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7/27/2019 Glad to Be Alive by Patricia Parkes

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2/21

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3/21

D J L C S @ K B L J N X B


4/21

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5/21

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6/21

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7/21

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8/21

Ur`j`dub

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9/21

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10/21

surdbry) Ls tabrb wls i`tanid t` j`sb* N wls prbplrbc t` try liytanids` bvbituljjy* N ldrbbc)

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h`r liy rblsì N cncit* N wls t` dnvb abr l oljj `r flmb li`tabrlpp`nitfbit) Bntabr wly* N wls t` jbt abr mi`w lic nh ibbc kb sabcoalsb nt up h`r fb* tabi sab lsmbc fb nh talt wls `mly) Talt bjsboùjc N sly kut ybs)

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Tnta l j``m `h cnskbjnbh lic oìhusnì sab t`jc fb N saùjc alvbablrc s`fbtanid)

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abr slynid* tabrb wls l sfljj wlntnid jnst lic tabyc kb ni tùoa wntafb sa`rtjy)

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11/21

h`r fb lic N jbht tab surdbry hbbjnid bxobptnìljjy j`w* Nc d` ls hlr lst` sly N wls pr`klkjy k`rcbrjnib cbprbssbc)

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kut nt cncit tlmb l dbinus t` mi`w N wls stlrtnid t` drltb ì tabnribrvbs* bvbi taùda taby nisnstbc N wlsit) N wls crnvnid tabf flc* Nmi`w N wls kbolusb N wls crnvnid fysbjh flc lic bvbi ì ta`sb sòljjbc i`t s` klc clys wabi N wls trynid cbspbrltbjy alrc t` kbp`sntnvb lic Nc pr`fnsb tabf Nc kb cnhhbrbit t`f`rr`w* kut ls fuoals N wlitbc nt t``* t`f`rr`w ibvbr olfb)

N mi`w nt wlsit blsy h`r tabf bntabr lic N cìt mi`w a`w Ncalvb d`t tarùda ta`sb plst twbjvb fìtas wntaùt tabf lic N talim

d`c bvbry cly talt taby oli ìjy nfldnib walt Nc kbbi tarùda lictans wls a`w nt alc jbht fb)

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wlntbc talt jìd s` li`tabr wbbm wlsit d`nid t` aurt lic ljj N alc t`c` wls paìb lic tbjj tabf Nc kb tabrb)

Bvbry cly lic sjbbpjbss indat `h talt h`jj`wnid wbbm wls

cnhhbrbit kbolusb N cncit mi`w hr`f ìb cly t` tab ibxt* wabtabr Nwls d`nid t` mbbp tab lpp`nitfbit `r i`t* tnjj nt wls lotuljjy abrb licN hùic fysbjh klom lt tab surdbry) C`nid tab slfb `jc tanids* jnmbj``mnid h`r l sblt lt tab klom `h tab r``f* kut i`w N wls wltoanidtab c``rs jnmb li alwm prlynid talt i`&ìb N mibw wùjc wljm ni licsbb fb* kbolusb N mibw nh talt alppbibc tabyc o`fb `vbr lic tljm t`fb lic N rbljjy cncit wlit t` sbb `r tljm t` liyìb* lic N stnjj wlsitsurb lkùt tab oùisbjj`r)

Salimhujjy N cnci$t alvb t` wlnt t`` jìd* kbh`rb l yùid w`fli`pbibc tab c``r nit` tab wlntnid r``f lic qunbtjy sp`mb fy ilfb)Ls N st``c up tab yùid w`fli djliobc `vbr lic lomi`wjbcdbc fbwnta l hrnbicjy sfnjb) N j``mbc lt tans yùid w`fli* wa` N tanimoùjc ìjy alvb kbbi ni abr fnc t` jltb twbitnbs lic taùdat* sabolit kb tab oùisbjj`r sabs hlr t`` yùid) Kut ls ùr `jc surdbry alckbbi miòmbc c`wi lic l ibw ìb wls kbnid rbkunjt* wb wbrb ni ltbfp`rlry ìb flcb up `h p`rtl olknis* s` N taùdat flykb sab wlsgust s`fbìb* wa`c kbbi sbit ky tab oùisbjj`r t` sa`w fb tab wlyt` abr r``f) [bjuotlitjy N wljmbc `vbr t` tab c``r talt tab yùid

w`fli wls stnjj a`jcnid `pbi)Nc d`t tab usulj snom hbbjnid ni tab pnt `h fy st`floa* wanoa wls

pr`klkjy cub t` ljj tab ibdltnvnty talt N wls olrrynid lrùic wnta fb)


12/21

Cìt dbt fb wrìd* N$f i` ìb spbonlj lic jnmb bvbryìb bjsb N$vbalc fy f`fbits* kut ljj rùic N tanim N wls prbtty fuoa l g`jjypbrsì* prn`r t` ljj talt alc alppbibc lic i`w nt$s alrc t` kbjnbvbtalt Njj bvbr rbljjy kb alppy ldlni `r jluda lic snid jnmb N usbc t`)

Ls N rbloabc tab c``r N t``m a`jc `h tab alicjb lic tab yùidw`fli turibc lic stlrtbc t` wljm c`wi tab ilrr`w o`rrnc`r* tabiwnta fb oj`sb kbanic N h`jj`wbc abr* jnmb l jlfk t` tab sjludatbr)_abc ìjy wljmbc l jnttjb wly kbh`rb tlmnid l salrp jbht turi* tabi lhbw f`rb stbps kbh`rb d`nid tarùda li`tabr c``r lic prbssnid lkuttì ì tab wljj talt wùjc krnid tab jnht talt N cncit bvbi mi`w

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O`fb ni lic snt c`wi* fy ilfb ns &&&) Liytanid yù tbjj fb nsstrnotjy oìhncbitnlj lic stlys ni tans r``f)


13/21

_nt c`wi* N iblrjy hbjj c`wi* N wls t`tljjy d`k sflombc* sab wls loùisbjj`r tab vbry w`fli Nc dìb t` sbb)

Ljj tab tnfb sab wls d`nid ì lkùt rujbs lic oìhncbitnljjy N gustslt tabrb j``mnid lt abr tanimnid, N olit tljm t` yù ) ^ùrb yùidbr

tali Slffy) Ta` j fust sly d`bs lks`jutbjy bvbrywabrb wnta fbtabsb clys tab Còt`rs* A`spntlj lic bvbi sa`ppnid wabi N olikrnid fysbjh t` d`) Nts l rblj olsb `h fb lic fy salc`w lic sab

wlitbc t` kb tabrb wnta fb talt lhtbri`ì kut N alc t` tbjj abr i` licN wls kbdniinid t` wnsa N alcit)

N cìt mi`w a`w jìd nts kbbi sniob N wbit liywabrb ì fy`wi* kut Nts kbbi quntb l wanjb* s` N mibw mbbpnid tab lpp`nitfbit

wls d`nid t` kb hlr hr`f blsy* kut nt wls s`fbtanid N wls d`nid t`

alvb t` c`) Liywly tabrb wls i` p`nit ni Slffy d`nid wnta fbkbolusb N cìt tanim h`r l fniutb talt tab oùisbjj`r wùjc alvb jbtabr d` nit` tab r``f wnta fb lic ls Nc ibvbr kbbi t` ìb `h ta`sbsbssnìs kbh`rb N cncit mi`w a`w jìd N wls d`nid t` kb * lic i` wly

wls N d`nid t` alvb abr snt wlntnid ùtsncb h`r fb) Slffy wùjcitalvb fnicbc kut N wùjc lic N wlsit prbplrbc t` jbt abr c` nt* kut Ncnc pr`fnsb Nc paìb abr ls s`ì ls N oùjc)

Slffys l suhhbrbr `h @OC lic jnmb fb sabs pbtrnhnbc `h

oalidb* s` nt t``m l j`t `h pbrsulcnid kut bvbituljjy sab ldrbbc taltNc d` ì fy `wi)Sabi krnidnid fb klom t` blrta tab oùisbjj`r slnc* s` nh yùc

jnmb t` sly s`fbtanid Nf ljj blrs) N taùdat* N kbt yù lrb) Nt hbjtwbnrc* wbc dìb ljj tab wly hr`f tab wlntnid r``f t` tabrb* klrbjyspblmnid l w`rc lic N wls supp`sbc t` tbjj tans w`fli bvbrytanid0

^ùc alvb alc t` kb kjnic i`t t` sbb a`w solrbc N wls* kut lhtbrl sa`rt lic uiblsy snjbiob N t`jc abr N cncit mi`w walt t` sly `r

wabrb t` stlrt0 _ab t`jc fb talt ni abr bxpbrnbiob stlrtnid lt tabkbdniinid wls l d``c pjlob* tabi wbit ì t` tbjj fb t` stlrt hr`fwabrbvbr N hbjt f`st o`fh`rtlkjb) Salt wls plrt `h tab pr`kjbf Ncncit hbbj o`fh`rtlkjb lt ljj)

N cìt mi`w wabtabr nt wls t` flmb fb hbbj kbttbr `r i`t* kuttabi sab wbit ì t` sly sab wlsit tabrb t` plss liy mnic `hgucdbfbit ì fb* sab wls gust tabrb t` jnstbi lic abjp ni liywlysalpb `r h`rf nh sab oùjc)

Tly klom ni tab wlntnid r``f* Nc wìcbrbc walt tab abjj wls Nc`nid tabrb kut ky tabi N wls wnsanid N alci$t k`tabrbc)

Nintnljjy nt wls trub* N cncit mi`w wabrb t` stlrt tabi kbh`rb Nmibw nt N wls pùrnid fy ablrt lic sùj ùt t` abr* tljmnid lkùtbvbrytanid lic i`tanid) Ljj tab tnfb sab slt `pp`sntb fb* jnstbinid t`


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bvbry w`rc N wls slynid* abr ablc tnjtbc sjndatjy t` tab sncb lic bvbrys` `htbi sab dlvb l tniy jnttjb i`c) Sabi N rbljnsbc tab sfnjb Nc i`tnobc

wabi N hnrst slw abr* wls stnjj ì abr hlob kut i`w nt ljf`st sbbfbcpltrìnsnid)

Nt wlsit tnjj Nc hninsabc tljmnid* talt sab vbry p`jntbjy lsmbc fbwalt nt wls N wlitbc)

N taùdat nt wls prbtty `kvnùs kut N t`jc abr liywly*N wlit t` f`vb ì* talts walt N wlit) Kut nts jnmb Nf stuom

abrb ni l tnfb wlrp lic Nf d`nid lks`jutbjy i`wabrb )Sabi wnta l sjndat rlnsb `h abr bybkr`ws sab slnc talt nt wls ìjy

fb wa` oùjc c` s`fbtanid lkùt nt)_lrolstnoljjy N taùdat T@T, Sans w`fli fust kb l dbinus) N

fbli walt l stltbfbit t` flmb* cnc sab rbljjy tanim N big`ybc hbbjnidtans wly kbolusb nh sab cnc* tabi sabs tab ìb wa` rbljjy ibbcs t` sbbl oùisbjj`r i`t fb, Ky tans tnfb* sab wls jblinid h`rwlrc wnta abrbjk`ws pjlobc hnrfjy ì abr mibbs wnta abr j`wbr lrfs strbtoabc ùtni hrìt `h abr lic tab pljfs `h abr alics hlonid upwlrcs) _ab putùt abr jbht alic ni hrìt `h fb lic slnc*

^ù oli bntabr f`vb ìSabi tab slfb wnta abr rndat alic lic l sjndat sarud `h abr

saùjcbrs sab slnc* @r yù oli stly abrb)N slt wltoanid tans w`fli usnid abr alics jnmb l plnr `h wbndanidsoljbs* d`nid up lic c`wi kljlionid ùt tab `ccs lic rbpbltnid tw``r tarbb tnfbs*

F`vb ì* stly abrb0 Nts up t` yù* i` ìb oli c` nt h`r yù)N taùdat a`w clrb yù snt tabrb wnta talt pltrìnsnid sfnjb ì

yùr hlob lic bquljjy* ls N taùdat* tìb ni abr v`nob) N wls s` djlcsab oùjcit rblc fy fnic kbolusb sab obrtlnijy wùjcit alvb jnmbc

walt N wls tanimnid)Sans wlsit blsy ky liy fblis) Nt wls l rbljjy cnhhnoujt tnfb h`rfb t` sly tab jblst) Nc klrbc fy ljj t` tans w`fli* tbjjnid abr ljjlkùt tab klc tanids talt alc alppbibc t` fb lic fy hlfnjy wntanitab jlst oùpjb `h yblrs) Sabi N t`jc abr talt talt wls wntaùt tab`tabr tanids talt alc alppbibc t` fb ni fy jnhb) Ljj tab lidbr lichrustrltnì Nc kbbi hbbjnid up uitnj tabi wls stnjj tabrb* kut nt wls

w`rsb lic Nc lccbc tab lwhuj hbbjnid `h bfklrrlssfbit kbolusb Ncsa`wi fy wblmibss ky krblmnid c`wi lic orynid ni hrìt `h abr)

N$vb sabc s` fliy tblrs `vbr tab jlst hbw yblrs talt N cncit tanimnt wls p`ssnkjb h`r fb t` ory liyf`rb lic bvbi taùda N lf li lidrypbrsì i`w N$f i`t l vn`jbit ìb* kut nt wls tlmnid bvbrytanid Nc d`tt` mbbp fysbjh t`dbtabr* kbolusb N lotuljjy hbjt jnmb anttnid s`fbtanid)


15/21

Lhtbr quntb l wanjb `h trynid t` oìtr`j bvbi f`rb tblrs* N t`jc abrN oùjc wrntb l k``m lic sab slnc*

Tay i`t* yùc kb surprnsbc lt gust a`w fuoa kbttbr wrntnidtanids c`wi oli flmb yù hbbj)

_ab bvbi t`jc fb nt fndat abjp fb t` f`vb ì) N taùdat tabsbssnì wls supp`sbc t` flmb fb hbbj kbttbr0 N mi`w N wls a`pnid nt

wùjc kut nt alcit* nt alc lotuljjy flcb fb hbbj w`rsb) N cncit jnmbtab wly N wls hbbjnid lt ljj* s` N st``c up t` jblvb tbjjnid abr N wlitbct` d`) _ab wlsit rblcnid fb vbry wbjj lt ljj kbolusb sab gust wbit ìt` tbjj fb talt N stnjj alc hnhtbbi fniutbs jbht lic N fly ls wbjj usbtabf) _ab plusbc h`r l f`fbit tabi lsmbc fb nh N taùdat N fndat

wlit t` o`fb ldlni* tbjjnid fb nt wùjcit kb wnta abr* ls sab ìjy cnc

tab lssbssfbits)_ab fly ls wbjj alvb lsmbc fb nh N wlitbc fy tbbta pujjbc ùt

wnta l h`rm* Nf surb nt wùjc alvb kbbi jbss plnihuj) N t`jc abr Ncncit tanim s`* N gust wlitbc t` d`* sab slnc talt wls `mly* kut sabcflmb fb li`tabr lpp`nitfbit gust ni olsb N oalidbc fy fnic)

Sabrb wls i` hblr `h talt* i`&wly wls N bvbr d`nid t` put fysbjhtarùda li`tabr ìb `h ta`sb sbssnìs* wnta abr `r liyìb bjsb* kutstnjj trynid t` kb inob N t`jc abr `mly)

Nc alvb t`jc abr liytanidt` dbt fb ùt `h talt r``f)Ls sab `pbibc tab c``r h`r us t` o`fb ùt* sab slnc* Sabrb taltwlsit t`` klc* wls nt0

ABJJ@, Tls tans w`fli h`r rblj* `r wls sab bvbi ni tab slfbr``f ls fb* i`w jbt fb sbb) Alc sab gust wì l snx fìta klttjbldlnist oliobr0 I@ N cìt tanim s`* tabi !i` nt wlsi$t t`` klc h`r abrlt ljj. kut h`r fb nt wls t`rturb)

N mi`w sab wls ìjy c`nid abr g`k kut N pbrsìljjy hùic abr t`

kb nisbisntnvb lic pltrìnsnid)Cìt dbt fb wrìd* N wlsit tabrb h`r liy mnic `h pnty* talt wlstab jlst tanid N wlitbc* kut N wls a`pnid t` dbt s`fb mnic `h pblob `hfnic lic N cncit)

Sab rbjnbh N hbjt ls N wljmbc ùt `h talt r``f wls uirblj* kut ntwls wanjb wb wbrb wljmnid klom t` tab jnht* talt N flcb tab stupncfnstlmb `h lsmnid abr nh tab g`k wls cbprbssnid lic vbry prùcjy sabslnc i` lic t`jc fb sab j`vbc nt)

@A F^ D@C way c` N mbbp puttnid fysbjh tarùda nt0 Tntadrnttbc tbbta lic hndatnid klom ybt bvbi f`rb tblrs N taùdat ^bp,

Salt wùjc kb rndat nt fust kb rblj pbloay jnvnid `hh tab fnsbry `h`tabrs) N cncit jnmb tanimnid talt wly nt wls gust tab wly sab flcb fbhbbj)


16/21

Ky tab tnfb tab jnht olfb N wls orynid lic N oùjcit bvbi j``m ltabr* s` N gust wljmbc ni lic prbssbc tab kuttì ì tab plibj)

Tabi N d`t c`wi t` tab drùic hj``r lic tab c``r `pbibc ldlni*N wls rbjnbvbc talt tabrb wls i`&ìb wlntnid t` dbt ni) N wbit strlndat

hr`f tab jnht tarùda tab wlntnid r``f lic ùt nit` tab strbbt wntaùtbvbi j``mnid up) N wls hbbjnid rbljjy stupnc kut N wls lidry wntafysbjh f`rb tali liytanid h`r ljj`wnid fysbjh t` dbt s` upsbt0

N aurrnbc lrùic tab o`ribr klom t` wabrb Nc plrmbc fy olr licsjlffbc fy kld ì t`p `h tab kìibt lic rnhjbc tarùda nt trynid t`hnic fy mbys* kut taby wbrbit ni tabrb* taby wbrb ni fy pòmbt) Nprbssbc tab pnp ì tab sfljj kjlom h`k lic uijòmbc tab olr* N `pbibctab c``r lic sj`wjy j`wbrbc fysbjh nisncb lic slt tabrb h`r l wanjb*

trynid t` dbt fysbjh t`dbtabr) N mibw tabrb wls i` wly N wls d`nid t`kb lkjb t` crnvb nt tab stltb N wls ni* Nc alvb bntabr aurt fys bjh `r lt

w`rsb s`fbìb bjsb)N oùjcit snt tabrb t`` jìd wntaùt crlwnid lttbitnì t` fysbjh*

s` lhtbr l wanjb N stlrtbc tab olr lic `hh N wbit* i`t lotuljjyrbfbfkbrnid tab crnvb a`fb gust tab dbttnid ùt `h tab olr ìob N wlstabrb) N wls surprnsbc talt Knjjs olr wlsit tabrb) Ls nt alc kbbi l jltblhtbri`ì lpp`nitfbit N taùdat abc alvb kbbi a`fb kbh`rb fb*

kut ab wlsit lic N wls djlc `h talt) Sabrb wls ìjy ìb `h tw`pjlobs ab oùjc kb* talt wls bntabr ans snstbrs aùsb dbttnid ans alnrout* `r ab alcit hninsabc w`rm* bntabr wly nt cncit flttbr)

Fnmby ùr `jc lic hlntahuj c`d alc ljrblcy stlrtbc t` klrm* jìdkbh`rb Nc bvbi put tab mby ni tab c``r lic ls N wls stnjj hbbjnid quntbhrldnjb nt stlrtbc fb `hh orynid ldlni lic wìcbrnid* wabi wls nt ljjd`nid t` bic)

Ab wls stnjj klrmnid ls N `pbibc tab c``r lic ab ljf`st miòmbc

fb `vbr wnta bxontbfbit ls N wljmbc nit` tab jnvnid r``f* s` N alc t`sorblf lt anf t` saut up lic N t`jc anf t` f`vb ùt `h fy wly*wanoa sbit anf smujmnid `hh lrùic tab klom `h tab sbttbb* wanoaflcb fb hbbj dunjty) Nt wlsit ans hlujt N wls hbbjnid s` j`w* ab wlsgust alppy h`r s`fbìb t` kb a`fb)

N tarbw fy mbys nit` tab hrunt cnsa talt wls snttnid ì t`p `h tabkurblu rndat kbanic tab c``r lic tarbw fy kld ìt` Knjjs oalnr* tabi

wbit strlndat upstlnrs t` swnjj fy hlob kbh`rb ab d`t ni* kbolusb abaltbs nt wabi N ory lic N cncit wlit anf t` mi`w a`w upsbt Nc kbbi)Kut talts l stupnc tanid t` sly kbolusb wbc kbbi flrrnbc `vbr tanrtyyblrs* lic ab als l tbicbioy t` mi`w Nf upsbt kbh`rb N mi`w fysbjh)


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Nc kbbi a`fb jìd biùda t` o``m tab tbl kbh`rb Knjj olfbwljmnid ni) Abc w`rmbc `vbr trynid t` oltoa up ì s`fb plpbrw`rmtalt ibbcbc t` d` ìt` tab o`fputbr)

Tbjj* a`w cnc yù dbt ì0 Ls nh N ibbc t` lsm)

^bs* yù dubssbc nt* N wls orynid ldlni* lic ls ab trnbc t` o`fh`rtfb ky puttnid ans lrfs lrùic fb N pusabc anf lwly* wanoa flcbanf lidry lic ab t`jc fb N oùjcit d` ldlni) Knjj *wa`c ljwlys kbbiblsy d`nid lic bvbryìb sbbfbc t` j`vb anf* alc oalidbc l j`t sniobans f`fs cblta bjbvbi yblrs ld` lic ab * jnmb fysbjh* olrrnbs l abjj `hl j`t `h lidbr lrùic wnta anf) Kut ab$s ibvbr bvbr trnbc t` tbjj fb

walt t` c`* s` N gust slt tabrb orynid lic jnstbinid t` anf wanjb ab wlsspùtnid `hh) N cncit lrdub wnta anf kbolusb N mibw walt ab wls

slynid wls rndat kut kbtwbbi tab s`ks N cnc try t` tbjj anf walt alcalppbibc lt tans sbssnì* kut tab f`rb N trnbc tab f`rb upsbt N d`t* s`

wb slt lic ltb ùr fblj ni snjbiob wanoa dlvb us k`ta tnfb biùda tòljf c`wi)

Ab alcit wlitbc fb t` d` ni tab hnrst pjlob kut N wls ni turf`nj*N oùjcit sbb liy jndat lt tab bic `h liy tuiibj lic N wlsi$t dbttnidliy kbttbr lic ab mibw talt)

Tabi N wls oljf biùda t` tljm lkùt nt* N t`jc anf walt Nc slnc

t` tab oùisbjj`r lkùt wrntnid tans k``m lic ab jludabc lt hnrst* tabii`t rbljjy surprnsnidjy ab slnc* Tay i`t0Nc ìjy slnc nt kbolusb N wls lidry lt talt plrtnoujlr tnfb kut talt

wls tw` yblrs ld` lic Nf stnjj lidry* lt tab a`rrnkjb lic plnihujbvbits talt wb ls l hlfnjy alvb alc t` bicurb)

N ljs` hnic fysbjh j``mnid klom `vbr tab wa`jb `h fy jnhb) Fyoanjca``c wls i`tanid spbonlj lic taùda N c` rbljnsb talt `tabrsalvb alc nt fuoa* fuoa w`rsb tali N alvb* N c` tanim Nvb alc quntb

li bvbithuj lic bvbi solry jnhb lt tnfbs lic lhtbr bvbi f`rb rbdujlrvnsnts t` fy còt`r lic stnjj struddjnid wnta fysbjh h`r quntb l wanjb*Nvb stlrtbc t` tanim lkùt walt talt oùisbjj`r alc t`jc fb* lkùt

wrntnid tanids c`wi t` flmb fysbjh hbbj kbttbr* lic nh nt$s trub tabipbralps tans ns tab wly t` d` lic N saùjc hninsa up hbbjnid jnmb lfnjjnì c`jjlrs0 Saùda t` kb pbrhbotjy aìbst N wùjc kb f`rb talialppy t` gust dbt fy jnhb klom ì trlom* taùda ls pbssnfnstno ls bvbr*Nfi`t d`nid t` a`jc fy krblta


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Oalptbr @ib

_` abrb wb d`* Nf hnhty tarbb yblrs `h ldb i`w lic Nf tlmnid tablcvnob `h tab oùisbjj`r ky c`nid ls sab suddbstbc lic stlrtnid rndatlt tab kbdniinid* wnta fy vbry hnrst fbf`ry lic talts i`t l pjblslitìb)

N wls lkùt bndatbbi fìtas `jc lt tab tnfb lic jnvnid lt fyIlis wnta F`f lic fy tarbb `jcbr kr`tabrs S`ffy* Fnoalbj * wa`

wb rbhbr t` ls Fnom* lic Mbnta lic ls f`fs tab bjcbst `h bndatoanjcrbi* N tanim f`st `h tabf wbrb ljs` stnjj jnvnid lt a`fb* niojucnidf`fs flrrnbc snstbr Nrns lic abr ausklic Alrry* wnta tabnr yùid sìljs` oljjbc Alrry* kut t` slvb liy oìhusnì bvbryìb oljjbc anf jnttjbAlrry)

Ilis wls l knd o`ribr aùsb talt slt lt tab bic `h tw` r`lcs licnt wls tab hnrst ni l kjòm `h hùr* wnta tab hrìt c``r ni tab ìb strbbtlic tab bitry t` tab klom `h tab aùsb ni tab `tabr) Sabrb wls l kndo`ffuilj ylrc talt aùsbc tw` krnom kunjcnids oljjbc tab krbw

aùsb* ìb wls rndat lt tab hlr bic `h tab ylrc h`r tab pb`pjb wa`jnvbc ni tab tw` aùsbs c`wi tab k`tt`f* lic tab `tabr ìb wls gustt` tab jbht `h ùr klom c``r* talt Ili salrbc wnta abr hrnbic licibndakùr Aliila)

Sab krbw aùsb wls prbtty klsno* wnta tab knd tanom cbbp wantboròm snim lic w``cbi crlninid k`lrc* talt wls usbc t` c` tabjluicry lic wlsanid lic prbplrnid `h tab vbdbtlkjbs) Sabrb wls ljs`li ljufninuf klta pr`ppbc up ldlnist tab wljj lic l sfljj bjbotrno

k`njbr)Sab dlrcbi wlsit talt knd rbljjy kbolusb `h tab knd dlrldb rndat

lt tab k`tt`f lic tab j`` wls ljs` ùtsncb)Sab aùsb wls flssnvb wnta j`ts `h r``fs ìb jblcnid `hh hr`f

li`tabr) Sabrb wls i` kltar``f lic tab mntoabi wls gust li`tabrr``f wnta l o``mbr ni nt) Kbolusb tabrb wbrb i` snims ni tab aùsbtabrb wls i` ruiinid wltbr nic``rs s` ljj tab wltbr ibbcbc nisncb tabaùsb alc t` kb olrrnbc ni hr`f tab krbw aùsb)

Ni spntb `h nts snzb tabrb wbrbit biùda kbcr``fs t` sjbbpbvbryìb s` fb lic fy kr`tabrs alc t` sjbbp ni l knd cùkjb kbc nitab hrìt r``f* wanjb f`f sjbpt ì tab hj``r)

_uicly indat wls klta indats h`r us* s` f`f wùjc krnid tabljufninuf klta ni hr`f ùt `h tab krbw aùsb lic put nt ni hrìt `h


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tab hnrbpjlob* kbh`rb hnjjnid nt wnta a`t wltbr tabi o``jnid nt c`wi wntao`jc) Sabi ìb ky ìb stlrtnid wnta S`ffy* wa` wb i`w rbhbr t` ls

S`f* rndat c`wi t` fb sabc strnp us `hh lic snt us ni tans klta* tabiwnta l wa`ppnid squlrb pnbob `h olrk`jno s`lp ni abr alic sabc ruk

lwly) Sab s`lp wls s` alrc talt ls sab rukkbc nt up lic c`wi fylrfs lic jbds* nt hbjt jnmb N wls ì hnrb) Tabi sab wls hninsabc* sabcjnht fb ùt* inib ùt `h tbi tnfbs wnta li `jc sabbt lic wnpb fbc`wi* tabi N wls put nit` ojbli vbst lic plits lic bvbi kbh`rb N wlspr`pbrjy cry* sabc put fb nit` kbc wnta tab `tabrs)

@ib suoa _uicly wbc alc ùr kltas lic ljj hùr `h us wbrb nikbc* wabi f`f olfb klom nit` tab r``f olrrynid tab ljufninufklta ldlni* kut tans tnfb nt wls hnjjbc wnta wbt wlsanid) _ab olrrnbc tab

ablvy klta nit` tab fnccjb `h tab r``f lic kbit `vbr t` put nt c`wi*kut j`st drnp ì ìb `h tab alicjbs lic tab klta ant tab hj``r wnta lcujj tauc)

Ls sab st``c up abr kjlom saùjcbr jbidta ourjy alnr wls stuom tàbr wbt hlob lic sab dbitjy krusabc nt lwly wnta tab klom `h abr alic)N slt lic wltoabc f`f d` `vbr t` tab o`ribr `h tab r``f lic crldtab knd ablvy wrùdat nrì flidjb* t` wabrb tab klta `h wbt wlsanidslt)

Tnta tab klta ni hrìt `h abr sab kbit `vbr lic stlrtbc t` s`rt tabwlsanid* tlmnid l sabbt lic puttnid o`ribr t` o`ribr f`f stlrtbc t`h`jc nt)

Mbnta wa` wls lkùt tarbb lt tab tnfb d`t ùt `h kbc lic stlrtbct` rui lrùic tab r``f lic f`f t`jc anf t` dbt klom nit` kbc kutab wùjcit)

F`f put tab o`ribr `h tab sabbt up t` tab r`jjbrs lic stlrtbc t`turi tab alicjb ì tab sncb `h tab flidjb lic tab wltbr dbitjy stlrtbc

t` rui c`wi tab sabbt) Xbry olrbhujjy f`f oìtniubc t` hbbc tabsabbt tarùda tab tw` jìd r`jjbrs lic tab hurtabr tab sabbt wbittarùda* tab wncbr tab r`jjbr$s kbolfb lic tab wltbr wls drlculjjydbttnid ablvnbr* olsolcnid c`wi jnmb l sfljj wltbrhljj spjlsanid ìt`tab rbst `h tab wlsanid talt jly ni tab klta lic dbitjy kùionid `hh t`flmb sfljj wbt pltoabs ì tab hj``r)

Mbnta wls stnjj ruiinid lrùic tab r``f lic f`f wls trynidrbljjy alrc i`t t` saùt lt anf) N slt tabrb fbsfbrnsbc gust wltoanidlic jnstbinid t` tab sùic `h tab wltbr ruiinid c`wi tab sabbts lichniljjy Mbnta st`ppbc lic wbit `vbr lic st``c ni hrìt `h abr)

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F`f wls mibbjnid c`wi a`jcnid Mbnta lic Ili olfb nit` tab r``fh`jj`wbc ky Riojb Alrry tabi Luity Nrns) Ili t`jc Riojb Alrry t` d`lic hbtoa Licy* wa` N mi`w i`w wls tab ablc lfkujliob fli lt tabstltnì wanoa wls rndat `vbr tab r`lc hr`f wabrb wb jnvbc)

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wls puttnid nt tarùda tab r`jjbrs)Licy olfb `vbr lic bvbituljjy d`t Mbntas alic hrbb* N tanim ab

wls tlmbi t` tab a`spntlj kbolusb N rbfbfkbr ans alic kbnidklicldbc up* kut Nf i`t rbljjy surb lic ibntabr ns ab)

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N cìt rbfbfkbr talt fuoa lkùt Aliila rbljjy* ìjy talt abr aùsbwls hnjjbc wnta `jc hlsanìbc hurinturb* sab alc l oùpjb `h olts* lsa`p* lic Luity Guib !tab yùidbst `h f`fs snkjnids. spbit l j`t `htnfb wnta abr) Lic sab f`vbc)

N rbfbfkbr wljmnid up tab r`lc alic ni alic wnta Ili ìb clylic wb kufpbc nit` Luity Guib* wa` wls ì abr knmb o`fnid hr`ftab `pp`sntb cnrbotnì* N wls pr`klkjy lkùt tarbb) Ili st`ppbc t`tljm t` abr h`r l wanjb* tabi Luity Guib r`cb `hh t`wlrcs Ilis aùsblic wb olrrnbc ì wljmnid up tab r`lc)

Sab sui wls saninid lic bvbi taùda tabrb wls l sjndat krbbzb* ntwls rbljjy wlrf* N cncit mi`w wabrb wb wbrb d`nid kbolusb N cncitrbo`dinsb liytanid)

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wls stnjj a`jcnid fy alic wanjb sab wls tljmnid t` tab fli lic Nj``mbc ljj lrùic tab r``f h`r Aliila* tabi N slw tab jìd kr`wik`x ni hrìt `h tab wnic`w) Ili t`jc fb ldlni i`t t` kb solrbc lssab kbit c`wi lic pnombc fb up lic abjc fb `vbr tab `pbi k`x)

_olrbc cncit bvbi rbdnstbr wnta fb N wls pbtrnhnbc) Sans wlsit a`wNc rbfbfkbrbc Aliila) N sorblfbc lic mnombc lt Ili tnjj sab putfb c`wi* tabi N rli ùt `h tab aùsb lic c`wi tab r`lc* tnjj N ablrcIli oljjnid fb t` st`p)

Njj ibvbr mi`w walt p`ssbssbc abr t` tlmb fb t` s`fbtanid jnmbtalt lt suoa l yùid ldb) N alc indatflrbs h`r N cìt mi`w a`w jìdlic i`w wabibvbr N tanim `h Aliila* `r li luit fbitnìs abr t` fb*ljj N sbb ns abr jynid ni talt o`hhni)

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