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CONSTRUCTING IDENTITY THROUGH THE LENS OF FASHION
AN HONORS THESIS
by
Cara P. Doiron
A Thesis Submitted in Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for a Degree with Honors
(Business Administration in Finance)
The Honors College
University of Maine
May 2018
Advisory Committee: Samantha Jones, Honors College Preceptor, Co-Advisor Andrea Mauery, Associate Professor of Art and Department Chairperson,
Co-Advisor Deborah Dall, Interior Designer and founder of Deb Dall Designs Lucia Williams-Young, Costume Shop Manager and Costume Construction, School of Performing Arts Jennifer Woodard, Adjunct instructor in History; Women’s, Gender, and Sexuality Studies; Honors College Preceptor
© 2018 Doiron
All Rights Reserved
ABSTRACT
Fashion is an artistic decision that every person makes every day. Even those who
say they don’t care about clothing are still portraying something about themselves to the
outside world with the stylistic choices they make. This creative Honors Thesis explores
the impact of fashion on self-representation, accomplished through the design and
construction of a capsule wardrobe line of clothing. Due to the project’s personal and
introspective nature, the intended wearer is the artist, and therefore the pieces are
specifically tailored to her, rather than the straight sized garments that are typically
produced in the fashion industry. This line consists of multiple pieces, each addressing a
particular event or situation, in which ostensible expectations for dress conflict with what
the wearer feels most authentically represented in. Examples include a high fashion take
on a winter coat, a pink version of a ladies business suit, and more. The project’s goal,
through the artist’s experience and sharing of this work, is to encourage viewers to
reconsider fashion and the ways it impacts each of us inside and out, including their own
personal style, the ways they feel they must conform, and how they can use fashion to
feel more authentic and confident in themselves.
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
This thesis would not have been possible without the generosity and support of
various organizations and individuals, and thus, I would like to extend sincere thanks.
Grants provided by the Center for Undergraduate Research and the Slavin
Research Fund gave me the financial ability to make my creative works live up to and
beyond the visions I had for them.
I would never have had the courage to pursue this project if it were not for the
encouragement of Samantha Jones from the very beginning. Additionally, the time,
patience, and knowledge shared with me by Samantha and also Andrea Mauery, my
thesis co-advisors, have crucially contributed to my thesis experience. I would also like to
thank my other committee members, Dr. Jennifer Woodard, Lucia Williams-Young, and
Deb Dall, for their time and inputs throughout the process. My dear friend, Kate
Finnemore, served as a sounding board for many of my ideas throughout the project. She
also spent hours with me to take countless beautiful photos of my work, something I
could not have done without her. My late grandmother, Phyllis Christian, was one of the
people who made me interested in fashion, and for that I am eternally grateful. Lastly, I
would like to thank my family for their endless understanding and support throughout
this project, my academic career, and my entire lifetime.
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION 1 THE IMPORTANCE OF DRESSING FOR SELF-REPRESENTATION 4 INHIBITORS OF DRESSING FOR THE SELF 9 WORKS AND PROCESS 17
Cold Weather 18 Everyday 21 Professional 26 First Impressions 29
CONCLUSION 33 WORKS CITED 34 APPENDIX 38 AUTHOR’S BIOGRAPHY 44
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LIST OF FIGURES
Figure A: Cold Weather - Blue Faux Fur Coat 21
Figure B: Everyday - Embroidered Top 25
Figure C: Everyday - Jeans 25
Figure D: Professional - Pink Suit (Blazer and Skirt) 28
Figure E: First Impressions - Dress 32
Figure F: First Impressions - Dress (back detail) 32
Figure G: Iris Apfel at One Kings Lane's NYC offices, 2014, by Ryan Dixon 39
Figure H: Woven Labels 41
Figure I: Otomi tenango (embroidery) from Mexico, Photo from the Museum of Applied Arts & Sciences in Sydney, Australia 41
Figure J: Haring, Keith. Untitled. 1987. Silkscreen. The Keith Haring Foundation. 42
Figure K: Everyday - Embroidered Top (detail) 42
Figure L: My Grandmother in July of 1980 in her pink suit 43
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LIST OF TABLES
Table A: An Abbreviated List of Recommendations of Fashion Self Help Books 40
Table B: Pattern Sources, Adapted for Use 40
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INTRODUCTION
Fashion is something that has been important to me for as long as I can remember.
Growing up, my mother and grandmother would love dressing me up, allowing my
personal sense of style to grow from a young age. Similarly, I began sewing when I was a
child, first learning at summer camps and later evolving into a self-taught practice. I
would make anything I could think of, including pillows, bags, or repurposing old clothes
into new, wearable works of art.
While I have had experience with fashion and sewing throughout my life, this
project actually evolved out of a smaller project in the Honors Tutorial course called The
Art of Failure, taught by Samantha Jones. Our assignment was to pursue a project that we
had always wanted to do but hadn’t out of a fear of failing. Fashion and sewing were two
strong interests of mine, but I had always feared making my own clothes (rather than just
altering existing clothes) because it felt like it required an amount of work and skill that I
wouldn’t be able to overcome. If I was somehow able to put the adequate effort into it, I
was worried the outcome would be so bad that I would be embarrassed and too defeated
to ever try again. It seemed easier to imagine design ideas and never make them than to
try it and fail.
The reason I was so interested in making clothing of my own was because I had
long wrestled with how to dress in a way that I could feel like the most authentic version
of myself, experiencing firsthand the uplifting moments of success, and the discomfort of
feeling like a look wasn’t representing the true me. I was inspired by the idea that
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research on this topic paired with the personal creation and fitting of a design might help
me more concretely understand the emotional connection I have with clothes for better or
for worse. Additionally, I hoped I might be able to use the experience to move to a higher
level of self-awareness and authenticity, and to share it in a way that could also inspire
others to think about their fashion choices, the ways they choose to represent themselves,
and how it might impact them beyond simply a surface level. Working in the academic
environment of the Honors tutorial, which would accept failure as long as it was
accompanied by passion and effort, allowed me to push past that fear and not only
accomplish my goal, but to do so with great success. Making that one garment proved to
me that it was only the beginning of what I might be able to create, and thus, my thesis
project was born.
Identity and fashion are intrinsically connected. Everyone says something with
their style, and everyone makes decisions about how to present themselves on a daily
basis. Even the people who claim to not care about fashion still must buy their clothing
and choose how to wear it. In the essay “Fashioning a Femininst Style” in Fashion Talks,
author Astrid Henry references the words of Pamela Church Gibson, saying:
“No one can dress in a way that signifies nothing. One may be ‘fashion indifferent,’ an ‘anti-fashionist’ or crazy about fashion. But regardless, writes Gibson, ‘whether [people] follow current trends, ignore them and create their own style, are relatively uninterested in ‘fashion’ as such, or have little, if any, money to spend on clothes, they nevertheless, by the simple act of getting dressed in the morning, participate in the process of fashion’” (22).
Ideally, fashion could be used to represent one’s most true self as an aesthetic exterior to
represent the person within. For some, this process can be empowering and make a
notable difference in mood, confidence, and self-acceptance. The significance of these
benefits is examined more in Chapter I. However, for others, restrictions on clothing,
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whether explicit, ostensible, or internal, can cause the wearer to feel oppressed. This may
not only eliminate the benefit that can come from dressing authentically, but could even
invert it, leaving one worse off than they felt before. Such factors could include fit,
money, weather, gender identity, body, culture, and more, discussed in more detail in
Chapter II. This thesis project takes this concept and examines it through the creation of a
capsule wardrobe of clothing designed and made for me, by me. Each look addresses
situation in which I have felt unable to dress in a way that made me feel like the best
version of myself, and attempts to find a solution that satisfies both the requirements of
the circumstance and of my own personal stylistic desires. Each situation and its
accompanying look, including cold weather, everyday, professional, and first
impressions, is discussed at length in Chapter III. This written component of the thesis
serves as an extended artist’s statement, discussing supporting research, the works I have
created, and the process of their formation.
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CHAPTER I
THE IMPORTANCE OF DRESSING FOR SELF-REPRESENTATION
I have always felt some sense of duty to myself to dress in a way that feels
authentic. This is, of course, important in the sense that I want to convey something about
who I am to the outside world, but beyond that, I want to feel good about myself. This
vague notion is hard to concretely qualify and can sometimes seem to vary day by day.
However, it is something that we are all familiar with on some level. Whether it is a sense
of confidence in professional attire for a job interview, feeling relaxed in pajamas, the
excitement for warmer weather the first time one puts on sandals in the spring, or
countless other situations, each is unique to the specific wearer and situation.
Fashion is a major part of culture, not to mention an essential component of self-
expression. For many, however, it is overlooked, despite the fact that nearly every person
makes decisions on their clothing each day. Clothing inherently represents its wearer, and
therefore, fashion plays a large role in the lives of individuals and as a representation of
society. Perhaps Dr. Jennifer Baumgartner describes it best in her book You Are What
You Wear when she says:
“Our clothing is the physical representation of our perceptions, our dissatisfactions, and our desires. When we look beyond the physical to our internal workings, we can create a change at the core. Unlike change that occurs in therapy, these difficult internal examinations are softened by the light of the wardrobe makeover . . . Taking care of yourself begins with self-discovery. The clothing you put on your back is an incredibly accurate indicator of what you think of yourself and your life. Cracking open the closet doors can lead to great insight. When you strive toward self-discovery, improvement often follows.
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Wearing clothing that makes you feel comfortable, happy, and good about yourself really does make life better” (xv-xvi).
It is worth noting that beyond the individual implications of what we choose to
wear, fashion in society says a great deal about its culture at large. As Diana Crane states
in her book titled Fashion and its Social Agendas: “tracing changes in the nature of
fashion and in the criteria for clothing choices is one way of understanding the
differences between the type of society that has been gradually disappearing and the one
that is slowly emerging” (Crane 236). This topic alone would be enough to write its own
thesis on, so while I will not expound upon it here, it is worth recognizing.
There is a constant back and forth between the desires of the internal self and the
expectations of society. Some believe that we should dress for ourselves, as Dr.
Baumgartner explains above, while others remain steadfast to the idea that because
“clothes are intended to be worn in public space; we dress for others not for ourselves”
(Crane 237). Crane’s statement here is, of course, in reference to the larger societal
impact of clothing as a part of material culture, as previously discussed, and how the
clothing may be used to fit into certain social groups or identities. However, I am of the
opinion that the latter statement, at its core, minimizes some of the individual
opportunities that dressing for oneself can provide. Fashion is not about seeking the
approval of others; it is first about seeking the approval of oneself. This is why some
choose to flaunt their personal style with courage, even when faced with the possibility of
questioning stares or judgmental commentary, with commendation from others serving as
icing on the cake, so to speak.
One of the best examples of someone who is living their life and using fashion to
represent her most authentic self is Iris Apfel. She is a 96-year-old fashion icon of New
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York City, her life and perspective detailed in countless documentaries, notably the 2015
release Iris, directed by Albert Maysles. Apfel is known for her signature use of
accessories, adorned with giant beads, chunky bracelets, and owl-like circular glasses. A
photograph of her, serving as an example of her style, is shown in Figure G in the
Appendix. In the film, she emphasizes that her style is not intellectual, and it is all based
on her gut feeling, saying “it just has to feel right with me. Every time I do it, I do it a
different way,” referring to the daily evaluation of what pieces feel most authentic to who
she is and what she wants to present on that particular day.
Regardless of the level of outlandishness an outfit might display, the benefits of
dressing for one’s own truth of spirit often make worth it, in spite of the appraisals of
others. These advantages are too valuable to be written off as simply a means to seek
approval from others. The most obvious reward of dressing authentically is that it can
make the wearer feel happier, more confident, and comfortable in their own skin.
Discovering who we are in an aesthetic sense can be enlightening, and that greater
understanding of the self allows for that heightened sense of fun in what could like a
chore. In the text Change Your Clothes, Change Your Life, the author, George Brescia,
says:
“..you may feel your emotions surrounding your clothing become suffused with a lightness and a joy you haven’t felt since those high school days. Despite all the struggles you previously had with your clothing, you may rediscover a sense of fun . . . On a deeper level, you will certainly feel an increased sense of poise and self-confidence. An outfit you feel 100 percent proud of is an immeasurably powerful baseline with which to start your day. You will notice the difference the instant you step out of your door, and the benefits will only accrue through the days, weeks, and months that follow” (266-267).
We don’t need a book to tell us this, as it is something we all know is true. Whether it is
something experienced daily, once in a lifetime, or even if it is only experienced it in the
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imagination, most people recognize the power of clothing. This is especially true for
special occasions like weddings, with white gowns holding a special place in the hearts of
many traditional brides in the U.S., or graduations, with a cap and gown denoting
accomplishment, etc. It is once we are able to go beyond this event-based celebration of
clothing, instead recognizing the daily power of our stylistic selections, that we can use
fashion for the purpose of self-discovery, representation, and love.
Even though this desire to represent oneself is internally motivated, and has
indisputable emotional benefits, the virtues may extend beyond how it makes one feel.
Fashion can be used to show the world who you are, and this sense of authenticity can
allow you to attract likeminded individuals, open new doors, and even strengthen
connections with others.
While some situations, such as those that I focus on in the creative body of work
for this thesis, do require meeting certain expectations, it remains my choice to adhere to
those expectations because I want to reap some of the benefits of doing so. A very simple
example of this is the choice to wear an adequately warm coat in the winter. It is clothing,
and therefore represents a stylistic choice, but the practical demands of the situation, such
as staying warm in frigid temperatures, are something that I also want to take advantage
of. Another example is choosing to wear business attire to a job interview. I want to show
the company something about myself, the person they are considering hiring, but I also
want to prove to them, on some level, within the context and expectations of our specific
culture and society, that I am a professional. Dressing well has been scientifically shown
to increase my chances of getting a job (Brescia 4), and because that is, of course, the
ultimate goal of my attending a job interview, I am willing to take into consideration the
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ways in which I dress can help me achieve that objective. Therefore, I am continuing to
dress for myself, representing who I am, and while in pursuit of my own goals, I am
choosing to strategically abide by certain expectations the particular situation suggests. In
fashion, especially once the metaphorical door of designing and creating one’s own
clothes is unlocked, it seems there will always be a way to balance the need for personal
expression and the necessities of circumstance.
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CHAPTER II
INHIBITORS OF DRESSING FOR THE SELF
In my life, I have become acutely aware of the impact clothing has on my mood,
and even how my mood impacts which clothing I choose to wear. During periods of my
life in which I have lost a sense of who I was, often due to struggles with emotional
mental health, it became more difficult to dress in ways that felt truly representative of
myself, likely because I no longer felt as sure of just who that person was. I would fall
into the rut of wearing the same so-called uniform every day, like jeans or leggings with a
simple shirt, no accessories, etc. I knew that I always felt better when I cared about my
appearance and worked to put together outfits, but the effort it required often felt
insurmountable. It was almost like it was easier just to give up and blend in, feeling
unhappy, than to put myself out there.
Thankfully, those times did not last forever for me, and every time I came out of
it, I was able to rediscover my love of fashion. However, it is because I love fashion and
care deeply about how I present myself and whether I feel authentic in what I choose to
wear that I can still sometimes find myself in an emotional struggle with my closet. In
many ways, I am very fortunate in my life to have the freedoms that I do, including my
freedoms of clothing choice. However, in discussing a topic such as this, it is essential to
acknowledge my own privilege and to recognize the perspectives and struggles of others.
There are countless reasons why one could feel inhibited or even completely prevented
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from dressing for themselves, while still other factors exist as social or cultural norms
that one might independently choose to adhere to. Each individual topic within this
section could easily fill volumes on its own, and while they are not the predominant focus
of this project, it remains important to note and briefly discuss them here for the sake of
thoroughness.
A negative interaction of fashion and mood is one of the more apparent inhibitors
of authentic dress; an equally negative association with fashion occurs with the desire to
dress more fashionably, but not knowing where to begin. If anything indicates the
pressure many feel to dress in a certain way, it is the vast selection of fashion help books.
Unfortunately, the majority of these texts seem to focus on correcting a negative or
making the reader better, under a closed-minded definition of the word, according to
some vague, collective group of others, with promises of making the individual seem
skinnier, sexier, wealthier, more likable, etc. Certain texts push readers to feel shame
about their bodies, with titles like How Not to Look Fat by Danica Lo, Does This Make
Me Look Fat? by Leah Feldon, How to Never Look Fat Again by Charla Krupp, and
countless others. In fact, when visiting the library, this type of book dominates most of
the fashion help section. Others are thinly veiled attempts by stylists-turned-authors to
impose their own opinions upon those seeking advice. While there are some standout
written works that truly have the best interest of the reader in mind (see a brief list of
suggestions in the Appendix, Table A), they are few and far between, and it is the
potential reader’s inundation with these surface-level texts that makes the task of
discovering oneself through fashion feel impossible, and to some, perhaps no longer
worth pursuing.
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As is implied by the previous listing of books, body type is a factor that can
impact clothing choice. For many years, fashion glamorized the ultra-thin, and as a result,
plus-sized clothing was harder to find, had fewer options, and was even more expensive,
according to Tim Gunn’s 2016 op-ed for the Washington Post. However, in the very
recent past, there has been a major shift, as companies are finally starting to recognize the
validity of this market segment, according to a 2017 article in The Economist titled “The
Forgotten Majority: The Fashion Industry Pays Attention to Plus-Size Women.” The
article states:
“A frequently-cited study . . . by Plunkett Research, a market-research firm, found that 67% of American women were “plus-size”, meaning size 14 or larger. . . in 2016, only 18% of clothing sold was plus-size, according to NPD Group, another research firm” (The Economist).
The article then goes on to discuss the beginnings of progress that the industry has shown
to become more inclusive to all body types, but that it is still not even close to the level
that it should be.
In addition to these concerns about the range of available sizes, there remains the
concern of the fit of the clothing in general. Most people realize how difficult it can be to
find something as simple as a pair of jeans that actually fit well. While it is certainly
cheaper for manufacturers to produce clothing in a single, standardized shape, large
groups of people are left with only ill-fitting options. Fit is a key component to feeling
good in clothing, as George Brescia states, “whatever your size and shape, well-fitting
clothes send the message that you’re confident about your body, where ill-fitting clothes
telegraph uncertainty and a lack of confidence” (53). Part of the complication of fit is the
issue of vanity sizing, as Time magazine discusses in the article “One Size Fits None”:
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“The rise of so-called vanity sizing has rendered most labels meaningless. As Americans have grown physically larger, brands have shifted their metrics to make shoppers feel skinnier—so much so that a women’s size 12 in 1958 is now a size 6. Those numbers are even more confusing given that a pair of size-6 jeans can vary in the waistband by as much as 6 in., according to one estimate” (Time).
The U.S. once had a universal system of sizing that all clothing manufacturers adhered to,
but by the early 80s, it was no longer in use. Of course, there is no universal body type,
but lacking even a basic system of sizing means that the majority of people will have a
difficult time finding well-fitting clothes now, and the clothes that they do have may all
have different numeric sizes, according to the tag. Endlessly trying on clothes is often the
only option, and it can be frustrating to the point that many give up. Furthmore, the
option to try things on exists only in brick-and-mortar retail environments, which is
falling by the wayside with the rise of online shopping (Sanburn, Time).
Another important factor that contributes to or restricts one’s ability to dress in a
certain way is money. As Hadley Freeman puts it in The Meaning of Sunglasses, “That
fashion generally involves the expenditure of money is probably the most common
criticism of it” (168). It is true that fashion and money go hand in hand, with the industry
arguably being one of the strongest ties between business and art. Certain styles are
accessible only to the elite, for instance, luxurious designer brands, or “the fact that the
cost of furs makes them attainable to only the richest provides their wearers with the thrill
of exclusion” (Arnold 16). Even the line of clothing that I created for this project was
made possible through generous monetary academic grants, and without them I would
not have been able to accomplish anything even close what I was able to, because I
would not have been able to afford it. The financial demands that the fashion industry
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places on the consumer permeate not only the ready-to-wear market, but even those who
try to circumvent it by making their own clothes.
With today’s interconnected global businesses and cultures, designs that start out
as available to only the upper echelon are quickly reimagined, sometimes ripped off, by
lower cost manufacturers, making way for the world of fast fashion we find ourselves in
today, dominated by players such as H&M and Forever21 (Bain, The Atlantic). For this
reason, fashion is more accessible than ever, but the environmental and ethical costs
sometimes associated with these brands can weigh heavily on the consumer. Therefore,
spending money on the higher end labels is financially unfeasible, and buying the lower
cost versions brings the aforementioned issues along with lower quality and durability, so
it is difficult to find a way to win.
Another obstacle in dressing for oneself is the consideration of practicality in
terms of the weather or activities. For instance, if one’s lifestyle demands that they walk a
lot, there is some necessity to wearing comfortable shoes. Another example is that in a
climate like the state of Maine’s, one must have clothing appropriate for all types of
conditions, from blizzards to beach days. For the sake of functionality, it is easy to feel
constrained by wearing certain pieces, and once those habits are established, it is even
more difficult to break away from them.
One of the biggest inhibitors of dressing for oneself stems from location. Location
has less to do with physical location (though that is incorporated when it comes to factors
like weather, discussed above), and more to do with the culture and society of that
particular area. For example, one wouldn’t expect to see someone going out to dinner in,
say, Topeka, Kansas in the same outfit as someone doing the same in New York City.
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Some of this is self-selecting, as some people are able to move to areas where they feel
they fit in better, but when someone is brought up in a location that they feel they don’t
belong, it can be hard to branch and wear the kinds of fashion to which they might
someday aspire. This kind of constrictive homogeneity can take place on an even smaller
scale, such as the overabundance of Abercrombie & Fitch and Hollister branded clothing
that I remember being surrounded by in middle school, or the hundreds of pairs of Bean
boots paired with Patagonia fleeces at the University of Maine. There is absolutely
nothing wrong with these stylistic choices, but when one wants to deviate from that norm,
it can feel uncomfortable, both for the wearer and the onlooker, sometimes enough to
discourage any deviation at all.
Relating to culture, religion can also play a role in the way that people dress.
Numerous religions around the world have norms related to clothing for people involved
at different levels. For discussion’s sake, a focus will be placed upon Islam, as it is
perhaps the religion most commonly associated with modest dress, especially for women,
who often wear garments such as the hijab head covering, or the loose abaya dress (Arabs
in America, University of North Carolina). While some may view this as oppressive,
many of the women who actually wear the garments do so out of personal preference.
They view it as a sign of respect for themselves, others, and Allah, and an essential part
of their culture, as discussed in Dr. John Turner’s Honors 112 lecture on the Holy Qur’an
in March of 2015. Furthermore, some of these Muslim women even take the opportunity
to enhance the style of their modest garments. This is discussed in the essay titled “Glam
Abaya: Contemporary Emirati Couture” by Jan C. Kreidler in the book Fashion Talks,
saying:
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“In the search for modern styles that do not offend religious and cultural customs, most fashionable Muslim women wear conservative, more conventionally attractive abayat. A Gulf News reader writes, ‘We Emirati women wear the abaya because it is our cultural dress and our culture is defined by our religion, Islam. That is why it is a beautiful, conservative way to be a good Muslim and an elegant woman.’ . . . One design team claims, ‘The EFFA ‘Abaya Couture’ customer is an independent, active and modern woman that wants her abaya to reflect her personality whilst keeping her cultural identity’” (141).
This brief discussion on a subset of the fashion of Islam serves as a single example of
how the cultural norms of some religions influence dressing, but at the same time, they
may also encourage new ways of exploring personal style. This message, of course,
becomes more complicated for individuals that are involved in various religions against
their will, or out of fear of retribution. In any case, religion is a factor that influences the
ways people dress.
A final possible inhibitor of dressing for the self to be discussed here is the
individual’s gender identity. This topic is one that is especially broad and is an ever-
growing conversation in today’s society. In the essay “Dressing Left” in Fashion Talks,
author Shira Tarrant writes:
“Gender is a continuum of identities and presentations of self. As such, there is no binary, there is no Other. . . The even larger question that remains unanswered is whether it is ever really possible that mainstream images of fashion and style can move beyond a binary of masculine and feminine in opposition to each other . . . Or does the coding of masculinity and femininity run so deeply through our collective psyches that any attempt to subvert this phenomenon will remain incomplete?” (49).
While in some circles, acceptance of the multitude of identities grows, there is still a
great deal of prejudice, and this lack of acceptance makes it more difficult for many
individuals to come out, and when they do, they can often be faced with criticism or even
violence (Astor, New York Times). For trans people who are unable to come out, they
may feel as if the clothes they wear in their birth-assigned gender (as opposed to the
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gender they identify as) are in betrayal of their true self. Furthermore, as the quote above
emphasizes, fashion and traditional gender roles have long been intertwined, so clothing
can feel especially restrictive for those who do not identify in that anachronistic binary.
The topics discussed here in relation to their impact on fashion, including
emotions, accessibility, body type and sizing, money, practicality, culture, religion, and
gender identity each carry their own weight, and often, it is likely that multiple categories
could apply to any one person. To conclude the discussion on restrictions of dress, one
final example should be acknowledged, and that is the significance of the uniform.
People wear uniforms in many circumstances, including service jobs, the military, and
even prison. The one commonality in each of these situations is that the uniform is
designed to remove the sense of individuality from its wearer. This practice alone is
enough to demonstrate the power of fashion for representation of the self, as well as how
restrictions on these choices can have an indisputable impact.
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CHAPTER III
WORKS AND PROCESS
The predominant component of my thesis is the creative work that I have done in
the design and physical creation of a capsule wardrobe of clothing, to be discussed in this
chapter. The concept of the capsule wardrobe means that many of the pieces can be worn
together in different combinations to create multiple harmonious looks. This chapter is
broken down into sections for each situation: Cold Weather, Everyday, Professional, and
First Impressions. For each, I first provide a brief description of each piece that I have
created, and then an abbreviated history of the type of garment, as appropriate. Then, I
discuss the concept and reasoning of each finished piece(s), followed by a more in depth
discussion of the process, ending with a photo of the finished garment(s).
It should be noted that in the fashion design industry, patterns are typically used
as a starting point for garments, commonly referred to as slopers (Mahon 53). While I
have had years of experience in sewing, I am relatively new to the practice of making
clothing. Thus, an essential part of my process was the adaptation of basic patterns (listed
in Works Cited and in Table B in the Appendix). Beginning with the pattern as a general
starting template for a certain cut or style, I adapted each as needed to have the optimal fit
for my body, and to reflect the ideas I had for the design of each piece. Each piece
discussed in this thesis was constructed by me in my makeshift basement sewing studio at
my home in Bangor, Maine.
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The color scheme for the line was established early on as an adapted primary, so
rather than the potentially childish red, yellow, and blue, it would be pink, yellow-orange,
and a rich cobalt blue, with the addition of white as a neutral. This functions as a sort of
grown up version of the palette, maintaining a sense of youthful fun, but applied to more
grown up pieces. Additionally, all pieces were finished with woven labels, showing my
name, Cara Doiron, in sparkly gold on a pink background (see Appendix, Figure H).
These furthered the idea of building a brand, and also forging a stronger personal
connection with the pieces as an extension of myself.
Cold Weather
The first piece created for this collection is a three-quarter length winter coat in
blue faux fur, with matching blue satin lining, a hidden Thinsulate interior lining, with
exterior, two-way, lined pockets. While coats for warmth and style have a long history,
this particular type stems from the 1920s cocoon coat (Vintage Dancer). They were
typically made of wool at the time, though fur was a common addition around necklines,
as well as making up entire coats. Particularly in the early to mid 1900s, fur was seen as a
symbol of status, and more recently, “the haute symbol of the Lady, the fur coat, the
emblem of both the aloof aristocrat and the kept mistress, has seen a tentative revival on
the catwalks of high fashion since the mid-1990s” (Arnold 15). More and more brands
are now declaring themselves fur-free, instead utilizing faux fur as I have done here. In
fact, after I had already made this piece, numerous fashion news outlets, declared brightly
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colored faux fur coats a major trend at New York Fashion Week for Fall 2018, which
took place in February of 2018.
Concept
Winter is a big part of living in Maine, and most people have a winter coat that
they wear simply for the sake of staying as warm as possible. The stylistic options for
these ultra-warm coats are typically limited and very plain, as it is something we must
wear nearly every day for months at a time and therefore requires versatility. I was
intrigued by the idea of a coat that is just as warm as any coat by L.L. Bean or Canada
Goose, but far more high fashion and luxurious than any of the existing options that were
designed predominantly with practicality in mind. The resulting coat is very warm and
cozy, proven to keep its wearer comfortable in cold temperatures, while remaining a fun
and vibrant piece that might actually make someone look forward to winter.
Process
I had been seeing a lot of three-quarter length coats in my visual research, and
loved the polish they added to any outfit, and, of course, the extended length would
contribute to the warmth of the coat. I knew that I wanted to do a faux fur in a bright
color, and after ordering a myriad of samples from Mood Fabrics, a rich and vibrant
cobalt stood out to me in a way that I could not ignore. I remember leaving a meeting
with my thesis advisors in the evening during Fall of 2017, and the sky was the exact
color of the blue fur. It felt like just the inspiration I needed to move forward with the
design. The color feels fun, yet grown up and is truly a treat for the eyes. The pile of the
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fur was short enough that it was fuzzy and fun, rather than the less desirable adjective of
hairy. I later acquired blue satin in a matching tone for the lining.
I started the process by cutting the gigantic spread of faux fur on my living room
floor, leaving some remnants of bright blue fuzz even after multiple rounds of
vacuuming. I sewed the thick fur exterior on my sewing machine. The next step was the
satin lining, which proved to be very slippery both to cut and to sew, so I ended up hand
sewing the entire satin lining. The coat was meant to be oversized to some extent, but it
was far too large for what I was envisioning, so I adapted the pieces, creating a narrower
collar in exchange for a more fitted profile. I incorporated two-way pockets into the
design as something very practical for the wearer. This means that one can put something
in the top of the pocket and put their hands in the side pocket, with each part of the
pocket separately lined in satin. It took a lot of trial and error to figure out the mechanics
of the design, but eventually each part was successfully constructed and sewn on by hand.
Before stitching the exterior and satin lining together, I decided to incorporate an
additional Thinsulate lining in between the layers. This was a low volume way to take the
coat from something for mildly cold weather to something that I could actually wear in
frigid winter temperatures. Essentially, I ended up making three coats: one fur, one satin,
and one Thinsulate. Then, I hand stitched them together to form the complete,
consolidated coat. Circular gold buttons were chosen as the finishing detail with hidden
sewn on snaps beneath them, as sewing a button hole through the three layers of the coat
would have been nearly impossible for my non-industrial sewing machine. Surprisingly,
choosing the buttons was one of the more difficult decisions in making this coat. I wanted
them to complement the simple shape of the coat, but they needed have at the same luxe
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feeling that the coat itself
had. The circular shape is
simple but is made more
grand with the shiny gold
finish and hammered
appearance. The coat is
shown at right in Figure A.
Figure A: Cold Weather - Blue Faux Fur Coat
Everyday
This look consists of a white peplum top with embroidery on the sleeves and
stitched borders around the neckline and sleeve edges. The top is complemented by a pair
of custom fit high waist, skinny leg jeans with a zipper fly and back pockets. The T-shirt
and jeans is a staple of American dress, with their specific pairing a result of a 1950s film
archetype, the “working class rebel . . . a costume consisting of blue jeans, black leather
jackets, and T-shirts” (Crane 182). As discussed by Tim Gunn in his Fashion Bible, jeans
themselves have much older origins. Denim itself was invented in Genoa, Italy in the 16th
century. Designed as a sturdy garment for laboring, the first pair of jeans were patented
by Levi Strauss and Jacob Davis in 1872. Gunn also notes that “that the only reason blue
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jeans are blue today is that the fabric was easy to dye indigo” (Gunn, Tim Gunn’s
Fashion Bible 41). Gunn also examines the history of t-shirts, emphasizing that, though
they have existed as undergarments for hundreds of years, they only started being worn in
public in the 1940s. Since then, t-shirts have grown to become ubiquitous, available in
every iteration and design one could imagine, exemplifying casual clothing in America
and abroad.
Concept
For this look, I wanted something that I could wear on a normal day, when I
might be going to class, running errands, etc. but that would also feel special and true to
myself. T-shirts often seem too casual in a way that makes me feel sloppy, so this piece
has been elevated and personalized in style, with a peplum waist and embroidery, and
material, through the use of a thicker, slightly stretchy fabric. These details provide a
whimsical and artistic flair and help to represent some of my own personality.
I wanted to create a pair of jeans for an everyday look because they are one of the
items of clothing I wear most, but simultaneously one of the hardest to find, a challenge
that surely many can also attest to. I have found it to be especially true in my own life
that clothes that fit well feel very empowering, while clothes that do not fit feel frumpy
and can disintegrate my confidence. Therefore, tailoring was a key element in the success
of this piece. Essentially, I aimed to create the pair of jeans I always wanted but could
never afford, with custom fit, flattering and versatile dark wash, skinny leg, and high
waist. They are finished with a hammered appearance gold metal button, referencing the
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buttons on the blue fur coat, and adding a sophisticated element to the otherwise casual
jeans.
Process
For the top of this look, I knew that I wanted to incorporate embroidery because it
would add a very unique, personal, handmade quality to the piece. Additionally, I have
long admired embroidery in its various forms, particularly the style of the Mexican
indigenous people, Otomi, and their tenango style (an example of this style is provided in
the Appendix, Figure I). In creating my embroidery designs, I was also inspired by the
heart motifs used by one of my favorite artists, Keith Haring (see Appendix, Figure J).
After a lot of sketching and planning, I eventually decided to locate the main
embroidered designs on the sleeve panels, a placement that made it feel more like a high-
end detail, rather than a graphic T-shirt. The borders are made up of adapted lazy daisy
stitch and French knots, visually tying the full piece together. The colors used in my
embroidery were chosen to reference the other pieces in the collection, adhering to the
aforementioned planned color scheme for the line as a whole. A detail photograph of the
embroidery can be seen in the Appendix, Figure K.
Before beginning the physical construction of the shirt, I completed all of the
embroidery on the cut fabric components that would later form the garment. One thing
that sometimes bothers me about wearing t-shirts is that I don’t feel as feminine in them
as I would like to, and thus I added a peplum waist which helped emphasize more of an
hourglass shape. This was achieved by using the gather technique on a piece of fabric
wider than the shirt’s body, purposefully puckering the stitches evenly across the seam.
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The scoop neckline is both more comfortable and more polished than a standard crew
neck. The edge was covered with another piece of fabric to give it a smooth line, rather
than needing to cut notches, aided by the slight stretch in the chosen material. The sleeves
are fitted in a way to emphasize the embroidery, with similar edge covering to match the
neckline.
According to most denim jean size charts, I often find myself one size for my
hips, multiple sizes smaller for my waist, and drowning in too long inseams. When I do
find a pair that fits, the fabric usually incorporates stretch, but after wearing the pants for
even just a few hours, they are often stretched out and no longer fit well. The jeans
created for this project are one hundred percent cotton, and this lack of stretch means I
had to be sure they were tailored to exactly my body size. Working with the reference
pattern for this piece, I first cut the full pieces of the size supposedly required to fit the
widest part of my body, my hips, out of muslin material. Using these pieces, I created a
fabric pattern for the jeans as custom tailored to my body by pinning the pieces, basting
them together, checking for fit, and then repeating the process until the desired fit was
achieved. This took many iterations, but once the muslin pair was complete, I
deconstructed it and used the components as pattern pieces to cut out the denim pieces,
and I subsequently made the final pair of jeans.
I chose to forgo the side pockets, because not only do I never use them, but they
are also difficult to use, especially in high wasted pants. However, I made sure to
incorporate sizable back pockets because I habitually use those to hold items. I also did
not include belt loops because I don’t typically like wearing belts, and since the jeans are
fit to my body, I don’t need a belt to keep the pants up. They are finished with a zipper
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fly, which I had to experiment with to figure out the mechanics of. I had sewn in zippers
before, but this was my first attempt at incorporating it as a part of a fly, so I kept
working with it until I figured out a way that was successful. The most difficult part of
the jeans beyond just getting the fit right was creating the buttonhole. The layers of denim
were so thick that it was hard to get my sewing machine to successfully stitch through,
and ripping the hole was also very difficult. I chose a button that was smaller but a
similar style to that chosen for the coat, gold metallic with a hammered texture,
referencing the blue and gold of the faux fur coat. It takes a few times wearing a pair of
jeans for the fabric to start to relax, so they are still somewhat stiff and the button can be
difficult to maneuver at times, but the more they are worn, the easier they become to
wear. The top and jeans are shown below in Figure B and Figure C, respectively.
Figure B: Everyday - Embroidered Top Figure C: Everyday - Jeans
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Professional
The professional look for this collection is a pink ladies’ business suit, consisting
of a blazer and a skirt. The material is a printed linen cotton canvas. The blazer has
pockets and a gold button closure, and the skirt has a zipper closure with an additional
decorative button, matching that of the blazer. According to Tim Gunn’s Fashion Bible,
the origin of the suit as we know it was likely a mandate made by King Charles II
requiring members of the English court to wear pants and a waistcoat, essentially a suit,
done in response to a similar decree of wardrobe standardization by France’s Louis XIV.
The modern suit that we know today stemmed from Londoner George Brian Brummell in
the early 1800s (Gunn 152-153), with the city’s Savile Row remaining the premiere
destination for bespoke suits to this day. These suits were all for men at that point,
serving as “the epitome of style that expresses social class distinctions” (Crane 173).
Women began to wear suits in the 1980s, and according to Gunn:
“traditional business clothes for woman originated from tailored menswear, and this is a trend that regrettably continues, even though women are a major presence in pretty much every sector of the working world . . . The most common thing I hear from women who wear male-tailored clothes to the workplace is that it’s because they don’t want to risk being unprofessional. However, it is possible to be both feminine and professional” (Gunn 164-166).
Concept
This suit was one of the first things I knew I wanted to create as part of this
collection. My field of study is business administration, more specifically finance, a field
still dominated by men to this day. In my academic and professional career, I have
attended numerous events in which the expectation has been for me to dress in a
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professional way. However, when I discovered that the women’s suit was just an
adaptation of a man’s suit, I was inspired to make the most unapologetically woman-
centric business look that I could, while still maintaining the classic elements of a suit.
Pink is a color assigned as traditionally feminine, founded in the last century of fashion
history and instilled in our society from young age. Though that designation may
arguably be outdated, its power as a symbol of feminism persists in our culture. Thus, I
made a blazer and matching skirt in an undeniably bright pink hue.
In my own life, pink is one of my favorite colors, and I have a treasured
photograph of my grandmother wearing a pink suit (see Appendix Figure L). Once, at a
family gathering, I proclaimed that I hoped I could have a job one day that would allow
me to wear a pink suit, and a male member of my extended family replied that I would
“never be taken seriously in something like that.” Of course, this only motivated me
further to make that goal happen, and now I have the suit to do it in.
Process
Although this was one of the first concrete ideas I had for my collection, it was
one of the last to actually be constructed. I looked far and wide for the perfect fabric,
something with the right texture, weight, and most importantly, the right color pink. After
unsuccessfully searching for weeks, I came up with the solution of getting the exact pink
I wanted printed on fabric through the company Spoonflower. I selected a linen cotton
canvas out of their available options because it is sturdy enough for structured pieces
such as these, but it is still soft and breathable.
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Much like the jeans, the suit’s skirt required a lot of modification from the pattern
sizing to fit properly. A zipper was installed on the side with a sewn on snap closure
added to further secure it, with a decorative button added on the exterior using the same
type as on the jeans. The blazer, though comprised of many pieces and likely the most
complicated construction of the pieces made in this thesis, went together much as
expected according to my research in the pattern and garment type with minimal
additional tailoring required. The most difficult part was getting the lapels to lay flat with
no puckers after attaching the facing and flipping it back to show the right side of the
fabric. I created a button closure on the blazer, again using the same type as on the other
pieces. Pockets were added on the front exterior as a stylistic element, but also as a
solution to never having
functioning pockets in blazers, as
they are usually stitched shut for
appearance. Interior edges were
finished using pinking shears to
prevent fraying. The completed
suit is shown here, in Figure D.
Figure D: Professional - Pink Suit (Blazer and Skirt)
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First Impressions
This dress has a wide circle skirt and a scooped back with a bow across the top. It
is sleeveless and has a high waist. The top and bottom components of the dress are each
adorned with a custom designed print. It has a waistline reminiscent of the early 1800s
Napoleonic era’s empire waist, which saw more recent resurgences of popularity in the
1960s and 1990s, but when combined with the sleeveless bodice and boat neckline, it is
most aesthetically related to 1960s gowns (Gunn 50).
Concept
The title given to this situation is “First Impressions,” but the idea actually began
in consideration of what one might wear on a first date. In The Meaning of Sunglasses,
Hadley Freeman states, “Of course you want to look nice for your date. But do you know
what looks best of all? You feeling comfortable, relaxed and confident that you look
good” (Freeman 55). I sought to find a way to dress up but still feel like myself, and to
depict something about my personality through shape, color, and print. The voluminous
circle skirt is airy and playful, but the length makes it elegant as well, while the exposed
back paired with the high boat neck references 1960s fashion. The colors of the dress are
consistent with the line’s overall palette.
I wanted to use this dress as a canvas for a print designed by me. The circle motif
is emblematic of a solar eclipse, with a total eclipse on the top of the dress, and partial
eclipses in repeating block on the lower portion. I chose this imagery because I shared my
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22nd birthday with the total solar eclipse on August 21, 2017. I witnessed it on the streets
of New York City with thousands of strangers, and I somehow felt connected to all of
them through that shared experience. In the July 4th, 2017 episode of the podcast The
Love Bomb with Nico Tortorella, the host interviewed astrology coach Jennifer Racioppi
and she made a statement that someone who shared their birthday with an eclipse would
have a “monumental year.” Despite not being much of a believer in astrology, I adopted
this phrase as my own, and as such it became somewhat of a self-fulfilling prophecy. In
the time since my birthday and the eclipse, I have had amazing opportunities and
experiences unlike I have ever had before, and the work I have done in this thesis is part
of that. Thus, the eclipse became very personally important to me because it is symbolic
of everything I have been able to accomplish this year and everything that is to come in
my future, so utilizing this imagery for the dress represents this special time in my life.
Process
This dress is the most structurally consistent with the sewing pattern used, and
thus I must credit its designer, Andrea Katz. However, the way that I made this design
my own was through the creation of the custom prints adorning the dress. I have had
previous experience designing prints, but this was the first time creating one to be put on
fabric. I knew I wanted to incorporate the eclipse motif, but it took a great deal of
sketching and planning to determine just how it might translate into a print, the placement
of the print on the dress, and the color layout within the print itself. I chose to portray a
singular total eclipse on the top portion of the dress because the total eclipse is, in the
lives of many, and especially for me as it fell on my birthday, a once in a lifetime event.
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Partial eclipses are still special but are much more common, which is why they repeat in
more abundance in a repeating block on the lower half of the dress. Concentric circles as
well as gradating colors were common elements in 1960s design, so this tied into the
physical style of the dress as well.
To create the pattern, I designed a block to repeat in Adobe Illustrator, and
uploaded it to the Spoonflower website, the same site I used to print the custom pink
fabric for my suit. For the top component of the dress, I simply made one large block
with the single eclipse motif in the center, and had them print it one time, as opposed to
repeating it. I selected a sateen material because it was lightweight enough to have a
beautiful drape in the skirt, and it was slightly shimmery to add textural sophistication to
the dress.
This piece, like the blue coat, required large amounts of fabric and I once again
found myself with my fabric spread out across the living room floor. I incorporated
interfacing into the top of the dress to give it more structure. For the bow, I chose to make
it double sided, with the solid blue on one side and the partial eclipse print on the other,
so that the solid color would connect with the back panels of the dress, but the print
would peek through the bow when tied. The inside of the top of the dress was finished
with facing. For ease of wearing, I installed a zipper and hook-and-eye closure at the top
of the skirt. The dress and an image of the back with bow detail are shown on the
following page in Figure E and F, respectively.
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Figure E: First Impressions - Dress
Figure F: First Impressions - Dress (back detail)
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CHAPTER IV
CONCLUSION
This thesis project has provided me with the immensely valuable
opportunity for me to further explore the field of fashion design. Through its process, I
have grown in my skill and knowledge of various garments and their construction. I have
also learned about how fashion impacts my own life through self-discovery, and the
reflection required to make clothes that represent who I am while fulfilling various sets of
expectations. My research has shown that I am not alone in the experience of being
deeply impacted by the clothing I choose to wear, and the intertwined history of fashion
and self-expression is a testament to that.
Making clothing, especially for oneself, inherently forges a unique and very
personal connection with it. It is akin to creating a portrait of someone, and how after
studying their face so intently and recreating it with paint and a brush, you never see it
the same way again. The pieces I have made exist as a capsule wardrobe, but also as a
time capsule that represents who I am at this time in my life, represented through the
power of fashion. I struggled with the concept of being finished with the project, because
despite the countless hours of work I put into it, it somehow didn’t feel like enough.
Upon further reflection, it seems that this feeling stems not from a sense of inadequacy,
but instead from the feeling that the possibilities of what I could create in the future are
wide open. In that way, I recognize that the conclusion of this thesis is, in reality, only the
beginning.
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APPENDIX
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APPENDIX: SUPPLEMENTARY CONTENT
Figure G: Iris Apfel at One Kings Lane's NYC offices, 2014, by Ryan Dixon
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Table A: An Abbreviated List of Recommendations of Fashion Self Help Books
Title Author Change Your Clothes, Change Your Life: Because You Can’t Go Naked
George Brescia
You Are What You Wear: What Your Clothes Reveal About You
Dr. Jennifer Baumgartner
Tim Gunn: A Guide to Quality, Taste, & Style
Tim Gunn & Kate Moloney
Table B: Pattern Sources, Adapted for Use
Garment Pattern Company Pattern Number Pattern Title Cold Weather/ Blue Coat
Burda Style 6736 Jacket & Coat
Everyday/Top Simplicity 8367 Pattern Hacking: Misses’ Knit Top with Options for Design Hacking
Everyday/Jeans McCall’s M7547 Misses’ Jeans and Overalls
Professional New Look 6035 Misses’ Seven Sizes in One
First Impressions Vogue Patterns V1102 Misses’ Back Bow Dress
41
Figure H: Woven Labels
Figure I: Otomi tenango (embroidery) from Mexico, Photo from the Museum of Applied Arts & Sciences in Sydney, Australia
42
Figure J: Haring, Keith. Untitled. 1987. Silkscreen. The Keith Haring Foundation.
Figure K: Everyday - Embroidered Top (detail)
43
Figure L: My Grandmother in July of 1980 in her pink suit
44
AUTHOR’S BIOGRAPHY
Cara P. Doiron was born in Bangor, Maine on August 21, 1995. She grew up in Bangor
as well, attending Bangor High School and graduating in 2013. After taking a year off
after high school, she attended the University of Maine beginning in Fall of 2014 and
graduating in May of 2018. Cara majored in finance and was recognized as the top
graduating student in that program when she received the Academic Achievement in
Finance Award. She also has a concentration in entrepreneurship, a minor in graphic
design, and in addition to this creative Honors Thesis, participated in the International
Collegiate Business Strategy Competition as her business capstone, serving as Chief
Financial Officer on the Maine Business School 2018 team. She has received grants from
the Center for Undergraduate Research Fellowship and the Slavin Research Fund to put
towards the completion of this Honors Thesis. Cara is also a member of Beta Gamma
Sigma and Phi Kappa Phi honors societies.
Professionally, Cara has worked with numerous Maine businesses as a part of the
Innovate for Maine Fellowship program, through the Foster Center for Student
Innovation. Upon graduation, she plans to travel to Italy and Greece, and then to begin
her business career.
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10 14 18 21
Intr
oduc
tion
1
Ide
nti
ty a
nd
fa
sh
ion
are
in
trin
sic
all
y c
on
ne
cte
d.
Ev
ery
on
e s
ays
so
me
thin
g
wit
h
the
ir
sty
le,
an
d
ev
ery
on
e
ma
ke
s
de
cis
ion
s
ab
ou
t h
ow
to
p
rese
nt
the
mse
lve
s
on
a
d
ail
y
ba
sis
. E
ve
n
the
pe
op
le w
ho
cla
im t
o n
ot
ca
re a
bo
ut
fash
ion
sti
ll m
ust
bu
y t
he
ir
clo
thin
g a
nd
ch
oo
se
h
ow
to
w
ea
r it
. Id
ea
lly,
fash
ion
co
uld
b
e
use
d t
o r
ep
rese
nt
on
e’s
mo
st
tru
e s
elf
as a
n a
esth
eti
c e
xte
rio
r
to re
pre
se
nt
the
p
ers
on
w
ith
in.
Fo
r so
me
, th
is p
roce
ss ca
n b
e
empo
wer
ing
and
mak
e a
nota
ble
diff
eren
ce in
moo
d, c
onfid
ence
, a
nd
se
lf-a
cce
pta
nce
. H
ow
ev
er,
fo
r o
the
rs, re
str
icti
on
s o
n c
loth
ing
,
wh
eth
er
ex
pli
cit
, o
ste
nsib
le,
or
inte
rna
l, c
an
ca
use
th
e w
ea
rer
to
feel
opp
ress
ed, n
ot o
nly
elim
inat
ing
the
bene
fit t
hat
can
com
e fr
om
d
ressin
g a
uth
en
tica
lly,
bu
t e
ve
n in
ve
rtin
g it
, le
av
ing
o
ne
wor
se o
ff t
han
they
fel
t be
fore
. Suc
h fa
ctor
s co
uld
incl
ude
fit,
mo
ne
y, w
ea
the
r, g
en
de
r id
en
tity
, b
od
y,
cu
ltu
re,
an
d m
ore
.
Th
is t
he
sis
pro
ject
tak
es t
his
co
nce
pt
an
d e
xa
min
es it
thro
ug
h
the
cre
ati
on
of
a c
ap
su
le w
ard
rob
e o
f clo
thin
g d
esig
ne
d a
nd
ma
de
for
me
, b
y m
e.
Ea
ch
lo
ok
ad
dre
sse
s o
ne
in
a s
eri
es o
f sit
ua
tio
ns
in w
hic
h I
ha
ve
fe
lt u
na
ble
to
dre
ss i
n a
wa
y t
ha
t m
ad
e m
e f
ee
l
like
the
best
ver
sion
of
mys
elf,
and
atte
mpt
s to
find
a s
olut
ion
that
sat
isfie
s bo
th t
he r
equi
rem
ents
of
the
circ
umst
ance
and
of
my o
wn
p
ers
on
al
sty
listi
c d
esir
es.
Th
e w
ritt
en
co
mp
on
en
ts o
f
the
th
esis
se
rve
as a
n e
xte
nd
ed
art
ist’
s s
tate
me
nt,
dis
cu
ssin
g t
he
wo
rks I
ha
ve
cre
ate
d a
nd
th
e p
roce
ss o
f th
eir
fo
rma
tio
n.
23
WARM
3
45
Col
d W
eath
erW
inte
r is
a b
ig p
art
of
liv
ing
in
Ma
ine
, a
nd
mo
st
pe
op
le h
av
e a
win
ter
co
at
the
y
we
ar
sim
ply
fo
r th
e s
ak
e o
f sta
yin
g a
s w
arm
as
po
ssib
le.
Th
e
sty
listi
c
op
tio
ns
for
the
se
ult
ra-w
arm
co
ats
a
re
typ
ica
lly
lim
ite
d
an
d
ve
ry p
lain
, a
s i
t is
so
me
thin
g w
e m
ust
we
ar
ne
arl
y e
ve
ry d
ay f
or
mo
nth
s a
t a
tim
e a
nd
ther
efor
e re
quire
s ve
rsat
ility
. I w
as in
trig
ued
by th
e id
ea
o
f a
co
at
tha
t is
ju
st
as w
arm
as a
ny c
oa
t b
y L
.L.
Be
an
or
Ca
na
da
Go
ose
,
bu
t fa
r m
ore
h
igh
fa
sh
ion
a
nd
lu
xu
rio
us
tha
n a
ny o
f th
e e
xis
tin
g o
pti
on
s th
at
we
re
de
sig
ne
d p
red
om
ina
ntl
y w
ith
pra
cti
ca
lity
in
min
d.
Th
e re
su
ltin
g co
at
is v
ery
w
arm
a
nd
co
zy,
pro
ve
n t
o k
ee
p i
ts w
ea
rer
co
mfo
rta
ble
in c
old
te
mp
era
ture
s,
wh
ile
re
ma
inin
g a
fu
n
an
d v
ibra
nt
pie
ce
th
at
mig
ht
actu
all
y m
ak
e
so
me
on
e l
oo
k f
orw
ard
to
win
ter.
I h
ad
b
ee
n
se
ein
g
an
d
a
lot
of
thre
e-
quar
ter
leng
th c
oats
in m
y vi
sual
res
earc
h,
and
love
d th
e po
lish
they
add
ed to
any
out
fit,
an
d,
of
co
urs
e,
the
e
xte
nd
ed
le
ng
th w
ou
ld
co
ntr
ibu
te t
o t
he
wa
rmth
of
the
co
at.
I k
ne
w
tha
t I w
an
ted
to
do
a f
au
x f
ur
in a
bri
gh
t co
lor,
an
d a
fte
r o
rde
rin
g a
myri
ad
of
sa
mp
les f
rom
Mo
od
Fa
bri
cs, a
ric
h a
nd
vib
ran
t co
ba
lt s
too
d
ou
t to
me
in
a w
ay t
ha
t I
co
uld
no
t ig
no
re.
I
rem
em
be
r le
av
ing
a m
ee
tin
g w
ith
my t
he
sis
ad
vis
ors
in
th
e e
ve
nin
g d
uri
ng
F
all
o
f 2
017
,
an
d t
he
sk
y w
as t
he
ex
act
co
lor
of
the
blu
e
fur
an
d i
t fe
lt l
ike
th
e p
ush
I n
ee
de
d t
o m
ov
e
forw
ard
wit
h t
he
de
sig
n.
Th
e c
olo
r fe
els
fu
n
ye
t g
row
n u
p a
nd
is t
ruly
a t
rea
t fo
r th
e e
ye
s.
I lat
er a
cqui
red
blue
sat
in in
a m
atch
ing
tone
fo
r th
e l
inin
g.
I sta
rte
d
the
p
roce
ss
by
cu
ttin
g
the
gig
an
tic
sp
rea
d
of
fau
x
fur
on
m
y
liv
ing
room
floo
r, le
avin
g so
me
rem
nant
s of
brig
ht
blu
e
fuz
z
ev
en
a
fte
r m
ult
iple
ro
un
ds
of
va
cu
um
ing
. I
se
we
d t
he
th
ick
fu
r e
xte
rio
r o
n
my s
ew
ing
ma
ch
ine
. T
he
ne
xt
ste
p w
as t
he
sa
tin
lin
ing
, w
hic
h p
rov
ed
to
be
ve
ry s
lip
pe
ry
bo
th t
o c
ut
an
d t
o s
ew
, so
I e
nd
ed
up
ha
nd
se
win
g
the
e
nti
re
sa
tin
li
nin
g.
Th
e
co
at
is
me
an
t to
be
ov
ers
ize
d t
o s
om
e e
xte
nt,
bu
t it
wa
s f
ar
too
la
rge
fo
r w
ha
t I
wa
s e
nv
isio
nin
g,
so
I a
da
pte
d t
he
pie
ce
s,
cre
ati
ng
a n
arr
ow
er
colla
r in
exc
hang
e fo
r a
mor
e fit
ted
profi
le.
I in
co
rpo
rate
d
two
-wa
y
po
ck
ets
in
to
the
de
sig
n
as
so
me
thin
g
ve
ry
pra
cti
ca
l fo
r
the
w
ea
rer.
T
his
m
ea
ns
tha
t o
ne
ca
n
pu
t
so
me
thin
g i
n t
he
to
p o
f th
e p
ock
et
an
d p
ut
the
ir
ha
nd
s
in
the
sid
e
po
ck
et,
w
ith
e
ach
pa
rt o
f th
e p
ock
et
se
pa
rate
ly l
ine
d i
n s
ati
n.
It
took
a lo
t of
tria
l and
err
or t
o fig
ure
out
the
me
ch
an
ics o
f th
e d
esig
n, b
ut
ev
en
tua
lly e
ach
pa
rt w
as s
ucce
ssfu
lly c
on
str
ucte
d a
nd
se
wn
on
by h
an
d.
Be
fore
sti
tch
ing
th
e
ex
teri
or
an
d
sa
tin
lin
ing
to
ge
the
r,
I d
ecid
ed
to
in
co
rpo
rate
an
a
dd
itio
na
l T
hin
su
late
li
nin
g
in
be
twe
en
the
la
ye
rs.
Th
is w
as a
lo
w v
olu
me
w
ay to
tak
e
the
co
at
fro
m
so
me
thin
g
for
mil
dly
co
ld
we
ath
er
to
so
me
thin
g
tha
t I
co
uld
actu
all
y w
ea
r in
fri
gid
win
ter
tem
pe
ratu
res.
Esse
nti
all
y,
I e
nd
ed
u
p m
ak
ing
th
ree
co
ats
:
on
e f
ur,
on
e s
ati
n,
an
d o
ne
Th
insu
late
. T
he
n,
I h
an
d s
titc
he
d t
he
m t
og
eth
er
to f
orm
th
e
co
mp
lete
, co
nso
lid
ate
d
co
at.
C
ircu
lar
go
ld
butt
ons
wer
e ch
osen
as
the
finis
hing
det
ail
wit
h h
idd
en
se
wn
on
sn
ap
s b
en
ea
th t
he
m, a
s
se
win
g a
bu
tto
n h
ole
th
rou
gh
th
e t
hre
e la
ye
rs
of
the
co
at
wo
uld
’ve
be
en
ne
arl
y i
mp
ossib
le
for
my n
on
-in
du
str
ial
se
win
g m
ach
ine
. T
he
cir
cu
lar
sh
ap
e o
f th
e b
utt
on
s i
s s
imp
le b
ut
is
mad
e m
ore
gran
d w
ith t
he s
hiny
gol
d fin
ish
an
d h
am
me
red
ap
pe
ara
nce
.
67
CASU
AL
89
Ever
yday
For
this
lo
ok
, I
wa
nte
d
so
me
thin
g
tha
t
I co
uld
w
ea
r o
n
a
no
rma
l d
ay,
wh
en
I
mig
ht
be
go
ing
to
cla
ss, ru
nn
ing
err
an
ds, e
tc.
bu
t th
at
wo
uld
als
o f
ee
l sp
ecia
l a
nd
tru
e t
o
myse
lf.
T-s
hir
ts o
fte
n s
ee
m t
oo
ca
su
al
in a
wa
y t
ha
t m
ak
es m
e f
ee
l slo
pp
y,
so
th
is p
iece
ha
s b
ee
n e
lev
ate
d a
nd
pe
rso
na
liz
ed
in
sty
le
an
d m
ate
ria
l th
rou
gh
th
e u
se
o
f a
th
ick
er,
sli
gh
tly s
tre
tch
ma
teri
al,
a p
ep
lum
wa
ist,
an
d
em
bro
ide
ry. T
he
se
de
tail
s p
rov
ide
a w
him
sic
al
and
artis
tic fl
air
and
help
to
repr
esen
t so
me
of
my o
wn
pe
rso
na
lity
.
I w
an
ted
to
cre
ate
a
p
air
o
f je
an
s
for
an
e
ve
ryd
ay
loo
k
be
ca
use
th
ey
are
o
ne
of
the
it
em
s
of
clo
thin
g
I w
ea
r m
ost,
b
ut
sim
ulta
neou
sly
one
of t
he h
arde
st t
o fin
d,
a c
ha
lle
ng
e s
ure
ly m
an
y c
an
als
o a
tte
st
to.
I h
av
e fo
un
d it
to
b
e e
sp
ecia
lly tr
ue
in
m
y
own
life
that
clo
thes
tha
t fit
wel
l fe
el v
ery
empo
wer
ing,
whi
le cl
othe
s tha
t do
not fi
t fee
l fr
umpy
and
can
dis
inte
grat
e m
y co
nfide
nce.
T
he
refo
re,
tail
ori
ng
wa
s a
ke
y e
lem
en
t in
th
e
su
cce
ss o
f th
is p
iece
. E
sse
nti
all
y,
I a
ime
d t
o
cre
ate
th
e p
air
of
jea
ns I
alw
ays w
an
ted
bu
t
coul
d ne
ver a
ffor
d, w
ith c
usto
m fi
t, fla
tter
ing
an
d v
ers
ati
le d
ark
wa
sh
, sk
inn
y l
eg
, a
nd
hig
h
wai
st.
They
are
fini
shed
with
a h
amm
ered
a
pp
ea
ran
ce
g
old
m
eta
l b
utt
on
, re
fere
ncin
g
the
bu
tto
ns o
n t
he
blu
e f
ur
co
at,
an
d a
dd
ing
a
so
ph
isti
ca
ted
e
lem
en
t to
th
e
oth
erw
ise
ca
su
al
jea
ns.
Fo
r th
e t
op
of
this
lo
ok
, I
kn
ew
I w
an
ted
to i
nco
rpo
rate
em
bro
ide
ry b
eca
use
it
wo
uld
add
a ve
ry
uniq
ue,
pers
onal
, ha
ndm
ade
qual
ity t
o th
e pi
ece.
I h
ave
long
adm
ired
em
bro
ide
ry i
n i
ts v
ari
ou
s f
orm
s,
pa
rtic
ula
rly
the
sty
le o
f th
e M
ex
ica
n i
nd
ige
no
us p
eo
ple
,
Oto
mi, a
nd
th
eir
te
na
ng
o s
tyle
. In
cre
ati
ng
my e
mb
roid
ery
de
sig
ns, I w
as a
lso
in
sp
ire
d b
y
the
he
art
mo
tifs
use
d b
y o
ne
of
my f
av
ori
te
art
ists
, K
eit
h H
ari
ng
. I
ev
en
tua
lly d
ecid
ed
to
loca
te t
he
ma
in e
mb
roid
ere
d d
esig
ns o
n t
he
sle
ev
e p
an
els
, a
pla
ce
me
nt
tha
t m
ad
e i
t fe
el
mo
re
lik
e
a
hig
h-e
nd
d
eta
il,
rath
er
tha
n
a
gra
ph
ic T
-sh
irt.
Th
e b
ord
ers
are
ma
de
up
of
ad
ap
ted
la
zy d
ais
y s
titc
h a
nd
Fre
nch
kn
ots
,
vis
ua
lly t
yin
g t
he
fu
ll p
iece
to
ge
the
r.
Be
fore
b
eg
inn
ing
th
e
co
nstr
ucti
on
o
f
the
sh
irt,
I c
om
ple
ted
all
of
the
em
bro
ide
ry
on
th
e
cu
t fa
bri
c
co
mp
on
en
ts
tha
t w
ou
ld
late
r fo
rm
the
g
arm
en
t.
On
e
thin
g
tha
t
so
me
tim
es
bo
the
rs
me
a
bo
ut
we
ari
ng
t-sh
irts
is
th
at
I d
on
’t
fee
l a
s
fem
inin
e
in
the
m a
s I
wo
uld
lik
e t
o,
an
d t
hu
s I
ad
de
d a
pe
plu
m w
ais
t w
hic
h h
elp
ed
em
ph
asiz
e m
ore
of
an
ho
urg
lass s
ha
pe
. T
he
sco
op
ne
ck
lin
e i
s
bo
th m
ore
co
mfo
rta
ble
an
d m
ore
po
lish
ed
tha
n a
sta
nd
ard
cre
w n
eck
.
Acco
rdin
g
to
mo
st
de
nim
je
an
siz
e
char
ts,
I of
ten
find
mys
elf
one
size
fo
r m
y
hip
s,
mu
ltip
le
siz
es
sm
all
er
for
my
wa
ist,
a
nd
d
row
nin
g
in
too
lo
ng
in
se
am
s.
Th
e
jea
ns
cre
ate
d
for
this
p
roje
ct
are
o
ne
hu
nd
red
p
erc
en
t co
tto
n,
an
d
this
la
ck
o
f
str
etc
h m
ea
ns I
ha
d s
ure
th
ey w
ere
ta
ilo
red
to e
xa
ctl
y m
y b
od
y siz
e.
Wo
rkin
g w
ith
th
e
refe
ren
ce
pa
tte
rn f
or
this
pie
ce
, I
cre
ate
d a
mu
sli
n
pa
tte
rn
for
the
je
an
s
an
d
cu
sto
m
tail
ore
d i
t to
my b
od
y.
On
ce
I t
he
mu
sli
n p
air
wa
s co
mp
lete
, I
de
co
nstr
ucte
d it
a
nd
u
se
d
the
co
mp
on
en
ts a
s p
att
ern
pie
ce
s t
o c
ut
ou
t
the
deni
m p
iece
s, a
nd I
subs
eque
ntly
mad
e th
e fin
al p
air
of je
ans.
It t
akes
a f
ew t
imes
w
ea
rin
g a
pa
ir o
f je
an
s f
or
the
fa
bri
c t
o s
tart
to re
lax,
so
they
are
stil
l som
ewha
t st
iff a
nd
the
butt
on c
an b
e di
fficu
lt t
o m
aneu
ver
at
tim
es, b
ut
the
mo
re t
he
y a
re w
orn
, th
e e
asie
r
the
y b
eco
me
to
we
ar.
1011
SUIT
ED
1213
Prof
essi
onal
Th
e p
rofe
ssio
na
l lo
ok
fo
r th
is c
oll
ecti
on
is
a p
ink
la
die
s b
usin
ess s
uit
, co
nsis
tin
g o
f
a b
laz
er
an
d a
sk
irt.
Th
e m
ate
ria
l is
a p
rin
ted
lin
en
co
tto
n c
an
va
s.
Th
e b
laz
er
ha
s p
ock
ets
an
d a
go
ld b
utt
on
clo
su
re, a
nd
th
e s
kir
t h
as a
zip
pe
r clo
su
re w
ith
an
ad
dit
ion
al
de
co
rati
ve
bu
tto
n,
ma
tch
ing
th
at
of
the
bla
ze
r.
This
sui
t w
as o
ne o
f th
e fir
st t
hing
s I
kn
ew
I
wa
nte
d
to
cre
ate
a
s
pa
rt
of
this
colle
ctio
n.
My
field
of
st
udy
is
busi
ness
ad
min
istr
atio
n,
mor
e sp
ecifi
cally
fin
ance
, a
field
stil
l do
min
ated
by
men
to
this
day
. In
m
y
aca
de
mic
a
nd
p
rofe
ssio
na
l ca
ree
r,
I
ha
ve
a
tte
nd
ed
n
um
ero
us
ev
en
ts
in
wh
ich
the
e
xp
ecta
tio
n
ha
s
be
en
fo
r m
e
to
dre
ss
in
a
pro
fessio
na
l w
ay.
Ho
we
ve
r,
wh
en
I
dis
co
ve
red
th
at
the
w
om
en
’s su
it w
as ju
st
an
ad
ap
tati
on
of
a m
an
’s s
uit
, I
wa
s i
nsp
ire
d
to m
ak
e t
he
mo
st
un
ap
olo
ge
tica
lly w
om
an
-
ce
ntr
ic
bu
sin
ess
loo
k
tha
t I
co
uld
, w
hil
e
sti
ll
ma
inta
inin
g
the
cla
ssic
e
lem
en
ts
of
a
su
it.
Pin
k i
s a
co
lor
assig
ne
d a
s t
rad
itio
na
lly
fem
inin
e
an
d
tho
ug
h
tha
t d
esig
na
tio
n
is
en
tire
ly a
rbit
rary
, it
s p
ow
er
as s
uch
pe
rsis
ts
in
ou
r cu
ltu
re.
Th
us,
I m
ad
e
a
bla
ze
r a
nd
ma
tch
ing
sk
irt
in a
n u
nd
en
iab
ly b
rig
ht
pin
k
hu
e. In
my o
wn
lif
e,
pin
k i
s o
ne
of
my f
av
ori
te
co
lors
, a
nd
I h
av
e a
tre
asu
red
ph
oto
gra
ph
of
my g
ran
dm
oth
er
we
ari
ng
a p
ink
su
it.
On
ce
,
at
a
fam
ily
ga
the
rin
g,
I p
rocla
ime
d
tha
t I
ho
pe
d I
co
uld
ha
ve
a j
ob
on
e d
ay t
ha
t w
ou
ld
all
ow
m
e to
w
ea
r a
p
ink
su
it,
an
d a
m
ale
me
mb
er
of
my e
xte
nd
ed
fa
mil
y r
ep
lie
d t
ha
t I
wo
uld
“n
ev
er
be
ta
ke
n s
eri
ou
sly
in
so
me
thin
g
lik
e t
ha
t.”
Of
co
urs
e,
this
on
ly m
oti
va
ted
me
furt
he
r to
ma
ke
th
at
go
al
ha
pp
en
, a
nd
no
w I
ha
ve
th
e s
uit
to
do
it
in.
Alt
houg
h th
is
was
on
e of
th
e fir
st
co
ncre
te i
de
as I
ha
d f
or
my c
oll
ecti
on
, it
wa
s
on
e o
f th
e la
st
to a
ctu
all
y b
e co
nstr
ucte
d.
I lo
ok
ed
fa
r a
nd
wid
e f
or
the
pe
rfe
ct
fab
ric,
so
me
thin
g
wit
h
the
ri
gh
t te
xtu
re,
we
igh
t,
an
d m
ost
imp
ort
an
tly,
the
rig
ht
co
lor
pin
k.
Aft
er
un
su
cce
ssfu
lly
se
arc
hin
g
for
we
ek
s,
I ca
me
up
wit
h t
he
so
luti
on
of
ge
ttin
g t
he
ex
act
pin
k I w
an
ted
pri
nte
d o
n f
ab
ric t
hro
ug
h
the
com
pany
Spo
onflo
wer
. I s
elec
ted
a lin
en
co
tto
n c
an
va
s o
ut
of
the
ir a
va
ila
ble
op
tio
ns
be
ca
use
it
is
stu
rdy e
no
ug
h fo
r str
uctu
red
pie
ce
s s
uch
as t
he
se
, b
ut
it i
s s
till
so
ft a
nd
bre
ath
ab
le.
Mu
ch
li
ke
th
e
jea
ns,
the
su
it’s
sk
irt
requ
ired
a lo
t of
m
odifi
catio
n fr
om
the
patt
ern
sizi
ng t
o fit
pro
perly
. A
zip
per
was
in
sta
lle
d o
n th
e sid
e w
ith
a
se
wn
o
n sn
ap
clo
su
re
ad
de
d
to
furt
he
r se
cu
re
it,
wit
h
a
de
co
rati
ve
b
utt
on
a
dd
ed
o
n
the
e
xte
rio
r
usin
g
the
sa
me
ty
pe
a
s
on
th
e
jea
ns.
Th
e
bla
ze
r, t
ho
ug
h c
om
pri
se
d o
f m
an
y p
iece
s a
nd
lik
ely
th
e m
ost
co
mp
lica
ted
co
nstr
ucti
on
of
the
pie
ce
s m
ad
e i
n t
his
th
esis
, w
en
t to
ge
the
r
mu
ch
as e
xp
ecte
d a
cco
rdin
g t
o m
y r
ese
arc
h
in
the
p
att
ern
a
nd
g
arm
en
t ty
pe
w
ith
min
imal
add
ition
al t
ailo
ring
requ
ired.
The
m
ost
diffi
cult
par
t w
as g
ettin
g th
e la
pels
to
lay
flat
with
no
puck
ers
afte
r at
tach
ing
the
faci
ng a
nd fl
ippi
ng it
bac
k to
sho
w t
he r
ight
sid
e o
f th
e f
ab
ric.
I cre
ate
d a
bu
tto
n c
losu
re
on
th
e b
laz
er,
ag
ain
usin
g t
he
sa
me
typ
e a
s
on
th
e o
the
r p
iece
s.
Po
ck
ets
we
re a
dd
ed
on
the
fro
nt
ex
teri
or
as a
sty
listi
c e
lem
en
t, b
ut
als
o a
s a
so
luti
on
to
ne
ve
r h
av
ing
fu
ncti
on
ing
po
ck
ets
in
b
laz
ers
, a
s
the
y
are
u
su
all
y
sti
tch
ed
sh
ut
for
ap
pe
ara
nce
. In
teri
or
ed
ge
s
wer
e fin
ishe
d us
ing
pink
ing
shea
rs to
pre
vent
fr
ayin
g.
1415
DRES
SUP
1617
Firs
t Im
pres
sion
sT
he
ti
tle
g
ive
n to
th
is sit
ua
tio
n is
“F
irst
Imp
ressio
ns,”
bu
t th
e id
ea
actu
all
y b
eg
an
in c
on
sid
era
tio
n o
f w
ha
t o
ne
mig
ht
we
ar
on
a fir
st d
ate.
I so
ught
to
find
a w
ay t
o dr
ess
up
b
ut
sti
ll
fee
l li
ke
m
yse
lf,
an
d
to
de
pic
t
so
me
thin
g
ab
ou
t m
y
pe
rso
na
lity
th
rou
gh
sh
ap
e, co
lor,
an
d p
rin
t. T
he
vo
lum
ino
us c
ircle
sk
irt
is a
iry a
nd
pla
yfu
l, b
ut
the
le
ng
th m
ak
es
it e
leg
an
t a
s w
ell
, w
hil
e th
e e
xp
ose
d b
ack
pa
ire
d
wit
h
the
h
igh
b
oa
t n
eck
re
fere
nce
s
196
0s fa
sh
ion
. T
he
co
lors
o
f th
e d
ress a
re
co
nsis
ten
t w
ith
th
e l
ine
’s o
ve
rall
pa
lett
e.
I w
an
ted
to
u
se
th
is d
ress a
s a
ca
nv
as
for
a p
rin
t d
esig
ne
d b
y m
e.
Th
e c
ircle
mo
tif
is e
mb
lem
ati
c o
f a
so
lar
ecli
pse
, w
ith
a t
ota
l
ecli
pse
on
th
e t
op
of
the
dre
ss,
an
d p
art
ial
ecli
pse
s
in
rep
ea
tin
g
blo
ck
o
n
the
lo
we
r
po
rtio
n. I ch
ose
th
is im
ag
ery
be
ca
use
I s
ha
red
my 2
2n
d b
irth
da
y w
ith
th
e t
ota
l so
lar
ecli
pse
on
A
ug
ust
21,
2
017
. I
wit
ne
sse
d
it
on
th
e
str
ee
ts o
f N
ew
Yo
rk C
ity w
ith
th
ou
sa
nd
s o
f
str
an
ge
rs,
an
d I
so
me
ho
w f
elt
co
nn
ecte
d t
o
all
of
the
m t
hro
ug
h t
ha
t sh
are
d e
xp
eri
en
ce
.
In t
he
Ju
ly 4
th,
20
17 e
pis
od
e o
f th
e p
od
ca
st
Th
e L
ov
e B
om
b w
ith
Nic
o T
ort
ore
lla
, th
e h
ost
inte
rvie
we
d a
str
olo
gy c
oa
ch
Je
nn
ife
r R
acio
pp
i
an
d
sh
e
ma
de
a
sta
tem
en
t th
at
so
me
on
e
wh
o
sh
are
d
the
ir
bir
thd
ay
wit
h
an
e
cli
pse
wo
uld
h
av
e
a
“mo
nu
me
nta
l ye
ar.
” D
esp
ite
no
t b
ein
g m
uch
o
f a
b
eli
ev
er
in a
str
olo
gy,
I a
do
pte
d
this
p
hra
se
a
s
my
ow
n,
an
d
as
such
it b
ecam
e so
mew
hat
of a
sel
f-fu
lfilli
ng
pro
ph
ec
y.
In th
e ti
me
sin
ce
m
y b
irth
da
y a
nd
th
e
ecli
pse
, I
ha
ve
h
ad
a
ma
zin
g
op
po
rtu
nit
ies
an
d e
xp
eri
en
ce
s u
nli
ke
I h
av
e e
ve
r h
ad
be
fore
,
an
d th
e w
ork
I
ha
ve
d
on
e in
th
is th
esis
is
pa
rt o
f th
at.
Th
us,
the
ecli
pse
be
ca
me
ve
ry
pe
rso
na
lly
imp
ort
an
t to
m
e
be
ca
use
it
is
sym
bo
lic o
f e
ve
ryth
ing
I
ha
ve
b
ee
n a
ble
to
acco
mp
lish
th
is
ye
ar,
a
nd
e
ve
ryth
ing
th
at
is to
co
me
in
m
y fu
ture
, a
nd
u
tili
zin
g th
at
ima
ge
ry i
n t
his
dre
ss r
ep
rese
nts
th
is s
pe
cia
l
tim
e in
my l
ife
.
Th
is
dre
ss
is
the
m
ost
str
uctu
rall
y
co
nsis
ten
t w
ith
th
e s
ew
ing
pa
tte
rn u
se
d, a
nd
thu
s I
mu
st
cre
dit
its
de
sig
ne
r, A
nd
rea
Ka
tz.
Ho
we
ve
r, t
he
wa
y t
ha
t I
ma
de
th
is d
esig
n m
y
ow
n w
as t
hro
ug
h t
he
cre
ati
on
of
the
cu
sto
m
pri
nt
ad
orn
ing
th
e d
ress.
I h
av
e h
ad
pre
vio
us
ex
pe
rie
nce
de
sig
nin
g p
rin
ts,
bu
t th
is w
as t
he
first
tim
e cr
eatin
g on
e to
be
put
on f
abric
. I
kn
ew
I
wa
nte
d
to
inco
rpo
rate
th
e
ecli
pse
mo
tif,
bu
t it
to
ok
a g
rea
t d
ea
l o
f sk
etc
hin
g
an
d p
lan
nin
g t
o d
ete
rmin
e j
ust
ho
w i
t m
igh
t
tra
nsla
te i
nto
a p
rin
t, t
he
pla
ce
me
nt
of
the
pri
nt
on
th
e d
ress, a
nd
th
e c
olo
r la
yo
ut
wit
hin
the
pri
nt
itse
lf.
I ch
ose
to
po
rtra
y a
sin
gu
lar
tota
l e
cli
pse
on
th
e t
op
po
rtio
n o
f th
e d
ress
be
ca
use
th
e to
tal
ecli
pse
is
, in
th
e li
ve
s o
f
ma
ny,
an
d e
sp
ecia
lly f
or
me
as i
t fe
ll o
n m
y
bir
thd
ay,
a o
nce
in
a
li
feti
me
e
ve
nt.
P
art
ial
ecli
pse
s a
re s
till
sp
ecia
l b
ut
are
mu
ch
mo
re
co
mm
on
, w
hic
h i
s w
hy t
he
y r
ep
ea
t in
mo
re
ab
un
da
nce
in
a r
ep
ea
tin
g b
lock
on
th
e l
ow
er
ha
lf o
f th
e d
ress.
To
cre
ate
th
e p
att
ern
, I
de
sig
ne
d a
blo
ck
to r
ep
ea
t in
Ad
ob
e I
llu
str
ato
r, a
nd
up
loa
de
d
it to
the
Spo
onflo
wer
web
site
, th
e sa
me
sit
e I
use
d to
p
rin
t th
e cu
sto
m p
ink
fa
bri
c
for
my
su
it.
I se
lecte
d
a
sa
tee
n
ma
teri
al
be
ca
use
it
wa
s l
igh
twe
igh
t e
no
ug
h t
o h
av
e a
be
au
tifu
l d
rap
e in
th
e s
kir
t, a
nd
it
wa
s s
lig
htl
y
sh
imm
ery
to
ad
d t
ex
tura
l so
ph
isti
ca
tio
n t
o
the
d
ress.
Fo
r th
e b
ow
, I
ch
ose
to
m
ak
e it
do
ub
le s
ide
d,
wit
h t
he
so
lid
blu
e o
n o
ne
sid
e
an
d t
he
pa
rtia
l e
cli
pse
pri
nt
on
th
e o
the
r, s
o
tha
t th
e s
oli
d c
olo
r w
ou
ld c
on
ne
ct
wit
h t
he
ba
ck
pa
ne
ls o
f th
e d
ress,
bu
t th
e p
rin
t w
ou
ld
pe
ek
th
rou
gh
th
e b
ow
wh
en
tie
d.
1918
Th
is t
he
sis
wo
uld
no
t h
av
e b
ee
n p
ossib
le w
ith
ou
t th
e g
en
ero
sit
y
an
d
su
pp
ort
o
f v
ari
ou
s
org
an
iza
tio
ns
an
d
ind
ivid
ua
ls,
an
d
thu
s,
I w
ou
ld l
ike
to
ex
ten
d s
ince
re t
ha
nk
s.
Gra
nts
pro
vid
ed
by t
he
Ce
nte
r fo
r U
nd
erg
rad
ua
te R
ese
arc
h
and
the
Slav
in R
esea
rch
Fund
gav
e m
e th
e fin
anci
al a
bilit
y to
m
ak
e m
y c
rea
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e w
ork
s l
ive
up
to
an
d b
eyo
nd
th
e v
isio
ns I
ha
d
for
the
m.
I w
ou
ld n
ev
er
ha
ve
ha
d t
he
co
ura
ge
to
pu
rsu
e t
his
pro
ject
if
it w
ere
not
for
the
enco
urag
emen
t of
Sam
anth
a Jo
nes
from
the
v
ery
be
gin
nin
g.
Ad
dit
ion
all
y,
the
tim
e,
pa
tie
nce
, a
nd
kn
ow
led
ge
shar
ed w
ith m
e by
Sam
anth
a an
d al
so A
ndre
a M
auer
y, m
y th
esis
co
-ad
vis
ors
, h
av
e c
rucia
lly c
on
trib
ute
d t
o m
y t
he
sis
ex
pe
rie
nce
.
I w
ou
ld a
lso
li
ke
to
th
an
k m
y o
the
r co
mm
itte
e m
em
be
rs,
Dr.
Jen
nif
er
Wo
od
ard
, L
ucia
Wil
lia
ms-Y
ou
ng
, a
nd
De
b D
all
, fo
r th
eir
tim
e a
nd
in
pu
ts t
hro
ug
ho
ut
the
pro
ce
ss.
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ea
r fr
ien
d,
Ka
te F
inn
em
ore
, se
rve
d a
s a
so
un
din
g b
oa
rd
for m
any o
f my i
deas
thro
ugho
ut th
e pr
ojec
t. Sh
e al
so sp
ent h
ours
w
ith
me
to
ta
ke
co
un
tle
ss b
ea
uti
ful p
ho
tos o
f m
y w
ork
, so
me
thin
g
I co
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no
t h
av
e d
on
e w
ith
ou
t h
er.
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ate
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nd
mo
the
r, P
hyll
is
Ch
risti
an
, sh
ow
n a
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gh
t in
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r p
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su
it,
wa
s o
ne
of
the
pe
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le
wh
o m
ad
e m
e i
nte
reste
d i
n f
ash
ion
, a
nd
fo
r th
at
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m e
tern
all
y
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tefu
l. L
astl
y,
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ou
ld l
ike
to
th
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k m
y f
am
ily f
or
the
ir e
nd
less
un
de
rsta
nd
ing
an
d s
up
po
rt t
hro
ug
ho
ut
this
pro
ject,
my a
ca
de
mic
ca
ree
r, a
nd
my e
nti
re l
ife
tim
e.
Gra
titud
e
20
Ca
ra P
. D
oir
on
wa
s b
orn
in
Ba
ng
or,
Ma
ine
on
Au
gu
st
21,
19
95
.
She
grew
up
in B
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wel
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tend
ing
Bang
or H
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and
grad
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201
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tak
ing
a ye
ar o
ff a
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hig
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hool
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e a
tte
nd
ed
th
e U
niv
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f M
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in
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ll o
f 2
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and
grad
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May
of 2
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re
co
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d a
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to
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tin
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tud
en
t in
th
at
pro
gra
m w
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n
she
rece
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the
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dem
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vem
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in F
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co
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ntr
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tre
pre
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hip
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min
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rap
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de
sig
n, a
nd
in
ad
dit
ion
to
th
is c
rea
tiv
e H
on
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esis
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art
icip
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d
in t
he In
tern
atio
nal C
olle
giat
e Bu
sine
ss S
trat
egy
Com
petit
ion
as
her
busi
ness
cap
ston
e, s
ervi
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s Ch
ief
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ncia
l Offi
cer
on t
he
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ne B
usin
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team
. She
has
rece
ived
gra
nts
from
th
e Ce
nter
for U
nder
grad
uate
Res
earc
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llow
ship
and
the
Slav
in
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se
arc
h F
un
d to
p
ut
tow
ard
s th
e co
mp
leti
on
o
f th
is H
on
ors
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is.
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is a
lso
a m
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r of
Bet
a G
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a Si
gma
and
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pp
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on
ors
so
cie
tie
s.
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fessio
na
lly,
Ca
ra
ha
s
wo
rke
d
wit
h
nu
me
rou
s
Ma
ine
bu
sin
esse
s
as
a
pa
rt
of
the
In
no
va
te
for
Ma
ine
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ell
ow
sh
ip
prog
ram
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ough
the
Fost
er C
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r for
Stu
dent
Inno
vatio
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pon
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du
ati
on
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e p
lan
s t
o t
rav
el
to I
taly
an
d G
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ce
, a
nd
th
en
to
be
gin
he
r b
usin
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are
er.
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