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1. j¨vwUPzW: j¨vwUPzW m¤ú‡K© Rvb‡Z n‡j †`Lyb (http/www. kymovie.com/area/filmmaking/technical)

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1. †gvbv‡Kv, †Rgm (2000, 3q ms¯‹iY), How to read a film, Oxford University Press, London.

2. ingvb, G.Gm. Gg AvZxKzi I kIKZz¾vgvb, ˆmq` (2000, 2q ms¯‹iY): mgvR M‡elYv c×wZ, wbD GR cvewj‡KkÝ, XvKv|

3. †MŠZg †Nvl (2005) ¯‡cœi kZel©: kZe‡l© Pjw”PÎ (2q LÛ (wbgv©j¨ AvPvh© I w`‡e¨› y cvwjZ m¤úv.) Avb›` cvewjkvm©, KjKvZv

4. gvmy , Zv‡iK (2008) evsjv‡`‡k wWwRUvj Pjw”PÎ wbgv©‡Yi cÖvmw½KZv: ˆ`wbK cÖ_g Av‡jv, `kg cÖwZôvevwl©Kx msL¨v 4 b‡f¤i, XvKv|

5. nK, dvnwg yj (2006) evsjv‡`‡ki GBme Pjw”PÎ: weKí bvwK ¯vaxb| Pjw”P‡Îi mgq, mg‡qi Pjw”PÎ (dvnwg yj nK I kvLvIqvZ gyb m¤úv.) HwZn¨ XvKv|

6. www. kinema.org. http /www. dnai. com/ zane/dv/dv. html hltp/www. adamwilt.com/dv.html

7. wdi`vDm, Bgivb (m¤úv.,2007) †µvocÎ: wWwRUvj gva¨‡g Pjw”PÎ wbgv©Y| d¬ vke¨vK, el© 11 msL¨v 1, XvKv wek¦we`¨vjq Pjw”PÎ msm` XvKv|

mgxÿv cwiPvjbv I we‡kølY: Bgivb wdi`vDm imranfirdaus17@gmail.com

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