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A N N A ' S Y A G M N D F G W S L E T T E R | S E P T E M B E R 2 0 1 9
Marhaba, everyone! My name is Anna Skare and I am currently serving in
Jerusalem/West Bank through the ELCA's Young Adults in Global
Mission (YAGM) program. I am from St. Michael, Minnesota and I am a
recent graduate of the University of Wisconsin – Eau Claire. For the next
year, I will be volunteering in Dar Al-Kalima Lutheran school in
Bethlehem. I am tasked with assisting a teacher in English and math
classes for children in kindergarten and second grade. I also am helping
in the school's office, doing administration work and supporting the
kindergarten coordinator with various tasks. My home congregation for
the year is the Evangelical Lutheran Christmas Church. It is a wonderful
community to worship alongside. Both the church and the school are
connected to the Evangelical Lutheran Church of Jordan and the Holy
Land (ELCJHL). The ELCJHL operates six congregational ministries,
four educational programs, and four schools.
INTRODUCTION
& PLACEMENT
Pictures:
Top- The view from the
top of Herodian's Palace
Middle- My cohort and
country coordinator,
Gabi, in Battir Village
Bottom- The Wailing
Wall in the Old City
ANNA'S YAGM NEWSLETTER - SEPTEMBER 2019
A year in THE HOLY LAND
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IN-COUNTRY ORIENTATION
YAGM ORIENTATIONOn August 13th, I left Minnesota and traveled to Chicago to start a
weeklong YAGM orientation. We stayed at the Lutheran Seminary in
Chicago and spent a majority of our time building community and
preparing for our upcoming year in various countries. This year, there are
about sixty-five young adults participating in YAGM in nine different
countries across the world. Throughout orientation, we dove into
important and complex discussions about religious pluralism and
interfaith relationships, culture, race, power, privilege, and
accompaniment. We also conversed about the meaning of trusting
ambiguity, leaning into discomfort, and being fully present during our
YAGM year. Orientation was filled with lots of learning, worshipping,
fellowship and preparation for our year ahead.
After a week of orientation in Chicago, my cohort and I boarded a plane
and began our long journey to Tel Aviv. After a few plane rides-and a
few unexpected delays (such is the nature of traveling!)-we were met at
Tel Aviv Airport by one of our country coordinators and a deacon of the
ELCA serving in the Holy Land, and promptly began two and a half
weeks of in-country orientation. Similar to orientation in Chicago, in-
country orientation was filled with an abundance of sightseeing,
relationship building, discussion, and logistics. Some of the places we
visited during our orientation included a hike through the Al Makhrour
Valley and then dinner in Battir Village, visiting Ramallah on a site visit,
a tour of the Old City in Jerusalem, a trip to Tel Aviv to swim in the
Mediterranean Sea, a tour of Herodian's Palace, a visit to Shepherds Field
in Beit Sahour, and a tour at the Church of the Nativity in Bethlehem. In-
country orientation helped me gain a fuller and better understanding of
the history and political conflict of the land. I am extremely grateful for
the people and tour guides we met during in-country orientation who
shared their experiences and advice with us.
The Al Makhrour Valley
Passing sea level on the way to
Jericho
At the market in the Old City
A street in the Old City
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During our tour of the
Old City in Jerusalem,
our tour guide sat our
cohort down and
explained the difference
between "ancient stones"
and "living stones." He
shared with us that a lot
of people visit the Holy
Land to see the "ancient
stones" without
witnessing and learning
more about the
experiences of people
who live here now
or the "living stones."
His hope for us this year
was to learn from and be
a witness to the "living
stones." In this section
of my newsletter, I will
be sharing stories, and
experiences of the
"living stones" in
Palestine.
LIVING STONES
"Living Stones" vs
"Ancient Stones
As mentioned, one of the main themes discussed in YAGM orientation
and during in-country orientation was the theme of being present in our
community. Being present simply means being aware of what is going on
around us, instead of looking behind or ahead. It also means that even
through cultural differences, we are to be present with our community
and accompanying the community by being a witness to their daily life.
Being fully present is something I challenge myself to strive for daily,
but this goal has proven to be increasingly more difficult for me since
moving halfway across the world, away from my family and friends for
an entire year. In the past month, I have been in awe of my surroundings
and enthralled by all that I have learned, but I have also been
overwhelmed and uncomfortable. This overwhelming feeling of
discomfort causes me to not be fully present and question if my presence
is enough.
Starting my position at Dar-Al Kalima (DAK) has been both
challenging and extremely exciting. I love getting to know the students
and staff, as well as learning about the ministry of the Evangelical
Lutheran Church in a different context. One of the most challenging
things starting at DAK have been trying to understand their policies,
procedures, guidelines, and structures with a language barrier. A lack of
understanding and confusion of what exactly is expected of me has led
me to further question if my presence, along with my gifts and talents,
will be enough for this year.
My first week at DAK was whirlwind of emotions. One day, I
found myself overwhelmed and questioning my calling to this year of
service. Needing to find a space in the school to regroup and just breath, I
stepped into the library to quiet my mind. While I was sitting at the
library desk, a first grade student walked in and said hello to me. He
proceeded to dig through the plethora of books on a library shelf across
the room from me. After a few minutes, I heard the commotion of a chair
dragging across the floor. Suddenly the commotion halted and silence fell
as the boy placed the chair right next to me. Looking intently at me the
boy handed me a book and said, “read it.” I looked down at the book and
my heart swelled. The book this little boy chose was Madeline, a book
that my parents read to me all throughout my childhood.
My cohort and country coordinators at the top of Herodian's Palace
Passing sea level on the way to
Jericho
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As I read the text aloud in English, using the same inflection my mother
used to, the little boy listened intently and occasionally pointed at the
pictures on the page. When I finished reading the book, the boy got down
from his chair, gently placed the book back on the shelf, said thank you
and goodbye, and left the library. As he left the library, his older sister
walked in and asked me if I read her brother a story. I told her I did read
a book to him and that I read it in English. Hearing this, the boy’s sister
explained to me that the little boy likely only knew a few words that I
read because he only knows Arabic.
Befuddled, I slumped into my library chair and pondered what had just
happened. I then realized that although the little boy had no idea what I
was saying, he still sat there engaged and attentively listening. He was
fully present as I read to him despite all barriers that separated us. This
little boy was present and a witness to my feelings of discomfort and
doubt whether he knows it or not. He did not need to say or do anything
to bring me peace in the midst of the busy day-his presence was simply
enough. That boy was placed in my life, in that moment, to serve as a
reminder that I am enough, even when I sit silently in these school rooms,
in my host home, and in my community not fully understanding the
language and all the is happening around me. This little boy showed me
that I am here to be a witness and accompany my community this year. It
does not entirely matter what I do or what I say, but it does absolutely
matter that I am present throughout it all. I praise God for working
through that little boy in the library. As I continue you my year, Lord
knows I will continue to have doubts and question if my presence is
enough, if I am enough. But now, I can take comfort in my time in the
library where a little boy was fully present with me and brought me
peace. I am grateful for his short-lived yet meaningful presence in my life
and strive to follow his example. Just by being who we are created to be,
we are enough. As children of God, our identity is in God and our
presence is always enough. May we take comfort knowing this and live
fearlessly because of it.
THAnk you!
A BIG thank you to
everyone supporting
me back at home.
Thank you for your
financial support,
thoughts and prayers,
and well wishes
these past couples of
months. While I am
excited about my
upcoming year, I
often think about my
communities at
home, who are
cheering me on along
the way. I am very
blessed, and could
not be on this
journey without your
love and support.
Love always,
Anna Skare
The Mediterranean Sea in Tel Aviv
At the Lutheran Church of the Redeemer in the Old City