When she gave my little cousin (yeyen) my favorite red-colored dress as a charity

my aunt said that she only borrow it and she would return it back later

(and we all know that it’s a lie so I might not get upset)

I keep on asking my mum about my dress at that time but she said that she forgot about it already.

Indeed, she is forgetful from the very beginning.. hahaha

When she asked me to take a nap and told me whoever sleeps first will become the winner...

she always become the winner,,

after she fell asleep

I would sneak out and play in the field with the boys

What a naughty daughter I was *giggle*

When she let me watch the TV even though I just arrived from school and she is watching another channel

Its my primary school

memory when she

asked me to wait for 5 minutes because she was watching news at

that time and I just count 5 seconds and

told my mom “mommy, its 5

minutes already ”” and she let me change

the channel

if other people read this they would think that it is just a small and even worthless action.

But for me it is special..

Just by doing that I know how concerned my mum is when she knew that I just arrived from school and need to take a rest and feel comfortable at home

When she did some fancy things to my hair before going to school to make me look cute at school

When she made me and my cousin as a twin sister and dressed me like a cute little girl evrytime we hang out.

This means so much to me,, as I felt her love towards me just by doing that

When she prepared an oat meal and a huge glass of milk for our family’s breakfast every morning .

Even though at that time I hate oat meal, but now I love it and even missed the taste of the oatmeal that she made at that time

as I can’t make it as good as what she served me no matter what I add in the oatmeal that I made by my own.

It just taste different and unfamiliar.

When she taught me to cook fried rice when we only lived together (me n mum) when she escaped from home

I have a lot memories back then when it was only the two of us living together and the memories were very special to me as I felt all of her emotions at that time up until now..

And this is one of them..

When she told me that she is proud of me whenever I achieve something.

When she congratulate me on my graduation day. It was all thanks for her support and also my family supports that I became like this up until now.

I Thank God for them

When she had a miscommunication with my teacher and my dad in kindergarten about picking me up from school

Whenever I recall that moment, I remember how terrified I was.

I was affraid that my parent would abandoned me

I felt thankful because I know that I have such a loving mother

When she worried about me because I haven’t arrived at home until 4 pm while school ends in 1 o’clock.

At that time I went to my friends house to play without telling her

I am soo grateful

to have her as my mum..

As she cares

about me so much

When she help me studying for exam in primary school

Even though at that time I hate studying, but now I am so thankful for that

Up until now, I am her only child that she accompanied to study almost every night in my childhood and it makes me feel soospecial

When she baked cakes (usually black forest ) with colorful ornaments on it to celebrate my brother’s or my birthday party,,, (I love it when she put a little train on the cake)

After we celebrate we took

some picture together to make

it memorable.. I save a picture

in my wallet when my bro and

my mum kissed me on the

cheek on my birthday.

Even though this has not

become an annual habit

anymore , I will never forget

that moment as it makes me

understand now that she

treasured me. she also felt

blessed to have a children like

us.

About Her…

Name, LiantiShe has a very short name and even she

actually doesn’t need anymorenickname

Now she is 47 y.o and up until now most of the people would not believe me when I showed them her photo

She would ignores any bad critics about her except if the critics are about her belly,

loves watching movies but never manage to watch the whole story

She cannot concentrate on more that one thing at the same time, not really capable on doing multi-tasking

Almost never, Pay attention to what others had said to her. I guess it’s because her zodiac is Pisces (fish). I found out that evry Pisces that I have met do the same like my mum

Girly

spent a half hour to

do some make up first whenever she want to go outside even though if the reason for going out is to buy something in a mini market across the house.

My mom is like a vampire; she is afraid of the direct sunlight

Even though I made her feel ashamed in front of others

by being rebellious in the past, she still manage to keep

calm and ignored what others have ever said

She cried in the middle of the night because she was

thinking about me or my sibling

She fell asleep whenever she watch TV with us and accept our scolding even though she is tired of working and not even mention bout it

My mother is

Very Humble

Loves to have some culinary trips but afraid of becoming fat

Rarely up to date and usually left behind about technology nowadays hihihi

Handwriting: Italic.

Hate animal except Milo, N Miley.

She always Support me no matter what

But no matter what I still would like to thank My parent specially who raised me with hidden loves

Somethimes, I think about my future.

I knew that I won’t be able to stay with my parent anymore,

and it makes me realize that I have started to became independent since a very young age.

Happy 47th birthday,, may the holy spirit be with you and protect you wherever you are. Get healthier and wiser as the time went by. Be graceful on every situation as God still have mercy upon us and our life. And start thinking about immortal matters as we are here in only a short period of time and will be “there” forever. I really really eager to see all of us meet again in the afterlife.

Do not depend on tomorrows because

tomorrow’s never clear.

I love you and I trust you with all my heart,

with all my mind, with all my soul

no matter what will happen in the future, always remember that I love you sincerely, Trust you deep down in my heart and believe that you will never let me down. Everything that you decide or do is only for my own sake and happiness

with all I am

Fio

Fionna Gracia

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Twitter: @FiooNana

Bakground Songs:Taylor Swift - Never Grow Up

Michael Buble - HomeA Thousand Years

Special Thanks to;Jesus Christ my saviour

Lianti & Anton Wijaya as my parentJoshua I. G as my big bro and

Angela G as my little sister

Friends and relatives who helped me becoming who I am now

Very Special Thanks To:My beloved one and only Mother

Lianti