fear no evil by brady boyd, excerpt

8/7/2019 Fear No Evil by Brady Boyd, Excerpt

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Gkjr He KviaJ Vkst eg Gjitd, j Ceurjbkeus Cdurcd, jhf jh

[hgjiaihb Bef

Ny= Nrjfy Neyf, gerkwerf ny Niaa Dynkas

Gkjr He Kviais tdk stery eg j vinrjht

cehbrkbjtieh eg nkaikvkrs suffkhay gerckf

te gjck tdk uhnkaikvjnak. Nrjfy Neyf, wde

djf skrvkf js Hkw Aigks skhier pjster gerkxjctay ehk duhfrkf fjys wdkh j buhojh

wrkjlkf djvec eh tdk cdurcd, eggkrs tdis

cjhfif, vuahkrjnak jcceuht eg tdk

sdjttkrkf frkjos, weuhfkf gjitd, jhf

uatiojtk dkjaihb ih tdk oifst eg suggkrihb

tdjt nkbjh eh tdjt gjtkgua Fkckonkr fjy.

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Vdis neel wiaa nrkjl yeur dkjrt jhf tdkh put it njcl tebktdkr jbjih. Its jh

jojzihb tkstjokht te tdk wjy depk khfurks kvkh ih tdk oifst eg aigks brkjtkst

trjbkfiks.

O N

Akjf pjster eg Hjtiehja Ceoouhity Cdurcdih Rjsdihbteh, FC

Gkjr He Kviatkaas tdk dkjrt-wrkhcdihb tjak eg j cdurcd tdjt wjs njttkrkf witd

trjbkfy nut rkguskf te nk fkgkjtkf, jhf j akjfkr wde pkrskvkrks lhewihb tdjt

tdk Aerf djs het akgt dio. Nrjfy Neyf is jh kxjopak eg jnseautk gjitd, ehk wdesk

enkfikhck jhf uhgjatkrihb gecus eh Befs wiaa cjhhet nk sdjlkh.

P O N

Geuhfkr eg tdk Aes Jhbkaks Frkjo Ckhtkr

Ih Gkjr He Kvia, wk pauhbk witd Nrjfy jhf dis cehbrkbjtieh ihte tdk fkptds eg

tdk Wjaaky eg tdk Sdjfew eg Fkjtd . . . aitkrjaay! Nut, js preoiskf, tdk bjtks eg

dkaa fe het prkvjia, jhf greo tdk dkjrtjcdk jhf nrelkhhkss, Bef nrihbs dkjaihb,

rksterjtieh, jhf . . . hkw aigk! Vdis neel is aigk cdjhbihb!

R S

Prksifkht jhf CKE eg Ceopjssieh Ihtkrhjtiehja

Ih Gkjr He Kvia, Nrjfy Neyf pjssiehjtkay tkaas tdk stery eg ehk eg tdk werst

pessinak hibdtojrks, j cdurcd sdeetihb. I geuhf oyskag durtihb, brikvihb, jhf

cryihb witd tdesk wde hkkfakssay aest aevkf ehks js Nrjfy sdjrkf dis girstdjhf

jcceuht. Nut tdkh dk nkbihs te uhgeaf fivihk ojhhj greo dkjvkh eg Befs pajh

te akjf us tdreubd tdk vjaaky eg tdk sdjfew eg fkjtd witd he gkjr. Jaa eg us

djvk kxpkrikhckf trjbkfiks jhf nkkh jttjclkf ny gkjr. Nrjfy is ehk eg tdk nkst

ceoouhicjters I lhew, jhf Gkjr He Kviais fkgihitkay j neel tdjt wiaa deaf yeu

rivktkf te tdk vkry khf.

P ^ O

Skhier pjster eg Bjtkwjy Cdurcd ih Seutdajlk, VT,

jhf nkstskaaihb jutder eg Vdk Naksskf Aigk

Nrjfy Neyf is j vinrjht, vitja veick risihb tefjy spkjlihb witd sunstjhck

jhf seaifity. Dis fisjroihb siopaicity nrihbs j cajrity jhf prjcticjaity tdjt wiaakhceurjbk jhf rkgecus yeu.

M R. D

Geuhfkr jhf prksifkht eg Vdk Lihbs [hivkrsity

ih Aes Jhbkaks, CJ


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Nrjfy Neyf urbks nkaikvkrs te caihb te trutd ih j weraf tdjt cehtihuks te bivk us

trijas. Dk kxpesks dis ewh aigk meurhky witd vuahkrjniaity ih fktjia tdreubd djrf-

sdips eg cdurcd sdeetihbs jhf uhkxpkctkf trjhsitiehs. Vdis neel is jh ihspirj-

tieh ger nkaikvkrs te rkojih stkjfgjst wdiak ruhhihb eur aigk rjck witd ceurjbk.

Rk oust gibdt ger gjitd te depk jhf trust eur dkjvkhay Gjtdkr, wde bivks tdkuatiojtk firkctieh. Ih tdis ojrjtdeh eg aigk, Gkjr He Kviacriks tdk okssjbk eg

trutd te lkkp us ruhhihb djrf jhf aeelihb te Mksus, tdk gihisdkr eg eur gjitd.

A

Prksifkht jhf geuhfkr eg Vkkh Ojhij Oihistriks

Oy pkrsehja enskrvjtieh eg Pjster Nrjfy Neyf ih tdk oeokht eg tdk sdeetihb

crisis jt Hkw Aigk cehgirokf te ok tdk fkkp ihwjrf cdjrjctkr I lhkw dk djf

wdkh dk wjs rkceookhfkf te nk tdkir skhier pjster. I steef jhf wjtcdkf js dk

aeelkf fewh upeh tdk naeefstjihs eh tdk gaeer jhf wjalkf eut te gjck jh jroy

eg okfij jt tdk cdurcd khtrjhck. Dk wjs cjao, peiskf, ceopjssiehjtk, Spirit-

akf, jhf guaa eg Befs jutderity. Dis duonak akjfkrsdip het ehay skttakf j sdjlkh

cdurcd nut jase rksterkf twe nrelkh gjoiaiks wde djf netd aest cdiafrkh te tdk

fkvias fkvicks. ^kjf tdis neel witd j skttakf lhewakfbk tdjt Bef werls ih crisis

jhf tdjt tdk khf rksuat is tdjt eur aivks, eur cdjrjctkrs, jhf eur gjoiaiks wiaa nk

strehbkr ih tdk strubbak.

A SSkhier pjster eg Nktdjhy Reraf Prjykr Ckhtkr

ih Njteh ^eubk, AJ, jhf evkrskkr eg Hkw Aigk Cdurcd

I djvk nkkh caesk grikhfs witd Nrjfy Neyf ger evkr twkhty ykjrs jhf skrvk js jh

evkrskkr eg Hkw Aigk Cdurcd. I djvk pkrsehjaay withksskf tdk ihcrkfinak ceur-

jbk jhf Cdristijh cdjrjctkr fkoehstrjtkf ny Pjster Nrjfy jhf tdk cehbrkbjtieh

eg Hkw Aigk js tdky gjckf trinuajtieh jhf trjbkfy witd triuopdjht gjitd. Vdisis j neel tdjt djf te nk writtkh te tkaa j stery tdjt wiaa ihspirk jaa wde rkjf it.

M K

Pjster eg Vrihity Gkaaewsdip Cdurcd jhf ce-dest eg Ojrrijbk Vefjy

Gkw cdurcdks wiaa kvkr nk jslkf te khfurk trjbkfy jt tdk akvka Hkw Aigk Cdurcd

kxpkrikhckf eh Fkckonkr 9, >002. Nut Bef is hkvkr cjubdt egg bujrf, jhf dk

put oy grikhf Pjster Nrjfy Neyf tdkrk ger must sucd j tiok. Hew Nrjfy djs writ-

tkh jh ihcrkfinak jcceuht eg dew Befs jojzihb pewkr cjh evkrceok trjbkfy

jhf gkjr witd gerbivkhkss, wersdip, jhf mey.

B S

Skhier pjster eg Skjcejst Cdurcd, Seutd Cjreaihj


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]EHFK^WJH

Gkjr He KviaCepyribdt >0:: ny Nrjfy Neyf

Vdis titak is jase jvjiajnak js j ]ehfkrvjh kneel. Wisit www.zehfkrvjh.ceo/kneels.

Vdis titak is jase jvjiajnak ih j ]ehfkrvjh jufie kfitieh. Wisit www.zehfkrvjh.go.

^kquksts ger ihgerojtieh sdeuaf nk jffrksskf te=

]ehfkrvjh, Brjhf ^jpifs, Oicdibjh 69;30

ISNH 924-0-3:0-3>220-2

Jaa Scripturk quetjtiehs, uhakss etdkrwisk ihficjtkf, jrk tjlkh greo tdk Deay Ninak, Hkw

Ihtkrhjtiehja Wkrsieh, HIW. Cepyribdt :923, :924, :946 ny Ninaicj, Ihc. [skf ny pkrois-

sieh eg ]ehfkrvjh. Jaa ribdts rkskrvkf werafwifk.

Etdkr vkrsiehs eg tdk Ninak quetkf ih tdis neel jrk aistkf eh pjbk >37, wdicd dkrkny nkceoks

j pjrt eg tdis cepyribdt pjbk.

Sehbs ih tdk neel jrk quetkf witd pkroissieh.

Jhy Ihtkrhkt jffrkssks (wknsitks, naebs, ktc.) jhf tkakpdehk huonkrs prihtkf ih tdis neel

jrk eggkrkf js j rkseurck. Vdky jrk het ihtkhfkf ih jhy wjy te nk er iopay jh khferskokht

ny ]ehfkrvjh, her feks ]ehfkrvjh veucd ger tdk cehtkht eg tdksk sitks jhf huonkrs ger tdkaigk eg tdis neel.

Jaa ribdts rkskrvkf. He pjrt eg tdis punaicjtieh ojy nk rkprefuckf, sterkf ih j rktrikvja systko,

er trjhsoittkf ih jhy gero er ny jhy okjhs kakctrehic, okcdjhicja, pdetecepy, rkcerfihb, er

jhy etdkr kxckpt ger nrikg quetjtiehs ih prihtkf rkvikws, witdeut tdk prier pkroissieh eg tdk

punaisdkr.

Punaisdkf ih jssecijtieh witd tdk aitkrjry jbkhcy eg Jaivk Ceoouhicjtiehs, Ihc., 2740 Beffjrf

Strkkt, Suitk >00, Ceaerjfe Sprihbs, CE 409>0, www.jaivkceoouhicjtiehs.ceo.

Cevkr iojbk= Bktty Iojbks

Ihtkrier fksibh= Nktd SdjbkhkPrihtkf ih tdk [hitkf Stjtks eg Jokricj

:: :> :3 :6 :; :7 /FCI/ >6 >3 >> >: >0 :9 :4 :2 :7 :; :6 :3 :> :: :0 9 4 2 7 ; 6 3 > :


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Ve tdk trink cjaakf Hkw Aigk Cdurcd,

tdk oest ceurjbkeus jhf gjitdgua pkepak I djvk lhewh.


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Preckkfs greo Gkjr He Kviawiaa be te tdk

Hkw Aigk Cdurcd Frkjo Ckhtkr ih Ceaerjfe Sprihbs,

j okficja ceoouhity eutrkjcd.


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Cehtkhts

Gerkwerf . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 9

Ihtrefuctieh= Vdk Seoktdihb Bef Jslkf Ok te Sjy. . . . . . . . . . . . . . :3

Jclhewakfbokhts. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :;

PJ^V :

RDKH V^JBKFY SV^ILKS

Cdjptkr : Vdk Fjy Henefy Depkf Reuaf Fjwh . . . . . . . . . . . :9

Cdjptkr > Fkpjrturks jhf Jrrivjas . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 6:

Cdjptkr 3 Khfurihb Fkjtds Wjaaky . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 73

PJ^V >

AKSSEHS AKJ^HKF IH J C^ISIS

Cdjptkr 6 Kvkry Suhfjy Hkkfs j Rkfhksfjy . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 43

Cdjptkr ; Fishky Feksht Fe Cdristijhity . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :03

Cdjptkr 7 Vdk Ehay Viok Rk Cjh Rersdip Bef Is Hew . . . . :>;

Cdjptkr 2 Kvkhtujaay Yeuvk Bet te Bkt te tdk Birjggks . . . . . . :62

PJ^V 3

CDEESIHB VE EWK^CEOK

Cdjptkr 4 ^kfkoptieh, ^kpkhtjhck,

jhf Etdkr Purpesks eg Pjih . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :23

Cdjptkr 9 Lkkpihb tdk Ajopstjhf Ait . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . :9:

Cdjptkr :0 Aivihb ny tdk Ajw eg tdk Gjro . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . >::

Jgtkrwerf= Vdjhl Yeu, Vdjhl Yeu, Vdjhl Yeu . . .. . . . . . . . . . . >3:Ninak Wkrsiehs. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . >37

Hetks. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . >32


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GE^KRE^F

Jonjssjfers eg Depk

R C - ,jhf jgtkr tdk gkstivitiks djf ceok jhf behk, furihb j quikt oeokht

eg rkgakctieh I tdjhlkf Bef ger dis beefhkss tdjt djs sustjihkf us jaa

tdksk ykjrs. Ailk jhy cdurcd tdjt djs nkkh jreuhf ger j wdiak, wk djvk

kxpkrikhckf ups jhf fewhs, beef tioks jhf njf, skjsehs eg nakssihb

jhf tdesk ojrlkf ny iookjsurjnak pjih. Ny Befs brjck, wk djvk

prkvjiakf.

Vdreubdeut tdesk tdrkk-paus fkcjfks eg oihistry, I djvk skkh teeojhy cdurcdks wihf up witd j gjr figgkrkht stery te tkaa. Fkspitk henak

ihtkhtiehs jhf wkaa-okjhihb ceooitokhts, jfvkrsity wihs tdk fjy.

Vdk skqukhck is prkfictjnak jhf sjf= cjajoity strilks jhf pkepak scjt-

tkr. Vdky fkspisk tdk stihb, tdky gkjr tdk pjih, tdky rusd te fisjsseci-

jtk greo tdk okss. Nut het se witd Hkw Aigk Cdurcd. Jgtkr suggkrihb

njcl-te-njcl naews tdjt oibdt djvk akvkakf jhetdkr breup, tdis ceurj-

bkeus cehbrkbjtieh cdesk te rkhkw tdkir gjitd, rjaay tdkir khkrbiks, jhffebbkfay risk jbjih.

It is oerk tdjh j gkka-beef stery ger Hkw Aigk< it is beef hkws ger us

jaa nkcjusk js cdurcdks rkjcd ger tdkir rkfkoptivk petkhtija ihstkjf

eg gergkitihb tdk gibdt, ihcrkjsihb huonkrs eg pkepak wihf up aivihb

aivks tdjt cehgero te tdk tkjcdihb Mksus eggkrkf jhf tdk kxjopak tdjt

dk skt. Vdk hkt kggkct is j frjstic rkfuctieh eg tdk fjhbkrs eg aivihb eh

tdis pajhkt. Vdihl jneut tdis witd ok= ig j gkw duhfrkf oiaaieh oerkpkepak wkrk te khtkr ihte j sjvihb rkajtiehsdip witd Mksus Cdrist evkr

tdk hkxt gkw ykjrs, jhf ig tdky wkrk tdkh te stjrt cdeesihb ihcausieh


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GE^KRE^F

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evkr kxcausieh, ribdtkeushkss evkr kvia, skrvihb evkr cehtreaaihb, bivihb

evkr brjnnihb, pkjck evkr vieakhck, jhf aevk evkr djtk, tdis weraf weuaf

nk j gjr nkttkr pajck te aivk. Vdis is wdy Mksus teaf us te prjy kjcd jhf

kvkry fjy tdjt tdk wiaa eg dis Gjtdkr tdjt is nkihb pajykf eut te pkrgkctieh

ih dkjvkh weuaf stjrt te epkrjtk oerk jhf oerk dkrk eh pajhkt Kjrtd.

Fkprjvity ojy nk eh tdk aeesk tefjy, nut it feksht djvk te nk teoerrew.

Yeu jhf I cjh nk jbkhts eg ktkrhity-iopjctihb cdjhbk. Rk cjh nk jonjs-

sjfers eg ceopjssieh, eg khceurjbkokht, eg depk.

Rdkh pjih dits deok, oest pkepaks tkhfkhcy is te wjht te ruh greo it,

rkpajck it witd jhetdkr gkkaihb, jhf prktkhf tdjt tdky kscjpkf uhdjrokf.

I kxpkrikhckf tdis oest frjojticjaay must jgtkr oy fjf fikf fkcjfks jbe.

Vdk sjfhkss tdjt fksckhfkf eh ok wjs se jwlwjrf jhf uhceogertjnak

tdjt I okrkay trikf te puaa oyskag tebktdkr jhf oevk eh. I rkturhkf te

werl jhf tdrkw oyskag ihte j grkhzy eg oihistry jctivity, ceuhtihb eh tdk

cdjes I wjs crkjtihb te fistrjct ok greo tdk fkkp fkspjir I gkat.

Nut tdjt is het Befs wjy.

Ihstkjf, dk khceurjbks us te akjh ihte tdk hkkfihkss wk gkka. Dk ihvitks

us te wjtcd dio njhfjbk eur weuhfs, skt eur nrelkh nehks, jhf stjrt te

stjniaizk tdihbs ehck oerk. Dk ihspirks us te saew fewh, rkvikw tdk aess,

prjy tdreubd it tdereubday, tjal jneut it epkhay, tdihl jneut it fkkpay,

jhf writk jneut it rkgakctivkay. Vdjhlguaay, tdjt is kxjctay wdjt Nrjfy

Neyf djs fehk. Jhf hew, ih tdksk pjbks, yeu jhf I bkt te nkhkgit greo

tdk akssehs dk akjrhkf jaehb tdk wjy.

Vdksk fjys, wdkhkvkr j reuhf eg suggkrihb ceoks oy wjy, tdk girsttdihb I try te fe kvkh nkgerk I jaaew oyskag tdk girst tjstk eg pjhic is

te try te brjn deaf eg j geuhfjtiehja trutd greo Bef tdjt I cjh caihb te

uhtia tdihbs bkt sertkf eut. Ehk tdjt dkaps ok kvkry tiok is tdis= Bef is

hkvkr, kvkr tdk jutder eg kvia. Ig I cjht lkkp tdjt pjrticuajr trutd strjibdt

ih oy oihf, I jo beihb te aesk tdk paet kvkry tiok. Nut ig stjy gecuskf

eh tdk tdkeaebicja ckrtjihty tdjt Bef hkvkrjutders kvia, tdkh I stjhf j

nkttkr-tdjh-jvkrjbk cdjhck eg wkjtdkrihb tdk stero.Vdreubdeut tdk Ninak, Bef jase preoisks tdjt wdkh wk pjss tdreubd tdk

risihb wjtkrs, wk weht nk wjalihb jaehk. Rdkh wk gibdt tdreubd tdk rjbihb

rivkrs, tdky wiaa het swkkp evkr us. Rdkh wk wjal tdreubd tdk gurieus girk,


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Jonjs sjfers eg Depk

::

tdk gajoks wiaa het skt us jnajzk. Jhf wdkh wk trufbk tdreubd aigks fjrl-

kst vjaakys, Bef preoisks dk wiaa jawjys nk tdkrk.

Rdjts oerk, eur beef Bef aioits tdk joeuht jhf tdk skvkrityeg tdk kvia tdjt ceoks eur wjy se tdjt it stjys witdih eur cjpjcity te

khfurk it. I feht lhew jneut yeu, nut tdjt lihf eg preoisk skrvks js j

strjtkbic pjrt eg oy survivja pajh ger aigk. Kvkh wdkh oy circuostjhcks

uhhkrvk ok, I cjh djhb ehte tdjt witd oy wditk-lhuclakf brip.

Yeu ojy nk rkjfihb tdis jhf tdihlihb, Vdjts brkjt ger yeu, nut

yeu envieusay feht uhfkrstjhf dew skvkrk oy suggkrihb is. Fkkpfewh, yeu nkaikvk yeu jrk nkyehf depk, tdjt aigks risihb wjtkrs jrk

jneut te puaa yeu uhfkr. Nut its siopay het tdk trutd. Vdk epkh teon

eg Mksus Cdrist hkvkr steps tessihb j aigk-prkskrvkr eg depk te kvkh tdk

oest depkakss eg dkjrt.

Ig yeu jrk beihb tdreubd j reubd pjtcd ribdt hew, I weuaf jsl yeu

te cehsifkr ny gjitd tdjt must js Bef wevk tebktdkr seoktdihb nkjuti-

gua ger tdk ehck-nrelkhdkjrtkf pkepak lhewh js Hkw Aigk Cdurcd, dk

is jt werl nkdihf tdk sckhks ih yeur aigk tee. Fkspitk dew nakjl jhf

nittkr jhf ceaf tdihbs ojy skko js yeu survky tdk ajhfscjpk eg yeur

aigk, I preoisk yeu tdjt Bef is werlihb, must nkyehf wdjt yeur kyks

cjh skk. Dk hkvkr sakkps, tdk Ninak preoisks, jhf dk hkvkr sauonkrs.

Dk feksht tjlk tdk oehtd egg furihb yeur skjseh eg fkspjir. Eh tdk

cehtrjry= ^eojhs 4=>4 sjys tdjt ger tdesk wde aevk Bef jhf geaaew

dio, dk is werlihb te ojlk jaawrehb tdihbs ribdt.

Vjlk te dkjrt tdk akssehs greo Gkjr He Kvia. Feht wjit ger tdk hkxt

reuhf eg suggkrihb te surgjck ih yeur aigk nkgerk yeu cehgiro yeur nkaikg

tdjt depk kxists, tdjt depk is jvjiajnak, jhf tdjt depk wiaa jawjysprkvjia.

N D

Geuhfkr jhf Skhier PjsterRiaaew Crkkl Ceoouhity Cdurcd

Seutd Njrrihbteh, Iaaiheis


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IHVÊF[CVIEH

Vdk Seoktdihb BefJslkf Ok te Sjy

O I P F, -

rjtks tdk njsihs eg tdk Jrljhsjs îvkr jhf tdk Oisseuri îvkr, jhf

greo eur njcl fkcl tdk vikw is stuhhihb. J aehb njhf eg pehfkresj

pihks strktcdks ih greht eg givk oksjs tdjt giaa tdk fistjht ajhfscjpk,

jhf eh oest fjys wdkh Io djhbihb eut njcl tdkrk, Io meihkf ny ehk

gero eg Ceaerjfe wiafaigk er jhetdkr.Jaoest kxjctay twe ykjrs jgtkr tdk sdeetihb jt Hkw Aigk Cdurcd

tdjt teel tdk aivks eg twe eg eur cehbrkbjtiehs yeuhb weokh, I wjs

spkhfihb seok privjtk tiok witd Bef eh tdjt fkcl, wdkh dk wdis-

pkrkf j preoptihb te ok. It wjsht jh jufinak wdispkr, nut tdk oks-

sjbk wjs uhqukstiehjnay cakjr. I wjht yeu te writk, dk sjif. Vdkrk is

seoktdihb I wjht yeu te sjy.

Vdk fivihk ihput cjubdt ok egg bujrf. Skrieusay5 I sjif eut aeuf.Rdjt djs djppkhkf jt Hkw Aigk is oirjcuaeus, dk cehtihukf. Its j

stery I wjht yeu te tkaa.

Iookfijtkay geaaewihb tdk trjbic kvkhts eg Fkckonkr 9, >002, I

rkckivkf j gaeef eg eggkrs te writk j neel. Peaitkay I fkcaihkf tdko jaa.

Girst eg jaa, I fifht gkka it wjs oy stery te tkaa. Ojrik jhf Fjvif Rerls

aest twe fjubdtkrs tdjt fjy< ig it wjs jhyehks stery, it wjs tdkirs. Oerk-

evkr, I wjsht surk wdjt I ceuaf eggkr rkjfkrs beihb tdreubd tdk fjrlkrfjys eg aigk, wdkh I wjs stiaa huon greo oy ewh pjih.

Nut tdkh Bef nkbjh te werl eh oy dkjrt, jhf eh tdk dkjrts eg tdk


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VDK SEOKVDIHB BEF JSLKF OK VE SJY

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rkst eg eur cehbrkbjtieh. Dk njhfjbkf eur weuhfs, dk sdeuafkrkf eur

cehckrhs, dk sdehk j nribdt nkjo eg aibdt eh wdjt wjs jt tdk tiok j

vkry sdjfewy pjtd. It teel twe aehb ykjrs ger dio te jcceopaisd diswerl, nut jt ajst tdk nrelkh pajcks ih eur nefy wkrk nkihb ojfk wdeak

ehck jbjih.

Ger skvkrja wkkls geaaewihb tdjt preoptihb eh tdk njcl fkcl, I

okhtiehkf tdk cehvkrsjtieh nktwkkh Bef jhf ok te ojhy eg oy

trustkf grikhfs jhf okhters, jhf I jslkf wdjt tdky ojfk eg tdk

kxcdjhbk. Ve j pkrseh, tdky jbrkkf= Ig Bef is jslihb yeu te writk,

tdkh yeu hkkf te writk. Vdis stery hkkfs te nk teaf.Stiaa, I wjs akss tdjh cehvihckf. Oy oihf wkht njcl te j VW ihtkr-

vikw witd gjokf geetnjaa cejcd Aeu Deatz, ih wdicd dk sjif, Oest

pkepak tjal uhtia tdky sjy seoktdihb. . . . I fifht wjht te nk j buy wde

wretkuhtia dk sjif seoktdihb. If rkjf pakhty eg neels wdesk jutders

skkokf te git tdjt niaa. Jhf ig wdjt yeurk writihb isht rkvkajtieh, tdkh

wdy netdkr punaisdihb it ih tdk girst pajck5

Nut j oirjcak djfeccurrkf ih eur oifst.

Ehk eg tdk ihtkrkstihb tdihbs jneut aivihb jt skvkhty-givk duhfrkf

gkkt jnevk skj akvka is tdjt fkhsk peclkts eg dkjvy geb cjh secl yeu ih,

kvkh wdkh kvkrytdihb is cakjr fewh nkaew. Eh ojhy gebby oerhihbs

js I ojlk oy wjy te werl, Iaa dkjf fewh tdk diaa tewjrf tdk city eg

Ceaerjfe Sprihbs jhf gihf j ceopaktkay figgkrkht weraf fewh tdkrk.Six oihutks ihte oy meurhky, tdk rejf is suffkhay visinak, tdk sly is

nribdt, jhf tdk geb djs fisjppkjrkf.

Vdjts dew aigk gkkas jt Hkw Aigk Cdurcd tdksk fjys. Vdk geb djs

gihjaay aigtkf. Eur vikwpeiht djs cdjhbkf. Eur pkrspkctivk djs sdigtkf.

Eur eutaeel jt ajst is nribdt. Jhf uatiojtkay, tdjts wdy Io writ-

ihb tdis neel= ig tdkrk is ehk okssjbk I depk te cehvky ih tdksk pjbks,

its tdjt tdk nakjl jhf fkvjstjtihb jgtkrkggkcts eg kvia feht djvk tecaeuf yeur visieh gerkvkr.

Eur brkjt Bef is ceooittkf te skkihb yeu tdreubd.


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Jclhewakfbokhts

V . J

cevkr, ojhy etdkrs jrk kqujaay rkspehsinak ger it ceoihb te gruitieh,

girst joehb tdko nkihb oy nrifk, Pjo. Sdk djs nkkh j seaif recl eg

khceurjbkokht, prjykr, jhf suppert tdreubdeut tdksk pjst tdrkk ykjrs

jhf spkcigicjaay evkr tdksk ojhy neel-writihb oehtds. Dkr stkjf-

gjst fkvetieh te Bef jhf te ok, jhf dkr trjhsckhfkht pkjck, rksterk

oy seua kjcd fjy.Oy twe liffes, Jnrjo jhf Cjaaik, jrk siopay tdk mey eg oy aigk.

Vdkir ihheckhck jhf cdiafailk gjitd ojlk ok skk ih grksd wjys tdjt

Bef rkjaay wiaa akjf ok tdreubd tdk fjrlkst eg vjaakys jhf ckaknrjtk

witd ok jtep aigks dibdkst oeuhtjihs.

I jo fkkpay tdjhlgua te tdk givk okh wde skrvk het ehay js evkr-

skkrs ger eur gkaaewsdip nut jase js oy caesk grikhfs jhf cehgifjhts.

^enkrt Oerris, Veo Ajhk, Miooy Kvjhs, Mjcl Djygerf, jhf AjrrySteclstiaa wkrk ny oy sifk furihb tdk oest figgicuat fjys eg Fkckonkr

>002 jhf djvk rkojihkf ny oy sifk kvkr sihck. Grikhfs jrk j bigt greo

Bef, jhf I jo tdjhlgua te dio ger tdk wkjatd eg wisfeo kjcd eg tdksk

okh djs previfkf ger Hkw Aigk jhf ger ok.

Io het surk dew I weuaf djvk hjvibjtkf tdk uhcdjrtkf skjs eg pun-

aisdihb witdeut tdk wisk buifjhck eg ^icl Cdristijh, Meka Lhkkfakr,

jhf tdk tkjo jt Jaivk Ceoouhicjtiehs. Bajf I fifht djvk te gihfeut.

Jsdaky Rikrsoj is j bkhius. Vdjts j gjct. Sdk cjpturkf tdk dkjrt


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JCLHERAKF BO KH VS

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jhf veick eg tdis neel jhf aeelkf te tdk Deay Spirit ger buifjhck jt

kvkry turh js wk crjgtkf tdis stery. Jaehb tdk wjy, sdk nkcjok j oeo

ger tdk girst tiok jhf oevkf twick, jhf ykt stiaa geuhf strkhbtd te putup witd oy seoktioks-cerhy ifkjs.

I jase jpprkcijtk tdk brkjt tkjo jt ]ehfkrvjh ger nkaikvihb ih j

girst-tiok jutder jhf tdk pewkr eg tdis uhiquk stery.

Gihjaay, I jo se naksskf te skrvk jaehbsifk tdk pkepak eg Hkw Aigk

Cdurcd, te wdeo tdis neel is fkficjtkf. Vdjhls ger wkaceoihb oy

gjoiay ihte yeur trink eg ceurjbkeus jhf gjitdgua pkepak. Rk wjalkf

tdreubd tdk vjaaky eg tdk sdjfew eg fkjtd, wk cehqukrkf eur gkjrs,jhf seokwdkrk jaehb tdk wjy, wk nkcjok j gjoiay.


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PJ^V :

RDKH V^JBKFYSV^ILKS

Vdjt fjy, Fkckonkr :0, >002, ojrlkf oy duhfrkftd fjy

ih oy reak jt Hkw Aigk. Jhf ih tdesk duhfrkf fjys,

tdk eribihja frkjos I djf ger tdk cdurcd djf nkkh skvkrkay

tkstkf. Rdjt I ceuafht lhew jgtkr tdrkk nrikg oehtds wjs

wdjt Bef ihtkhfkf ger us js j nefy. Reuaf wk gerkvkr nk

ojrlkf ny tdk sdjokgua er sdeclihb nkdjvier eg etdkrs,

er weuaf wk kokrbk witd j figgkrkht tjak te tkaa5

Vdkrk wjs ehay ehk wjy te g ihf eut. Jhf fkspitk tdk

kvifkhck eg j derrer stery djvihb uhgeafkf jaa jreuhf,

I stiaa geuhf oyskag brjtkgua te Bef tdjt dk djf stkkrkf ok

Hkw Aigks wjy.


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CDJPVK^ :

Vdk Fjy Henefy DepkfReuaf Fjwh

Rk ojy het uhfkrstjhf wdy j beef Bef weuaf jaaew

tkrrinak suggkrihb. Nut tdis okrkay kstjnaisdks tdjt ig tdkrk

is j Bef, wk fe het lhew kvkrytdihb dk lhews.

Rdy sdeuaf tdis surprisk us5

^jhfy Jacerh

C C S. L -

tihb eut eg scdeea ger deaifjy nrkjl, sdeppihb ckhtkrs wkrk fkclkf eut

witd erhjokhtkf trkks jhf aibdts, cjreas gaeefkf tdk rjfie jirwjvks,

jhf nkcjusk eg tdk spilk ih cdurcd jttkhfjhck tdjt jawjys skkos

te jcceopjhy Cdristojs jhf Kjstkr, Hkw Aigk wjs kxpkrikhcihb jpjclkf jufiteriuo jt kvkry wkklkhf wersdip skrvick tdjt oehtd. Paus,

Pilks Pkjl djf must nkkh cevkrkf witd j grksd najhlkt eg shew, oy wigk

djf fustkf egg dkr niseh-cdiai rkcipk, jhf tdk HGA skjseh wjs ih guaa

swihb. Rdjt wjsht te aevk jneut Fkckonkr >0025 It wjs oy gjoiays

girst Cdristojs ih Ceaerjfe, jhf jaa wjs beihb wkaa.

Ih >00;, Hkw Aigk fknutkf Rehfkrajhf, j tdkjtricja prefuctieh

put eh ny oerk tdjh tdrkk duhfrkf veauhtkkrs.Ih jffitieh te usd-krihb ih tdk Cdristojs skjseh, tdk pkrgerojhck jase rkjcdks eut te

pkepak greo tdk ceoouhity wde feht lhew Bef, ihvitihb tdko te


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PJ^V := RDKH V^JBKFY SV^ ILKS

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cehtkopajtk tdk okssjbk eg Cdrist. Its j tiok te ckaknrjtk jhf rkmeick

jhf ajubd, nut jase j tiok te wersdip tdk ehk truk Bef.

Eh Grifjy jhf Sjturfjy, Fkckonkr 2 jhf 4, >002, Hkw Aigk destkftdeusjhfs eg pkepak wde djf cdeskh te licl egg tdk pkrief lhewh js

Jfvkht witd tdis spkctjcuajr kvkht= aivk pkrgerokrs ick-sljtihb jaehb

j gerty-geet cjtwjal, njaareeo fjhckrs twiraihb, jhiojtkf geuhtjihs

slippihb, j fruo aihk feihb jh ihcrkfinak rkhfitieh eg Vdk Aittak

Fruookr Ney, cdeirs aigtihb up jaa tdk gjoiaijr cjreas, jcters ih gks-

tivk cestuoks pertrjyihb tdk trjfitiehja hjtivity sckhk jaa cuaoi-

hjtihb witd j nrikg skroeh jhf j cjhfakaibdt caesihb.Oy grikhf Fr. Mjcl Djygerf wjs ih tewh te spkjl jt eur Suhfjy

oerhihb skrvicks. If girst okt dio wdkh I wjs jh kafkr jhf pjster jt

Bjtkwjy Cdurcd ih Seutdajlk, Vkxjs, jhf ger ojhy ykjrs I djf nkkh

ioprksskf ny dis aehbkvity ih oihistry dk nkbjh pjsterihb oerk

tdjh geur fkcjfks jbe jhf ny dis brkjt aevk ger Bef jhf ger Befs

pkepak. Nkdihf dis njcl I rkgkrrkf te dio js tdk jpestak Mjcl. Dk djs

tdjt sert eg prkskhck jhf pewkr ih j pajck, tdjt eg seokehk wde djsnkkh sittihb jt tdk gkkt eg Cdrist ger ojhy ykjrs.

[peh jrrivihb jt Hkw Aigk js tdkir hkw skhier pjster, I fiscev-

krkf tdjt Fr. Djygerf djf skvkrja cehhkctiehs te tdk cdurcd. Dk djf

skrvkf js j bukst spkjlkr eh skvkrja eccjsiehs, dk djf fkficjtkf tdk

hkw sjhctujry j gkw ykjrs prier, jhf tdk ceaakbk tdjt dk geuhfkf jhf

wdkrk dk hew skrvks js cdjhckaaer, Lihbs Ceaakbk jhf Skoihjry, djf

jh kxtkhsieh cjopus eh Hkw Aigks prepkrty. Nut it djf nkkh j wdiaksihck dk djf nkkh njcl ih Ceaerjfe Sprihbs. I ceuafht wjit te bivk

dio j cjaa, ihvitk dio te meih us ger j wkklkhf seeh, jhf rkihtrefuck

dio te tdk pkepak eg Hkw Aigk.

Ih jffitieh te jslihb Fr. Djygerf te ceok spkjl eh tdk wkklkhf

eg dis cdeesihb, ehck I djf dio eh tdk pdehk I jase ihquirkf js te

wdktdkr dk weuaf cehsifkr skrvihb js ehk eg eur cdurcds evkrskkrs

akjfkrs greo etdkr cdurcdks jhf oihistriks wde previfk evkrsibdt jhfbefay wisfeo furihb netd beef tioks jhf njf. Vdk reak eg evkrskkr

djf nkceok kvkh oerk crucija rkckhtay nkcjusk eg tdk rkoevja eg Hkw


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Vdk Fjy Henefy Depkf Reuaf Fjwh

>:

Aigks geuhfihb pjster. It teaf ok j aet jneut Fr. Djygerfs cdjrjctkr

wdkh, fkspitk dis tjxihb enaibjtiehs witd Lihbs Ceaakbk jhf Skoi-

hjry jhf js prksifkht eg tdk Geursqujrk oevkokht tdjt skrvks oerktdjh gigty tdeusjhf cdurcdks jreuhf tdk weraf, dk rkspehfkf witd,

Rdjtkvkr yeu hkkf greo ok, yeu must akt ok lhew. Dk skrvks js j

Hkw Aigk evkrskkr stiaa tefjy.

Rk fkcifkf tdjt Fr. Djygerf weuaf gay ih Sjturfjy jgtkrheeh jhf

tdkh spkjl jt netd eur hihk ecaecl jhf kakvkh ecaecl skrvicks eh

Suhfjy oerhihb, Fkckonkr 9. Jgtkrwjrf dk jhf I weuaf khmey auhcd

tebktdkr, jhf nkgerk dk dkjfkf njcl te Cjaigerhij, dk weuaf jffrkss jbreup eg tdk Lihbs Skoihjry stufkhts wde okkt jt Hkw Aigk, ih erfkr

te previfk seok khceurjbkokht ger evkrceoihb tdk vjrieus cdjaakhbks

skoihjrijhs gjck.

Eh Sjturfjy hibdt I weuaf fkaivkr tdk nrikg caesihb skroeh jt

Rehfkrajhf, jhf lhewihb dew oucd Fr. Djygerf aevks ousic jhf

pkrgeroihb jrts egtkh js dk dkjfs fewh Ihtkrstjtk 60; ih Aes Jhbk-

aks trjggic, dk djs nkkh lhewh te jir cehfuct wdjtkvkr ercdkstrjajrrjhbkokht is eh tdk rjfie witd wdicdkvkr djhf is het eh tdk wdkka

I ihvitkf dio te meih ok. Dk khtdusijsticjaay jcckptkf kvkh nkgerk

I gihisdkf bivihb tdk rjtiehjak ger wdy I tdeubdt dk weuaf khmey it.

Js kxpkctkf, wk netd aevkf tdk pkrgerojhck, jhf js wk wkrk akjv-

ihb tdk nuiafihb te dkjf te eur rkspkctivk cjrs ih tdk pjrlihb aet, wk

nuopkf ihte tdk tdrkk wisk okh, stiaa ih guaa cestuok greo tdk sdew.

Rk jaa djf eur pdete shjppkf tebktdkr, jhf tdkh I wisdkf Fr. Djygerfj beef hibdts rkst. I lhkw dk wjs jhxieus te bkt te nkf se dk weuaf nk

grksd ger tdk hkxt oerhihbs jctivitiks. It djf nkkh j brkjt kvkhihb, jhf

js I frevk te oy deusk j gkw oiaks greo tdk cdurcd, I djf tdk fistihct

skhsk tdjt wk wkrk ih ger j wehfkrgua Suhfjy.

Rdjt wjs jarkjfy j meyeus skjseh gkat kvkh swkktkr, nkcjusk wk

djf nkbuh te turh j cerhkr. Vdk cdurcd djf suggkrkf j ojmer naew

witd tdk scjhfjaeus fkpjrturk eg Pjster Vkf Djbbjrf tdirtkkh oehtdsprier nkcjusk eg oerja oiscehfuct, nut hew wk ceuaf gihjaay oevk

eh. Cdristojs is j tiok eg nirtd jhf hkw aigk, jhf wk js j nefy wkrk


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rkjfy ger seoktdihb brkjt te nk nerh. Ckrtjihay, tdkrk stiaa wkrk issuks

te tkhf te. Nut it gkat js tdeubd wk wkrk jaa ihdjaihb grksd jir ger tdk

girst tiok ih jaoest j ykjr.

Djvihb j bukst spkjlkr tjlk tdk puapit eh Suhfjy oerhihb is ailk

nkihb djhfkf j vjcjtieh fjy. I bkt te skrvk js dest jhf djhb eut witd

tdk tkjcdkr wde brjcieusay djs jbrkkf te akt ok egg tdk deel ger j gkw

deurs. Vjal jneut rkajxihb! Feht bkt ok wrehb< I aevk oy men. Nut I

jase khmey j nrkjl kvkry hew jhf tdkh. Ig jaa wkht jccerfihb te pajh,I weuaf khmey Fr. Djygerfs okssjbk (twick), I weuaf pkat dio witd

oy ajtkst ajuhfry aist eg oihistry-rkajtkf qukstiehs evkr auhcd ih oy

eggick, If skk dio egg te tdk Ceaerjfe Sprihbs jirpert, jhf tdkh If

dkjf deok te wjtcd oy kakvkh-jhf-ehk Fjaajs Cewneys fkoeaisd tdk

Aiehs wdiak oy gjoiay jhf I rkaisdkf j shewy, ajzy jgtkrheeh.

Nut jaa weuaf het be jccerfihb te pajh.

Vdk oerhihb eg Fkckonkr 9 nkbjh reutihkay kheubd= I welk nkgerk

oy wigk, Pjo, er eur lifs, Jnrjo jhf Cjaaik, djf bettkh eut eg nkf. I

sdewkrkf jhf frksskf jhf tdkh dkjfkf te tdk cdurcd eggicks jreuhf

2=00 j.o. Jgtkr peurihb j cup eg det ceggkk, I sjt fewh te spkhf j gkw

oeokhts eg seaitufk witd Bef jhf jsl dio ger wisfeo ger tdk fjy.

Kvkhtujaay oy tdeubdts frigtkf te tdk ihtrefuctery ceookhts I weuaf

hkkf te ojlk ger Fr. Djygerf nkgerk dk teel tdk stjbk jt kjcd skrvick.Js I mettkf fewh j gkw tdihbs I fifht wjht te gerbkt te okhtieh te tdk

cehbrkbjtieh, I dkjrf j rjpif lhecl eh oy eggicks dkjvy weefkh feer.

Epkhihb tdk feer, I geuhf tdk dkjf eg eur cdurcds veauhtkkr

skcurity tkjo stjhfihb ih tdk djaawjy. Dk wehfkrkf ig I djf dkjrf

jneut tdk fkjfay sdeetihbs tdjt djf tjlkh pajck tdk prkvieus hibdt ih

Jrvjfj, Ceaerjfe, j tewh jneut sixty-givk oiaks hertd eg Hkw Aigk.

Kvifkhtay, must jgtkr oifhibdt twe yeuhb jfuats Viggjhy Medhseh,jbkf twkhty-six, jhf Pdiaip Creusk, twkhty-geur wkrk sdet jhf liaakf

jt j oissiehjry trjihihb ckhtkr ger Yeutd witd j Oissieh (YRJO) ny


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j ojh wde rkpertkfay djf nkkh jslihb ger j pajck te stjy ger tdk hibdt.

Rdkh tdk ojh wjs rkguskf khtry, dk epkhkf girk.

I ihtkhtiehjaay jveif jaa okfij eh Suhfjy oerhihbs se I cjh stjygecuskf eh eur bjtdkrihbs js j cdurcd. Vdk hkws cjok js j tetja sdecl

te ok.

I tdihl wk sdeuaf nkkg up skcurity, must ih cjsk, tdk skcurity eggi-

ckr sjif, te wdicd I rkspehfkf, Beef ifkj.

I fifht naihl jt cehskhtihb te tdk kxtrj skcurity prkskhck< tdis is

must tdk rkjaity wk aivk ih tefjy. Ig yeurk oy jbk er eafkr, yeu ailkay

brkw up ih j skttihb wdkrk cdurcdks wkrkht prkeccupikf witd pretkct-

ihb jbjihst buhokh wde oibdt nurst ihte j cdurcd nuiafihb rkjfy te

liaa. Nut tdksk fjys5 Its j vkry rkja cehckrh.

Ehk Rkfhksfjy hibdt ih Skptkonkr :999 tdk sjok ykjr tdjt

tdk Ceauonihk Dibd Scdeea trjbkfy kruptkf ih Aittakteh, Ceaerjfe

j ojh wjalkf ihte j wersdip skrvick jt Rkfbweef Njptist Cdurcd

ih seutdwkstkrh Gert Rertd, Vkxjs, jhf nkbjh sdeetihb jt tdk cehbrk-

bjtieh. Skvkh pkepak weuaf aesk tdkir aivks jhf skvkh oerk weuaf nk

despitjaizkf seok witd aigk-tdrkjtkhihb ihmuriks nkgerk tdk buh-

ojh weuaf turh dis hihk-oiaaioktkr eh dioskag.

Ih Ojrcd >00;, tdk kibdty-okonkr cehbrkbjtieh eg Aivihb Cdurcd

eg Bef bjtdkrkf jt tdk aecja Sdkrjteh Detka ih Nreelgikaf, Riscehsih,

tdkir rkbuajr okktihb spjck, ger wdjt wjs te nk jh erfihjry Sjturfjy

kvkhihb wersdip skrvick. Oeokhts ajtkr ehk eg tdkir ewh cehbrkbjhts j gerty-geur-ykjr-eaf ojh sjif te djvk nkkh suggkrihb greo fkprks-

sieh epkhkf girk witd jh juteojtic wkjpeh jhf liaakf tdk pjster,

tdk pjsters seh, jhf givk etdkr cdurcd okonkrs. Geur etdkr cdurcd

okonkrs wkrk weuhfkf nkgerk tdk sdeetkr teel dis ewh aigk.

Geurtkkh oehtds ajtkr, ih Ojy >007, jh kstrjhbkf dusnjhf jhf

gjtdkr hjokf Jhtdehy Nkaa stkppkf ihsifk tdk Oihistry eg Mksus Cdrist

Cdurcd, wdicd okt ih jh eaf wjrkdeusk ih Njteh ^eubk, Aeuisijhj,sdet geur pkepak fkjf, lifhjppkf dis wigk jhf tdrkk cdiafrkh, jhf gakf.

Jh deur jhf j djag ajtkr jhetdkr sdeetihb wjs rkpertkf jt j hkjrny


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jpjrtokht ceopakx. Rdkh peaick jrrivkf eh tdk sckhk, tdky fiscev-

krkf tdjt Nkaa djf sdet jhf liaakf dis wigk ih dkr ewh deok.

Nkcjusk eg jh ubay distery wdkh it ceoks te cdurcd sdeetihbs het te okhtieh tdk YRJO sdeetihbs tdk hibdt nkgerk I lhkw wk

ceuafht nk tee cjrkgua. Vdk skcurity bujrf kxcuskf dioskag, I prk-

suokf se tdjt dk ceuaf be cjaa ih veauhtkkr rkihgerckokhts ger tdk

oerhihbs skrvicks, jhf I wkht njcl te prkpjrihb oy rkojrls.

Js I cehsifkr tdk fjy ih dihfsibdt, tdreubdeut tdjt khtirk oerhihb

I hkvkr bjvk tdk Jrvjfj sdeetihbs jhetdkr tdeubdt. I djf j ceupak eg

sifknjr cehvkrsjtiehs witd j gkw eg tdk lky pjsters furihb jhf nktwkkhwersdip skrvicks, nut tdjts jneut it. I fifht lhew tdk pkepak wde djf

nkkh liaakf jt tdjt YRJO ckhtkr, jhf wdiak I gkat jwgua tdjt ihheckht

pkepaks aivks wkrk tjlkh greo tdko ih sucd j skhskakss jct eg vieakhck,

it wjsht jh kvkht tdjt djf jhy cehtkxt ger ok. I ailkh it te wdkh yeu

ceok upeh j tkrrinak cjr jccifkht eh tdk etdkr sifk eg tdk grkkwjy

js yeurk cruisihb jaehb jt skvkhty oiaks jh deur. Ger j spait skcehf,

yeu gkka tdk stihb eg sjfhkss evkr wdjt envieusay must djppkhkf, nutwitdih j hjheskcehf yeur tdeubdts jrk trjihkf ehck oerk eh bkttihb

wdkrkvkr it is yeu jrk beihb. Paus, tdk skcurity tkjo jt Hkw Aigk is js

sdjrp js tdky ceok. Rdy grkt jneut tdk dypetdkticjas, wdkh eur geals

wkrk jarkjfy uhgaihcdihbay prkpjrkf5

Rdkh Vkf Djbbjrf wjs akjfihb tdk cdurcd, dis hjtiehja stjtus js

prksifkht eg tdk Hjtiehja Jssecijtieh eg Kvjhbkaicjas wjrrjhtkf kxtrj

prkcjutieh ih jhf jreuhf tdk cjopus. Jt tdk tiok, tdk skcurity tkjowjs jaa veauhtkkr, nut tdk okh jhf weokh wde skrvkf seok eg

wdeo wkrk kx-oiaitjry jhf ojhy eg wdeo wkrk kx-ajw khgerckokht

wkrk wkaa-trjihkf eggickrs wde teel skrieusay tdkir reak eg pretkctihb

tdk khtirk cdurcd greo jhyehk wde oibdt nk ihtkrkstkf ih fisruptihb

j Suhfjy oerhihb.

Ih jffitieh te Vkfs preoihkhck, Hkw Aigk wjs jhf is j vkry nib

cehbrkbjtieh. Jt its dkibdt, jttkhfjhck crkstkf geurtkkh tdeusjhfwersdipkrs kvkry Suhfjy oerhihb, wdicd is reubday kquja te tdk pepu-

ajtieh eg pajcks sucd js Bjakhj, Iaaiheis, er Siaejo Sprihbs, Jrljhsjs.


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Rdkh yeurk fkjaihb witd j sojaa tewhs wertd eg pkepak wkkl ih

jhf wkkl eut, situjtiehs jawjys crep up. J teffakr bkts j scrjpk eh

dis lhkk ruhhihb jreuhf ih tdk hurskry. J lif gjaas egg j pikck egpajybreuhf kquipokht jhf nrkjls jh jro. Jh kafkray weojh saips

jhf grjcturks j dip. Jh jiaihb ojh suggkrs j dkjrt jttjcl nktwkkh

stjhzjs : jhf > eg Jwkseok Bef. Vdkrk is jawjysseoktdihb beihb

eh tdjt rkquirks iookfijtk jttkhtieh, jhf eur skcurity tkjo wjs guaay

kquippkf te ojhjbk sucd circuostjhcks.

Nut tdky jase djf fehk friaas te prkpjrk ger oerk skrieus kvkhts.

Vdky djf pajhs ih pajck ih cjsk j girk nrelk eut, j terhjfe strucl, er dkjvkh gernif j buhojh skt geet eh tdk cjopus. Vdky trjihkf

rkbuajray eh fkgkhsivk tjctics, tdky sdet tebktdkr jt aecja prjctick

rjhbks, jhf tdky tjalkf epkhay jneut wdjt tdky weuaf fe ig jh jrokf

pkrseh kvkr tdrkjtkhkf tdk wkaa-nkihb eg Hkw Aigkrs. Pjrt eg eur strjt-

kby, ehk eg tdk tkjo okonkrs ajtkr kxpajihkf, wjs tdjt ih tdk gjck eg

jh jctivk sdeetkr, wk jaa weuaf jsskonak ih j fijoehf gerojtieh, jhf

wdekvkr wjs ih uhigero weuaf tjlk tdk akjf. Rk tdkh weuaf oevkswigtay tdreubd tdk nuiafihb, gecuskf seakay eh tjlihb eut tdk buhojh,

ih erfkr te prkvkht jhy gurtdkr fjojbks.

Vdky jase fktkroihkf tdjt ih sucd j sckhjrie, ehck Ceaerjfe

Sprihbs peaick eggickrs jrrivkf eh tdk sckhk, jaa Hkw Aigk skcurity tkjo

okonkrs wkrk te ceopay guaay witd eggicija erfkrs. Fkspitk tdkir seaif

trjihihb jhf ih seok cjsks vjst kxpkrikhck, tdky lhkw te fkgkr te eur

citys gerojaay sjhctiehkf pkrsehhka.Se, js I sjy, tdis breup lhkw tdkir stugg. Vdky djf jh khtirk aist eg

cehtihbkhciks te wjal tdreubd ih tdk kvkht tdjt tdk werst uhgeafkf jt

Hkw Aigk. I must feht nkaikvk tdjt jhyehk eh tdjt tkjo tdeubdt tdkyf

jctujaay nk jslkf te wjal tdreubd tdesk pajhs jhytiok seeh.

Vdk crewfs eh Suhfjy oerhihb wkrk tdihhkr tdjh usuja. It djfshewkf tdk hibdt nkgerk, jhf wdiak wk ckrtjihay wkrkht kxpkrikhcihb

naizzjrf cehfitiehs, it wjs ceaf jhf okssy kheubd eutsifk te cjusk


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seok pkepak te cdeesk tdkir fewh ceogertkrs evkr tdk wjrotd eg

Cdristijh gkaaewsdip.

Fr. Djygerf fkaivkrkf j pewkrgua skroeh furihb netd skrvicks, jhfjgtkrwjrf geur eg us Fr. Djygerf jhf dis jssistjht, Niaa, js wkaa js

Pjster ess Pjrsaky jhf ok sjt fewh jt j sojaa tjnak ih oy eggick te

kjt auhcd. Rk njrkay djf naksskf eur okja wdkh oy jssistjht, Ljraj,

rjppkf eh tdk feer, rusdkf ihte tdk reeo nkgerk I djf tiok te jhswkr

dkr lhecl, jhf sjif, Pjster Nrjfy, tdkrk is buhgirk ih tdk nuiafihb.

Ljraj Akjtdkrs is j stkjfy weojh< ger ok te dkjr jajro ih dkr veick

jhf skk j gajsd eg tkrrer ih dkr kyks okjht tdjt seoktdihb wjs urbkhtaywrehb. Rdjts oerk, js seeh js sdkf epkhkf tdk feer, jaa eg us ihsifk

ceuaf dkjr tdk rjpifpep,pep,pepeg buhgirk j gaeer nkaew.

Ailk oest neys rjiskf ih tdk wktajhf pjrisdks eg hertdwkst Aeuisi-

jhj, I nkcjok j duhtkr sdertay jgtkr I akjrhkf te wjal, jhf tdkrkgerk I

lhew oy wjy jreuhf buhs. Djhfbuhs, sdetbuhs, rigaks yeu hjok it,

jhf I cjh tkaa yeu wdjt it aeels ailk jhf wdjt it seuhfs ailk. Oy eggick

jt Hkw Aigk is eh tdk skcehf gaeer, must evkr tdk ojih cerrifer eg tdkcdiafrkhs wihb, jhf wdkh Ljraj djf gauhb epkh tdk feer, I lhkw tdjt

tdk nursts crjclihb tdk jir wkrk tdesk eg juteojtic buhgirk.

I fifht djvk j aet eg gribdt-giaakf oeokhts eh Fkckonkr 9, nut ehk

I fif kxpkrikhck eccurrkf iookfijtkay js I teel ih tdesk seuhfs. Oy

wigk, Pjo, is typicjaay ehk eg tdk ajst pkepak te akjvk tdk nuiafihb eh

Suhfjy oerhihbs. Sdk jttkhfs tdk ajtk skrvick jhf jgtkrwjrf skkos te

jawjys bkt puaakf ihte aehb cehvkrsjtiehs, wdicd sdk aevks te nk pjrteg. Nut wdjt it okjhs is tdjt wdkh kvkryehk kask djs jarkjfy akgt tdk

cjopus, frivkh jwjy, jhf sjt fewh jt j aecja rkstjurjht, Pjo is stiaa

okjhfkrihb jreuhf tdk djaas eg Hkw Aigk Cdurcd. Vdk sihbak qukstieh

tdjt cresskf oy oihf wjs, Is oy gjoiay ih tdjt djaawjy ribdt hew5

^usdihb te oy fksl te rktrikvk oy ckaa pdehk, I wjs djvihb treunak

rkbuajtihb oy nrkjtdihb. I puhcdkf tdk spkkf-fija lky tdjt weuaf ceh-

hkct ok te Pjos pdehk, jhf wdkh I dkjrf dkr sjy, Dkaae5 I gkat oyauhbs kxdjak jt ajst.

Dehky, wdkrk jrk yeu5 I jslkf js oy dkjrt skttakf ihte j stkjfikr


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rdytdo. Ih j frivk-tdreubd ajhk, sdk rkpaikf. Sdk djf puaakf jwjy

greo tdk cjopus givk oihutks kjraikr jhf wjs bkttihb tdk lifs seok-

tdihb te kjt. Vdk ihgerojtieh rkajxkf ok. Jir giaakf oy auhbs, cajrityrkturhkf te oy oihf, jhf jaa wjs wkaa ehck oerk. Kxckpt tdjt it wjs

het.

Pjo, aistkh, I sjif. Pakjsk fe hetceok njcl te tdk cdurcd, nut

I hkkf yeu te lhew tdjt tdkrk djvk nkkh sdets girkf eh tdk cjopus.

Pakjsk be strjibdt deok. Io beihb te skhf seokehk te stjy witd yeu

uhtia I cjh bkt tdkrk.

Rdjt I fifht lhew jt tdk tiok wjs tdjt ger seok rkjseh tdjt Suh-fjy, eur cdiafrkhs pjster, Mkgg Frett, j fkjr gjoiay grikhf wde djf jase

skrvkf jt Bjtkwjy wdkh Pjo jhf I wkrk tdkrk, fkcifkf dk weuaf sjvk

Pjo j gkw stkps jgtkr tdk kakvkh ecaecl skrvick wjs evkr. Ihstkjf eg

dkr djvihb te ceok jaa tdk wjy fewh tdk cdiafrkhs djaawjy te rktrikvk

eur cdiafrkh, Pjster Mkgg wjalkf Jnrjo jhf Cjaaik te tdk sjhctujry te

gihf tdkir oeo. Js j rksuat, Pjo hkvkr wjs ih tdk cdiafrkhs oihistry

wihb eh tdk jgtkrheeh eg Fkckonkr 9. Eur grikhf djf hkvkr wjalkfeur lifs te tdk sjhctujry nkgerk tdjt fjy, jhf dk djsht fehk it sihck.

It wjs j ehktiok preoptihb greo Bef te Mkgg tdjt I nkaikvk pretkctkf

oy gjoiay.

Njcl ih oy eggick, js buhgirk cehtihukf fewh nkaew, it wjs Pjster

Mkgg wdeo I cjaakf hkxt. Jgtkr khsurihb tdjt dk jhf dis gjoiay wkrk

sjgk, I jslkf dio te dkjf evkr te oy deusk jhf stjy tdkrk uhtia I ceuaf

bkt deok. Rdkh I khfkf tdjt cjaa, I nkbjh fijaihb js ojhy pjstersjhf akjfkrs js I ceuaf tdihl eg, fkspkrjtkay skklihb ihgerojtieh eh

kvkryehks wdkrkjneuts jhf sjgkty. Oy iookfijtk ihstihct wjs te rjck

fewhstjirs te tdk cdiafrkhs wihb te ojlk surk tdjt eur cehbrkbj-

tiehs lifs jaa wkrk eljy, nut I lhkw tdjt tdk skcurity bujrf wde djf

nkkh pesitiehkf eutsifk oy eggick furihb oy auhcd witd Fr. Djygerf

weuafht djvk jaaewkf tdjt. Nut wdjt kask wjs I suppeskf te fe5 Stjy

put wdiak okonkrs eg eur cehbrkbjtieh wkrk ruhhihb ger tdkir aivks5Js it turhkf eut, tdjts kxjctay wdjt I fif. Vdjts wdjt jaa eg us

wde wkrk bjtdkrkf ih oy eggick fif. Jhf it wjs jbehizihb. Greo oy


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skcehf-stery wihfew, wk wjtcdkf dkapakssay js okh, weokh, jhf cdia-

frkh gakw eut tdk ojih feers, tdkir jros sdikafihb tdkir dkjfs greo

tdk tdrkjt eg buhgirk ih tdk jir, jhf rjckf te tdkir cjrs js gjst js tdkirakbs ceuaf tjlk tdko. I djf hkvkr nkgerk skkh sucd j dkjrt-wrkhcdihb

sckhk jhf suspkct I hkvkr wiaa.

It wjsht uhtia oucd ajtkr tdjt I akjrhkf tdk derrers eg wdjt wjs

uhgeafihb jaa jreuhf ok. Jccerfihb te peaick rkperts, jreuhf :=00

p.o. eh Suhfjy, Fkckonkr 9, j twkhty-geur-ykjr-eaf ojh hjokf Ojt-tdkw Ourrjy frevk ehte eur cjopus witd ihtkht te liaa. I feht lhew

ig dk djf nkkh te eur cdurcd nkgerk, nut dis jctiehs akjf ok te nkaikvk

dk lhkw eur systkos quitk wkaa. Dk skkokf te lhew tdjt wk djvk twe

ajykrs eg skcurity, ger ihstjhck j ajykr eg uhigerokf eggickrs wde dkap

witd trjggic gaew eh Suhfjy oerhihbs, jhf j ajykr eg veauhtkkr bujrfs,

seok eg wdeo jrk jrokf, wdesk men it is te pretkct tdk ihsifk eg tdk

nuiafihbs furihb ajrbk kvkhts, ihcaufihb wkklkhf wersdip skrvicks.Js Ojttdkw Ourrjy puaakf ih tdjt fjy, dk cjubdt sibdt eg j ojrlkf

peaick cjr tdjt wjs stiaa pjtreaaihb eur cjopus. Jccerfihb te kykwit-

hkssks, dk rktrkjtkf jhf kvifkhtay wjitkf ger tdk cep te fkpjrt nkgerk

nkbihhihb dis oissieh eg fkjtd jhf fkstructieh, ehk tdjt nkbjh witd

j fivkrsieh tjctic. Jgtkr dk suroiskf tdjt tdk gihja uhigerokf eggickr

djf akgt tdk prkoisks, Ourrjy frevk te tdk wkst sifk eg tdk ojih nuiaf-

ihb jhf tesskf eut j oiaitjry-brjfk soelk neon. Dk tdkh wdkkakfnjcl jreuhf te tdk nuiafihbs kjst sifk, wdkrk dk pjrlkf dis cjr.

^kperts greo vjrieus pjsskrsny ajtkr ihtkrvikwkf ny aecja fktkctivks

ihficjtk tdjt Ojttdkw Ourrjy rkoevkf dis lkys greo tdk ibhitieh, ajif

dis dkjf eh dis stkkrihb wdkka, jhf nkbjh te ouonak seoktdihb. Js

seeh js dk kokrbkf greo dis vkdicak, tdk sdeetihb nkbjh. Girst dk girkf

eh j wditk oihivjh greo twkhty er tdirty yjrfs jwjy, j vjh nkaehbihb

te Fjvif jhf Ojrik Rerls, okonkrs eg eur cehbrkbjtieh wde ceo-outkf greo Fkhvkr te nk pjrt eg eur gkaaewsdip kjcd wkklkhf. Vdk

khtirk Rerls gjoiay tdk pjrkhts jhf tdkir geur fjubdtkrs, Ajurik,


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Stkpdjhik, ^jcdka, jhf Brjck wkrk aejfihb ihte tdkir vkdicak te

dkjf te j hkjrny rkstjurjht ger auhcd. Nut tdjt auhcd weuaf hkvkr

tjlk pajck. Oeokhts jgtkr Ojttdkw Ourrjy nkbjh girihb dis wkjpeh,kibdtkkh-ykjr-eaf Stkpdjhik Rerls weuaf aesk dkr aigk, sixtkkh-ykjr-

eaf ^jcdka Rerls weuaf nk gerckf te gibdt ih vjih ger dkrs, jhf Fjvif

Rerls weuaf nk fkniaitjtkf ny j skriks eg sdets te dis jnfeokh.

Greo tdkrk, tdk buhojh sdet jt jh S[W ewhkf ny Hkw Aigkrs Mufy

jhf Ojtt Purckaa. Vdky jhf tdkir tdrkk fjubdtkrs wkrk akjvihb tdk

pjrlihb aet wdkh Mufy, wde wjs sittihb ih tdk greht pjsskhbkr skjt, sug-

gkrkf ihmuriks te dkr sdeuafkr jhf gjck. Ojtt spkf egg te tdk despitja, js

Ojttdkw Ourrjy cehtihukf dis rjopjbk. Dk khtkrkf Hkw Aigks ojih

nuiafihb tdreubd tdk njhl eg bajss feers tdjt akjfs te tdk cdiafrkhs

oihistry wihb. Ih dis njclpjcl jhf strjppkf te dis cdkst wkrk oerk

tdjh ehk tdeusjhf reuhfs eg joouhitieh, twe pisteas, jhf jh J^-:;

skoijuteojtic jssjuat rigak. Vdkrk wkrk stiaa duhfrkfs eg pkepak oiaa-

ihb jneut jt ehk ecaecl tdjt fjy, jhf Ourrjys joouhitieh suppay

jhf tdk nib njhjhj caip dk nejstkf ihficjtkf dk djf pajhs te tjlk

fewh jaa eg tdko.

Nut wdjt Ojttdkw Ourrjy fif het lhew wjs tdjt eur skcurity

tkjo djf het neubdt dis ihitija soelk neon paey. Crkfit it te Befs

fivihk ihtkrvkhtieh er te tdk khkrbktic jhf seoktioks rjonuhctieus

lifs djhbihb jreuhf Hkw Aigk eh jhy bivkh fjy kitdkr wjy, eur

bujrfs jrk sjvvy wdkh it ceoks te prjhls. Rdkh tdk dkjf eg eur skcu-rity tkjo tdjt fjy, stjtiehkf jt j ckhtrja aecjtieh ihsifk tdk nuiafihb,

bet werf eg tdk brkhjfk, dk fkpaeykf twe bujrfs te be cdkcl it eut jhf

jslkf j tdirf bujrf te stjy put.

Js seeh js sdets ceuaf nk dkjrf greo tdk cdiafrkhs wihb, tdjt

aehk skcurity bujrf rjckf tewjrf tdk ceooetieh. Jgtkr kstjnaisdihb

j tjcticja pesitieh ih jh jfmjckht djaawjy, sdk stkppkf eut te fiscevkr

tdjt Ojttdkw Ourrjy wjs sdeetihb greo oerk tdjh sixty gkkt jwjy.Pjcihb tewjrf Ourrjy, sdk girkf dkr hihk-oiaaioktkr tkh tioks ih jh

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jhf jgtkr tdk geurtd, dk crjwakf ihte jhetdkr djaawjy, wdkrk dk weuaf

ihdjak dis ajst nrkjtd.

^kja tiok, I djf he ifkj wdjt wjs beihb eh. Ger gerty-givk oihutksgeaaewihb oy jssistjhts ihitija rkpert tdjt tdkrk wkrk sdets nkihb girkf

ih tdk nuiafihb, jhf jt tdk kxpaicit ihstructieh eg eur skcurity tkjo,

Fr. Djygerf jhf tdk etdkrs jhf I wkrk uhfkr aeclfewh ih oy eggick.

Rdkh I akjvk tdis eggick, ehk skcurity bujrf djf sjif, I wjht yeu te

caesk tdis feer, aecl it, jhf fe het jaaew khtry te jhyehk nut oy tkjo

er tdk SRJV tkjo. Peaick wkrk eh tdkir wjy, dk jssurkf us, jhf js

seeh js dk djf oerk ihgerojtieh, dk weuaf nk njcl.Jgtkr geaaewihb dis ihstructiehs te j tkk, I dkjfkf tewjrf tdk wih-

fews te picl up jhy cauks I ceuaf gihf. Ritdih tdrkk oihutks tdk pjrl-

ihb aet wjs j crusd eg peaick cjrs, jonuajhcks, girk khbihks, jhf frub

khgerckokht jbkhcy vkdicaks, witd dkaiceptkrs devkrihb evkrdkjf.

Aibdts wkrk gajsdihb, sirkhs wjiakf, jhf oy ckaa pdehk lkpt aibdtihb

up. Ritd kjcd cjaa, I rkckivkf ehk oerk puzzak pikck tdjt sdjpkf j

picturk I fif het wjht te skk. Nut tdkh cjok tdk rkpert tdjt pkrdjpstdihbs wkrkht js njf js tdky skkokf. Nrjfy, ehk bujrf sjif evkr tdk

pdehk, wk djvk twe oiher ihmuriks, ehk jro jhf ehk sdeuafkr. Nut

tdk buhojh djs nkkh sunfukf. Iaa upfjtk yeu wdkh I cjh.

Ih tdjt oeokht, I tdeubdt, Rew. Rdjt jh uhnkaikvjnak oirjcak

eg Bef. Ve djvk j pkrseh nkht eh vieakhck epkh girk eh yeur cdurcd

cjopus jhf djvk its okonkrs suggkr ehay twe oiher ihmuriks js j rksuat

I wjs rkaikvkf jt j akvka I geuhf figgicuat te put ihte werfs. Ih gjct,tdesk eg us ih oy eggick djf nkkh prjyihb gkrvkhtay ger kvkryehks pre-

tkctieh, jhf js tdjt hkw ihgerojtieh wjsdkf evkr ok, I jslkf tdk

breup te step ehck oerk jhf prjy prjykrs eg brjtitufk te Bef. Nut eur

prjykr wjs ihtkrruptkf ny hkws eg jhetdkr lihf.

Nrjfy, wkrk bkttihb werf tdjt tdkrk ojy nk j skcehf sdeetkr,

cjok tdk upfjtk. Kvifkhtay, seok jctivity djf nkkh spettkf jtep tdk

Reraf Prjykr Ckhtkr, j ehk-stery gjciaity witd j dibd-pitcdkf reeg tdjtis pesitiehkf must eutsifk eur ojih nuiafihb, witdih aihk eg sibdt eg oy

eggick wihfews. Yeu jhf yeur buksts hkkf te stjy put ih yeur eggick,


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I wjs teaf, nut bkt js gjr jwjy greo tdk wihfews js yeu pessinay cjh.

Rk gkjr j shipkr ojy nk ihveavkf.

Vdjhlguaay, it turhkf eut te nk j gjask rkpert. Io stiaa het surk wdesjw wdjt eh tdk reeg eg tdk prjykr ckhtkr, nut Ojttdkw Ourrjy jctkf

jaehk tdjt fjy.

Jffitiehja rkperts weuaf geaaew tdjt ehk, seok krrehkeus jhf

seok jccurjtk. Oy ceaakjbuks jhf I wkrk fkspkrjtk ger ihgerojtieh,

nut tdk nurfkh eg sertihb eut trutd greo gictieh wjs oerk tdjh j aittak

teubd te nkjr.

Hkjray jh deur jgtkr Ljrajs khtrjhck ihte oy eggick, tdkrk wjsj dkjvy peuhfihb eh tdk feer. SRJV tkjo, j veick cjaakf eut.

Pakjsk epkh up. Het cehsifkrihb tdjt kvkh tdjtceuaf djvk nkkh j

paey, I stkppkf quiclay te tdk feer, uhaeclkf it, jhf kjskf it epkh.

Rk wkrk preoptay teaf tdjt vjrieus SRJV uhits wkrk cehfuctihb j

swkkp eg tdk khtirk tdrkk-duhfrkf-tdeusjhf-squjrk-geet gjciaity, wjal-

ihb reeo ny reeo tdreubdeut tdk cjopus, jhf usdkrihb jhyehk wde

wjs geuhf jwjy greo tdk ojih nuiafihb jhf jcress tdk strkkt te tdkVkht, j sojaakr, nunnak-sdjpkf nuiafihb tdjt wk usk ger vjrieus wersdip

skrvicks jhf jctivitiks furihb tdk wkkl.

Rk wkrk jslkf te geaaew tdk jrokf bujrf wde weuaf kscert us te

tdk Vkht, wdkrk kjcd pkrsehs stjtkokht weuaf nk tjlkh ny uhigerokf

Ceaerjfe Sprihbs eggickrs. Vdk preckss eg bkttihb te tdjt skcehfjry

aecjtieh wiaa be fewh js ehk eg tdk strjhbkst okoeriks I cjrry greo

tdjt jfoittkfay vkrystrjhbk fjy. Het ehay wkrk wk jslkf te geaaewtdk bujrf ih sihbak-giak gerojtieh, nut wk wkrk jase ojfk te sticl eur

djhfs ih tdk jir ih seoktdihb eg jh I surrkhfkr pesturk, must ih cjsk

ehk eg us wjs seokdew ihveavkf ih tdk ihcifkhts tdjt djf uhgeafkf.

I wjs wjalihb must nkdihf Fr. Djygerf, jhf js I wjtcdkf dio geaaew

ih aeclstkp nkdihf tdk eggickr, dis djhfs tdrust dibd ihte tdk sly js

tdeubd dk wkrk j ceooeh crioihja, I tdeubdt, I wehfkr ig dkaa kvkr

ceok spkjl dkrk jbjih.Seoktioks guhhy tdihbs ailk tdjt cress yeur oihf furihb aigks

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Befs beefhkss jhf brjck. Djvihb seoktdihb kask te gecus eh kvkh

oeokhtjriay wjs must tdk fesk eg rkaikg I hkkfkf.

Js wk khtkrkf tdk Vkht, I hetickf tdrkk duhfrkf er se pkepak jarkjfy

bjtdkrkf tdkrk, jaa eg wdeo djf nkkh seokwdkrk eh cjopus wdkh

tdk buhgirk kruptkf. Peaick eggickrs jslkf kjcd eg us ig wk djf skkh tdk

sdeetkr, ig wk lhkw tdk sdeetkr, ig jhyehk djf dkjrf dio sjy jhytdihb,

jhf se gertd. Vdk preckss eg fecuokhtihb jaa tdrkk duhfrkf stjtk-

okhts teel skvkrja deurs, nut tdk ihgerojtieh tdesk ihtkrvikws yikafkfweuaf prevk vitja te tdk ihtkbrity eg tdk ihvkstibjtieh.

Ritdih oeokhts eg khtkrihb tdk Vkht, I cjubdt sibdt eg j weojh

sittihb ih tdk oiffak eg tdk reeo, dkr dkjf fewh, dkr gjck ih j stjtk eg

sdecl, dkr sdirtgreht cevkrkf ih naeef. Dkr djhfs wkrk naeefstjihkf

tee, jhf js I teel ih dkr nefys pjhicly sdjlks, I rkjaizkf I djf het

nkkh teaf kvkrytdihb.

I wjalkf up te dkr jhf sjif, Ojjo, wdjt djppkhkf5 Nut sdkceuaf het rkspehf. J yeuhb weojh jhf j bira, wdeo I prksuokf te nk

dkr fjubdtkrs, wkrk skjtkf ny dkr sifk. Jppkjrihb kqujaay fistrjubdt,

tdk eafkr ehk sjif ih j wkjl veick, Vwe eg oy sistkrs wkrk sdet. Oy

fjf wjs jase sdet. Jhf tdk jonuajhcks teel tdko jwjy.

Aeelihb ihte tdk oetdkrs kyks, I sjw gribdt jhf fistjhck tdkrk.

Jatdeubd I fifht lhew it ykt, I wjs gjck-te-gjck witd Ojrik Rerls,

oetdkr eg Stkpdjhik jhf ^jcdka Rerls, tdk twe biras wde weuaf hetaivk te skk jhetdkr fjy fjwh.

Iookfijtkay I bjtdkrkf kvkryehk wde wjs ihsifk tdk Vkht ihte j

ojssivk duffak tdjt surreuhfkf Ojrik jhf tdk kafkst jhf yeuhbkst eg

dkr geur fjubdtkrs, Ajurik jhf Brjck. Grikhfs, I jhheuhckf, tdis

gjoiay is rkjaay suggkrihb ribdt hew, jhf If ailk ger us te step wdjt

wkrk feihb jhf prjy ger tdko jaa. ^kgakxivkay, Hkw Aigkrs prksskf ihte

tdk ckhtkr eg tdk reeo, tdesk caeskst te tdk weokh jhf yeuhb Brjckpajcihb tdkir eutstrktcdkf djhfs eh tdkir sdeuafkrs, tdkir jros, tdkir

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suggkrihb, tdjt dk weuaf pretkct Stkpdjhik, ^jcdka, jhf Fjvif, jaa

eg wdeo wkrk jt j aecja despitja ny tdkh. Rk prjykf tdjt dk weuaf

buifk surbkehs djhfs jhf tdjt dk weuaf sustjih dis cdiafrkh witd disuhgjiaihb preoisk eg previsieh. Rk prjykf seua-akvka prjykrs, prjykrs

eg tdesk wde djvk must khfurkf j tkrrinak erfkja tebktdkr. Jhf wdkh

wk epkhkf eur kyks ehck oerk, tdjt reeo wjs g aeefkf witd j ckrtjih

pkjck tdjt Iaa rkokonkr ger j aehb, aehb tiok. Bef sjw us, dk cjrkf

ger us, jhf dk stiaa dkaf us jaa ih dis brip. I wjs ckrtjih eg tdesk tdihbs,

fkspitk uhckrtjihty eh kvkry etdkr greht.

Js tdk tibdt muonak eg pkepak fisnjhfkf, I sjt fewh nksifk Ojrikjhf tjalkf witd dkr ger j gkw oerk oihutks. I ceuaf tkaa greo dkr ceo-

okhts tdjt sdk jhf dkr gjoiay wkrk vkry wkaa cehhkctkf jt Hkw Aigk

jhf tdjt tdky djf j suppert systko tdjt wjs quitk strehb. Greo jaa

sifks eg tdk reeo, sdk djf pkepak tkhfihb te dkr< lhewihb sdk wjs ih

beef djhfs, I steef jhf kjskf jwjy.

Js I fif, j okficja fecter wde is j okonkr eg eur cdurcd, Nrijh

Eaivikr, jpprejcdkf ok jhf sjif quiktay, Nrjfy, I hkkf te tjal te yeu.Dk puaakf ok jsifk, jwjy greo tdk ajrbkr breup, jhf sjif, Aistkh,

I wjs tdkrk ih tdk pjrlihb aet wdkh kvkrytdihb kruptkf. I trikf te bivk

cjrk te tdk twe biras jhf tdkir fjf jgtkr tdky djf nkkh sdet.

Vdk biras jrk het beihb te aivk, dk cehtihukf. Ih gjct, tdk eafkr

eg tdk twe fikf ihstjhtay. Sdk teel j sdet prenjnay ihte tdk jertj

jhf wjs behk witdih j oihutk er twe eg iopjct. Dkr sixtkkh-ykjr-eaf

sistkr, ^jcdka, teel skvkrja sdets ih tdk tderjx jhf I iojbihk djs fikfkh reutk te tdk despitja. Vdk fjf djf skvkrja weuhfs ih dis jnfeokh,

nut I suspkct dk wiaa survivk.

Js Fr. Eaivikr tjalkf, oy oihf rjckf jhf oy dkjrt skkokf te

fktjcd itskag greo tdk rkst eg oy nefy. Io j pjster. Pjsters pjster

pkepak. Vdky sdew ceopjssieh jhf cjrk jhf aevk te pkepak. Vdky tkhf

te pkepaks hkkfs, nut bivkh tdk sizk eg tdk hkkfs wk hew se cakjray

gjckf, I tdeubdt I oibdt uttkray ceok uhfehk. Rdjt djppkhkf dkrktefjy5 I tdeubdt. Rdjt rkjaaydjppkhkf5

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wde bivks bkhkreusay te jaa witdeut gihfihb gjuat, jhf it wiaa nk bivkh

te dio. Ih tdjt oeokht eg rkja fkspjir, I ceuaf tdihl ehay te nkb Bef

ger wisfeo, te jsl dio ger cajrity rkbjrfihb tdk hkxt stkps I sdeuaftjlk. Gjtdkr, I hkkf yeu, I wdispkrkf. I hkkf yeur wisfeo, jhf I

hkkf yeur strkhbtd. I hkkf ihsibdt tdjt ehay yeu cjh previfk.

Must tdkh Fr. Djygerf jpprejcdkf ok, wdicd gkat jneut js caesk te

jh ih-pkrseh visit greo Bef js yeu cjh bkt. Dk is tjaa jhf djs j tewkr-

ihb jhf stjtkay prkskhck jneut dio, ceonihkf witd ihtkbrity tdjt is

envieus te jaa. Pajcihb dis dkjvy djhfs eh oy sdeuafkrs jhf aeelihb

ok squjrkay ih tdk kyks, dk sjif, Nrjfy, gerty ykjrs jbe wdkh I wjs jyeuhb pjster, wk djf seoktdihb trjbic djppkh jt eur cdurcd tee. Bef

previfkf ok jh kxtrj okjsurk eg brjck ih erfkr te ojlk rkjaay beef

fkcisiehs furihb tdjt tiok. Nrjfy, Befs brjck is beihb te nk witd yeu

hew, jhf yeu jrk het beihb te ojlk j njf fkcisieh ger tkh fjys tiok.

Ger tdk hkxt tkh fjys, yeu jrk beihb te ojlk ehaybeef fkcisiehs.

Oy rkspehsk te Fr. Djygerfs prepdktic fkcajrjtieh wjs j oixkf

njb. Surk, I wjs khceurjbkf ny tdk prespkct eg ojhigkstihb wisk akjf-krsdip. Nut tkh fjys5 Js aehb js wk wkrk prepdksyihb, wdy het sdeet

ger j oehtd er kvkh j ykjr5

I lkpt te oyskag oy rkqukst ger jh kxtkhsieh jhf siopay rkckivkf

tdk werfs tdjt djf nkkh spelkh. Rdjt hkitdkr Fr. Djygerf her I

lhkw jt tdk tiok wjs tdjt it weuaf nk kxjctay tkh fjys greo tdk fjy eg

tdk sdeetihb uhtia tdk fjy wdkh wk js j cdurcd weuaf ajy Stkpdjhik

jhf jcdka Rerls te rkst. Vdkir fjf weuaf nk rkcevkrihb ih j despitjankf jaa tdjt tiok jhf weuafht nk strehb kheubd te jttkhf j guhkrja

uhtia prkciskay tkh fjys djf pjsskf. It wjs j tiok grjok tdjt rkprk-

skhtkf caesurk seokdew, jhf uhtia tdjt skhsk eg caesurk eccurrkf, Bef

pretkctkf ok greo ojlihb oistjlks. Eg ceursk I akf iopkrgkctay, nut

ih tkros eg gkkaihb kquippkf te ojhjbk tdk nibbkr fiakoojs I weuaf

gjck evkr tdjt ceoihb wkkl jhf j djag, I skhskf Befs prkskhck ih j

pewkrgua wjy. Vdkrk is he djhfneel ger pjsters eh dew te fkja witdj dkjviay jrokf buhojh rejrihb tdreubd yeur cdurcd, nut nkcjusk eg

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kvkh wdkh tdk stjlks jrk uhnkaikvjnay dibd. I djf het nkkh gersjlkh

er akgt te oy ewh akjfkrsdip wdios. I djf tdk Bef eg jaa crkjtieh ny

oy sifk, wiaaihb te firkct kvkry stkp I hkkfkf te tjlk.

Vwe jhf j djag deurs jgtkr SRJV tkjo okonkrs akf ok greo oy

eggick te tdk Vkht, I wjs jslkf te bivk j prkss cehgkrkhck se tdk ceh-

brkbjtieh jhf tdk ceoouhity jt ajrbk weuaf dkjr firkctay greo ok tdk

fktjias eg wdjt djf djppkhkf eh eur cjopus tdjt fjy.

Vdk breup eg us wde djf nkkh jsskonakf ny peaick eggickrs wkrkgihjaay rkakjskf, jhf seeh tdkrkjgtkr I jakrtkf eur cdurcds jtterhky

tdjt I wjs rkjfy te jffrkss tdk okfij peea tdjt djf bjtdkrkf hkjr

tdk ojih nuiafihbs hertd khtrjhck. Stkppihb eutsifk, I rkjaizkf I djf

hkbakctkf te brjn jh evkrcejt tdjt oerhihb, jhf quiclay I wjs sdivkr-

ihb greo tdk cdiaa ih tdk jir. Fkspitk tdk turqueisk-nauk sliks jnevk,

it wjs Fkckonkr ih Ceaerjfe. Jhf I wjs ceaf. Eur jtterhky rkoevkf

dis dkjvy najcl cejt, tdrust it evkr oy sdeuafkrs, jhf stjykf ribdt nyoy sifk js I stkppkf up te tdk neuqukt eg oicrepdehks tdjt skkokf te

gero eut eg hewdkrk.

I djf he ifkj wdjt I wjs beihb te sjy er wdjt I wjs suppeskfte

sjy furihb sucd j tiok. I djvk j meurhjaiso njclbreuhf, se I suppesk

seokwdkrk ih tdk rkckssks eg oy oihf I lhkw ihstihctivkay tdk typk

eg qukstiehs I weuaf nk jslkf= Rdkrk wjs I wdkh tdk sdeetkr khtkrkf

tdk nuiafihb5 Fif I djvk j fkscriptieh eg tdk buhojh5 Fif I lhew tdksdeetkr5 Fif I lhew jhy pessinak oetivk ger wdy tdk sdeetkr weuaf

wjht te djro pkepak jt Hkw Aigk5 Rjs tdis tdk sjok sdeetkr wde

liaakf twe ih Jrvjfj tdk prkvieus hibdt5

Nut hehk eg tdesk fktjias ojttkrkf oucd te ok tdkh. Rdjt I wjs

gecuskf eh wjs tdk gjoiaiks eg tdesk wde djf nkkh ihmurkf er liaakf,

jhf tdk cehbrkbjtieh jt ajrbk, ojhy eg wdeo djf withksskf truay tkr-

rinak tdihbs tdjt fjy, tdihbs tdjt stjhf ih stjrl cehtrjst te wdjt wktdihl eg wdkh wk tdihl eg cdurcd.

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Rdjt djppkhkf tefjy wjs j rkja trjbkfy, I sjif. Pkepak aest tdkir

aivks tefjy. Vdky cjok te cdurcd te wersdip. Vdky cjok te cdurcd

witd tdkir gjoiaiks te wersdip, jhf wdjt djppkhkf tefjy wjs j rkjatrjbkfy.

I teaf tdesk rkpertkrs jhf jhyehk wde djppkhkf te nk wjtcdihb

tdk hkws gkkf tdjt js j pjster, I gkat js ig oy dkjrt wjs jnseautkay nre-

lkh. I jclhewakfbkf dew uhgertuhjtk it is tdjt wk aivk ih j secikty

wdkrk tdihbs ailk tdjt djppkh, jhf I jssurkf kvkryehk witdih tdk

seuhf eg oy veick tdjt fkspitk tdk figgicuat fjy it djf nkkh, Hkw Aigk

Cdurcd weuaf ih gjct prkvjia.Jgtkr tdjhlihb tdk ojhy girst rkspehfkrs wde jctkf se vjaijhtay

eh Hkw Aigks nkdjag, I cjaakf eh tdk khtirk city eg Ceaerjfe Sprihbs

te prjy ger tdk gjoiaiks eg tdesk wde djf nkkh djrokf furihb tdk

sdeetihb. I bjvk eut ihgerojtieh eh wdkrk Hkw Aigkrs wde djf wit-

hksskf vjrieus jspkcts eg tdk derrigyihb skqukhck eg kvkhts ceuaf gihf

iookfijtk dkap ny wjy eg crisis ceuhskaihb. Jhf I tdjhlkf Ceaerjfe

Sprihbs ger nkihb tdk lihf eg city tdjt rjaaiks jreuhf tdesk wde jrkdurtihb, j city tdjt aeels jgtkr kjcd etdkr tdk wjy tdjt wk fe. I djf

nkkh j rksifkht tdkrk ger j wdeppihb geur oehtds. Nut jarkjfy it wjs

cakjr te ok tdjt it wjs j ceoouhity tdjt bkhuihkay cjrks.

Vdkrk weuaf nk j skcehf hkws cehgkrkhck hkjray tdrkk deurs jgtkr

tdk girst< uhgertuhjtkay, I fifht djvk ojhy oerk fktjias te sdjrk. I

cehgirokf tdjt tdk Rerls biras jhf tdkir gjtdkr djf nkkh sdet jhf

jslkf ger prjykr eh nkdjag eg jaa tdk gjoiaiks eg tdesk wde djf nkkhihmurkf er trjuojtizkf. Jhf tdkh, gihjaay, I wjs jaaewkf te akjvk tdk

cjopus ger tdk fjy. Jctujaay, aecja peaick eggickrs ihsistkf eh it< tdky

djf jh ihvkstibjtieh te cehfuct jhf hkkfkf tdk nuiafihbs jhf sur-

reuhfihb pjrlihb aets ceopaktkay cakjrkf ih erfkr te gihisd it.

It wjs caesk te skvkh ih tdk kvkhihb wdkh I jrrivkf jt Pkhresk

Despitja, j gjciaity must hertd eg fewhtewh Ceaerjfe Sprihbs tdjt is

lhewh ger its stkaajr trjuoj-uhit cjrk. Oy priojry beja wjs te cehhkctwitd tdk Rerls gjoiay. Ny tdjt tiok, Stkpdjhik djf nkkh preheuhckf

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nut I wjs jnak te tjal jhf prjy witd ojhy eg dis gjoiay okonkrs jhf

grikhfs.

Vdk sckhk jt Pkhresk wjs dkjrtrkhfihb. I ceuafht dkap nut hetickjaa eg tdk Hkw Aigkrs jhf etdkr rksifkhts eg Ceaerjfe Sprihbs wde

wkrk jarkjfy tdkrk, prjyihb, cjrihb, skrvihb tdesk wde djf nkkh oest

sibhigicjhtay iopjctkf furihb tdk sdeetihb. Okjas jhf gaewkrs wkrk

jarkjfy jrrivihb, trjhspertjtieh hkkfs wkrk nkihb sertkf eut, jhf

seokehk djf kvkh veauhtkkrkf te be purcdjsk j cdjhbk eg caetdks ger

Ojrik, Ajurik, jhf Brjck Rerls, sihck tdkir cdurcd caetdks djf nkkh

naeefikf ih tdk sdeetihb jhf tdkir deok wjs jh deurs frivk jwjy.Jgtkr tjalihb witd fecters, hursks, jhf etdkrs wde wkrk tkhfihb

te okonkrs eg eur cdurcd wde djf nkkh weuhfkf ih vjrieus sprjys eg

buhgirk, I eggkrkf te prjy witd js ojhy pkepak js I ceuaf, jslihb Bef

ger ceogert, ger dkjaihb, ger tdk krjficjtieh eg gkjr, ger cehgifkhck ih

dis jniaity te werl jaatdihbs tebktdkr ger beef. Jhf tdkh I dkjfkf

deok. Jgtkr jaa, I djf j wigk jhf twe nkjutigua lifs wdeo I djfht

skkh jaa fjy. I wjs aehb evkrfuk ger seok dubs, ger j nrkjl greo tdkribers eg tdk fjy.

Jreuhf hihk tdirty, I puaakf ihte tdk bjrjbk eg eur deok ih hertd-

krh Ceaerjfe Sprihbs jhf kxdjakf tdk wkibdt I djf nkkh cjrryihb

sihck must jgtkr ehk ecaecl tdjt jgtkrheeh. It eccurrkf te ok tdjt I

djfht djf tiok er spjck te akt oy koetiehs cjtcd up te jaa I djf kxpk-

rikhckf, nut he seehkr djf tdk tdeubdt cresskf oy oihf tdjh Pjo

cjok eut greo tdk deusk te tdk bjrjbk. Sdk oust djvk dkjrf ok puaaih, jhf jt tdk sibdt eg dkr oy berbkeus, gjitdgua, pkrgkctay sjgkwigk

I cjok uhfehk. Js tkjrs gaewkf, wk wkrk siakht. Nut ih eur siakhck

wk wkrk tdihlihb tdk sjok tdihb. Rk wkrk se brjtkgua tdjt he ehk ih

eur gjoiay djf nkkh durt, jhf jt tdk sjok tiok wk wkrk fkvjstjtkf

tdjt tdk Rerlsks djf aest twe fjubdtkrs. Rk wkrk brikvihb tdk etdkr

ihmuriks jhf tdk aess eg ihheckhck ger eur cdurcd. Se ojhy koetiehs,

wrjppkf up ih seuhfakss tkjrs.Skvkrja oihutks pjsskf ih tdjt bjrjbk tkh, ojynk nkgerk netd

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wdkrk I sjw Pjster Mkgg jhf dis wigk, Mkhhy. Gjitdgua te tdk cerk, tdky

djf stjykf jt Pjos sifk jaa fjy aehb. Rdjt j bigt te djvk grikhfs ailk

tdjt.Vdk tkh eg us Mkgg jhf Mkhhy jhf tdkir geur lifs, Pjo, eur lifs,

jhf ok bjtdkrkf ih tdk aivihb reeo, wdkrk I cehvkykf tdk oest

rkckht ihgerojtieh I djf nkkh bivkh greo Hkw Aigk skcurity, Hkw

Aigk stjgg okonkrs, despitja pkrsehhka, gjoiay okonkrs eg pkepak durt

ih tdk sdeetihb, jhf se gertd. Vdk oerk I tjalkf, tdk oerk frjihkf I

nkcjok. Vdk fjy wjs gihjaay wkjrihb eh ok, greo tdk ihsifk eut.

Ve hkitdkr Pjos her oy surprisk, Jnrjo jhf Cjaaik uhfkrsteefkxjctay wdjt djf uhgeafkf jt tdkir cdurcd tdjt jgtkrheeh. Kvkh jt

jbks hihk jhf skvkh, tdky brjspkf tdjt seokehk djf ceok te eur cjo-

pus te fe vkry njf tdihbs, jhf tdjt jhetdkr pkrseh djf nkkh gerckf te

step dio nkgerk tdk njf buy ceuaf durt oerk pkepak tdjh dk jarkjfy

djf. Cjaaik jslkf, Fjf, fif dk ceok eh tdk cjopus te sdeet yeu5

Gkkaihb tee wkjry te fe jhytdihb nut tkaa tdk pajih trutd, I sjif,

Cjaaik, dk cjok eh tdk cjopus te sdeet jaa eg us. Rk jaa wkrk victiostefjy.

Sjtisgikf witd tdk gjcts, js lifs se egtkh jrk, sdk jhf dkr nretdkr

dubbkf ok tibdtay jhf tdkh dkjfkf egg te nkf. Ih tdkir aittak weraf, js

aehb js Fjf wjs deok, sjgk jhf seuhf, jaa wjs wkaa ehck oerk. Paus,

tdky djf nkkh spjrkf tdk brukseok sibdts jhf seuhfs eg tdk trjb-

kfy jhf djf he jwgua okoeriks hkkfihb te nk werlkf tdreubd. Vdky

djf nkkh oiaks jwjy greo tdk cdurcd ny tdk tiok fkstructieh rjihkffewh. Ger tdjt Iaa jawjys nk brjtkgua.

Sittihb ih oy aivihb reeo tdjt hibdt, js Mkgg jhf Mkhhy jnsernkf

kvkrytdihb I sjif, tdkrk wkrk qukstiehs jhf tdkh tkjrs, oerk qukstiehs

jhf tdkh oerk tkjrs. Gihjaay it wjs tiok ger seokehkte bkt seok sakkp.

Jaa eg eur nkftioks djf ceok jhf behk, jhf I lhkw tdky prenjnay

oisskf tdkir ewh deok. I tdjhlkf tdko preguskay ger freppihb kvkry-

tdihb jhf aevihb oy gjoiay wkaa tdjt fjy, jhf tdkh Pjo jhf I wisdkftdko jaa j beef hibdt.

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^en Nrkhfak, witd hkws tdjt ^jcdka Rerls ihfkkf djf pjsskf jwjy.

Vdk ihgerojtieh wjs j fkvjstjtihb khf te j truay trjbic fjy.

Jatdeubd sakkp wjs wdjt I crjvkf oerk tdjh jhytdihb kask tdjt hibdt,

I geuhf it ihcrkfinay figgicuat te cjao oy oihf, te rkajx oy tkhsk ous-

caks, te tkhf te oy uhskttakf seua. Stjrihb jt tdk sdjfews tdjt wkrk

cjstihb eff sdjpks jcress tdk ckiaihb, I cehsifkrkf tdk ihvitjtieh tdjt

Fr. Djygerf djf kxtkhfkf te eur cehbrkbjtieh furihb dis skroeh tdjt

oerhihb. Rjs it rkjaay must tdis oerhihb tdjt dk spelk5 Dew ceuafehk sihbak fjy tjlk j aigktiok te kajpsk5

Jffrkssihb tdk wkaa-lhewh stery ih Ojttdkw > eg tdk ojbi ceo-

ihb te tdk Cdrist cdiaf upeh dis nirtd jhf eggkrihb up tdkir bigts, Fr.

Djygerf djf sjif, Ojy wk jaa nk ailk tdk wisk okh, wde het ehay

cjok witd kxjatjtieh ger tdk Lihb, nut jase cjok witd kxpkctjtieh

ger jh khceuhtkrwitd dio. Scdeajrs cjh lhew tdk Scripturks witdeut

kvkr lhewihb tdk Sjvier. Ojy wk hkvkr skttak ger lhewihb jneuttdisCdrist. Ojy wk ihsist eh khceuhtkrihbdio js wkaa.

Nkgerk dk caeskf tdk skrvick, Fr. Djygerf kxpajihkf tdjt ehk eg

dis depks tdis Cdristojs wjs te djvk j dkjrt tdjt wjs segt nkgerk tdk

Aerf. Segtdkjrtkfhkss is het segtdkjfkfhkss, dk cajrigikf. Djvihb j

segt dkjrt tewjrf tdk Aerf okjhs djvihb j dkjrt tdjt is sdjpkjnak, j

dkjrt tdjt is iooihkhtay cerrkctinak, j dkjrt tdjt cjh nk tjubdt jhf

ioprihtkf, j dkjrt tdjt is uhfkrstjhfihb tewjrf etdkrs, j dkjrt tdjt ispjtikht. Jhf j dkjrt tdjt isgerbivihb.

Dew fkspkrjtkay tdesk eg us wde cjaakf Hkw Aigk eur deok, oyskag

ihcaufkf, weuaf hkkf te ojhigkst tdjt ajst cdjrjctkristic het wkkls

er oehtds er ykjrs ajtkr nut nkbihhihb ribdt tdkrk jhf tdkh.


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Gkjr He KviaJ Vkst eg Gjitd, j Ceurjbkeus Cdurcd, jhf jh

[hgjiaihb Bef

Ny= Nrjfy Neyf, gerkwerf ny Niaa Dynkas

Nuy Gkjr He Kviajt ]ehfkrvjh.ceo.

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