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8/13/2019 Creating a Healing Centre

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IT TOOK YEARS TO CREATE A HEALING CENTRE, working systematically on a aily !asis, "ar,

man#al, !ack!reaking la!o#r, s"a$ing t"e molec#lar str#ct#re inc" !y inc"% &"en it was ac"ie'e

t"ere was no #ncertainty( t"ere was a ti$$ing)$oint, a w"oos"* an it was like li'ing insie t"e Lig"t,

t"e +iing centre o+ t"e so#rce, !oiling wit" an energy t"at attracts angels an migrating !irs an

willi+e an t"e amage so#ls w"o can !e restore !y it% An we ass#me t"at all w"o are rawn

"ere wis" to !e "eale% It oesn-t occ#r to #s t"at some may want to estroy it% .eca#se o+ co#rse

lig"t attracts t"e ark% An it takes years to realise t"ere can !e no normal "#man interco#rse wit"

t"ese +orces% Sentimentality only weakens #s an creates com$assion +atig#e, +or t"ey are not

s#sce$ti!le to sweetness an lig"t/ t"ey "a'e t"eir own agena ) $erilo#s, 'icio#s, #nwa'ering an

sel+)a!sor!e% &e cannot +ig"t t"is/ we can only kee$ o#r istance an try to increase o#r strengt",

recalling t"at e'ery lig"t creates a s"aow an t"e greater t"e lig"t t"e arker t"e s"aow% An t"e

lig"t itsel+ re'eals w"at is +alse an ill#sory, +orcing #s to con+ront t"e tr#t"% Here we +ace a

relentless e0$os#re o+ o#r own el#sions an c"ilis" reams% T"ere is no "iing $lace in 1araise%

Yo# know w"o yo# are%

LI2ING AT THE INTER3ACE wit" t"e ark we e0$erience osmosis, an isco'er a sort o+ semi)

$ermea!le mem!rane t"at allows t"e concentrate energy t"ro#g" to i++#se t"e il#te +orce on t"e

ot"er sie% On one sie 1araise, on t"e ot"er "orror% To s#r'i'e an in+iltration +rom t"e ark we

m#st rein+orce t"is !o#nary an $rotect o#rsel'es, w"ile increasing t"e intensity o+ t"e lig"t% T"ere

are angers in t"is, +or t"e greater t"e lig"t t"e arker t"e s"aow as we "a'e seen% At t"is stage

some $eo$le are tem$te to talk o+ Goo an E'il/ !#t t"is only increases t"e risk o+ $ro4ection, +or

seeing o#rsel'es as gooies an t"e ot"ers as !aies iminis"es o#r $ersonal strengt" an

weakens #s +rom wit"in% I+ we are inee t"e innocent, ill)#se $arty, an t"ey are t"e nasty ones,

t"ey nee resc#ing not sening !ack into t"e ark, w"ic" will only +ee it an e0acer!ate t"e

$ro!lem% T"ey will not t"ank #s +or t"is 5 t"at is a "ar lesson an it "#rts ) !#t we can o more

amage i+ we on-t acce$t it, +or we can !e claime !y t"e ark o#rsel'es an e0$erience t"e

contagio#s +ear t"at !rees es$air% T"is acc#m#lates $ower an can estroy #s% &e li'e in

$erilo#s times an m#st s#!mit% O#r only "o$e is to kee$ o#r own "o#se in orer( a rigoro#s

awareness o+ o#r $recario#s $osition an innate weakness, an a resol#te etermination to kee$

c"eer+#l an en4oy li+e% It is t"e s$irit o+ t"e !lit% Negati'ity is not an o$tion%

THEY &ERE A &EAK CO61LE ) "a$less, el#e, an $ossesse !y a nee to e+en t"eir norm

!y $er$etrating "orror% T"ey "a come to "ie in t"e ark, t"ey sai ) 7w"y8 &"at "a t"ey one89 )

an t"eir instinct was to claim t"eir territory !y estroying it% &it"o#t my knowlege t"ey "a seie

on a giant tree, t"e g#arian o+ t"e +orest an o#r li+e)+orce, as an icon o+ t"eir "orror% It was not

t"eir tree, t"o#g" it !orere on t"eir $ro$erty% It was a !reat"takingly !ea#ti+#l $ine, "#nres o+

years ol an o'er a "#nre +eet tall, towering a!o'e t"e great trees o+ t"e ancient +orest% It "a

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!een many times cro$$e an trimme o'er t"e cent#ries, !#t always wisely, wit" re'erence +or its

great stat#re an o#tstaning !ea#ty% It was a lesson in moral grace an $ower an generosity,

$er+ectly +orme, in ro!#st s"ining "ealt" an a lanmark +or all migrating !irs in t"e region% It-s

!ea#ty was awe)ins$iring/ it i yo# goo to look at it% T"ey +inis"e t"e 4o! !y ri'ing an iron stake

into its "eart an +illing in t"e "ole wit" wee)killer% T"ere was no "o$e o+ its reco'ery, t"o#g" it took

many weeks to ie, +or its roots s$rea t"ro#g"o#t t"e area% An it took years to is$ose o+ t"e

e'ience, +or traces o+ its great !ranc"es still litter t"e +orest +loor, t"o#g" t"ey mae weekly !on)

+ires on t"e "ill)sie to conceal t"eir crime% .#t some terri!le cr#elty an "orror was !orn o#t o+ its

eat", w"ic" release +orces t"at co#l not !e containe% &"en I aske i+ t"ey "a a$$ro'al to +ell

t"is lanmark w"ic" i not !elong to t"em, t"ey t"reatene to r#in my li+e% I s"o#l "a'e re$lie

t"at t"ey "a alreay one so, !#t at t"at stage I in-t know% An +inally t"ey !ecame so 'iolent

t"at +or t"e +irst time in my li+e I "a to call t"e $olice, +or we were all in anger%

 ALL THE 1AIN IN THE &ORL: seems to !e wrenc"e +rom #s at t"e eat" o+ a great tree% T"is

!erea'ement is a +amily loss an it mae #s all ill +or mont"s to come% T"e lay "ersel+ was #na!le

to go to work +or ele'en weeks, an t"e octor calle e'ery ay to gi'e "er s"ots o+ somet"ing% On

t"e ay itsel+ I 'omite an +elt e0tremely ill +or a week% A+ter t"at I !ecame insensi!ly weaker an I

ne'er +#lly reco'ere, +or it !roke my "eart%

T"e so#l-s cries o+ ang#is" tell #s t"is is S"i'a-s :ance o+ :estr#ction% &e are connecte to it/ it "as

a $ersonal relations"i$ wit" #s, it is o#r kin, an t"e grie+ tells #s we are still ali'e, t"at S"i'a can

estroy #s as wantonly as "e estroye t"e Great Tree% .#t in orer to s#r'i'e we may !e ragge

kicking an screaming into a moral agena we ne'er en'isage% C"aracter)!#iling !y e+inition is

a con+rontation wit" o#r +ear, $ain, grie+ an anger( ;Lea'e me alone, I on-t want to !e a !etter

$erson< cries t"e !eleag#ere so#l% .#t saly we m#st trans+orm in orer to stay ali'e% It is

strengt"ening meicine% 7; An organism is a machine in the process of transformations” says 1iaget%9

 An we "a'e to !elie'e t"at somet"ing is !orn o#t o+ t"is eat", or we ie too% &e may not know

w"at t"e new t"ing is, we may ne'er know, +or we are only $art o+ t"e $rocess%

(from SHIVA’S DANCE by E. J. Ward)