!DOCTYPE html~ html~ head~ title~Lucy Wyman, /title~ meta http-equiv"Content-Type" content"text/html; charsetutI-8"~ link hreI"styles.css" type"text/CSS" rel"stylesheet"~/link~ link hreI"Iavicon.ico" type"image/icon" rel"icon"~/link~ !--Google Ionts--~ link hreI'http://Ionts.googleapis.com/css?IamilyComingSoon' rel'stylesheet' type'text/css'~ link hreI'http://Ionts.googleapis.com/css?IamilyRaleway' rel'stylesheet' type'text/css'~ /head~ body~ div id"pagediv"~ div id"sidebardiv"~ ul id"sidemenu"~ li class"sideitem"~a hreI"index.html" class"link"~Home/a~/li~ li class"sideitem"~a hreI"aboutme.html" class"link"~About me/a~/li~ li class"sideitem"~a hreI"poems.html" class"link"~Poems/a~/li~ li class"sideitem"~a hreI"contactme.html" class"link"~Contact me/a~/li~ /ul~ /div~ div id"ribbontail"~ div id"leIt"~/div~ div id"right"~/div~ /div~ div id"contentdiv"~ h2~A Love Letter to CaliIornia/h2~ p~I think I Iall in love too oIten br~Or...think about Ialling in love too oIten br~Thinking too Iast br~or Ialling too Iast br~I`m not sure which br~I think I love you br~I think about lying in your arms as I lay in someone else`s br~I think about thinking about you when there`s nothing else to Iill the space br~You were my ecstasy, six days oI high Ior six weeks oI br~utter helplessness and br~I wish that I was stronger br~that I could beat this addiction to a chemical reaction br~that to you I was more than just a sexual transactionbr~When I said I wanted to experiment with drugs this wasn`t what I meant. br~I didn`t mean to be intoxicated by your smile br~Or get high on stardust as we lay beneath the moon br~I never imagined myselI pulling my sleeve down, trying to hide the scars you leIt Irom my Iriends br~becoming a junkie br~but the Ieeling oI you rushing through my veins leIt me breathless br~always craving more, until more was never enough, but... br~ br~But I guess it`s true what they say br~that the best laid plans oI mice and men oIten go astray br~and in a way it`s been a blessing br~a reminder that Ior every high there`s a low br~that there are a thousand people who Ieel this way too, br~That I am still human br~my heart is still beating br~a reminder thatI will always have good Iriends, chai tea and spongebob squarepants br~that this liIe is beautiIul br~and that you don`t need a hit to enjoy it. /p~ div id"Iooter"~ div id"Iootercontent"~ p class"Iooterp"~This site is made and maintained by me, a hreI"https://github.com/lucywyman"~Lucy Wyman/a~/p~ p class"Iooterp"~wyman.lucygmail.com/p~ /div~ /div~ /div~ /div~ /body~