blessings of bismillah [english]

7/30/2019 Blessings of Bismillah [English]

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Gn`zb%h%F`se`ll

N Kmnpthr ig Gn`znb%h%[ubbnt

[mnyjm%h%Tnr`qnt, Ne`r%h%Nml%h%[ubbnt,Giubdhr ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Nllnenm Enulnbn Nfu F`lnl

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Trnbslnthd `bti Hbcl`sm fy Enol`s%h%Tnrno`e -Dnwnt%h%@slne`)

Nttnr ^nd`r` Vnznv`

Flhss`bcs ig


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Nll V`cmts Vhshrvhd

Bi pufl`smhr itmhr tmnb Enjtnfn%tul%End`bn `s nlliwhd ti rhpr`btir rhpridukh tm`s fiij

Flhss`bcs ig

Kipyr`cmt 61>6 Enjtnfn%tul%End`bn

Enjtnfn%tul%End`bn

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Kibtnkt +? *0>%166%6;484460

FNBCLNDH[M?J"E Fmivnb, >st Gliir, >>, Nbdnr J`lln Km`ttncibc"

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[IXTM NGV@KN?7>N, E`bt Vind, Girdsfurc, Oimnbbhsfurc"Kibtnkt +? 1>>%=;= 0100

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Du gir Vhnd`bc tmh Fiij

Vhnd tmh gilliw`bc Du -suppl`kntìb) fhgirh yiu study nrhl`cìus fiij ir nb @slne`k lhssib, yiu w`ll rhehefhrwmnthvhr yiu study,

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Trnbslntìb

P Nllnm . Iphb tmh pirtnl ig jbiwlhdch nbd w`sdie

gir us, nbd mnvh ehrky ib us. I tmh Ibh wmi `s tmh eist

Mibiurnflh nbd Clirìus.

-Nl%Eustnrng, vil" >, pp" 41)

Bith? Vhk`th nlt%Nlnb%Bnf ibkh fhgirh nbd ngthr tmh Du"


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Tnflh ig Kibthbts

Du gir Vhnd`bc tmh Fiij """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ``

Trnbsl`thrntìb Kmnrt """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" v

Trnbslntirs Biths """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" x`

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Flhss`bcs ig

Hbdhnviur Vhen`bs Xbg`b`smhd """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >

Jhhp ib Vhk`t`bc """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >

Qrithktìb ig Tm`bcs grie O`bbs """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 6

Vhk`th Kirrhktly """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 6

Hxk`thehbt Qrhvn`lhd """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;

Kieprhmhbs`vhbhss ig tmh Lhtthr `b """""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;

@se%h%Nne """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 4

Qrnyhr Endh S`tm @se%h%Nne `s Nbswhrhd """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 8

Kriijhd Bish """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 8

[n`btly E`rnklh ig Nln Mndrnt """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 3

Eysthrìus Ild Enb nbd Flnkj O`bb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >1

W`rtuius @bthbtìb Lhnds ti Dhst`bntìb """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >4

G`vh Endnb Qhnrls """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >8

Kmnr`ty Nbnlicius ti [tntus """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >7

Qnrnflh ig Ehrky """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >3

[w`bc `b Cnrdhb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >0

Eurdhrhr ig >11 Qhiplh wns Girc`vhb""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 61

Hbv`nflh Dhe`sh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 66


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Flhss`bcs ig

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Ti [ny Di `s Qrim`f`thd """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 64

Smhb `s `t Jugr ti Vhk`th 9 """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 64

Nbchls Jhhp ib Vhkird`bc W`rtuhs """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 68W`rtuh gir Hvhry [thp """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 68

W`rtuhs Smhb [n`l`bc ib [m`p """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 68

@bd`v`dunl Hggirt @bsp`rhd Dr`vhr """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 67

C`gt ig [phhkm%Knsshtths """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 63

Vhwnrd s Khrtn`b Hvhb @g Itmhrs Di Bit Nkkhpt Ndv`kh """""""""""" 63

Fhtthr tmnb J`bcsm`p ig Hbt`rh Sirld """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 6=Lhtmnl Qi`sib Turbhd Mnrelhss """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 6=

Lhtmnl Qi`sib """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 60

G`rh ir Cnrdhb9 """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;1

Nstib`sm`bc Nkk`dhbt """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;6

Snj`bc Euslès gir nlt%ul%Gnor `s [ubbn """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;;

Smi Knb Snjh Itmhrs S`tm Giit9 """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;4Hxkhllhbkh ig Vhk`t`bc Jnlèn nt Tèh ig Dhntm """"""""""""""""""""""""" ;4

N [tribc ' Mhnltmy [ntnb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;8

Bnehs ig 0 [ntnbs nbd Tmh`r Tnsjs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;7

[ilutìb ti Gne`ly D`skirds """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;3

Di Vhk`th Fhgirh Hnt`bc """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;=

[nvh Giid grie [ntnb """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;=

@g Ibh Girchts ti Vhk`th """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;=

[ntnb Tmrhw Xp. """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ;0

Bitm`bc `s M`ddhb grie Flhsshd Hyhs ig Eustngn""""""""""""""""""" ;0

`ddq Njfnr Qhrgirehd Endnb Iphrntìb """""""""""""""""" 4>

>" Qripmht Vhstirhd Hyhs`cmt """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 46

6" Qripmht Kurhd Tueirius Lueps """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 4;


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Tnflh ig Kibthbts

v``

;" QripmhtKurhd Nstmen """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 44

4" Qripmht Kurhd Lhprisy """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 48

8" Qripmht

Kurhd Mnbd Fl`sthrs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 48[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 47

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 47

37,111 W`rtuhs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 4=

S`sdie `b Bit Vhk`t`bc nt Tèh ig [lnucmthr """""""""""" 4=

S`sdie `b >0 Lhtthrs ig """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 40

Vhl`hg grie Crnvh Tirehbt """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 81Enrvhl ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`s Tnrfyynt Kiursh """""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 8;

Qrhvhbt`bc Itmhrs grie Endnb ^g`ln Knushs Mnre """"""""""""""" 88

Miush ig Fhnsts """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 87

Kurh gir Ghvhr """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 83

8 Endnb Kurhs gir Ghvhr """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 8=

Hyhs`cmt Vhstirhd """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 71Kurh gir Mhndnkmh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 76

Ehtmid ig Trhntehbt fy """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 76

7 Kurhs gir Nkmh `b Mnlg%Mhnd """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 7;

[hvhb Kurhs gir Mhndnkmh """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 74

Trhntehbt gir Bishflhhd """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 77

Qnrnflh nfiut Ehd`k`bh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 77

Trust Nllnm, Bit Ehd`k`bh""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 73

Kibthbtehbt ig [iul """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 73

W`rtuh ig Vhk`t`bc Hxkhllhbtly """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 7=

[whhtbhss ig D`v`bh Bneh Lhnds ti Nfsilutìb """""""""""""""""""""""""""" 7=

Qriig ib Oudcehbt Dny""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 70

Qrithktìb grie Tirehbt """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 70


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Flhss`bcs ig

v```

Miw ti Sr`th ib [mriud9 """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 31

Fhstiwehbt ig Girc`vhbhss """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 3>

[`cbs ig [`bkhrh Dhhd""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 36Hnsy @bvikntìb gir Vheivnl ig Ndvhrs`t`hs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 3;

Vheivnl ig D`gg`kult`hs """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 3;

Bhw L`gh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 34

[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 38

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 37

N Dhvithh ig """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 33

Hxkhllhbkh ig Sr`t`bc """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 3=

Sr`t`bc ib Criubd """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =1

Vhsphkt Nlpmnfhts ig Hvhry Lnbcunch """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =>

Mhnrt%Vhbd`bc Vhkillhktìb ig Endbn """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =6

Nrcuehbt ig [mnrp%S`tthd """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =4

Vhply fy n Dhvithh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =4[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =8

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =8

Dr`bjhr Girc`vhb """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =7

Vhwnrd ig Girc`vhbhss """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =3

Flhss`bcs ig Ciid @bthbtìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" ==

D`v`bh M`ddhb Qlnb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" =0N Mn`r%Vn`s`bc Qnrnflh """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 01

N Q`lcrè ig Endbn """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 0;

N Dr`bjhr Fhkneh n Snl """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 07

W`rtuhs ig [miw`bc Vhsphkt """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 03

Hvhb Nbènls Qny Vhsphkt ti Snl """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 0=

Girc`vhbhss gir tmh Vhsphktgul """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 0=


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Tnflh ig Kibthbts

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Hxkhllhbkh ig Q`kj`bc up n [nkrhd Qnphr """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" 00

Eugt` Nne M`bd Vhsphkts Qnphrs nbd Nlpmnfht """""""""""""""""""""" >11

Eugt` Nne M`bd Kiegirts tmh Triuflhd """"""""""""""""" >11

Flhss`bc ig [nkrhd Qnphr """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >16

Qnrnflh ig Giur Dus """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >1;

Frijhb Klny Qit """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >18

Vhsphkt ig Flnbj Qnphr """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >17

Di Bit J`kj Qnphrs Sm`lst Snlj`bc """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >17

[mnv`bcs ig Siidhb Qhb """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >1=

Vhsphkt gir Hvhb Dit ig @bj """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >1=

Di Bit Qnsth Qisthrs ib Snlls """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >10

Di Bit [hll Bhwspnphrs ns Snsth """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>1

@bsnb`ty ig Gntmhr """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>>

Fiubty ig Qripmht gir Endnb g`ln Trnvhllhrs """""""""""""""" >>6

Ehnl grie Qripmht """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>4Vhsphkt Nlpmnfht ig Hvhry Lnbcunch """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>4

[nkrhd L`bjs ig Buefhrs """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>7

Ehtmid ig Qutt`bc [nkrhd Qnphrs `bti [hn"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>=

Ehtmid ig Fury`bc [nkrhd Qnphrs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>=

60 Endnb Qhnrls ig """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >>0

3 Qnrnflhs """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >67>" Siid Kutthr Fhkneh Shnltmy""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >67

W`sìb ig Qripmht Dur`bc Knsshtth @otè """"""""""""""""""""""""""""" >6=

[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >60

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >60

Tirehbt gir Vhlnt`bc Gnfr`knthd Drhne """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;>

[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;>


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Flhss`bcs ig

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Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;6

Drhne ig Nln Mndrnt """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;6

Qripmht

@bthrprhts Drhne """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;;Clnd T`d`bcs S`ll Kibt`buh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;;

Vhwnrd gir Mnv`bc Gnviurnflh Drhne """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;4

6" @bthrhst`bc @bk`dhbt ig Twi Bib%Euslès """"""""""""""""""""""""" >;8

N Bib%Euslè Hefrnkhd @slne """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;=

;" Qìus Hldhrly Srhstlhr""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >;0

4" Vhkivhry ig Qiukm grie Shll""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >418" Qnlnkh ig Qmnrnim """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >4>

Qrithktìb ig Mieh """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >46

7" Muenb ir O`bb9 """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >46

3" Qi`sibius Giid """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >4;

[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >44

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >44Crnkìusbhss ig Qripmht ti Enmed Cmnzbnw """""""""""""""""" >43

Thb Tmiusnbd Tèhs Vhwnrd C`v`bc nlt%Nlnb%Bnf """""" >40

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Clissnry """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >81

F`flìcrnpmy """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >8;

@bdhx """""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" >87


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Trnbslntirs Biths

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Dnwnt%h%@slne`s Enol`s%h%Tnroè, ndhpnrtehbt rhspibs`flh gir rhpriduk`bc tmh fiijs nbd fiijlhts

ig Ner%h%Nl%h%[ubbnt, tmh giubdhr ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, [mnyjmNllen Enulb Nfu F`lnl Eumneend @lyns Nttnr ^nd`r`Vnznv` `bti vnrìus lnbcunchs ig tmh wirld, `splhnshd ti prhshbt tmh fiij Gn`zb%h%F`se`ll `b Hbcl`smubdhr tmh t`tlh ig Flhss`bcs ig

"

Nltmiucm nby trnbslntìb `s `bhv`tnfly n gire ig `bthrprhtntìb,

wh mnvh tr`hd iur lhvhl fhst ti kibvhy tmh tmiucmts ig tmhnutmir `b `ts truh shbsh" Ti gnk`l`tnth tmh pribubk`ntìb igNrnf`k lhtthrs, n trnbsl`thrntìb kmnrt mns fhhb nddhd"

Thres ig @slne`k Our`sprudhbkh mnvh bit fhhb trnbslnthd ns nknutìb fhknush `b eist knshs, nb Hbcl`sm wird knbbit fh ngully our`st`k sufst`tuth" Miwhvhr, n clissnry mns fhhb c`vhb nt

tmh hbd ig tmh fiij, hlnfirnt`bc tmh @slne`k thres" Gurtmhr,tmh `bdhx nbd tmh f`flìcrnpmy mnvh nlsi fhhb nddhd"

Tm`s trnbslntìb mns fhhb nkkiepl`smhd fy tmh crnkh ig Nllnm , fy tmh gnviur ig M`s Fhlivhd Qripmht nbd fy tmh sp`r`tunl suppirt ig iur crhnt [mnyjm, tmh giubdhrig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Nllen Enulb Nfu F`lnl Eumneend

@lyns Nttnr ^nd`r` Vnznv` "


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x``

@g yiu g`bd nby e`stnjh `b tm`s wirj, `t eny fh n muenb hrririb tmh pnrt ig tmh Trnbslntìb Enol`s, nbd bit tmh nutmir ig tmhir`c`bnl fiij" Tmhrhgirh, `g yiu g`bd nby e`stnjh `b tm`s fiijj`bdly bit`gy us `b wr`t`bc nt tmh gilliw`bc pistnl ir hen`lnddrhss w`tm tmh `bthbtìb ig hnrb`bc rhwnrd -nwf)"

Enol`s%h%Tnroè -Trnbslntìb Dhpnrtehbt)

Nlne` Endnb` Enrjnz, Gn`znb%h%End`bn Enmnllnm [nudncrnb,Ild [nfz` Enbd`, Fnf%ul%End`bn, Jnrnkm`, Qnj`stnbQmibh? *06%6>%;406>;=0, 01, 0>Hen`l? trnbslntìbAdnwnth`slne`"bht

S`stgulbhss ib Oudchehbt Dny

Tmh Mily Qripmht mns stnthd, Ib tmh Dny igOudchehbt, tmh phrsib w`tm tmh eist w`stgulbhss w`ll fh tmhibh wmi mnd tmh ippirtub`ty ti nkqu`rh rhl`cìus jbiwlhdch`b tmh wirld fut d`d bit nkqu`rh `t, nbd nbitmhr phrsib Zw`tmtmh eist w`stgulbhss w`ll fh tmh ibhU wmi cn`bhd rhl`cìusjbiwlhdch nbd itmhrs whrh fhbhg`thd fy mhnr`bc grie mè-nbd fy nkt`bc nkkird`bcly) fut mh d`d bit cn`b nby fhbhg`tgrie `t -fhknush mh d`d bit nkt wmnt mh prhnkmhd)" -Euonencmr, pp" 70, nd >18=)


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Flhss`bcsig

Tmh Qripmht ig enbj`bd, tmh Qhnkh ig iur mhnrt nbd e`bd, tmheist Chbhrius nbd J`bd mns stnthd, Tmh ibhwmi shbds nlt upib eh ibh tèh, Nllnm w`ll smiwhrehrky upib mè thb tèhs" -n Euslè, pp" >38, vil" >, nd 41=)

Hbdhnviur Vhen`bs Xbg`b`smhd

Tmh Qripmht ig Vnen, tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen, tmh Iwbhrig Onbbn mns stnthd, Nby èpirtnbt wirj

wm`km `s stnrthd w`tmiut -rhk`t`bc) rhen`bsubg`b`smhd" -Nd%Dur%rul%Enbr, pp" 67, vil" >)

Jhhp ib Vhk`t`bc

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Fhgirh hnt`bc nby tm`bc, dr`bj`bc wnthrnbd nby fhvhrnch, shrv`bc giid nbd wnthr ti itmhrs, putt`bctm`bcs diwb, p`kj`bc tm`bcs up, wnsm`bc, kiij`bc, rhk`t`bc,

study`bc, thnkm`bc, wnlj`bc, dr`v`bc, chtt`bc up, s`tt`bc diwb,


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6

turb`bc ib tmh l`cmt ir tmh gnb, lny`bc ir rheiv`bc tmh d`b`bcent, gild`bc ir sprhnd`bc tmh fhd smhht, iphb`bc ir klis`bc tmhsmip, likj`bc ir ublikj`bc, npply`bc i`l ir phrgueh, dhl`vhr`bcn sphhkm, rhk`t`bc n Bnnt, whnr`bc smihs, ndirb`bc ibhs mhndw`tm turfnb, iphb`bc ir klis`bc tmh diir, tmnt `s ti sny, fhgirhstnrt`bc nby phre`ss`flh nkt -wmhb tmhrh `s bi [mnr prim`f`tìb),

`t `s ig crhnt v`rtuh ti enjh n mnf`t ig rhk`t`bc nttn`b`bc `ts flhss`bcs"

Qrithktìb ig Tm`bcs grie O`bbs[nyydub ngwb f`b [ulne mns stnthd, O`bbs ushtmh tm`bcs nbd klitmhs ig muenb fh`bcs" Smhbhvhr nbyibh igyiu p`kjs up klitmhs -ti put ib) ir puts tmhe diwb -ngthr tnj`bc

tmhe igg), mh smiuld rhk`th

fhknush tmh bneh ig Nllnm w`ll fh n shnl gir `t" -@b itmhr wirds, fy v`rtuh ig tmh

rhk`tntìb ig

, o`bbs w`ll bit fh nflh ti ush tmh klitmhs)"-Luq%ul%Enrob, p" 0=)

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. [è`lnrly, wm`lst p`kj`bc up irputt`bc diwb nbytm`bc, ibh smiuld enjh n mnf`t ig rhk`t`bc

mh w`ll rhen`b sngh grie tmh `bvilvhehbt igw`kjhd o`bbs, "

Vhk`th Kirrhktly

Smhb rhk`t`bc ibh eust hbsurh tmnt hvhrylhtthr `s pribiubkhd grie `ts kirrhkt pi`bt ig nrt`kulntìb"

Gurtmhreirh, `b knsh ig bi nud`tiry ifstruktìbs ir bi`sh, `t `s


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;

nlsi hsshbt`nl tmnt tmh vi`kh fh liud hbiucm gir tmh rhk`thr timhnr `t" [ieh phiplh e`spribiubkh lhtthrs duh ti mnsth" @t `sprim`f`thd ti di tm`s dhl`fhrnthly" @g tmh ehnb`bc fhkiehsd`stirthd Zduh ti e`spribubk`ntìbU `t w`ll fh n s`b"

Mhbkh tmish wmi rhk`th `bkirrhktly duh ti tmh mnf`t ig rhk`t`bcmnst`ly smiuld rhkt`gy tmh`r pribubk`ntìb nbd rhk`tntìb" @g tmhrh

`s bi sphk`g`k rhnsib gir rhk`t`bc kieplhth ,ibh eny nlsi rhk`th oust

"

Hxk`thehbt Qrhvn`lhd

[nyy`dub Of`r f`b Nfdull mns stnthd, Smhb wns rhvhnlhd, tmh kliuds rusmhd tiwnrds tmh

hnst, tmh w`bds fhkneh st`ll, tmh ikhnb turbhd turfulhbt, tmhqundruphd fhkneh ntthbt`vh ti l`sthb, tmh dhv`ls whrh stibhdgrie tmh sj`hs, nbd Nllnm

sn`d, @ swhnr fy Ey Mibiur nbd

Enohsty. @ w`ll flhss tmh tm`bc w`tm wm`km `srhk`thd" -Nd%Dur%rul%Enbr, pp" 67, vil" >)

`s n pirtìb ig tmh ;1tm vhrsh ig [rn Bnel`b tmh >0tm pnrt" @t `s nlsi n kieplhth ûrnb`k vhrsh rhvhnlhdgir shpnrntìb fhtwhhb twi [rns Zig tmh Mily ûrnbU"

-nlf Jnfr, p" ;13)

Kieprhmhbs`vhbhss ig tmh Lhtthr `b

Nllnm mns rhvhnlhd skr`pturhs nbd fiijs ti sieh ig M`sQripmhts " Tmh buefhr ig tmhsh skr`pturhs nbd fiijs`s >14" Iut ig tmhsh, 81 skr`pturhs whrh rhvhnlhd ti [nyy`dub[m

, ;1 ti [nyy`dub @drs

nbd >1 ti [nyy`dub @fre " Gurtmhr, prìr


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4

ti tmh rhvhlntìb ig tmh Tnwrt, >1 skr`pturhs whrh rhvhnlhd ti[nyy`dub Es ns whll" @b ndd`tìb, giurenoir mily fiijs whrh nlsi rhvhnlhd?

>" Tmh mily Tnwrt wns rhvhnlhd ti [nyy`dub Es "

6" Tmh mily _nfr wns rhvhnlhd ti [nyy`dub Dwd "

;" Tmh mily @bol wns rhvhnlhd ti [nyy`dub s "

4" Tmh Mily ûrnb wns rhvhnlhd ti tmh Eist Biflh QripmhtEumneend " -Nl%@sb f`ttnrtf n @fb `ffb,pp" 6==, vil" >) -`lyn%tul%Nul`y, pp" 666, vil" >)

Tmh sufohkts nbd sueenry ig nll ig tmhsh fiijs nbd skr`pturhsnrh `bkludhd `b tmh Mily ûrnb nbd tmh sufohkt ig tmh hbt`rhûrnb `s prhshbt `b [rn Gt`n" Tmh wmilh sufohkt ig [rn

Gt`n `s w`tm`b wm`lh tmnt ig

`s w`tm`b `ts lhtthr " @t èpl`hs

Smnthvhr tmhrh `s, `s ibly grie Eh -`"h" grie Nllnm )nbdwmnthvhr tmhrh w`ll fh, w`ll fh ibly grie Eh -`"h" grie Nllnm

)" -Nl%Enol`s%us%[nb`yyn, p" ;)

@se%h%Nne@t `s rhpirthd fy [nyydub Nfdull @fb Nffs tmnt Ner%ul%Ee`bb [nyydub Xeb @fb Nggb nsjhd tmh Mily Qripmht nfiut -tmh hxkhllhbkh

ig) " Tmh Mily Qripmht rhpl`hd, @t `s ibh ig tmh bnehs ig Nllnm nbd `s ns klish

w`tm tmh @se%h%Nne ig Nllnm

ns `s tmh flnkjbhss ig tmhhyh w`tm `ts wm`thbhss" -Nl%Eustndrnj, pp" 3;=, vil" >, nd 613>)


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8

Qrnyhr Endh S`tm @se%h%Nne `s Nbswhrhd

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Tmhrh nrh enby v`rtuhs ig @se%h%Nne

nbd tmh Du endh w`tm `t `s nkkhpthd" Tmh rhsphkthd gntmhrig Nl nrnt, Vns%ul%Eutnjnllèb, Enulb Bnq NlJmb mns stnthd, [ieh skmilnrs mnvh sn`d tmnt

`s @se%h%Nne" Tmh mibiurnflh Cmnu[mnyjm Nfdul ^d`r Olb mns bnrrnthd tmnt

-wmhb rhk`thd) fy tmh tibcuh ig nb r`g> `s l`jh tmh wird -`"h" fh) grie d`v`bh wirds" -Nsnb%ul%S`, p" 7)

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. @b irdhr ti mnvh flhss`bcs `b iur r`cmthius

nbd phre`ss`flh nkts, wh smiuld rhk`th fhgirhwh di tmhe" @g yiu nsp`rh ti dhvhlip tmh mnf`t ig rhk`t`bc

prìr ti hvhry phre`ss`flh nkt, trnvhl riut`bhlyw`tm tmh [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`lns ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`

`b tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl" . Tmhrhnrh enby `bstnbkhs wmhrh tmh priflhes ig tmh @slne`k fritmhrstrnvhll`bc w`tm Dnwnt%h%@slne`s Endnb ^g`lns mnvh fhhbsilvhd fy v`rtuh ig enj`bc Du dur`bc tmh Endnb ^g`lns"

Kriijhd Bish

Mhrh `s n sueenry ig tmh `bk`dhbt ig nb @slne`k fritmhr" Mhmns stnthd, Tmh fibh ig ey bish wns kriijhd" @ nlsi mndprilibchd mhndnkmh nbd hyh pn`b" @ mnd `bthbdhd ti ubdhrcinb iphrntìb `b B`smtnr Ehd`knl Misp`tnl s`tunthd `b Endbn%tul%Nul`y, Eultnb" Girtubnthly, @ wns pr`v`lhchd ti trnvhl tiQnjpnttnb w`tm n [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`ln ig Dnwnt%h%@slne` `b tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl"

> Nb r`g `s tmh ibh pisshss`bc tmh cbis`s ig d`v`bh nttr`fuths"


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@ mnd nlrhndy mhnrd tmnt tmh prnyhrs endh dur`bc Endnb^g`lns nrh nbswhrhd, si @ nlsi prnyhd ti Nllnm `b tmhshwirds, I Nllnm . Fy v`rtuh ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`s Endnb^g`ln, strn`cmthb ey bish fibh. N ghw dnys ngthr tmh Endnb^g`ln, @ ibkh knrhgully snw ey bish `b n e`rrir nbd wnsivhroiyhd ti mnvh bit`khd tmnt ey bish wns bi libchr kriijhdfut mnd fhhb strn`cmthbhd nbd kieplhthly birenl fy tmhflhss`bc ig tmh Du endh dur`bc tmh Endnb ^g`ln `b tmhkiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl.

[jbny [ubbntnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Lbny rnentnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Lnybny ji fnrnjntnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Qi chy rntnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Ti lhnrb [ubbns, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln:Ti rhnp ehrk`hs, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln

Ti cn`b flhss`bcs, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln,Ti cht trnbqu`ll`ty, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. S`tmiut diuft, tmh Du endh fytrnvhllhrs `s nkkhpthd, nbd tmh Du endh fy tmh trnvhllhr ig

tmh pntm ig Nllnm `b tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl`s ifv`iusly eirh l`jhly ti fh nkkhpthd"

Dhskr`f`bc tmh enbbhrs tmnt eny whll lhnd ti tmh nkkhptnbkhig Du, tmh mibiurnflh gntmhr ig Nl nrnt, Enulb BnqNl Jmb mns stnthd ib pnch 83 ig m`s enrvhlliusfiij Nsnb%ul%S`, Tmh cntmhr`bcs ig tmh Nul`y nbd Xlne-`"h" tmh Du endh `b tmh cntmhr`bc ir klishbhss ig nby @slne`ksn`bt ir [ubb skmilnr `s nkkhpthd)"


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3

Ndd`bc n giitbith ti tm`s, Nl nrnt mns stnthdrhghrr`bc ti skmilnrly sn`bts, Nllnm snys `b nb nutmhbt`k

nd ûds,

Tmnt `s, tmh ibh s`tt`bc

w`tm tmhsh phiplh `s bit `ll%gnthd"

-N eiehbt sphbt `b tmh kiepnby ig tmh mibiurnflh gr`hbds igNllnm `s fhtthr tmnb n mubdrhd yhnrs ig s`bkhrh wirsm`p)"

Smhtmhr n sn`bt `s nppnrhbtly nl`vh ir rhsts `b m`s flhsshd smr`bh,m`s bhnrbhss `s n ehnbs ig tmh nkkhptnbkh ig Du" Tmh lhndhr ige`llìbs ig [mg` fritmhrs, [nyy`dub @ee [mg` mns stnthd, Smhbhvhr @ ne `b bhhd ig siehtm`bc, @ igghr 6Vnjt nl, pny n v`s`t ti tmh flhsshd smr`bh ig @ee NneNf nbgn nbd enjh Du tmhrh" ZFy v`rtuh ig

tm`sU Nllnm gulg`ls ey bhhd" -Nl%Jmnyrt%ul%`sb, p" 6;1)

[n`btly E`rnklh ig Nln Mndrnt

Tm`s smiws tmnt nt tmh smr`bhs ig sn`bts Dus nrh nkkhpthd,plhns nrh l`sthbhd ti nbd dhs`rhs nrh gulg`llhd" @b m`s iwb wirds,Nl nrnt

mns rhlnthd m`s phrsibnl `bk`dhbt wm`km

tiij plnkh wmhb mh wns n yiubc enb ig 6> yhnrs" Mh mns stnthd, Ib >3tm Vnf%ul%jm`r >60; N"M", wmhb @ wns 6>yhnrs ig nch, @ wns girtubnth hbiucm ti v`s`t tmh flhsshd smr`bhig tmh he`bhbt sn`bt Enff%h%@l, Bè%ul%nq Snddb,[ultnb%ul%Nul`y nlibc w`tm ey mibiurnflhgntmhr nbd [mnyjm Enulb Eumneend Nfdul ^d`r

Fndyb "


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=

Iuts`dh, tmhrh wns sieh èeirnl nbd bi`sy nkt`v`ty nll nriubdtmh flhsshd smr`bh" @t wns si bi`sy nbd dhnghb`bc tmnt ibhkiuld mnrdly mhnr nbytm`bc hlsh" Fitm tmh d`cb`g`hd sn`bts, w`tmtmh`r phnkhgul mhnrts, hbthrhd tmh snkrhd kmnefhr ig tmh smr`bhwmhrh tmh tief ig [ultnb%ul%Nul`y wns s`tunthdnbd ikkup`hd tmheshlvhs"

@, d`sturfhd fy tmh bi`sh ig tmh hv`l nkt`v`t`hs, stiid fhs`dh tmhflhsshd diirsthp nbd rhquhsthd `b tmh kiurt ig [ultnb%ul%Nul`y

, I ey Ensthr. Tmhsh bi`shs nrh knus`bc m`bdrnbkh

ti wmnt tm`s shrvnbt mns kieh mhrh gir" Tmhb, rhk`t`bc ,@ plnkhd ey r`cmt giit `bs`dh tmh flhsshd kmnefhr nbd, fy tmhcrnkh ig Nle`cmty Nllnm , tmh bi`sh wns bi eirh" @ tmiucmttmnt phiplh mnd phrmnps fhkieh s`lhbt fut ns @ turbhd nriubd,@ snw tmh sneh èeirnl nkt`v`t`hs ci ib tmhrh" Smhb @ plnkhdey giit iuts`dh tmh kmnefhr, tmhrh wns tmh sneh bi`sh ncn`b"

Vhk`t`bc @ plnkhd ey r`cmt giit `bs`dh tmh flhsshdkmnefhr ncn`b" Fy tmh crnkh ig Nllnm , tmh bi`sh wns bieirh ncn`b" @ tmhb rhnl`zhd tmnt tm`s wns n d`v`bhly%fhstiwhdsn`btly e`rnklh ig [ultnb%ul%Nul`y nbd ehrky nbdnss`stnbkh gir eh, n wirtmlhss shrvnbt"

Hxprhss`bc crnt`tudh, @ hbthrhd tmh flhsshd kmnefhr nbd ikkup`hdeyshlg" Xbt`l @ rhen`bhd tmhrh, @ mhnrd bi bi`sh nt nll" Smhb @kneh iut, @ wns d`sturfhd fy tmh sneh bi`sy hbv`ribehbt, hvhbgnk`bc d`gg`kulty `b chtt`bc ti ey nkkieeidntìb s`tunthd ntsieh d`stnbkh grie tmh flhsshd smr`bh" @ mnvh ehbtìbhd tm`s`bk`dhbt ig e`bh w`tm sieh r`cmthius `bthbtìbs" G`rst, `t wns nd`v`bh gnviur gir eh, nbd Nllnm mns sn`d rhcnrd`bc M`s

gnviurs?


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0

Nbd priklnè tmh gnviurs ig yiur Vnf nfubdnbtly"ZJnbz%ul%eb -Trnbslntìb ig ûrnb)U -Qnrt ;1, [rn N%u, vhrsh >>)

@b ndd`tìb, tm`s kibtn`bs clnd t`d`bcs gir tmh dhvithhs igflhsshd sn`bts nbd knushs triuflh gir tmish wmi dhby" I Nllnm

. Gir tmh snjh ig Piur fhlivhd ibhs , crnbt us

tmh ublè`thd flhss`bcs ig Piur fhlivhd sn`bts

`btm`s wirld, `b tmh Mhrhngthr, `b tmh crnvh, nbd ib tmh Dny igOudchehbt" -Nsnb%ul%S`, p" 71)

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Tm`s `s n pnrnflh ig Dhlm`, tmh k`ty ig 66

sn`bts" Tm`s `bk`dhbt kibtn`bs n sn`btly e`rnklh ig JmuwonEnff%h%@l, Bèuddb Nul`y ns whll ns tmntig Nl nrnt " Smhb Nl nrnt sthpphd`bti tmh kmnefhr wmhrh tmh flhsshd tief wns s`tunthd, mhwiuld bit mhnr tmh bi`sh ig drue%fhnt`bc nbd itmhr eus`knl`bstruehbts"

Sh mnvh nlsi lhnrbt grie tm`s pnrnflh tmnt hvhb `g sieh`cbirnbt phiplh nrh kiee`tt`bc sukm nkts bit nlliwhd fy[mnrn nt tmh smr`bhs ig tmh Nul`y Zsn`btsU nbd wh nrh ubnflhti prhvhbt tmhe, wh smiuld bit st`ll dhpr`vh iurshlvhs igv`s`t`bc tmh flhsshd smr`bhs ig tmh sn`bts" Miwhvhr, `t `s So`fti nfstn`b grie chtt`bc `bvilvhd `b tmhsh hv`l nkts nbd kibs`dhrtmhe hv`l `b mhnrt" Ibh smiuld hvhb rhgrn`b grie liij`bc ntsukm tm`bcs"


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Flhss`bcs ig

>1

Eysthrìus Ild Enb nbd Flnkj O`bb

Ibkh, `b tmh plhnsnbt nteispmhrh ig Enso`d%ub%Bnfnw

[nyy`dub Xenr Grq Nne nbd sieh itmhrmibiurnflh kiepnbìbs whrh mnv`bc n d`skussìbnfiut tmh hxkhllhbkh ig tmh Mily ûrnb" Dur`bc tmh d`skussìb,[nyy`dub Ner f`b Endjnr`f pil`thly sn`d, Ilhndhr ig fhl`hvhrs. Smy dibt yiu tnlj nfiut tmh enrvhls ig

. @ swhnr fy Nllnm . `s n

crhnt enrvhl"

[`tt`bc up strn`cmt, [nyy`dub Xenr Grq Nne rhspibdhd, I Nf nur. -Tm`s wns tmh Jubyn> ig [nyy`dubNer f`b Endjnr`f) Qlhnsh thll us nfiut nby sukm enrvhl"[nyy`dub Ner f`b Endjnr`f sn`d, N shvhrh gne`bhibkh ikkurrhd dur`bc -tmh prh%@slne`k hrn) ig `cbirnbkh" @bshnrkm ig giid @ pnsshd fy n oubclh" Grie sieh d`stnbkh, @

knucmt s`cmt ig n thbt" Bhnr tmh thbt wns n mirsh nbd sieh knttlh"Ns @ whbt klishr, @ snw tmnt `bs`dh tmh thbt wns n fhnut`gulwienb nbd nb hldhrly enb wmi wns s`tt`bc lhnb`bc ncn`bstsiehtm`bc"

Tmrhnthb`bc tmh ild enb, @ sn`d, C`vh eh wmnthvhr yiu mnvh.Mh rhpl`hd, I enb. @g yiu bhhd nby misp`tnl`ty grie us, tmhb

plhnsh kieh" @g yiu bhhd mhlp, wh w`ll mhlp yiu" @ sn`d, [tipenj`bc tm`bcs up nbd c`vh eh wmnthvhr yiu mnvh" Tmh ild enb

mnrdly enbnchd ti stnbd up nbd, rhk`t`bc ,piubkhd ib eh" @b bi tèh, mh tmrhw eh diwb ib tmh criubd,s`tt`bc ib ey kmhst nbd tmhb sn`d, Biw thll, smnll @ j`ll yiu irlhnvh yiu9 @ rhpl`hd ghnrgully, Lhnvh eh, L`sthb`bc ti tm`s, mhcit igg ey kmhst"

> Jubyn pntribye`k npphllntìb


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Vhfuj`bc eyshlg, @ sn`d `bwnrdly, I Ner. Piu nrh n gneiusmirshenb ig Nrnf`n" Ti rub nwny ngthr fh`bc ivhrpiwhrhd fytm`s whnj ' ild enb `s n kiwnrdly nbd ubenbly nkt: `t `sfhtthr ti fh j`llhd tmnb ti fh gnkhd w`tm tm`s mue`l`ntìb"Tmus, @ tmrhnthbhd mè ncn`b, C`vh eh wmnthvhr yiu mnvh.Mhnr`bc tm`s, tmh eysthrìus ild enb nttnkjhd eh ncn`b

rhk`t`bc " @b nb `bstnbt, mh tmrhw eh diwb ibtmh criubd, ouephd ibti ey kmhst nbd sn`d, Thll eh, smnll @j`ll yiu ir rhlhnsh yiu9 @ rhpl`hd, Qlhnsh girc`vh eh, si mh

rhlhnshd eh ncn`b" Fut tmhb, @ d`d tmh sneh ibkh ncn`btmrhnthb`bc mè ti c`vh eh m`s pisshssìbs"

Vhk`t`bc mh ibkh ncn`b nttnkjhd nbdivhrpiwhrhd eh" @ ncn`b plhndhd, Qlhnsh rhlhnsh eh, fut mhrhpl`hd, Tm`s `s gir tmh tm`rd tèh" @ w`ll bit rhlhnsh yiu sihns`ly biw" [ny`bc tm`s, mh knllhd iut, I c`rl. Fr`bc eh tmh

smnrp swird" [mh friucmt tmh swird w`tm wm`km mh kut mn`rgrie tmh gribt ig ey mhnd, nbd tmhb rhlhnshd eh"

@t wns kustienry neibc tmh Nrnfs ti kut mn`r grie tmh gribtig tmh mhnd ig n dhghnthd phrsib, `bd`knt`bc tmnt tmh phrsibmns fhhb dhghnthd `b n g`cmt" Tmh dhghnthd phrsib wiuld ghhlnsmnehd ig gnk`bc m`s gne`ly ublhss m`s gribt mn`r crhw ncn`b"Tmhrhgirh, @ mnd ti stny ivhr tmhrh gir nb hbt`rh yhnr shrv`bctmh eysthrìus ild enb" Ngthr tmh yhnr hbdhd, tmh ild enb

tiij eh ti n vnllhy wmhrh mh rhk`thd nliud"@eehd`nthly nll f`rds kneh iut ig tmh`r bhsts nbd glhw nwny"Smhb mh rhk`thd `t ncn`b, nll fhnsts kneh iut ig tmh`r m`dhiutsnbd whbt nwny" Ns mh rhk`thd `t nliud gir tmh tm`rd tèh, ngr`cmthb`bc flnkj o`bb `b wiillhb klitmhs, ns tnll ns n dnth trhh

trubj, npphnrhd suddhbly" [hh`bc tmh o`bb, @ ghlt n sm`vhr igghnr rub tmriucm eh"


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>6

Nddrhss`bc eh, tmh eysthrìus ild enb sn`d, I Ner. Qlukjup tmh kiurnch" @g tmh o`bb ivhrpiwhrs eh, oust sny tmnt ey

kiepnbìb w`ll w`b bhxt tèh fy v`rtuh ig

.

Tmhrhngthr, tmh eysthrìus ild enb nbd tmh flnkj o`bb wrhstlhdw`tm hnkm itmhr" Tmh ild enb list nbd tmh flnkj o`bb ivhrpiwhrhdmè" [hh`bc tm`s, @ sn`d, Bhxt tèh ey kiepnbìb w`ll w`bfhknush ig Lt nbd Xzz -`"h" tmh bnehs ig twi `dils igubfhl`hvhrs)"

Mhnr`bc tm`s, tmh eysthrìus ild enb slnpphd eh ib tmh gnkhsi mnrd tmnt @ list ey shbshs gir n eiehbt nbd ghlt ns `g eymhnd wiuld fh shpnrnthd grie ey fidy" Npilic`z`bc ti mè @nssurhd mè ig bit di`bc si ncn`b" Fitm ig tmhe stnrthdg`cmt`bc ncn`b" Tm`s tèh, tmh eysthrìus ild enb mhld tmhflnkj o`bb diwb, si @ hxklnèhd, Ey kiepnbìb mns wib fy

tmh flhss`bcs ig .

Ns siib ns @ sn`d tm`s, tmh eysthrìus ild enb snbj tmh o`bb`bti tmh criubd l`jh n p`hkh ig wiid, kut m`s fhlly iphb, pullhdiut siehtm`bc sè`lnr ti n lnbthrb nbd tild eh, I Ner. Tm`s`s m`s dhkhptìb nbd ubfhl`hg" @ nsjhd tmh eysthrìus ild enb,Smnt `s tmh stiry nfiut yiu nbd tmh flnkj o`bb9 Mh rhpl`hd,N bib%Euslè o`bb wns ey gr`hbd" Hvhry yhnr n o`bb grie m`s

kieeub`ty g`cmts ncn`bst eh, nbd Nllnm flhsshs eh w`tmv`ktiry fy v`rtuh ig "

Sh tmhb whbt nmhnd nbd rhnkmhd n plnkh wmhrh tmh eysthrìusild enb ghll nslhhp" [h`z`bc tmh ippirtub`ty, @ sbntkmhd m`sswird nbd strukj m`s lhcs si mnrd tmnt tmhy fhkneh shpnrnthdgrie m`s fidy" Mh skrhnehd iut, I dhkh`vhr. Piu mnvh frutnlly

dhkh`vhd eh. @ d`dbt c`vh mè n kmnbkh ti rhkivhr nbd strukj


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>;

mè rhphnthdly, futkmhr`bc mè `bti p`hkhs" Smhb @ rhturbhdti tmh thbt, tmh c`rl nsjhd, I Ner, wmnt nfiut tmh g`cmt w`tmtmh o`bb9 @ rhpl`hd, Tmh o`bbs mnvh j`llhd tmh ild enb" [mhrhspibdhd, Piu nrh n l`nr. I d`sliynl. Tmh o`bbs mnvhbt j`llhdmè fut yiu mnvh j`llhd mè. Mnv`bc sn`d tm`s, smh fhcnb tiwhhp dhsphrnthly nbd rhk`thd 8 Nrnf`k kiuplhts wmishtrnbslntìb `s ns gilliws?

>" I ey hyhs. [mhd thnrs gir tmnt mirshenb wmi wns frnvhnbd fild"

6" I Ner. Piu smiuld fh rhcrhtt`bc nfiut yiur l`gh fhknushyiur gr`hbd mns list m`s l`gh"

;" Nbd -I Ner. Ngthr yiu mnvh j`llhd yiur gr`hbd w`tm yiuriwb mnbds) miw knb yiu strut `b gribt ig -yiur tr`fh)Fnb _ufnydn nbd tmh ubfhl`hvhrs9

4" @ swhnr fy ey nch. -I Ner.) @g yiu whrh n truh wnrrìr-tmnt `s, `g yiu mnd enbly giucmt mè w`tmiut dhkhptìb)tmhb m`s smnrp swird wiuld `bdhhd j`ll yiu"

8" Eny tmh rhnl J`bc -Nllnm ) c`vh yiu n d`scrnkhgul nbducly rhturb -gir yiur krèh) nbd eny yiu l`vh n d`scrnkhgulnbd nppnll`bc l`gh -`b tmh sneh wny ns yiu mnvh trhnthd

yiur gr`hbd d`scrnkhgully)"

Gurìus, @ ndvnbkhd ti j`ll mhr, fut nstib`sm`bcly smhd`snpphnrhd grie ey s`cmt ns `g tmh hnrtm mnd swnlliwhd mhr.-Luq%ul%Enrob, p" >4>)


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>4

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. D`d yiu shh tmh nenz`bc flhss`bcs ig

9 @b irdhr ti nttn`b tmhsh flhss`bcs, trnvhl w`tm

Dnwnt%h%@slne`s Endnb ^g`lns `b tmh kiepnby ig tmhdhvithhs ig Vnsl" , Piur priflhes w`ll nenz`bclyfh silvhd nbd yiu w`ll fh mhlphd grie Cmnyf fy tmh crnkh nbdfiubt`hs ig Nllnm "

W`rtuius @bthbtìb Lhnds ti Dhst`bntìb

N Endnb ^g`ln ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl trnvhllhd tiJnpndvnbo -Cuornt, @bd`n)" Dur`bc tmh nrhn v`s`t ti knll phiplhtiwnrds r`cmthiusbhss, tmh pnrt`k`pnbts ig tmh ^g`ln knehnkriss n dr`bjhr" Enj`bc `bd`v`dunl hggirt, tmh dhvithhs igVnsl rhquhsthd mè ti nkkiepnby tmhe ti tmh Enso`d"

@eprhsshd fy tmh pil`th nbd mueflh enbbhrs ig tmh crhhbturfnb whnr`bc @slne`k fritmhrs, mh oi`bhd tmhe r`cmt nwny"

Fy tmh flhss`bcs ig tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl, mhrhphbthd ig m`s s`bs, crhw n fhnrd, ndirbhd m`s mhnd w`tm tmhkriwb ig crhhb turfnb nbd dhvhliphd n e`bdsht ig whnr`bcEndnb drhss" Mh trnvhllhd w`tm n Endnb ^g`ln gir 7 dnys,nbd endh tmh `bthbtìb ig trnvhll`bc gir gurtmhr 06 dnys, futd`dbt mnvh tmh hxphbshs gir tmh trnvhl"

Ibh dny, mh eht n rhlnt`vh ig m`s" Tmh rhlnt`vh wns nstib`smhdti shh tmnt n bitirìus phrsib ig sik`hty nbd n dr`bjhr mndhbt`rhly kmnbchd, criw`bc n fhnrd nbd whnr`bc n Endnb drhssw`tm n crhhb turfnb ib m`s mhnd" Mh wns `bgirehd tmnt n trnvhlw`tm n Endnb ^g`ln mns knushd tm`s crhnt pis`t`vh kmnbch `btmh l`gh ig m`s rhlnt`vh wmi mns nlsi endh n g`re `bthbtìb igtrnvhll`bc w`tm n 06%dny Endnb ^g`ln fut knbbit trnvhl girtmh tèh fh`bc duh ti tmh bib%nvn`lnf`l`ty ig hxphbshs" M`s


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>8

rhlnt`vh rhspibdhd, Dibt wirry nfiut eibhy" Bit ibly w`ll @priv`dh tmh hxphbshs ig tmh 06%dny Endnb ^g`ln fut w`llnlsi priv`dh gir m`s gne`ly gir 06 dnys" @b tm`s wny, tmnt fritmhrtrnvhllhd w`tm n Endnb ^g`ln gir 06 dnys"

Cmnyf èdd i, cnr f fd i

V`zq jny dnr julnyb, fnrnjntnyb f e`lnyb

Kmnl jny jmud dnyj lnyb, ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Lug%h%nq dnyj lnyb, ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Mhlp grie Cmnyf w`ll nrr`vh nbd mieh w`ll tmr`vhDiir ig susthbnbkh w`ll iphb nbd flhss`bcs w`ll smiwhr

Hxphr`hbkh `t `b phrsib, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln[hh d`v`bh fiubty, trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`ln

G`vh Endnb Qhnrls[nyy`dub Nfdull f`b Ner f`b mns stnthd, @gn phrsib ndipts g`vh mnf`ts, mh w`ll fh pr`v`lhchd `b tmh wirldlyl`gh ns whll ns `b tmh ngthrl`gh?

>" Ti rhk`th

grie tèh ti tèh"

6"

Ti rhk`th

nbd

`b triuflh -`"h" `llbhss, sugghr`bc n liss ir ib mhnr`bc bhwsig nby ndvhrs`ty)"

;" Ti rhk`th ns crnt`tudh ib cn`b`bc nbygnviur"

4" Ti rhk`th

fhgirh stnrt`bc nby

-phre`ss`flh) nkt"


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>7

8" Ti rhk`th > `b knsh ig tmhikkurrhbkh ig n s`b" -Nl%Eubnff`t, p" 8=)

Kmnr`ty Nbnlicius ti [tntus

N rhbiwbhd hxhcht`st ignd nbd ûrnb Eugt` Nend Pr

Jmb mns stnthd, @b , Nllnm

mns ehbtìbhd M`s 6 nttr`fuths ig ehrky -`"h" nbd )w`tm M`s shlg%bneh -`"h" Nllnm) fhknush `t -`"h" Nllnm) mns

gire`dnf`l`ty, wmhrhns nbd mnvh ehrky"

Smhb phiplh l`sthbhd ti tmh bneh Nllnm hvhb tmh pìuskiuldbt dnrh ti nsj nbytm`bc fut wmhb tmhy l`sthbhd ti tmh

bnehs nbd hvhb tmh s`bbhrs nbd wribcdihrs whrhhbkiurnchd ti èplirh Nllnm " @t `s `bdhhd n gnkt tmnt biibh knb utthr n s`bclh wird nt tmh tèh ig M`s wrntm wm`lh

hvhryibh knb rhoi`kh nt tmh tèh ig M`s ehrky" @b rhlntìb titm`s, tmhrh `s n wibdhrgul `bk`dhbt ehbtìbhd `b Tngsr Jnfr"N fhccnr ibkh rhnkmhd tmh luxurìusly dhkirnthd diir ig n vhrywhnltmy phrsibs miush nbd fhcchd gir siehtm`bc fut wns c`vhbsiehtm`bc kmhnp nbd `bs`cb`g`knbt" Tnj`bc `t, tmh fhccnr lhgt"

Tmh bhxt dny, mh kneh ncn`b w`tm n f`c spndh `b m`s mnbds nbd

stnrthd ti d`c tmh criubd fhbhntm tmh diir" [hh`bc tm`s, tmhiwbhr ig tmh miush smiuthd, Smnt nrh yiu di`bc9 Tmh fhccnrrhpl`hd, H`tmhr c`vh kmnr`ty nkkird`bc ti tmh fhnuty ig yiurdiir ir enjh yiur diir nkkird`bc ti tmh kmnr`ty yiu mnvhc`vhb" Tmnt `s ti sny, s`bkh yiu mnvh endh sukm n splhbd`ddiir, `bd`knt`bc tmnt yiu nrh n whnltmy phrsib, `t `s bhkhssnry

> Trnbslntìb? @ rhphbt ti Nllnm tmh Eist Encb`g`khbt, shhj`bc girc`vhbhss grieMè"


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>3

gir yiu ti c`vh eirh kmnr`ty kiepnrhd ti itmhrs" Sh s`bgulfhccnrs nlsi èplirh, I Nllnm . Flhss us w`tm fiubt`hs,bit nkkird`bc ti iur wirtm nbd vnluh, fut nkkird`bc ti Piurchbhris`ty nbd j`bdbhss" S`tmiut diuft, wh nrh s`bbhrs, futPiur nttr`futh ig girc`vhbhss `s eukm crhnthr tmnb iur s`bs"-Tngsr%h%Bn#e, pp" 41, pnrt">)

Cubn%h%cnd j `sf jy wi ncnrkmh lj sny nyb s`w

Encnr ny Ngg Tnyrny ngw j bn `sf ny bn smuer ny

Tmiucm tmhrh `s bi ehnsurh ig tmh s`bs ig tm`s shrvnbtI tmh Eist Girc`v`bc, Piur ehrky `s fhyibd ehnsurhehbt

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Nllnm `s `bdhhd nbd " Tmhibh p`bb`bc m`s miphs ib d`v`bh ehrky hxphkt`bc ciid grie

Nllnm knb bhvhr fh dhpr`vhd ig tmh ehrky ig Nllnm ,nbd w`ll sukkhhd `b tmh wirldly l`gh ns whll ns `b tmh ngthrl`gh"

Qnrnflh ig Ehrky

@t `s stnthd ib pnch ;= ig tmh g`rst pnrt ig Tngsr Bne tmnttmhrh whrh twi fritmhrs" Ibh ig tmhe wns pìus wm`lh tmh itmhrwns n s`bbhr" Smhb tmh s`bgul fritmhr wns ib m`s dhntmfhd,

tmh pìus fritmhr sn`d ti mè, [hh, @ nlwnys ndeib`smhd nbdndv`shd yiu fut yiu d`d bit c`vh up s`bs" Thll eh wmnt wiuldmnpphb ti yiu biw9 Tmh s`bgul fritmhr rhpl`hd, @g, ib tmhOudcehbt Dny, Nllnm nlliws ey eitmhr ti shbd eh h`tmhrti Qnrnd`sh ir ti Mhll, wmhrh w`ll smh shbd eh ti9 Tmh pìusfritmhr rhpl`hd, Eitmhr w`ll, ig kiursh, shbd yiu ti Qnrnd`sh"Tmh s`bgul fritmhr rhspibdhd, Ey Nllnm

`s eirh ehrk`gul

tmnb hvhb ey eitmhr" [ny`bc tm`s, mh pnsshd nwny"


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>=

Nt b`cmt, tmh hldhr fritmhr mnd n drhne `b wm`km mh snw m`sdhkhnshd fritmhr `b n vhry phnkhgul nbd kiegirtnflh stnth, simh nsjhd tmh rhnsib ig m`s girc`vhbhss" Tmh dhkhnshd fritmhrrhpl`hd, Tmh vhry wirds @ mnd utthrhd nt tmh tèh ig ey dhntmfriucmt nfiut tmh girc`vhbhss ig nll ig ey s`bs"

Eny Nllnm mnvh ehrky ib tmhe nbd girc`vh us gir tmh`rsnjh.

ue cubcrnub pny Tnyr ehnrfb km`yh

[nf cub dul oynb cnyb, rnent j pb km`yh

Gir us liwly s`bbhrs, Piur gnviur `s rhqu`rhdNll s`bs w`ll fh wnsmhd nwny: rn`b ig ehrky `s rhqu`rhd

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. @bdhhd tmh ehrky ig Nllnm `sèehbsh" Hvhb n s`bclh wird utthrhd fy n phrsib knb lhnd mèti nfsilutìb ir dnebntìb" Ns ehbtìbhd `b tmh nfivhpnrnflh, n s`bclh shbthbkh friucmt nfiut tmh nfsilutìb ig ns`bbhr" L`jhw`sh, `g n phrsib utthrs hxpl`k`t wirds ig JugrZubfhl`hgU nbd d`hs w`tmiut rhphbt`bc, mh w`ll gnkh hthrbnldnebntìb `b Mhll"

Nb hxkhllhbt wny ig prithkt`bc ibhshlg grie dnebntìb nbdnttn`b`bc nfsilutìb `s ti trnvhl `b tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhsig Vnsl w`tm tmh [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`lns igDnwnt%h%@slne`, n clifnl ' bib pil`t`knl rhl`cìus eivhehbtig tmh ûrnb nbd [ubbn"

Hvhb `g tmh ibh wmi mns endh n g`re `bthbtìb ig trnvhll`bc`s ubnflh ti trnvhl gir sieh rhnsib, mh w`ll st`ll cn`b `ts


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>0

flhss`bcs, " L`sthb ti tmh gn`tm%rhgrhsm`bc pnrnflhig n girtubnth phrsib wmi mnd endh nb `bthbt`ib ti trnvhlw`tm n Endnb ^g`ln"

[w`bc `b Cnrdhb

@eprhsshd fy tmh nrhn v`s`t ti knll phiplh tiwnrds r`cmthiusbhssfh`bc knrr`hd iut `b nb nrhn ig Mydhrnfnd -[`bdm, Qnj`stnb), neid`sm yiubc enb ntthbdhd tmh Enso`d wmhrh mh l`sthbhd ti n[ubbn%@bsp`r`bc sphhkm dur`bc wm`km tmh ntthbdhhs whrh

hbkiurnchd ti trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`lns" Hxprhss`bc m`sw`ll`bcbhss ti trnvhl w`tm n Endnb ^g`ln, tmh yiubc enbnlsi cit m`s bneh rhc`sthrhd"

N ghw dnys fhgirh m`s dhpnrturh w`tm tmh Endnb ^g`ln, mhpnsshd nwny" [iehibh grie m`s gne`ly mnd n drhne `b wm`kmmh snw tmh dhkhnshd sw`bc kmhhrgully `b n fhnut`gul lusm crhhb

cnrdhb" Tmh drhne`bc phrsib nsjhd, Miw d`d yiu rhnkm mhrh9Mh rhpl`hd, @ mnvh rhnkmhd mhrh w`tm tmh Endnb ^g`ln igDnwnt%h%@slne`. Nllnm mns flhsshd eh crhntly" Qlhnsh nsjey eitmhr bit ti cr`hvh gir eh ns @ ne vhry g`bh mhrh"

Jmuld enyb ic ner djm`ln `s smb sny

P Vnslnll j bnrn lnctny oynb cnyb

Sm`lst hbthr`bc Qnrnd`sh w`tm cliry, Sh w`ll fh kmnbt`bc tmh slicnb P Vnslnll

Fy [mnrn, tmh drhne ig n bib%Qripmht `s bit n priig" Sh

smiuld, tmhrhgirh, miph gir tmh ehrky ig Nllnm nbd ghnrM`s M`ddhb Qlnb ns whll"


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61

Nll tm`s dhphbds upib tmh w`ll ig Nllnm " @g Mh w`lls,Mh knb pub`sm n phrsib gir hvhb n s`bclh s`b, nbd `g Mh w`lls, Mh knb fhstiw M`s crnkh ib n phrsib fy v`rtuh ig n s`bclhdhhd ig p`hty ir Mh eny girc`vh siehibh silhly fy v`rtuhig M`s ehrky nbd crnkh" Tmh Eist Ehrk`gul Nllnm snys `bpnrt 64, [rn _uenr, vhrsh 8;?

Piu priklnè, I Ey shrvnbts wmi mnvh wribchd tmheshlvhs. Di

bit c`vh up miph ig tmh ehrky ig Nllnm : `bdhhd Nllnm

girc`vhs nll s`bs: `bdhhd ibly Mh `s tmh Eist Girc`v`bc, tmh

Eist Ehrk`gul"

ZJnbz%ul%eb -Trnbslntìb ig ûrnb)U

Tmh gilliw`bc `bk`dhbt `s rhpirthd `b Fujmr, tmh eistnutmhbt`k fiij ig Nd?

Eurdhrhr ig >11 Qhiplh wns Girc`vhb

N phrsib grie Fnb @srl mnd eurdhrhd 00 phiplh" Ibkh mhnpprinkmhd n Kmr`st`nb eibj nbd nsjhd, @s tmhrh nby wny ig

rhphbtnbkh gir eh, n crnvh s`bbhr9 Tmh eibj d`snppi`bthdmè si mh eurdhrhd tmh eibj ns whll fut ghlt nsmnehd ncn`bnbd v`s`thd d`gghrhbt phiplh ti g`bd iut n wny ig rhphbtnbkh"

Hvhbtunlly, siehibh succhsthd mè ti ci ti si%nbd%si tiwb-wmhrh mh wiuld fh cu`dhd fy n Snl ig Nllnm)" Tmhrhgirh, mhsht igg gir tmnt tiwb fut ghll shvhrhly `ll ib tmh wny nbd wns

klish ti m`s dhntm" Mh turbhd m`s kmhst tiwnrds tmnt tiwb nbdtmhb d`hd"


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N d`sncrhhehbt nrish fhtwhhb tmh nbchls ig ehrky nbd tmishig tirehbt Zns ti wmi wiuld knrry mèU" Nllnm kieenbdhdtmh pnrt ig tmh hnrtm -`"h" tmh d`stnbkh) fhtwhhb tmh dhkhnshdnbd tmh tiwb ti rhdukh `b lhbctm si tmnt -tmh tiwb) `s klishr timè" Mh nlsi kieenbdhd tmh pnrt ig tmh hnrtm fhtwhhbtmh plnkh grie wmhrh mh mnd sht igg nbd tmh plnkh wmhrh mhmnd d`hd ti lhbctmhb `b d`stnbkh" Mh tmhb irdhrhd tmhehnsurhehbt -ig tmh twi d`stnbkhs)"

-Ngthr tmh ehnsurhehbt) Tmh dhkhnshd wns giubd ti mnvh fhhb

ibh mnbd spnb klishr ti tmh tiwb, si Nllnm gircnvh mè"-n Fujmr, pp" 477, vil" 6, nd ;431)

Eny Nllnm mnvh ehrky ib mè nbd girc`vh us gir m`s snjh.

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Ns klhnr grie tmh nfivh pnrnflh, `t `s nvhry v`rtuius nkt ti v`s`t tmh Nul`y -`"h" gr`hbds) ig Nllnm nbdenjh tmh`r tiwb tmh ^`fln ig ibhs siul, w`tm rhvhrhbkh"Vhoi`kh nt tmh ehrky ig Nllnm wmi mns girc`vhb tmh eurdhrhrig >11 phiplh ehrhly fy v`rtuh ig M`s ehrky" @g Nllnm nlsismiwhrs M`s ehrky ib tmh girtubnth yiubc enb wmi mnd

`bthbdhd ti trnvhl w`tm n [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`ln `btmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl, tmhb tm`s `s nlsi M`sèehbsh ehrky" @bdhhd Nllnm `s ieb`pithbt"

@t `s ey Endnb succhstìb tmnt ibh smiuld nlwnys rhen`b

nssik`nthd w`tm Dnwnt%h%@slne`" , Ibh w`ll nttn`bsukkhss `b tmh wirldly l`gh ns whll ns `b tmh ngthrl`gh" Sirdsknbbit hxprhss tmh flhss`bcs ig tmh Endnb hbv`ribehbt igDnwnt%h%@slne`. @bdhhd, tmh kiepnby ig tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl


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fhnrs gru`t" Bit ibly dihs ibh nttn`b flhss`bcs `b m`s l`gh futnlsi nt tmh tèh ig m`s dhe`sh" [iehtèhs, tmh dhvithhs igVnsl ehht tmh`r dhntm `b nb hbv`nflh wny" Mhrh `s tmh nkkiubtig ibh sukm hbv`nflh dhe`sh?

Hbv`nflh Dhe`sh

Eumneend Snse Nr grie Birtm Jnrnkm`, Ff%ul%Endbnushd ti v`s`t [nc%h%Endbn>" Mh sugghrhd grie mnbd knbkhrtmnt rhsulthd `b tmh neputntìb ig m`s mnbd" Nb @slne`k fritmhr

grie m`s nrhn mns stnthd, Fritmhr Snse wns `b shvhrh nciby"@ v`s`thd mè nt misp`tnl nbd sn`d `b n kibsil`bc tibh, Idhvithh. Dibt cr`hvh ivhr tmh neputntìb ig yiur lhgt mnbd:

, yiur r`cmt mnbd `s sngh, nbd tmh crhnthst pr`v`lhch

`s tmnt eb -gn`tm) `s nlsi sngh, " , @giubd mè vhry pnt`hbt" Mh oust jhpt ib se`l`bc" Mh hvhb rishgrie m`s fhd nbd kneh iuts`dh ti sny eh gnrhwhll"

Crndunlly, tmh pn`b `b m`s mnbd wns rhl`hvhd fut nbitmhr irdhnllny `b stirh gir mè" Glu`d nkkueulnthd `b m`s lubcs, knus`bcmè shvhrh pn`b nbd nciby ncn`b" M`s kibd`tìb dhthrìrnthdns tmh dnys pnsshd" Hvhbtunlly, ibh dny, m`s pn`b `bthbs`g`hd: mhstnrthd enj`bc `jr ig Nllnm " Tmh riie rhen`bhdhkmi`bc nll dny w`tm tmh siubds ig tmh `jr ig Nllnm, Nllnm"Mh wns `b n shrìusly kr`t`knl kibd`tìb nbd wns nsjhd ti fhtnjhb ti misp`tnl fut mh rhgushd" M`s pnthrbnl crnbdeitmhrhefrnkhd mè ngghktìbnthly" Mh rhk`thd Jnlèn nyy`fn

nbd tmh siul ig tmh 66%yhnr ild

Eumneend Snse Nr lhgt m`s fidy, "

>

Ner%h%Nl%h%[ubbnt rhghrs ti mèshlg ns [nc%h%Endbn iut igmueflhbhss" ZTrnbslntirs BithU


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Smhb tmh dhkhnshd wns fh`bc knrr`hd gir Cmusl -r`tunl fntm`bc)tmh klitm grie ivhr m`s gnkh sl`d nwny, hxpis`bc m`s rish%l`jhfliie`bc gnkh" Ngthr tmh Cmusl, m`s gnkh fhkneh hvhb eirhmnbdsieh nbd rnd`nbt"

Ngthr tmh fur`nl, tmh dhvithhs ig Vnsl whrh rhk`t`bc Bnnts wmhbn plhnsnbt grncrnbkh henbnthd grie m`s crnvh, rhgrhsm`bc tmhshbshs ig tmish prhshbt ivhr tmhrh"

N gne`ly ehefhr ig tmh dhkhnshd drhnet tmnt tmh lnth

Eumneend Snse Nr wns `b n riie ndirbhd w`tm gliwhrs"Tmh drhne`bc phrsib nsjhd, Smhrh di yiu l`vh9 Qi`bt`bctiwnrds tmh riie, mh rhpl`hd, Tm`s `s ey mieh nbd @ ne vhrymnppy mhrh" Mh tmhb rhkl`bhd ib n fhnut`gully dhkirnthd fhd"

Tmh gntmhr ig tmh dhkhnshd nlsi drhnet tmnt mh wns prhshbt fytmh crnvh ig Eumneend Snse Nr" Nll ig n suddhb, tmh

crnvh iphbhd nbd tmh dhkhnshd hehrchd grie `t w`tm nfhnut`gul crhhb turfnb ib m`s mhnd nbd n wm`th smriud ib m`sfidy" N l`ttlh kibvhrsntìb tiij plnkh fhtwhhb tmh twi" Mhtmhb hbthrhd tmh crnvh wm`km klishd ncn`b"

Eny Nllnm mnvh ehrky ib mè nbd girc`vh us gir m`s snjh.

I Nllnm

. Girc`vh eh, tmh dhkhnshd nbd tmh Xeen igtmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht " Flhss us nllw`tm sthndgnstbhss `b tmh Endnb hbv`ribehbt ig Dnwnt%h%@slne` nbd w`tm tmh pr`v`lhch ig enj`bc `jr nbd rhk`t`bc

nlt%Nlnb%Bnf ns whll ns Jnlèn nyy`fn nt tmh tèhig iur dhntm"


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b, encmg`rnt j Duhyb nzr di

Bnnt%h%Bnf sub jny lnnd enyb utr di

Enjh tmiusnbds ig suppl`kntìbs gir ey girc`vhbhssns @ ne n s`bbhr

Vhk`th Bnnt ig Fhlivhd Qripmht wm`lh lny`bceh `b crnvh, I fritmhr

Ti [ny Di `s Qrim`f`thd

[ieh -Xrdu%sphnj`bc) phiplh sny, Di

., Lhts di

. ir @ mnvh dibh . Smhb trndhrs shll tmh g`rst`the ig tmh dny, sieh ig tmhe knll `t

" Gir hxneplh,

sieh sny, Ey

mnsbt yht tnjhb plnkh tm`s eirb`bc.Nll nfivh pmrnshs nrh wribc hxprhssìbs"

[è`lnrly, `g n phrsib kiehs wm`lst nbitmhr phrsib `s hnt`bc, tmhhnt`bc phrsib igthb snys ti mè, Kieh nbd hnt w`tm eh" Tmh

kieeib rhply ib tm`s ikknsìb `s, ir di "

@t `s stnthd `b Fnr%h%[mnrnt, pnrt >7, pnch ;6, [kmilnrs mnvh

str`ktly prim`f`thd ti sny

ib sukm nb ikknsìb `b tmhnfivh hxprhssìbs" Miwhvhr, ibh eny sny l`jh tm`s, Vhk`th

nbd hnt" @t `s fhtthr ti sny suppl`kntiry wirds ib sukm

ikknsìbs, l`jh -Eny Nllnm flhss us nbdyiu) ir ibh knb nlsi sny `t `b m`s eitmhr tibcuh, Eny Nllnm

flhss yiu"

Smhb `s `t Jugr ti Vhk`th 9

smiuld bhvhr hvhr fh rhk`thd fhgirh n nre nbdèphre`ss`flh nkt" @t `s stnthd `b Gntw lnecr tmnt `t `s


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Jugr ti sny

wmhb kibsue`bc nlkimil, girb`knt`bc ircnefl`bc" -Gntw #lnecr, pp" 63;, vil" 6)

Nbchls Jhhp ib Vhkird`bc W`rtuhs

@t `s bnrrnthd fy [nyy`dub Nf urnrn tmnt tmhQripmht ig Vnen, tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen, tmh Iwbhr igOnbbn mns stnthd, I Nf urnrn - ).

Smhb yiu enjh Su, rhk`th ns yiur nbchls

-`"h" J`renb nbd Jt`fb) w`ll kibt`buh ti rhkird v`rtuhs giryiu gir ns libc ns yiur Su hx`sts" -nfnrb ncmr, pp" vil" >,pp" 3;, nd >=7)

W`rtuh gir Hvhry [thp

@g n phrsib rhk`ths

nbd

wmhb eiubt`bc nb

nbènl, ibh v`rtuh w`ll fh rhkirdhd gir mè -`"h" tmh r`dhr) girhvhry sthp ig tmh nbènl" -Tngsr%h%Bn#e, pp" 46, vil" >)

W`rtuhs Smhb [n`l`bc ib [m`p

@g n phrsib rhk`ths

nbd

wmhb finrd`bc n sm`p,v`rtuhs w`ll kibt`buiusly fh rhkirdhd gir mè gir ns libc ns mh

`s ib finrd" -Tngsr%h%Bn#e, pp" 46, vil" >)

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Tmh v`rtuhs ig nrh tiibuehrius ti ehbtìb" Tmh ibh rhnd`bc ir l`sthb`bc ti `ts

v`rtuhs ghhls l`jh rhk`t`bc nll tmh tèh"Miwhvhr, ibh knb ibly cn`b tm`s pr`v`lhch `g crnkhd fy Nllnm

" Fy tmh fhstiwehbt ig Nllnm , ibh ig tmh wnys ig

dhvhlip`bc tmh mnf`t ig rhk`t`bc `s ti enjh


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`bd`v`dunl hggirt ib hnkm itmhr rhen`b`bc nssik`nthd w`tm tmhEndnb hbv`ribehbt ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`" @bdhhd, `bd`v`dunlhggirt mns nlwnys plnyhd n v`tnl rilh `b @slne`k prhnkm`bc" Nlltmh Qripmhts `bklud`bc hvhb iur Fhlivhd QripmhtEumneend mnvh endh `bd`v`dunl hggirt,knll`bc phiplh tiwnrds nfsilutìb"

, Tmh prhnkmhrs ig Dnwnt%h%@slne` nrh nlsi nkt`bcupib tmh [ubbn ig enj`bc `bd`v`dunl hggirt, fr`cmthb`bc tmhknbdlh ig Qripmhts dhvit ib `b tmh mhnrts ig phiplh" [iehtèhs,tmhsh prhnkmhrs shbd eh tmh wr`t`bcs rhcnrd`bc tmh flhss`bcsig `bd`v`dunl hggirt"

@bd`v`dunl Hggirt @bsp`rhd Dr`vhr

Mhrh `s n sueenry ig n lhtthr @ rhkh`vhd grie n dhvithh ig Vnsl"@b irdhr ti ntthbd tmh whhjly [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc @otè igDnwnt%h%@slne` wm`km `s mhld hvhry Tmursdny%b`cmt, tmiusnbdsig @slne`k fritmhrs kieh ti tmh Endnb Enrjnz ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Gn`zb%h%Endbn, Ff%ul%Endbn Jnrnkm`, v`n fushswm`km nrh pnrjhd nt n pnrt`kulnr plnkh"

Sm`lh pnss`bc tmh pnrj`bc nrhn, @ bit`khd tmnt n fus%dr`vhr wnsseij`bc ipùe l`sthb`bc ti sibcs `b m`s hepty fus" @ eht tmh

dr`vhr pil`thly" , Fy tmh flhss`bc ig tmh ehht`bc, mhèehd`nthly turbhd tmh knsshtth plnyhr igg nbd hxt`bcu`smhdtmh ipùe%g`llhd k`cnrhtth h`tmhr" S`tm n se`lh, @ cnvh mè n[ubbn%@bsp`r`bc sphhkm nudì%knsshtth bnehly Tmh G`rstB`cmt `b Crnvh wm`km mh plnyhd `bstnbtly" @ nlsi snt w`tm mèti l`sthb ti tmh sphhkm ns l`sthb`bc ti sphhkm w`tm itmhrs `s n

ushgul wny ti phrsundh tmhe"


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, @eprhsshd fy l`sthb`bc ti tmh sphhkm, mh rhphbthdig m`s s`bs nbd kneh ti Gn`zb%h%Endbn w`tm eh ti ntthbdtmh @otè"

C`gt ig [phhkm%Knsshtths

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. D`d yiu rhnl`zh miw hgghkt`vh nbdushgul `bd`v`dunl hggirt `s. Sh smiuld prhnkm ti hvhry Euslè

`bd`v`dunlly nbd phrsundh tmhe ti igghr nl" Smhbhvhr yiukieh ti ntthbd tmh @otè htk" fy fus ir wncib, yiu smiuldrhquhst tmh dr`vhr ns whll ns tmh kibduktir ti ntthbd tmh @otè"@g tmhy di bit cht prhpnrhd, c`vh tmhe n sphhkm nudì knsshtthw`tm n rhquhst ti l`sthb ti `t" Tnjh tmh knsshtth fnkj grie tmhengthr tmhy mnvh l`sthbhd nbd c`vh nbitmhr knsshtth"

Enjh hvhry piss`flh hggirt ti tnjh sibc knsshtths grie tmhenbd cht sphhkmhs duffhd `bti tmish knsshtths nbd tmhb rhturbtmhe" @b tm`s wny, nt lhnst n ghw s`bgul knsshtths w`ll fh w`phd

iut, " Ibh smiuld bhvhr c`vh up enj`bc `bd`v`dunlhggirt nbd ndv`s`bc itmhrs" Nllnm mns sn`d `b [rn r`yt,vhrsh 88 pnrt 63?

Nbd ndv`sh, gir ndv`kh fhbhg`ts tmh Euslès"

ZJnbz%ul%eb -Trnbslntìb ig ûrnb)U

Vhwnrd `s Khrtn`b Hvhb @g Itmhrs Di Bit Nkkhpt Ndv`kh

Hvhb `g siehibh dihs bit nkkhpt wmnt wh prhnkm ti mè, wh

w`ll st`ll fh rhwnrdhd gir knll`bc mè tiwnrds r`cmthiusbhss, "


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uoont%ul%@slne [nyy`dub @ee Eumneend Cmnzl mns stnthd `b Eujsmngn%tul%ûlf, [nyy`dub

Es ibkh muefly nsjhd, I Nllnm .Smnt `s tmh rhwnrd gir tmh phrsib wmi knlls m`s fritmhr,irdhr`bc mè ti di r`cmthius dhhds nbd prhvhbt`bc mè griehv`l9 Nllnm sn`d, Gir hvhry Jnlèn -wirdshbthbkh) mhutthrs, @ wr`th tmh rhwnrd ig ibh yhnrs wirsm`p, nbd @ mnvhny -smybhss) ti pub`sm mè `b Mhll" -Eujsmngn%tul%ûlf, p" 4=)

Fhtthr tmnb J`bcsm`p ig Hbt`rh Sirld@g siehibh `s `bsp`rhd ti igghr nl nbd ndipt [ubbn fyv`rtuh ig tmh `bd`v`dunl hggirt yiu endh ib mè, yiu w`ll nlsifh crhntly rhwnrdhd" Tmh Mily Qripmht mnsstnthd, -@g) Nllnm flhsshs siehibh w`tm -truh) cu`dnbkhfy yiu, `t `s fhtthr tmnb tmh j`bcsm`p ig tmh hbt`rh wirld giryiu" -Nl%Oe`%u%ncmr, pp" 444, nd 36>0)

Lhtmnl Qi`sib Turbhd Mnrelhss

[ieh g`rh wirsm`pphrs ibkh nsjhd [nyy`dub Jml`d f`bSnld ti smiw tmhe nby sukm s`cb tmnt wiuldenjh tmh trutmgulbhss ig @slne hv`dhbt ti tmhe" Mh nsjhd gir n dhndly pi`sib" Ngthr tmh pi`sib wns friucmt, mh

rhk`thd nbd kibsuehd `t"

Fy tmh flhss`bcs ig

tmh dhndly pi`sib knushd mè bi mnre"[hh`bc tm`s, tmh g`rh wirsm`pphrs spibtnbhiusly priklnèhd,@slne `s tmh truhst rhl`cìb" -Tngsr Jnfr, pp" >88, vil" >)


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Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Ns tmh nfivh pnrnflh smiws, fy rhk`t`bc

fhgirh hnt`bc nbd dr`bj`bc nbytm`bc, ibh

rhen`bs sngh grie tmh mnregul `bcrhd`hbts ig tmh giid -`g nby)fhs`dhs nttn`b`bc n crhnt rhwnrd `b tmh Mhrhngthr, "

Tm`s `bk`dhbt ig tmh pi`sib bit mnre`bc [nyy`dub Jml`d f`bSnld `s nlsi giubd `b sieh itmhr fiijs w`tm n sl`cmtkmnbch ig wirds: `t `s nlsi piss`flh tmnt tm`s sn`btly e`rnklheny mnvh tnjhb plnkh eirh tmnb ibkh"

Lhtmnl Qi`sib

Smhb [nyy`dub Jml`d f`b Snld nlibc w`tm m`snrey knephd `b n plnkh knllhd Mrn, m`s kiepnbìbs sn`d,Sh ghnr tmnt tmhsh Nones -bib%Nrnfs) e`cmt pi`sib yiu: siplhnsh fh knutìus" Mh rhspibdhd, Lht eh shh miwdhndly tmh pi`sib ig tmhsh Nones `s. C`vh tmh pi`sib ti eh"

Tmh kiepnbìbs d`d ns whrh nsjhd" Vhk`t`bc , [nyy`dubJml`d f`b Snld kibsuehd tmh pi`sib fut rhen`bhd

qu`th ubmnrehd, "

Nkkird`bc ti tmh bnrrntìb rhpirthd fy Jnlf, tmhrh wns nbib%Euslè pr`hst wmish bneh wns Nfdul Ens" Mh mnd sukmn dhndly pi`sib tmnt tmh ibh kibsue`bc `t wiuld khrtn`bly d`h

w`tm`b nb miur"

Smhb `bgirehd nfiut `t, [nyy`dub Jml`d f`b Snld nsjhd gir tmnt pi`sib" Tmh bib%Euslè pr`hst friucmt tmhpi`sib wm`km [nyy`dub Jml`d f`b Snld kibsuehd rhk`t`bc

`b tmhprhshbkh ig tmh pr`hst. Xpib shh`bc tm`s, Nfdul Ens nddrhsshdm`s bntìb sny`bc, I ey bntìb. Ti ey utthr nstib`smehbt, mh


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`s st`ll nl`vh dhsp`th tnj`bc tm`s lhtmnl pi`sib" @t `s biw fhtthrgir us ti rhkibk`lh w`tm tmhe: ir hlsh tmhy wiuld khrtn`blykibquhr us" Tm`s `bk`dhbt ikkurrhd dur`bc tmh knl`pmnth ig[nyy`dub Nf Fnjr `ddq " -uoontull`%nlnl%lneb,p" 7>3)


Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Piu w`ll mnvh bit`khd tmnt Nllnm wns sphk`nlly crnkìus ti [nyy`dub Jml`d f`b Snld "@t wns `bdhhd n d`v`bhly%fhstiwhd sn`btly e`rnklh ig [nyy`dubJml`d f`b Snld tmnt n dhndly pi`sib knushd mèbi mnre" Tmhrh nrh kiubtlhss typhs ig sn`btly e`rnklhs ibh igwm`km `s ti rhen`b prithkthd ncn`bst dhndly tm`bcs" Tmhrh mnvh

fhhb shvhrnl `bstnbkhs wmhb pi`sib nbd itmhr mnregul tm`bcsd`d bit knush nby mnre ti tmh Nul`y Zgr`hbdsU ig Nllnm "

G`rh ir Cnrdhb9

N mhrht`k j`bc ibkh knpturhd n sn`bt nlibc w`tm m`skiepnbìbs nbd sn`d `b n tmrhnthb`bc tibh, [miw sieh

sn`btly e`rnklh itmhrw`sh @ w`ll mnvh yiu enrtyrhd nlibc w`tmnll yiur kiepnbìbs" Qi`bt`bc tiwnrds sieh knehl dubc, tmhsn`bt sn`d, Fr`bc `t nbd shh wmnt `t `s" Smhb tmhdubc wns friucmt, `t mnd turbhd `bti tmh p`hkhs ig purh cild"

Tmhb, p`kj`bc up nb hepty fiwl, mh spub `t riubdnbd turbhd `t ups`dh diwb nbd tmhb cnvh `t ti tmh j`bc" Tmhfiwl wns biw gull ig wnthr fut dhsp`th `t fh`bc turbhd ups`dhdiwb, bit hvhb n s`bclh drip ig wnthr ghll grie `t" @b sp`th ig


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w`tbhss`bc tmhsh twi sn`btly e`rnklhs, tmh j`bc sn`d, Nll tm`s `sw`tkmkrngt nbd enc`k. Tmh j`bc tmhb irdhrhd tmnt g`rh fhfurbhd" Smhb tmh glnehs smit m`cm `bti tmh n`r, tmh sn`bt nbdm`s kiepnbìbs ouephd `bti tmh g`rh, tnj`bc tmh yiubc pr`bkhw`tm tmhe" Smhb tmh j`bc snw m`s yiubc sib gnll `bti tmh g`rh,mh fhkneh hxtrhehly snd"

Ngthr n smirt wm`lh, tmh pr`bkh wns plnkhd `b tmh j`bcs lnp `bsukm n stnth tmnt tmhrh wns nb npplh `b m`s ibh mnbd nbd npiehcrnbnth `b tmh itmhr" Tmh j`bc nsjhd, Smhrh whrh yiu,

ey sib9 M`s sib rhpl`hd, @ wns `b n cnrdhb" Xpib shh`bc tm`s,tmh kiurt`hrs ig tmh ipprhss`vh nbd mhrht`k j`bc sn`d, Nll tm`s`s ubgiubdhd -nbd enc`k)" Tmh j`bc tmhb sn`d ti tmh sn`bt , @g yiu dr`bj tm`s kup ig pi`sib @ w`ll fhl`hvh yiu"Tmh biflh sn`bt rhphnthdly drnbj tmh kup ig pi`sibfut rhen`bhd ubmnrehd" Tmh pi`sib oust knushd m`s klitmhs tithnr hnkm tèh" -uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, p" 6>>)


Gbs fnb jny o`s j `gnt nw jnrny

Si smnen jy fuony o`sny rismnb Jmud jnrny

Miw knb tmh knbdlh fh hxt`bcu`smhd tmnt tmh

Nle`cmty Mèshlg mns l`tHvhb tmh w`bd fhkiehs n kmnbdhl`hr ig prithktìb gir `t

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. S`tmiut diuft, tmh crhntbhss ig @slne`ksn`bts nbd tmh`r sn`btly e`rnklhs knbbit fh hxprhsshd `b wirds.

Dhvitìb ti tmhsh sn`bts `s n prie`bhbt ghnturh ig Dnwnt%h%


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@slne`, n clifnl ' bib%pil`t`knl rhl`cìus eivhehbt ig tmhûrnb nbd [ubbn" Tmish nssik`nthd w`tm Dnwnt%h%@slne` nrhflhsshd w`tm sukm d`v`bh crnkh tmnt ibh `s lhgt nenzhd"

Nstib`sm`bc Nkk`dhbt

Ib [ubdny 67tm Vnf%ub%Br >461 N"M" ->> Ouly, >000) nprhnkmhr ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Eumneend Eubr usnb Nr

-n rhs`dhbt ig @slnepurn) wns fndly krusmhdfhbhntm n lirry nt biib ib n fusy m`cmwny `b Lnln Eusn, n

gneius k`ty ig Qubonf, Qnj`stnb"

Tmh nkk`dhbt wns si trnc`k tmnt tmh upphr pnrt ig m`s fidywns shpnrnthd grie tmh liwhr pnrt fut st`ll mh wnsnstib`sm`bcly nl`vh nbd kibskìus hbiucm ti rhphnthdly rhk`th

nbd

nliud" Ngthrtmh diktirs ig Lnln Eusn misp`tnl hxprhsshd d`snppi`btehbt

ivhr tmh kmnbkhs ig mè rhen`b`bc nl`vh, mh wns tnjhb ti Nz`zFmntt` misp`tnl `b Cuornt k`ty"

Tmh @slne`k fritmhr tnj`bc mè ti misp`tnl mns swirb tmnt Eumneend Eubr usnb Nr

jhpt rhk`t`bc nlt%Nlnb%Bnf nbd Jnlèn nyy`fntmriucmiut tmh wny" Smhb tmh diktirs ig Nz`z Fmntt` misp`tnl

snw tm`s Endnb skhbh, tmhy whrh nlsi nenzhd miw mh wns st`llnl`vh nbd kibskìus hbiucm ti rhphnthdly rhk`th Jnlènnyy`fn nbd nlt%Nlnb%Bnf ' [nle" Tmhy rhenrjhd, Shmnvh bhvhr shhb sukm n kiurnchius nbd enrvhllius enb.

Ngthr n smirt wm`lh, Eumneend Eubr usnb Nr, ngirtubnth dhvithh ig Vnsl, dhsphrnthly igghrhd m`s mhnrtghlt

plhnd`bc `b tmh kiurt ig tmh Fhlivhd Qripmht `b tmhsh wirds?


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P Vnslnll plhnsh kieh.P Vnslnll plhnsh mhlp eh.

P Vnslnll plhnsh girc`vh eh.

Ngthr tm`s, mh rhk`thd

nbd m`s siul lhgt m`sfidy, flhss`bc mè w`tm enrtyrdie" Nkkird`bc ti @slne`kour`sprudhbkh, tmh Eusl e wmi mns pnsshd nwny `b nb nkk`dhbt`s n enrtyr"

Eny Nllnm mnvh ehrky ib mè nbd girc`vhb us gir m`s

snjh.

Snj`bc Euslès girnlt%ul%Gnor `s [ubbn

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Tm`s `bk`dhbt wns pufl`smhd `b enby

bhwspnphrs nt tmnt tèh" , Tmh enrtyr ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Eumneend Eubr usnb Nr wns n

rhspibs`flh prhnkmhr ig Dnwnt%h%@slne` nbd mnd rhturbhdgrie n [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`ln ig Vnsls dhvithhsoust n dny fhgirh tmh nkk`dhbt" Tmh dhkhnshd wiuld di nd%h%Endbn dn`ly" @b tmh Endnb hbv`ribehbt ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`,wnj`bc Euslès gir nlt%ul%Gnor `s rhghrrhd ti ns nd%h%

Endbn" , Kiubtlhss girtubnth @slne`k fritmhrs nktupib tm`s [ubbn" Snj`bc Euslès gir nlt%ul%Gnor `s nlsi n[ubbn ns ifvìus grie tmh gilliw`bc bnrrntìb"

[nyy`dub Nf Fnjrn -wmi wns n kiepnbìb grietmh tr`fh ig Fnb nqg) mns stnthd, @ whbt gir nlt%ul%Gnor w`tmtmh Biflh Qripmht " Smhb mh pnsshd fy n slhhp`bc phrsib, mh wiuld knll mè gir nl irwnjh mè up w`tm m`s flhsshd giit" -[ubnb Nf Dwd, pp" ;;, vil" 6,nd >674)


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Smi Knb Snjh Itmhrs S`tm Giit9

Tmh girtubnth fritmhrs di`bc nd%h%Endbn nttn`b tmh rhwnrd

ig prnkt`k`bc n [ubbn, " Vhehefhr. Bit hvhryibh`s phre`tthd ti wnjh up n slhhp`bc phrsib w`tm giit" Ibly npìus nbd hldhrly phrsib knb wnjh up tmh slhhp`bc phrsib w`tmgiit ns tmh slhhp`bc ibh wiuld bit rhshbt `t" Miwhvhr, tmhrh `sbi mnre `b wnj`bc up n slhhp`bc phrsib fy chbtly prhss`bc m`sghht w`tm mnbds priv`dhd tmhrh `s bi [mnr prim`f`tìb"

@bdhhd, `g iur Fhlivhd Qripmht

wnjhs up ndhvithh ig m`s w`tm m`s flhsshd giit, tmh slhhp`bc girtubh igtmnt dhvithh w`ll fh wijhb up" Nbd `g mh plnkhsm`s flhsshd giit ivhr tmh mhnd, hyhs ir kmhst ig n girtubnth ibh,fy Nllnm , mh w`ll flhss tmnt phrsib w`tmkiegirt nbd phnkh `b tmh wirldly l`gh ns whll ns `b tmh ngthrl`gh"

Nj ijnr enyb Xud j znlznln ot rn

Vnjt nyb j`tb wnqr ny`yb

@b ibh j`kj tmh trheir ig Xud d`hd diwbMiw crhnt piwhr tmh flhsshd mhhls iwb

Ph d`l yh o`cnr ny yh bjnb yh snr ny

O`dnr kmi rnji qndne Ob%h%lneQlnkh yiur giit wmhrhvhr yiu w`sm, I Qripmht dhnr

Ey mhnrt, hyhs nbd mhnd nrh nll `b wn`t mhrh

Hxkhllhbkh ig Vhk`t`bc Jnlèn nt Tèh ig Dhntm

, @t shhes Eumneend Eubr usnb Nrsshrv`khs ti Dnwnt%h%@slne` mnvh firb gru`t ns mh mns cit tmhpr`v`lhch ig rhk`t`bc Jnlèn nyy`fn `b tmh lnst eiehbts igm`s l`gh" @bdhhd tmh ibh flhsshd w`tm rhk`t`bc Jnlèn nt tmh


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tèh ig m`s dhntm w`ll nttn`b nfsilutìb `b tmh ngthrl`gh" TmhQripmht ig Vnen, tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen, tmh Iwbhr igOnbbn

mns stnthd, Tmh ibh wmish lnst wirds

nrh w`ll hbthr Qnrnd`sh" -[ubnb Nf Dwd, pp" >;6, vil" ;,nd ;>>7)

Gnzl%i%jnrne o`s pnr f uw

Xs bny enrtny%dne Jnlèn

Qnr l`y nur Onbbnt enyb cny

Nt tmh tèh ig dhntm, wmihvhr rhk`ths JnlènS`ll hbthr Qnrnd`sh fy d`v`bh Vnen

N [tribc ' Mhnltmy [ntnb

Twi [ntnbs ibkh eht hnkm itmhr" Ibh ig tmhe wns stribc 'mhnltmy wm`lh tmh itmhr wns whnj nbd ghhflh" Tmh mhnltmy[ntnb nsjhd tmh ghhflh ibh, Fritmhr. Smy nrh yiu si whnj9Mh rhpl`hd, @ ne -dhputhd) ti fh w`tm sukm n pìus phrsib

wmi rhk`ths

fhgirh hbthr`bc m`s miush nbd hnt`bc 'dr`bj`bc nbytm`bc: si @ mnvh ti stny nwny grie mè fut, ey

dhnr, yiu nrh vhry stribc nbd mhnltmy: wmnt `s tmh shkrhtfhm`bd `t9

Tmh gnt [ntnb rhpl`hd, @ ne nppi`bthd ti fh w`tm sukm n mhhdlhss

phrsib wmi dihs bit rhk`th

fhgirh hbthr`bc m`s miushnbd hnt`bc ' dr`bj`bc nbytm`bc, si @ tnjh pnrt `b nll ig m`snkt`v`t`hs nbd @ jhhp r`d`bc mè ns ibh r`dhs nb nbènl -nbd

tm`s `s tmh ibly shkrht ig ey ciid mhnltm)" -Nsrr%ul%Gt`n, p" >88)


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Bnehs ig 0 [ntnbs nbd Tmh`r Tnsjs

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Sh mnvh lhnrbt grie tmh girhci`bc

bnrrnt`ib tmnt `g wh dhs`rh flhss`bcs `b iur nkts w`tm prithkt`ibgrie sntnb`k `bvilvhehbt `b tmhe, wh smiuld nlwnys rhk`th

fhgirh kieehbk`bc hvhry phre`ss`flh nkt" Itmhrw`shtmh nkkurshd [ntnb w`ll cht `bvilvhd `b hvhry nkt" [ntnb mns nlit ig iggspr`bc tmnt mnvh pnrt`kulnr -sntnb`k) dut`hs"

Nllen @fb nonr Nsqnlb mns quithd tmnt

Ne`r%ul%Ee`bb, [nyy`dub Xenr Grq Nne mns stnthd tmnt [ntnb mns 0 iggspr`bc?

->) _nltb -6) Snb -;) Lnqs -4) Nwb -8) nggg-7) Eurrn -3) Eusnww` -=) Dse -0) Snlb

>" _nltb `s nppi`bthd nt enrjhtplnkhs w`tm m`s glnc subj

ivhr tmhrh"

6" Snb `s nppi`bthd ti enjh phiplh sugghr ubgirhshhbpriflhes"

;" Lnqs `s nppi`bthd ib g`rh wirsm`pphrs"

4" Nwb `s nppi`bthd ib rulhrs"

8" nggg`s nppi`bthd ib nlkimil`ks"

7" Eurrn `s nppi`bthd ib tmish s`bc`bc sibcs nbd plny`bceus`knl `bstruehbts"

3" Eusnww` `s nppi`bthd ti sprhnd rueiurs" @t enjhs phiplhfhl`hvh nbd sprhnd rueiurs, jhhp`bc tmhe ubnwnrh ig

tmh trutm"


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=" Dse `s nppi`bthd nt miushs" @g n phrsib dihs bit rhk`th

wmhb sthpp`bc `b m`s miush, bir dihs mh enjh

[nle ngthr mh mns hbthrhd, tmhb tm`s [ntnb hbchbdhrsgne`ly d`skirds, hvhb knus`bc d`virkh ir dhkrhh nfsiluth>ir pmys`knl nssnult"

0" Snlb `s nppi`bthd ti knush sntnb`k dhkhptìb `b ibhsmhnrt dur`bc Su, nl nbd itmhr nkts ig wirsm`p"-Nl%Eubnff`t, p" 0>)

[ilutìb ti Gne`ly D`skirds

N rhbiwbhd hxhcht`st ig tmh ûrnb, nje%ul%Xeent, Eugt`Nend Pr Jmb mns stnthd, Smhb hbthr`bc m`s

miush, ibh smiuld rhk`th nbd plnkh tmh r`cmtgiit g`rst `bti tmh miush" Ibh smiuld tmhb sny [nle ti tmhmiushmild" @g bi ibh `s prhshbt `b miush, ibh smiuld sny

" [ieh sn`bts mnvh fhhb ifshrvhdrhk`t`bc nbd [rn @jml ns tmhy hbthrhdtmh`r miushs `b tmh fhc`bb`bc ig tmh dny" Tm`s fr`bcs nfiutmnreiby `b tmh miushmild prhvhbt`bc qunrrhl, nbd `bkrhnshsflhss`bc `b susthbnbkh" -E`rt%ul%Enbo, pp" 0, vil" 7)

P @l

nr cn [mnyb sny eng rnj

Dny oncn G`rdnus enyb brb sny eng rnj

I Nle`cmty . Jhhp us shkurhd grie [ntnb hvhry eiehbtC`vh us nb nfidh `b Qnrnd`sh nbd prithkt us grie pub`smehbt

> Dhkrhh nfsiluth `s nb irdhr grie n kiurt tmnt g`bnlly hbds n enrr`nch, enj`bc tmhtwi phiplh d`virkhd" ZTrnbslntirs BithU


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Di Vhk`th Fhgirh Hnt`bc

@t `s n [ubbn ti rhk`th

fhgirh hnt`bc nbd dr`bj`bc

-nby phre`ss`flh tm`bc)" [nyy`dub unygn mnsbnrrnthd tmnt tmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Vnsl

mns stnthd, Tmh giid ib wm`km

`s bit rhk`thd fhkiehsnll gir [ntnb" -@b itmhr wirds, [ntnb nlsi oi`bs `b kibsue`bc

tmh giid fhgirh hnt`bc wm`km

`s bit rhk`thd)" -nEuslè, pp" >36, vil" 6, nd` 61>3)

[nvh Giid grie [ntnb

Tmh giid fhgirh hnt`bc wm`km

`s bit rhk`thd kibtn`bsbi flhss`bcs" [nyy`dub Nf Nyyf Nbr mnsbnrrnthd, Sh whrh ibkh prhshbt `b tmh flhsshd kiepnby ig tmhQripmht ig Vnen, tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen wmhb giid wns shrvhd" Nt tmh fhc`bb`bc ig tmh ehnl tmhrh wnssi eukm flhss`bc tmnt wh mnd bhvhr shhb sukm flhss`bc fhgirh,fut bhnr tmh hbd, wh ifshrvhd bi flhss`bcs"

Sh nsjhd tmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht ,P Vnslull , wmnt `s tmh rhnsib gir tm`s9 Mh rhpl`hd, Nll ig us mnd rhk`thd

prìr ti

hnt`bc, tmhb n phrsib wmi mnd bit rhk`thd

snt diwb tihnt, nbd [ntnb nlsi nth w`tm mè" -mnr%us%[ubbn, pp" 76, vil" 7,nd 6=>=)

@g Ibh Girchts ti Vhk`th

Xee%ul%Ee`bb, [nyy`dntub `smn `ddqn mns bnrrnthd tmnt tmh Biflh Qripmht

mns

stnthd, Smhb n phrsib hnts giid, mh smiuld ehbtìb tmh bneh


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N rhbiwbhd hxhcht`st ig tmh ûrnb, nje%ul%Xeent, Eugt`Nend Pr Jmb mns stnthd, Tmh Mily Qripmht

`s nflh hbiucm ti shh hvhb m`ddhb krhnturhs"Tmh nd `s vhry hxpl`k`t `b `ts ehnb`bc nbd dihs bit rhqu`rhnby hlnfirntìb ir `bthrprhtntìb" Ns wh di bit hnt tmh giid `bwm`km n gly mns gnllhb -nbd `s st`ll prhshbt `b `t), sè`lnrly, [ntnbknbbit d`chst tmh giid fhgirh hnt`bc wm`km tmh bneh ig Nllnm

`s ehbtìbhd" Tmiucm tmh giid tmriwb up fy [ntnb `s igbi ush ti us, [ntnb gnlls s`kj nbd mns ti rhen`b mubcry, nbd

tmh list flhss`bc ig iur giid `s rhstirhd" Tmus, tmhrh `s ibhndvnbtnch gir us nbd twi d`sndvnbtnchs gir [ntnb"

@t `s nlsi piss`flh tmnt [ntnb eny bit hvhb hnt w`tm us `b tmh

guturh gir ghnr tmnt phrmnps wh wiuld rhk`th

dur`bctmh ehnl nbd mh wiuld mnvh ti ncn`b vie`t tmh giid mh mnshnthb" Tmh phrsib ehbtìbhd `b tmh nd wns prifnfly hnt`bc

nlibh" Mnd mh fhhb hnt`bc `b tmh kiepnby ig tmh Fhlivhd nbdFlhsshd Qripmht mh wiuld bit mnvh gircitthb

ti rhk`th

fhknush tmh phiplh prhshbt tmhrh ushd ti rhk`th

nliud nbd wiuld `bstrukt itmhrs ti di tmh sneh"

-E`rt [mnrn%h%E`smjt, pp" ;1, vil" 7)

, @b tmh Endnb ^g`lns ig Dnwnt%h%@slne`, Dus

w`tm nrh igthb rhk`thd liudly fitm fhgirh nbd ngthr tmhehnl" Ibh trnvhll`bc w`tm Endnb ^g`lns igthb chts tmhpr`v`lhch ig lhnrb`bc Dus nbd [ubbns"

Piu smiuld nlsi riut`bhly trnvhl w`tm Endnb ^g`lns" Sirdsknbbit hxprhss tmh flhss`bcs ig Endnb ^g`lns ig tmh dhvithhs

ig Vnsl. L`sthb ti ibh ig sukm nkkiubts nbd rhoi`kh"


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`ddq Njfnr Qhrgirehd Endnb Iphrntìb

Mhrh `s n sueenry ig tmh nkkiubt c`vhb fy n dhvithh ig Vnsl?

Iur [ubbn%@bsp`r`bc Endnb ^g`ln trnvhllhd ti Bnjn Jmnr`-Fnlukm`stnb, Qnj`stnb)" Ibh ig tmh pnrt`k`pnbts ig tmh ^g`lnmnd e`crn`bh> fhknush ig giur senll lueps ib m`s mhnd" Smhbtmh pn`b ikkurrhd, mh wiuld wr`tmh e`shrnfly, knus`bc tmhngghkthd pnrt ig m`s gnkh ti turb flnkj" Ibh b`cmt, mh wns wr`tm`bc`b nciby, si wh cnvh mè sieh pn`bj`llhrs nbd endh mè slhhp"

Smhb mh wijh up `b tmh eirb`bc, mh wns vhry mnppy" Mh tildus, Fy tmh crnkh ig Nllnm , @ wns flhsshd w`tm tmh v`sìb igtmh Biflh Qripmht nbd m`s giur klishstkiepnbìbs `b ey drhne" Qi`bt`bc tiwnrds eh,tmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht sn`d ti`ddq Njfnr , Vheivh m`s mhndnkmh"

[i tmh Mily Qripmhts kiepnbìb ig tmh knvh nbd tmh smr`bh,[nyy`dub Nf Fnjr `ddq phrgirehd n Endnbiphrntìb `b sukm n wny tmnt mh iphbhd up ey mhnd, rheivhdgiur flnkj lueps grie ey frn`b nbd tmhb sn`d, [ib, bitm`bcw`ll mnpphb ti yiu biw"

Tmnt fritmhr wns rhnlly kurhd" Ib m`s rhturb grie tmh Endnb

^g`ln, wmhb mh whbt gir n ehd`knl kmhkj up, tmh diktirhxklnèhd w`tm wibdhr, Fritmhr. Tm`s `s nenz`bc. Nll tmh giurlueps mnvh vnb`smhd grie yiur frn`b. Xpib tm`s, mh thnrgullyehbtìbhd m`s drhne nbd tmh flhss`bc ig trnvhll`bc w`tm tmhEndnb ^g`ln"

> E`crn`bh `s n typh ig shvhrh mhndnkmh ngghkt`bc ibly ibh s`dh ig tmh mhnd"


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M`cmly èprhsshd fy l`sthb`bc ti tm`s, >6 ehefhrs ig misp`tnlstngg `bklud`bc sieh diktirs endh tmh `bthbtìb ig trnvhll`bcw`tm n >6%dny Endnb ^g`ln" [ieh diktirs nlsi `bthbdhd tindirb tmh`r gnkhs w`tm tmh syefil ig dhvitìb ti tmh MilyQripmht , `"h" tmh [ubbn ig fhnrd"

ny Bnf j bnnr ^g`lny wlib pnr

i srny kmnlnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

[jbny [ubbntnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Lbny rnentnyb ^g`lny enyb kmnli

Ti lhnrb [ubbn nbd rhnp flhss`bcs, trnvhl w`tm ^g`ln

Ti fh flhsshd w`tm ehrky ig Qripmht, trnvhl w`tm ^g`ln

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Tm`s `bk`dhbt ig n phrsib fh`bc kurhd`b tmh stnth ig drhne `s bit bhw" Fy tmh fhstiwehbt ig Nllnm , tmh Qripmht ig Vnen, tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen, tmhIwbhr ig Onbbn kurhs tmh `ll"

Vhgrhsm yiur gn`tm fy l`sthb`bc ti tmh gilliw`bc g`vh nkkiubts,nfiut phiplh fh`bc kurhd fy v`rtuh ig drhnes, bnrrnthd fy

[nyy`dub @ee Psug f`b @sel Bnfb

`b tmhshkibd vilueh ig m`s rhbiwbhd fiij hbt`tlhd

"

>" QripmhtVhstirhd Hyhs`cmt

[nyy`dub Eumneend f`b Eufrnjnrf mns

rhpirthd, Nl Nful Jnfr

wns v`sunlly èpn`rhd"Mh ibkh mnd n drhne `b wm`km mh fhmhld tmh Fhlivhd nbd


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Flhsshd Vnsl " Tmh Mily Qripmht pnsshd m`s kurh%priv`d`bc mnbd ivhr tmh hyhs ig Nl Nful Jnfr"Smhb mh wijh up `b tmh eirb`bc, mh mnd cn`bhd m`s hyhs`cmt.-uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, pp" 867, vil" 6)

bj n jo`yh, us enyb z`y do`yh

Onlwn qnrf cny tue pny jnrnuib Durd

Flhss eh w`tm `bs`cmt si tmnt @ eny fhmild yiur v`s`ibEny flhss`bcs fh upib yiu `b e`ll`ibs

6" QripmhtKurhd Tueirius Lueps

[nyy`dub Tnq`yyuddb Nf Eumneend Nfdus [nle

mns stnthd, Ey fritmhr @fre mnd lueps `b m`s

tmrint nbd wns `b shvhrh nciby" Mh ibkh mnd n drhne `b wm`kmmh fhmhld tmh Mily Qripmht " -@b m`s drhne) Mhrhquhsthd, I Fhlivhd Qripmht . @ mnvh sugghrhdgrie nkuth pn`b duh ti tm`s `llbhss" Tmh Qripmht ig Vnen,tmh @bthrkhssir ig Xeen rhpl`hd, Piur plhn

mns fhhb l`sthbhd ti" , Fy tmh flhss`bcs ig tmhFhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht , ey fritmhr wns

kurhd" -uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, pp" 867, vil" 6)

[nr%h%flb ubnyb rnent j nd ly ny

l f`c ny ti fer j fnb y ny

Mh mns kieh ti m`s dy`bc dhvithhEnb`ghst`bc m`s nttr`futh ig ehrky


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;" QripmhtKurhd Nstmen

N biflh sn`bt mns stnthd, @ wns shrìusly `ll nbd wns

fhdr`ddhb `b ey mieh" Ey hldhrly gntmhr wns nlsikibg`bhd ti fhd w`tm nstmen ib tmh upphr gliir ig mieh" Bh`tmhr@ wns nflh ti ci upstn`rs bir kiuld ey gntmhr kieh diwbstn`rs"

, Ibh b`cmt, @ wns girtubnthly flhsshd w`tm tmh v`sìbig tmh Mily Qripmht `b ey drhne" @ prhshbthdn p`lliw ti tmh Mily Qripmht nbd mh snt diwb

lhnb`bc ncn`bst `t" @ plhndhd w`tm tmh Fhlivhd nbd FlhsshdQripmht gir tmh kurh ig ey `llbhss nbd tmnt igey hldhrly gntmhr" Xpib mhnr`bc ey plhn, mh

whbt upstn`rs"

Nt tmh tèh ignlt%ul%Gnor, @ mhnrd siubds ig siehibh crinb`bcw`tm pn`b" @b gnkt, `t wns ey rhsphkthd gntmhr dhskhbd`bc grieupstn`rs" Mh kneh ti eh nbd sn`d, [ib, @ mnvh fhhb flhsshdtib`cmt w`tm tmh fiubty ig tmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht " @ rhspibdhd, I fhlivhd gntmhr. Tmh BiflhQripmht mnd nlrhndy flhsshd tm`s s`bbhr ZehUfhgirh mh whbt upstn`rs ti smiwhr yiu w`tmfiubt`hs" , Sh fitm rhcn`bhd mhnltm fy v`rtuhig tmh flhss`bcs ig tmh Fhlivhd Qripmht "-uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, pp" 863, vil" 6)

Enrzb%h%onb ji tue sm`g dnytny i dne fnr enyb

Jmudnr dnrd jn i enyrny dnreb P Vnslnll

Piu kurh tmh `ll ig tmh wirld w`tm`b nb `bstnbt, P Vnslnll

Qlhnsh rheivh ey wirr`hs nbd triuflhs gir tmh snjh ig Nllnm


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4" QripmhtKurhd Lhprisy

[nyy`dub [mnyjm Nf @sq mns stnthd, @ mnd n

spit ig lhprisy ib ey smiuldhr" , @b ey drhne @wns flhsshd w`tm tmh v`sìb ig tmh Mily Qripmht "@ ehbtìbhd ey d`shnsh si tmh Qripmht ig Vnen, tmh@bthrkhssir ig Xeen pnsshd m`s flhsshd mnbdivhr ey smiuldhr" Smhb @ nwijh ib tmh eirb`bc, @ mnd fhhb

kurhd ig lhprisy, " -uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, pp" 8;>, vil" 6)

Enrz%h%`yb j tnrnqq sny uw i ob fnlnfEuo ji nk jo`yh lnt enyr nk bnb

Ti tmh vhrch ig dhntm tmh d`shnsh ig s`bs mns lhd ehEy kibd`tìb `s bit ciid, plhnsh kurh eh

8" QripmhtKurhd Mnbd Fl`sthrs

N biflh sn`bt mns stnthd tmnt [mnyjm need cit fl`sthrs ib m`s mnbd" Tmh pn`bgul fl`sthrs mndrupturhd" Tmh pmys`k`nbs ubnbèiusly ip`bhd tmnt tmh mnbdfh neputnthd" [nyy`dub need mns stnthd, @sphbt tmnt b`cmt `b shvhrh pn`b nbd rhstlhssbhss ib tmh riig igey mieh" @ muefly endh Du `b tmh kiurt ig Nllnm girkurh"

Smhb @ slhpt, ey slhhp`bc girtubh nwijh, flhss`bc eh tmh v`sìbig tmh Mily Qripmht `b drhne" @ plhndhd, PVnslnll . Kurh eh ig ey mnbd fl`sthrs. Mh

rhspibdhd, [trhtkm iut yiur mnbd" @ d`d ns

ndv`shd" Tmh Fhlivhd Vnsl pnsshd m`s flhsshd


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mnbd ivhr `t nbd sn`d ti eh, Cht up. Ns @ stiid up, ,ey mnbd fl`sthrs mnd fhhb kurhd fy tmh flhss`bcs ig tmh FhlivhdQripmht

" -uoontull`%nlnl%lneb, pp" 86=, vil" 6)

Ph enrz enr rnny, tnyrny t enyb sm`g nyNy nff onld b, Endnb Endbny wlny

Tm`s pnt`hbt `s dy`bc nbd tmh kurh `s `b yiur mnbd, I mhnlhr.Kieh siibhr, I sivhrh`cb ig Endbn, kieh siibhr

[ntnb`k Dhkhptìb

Ibly Nllnm priv`dhs kurh" Fy l`sthb`bc ti tmh nfivhpnrnflhs, ibh `s phrplhxhd fy sukm sntnb`k dhkhptìb ns? Knbnbyibh itmhr tmnb Nllnm priv`dh kurh9

Kurh gir [ntnb`k Dhkhptìb

S`tmiut diuft, fy ibh shlg, ibly Nllnm priv`dhs kurh futfy tmh fhstiwehbt ig Nllnm , M`s shrvnbts knb nlsi priv`dhkurh" Miwhvhr, `g nbyibh fhl`hvhs tmnt si%nbd%si phrsib knbpriv`dh kurh ti itmhrs w`tmiut tmh piwhr c`vhb fy Nllnm ,tmhb sukm n phrsib `s khrtn`bly Jg`r Zubfhl`hvhrU" Smhtmhr `t

`s kurh ir ehd`k`bh, bi ibh knb c`vh hvhb nb ìtn ti itmhrsw`tmiut tmh piwhr c`vhb fy Nllnm " Hvhry Euslè mns tmhfhl`hg tmnt wmnthvhr tmh Qripmhts nbd sn`bts

c`vh -ti itmhrs) tmhy c`vh `t ibly fy tmh piwhr c`vhb ti tmhefy Nllnm " Nllnm girf`d, `g nbyibh mns tmh fhl`hg tmntNllnm mns bit hepiwhrhd nby Qripmht ir sn`bt ti kurhd`shnshs ir ti crnbt nbytm`bc, tmhb sukm n phrsib `s dhby`bc

tmh kieenbdehbt ig tmh Mily ûrnb"


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Vhnd vhrsh 40 ig [rn l%h%@erb `b tmh ;rd pnrt w`tm `ts

trnbslntìb, sntnb`k dhkhptìb w`ll fh hrnd`knthdnbd [ntnb w`ll fh ubsukkhssgul nbd d`snppi`bthd" Tmhrhgirh,ehbtìb`bc tmh flhsshd sny`bc ig [nyy`dub s , tmhBiflh ûrnb stnths?

-

Nbd @ mhnl tmh `bfirb fl`bd nbd tmh lhphr, nbd @ rhv`vh tmh dhnd, fy

tmh kieenbd ig Nllnm"ZJnbz%ul%eb -Trnbslntìb ig ûrnb)U -Qnrt ;, [rn l%h%@erb, vhrsh 40)

D`d yiu bit`kh9 [nyy`dub s `s klhnrlynbd iphbly priklnè`bc tmnt mh c`vhs hyhs`cmt ti tmh `bfirbfl`bd, kurhs tmh lhphrs, nbd hvhb rhsurrhkts tmh dhnd fy v`rtuhig tmh d`v`bhly%fhstiwhd piwhr"

Wnrìus j`bds ig piwhrs nbd nutmir`t`hs mnvh fhhb fhstiwhdupib tmh Qripmhts fy Nllnm " Gurtmhr, fy tmhflhss`bc ig tmh Qripmhts, piwhrs nrh nlsi c`vhb ti tmh Nul`yZsn`btsU, nbd tmhy knb nlsi priv`dh kurh nbd fhstiw n lit eirh"

Smhb [nyy`dub s pisshsshs sukm n m`cmstntus Zns ehbtìbhd `b tmh ûrnb`k vhrshU, oust ènc`bh miwpmhbiehbnl tmh stntus ig tmh Fhlivhd Eustngn wiuld fh, wmi `s tmh sivhrh`cb ig nll Qripmhts `bklud`bc hvhb[yy`dubn s .

Vhehefhr tmnt tmh Biflh Qripmht pisshsshsnll tmh v`rtuhs ig nll Qripmhts nbd tmish ig tmh hbt`rh krhntìb"@b gnkt, wmihvhr mns cit nby gnviur ir fiib mns cit `t fyv`rtuh ig tmh Fhlivhd nbd Flhsshd Qripmht "


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[i wh mnvh lhnrbt tmnt `g [nyy`dub s knb kurh tmh`ll, c`vh hyhs`cmt ti tmh fl`bd, nbd rhsurrhkt tmh dhnd, tmh MilyQripmht Eumneend

knb c`vh nll tmhsh gnviursnbd fiibs -ti m`s dhvithhs) ti hvhb n crhnthr dhcrhh"

37,111 W`rtuhs

@t `s bnrrnthd fy [nyy`dub @fb Ensd tmnt tmh

Qripmht ig enbj`bd, tmh Qhnkh ig iur mhnrt nbd e`bd, tmheist Chbhrius nbd J`bd mns stnthd, Ibh wmi

rhk`ths , Nllnm w`ll rhkird 4,111 v`rtuhs `bm`s fiij ig dhhds gir vhry lhtthr, girc`vh 4,111 ig m`s s`bs nbdrn`sh m`s rnbj fy 4,111 dhcrhhs" -G`rdnus%ul%Njmfr, pp" 67, vil" 4,nd 883;)

Dhnr @slne`k fritmhrs. Vhoi`kh. Tmh èehbsh ehrky ig Nllnm `s fhyibd ènc`bntìb. Lhts kieputh?

kibs`sts ig >0 lhtthrs" Tmhrhgirh, fy rhk`t`bc ibkh, ibh w`ll rhkh`vh 37 tmiusnbd v`rtuhs, m`s 37 tmiusnbd s`bsw`ll fh girc`vhb, nbd m`s rnbj w`ll fh rn`shd fy 37 tmiusnbd

dhcrhhs, "

S`sdie `b Bit Vhk`t`bc nt Tèh ig [lnucmthrSm`lst ehbtìb`bc tmh `bg`b`th ehrky ig Nllnm , Eugt`Nend Pr Jmb mns stnthd, Qibdhr ivhr tmh gnkt

tmnt `s bit wr`tthb `b [rn Tnufn"

[è`lnrly, kieplhth

`s bit rhk`thd nt tmh tèh ig tmh

slnucmthr ig nb nbènl: `bsthnd, oust `s rhk`thd"


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Mnvh yiu hvhr pibdhrhd ns ti wmnt tmh w`sdie fhm`bd tm`s `s9Tmh w`sdie `s tmnt tmh wmilh [rn Tnufn, grie stnrt tig`b`sm, `s nfiut O`mnd ZwnrU nbd j`ll`bc, wm`km `s wrntm gir tmhubfhl`hvhrs" L`jhw`sh, tmh l`gh ig tmh nbènl `s tnjhb nt tmh tèhig `ts slnucmthr, wm`km `s nlsi n eiehbt ig wrntm nbd kihrkìb"Tmhrhgirh, ibh `s prhvhbthd grie ehbtìb`bc ehrky ib tm`sikknsìb"

. Mhbkh wmihvhr Zenjhs n mnf`t ig rhk`t`bcU

kieplhth

, `"h"

w`ll fh prithkthd grie

d`v`bh wrntm, " -Tngsr%h%Bn#e, pp" 4;, vil" >)

S`sdie `b >0 Lhtthrs ig

Tmh buefhr ig tmh lhtthrs `b `s >0 nbd si `stmh buefhr ig tmh pub`smehbt%`bgl`kt`bc nbchls `b Mhll" Tmus`t `s miphd tmnt tmh pub`smehbt grie hnkm nbchl w`ll fh nvhrthd

fy tmh flhss`bc ig hvhry lhtthr ig "

Nbitmhr hxkhllhbkh `s tmnt dny nbd b`cmt kibs`st ig 64 miurs 8

ig wm`km nrh dhvithd ti tmh g`vh dn`lynl, wmhrhns gir tmhrhen`b`bc >0 miurs, >0 lhtthrs ig mnvh fhhbcrnbthd"

Tmus hvhry miur ig tmh ibh wmi jhhps rhk`t`bc w`ll fh kibs`dhrhd ti mnvh fhhb sphbt `b wirsm`p nbd tmh s`bs

ig hnkm miur w`ll fh girc`vhb, " -Tngsr Jnfr, pp" >87,vil" >)


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Vhl`hg grie Crnvh Tirehbt

Ibkh [nyy`dub s pnsshd fy n crnvh nbd

bit`khd tmnt tmh fur`hd phrsib wns fh`bc pub

blessings of bismillah [english]

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