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GETMY

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YOUR

PHONE?

by: cam kuhn


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prefacethis is a collection of poems i have been writing since the

11th

of nov 2013the original plan was to write all of these poems out onpaper and draw jellyfish next to them but sadly i amfailing some classes in school and do not have the time orsupplies atm to make that dream a reality

in the future ill make this the way i want it and then

update this ebook n post it again or soemthing idkin any case, pleas enjoy

footnote: i hope you find some humour in this


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poem $1

"oh My God YOu're AWAKE"

have fun puzzlemaking and fricking

i deleted facebook because

you dont want to talk to me

and seeing the chat tab made

me sad

it didnt help

everything up crocket st. is dead and gone


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poem $2

"lysis"

paralysis has stricken my home

the air is charged/static/ and bubbling

for sale signs

i wrote this for 2 minutes while millions

of people were dead


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poem $3

"sigur ros cigarette sunday"

i dont feel very much like

friends anymore

sort of gross how the wet

from my shoes is staining my

socks

you are some sort of 6

armed 6 eyed 6 eared alien

and you only speak icelandic

anymore


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poem $5//thought %1

i just listened to a love song i think

and truly i just think that is

absolutely SILLY

Viltu dansa vi mig?

g saknai n svo miki

Fyrirgefu

g skil ekki

Ga fer


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poem $7//thought %2

TAKE PICTURES OF ME WHILE IT IS OUTSIDE

AND SNOWING AROUND ME AND THE AIR IS BLUE

AND LIGHT LEAKS FROM EVERY THING AND

E V E R Y T H I N G G L O W S

footnote: i want to Be alive and radiant

in the way that the Moon is reflective


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thought %3

"lovely"

dreaming is nice and good and lovely

lovely

lovely


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poem$8//thought %4

I was expecting that exaggerated smile

you give when you're not really smiling.

I got not even that.

Do you think that it ever snows underwater?


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poem $9

"my hair is hanging)"

looking back

i tend to stop existing in

those smeared moments

between point a and thenext one

and nobody ever seems to

mind

im sure you'd be the samewhen im looking down and

moving you wouldnt miss me


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poem $11//thought %6

when are OUR plans?


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you liked a pic i reblogged

on tumblr

it is about you

im taking your like as a

confirmation that youmight feel similiarly

about me

even if you dont


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"sensual fricking"

pheromones and hugging and

also kissing and ssex too

all that

......yea...


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thought %9

"hentai"

im fricking you in an appartment

we are sexing it up, tbh


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"you don't know everything going on in my life anymore

and I don't know all about yours either I feel like. a coupleof months ago I wouldn't believe that wow"

i blame you

footnote: i swear that is nto supposed to be mean

i love you


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poem $16//Conclusion Part 1

"am i not allowed (to love)"

when talking

it is almost the same as before

but not quite

and other than that, i am ice.ninei hope im not just holding on for the hell of it

and i hope the ocean is warm, and green

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part2


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poem &1

"the shakes"

im goin'g to get frikc edup on orange juice

and kiss girls,,,,,,, on the

forehead

and ill tell them all that i love them and ill tell them all the

truth that i lvoe themand ill hug each one for like 17 seconds at least a lil bit

harder than i should

im going to dance with every one

im going to celebrate every one and all

im in love with the world a million times over andeveryone in it, and everyone and i everyone

i will always love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and kiss your foreheadi will always love you

i will always love you


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poem &2//thought ^1

i think it is lovei hope it is love


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thought ^2

it is most definitely probably love


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thought ^3

frick it i'ts love


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poem &3

i haven't eaten in monthsit is the 16th and in 11 days

i will be probably very lonely

i love you, i think

it is just hard to know what to do with that

im imagining february together


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poem &4//thought ^4

its a month and some from christmasand i am finding myself asking

"what should i get her, will we

even still be friends"

do you like sweaters


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poem &6

wrap me in christmas lights and place your hand on myforehead and then fall asleep in my ribcage

grow out of me, like you are flowers and it is raining andthen sunny and then raining again and i am cool soil


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poem &7

i will push my hand into yourchest and then leave it there

in your ribcage

holding on like prison bars

you are the embodiment of my love

lets end this world together

lets escape all expectations

and responsibilities and cultivate

a turtle shell

wrapped up by the roots of the

taiga forest, lets breathe the

freshest air in the entire universe


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thought ^6

what am i supposed to do


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poem &8

i want to be in your rose colored snowing

shivering and shaking and blinking when the flash goesoff

im warm them


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poem &9

"EVEN IF IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE IT NOW THINGSWILL FALL INTO PLACE EVENTUALLY. DONT

EVER DOUBT IT. YOU WILL BE OKAY!!

-SNCKPCK"

i am pretending about you

i am reliving the worst picture of the third best night ofmy entire life

im untagging my face in all your selfies, metaphorically

im looking at instagram pictures

im crying after reading SNCKPCK tweets

im crying after looking at instagramim hanging off the bed

im playing pretend about you with your fingers doing theshirt sleeve thing

im playing pillows about you

im still fricking in love with you, frick


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thought ^7

"xzxzxzxzxzzxzzzzzzz"

i wonder if you fell in love today


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thought ^8

you do not get my tweets to your phone anymorei laughed

i wish you happy

i will continue to love you in the future im sure

hold my hand or hug me during a snow storm outside inthe snow during the snow storm

please indulge me

i will not be done writing this until you finally speak tome honestly and truley

i hope you are in love with eeveryone but me

i hope youa re in loe with everyone but me

i hope you love everyone but me forever

i hope you are loving every1 minus me

odnt love me but loive everyone else please


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thought ^9

im trying to write but i just cant anymore


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poem &10//thought ^10

i know it doesnt make sensebut im doing my best

i know that winter is blue

but i dont fricking care anymore

i know i know i know i know okay?

i knwo i know i know i know

i know and you dont need to tell me

i know

but i dont fricking care anymore


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poem &11

"i dont think we'll ever need land again"

there is no inbetween at all in this one

this cup is filled wiith nothing but 2o feet deep tropicalocean water

take a deep breath and lets go hunting together


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poem &12

"reconstructing a paper and wooden zoo animal"

rosey and ii love you

you are fantastic and

roseyy and i love you

it is pretty crazy that

you are so wonderful

i dont understand why

everyone doesnt love

you just as much as i

do

you are rosey

and i love you


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thought ^11//Conclusion Part 2

"to stop"

its almost like im pooring

sparkling water into a

w i n e g l a s s

you can tell me when


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end


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s o m e

d u d et o o kthis picw h i l eon acid


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first off: thank you a whole bunch for reading! it honestlymeans so much to me that anyone takes the time to readwhat i have to say.

second: i would like to take this time to list off all thepeople that made this ebook possible::

-andrew gaddess (where would i be without u, seriously)

-betty marston (you are good and important to a lto of

people, clearly. dont beat urself up. i would not writeanything of substance without you)

-lexi roberts (extra special thank you to lexi, she fixed myicelandic and also taught me how to speak a bit + shes ahuge sweetheart with a strong selfie game)

-everyone who has supported me, sent a kind word myway, or spread my poetry. seriosuyl, thank u + love u

third: i hope you specifically (yes you, the reader!) arehaving a wonderful life, and if u arent, ipromise itll getbetter. i love you and you deserve to be happy. feel free to

add/msg me on FB or tweet me or anything if you everneed someone to talk to!

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