Empty

Don’t you just hate the feeling of being empty ,

feeling like there’s not tomorrow ? yeah I have that

feeling all the time and , I hate it . I have this feeling

because I feel my mom doesn’t care anymore and

that she don’t even love me …. It’s the worst feeling

in the world . Then having a great fiancé that you

feel is pushing you away or you don’t connect

anymore …. I love him with all my heart but ,

sometimes I don’t think he loves me ….. well this is

what emptiness feels like , I hope this feeling goes

away . Being able to be loved and for someone to

care would be the greatest feeling but , that’s to

much to ask for . I’ve always herd the quote that

“Things get worse before they get better” , and so

far there just getting worse . Is this what emptiness

feels like ? Is this what I have to go through ? Why

so much pain ? I hate the feeling of emptiness !

hopefully I find the love and care I need !