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'Four Weeks Hauling The Scraps Of My Bones' is a book of 55 prose and verses written over the last four weeks covering the ups and downs of that time. Some are still valid and some are just old thoughts now.

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F O U R W E E K S H A U L I N G T H E S C R A P S O F M Y B O N E S

W O R d S B Y M . B U C H A N A N

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With all selflessness and no ill feelings in mind.For those who ran from suffering

and all those left behind.

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I

T H I S H O P E W I L L B E M Y E N G I N E

T H I S j O Y W I L L P U M P L I K E G A S O L I N E

A L O N E O F E v E R Y H O L L O W

A L O N E O F E v E R Y B A S T A R d d R E A M

F O R E I G N T O C O L d H A L L W A Y S

F A R F R O M T H E d E P T H S A N d F R E E

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I I

P U R E v I C T I M S O F C I R C U M S T A N C E

O F T H A T H E L L - B O U N d B A G O F B O N E S

I N T H E E N d I T ’ S G O L d E N A N d T R U E

T H E C H A O S A N d T H E B L O O d I T d R E W

L O S S E S C U T

A N d H O P E G I v E N U P

F O R T H E L O N G R O A d H O M E

F O R T H E H E A L I N G

P O U R E d O U T T O L E A v E T H I S d R O U G H T

F O R N O W W E ’ L L K E E P B R E A T H I N G

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I I I

A P R A Y E R T O M Y v I C E S ; R E T U R N T O R U S T

C R O O K E d d R E A M S S T O W N O T Y O U R F E A R S B E N E A T H T H E S M O K E A N d d U S T

A H O P E F O R M Y S H A C K L E S ; L E A v E W I T H T H E G U S T

B L E S S E d W I N G S S T R A I N N O T Y O U R R E A C H B E N E A T H T H E L I G H T T H E Y C R U S H E d

A B R E A T H T O T H E B A S T A R d S C L U T C H I N G Y O U R C R O W N

A B R E A T H T O T H E B A S T A R d S A N C H O R I N G d O W N

A B R E A T H T O T H E B A S T A R d S T E A R I N G T H E H U L L ;

W R E T C H E d S E A M S S O W N O T F A L S E N E E d S B E N E A T H T H A T P R E C I O U S S K U L L

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I v

O U T R U N T H E W O R R Y

C H A I N A W A Y

T R E A d L O N G W E A K L I M B S

T R E A d O N N O W

P O U N d Y O U R H O O v E S T H R O U G H T H E L O N E L Y E A R T H

W O R T H H I G H , T H E N F U R T H E R L O W

S O W H O P E S R O O T S A S Y O U G O

S L O W H O P E , S L O W L I G H T

F L O W H O P E , F L O W L I G H T

A L L H O P E , A L L L I G H T

T R U E H O P E , T R U E L I G H T

L O S T H O P E , L O S T L I G H T

L A S T H O P E , L A S T L I G H T

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v

I M P R I S O N Y O U R j O Y O N E L A S T T I M E

S M O T H E R A N d H O L d I T j U S T L I K E T H E F I R E

I ’ M B E G G I N G F O R T H E T R U T H I N M Y B A C K P O C K E T A N d T H E L I G H T I N M Y E Y E S

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v I

I ’ v E B E E N P A C I N G M Y W A Y A R O U N d T H E B E N d S

A N d I F T O N I G H T Y O U ’ R E T R U d G I N G R O A d S O F H E L L

T A K E T H A T S T R U G G L E A N d C H A I N I T T O Y O U R M U d d Y P A L M S

d O N ’ T R A I S E N O F L A G S , d O N ’ T R I N G N O B E L L S

T R E A d I N G O N L Y P A T H S O F C O A L

C R U S H I N G T H E W R E T C H E d A N d O W N I N G T H E T O L L

d R O W N I N G T H E H U N C H T O R O W T H R O U G H I T ’ S F L O W

F I N A L L Y S I d E T O T H E W H O L E

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v I I

I N A G U S T I T C A M E T O M E

T H E N I N A B R E A T H I T L E F T

T H I C K A S T H I E v E S W I T H L E A v E S O N T H E B R E E z E

A N d T H E N T H E Y F I L L E d M Y C H E S T

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v I I I

T E A R M E A P A R T A S I T O R E Y O U

W E A R M E d O W N A S I W O R E Y O U

T R A C E T H E F R A C T U R E T O I T ’ S R O O T S

T H I S I S M Y W A R

T H R O U G H A N d T H R O U G H

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I X

P E L T I N G T H E S K I E S

S I N K I N G T H E B L U E S

C H O K I N G T H E R I v E R d R Y

S E N d I N G T H E H A L T I N G S T R A I G H T F O R T H E G A L L O W S T O S P A R K A B R E A T H F O R T H E L I G H T

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X

F R E E W I L L B E A T S Y O U R F R O N T d O O R d O W N

Y O U R B R I T T L E F O R W A R d P A C I N G N O W C A R v E d O U T O F S T O N E

L A S T S T E P S d O W N H E L L S H A L L W A Y S N O W

L E T M E B E T H E O N E S T A N d I N G A T T H E E N d O F A L L Y O U R v I C T O R I E S

A T T H E E N d O F A L L Y O U R G L O R Y

A N d A T T H E E N d O F A L L Y O U R F A I L U R E S

T O T E A R d O W N v U L T U R E S O v E R H E A d

A N d R A T S U N d E R F O O T

F O R E v E R Y O U R S H I E L d

T H E R U S T O R T H E G L O W

T H E d A M A G E O R H E A L I N G M A R C H I N G I N R O W S

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X I

T H E R A I N F L E W d O W N W I T H A G U S T O N I T S C R O W N

I T T H R O T T L E d T H E B O U G H S B U T L I G H T E N E d T H E I R F R O W N

d O W N T H E L O N G R O A d , T H R O U G H d E A d E N d S N O W

I T L A S T d R O W N E d T H E d I S T A N C E A N d P O L I S H E d T H E T A R

F A R P A S T H E A v E N N O W T O R U N

H E A R T S d O F L O U R I S H A N d P O U N d A S O N E

N O T H I N G ’ S L E F T S T A N d I N G T O A N C H O R T H E B L O O M

T O S H A C K L E O R P O L I S H T H E O L d d U L L G L O O M

d R E A R Y N I G H T S B U R N O U T B Y T H E S U N

H E A R T S d O F L O U R I S H A N d P O U N d A S O N E

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X I I

T H E R E ’ S A C H I L L O N M Y B O N E S A N d A C R O O K E d F L O W T H A T ’ S T A K I N G S W I N G S A T

T H E S E A

T H E v U L T U R E S C A U G H T O N A N I L L F L O W I N G B R E E z E d O B R E A K M Y S P I R I T A N d B U S T M Y

G L E A M

T H E S E B A S T A R d L U N G S K E E P G R O W I N G A N d S I N K I N G

M Y H E L L - B O U N d A R M S

T H E S E H E L L - B O U N d L U N G S

T H E W A v E S N E v E R S T O P C R A S H I N G I N O N T H E M S E L v E S

A N d F O R E v E R C O M E U N d O N E

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X I I I

H E R E ’ S T O T H E A S H E S O F E v E R Y T O L L I N G d A Y

O F E v E R Y L O N G W A Y O U T A N d E v E R Y T H R E A d I N T H E F R A Y

H E R E ’ S T O T H E E N d I N G O F S T R A Y G N A S H I N G R O A d S

T H E d E A R T H O F C L O v E N F E A R S

A N d A L L O L d S E v E R E d G L O W

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X I v

U N T I L L I G H T C A S E S M E I ’ L L d R E d G E L O v E S R E S T L E S S S E A S

F O R W H A T ’ S O W E d T O M E

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X v

T H E R E ’ S A S T O R M R A G I N G O N A N d I T K E E P S A F L O A T M Y F E A R S

B U T W H E N Y O U ’ R E S I d E T O M E O N L Y d R E A M S R I N G I N M Y E A R S

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X v I

N O R U S T A T M Y H E A L S

N O S L E E P L E S S d A W N S

N O F R A C T U R E d R U N G S

N O E N d L E S S T H A W S

N O S P L I T S I N T H E F R A M E T H A T S P E L L O U T M Y N A M E A N d N O N E S H A K I N G Y O U F R O M Y O U R

T H R O N E

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X v I I

F O U R W E E K S H A U L I N G T H E S C R A P S O F M Y B O N E S

N O T W E A K O R C R A W L I N G L A P S O N M Y O W N

A L L F R E E A N d T R A W L I N G F O R W I N G S I N T H E d R O N E

G R I P P I N G A N d M A U L I N G T H O S E W H O H A M M E R T H E M I N O R I N T O Y O U R T O N E

O W E T H E H E L P , O W N T H E H A R M

H O L d M Y G L O R Y S A F E I N Y O U R P A L M

C A L M N O W U N T I L T H E d W E L L I N G H A S F L O W N

S O A R A N d F L E E C A L L I N G O N T H E H E A R T T H A T ’ S G R O W N

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X v I I I

R A z E d H A R M O N Y

F O N d F A R E W E L L S F O R O L d W A R S

N E W W A R S F O R L O N G G O O d B Y E S

M Y C R A S H I N G E Y E S

Y O U R F A I L I N G L I G H T

T H E L A S T d A Y C O M E S

R O L L I N G R O U N d T H E B E N d

I T A L W A Y S C O M E S

I T S H O W S I T S E L F I N T H E C R A C K S O F T H E B A N K S

I N T H E F A d I N G L I G H T

A N d I N T H E L A S T B R E A T H O F E v E R Y C R A S H I N G W A v E

Y O U R F A I L I N G L I G H T , Y O U R F A d I N G L I G H T

Y O U R F A d I N G A N d F A I L I N G H A R M O N Y

Y O U R G L O R Y C L E N C H E d W I T H E v E R Y M O O R I N G L O S T I N T H E Y E A R S

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X I X

R U N N I N G U P T H E H I L L O F E v E R Y R U S T E d v O W

S W I M M I N G U P T H E S T R E A M O F E v E R Y

S H A T T E R E d B O U G H

M Y L O v E P A C K E d A N d d R A G G E d P A S T E v E R Y P O R T O F C A L L

T H E P I L L A R S O F I T S B E A T I N G M E A S U R E d B Y E v E R Y F I N A L G L O W

B Y E v E R Y N E W W R E C K A G E

A N d T H E S T R E N G T H O F A L L N E W G R O W T H

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X X

T H E C R O W N O F E v E R Y S K U L L B O W E d I N

S O R R O W

W A S H E d A S H O R E F R O M S E A S O F d E A d E N d S

d I S M A N T L I N G C R U E L W A Y S

P U L S I N G O N T H E L A C K O F O L d F A I T H

C A U G H T I N T H E H E A d W I N d

U N B R O K E N B Y T H E v I O L E N T W A Y S O F O L d P A I N

M Y d A M A G E ; M Y C R O W N

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X X I

Y O U G A v E M E S O M E W H E R E T O d I S A P P E A R

Y O U S A N G M E T H E L O N G d I R G E F O R O L d F E A R

M O R E F R E E T H A N T H E F I R S T W A v E

M O R E F R E E T H A N T H E L A S T d A Y

S A v E d B Y Y O U R F U L L H E A R T

S A F E F R O M F A L L I N G A P A R T

S A F E F R O M F A L L I N G F A S T

S A F E F R O M T H E S H A T T E R E d M A S T

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X X I I

R U N L I K E T H E R I v E R

L E A v E L I K E T H E B R E E z E

j U S T F A S T E N O U G H T O F L E E

S E N d C A L A M I T Y B A C K F R O M W H E R E I T C A M E

d U L L W I N G S d R O P

T H E Y F L O A T A N d M A I M

P L E d G E d T O P L O W

A N d B U R Y T H E F R A I L

O N L Y d A Y S O F S O L I d G O L d N O W

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X X I I I

F O R A M O M E N T Y O U E N d E d M E M Y F R I E N d

L I K E T H E S I L E N T C R A S H I N M Y d R E A M S

L I K E S W O L L E N E M P T Y P I T S F O R G L E A M

L I K E O L d W O R N W A Y S

L I K E B I T T E R d A Y S

F O R A B R E A T H Y O U C A R R I E d M E M Y F R I E N d

A S L O S T I N T H E H E A d W I N d

A S C A U G H T I N T H E H E A d W I N d

A S W O R d S F R O M F R O S T , Y E A T S A N d G R A v E S

A S A L L M Y L I G H T I N G R A I N E d

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X X I v

A N O T H E R v O I C E I N T H E C H O R U S

C A R v E d O U T O F S T O N E

B Y R A I N O F T H E Y E A R S

A N d R A I N I N G d O W N C O A L S

A N O T H E R C O U N T I N Y O U R F A d I N G v O I C E

T H A T C R A S H E S A T M E T O H E A R

T H A T T H R A S H E S A T M E H E R E

T H A T d A S H E S L O N G A N d N E A R

T H A T C A S H E S I N O N G R O W N F E A R

T O L L I N G A T I T S O W N P A C E

T A K I N G W H A T I T W I L L

T H I E v I N G U N T I L

I T S H O A R S E E N d I N G

T H I E v E O N M Y F R I E N d

T R E A d O N M Y F R I E N d

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X X v

S L A S H I N G T H R O U G H

M Y K I N d E S T R O O T S

A N d E v E R Y W A Y W A R d S E E d C A U G H T O N T H E B R E E z E

S H A K I N G v I O L E N T L Y

R U N N I N G A S I d E O L d F R I E N d S B L I N d

C R A S H I N G I N T O d R E A R Y L I G H T S

S W A R M I N G T H R O U G H

W I T H S C A T H I N G L I G H T

T H E W O R L d S T I L L T U R N S

M Y E Y E S S T I L L L E A R N

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X X v I

P A T T E R N S R E P E A T T O

T H R O T T L E O U T Y O U R T E E T H

L O N G d E B T S N E v E R P A I d

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F T R U E S T R E N G T H

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F T R U E R U I N

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F T R U E S E L F L E S S N E S S

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F T R U E L O S S

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F T R U E S A C R I F I C E

Y O U R I d E

W I T H Y O U R H A N d S T O H E A v E N

G E N T L Y I B U C K L E

A N d S L O W L Y C O M E U N d O N E

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X X v I I

A L L O F M Y H O P E S A N C H O R S I N G R A I N E d

W I T H B L A C K C L O U d S O F d U L L O L d W A Y S

C A S T O U T

S H U N A N d O U T S H O N E

S H O N E O U T

S P L I T T I N G T H E S E A

d R A I N E d A N d F R E E

C A S H I N G I N O N E v E R Y E N d L E S S d R I F T

E v E R Y F R E E R I d E

E v E R Y W A v E C R A S H I N G B Y

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X X v I I I

R A T S I N T H E C E L L A R

S N A K E P I T S W E L L S

B O U G H S L E S S L E A v E S

L O N G S E T F R E E

I ’ v E W A T C H E d Y O U R F A I L I N G E S C A P E

I ’ v E W A T C H E d Y O U C H A N G E F R O M L I G H T T O G R E Y

I ’ v E F E L T Y O U T E A C H M E O F H E A L I N G A N d d E M I S E

I ’ v E W A T C H E d A N d F E L T T H R O U G H R U S T I N G E Y E S

T R U S T I N M E T O L E A v E T R U T H I N M Y L I N E S

E N d T H E P A C E T O T H E B E A T O F F A L S E H E A R T S

E N d T H E R A C E T O B E T O R N A P A R T

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X X I X

P O L I S H Y O U R W O U N d S

H O L d Y O U R G L O R Y A N d

W E A R A L L O F Y O U R O W N F A I L U R E S

K E E P H O L d O F B U R I E d G O O d

A N d B U R I E d T O L L S

A N d B R I T T L E G O L d

T A R N I S H E d A N d O L d

W H E N E v E R Y d A Y I S T O R N

W H E N E v E R Y d A Y I S W O R N

W H E N E v E R Y d A Y I S W A R

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X X X

B U I L d I N G M Y O W N H E A v E N

F R O M T H E S C R A P S O F H E L L

B O N E B Y B O N E

N A I L B Y N A I L

S H U N N E d B Y M Y O W N H E A v E N

B Y T H E T R A C K S O F H E L L

L E F T A N d G R O W N

T O E N d T H E F R A I L

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X X X I

I ’ v E S E E N T H E S T R U G G L E T U G Y O U R C R O W N

A N d W E E d O U T T H E C R E A S E S O F Y O U R F R O W N

F O L d I N G L I K E T I d E S T H A T H A L T I N T H E B A Y

S T O W I N G T H E B R I G H T N E S S T I G H T L Y A W A Y I ’ v E W A T C H E d Y O U S I N K T H E S H I P A N d L E A v E

I N B L I N d T E R R O R

L E A v I N G B E H I N d T R U E v I C T O R Y

I ’ v E W A T C H E d Y O U M A R C H T H R O U G H B A T T L E G R O U N d S

F O R N E A R Y E A R S N O W

I ’ v E W A T C H E d W O U N d S B E S E T U P O N Y O U

A S M Y L I G H T S T A Y E d S H A d O W E d O U T

A N d F O R A M I N U T E I T S U R F A C E d

I T B U S T E d T H R O U G H T H E S E A M S

B U T H E A v Y A S L E A d

I T S U N K A G A I N

T O S L E E P B E L O W

S H I E L d I N G I T S G L O W

L O W T O C L U T T E R O v E R H E A d

L O W T O I T S W R E T C H E d G R E Y

M Y L I G H T S H A d O W E d O U T

Y O U R C O L O U R F A d I N G O U T

F A U L T L E S S L Y A N d N O T F I N A L L Y

M Y L I G H T C H O K E d A N d S T A I N E d

Y O U R G L I M M E R d R A G G E d A W A Y

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X X X I I

C R O O K E d W I N G S

H E L L - W O R T H Y G R E E d

C A R R I E d W I T H T R U E A B A N d O N M E N T

C A R R I E d O N T H E B R E E z E

C A R R I E d O N T H E G U S T A L O F T

C A R R I E d W I T H A L L E A S E

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X X X I I I

T H E T R U E G R A C E I N W R E C K A G E

A N d I N d O W N F A L L

I N T H E L O N G H A U L

I N T H E S O A R I N G

I N T H E S I L E N T P L E d G E

I N T H E d O W N P O U R

A N d I N T H E L A S T C A L L

T H E B L A C K N E S S O F O U R v I C E S

A N d T H E q U I E T S A v I O U R A B A S H E d

W H O L E A P T W I T H A L L S T R E N G T H

A N d q U I E T L Y C R A S H E d

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X X X I v

L A S T O F Y O U R T E R R O R F L E E I N G A N d Y O U R P R E S S U R E d E S C A P E S

I ’ v E L O v E d Y O U T H R O U G H T H E Y E A R S

I ’ L L L O v E Y O U T O O U R G R A v E S

K I L L E R S O F H O P E B R E A T H E

d O W N T H E N E C K O F M Y d A Y S

T H E Y H A N d M E M E M O R I E S O F O L d F O R G O T T E N W A Y S

S A v A G E A N d R E S T L E S S

S T I R R I N G U P O U R G R E Y S

M O R E q U I E T T H A N T H E S O U N d

O F Y O U R H O O v E S T H A T P O U N d T H E G R O U N d

T H E L O N E L I N E S S C A R v E S G R O O v E S

W I T H W A N d A ’ S d I R G E T H E S O U N d

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X X X v

I N T H I S P I T O F T R U E B L A C K N E S S W H E R E N O L I G H T F L O W S

T H E L O N G P U S H O N

O F F W I T H T H E R O P E S

T I R E d A N d d E S P E R A T E

T H I S I S F O R T H O S E W H O W O N ’ T S U R v I v E

T H I S I S F O R T H O S E W H O S E F L O U R I S H I N G d I E d

A C H I N G A N d W R E T C H E d

A R C H E d A N d E N d L E S S

T H I S I S F O R T H O S E L E F T B E H I N d

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X X X v I

C A S T I N T O B A T T L E S , C A S T T O T H E F L A M E S

Y E A R S d R E A d T H E M E S S W E ’ v E F L E d A N d T U R N T H E I R H E A d S I N S H A M E

L A S T O F T H E T R A I N W R E C K S , L A S T O F T H E T A M E

S L O W L Y W E B L E d F O R T H E B E S T W E L E F T

A N d T H E W O R S T W E N O T E d T H E I R N A M E S

T H R O W N A S I d E , L E F T B E H I N d

W A N d E R I N G d O W N T H E R I v E R S I d E

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X X X v I I

S W E L L I N G H E A R T S S N A P P E d A P A R T

S E E T H E R U I N E R S A N d H E A R T L E S S F O R W H O T H E Y T R U L Y A R E

M Y R E S O N A N C E G U A R d E d B Y P R I S O N B A R S

T O S S E d F O R T H E R I v E R

T O S S E d F O R T H E W O L v E S

W I T H A L L M E R C Y L E F T T O S H I v E R

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X X X v I I I

W O U N d S U N W O U N d B Y T H E L O N E L Y S O U N d

S O F T L Y S T O W E d

S L O W L Y T O W E d

d I v I N G L O W

d O W N T H E R I v E R S T H R O A T

T H R O W N F O R T H E W O L v E S

W H O F E E d O N T H E G L O W

O F A L L T H E W A v E S

W H O S L O W L Y G R O W

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X X X I X

N O H O P E d I E S

N O H O P E L I E S

H O U R S C Y C L E T H R O U G H C R U S H I N G A N d F L Y I N G

S O A R I N G A N d F A L L I N G

T H R O U G H B R I G H T A N d G R E Y

T H E O N L Y L I M B S B R E A K I N G M Y F A L L A R E M Y O W N

W R A P Y O U R A R M S A R O U N d M E F O R M Y E N d L E S S d R O N E

R E A P E d A N d S O W N

W I T H I R O N W I N G S I T ’ S F L O W N

A N d S T O W E d A W A Y I T S P L A G U E S

I N S O M E d I S T A N T P L A C E

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X L

I F E L L A W A Y F R O M Y O U

L I K E S H O R E S T O T H E B L U E

d R A G G E d O U T B Y T H E A R M S O F T H E H O U N d S

T H E S A M E A R M S A L L U N T R U E

T H E S A M E A R M S T H A T B E A T T H R O U G H

T O R T U R I N G A N d P O U N d I N G T H E T H O R N S I N

T H R A S H I N G T H E P I L L A R S T H I N

C A S H I N G T H E I R O W N R E d E M P T I O N I N

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X L I

Y O U N E E d Y O U T O C L A W Y O U R O W N W A Y O U T

B U R R O W P A S T T H E C O L d N I G H T S A N d E v E R Y E N d L E S S d A Y

L A Y E Y E S O N T H E F L A W L E S S N E S S I N Y O U R S E L F T O C A S T H E L L I S H O N E S A W A Y

T H E W A R M T H T H A T L I N G E R S K E E P S M E B O U N d

S T R A I G H T F O R j O Y L E A v I N G d U S T F O R T H E H O U N d S

T H E O N E S T H A T G R A S P A T Y O U R H E E L S A N d S H A d E O U T T H E S H I N I N G

T H E Y N E v E R F O U N d

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X L I I

C U T S H O R T A N d T R E A d U P O N

T A R N I S H E d A N d A L L I N N O C E N T

W I T H R U S T I N G E Y E S

T R U E d E A T H v I E W S

A N d B R E A T H L E S S G L O O M

T H E C I T Y T A R N I S H E d

B L A C K A N d B L U E

H A L T E d A G H A S T

T O R N T H R O U G H Y O U

I L E A P T F O R P A L E N I G H T S O F E N G I N E S W E L L S

T H E v O I C E S O F T H A T B U I L d I N G S d R O N E

A N d T H E L O N G R O A d H O M E

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X L I I I

B R A z E N A N d B R O A d S H O U L d E R E d

B L E S S Y O U R P E A C E F U L S H I E L d S

Y O U R d A M A G E H I d d E N

A N d G L I M M E R I N G Y E T H E A L E d

S L E E P I N G A T P E A C E F O R N O W

N E v E R T H E F A C E O F E N d I N G

N E v E R T H E F A C E O F R E G R E T

N E v E R A S I N K I N G F A C E A B A S H E d

N E v E R T H E R O T T I N G d E C K S

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X L I v

A L L L O v E B O U N d

T H E N U N d O N E

T H R O W N F O R A G R A v E

N O T Y E T d U G

S H I F T I N G F R O M T H E C U R R E N T

S H I F T I N G F R O M T H E W A v E

S H I F T I N G W I T H A L L I T S M I G H T S O B R A v E

S H I F T I N G F R O M T H E P A T H T H A T L E d A S T R A Y

A L L L I G H T d E A d I N I T S N E S T I N T H E S K Y

A L L H O P E B L E d S L O W L Y A N d d R Y

A L L P E A C E T H R O T T L E d A N d L E F T T O d I E

I T S G H O S T I N T H E d I S T A N C E H O v E R S T H R O U G H T H E N I G H T

K E E P I N G T H E O L d T O W N I N I T S S I G H T

K E E P I N G S I d E T O T H E d E C L I N E

I N L I N E A T T H E G A T E S O F H E A v E N

I N L I N E W I T H T H E H O P E A N d L I G H T

W A I T I N G L O N G

K E E P I N G B R I G H T

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X L v

T H E Y W E R E T W O W O R N P L A N K S I N A S H I P O F R O T T I N G d E C K S

F U L L O F j O Y

C O M M I T T E d T O T H E d R O W N I N G

C O M M I T T E d T O T H E W R E C K

H A M M E R E d W I T H T H E W E I G H T O F T H I S W O R L d

N A I L E d W I T H A L L G R A C E I N A S I N G L E H U R L

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X L v I

F O R M L E S S A N d U N B R O K E N

L O N G S T A N d I N G

H O P E K I N G

S W E E T A N d F L U T T E R I N G

C R O O K E d A N d M E N d I N G

S T R A I G H T T O T H E E N d I N G

O N T H E S H O U L d E R S O F d E A T H S H O R S E M E N

I H A d N ’ T S L E P T I N 2 5 Y E A R S

I N A B L I N K M Y E Y E S F O R G O T M Y F E A R S

T H R O W N d O W N T H E W E L L

T H E N F E T C H E d O U T A L L C L E A R

S T R E T C H E d O U T F R O M H E R E

S T R E T C H E d O U T F R O M F U R T H E R T O N E A R

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X L v I I

T H E N O W d U L L G R E Y

B O R N F R O M R E S T L E S S d E C A Y

T H E H A R M O N Y H E L d

F O R N O W P O C K E T E d A W A Y

T H E d I S S O N A N C E I d R E A M T O S L A Y

d U S T I N G O F F M Y S H O U L d E R S R E A d Y F O R T H E W E I G H T

T H E E M P T I N E S S C A R R I E d

T O I T ’ S d E A T H L Y F A T E

d R A G G E d A G A I N F R O M L I G H T T O G R E Y

T H I S E N G I N E L E A N S O N B I T T E R H E L L S

T H E j O Y I S P U M P I N G A N d q U I E T L Y S W E L L S

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X L v I I I

I T F L O O d E d O v E R Y O U

I ’ v E W A T C H E d T H A T B A S T A R d C U R R E N T T H R O U G H T H E Y E A R S

O N E d A Y I ’ L L T A K E I T S B L O O d

I T S G A I N W I L L H A L T A N d

T H E P U R E S W E L L W I L L T O U C H T H E S K Y

O v E R H E A d T H E B E L L S W I L L R I N G

U N d E R F O O T T H E F L O O d L O N G d R Y

E v E R Y q U I E T S T E P T O W A R d S T H A T G R I P

A R O U N d I T S N E C K O F T O R M E N T

A R O U N d I T S N E C K O F F A L S I T Y

A N d T H E N I ’ L L W A T C H I T S L I P

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X L I X

A T R E M O R T H R E W T H E d U S T F R O M B O N E S

P R A Y E R F O R T H E U N E N d I N G d R O N E

T H A T R O L L S A N d P U L S E S

F O R T H O S E A L O N E

A L O N E O F T H E G L O R Y

A L O N E O F T H E P R O M I S E

A L O N E O F T H E F R E E d O M

A L O N E W I T H T H E F E A R

A L O N E W I T H T H E H U N T E d

T H E N H O U N d E d B A C K H E R E

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L

S O F O R N O W C H I P O U T O U R G R A v E S

T H O U G H S H I P O U T O U R E N d I N G

T O d I S T A N T d A Y S

I ’ v E M A P P E d O U T T R A I L S S T I L L T O T R E A d

A N d S T O R M S W I L L B R E W A B O v E M Y H E A d

T H E T O L L S W I L L B E T A K E N

B U T I ’ L L C H O K E O U T T H E d R E A d

I ’ L L L E A v E I T T O T H E W I N d

L I F E L E S S A N d B L E d

M Y d E A R E S T d O N O T L A Y Y O U R H E A d

I P R O M I S E Y O U T H E B E L L S W I L L R I N G

A N d A L L j O Y H A S N O T F L E d

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L I

A N E R v O U S B R I d E v S

A N E N d L E S S W A R

T H E C I R C L E S O F H E L L

B E A T d O W N H E R d O O R

C R A C K S I N T H E F L O O R B O A R d S

A N d T H E C R U S H I N G F O U R W A L L S

H E R L E A d C H A I N S E N G R A v E d

H E R S H A C K L E S A L L I N G R A I N E d

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L I I

U N W R O U G H T T H E W A N d E R

C R U d E A N d C U R S O R Y

S T I T C H E d W I T H M I L E S

T H E S E F O U R W A L L S C R A S H I N G I N

T H E F U L L C I R C L E R E A P S

I T R A K E S A N d I T L E A v E S

I T T A K E S A N d I T K E E P S

W I T H T H E S P E E d O F G O d A T M Y F E E T

A N d d E A T H S R E I N S A T M Y H E A L S

M Y O W N R E I N S S T O W E d A W A Y F O R N O W

A S d E A T H S R A I N S O A K S T H E F I E L d S

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L I I I

H E L L S E N T I T S W O L v E S T O M Y F R O N T d O O R

T H E Y L E F T W I T H M Y B L O O d S W I M M I N G T H R O U G H T H E I R j A W S

I ’ L L d A N C E T O T H E I R O L d F U R Y O N E d A Y

O N T H E F A R S I d E O F T H E L O N G H A U L

T H E S L O W C R A W L

G A T H E R I N G T H E M O U R N I N G S T A R v I N G T H E P E A C E O U T

A P P L A U d I N G T H E L O N G d R O U G H T

T H E B E L L O W I N G F E E d I N G A L L d O U B T

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L I v

B L A C K L I S T E d B Y A C O M M O N E N E M Y

Y O U N G M A N I ’ L L K E E P M Y S I G H T S O N T H E T H I N N I N G T H E H E R d

Y O U R S L A U G H T E R I N G W O N ’ T B E H E A R d O R A T H O M E H E R E A N Y M O R E

Y O U R R I v E R S W I L L d R Y O U T

Y O U R S T R I d E W I L L N O T S T R U T I T S R O U T E

Y O U R H O W L I N G W I L L N O T W A I L A B O U T

Y O U R R O T T I N G W I L L N O T F E E d T H E d O U B T

H A R M O N Y W I L L R U N A C R O S S T H E S K Y

I ’ L L P R A I S E I T S T R A C K S W H E R E v E R I L I E

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L v

I T F E L L T H R O U G H M E A N d S H O W E d A P E A C E I N M Y S E L F

R E L E N T I N G T H E B A C K T R E A d

T A R N I S H E d A N d O L d

F O R E v E R I N d E B T E d

B O R N I N T O M Y S E L F

T O E A R N E v E R Y T H I N G G O L d

T O L E A v E I T F O R A L L q U I E T L Y

T O E N d W I T H d E B T S P A I d

O U T O F M Y S E L F

R E T U R N I N G T O R O O T S

W H E R E I O N C E L A Y

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‘True Hope’

Take these muddy palms and set them on the breeze.Tread them through the skies and pound them on the seas.

I crash into it as the earth wails out your name.Swallowed by every wave.

Sweep me away.

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