc d‰c} i‰yxite .xtq lrn e`xw

dxcrp `l zg` dawpe xkf daiza xbqdl zeixad lk evawziy xfb leand ìadyk ziy`xa xya lek`l mc zezyl uawdle z`f mdilr xefbiyk dnke dnk zg` lr ,àlnalgez` .

zeigdy dpeekde .a¤l¥ge cwpl d`xp i‰yx ly dpexg`d ezlnly mcd z` ezyi {eh-bi miweqt} lirl zexkfpd zeterdei‰yx ixac xewn ‡r .mdly a¤l¥gde xyad z` elkìe xiry-ipa

.t‰y fnx l`wfgi lr iperny hewlia àend yxcna

**** dinxi

{e:b} **dab xd lk lr ìd dk §lŸd l`xyi da ªy §n dzyr xy` zi`xdmy ipfze ‡ebe .Š zlndk §lŸdmle` .deed oeyla lretk zi`xp ‰

:yxit i‰yxdziddeab xd lk lr zkled .xar oeylk d`xp dfn xy` ,.dpial rcen ‡q mya {b:bl} dkxad z`fe ‡t lirl ahid ‡r

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** {c:f}lkid ‡c lkid ‡c lkid xn`l xwyd ixac l` mkl eghaz l`

dnd ‡c . :{mebxzd t‰r} i‰yxiteidencw oiifgzn oez` `zya oipnif zlz.on mkilr obz ìdy lbxl diilr zevn zekfa eghaz l` xnelkmiaezkd jynda zxèan da gehal oi`y daqde .zeprxetd

{f-d miweqt}ewyrz `l dpnlè mezi xb edrx oiae yi` oia htyn eyrz eyr m`mkz` izpkye mkl rxl eklz `l mixg` midl` ixgè dfd mewna ektyz l` iwp mce

‡ebe dfd mewna {i-h miweqt} jynda cer aezke .rayde s`pe gvx apbddfd ziaa iptl mzcnre mzàe mzrci `l xy` mixg` midl` ixg` jlde lral xhwe xwyl

‡ebe eplvp mzxnè eilr iny `xwp xy`:{aepbd d‰c h weqta} i‰yxite .mkl lkidd lireie eyrz dl` ike dinzaly egka yi znày dfn rnyne .

{dpya minrt ‡b lbxl diilr zevn i‰yxit itl epiidc} lkiddz`fd dpbddy `l` ,zeprxetd on mze` livdl mdl liredl

Š y‰nk f‰rn zewgxzdae wcv-htyn zxinya zipzeneyrz eyr m`dfd mewna mkz` izpkye...eklz `l mixg` midl` ixgè...edrx oiae yi` oia htyn

‡ebe,dl`d mipiipr ipyl dxezd on xewn oiivl d`xpe---.‰dpbdy (ae zeprxetd cbp dliren lbxl diilr zevny (` epiidcoiprl xewn---.f‰rn zewgxzdae wcv-htyn zxinya zipzen ef {gk:ak} oez`d ita d‰awd mŸyy dna wla ‡ta aezk ixd ‡`dn

milbx yly df ipzikd ik jl iziyr :i‰yxite .dne` xewrl ywan dz` el fnxdpya milbx yly zbbegdìadl lkei `ly mrlal d‰awd dliby ixd .

yly zevn zekfa mipben mdy oeikn l`xyi-ipa lr zeprxetzipzen lbxl diilr zevn zekfa dpbddy ‡a oipre---.milbx.mihtyn ‡ta exewn d`xp ,f‰rn zewgxzde wcv-htyn zxinya.dlek dxcqd ly oipae oipn aex md wcvd-ihtyn lk xE ¥ A ixdy

Š {bi:bk} dxez dxn` ,z`f lk ixgè`l exikfz `l mixg` midel` myejit lr rnyiŠ {ci:bk} aizk df xgè .f‰rn zewgxzd ixd ,‰yly

dpya il bgz milbxmiaezkd ly mxcqn d`xpe .milbx yly ixd ,‰jezn lbxl miler xy`k `l` dzenlya lbxl diilr zevn oi`ydinxi epl dliby d`xpe .f‰rn zewgxzde mihtynd zxinyzlebqa oexqga ztwzyn dl`d mi`pzd meiwa oexqgy

.df lka r‰ve .ef devna yiy mixeqiid-on-dpbdd

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{b-a:el}** izxac xy` mixacd lk z` dil` zazke xtq zlbn jl gwcre ediyì inin jil` izxac mein miebd lk lre dcedi lre l`xyi lr jil`mdl zeyrl ayŸg ikp` xy` drxd lk z` dcedi zia ernyi ile` dfd meid

mz`hgle mperl izglqe drxd ekxcn yi` eaeyi ornlyxit i‰yx dpd .eplv` drecid zepiw zlibn ìd z`fd dlibndy {bk weqt} onwld`xp ,{a weqta} cin o`k ok yxit `ly dne .‰dki`Š myaenke} zxg` dlibn z`fy zeidl lekie gxkd oi` o`kny meynaizk onwl la` .{y‰r dki` yexitl dncwda r‰a`x yxit znày

{bk weqt}‡ebe xtqd xrza drxwi draxè zezlc yly icedi èxwk idie.ixg` `weec dlibnd z` rxwe miwiedi qrk dnl i‰yxl dyw dideokle .xzei `le zegt `l ,draxè zezlc yly eiptl e`xwyzrax` lka oi`y zepiw zlibn ìd z`f dlibn jgxk-lry yxitiyingd weqta la` ,miwiedi z` fibxdl icka mipey`xd eiweqt

:my i‰yx l‰fe .yie yi‡dki`ˆ eiptl e`xw dzid zepiw zlbn exn` epizeaxoeik mixzepd lr jln ip` xn` yg `l df lka ‡zelia` oeiv ikxcˆ ‡dcedi dzlbˆ ‡dkaz dkaˆ

‡eke drxwie cin jln ipi` eiykrn xn` ‡y`xl dixv eidˆ `xwylk lr---.l‰we .dinxie .zepiw zlibn ìd z`fd dlibndy i‰yx zhiy jk mipt,àe ynynnd oaxgd lr zeidl zecizrd zeaebzd z` dèapa azk,ziad axgii xy`k dxne dlecb dwrv la`zpe wrvp jk xnelk`vnpe .oaxgd z` repnle drxd ekxcn yi` aeyl epilr okle

Š y‰nymiebd lk lre dcedi lre l`xyi lr jil` izxac xy` mixacd lkoirk èd ‰zlibna dpde .dlibnd ly dipiipr ixwir lk z` zn¤M ©Q §nd zxzekdlibnd ìd ìd i‰yx zhiy itly ,epicia dievnd zepiwixe`z (` .mipiipr ibeq dylya oigadl yi ,dfd xetiqay.odil` zela`de oebid zaebze oaxgd onfa epilr exary zexvdfnexn ède .dlibnd iweqt ly oipae oipn aex èd df beq

Š milina dtdcedi lre l`xyi lr jil` izxac xy` mixacd lkiweqt (a .‰ {ak:b} oebk ,l`xyi-mrl dngp‡ebe epnz `l ik ‡c icqgoebke ,

{ck:b}el lige` ok lr iytp dxn` ‡c iwlgdnd s`y d`xpe .dnecke ,Š milina dt mifnexndcedi lre l`xyi lr jil` izxac xy` mixacd lk.‰

oebk ,cizrl mdn mwpzi d‰awdy aie`d znwp lr miweqt (b

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{`k:`}z` ¥a ¥d ipenk eidie z`xw mei :i‰yxity ,crend mei mdilr zàde ièldilr z`xwy {ak:`} oebke .‡ebe il zller xy`k enl llere jiptl mzrx lk àz.

Š milina dt fnexn df beqemiiebd lk lre...izxac xy` mixacd lk z`‰221.miyxetn dzilkze dlibnd ciwtz ixdy ,df lka oiirl yi mle`

Š `xwnaeaeyi ornl mdl zeyrl ayŸg ikp` xy` drxd lk z` dcedi zia ernyi ile`drxd ekxcn yi`df ixd ,zexvd ixe`z epiidc ‡` beq `nlyae .‰

iweqt epiidc ,‡b beqe ‡a beq la` .xity ciwtzd z` ynynz` xxerl dlibnd ly dciwtz z` miynyn md ji` ,dnwpe dngpd‰awd ly eiqiqkhn md s`y znà d`xpy `l` .daeyzl mrdàz m` sè madeè mdia` èdy y`xn mricedy ,daeyzl mxxerlmdl didze mzixg`l dewz yi z`f lka e‰g drxd dxvd lk mdilrile` ,y`xn z`f mriced `l eliè .dnwp mdiaie` lre dngpdf oirke} r‰ve .mdl eklie edegipie dywd exqena ehraic:hk `vie ‡ta l‰vf iwvpnw i‰xbdl `xwna mipeir ‡qa iz`vn

.{d‰yr

{bk:el}**xtŸqd xrza drxwi draxè zezlc yly icedi èxwk idie‡ebe g`d l` xy` y`d l` jlyde:{zezlc yly d‰c} i‰yxite .

oeiv ikxcˆ ‡dcedi dzlbˆ ‡dkaz dkaˆ ‡dki`ˆ eiptl e`xw dzid zepiw zlbn exn` epizeax‡eke yg `l df lka ‡zelia`mya `xwp weqt lk l‰f epizeax itly ixd .

cenil dfa yiy d`xpe .‰zezlcŠ mi`xwp daxd miweqte ,‰zlcŠd`xpd ynn ly xac ìd zlc .zlcl dnec weqt znày ,lecb

Š ìd zlcy h:hi `xie ‡ta i‰yxity enk} uegllerpl zaaeqdgeztlemireav ,miwfge miti ur-itc ,d`xn-zaeh ìdy yie .{‰

mipey miheyiw dpdke ,zyheln zyegp zici dle ,dti ravaz` gztp xy`ke .mixiyrd iza ly zezlca epipir dpifgzy.ezvwna ziad iti z` d`xpe ziad jezl uivp ,hrn j` zlcdziad zxcd z` ze`xl dkfp xzei jk ,xzei zlcd z` gztpy lkkegeztl un`ziy ine .mdipinl eiheyiw lke ,eihidx ,ezxevazepit lka bprzie oilwxhl qpki èd ,dxenb dgizt zlcd z`

.221.cec zecevn ‡r

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zlcde gztd lr ecnra oze`xl dnic `l elit`y ozeà s` ,ziadel yi .ycewd-i`xwnn weqt èd jke .zvwnl dgezt eciaixd xtqd on èd xqg mè ,slw iab lr eic èdy zeipevigdevn yi èd s` ,dpad mey ilan eze` `xwiy ine .leqt xtqd

recik ,ecia222ly dheyt dpad epiadl dkfiy ine .dkfiy lkke .ecenilae eitia dn-zbyd el yi ,milin-yexit,mixqen ,micenil xzil dkfi ixd ,ezpada wnrzdle mkgzdline .weqtd jezn lkd ,zekld ly miliz-iliz sè ,zenkglecb xe`n bprzie ,weqtd ly eceql seqal qpki ,xzeia dkfiydxeza epivn df znerle---.weqtd jezn xi`nd ,miwicvl fepbd.dixage `nw àak ‰àaŠ mya zepekn zeipyn zezkqn dt-lray‰àaŠ yexity w‰a ‡qnl ezncwda aeh-mei zetqeza xìa xake.t‰ray dxezl mi`znd èd df myy d`xpe .y‰r ,‰gztŠ èd

èdy `l` ,ynn ea oi`y xac èd gzt ixdymewndgeztd Š gzty ì:hi `xie ‡ta i‰yxity enke} dqipkl crepdllgd èd

oi`veie oiqpkp eayoi`y ,recik t‰ray dxez ly dzcn ìd jke .{‰in la` ,dheyt dpad t‰kr dze` oiany inl `l` dcenill jxrzevn miiw `l eitn milind z` ìvedy `l` llk oiad `ly`l` zlcl minec mpi` t‰ray dxez ixacy ixd .dxez cenlz

.oade .gztl

** l`wfgi **

{b:bk}**Ek£rŸn dny 'ebe odicy:{ekrn dny d"c} i"yxite .odicy z` mixvn ipa 'eke" zlny ixd .Ek£rŸnk"è .`vei lret ìd "

oeyla iyily seba `vei lret x`yk "Ek©rn" cwpdl l"ed dxe`klzxicze swez lr dxend "l¥reR" oipan ìdy okzie .xar

.b:bl dkxad z`fe 'ta lirl izexrd 'r ,dlertd

.222ìven m`Š :bi-ai ‡ld ‡a wxt z‰z ‡lda l‰f owfd x"enc` l‰fef‰d d‰r èdy iptn zelnd yexit ‡it` oian epi`y it lr s` eiztyaepi` m` t‰ray dxeza la` azkay dxeza `‰ca ‡eke mzcnle zevn miiwn

.‰llk cenil aygp epi` yexitd oian

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{gi:`l}**èd axg illg z` akyz milxr jeza zizgz ux` l`'ebe drxt .oiadl yie .dlxrd mdl ìd dtxg mixvnl s`y d`xp

.eleniy mixvnl sqei xn`y {cp:`n} uwn 'ta i"yxit t"roey`xd exeàa `"eba d"yr223 .

** milidz **

{b:c}**'ebe dnlkl iceak dn cr yi` ipaipa d"ca i"yxite . :yi`xn`p mdxaà ."yi`" miexwd awrie wgvi mdxa` ipa {f:k ziy`xa}"ayd

yi`d zy`" .xn`p wgvia {dq:ck my} "dfld yi`d in ."xn`p awria" {fk:ck my}mz yi` :i"yxit dnilkl iceak dn cr d"cae ."cr

ize` mifan mz` izn" {h:ak `"y} "iyi oa z` izi`xxàl d`xp---.'eke{xabe yep` mc` xèzl cebipa} "yi`" xèzy xàzpy dn t"r

zecne ald zlrn lr dxen224cec zpelz ìd jky l"i df t"ry .raep dfd iefad `ld !?ize` mifan mz` izn cr :d"r jlndwgvi mdxa` ipa ,"yi`" ipa mklk mz` ixde ,zezegt zecnn,zepicrde zeaehd eizecn my lr "yi`" `xwp cg` lky awriegkyze wece---.zerexb zecna mibdpzn mz`y dnizd on k"èmixacn mlky ,"yi`" zea`d e`xwp mday i"yx ìady miweqta

" aizk mdxaà .zeiyi`d mdizecn zlrn lr zy` aydyi`dwxy ,"cyg `ll dthgpy ixg` ezy` z` eil` aiydl ozip edenk yi`lshegd melyl lltzi s`y `l` cer `le ,shegd z` bxdie qrkiy

" `tiqa my 'ky enk"jcra lltzieaizk wgvia .i"yxit y"re ,"dfld yi`d in.dpey`xd mrta wgvi z` dze`xa dwax ixac mdy ,"

:{wgvi z` `xze d"c} my i"yxiteeiptn `deze xecd eze` dz`x.eiptn ddnze d`ltpd ezeiyi` z` dz`xy epiide225awriae .

.223 .al-ilxrl dpeekd eyxity zecevne w"cx o`k d`x mle`

.224mixac lr miigd-xe` r"re .lel` 'c "...mei meid"a oeyld èd jk,yep` ,yi` ,mc` jxr (xniidhxee) "mitcxpd zeny xeà"ae ,`:bl

.xab.225 .i"`xdn ixeìae dix` xeb y"r

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" aizkmz yi` :èd i"yx itl eyexity ,"'eke eit ok ealkèdy , .zelernd zecnn

{b:eh}** drx edrxl dyr `l epŸyl lr lbx `llr `yp `l dtxge

eaŸxw :{eaexw lr d‰c} i‰yxite .eypr yper da yiy dxiar eaexw xar mèilr zitge jaexw ipelt xar jk xnel sxgnl dt oegzt `diy eztxg eilr `yp `le htyna.

,df yexita envrl jxc llq i‰yxy `vnpe ,zecevne w‰cx ‡rexn`n xywl dvx i‰yxy d`xpe .l‰f miyxtnd x`yn jtidl hrnk

Š {c weqt} eixg` àd mr dfq`np eipira dfapèd oiprd my s`y ,‰ :my i‰yxity enk ,zeryx mey laeq wicvd oi`ydfap èdy in

‡eke wicv ly eipira q`np ezryxaŠ} df iptly mixn`ndy t‰r` dpde .`ldrx edrxl dyr `l epeyl lr lbxwifn wicvd oi`y dna mixacn {‰

htyn ea dyere eaexw lr dtgn epi`y dny xnel jixv ,exiagl.dxyid jxcl exifgn èd dfay ,eaexw ly ezaehl èd df mb

{e:bi} dixkfa y‰nn d`xp dfl `nbeceoia dl`d zeknd dn eil` xnèiad`n zia izi ¥M ªd xy` xnè jici :{jici oia d‰c} i‰yxite .my jitzk oia

dxiar ixaer oiwln :{iad`n zia d‰cae} .jxcl ipegikede ipaed` xy`dxyid226zekn ‡qnn èd dixkf ‡qa i‰yx ixac xewn dpde---.

‡x zrck eyexita hwp i‰yxy d`xpe .{`‰yxdn `‰ga y‰re} ‰akzenily mirax` èd zewln aeigy {‡ak} dpyna my xaeqy dcedisilie ,eitizk oia dwel èd h‰l lr dxizid dpexg`d dknde

Š dixkfa aezky dnn dfjici oiaxaeqy `nw `pzk dkldy t‰rè .‰‡ta i‰yxitn d`xpy enke} zg` xqg mirax` èd zewln aeigyly zewepizaŠ dixkfa weqtd ezrcle {xtqna d‰c a:dk `vz-ik`xwn ly eheyt xwiry i‰yxl l‰qc d`xp ,‰aizkc èd oax zia`le xwy-ìapa my xaecn oiprd ixdy ,dcedi ‡x zrck èd,miìapd z` mbe d‰c my i‰yxitae ‡a weqt y‰r} zewepizaxwir èd jky xaeq `nw `pzd mby xytè .{d-b miweqtae,iegic myl `l` oax zia ly zewepiza yxtzny xn` `le ,eheyth‰l wx èd zewln aeigy eizeaxn laiw jky oeikny epiidc

.226.‰ize` ead` mdŠ eyexity ‰ipead`Š l‰vy d`xp

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Š dxeza aezky dne ,zeknmirax` xtqnaèdy oipnŠ èd eyexit ‰enewnn xewrl dixkfa ‡ky dna gk oi` okl ,‰mirax`d z` mkeq

xytè ,laewnd dxezd-yexit z` zegcl weqt eze`y xneleeheyt xwir mlerl la` .oax zia ly zewepiza xacn dixkfa

.r‰ve .lirlck xwy-ìapa èd

{eh:hn}**l ªafn le`y zelal mxeve...zen ezy le`yl o`vkel :{ezy le`yl o`vk} i‰yxite . md ok xicl sq`znd o`vk{miryxd}

le`yl {le`y zelal mxeve} .mpi` mde dlk mpdib le`y dlaz miryx ly mzxevmilk . {el leafn}xecn mdl zeidn...mdici ehyty lr ‡el leafnˆ eyxit epizeaxe

ycwnd zia z` eaixgdy leafa .d‰x ‡qn ‡nba èd mixacd xewn dpdeŠ o`k i‰yxity dn my xkfp `ly d‰yre} ‡fixecn mdl zeidn,‰

y‰re .{r‰ve ehytk weqtd yxtl ezrcn ok siqed i‰yxy d`xpew‰ndia oi`y f‰dfa s` ixiinc eyxity zn` ztyae xpl jexra,einia axg el`k einia dpap w‰ndia oi`y xec lky itl ,miiwlre ,w‰ndiaa mdici mihyetk md ixd f‰dfa miryxd s` okle

Š ypera miyprp dfle`y zelal mxeveielz myper dnl a‰v n‰ne .‰xaecny my ‡nba exn` `lde .leafa mdici mihyety dfa `weecziigza extkye dxeza extky oiqxewitè zexeqne oipina o`ke`hgye miig uxà mzizig epzpye xeaiv ikxcn eyxitye mizndmyper dnle ,mvra mpeer lecb k‰è .y‰r ,miaxd z` eìhgdexegi`l e` w‰ndia oaxgl mdizepeer enxby dfa `weec ielz

Š xn`ndy xexa d`xp df mle`---.epiipaleafa mdici ehytyixd ‰ z` xiaqdl à èdxnegyper mipecipy ,dfd zkd ly myper

itl d`xp oiprd xeàe .milk mpi` mde dlk mpdibe igvp.w‰ndia ly zeigvpde zeriawd zpekz lr dxen ‰leafŠ zlny

{k:l} oeleaf zcila `vie ‡ta y‰nk zeriawdmrtd...d`l xn`zeoeleaf eny z` `xwze mipa dyy el izcli ik iyi` iplafid‰c} i‰yxite .

:{iplafi ‡leaf ziaˆ ‡l...{bi:g ‡` mikln} `dz `l dzrn xecn ziaxwirezxic‡eke inr `l` lirl i‰yx ìady weqt ezeà y‰nk zeigvpde .

{bi:g} ‡` miklnn jzayl oekn jl leaf zia izipa dŸpaminler:i‰yxite .xg` mewna dpiky dzxy `le zenad exzed `l dxgapynmb d`xp oky znàe .

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Š o`k ‡ky dnnel leafn le`y zelal mxevehytd itl i‰yxite .‰ :{zelal mxeve}milk mpi` mde dlk mpdib le`yd z` dlaz miryx ly mzxev.

:{el leafn}‡eke mze` zhdlne dwizxpn dng ìven d‰awde xecn mdl zeidn.leafl le`yd mdl `diy ie`xd on didy df lkn d`xp xy`le`yd ly eini jxe` z` s`y `l` .igvpe reaw xecnl epiidcxg` yper mdl ìvnn d‰awd mpdibd dlky ixgè ,migtwn mdmypery dn oaen d`xp f‰ktle---.mdixeqii ewqti `ly ick,leafa mdici ehyty dna `weec ielz èd dfd zkd ly igvpd.d‰awd ly igvpd execn èdy w‰ndia oaxgl enxby epiidccvn la` .dcn cbpk dcn ,igvp èd myper df llba `weecymiyl xyt` did ,zelecb zexiar ody t‰r` ,eyry zexiard x`y

.oade .myperl uw

{i:hq}** ‡ebe ipzlk` jzia z`pw ik :i‰yxite .zbdpy dagd e`xia e`pwzpe miiw jzia cera epa .e`pwzd ef d`pwy df oeyln rnyn

lr xacn xenfnd lky d`xp oke .ziad oaxg xg`l zene`dèd oke ‡` weqta w‰cx yxit oke .mzelba l`xyi ly mdizexvdagd lr miieb eybx dnl a‰v k‰è .y‰r fh weqt cec zcevnaz` eaixgd xak mdy ixg` miiw ezia cera d‰awd epa bdpy{a:ì} zldwa y‰n t‰r xàl d`xpe---.dppi` dag dzeè ziad

ux`d lr drx didi dn rcz `l ik dpenyl mbe drayl wlg ozd‰ca} i‰yxite . :{c‰à ‡eke rcz `l ikgqt ini zray ly xeav zepaxw drayl wlg oz xg` xac

bgd ini zpeny ly dpenyl mbe:i‰yxit my ipyd xeaicae .`le ziad axgi m` bga minybd lr xfb dn zrci `l didi dn rcz `l ik `"c mipey`xd elireie cer eaixwz

zerx zexifb lhaie zepaxwd elireiezqtez eppnfa daygnd zxbiy dpde .eple ,odl jld slg xak w‰ndiaa epizea` eaixwdy zepaxwdyenk ,zepaxwd ipic cenil i‰r `l` zepaxwd zceara wlg oi`{‡iw zegpn ‡qn ‡r} ‡eke z`hg zxeza wqerd lk l‰fg exn`y

Š zpigaa dlitz i‰r eèpzty mixt dnlypeyexit t‰r b:ci ryed} ‰‡nba my i‰yxit y‰re ‰et `nei ‡qna l‰fg227xèan mle` .{

.227yexitk `le eheytk yxity d`xp ryeda `xwnd lr eyexita mle`

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ini ‡ge gqtd ini ‡fa eaixwdy zepaxwdy l‰pd i‰yx ixacarnyne .zerx zexifb lhal meid epl zeliren ocer ixd bgddlitz e` cenil ly dyrn mey dfl jixv oi`y l‰f eixacn

epcvn228dagd lr zene`d epa e`pwzp df meyny d`xpe---..ziad z` eaixgd mnvr mdy ixg` s` w‰ndiaa d‰awd epl d`xdyeff `l zepaxwd ly zeikfd ozeè dag dze` l‰pd itl ixdy

.r‰ve .zexecl dzide dzryl dzid dpey`x dage onewnn

** {ì:hq}'ebe Dl ¨ §b iytpÎl` da §xw{dl`b d"c} i"yxite .dze` l`bi"yx l"nw i`n oiadl jixve .229dler didy d`xpe .

" yxtl zrcd lrDl ¨ §br"a`x ìany enke ,"dly dle`b" enk "z` iytp l` axw" weqtd yexit didi f"tle ,dyn iax mya

" didie ,"dly dle`bdda §xwdidi ely lrtpde `vei lret ""Dl ¨ §bl` d"awd a ¥xw §i¤y cal zg` dywa èd df iehia lke ,"

yexitn iwet`l à i"yxe .{r"a`xa ahid 'r} dzle`b z` ytpd" yxtn i"yxe .dfDl ¨ §byxtne ."!dze` le`b" ieev oeyla "

"da §xw.eytp l` axwziy d"awdn ywany epiidc ,cner lretk "

.`xnbd.228dxezd lr cner mlerd mixac ‡b lrŠ {a dpyn ` wxt} zea` iwxt ‡re

epiid ‰cner mlerdŠ opzc `de .‰micqg zelinb lre dceard lreepiid ‰dcearŠe .h‰ieze a‰rx y‰r ,dl`d mixacd liaya `xap mlerdy{dceard lre d‰c} h‰iez y‰re .a‰rxd my yxity enk ,zepaxwd zcearxninl `ki` i`n axgyn la` miiw ycwnd ziay onfa gpiz z‰èŠ :l‰fe`l dpde .‰‡eke {mlerd} `xap miiw w‰ndiay onfd dtvy liayay l‰ionfa eaixwiy zepaxwd liaya dligzn mlerd `xapy èd xac seq{cner mlerd d‰c g‰i dpyn} oldl h‰iezd azk ixdy ,miiw w‰ndiaymby `l` ,mlerd `xap mliayay xac seq `l ‡a dpynay mixac ‡b mze`y`diyl daq mde lièdcŠ :my l‰fe .miiwzdl jiynn mlerd mliaya.‰‡eke `xap èdy xg` miiwziyl daq eidiy y‰k did `ly xg` `xaponfa eaixwiy zepaxwd liaya `xap mlerdy h‰iezd yxit xaky oeike,f`ny zepaxwd oze` zekfa miiwzn mlerd meid mby `vnp ,ycwndd`xp df oiprl jnq cere .w‰ece epcvn dyrn mey dfa oi`y t‰rèdy` gkyzdˆ...‡ipgky ‡ce ‡c ipafr oeiv xn`zeˆŠ :‰al zekxa ‡qnniptl zaxwdy mingx ixhte mili` zeler gky` melk d‰awd xn` ‡dler

.d‰yr ,‰xacna.229 .27 dxrd qcxt zxecdn o`k d`x

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.eizexvn eytp z` l`bi d"awdy ,ywan èd zxg` dywa cere .r"ve

** aei` **

{bi-ai:fh}**jtyi lengi `le izeilk glti...ipxtxtie iziid ely‡ebe i ¦zx ¥x §n ux`l . {izxxn d‰c} i‰yxiteily dxnezpeek d`xp .Š yexit oi`yi ¦zx ¥x §n‰ Š eyexit `l` ,zhyten zexixndxnìdy ‰

,mc`-oa ly egex-avn lr ritynd sebd zeinipta lfepd xnegmipencwd zrici itk230l‰f exn`y dn t‰r ahid oaen oiprde .

al zevrei zeilk opax epzŠ {a-` `q} zekxa ‡qn `xnba qrek cak...oianezgipne dth ea zwxef dxni‰yxite .‰‡eke

:{dth ea zwxef d‰c}qrkd on ezgipne dxnope`zd df lry d`xpe .Š ik aeiìziid elyz` qxdy cr mixeqii ohyd ilr ìad la` ,‰

Š z` sè ,qerke aevr izx`ype ,izeely lkily dxn,ux`l jty ‰dlert ixdy ,ipnn egipdle iqrk z` jkyl iteba gk oi` okle.r‰ve .ia dppiè ux`l dktyp ìde ,dxnd ly dciwtz ìd ef

{igk}**'ebe W¥A ¦g zFxd §p i ¦k §A ¦n :i"yxit .eidy l`xyi ly mziika iptn yaig ,dzyp dn xn`l oikeaowize "mdl yagie" .rlqd on min ixdp mdl `xwie}

{bi:g" opinbxznoedl oiwzè" .xac lr ltep "oewz" oeyl dpdeze` ìany inleb xac lr e` ,ecnr lr exifgny xaypymin z`vedk zycegn zten lr dxe`kl ltep epi` la` .ezenlylmixac dxyr {e:d zea` iwxt} l"f exn` xak mle` .rlqd ony"re} xàd it èd mdn cgè .zeynyd oia zay axra e`xaprlqd on min z`vedy `vnp .{i"yxl qgeind 'itae a"rxaini zyyn rlqa rahed xaky rahl dnlyde oewizk "`l` epi`"

.ziy`xa

.230Š {dk:k} onwl y‰n deeydmin` eilr jldi FzxŸ «x §O ¦n wxaemyy ,‰ :{ezxexnn d‰c} i‰yxit wyp ly ezni`n.

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{i:l}**wŸx ekŸyg `l iptne ipn ewgx ipearzd‰c} i‰yxite . :{‡eke ipearz‡eke ilrn miwgxzn eide il` zybn mi`xi eidy mze` ipearz.

:{wŸx ekyg `l d‰cae}wewxl onvr erpni ,ekygiy iceakl oiyyeg oiè iptl oiwwexyiiptl231rbet lecb mc` zegkepa wxdy df yexitn xèan .

d‰dbda dàed ,l‰f mgexi ‡x zrck i‰yxl l‰q `le .eceakaepi` eax ipta wxde ,wexl èd qep`y h‰k ‡rq a‰nx c‰eiajezn i‰yx zhiy wiicy f‰n w‰q j‰ya y‰re .dzin aiigèd aeià l‰pd i‰yxit dpde .‡hv oiaexir ‡qnl eyexit

.df lka ahid ‡r .j‰yd ixacl on`p xewn

** mixiyd - xiy **

{`:`}**dnlyl xy` mixiyd xiy :i‰yxite .dnly lk epizeax epy mixiyd lk lr èdy xiy ely melydy jln ycw mixiyd xiya mixen`dd‰awdl xn`p xy`

l`xyi zqpk enre ezcr z`n‡eke iepik èd ‰dnlyŠ myy eyexit itl .xkfp epi` xiyd xagn ly eny ixd ,jlnd dnly `le d‰awd ly

Š xn`p df xiyy i‰yxl dil `pn wcwcl yi k‰è .weqtaz`nl`xyi zqpk enre ezcrlk jynda eiyexitn gken df xac ik sè .‰

weqta xewn el oi` m` o`k exikfdl el did `l n‰n ,xtqddid `l ,weqta xkfp xagnd my did eli`y d`xpy `l` .dfd

zrcle ytgl gxkdmixacd exn`p in l`mc` yi ixdy ,jk azeky e` ,xiy ly oepbqa envr oial epia mixac azekyxacn weqtdy `zyd la` .extqa epiiriy eixg` miàd lkl

Š xiyd ,lrtp oeyla xy`xn`pd‰awdl lawnd my zrici ixd ,‰ozepdy i‰yxit df lre .ozepd ly eny z` zrcl epze` zaiign

Š èd xiyd z`l`xyi zqpk enre ezcr‰232dppi` dxe`kl ezii`xe .

.231eyxcn zian aei` xtqŠ dpyey .` ly ezxecdna èd df weqt yexit lk .zevetpd zexecdn aexa `vnp epi` la` ,‰i‰yx ly

.232Š èd df xiyy aezkd zrcedy l‰i e` èdy xiymixiyd lk lrzaiignd ìd ‰Š epiidc exne` my z` ricedll`xyi zqpk enre ezcrwgvi xà ‡q d`x .‰

in zrcl mc`d uetgi dpeyne dxf dlert lretdyŠ :{ì:ck} xen` zyxtam` oiae aehe dlern lrt èd dfd xfd lrtd m` oia dfd lretd èd

.d‰yr ,‰rxe dpebn lrt èd

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meyn ileè .l‰pk xtqd lka ze`xwnd jyndn `l` df `xwnnŠ èd df xiyy yxit xakyd‰awdl xn`p xy` mixiyd lk lr èdy xiy,‰

ly ezeìvna dn-zbyd el yiy in i‰r df xiy xn`py ìd `xaqlr èdy l‰i e` .l`xyi-zqpk enre ezcr `l` df oiè ,d‰awd

{`k:bn} diryia y‰n jxcextqi izldz il izxvi ef mrd‰c} i‰yxite . :{il izxvi ef mrextqi izldz ornleciwtz èd jky oeikne .

`xazqn ixd ,d‰awd ly eizeldz z` xtql dfd mrd ly ezilkzeŠ oexzi el yiy ,dfd xiydyd‰awdl xn`p xy` mixiyd lk lrŸexn` `l ,‰

.`weec ef mr `l`

:i"yxita {`:`}z`xi eleky miycw ycw mixiyd-xiye ycw miaezkd lkzekln ler leawe minyeeweqir xwir lky mipirl d`xp ixdy r"ve .

èd xtqd lydad`di"yx azk oke .d"awde l`xyi-zqpk oiay :ezncwdadlra lr zwwezyn zeig zepnl` dxexv dy` oeyla ycwd gexa dfd xtq cqie

zxkfn dcec lr zwtxznzad`'eke eil` dixerp xyw df lkl oi` dxe`kle .oxn dpd---.l"pd eyexita i"yx xikfdy miny-z`xil zekiiyedfe .d`xide dad`d oipra ceqi epl cqi l"f wgvi-cgt lramykcŠ :'a ze` 'a xn`n ‰zayd meiaeŠ xryn ,xeviwa epeyl,zehytzd ly oeeika xnegd lr milretd zegek ,raha epivnyenk ;zeveekzd ly oeeika xnegd lr milretd zegek mznerleytpd lr ìd zlret dad`d ik myd zceara ytpa epivn okìd zlret d`xide ,miny ceakl dizegek zehytzd ly oeeikaèd dfe .miny ceakl dizegek zeveekzd ly oeeika ytpd lrmeyn epiidc ,dyr zevn meiw ly yxey ìd dad`c o"anxd 'kyly zegek dpnn mikynp zehytzd ly lfna z`vnp ytpdy dryayly lfna z`vnp ytpdy dryay...d`xid dznerle ;‡dyre mewˆda hley `linne ,dkeza millkpe minvnhvn dizegek ,zeveekzdxzeia zighyd dqitzd dpde---.d"yr ,‰‡dyrz lè ayˆ ly avndlka - ef dqitz itl xy` ,yperd-cgt ìd miny-d`xi oipraèd cgtny iptny .d"awdn gxeak dyrp mc`d - dzeighy swezèdy i"r lekiak epnn envr z` ìagn èd d"awd ly eiyprnheyt df dpde .miyprd z` mexbl ogka xy` zexiard on yxet

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xexa ixdy .hlgda ef dqitz icin miìven l"f oxn ixacy zeveekzd ly drepz ìd d`xidy l"f llin,miny ceakl`le

zxèznd zighyd yperd-z`xi zqitzk ,yperd on envr zpbdllirl233iaxe ixenn izrnyy dn o`ka ìap xeà xzile---.

.minec miyxy md "dii`x"e "d`xi" ly miyxydy `"hilyxikne dèxd mc`d xnelk .'c-zi©i ¦ §x ìd 'c-z`xi ly dzligzyezeltye ezephw yibxn èd cin d"awd ly ezE`xepe ezElcb z`'c ceakl xeg`l rzxpe ueekzn èd ef dii`x jezne .envr lyiptn dgixa ly oevx jezn df oiè .edxikne edèx èdyly epevx jk àxc` `l` ,l"pd yperd-` ¥x §i ly epevxk ,yperddidiy wx ,'zi ezeìvn z` yibxie xikiy izin`d minyd-` ¥x §iqpkiy oica epi` ezenk ipry eytpa yibxn dkky .zvw wegxnz` ze`xl èd 'c z` ade`d ly epevxy myke .dnipt ycwd lòevx ly mibeq ipyy `l` .'c z` `xid ly epevx jk ,ekln

zg` rahn ly miccv ipyk ,md cg`234mixiyd-xiy lk dpde---.l`xyi zqpk zè cŸecl d"awd z` xxeynd liyndy lynd lr cqeinyie dad` yi ecaerde 'c oiay qgiay myk ik d`xpe .eziirxlyi .d`xi yie dad` yi eziirxe cŸec oiay qgia mb jk ,d`xi,iynn oteà cŸecd l` axwzdl diirxd ly dpevxe dwyg lky drycŸec oia ‰dad`Š `xwpd edf .diirxe cŸec jxck ewyple ewagldrepz èdy ,d"awde caerd oia dad`d znbeck ìde .diirxefè .df oteà axwzdl dl xyt`-i`y dry yie .zehytzd ly

.233y"nk ,"dlda" èd `xwnd oeyla zighyd yper-z`xil m¥ydy d`xp {b:g} zldwa'ebe jlz eiptn l ¥dA ¦Y l` :i"yxite ,eiptn gxaze jlzy xnel ldap idz l`

hily èd mewn lkay my hily epi`y mewnl ..234{d:ek} a minid-ixaca dcedi jln difr lr aezky dna df lkl jnq yi

miwel`d Ÿegilvd ‡c z` Ÿeyxc iniae miwel`d zŸe`x ¦A oiand ...miwel` yxcl idie. :{miwel`d ze`xa oiand d‰c} i‰yxite.‡dn `xizpe ìd daehy miwel` z`xia oiady

dii`x oeylk c‰ei ze` oexqga o`k daezk d`xid oipry ezrc ixdŠ weqtd seqe .{b‰alx yexite sqei ax mebxz y‰re} iniaeŸeyxc‡c z` ‰

ìd d`vèz daxc` `l` ,dgixa d`xid ly dz`vez oi`y giken .oade .dyixcd

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,eitei zii`xa bprzdl ,wegxn cŸeca lkzqdl dwyge dpevxdzr `l la` .cgia eidy mcw-ini ly zepexkfa ryrzydlcŸec oia ‰d`xiŠ `xwpd edf .ynn eil` axwzdl micec-zrdrepz ìdy ,d"awde caerd oia d`xid znbeck ìde .diirxezhleyy z`fd dryd ìd izne---.wegxn dii`xe zeveekzd lyi"yx epl xìzy dryd idef ?cŸecde diirxd oia "d`xi"

:ezncwdadlra lr zwwezyn zeig zepnl` dxexv dy` oeyla ycwd-gexa dfd xtq cqiexikfne dzxva el xv dcec s` dryt lr dcene eil` dixerp zad` zxkfn dcec lr zwtxznealn `l ik ricedl dfr dadà dnr xywp mda xy` dilrt oexyke ditei iepe dixerp icqg

dil` aeyl cizr ède dyi` ède ezeg` ìd cer ik oigeliy digeliy `le dprepiide .,ynn cŸecd l` axwzdl dl `"` diryt zngn xy` ,z`fd dryaywegxn zcnery ,d`xid z` zqteze dad`d z` dgipn ìdaxwzdl dzr zrd `l la` .dizepexkfae dzìixa dryrzyneèd mixiyd-xiyy i"yx 'ky edf ik d`xpe .iynn oteà

Š miycw-ycwminy z`xi elekyz`fk dry lr xacn elk-lk ixdy .‰.r"ve .diirxde cŸecd oia "d`xi" ly qgi hley da xy`

{h:`}** izirx jizinc drxt iakxa izqql . :i‰yxitezveawljriyedl drxt iakxa jz`xwl z`vl izepgn iztq`y daxd miqeq...izirx jizinc my

jzwrvn jizwzy xn`py {ci:ci zeny}‡eke ‡oeyixgz mzèˆdfn rnyn zvw ..dpnn mze` wizyd d‰awd ixdy ,dievx dzid `l ef dlitzymy aizkc ,glya ‡ta dnewna `‰ebd xìay dnn wiqdl xyt` oke

{i:ci}‡c l` l`xyi ipa ewrvie :i‰yxite .‡eke mzea` zepne` eytz.mdy miwicvd jxck miwrev eidy xnel oi`cŠ :`‰eba xìae{ai weqt my} xnel eiykr mippelzn eid `dc dxv zra miwrevjky mzea` zepne` èdy `l` ‡mixvn z` cear epl aeh `ldêixg` cinz mc`d jynp mzea` bdpn èdy xace mzea` bdpn did

‰‡eke ezrce eal zpeeka dyer epi`y ab lr s`235mle`---..dievx dzid `l ef dlitzy xnel zrcd lr lawzn epi` znà.dirxd l` cecd igay jeza mixiyd-xiya ìd zxkfp ixdy ,`cg

.235 .y‰r ,oexkfd xtqae `wp xnr ‡qa eixac oirk iz`vn ok

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Š eiptl aizk ixdydrxt iakxa izqqlŠ i‰yx itl eyexity ,‰zveawl drxt iakxa jz`xwl z`vl izepgn iztq`y daxd miqeqjriyedleixg` aizke .‰

{ì-i weqt}zecwp mr jl dyrp adf ixez mifexga jxèv mixŸza jiigl ee`psqkd236{ci:a} onwl aizk ixd ,cere .z` ipirinyd...rlqd iebga izpei

‡ebe axr jlew ik jlew :{‡eke izpei d‰c} i‰yxite .dze` lr xn`p df`le mid iptn mdiptl qepl mewn oiè mid lr mipeg mbiyde mdixg` drxt scxy dry

zerx zeig iptn zeptdl...z` inl jzlrt oexyk z` ji`xn z` ipi`xd d‰awd dl xn`dxv zra dpet :{jlew z` iprinyd d‰cae} . ‡c l` l`xyi ipa ewrviezeny}

exnà ,ef dltz elltziy mdn ywia d‰awdy ixd .{i:ciŠaxr jlew ik jlew z` ipirinydxak dl`d mipiprl gztndy d`xpe---.‰

oipr ,‰elawe eniiwŠ qxhpew ,wgvi cgta l‰f oxn epl gztzepne` zqitz xac ly ezn`lyŠ :my epeyl xeviw dfe .hiìd zcgein ef dltz .ef dltz ly dzedn yexit èd zea`dmzè mkl mgli myd .dilr dwizy dxfbp xac ly eteqay ,dfadlrt `l ef dltzc rxtnl xacd xxaedc d`xp dxe`kl .oeyixgz.xwir lk ef dltzl zqgiizn dzid `l dreyid lkye .melkdzid ef dltz ly dzedny ,l‰fg ixac eà ef dpadn iwet`ljxck o`ka dlrt `l dltzd mvr ,xnelk .zea` zepne` zqitzda didy `l` ;dly zeywae dly mipepgza zlret dltz lkyl`xyil mdl xn`pyk...l`xyi ly oiqgei xtq ielib ,ef dltzaxnel dpeekd dzid `l ,‡oeyixgz mzèˆ seq mi zpkq zryalr dgkedd drited dwrvd jezny `l` ,dlhal dzid mkzwrvywnerd èd dfe .dwrvl miwewf mz` oi` `linne ,mkqegi,xnelk .zea` zepne` zqitz dzid ef dwrvc minkg xn`naici lr ,dlrt z`f znrl la` .dltz jxc dlrt `l ef dwrvdltz ly `vnz ikid df ixd .da miqtez mz`y zepne`d xexia,‰dlitzl jxev o`k oi`y lertl `l` dliren dpi` dxwir lkyd‰awd ywia znà .oekp lr lkd ài l‰f eixac itle---.d‰yr

Š ‡ky dna i‰yxity enk ,z`fd dlitzd z`jlew z` ipirinyd.‰

.236cecd ita i`pbe oeer zxkfd mey mixiyd-xiya z`vnp `ly ipnecnkzxrhvne dcenk dnvr lr dirxd ita èd df oirk lk `l` ,dirxd zece`

.gkyze wec .diyrn lr

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dlired n‰n ,`‰eb ixack ,mzrce mal lka elltzd `ly t‰rèok` milltzndy dci-lr dlbzpy ielibd gka dlawzpe ef dlitzzepneà miwifgne miqtez md ixde ,dnd miyecwd mdizea` ipa

Š mixiyd-xiya i‰yxity edfy d`xpe .mdizea` lyji`xn z` ipi`xd jzlrt oexyk z`dxv zra dpet z` inljxca dlitzd dlrty oeike .‰

mdl xnè ,xzei elltziy jxev did `l xak ,z`fd zcgeindŠ d‰awdoeyixgz mzèoia mixiyd-xiya gayl fnxp df xace .‰

Š y‰nk ,dirxd l` cecd igay x`yizirx jizincitl eyexity ,‰Š i‰yx‡oeyixgz mzèˆ xn`py jzwrvn jizwzyìd dlecb dlrn ixdy .‰

llba dlwazpe dlired ald zpeek `la s` dxvw dlitzy ef .df lka oiire .milltznd ly mqegi

{i:a}**jl ikle izti izirx jl inew il xnè icec dpri‰yxite . :{dpr d‰c} mlekl a` oipa dfe mx lew dwrv oeyle dipr oeyl{ci:fk mixac}

ˆ‡mield epre237 :{jl inew d‰cae} .ˆ ‡mixvn iprn mkz` dlr`zeny}Š xn`n cgiizpy dfa a‰ve .{fi:b...mkz` dlrìtl xn`py ‰

Š oeyla i‰yxmx lew dwrvokez dne ,el oipn df xac .‰my} df xn`n iptl aezky ,ze`xwna my oiieri mle`---?epiipr

{eh weqtiwel` ‡c l`xyi ipa l` xn`z dk dyn l` miwel` cer xnìed`xp mkizea` iwel` ‡c mdl` zxnè l`xyi ipwf z` ztqè jl ...mkil` ipgly...mkizea`

mixvna mkl ieyrd zè mkz` izcwt cwt xn`l ...il`xn`nd aizk k‰gè .Š :l‰pdx À©nŸ «e ‡ebe izgde iprpkd ux` l` mixvn iprn mkz` dlr`.‰ zln dpde

Šx À©nŸ «emiwel` ixac md dl` lky lirl aizk xak ixdy ,a‰v ‰ {eh weqt} y‰nk‡ebe dyn l` miwel` cer xnìexnè xfg dnl k‰è .

Šx À©nŸ «eip`Š eyexity ‰zixnèŠ mbxzy qelwpe` y‰r mle` ?‰yxite mebxzd zeawra jldy r‰a`x y‰re .xar oeyla ‰izxnèdfe mkz` dlr`y mkizea`l izxn` xakeŠ (` :mipte` ipyajlr` ikp`ˆ mbe {ci:eh ziy`xa} ‡lecb yekxa e`vi ok ixgèˆxfbzeˆ enk df zeidl dzr izxfbŠ (a .{c:en my} ‰‡dlr mbxn`ny `vnp r‰a`x iyexit ipyl dpde .{gk:ak aei`} ‰‡xne`

.237Š `xwc `tiqn ezgked l`xyi yi` lk l` exnèmx lew .‰

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yiy `l` ,dyn mze` rnyy miwel` ixac xetiq ‰mzqŠ epi` dfxikfn èd df xn`n ixd ‡` yexitl .c`n wfg ybc df xn`n lr‡zi ezghad z` e` ,mixzad-oia zixaa mdxa`l d‰awd zghad z`

mixvnl ecxia awril238d‰awdy xne` df xn`n ‡a yexitle .lke .mixvn iprn i‰pa z` zelrdl zelbzd dzeà dxifb xfb

Š azke aezkd xfgy dnn gxken dfx À©nŸ «exzeink d`xpy mewna ‰xn`p df xn`ny mixiyd-xiya i‰yxity edfy d`xpe---.dxe`kl

Š oeylamx lew dwrv‰elew z` mixdŠ d‰awd df xn`nay epiidc ,‰z` ìveiy zea`l gihad xak èdy ‰mx lewaŠ dyn l` fixkdexn`n xkfp okle .jk zeyrl xfeb dzr èdy e` ,mixvnn mdipa

Š oeyl èdy ‰diiprŠ oeyla mixiyd-xiya dfmx lew dwrv .r‰ve ,‰

{`:c}**crlb xdn eylby mifrd xcrk jxry jznvl cran. :{c‰à} i‰yxites` jizepkyne jizepgnl miptan ìd ef jkl i‰pk dnicy `nbecde

my oal mbiydyk crlbd xdn zcxl eylby eipae awrik ilr oiaiag jiay miwixd .a‰vexdn ecxiy drya `weec eipae awril minecy dfd qeliwd ednonwl mb miwxd lr qeliw yi ixdy oiirl yi cere .crlb

{b:c} aizkc‡ebe jzwx oenxd gltk :{c‰à} i‰yxite .eyxit `nbecdeoenxk zevn mi`ln jiay mipwix epizeaxoey`xd qeliw oia lcadd edne .

qeliwdy heyt d`xp dipyd z`fd dl`y lr dpde---.ipydemixqg i`ceeay t‰r`y .miwixd ly mdiyrn cvn èd ‡b weqtay.oenxk zevna md mi`ln n‰n ,zenilyd ly daxd miccvn mdmvr cvn `l` ,miaehd mdiyrn cvn epi` ‡` weqtay qeliwd la`mya md mi`xwpy oeikny .eipae awri l` mzekiizyde mqegiidne---.mnvr eipae awrik d‰awd lr miaiag md ixd awri-ipad`xp ,crlbd on eylby drya `weec eipae awril mze` dnicyepilr micner xece xec lkayŠ :dcbdd-lra xn`y dn itl oiadl`vŠ :dii`x df lr ìane .‰mcin eplivn d‰awde epzelkl`l` xfb `l drxty epia` awril zeyrl inx`d oal ywa dn cnleàz-ik ‡ta i‰yxit ‡re} ‰lkd z` xwrl ywa oale mixkfd lr

.238 :{jlr` ikpè d‰c} i‰yxit y‰regihaduxà xawp zeidl .

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dii`x ìad `l dnl wcwcl yi dpde .{ia` ca` inx` d‰c d:eki‰yxity enke} mdxa` z` sexyl cexnp yway dnn dfl mecwd ondne` mdxa` did `l dry dzeày meyn d`xpe .{gk:ì gp ‡tmda epivn ,oaln ehlnpy drya eipae awri la` .cigi `lèribd xak ixd n‰n ,mihayd lk eclep `l oiicry t‰r`y.‰l`xyiŠ e`xwp mbe ‰ziaŠ e`xwpy zenily-zpnl awri-ipa

{l:l} `vie ‡ta y‰nk ‰ziaŠ e`xwp ikp` mb dyr` izn dzreizial. {a:dl} glyie ‡tae l` awri xnìeezia‡ebe y‰nk ‰l`xyiŠ e`xwp .

{f:cl} dpic dyrna glyie ‡ta dyr dlap ikl`xyiaawri za z` akyl ‡ebe.239n‰ne ,dypne mixtè oinipa eclep mxha did df lke

epivny dnn d`xp dfl jnqe---.‰l`xyiŠ e`xwpe ‰ziaŠ e`xwply mzcila ixdy .dypne mixt` oinipa ly mzcil lv` yecigdf oa el didiy d‰awd z`n awri xyazpy epivn `l mihayd x`ywec .mya e`xwpye eclepy `l` mlka aezk oiè .xg` e`xyazp mipexg`d mihay ‡b zcil lv` ,mle` .`vie ‡ta gkyze

{ì:dl} glyie ‡ta y‰nk .d‰awd z`n awriieb...miwel` el xnìee`vi jivlgn miklne jnn eidi mieb ldweŠ zlny i‰yxite .iebzfnxn ‰

Š zlne ,oinipalmiebyecig mrhe .y‰r mixtè dypnl zfnxn ‰,llka cre sqei cr mihayd lk eclepy oeikny meyn d`xp df.l‰pke ‰l`xyiŠe ‰ziaŠ e`xwiy zenily-zpnl eribd xak ixdepi` k‰g` cleiy in lky zrcd lr dlriy xyt` ixd oky oeikneoipnn ok`y dl` ly mzcila awri xyazp dfle .mihayd oipnaxece xec lkay dny xazqn d`xp dpde---.r‰ve .dnd mihaydly mzexyie mzewcv cvn df oi` ,mcin eplivn d‰awdmiwicv mpi`y xec yi dxe`kly ,xec lkay micigid-ueaiwmvra ielz xacdy `l` .mcin mlivn d‰awd k‰trè jk-lkmqegii mvr lr xenyl dkefy xec lky .mxèze mqegiid‰awd df gkne df cvn ixd ,e`xwi l`xyi mya oiicry ,mxèze

.239 {b:en} diryi d`xeoha ipn miq ªnrd l`xyi zia zix`y lke awri zia il` erny‡ebe . :{‡eke miqenrd d‰c} i‰yxitelr mkz` izqnr inx`d oal ziaa mzclep f`n

‡eke xece xec lka m‰ekr mkilr ecnr f`n ik izerexfoal mdilr cnry onfay ixd .Š mya mipekn eid xak mcinydlawri ziaŠ myae ‰l`xyi zia .‰

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ezrvd z` dcbdd-lra giked okly d`xpe---.mdi`peyn mlivn,cigi `l` epi` mdxa` ixdy .mdxa`n `le `weec eipae awrin`l` ,eipa-ipan lylzydl dne`d dcizry cvn lvip `l ileèawrin la` .dii`x epnn oiè .zihxtd ezexyie ezewcv cvni‰yxity enke} miwicv eid mleky t‰r`y .dii`x yi eipae‰ziaŠ ly dlvd dzid mzlvd n‰n {oexkfl d‰c ai:gk devz ‡tal`xyi-zia z` livn d‰awdy dii`x mdn yi okle .‰l`xyiŠ lyeoniqe `nbec ìd eipae awri ly mzlvde .mdi`pey icindf dpde---.l`xyi-zia z` livdl d‰awd ly ekxc jky zexeclmlivn d‰awdy drya l`xyil zrcep dxizi daigy i`ceeef dxizi daig mdl zrcep `le .`cixb mqegii gkn mdi`peyn.lirl xèanke crlb xdn eipae awri eylby dry dze` cr

Š ,mixiyd xiya miwxd eqlwzpy qeliwd edfy d`xpemifrd xcrkcrlb xdn eylby :i‰yxite .‰‡eke crlbd xdn zcxl eylby eipae awrik.

,e`xwi awri-ipa mya oiicr n‰n ,md miwixy t‰r` xnelk.mcin eplivn d‰awdy dcbda dnqxtzpy dghad dze`l miie`xedrya eipae awri lv` dpey`xl dniiwzp dghad dze`y oeikedaig dfae .dl`d miwixd mdl minec ixd ,crlb-xdn eylby

.r‰ve .mdl zrcep dxizi {bi:c}** ‡ebe mipenx qcxtk jigly. :i‰yxite ux` diexw dyai

cinz dzewydl jixve oiglyd zia...qcxtk aeh lk oi`ln od ixd jigly ,yai qliw o`ke my lr dfe mipenxl`xyiay miphwmipenx qcxtk miaeh miyrn miaihxn d`xp .

dtie .zeevn libn mizegtd ,mipya miphwd md dl`d miphwdymd s` ,cinz min z`wydl jixvd oiglyd-zial milynp md.zx`tzl elcbiy cr xqende dxezd-inn àeh d`wyd mikixv

{eh weqt} jynda aizk ,mle`‡ebe miig min xà mipb oirn:i‰yxite .zepay xdeh zeliah my lr `nbecde oze` dwynd oirnk oqlwne ‡jiglyˆ lr aqen df lk

zelaeh l`xyimipya zephwd zepaa jiiy df oi` dxe`kle .240.

.240i‰yxite ,‰oihega ze`vei zephw zepadŠ ‡dq zay ‡qna epipy ,mle` :{‡eke zepad d‰c}mdipf` zeawpny...oiheg oipzepe...mdipf` enzqi `ly mdipfà.

:{elitè d‰cae}oiyxtn yie .èd ie`yn `le ikda `gxe` èd iep hiykz e`lc ab lr s`c

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Š mb k‰èmiphwmiphw mpi` dxe`kl lirl i‰yx mxikfdy ‰`l` mipya miphw mpi` dl`d miphwdy d`xp df gkne .mipyazcnl ycwd-zcear mzcear dribd `ly t‰r`y .dbixcna miphw

Š md ixd n‰n ,zenilydmipenx qcxtk miaeh miyrn miaihxnmilynpe .‰ {eh-bi miweqt} miaezkd jynday miaehd mixacd lkl mdixt

oenpwe dpw mekxke cxp micxp mr mixtk micbnd`wyd gka mdl à df lke .`l`---.xqende dxezd-ina minlyd minkgd mze` miwyny zicinz,mzbixcna mizegtd i‰pal qeliw epivn xak ixdy wcwcl yiy

{b:c} aezky enk‡ebe jzwx oenxd gltkjzwx d‰c} i‰yxite . :{c‰dqaoenxk zevn mi`ln jiay mipwix epizeax eyxit `nbecded`xpy `l` .

k `l` epi` mqeliw lke ,ynn miw ¥xa xaecn myyglt,oenx wx èdyivgd`xp o`ke .l‰pd xeaica i‰yxity enk oenx

.zenlyd zlrnl eribd `ly `l` ,miw ¥x mpi`y miypà xaecnyk mqeliw lecb okleqcxtdaxde mivr daxd ea yiy mipenx

.r‰ve .zexit

{ai:d}** lr zeayi alga zevgx min iwit` lr mipeik eipir z`lnŠ aezky dn yxity {eh weqt lr} i‰yxit ‡re .mipeik eipir

min iwit` lr (` .xeviwa mwizrdl ippde ,mipte` dylya ‰mipeik eipir jk mdizeaex` l` zetev eipiry{d‰awd ly}myy zeyxcn izae zeiqpk iza lr

minl mileynd dxezd i`ven (a .xi`dl mipir mpzep d‰awdy minkg icinlz `‰cmlerl...mkg ipelt ly eyxcnn mikled md jk mlke` ywal jaeyl jaeyn miccepd mipeik

dxez inrh ywal mkg ipelt ly eyxcn zial {min iwit` lr d‰cae} .iza lrdxez ly min i`ven mdy zeyxcn (b .dxez ly zeiyxt eipip¦r eipir `‰c

zeklde...‡eke zeyxcn izaa min iwit` lr ozkilda mi`p mdy mipeikileè .

`lc zephw la` dliah eda `gikyc meyn mzd oiwxt yixa dlecbl opixq`c dxry oda zrlewy oihegzexdh meyn rbn z`nehl dliah zekixv inp zephwc `cg dfn oebd oey`x oeyle .ixy dliah eda `giky

eda zegiky inp zecp sè ìpzck {‡al dcp}dn`l mcew deliahde didy dyrnl‰qc ixd .ceqi lr dxifb minkg exfbiy ick cr zephw zepaa `giky zEcpy i‰yxlo`k i‰yxity dn k‰è .`xnba ahid y‰r ,oze` liahdl aeigd

Š zece` xaecny mixiyd-xiyal`xyiay miphwmiphwl dpeekd znày l‰i ‰Š oipr sè ,mipyazelaeh l`xyi zepay xdeh zeliahly df qeliw llka èd ‰

.w‰ece .zelaeh zephw zepa s`y ,miphwd

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el dyw did ‡` yexit lry meyn miyexit dylyl i‰yx jxvedy ody `l` ,mipeik onvr miipird oi` df yexit itlyzetev

daezk dzid el`k yxtle wegcl mikixve ,mipei ly mdipirkmd minkgd-icinlzy ipy yexit yxit okl .‰zetevŠ zln weqtayxcn-zian miccepy mipeik mnvr mde miipirk mileynixdy dyw ‡a yexit lry `l` .dxez inrh ywal yxcn-zial

Š aezklrmin iwit` Š aezkl el did `nbecd itle ,‰lìwit` yxcn-zian mikled mdy ‰minl`yexit yxit okl .yxcn-zia

Š mipeik mi`p md dxezd ipiipry ‡blrzeyxcn izaa min iwit` ,‰Š zln `gip df yexit itlylrzeywdl yi ‡b yexit lry `l` .‰

‡` yexitl mb jxved okle ,‰oirŠ oeylk ‰oiprŠ oeyl oi`yi‰yxit xak ixdy oiirl yi ‡a yexit lr dpde---.r‰ve .‡aemd {fh-i} dl`d miweqtd lky {icec df d‰c} fh weqt lr

Šd‰awd itlk `nbecoke ,cecd l` diirxd igayn mdy epiidc ,‰`l` .dl`d miweqtd lkay `nbecd z` yxity dn lka `vnz

Š yxtzny ,df yexitaymipeik eipirminkg-icinlzl `nbec èd ‰yxite ezhiyn i‰yx bxgy d`xp ,yxcn-zial yxcn-zian miccepyminkg-icinlz da yiy ,diirxd l` cecd igayn cg`k weqtd z`,jtidl d`xp zn`dy `l` .dxez inrh ywal mnvr z` migixhnyeznkgn wlg èdy ,diirxd z`n d‰awd ly eqeliw èd jkyxnì lè .dxezd izlc lr micweyd minkg enra lzye ei`xilmde ,epl miliren md daxd `l` ,opax ol epd` i`n mc`

:i‰yx ly epeyl d`xp jke .d‰awd z`n epzx`tzminkg icinlzmpzep d‰awdymlerl xi`dl mipir lre ,l`xyi l` d‰awd zpzn mdy ixd .

Š zxneè cecd z` diirxd zqlwn ef dpznmipeik eipir.r‰ve .‰

**** zex

** {`:`}'ebe mihtyd hty inia idie :i"yxite .jln jeln iptl mihtey ici lr miqpxtzn zexecd eidy le`yfrea df ova` epizeax exn`y did ova` iniae.

eìan i"yxy `l` .frea èd ova`y xkf df `xwna oi` dxe`kl" zpeeky eyexit z` wfglmihtyd hty iniamihteyd ztewz ìd "

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ehtyy xecl dpeekdy xn`c o`nk `lce ,mihtey xtqa zxteqndhewli 'r} mihteyd ztewz inia `weec e`le mdipiic z`frea èd ova`y exn` l"fgy oeikny .{e"vwz fnx zex ipernyizexrd 're} mihteyd ztewza znà rxi` df xetiqy jgxk-lr

.{a:g jzelrda 'te ,i:gk devz 'te ,l:dk dnexz 't

{d:a}** z`fd dxrpd inl mixvewd lr avpd exrpl fra xnìe. :i‰yxitemilay izy da d`x dnkge zeripv ixac `l` miypa le`yl frea ly ekxc ike

dgyz `ly ick ayein zeakeye cnern zecner zhwln dzide dhwl dpi` dyly dhwl..diti iptn zex lr frea l`y ile`y orhe cinlz il ywrzd mrtiazek erpnp `l znà ixd .z`f zl`y dnkgn `l ,el izxn`

z`f dcaery mewna miyp ly oiiti xikfdln j‰pzdzigxkd xetiqd zpadl.xzq` lye dxy ly diti hewpp `nbecle .

{ì:ai jl-jl ‡t} dxya aizk dy` ik izrci `p dpdd`xn ztiz` .mdxa` yyg df llbay ,xetiqd zpadl igxkd df xacy meyn ède{f:a} xzqà aizke .ebxdi ezeè dxy z` miixvnd egwiy

dxrpded`xn zaehe x`z ztillbay ,xetiqd zpadl igxkd df mbe .miypd x`y lk jezn da xgae yexeeyg` ipira og d`vn df241.

miyp ly oiiti exikfd j‰pzd iazeky zenewn x`ya ifg wetezpadl gztn èd iteidy `vnze {‡cke ray-zaae lgxa enk}lka xkfp `l zex zlibna o`k mle` .edexikfd okle xetiqdditei llba `ly ze`d jl dfy d`xpe .zex ly diti z` dlibnd

Š frea l`yz`fd dxrpd inlazek rpnp did `l ,did ok eli`y ,‰exikfdl dlibnd242iptn frea da l`yy yxtl i‰yx gxkede .

.241Š weqt ezeà aezky oiprd zpadl igxkd dfy l‰i cereel ikcxn dgwlzal :i‰yxite ,‰dy`l zial eyxit epizeax .izexrd y‰re ..242{b:a} ‡dxwn xwieˆŠ :{c,c dax zex} yxcna `vnpy dnn zeywdl oi`

zrck qtz `l i‰yx ixdy ,`cg .‰ixw wixn dze` dèxd lk opgei x‰`Š oeyly yxcnddxwn xwie {dxwn xwie} :epeyl jk ixdy ,ixw ‡l èd ‰àl

freal xy` dcyd zwlgaixacy d`xp ,efn dlecbe .‰zEixwnŠ oeyl epiidc ,dcaerd lr wleg i‰yxy xazqn `l ixdy .l‰pd epixacl reiq md yxcndel did dnke dnk zg` lr k‰è .yxcnd zrck d`xn-zti dzid zexy

z`f dcaer xikfdl dlibnd-azeklly ezl`yl daqd dzid ìd znà m`

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ceqi el yi df xace .milayd z` dzhiwla dznkge dzeripv {b weqt} dipin lirl aizk ixdy ,miaezkd hytahwlze èaze jlze

‡ebe mixvwd ixg` dcyada l`y dzhiwl ote` llbay rnyn ixd . .frea

**dki`**

:i‰yxit {`:`}** azk dinxizepiw xtqlr miwiedi sxy xy` dlbnd ìd ‡eke y`d lr xy` g`dŠ my .zepiw xtqdki` zlibna aezk epi` ‰

wxt y‰r} miwiedi lr xetiqa dinxi ‡qa epi` mbe ,epiciay,ediyì gvx lr xetiqa minid ixaca èd exewny `l` .{el

{dk:dl a i‰dc} my aezky zexyde mixyd lk exnìe ediyì lr edinxi opewiezepiwd lr miaezk mpde l`xyi lr wgl mepzie...mdizepiwad‰ca} i‰yxite .

:{zepiwd lr miaezk mpdezepiwd xtq lrŠ zè .zepiwd xtqdfd ‰ :{adf mrei dki` d‰c `:c} dki`l eyexita ddfn i‰yxef dpiw

xaig dnre ‡zepiwd xtq lr daezk ìd `ldˆ minid ixaca xn`py enk ediyì lr dxn`poeiv ipa x`y z` dpiwd jeza`xwna dpekn epiciay dki` zlibny ixd .

Š mya i‰yx itae ,‰zepiwdŠ myazepiwd xtqlr izexrd ‡re} ‰.{b-a:el dinxi

{b:`}** 'ebe dcar axne iprn dcedi dzlbyxtn mebxzd ." mebxz .zelbd zaiq z` dlbn dfd weqtdyiprneedc lr" :"

" mebxze ,"olnxè oinzi oiprndcar axnezeìbq lre" :"`le oedl epacf`c l`xyi ipa oedegà oigltn eedc `pglet

"l`xyi zirxfn eedc oedzdnè oedicarl `zexig exw243mle` ..elby zra i"pa avn z` x`zn weqtdy yxtne ,dfa oìn i"yx

"iprn :yxit " iper zngn",{iper "jezn" enk dpeekd d`xpe}axnedcar :yxit "micyk dilr eciakdyyexita oìn i"yxy d`xpe .

y`xa yxity enk "zepiwd xtq" èd xtqd m¥yy meyn mebxzd

frea,ze`xwnd ly mheyta dxkfp `l z`f dcaer i‰yx zrcly oeikne . .w‰ece .frea l`y z`f llba `ly gxken ixd

.243 .cl wxt edinxi 'r

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:{`:`} eyexit'eke zepiw xtq azk dinxi`l dpi` dpiw ly dxwire .`l` .eài `ly miyprd lr dgkez `le ,exary mi`hgd lr xqen`l okle .oaxge oca` lr zeliaè dgpè oebi ìd dxwirzaiq z` hxtiy {ezpiw zligza hxta} opewnl ze`pdfd xtqdy {`:`} lirl i"yxity dna a"v f"tly `l`---.dxvd

"y`d lr xy` g`d lr miwiedi sxy xy` dlbnd ìdìd z`fy epiidc ,"dnk did èdd dyrnd ixdy .e"l wxt dinxia zxkfpd dlibndlr dxdfè dgkeze xard lr xqen k"è ,oaxgd iptl mipyixdy ,dxe`kl `kiiy `l xard lr dpiw la` ,xity ikiiy cizrddzxeve cegl z`f dlibn zilkzy d`xpy `l` .did mxh oaxgd

.cegldzilkz.eyprii eaeyi `l m`y cizrd lr xidfdl ìd la`dzxeveppewi ji` cizrd z` d`x dinxiy ,dpiw ìd

zpzep dpi` dpiwd zxeve .zelbde ziad oaxg lr eppe`zie.ìd dbez zrad dlek `l` ,dxvl zenxebd zeaiqd hexitl mewn`hg mey yxetn `vnz `le hrnk ,dlibnd lka gkyze wece

miieqn244 .l"pd mrhdn èdy d`xpe .

** zldw **

{ek:a}** miwel`d iptl aehl zzl qepkle seq`l oipr ozp `hegle‡ebe :{‡eke `hegle d‰c} i‰yxite .aehl zzle qepkle seq`l db`ce bdpn

‡eke miwl`d iptloeyln wzrd `l` mpi` dfa i‰yx ixac aex dpd .Š zln (` .mixac ‡bn ueg ,`xwndbdpnzlnl eyexit èdy ‰

Šoipr ‰(a .dxrd dfa oi` k‰è .y‰r bi:` lirl ezhiykŠ zln siqeddb`c`xwnd oeyl lr ‰245xeaigd e‰è siqed (b .

Š zlnlzzleprinyd i‰yxy d`xpe .`xwna ok `vnp `ly dn ,‰cg` xaca èd `hegd ly elxeb-©rŸxy epzrc lr dlri `ly dfa

.244 {k:a} y"nìape odk ip-c` ycwna bxdi m`daiq xeza my xkfp `ly d`xp ,:dipin lirl y"nl zihxt daiq xeza `l` ,zelbde oaxgd zellkl zillk

migetih illr mixt miyp dplk`z m` .i"yx y"r ,.245Š zln iptl xeaigd e‰è yi m` ze`qxib itelig dfa izi`xdb`c,‰

.dpin `wtp dfa oi` dxe`kle

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Š ulìi el yiy dny calamiwel`d iptl aehl zzlmizyy `l` .‰dz`Ÿeaz zerx yiy ìd dpey`xde ,dlrnl xen`d ìd zipyd .el

Š lnry dna xrve db`c elqepkle seq`ldqpkdde dtiq`d mvry ,‰,zg`d .mikxc izya df xac giked i‰yxy d`xpe .el èd xrv`l ,mixg`l ozip epenny dfa did `hegd ly epexqg lk eli`y

Š xikfdl aezkd jixv didqepkle seq`ldgked d`xpy ,zipyde .‰Š zln ixdy ,`xwnd inrhnqepkleèdy ‰iriaxŠ mrha znrhen ‰

Š zlnn zcxtp ìd dfae ,miwiqtnd minrhd onzzl.dixg`ly ‰`hegdy cg`d ,mipipr ipy o`k yiy zxeqnd-ilra exed dfae

Š elnr z` zzl eteqy ipyde ,xrva qpeke sqe`miwel`d iptl aehl.‰Š zln ztqeda i‰yx eprinyd df lkedb`ce‰è ztqedae ‰

Š zlnl xeaigdzzl .‰

{`:f}**ecled mein zend meie aeh onyn my aehi‰yxite . :{‡eke my aeh d‰c}mein myd aeh zend meiae aeh onyn aeh my mc`l dti

ecleddlere sv ède min ekezl ozep dz` onydy oiwyn x`yn xzei onyl aeh my ywed jklmirlea mde min okezl ozep dz` oiwyn x`y la` xkipe .‡eke dl` eixacn d`xpde

" mc` ly aehd-my mby eyexit jynda eixacn mbexkipe dlere sv‰xzei zexg` zelrn cer aeh-myl yiy `l` ,aeh ony znbeck

aeh onyn .èd miwynd aihl izin`d ogandy `vnpe.mze` relal egka yiy mdl cbpznk èdy mind cbpk mzcinr-gkaihl izin`d ogandy ,lynpd èd ok lynd oirky d`xpednd `ld ,el micbpznd cbpk ezcinr-gk èd mc` ly aehd-myzepeiqp lly lke eilr mibirlnd iptn ezyeae xvid iiezit{ecled mein zend meie d‰c} i‰yxita onwl ‡re---.miigdzenlya mdly aehd-my xkip `ly mc`-ipa ly ze`nbec ìany

:l‰fe .mzen meia `l`xàd dwlzqp dzn ìd dn oircei lkd oi` mixn dclepona dyn oke opr cenra oxd` okeznà oxdè mixn `nlya wcwcl yie .

{a:a zeny} aizk ixd dyna la` .mcled meia mzaig drcep `l oa clze dy`d xdzeaeh ik ezŸ `xze‡ebe :{èd aeh ik d‰c} i‰yxite .

dxe` elek ziad `lnzp clepykmr `zgn `cga dyn dfa llkp ji` k‰è .ezaig drcep `l dyn cled meiay l‰i zehiytae ?oxdè mixn

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la` .dxe` `lnzp ziady e`xe ziaa my eidy mze`l `lòndy rcep f`y ezen mei cr miaxl mqxtzp `l ely aehd-myit lr èd dfa daeyzd xwiry d`xp mle`---.ezekfa cximc` ly aehd-mya ogand xwiry ,i‰yx ixac xaqda lirl xèanddid xyt`y t‰r` ,dyna okle .micbpznd cbpk ezcinr-gka èdlya `l z`f lka ,ecled meia ezyecw mverae ezlecba xikdljezn ìdd dxe`l dkf `l ixdy ,ely aehd-my xwir did jkwqtyk ,ezen meiay `l` .micbpznd cbpk dcinrd ly zelinrdjynay t‰rè .ezekfa `l` ond cxi `l mipyd lkay rcep ,ondipin lk cbpk cnre zepeiqp ipin lka dyn cnr mipydmixn zxiht ixg` didy daixn-in oeiqp s` mllkae} zeiecbpzdxweaa xweaa ond cxi z`f lka {`:k zwg ‡ta gkeny enkeiptl jld enyy ,ely aehd-myl izin` ogan did fè .ezekfa

.zeiecbpzdd lke zepeiqpd lk zexnl eaeha miiwzpe246

:‡eke ony aeh d‰c i‰yxita {my}**oeniq iaxa dcedi iax xn`

eqpkp aeh ony ilra epivnmiigd mewnldgynd onya egynpy ediaè acp mde mitexy e`vie ‡ekemya dpEkn {miycwd-ycw zia t‰kr e`} w‰ndiay ixd .Šmiigd mewn‡t izexrda izxìay dn t‰r zvw oaei oiprde .‰

.d‰yr ,{h:ek} dnexz

{fi:h}**miliqka lyen zwrfn mirnyp zgpa minkg ixac. :i"yxitzene` ikln dnke l`xyi lr milaewn eizexifb oiicre mipy dnk df xhtp dyn

oiniiwzn mdixac oiè l`xyi lr zexifb oixfebl"f i"yx c"tl `vnp .miiwzdl dvrd idefy l"i ileè .a"ve l`xyi md miliqkdy

.246dyn clepŠ :yxcnd oeyl dfe ,c:f dax zldwa i‰yx ixac xewn ‡r epiaxdixa ea yibxd `le‡ta i‰yxit lr yxcnd wlegy rnyne .‰eke

Š dyn cled meiay zenydxe` ziad `lnzpdheq ‡qn ‡nbn èd my exewne} ‰xn`n oia dxizqk d`xpy dn ayiil jxev oi`y l‰i f‰tle .{d‰yr ‡aimi`xp n‰ny `l` .df lr df miwleg md znà ixdy ,‡nbd xn`nl yxcndlkn mixn`n hwll ekxcy ,i‰yx yexit zhiya mipekp lirlc mixacdoia s` dxizq da oiè hrnky dcigè zaleyn dhiya malyle l‰fx ixtq

.ycwd-iazk oia micxetne mixfetn miweqt-iyexit

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epi`y liqkk envr zeyrl ,milyend ly zeywd zexifb zexnlèdy `l` .zexifbd l` llk al mŸy epiè `xiizn epiè rney

{bk-ak:br} mildza y"n xcba cinz ipè jnr iziid zenda rc` `le xra ipè'ebe jnrxcba epiidc zrc-ilaa ezexifbe d"awd l` weac èdy .

zrcd on dlrnl247 .

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** xzq` zlibn **

{ai:`}**‡ebe èal izye dklnd o`nze :i‰yxite .exn` epizeaxoda dyere zenexr l`xyi zepa zhytn dzidy itl bxdze o`nzy ick zrxv da dgxty itl

dilr xfbp zaya dk`lnzaya dnexr hytzyoeikn dxe`kly w‰rve .d`xpe .dnexr dhytp `l dyrnl ixd jlnd xaca àl dpìnyz` dzyr izyey {‡ai dlibn} `xnba xèand itl oiadl xytòdipyŠy meyn ,miypd-ziaa `le `weec zeklnd-ziaa dly dzynd,mixabd de`xiy dzvx izye mby epiidc ,‰epekzp dxiar xacljlnd zevn z` mixyd dl exqn xy`ky d`xp f‰tle .`xnba y‰rxacl izye dzvxzp ixd ,mixyde minrd iptl d`xzze hytzydpìne zrxevn ìdy dnvra dxikd f` wxe .dicba z` dhytedicba zhytd f‰itly t‰rè .dnexr dhytp znày `vnpe .àl

Š lrtp oeyla i‰yx dazk n‰n ,dpevxl dzidh¥yR¦zy dilr xfbpydnexr`vnp ixd ,dzhytda dzvx `l seqaly oeikny meyn ,‰

.dgxk-lra dzidy rxtnl

{ai:`}**dxra eznge c`n jlnd svwie...èal izye dklnd o`nzeea :{svwie d‰c} i‰yxite .i`pb ixac el dglyymzq yxit `ly dn .

d‰c} lirl i‰yxit xaky meyn d`xp ,àl dpìny dn lr svwyutgi `ly `xazqn k‰è .y‰r zrxv da dgxty {dklnd o`nzezngn dzi`xn dlwlwzp m` mixyd iptl dklnd d`xzzy jlndepiide ,jlnd svwy ìd zxg` dA ¦q ¦n¤y jgxk-lr `l` .zrxvd`‰yxdnae ‰ai dlibn ahid ‡re .i`pb ixac dklnd el dglyy

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{f:a}**dgwl dnè dia` zenae...xzq` ìd dqcd z` on` idie ikcxnzal el :i‰yxite .dy`l zial eyxit epizeaxdninz-dxez ‡re .

.df yexitl gxkd azky dn {‡k ze`}248dnl wcwcl yi n‰ne

.248zaehe xèz-zti dzidy aezkd xikfd dnl zal `l` dgwl `l m`y epiid

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Š aizk znàzaleyxity t‰r`y d`xpe .zial ìd dpeekd m` ‰zial ikcxn dgwly èd miipirl d`xpd dyrnd xwiry l‰fxdn t‰r epiidc .zal-dgiwl ly oipr mb o`k did n‰n ,dy`lminy myl dy` `yepd lkŠ {‡ai} dheq ‡qn `xnba l‰f exn`yikcxny ricedl aizkd àe .‰dcli eli`k aezkd eilr dlrndgwle dcli el`k aizkd eilr dlrn okle ,miny-myl dy`l dgwl

{fh:c} onwl xzq` dxn` dpde---.zal el`l xy` jlnd l` à` okaeizca` izca` xy`ke zck :i‰yxite .eiykrny jnn cae` à` zian izca` xy`k

jl dxeq` ip` m‰ekrl izlrap oevxa ip`yzia z` eiykr dxikfd dnl a‰ve .l‰pd itly `l` .mipy daxd mdn dcea` xak ìd xy` diaèiykr ìdy dcia`d lceb z` yibcdl dfa xzq` dày d`xpize` z`ypy oebd lra ikcxn jpd :dxn` ìd jke .ca`l dlelrà` zian izca` xaky enke .ipzcli eli`k Yaygpe miny-myl,od cg` beqn elld zecia` izye .jnn ca`dl zkled ippdz` zxqen ippd z`f lkae .dia`n zad zcxtd oiprn odizyy

.izca` izca` xy`ke micedid ornl iytp

{a:b}**deegzyi `le rxki `l ikcxne :i"yxite .del` envr dyry'eke ‡rxki `l ikcxneˆ jkitl.df weqta r"a`x mb yxit df oirke .

ikcxn qipkd dnl le`yl yi dpdeŠ :l"fe 'c weqta eixac 'rexzq`l xaciy ie`x did l`xyi lk qipkd mb dpkqa envrdn y"re .‰'eke ond z` qirki `le jlnd xryn epxiqze

{`:c} onwl y‰n t‰r eziiyew uxzl d`xpe---.uxizyrci ikcxne'ebe dyrp xy` lk z` :i‰yxite .itl jk lr mipeilrd enikqdy el xn` melgd lra

'eke xvpckeap inia mlvl eegzydyzxifb mcew s` znày xnel d`xpe ..l`xyi eypri p"p inia dieegzydd liayay ikcxn yyg ondi"r xexiaa daiqd z` ikcxn rci mrd lr ond zxv dàyk k"gèdfa dide ,ondl eegzyiy jlnd xfbyky l"i f"tle .melgd-lra

Š oipr cnl i‰yxy (` :dfa zexaq izy cer izi`xe .y‰r d`xnzialdy`lŠ `xwnd oeyl ltkn ‰dqcd z` one` idieŠ mbe ‰zal el ikcxn dgwl(a .‰

Š oeyln ok cnl i‰yxydgwl‡ta y‰nk oièyip `xwnd oeyla ez`xedy ‰ .`:ck `vz-ik

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ly m`hg z` owzl zepncfd ikcxn dfa d`x ,l"pk f"r unyxaky yperd z` mdn repnl f"ire ,p"p inia eegzydy l`xyi`le el `l dpkq f"ir àz `ly gha okle .mdl czerny yygikcxny dny `vnp f"ktl dpde---.dpwzn dlwz àz `l ik ,enrldtwyda d`xpy enk ,zexvd zaqe zligz epi` 'eke rxki `ldna l"pd itl ixdy .dlvddd zligz èd znà `l` ,dpey`x.p"p inia dieegzydd `hg z` owiz èd zeegzydl axiqymxcqa oekp d`xp xacde---.dlvdd l` seqal ìad dfy i`ceeaeazkp èd ixd ,'eke rxki `ly df dyrn ixdy .miaezkd ly,yxze ozba ly mzvrn jlnd z` ikcxn livdy dyrnd l` jenqàzy dknd lkl zncewd dètxk yniy èdd dyrnd xy`

:{jlnd lcb d"c `:b} i"yxity enke ,okn-xg`ldètx `xea d"awdymdilr dknd ìaiy mcew l`xyi ly ozknldknl mcew dètxd oipr dpde .

àz xy` zr cr zgpene zpken dètxdy dpey`x dtwyda d`xpz` mi`ven f` ,yèp exnìe dlgnd xabzz xy`ke .dknd.`txzne dlegl dze` mipzepe ,f`n dnewna zgpen dètxdz`xapy zrny ède .wenre wfg xzei oiprdy znà d`xp mle`d`xpy dne .llk dlega helyl dlgna gk oi` xak dètxdoi` mvra la` ,dlgn ipniq `l` mpi` ,ileg o`k yiy mipirlzlrez mda yi mnvr mipniqdy xzei cere .llk dlgn o`kznkgn daxd df oirka rcepy enke} dlegd lr lwdl dleglzlrez ea yi mngzn dlegd seby dny mixne`y enk ,dètxdlivdy zrny `vnp f"kitle .{dlgnd iwcig z` lqgn megdyaey ,dètxd z`xap f"ire ,yxze ozba zvrn jlnd z` ikcxndf did `l ,'eke rxki `l ikcxny df xg` cine .dkn o`k oi`mixacd lke .l"pke dlvdd zligz did àxc` `l` ,dxvd zligzla` zexv ipniq `l` eid `l ,zexvk e`xpy okn-xg`l erxi`yl`xyi ly mal xxerl mda dzid zlreze .mvra zexv `l:{'ai} dlibn 'nba xèan d`xp oiprd lk znàe---.daeyzlike el exn` mlvl eegzydy iptn...diilk...eaiigzp dn iptnŠ

mdl xn` xaca yi mipt èynd"awd s` miptl `l` eyr `l mdmiptl `l` odnr dyr `l.y‰r ,‰ealn dpr `l ik aizkc epiide

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miptl wx mdnr dyr `l d"awd s`Š :yxity `"g `"yxdna y"re.‰'eke jk i"r daeyz eyriy eb`ciy dilkl miie`xy m`xiilzlrez sè ,miptl mi`xpd mipniq `l` eid `l zexvd lky ixd

.l"pk lkde .daeyzd z` xxerl mda dzid

{a:b}**rxki `l ikcxne...ondl miegzyne mirxk...jlnd icar lkedegzyi `le :i‰yxite .‡degzyi `le rxki `l ikcxneˆ jkitl del` envr dyry.

ond lr àx my xn`y {‰`q} oixcdpq ‡nbn èd eyexit xewne{‰i} dlibn ‡qna èd oke .‰miakek zcear diteb edi`cŠd`x dnŠ {‡hi} my mbe .‰dxf dcear envr dyry ryxd ondŠmle`---.‰dxf dcear diytp ieyc dkk lr onda ipwi`c ikcxn

z` dyry yxit `ly r‰a`x ‡it ‡r envreyxcyŠ `l` .f‰rd`xpe .‰eztpvn l` e` eicbaa did f‰re mlv zxev ik l‰fxdneŠ :my l‰fe {p wxt} xfril` ‡xc iwxta èd eixac xewnydidy in lke eicba lr mwexn milelib zipaz el dyr ond dyrxgay d`xpe---.‰‡eke el dyry darezl degzyn ondl deegzynzipaz dyry `l` f‰r envr dyr `l i`c meyn ‡nbd jxca i‰yxcr jk-lk ikcxn lr ond svw dnl dyw k‰` ,ecbaa milelibely lil`l `l` degzyn epi` envr ond mb `lde .ebxdl ywiay

i‰yxit okle .mixg` lyl `le Š z` dyryenvrdel` .‰ èdy oeikedf ixd ,lil`d envr .el degzyn epi` ikcxnyk eceaka rbet

Š okledng ond `lnie`pzd zrcae---.i‰yx zrca d`xp jk .‰il xxazp `l eizeawra jledd r‰a`x zrcae xfril` ‡x lecbdmilelibd zipazl eegzyiy e` ondl eegzyiy ,xwird did dnzipazd dyry dna ezpeek dzid dn il xxazp `l mbe .ecbaaygken t‰kre .{‡c ze` df weqt lr dninz-dxez ‡re} ecbaaicka ea did ezipazl ikcxn deegzyd `ly dnay l‰f mdixacnonwl aizk dpde---.r‰ve .ebxdl yway cr ond z` fibxdl

{ai:e}y`x ietge la` ezia l` sgcp onde :i‰yxite .xacd eyxit epizeax dlibn zkqnaeza lr l¥a ¨ didy my xteqny dn recie .{‡fh}

.eilr jlyedy `qkd-zia ly uivrn y`x ietge ,bbd on dltpyd`xp l¥a ¨ dyrpy dfa .dcn cbpk dcn ond yprp mdipyay d`xpe

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{b:c} lirl y‰nk ,micedil l¤a ¥ mxby iptn èdy heytlecb la`‡ebe micediloiadl d`xp ,`qkd-zia ly uivr eilr jlyedy dfae .

oeikny .d-el` envr dyr ondy i‰yx zrca lirl xèand itlenk .leflfde iefiad el ie`x did f‰r dyrp envr èdy`zepviln ueg `xiq` `zepvil lkŠ {‰bq oixcdpq} l‰f exn`yl‰f oxn epl yxit zepvild oipre .‰ìxyc miakek zcearcèdy {‡c ze` ‡` xn`n} elawe eniiw qxhpew wgvi cgtalk z` xezql zpn lr zeaiyg ly oipa lka dvxtd z` èvnlŠmiiwzp jky d`xpe .d‰yr ,‰mlera leflf zeaxdlŠe ‰oipadiefiaa dfazpy cr mixacd elblbzpy ,‰ondŠ dnyy f‰r dzeàaegxa miax ipta ezeida `qkd-zia ly uivr eilr jlyedy mevrèd ixd `qkd-zia uivr ly df iefiay cer d`xpe---.xirdaezkd on èd l‰pd ‡nbd xewn ixdy .f‰rl ie`x xzeid

{`:en} diryia‡ebe dndale digl mdiavr eid Fa §p q ¥xŸw l ¥A r ©xMi‰yxite . :{la rxk d‰c}epiè mirn ileg el yiy ink èd m‰ekr ly wegy oeyl eqxw rxk

fxzp èdy cr `qkd zia ayen lr ayil witqn :{mdiavr eid d‰cae} .encpmdly irxa onvr miklklne oinidfny dndake digk zeidlmiiwzp jky d`xpe .

ly uivra jlklzp seqale f‰r envr dyry onda‡t ‡r .dyn zxeza mb epivn df oiprl fnxe---.`qkd-zia

{fh:hk} miavp‡ebe mdil ªlb zè mdiv ªwy e`xze :i‰yxite .oigxqenyllbk oiqe`ne {b:ai} d`x ‡t cer ‡re .‡ebe mny z` mzcaè. :i‰yxite dl oixew ìlb zia i`pbl my mdl zepklìxk zia‡qnl eyexitae .

lk mle`---.`qkd-zia èd ‰ìxk ziaŠy i‰yxit {‰gk} dxenzl‰pd r‰a`x zrcae xfril` ‡x `pzd zrca dxe`kl okzi `l dfdf xetiq r‰a`x ìad `l znàe .f‰r envr dyry l‰q `lc

Š y‰n lr eyexitay`x ietge la`d`xi `‰xc iwxta oiirnde .‰Š :c`n xvw fnxa df xetiq xkfp myyerxi`y dnn y`x ietge ezan la`

el{‡nba} èd okŠ :l‰fe {c‰iw ze`} l‰cx xeà y‰re .‰llk dyrnd xkfp `ly o`k la` dyrnd yxetn mye...my dlibna.‰‡eke q‰yd oeyln dtqed f‰by d`xp znày `l` oaen el oi`lecbd `pzdy d`xpe .dfd xetiqk `‰xl l‰q `lc znà `vnpeoeiky ,zg` dhiya ilf` edieexz eizeawra jledd r‰a`xe

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ly uivr eilr jlyeiy ie`x oi` ,f‰r envr ond dyr `l mzrclyenk ,envr f‰rl ie`xd èd dfd oeifad ixdy .`qkd-zia

.w‰ece .f‰r caery mc` mzql ie`x epi` la` ,epxìay

{b:d}**jl ozpie zeklnd ivg cr jzywa dne dklnd xzq` jl dn. :i‰yxiteyxek inia ezepal eligzdy ycwnd zia èd zeklnd ivgae rvnà èdy xac

‡eke dk`lnd lhia èd mb eixg` cnry yexeeygè dk`lnd lhal deve ea xfger‰ve .oiicr ixd ,ycwnd-zia oipa z` ywaz xzq`y ezrc lr dlri dnlon xexa d`xpy enke} dzclen zè dnr z` yexeeyg` rci `lxàl d`xpe---.{d:f cere g:d i‰yxit r‰re ,f wxta xteqnd

lirl y‰n t‰r {b-a:`}`qk lr yexeyg` jlnd zayk mdd minia.‡ebe dzyn dyr...ezekln :{‡eke zayk d‰c} i‰yxite zeklnd miiwzpyk

dlibn zkqna xg` oipra edeyxit epizeaxe eciaèd epizeax yexit dpde .ly dpy mirayy ayge epeayga yexeeyg` drhy ,mqxetndyexeeyg` gny okle ,el`bp `l cer l`xyie eniizqd laa-zelbdpde .{‰ì dlibn ‡qn ‡r} ‰iwxtin `l ez i`ce `zydŠ xnèyexeeyg` ipira ycwnd-zia oipa did `ly d`xp df yexitn`l` ,eizepicn ieaixn zg` l` wx rbepd miieqne ihxt xackdna eywean `lnzpy ayg xy`ke .c`n eal l` aexwd xac èdygny ixd ,dpaii `l cer mlerle ,ycwnd-zia oipa z` lhiayheytd i‰yx yexit oi`y d`xpe---.dzenk oi`y dlecb dgny,icb`d `xnbd yexitl cbpzn {ecia zeklnd miiwzpy lr gnyy}yexeeyg` d`x xy`ky d`xp ixdy .df z` df minilyny `lèpd .zinybd dlEcbd-ìya envr d`x ,ecia zeklnd miiwzpy,dkelnd rxfn dti dyè ,`ltp xyer ele ,dnevr zekln lr jlnueg ezlecba el dnec oiè .ezlecb zx`tz ìd daxewxe .ycwnd-ziaa zfkxznd zipgexd dlEcbd mdly ,l`xyi-mrnyexeeyg` ayigy `l` .ezgnyn rexbl dgka yi ef zeìvnexfgiy ìapd zghad ixdy ,ig l`xyi-mr oi`y dnice ,drheila i`ceeae .dniiwzp `l mzelb zepy miray meza mvx`lyny rwyze minrd oia elleazi dxdna mzx`tz-ziae mvx`zg` dgny .zltekne dletk yexeeyg` zgny dzid okle .mzlecb

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el dxgzn l`xyi oi`y lr dletk dgnye ,zinybd ezlEcb mvr lrizy lre .zizin`d dlEcbd mvra ìdy ,zipgexd mzlEcbalre et` lr did ycwnd-ziay `vnpe---.edzyn raw el`d zegny`l ecrlay ,jlnl èd cnr xy` meid onl yexeeyg` ly ezngxzqà oigad xy`ky d`xpe .l‰pke ezlecbl dxgzn mey d`xda yiy daeyz yexeeyg` dl aiyd ,dn-x©a §c ywal dzrcay ezklnivg cr dl zzl oken epdy ‰dlbpŠd .‰xzqpŠ da yie ‰dlbpŠx`yi èdy i`pza wx ,xac lk dl zzl okeny epiidc ,zeklnddnn xzei dcia xeqn ixd ,ivgn xzei dl ozi mè ,ezekln gkaoipan ueg mleray xac lk dl oziy ‰xzqpŠde .ecia yiyoeylke ,ezekln mvr cbpk cnerd xacd èd j` xy` ,ycwnd-ziaycwnd-ziay ,eyexit z` i‰yx a`y epnny {‰eh dlibn} `xnbd

y xacŠ èduvegxzq`y rci `l dry dzeày t‰rè .‰zeklnl dneiwe ezekln zxiny oipr ezrca dlryk n‰n ,zicedi ìdcigid xacd èdy ,ycwnd-zia oipr ezrca dlr `linn ,eciaonwl aizk dpde---.l‰pke ezekln zlecbl dxgzn ezlecby

{ek:h}mdil` ribd dne dkk lr e`x dne:i‰yxite .ynzypy yexeyg` d`x dn ‡eke izye z` bxde mdipia cwxe ohy ày mdilr ribd dne ycewd ilkadnl a‰ve .

dbxdpy dfa `weec ycwnd-zia ilka eynzyd lr yexeeyg` yprp`l yexeeyg` ixdy .oiadl xyt` d`xp l‰pd lk itle .izyecgè .{jlend d‰c `:`} lirl i‰yxity enk ,dkelnd rxfn didezckp dzidy ,izye ezy` ìd jlnl eze` xiykd xy` mixacd oneil` fnx i‰yxe} ‰ai dlibn ‡qna epivny enk ,xvpckeap lygny xy`ky lirl xèan dpde .{sevwie d‰c ai:` lirloeca` lr cgi mb gny ,ecia ezekln miiwzpy lr yexeeyg`.el ìd zg` dgny lkd ixdy ,{drhend epeayg itl} ycwnd-ziaezpeek mvr did `l ycwnd-zia ilkn dzyy dny d`xp f‰tlezlcbdl ‰ilkŠ xeza milka ynzydy `l` ,w‰ndia ceak z` zefalepnn dgwlpy eyper did jky d`xp okle .ely ezekln ceakdkelnd rxfn dzeid llba dzid dze` ezad` xwir xy` ,izye.dcn cbpk dcn ,ezekln ceak zlcbdl ‰ilkŠ el zynyn ìdye

.r‰ve

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{ak-k:h}**lk l` mixtq glyie dl`d mixacd z` ikcxn azkiemei zè xc` ycgl xyr drax` mei z` miyr zeidl mdilr miiwl...micedidzepn gelyne dgnye dzyn ini mze` zeyrl...dpye dpy lka ea xyr dyng

mipeia`l zepzne edrxl yi` :{ikcxn azkie d‰c} i‰yxite .ìdìdy zenk z`fd dlbnd {ek:h} onwl aizke . dl`d minil e`xw ok lr

‡ebe z`fd zxb`d ixac lk lr ok lr xetd my lr mixetd‰c} i‰yxite . :{z`fd zxb`d ixac lk lr ok lrzrcl dazkp jkle dl`d minid erawp

miàd zexecxn`ny i‰yx zpeek xìay ‰dxez ly dklnŠ xtq ‡re .Šok lr,xetd my lr èdy ‰mixetŠ `xwp dnl mrh ozep oey`xd ‰

Š xn`neok lrdzynl mixet ini erawp dnl mrh ozep ipyd ‰Š èdy ‡eke dgnyez`fd zxb`d ixac lk lrmiqipd da aezky ‰

‡eke dgnye dzynd z` aiigndy rnyn df lkne .y‰r ,eyrpyzxtqny dlibnd èd aiignd `l` ,erxi`y miqipd mvr epi`zexecd eid `l dlibnd z` ikcxn azk `l m`y epiidc .mdilr.dlecb dlvd mda dzid i`ceeay t‰rè ,mixetd ini z` mibbeg,recik rahd jxca xzqp qp did dfd qpdy meyn mrhd ileèt‰rè .qp o`k didy mircei epiid `l dlibnd icrla okle`l` aiign dlvdd mvr oi`y d`xp ,i`ceea dzid ondn dlvdyrnyny ,wqt d‰c ‡c dlibn zkqn zetqez ‡re---.l‰pk qpdmixne` oi` dlibnd zìxw mcew mixet lilay mpeyl xeciqn

ziaxr zlitza ‰miqipd-lrŠ249,l‰pk èd mzhiy xeày xytè .mei ly ecegii z` zllŸegne zaiigny ìd dlibndy oeiknydlibnd zìxw mcewy ‡qezd ixaq okl ,eizeevn lke mixetd

.r‰ve .miqipd-lr xikfdl oiè llk mei o`k oi`

** dingp **

{d:g}**mrd lk ecnr egztke...mrd lk ipirl x ¤t ¥Q ©d `xfr gztie.

.249sqei ziaa dàed mxnr ‡x zhiy èd oke ,‡qezd oeyla y‰yx wiic jk.b‰vxz ‡iq

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:{‡eke egztke d‰c} i‰yxite zexwl egzt xy`keewzymrd lk d‰cae} . :{ecnr enk ewzy ,dwizy oeyl{fh:al aei`}‡cer epr `le ecnrˆ d`xp .

{` weqt} lirl y‰nn èd dfl gxkddyl` cg` yi`k mrd lk etqìeaegxd‡ebe milqtq mdl eid `ly xazqn aegxa eidy oeikne .

dn ok mè .ecnry `l` ,dnc`d lr eayi `l mbe ,mdilr ayilŠ eixg` aezky dfecnr.dwizy oeyla yxtzn o`ky k‰r `l` ,‰

.heyte

** minid ixac **

}**` {b:a rey zan el clep dyely dlye opeè xr dcedi ipa'ebe ziprpkd" dcedi zy` z`xwp {a:gl} ayie 'ta .iprpk yi` za."

" yexity `l` orpk rxfn did `l dia`y i"yxiteiprpk yi`èd ""`xbzdnl orpk rxfn did m`y èd weicdy 'k dix` xebae ."

mle` .zekixà y"r ,miiprpk eid ux`d lk `ld azkdl jxved" aizkc o`kziprpk.`"eb ixack rnyn `l dnvr rey za lr "

e` .zixbz-ziprpk z`xwpe zexbza dwqr dnvr ìdy l"i ileè .dia` wqr y"r ok z`xwpy

}**a {b-a:ck miyp rciedi el `yie...‡c ipira xyid yèi yriezepae mipa cleie mizy :{‡eke cleie d‰c} i‰yxite .dhnl xn`py itl

{ck weqt}mipa el eidy xnel jxved rciedi ipa z` yèi bxdy .m‰anxd zhiy ‡r`yil lecb odkl xeq`y {bi ‡ld fi wxt} dìa ixeqi` zekld‡hp zenaic ìbeqa exewn d`xd my dpyn cibnae .miyp izy`xnbd ixac yxit i‰yxy my ‡ke .mizy `le zg` dy` opiyxcc.d‰yr ,miyp izy `yil b‰kl xeqi` oi` dicicle xg` oipra`ly evxizy yi ,rciedia o`k y‰nn m‰anxd zhiy lr dywy dne

yèil oze` ìyd èdy `l` ,miyp izy rciedi `yp250‡r}

.250wegcl jixv oiè ,yèi ixac xetiqa xkfp df xacy dn oaen f‰tleipa z` bxd yèiy oldl ‡ky dn meyn `l` o`k xkfp `ly i‰yxk

.rciedi

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`plieen f‰xdn mya ‡hp zenai ‡qn lr zeig u‰ixdn251mle` .{.miypd izy mr ozgzdy èd b‰k rciediy i‰yxita o`k xèanezhiyly {mizy `le zg` d‰c} zenaia my eyexitl mi`zn dfe

l‰pke miyp izya xeq` b‰ky xnel xewn oi`252.

.251 .o`k m‰ialna xg` uexiz ‡re

.252e` i‰yxn ok` èd minid-ixac lr yexitdy xnel mewn ozep df lk`le d‰c ‡h `nei ‡qna zetqezd eazk xak mle` .eicinlzn t‰kr‡i‰yx sqenˆ xtq ‡re y‰r .dicrq ax icinlzn èd df yexity

.6 ‡nr dncwda {my-oa}

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mixtq zniyx:a miz`vn (*) akeka mipneqnd mixtqwww.hebrewbooks.org

.j"pz iyi` xve` .a"pyz .milyexi .qn oae`x .dciqg i"yi

mifrld xve`.`"pyz .milyexi .ohw dyn .

ziy`xa - jexa ixn`*.`"rxz .yh`wpen .oilw xi`n jexa 'x .

* j"pzay mitcxpd zeny xeà .c"txz .milyexi .xrniidhxree oxd` dnly 'x .

.dxezd lr i"yx yexitl mixeà .b"pyz .oilwexa .z"dw

wgvi xà.f"kyz .milyexi .dpn`p dixw .uieexed wgvi 'x .

miig min xà.oecpel .blàrrpy .t.y .b`xtn l"xdn ig` l`lva 'xa miig 'x .

.d"lyz

.z"dr i"yxit lr i"`xdn ixeìa.milyexi .zyxetn dxez .oilxqi` l`xyi 'x

.c"pyz

.`zcb`c iline yexc lr ield ziaux` .xe`nd .ield a`f wgvi oa xrac sqei 'x

.f"yz .l`xyi

.rciedi oa*'x .c"qxz-g"pxz .milyexi .edil` oa miig sqei

aeh wac.f"yz .aia`-lz .cnln .c .bxapye` oerny 'x .

cec ixac.milyexi .wew axd cqen .lreery zxecdn .ield lèny oa cec 'x .

.b"pyz

i"yx iyexita ixilwd xfrl` iheite oyxcd dyn ixac .e"pyz .milyexi .lnxk .ixdf mgpn .

"dxezl eyexita miyxcn zàda i"yx ly ekxc mixn`n zteqà ."cenll

j"pz cnlle .d"pyz .milyexi .xpil` zixtq .uiaeail dngp .

xiyr oed*iwix ig l`penr 'x . .) miliyexi ."dpynd iyxtn zveaw" :hewila

.(a"ayz

...mei meid .g"nyz .oilwexa .z"dw .od`qxeìpy lcprn mgpn 'x

dlawde azkdm` hxetwpxt .ziyily dxecdn meliv .bxeaprlwrn iav awri 'x .

.n"xz .oiin

dyn oexkfodkd ryedi qgpit zxecdn .oixtliid xfril` oeleaf xa dyn 'x .

.a"ryz .i.p iqp`n .xrbixw

.`xwn zpia yneg.h"nyz .oilwexa .o`cx`b ail dix` 'x

xac wnrd yexit mr yneg.milyexi .oif`lee zaiyi .oilxa dcedi iav ilztp 'x .

.h"pyz

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.dninz dxez yneg .wxei-eip .dxez oxw .oiihytr ield jexa 'x

.oeghae dpen` - yi` oefg .h"lyz .aia`-lz .onpiixb .y z`ved

miig zxez dxez iyneg dyng{epxetq ,b"qx ,w"cx ,ipewfg ,r"a`x ,o"anx ,i"yx} .a"i dqtcd .

.g"pyz .wew axd cqen .milyexi

lld sqei.f"nyz .oilwexa .clrtk`xa lcprn mgpn 'x .

xe` iakek.`pliee qetc meliv .{"l`xyi xe`" xtq mr qtcp} .xrf`la wgvi 'x .

.q"xz

dxezd lr eyexita i"yx illk.`"pyz .oilwexa .z"dw .iela diaeh 'x .

.ìpz mixn` ihewil.milyexi .mgpn lkid sipq ,zdw .icìln onlf xeìpy 'x

.f"pyz

.dxez ihewil.f"qyz .oilwexa .z"dw .icìln onlf xeìpy 'x

.dpezg iyexc lèny zxez dxez ihewil.oeqxeìpy lcpn mgpn oa lèny 'x

.b"qyz .oilwexa .z"dw

.miaezke miìap dxezl èan.milyexi .ziyily d`ved .xpined lèny 'x

.d"lyz

i"yx wiicn*.g"vxz .`yxee .cpiixtheb licprn mgpn l`xyi 'x .

dax yxcn.f"lyz .aia`-lz .dpai .oiwxin dix` dyn yexit mr .

iiga epiax yxcn .d"pyz .milyexi .mela .` z`ved .xy` oa iiga 'x .

dpial rcen.oilwexa .oxrhy .n z`ved .miidpciid oeyny xa slèe a`f 'x .

.k"yz

dxez - i"yx sqen.n"cyz milyexi .xac-sqei ziixtq .my-oa cec xi`n .

.ftne adfn .c"qyz .milyexi .igiaf qgpt 'x

.daèyd zia oirn'x .e"pyz .ziyily d`ved .wxei-eip .dxeqn-lexwqhx` .aèey oerny

eizea` egipd mewn.a"ryz .i.p iqpen .hexpiwa ilib .

minl` giyn.`"qyz .dewz gzt .tilit dyn zxecdn .ulk odkd dnly x"a dcedi 'x .

dnkg jyn.milyexi .l`xyi oa` .odkd dgny xi`n 'x .

cecl likyn.e"nyz .milyexi .l`xyi oa` oekn .ecx`t cec 'x .

.awri zlgp* .a"z .`w`xw .oxd` oinipa oa awri 'x

.devn xp .b"pyz .ql'bp` qel .l"xdnd oekn .b`xtn l"xdn

lecbd zaye mixetl uaexwe zeiyxt rax`l zexèand zexvei xcq.`yiy ield a`f onipa .

milyexi

i"yx ly eyxcn zian aei` xtq.q"yz .milyexi .wte` oekn .dpyey mdxa` .

oexkf xtq.d"nyz dewz gzt .tilit dyn zxecdn .h`xwa ield dnly oa mdxa` 'x .

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zecevne i"yx yexit mr milidz xtq.g"pyz .aia`-lz .ikcxn ci oekn .qcxt miig 'x .

`"xbd zedbd mr ixtq.c"lyz .milyexi .o`nilw .e"kxz `pliee qetc meliv .

.`xwna mipeir .e"nyz .diipy dxecdn .wxei-eip .iwvpnw awri 'x

i"yxa mipeir .h"qyz .wxa ipa .cleb ryedi lèny 'x .

`wp xnr.`"pyz .milyexi .dxephxan dicaer epiax iazk oekn .`xephxan dicaer 'x .

.dpyd y`x zkqn lr xpl jexrilrtn .c"pxz ,`yxèe qetc meliv .xrbpilhr awei awri 'x

.milyexi .èvil mixtq

.mixet - wgvi cgt .h"nyz .oilwexa .dix` xeb cqend .xphed wgvi 'x

- zekeq ,zay .e"pyz... dkepg- .h"nyz...

l"f `xfr oa mdxa` 'x xagy dxezd yexit* .dpicphyew .c"rx . l"vf icpexb dpei epaxl ilyn lr yexit.wxei-eip .mivegpe miwizr mixtq ly xve`d zia z`ved .

.e"yz

.wicvd zwcv.`"nyz .wxei-eip .dpia .oilaeln odkd wecv 'x

.wgvi giy .k"yz .milyexi .qie-qipep sqei wgvi 'x

.jexr ogly .g"kyz .oilwexa .z"dw .icìln onlf xìpy 'x

dxezd lr i"yx yexitl aiaq zexe`nd zyly.{dxe`d yeal ,dix` xeb ,m"`x}

.h"pyz .milyexi

.lènyn my .c"lyz .milyexi .oyxt 'tyn ly dwcvd oxw .oihypxea mdxa` oa lèny 'x

.'c wlg ìpzd xtqa mixery.z"dw .e"nyz .oilwexa

.q"yd lr zn` zty .e"pyz .milyexi .xin z`ved .xebn ail dix` dcedi 'x

.dxezd lr zn` zty .f"pyz .milyexi .xin z`ved .xebn ail dix` dcedi 'x

.b"alxd zeilrez .`"iyz .aia`-lz .gvp .meyxb oa iel 'x

.xe` dxez .h"qyz .oilwexa .z"dw .icìln onlf xeìpy 'x

.miig zxez .c"vz .dcx`c t"t .xey yxid iav ilztp oa miig mdxa` 'x

.d wlg dnly dxez .e"vxz .milyexi .xyk lcprn mgpn 'x

dxez iyneg dyng lre q"yd lr f"rld mebxz .a"pyz .oecpel .iwvieeweb l`xyi 'x .

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Hakol Bi’chtav:(“Everything is in writing”: See Chronicles I 28:19)

Explications of Rashi's Torah Commentary

by Jonathan Joseph

Dedicated in memory of his fatherJoel H. Joseph

l"f odkd oeiv-oa oa miig sqei

Brooklyn, 2015

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