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OBE Newsletter Archivesby William Buhlman

December 2002 Newsletter

Dear OBE Newsletter Member:

Last month as a preliminary part of my London OBE workshop I did a live interview with the popular UK radio host James Whale. During his show, a caller brought up a subject that has stirred considerable controversy and debate. The caller claimed that in one of Carlos Castaneda’s books, he states that "non-organic entities" are prowling the non-physical dimensions and feeding on our energies and manipulating our Out-of-Body Experiences.

He asserted that we are essentially energy food for these creatures and that we are powerless to defend ourselves. To my surprise, I have received over 50 emails concerning this topic. In my 30 years of Out-of-Body Experiences, I have never encountered a being such as this. In addition no one that I know has personal knowledge of such a being.

This fear-based issue is typical of the many myths that continue to persist about Out-of-Body Experiences (OBEs). I find it amazing how a single statement made by a popular author can become an undisputed “fact” to so many people. Every thing about this belief is erroneous.

To begin, everyone and everything in the Universe is essentially a non-organic entity. Soul or Consciousness is not organic. Second, we as soul are powerful creative beings that create our reality and our lives by the thoughts and actions we make. We are not powerless victims of another being unless we choose to be so.

Now on the flip side, if you surrender your free will to another person either physically or non-physically, they can energetically drain you. This is why I presented a variety of spiritual protection methods in The Secret of the Soul.

The key to our personal evolution and spiritual development is the knowledge and wisdom we obtain from our experiences. I strongly feel that all fear-based beliefs restrict our ability to explore and experience our true self. This negative stalking belief is only one example of countless that has crept into the collective consciousness of Humanity. Each restrictive belief that you accept creates another brick in the wall around your mind. Closely examine your own beliefs. How many no longer serve you?

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January 2003 Newsletter

Dear OBE Newsletter Member:

What were your New Year's resolutions? Did your resolutions include having a personal spiritual experience?

Often you obtain what you ask for and experience what you expect out of life. Why not ask for more this year and expand your expectations beyond the norm? Why not add a new resolution today and demand a personal spiritual experience now? What stands in your way but you?

Every year, I receive hundreds of letters and comments from the OBE surveys and books.

I sincerely thank everyone that has responded to the surveys and can assure you that your personal sharing is important. In fact, The Secret of the Soul is largely the result of your letters, experiences, and insights. We have learned much in the past few years, and I am going to share this new information with you. This year, the newsletter will explore a wide array of issues and experiences with more depth. No "sugar coating". This newsletter will ask you to examine yourself and your beliefs. In addition, every month I will include at least one letter from readers that are experiencing specific issues or challenges that are universal in nature.

We are currently entering a major evolutionary transition within our species. It is the evolution of humanity from a physical based state of consciousness that focuses upon physical and ego gratification into a fully conscious being that is increasingly aware of its true spiritual nature. As we evolve, we are destined to experience a larger, more expensive fabric of Life - the non-physical realities around us.

Today, many of us are experiencing various inner changes associated with our growth. Some observable elements of this evolution are manifested in the activation of the light body; the increase in chakra-related activity; the recognition and use of our psychic abilities; the increase in vibrational state phenomena; and the dramatic increase of conscious OBEs and NDEs worldwide. All of these inner events are directly related and are increasing at a significant pace.

Based on over 18,000 responses to the surveys during the past 7 years, I am convinced that human chakra development and the resulting vibrational state is a major element of our evolution from a largely unaware physical- 5 sensory-based specie to a fully conscious multidimensional being. Our ability to process higher and finer energies is an essential step in our evolution. Like a butterfly emerging from its dense cocoon, humans are destined to grow and soar beyond the confines of their temporary physical shell.

Because of this accelerated evolution, the need for valid information is growing at an unprecedented rate. Today, increasing numbers of people are experiencing the various phenomena of the vibrational state for the first time. And many are shocked or even terrified by the intensity of the event. I continue to receive letters from people that interpret or frame their experiences based upon the old paradigms of Satan, controlling aliens, stalking astral creatures, and other external issues. Many of the old beliefs create a victim mentality, instill limitations and fear, and answer nothing.

As a new year dawns, let us examine our life. Our society continues to cling to old religious beliefs and myths while neglecting the essence of true spirituality. The vast majority of humanity either consciously or unconsciously has surrendered to a variety of established belief systems. Most of us we were taught some form of dogma. Many of us were taught from birth that faith and belief is the only key to our “salvation”. Today ,countless millions continue to be told that they require a priest to

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function as their emissary to God. After all, we are lowly, sinful creatures incapable of a personal spiritual union with God.

We need to depend upon our religious faith and our beliefs or we face possible damnation. Instead of seeking spiritual experience, millions are brainwashed to cling to faith and depend upon the established dogma of the priest craft. Just imagine the negative and destructive consequences of this kind of conditioning. How many billions of people throughout History have settled for man-made religious beliefs instead of seeking personal spiritual experience? The time has come to recognize and erase this old conditioning.

Reappraising our Beliefs

Take a moment and list your personal beliefs. Dig deep, then write them and confront them. Do not kid yourself with the thought that you don’t hold beliefs. The number of unconfirmed concepts that you embrace may surprise you. Examine a few of the established ones.

Do you believe in eternal damnation?Do you believe that God desires to be worshiped?Do you believe that Jesus was born of a virgin birth?Do you believe in the concept of a physical savior?Do you believe that a priest or a belief can erase or adjust your karma?Do you believe that your religion is better or more accurate then others?

The list is of beliefs is countless and the institutional conditioning goes on. We live in a world dominated by unsubstantiated beliefs. They are often piled so deep we often can’t begin to see the source or intent of the original belief. Many spend their entire lives examining and chipping away at the mountain of beliefs, searching for the light of truth. This is often a slow and difficult task requiring many incarnations. For many, the first major step to enlightenment is to recognize the limiting beliefs that can restrict our personal spiritual growth.

When you strip away the multitude of beliefs, a single truth shines forth. You are a powerful spiritual being. And you have the natural ability to have a profound spiritual experience now this very moment. No external force can stop this.

Questions from Readers

In the letters, I see several issues and reoccurring questions. Often various fears and blocks related to the vibrational state are raised. As an example, I am enclosing a letter that touches on several of the universal fear issues. I think it clearly demonstrates why continuing research and insight into the vibrational state and OBEs is so essential. This kind of letter is not unique or even unusual. In fact, I have documented a significant increase in vibrational state reports over the last decade. This is important to all of us because the vibrational state phenomena and OBES are inevitable. One way or another, you will have an out-of-body experience. The time has come to replace fear and limits with knowledge and experience.

(Recent Letter from the OBE Survey)

Mr. Buhlman,

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Mostly I am having vibrations before bed. They start in stomach area and then start to spread through out my body. I get a lot of pulsing and vibration right in my forehead, between my eyes. This thing whatever it is seems to be progressing? HELP...

AM I GOING TO DIE OR SOMETHING? IT FEELS LIKE MY BED IS MOVING. BUT IT’S NOT?

Last night was the strangest ever! The pulsing and vibration started early this time. Starting in my forehead and running down my face. I fell asleep, had a dream, woke up to find my legs moving. It was like someone was tiring to pull off my legs trying to make them longer. I could actually feel my legs getting longer. Maybe you can tell me what’s happening to me. Should I see a doctor? Maybe I have a brain disease of something?

I remember how this all got started. Last summer, I started feeling an electric pulse in my stomach area I thought maybe I was sick of something. But I was fine, just a little dizzy. But it seems like it is progressing and I was getting used to the strange sensations. My heart used to pound so loud you could hear it in the next room. But not any more; it’s become normal.

Also something else. Lately I’m starting to get this great rush of energy like a huge wave or something. This part is really awesome. I hope you don’t think I’m crazy; but everybody else does. I don't know anything about this OBE thing. I just stumbled on to your website. Maybe you can tell me what's going on …

Dear OBE survey participant --

Hi. Much of the phenomena you describe are chakra-related. This is common energetic activity experienced immediately before an OBE. The pulsing and vibration in your forehead and the electric pulse in your stomach is the result of your primary chakra activity. All that you describe is classic vibrational state activity and the common prelude to an OBE. The key is to obtain accurate information about this subject and learn how to adapt and respond.

I write about this chakra-energy issue extensively in chapter '9' of The Secret of the Soul. Since this subject is new to you, it is important to recognize that all of the changes you describe are normal and positive. You are opening up energetically to the inner flow within yourself. For the sake of clarity, you can think of your chakras as inner energy valves or conduits that distribute subtle energy.

Two of your 7 primary chakras have recently opened more then you are accustomed. This process is allowing a greater flow of subtle energy resulting in the energetic changes that you describe such as pulsing and vibrations. This energy event can be powerful and shocking even for the experienced explorer. However, be assured this is a natural energy process. After 30 years of personal experience, I am still in awe of this energetic process and have dedicated my online OBE survey to the study of this energy flow and expansion.

Several related issues are present. For the sake of clarity, I am responding to each question.

Am I going to die or something?

You are experiencing the intense but natural awakening of your inner energy flow. This is actually a wonderful development and yes, it will progress unless you shut it down from a fear-based response. Your subtle energy body is adjusting to a higher flow of inner energy. On a positive note, it sounds like

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you are beginning to adjust to these many inner changes. The main thing you need is valid information so you can progress without fear.

It feels like my bed is moving but it’s not?

This is the result of inner energy motion and vibrational state phenomena and is commonly perceived as a physical event. This can manifest in a host of ways such as, shaking, spinning, stretching, lightness, or heaviness. The expansion of your energy body and the movement of your subtle body create the perception of motion as it responds to the increased energy flow.

My heart is pounding so loud you could hear it in the next room.

It feels this way because the energetic motion is internal -- closer than your beating heart. The internal sounds can be deafening and can manifest in a multitude of ways (buzzing, humming, roaring, voices, engine sounds). This issue can also be related to your heart chakra opening.

I fell asleep, had a dream, then and woke up to find my legs moving. It was like someone was trying to pull off my legs or trying to make them longer. I could actually feel my legs getting longer.

A definite and classic OBE-related event. This is due to inner energy expansion and can also be accompanied by the sensation of someone touching or grabbing your legs or ankles. During my workshops, the participants do an OBE technique that is a variation of the “Christos method” in which they visualize their legs growing longer in increments from 4-inches to 2-feet.

Lately, I’m starting to get this great rush of energy like a huge wave or something. This part is really awesome.

You are opening to a greater internal flow of subtle energy. This is an important and positive event that yogis train themselves for years to achieve. There is much debate about the safe speed and intensity of this inner opening. Your recent experience with the energy flow indicates that your process is becoming more gradual, manageable and even enjoyable to you. As long as the energies are comfortable to you, I would encourage this “wave” to continue.

All my best,

William Buhlman Mach 1 AudioP.O. Box 80664Rochester, MI 48308-0664Phone: 248-651-5222Web site: Error! Hyperlink reference not valid. E-mail: info@mach1audio.com

February 2003 Newsletter

Dear OBE List Members:

The Number One question I receive is "How do I effectively deal with the intensity of the vibrational state phenomena?"

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Every year, millions of people are shocked by a sudden surge of energy that occurs during sleep. This is often accompanied by sleep paralysis, strange vibrations, sounds, and a host of other phenomena that I detail in the OBE survey. This powerful energy event continues to be explained away by a wide array of causes including deep REM shut down; a stress or trauma related dream; night terrors; evidence of alien abduction; and some believe the presence of evil forces or succubus intrusions.

These events open the door to several important issues:

I am terrified by the intense sounds and sensations of the vibrational state and I am shocked back to my physical body every time. I can’t seem to get past it. What can I do to resolve this?

This is a major issue and potential block to conscious Out-of-Body exploration. First, it is important to know that some people that have OBEs do not experience the vibrational state at all. This is especially true for Lucid Dream-induced experiences or what I call "dream awakening". One solution is to change your OBE induction method to a dream technique by practicing the various Lucid Dream methods such as the “hand awareness method” or “watching for anomalies in your dreams”.

For those of us that do experience the vibrational state as a prelude to their OBEs, this topic is critically important. How you react to the vibrational state phenomena will often determine the immediate results you experience. Many of you will recognize the following.

Common vibrational state experiences and reactions

1. A wave of intense fear and shock resulting from the sudden onset of strange vibrations, sounds, and sensations.

2. Spontaneous shock and fear-based thoughts instantly overwhelm your awareness. "What the hell is this?” I have heard countless descriptions: “I must be dying.” “A train is running through my bedroom.” “A powerful energy beam is paralyzing me.” “The bed or room is shaking.”

3. Your attention is immediately focused upon the perceived physical cause of this strange and powerful event. As a result, your attention is instinctively directed toward your physical body. Within a minute-or-so, the vibrations subside and you return to normal. (The brief window for inner exploration is closed.) Many will then discount the whole event as weird and unimportant and go about their daily life. This event is often not shared with others because it is too strange to explain.

All of this is natural. Everyone that I know (including myself) has been shocked or frightened by the vibrational state at some time. The reality is this: The vibrational state experience is not physical in nature it is energetic. Our focus of attention upon the physical will quickly end the experience. The key is to completely surrender to the weird phenomena no matter how strange it may manifest. Simply and calmly allow the vibrations to continue without focusing your attention upon it.

The bottom line is this that the vibrational state cannot harm you in any way. In addition, if you are predisposed to experiencing vibrational state phenomena, you eventually must learn how to effectively deal with it. I know this is easier said then done.

Practice is essential. Practice on total mental relaxation during times of stress. Most important, your response to the vibrational phenomena is a highly creative process. On many occasions, I have imagined myself floating on a protective cloud while I was experiencing -- what seemed to me at the time -- to be exploding sounds and intense vibrations. This state of consciousness is difficult to explain.

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A calm mindset of allowing and surrendering to the vibrational state without focusing upon the perceived physical like nature of the experience is the first key to success.

The importance of creativity is often overlooked. For example, if during an OBE you experience train engine sounds or sensations, you can respond to this by imagining yourself as the engineer or passenger on the train and ride the sound out of your body. If you feel paralyzed, imagine you are a balloon and float up and away from your body. At times, it feels like a mental game of vibrational chess where I attempt to be one step ahead of the other player. Use whatever mental imagery works for you.

The 3 most commonly reported results after experiencing the vibrational state are:

1. Your fear will eventually shut down the vibrational process, creating a block.

2. You begin to learn about and use this mysterious and remarkable inner energy process.

3. You try to avoid the vibrational state by incorporating Lucid Dream induction or awakening methods.

More details and diagrams explaining this important topic are available on pages 146-151 of The Secret of the Soul.

The question: Are OBEs hereditary?

I believe that OBEs are hereditary. But the reason for this has nothing to do with physical genetics.

Our close family members -- and especially our children and siblings -- are part of our soul group. To clarify, we have chosen to learn and evolve within the physical training ground surrounded by a group of souls that we know instead of complete strangers. Our primary soul group is relatively small, consisting of 10-25 individuals.

As a result, we have a long-standing relationship with our children and siblings that extends through time and multiple incarnations. Because of this extensive and unseen relationship, we have developed many similar psychic and spiritual abilities along with some of our fellow soul group members. This explains why various psychic “gifts” such as the ability to communicate with the departed and the ability to remember our OBEs seem to run in families. We are essentially evolving spiritually together with and through our individual soul group. This connection extends far beyond the physical and explains several kinds of reported experiences.

Many people including myself have Out-of-Body Experiences that involve members of our individual soul group. For example, I have encountered and communicated with my mother, my twin sons, and my uncle during my OBEs. Two major factors are at work: (1)our soul group relationship that naturally draws us together and (2) our mutual spiritual evolution that is developing along a similar or parallel path.

As a side note, this also explains why our family relationships can be so challenging and difficult at times. Like an unfolding play of consciousness, we assume different roles in different physical scenes to enhance our potential learning. Evolution demands personal growth and our personal soul group assists our development by presenting and orchestrating new learning opportunities. When you fully recognize this amazing process unfolding around you, your perception and interaction with your family members takes on a new and much deeper prospective. Think about this in your life.

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March 2003 Newsletter

Dear OBE List Members:

Two months ago, I asked for questions and received a number of excellent thought-provoking comments and questions. This month, I am addressing several questions that are surprisingly related. These questions shed light on a wide variety of issues that impact our experiences. The answers touch upon important core issues that are essential to know if you are serious about the exploration of consciousness.

Questions & Answers

Why do some people have spontaneous OBEs when others don’t have them at all?

Spontaneous OBEs occur for a reason. They are not just random events. On some level, we are open to them or they would not occur. Openness is one of the main reasons why children between the ages of 4-12 have a high incidence of reported Out-of-Body Experiences. OBEs can occur to anyone no matter your age, occupation, or mindset.

I feel that many people (including myself) are predisposed and drawn to the experience because of training and experiences we received in past lives. For example, during multiple past life hypnosis sessions and OBEs, I have experienced myself as a Buddhist monk. My current interest in meditation, altered states of consciousness, and out-of-body experiences may have originated or been enhanced during these past lives allowing me to be open and receptive to OBEs today. I am convinced that our past life experiences impact all of us in countless different ways.

What is the difference between a dream and an OBE?

At its core, the major difference between a dream and an OBE is the percentage or degree of conscious awareness that is present during the experience. I would recommend testing your experiences for now on by demanding “Awareness Now!” during all dreams and OBEs. Doing this will increase your awareness within the experience and provide you more conscious control.

Then you can verify the nature of your experience by a wide variety of methods including visiting and observing a friend or place. One of the most common methods is to observe your own home or body from the out-of-body viewpoint. When doing this kind of verification, keep in mind that you are exploring and perceiving the subtle energy substructure of matter and not matter itself.

In my books, I discuss the continuum of Consciousness and how all-nonphysical experiences such as lucid dreams, remote viewing, and OBEs are not only related but also how they differ from one another by the degree of consciousness awareness present during the event. Because of this awareness issue, a “low powered or low awareness” OBE will often be interpreted as a "dream state".

What is the essential key to spiritual OBEs?

To truly understand the incredible potential of OBEs, you must stop thinking in 3-dimensional concepts. You are an expansive energy being capable of perceiving and exploring the subtle heart of the Universe. At this moment you dwell on every subtle multi-dimensional energy level of the Universe. You now exist and are directly connected with the pure essence of your Soul and even to God consciousness. It is your focus that limits you to the density of Earth.

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To explore effectively, you must allow yourself to move inwardly within yourself. Mentally reject all the old concepts of lateral motion, density, and form-based realities. All of these will melt away. The single most important key is the focus of your awareness during your Out-of-Body Experience. It is the one thing that you can adjust, enhance, and depend upon. Without your focus, you will slide quickly into unconsciousness, a dream state, or back to the physical body. All inner exploration ability is built upon this foundation.

Why do I have vision problems during an OBE?

During an OBE, you do not possess nor see with your eyes -- you perceive with your mind. In fact, all of your senses are created and maintained by your mind. Because of this, the reality you experience during an OBE may appear different then the physical location. For example, the surrounding walls and furniture may appear a different color or shape.

Also keep in mind that our natural nonphysical mode of perception is 360 degrees and not the 120 degrees we experience as a physical norm. For many, this enhanced perception capability takes some time to adjust to. In addition, this can create some interesting and unexpected perception results.

For example, it’s common during your early OBEs to experience a physical-like representation of your body's vision. But as you prolong your explorations and you become more comfortable and energetically stable, you soon realize that your perception ability is far greater then you can imagine. The result is that as you increase your awareness within the OBE, your perception ability and freedom becomes progressively enhanced.

Why do my hands seem to melt when I stare at them?

These questions are directly related. In addition to the visual issues discussed above, another extremely important energy dynamic is at work. As you increase your awareness, you also proportionately increase your personal vibration rate. This explains why your "hands will melt" when you stare at them during an OBE. Your nonphysical body and hands are only temporary energy representations and vehicles of perception created by your mind. When you focus upon your hands, you are consciously challenging your mind’s energy creation. Remember all forms -- physical and non-physical -- are but temporary creations and tools of Consciousness.

This also explains why your immediate surrounding will seem to dissolve away when you demand “Awareness Now!”. This focused demand will initiate an inner shift of consciousness. In reality, you are shifting your awareness inward within yourself, within the universe that is you. As your awareness increases, your consciousness will automatically move or shift to a higher or finer vibrational state. As this occurs, your surroundings will appear to change, dissolve, and disappear until a new reality becomes manifest around you. Stay calm and centered. You have just experienced the wonder of inner dimensional travel and a great mystery of the Universe is unveiled.

How can I observe my own body during an OBE?

For many, one of the most fascinating things to do during an OBE is to observe your own or a loved ones “physical” body. This can be more challenging then it may appear.

First, move away from your body about 10 feet and center yourself with an awareness demand such as “Clarity Now!" or "Awareness Now!” When attempting this, it is important to remain emotionally centered and unattached to the form you are observing for there is an inherent tendency to “snap back”

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to the body if you identify with it. The key to this kind of observation is to become a completely dispassionate observer and ask for clarity when ever your perception is less then ideal.

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May 2003 Newsletter

I have received numerous questions and comments concerning the most effective ways to use the various audio programs that I offer. It is well known that the single most important key to self-initiated OBEs is the daily practice of an induction method.

However, we know from experience that people respond to the various techniques differently. For example, some people are more tactile then visual so they may respond more favorably to a tactile approach. This is why it is important to experiment with several different methods.

Also, it is critically important to actively participate with the audio programs and not just passively listen. If during the use of any one program you experience vibrational state phenomena such as sounds, energy surges, vibrations, or floating sensations, then continue with that program uninterrupted for a full 30 days. Remember that the use of all OBE techniques is a highly creative practice where you can and will customize the approach to fit your needs.

Positive and practical tips when using the audio programs

1. The "interrupted sleep" approach enhances all of the various audio techniques. It takes some discipline, but it has proven to be effective. Set your alarm to wake up during the middle of the night. Then move to another bedroom or a sofa and do your selected method. Details concerning this are available in Adventures Beyond the Body, pages 191-192.

2. Nighttime affirmations both written and verbal ("Now I'm out-of-body!") will enhance the probability of an OBE. Hold your affirmations as your last conscious thought as you drift off.

3. View your dreams as an important doorway for personal exploration. Pay attention to your dream content and attempt to become as conscious within your dreams as possible. Remember to use the phrase "Awareness now!" during your dreams whenever possible. You can cultivate and stimulate your dream awareness by treating your dreams as valid experiences.

4. Keep a daily journal of all dreams, vibrational and OBE related phenomena. This helps to condition the subconscious mind and enhances recall.

5. Experiment with several methods. You will likely resonate with some approaches and methods more then others. After 30 days, feel free to select your favorite method and repeat it as desired.

6. Obtain as much knowledge as possible about the internal energy dynamics involved in stimulating OBEs. Be aware of the diverse vibrational state phenomena and how to effectively react to it. Most importantly know how to identify your individual vibrational state phenomena. I present detailed information about this in The Secret of the Soul, Chapter 9 "The Direct Path to the Soul".

7. If you are having problems in visualization, then feel or sense the activity presented in the audio programs.

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8. Have patience and enjoy the relaxation inherent during the process.

In this new CD format, there are 2 different programs on each disk so preset your player accordingly. Also never use these hypnotic audio products while driving a vehicle.

Guided Techniques for OBE Experiences4 CD Set

Disk 1: (Purple) "Sleep Programming for Out of Body Experiences"

Primarily designed as a passive conditioning program. This CD is designed for continuous play during sleep, to encourage the subconscious to accept and allow Out-of-Body Experiences. Generally this program is used two different ways. Playing it continuously and aloud during sleep. The other approach is to play it softly with headphones or a pillow speaker. (Use concurrently with each successive technique as desired)

Disk 2: (Blue) "Spiritual Awakening" with "Hypnosis for Out-of-Body Travel."

I recommend starting with this CD and using it daily for at least a week. Remember, the first important step in all OBE methods is total body relaxation. As much as possible allow yourself to release and relax into each program. Suspend all mental judgment and analysis of the various techniques and just allow yourself to flow with the programs.

Disk 3: (Green) "Target Technique" and "Spiritual Growth and Expansion."

Do the "Spiritual Growth and Expansion" program first and then begin the "Target Technique". Remember to maintain your selected targets as your last conscious thought as you allow your body to drift off. During this and all techniques, incorporate as many as your senses as possible.

Disk 4: (Yellow) "The Vibrational Technique" and "Chakra Technique"

When doing the Chakra method, it is important to visualize or feel the energy expansion and opening. This can be achieved by imagining a flower opening. Or even a door or window opening. Allow yourself to be as creative as possible with this and all the methods.

Mach 1 AudioPO Box 80664Rochester, MI 48308-0664 Phone: 248-651-5222Web site: http://www.mach1audio.comE-mail: info@mach1audio.com

Visit William's other website: www.out-of-body.com

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June 2003 Newsletter

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I am currently writing a new book tentatively named The Art of Awareness. The primary focus of the book will be on practical ways for us to expand and enhance our perception and consciously connect with our spiritual essence. The new book will explore the natural energy laws that shape and mold our lives and how our awareness of these principles can dramatically enhance our lives. The following is a brief example.

Individuals who have Out-of-Body Experiences often talk about seeing other realities beyond our physical vision. It is not uncommon for them to report observing the formation of raw energy into various forms. These subtle energy forms are molded by our thoughts and emotions.

Many believe that these thought-forms are actually the early energy stages of creation before they manifest as physical reality. In other words, all physical forms start as a thought and assume shape and solidity within the unseen inner dimensions of the Universe.

These subtle thought-forms grow in density and detail as we direct and focus our repeated thought energy upon them. Every focused idea whether it is a house, a car, or a relationship slowly grows and has the potential to become form. When we hold a clear idea or image in our mind, we essentially create a stable energy mold and doorway into the outer world of matter. Our repeated thought energy reinforces and builds the subtle substructure for the specific energy object, condition, or relationship so it can potentially appear in matter. This is the basic energy essence of creation -- the mechanics and manifestation of form. [StealthSkater note: is this somewhat like the principle behind the popular "Matrix" movies?]

The vast majority of Humanity remains unaware of this and other basic energy principles that create our personal reality. Based on Out-of-Body Experiences, we know that the Universe (seen and unseen) is an immense multi-dimensional hologram of energies that is constantly interacting with thought. [StealthSkater note: similar to the popular "The Holographic Universe" book?]

In many ways, the Universe around us acts like a mirror that accurately reflects our thoughts. Each of us is like a powerful TV. broadcasting station sending our many thought signals into the Universe. When you consciously or unconsciously project the thought energies of “give me” and “I need” into the Universe, it automatically responds back to you with the same message “Give me” and “I need from you”.

When you change your mental and emotional projections to “How can I give?” and “how can I serve?”, a fundamental and radical shift in energy occurs and the Universe automatically responds back to you with “What can I give to you?” and “How can I serve you?”

The magnificent multi-dimensional hologram of energy we call "Life" is always ready and able to respond to your thoughts. In fact, it has always responded to your personal thoughts. But it is you that must learn how to control and focus your own projections of energy. Until you do, you will exist in a state of constant need for you are always reaping the thoughts you sow. The energy dynamic is clear -- change your thoughts and changes will manifest in your life. Good, bad, or indifferent what you think about and dwell upon expands around you.

Closely monitor your thoughts for one day. You may be shocked by the content. Examine both the content and the tone of your thoughts periodically through the day. Keep in mind that it is estimated

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that we create a staggering 60,000 thoughts a day. Now take a moment and ask yourself some important questions.

What message or messages are you sending out into the Universe? Are your thoughts predominately focused on your personal needs, desires, or perceived lack? Is the dominant theme and tone of your thoughts about your need for more money, more things, greater self-gratification, better relationships, or your health issues? Or are you thinking about how you can assist or give of yourself to others?

For one full day, do an experiment where you send loving, helpful, and supportive thoughts to every single person you meet. See if you can feel the difference in your self.

Your life today is the direct result of your thought energy. Remember that the Universe -- like the Sun -- shines its light and abundance equally upon all of us. But it is up to us to awaken and open to the radiant inner light. Your thoughts are the key. Every time you look into a mirror, examine your thoughts. From this moment, be aware and select your thoughts with care.

All my best,William Buhlman

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August 2003 Newsletter

I will be a guest on Whitley Strieber's radio show "Dreamland" on Saturday August 16 th. Listen live or archived: Unknown Country.

I am currently writing a new book and will be doing fewer events for the next year. Only 2 more workshops will be conducted this year.

How to change your desires into reality

10 years ago, I read about the importance of setting goals and decided to create a list of 50 things that I dreamed of doing. At the time, I was employed for a Detroit company that I didn't really like. I had 2 weeks vacation, an average income, and the responsibility of raising twin boys. During that time, the idea of making a written list of my dreams as goals was nothing short of wishful thinking. But I decided to do it anyway.

My attitude was “Why not? I have nothing to lose.” I still remember writing my list during an especially boring 3-hour business meeting. Much of my list was totally unrealistic and included travel to exotic destinations such as Peru, London, and Rome. Included in my wild and improbable list were dreams of writing a book; visiting Sedona, Arizona; and seeing the magnificent redwood forests in northern California. Up to that point, I did what many people do. I occasionally thought about my hopes and desires without committing the list to paper.

Written Goals are the key to Manifesting

Now when I look back over the last 10 years, the transformation in my life is amazing. The wild and seemingly unrealistic list of written goals has largely become my reality. Almost all of my 50 dream

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items have now manifested in my life. In fact, I have added numerous goals since then and they have also rapidly appeared.

At first I was surprised -- and even shocked -- by the effectiveness of this simple goal making process. But now I fully expect to manifest my dreams even though I don't focus my attention upon them. Today when I update my list of goals, I know from experience that this powerful process of goal setting is always at work behind the scenes arranging the unseen energies that will eventually manifest at some point in my life. I absolutely know that my goals will not only manifest but also will appear in ways more elegant then I could ever imagine or plan.

This powerful creative energy process continues to remain a mystery to most of Humanity. We live in an immense energy Universe and our focused thoughts and intentions create a powerful and unseen energy mold that shapes our reality. Your thoughts constantly mold the ethereal energy dimensions just beyond our vision.

This subtle substructure of the physical world is often referred to as the lower astral or etheric plane and we know today that it is highly pliable and responsive to thought. The more focused your thoughts the more effective and rapid the energy restructuring process occurs in this subtle dimension. The formation of this unseen energy mold is the source and portal of all physical manifestations and the basis of all form based realities. What I found especially fascinating is that this formation process of energy can be personally witnessed and confirmed during an OBE. In fact, the entire concept of "thought-forms" is the result of this energy process in action.

As a side note, I would like to add that many people today remain unaware that they shape and mold their reality and make the common mistake of focusing their thoughts upon their lack, their problems, or their personal dramas instead of their goals. Of course, this focused negative energy is then magnified and manifested in their lives. The same powerful principle of manifestation is always at work. But it is up to us to learn to use our thought energy effectively. I include more about this powerful energy principle in The Secret of the Soul.

The evidence of this creative process is all around you. Trace the energy of every object and relationship in your life and you will discover that you created the initial mold with your thoughts. I would highly recommend that you write your goal list today and post it where you can see it every day. Don't procrastinate, for this simple act will help you to crystallize your dreams into reality.

September 2003 Newsletter

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Today, many are talking about the effectiveness of embracing the now as the key to awareness and self-realization. The concept is simple yet profound. The present moment is the only valid point of personal power and transformation. The Past is gone and the Future is an unrealized dream. In a very real sense, this present moment is a portal to higher consciousness and self-awareness.

The vast majority of Humanity remains unaware of their true self because they have become immersed within the ego mind and labyrinth of Time. Their mind’s attention and awareness is uncontrollable and repeatedly focused upon past events and future plans. Like a recording gone wild, they follow the incessant rambling and dictates of the mind. They have forgotten that the mind is only a tool of consciousness and not consciousness itself.

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As a result, they have relinquished all control to the ego mind and they don’t even know it. Most people are unaware of their dangerous predicament. The end result is a life filled with drama, failed relationships, family conflicts, financial issues, health problems, and an endless list of personal challenges that keep your attention focused on the façade of matter. The ego mind stays active and firmly in control by perpetuating your personal dramas.

An important question is raised: how do I effectively access the Now? How do I stay present while immersed in an ocean of mental motion? Many suggest fighting the mind’s control. Training your mind to cooperate with your intentions. Some practice meditation, yoga, breathing work, and countless other approaches. Others go from book-to-book seeking the critical revelation that will make their life easier or more fulfilled. They continuously seek the answers to self-awareness outside of themselves. Is it possible that something is missing? Some insight or direct approach is overlooked or assumed to be too radical?

During this recent resurgence of interest in the power of Now, an important revelation continues to be overlooked. Time does not exist beyond the body. An Out-of-Body Experience -- by its very nature -- is a powerful and proven opening into the Now. OBEs provide a highly effective method to experience the full glory of the present beyond time and space. For now on during your Out-of-Body Experiences, lucid dreams, trance states, or -- for that matter -- any moment of the day you desire simply demand your full awareness to be present. Be open to embrace the unlimited potential of your true self. Allow yourself to completely let go of the constant rambling, drama, and limits of the ego mind. Be bold and enjoy the calmness of the Present.

In Chapter 9 of The Secret of the Soul, I explore this subject in much greater depth. Out-of-Body exploration is not escapism as some suggest but a powerful opportunity to reconnect and experience your true self beyond the restrictions the ego mind and the limits of Time. Like meditation, the experience is what you make it. This is why I emphasize the importance of directing your inner experiences as much as possible. This is also why I repeatedly stress the focusing techniques of “awareness now and clarity now”. Don’t be afraid to demand awareness and to expect self-realization and even God realization. After all, you may just allow yourself to experience it now.

I would like to thank all my workshop sponsors who invest so much time and effort in arranging the various events I conduct every year. Their assistance is invaluable and greatly appreciated. The remaining workshops this year will be held in Michigan and Vegas. I would encourage you to attend if you are interested. No workshops are planned for the U.S. next year because I am committed to writing a new non-fiction book and a novel. I look forward to seeing you.

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October 2003 Newsletter

Dear OBE Members:

During the last month, I received several questions concerning the purpose for the problems and challenges that we encounter during our lives. This subject was also discussed during the Michigan workshop last week.

Often we become so caught up in the day-to-day events unfolding around us that we overlook the deeper lessons of Life. Based on my personal out-of-body experiences, I view this world as a magnificent training ground for soul. An interactive, thought responsive matrix of energy that is molded

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by our thoughts and intentions. In this dense training environment, we create the lessons we need based on our state of consciousness.

One of the essential keys to manifesting your ideal life is to take full responsibility for your thoughts and actions. When you embrace this simple concept of personal responsibility, an amazing transformation takes place. The incredible creative power of focused thought is now recognized and accessible in your life. You now can take the reins and consciously build your life with your thoughts and actions. A profound inner shift is experienced and the old victim mentality is erased forever. You become empowered. An excerpt from The Secret of the Soul may help to clarify this viewpoint.

The Ultimate Training Ground

Just for a moment imagine that you live in a magnificent ethereal world of indescribable beauty. A world consisting of magnificent subtle energies where every thought you create molds and shapes the immediate environment around you. Imagine a perfect world where your thoughts create any reality that you choose. Whatever your heart desires is manifested before you. A glorious land overflowing with unlimited abundance and joy where failure and limitations are nonexistent. Imagine yourself in an ideal world where everyone is free to explore and develop their creative pursuits and experience their unlimited potential. Does this sound like Heaven?

Imagine what one immature or undisciplined being could and would do in this ideal thought responsive world. Picture the chaos and destruction that a single primitive mind could create. One undisciplined mind could wreak complete havoc destroying the perfection of the subtle energy environments and the privacy of all the inhabitants. A group of primitive minds could create disastrous conflicts and devastation destroying the reality of everyone in their path.

Now for a moment imagine what kind of educational environment would be the perfect training ground for this undisciplined mind. What kind of school would be created to educate this primitive state of consciousness? What kind of lessons would effectively train this disruptive, juvenile mind to coexist in the thought responsive heavenly dimensions?

Welcome to the slowed-down molecular training ground of Consciousness. Welcome to the dense school of matter where focused thoughts are required in order to create, survive, and prosper. Welcome to the ultimate virtual reality -- a powerful thought responsive matrix where you shape and mold your surroundings and your life with the focused energy of your own thoughts and actions. Welcome to the ideal training environment where the young and undisciplined mind can learn by trial&error without contaminating the pure realms of spirit. Welcome to your physical life.

December 2003 Newsletter

I would like to wish everyone a wonderful holiday season.

In a past newsletter, I wrote about our amazing ability to create personal reality. One of the keys to this creative process is to clearly describe the things you would like to manifest in your life. One of the exercises that I highly recommended was to create a detailed, written list of 50 things that you would like to see, do or accomplish in your life.

Today, some people believe that this simplistic list approach is a silly waste of time. Aishful fantasy that accomplishes little. Let me share a brief story to illustrate my point …

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10 years ago, I created my first list of 50 things that I wished to experience in my life. At that point in my life, everything on my list was nearly impossible to achieve. With 2 small children and a modest income, the thought of trips to Europe and Asia, writing a book, and all of the 50 items on my list were unrealistic dreams. Included on my personal list were many items related to China including visiting the Great Wall and Tibet.

I have said all along that we create our reality with our intentions and thoughts. However, talk is cheap. A clear example of this creative process has again manifest itself in my life. Next month I will be moving to Shanghai, China for the next 3 years. During this time, I plan on exploring many different parts of Asia and completely fulfilling the remainder of my original 50-item list. The bottom line is this.

The Universe does respond to our focused thoughts. Our thoughts create an energy mold for our personal physical reality to manifest. The sheer power of this creative process is incredible to observe in our lives.

Make your personal list today and be bold with it. Forget limits … just go for it. This creative process works beyond our comprehension, so don’t underestimate your potential. Today, make it your New Year’s resolution to create your personal list of 50 items. And do it now. Then be open to receive.

February 2004 Newsletter

Dear OBE members:

This newsletter is longer than most. I originally designed this information to be 2 different letters. But after some thought, I felt that the continuity of the ideas presented is more effective together. I encourage you to read the entire text for it has valuable information that is essential to your future. This knowledge continues to have a powerful impact upon my life. And I feel it will assist you as well.

The Unseen Mechanics of Creation

In the December newsletter, I addressed the topic of our ability to shape and mold our personal reality. Since this subject is so critically important to all of us that I decided to provide more details.

Since the beginning of civilization, the burning question of Creation has been a topic of dispute and controversy. Two major schools of thought have evolved over the centuries. In brief, one is the well-known biblical story of a Supreme Being creating the Universe. And the other is the more recent Big Bang and evolution theories that essentially teaches the creation and gradual development of Life over billions of years.

Today, most people view Creation as an ancient grand event that is now completed. Many also assume that this question of creation is unimportant in their daily lives. However, modern Out-of-Body Experiences shed light on a great mystery that influences all of us. In fact, one of the greatest secrets of our existence is now revealed.

Individuals who have Out-of-Body Experiences often speak of interacting with realities beyond our physical vision. For thousands of years, these unseen realities were given the name of "Heaven" by early spiritual explorers. The early religious concepts of Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory were essentially crude interpretations and explanations of the wondrous multi-dimensional ocean that we dwell within.

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These early biblical pioneers clearly presented a Universe composed of 4-to-7 distinct dimensions. The modern religions of today are all built upon this insight. Keep in mind that the early religious concepts of a multi-dimensional universe were highly advanced 2,000 years ago when these ideas were first presented. Unfortunately, a long progression of religious leaders used the multi-dimensional concepts of Heaven and Hell essentially as a carrot&stick philosophy to manipulate and control the masses. This fear-based approach has worked very effectively for over 2,000 years. Many religions have prospered and spread providing beliefs and hope instead of answers and knowledge. For the vast majority of Humanity, the shocking truth of our multi-dimensional existence and our immortality remained cloaked in religious mystery.

Today, we have expanded our knowledge. Countless OBEs confirm that the Universe is multi-dimensional in nature and that the unseen dimensions act as the logical energy substructure for all matter. To clarify, all physical objects including all lifeforms are multi-dimensional and composed of non-physical energy.

However, what many do not see is the extent, depth, and critical importance of these subtle realities. These unseen heavenly realities are extremely diverse and are influenced and molded by our thoughts. OBE explorers often observe the formation of cloud-like energy shapes of various forms and densities. Today, many refer to these subtle energy clouds as "thought-forms". The energy forms that exist closer in vibration to matter are generally observed as relatively dense and stable (less resistant to thought). This leads us to an amazing discovery that impacts all of us in profound ways.

We now know from OBEs that the subtle unseen thought-forms that dominate segments of the inner dimensions grow in density and detail as we direct and focus our repeated thought energy upon them. Every focused idea -- whether it is a pair of shoes, house, a car, or a relationship-- increases in density within the astral dimension with our continued thought reinforcement. With repeated thought reinforcement, a stable energy mold and an interdimensional opening into the dense physical world is developed. This allows the energy object or relationship to eventually manifest in the physical world.

In other words, the subtle energies of the unseen dimensions are solidified and transformed into 3-dimensional forms by our thoughts, goals, and intentions. This is the unseen energy essence of creation, the mechanics, and manifestation of form. Every focused goal becomes a thought-form and has the potential to become matter. This is also the unseen reason why goal setting and visualization is effective in the physical world.

For example, many years ago during one of my out-of-body experiences, I witnessed a partially-manifested large ship with red markings. I had no idea what it meant, so I disregarded the ship as unimportant. I concluded it was just another apparently random thought-form that is so prevalent within the astral dimension.

Several months later, I received a letter from the Inner Voyage Tours Company asking me to be a speaker during a week long Caribbean cruise. At that point, I discovered that the cruise line was Carnival and that their ships have red markings. Only then did the shocking truth hit me.

During my OBE, I had witnessed the energy formation of my own Future. The unseen energy of my future cruise was taking astral form and preparing to manifest within my physical world. This process is incredible to observe and verify in your own life. This is why keeping a journal is invaluable.

Today I watch in amazement as future events in my life reveal themselves in my OBEs long before they manifest in matter. We now know that these thought-forms are actually the early stages of creation

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before they manifest as physical reality. In other words, all physical forms start as a thought and assume shape and solidity within the unseen inner realms.

Let's explore this powerful creative process even more. Based on out-of-body experiences, the Universe is very much like a multi-dimensional hologram of energies. The physical world we see around us is the thin dense outer crust of this massive energy projection. The creation of form begins within the subtle inner core of this energy projection and flows outward from the spiritual source into the progressively denser vibrations of thought, emotion, and finally into matter.

However, the vast majority of people remain unaware that the Universe also functions like an interactive energy mirror that responds to your thoughts. When you constantly project the thought energies of “I need" or "I lack" or "Give me" or "I deserve” into the world, the Universe responds back to you in kind “I need from you" and "I want from you”.

When you change your mental and emotional projections to “how can I give?” and “how can I serve?”, a fundamental shift in energy occurs and the Universe responds automatically “What can I give to you?” and “How can I serve you?”

This magnificent hologram of energy is always ready and able to respond. In fact, the Universe has always responded to your personal thoughts. But it is up to you to learn how to control and focus your own projections of energy. Until you do, you will exist in a state of constant need for you have separated yourself from the source of all creation and are reaping the result of the needy thoughts that you have sowed.

This also fully explains the unseen process that enables psychics to predict the Future. A good psychic is sensitive to the thought-forms that surround a person and will interpret and translate this energy properly. The real challenge is the interpretation of the thought-forms. As some of you know, this is also the ancient secret behind real "magic", faith healing, Wicca, Shamanism, psychic phenomena, and the hidden purpose and power behind countless religious beliefs, ceremonies, and rituals throughout the Ages.

Thoughts are things. The bottom line is this. Nothing is blocking or withholding abundance from your life. You create your own limitations by the way you project your thoughts and intentions both consciously and subconsciously. Every limiting and negative self-concept, belief, and accepted falsehood hampers or blocks your creative ability. When you project thoughts of need and lack, you create need and lack in your life. God, the Universe has given us access to all we will ever need here and now. However, it is up to you to awaken and learn how to access the ever-present creative flow of energy abundance within yourself. The great spiritual teachers throughout the ages have repeatedly taught the truth of this. But few have listened.

The keys to manifesting your reality:

1. Everything is a form of energy.

Modern physics has proven that everything around us is a form of moving energy. No thing is truly solid. Also Science has confirmed that all energy and forms. Even subatomic particles can be influenced by thought. In fact, a child’s thoughts can alter the motion of subatomic patterns. This knowledge opens the door to a starting new vision of reality. [StealthSkater note: on a related note, remote-influencing is closely related to remote-viewing. While the latter enables one to witness a particular event, the former purports to allow one to influence some event. The trick is that it has to be of a microscopic quantum size. The celebrated military RV-er Lyn Buchanon reportedly

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caused an army laptop to self-distruct by influencing a quantum event within its circuitry. And the Russians for years loaded the front rows of world chess championship audiences with their RV-ers who they hoped would confuse the mental abilities of challengers to their champion.]

2. Clearly define and express what you desire in your life.

Everything begins with a clear focused thought. Your focus creates the energy mold within the inner dimensions. The key is to not only think about your goal but also commit it to writing. Be specific. Writing your goals or dreams helps to crystallize them even faster. To clarify this creative principle, I will share a short story concerning one of my sons.

When my son Eric was 16, before he even had his driver’s license, he decided he wanted a motorcycle. His bedroom was filled with magazines and pictures of motorcycles. He settled on one make and model and posted pictures of the new bike all around his bedroom. Even his computer screen saver was his dream motorcycle in the bright red color that he desired. Following my instructions, he clearly described his personal goal in writing and created pictures of himself riding the bike.

3. Take ownership of your thought energy now.

I told my son to see and feel himself riding “his” new motorcycle now in the present moment. Be vivid about it. In no time, he was asking me to take him to look at new motorcycles so he could visualize them better. During a visit to the bike dealership, he showed me what he wanted and explained why it was the perfect machine for him. While there, I told him to sit on the one he liked to see if it “fit” him. What a surprise to hear that it was perfect. Now he could clearly see and feel what he desired to manifest. Keep in mind that at that point in time, his desire was a completely unrealistic dream.

4. Take action when ever possible.

The last step is the one that many seem to overlook. Look for opportunities for you to take action. Even small things are important in the creative process.

For example, my son called various insurance companies to check on the rates and coverage available, even payment plans. I was informed in detail about the great fuel economy and portability of “his” motorcycle. He investigated, found, and registered for a certified motorcycle safety course to counter my many logical objections. In addition, he got a part time job after school to pay for his dream.

Then about 2 months later, “out of the blue” both of my sons received inheritance money from a distant aunt who had passed away without our knowledge. My son’s seemingly impractical motorcycle thought-form quickly manifested into the physical world. And he still rides it today. There is no coincidence.

5. Be open to receive.

The final step is to be completely open without conditions. Don’t prejudge the outcome of your goals for they will often manifest in a different form than what you may have envisioned. A powerful phrase to repeat is “this or something better will appear in my life”.

The creative end result is clear. But your focused intention and action molds your reality, however; wishing and hoping does not. Each of us possesses the power of creation in our lives. But it is up to us to use our inherent ability. Our focused intention creates a subtle energy mold within the inner

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dimensions and our individual thought-forms are the birthplace of matter, our reality. The proper use of this knowledge creates a powerful life-changing shift in consciousness that can change your life.

When you focus your thought energy and take action, your life is no longer the end result of the many external energy forces that surround you. You no longer view yourself as the victim of external circumstances. A tremendous sense of self-empowerment flows though you as you begin to focus your thoughts and goals and truly build your new future, your new life. Based on my experiences, this is one of the great mysteries each of us must resolve in order to evolve beyond matter and permanently reside within the inner dimensions of the Universe. (Chapter 9 in The Secret of the Soul explores this in more detail).

This powerful principle currently molds your life with unseen precision. Most remain unaware of their creative ability and are deceived by the slowness of the physical changes occurring around them. They never perceive the incredible connection between their thoughts and the outer forms that dominate their life. Billions of people continue to live in ignorance of their creative abilities.

From this moment, begin to trace your thoughts and observe the outer physical effect. Keep a log of your energy interactions. You may start with the small mundane things around you. Trace your thoughts from the first fleeting idea to the physical appearance of all the objects in your life. Trace everything around you -- your food, your clothes, car, home and furnishings, your relationships, and your marriage. Examine this for yourself. Every object and relationship in your life began as a thought. From this moment, take ownership of your creative power and consciously build your life.

When you assume full responsibility for your thoughts and actions and embrace your God-given creative ability, all things are possible.

September 2004 Newsletter

Dear OBE members:

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Living in Shanghai is a wonderful experience. China is a rich culture overflowing with diversity and beauty. And I continue to be fascinated by the sights and sounds that I witness. I am observing the rapid and momentous shift of an ancient country from a third-world agricultural-based society to an industrial giant that will soon dominate the current economic powerhouses of our Planet.

As I scan my balcony, I can see extensive construction everywhere. As far as I can see in every direction, there are massive high-rise buildings growing at an amazing rate. It is estimated that over 50 percent of the World’s construction cranes are currently in Shanghai. Imagine a city 3 times larger than New York and you begin to comprehend the vastness. Picture 20 million people, 3 million cars, 10 million bikes, and 5 million motorbikes all sharing the roads. To make it even more interesting, almost every person behind the wheel is a first-time driver with no formal drivers training. Needless to say, driving around Shanghai is a daily adventure.

Often there are unseen lessons or opportunities for personal growth offered in our daily lives. Out of habit, I always attempt to uncover the hidden lessons within the significant events of my life. As you know, it can be a difficult to clearly see beyond the dense facade and truly understand the purpose for the many experiences occurring in our life. Since moving to China 6 months ago, it has become clear that several powerful personal lessons are now presented in my daily life.

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I believe one of my current lessons is the need for me to cultivate patience in my life. This is a quality I have always lacked. In general, we take a lot of things for granted such as clean drinking water, electricity, edible food, and unrestricted travel. For example, take away your car and suddenly the most mundane events become a challenge. The simple act of buying milk and bread presents a challenge that requires a degree of planning and patience.

So far, every thing in China has taken much longer then I expected. For example, all of my personal belongings including my computers took 3 months to arrive in China. They then sat another month on a dock in Shanghai as I slowly weaved though the maze of customs paperwork.

Another recent lesson revolves around my need for personal control of my life and my environment. The following story clarifies a recent learning situation that I experienced.

After returning from my April OBE workshop in Italy, I was exhausted from my 17-hour flight and was looking forward to a good night sleep. As I move through customs in the Shanghai airport, I am suddenly stopped by a security agent and quickly escorted to a back room. 3 uniformed men examine my passport and ask me several personal questions about my travel destinations.

Then I am harshly told that my Chinese Visa is not valid and I have to exit China immediately. "You go now!" In shock, I tell them that I live here and there must be a mistake.

Again I am forcefully told, "You go back to where you come from". Since my last flight was from Amsterdam, I am told to go back to Holland. Still in shock, I ask for other options and request a phone call. They tell me bluntly, "No phones, you go now".

Of course my cell phone has lost its charge during my travel, so contact with anyone I know is out of the question. Again I insist on other options and I am told that I can purchase a ticket and fly to Hong Kong instead of Amsterdam. But I must leave the country now. I am told that I can apply for a new visa in Hong Kong. (This is about a 2-hour flight).

2 guards escort me through the Shanghai airport to the Dragon Air airline ticket office and under their watchful eyes, I purchase a flight on the next plane out. As a customs agent holds my passport, I am escorted through the airport and to the waiting plane. At the door of the plane the guard hands me my passport and with a wide smile speaks his first English: "Bye-Bye".

While waiting for my flight to Hong Kong, I pondered the potential lessons before me. All personal control over my movement and freedom was instantly gone. All of my "rights" as I perceive them were gone. This experience created a strange feeling of complete powerlessness that is difficult to convey.

However, powerful lessons about control, resistance, and surrender was present. How often do we resist the change or the flow of events around us? How often do we fight for our viewpoint or opinion to be correct? How often does our resistance to change create the many dramas and hardships in our lives?

After verbally resisting the Chinese authorities, I quickly realized that my best course of action was to surrender to the flow of events that engulfed me. Yes, I was kicked out of the country that day. But also I went to Hong Kong and had a great experience exploring the many sights of this fabulous city. Sometimes the Universe has a bigger and better plan for us than we can imagine. However, it is up to us to stop resisting and simply surrender to flow of events that propel us forward.

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Think about this in your daily life when events seem be out of control and drama and conflicts confront you. Maybe challenging events in your life provide important lessons about resisting and surrender. The key is to recognize these opportunities and learn from them.

November 2004 Newsletter

Dear OBE MEMBERS:

This newsletter has turned out to be rather lengthy. However, I wanted to share some of my observations and experiences with you. I have decided to break the newsletter into 2 parts. This is the second half of last month's newsletter.

Many people have expressed interest concerning my life in China. Every day continues to be a new adventure. The language barrier is the most difficult obstacle I confront on a daily basis. Few Chinese speak English, so I have just completed 40 hours of Mandarin language lessons. I have found that learning the language is a difficult endeavor at best, but a very good challenge.

The following "snap shots" of the country are only a small sampling of what I have experienced living in Shanghai. I have included "images" that are not on the travel channel in order to give you a feel for the "real" China that most people will never see. This newsletter will be different from the norm, I will be focusing on observations I have made in China.

At a busy intersection, a bus turns and hits a 10-year-old boy on his bike and knocks him to the street. As the boy is crying in the street, I watch in amazement as the bus driver opens his window and screams obscenities at the kid for blocking the way of his bus. The crying boy drags himself and his bike to side of the road. The bus driver speeds off leaving a cloud of exhaust. Even though this is a crowded street, no one seems to notice or care.

As a side note, China had over 100,000 deaths caused by autos last year even though they have relatively few cars compared to the U.S. The authorities have just installed a new law -- mandatory loss of all driving privileges for life if you are involved in a motor vehicle fatality.

In many parts of China and Southeast Asia, cats and dogs are raised for food. During the SARS outbreak, cats were suspected as potential carriers of the disease. Because of this, countless thousands were killed throughout China. The numbers of cat deaths are unknown but some estimates were over a million. On a related subject, pets such as cats and dogs are a new phenomena in China and many Chinese are noticeably afraid of large dogs.

In general, the concept of personal space appears to be non-existent. People will walk and bump into you and step in front of you in line without a second thought. In fact, the idea of standing in lines appears to be relatively new. At bank machines and cash registers, I quickly learned to defend my space and became a little more aggressive. Today, there are over 50,000 foreigners in Shanghai. And I believe they are having an impact on some of the traditional behavior.

A common sight in Shanghai is the dramatic contrast of the old and the new. Everywhere I travel, I see countless ultra modern glass and steel high-rise buildings under construction that are surrounded by flimsy bamboo scaffolding.

In late November, we were in Shanghai for a week. As we enter a modern 10-story shopping mall, we were unexpectedly greeted by English Christmas music, Santa, and Christmas trees. In addition, I

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was surprised that most of the product advertisements and billboards featured smiling western woman in scantily-dressed attire.

Outside of the city, we are driving on an expressway going about 70 miles-an-hour when cars speed by us on the left shoulder doing 80-plus. Apparently emergency shoulder lanes are viewed as passing lanes.

As I walk through a western style supermarket, I see the Chinese 'take' on fresh food. Large tanks are overflowing with live frogs, snakes, eels, turtles, fish, and many things I can't begin to identify. Fish heads are a popular item. In the countryside, cats are again on the menu. In general, real Chinese food is nothing like the American versions.

As I shop in various stores, people will stop and examine the contents of my shopping cart. They are very interested in what Westerners eat and drink. In addition, if you have a small child with blond or red hair, the locals may stop and rub the head of the child for good luck. Some will even attempt to pick up the child and hold it. The intentions are very friendly, however. On one occasion, I have seen a western mother react in horror.

There are many misconceptions. The standard of living is improving rapidly. Many Chinese own their homes or apartments. In addition, one million people in the Shanghai area now own a car. Families are very close and multiple generations often live in one home. Personal property rights are now assured and Capitalism is now king. Everyone is selling or making something. Also, China has few taxes on the average citizen. As an example, there are no sales taxes. The Chinese government apparently doesn't need to tax their own citizens because they obtain huge sums of money from the Western nations.

In closing, I am sure of one thing. As Americans remain divided over countless issues like gay marriage, abortion, gun control and immigration, the Chinese are marching together as one powerful force of 1.3 billion souls. Ask yourself what made America a great nation and created our current standard of living?

The answer is cost-effective mass manufacturing. Based on all that I observe, in 10 short years China will economically replace the U.S. as the dominant world power. It is a shame that the leaders of both political parties are too busy fighting amongst themselves to even see our nation's great economic decline on the immediate horizon. The modern Rome is emerging and it is China.

If you doubt my viewpoint, just visit any Wal-Mart and you are observing the manufacturing power of China. Today they dominate many critical U.S. industries such as steel manufacturing, plastics, furniture, small arms, computer, audio and video product production. As America throws hundreds of billions of dollars down the drain every year on endless pork projects and wars, our most important world markets are being systematically conquered by the Chinese.

As a side note, few are aware that the Chinese government now finances the record U.S. deficit of well over one trillion dollars. The sad fact is that both major political parties refuse to even acknowledge that we have a serious and growing problem that threatens our future.

I understand that this has nothing to do with Out-of-Body travel. However, many of you have been asking questions about my move here. I want you to know that I am safe and thank you all for your concern. Future newsletters will have more of a 'traditional' feel with content about astral projection.

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